and then i realize i do the same thing, which just pisses me off more because im a damned hypocrite getting angry at others.   but then when i ask them if they expect something of me, they feign ignorance, or they really are ignorant.

i catch my mom and dad copying a lot of my beahviors, out of love, seemingly, and in an effort to understand me.  but when i call them out on it, they dont have a clue what im talking about. so i can only assume its a subconscious thing. whats worse, i feel like i unintentionally force them to do so.  i know it sounds very weird, but i feel like i make my parents learn me by acting like me, but its all an unsaid thing communicated through subconscious interaction.   its like how people obviously pick up on other peoples behaviours when they spend time around them, but on a whole different level of occurrence.  it is with very specific things and its just crazy.  i hate it because i dont want them to copy me, and yet they do, and they dont realize they do.    sometimes it feels like they're mocking me, but they also are ignorant when i call them out on it in that way too.  then my dad accuses me of being crazy, in a sortof polite way, which obviously doesnt help.   i cant explain the things i see without sounding like it doesnt make sense, which probably means it doesnt make sense.