Hey, ill keep this short,

I have dated this guy for year and half, you can imagine, it was hard, it was fun, all that. the last 2 months, he kept freaking out, and I was actually feeling alright, he tried to break up 1 time, and the second time he did, I was like, fuck but what can I do, he is unhappy. So, I moved out, and I wrote him once that I need to pack my shit, and he kept almost barking at me from facebook, and last friday I went out to a party, and told his friends I would be there, so he could avoid me. And, he got there and stayed all night, talking to whoever, I was soooo pissed, cause Im so hurt but I accepted the pain, so a few days later, I let go of the anger, afterall its alright not to wanna be with someone, and I wrote him that im sorry I didnt say hi, hope you are doing good. he hasnt replied in days, and my question is, what the fuck is HE angry about? he didnt want this, and I accepted it. or then, why the fuck go to the same party and stand in one spot all night? what am I supposed to think or do? this hurts so much, he was the guy I wanted the most in my life, this just hurtsss, what should I do :"| 

Jesus I meant advice -_- 