So I have been struggling with my mental health for about 2 years now, still with no diagnosis. I’ve been doing some research and one thing that really stood out to me about bpd was a fear of abandonment. One of my biggest triggers that sends me into depression is when I text my friends and they don’t immediately reply. For some reason, in my head, they are purposefully avoiding me and I just wait by the phone for hours thinking of all the reasons they hate me and the better things they have to do then spend time with me. 

Do any of you also have this problem?