i feel like im reading my own story my mom had me with a syrian fella back in the s and then he left my family called me sand nigger since i was a toddler both parents got remarried and redivorced because they are shitstains on humanity my half siblings and even exstepsiblings are still my family more people to love is better than less i did get a master class in racial slurs in childhood though if you were in my family theyd have called you little india allow love in and also be honest with them about who your parents were to you dont carry water for them dont participate in a single lie for them and tell them you wont let them hurt your family like they hurt you let them know youre a safe place if they need it because i doubt your parents became better people