Really, really, really fucking angry &amp; hurt.

I’m fucking sick &amp; tired of always being the good guy, always putting everyone else first, always being there for people, talking people through their suicidal thoughts, putting my life on hold for people who might be having a worse time than me, being insulted &amp; letting it slide because “they probably didn’t mean that”, putting myself in others’ shoes when they can’t seem to do the same for me... 

Just to have everyone judge you for being upset about one. stupid. thing. 

Why do I even bother. What’s the point. 

Nowhere is safe. Even the people who I think would understand the most reject me. 

Everybody is just a fair weather friend. 

I’m done. I’m just... done.

Happy fucking Friday :(