I just finished college and I thought things would get better

But in every moment, I was want to fall back on my bed and sleep

I apply for jobs and I keep getting rejected. I mean all I did was survive college. Now it feels like I'm still trying to survive. I'm trying to fake it to interviews, but maybe my depression is slipping through. I am so tired of keeping up and faking it.

 I just want to sleep. At least when I sleep, I don't feel anything.