21(f) here. I’ve been diagnosed for a while and I have a terrible habit of pushing people away or splitting on people who cause me grief. So I have very few friends.

Tonight’s been rough as I found out my ex FP is fucking someone else. There’s no rationality to my plight because I’m no longer with them, I’m just hurt. And I feel alone. I’m just looking for someone who understands what’s it’s like to have BPD. Like I said, I don’t have many friends... so it would be cool to make a friends though this sub. I honestly often imagine what it’s like having a best friend who also has BPD. I know that’s odd to think about  but no one else understands me, and I know someone who also deals with this fucked up mental illness would. 

I’m open to all means of communication but I like iMessage voice messages most. Feel free to chat me and we can start a conversation. 

Thanks for reading