I just realize that I might have borderline after reading some books about it. I was diagnosis with bipolar a few months ago but never really thought it was the right fit to what was happening to me. The problem is that I am in Florida visiting my family and I am having a really hard time because I am having bad thoughts about my last relationship that ended bad and I am still in love with that person and still want to be with them, my self esteem is very low, and i feel weird but physical and emotional. I can't go to the doctor because I am here in Florida. I am really in need of coping skills to deal with these thoughts. I can't enjoy my time here with my family, I really need help to learn some coping skills to deal with this thing until I leave back home which will be in 7 days. If someone who has been dealing with this can help me please:(