I don't find anything enjoyable. Each day I have to go to college and do the same repetitive shit. I feel like I meet the same people again and again, No one is different from another. All of them are shallow. I study, I workout, I do everything that I can do, but I feel very close to death. Nothing holds me in this world. At the end of the day I am left feeling empty and extremely sad. I haven't been happy for 2 years. Why should I continue? What's the point? Everything is so boring.