I keep losing time, and thoughts. I can be mid thought and lose it just as fast. Its getting harder to focus and be a person. There's this feeling that everybody just thinks I'm awful hanging over my head, growing larger constantly. I barely remember what I do throughout the day. I have ticks, my eyes go into the back of my head or my neck will twitch. Sometimes I walk back and forth trying to figure out what the hell I was just doing. 

I'm 20. I can't be doing this. I need to function.