it was when i heard the word nigger for the first time i was about we had recently moved into a new neighborhood when the resident little degenerates came across me they had seen my dad moving in boxes and my mom helping him my dad is black and my mom is white they didnt approve of their marriage they called me mutt and nigger and called my dad a nigger and my mom a nigger lover they hit me a couple times and i fell down a hill i went home crying and asked my parents what those words meant after that point i became severely aware that i was different and i had a whole social history i was aware of