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I had my first experience with LSD about a year ago when I was 18, and I had been a regular cannabis smoker for about a year. I had a good friend that had tried it multiple times and she would always share with me her experiences. I was extremely curious to try it, but hesitant since I wasn&#x27;t in the best mental state. In fact, this was probably one of the lowest points in my life. I had just recently starting to see a therapist due to my &#x27;abnormal behavior.&#x27; I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety, major depression, and borderline personality disorder. My worst fear was going into a bad trip and not being able to get out of it or it causing some kind of long term trauma. It was between Oct. and Dec. when I was first getting introduced to the idea, and my friend had offered me some a few times, but I just told her that I was going to wait until I knew I was ready. 
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Fast forward to Jan. - something in my head told me I wanted to try it. I don&#x27;t know if it was something compulsive or what since this was almost a year ago. I texted my friend and told her I was ready to try it whenever she could get it and to do it quick before I changed my mind.
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After she bought the tabs she called me over and I dropped by her place after my classes, say around 3:30 PM.  She had told me I could either take it then and there or wait until the next day since she had an overnight shift and I had just decided to take it right then and there. I told her I only wanted to take half a tab since I was worried about the effects. &lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-right1&quot;&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-text&quot;&gt;I told her I only wanted to take half a tab since I was worried about the effects.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt; She assured me that it was nothing to worry about, but she&#x27;d give me half a tab anyways. I put the tab under my tongue and left it there for about 15-20 min before swallowing it. My friend had to run to see her dad for a drug test so while she did that I stayed at her place and watched Elf. 
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I started feeling extremely mild effects about 30-45 minutes later. It wasn&#x27;t anything very noticeable but I definitely knew it was the LSD kicking in. It was a mild uncomfortable feeling like I want to jump out of my skin. Or like when I feel a compulsion and try to resist it and I get that distinct body anxiety. However, that was only part of the come-up. I was looking for any visuals and didn&#x27;t see anything. I do remember looking at myself on Snapchat and telling my friend that it looked like my eyes, nose, and mouth weren&#x27;t attached to my face. I also remember when I was watching Elf that Buddy screamed something and then it echoed. I got kind of confused because I knew it wasn&#x27;t the TV, but other than that everything still seemed the same.
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About 2-3 hours after taking the tab I still wasn&#x27;t noticing many effects so my friend told me to smoke, which would increase the visuals and everything else - was she right! The first hit I took was huge and I couldn&#x27;t really feel a burn in my throat at all. When I blew it out, everything made like a wave effect. Kind of like the effect they use in movies to transition from reality to a dream. Things started getting floaty and breathing almost. On the TV it was almost like it was 3D, things were raised and there was a more defined line. My friend made us some spaghetti and when I looked at it, it almost looked like it was moving like a pile of worms, but I knew it was just in my head. When I went to the bathroom my friend had told me to beware of the mirror, which I tried to avoid looking at but I did anyways. Now that - was weird as hell - I felt like I was looking at someone else, but I knew it was me. My eyes looked buggy and the more I looked into them the more weirded out I got. I noticed that if I opened my eyes really big I got these unexplainable visuals. I also noticed that my piss looked like I was peeing out acid... it was like a black  or greeny like color. I&#x27;m still not sure if that&#x27;s actually how it looks or if it&#x27;s just in my head since it went away after my trip was over.
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Around 7:30 PM my friend heads off to work and I&#x27;m there at her place alone. Before she left she reminded me that everything was based on my mind set, which I continuously reminded myself. I just sat there on the sofa staring at my surroundings and the TV. Everything still looks floaty and breathing like. &lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-right1&quot;&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-text&quot;&gt;I just sat there on the sofa staring at my surroundings and the TV. Everything still looks floaty and breathing like.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt; There&#x27;s patterns on the wall. Everything that I look at almost looks zoomed in. There&#x27;s a portrait on her wall that her roommate had drawn out and I remember watching this video of this girl explaining how she saw a Buddha go from smiling to frowning, so I decided to see if I could get myself to see that with the portrait. At first I couldn&#x27;t tell if it was working, but then the face would either smile or frown. It felt like time didn&#x27;t exist. Time felt infinite and whenever I&#x27;d try to count... 1... 2... 3... I&#x27;d just get myself confused because as I&#x27;m saying one I felt like 20 minutes went by. At some point during this trip I decide to go out to my car for something (I don&#x27;t remember what) and when I was walking out there it was dark and kind of spooky, but I kept reminding myself that I was safe and everything was in my head. When I got into my car I remember reaching over the the passenger side floor and thinking I saw a spider. Then one small spider turned into a bunch crawling out from my car floor. At first I panicked, but then I realized that it wasn&#x27;t possible and that it was all in my head. I got the hell out of the car since it still freaked me out (I have a huge phobia of spiders).
