I have extreme social anxiety, I hate posting and commenting on social media but I constantly upvote/reblog/retweet/share and honestly I'm doing very badly financially right now and I keep trying to post on subreddits that offer assistance and my posts either keep getting ignored or removed because my account is considered an "idle" account because all I do is lurk. I'm in such a bad spot right now and this is extremely frustrating, I know rules are important but gosh dang it I'm in the negatives right now after bills and medical debt and I just wanted some help. Sorry for the rambling I'm just... so frustrated.