So I in my infamous insanity self harmed myself for the first time in like 6mos. 

It wasn't that bad. 

It's not like I had anything useful to use...

I digress.

I just realized that my SO is around all the time. He sees me naked all the time. Granted he's not always observant but I'm sure he may notice this. 

Fuck I hate living with people when all I wanna do is self destruct. 