I’m a 24M 
I live and grew up in the UK

Bpd mum / npd dad 

Diagnosed BPD 2016

Been on and off medication.
Seroquel and venlafaxine mirtazpine.

Self medicate cannabis 
And lots of benzos in the past.

I’m very capable and smart however My bpd
Is making me incapable by the day.
Assassinating my identity by the second.
Digging by the the second.

I have no career prospects. 
No future
Literally no friends

I nuked my whole life and now theres nothing left.

Just me my illness and sorrow.

Been in this hole for a while and I don’t know what to do anymore.