"I just live."   
"I just don't think too much."   
"I forget about my past mistakes, and move on."  


I don't know how to do that. It's hard. They're all speaking another language. Please, tell me I'm not the only one who feels this way.   


...I know I'm not the only one who feels this pain. We live in a world of pain and suffering because that's what it means to be human; I understand this, but I can never seem to get over all this self-pitying.