Being dark is how I feel
People ask if I’m okay
I’m okay when I forget but dark when I feel
I have to pretend for the people I love 
I’m too much of a coward to actually commit
They’re the only thing keeping me alive 

That was then and this is now 
I love myself more than anything 
I’ve achieved so much in the last few years 
It’s amazing what you can do 

Please hold on life can change in an instant 
I was ready to let go but the people I love asked me to stay 
There’s always another option you’re never alone