I fucking hate these fake ass bitches. One of my closest friends, someone that I’ve known and been friends with for the past 4 years of high school had a graduation party tonight and invited all of our other closest friends, but completely left me out entirely. I didn’t even know about it until I saw a post on Snapchat from one of my friends that was there. I don’t know what to do, I don’t know why these people that I care and love so much don’t love me or care about me back. I’m so so sad and also angry, I can’t believe they would do something like this. I know I’m trying to focus on myself and not care about other people and what they think of me, but this just sets me back, and I don’t know what to do, I’m feeling so overwhelming depressed and pissed off and I just want to get fucking drunk and pop pills and just do everything to punish myself for being myself and for giving people a reason to hate me please idk what to do please help me