Some time ago I was taking a walk in the middle of town.  
 I usually avoid that but I felt like it.  
Suddenly I spotted someone that I knew. An old friend that I haven't seen in ages.  
I engaged him and just before I was able to say hello I noticed that it wasn't him.  
It was impossible anyways since that friend has died from an overdose two years ago.  
Sometimes that happens. It actually happens a lot.  
During my addiction time I met a lot of other users. A lot of them died and sometimes I see them in other peoples faces. It's weird and it always catches me off guard.  
It's a feeling of devastation that hits without a warning.  
And when it hits I can feel my heart sink in my chest. :(