Last year my doctor put me on anxiety and depression meds. It helped me extremely then when my mom died i flushed them all down the toilet. 

I realized i isolated myself from people after all the betrayal after my mom died cause i just feel like i have nobody and nobody understands, i deleted all social media, i don’t talk to family only my aunt, i have let myself go extremely far as hair nails or just wanting to be out..then I’m juggling being a mom. 

I fight the anxiety &amp; depression then its comes back. My doctor gave me more meds but at this point they aren’t working.