i have been depressed for the longest time and i feel like everybody has lived such fruitful amazing experiences, but all i've done all my life is struggle and cope with my depression. i don't relate with anyone my age; i feel like i have nothing to contribute in conversations. 

i have v few friends already and all of my friends have new friends and new experiences. i feel like a burden in every social setting they invite me in. i feel like cutting everyone off and isolating from everybody.