Ever since 2020 when Covid hit I've become accustomed to being in a constant state of anxiety and overwhelming stress. I never get enough sleep and my mind is always unstable. It's affected my health and all other aspects of my life. Today was different somehow. I took the day off work and got to enjoy myself for a bit. But it's very strange because peace is not something I ever get to experience anymore. It feels almost uncomfortable and foreign to not be unhappy. All day I've been wondering "when is something going to come and ruin my day"? I feel anxiety waiting for the moment to come even though I don't want it to. I'm just so used to being miserable it's like I don't remember anything else. Does anyone else feel this way?