I don’t know how to fix my life at the moment. I’m awake all night feeling stressed with how behind I am with uni and life in general. Then I sleep all day everyday. It’s nice to sleep to get away from the stress. But when I do eventually wake up because I physically cannot sleep anymore, I feel extremely depressed and go straight back to feeling stressed. I’m miserable. I have no routine or structure, any future goals I have feel unrealistic and unachievable. I feel absolutely exhausted, I seem to never have any energy and even when I want to get certain tasks done I just can’t force myself to do it, I usually just fall back to sleep. The amount I’m sleeping is not normal. My apartment is a complete mess, there is rubbish everywhere because I can’t find the energy or motivation to tidy it. I haven’t showered in days and I have no clean clothes to wear. I don’t go out anywhere or see anyone. I feel extremely alone. I’m just really tired of my life. It feels like things will never get any better and I’m sick of having to fight myself to be here when the life I’m living is terrible anyway.