Despite my bad mood-swings and negative emotions and resentment and anger etc. When I do LOVE someone I feel guilty and confused on my own intentions. I love too hard and I can't love healthily. I feel like I'm too selfish when I "love" people. And I feel like I am just manipulative or that my intentions aren't as pure as I'd like to think they are. Sometimes I think my "selflessness" IS actually just selfish and manipulative and then I start overanalyzing my intentions with everyone I've cared about. I overanalyze my character and why I act and feel the way I do. I either feel 100% good person or 100% bad person. It's hard to understand myself from another perspective. Does anyone else have this identity problem?