hey, I can't bring myself to actually do it, been thinking about going for like six months, sometimes it's about finances and when I feel I can afford it, I'm like, "I'm fine, now, I don't need to go." But now I really need to go, I just can't actually pick up the phone and do it, I can't even leave the house these days. How did you all go about your first appointment? How do I avoid the awkwardness? Do you have any tips for the first ever session? I'm so nervous, it's making me more anxious. I actually would've preferred online counceling, but it's not available where I live except for a really expencive phone counceling service that I tried once and didn't like.