text: Yeah, I dont know where to start
  How do you admit that youre falling apart?
  I mean, how will I admit that Im falling apart?
  My mothers gonna worry but Im fine in my heart
  Ive lived the words that Ive said
  And I live with a voice that tends to tell me that Im shit in my head
  Well maybe I should fuck it and be happy instead
  I should just say fuck it and be happy instead, right? Right
  Cause theres a lot of people tryin to tell me how to deal with myself
  But Im not gonna listen if you mention my health
  I dont care, dont tell me and dont text me
  Cause that kind of shit upsets me, just kind of affects me
  And its bringing me down, and Im not gonna lie
  These days I prefer to just not be outside
  And these days I just end up spending all of my time
  With my girlfriend, but to be honest, I think thats alright
  Cause time keeps rollin and Im just makin songs
  And Im no longer sure where I belong
  Some people concentrate on style too much
  But I think I just force myself to smile too much
  And that should soon end for the best
  I wanna live my life with no stress
  Love life and feel blessed, like
  Its kind of funny on the inside
  Im tryin to be a man, but really Im just a little child, shit
  And thats pretty much it, yeah, thats pretty much it
  Oh yeah
  My jaw hurts a lot because I grind it with stress 
  I was an idiot recently and lost a lot of my friends 
  Nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile
  Being at school makes me aware of how I havent been myself in awhile 
  And I wonder what it was like to be 11
  Wonder if theres such a thing as life after death, such a thing as heaven 
  And every now and then I think about the fact that Id become a legend if I died at