I thought it was maybe a self esteem issue, but I’m still struggling with this nagging feeling of emptiness that makes it hard to get through the day. 
I have a purpose, I’m almost finished with college and I’ll have my degree. I have a live-in boyfriend, my own apartment. I’ve been nurturing some hobbies, and actively trying to not be antisocial, make small talk, eye contact, etc. 

But I find myself feeling worse than ever, even with everything going so well. It hits me like a ton of bricks when I first wake up. Emptiness. I find myself constantly looking to my boyfriend, who is my FP, and hoping he’ll say the right thing to make me snap out of it. 

My question is, has anyone here been able to overcome this? (I will seriously try anything.) and if so, HOW did you overcome this?
