For as long as I can remember I have been struggling with having more than one relationship. Me and my boyfriend, my FP, have been in a relationship for two years and it’s been great but I’m so attached to our and only our relationship. 
But yesterday I challenged myself, I have this girl at work and we really get along. Conversations are never strained it just flows and I feel that she’s actually interesting. So I sent her a text suggesting we’ll hang out some time outside of work. She responded that she’ll be delighted and that I am a super nice person to be around. We also added each other on snap chat and I feel I somewhat made a new friend. Something that most of the times feels impossible to me. 

But fuck that, I challenged myself and I had a great outcome, I will continue to challenge myself and that horrid voice in my head that tells me I’m not worth shit.