He is my last rock. I escaped an abusive relationship earlier this year, and was sexually assaulted soon after. Both of these people were my close friends, and becoming the victim of them ultimately ruined everything about that friend group. I got very depressed end almost suicidal after. 
 I go to a very small college and I have no other friends. My boyfriend has kept me sane these past few months and I know he can’t take it anymore. I would never try to guilt him, but I don’t know what to do. I know I’m going to spiral and I still have one more semester. I’m so scared.