how much i hate my personality so much contempt and resentment for who i am and all that i am. all that i do and how i respond to things and the absolute mental torment and hell i put my loved ones through. absolutely horrible it’s scorched earth at my dads house after a heated tearful fight in the garage during a family party..

i hate myself so much why do i bring so much chaos and drama and turbulence into people’s lives i hate myself so so so so so much and i know everyone is tired of me this one dimensional one trick pony fucking dumb fuck psycho shit