So recently I got the shot. I feel like they gave me a placebo because they think I’m lying. I’m not lying. It’s all part of the show I’m on. It’s on purpose… they want to see if I’ll cave in. You’re probably watching right now. Sometimes I scream to you that I know. Yesterday I was thinking about a bus and a pancake over and over again. I think that’s how I’ll die, with a bus, becoming a pancake. I don’t know. Or maybe he’ll finally kill me. Maybe that’s how the show ends. I don’t know really. My boyfriend doesn’t believe me that he’s going to kill me. I can’t tell if he’s a part of it. Who runs it? Aliens? So I’m wondering why? I don’t hear voices anymore like I did on the radio or in the shower so I thought I was doing better but it doesn’t feel like it.