I’m 23 now but I feel like I’m stuck at 15-17. Time has been going so fast and everything is so overwhelming. I feel like I haven’t really processed anything since being in school. Everyone says that your teenage years are the best of your life and maybe I’m just in denial that I didn’t get that? I really can’t believe how fast everything has happened and now I’m a real adult and my life is disappearing right in front of my eyes? I feel like I don’t exist or this can’t be real because I barely have any memories of it all and idk it’s so embarrassing when people tell me to stop being immature or I’ll catch myself being too loud or too stupid and then my heart sinks and everything hurts because it’s not acceptable for me to act this way.