Ive been on buspirone for about a week now and I know it takes way longer before it gets adjusted in my body but gotdamn im just sick of it all. I can function 85% of the day w my anxiety. Like I can do daily activities and such but a night im a WHOLE DIFFERENT PERSON! Every single night I panic and I always feel like I cant catch my breath and my deep breathing just hurts when I try to calm myself. Im so tired of being scared and crying and the tears every night. The only thing that helps is trazadone. If i dont take it i will either suffer all night or call the paramedics and they checks my vitals and stay until im calm. Ive called the paramedics twice last week and one this week on monday. IM SO SICK OF IT, i feel like im unfixable. Like will I ever in my life feel normal again?