Hi, I'm 16 and I've been trying to lose weight since 2019, Idk but I always want to have my old body. I want to be underweight again, I know that's really bad but I'm hating my body rn. I hate that I'm curvy, I want to be that same skinny girl I used to be. I'm also doing all the things I used to do, doing the same hobbies I used to enjoy a lot as a child. I wish I never got my hair straightened, I wished I never lighten my skin, I wished I never listen to them (my family) and to their judgments when it comes to my body. I miss my old life, my old habits, my old body, my natural hair, my natural skin tone. I'm sorry if this text is such a mess but I'm so anxious rn. I just want some answers, some advice, anything. I just want to talk about my problems, I just really want to feel better.