I am so tired of everything, all I want to do is sleep. I don’t like my hobbies anymore, I hate my job, when I’m not at work I’m too tired to do anything like exercise(like I used to). I’ve gained 45lbs in the last year and I’m so disgusted by my self when I look in the mirror. I’m just feeling so off and I don’t want to feel anything anymore. I’m scared I’ll never not be depressed..