I’m 19 and have severe &amp; treatment resistant depression, general anxiety, social anxiety, and adhd. While I respond to very few treatments I also have a lot of unmanageable and often rare side effects from meds, leaving me with practically no options. I have been to therapists but it doesn’t do enough. Being untreated is hell and I have a horrible quality of life. No friends. I can barely take care of myself. I can’t hold my jobs for long because the anxiety becomes too much! I like my current job but the anxiety is so bad I have been taking Xanax and I am getting depressed from how difficult each day is. On top of the anxiety I also have to deal with constant social anxiety from everyone I have to interact with. I fear all of my coworkers and it honestly doesn’t get better, maybe worse. I don’t know how much longer I can hold onto my job, my last two only lasted half a year each and that was DIFFICULT to reach. School was an absolutely rough and horrible experience too. I had to give up on it and I just have a GED. My family sometimes tell me I should go on disability.  I have some family members with GEDs that are on disability. Is that seriously who I am to be as well? 😞 Talk about feeling like a waste of a person.