I'm really excited and eager to get over the anxiety that came with this. I love the idea of going by myself but I get so much anxiety over it, like people watching me, or whatever.

Frick it I'm going to watch this movie and I'm going to enjoy it, I've wanted to see this movie for so long! I wish I could just enjoy stuff without stupid anxiety in the way. Screw you, anxiety.  I have terrible social anxiety so for me this feels like a huge step in progress.