It’s so difficult for me to see those who have really hurt me/left me in the past, carry on and have a booming social life while I’m rotting away in my anxiety/depression and bpd. It makes me furious knowing how toxic or mean they were to me and yet where I have no one in my life, they receive more love from others....my therapist would say it’s the disorders not me but it still makes me feel horrible....anyone relate? What do you tell yourself to make it okay???