My life is falling apart in so many ways. I failed my drivers test which made me unable to get my dream job, i’m now jobless and pregnant, i’m bedridden with a debilitating pregnancy disease, i’m broke, and literally everything in my life is falling apart. Perspective wise, it’s making me realize how silly about all the other times i felt overwhelmed. I feel overwhelmed by the smallest stuff. But right now my life is literally falling apart. My mom, the only solid person in my life, just called me lazy and made fun of me for asking for her to cook me corn. She’s usually really nice and helpful so i don’t know where this came from. I told her it’s fine don’t worry about it and she started yelling at me. I can’t deal with this, i already fucking hate myself. I can’t deal with the only person who i can rely on also going off on me. I want to cut myself so bad but i’m trying to resist. please help.