I've been having this overwhelming anxiety for the past few days, once I start thinking about it I can't stop. What I've been thinking about is how bad I just want to be a kid again, and it gives me anxiety cause once we die we will never get another chance to live life as a kid again or live life again period. It scares me sometimes how we are only here once, and only get one chance at life. It makes me said how ill never get the feeling of being a child again, and for some reason, it scares me so bad and I get anxiety from the thought of what I just explained but also the thought of how we grow old every day and there is no stopping it, it also gives me anxiety how I'll never get to go through life again and do it differently, I've attempted \*\*\*TW\*\*\* suicide a few times but look at life differently now but I feel so weird being stuck between wanting another chance to live my life again and do things differently but I used to want to end my life. Sorry, this was so long. Just wanted to know if anyone has felt the same or what's helped you calm down and accept things for what it is.