So I’m newer to this community, I didn’t know I had bpd until this year I just always thought I was manic..
So pardon me if I don’t know the proper lingo ..

Anyways I’m having a really hard time with my fp.. I‘be noticed I get really upset when they don’t text me back or do what I perceive as ignore me.. it makes me want to distance myself because I feel annoying and like they don’t care..

I know it’s irrational and *probably* not true.. maybe.. 

How do you deal with these feelings/make them go away? I’m so lonely because of this. I wish I had friends but I put so much effort into my fp.. I just want one good friend who would understand me, maybe someone with bpd as well. Does anybody have experience with either of these things? Thanks for letting me vent.