(I'm not trying to self-diagnose, just venting)

sometimes i feel like my mood swings are so bad that i literally turn into a different person. some days i feel really confrontational, confident, outgoing, and interested in going out and talking to new people. on other occasions i am completely different. im shy, introverted, anxious and paranoid. some days i procrastinate like my live depends on it. others i study all day and do productive shit just for the hell of it. my personality is so unbelievably inconsistent that i literally cant maintain relationships anymore. people feel like im deceiving them or something, like im fake. i feel like i become a different person because of my mood swings and im seriously considering taking seroquel again (i was prescribed it a while ago but never felt the need to take it until recently). it's so frustrating and i feel so out of control.