I'm a pathetic excuse for a human, I do nothing with my life but eat, sleep, and is just a waste of space, I have no friends and have a hard time keeping friends, I have no dedication to anything I do and have nothing to live for, I hate myself and everything I do. I have thought of and attempted to end my life before, I'm just a burden to the people I love, I frequently think of the ways I should commit suicide. I hate my body and the person I have become. I contribute nothing to myself my family or society, I am truly worth nothing. My disorders prevent me from doing anything efficiently.