I went to the emergency room two days ago because of my bad thoughts. The doctor looked into my history and he said I didn’t look like the typical suicįdal person who coke there. He said he highly suspect BPD after I saw a psychiatrist she didn’t object to the doctor now I’m waiting for personal therapy and group therapy it feels weird to maybe finally know what’s wrong with me and why I can feel like the queen of the world and within minutes I don’t want to be there. I looked into the group posts and it is really validating to see other people feeling the same way