text: Story of my life, Searching for the right but it keeps avoiding me. Sorrow in my soul cause it seems that wrong. Really loves my Company. He´s more than a man and this is more than love the reason that the sky is blue. The clouds are rolling in because I´m gone again and to him I just can`t be true
  And I know he knows I´m unfaithful and it kills him inside. To know that I´m happy with some other guy. I can see him dying. I
  Don want to do this anymore I don´t want to be the reason why. Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside. I don´t want to hurt him anymore. I don´t want to take away his life. I don´t want to be, a murderеr
  I feel it in the air as I´m doing my hair. Preparing for another datе. A kiss upon my cheek as he reluctantly asks if I´m gonna be out late. I tell him I won´t be long just a day with the girls. A lie I didn´t have to tell because we both know where I´m about to go and we know it very well
  And I know he knows I´m unfaithful and it kills him inside. To know that I´m happy with some other guy. I can see him dying. I don´t want to do this anymore. I don´t want to be the reason why. Everytime I walk out the door. I see him die a little more inside. I don´t want to hurt him anymore. I don´t want to take away his life. I don´t want to be, a murderer
  Our love, his trust. I might as well take a gun up to his head. Get it over with I don´t want to do this anymore. Uh, anymore. And I don´t want to do this anymore I don´t want to be the reason why everytime I walk out the door. I see him die a little more inside. I don´t want to hurt him anymore. I don´t want to take away his life. I don´t want to be, a murderer
  A murderer No No No No. Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah