 

This post is going to be kinda long but I need to share some of the things that have been happening to me recently. If it is relevant, I am a 23 F college student 2 semesters from graduation. I am medicated for a generalized anxiety disorder (Setraline 100mg). I have pretty severe anxiety. I have begun to write down some strange things that have been happening over the past few weeks. Today was the worst in those two weeks.. Maybe you can offer some explanations as to why I am experiencing these things. I had originally posted this in the glitch in the matrix subreddit but it was taken down within 5 minutes.

1. I will eat something or take medication only for it to reappear right where it was placed.
2. I will think I have taken medication then forget if I have really taken it and how many I may have taken .
3. I will pass a car on the highway, look back, and the car will have completely disappeared - I triple check my blind spots.
4. I will enter a grocery store and the store itself doesn’t feel “real. The shelves and products feel like a movie set and the speaker/announcements and staff feel like an intentional distraction from the set.
5. My town feels extremely quiet right now, again,  like an intentional movie set.
6. I will forget simple things like the color of my toothbrush (I have roommates) and will have to remind myself that my toothbrush is the green one by process of elimination.
7. I have been having graphic nightmares and my memory is getting more and more fuzzy - I will go all day and then feel that the day has gone fast-forward.
8. I will cook/do simple tasks and feel robotic while doing them and kind of “snap” back into it afterward and be confused at how I did the task without really thinking about them.
9. I feel like people around me (strangers) are doing things to purposely inconvenience me. Cars pulling out infront of me suddenly, or people cutting me off in the grocery store.

I am not quite sure why these things have been happening but it truly feels like I am living in a simulation. Each of these things make me feel like I am in a similar position as Jim Carrey in the Truman Show. I am unsure if it is my anti-depressants or if I am experiencing a real glitch in the matrix..Any advice??