For starters I've suffered from OCD my entire life, things such as having to touch things with both hands in the same spot, counting, making sure the volume is on even numbers, hair pulling, etc, etc

I've never had the physical side effects of anxiety though (from what I understand ocd is classified as an anxiety disorder).

Two months ago I had my first ever panic attack after smoking too much weed and my life has been hell ever since, it was the first time I've experienced "panic" such as the burning in the chest, the sinking feeling in the stomach, the FEAR that something is wrong. The problem is that ever since that panic attack started, I've been stuck in a state of panic and my brain is doing it obsessively, constantly using the panic neural pathway in the brain (this is what I figured and how my psychiatrist explained it also).

So I've basically been stuck in a never ending panic attack for two months and it has ruined my physical and mental health, I have a rush of adrenaline and sinking feeling in my stomach every 15 seconds for NO reason at all, my brain is just very obsessive an it keeps activating the panic button. I can't control it either, it won't stop no matter what I do. My mouth is always dry and I feel on edge and over stimulated 24/7. My joints hurt all the time and the worst thing is my ability to heal has been drastically shut down, my joints and muscles don't heal from wear and tear anymore so I've been bed ridden.

I've tried SSRIs, benzos, antipsychotics, etc, and NOTHING has helped at all, some things may help me cope and deal with it better but nothing stops my brain from constantly panicking. I've been looking into assisted ways to end my life as I can't imagine the rest of my life being in a permanent panic attack, this is no way to live.

Anyways, I need to know if anyone has dealt with something similar and if there's any way for me to get out of constant fight or flight, thank you.

TLDR; my brain learned how to panic and it's obsessively hitting the panic button for no reason.