I am so fucked up in the head!! Ugh, I’m always going through relationships and relationships! 
I went through a horrible breakup about a month and half ago! I grieved it and it was just bad, he left me because of my mood swings! Anyways, now I met someone great! Things are great but I’m worried that this is me falling back to my ways, always finding someone so I won’t be alone! I didn’t plan it, this just happened. Grr. why am I so complicated! Btw my ex tried coming back and I don’t want him anymore?! He even agreed to help me with my BPD. Seriously, what is wrong with me!