After a really bad breakup I have decided to start seeing people casually but it honestly just made me even more confused. I started sleeping with this guy 3 months ago then got attached even though I knew he didn't want a relationship, which honestly made me spiral and want him even more. I stopped seeing him and I started seeing a new guy and now I have the exact same feelings but I can't tell if I like him or if I am just interested when it's too complicated and people don't want me. When it's sweet cute and uncomplicated it's too boring for me and I just ghost people, it's like my brain only wants chaos and drama and I don't know if it's a BPD thing or if I am just weird.