what’s the point of being in a relationship when they’re not really there for u?? you’re at your lowest but they won’t respond cause they don’t feel like talking rn. that’s life isn’t it?? no one truly there for u unless they gain something from it? and what do they gain when you’re done? nothing. so they start giving nothing until u can’t deal with it anymore. then u feel bad for giving up on them because they say u don’t try enough when you’re trying you’re absolute best. they say they’ll try to understand your mental illness but they won’t and don’t. they say they’ll try to give u that relief and satisfaction but when you’re struggling they’re gone.