Like, I know it’s me when I look at myself in the mirror. But I feel like I can’t conceptualize my own face. It’s like I’m some familiar stranger or an elusive object. I’m always taken back when I see photos of me, even selfies that I’ve just taken. It’s like I don’t get who or what I’m looking at. When I try to think of my face in my mind, the image I get is vague, distorted, and feels disturbing. Sometimes I just see a big black void when I try to think of my face. I couldn’t describe what I looked like very well at all. 

I’m not like this with other people, just me. I suppose it has to do with identity issues and dissociation.