Idk how else I can explain this besides an example so here were go:

Guy I’m currently obsessing over: *hasn’t texted me back*

Me: *feels shitty*

Wise Me: it’s unfair to demand he answer u immediately he has his on life. 

Me: ur right

Me: in fact…it’s very unfair and very rude of u to be sad he’s not texting u back like that’s so self centered like not every thing revolves around u self centered bitch. Like jeez u should just leave him and everyone alone no one deserves to be burdened with your selfish demanding attitude 

Me: *feels shittier*

Does anyone know how to fix this? I wanna hold myself accountable but every time I do I feel like I should kill myself so I can stop being horrible