A few months ago I changed my work, I had my dream position and I’m earning more money.

I’m also dating a great guy, things are slow but I’m fine with it.

I’m one payment away to be debt-free.

But my life feels like I’m losing all control.

I’ve been in therapy for almost two years, and my anxiety was like super quiet. I was feeling amazing, having the time of my life… But suddenly, everything got super shitty and idk why.

Sometimes I feel like I’m not good enough for my work, like I don’t deserve this new position, and I like I don’t fit in.

Working has become harder everyday, it’s extremely difficult for me to do even the smallest task. For example: I’m writing this while I cry over my computer in a virtual meeting.

I’m overwhelmed and I don’t want to feel this way. I know I don’t deserve it.

What can I do? Anyone has gone through something similar? Is it ever gonna end?