I have a SO. I feel dirty even posting this? But I have “crushes” on people at work. I’m just very easily attached when given positive attention. I’m interested in getting to know them and I really enjoy talking to them. I don’t think I flirt, but maybe talking to them and enjoying their company a lot is already too much?

I’m trying to find a way to tell someone I have a SO, I’m hesitant because I’m scared they won’t just wanna be friends, I’m scared they’ll stop talking to me. I want to say it but in an indirect way. I feel so guilty I want to disappear. I’m blushing out of embarrassment and I can’t bear it like at all. I really hate this

Please input if this is okay to feel. What should I do :( 

I kinda just want to quit