Most mental illnesses I think are triggered by an initial trauma. 

I have healed tremendously from good doctors despite constant overwhelming trauma from people in the community. 

But I honestly do not think I will heal completely until he is criminally charged or at least living a life which reflects his criminal behavior. He should not be in positions of authority where he can hurt more people. 

But it goes beyond that in my living a life of suffering in a world where the cause of that suffering is not acknowledged. My life and health ruined as a constant reminder of his violence, yet he has access to life experiences which no one who did what he did should be allowed near. 

I do not think I can really explain my health while I live in this lie. How do you process trauma when the world around you acts like it never happened?