I feel that I can t live up to many people s standards. I wonder what it would be like to be a different gender. I don T fully understand my own feelings. I'm unsure of who I'm attracted to. I am afraid of rejection from my parents.
That's funny. Merna Jean is my best friend. What do you write about? Mine is hot wings. They're yummy and messy. Will you do me a favor? Dean Martin is my favorite, he was such a charmer when I was younger. I understand. I like to listen to music. What do you do for a living? All 4 of my sisters think they're mermaids. What kind of car is it? Lol, I like sleeping too. Yes, you know my dad? He left my mom. He works there. Our other cat was hufflepuff. Her character fit, although we didn't know when we named her. I have a parrot, whos name is parrot. My only significant other. Are you okay after those crashes? Arts crafts. Is your dad still alive? Mine works at home depot. We had a european, north America, and antarctica tour! That's awesome!! Oh. I wish I could play an instrument. No I do not I go to football games tho. I do a lot of baking. Totally lame if you ask me. Hi how are you? Read any good books lately? Mom more then dad always been that t way sadly.
__ SILENCE __. My name is mark and I wonder why I'm not Melissa. Hi mark, who is Melissa? Is that who you want to be? I do not know some days I feel like it but I do not know. Never hide from who you know you are. Well my parents are big time catholic I worry they will reject me. I understand how it is, but you cannot hide who you are from God. I been bullied my whole life cause I do not live up to their standards. You have the right to walk away from things that make you unhappy. If I do change into Melissa will I like men or women?? You can like whomever you like. I'm confused hope God forgives since this I've not been to church. God does not live in church, he lives in your heart. Well he created us to be not perfect so I am sure I'll figure it out. He created you in his own image, and he's perfect. Its in the bible he created man in his own image and have faults not perfect. I'm not a believer in the bible. I'm spiritual and believe in God. Agreed the bible has been revised soo many times. By a corrupt king at that. Oh yes I mix my belief some parts budha some parts dolly. Then be who you want to be. Your mom and dad will come around.