I don't know if I'm the only one experiencing this but its so hard to fall in love with someone, especially having the fear of ruining a relationship bcz of manic episodes and severe lows.

Well, right now I'm deciding to ask this girl out at my college but I'm scared that it might not work because it'll be hard to handle my emotions and not to mention the fear of overwhelming. I do manage my emotions from time to time and I do take my meds to ease my highs and lows, but maybe all of this and loving another might be too much for them. I am ready to go into a relationship and I really do like this girl, but I'm afraid.