So I don't really have a lot of friends because I destroy everything I get close too but some old friends wrote to me yesterday and we went to a party and I had some fun in the first time since forever.
We made plans to go out again today and they even called me in the morning to see how I was doing which felt awesome. My friend said he'd call me in the evening and we would meet up but now it's evening and... nothing.
I don't know how to handle this, I feel so incredibly hurt and alone.
This was one of the biggest reasons as to why I stopped being around people.
 Part of me wants to write to them and ask why but another doesn't want to be lied to. What would you do in my position?