i haven't formally introduced myself here but i'm one of those "act out" borderline people and i'll apply this only to myself and nobody else bc my intention is not to offend..but i get very hostile with others easy so i've pretty much confined myself to my apartment while my husband works and anyway... i had to go do a bunch of errands today and it was so mentally taxing. like i may never recover from bpd, in fact i think it has gotten worse and i'm 29...so there's that, so to survive its like i gotta FIGHT to survive it feels. i get so angry when i'm around strangers, i'm suspicious of them, like i guess extreme hypervigilance it is.

i just had to get that off my chest. sorry. 