im still confused and i can't keep my thoughts straight apparently im bipolar or that's why they said i was on meds i think i don't know lol. i still can't tell but i think everyone's trying to keep me here and im fighting against my own perception because i think it's also trying to keep me here and i don't hear voices or see things but everything is a sign. yes i can type properly just not rn idk how to express my thoughts and i forget them a lot. it could be the adderall but i don't take it every day like not today and i don't take my vraylar i feel bad but i don't want to