the only thing better than depression is depression with a side of parents telling you you’re an unmotivated piece of shit who’s too spoiled :D 

theyre telling me that i was raised wrong for not being happy in the morning and putting on nice clothes when i go to work so that my coworkers will “like” me more when i barely have the energy to get up and not chuck myself off the bridge :D

i’m really bad at waking up and doing stuff but now i even wonder if i even have depression. maybe i am just really lazy and making excuses for myself. i’ve told them i think i’m depressed but they said it’s impossible. i guess i’m lucky they let me see a psychiatrist for medication. 

just ranting 

thanks guys