5 days since I was in the hospital, puking my guts out from the pain. Thinking I'm dying. The narcotic they gave me helped the pain, but my brain free-wheeled with some horrific waking nightmares. I can't sleep, I'm constipated from the damn medicine, the nausea is intense, and my anxiety is like a frigging black shadow hanging around my shoulders.
I am terrified, my people. Scared, in pain. Worst pain I've ever experienced. The panic keeps compounding. I know, people go through this and survive. But I feel like I'm dying