Now that it’s December all I can think about is the fact that in just a few weeks it’ll be New Year’s Eve again. I hate New Year’s Eve because every year I’m reminded how lonely I am. Other people my age (21) are likely spending time with friends or significant others at clubs, parties etc. Meanwhile I’m at home. I have to see everyone’s pictures and hear about how much fun they had. I never feel like more than a loser and never feel like I’ve missed out more. It is the hardest time of the year for me besides my birthday and halloween. I don’t know how much longer I can go with experiencing the sadness I get from being lonely or feeling invisible.