It's just little things like this that are eating me up inside. I miss basic human decency. The people I'm around these days are the worst fucking people. And I thought getting bullied in school was bad. Every single day there are agressive arguments and people getting thrown out by security at the homeless shelter for trying to assault each other. Several times a week the police will be called. 

People I have never talked to before in my life have tried to fight me over the following:
-Accidentally grabbing their toast instead of mine. It was the same type of bread and they were right next to each other.
-Sitting on a chair in a line that wasn't moving yet.
-Asking if I could get some hot water because they were standing next to it while taking ages to stir their coffee.
-Accidentally knocking the table because my nerves are fucked. Nothing was even spilled.
-Asking them to get to the back of the line because they cut in front of me and I see them do this every day.
-Bumping into people accidentally. I've lost count of how many times this has happened.

I try to keep my nose down and stay out of trouble but if someone starts yelling at me for no reason I will stand up for myself. They always threaten to beat you up and since I'm nearly always bigger and stronger than them and grew up getting into fights I make it clear I'm willing to beat the shit out of them if they don't back down and leave me the fuck alone, which they always do. I should note no one has threatened me more than once and I wouldn't take it a second time if they did. 

I'm astounded I still haven't been in a fight in the 3 months I've been coming here. Seriously these people are all bark and no bite. Just trying to act tough.

I'm not allowed to say this without being called racist but I'm saying it anyway, every single one of them have been a certain race I won't name and it's kind of hard to not dislike them in general when the majority of them treat you complete shit for no fucking reason. And it's not just me. They try to fight everyone and the way some of them treat women is fucking depolarale. Verbally abusing some poor girl until she's bawling her eyes out about to throw a chair at you and then you pick a chair up yourself threatening to attack her is not fucking acceptable in my eyes.

Some are decent people and I'm friends with a few so I treat everyone with respect until they don't treat me the same way. It's just so fucking frustrating. It's 8 am. I want to eat toast, drink coffee and check Reddit. Not get into fights over fucking nothing with complete strangers.

Honestly I kinda need a fight. Might release some frustration and anyone who sees it will know not to mess with me. Time to start leaving severed heads on pikes as a warning to others lol