6:30- wake up. I feel like the heaviest and most tired Person on the entire Planet
6:40- get up. I'm slow .... I go to the bathroom and It takes me 15 minutes to brush my teeth and wash my face... That's slow...
7:00- dress up. (Am i cute? Do i look like an idiot with this...?)
7:10- get the train. I try to Hide my sadness and how Much i feel awful. I'm not very good at It. My Friends do notice i'm weird. My mind Is full of weird thoughts... I wanna go home.. i Wish to sleep and never wake up again...i Wish nothing else than resting...
8:10-school. I understand nothing. I Wanna fall on my desk and fall asleep. I can't even keep my head still. I'm so tired, Void, i feel nothing.. i still try to force myself to laugh and appear like i feel ok...
14:00 out of school.. i wanna sleep.... Can't wait to be home...
15:00-home. Let me quickly wash myself and let me eat like an animal, or eat nothing.... 
16:00 time to sleep.. i don't care about any homework.. i Just wanna sleep.
19:00 wake up- my parents stare at me in a disappointed way... I feel like shit... I don't wanna do anything in particular...
20:00 eat. Will i eat for 5 people? Or Will i eat nothing?
21:00 i wish to sleep. 
22:00 i finally get my lazy ass to brush my teeth and fall asleep like a baby....
6:30- wake up.

Repeat this from monday to Friday. That's how i'm feeling. Tired, Void, sad, i Wish nothing else than sleeping. Help... I'm starting to think about suicide...Is this depression? I don't wanna appear like the fake depressed kid, but i do really feel like this...