I hate when I have a good day and think I’m just normal now and all the pain is gone- then the next day I just feel horrible again.

I don’t even know why- is it the bipolar, cptsd, migraine, or any of my other various medical conditions?

How do you start to fix something when you don’t even know the reason?

I don’t know how to describe what I’m feeling, I don’t know what to call it. It’s just like I feel overwhelmed by existing. I want everything to stop.