Went out. Had fun. Loads of fun. Night ended. Now I just want to stay in. I feel very...I dunno. Weird. Sad. Down. Over it. Stressed. I want to cry. But it was such a fun day...I want to just stay home and be left alone today...but my mom and brother are visiting me so I can't be left alone. Legit thinking about just "going to work" and just find a mostly empty parking lot and going to sleep in my car until I have to "come home". I am supposed to do so much social shit today. I don't want to. I don't know why I agreed. Not looking forward to the date or the movies with friends after.