So today a post on reddit made me think of a near car accident I experienced a few months ago. An old lady in her car didn't see me crossing a pedestrian crossing and kept going full speed towards me. I instinctively jumped forward because if I didn't I definitely would have gotten hit. And seeing how fast she was going it would have been pretty bad.

At the time I was in shock I guess and was glad I didn't get hurt. But a few days after it had happened I started thinking "What if I didn't jump, maybe I would've died". Which turned into "I shouldn't have jumped, I probably would've died" 
Right now I just wish I could go back in time and let it happen... because after trying to kms a few years ago I realize I somehow don't have it in me to do it myself.