Depressed since my childhood, always straight As, always the good kid, always taking care of things and people...

Now....parents constantly ask for money (they provided so now is my turn), work is draining me, i feel so underappreciated...my wife is not able to understand how i feel....even when i am opening up...seems like i am talking to a wall...so lonely so defeated...is this adulthood? I feel constant pain, i feel worthless, no matter how hard i try something always happens and i am crushed into pieces....

And u know what? That fucking voice telling me that my life is good, i dont have serious issues to complain about is the fucking worst.

If u ever read this pls know...u are not alone. I know other people are worse than me....i just hoped someone in my life came up and told me "its ok". Nothing more. Its all i ever needed