An Introduction 
I am A.R. LaBaere. 
I am an author of Cosmicism and of literary fiction. I am quite proud of my introversion, intuition, thinking, and judging, as well as of my intellectual pursuits. 
While I rarely interact with groups or conglomerates, I find myself in need of like-minded companionship. I rarely participate in political climates or workshops, as I prefer an intense cathexis to multiple interactions. 
I have disdained the majority of typical expectations in favor of my own directive. I am childfree. While I classify myself as being an atheist, my acceptance of a creator’s existence would be based within scientific merit. I would not worship any such being, nor do I enthrall myself to any other powers. I am my highest commander, although I do not seek political offices. I seek to cultivate an improved stoicism above the challenges of imprisonment, ostracism, and fatigue. While I have surrendered the majority of my moral constructs, I retain a strict code of conduct when necessitated. 
Writing is much more evocative than facial interactions, and I prefer to be free of temporal pressures, vocal tone, and other nonverbal factors in discourse. 
My compulsive analysis necessitates interactions in which affection, childhood, companion creatures, and language are thoroughly examined. 
My severe post-traumatic stress has granted me enormous insight into the horror of existence, and I have attempted to transmogrify this oculus into a coherent Cosmicism. While I do not crave a widespread fame, I seek to disseminate my passion for fiction. Bookwrighting has provided a therapeutic synthesis for my various frights, dreads, and neuroses. In the propogation of an antilogical unreality, I aim to bring the supernatural still further from human understanding. 
Among my fascinations are the Method of Loci, cognitive training, pessimistic philosophy, theoretical physics, ’Pataphysics, and the persona of the wicked mastermind. I wish to be impermeably stoic and resolute. I crave to control my own mind and environment, and I bear no altruism. In every such pursuit, I seek to gain the most puissance and knowledge possible. I investigate myself nearly to the brink of a nervous mania, but I also crave that stimulation. 
I am currently refining my second work for publication. I strive to create a new modality of supernatural terror, in which logic is inverted, in which the need to edify arrives at disaster, and by which the most inventive mind cannot travail. When the most inveigling symptom of every exhaustive and exhausting hint is exhausted, it is then that the most and the most direful emerges. In the constructs of the most bewildering agony which erupts when my initial ardor for a goal is extinguished, I seek to capture that insouciance in fiction, as a new horror. 
I investigate my own noetica constantly, for I wish to push my visions yet further into abstruseness. As I have been caught amidst the various needs of each grim element, such as transitions between prose and verse, I have constructed new variations upon the bizarre. I constantly view and absorb new possibilities for the future completion of my saga. I absorb new vocabulary wherever possible, and I suffarcinate myself with literary criticism. 
My influences include Thomas Ligotti, H.P. Lovecraft, Mark Z. Danielewski, Rasu Yong-Tugen, Baroness de Tristeombre, and Edgar Allan Poe. At the present time, I am crafting a literary criticism of House of Leaves for my publication. 
I treasure my library, which is filled with my aforementioned tutors, amongst others. My tomes are ordered by favoritism, and fiction titles are given the placement of honor. As I am currently practicing a regime to increase my synesthesial abilities and fluid intelligence, my reading processing is significantly retarded. 
Publicly, I am interested in participating in formal philosophical debates. My preferred topics include antinatalism, pessimistic nihilism, and Occam’s Razor. 
I am quite interested to meet the fellow intellectuals of our community. I will enjoy any private conversation with interested persons.