Okay so, I went to the doctor a while ago thinking I had some sort of anxiety type thing due to me always being worried about my bf cheating and not loving me and getting sick of me  and it leads to some really bad fights and then right after I completely forget what I got upset about. I know he loves me and I trust him it just gets to the point where I completely forget about any of that and I freak out and then I’m normal. Well anyways the doctor was not really good and just said to go online and then I found out about this and it sounds pretty similar to what I do/ feel.  I want to go to another doctor but I’m just afraid I’m being dramatic or they will shut me down. I have adhd and I switch from being super happy to feeling stupid and weird and then end up crying and it’s just weird and a lot. Does anyone have any advice or maybe I am being dramatic and just being paranoid? Sorry it’s pretty rambly