like I don't hate it per se, I find it funny, I just hate most of the comments

like I guarantee you that 99% of people in those comments aren't actually suicidal or have ever struggled with very real thoughts of suicide and self harm, they're just saying shit like "same" and "relatable" because apparently the newest "generation" is just known for being depressed and wanting to die and so it's just "hip" in a really weird sense. It's all just to fit in.

Many times I'll come across a meme that goes something like someone fawning over a Favorite Person and then it'll be like Me 10 seconds later: *expression of utter contempt* or something like that and there will be thousands of comments like "lol me." I asked my friend who showed me this what he thought favorite person meant and he just thought it was literally a person who you really like your best friend or your mom or something hence your favorite person. That really pissed me off for some reason. When it's actually a psychological term and you and your FP don't necessarily even have to be close or even know each other very well. Probably the same deal with everyone in those comments.

i mean i'm not trying to gatekeep or anything but for example there's something fundamentally different about not texting someone and getting slightly annoyed when they don't reply back, and having an emotional breakdown with a complete destruction of self worth often leading to super impulsive acts of self harm or something like that which many of us actually struggle with.

And all these memes are just putting those 2 completely different contexts on the same level, which effectively trivializes everything. One time i told my friend i legitimately want to kill myself and my friend was just like lmao same. Like I'm not trying to argue that everyone is like this but there are people who in absolute certainty do not have any sort of emotional trauma and/or mental health issues who look at all these memes about FPs and splitting and self harm and are just like "lol i want to die hahahhaha" and comment "me" "same" "relatable" "that is so me." No bitch that is so not you and you literally cannot relate to that shit in the slightest. Fuck you.

idk it just pisses me off because I already think im just pretending to be fucked up for attention and im actually just a weak willed piece of shit, but then i see hundreds of posts with dozens of thousands of comments each that all say that they relate, which makes it a 1000 times worse. If all these people claim to be experiencing what I'm experiencing, then I must be completely "normal" and i'm just making a huge deal out of something "everyone goes through" and so fuck me right? 

just fuck everyone. idk

end of rant