I’m leaving for Spain tomorrow, and i’m terrified. It’s the first time i’ve been abroad as I’ve always been too scared. I worry a lot about safety and I get really intrusive, dark thoughts about horrible things that could happen.. like from horror movies. Me and my partner are getting a private transfer from Malaga airport to Benalmadena through loveholidays.. but private transfers scare me. I’ve never even taken a taxi before because i’m scared of being kidnapped. I looked up their website but it’s different to the one listed on love holidays website and the phone numbers don’t match compared to the two. I’m so scared that it will be dodgey. The there’s the fears of something going wrong with the plane, being mugged on the streets. I hate that i’m like this it makes me so miserable because I want to be excited for my holiday and I just cant be. Please, can someone tell me how to manage these obsessive thoughts before I drive myself insane :(