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Eugene Seaich 1959-60
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From The Book The Far-Off Land.
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March 5, 1986
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11:25 am
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Took 75 mcg. Lysergic acid diethyl amide.
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11:45
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Slight withdrawal beginning,
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rather definite euphoria noticable.
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12:00
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Very intense euphoria.
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12:05
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Rapid onset of symptoms.
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Slightly intoxicated feeling.
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Narrowed vision.
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12:20
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Waves of elation and pure bliss.
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Euphoria has grown steadily since taking drug.
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little change in perception
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12:30
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Euphoria almost overwhelming. 
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Great tension and elation,
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Physical sensation one of ecstasy.
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12:40
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hyperreflexia,  even greater pleasure.
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First notice that lights are slightly brighter.
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Ate lunch.
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1:00
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Took an additional 25 mcg. of LSD. 
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Feel peak of elation, euphoria.
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Colors beginning to play their fantastic illusory images around
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a periphery of vision when I quickly cast eyes across field.
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Stroboscopic patterns on occasion.
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Listening to music, note that the contrapuntal lines are more acute.
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Intricacies  of music in clearer detail than ever able to notice before,
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as if &#x27;hi-fi&#x27; were in even greater fidelity.
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 Warm, rich bliss.
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I have needed reassurance of this sort,
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for some time,
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that pleasure and happiness is indeed this possible.
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Pencil begins to act by itself. 
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As yet, little alteration of consciousness,
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only heightened enjoyment of present mode of reality.
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1:35
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Withdrawal tendencies alternate with perfect normality.
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Colors are now rich, deep and lovely.
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the textures of surfaces seem richer than ever before.
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A face on a magazine on a magazine seamed real,
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changing, variously smiling.
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1:40
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First signs of hallucinated dreams and visions with eyes closed.
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Daylight seams splendid and pulsating.
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First physical euphoria going into psychic effects.
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All colors in room are vivid, deep, full of subjective richness,
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especially wood-grains, carpentry furniture.
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Mood would be pensive,
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were it not for elation and nervous stimulation.
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2:00
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Confusion and bustle in house keeps me constantly in touch with reality,
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dispels tendency to savor experience.
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Could be seeing visions now, if were allowed.
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Note perspiration for first time.
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Waiting for caller to arrive and leave--due in half-hour.
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Intolerable urge to have visit done with so as is to enjoy experience.
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2:20
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According to previous accounts,
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I should now be at peak of experience,
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which would be so,
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were it not for waiting out this damn interruption!
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Mood to now intensely euphoric,
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all bright, pleasant; here I sit,
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waiting for opportunity to enjoy it!
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Have been up and about through out.
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 2:30
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Sat down in retirement for a while--ability to dream is pronounced.
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 Kaleidoscopic fancies very subdued,
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due to anxiety of expected visit.
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2:50
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Can now have a while to myself!--
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3:00
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Too late!
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Height of syndrome passed while unable to enjoy it.
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 No color heightening, synesthesia, visions, ect.
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Euphoria mild now,
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pleasant,
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but has no particular novelty. 
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3:45
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 Thank god!
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There is something left in nervous system!
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When I lay alone on couch,
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I had splendid dreams and scintillations
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 (though not as striking as they would have been earlier).
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Felt if I was solid rock lying on bed,
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bursting with atomic energy.
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Matter-and-energy-image all splendid and luminescent.
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Saw self hurled by atomic explosion out into the cosmos,
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past uncountable galaxies of light and beauty.
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Geometric patterns of color fluttered past in unbelievable profusion and delicacy.
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Feel very withdrawn, intoxicated.
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4:00
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Light! Pure light!
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Just to sit and stare into translucent being!
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 New interruption on phone.
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4:10
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Sitting in kitchen,
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gathering my thoughts.
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Colors are vivid and fresh.
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Feel equilibrium between self and reality,
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with general acceptance of objective world on its own terms.
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Have again felt childhood lurking beyond the horizon,
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enticing me back,
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but with lessened persuasiveness. 
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Beauty in life has indeed for me equated with childhood;
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reality on this spring day is self-sufficient,
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must be accepted in order to go on.
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Disenchantment has no terrors.
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Somehow,
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whole  of day&#x27;s experience has been subconsciously pervaded with
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  Kerouac&#x27;s novel,
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which I just read.
