I'm really depressed about my race, I'm half white and half Indian except I don't feel like either at all. I feel like I don't fit what people think I look like because I look 100% indian (despite having no connection to that side), but other people of that mix (including my own brother) all look like white models with a tan so people don't even believe that I'm half white. As such I get treated like a foreigner and  a second class citizen to the point I've been physically assaulted because of my race (wish I was making this up) . I also get really depressed hearing online about how ugly indians are and how they're the least desired race, and I feel like I'll die alone because I came out a little less white looking than my brother. I know I shouldn't care what people say online (like blackpill stuff) but I am starting to believe it because of how I've been treated throughout all aspects of my life. It sounds so stupid on paper to think I'm suicidal over a little bit of extra melanin, but unfortunately it really gets to me.