Seriously - How do you see yourself in 20 years? I can't see myself living alone, I can't imagine myself working somewhere and living independently, it's almost a utopia for me. I always laugh when I try to imagine that, it's really weird to see me in a work uniform lol

I honestly don't know what will become of me. It's so much work just to survive that for me it's not worth it. Even to get a job, you have to get your documents, send resumes, do interviews, and if they call you, do medical exams, open a bank account, etc... It's an annoying bureaucracy, I won't be able to deal with that. I'm a mentally retarded person suffering from ADHD, agoraphobia, social anxiety, and I haven't left my house in 2 months. I am an insect that deserves to be isolated from the world

I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I AM IN THIS WORLD, I JUST WAS BORN. WITHOUT CHOICE, I EXIST BY OBLIGATION. And yet I have to fight to survive? Do I have to kill myself working to be able to have the minimum? Is this life? And people will always come up with the argument that you need to appreciate the simple things - Of course, they need a justification for not giving up everything, the only option left for them is to appreciate these simple things, because their life will be a simple thing. They will follow the natural course, they will not be famous, they will not have any talent, they will just be part of this giant cog that we call the system, and they will be a tiny piece of it, of no importance. Simple is the only thing left for them, for us. - Sorry, I can't...

The world wasn't made for people like us, it's not your fault if you are that way. I don't know why I'm like this. I can't even talk properly to my relatives sometimes. I can't formulate a sentence coherently. I'm definitely different, I just want to stay in my room forever and wait for death to come. I can't get NEETbux because I don't want to ask my parents to schedule me a psychologist, because they will find out that I have a problem, I don't want to expose myself that way. They'll tell everyone in the family and they'll start treating me like I'm some kind of alien, I'll feel worse.