I don’t know what to do anymore. Especially over the last several months my drive to do anything has completely gone and I feel almost empty inside, all the stuff that I used to find fun and enjoyable just feel like a chore. I do constantly think about killing my self but I know that I will never have the balls to do so and the fact that I know I would be hurting my family and friends but I don’t know what else to do I just want everything to stop. I’m tired of everything,getting out of bed just to do another boring day doesn’t feel like it is worth it I’m just clinging on to different events hoping this will get better but it never does. I’m just done with life.