I am a college dropout, 26, and currently spend my miserable days working a retail job. On my days off I lay in bed for the entirety of the day and never go outside. My interests and passions have dwindled down to nothing. I have no excitement for anything in life anymore, just dread and avoidance. I have been unable to figure my mental health out for 8 years now and unfortunately I do not see the situation improving. I feel like my life is in a deep descent that has not changed path.