I'm not sure if this is the right place... I've been having alot of anxiety and insecurity at the same time. 

Ive been dating my ex again,because I love him. Can't choose who you love ya know.. well we broke up first time because he had a phase well he want something else, but he had lied in the past also when we were together he was staying at another woman house that he worked with. So pretty much that what happen.. but this month has been really bad..maybe I'm going crazy but I'm assuming things that he isn't doing.. is this normal.. or am I going crazy..