My Background: I am 27 years old. No kids, no marriage, and fortunately,  no job! I am Upper middle class, my dad is pretty successful and runs  his own AIRBNB business so i never "needed" a job. I live with my  parents in their big house, i Dont live in a basement.   


I Worked  with him the first year but hated every second of it. I decided to  slowly quit, just stopped going with him to work and then slowly drifted  through the life of non work. Which i love. I loved life until my 27th  birthday which was a month ago. I liked to play Ps5, poker, reading a  lot, im a bookworm, i love discussing philosophical ideas and knowldge,  I've probably read over 1500 books.   


What  changed? My feelings. I dont know why i feel this way but i feel guilt  and shame for living my lifestyle of non work. I always fear that if I  get serious with any woman she will be disgusted by my behavior.