 Idk how to explain it but even if something goes right I feel depressed. Like I was looking for a job and felt like a pos for not having one but now that I have one I’m still depressed it’s a less comfortable depressed. It’s an anxious depressed. I’m tired of this dark cloud following me around no matter what I do. I don’t enjoy life and I don’t know how to change that. I’ve gone on meds, I started exercising when I can and I got a job but it just seems like I can never be fixed.