Idk like sometimes I want to be with someone that has BPD like me so maybe I wont feel alone but then I think maybe that would be extremely difficult hard/exhausting.

But feeling alone feel hard and exhausting. Idk maybe I will feel like that no matter who I am with.

I wish making BPD friends was easier but were all kinda flaky (i mean i am) and we tend to fixate on people.

sorry if this sounds negative.