I keep getting into relationships and losing track of those I am talking with and meeting. I get very depressed thinking of all the opportunities I have missed and those who have said they were interested in a relationship, just to not get back together with them. I know there are things I could do in my life to make this easier: move slower, give more attention to the process at hand, focus on taking conversations slow and not rushing things. I somehow struggle to slow down enough to accomplish the tasks I set out to do. At the end of the day I am spent without much to show for my actions. I keep thinking maybe if I would have read into this or figured out where the person was at the time it would be easier to make contact with them. I just haven't been able to figure it out. Where do those I meet go and why do we stop talking?