What helps other borderlines hold down a job and consistently keep going? What are perhaps some jobs that are easier on us compared to ( what personally really stresses me out ) fast food or popular retail stores? I know this is kind of a vague question as we all struggle with our borderline differently including the subtypes. But I am 19 and summer is coming up, and I’d really like to have some cash to enjoy myself. The only problem is I’m terrible at mustering any motivation to keep at a job. One day I’ll be super excited and applying to 5 places all at once. The next I feel chained to my bed and ghost all the interviews. The one job I did have was hot topic and I stayed for a few weeks up until it was time to be a cashier. Then I impulsively quit on the way to work, literally on the train. And just went home crying. I would just appreciate any input on self discipline and motivation, and not letting switching affect me so much with a job to the point I impulsively quit.