I’m 18 years old, and after watching my parents argue, fight, say/do petty things to one another, and watching my father go ballistic over the smallest things, hit my mother, and accuse her of things that weren’t true or didn’t happen. I’m not sure I want to live through that for the rest of my life.

(Plus he’s selfish and greedy)

I know they love and have forgiven each other, no matter how many times it happens. But is it worth it?

I’m just afraid whoever I married will end up being just like my father.

One day I was describing my “dream guy” (a mixture of all my crushes), and my brother jumped in and said that “all people are generally evil deep down” and whoever I ended up with would just be “an ass hole”. He’s probably right though 😔.

Maybe it would just be easier for me to be alone the rest of my life? 😔