I’ve been awol from my job of 6 years for the past week. 

My boyfriend of 1.5 years has left me because I’m crazy. 

Because of that, I went and did more impulsive shit that made everything even worse. 

I have been on a bender for a week. I’ve nearly completely lost it. 


Can anyone throw any positive words or vibes my way? I’m really trying here. It hurts so bad, but I really am trying. I swear I am.