I'm 22 years old, I have no other hobbies. I've tried dozens of hobbies. I have nothing anymore. I've been on the verge of tears all day and my friends circle is growing smaller little by little.

I hate myself because of how little I seem to fit in with the rest of the world. I feel alone in my interests, of which I have almost none. I'm just annoyed and frustrated by people who like things I don't like.

I wish I were dead. I want to give up. I can't help myself. I hate it here, this life. I don't want it.