Over the weekend I started a new antipsychotic and many of my psychotic symptoms came back. Last night I switched back to my old med, Olanzapine, but have been feeling not quite fully better. I kept blanking out, didn’t brush my teeth, and didn’t wash the dishes. I hope it will get better. It feels like the internet is becoming more active because it’s an election year. My friend says she has a belief that I will get better, possibly around the time she moves away in the Fall. I feel like random things I do or say draws a reaction from my psychosis. I hope it subsides in a couple days because I don’t want to have to go on clozapine. I wish I could be in recovery.