It's hard to stay calm when so many things are wrong. Its hard to be unique in a world that wants everyone to be the same. Its true that a calm demeanor is often present, but only once we realize the problem is not us, but the environment we are pressured to conform to. It's very easy to get anxious when you have a good idea and no one will listen. It's very easy to get depressed when you feel you don't belong where you are. It's hard to stay where you are, when you know you are capable of more. Now as an adult, I understand things I didn't before. I was only a child.
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