I still have alot of friends so I guess I'm lucky. But they are overbearing for me atm, I want to stay in bed and soon I will be out of excuses. Family wants to do stuff, too, and there's drama with my violent brother as well. I'm just not ready, I'm exhausted. I work my job, I clean my house, I care for my cats. I don't have much energy for anything else. I don't know, don't want to see nobody...