Work as a groundskeeper making only about $12.50 an hour.  I actually feel proud of myself for having a job and being motivated enough to go to the gym everyday etc, but still feel like my life is a mess.  I've gotten too comfortable in my current situation and haven't really done enough to progress myself.  One of my biggest issues is not being able to drive and I think I may have ADHD and maybe even some mild autism.  Suffering from anxiety atm because of how I feel about myself although I probably shouldn't feel that bad because at least I'm working.