I'm in a complicated situation in a small group and friends and I'm not sure what's really happening as I can't trust myself here, I can feel all the effort I've put into improving myself and controlling my emotions is unraveling very fast to the point I've spent the last two days doing nothing and half-arsing my job.

Anyone want to talk, could do with a anon friend to chat with sometimes. 21/m with BPD &amp; MDD.