and it is driving me up a fucking wall. 

So I googled "ignoring people with bpd" to see if I'm the only one that cannot stand this. Most of the discussions I found were people encouraging one another to ignore people with bpd. For some reason this made me really mad to read. I feel like it is so incredibly cruel, especially when I step back from an episode with a clearer head and already beat myself up over the behavior. Anyway sorry if I'm whining, I don't know where else to go and this silent treatment is killing me right now. 

So to get back to my original question before I googled it, does anyone else find this to be pretty much the worst "punishment" after an argument with an SO?