I feel constantly paranoid that my neighbors are judging me. I can barely keep up with myself. I'm not even the one who picks up my groceries. My mom uses my check to get groceries and pay my bills. I can't go into public without feeling like breaking down. I always feel like everybody's thinking about me. I'd like to go see a therapist or psychologist, but it feels impossible when I feel too scared to even step outside my door. I feel like a burden to people, especially my mom who does even more for me than she did when I was a child. Sorry for the rant, I just want at least someone to know how I feel :/