If you complain a lot including every single things to your family or friends, they are gonna think you are crazy. You are out of your mind, you need mental help. You know what, I don't need help, I just need to vent. I don't need my existence to be acknowledged or freaking social validation, all I want is vent. Just a small request, I don't ask for anything else, why would you guys talk behind my back, abusing me mentally and emotionally? I am not like you guys but I will be looking forward to depression consume all of you guys, just like how it consumes me now. Let's see how you guys handle depression alone while watching your families and friends leaving you one by one.