I have only one friend and I've been trying my best not to make him an FP.

But lately I'm pretty much ALWAYS the one asking him to hang out. Never the other way around. If I don't text him at all he's happy never interacting with me.

And when we do hang out he always wants to make it quick by claiming he's sleepy. I'm always the one to set up minigames and fun activities. Like in Animal Crossing. I always give him gifts and money and come up with fun things to do and... he doesn't do much for me in return.

I think I'm splitting right now because he tells me he wants to be a good friend towards me. But I don't know. I'm tired of having nothing to look forward to in life. My family is abusive and I have no motivation for life and I have no other friends. 

I can't do this anymore.