Im tired of being told Im acting like a child. Im tired of being told I act the way I do because I want to. Im tired of being told that everyone has it worse. Im tired of looking into a mirror and not knowing who I see. Im tired of wanting to end my life every day. Im tired of this constant emptiness I feel. I'm tired of watching everyone move forward while Im stuck in this endless circle of nothingness. Im tired of always being the one who apologizes. Im tired of always caring too much. Im tired of always thinking too much. Im tired of loving too much. Im tired of being. Tired of not knowing how I'll feel from one minute to the next. Im tired of people saying they understand. Im tired of numbing my pain with one addiction to the next. Im tired of not knowing what I have to live for. Im tired.