I love him more than anything, but I'm tired of feeling too much and being unsure. I never know if he is really being a dick or if I'm overreacting. I am tired of being a sponge to his emotions. When he feels something, I feel it. Last night I snapped at him because he sounded mean and sarcastic, I feel so guilty because I don't know if he really was being a dick or it was just my brain twisting the situation. Dating is exhausting