Now I’m gonna miss out completely on someone who could’ve been in my life. I went on one awesome date, never saw her again, would only snap, so I deleted her and now I regret it. I don’t have her number. I have no friends. That’s all I ever wanted was a friend group.

And at the beginning of my school career I got falsely accused of sexual assault, made a big deal out of it and now everyone at my school just looks at me as someone they “feel bad for” yeah I’m just that awkward weird creepy loser where girls would want to plot on like that. 

The only thing I’m looking forward to now is getting the fuck out of school. I want to just get my associates but it’s looking like I have to do a whole nother year here. It’s just straight torture being here. I can’t branch out and make friends. Everyone who says hi to me just does cause they feel bad. I’m a laughing stock to my entire class.