I think it would be tiring to describe everything that has happened in my life, but I just wanted to connect with someone who has depression and anxiety and is able to deal with it on a day to day basis because it has made me crippling.  I can't think of working with something because I always have problems with crises and forgetfulness.  I have depression and anxiety since I was 16 years old (but I believe since I was a child due to trauma at the time and genetic issues).  I just want a light from someone because I have given up and I only think about taking my life.  I'm 33 years old and I can't stand not living and being a burden to everyone.