I have been going through a lot lately and there seems to be no end in site. I try reaching out for help and no one seems to actually care. The professionals made it worse and have not shown to care at all. I have totally cut everyone off and no one’s made an attempt to stop it. Maybe I should take that as a sign? God has definitely made it worse and won’t stop either. I’m finally back on track and he’s making sure things get worse. I don’t feel there’s any options left at this point. I’ve become destructive, depressed, angry, and isolated. Usually no one responds to me here either but everyone else gets a response though. Maybe that’s another sign? I am piece of a shit so I probably deserve all of this….