We have been together for 1 year and eights months and married 1 year of that. This has never happened before and he recently had changed his antidepressant. The fight was about there being muddy paw prints on the wall from over dog because my husband (25M) shined a red laser light on the wall while playing with our dog. I was upset but I did not yell and said I really don’t want you playing that game in here because it makes the walls look gross. He snapped and went off on me saying “well what are you going to do when we have a kid? Things are going to get messy” I’m pregnant right now so that hurt my feelings. I said “yeah I get that but that’s a child not a dog”. He then starting yelling that our dog “Sophie” is family. I said I know that but she’s still a dog and that’s not the same as a human child. He was pissed at me left the dinning room and turned off the light while I was still sitting there. He pushed me into the couch when I got up to walk to the bedroom. He squeezed my head and said stop acting like I make your life miserable. 

I ran off into the bedroom where he continued to yell at me while I was crying. He yelled at me and only stopped when I responded to nothing which pissed him off more and so he went back to the living room. I fell asleep crying. I woke up in the middle of the night to him laying next to me having a seizure. He had taken all of his antidepressants. I called 911 and he was taken to the hospital. 

The hospital wouldn’t let me see him because he said the reason he did it was because we had a fight. The next day when I was allowed to see him I stayed the entire time visiting hours allowed for two days. Then he was sent to a psychiatric hospital due to suicide attempt. They do not allow visitors due to covid- only a ten minute phone call certain days of the week. I’m sad, pregnant and alone on the holidays. Crying because I miss him and confused. Any advice on how to held this? 

TLDR husband blames me for hospitalization but is remorseful for being placed in hospital