I've never been at any job longer than 5 months, and it shows on my resume. Amazingly no one has asked about it, but the question of why I left my previous employers is common. And I will lie to them but the truth is I end up feeling trapped, feeling like the walls are closing in and I'm "locked in" to this feeling of stress and turmoil. Something or someone always sets me off and there goes my 'flight or flight' response.  The circumstances always feel against me. It's bearable in the beginning, and then it isn't. Full time hours especially stress me out, but that's all that is pushed to me. I was just pressured to take a promotion that makes me full time and I'm already dreading it. I just want to quit on the spot to be honest, and ghost them all, like I've done so many times already. I almost did it recently; changed my number and was preparing to just not show up, if it wasn't for my S/O trying to get me to not do it. I'm miserable at my current job and it has only been a month, and it is about to get worse. I don't want to  deal with people. I hate complaining but I'm tired of bottling frustration, too. I've already started trying to find something else. Looking for an escape route from what feels like a cage. I think working from home would be the most tolerable thing I could pursue. I've only ever worked retail, production, and  customer service. Strenuous manual labor, long shifts and having to directly interact with people constantly. I've hated all of these. The idea of making my own hours, choosing my pace and having a good work/life balance and not having to leave my house is very appealing to me. Even full time would be bearable under these conditions, I would imagine. I wondered for a while if I just hate working, or if I am just not in the correct work environment suitable for me to thrive or be comfortable in. I don't know what to do. I want to take the day off. I want to quit.