I am not sure if this is just a me thing or something to do with the disorder but I connect with most posts so I am assuming I am not alone on this. Ever since I can remember I have always had a hard time thinking things are genuinely funny. The best way I can describe it is growing up in class a teacher would say a joke or something and everyone would erupt in laughter meanwhile I would either just sit silently or put on a fake giggle. Even now into adulthood there are some things that make people crack up and I get this weird feeling of them just being immature. On the other hand there are some things that I find really really funny which are often inappropriate and dark. I envy people who can find trivial things funny because life would be so much brighter for me if I could experience that.