I (14m) Broke up with my ex gf a couple months back. we kept talking as friends, but that made me fall in love with her again. she's currently on vacation but she sent me a picture and started talking about how cute this boy was and how sweet he was. I gotta say, he was pretty ugly. anyways after that I felt anger towards that guy and I started punching my pillow and screaming into it to let it all out. I fell onto my bed and started crying for about 30-40 minutes. I shouldn't feel like this because she's my ex of 3 months and I realise that I should have gotten over it already, but something about seeing another man's arm around what used to be my pretty girl just broke me. I was having mild suicidal thoughts afterwards