Im a 19 year old man and I genuinely have no idea what to do I’m already in debt I got into a car crash and now I have to pay for that too idk what’s going on with my girl right now everything is just so confusing and it feels so overwhelming I don’t even have the motivation to try it all feels pointless I’ve had suicidal thoughts so many times over the past year I don’t even know what to do I genuinely just hate life it’s not even like I’m pitying myself or anything and I don’t want pity I genuinely just can’t seem to find a way out of this mess I feel so alone