So it's like this....The older I get, the worst my life becomes. From not being to find a job that actually pays the bills, to worsening physical health, and complete deterioration of my motivation to create or express myself. 

Detail:

I make music and the older I get the less I want to make. The harder it becomes. I can't find the right sounds or everything just sounds bad. It's like I've truly lost what I loved about music.

Jobs. I started out making minimum wage being bagger just like any other would. I'm an extremely hard worker


To be honest forget everything I was going to say, it's not like it matters anyway...