If I want to be happy and at peace, I am depressed and at war with myself.

If I want to be sane and stable, I act all crazy.

If I want to be a good person, I act like the biggest asshole.

If I want to win this fight, I lose. I always lose.

If I want to feel loved, I will make you angry enough to leave me.

If I want to be left alone, I will do everything to make sure you check up on me.

I want help to get better, but will reject any suggestions.

Its like my life is full of irony, and I hate irony.

I am done. I give up trying to get better.

Now I will go down the path of destruction willingly.

Now I want to destroy myself till the point there is no me left. Let irony fuck itself. Fuck everything. Fuck me. 


