I've always noticed that I have a hard time functioning in the days after I smoke weed. I can't eat, clean or hardly move. It's thankfully not as bad as when I took adderall in high school. Everything is great on-paper, but I can't seem to think ahead, or to think of a better life. I'm not suicidal, I just don't think I'll live a good life.

I'm on lithium/seroquel/trazodone/wellbutrin, so that's probably a chunk of my problem.