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This was my second time taking LSD. About 5 months before, I took some at a close friend&#x27;s house and had a wonderful time. It also had lasting effects: before I took acid, I struggled with self-harm and suicidal thoughts, to the point where I was cutting on an almost-daily basis. After that first time with acid, I never got the urge to cut, and still don&#x27;t. &lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-right1&quot;&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-text&quot;&gt;After that first time with acid, I never got the urge to cut, and still don&#x27;t.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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Anyway, the second time, I was with the same friends, but we had traveled about 4 hours to visit their friends who I had never met. This is where I should have been more careful. The night before, there was also a lot of fighting between my mom and brother. My dad was also in the hospital and I was worried about him because I was so far away and unable to get to him if he needed me for some reason (which wouldn&#x27;t have happened, but it affected my mindset). Because of all these things, I probably shouldn&#x27;t have taken the acid, but we had been planning it for a while and I figured that it would help me to feel better.
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As the acid started to kick in, I started laughing uncontrollably and was lying on the floor in a pile of blankets and pillows. I had buried my face in them. Then I couldn&#x27;t stop laughing and started crying. The closed-eye hallucinations were pretty strong and were related to colors and patterns from my childhood. I had an anxiety attack and was afraid that everybody was worried about me, which made me cry more. I asked everybody what they would say if my dad called and needed me. I started babbling about all the bad shit in my life, but then I started to feel better. However, I still felt my heart beat really fast, and this continued until I had come down completely. 
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The rest of the night was good, but the comedown the next day was a nightmare. On the car ride back to my friend&#x27;s house, I was still basically tripping- music sounded different and I couldn&#x27;t get to sleep. We got back and I was exhausted but determined to drive back to my house so I could go to bed. This didn&#x27;t happen because I was still coming down and I had to stay at his house. My heart was still racing and I felt like I was in the aftermath of a panic attack. I explained all this and started to feel really bad, talked about how I shouldn&#x27;t have done acid and needed to be more careful. I slept for an hour at his house but had to get back home because my mom was worried about me. I wasn&#x27;t tripping anymore but still coming down and was afraid to drive. Nothing bad happened, but I needed to concentrate super hard and was just incredibly nervous- keep in mind that my heart was STILL racing. I did get home and finally fell asleep, but it was a difficult, exhausting trip.
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My advice is that even if you&#x27;ve made plans, you have to be really careful about your environment and mindset. Be in a familiar place, even if you&#x27;ve done acid before, and if you&#x27;ve been beset by a bunch of personal tragedy, don&#x27;t do it.&lt;!-- End Body --&gt;
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