I want to tell you my life story and want you to honestly judge me based on it. Here we go:
I did well in school until 2013, which was when my mom died. After that I missed more and more classes and started developing depression. At the time I had Morbus Crohn as well, which eventually led to me completely avoiding going outside of my room. 2016 we moved to a different state, and yeah that was pretty much it. I had lost all my friends, all the people I knew from school, and I had noone. My dad thought I was a disappointment and my brother hated me, because I "got" to stay home and play games all day and he didn't. At this point, my depression got pretty fucking bad and I started thinking stuff I didn't really want to think. Fast forward to today, not much has changed. I take meds against the depression, but they're not really doing anything. I'm working on at least getting my high school graduation, but it's not going great. Recently it's been so bad that I haven't been there in 4 weeks. Other than that I have no hobbies, no friends, the only thing I do is watch YT and play games, and I'm not really enjoying it. So yeah, that's me. Now judge me. Write a whole essay, if you want.