One of the thing I hate about Bpd is the amount of money I spend lmao. I usually spend my money wisely but when I get into my impulse phase I just don’t think. I get this “whatever”mentality when I want something without realizing that it isn’t healthy (I still do try to control myself when I get impulsive)

But I work part-time so I don’t make as much not to mention that I will be unemployed in a month (I quit because I wanted to focus on my mental health and find a job in my field which I have an interview tomorrow) but my impulsive behaviour isn’t helping me out so if I don’t get the job and spend all my money 🤡 imma be an unemployed broke borderline barbie 😙✌🏼🥲