text: If I could know decisions coming from my heart
  I think about you girls I may have torn my dreams apart
  I want to show you new things and Ill try keeping time
  Thoughts moving closer for me its hard for me, too hard
  I guess its always been like that 
  Maybe forever, sucked in
  If I could know decisions coming from my heart
  I think about you girls I may have torn my dreams apart
  Keep me on the right track to the trail on top of the edge
  No longer feeling I know that they just dont care
  I guess its always been like that
  Maybe forever, sucked in
  I guess its always been like that
  Maybe forever, fucked up