I just don't see life has any meaning when you have no one by your side. Humans are social creatures and aren't meant to be completely alone. Social isolation is just absolute madness which I have been dealing with it for my whole life.

So what if I do well in academics? So what if I become successful in my career? So what if I try to look good? So what if I learn new skills? What's the point of everything when in the end of the day you still come home feeling miserebly lonely and empty everyday? I can't seem to find any happiness in this hell of life.