
I’ve never told anyone this but I think of myself as better than everyone I know. I know this might not be true, but I still believe it. I act completely normal but I don’t really feel that normal. I laugh I smile and I am generally seen as someone fun to be around. The problem is that I don’t really care about anyone. Sure company is enjoyable, and a good conversation whit some who likes you is fun, but I don’t really care about anyone as individuals. Expect for my parents and little sister, I compared to other people I love them, but I still don’t like them as much as my peers like their counterparts. I don’t really feel guilty about this. Apart form my close family I only care about myself, I’m incredibly good socially. But it all feels like an act, I only act like that so that I may have a better life in the future since people like me. I’ve been told on numerous occasions that I’m really good at talking, but that’s partly because Im incredibly good at lying. I’ve gotten out of so much problems because of this. I know I sound like a a-hole, but I’m just being honest. I didn’t choose to be like this, and tbh I think it better that I’m aware of it than if I wasn’t. I’d love some advice on this, if there’s anything I could do about this I’d love to know what that would be