I’m an HBCU student, but I work with a lot of relatively important (and White, which is important) superiors and mentors and it seems like every time I call/text/email/contact them in any way I get pretty anxious for hours or days before and after which compromises my ability to complete work. Does anyone else deal with this? I think I partially am scared they’ll think I’m less smart than when they were initially introduced to me which isn’t true lol, but any advice?