So today I was officially diagnosed with GAD and depression. I guess I feel more reassured with the diagnosis. Everything she told me makes sense. I just feel really weird, almost like a fraud. I know I am affected daily, but I can't shake the feeling that I'm not depressed or anxious enough for the diagnosis. 

And on top of it all, I just realized that I forgot to get prior authorization for my psych testing (because I'm a stupid college student and didn't realize it wasn't the same as a referral). I have bcbs ppo, so I was able to schedule the appointment without the referral and didn't know preauthorization was probably still required. Now I might have to pay the full bill of almost $2000. I've been nauseous for hours and I can't calm down.

I know I should be relieved that I'm diagnosed, but I can't make myself feel better right now. Like I said, I feel like a fraud and now I'll be broke, too.