I don't know if this is bpd or not but I'm having some of my symptoms more intensely too hehe. I've only known him for like 2-4 days I think and he's always misgendering me but omg he only lives like 40 minutes away and we met online we like totes have to be together hes so cute I wanna like ask him out now!!! Omg I should text him now. Wait it's 12 am I don't want him to think I'm weird.. I've only known him for like 3 days. But honestly like I wanna marry him. Omg omg. What's stopping me? I have that pink prom dress in my closet left over from the prom I skipped I can use. Omg omg omg. Marriage? Marriage!! Babies??? Yes! Babies!! Omg I wanna marry him. It's only been 4 days. What if I scare him away? What if he hates me if I tell him my thoughts? I don't know. I really dont know.