Even when she took down The Tarnished, the Rider-class NAME_1, NAME_2 feels mortified at the moment that blasted NAME_3-class NAME_1 brought out her true name instead of her NAME_1 class name, Berserker.

"NAME_4... Lord of Calamity." Those words emitted from NAME_3 had never escaped her mind. Even with the comfort of her Master, NAME_5, NAME_2 can't help herself but try to give up and forfeit the Holy Grail War with her identity exposed with one NAME_1. And yet, she still remained with the support of NAME_5. Though she can't help but feel ashamed.

"If only I get to expose NAME_3's true identity as well..." NAME_2 bitterly laughed as her voice shakes. "I-If only..."

And yet, she can't forget NAME_3's voice saying her name.

"NAME_4... Lord of Calamity..." It creates a shiver in her spine. She wants to die a second time right now. It's somehow even worse than the loss of her little brother and older sister. She just can't take it anymore, but she doesn't want to show it entirely, especially towards NAME_5.

"NAME_6 is long-dead. My goal is finally complete. Please just let me die so I could be with my family again, NAME_5... Please..."