I was having really bad mood these last few days and reacting especially emotionally to everything. I listening to music I randomly clicked on Rina Sawayama and Elton John performing "Chosen family" and listening I started thinking about my closest friend and I started to cry. I sent him the song and said "listening to this made me think about you and how much you mean to me, crying rn".
 
And right after I felt so scared. Immediately I thought, damn, what if he doesn't feel the same way about me? "chosen family" is kinda big word, what if i don't mean to him that much, what if i just made a fucking fool out of myself?
And he texted me back saying he waited literally his whole life for that sort of message, that someone was listening to a song and it made them think about him, that he always thinks about his friends but it seems like no one thinks about him enough to have those kinds of songs. 

And it was such a beautiful moment for me. It's so small but it means so much to me I have that connection with him, I love him so much. He makes me believe I can be loved and trust others. I'm so grateful that he always reassures me when I start to worry about being abandoned. I hope everyone has someone like that it their lives.