So about a year ago I had my first and I hope last episode of ATPD, and i can't explain you how severe it was. And what I'm about to tell you is just a drop in the ocean. 

So my parents and me, we were all in a lawn and let me tell you I was already on my meds after 7 days of hospitalization and i was unconscious those 7 days. So we were there and they're trying so hard to keep me in reality and want me to stop thinking about things too much, they're telling me funny jokes and all that, we were watching funny videos. I was trying soo hard to be in reality but I felt like I was losing touch with it and i still remember I had anxiety about the video i was watching i was thinking about i should stop watching this video or something terrible is gonna happen, which was indeed a funny video And then it all starts, it's evening sky and weather is slightly windy so i sat there and just looked at the clouds and trying to be calm but instead my hallucinations starts and one of the cloud turning into a figure of God and sky is full of clouds and suddenly all the clouds were turned into some kind of figures I saw a Chariot of God with horses and all that (i still not believe it was hallucinations) and the whole sky looked like a battlefield and also the wind was getting stronger with time and you are not gonna believe but it feels like some kind of war is going on between Gods and demons in the sky, at that time I even try to avoid it all i don't know how to tell you but wherever I was looking at that time, that particular thing was changing in the meaning of something. And yes it all was like one side Gods and other side demons. I also check on parents if they're also watching all this with me but nah they're just trying to manage the situation with all that wind which is kindof stormy that time. Because of the stormy weather we all had to go inside our house. We wait till storm is clear. And the time spent in house was no less challenging, we were sitting on a bed and i was thinking all the time like they were testing me if I'm on good side or on bad side (like Gods and demons). People with psychosis can relate so at that time it was felt that whatever is happening right there depends very much on my thinking, so i tried to think very much positive about whole situation. I can't really explain but this was more worse than you think it was. After a while the wind stopped and we all came out. It looks like war is over and the clouds were slowly disappearing with little afterglow. And that is it.

 I'm a medical student I'm not suppose to believe in all that stuff but all this was just so real that I'm still fighting to that PART of me who thinks it was damn real and it that part is my SOUL.

I swear that everything written here is not an attempt to create a fake scenario, every word of it is as real as that one part who lives inside each person and works as intuition.  

I'm doing good now, it's been a year.