Why is it that whenever you look up anything about depression or scientific studies and scans of the brain compared to "normal" brains 

It all seems so .... Insulting and never makes sense 
One study saids we have thinner grey matte in the right cortex the side responsible for self image 
Other research saids it's thicker grey matter that we have 

Some even say our brains shrink and are small 
That just makes me feel like they are saying that not only do you have something you can't control that brings you down and makes you hate yourself 
But it's also means you're stupid 
And it just makes me angrier then I've ever been 

So now not only do I have myself attacking me everyday but now 
Wow scientific backed proof to also cut me down and take my hope away 

But looking up anything to do with depression always results in this 

They truth is they have no god damn clue what they are talking about in my opinion 

I think we need more depressed people in scientific fields 
Because this is just bullshit honestly