Making wrong turns and wasting my time makes me feel sick inside. Even if it's only a minute or two, it feels like I've thrown that time away in the void, and now my life is two minutes shorter with nothing to show for it. My biggest fear in life is making wrong turns and wasting years. This fear developed probably when I was in 10th grade. Ever since then, I've felt like I had to rush against time to make all the right turns at all the right moments to achieve the best outcome. The thing is, i feel like I've made all the wrong turns thinking they were right turns. I feel like I've shaved years off my life with nothing to show for it. The position I'm at right now at 20 years old I could've been at 18 or 19. The position I might be in in a year or two I could've been in right now.