cw for the mangka since it is a triggering one.

anyways, i tried joining a bpd server from tumblr. it was honestly a great server. there were helpful links and coping stuff. and everyone was so nice there... until i saw that someone was talking about Killing Stalking (a *horror* comic about a psychopath so obviously the relationship is abusive and irl wouldn't be any where near ok but it's fiction) calling the fans disgusting snuff lovers who fetishize gay men.

of course as a gay man i felt like i had to defend myself- which was the worst thing i did. i get an onslaught of abuse and racism then i get kicked saying im dangerous around the minors in the server. for liking a horror comic??? that explicitly has warnings? for understanding fiction isn't real and shipping pictures together doesn't mean i condone murder and abuse.

not only did i get ripped to shreds the mod kicks me with a final note with "youre the reason people bpd get a bad rep" 

im honestly so upset lol.