 Throughout my life I might have been hearing voices but I'm not entirely sure and I could just be entirely normal and fine. This may be a very stupid thought

A major symptom of my depressive phases (I'm bipolar 2 so it was majority depressed mode) was that I felt like I constantly heard a shouting in my head saying all kinds of negative things at me. I always thought that was really just me talking to and hating myself but started to wonder once I came across auditory hallucinations.

A major part of my recovery was when my meds started to work and I literally woke up one day with all that shouting gone. It was kind of incredible. I didn't realize everyone else was living life without all that shouting.

Today I feel like even though the shouting has gone away, there's still like a negative voice in my head that just talks quietly now. But that voice like discuses with my not-depressed voice if that makes sense. Sometimes I kinda imagine that there's like the angel on one shoulder and devil on the other arguing sometimes, but I'm pretty positive that's normal.

I don't know. I think it could also just be racing thoughts since I always kinda thought the voice was like my own voice. But reading around, it seems like racing thoughts are more of a mania thing and not a depression thing. What do other people think?

This may be a very stupid question but I'm not sure who to ask

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(I guess I could ask my psych but I'm really not in the mood to pay her a copay to just answer this question (side thought but I'm so irritated by my psych appointments now I'm in and out in 10 minutes and give her $35 for it ugh))