My wife thought I needed to get my shit together so she decided that taking my son and preventing me from having any contact for 30 days(was 90 but a judge revised it).  I'm unemployed and have no source of income, I'm ex military and I'm waiting for VAC to approve my paperwork so I can start receiving a pension. It's been a week since my family left, in that period of time, I've applied to pretty much every call center, grocery store, restaurant,  and fast food place in the city.  I got a call from the mortgage company telling me that the mortgage didnt come out, then I received a letter telling me that my water bill hasn't been paid in a few months and it's due to be shut off on the 23rd. I asked a friend of mine what the chances of my wife coming back home after the 30days and she said, if my wife went through all of the stuff that she had to, to get the no contact order then chances are she isnt coming back. I didnt think there was anything beyond rock bottom but I'm still falling with no end in sight. My friend told me that I gotta try to be the best dad to my son that I can, but I may soon be homeless and I'm pretty sure that would make me a pretty shitty father. I'm at the end of my rope, all the hope I had for the future is gone. Now there's a massive open pit, and I can hear it calling my name. 