I guess I'm lucky that I'm still functioning. I still have a job (although at the risk of losing it), keep myself tidy and do some extra things to have more money, I feel I may be depressed. I've been diagnosed before and the condition goes up and down depending on the situation. Due to some incidents, I'm now running out of steam, I lose interest doing things I used to enjoy, I stop exercising, I feel low emotionally. I feel the need of companion but don't feel having the energy to maintain it. How to get out of the vicious cycle?

I've been diagnosed before and tried few medicine but don't feel the medication really work for me.