it just keeps getting harder day and day. She knows i wont leave her, as a result she has been constantly saying whatever she wants, treating me like shit.... I cant leave people, its a problem i have, even if just a friend, i cant leave people, but this abuse has been increasing everyday. She blames me for everything. I cant tell her that something upset me, she would figure out a way to blame me about something and not deal with my emotions. I cant leave her, I cant stay with her. I finally stood up for myself today, I finally got angry with her. She while on video call wrote a suicide letter and brought a blade, and started saying stuff like all my family's tears will curse u. I knew she was acting and that she is way too selfish to actually attempt suicide, on the 1 percent chance she might, i didnt want to risk it, i had to throw my anger away and apologise to her. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE