Im a OCD patient and Im having these unwanted sexual thoughts since the age of 7. Im now 19 and I dont know if I masturbate and it includes ejaculation  and I dont think I do that but Im confused, please help me out. Im totally irritated with these urges and thoughts. I dont enjoy doing it or thinking about it. please help me out. I dont want to masturbate or do sexual things with myself. Please give me a good advice, please  help me out please..
Hellos you already know that you are suffering from a disorder called as OCD.  You need to meet a psychiatrist. There are various medications for OCD which might be helpful for you. Along with that you go through psychotherapy sessions also. Regards