Just education in general, just constant learning and it feels like nothing is going anywhere. I want to dropout, and it’s not even a silly whim, I genuinely want to just start work, no matter how shit the pay or whatever, I just wanna work for something, get money and live, not learn for the future I want it now, I just want to. But this could never happen, in my family I would stick out except for my cousin but even so… Fuck all this man