anytime the term faggot is used around me i feel a tiny little stab in my heart i know its not a personal attack but it hurts just the same even though the term hurts my feelings i say nothing just grin and bear it as so many are fond of saying for me it just isnt right but i get really bad anxiety attacks when i cause or get involved in even a mild confrontation so i hear it alot its good the other side dislikes it just as much as us though