I recently noticed I tend to get too engrossed in other people’s lives especially if I feel like I’m starting to idolise them. 

For example, I’ll forget about myself, neglect myself and simply forget about my own life, the people close to me and my own surroundings because my mind is far up in the clouds because of the person I become infatuated with. 

I simply forget my life exists. I prioritise them and my life revolves basically around that person from the minute I wake up to the minute I go to sleep.