Hi, I been mentally tortured by my family since childhood. My parents are not educated and ill-behaviored by their families in their times, so they didnt feel the way of nurturing anyone. Since childhood I was punished for the matters that had no worth. I was a bright student and always stood first in my class, but things at home changed me all the way. I never feel that somebody is around me who cares or loves me. I feel always alone. But I compromised all the situations. I think I need to be strong to help my parents to see the world in a different way. But things didnt change anyway. They always treated me like a fool and made me worthless and stupid when somebody came to our home. Even did they not think that what would the future impact of that. I knew all the facts but this thing changed me over the time and I became speechless to everyone. I thought when I will complete my graduation and get a job then things will change. But I found that my silence making me die. It is blocking my success and even general activities. I found myself answer less when somebody teased or deceive me. My upbringings never let me sleep. I am suffering with insomnia  and hypertension for more than 8 years. How I am living I dont know, but right now my father is no more so, I have to live for my rest of my family. I dont know what is my future, but I know someday things will change. Please suggest me what are the solutions of my problems?
Hi, Welcome. This is Chat Doctor. You seem to have depression. I'll suggest you to go to a psychiatrist for medication & counselling. Don't worry things will get better & you will be fine in no time. If you need any help in the future, I'll always be available. ThanksTake care