I suffer from bipolar, severe angxiety, adhd, ive been isolated for almost a year barely talking to anyone weekly, ive started having alot of nightmares about me commiting suicide, slitting my wrist, stabbing myself, jumping off buildings, i have these really weird spasms where i just move my body really weirdly and agressive, i feel like theres shadow people living inside my walls, i can feel the devil/evil spirits watching over me / standing in my room (i have hallucinated seeing faces on my wall, i hear sounds thats not actually there, feel like people are watching me through my phone sometimes and black crows following me, (this doesent happen all the time it depends on how i feel) these things dont happen all at once btw, basacly, im a 15 year old boy living in a foster care, fostet center in the middle of nowhere 45 mins plane from home and with no other teens just workers that stay here for 3 days then the other random workers come to basacly feed me and make sure i dont break rules / run away and stuff like that,  i dont want to tell my therapist because i dont want to be a diagnosed lunatic, i hope its all just plasiblo or something i hope it goes away. Thanks for reading