Had a gut feeling to ask my ex that I’m still friends with a question about us. Wishing I didn’t because I’ve reopened the hurt I went through with them. I don’t know why I felt the need to say something to them, but I did. Now I remember all the reasons we aren’t together and everything that had happened. I have work tomorrow and I can’t even sleep. I’m hurt but feel so numb at the same time.  I don’t want to feel like this anymore.