I hate my old therapist. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I’ve sent her hundreds of emails telling her. She filed a police complaint. I feel like such a loser. I can’t do my work. I can’t even do therapy successfully. That’s how much of a loser I am. Soon, I’m flying to Australia and I’m so anxious about catching corona on the plane. Once I get there, I need to work from home and I’m so anxious about doing this in another environment. What happens if I can’t focus or concentrate? I hate myself. But maybe it will be good to change my environment. I’m leaving here obsessing over this stupid fucking therapist who isn’t worth shit!!!!!

I’m open for support or perspective! Thank you! Love to you!