I am a 20-year-old male. I am not depressed. I think I am satisfied with my life. I am working out etc. I have been out of depression for almost a year. Everything is going okay. Except one thing: love.

I know a girl showing interest in me. I tried to love her, but I can't. She still loves me but I don't want to play with her feelings. Another girl showed interest in me, I liked her but then she stepped back. I think I made a fool of myself trying to be close to her by not realizing she stepped back. I have been trying to communicate with her by replying to her stories and following her on Twitter. I am now embarrassed. I also stepped back. 

But this goddamn thing is like a cycle that never fruits. I don't know what is wrong with me. I hate that she stepped back, but I do the same thing to the other girl and I hate myself because of it. Whatever happens, love lacks in my life. What should I do? Maybe I am way too overthinking it? I need your help.