Hey everybody, 

I did a huge Google research to find people who had similiar experiences but I wasnt succesful with that.

I struggle with anxiety since 7-8 years now. Sometimes its better, sometimes its just bad.

And when its bad I spent too much time on social media, stalking persons I‘ve never met and will never met and sometimes some persons cringe me so much that it gives me huge anxiety.

But not because Im a judgy fella, much more because I see some abstract parallels between them and me and I start thinking „What If I‘m exactly like this person and no one is telling me that?“ 

I often have thoughts like this. Being not in „the reality“, being the weird-bad-abnormal-cringe one, who doesn‘t realize or see it. 

I only have this fears with persons I don‘t like and I fear to become.

Sorry for my english tho, I could have use a translator but I chosed authenticity. 

Did some of you make similiar experiences? How do you cope with that? Is there a name for it?

Thank you very much in advance!