im scared to fall asleep in fear that I will never wake up again. I am sick with covid rn and everything is making me seem like I’ll die. I had minor chest pressure in the morning (at least that’s what I think atp im not sure it was anything) and then later tonight I kept focusing on my breathing. That made my chest feel weird and I just kept being aware of my breathing. But once I was doing something like eating and not actively thinking of my breathing, my breathing and chest felt fine. Now I’m scared I’ll die if I sleep from covid or something. My journal entry is about having hope I’ll recover from covid, it’ll be sad if I die the next day. My sister told me she loved me through text and I said it back because I legit am scared and want her to know that I do love her(I never say it back as a joke) . But now it will be sad when she looks back at that text asking her to pray for me, she also joked “don’t die” FORESHADOWING MUCH!? idk im crazy, anxious, and sick.