When I don't see my friends/go out for more than 2 weekends in a row, I start to feel left out and feel resentment towards my friends, as if I was 99.9999999999% to the point of cutting contact and burning bridges with them, imagining situations where I outbust in anger in their presence. 

After maybe two hours this dimension subsides, but everytime this happens I feel like being a 10th of an inch before going nuclear with them.

Do you relate to this?