Mirtazapine
depression
"Been on this medication for 3-4 months for depression and insomnia. Does not help me get to sleep at all I'm up for hours thing to fall asleep every night no matter what dose I'm on (started at 15 now at 45) I can't wake up most mornings have to drag myself out of bed. Hasn't really helped the depression just made me have even less energy to do anything productive, I eat so much then feel so upset about my body due to the appetite change. I get really weird and vivid dreams - sometimes really bad night mares that I can't tell if they are real or not. Changed my personality, even at my deepest depression points I would still be funny and try and lighten up every situation now I'm irritable, can't talk to anyone, angry just can't socialise"