I constantly need attention in order to feel good about myself and I get upset when I don't get attention. My biggest fear in life is being just another face in the crowd, being average. When I don't get attention, I feel worthless. When I'm in a group setting, I get jealous and resentful towards anyone who is the center of attention.  I don't really seek attention because I have severe social anxiety, so I just sit there and hope people will pay attention to me. Attention makes me uncomfortable, yet I crave it like water.