Every morning it’s the same; I feel like I can’t stop energizing my depression, that the mental pain and suffering is all I have and deserve. 

But it stops in the afternoon, either numb or happy and supportive to others here on this forum.

I’m getting all the help I can, I talk and hug my parents, speak to life coaches and counsellors, and my manager at work is incredibly supportive.

But I keep feeling like I need something else, something that someone has to tell me to feel better, but I think I’ve heard all I could, and I’m already getting the best of help.