I haven’t had a full time job in 3 years. I have a lot of trauma from that job (mental abuse, sexual harassment etc). 

Since then I’ve had many part time jobs but haven’t been able to commit to them long term. The longest has been 2 months and I enjoyed that job and my boss was super nice.

I realized it doesn’t matter how great the job is bc my anxiety gets to be too much and my mood is unstable. Work causes me so much stress and anxiety and I take a lot of mental health days.

I feel guilty calling out and usually I quit bc I feel like a burden on my employer.

I really want to make money and stop being so dependent on my bf. But idk how. I applied for counselling but the wait list is super long.

Could anyone please give me some advice?