Hi everyone it’s Jenna again, I had some questions and could use some help. 

I don’t know how to not love the person I like too much. They always say that it’s fine and we’ve talked about our feelings a lot but I feel there are things they’d be better off not knowing such as just how much I love them. 

Secondly I sometimes think of hurting people who’ve contributed to their own problems and issues, occasionally their ex who at least from my knowledge just kind of left them randomly a couple days ago. I’d never do anything like that to the ex person and I don’t want my love to be upset or fearful of me. I know this isn’t okay but I just feel like keeping them safe and such. They mean so much to me and make me feel so much happier then usual