broken
i didn't want them to see; that my thoughts are slowly melting; i didn't want them to see; that my sheild is slightly cracking; that i am not so sure; that my two legs are still two; and i am not so sure; that my two hearts are still one; and that they haven't split in my chest  throwing parties; when i'm in my dreams; when i'm in my dreams; they are still broken; i didn't want them to know; that my skin is dry on my little toe; i didn't want them to know; what is it i have inside; that i am not so sure; that i know where my pressure points are; and i'm not so sure; that my dreams are really dreams; when i go there i try to control them; but it's too much work; so i give up; it's broken; broken; broken; 