Never got any treatment for it nor have I been officially diagnosed. I have been looking for a long time to find what it actually is. It was not until I discovered I might be a narcissist that I was able to find this mental Illness. Everything fits, it is definitely me. Now that I understand I will be seeking help for medication. If anyone wants to assist me with small donations that can help me improve my life, it would be greatly appreciated. I live in a country where mental illness is not taken seriously and even though some people always knew I was incapable of helping myself most people will never understand, they just call you names like sissy and girls treat you like you are not worth their time. All I can do now is ask for help.