I get that most of you do have partners, or friends, or whatever. 

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I have one FP of whom I met in like January and I'm pretty sure they have had enough of me. We haven't argued or anything, but I'm almost certain they are getting tired and bored of me and need more of somebody.

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I'm not enough for anybody.

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People just leave.

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My life is hell and people just leave.

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I find everything so boring when I'm alone. I have no one to talk to, no one to really care.

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And it sucks when you pour your heart and soul into somebody for them to just turn around.

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I don't want to be here anymore if I keep losing people and if I keep losing me.