Sounds silly, but I saw on Instagram that my best friend posted a picture with one of her old friends who I know has been an absolute dick to her. She always posts a picture of when they are together. But she never asks to take selfies with me. She also never posts when she's with me? Like she's ashamed or something, idk. She knows about my BPD and I just wonder whether it's her keeping her distance or something? 

Idk, it's just left me feeling a bit like shit. Does anyone else get like this?