I don't know what to say. I hate myself enough, I did want to befriend someone and my classmate doing it just made my self image to be worthless. I hate myself now. I hate myself so much. I don't deserve anything. My parents are just wasting their times and money on me, on someone who is a creep and nobody likes. I will never be something I always wanted to be. The worse is they didn't even care how they ruined my evening by their words and are just memeing with their friends now. I am draining in a swamp. I want to die.