I tried to unalive myself when I was 16 and now I'm 18. It's been two years since I tried to actually doe and I honestly wish I died. My psychiatrist diagnosed me with Depression and anxiety and now I have sleep anxiety so that's great. I've been prescribed 60mg of Prozac per day and I don't take it cause Im scared of PSSD. I've started to workout and eat healthier this week and honestly, I felt really good but tdy, when my lecturer raised his voice at me (he didn't mean to) I just cried and I low-key thought abt doing it again. This isn't tye first time where i have been feeling good for the whole week and then I relapse back to a state of depression. Will this ever go away or am I going to experience this for the rest of my life?