What I’m dealing with 

Bipolar

Hello my friends I went back to my medication and I take it in secret from my family with another doctor I disclose because I don't have ADHD AND BIPOLAR only bipolar told me that I can't focus because of the mood swings I had at the beginning of my treatment I was just having mood swings very slight depression/slight elevation  Very Focused At the moment I can't get out of bed I can't go to college or gym Depression is getting stronger okay?  What I suffer from now, I am an emotional person since I was born, but I became as soon as I see another human being in pain, I cry directly because I cannot help and here lies the problem. I killed an ant that was walking on a shoe and immediately I cried for that ant.   And I became very wary of the new people in my life, anyone just wary, but above the norm I'm shaking a lot from literally anything, a sense of fear and also the problem here is I'm losing my mind gradually I go to a college that's not mine I go to the park after midnight crying and laughing at the same time daydreaming and amnesia The question is this bipolar symptoms or what because for a year I haven't been like this or  I was like this, very simple, it did not represent a problem. And advice to you, do not leave your medication, whatever it is, and I am an example of that, from a person who suffers from a mood problem only to a stupid and mentally ill perso