I had an old FP last year who I remained friends with (stopped being my FP during the friendship). He hurt me a lot in the past but he apologized. Last week, I started getting really depressed and started to isolate myself from people, and I essentially told him (pretty nicely) that I won’t talk to him anymore, as I felt like the friendship had an expiration date, and he had a tendency to be unintentionally rude. The day after, I looked in the mirror and saw that I was wearing earrings he got for me on my 20th birthday and I began to feel really guilty about cutting him off. He also talked me through my admission into the mental hospital. 
Am I an asshole?