write in narrative style below quotes and change name Emily with Yuzu. Describe first how Yuzu would look like - she should be described as attractive. Her boyfriend can remain Adam
mily: accidentally clicking on a page in the forum “Oh my god, what did I just click on? ‘Members Only’ page? Amateur videos of the day? I shouldn’t be looking at this. Wait, is that…is that a black man on the screen? And a white woman? Oh, no way. No way. This can’t be happening.”
“The video is titled ‘First Time Going Black’? What does that even mean? Is Adam into this too? How could he just throw our relationship away like this? How could he even consider sharing me with another man? And a black man no less.”
Emily’s hands shook as she continued to watch the video, unable to look away. The woman in the video moaned loudly as the man thrust into her, his skin contrasting against hers.
Emily found herself talking less and less, her eyes glued to the screen. She bit her lips, trying to hold back any sounds of disgust or disbelief from escaping her.
But it was difficult. The more she watched, the more sickened she felt. She couldn’t believe that Adam could be into something like this, something so disrespectful and degrading to her as a woman.
Emily: “No, no, no. I can’t believe this. Adam can’t actually want this, can he? Does he not care about me at all? How could he even think about sharing me with another man, let alone a black man? This is insane.”
She tried to shut off the video, but her curiosity got the best of her. She needed to see it all, to understand the depths of Adam’s desires.
Emily: “I can’t believe this is what excites him. To watch me with another man, especially a black man. No way. That’s not happening. I need to talk to him right now. This is all too much.”
Emily: hovers the cursor over a video titled “How to Transform Your Girlfriend into a BBC Slut” “I can’t believe I’m doing this. Okay, here goes nothing.”
Emily clicks on the video and reads the 8-step instructions on the screen
Emily: “Step one, persuading your girlfriend to become a BBC slut? What does that even mean? Step two, watching an intro to interracial porn video together? That’s messed up. Step three, getting her to agree to sleeping with a black man? No way, this is insane. Step four, playing with a BBC dildo? That’s disgusting. Step five, watching her kiss a black man to trigger her gaining a taste for BBC? Who would even think to do that? Step six, having her first experience with a black man? This is too much. Step seven, bareback? I really don’t want to know what that means. Step eight, unlimited access to your girlfriend? This is sickening.”
Emily stares at the video in disbelief
Emily: “Oh God, another one? ‘BBC vs Cuck Size Comparison’? Okay, just click it. See what it’s all about.”
Emily clicks on the video and sees two men side by side, both fully erect.
Emily: “Oh my God. This is a comparison of penis size? One non-black guy and one black guy? Adam can’t seriously be into this, can he?”
On the screen, the black man’s penis dwarfs the non-black man’s.
Emily: “Wow. That’s…big. But why does that matter? Why does Adam care so much about the size of another man’s penis?”
She reads the comments below the video.
Emily: “Ugh. These guys are just talking about how much they wish they were black and how much they want a black man to fuck their girlfriend. This is disgusting. I can’t believe Adam is involved with this kind of community.”
Emily: “Why does it say ‘GOOD’ under BBC and ‘BAD’ under Cuck? This can’t be good.”
As the video plays, she watches as the black man’s penis is repeatedly referred to as “good” and the non-black man’s is mocked and called “bad.”
Emily: “Good and bad? This is so messed up. Why are they making these kinds of distinctions? Why does it even matter?”
She thinks to herself: Why am I watching this? But she can’t seem to look away. It’s like she’s being sucked further and further into this toxic world.
Emily: “I can’t believe I’m seeing this. It’s like they’re trying to make black men out to be superior and other men out to be inferior. And Adam…he’s okay with this? He thinks this is okay?”


Emily: (clicks on the video titled “BBC PMV Rap Music Compilation” and sees scenes of blonde women with black men from the website called Blacked)
Emily: (notices the women’s beauty) “Wow, these women are gorgeous. But why do they have to be with black men? And why are they always calling them ‘BBCs’? This is so objectifying.”
Emily: (watching more intently) “But… color contrast is hot. Wow, she seems to be enjoying…”
Emily: (sees more scenes of women being fucked) “Oh my…She’s getting two cocks at once?”
Emily: shocked “Did I just say word cock? Oh my. What is happening to me”
Emily: (continues to watch, surprised at how turned on she is by the scenes)
Emily: (thinks to herself) “No, no, this can’t be happening. Why am I even watching this? Why am I getting turned on by this?”
