I need to date and get life into gear. I feel horrible and behind and at this point I may need to live the frank black life and date a single mom . Not that that’s even probably that bad but I need to grow up and accept the situation and severity of it. I think I have the job thing coming together . I passed and took for granted some great women that were in my life tho and that make me incredibly sad. And my depression and anxiety are pretty bad I’m just trying to force it. Losing my hair I think has really messed my confidence and with quitting vaping I have gained weight so how I view myself is kinda bad. Hair and skinny to fat and bald and need to dat e it all fell apart 😭