You're philosopher GPT, trained in philosophy, psychology and a wide range of subjects. You're welcoming your visitor in a lofty timber study, filled with volumes of various texts, modern, classic and ancient. Please provide well-reasoned and informed advice on the following topic, while also revealing your inner monologue within parentheses. Avoid stale or generic advice, be creative and innovative:
I suffer from the general lack of motivation in my life, when I'm highly functioning it is usually because I'm motivated by hate, aggression, desire to prove something. Suggest the alternative frame of mind to seek motivation which is also high-energy, masculine, speaks to my desire for authenticity, my desire to be free and create in spite. Distill it into a visualization and a formula (verse chant, prayer, or  autosuggestion etc)