Just a few days ago, Technoblade the youtuber succumbed to his soft tissue sarcoma. Since then, I have just seen things about cancer everywhere, movies, bumper stickers, tiktok videos of people with cancer, St Judes ads. 

I have had a small nodule in my outer quad for years that is somewhat sensitive to the touch, but does not seem to have grown. It is somewhat hard and feels like it could just be like some extra herniated muscle or a muscle knot. I noticed it about 4-6 years ago. Seeing this cancer everywhere, I keep thinking the God or the universe or something is telling me that I have a soft tissue sarcoma, a rare form of cancer. I keep freaking out especially at night. I need to get it checked by my doctor but I am on vacation for the next week. 

Any thoughts would be appreciated!