i don’t know why but imagining myself next to someone as their partner is so crazy to me. maybe i’ve just been single for too long, and it’s not that i think i’m not interesting or i’m like too ugly to be loved but sometimes i feel like no one will ever be romantically interested in me. i think i’m a good friend and i’m fun, but that’s as far as anyone would see me, just a fun a friend. i genuinely feel like i’m gonna die single. and i do believe that anyone can be lovable, not me though.