I don’t know what to do. I’ve only felt like this for the last few weeks. 
I keep having thoughts of suicide, I’ve never been suicidal before. I was attacked last year by a dog and spent the year in therapy. 
I keep getting thoughts of ways to do it or feeling hopeless and that it’s inevitable. I keep wanting to say I want to die to my partner but when I think that it makes me tremble with fear. 
The thoughts are terrifying to me but I’m scared that some part of me thinks this. I know I don’t want to die because I know that I would call for help before that happened. I just seem Zoned in on death and I don’t know why. Can anyone help? I’m off work at the moment on day 9 of sertraline