I want to be forgotten. I shouldn't have ever existed in the first place. I was put in this position against my will. Live, or be forced to make the lives of those around me worse. 

I know suicide leaves people who care about the deceased in a state of shock, sadness and pain, but without the act, it forces us to be the bearer of the pain.  Whichever way you go, there's at least one selfish act in it... the one who decides to leave, or the ones who forces them to stay. 

I shouldn't exist. I don't want to. I just want everyone to forget me.