I started birth control 2 years ago, before that I was more the type to keep my outbursts and negative feeling bottled up. This resulted in a pretty bad addiction to alcohol but my relationships were safe and I had a lot more friends. Now though it feels like I’ve become so violent with how I express myself. I’m up and down all the time, I can’t control what I say when I’m angry. I fight with my boyfriend all the time over nothing at all. I can’t even control myself anymore. I’m ruining all my friendships and relationships one minute then trying to fix them the next. I randomly quit my job just because one of my coworkers told me I was holding a fry box wrong. I know theirs no magic fix for this but sometimes I really wish their was.