My dad came home and started drinking (he drinks a lot..) and my mom was having a conversation with him and he called me to come to the living room so I did and he was there just drunk talking and my mom was there, she didn’t drink though she could clearly see I was uncomfortable but she didn’t say anything and didn’t care and I looked at her hinting to her that she should tell him to leave me alone because she knew he was just drunk but she was like ‘tf are you looking at??’ And they just asked me to do something so I did and I went back to my room. I’m still in my room now but god I was so uncomfortable and i don’t know why mom didn’t care to say anything and just watched me deal with it and have this conversation with my dad that was half drunk and him saying weird stuff (nothing inappropriate but just random rambling..) I never liked him  in general because he’s very old fashioned and we aren’t close at all so it made me feel worse.
 I feel horrible and I have school tomorrow morning and my schedule is long for tomorrow and I just know this will stay on my mind the whole day I don’t know what to do abt it