Hello here 23F.
I think I had anxiety since I was 8 years old, due to various traumas. From that age I began to bite my nails and the skin that surrounds them to the point of stopping until it bled, to this day I have not stopped doing it and when I try to stop doing it I automatically start to remove the skin from my lips And I don't realize until I hurt myself.
 I'm studying but when I go to class I don't interact with anyone, it sucks and I hate going to class more and more or I just don't go, I don't know how to do it, besides what I study requires going to train with the people in my class and I don't I do it because I'm afraid of what they think of me because I can't do the exercises as well as they do. 
I also have to drive to class but I am terrified of driving, I can only drive the routes that I have already practiced several times with one person and going somewhere by myself with the car terrifies me and my heart starts to race. I can only drive if I have someone by my side and it's still hard for me. 
I can't ask anyone for help, my mother has always suffered from severe anxiety, she doesn't help me at all, she is psychologically and physically abusive. 
Besides, she forces me to work with her and she pays me absolutely nothing. 
I've been suffering in silence for a long time and I can't take it anymore.
I can't go to a psychologist either because I can't afford it.
The worst of all is that I can't study, but that's another matter since I think I have undiagnosed adha.
PLS DM ME!!!