DAE feel like having friends is a chore? I'm sick of dealing with gossip, feeling hurt, plans being cancelled or just having to go places and do things so they'll keep inviting me. I feel lonely and I want to have close friends that I talk to every day and hang out with, but I can't even find the energy to respond to a simple 'hello' text anymore. I feel like I want to go out but when I'm with anybody (new friends or old) I just want to go home.