So like I constantly have to be talking to someone to be happy but I already knew that. Lately though, I realized that I conform my ENTIRE life to be like the girl version of whoever I’m talking to..which is really scary bc I’m in college and I’ve literally changed majors and career paths over boys. The latest fling was with a few different boys in the Marine Corps and I was so incredibly into their sense of power and overall manliness that I considered joining the military to impress them and relate. Like, I would take it that far. But once I’m done with them I realize what I did and understand that it’s not who I am..anyone have tips on how to stop? I feel like I’m lacking so much self awareness