I am 14 and I did some gay things with boys through out my child hood. I am extremely depressed all the time and cant stop thinking about it, I am attracted to girls and never did anything with a girl except make out but have gone farther with boys, but now that when i look back i realy realy regret it. I need advice so i can just forget and never look back at it and or just consider it as a stupid thing i did.and move on with my life.
And just to say ive never masturbated to gay porn or anything like that.