I'm a monster. All I do with my partner is fight. The fight on Monday was so bad that she felt like she didn't deserve to live. I'm the worst partner on earth. She doesn't even feel loved or wanted. She has acknowledged so many ways in which I'm bad that I don't see where I can be good. I am worthless and a black hole. I just tried to tell her how I'm feeling right now and she just got mad at me and said I gave her a migraine. We're out of town for work and I'm thinking about leaving work early today and going home to kill myself. I just don't see how I deserve to live anymore when I'm this toxic.