In the evening 9 years ago, 4 guys approached me on the street.I was walking home after training courses. They spoke to me, they threatened me and asked if I was in good health. They took away my phone and gave theirs. One of them had a traumatic gun.

I think I saw one guy on the courses.

When I got home, I was very angry and upset. I broke the phone they gave me. I was hurt that I couldn't stand up for myself. I did not go to the police because I thought it was not manly to ask for help .

As a result, I became more cowardly and wanted to take revenge.But I didn't know them.I'm afraid to be next to a group of guys on the street, thinking that they might attack me, beat me up.They may have weapons.

I have enough of these traumatic stories.I feel weak, not manly, inferior to other guys.The traumas of the past have affected my looks. People don't like me, especially girls. I have never had a girlfriend and probably never will.