Has anyone ever had the experience (or constant experience) of really messed up thinking. Like sometimes it’ll be sexually weird or racially charged self dialogue or visualizations of extremely violent acts. It’s bizarre and honestly disturbs me that my mind goes to those places when I consider myself a pretty tolerant person. 

I don’t know if this is intrusive thinking or hallucinations because the voices sound like my own but don’t feel like my thoughts.

Wondering if anyone else experiences this type of vulgar internal dialogue.