i always seem to make things worse for myself.. i never make the right decisions? can’t seem to do anything right.i’m basically a failure i never do anything, im basically a waste of space. i feel pretty bad for my parents they have to see me struggle so badly mentally and nothing they’ve tried doing has helped. i wish i could be a better person for them. i just want to make them proud but i don’t think that will happen any time soon. i feel like i only disappoint them.