She saw me at my lowest and most selfish. I wasn't diagnosed back then and didn't know how to cope. It's been 6 years since we were together and now we are communicating and i've told her what i've learned about myself. She seems happy for me but i don't want to appear too full on and jump head first back in to try and salvage what we once had. I'm sure there's someone reading this must know what im on about. Any advice appreciated. 