I've always been treated horribly. I have no more energy to explain. Read my only other post on my account. I'm tired. I have no will to do it anymore. I'm done with life. I want no more of it. I've seen it all and have dealt with things beyond your comprehension. I don't care anymore. God should've never let me exist. I am ruined as a person. Completely broken down to the last layer of my consciousness.  The pain i feel everyday is indescribable. Im beyond sad. Its so much despair my chest hurts and its hard to breathe. Im only 16. Why??? Why??? I am going to die angry and i will only suffer more afterwards. Im going to kill myself next week. Just enough time to prepare myself. I hate you all. I hate this world. And i hate god for letting this happen to me. Damn this world forever.