i feel like he’s just using me “for now” because we live together and i do shit for him. my last relationship was extremely toxic but my god did i feel wanted and loved, at least for a period of time. this isn’t the same, i don’t feel special, in fact i feel like he will drop me at any second. it’s always me initiating cuddles and even sex which makes me feel like i’m fucking hideous in his eyes. i feel like a placeholder and don’t know what to do, am i crazy for wanting to break up because i don’t FEEL loved enough? 

the thing is, he’s the kindest dude i’ve been with. he does respect me a lot more than my ex did and i DO have issues with sex where i feel like that’s all i’m good for in a relo. he doesn’t make me feel that way, but now i don’t feel wanted? sorry if this is confusing, i’m confused myself ARGGHHH 

i just have no idea where to go or what to do in this situation, any advice? thank u