I just spend $340 today impulsively I wanted to save money I don't know what happens sometimes I just loose all control and buy everything my hands touch it gives me gratification for just a second then I end up having terrible remorse. I know I can make the money back I just don't know why I love to throw it away I'm not even happy with the products I bought. Why do I do this? Anyone else struggle with this. I could've spend the money on something more meaningful but I implusively spend $180 on sex toys for no reason so I forsure can't return them. Fuck me dude.