Just joined. I (21M) just want to ask if my feelings are valid. 

So I have this person I consider as my best friend. We've been together (virtually) ever since the start of the pandemic. I'm the kind of bestfriend who often shows intimacy (in a platonic way) towards people I'm close with. My "bestfriend" is the literal opposite of me. When I asked, he also recognized me as his bestfriends along with other few people. Now, as a very intimate friend, I often feel burnt out because most of the time, I feel like I don't get the love I deserve from my friend and it's been causing me to be depressed for a few days or weeks. 

I love my bestfriend but I'm thinking of dropping the title of a "bestfriend" off him because I rarely feel loved. It's as if I'm the only one taking care of his emotional needs. 


Are my feelings valid? What should I do?