(TW idk if its needed but just in case)

im so sick of this constant anxiety and ik that to most this seems so tiny to be set off by bc all i wanted was one afternoon with my mother but instead she gets called into work and we have a house inspection Tuesday leaving me Monday to clean the whole house while she’s at work and i feel so so so stressed from everything at home and school and work, while most people my age are out having fun on the weekends im stuck at home having to do everything my mum is meant to do and ik its not her fault but sometimes i just want to go out for a weekend and live my life but i don’t think that will ever happen...mind you at my last appointment (bc i went to a new person for help) she did a das scale and pretty much my depression is sitting at mild rn while everything she had to put down as extreme bc they were not numbers on the charts…. And im just so over feeling so stressed and anxious all the time and feeling as tho im not noticed has i proved today bc i was sitting in a class where i could be seen i didn’t try and hide bawling my eyes and no one said anything...