I've known this guy for 4 days. Met online but he's a 40 minute drive from me irl. What luck! What fate! This must be a sign from the universe were meant to be together. I've only known him for like 4 days but, I think I'd kill, steal, lie, and basically do anything just to hold his hand hahahahah! I cant stop thinking about him. I love him so much. He keeps misgendering me so idk if he'd think of me as his husband sadly but hahahahahah.  I love him I love him I love him! I feel like I need to marry him. I want to marry him. I already have a dress in my closet, so I can. But. Hahah. I feel so intensely. He better not be creeped out. I won't let him leave. Also I don't wanna go to jail.  Hahahahah. My mom says it's bad in there; but then again, my grandma also says "If you really really want somthing, you'll do anything to get it." And that sounds about right to me hahahah! I'll do anything. He's so cute omg!! I'm so happy we're setting up a date irl. I would do anything for him. I dont think I really care it's only been 4 days.