Does anyone else ever feel like they are trapped in a universe where every single person isnt even real. They are just pawns made up to fuck with you and bring you hurt. Like the whole simulation youre living in is specially designed to see how long itll take for you to try and kill yourself again? Nothing at all has been going right for me and i have not been able to catch a break and when i think i might have things slightly together it falls on me again. Im falling apart and im begging the universe to go easy on me but it wont. Im feeling like leaving the simulation.