What am I doing? Is this even how the world should work? Need money to do anything? Some people have everything, some people have nothing. Some kids have it all, some nothing? What is this life? You have to keep on  working for anything you need. You earn, you pay those loan givers and again you work hard you earn, and again pay them. Is that why I live? I am tired. Oh no? I can’t take a break because they are coming again next month to ask for more. How do i come out of this? Everything I do I think about money, no idea, no love for doing, just how much money can it give me???????????? What is this? Everyone say they have a passion for something, I don’t know what mine is as I always worked for money. 

I am working my ass off to build a powerful base of money so that i solve other problems on top of that base. I hate people. I hate them. Kind people don’t have a chance in this cruel world ruled by unkind.  My parents are nice people but seeing them struggle so much I will never be kind. I hate this world. 