I found that with my bpd I used to be hyper sexual, now I’m going through some weird disconnect or maybe it’s derealization. I have a complete loss of libido and I feel disconnected from other people and places. I don’t want to go out or make too much of an effort to make myself up. I’m on lexapro and that brought back a little bit of my libido but this is the strangest thing I’ve ever felt. I’m bored and empty and nothing brings me pleasure or excitement. Have any of you experienced this?