Super long... But if anyone would read it then it would be much appreciated:/

Hey i’m new here. I’m new to severe anxiety too. I always used to get stomach aches occasionally when i was nervous, but they’d quickly go away and i’d easily get my mind off of it when I arrived at what i was nervous for. Now it’s all the time, particularly after I eat. I get this burning sensation below my sternum and my anxiety runs rampant. It disappears when i’m with my girlfriend, and it disappears when i talk to my doctor on how to fix it. I’ve had an endoscopy done and bloodwork, both came in pretty good. I have an ultrasound on my liver area on Monday. If that comes in clear, then this is 100% anxiety. I recently started Celexa, but i know it can take a few days to work. I’m an only child currently, and I have nothing to keep my mind off of it. I also have Emetophobia, so the nausea completely ruins my life. I had some bad thoughts today too, about why do I even want to live if i’m going to feel like this all the time.