When i was born my family business went south.
My dad died young.
My mom never tried to do a job and instead just sat in our store knowing there was no income.
She got overly religious.
Life at home was oppressive and i was just watching TV most of the time.
There were no real friends i had. I was made fun of at school.
I had no girl ever taking a remote interest in me.
I developed social anxiety.
I dropped out of Highschool.
My sister who i depended on got married and moved out.
I later got a degree and a job.
70% of my salary was being used up for bills, rent and other stuff. 
Recently my mom was advised to have a minor surgery. 
I cant save money for my dreams, I have no deep relationships with anyone.
I started hating everything about my life my parents,my country, my skin color, how i speak,how i walk everything.
I feel chained. 
No matter how hard i try i cant get a normal life. Whats the point of living a dull life like this.