Through all the mood swings ,sabotaging relationships,self harm,suicidal thoughts etc I’m actually glad I’m like this only because I can express it through my art .I heard the most talented/creative people are the ones who are the “craziest” and I believe that .Life to me is just this dark ,deep,empty, beautiful melancholy and knowing imma die one day but my art will stay on this earth makes me happy .Of course I lose interest in art and that’s when I really lose myself but somehow I always come back .Maybe I feel this way because being like this is the only thing I know and don’t know what “normal” people feel like but I would never trade it for anything else .We can only grasp so much on this earth but art is enough for me .Do you guys express your BPD in any art ?