i’m utterly devastated over this. i knew it wouldn’t last long as i didn’t have a lot of money but having to tell my therapist that this will be my last session broke me. even at reduced rate it would be impossible. i have no insurance either.

i got extremely lucky, i liked her and felt she was helping a lot. and now i don’t have that guidance and support anymore. i cant stop crying. 

i wonder if i can ever have a point in my life where i can have money, be officially diagnosed, and be in therapy and on medication.