My (15M) parents are getting divorced. my dad's always been abusive (not as much to me I've always minded my own business...more to my mom and brother). currently living at my grandparents place with my mom and brother bc they couldn't live with him anymore. My grandparents hate me and make life living hell for me. I've tried everything but nothings changing. I'm holding on and staying here just bc i dont want to put my mom and brother through more shit. I still like my dad and wanna go meet him sometimes but everytime I go he acts super weird and annoying which i just don't have the energy to deal with most of the days. I'm falling back in academics and losing friends and i dont know what to do. everytime someone tries to ask me what's happening i just push them away idk why.im failing to be a good son, friend, brother, Student or just a human in general. there are days where all i wanna do is cry but i cant even do that bc "only girls can cry"

The worst is idek if I'm being overdramatic or what 


anyways don't think anyone cares but i just wanted somewhere to rant