After sex, when I’m feeling horny or even if my nipples are just touched, I all of a sudden get hit with an intense amount of sadness and guilt. I’m assuming this could have something to do with my past abuse I’ve faced most of my life. I just wish it would go away. 

There have been times when my mental health is fine and I have an incredibly high libido, but the past year my libido has been almost completely non existent and even then when I do have sex out anything remotely sexual happens I get this shit feeling of intense sadness and guilt, I don’t know how to move past this 🙁