Hey everyone ive got crap Grammer sorry in advance lol. Learned I've got BP after losing myself to phycois for 3 months and I don't have many people that understand or care. I got a job (painting farrowing rooms at a pig barn)for the first time in 7 years felt amazing first day  day 2 was a massive crash! I also think I've made a mistake I made friends with a little piggy and learned 10 mins later that wasn't the best idea. Day 3 was ok but I feel like i might have got a job at the wrong place even if it's temp and only painting the rooms sorry I'm all over the place I don't really post anything kinda just going out on a limb here