about 3 months ago smoked some weed after not smoking for a long time and had a bad panic attack the next day i started feeling like i was still high I felt like a robot and ever since then I’ve been really worried that I have it or something like it. started getting really bad floaters in my eyes and flashes sometimes a see little twinkling, or shadows in the corner of my eyes, but nothing distinctive like a person or anything. the only time I really thought I might’ve been hallucinating was I thought I saw a foot behind me. my sister behind my mom, but she wasn’t there. on top of that I’ve developed a very bad phobia not gonna go into too much detail, but it’s been controlling my life. I just feel disconnected I feel like life’s not real. I feel suspicious of almost everybody partly because of my phobia. can’t really go to a therapist don’t have money for that read something about voices in peoples heads or loud thoughts,  and starting to scared about that sometimes when I’m trying to go to sleep I hear stuff like TV characters in my head of shows that I’ve watched before i went to sleep. i’m scared I’m gonna be talking to somebody they just disappear. I don’t know if it’s just anxiety and I’m just scaring myself   i talk to myself a lot, but I’ve always done that my whole life I’m starting to think that’s not normal too