I knew she was having a hard time with her feelings, I knew some things from our past still hurt her, that our friendship was damaged since she left for the first time. I knew it. And I couldn't do anything about it.

Today she sent me a message. She needs distance, she needs to find her own path, our friendship hurt her, **I** hurt her. And I couldn't do anything about it.

I'm the worst friend of all times. 

I just wish her to be happy, to find herself, to stop hurting.

But I would loved to be part of her happiness. I guess I was too naive.

I miss her. I feel betrayed and really, really sad.

Sorry, just needed to vent somewhere.