I introduced my FP to a few old friends and now they’re all bonding over stuff that I don’t know anything about. We have plans Monday and right now my only plan for Monday is to stay home, drink, and turn off my phone. I’ve already played it out in my head. My friend realizes how unstable I am, never speaks to me again. Contact fades between me and old friends. I’ve already thrown it all away before it has happened and I’m already ready for it. 