Im 24 and its 6th year since i finished school and I haven't worked more than a month a year since then,  changing job every time, but 90% of the time in these 6 years i haven't worked, live with my old mother and do nothing all days. I have hobbies but i never done anything to the level i can make money, and simple jobs at the stores or restaurants makes me want to selfharm every fucking minute of existence when im st work. I don't know what's wrong with me or what can i do. I don't know who i want to be when i grow up even though at the same time i feel like its too late for anything and my life is going to the end