I’m an Australian 16 year old boy who is currently being “tested” if you will for bipolar 2 disorder (hypomania) as in my physiatrist wants me to track my episodes for the next 3 months so she can get a proper diagnosis she believes I have hypomania so every time I have an episode I need to track it and rate on a scale of 1-10 how bad it is, my mum believes it’s just puberty and I hope it just is but my god it does not feel like it I feel as if I’m going insane and maybe I am just manifesting these episodes and it’s all in my head, I have loving caring friends who are very supportive but I feel as if they don’t believe me even though time and time again they have said they do. I want to be a paramedic so I am also stressing about wether or not I can become one but my therapist and psychiatrist tell me not to worry. Do you think my suspicion is just all in my head or do you think I am somehow manifesting my own episodes, please I need help. I have talked to everyone I know but I just need an unbiased and a strangers opinion. ⚠️Not looking for diagnosis⚠️