so my life is pretty much falling apart recently. i haven’t been this depressed in so long. i start a new job today that’s in a warehouse which I don’t want to go to. orientation was on Friday and on the tour it was so fucking depressing in there. dark, artificial lighting. i can’t do it. then, on Wednesday of last week I was on my way home and a lady ran a red light, smashed into my cars passenger side and totaled it (: completely ripped the back passenger door off. i loved my car and having something just taken from you so suddenly and there’s nothing you can do SUCKS. Im also just so fucking lonely. i have no one. i really have no one and i can’t do this much longer like life sucks