 

Hi, long story short, heres the antidepressants i've been on so far:

Citalopram purely because my mom is on it and it works well for her, I'd been on it 5-6 years, it helped my depression because i remember having a mental breakdown when i stopped taking it however the side effects were really getting to me. I had no libido at all, was putting on weight excessively and exhausted 24/7.

After that I was put onto escitalopram, then sertraline and they was exactly the same, they helped but couldn't stand the side effects.

After being referred to a physiatrist he put me onto amitriptyline which was the worst week of my life, i felt like i had vertigo, constant dizziness and sickness it was horrible.

Next was paroxetine which didn't help at all just made me exhausted.

Currently i'm on duloxetine which is making me have constant brain fog, i feel spaced out all the time like i'm not myself it's so strange, it's like i'm watching someone else live my life, and constantly exhausted with no motivation at all. My memory has become terrible, i can't remember what i did last week it's very scary.

My question is, is there anything out there that anyone can suggest next? i'm in the uk so Wellbutrin isn't an option unfortunately. The main things I need help regarding are my overthinking, no motivation/exhausted all the time even after sleeping 14 hours a night, lack of determination and sex drive. I'm at my wits end I don't know what else to do, everything just feels very pointless and mundane.