Hi,

I really needed a place to come and just vent and i figured this would be the best place to do so. 
 A little background about me, I’m 23 and have suffered from health anxiety since I was 12. That progressed to GAD. My health anxiety improved for awhile and now the past year or so its back with a vengeance. I believe partially because of covid and stuff, but this past week has been the worst.
So quick backstory,  about 2 years ago I developed vertigo. It was positional, so I went to the hospital right away when it started. 
I had a ekg, CT with contrast, and blood work. Everything was clear. My dizziness and vertigo has persisted though. 
This past week, I started to develop visual issues. I’ve had some flashes, floaters, and some shaky peripheral vision.
I’ve convinced myself it’s a brain tumor. I keep telling myself maybe the ct scan missed something 2 years ago, but the past week i’ve been a mess. The sad thing is with my anxiety i’m also so afraid to find out what’s wrong. I’m so scared I go to the hospital and they confirm my fears, and I just don’t know what to do. I just figured i’d come here to vent about everything.