So I'm interested in this one guy. He also has BPD so our exchanges have been very passive aggressive sometimes. Anyway, I went through a breakup recently so I went through a short phase of wanting just casual sex. So I got a FWB. One night that guy didn't want to come over when I was really in the mood. So I was texting a few guys and crap. The topic of him and I hooking up came up. I almost went with it but at that time decided not to because I just wanted one thing that night and he might've gotten attached if we did do something. Next day he asked if I wanted to or not. I said no because I was getting interest in him and wanted to wait a bit. I thought this was a good thing because it showed I'm interested. Nope. He gets upset. He doesn't yell at me or anything. He's just disappointed. So I get upset and kinda go off on him about how I thought it was a good thing. Now he's trying to do a casual one night stand with someone tonight and I'm jealous. I show obvious signs of being upset about it but he's likely thinking it's stupid and hypocritical. Because it is. Idk what to do and I hate this.

TLDR: I'm interested in a guy. He thinks I'm still hooking up with someone. He's going to try to have a one night stand. I'm jealous. I'm being hypocritical