I’ve been trying to make an appointment for some time now to go back on medication because I can’t keep living like this. I’m actually really proud of myself cuz I’m really anxious about talking on the phone and I’m pushing against that to actually make appointments. But yet after like a month of trying, I still have yet to find a doctor who is available or takes my insurance that can help me. I just feel so defeated and don’t wanna feel like this anymore.