Hi, everyone! This might be random, but I wanted to check in with other people to see if anyone else ever feels this way… every time I talk about it to other people, they just pass it off like I’m crazy.

I some times convince myself that every one hates me. This includes my best friends, my partner, and even my own mother. There have been several times in my life where I just “realize” that all the important people in my life hate me. Then I freak out and then convince myself that they’ll never talk to me ever again, and I start preparing myself that I’m going to be all alone. This started maybe when I was about 17 or so. 

Lately, I’ve been able to tell myself that it’s in my head, but it still freaks me out. Even this past weekend, I was freaking out that my best friends hated me even after they invited me to go somewhere with them in a couple weeks.

Is this normal?