Going into possibly my third depressive episode and having had my second trauma quite a while ago. I've been looking through the internet to find what's happening with me, but I found nothing. I have a meeting with professionals, but they got sick. I feel like my life is crumbling apart, I can't go to school and need to stay indoors.

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So, here I go to my symptoms. I've been feeling that that any memory I recall is hard and foggy, making me get a headache from it. During meetings, I've had a hard time saying what school and what age I am (had depression around those two things). 

Additionally, some more physical things which I'm unsure if it's mental or not. I get tired easily, wanting to lay down and rest, even ending up taking a nap on some rare occasions. I feel dizzy and headaches, I can't go to school due to this and being scared I'll pass out.

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I can't stop myself from wanting to become better, I want to know why and waiting so long for it all. At most if someone says a possible thing what's happening I might ask the therapist to look into it when I finally get my meeting.

Additional Info about what I know I had:

Autism, ADHD Inactive Type, Derelization and Depression