My name is Leo and for the past 2 years I have lost touch with my identity it started with me having an existencencial crisis about birth and death and reality and now I feel like I'm on auto pilot I know my name and stuff like that but I don't know who I am even while I'm typing this I don't know who I am I think back at mlries of me and feel like it wasnt me and I freak out because I feel like I'm nothing I don't know what I have plus I'm having panic attacks abiut being schizophrenic and becoming a serial killer or fear that I have mpd and I spend hours looking at symptoms and doing tests online whag is wring with me when my lack of identity gets really intense I panic and start to get anxiety and fear please