Idk what to do anymore, I just need to rant I guess, I feel so broken… all I can think about rn is wanting to die but I can’t.. I have too many people that would get hurt, I hate hurting people and that’s the only reason I’m alive but it’s getting so hard to keep trying, I don’t want to keep trying, I just want everything to end… why can’t something just come along and kill me so I don’t have to do it myself, I feel so guilty for feeling like this because I know I have friends and family that care about me but there’s just something inside me that’s so unbearable and broken and stupid that I just can’t keep living like this, I want it to end, please tell me I’m not alone in this