I feel that I can t live up to many people s standards. I wonder what it would be like to be a different gender. I don T fully understand my own feelings. I'm unsure of who I'm attracted to. I am afraid of rejection from my parents.
How nice! I get my nails done each weekend as a treat for myself. No not since I retired. That was suddenly deep. Why do you think that way? I'm have never heard of that! You could learn to take great pictures. Keep trying. I do! Hoping to make some new friends. What do you do for fun? Good, but better when I'm not on it and with my sweetheart. I'm awesome. Waiting to see my boyfriend and parents later today. Hello how are you? I guess. At least she made a mean mushroom ravioli! Still my fav! Yes. So my favorite band was Toto and I named my dog toto. What do you do for fun? Like to workout? I do at night. Yes, like Superman! And I love finding dory too. He make me laugh and him and I work in a publishing building together. That sounds like important work. I've not ever had a job. I am sorry, drawing is so therapeutic. What about music, do you like it? Me too! They keep me healthy! I like yellow too, but my very favorite is blue, it is so calming. Agreed the bible has been revised soo many times.
__ SILENCE __. My name is mark and I wonder why I'm not Melissa. Hi mark, who is Melissa? Is that who you want to be? I do not know some days I feel like it but I do not know. Never hide from who you know you are. Well my parents are big time catholic I worry they will reject me. I understand how it is, but you cannot hide who you are from God. I been bullied my whole life cause I do not live up to their standards. You have the right to walk away from things that make you unhappy. If I do change into Melissa will I like men or women?? You can like whomever you like. I'm confused hope God forgives since this I've not been to church. God does not live in church, he lives in your heart. Well he created us to be not perfect so I am sure I'll figure it out. He created you in his own image, and he's perfect. Its in the bible he created man in his own image and have faults not perfect. I'm not a believer in the bible. I'm spiritual and believe in God.