I've been through a moderate amount of pain in life, I wear a LOT of masks to hide my true self from the public, and I've got several "friends" but I only have one person who I really trust. I find it extremely difficult to be out-spoken. I've got s friend who I myself type as an ESTP (he's never actually taken the test, but I'm just assuming he's an ESTP), he and I have virtually nothing in common and he's constantly a source of grief for me. He always pushes me out of my safety zone, I didn't even want a relationship and he forced me into one. He also tends to treat me like a sociopathic child because he has a hard time seeing things my way (and the mask I wear around him does make me seem like a psycho at times) and he has no respect for me... The only reason we're still friends is because he'd cause drama for everyone and I'd rather take the fall than have my other friends be dragged into it. Wow, that was really rant-y. Sorry. Thank you to anyone who sat through that and read it all. I don't mean to bring my personal life into things too much.
Peoria, Illinois