now that im oldee its fun to do visiting and give out duit raya to little kids and the merdeka generation and above people dont even know why im so hyped up for hari raya when i dont even consider myself a believer but i enjoy meeting and catching up with these extended relatives on a yearly or whenever someone gets married basis the truth is if i were to ever out myself theyd probably throw me in front of the mrt for being a murtad ha ha ha dont even know why i care so much about them whats culture whats religion