every single thing i do feels the same. it’s like i’m numb; nothing brings me joy anymore. the only emotion i consistently feel is sadness. i cant even remember the last time i genuinely laughed or smiled. i have no friends and no bf, and am probably in the worst place mentally i’ve ever been in my whole life. i used to be so sad that i’d cry everyday, but now i feel no emotion. i feel like something is wrong with me but idk what. i just wanna feel something.