In last few hours, life has turned upside down for me, and I just have felt every emotion there ever was. Happiness, Heartbreak, Loneliness, friendship, love, mercy. And everything because of an unexpected end to our things. 

I loved her more than anything in this world and I am sure there isn't any single person who has loved his other half the way I loved her. And yeah I admit, you should never love someone this much. You'd end up hurting yourself and everything will just feel numb and empty.

I'm gonna be honest here, I was a guy who never believed those whiny heartbreak stories and realising now that it really fucking hurts more than anything right now just makes things worse

I want nothing in this world, I never wanted anything, I have never been this much broken in my life, I have never whined about myself before, and I just feel like I'd never be able to live my life the way I used to before. I wish things would turn up great again but to be honest, I just don't even feel like life has anything to even offer now. I've heard every suggestions on how to deal with this, but sadly, nothing works, and nothing will. I'm broken in complete depth and I'll never be getting Outta anxiety and depression again. I'm just done with everything.