Nobody gives a fuck about what I want or think will help me. They also don't stop doing the things I ask them not to do. They also don't stop asking me to do things I don't want to do. They put me in positions where I am growing resent and a bad taste for their presence. Wife, friends, family all of em. I want to kill myself and save myself from the constant onslaught of them and the world.

Life fucking sucks. I'm not happy thebpeople in my life won't allow me to be or maintain happiness.

Death will be the only option. I use to care about how they would feel but now I don't. They don't give a fuck why should I?