I am nearly 40 soon,and looking back on my lifes it been bad. I was unemployed for 10+ years, then later diagnosed with Asperger. I recently took part in an government program to help unemployed and got a part time job in an office, its been very quiet though. I was thinking switching to retail role as there is always work there.

I am alone a lot, lonely at weekends. Social media makes me depressed too,its a popularity contest, I never fit in. I haven't dated in long time either. I am fed up and very lonely and feel like a failure