I have people swear up and down that they wanna be with me, care about me, sometimes even want to marry me…. But they never want to talk about me, they never care what I’m thinking about, doing, or feeling…. It’s just a non stop stream of them talking about themselves. And I just don’t get shown any real interest.   

I just feel people would rather possess me then even get to know me a little.   


And then I find myself in relationships where I’m just beyond extra lonely.    

How do people know how to say all the “right” things you wanna hear, but then not treat me like a person.