I don’t know. I feel like a terrible person. I’ve thought of ending my life a couple times, even searched for painless methods of suicide a few times. Im scared to end it, but I feel like I don’t deserve to live. But I also DM a D&amp;D game every month for my friends, and they all love it and always have so much fun when we’re playing. I can’t take that away from them. I think once we reach the end of the campaign, which will probably take a year or so, I’m probably going to end it. I have no potential, no life. I don’t deserve to have my dreams come true. I know nobody really reads or responds to these posts, so I guess I’m just treating this like a journal I suppose. Im sorry to bother you all with my problems.