I love her but we fight so much she left just before we had an argument and she’s out with her friend I apologised before she left but I couldn’t stop thinking about how depressed I truely am. I know I’m going to off myself soon. And I’m sure there’s no stopping me. It’s like a goal. I’ve pushed so many ppl away and I’m starting to do it to my girlfriend. I don’t see the point in living but I also feel like sometimes I just need to be held and told that I’m okay. I should tell my girlfriend that but she wouldn’t understand. I have so many friends and a girlfriend. But I still feel so empty I’m sick in the head I’m aware but I jsut cannot bring myself to do life..