For my whole life, all I have been is a manipulating insecure loser that plays the role of a fucking nice dude just to hurt people. I'm rude, I'm angry, I'm a perverted freak and I only hurt people.

I say I want to change, be a good person but all it does is just continues the fucking cycle. The cycle of falling in love, and playing them. Playing them and going after the next person that gives me affection. Because I'm evil, I'm gross, I'm a fucking waste. It would be better if I was gone. Gone forever from this world so I don't add anymore shit than there already is.