a few years ago i suffered constant anxiety. at that time, i lived with my family and being around then gave me some comfort. 

now, with the recent passing of my grandfather, it's returned. but now i live on my own, alone (aside from my cat), and i'm not sure what to do. i live in a suite near my school, which is 2.5 hours away from my family, and i cant handle it. i havent been able to do anything for days because the anxiety is so terrible. my place is a mess. everything makes me feel on the verge of tears. i can barely breathe and i'm so upset constantly. my car also won't be fixed until the weekend, so i'm trapped here. 

my mom is coming on friday to stay the weekend and i'm already scared for that to end, plus these days in between feel nightmarishly long. does anyone have any tips? i called my doctor and am starting buspar if anyone has tried that as well.