I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve been diagnosed with lots of different things but nobody seems to know how to help me. I tried commuting suicide but it didn’t work. I’ve been cutting a little bit but now my body is starting to feel weird. It feels like I have to throw up all the time. I really have no idea how to get better. Cause I don’t wanna live but I don’t wanna leave my family behind... please help 