I like everyone on here, have very bad anxiety. So the simplest body changes can flair it up, where I think something is going wrong (even if I just forgot to drink water). And, for a long time in my life I had high blood pressure, so I would normally feel my heart in my chest beating a lot of the time which I though was what normal was, due to me not knowing about said high blood pressure. Now, for quite a while, I was put on "statins", which lowered my cholesterol a LOT. Plus I've been watching my sodium intake and all that good stuff, even lost some weight which is a plus.  
However, with all that out of the way.... I no longer feel my heartbeat pounding in my chest. I can feel my pulse just fine in my wrist and all that, and after some moving around and doing some activities I can feel my heart in my chest. But, normally? Just sitting down and laying in bed, I dont anymore, and Im wondering if something happened to me or something??  
For the past few weeks, after I noticed I no longer feel it, its been eating away at me and making me drained with the constant worry (which isnt making the situation better obviously).   
So is it something wrong? Or, with help of medication and other stuff, is my blood pressure finally to a normal level where I no longer SHOULD feel it as often in my chest (without doing activities of course)?  


Thank you, I waited way too long to post this :,)