i have a really hard time telling my genuine feelings towards people, especially my current partner. right now, i can’t tell if i am just splitting on them like usual or if i actually want to break up?? everything they do annoys me and i keep lashing out and being really angry towards them and telling them everything i don’t like about our relationship, when i would NEVER do that before. 
i am torn between breaking up and staying. i’ve broken up w them once before and then we got back together. but this time feels different? 
i also can’t tell if i am just wanting to stay because they are very clingy and cry to me about everything. i feel so guilty thinking of leaving and i can’t tell if it’s because i don’t feel that way or if it’s because i don’t want them to cry. 

do any of you go through this? how do you tell the difference between being out of love and just splitting? i really cannot tell how i feel towards them nor how anything will happen long run 