text: Ive been ignoring this big lump in my throat
  I shouldnt be crying
  Tears were for the weaker days
  Im stronger now, or so I say
  But somethings missing
  Whatever it is
  It feels like its laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
  Whatever it is
  Its just laughing at me
  And I just wanna scream
  What now?
  What now?
  I found the one
  He changed my life
  But was it me that changed
  And he just happened to come at the right time
  I’m supposed to be in love but I’m numb again
  Whatever it is
  It feels like its laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
  Whatever it is
  Its just laughing at me
  And I just wanna scream
  What now?
  What now?