Basically I am travelling in a few weeks to see someone very special to me. I’m terrified. I feel sick all the time just thinking about it, my appetite has almost completely gone and my general enjoyment of things is at an all time low. I don’t know what to do, I want to go so badly and I hate these feelings like there’s a barrier that’s trying to stop me. I’ve only travelled on my own once and I spent my whole layover crying in the toilets. I know it will be more okay once I’m there but I don’t know how to manage until I can get there. I’m getting so stressed my headaches are getting worse and I’m just cutting myself off from people.