I try my best to understand him, I try really hard to do my best for him. I leave him moments alone, I don't talk to him too much when I see that he is not himself. But every day when I come home from work I'm in a good mood (I'm a very cheerful and happy person) and the second I walk into the apartment I can feel the bad energy in the room. It immediately puts me in a bad mood.

If I ask him what's wrong he immediately gets angry so I don't do it anymore and just go to another room. I love him, I love him very much. But because of his depression, I am no longer happy with him. I'm trying a lot and I want it to work but I feel stuck in a corner, I don't know what to do to improve our couple, I can't do anything. I feel like he's the one who should make an effort, but I know you can't control depression. 

Sometimes I even stay longer at work because I know that when I get home he will make me feel like my whole day has crushed me even when I had a great day. I can't even tell him about my days and all stuff anymore because he's too busy being "mad"

I’m so tired of that and i really don’t know what to do.