I can feel the anxiety in my whole body. The pounding heart, the dizziness the nausea. My head hurts and I feel weak. I am heading towards work and I have no clue how I am supposed to make it through the day without breaking down. I just want to lay down on my bed and disappear. It is THAT bad again. I just keep hoping for a way out. For my boss to fire me. For my body to give up. I am so damn exhausted. Why is everything so exhausting. I just wish I could be not nervous for a second.