In order of diagnosis

Agoraphobia
OCD
GAD
Somatization disorder
NPD
BPD
Thought disorder
Bipolar type 2 
Avoidant PD

The reason bpd disturbs me the most is because it impacts so much on how I relate to people and myself, when I was in the bipolar group therapy everyone seemed pretty normal with normal personalities and most were married or in relationships.

In the DBT group it was all people like me, people who were insecure or narcissistic or emotionally flat, yet smart, I could relate to them all but I realised how empty I am as a person, having a lack of character.

This amount of introspection is devastating. On one hand I want to try my best to improve myself all around on the other hand I know the chances of me living a meaningful life having bpd and npd are slim. 

I was gonna write something else but got a phone call and now I forgot, this is my thought disorder which I am really hoping goes away with exercise.