My mother got married at a late age. So by the time I become a high school student, My parents will be too old to work. I feel helpless that I have to continue my life alone in the future.
It's a new semester, but I'm not doing as well as before.
My goal is to get better grades than last year, but If I keep messing up like this I won't be able to go to high school properly.
I want to move on with my life. And I want to prepare for my future and independence from my parents.
But I can't do anything but smoking and worrying about my non-existent future because I'm too exhausted.
Please help. I can't find the answer in myself.