    I’m very scared. I was hospitalized for 2 months (by choice) and was released about 3 weeks ago. I am now doing what I call therapy school where I go to the hospital 6.5 hours a day. I had kinda closed off any dating ideas until I felt I could handle being normal when I have a crush. 

    Well I met someone. They are absolutely incredible. They didn’t judge me when I told them where I go during the day too. They make me laugh and give me butterflies. 

     My issue now is that I’m starting to fantasize about them, get nervous when they don’t text, look at pictures of them to make me happy, and talk about him as if he and I are actually in a relationship. 

     He has shown interest but like a normal person moves slowly. I on the other hand am using all of my will power to behave normally. 

     What exactly should I do? Should I go back to not dating? I’m so scared :(