i’m not sure if this is the right reddit for this but please listen and hear me out. i’ve suspected i’ve had bpd for a while ok ok But i have no idea what just happened. so basically i'm dating this guy right? and last night i took an edible and tweaked the fuck out. and as i was i started obsessing over him like real bad. like "this is the love of my life" bad. thought i was gonna marry him. then today geebed, and now i strongly dislike him and feel like he's cheating and i didn't feel bad at the thought of him actually cheating because of this sudden loss of feelings. should i trust this? is this how i really feel? i'm so confused right now.