Sad &amp; Alone

So, about 5 months ago I started my journey to study in other country, everything was just fine, got along with everyone and it just seems like a new beginning, all of a sudden all those people started getting away from me, idk why, they found new people I guess, the thing is I just felt used and shit so yeah, now I’m here, my parents are getting a divorce and they told me about 2 weeks ago, that shit just broke me… I start wondering wtf I’m I doing with my life, I have no motivation to anything, I work but I don’t enjoy myself, I’m not proud of the person I’m becoming but I’m trying to change it so badly but something happens, lately I’ve been trying to get out with girls but the 2 of them just left and said nothing, idk wtf is wrong with me, I got nothing, I’m like I was in my home country, maybe as bojack says: you can run from anything, go anywhere, but you can’t run from you. At this point I don’t know what I’m going to do.. started to think that alcohol is going to become a real problem if I don’t control it right away, the thing is I found that I tend to be more likable when I’m drunk. Shit that was long, anyway have a good one fellas.