I had to do years of soul work to come close to my essence and who I am. Yet with facebook (most people I've got there are more like people with similar intrest I dont know irl) I feel that I'm at square one again. Reminds me of middle and high school when I was camouflaging heavily. 

I feel that people on the BPD community don't speak much on the topic of camouflaging as splitting etc when camouflaging strips you from your authencity, everythink you do or think is deeply influenced from others, especially if you are codependent on anyone. It's like you are operating from them, and my authencity is one of my strongest values.