(Spoiler alert: I did)

Damn it. 

Ever since I became unemployed 2 weeks ago, I have been trying to avoid making impulse purchases. 

Bearing in mind Mini Eggs are a British thing for me, I could have ordered them to my boyfriend's place where I'm going to be quarantining from April on returning from Germany for good, and eaten them there with him. I already ordered CBD tampons as a necessary should I be on a ring free week when I'm home. 

I hate my BPD symptoms at times, I really do. I know when I'm going to be home I will be in a better position to deal with my emotional baggage. 

I need to stop being so hard on myself. At least I'm insightful, I see that it's a comfort thing and maybe with the right conditioning, I will learn to be less impulsive. 

And of course I'll share my Mini Eggs :) bloody went and bought a family pack, didn't I 🤦