I’ve been diagnosed with depression,anxiety, and OCD. I’ve always been such an emotional and sensitive person. I get waves of highs for example I start thinking about changing my life and becoming this awesome person. I’ll start making plans or a routine to start exercising, or study neuroscience or something by myself, or start a business, or make a song, and I think I’m gonna be this world-changer. I’m also so impulsive (some examples) I gave myself a tattoo when I was bored, I got a tattoo with some guy I met on Tinder, I got my nipples pierced the same day that I thought about doing so, I’ll spend too much money on useless products. But then a few days or even hours go by and I start having suicidal thoughts. I’m scared that because I’m so impulsive that I will act on my suicidal thoughts and then regret it. I have spells of crying where I just can’t hold it back anymore. I get so agitated with my family. I become rude and I don’t know why. One big thing that’s definitely taking a toll on me is my excessive sleepiness. It’s the worst. Could this be bipolar disorder? And I’ve tried an anti-depressants for OCD and I didn’t like it. I don’t want to go on medication most of them make you more depressed but I just don’t like how they made me feel. Is there anything that’s helped you guys with the symptoms I’m experiencing?