I would do anything and everything they want to be loved. I would do awful things if it meant that they would stay with me. I have had 3 FPs but my first is really the one that I can’t let go off even after almost a decade. I know it’s wrong for me to put another person on a pedestal and think they’re going to love me and my life is going to be perfect. But I would do anything to be loved I’m so pathetic, if they give me one ounce of hope I will cling to that for life. I want to do anything and everything Idec if they don’t want me I just want to be there and be liked. I’m so awful.