I always panic about my teen years, I was very depressed and anxious back then and spent those years alone on my computer. So there is a lot of forums, chats, etc that I was a part of.

I don’t remember much of it anymore but in my now adult years I am so anxious about it. It comes in waves, I can be fine for 2 months and suddenly something will remind me and I’ll go into full on nervous breakdown for 3 days thinking of scenarios that might play out, often me losing my job over something I said or did in my teens.

I’ll be unable to focus for those 3 days, I’ll lose interest in hobbies or plans with friends, I’ll be unable to eat and spend most of the time either sleeping or trying to sleep.

There was nothing remarkably bad but my head just screams “BUT WHAT IF YOU FORGOT!” Or what if I said something offensive on a forum or chat or whatever? What if it comes back to bite me and ruin my adult life?

TL;DR: my stupid brain freaks itself out a few times a year thinking I have some big scandals that I don’t remember having that will ruin my life, even though I’ve done nothing.