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To understand the context of this its important to know that this report happened 2 months after &lt;a href=&quot;https://erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=112170&quot;&gt;this experience&lt;/a&gt;.
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After an incredibly negative and distressing MDMA trip while on a steroid cycle 2 months ago, I had decided to cease all drug use for 2 months, as I developed severe panic attacks and health anxiety from that experience. I continued my steroid cycle and kept on lifting and going to the gym and trying to live a healthy lifestyle. After 2 months since that experienced passed, I decided to venture back into LSD, one of my all time favorite substances. Since my bad experience with the MDMA, I became paranoid that I had done damage to my heart, even though when I was hospitalized when the MDMA experience happened I was assured my heart was fine. I had visited 3 more cardiologists and had 6 ECGs done which showed no abnormalities, and on the day of this experience, I decided I would go to a top hospital in my country and get checked again, and if everything turned out fine, I would stop this irrational fear and ease back into recreational drug use.
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So I had an echocardiogram done, &lt;!--which basically means the doctor can see the shape of your heart and how well its pumping in a computer image, --&gt;which confirmed that my heart was in excellent shape, without the slightest abnormality and that I had to stop worrying so much, my steroid cycle was also over, so I decided that it was time to trip again.
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So I decided that was it, I arrived home with my girlfriend and I took out 3 LSD tabs, I had previously done this same batch countless times with great experiences, the dealer claims they are 150 ug tabs each but of course he has no way of proving that &lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-right1&quot;&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-text&quot;&gt;the dealer claims they are 150 ug tabs each but of course he has no way of proving that&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;, but a single one gives me a decently intense trip. Before all of this happened, I used to trip weekly from this batch with my girlfriend, my tolerance grew so high I was taking 5 tabs at one point. I made the idiotic mistake of dosing 3 tabs thinking I would be alright if I had done 5 before, not taking into account I had been drug-free for 2 months and my tolerance had dropped considerably.
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I always knew not to trip when having negative thoughts, I was extremely anxious and worried about tripping, but I wanted to prove to myself I could beat this anxiety so bad I still ate the 3 tabs. Maybe 30 minutes after ingesting them.I knew I had made a big mistake, I started having paranoic thoughts about my heart, obsessively taking my blood pressure every 10 minutes. I noted some slight vasoconstriction, normal for LSD use, but in my paranoid state I thought it was really severe, so I got into a hot shower to try to open the veins up a little bit, I looked at myself in the mirror and I thought I looked extremely pale, but my girlfriend said I looked fine. I jumped into the hot shower like a madman with my clothes on, thinking I needed to stop the vasoconstriction quickly. I also started getting chest pains and I felt I couldnt breathe. I begged my girlfriend to let me take some Xanax, but she told me I had to be stronger than that and that it was all in my head. This proved to be a great mistake as I ended up being hospitalized which could have been prevented by promptly using the benzos. I got out of the shower and I broke into a cold sweat, I was sure I was having a heart attack. I asked her to call an ambulance immediately, she realized the severity of the situation finally and gave me 4MG of Xanax, but it was too late...
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While the Xanax kicked in I kept feeling worse and worse, I also started having very strange sensations I have had on other LSD trips, like when I took the Xanax, I could &#x27;feel&#x27; it going down my stomach, and I could feel it breaking down and working, its hard to explain. I also had a sensation of feeling my brain, like I would feel part of my brain like it was being stimulated, and I would get some jaw clenching like I get in LSD when I felt that. &lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-right1&quot;&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-text&quot;&gt;I would feel part of my brain like it was being stimulated, and I would get some jaw clenching like I get in LSD when I felt that.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt; Finally I told her to call an ambulance, which was completely idiotic since by the time the ambulance arrived I was feeling much better since the Xanax had kicked in. I still ran out to the ambulance without a shirt on, I must have looked crazy. I dont remember much about the hospital stay because of the heavy benzo dose I took, but I remember that basically I obviously wasnt having a heart attack and it was a panic attack. I received IV valium, which I protested because I had already taken Xanax, I remember saying out loud several times &#x27;it was just a panic attack, how stupid I am...&#x27; I remember my father and my girlfriend at bedside with me, and other random stuff... I finally was discharged that same day at midnight. I have never been able to get past the shame of the burden I was that day on my father and not preventing the hospital visit by taking the Xanax more promptly. 
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&lt;!--The takeaway I would like somebody to learn from this experience, is that if you have benzos on hand, you shouldnt let a panick attack while tripping get out of hand, --&gt;I always try to ride out panic attacks first since that experience, but if I know after 10 or 15 minutes its not going to get better, its better to take benzos than to be hospitalized or endure a traumatic experience.&lt;!-- End Body --&gt;
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