I have GAD, depression, etc. I've seen something like this posted on mental health subreddits before. Once every couple years or so, I get on a 2-3 day kick where I binge watch gorey videos like they used to have on Best Gore. Im an extreme empath. I value life very much. I dont get inspiration from these videos or anything. I feel bad when I watch them. But everytime I do this I see things that i cannot unsee, and have started getting flashbacks. Does anyone else do this?