I am not asking for a diagnoses. I am freaking the fuck out. I see a doctor and they might have already figured it out.  I noticed shrinks don't always tell you a diagnoses.  

The only reason I knew I had Major Depressive Disorder is because is I read over my Dr's shoulder.

yeah, i will wait and talk to the doctor but I am totally freaking out right. now.

i wish I could call someone but it is too late in the evening. 