don't read this b4 you hurt your own feelings if you choose to stalk my post ykwya:)

I can't just be neutral or joke around how other people do with me. I'm just supposed to take take take and never dish even if it's all jokes. I'm supposed to just be fine every time he calls me mean and then plays it off as if he doesn't actually think I'm mean. he can say whatever the fuck he wants but the moment i do the same thing I'm fucking mean. I'm tired of this stupid ass shit stop telling me to be mature when you're the one who can't shut the fuck up about me being mean. it's not a word you throw around for nothing. tell me how you really fucking feel before I cut you off.

I don't care to scream or shout at you to get my feelings and words across. that never worked. I resorted to that because me being calm, collected, and receptive didn't work either. u just are fucking painful. so figure out how you fucking feel about me before I figure it out for you. I'm tired of this shit.