whats sobering is that were getting killed in the streets and in our own backyards i dont mean to sound callous man im just exhausted and angry from hearing about the two men who were killed by cops this week i live in a majority white area and someone once yelled nigger at me as he drove by doesnt even bother me because its just what ive come to expect from them be thankful they decided to be who they are instead of smiling in your face but terrified to be near you