Why man, I tried really hard to seem like I was doing fine and to gain friends, even a girlfriend but I push those away all the time, even the guy who I call my brother, major depression disorder and lots of anger issues don’t mix well I’ll tell you that much, I lash and at people because of how I’m feeling, and not jus verbally I’ve definitely hurt some people physically, I’m scared of myself, that if I miss my antipsychotics I’ll beat up some random kid In school again for jus Lookin at me, if I miss my antidepressants then I’m in the er, if I god forbid miss both idk what would happen,
Well this was jus a rant so to anybody who read thank you I hope your days decent or better :)