Feel like im in a time loop.. I been living with my mom on and off for Yrs (Majority On). It has literally become the fckin Stapleton of my life. Its like im allowing her to throw me off mentally. All she does is Nag, so when im being as productive as can be its always something she's dissatisfied about. whether its the backyard, the dog, the mail, how my cooking smells, random noises, the smell of my soap, etc. She just fuckin irritate me with little bullshit that doesnt matter because she knows I dont have a place to stay and I have to put up with her SHiT or sleep on the street.. 

So what ends up happening is I become so irritated and anxious about leaving, I try to rush my process and it tumbles. She takes pleasure in gloating about my failure. Currently, Im stuck here again and it hurts! I dnt think i can take another possible 3-6 months of this Shit