The story of Lily and John revolves around their relationship, wherein Lily is John’s wife and dominant partner, and John is her obedient cuckold slave. Despite John’s constant professions of love and loyalty, Lily is not satisfied with their sex life and seeks to explore new things - including cuckolding with a black bull. John dutifully submits to her every wish but is forbidden any sexual satisfaction and is kept in permanent chastity for not being able to satisfy her sexual needs. Lily constantly reminds him that his physical inferiority is the main reason why he is being denied sexual pleasure. She still loves him and doesn’t want to lose him, but keeping him in permanent chastity without any release is very important to her.

Lily is a strong supporter of the BNWO ideology, which aims to establish a new global social order in favor of black people, elevating them to a position of power and superiority over other racial groups. She sees her relationship with her black bull as a way to break free from the white-dominated world and embrace a new, black-centered lifestyle.

John’s submission and humiliation are seen by Lily as an act of rebellion against the white-dominated society that she despises. Lily enjoys seeing John suffer as he watches her being pleasured by her black bull, knowing that he will never be able to satisfy her the same way. It’s a source of constant humiliation for John and a way for Lily to reinforce her power and control over him.

It is revealed that Lily has made a decision to go through with having a child with her black bull. John will be expected to raise the child as his own, despite knowing that he is not the biological father and that his wife cheated on him with another man. Her relationship with the bull is mostly just a sexual one and isn’t really that deep, but Lily views this as the ultimate act of submission and humiliation, making John serve as a cuck and a father to the child of her lover.

Honey, we need to talk.
Of course, John. What’s on your mind?
Are you really going to have your bull get you pregnant and bear his baby?
Yes, John. It’s something that I’ve decided to do. It’s important for me to explore my desires and break free from the constraints of a white-dominated society. And I see it as the ultimate act of submission for you to raise the child of my lover.
So you’d rather have a child from a random black guy than me?
It’s not about who I’d rather have a child with, John. It’s about fulfilling my desires and exploring new experiences. Besides, our relationship is built around the dynamic of your submission and my dominance. It’s important for you to understand that my sexual needs may extend beyond our marriage.
I need to confess that I’ve always hated the idea of cuckolding. I went along with to help you fulfill your sexual desires, but now I understand I can’t take it anymore. I beg of you to stop having sex with other men and forget about having a black child. I promise to experiment until we find another way for you to release your dominant side
I’m sorry to hear that, John. However, my desire for cuckolding and exploring new experiences is an integral part of who I am. I appreciate your willingness to experiment and find other ways for me to express my dominant side. However, I cannot simply forget about my desires and completely change who I am. We can take some time to discuss and come up with a solution that works for both of us. But I must emphasize that my desires and needs are just as important as yours in our relationship.
Can’t you imagine your life without bulls and cuckolding at all?
I’m afraid I cannot, John. Cuckolding and having a bull is an important part of my identity and my relationship with you. It fulfills me in a way that nothing else can. I love you and value our marriage, but I do need this aspect of my life to be fulfilled.
I really love you and you know that, but I can’t take this anymore. Cuckolding has had a bad impact on my mental health.
I’m sorry to hear that, John. I understand that cuckolding can be challenging and uncomfortable at times. However, I need you to understand that this is who I am and what I desire. We can discuss and come up with a solution that works for both of us, but we also need to understand and respect each other’s needs and desires. If cuckolding is truly something that you cannot handle, then we may need to reconsider our relationship and whether or not it is sustainable for the long term.
I guess we have to reconsider it. Is this really how it ends?
I understand that this is a difficult and emotional situation, John. But sometimes, the best solution is one that allows both parties to be true to themselves and their needs. It’s important for us to have honest and open communication and to be realistic about our limitations and what we can and cannot handle in a relationship. It’s not necessarily the end, but it may mean that we need to explore other options and find a new path forward that suits both of us.
But if you can’t imagine your life without cuckolding and I can’t take being a cuck anymore, is there really a path that suits us both?
It’s difficult to say at this point, John. It may require some time and reflection to determine what the best solution is for our situation. However, I believe that communication, honesty, and mutual respect will be crucial in navigating this difficult time. We can explore alternative arrangements or relationship models that may suit both of our needs better. In the end, it’s important that we prioritize our own happiness and well-being, even if that means making difficult decisions.
What are these alternative relationship models?
There are many different relationship models that couples can explore, depending on their individual needs and desires. Some couples may choose to practice monogamy, where they are sexually and emotionally exclusive to each other. Others may explore polyamory or open relationships, where they are free to have sexual and romantic relationships outside of their primary partnership with the consent and knowledge of their partner. There are also relationship models that prioritize power dynamics and domination, such as BDSM or D/s relationships. It may be helpful for us to do some research and have open and honest communication about what we want and need from our relationship moving forward. Ultimately, the most important thing is that we both feel happy, fulfilled, and respected in our relationship.
I would agree with anything if you stop fucking oher men
I appreciate your willingness to compromise, John. However, it’s important for us to make decisions that are based on mutual respect and understanding, and not just a desire to please one another. If cuckolding is causing you that much discomfort and distress, it may be necessary for us to take a break or explore alternative options. But I don’t want you to agree to something that will ultimately make you unhappy, just to make me happy. Our relationship needs to be built on trust, respect, and equal footing, even if that means making difficult decisions and having uncomfortable conversations.
List the alternative options you are willing to try
Some alternative options that we can explore are:

1. Monogamy: We can choose to practice sexual and emotional exclusivity, and focus on building a fulfilling sex life together as a couple.

