All I feel is depression and misery all day every day. Nobody cares. I have nobody to talk to. I feel like I need help but there isn't anything anyone can do. Therapy doesn't work for me and anti depressants seem to be a scam just to make these big pharmaceutical companies billions every year. I'm trapped. Even when I have talked to people it doesnt help. There isnt anything that anyone can say or do. I am just a cancer that destroys anything and everything I touch. I know what needs to be done about bme but I'm too weak to do it. Life feels like a prison with no escape. I'm sorry to everyone who's time I wasted by writing this