I'm not doing so well as of late. Health issues combined with other stresses of my life have pushed me to a near constant breaking point that I just have finally snapped and entered an episode of extreme anxiety and depression. 

My medical bills are piling up. My wife is pregnant with twins and I don't know how I'm supposed to take care of them. My washing machine is broken and I haven't figured out how to fix it yet. Visiting other people just seems like another chore to me. And to top it all off I've been having intensive thoughts of just putting a gun to my head and pulling the trigger for the past few weeks. 

I don't know what to do.