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If your going to try drugs stick to weed and shrooms (in moderation,please.I can&#x27;t stress this enough.. I have hppd and dp b/c of all my bad and crazy trips on lsd and extacy. I have taken acid 3 times and extacy 4 times. hopefully the low amount will equal fewer years dealing with hppd and dp
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My first time tripping on acid was during my senior year of high school. I was 18 at the time. a friend and I got the chance and decided to take it. my friends name is D.well after getting the acid I was real happy about getting it. went to his rent&#x27;s house to trip. at midnight we each took 2 micro-dots. D sat down in his bed but not before he got me a regular bean bag to sit on. I was like YES I get a FUCKING BEAN BAG to sit on when I experience acid for the first time for the whole night. being pretty unfucking comfortable being it in the middle of winter and sitting on a bean bag. I waited for the acid to kick in. I just took the acid without really peparing my mind for a few minutes or anything. this may have played a crucial role in my experience. also the fact that I realy wanted to be trippin outside during the day so that I could get as much positive energy in me as possible didn&#x27;t help either. but what the hell I figured the acid would take my mind away from it all. so d and I just sat silent for 45 min. then suddenly I felt myself getting really high. it wasn&#x27;t positive though like weed or shrooms it was  like a bad chemical was controlling me. I didn&#x27;t laugh giggle or have a good vibe. I decided well this may be somewhat of a weak bad trip. then I began seeing visuals which I decided to concentrate on. the walls started to breath and where all 3d-like and the carpet patterns started to crawl and shift. I knew then that this was going to be so cool. words cannot descible the feeling,sensation. 
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I&#x27;ve never really understood what loss of ego meant but it definitly happened to me. well the acid or myself must of not wanted me to leave d&#x27;s room because I sat there for the rest of the night looking at D&#x27;s room. telling myself he must be going thru this same stuff as me or he might be having a competely different trip. for some reason I couldn&#x27;t get up the courage to talk to D. and ask what he saw or to tell him that him and I should go get something to eat and take a walk around the neighborhood. I got real pissed off at the fact that their was no talkin going on. see Im a real talkative kinda guy. and know that talking on acid would be a positive thing. I did finally say something like whoa look at the carpet and the walls. but this wasnt enough. anyway. i sat there like that till 7 o&#x27;clock in the morning. wishing for it to end. I fell asleep after that. ..... this rest of this i have written for anyone dealing with HPPD.
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well I wish that was the end of the story but since that trip i got really depressed, quit my job..I have been real tense since and its been 2 and half years. teeth grinding kind of tense. like when you roll on e (probably another reason i have this problem).I also have been extremely weird since then. and I know im not making this up b/c people from my school during my senior year told me to my face that im weird. Im just one of the persons that shouldn&#x27;t take acid. It got so weird that I quit talking for a looongg time and I mean months. and just doing weird things like start playing the guitar when in reality Im a drummer. I see geometric patterns a lot when  close my eyes, I have trouble scheduling my time or have regular flow of thoughts. 
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Im pissed off that Im putting my family throgh this and that they&#x27;ve had to pay over a thousand dollars to pay for my psychiatrist whom i recently quit seeing and knew I shouldn&#x27;t be seeing in the first place bc noone can help me I got to get through it myself. I&#x27;ve been on many meds and my opinion is is that they all suck.&lt;!-- End Body --&gt;
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