I just want to scream, rage, and break shit. Don’t worry I’m not going to do any of that, I’m on the couch stoned. I’m honestly worried I’m having a possible manic episode coming on. I missed my nighttime dose Wednesday and now…ahh…I’m worried. I don’t know what to do as my person left me 3 weeks ago (today), and it’s just really me to lean on right now. 
Fuck…how do you guys manage this by yourselves?