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		 &lt;td width=&quot;90&quot; class=&quot;dosechart-amount&quot; align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;5 hits&lt;/td&gt;
		 &lt;td class=&quot;dosechart-method&quot; align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;oral&lt;/td&gt;
		 &lt;td class=&quot;dosechart-substance&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;/chemicals/lsd/&quot;&gt;LSD&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
		 &lt;td class=&quot;dosechart-form&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;(blotter / tab)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
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		 &lt;td width=&quot;90&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;  T+ 0:00&lt;/td&gt;
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		 &lt;td class=&quot;dosechart-method&quot; align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;vaporized&lt;/td&gt;
		 &lt;td class=&quot;dosechart-substance&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;/plants/cannabis/&quot;&gt;Cannabis&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
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		 &lt;td width=&quot;90&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;  T+ 2:00&lt;/td&gt;
		 &lt;td width=&quot;90&quot; class=&quot;dosechart-amount&quot; align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;120 mg&lt;/td&gt;
		 &lt;td class=&quot;dosechart-method&quot; align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;oral&lt;/td&gt;
		 &lt;td class=&quot;dosechart-substance&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;/chemicals/mdma/&quot;&gt;MDMA&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
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		 &lt;td width=&quot;90&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;  T+ 0:00&lt;/td&gt;
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		 &lt;td class=&quot;dosechart-method&quot; align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;smoked&lt;/td&gt;
		 &lt;td class=&quot;dosechart-substance&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;/chemicals/dmt/&quot;&gt;DMT&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
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This is a report of the most life changing spiritual event I have ever experienced in my entire life. I was in a decent mood that day and decided to try my first combination of LSDMT (LSD+DMT) later in the evening. I had some decent tabs that I had already used a few times before with my friend and have already used DMT a few times before. However none of my DMT trips before even compare to the sheer unimaginable love and joy I had experienced on this breakthrough.
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I started one night at around 2:20 pm dropped 5 tabs of LSD which was about 500 micrograms. As I came up I smoked a few dab rig hits and started experiencing the typical fractal imagery I would experience on this dose. At around the two hour mark at 4:30 pm I decided to add MDMA to my trip to candyflip. As I came up on the molly I started to reach my peak of my trip and would see these cubical shapes with intricate dragon designs etched into the cubes.
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At some certain point the acid started to become very introspective looking back on my life and the decisions I have made most of them were good but, I was still uncertain on my gender identity &lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-right1&quot;&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-text&quot;&gt;the acid started to become very introspective looking back on my life and the decisions I have made most of them were good but, I was still uncertain on my gender identity&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt; as I have felt “different” from most guys. This worried me however as if I would tell my family and some of my close friends that I’m transgendered that I wouldn’t be in touch with some of them anymore. This is when I started to trip out I was walking around outside in the wash at the time and would see shadow like snakes forming out of the shadows on the trees. I would also keep seeing trees and vines that seemed to block my way most of the time walking around. I kept thinking to myself of my identity and who I was then when a plane flew by and flashed a light towards me I remembered that I was going to smoke some of the DMT during my trip.
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This is when things started to become very odd. It only took me around 5 seconds or so after exhaling one big hit where I was instantly transported to a weird cartoon like universe with shapes in the form of a Q-bert game with all these spindly lines with vast colors cascading down these shapes like a waterfall. After this which seemed to be the waiting room I began to hear weird like alien voices talking in my head asking if I was dead however the other alien knew I had just left my body and was in a stasis like state.
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After this I entered the most vast cosmic space I have ever seen at this point it was hard to remember some of my trip as it felt as if I was gone for a month&#x27;s time in the span of 20 minutes. However these goddess like alien beings seemed to be guiding me and answered the questions I needed to know. They told me spiritually I am a woman and it doesn’t matter the consequences I have to take to make myself happy. I then realized it doesn’t matter what people think of me only what I think of myself and how I am going to be happy. I realized this after being reborn as a girl through a cosmic like womb similar to the 2001 space odyssey. I had never felt happier during this time so I finally had my answer of what I needed to do as I had always wondered if changing sex would actually make me happy. After this I began to travel between these yellow glowing cosmic lines to other cosmic galaxies in this huge universe and began to talk to other beings with more questions. Most of these I can’t remember as if my brain is protecting me from answers we cannot know while we were alive.
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However I found closure when I was talking to the spirit of my dead dog Daisy. I felt connected through Lucky my friend&#x27;s dog after snapping back into reality temporarily and went to pet her I returned to the place where my dogs soul was. I realized that she was accidentally fed too much chicken bones at one time that had ripped her insides. I began to cry again remembering mourning the loss of my dog and so did Lucky as if she felt the connection I made but, at the same time I had never felt so spiritually connected with the universe. My dog had told me to stay strong and to never give up hope and not to worry that it wasn&#x27;t my fault that she had died since it was her own stupidity for eating a large chicken bone.
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I felt as if the whole life in the universe was connected together in this place. I am sure there is an afterlife as DMT made me feel as if all life is connected together in a special way giving me a sense of peace knowing that death isn&#x27;t the end. To me it seems almost exactly like Terence Mckenna said that life is a preparation for a transition to another dimension this so called network of love, light and information. These experiences just seem too confounding for the brain to produce it since we can&#x27;t even retain all of the information thrown at us. I had needed a trip like this to know the answers I wanted. DMT is a truly powerful drug and gave me the time span of months of thinking in order to get these answers I needed that could only be truly found in my subconscious. I hope to someday possibly try to get into the field of stem cell research or find a way for trans-gendered people to transition easier or hopefully have kids of their own and possibly fully preventing them from the turmoil and despair I have felt. If some animals in nature such as frogs can reverse genders then hopefully humans can too.&lt;!-- End Body --&gt;
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