r/leaves has been a major factor in helping me quit marijuana (as it was making my symptoms worse) now I’m being jumped on after revealing my diagnosis....and now I want to just give up. I know this isn’t a weed recovery group, but I figured maybe someone on here could understand how dehumanizing that was. I’m having bad thoughts for the first time in weeks. I want to be honest with people about who I am....but turns out having BPD makes everything you say invalid.