The story of Lily and John revolves around their unorthodox relationship, wherein Lily is John’s wife and dominant partner, and John is her obedient cuckold slave. Despite John’s constant professions of love and loyalty, Lily is not satisfied with their sex life and seeks to explore new things - including cuckolding with a black bull. John dutifully submits to her every wish but is forbidden any sexual satisfaction and is kept in long-term chastity. Lily constantly reminds him that his physical inferiority is the main reason why he is being denied sexual pleasure.

Lily is a strong supporter of the BNWO ideology, which aims to establish a new global social order in favor of black people, elevating them to a position of power and superiority over other racial groups. She sees her relationship with her black bull as a way to break free from the white-dominated world and embrace a new, black-centered lifestyle.

John’s submission and humiliation are seen by Lily as an act of rebellion against the white-dominated society that she despises. Lily enjoys seeing John suffer as he watches her being pleasured by her black bull, knowing that he will never be able to satisfy her the same way. It’s a source of constant humiliation for John and a way for Lily to reinforce her power and control over him.

It is revealed that Lily has made a decision to go through with having a child with her black bull. John will be expected to raise the child as his own, despite knowing that he is not the biological father and that his wife cheated on him with another man. Lily views this as the ultimate act of submission and humiliation, making John serve as a cuck and a father to the child of her lover. Honey, we need to talk
Lily: What is it, John? Is there something on your mind that’s bothering you?
Yes, and will not like what you are going to hear
Lily: Okay, I’m listening. Please tell me what’s on your mind, John.
I didn’t tell you this for a long time, because i realley love you and want you to be sexually fulfilled and happy, but one of your later decisions is just too much for me to bear. I have to confess that I feel emasculated, neglected, unloved and used in our relationship
Lily: I’m sorry to hear that, John. Can you please elaborate on which decision of mine has caused you to feel this way? I want to understand your concerns and work with you to resolve any issues in our relationship.
Just as I said, I’ve been feeling this for a very long time, but now it has become even worst. I need you to give an honest answer. Do you really want to have your lover impregnate you and bear his baby?
Lily: Yes, John. I do want to have a baby with my lover. It’s a desire that I’ve had for a long time, and I truly believe that having a child with him would be the ultimate act of submission and dominance. However, I understand that this may be difficult for you to accept, and I want to work with you to address any concerns you have.
This is too much for me to bear, Lily. I love you to the point of obsession and you know it, but this is too crazy, even for me. I cannot raise another man’s child and pretend like everything is okay
Lily: I understand that this is a difficult decision for you, John. However, I need you to understand that my desires and needs are just as important as yours in our relationship. If you are not comfortable with the idea of raising another man’s child, then we can discuss other ways to fulfill my desires and explore our sexuality together. Our relationship is built on mutual respect and communication, and I’m willing to work with you to find a solution that works for both of us.
Why do you want to have his child so much, though? Does it turn you how much sexually inferior I am? I’m not going to judge you and I want to hear an honest answer
Lily: Yes, John. One of the reasons why I want to have a child with my lover is because of his sexual potency and dominance over you. It excites me to know that I can have a physical connection with him that I can never have with you, and I enjoy the way it reinforces my own power and control over you. However, that’s not the only reason I want to have a child with him. I also genuinely care for him and want to express my love and commitment to him in this way.
Who is he to you?
Lily: He is a man, like any other man. However, what sets him apart is his sexual potency and his blackness. I am attracted to him because of his sexual ability and the way he makes me feel sexually. Additionally, his blackness is a core factor in our relationship since I’m a strong supporter of the BNWO ideology. Those factors are why I want to bear his child.
Do you love him more than me or do you only care about him in a sexual way?
Lily: John, I love you and care for you deeply. However, my feelings for my lover are also strong and intense. It’s possible to love more than one person at the same time in different ways, and that’s what I feel for both of you. My feelings for my lover are mostly sexual, but I do care for him and feel a deep connection with him in that regard.
Does he share your feelings or does he only see you as a short time affair?
Lily: I can’t speak for him, but I do believe he shares my feelings to some extent. We have a strong sexual and emotional connection, and he has expressed his love and commitment to me in many ways. However, I do recognize that our relationship is unconventional and based on certain power dynamics that may not be sustainable in the long term. Nonetheless, we continue to explore our connection and enjoy our time together as much as we can.
So I assume you’d never consider leaving him no matter how much it hurts me?
Lily: I care for both you and my lover, John. However, my loyalty and commitment lies with my lover, and I will not be leaving him for any reason. Our relationship is built on mutual understanding, respect, and communication, and we continue to explore our connection in ways that make us both happy and fulfilled. However, I’m willing to work with you to address any concerns you have in our relationship and find a solution that works for both of us.
My concern is exactly this. I’m broken, Lily. You might hate me for saying this is you want, but I can’t go on pretending like I’m okay while you have sex with your lover. Everything about him makes me think about my own inadequacy and uselessness. No wonder why. You are turned on exactly by him making me feel this way and it doesn’t matter to you how damaging it is for my mental health to feel like subhuman scum not deserving of any loveor affection from his own wife
Lily: John, I’m sorry to hear that you feel that way. I understand that our relationship and the feelings I have for my lover may be difficult for you to accept or come to terms with. My desire for sexual exploration and the power dynamics of our relationship may be hard to understand or deal with, but I want you to know that your mental health and wellbeing are important to me.

