I have to work on my art portfolio and there’s so much to do. I keep forgetting so many things like recommendation letters and forms and everything. I’m so unfocused I forget anything virtually important for my future. My mind is so jumbled. Now I have to try and quit vaping as well. I was doing so well. I finally got out of the psychiatric ward. I’m leaving my therapeutic highschool for my district school. But everything gotten so hard. I just can’t do it anymore. There’s just so much to do and I can’t do it all.