look if you think youll be happier i a religion even one you only half believe more power too you whatever makes you happy as long as you dont hurt and judge or show bigotry towards anyone or use your religion as an excuse to act like youre better than someone go for it its your life life it how you want it also did you post this rexmuslim this sub is great but due to the demographics of reddit the majority of us here and former christians you might get some more advice specific to your needs from some fellow exmuslims