Recently got out of inpatient psych for a suicide attempt after a major low where they suspected I may have bipolar 2 (bipolar runs in my family, literally every female relative has it) but they were hesitant to diagnosis since I was only there for 2 days. I’m following up with my primary on Thursday but ever since I got out the hospital I’m filled with energy and can’t sleep…I’ll just list some of the out of character things I’ve done in the past 4 days and idk cuz people say they aren’t aware of mania? Maybe it’s in my head? 

•Helped my friend move and then was inspired to completely rearrange my house in one night
•Went to a party I would usually have no interest in but had fun for the first hour and found myself so irritated the last 3 hours I was picking a fight with everyone who approached me 
• Cant fall asleep or stay asleep resulting in 3 hours of somewhat sleeping before a full work day 
• Caffeine makes me tired 
• Driving fast and recklessly even though I’m usually a very scared and cautious driver, even with friends in the car 
• Had sex with a guy the first time we hung out cuz he kissed my forehead and it escalated from there (used protection tho)…
Maybe I’m overthinking it but I haven’t seen anyone officially yet besides the psychiatrist inpatient and I can’t start any mood stabilizers like they had me on while I was in the hospital until the pharmacy can fill it in a few days so I’ve been 5 days no meds since the hospital…any advice?