
Thankfully I feel I’m edging closer to my baseline. 

I’m content and totally okay with the break up. I know what’s best for me. 

I. Am. Tired. 

I couldn’t tell you the last time I showered..: it’s been that long (okay probably 3 days). And that’s so not me- AT ALL. 

I’ll shower tomorrow for sure. I know my energy is coming back. 

I had therapy today and it was so good! I’m doing a good job overall and my therapist kinda interrupted me, congratulated me and then apologized for interrupting but that she was just so proud of me. **That felt like victory**. I’m proud of me too. 

I’ve still not text *him* and that’s a success. I’m taking care of me, slowly, surely, lovingly.