Where do I start... So roughly 3 months ago I was diagnosed with drug induced psychosis, however this was not a surprise to me. AT ALL. I went through the whole seeing shit your not suppose to see when your younger blah blah blah no sympathy needed, but pretty much I saw some fucked up shit. This inevitably lead to the consumption of drugs as I was young, confused and full of RAGE, I mean real anger. The drugs was a source of comfort when really all I thought it was at the time was fun. Just fun. The drugs were filling a void that seeped deep into my heart. Now to this day I have to deal with the repercussions of excessive drug use. I usually wake up in a rage or at least agitated, but nothing at all is wrong. My mind builds up scenarios that are just pure negativity. (SO cheating on me, people trying to kill me, people trying to rape SO) and they stick and stick and stick in my mind. It’s a constant cycle of negativity, depression, manic and rage. I have hallucinations of demons and other spirits trying to reap my soul or rape me. I have constant delusions of jealousy and insecurities. The psychiatrist I saw prescribed me to 2mg of Rexulti (new atypical anti psychotic) and it really really helped me in the first month or 6 weeks. I felt like superman. I woke up happy, constantly happy and would stay that way for the whole day. I felt relief. Relief from hell. This mental illness drains me, it’s eating up my soul, piece by piece I am loosing touch to reality. How far can someone go before they reach insanity? I’m sure I will find out very very soon. 

I am sorry if that went a bit full on for some of you.

If anyone has tips or information on drug induced psychosis help a brother out.

Peace.