I like to refer to my Borderline is my time bomb of new. I refer to it as such, to help sum up how it feels when I wake up and feel entirely different about one or more aspects of my life. 

It appears to have happened again, and I don't know what to do. I have a two week rule, where when I'm super confused I do nothing for 2 weeks minimum so as to give myself a chance to not be impulsive. 

I'm with this guy, "Keith". We've been together almost 7 months, and he's beautiful, amazing, and we have the world in common. However, he's very needy and suffers from extreme depression. I made beautiful promises of not going anywhere, and I truly felt (feel?) love for him in the extremes.

Now the 'but'. I woke up and felt like I just needed to escape. The problem is, I live with him. Now, I'm barely 19 and have a room at my parents waiting for me. I have no idea how a break up would go, or if I even want one. Keith is good for me, I know it- but my once my mind tells me to go it's hard to stay and not feel like I'm lying to myself and to him. 

Any experience with this, any of it? Any helpful hints or even a pat on the back would be great right now. I have nobody to talk to about it except my dear mother, but I would love input from people who know more of the blessings and curses of being Borderline. 