Hello, I am new to this forum, I guess I am here because recently i quit my job of 3 years to take the risk of working for a local company with a better wage, it came to that I was "laid off" and now have to go on EI. With that being said I am starting to really noticed my moods and depression overcoming me and I know I can tell its BPD sometimes, I guess I just feel sort of lost, in my head and this feeling of being a failure is back. Working gives me a great sense of pride, especially with how hard I can struggle everyday with the anxiety, and bpd. I guess I just want to feel like I am not alone, and there are others that understand, because I don't know anyone else that has BPD, but I am grateful for the great friends &amp; family I do have that understand.

Edit: I also want to say that I was diganosed with BPD a 14 (currently 28) , along with anxiety, I also have a lot of past trauma, but have felt like I was finally sort of moving up and gaining control for a while and now I feel empty inside again, the one that really hurts the heart.