I just feel nobody wants to hang out. I have since January started in different clubs and tried to get people to hang out outside of that,because I feel that is when you really are friends. The problem I have is that it doesn't work, I picked up roing,boxing,volunteer work. Nothing works.

No girls want me, and hearing about a friend going through 3 girls in a year on dates and the 3rd just randomly popping into his life at his job, it just pisses me off that no girls like me. Being a virgin at 27 really kills my self esteem.

I am doing my masters but it is postponed due to my ADHD stuff getting checked.

I just get hit in the face repeatedly by life and all that happens is just constant bs in my life and I just can't handle it anymore. I want the pain to end and I feel there is only one way to finally get some peace and quiet instead of watching everyone getting everything I feel I want and isn't even much,just what a normal person should have,but I am not getting it and it drives me insane.

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Hopefully I'll make it past Sunday but I don't have the hope