Hi,

I'm in my first year of university and I'm getting really anxious about the grades.

I'm i kinda good student, and I am getting high grades, but I'm terrified of not getting to the maximum.
(You need a really high average grade at the end of these years to get the maximum)

I don't even know why I'm aspiring to it, but just the fear of not getting close it's letting me feel as a failure or worse. 
It's like I think of a good final grade as a way to be successful in the future, and as a result, getting a bad grade means being unsuccessful. (I know it's stupid in a way but I can't stop thinking about it)

Also, looking at university colleagues and comparing to then it's killing me. 

I don't know what to do.