Hello, 

I'm 21 (f) and I've struggled with intrusive thoughts which stemmed from my anxiety since I was 16 and I've always managed to get over them and for a short period of time, it's as if I have a breathing period but than something that I'm not sure as to what triggers another episode I suppose. 

The episode I'm having is if I don't wish on 11:11 that I want to be successful and have a good life than my intrusive thoughts take over and I somehow lead to being homeless. 

Its an odd one and I don't know how to deal with it. I've always been quite good to manage my anxiety but for some reason when it comes to this trigger my anxiety just goes haywire. 
Any advice is great or just someone to talk to would be nice.

Sorry if this is inappropriate.

Thank you.