People always say "Oh you're not alone, you have people around you that can support you and help you through this". What a load of bollocks, I've attempted multiple times in the past and I've lost friends and people around me because of it, I dont blame them of course, I cant control how they react and don't judge them for it but it hurts when you're in that place mentally and know that you can't talk or say anything about it because people might alienate you or treat you differently. You are the only one that can control what you do and you have to learn to deal with it.