Pretty sure I’ve spent like $10k this week. I don’t even want to look at my cards. I’m just waiting for alllll the packages to show up and hope I hate some of it so I can return it. But half of it I spent sending a mattress, luxury bedding and bath supplies and furniture to my partners new house so i can’t take it back. And my son got accepted to college in NYC so I’ll have to buy all that stuff and pay for tuition in a month. And I signed up for a 12 week fitness class…while eating chocolate and smoking cigarettes on my couch in my robe. I’m going to cancel payment on that one. Oy vey! If only I could channel this shopping energy into chores or house projects!! But instead I’m paralyzed on the couch. Haven’t showered in a week. Next pdoc appointment isn’t for a month. Ugh. Thanks for listening.