recently (this whole summer) i’ve been so unmotivated and depressed to do anything, i don’t even feel like myself anymore &amp; i’m currently starting my senior year and i can’t even find the motivation to continue wanting to try. i don’t know what i want to do with my life i want to do so many things but simply can’t, i feel as though my thoughts are not truly my own and i’m life wanting to give up on myself and my life im so confused.