Ever since I was in school, my luck with making friends has been bad. No matter how much I tried, there would always be something that would end friendships. This is also happening to me now that I'm in college. I thought everyone would be mature here. But turns out they are all self-centered and fake. They pretend to like you but don't want you to be included. 

I did so much for a friend of mine who is also my roommate. I thought we were close as a friend but he has started ignoring me and idek the reason. I did so much for him and helped him a lot and this is how he does me. I already hate my college and just being there makes me depressed. He is adding another reason for me to not like my college and it is really hard being around these kind of people. I don't know what I do so wrong that they start to ignore me. Where is the maturity? 

All this is giving me a lot of anxiety because I have to go back to college soon. It's sometimes honestly the worst for those who don't deserve it. I know so many people who do others wrong yet they are always happy. I have only ever tried to help others and even my friend. I have literally went out of my way to do things for him. But this is how he is. I can say that I don't need friends but I do. Nobody likes to be by themselves. Atleast tell me the reason ur ignoring me so I don't have to overthink. It sucks because it's sometimes those who know your anxiety issues are the ones that add to it the most.