I have tried to get help all the way back in 3rd grade and nothing helps. I’ve tried anything and everything in the book. Witch doctors, therapy, even went to a mental hospital for a few months. And no matter what I still feel empty. I’ve dated damn near every type of person and I just feel like I’m a burden to them. To be frank I have tried to kill myself before but I can’t even do that right. I’m scared, that if I do then I’ll die right before I do get better but it hasn’t happened yet. What do I do now I have almost my whole life ahead of me but I don’t what it to be like this. What can I do?