This past summer was the happiest I've been in 5+ years and than autumn made me the most depressed I've been in 9 years.

I had my first serious girlfriend this past summer and Autumn is when she unexpectedly ended it, I was told that college would make it better but here I am in winter looking back at summer. I've been out with 1 girl since then and i ended it after the worst date of my life, I asked out my classmate on the last day of the semester and she said nope. 

I just want to be happy but it seems impossible, fuck I miss summer.