I’m M25, diagnosed with rapid cycling bipolar 2 and anxious distress, among other things while staying at an impatient program a couple years back.

I am so fucking exhausted of fighting this what feels like 24/7. 
I legit got furious with my parents in my head (didn’t talk shit to them don’t worry) just for having me. I mean fuck this if given a choice even on my best days I would 100% take a painless death. 

I don’t know what I want from this post but I’m just goin through it rn and I’m so fucking tired. 

I don’t know how y’all do it.