Hurricane never really made landfall on my area of Florida. I was pretty convinced I was going to die. That might have been the alcohol talking. I was pretty drunk. Wind and rain mostly hit us. I cleaned up our yard, for the most part, this morning and have been sleeping most of the day. I literally have nothing to do. I've been reading in my kindle and browsing the internet on my phone. 

I guess it's pretty bad that I was hoping to die in this. It seems so easy to let an outside force kill you, but when it comes to suicide I just can't do it. Oh well, such is my life. I guess. 

I currently have no power still. Most of florida that it hit doesnt. Lots of flooding, lots of downed trees etc. 

In any case, I'm still here if anyone cared. Hope ya'll are doing well. 