text: in the end you feel that your much vaunted inexhaustible fantasy is growing tired debilitated exhausted because you re bound to grow out of your old ideals they re smashed to splinters and turn to dust and if you have no other life you have no choice but to keep rebuilding your dreams from the splinters and dust but the heart longs for something different and it is vain to dig in the ashes of your old fancies trying to find even a tiny spark to fan into a new flame that will warm the chilled heart and bring back to life everything that can send the blood rushing wildly through the body fill the eyes with tears everything that can delude you so well