(TW for mentions of sexual material)

So uh.. I met someone recently that I really like. I want and am trying my best to make it work, but the urge to run away or otherwise fuck it up is almost overwhelming. My bf and I are long distance and ofc he has needs, so he watches porn n stuff, and he asked if I'd like to send nudes bc he feels guilty about.. not using me as a sexual outlet ig, and that's partially what pisses me off. Like, is that all there's gonna be to me? Will I even be fucking good enough? He's already admitted that he gets boners every time he sees another 'female' (that word pissed me off too). It's hard for me to believe any compliment he gives me already. I just want my brain to shut up or all of this to go away