Obviously, I don’t want to manipulate people or use them or anything. I feel like I should say that before I start this out.

My FP and I don’t talk anymore (well.... until like an hour ago) because the friendship was really unhealthy and toxic. I kept posting stuff all over social media basically subtweeting him and trying to make him feel bad for the way he treated me. This morning he blocked me on everything.

He just texted me saying he blocked me because he kept looking at everything even when I wasn’t posting and it was making him feel bad. Obviously, my borderline goal. But now that I was found out, I feel TERRIBLE. Like is this not what I expected to happen????? Is this not what I wanted to happen????? WHY do I do things and not think of the outcome???