I'm in my early 20s and im a late diagnosis of being legally retarded (autism). 3 years after graduating everything is having children, married, successful careers, and being loved by everyone. Look at me, legally retarded, called slow by almost every job I have and fired after 2 days to 3 weeks of employment, no one to talk to, im a fucking truecel. A truecel is someone who hasn't had any intimate connections because they are physically or mentally deformed. No woman will want to be with a retard because they'll see me as someone to take care of and if they do want a retard like me its mostly for ssdi benefits and sucker a retard into being a sugar daddy while she's sleeping with much better and desirable NT'S. Every woman I come in contact with will call me ugly of falsely metoo me because men with autism are seen as creeps without even getting to know the person. I'm a fucking failure in life that even my suicide attempts are failures? Is this a fucking joke to the gods? Raping every chance I get from a normal life? Why can't I just get shot or struck by lightning? Why am I here to be a sky daddy's test subject of torture? What happened to the 8th Amendment?