I feel that I can t live up to many people s standards. I wonder what it would be like to be a different gender. I don T fully understand my own feelings. I'm unsure of who I'm attracted to. I am afraid of rejection from my parents.
Hello, I'm doing well. How about you? How are you doing today? I do not watch much but I do train athletes during the week. I've a sibling who closely resembles me though. My fav dish is shepherds pie. I live in the country and love it. I never want to move. Alright well, take it easy. Same here... just relaxing. What are your hobbies? I love to play with my dogs! Those are very nice. I am looking at a Lexus for winter driving. Doing good just got done working out I do not like to. I am okay, how are you? It is far from Kansas and I miss him. I'm single as well. Lucky I've my dog to keep me company. Oh. that doesn't sound average. Food is important to me, I keep as organic as I can. Taking a break from studying. Trying to do college and hs together is tough. Well, right now I'm baking! I live alone. It makes me sad I cannot take my dogs when I visit. I am great. Hanging out with my cat, charlie. Oh yes I mix my belief some parts budha some parts dolly.
__ SILENCE __. My name is mark and I wonder why I'm not Melissa. Hi mark, who is Melissa? Is that who you want to be? I do not know some days I feel like it but I do not know. Never hide from who you know you are. Well my parents are big time catholic I worry they will reject me. I understand how it is, but you cannot hide who you are from God. I been bullied my whole life cause I do not live up to their standards. You have the right to walk away from things that make you unhappy. If I do change into Melissa will I like men or women?? You can like whomever you like. I'm confused hope God forgives since this I've not been to church. God does not live in church, he lives in your heart. Well he created us to be not perfect so I am sure I'll figure it out. He created you in his own image, and he's perfect. Its in the bible he created man in his own image and have faults not perfect. I'm not a believer in the bible. I'm spiritual and believe in God. Agreed the bible has been revised soo many times. By a corrupt king at that.