anyone feel this way? i feel like i am having an identity crisis. everything i guess i usually enjoy seems miles away and like i have never enjoyed it. i feel incredibly anxious - and yet everything i try fails to help enough to feel the way i need to feel. everything seems scary (even things that aren’t). i feel like a scared kid. things feel hopeless and my OCD is not helping. I feel like I am stuck inside and I feel absolutely insane. I feel like a scared little kid. my voice sounds like it is coming from someone else’s body. it is hard to recognize myself in the mirror. i keep fidgeting endlessly and i want to jump out of my skin.