Do you ever have that feeling that you're going through a mild(er) form of a BPD mania and can't stop it? I can't stop checking things, I can't stop talking or typing, I can't stop moving in my seat. I haven't slept since Thursday and I can't go to sleep.   
I don't know why I can't go to sleep, my brain wants me to stay up and suffer instead, pretty sure I'm hallucinating about now. I feel so hyperactive and everything around me feels like a dream, I just wish my fam wasn't so f//king loud because I'm jumpy af.

Anyways, going to try to sleep again, think I've exhausted myself enough to pass out 'cause my eyes are burning.

It sucks.