I want to go to the hospital with my husband while he admits himself (for Psychosis) and also admit myself.  Cause I'm scared while he's gone I will hurt myself or attempt to unalive myself. (I have severe depression and sui*dal ideation personally.) 

But I dont want to deal with the doctors  thinking we are "drug seeking". Cause Idk why, but everytime we go to doctors it seems like they give us weird looks and ask us questions centering around drugs. I guess cause we are young (23 &amp; 22) and "rebellious" looking. But we never did drugs or anything like that. And it feels like they get dismissive of our symptoms cause of how we look. And also I have responsibilities I have at home, that also make me anxious to go :( cause I will burden people if I leave.

But would it be questionable if I tried to admit myself with my husband? I'm scared my depression will break me down while he's gone. Does anyone have a similar experience with a spouse/friend/family?? Need advice asap cause Im taking him to the hospital tonight:(