I'm not trying to get political here, this is about climate change and the pandemic, but you're more than welcome to disagree with what I'm saying it's just how I feel and I wonder if anyone else can relate.

I'm terrified. I'm terrified of global warming. I'm terrified of the current pandemic. I'm terrified of the future anyway, but with everything happening... I'm even more scared. The world is literally burning. Species are dying off at an alarming rate. People I've known have died of Covid. And I think it's silly to believe that the two of these things aren't connected. 

It just feels so damn hopeless. I can't honestly see how things will change for the better. We just seem to be going down this steep descent and it seems as though the powers that be are doing the bare minimum to fix it, if anything at all.

I can't focus on a future for myself and when I try I just feel this incredible sense of terror. I know there isn't really anything anyone can say to quell my concerns, because everything is so up in the air and none of us truly know what the future holds... But I just can't see good things coming, on a personal and global level. 

It just makes the prospect of healing and dealing with BPD and anxiety seem extra impossible... Like what's the point in sticking around to just watch things fall apart even more? 

I guess I just wondered if anyone else shares these feelings..