I have severe health anxiety. About anything and everything. If you look at my profile you’ll see posts that I’ve panic wrote. I tend to delete them after being embarrassed and rationalising myself. I am absolutely petrified of everything.

I developed two strange purple bruises today after being tattooed (that’s when I noticed them) and that set me off. Had an awful day since.

Just laid down before in bed (I’m a heavy chested girl) and I moved and the pain in my cleavage has sent me over the edge again. I’m absolutely petrified of what it could be and so scared.

My partner has just turned around and gone to sleep and that seems to be a theme. He gets fed up reassuring me and gets frustrated (I don’t blame him, it’s difficult to be with someone who has bad anxiety) but I wish he kinda stayed awake so he could comfort me. I did tell him my concerns and he saw me throw a bit of a wobble over the pains, but still chose to sleep.

I feel so lonely and scared