My s/o and I are about to be homeless again. He has been homeless most of his teenage to adult life (~10 years) and with the eviction moratorium ending this 31st, we are about to be kicked out since we are $4k in debt. He was recently diagnosed with Fiber Myalgia and has a deteriorating disc in his neck. He will likely be paralyzed by age 30 (he's 23), even faster if we are homeless. We have been trying to use all our resources but it's not enough. He told me how he will most likely kill himself if we are homeless again. I have no family since they all passed by the time I was 15 and in foster care, so I only have him and our dog. We likely will have to put up our dog to the Humane Society again and we don't even have our vehicle working. I am trying to do rapid Rehousing but I likely have no way to do that either. I'm terrified of losing him now and I'm feeling like everything is pointless and I wanna die. He told me I have a lot more to live for and to count my blessings but I don't feel like it's worth it since I'm likely to lose all that I have left. I'm so scared and it feels like I have nothing else to live for... I don't have anyone to count on anymore. If I'm evicted I lose all my belongings. I've tried setting up payments with my landlords but I still won't make it until then. They won't even give me a straight forward answer on what will happen to our lease... I'm so so scared.