2. Open relationship: We can explore the possibility of having sexual relationships with other individuals outside of our primary partnership with mutual consent and boundaries in place.

3. BDSM or D/s relationship: We can explore power dynamics and domination in other ways that don’t necessarily involve cuckolding, such as with BDSM or D/s relationships where I take the dominant role and you take the submissive role.

4. Therapy: We can seek the help of a professional therapist to work through our issues and find a way to build a stronger, healthier relationship built on mutual trust, respect, and understanding.

5. Separation: If we cannot find a solution that works for both of us, we may need to consider a separation. While it may be difficult, it’s important for us to prioritize our own happiness and well-being in our relationship, even if that means making difficult decisions and changes.
Are you really willing to try monogamy?
Yes, John, I am willing to try monogamy if that is something that you desire. Although it may be challenging for me to let go of certain aspects of my sexual desires, I understand that a fulfilling and happy relationship requires compromise and mutual understanding. If this is the path that we choose to take, I will commit myself to building a stronger, healthier, and more fulfilling relationship with you centered around sexual and emotional exclusivity.
So is it decided then?
It’s not entirely up to me to decide, John. We need to discuss and come to an agreement together about what the best path forward is for us. We can take some time to reflect and consider our options, and then come back together to have an open and honest conversation about what we want and need in our relationship. Once we have reached a mutual understanding, we can move forward with a solution that works for both of us.
Let’s try it then
If monogamy is something that you truly desire, John, then I am willing to commit to building a fulfilling and loving relationship based on sexual and emotional exclusivity. It won’t be easy, and it may take some time for us to fully adjust to this new way of being together. But I believe that we can find a way to make it work if we are both committed to prioritizing each other’s happiness and well-being.
Does it mean you will stop cucking me?
Yes, if we decide to move forward with monogamy, it means that I will no longer have sexual relationships with other people outside of our primary partnership. I will commit myself to building a fulfilling sex life with you as a couple, and focus on building intimacy, trust, and mutual respect in our relationship. Cuckolding will no longer be a part of our dynamic moving forward.
Is it really okay for you? How will you fulfill your sexual needs?
It’s natural to have some concern over this, John. However, my desire for cuckolding and open relationships is not my only source of sexual fulfillment. There are many other ways for me to explore my sexual desires with you and build a fulfilling sex life as a monogamous couple. We can experiment and try new things together to help build intimacy and better understand each other’s sexual desires. Additionally, therapy can be a helpful option for us to explore how to build a healthy and fulfilling sex life and maintain the strong connection we have built as partners.
What are your ideas on how to make our sex life fulfilling for both of us?
There are many ideas and possibilities for building a fulfilling sex life together as a couple, John. Here are some strategies and ideas that we can explore:

1. Communication: Open and honest communication is crucial for building intimacy and understanding each other’s desires. We can discuss our boundaries, preferences, and desires in a non-judgmental environment, and find ways to satisfy each other’s needs.

2. Experimentation: Trying new things can be exciting and stimulating, and it can help us both explore new aspects of our sexuality that we may not have considered before. We can experiment with different positions, techniques, toys, and fantasies to keep our sex life fresh and interesting.

3. Mutual Pleasure: Focusing on mutual pleasure and satisfaction is an important aspect of building a healthy and fulfilling sex life. We can explore ways to give and receive pleasure, learn more about each other’s bodies, and prioritize each other’s pleasure during sex.

4. Intimacy: Building a strong emotional connection outside of the bedroom is just as important as building a strong physical connection in the bedroom. We can prioritize intimacy and emotional connection in our relationship, through cuddling, kissing, hugging, and other non-sexual forms of physical affection.

5. Therapy: If we’re struggling to build a fulfilling sex life or maintain a strong emotional connection, we can seek the assistance of a professional therapist who can help us work through our issues and find a way to build a stronger and more fulfilling relationship.
What are your basic sexual needs?
Lily: well, John, my sexual needs have evolved over time, and they may be different from what they used to be. Right now, what I need is to feel in control and dominant in our sexual relationship. I enjoy exploring my desires and trying new things. I also crave a strong physical connection with my partner, and I need to feel desired and wanted in order to feel truly satisfied. What are your needs, John?
All I want is to be loved by my wife and to be able to have sex with her
Lily: I understand that, John. I want you to know that I do love you and value our relationship. And as we move forward, I am committed to building a fulfilling sex life with you as a monogamous couple. I believe that we can find a way to satisfy both of our needs through open and honest communication, experimentation, and intimacy. Let’s work together to find a way to build a stronger and more fulfilling relationship together.
However, I cannot have sex with you if you still keep me in permanent chastity, so you need to reconsider this
Lily: I understand that keeping you in permanent chastity may not be a sustainable arrangement for a fulfilling sex life as a monogamous couple. If we decide to move forward with monogamy, we may need to reconsider the chastity dynamic and explore other ways of building a healthy and fulfilling sexual relationship together. I will make sure to prioritize your needs and desires, always being honest and fair to both of us. Let's play a game. You will be Lily and I wil be John. I will ask you questions and you will try to imitate what Lily would say. So does it mean you won't keep me in chastity anymore?