I’m tired of everything and everyone. All the things that used to make me happy don’t anymore. The only time I smile is when I’m around people who care about me, but it’s not a real smile it’s a mask because I don’t want them to think it’s their fault I feel this way. I don’t know why I feel like this I’m in a good situation now roof over my head, we can afford plenty of food, parents that love me, and friends that actually care about me. I’m in the best situation that I have ever been in physically yet I’m in the worst state mentally. I know that I need help but I’m to scared to ask anyone that I actually know.