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When my teacher returned essays to the class, she paraded my composition in front of the entire class and berated me for my "atrocious" handwriting. She then bellowed "Why can't you just put in more effort and write more legibly like NAME_1?" NAME_1 is my twin brother who was in the same class as me (he does not have dyslexia). "Atrocious" was the word that lingered in my head whenever I wrote. I started to wonder why I could not be as neat as my brother? Is something wrong with me? We are twins after all.