it hit and triggered me so much. i ha…d? a best friend and we’ve been friends since 2006. i knew we were slowly drifting apart and i don’t blame anyone because i know that sometimes it happens naturally, you just go different ways. but even tho i know that, it makes me ask myself where and when did i make a mistake. now she’s about to get married and I remember planning things together, not even long time ago she told me that no matter what i’m going to be her maid of honour. now i see her instagram stories how she chooses things for the wedding with her new friend that she asked to be the bridesmaid. made me feel like shit. 
just needed some venting, i hope everyone’s doing fine
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