I feel so bad for my mom and dad, raising me all years, getting attached to me, only for me to be like this. How does the woman who gave me life know feeling I don't want it?  I'm sorry mom and dad, for all the pain, the memories. I'm sorry you have to worry about me, I'm sorry for how I've burdened you. I'm sorry you ended up with me, I'm sorry I'm like this.