Its been two weeks since I got into a relationship and even though he's a great guy, he's attractive to me and we've been having a good time- I'm starting to miss being alone. I kind of don't like how I feel I want to contact him and text, but at the same time, I don't? I miss feeling totally free without being scared with emotions. I don't like feeling annoyed that he takes ages to reply and I have to just sit and wait or if he replies, it's small answers. Aside from texting which I might just cut out, I don't really like feeling like I have to see him every week? Like I want to see him every week to maintain the relationship and we do have fun and I enjoy myself..but I also feel like it's almost going to be routine? Like that's it now, I'll need to see him every week until we break up... I actually do really like him, its just, I'm not sure if I like him more than I liked being alone and doing exactly what I want. I don't like that I have to deal with his emotions and that I'm getting emotions for him... I don't know, I'll give it a month and then decide ... I just don't get relationships anymore I guess! Haha. 