People say I’m smart but I don’t feel smart I can’t answer math questions and hate people I stress even under small amounts of pressure my mind wonders and I write music in class my mind is hard to control like a virus going from place to place and very stopping like a road I’m forced to walk like a box I can’t escape like my body is a sell and people keep it locked standing guard yelling when I try to break free sometimes I wish I could be seen as a boy but they say hello young lady and a shot if fired in my back a aro a bruise it never stops I wanna scream but I know I will get hurt my friends have it all the skinny body’s the beautiful face they have it all but I don’t they can feel how they like but for me I’m still a girl they say I can’t talk to you cause your still a girl and that feels like I’m cracking and mind of getting darker why can’t see me as a boy why can’t you let me be free please stop the voices they yell and scream and they won’t shut up please tell me I am a man tell me to be free let me go cause I don’t want you to have to make you put me in the ground.