Dear r/BPD,

I(21F) was just thinking about marriage. I think I want to get married some day but my BPD/emotions/tornado's in my head makes me think I will never. 

I don't want to burden him any more, I want him to be able to leave. 
But at the same time 'please stay and don't leave'.

It just seems unfair to let someone commit to this craziness.


What are your thoughts? 

Love,

Dawn