I was in love once. He died. Ten years later I fell in love again. He died too. Both unexpected. I'm not bitter or anything. I just think that's notable considering I'm 31. I mean who dies when they're in their early 20s? Or their late 30s? Like seriously who does that. Also maybe it explains a lot like if I sound like I have no soul at times, you probably just found a cold spot is all. And no neither of their deaths were "suspicious" you assholes I know what you're thinking. Also there's the general story arc of my life where in spite of everything I manage to come through incredible adversity that I'm not even going to list to become very accomplished in my career. I was truly the American dream. And then there's the other part where I pretty much ruined it all with depression and drug addiction. But life goes on. Other than that I'm a typical INTP cerebral/goofy/low-key-sappy/weirdo.