My PCP started me on buspar 10 mg twice daily. Then increased it to 15 twice daily. Now we just increased it again to 15 three times a day. I just don’t know if it’s working. I’ve had anxiety for so long that I don’t know what a normal amount of anxiety feels like. I know that everyone has anxiety sometimes but like how much is normal? Some days I feel great and other days I can barely function or even leave my bed. On the good days I always think it’s working but then I go back to having anxiety and feeling depressed, and I feel like it’s not working at all. She was talking about switching me to Lexapro or another antidepressant instead of the buspar, but I’m nervous to stop taking it now because I do think I feel a little better than before I started taking it at all. I’ve taken antidepressants in the past and during that time in my life I was sooo depressed and suicidal and it’s hard for me to know if it was the medications making me feel that way or if I was just feeling that way because the medications weren’t working. I’ve also tried two different sleep medications and they both gave me really bad side effects. I feel like every time I go in we change my meds and I don’t know how many times she’s going to want to change them. I worried that if I switch to another medication and it doesn’t work either, then she won’t put me back in the one I’m currently taking that slightly works/is better than nothing. I feel like I seem attention seeking because every two weeks when I go in I tell them none of the medications are working for me. But it’s true. I just want to feel better. Any advice on switching medications a million times?