I take 2 baths a day and i scrub and scrub so hard with soap. I always make sure to keep perfume and deodorant near me. I hate the feeling of sweat to the point it makes me shut down and panic. All i can think about after being outside or going grocery shopping is when i get home to hop right back into the bath. I take one before going somewhere, and take one after getting home. I never feel clean, i’m always asking my mom if i smell good. I’m always spraying perfume, even if it makes it hard to breathe. I brush my teeth til my gums bleed. I want to feel clean but i can’t! I’ll cry while standing in the shower because my skin hurts from scrubbing but it’s never enough. I hate it when i sweat even for a second, it’s so icky. I hate it when my hair feels slightly oily so i’ll wash it everyday, even if it makes it worse.