I've just finished college and I've lost all my friends. Basically, one of them pretty much turned against me, and spent most of the year being hyper aggressive towards me, and just treating me like shit. It also appears that, despite the fact two of them were in agreement with me over her being in the wrong, they've all taken her side, and I can't remember the last time any of them made the effort to reach out.

On top of that, my grades this semester took a massive flop, and my 1.1 degree dropped to a 2.1. This also means I'll have to reconsider a lot of masters options. Having gone all through school without any friends,  I've ended up basing my entire self-worth/ self-esteem on my academic skills. Needless to say, these grades were soul crushing, and I've been c*tting myself regularly since.

I'll be moving to a new city for work soon, but if there's anything Reddits taught me (at least on the subreddits I've seen), making friends post college is near impossible. Add in my social ineptitude, and I genuinely think I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. I just want it all to be over..