Ran into someone I knew at a cafe, sofa and coffee table setup. Chatted to him for about an hour with him sat properly on the sofa and me on the opposite side arm of it. Being a fucking idiot, whilst I was sitting cross legged I didn't even notice that I'd idly picked a scab open promptly started to bleed a moderate amount. I feel the blood on my hand and  quickly move it and stuff it in my coat pocket hoping I've not been noticed, this happened as we were saying goodbye and just about to leave.

I really care about what this person thinks of me because I've got a lot of anxiety about not being liked by people in general,  and imagine how you'd react if someone just casually picks a scab in front of you and starts bleeding. I know I'm disgusting and awful, I didn't even realise I was doing it, I hope to christ he didn't notice