I had a really bad day today. I woke up at stupid o'clock so I was really tired all day and I had probably the most stressful workday i've ever had. lots of issues, difficult to fix. Dealing with difficult people.

At one point I was on the toilet floor curled up in a ball crying. It felt like a lot. I then came home and was chilling with friends playing video games and I let one bad game get to me cause I was tired and in a bad mood and I ruined the vibe and rage quit, causing my friends to go offline too since i'd made things shit. I feel super guilty about it and it's just a shit way to end the shit day cause i've let it effect my friendships.

And as per usual I feel guilty for feeling so bad about this stuff because I know it's not proper, real issues and that so many people deal with such harder issues in a much better way than I deal with my meaningless shit.