Really just crazy that depression is just like a thing that can happen to people. I was on SSRI’s for upwards of 2 years and had to stop due to circumstances and those were the best times of my life. I finally understood how regular people felt. It’s just so unfair that we have to deal with this for no reason. And it’s not like it’s all too easy to explain to people too, since I just had someone very close to me tell me that I should just do what makes me happy when I feel shit. God damn. How much of life is there to live when you just constantly feel dead anyways