 I consistently feel like I’m drowning and so alone with my BPD. I don’t really have people in my life anymore who understand it or get how I’m feeling. My skin is just always hurting and feels like I’m burning. I hate how I get such bad physical pain due to my head being messy. I’m interested in someone new but how do I explain that I’m just a ticking time bomb? I feel so lost. I hate feeling alone in all of this. I’m just sad.