All my appointments for my therapist are on a waitlist. I have no idea were i am in line so im asking here first, then I’ll of course ask her after. 

I constantly hear music in my bedroom. Its only my bedroom, and only me that can hear it. Its some type of electronic music, no lyrics. Its usually this same sound but sometimes i hear christmas music or another basic noise. I feel like im going to lose my mind. Im the only one that can hear it. Theres nothing around me that can make these noises, I’ve checked. 

Whats happening?? Ive a history of MDD, BPD, GAD, ARFID. Only once in the past have I experienced hallucinations, though it was visual shadow people or animals. 

The music never stops. I sleep with it. I live with it. I’m losing my mind over it. It never stops and the only peace I get in my room is when im asleep. The sound overwhelms me as its constant and it seems to make me more sensitive to everything. It just keeps repeating and repeating. Im losing myself to it. 

Please help.