So this guy I've been seeing is going to Vegas this weekend with his brothers and cousins. I'm so anxious and nervous about it. Im scared he'll hit on girls or dance with them or hook up with them, I'm just so self conscious and even him being around pretty girls makes me feel terrible. I have hardly any friends here but I NEED to keep myself occupied especially during the night or else I'll end up getting super depressed and I'm scared I might hurt myself. I'm thinking of just going to a club by myself one night and then maybe hanging out with some guys off tinder, and just being drunk or high every day he's away. I'm so nervous and I know I'm going to have an anxiety attack. Please help me please suggest something for me to do to get my mind off of it :(