I ve been in treatment for depression for literally yars & I more of a recluse than I couldever feared. I feel hopeless & my doctor, altho he s many accolades ect., & is great for most patients, doesn t seem to be working for me......However, I fear change because it took me months to find him. I don t know what to do & I m MORE depressed than ever & if I thought I would go to Heaven, I would kill myself but I know I can t do that & see Jesus face...............
Hi dear, since you are taking treatment since many years, so please give detail regarding treatment?have you taken electroconvulsive therapy (ECT) anywhere?as you are having suicidal ideas it works best.there are many newer medications which also help you for that you should consult psychiatrist and give detail history also psychotherapy with medication works best. Thank you