The more things get worse for me the more I wish to go back in time to when I was more naïve. I long for the days where it was easier for me to remove myself from the world with whatever game I could get my hands on. Now, playing games make me miserable as it just reminds me how much of a failure I have become. Most of my thoughts are about returning to one of my better years, like 2002 or 1997. For me those years were some of my best years. All I do is wish that I could go back to those years and either live this life a different way so that maybe the future could be better, or just stay in that year forever. I would be able to meet some of my dead relatives again, I wouldn’t be spending most of my time stuck indoors, trying, and failing to finish personal projects, and I would still be able to enjoy the things I used to watch back in the day. Man, I would do anything to return to one of those times to the age I was at during then.