I won't say the sub bc i don't think it's allowed, but let's just say i've had numerous people agreeing that i'm insane, etc and jesus christ i feel fucking humiliated. I was a MASSIVE bitch (and super drunk, but not relevant) and was harassing him, 100%, i wished death on him, the whole works. I sent a massive apology this morning, saying i'm sorry we lost our friendship over it and stuff, but only after did i see the post and honestly? I wish i could take the apology back now. The whole post has no context, the people calling me crazy don't know what he did to me, that he constantly mentioned his exes in front of me, that he constantly messaged me stating he was "weak" when i said i wanted space after he broke up. I was angry that when I said i didn't want to be his friend he didn't take me seriously and kept messaging me. I was angry that the whole time we were together he would only refer to me as his "female friend". I was angry that the day after we broke up he was posting his tinder screenshots on reddit. i'm angry that he KNOWS i have bpd (and it's no excuse i know!!!) and yet he'd post that, knowing i'd see the comments

Honestly? the switch in me is massive. I don't think i've ever hated someone so passionately in my life. In the span of a month or two he has systematically tore me down with his stupid little fucking comments and lack of respect, and now I have all these redditors w no idea of what happened circlejerking and saying i'm a "crazy bitch" and "deranged". i KNOW i fucked up!! i know there's no excuse for it but fuck, it's humiliating. All so he can feel good about his internet karma. Fuck 