Our online classes started 3 days ago (I was finally able to continue my studies after 2 years) &amp; I noticed that my stomach started getting weak because whenever we have our 30 minute breaks, I suddenly can't eat as much as I used to (my mom made my favorite soup on the first day btw.) I usually eat about four servings when its that soup. I like it that much but on that day I had a hard time finishing even one serving of it.

 After the class I slept for almost 4 hours because I got so drained from socializing online I literally shook everytime my name gets called out &amp; the professor asks about my insights. 

On our second day we had some tasty gyoza and I was enjoying it but I suddenly felt like I was about to vomit so I stopped eating.

On our third day I tried eating apple pie and it took me a more than 10 minutes  to actually finish it because whenever I try to take big bites I felt like I was about to vomit,  again. Then I found out that I lost weight because my sister pointed out that I looked thin &amp; they thought I was going on a diet so I checked my weight and saw that it went from 47 - 44.

I get really anxious in online classes even when the camera is off. Will I ever get better at this?  I really wanna have proper meals. I really like food.