I don’t get it. I’ve tried so many, all different types. Always climbed up to the highest possible dose on each one and stayed there for at least a month too. And just… nothing. 

I really don’t understand, it’s like I’m just completely immune. I don’t even get side effects, I don’t get any effects at all. At least none that I’ve ever noticed.

I’ve spent so much money on these fucking things over the years, not to mention the enormous cost of the psychiatrists I’d get referred back to when they didn’t work and my GP would run outta ideas.

Therapy is the exact same story. Been nothing but a huge waste of time and money. None of them have been able to help at all. 

Maybe none of it works because it’s just who I am, maybe I’m just fucked. Maybe it’s not a disorder it’s just me and that’s why no treatment is ever gonna do what I need it to do…