What is your experience with BPD symptoms over time? Do they stay improved?


Feeling very nervous about tomorrows independent psychologist assessment for disability support pension about expected fluctuations across the next 2 year. 


I need to know if BPD is a relapsing/remitting disorder, to prepare myself for being open and honest for the first time ever about the real extent of impairment. I lie/minimize to my Pdoc about everything.


The diagnosis letter from my pdoc “No longer meets the criteria for BPD”. I didn't ask about it, as was horrified by formal written diagnoses (child custody paranoia). Plus I wasn't supposed to have access to the report. I don't know if this means if  officially I am cured, or officially still have BPD features subclinical or if it will come back... Also have bipolar 2, social anxiety, relationship difficulties. 



To be honest, I do have many traits of BPD still, and have had on and off since my teens. I have had periods where some traits improved for years,  but always sprung back. I have never admitted this to my pdoc. I am worried about the discrepancies between what I say, and what PDoc report says.










