and I took my meds, all of them. for the first time in almost a year. at least since the warm weather came back, bringing the ups with it.

so I emptied the vodka when every previous attempt, I would reason “why waste this last bit? I can start tomorrow”. and as we know that doesn’t really work.

vodka’s gone. I took all of my meds and hopefully the hallucinations with it. I actually feel proud. I have always blown it off, but I feel a sense of small accomplishment. I told my cat, he seemed proud too.

I hope this one lasts.