I work full time and being there has been a huge trigger and I'm coming up on my 6th day in a row of this shit. I've been dissociating for the last several days because it's so hard to be there. I just called in this morning because of 'mental issues' and told them I had to run to the ER. They said it was fine but it doesn't seem like they're okay with it.

All I feel is intense shame because I'm fucking my job over by being mentally ill.