one the main parts of bpd is the emotional instability right, but does anyone else not usually express this outwards? i somewhat do express it outwards, ill become more quiet and irritable and will explode usually after a tiny inconvenience and usually dissociate after having a negative emotional change but i find that most of the rapid emotion changes are internal 80% of the time, this usually leads me to withdraw from life completely including school and my social life and also pick up bad cope mechanisms because i deal with it internally, i usually see ppl w bpd express more outward than inwards so was wondering if anyone else experiences this?