I keep to myself quite a bit, I don't like bothering other people and letting them know that I'm not doing great, but I feel stuck. I'm not enjoying anything anymore, I'm so done with myself and everything around me. I feel so overwhelmed with just getting up in the morning. I've started highschool pretty recently and it's not fun, I don't understand anything and it feels like I don't belong in any group either, despite me having lots of friends I still feel so lonely. Ive talked to councillors my whole life but I don't feel 'fixed'. I don't even know if anyone will read this and care. I don't want to kill myself, but it's not like I want to keep on going anymore either. I don't have motivation to do anything. I just need a pep talk I guess.