I posted this somewhere else, but deleted it because i felt that wasn’t the right place to express my thoughts. This thread seems more appropriate. 
As the title indicates, i’m tired. I’m tired all the time. From having to wake up everyday for the past year knowing we were in a global pandemic, and i’m tired of pretending that I’m fine. I’m not. 
I’m exhausted from fighting my own thoughts on a daily basis. I have anxiety and depression, so may days are constantly filled with intrusive thoughts. If not an intrusive thought, i’m worrying about something. It could be getting a job, a school assignment, or if any of my friends truly like me. One consistent intrusive thought is that none of my friends trusty care about me. I try to reach out, but I just feel a lack of reciprocity from them. And i’m not trying to demand their time, i know they have their own lives and issues that they need to allow time for but I just wish someone would recognize how much i’m struggling. 
I somebody out there can understand what I’m talking about. My head is just overwhelming LOUD right now, and all i want is some peace and quiet.