Was just thinking about this. I've been reflecting on the way I talk to others, how I act around others and I realized that I surpress myself a lot. But then I realized that I don't even know how to not surpress myself. I've refrained so much from being who I am that now I don't even know how to be myself. Sounds kinda edgy, but it's true. And it's not like I surround myself with people I don't like. Nowadays, I feel like everyone around me is nice. Though I can't say the same about the past. Does anybody else feel this way?