I have a lot of fear around rejection and acceptance as well as moral scrupulosity. I've been in crisis mode for a few months. It doesn't help that my dad said, "I just can’t keep going through this with you." So I've lost a support and I'm not accepted for what I deal with. As well as fear and evidence that I do have more racist beliefs that are not acceptable. I'm doing my best to learn, understand, and challenge my beliefs, but I'm scared I'm doing it for the wrong reason - fear of being a bad person and not accepted. People have said I'm overthinking it.