hello, i play softball and i broke my bat    getting a home-run, i come in and my dad blames me for breaking my bat and wasting his money. he blames everything on me i feel so sick.  i’m typing this as i lay in my bed crying. i was hyperventilating and shaking and my parents said i was acting immature (just turned 15). there are days where i can barely get out of bed and i breakdown and cry yet i’m “immature” to him. all the other parents and players thought it was cool i broke my bat, but to him it was just a waste of money. his dad abused emotionally. everything is always my fault to him, he brings up how i have no friends etc... i just wish he knew i try my best. i’m not sure if i can get advice on this but thanks for reading.