I'm a woman living in a small town, suffering from severe depression, I don't fit with people around me, stopped talking to my friends, unemployed, I , I'm living with my mom who has dementia and needs me, but she's making my life even harder due to her being very religious and me not religious, I can't take it anymore, so I'm thinking about leaving this town to a place where I can meet people like me and try to get a job and start living a better life but I'm scared to 
leave her with one of my siblings.what should I do?