I constantly idolise certain styles and aspire to be like them, and then it switches. It's so fast and so frustrating. I decide to try to be kawaii, researching fairy kei and harajuku fashion. I buy brights and pastel pieces (my shopping habit is limited to eBay because of cost!) and I dye my hair bright colours and wear bright makeup.


I decide I want to be a hippie and switch to harem pants and dreads in my hair and bare feet and such.


Then I switch to goth/witch and wear black, buy Demonia boots, perv over gorgeous gothic clothing, dream of what I'd buy if I won the lottery. I'm currently in this phase and researching witchcraft, reading into crystals and so on.


Thing is, these are all styles and interests I've had throughout my teenage years - but I'm 27 now and I don't know if I'd count as 'too old' for these things. And because I'm constantly switching, I constantly feel like I can't decide and I don't 'fit in' with any of these things, so I just wear jeans, my hiking boots, and a long sleeved black shirt all the time. 


It's so hard trying to figure out who you are.