I don’t understand how people can fill up an entire 14+ hour day, every day. On the days I’m not working I sleep until at least noon and by 3 o’clock I’m already completely done with the day. I have no idea how to pass the time except with sleep. And what am I even passing the time for? I don’t have anything to look forward to.

I have hobbies but they don’t keep me occupied for more than an hour or so at a time, if I can even bring myself to indulge in them. I don’t enjoy anything. What am I supposed to do? How do people get up at 8am and stay awake until 10pm without getting bored to tears? I don’t get it.