I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder at age 20. I never knew what it was and I never looked into it. Up until recently I’ve always been able to deal with my issues but the last four months my OCD has been so bad I don’t know what to do. My compulsive thoughts are making me want to hurt myself and it’s over silly stuff. Are used to be able to handle the stuff up until now. I have friends I’m able to keep a job but I haven’t had a relationship in four year and I’m completely scared to drive. I’m 24 years old and I’m now just realizing what this is. I feel useless and I can’t concentrate when I’m in school but when I can concentrate I get a’s I can never make a decision I feel like I’m always depending on someone else. I have these meltdowns where I bought my mom’s phone and say I can’t live anymore and I have this episode for a week at a time. Do you guys think this is BPD or something more. I feel stressed out at all times.