I wish the happy moments were enough to help me push through the sad moments. When I'm genuinely happy I think to myself how did I ever get so upset about something. That happy feeling feels fucking amazing! I'm in a sad mood right now and I can't seem to shake it off. It's my birthday today I called my best friend/fp and he didn't answer ruined the whole day it feels like. I'm not mad at him in the slightest. Just hate how something so little can turn my day upside down. I'm so fucking pathetic. Amber go sort yourself out you silly cunt!