I'm good at lying to get out of hard situations and to protect myself. For example, I'm extra honest/up front with bosses about certain things so I can BS later and they would never think I'm lying. I also notice when I'm feeling worse I will lie more.

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I've gotten a lot better about it with people in my real life, but sometimes I will go on Reddit and lie to stir shit up because I'm upset. Or sometimes I'll make a story sound cooler than it actually was. I know I'm a bad person when I do this and need to stop. I'm planning on bringing this up with my therapist... I guess I just want to confess about it. I also told my partner so I stay accountable because I don't want to lie to them.

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I have Bipolar Disorder and have been told I have BPD traits, but I probably don't have it because I have never wanted to hurt/kill myself and some other factors.