am LOSING my mental health battle. I'm 26, female. I've been smoking weed all day every day for the past  7 years. I stopped chronically smoking one week ago but I smoked half a joint Friday evening, and it just made me realize how much I truly want to quit. I didn't benefit from it and i haven't been craving it since. 
 I've been having insane panic attacks multiple times a day, daily. I literally feel like there's a weight in my brain, I can't think straight, I'm dizzy, I'm nauseous and it makes me not want to be here anymore. I'm so stressed out about so many things.. re-newing my license.. I have tickets from the past 5 years that I have to pay first. No money, no job, I'm so anxious and sick every time I get a job, I end up quitting. My partner has stepped in and has really been taking care of the finances which I know isn't fair, and I know it's a huge burden on him. I owe him the world. I'm taking a property management course and my test is next month, I don't even know if I can take the test because I'm so fucked in the head. Every time i sit down, my head starts spinning and i feel like a weight in my head. my parents paid $1200 for this course. I thought if i enrolled in something, it would give me the motivation to become a different person.. and now here I am. I know how I come off to other people.. spoiled, weak, lazy.. but It's so hard to even put into words what I'm going through mentally. 
I posted this in the leaves subreddit, but i feel like this is so much more than quitting weed. Am I feeling like this simply because of the withdrawals? I need help, I need a way to feel better because I've hit rock bottom. Desperate for help. I know going for a walk, eating right, drinking water are all things, but it's just not helping right now