Does anyone else feel just this never ending feeling of dissatisfaction? No matter what I do I just can’t feel happy or enjoyment or like I’m having fun. It’s lead me to do sort of manic things like running away and cutting and trying to get drunk even though I’m underaged just so I can try and feel something lively. If anyone else feels this way I could really use some tips and advice bc I’m feeling so incredibly stuck and hopeless and I’m getting a little suicidal again. I just want something in my life that isn’t just sitting around on my bed and being on my phone.