I'm at this point where I know I need help but I refuse to get it for two reasons,
1. I'm terrified to get diagnosed with anything
2. Other people are worse than me and I've survived worse..
I feel like I don't deserve help and I feel like if I ever got help and then got a diagnosis it would ruin my life one way or another. I'm so scared and I don't know what to do because I know I won't willingly get help. Does anyone possibly have advice?