i ruined my relationship of 3 years because i felt like he wasn’t giving me enough affection. i joined a dating site with no intention of actually meeting up with anyone and i got caught. i lied straight to his face when he confronted me because i didn’t want to hear myself say the truth out loud. he broke up with me i remember the look on his face when he said he was not gonna let this happen to him again. we still live under the same roof in the meantime but in separate rooms. i can’t help but feel empty and even lonelier now. he’s been cordial toward me but i know he’s still hurt. i can’t get out soon enough.