(19M) I have no aspirations in life. I live at home with my parents and we don’t get along very well. They want me to go to college but I have a hard time even getting out of bed in the mornings due to my will to live. My will to live is non-existent. I enjoy making music but I’m not good enough for people to actually listen and like my music. No way I could make it a career. 

I apply for minimum wage jobs every other day or so but my only job experience is working at places for a few months at a time. I always quit them. My managers are either too mean to me or I end up hurting my back and getting burnt out. 

I’m a lonely, driven less, resentful soul. I wish life in cooperate America didn’t have to suck so much.