20f, I’ve been dealing with depression for as long as I can remember. I come from a family of addiction and mental health problems, so I essentially raised myself. A lot of the development I should of gotten in my childhood and early teens i wasn’t able to. Now I’m 20 years old and living off an uncle and aunt of mine since I can’t take care of myself. I can barely function to feed and shower myself let alone hold a job. I’ve worked 5 different jobs since the beginning of 2022 and I’ve either been fired or quit each within a week due to panic attacks while trying to work. My uncle is getting to the point where he’s about to kick me out if I don’t pay rent, and I can’t blame him. I feel like my times running out, idk what to do.