So I’m in law school and we had this huge school wide rager this past Friday. It got shut down because it was wild. I am generally very quiet and keep to myself during school. I talk to a couple people. I went to this party and had some drinks, of course. Well all I remember I was just circling the party telling everyone how good they looked and I confessed I had a crush on this guy to a bunch of people. I even talked to him. I’m not even sure if he is gay. I’m a guy btw. At some point I don’t remember what was said. There’s a thirtyish minute period of time I don’t remember. I just woke up the next day with the worst anxiety I’ve ever had in my life. I know I’m always a fun drunk and I never would say anything out of line but I think the fact that I got out of my comfort zone and allowed all of those students to see me that way just caused me to have so much anxiety. I was a mess walking into school this morning. I assumed everyone was talking about me. To be honest, probably no one remembers, and if they do, they don’t care. If they do care, what does it matter? I know logically it doesn’t, but anxiety doesn’t work that way. Anyway. That’s all. I’m just embarrassed and anxious. I’m Im sure it’ll pass