i was supposed to go out with a friend today but i ditched her last minute because i didn’t feel like going out. i apologised. i still feel like shit. i cancelled plans with another friend as well because i don’t want to go out.

school work is piling up. i was doing okay for the first few weeks but i am tired now. i don’t want to look at my planner, i don’t want to touch my laptop. a classmate texted me about school work and i don’t want to reply. i need to start doing my work but i am so tired and afraid to start. i wasted one week doing nothing. how do i get out of this.