Recently split up with my partner of 7 years after finding out about her cheating. Unfortunately the rental agreement for our home was in her name. She suffers from bipolar disorder and made me leave immediately only allowing me to get my phone 2 changes of clothes in a backpack and my guitar. I had recently changed jobs 2/3 days prior to this happening and was working for an agency and not under contract. I had to sleep rough for a couple of nights and still tried to attend work but due to lack of sleep and complete anxiety about what was going to happen next I had to explain to work the situation, hoping they would give me some time to get help from the local authorities for temporary accommodation so I could continue working. They flat out didn’t care and said they couldn’t continue with my employment. This caused me to attempt suicide as I thought there was no other option. I had to cut off contact with all friends as my ex partner made me delete all social media and phone contacts perhaps because of what she was doing she thought I would cheat too. I don’t know. All my family live a few hundred miles away so that seemed out of reach too. Also I didn’t want to admit to being such a failure at 27. Anyway as I was in the bridge over a motorway on the other side of the barrier coming to terms with what I was about to do. Somebody driving underneath had called the police. They grabbed me and restrained me and took me to hospital to get mental health treatment. Fast forward a month and I am medicated and in temporary accommodation way out of town on my own in a hotel room. I have to pay for the accommodation with government benefits I am now receiving but after paying for this I am stretched very thin money wise and have to use food banks. In the last month I asked for another food bank voucher but was refused due to having used too many. I don’t get much from them anyway as I have no cooking facilities where I am housed I only have a kettle to cook with. I am trying to look at the positives that I have a roof over my head but I am completely isolated and financially destitute. I am back to getting ready to kill myself as I don’t see any way out. Soon I won’t be able to pay my bills if I want to eat and they may kick me out if I can’t pay. I am actively looking for jobs but some jobs won’t accept me due to my medication as it will show up on drugs tests. And I can’t even afford to get to interviews/work due to where they have temporarily housed me. I feel like this is just a downward spiral and the only way out is to end my life. This isn’t a post asking for financial aid just advice please on how I can go on. I used to see light at the end of the tunnel but now it’s just black.