Disclaimer: I'm only 13 and I don't have any diagnosis

School is the bane of my existence. I hate it so much. I hate the atmosphere, the people, the boring classes, and pretty much everything about it. I have to go back to school tomorrow after a long Christmas break and all I did was sleep and talk to my two friends. I feel terrible about everything and I'm so scared to go to school

I always feel incredibly on edge at school, as if something terrible could happen at any moment. It feels like everyone is staring, watching, talking behind my back about me. I can't take it anymore. I don't know what to do. I can't sleep and I'm just so scared.