I've been looking for a job for ten weeks now but I'm just getting turned down. The only ones I got to final stage for didn't work out, and the only one I actually cared about dropped me straight away. I've only got another six weeks to find something and I'm heavily losing patience and hope. At that point I'll have to choose between homelessness and bankruptcy, and neither of those is looking like a good idea. There's always suicide but I don't think I want to die (makes a nice change), I just can't see any other option. Regardless of what I choose my life will essentially be over if I can't find something soon.