I have recently been diagnosed with BPD, I sought help after I had somewhat of a breakdown and ran off with a guy I barely knew and left my husband behind. I feel like the whole thing was an episode of watching myself do all these things from the outside. My husband and I have reconciled and are working on things and I am seeing a therapist. I have done a lot of reading on BPD  and my therapist started me on DBT. For the most part I feel a lot better, but lately I feel like I am falling through the cracks. I'm having issues with friendships, I am impulse purchasing, and I feel like the "switch" has come back where I go from happy to irate within seconds. I need a support group, my therapist said I should find online boards to have support. 