8 months ago I did something I regret right now, and it isn't just that thing that now keeps me dissociated from who I used to be, I know that changes are part of life but I really feel like I'm paying for something like it was really bad, and this is not just a simple change. Since this year began I've had a lot of problems with my surroundings that have even affected me in health. I think I haven't explained anything concrete, I just feel like I'm in a constant emptiness in which I don't know what will happen next because now I feel like I'm not myself, I can't enjoy things I used to, I don't have any hobbies and I've tried to find some, but I feel that nothing can fil me. Thank u if u took the time to read all this.