My mental health has caused me to fuck up and make life more difficult for myself as usual. 

Never diagnosed but I'm starting to realize i probably have OCD, anxiety, and depression. Maybe ADHD.

Been depressed for years, this year it basically caused my ex to leave with the dog. Lost my house. 

Two weeks ago I had a mental breakdown at work due to stress factors (being yelled at, long hours, nights etc). I basically walked out of the highest paying job I'll probably have. Like 130-140k CAD.

I got another job but WAY less hours. Will probably only do 90k now. No overtime. 

FUCK. I hate myself and now overthinking and stressing this