my (18F) boyfriend (18M), who was my best friend and FP left me about a month and a half ago. he said we would still be friends but slowly stopped talking to me like he was tapering me off of pills or some shit. he’s now in university and posting stories of him in clubs, and i could see other girls there so i got a little touchy and blocked his snapchat. i (shamefully) stalked his insta following to find any new girls from his university and found a few. anyway while all of this is happening i’m arranging a date with a really nice guy who i’m looking forward to seeing, but i’m not sure if dating is the right thing for me yet. do i actually like him or am i trying to get over my ex? i’m still extremely depressed so i’m not sure if i’m thinking clearly but i think the best way to get over him is by meeting someone else. i don’t know if i still miss my ex or if i’m mad that he doesn’t want to be friends anymore because i valued him a lot and i was okay with everything when we were still in each other’s lives even after the breakup