Whenever I stop to think I’m always like “maybe I’m just dramatic. Maybe it’s not that bad” and then remember my mental illnesses are literally crippling and I can’t perform normal tasks. So why am I even telling myself that as if I forgot I fail everything cus I can’t maintain anything that requires commitment. 

And sometimes I think to myself “maybe I’m just dramatic and can’t like handle everyday life” and I don’t understand why I use this to discredit my struggles because that’s literally what a lot of bpd is, overwhelmingly emotional and not being able to cope with small stressors so of course I can’t handle everyday life??? I don’t understand what I’m saying to myself most of the time. Like what even is this loll it doesn’t make sense.