I've always had anxiety over death. What if nothing comes after life. And I'm feeling it strongly now. If someone who believes in the afterlife or anything alike, or just on the same boat please give me advice or comfort because I feel like crying so much rn.

I'm taking a course on death at uni for fun, thought if I was face to face with and studied some about it (or the idea about it) I might feel better. Most part it's good but rn I'm reading 'Ross on the Fear of Death' and the lecture is specifically on anxiety and death.

I just can't imagine it just ending. Just like that. And never again. The never again part just makes me wanna cry.

Needed to vent some, I'm. Gonna go try calm myself down and maybe talk to mom, she's catholic and believes so might help.