So I have BPD and extreme abandonment issues, and I'm emotionally unstable, so I'm pretty scared since my bf is my favorite person now I'm obsessed with him. And my mood depends on how much he is giving me attention. I hate this my emotions are so extreme and I I don't know how to help it. I've never felt like this before and I'm so scared that he might leave me. I'm scared to death. He's nice to me and he's always here for me when I'm depressed or upset but still, I need him to reassure me 50 times a day that he loves me and he won't leave me. I tho k it's emotionally draining for him and I'm trying to be better but sometimes I can't help.. Any advice ?