I'm starting to feel like I don't deserve happiness. I feel like I'm in the way of everyone's lives. I was getting better but I feel I'm just a worthless human being. I don't know what's wrong with me. I've had so many complications in others lives I just, want to run from it all. I was going through a heart break for months, now I feel better but at the same time once one problem ends another begins. My life was never a happy one either. I feel like I'm better off just never talking to anyone or staying away from everyone. I wish I did things differently in the past, but what happened I couldn't stop, and then once I left those issues I didn't do anything about them. Or I try and it's never good enough. What the fuck's wrong with me. I feel like I should just give up, and get away. I'm nothing more than a nuisance. I'm definitely not a good person...sorry about my rant. Couldn't bottle up my own issues anymore.