I know others struggle too, but do they fall apart and resort to thinking if they died everything wrong would be better in even the smallest of situations? 

I wish I was as strong willed but idk maybe I got dealt this set of cards for a reason. I also never asked to be here and deal with all the trial and tribulations either. 

I’ve been depressed since I was 5/6 I still haven’t healed from those traumas, i’ve talked about it , acknowledged it. I felt the feelings instead of feeling to analyzing it. But it lingers.