DAE miss feeling suicidal because now you're just trapped &amp; have no escape &amp; all you can do is just lie there immobilised by everything &amp; you can't even escape in your mind anymore? Because now stuff like family or who would be upset or whatever pops up in your head instead? So you've got nowhere you can go to escape in your head? 

My ex is being so insensitive and all I can do is just lie here with extreme chest pain I'm so fed up