I took LSD when I was 19 (i'm now 22) and for a brief moment in the trip I experienced an ego death and was hit with a plethora of feelings that didn't feel normal. after the Trip was over I put back on my mask and chilled the rest of the day, thinking about how my emotions exploded in my stomach so strongly but got pissed when realized I couldn't access them whenever I felt like it. Now i'm on a personal quest to obtain those feelings again by being a normal/good person without my mask, the thing is it's naturally extremely difficult for me to do PS. I'm starting to hear my consciousness in my head although its very quiet and my understanding of what that is, is incomplete. anyone got any tips? I feel extremely variable writing this. Take anything I say with a grain of salt.