I work in a school. It is remote learning right now for positive cases among students.

I've been having weird stomach issues (last week I had bad constipation) and last night I woke up at 3 am and had to make myself throw up because the pain was that bad and I was so nauseous. I've been awake since then because I haven't been able to fall back to sleep and I keep burping up acid.

I've been laying in bed and thinking that there's no way that I'm going to be able to work today.

The thing is, I have had previous sick days for cobid reasons. The first time I was sent home because I had symptoms and the second time because I was in contact with a positive person.

The first time I was not at work for 3 days (I could return with a negative test) and the second time I wasn't at work for 7 days (I couldn't return even with a negative test, the 14 days carried over into thanksgiving break)

So I feel like I've been out a lot and that I'm going to be judged for this and possibly fired? I'm worried and afraid and I also feel guilty because maybe if I pushed myself I could get through the day if I really tried?? I really love my job I just don't think I can do it today.

(it's also a half day for students and they're doing online learning so they're not actually there so I guess I'm not inconveniencing too much but one of my coworkers is also out)