I don't even know where to put this.  I have suffered from generalized anxiety for several years.  And depression, among other things.  What is happening in our world now is tearing us apart and it scares the hell out of me.  I live in an apartment complex where, now, neighbors don't even look at each other.  People cross the street when I'm walking towards them.  This is behavior that I have shown for years.  Of course, 2020 is the year where I thought I was actually going to make progress in some of these areas.  But now, anxiety is just flooding our society.  This is obviously nothing new, and something that I've realized for some months now.  But the degree to which it has been instilled in us seems to be so great that I sincerely hope we can recover from this.  Not just the pandemic, but everything that has occurred because of the pandemic.

Maybe I'm just speaking of my own fears and anxieties now, because my symptoms have been getting worse, but how do I deal with this?  People don't even want to say "Hello" anymore.  It's scary as hell.  As someone who has dealt with and overcome agoraphobia, it scares me, because I find myself leaning towards those tendencies again for the first time in a while.