I'm currently overthinking my entire life.  Where did all of this started to happen? Where did I started to be like this? When did I stoped dreaming? Why? Why all of this? I had so much potential…
Why don’t I say all the things that I feel?
Why do I need people that treat me badly?
Why do I defend them?
I do I love someone who doesn’t love me?
Why do I need affection so badly? Was it because of my mom? my dad? my brother?
Why don’t I let ppl near me? I need someone to cuddle with so badly…
Why dont I seek do get new friends? Do I wish that the ones I have would do all these things I hoped?
Why am I like this?
What is the reason to go on? I seriously don’t know what I wanna do with my life.
What is my purpose?
I can’t Imagine myself getting old.
I didn’t even thing I would make it this far…
I wish to die young. From the bottom of my hart. I dont wanna perish like a fading horse.
When did all of this shit started to go wrong? I used to smile all the time..
Where is my home? I dont have one. I moved ever few years…or even moths.
Who is my family? It feels like they are just some ppl I uses to live together with.
Why was I allways bullied? What did I do to anyone? I just want all the happiness of the world for everyone…
I have so much love to give, but no one to give it to.
Im alone all of the time. Away from everyone else. I dont wanna see anyone. I just want a single person that shows love towards me.
Im so tired off all this.
I dont wanna continue.
If been broken one to many times. Emotionaly and physicaly. 
There is not a single day on which I don’t think about all of this.
Help me…pls..