I craveee social interaction and validation. Someone giving me even the slightest bit of attention feels so friggin good. Sadly that is extremely lacking rn in covid. When I was young I was extremely addicted to internet chat rooms. At the beginning of covid I joined this discord server and made a couple friends. I felt myself getting addicted to it and was able to stop but now I am back on. When I have discord closed I feel extremely antsy. I get major fear of missing out and hate when theyre on a call and I'm not there. Its so embarrassing and hard to explain to people that have never just "chatted" on the internet. Like I feel like I have a secret life or something. It can make me super dissociated too as I start spending so much time on my phone/computer and start to feel like they are my real friends. Idk, its nice to have social interaction in this time when there isnt much but I start feeling guilty (because im super good at feeling guilty about the dumbest things to bring myself down) and I know its like an addiction. Anyone else struggle with this??