Like, I could be fine and then one small thing will trigger my insecurities off and I will think they're going to cheat on me, leave me, or don't really love me at all. It usually disappears within an hour or so and then I get this "oh, who cares if they do" attitude. I'm ok for a short while until it happens again. I'm sick of it. When it happens, I become very distant with my partners. I just hate myself and think there's far more better looking and more entertaining people out there for my partners..