Right now I'm laying in bed I have class in 2 hours and I just can't get up. What do I keep moving forward in life? What mission am I after? I feel inadequate to live a "good" life. I'm not really sad im just out of will. I'll conjure some eventually and go to school, but its difficult.

 If I'm not sad as in crying, but instead burned out on life is that depression? Everything just feels like a large task, I've told a previous counselor about this but he says it's normal. On the bright side yesterday I did clean my room, probably where today's energy went.