I am a 26 yo F recently diagnosed with QBPD and CPTSD. 

When I was diagnosed, I felt this strange sense of relief at a list of symptoms that suddenly explained my behaviour across my entire life. 

The mood swings, the internalised anger, splitting/cutting people out for no reason, compulsive lying, dissociation, feeling like a burden, low self-esteem and insecurities, numbness and people-pleasing...