Male, 29. Married with 2 (almost 3) kids and I run my own business. Lots of stress and anxiety but my life is actually great. 

Except the anxiety and depression I’ve been fighting. Had some bad manic episodes toward the tail end of 2020 and into 2021. I’ve taken almost everything. But my problems the last 4 ish months have been depression and anxiety. 

2009-2014 - lamictal
2014-2018 - lithium 
2018-2019 - oxcarbazapene
2019-2021- lithium/lamictal/risperdal 

Currently on lamictal and risperdal. Been  coming off for a few weeks and Dropping them both for latuda tomorrow. I hear it helps bipolar depression so I’m really hopeful. 

Just can’t take the down, anxious, irritability, anymore.