I know some young people in the church that live a "double life" you know - the type where they do the same thing as the world does, but they're still happy and blessed and all. I'm 22 and I don't understand why I have to go through so much crap like these? I have no friends at church not one, and it's really pulling me down. This sucks.
First of all sweatheart, you are the one who is at least living truthfully. If the others are living a double life, they are the ones who are living a lie. Sooner or later it will show. Hold out. I went through the same thing. God has something special for you. Believe me. You are just going through something that is preparing you for great things later.
You may have to change churches. You need people who will encourage you and hold you up and pray for you in your time of need. This can only be done by people who only live one kind of life. A Christ centered life. I am praying for you right now. Dont feel worthless. Thats just an attack by the devil. He only attacks those who are dangerous to him. Remember he roams around this earth like a lion seeking whom he may devower.
This always helps me along with other scriptures.
1 He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.
2 I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust.
3 Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence.
4 He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.
5 Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day;
6 Nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday.
7 A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee.
8 Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked.
9 Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation;
10 There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling.
11 For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways.
12 They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone.
13 Thou shalt tread upon the lion and adder: the young lion and the dragon shalt thou trample under feet.
14 Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name.
15 He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him.
16 With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation.
Honey for right now just rest in him. Pray tonight and I'm going to pray for you too. I know that God is going to lift you up. The Lord is a rewarder of those who diligently seek him. Place all of your trust in Him