i’m curious because i think i’m emetophobic but i’m not sure if i actually am because when other people vomit i can hold their hair and even though it’s gross i don’t mind cleaning it up. but it’s been 7 years since i did it and i forgot how it felt. what makes me anxious is the before because i’m just not certain what it’s going to be like. however, i really don’t mind making myself do it because i think that would solve the problem of me not knowing what it’s like. is this emetophobia? or is it normal for people who haven’t vomited in multiple years?