I genuinely don't know if I'm the problem at this point, why else do all my friendships and romantic relationships end within a year. I found a group of people on discord that I really enjoy talking to, and I'm just waiting for something to happen and they all start to hate me. I started kinda flirting with one of these people and for a week or so I felt good, I felt important, and like someone actually cared about me. But all of a sudden it was like a switch flipped, the private messages and Snapchats stopped, it was back to normal friends. I don't know what I did wrong, but this feels like the beginning of the end. I think Im just too damaged for people to be around me long term.