I mean one Friday I come, I left here about ten to one I went in the house  and I went to bed and I was starving and Gordon says oh I'm hungry I, so I went out straight down the stairs, come back up with a bloody big tray  cups of teas now when I, after drinking down here, pasties now what I'd taken home what I didn't sell here, crisps, sandwiches  and a after I'd ate it I felt so guilty.