Hi, as title suggest I'm a bit lost because to put it bluntly I'm not someone who should complaint about what he has, I have a nice family, relatively close friends, a loving partner and all the rest. Yet for several years even while trying anything I could, I'm unable to feel the tiniest bit of joy, sadness or accomplishment, everything is just Grey, emotionally or physically my body just don't feel anything anymore, I can't grieve, I can't feel pleasure and I can't feel happy.
3 years ago at the beginning of my university studies I had an unexplicable emotional  distress for months and was told by doctors to stop school for a while and go see a psych wich I didn't do in fear of being late for classes, since then it passed but I just transformed into a Grey person as said before. It was already a bit the case before but it really got worse since then,  what should I do, if there is anything to do or has anyone else lived a similar situation?