In my teenage years I got diagnosed by dr. amen with Ring of Fire. Under SPECT imaging Ring of Fire and bipolar look 98% identical. I’m now 30yrs old had a mental breakdown have DV in the 4th on my record and currently going through a divorce. Everything makes me so angry I just feel so fucked in the head right now because bipolar isn’t as well understood. 

My biggest triggers right now are my exwife jacking with me for 3 months acting like we could repair this marriage for her to tell me nope not interested. To then her lying to my parents about everything and the fact we aren’t even divorced and she’s already onto her next victim and living with him. To add to it she’s essentially dumped her 7yr old on my family and myself and abandoned him. She doesn’t call or text to check on him and takes him at her leisure like he’s a toy. Which is causing behavior issues with him. 

Somewhere in my mind and I know I know it’s fucked but I’m having trouble separating him from the situation since he’s caught in the middle. Ik logically he’s NOT to blame or anything but this bipolar is kicking the shit out of me 

I’m in therapy biweekly and have a psychiatrist 

I’m currently taking Abilify and Sertraline