This is my first time posting something like this. I haven’t reached out to anyone to try to get some help because frankly I don’t think anything can be done. I’m not suicidal or anything but I’m so tired of living. I don’t really enjoy anything anymore. I just got out of the military and feel like I really don’t have a purpose anymore. I’m married to a gorgeous woman but I still can’t help but feel empty, almost lonely. It’s no fault of her, she’s always been compassionate. Something just feels off. My days blur together and I have a hard time remembering simple things. I’m thinking about talking to a counselor but I’m not sure what they’d do for me? This has been going on for as long as I can remember and I’m only just now realizing it’s not normal. I feel so emotionally/physically numb.