I realized last night just how much I loved this person. I knew I love them... but it hard even more how much they matter to me and how attached I am to them.I knew all this before too but something idk how to describe the feeling, but it became more clear ig.   


And I am afraid of getting hurt. Of me falling like this for them and just hearing "uhh ya no not working out" or "ya im just not into u for the long run".   


Even tho things seem to be going good rn ig its almost like im afraid of being happy cause im anxious of things all falling apart.   


I hope im making sense