Damn, it hurts... I don't even know where to start...
 When I was 7 my mother started cheating on my dad and soon left. I wanted her to come back and we were speaking on the phone once and I asked "Mom, when are you coming home?" And she simply said that she doesn't know.
 When I was 9, I almost lost my father due to a car crash. It happened on the Easter day. He got a tree branch in his head but survived. He is now almost blind but he copes somehow and that just breaks my heart.
 11 My grandfather died before my eyes... he had cancer.
 15 My grandma died next to me in her sleep. She was the person who looked after me, taught me, helped me. She was like a mother to me...
19 got diagnosed with clinical depression. My thoughts are unclear, got memory problems. I've got 2 jobs and study at university and i have recording studio. I'm tired of this life. I wanna go to sleep and never wake up...