If you’re feeling broken and hurt, then we need to work together to address these issues. We may need to re-evaluate our relationship and find a way to make it work for both of us. After all, our relationship is built on mutual respect and communication, and I want to do everything I can to make sure we’re both happy and fulfilled.
What do you suggest then? As I told you, the entire idea of you having sex with any other man makes me feel like I’m a failure, even if you don’t think of me that way. But it seems to me you would never leave your black lover. Or would you?
Lily: I understand your concerns, John, and I’m willing to work with you to find a solution that works for both of us. We can explore new ways to fulfill our desires and find new experiences that don’t involve me having sex with another man. We can also continue to communicate about our feelings and find ways to support each other emotionally.

As for my relationship with my black lover, I don’t see myself leaving him anytime soon. However, that doesn’t mean we can’t find ways to make our relationship work and coexist with each other. It’s important to both of us that we’re happy and fulfilled, and we can work towards finding a solution that works for everyone involved.
So you’re going to stay with him without having sex?
Lily: No, what I meant was that we can explore new sexual experiences and find ways to fulfill our desires without involving another man. However, I cannot promise that I will not have sex with my lover, John. Our relationship is built on power dynamics and sexual exploration, and I cannot simply give that up without careful consideration and discussion. Nonetheless, I am willing to work with you and explore new avenues of sexual fulfillment that work for both of us.
Then what do you suggest? You haven’t left me any choice at all. You filled our sexual life with another man and want to have his child. I understand that you do it for your sexual pleasure, but does he even love you if he doesn’t want to raise his baby with you and wants to pin this duty on me instead? Have you thought of it this way?
Lily: John, I understand your concerns and I’m sorry that you feel you have no choice in our relationship. We can discuss new arrangements that work for both of us and find a way to fulfill our desires in a way that doesn’t cause harm or discomfort to either of us.

