The shower in our house isn't the best and it's also limited by the water tank in our attic, so you can't shower in it for too long.

Despite knowing this, my partner decided to take a 40+ minute shower, which broke our shower. This is the second time he has done it, but unlike the first time (after which the issue resolved itself in 3 days), it's been a week and the shower is still not working right. 

He claims he was in there for so long because he was "thinking and lost track of time" - which would be fair enough, but he broke the shower once before and knew I was supposed to be meeting someone the next day. Surely you'd pay attention to how long you're in the shower with these things in mind?

I haven't had a proper wash in about 10 days, which is really upsetting to me. A lot of my self-worth/esteem comes from being clean, but when I tried to wash myself with a tub of water, I broke down from feeling humiliated so I can't even clean myself that way. I'm so angry and upset. 

I might have to cancel the meet-up again because I am still unclean, which is hurting me too. Unlike him, I haven't got any friends in our local area - I moved here in the middle of lockdown, so I haven't been able to try to make friends. He knew how important that meeting up with this person was, because it meant I'd be solidifying a friendship and wouldn't feel quite so lonely. But he still broke the shower.

I know I'm probably blowing it out of proportion but I'm really upset and I don't really know how to cope with it.