Idk how to tag this since it's a semi-vent but also a DAE question but yeah.

I really really hate it when people spend any amount of money for me, be it an expensive birthday present or just a 1 buck coffee from the vending machine. I just don't like the feeling that I "owe" someone money, even if they bought it FOR me.
I know I should just accept these things as a gift and say thank you but it's just not possible for me. I feel so bad that someone wasted money on me and it just doesn't make any sense on why anyone would even do such a thing.

Also, the thought of all these little "debts" that are no debts tend to keep me awake at night and make me hate myself even more and are honestly just so detrimential to my health. Idk, does anyone else feel this way or is it just a personal problem of mine?