So recently come to the conclusion with my therapist that I should take my last semester off and focus on therapy. Being a vet I have access to disability services and things like that so I'm not too concerned. 
I want to know what it's like for anyone who is working or has had trouble working. In between semesters I've worked as a welding contractor and last winter I walked off a job site, and this past summer I left a job and it was just a lot. 
The best way to describe what I was feeling was more like my mind and body were just kind of like" you don't need to be here you shouldn't be here you don't want to be here we don't want to be here what are you doing here why are you still here." 

I've held long-term jobs in the past, and the environment was just really rare. It was me and three other people and we were the maintenance crew for a warehouse. I was the welder so I had my own little corner in my own little shop, that I was in charge of and I had to maintain and I had to keep books on and my supervisor would hand me jobs and task. It was really easy on my own, and sometimes my supervisor and I would just shoot the shit.  Does anyone have any information on anything that could help.