My whole life feels consumed by anxiety. I’m only a teenager. I’m afraid to say certain things to certain people with the fear that they’ll use it against me some how and expose me with it. I’m afraid to even have fun half the time cause I always feel like it will bite me in the ass in the future. I’m scared to do so many things cause I’m so scared I’ll get in trouble for it some how some way. I hate living in fear. I just want to have fun.