I get super like self conscious and competitive. Like I 25F have recently started dating 35M and he’s okay so far and really loyal and kind. I like the fact he’s an older man too. But he recently found a flat with a roommate shes 43 so older than both of us and he’s super open and told me she’s a yoga instructor and she’s super fit. But I’m soooo jealous like I’m trying to get into proper shape and compete against something that’s not a threat to me but for some reason because she’s fit (fitness wise) I feel like I need to be fitter. Does anyone else relate to this because I feel like a psycho. My boyfriend doesn’t know any of this. Im quite borderline so I literally take everything out on myself. I currently live at home and plan to move out soon and we’re gonna find a flat together!