i rlly don't know  whats wrong with me, idek why im on here i've never used reddit before but i just rlly want to vent, i found out that i have a porn addiction when i realised that i've just been objectifying women, i havent been doing anything i have a gf and i respect her alot and i love her alot but idk i just feel like im a dissapointment to my parents, they've never abused me or anything but like im the black sheep, my dad is super smart and my mum is organised and everything and im just a mess, i stress about everything like school and other things, i stress and overthink about too many stuff and then sometimes at night i just cry for no reason, idk whats wrong with me i feel like im a mess and then at school i feel like i annoy everyone, i seem happy at school but then sometimes after school im just not, i've always had a good childhood but i just dk whats wrong with me.