im so tired of telling people that people dont give a fuck about me and no one loves me and it hurts so bad but everyone is always like "you should just love yourself instead" "you should learn to survive without other peoples validation"

but who said i hate myself. i just want people to fucking care. life fucking sucks without people loving you. i feel like ive gone my entire life without anyone loving me and it hurts so fucking bad. i am so alone and i know having someone love me would make me feel better.

why is it a bad thing. i cant love myself enough out of this. i dont know what do