I feel I saw a post similar to this before but can’t find it when I search, so sorry if this is a repeat. But does anyone else feel an urge to create, be creative, paint, draw, build, things like that, but never actually follow through?

I feel a really strong urge to do something artistic or creative with my hands but I don’t know what it is, and to add to that, I’m not a very hands on creative person. In any case I don’t think it’s the act I’m longing for. Similar to the post earlier about wanting to go home when you are home, I want to do something creative or artistic but I also... don’t want to do anything such as get supplies, try to learn, etc.

It comes and goes and I’ve been trying to figure it out and I think it might be related to feeling like everything is unstable and temporary, and if I create then that’s at least a tangible thing? Can anyone else relate?