I’d like to start with i’m in no way shaming or saying you can’t function properly without medication. I know there are many different reasons people are unable to take medication and the last thing i want is to offend anyone. I’m talking purely off my experiences and i just know i will never be able to go back to being unmedicated. Yesterday i went to go and pick up my meds and it was $70. Some of you may not think that’s a terrible price however i live in Canada, have health insurance and i’m almost 18 and $70 is a lot. I’m going to be getting booted off my family’s insurance pretty soon and it really just sunk in like fuck i’m going to have to do this for the rest of my life. I have to pay for a stupid fucking pill to keep me alive. Then that spiralled into why do other people not have to take meds and can live a normal happy life? Which is a terrible mindset but hey i think we’ve all had that thought. Anyway i know 100% i would not survive if i was off my meds. It just sucks and everything is really starting to set in.