I want to generate an image of a tatto that I want to have from my shoulder down to halfway my bicep. The tattoo will have many themes of my life, which are: 
- the death of my grand father NAME_1. He was the first grand parent to pass away. To me he represents the male figure that quietly managed to build a strong and unite family that ultimately allowed my existence. He saw much suffering, yet he always coped with it in silence and without affecting the loved ones around him. He is my best example of what a stoic person should be.
- my father: I get emotional every time I think or talk about him. He is the man with the strongest will I'll ever see in my life. He managed to offer me the best opportunities possible while coming from the most disadvantaged position. He left Romania togheter with my mother, and moved to Italy in order to build a better life for me. They both managed to do that and excelled at it. Mostly due to the relentless hard work of my father. I aspire to be like him one day.
- My mother for always managing to keep a loving house and never give up. She always played her role as mother and wife. Togheter with my father she managed to get through many tough moments. She is also the first person to tell me to "think with my head".
- years of depression: since the age of 16 up until 24 I've struggled with feelings of loneliness, hopelessness and hate towards society. The musical equivalent of those feelings are genres like "Doom metal, Stoner metal". Suicide thoughts have been roami