sometimes, when i’m not feeling “”””okay”””” and i’m having some kind of mood swings or idk, i just feel like i want to hurt the people close to me (emotionally ig) and i just want to say hurtful things, when i start feeling better i regret it so much, wether i said something hurtful  or didn’t i still feel guilty for having that feeling of wanting to hurt them (?)
i cant seem to better myself and i hate myself so much for it
i’m sorry if this post isn’t understood i just feel like i had to get it off my chest because DUDE I FEEL SO GUILTY FOR EVERYTHING and i’m so scared of people i love leaving me because i’m too toxic