i want a new life. where no one knows me. where i’m in a completely new city surrounded by new people. i wish i had the money to just get up and go wherever i want. no attachments. no commitments. no responsibilities. i need a break from life. i don’t want to be here anymore but at the same time i’m too much of a pussy to leave. what’s even the point? why are we suffering? i’m so fucking over these shitty feelings that no one understands. i hate people thinking that they understand, that they know me. i hate when people compare my life to theirs. we are not the fucking same. holy fucking hell please be grateful. i am just so tired of feeling like i’m crazy for having a fucked up brain that i didn’t ask for.