When I was on, when I was on stage and I was thinking of..
I felt like I know, I know him though and I know that, and I know his heart and I know what he wouldnt do to hurt me
But I didnt realize that I-I-I feeling so confident, feeling so great about myself and then it just be completely shattered by one thing, by something so stupid...
He doesnt know who I am anymore
And it dont matter because I guess I picked someone that was gonna break my heart
But then you make me feel crazy You make me feel like its my fault
Iwas in pain
You got me sipping on something
I cant compare to nothing Ive ever known
Im hoping that after this fever Ill survive
I know Im acting a bit crazy
Strung out, a little bit hazy
Hand over heart, Im praying
That Im gonna make it out alive
The beds getting cold and youre not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But Im not alive until you call
And Ill bet the odds against it all
Save your advice, cause I wont hear
You might be right, but I dont care
Theres a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
You got me scattered in pieces
Shining like stars and screaming
Lighting me up like Venus
But then you disappear and make me wait
And every seconds like torture
Heroin drip, no more so
Finding a way to let go
Baby, baby, no, I cant escape
The beds getting cold and youre not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But Im not alive until you call
And Ill bet the odds against it all
Save your advice, cause I wont hear
You might be right, but I dont care
Theres a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
This is a modern fairytale
No happy endings, no wind in our sails
But I cant imagine a life without
Breathless moments
Breaking me down, down, down, down
The beds getting cold and youre not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But Im not alive until you call
And Ill bet the odds against it all
Save your advice, cause I wont hear
You might be right, but I dont care
Theres a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants, baby
The heart wants what it wants, baby
It wants what it wants
It wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants, baby
Its like, I mean Its probably it should to happen, they think that it mean everybody goes through, I guess something like this but I
I didnt really understand it and...
I have no other option but to laugh at it at this point cause everyones asks Why do you still stay? and Im like I guess, I dont love myself first
Thats it, its not really
Thats it