I don’t have friends but I really like to have them in my life. The problem is, I can’t sustain conversations for a long period of time, I only give short answers and it’s hard for me to come up with something funny or enjoyable and I feel so stressed and anxious when I write something, the only time that I can talk for so long is when I’m trying to talk about myself and my feelings. Maybe because I’m super introvert, I didn’t use to talk too much even with my family. 

The issue that I’m going through now is that I’m learning languages and I can’t learn a language without talking and practicing with people and it’s frustrating a bit. When I find a language partner we only talk for one day, and then I never get a reply. I tried so hard for a year now but I haven’t made any progress. 

Now what is bothering me a lot lately is that, I start to feel so jealous when I see someone online on WhatsApp for a long period of time, it drives me nuts, I really don’t like this feeling at all and it started to take a tool on me honestly.

Someone help please, what should I do?