Even tho i had a break up a few days ago. 
Im proud of myself that i did not handle it the way i did 3 years go. 
He was amazing..
We both had faults..
He wished for me to shine my beautiful soul through and i will do just that.
I am not defined by what my past is butbwhat i will do to better myself. 
I wish everyone else the same. 
That they do love us. And it is hard for them too. 
Much love. 
From the girl across the ditch.