I'm really struggling to the idea of my ex (+10y togheter) knowing I'm bipolar.

I was diagnosed after we broke up but, since we both live in a small city, the idea he might find out upset me.

As if, by knowing it, he could excused himself (and be excused by othera) of all the wrongs he did.

Ps: I'm not a Saint, we both did and said nasty things to each other during +10y.