Mom told me I should kill myself today. She also hit me and tried to strangle me.


All because I was venting to her about my job. I worked in the trades and I hate it, I come home feeling tired and depressed. Before that I used to be a healthcare worker purely because my mom pressured me into it, but I am not a good fit for that type of job at all and I was fired.

Since then my mom has been making my life a living hell. She tells me I should have just been a nurse so I could make her proud. She acts like she's the one getting hurt here while I'm doing backbreaking work at a trade school that I hate intensly. 

Today I couldn't deal with it anymore. I told her I was sick of the trade work and my mental and physical health cant handle them anymore. She tells me that I should kill myself because I am a complete failure. Then she starts beating me. 


Please fucking help. I dont wanna go to a shelter or do a police report, I want to get a decent job and move out like every other normal guy my age. Please someone.