It’s always “it’ll get better”. I genuinely keep this saying in my head at all times, and somehow when I hit a low point I only get lower. I really do try to be optimistic but I do pretty much have nothing to live for. My literal only reason for being alive is so my close ones don’t have to grieve a tragic suicide. Where do I start, I have severe facial dysmorphia which prevents me from leaving the house. The nights I gather all the energy in the world to have a good time out, it’s always pointless. Everyone I know around me is fully engaged in hook up culture. Meanwhile I was born with a non functioning sex part. It is Pretty hilarious tbf. Relationships don’t look optimistic either. Hey, my dick doesn’t work isn’t the best advert. I’m also in exam season in a course that makes me completely miserable. I’ll likely fail these exams too, online learning being the reason. God knows where I’ll be in 6 12 or 24 months. I literally have zero vision of my future and not a shred of motivation to get my act together. This isn’t a cry for help, just a rant aaahhhh.