Hello im not sure where to put this I truly have no one to even tell. Im going to kill myself after this message  I’ve given up on everything. My family has abandoned me my mother told me she wanted to kill herself than have me as a child. My girlfriend left me and sent me a video of her and another man the next night. My boss just demoted me and gave someone else my position that I went through hell to get. Im just done im not seeking help I just don’t have anyone to tell goodbye to so I’ll say it here.