i get an extremely bad reaction to social anxiety, i dont know why but no one understands how hard it is. my friends always say that "you sound depressed" i havent laughed for a good week. all of my friends hate me for not coming to school, and im going into counseling every week. it's nice to have someone to talk to but it doesnt really help much, everyday i feel like killing myself.  


I don't know, might do it tonight.