sucks when i was seeing my bf/fp every other day and i was able to be near him frequently but then he had to be quarantined cuz his students at work were showing covid symptoms

idk im like,,, sitting here just its been mayb only 2 days but i feel like its been weeks, mayb bcuz we dont talk much thru text. 

calling him also doesnt really help, i just feel empty. i tell him my object permanence is feelin real shit :-) bcuz im not near him and ik he just laughs it off

but its actually really hard for me, i feel like shit. i try not to contact him too often so he has space and so im not such a fucking clingy freak ^_^

when hes not near me i feel like ive been abandoned and that he doesnt love me or im disgusting.