I’ve suspected i have BPD for years. Recently this year I finally decided I want to face this issue and find out because I can barely handle every day life at this point. 

I finally get the courage to call a bunch of psychiatrists in my network, leave messages and NONE get back to me. It’s been weeks. I emailed some too. I feel so defeated like nobody actually wants to help me. 

It’s pretty easy to find a psychologist, but finding a psychiatrist has been so fucking hell. Makes me want to give up, idk how anyone gets diagnosed.