Hey there i was in a pretty long relationship with my boyfriend and the for a while the relationship had been a roller coster of emotions and fights due to his lack of empathy and my lack of understanding that we love different. The relationship wasn’t healthy for my mental state but i tried to do pros and cons and pros always outweighed cons. But then last night he did something that truly hurt me and made me so mad. I ended up breaking up with him in irrational thought because of how upset i was and how it just seemed he didn’t care. The last 24 hours we’ve talked abt maybe fixing things and making it work, just being friends, trying to figure it out because we both love eachother a lot,, but tonight i asked him to come over and talk to me about things he said he didn’t want to and that we could tomorrow he went to a party and it was kind of just an eye opener for me i guess.. i unadded him on all socials along with his friends. I texted him apologizing for leaving abruptly and hurting him and letting him know that i love him. But that i needed to do what was best for both of us. But now i’m suddenly regretting it. But i know i shouldn’t and i know i can’t go back. I don’t know how to feel okay. I’ve been none stop crying for hours now and i can’t even eat i know it’s the worst part of a break up right after but i need advice on what i should do. I don’t have many friends or family to go to for advice this is kind of my last chance at maybe finding help. i just don’t want to hurt this much.