Do I want to live in the 4th biggest city in the world? Yes
Do I have extreme social anxiety? Yes

The reason im finally realizing I DO have goals and dream is because ever since my therapist told me “If you dont do anything about it, anxiety will shrink your abilities down to nothing” and since that everything I do has been to challenge myself and I haven’t been happier since. It was never me who had no goals or dreams, it was always my anxiety.