So I have this weird habbit. I am a writer and artist. When I go manic I usually get published. And sell art work. And make shit ton of money for my art or gain clout. I have even gone viral on tiktok when manic (much regret on that one I have deleted that content yet some people still recognize me )  


and when I get regulated into a regular sleep cycle and am okay mood wise I just lose all drive to create. How can I as an artist get this drive back without going manic? I aint vincent van gogh and have no desire to be. I just wanna keep creating without also being bat shit insane.