For therapy I've got to know how my friends describe me, so I asked my best friend, and he said
"Either I wouldn't be honest, or I would hurt you."
"I mean I love you"
"But there are things I don't think I wanna say to you haha"
And I've been crying ever since, I can't talk to anybody about it because my boyfriend is overly jealous of the friendship and my best girl friend is going through a lot of shit herself rn. I don't know if I'm overreacting, but the fact that someone who's supposed to be my best friend apparently thinks so hurtful of me makes me question if I should even be alive. Am I overreacting, is this a normal healthy response or is what he said really bad? My friendship with him is the healthiest I've ever had, I've never abandoned him or gotten angry at him, so he couldn't be referencing behaviour like that.. :/