I just find it weird. People have said they really like going to me for stuff or I'm so insanely supportive and positive. I've supported people in crisis and had others say I've made their day. Meanwhile it's so hard to do for myself.

I'm so empathetic and supportive towards other people (sometimes too much). One time I looked at it and asked myself if it's some subconscious "projection" of how I wish someone treated me? Idefk at this point.

It's just damn ironic I'm so great at helping others but when I'm struggling, it's hard to support myself and I isolate myself from others because I feel I'm not worth recieving the same support--or won't get it anyways.

So ironic. You guys know what I mean?