lost my best friend because of this i think he just couldnt handle the awkward anymore i was told that maybe hes still in denial and i make it hard for him because i remind him i was told by someone else that he said he hates me because im a faggot i wanted to say he wasnt calling me a faggot when he was sucking my dick but i cant do that because i have to be a better person i promised to stay quiet about it