Am I a bad person for doubting my boyfriend's love? Don't get me wrong, I know he loves me and I love him too. But I can't shake off this feeling that the universe is pulling a prank on me. Not to brag, but my boyfriend is wonderful. I could not ask for anyone better. I'm deeply in love and we know we want to get married one day. But lately I've been feeling so insecure. I feel like he'll cross paths with someone better for him and will realize that and leave me. I'm extremely insecure with how I look. I have body dysmorphia so if you know about that you kinda get it. It puts a very heavy weight on our relationship because I'm always telling him how ugly I am. He tells me I'm beautiful and kisses me and tries to cheer me up but I just can't seem to believe it. I can't seem to love myself. I really don't see what he does. I guess me doubting his love could be just because of my insecurities. I just really want this to stop.. because I don't want it to ruin our relationship. I really need some help if anyone has gone thru something similar. 

Tldr; my insecurities make it hard to believe my boyfriend loves me because who would ever love me