I’ve never had a nervous/mental breakdown like this before except one, and that was over something bigger. This one is simply because I can’t function like a normal person should and it makes me feel crazy and pathetic. Some background of me: I’ve had a rough senior year; I lost friends and the ones I have left aren’t great. One in particular threatened to blackmail me (it wasn’t justified at all), I can’t get myself to eat anything with too many carbs or any added sugar. I’ve always had problems with my self image. The only thing keeping me stable is my hair which gives me confidence and helps my appearance. Without it I feel like I have nothing. Today my salon person dyed my hair too dark and now the one thing keeping me upright is gone for at least a week. I completely fell apart later and I’ve been crying listening to the same song for hours and want to destroy everything.