I was searching for a way to cope - with and channel my anger , before I did something that was irrevocable .
Likely unbeknownst to him , I was a very angry , violent , self - destructive , hostile , rebellious , and troubled young man .
man was searching for a way to cope - with and channel man 's anger , before I did something that was irrevocable .
Likely unbeknownst to him , I was a very angry , violent , self - destructive , hostile , rebellious , and troubled young man .