I have been suffering from this problem for about 2 years. I live with my parents, my sister and her family and my husband under the same roof. I spend all my time locked up in my room. These people who I've known my entire life sometimes feel alien to me. 

I can be sitting in a room with them and suddenly, i become overwelmingly uncomfortable like I'm in a room of strange people. Sometimes I don't know where I am. 

It causes horrible anxiety and it feels like I'm losing my mind.

I've tried over the past months to explain it to my doctor but she keeps saying it's dissociation... I looked up and down everywhere from textbooks to sites to BPD forums about Dissociation and this is not it. What the hell is wrong with me?