I have two "best friends", both of them talk behind each others back and shit. I'm working, I don't get family support from my parents like them, so I ask them to let me know before they plan a meeting. No they plan and let me know just before it happens. They're the oldest friends I have left, I left so many friends in years, I dunno if I should just kick them out or roll with it. The truth is I've been putting up with their shit and sharing when they're down, but I never seem to be getting anything back ever. I don't know if I'm being a bitch with no tolerance or if I'm right to feel angry. I dropped out of the group chat like a child because they planned a whole camping trip and they asked me on the last day. They're still clueless why i did it. I talked to them both before about these things and they said sorry and all, but they just don't seem to care, they do it again. Honestly I'm tired of talking to them about it, so I say nothing and silently grow my resentment. But got no balls to shut my oldest friends off. Just venting