I feel that I can t live up to many people s standards. I wonder what it would be like to be a different gender. I don T fully understand my own feelings. I'm unsure of who I'm attracted to. I am afraid of rejection from my parents.
I'm great, about to grill up some steaks. Good I hate working long times. I love to plant flowers with my mother. I work there so there is that... Nice! Do you like your job? I want to be a football player. I like to ride my bike when I've time. Hello there how are you this evening? My cats name is oreo. Where is it? I spilled coke on my clothes while making cookies. I'm great! How are you? Good quick meal for a weekend. Gave them to family. Had to call 911 for a bad headache. What do you do for work? That's cool where do you build these? That's great to hear, I did smoke and drank few years but stopped. Its ok, my dog keeps me company. Who doesn't like Christmas and thanksgiving? But I miss chasing butterflies. A couple dogs and a cat. What are you up to today? Its in the bible he created man in his own image and have faults not perfect.
__ SILENCE __. My name is mark and I wonder why I'm not Melissa. Hi mark, who is Melissa? Is that who you want to be? I do not know some days I feel like it but I do not know. Never hide from who you know you are. Well my parents are big time catholic I worry they will reject me. I understand how it is, but you cannot hide who you are from God. I been bullied my whole life cause I do not live up to their standards. You have the right to walk away from things that make you unhappy. If I do change into Melissa will I like men or women?? You can like whomever you like. I'm confused hope God forgives since this I've not been to church. God does not live in church, he lives in your heart. Well he created us to be not perfect so I am sure I'll figure it out. He created you in his own image, and he's perfect.