I didn’t have any problems until this year. And now I am afraid of countless things such as, but not limited to, forgetting how to read-write, how to speak how to think how to move my body or forgetting how to breathe. I am afraid of suddenly losing my ability to function. 
I have had extreme pain caused by my anxiety and my medications removed my pain at the cost of my emotions. Now I can’t smile or laugh for a month(ever since I started my meds)
I have a family that I don’t want to disappoint and I don’t want to die on them and I still don’t understand how I am moving at all. My psychiatrist is blaming video games and doesn’t say anything useful. 
I would appreciate relieving information that would deter my fears pointless.