I’ve never been diagnosed with anything because I don’t tell anybody anything, because I’m afraid of being ostracized or worse. The main thing that has me currently worried is the occasional overwhelming urge to rip out all of my teeth. It only ever lasts a few seconds and goes away pretty fast but it’s been happening more often recently, I even dreamt about it last night. 

I’m a generally paranoid person I cover up windows, shut and keep doors locked, and I absolutely hate mirrors. I’m terrified of most social interactions and have been isolating myself as much as possible (only talking to my online friends and my mother) for 3ish years.

Normally I wouldn’t even be posting something like this but the whole teeth and teeth dream has shaken me.