Started college a few months ago and was doing fine. I was happy. Now I'm failing two classes, Basic Algebra and English (English is based mainly on essays which I suck at, and I've always been bad at math). I'm turning 20 in 2 weeks and can't even feel excited because I'm so stressed. I never have time to relax anymore. I can't play video games or enjoy hobbies, and the only time I can watch T.V is when I am eating; otherwise, I am working on something. Anytime I take time to myself, it ends up biting me in the ass. I can't afford college because I barely made it by the first semester with scholarships and $2K out of my parent's pockets. I can't get a job because I have no experience, and no one will hire me. What can I do? I try to tell myself it will be better, that I will focus more on my studies in my second semester, but I am so tired. I got 5 hours of sleep last night, and I'm sitting here at 11 PM drinking coffee, applying for scholarships, studying for a quiz, doing math homework, and writing three revision essays, a whole new essay that's due Monday. I am so tired and stressed and don't know what to do anymore or how to handle this.