My doc said I should taper down and stop taking Carbamazepine because of its sideffect.

So I did.

And immediately after tapering, I experienced lots of visual hallucinations. 

It got so severe and I went to doc today. After listening to my story, my doc said thus: "We all wanted to deny this for a long time, but you are bpd2 and c-ptsd with pyschotic features. I know it is a hard to accept but you have to accept it."


I am just... so... I really did not want this to happen but it did happen. Regardless of my will.


I always wanted to marry someone and have children. But yeah.