I fell inlove so hard years ago, and now my love is dying out. I can’t stand and watch the love die right infront of me. I want her to want me, to miss me, to ask how I’m doing. I’m sick of her yelling at me. 

The only thing I’ve ever wanted in this life was to be loved. I never wanted a nice car, lots of money or a rich house. All I’ve ever wanted was someone to watch tv with, bring me my favorite drink on the way home, someone to eat dinner with. 

It’s really unhealthy but my lover is the only reason I’m here right now, their love is all I look forward to. I’m slowly going crazy. I’ve been crying 5 hours a day for the past week. I don’t want to keep going if they’re only going to get more distant.