I’m 16 years old, I’m the only kid still at home and my parents forgot about me. They’re always gone so I’m home alone all day, I don’t have my license or a job because my mom says she can’t afford to get me an ID. I have no one, my sisters never talk to me unless they have to (a holiday or birthday) my parents aren’t emotionally or physically here. I feel like I’m just a burden, I feel hopeless, when I try to tell my mom how she makes me feel, she yells and flips it on me.  I’m exhausted and no one is noticing. My dad and I always argue, he has schizophrenia and bipolar disorder but he doesn’t take his pills so sometimes he lashes out and takes it out on whoever is there. One time I asked them to take me someone cause I hadn’t been out in a few weeks. On the way there the car tore up and he started saying it was my fault and I’m not his daughter and if he were to “off himself” it would be because of me. I don’t know what I did to deserve this. My mom was raped when she was little and my dad accuses her of cheating on him with her rapist. That day when the car tore up he told me they were going to get me next.  We got kicked out of our section 8 apartment about 2 months ago and we had to move in with my grandma, my grandma doesn’t even talk to me like she used to. I never come out of my room because I can barely get out of bed anymore. My grandma sleeps on the couch because she says that’s the only way she can fall asleep, if I can get myself to eat it’s usually at night. When I go into the kitchen to make myself some food, she’s always complaining and making noises to indicate she’s annoyed with me. It completely destroys me and my motivation to eat. Im sorry for the post, I suppose I just feel a bit helpless, I don’t have anyone to talk to so this is my last resort. I just needed to rant to someone, if you’ve made it this far, thank you for reading