The Moscow, Idaho murders especially have been really haunting me ever since I heard about them. I’ve even lost sleep over them and have been extra hyper-vigilant (more than usual). I don’t even live close to them, but it could happen to anyone. It’s terrifying. Doesn’t help that I have a sliding door too (I’ve been putting a bar between the door &amp; frame). Also sometimes I can’t go out into public without thinking something bad is going to happen. I’ll be at a book store or busy restaurant and think, “we’re going to get shot up at any moment” and start to panic. I don’t even go to movie theaters anymore for fear of a shooting. I don’t trust anyone when I go out, I’ll carry a small knife &amp; constantly be looking around me for anyone suspicious. I’ve always been an anxious/paranoid person but seems like it’s gotten worse as I’ve gotten older.