To start off, I’m a very sensitive person. I recently ended things with the person I love more than anything and my best friend and I just don’t know what to do about it. I ended it because he was a bit hot and cold with me since the beginning. Every time we are just friends it’s wonderful but then we try dating and I’m unsure where I stand with him, either from lack of communication or just the weird ways he treats me from time to time. Towards the end it felt like I was giving more than I was getting and now I feel stupid and ashamed and till very unsure of what to do with myself. I thought he loved me, but then he was never there for me when I needed him to be. Maybe I’m too needy, or maybe I’m overanalyzing and overthinking which is something we both do. But when I ended things with him, he sort of brushed it off like it didn’t mean anything to him in a ‘such is life’ sort of manner. Kind of confirming my feelings after all.. I’ve always tried to be there for him when I could and now I’m having constant panic attacks and I can’t stop crying and I have no one. I miss him and want to talk to him but I’m not sure where I stand with him anymore. I feel very abandoned by someone I trusted so much. Please help.