I have never even gone to therapy or anything but I've known something is wrong for a long time. I have never been able to regulate my emotions and I've been told multiple times that it's obvious I have BPD. Binge eating or not eating at all. I cry for no reason 4-7 times a week, not because of sadness, but because I either have too many emotions going on at once or I just feel empty. I am either mean as shit or super lovey with my husband, there is no inbetween. How I react to something honestly depends on the day/hour. I don't even know where to start