On the second day of this year I smoked some weed with a couple buddy’s of mine. We were chilling in a hot tub with a couple people I wasnt too familiar with and as the night moved on I went into a full blown panic attack. I have never really had panic attacks before so this was completely unexpected for me. I freaked out and called my sister to pick me up. Ever since then life hasn’t felt the same. I’m going through the motions but my mind isn’t there. I’m not quite sure what it is but I think it might be an existential crisis. I overthink way too much and that is probably what that is but I’m a little worried it might be depression or anxiety. It’s been weird because my mood has been way more susceptible to changing very quickly recently. For now I’m gonna hope time solves it but I also want to let it go. I know that it’s all in my head and I’m being foolish but for some reason these thought are just lingering. Thanks for coming to my TedTalk.