This is my first race that I 've had to cancel .
It 's extra bittersweet because of my decision to hang up my Garmin after this race until at least 2013 so I can focus on other things for a while .
This is my first race that I 've had to cancel and it 's extra bittersweet because of my decision to hang up my Garmin after this race until at least 2013 so I can focus on other things for a while .