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After my first trip, I was hesitant to try acid again. My friend J and I were sitting in my car in a parking lot and we were talking..he had some paper acid on him and he gave me a hit..I let it sit on my tongue for a little while and swallowed it.
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My friend &#x27;K&#x27; also took a hit, but he was in a different car.
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We all went back to J&#x27;s house and got out of our cars. I immediately felt the drug kick in. The leaves of the trees looked shiny..purple and orange and green all at once.. I felt like I was on a huge slant and like I would topple over at any moment, but I didn&#x27;t.
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&#x27;K&#x27;, J and I eventually went into J&#x27;s room and relaxed for a bit. We all began bugging out on each other. I stared at J for a while, and his eyes started popping out of his head and he looked bug-eyed like hell. 
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We started listening to music and laughing at each other. I couldn&#x27;t stop laughing the whole night. It was hilarious. At about 7 AM we were starting to come down, but they both still looked bug-eyed to me..and very skimpy and dirty. I felt dirty too. 
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&#x27;K&#x27; was making me laugh still, and we were still playing music and he kept saying the funniest things.
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Eventually our friend &#x27;DM&#x27; came over and I felt like it was time to leave..I went home and took a shower.
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At this point in time, I was very close to losing my job. I had had a job at this place called the Redwood Grille, where I was a waitress. I hadn&#x27;t shown up to work for a few days and I was in debt with my parents. They had to pay my car insurance the past month for me because I was jobless, so I was feeling very down on myself for not being able to find a job.
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After I took a shower, I watched &#x27;What Dreams May Come&#x27;, starring Robin Williams and Cuba Gooding, Jr. I don&#x27;t know if any of you have seen the movie, but it&#x27;s about dying and heaven and where we all end up .. it&#x27;s very beautiful. After watching it, I felt like I wanted to die because everyday problems seemed so obsolete and unimportant in this movie..and that is exactly what I wanted to escape.
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I called my work to find out that I was fired. I was unbelievably depressed and very down on myself.
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I didn&#x27;t want to burden my parents anymore with my problems and I didn&#x27;t want them to have to pay MY bills..so therefore, I felt obligated to kill myself.
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Eventually I crawled out of my hole and came out of the house and went down to Burger King, where all of my friends used to chill at.
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I felt untalkative and out of place, once again. I had planned my death perfectly. I was going to drive up a mountain that was in the next town over and drive off of a cliff. It seemed perfect to me. I even explained it to one of my friends, who got very angry at me and wouldn&#x27;t even talk to me. I didn&#x27;t mind too much. After talking it over with another one of my friends, I decided it best not to do it..that things would get better. However, I was very upset.
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I went home and sorted things out in my head.. I decided not to kill myself like I had planned, though it seemed very tempting. 
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