this morning i texted my girlfriend and informed her my depression was worse than usual today. this isn’t out of the ordinary for our relationship since we’re both open abt our mental health struggles, but the way she responded rly upset me. after i told her i was depressed and all she said was “uh oh”. i responded with “yeah” and then she left me on read. now i would understand if maybe this was the first time she’s hearing of my mental health problems or she didn’t know what to do, but this isn’t a new thing. i never rly go into detail abt my mental health problems so i don’t think i’m overwhelming her. i’m just upset by her lackluster response and i’m splitting on her so hard rn. like i genuinely do not think she would care if i was dead and that upsets me. it’s the worst feeling bc i know i rly like her but i wanna hurt her as bad as she’s hurt me and i feel like i’m gonna ruin the relationship.