first-time poster long-time sufferer baby

this was the longest time i had been doing relatively okay for in a while -- since the beginning of the year. so it sucks extra hard after feeling "fine" for so long to be back in an awful place and i just haven't felt like i can breathe properly for the past hour bro

all because i get the feeling that everyone is so annoyed by me and just needs me to shut up for once

anyways i hope everyone else here is doing much better than i am right now