I don’t even know what was happening in my head tbh. idk my brain was like “you had to get on the north bus to get here so you have to get on the north bus to go home” no brain, wrong.

I asked the bus guy at the stop if the bus was going north, he said yes it’s going north. I got on the bus and the driver said ‘this is a bus north’ yep ok. I swiped my card and went to sit down, and then it hit me that wait a second, I don’t want to go north I want to go south, but I had already paid for the trip and gotten on the bus so I *couldn’t* get off the bus and wait for the right one bc then I would look stupid. 

So I went to the next town over, got off the north bus and got on the next bus south. I’m writing this on the bus now.

I feel so stupid and anxious like why did this have to happen today?? Like I know if I told my friends about it later we’d all have a laugh but rn I just feel shit