I feel hungry but can’t eat i feel tired but can’t sleep i can’t feel excited or genuinely happy i can’t converse with people without putting on a mask and even then i struggle I’m an over thinker as well and this is the most excruciating experience I’ve been through i went thought a breakup at the end of highschool and thought that was my lowest but little did i know girls can’t mess u up like life can, there’s no one to talk to itd be pointless to talk to somone who could never understand and the ones who possibly could understand aren’t close enough on an emotional level to talk to i am alone and i always will be i know that but there’s nothing i can do about it i have no will to do anytbing even basic needs like getting up and cleaning and eating how am i supposed to handle multiple serious problems in my life if i can’t even do that, pretty pathetic Ik I’ve felt this way for over 2 years and it’s only gotten worse i think ab suicide everyday but could never follow though bc of how everyone would feel afterward it’s Evan endless cycle of suffering i can’t escape.