Hello guys me and my partner want to move out this year but I need to get a full time job, now I been working  part time for years due to my anxiety  and the thought of working anything over 25-30 hours is daunting to me.

In my perfect world 4 days 30 hours or even 40 hours sounds like heaven to me, to me it's the perfect amount of time off for me  and my anxiety the thought of having only 2 days off a week makes me feel sick with dread. 

Does anyone else feel like this my partner and mum don't get it I hate it I feel trapped I said to my partner get a mortgage by urself as the pressure is to much for me.

I feel like a total fool and a idiot and hate feeling like this 😞.


I've applied for a job yes that is 34 hours over 4 days and the pay is good which is amazing I do hope I get at least an interview.


Sorry for blabbing I feel totally alone regarding this and I wondering if anyone else feels this way?