I’ve been going through a lot this past month, and unfortunately I’ve returned to drinking as a way to cope. It’s the only thing that makes the sadness and anger stop, otherwise I’m drowning and want to lash out. I have a healthy relationship with someone who loves me, we’ve been talking about marriage And kids.... and I’m terrified I’m going to ruin things unless I stay sedated. I need help, I don’t know what to do. Life is overwhelming and the only thing I feel like I can do is drink it away. I’m not in a position where I can afford therapy, I work 40+ hours a week, and on top of that we have some family stuff going on. I’m going to lose everything I’ve worked so hard to gain —- what can I do? 