Depressed college student checking in. I literally get 7-9 hours of sleep every single night.  I dont drink or abuse substances and am in good shape. For the love of god i cannot get my ass out of bed. I seriously cant. Im having really poor attendance issues becayse of this. I hate what i do. I see no point in all of this struggle to just fuckin exist. All this hell i go thru, debt, stress and burnout is all so i can have a chance at a shit show 9-5 job. My school loves to make life unnecessarily hard to keep students from graduatin on time so they can suck more ane more $$$ from us. Getting out of bed is my biggest challenge. Its all full circle. Im depressed. I dont like what i do and i dont feel that what im doing is effective. I'm anxious about my future and dont know what to do about it. All i look forward to doing is sleeping. Eating is a chore, showering is a chore,  being awake is a hassle. The cost of existance has won. It beat the life outta me.