I have really bad anxiety. My roommates are really loud and throw parties a lot. I also have anorexia so to keep the hunger at bay, I drink a lot of water and diet sodas. My roommates were throwing a party and I had just drank about 3 water bottles. I had to pee really really bad but it was so loud outside my room, and when I finally got the courage to open the door to walk to the bathroom, something was thrown and people were shouting so I instantly shut the door. Eventually, I couldn't hold it anymore but I was way too scared to leave my room so I ended up peeing in my cat's litter box. I cleaned it right away but I just feel like a complete freak. I feel so bad for messing with my cat's territory and I hate that it was easier for me to piss in a fucking litter box than to just leave my room and walk to the bathroom.