Am I the only one who literally gets an anxiety attack because the teacher asks you to turn on your mic (even if I just have to anwer via text my hands shake). Like I start shaking so hard and I feel like I’m the verge of crying. Just to unmute myself. I’ve had so many discussions with teacher and them getting mad at me because I never turn it on. I just can’t, it’s so irritating. Why am I so weaaakkkk. And I just hide this fact from everyone, even my best friends, and I say that I just don’t want to because class is boring. 

It’s so good ironic cuz everyone sees me as this laid back, chill and savage person, when in reality I do that because of anxiety lol.