Will be mentioning (not describing) ED and depression. 

Hi - So I'm a college student (19F) and have been working a part-time job as a waitress at a high-end restaurant since August. I really need to quit and I just don't know how. It's a small, family-run business and I'm so anxious and I feel bad leaving them stranded mid-year and needing to train a new person and my employer has been so good to me. 

I've recently recovered from an eating disorder and have been dealing with anxiety and depression for a while, both of which usually are at their worst this time of year. My anxiety is at an all time high, and the fact that customers are usually extremely wealthy and will react to minor mistakes does not help. Additionally, some of my close friends are incredibly sick with eating disorders and the fact that I am often at work during meal times fucks with me a little and I'm scared of relapsing, plus with academic pressure building up going to work is starting to really stress me out and while the money is great, quitting would just be so helpful right now. 

advice is greatly appreciated lol