I’m in a relationship with a psychopath. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ll be honest, he is my best friend. I can’t imagine my life without him. But he will always be a psychopath and there is no cure. I’m crushed at the moment and don’t know what to do next. I want to be with him more than anything. I don’t think I can be without him. And I know that may sound dramatic or not true but I don’t want to keep going if it’s not with him. He has been 100% himself with me and he was honest about the way his mind works. Hearing certain things really hurt me but leaving him would hurt me more than staying. I wish we could make it work. I still have a little bit of faith that we could make it work but that would require him to try and I don’t think he could put in the effort. I don’t know what to do. I know the only solution is to leave and that’s what everyone will say. He’s emotionally abused me to the point where I can’t be with anyone else. I can’t trust anyone else. But the worst part is I just love his personality so much that even with the emotional abuse I still want him. I just love him. And I’ll never date again if we break up. I hate my life.