I have been having several anxiety attacks over this, i need to get a negative PCR test to enter Japan (where my studies, job, friends, apartment are) but several sources tell me that after catching COVID-19, PCR tests can be positive for up to 90 days. I was going to leave this weekend but had to cancel my plane ticket. I can't wait that long or I will lose my job, I cannot pay my rent, and i feel like my friends are forgetting about me. I don't have many friends here in my home country and I am so isolated I cry literally every day. I originally went here to spend the holidays with my family but now I regret it so much. My boyfriend in Japan fucking cheated on me with one of my best friends and I can do absolutely jack shit about it. They are probably still fucking as we speak. Fuck my life, seriously. 

I hate the fact that this is just a waiting game, I can't KNOW when my PCR test will turn negative again, so i just have to sit and do absolutely nothing. It's making my mental health deteriorate.