I don't understand why I am on this earth anymore, I have no value. I don't mean that to sound scary but I wake up I got to a job that doesn't pay, doesn't like me, doesn't find my work important, I have a bf who is my soul mate but my depression is affecting my ability to show him intimacy, sex, love etc, I don't have much of a religion I had to put all of my religious and personal hobbies away to support this job, and I have friends but they can only love me as much as I love them, my parents don't talk to me unless to nag and or if they need something. I have no self confidence, my mind sees my body differently so when I look at myself I'm always disappointed. I don't understand what I am as a person. I'm not well.