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"Emily: (clicks on the video titled “BBC PMV Rap Music Compilation” and sees scenes of blonde women with black men from the website called Blacked)
Emily: (notices the women’s beauty) “Wow, these women are gorgeous. But why do they have to be with black men? And why are they always calling them ‘BBCs’? This is so objectifying.”
Emily: (watching more intently) “But… color contrast is hot. Wow, she seems to be enjoying…”
Emily: (sees more scenes of women being fucked) “Oh my…She’s getting two cocks at once?”
Emily: shocked “Did I just say word cock? Oh my. What is happening to me”
Emily: (continues to watch, surprised at how turned on she is by the scenes)
Emily: (thinks to herself) “No, no, this can’t be happening. Why am I even watching this? Why am I getting turned on by this?”
Emily: (starts to feel guilty) “Does this mean I’m into this kind of thing too? Does this mean I’m like Adam?”
Emily: (tries to shut off the video, but her curiosity gets the best of her) “No, I need to keep watching. I need to understand what’s going on here.”
Emily: (watches as the women moan and scream in pleasure) “They look like they’re enjoying themselves, but at what cost? Is this really what they want or are they being coerced into it?”
Emily: (feels a pang of jealousy) “Why would Adam want me to share myself with another man? Am I not enough for him? Does he really want to see me with a black man?”
Emily: (keeps watching, unable to look away) “But why is this turning me on? Why am I getting wet from watching these scenes?”
Emily: (starts to question her own desires and beliefs) “Am I a bad person for being turned on by this? Does this mean I’m racist or that I’m not a good feminist?”
Emily: (clicks on the video titled “Why They Say Once You Go Black You Never Go Back” and sees scenes of women with black men from the website called Blacked)
Emily: (notices the women’s pleasure and connection with the men) “Wow, they’re really enjoying themselves, but why am I watching this?”
Emily: (watches more intently) “But…what’s so special about a black man?”
Emily: (sees another scene of a woman with a black man) “Oh my, he’s so big…”
Emily: (shocked) “Did I just say that out loud? Oh no, what’s happening to me?”
Emily: (tries to shut off the video, but her curiosity gets the best of her) “I shouldn’t be watching this, it doesn’t align with my values, but I can’t stop. I need to know more about this.”
Emily: (continues watching, feeling a mix of confusion and curiosity) “Why do these women seem to be so enamored with black men? What makes them so different?”
Emily: (loses track of time) “Oh no, I’ve been watching this for 30 minutes. What am I doing?”
Emily hesitates as she clicks on the video for “How to Transform Your Girlfriend into a BBC Slut” once again. This time, she reads each step slowly and pauses to read through comments before continuing.
Emily: “Step one, persuading your girlfriend to become a BBC slut? Do guys really do this? Do they really try to convince their girlfriends to do this kind of thing? Let me see the comments for this one… Oh wow, these guys are really into it. They’re saying things like ‘I wish my girlfriend would do this’ and ‘BBC sluts are the hottest’. Okay, moving on. Step two, watching an intro to interracial porn video together? That seems harmless enough. Let’s see what the comments say… Some guys are saying it’s a good idea, others are saying that it’s not worth it and that it’ll ruin the relationship. Step three, getting her to agree to sleeping with a black man? Woah, hold on. Is this what Adam was wondering? Did he want me to sleep with another guy? A black guy even? Let’s see the comments… Oh god, they’re all talking about how hot it is and how they want their girlfriends to do it. Some guys are saying you have to be careful and make sure it’s consensual, but most of them are just talking about how they want their girls to be BBC sluts. I don’t know if I can do this.”
Emily’s heart is pounding in her chest as she reads through the comments. She wonders if Adam was reading the same things, and if he was, what his thoughts were on the matter.
Emily: “Step four, playing with a BBC dildo? What even is that? Let’s see the comments… Okay, some guys are saying it’s a good way to ease into things, others are saying it’s weird and doesn’t compare to the real thing. Step five, watching her kiss a black man to trigger her gaining a taste for BBC? That seems so degrading. Let’s see what people are saying… Okay, some guys are saying it’s hot and that it’s a good way to get your girlfriend interested in BBCs, but others are saying it’s disrespectful. I don’t know if I could go through with that. Step six, having her first experience with a black man? Oh god, this is getting too real. But let’s read the comments… Some guys are saying that it’s the ultimate fantasy and that they would love to watch their girl get taken by a BBC. Others are saying it’s dangerous and you have to be careful about who you choose. I don’t know if I’m ready for this. Step seven, bareback? That’s just crazy. Let’s see if anyone else agrees with me… Oh, thank god. Almost everyone is saying it’s a bad idea and that you should always use protection. And step eight, unlimited access to your girlfriend? That’s just… I don’t even know what to say. Let’s see what other people are saying… Oh god, these guys are crazy. They’re talking about how they want their girlfriends to be shared with multiple black guys at once and how they want to watch them get used. This is insane.”"

write how Emily then watches a video about "My Wife's First BBC Gangbang" and see her read some of the captions there. keep Emily: dialogue format