I don’t really know why I’m posting this. I’m so lonely I keep trying to say little things as a cry for help and it doesn’t work because everyone has their own partners and issues and lives, I can’t expect them to try too hard to help. I took my best friends to a concert and had a wonderful time but once I got home alone I just started crying. I can’t do this. I don’t wanna do this anymore. But I’m the only parent my 1 yr old has and I can’t leave her. My future feels dark. I have no hope for better and feel like it will only get worse from here. I can’t fucking do this. The person I care for uses me for sex and intimacy but doesn’t care about me. I am alone.