I'm afraid of death but suicide is getting so tempting.. I'm so done lately I just want happiness and all I have is stress and depression and anger and just negativity and I don't know how much longer I can take it.. 
I can't do this. My whole life has been hell why can't I just be happy?? It's just drama, drama, drama and oh wait moreFUCKING DRAMA. I'M JUST DONE. idek. I just. I don't know.