He wonders whether Yuzu had turned against him , as he was the one who first left the group of five friends , as a preemptive strike .
She could not bear the thought that its members would inevitably drift apart anyway .
He wonders whether Yuzu had turned against him , as he was the one who first left the group of five friends , as a preemptive strike because she could not bear the thought that its members would inevitably drift apart anyway .