Hi all. I was diagnosed with cannabis hyperemesis syndrome and ended up in the ER for the second time with it last week. My only choice was to get clean (unless I decided to literally slowly kill myself with my weed usage). Well, I've been sober for 3 days and I feel like all my progress that I've made controlling my BPD emotions have just gone out the window. I'm sobbing, like full on someone just died sobbing, multiple times a day. I sobbed at the idea of working today. I've only slept in total like 6 hours since being sober. I'm really angry- i'm throwing things, i'm trying to break them again. I literally feel like hurting someone. My girlfriend is so mad at me and is so tired of dealing with me. But i just can't get the anger to go away. What do I do?