Hello. I am a freshman at a big state school and I am struggling immensely with my mental health. I think about hurting myself everyday and my mental state has hit all time lows for me. I can't make any friends and never before in my life have I felt just so horrible about myself. I can't help but wonder what is wrong with me, why I am forced to shoulder this miserable existence alone and why I have to be so invisible to everyone. It feels like life has become a chore and I just want to drop everything and give up. It seems like I am uniquely undesirable and unwanted by everyone and i just want it to stop. Please help me