I feel that I can t live up to many people s standards. I wonder what it would be like to be a different gender. I don T fully understand my own feelings. I'm unsure of who I'm attracted to. I am afraid of rejection from my parents.
Wow that's impressive. I am not artistic at all. I do when I get a chance weather is changing. No siblings, but I eat like three. Just joking. Nah my daughters hog the tv. I really like real and organic stuff. Yes most definitely with my trust issues. I'm good, how are you? What should I say? Will it be weird? Oh yeah, love em. My bro gets annoyed I grow a lot in our apartment haha. I am good. Hello. How are you doing today? Hello. I just got back from the fair. Have you ever been? Hey what is up how are you. I do not have a car, so I have to ride the bus. What are you studying? Eh, not too much. I like pumpkin but not the excess of it. You? What do you want to do with the truck? Cool! I am currently an artist and I am working on a new drawing. I see mine daily, lol. Yea, I just think there's no rush. Sounds like a plan. Not a beer fan though. Know a good alternative? I live on my own but always looked up to my mom.
__ SILENCE __. My name is mark and I wonder why I'm not Melissa. Hi mark, who is Melissa? Is that who you want to be? I do not know some days I feel like it but I do not know. Never hide from who you know you are. Well my parents are big time catholic I worry they will reject me. I understand how it is, but you cannot hide who you are from God. I been bullied my whole life cause I do not live up to their standards. You have the right to walk away from things that make you unhappy. If I do change into Melissa will I like men or women?? You can like whomever you like. I'm confused hope God forgives since this I've not been to church. God does not live in church, he lives in your heart. Well he created us to be not perfect so I am sure I'll figure it out. He created you in his own image, and he's perfect. Its in the bible he created man in his own image and have faults not perfect. I'm not a believer in the bible. I'm spiritual and believe in God. Agreed the bible has been revised soo many times. By a corrupt king at that. Oh yes I mix my belief some parts budha some parts dolly. Then be who you want to be. Your mom and dad will come around. Mom more then dad always been that t way sadly. Then leave them and do your own things.