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I have a note on my phone from this trip at 7:53 PM and I wrote out &#x27;I am in my own world. Not where I block everyone out but where I see EVERYTHING at a third person perspective. I feel so distant from everyone but in almost a way that makes me feel entitled.&#x27; I wish I could evaluate on that last part of being entitled, but I really can&#x27;t remember. I can say that while tripping, it changes your perspective. It almost makes you feel like you&#x27;re in a Nuke Town. You feel like your on a different dimension than others, and everyone else isn&#x27;t real. Almost like you&#x27;re God looking down on all the little people. I remember talking to my friends on Skype and wanting to socialize with them but I couldn&#x27;t. I felt so distant from them, which kind of upset me. It didn&#x27;t affect the trip, but I will admit that I did get somewhat lonely. At some point my friend&#x27;s roommate comes home (I didn&#x27;t even realize that she was coming home that night which scared the shit out of me). We chatted for a bit. I struggled with some of my words and couldn&#x27;t really talk the clearest because every time I&#x27;d try, whatever I heard myself saying would get distorted and I&#x27;d get confused or lose my train of thought. I know I couldn&#x27;t stop looking at her big forehead because there was some patterns on it. We smoked some weed together and then she went up to her room to go to bed.
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The rest of the night, from what I can recall, I just watched Netflix. I watched Willy Wonka (with Johnny Depp) and That 70&#x27;s Show. I noticed that I could see almost every micro-expression in their faces. The more I stare the more weird shit I see. I know there were times that I was just completely zoned out in my thoughts that I forgot my vision was a thing. I remember also staring at the TV and the colors would change. I remember feeling like there was some life answer that I was expecting or that this trip was something extraordinary. I&#x27;m not sure how to explain it, but I know there was almost some kind of dissatisfaction feeling.
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It was about 12 AM when I started feeling the effects die down, which was slightly disappointing. I smoked more hoping it&#x27;d pull me back into the trip, which kind of worked, but also made me feel sleepy. About an hour or two later there isn&#x27;t much effect, and I mostly just feel mentally exhausted so I smoke some more and go to bed. I remember being told that you have crazy dreams after dropping acid, but I don&#x27;t recall having any.
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The next morning I woke up still feeling a little off. I definitely noticed that I was still seeing vivid, which I didn&#x27;t notice much when I was actually tripping. I had only gotten 4 hour max of sleep and I had to head to my morning class. It was about an hour drive which was no problem but I noticed that it was hard to talk to people and I was being quieter. I still felt like I was slipping up some of my words and I realized later my pupils were still dilated. My brain felt like mush. It was hard to focus on anything. I remember just sitting in a private study room thinking about the whole trip and everything that happened, but I couldn&#x27;t read a simple math problem. I was mentally exhausted. When I&#x27;m tripping my brain works faster than time. It&#x27;s like it&#x27;s going on overdrive and when it&#x27;s done it can&#x27;t work anymore.
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Despite the exhaustion, I felt refreshed. I had just had a life changing experience.&lt;!-- LSD is definitely something I believe that almost everyone should try at least once in their life. It&#x27;s an unexplainable experience that you can&#x27;t even get a glimpse of unless you try it. --&gt; Since my first experience I&#x27;ve tried acid countless of times and never have I experienced a bad trip. It&#x27;s important to place myself in a happy and safe environment with those I trust. My mind is key because everything I see and feel is all in my head. &lt;!--Of course it couldn&#x27;t happen without the LSD, but if you ever feel yourself slipping into a bad trip watch something happy, think happy, remind yourself that it&#x27;s just a drug and you&#x27;re not dying. If that doesn&#x27;t help, then benzos can help reduce/stop a bad trip.--&gt;&lt;!-- End Body --&gt;
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