okay so i was talking with my partner about mental illness (specifically body dysmorphia) and how it makes me wanna commit suicide. they were trying to help me feel better about it but at one point, i just started crying and having a mental breakdown. because of this, i didn’t respond to their texts for two minutes since i was quite upset.

the next few texts i come back to are 

“if u say that shit and just go to sleep that’s horrible and i won’t forgive you”
“ok i don’t forgive you i’m just trying to help you why are you punishing me”

like honestly i understand feeling like you’re being punished if you’re trying to help someone you really care about and they’re not being responsive and it’s not really working on them, but honestly, reading this made me feel like a total piece of shit and a burden and never want to open up to anyone again. they didn’t even say “i feel like i’m being punished”, instead they just straight up accused me of doing so. which honestly was pretty hurtful because i never had that intention at all in the whole conversation. 

i guess i just need some opinions and advice.