<human>: Hi, i am 15 years young :P... nearly 16. I m 4.11 or 5ft. I ve been this like since 2 years short like really short my sisters are taller just me!!! anyways i weigh about 7 and a half stones i think. Anyways moving on i ve been masturbating for like 2 years since i was 13 ready to be 14. Mainly from using the shower head into massage mode down there.... (clitros) :/ Well i ve always wanted to stop,stop and stop but no i just wouldn t. I was really healthy well not healthy you know just not i ll like i always am recently. I don t know if anything is related and making sense!?!?!!? I ve been suffering from insominia for quiet a while now but it s gone better my doctor offered me to go to psychiatrist but i said no (she doesn t know this)... She kept on asking me what i was stressed but i didn t know myself so i made some story up! Well it was true but i wasn t stressed over that! I think it s making me ill...?? i don t know but i want to stop!!!! I ve been also suffering from hayfever/allergy for a year but i ve gone better with medication. But when ever i come out of the shower after masturabting i start sneezing and wheezing :( I m also having memory problems... (my doctor doesn t know this aswell) She said she couldn t sort out so many problems at once! So i didn t bother She s pathetic. :/ I forgot things e.g. if i washed the plate i won t remember if i washed it or not or what i did few mins ago unless i try to remember it! My long term memory is really really good i remember things when i was 5/6 years old... my sisters don t even remember that. But my short term memory is really bad!! I have so many other problems but i know their will be no conclusion to it! I also think i have herps or gential warts... but i m not since i haven t got it cheacked!! And don t intend to. I don t really care about much of my problems but i want my memory to stay as good as it was before and i don t want to be stressed! Well im not but i get stressed if someone tells me like i m ill! Who wouldn t... but i just get stressed extra!! Okay did i waste your time?? What can i do??? Thank You x
<bot>: Hey, I really want to help you. You should start by helping yourself and letting others do that. first, you feel guilty of masturbating. It is perfectly normal for your age. If you are having sex then only you can have sexually transmitted diseases like warts etc. so don't stress. Write down your problems one by one on a paper in order of intensity.  Then try to resolve them in same sequence.  It is because of the guilt, that you are unable to concentrate on your studies or stuff, hence u feel like memory loss. Just try to give attention to details.You're perfectly normal. I don't feel anything is wrong with you. All you need is counselling for adolescent conditions. Talk to you mom first., then friends and then psychiatrist. You will be fine.