Hello you whos reading this, im having a hard time understanding what attack/episode i go through or what exactly to call it.. Firstly, im diagnosed with depression with anxiety, mini psychosis and TRAITS of bpd (i cant consider to have it yet because im below 18) The attack/episode makes me feel like im losing my mind, like my mind is melting. At the same time, i keep saying things i dont mean or blabber about random things. if someone tries to talk to me i tell them i dont understand (even though deep down i do but i cant get myself to say that i understand them idk why) then i get super emotional and i start crying and then laughing..and thats all. I dont know exactly what it is or what to call it, my therapist is on vacation so i cant talk to a medical professional yet. I'd appreciate any help. Thanks!