I previously thought I was an empath who feels everything, people's emotions, I also felt like I was a special and smart person. I also thought, what if I was previously depressed but I just suddenly turned into a healthy and happy person and just really smart and knows about everything about the world, philosophical, find good solutions to most problems, and people's thoughts and feelings.

I also became really curious about things, had ambitions on going to Harvard so I started getting productive. I also had a mindset, if anyone can do it, then I can do it too. I'm just a perfectionist and ambitious person who creates plans.

I had fears of dying and being forgotten so I've became really curious alot and thought of becoming a famous philosopher because other people have done/ became one.

I also had plans to moving to new cities.

Looking back at my past thoughts it really makes me fucking cringe like omg it's really fucked up.

Btw i'm 16 (it's my birthday), taking medications. (seroquel and lamotrigine).

I had like 5-7 hours of sleep a day if I had to guess.

How bad is it? like, in your opinion?

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