I’m tired of this. Corona virus has made it worse and I’m always fucking alone. I’m either starving or bingeing and I can’t just have a day of peace and not. Thinking. I honestly don’t get how people go through life without worrying and all these ups and downs. I’m so so tired of it. I’m tired of life. I live on my own now (not really close to my roommates) and I just feel like I have nobody at this point in my life. I miss how I use to feel and be?? I know I can’t go back but I just feel so so empty right now. I don’t know what to do with myself half the time. Every day feels soooo long. I’m tired