I'm struggling with procrastination as well as depression (diagnosed BPD 5 years). 

I have so much university work and assignments to do and have found myself in the "rest because I'm overwhelmed and need to/I'm failing, cant do anything 'normal', hopeless motherfucker should just die instead of wasting everyones time" I have recently returned from a family wedding (trigger) and like most of us, struggling with FP. My part-time job has been emotionally difficult on return..

Basically I've got what seems to be 3 days to save myself and get these 3 huge assignments done to avoid being rejected from my degree (I've taken all the "2nd chances" I can get.) Seeing my therapist today but we haven't seen each other in a while and I find sometimes they find it difficult to 'get up to speed' with where I'm at.

ANY TIPS to lift and get me through university this week would be incredible.