I'm not worried about the physical discomfort or side effects necessarily. I'm worried about developing long-term health problems.

I've heard a lot of anecdotes from people. I think you all know of that one doctor who died from brain swelling and a low platelet count after he got his vaccine. 

But I've also heard anecdotes from other people online, such as someone's elderly mother suffering a stroke after getting it, forcing her to go through rehab. Another one from two healthy women in their 30s who developed seizure disorders after getting the vaccine.

My hospital tried to call me and say that they needed to reschedule me to a different date or location because they were overbooked on the day. I cleverly avoided this problem by hanging up on them, so I got to keep my appointment (I'm insistent on not getting Moderna - from what I've heard online and IRL, Moderna seems to have worse side effects and long-term consequences).

This is kind of superstitious, but I feel that I may suffer some serious problems from the vaccine as kind of a form of karma for what I did to my hospital.

I don't know. I just needed to vent.