Gf of 10 years just left me. I dont think I can continue. We got engaged 2 years ago and bought a house. And she just up and leaves saying she needs to be by herself to figure it out. All.our mutual friends are telling me that even though it hasn't been a week she is generally happier and has no want to work on anything or try again. Idk who I am without her. I dont have hobbies and don't have friends. My family isn't close and I've really only ever had her family. And its gone. I feel so lost and terrified. I can't even be in the house at night without all the lights on. I dont want to continue doing this anymore. I feel traumatized. Blindsided. I already feel like I'm dying. I can't sleep can't eat. I can't focus on anything else. Not work not tv can't play video games. I have nothing and I'm all alone