I'm exhausted. I've had horrible paranoia and anxiety, paranoia about dying, I spend hours of my day be scared of it. My fear of throwing up, is intense, it's exhausting, it's debilitating, it's truly fucking tiring.
I have a fear of becoming a pedophile, it's wrong, disgusting, horrible, and absolutely horrendous, I cried myself to sleep the other night, because I was scared of becoming a pedophile, when I see kids on TV or something, I always get scared I'm a pedophile and then I'm like wait, did my privates get like yk? And then I get scared. I'm exhausted. I don't know what to do I feel so alone and I'm terrified of the world...