Hey all you beautiful people! First and foremost I hope you're having a great day and thanks for reading my post!  
  
About a month ago I quit my job. I was doing the work of 2 people, had not been in my hired on role for almost a year as I was "filling in" due to them not being able to keep people. The place was also a pretty toxic work environment. I could not take it anymore, I had some money saved up and I just quit. I did tell them I was looking but I gave them a month before I quit, however I gave no 2 week notice.  
  
I am a worrier by nature, on meds and was seeing a therapist. I am doing alright money wise but I really don't want to burn up my savings. I am looking but I also haven't been looking as hard as I could be. It's not that I don't want to work, because I totally do. I need money to live and support my vinyl record addiction :) and I also need that structure in my life. I think I am just afraid of going to a place and being mistreated again. In the past I have been quick to just take any job that comes my way that sounds like something I can do and I have found when I do that it usually ends up with bad workplaces. I guess I am just getting anxious and feeling like a bum, and I think there is some validness to that anxiousness but there is also this depression and dread that I feel. Does anyone have any advice about pinpointing what is me being avoidant and what is me being honest with what I want? Or even just some support? I know I am not in dire need and trying to find  a good fit for me (which I think is a good thing) but I am wondering if there is some part deep down that is trying to ignore the situation I am in due to fear.