This is quite embarrassing. I've always been kinda asexual but I could do sexual things anyway because the fact my partner enjoys it makes me feel good. But after my recent suicide attempt, i just can't. I don't even want to kiss or be touched anymore. It's not because I'm not attracted because I find him incredibly attractive, but now i just feel so tired all the time. Atm therapy is NOT accessible to me and I take antidepressants + zopiclones. I don't know what to do because i almost feel like a disappointment (even though he says it's okay) and I just want to be able to do things again.