I'm not asking for anyone to diagnose me I just wanted to share

Not long I was smoking weed with my friends and I was just acting so different I was very weird and even they noticed. I didn't like it, I kept having crazy thoughts I'd rather not have. a few days ago me and my girlfriend broke up as sad as I am it didn't affect me that much so I don't think that's a cause. I've always seen things in a different way to people and the way I think about thinks is different I have some very weird and wrong views on some topics (andrew tate has definitely influenced some of my views) and I don't like it I'd rather be normal idk if this is a mental illness but I'm starting to think I'm some type of psychopath living in society like a normal person. I wouldn't say I'm some crazy psychopath but im slowly losing my grip on keeping it in, I would always keep it to myself but looking up "signs of a psychopath" I know google isn't that helpful sometimes but 9 out of 10 I can relate to or it happens often I'm just kinda of scared this is going to mess up my life, I'm only 16 I haven't even started my life but because of this am I not going to be able to? there's alot more reason to why I think this could be true but that's all I'm willing to share. thank you for reading