Honestly, I wasn’t doing alright before it either but now depression is so bad to the point where I can’t stand anything anymore. All my little plans, hopes and dreams, my entire life were destroyed in just a span of a second. I’m so tired. I’m tired of being treated like shit, purposefully and demonstratively ignored. I’m tired of people constantly looking down on me like they’re some higher sort creature. I’m tired of being made fun of all the time. I know nobody wants or cares about some immigrant, but I’ve never wanted to be here either. I can’t stand watching my beloved land being destroyed when I am completely powerless. I can’t do anything about it. Every second of existence is full of suffering, it’s unbearable. 

If this all doesn’t end soon, I will end it myself.