I was looking to relocate to another country but this will not happen before next year. So, since several months I started letting days to pass instead of “living” life. I even created a calendar to cross out days. I’m waiting for tomorrow instead of living the today. This is really stressing me severely and I’m getting chest pain and headache out of thinking. I don’t feel like living anymore but just wasting another year which is the supposed to be the most enjoyable year ( I’m 23F).