Hello. 

I don’t know what to say but honestly I don’t know what the fuck to do anymore. I’m tired of life and all my body wants and myself want is to just die. I just can’t do it though. I lost so many people and I miss em so much.
Got nobody left by my side.

I don’t fucking know why I wrotethis but yeah.

I’m so close to doing it even typing it in and reading the idea of suicide makes me wanna fucking do it god I want nothing mo am to just die in the most painful way. BUT I CANT