I feel like whenever I decide to kill myself it will be very easy as I have almost no one who will miss when I’m gone. If anything me being gone would make life better for the few people who do care about me as I feel like I am an awful person to be around. My depression, constant stress, and anxiety makes me an irritable and not fun person to be around. I feel awful for my partner who has to put up with it and I feel like they would be much better off without me. They could find a partner not struggling like I am, they could be in a non long distance relationship, they could simply just be happier. I hope I can kill myself soon.