Hi all thank you for the advice for my last post! 

So I have 2 choices, one being to continue not being able to engage with therapy and continuing to hurt myself, or to engage with the therapy.

I’ve talked to my family and they obviously want me to do the right choice. I know however that I am going to continue to get worse and worse as I am fixated on it.
The bad choices outcome means I am no longer under any mental health services care.

I have until Wednesday to decide if I am going to actually push myself to do the right thing but I know I won’t.

Any advice? 💕