girl: omg i think i may have an awkward infatuation with our french teacher, he is really hot & so funny
that awkward moment when you realise & accept that you have a crush on/fancy someone who you reeeeeeaaalllllyy shouldn't, ie a teacher or a member of your best mates' family
"girl: omg i think i may have an awkward infatuation with our french teacher, he is really hot & so funny" What is the definition of "awkward infatuation"?