But I think if she was n't there , I would n't be here anymore .
I had bad thoughts of taking a whole bunch of sleeping pills , but the only reason I did n't do it is because of Carly ( his girlfriend ) and my parents .
I think if she was n't there , I would n't be here anymore .
I had bad thoughts of taking a whole bunch of sleeping pills , but the only reason I did n't do it is because of Carly ( his girlfriend ) and my parents .