I was diagnosed with bipolar 1 year ago. I’m 17. My mom is sick, so is my dad. Mom keeps having sezuires and my dad will be hospitalized tomorrow. Im feeling very energetic, productive, creative, very irritated. Cant stop talking, dancing with loud music on, not sleeping and spending all my time drawing pictures for a small business i want to start. I also have delusions and paranoia. Everything i mentioned went on till 5 minutes ago. I was sitting and a random wave of sadness came. I started crying hysterically because of my parents condition. I’m still crying while writing this. Is it possible that im manic? Also sorry for my bad English.