Um I just feel sometimes bad,so much,that even don't wanna be in touch with anyone. 
Year ago I went through depression with medication and honestly,it didn't help as much as I wanted. I guess I have consequences still. 
Just,I wanted to share that nowadays I can't find common language with anyone,every conversation go to argues. 
In my age,not easy to answer myself,my emotions and actions. Like,everyone against to me. Especially adults. I just wanna feel safetiness,but why everyone so aggressive?
I'm suffer because of that. Among other I'm smiling,laughing but inner me feel anxious,a lot of stress. I can't feel good. In home I don't even smile,just cry or feel nothing.

Ugh,okay. Whatever:/