Like every. Single. Night...? It's like the later it gets, the more on-edge my brain feels and starts frying itself up. I can not contain myself. I'm ruining my relationship with this, too. I just can't deal with my brain deciding to act up on me whenever it feels like. It's like my mind develops lupes and starts zooming in everything that happens and making a huge deal out of it to the point where I'm uncontrollably and hysterically crying. But after a couple minutes I'm fine. But I already ruined everything. I can't help myself anymore.