Hi everyone!
I have been with my boyfriend for over a year now and have been diagnosed with Bipolar 2 for two years. He knows of that diagnosis and we have had small issues because of my condition in the past. But the past few months, my ups and downs have gotten significantly worse. I don’t know what days I will wake up absolutely delighted to be in this world and which days getting out of bed will be the hardest thing to ever make myself do. 
My bf is the most supportive and wonderful person I have ever met. He is always there for me and rarely lets his frustrations show. But I have been in probably the lowest point of my life over the past few months. I feel like I am constantly hurting him and the guilt makes me feel so constantly stressed. 
He and I decided to take a break and have me completely focus on myself and establish a connection with a psychiatrist who can really understand what I am going through. But neither of us wants to break up… this is our last resort to ensure we can have a chance at a healthy relationship later on. 
Honestly, i am desperate for advice. We really genuinely love each other. This is someone who I want to be in my life forever. Please give me some words of advice! Love to all of you.