how am I expected to trust someone as my best friend when they spend time with people who have hurt me deeply on a regular basis? I don’t understand. we’re 21, we should be better than that. Jesus.
I am always the last priority. it hurts. I give everything I have. 
I am always the last one standing. I’m so tired. the world is caving in around me and a keep sinking and sinking and nobody will throw me a rope to help