At this current moment I don't have many things in my life to be thankful for that are not materialistic, I don't have any friends, my family is incredibly short only consisting of 4 people after we lost my grandparents this past November, and outside of my family I've never really felt the love of a girl. I'm 20 years old and I see so many other people my age and younger seemingly having their entire life planned out and already being successful some of them have even started families. I just feel so alone in this huge world because I have no idea what the future holds for me or even if there is one for me, I don't necessarily want to kill myself but at the same time I can see and feel my life going downhill with each passing year and I've been stuck in this rut for the last 6 years So I ask this question to the subreddit is my life worth carrying on or should I just end it all?