Hey everyone. So lately I've been getting absolutely fucking DESTROYED by my anxiety and depression and weird ass feelings in my head and body and I have no idea why or where it's coming from. My life is extremely stressful, but not really anymore stressful as it was a few months ago and it just recently started happening.

So these feelings are like nothing I've ever felt before and it's scaring the shit out of me. My head and body will start going numb, but not "numb". It's so hard to explain. And my head kinda feels like it's burning and caving in. My heart starts racing at 150bpm and It's hard to breathe. It seems to only be that bad at night.

I just recently started taking Seroquel (quetiapine). I've been on Buspirone, amitriptyline, and hydroxyzine. And I take Topiramate for a seizure disorder that hasn't been an issue in over 2 years. 

I used to smoke weed, and it helped a lot. But recently haven't been able to because anytime I smoke anymore, it gives me horrible anxiety and body feelings. 

I think I noticed it really take off when my girlfriend left for 2 weeks to go on a road trip. I know that has something to do with it, but it really shouldn't. 

This has almost sent me to the ER multiple times and it's worrying me so much and I can't take it anymore. Idk if it's an underlying issue or what, but I can't continue feeling this. It's destroying everything I'm trying to accomplish.... 

Has anyone felt anything Similar or been in this situation? If so PLEASE SEND HELP.