I 've felt not fear .
I 've felt that anxiousness or f -- - ing nervousness about f -- - ing taking a kick from Cro Cop to the head and wondering whether I 'm going to know who the f -- - my girl is .
I 've felt not fear , but I 've felt that anxiousness or f -- - ing nervousness about f -- - ing taking a kick from Cro Cop to the head and wondering whether I 'm going to know who the f -- - my girl is .