Since I’m manic (started 3 weeks ago) I literally spent all of my money in 2 days I started taking coccain which I never did. I haven’t slept for like 3 days now all the time on coccain I don’t know what to do. My heart is telling me to stop because it knows I’m manic but my brain just keeps telling me, do more dangerous stuff. I feel frustrated I can’t go to work ( I work with children) because of my manic phase. I don’t know how my boss will react to my bi polar diagnoses I feel lost.