im so sorry you had to go through that it is so painful when the people most close to you just turn their backs like that im and i came out as bi and lets just say my mom doesnt approve i know what youre going through remember that what your parents think dont matter the slightest and im an atheist but if there is a god im sure he loves you exactly as you are you are not broken or ill or something that needs to be changed as you grow up you will find people who will love you exactly as you are you can come chat in my dms if you need someone to vent to