Supernatural 1. Strange Arrivals

Chapter One

Lilly's POV

"Lilly, look it came, finally." I groaned and rolled over as my best friend poked my arm and bounced on my bed.

"What's it look like." she tutted and rolled her eyes.

"It looks like it did on Ebay, but it came with a weird Latin spell." I sat up and looked at the blond girl and frowned.

"Since when do you speak Latin?" I mumbled sleepily, She sighed dramatically and ran off into the other room.

"Lilly, it's four in the afternoon, I let you sleep all day get up, plus I googled it." I laughed as she popped her head round the door.

"So let me guess, you studied the spell and you now want me to help you with some weird Mojo that won't work." she grinned and nodded.

"It'll work stop being such a Dean." I smiled to myself, as she disappear again, I grabbed a plain white vest top, a red and white checked shirt and a pair of jeans.

Once I was dressed I went to the kitchen to find my roommate making some sort of devils trap.

"You're doing the thing with your tongue." She rolled her eyes, but didn't look up.

"I'm concentrating, shh." she ushered me over, and held my hand over a candle; she then sliced into our hands with a cheese knife.

"WHAT THE HELL.S WRONG WITH YOU?" She let the blood drip of the knife and onto a candle in the middle of the devils trap.

"Get the paper." I scowled and her and snatched the paper of the table nursing my hand against my chest.

"This better work, or mum will kill me for letting you slice my hand open." She took the paper and turned to me.

"We have to say Responsio ad somnia vestra, eaque est et respondet virorum illorum rumpentur." I nodded and chanted the weird words with her, after a while she stopped.

"It says we have to sleep before it will work." She muttered re-reading the paper she held in her hand. I sighed and rolled my eyes.

"Of course, well I'll be in my room." I grumbled. She nodded and started to clear away her Voodoo things.

"Stupid spell, probably have to have stitches now." I whispered under my breath as I bandaged up my hand. There was a quiet knock at the door.

"WHAT." I yelled, the door opened a little.

"I'm sorry, I kinda went a bit crazy, but I did go out and get you pie." her hand appeared through the crack in the door with a slice of hot steaming apple pie. I dived across the room and grabbed it out of her hand and shoved half of it in my mouth.

"Mmuph." I moaned as I shoved the rest in my mouth, she giggled as I praised her choice through a mouth full of pie.

"Such a ..." She stopped and grabbed at the wall, she suddenly collapsed on the floor her body shaking uncontrollably.

"J..." I tried to go over to her but I pitch forward and my vision blurred before going black.

Dean's POV

"Dude we need to stop." I yelled at my little brother, he scowled at me.

"Dean, we are not stopping just because you want some pie." I went quiet for a moment; I could see the smile on Sammy's face that meant he knew what was coming.

"I'm just saying pie's good." he rolled his eyes and shook his head.

"You mean the waitress is single."

"Bitch." I pretended to sulk.

"Jerk." He whispered back at me. Suddenly my baby started crunching and slowing down.

"What the hell, Sammy did you touch my baby." Sam shook his head. I pulled the car into a lay by and popped the hood to have a look at her.

"I don't get it there's nothing wrong." I drummed my fingers against the hood and leaned against it.

"HOLLY SHIT, DEAN" I ran round to Sammy just in time to see a badly drawn devils trap form on the inside of the car and spit out two girls.

I instantly pulled the Demon blade from my Jacket pocket, the weight of the old fashioned weapon made me feel a bit better.

"Where the hell are we?" The shorter girl with brown curly hair started stirring, she sat bolt upright and looked around, her eyes fell on Sammy, her jaw dropped.

"Sammy Fuckin Winchester." She looked down to her side suddenly concerned with her companion's safety.

"Dude, you all right?" The other girl sat up and nodded, as soon as she saw my Sammy she grinned and threw herself at him, wrapping her arms as best she could around my bewildered brother who flapped widely trying to get the girl, who was now stroking his hair, off him.

"See Lilly I told you the spell would work." The brunette, Lilly sighed and rolled her eyes.

"Yup it did, we now live in a world where we could get eaten alive if we go to sleep nice one Jessie." Lilly grumbled as she glared at the blond, the blond one shook her head.

"Relax were with Sam and Dean, they'll keep us safe, nothing will get us." we all looked at the blond with a sceptical look, and she flushed red. The Lilly girl shrugged, and looked around.

"So Jess where's Dean or did we just end up with _Your_ Sammy?" The Jess girl punched Lilly's shoulder playfully.

"Shut up." She blushed, quickly let go of Sammy and sat in the back. I shook my head and passed Sammy the Demon blade through the window, making both the girls jump.

"I'm gonna call Bobby." I walked to the boot of the car and pulled out my phone, I had to dial twice before he picked up.

"What ya Boys done now." He grumbled.

"Good to hear you're ok as well Bobby." He sighed.

"Well, what do ya want Dean, I got enough to deal with, someone let Garth go huntin on his own."

"Well two, girls just fell through the roof of my Impala, out of a devils trap and the fact that they were happy to see us, leads me to think that there not demons." I said sarcastically, He sighed again.

"Bring em down." I was about to reply,

"EEEWWW, son of a." I turned to see Lilly almost fall out of the car soaked.

"You alright, what's going on." Bobby yelled slightly worried I smiled as the girl started yelling at Sammy about ruining the car and grabbed the back of her shirt before her fists could make impact with his face..

"Nothing Bobby, we'll be home in about four hours." He grunted something about staying at motels and hung up.

"You all right, Lilly was it?" She nodded at stared up at me as if she was inspecting me.

She stood still staring at me with wide eyes for a few seconds, she didn't move until I raised an eyebrow and pulled a face at her, she giggled nervously.

"Yeah, do you have a spare shirt?" she muttered pulling at her soaked shirt; I nodded and headed back to the boot.

"There not very exciting colours though." I grabbed a navy blue flannel shirt; I turned around and raised an eyebrow as she stood glaring at me.

"Urgh as long as it covers me decently it doesn't matter." she took it from me and stripped of her shirt and chucked it at me.

"Can you turn around, and maybe block me from the cars." She said as a car wised past us I nodded, the sudden shyness amused me.

"Ok." I smiled as I turned around, she looked kinda cute and she was feisty.

"Right were, gonna take you to Bobby's you can explain, appearing in my car, and scaring my little brother to hell and back in more detail." She nodded and went to step past me; I grabbed her and lifted her onto the car.

"Hey get off me!" she tried to wriggle out of my grip. I pointed to her bare feet and the broken glass on the floor.

"Oh, I didn't see that, thanks." She flushed red again and let me carry her to her seat in the car.

Sam gave me a quizzical look.

"She almost cut her feet to shreds, there's loads of glass around." I said trying to hid my slight blush, He raised an eyebrow but said nothing and went back to talking to Jess about some boring book.

"So… their nice girls." I looked at Sammy who nodded.

"Yeah, I hope there, normalish, I like Jess" He said with a goofy grin.

I glanced at them in the rear view mirror, they had both fallen asleep hours ago.

"Dean, watch the road, i'm gonna call Bobby and let him no were nearly there." Sammy grabbed the wheel and straightened the car, I nodded and turned my attention back to the road.

Lilly's POV

"I got her." A voice somewhere above me woke me up. I yawned and opened my eyes; I was being carried yet again by Dean.

"What we doin?" I yawned again and rubbed my eyes.

"Were at Bobby's." He said simply. We were heading towards an old looking building that was surrounded by piles of scrapped cars and a falling apart garage filled with half finished cars, I nodded and tried to snuggle into his shoulder and fall asleep again, I grumbled as my face made contact with the cold metal zipper on his jacket.

"I wouldn't go back to sleep Bobby and Rufus are going to talk to you and Jess." I looked up at him and he laughed.

"Ok." I flinched into Dean's neck as we walked into Bobby's house.

"OOWW lights are bright." he plonked me on the end of Bobby's desk.

"Right then girl's start with who you are." Bobby said from his seat across the room, Rufus was leaning against the door frame.

"I'm Lilly and this is Jess." Jess started giggling; I looked over Bobby's shoulder to see Dean giving his brother a disgusted look as he kissed her.

"Well you moved fast, how long was I asleep?" Dean shook his head and sat down next to me.

"About six hours." I glanced at them and then back at Dean.

"You were both asleep in the car but we had to stop so Sammy could eat and she woke up." I nodded everyone was silent for a bit, the kind of awkward silence that exaggerates the ticking of a clock.

"Right then, how did you get here?" Rufus asked me after trying to get the two love birds attention but failed.

"Dean drove us." I said and frowned at Jessie who shrugged and carried on whispering to Sam. The older men exchanged confused looks and began to talk quietly to themselves, Dean hurried over to see what they were talking about, Bobby pulled and old blue book from the bottom of a huge pile of books. The three looked at me for a minute then continued reading and discussing. Bobby finally approached me and shook his head.

"You two are Idjit's." He chuckled, I frowned at him.

"Why what did we do." I crossed my arms and glared at him.

"What do you remember?" He said with an impatient expression.

"We were in the Impala…. And Dean said that we were coming to see you and that he's Rufus." I said pointing at Rufus.

"And nothing before that, neither of you." He glanced at Jessie who shook her head before placing a hand on my shoulder. "As I said you girls are Idjits." He chuckled fondly and picked up his book and started to flick through it. Everyone in the room was awkwardly quiet for what seemed like an age.

"Do you have any pie?" I finally asked Dean looked at me for a minute before responding.

"There's a great pie place about fifteen minutes away." I jumped up and headed for the door; I stopped and looked at my feet and groaned.

"Am I carrying you to the car or are you gonna see how far you can get walking on glass again." I felt myself blush and nodded.

"Yes please." I answered in defeat, he chuckled and scooped me up with one arm.

"Here Dean." I looked over his shoulder to see Bobby chuck something at him, without turning or looking he grabbed it, I wanted to tell him that it was impressive but the only other person in the room who thought so was Jessie who gawked at him for a minute before mouthing wow in my direction and turning back to Sam.

"Get her some shoes; me and Rufus can't carry her around when you're on a hunt." Dean chuckled and headed for the car.

"So what's you're favourite pie?" I grinned at Dean as he turned right on a cross road.

"Um Probably App…." I was cut off by and invisible force ramming into the Impala and sending us flying.


