I don’t think I know how! And it’s not that i don’t understand emotions or anything.
I just don’t know how to stop or control MY bullshit long enough to be any kind of support or consolation to my bf.

(He lost his job and it was his favorite thing in life. The man said he hated 2 day weekends cuz he was away from work too long)

On top of that my mental health and stupidity are causing financial problems as well.

I just want to die. I’m no good for my own self or anyone else. 
