Nothing has helped, even trying to do other things to distract myself. I am literally suffering from this in a major way even though I know I shouldn't put my happiness in other people.

And this has been 3 different people I'm waiting for a response too. How can I *not* put the blame on me when it's pretty obvious it must have to do with me.

But the intensity of waiting has never lowered. The longer I wait the worse I get.