I set multiple alarms, I have my family remind me, I remind myself, I write it down, and I STILL can’t manage to take my medicine consistently ever.

Im on sertraline, risperidone, and prazosin but I don’t ever see the good effects of them because I am never able to take my medicine consistently for more than 3 days and I don’t know why. If I take my risperidone and prazosin, I don’t take my sertraline. If I take my sertraline, I don’t take my risperidone. 

Everything is just as bad as when I first got diagnosed because I can’t take my medicine consistently but I don’t know what to do about it :( I’ve been lying to everyone saying that I’m taking them because I’m too embarrassed to say that I still can’t even use the bathroom by myself because I can’t manage to take a fucking pill