I am a 28F I fell in love with a guy, last year he proposed me and we are engaged now. I love him a lot but I feel overwhelmed from his family. He's an extrovert and I'm an introvert. We both are from India and live in US, but he eventually wants to move back to India and live with his parents but I don't want to. We are complete opposites. We had quite a fights about these but it always ends in him saying - "You never told me this before, and you liked my family before, now you are acting weird". On top all this, I have lost my job and am not able to find one since a year as am always depressed about it. And Ive grown up in a toxic family, nothings ever a simple conversation in my family. Almost everything is riddled with passive aggression, subliminals, trauma and projection. And they dont care about me. From all this I have this constant urge to run away from everybody and be on my own.