does anyone else feel this way?
i’ve been feeling really down lately. like really, really down. and almost immediately i’m telling myself that i’m faking it or that i’m doing it for attention/to be manipulative. i’m gaslighting myself it feels like.
i had a friend the other day go on and on about how people with BPD are crazy and can’t maintain stable relationships and it hurt me a lot...i just can’t help but feel like everything i do and say is abusive or laced with evil intent