I keep having these doubts about whether or not learning is my passion. I am concerned because:

1. I procrastinate doing it (even though I am mildly depressed).
2. I have to put in effort to do it.
3. My feelings for learning aren't these explosive feelings of bliss. It is just a feeling of content or a feeling of being grounded.

I try to convince myself that this stuff isn't that big of a deal, but my brain is trying to convince me to stop prioritizing my studying and focus on something else because I am "not passionate enough" about it. Is this a valid concern or does this sound like a ridiculous intrusive thought?