I haven’t cut myself in like 6 years but I did today. Holy shit, I forgot how much relief it brings. But I’m disappointed in myself. On the bright side, I am successfully tapering my weed use! Only got high twice, down from 4-6x a day. Hooray for flawed coping mechanisms!

Feeling thankful that there’s a place I can come to share this. I know we are all doing the best we can with what we have.