For context I'm a male age 14 and I live in a rather small city where a lot of people know each other. Now for the real problems as I was born my father and mother split leaving me with my Grand Parents. As I was growing up I was always happy nice and always felt welcome in my home from ages 1-6.As I turned 7 my granddad started being really abusive always talking shit obout me verbally abusing me for the bigger part of my early childhood even to the times he hit me because I would make small mistakes I mean at the time I was 7 I did stupid things as small children tend to do this continues for years and years every year getting worse he would get drunk lash out on me and I started going inside my little Buble. From a small age I was tough to do things kids my age didn't do. Everything that happened today is really sad so I have a grandmother the best women I have ever met in my life nice caring helped me with school my dad also verbally asulted her very much she has her dead mom caring lady Wich I have most respect for as she teached my mom to be as she is. My dad would say things obout her Wich he did when he was drunk Wich would tear my mom up. She stepped in every time to help me when I was sad from the things my dad was saying. Today my dad started shouting at me that I don't do asmuch work he wants. (For context I was hiding in my room because of depression anxiety). He said that he wants me out of the house that he wants me in a adoption center. Any advice from the beautiful people of reddit will be helpful thanks in advance❤️