I’ve made multiple posts about this girl, and I’ve been feeling better and worse at the same time. Recently she’s been hanging out by the entrance of the school so I became numb to seeing her. But then I made a new friend and told her my side of the story and she believed me. Today I saw her talking to the girl and I got anxious. Then later I told her if she wants she can FaceTime me after my therapy session. She told me she was at the girls house and I got anxious because I knew something would happen. I saw a picture she posted of them on her story and it triggered me and I told her I was gonna unfollow her till tomorrow because of the photo. And she told me I was lying about the girl and how she’s actually nice which resulted in her blocking me. Like how are you gonna go from my side to her side just by going to her house.

I wanna die, why can’t god just strike me down. I’ve been through enough hell because of this girl. Why does this have to happen to me huh? Why me?