I don’t have a good reputation at school (I failed last year because I barely went to school but still passed to the next class luckily) so I’m really worried of what others might say about me. Also I don’t know what else to do I feel awful. I’m supposed to be happy I won but I’m anxious because I don’t want people to think about me. 
They’ll talk about me on social media and that makes me want to die. 

Also apparently I might get sued for the picture because I didn’t ask the homeless man for permission. I don’t know how to feel about this. I’m a minor but still I regret this. 

On one hand my crush loves photography so he’ll see I won but on the other hand he’ll think about who I was last year. 

Im not sure I’m happy I won anymore. 

Please I don’t really know how anyone can help me but please say something or give me an advice. I’m very worried about all of this at once.