I just don’t know what Im doing anymore. And the only reason I still talk to people is because I don’t want to be rude.

I always get dissatisfied and disappointed when talking to people because it never amounts to what I want it to (good friendship, relationships, etc) and I feel people simply never take my feelings to account and I am sick and tired of people on the internet calling me names and saying I am “this and that” because I don’t agree with the rules of the “game” or how life “works”

I am a victim and I am in a very difficult position. Most people do not seem to grasp that and I just get told to be a man when things don’t go as planned for me. Do I seriously have to suck something up because of my gender role? Where is the fairness in society in that?


I am sick of social rejection, I am sick of being mistreated by people, I am sick of not being empathised with. I AM a victim here of abuse why can’t people understand that? I understand other people go through stuff I am not ignorant of that fact but at this point it just seems everyone else around me is just enjoying themselves and not caring about what I’m going through.


I can’t even think of a reason why I should keep trying when it’s this same result every single time.