I’m sure everyone says this here but I’m sorry I really gotta rant. 

It’s just my life’s been so depressing and draining lately and I been having a boring and dead end time. 

Im only 20 years old and I’m working 10 hours a day in a stressful job with a hell lotta responsibility which sounds great but it causes me a lot of stress as it’s everyday in the office and I don’t get time for anything in my life much especially since I’ve had depression and needed more of it. 

Despite this I make barely enough money to afford therapy so the toll is continuing. I look around and I see so many people my age having fun, living with their partners , making memories with friends while I just go to the office, gym and barely even meet my girl. 

It doesn’t help that I live with my parents who also doesn’t understand and ever support me or even treat me like an adult. It Sucks that I live in a country that doesn’t allow me to move out or anything because  it’s just that expensive. 

Here’s me praying for something to get better soon :)