I’ve known my relationship was over for a while now but my now ex told me we can’t communicate anymore starting tomorrow. His friend just texted me and told me to “leave him alone and let him get on with his life.”

This disorder has ruined me and cost me this relationship I really fucking cared about. I’m 23, had two other relationships, but this man was everything I didn’t even knew I wanted. I’m so devastated. I literally feel like I’ll die if he’s not in my life. I fucked this up beyond repair and I’m so fucking ashamed