i fucked up so much and said something awful to my fp, best friend and the person i love the most in this world and he said he wanted space but then he unfollowed me on everything and im so scared hes never going to talk to me again and i just. 

i sent him an apology and i genuinely mean it but i should of given him space but im so scared he might leave me i cant calm down i cant focus i cant even eat im so scared of losing him over this i didnt mean it i didnt mean it i didnt mean it