I’m 35 yr old white male, live in the US. I have a family that includes my mother, my fiancé, and 4 kids (3 step 1 bio). I am a stay at home dad and very happy to be so, working has been hard my entire life and haven’t had many jobs due to severe anxiety and depression. I am much better mentally then I was when younger but still can’t help to wonder what’s the point for me to be alive? I’m loved I’m cared about which is more then some will ever know, yet I’m not happy and I don’t feel loved. Not sure what this is even being posted for maybe to seek advice or be told to get over it idk just reaching out because I don’t have a neutral person to talk to.