I’ve been misdiagnosed over and over since I got with my boyfriend and I finally got to the point where I’m diagnosed, but it took a bad turn.

I’m about to go to the doctor this week to get my medication to help fix it, and start therapy, etc. but I think he hit the point of no return.

He wants to be with me but says he can’t handle any freak outs for a while. He even almost broke up with me because it got so bad.

I need to know if he wants to be with me after this but if I ask that it opens a can of worms that makes him feel boxed in, overwhelmed, and he shuts down. It makes it worse.

I need help. I feel like I can’t start to get better if I’m scared I’m going to be left. I need help. How do I do this? We are very happy normally, but I feel like if I’m scared to get left or something I can’t improve. I tried talking it out but he, understandably, just can’t talk it out anymore. Please help me, I don’t know what to do.