I lost my dad, then grandfather, then grandmother all within 3 months. I got a huge inheritance and wasted it all. Bought a convertible Benz, a business, had a 4 bedroom house a cat I loved and was with who I thought was my soulmate. He became abusive psychologically and physically and ended up leaving him and driving to north Carolina to live with my very hot and wealthy lawyer. But I stopped at a friend's house about an hour from my destination. I had my cat with me and all of my things were in storage here in DC. I ended up getting pulled over and arrested for driving on suspended. My so called friend kicked my cat out right in the middle of hurricane Florence. I NEVER LOVED AN ANIMAL SO MUCH. I never found out what happened to her. I called every animal rescue place in the area but no word at all. I still cry about her and have so much guilt. While in jail my car got impounded in the hurricane and was ruined. I ended up in an emergency hurricane shelter in extreme shock. So now, with PTSD and my Bdp I am taking the bus, cant work anymore and dont know how to begin again. I literally lost everything I cared about and my lifestyle is the exact opposite of what it was. Seeking advice. I have a therapist and go to the gym every day but it only keeps me barely functioning.