hey guys. there's a long backstory but since english isn't my native language, i don't wanna bother writing the whole thing down lol. anyway: things have been weird with my FP. the emotional dependency has been hurting me so much lately. i've been thinking about ending things between us, mostly because he doesn't give me as much love and attention as he used to. and also because i'm currently trying to recover. i started therapy again and i'm really trying to get a better me. the thing is, i feel like he's stopping me from getting better. he's really trying to make things work out but i can't concentrate on him AND me. i feel like my heart can either belong just to him or to me and my friends. idk i still love him but i've been feeling so weird towards him lately. like we're strangers. i feel like there isn't really a connection between us anymore. i don't even feel like texting him. and when i do text him, it feels weird and i get a little anxious. when we meet, it's the same (at least at the beginning). i often feel like i can't be myself anymore around him. he makes me feel worthless (he's so much better than me) and i just don't feel comfortable with him rn - but not because he's doing any wrong, just because of me. i think this emotional distance is a coping mechanism of mine because i can't deal with all of the things he makes me feel (he's my first FP). but idk. has anyone of you ever felt the same? i'm so confused and i have no idea what to do. my therapist told me to not stress about it too much since i don't have to make a decision rn and i'll figure it out sooner or later but i just need some advice.