Lately I’ve been really struggling, I constantly feel disconnected from the world. It’s as if there’s a glass pane between me and other people. I’m living but it feels like I’m experiencing life from the back of my head. Everything is boring, when I start feeling bad I’ll drag myself out of bed and go for a walk, but I just feel so empty yet I’m feeling so much at once. I can’t connect with anyone, like I’m trying to socialise and talk to my friends but I just feel so far away and irritable for no reason. I got prescribed 50mg of Zoloft (Sertraline) 4 days ago and I don’t know whether I’m feeling better or worse, I just don’t feel like myself at all, but saying that I haven’t been myself for weeks.... I feel so alone but I don’t want to reach out to any of my friends as I don’t want it to look like I’m seeking attention. All I wanna do is curl up in a ball and cry