I’ve had depression for more than 10 years now, it actually started as a child (9 or 10). I had trauma, from my family and other life trauma. And it keeps coming back.

I’ve tried therapy several, but it never worked. It even made things worst at some point. Meds didn’t work either. Nothing ever worked.

I feel like I’m doomed. I feel like being unhappy and said is who I am now, and there’s no way of getting rid of this. The more time passes by, and the more I become hopeless. I really think I should just end things now since this is pointless.