So somebody I cared about really hurt me the other day. She has mental health issues and has trouble managing her anger. This completely came out of nowhere, we were having a great time and then something like a switch went off and she started screaming at me. Saying real hurtful things like not caring about my feelings and being mean and manipulative. She didn't show up to work the next day and so I messaged her a few times out of the concern and she never responded, then told me to fuck off and leave her alone (which obviously I have). I'm going to leave her be for a month or so. Would it be wrong of me to check in? I'm taking this personally and I really shouldn't but it's hurt my self-esteem. Is there something wrong with me? I said "that's awesome" when she came out to me, but I didn't mean it hurtfully (I was inebriated, though that's not an excuse). She bailed on me several times and sent me mixed signals about her feelings (we were briefly involved romantically). I was being slightly immature as I was sad about her rejecting me, and I guess it showed. I'm just beginning to think I am a bad person. I'm trying to change my thought patterns but I'm severely depressed because it seems as though people I seem to connect with want nothing to do with me, although people come and go. I should just move forward I suppose? 

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I'm sure no one has any malicious intent but I'm incredibly sensitive and I just ask people who respond (if any) to frame them in a kind manner. I'm feeling unbelievably low right now, as ridiculous as that sounds.