 I am not sure if it's derealization but whenever I wake up at night I feel confused and start to panicking because I feel unreal and think everything is fake and sometimes think beyond life and I start to panic, whenever I see people I feel so weird and I see them as non real beings even myself whenever I look in the mirror I start to question if this is really me or is it just a play, it's so frustrating since I'm still a minor it makes my school and family relations hard.