im 20 never had a job my gf might be going to uninext year and i always feel rarther alone and crapand have attempted sucide many times and feel like my life is goingno where and like i will never get a job because i am to shy and dont mix with people well and at times feel as if when it finally does come to me being alone i will end up doing somthing stupid such as sucide is this bad ? :(
Hello, Even the ideas of suicide must be taken seriously. I would suggest you to share your suicidal thoughts with someone in your family. Discuss your feelings with them and never stay alone. Start with antidepressants like Escitalopram. Thanks.