I think I'm going to leave my BF but I'm afraid of being alone and afraid of jumping right back in another relationship. I already lost several friends recently and will probably lose the friends we share plus we work at the same place so I'll have to see him. 

Maybe I'm giving  up too easily or something idk but I just don't feel things about him anymore and I can't fake it. 

I would give a bunch more details about things in our relationship but a friend reads my posts and I don't want to look like a horrible person. 