I struggle a lot mentally, to the point where if feel like it isn’t normal. Or i dont feel normal. Im not happy like my friend and people around me. I feel unhappy every day. Sometimes i am very happy, and over the moon for nothing at all. And then all the way down again. Sometimes im so sad, i cant get out of bed and all i wanna do is harm myself. Im only 16 years old and therapy costs too much. My parents doesn’t wanna help me. Please tell me some signs of being bipolar. I need help