Hello!

I have an issue and I'm not sure what is happening. I was diagnosticated in may with anxiety disorder.

It all started with a shortness of breath and after 3 days started to get very bad and I was very stressed about it. Got to hospital, did tests, everything good. The therapist from the hospital told me to go to psychiatry and gave me meds. She gave me olanzapine, clonazepam and tianeptine. 

After 3-4 more days the shortness of breath disappeared. I continued with the medication till one month ago (octomber) where i finished with the olanzapine and clonazepam. Now I'm taking just tianeptine.  

2 weeks ago it started again the shortness of breath. After 5 days I spoke with the therapist about the issue beacuse it wasn't so bad, more annyoing. And she told me that I have to work with myself and stuff like that. I started doing meditation, more exercise, do stuff I like and I was seeing progress until today. Now is back to square one like 2 weeks ago. 

The shortness of breath is from when I wake up till i go to sleep. When I go to sleep goes away.  Almost every minute or more, can go to 1hr+ I have to take like a deep breath and some of them feels like I can't breath in all of it. When I meditate it goes away too. After I stop,  starts again.

I have no other symptoms. I don't shake, I'm not afraid, no nightmares, I don't feel stressed (I'm not sure how should I feel if I am stressed), I sleep 8+ hr, I eat healthy.

Indeed I have child trauma, 4 years ago I was diagnosticated with ulcerative colitis, been in hospital many times, so I can see from where might came, but it's weird.

Is this how anxiety is? I mean, can it go like this all day, for days? Could it be something else?