
my partner broke up with me a few weeks, it was all my fault. i just can’t seem to tackle the constant attack of guilt and shame. i just feel like i’m drowning. i think i put too much reliance on her for my happiness, being stripped from her made me aware of that. i just miss her so much but i’m so fucked rn i feel mentally fucking retarded and i’m back in that place i was years ago. that glimmer in life is gone, i no longer see or feel it. it feels like my soul has signed out and i’m ready to disappear.