Anytime I see a cute video of someone’s pet, or yesterday when I was at a cat cafe looking at all the cute cats my brain goes, “that animal will die one day the the owners will be sad.” Like I *was* having a nice day looking at these animals.

Same for people too. If my boyfriend doesn’t answer his phone my toxic ass brain is like “he died in his sleep, he’s dead you’re gonna have tell his mam her son is dead” and usually he’s just on the toilet or having a nap. 

Or I’ll be enjoying my day and my brain will say “your grandparents probably won’t die together, so one will be left without the other” and ruins my afternoon.