I can’t even explain the anxiety I feel right now. People don’t get pulled often for going 35-40 in the 15s, I was going 26. Yes, I was speeding, I’ll admit it. But apparently I didn’t have lights on either. God I want to just die. I have enough to pay for the citation, but I didn’t think this would happen. I guess it is what it is, and it would happens at some point. I just want to absolutely die right now. I’m shaking and I can’t stop overthinking. I feel like crying, vomiting, screaming, all of the above.