
Hello, I am an high school student who has good grades in all subjects and I take a shit ton of advanced classes. My parents love me and are supportive constantly but they are super unpredictable. They can go from telling me they love me to immediately say Im a failure and that I was a mistake. They can swear at me for hours and they have even attacked my personal belongings for no reason too. They dont touch me that much physically but constantly scream and threaten to beat me up when they are in a bad mood. I dont show that much emotions physically and I never cry either. I love them and Im sure they love me too, I simply do not want to live anymore due to developing diagnosed depersonalization, anxiety and depression. Is there anything I can tell them so that they know its not their fault when I die? I dont want them to be sad after me. Please dont try changing my mind, just tell me how I can make sure they dont blame themselves for my suicide, thanks