On Wednesday I found out one of my really good childhood friends was shot and murdered. He was supposed to be at my house for a week a couple weeks ago until my roommates and I all got covid. I took a few days off work but I thought by today I would be able to push through the day. But now that they posted a picture online of the man who killed my friend I am super emotional and stressed out. Im supposed to be at my valet job in 3 hours and I need the money but I have no idea how I am going to act happy and friendly towards people for no reason today