Hello everyone,

I don't really post stuff, but I am kinda tired of crying everyday. I don't seem to enjoy life anymore, I am lonely these days I am thinking of taking anti-depression medecine but I don't have the money nor connection to get it or go to a psy. I became also toxic after loosing my only family to an accident so my friends ditched me kinda deserved that. I don't have the courage to kill myself. I really just hope that I won't wake up tomorrow.