I’m 34, single, no savings, no mortgage, no car… every choice I’ve made was a bad one. I live alone and it’s crippling me. I can’t date because everyone triggers me, but I try so hard because I want to be like everyone else. I want a family, a house and a future. 

I feel like it’s too late for anything good to happen to me at this point. All I can do is face my daily fight of not killing myself. Is this my life? 

Sorry… I just really needed to say this out loud to people who actually understand…