Had an incident where I thought someone walked into my house while I was in my bedroom in the morning. Police checked it out and they think I didn’t close the door properly and the wind blew it open. I hope that’s what happened. 

I just can’t get this anxiety to go away that they won’t respond quick enough if I really do have an emergency. It felt like forever for someone to pick up the phone. 

I keep telling myself that it was probably the wind, but I just had to move furniture in front of both house doors and my bedroom door to try and feel calmer. Getting a security camera to be safe and I’m figuring out a place to stay for a few days to give myself time to calm down. 

I feel exhausted but I can’t calm down enough to sleep. All this on top of the incredibly busy/ stressful week I was already having. :/