I don't give a fuck if I get my things ready! So what if I score A in my class, I'm a dead meat! Worthless piece of shit who deserves nothing, but deserves to be choked! I'm so tired of myself that I'm unable to study for my finals! It looks like a herculean task! I hate myself! I'll never forgive myself, my tormentors, bullies, some family members who just love poking noses in our matters! I've been taunted for being unemployed, because I'm doing my masters in history from a university, while my high school friends have been laid! It sucks, and I have to see myself suffer and lament!