Similarly , he is torn between cynical self - interest and more altruistic desires .
Zach suffers from a heart condition , and is often reckless and self - destructive , but at other times seeks desperately to live .
Zach is torn between cynical self - interest and more altruistic desires .
Zach suffers from a heart condition , and is often reckless and self - destructive , but at other times seeks desperately to live .