I mean in terms of having the general illness or indeed from the content of your symptoms? I am myself a bit messed up here. I know that in terms of the psychosis, I know that if I was attacked by a global threat then I wouldn’t just submit. From the more general symptoms, I know that I have more bravery than I would have expected. However, I still don’t feel that I have the power to genuinely get over the illness, in the sense that all my future seems dependent and referential of my past and continuing sickness. What do you guys think?