After years of being told i had depression and anxiety, its finally clicked after some research of my own. I brought bpd to my psychiatrist and she finally diagnosed me this week. Why didnt anybody seen the red flags sooner? Why didnt i see it? Has anyone ever been frustrated yet relieved that they got their diagnoses? 
Years of confusion and a feeling of “theres something else going on” i cant help but to feel like i could have lived a better life all this time.