I don’t want to be depressed, anxiety ridden yet I am.  I’ve done everything correctly in my life and now at 49 I feel even more useless.  I don’t want to follow Woke culture; I don’t want to live in the world Steve Jobs created; I don’t want to own an electric car; I don’t want to be shamed for what I eat.  

I’m a good, kind, loving, productive person but I feel like I’m the enemy of the way the world is going.  

I just don’t want to be here anymore.