Lately I haven’t been super social because I live in a new town for the summer with no friends nearby. I went to a big event this weekend and didn’t feel anxious at all which may have been aided by alcohol. 

The amount of socializing I do regularly have on a daily basis is playing video games with some of my really good friends. At first I have a good time and feel like myself then out of nowhere I start feeling really restless and anxious with the urge to get off so I can be alone, but nervous about being lonely when I get off. 

I just kind of shut down and have no drive to have fun anymore and I don’t know why. I will stop talking to them completely and I see bad about it but I don’t know how to just turn myself back on when it happens