I'm 16 and I've been on antidepressants for a few years. I've never really been off of them until now and there's nothing I can do because my mother is absent and I'm still a minor so I can't find a psychiatrist for myself. I have no motivation to do anything and that makes me feel worse because if I do nothing and continue to live my grades will slip which fucks up my chances of getting away from my family. So at this point I feel like my only option is to end my life, I don't really have a set date but I do know how I'd do it. I just needed to say this to someone because no one will listen to me.