Sorry I don’t know where else to post this but 

my ex just put his instagram on public today and I find out he is dating a MODEL 

Like a literal model. 

Meanwhile I am severely mentally ill, have no life. No friends, am single , am a shit toxic person, am suicidal and am getting uglier by the day. 

I tried deleting Instagram but I just reinstalled and created a new account.

I just want to crawl in a hole and die. I don’t know the last time I have lived 

I feel so dumb being very dramatic over this