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I&#x27;ve been using LSD for many years now .... mostly recreational use up until recent years. By a chance circumstance I found myself tripping home alone one night (something I never would before that night have done purposely). It quickly became clear to me that acid has so much more to show a person than just some fun visuals. But, as far as I thought I went that first night, I felt like I had only just knocked on the door. That night started a journey through that door that over the course of several more trips I did finally achieve. What I&#x27;m going to share is the culmination of several trips&#x27; experience in a more meditative mindset.
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I cleaned my apartment thoroughly the night before and went to bed early. It was a bright and very cold winter morning. After taking care of personal matters and informing the appropriate parties of my intended activities for the day, I ate my acid-laced Oreo. It was around 10 a.m. I showered immediately and by the time I was drying myself off the walls were already breathing ... heavily. Now, although there are plenty noteworthy aspects of this trip pre and post peak, I&#x27;m only going to share the peak as this was the moment the door shattered.
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My experience with ego death was a truly humbling one ......
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As I stood there, my soul stripped of its worldly shackles, head cocked to the sky, and palms open, I was gently ripped open in the most pleasant way from the inside out and exposed completely. Every ounce of my being was laid bare for judgment. &lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-right1&quot;&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-text&quot;&gt;Every ounce of my being was laid bare for judgment.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt; I was immediately flooded with the most intensely overwhelming love I had ever felt. Tears of joy streamed down my face. Another entity approached me. It was a ball of light, as was I now as well. &#x27;Me&#x27; actually consisted of three or four balls of light, suspended in the ether, and surrounded by even brighter light (this brighter light was also the love I was feeling and the only thing I could see). This other entity then inspected me like the scanner in a copying machine scans a document. This kind of inspection was instinctively terrifying but only for a split second because as my &#x27;self&#x27; was exposed all fears melted away. Upon realizing the &#x27;self&#x27; was an illusion manufactured by the presence of space/time, all worldly worries, despair, hopes and joys simply melted away. None of it mattered. There was a greater sense of importance, but this was something else that was far less tangible, or speakable. 
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So as this was happening, the second entity communicated to me &#x27;You&#x27;re not dead yet, but I&#x27;m going to show you something anyway&#x27;. It then smeared me across the universe until I had become one with everything. I was able to perceive time as it really is, as a whole. I became momentarily infinite and as I wrote later that day in my journal I experienced &#x27; .... everything. All at once&#x27;. Feeling that level of connection revealed to me that the momentary physical object I call me is nothing more than an agent for experience and although this body will eventually decay its experiences will not. Death, like life, is merely an illusion. I&#x27;m sure this is the kind of thing some people might call god, but I&#x27;m hesitant in labeling it like that. It was a spiritual experience hands down .... an incredibly intense one that changed me profoundly. During moments of clarity throughout this day I was compelled to write in my journal. This was a difficult task because I was also slightly out-of-body making my hand very shaky. I&#x27;ll end this with the words I managed to write down:
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&#x27;you realize that the minds physical connection to the world is not the only connection it has.
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self is exposed. and gone. ego matters not. love overwhelming ....... Everything. All at once.&#x27;&lt;!-- End Body --&gt;
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