RSD making me it's bitch. 

Why *should* I do anything to make myself feel better? If I feel bad that's natural consequences of a fuckup. Maybe it'll prevent me from doing it again in the future.  That's the problem with Entitled Karens™; they do something wrong and they feel something and they think *oh no I feel bad, I don't deserve that* and then they manipulate everyone around them until they absorb their feelings instead of the Karen™. I don't want to be like that, therefore I deserve to feel like shit and *don't* deserve to do anything that would make myself feel better.