So me and my boyfriend met at 17. We were friends for 3.5 yrs first. We had the same grades in school and got into the same top university. 

Fast forward to our final year at university. My boyfriend takes a different major to me. He is getting top grades and had a great job lined after he graduates.

I, on the other hand have completely given up on life. I gave up learning to drive, seeing my friends, going to class. I'm probably not graduating. I gave up on wanting to do something with my art aswell. I spent my last year physically and mentally ill. I worked so many hours as as a waitress because my family are really low on money. But Ive even given up on working a lot.

He's just more bubbly and smart compared to me. He's also not as poor as I am. He's just better than me