I am quite sure I’ve been obsessed with her for the whole time that I’ve ‘known’ her, if anyone does read this, has anyone else been obsessed for so long despite someone probably not sharing the same feelings or very little/no communication? 

I feel like a complete weirdo even typing this, I’ll clear up that I’m neither obsessed in a possessive, psychopathic way, as in Joe Goldberg type stuff. I feel like I’m genuinely ‘in love’ with her though, and I can’t decipher between love and obsession. I feel so cheesy. ¡Ayúdame!