In all my relationships I fall to pieces and my mental health is at all time lows. The problem is that, I am now married. For years I've been trying to get out of this relationship, but my husband stuck by me and helped me saying I had to fight it and trust him. In the first six months I had to go on medication and I lost 30 pounds in a short space of time. I could barely swallow water, let alone food. I had to force myself to sleep for long periods of time, just to block out the anxiety I was feeling. My hair fell out. I was such a mess. But still, my husband stuck by me and I fell for him. We just got married and I feel like now he doesn't try at all. We got married and everything just stopped. He barely speaks to me and if he does, it's something negative. He doesn't have any physical contact with me at all and if I try he doesn't like it. I can feel my mental health declining rapidly. I know it's because the poor guy is probably exhausted from me draining him so much. I don't understand why he doesn't just say he doesn't want to be married to me or he made a mistake. It's killing me.