I’ve had delusions before of grandeur thinking I was a princess, paranoia of food being poisoned and disorganized thinking. I can’t tell if that’s psychosis or if that’s normal and is just stress and I am being misdiagnosed. Sometimes I have a hard time accepting my diagnosis of psychosis. Also experienced uncontrolled mouth movements “dyskinesia” I’m wondering if that’s part of the illness? 
I also don’t know if medications are actually helpful and protective or will they just cause more problems with side effects over the long term.