I swear I’m so unlucky it’s actually driving me crazy. I lost all my friends and everyone who I tried my hardest for and it’s just so blatantly obvious I’m not enough. I grew up rather religious, but due to the amount of unlucky experiences I’ve experienced I’ve just lost all belief in religion because why would a god be so cruel to someone. Honestly the whole concept sounds stupid I know that but i just feel useless and imprisoned. I’m too scared to end my life but I’m too depressed to keep going and my issues keep me from doing anything. For example when I wanna play a game, my anger issues kick in and I can’t have fun anymore. I wanna have fun with my friends, I become a jerk and hurt others around me: and if they make a joke to me I get hurt real bad cuz I’m sensitive. I’m sorry to anyone reading this cuz ik it’s not worth your time but I just had to express my feelings somewhere before I go crazy, and I have literally nobody but here to talk to. Sorry for the stupidity of this post