Hello guys,

I am not much of a big traveler, but this past week I decided to attend rolling loud in Miami (I’m from California). As soon as I landed, I began getting super anxious and almost had an attack (I’m not sure, since I’ve never gone in to get checked) I had never really thought about the possibly of having anxiety, but I do realize now that I do have very strong symptoms of anxiety. I am a first gen and my mom only speaks Spanish. My mom has never seen a psychologist to get officially diagnosed, but I can tell she has very bad anxiety and I undoubtedly got it from here.

Anyways, I felt a little better after a day. However I continued to feel disconnected from my surroundings. Fast forward to 2 days after the event and I am currently sitting in my room experiencing derealization. It’s very scary and I don’t feel like things going on around me are real. 

To preface, I drink recreationally and have been vaping for 2 years. I have not smoked weed in roughly 6 months. Apart from that, I don’t do any other type of drugs.

I just finished taking a rapid covid test and I came out positive. I’m thinking that “derealization” may be a symptom of this, but I don’t seem convinced after doing some online research.

If someone knows anything, please help. This is a very scary feeling and I really hope that this is only temporary. Thank you guys and feel free to DM if you would like.