It takes too much stress and energy (that I don’t have) just to survive!!! Why should I keep going in a world that is destroying itself exponentially, I’m transgender in a country that wants to make me illegal for existing, the cost of living is getting worse, I have been alone and isolated for sooo long, and no matter how much I try to make anyone happy… everyone hates me and keeps putting me down!!! I force myself to keep going but I don’t know how much longer I can keep Going.