I’m a fucking idiot (TW alcohol and getting sick from alcohol)

I’ve been on Lamictal for about 5 months now. I’ve always known that drinking is a no-no, but I’ve had a few cocktails when I’ve gone out or some wine with dinner and was totally fine. Until Saturday. 

I was drinking with some friends at one of their apartments. Honestly I probably had 1.5 bottles of wine. Pre-Lamictal I would’ve been drunk (I’m a 135lb woman) but I had no idea what was coming.

Got way too fucked up and got sick in the bathroom (luckily one of my friends was an absolute angel, helped me out and called an Uber back to my apartment). Had to end the Uber ride early to puke on the sidewalk. Somehow walked back to my apartment (I looked up where the Uber dropped me off and it was a 10 minute walk away in an area I’ve never walked in before). Don’t remember walking back or getting to my apartment.

Puked some more and blacked out on my bedroom floor for two hours. Woke up to several missed calls from my FP/bf. Got myself into bed. 

Felt like garbage all day Sunday, couldn’t keep any food or water down and could barely walk. Even turning on the TV hurt my head too much. 

Lesson learned, hello sobriety