Got home from work
Wanted to try embroidering 
Tried but kept failing
Sat there in silence for a bit 
Got frustrated and ate dinner 
Downstairs I suddenly wanted to clean my room 
went up ready to clean but then I didn’t want to
sat on the floor 
Organized some thread
Stared at stuff
Motivated to draw something 
Now I’m not 
Think about my life 
Realize that I literally just don’t have the energy to do anything 
Go lay in bed 
 
This goes on all day everyday and I hate it.