Okay so I (16w) am going to this scholar academy at a college during the summer. I leave on June 12. That’s good. And I have my roommates (16w) information. And the more we talk, the more I develop some sort of feeling for her. But for some reason, even after coming to terms that I like girls, I feel like I am wrong. Like if for some reason feelings get reciprocated that I am wrong, and my feelings are wrong. But I am only like this with me. I don’t feel this way with any other LGBTQ person. In or out of a relationship. But for some reason, I feel some sort of internalized homophobia for myself. I don’t understand why. I have known I liked girls since I was 11. All of a sudden I feel like I have to be with a guy. I am not going to say I love her (we have only even known of each other for like a week). But I am just so scared that I will be in a relationship with a girl and I just don’t understand. Honestly, I like girls a lot. But I feel disgusted with myself. It sucks bad. Because I know I like girls in a romantic way. I really don’t know what to do, or how to even go about my emotions.