Its so frustrating because this religious anxiety I have was so avoidable. I was in a dark spot in 2016 and turned to religion and learned more about it to give me solace. 

Unfortunately I now deal with intrusive thoughts and anxiety about God and am super paranoid that he’s gonna come after me and ruin my life. For example I have trouble sleeping because I’m scared god will prevent me from sleeping. I literally have slept probably 9-11 hours past 3 days. I try to shut my eyes but I can’t drift off cause I’m scared out of nowhere I’ll be unable to sleep because of god. Whenever I tell myself god doesn’t exist I feel so much better and can fall asleep quickly but even then that doesn’t work every time. 

I can’t keep living in constant fear and stress that a higher power will do something to screw with my life. Its so frustrating because it’s limiting my life and my potential and if I had never learned about this religion I would have been sleeping fine and lived a productive life like anybody else. Idk what to do anymore pls help me I want to stop this suffering. Everyday I live in regret learning about my religion. Someone help me pls.