
I ve lost everything all hope worse than me im sorry i couldnt do anything but you know what people who hate me treated me terrible like shit i hope one day that doesnt happen to you or someone u love bc its painful. Bpd is painful alone all people need in life is the very thing deprived and led me into having it. Now i have to murder myself bc i cant deal and thats how i feel. Why are people terrible GOd they dont have to but why and when did i start doing being the same. I will go now bc i cant my soul needs peace its need rest. My dad treated me shit my mom never got past her shit to care and be a mom real one this world is made for people like me and neither am i.