I’ve been told by my trusted doctor that I have a personality disorder and have been told by my therapist that I am displaying signs of borderline. My mother has it and it’s quite common for children of those who have it to get it themselves. I told my mum this and she practically shouted “fuck you don’t have a personality disorder”

It’s hard because she doesn’t know that I’ve been suicidal since 2017 and self harming since 2015. I feel like I’m just making up everything I’m going through and have been dealing with that for years. It’s just when someone who’s meant to be there for you just doesn’t believe you…

I know I can never tell her about my self harm or suicide attempts because it would hurt her. But by not telling her I’m hurting myself