I feel like my soul is crying and I'm consumed by the pain of a mourning like feeling.
I don't know what's wrong, I don't know what I should do.
It seemed I was getting better, I believed it. And here I am sinking again in this dark mental place.
I don't know what's real anymore
I feel as passive as a patch of moss on a old wall

I kinda wish someone rescued me, but I don't want to ask for help for the trillionth time

Will it ever end? Will I ever have a decent life or will I keep on ruining everything? 

I just want to sleep ignoring all my duties and responsibilities