Hey! I got diagnosed early this year, and I’m just recently learning to identify my BPD traits.
One thing I’ve been noticing is that I always thought I had a really good relationship with food, I love food and don’t mind about gaining weight, but I do struggle a lot with feeding myself, mostly if I’m left on my own.

For example, I live with my sister, when she’s around I’ll cook and eat regular meals so she doesn’t worry about me “not eating healthy”, when she leaves and I’m alone, I barely eat, or don’t eat at all or I only order takeout and that is all I eat for the day. I know for a fact that if I lived completely on my own I would probably never eat or have a really poor diet as I wouldn’t have to pretend for anyone.

Have y’all had the same struggles with taking care of yourself? Sometimes I don’t know of it’s just that I’m lazy and don’t like cooking or if it’s anotherr BPD trait I should talk with my therapist about (mind you I WILL talk about this with my therapist, I just wanted to hear opinions first)