Not that anyone cares, but I just need to rant. A couple years back I was having a really bad depressive suicidal episode, and now I think it's mellowed out but I just feel flat. At work, one of my comfort people is being sent to another store, and I feel hurt because I feel like I'm losing the only person I could talk to and go to advice for. I don't even have anyone to tell about how I'm feeling because I don't have a support network. I just want to feel happy and wanted