When will this depression end? It never does. I’m 27 and I’ve had this since high school. I’m good for like a week at the longest and then it crashes down on me. I’m sick of work. I’m sick of anxiety and panic attacks. Medication only does so much and i still have the issues. I want a boyfriend to feel loved and cuddle with at night, to feel touch. Living with depression and anxiety is a never ending and exhausting battle and I wish it would leave me alone.