i find one of the hardest parts of my BPD is becoming super obsessed with people (as i’m sure most of you   have the same problem). but sometimes for me it becomes almost a hobby to find out what they’re doing every second of the day. and when so when i have a new love interest and if they’re not obsessed with me like i am with them, i automatically start thinking they aren’t interested and they hate me. idk i’m just rambling at this part.