I have a friend group, but I do not like any of them. My days are filled with cross country try outs and basketball practice. But, I feel lost and far away from who I truly am. I am a middle aged mother of two high school boys.
My cats would be all over me if I tried that. I guess so. I put a makeup tutorial online and everyone loved it! Good evening? How are you? I'm just munching on gummy bears. I am good. How about you? That's cool. I just know English. What do you love about it? Yeah. They are a lot of responsibility. Oh. I enjoy running marathons and watching netflix. I cook brownies and candy bars for sale! Its perfect, just me and my cat n home! Good morning I'm a footballer. I have an ok relationship with mine but not that close anymore. Cool. What color is your favorite? Mine is purple. I am trying to get into the film industry. My mom was a history teacher, my dad was a shop teacher. Do you write music or books? I do, but it is not my main thing. I do love soccer, though. Do you work? T is tasty and delicious and goes great in toyota. Work from home. Customer service calls. How about you? Perhaps. Until then, I'll be busy with the kids activities!
__ SILENCE __. Hi! it is nice to get to chat like this. Hi! yes it is! I love getting to talk to people. I must admit, I've got friends, but I am not sure if I even like them. Oh, that is no good. My friends are all local, so I don't get much variety. I am a busy cross country and basketball mom. Do not meet many new people. I meet people through my uncle and dads jobs. How many kids? Two teenage boys. Always an adventure! I can imagine, my dad and uncles childhood stories were always interesting! It can be fun, but sometimes I feel a bit lost. Because you are so busy or you do not have a support system? Maybe both? I never imagined my life being like this. I imagine most people do not imagine their lives playing out the way they do. Yes, I feel removed from who I am. How about you? I feel pretty grounded. Traveled twice, stayed local, no major changes in my life. That sounds nice. It has been nice to chat with you. You as well! I hope you do not feel too adrift. Thank you. I hope I can find my way soon. It might sound crazy but sometimes being lost is a better experience.