I don't want romantic or sexual relationships.  I don't want friendships and I don't care about my family.  I don't have any hobbies and I can't watch YouTube or scroll through Instagram and give half a sh\*t.  Everything I try feels like something I could've picked up on as a kid, but I didn't have those opportunities back then.  I wasn't allowed to have hobbies or play sports or step out the front door without permission.  I wasn't even allowed to go to school!  Now that I'm allowed to do whatever I want, I just can't.  I'm bored of everything and can't imagine finding anything fun.  Right now, I'm just banking on getting some enjoyment out of hopefully going to grad school, but that's my big goal.  Once that's gone, I have nothing.  I feel like the most boring person alive.