I'm really nervous about whether it's the right decision. Especially since my parents helped me out with paying for college materials in the past and I feel they resent me for having quit so quickly twice and then being unemployed and then working part time and quitting multiple jobs.

Part of me doesn't trust myself. Especially since I have a hard time focusing and staying true to commitments like homework because of that. I'm barely getting seen for possibly having bipolar because of the many many bad mistakes I make.

I wanna be a go getter and stay on task but it's difficult when I have trouble reading books or doing math because I need to do something. It feels painfully boring doing that kinda stuff. I once dropped a college course because I was bored about what I had to research and write about and because I felt like it was kinda hard to find interesting info. (It was an argument course mandatory for transfer)

The question I have is how do I stop being so distractable and power though courses I loathe? 

Especially powering through homework. The only college courses I took were online and that definitely made things worse because I had a harder time staying focused. I hate writing essays so much. Please I need a cheat sheet for focusing.

I know I sound like an idiot but I seriously need some ideas on what to do before the fall semester starts at the community college I go to. 

I don't want to end up quitting again and further disappointing my family. I am still undiagnosed with bipolar (my therapist wants to wait and see before giving me meds)
But I do know I suffer from issues and some kind of advice on how to succeed in college from people with similar issues would really help.