Just wanted a place to reach out. I (29 M) have been on the same medication since 2014 and it’s worked very well for me up until this past year. I’m slowly slipping into a dark place and I’m not sure what to do with it. I’m a dad with two kids and every day I feel less available to them, I have so little energy sometimes all I do is sit in the chair and watch them play without me. I treat my wife like shit and tell myself that I can’t help it. I’m not suicidal but sometimes I wish I were dead. 

Has anyone else experienced their meds not working after a few years? The process of finding the right med was absolute hell for me and I don’t want to go through it again. First time posting, hope I’m not breaking any rules. Just don’t want to feel so alone in this right now.