every single job i’ve had, i can work about 6 months and then i suddenly cannot do it anymore. i can barely make myself get up. and once i’m there i’m so miserable i end up making myself feel physically sick. i’m getting to that point with this job and i actually really enjoy this one so there should be no reason that i’d rather die than go. i don’t know what to do. when i interviewed for this job i almost didn’t want to take it because i knew this would happen. but somehow i thought it’d be different this time. 

does this happen to anyone else? have you found a way to cope? 