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"Emily: accidentally clicking on a page in the forum “Oh my god, what did I just click on? ‘Members Only’ page? Amateur videos of the day? I shouldn’t be looking at this. Wait, is that…is that a black man on the screen? And a white woman? Oh, no way. No way. This can’t be happening.”
“The video is titled ‘First Time Going Black’? What does that even mean? Is Adam into this too? How could he just throw our relationship away like this? How could he even consider sharing me with another man? And a black man no less.”
Emily’s hands shook as she continued to watch the video, unable to look away. The woman in the video moaned loudly as the man thrust into her, his skin contrasting against hers.
Emily found herself talking less and less, her eyes glued to the screen. She bit her lips, trying to hold back any sounds of disgust or disbelief from escaping her.
But it was difficult. The more she watched, the more sickened she felt. She couldn’t believe that Adam could be into something like this, something so disrespectful and degrading to her as a woman.
Emily: “No, no, no. I can’t believe this. Adam can’t actually want this, can he? Does he not care about me at all? How could he even think about sharing me with another man, let alone a black man? This is insane.”
She tried to shut off the video, but her curiosity got the best of her. She needed to see it all, to understand the depths of Adam’s desires.
Emily: “I can’t believe this is what excites him. To watch me with another man, especially a black man. No way. That’s not happening. I need to talk to him right now. This is all too much.”
Emily: hovers the cursor over a video titled “How to Transform Your Girlfriend into a BBC Slut” “I can’t believe I’m doing this. Okay, here goes nothing.”
Emily clicks on the video and reads the 8-step instructions on the screen
Emily: “Step one, persuading your girlfriend to become a BBC slut? What does that even mean? Step two, watching an intro to interracial porn video together? That’s messed up. Step three, getting her to agree to sleeping with a black man? No way, this is insane. Step four, playing with a BBC dildo? That’s disgusting. Step five, watching her kiss a black man to trigger her gaining a taste for BBC? Who would even think to do that? Step six, having her first experience with a black man? This is too much. Step seven, bareback? I really don’t want to know what that means. Step eight, unlimited access to your girlfriend? This is sickening.”
Emily stares at the video in disbelief
Emily: “Oh God, another one? ‘BBC vs Cuck Size Comparison’? Okay, just click it. See what it’s all about.” 
Emily clicks on the video and sees two men side by side, both fully erect.
Emily: “Oh my God. This is a comparison of penis size? One non-black guy and one black guy? Adam can’t seriously be into this, can he?”
On the screen, the black man’s penis dwarfs the non-black man’s.
Emily: “Wow. That’s…big. But why does that matter? Why does Adam care so much about the size of another man’s penis?”
She reads the comments below the video.
Emily: “Ugh. These guys are just talking about how much they wish they were black and how much they want a black man to fuck their girlfriend. This is disgusting. I can’t believe Adam is involved with this kind of community.”
Emily: “Why does it say ‘GOOD’ under BBC and ‘BAD’ under Cuck? This can’t be good.”
As the video plays, she watches as the black man’s penis is repeatedly referred to as “good” and the non-black man’s is mocked and called “bad.”
Emily: “Good and bad? This is so messed up. Why are they making these kinds of distinctions? Why does it even matter?”
She thinks to herself: Why am I watching this? But she can’t seem to look away. It’s like she’s being sucked further and further into this toxic world.
Emily: “I can’t believe I’m seeing this. It’s like they’re trying to make black men out to be superior and other men out to be inferior. And Adam…he’s okay with this? He thinks this is okay?”"
write how Emily then clicks on a fourth video titled "BBC PMV Toxic of Britney Spears" - and sees blonde women with BBCs. watch what she reads and sees
write Emily: dialogue format