I just wanna die like literally over my life, im poor literally on section 8 with no job, fat, ugly, gay and depressed and no one bothers to messaged me AT ALL and when someone does most like never they ask for something or help with their own problems, im just over everything i hate my siblings, i hate this apartment, i hate myself, i hate everyone and everything, im not good at anything and i dont have any aspirations or ambitions and im not passionate about anything, life is just not worth living, why work a 9-5 and struggle when i can just kill myself (even tho i wont because im too pussy to do it) why bother anymore tbh