ok. I work in a field where I constantly have to bargain with a larger business to cover necessary workfees. It can be really frustrating...especially as i struggle with extreme anxiety and over thinking everything. 

It is really hard as I am from a poor community...and so we valued sharing alot...but the thing is I feel like I am in a situation where I am sharing myself broke.

Everytime I insist on better treatement I feel guilty...and like I am being scary or acting out. 

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I just want to know how to treat myself with respect and not be ashamed for asking for better treatement.

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Sometimes i get really angry because I feel like I am giving so much of myself at work...but that I am an inconvenience if I try get my expenses covered so that I can pay my taxes.

I know I am getting fd or ffing myself. 

Anyone out there ever find a way out of this one. I might quit my job because of the stress....but I need.