Its all entirely my own fault but I've never seen them argue so much before. They are sleeping in separate beds. They've been married for 26 years and never has this happened before. I lied about taking the full doses of my medication (seroquel) because I can't handle the Panic attacks it gives me after I take it any more. I've been taking quarter doses instead of the full because i can't fucking cope with it any more. My parents manage my medication but i deceived them and have been taking the lower dose for the last week and they found out. I shouldn't have lied. I'm not making this post for sympathy, I know I've fucked up, but i need help in dealing with what's just happened. They started to argue about what happened when I was last admitted to hospital and were screaming at each other and are sleeping in different rooms. Like i said, this has never happened they never argue let alone sleep in different beds. I've always grown up in a household where you don't let the sun go down on your anger. I'm in fucking pieces how do i solve this between them. I've fucked up so hard and it's all my fault. I've posted this already in the bipolar subreddit but I need help man I'm in pieces what the fuck have i done