I’m at the lowest point of my life, my depression is more severe than its ever been and I’m losing my fcking mind. I dont know if anyone else relates but when I’m really depressed my room reflects that, but I’m usually able to clean it after a couple of days, now I’ve let it build up over weeks and I have no energy to clean it, I just dont see the point of doing anything anymore. 
You ever seen one of them hoarder tv shows? Thats what it looks like. Anyone else relate?