It’s like I love him but also fear that he will destroy me.

That he won’t want me after awhile.

That he is just using me for sex.

That he will never develop feelings for me.

That I’m the only one who is falling hard and he isn’t at all.

It’s so painful. I have no reason to feel this way. He’s the one who perused me and always messages me in the morning. Who shows he cares for me by saying I can call him if I can’t sleep. So why do I feel this way? Fucking abandonment issues suck. And ofc id never vent these issues to him so I just have to keep it all inside and pretend I’m okay.