Backstory: we started seeing each other a month ago, and he promised me last weekend that we would go to his hometown for his sister’s bday party and introduce me to his family. 
Well, that didn’t happen and we didn’t speak the whole weekend. He didn’t apologize or anything. It felt like I made the whole thing up before I re-read his texts.

None the less, we went on a walk and I told him calmly, how I was disappointed in his broken promise...and he basically made a joke out of it. Like in the moment, I felt silly for being so upset. Like things come up, it’s not his fault, and  I’m so blessed to have someone like him in my life. We head back to his place, have some wine, and things went extremely south....


He wasn’t very affectionate that night. And it made me angry. I don’t know why nor how, but we had sex. I remember in the moment enjoying his attention and physical intimacy, but afterwards i felt alone.

Maybe it’s my period, or my chemical imbalance.
Ok I’m done.

TLDR: I’m an idiot that always wounds up in shitty situationships 