Do any of you struggle with finding a hobby for yourself? Here is how it goes for me and has always been this way...

1. Finds something that interests me
2. Obsesses over it, saving post after post and researching
3. Trying said hobby once...maybe twice
4. Done with it

I find that I never continue with the hobby because I lack the motivation. As well as a genuine paranoia/fear that I suck and will never be as good as "XYZ". This has been me since as far back as I can remember. Of course as a child I was a bit more care free but still I have never ever stuck with something in regards to "hobbies". I thought maybe this could be BPD (identity issues?) or possibly ADHD? Anywho, love to hear from you all!!