So I am 14 years old and have been struggling with depression for a few months now but this night my best friend told me in the 10th grade she will leave the country to study somewhere else. I love her so fucking much and she is literally the only person who I can take to about everything Everytime I felt down I think of her and she is depressed too. Her parents are just terrible and she wants to go to another country to escape from them. We are both 8 grade so we have less than 2 years together. I know she can't stay here much longer because of her parents and my brother is leaving too after less than a year. So the 2 people I love the most are leaving and everyone else I try to talk to doesn't care . Now I feel like if they both leave if I kill myself no one would care. I miss that girl more than I first missed my brother when he said he will study in another country. I miss her more than when my grandpa died. And the fact that I won't have no one to talk to about my feelings is really keeping me down. I feel like she will forget me once she goes and then she wont even know if I kill myself. And she hasn't even left yet there is less than 2 years but that time is not enough for me