I finally had my appointment today and I was nervous and anxious but I managed to tell her that, when I was inpatient at 16, they diagnosed borderline treats and that I think that they have manifested in my personality until now that I'm 22.

She just brushed off the former diagnosis, asking me whether I wanted to be diagnosed as borderline and that diagnoses don't really matter at all, and didn't let me explain thoroughly.

Just a minute after telling me diagnoses don't matter, she tells me my symptoms really might be adult adhd, but didn't let me explain that I don't experience attention deficits at all and that neither am I hyper(active) nor do I feel restless.

Well, at least she gave me fluoxetine for my extreme emotional instability and tavor for the really bad situations, which both are fine for me...but I don't feel taken seriously.

I'm probably fine with going there again to be tested, but I'm sure that test will say the same that I do.

I don't want you to diagnose me instead of her, as I said, I'm not dianosed with it and I'm going to see her again - I just really needed to vent a bit :)