I just need somewhere to belong. I live in self-induced isolation, and every single day is a battle against my mind.

I just broke up with my boyfriend of over a year, because I finally realized the only reason I was with him was because I was too afraid to leave.

I want to find my worth. A purpose. A hobby. I can't concentrate on anything, and the physical symptoms have been so bad lately, I just sit or pace, heart racing, sweating, that electric buzz filling my whole body.

I don't know what to expect posting this. I just need a safe place.

I need friends. &lt;/3