So depressed that I almost don’t even want to live like this :( it’s so overwhelming and I’m always scared it’s going to trigger my symptoms or I’ll get my asthma attacks. Sometimes I just think I’m ill and it’s not even that and that I’m going to die :( wish I could just feel better and feel good all the time and not be scared :’( also that the people around me would be more considerate of my allergies and the things that trigger them would ease up my health anxiety.