	2. Lily finally gets some shoes

"Lilly?" I woke up covered in blood and tied up somewhere dark and damp, I jumped as rough hands gently touched mine.

"Dean?" I asked quietly, I started to panic when they didn't answer. I moved as best I could and felt Dean tied up behind me, he shifted and I felt his fingers on my wrist.

"Yeah, it's me, can you reach up my sleeve… I should have a penknife up there." He ordered calmly, He was tied up with his back to me, I tried to shuffle closer so I could reach him properly when a sharp pain shot through my ankle, I yelp making Dean jump a little.

I reached as far as I could and was relived to feel the cold metal under my fingers. I quickly slide it out of his shirt and into his hand, after a few seconds of quiet swearing he was in front of me cutting the ropes that were around my ankles.

"Right, I need you to do what I say until I'm sure were gonna be ok." He said as he started cutting the ropes around my wrists, I could hear heavy footsteps above us, I tried to agree with him but my words failed me as fear churned in the pit of my stomach. He placed a hand on my shoulder before vanishing into the dark. I stumbled around blindly trying to find him and almost screamed when I stood on something slimy.

"D… D..De.." I stuttered as I stepped in another pile of slimy substance. "What?" His voice came from somewhere behind me, I tried to find him but walked into a cabinet with a loud clatter. Dean swore and hurried over to me, I heard him rummage around until he found something that he was satisfied with.

"This will have to do." He muttered as loud bang burst through the air and what looked like a door flew down a flight of stairs that was now illuminated, a tall awkward figure stumbled down the stairs towards us.

"Sam!" I yelled happily, I went to run forward to great him but Dean yanked me behind him.

"It's not Sam." Dean grunted, he held a crow bar in one hand and held onto me with the other. "Dean, it's me… I came to get you." Sam said angrily.

"Nope, not buying it, and you know why, Dad called Sam as I left… he's dropping off books at the Roadhouse." Dean grunted at Sam, I stepped further behind Dean who stepped slowly towards the busted down door which was allowing a stream of light to flood into the room.

"RUN!" Dean yelled at me as he launched himself at Sam, I ran up the stairs tripping slightly as he shoved me out of their way up the stairs and through a plain, ordinary looking suburban house, I spotted Dean's keys on the side board of the hallway and grabbed them before yanking open the door and thundering to the Impala.

Dean had shown me where he hid a phone that only had Bobby or Sam's numbers saved in case of emergencies; I shoved a hand under the passenger seat and dialled Sam.

"Hello?" Sam's deep voice answered with slight concern.

"Sam, there's another Sam and he crashed into the side of the Impala and he's fighting Dean who was tied up…" I gasped suddenly feeling sick.

"Ok, I'm on my way now, don't let it touch you it's a shape shifter we've been looking for." He hung up and within four minutes Bobby pulled up armed with torches, guns and knives, he indicated for me to stay put and hurried inside.

With every second that passed my nerves grew worse, I wanted to sneak in and see what was going on but the look on Bobby's face made me think better of it.

Sam pulled up next to the Impala and knocked on the window asking me to wind it down.

"Hey, you ok?" He asked gently crouching down slightly, I shook my head and explained what happened.

"Yeah, Dean was helping Travis on a hunt so I tried to do this one on my own but he got away, he's been causing trouble for us ever since." He looked irritated as he explained what happened but shrugged it off and smiled.

"It's been fifteen minutes since Bobby came he told me to stay here do you think their ok?" I asked him, he frowned and rushed over to his car.

"Jessie got you these... I left her with Garth and Jo." He came back with a pair of women's brown leather boots in my size and handed them to me through the window.

"Cool…. Can we go see if their ok?" I asked as I tied the boots up, Sam was quiet for a second before indicating that I could follow him.

"Promise you'll stay out of the way." He said sternly as we reached the front door, I nodded and followed Sam who pulled a gun out from under his jacket.

"DEAN?" He bellowed, a few seconds later Dean thundered down the stairs and grinned at us, he was covered in blood.

"We got him, just going through his stuff now, dudes creepy." He pulled a face and showed us a picture of himself having a shower that had clearly been taken from a distance.

"So you just left her in the car freaking out." Sam hissed at Dean while putting his gun away, Dean shrugged and looked up as Bobby tried to get down the stairs.

"What we doin havin a family gatherin?" The older man chuckled before winking at me.

"Well Sammy, we didn't think she'd want to watch us get rid of the body and rummage through his belongings." Dean said sarcastically before shoving past Sam and heading outside. Sam stormed after Dean saying he left Jess with Garth and should go rescue her, Dean said something which resulted in a playful scuffle, which Sam one due to his size and Dean's injury's.

When we got home it was dark, much to Dean's frustration. Jess and I sat on the porch with a coke each and watched him painstakingly examine the damage done to his car.

"Will one of you hold this for me?" He asked after an hour of assessing the damage, he waved the torch in our general direction without looking up. I made a face when Jess pushed me off my chair towards him.

"Fine, I will." I sighed as Jess happily hurried inside to see if Sam had finished searching through Bobby's many books for Travis' research. I took the torch and held it over the spot Dean Indicated and watched in fascination as he gently tapped the frame back into shape.

A few hours later a large black truck pulled up to the house and a man who looked a little like Dean but much older got out and wondered over to us. Dean stopped working and let himself be pulled into a bone crushing hug, before pointing at me.

"Lilly, Dad.. Dad, Lilly." He muttered before turning back to the car, Dean's dad held out his hand. "I'm John." I shook his outstretched hand shyly and muttered a greeting. John looked down at his son who was grumbling about my awful lighting skills.

"I heard you got hit by the Shifter that's been giving your brother trouble." John said as he took the torch from me and joined Dean in inspecting the now hardly visible dents. I stood awkwardly next to the two men unsure of what to do.

"Yeah, Bobby got there just in time, Lilly called Sam." He muttered not really paying attention.

"I'd leave that till morning, if needs be take your kit with you… fix her up on the road." Dean agreed with his father before shooing me inside.

**Dean's POV**

I woke up to Sammy shaking me; I'd crashed on the sofa so the girls could have a bed untill Bobby got rooms sorted for them.

"What, dude I'm awake quit shaking me." I grumbled and sat up.

"Yeah, look Ash just called, we got a werewolf case up in Illinois." He hurried upstairs leaving me to get my stuff together. I looked up when someone wondered into the room. Lilly hurried into the room wearing one of my flannel shirts, blue skinny jeans and her boots and started looking through the piles of books.

"You know its quarter to six in the morning right?" I ran a hand over my face and chuckled when she jumped and looked at me wide eyed.

"Bobby said since I'm up I can help him research instead of lounging around watching tv." She sighed and grabbed two huge books and headed back into Bobby's office.

I shoved some clean clothes on yelled goodbye and ran to the car where Sammy was waiting impatiently for me.

"What we got then?" I asked as we pulled out of Bobby's drive, Sam pulled a face as he looked over the pictures Ash had sent him.

"What looks like werewolf attacks, been going on for a couple of years…. But it's not on every full moon; it's how we've missed it for so long. He mumbled as he read through the paper work again. "Wait, so it's not been attacking during the full moon?" I glanced at him when he didn't reply.

"Umm yeah, looks that way." He sighed and looked up at me and shrugged.

"What you lookin so glum about?" I asked him, he sighed but didn't say anything; I shook my head and chuckled knowing how to make him talk.

"C'mon Sammy, open up." I whined grinning at him, he smiled to himself and shook his head trying to hide it.

"What do you think of Jess?" He looked at me impatiently, I groaned.

"Dude, you've known the girl three days." I grunted, Sammy rolled his eyes and carried on reading.

"You seem pretty into that Lilly chic." He mumbled to himself, I glanced at him and shook my head.

**Lilly's POV**

"Right, I want two pages on vampire lore by this afternoon." Bobby said as he handed me four thick leather bound books and a blank journal. We'd been talking about the shifter incident and John suggested that I start collecting information while I was here.

Bobby agreed with him and decided if I was going to stay I could make myself useful by helping him keep the hunters under control.

"Ok." I groaned and dumped the books on the table, Bobby's mobile rang. I could hear him yelling at Dean, the phone in the office started ringing.

Bobby had spent the morning teaching me and Jess how to answer the phones in case he couldn't get to them; I took a deep breath and hurried past Bobby who looked like he wanted to strangle Dean.

"Office of Tom Willis how may I direct your call." I asked formally, an irritated officer started barking orders and directions.

"I'm sorry sir but Agent Willis can't take your call right now he's in a meeting." I rolled my eyes when he started shouting at me again.

"Well sir if you need an agent's name confirmed I can put you through to one of Willis' training officers."

The man calmed down and waited I flipped a switch on the side of a phone muting me and playing an irritating tune. I hurried into the kitchen where Jess was cooking cookies.

"You do me a favour?" She nodded and put her cookies in the oven, before hurrying after me and taking the phone.

"This is agent Wilson, how may I help you?" Jess asked flirtatiously, within seconds she was done.

"Well that was fast." I muttered as she hopped of the chair and skipped back to the kitchen.

"You should try acting like a girl some time." She called over her shoulder.

"You should try acting like a…." I tried to think of a response but failed miserably Jessie's laughter filled the house.

"Aren't you supposed to be woirkin?" I jumped as Bobby came up behind me; he shook his head and chuckled.

"Yeah, yeah, I'm getting to it." I slumped down on a chair and started flicking through the books.

"First thing you need to find out is lore that matches, the more it repeats it's self in different cultures." Bobby flipped two different books open and pointed to the bits that were the same.

I nodded and poured over the books becoming oblivious to the house. By the end of the week I'd collected lore on vampires and werewolves.

I'd started collecting books that had lore on skin walkers and was sat on the floor surrounded by a mountain of books. Bobby frowned at me when he hurried in looking for a book I had used to prop my elbow up on.

"What you wastin your time on skin walkers for, we know pretty much everything about them." I smiled knowing I could prove him wrong and pointed to a pile of books to my left.

"There's a breed of skin walker that's immune to silver." I looked up at him; he stood still gawking at me.

"lemmi see that." He pulled the book I was reading out of my hands and read the bit I pointed out. He was quiet as he held his hand out for another book.

"Well I'll be damned." He muttered walking away with my books.

