I have a lot of things I could be doing that I’ve been wanting to do forever. For example I bought lots of video games on my PC a couple months ago but never got the chance to play any of them. When I do get that sudden feeling to play one of the games, the moment I start it up, I immediately get bored like the game lost all interest when I’m on the main menu screen. This has happened the few games I tried playing. I either wait for the game to update or I’m playing 5 minutes of the game and then *poof* I have no pleasure in it anymore. I think I like the concept of the game but not actually playing it. I only seem to hyper fixate on one game at a time and it’s been that way pretty much my entire life. I play the game for months or even a year plus, and then lose all interest and move to the next game. It’s like when I try to play a new game my mind finds a way to pick apart all the flaws and if it’s not insanely stimulating at the beginning then I don’t play it. It has to capture my interest right away which is annoying. I also cannot focus on the positives of the game, only negatives, and then I quit the game and go back to mindlessly scrolling on social media until the day ends and I repeat. 
I have the whole day to myself and yet I still can’t get myself to do anything other than waste time and think of all the things to do and yet not doing them. Maybe it’s cuz of lack of sense of self? I don’t know. I was hoping there was a fix for this.