On the outside she looks perfect, but no one truly understand the monster inside her. She’s smart and can relate to anyone on a deeper level, she’s pretty but also knows what it feels like to not be the prettiest in the room,  she’s sarcastic and can bring a smile to anyone that needs to be lifted, she grew into money but has also lived the life of not having enough food or money to survive, she’s very successful at any job she touches but she works her ass off every minute of the day to get there. Everyone is jealous of the person she portrays on the outside, yet fails to understand the broken girl she is. Her whole life she’s been looking for that one thing that will bring her happiness, and that one thing is the security of a man that won’t walk out on her and treat her right. Her father left her at 3 because he would rather go out drinking till 3am than have a relationship with her. Her grandpa left her even before she could meet him because he had the Hollywood stars in his eyes. Her brother left her to go find happiness in another state when she was 9 and didn’t talk to her for 10 years. Her ex that she thought she would start a family with never let his walls down and cheated on her. The ex before that wouldn’t get help with his anxiety and mental health for her and she had no other choice but to leave. She became a product of abandonment and men that never appreciated her enough to care and stick around. Now she is stuck with the monster of BPD. Now she is struggling to trust any man that comes in her life. Now she is living each day praying for her prince to come save her and show her that not all men are the same....but where does she go from here when every man has proven she is right?