I’m so sick of life…. I’m just so so tired of life. It’s a never ending cycle of nothingness, everyone everything. I’ve thought about ending it all but I don’t want to be selfish. I care how people feel, but the funny thing is nobody cares how I feel and no one will ever get to experience the love I give. I’m tired of feeling tired nothing and no one can fix how I feel. I just want to be loved,I just want to feel wanted. I might not be making and sense but I just need to express myself, nobody else will listen or take MY feelings into account. It’s so exhausting trying to keep a happy face on knowing deep down I’m not happy at all, I’ll never be happy. I’m tired of feeling like a burden and feeling like I’m bringing everyone else around me down. It’s all going to change though I’ll no longer be a burden to anyone, I’ll no longer have to suffer. And for my parents.. if you’re reading this just know I loved you guys with all of my heart. 5/28/22 🙏🏽