I (17M) want to make it big one day but I’m scared of really the media? I want to be successful but with the internet being a thing, I get constantly stressed about if I get cancelled or not or if I have a bad reputation.

For instance, my friend (17F) was recording a video and in the background me and someone else (17F) are having a small argument since she spilled her drink while I was standing up and blamed me, so I argued back with her.

I’m scared that the background video will contain me arguing and be taken out of context. If I approach the person that took the video, I don’t really believe she’ll delete it and that’s up to her.

Am I overreacting? I have bad social anxiety (have a therapist though), and I’m also worried it’ll resurface if I make it big in the future. I’m trying to be calm but I keep anticipating everything and I don’t know what to do.