22F. TW: mention of suic*de, OCD, POCD. So exactly a year ago, i was having the worst time of my life. I was heavily depressed and probably even suic*d@l. I would have thousand intrusive thoughts, false memories, excessive guilt etc. I couldn't function at all and would just panic all day. I would seek reassurance from people on reddit, discord etc. I was on this discord server for ppl with ocd. I had POCD so i would be scared to talk with any minors tho. I also would have sexual intrusive thoughts. I however remember talking to this 15-16 (can't remember their age) year old person on discord voice call cus i was bored and wanted to talk to people. We spoke about OCD and they told me about what they are going thru. I can't remember the contents of the conversation except that they too were Indian and they had a nice accent. I am worried that i told them about my sexual thoughts to seek reassurance. Incase i did talk to them about my sexual thoughts/guilt over actions, does that make me predatory? Considering i was 21 at the time? Also i was out ti make more OCD friends at the time. I remember talking about my sexual thoughts (in detail) on reddit and on call with this older dude who reassured me.