I just had a episode. I was crying and screaming on the phone to my mother because I just found out my brother (he’s schizophrenic) had smoked m*th with his friend a month ago and that’s the real reason he was hospitalized. I just lost it. I feel bad now; she told me the only reason she didn’t tell me is because she didn’t want me to get upset. But I’m glad she did tell me. I feel bad about losing it on her though.