girlfriend broke up w me (wlw)
She is sitting next to me bc I have to be with her for alittle. She thinks I am a liar and I do bc I don’t like who I am or anything so I make up a fake persona, and you know how it goes. She catches a lie. I have also have problems with drugs for coping and she is my only
Plug so I’m kinda freaking out. I don’t know what to do I’m just sitting next to here near tears. I’m lost she was FP everything. Idk she won’t trust me at all idk what to do. Her past relationships have definitely fucked up the mindset and I know it’s not her fault but I rly love her so much I just wish she would see. 
I want to spend the rest of my life w her and I’ve met her not too long ago. She also has BPD so it’s like FINALLY someone that understands. Please help. I lost my person