So I have always been an angry person even as a child, however now I am doing a lot better. But I am still just finding other paths now. (I am an adult now)

Back than as a child (at the age of 13 years old) I used to have some kids try and bully me and I would just tell them in a calm voice (sometimes even smile) “you will regret this, mark my words son” (I always felt I did not think like a child) 

So I would follow the kid in secret and have a notepad, I would take notes of how his character was, his personality, the way he acts with friends, how they handle certain issues that would arise, this would all be noted down. I would actually study the person. In my spare time (I still do this today) I use to read a lot of psychology books and how the human brain works with even regards to human brain chemicals. Anyway back to my story. So I would than spread a false rumour about the person to there friends (knowing because I studied how there reactions would be I would play along to connect with there personality) and than I would plant a note (try and copy that person’s writing as much as I could and place it in there desk.) the note would be something corresponding to there ego or some other none sense.

Now its show time, I would sit back and watch the group of friends fight and yell at each other only to feel I really won. 

I never really believed in physical fighting I liked using my knowledge of human psychology and test it out on these people.. I found it very interesting and it just made my problems sort of go away. 

Today I do not do things like that to that extreme anymore… but I wonder what made me into a child like that? Was it normal child stuff? 

Even as a teenager I used to always get back at people like this… 

Maybe this community can pick at it.