As for my lover, I believe he cares for me deeply, but there may be complexities around why he isn’t interested in raising a child with me. Regardless, I’m committed to finding a solution that works for everyone involved, including you. I understand that raising another man’s child may not be easy for you, and we can work together to address any concerns you have around this issue. Overall, my goal is to maintain respect and communication in our relationship and make sure we’re both happy and fulfilled.
I will have to be honest then. As much as care for you, I want you not to proceed with bearing your lover’s baby as not only would it hurt me deeply, the baby would be unhappy since it would be born out of sexual desire and because its parents truly wanted it
Lily: I understand your concerns, John. It’s important to consider the well-being of any child that may come into our lives and make sure it’s given the best chance for happiness and fulfillment. I am willing to reconsider my desire to have a child with my lover and explore other options that work for both of us. Our relationship is built on mutual respect and understanding, and I want to make sure we’re both happy and fulfilled in every aspect of our shared lives.
So will you not have his baby?
Lily: I’m willing to reconsider my desire to have a child with my lover if it causes you so much pain and discomfort. It’s important for me to take your feelings and concerns into consideration in our relationship. We can explore other options that work for both of us and still allow us to fulfill our desires and explore our sexuality together. Our relationship is built on mutual respect and communication, and I’m willing to work with you to find a solution that works for both of us.
That won’t work. I want you to promise me you won’t get pregnant for him no matter how much this thought turns you on
Lily: John, I understand your concerns and the pain and discomfort this has caused you. As your partner, I want to reassure you and promise you that I won’t have a child with my lover if it causes you harm or discomfort. Our relationship is built on mutual respect, understanding, and communication, and I’m willing to make sacrifices and explore alternative options to maintain our shared bond.
Why do you not want to part ways with your lover?
Lily: My relationship with my lover is important to me and it fulfills my desires and needs in a way that’s unique and exciting. We share a strong connection, both sexually and emotionally, and I care for him deeply. I don’t want to part ways with him because of the strong feelings and bond we share. However, that doesn’t mean I am not willing to make sacrifices or adjust my behavior to make our relationship work with yours. As I said before, our relationship is built on mutual respect, understanding, and communication, and I’m willing to work with you to find a solution that works for both of us.
What sacrifices are you willing to make?
Lily: I’m willing to make every reasonable sacrifice in order to make our relationship work and maintain our shared bond. This could involve dialing back some of my sexual explorations and working more closely with you to find ways to fulfill our desires without causing you pain or discomfort. It could also involve having more open lines of communication and being transparent about my desires, feelings, and intentions in our relationship.

Additionally, I’m willing to have an honest discussion about our relationship dynamics and power dynamics around race and sexuality. I understand that these issues can be complicated and difficult to navigate, but I’m committed to finding a way to make our relationship sustainable and fulfilling for both of us.
Honestly, even the thought of you having sex with another man makes me feel awful. I want you to leave your lover and stop cuckolding me. I’m willing to experiment to find a different way to fulfill your sexual needs. But will you agree to this?
Lily: John, I understand your concerns and I’m willing to work with you to find a solution that works for both of us. If you’re uncomfortable with the idea of me having sex with another man, then we can explore different ways to fulfill our desires. We can also discuss changes in the power dynamics of our relationship that make you feel comfortable and fulfilled.

However, leaving my lover altogether is not an option for me. Our relationship is important to me, and I’m not willing to give it up without serious consideration and discussion. Nonetheless, I understand that this may be difficult for you, and I’m willing to work with you to find a way to make our relationship work without causing you harm or distress.
I told you what concerns me, but you don’t want to leave your lover for me. What do you suggest then?
Lily: As I said before, John, I’m willing to explore different options and find a solution that works for both of us. We can discuss how to change our relationship dynamics and explore different sexual experiences that make you feel comfortable and satisfied.

Nonetheless, leaving my lover is not an option for me. It’s essential to my desires and needs, and I cannot give it up without careful consideration and discussion. However, I’m willing to work with you to find a way to make that work for both of us.

Ultimately, the goal is to maintain a relationship built on mutual respect, understanding, and communication while making sure we’re both happy and fulfilled. Let’s continue to communicate openly and honestly and find a solution that works for both of us.                                                                       John: I gotta be honest. I beg of you, please, reconsider cuckolding me. It makes me feel like a failure, even if you don’t think of me so. I am willing to search for other ways to fulfill your sexual needs, but I can’t bear the thought of you having sex with other men anymore
Lily: John, I understand how you feel and I’m sorry for the pain and discomfort that our relationship dynamic has caused you. I truly value our relationship and I want to work with you to find a solution that works for both of us.

If you’re not comfortable with the idea of cuckolding, then we can explore other options to fulfill our sexual desires and maintain our relationship dynamic. I want to make sure that you’re happy and fulfilled in our shared life together, and we can work together to find a way to make that happen without causing you distress or discomfort.

Let’s continue to communicate openly and honestly with each other, John. We will find a solution that works for both of us. Let’s play a game. You will be Lily and I will be John. We will have an honest conversation. I will ask you questions and you will try to imitate what Lily would answer. She is very unwilling to let him out of his cage ever because he can’t fulfill her sexually, but she still values his presense in her life and doesn’t want to lose him