I kept lashing out and he ended up breaking things off because of it. I apologized for my toxic behaviors today, he seemed to accept it. It’s been a week and I heard part of the reason he ended things was because he found someone new. I still see him because he’s my coworker and I can’t stop thinking about what I could have done better and I can’t help thinking that maybe at some point he’ll want me back even though he gives no indication. It had only been a few weeks but I was really looking forward to it.

:/