My parents are seemingly convinced that i am doing better but truthfully i am not. i'd like to try therapy again even though it didn't work so far, but i don't really have any other choice frankly. But how do i confess that things haven't been improving at all? i am just afraid they'll be disappointed or angry. Theorethically i could book appointments myself i guess, but of course i don't think i can go to appointments without them knowing and i don't really have any money by myself so i am sort of stuck with it.