Does anybody else have really terrible almost toddler like tantrums? I’ve had some my whole life but they’ve gotten extremely worse since starting a new birth control pill (microgestrine) I have them when I get this specific feeling, like when you feel like you’re being hurt emotionally or like things just aren’t going your way. I’m not sure if this is a symptom of my BPD or something different all together or maybe a side effect of my medication, but I can’t really tell because like I said I’ve always had them just not this bad. I’m talking like sobbing on the floor kicking maybe screaming, maybe even self harm or all of the above. Today I had one over my bf accusing me of lying about weather or not I slept with somebody before we dated (stupid, I know, but all couples get into stupid arguments) which I didn’t, but for some reason this accusation sent me into crisis mode and had me convinced he thought I was some kind of lying deceitful whore. I ended up trying to knock myself out with my fists and now I even have bruises on my forehead. I’m mostly just looking to see if this is something entirely different from the BPD I’ve already been diagnosed with or possibly from the new pill and if I should seek out further help or what I should even do from here. I’m really tired of acting like this. I’ll snap out of it and end up hating myself afterward and just all around feeling hopeless for myself..