I think I have BPD and when I found out about it all. Everything made sense, like how I acted, how I was. All of this FP, splitting irregular emotions. It just fell into place. But, I'm the type of person who has to confirm that I'm 100% right and it really is stressing me out. Like, one minute I'm like yes I relate to this and that and then another, I'm like "Noooo, you're faking it...stop".  I don't know anymore. I can never stick to one side.

I can kind of attribute this to my poor memory. Like, I feel like I can't remember much to give valid and qualitative answers and maybe that's why?