Not my friends nor family members. Actually the small amount of people I talk to i feel like they’re all pushing me away. They don’t text me back for days or weeks at a time. They have jobs, other friends, social lives so i don’t blame them for wanting to leave me behind.
But it also makes me despise and hate everyone of them. I’m one second away from texting every person in my life to never speak to me again.
My mind tells me to hurt or endanger myself to get them back to caring about me. But I know that’s wrong. :( It just hurts so so so bad i can’t stand it. What did i do wrong?