Whenever I meet new people, I immediately feel like I am lying to them? I’m quiet at first, but if you act like you like me - know I’ll tell you my whole f*cking life. Then some. 

For example, I feel like my posture, and my tone feels as if I look like I’m lying. If someone misplaced something - I immediately say ‘I didn’t take it!’ …. bro no one asked you ….

After a week of meeting someone, I get the eye squints. The questions. Sometimes just silence. I’m just like ahahaha anxiety bubbles I’m definitely cutting you out. 


Idk if my emotions are BPD. I have times of bad depression, and then times of great ego. It could be in a matter of hours - and it definitely is from my environment/people.

I lack control. One time I was driving to work, and there was a-round-about and my head just said ‘Go all the way around, and go home.’

I literally went home, just going ‘FUCK YEAH, I control my future!’

Bro…. U just quit ur job.