I 20f cheated on my gf last night. I don’t feel bad about it either. I know that’s crude to say but it felt good to have someone give me attention. We were sexting, didn’t do anything in person and after I was over it I blocked them and didn’t look back. When we’re apart I’m lucky to get one text a day. When we’re together it can either be really great or super explosive. When we’re apart I don’t get the attention I desire and it felt good to have someone else want me and give me attention and make me feel good about myself. I’ve never done with before. I have no plans on telling her because she’s always said physical cheating is whatever but emotional cheating is where I draw the line. Am I a horrible person for what I did?