 

Why 

Why am i depressed

Why is it that any social situation im in i mess up 

Why was i brought into a world where i know no the bounds of what i can do 

Why must i never be able to be my self 

Why must i always the one be fucking up 

Why am i always self conscious of my self

Wy do i feel like 

Why do i feel like 

Why do i feel like 

Why do i feel like 

To what degree do other people poor there hearts and souls out foir others however i watch in awe and envy 

Why must it be so that any relationship i pursue ends in a disaster and or hatred 

Why do i harbor the guilt of seemingly thousands of life times thoughts and opinion 

Why do i feel ashamed to believe in who i am and what I stand for 

Why am i afraid to support my vales 

Why is it so that my sibling must hide and they are the only ones who trust me 

Why is it I the only one able to successfully communicate with people on a way of advise and nothing but? 

Why is it that people take advantage of my love, my personality and the person who i am 

Why is that I contemplate 6 different options all at the sae time 

Why is the guild that I harbout continuing to just engulf my being 

Why do i feel tunneling in a dark haul and there is no light at the end of the tunnel 

Why is that I am unable to properly maintain and try my best

Why is it that anything and everything I do just end in failure

Why am i unable to control my self my emotions and my life

Wny is it that I play on others emotions and am unable to properly …\\

Why is it that I desire and lust after a partner yet Seemingly find no bounds 

Why is it my sense of humor destroys the relationships I attempt to build 

Why is it that i destroy relationships around me 

Why is it that I do not understand this dark power i have 

Why am i cursed to bear the concerns and griefs of other people without feeling the pain of mf self and without bearing it for me  not just other people but me 

Why is it I must make these choices in my life inorder to attempt to purside to move and or get better.