I really don't know if this has something to do with object permanence or even BPD at all but for me it seems that the faces of people (mostly romantic interests) is different every time I see them. Does anyone else have this issue?

When I'm into someone I NEVER check their pictures on social media and I seem to be unable to recall their facial features (in my mind their faces are blurred) and whenever I meet them it's like I'm seeing someone else, to the point of me acting so confused they notice that. When I was in a LDR sometimes I'd go through the photos of my ex and wonder "what? is this really my boyfriend? this guy?" not even in a demeaning way (he was gorgeous) but in a completely confused way as if I was looking at pictures of a stranger. With the last guy I had something with it was the same. We were also on some sort of LDR and though I'd seen him many times, all my memories of him were foggy and blurred. Back then we had a huge argument so he asked me to go to his place to sort things out and as soon as he opened the door he didn't look like anyone I had ever seen in my life. Again, a complete stranger.. and it scared me for a good couple of minutes.