All throughout school it’s just gotten worse. I fucking hate it so much. I always feel like i’m going to get left behind and everything if I don’t do something and it just consumes my life. 

I’ve only just started my senior year and have already had multiple panic attacks, much worse that ones prior. 

Even in sports which used to be a nice break have started to make me fear going to practices and games.

People don’t help either. All my class mates have such different views and I’m terrified of what they are. I don’t know what they think.

I want to get some sort of help but my family isn’t very mental health friendly.

I’m really worried I’m gonna fall behind, but between the lack of sleep, and stress,. everything just seems to be amplified.