after here
Emily: accidentally clicking on a page in the forum “Oh my god, what did I just click on? ‘Members Only’ page? Amateur videos of the day? I shouldn’t be looking at this. Wait, is that…is that a black man on the screen? And a white woman? Oh, no way. No way. This can’t be happening.”
“The video is titled ‘First Time Going Black’? What does that even mean? Is Adam into this too? How could he just throw our relationship away like this? How could he even consider sharing me with another man? And a black man no less.”
Emily’s hands shook as she continued to watch the video, unable to look away. The woman in the video moaned loudly as the man thrust into her, his skin contrasting against hers.
Emily found herself talking less and less, her eyes glued to the screen. She bit her lips, trying to hold back any sounds of disgust or disbelief from escaping her.
But it was difficult. The more she watched, the more sickened she felt. She couldn’t believe that Adam could be into something like this, something so disrespectful and degrading to her as a woman.
Emily: “No, no, no. I can’t believe this. Adam can’t actually want this, can he? Does he not care about me at all? How could he even think about sharing me with another man, let alone a black man? This is insane.”
She tried to shut off the video, but her curiosity got the best of her. She needed to see it all, to understand the depths of Adam’s desires.
Emily: “I can’t believe this is what excites him. To watch me with another man, especially a black man. No way. That’s not happening. I need to talk to him right now. This is all too much.”


write how Emily watches a second video titled "How to Transform Your Girlfriend into a BBC Slut" - write how Emily reads 8-step instruction with explanations as she reads off the screen. they are persuading girlfriend, watching together intro to IR video, getting her agreement, playing with BBC dildo, watching her kiss a black man, first experience, and first 'bareback' experience 
write in Emily: dialogue format.