I've probably posted the same sorta thing before lol but I don't really care. 

I can't find a single thing to entertain me anymore, and I've tried a lot of shit. Games are all the same and are no fun. I can still play them for hours but it almost feels like I'm on auto pilot and just passing time. 
All my hobbies are just dull at this point. I got into playing cards recently but that got old quickly because I have no one to play with. I'm tired of scrolling through the internet and only talking to people over the internet. The only hobby of mine that I actually stick with is working out, because I have a decent physique and I'd like to at least keep it like that or improve it a bit. 
I dunno, literally the only thing that entertains me is being with friends but outside of my friend group I feel so goddamn alone. I do not live close to any friends and it's rare that I get a chance to hang out, outside of school. 

I'm sure nobody read this lol. Either way I just needed to rant to something, and I didn't wanna burden my friends with my bs. Yeah ima go back to dying inside lol