I’m emotionally unavailable. 

There’s nothing I can say to make myself sound less douche-y. I confessed first and now I’m retreating. I feel like I’ve led him on by telling him a bunch of shit yesterday. 


I’m also not looking for a relationship though I keep complaining about being single.

Is this a normal reaction? Is it normal to tell someone just how much you appreciate them and the moment they say “me too” you just space out?

I’m this close to splitting on him. I’m terrified that I’ll ruin our lives.