Idek why I'm sharing this but yeah I don't remember the last time exactly I self harmed but it was over a year ago. 

I feel so stupid the only reason I did it was cause I'm drunk and my boyfriends friends (whom I've never met before) came over and he didn't introduce me and no one talked to me. 

I hate feeling left out but I shouldn't have reacted liked this. Idk what to do anymore I honestly fucking hate having BPD