My s/o laid out on me how I haven't been trying. It hurts so much how clear it is their distaste for me. They said how they do a lot and how I do nothing. And me saying well you don't do everything and I don't do nothing, made them further push that they do this and this and I don't. They gave me no confidence and no room to not even the slightest be anything near okay. I do stuff they won't do and vise versa. I said it sounds like they don't like me and they proceeded by saying they do this and this and this. I'm so tired. 

After saying all about what's wrong with me and me saying they don't like me it seems. They said they like my opinions and match their thoughts....and to them that was proof they like me. 

I'm worthless and a burden. And now I don't even want to try, because I can't shake that they don't view me in a positive light. I'm ugly. And no matter them saying they love me and they are sorry doesn't change what they said. They meant what they said. In their eyes I know I'm pathetic and not attractive.