DAE kinda latch onto other moms and "adopt" them as your own? For example, I have like 6 women I also call my mom besides my actual mom. I adopted them throughout my life, since childhood. One of them is my childhood best friend's mom, another is a lady my height who is one of my favorite people in a big fan group for my favorite band, who is old enough to be my mom. She calls me her little one, too. I just realized it's because they give me some kind of attention I always craved from my real mom, or something along the lines of that. Just realized it at 1am washing my face and brushing my teeth before bed. I wasn't even thinking about anything related to it. I just looked in the mirror and had a holy crapsticks moment. Now I feel dizzy and sad.