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I usually take LSD when I have big questions about life and myself, last year I had made some huge changes after taking LSD that it positively affected my life. So one Friday night I decided to consult with what I call &#x27;The LSD Gods&#x27; (great name am I right?). I took 250 ugs at 4:30 pm and went downstairs with my mother to watch the rest of the movie called &#x27;Lucy&#x27; while waiting for the LSD to kick in. All in all my mood at that point was really good.
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Close to the end of the movie I started to feel the body effects LSD usually gives me so at 6:30pm I decided to go take a bath and use my new bath bomb I got. It was probably the best bath I had ever taken, I lifted the bath bomb out the water and watched the bubbles for a long time. By this time I was seeing small visuals and got out the bath. At 7pm I ended up laying down and watching YouTube videos of soap cutting (yes soap cutting I know) after a while I decided to ask my mom to take me to the gas station for a drink. As I got into the car the visuals and body effects kicked in a lot harder. I&#x27;ve never been in a car on my come up so it was really different. We got what we needed and headed home, mind you my mom has no idea I am tripping at this point. In the car for some unknown reason I wanted to laugh but I knew my mom would ask what&#x27;s funny so I tried to turn the other way and hold it in but tears came to my eyes and she ended up asking what&#x27;s wrong. Now me and my mom don&#x27;t have the best relationship and I have been trying to mend it so all of the sudden I start thinking about that and go into full blown crying and start talking to her about our relationship. 
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We got home and I asked if we could sit outside for a few because I really wanted to talk more with my mom. &lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-right1&quot;&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;pullquote-text&quot;&gt;I asked if we could sit outside for a few because I really wanted to talk more with my mom.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt; We ended up talking in a full blown 2 hour conversation and looking back I feel like it was so helpful to our relationship and my understanding of our relationship. At this point I&#x27;m just staring at the brick walkway we have and seeing so many patterns in it (mind you my mom still and as I&#x27;m writing this doesn&#x27;t know I was tripping) I got a call from my work saying I needed to come in which was really sucky because I wasn&#x27;t going to get sleep that night but after I ended the call, I then for some reason really want to go on a walk seeing as we live in basically the middle of nowhere (we don&#x27;t really have signal except 1 bar so unless we have wifi we don&#x27;t get calls on our cell phone until we go about 20 minutes away from where we live). So here me and my mom are walking (I also didn&#x27;t feel out of breath at all like I normally do with my asthma) and it was so enjoyable that I didn&#x27;t even realize we were walking as far as we did. We eventually got back home around 8 pm and I went up to my room for the night.
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I didn&#x27;t really do much after that because I felt so emotionally drained in a sense when talking to my mom and felt like I got out what I needed to say but never could with my mom. For the rest of the night I was though in a really good mood and watched my favorite tv show Wynonna Earp (That episode was a really weird one too where everyone was under a spell and I thought it might make me go into a bad trip but it didn&#x27;t which was good because I really enjoyed the episode.) and really just listened to music and was on Facebook looking at videos. I did decide at 11 pm to take another bath (I love baths) and realized my jaw started to really hurt from clenching it subconsciously. I also (which yes I am still kinda afraid of the dark) wasn&#x27;t afraid of walking in the dark back to my room and even days after I still wasn&#x27;t afraid.
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I went back into my room and watched more videos by PsychedSubstance and documentaries by Vox, Vice, etc. (I really like learning a lot more when I&#x27;m high or tripping but I also like learning things when I&#x27;m not high or tripping either). I then started to worry about not getting sleep before a 8 hour shift at 11 am but I wasn&#x27;t worried with anxiety like I usually am. 
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Around 4 am I shut all the lights out and tried to sleep which to no avail I didn&#x27;t sleep. I did however see a lot more visuals in the dark but my body and jaw hurt to the point where I took a bath with epsom salt. It still didn&#x27;t work so I decided to wait till 8 am to call in sick because there was just no way as I already felt so tired but couldn&#x27;t sleep due to the LSD. After laying for what felt like an eternity I finally fell asleep.
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I had some really weird dreams but don&#x27;t remember what happened in them, I just woke up really confused about what happened in them. I ended up sleeping till 10 pm and my mom thought I was sick (nope mom just tired from the LSD) but I ended up feeling some positives from the trip. My severe anxiety which causes me to have panic attacks daily was almost COMPLETELY gone. I also had some really good insight on my relationships with people and contacted them to try and fix the damage I had done in the past. I had better self-esteem about myself, and I also noticed that I haven&#x27;t been eating as much or more like I get full quicker but I don&#x27;t know if that&#x27;s just the after effects of the LSD (even though it didn&#x27;t happen last time when I took more&lt;!--around 1,500 ug--&gt;). 
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All in all this trip has given me a lot of positive outlooks on my life and I am glad I made the decision to take LSD that Friday night.&lt;!-- End Body --&gt;
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