Hello Ilona

I have just read your letter that you sent to me through the private email address, and I am saddened that you do not feel you can communicate much there, as when you send me a letter, I can translate your letter at my end, just by clicking a couple of buttons. I was hoping to reduce my time on the site due namely to the costs, and, also as it means I can avoid being bombarded by other contacts to gain my attention. You mentioned you could not understand my letters on the private email, so I will send you a copy here of what I wrote to you.

I used the private email address, as I wanted this message to be private however, I now know you are reliant on having to use the interpreter support here, that is fine, and here is my letter again:

Hello Ilona

Thank you for your letter. I know that I have not been around for a few days, this is mainly due to work pressures, which lately have left me feeling more tired than usual, I think I will need to consider a career change, which will no doubt be my last change. You are correct in your comments that I do not always read all the letters you have sent to me on the site, as although I know you write them sincerely and from the heart, reading so many letters on the site is so expensive. I do not want you to think that I am a scrooge when it comes to money, I just believe the site charges too much for a person to read each letter that is sent. If the site did not charge so much, I would read every one of the letters you write, this is why I decided to ask for your personal contact details so that I could write to you where it is more personal, and also very private, as I would love to be very intimate with you here, and where we can exchange our personal thoughts, and even more so, our very sexy fantasies.

I liked your story regarding your first love that you met at the Summer Camp in your younger years, you are correct that our first love always does leave an impression. My first love happened when I was 17 years old, her name was Natalie, and she was 16 years old. In those days, I was not very confident with women, I was too scared/shy to approach them and just talk to them. I always remember there was another boy who liked her however, she did not feel the same about him, she thought he was just too cocky, and believed he was God's gift, she refused to date him even though he had asked her a few times. Although I really liked Natalie, I just did not have the confidence to approach her, and even after her best friend had approached me, and told me that Natalie would accept a date if I asked her, I was still completely nervous to approach and ask her for a date. I did eventually get the courage to ask her, and she accepted, just as her friend had told me she would.

Your comments made me have a nostalgic memory of my youth and my first love, as I had a relationship that lasted about 8 months, and she also took my virginity, I remember being so nervous when we went beyond kissing for the first time, as she took my hand and pushed it into and down the front of her panties, and for the first time in my life, I felt a woman's wetness. I have no shame in admitting that, at that point of my life, I was so nervous, and not sure of what to do in such an erotic experience however, I managed to see the situation through.

At this moment in time, my life is dominated by work. However, I wish it was not this way, however, the only positive I can see is that, at least I can pay my bills and not have to worry. In terms of Trinity Day, I have never heard of this, and unfortunately, in the UK, we do not seem to celebrate certain days as we should. For example, Saint George is a patron saint of England yet, we do not celebrate him, compared to other parts of the UK that celebrate their Saints; for Example, Scotland celebrates Andrew, Wales celebrates David, and Northern Ireland celebrates Patrick. The one celebration that is always recognised is Remembrance Day, which is on 11th November; it is to remember the people who died defending the country; the celebration is always marked on the 11th month, 11th day, of the 11th hour, and is further marked by a 1 minute silent, followed by the playing of a bugle regarding the "Last Post".

I will tell you more of our traditions over time, and like you, I also look forward to meeting you in the not too distant future. For the record, my long term aim is to have a wife, as I will admit that, I really loved the feeling of being married, it has proved to be the happiest period of my life, until cancer took her away from me. My plan is for us to live together for a while, and if we do get along with each other, I would have no problems making plans to take our relationship to the next level. The only thing that may disappoint you is that, I do not want to have a huge wedding, if this is going to be a problem for you, then I would ask you to admit this, as in my opinion, it is not the size of a wedding that matter, but the sincerity that is involved with it. We have exchanged many sexy stories on the site, and what I want is a woman who will bring to life the comments she has made, and a woman who is broadminded to want different situations in her life. I want us to be very happy together, I want us to have a very active and explicit sex life, which will sometimes involve inviting a third person into our sexual behaviour. I want a relationship where I can just take you without warning, and for you to do the same to me when you are in the mood. I want to be in the position where I can finally close my profile on this site, as a result of finding the woman I want to be with. This is my ultimate fantasy.

Kiss
Steve