So I have been in this hospital for about 2 weeks cause my symptoms got so bad. Now I feel great, still hearing voices and shit but I don't feel bothered by it or very little. Now I have urges to run away from this place cause I am convinced they poison me and just giving me placebos, making me their lab rat. I want to be free and not trapped here. Even the doctors want me to be part of a study but it is just a fasade for implanting chips into me. I know their lies. I can't stay here or I will go insane. Any tips? Should I go?