So my girlfriend (23) of almost 8 years and mother of my child left me (M24).  We were highschool sweethearts and I feel like I don't know how to live an adult life without her.  I've always had an issue with depending on people to solve my problems because my anxiety made it so hard to face.  Well it all added up on her and she decided she was done taking care of me and wanted to be happy.  I'm just so afraid of what my future holds and I don't know to become dependent on myself for happiness.  This just all feels so overwhelming and its lead me to feeling suicidal...  Does anyone have any advice on how to let go of my dependency on others?