I feel like my relationship is crumbling. I moved with her from SoCal to Chicago about two years ago and we dated about a year before that. Lately I feel like I've been letting her down a lot I've been struggling financially and that's been taking a toll on our relationship going from me taking care of most things to having to constantly ask her to help pay for things. I know she's upset that I don't just get a new job since my current one has been cutting my hours on top of already shitty wages but I struggle with changes in environment and so it's difficult moving to a new job. Even though I know she's right it's just been so difficult but the more I wait the more I keep slipping into this hole with increasing debt and no end in sight and that only further makes me feel helpless and apathetic. I just feel like I'm dying and I just sent to curl up and dissappear.