"HEY, I was reading that." I yelled after him, all I heard was a muffled reply. I shrugged and grabbed for the nearest book.

"Well, do you want this or not?" Dean's deep voice started me from my study haze. I jumped when I saw how close he was.

"AAAHHH." I jumped away from him.

"AAHHH." He put his arms up to defend himself from my flailing limbs.

"Wait, why are you screaming, you scared me." I said pulling a face at him.

"You freaked me out ok." He snapped matching my face and waving a pie slice in a plastic packet in front of my face, I snatched the pie from him and tore into the packet.

Sam hurried over to Jessie who was watching tv and kissed her gently.

"ewwerunortdoatmyetin." I said with a mouth full of pie.

"What?" Sam and Jessie said at the same time.

"She said ew will you not do that I'm eating, can't you two understand English." I high-fived Dean and showed him my journal, he flipped through and added notes where he found spots I missed.

I dragged him to Bobby's office to show him the new skin walker I found.

"Wow Bobby she's good at this." Dean gave me an approving look before flicking through the pile of case files sat on Bobby's desk.

Each case file had the name or initials of hunters on the front, Dean pulled three folders of the pile with his and Sam's names written on the front.

"Bobby, you need to keep up with your paper work, I mean Garth did this one, did a c***y job of it but he got it done." He shook his head as if he disapproved of Garth, I had yet to meet him but according to Jessie, he was a lovable moron.

"Well you two can sort it out for me." He pulled a screen back to reveille, hunt files, unread lore and bills pilled celling to floor. Dean and I looked helplessly at each other before grabbing a pile and getting to work.


	3. Jessie and Sammy run away

"Dean that's the wrong file you idiot." I sighed as the older Winchester tried to pass his brother another folder. The boys had spent the last two days fighting over something Sam had said and Dean decided to go out of his way to cause problems. Dean groaned at his brother and pushed his chair back with unnecessary force I flinched as it slammed against the wall. He grabbed his jacket and hurried out of the front door, a few seconds later we heard the Impala roar into life and drive away.

"Here, it goes in the black box." I smiled gingerly at Sam who looked like he was very close to losing his temper. He nodded before storming upstairs. I sat still for a second not sure what to do but after a loud clattering from Sam's room shook through the house I decided I should see if he was ok.

"Woah there, just let him be, they been having a tough time… Sam wants to move back to Stanford and they ain't been hunting to well together, give em a bit of time." Bobby placed a large hand gently on my shoulder stopping me from running up the stairs. I nodded and sighed, we'd been trapped inside for days and Dean wouldn't let me of Bobby's property without him he was paranoid I'd get hurt. Jess on the other hand was happy to curl up with a book next to Sam.

"Can I do something outside we've been doing paper work for two days." I moaned at Bobby giving him a pleading look. He handed me a shopping list and the keys to his old pickup truck.

"If anyone asks this is your provisional licence, I ain't giving you a license till Dean'll let you drive the Impala." He said with a chuckle clearly remembering my first driving lesson, Dean swore he'd never get in a car with me again after. I hugged Bobby and ran to get my shoes.

"Thank you Bobby, wait I need some money." I gasped as I span happily around the room. I'd spent most of Dean's time of learning to drive one of Bobby's pickup trucks. It was a small red and white toyota that Bobby had fixed a few weeks before our arrival, but I hadn't been allowed to drive on my own yet.

Bobby shook his head and added some items to his list then handed me a thick leather notebook.

"Right, you know where the corner shop is, I want the usual stuff plus what's on this list, there's a man called Rufus who's going to meet you at the shop and give you some… urm hunting equipment give him this so he can check he's got it all." He spoke slowly and clearly I nodded trying not to show how excited I was.

"Hi there you Lily?" A friendly man yelled across the car park at me from his white truck, I nodded and helped him move several bags of awful smelling stuff and odd looking boxes.

"Thanks, you're Rufus right?" The man nodded and shook my hand before offering to help me get the food shopping. I smiled gratefully hoping I would be done quicker and back on the road. We spent at least half an hour food shopping and looking for weird herbs for Bobby.

Once we were done Rufus followed me up the road to Bobby's where a furious Dean was pacing and yelling at Bobby who looked like he was about to hit Dean. Both men looked up and stopped arguing as I pulled up and hopped out the truck.

"What's up guys?" I smiled and chucked Bobby his note book before grabbing some bags from the car. Rufus pulled up a few minutes later and helped bring in the rest of the bags.

"Sammy's gone with Jess." Dean snapped bitterly, he glared at me before stalking of into the house. I raised an eyebrow and looked at Bobby for an explanation, he shook his head and took the bags I was holding indicating for me to find Dean who was slouched on the couch in Bobby's living room.

"Have they gone to the Roadhouse again?" I asked him as I flopped done next to him. Dean gave me a hard look as if trying to decide what to say.

"She didn't tell you then?" He asked gently, I shook my head and he shifted his position giving me a guilty look.

"They've gone up to Stanford." He muttered. I was silent letting what he had said sink in. Then a rage bubbled over me. She had left me, for Sam, and ran away. She left me here alone in a house where Dean what every move I made. I knew he was just looking out for me but Sam was his brother, he could have stopped him.

I stood up and stormed out of the room leaving Dean gazing after me worriedly. Bobby tried to grab my arm as I ran past him and Rufus and burst through the front door letting angry tears trickle down my cheeks.

"Lily, hey." Dean yelled after me, I could hear him jogging to catch up with me. So I ran, Away from Dean and his stupid rules. I knew Dean would catch up with me but I didn't care I needed to move and get my head clear. Dean's footsteps quickened and got louder as he closed the space between us. I darted between the rows of rusty cars giving myself a little time to figure out where I was going. I shoved my hands in my pocket when I felt something rattling against my leg. I grinned knowing where I was going to go.

"Lily, where the hell are you." Dean's deep voice thundered through the air. He sounded angry and part of me was glad, this was his fault. I jogged towards the drive way entrance and turned down a pathway Sam had shown me and Jess the week before that led straight to the bus stop.

"I'm sorry were clo… oh hey Lily, Sammy with you?" I smiled as Jo Harvelle pulled me into a tight hug and wiped some stray tears of my cheeks.

"NO, Dean made Sam leave and Jessie went with him… she didn't even tell me." I sobbed into he shoulder.

"Would you have let her go." I jumped not realising Ellen was in the room, I shook my head and Ellen nodded before handing me a diet coke from behind the bar.

"It's not safe, I know I get mad at Dean for keeping us at Bobby's but he means well." I sighed and took a sip from my drink.

"You tell Dean you're here." Ellen asked as the phone started ringing, She gave me an unimpressed look when I shook my head and grabbed the phone.

"Hello Dean… because she's just walked in her cryin her eyes out that's how… no Dean just stay there she's upset… you're gonna make it worse but fine I can't stop you." She slammed the phone down before walking out of the room muttering about bloody Winchesters. I rolled my eyes giving Jo a pleading look. She nodded and pulled me out the back of the pub and to the house that stood round the back.

"So let me guess were gonna hide from Dean till he gets mad and busts the door down." Jo asked with a mychevious grin on her face. I shook my head and thanked her as she opened the front door and let me in.

"Can I borrow your car and some clothes?" I ask grabbing a map from Ash's room. Jo looked me up and down for a minute before nodding.

"Mom's gonna kill me, Shure bringin Jessie backs worth it, I mean she's with Sam… she's safe." She handed me a duffle bag I knew she kept in case she had to leave in the middle of the night for a hunt. Jo had a point but I had to go and try to convince Jessie to come home. When she saw I wasn't changing my mind she handed me the car keys.

"Hurry cause Dean's on his way, he drive like a maniac when he's mad." She winked at me and gave me a hug before following me out to the car and waving until I'd driven round the corner. I drove past Dean a few miles down the road, luckily he was driving to fast for him to see me properly. It was then the adrenaline kicked in, I was running away. I grinned and flipped on the radio before looking over the map. I had a good six hour drive if I didn't stop.

"YOU LET HER GO… ALONE, JO ARE YOU STUPID, SHE CAN'T HUNT… SHE'S GONNA GET HURT." Dean was fuming he paced back and forth glaring at Jo who was now stood behind her furious mother.

"Dean, she'll be fine." Ellen said firmly. She liked the boys they were family to her but sometimes Dean scared her, when he was in a rage like this he becomes irrational and prone to lashing out.

Dean growled under his breath as Lily's phone went to the answer machine again, he kicked a stool across the bar before storming out to the car park. Once he was outside Ellen turned to face Jo.

"Why would you let her go Jo, did you even offer to go with her?" Jo looked at her mother guiltily telling Ellen everything she needs to know in one glance.

"She promised to call in every two hours and she's gonna text me when she gets to Sam's." Ellen smiled to herself relived that her daughter hadn't been so foolish.

"Right then what time is it?" Ellen asked as she retrieved the upturned barstool from across the room.

"Nine fifty five, five minutes." Jo muttered jumping slightly as Dean burst back into the pub, he glanced apologetically at Ellen and sat down. Ellen took this as a sign for them to talk and shooed Jo out of the room telling her to check on Ash who had been working on something for days and not left his office. Once they were alone Ellen poured Dean a glass of whisky and handed it to him.

"Right then Winchester, we gonna talk or do you wanna tare my bar apart some more." He grinned and took back the drink in one swig.

"She reckless, she doesn't think under pressure… she's too unpredictable." Ellen thought for a second he was talking about Jo.

"Lily's not a hunter Dean, but I tell you train her up a bit she'll put Sam to shame." Ellen chuckled as she thought back to the traning session she'd watched when she came over to Bobby's a few weeks back, Sam had missed two target's Lily hit all five on her first go.

"No she won't, she doesn't follow orders… I can barely hold her attention for five minutes." Dean sighed and shook his head setting his glace down.

"Look Sam, shut up … no Sam this is entirely your fault." Jo burst in the room holding her phone at arm's length.

"Mum tell Sam to calm down." She practicaly threw the phone at her mother.

"What's going on… she did what, Sam you let a little girl break your nose… well you ran away with her sister what did you expect a box of chocolates… no Dean didn't send her he's been looking for her here... yes one sec." She rolled her eyes and handed the phone to Dean who looked at it for a second before snapping it shut and setting it gently on the table.

