I feel like I’m ruining things because I don’t even have the energy to get out of bed anymore. I want to shut myself out from the world and forget everyone and anything. I know I’m not alone in feeling this way, but that doesn’t help. It just makes me sad that so many people struggle like this. I am self sabotaging my relationship now. This feeling might be something I have to live with forever. So how do I maintain a relationship while being this far gone?