Why is it that when people en masse believe something without evidence, it’s religion, but when I decided to believe something without evidence, it’s delusional? Why can’t i create my own religion? There’s no evidence that my thoughts were blessed by alien gods who made me aware of their existence, as much as just having a spontaneous intrusive thought and running with it. I cannot differentiate between the two. Is this psychosis? There’s just as much likelihood between me being crazy or me being right. Shouldn’t it be my god given right to trust myself and forfeit all self-doubt? Everything is an assumption. Why should I trust doctors and scientists and evidence I haven’t even experienced myself over my own experience and perception? Me making it up I’d just as valid as any statistical analysis, from my perspective. Sure, I was off my anti-psychotics for a couple days, but I’m back on them. And besides, what if they’re just clouding my objective, superior alien-human hybrid brain? The “human” pills. I’m not saying anything is this or that way, I’m just saying it’s all equally possible. That’s the epitome of rationality, is it not?