I have anxiety because I like this guy and when I stopped talking to him I felt sad all the time. 
I messaged him and told him I suffer from depression and anxiety and I like to talk to him from time to time. 
I first offered him FWB and he said no.
But I can message him or talk to him from time to time. 
I feel happier but worried that it will not end. 
My therapist tells me we have to dig deeper about why you like this guy so much. 
Medication works. But I still like him and he knows it. 
The situation is weird and I feel weird. 
But I am happier than before. P
I just want more. I want all of him.
I also am in touch with my ex and we talk everynight. 
He cares about me 
I have guys that showed interests In me but since I keep thinking about one guy j can't be with them. Plus I want to get fit before my next relationship starts. 
Anyway, I just want to make sure if I am as weird as I think I am. And why this guy is ok with me texting him?