Lately my feelings are beginning to feel to much based around my favorite person if they sad it physically hurts me if they happy I get relief omg if they sad I'm sad if they happy I feel relieved basically one text can kill my mood.

Also I feel like lately in every aspect of my life I've been doing things wrong like I'm doing the things I should to do etc but nothing feels like enough I am trapped in the prison my own mind yay!!!

But I don't want to sound ungrateful i'm sober nearly 7 month soon I have a roof on my head and like I don't want to kill myself anymore or like just a normal amount not like every hour just doesn't feel like enough

Also i am beginning to be chronicly online again which ain't that good i would love to make genuine friendship but the only eay i use to know was crack so we don't want that i feel like this world wasn't built for us.
If you have tips on friend making (not online even though my online friends are lovely people) it would be appreciated !
Thanks for listening to me 👌
Idk now that I read it it feels cringe