Recently i moved to a new city. I saw something funny on one of my friends stories so i replied. He then replied instantly. After a couple messages i asked him if he wanted to go out next week. That was like 3 days ago and he’s still not opened my message. He’s been active plenty of times but is just completely ignoring me. i guess it kinda hurts that one of my friends blatantly doesn’t want to go out with me. a large part of me is annoyed tho. like, why can’t you just say to me you don’t want to go out? why do this bullshit where you pretend to be my friend. where you would act excited to see me if you saw me at a party, but you would never invite me to that party on your own volition. hell, you can’t even respond to my text message. maybe i sound bitter but i don’t like it when people are fake. this guy was literally saying to me in summer “oh it’s so sick you’re moving here bro”. he would even say to his flatmates when we were in convo together “hey [my name] is moving to our city. yes!!!”. We literally both said to each other we’d go out to parties and bars together. but when it comes time to actually act, there’s no effort. What is the point in saying these things to me if they’re not true. What’s up with these mind games? This friend knows i’m an incredibly anxious and insecure person so idk why they’re acting like this. honestly, i’d rather people just tell me they didn’t want to hang out with me so i don’t have to do a quadratic equation just to figure out if they still like me. 

this is where i can tell the difference between my real friends and fake ones. when i was in another city not long ago, my friends there invited me round to there’s almost everyday and invited me out whenever they were going out. at least i’ve got some real friends.  dunno what the point of this was i’m just burnt out