I'm sitting in a Lowe's parking lot with my infant son in the back seat. I tried so hard to bring him to my husband's work to introduce him to everyone but 3 minutes driving on the freeway my chest tightened up. I pulled into a parking lot right by the freeway exit and composed myself. I decided to put some music on and continue my drive home. As soon as I pulled out and stopped at a red light it hit me again. Now here I am waiting for my husband to drive 30 minutes to come pick me up, while I only live 15 minutes from here. I was having such a good morning too and it hit me out of nowhere. I just want to be able to do things like a normal person. It's been 5 years since my 1st panic attack and I'm just tired of this. How can I be a good mom if I can't do these things with him. Anxiety is so dibilitating.