Help my silly brain to realize that I have to let go of my ex.
Here I am all alone with a pregnancy scare. Got called bitch, a cunt &amp; whole lot of horrible words whwn I expressed my anxiety to pregnancy scare. Left him on Monday, contacted him few times after that -&gt; only to be disappointed again and made me feel like shit.
He promised he liked me &amp; would be here for me when I needed his support. Nowhere to be seen now. 
He has threatened me &amp; we were fighting so much and by force trying to hung on for months to something that was dead. 
Without him, I feel alone. But I know this is 200% the right thing to do. 

The problem is, I can go back to him and everything starts over. But this time, no. 
How dare he leave me alone when I need him, though he has yelled at me and made me feel like shit when I’ve had crippling anxiety attacks. 


