I know this community is not here to diagnose but I don’t know where else to go. I’ve mentioned my concerns to my therapist multiple times and she seems unsure but she says she doesn’t think I’m bipolar. Basically I have been depressed since I was in middle school. I was always a really sensitive and creative kid. I also acted out quite a bit. I snuck out at 2 am once when I was 10.  It’s confusing though because I chalked my behavior up to sexual trauma I experienced as a kid. I was severely depressed as a teen. I was diagnosed with ADHD, depression, and GAD. Recently I got on lexapro because I was waking up having panic attacks. I almost immediately felt better but almost too good. I started running everyday sometimes multiple times a day. I made plans to move. Then things got weird. I started racking up my credit card and not caring at all. I sent nudes to a guy I barely know. I pace around my house constantly. I just feel really unstable. I’m worried this could be bipolar showing itself.