I knew it but I guess it weird to know I was right. When I told her my dad had the same behavior, then my brother, and now me she said yes this is BPD. Another reason to hate my sperm donor.

I'm not sure what I'm supposed to feel. Our first goal at the moment is to control my anger outburst. I don't know. This post is kinda pointless. I'm not surprised that it's BPD but at the same time I am. 

Any advice on how to accept this