Amuro explained in an interview with Viewsic ( now M - ON ) that she did n't release the song at first .
The lyrics were harsh and may have clashed with the image Amuro 's fans had Amuro her .
Amuro explained in an interview with Viewsic ( now M - ON ) that she did n't release the song at first because the lyrics were harsh and may have clashed with the image her fans had of her .