I texted my friend happy birthday and it wasn’t her birthday. Rather than admit I fucked up, and I wasn’t even close, I decided to pretend it was a joke. The first thing I could think of was “oh, I’ll just text her happy birthday every day until her birthday, that’ll be funny maybe.” Except I forgot on her birthday. So now, instead of just admitting the fuckup, I have to text her happy birthday every day except her birthday. I don’t talk to her at all except for this, and I want to stop, but I feel like I’m in too deep and I can’t back out now. Help?