so, i'm on medication for 2 years. something makes me feel like a robot, like i don't exist, completely emotionless and when i feel something i just crack and have a mental breakdown, resulting in breaking things, shouting and end up crying. i do that to people who don't deserve any of it. especially my boyfriend, he tolerates my tantrums and he's always there for me. few days ago he said he can't function like this anymore. when we go out i can be outside with him and not speak for 2 hrs straight, i just cant make myself do it. its driving me nuts. i have no sex drive, nothing satisfies me anymore. btw im diagnosed with depression, anxiety and ptsd...