Throughout my life I've always struggled with self harm, I got really bad for a while and didn't think it would ever stop.
Well I just had the realization that I'm about 6 months clean, give or take.. to be honest I've never kept track of how long I've stayed "clean" 
I have temptations often but haven't given in because I dont feel like disappointing and or making my boyfriend worry. 
I just dont know if i should even care or feel proud about not cutting... a part of me cares, a part of me doesn't.