My boyfriend doesn’t know much about my depression or my BPD and I told him that I was feeling so low to the point where I wanted to take my own life. His response was that it was a very selfish thing to do and what was he supposed to do if I had left. He comforted me about it after I told him and let me cry but as soon as he called me selfish I could feel myself on the verge of crying, now I don’t think I want to tell him if I’m feeling this way and regret telling him. Not sure if this is the best way to go about it