For the last three years I've had two friends,  my boyfriend and sibling. I love them both dearly, but they are both busy people and I feel so lonely when they are busy. For the last two years I've been trying so hard to make friends, trying to connect to people at work or people through games. No matter how hard I try to make friends, I can't really connect with anyone for longer than three months. Two years of effort and I haven't made a single friend, sometimes I feel like there is no point trying anymore. I accept that I will just be lonely.