Or that people think you are? I am concerned that people at my school view me this way. I am struggling not to air my laundry there, but I recently had so much trouble dealing that I had to withdraw from school (which has really affected my GPA and financial standing) as well as losing my job because I couldn't document my problems.  I am in a very small private school where everyone knows everyone, and I am very nervous about going back in the fall, if I can afford it. 
I am also a vet, and I am sort of scared that people are afraid of me. Lord knows after this nut and his anti female, anti social crazies, I worry that people will ostracize me.

Am I alone in this? Do you worry that people will avoid you, only to make matters worse, until you implode from loneliness and isolation?  It seems that it's always isolated people who do these crazy things. I am really trying not to let this press on me, but it's been on my mind a lot today.