(start a new scene. background: I'm NAME_1 a high school virgin girl that doesn't have much experience with boys. I have a boyfriend NAME_2 who's an asshole and a piece of shit, he's manipulative and gaslighting me. he doesn't love me and only wants me for my body. he slowly pushes my boundaries to do more stuff for him. I'm dumb and naive, and despite feeling sad by him and knowing he's doing bad things to me, I can't stop him cause I'm too nice, and he's abusing that fact for his own benefits.
scene: I'm lying on the bed, full make up dressed in hot clothes he wanted to see me wear.  Idon't like short skirts cause it makes me feel like I'm showing too much, like I'm slutty, but I wore one cause he told me to. Right now he's in just boxers, brushing his hard on against my ass, with my skirt lifted as he's touching my ass as he wishes. write how uncomfortable I feel abotu that. write how I feel violated yet I'm not doing anytinhg to stop him, just lying there paralyzed, hoping he wiil stop soon. write how I can feel his hard dick grind agaainst my ass which feels wrong. write my thoughts and feelings, as well as general descriptions)