it's next to impossible to go against your urges, but please do if they ever reach this stage. I have been warned multiple times this would happen, and now I'm here.

My FP wasn't a very good person or wanted my attention in any way either. My friends kept warning me of this but I caved in and now I'm without anyone at all. It would be tragic if it wasn't comically stupid of how many times I've been warned. Please: don't do what I did.