It is rather painful, not a sharp pain, but a dull pain coming from the bladder/prostate area. That is one reason it is scary, what if the pain is due to prostate problems. The other reason is due to the bright red colour of the urine.
Luckily for me, an antibiotic has fixed it all up. Along with another drug to help stop the bladder from spasming.
It claims to have a 1.3L engine, but it sure didn't feel like it as I had to use 3rd gear a lot. Can't find the door locks, ended up using the key to lock the door. The air-vents in the middle of the dash are just plain weird. I don't want to play with them just in case I close them by mistake (hmmm, maybe they are closed already, can't really tell by looking at them).
And then there is the accelerator pedal. I had trouble finding it as it is so far left of the side of the footwell that I kept finding air when putting my foot down (caution, don't drive this with wide shoes as hitting two pedals at the same time can be a problem).
Some thinking required
not. And people's rights will not be harmed if the opponent speaks out
about them." Osama Bin Laden
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"There aught to be limits to freedom!" George Bush
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Which one scares you more?
like. They deal with depression, but they do so in a very good way. They
start by showing a normal looking person as they go about their life, all
the while a narrator (which turns out to be the individual concerned)
describes all the good things that they do at work, in the community,
with their family, and then it ends with the words "...and I suffer from
depression. Don't judge me until you know me".
NZ has been very proactive in fighting the social stigma surrounding
depression. It started many years ago when the Mental Health
Institutions were all shutdown. Mental Health patients then either went
to community based care, or short term hospital based care (like
Concord Hospital's 5-West). The public weren't overly happy about this,
but none of their fears were realised. If anything, it showed that a lot of
people were locked away in mental institutions when they shouldn't
The stigma still remains, although greatly reduced as the "fear factor"
has been removed. The funny thing is, as I was brought up in this
culture, I keep wondering what it means when I call someone crazy.
Well, I suppose it just proves the saying "It takes one to know one".
P.S. I saw the first 30 mins of "Whale Rider" last night (the rest is
recorded on video). I was surprised about how much Maori language
(Te Reo) was used. I also liked the usage of a real Marae (community
building) as it brought back lots of childhood memories. I recommend it
to anyone (if you don't understand some of the words, just guess them
based on context).
thoughts about life in the "western" world.
Capitalism, and other economic systems that rely on the economic
concept of "Supply and Demand", have a fundamental weakness. If
there is no demand then it doesn't really matter if there is supply or not.
Thus, to make the system work when there is no demand, then demand
must be created. This is why we have advertisements, to create a
feeling of need for a particular product, to create a feeling of being
"better" than the neighbours, to create a feeling of completeness having
bought all the "right" things.
But does does this achieve? Well, you can feel happy and content
knowing you are wearing the "right" things to any given occasion (like
going to church). You can show off your flash new car as you drive
down the road. I think this is what is called "conspicuous consumption",
although I have no idea what it's good for.
A thought. If the 3 major credit card companies (American Express,
Mastercard and Visa) were destroyed, what would happen to society? I
suspect that everything would collapse in on itself and we would have a
new "Great Depression". This is due to another weakness in the "Supply
and Demand" model. If you have created great demand, and plenty of
supply, but the method used to link the two (i.e. purchasing) is severely
restricted then the model fails as the cycle doesn't complete fast enough
to keep itself going.
What was the name of the movie? It doesn't really matter as it just
helped me to organise my thoughts.
Democracy in the free world
This really should have been easier, but apparantly I just don't understand what people want their cellphone to do....
The Seti project is currently moving to use BOINC and their new home page gives more information on this. They are experiencing some problems at the moment as the BOINC conversion has proved to be more popular than they expected.