I am compelled to post here because it has happened again. I haven’t really counted how many times this happened to me already because I was not tracking it. Earlier, while I was working in front of my laptop, I just suddenly felt the urge to cry. Another instance where I was watching a series (specifically Sandman, at a scene with the three witches) and then I cried. Surely, that scene was definitely not a trigger.

I am aware that my birth control pills contribute a lot to this messed up hormones that I have, but it is really painful. I don’t like this feeling, and the things that suppose to be making me happy can’t really help too.