i was talking to my psychologist about how I've been having many tics lately and asked her why I'm having to deal with it. what's the main cause? she then said it was related to ocd and anxiety, but how would i know if it really was because of them? i asked if my psychiatrist had already analised what my diagnosis could be. again, she then said i have ocd and mixed anxiety-depressive disorder and that my parents knew about it. she thought i knew about it too, but no one ever told me. 

I've been looking for answers since 2019 and i had always been the one who wanted to know what's happening to me the most. i feel like they forgot about me, and know I can't stop thinking about how I was excluded from all of this. again, the feeling of being left out is ruining my day.