text: If I take the medication. If I lose my hair. If the slightest hesitation takes me anywhere, let it pour. Let it be forgotten
  If you dare to wish me well and I disappear. If your reckless second-guesses drive me out of here, let me pour. Let me be forgotten
  Crawl through the gaps in the curtains. Howl through the night. Sail down the hallway out of sight
  If I offer up my body. If I dare to lose. I can take the shape of anything they want me to