I do this from time to time and the best thing to do is distract myself. So, an aunty of mine (mother's childhood best friend) was found dead last night, and that's about all I know. My blood aunt passed last year. And then I get to thinking about how the people I know is a shrinking group. My mind goes forward and imagines the passing of everyone else, one by one, and the loneliness grows like a sinking feeling. It scares the shit out of me.  


Life sucks. What did we do to deserve this?  
That's a t-shirt right there lmao  
Just gotta keep laughing.