I've been in a happy relationship for 10 months. We are both happy with it, we barely have any fights, and overall, there is nothing wrong with our relationship. 

However, my anxiety can't help but dig and overanalyse my own feelings for him. I know I love him, and I know that the 'honeymoon stage' passed months ago, but I keep overthinking and overanalysing my feelings. My brain says, 'Oh, you don't get as many butterflies around him anymore like you used to however many months ago. That must mean you're falling out of love with him.'

I'm terrified of losing him, and I can't even bear the thought of it. But that same thought comes into my head almost every day and has done so for the past 4 months. It just makes me even more anxious to think that, one day, we will grow apart. I'm terrified of falling out of love with him to such an extent that I feel like I am in this present moment, which freaks me out even more.

I know my anxiety is lying to me and this is what anxiety does, and I'm doing online therapy to help with it, but the thoughts just keep on coming in these waves. And with each wave, even though I've experienced these same thoughts so many time before, I can't help but think that this really is the end – that I just simply don't love him anymore (even though I know, deep down, I do. That's why it's so terrifying).

Does anyone else have similar experiences of anxiety making you question your own feelings? I just want to feel less alone in this, and if anyone has any tips with how to stop letting these thoughts control my head, it would be very much appreciated :)