In my teens I was Cristina from Vicky Cristina Barcelona "I just have to come face to face with the fact that I am not gifted. I can appreciate art and I love music but...it's sad really because I feel like I have a lot to express and I...am not gifted.", those words hit me so deep so I could not help but becoming her. My hair went from brown to blonde and my clothes from a moody teen to bohemian. And then there was Charlotte from Lost in Translation, funny enough played by the same actress. "I just don't know what I'm supposed to be.". But then there were others, Ramona Flowers and Clementine, the tragic Gia Carangi to Effy Stonem. And now? My clothes feel wrong, my hair, my body, my skin...I feel so lost and the need to be found again. 
Fuck even my username is stolen "I was always an unusual girl,
My mother told me I had a chameleon soul.
No morall compass pointing due north, no fixed personality.
Just an inner indecisiveness
That was as wide and as wavering as the ocean."