Hey guys I was wondering if anyone could relay to me some of the things BPD people deal with in relationships and the kind of mood swings you may experience. 

I have always had really strange relationships and problems communicating, as well as emotional self regulation. I’m extremely smart so I have learned to curb a lot of the impulses and behaviors that are typical of the disorder and sadly enough it’s what makes me doubt that I’m BPD.

I’m seeing a therapist now about it and I plan on talking with him about it but I don’t want to be unprepared. I’m not trying to diagnose myself with anything, I just want to finally be able to understand myself and get out of this self destructive loop. If I could learn more in detail about the disorder, that would be great.