Next month, I’ll turn 30. For the past several years, I’ve come to realize reality and how I have no relationships - family, friends, or even a girlfriend.
My social anxiety has gotten so extreme that I’m honestly thinking about deleting any digital trace of myself, change my number, and move to another country where nobody knows who I am or can find me.

My 30th birthday is next month and I just realized, I’ve never celebrated my birthday in my life. I’m crying as I’m writing this.