So I haven’t been adapting well to social media mainly Facebook all that well and the friends I piss off and burn bridges with are stacking up. I mean in real life I dont express myself the way I do online almost as if I have an alter ego. So anyways I am always posting crazy memes and stuff about psychedelics and I get a friend request from my best friends mother who taught me how to play guitar and raised a service GSD companion animal for my father. I didn’t want to scare her and so I just asked my friend if I should accept the request from his mom and he said no I should not. I totally get it but it just hurts that the way I am is too much for most people. God bless my wife of 14 years for sticking with me all this time Ill be turning 34 next month and didn’t think I would make it this long because of my mental health and addiction issues. 