I’m not asking for recommendations on medications or treatment. 

I’m trying to figure out if this is a common occurrence because of how difficult this illness is to treat. 

I feel like medication and therapy doesn’t work for me. It’s so frustrating and makes me feel even more alone. I know other BPD ppl who are on their way and doing well with recovery, but I’m still at square one and it’s been a year trying. 

I’m on a low dose of Wellbutrin because higher dose made me extremely aggressive (breaking things for example) and on 200 mg of lamictal xr. 

I’m realizing even the lower dose of Wellbutrin is making me more volatile than usual. I snap at people I care about and now I confront strangers if they even look at me the wrong way. I told a strange woman to go f*** herself recently. 

Does anyone else relate to this cuz I feel so alone and I’m always having BPD rage and episodes and I almost just wanna give up on treatment.