I know people will just say like just be happy or find a new hobby or something. It's really not that easy. Even tho I really tried to make myself atleast to be happy. I tried to divert all of my feelings to things that are just temporary it is really hard to hold still. Everyday I woke up, do the same things all over again. I feel like a robot or ai that is just living for no reason. I rarely feel happy most of the time I just feel nothing but sadness. I did'nt lose someone. I'm just so sad that it is really tiring. I don't see anything interesting anymore even watching shows, youtube, movies, socializing, meeting friends or talking to them feels nothing. I don't also get hungry anymore. I am literally lazy to live and I don't feel anything anymore. Maybe listening to music is good but that doesn't make my situation better.