Im very lonely. I have no friends at all. I wish i had someone who would like to call me their friend so badly but i seem to be too boring and odd. Im very anxious about meeting people which makes it hard aswell and its 100% my own fault, im well aware of that.
Some days i get so bored of being alone i put myself at serious risk (by selfharm), to give me some relief and excitment nothing else can give me.
Can anyone relate or am i alone in this?