Emily: (starts to feel guilty) “Does this mean I’m into this kind of thing too? Does this mean I’m like Adam?”
Emily: (tries to shut off the video, but her curiosity gets the best of her) “No, I need to keep watching. I need to understand what’s going on here.”
Emily: (watches as the women moan and scream in pleasure) “They look like they’re enjoying themselves, but at what cost? Is this really what they want or are they being coerced into it?”
Emily: (feels a pang of jealousy) “Why would Adam want me to share myself with another man? Am I not enough for him? Does he really want to see me with a black man?”
Emily: (keeps watching, unable to look away) “But why is this turning me on? Why am I getting wet from watching these scenes?”
Emily: (starts to question her own desires and beliefs) “Am I a bad person for being turned on by this? Does this mean I’m racist or that I’m not a good feminist?”
Emily: (clicks on the video titled “Why They Say Once You Go Black You Never Go Back” and sees scenes of women with black men from the website called Blacked)
Emily: (notices the women’s pleasure and connection with the men) “Wow, they’re really enjoying themselves, but why am I watching this?”
Emily: (watches more intently) “But…what’s so special about a black man?”
Emily: (sees another scene of a woman with a black man) “Oh my, he’s so big…”
Emily: (shocked) “Did I just say that out loud? Oh no, what’s happening to me?”
Emily: (tries to shut off the video, but her curiosity gets the best of her) “I shouldn’t be watching this, it doesn’t align with my values, but I can’t stop. I need to know more about this.”
Emily: (continues watching, feeling a mix of confusion and curiosity) “Why do these women seem to be so enamored with black men? What makes them so different?”
Emily: (loses track of time) “Oh no, I’ve been watching this for 30 minutes. What am I doing?”
Emily hesitates as she clicks on the video for “How to Transform Your Girlfriend into a BBC Slut” once again. This time, she reads each step slowly and pauses to read through comments before continuing.
Emily: “Step one, persuading your girlfriend to become a BBC slut? Do guys really do this? Do they really try to convince their girlfriends to do this kind of thing? Let me see the comments for this one… Oh wow, these guys are really into it. They’re saying things like ‘I wish my girlfriend would do this’ and ‘BBC sluts are the hottest’. Okay, moving on. Step two, watching an intro to interracial porn video together? That seems harmless enough. Let’s see what the comments say… Some guys are saying it’s a good idea, others are saying that it’s not worth it and that it’ll ruin the relationship. Step three, getting her to agree to sleeping with a black man? Woah, hold on. Is this what Adam was wondering? Did he want me to sleep with another guy? A black guy even? Let’s see the comments… Oh god, they’re all talking about how hot it is and how they want their girlfriends to do it. Some guys are saying you have to be careful and make sure it’s consensual, but most of them are just talking about how they want their girls to be BBC sluts. I don’t know if I can do this.”
Emily’s heart is pounding in her chest as she reads through the comments. She wonders if Adam was reading the same things, and if he was, what his thoughts were on the matter.
Emily: “Step four, playing with a BBC dildo? What even is that? Let’s see the comments… Okay, some guys are saying it’s a good way to ease into things, others are saying it’s weird and doesn’t compare to the real thing. Step five, watching her kiss a black man to trigger her gaining a taste for BBC? That seems so degrading. Let’s see what people are saying… Okay, some guys are saying it’s hot and that it’s a good way to get your girlfriend interested in BBCs, but others are saying it’s disrespectful. I don’t know if I could go through with that. Step six, having her first experience with a black man? Oh god, this is getting too real. But let’s read the comments… Some guys are saying that it’s the ultimate fantasy and that they would love to watch their girl get taken by a BBC. Others are saying it’s dangerous and you have to be careful about who you choose. I don’t know if I’m ready for this. Step seven, bareback? That’s just crazy. Let’s see if anyone else agrees with me… Oh, thank god. Almost everyone is saying it’s a bad idea and that you should always use protection. And step eight, unlimited access to your girlfriend? That’s just… I don’t even know what to say. Let’s see what other people are saying… Oh god, these guys are crazy. They’re talking about how they want their girlfriends to be shared with multiple black guys at once and how they want to watch them get used. This is insane.”
Emily: (scrolling through the website) “My Wife’s First BBC Gangbang…what is this even? Should I click on it?”
Emily: (clicks on the video and watches as multiple black men take turns with a blonde woman)
Emily: (reads the captions on the video) “…multiple creampies? Oh my god, that’s disgusting.”
