I can’t talk about the incident with anyone I know until the whole process is over but today was terrible. I’ve always had anxiety but ever since I got assaulted physically and sexually it’s been so much worse. I don’t even have anyone to confide in because I don’t wanna accidentally say too much and get in trouble. I know it’s the defense attorneys job to defend the guy but it’s horrible being questioned and made to seem like a liar when you know you’re telling the truth especially about something horrible. I’m so stressed about the outcome of everything I just hope all of the evidence and my testimony comes through. I was on the verge of a panic attack during the whole thing so I was kind of stumbling and it probably made me look bad but being on the spot and bringing up everything was hard enough plus my anxiety made it worse. I just wanna cry. I’d really like someone to talk to that is anonymous if anyone wants to help a stranger feel a little better.