It's an odd feeling to be genuinely excited about events coming up in my life. Before I would do the minimal amount of things in my life and spend the rest at home safe and sound. Now I'm making plans with friends, trips with significant others, just doing things and enjoying my time. I'm looking forward to spending time in the office with coworkers, instead of working at home in my room. I hope this makes sense to someone. Life is meant to be enjoyed, I'm glad I'm getting there.