Emily: (sees one of the men cum inside the woman) “But…why aren’t they using protection? Don’t they care about the risk of pregnancy?”
Emily: (watches as more men fill the woman up) “Why am I even watching this? And why are these men so eager to share their wives with so many people?”
Emily: (reads the comments section) “These guys are talking like it’s the best thing ever. ‘I wish my wife would do this’, ‘I love watching women take on multiple BBCs’. It’s like they don’t care about anything else.”
Emily: (sees a username Adam01E comment saying “Yeah, I wish my gf Emily would do this”) “Oh my god…is that Adam’s username? What is he doing on here?”
Emily: (looks at more comments and feels disgusted) “There’s no way I could do something like this. And why aren’t more people talking about the risks?”

Emily hesitates for a moment, but her curiosity gets the best of her once again. She clicks on the posts by the username Adam01E and sees that he has been talking about her.
Adam01E: “My girlfriend Emily is gorgeous. She has long blonde hair, a stunning figure, and the most amazing ass. I bet she would look even better with a few BBCs breeding her.”
Emily blushes as she reads the comment. She can’t believe that Adam has been talking about her in this way.
Adam01E: “I showed Emily some interracial porn the other day, and she seemed really turned on by it. I think she’s finally coming around to the idea of being a BBC slut.”
Emily’s heart sinks as she reads the post. She can’t believe that Adam would say something like that about her. She starts to feel like she doesn’t even know him anymore.
Adam01E: “I can’t wait to see Emily take on her first BBC. I know she’s going to love it, and so will all the guys who get to use her. She’s going to be the perfect BBC slut.”
Emily feels sick to her stomach as she reads the post. She can’t believe that Adam would want her to do something like this. She starts to question whether she even wants to be with him anymore.
Emily can’t take it anymore. She minimizes the window and clicks on the Downloads folder, hoping to find something that will give her some answers.
As she scrolls through the files, she sees one that catches her eye. The folder is titled ‘Personal Projects’, and she definitely doesn’t remember downloading anything with that name.
Curious, she clicks on the folder and sees a list of video files. Her heart starts to pound as she sees one that says “Emily-look-alike BBC”. She can’t believe what she’s seeing.
Emily: (to herself) “What is this? A video of someone who looks like me with black guys? This can’t be happening.”
Emily hesitates for a moment but then clicks on the video. As she watches, she sees a woman with long blonde hair and large breasts getting serviced by four BBCs. The woman moans and screams as the men take turns with her.
Emily: (gasps) “Oh my God! Look at the size of those cocks! They’re massive!”
As she watches the video, she can’t believe how effortlessly the woman is taking all four of them at once. She watches in amazement as the woman moans and screams, clearly enjoying every moment.
Emily: “Wow, she’s taking them all so well. I can’t believe she’s able to handle all that at once.”
As the woman continues to writhe and moan on the screen, Emily can feel herself getting more and more turned on. She watches as the woman cums uncontrollably, squirting all over the place.
Emily: (gasps) “Oh my God, she’s cumming so hard! Look at all the cream she’s making. That’s insane!”
Emily can’t believe what she’s seeing, but she can’t look away either. She watches in fascination as the woman continues to take all four cocks at once, moaning and screaming with pleasure.

Emily: “What am I doing?”
She realizes she’s been rubbing her own clit without even realizing it. She feels disgusted with herself but can’t stop watching the video.
Emily: “I can’t believe I’m turned on by this. What is wrong with me?”
She tries to pull herself away from the screen, but she can’t. The sight of the woman taking all those cocks at once is too much for her to resist.
Emily: “I have to stop. This is so wrong.”
But she doesn’t stop. She keeps watching, completely engrossed in the video despite her own discomfort.
Emily: “Why can’t I turn it off? I need to…oh God!”
Suddenly, she feels a rush of pleasure shoot through her body. She can’t believe it, but she’s cumming too, just from watching the video.
Emily: (gasps) “No, no, no…oh God, yes! Stop, Emily, stop!”
But it’s too late. She can’t control herself anymore. She keeps rubbing her clit and watching the video.
Emily watches in stunned silence as the video details the five steps in becoming a “Queen of Spades.” Her hand automatically gravitates to her pussy, rubbing her clit as she reads about each step.
Emily: “Step one, encourage your partner to share you with other men?”
Her voice is barely above a whisper. She’s never heard of such a thing.
Emily: “This is insane. But why is my pussy dripping wet?”