am i the only person who sometimes seems to forget they’re an actual human being? like i don’t know how to explain it except that i forget i am a human being at times. recently, everything i once enjoyed doing doesn’t seem to interest me. i feel like i don’t know myself, like i’ve lost myself i guess. this happens often but i usually talk to a friend and get really close for a few days, steal some of their personality traits and everything is fine.. but i want to have my OWN personality traits. i want to be able to describe myself, what i like, what i don’t like. this has always been a struggle for me.