I put the advice/support flair because I could really use some kind words right now. I feel horrible about myself. Last week I had to leave a shift early because I was so depressed, it was making me feel physically ill. Since then I've given up 3 shifts. I feel like I should just be able to buck up and go in, but I just can't get out of bed. I just feel so shit about myself for missing work, please tell me I'm not alone. I'm starting ECT this week so things are really bad but I can't seem to give myself a break. I feel like a failure.