Hi!

I've been taking a variety of benzos for years and I recently tried stopping them. My issue is that whenever I don't take them, my body goes into full 'panic mode.' Every morning I'll wake up to a panic attack, nightmares every night and throughout the day I will have constant diarrhea, say up to 10 times a day. At the slightest physical hint of having to poop my butt will sweat profusely. It really hurts my butt and makes my body feel like ass. This has been an issue for me prior to taking medication. When I am taking benzos as prescribed my symptoms stop and go back to normal body functions. 

Does anyone have any advice for this? Or similar issues? I want to stop taking benzos but it just seems impossible at this point. I'm sure that it will come up that it's a side effect for taking benzos, but this issue has been with me my whole life, before I started taking any medication at all.