I blame myself for all of my problems. If I m not drinking, I m thinking, which makes me uncomfortable. I can t hold down a job for very long. My family loves me, but keeps their distance.
Do hunt deer and pheasant. Oh my! Its finally cooling down where I am, in time for my europe trip! I'm sorry. Would you like to talk about another topic? I love the godfather. What have you read recently? Why can you not? That's a lot of kids. I never really got into comics myself. I'm an adjunct professor of music, and my fingers are long for piano. Outside of Dubai. My daughters say I'm a good mom but hate sharing a room. No I do not but I've a dog. I drive my big truck around. Cool. I've horses as the background on both of my laptops. Oh well that is... romantic. Oh I don't drink and drive. My wife would never forgive me. Hi, how are you today? That is so nice, what play are you seeing? Most about my thoughts and the behaviors of the horses I train. Cuddle time with the animals! Do you have hobbies? Black sea!, Jane Austen is my favorite author, yours? That is neat I like to boogie dance. Yes since I started drinking.
__ SILENCE __. Hi how are you today. I'm great. I was just going on a walk. Be careful it is raining. I love to be in the rain. Fair enough do you work. Yes, I work at Walmart. How about you? I do not work I drink a lot. Oh I see. Do you like to drink? All the time I feel awkward when I do not. Why do you feel that way. Because drinking loosens me up. Are you normally very shy. Yes I get so uncomfortable. Have you always been like that.