idk what i do wrong. i start of talking to people and i genuinely feel enjoyment, like we're getting along but when i start to think im making new friends it seems like everyone fades off and I’m left out. this shit happens everywhere.

i’m tired of being the odd one out, bc i don’t know what I’m doing wrong. is there any tips to just making friends, like friends who you talk to voluntarily all the time, not people that you see and speak to because you're alone and just dont want to sit alone. i’m tired of just being somebody to say hi to. i want to be more, i want to know people, i want people to know me. It’s seriously depressing and i keep lifting myself up but i always fall back into the same situation.

ppreciate any help