I started off a simple thing; it lacked much substance and lived off emotion and feeding what would best suit it. 
Life has altered that view; and once the change came, there was no going back to that 'simple' life. 
For a more not so cryptic view; i've grown up. Not completely, we always have places and parts to work on...but I really came around full circle and am just now trying to fit the pieces together in a more precise way to aid me in my 'better tomorrow'. Considering i've found myself out through much trial and error and very 'aggressive' life trials, as much as I care about people, I have a very high tolerance for improvement when it comes to trying to better yourself - that, and my survival instinct is high on the richter scale. I want people to achieve greatness, but I sense too much trouble, even with those close to me, and I will not bow to such lesser sensations having already lived those lives. 
I am left hoping most will figure themselves out, and I will give my best advice and feeling for them; but I have long since given up on being abrasive unless those needing my help the most are close to my heart. 
The 'relationships' i've been in on an intimate level are some of the primary achievements to have seen my faults and become better than what I have been. I wanted to be with those I thought were on the same level, and fix them. I never wanted to believe they were broken - I just didn't understand until the last who I cared about more than anything. And still hope they realize what they are doing to themselves will only ruin them; I just can't be in that place to watch him or anyone really destroy themselves. 
It's such a waste of such beautiful hearts. Especially his. 
And yes, this is a rather poetic dealing. This place seems to be an area I can somewhat be more 'open' to a point with my creative flair, but I am doubtful i'll get too 'personal' with my inner world. 
I just have a lot of experience in life; and tend to have a hard time finding those that can comprehend my viewpoints due to a lack of understanding when it comes to emotions, the soul/Self, and the Heart of the matter. 
Love is important; but people are flawed. So many don't love themselves, so they fall apart.
Seattle, WA