I've been noticing for a while that i don't exactly react the same way others do to stuff

Like the only time i cried watching something was because it reminded me i don't have any friends

So my ocd entered the game and pulled up every disorder possible, mostly making me think I'm a sociopath even though it's nothing alike

But I've started monitoring my emotions during my normal life, especially when watching films, and i really feel nothing where other people would cry or literally anything else