Wow this past week has just been....crazy.
My boyfriend of four years broke up with me very unexpectedly and let me tell you it hurts like hell. Then the day after I got in a very bad car accidnet, my car flipped and rolled upside down on the interstate. I'm luckily physically okay besides a few cuts and bruises but my car is completly gone and I'm not sure when I'll be able to get a new one anytime soon.  Now this week was supposed to be a week to relax and enjoy myself. I'm on spring break in Florida and have had this trip planned for months! Last week it was 80 degrees and super sunny. I got here yesterday and it stormed all day and there was a tornado! Now it's cold and cloudy today and its kinda supposed to stay like this all week. Oh and get this it returns back up to the 80's with sunny skies the day I leave.

Stuck inside my condo and really bummed out and I'm afraid its going to start turning into depression. I haven't been to the beach in years and I just wanted a break from everything. I miss my ex so much. I feel like I dont have any control without a car....just low right now. 

Stuff like this has been happening a lot lately Idk if its just life or if im super unlucky...its no wonder i have bpd.