in all honesty, i feel a deep resentment for them both (and for good reason) especially the fact that i now have to live with the consequences of their actions. it’s shameful to admit but i hate to see either of them happy in their lives, because i honestly think they don’t deserve it since i have never had that privilege. i think they should be the upmost apologetic and ashamed, and should be begging for my forgiveness. but instead, they don’t see how they’re at fault. and i can’t force them too.


at this point, it’s only me who their actions continue to affect, and of course they don’t care, it isn’t their everyday reality like it is mine. how do you even overcome resentment for your parents? is it even possible at this point?