It sucks when you realize that for the entire day, you were just trying your best not to slow down because when you slow down you are faced with reality. Everyday is the same, everyday will be the same. If doesn’t matter if I go walking one day or sleep away another, it’s all the same and it’s so fucking frustrating. I never attend school but hate when we are on breaks, a summer full of watching the same movies and feeling sorry for myself? No I can’t do that and , I cant do “now” again. 

Life is on a time limit and it’s starting to run out. I can’t do this again.