"So I'm guessing she got there ok." Was all he said before all three hunters burst into laughter.

"She broke Sam's nose." Jo gasped as they calmed down. Ash hurried in looking for some paper work and Jo rushed after him like a love sick puppy. Ellen rolled her eyes and offered Dean another drink.

"Might as well, she's not gonna be back until four." Ellen gave Dean a dubious look.

"She made a six hour drive in under four hours, I can't believe Bobby lets her drive." The pair chuckled. Ash's voiced could be heard from somewhere deep within the offices of the pub, Ellen pulled out a bottle of whisky and set it down before Dean before giving him and affectionate pat on the shoulder.

"I'm guessing you wanna drink your problems away, it's on the house… yell if you need anything." Ellen hurried out of the room to see what was wrong. Dean sat alone for an hour, he was half way through the bottle when his phone lit up, the caller ID said Lily. He quickly answered fumbling with the phone.

"Hey Lil, you all right?" Dean asked gently, he wasn't really made at her for running, he got it. He did the exact same thing. He was just worried at how far she managed to run and after the shifter… he didn't really trust her to be on her own.

"I hit Sam and Jessie never wants to talk to me again." Lily sobbed; Dean could hear rain pattering down hard on the car.

"It raining where you are?" He chuckled when her reply was a small grunt.

"I didn't mean to get mad, he said Jessie was staying and I had no say in the matter… when was Sam the boss of Jessie." She muttered quietly to herself.

"Sammy loves Jess… she was gonna follow him where ever he went, I don't want them gone either but we gotta let them do what they want." Lily was silent and Dean hoped she was mulling over what he said. Sirens pulled lily back into action.

"I'll call you back." With that she hung up. Dean felt a panic slowly wash over him. She'd make a great hunter… Ellen was right and she had a knack for picking out hunts from day to day incidents. He hurried down the hall into Ash's office which was similar to Bobby's only more organized.

"I think there's a case up by Stanford?" Dean said as the Harvelle's looked up at him quizzically. Dean jumped as his phone started vibrating.

"Yeah, this is Dean Winchester." Lily laughed at Dean Official hunting voice before explaining what happened.

"I think it's something witchy… shall I go check the house ou…"

"NO, wait for me ok… I want you to find a motel as far out of town as you can ok, right on the outskirts.. I'm on my way." Dean gasped hurriedly knowing if he didn't keep her busy she'd be in the house faster than Cas could fly around the world.

"Jo come on I'll drive you up and you can get your car, Ash can you look into witch activity up around Stanford." Both hunters jumped into action Ellen nodded at Dean who pulled her into a tight hug before hurtling out of the door to the Impala.

Dean and Jo got to the Motel just as Lily was about to sneak into the house, she hadn't noticed him getting the keys so he decided to take advantage and grabbed her round the waist.

"There you are honey, I missed you… you're not to made I had to work through our honeymoon are you?" Dean winked at the guy behind the desk and tried not to laugh at Lily's blank expression. He raised an eyebrow.

"OH, no… no it was fine sweetie; me and Jo got some shopping done." She turned and gave the man behind the counter a dashing smile before pulling Dean out of the office to where Jo was waiting for her keys. Dean chuckled at the dumb founded expression on the guys face.

"You know most women would kill a man for missing their honeymoon, I'm guessing his missus wasn't the best bride." Dean snickered as they glanced towards the man who was kissing a little boy how was being held by a short brown hair woman. Dean waited for the girls to say good bye before grabbing his stuff from the trunk and pulled lily inside who was waving to Jo as she drove off.

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"EW, this place is gross." Lily moaned as Dean pushed her inside and flipped the lights on. There were two twin beds and a grubby looking table with two bench seat with yellow dried on stuff that Dean dreaded to come up with what it might be. He dumped his bag down on the table and checked the beds which were clean and freshly made, the bathroom was clean as well.

"Don't sit on that." Dean yelled and grabbed Lily as she was about to slump down on the Sofa with holes and dirt all over it. She grabbed the tv remote from on top of the tv and jumped onto the bed furthest away from the window. Dean stood in the middle of the room arms crossed across his chest grinning to himself.

"What?" Lily muttered as she flipped through the channels.

"Your not watching tv were hunting." Dean gave lily a stern look which was met with a pout and a pair of puppy dog eyes that put Sammy to shame.

"But I'm not gonna be doing anything, you're gonna call Sam be gone all night and then well go home and Bobby will say well done Lily even though I just sat here." Lily had snuck into the boot of the Impala on a hunt a few weeks before and had been wondering around town when she ran flat out into Dean who was so mad he locked her in the room and wouldn't let her out until Sam told him he was basically kidnapping her. Dean shook his head seeming to remember the hunt as well.

"Nope, no Sammy… you me and some creepy dude who likes spilling their guts everywhere." Dean dropped his bag on the floor and sat at the table expectantly; lily jumped of the bed and sat next to him sliding forwards slightly to avoid a gross looking stain on the seat.

"Well, what do we do now." Lily asked looking at Dean who was sat with a blank expression on his face. The pair looked at each other and the empty seat opposite them.

"I don't really hunt on my own." Dean muttered sheepishly, he mentally scolded himself had it really been so long that he couldn't hunt without Sammy. Lily patted Dean's shoulder playfully and hurried over to her bed where the duffle bag Jo lent her was and pulled out a old looking laptop.

"Ash updated this for me, it was supposed to be a birthday present but you grounded me." She scowled at the hunter before sitting back down and switching the laptop on.

"I didn't ground you, I was just mad that you broke into the car." Dean chuckled as Lily rolled her eyes and muttered something sarcastic under her breath. After a few minutes of silence Lily started reading and article out loud, she shook her head and carried on scrolling.

"You need my help cause I forgot to call Bobby so I should go do that before he gets really mad." Dean muttered, the girl waved and arm in his direction not bothering to look up at him. He shook his head and hurried outside quickly dialling Bobby's number.

"Hey Bobby." Dean grinned when Bobby started yelling at him down the phone.

"I got her, she broke Sammy's nose… there erm stay in Stanford and um so are we actually we found a case." Dean waited for the older hunter's reply bracing himself for an angry response or a calm she's not ready Dean.

"Good, she bloody needs to get huntin outa her system… If I didn't know any better you'd think she's been huntin all her life." Dean chuckled and told Bobby what Lily had found out from the neighbours of the victim and promised Bobby he'd call again tomorrow evening and hung up. Now that he thought about it Lily was a lot like the hunters that tried to quit, most people say you can't quit hunting because it finds you but Dean knew from personal experience it's the hunters who look for the monsters. Lily had a need to be outside shooting or running and Dean knew the feeling he got when he was stuck at Bobby's for weeks at a time with no hunts. He headed back inside and look at Lily who was completely still except for her pointing find which occasionally tapped the down button on her keyboard as she scrolled through the files she was reading.

"I think ive got something." She muttered as Dean walked past her. He leaned over her shoulder inspecting the article she was reading. It was about the victim's house; she refused to paint it or update it like the rest of the houses and wanted to keep the history of the town alive. Dean pulled a face; it wasn't the first stupid thing a witch had killed over. Lily looked up at Dean with a horrified expression; Dean looked down at her worried.

"They killed her because she liked her house, dude that sucks." She said before reading the rest of the article.

"It say who wanted her to change the house?" Dean asked as he started checking the room for curse bags. Lily shook her head and jumped out of her skin when Dean's phone started vibrating on the table next to her. She picked it up and read the caller ID to him.

"Douchface?" she asked him quizzically, Dean grinned and pulled the phone out of her hands.

"Ash man what's up, tell me you got something good." He winked at Lily who snickered at Dean's nickname for Ash and turned back to her searching. Ten minutes later Lily had a pile of notes in front of her and was waiting patiently for Dean to hang up the phone. He rolled his eyes and started looking through Lily's papers.

"Alright thanks Ash." Dean hung up and sighed before circling parts of Lily's notes, she stretched and yawned loudly making Dean give her a stern look. She was about to say she wasn't tiered but she figured Dean had gone through enough today without her arguing. She grabbed Jo's bag and jogged to the bathroom quickly getting washed and changed into a pair of short and vest top pyjamas that had two owls on the front.

"Cute." Dean smirked at her she stuck out her tongue and turned to get into bed only to collide with a tan trenchcoat and let out a surprised squeal.


	4. A sleepless Night

Dean had to stop himself laughing as Lily hit the floor. Cas didn't find her reaction funny as her foot collided with his hip. He looked down at her.

"Dean what is she doing I don't understand." Cas looked from Lily who turned to Dean sharing his confused look, her brown hair fell into her eyes making her look even cuter.

"It's urm a new mating thing... what, it's not Cas I'm joking." Dean said quickly as Cas gave Lily and odd expression before shrugging and helping her up and pulling her to close for Dean's comfort. The pair looked at each other awkwardly before Lilly held out her hand.

"Hi, I'm Lily the new Sammy." She grinned at her joke, and waited for Cas to move. He stood still and Dean was pretty sure if he pushed him Cas would fall.

"You can't be Sam, he is a tall male and you are a short female." Cas said before narrowing his eyes and looking at her as if he were inspecting her.

"She is a female Dean?" He asked making Dean snort his coffee, Lily scowled at Dean and climbed into bed. She had decided she didn't like Cas. Cas and Dean stayed up most of the night talking about the hunt and at one point Lily was pretty sure they had left the motel but when she got up to check Dean had hurried back in with a Duffel bag. He gave he a questioning look and she hurried over to the kitchen area grabbing a drink of water. She gagged and spat it out straight away.

"Here." Dean said handing her a bottle of water that was so cold it was steaming, she thanked him and gulped most of it down. Cas hurried in and the awkward staring began again making Dean so uncomfortable that he started humming to himself.

"Why is he even here?" Lily Whispered to Dean.

"Angels have surprisingly good hearing." He grunted under his breath, Cas nodded and whispered in agreement which freaked Lily out all the more. She stood with the men awkwardly before hurrying into bed. This time she actually fell asleep.

"Jessie!" Lily yelled as she sat bolt upright, the bed covers fell around her and lurched forward; Dean jumped across the small distance between them and grabbed her as she fell to the floor and burst into tears. Dean sat on the floor with her cradled into his arms.

