The title pretty much sums it up really. We haven't been together that long (a few months) and we've both had a really bad week this past week, so he's been distant and I cut for the first time in a long time. He came over last night and we watched some movies and had a drink. Rather than start the conversation I'd been wanting to have all week I waited until I was wasted and he'd (again) rejected my sexual advances to just have a meltdown and pretty much scream cried all my feelings at him, I just wanted reassurance. I asked him if he even loved me and he said no. He used to tell me he loved me all the time, so why did he lie? He said it's because I told him I loved too soon. 

I don't know what I'm expecting from this post I just wanted to share this with people who understand how devastated I am.