Just imagine having some severe mental disorders such as depression, anxiety, and PTSD and there’s no one to turn to.  Not even the doctors we have over here.  Nobody gets it where I come from.  There’s literally zero mental health awareness and the level of education and support is non existent.  Im begging people for help such as family, friends, and doctors but unfortunately they’re all absolutely clueless.  I’ve been fighting these disorders for years on my own while being in different meds and never skipped a single doctor’s session but I think I hit rock bottom.  I can feel I’m giving up mentally and physically while I’m getting zero help.  Im very frustrated.  We don’t even have a suicide hotline over here.  It’s pathetic.  Im not sure what else to do.  My whole body just stopped functioning and I do t think I can tolerate it anymore.  Im in such a bad place right now I don’t even know what to do with myself.  I stopped living because of these disorders and most of my friends have abandoned because of it.  I feel like I’m a burden on everyone.  Im dying a slow death while everyone is just watching.  This is unfair.  How can I wake up the next day knowing that’ll I’ll suffer for the rest of my life while there’s no help out there.  Im honestly thinking about giving up because I don’t see light at the end of the tunnel.  This is pure torture and I don’t think I can handle it anymore.