My boyfriend and I had a pretty big fight yesterday and almost made me move out. He is fed up of my jealousy and being depressed every day/staying in bed and crying. I don't want to lose him. I've hurt him literally so much. Today I somehow completely changed my personality...like, I've actually been treating him nicely and not getting so upset over small things. I don't know if that's a good thing since the day before, I literally couldn't make it 5 minutes without breaking down. Does anyone know if this is like... normal? And if there's any coping methods to help me continue this id love to hear it