We have extremely different beliefs and he can't accept it but still loves me. After a long discussion and me crying a lot, he said we can try to make this work. But I'm always going to keep thinking about this and worry about losing him. He is the only thing I have and the only thing I look forward to is seeing him again. I'm stuck in my hometown where no one wants to talk to me and I have no friends at all and my family is a crumbling mess. I'm having a massive meltdown and don't know what to do.