First, sorry for my english.

I met this girl on an online dating app, and by her profile and the way we talked, I knew she was the right one. We met a few times and it was just perfect. But before going to far, I told her about my dysthimia, but that I'm trying to go to therapy. She studies in psychology, so she is even willing to help me.

And then, she told me that she is BPD. When I heard that, I honestly didn't know how to react, it was literally the first time I heard of that sickness. But she told me that I should not bother with that too much.

Everything was great and normal for a couple of week, but then, suddenly when she was at her parent house, she messaged me on facebook, saying that she can't help me, that I don't know her and can't understand her. She asked me to give her some time, which I agreed, but then she blocked me on facebook, so now I can't even talk to her anymore. I might be able to text her, but I don't know if she blocked my phone number too.

I now realise how serious is this BPD, and now I'm scared of losing her because I wasn't able to support her. I feel like I failed to help her while she was asking me for help in her own way.

Should I wait for her to text me? I don't want to screw everything by sending a text message, I feel like it will get worst if I do, but right now, I honestly don't know what to do.