I feel like my parents are against me and it a little more than my own depression. I feel like expressing the emotions that I feel now which are positive but are clouded by my guilt of the past. I m not a bad guy I just feel like I put myself in a lot of bad situations (maybe or maybe not we all make mistakes) but I don t like the fact that one of my parents is talking behind my back while the other will never truly be truthful with me. I want to understand myself better so I can forward with my life with or without them.
Degree understand your concerns went through your details. I can understand your emotions. Are you sure that your parents are talking against you behind your back? I sincerely request you to introspect. Usually sincere parents don't do that. They sometime act against their conscience just to correct their child Chat Doctor.