I didn’t sleep well at all and woke up in the middle of the night then went back to bed with an ache in my upper right back (that’s gone now, thank goodness) 

but then I had a nightmare, woke up went back to be and had another nightmare. I just feel so stressed and anxious right now, and a bit nauseous. I feel like my depression is going to get worse. My grandma passed away a few days ago too, on the 1st and her income helped us to pay bills and now it’s going to be a bit more difficult to get by. I just wish I was someone else today