"Dean, I don't want her to be mad." She whispered between sobs, Dean wrapped his arms around her his stomach flipped as the sobs shook her body.

"Want me to distract you?" Dean asked shooting her a cheeky grin when she gave him a disgusted look.

"What." She said her voice was hoarse. Dean rubbed the tears from her face and ran a hand through her hair enjoying her semi-peacefulness.

"I took Cas and got the Witch last night." Dean closed his eyes expecting her to scream and shout. She sunk her head into his chest and curled up as small as she could. Dean knew how she felt, he'd lost Sam before but at least this time he could come back the underlying fear of loneliness wasn't as bad. Sammy would be back he just needed some time to do what he wanted to do. Dean sighed trying to decide who the loss would affect more.

They sat on the floor for hours, their bodies intertwined with each other each sharing the others pain, Dean reached behind him and pulled the blanket of his bed and wrapped them up. He wasn't cruel enough to move Lily now she was sleeping. He knew she'd been awake most of the night, what he didn't understand is why it hurt that she didn't turn to him for comfort.


	5. Truth in my dreams

Dean's Lily Chapter five

The drive back to Bobby's was awkward mainly because Dean knew that Lily was still disturbed by her nightmare and partly because he had spent the previous three hours unsuccessfully convincing her to tell him what her nightmare was about but this had started the argument that resulted in the uncomfortable silence that was filling the Impala. Lily had come to find the gentle rumbling of the engine comforting and occasionally wondered if it was one of the things Sam missed about hunting she often found herself thinking over the last few evenings that she had spent with Jessie drinking cold cokes on Bobby's porch it was the thing Lily wished for the most but Jessie and Sam still hadn't returned even after she spent an entire night leaving messages apologising.

"Dean!" Lily gasped as she caught sight of Jo and Ellen leaning against Sam's black smart car, Dean glanced nervously at Lily when he got halfway down the drive and saw his brother pinning Garth up the wall screaming in his face. Dean didn't bother to park properly and left the Impala running as he joined Ellen, Jo and Bobby in trying to pry Garth from his brother's grip.

"What's going on?" Lily asked as she glanced around looking for Jessie her eyes narrowed when Sam who she had expected to still be furious with her avoided her gaze and it wasn't until Garth coughed that Sam looked at her. Lily turned on Garth as much as she hated Sam taking Jessie away from her there was no way he would let her get taken Bobby and Ellen had made him promise to teach her the basic hunting skills for emergencies and he'd told Dean he was securing the house they were renting the only way she could have been taken was from her class or if she'd been out without Sam and had been careless neither of which were at all possible in Lily's opinion which left one reason.

"What did you do?" Lily yelled and lurched forward to grab Garth but found herself tangled in Dean's strong arms, tears began to fall down her face as she realised she was now living her nightmare. Someone had taken Jessie she pushed Dean away from her and threw up narrowly missing Jo who quickly huddled around Lily while trying to comfort her by telling her about Ash's hunter phone tree but the thought of hunters worldwide looking for Jessie didn't comfort her one bit she knew exactly where Jessie was.

"We need to find her Dean if this moron hadn't shown up and told her it was an emergency she would have waited for my class to finish." Sam snapped giving Garth his best bitch face and even Dean who was pretty much immune to the look flinched at the hatred burning in his brother's eyes.

"Guys I'm sorry I didn't realise it was in the nest I thought I'd followed it out I killed the vampire I swear I don't know where she is." Garth tried to explain desperately, before Sam could attempt to punch Garth, Lily spoke up.

"It wasn't his fault they planned it... something with black eyes." She whispered making the six hunters gawk at her, Dean looked down at her with frustration and ran a hand across the back of her neck and looked away shaking his head.

"Why didn't you say?" He snapped angrily clearly figuring out that this was what her nightmare was about.

"How was I supposed to know that it was real?" Lily hissed as tears stung her eyes Dean swallowed his guilt and indicated for everyone to head inside so they could explain what happened on the hunt.

"BOBBY." John's booming voice rang through Bobby's house, Sam and Lily who had settled their differences after Lily had spotted the safety rules jotted down in the back of Sam's journal that he had put in place for himself and Jessie, were sat at the kitchen table trying to find images or places that matched up with her dream. Sam had told her about the time he was linked to yellow eyes and he talked her through the different ways to unlock more of the dream.

"Dad what's wrong?" Sam asked jumping up from his seat when he saw his father was covered in blood, John ushered them both to his truck and the threesome helped move the man that Lily recognised as Travis from an old photo that Dean kept tucked in the sun visor of the Impala.

"John… get him in I'll call one of our doctors what happened?" Bobby asked as he grabbed the phone, Lily fetched some towels so Sam could stop the blood that was trickling down Travis' side and began cleaning up the wound on his head being extremely careful to listen to everything Sam said.

"He was close to tracking down Jessie he was going to take Dean to where he thought she was being held." John said as everyone was hurrying around trying to help Travis.

"Ok what next?" Lily said and was surprised to see Sam giving her an odd look but he shook his head and told her to get him some salt water and the big tool box from under the kitchen sink. When she returned Bobby helped Sam check Travis' wound which were minimal and the pair quickly had him fixed up the best they could a few minutes later a friendly black man who handed Sam and Bobby a bottle of whisky each followed by an awkwardly nervous vicar lugged Travis into a van.

"That's Rufus and Pastor Jim, Jim has urm I guess special medical training." Sam explained and narrowed his eyes as Lily pulled the same face she had when she was cleaning up Travis.

"Are you memorising everything I'm telling you?" Sam, asked wearily but was impressed when Lily nodded and headed back over to the table.

"Yeah I need to know that stuff in case I'm on my own right… I'm not too good with knives and Dean says I need to practise shooting because the recoil after I fire affects my shot." Lily explained blushing as she tried to sound like she knew what on earth she was talking about.

"Well at least you want to learn Dean just used to refuse and say he'd never miss, hang on." Sam stopped as his phone rang and Dean's deep voice could clearly be heard even though Sam's phone wasn't on speaker phone. John and Bobby headed into the living room after seeing the other hunters off Bobby gave Lily a reassuring smile and handed her another cup of Yakee mixed with some sort of herb. Lily sighed and downed the drink it was the third mugful she'd had of the disgusting tasting liquid but each time she had found more clues in her dream so she gladly downed it, John noticed and muttered something about Lily ending up like Dean was with Sam but Bobby shook his head and took a seat next to Lily as she slumped against the table and fell back into her dream state.

She was alone but the sound of Dean's voice drew her forwards like it usually did but this time he was stood in the distance with a sharp knife that looked like it was carved out of bone or something similar. Lily hurried forwards but each step she took moved Dean further away from her so she stopped, Dean's deep chuckle rumbled through her as if her were teasing her.

"Ok if he gets further away when you go forwards… backwards maybe?" Lily muttered to herself recalling Sam's instruction to not let reality exist in her dream state as it would complicate things, at the time she thought he'd flipped his lid but now she seemed to understand his nonsensical instructions. The Dean in front of her vanished as she took a step back and she soon found herself crashing into something solid and warm.

"Dean?" She asked as she turned to face him hoping that it wasn't the black eyed man that had been wondering through her dreams all the times before. At first she was relived to turn and see Dean but his eyes were closed and an odd shape was burned into his arm it seemed to glow an angry red and Lily felt the hairs stand up on the back of her neck just like the hunt they had just been on, Dean told her it was intuition but Sam said the tingling was her unconscious using information she knew to identify danger around her quickly. Lily was suddenly overcome with the urge to run and as if he were reading her mind Dean's eyes snapped open and a dark smirk distorted Dean's handsome face.

"Lily run." Sam's voice echoed from somewhere in the darkness that surrounded Lily but she didn't hesitate, it was like running through a maze in the dark except Lily knew exactly when to turn and where a door would be. She ran into a dead end and fumbled for a door as Dean closed in on her, just as she found the door Dean raised the arm holding the knife and he swung but missed as Lily practically fell through the door almost missing Dean's eyes flickering black as the door slammed it's self-shut locking Lily in the old part of her dream.

First the woman on fire lead her through a dark corridor to a house with a dead tree outside, Lily frowned having never noticed the tree or the small pile of letters that were steadily building up on the front porch of the house. She could hear Jessie's screams for help mixed with screams of pain but this time she blocked them out knowing that whatever took Lily was leaving clues in the dream but was using Jessie's pain to distract her.

"Winchester… Kansas?" Lily muttered and the burning woman exploded into flames next to her and for a second Lily could see the woman's face but she frowned unable to recognise who it was.

The next thing she knew Lily was gasping for air at Bobby's kitchen table she blinked a few time as she became able to focus again and almost jumped when she looked up and saw Dean in Bobby's seat.

"Lily did you get anything new?" Sam asked as he passed through the room with more maps which he dropped in Dean's lap so he could grab his journal and write down the dream while it was still fresh in Lily's mind. She eyed Dean wearily who realised she wouldn't talk to Sam unless he was gone so he huffed off.

"Dean… he had black eyes and a mark on his arm he was hunting us all of us… but I couldn't make out where we were but you and I knew the way around it like we'd been there a long time… and there was a burning woman she was there again but this time she came with me to the house." Lily's memories began to grow hazy.

"What else?" Sam asked seeing her hesitate he didn't want her to withhold any detail he didn't care if it meant telling her about the demon blood addiction he just wanted Jessie back.

"It's a house in Kansas there were letters on the porch with your last name on them and a dead…" Lily wasn't surprised when Sam cut her off.

"A dead tree outside that's our old house, demons like luring us there." Sam said darkly as he placed the book on the table and put his head in his hands.

"The woman I saw her face." Lily said quickly hoping to pull Sam out of his darkening mood, Sam frowned and pulled out his wallet showing her a picture of John and the woman from my dream but when they were much younger a smiling Dean beamed at the camera happily from his father's shoulders.

"That's her… I need to drink another cup, I know you all want me to drink as little as possible in case I don't wake up but there's more information we need out of my dreams even you have to admit it." Lily muttered to her surprise Sam agreed.

"Let me tell Bobby what we found." Sam said hurrying out of the living room, Lily knew that he was trying to decide weather to leave for Kansas now and risk her dream being wrong or wait even longer and have her go through another dream.

