I told her, I love her and I won't abandon her. No matter what storm happens I will stay with her and keep her safe. I want to do some inner healing and shadow work and work on how to love myself even if people leave my life and I feel abandoned. I saw myself as a little girl scared and afraid and I think she just wanted confirmation she will be safe and she will be secure. I think that is what I'm afraid of, I'm afraid of being left alone but she is also afraid. I want to rebuild a relationship with her.