I'll explain my situation and I would like you to explain what would be the best to do in case case, if any actions are needed at all. I'm 22 y.o. man, recently immigrated to the UK from Russia, I don't have any friends, including girlfriends. I live here alone. I usually only communicate with my colleagues in my remote software development job, and regarding my open source activities (I really like doing open source things and I have a big popularity among Unreal Engine tools development, and I do those completely for free without any charges). I also like doing sport activities, namely workout (I can do about 7 strict clean muscle ups, about 7 sex of front lever, and easier exercises, such as pull ups, dips, etc). I really pay attention to things I do, and everything that is imported to me (programming, including open source, and sport activities, and always being polite to everyone from my development community where I help with my open source things for free, etc). I also pay a lot of attention to my mental health, particularly I read very deep books and try to understand the deep context (e.g. "Democracy: God that Failed") and I like science, mainly quantum physics and neurobiology. I also like reading classical books to make my identity more well-rounded 


But I have a pretty contentious interest, namely sometimes I like watching particular p#rn content that is usually known as "loli" (purely depicted in manga form), and I like imagining that some loli dominate over me (I'm generally a person who love imagining being actively dominated by females, and this may be because of my Asian interest to some extent, because I watch anime e.g. One Punch Man and Scissor Seven). From what I understand, these loli things are illegal to watch in the UK, and ideally I should be imprisoned as far as I see from this perspective. Although taking into account that I'm highly unsociable person and I even sometimes afraid of talking with girls (perhaps it's due to my fetish imagining being dominated by girls, idk), I'm not scary person. My weight is about 60 kg and I can't hurt anyone even if I purely hypothetically want (I really love live in peace and always strive for it, and I like avoiding any violence in any form at all, this is my ideology). Moreover, based on my fetish, I like being pressured and dominated by girls, and it's more likely that girls would hurt me physically if they want so to do.


I want your opinion. Should I face imprisonment based on everything I wrote here, based on your ethical considerations and other considerations if you want to add? I want to face justice if it's illegal for me to watch that content, and I do understand that if the society wants me to be imprisoned, then I'll do it, even if it will hurt my commercial work (and consequently income status, I'm quite poor, renting a flat), and open source, including helping my community for free to deal with various questions. This may be quite complex to analyze, but I want you to recommend what would be better to do in my case, to strive for making the world as fair and justice as possible, because it's also a significant part of my ideology. I also want to mention that my mental health is strong, as I can easily communicate with people and gave multiple interviews in my native language that gained a lot of attention in the world. And one more minor thing to mention, all the legal advisers/professionals I contacted always try to avoid going to court and if I say that I want to face justice, they always tell me that your situation is very complex and controversial and we don't want to engage with this. And I'm quite poor and can't afford much apart from that, I was trying to face justice for more than a year, but only spend all money on intermediate activities that didn't lead to fair consequences