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After getting to know LSD and Marijuana quite well, and enjoying their interactions together I decided to try Nitrous bulbs along for the ride. I had enjoyed them before the acid days and after hearing that they too interact with LSD, I decided to try the combination for myself. 
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I have come to realize that I have quite an addictive personality so I avoid highly addictive drugs because I know they would kill me, or I would not be able to stop. So Nitrous did not ring any alarm bells when I researched it.&lt;!--, but beware!!--&gt;
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This was a period that I look back to fondly, like a time when psychedelic substances inspire in a way that is very hard to reach in day to day life. Like being in love, sort of. I would go down to my fishing shack by the Murrumbidgee, take some good LSD, wait until the trip started peaking, have some super hash (produced ironically as condensate byproduct inside [my] Vaporizer!), and BANG!! 
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The walls of the room would ripple, my heart would feel like it was filling with hope and promise and the gumtrees outside were the most beautiful things I have ever seen! The connection to nature was complete. I was(are)nature and vise-versa. &lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-right1&quot;&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-text&quot;&gt;The connection to nature was complete. I was(are)nature and vise-versa.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt; In the light of my head torch at night the tree trunks glistened silver, gold, yellow, orange and green. The patterns were(are)stunning.
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Then, I would take some Nitrous oxide via whipped cream bulbs! KABOOOM!!! The feeling of being one with the sunset and starry night was incredible..i.ts like I was flying through space and being everywhere at once and completely content. The mossy rocks, trees and bushes were twirling like steam, It was a mind orgasm. What a rush, I began spending hours writing song lyrics and poetry until the sun came up and I felt I understood the cosmos and our place in it more that with just LSD and Pot.
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Unfortunately I soon found myself having to always include the bulbs on my LSD excursions. This seemed awesome at first, although it slowly dawned on my that this was unsustainable. I suspect that Nitrous Oxide via whipped cream dispensers is somewhat more harmful and addictive than my research suggested. &lt;!--(Although Erowid is an excellent source of up to date information and does have caution as a recommendation.)--&gt; 
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I soon found myself being draw into an addiction to bulbs, at one point I ordered 500 online and they came in a day! They were gone in a week! I was loving the rush, listening to music and even hallucinating .. without LSD! 
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Then finally, after the 500 batch and then some, I took a trip and started bulbing, only to find I felt like an Ice addict or something. Intensified by the LSD I could feel the physical harm the continued use of the bulbs was doing, and my emotions were becoming negative, as if I had reached a point of no return. I kept inhaling only to find myself spiraling into fierce addiction &lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-right1&quot;&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-text&quot;&gt;I kept inhaling only to find myself spiraling into fierce addiction&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;, at that point I understood what it truly felt like to be utterly under the spell of a drug, I had to finish them off there and then. I felt horrible. Like I was a slave to something I once loved..
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I then wrote this poem/song. Its still in development.
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V1
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Flying fiery through the old forest
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Burning down into the ancient folds
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Digging deeper till the barrow bleeds
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Finding only a child&#x27;s lonely scold
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Melting gracefully into the moss
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The clouds form like magic wands
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To rejoin her womb melts all loss
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Now love as one with all the lands
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Chorus
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Poly ate all the crackers
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She&#x27;s drowning at the rivers cross
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Sinking down held tight by shackles
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One more breath before all is lost
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Minds melted fast back into stars
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Burning skies send shivers down
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A single soul could stray so far
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Don&#x27;t slip now you might just drown
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V2
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Pushing past the downward tunnel
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Only time could send me there
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I won&#x27;t (let me) go to the devil
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It&#x27;s just the darn cost of the fare
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Crushing darkness is a holy creed
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Ones mind it is the oceans free
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Open the doors to quench the need
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And Transcend the egos push to lead
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To love oneself is to love a dark heart
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There&#x27;s no other way back home
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Just like the ancient wise old lark
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His third eyes feels a wise soul grow
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I have since stopped using the bulbs, not the LSD and Pot, I can manage that. So be careful with Nitrous, its amazing but very potent too.&lt;!-- End Body --&gt;
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