I have suspected bpd, ive got a huge range of symptoms that at times, are just unbearable to deal with.

Ended up wanting to straight up kms because I recently got a dental splint on my teeth and it was so uncomfortable (and still is..) That it just sent me over into a crying fit, everything was terrible, I felt worthless, hopeless, useless, and a straight up waste of life.

I even went so far as to start writing down "things worth living for" and "things that make it not worth living".

I don't know what's wrong with me. I mean really, any other person who isnt mentally ill would just have pouted, called the dentist, waited patiently, and gotten it fixed. But me? Sound the alarms, time to consider my self worth and cry and scream because everything is terrible.

Its like one thing goes wrong and it leads me to think of every other bad thing in my life.

Is this a BPD trait? I'd love to hear from someone who's gotten a diagnosis, I can't male any sense of this and when I was tested a year and a half ago, I was like one symptom off from BPD they said,but I think my symptoms have changed/become far more like BPD.

I know a diagnosis won't help much, but I still wonder :/