Things have gotten pretty bad for me so looks like I’m here. I don’t have anyone left and it’s my fault. My best friend died and it took over my life. It made me aggressive and made me lash out. I’m 17 so I’m still in high school. I got lucky as hell with the buddies I had but I fucked it up. I pushed them away until they hated me. I’m seeing a therapist but I feel like it’s goin nowhere. Don’t know what the hell to do or where to go. I cut my face as punishment for what I did so I can never forget. Probably wasn’t a good idea but what’s done is done. Thanks for reading I guess.