currently I have a fp. we haven’t had a real conversation in about a month and they don’t know that they’re my fp. i’m not even sure they know I have bpd and i’m also not sure if they know anything about bpd. i’ve only known them for about two months, but i’ve never felt such a strong connection to someone before, and the fact that we haven’t talked in forever breaks my heart. they’re on my mind constantly and I don’t know how to stop obsessing. it’s unhealthy for me and it would 100% make them uncomfortable if they knew that I was this obsessed. and I feel like I want to explain how much they still mean to me and how much they meant to me. I don’t want our friendship to fade, but I don’t know what I can do at this point besides just write a letter and let them know how I feel about everything. is this a good idea? or would it just make the situation worse?? I don’t want to lose them and I just really can’t continue living with how I feel.