Okay so there isn't too much to explain. I am sick of living controlled and in a house with such toxic people, being a literal slave while at the same time, being hated, unappreciated and when it comes to my mental health: anxious. I am sick of having panick attacks everytime I hear the door open, knowing what's going to happen next. I am a 17 years old teenager, I experienced a lot of trauma and was promised a change when I moved out of my mother's house with my father. 


I need your help! Please! I want to run away and never be found at least by my parents. (They are divorced).
I've found some places where I could work and I was thinking about living in a hotel. I'm in the 11th grade where I live and I have to take the bus to that school. What more do I need to run away? What if they find me anyways? It's hard to report them since outside of what happens in our house they behave correctly. The only way out is to escape. I'd have to work and go to school but I don't care. Since my parents are divorced, my mother has full responsability over me. I only have the residence at my father's house which is in a different country. (Where I live). I want to be alone, I can't take this anymore. They didn't even care about me attempting a suicide, they rejected the idea that I should seek help.

Please, help me! I won't hurt myself, I just want to get out