 I feel so shit rn me &amp; him just had argument , he was rude but I definitely overreacted. I’ve been doing so well. I hate leaving his not knowing if he will end it &amp; I was sure he wasn’t going to yesterday now I’ve fucked it up. Again. I’m so tired of feeling like this. He will say something that he dosent think is bad but it will instantly trigger me to the point I get so angry. I’m so upset now. I am just sick of this feeling of causing problems then feeling like I’m alone