I’m 28 years old and live in the UK. 6 1/2 year relationship just broken down. Never been able to open up and let intrusive thoughts and paranoia take over. I have a half decent job and some family but I have nothing to show for my life. Everything feels so empty in my life, I try to make friends but I feel like I’m so alone all the time. I’m on anti depressants and waiting for therapy but I just want to give up with everything. I’ve lost everything I’ve ever wanted in life because I don’t know how to open up and be honest. Nothing seems like it’s going to get better and I just want to end everything.