I don’t want to tell my friends because the last guy I liked turned out to be a douche and also sometimes I only like someone for a week and change my mind. Buut right now I just feel really happy when I see or think about this guy. It’s so weird feeling something after being apathetic for so long. I missed this feeling but I’m also scared of the yoyoing of feelings. It’d be nice if he liked me back but I’m really going to try to keep up with my own life and not have my emotional state revolve around him. This is the first crush I’ve had since I started therapy a year ago so I hope I can see some improvement.