jealous of movie and video game characters, jealous of any girl hanging around my boyfriend, jealous of him sharing joints with others, even jealous of his family members? how can i be SO jealous? i am so sick of relationships. none of this ever happens if i am not in one. relationships are my one trigger but at the same time my entire life revolves around romantic interests. i have never been single ever since i was 14. i don't know how to be alone. i am always so jealous that i feel it in my body. everything that i am seems to be revolving around my jealousy, all my principles, all my opinions only exist because i am broken. please tell me i am not the only one feeling like this..