(First time posting! If this post breaks any rules, please let me know and I’ll delete, no fuss)

I’ll be doing something completely mundane or boring. (Scrolling on phone, working at job, using restroom, etc) and suddenly I’ll get this massive surge of, almost pure euphoria bliss. It only lasts for a few minutes and then disappears. It’s happens to me once or twice a day, and I personally have come to despise it. Most of my life is boring, a simply grey zone. And then a massive wave of forced happiness, and then immediately back to grey. Like my mind is trying to force lost time.