it’s been days since I survived my suicide attempt by overdosing on my pills because my boyfriend which is my FP, broke up with me for another girl. Whenever I see them on social media, the pain is unbearable. I cant sleep on my own room because my parents are scared that Ill do it again so every night, I just cry silently. im in so much pain that I just want to end it again.I just pretend that im okay so that I wont scare my family and friends. how do I survive this?