I’m Jess. Where do I start? Childhood was bumpy. I was the oldest of 3 girls. I’ve grown up scared of other people with not a lot of friends. I’m anxious. I get full blown panic attacks. Some days are worse than others. If people agent mad, especially at me, any confrontation and I freak out. Childhood scars. I have no self esteem. I don’t even know how to talk to people, which is really sad at 41. I’m depressed too, feeling like such a failure in life. I don’t know, I guess that’s me in a nutshell.