Hey guys, I have been diagnosed with mild BPD that usually tends to happen when I am on my period (also have PMDD) , depression ,self esteem issues and anxiety. 
This worries me because I am on the stretch to my last semester at school. I go to a high demanding universitiy, get decent grades but because of my emotional outbursts I often don't get assignments in on time or I don't follow through with studying, or I am unmotivated. 
This sucks because my dream job is Investment Banking. If those of you don't know what it is, it is a very demanding career where you can't be late, you have to be strong, fearless and it is high pressure 80 hour work weeks. I have an offer starting in April and I have some time where I need to get my shit together. 
My friends are getting annoyed with me, I suck at dating, and I just wish I didn't feel so much sometimes.  I wish I wasn't overly sensitive or worried about what people think. 
Do you know any females with BPD in a male dominated industry? Does anyone have a similar experience to me? I want to have my sh** together when I start my job. Because it is so important to me, I want to be successful and I am sick of letting my mental health get in the way. I am sorry if that comes off as insensitive, but I don't want to make excuses anymore. I want to be healthy and happy, and learn what is a normal way to react and what is not. I also don't know how to date 
I jsut need a friend here that understands. 