Whenever I refill I go on a website to send the refill request to my psychiatrist. idk it just seems like I'm just worrying about nothing. I guess its because I never get the call from my pharmacy about my prescription being ready and I get worried if its even there, then my mind starts worrying that I will withdrawl. 

I mean I did withdrawl off Lorazepam once until I got to the hospital after a very traumatic 3 days where I had the worst panic attack in my life.