started talking with this girl after my closest friend told her about me bc she's looking for someone new to mingle with and possibly date in the future. i was happy about it, she's honestly great and understandable and i'm starting to like her, everything was going smoothly then i had an episode and a hectic week.

i'm not sure if she's aware that i've been diagnosed with bd but i'm having a hard time talking to people during a depressive episode and as much as i want to talk to her and continue our conversation, i can't bring myself to. i just hope that she doesn't take my aloofness personally, i have no plans to ghost her or what because i'm looking forward to meet her in 2 weeks. let's just hope this goes well...