February
something’s gonna drag me down soon- that's clear; a memory of some sort a child's tear; something’s gonna drag me down before too long; maybe a photo, i don't know, maybe this song; february can be real brutal; but this year we're getting lots of sunny days; life has its way of pampering you sometimes; in meaningless n' stupid n' pathetic sort of ways; i’ve had some newfound creativity flowing through me; a buzz of opinions and ideas gushing through me; most days n' most nights are a lot less gloomy; it’s like i look at myself and i see a new me; well maybe 'new' isn't exactly what i mean; because it's more like i feel that what i’m actually seeing; is a freer me an easier me not a bitter me a sweeter me; the kind of me i could have been if this wouldn't have happened or if; my heart was tin; but then again in the back of my head; i know this can't last there’s a giant slope ahead; it’s all a matter of when i begin the descent; to the depths that no one can mend; something’s gonna drag me down soon- that's clear; a memory of some sort a child's tear; something’s gonna drag me down before too long; maybe a photo, i don't know, maybe this song, maybe this song; going to a party later tonight; don’t really want to but i should be polite; to the people who invited me- friends of mine; sometimes i have pictures of them in my mind; at your funeral all red eyed n' teary; tonight their gonna be all chit chat n' cheery; at your funeral with stubble n' a trembling bottom lip; tonight at the party they'll all attempt to look hip; hop around, maybe dance a little; have a drink eye a woman and advance a little; do just what i would have done once upon a time; before the mutant cell you were hosting committed its crime; before it picked you in your prime- but that's enough!; please! please no more of this stuff!; these thoughts and myself just like bonnie n' clyde; the party's starting i better get ready so i don't miss my ride; something’s gonna drag me down soon- that's clear; a memory of some sort a child's tear; something’s gonna drag me down before too long; maybe a photo, i don't know, maybe this...; something’s gonna drag me down soon that's clear; a menu a street sign a child's tear; something’s gonna drag me down before too long; maybe this party tonight who knows... maybe this song, probably this song.; 