Since 2017 I've been sexually active almost EVERYDAY and it felt very very very good. However my parents are cery conservative and I hate going against them.... but when I was with my then bf it felt great and I didnt feel guilt because I thought I would end up w him. But now we've broken up it's been almost a year we still talk but we havsnt had sex in months.... and randomly the guilt is coming up for having premarital sex. I cannot tell my parents this to come clean because if I do so they will probably kick me out or play victim and cry over the way they raised me. 

I still have a very high sex drive but even that is making me feel bad now... what can I do about the guilt? Anxiety group therapy and counseling didnt help one bit