Hello! Im a 19 year old F and I recently got diagnosed with BPD. Right now I am struggling to get over an ex bf/FP. My ex and I had a very strong personal connection because I lived with his family while I was moving out of an abusive household. We broke up because of an episode. It was my worst one yet and I feel really guilty for what I did. Long story short he now has a new girlfriend. This was so hard for me to come to terms with. I stopped sleeping, eating, and started having depressive thoughts. I finally started to feel like I was back on track when he called me late at night to tell me he missed and loved me. So now I’m back at square one. Obsessed over someone who is in a relationship. I don’t know if anyone has any advice for getting over a fp? This was my first serious relationship so I’m a little lost.