Firstly I think I’m a sex addict. Last month I slept with 6 people. I recycled a few of those people from the past - I had just gotten out of a 10 month long relationship and the sex was shit. I don’t know what it is but I think I have a problem (I know I do, actually). It’s like the only time I’ll feel something tho - that &amp; drinking. 

Then like earlier this year I was in the hospital bc I tried to end my life and now I’m out $2k. 

My siblings aren’t talking to me bc I won’t apologize for that. I ended the friendship with my friends again - they all were fucked up individually (I don’t want more of that). 

And on top of that I had to move back in with my parents. 

I literally have no friends at all. I have no one. I’ve been crying all day and I just honestly don’t think any amount of therapy can fix me.