I have been waiting so long for this film to come out and I couldn't wait to watch it with my girl. But recently anxiety has been really bad and because the movie is quite dark but also very loud at certain points all I felt was anxiety. I never wanted to just curl up in a ball and wait for a film to finish so much in my life. There was a couple moments where the film calmed down and I eventually was able to collect myself. But it's just so annoying that this shit disease will ruin absolutely anything if you let it. Fuck me is it tiring.