
I feel like it’s better to avoid them otherwise they’ll hurt me or they’ll be hurt by me. Aagghh my brain!

I just blocked my fp and I feel so embarrassed and ashamed and I don’t know what to do. I feel like a fool but I’m so scared to unblock him because what if he says mean things that I can’t handle because I’m so damn sensitive? I don’t know what to do. I feel ashamed. I feel worthless and I really wanna just binge eat or do all of the bad things I know I shouldn’t.