Got dumped about a month ago, on top of that been job hunting like crazy but no job offers, and my bday is coming up in two weeks. 

Idk if it’s my bpd, depressive episode from bp, or the fact that I just got broken up with on top of being constantly rejected from jobs that I applied for but Ive been extremely suicidal lately. 

I’ve been going to therapy but it’s once a week and I also am not on any medications but I don’t know how long I can hold on til things are start to get better. Maybe meds will help?