I absolutely hate when I feel like I don't receive enough eye contact, which is weird, because I easily shy and HATE it when it is unwanted. To the point where I pull a face when I catch people in the street staring too long. 

An example is, I just recently made friends with two girls. When we hang out as a three I feel like they don't make eye contact with me enough. It irks me so much but it is such a stupid thing to notice. I want all eyes on me sometimes but they look at each other more when telling stories and that shit hurts me like a knife?! Idk, it just does. Makes me really low and leave them to it but realistically, I am overthinking...maybe 

Same with guys I like, i can tell by eye contact if they like me or not but once their eyes diverge to my friends, just in conversation  for example IT HURTS. I sound like such an attention seeker but honestly, I am a quiet timid mouse who goes bright red when I have to answer a question in class. Lmao. Idk. Eye contact can make me depressed and both irrationally angry. Maybe I should just do less.