being gay and black is not bad i have friends who are both and theyre amazing you seem smart judging by grammar and what youre going through is unfair i know its hard to believe that i care but i do i want you to be happy im here for you no matter how clichè it is if you need to talk im right here ill let you be your true self even if nobody else does i know this wont help a lot but its true i hope you find happiness and peace and if i can help with that let me know