Everyone always tells me I’m depressed and sometimes I agree with them. I have a lot of weight on my shoulders and I’m always busy. I always hear about how people with depression just want to disappear, but I’m the total opposite. I want everyone else to disappear. Not die. I just want to wake up one day and realize everyone is gone. I just want to roam the streets at night listening to music and look at the stars without all the light pollution. I want to try all the things I’ve never been allowed to do. Am I wrong for wanting everyone to just disappear? Having a  mental illness and seeing a therapist is really hated on in my town so I wanted to ask if it was normal to think this way before going to a therapist. Not asking for a diagnosis, just wanted to see if others felt the same.