I've done so much research since receiving my diagnosis, and sometimes it's uncanny how this illness really is me. I was reading [this](https://mileinmymoccasins.wordpress.com/2013/01/06/what-it-means-to-be-borderline/) and the part that really got me was when they started talking about feeling like a whole other species. Or the part about having career troubles because you jump from one thing to the next, each time thinking that this is what you want to do for the rest of your life. It's like are you serious? Other people feel this? I really just wanna cry right now. For so long, i've wanted more than anything to not feel so alone. And now i'm starting to realize i'm not.