UGHHH I am so jealoousss!!

I have that one friend. I know her for like 8 years or something already.

She was such a HOPELESSSSSS case! Absolutely hopeless BPD case. She lived in a closed group home at some point, often was unable to even do basic human tasks.

Compared to her I was a functional, healthy individual lol!

Now... 8 years later. That WOMAN has a good job, a lot of friends, her own appartment, money and just genuinely seems happy DESPITE her fucking illness. 

She learned to be so fucking functional. Something that I always struggled with so much! I just can't (at the moment). I can't! I'm doing ok, you know. But that's it. It's always ok. Nothing really works, but also nothing is really terrible.