It often dawns on me that i will never be able to experience or truly understand how anyone else thinks or feels or experiences things. I will only ever know what its like to be me. I will only know what its like in my head. I have a narrator and she never shuts up. 

I also have troubles with the fact that every person is constantly experiencing life and thoughts and feelings. When i hear people say things about themselves using i, me, my i get genuinely perturbed and almost flabbergasted that theres someone experiencing something. Then i get more freaked out because i realize everyone is always experiencing. Existence and being is so weird to me. Like when you see someone on the street walk by or someone replies to you on reddit, thats an actual person who is alive, existing and experiencing????? Why is this so weird to me. I feel like i dont understand life