I'm a socially awkward extrovert. I'm not sure if such thing exists but, I get sooo much energy from hanging out and talking with others but also am really socially awkward, don't know how to start a conversation if we're not friends and today I had an aaaaamazingg day out with a friend I hadn't seen in a bit and I loved every moment of it, i tried to hide how happy I was inside.

But when I came home, I just got a little sad, like.. It's over.. Now I have to go back to my own reality... I don't click with most people, don't have that many friends as I wish because I'm shy and feel extremely lonely most of the time... I just wish all days were like this.