Don’t ever think you are alone, don’t be ashamed of the person you are. Life goes on. You have to understand that it takes time to get better. You aren’t broken, you aren’t a freak or a loser. You are just going through something that no one else understands. We all have issues. You have to say strong though. You can’t let your anxiety consume you. 

I’m proud of you. I always will be proud of you, but you have to try. Please. Get the help you deserve. You deserve to be happy and you deserve to live the life you want.