Today I realised my parents don't trust me anymore, I can't help but think where i went wrong?
Honestly I hate myself and hope I die, but this just makes me feel worse due to how depressed I'm getting over something this small when compared to shit other people have had to go through 
I don't know what to do anymore
To tell the truth the only reason in writing this is so that I can rant about myself 
Which Inturn makes me feel horrible again because I'm talking about how bad my life is when I've never faced many real problems