My mental health is getting worst but I feel like I want it to keep going. Like I’m in real physical and mental pain but I’ve detached myself so much from my feelings that I just feel like watching. It’s like a good dramatic movie I’m watching every days and I don’t want it to stop because if it does then I have to turn off the tv and face my other problems. I feel like I should probably tell that to my psychiatrist and not my phone but I will forget to do so I just know it 💀💀