(sorry for bad english).

I'm a 15 years old male, and i'm a total mess.

I would probably die trying to live alone.

I'm failing probably all my clases.

I get angry even when it's obviously my fault.

And i don't care that i'm hurting my family i actually think i don't care about them.

I don't try to make friends.

I don't try to be better.

I don't feel motivated at all.

It's like i actually don't have feelings.

Bad things go through my mind like killing myself.

I think something is wrong with me even after months of therapy.

I just don't know what is wrong with me.