I 17 year old
In march or april I have lil problem w heart like heartbeat but this was small?, possibly thr was heart attack but small but most likely not was
Thn in april whn I w toxic family going to place tht I scared or etc but was relate to terrible or etc, this was so terrible, nd whn going thr was so terrible, I feel so terrible, I have heart attack, evn toxic family lil do to help me or etc, thn I have problems w heart like heart beat but bigger, sometimes I could not breathe or had trouble breathing, alos thr was I like dying tht is not real but look like thn I can survive or etc but this is like related to breathing, I twitching, possibly thr was something worse but was 1-few times like lose felling hand or etc, I possibly scared death or etc, but possibly this (sense bout death) was smaller but idk, this problems was related to whn I in Russia nd nightmare tht I imagine in past, also several or many times related to physical problems, also was related to pill tht had side effects or etc, whn I stopped drink pill tht cause side effect or etc, I possibly feel better or etc, thn (before I stopped drink pill tht cause side effect or etc) everything getting worse, nd I possibly feel worse, april-early may or etc was so terrible or etc, this is was like this is fully sureally terrible things, this is was so terrible but thn in may? I feel better, I realized more bout tht I can leave Russia, etc, but thn I realized all terrible things bout Russia in future but this was last or etc nd thn I never will experience or etc, actually this was better thn I thoung but still terrible but I already can survive, this is not shocking (btw not related to me), etc, but not matter wht, I still have heart problem or like wht left from april-early may, I have heart beat, trouble breathing, I twitching but this is smaller, better, also april-early may change a lot, like change opinion on sense bout death in 2022, beign more soft, private?, etc, but also something or offten I wnt to lie down or sleep cuz I affraid tht I feel bad w my heart, like I can't do physical exercise or this will make my heart worse, to feel more better whn I starting feel bad or etc, I start to care of all or etc, mostly this is positive like care physical problems or more, etc but I also care whn thr something terrible I feel terrible or etc, possibly evn if this is not tht or something like this is mostly negative or etc, possibly I affraid death (possibly less but I still think like main thing or etc) I mean I affraid I can die cuz heart problem or etc