It doesn’t get better. I have bpd and I get therapy for it. Just got heartbroken again and it completely broke me. It broke every bone in my body. My body is just floating around and my head is about to explode from intrusive thoughts. I can’t see a life for myself where I’m gonna feel fine. I will always be heartbroken. Over something. And the feelings and pain is too much for me. I’m going insane and I can’t handle it. I’m planning on committing, it doesn’t make me sad. What makes me sad is the thought of going through life like this. 
I just want her back. I need her.