Idk how to put it but I just feel hallow on the inside like neither happy or sad just no in between just nothing I guess is the best way to put it. Now to clarify it isn't like this 24/7 like if I go out with my best friend he is one of the few people that can make me feel genuinely happy whenever I'm with him but it's not like I can hangout with him 24/7. I've gotten pretty good at making it seem like I'm happy to my family but in all reality I'm just feeling hallow and idk how to tell them that. Sorry if this isn't great at describing it but idk how to put it into words