I am going through a constant cycle and rush of thoughts and feelings that don't stay the same long enough for me to identify them, I'm completely trapped in my head it's never ending crying then anger then a short bit of calmness into something else. I have no solution maybe I'll feel better after sleeping tonight maybe it gets worse I just can't take everything feeling like it's my fault for not doing enough, and feeling like life just wants to taunt me letting me know no matter what I go through how bad it feels and how far I go it will always be like this and there's nothing I can do about it I can just keep going through the same thing and lose my mind again and again only to find another petty excuse to live and then feel the same anyways.