i realized every relationship was just sex based. even the ones that started off as real dates turn sex based. i’m losing my mind right now. every other woman my age has at least had one real relationship where they say bf gf but mine were all casual or extremely intense and the guy never admitted he loved me. (said it over the phone as a joke once) i’m freaking out bc i’m 20 and getting older. Is it a bipolar thing? what the fuck is wrong with me