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It seemed in visions I was reliving the frantic,
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masculine search for adventure and meaning;
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that  meaning was to have been soft, feminine,
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a realization of all life&#x27;s longings,
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but it was hard, bony and masculine,
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therefore restless,
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tortured, unfulfilled!
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That is essence of male&#x27;s being!
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We long to be hermaphroditically united with feminine,
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mother, women, sweetheart,
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for softness to complete our masculine torment,
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to be caught up in some higher unity,
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which I see in vision as life,
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childhood, adulthood, matter, energy, womanness, maleness,
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on cosmic scale.
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 4:25
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The enemy in life is the intellect,
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the cold, analytical intellect!
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I can  feel it gnawing away at beauty and turning it into stone,
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like an acid spot eating out through a pea-cock and
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mother-of-pearl fabric.
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We have no ability to believe;
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we only know,
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and in this life,
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that is not enough.
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All around me in the warm,
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moist air are recollections of the past, 
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which my monster-brain repells.
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Oh, this is all a farce,
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trying to pretend that anything extraordinary is happening.
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I can&#x27;t see how other persons could get undone by LSD.
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I can&#x27;t go far enough!
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4:30
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Pleasant,
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harmonious feeling of being suspended in time,
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space and meaning.
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Neutrality is essence of the reunified halves of existence!
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But living, pulsing neutrality,
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fire from within,
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divine force in perfect harmony. 
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4:45
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Oh bliss and ecstacy of sheer reality, family, possession! 
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Colors of cloth (children&#x27;s new coats) dazzling and jewel like.
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A mood of elevated, calm and tranquility.
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Experience this time has been through out on a level of sheer ordinariness,
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therefore real and divine, 
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not one of fantasy and other-world hauntings.
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Merely sit and survey all with rejoicing,
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noting ordinary shapes, sounds, and colors,
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all good and tangible and rich.
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This has been an uplifting testament of reality;
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the LSD intoxication,
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by being tangled with dross,
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eventually elevates the ordinary and affirms it.
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4:50
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Took 50 mg. of Thorazine.
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5:15
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Oh warm joy and tranquil happiness!
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Having a cup of tea,
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listening to Parsifal Good Friday Music.
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The sheer, outpouring affirmation of my mood and music indescribable!
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Colors all bright, serene, the music peaceful;
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body warm, relaxing and euphoric.
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5:45
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Lying here in my mother-of-pearl chamber,
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listening to Strauss&#x27;s Vier letzte Lieder.
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The beauty of this experience makes these stupid words useless and superfluous.
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How beautiful music can be,
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and how wonderfully the emotions can be molded by it;
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this fact beyond description.
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Every note drips honey-sweet and rich like nectar,
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so palpable, so tangible!
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6:15
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Listening to Strauss&#x27;s Also sprach Zarathustra.
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Saw world as an immense Nietzschean mass of life,
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solemnly affirming existence.
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Ceiling dissolved in mass of grey clouds,
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angrily swirling inn birth and death-struggles of being,
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majestically yes-saying;
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I AM LIFE! I AM THE FORCE OF ETERNITY! OH GOD!
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 What divine revelation of That-Which-Is!
&lt;br&gt;
The entire cosmic drama unfolds before my eyes in waves of eternal Recurrence! 
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During that drunken &#x27;Dance-Song&#x27;
&lt;br&gt;
my soul followed every line of the music with frenetic urgency,
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writing , contorting,
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intoxicated to an almost unbearable degree.
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Brilliant mental images formed and passed in mad,
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dionysian motion,
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subjectively vivid,
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yet without sensuous impression.
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As the music tolled
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that aweful twelve-count of eternity
&lt;br&gt;
at its climax,
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I experienced a sort of cosmic,
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spiritual orgasm,
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quite devoid of erotic content,
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yet in a very real,
&lt;br&gt;
spiritual sense.
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The emotions discharged madly along with the sounds.
&lt;br&gt;
As the &#x27;Night-Song&#x27; descended,
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an image of Rilke-like immensity of space and distance remained,
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with some distant light shed over luminous darkness.
&lt;br&gt;
My soul hath contorted with agony,
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and reached a climax with Eternity!
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6:45
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Calmed nerves,
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effects definitely subsided.
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Still pensive and withdrawn. 
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 The Far-Off Land.
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1959,
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Eugene Seaich&lt;!-- End Body --&gt;
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