It’s really hard for me to start out dating someone new. Especially before we’re exclusive/in a relationship. I constantly worry about what they’re doing and who they’re with. I know at first they’re probably dating other people too until we have the exclusivity talk. I also get anxiety texting. I’m bad about texting back because I get anxiety over thinking what to say, but I also get anxious when they don’t text me certain days or they don’t text back fast enough. It’s just been hard. I miss being in a relationship where I felt secure. I hope I find somebody soon who makes me feel safe again./: