I just keep trying to get back up from everything but I am always sent down another path of sadness. From school to my relationships, I just feel I can’t win. My mind sabotages me. I’ve self harmed much more then I did even when I was in high school, and I am a lot older now. I just feel I am not worth living anymore at times. I start to wonder if there is any way out of this? Is this all I can do with life? There are so many things I could say and it is a compilation of so many different thing but it is simple- it is always my own fault.