So I dated this guy about four months ago, and we broke up because he became really mean like he bullied my best friend for being a lesbian and called me a called me a slur. But I can’t help but feel like I wasn’t the nicest in our relationship and it’s eating me up. I just sent him a paragraph on I’m sorry if I made him feel uncomfortable during our relationship and I don’t know what to do. I’m literally shaking from how nervous I am. I feel like a horrible person because I know I can be destructive and I can’t help but feel like I ruined his life. All I want to do is curl up and hide. I feel physically sick. Like why do I feel like this I know he was bad and I don’t feel anything romantic towards him but i feel like if I don’t apologise this guilt is going to eat me up. Why am I like this does anyone else feel like this. Sorry if this turned into a vent I just don’t know what to do.