I’m 17 recently diagnosed with adhd been struggling with mental health with a while and I haven’t been able to tell the doctor about it. I have bad grades i don’t see a future in myself, I don’t see myself with a job being happy I literally don’t see anything. I always dream about having a family and having a job and being happy but at the same time I don’t see it actually happening. Idk where I’m going with my life I feel like everything is over I won’t get into college and be a complete disappointment to my parents. Idk why I’m even here why am I wasting my parents time I’m trying my hardest I try to get work done and try to stay motivated but it’s so so so hard for me to do so I always get distracted idk what I’m doing. I just want this to be over but I don’t want to make my parents sad but idk what to do I feel hopeless