I'm a 28m, engaged, have a 1 yr old, another child on the way soon. Work a dead end security job and am drowning in debt. I live check to check supporting my household. I work nights 7 days a week, the time I am home I want to sleep all day. At work I am alone and am stuck in my own thoughts while watching the clock tick away until the sun comes up. I do not really speak to my mom or dad anymore (or really anyone in my family lately) and have neglected to pursue passions/things that make me happy either due to financial reasons or general Lack of motivation. My social life is near non-existent, my only group of friends come in the form of my brother in law... and his group of friends.. I have no safe space to vent besides my s/o but even then I don't want to dump how I really *feel* on the table. I'm happy with her and the life WE have built so far. But I just am not happy with *myself*