I feel like everyone around me is growing and I’m not. I’m so alone. My best friend has found a new best friend and my roommate moves out this summer. I feel my circle closing in on me and I don’t know how to make friends. I wish I was easy to get along with and happy but no one ever sticks around for long. Most days I dream about being nothing. Ceasing to exist so I can spare myself the pain or being to intolerable for another person. The only thing keeping here is my two dogs or i would have taken myself when I was 16.