I don’t believe that I have a history of depression but for some reason I have ben in a funk. Halloween is my all time favorite holiday and I could not find the motivation to do anything for it. I have no urge to celebrate thanksgiving either, I’m dreading leaking the drive to my moms house and it’s only an hour away. I’m usually already half way done with my Christmas shopping by now and I haven’t even put any effort into planning. I’m just not feeling motivated to do much this year.