Be it your significant other, best friend, or whoever else makes you feel okay, do you shut down when they leave? Does their temporary departure cause you to lose meaning in your life? Do you lose motivation and end up hardly moving at all, despite the fact that you have a whole host of things that need to be done? Do you want to die, maybe? 

He’s all i have, the only person I can lean on, but I’m constantly worried that I’m gonna drive him away. It feels as if every movement, every decision, will either make or break the relationship. And yet I keep messing up, and he still sticks around for some reason. I wonder when he’ll get tired of it. How will I deal when he finally decides he’s done? Maybe I’ll finally have the courage to kill myself then, I’ll probably have nothing left anyways.