thanks the reason i was so scared to tell them was because one of my old friends came out publicly and as transsexual and pansexual a few days before i came out they kept calling her a faggot as a joke but it still made me feel unwanted i got over that and knew they would be chill with my sexuality they are the best friends anyone could ask for and honestly if it wasnt for them i probably would have offed myself years ago its just so weird to have all this anxiety over something this big and the resolution is just meh