I was trying to kill myself and ODed on Zyprexa. I blacked out shortly after the ambulance arrived. I was tied by the bed and got a diaper. I tried to tell the doctors I had been on Effexor for 2 years and if I don't have my morning dose I would go into a really uncomfortable withdrawal. They said they know better than me and left me there while trying to understand what really happened (I was sobering up from OD with both Tardive Dyskenia and Brainzaps from Effexor. My heart rate was alarmingly high that's when they decide to give me Diazepam.