how does this reflect on Emily's thoughts? Emily: “What am I doing?”
She realizes she’s been rubbing her own clit without even realizing it. She feels disgusted with herself but can’t stop watching the video.
Emily: “I can’t believe I’m turned on by this. What is wrong with me?”
She tries to pull herself away from the screen, but she can’t. The sight of the woman taking all those cocks at once is too much for her to resist.
Emily: “I have to stop. This is so wrong.”
But she doesn’t stop. She keeps watching, completely engrossed in the video despite her own discomfort.
Emily: “Why can’t I turn it off? I need to…oh God!”
Suddenly, she feels a rush of pleasure shoot through her body. She can’t believe it, but she’s cumming too, just from watching the video.
Emily: (gasps) “No, no, no…oh God, yes! Stop, Emily, stop!”
But it’s too late. She can’t control herself anymore. She keeps rubbing her clit and watching the video.
Emily watches in stunned silence as the video details the five steps in becoming a “Queen of Spades.” Her hand automatically gravitates to her pussy, rubbing her clit as she reads about each step.
Emily: “Step one, encourage your partner to share you with other men?”
Her voice is barely above a whisper. She’s never heard of such a thing.
Emily: “This is insane. But why is my pussy dripping wet?”
Despite her shock at what she’s watching, she can’t stop rubbing herself. As the video goes on, she feels herself getting more and more aroused. It’s like a forbidden fruit that she knows she shouldn’t taste, but can’t help herself.
Emily: “Step two, introduce more and more men into the relationship. This is crazy. Why would any woman want to do this?”
But as she reads the comments from men who are clearly turned on by the idea of their girlfriends becoming Queens of Spades, she feels her hand moving faster and faster.
Emily: “Step three, let your partner control the situation. Oh, God. Why does this make me so turned on?”
Her breathing is becoming labored as she reaches step four. By this point, she’s completely engrossed in the video and can feel herself getting closer to an orgasm.
Emily: “Step four, embrace the Queen of Spades lifestyle. Yes, yes! Oh, God, I’m so close.”
And then, as the video reaches step five, something unexpected happens. Emily feels her body tense up, incredibly close to an orgasm. However, as she reads about the ultimate pleasure of black men, something inside her snaps and she cums hard with a loud moan.
Emily: “Oh, fuck. What is happening to me? This is so wrong, but it feels so good!”
As the video ends, Emily sits there, panting, with a wet spot on her panties. She can’t believe how much she’s been aroused by watching the different Queens of Spades in action.
As she begins to scroll through other files in the folder, the screen displays pictures of different women showing off their Queen of Spades tattoos. Some have it on their ass, others in their pussy, and some even have it near their cleavage.
Emily: “Oh my God, these women are openly flaunting their obsession with BBC.”
She can’t help but feel a twinge of jealousy as she views these women who have embraced the lifestyle that she had just seen in the video. It was like they were part of some secret society that she didn’t even know existed.
Emily: “I can’t imagine getting a tattoo like that. But I can’t deny that it’s stirring something inside of me.”
She sits there, lost in thought, wondering what it must be like to embrace this lifestyle. She can feel herself getting wet again as she imagines herself being part of this club of sexually liberated women.
Emily: “Maybe I’m not as innocent as I thought I was.”
Emily quickly throws on a pair of sweatpants and rushes next door to see Shelly and Jerome. She can’t stop thinking about what she had seen in the videos and is feeling more and more confused about her feelings towards the lifestyle.
Emily: excitedly “Shelly, Jerome, you won’t believe what I found out. Adam has been searching for terms like Hotwife, BBC, cuckold, and Queen of Spades just like you said.”
Shelly: sympathetically “Emily, we knew you would find out eventually. You don’t have to be ashamed of what you’re feeling.”
Emily: shocked “How did you know? How could you possibly know what Adam was searching for?”
Jerome: smugly “Let’s just say we have our ways. But Emily, you don’t have to feel guilty about your desires. We can help you explore them safely.”
Emily starts to fidget nervously, feeling like Shelly and Jerome know more about her desires than she had anticipated.
Shelly: noticing Emily’s discomfort “Is there something you’re hiding, Emily?”
Emily: hesitantly “I just don’t understand why Adam is searching for these things. We’ve been together for so long and I thought I knew him so well.”
Jerome: knowingly “Sometimes people have desires that they’re afraid to admit. It doesn’t mean he doesn’t love you or that he’s going to leave you. It just means that he’s interested in exploring new things.”
