It doesn’t matter how early it is, or how much sleep I got, or how well my life is going, or which medications I’m taking, waking up has to be the most painful part of the day. I wake up with this god awful feeling that something bad has happened and that I missed it, that something bad is about to happen, that something bad is happening. It’s the peak of my physical symptoms, I’m sweaty, feeling sick in my stomach, tired but feeling restless, heart pounding.

It sucks so much. The first 20 minutes of my day are just me battling the feeling and convincing myself to get out of bed. It gets better as the day goes on and by an hour or so the feeling is gone. 

Any similar experiences?