So basically im top percentile dyspraxic and autistic or something my handwriting is illegible, my reactions are awful, my short term memory is non existent, im always fucking exhausted among other problems. No one treats me with respect everyone acts like im just a lazy dumbass, my mum pretends like she understands but when my disability affects her at all she just treats me like a fuck up and I cant even talk to her fully cuz she gets upset and acts like an asshole for being mad when she shouts at me all the time, im not capable of enjoying games cuz everyone smokes me, I dont have muscle memory or anything. I feel like an emotional house of cards.If i could give up a limb to get rid of this bullshit I would.