I always seem to feel the most depressed around this time of the year, and its so paralysing. I am admittedly very bad at reaching out to the people around me but thats something I need to work on. After high school, I thought I would have gotten my shit together, but I'm two years out, have done nothing of value and everyone around me is either halfway through their degrees or is currently doing something that they enjoy. I feel like I'm cursed to be in the same place for the rest of my life. I'm doing horrible at Uni, I'm not taking care of my health, I rarely do things that I enjoy, and I often don't speak to my friends for weeks at a time. Im tired, I have no motivation and most of all I'm so sick and tired of this happening to me every year since I was 15.