This last month has been shit - I've attempted and failed. I just cant get pass this feeling of wanting to die. I cant keep doing this and are just so over feeling like shit every minute of the day. All I can think about is ending it and it has picked the best timing to occur in the middle of a pandemic. Things are only going to get worse, but I'm too scared to bring myself to do it where it will be guaranteed. Mornings I can manage but by lunch time I'm struggling and nights are unbearable. I dont know what to do or how to get my head to stop or just do it