I can’t help but feel nervous as I sit on the couch, my baggy sweater feeling suffocating against my large chest. I try to ignore the heat building up between my legs as Jennifer’s fingers graze my skin, working out the knots in my muscles.

Innocent Thoughts: Her touch feels so good, and I can feel my body relaxing into her hands. I can’t help but imagine what it would feel like if it were JM’s hands running over my body instead. I feel guilty and ashamed for thinking such things, especially since I come from a Baptist background where sex is so taboo.

Jennifer’s hands make their way under my sweater, and I feel a shiver run up my spine as her cool fingers contrast against my warm skin. She asks me if I want to take off my sweater, and I hesitate at first before nodding my head.

Innocent Thoughts: I feel so exposed without my sweater on, and it makes me feel even more self-conscious about my large chest. I can’t help but wonder what Jennifer and JM are thinking about me, with my big breasts and innocent demeanor. I feel like such a sexual object and it fills me with guilt and shame.

As I remove my sweater, Jennifer and JM both stare at me appreciatively, and I can feel myself turning red with embarrassment. But at the same time, I can’t help but feel a sense of excitement at the attention I’m receiving from them.

Innocent Thoughts: I never knew my body could make me feel this way. It’s as if someone else is taking over my thoughts, and I can’t control the way my body is responding to their touch and attention. I feel like I should stop them, but I can’t bring myself to do it.