not sure if this is the right community to post this to, so if anyone knows a better one pls comment. i think i got myself into a rly shitty situation yesterday. i went out on a date w this guy yesterday, we’ve only been talking for about a week btw, and he brought his cart and i smoked from it. he didnt smoke at all, even though i thought he did. i got really high almost instantly, i hadnt eaten and had barely drank water so i started to feel like i was about to pass out. it was really intense, i could barely keep myself from fainting, and was definitely too impaired to make judgements and hardly knew what was happening. i sat down in the stairwell of the parking garage we were at while he went to get water and when he came back i drank the water and i started to feel less faint. after i felt better we started to makeout and then i feel him putting his hands under my pants and underwear and he started taking them off and i wasnt comfortable i think i tried to say wait or not yet or something and if i didnt i def never said yes. a few moments later i became aware that hed turned me around and put his dick in me. after we stopped for a bit he asked and said he wanted to continue and kept pushing against me and it took all my energy to say a no  and pull my pants up. he didnt check up on me at all even when i was very apparently uncomfortable with having sex in a stairwell, was high when he wasnt and i even remember physically struggling when he was holding me. im not completely sure if he really did assault me or if im just mad bc he was being an asshole last night. either way i feel disgusted with myself for getting in that situation and having sex with someone who turned out to be so inconsiderate :/