I feel so alone. None of my other friends understand what this condition is actually like. I know everyone goes through things in life, I’m not trying to undermine the struggles of others in any way. But I just feel so alone with this. Ever since I was diagnosed and put on medication I feel like my real true emotions, the ones that I am used to are being muted in a way. I feel like every time I try to jump that something is pulling me back from jumping my highest (speaking in a metaphorical sense) I just feel so alone, and so sad about all of this. Up until I was diagnosed I thought I was fine, I thought I was just a really special person who had more energy and felt deeper than most. I don’t know what to do now.