I am close to losing my mind because I am about to be on Lexapro and Vistaril for my anxiety and possible depression, and I for the life of me cannot figure out if my anxiety is normal or not. I can't help but to wonder if it is a normal thing to be stressed and anxious, and if so do I really have anxiety? I just don't know where the line is drawn between a normal amount of stress and anxiety vs. a medical one. I am a bit scared to start taking medication because I do tend to have an addictive personality with drugs, alcohol, people, anything in life to be honest. I just wish I could have a minute out of my day that isn't clouded with random thoughts and questions so I can clearly think. Sorry this is all over the place.