I’m so starving and I feel dizzy and fainting. But I can’t eat.
I have food delivered to me and when I take a bite I just feel disgusted. My tongue tastes it but my mind doesn’t, it’s like eating plastic foam to my mind, if you know what I mean.
I still taste the saltiness and the greasiness and the cheese, but my mind doesn’t.
The only time I feel like eating and actually finished my food recently, was when something good happened.
I hope people don’t judge me for being ungrateful because some other people in this world are literally deprived of food. I won’t waste anything, I’ll give my food to my friends.
Thank you.