Hey everyone. First time poster in here, so I hope I get this right!

This post contains talk about meds and reactions so if you have health anxiety you might want to skip this one.











I'm 30 and have GAD, body dysmorphia, OCD, emetophobia, and depression. 
Been working with a psychiatrist to find the right balance of meds, but am super sensitive to side effects so a year on we haven't found the right ones yet. Thought we were onto a winning combo but the other day when we increased my dose a small amount I had an adverse reaction and got diagnosed with serotonin syndrome by my GP. It was mild enough to not need to go to the hospital but basically I've had to stop all my usual meds (was taking Fluoxetine and Mirtazapine, but have tried all the usual SSRIs, venlafaxine, etc.) and wait to see the psychiatrist in a week. It's been a week already, and I'm struggling really hard with panicky feelings and can't eat much as my anxiety makes me nauseous. I have some meds for the nausea and the panic but I'm still feeling really anxious and worried, and even though my GP said I could restart the meds at a lower dose soon I am absolutely terrified to until I speak to my psychiatrist. 
In the meantime, I'm really in need of some success stories if anyone has some, about finding the right combo of meds etc, to give me some hope to get through the next few days. 

TIA