I am not a native speaker so my text may have mistakes. I'm sorry for that. 

Bipolar runs in my family and I have symptoms of bipolar too. I've been depressed for long periods of time, I have been through two episodes that have symptoms of mania, I've been hearing voices and seeing things, I have social anxiety and I have symptoms of ADHD. 

My father and grandfather both believe that the biggest mistake was that my aunt and grandmother went to a psychiatrist. My aunt tried to kil someone some years ago, and she also stabbed her ex on his wrist, attempted suicide, got hospitalized to a psychiatric hospital and other things so it' clear that something was going wrong with her behavior.

I've talked with my mother about that, and she tried to "normalize" my symptoms by telling me that it's normal for a person to have ups and downs, but I told her that it's something more than that and she didn't listen. Today we both talked to my father about this too, and he told me that he has problems too and that I can get through it by myself.

He told me that I can see a psychologist, but I'm afraid that if I actually have bipolar my father won't accept it. I don't know what to do.