Sometimes, I think I'm a narcissist and violence loving person. Sometimes I feel like the most generous person on the planet. This perception is so unstable, that just one mean look from someone can bring me violent thoughts and urges to the point I have stay isolated for a while. And, one small generous act by someone, can make me do anything for them.

What condition fits me the most?
P.S Don't Tell me to go to a psychiatrist, all the psychiatrists I've seen so far were idiots who diagnosed me with bipolar disorder and gave hardcore mood stabilizers. The didn't even mention borderline personality disorder as a possibility even after my mention.