This probably doesn’t seem like much of a step forward, but it has always been a job I’ve been absolutely terrified of. Always thought I could never, ever do it. And while its not my main work area, I was still required to go through and train to be able to do so if they ever need backup. I dreaded the shift for weeks. My social anxiety still made it hard of course, but just the fact that I was able to get through the shift without breaking down is a success in my book! While I certainly hope I don’t have to do it again, I’m confident that I could get it done if it was asked of me! I haven’t felt proud of myself in a while, it’s kind of nice.