I'm so tired if being lonely. I have friends who can sympathize, but no one really thinks like me, acts like me, feels like me.

I'm always just nodding along. People swoon over pets while I just find just bored. People share memes and I roll my eyes. 

I want to talk about thoughts. I want to enjoy analyzing stories and talk philosophy, psychology, and history, but also movies and biased games. I want to be candid and not afraid of sexually...

And yet, to many I'd sound jaded, like I'm 'no fun', but I just find my fun in something more complex.

And most of all I want to *talk*! I want to hear someone's voice. Text is a convenience, limited without tone and inflection to elevate want convey meaning...

And in this, I feel alone. Everyone pities my loneliness, but I can't find anyone who shares in my view of the world...

I can barely stand it anymore...