I feel like I've been depressed nearly my whold life. Objectively living is terrible. Life is 99% work and doing shit you don't want to. The sad part is i Don't have that hypothetical 1% of shit i want to do. So Objectively i am working for nothing.  On top of that i can't afford yo live on my own either.

All my life people irl have been horrible while i do my best not to bother anyone and help when possible. I get shit on for doing it. There is no justice. All i see is horrible people getting away with horrible things. There's barely any decent people left in the world and i promise you my standards for "decent" are very low. I just can't function anymore. I really want to die most of the time.