Hey fellow BPDers, something I've been struggling with lately is the thought that my FP would be completely fine if I weren't around. My FP is my boyfriend (6 years) and sometimes I think he would genuinely be totally fine if we broke up. Or more so, happy to be relieved of the burden of me. Does anyone else feel like this, about their FP? People like to portray us as manipulative and abusive but I am CONSTANTLY wracked with guilt over just being in someone's life. I'm aware of my symptoms and I hate myself for them.