I’m the toxic ex stigma. I’m in some regression of finding love for myself in isolation (it’s going splendid lmfao) but omfg how many ppl are actually in relationships tryna regulate bpd while their partner is their FP…

It just sucks bc my partner/FP never fought for me, they just kept pushing me away anytime I’d flip or question something I’ve heard a million times..

I mean shit my family has a defeatist attitude to my existence it’s just so depressing. 

Edit: Don’t expect replies plz i don’t have the energy.