I forgot how much I relate to it. I just wanted to share some of the quotes that resonate with me. 

 “You know, sometimes I feel like I was born with a leak, and any goodness I started with just slowly spilled out of me, and now it’s all gone. And I’ll never get it back in me. It’s too late.”


"That voice, the one that tells you you’re stupid, worthless, and ugly… it goes away right?"


“It’s not about being happy, that is the thing. I’m just trying to get through each day. I can’t keep asking myself ‘Am I happy? ‘ It just makes me more miserable. I don’t know If I believe in it, real lasting happiness, All those perky, well-adjusted people you see in movies and TV shows ? I don’t think they exist.”


“You are a horrible person, and you not understanding that you’re a horrible person, doesn’t make you less of a horrible person.”


“I don’t understand how people… live. It’s amazing to me that people wake up every morning and say: ‘Yeah, another day, let’s do it.’ How do people do it? I don’t know how.”


 “Same thing that always happens. You didn’t know me and then you fell in love with me. And now you know me.”


 “Yeah, I ate them all in one sitting because I have no self-control and I hate myself.”

“I want to feel good about myself. The way you do. And I don’t know how. I don’t know if I can.”

"I have poison inside of me, and I destroy everything I touch" 


"How do you make something right when you've made it so wrong you can never go back?"