I’ve been dealing with self harm, bi polar disorder, manic depression, anxiety and suicidal ideation for sometime now. I’m currently taking seroquel and bouts of Lexapro. I feel like I don’t have a personality anymore... I use to be lively years and years ago but questioning my reality has got me fucked up having existential crisis. I can’t have communication with someone unless I’m high (I do cocaine, and I have a dependency) and idk what to do anymore. anyone else lose sight of who they are while under chemical imbalance?