i have zero sense of self, i’ve dyed my hair 50 times in the past two years. i’ve changed my name, pronouns, sexuality label, hair style, friend group, music taste, room, diet, fashion taste- you name it, and it hasn’t been permanent for more than 3/4 months. after almost four years of this i’m starting to burnout completely, i want permanence and i want security but i’m beginning to believe that can’t happen, has anyone had this problem and was able to fix it or make it easier? i’m willing to do anything, and any advice would really really help me. &lt;3