I’m a (provisional) psychologist. I just finished another day providing psychological support and therapeutic interventions to people struggling with various mental illness. I try so hard to help because I genuinely care… but I don’t know how to help myself - I’m sick of being alive. I’m sick of dealing with myself. I’m just tired of it all. I’m fairly confident I have PTSD. I am so exhausted and overwhelmed. I don’t do any of the shit I tell my clients and I’m beginning to believe that counselling is utterly useless and doesn’t actually solve anything.