Do you ever just wish you could look into the future to see if you go through with it? Like, that would help settle it once and for all. Looking 20 years down the line and seeing that my sorry a$$ was still kicking would take the guess work out. And if I look 20 years into the future and I’m in the ground then that would also be a relief. Like I know there’s a finite amount of hell I have to go through and it’ll be over soonish.