To start I should say that I'm not suicidal it's just that I have no interest in anything in life. The bigger things are that I don't care whether I live or die (again not suicidal just don't care). I just feel that me dying doesn't really affect me so I don't really care if I die or not.

This basically applies to every aspect of my life. I have no sexual orientation as I have no interest in men or women. I have little to no sex drive as I have no interest in sex. My life is just utterly boring but I don't really care.

I guess I would like to care about life and everything in-between but at the moment I just don't. I don't have any hobbies as there is nothing that interests me.

Overall, it's as if I have absolutely no interest in my life as I feel that nothing I do affects me. I don't believe in fate or anything like that and I believe in free will but I feel like I have no interest in my own life.

I am 19 and am currently on 20mg of citalopram and I have been for a few months. It helped me be a bit more active but I still don't find interest in anything. Life is completely boring.

Please comment anything that might help.