has anyone else had a similar experience?

i’ve been admitted to the psych hospital twice - both times were for around a month after ODing. and… i liked being in the hospital. part of me misses being there and wants to go back there.

i think it’s a mixture of being cared for, feeling validated like my struggles are “real” and “serious enough”, having little to no responsibilities, the attention, etc.

i’m honestly so scared of developing munchausen syndrome. i know i should talk to my dbt therapist about it but i’m worried about how they’ll react