Last time I was here I was in a worse place than I was before. I’m better now and I actually have friends that care about me and my grades are good so far! But, recently I broke up with my gf that was so so perfect. Like she legit treated me the best I ever been treated and I feel so many regrets right now for doing so. We broke up cause my parents wouldn’t let me see her and I didn’t want to lead her on and hurt by doing online ( and me) so I ended it. She thinks I’m not hurting as bad as she is and she’s mad at me. But I really am hurting and I miss her so much. I guess I’m here cause I feel unlovable by girls. I mean no other girls are hitting me up or anything. Idk I sorta feel lost. Maybe this is the wrong subreddit to be on.