Why do I do this? I like this guy but I’m like scared. I just want to stop talking to them. I think it might be my fear of abandonment. I don’t really struggle to open up as much as I used to but I am deeply hurt when good relationships end. 

This guy seems really great and its gonna break my heart when it doesn’t work out. He seems like such a good boy. And I’m not gonna lie I’m lonely af and desperate for attention. But at the same time I don’t want to settle. I like other guys, I’m not gonna lie. How do ya’ll date without being triggered? I’m trying to get over this because I know I can’t be a hermit for the rest of my life. 