6 months ago I met a partner (we are 26) who was everything I’ve always wanted. I’ve been so used to toxic relationships and he made me feel so seen, safe and loved. Maybe we went a little fast, but it’s been amazing. We’ve taken trips together, had fun date nights, etc. out of nowhere last week, he said he’s been holding in doubts he’s having and maybe he’s lost some feelings for me that he can’t explain and he might want to break up. We both sobbed, and settled on a one week break. I don’t know if he is agreeing to this break to appease me or because he’s really trying to sort through his feelings. I have major depressive disorder and generalized anxiety disorder. I’ve been doing the things, going to therapy, reaching out to friends. But a lot of sleeping. A lot of taking anxiety meds. A lot of hyper focusing. A lot of sobbing. How do I get through this? I’ve tried speculating on what he could possibly be thinking right now, but that’s not helpful. How do I get through this? Hospitalization wouldn’t help, but this feeling in my chest and feeling of hopelessness- I want it to stop. I have other trauma in my life and this all feels too much.