I don't really want to get into it but basically there was a gofundme made for me and my sisters and the oldest is attempting to steal it all for herself (I know for sure because I caught her in her lie by double checking with the person who started it up) 

I contacted the person and asked if they could split it 3 ways themselves and they agreed. I know once she finds out that she only got 1/3 (like she was meant to this whole time) she will explode.

Now I am just sitting around, waiting around until she finally realise she didn't get away with it. 

The only way I am coping with this (something else very bad happened hence the go fund me) is by being distracted but this on top of the horrible situation is really breaking me apart. Things that just about made me distracted aren't anymore. I can't stop shaking, wanting to go back and say nevermind she can have all of the money, checking my WhatsApp to see if she left me angry texts etc etc 

I just don't know how to feel better. I do not suffer with an anxiety disorder and have only felt this way twice for days so I am not really good at knowing what to do when feeling like this.