"Right Lily… will you stay here with Rufus and Dean their going to help you through the dream drink Bobby thinks you've manage to tap into whatever plans the demons have I don't think they expected us to use the tea with the powder it's given us a head start if you get what I mean?" Sam's nervousness was obvious when his voice cracked and Lily knew if you refused and went with them she'd be in the way.

"Are you sure you don't need Dean and Rufus?" Lily asked secretly hoping he'd take Dean seeing as she'd have to tell him he might turn into a demon and Lily really couldn't deal with an angry Dean on top of everything else.

"Don't worry Lily I showed him the note book and he's not going to flip out this is demon altered dreaming they most likely put the dream in to hide where Jessie is but we can't take any chances." Sam explained clearly reading Lily like a book, she nodded and looked up at Dean and Rufus who was shrugging off his coat. Sam waved good bye and Dean followed his brother talking to him sternly about being safe when he came back Dean was holding a hot steaming cup of the dream drink and yet again Lily gulped down the disgusting liquid, before she passed out she felt Dean and Rufus lifting her onto the sofa and a blur that smelt of Dean's gunpowder musk ducked down beside her.


	6. What's wrong with Dean

Dean's Lily chapter six

Lily snapped her eyes open and frowned she was lay on Bobby's old couch and Dean was leaning against the sofa next to her head. She began to sit up wondering if Sam theory had been right that the dreaming would stop after they got Jessie, but if that was the case wouldn't Sam have called like he promised Lily thought to herself as she placed her feet on the cold wooden floor.

"Ahh." She gasped sucking in air as her bare feet stung with cold her shoes were nowhere to be found which made Lily frown seeing as Dean was the one that told her to always have a pair of good boots lying around in case you had to do a runner. It was then that Lily noticed the tingling feeling slowly trickle down her spin making her shiver as goose bumps coated her skin. She looked at Dean out of the corner of her eyes and saw him smiling at her with black eyes.

"Hello Love someone's been meddling in my plans." His eyes suddenly flashed red and Dean melted away only to be replaced by a tall man that Bobby had described to her repeatedly.

"You're Crowley." She whispered and the man smiled and opened his arms wide as if he were accepting applause.

"And you must be the lovely Lily that everyone's been talking about; you know there are a lot of people waiting for your soul." Crowley said as if it were a wonderful thing to aspire to have said about you.

"That's nice… what happened to my dream." Lily asked before she could stop herself, Crowley chuckled.

"AAh yes well you see Cain was hoping to lure Dean into the old house you know make a deal with him he doesn't want Sam he's tainted you see but that dream was dear Mrs Winchester warning you of what would happen if Squirrel left you to help Moose but I guess you two didn't get the message."

"DEAN." Lily yelled as she was forced from her dream like state, Rufus hurried over and handed Lily a cold glass of water which she gulped down appreciatively.

"He left three hours ago chick Sammy needed some help." At his words Lily's mouth dropped open and Rufus frowned. "He shouldn't have gone huh?" He murmured and Lily nodded at his words, as if on cue Rufus' phone rang and Lily sat with the glass dangling in her hand preying Dean was ok and he wouldn't end up a demon.

"Jessie's ok Sam's on his way." Rufus said happily, Lily hugged the older hunter tightly and jogged upstairs to Sam's room and was taken aback by how neat it was unlike Dean's room which she had been staying in it was spotless.

"So much for me helping get the room ready." Lily muttered a little sadly as she glanced in to Dean's room which had a mixture of her dirty T-shirts and jeans carelessly tossed in with Dean's strew across the floor.

"We're home." Sam yelled and Lily nearly crashed into the pair as she jumped down the stairs, Jessie looked exhausted and she had a few neat stitches on her hair line. Lily got the impression that the Winchesters didn't often go to hospital but Jessie had clearly been over cared for as Sam refused to let her hug Lily but insisted that she needed rest and tucked her into his bed. Once Sam been thrown out of the room by Jessie she sat up carefully wincing a little and hugged Lily tightly.

"You know I don't mind too much about you being gone Bobby says you'll both have a better life you won't end up scamming companies to get money and stuff." Lily muttered trying to find the words to say she was sorry without admitting she was wrong.

"I know you're sorry I was going to answer your messages." Jessie whispered into Lily's shoulder as she smiled at her old friend's stubbornness.

"I'm glad you're all ok I was having this crazy dream that Dean got turned into a demon." Lily laughed as she released Jessie and helped her lie down taking care not to put any pressure below her ribs which had a small bandage covering her side.

"Dean got taken to hospital I think, or he went to a hospital to visit someone." Jessie said looking a little worried but she smile, Lily frowned Dean was normally attached to his brother at the hip there had been something off about him for days.

"Sleep I'll come see you later." Lily told Jessie who was fighting sleep and jogged out of the room to find Sam pacing the house.

"So Dean's in pretty bad shape huh?" Lily said watching Sam's face pail making her feel guilty for her casual tone.

"What happened in your dream?" Sam asked and Lily told him everything she could remember about the dream.

"But it was weird it was like Dean was Dean but at the same time he was Crowley then once he finished talking Dean's body melted away and he was Crowley." Lily said finally Sam's head shot up as if the dream suddenly had another meaning to him he grabbed his phone and jacket scribbling a note for Lily to give to Jessie if he wasn't back when she woke up.

"Bobby it's Sam, they were never after Jessie they wanted Dean." Sam said hurriedly and Lily could hear shouting coming from the other end of the phone, Sam didn't even get to the front door when Bobby told him Dean was gone. Sam dropped to his knees and Lily stood awkwardly watching one of the men she had decided was among the strongest she'd ever met broke down in tears. In fact seeing Sam cry made her dread what was going to happen next after all if Sam and Dean couldn't survive this after all the stories John had so proudly told her who could.

"I'll find him and you stay with Jessie, I can meet up with everyone else on their way back." Lily said standing Sam on his feet noticing just how humongous the tall Winchester really was and pushed him towards the stairs.

"I'll stay here Sam you send out word that Lily's coming out and were holding the fort." Rufus said handing Lily her own duffle bag which clicked, when she looked inside Lily saw all sorts of anti-demon things mixed together, she grabbed her bag from the pile in the hallway and picked out the keys to one of the newer pickup trucks that one of the hunters that had been staying at Bobby's had just done up.

"Be careful… and don't trust him ok he'll fight whatever's going on and the fact that he likes you will most likely work in your favour but don't let him take advantage of you." Sam said hugging Lily and watched her get into the truck.

"She'll be fine and it's not like she'll be on her own the others are gonna meet her out there right?" Rufus placed a comforting hand on Sam's shoulder and the man nodded.

"Yeah but will they both come back?" Sam asked trying to shake the feeling of impending doom that he had managed to shake for so long.


	7. Lily VS Deanmon

Dean's lily chapter seven

"Bobby I got him… I don't think he's conscious." Lily yelled, the group had tracked down the Impala to an old empty warehouse and Dean looked like he'd been in a pretty bad fight however Lily hadn't seen him before he vanished so she wasn't sure if he was playing dead or was seriously hurt.

"We can't get through to where he is this way were going up and down the side of the machinery." John said and soon Ellen's voice joined the two men's as they kept talking to her letting her know she wasn't on her own even though she couldn't see them.

"Lily?" Dean wheezed making Lily jump when his eyes fluttered open, he reached his right arm up as if to check she were real and Lily's eyes widened as she saw the mark on his arm she swallowed and looked down at Dean who's face had turned cold as if he knew what he had done.

"I've been like this for weeks darling." Dean's eyes flickered black and Lily suddenly found herself pinned down in the space where Dean had been laying if he hadn't have been pressing down on her wind pipe she would have screamed when he produced the blade from her dream. Dean glanced to the left as footsteps hurried against the concrete floor.

"Let's not tell the others about me just yet Deanmon want's some fun." As he said it a small amount of black smoke flitted out of Dean's mouth and floated up his nose making Dean cough and he was soon doubled over in the tiny space next to Lily grunting in pain.

"What the hell happened?" Dean asked as he tried to stand but almost collapsed in pain, Lily didn't say anything and when he reached out to help her up she flinched from his touch making him glare at her, just as his legs gave way John caught his son and lugged him out the way the others had come in. Lily was small enough to squeeze through the small gap and held the heavy door open for John who grunted in way of thanks and hurried to the car.

"I'll see you soon chick." Ellen said hugging Lily goodbye and moments later Ash appeared up the road in a tow truck and began helping Ellen Hook up the Impala.

"You alright Lily?" Bobby questioned Lily hesitated but nodded and walked away wishing she was sensible enough to tell Bobby what was wrong with Dean knowing deep down that this was going to cause huge problems.

They were halfway home when Cas appeared in Lily's passenger seat making Lily swerve and scream. She slammed on the breaks and turned on the angel yelling at him to be more careful about popping in on people but Cas just looked at her blankly.

"You know what's wrong with Dean." He said stopping Lily mid lecture Lily saw John had stopped a few metres ahead of them and Bobby was getting out of the truck to see if she was ok.

"Yes, but we can't tell anyone else however I need your help do you know what the mark is?" Lily asked hoping Cas would be quick with his answers as Bobby was nearly at her window.

"The mark of Cain." The angel said looking at Lily curiously as she tracked Bobby in her mirrors.

"Find me anything about the mark and don't tell anyone but me that you're working on it ok?" Lily let her voice deepen in the threatening tone Dean used when he spoke to Cas, the angel seemed to understand that she wasn't being rude or nasty but was in fact trying to show him that it was important to follow her orders but to not question her motives. Castiel nodded and vanished and Lily would have giggled as she caught sight of Bobby jumping a little when the angel vanished but she didn't really feel like laughing but she forced a smile onto her face as she wound the window down.

"Bobby I'm fine Cas wanted to check we were ok." Lily said as she popped the door so she could talk to Bobby properly, he gave her a look that told her he knew she was hiding something but nodded and walked back to his car it took two more hours to get back to Bobby's and for the first time Lily wasn't sure she wanted to go inside. Dean seemed to recover from his injuries rather quickly as he wondered out into the work yard and greeted Ash who dropped off the Impala and a huge bunch of books and case files before headed back to the Road house. Dean caught sight of Lily glaring at him from her truck and she sank down flipping the lock so he couldn't get in the car, he knocked on the window when he couldn't open the door Lily watched him walk around the truck and she tried to casually reach over and lock him out but he opened the door before she could lock the other doors.

