
hes the only person in the world ive felt this way about and i ended it because he yelled at me :’)

he said he wasnt happy before and that we werent meant for eachother and he was right. i just wish it didnt hurt so bad. i wish i didnt feel anything. i wish everything could just go away but it cant. 

hopefully i did something that wasnt selfish for once and eventually hell be happy with someone whos not me i guess