But now that I 've decompressed and despite this rather wretched secondary that plays like a tertiary , it 's not all gloom and doom .
It was a humiliating and unexpected kick in the crotch that should never have played out as it did .
Now that I 've decompressed and despite this rather wretched secondary that plays like a tertiary , it 's not all gloom and doom .
It was a humiliating and unexpected kick in the crotch that should never have played out as it did .