I’ve always been like this. Even in elementary school. I worry about my health, my relationship, my relationship with my parents, intrusive thoughts, worry about sleep, and everything else but what’s been bothering me the most is my relationship. We love each other don’t get me wrong but sometimes it feels like she isn’t interested in me anymore and sometimes it feels like she might be talking to someone else behind my back. These thoughts just feel so real and it stresses me out bad. We started talking a year ago and clicked instantly and we have everything in common. She’s like the female version of me. I really can’t lose her and it feels like I am.