I'm a 17 yo kid who just wants to write stories, watch movies and shows, make digital art, play games, talk about my hobbies, go gym and make a healthy and good looking body etc. etc. 

But i don't have time, energy or motivation. School and my country (Turkey) sucks my all energy out of me. When I got home, I just try to regain my energy by doing fun things. But when I enter my room end of the school, it's already become 4.30pm! The healthy sleep timeline for a teenager is "sleep at 10-11pm and wake up at 8-9am" right? Researches says that not me. But, I sleep at 1-2am and wake up at 6am... I hope in my school bus at 7.20am and the 1 HOUR road adventure starts. Becouse of school anxiety, I have problems about toilet. 1 hour long road makes me suffer! and at school I have problems about being around people while doing private things like pooping, changing clothes etc. We change our outfit for P.E. but I don't and teacher lets me. 

I don't like nearly anybody at school. I like my art teacher becouse she's a student rn too and she understands me. I don't like other teachers and we can't do anything about it right it's normal. But no! I have to ceep them company for my grades! I know they change their character depends on the class and when you talk to them personally they become more reasonable person but I don't like it! I don't want to hear his/her angry voice becouse stupid students! it makes me nervous. I think I just can't get along with school. I hugely regret about why I didn't BEG for goingto open highschool. But not going to school solves nothing. I have to go university becouse y'know you're not a 'succesfull child' if you don't graduate from university.  I want to draw pixel art, write stories, make games! AND SCHOOL DOESN'T HELP ME ABOUT İT AT ALL!