Hello everybody. I can't stop myself from being clingy on my FP. \[I'm 19yo girl, she's 18yo\]. 

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Also, excuse me for some mistakes in the text, I'm not that good at English.

  
We are known for more than one year. We became very close after few moments and now I can't imagine my life without her. We both weren't only great friends, we also helped each other when some troubles appeared or at least listened or gave some advice. She's such a sweet and caring girl, but I became very clingy and I over-texted her via messenger, where we spent a lot of hours from texting or calling. Honestly, we became so close that we also talked about out future, living together or sleeping together in a bed. I knew that I like girls more that it's "cool", so after this behavior, it wasn't that hard to fall in love with her. Honestly, I really think about her every day, I really love her, but I decided to leave her. Because I was too clingy and sometimes I said something bad. I mean, I wanted to spend a time with her, but she told me that she haven't any in the couple of weeks. It was repeating and lack of texting appeared. After every sad moment, she told me that she really loves and appreciates me in her life and can't imagine herself without me. That I helped her a lot, but on the other side, I think that she would be better without me, because I was really addicted to her, I wanted to know everything, I wanted to help with everything and I didn't respect the fact, that she's actually introvert who needs more space for herself and I think that I am horrible for that. That I couldn't respect her needs and also yesterday, I sent her a "breaking up" message. I really love and appreciate her, but I think that it would be much better. Or at least I am trying to prove myself and it doesn't succeed. Oh. Why I keep hurting her like that?

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Honestly, I don't really know how it gonna be now, but it's much worse that I know about my behavior and I can't fix it for longer period, that I keep repeating the same mistakes. Ohh. :/

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I think that it would be better leave us some space and it depends on situations, if she decide to come back. I want to explain her everything, but also I want to leave her alone. But now, it's really important to leave us some space...