I started a new job at a bank five months ago. It’s my first banking job as I’ve only ever worked in retail. Everyone I work with is really nice and supportive but there is so much responsibility and regulation that I’m not used to; I feel like I’m drowning sometimes. Like it’s literally hard for me to breathe sometimes. Every morning my heart races, Monday’s are the worst, and when I come back from my lunch break it happens again. I be had so many break downs in my car and at home because of how stressed I am. I don’t want to quit because I don’t want to let my loved ones down. I don’t want anyone to think I’m a failure or disappoint anyone. It’s a good job and it pays really well but I’ve gained so much weight since I started because I eat when I’m stressed and depressed; I just don’t know if I can live like this. I keep telling myself to stay because I don’t know if it’s just anxiety telling me that I’m not good enough or if I’m really not a good for for the job; but I’m scared of what it’s doing to my physical and mental health.