I will soon start going to therapy and will ask this same question my psychologist but this is bugging me a lot in last time since I again brought it up from the surface.

I am a 19 year old struggling with depression/anxiety for the greater part of my teen years. I won't rant much about it. Since I was about 12 years old I feel like I am constantly tired. Like constantly. Things were pilling up before but that was the time when I started to feel "unhappy". There are only two physical ways to prove that I'm not crazy are constant dark circles around eyes and yawning. I'm not constantly yawning but throughout the whole day, even when I train which is unnatural. I am physically healthy, eating healthy food and am an athlete so the physical aspect isn't a problem.

I addresed this problem when I was 14, but it ended at taking a blood test and it was overall okay. After that I was just unconsciously ignoring this problem maybe because I believed that everything was okay with me.

So my kind internet strangers, if you have any experience with my case or if you know anything about it please let me know if I'm just making up things in my head or I really spent last 7 years in constant disadvantage in this "race" called life.