I get turned on easily and when my dick gets hard I just want it to go away I don't wanna be horny anymore whenever I finish jerking off I feel so gross I feel like I just let myself down it changes my perspective on things a lot and makes me wanna become asexual
 it feels like a chore to just kill my urges I don't feel good it doesn't feel good to cum anymore it just feels gross I feel like shit and the only good side to cumming is my dick goes soft and I can finally lay down without my body forcing me to wanna jerk off to every single girl with a pair of tits 
I want this to go away help me