My attachment issues are strong with my boyfriend, but i know he is bad for me. I know i need to break up with him, but i can’t do it. I can’t bring myself to do it because I’d rather be treated like shit than be alone. It’s so dumb.. I can’t handle it. He’s withered my self worth down to nothing, yet all I do is seek approval from him when his attention is elsewhere. I need to do it.. I need to but I don’t have many friends, my brain just makes it impossible for me to keep in contact with friends and i’ve relied on him for so long as my main source of comfort that I stopped speaking to a lot of people because of it. I know it’s bad, I wish i wasn’t like this. I know i need to leave, because this feels so damaging, but i’m terrified of losing him.. I love him so much but it just hurts. I wish i wasn’t so attached to him, any advice would be so appreciated