Depression hit me bad had a rough past but always good at hiding it I stopped talking to everyone all summer and quit football because I just REALLY REALLY NEED SUM F*CKINH SPACE from everyone. I had no bad blood with anybody but now school started again depression really hittin harder people startin to hate me, distance themselves, look at me weird. Coaches literally stare at me in confusion and not say anything. I just really need help but I can’t tell anyone because I did before and INSTANTLY regretted it because when u open up about shit people look and act different around u and it’s a VERY Unpleasant feeling. Now I don’t even know what to do.

I wish I could talk to someone but fuck it. Society will just look at u like a lil p*ssy b*tch.