"I'm only one stupid enough to be in this situation". I guess it doesn't matter what the situation is, like with me, I over think so much, it hurts. Like right now, I am overthinking so much, that I am creating a future, that if I go to jail, that I will have to create after coming out of jail. Am I going to jail? Currently no. Am I worrying how my life would be ruined after I came out of jail. Yes. 

I will bring this up to my therapist next session. But, I need to know, am I the only one stupid enough to bring myself to this.