MULTIPLE TRIGGER WARNINGS ⚠️ 


⚠️MENTIONS OF MILD VIOLENT FANTASIES 


⚠️MENTIONS OF VERBAL ABUSE 




So I may have to run into this person soon too!I have been fuming 😤 for days now. I know it would only make me unstable looking to confront them in a certain place I know I have to go to (they are my ex therapist) that will unfortunately if it happens, it   be front of people, because it’s the only place where I know I can run into them. I want revenge somehow. I fantasize about violence. I want to scream at them and smack them because I never got an apology and what they did hurt me, but it’s dumb to want revenge! Not like anything would come of it except prison!! I won’t smack them but I just wish I could without getting caught. I fantasize about following them home and attacking them  and screaming “WHY DID YOU LIE?! I TRUSTED YOU YOU STUPID HEARTLESS BITCH! YOU KNEW OTHER PEOPLE BETRAYED ME! AND YOU STILL DID IT! DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS HAS DONE TO ME?!” 

I forgot to mention I also was diagnosed with intermittent explosive disorder and bipolar. What a lovely combination! 


And I forgot to mention that basically I was betrayed a lot this year by my mother, a friend, my ex-boyfriend who I broke up with because he betrayed me, and now this bitch….