I've suffered from depression and anxiety for over three years now, and I feel more hopeless than ever. I've seen several different therapists and tried numerous medications to no avail. I recently tried to overdose on my medication and ended up in the hospital with a severe reaction to said medication. I was put on IV steroids for several days, and my mood actually improved. However, the effects of the steroids were short-lived, and I've found myself wishing for death once again. My therapist increased my sessions because of my suicide attempt, as he was previously trying to wean me off of therapy altogether. I have also started taking Gabapentin in addition to my established meds ( Vraylar, Buspar, and Prozac). I don't hold out much hope for these changes to therapy and medication as I've seen it all before. I feel like a lost cause at this point. Does it ever get better?