They posted a job yesterday.

It is the job I’ve been dreaming of since the day I chose my major. I sent them my resume and cover letter. Anxiety kicked in immediately after that. I’ve been checking on the update every free minute of my time. Like I cannot stop. I am so scared to go through interview too. I know that I have what it takes to do this job perfectly, but this little voice in my head keeps telling me that there will be someone better than me, that I don’t have enough experience and skills to do that job, that I’m just simply not enough. Today I additionally sent my job application to HR’s email directly - just in case, they won’t notice it on the website (it says that they only check 10% of all resumes). I’ve been laid off since March, and I’ve been dedicating my time to online courses to improve myself. And when yesterday I saw the job posting, it just felt so right. I really want this job, and I don’t want my anxiety to ruin things for me. I feel like I will be absolutely devastated if I don’t get it. I’m just tired of being scared and anxious all the time. :(