rephrase this: Hey, I just want to make sure we're on the same page before we proceed. I'm not hesitant at all, but I want to be sure that you're comfortable with everything and that you trust me. I promise to treat you right and make sure you're safe and happy. As for being a f*** buddy, it's not hard at all. It's actually pretty convenient since we're already close to each other. But I want to make sure that's what you want too. If you're not sure, we can just continue things the way they are. Let me know what you think."