I have two really close friends and they do know I have anxiety but I don’t tell them about it …. Recently I just started having more anxiety attacks where  I can’t breathe and I can barely move….  (Last week my parents took me to the emergency room because my heart was beating fast and I already have two this week) So I decided to tell them “hey I had an anxiety attack the other day” because they are my friends and my therapist told me that it may help me talking about it and get some comfort from them but idk…. They have never seen me having one and I lived a lot of abused situations in the past but they don’t know that and I decided I was going to tell them but when I tried to tell them about my anxiety attacks they were like “oh are u sure you had one or you THINK you had one  ” or “you have a real anxiety attack or you self diagnose?” and idk… I guess is a genuine question but it made me feel like in some way I was faking it and that I was doing it for attention…. So now I don’t want to tell them anymore because every time I try I feel like I’m boring them or just making a scene, the last time I locked myself in my room and tried to calm myself because every time I say something about it I feel like I’m boring people or just doing it for attention, I’ve been on therapy for a year and I was doing better and I wasn’t feeling ashamed about my anxiety anymore but when that happens with my friends I went 
back on those thoughts