I just feel like trash.I haven't been able to find a job, idk about my relationship and I just don't what to do with my life. I fold to self destructive tendencies and this post is hard to write. I tried reading the rules I hope I didn't miss anything please tell me if I screwed it up, idk if this post is valid, feel free to delete. But If anyone has anything to help when you're feeling like you can't take anything more I could use anything right now.