I'm in a great relationship with an amazing man. Yet I feel this urge, a sexual urge. I feel hyper sexual and so I started a fantasy. I cam model now. I get dudes off for money. I don't see it as cheating because I'm not fucking anyone plus I'm making money. Haven't been able to find a respectable job as of late. Kind of a bummer but this job I have now. (Ikr... Job?)🤔 anyway this job now is so exciting and sexy and fun. Just thinking about it makes me extremely horny. I feel weird since I don't feel anything like literally no guilt when I think of my fiance. I just think well why care? I'm not fucking anyone so... 🤷‍♀️ online I'm sexy and wanted and I can be whomever I want. I'm mostly a goth femme fatal type ❤ which matches my personality to a tee lol anyway any advice? I completely feel emotionless when I think about him(fiance) but fuck is it sexy and the hiding it from him adds to the yum yum 😵 damn I'm a fucking cunt... 🤢😩