There is no power or might except with Allah, the Most High, the Almighty. You are, frankly, far from these mazes. Mashallah, you are a pure person and I love you for the sake of Allah.
ﻻ ﺣﻮﻝ ﻭﻻ ﻗﻮﻩ ﺍﻻ ﺑﺎﻟﻠﻪ ﺍﻟﻌﻠﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻈﻴﻢ ﺍﻧﺖ ﺑﺼﺮﺍﺣﺔ ﺑﻌﻴﺪﺓ ﻋﻦ ﻫﺎﺫ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﺎﻫﺎﺕ ﻣﺸﺎﺀ ﷲ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺍﻧﺴﺎﻧﺔ ﻧﻈﻴﻔﺔ ﻭﻧﺤﺒﻚ ﻓﻲ ﷲ