i'm so tired. i just freaking sleep and eat. i'm back at the start again and at the point i thought i was getting better from. therapy didn't help me,  she gave up on me and discharged me. i want to go on with my life but i don't know how i can even get help. 

my parents see me as unmotivated and on and off for the past 3 years. it's why i can't hold a job or obtain a degree. i feel like this pandemic ruined everything for me, it literally hit me at the worst point in my life like mentally and now i can't get back up from it?? wtf is that