So yeah. I went to his yesterday. We live about 7-8 miles apart. I don't drive, he does. I phoned the dr this morning and needed my painkillers. I asked for it to be sent to a different pharmacy, but it couldn't be done for whatever reason. So my painkillers are waiting at my local pharmacy.

I mean. If I really needed to I could get too busses there and two busses back. It's not that big a deal. Only about 75 minutes there and 75 minutes back. But it's raining really heavily and I don't want to get soaked waiting.

I asked my boyfriend to take me. He groaned and said no. We're both tired and haven't had any sleep so i understood.

Now I'm fucking *pissed* like in my brain it'll be a 15-20 minute drive there and back again. It'll take an hour tops. And an hour of work will make me not be in agony.

But equally... I don't drive. So what do I expect realistically. I can't make or expect somebody to be my taxi.

So I'm already agitated, upset and angry, and now my pain is getting gradually worse. And I'm trying to play on my PlayStation but it's not helping.