Need a bpd friend to talk with so I can  deal with all this shit thats going on in my life. Just a lot of stress, no one is kind to me in the way that works for me. 

Im 29/m in usa- suffer from bpd and nerve pain. I got no one to talk to about anything. I'm trying my hardest to help build a business right now under all these conditions and its a lot. I like art, virtual reality stuff, coding, music, and things like that, I just want some love, so here I am requesting it on the internet again, even though thats never worked before, but what else do I do?