The whole experience of not being able to locate yourself or identify with who you are due to chronic self hatred and emptiness is so jarring. Does anyone else experience this with photos taken of them/selfies? I always wondered what led to my body dysmorphia (I’ve just been dealing with it in different ways since around age 12), and I wonder if this is the cause. In therapy now, but this aspect of having BPD is the most haunting for me.