I keep having so many problems pop up in my life and everyone keeps telling me I'll get through it and I'm strong and whatever but I can't fucking take it anymore. I'm so mad and want to hurt everyone around me, scream in their faces how much I hate them and what they've done to me.... even if they haven't done anything. I'm so mad and feel so overwhelmed and I feel like I don't have a control on my BPD anymore because everything has gotten so hard. My anger is through the roof. I don't even care for anyone in my life anymore. I'm so apathetic and empty. I'm always the one to give so much emotional comfort and words of wisdom but when I have a problem it's.... nothing. Absolutely nothing. Nothing. Nothing. NOTHING. I'm so tired of the same bullshit being repeated to me day in and day out. "Keep your brain busy." "Just talk to XYZ" "have you thought of _____" well what do you think? What the fuck do you think? I wouldn't be here right now if those worked.