I’ve been “numb” before but this is different.

Feels like I’m functioning on autopilot. Just complete tasks to make time go by so I can go back to sleep. Repeat daily. Excitement, motivation, desire, sense of accomplishment, disappointment, sadness etc are all foreign to me now. The only thing I remember feeling today is mild anxiety at realizing I still had 5 empty hours of day left before I could sleep. 

I’m not living anymore. Whoever I was is no longer here.