I ve Been Such a Good Girl
I've been such a good girl ; I've been such a good girl ; Why do you look at me this way ; Why do you look so distant ; Did all what you told me ; Followed all instructions ; Guess it didn't work ; I didn't turn to solid gold ; But I wanted to so bad ; First it wasn't easy ; Something inside me struggled so hard ; First it wasn't easy ; But drop by drop it dropped ; To be a better person, to live a better life ; To be more easy, to be one of your kind ; To be less dreamy, abusive, depressing, illusive ; So you could see my love ; And I wanted to so bad ; And I wanted to so bad ; And I wanted to so bad ; But I lost my heart instead; 