Idk wtf I did to push her away. I was respectful. I called her sexy, cutie and hot. That's it. We said gn to each other then she blocked me. Had a date setup with her the next day. Atp, I hope I get hit by a car or something by some rich asshole. Get a settlement so my family is taken care of when I kms. If I'm to fucking ugly to get with someone willing to be with me, then why try. I haven't thought about SH In awhile, nor have I ever done it, but I really want to start now.