Hi everyone !  
Excuse me in advance for my English I am French and my English is not at the top \^\^   
Hope this is the right place for these kinds of questions. I'm kind of new on reddit.  


Since 2019, I have been diagnosed with severe depression and Anhedonia, I thought things were getting better but for a few months I have felt like I was "stuck" I want to do a lot of things, create a video game, write a book, lose weight, learn a language ...   
But often when I try to get started I can't do it, whereas when I was young I managed to embark on big projects without problems   


Currently I work from home, I take care of my mother with Alzheimer's disease, but in my spare time I can't get started in new projects that I like. A few years ago I had a long relationship and my partner put me down on everything I did, I think it could come from there but I don't know how to solve the problem   
The appointments with the shrink last about 15 minutes, it's hard to make a diagnosis with so little time I think, do you have any idea what happens to me?    
I don't feel really bad or good actually