text: Ill keep the pictures saved in a safe place
  Wow, I look so weird here
  My face has changed now
  Its a big shame
  So many feelings, struggling to leave my mouth
  And its not that rare for me to let myself down
  In a big way
  But I had enough time and I found enough reason to accept that
  Its not the same anymore
  I lost the joy in my face
  My life was simple before
  I should be happy, of course
  But things just got much harder
  Now its just hard to ignore
  Its not the same anymore
  Its not the same anymore
  Its not the same, but its not a shame cause
  I spend a long time putting up with people
  Putting on my best face
  Its only normal when you stop things in the wrong way
  Its only four oclock and still, its been a long day
  I just wanna hit the hay
  People knocking on me like every day
  Im tired of taking stress
  If only there could be another way
  Im tired of feeling suppressed
  And when they want me the most
  Im tired of acting like I care, but I do
  And I cant wait to hit the bed
  But tomorrow makes me scared
  Cause its not the same anymore
  I lost the joy in my face
  My life was simple before
  I should be happy, of course 
  But things just got much harder
  Now its just hard to ignore
  Its not the same anymore 
  Its not the same anymore 
  Oh-oh
  Oh-oh
  I kept the feelings inside
  I open up when shit gets built up this high
  She makes it easy to cry
  The words fall out of me and theres no more disguise
  I miss the days when I was someone else
  I used to be so hungry
  Right now, my stomachs full as hell
  And Ive spent many months just hating on myself
  I cant keep wishing things will be different
  Or leaving problems on the shelf
  I wish I didnt need to get help
  But I do
  But I do
  Oh-oh-oh
  I been so hard on myself, yeah
  Even my family can tell
  And they barely saw what I felt
  I wouldnt wish this on my enemy or anyone else
  Its not the same
  Its not the same as before
  Its not the same anymore
  And its fine because
  Ive learned so much from before
  Now Im not short on advice
  Theres no excuses at all
  No point in feeling upset
  Wont take my place on the floor
  Ill stand up straight like Im tall
  Its up to me, no one else
  Im doing this for myself
  Its not the same anymore
  Its better
  It got better
  Its not the same anymore
  Its better
  Yeah, yeah
  Oh-oh
  Oh-oh-oh-oh