I went through some trauma in the past two months that led to insomnia for weeks. My boyfriend lost both of his parents to Covid within twenty hours of eachother, then my bf was hospitalized himself a few weeks later for meningitis which almost killed him. During the funeral everyone kept saying how unreal it was and that it felt like a dream. I clung to that thought and looked at the pastor thinking to myself what if he isn’t real? Since then I’ve been in a downward spiral of looking at people and automatically thinking they aren’t real. I got so scared that I checked myself into the hospital last week over it. The Psychiatrist said I was too old for schizophrenia (I’m 38) but I do have a family history my grandmother and great uncle had it. He diagnosed me with OCD and major depression. I am now worried since he only spent 15 minutes with me that he has misdiagnosed me. I’ve had harm OCD intrusive thoughts in the past, but this has been much harder to deal with.