so i've been having a heightening depressive psychotic ep since december. a lot of factors/stressors. not worth getting into them. what matters is i needed, very desperately, to keep upping my risperdal dosage because i was psychotic as fuck, having breakdowns every night, triggered as early as 3pm and lasting into like the middle of the night

but of course as we were trying to raise the dose i had a bad reaction and had to go to the ER

now i'm switching to vraylar but i'm having a really, really, really hard time. i was already suicidal and psychotic, now it's really bad. got 0 hours o f sleep last night because my hallucinations would not stop. they still have not stopped.

anyway what do you do when , like. it's just everywhere and it's all you can do or think about or focus on. anyone have any like. tips, i guess? idk i'm kind of desperate. in the middle of an ep now and would just like help