My crippling loneliness is eating me up inside. I can’t stand spending each day with people who don’t treat me like a priority, and as crazy as it sounds, I don’t want to meet new people who possibly would. I just wanna disappear forever. My life only gets as worse as it goes and I’m starting to get exceedingly tired. 

I might do something drastic in the next few days if this doesn’t lighten up.