I feel that I have been severely mentally abused by my family, which seems partially unconscious and partially conscious. It seems like, with my sister, for instance, it's with borderline/psychopathic traits and with my mother and, partially, father too. At some point I ended up using quite some drugs, during a period of time and then, when I tried to confront them on their behaviour and wanted to talk, they rejected me, to, one day, calling the cops on me, saying that was going to commit suicide, while I only sent them a final ultimatum by e-mail to come talk to me or otherwise I would go on a bloody hunger strike, for this was very important. I got out fairly unscathed, but highly distraught by the (lack of) response (or the severe response). They seemed to look at me like a dangerous enemy. I remember my sister saying that "they were afraid of me". When I responded that with: "What are you afraid of, I never laid a finger on you", she ended up in a wild rage, hitting me. 