I find I go through periods where it feels like I'm looking for any reason to be upset at those who are most important to me. Like I'm looking for any excuse to be hurt or upset. Like I am looking to bicker. It goes beyond normal sensitivity, it's like I want the attention that the drama brings. What troubles me is that I've been doing this with my FP who is already giving me plenty of positive attention. I honestly couldn't ask for more, and yet here I am causing shit for what feels like no reason. 

Does anyone else find that they do this? Is it because my needs aren't being met in some way? It certainly doesn't feel like it. It just doesn't make any sense to me.