I don’t know what’s wrong with me..I hate getting out of bed to go to school every morning and I feel completely alone. My teachers are strict and harsh on me for not knowing things and judge when I ask questions. The new semester started recently and I’ve been barely passing my tests and quizzes in chemistry and biology . Even though I have a tutor and I’m studying super hard? I feel like I need more time to finish the questions on a test because it’s long and I have trouble processing questions into my head. I’m usually a good student. Not completely straight As but straight As and Bs and I am an honour student. That’s now being thrown down the drain when the new semester started and I’m struggling so much? Even though I am studying and understand everything I still have trouble processing test questions and take time to solve them and the time runs out before I can finish another question. It’s so overwhelming and I can’t do this anymore . I feel like I’ve disappointed my parents and their even paying for tutoring for me and I’m still not improving. I feel so much guilt and have genuinely no idea what to do anymore. My parents deserve a better kid. Not me. I guess this is kind of a rant before I eventually decide to end it. I’ve drifted away from friends, I’m constantly anxious and have frequent panic attacks cause I’m always scared of being around anyone. I’m always tired and I’m slowly losing my sanity. I want to end it all because my parents deserve a better kid and not a mentally ill one who has no talent and isn’t even smart. I guess this is a goodbye? And on Reddit of all places too which I find funny. I hope everyone is having a better life out there than me though but I think it’s time for me to leave . I’m worthless