Hi. I'm an 17yrs old guy from germany. I had a quite good childhood exept that i was bullied my low classes in school and didn't have any friends. Now i have quite many friends and a good place to work, but anytime i am alone i overthink everything. And that makes me sad. My friends say that i am one of the happiest and funniest persons they know. But when i am alone it's the complete different. I worry about my friendships, my loved ones and my family and that i am not good for this world. I mean i am nice to everyone and try to make everyone happy, but the most don't give back anything. And I can't be mean to them and ignore them because my heart won't let me.  That makes me think a lot. I think i really need a person that I can talk to when i am sad and lonely.