but i can’t get one in the near future. i’ve already missed enough school as is, with sports, illness, dentist appointments, and other things. i have a math test tomorrow, i have driving lessons wednesday, i work thursday and friday, and i play 2 games this weekend for my favourite sport, which is supposed to be my main escape from my anxiety, but these last 3 days its been the main cause. i just want a day to myself.