
I don’t know, my mind keeps telling me that I’m lying to myself and making excuses for myself and even the Dr’s diagnosis could be wrong.My mind keeps making me think that I’m overplaying it, and lying to the doctors, and I’m scared to take the medication too. I don’t know why I’m feeling this way and it’s just making me feel bad about myself, that I keep making shit up to justify my stupidity. Even while writing this post my minds telling me that I’m just looking for empathy and to enable my false narrative. Anyone else went through something similar? Need advice