I just want someone who will talk to me and understand what i go through with bipolar disorder. Everyone thinks being bipolar means your super moody kalm the time and that’s not true. I do things so impulsively, i feel terrible. I can’t empathize or sympathize people because i can’t understand peoples emotions and i can be a bit self absorbed, i’m basically a bitch according to my mother. I’m not in a crisis at all just want someone to talk to that can relate, i’m getting tired of me being me. No matter how many times you explain to someone what bipolar disorder is they never understand how we see the world, to me everybody is against me. I’m sorry for everyone who i have hurt but i cannot control it at all. I wish i was manic right now, life is fun when youre manic. Everything is positive and you comepletely forget all your problems. So yea that’s all i have to say if someone wants to talk me we can both vent to eachother because i wanna help someone :)