Hey, 
I really need an unbiased opinion on my situation at the moment. I’ve had my BPD diagnoses for a while now, but it’s been under some form of control recently so this is why I don’t know where I stand. 

I moved to a different city around 2 months ago with my long-term boyfriend, I didn’t want to move from where we lived but my boyfriend was really excited, he’d got a promotion in this city and I’ve been accepted into university so it felt like there was no reason to say no? 

Ever since we’ve moved almost every weekend my boyfriend has been going back to our old city we moved from to see his family and to football games he had a long standing ticket, because of travelling he’s often staying overnight and I have a new job here which I can’t just take time off when I want as it’s only part time and I’m paid for what I work, and our busiest time is weekends. 


I’m so unhappy… we said we’d spend more time together when moving here and we never see each other, I hate that I’m on my own in this new city when I just want to go home. I’m feeling so sad and suicidal and I really don’t want to be here I just want to go home :( 

I feel like im on my own 24/7, he’s been away 3 weekends in a row and works all hours god send in the week :(