I don’t know how to deal with my emotions. When something good happens to me, I get scared and anxious…even though I work very hard. I feel like it’s too good for me or I just don’t know how to feel. I just got a great job offer but I spent the whole night looking at what could go wrong. Since childhood, I always told myself that anytime I get too happy, something bad happens. I just want to celebrate my hard work without this feeling…like I don’t deserve it or it’s too good for me. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.