Went on a road trip with my sister and brother for his medical appointment, felt like a third wheel all throughout the trip, just got home. My teacher contacted a crisis line because I texted her a suicidal message, cop talked to me before I got home. Didn't hug my brother, cursed at each other then went into my house for him to follow me and then get agitated when I wouldn't go and give my sister a hug. Punched more holes into my bedroom door and started kicking it, yelled and cursed at my mother and threatened to kill myself in front of my school and her and also threatened to bury myself alive and light myself on fire in front of her. Horrible night, thinking about ending it all tonight. And this short paragraph isn't all of it either.