I have always preferred being kept busy, like working a full-time job and also going to school whilst also juggling other hobbies and tasks. The chaos of it is addictive for me although not always necessarily enjoyable. I find myself madly bored and or empty on days that I’m not doing something. If I have mass amounts of free time I end up craving social interaction or anything to appease the boredom, even if I had gone out of my way to get out of something like class or plans. Any thoughts on routine with BPD? Do you need it in your everyday life to feel like you can properly function without feeling empty/worthless?