I was just thinking about this and I realized that most of my personality traits, including mannerisms, sense of humor, the way I talk, my interests and tastes in music, movies, etc..., and even my perspectives on life and the universe are all the best parts I admired about all of my FPs. It’s super confusing and has even caused some shame when other people pick up on it and judge me for it. I don’t consider my BPD to be a big part of this, as I look at most of my personality as a mask for my BPD and other disorders. 

Anyone feeling me here?? Because I’m not sure how to feel about this. 