I dont have very many people in my circle that has BPD, ADHD nor PTSD (childhood trauma)  and that just blows. If anyone is interested in making a new friend. 

 Hello:)

The way my bpd works is I am still working on the whole idealization and splitting. I start to back away from those that I feel are being dishonest with me. 

I need my 'person' or 'people'