I feel rage, extreme sadness, paranoia, and suicidal thoughts (not going to kms, I just really want to die) and I have all these symptoms maybe 3-10 times a day. 

If I go to therapy will any of these symptoms be alleviated? I feel really fucking hopeless and feel progressively worse even though my situation has been really bad and is finally looking up,

I just applied to Medicaid so hopefully will be going to therapy soon. I feel like I can’t handle life in my head.