I’m (M24), I’ve seriously got to the point where I don’t even wanna be here anymore…

I live with an incredibly malicious and horrible set of parents. My Christmas consisted of a punch round the side of the head and being kicked whilst on the ground by my mother. My father was also admitted into hospital because he couldn’t breathe and apparently this is all my fault. 

If you’re wondering why, it’s because I woke up at 12pm on Christmas haha….apparently I ruined Christmas due to this.

My father tells me, and I quote… “I wish I could smash your f****** head into the ground” like why would say that even if you was angry? 

Now they’ve turned the focus to they want me gone and don’t want anything to do with me anymore, I have no money…no savings…
I just feel like it’s time to clock out🙁 your existence feels nothing but futile when you don’t even have these basic foundations to fall back on.

I live in the UK and I feel like if I don’t take one course of action soon it’ll be too late