Im really struggling with my weight at the moment i’m a 22F, 5ft 3 and 39kg I know by bmi standards i’m underweight but every time I see myself I feel like my thighs and stomach are getting bigger is that even possible? Everything I wear makes me look huge and repulsive. I feel so guilty for worrying about all this and being so vein when there are people out there going through so much worse but I can’t seem to focus on anything else my mind is consumed with losing weight. All that aside I feel like my life is falling apart I’m struggling to feel any sort of happiness, it’s getting to the point I don’t want to be around people because I feel like I’m the biggest burden and just suck the life out of everyone and everything, It makes me so feel so shit because I know I have some amazing people in my life but I can’t help but think everyone is just better off without me it would make all there lives so much easier if I wasn’t around ruining everything. I don’t want to feel like this anymore I don’t know what else to do.