I basically told my therapist a few months ago that I think I have bpd (borderline pd) I was misdiagnosed with schizoid personality disorder before and 3 therapists told me I probably have autism, she told me I definitely don’t and in the beginning she also told me I don’t fit borderline at all except maybe one symptom, at that point I didn’t EVER open up about anything tho. Just now I called her blackout drunk (second time, in like 2 weeks), and opened up about trauma symptoms and EVERYTHING I told her I wanna kill myself and she just got me and we talked for 3 hours and I have therapy everyday now, she told me I have every single symptom of bpd after I opened up, Istg i just wanna finally get a diagnosis to know what’s wrong. also I need it for living groups and schools to see where I have to go (cps needs a diagnosis) 

So does this mean I probably have bpd or not? I am only 15 so this would be a severe diagnose (you can diagnose it this young in my country, in severe cases especially bc i have a trauma history, physical/mental abuse, SA, sh, alcohol abuse and got diagnosed with a different pd anyways.)