Sorry for posting again, but I need some advice ! Does anyone else with Bpd feel like they don't understand the function/ basic dynamics of friendships? I constantly am asking my friends without bpd how their friendships function,  how often they talk or see their friends. To them its normal to not talk to your friends everyday or week or month. Yet if I don't hear from my friends for 3 days I assume they hate me and panic to think about how maybe I fucked up. It's very exhausting because I constantly think I have no friends or am not good enough for the people around me, which spirals into I'm not food enough for people I met in the future. Any advice on this is appreciated!