Maybe this has to do with the "lack of identity", but I've always found myself to be interested in EVERYTHING and wanting to do EVERYTHING. As a kid, I did do everything. But I've been recently thinking about whether I could be bipolar or not because I do find I sometimes slipping back into these mania states where I want to do it all. I've been doing my best to follow through with many of them and find what I genuinely want to do, but does anyone else have this?

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For instance, I really want to learn an instrument. I've been okay at a number of them throughout my life, but I really want to pick one and start taking classes. But then my brain is like, well, how about this instrument that's kinda cool and you've never played? Why not classes with that? Drums? Trumpet? Electric guitar? When I feel introspective, I want to take piano lessons. When I feel destructive, I want to take electric guitar lessons.

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I know I can "do them all" and I have "done them all". I love everything, and I love nothing (as is the life of someone with BPD I suppose). But is anyone else like this? I always felt  bad about not being a professional at any of my hobbies but my ex used to remind me of the quote, "Jack of all trades, master of none, but oftentimes better than master of one" to make me feel better for being just "great/good" at them. Still, I can't help shaking the feeling that: a person shouldn't want to "do it all" at the same time, and be perfect in all of them. 

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Is it the BPD or the anxiety talking right now? Is it bipolar? What's the difference between genuine interest in literally everything vs. mania? 

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