this is just a rant, sorry. body is on its way out. Too much soda killed me. kidneys r failing :-/ just at the stage of despair. not even sadness. just acceptance and pain. I "feel" my sides all the time, even in bed. But I'm addicted. nobody takes soda addiction serious though, only drugs or alcohol. but it kills me, makes me feel even more pitiful. I've been told I speak gibberish, unintelligible garbage. I had social skill. I could talk, I slur everything now.i don't know what happened. only in the recent 2 years.  it's hard having a normal brain but can't communicate with it. Please take care of your bodies! There's only one of you :)