My mind, my head, jaw, arms, hands, chest,legs, feet its just literally shutting down. I've had severe health anxiety for 6 months straight, and today I just realized that its taking a toll on me. I've gotten depressed, I can't think right, I can't talk right, at some point I was singing to a song and I stumbled so many times I literally had a panic attack thinking I was having a stroke. I dont try anymore, I've gotten derealization, apart of me thinks that I'm already dead with how warped my view of reality is. Nothing feels like what it was before all of this. And im stressing even when im typing this thinking "oh its not anxiety its that your brain is deteriorating and you're becoming a vegetable, which is like your biggest fear." The worst part is I cant fully explain everything I feel to my family or friends cause this is literally like to much to handle. I tell them cause itd healthy but not this stuff.. Im sorry if this was alot and apart of me wants advice but I mostly wanted to vent and at least know somebody knows how I feel.