I was just told a little over a month ago that I was in remission by my psychiatrist after being medicated for about a year. That's the longest I've stuck to my medication as I have a tendency to go off of it. Well now I've been off of it for a few weeks to a month and I feel like I've let my psychiatrist down. He was saying how happy he was for me. I also feel guilty because I feel more human now that I have more range in my emotions. I haven't had any episodes yet but I'm prone to getting a little hyper or depressed here and there, weirdly enough, I missed it. I find comfort in all this because it feels like me again.