I live in San Francisco and my psych introduced me to Ketamine. He told me if I ever feel suicidal to take it and to also take it once a week. I've had nothing but positive trips down the k-hole and wondered if other people with bipolar use it as well. I have bipolar 1 and have struggled with suicidal ideation in the past. Ketamine helped me so much. Plus I love the effect it has on my body. Calmer, slightly trippy in a good way like when I would smoke weed, better mood, etc. I don't see this talked about much in this sub (probably because you had to live somewhere like here to be able to get it) and wanted to open the discussion up. What are your experiences?