Throughout last year I believe we can all say it was rough. I want to find something that can help me again. I use to watching YouTube or play video games alot but then I went to tik tok and feel a leftover toxic impression from the app. I have a therapist, but with covid around I'm not able to visit. I want to find a YouTuber to make me laugh alot more and to watch again. I'm up to other methods of help too. It's nothing awful, but I've had really bad times of anxiety and it builds up with a change in schedule like me not able to go to my dad's house for any kind of reason (most recent was me having covid), I have very good influences and gf by my side too and I believe i should maybe open up more to them to get a stronger relationship. It's a little difficult tho since I've gotten a habit to not talk to people unless they talk to me first. I'm looking for help, encouragement and just a way to feel better without feeling like at the end of my day that I fell empty and sad with anxiety.