I had some hope for the start of 2nd semester, thinking I could get better, and improve my stupidity, and maybe get help. But nobody wants to help. My therapist probably thinks I’m dumb, and my parents just keep dismissing my feeling because my grades aren’t that bad, and I used to love my bunny but now I don’t care, and my life is a mess, and I am just a pile of trash, and I don’t know who decided that we all deserved to be self-confident because that’s bullsh*t, and all of my hobbies are gone, and I am just gaining weight like a disgusting pig, and I could keep going for so long. My next therapy session is next saturday and it will be useless because I don’t actually have a mental illness, I’m just stupid and childish, and my doctor will tell me to download one of those apps on my phone to meditate, nobody cares, that’s a lie, they just want to have a good conscience.