I want to start off by saying I know this isn't the end of the world, I just feel so overwhelmed. I took a day off school last week because I was just so overcome with everything. I feel like there's so much to deal with, and nothing to do at the same time. I have so much school work I haven't done (am evading it right now) and I don't understand so much of the content. I have too much social anxiety to ask for a personal tutor, and the last time I right tutoring, no one could help. I have no idea what I'm doing. I HAVE A HUGE TEST TOMORROW. And I'm going to fail it. 

That isn't just pessimism talking, I genuinely am going to fail it. I can't concentrate on studying, don't understand half the content, and just failed the quiz yesterday. Not to mention I have another quiz tomorrow for another subject that I fell behind on. I don't understand anything and I'm just so annoyed and frustrated. 

on top of that I have been so lazy, I feel like  I done nothing.  Im just angry, that I cant do anything!! I'm so useless to my family, and Im just sitting here, ranting, because I feel like im  gonna explode. Im gonna fail my math class, again, and this is just going to keep continuing. 

Not only this, but there's the added struggle of trying to handle my friends, my own mental health with anxiety, depression, and my eating disorder, there's just so much bs. I dont wanna deal with it anymore. i can't seem to do anything right. And there's that anxiety bit too: that voice that always says "there are other people so worse off" and "people have worse struggles, and you're sitting here doing nothing about it? complaining about things everyone else can get done?"