Good morning I am a 29 year old male and I suffer from terrible anxiety. Mainly health and the fear of death. I have two young boys that I worry about leaving behind.  It’s been about 18 months since this all started and I am just struggling right now. I have been on night shift the last 2 months and I have had no one to talk to. I really would like to get over this feeling. I used to be very healthy and active in life. Now I am lazy and have a drinking problem.