Hey guys! I'm in a what I hope to be long term relationship but I get very easily hurt and clingy and cry often. I'm able to mostly analyse what's bpd and what's not but I don't know if I act accordingly. 

I haven't called with my boyfriend in 5 days because he was away which is a huge deal to me because we call daily for hours. (/ld) I currently am busy too so I only had a good chance to talk to him today but 20 minutes in he goes because his friends are waiting for him in a game. Okay. Cue BPD-I'm literally heartbroken and it's not even funny lol. And I say OK sure go have fun but after situations like that I notice I'm dry and short in texts and can barely get myself to reply and when he's mentioning anything about affection afterwards it just angers me. It's not like I can tell him not to go cause that would be controlling right? And I don't want him to stay with me in call if he doesn't want to. But how do I continue talking after situations like this where I literally can't help being passive aggressive cause I'm so hurt? Is my approach decent at least?