I can't keep going like this. Every night I get off work and get in the car and just break down. I cry my whole way home over her and she doesn't really even care enough to let me know she okay after everything that has happened. We gave her a safe place to hide while she was in danger. I did everything I could to protect her. I had so many anxiety attacks jusy hoping she would be okay. Yet you open our messages and just ignore us. I can't even see to write this from the tears. The only thing that kept me from doing something dumb on my way home was the thought that she has been through so much lately and it might hurt her more. But then again she probably doesn't even care. All I do know is I CAN'T KEEP THIS UP.