I’ve never been this bad before. I was doing well for about two months, until something triggered me and split. It wasn’t just regular splitting. When I split, it’s towards literally everything in my life. 

Right now, the world is a cold and dark place. I don’t want anything to do with anyone. I don’t want to go interact or even exist. I’ve been this way for almost 2 weeks now and, no matter what I try, I just can’t get myself out of it. I think the worst thing is that I’m aware of it all, but can’t change a thing. 

DAE get this way? If so, how do you manage to get out of it? I feel like my willingness to carry on is diminishing and idk what to do.