I go through horrible anxiety spells and mood swings. One minute I will be fine and the next I'll be full of rage. I work with the public all day and people are very draining to me...the smallest things send me into an anger spell. Ive always experienced this but the stress of having my first baby has just made my BPD worse, especially this part of it. My husband acts like he's slightly afraid of me. Luckily I have never felt violent towards my infant, but I have wanted to lash out at everyone else around me. I usually end up internalizing these feelings because I don't want to hurt other people or myself, but I need to somehow deal with these emotions because they are becoming too much. Does anyone else experience feelings like this? How do you deal with them? 