I used to have a small but close group of friends. I moved to a new town so I had to make new friends. I made some new friends but not who'd I'd call close. 

This didn't use to bother me much though as I would regularly just avoid or make excuses for not hanging out with people (hanging out with people mainly meant getting drunk) as I'd put it down to me preferring to spend time by myself gaming or watching tv shows/anime or YouTube.  

However lately I've found myself becoming very depressed and I've figured it's due to loneliness as I feel like I have no one to talk to and discuss any issues or feelings I have. I feel like this is also because I never contact anyone else in my town who I know to hang out and it's led to them not inviting me to events that they're going to which they then share on social media which makes me feel as if I'm missing out. 

I know that the obvious answer is to just ask people to hang out or catch up but my social skills have regressed into that of an antisocial person. It's not surprising in some regards as I have ADHD and was been diagnosed with Mild Asperger's at a young age and I feel this has made me bad in social situations. i used to be really be in social situations but just after finishing high school found that I was able to make some close friends.  However my social skills seem to have regressed since then. 

TBH I'm not sure what I'm trying to get at here. I'm also an alcoholic which doesn't help. I Guess I'm just wanting help as I can't remember a time were I've been more miserable. Any way i can fix this?