So this has been a struggle of mine recently. I would like to treat my adhd. But my adhd does not want to treat me. I get #addicted and sometimes even #abuse my stimulants. Non stimulants suck ass too. But I’m also very ambitious and want a career and if I don’t have one then my childhood trauma of me always feeling like a failure will be #true. But whatever I want a career but I can’t take meds anymore. And I don’t want to get addicted to coke. So what are some fun hacks that ppl with adhd and bpd people do to focus and stuff. But I also don’t want to know the answer because there’s probably no answer that will quench  my thirst