For me its especially worse if its a attractive women around my age. Im female myself, but these girls just shine so bright. I cant discribe this feeling... like they are so much more worth then me. I cant talk to them even if they are nice. And when i talk its never the real me.
At this point i have no other females in my friend group. I always struggled with other girls when i was younger. 

Ps: i never posted something to reddit im rly nervous :D 