With the emotional problems, the disassociation, the panic attacks, the hyperactivity, occasional euphoria burst and paranoia my coworkers are convinced I’m using. 

I’ve had people follow me to the bathroom to make sure I wasn’t using drugs. I’ve had coworkers check my eyes and flat out ask me. People have started checking my hag at the door, a policy they’re supposed to do, but have never done before.

It’s fucking annoying. But that’s the price you pay for being mentally ill in neurotypical society. I know they mean well, but it makes me feel like such an outcast. What else is new I guess.