Hello, so I've been on only mood stabilizers for about three years. My doctor took me off antidepressants because she thought it was making me too manic, and she's hesitant to put me back on them. Problem is, I have so much stress and anger issues, and terrible depression about myself and real time factors. I can't afford a therapist (america yay), so I was thinking I'd try antidepressants again. I hear it works with mood stabilizers, even my PCP said that. I think I should take control with my psychiatrist, but I obviously am worried it would make me too manic and I'd go immature and wild again. I want to get rid of my stress because it's making me literally lose my mind. I can't function, I'm just angry all the time and it flares up randomly into a fight or flight response. This is my last hope. Anyone have some advice or personal experience?