Nothing I do brings me any happiness. I try to read books, play video games, watch tv and write. None of these activates bring me even the slightest enjoyment. 

  I am 27 and work a 12 dollar an hour food service job. I am trying to find something better but I think the fact that I have nothing, and I mean literally nothing going for me in life makes it impossible to even enjoy anything while trying to improve myself.

  I take 200mg of Wellbutrin but even that feels like nothing. I am trying to exercise more. I want to know what to do to get even the slightest level of happiness while I am stuck in my position in life. I am extremely irritable all the time at everyone and everything. I spend most of my day browsing the internet and daydreaming about an idealized version of myself who has respect, power, friends and everything I don't. 

  I am also diagnosed with ADHD so it makes it very difficult to stick to any routines. I want to have a better life, I really do but I just feel like a zombie. There is someone inside me who can achieving things and enjoy life. I just don't know how to get him out. I have never written anything about my mental health online before. Sorry if it sounds incoherent. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.