Also she joined a BPD group and i didn't know. I was in it and posted a few private and sensitive stuff. Embarrassing stuff i wanted to be anonymous. She doesn't have BPD joined it to understand me more.
But I'm so pissed of and embarrassed.
Also i felt quite empty, down, shit at socializing, dumb, boring and useless recently. She saw me have n episode were i cries loads but still wanted to be with me. I tried dumping her a few tines.
She's just perfect intelligent, like really intelligent, beautiful, funny, better at socialising, sexy, interestinganand can play a musical instrument and sing.
I have to let her go its not fair in her she's too good.