Dear lover,
I wish I would have done things differently. I wish I had just listened and respected your space. I was too insecure with myself that I allowed them to get in the way of your feelings; that were completely valid, and ruin the chance of us ever growing. I beat myself up everyday because of it. You are my true love. And like everything else, I ruin every possibility that is good for me. I don’t know If I will ever get over you fully. However, I will work my hardest to. But not just yet, because I don’t want to lose my feelings for you right now. As much pain and heartache I have, I would rather have these feelings because their mine and I’m not ready to let you go. I don’t want to ever let you go, honestly. I am grateful, though, that I got to experience love; ever, especially with you!!!
I heart you, boo! <3
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