I am not a straight A student and my family only want me to just study really well

90% of things in out conversation are on just and just study
Its not like just a talk with you parents about photosynthesis its just

How is your studies going
This is how you should study
Did you pass
How are other students doing in exam
Who topped from your batch


NOT I ALWAYS FEEL JEALOUS FROM EVERYONE

I FEEL JEALOUS WHEN OTHERS GET GOOD MARKS
I FEEL JEALOUS WHEN OTHERS ARE ATTRACTIVE
I FEEL JEALOUS WHEN OTHERS ARE HAPPY 
I FEEL JEALOUS WHEN OTHERS ARE ENJOYS THINGS

I FEEL JEALOUS WHEN OTHERS DO BETTER THAN ME IN ANY ASPECTS

IM ALWAYS FEEL
 ANXIOUS
WORRIED
NOT RELAXED
AFRAID
INSECURE

IM TRYING NOT TO GET DEPRESSED MORE OFTEN AS IT AFFECT MY STUDIES CUZ I STARTED TO FEEL LIKE IM HAVING SHORT AND LONG TERM MEMORY LOSS