So I'm having a frustrating problem, I'm not sure if I want advice or just to rant.

Because of how long I've been working at my job, I am not entitled to any kind of medical leave for treatment. Anything I take is completely at my employer's discretion. They have stated that they will allow exactly two weeks, no more of unpaid leave. If I take more, it will count as not showing up to work and I'll be fired.

But none of the providers I've been talking with seem to understand or care about this constraint. I have multiple PHP/IoP programs saying 'if you can't take off two months for treatment we won't treat you at all.' And my individual therapist is saying 'if you don't go to an IoP, I'll stop working with you.' And I just don't get it. I obviously can't lose my job, which is where all of my insurance coverage comes from. My options are either two weeks, or no treatment at all.

I guess providers just don't really care if you get better. They just care if you jump through their stupid little hoops.