hey. as the title says, today i had a biology class about miscarriages and stuff. now this wouldn't be so bad if it weren't for the fact that yesterday i was told that my dad's wife had not one but two miscarriages, one being before my brother was born (my brother is a rainbow baby) and the other one last friday. i felt like shit when i was told this, and this fucking class made it even worse. i excused myself, went to the bathroom and cried for like 20 minutes.

my little brother is only 4 and he doesn't like me. i was hoping they'd have another baby that would be nicer, but now it's dead. if its any use for anyone, both fetuses died at 2 months.
 
might not seem like a big deal to some people but here i am