I feel sadness and a burning rage when I see someone is clearly ignoring me. Sadness because I feel like I don’t matter to them, rage because how could they do that to me. Which gives me an impulse to tell them I’m done with them even though I want their attention so bad. I try my best to not go too far and end up deleting the chats altogether, to pretend I didn’t message them in the first place. I do this to stop myself rambling to them and saying something I’ll regret and to basically try and forget I was ignored in the first place. Then I’ll have an urge to remove them from my social media.