Okay so i have had a big problem with facebook since some years ago. I had deactivated it since 2017, only to activate it again last year and then again deactivate it months later. It was this year when i made a fake one and only because i was in this awful rehab center and i am constantly checking their page to know about this friend i had in there, i wanna know when she'll be out of that place, she was my best friend and i really appreciated her. The thing is that i randomly get "friend suggestions" and i saw a moment ago the fb of a guy i used to know who i had something going on with a year ago, and it made me have full blown anxiety, i'm a bit calmer now but seriously feel like getting high AF or self harming :( i fucking hate facebook, i hate seeing the shitty blue icon with that fucking F, and i hate the likes and all that comes with it, it makes me sick. I feel so bad rn, i'm about to delete it when i'm calmer since i feel like if i open it again i will feel bad again. Sorry for the rant, i just feel really shitty :(