I hate that I have this stupid fucking condition with no cure that ruins my stupid life. 

I hate that I have to try a million times harder to be a functioning person and I hate that every time I fail, it’s like I’m right back at the start. 

It’s never ending torture and it’s going to cost me everything. 

I fucking hate it and it makes me hate myself. I hate my parents for sucking so bad that they gave me this condition and I hate that I’ll have it forever. 

I just want to exile myself to a cave in the middle of nowhere and disappear from society forever. 

Fuck bpd. Fuck this shit.