Maybe I’m just being dramatic but they aren’t there for me I can’t call them I can’t talk to them I’m only valuable of / when it’s of their convenience/convenient for them. It’s like I know they don’t care about me but I’m kind of just there - barely see them - I’ve just known these people my whole life but I’m starting to realise they don’t care about me. I’ve been depressed from about 16-21 (21 now) they’ve never been concerned or showed any care even through I’ve shown clear signs I’m out of it maybe it’s because I’m a boy and boys suck at any sort of emotional connect ‘KepP hEaD Up BrRo’ maybe I’m the problem. Who knows. Who cares. Feel like giving up but there’s nothing to give