so troubling to see a couple of peoples responses to my last post about my experience with my attempt. saying that i didnt actually want to die and that i had grandiose fantasies of being rescued. i dont think theres anything unreasonable about making a mistake and expecting the people who are supposed to help me to do something productive;  instead having them mishandle the fuck out of my case. even if it wasnt a serious attempt (which it absolutely was) was it correct of them to leave a suicidal person alone having done nothing to help them or follow up? just because someone has a moment of weakness and wants to die, doesnt mean they should