I have the means to live without a job for another couple months, and I have another part-time job lined up too.

I keep messing up at work because I have insomnia and can't pay attention because I'm always a zombie. I've messed up so much that other people are talking about me. They are laughing and then quit talking when I enter the room. I've seen them laughing while looking at my general direction. They think I'm incompetent because I mess up so much at work. I know that they do.

If I have to go in one more day I think that I'm going to kill myself. I'm not hyperbolizing. I'm on the edge and feel like I'm fucking drowning and can't cope with this. I want to die

I have a good plan to make do when I quit. I'm going to text my boss soon and quit.

My fiance has compassion fatigue because I've been in a breakdown for the past week. I don't want to put her through any more. I would just kill myself if it didn't mean abandoning her. I have to quit though.

Can anyone relate? Or do you have any input?