I can’t be the only one that wants to run away and start a cult just to return.

I think it’s my horrible self image but I would want to show everyone how good I am and how powerful I am.  Starting a cult or even being in a cult has extreme perks when you have BPD. 

1st reason: I can tell people to do what I want, for example if I don’t like someone or I want to show someone how powerful I am, I can just get my people to kidnap them or someone they love.

2nd reason: a cult is kinda like a close family, I can talk to anyone I want to talk to, it’s like free therapy.

3rd reason: free drugs and alcohol. Oh and sex.

Do you guys feel the same?