I live with one of the most toxic men I’ve ever met and it’s gotten to a point where I fantasise about him not being alive anymore. I will NOT murder him,  don’t worry, I’m far too compassionate and have a high guilt complex. But I can hear a certain part of my brain trying to convince me that I would be doing the world a favour if he was dead. It’s not strong enough to actually convince me to murder him, but it’s there and it’s getting louder. Anyone else experience this?