Over the last year I've gotten psychiatric help and recovered from alcoholism. My progress has been encouraged by a fantastic, supportive &amp; understanding boyfriend.

I have to leave to take care of family and today was triggered by my boss telling me if I'm gone for more than a few months my s/o will inevitably leave me for a cute girl because he's a good looking young man. I was doing a lot better over security and trust. Now my head is spinning and I feel sick.