Last year I wondered how tf I dealt with all the stress and hurt I’ve been through. 

Me now: dissociating af. 

My Prozac seems to be helping my depression symptoms, I’m somewhat content, but the depersonalisation definitely brings on depression at times, like just thinking about who I am brings on terrible anxiety because I just can’t grasp onto who I am. 

Just the fact I can’t connect to the world anymore. I’m used to feeling intense emotions, now I feel numb.

The depersonalisation also brings on intense anxiety that I’m losing my mind. I’ve had obsessions that I’m developing schizophrenia. It’s like the only emotions I feel nowadays is fear and anxiety. 