If you look at my older posts it’ll tell you why I’m like this. Anyways one of the videos I saw was a failed shotgun suicide attempt, and a while ago some car crash pics. I look in the mirror and imagine my face all out and bloody and pieces of my face outside and even my family’s and its terrifying. Im constantly terrified and breathing heavily and quickly. I saw these vids around 5 days or so ago. Cartel torture vids as well. How do I get over this? Its absolutely fucking terrifying. I’m only 14. Imagining myself in cat crashes as well, or being awake in a car crash with my mom or uncle next to me with their face all like that and I see it. Im so so terrified and constantly in a panic especially at night. Please tell me what to do or if this will ever go away , it’s seriously taking over my life.