My friends ( I dont know if I Can even call them that) Will always make plans with each other when im sitting next to them and not even ask me. I feel like im nothing but a shadow or ghost observing other People’s lives. There are also prom soon and i dont have anyone to go with and worse its normal to bring your family. My friends knows i have depression and they havent been a help at all. They dont know this account but if they find then fuck you guys you have been one of the worst things for my mental health you barely ask how i am. Always me that need to start the conversation and you never ask if i want to go with you and a bigger fuck you to Thise who bullied me in School and never Said sorry or Anything i finally thought i could be free from you but then we end in the same class. Fuck life why is this a thing