i fell for someone a few months ago and we were both so attached (obviously me more because bpd and im the one sobbing uncontrollably on the toilet right now) but he left. he ghosted me. out of no where. it’s been a week since i tried to get him to answer and 2 weeks since he ghosted me. i was already struggling with my eating disorder but it’s only gotten worse since because i am physically unable to eat because of the intense nausea i constantly have due to losing him. and having no friends. no outlet. i’ve lost everyone. anyone who i talk to about this doesn’t really care. they always say “you’re too good for him” or “it didn’t last that long why are you so sad”. NO ONE BUT BPD PEOPLE UNDERSTAND. no one. no one feels the heart break like we do. i had to get bloodwork and all my vitamins are low, im extremely anemic, i have no ketones in my body at all. im dying. my parents want to put me back in the hospital and i literally do not care if they do. i cant care about anything anymore. im over it. im done.