**-Hey! How are you?**

[I'm spiraling. Before building up the mental strength to put on some clothes and come to meet you I was laying in bed staring at the ceiling. I feel numb, I can't find the slightest motivation to do any of the things that once I used to love. Most of my smiles are an act. I'm starved of affection. I usually zone out and stare blankly. I have a creeping feeling that I'm literally missing out on life itself cause I can't find joy or motivation for anything that pushes me to work on long term goals. I'm so fucked up mentally that I don't have the courage to let you know about it 'cause I fear dragging you along. I feel miserable.]
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**+Hey dude. All cool, hbu?**