Hi, 
I'm a 23yo guy, I've never been diagnosed with BPD nor have I visited any Dr. 
In struggling with many things right now like suicidal thoughts (but I can't commit suicide because of my family and religion), I practice self harm like cutting and punching among other things.
While going through r/BPD and r/BPDmemes, I read stories of people and can relate to many of those posts and some even exactly express the things I feel.
Idk what to do sometimes the thoughts in my head get so overwhelming I just feel like banging it.
So idk if I have bpd but I really feel I do.
I made a new account because I didn't want me friends to know I'm posting here and sorry you had to read this and sorry if I wasted your time.
I just dk what to do.
Thank you