I've always wanted to change my name because I've always hated mine, for some reason. It just makes me very uncomfortable and I specifically try to avoid saying or hearing it ever. I've gone by various nicknames throughout the years, but the name I identify with changes too often. I'll find a name that sounds and feels perfect, but after a few months something will change and suddenly I want nothing to do with the old name and I have a new one that fits perfectly. 

I definitely need to change my name though, since I have reasons for not wanting my last name and I do have another one picked out that I've stuck with one that I've wanted for like five years now so I figure that's set. I want to change my first name too so I don't have to deal with mine ever again. But how can I do that when nothing is permanent for me? (I don't know if I'm asking for advice or just venting, haha.)