My life doesn’t feel like mine so I want to be gone. Every person in my life just ask favors and I don’t say no. it’s my fault that I don’t. I lost much time not doing enough for myself. I’ve mentally checked out I want to run far away or sleep for good. I’m tired my brain ain’t the same no more. Tired of taking care of people I’m tired having my phone ringing. I just want to be left alone , I might as well be dead.