I went impatient in a mental health facility and after I agreed to it they straight up told me they wouldn't be addressing most of my issues while there. They discharged me with a plan in place to go to an IOP (intensive outpatient program) specifically for the DBT and a psychiatrist to monitor my brand new meds. 

Well, I started the intensive outpatient program and to my surprise I wasn't a part of the DBT group. I asked and was told that while they would screen me for it eventually, chances are I would not get in to this exclusive group because I haven't been engaging in enough self-harming behaviors. What the everloving fuck. So much for DBT therapy.

Then today, I went to go to see the psychiatrist the hospital set me up with for the first time to get my meds adjusted and renewed. That place told me they didn't do that unless you have had a full psych evaluation and are an established patient within their group therapy program (which has no openings at this time). So, now I have no therapy and my meds are almost gone. Not to mention, neither of those two places can treat the eating disorder I have. Seriously, first time I try to get help in years and it all blows up in my face.     