text: Yeah, yeah
  And I still stay high, just more lowkey now
  I quit the lean and OE, it only slowed me down
  Been tryna get a hold of myself cause you would never hold me down
  My new girls miss the old me now, yeah
  And shit, I think I hate myself, yeah
  Like lately I just aint myself, yeah
  Been on the road tryna save everybody else
  And I cant even save myself but shit, uh
  Been disgusted in the mirror, tryna function at this function
  I aint even wanna be here but I gotta show face more
  I gotta see my place more
  Im used to being homeless, I dont ever like to stay long, yeah
  So how could I expect you to wait
  When I been wakin up lately and forgettin the state
  Stay in a daze so Im spaced out, forgettin the day
  Tryna remember why the fuck I even get in this game
  Its like, everytime I see my nieces they older
  Aint even seein em grow up, what if they needed a shoulder?
  And the girl I love is still on the block I left
  Think my old friend is smokin rocks again
  I just wish I could talk to him
  I just wish we could start again to relive this shit
  Before the city took our innocence
  Tryna play the hand Im dealt, from where they dealin shit
  I cant even deal with shit, fuck rap and a deal and shit
  I feel guilty, my old homies is still in the field, really
  Probably screamin fuck me, so I dont know how to feel, really
  They all say they love me, look around they aint still with me
  A lot thats concealed in me, a lot of its ill
  Gettin high so the painll stop
  When I was younger, I used to think I could save the block
  Now Im spending bands like I dont know how to save a lot
  My ex say I changed a lot, I cant even say that its not true
  All this fame, I forgot Lou, all this drink, I forgot you
  At least I did until the mornin
  I used to go places people knew me so I could feel important
  I used to want people to see me and now I cant avoid it
  And it still aint fillin this void
  I dont know whats real anymore
  Im lyin to people I love, I dont think I feel anymore
  A lost boy with lost marbles
  I lost star and found stardom
  I found me when I lost all em, yeah
  I dream about you and I dont know what it means, yeah
  Some Jean Grey shit, I dont know what it seems like
  But I fell a fiend and rose a Phoenix, my flow the meanest
  They aint get the vision, I always seen it
  Fuck the scene, I seen what it does to people
  So fuck it, yall could keep it
  Ill die the meanest and live the nicest, I didnt write this
  I bombed the paper like ISIS
  A bad vibe is in your words you not speakin
  I could peep it so Im defeatin
  Anyone who think they runnin this race that I started
  With the baton they never gave me Ill take it the farthest
  I need million dollar mansions, you thinkin apartments
  Guess thats what set us apart, dawg, you thinkin in boxes
  And I left that, kid from the West that
  Said fuck dealin, no drug cured em, Im stuck ill
  And Wayne before prison too dedicated so fuck ceilings
  And fuck feelings, in this cycle of life Im one-wheelin
  Training-wheel rappers be braggin bout how they never fallin
  Aint changed they number but wonder why I was never callin
  I call it spade-to-spade, hands Im dealt
  Bet I play blind folded and still Blackjack while I call your bluff
  All these rappers you callin tough, shit is all a front
  I never fronted or backed down, it was all or nothing
  Remember days that I aint eat and got a smaller stomach
  Remember we was smokin weed, they on a stronger substance now
  And a lot of them turned they back on me
  I left home with no intentions of turning back, homie
  The drugs stopped workin while Im battlin this
  I was broke, all I had was reality checks
  Losing people over business and they say dont take it personal
  It isnt, but Im startin to think different
  Yeah, but I started to think, listen
  Fuck the dissin and Whos missin?
  Remember why I even started this mission
  I cant do shit if my heart isnt in it
  My minds gone and man, that shit has been gone for a minute
  But then again, everyone that I ever met up in this game shady
  Ironic, Im the one that they compare to Em
  I played crazy and got lost in that shit
  On some Heath Ledger shit but still hed never quit
  Im from Painkiller Paradise, where E wet and spliffs all they know
  I told myself that I would be better, bitch, yeah
  Sometimes I wish I picked up a different profession
  But how else could I deal with this built up aggression?
  Fucked over so many times but I still been finessin
  Shit, sometimes I think Im cursed but its still been a blessin
  I lit the fuse, wouldve been quit but got shit to prove
  My shit list is a page or two
  I charge it to the game and paid my dues
  So listen, dude, I got shit to move
  From the same hood as some killers but I got different views
  I speak ill, its love, peace, but I beat kill each scale
  Doc said Im sick, shit, I agree still
  Im prescribed to real shit so heres a free pill
  Back-to-back like Meek Mill if you need a refill, yeah
  If you need a refill
  Hey, sweetie
  Ugh, Im sending you a big hug, my love
  I was just thinking about you too
  Just hang in there, just— just for today
  Just for today, papi, know that I love you
  Know that this too is gonna pass and it sucks
  And Im so sorry, I am so sorry, my heart bleeds for you
  What youre going through, all of this
  You can do this though, I know you can
  Just right now, need you strong too
  I love you, I love you so much baby
  Bye, honey
  Im all yours, all yours
  And Im all yours 
  Im all yours, all yours
  Im all yours