idk writing this seems weird as I never open up to anyone, I'm 20 years old dropping out of uni because of all the chaos in my life rn, recently. my brother died that shook me and my best friend died a few years back and I just think at this age how can I be so unlucky? and today my bf broke up with me so :/// you know everything is so overwhelming atm and I've been taking drugs more n more recently to cope with it but I know this isn't the answer... if anyone has any ideas how I can drag myself out of this depression because id hate to go back to the drugs :/. I feel like a sop writing this but any ideas really would be appreciated :( thx.