As we all know- hobbies and interests are fleeting for us with BPD. I can’t speak for everyone, but I know this is accurate for me. I don’t want to have superficial interests anymore. I want to dive deep in something that catches my attention. 

I was explaining this to my (F) girlfriend (does not have BPD, has other mental illnesses). I told her how annoyed I was with myself, when new ideas and visions I had for myself fall short because I can’t follow through.. she simply told me not to quit them anymore. 

Quick response to a long, growing problem I’ve had. She’s right, and she likes to hear that lol.  I have a lot of ideas for me, for us, for our life together. I am deciding to go the distance.

I am following through in 2020.