text: Torn between crying for help
  And not lettin them see me sweat
  But its certain shit I cant forget
  I wont get over it easy, shit makes me queasy
  I am making amends with myself
  Forgiving me for loving you
  I took a risk loving loudly, defended you proudly
  Ignored all the signs, yeah, its true
  And the immature me wishes that I could make it known
  That you should be left alone
  Dont deserve words or thoughts from me
  I can go heal on my own
  And the immature me hopes the world sees just who you are, oh
  A facade only gets you so far
  And Im bigger than you, so I cant meet you where you are
  Id say your name but you dont deserve recognition
  You played the hero but you really are the villain
  There aint a bone in me that wants to spare your feelins
  You called me crazy, but it was my intuition
  Used me for status, and the fame, and recognition
  Its fuckin crazy what they do for recognition
  Id say your name but you dont deserve recognition
  Id say your name but I wont, uh
  I got to give myself credit for loving as hard as I did
  I helped you fight your addiction and change your whole life
  Just to find myself played in the end
  Aint no regrets cause Im proud that my heart was so pure
  And Im never ashamed of my love
  Now Im finding strength in the fact that youre nothing to me
  And I know the things I am above
  And the immature me wishes I could just run away 
  To somewhere I still feel sane
  Cause truth is Ive been fuckin lost since that very day
  And really Im wishing that I could just catch a break 
  Its been Hell every couple days 
  And now, Im here broken, expected to carry the weight
  Id say your name but you dont deserve recognition 
  You played the hero but you really are the villain
  There aint a bone in me that wants to spare your feelings 
  You called me crazy, but it was my intuition 
  Used me for status and the fame and recognition 
  Its fucking crazy what they do for recognition 
  Id say your name but you dont deserve recognition
  Id say your name but I wont, uh
  Thats just you 
  I always land on my feet
  Bounce back game clean and neat 
  Wish I didnt check your text when you was drunk sleep
  Ive seen everything that I aint wanna see
  That I needed to see, that I needed to be
  Hope you live happily ever after with the bitch , uh
  Fly to France, wine and crackers, honeymoonin with the bitch
  Hope you fuck around and have the son you wanted with the bitch
  Yall might be soulmates after all of this, so
  Out on the table your friends and your family, even your label
  Everyone love me, damn, its so shameful
  I kept you stable, you should be grateful
  I ain’t find out sooner that you was unfaithful
  Damn, you so shameful
  So fucking shameful
  Damn, youre so, uh, fucking ungrateful, uh