im 23f, i dropped out of college 2 years ago but i was just an english major anyways. ive been a barista for like 6 years. i work with a bunch of teenagers. everyone is at least 4 years younger than me. i live with my dad. i have no plans. i feel embarrassed everyday. i make $10/hr and can’t seem to make more unless i go work in a factory. i live in a shit state. i wish i was dead