it's a bit of a sticky situation because i haven't known her for very long but we're students and flatmates. i've been in a shit place for the last few weeks and it ended with me having the worst breakdown i've ever had and impulsively trying to take my life. unfortunately she did witness all of this and decided that she needs space which was okay because i needed it too (i was embarrassed tbf). 

it's been 4 weeks now and we haven't really spoken much, except for texting about her covid and other house stuff. 

i really don't know what to do. i miss her a lot but i feel like i've been quite cold to her ever since everything happened. i don't know how to be inbetween, i either act with someone as normal or i don't talk with them. i don't want her to think that i don't want to be friends anymore but i feel like it's not really my place to initiate any interactions (i'm the type of person to always do) since she was the one who wanted a break. 

i will talk about this with my therapist on monday but i also wanted some insight from you guys. 

*this breakdown got me diagnosed with bpd. she doesn't know that because we haven't talked. 
*this is a friend FP, no romantic feelings are present (from my side)