My post was getting auto removed for some reason, so I sent them a message but got ignored which is a great way to make me hate myself even more. I spent long time erasing random paragraphs and words until I figured out what specific word was causing my post to get delete. I can't really write that word here because this post will also get deleted but it's something very innocent and I could've never imagined this word would be forbidden. Either way, thanks for ignoring me mods and letting me do all the hard work.