I have dealt with chronic pain and muscle soreness for years. Every muscle in my body aches. Especially my legs. I also twitch and spasm so horribly that people point it out. It makes it impossible for me to sleep. So I have insomnia, which I’m sure causes more issues. I’ve slept 4 hours in 2 days. I just stare at the ceiling. I have to leave for class at 6:30AM and often lay in bed until 6 and go right to school. I’m currently not working because I can’t manage. I also deal with terrible headaches and issues, including stenosis, most of which stem from a neck injury I had in high school. Occipital neuralgia, costochondritis, and overall nervous system dysfunction are some of my less often aggravated issues, but trouble me further depending on the day. My newest thing is that I can’t eat. I’ve cut out gluten, dairy, all processed foods, caffeine, etc. and still suffer from abdominal issues and acid reflux. I hurt so bad, and I just don’t know how much more I have left in the tank. I was probably 75% better last year and had what I believe to be an adverse reaction to the covid vaccine. This brought back my issues, some additional problems, exacerbated much of what I had already beyond belief, and now I’m struggling to survive. I’m going back on Effexor which gave me my life back before. If it doesn’t work I’m done. I can’t do this anymore. My daughter won’t miss me anyway