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“Arielle stood in front of the mirror, still unable to shake off the thoughts that had been haunting her for days. The shower had done little to wash away the memories of the dream and the guilt that came with it.

Just then, David pulled out of the driveway to head into his boys’ night at a local pub. Arielle was suddenly alone with her thoughts again, and she didn’t know how to escape them.

Without thinking, Arielle reached underneath the drawer and grabbed the Mandingo black dildo again. She couldn’t believe that she was doing this again, but she felt like there was no other way to escape the thoughts that were consuming her.

As she held the dildo in her hands, Arielle’s heart raced with disgust and horror yet shock. She marveled at how real and vein-like the thick shaft was, and her body responded to it almost instantly.

She knew that she shouldn’t be doing this, that it was wrong on so many levels. But at the same time, she couldn’t help but feel like it was the only thing that could relieve the guilt and shame that were weighing her down.

Arielle nervously took the dildo into her mouth, ashamed and full of guilt as she began to suck on it. She realized quickly that she could only do about an inch due to its thickness, and her eyes started to tear as she began to cough.

Her body was reacting in ways she had never experienced before. She couldn’t believe that she was doing this, and the guilt was eating away at her.

As she pulled the dildo out of her mouth, Arielle couldn’t help but taunt herself, “Is this what happens when your husband has a small dick? You resort to disgusting things like this?”

But deep down, she knew that it wasn’t true. David had given her everything she had ever wanted, but she couldn’t shake off the dark thoughts."

write how then Arielle sits up and tries to take the tip of the black dildo into her pussy, finding that it does not fit. Show her shocked and in pain, gives him. She then puts the dildo away and goes back to her dream where this time, she dreams of her husband David except he seems extra small in her dream