I just want to say something about me in these days. I have a 20 months babyboy and I feel I'm stucked in somewhere between him and whole life (if there is one). I know many of you have so many children and to have just a baby is piece of cake for you. but I feel I'm always nervous. And there is nobody who can help me to care him except me. We live in far from homeland and none of my parents can't do anything for me. We moved here (Almaty) just 3 weeks ago. I hardly find to arrange our belongings before our travels. And just a bit of time ago I begin to feel some kind of depression thing. For a week I started to cry a couple of time in a day. I didn't find any time for myself. And I feel so nervous myself and I feel I began to shout at him so much in these days. I can explain myself as a calm person. But it changed. I began to look for a nanny to have a break. before we had move here we had a nanny and I can find sometime for myself. I just wonder how you handled this or did you feel yourself stucked after your child? My baby has an obsession about me. He never want to be away from me even for a couple of minutes. And I really don't know what will I do. I just wonder and I just want to share my feelings..