i don't know how relatable this'll be, but i've heard people mention it in relation to being bipolar. i can go from being madly in love with someone, to being so bored that being around them feels like a chore. when i fall, i fall hard, and then i get bored. whenever this happens it's pretty much always only my issue. nothing actually really changes in the relationship. whenever i get bored or uninterested i tend to break up with people. the issue with that is i still love them. breaking up with them hurts me and them. it's something i do because i think it'll be better when i'm uninterested, but when that goes away, which it always does, i'm just left with this huge amount of regret. i thought it was just things like only liking the chase with relationships, but that's not it. it's more than that. i just end up feeling so stupid for breaking up when i'm still so in love with them. this has been a trend and i'm not sure what to do. i just wanna be able to feel things in a normal way