I'm so depressed. I've been sobbing for an hour and I can't stop. I just feel so lonely. I feel pathetic because I base so much of how I feel on how other people treat me and feel about me. I feel like a big fuck up. My mother acts disgusted with me. I was seeing someone after my break up but when I feel like he's not giving me enough attention I react by sleeping with someone else, often the same day after I sleep with him. I don't think he would even care if he knew, since he won't define anything after a month of dating. And idk if I even like him anyway. I think I'm just a fucking slut because I need any kind of attention and I feel so lonely. Why doesn't anyone love me? Why am I only good for sex? I just want to die. I feel so isolated and scared. 