I wake up feeling like a different person every day, my mind becomes either slow or fast and my morals and interests change along with that. I have tried many things to prevent this from happening, even going so far as taking studies on myself to apply on myself to help stay the same person but this just doesn't do it. I have to get this momentum just right or else I'm kind of off and ruin every relationship I got. And since this takes so much effort and energy to get just right I end up alone most of them time.

Does anyone experience the same thing and knows how to handle this? If this was confusing to read it's because I'm in one of those really dull personalities that just can't think properly