I opened up about my bpd with a boy i had been with for a month, right after telling him he did research and right after that he broke things off saying i wouldn’t be okay around him. In all honesty I think i would have been (he was a bit emotionally inept). Thats got me a bit worried about telling people. Now in the present day I’m with a new boy, i tell him i have bpd, we get intimate, and for a week now he’s been colder, he said he’s busy and he has been moving, but i can see his last seen on tik tok. I feel so insecure, so i told him i do
Still waiting on a reply. It feel like shit. I guess I’m looking for words of wisdom, just want to feel chill about this now.