I have low blood pressure and many times I feel dizzy when I'm standing. I also have agoraphobia which I'm doing kind of well with, lately. And I was made fun of at school for my way of walking, I'm waddling a bit, I don't know why. 

These 3 things mainly make it really hard for me to go for a walk. I'm still trying my best to be active, I walk inside the house, exercise, walk from place a to b if I can't drive there, my job is manual labor, too, but I just want to be able to enjoy an aimless walk in the city.

For some reason I don't get as paralysed with fear when I'm carrying something, or when I'm walking in the forest. Having people walk with me makes it worse.

It's so weird and limiting and I really hope it goes away. Do you have any suggestions please?