Tbh, idk where this is gonna go, just need to get my thoughts out I guess.

For the past week or so, I keep having breakdowns related to loneliness. At night, I can't stand to be by myself. I hangout with friends and feel just as, if not more empty inside. I have a strong connection to a friend who makes me feel less alone, but I think by coming to him with all of my issues I've begun to stress him out, along with all the other issues he deals with everyday. I'm trying not to rely on him as much and let him live his own life without involving myself so much. This leads me to feeling depressed and lonely whenever I'm not around him. I don't know how to fix this issue, I try different ways to cope with it, like walking or biking, but nothing ever makes it go away. I went for a bike ride last night and when I got back home I still felt just as shitty and couldn't sleep. I'm tired of feeling this way. I just want to be happy, but nothing seems to work.