1k a year?

"Just get another job!"

I wish it was that easy.

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Bald?

"Just shave it off and own it!"

Yep, completely shaved off. I'm like JK Simmons son with a serious vitamin complex. (Pale, tired-looking, no matter how much I sleep.)

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M, 37, still living at home

"Just move out. Find roommates!"

If only it was that simple.

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Friends: 0

"Just get a hobby and find like-minded people!"

I did get a hobby. Thought it would 'open doors' to meeting new people. Not the case unfortunately. It's based on materialism; it lacks genuine friendship.

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Girlfriend: obviously not.

"Just put yourself out there!"

A dude in my position (broke, living at home, bald) isn't going to be 'boyfriend material'. And I get that. Am I sad about it? Let's just say a relationship can make life more interesting and fun.

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Time to go.

"Don't do that. You have so much to live for. Think of your loved ones. You are loved. You are not alone. Get help!"

No. And I mean seriously: no. Loved ones? I suspect my family would be relieved when I'm gone. My parents would be glad they *finally* have the house for themselves again.

Loved? Not the case. Seriously not the case.

Not alone? I am alone. We are all alone. (Or at least a lot of us.)

Get help? Tried it. Didn't work. Also expensive.

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It's getting serious. I have about € 200 in my banking account and about € 600 in my work/freelancer account.

I need to go. I can't go on. I'm beyond tired.

Thank you for reading.