No one will ever be there for you, you're alone in this world no matter what people say, i know this from experience and how fucked up i am now, i dont want to be happy ever again, fuck that, im a loner by choice now and will commit at some point. People only "help" because they either want to learn about mental health and how it effects you, or to do their good deed for the day, i understand they think they care, but they always come first.