A girl I only knew for a week whom I had a romantic interest in cut me out of her life yesterday over something completely trivial and I'm more crushed than I should be. I fall in love incredibly fast and hard. "But bro it's only been a week" yeah, I'm aware. I'm perfectly self aware that my thought process isn't normal.

I'm right back where I was a few weeks ago, just overly desperate for female affection. There's a physical pain in my chest that won't go away. I feel so empty and alone. All I want is to be able to love every aspect of someone and have her feel the same way. I am so terrified of abandonement and being alone.