growing up my dad has always made me feel like if I speak, it’s not worth listening. If I need to do something for myself, it’s not important. wanna tell someone about my day? no, it’s not interesting. I’ve carried those thoughts throughout my whole life and I can’t stop thinking about how I am in friendships. Am I too much? Do I over share? do I show enough care and support? I try to show my friends as much support and interest but sometimes I wish I had the same energy given to me. I’ve gotten told they love talking to me and they wait for my responses but it’s so difficult to trust that for some reason. I wanna start focusing on me again, without worrying about everyone else thinking I’m doing this to be dramatic about how I feel and handle things. Anyone else feel this way?