I live in total miserable state 24/7. But when I finally decide to put my life together and STUDY. What happens is that I am unable to understand anything what I am studying. I simply cannot focus. Even when I am able to focus, weird stuff starts to happen to my body like I start to notice the position of neck and literally every other part of body and it's so uncomfortable that I shift back to my miserable state not wanting to do anything
Note:- I can literally read everything else other than coursework.