DAE experience that stupid early wake up and now your thoughts won’t stop and you just keep thinking about everything you’ve been able to lock away during the day? Last night was the first time I haven’t drank to sleep through the night and I woke up at 4:30 and just couldn’t get the shit to stop. 

•sound of his last goodbye
•how he used to comfort me in those past early hours
•knowing I have to try and hold it all together for work in a few hours
•why couldn’t you say goodbye?