The Question is self explanatory. I don't have people I trust in my life. I have a bunch of friends yet none at the same time cuz none of them get me, understand me, they just wanna talk with me when something is wrong with them  but go back to their daily routine after they are done complaining about their life with me...I've met people who show genuine concern but they will leave me too everyone does cuz in the end I'm just boring I have no hobbies I can't get myself to study lol forget studying I cant even get myself to watch movies for longer than 20 minutes, I can't sleep, I've lost my appetite... even my mother called me boring today I got dumped cuz I was boring recently. Everyone sooner or later always sees through my cheerful facade and leaves me. I've tried changing myself for other people but all I've ever achieved is being their personal therapist. I don't mind helping others but no one ever has time to help me and even if they do ask me how my day was they would eventually get bored of me because I would just express myself too much and push them away. So I just decided to just help myself and be done with this... Have any of u guys ever actually figured out a way to help yourself out?. Sorry for structuring my post so badly I just wrote stuff on the spot...Thank you for reading all the way to the bottom best I can offer is a virtual hug for now bro...I believe in you... Have a nice day