text: Talk as if Im ready to die
  But Im really not ready to die
  I dont mind
  You can tell me bout your day
  If you wanna sit together
  In silence for a number of hours
  That is OK
  That is fine by me
  I was surprised you see
  When you asked if I wanted to chill
  Because you used to say
  Youre really not a fan of awkward tension
  And I can be quiet and self loathing
  And have a constant need for attention
  Not to mention
  Confusing humor
  I might be rude about your music taste
  So, Im sorry in advance
  But the industry moves quickly
  And I feel the need to keep up with names and faces
  So I find new sounds on a daily basis
  Its not difficult to listen on a daily basis, but
  Still question my existence on a daily basis
  Tie my shoes up on a daily basis
  Write my thoughts down on a daily basis
  Worry about life
  And wonder how many days I have left on this daily basis
  Sixteen years in so see all youre able to see
  Sixteen years in because youll never be free
  And I should really get to sleep