Every day feels like another pointless attempt to just survive for him. I don't know what to do. When I try to help, he says I make things worse because I give him more problems as I don't do things the way he prefers so I just seem to get in the way. He won't let me help get him help. He has tried therapy in the past but doesn't want to try again because it's too expensive for him to go more than once a month and he feels like that wouldn't be enough. But in the meantime, he is doing things his own way to feel better but nothing seems to be working.  Everyone that knows him, loves him. He does so many things for other people every day. But he feels like the future on this planet is going to be a nightmare and I can't really convince him otherwise, no matter what I say. To be completely honest, I don't disagree with him, but I try to focus on the things I can control, which isn't much at the moment. 

I guess I'm trying to figure out how to tell him something that won't make him feel so empty, but that seems impossible. I don't have any answers. And he's so much smarter than I am, so I can't fool him into seeing joy in the world. I can't convince him that it gets better, because for him it feels like it's never been better, only worse and worse. I love him so much and I am desperate to figure out how to be there for him even if it's just sitting in a room with him in silence. But it seems like no matter what, we're going to lose him. And that scares the hell out of me. 

I guess the point of this is to ask if anyone has been to the point he has and found a way to come back from it?