Since the age of 15, I've been sexually active. I'm 22 now and over the past three years or so I've found that I'll often randomly remember certain things that happened and be like "oh my god, I completely forgot I did that". The most common experiences of these, I've found, are when I've engaged in sexual activities with people. From the ages of 15-20, I was completely sex-crazed, (I still am really). I would sleep around, give guys anything they wanted, and went from boyfriend to boyfriend. I was in a relationship with someone for 4 years from 17-21yrs old and even then, I wanted to go to sex clubs and have threesomes and sleep with other people and in the end, I cheated on him. (There is more to this story, he was abusive, I'm not just a horrible person). And I've found that over the years, I'll have sex with someone or do things with them and then my mind just suppresses it and I'll completely forget about it. And then months or even years later, something (I don't know what) triggers that memory and I literally have a moment of "what the fuck, I slept with this person and I completely forgot about it". Sometimes the trigger is clear, like the other day I drove past one of the guys' house and my mind just flooded with what I did with him. I think my mind suppresses these events because I've always hated myself for sleeping around and giving myself to anyone so I subconsciously forget about it out of hate for myself and guilt. Does anyone else experience this? 

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I also get it with traumatic memories (but I think it's pretty obvious that my mind suppresses these because it was trauma), such as abuse I went through with my ex and his mum, some childhood memories etc.