I had an early night and accidentally woke up at 2am back to my reality. i’m 20 living in my grans house who i never really knew that well because my mother is incredibly abusive and my dad is absent.

I just imagined living in a nice new warm home with a loving mother, coming down the stairs and having a hot chocolate around a fire with her and watching a movie. I don’t know when i’ll ever feel at home or live comfortably.