lately i’ve been feeling awful. I feel like nothing is real. everything just feels so surreal. I feel like i’m trapped inside my body if that makes sense. I’m also having terrible death anxiety. from the second I wake up till the second I go to sleep it’s all I think about. I feel like i’m on the verge of an anxiety attack at any point. I get this uneasy feeling like all the time. I can never relax and I feel like my mind is never calm. I just have this feeling like something bad is going to happen. I just feel really off. I don’t know what to do. i’m also having terrible agoraphobia and I can’t even leave my house without panicking. I want to be me again this is so terrible. am I dying? I’m only 18 and there was so much I wanted to do. I cant stand the constant being in fear. It’s so tiring.