I'm struggling a lot, financially I can't really afford my studies anymore which I've also been struggling with due to my depression and anxiety. My anxious stomach and constant nausea makes it nearly impossible for me to sleep, eat and even do anything at this point. On top of that I need to hide it all from my parents because they don't really understand mental health, so I can't really explain my situation to them (especially the studies thing). I'm not sure what to do anymore, this time there's really no way out. I'd still consider myself passively suicidal, wouldn't ever do it but I'm completely broken right now and have no one to turn to.