I am not able to function, he died in an accident and he was only 19. I was doing so well. And all for nothing. I’m trying not to be selfish and make it all about me. I don’t know how to cope, I can’t even think a full sentence and remind myself what my coping mechanisms are. I’m really struggling with this. I have friends to support me but I think because he was my ex they don’t understand why it would impact me so hard I feel alone. I don’t know what I need I don’t know anything anymore