 

i've had enough &amp; am tired. i got depressed in 2018 tried meds, therapy &amp; couldn't continue coz i cannot afford it. it keeps getting worse &amp; worse. I don't have a good family. I've two real life friends i met in school days but they live miles away. I'm 21. waiting for university entrance results. in a bankrupt country. things are never getting better &amp; people talk about how their lives used to be good before all this economic collapse but tbh I've never had a life that I want to live. it's a curse to live long. I just want this fuckery to end, and if it's only gonna get even worse I don't see a point in continuing.