My moms terminally ill and I used to take care of her before I moved out and got my own place. All of My counselors told me my mom was toxic as pretty much everyone who met us atleast once. but I only have one mom so I went to go see her and she just shoved life advice down my throat with a I’m going to die soon untill I couldn’t handle it anymore and snapped. I tried to walk out because that’s on my safety plan when my brain feels fuzzy and I’m going hurt myself to run. Long story short they didn’t want me to leave I felt guilty because they got me snacks and drinks and offered me money for shoes. I ended up getting out my car running to the basement and hurting myself anyways because I couldn’t calm down. I ended up crying in my mom arms like I do everytime I’m over there because they just keep getting worse. I’m so ANGRY AND HURT i can’t stop feeling this it won’t stop I don’t know what to do it’s hurts so bad and I hate feeling so angry. My mom and aunt apologized and I told them I forgive them because I always forgive everyone but I don’t even want to look at the money they gave me or eat the snacks I feel like there trying but me out.