Hi all,

After suffering from depression a few years ago, I had to leave my home.

I went far from my home, to another country for a better life, although I was not mentally ready to go to another country and so far, but I was forced, life forced me.

Now far from my parents, I've been living alone for 2 years.

Emotionally, I am completely mentally ill, I take antidepressants 50 mg Sertraline every day.

I lost my job, I'm looking for a new job.

In these 2 years, I experienced everything bad, from the fact that some people humiliated me so much with words and actions, that I sank mentally, and that hurts a person, it hurts because I am sentimental, I am very much like that, and I would like not to take everything to my heart but I can't. I'm just like that.

How do you get out of all this and live life to the fullest?

this silence that I feel make me emotionally broken, I go to psychotherapy but they didn't help me.

Where do you find the strength to move on?

And how can I move on when every day I have memories that come to my head, what I went through in these 2 years, insults, belittlement from people I would never have expected, even from my closest relatives.

It's easiest to condemn someone, that's the easiest thing, and the hardest thing is to understand someone and help them. Sometimes it's enough just for someone to listen to you and that person will improve your day.

How to move on when a person has no more strength to fight, where do you find that strength, when I have sunk?

I watch motivational speakers on YouTube and it gives me a little strength, but not enough, I don't know how to gain strength and show all people that I can rise from the ashes.

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Thanks in advance everyone.