im 20 ive been in therapy for many years pushing myself out of my comfort zone as much as i could but i still have no friends i think life is too hard for some people i even was volunteering, i cant go to college because im too dumb and dont have a career goal, i live alone and live off disability  

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can you imagine having good in person friends or really any at all? wheeww my main life goal i guess i can keep watching videos and movies to keep passing the loneliness