I’m (19M) currently in university, and I’m completely lost. I’ve been diagnosed with panic attack disorder, social anxiety disorder, depression, ADHD and a bunch of other illnesses, but I think I’m going crazy. I’ve stopped doing all my work and I’ve lost contact with reality; it almost feels like I’m living through someone else, which is really scary. I tried to commit suicide last week, but I only managed to end up in ICU, and I’m back here in worse shape. I can’t leave because I’m scared of change, and I can’t stay because I’ll fail my degree. I don’t know what to do.