**Part 3**

I was to first alive human, for this illness and surgery. After 1 year of hospital part, we were ready to back Turkey. 

1999 we re back to Turkey.I started primary school again , everything was okay, my family was poor but they didn't mind because I was alive, mom started work again. dad was keep working too. 

my doctors must changed, cuz we re back Turkey. When we re back to Turkey the doctor who find out my illness which name is Salih Kavukcu I couldn't back to him because of Turkish Government insurance didn't include hospital bills he works for, so we must changed hospital and doctor (sadly)

Everything was okay until 2005 we went hospital for formal control of my transplant liver and kidney, and this hospital tried new medicals on me without my parents permission. (didn't want to give hospital name, Im scared of them) and I hospitalized  I was holding bottle of water. in a second I couldn't remember how to drink water like I couldn't remember whether I poured the glass into the bottle or the bottle into the glass. (it name is confusion) and I felt down to floor ,I opened my eyes in intensive care. After mom find out they tried new medical on me without ask , My parents bring me to the first hospital, they like fuck this system and Insurance  we re going back to Salih Kavukcu(my old doctor)

But i was too late because I was lost my transplant kidney. Started hemodialysis. at the moment won the best high school but after we went there school said we can't accept you because youre on dialysis 3 times a week if we accept you , you couldn't finish ur class because of dialysis. ( 3 times a week - 4 hours) 

This was the first time I wanted to die. and I must started open high school, its like there's no class just  you go quiz 2 times  a year.

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And problems were uploading to me. step by step , i was angry  to everything.