I'm a 33 yr old male with possible Borderline Personality Disorder. I've not yet been diagnosed but from the research I've done into Cluster B Personality Disorders its about spot on. I've always had a hard time regulating my emotions. The emotions overtake my rational thought in day to day social interactions. I'm really quick on feet at home in the comfort zone with family members; I'll be witty and crack jokes etc. When I'm out in public or a social event, if someone says something inappropriate to me I get anxious my emotions make me unstable, instead of just brushing the comments off and coming up with a great witty come back line, my emotions rise and in my mind I want to harm the person (i've never harmed anyone physically its just fantastical thoughts, which are unproductive).   


I got to my Psychiatrist on Thursday and I've been writing everything down in my journal (lol I sound like a 5 year old) anyways I was given medication for bipolar but now I'm leaning more towards BPD, I'll post an update with the results. I'm hoping I get on proper treatment.