Yesterday’s been really hard. The board exam results were posted and I didn’t find my name…again. I’m currently battling with my self and my existence. I don’t know how and where I went wrong and all I do is blame myself and even question my worth. How do I even get up from falling twice in a row? It’s painful….very very painful. I woke up crying again. Am I even worth it? Why is it so hard? 🥺 Am I not deserving to be an Architect too? Should I stop and just move on? I can’t take a third fall.