I’m finally telling a professional about my mental health (aside from just saying I’m anxious) and I’m freaking out. It’s a virtual appointment and I really just want to not join the call. I’m worried I’ll mess up my words or not get my point across or seem like I’m self diagnosing. I’m worried about seeming too put together (I can mask almost to a fault) and then just putting it down to something minor when I know it’s something more. I just really need help at this point but I’m so scared to actually do the thing. Not sure why I’m posting this, just want to get it out into the universe I guess and hopefully get some of the stress out of my head.