i suffered with anorexia at the start of 2021, i was about 15 and my parents didn’t know what was going on, i had doctors trips almost daily with tests being taken (orally, anally, blood tests) because they genuinely couldn’t figure out why i refused to eat and i wouldn’t say. it got to the point where i was hospitalised for a month, and it was genuinely the worst month of my life. nothing bad in particularly happened, i mean, i missed my family, i had blood tests a few times a day (my veins had collapsed so it was quite painful) and it was pretty lonely, i had no privacy either but everytime i think of it i immediately have a panic attack. i can’t listen to certain songs either without feeling sick or a feeling of dread. is this ptsd or normal? it’s been almost a year now and i keep getting flashbacks and start crying