text: I was lost, felt nothing at all but
  Im coming back now, yeah, Im in the background
  No need to react now that everythings done 
  I thought it would be simple enough
  And I had to grow up
  Just to learn all the ways that its not
  But I never thought that Id wanna call it quits in my whole life
  I never aimed to feel confused, I blame myself to tell the truth
  But now I know that everythings hard when youre living in the dark
  And you dont even wanna see it through
  If that had to be the way Id be feeling for days
  And I knew it back then, I probably wouldnt do it
  But I never got the chance to tell you
  I never had the balls to tell you
  No, I never had the balls to tell you
  I did everything that I could, but still, I was helpless 
  I shouldnt waste my precious time
  On anybody living off of mine
  And now I know that things are getting better
  I could live like this forever
  Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
  When I found my own way out
  Was to open my mouth and be honest
  I had to go and do it, yeah
  This could be the best decision that you ever make
  Please, dont be afraid, she reassures me
  I know its hard to play pretend
  I promise you its due to end
  And winners never quit, you know, so quitters never win
  Im your man if youre looking for good times
  Feel amazing and Im on my way home
  Yeah, Im finally in the zone
  I heard the word goodbye and felt surprised
  That I wasnt even sad in the slightest
  My mind was made up, but if I had to live a life
  Only being polite, Id be giving in
  Im never gonna do it
  I never got the chance to tell you
  I never had the balls to tell you
  No, I never had the balls to tell you now
  Balls to tell you
  Balls to tell you
  I never got the chance to tell you 
  Never had the balls to tell you
  Balls to tell you
  But I never got the chance to tell you 
  Never had the balls to tell you 
  Balls to tell you