Anyone else here who struggles with counter-dependency?

I’ve been sick for two days with almost 39°C fever, so because i needed to eat something i asked my bf to buy me two things when he went to the store. We live together and i paid for what he bought for me.

Obviously i wasnt able to go to the store myself, but now that the antibiotics are kicking in i feel so sick that i needed someone. It feels like im in danger, i did something wrong and that i wasnt careful enough. 

With logic i understand that this wasnt a big deal and that people close to you are supposed to help you. But i hate myself for needing someone. It feels absolutely horrible.

Anyone who struggles with the same thing? Avoidant attachment style, counter-dependency, etc?