I went to the hospital today to get help. Long story short they ended up discharging me. I thought they could tell that when I said I was fine, I wasn’t. There’s all these resources and I still can’t get any help. If the doctors at the hospital don’t think I’m worth it, then why should I. I just want to go lay in the middle of the road. Or run into a burning building. Or overdose on molly. I’m just so sad. I just want to be able to get up in the morning knowing I’ll be okay. I don’t want to feel this way anymore