Im just dreading those deadlines, writing ba thesis to the point that im suicidal.

I put off things which i need to do to the last day and i dont do it at the end. My brain is not working cause of anxiety.

I also have some failed subjects from last semesters. 

This makes me sad, but i feel just too weak. In the next month i will try to improve myself and try again with a better aproach 

Just a rant, sorry