Everything takes so much effort and nothing makes me happy. I don’t even want to die anymore but I don’t want to live so I’m stuck in boredom and malcontent. I have a friend who I’m realizing mentally and emotionally burned me out so now I don’t have the energy to be around and talk to people. It’s fine though, I didn’t have anything interesting to say and I don’t get anything from being in conversations anyways. No one’s going to read this. No one is going to care. I don’t even care about this anymore.