"You're avoiding me why?" Dean snapped as he dumped the papers in his hands on the seat and leaned his elbows on them Lily looked away she didn't say anything but something was bugging her more than the fact that Dean contained a Demon. In her dream Dean wasn't possessed he was the Demon and he wanted her dead.

"You're a Demon now aren't you; you're not possessed like I thought." Lily watched as Dean grinned and moved the papers onto the dashboard so he could sit next to Lily when he looked back at her his eyes were black.

"I can't fool you can I?" Dean muttered playfully his usual deep voice had a light seductive tone to it which made Lily more uncomfortable than when he openly hit on her. Sam stepped out onto the porch and frowned at the pair, Lily had to stop herself from snapping her neck when she turned her head fast enough to make it sting eyes wide as she tried to warn Dean that Sam could see him but found Dean's eyes were normal.

"How do you change your eyes so quickly he should have seen them?" Lily muttered not really wanting to know but she found the thirst to learn had overridden her desire to keep a good distance between herself and this new Dean.

"Like this." Dean blinked and his eyes went black when he blinked again they were his usual apple green. Dean snorted at Lily and was about to continue taunting her when she unlocked her door and stormed to the house.


	8. Watching from the shadows

Dean's Lily chapter eight

"Cas… I um How do I get you here Amen?" Lily felt stupid sat cross legged at the bottom of Dean's bed hoping that the angel had heard her.

"You just need to call I don't know why you humans use Amen all the time we're not deaf." Castiel sighed as he appeared in front of Lily who was rather pleased that she hadn't jumped at the sight of the angel.

"What did you find?" Lily asked nervously and Cas grinned as he handed her some papers in an odd language.

"It's in dead Latin." Castiel said as if that made it any easier to read.

"Can you read this cause if not were going to have to get Sam or Jessie and if Dean finds out he'll kill us all." Cas Looked guilty and Lily sighed flipping through the pages hoping to find something useful but the only thing she recognised was the picture of the mark.

"I can read it." Dean's voice echoed through the room making both angel and hunter jump as they turned to the doorway, Dean was stood in the doorway looking furious Cas glanced between the two people and vanished leaving Lily alone with the paperwork gripped to her chest.

"Coward." Lily whispered at the air that Cas had just been occupying. Dean took several slow but calculated steps towards the bed where Lily was sat he held out his hand and the mark on his arm began to glow, Lily's eyes widened when the paperwork vanished and a note saying, haven needed me , replaced them.

"I thought I told you not to tell anyone." Dean said darkly a smug expression crossed his face as Lily swallowed her fear so she could speak.

"He found me actually I nearly crashed the car." Lily snapped at him a little harsher than she meant and she flinched waiting for Dean to retaliate but he just shrugged.

"I'm surprised none of you noticed it before now this happened long before you turned up it used to scare me, I mean Sam should have clicked on by now but Jessie's been distracting him and Bobby always thinks there's something wrong… it was getting boring." Dean said as his knees hit the mattress and he watched Lily shuffle away from him with curiosity.

"It used to scare you?" Lily asked mentally scolding herself for wanting to know more. Dean nodded and pulled the bone like blade from his belt loops at the back of his jeans flipping it over in his hands.

"you know now I can decide who I kill it's quite fun." Dean's eyes flickered black and for a moment Lily was terrified but Dean put the blade away and winked at Lily.

"Guys Jessie's awake again." Sam stopped in the door way clearly thinking Lily and Dean had been sharing an intimate moment and shuffled away again.

"You go see her, I don't think she'll want to see me for a while." Dean's eyes flickered black and he ran the knife below his ribs where the cut on Jessie's body was.

"That's where you went i… how did I not notice that you'd gone?" Lily hissed at Dean who seemed like he found the whole thing amusing.

"I never took Cas to kill the witch… don't get me wrong the witch is dead to, it was so easy I put a fake call into Garth so he dropped round to Sam so he could crash at their house and all I had to do was say I was hunting with Garth and she went along with it happily." Dean said smugly I sighed and pinched the bridge of my nose Sam had told me how his brother was normaly and this was far from it but Bobby had spoken about a boy's death that Dean was blaming himself for so Lily could justify Dean's reasons for falling off the deep end not that she thought they were good enough to act on but she understood it.

"She'll tell Sam." Lily said decisively but Dean shook his head and Lily didn't even want to know what he did to make Jessie forget him so she didn't ask.

"You know it's going to be fun sharing my little secret with you, I recon the old me wouldn't have given you the time of day not his type but this me… well your useful." Dean called after me as I hurried to find Jessie.

"Lily will you tell me what's wrong?" Jessie asked for the millionth time, even though Lily had insisted nothing was wrong her refusal to go into Dean's bedroom while he was in there had Jessie convinced that he'd tried to "Get fresh" with her although Lily was still trying to decide which Dean she would prefer to fight with seeing as both versions of him were three times as strong as her.

"Nothing's wrong Jess I just wanted a hug." Lily muttered into her friends shoulder she was putting going back to Dean's room off for as long as she could and an exhausted Sam was hovering around the landing waiting for the two girls to finish.

"Just tell me I won't be mad." Jessie insisted for the final time holding onto Lily's hand as she stood from the bed.

"I know something about someone that I shouldn't know but I can't tell anyone because the thing I know shouldn't be so… and if I tell anyone I'll be in danger." Lily rambled on as she exited the room leaving Jessie thoroughly confused.

"Night Sam." Lily muttered bitterly as she slowly walked the seven steps it took to get from Sam's room to Dean's but to her delight Dean wasn't in the room and once she had check it thoroughly she found it rather empty. Slamming Dean's window shut Lily grabbed a set of PJ's from her duffle bag that had been dumped on the bed and change quickly her relief at finally being away from the demon Dean covering the tingly feeling of being watched and had she looked out of the window properly she would have seen Dean's eyes turn black as he watched her change.

"Perhaps you're my type after all." Dean muttered to himself as he downed the last of his whiskey and dropped the empty bottle on the gravel hard enough for it to shatter.


	9. The real Dean please

Dean's Lily chapter 9

Lily counted each heavy footstep that no longer reminded her of safety but the looming thought of death that Lily had never given a thought to in her more reckless times. She knew that as soon as Jessie was better she and Sam would be going back to Stanford and this time Lily was more than glad for them to go even though it left her alone with Dean but she'd rather them be out of the way than in Dean's line of fire.

"You know the good thing about this mark?" Dean said as he shut the door behind him and kicked of his shoes.

"You don't care when you murder people by the hundreds?" Lily snapped at him sarcastically before she could stop herself making Dean chuckle. She felt the bed tip as he lay down next to her and she had to stiffen her body so the mattress wouldn't roll her into Dean's arms.

"You can smell or sense what people are thinking." Dean muttered as if the new sensation was amazing, Lily was now thoroughly enticed with the conversation and found herself allowing Dean's weight to move her body closer to his.

"Smell what people are thinking… do happy people smell like popcorn to you cause I think that's a sign of a stroke." Lily muttered glancing at Dean who was watching her with amusement, she jumped as one of his large well worked hands ran over the soft skin of her abdomen and his nose grazed the sensitive spot on her neck.

"See now you smell of hormones and lust." Dean muttered his lips brushing against her ear but before she could react the rough edged of Dean's ever present knife prickled her skin and for a second she thought he was going to slice her open which made Dean laugh against her neck. "Now you smell of fear and relief, I like it when you're scared the feeling goes all the way through me makes me tingly down in my…" before she could stop herself she had slapped her hand over Dean's mouth forgetting the blade that was now hanging loosely from Dean's hand in an effort to making him stop talking before he told her which parts of him were tingly.

"Shh… please?" Lily muttered when Dean's eyes flickered black and Lily knew her awkwardness about anything overly rude made her uncomfortable was just the thing Dean would use to wind her up.

"You know that Bobby's curtains don't go all the way down the window they only go halfway see." Dean said once she removed her hand from his mouth grabbing her by the hips and rolling her so she was sat on his toned stomach. She looked at the lacy curtain that as Dean pointed out only came halfway down the window.

"So?" Lily quizzed not catching onto Dean's point, Dean's eyes flickered black and he was suddenly tugging at Lily's shirt after a few minutes Dean let the flustered girl out of his grip a wry smirk playing with his mouth making Lily unsure if she wanted to kiss him or punch him.

"I just wanted another look." Dean pretended to pout and stood up off the bed revealing his well-toned boxer clad body which made Lily feel rather childish when she glanced down at her own body which was still coated in baby fat that she had yet to loose. Dean led Lily over to the window and pointed to where he had stood watching her.

"What are you doing, let me go Dean." Lily grumbled knowing that there wasn't much point in fighting him.

"See where that yellow car is, that's where I hide my whiskey from Sammy and Bobby?" Dean said and Lily swallowed as what Dean said dawned one her without think about who or rather what she was hitting Lily thumped her fist against Dean's chest resulting in a low thump.

"You watched me get changed your friking creep." Lily hissed not wanting to wake the whole house up just because Dean was acting like a stalker.

"Uhu and I liked it." Dean ran a hand up Lily's side and attempted to slide her top off again but Lily shoved him a little harder then he thought she could causing him to stumble Lily grabbed her pillows off the bed and the huge duvet.

"Well I like the old Dean that isn't a Demon creep." Lily said, she hadn't meant to throw so much emotion at Dean but something deep inside the hunter stirred at her words and the smile slipped from Dean's lips as if she'd hit a nerve.

"I'll make you a deal your Dean at night and the real Dean in the day." The demon Dean grinned at Lily thinking he'd got her trapped but Lily had an old trick Cas had taught her.

"Swear it by Lucifer." Lily said knowing that this would bound the demon in Dean to his word and that Dean would have no idea about it as he'd never made a deal as a demon before.

"I swear by Lucifer that at night you shall have your dumb run of the mill high school dropout Dean Winchester." Dean shook her hand and the mark of Cain suddenly flared into life as the deal began to work.

Lily woke up to Dean's finger tips tracing the mark of Cain onto her flat stomach over and over and when she looked over at Dean she was disappointed to see his eyes were black.

"The mark makes me different that little trick u pulled wore of hours ago." Dean muttered, he looked as if he were in deep thought and for a moment his brow burrowed as if something were troubling him but Lily was pretty sure that Dean no longer had the capacity to have troubles or deep inner conflict.

