This is the worst its ever been for me, I remember as a kid experiencing bouts of depression and sadness but there was always something that snapped me out of it. Now, as a 26F I’ve come to terms that this life really isn’t for me. I don’t fit into any lane, socially, professionally, romantically. I’m just tired. Kms seems like the best option even though I know it’ll upset my family/few close friends. Even typing this out is exhausting, theres so much more in my head that I don’t even have the energy to express. I just wish I had the guts to go away for good.