So basically i am a 16 yo and yesterday i went out because my friends invited me,after that i started drinking everything was fine and i was laughing about my friend because she was more drunk than me already
And then when i see i am already with she friend in my hand we drink some shots together and i need a pack of cigarettes so i keep holding her arm and we go buy some cigarettes but the machine didn't accept 20 euro bills so i go and exchange for 10 ones then i buy the pack and i ask if she wanna be my friend in other way she says no because I'm leading she to bad ways (she doesn't like cigarettes) after that i just forgeted about her and i went to my life i started drinking more and more and when i see i am already talking to everybody in the party i reach a girl and grab her arm and whisper that i love her after that i kissed the first girl in my life and from that point i just kept with her, i swear she was so beautiful i just loved her (maybe she wasn't that beautiful but she was small and i love small girls) i never thought that i could be with a so beautiful girl in my life and when i went out with her to smoke a cigarette she just leaved me i was so sad after that, i basically lost the girl that i was in love with so i just went drink more and more after that i did find a girl that i think was she but after 2 minutes of talking her cousin showed up and asked why i am with she cousin, i said sorry and leaved and then i realize i already losted my friends,the girl that i kissed for the first time,some money and the most important was my pack of cigarettes that was almost full so i just start wanting to cry and kill my self i was felling really drunk so i went to home and walked like 30 minutes when i reach home was really early like 1:00 am and the party started at 22:00 so my mom was still awake and asked me why i am already home but i didn't say one word because i was so sad and drunk i went to bed and start throwing up everywhere after that i slept till now that it's 8 am, i waked up and start cleaning all the shit that i did and i realized that i just lost a pack of cigarettes almost full and a girl that i loved.
Sorry for my bad english