TW: suicide attempt

Last week I got super drunk on my birthday and I had fun with my friend and boyfriend. After having enough we went to my place, and we were almost there when my boyfriend started to provoke me and my friend. We started to argue and I just lost it. 

I threw my phone and keys away on the street and started to run. I ran to the highway and walked in the middle of it, cars were honking at me. Eventually the cops came and I tried to run away from them. They caught me, pinned me to the ground and put me in handcuffs. I fought against them so they took me to jail. I couldn’t understand it.. I was yelling stuff like ”kill me”, ”let me die”. It was just horrible. I got out in the morning and they gave me a 440 euro fine. Feels good to be this fucked up /s