Hey.. I'm very worried about some weird symptoms I've been having in the past month or two..
The most prevalent symptom is a constant weird mental state of fogginess.. like.. I never feel like I'm fully here, and I haven't for months, it's like I'm always disconnected.. when I'm focused and then I look around I feel my chest pumping like crazy cause for a few minutes it feels really weird.. I'm always like that.. in public, alone, at home, with my girlfriend or friends, every second of the day! I sometimes go deeper into it and start thinking if I'm gonna stay like this forever and never "see" the world normally again.. and that makes the feeling 10 times worst..
Besides that I feel pressure in my head and jaw, mainly in my head, or eyes or face and neck, multiple times a day for a long time.. 
This is really taking a toll on me.. I've been having dangerous thoughts recently and they make everything worst too.. I'm currently waiting for a call from my doc for an appointment with a psychologist.. but it's been a month and nothing so far.. 
I'm really sorry for the long message..