I genuinely don't like anyone enough to piss on them if they were on fire, I don't care for them. This is important and you'll find out why in the next paragraph.

I am technically a serial pet killer, I have killed 3 peoples pets and one of my own, I loved my pet and I still killed him because I couldn't help myself, and because I don't like humans I think it would be easier to kill them than an animal. I love animals.

I tried to murder my siblings multiple times as a child, and I was very violent at school.

Basically I'm at my wit's end and I don't trust myself not to hurt another person. To be it's a real concern. 

Why I'm posting this here is because the reasoning behind my concerns is sensitive/incriminating and I don't trust my psychiatrist with it. So I ask you; is there a need to worry? And if so, how could I go about getting help?