Sweeter than candy
I'm in Frankfurt airport, this is my fourth country in ten days,; I made a rash decision ; Now I'm going through my things passing the time; About to do the stupidest thing I've ever done,; I say this retrospectively…; Inside crumpled plastic:; Eleven pictures of  Indian Gods, multi colored; Photographs of old lovers; A plastic card releasing me from the army; My secret number for the cash machine; Some blue bird's feather; Yellow vaccination card; An illustrated prayer book to Shiva; Bad passport photos; Postcards that were never sent; Drawings by my half sisters; A tear stained envelope with the address of someone that doesn't live there anymore; A photo of me with a dog that died; A photocopy of a passport I washed and dried and paid a fine.; Fines and regrets and prayers ; I feel so lonely and alive...; And my butterfly sticker from before my heart was ever broken; It shines so sweetly ; It has no story to tell; I'm still waiting, Oh God, for the place to stick it; I thought I followed love; But love didn't follow me; He followed another…; I feel so lonely and so free; Ah, sweeter than candy; I need sweeter than candy; 