well, i've posted here about 3am... nothing changed much.

today i've argued with my girl about not feeling enough for her. She told me that if i know what needs to be changed, i just need to change.

Everytime that i'm feeling like this, she usually spends the night with me. Today she said that she wasnt going to and from all of the sudden, changed that she would be although i havent planned everything for her to be here. Now she said that she doesnt want to come anymore and have not been online since then.

Think that im going under and under in depression...