It feel too go and it’s only temporary and will numb your problem for like what 2 hours? I prefer alcohol as my substance to suppress stuff. My favorite go to is whiskey or a beer. Everything about drinking for me is ritualistic, I do it to get rid of a bad day and reset in the morning. I’ve had anxiety all day and as soon as I even pop open a drink it’s gone and this goes for any other day. 

Also you don’t want to be that person who drinks and decided it was a good idea to message people. Shits not fun, I figured I’d right this with some alcohol in me just because I feel I’m more truthful. Please don’t resort to substances, I’m a hypocrite.