This is stupid, but I feel alone. I have friends and family who love me and yet I crave validation from someone being interested in me. I miss that feeling, I want that feeling. I’m interested in others and have been but they’ve only be interested so far as my body. I also say this of course knowing I’ve had moments where I’ve thought about shutting myself off from the world and everyone I care about. I just want to be noticed and recognized and I hate myself for it. And I know I have bigger problems in my life than this and I know I need to love myself first. I just can’t help feeling this way. I have no idea if this is a BPD thing or not but the validation part of it I figured was my BPD so I thought I would post it here. Thanks to anyone who listened ♥️