We went out for dinner and I had some drinks and bought a few to drink at home. Last thing I remember was restarting a show because I didn't pay attention the first time. I don't remember what time it was but my last record on my phone was around 9.. Next thing I know it's 1:47am and I'm waking up. I try to remember my steps but I can't. I hate to think I fell asleep so early. I panic about the having no memory part but I panic that there was valuable time on my day off that I missed out on. I panic over the thought of what I could have gotten done. I think about how drinking and not remembering things is registered as a problem in my brain I mean it's not like I would have really done much more than lounging around 9pm and beyond and I had had a successful day so I shouldnt be worrying but it just bounces from thought to thought. After a while everything gets filtered through this lense of what problem could be happening