My coworker and I are working on a major project. She is the project lead and I’m only a coordinator. 

I keep reading into her tone in her emails and calls, and it’s leading me to believe she doesn’t want me to succeed and is trying to come out as the superior member of our two person team. 

It’s making me extremely paranoid and making it hard for me to work on this project with her. She seems kind of cold and condescending to me but I don’t know if it’s all in my head. 

Why do I always feel like everyone just wants to keep me down or hurt me?