Moved to a small ass town for my partners job. Now I can’t find a job… I literally have been looking for months and I am very qualified but I cannot get hired. I have 0 motivation, I have 0 friends. I live in such a small town with nothing to do. I have no money, all I do is drink myself to sleep and wake up hungover as ever which is just making my anxiety skyrocket and making me gain weight. My parents only talk to me when they ask if I have a job yet and are mad when I say I don’t. I’m fucking trying but I just feel like my life is on the back burner. My husband has his dream job and here I am wanting to sleep all day and drink at night to put me back to sleep. I don’t want to leave my house I don’t even care about anything anymore including myself