So much has happened in the past 1-2 months and it’s getting hard to keep up. I got “sick” about 2 months ago, I went to the doctor, they took blood and tested my blood sugar, all came back fine. I don’t think I’ve ever had anxiety like this, but during the time I was super anxious, I couldn’t keep my mind off it. after all that I still felt like shit, so we went back, I explained everything and the doctor gave me the run down, what it could be, how we could work on it. He mentioned hypothyroidism and diabetes, both of which scared the shit out of me; did not help with my new found anxiety. So we awaited the tests, and everything came back somewhat normal. There were things that weren’t normal (high calcium in blood, ketones in urine, and one other thing) but he explained how it wasn’t worrying. So all is fine; yet I’m still worried sick something is wrong, because I still don’t feel right. On top of all of that, I’ve been talking with my dad about taking CNC/manufacturing/gunsmithing courses, and all of that is just making it worse. Even after being reassured, I can’t help but feel anxious. It’s gotten so bad I can’t sleep normally anymore. For the past 3 days I’ve been waking up consistently at 5; even though I’m taking melatonin (3mg). The doctors definitely drilled in my ear about sleep hygiene, and even with staying on top of it I can’t sleep. I can’t live off 5 hours every day, when I used to sleep 12 just cause.