Hey all, so I've been thinking about looking for some tips or advice here on reddit. So I'm 29 years old turning 30 on August and I've been having some huge struggled with figuring out who i am and what I'm into, which sounds kinda weird when i say it but I kinda lost my self around 10 years ago. I lost interest in many things I used to love when younger, 5 years ago I fell into an even deeper depression after a really bad break up and since then I've been in some kind of limbo so to speak. I've tried soul searching and trying new things but nothing ever seems to stick or i start something and just quit. Sometimes i wanna start projects like a youtube channel or a comic book or painting but I never stick with it or finish anything.

I see s lot of my friends actually doing a while bunch of things and I'm happy for them but to be honest i wish o had the confidence and assurance they have with the things they do and like. I'm never sure of anything when it comes to my self anymore and sometimes i have an idea, for example the youtube channel, and i see my friend starting one and i quit mine because I don't wanna be the copy cat friend. Sometimes i even feel like a poser cause I like things that are totally different from the other, like I've always had an interest for the stock market which is completely different from art or any other creative medium. 

So i guess the question is, has anybody felt this way? Like a poser not knowing what to do or what to get behind because of fear of being judged? I'm always worried about being called out on things like this. I'm stressing right now about this whole post! Any tips or advice would be greatly appreciated, I am in the world of getting professional help but until i schedule an appointment i figured maybe try here and talk to people who maybe going through the same.