I 17F think i may have depression. I did every online test i could find and they all tell me that i may have moderate to severe depression and severe anxiety. But I can’t exactly go to a psychiatrist because they don’t believe in mental health in my country. I used to be my dad’s favorite but all that changed when i became a teenager. Now he prefers my other siblings to me and that really makes me feel like trash. Also now I’m my mums favorite but that sucks too because she mostly treats my like a friend than her daughter…. I feel like she depends on me too much and that makes me overwhelmed. She also studied psychology so i kind of resent her for not seeing that im suffering bcz I’ve told her a few times that i may be suffering from depression but she just shrugged it out because she thinks too highly of me… and I don’t wanna disappoint her……. I just wish that someone could help me