I have literally no where else to turn to I know I don’t have karma points or whatever but I just need to vent I literally don’t have anyone to talk to my husband and I don’t agree on anything anymore he’s always tearing me down making me feel less and less important we are currently the brokest we’ve ever been literally can’t afford milk our car broke down and we can’t afford the repairs on it I had to step down at work cause we can’t afford for my son to be in daycare anymore my “friends” have made it so apparent that they only talk to me when they need something cause as soon as I need to chat they all ghost me 2021 so far is the hardest year of my life my husband isn’t even attracted to me he literally told me in front of one of our friends that the only way he will have sex with me is if it’s to have another kid and if it’s not he’s not going to I am heart broken he doesn’t help me at all with our kid or house work and feel like absolute shit all the time I was supposed to have surgery last year to have my gallbladder removed but it keeps getting postponed due to COVID I’ve been in unthinkable pain for 3 years because of it and I just can’t handle the pain anymore I’m so freaking overwhelmed and depressed yet no one gives a shit I don’t even know what the point of anything is anymore... 

I’m sorry for this post I just have no where else to turn :(