Recently i’ve been thinking to myself. I hate friends. i have friends. a huge friend group. but it’s bothering me. all i want is to be alone. i have a girlfriend. and i love being with her more than anything. but sometimes i just feel like it would be so much nicer if i was alone. not single. i couldn’t live without her. but just like no friends. i feel like i’m growing out of my friend group. but to leave them just out of the blue would be weird. and it would be confusing. having to find a place to sit every lunch, having to deal with people always bothering me about where i’m going off to. and my friends are the type of people who would take this as a joke. and never take something seriously. i don’t have someone to talk to who would understand. anyone else feel the same sort of?