i just dont want to wake up anymore. im really fucking tired of everything. and for no good reason. like nothing makes me want to kill myself, i just want to. i just want to stop existing period.

"how will you know if something good happens to you tomorrow" bro i dont care anymore. i dont fucking care what good happens to me because everything will just result in pain in the end anyways. nothing will ever truly make me happy. theres no reason to keep going. i despreately WANT to find a reason to keep going, and i have for literal decades. to no avail though.