Hey everyone. So I switched jobs recently, I work 2 jobs, and I have been working 2 jobs. I work at a museum and also a bar now. I switched from working at a thrift store to working at that bar because the thrift store was taking a toll on me mentally. I started on Sertraline which made me sick as well, and that job didn’t take anything into consideration so I quit. I also got the flu, still have it, and had to call in on my museum job the past couple shifts because I was sick obviously. Besides that, my attendance there has been near perfect. I have to now complete a 90 day probation period with 100% attendance, or else I will be fired. I can’t pay my bills because of how sick I’ve been. My life feels like it’s ending in a way. I know I have a lot to live for, I know I can make it through but I keep thinking about how I wouldn’t have any of these issues if I was gone. I lie awake thinking everyone at the museum hates me. I feel like I am going to lose everything.