i was watching the movie get out, and it reminded me of this dream i had a few months back. i'm normally fine with these kinds of scary movies but i had to stop watching halfway through because of this. the dream was that i was in my room (my room is most times red because if my led lights) and i just kept on seeing a bunch of messages saying "get out" everywhere, like some was just letters in the air, some was the letters spelled out with everyday items like a scarf, and now i'm feeling paranoid. to make it worse, my brother is a very silly person who is always annoying me and trying to play pranks on me. so he tried to play a prank on me by staring at me, then hiding in the kitchen and then stare at me through the kitchen window that is directly facing the living room while making no noise, all whilst i was watching the movie. then when i got up to see what he was doing he peeped out the corner and jump scared me. while typing this, we were just having a normal conversation, then he got behind where i was sitting and whispered just pretend i'm not here. he claimed to be monitoring what my dad is eating (he's diabetic and tends to eat sugar when no one is looking). kinda feel afraid of my brother now.

i'm feeling really paranoid and anxious right now. i have scary dreams a lot these days, which result in me waking up in sweats, including last night where i dreamt about the movie orphan (even though I've never seen it) and ended  up hallucinating a really scary image of the girl from the ring in my room (i hallucinate a lot right after waking). do dreams have a certain meaning?

i feel so scared and panicky right now as insane as it sounds. i dont even watch horror movies often.