
I’ve been in online school for the last three years and developed severe mental health issues within the last two. Because of Covid and having no in person classes I’ve met no new friends and all my old friends moved across the country to go to college. I have no one to talk to ever but I still live at home with my parents so they are the people I see most. My life feels so mundane and like nothing interesting is ever happening to the point where I want to create drama in my own life and create problems. I spend the hours of my day staring at the ceiling and I honestly don’t even know where the time goes. I go to the gym every single morning and that’s my daily dose of human interaction if someone talks to me and that becomes the highlight of my day. I don’t really feel like I have anything to look forward to ever, nothing that’s in the remote future to fixate on.