His environment contributed to this sense of loneliness .
Adriaan , born after the war , in the Netherlands , felt like an outsider in his own family because he was the only white child and had no direct history in the Indies or of the war .
Adriaan 's environment contributed to this sense of loneliness .
Adriaan , born after the war , in the Netherlands , felt like an outsider in his own family because he was the only white child and had no direct history in the Indies or of the war .