I just first and foremost need to admit this is THE most desperate thing I’ve ever done. 

I’m just so alone. 

I have depression and misophonia which seems to be a combination that allows for people to make jokes in my life way more than for people to understand and support me. 

My family basically just disowned me about an hour ago... and I REALLY thought I was back on track. I am going through the interview process for my dream job as I’m about to graduate college in a month. I have a wonderful boyfriend and three amazing best friends. My family and I have spent bonding time over quarantine. But nope. My family must’ve been faking it bc they want me to move out during my most vulnerable time and well as the worlds most vulnerable time! 

I’ve reached out to my boyfriend and my three friends and they understand and support me as much as they can as 4 people who’ve never been through what I’m going through. But I think I need someone on the same wavelength as me. 

Anyone out there?