Let me begin with the fact that my healthcare sucks.  My therapy and psychiatrist appointments take months in advance to book, and I literally have no other option other than them with the insurance I have.  So seeing that my dad is in charge of the insurance and that we cannot afford anything else, I’m stuck with shitty healthcare.

I’ve been cutting nearly every other day for the past few weeks and my boyfriend is telling me to get better and see someone.  My only option at this point is my college’s counselors and I’m pretty sure they won’t understand BPD correctly/will stigmatize personality disorders and think I’m a threat to others and myself.

I’m desperate to see someone though.  Is it a bad idea to go to my college for help?  My school is very small and I’m scared they’ll report me for cutting since a lot of people see it as a suicidal thing (in my case, it isn’t).