My fp that I have been chatting with everyday, has decided that it’s too tiring to chat everyday.

It started with me just being ignored all day and then a short message at night and then nothing more. But now she finally told me that yeah it’s just to much and she needs space and she have had a really good time the last few days not needing to worry about me. She says she still likes me but yeah we will probably not go back to talking daily.

and I understand that this is how it is for others? You don’t talk everyday? But I have never had an fp that I don’t talk with everyday. So really confused right now and no idea what to do

Now I’m just in the mindset that I don’t know what to write or if I should write anything. I see something funny and wanna share. But thinking about sharing it with my fp just hurts because I’m scared to be ignored again.

Being ignored hurts a lot, and I feel I don’t wanna write anything now and just let her write stuff if she wants. Because I don’t wanna write stuff and not get a reply until the day after. Sure really when you think about it. It’s a trivial thing I dunno.

But I had an experience a few years ago where my old fp, ignored me but I kept writing for months everyday. But just kept being ignored and I had a complete mental breakdown and started self harming and lose my shit. And in the end I never got an reply I just deleted the person because I couldn’t handle it anymore.

So I just have strong fears about talking with someone who doesn’t wanna talk. I can’t handle chasing after someone ever again.

Honestly this is just making me feel weird and I can’t trust my own feelings or thoughts because I have a tendency to overthink things and create issues where there aren’t any

So right now I’m just trying to be chill and see what happens.🤷🏼‍♂️I liked talking everyday but I don’t wanna write and share my daily life when the other person isn’t doing the same😔

Obviously as you can see here I’m a fucking talker I always write walls of text😁I think I’m handling this pretty well. I’m confused about the future but I’m not having a breakdown or freak out so yeah I guess it’s okay. Maybe just my mind overthinking things. It usually is.