For the two people that follow me, i broke it off with the guy I was seeing and... I’m second guessing myself right and left.
‘Maybe you didn’t give him a chance, you don’t know him that well. Maybe it would’ve worked. Maybe... maybe...’

But I keep dreaming about him. And thinking about him. And I really crave his attention. And I’m probably not hiding it well from him. 

Wow. I don’t know what to do. The lonely part of me wants to tell him we should give it another go. The not lonely part of me is disgusted at the thought of giving it another go. Another part of me is romanticizing him. Another part is grossed out by him.

Fun stuff.