I’ve been depressed/suicidal for well over a decade and just gone through the motions. I’ve pacified myself with drugs with some success, but now approaching 30 and having no friends or anything positive going on, I’m really wondering if there’s any point in this anymore. I’ve always been able to make enough money to get by but it’s all for nothing with such an empty personal life. From a strangers perspective, is there any salvaging this existence?