So I have been severely depressed and suicidal in the past, but I’ve moved forward a lot since then. 

Still, I don’t feel completely happy. I feel as though I’m at a stage where I am just absent, and have a lack of care for my life and my friends. 

I want to feel a zest in life, but I don’t. Each day feels like it blends from the last, I struggle a lot with concentration, being present and remaining engaged. 

Despite being at uni I don’t feel like I am learning/growing. 

I don’t know, everything just feels mundane now. Neither good nor bad. I feel like I’m so close to feeling happy again but I’ve been stuck feeling like this for about a year. Anyone have any suggestions on how they’ve moved past this point? 

Thankyou