Believe me, I would IFFF I could. 

But I know how shitty my brain works. Until I get the treatment I need, which won't be happening until I get a job (that is if I manage to graduate) btw, then you won't find me behind the wheel soon UNLESS!! I've been absolutely forced to. 

Seriously, as stupid as it sounds, the thought of driving makes me anxious. This isn't like some presentation that I can mess up in front of everyone and cry for the next 3 days; having a bad case of the nerves ain't gonna excuse me from legal troubles I could face or worse. 

Oh and if it doesn't get any better, I also got compared to people my age bcos they have the guts to do it haha like damn,, I'm sorry my amygdala hasn't been doing its fucking job properly for the past 5 years??

But I can't deny that there's some truth to her statement tho. Anxiety really makes you fucking useless lmao.