Idk what to with myself.

All I enjoy outside of him is art and cooking which I do for a living.

When I have my day off and I am with him.

This is the first time in a while and idk what to do with myself....  Its almost similar to what happend to me with my mom. A part of me basically died when she wasn't there.

I mean I am a pretty lonely person, I was when I met him, I've always been pretty isolated from society, I never really fit in so I'm not surprised that when I do finally find someone like this I get quite attached. 