Hello everybody!! Happy holidays to y'all!!! ❤️🎄
DAE experience the following: I have a strange fear that if I express a well-thought out dream I have about the future or my plans in general to anyone, they will get ruined, I never will accomplish them. It's like the moment I talk about it with other people, poof, they are gone.

For example, I was seriously considering starting kick boxing. Then I talked about it with a friend and my mother and I ended up not doing it and forgetting about it. I just talked to my mother about were my head is at concerning my studies and my plans for my future master's degree and this awful dread took over my body. Like, somehow now that I talked about it I'll never accomplish it, or I'll change my mind, or I'll jinx it! It's as if as soon as I discuss something that interests me greatly with the outside world, it no longer holds the same interest to me.

Does anyone feel me?