I don’t know if this is something a lot of people with depression experience and if it’s just a symptom of years of severe mdd because I’ve never felt comfortable talking about it to anyone. I really feel like no one knows anything about me. I even feel like I know very little. I feel like I know what my friends and family do in a day, who they talk to, what they enjoy etc but I feel like no one knows those things about me. I don’t know if it’s just a truth or just another symptom of this. I’ve been at a particularly low low lately and so I’m not sure if that’s what this is. I haven’t left the house in 8 days and didn’t even call into work. I skipped my last 3 appointments for therapy without calling and missed other doctors appointments. I feel like in this time despite being so withdrawn I have reached out more than anyone in my life to talk. And I don’t know if I can even be upset because I’m realizing that these people don’t even know what’s going on in my life. I’m rambling I’m just hoping maybe someone can provide some insight. I’m sure it reads that this has been a really difficult time and this isn’t even the half of it but it’s the part that is most confusing me