Last year when I was 17 I was on anti depressants for a bit and I think I’ve only not been depressed on meds since 13. I’ve gotten used to it, but I’m not thriving. I can’t sleep as much as I need and it’s making it nigh impossible to learn. But I’m nervous to go back on because it gave me tics. They were mild, barely noticeable but my abuser didn’t like them. They’d have me waiting an hour or so before giving me my pill sometime, I think sometime Id have to wait till 11 pm. So ofc sometimes I would tic, so they accused me of using them to try to control, be manipulative, that it was a game and threatened to hit me. My tics got much worse, I’ve hit myself a lot cuz of it. I can’t move out rn but they’re mad I can’t drive and I want to thrive as well as I can. I don’t wanna try a bunch of meds when I know Prozac works so well for me.