I can barely handle the last semester of my grade 12 year and it’s not even that hard, I just can do work. And I’m scared cuz I’m going into engineering and ik that’ll make me more depressed. Honestly I feel like I’ll just end up dropping out and doing nothing because I don’t have the energy to do anything. The only thing that gives me relief are drugs. I ran out of codeine last night and I won’t be able to get anymore opioids so I’ve been considering buying fent just to feel okay. I know it might kill me and I’ll end up addicted but what’s the point if I wanna die anyway