For starters, I met my FP back in 2011, Began dating in 2012, ended in 2013, and she terminated social contact in 2016. 

I'm curious to know your stories or descriptions on your FP's.(Current, or Past) and what makes that particular person so special and important to you.


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My FP, whom I will name SF, was about 14 when I first met her. 
The instant attraction: dressed like a tomboy, and was enthuastic about video games.

Who is she: SF was a kind hearted girl with many interests and passions towards all things entertainment, but she also had a very dark and traumatizing past that made her act a certain way around certain social relations. At a Younger age, people sought her as geeky or unattractive. At her older age, people began to see what i've seen; which was a very smart, mature, and attractive girl. The kind of girl; every type of guy, no matter the life style or type would want to hang out with.

She made friends with everyone easily, and was also introverted at the same time. 

Our bond: Upon meeting her, we became extremely close in about 8months, feeling that our first year together was in luck of my BPD, being that our 1st year schedule made to be put with eachother for every single class. We talked, knew, mentioned, researched, laughed, argued over the same things. 

Why I Liked Her: around the 8 month mark of our friendship, I started to develop deeper feelings due to her, somewhat stalking me from behind one morning while I was heading to school only to offer me snacks and drinks because I was in a depressed mood the day before, she then continued to surprise me by waiting at my porch steps every single morning 6am just to walk me to school and stay to walk me back till 8pm, which by far is someone no 14 year old does, especially in this kind of city I live in, being that she lived quite far and have to alot out of her way to get here and back. 

We became lovers that acted like young best friends, even after out relationship ended, no matter how old we got, we still sounded like the young kids we used to be. Among the pain I had of not seeing her for over 4 years at the time. I vented to her that the pain of missing her (because SF was my FP) made me feel like I wanted to die. With an understandable no response she deleted herself from the internet and currently lives out in a different country.

My FP is now living her own life, but I will always remember her as a strong woman who has gone through alot, and only deserves the best in this world, even if it isn't me or me that provides anything.