Basically the title, yesterday for the first time in like 3 months I went out to birthday party and I met a girl friend of the host.
It was like a lightning struck my heart and then my mind.
We talked for like an hour and we have the same interests, but the moment I went to sleep I realized that there's no way she's not taken and even if she wasn't, there's no chance that she could find something in me.
My mind keeps telling me that I'm miserabile and I'm starting to believe it