things haven't been good between us so i already don't feel loved or reassured. he keeps falling asleep without saying goodnight. i feel so unimportant. he sent me texts saying he fell asleep for a few seconds or saying he's tried but doesn't say goodnight?? i feel like i'm being left and abandoned when he doesn't say goodnight. plus i've had such a hard day emotionally i just want to send him a final message and block him right now. i hate the way i am, i already know if i waited and brought it up tomorrow he wouldn't understand and it'll just happen again.