That feeling i have isnt really  depression. I still have the strength to do something and im not lying in my bed 24/7. in fact, im going out with friends almost every day. and im still doing stuff like cleaning my room etc. But if it comes to myself... i just cant take care. Like everything is getting better but i really dont have motivation to do anything for myself at all. My hygiene is getting so bad, i hate eating so much, and im literally only sleeping 4 hours a day since almost a week. But like, when i was at the lowest point of my life in would still do some of these things. I would sleep 10+ hours and eat more than enough. It feels like it just switched. And ik its bad, but i keep continuing these things unentantionaly. And i just dont understand why or what happened? Im feeling great, just not when it comes to myself. I dont know if someone can understand this? But i really wanna know why this is happening.