last night i was watching tv with my parents, and they suggested the show "after life." the show revolves around a man who recently lost his wife and is suicidal. even after i tried to walk away, they insisted that i stay and keep watching. they wouldn't take no for an answer. it brought up a lot of bad memories of my time considering the 'cide, and i feel horrible today. they know i struggled with depression but they seem to have forgotten the scars it leaves.