I can get a girl's phone number, but there's no way in hell I could get her to call me. It's an awful feeling to know that I'm never going to have those memories you can only make while you're young. It doesn't help that I'm clueless and wind up ignoring the ones who want me trying to get the one I want. Is it normal to be totally rejected by women? I don't womanize or make aggressive moves towards her, I just don't know how to pretend that I'm the man she thinks about when she uses a vibrator so I wind up being rejected as a nice guy. Ugh. I hate that term. If a vagina was a washing machine, women would only wash brand new clothes that still have the tags on them. I have so many frustrations about sex and it's damn near impossible to gloss over them, and I come across as thirsty a lot, as well. (That's another term I hate.) Dating in America makes little to no sense to me. If you're not bored to tears with the Karma Sutra, there's no way a girl would waste her time on someone with those type of mommy issues. But it's not like dating the perfect guy means you'll have a perfect relationship. No one wants to get married but they'll date indefinitely, so wouldn't it make more sense to get married if you're not going to see anyone else? I'm not saying they should break up for me, I'm just saying it compounds my loneliness because it makes me feel like I won't get a second chance to meet someone that I care about since I missed the bus back in high school.