I am alone like many people due to covid-19. But I realize I never been in love, not once. I remember crying to my mother when I was going to break up with my ex finace, I said "Momma I just cannot love am I odd? I am the one person who cannot love. I want to but I just cannot do it." I have been with guys after I liked them, but I never loved them. What does that mean. Am I broken? I am 26 and never loved anyone romantically. I wish I had. My ex cheated on me two months ago and I got sad, mostly because I am full of myself. I am too beautiful to be cheated on. But I didn't care about him, I wondered why but only because of my pride. I kept saying it sucks we won't be friend anymore, but I never said my boyfriend...... I was ashamed I was made a fool of. But I didn't love him. Why haven't I been like normal women, why haven't i loved.