i dropped out of 6th grade and i used to say that i was homeschooled just because it sounded a lot better than "middle school drop out" but i havent done a single thing to further my education after dropping out. i never gave any serious thought to my future because i always figured that i would commit suicide before having to learn how to be an adult, but now i'm turning 23 next month and i havent killed myself and now i'm at a loss of what to do. i dont have any skills, never even learned how to drive, and just feel extremely ignorant about the world. i'm so uneducated that i worry i wouldnt be able to get a GED even if i really tried, let alone get into college. the icing on this shit cake is that i'm not on medication and have never been to therapy, which i feel like i really need, but dont have the money for. i've doomed myself to doing minimum wage unskilled labor to try to scrape by for the rest of my life. i feel like i've dug myself a hole too deep to climb out of. 