Was struggling in school was behind in classes teachers were brutal to me for it found out I have dyslexia and got homeschooled then found out I have adhd, then got bullied by my own family for not being as skinny as my sister and got called fat when I weighed 36 to 45 kgs from the age of 12 to 15 then got body Dysmorphia still see different things in the mirror, no idea what I look like then found out I have an eating disorder have been losing and gaining weight for the past 3-4 years for either starving myself or binge eating, fell into a deep depression was crying for no reason in my bathroom everyday cried my self to sleep, did nothing on my 17 birthday cried in the bathroom, went to the doctor got found I had anxiety too, brilliant. Was getting anxiety attacks at a point where it was had to breathe felt like I was dying but could breathe enough to stay alive but keep struggling till it was over. I have my a level finals and my adhd is making it very hard for me, I’m gonna graduate high school this year and can even spell properly, lost a bit of weight this week, sadness has been my jam lately, mum pulled a “why r u sad, what do u have to be sad about, what issues do u have” on me. 
Don’t mind this I just had to say stuff since I can’t say it to anyone else cuz I won’t.
Have a good one