A few days ago I got triggered because my best friend posted a birthday shoutout on Instagram to this other girl and was like “I love you so much blah blah” and I got super mad for some reason? I’m laughing while typing this because it sounds so childish lmaooo I just feel like she doesn’t really like me :( (I also thinks she feels bad for me because all of her friends are like musicians and dancers and I don’t do anything and I always complain about that to her. Once I even asked her if she was only my friend to make her feel better about herself) But  yea um for more backstory we haven’t seen each other in person in hella long because we don’t go to school together (high school) and she says her mom always says no when we try to make plans together. But like a month ago she posted a picture hanging out with the girl she gave a birthday shoutout to so I was like?? Um i thought you said your mom won’t let you go places?? And she was like “lol she’s a church friend” BUT that was a lie because I know people who go to her school and they go to the same school so SHE DIDNT KNOW HER FROM CHURCH HAHAHA GOT YA 
Okay this post is a literal mess and I don’t really know what I wanted to get out of it. I could type more but I know if it’s too long people won’t read it. I just want to know if anybody has advice because after that birthday post shoutout I deleted the Instagram app and I am waiting for her to text me asking why I’m not on Instagram because that is our main source of communication 🤠 although it has been an entire day so far..still no text...hmmm..