i am so paranoid that something bad is going to happen. i constantly feeling like doom is impending on me and i’m so tired of it. i’m 19f and still live with my parents cause i’m recovering from a psychotic episode and i’m so paranoid either of my parents are going to kill me. i can’t trust them and my mind misconstrues everything they say. i feel like they are trying to deceive me and they’re secretly planning my murder and are lying and telling me that i’m safe and they would never hurt me because they wanna catch me with my guard down. i feel so anxious all the time and i can never fully relax. my parents are good people too. it’s not their fault at all, it’s my overthinking mind. i don’t know how to cope. i feel like having a nervous breakdown and i don’t want to tell my psychiatrist.