my mind won’t stop. I constantly think about death and how life is stupid. I never feel good, I can’t even go out anymore due to my anxiety. I cant stop thinking about how we all die anyway. I get one second of relief from my thoughts and then they all just come flooding back. I cant even think straight because it’s all I think about. like existing in general gives me anxiety. I just wish I could be happy. i’m never happy and I feel like nothing matters. I also don’t care about anything and nothing ever excites me. so many people die everyday and it’s so sad to me. why is this all that life is. it’s making my anxiety so bad. most the time I don’t even feel real. I feel like i’m not in my body. I don’t know how to make it stop. I don’t want to live in constant fear and constantly feel like something bad is going to happen.