i just want to ask how do you get comfortable having only yourself and nobody else? i really wanna get to that point because all my relationships go to shit. i am tired of depending on people. im tired of loving them more than they love me. im tired of fucking shit up. please it would really help especially in this time of quarantine so i can practice. i dont want comments about how thats not healthy. i dont really care its not healthy to constantly get torn by relationships and feeling like youre nobody's first choice. i just want to be happy not needing people.