so idk if this is ok to post here but i’m not rly sure where else to ask so i’m feeling rly bad again like the point where i should probably go to the mental hospital again but at the same time i don’t want to go because i’m trans and last time i had to go to the unit with my gender assigned at birth and i rly don’t want to do that again and i’m kinda wondering how much i should tell someone so i can get help without going to the mental hospital again and ik i shouldn’t lie with mental health and stuff like this but i can’t go through with what happened last time so idk what to do 
sry if this isn’t aloud here i’ll get rid of it right away if it isn’t
also just saying don’t worry i’m not going to to anything to hurt myself i just want to