I need to vent.
I had a tinder date planned for today. At 5pm I texted and asked at what time he wanted to meet up. Now it’s 9:30 and he didn’t respond, but he has been online multiple times since 5.. 

Even tho I never met him, I’m so sad, disappointed and angry. I very rarely self harm anymore, but I instantly get the urge when stuff like this happen. It’s just my go-to coping mechanism even tho I’ve only cut myself once for 5 years ish. But I sometimes punch walls, and my arms are aching from wanting to hit walls - or him. Asshole. I also just want to get drunk and do cocaine 🙄🙄

The worst thing is that I told him about my fear of people cancelling plans and he said that I didn’t have to worry about that at all. Argh, I feel so stupid for trusting him. 

Fuck dating and idiots with no respect for others.