My boyfriend had a huge crush on this girl for a couple years, to the point where he blatantly ignored me and my friendship because of it and caused me a lot of very very painful experiences. Then that girl later caused a lot of issues in our relationship. I feel like he constantly puts her first and I’ll never win. He’s wanting to go camping with her for a week and I’m so upset it’s making me sick but I told him to do what would make him happy. I just don’t understand how he could be friends with someone that makes me so miserable...