I feel my depression coming back again. I’ve been on all kinds of antidepressants and the one I’ve been on has been working amazing. I’ve been doing really well. This week it’s been coming back though, and it just sucks when I’ve been doing so well and being productive, going to the gym, staying on top of everything in my life. Now I don’t even want to get out of bed . My boyfriend has to leave for the weekend (family time, which is totally understandable) , I just really wish I had him with me. I also have a family trip coming up, which I’m dreading because my family isn’t easy to be around when I’m feeling depressed. My mom usually gets mad and tells me I’m being ungrateful . I don’t know how to hide it or fake it when it gets bad. I don’t know how to make myself feel better . I guess I’m kinda venting at this point. I just wanna be the old happy me so everyone can feel ok around me.