Whenever I shower I can’t really close my eyes because I feel like someone is there watching me and it always puts me on edge, whenever I’m alone in the house and my family is somewhere else I feel like something is off and that somebody is watching me. I wasn’t really diagnosed with a mental illness since I’m too young but I have mood swings, paranoia, mania or hypo mania, and I have bad social anxiety. Can someone tell me what it could mean?