I have nothing to be depressed about, I have a business and investments, cash flow is good, my parents are healthy, live with my girlfriend with 7 dogs. and yet I always feel down and annoyed with the smallest things and just wanna end my life. I feel guilty for this when i live a good life. Never talked to anyone cause they will just judge me for feeling like this even my girlfriend does not understand. I cry everyday I don't understand myself my head is just too heavy.