I just couldn’t make an appointment. And I just didn’t have the energy to do anything about it. My therapist never called to check on me. That made me so angry I started looking for another one. When I called to get my test results the receptionist said she had back to back sessions and wouldn’t be able to get back to me for a few days. I said that was fine. Not even an hour later I got a call from her (the receptionist), she gave me my diagnosis. Not the therapist. She said she was just too busy to get back to me. It made me feel like shit. Then the diagnosis made no sense whatsoever. 

She said I’m major depressive disorder, mild, single session. Like, excuse me? What? I’ve been diagnosed BPD by three therapist. Did it change or is she just the worst? Uhg. I hate everything.