in my opinion, the way my mother “spoke” to me last night was uncalled for. i say “spoke” because she was literally getting in my face and screaming at me. 

the argument started because my older brother had been aggressive earlier on in the day. keep in mind that he’s M21 and i’m M16. he’s been ab*sive in the past to my mother and i, both verbally and physically. 

she’d been drinking and id just got back from a walk, it was just her and i home and all hell broke loose. i could tell and argument was brewing but i didn’t know it would get this bad. this is the worst i’ve ever seen her. she full on started screaming at me, and i sat there and took it. i was trying to talk to her but she continued screaming. my mother is under a lot of stress right now, and i’m trying my best as a literal child to support her. she doesn’t seem to care about my mental heath though. 

i was recently diagnosed with eupd because i’m not 18 so i cant be formally diagnosed with bpd. so, shes fully aware of the condition yet kept on going. she was taking out all of her anger on me, things that weren’t even my fault eg: the brother situation. 

theres been times in the past where i’ve split on her and said some hurtful things. afterwards i’ve always apologised, i know it doesn’t make it right but i cannot help it. and she decided to bring up all of my mistakes and say some very insensitive things about my mental health. 

I’ve been staying out of her way since, and now shes just giving me the silent treatment. i seriously need some advice, i’m lost and don’t know what to think anymore.