Our school is a very elite school. In middle school, students were doing precalculus, studying for the SAT, studying for the AMC, and learning about quantum physics. They get A+s and As in nearly every subject. And although this might sound exaggerated, it's actually true. In fact, a "typical" student in our school do this. This is just the norm. 

And I am lagging behind the norm. 

Im falling behind on every subject. Receives Bs and B+s. Rarely a A.  Currently studying for SAT.Gets a  really bad score on the SSAT because my reading and vocabulary percentiles are so low. Studies for AMC 10 but only gets half of the questions right while my classmates only get 3-5. Writes crappy essays with redundant vocabulary.

I am a fucking failure. :)