I am writing this crying not knowing what to do..
I am just unsure about everything in my relationship.. I love him so much but sometimes I feel he doesn't... I am unsure if he's taking advantage of me or this is just my bpd. Recently I am convinced that he's gonna abandon me like every single person I have EVER met and I just can't take it anymore. Also, doesn't mean that I have npd that I am a toxic person. If I am angry because someone being an ass to me why can't I respond to all this without being told to calm down my bpd.. I don't know what I am saying but I think you feel me..