I'm not happy,  completely miserable thinking about hurting myself to make it all go away. I'm a complete failure and waste of space. 12 hour shifts 6 days a week,  no friends,  no social life. I work 12am-12pm. It's awful. I can't quit,  I have a useless humanities degree and I have no previous work experience. I hate myself and I broke my glasses today because I had another anxiety/ panic attack driving to work today,  it's hard to see now, I got honked at because I didn't go through a yellow light  I missed my turn at work and screamed at the top of my lungs and threw my glasses and hat at the windshield breaking them. 

I can't do it anymore.