Give me a long plot of a lesbian novel about a girl who had always been courted by two girls. The first one is kind, loving and generous. The second is mean, selfish and arrogant. The protagonist married the kind girl and lived happily with her for years. One fateful day, as the protagonist returns from the clinic where she has learned that she was pregnant with their first child, she's hit by a car. She and the baby survived, but she wakes up completely amnesiac. She returns "home" with her "wife" but feels out of place. While the protagonist feels oppressed and suffocated by the love, care and hopes of the kind girl, she feels safe with the mean girl to discover the newly herself and to build an all new identity from nothing. So she chooses to move in with the mean girl for a time. Ultimately she not recovering her memory, now gone for good, and becomes more and more fond to the mean girl up to develop feelings for her. The mean girl is overjoyed, responding the protagonist she stil have feelings for her - she had kept them buried so as not to disturb the protagonist even more. As the protagonist takes a divorce with the kind girl, the mean girl proposes to a very happy protagonist. While the heartbroken kind girl is left in deep sorrow. Ending with the mean girl taunting the kind girl exposing her newfund love and happiness with her ex-wife and baby now hers, and the nice girl bursting in tears.