Hey Reddit, 

today I thought I'd share some of my thoughts and see if anyone else feels the same way.

I (24F) have a seemingly great life, a good degree, a job, I moved abroad to a country I really like to pursue the future I want. My family  and friends support me,  I don't have any problems in life and I greatly appreciate that.

However, something always feels off. I feel like I am not living enough, I see the years go by,  looking back at old photos and remembering how  also back then I let small things stress me and my self esteem was low. I wasn't present enough, confident enough and this is something I do again now.  I do have a mild social anxiety which has hindered me in the past but I am currently working on that with a therapist and its much better. I don't want to be the quiet girl that sometimes goes unnoticed, I want to be an interesting individual with a personality.

Is anyone experiencing anything similar? If so, what are you doing to solve it ?

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Much love &lt;3