sometimes I wish I was dead I suffer from depression I am in therapy and on antidepressants At times i find myself cutting myself. I have been cutting off and on since i was 15 and im 40 now,and still I feel life is not worth living but i cant seem to end my life as much as I want to, so i continue to take it out on myself by cutting so that I can escape my feelings or else to feel something hoping that someday I will be able to do it right
HI DEAR surely you are having chronic depression. We need combination of medicine and psychotherapy. In medicine, we have medicine combinations for resistant depression.i don't know what combinations you have tried. However addition of methyl folate 7.5 can be very beneficial. You can add up to 15 mg.