( Transmitting this message from the sanctuary of my childhood home ) It is not as if I left , when things got too out of hand ; it is more like , I retreated .
There was no more that I felt I could not do anymore .
( Transmitting this message from the sanctuary of my childhood home ) It is not as if I left , when things got too out of hand ; it is more like , I retreated because there was no more that I felt I could not do anymore .