ill hang myself, drown myself, or shoot myself. anything just for me to not be alive. im suffering so much everyday. i cant feel love anymore, i dont have loved ones to stay alive for them. i just feel hate and anger. i hate this world and life. life is suffering. besides that, it has no point. i feel so much hate in me that it kills me. i hate people who say "no all human life is precious life is beautiful" these people are brainwashed and delusional. humans are loud, obnoxius, disgusting, evil and selfish. i wont stay alive in such a world. if i wont kill myself ill kill somebody else. dont get me wrong, im just in so so much pain. i have depression and ocd. i hate my life. i hate my household. im just done and i cant wait to finally kill myself.