I was told by my therapists he can't diagnosis me. I was already diagnosed bpd in 2917 and it seemed to click. Now I feel like after hearing this news nothing makes sense anymore. That's im helpless. I've been in a drinking binge and a sex binge with my ex. And I can't seem to stop. I sober up and plunge back into drinking after working SO hard at therapy and getting my shit together. I worked on harm reduction and dbt skills and now everything feels like a whirlwind. I feel like I'm going to explode too many feelings going on. I blew up in my therapist and keep texting him how I want a fucking answer as to why I suffer so much. How long must this mental anguish keep happening for someone to just tell me what's wrong and what's happening.