I’ve tried anti depressants, anxiety pills like Xanax, etc. Weed/alcohol whatever else

Am I just fucked because nothing actually helps, I’ve been at a weird crossroads of sorts for the past 10 years where I’ve realized i have anxiety about anything and everything, I’ve forced myself through it for so long and it never gets easier.

If I didn’t need to work and pay rent I would never have a reason to leave my house and would be perfectly happy but the depression that comes with not doing anything and getting older is getting too much (im turning 29 this year for perspective)