So i always had some anxiety my whole life, but it was never too debilitating. I was popular, highschool quarterback, etc.. Then my first gf cheated on me and messed me up but still i was able to handle it. Then during college i had a heartbreak with a girl that drove me insane to the point of not eating or being able to get out of bed. Since this my anxiety has expanded from not just girls, but all possible things in my life. All things that i once used to be okay with, i became super fearful of. I became a hypocondriac, afraid to fly, afraid to exist, afraid to love. Since i developed all these fears, they all seemed to come true. Since i became a hycondriac i became physically ill and weak for no reason because i am constantly convincing myself that im dying lol. Then i developed depersonalization and feelings of being in a dream. And now im at where i am now, a fcking mess. So is the girls the cause of it? Or was this something inside me regardless.