My boyfriend and I are in what I believe to be the strongest relationship ever. We're both in our teens, 17, and will be moving out of our homes in September to two different universities, 3 hours away from each other. We're 20-40 minutes away from each other right now. When I can't see him for about a week, I get anxious (just generally, or that he doesn't like me anymore, he'll find someone else doing whatever he's doing, etc.) but I don't have fullon breakdowns unless I'm on my period and really hormonal or something haha. 

So of course, my main priority until we move out is to spend as much time with each other as possible so that we can deal with having to be separate for long(er) periods of time. 

Because we need to fund Uni, we of course need jobs. My boyfriend just started at a new job yesterday, and I'm still to get one - his first shift was meant to be next week, but they offered him a surprise shift really short notice (within half an hour) last night at 7pm. This was fine, I was looking forward to chatting with him but its not like we had physical plans. I watched a movie with my sister until he came back.

Today, my boyfriend was out at a meeting for a responsibility that he has, for a couple hours. He came back, texted me "hiya, im doing another shift tonight at 7" (pretty much) at around half 6pm. Another surprise shift. The second day in a row. For some reason, my heart sunk. I think its just the realisation that we really won't have a lot of time together anymore, that this new work can just grab him away at any time they like, that our plans in the future could be changed or postponed. 

I know its stupid to feel anxious and sick over this, because I can do my own thing while he's gone, and last night he came back before I was in bed at least, so I can talk to him about his day later on. I just hate the feeling of being alone, of not having him close by and knowing where he's going to be like a day in advance. Uggghhhhhh.... I just love him so much and I want life to be just us. Anyone help? I think writing this has helped a little at least, so if this falls into the void at least something happened.