I work at my dream job at the company that I wanted to work years before i worked there and i get to do some amazing work that i dreamed of doing, and i kinda hate it.
I’ve Worked at this job for almost a year now and I’ve given so much extra time into this job and working as hard as i can. But i still seem to wake up every morning being upset i have to do this work. I’ve thought about leaving and trying something new but i can’t financially do that.
I’ve thought about other career opportunities but it’s too scary of a leap for something i haven’t trued doing. 

At the same time, I’m in constant fear that I’m going to lose my job and be fired for mistakes I’ve Made. (Technical errors)
I can’t convince myself that i dont want my job and instead, I’m enduring it. But I’m too afraid to make any leaps.