I work full time now in the summer and I'm on the fucking edge. I have to work with my toxic co-worker that does and says shit that triggers me constantly. I'm a quiet borderline so I don't rage but man I just wanna cuss her the fuck out so bad and start throwing shit but I just stay quiet, not looking at her, tapping my foot and trying to keep my sanity. I just have days where I'm angry for no reason and when she triggers me I just wanna snap. But then I feel bad and evil for being so full of anger and hatred. I hate myself.. I'm sick of this 😔