My anxiety is so weird. All day long, at work, I am calm and confident. Going through meetings, dealing with clients, solving problems... Nothing can unphase me whem I'm in the zone.

But the moment I get back home, I start to feel my anxiety in my whole body. Muscular pain, headache, tiredness... I feel overwhelmed... when I stop. It's like there is two version of me, a lion and a mouse.

When I am doing my job, I feel confident and so sure of myself. When I get off work, the little mouse comes out and I feel like a fraud. Like nothing I do is right. The orchestra of my anxious thoughts circle in my head again and again...