I just got diagnosed back in October. It felt good to finally have a name to a face instead of just believing I’m broken w no cause or solution. However in all honesty, what did those doctors know, they don’t know me and have only seen me on two occasions. Once back in May because I admitted myself to the hospital. My doctor told me to go to the Er after I told her what was going on. I went back in October after taking all my meds, I just wanted to feel numb but once I realized I could die pretty quickly I called an Uber to get there (ambulances are expensive). Then they told me it was BPD. It seems to fit but I hate it. Anything more treatable would’ve been nice to get diagnosed with instead.