Hello everyone. I'd like to post something positive for once.

I've been exclusively dating someone since July and we have been official for two months now.
As you all can imagine, being in a relationship can be so hard when you have BPD.

From October on we had weird fights like every week. I admit it's mostly my fault because I overreacted A LOT.

It got really shitty till we had a huuuuge fight around three weeks ago. Mistakes were made on both sides. The fight dragged me down so much. I cried the following days and found it hard to trust my partner.

However, it has gotten MUCH better. I spoke to him about what had hurt me so much and apologized again after a week. Since then, I've slowly become calmer. The nightmares only occur every few nights insteaf of every night now. I barely panic anymore. 


I guess there is hope. 
I guess this can keep getting better.
We all can do this. 

Just wanted to spread some positivity. ♡