I (20m) have been struggling with mental health since I left high school basically. I think everything was repressed before that. but now it's really difficult to survive. 

I'm trying to find therapists to help me with these issues. and at least find out what's really happening. but here's the problem I'm an international student in Germany. I don't have the language skills to help with this. at all. (i have never been diagnosed before I feel this is important) 

my university has a somewhat of a service but they literally asked me to send them money in the post to start my application! I didn't feel like it's a good idea. (in general my university sucks really bad. and the city I live in is very very small and not somewhere like Hamburg or Berlin where I think this would not be a big problem)

i don't know how to find professional people to help me with my issues. I haven't met anyone who can recommend someone. and I am not sure what options do I have right now.

I appreciate any help.