Ive been feeling depressed lately. Basically, my parents have gotten a divorce lately. Ive been so concerned of my future with my boyfriend and ending up like them that I have almost forced him to promise to stay with me. I have these moments of on and off sadness. I feel happy one moment and right when my mind is clear, I think about things that bother me and how im always worried that now my boyfriend will leave me. Im too afraid of my future now and ive lost all hope in things. My grades have fallen and I cant bring myself to care. I havent been hanging with friends as much, ive been trying to avoid my house. I have so many feelings as well since my mom left my dad for another guy. I am mad and angry at her but im too afraid of my own mother. I can fight with my dad but I cant bring myself to talk to my mom like that because she basically scares me. I know I shouldnt want to disobey but I cant bring myself to ever break rules because ive been actually afraid of my mom for years. Oh god, im ranting. Well, theres more to it, im losing friends and such but does this sound like anything to you? Like am I just stressed or is this actually a depression?
Hi friend, Welcome to Chat Doctor This is a clear case of Depression. You need psychiatric assessment and assistance - both Chat Doctor. As it is situational (reactive), chance for recovery is excellent. You should not allow others conduct to influence your conduct... Take tarnishing speedy recovery God bless Good luck