i’ve dealt with MDD for the past few years tried lots of meds. they help for a few months but then it always comes back worse. I’m going through too many things at once right now. just quit my job after being sexually harassed at work and my boss didn’t do anything about it, now I’m trying to figure out who I am and how to get better. Dealing with struggles in religion while my family tries to force me to go to church. Trying to figure out my sexuality and gender identity in conservative midwest. Trying to decide if I should reach out to my bio father whose cracked out. Now dealing with severe pain as a manifestation of my emotional pain not being treated. I am going to therapy but there’s only so much I can get through in an hour. No friends, feel like I can’t take all this on but it’s my life so I feel like I have to. I only have a month before I go back to college. Can I fix everything in this time frame? Ready to just block out all my emotions again and zombie my way through.Fuck this honestly