Everywhere I go I feel like a nuisance &amp; like everybody is annoyed with me. Can’t tell if it’s real or my imagination. Just came back from a party &amp; the second half of the time I felt like utter shit even though I was having fun; such a hard feeling to explain. On the way home I bawled my eyes out &amp; I feel like the emptiest but most dramatic person on earth. I hate being like this I really do