A lot of us here have coping mechanics. Mine was food. I wasn't very knowledgeable in things regarding nutrition when my depression started so I thought, "yeah, food is an inconsequential coping mechanism" but fast forward now and I gained 60 pounds. I just KNOW that people in my school have noticed and they treat me differently cuz of that...well I am also very quiet but you don't just hate on the quiet kid ok. Besides that I look at myself everyday and ho HOLY FUCK I fucking hate myself. I wish I was into drugs or alcohol or porn than food. I am so fucking pathetic. My parents already know that I gained weight but they don't know how bad it is. How am I even going to fucking face them? My relatives? They will never look at me the same again. I want to lose this weight no matter what it takes be it healthy or unhealthy....i don't know if there are people like me here or ppl who know how to lose a lot of weight very fast... just help please.