I fear that I have manifested an afterlife which will subject me to Infinite torment simply because I thought about it too much. Laughable, I know. This strikes an inexplicable terror, worse than sorrow or dread, can't explain it. Imagine your brain convincing you that you're gonna be tortured infinitely after death, doesn't sound too pleasant right? Now imagine fucking believing it, yeah that's how I feel. Dunno what to do with myself, everyone who I've talked to about this gives me bewildered eyes, they don't take me seriously, that or they just fucking patronize me.