Life is pointless and feels like a movie, dream or a VR game simulation. I am at the end of my ‘rope’ and angry. last week i cried and wanted to end this life because I am exhausted and honestly don’t see a point to keep on going. And for the first time I am angry. I want to ‘wake up’ and live a slow life that doesn’t involve spending or making money and doing things I enjoy. 


I don’t want to be a machine that lives paycheck to paycheck anymore &amp; Im sick of seeing people who do whatever it is that allows them to make $$$. No hate to them for the jobs they have but constantly seeing it is saddening. I feel like they are targeted ads to get people to feel something and based on that feeling a reaction to it. 


I just want our, stop the ride and let me off. I hate it here.