the guy I thought would be with me through it all doesn’t love me anymore. my family is falling apart, I don’t know what I’m going to do with my life. i’m so young, shouldn’t I do it before I touch anyone else’s life? shouldn’t I just up and end it all before anyone else can be bothered? it’s so late here, and my head hurts so much. there’s no reason to stay here, there’s no reason to ask anyone else to deal with me. the two people who care about me are so young too, they’re young enough and strong enough to move through it. isn’t this the right choice? im so so tired 