
Ok so to make this short... I had sex in a shed with my ex 3 months ago. I ended up breaking up with her because of my emotional state. Blocked her on social media, just didn’t want anything to do with her. Reached out a few times before i did, then she started leaving me on read, and i took the hint and blocked her. Her cousin who was a friend of mine even told me to stop messaging her because I said I didn’t want anything to do with her which was true. The day after our break up I even messaged my ex which was dumb. I messaged her because I was depressed lol. I literally couldn’t wake out of bed and texting her was me coping. So that happens. I wore a condom and all that stuff, but I overthink a lot. I remember her telling me she got her period meaning she wasn’t pregnant, even though we mainly had oral that was when I came even though there might’ve been pre cum which i don’t think is the case before sex. This is when we made out and dry humped all that stuff. I’m overthinking getting her pregnant even though she told me she got her period. And i’m overthinking her somehow finding a reason to come tell my family member that we had sex in their shed or something stupid like false allegations to ruin my reputation. It sounds stupid now but I never talked about how i felt to anyone so this is me venting since I’m not an emotional person. And i am very confident which makes me question why I am even worrying. Please any reassurance ? Is this dumb ? im dumb enough to think one day ima get a phone call saying ima dad or something. Also STDs wise i’m sure i don’t have anything. I’m not completely sure but it’s been 3-4 months and nothings come up besides my jock itch since i’m very athletic, but yeah. I should probably get checked just for the sake of it. Thanks guys , anything helps , if you have experiences or something cool to say please do it’d mean alotttt to me