I have panic attacks and I'm in therapy since 2020. After my covid quarantine I've realized that I don't feel emotions. I wanted to cry, no tears showed. Something beautiful happened, I didn't laughed. An accident happened to a loved one, but still, I didn't showed any emotion. I was completely isolated for nearly 2 years. When I returned in school wasn't like before. Every day, everyone laughed for funny stuff (like fails in the lab, jokes...) but I still didn't feel anything. Now I fake my laugh every single day and is becoming painful. Like literally, my jaw hurts sometimes. I have to fake my smile because other people think I'm awkward (personal opinion). I'm 19. Anyone feeling like this? Is this just anxiety?