Last year way before my diagnosis i had an argument with this one random girl in my friend group at the time. She wasn’t even close to me and what we were arguing about was rly petty but i remember going home and feeling so distraught and awful about it i took an overdose and contemplated jumping off a bridge i ever put it on my main story on snap chat because i felt like i needed some kinda attention. A few months later the same thing happened with someone else from my group who i wasn’t close with and i went home crying my fucking eyes out and got a knife desperately trying to slit my wrist because i felt so bad about someone not liking me. Idk but i just cannot stand someone not liking me i get so offended and am so dramatic about it is this a bpd thing? 

Another story time but in a different kinda situation is once i was in a shop with my friend and this lady who worked there asked me to leave cause of some covid rule idk. But i literally had to leave early because i was so upset about it and went home and self harmed again it literally took me a week to get over it. I even get a similar thing online like if someone downvotes my comment i literally feel like committing toaster in bathtub. Anyway these events have happened loads of times but i’m not gonna list every single story cause this post would go on for years. 

Has anyone else with bpd experienced this?