what the title says, pretty much. my fp and i live together and are in a platonic relationship, but aren't and don't want to be in a romantic one. i'm fine with this, but still get overwhelmed with jealousy and negative feelings whenever his boyfriend is here. i feel neglected and ignored even though i spend time with him every day. i hear them laughing in his room or see them cuddling on the couch and it's like a dagger in my heart. how do i deal with this? i'm in agony and i'm terrified i'll do something and ruin our relationship. i've done it before and i don't want to do it again. please help me.