The only time I don't suffer is when I'm asleep. I go to bed wishing I don't wake up so I don't have to go through another day of torture. I need the pain to stop. I want to disappear. I can't find a reason to move from my bed, take care of myself, eat, drink, survive. Nothing matters. Therapy is not helping enough. Will antidepressants help me get out of this? I'm desperate.