My non-bpd wife is asleep in our bedroom, it's 4am and I want so badly to leave the spare room and creep into bed beside her. It's been about 3days since she told me our 8yr marriage is over. After sobbing for days my friend got me out of the house last night. He told me the only likely way to get her to change her mind and not find somewhere to move to  (with my beautiful daughter) is to give her some real space. I want to be with her so much. I'm so lonely. This has been my worst fears of abandoned love realised. I know if I crept in she would probably allow it and when daughter wakes at 6:30 daughter would still see her parents in the right room together. I had a horrible nightmare last night and when I woke reality was just worse. I love her so much. I just can't bear this. I'm hurting so much. I don't want my wife to start a life without me and I don't want to be a part time dad. I want this nightmare to end.