feels like that I mean, I have absolutely nothing at this point. Mobile is on wifi and that’s also most likely getting lost in the following weeks.
I’ve had a very bad three years, my sister passed in 2019… in December 2018 I was fired from my job without any payment whatsoever. By the end of 2019 I started to work again but COVID came and I got fired again and at the same time my mom passed suddenly in the middle of that madness… did not had a funeral and she die alone at the hospital. Of course family is not even close but you know, we got together when that happened but obviously, her sisters blamed me for not changing her to a private hospital and yup, super nice and all my extended family.
2020 was hard, 2021 a friend offered me to babysit her baby so i moved in with her family… I got a job with a better pay I’m September and I came back to my country/home…, but of course in December out of nowhere I got fired again with little money and nothing else.
I’ve spend the last 7 months looking for jobs… spending the money that I had and today, I have nothing left… no job (interviews that get me nowhere) no family and tons of things that I am selling but nothing ends up going…
I am just not ok, I don’t see a light or I don’t feel I am getting a break.7 months and life feels just not fair… 
I am with no plan I am literally frozen having 0 dlls in the bank, prob getting evicted from my place and just one thing after the other…. It’s just too much