"Oh." Was all she said in reply as she removed Dean's hand from her body and attempted to fall asleep again.

"Why do you like the old Dean you know he'd let you die if it would save Sam." Dean asked as he began to trace the mark on her skin again, Lily had to think carefully for an answer for a moment.

"I'd let you die if it meant saving Jessie." Lily said quiet as the nervousness of an awful truth settled over her, her answer seemed to take Dean by surprise so much so that he respectful withdrew his hand from her and tucked it under his head.

"You're going to be so much fun to play with." Dean said his voice laced with the loving affection a man asking a women to marry him would use. Lily scowled at Dean and pulled the blankets around herself and was relieved that he had decided to let her sleep.


	10. To Deanmon or Not to Deamon

Dean's Lily 10

"What?" Lily grumbled as she looked up from the book she was reading only to see Dean spinning a dirty spanner he'd been using in one hand looking at her from the bottom steps of the porch.

"Just wondering what your reading." Dean said gruffly as Sam walked past the pair with a brown box which he carefully piled on top of the many other boxes in the back of his tiny smart car. Seeing Sam drive the smart car reminded her of the old clown shows where loads of clowns would climb out of the car, Lily had to indulge herself in her book so Sam wouldn't catch her snickering at him.

Dean waited for Sam to go inside before clumping up the steps and pushed the swing seat Lily was on hard enough to make the chair rattle against the thin metal chains that held it in place. Lily knew that Dean was becoming irritated because she was refusing to pay him any attention something the demon side of him was constantly trying to get however Lily had quickly found he would leave her alone as long as she was relatively near him.

"Look at the car." Dean said proudly as if her were a young child showing off his first painting to his parents. Lily rolled her eyes and marked her place in the book with a leaf and slammed it shut making Dean raise an eyebrow at her.

"Yeah real nice." Lily sighed to Dean who had a hand on his hip watching her examine his work a dark flicker of annoyance kissed Dean's chizzled features as Jessie ran up to Lily and pulled her into a hug before dragging her away from him.

"Lily, Dean case file came through … where the hell are they, bloody kids send the good ones away and get stuck with the slackers." Bobby's muttering turned to an irritated huff as he walked into the living room expecting to see Lily studying at the table but instead found her sat in front of his old busted up TV listening intently to Dean who was explaining some TV show to her.

"Hate to break up the party but there's a horde of demons Louisiana that need seeing to Lily you're going to have to learn on the job." Bobby directed the last part at her Lily glanced at Dean who showed no sign of even hearing Bobby until the old hunter had left the room.

"Get your stuff and put it in the Impala, pack loads of stuff because we might get called straight onto another hunt." Dean waited for Lily to do what he said before grabbing his own bags with freshly washed clothes that he had yet to put in the boot of the Impala.

"Dean, I know some thin's going on after Kevin… well you boys have every right to be hurtin but don't you go doin somthin that'll get her hurt cause whatever's wrong with you now ain't worth the pain of losing her." Bobby was gripping Dean's arm with as much strength he could muster trying to get Dean to realise what he was doing wasn't for the greater good but was in fact a suicide mission, the thing that scared Bobby the most was that Dean seemed to know this but simply didn't care the thought made Bobby's heart ache when he thought of just how much the boys had gone through.

"Bobby I'm fine." Dean grumbled wishing that he could either be normal again or just a demon instead of flitting between the two he found it rather annoying. Lily bounded down the stairs her brown hair tied up in a high pony-tale, she had on one of Jo's old crop top over which she was wearing Dean's favourite red flannel shirt tied up in a knot showing off her flat stomach her usual skinny jeans clung to her in a way that had caught the dark parts of Dean's mind and her ever present army styled boots swung from her hands as she waved goodbye to Bobby and clambered into Sammy's seat.

"Why aren't you freaking out like you were when I showed you what I was the other day?" Dean asked slowly and it took Lily a second to figure out what he had said, she shrugged at him and went back to researching on Sammy's old laptop. Dean pulled the dongle out of the USB port cutting off her wifi and waited for her to answer him.

"Because deep down your still the Dean that everyone talks about and loves and at the end of the day I'd rather stick with you through this if it means hanging around for the old you than walk away and miss the chance." Lily squealed when Dean slammed on the brakes and gave Lily a hard look.

"What are you hiding from me?" Dean's eyes flickered black and Lily pulled out her dream journal Sam had been filling out while they were trying to find Jessie.

Dean flicked through making quick work of his brothers writing and tossed the book back at Lily, It was hours before either one of them spoke again.

"Were meeting Crowley in a pub on the edge of the next town we need to sleep somewhere before we carry on." Lily could tell Dean was lying mostly because Sam had told her how Dean would drive for a whole night without stopping till they got to their destination but Dean's jaw was clenched so tightly that Lily thought he would shatter his teeth. Dean pulled up in a car park and vanished for a few minutes when he returned he grabbed a bag and told Lily to do the same and started walking away leaving Lily rushing around trying to catch up with the hunter who was now jiggling his leg impatiently.

"We got a better room for a cheep price this place is shutting down soon." Dean explained as he opened the door to a large motel room that was much nicer than the last one she had slept in once Lily had flopped down on the only bed in the large room Dean turned and left the room dropping a key on the kitchen table leaving Lily alone for the first time since she'd found out Dean's secret.


	11. Sure Thing Princess

Lilly frowned when she woke up, alone, in the almost decent motel bed. She had half expected the hunter's continuous mission to rid her of clothing to be what woke her. Instead it was complete silence.

Realizing that she was probably never going to have another chance to escape Lilly grabbed her duffle bag, hurriedly shoved on her clothes from the day before, and yanked open the door. Deciding the best thing to do would be getting back to Bobby's she began to walk the way Dean had driven, in the hopes of finding someone to give her a lift.

Dean sighed and looked away from Crowley, who had been wittering on and on, boring Dean. Before he could stalk across the heaving bar they were sat in and scare the hell out of Lilly, a young man took her by the arm, and led her out side.

"You know if that was my pet human, I'd be very unforgiving." Dean nodded as he thought over what the King of Hell was hinting at. It took the man a few long strides to cross the bar, his fight from the night before giving him a sinister reputation, causing the drunks moved out of his way quickly.

Lilly was talking to the boy, her back to him, unaware that she'd entered Dean's new favourite bar. She tensed when he moved so close that her back bumped against his chest, he reach forward and gripped the boy by the neck, his eyes widening as Dean's face turned cold.

"Dean, stop." Lilly gasped, tugging at his thickly muscled arm. Dean kept a firm grip on the boy who was turning a light blue colour as he gasped in an attempt to take in the much needed air.

Before she could stop him the boy blacked out, dropping to the floor. Dean let her hurry forward to check he was alive, once he heard her sigh with relief he threw her over his shoulder, causing a long list of curse words and objections.

"Well if it isn't Dean's little Lilly." Crowley said with a wide smile, the corners of his mouth pulled up in a way that made his smile seem sarcastic.

"I'm not Dean's anything and we need to go on a hunt so goodbye who ever you are." Lilly snapped once Dean set her down. He chuckled as she attempted to escape his arms and scooped her up, setting her on one of his legs, so he could sit at the bar and continue drinking.

"Why are we staying in a bar?" Dean looked up from the bed he was lay on when Lilly finally spoke to him again.

"Because my rooms closer to the booze." Dean said with a sigh. He was lay, completely naked, with a thin sheet covering his waist as he flipped the first blade in his hands. Lilly rolled her eyes as she felt the demon's eyes follow her around the room.

"Ok… and why can't we just go on the hunt and buy you loads of booze that you could take with you?" Lilly asked as her chances of getting away from Dean and Crowley seemed to vanish.

"Bobby and Sam don't want me drinking." Dean snapped. He ran a hand through his hair before getting up, causing Lilly to blush as the naked Winchester strolled across the room to retrieve his clothing.

"Fine but if anyone calls I'm telling them everything." Lilly snapped back childishly, her voice equalling Dean's irritated level. He smirked and held up both their phones, turning to open the door that lead to the long corridor, separating the rooms and the bar, with a wink.

"Sure thing princess." He mumbled, his eyes flickering black as he watched her moving the pillows around so she could take over his spot in the bed.

Dean groaned as he drunkenly stumbled back into his room, Lilly was lay on her back, twisting round so her chest was facing away from him, causing the checked shirt she'd 'borrowed' from him to reveal most of her thighs.

He slowly stripped his clothes and tugged the sheets away from her, the cold air made her moan in a complaint to the sudden cold that stung her skin.

"Come on Princess, wake up and play with Dean." Dean muttered as hey lay down next to her, unbuttoning the green shirt, his hands stilled when her eyes snapped open and for a second she was confused as sleep left her brain unable to do anymore than lean into the calloused fingertips that were inches from her chest.

Before she could object his mouth crushed to hers and he kneeled above her, holding her off the bed, and pushing his shirt off her shoulders revealing her slim body. For a moment Dean hesitated, drinking all of her in as he held her up with on hand spread wide on her back.

The change in him was quick, his eyes blackened and his lips meet the spot just below her ear causing a small gasp to slip past her lips. His touch became harsher as if he was attempting to squeeze the pleasure out of her soft skin. She squealed as he dropped her, not bothering to check if she'd landed on the hard mattress ok, and looped his fingers into her cotton panties.

"Dean… I um… I." Lilly tried to sit up but found Dean's hand pressed on her abdomen keeping her in place.

"I know you want me, I can smell it Princess." Dean's deep voice was heavy with lust and for a moment Lilly relaxed into him. He chuckled as he felt her trying to decide what she wanted from him, he was caught by surprise when she pushed him away before kissing him sweetly.

"We can't always have what we want Dean." She said simply. He chuckled and rolled away from her, tangling the blankets around him as he used his free hand to gently tug his shirt back onto her.

"I'm going to have you soon Princess." He muttered as she turned away from him and snuggled into the bed. He slid an arm under her head as she slipped back into a deep sleep, for a moment his eyes were their usual bright green as he gently ran his fingers through her soft hair.

He sighed as sleep defeated him and he was dropped into an unconscious world of his own fears mixed with the desperate lusting he was beginning to feel for Lilly.


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