I’ve never in my life been so devoted to anything more than you.. over 9 years I helped you get of your medication when you where tripping out I helped your social anxiety and got you socialising Again I stuck with you when you needed me most and cut off my social life, I helped when your mother was Ill with dementia I came along everyday you saw her, even when you pushed me out  I stayed just to make sure you was okay I helped you grieve I stood by your family like my own I gave you my entire devotion and supported you in every way I could, when I hit rock bottom you instantly turned against me.. remember when I was in the car with Lulah talking about how much of a piece of shit I felt.. I was trying my hardest and you kept taking shots at my character over and over but I kept pushing through cause I loved you, then on the night I relapsed with a couple beers I know you had something terrible happened to you which hurt me deeply to think something like that happened.. you know what also hurt? To realise you didn’t want my support at all. Not even a call to tell me what happened.. but you coincided with Tom, Then again I tried to persevere and make the best of a situation I could and you carried on villainfying me. It cut deep I would have never ever done anything like that to you, especially right when we’re about to buy our dream house and it all came crashing down around me like a ton of bricks. I should have been worth more to stand by… but you kept telling me your better than me. I never needed you more and you shut me out. And took everything.. all I wanted was my dog and you couldn’t let me have him..