My bf and Is relationship became very rocky after I found out a lot of stuff he was doing that seem like cheating but aren’t enough proof to be like 100% yes he cheated on me (fuck you snap for not saving convos). This now has made me extremely paranoid that he’s gonna cheat on me and any kind of mention of a girl makes me rage. Just pure anger. What sets me off the most is thinking about the girls he used to talk to before me. They’re all so much prettier or different from me and I have every single girl well saved in my brain. Whenever my bf suggests me doing something that is similar to any characteristic those girls have I just explode and be like “yea I bet u want me to more like this type of girl”. It’s honestly tiring having a constant doubt and anger for him.