i recently moved to a new area with my roommate, neither of us know anybody here. he has been lucky enough to make some friends through work however i have not made any friends. the past week or so ive been really depressed/lonely and definitely started to spiral pretty hard into self harm/suicidal planning. 
a few days ago i met with my therapist and we discussed the situation and decided i needed to properly talk to my roommate about why ive been lashing out/depressed. so i did, and it was honestly a very productive conversation and im proud of myself for holding it together because it took a lot for me to be that honest and vulnerable.
however my roommate did say one thing thats been bothering me and i dont know how to feel about it. essentially, he said that he loves me (platonically) but he thinks its unfair to him that i became suicidal because then he had to worry about “finding” me when he came home from work.
i somewhat understand where he is coming from, but at the same time that doesnt seem right to me? anyone have any insight or a new perspective for me to consider?