I don't know what to do anymore. At this point every night i can't sleep due to my lingering thoughts of death. I'm not religious or anything so i carry the belief that once you die there isn't anything. I have been thinking about it way to much every night and frequently cry about it. I can have a perfect day full of sunshine and rainbows but when I get in my room and try to sleep there they are. I don't know why i exist but i don't wish that i didn't. I frequent going to bed at 1 or 2 am. And waking up at twelve because i think that this could be the last night. I am in frantic need of some type of answer that i can't possibly get but I'm still posting this. I find theories like quantum immortality to be not much better considering my body would deteriorate to the point at which i would basically dead anyway. I don't even know what to do at this point.