I feel everything so strongly. I care about everything so much. So much love, so much anger, so much sadness. It's exhausting. Especially when I've never met someone else who feels as much as I do. It makes me feel alive but it takes so much energy. 

To go from loving to hating to loving again in such a short period of time. To feel like you can conquer anything only to then feel like the scum of the earth. It's draining.

Sometimes it burns me out and then I can't feel anything at all. It's all or nothing. Every emotion all at once or nothing at all.

I don't think the human brain was built to be so black and white. I don't think I was built to be either at 0% or 100% all the time.