All kinds of diagnosis, mostly chronic depression and GAD from my early twenties, till after bad years :BPD ( with traits of AvoidantPD and traits of Compuls.PD, I was sooooo upset, but after MBTtherapy, I was so glad I did that and I really ,in a way, embraced my BPD. I had all the traits at one moment...

I even wanted to work as experience-worker.


Now, looking for help after a burnout and job-loss, after a stable period, I was diagnosed to find a therapist: Avoidant PD with traits of BPD and Compuls.PD

I feel lost a bit, Weird, as if someone stole it from me, why would I feel that and did I really loose it? I feel so far more all the BPD things than the Av.PD things.....but I know I do not " tick all the boxes " anymore( not anymore stealing, cheating, cutting, etcetc..far more stable).....but I feel ' not seen / heard'???. And sad....and upset.... :'( Can someone tell me if I am weird?