Every time my bf talks about drama and chaos in his friend group (cheating, drugs, fights etc) I get jealous. Am I maybe projecting that im too boring for him. Im doing better now but I used to be really chaotic and addicted to drugs and alcohol and more toxic in relationships and now im pretty domestic and we do domestic stuff together. He didn’t know me back in my wild days. In my mind it’s like ugh come on, I COULD BE THAT FOR YOU IF YOU WANT WHAT YOUR FRIENDS HAVE. DAE feel this way?