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So...
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I had 3 blotters... Each one was very strong according to what I had been told and the trip reports of others&#x27; on the same blotters , around 80-100 each...I took all three at once..Just by the time my they touched my mouth, I felt an overwhelming bitterness..I was sitting on my bed relaxing, having had a long hot shower before,and listened to some ambient. Needless to say I was a bit anxious and thinking about how the experience would be like, and about what I wanted to gain from it. As it was hitting me, at first I was feeling sort of stuck into the bed, trying to focus at the music.. I was feeling as if getting into time... For 1-2 hours it went up and up and up, I was slowly laughing all the time,also feeling some kind of shivering.. 
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At certain parts I was feeling as if the substance was PUNISHING me, I suppose that was because it brought me a bit of nausea...after ~4 hours decided to go vomit, I managed to find the target.. :lol: Then I was sort of paranoid that my parents would figure out.. But I eventually managed to clean it.
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All senses were intensified, I was hypersensitive to all of them, especially sound...
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Furthermore, I felt a bit of ego death.. I didnt know who I am in the universe, confused,startled, --&amp;gt;  :o  :huh:  :blink:  .. I largely wanted to express myself somehow, so I managed to find peace of mind in painting.. Just with a pencil, my hands were doing some sort of fractals, geometrical shapes and I was trying to concetrate and relax, fuel my energy somewhere..
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I had the insight of being a much more &#x27;primitive&#x27; being, but also using more of my brain in a different way, much more speedy.. I HAD to follow my insticts...
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I wanted to become more extroverted...
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After around 7-8 hours, in the morning , my mother woke up..
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I went close to her, smiled, hugged her, asked her how she was doing..
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I was restless but couldn&#x27;t sleep.. When I was alone I had a shower. My sense of time was different, everything appeared more infinite in a way.
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If I stared at objects they were changing,morphing, I believe  these &#x27;hallucinations&#x27;  are the result of 1) Focusing,concetrating, 2)Images straight from the subconscious 3)Merging of the senses..
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Funny thing is I imagined myself as some sort of elf... The way I was sitting on my bed or the way myself looked in the mirror..
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Sometimes everything was just too much, even music so I took short breaks and trying to meditate by focusing on my breath and trying to visualize.. 
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+7 hours.. I realize that if I focus too much on certain objects, everything else seemed to dissapear and/or seem more &#x27;liquid&#x27; and blurry.. For exampe I would stare at my rooms lamp and I was seeing only it existing, just hanging in the air.
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+14 hours after I decided to have a walk and meet some friend to talk..I had a strong urge to communicate. I found one at the moment, we decided to meet in a small park.. He was also startled and was asking me where/how I found the blotters.. I told him to be cautious about lsd and not just take it for &#x27;fun&#x27;, fun in the &#x27;mainstream&#x27; way. I was laughing inside me, smiling , he though I was &#x27;burned&#x27; so in the end I just decided to hug him...
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It was feeling weird, as if power of gravity was stronger, as if the earth was grabbing me... I decided to have a walk in a [relatively small] forest... All I wanted was to hear the birds sing and feel the trees, the humidity,the air.. I was sitting on the benches...
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I was forced, and also tried myself, to reform consciousness and awareness, body and mind awareness, reprogramm myself into something else, a new self emerging.
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I was slowly coming down.. My reality had been flipped,decomposed, and I was slowly trying to re-form it, like a puzzle. &lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-right1&quot;&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-text&quot;&gt;My reality had been flipped,decomposed, and I was slowly trying to re-form it, like a puzzle.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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Weird enough , finally my memory has become better, more vivid, I learned to focus and channel my energy where I want.. But I&#x27;ve also become even more of a daydreamer, and learned to enjoy everything in life more, even just sitting and breathing.
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I was seeing the similarities between things rather than the differencies, everything was ONE in a way.. Even music.. I was into it, every second was perceived as  eternity. I was stunned at Tom Heasley - Desert Triptych , the magic of didgeridoo !!
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+20 hours I was there sitting with my father and bros , touching them, hugging them and talking to them.. Relaxed, sitting on the couch.. About their problems, my problems, generally..
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+24 hours.. I didnt want to sleep alone.. Decided to sleep in the same bed with my brother.. Trying to calm down and meditate.. Insomnia. I had this fear that I will never return, but I managed to sleep for a few hours I think, having really vivid visuals. I had opened some doors of perception.. What if they never closed again ?? I persuaded myself that it&#x27;s about which doors you decided to open and which to close ;)  You create your own reality. 
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On the other hand I also wanted to remember this experience and integrate in my life, which I&#x27;ve done.. The trip never ends, you have to change yourself, it&#x27;s pointless to trip and then be exactly the same, making the same mistakes etc etc.
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Also I had this insight that ,at least in our society, you&#x27;d better not deviate a lot from the normal.. We should always keep a bit of touch with the ground..  Example: Job. No one wants to but unfortunately you HAVE to.. Ideal would be trying to see everything as a game, so that you enjoy it more. Like a child. 
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Things seem newer now, I discover more of them, stare at them... 
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Intense appreciation for art , and a stronger need to express myself , to be more creative. I am calmer but at the same time more energetic.&lt;!--[size=14][b][color=red]** Disclaimer **[/size][/b][/color]
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Especially for those that haven&#x27;t tripped, I know you might read it and get over-enthusiastic.
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Before trying to have some intense experience you&#x27;d better prepare yourself..
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Try to control yourself and not let paranoia and fear overwhelm you.. Follow your insticts but also remain logical... Filter some of your thoughts. I won the battle against my demons..
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We created our own happiness [ Which doesn&#x27;t mean resorting to psychedelics or other psychoactives at every chance.. Have a sense of balance.. ]
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