i don't know about you all but most people in my life don't care for me, even people close to me would do anything to not be associated with me, then they will come straight back to me for help on work or free stuff, everyone only uses me none care's for me.

if i killed myself tomorrow no one would care, everyone judges me of small thing's i have done year's ago even when they have done stuff worse and still believe it was right, everyone treat's me like a tool.