Today my doctor 'took bipolar off the table' today, as she called it. Turns out that I've been misdiagnosed by psychiatrists after all this time. She has been working with me longer than any of the previous docs and told me today she's made her decision and suggested that I taper off my bipolar meds. So no more dopaquel and no more epitec. Instead, she says I have an anxiety disorder, depression and OCD, all more or less stemming from what she calls 'neuroatypy'. She told me to do some research and see if that resonated with me, but I'm still a bit confused as to what 'neuroatypy' means. Does that mean like 'on the spectrum'? I mean it would kind of make sense. Anyway. New meds, new me, I guess. Weird time to be alive.