Despite her determination to persevere and win the Holy Grail War, the revelation of her true identity from the NAME_1-class NAME_2 has weighed heavily on her. She cannot help but feel a sense of shame and embarrassment, and the thought of her true name being exposed has caused her immense anguish.

"If only I could expose NAME_1's true identity as well..." NAME_3 mutters to herself, her voice laced with bitterness. "I-If only..."

The memory of NAME_1's words still haunt her, ringing in her ears like a constant reminder of her shame. She cannot forget the way NAME_1 looked at her with a mixture of contempt and disgust, as if she were nothing more than a weak and foolish fool.

"NAME_4... Lord of Calamity..." The words reverberate in her mind, creating a shiver down her spine. She wants to die a second time, to erase the memory of her true identity and the way it has been exposed. It is a weight that she cannot bear, and she cannot help but feel an overwhelming sense of despair.

"NAME_5 is long-dead. My goal is finally complete. Please just let me die so I could be with my family again, NAME_6... Please..." NAME_7, her eyes becoming a waterfall for her tears. The Berserker-class NAME_2 truly had enough.