I’ve been depressed for like 2 months. No real end in sight. 

I’m in a ton of mess financially, socially, and professionally after a super long hypo episode.

Even once I stabilize, I’m not confident I’ll be able to solve for all this. No amount of therapy or medication is going to transform me into the person I need to be to fix all this. Every night I pray I either wake up hypo or not at all. 

Every road forward leads to shame, embarrassment, and pain. I have people that love and support me, but no one really understands the gravity of my situation.

Depressed me, baseline me, and hypo me are all dysfunctional in their own ways.

My life actually might be ruined.