So after many years of struggling with depression, emotions, etc - I'm finally getting assessed next week by a psychiatrist. I feel both relieved and nervous - it would explain so much, but I also just feel nervous about having an actual diagnosis. And perhaps just a bit upset that this hasn't happened years ago, as it may have prevented a lot of problems and pain. I just hope it goes well, and that I finally get to understand myself and why I act in certain ways. (Sorry, I had nowhere/no-one else to tell!)