I’m 21F, I’ve had BPD/BPD traits for years. I’ve been in and out of relationships and I know they end because of me. That’s not me beating myself up, just reflecting on what actually caused these breakups. When I meet a boyfriend, I’m head over heels, completely (probably unhealthily) infatuated, no one else matters. But eventually, usually about 6-12 months in, I find myself craving other people, and almost despising the person I’m with??? I think the fact I’m extremely impulsive contributes to this, but I’m finding it hard to actually maintain romantic relationships. My mind is all over the place. Does anyone else feel like this? If so what has helped you?