I have been diagnosed with panic disorder from a young age and my fiance of 2 years told me I am an embarrassment and weird when i told her I don't want to go to a family event of hers, she also said I have no friends trying to attack me and I'm not sure what to do about it anymore she's said shit like this in the past but I've just gotten a new job after her nagging me about it for months (when I had more money than her) and now I feel super anxious about going back to work, any tips on what I can do?