Hey Reddit. Not sure if I have OCD or not or something totally different. I'm a little bit nervous to ask my parents and idk where I would get tested/diagnosed so I'm asking here to see if my "symptoms" are enough to warrant that.
Here are some of them.

-Intrusive thoughts (harming others, myself, doing other stupid stuff that is probably illegal/morally wrong/socially unacceptable.) Never have I ever had the urge to act on any of these thoughts but they are quite constant and can be hard to shake.

-As a kid I would sometimes look at random objects multiple times until it finally felt right or I looked at it long enough. (Kind of hard to explain) But I would just look at something random and if I looked away too quickly the urge to look at it again just for the sake of that unsatisfactory feeling is really strong and I usually couldn't help myself. This could be totally random things like trees, walls, etc. I don't get this as much now but if I get that urge it's still hard to shake.

-Not sure if this is a symptom of OCD but I talk to myself a lot in my head. Like pretty much constantly during my waking hours. And it's always in the narrative like I'm talking to someone else or some kind of audience, if that makes any sense. 

-That feeling of "oh I have to not step on any cracks in the sidewalk or else I will die." or "I have to race that car to that pole" or else the world will explode. I know it obviously isn't true but I make it some kind of game for myself. I know this is common for people with OCD but I'm not sure if people with OCD are stuck genuinely believe that bad thing will happen or they know it won't.

-I do not have: The compulsion to touch/do certain acts a certain number of times each day. I know this is a big part of OCD so not having this makes me feel like I don't have it. 

I'm not sure if I have OCD, or if it's possible to just have part of OCD or if I have something totally different or nothing at all.

Thanks for the help!