Every time I meet someone new and get the feeling that they might be the one, I start to get obsessed with them and planning our future together. I've been working on that and I'm starting to get better. But when THEY start to get these feelings back I just stop being interested? 

It just happened to me today, I've been seeing this guy for almost a month and I was super into him. Cute, funny, respectful and everything I would need in a relationship except a few minor things. I was the one starting convos and needing his attention but then he started to say he missed me ? That he cant wait to see me ? I dont know why but when people start to care it pushes me away and I treat them like they're disposable toys shortly after. It's so stupid. I screwed up chances to be with someone good for me because of that.