About a year and a half ago, I quit my job. It was too stressful. My girlfriend, at the time, added to my stress so i had to make her break up with me. Then my dog died. My entire life, job, significant other, dog, all gone in a few months. Then people started calling and texting me. I was overwhelmed. So I changed my number. I completely cut myself off from my entire life. As I sit alone in my 2 bedroom townhome, I wish I had someone to talk to.  I go days without talking to anyone. In a way, it is relaxing, sad, depressing, but not stressful. I wish I enjoyed the company of other people. But I genuinely don’t like being in social settings. I don’t know what I should do or if I should do anything. I wish I could slowly drift away from everyone I knew. If I took my own life, people might be sad. I don’t want people to be sad. I want people to forget about me. I want to drift away