text: You send me round my own head
  Thoughts surrounding
  As I lay me down in my own bed
  With the sheets like weights
  And brain tied down to a stone cold pillow
  But the pillow just feels like grey cement
  Open your ears for this is my final lament
  Love songs aint for me no more
  But this wont be the last you hear for sure
  Cause men will send you everything you need
  Plus the money, sex
  And I can bet theyll all be taller than me
  But this isnt about Alex
  It never was, you see
  Its about the girl who changed him
  But it wasnt meant to be
  No, this was never about Alex
  Never about me
  Its about the one that was not the one
  But I was love-blind to see
  But what is love?
  Or was this love?
  Or just a minor obsession with what I thought I needed?
  Was this love? I will never know
  But I feel my time is up
  But now, its just time for me to go
  Dont wait for me, please dont wait
  I respect your decision
  But if you ever have a change of heart
  Know that its not too late