I have skipped about 2 weeks of school now, usually if I wait it out and allow myself time to take care of myself it will get a bit better. But I am so low functioning now, my grades are slipping, i’m gaining so much weight, sleeping 13+ hours a day, and i’ve completely given up. The worst part is seeing what it’s doing to my mother! I am an only child so me and my mom are very very very close. She is so desperate to get me back to normal she has started doing tons of stuff to try and help me. Like vitamins, antidepressants, my fav food, activities and shit. She let me smoke weed for my first time (out of desperation) and it kind of helped. But I felt so bad for making my mom give me that stuff because it clearly made her uncomfortable. :( I don’t know what to do if it weren’t for my mom i would fully give up. I’m so scared with every day that passes and I don’t feel better because how am I supposed to survive if It continue on like this.