i hate this feeling my family wasnt here for the trail of tears slavery or took part in jim crowe my family showed up when they fled the irish famine called nigger themselves paid less lived in tenament housing then the other parts fled nazi germany in the s and communist russia in the s i grew up in the projects and was never above the poverty line my wife and i enjoy a comfortable middle class life that we climbed hard for and we are supposed to give that spot up or give some of it away and constantly apologize for it fuck that is insanity and chaos people who just want to tear shit down