Okay so, it can’t be only me who feels like: if I’m not the most important person in my boyfriends life, his love for me doesn’t equate to my love for him or like his love for me has many limits? The fact that he has a friend who will matter more than I do probably for the rest of our relationship until we get married comes up often, he’s a great boyfriend and doesn’t do anything to make me feel unloved, this is literally just a feeling that has come up on its own, is this normal for bpd? Wanting to be 100% prioritized over everyone else in your partners life? I want to be his favorite person ever and someone he’d do anything for, I’d put myself through hell and back for him and it really does feel like I mean that. The only other person this happens with is my bestfriend who I do believe is my FP but the fact my bestfriend is my FP makes the feelings in their case a bit more understandable..I think