I graduated high school recently and have struggled w depression/anxiety for most of my life. I spend most of my days indoors watching movies and laying in bed. I feel extremely lazy and lack drive. Sometimes I feel as though i fake depression as an excuse to continue being lazy but ik that that’s not the case. I have a dog and feel really guilty that I struggle to take him on walks. My goal is once a week and sometimes I can’t even manage that. I wake up at noon, shower, and go right back to sleep. They only time I rlly go out is when my bf asks me. We go to concerts and the fair and lots of other super exciting things but for some reason the idea of going outside without him/alone makes it so hard to get anything done. I want to re-organize my room and play w my dog and go to the library and get dressed up and eat foods that make me feel good/give me energy. I just want to be productive