Hey
So, i'll just explain my situation and would like to hear any opinion.

I am a male, 22, and I am quite lonely.
I have slept with 2 girls in the past, one of them was a year and half girlfriend, and hooked up with something like 10.

I always had some stress when meeting with girls, idk why. Sometimes I puked before or even during a meeting with a girl.

I do not get nervous around girls in general, only when it is romantically hinted.

As of now I haven't been with another woman for over 2 years because I didn't feel like it. I was really focused on my job and it felt right to leave that stress.

Lately i've been getting lonely, and jerking off feels kinda boring, so I thought about pursuing a relationship.

For some weired reason this anxiety keeps me from doing things. When I see a pretty girl I want to talk to, instead of getting horny or intrigued, I get filled with anxiety. I really don't know why, as I have no problem talking or approaching random people, only when it is an attractive girl it happens.

And I know, girls are just humans, even the pretty ones. Visually speaking, I do not look that bad myself. Still, I'm anxious. It is paralyzing.

I can probably get myself to do it, but I might feel like puking, and because of the anxiety I will have nothing to talk about so I will feel even more anxious and weired when trying to talk and get to know that stranger.

Would like for thoughts on the situation, and even general tips on meeting a companion for relationship


TLDR
I have severe anxiety when talking to women, and I might puke if I approach a woman, although I know that women are just people like me and I had relationships in the past. I don't know why I'm so anxious.