Not knowing what anxiety was and seeing people talk about it I decided to research it. Reading the symptoms gave me anxiety.

I don’t know how to turn this feeling off, I’ve never experienced something like this before.

One thing I’m not going to be is a bitch, I’m not going to be a victim. I’ll sweat until there is no sweat to sweat. 

And if it takes me out then so be it. This is absolutely ridiculous I refuse to live like this.