I haven’t had a manic episode in awhile so I should be really thankful. However, keeping my depression in check has been so painful. I have been trying to control it with Latuda. It seemed great for the first dosage and then the increase but obviously wasn’t working as well as I needed. Each increase since though has made things so hard. Right now I feel like I’m at my worst. I almost went to the hospital because I felt so hopeless over this. Is there something my doctor can do before my next appointment which is basically a month away? Or am I stuck waiting it out until I see my team? I don’t know how much more of the random and frequent and incredibly strong feelings of worthlessness and crying and just overall awfulness I can deal with alone.