It feels like I’ve been alone my whole life. I feel like My immigrant parents don’t even know me, or how much I really need help. But what can I do?, try to explain to them what therapy and bipolar is? It took me a while to realize but my family is completely dysfunctional. (I would never open up to them, not like they would try to understand me, or even care to) On top of that I have no friends, and it genuinely sucks just being alone all day. Of course I try to pull my self out of these depressive episodes, like working out, working at my job, etc but at the end of the day, I know I’m just doing these things to distract myself. I’m 17 and about to graduate highschool, and I don’t have a solid plan but I hope things will get better. 


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