May be triggering.

Hello, first I'd like to say I'm on paxil 40mg. Well to summarize my experience. I felt bit weird like head spinning but just a little. Then I started to have really intrusive thoughts,  couldn't stop them, what if I die, you're gonna die, you're gonna have a heart attack you know the drill.  Now I feel kinda weird. I have muscle spasms, but my heart isn't beating fast or anything. But the thoughts about unreality etc are still here. Just writing here so I may relax a bit. If anybody got here, thanks for reading and if you're gonna reply, I appreciate it.