 

Im currently on 90mg of cymbalta and have been on lexapro and 175mg of zoloft in the past. I have struggled with anxiety and depression my whole life. Been exceptionally smart so ive been able to make good grades all while sleeping through classes and not buying the textbooks. Been to 6 different counselors, have abandoment issues from my parents divorce and first love. Thought it might have been adhd since by brain is constantly flowing with tens of different thoughts at once. Im also on trazadone now because I cant turn my brain off without physically exhausting it first, which is also a reason i have not eaten properly in years and have maintained a 8 percent body fat. I am going to ask my psychiatrist next week if she could run me through options of trying vyvanse. I smoke weed at night as a realease but i work 6 days a week, maintain grades in college, and am actively saving and stuff. I just am constanlty wanting to pass out on the floor so i dont have to deal with all of the sensory overload and constant work my mind is always in. But just curious as to what this thread thought about it, feel free to ask im open to tell anything about myself and past to help me understand myself more, its really hard to do.