Has anyone else self sabotaged their once great life because of their depression? Until my first depressive episode I was a star student, a great friend and sister and daughter. I was so responsible and smart and people loved me. Four years later and I’ve wrecked friendships, my finances, and my great “potential” seems like a distant memory. I don’t know how to repair all the stuff I’ve broken. I feel like a horrible person and I’m trying everyday to pull myself a little higher out of the hole I made all on my own. 

If anyone has any stories about how far they’ve come I could really use the inspiration. I’m not giving up but damn I need to see that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I need to know the damage isn’t irreparable. Especially with personal relationships.

Thanks 🙏🏻