I don't understand. I've undergone therapy before and it was useless. Firstly, I don't know how telling a stranger my problems can help me solve them; they're neither friend nor relative, and they don't care about me. I've had decades to think about my faults, and I don't see how they could tell me anything I do not already know. I don't think I'm unique in this aspect, so it surprises me how often therapy is recommended to people. Secondly, speaking my mind to a therapist has, in the past, resulted in my life being uprooted because they contacted the authorities. If I went to therapy again and told them what I truly feel, I'm sure the same thing would happen again. How can therapists be trusted? Life is weird.