it’s 3:44pm and I can’t stop thinking about when I was 12 years old. How different the air was. How I had no responsibility’s other then going to school. I’m now 20 and all I can think about is killing my self. When I was young i struggled heavily with my mental health and it’s leaked into my adult hood. How badly do I wish I took advantage of being a child. I want to go back. So So So bad. It’s all I can think about as these tears go down my face.