Ever since I told my family and people around me that I have bpd, and explained that I’m the quiet type, they’re all acting like I’m walking bpd and not a person with it if that makes sense. I can’t get upset because it’s just my bpd acting out, get upset/hurt over something my fp did/didn’t do oh it’s just bpd acting out, I can’t get sad now without my mom thinking I’m thinking about suicide(I’m not even suicidal)... like my emotions and feelings aren’t valid anymore because they just slam me because it’s my bpd and not me.. so annoying and tiring :/
 
This is not me self pitying, just that I’m surprised by the change in people around me and looking at the person through the lens of mental illness. Sucks..