I have had such a shit day. I don’t even want to get into it because it’s so much to type, but trust me it’s been shit. I was tempted earlier to buy a one way greyhound to the other side of the country. I put in my credit info and almost bought it. I keep calling off work, I’ve dropped a class and now I’m knowingly failing a class because the professor got a huge bitchy attitude with me cause I didn’t submit an assignment and I couldn’t see her after class because I had work. and I flipped out on her and yea I’m not going back there lmfao. My life is going down hill quickly, but I hardly even care. All I wanna do is get high, sleep, and go on adventures. I wish I could be better so people could stop talking shit even tho they know I’m struggling with multiple things at once, and I am trying, but it’s so so much going on. It seems easier to leave everyone and everything behind. I’m 22 btw.