Kind of fucked me up he still likes me says he always knew I was a "off". I mean I know I am not the most empathic person in the world but I always figured it was just because I was dealing with the tornado of emotions inside me and that made me a little ambivalent to others feelings.

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I have been thinking about this hard for a few days now. I do cry at movies and love sad films but on the other hand, I don't really feel any guilt for the terrible things I have done in the past and only really feel guilty if I get caught and then I am feeling sorry for myself.  Really in a weird frame of mind at the moment,