Over the past 2 years i have noticed that i occasionally have these black outs. That's the best way i can describe it. I literally lose chunks of time and i either wont be able to recall literally anything that happened during the black out or ill remember very vague small little random pieces and the vague pieces i do manage to remember are super fuzzy, almost like tunnel vision or it'll feel or look like im watching myself through someone elses eyes if that makes any sense at all? All of the black outs happen at totally random times also. It seems as if i never know when a black out is coming or i just dont seem to notice the warning signs or something. And i never know how long the black outs are going to last because Ive had black outs that lasted anywhere from 15 to 45 mins, ive had black outs that lasted a good few hours to an entire day and so far my longest black out was literally a whole entire weekend. I vaguely remember waking up that friday morning and getting ready to head to my dads then the next thing i remember is waking up at 4pm on sunday... And i literally cant recall most of what happened that weekend... I remember very vague like little snip its but thats literally it... And the only reason i started to vaguely remember small little pieces was because my bf was home with me that whole entire weekend and he started bringing up stuff i did and i guess it kind of jogged my memory a tiny bit? I just wonder if this has happened to anyone else. Its honestly really terrifying because when i black out im literally not there... Im physically there but mentally and emotionally its like my mind locks me up in the basement or something its scary :(