I have had my job since February 2017. Stuck through it through thick and thin, gave it my all, was well-liked (I think) and I will say it, pretty dang good at what I did. I'm flighty in every other aspect of life, but this job... I held on. But last week my manager and I had a conversation about my hours and how I needed to work more (I tried to go back to school and decreased my hours semi-significantly) or I'm not being a team player and I just lost it. Like. After everything. I'm still not enough.

And so I snapped. I told her to her face to expect a two weeks notice from me any day now (she can't fire me because we're so short staffed) and I've submitted like 50 job applications. But I feel so much guilt, and so much worry, that I'm not going to find anything, or that I'm never going to be happy and I'm just going to skip around job to job like I've been avoiding doing... I'm just really bad with change. I know this quit has been a long time coming, but I was just so proud of myself for sticking with it. I feel lost and like I'm only getting more lost.