I’m really scared and I don’t know who the fuck I’m supposed to trust anymore in my relationship, a lot of the time I’m okay and then nights I’m just fed up with everything. I wanna talk to my girlfriend about my trust issues and how her “guy friend” who I’m most sure that like her makes me really uncomfortable and insecure and I want you her to to tell him to respect us. But I don’t know her opinion, I don’t know that she ever thinks about how I feel though, I feel like starting to not talk about my problems. I don’t know what to do, intrusive thoughts are getting closer. I just don’t wanna lose her man I’m scared I’m really scared because she helped me through so much and she was the first person who ever made me feel special and then I overthink and I tell her that I do but I don’t tell her what I actually overthink about I just say “ I don’t feel like I’m good enough” because I don’t wanna make it seem like I don’t trust her, I just don’t trust myself not to fuck up everything I had. I’m just fucking scared man. She’s so amazing I don’t wanna lose her, if I Fr lose her I’m never gonna date for years. Me and her don’t have any problems right now neither have we ever but im still just scared, I don’t know what to do.