But no matter the intensity, I always find myself comparing my qualities to another

I try to change my mindset, environment, I even change how I look and/or present myself but the thoughts keep coming and I can't stop. I try different hobbies, working harder, putting on more makeup. But I just wanna be someone else. I want to stop thinking all the time.

It's hell on a daily basis. I don't even know how I ended up so miserable. I don't know how to stop