Hi all !

So recently I've been questioning if I struggle with MD along with my BPD, OCD, and cPTSD. A few months ago I created the first OC I've experienced this with - back in June. Since then I've really struggled with associating every song, experiences, and overall situations with my OC and her lore; irl. I've watched GoT episodes multiple times over because I believe the setting is similar and it allows me to feel more immersed in 'her world', and go on hour long drives every morning and listen to music that ONLY reminds me of my OC and her situation. 

I know I also really struggle with my own identity (lack thereof) so I'm curious if me projecting onto my OC is a way I cope ? Or a way I give myself a 'personality' ? I'm not sure. I'm nervous to talk to my psych about it but I'm not sure why lol.