Write a erotic horror scene depicting NAME_1 from Fallout 4's backstory. she is a sex slave to raiders, wearing nothing but a shock collar. base the scene on the following dialogue: "The things they made me do... the way they used me for their amusement. It sickens me to my stomach even thinkin' about it.", vivd descriptions of every sensation, movement, body part, sensual but horrific. she is completely passive, having been a sex slave for years, she is too numb to even feel shocked.