I was never too specific with my psychiatrist, I only made it clear that my dad simply stopped loving me and giving me attention. My father never even told me he loved me. 
One night in specific, we argued for no reason. I don't remember about what, but I know it was unfounded because he waits for something minor to happen to pick on you and lash out. You can tell it builds up inside of him and he just waits for you to breath louder than usual to start screaming. 
He literally told me, a 16 year old extremely depressed, anxious girl that SH "I will shoot my brains out in front of you so you are stuck with the vision of my body. So that my blood leaves a mark on you." He said this looking in my eyes. 
Suffices to say this wasn't the only time this happened. No matter how hard you try nothing satisfies him. I don't know if he's got NPD or whatever, but he's batshit crazy. 

Yet he's always crying when an argument breaks out because " I never did this to my parents" but something went wrong with his parents for him to turn out this way. And now I have to pay. 

I'm considering ending my life tonight. With how economy is going, I can't afford to move out. Today was my tipping point. I'm done with this bullshit.