I need perspective from fellow BPDs. So my ex of 2 years discarded me in a cruel way almost 2 weeks ago. She said she doesn't love me anymore and there was someone else. I was in denial and I fought for it, but I stopped after like a week after I realised it was no use. But after I blocked one of her account in a chatting app, she immediately rushed to me, threatened suicides, and she said she wants to be with me again and ditched her new love interest. Believe me, I know I have to run away but running away isn't that easy since I'm literally trapped with yandere gf here. However, can any pwbpd give me any insights and perspectives wth is going on here? We apparently got back together but she still doesn't feel love yet she doesn't want me to go, I don't understand. She said she wants to love me back tho, is that even possible? Happened to her ex once