Does anyone feel like their only purpose for being alive is to commit suicide? I feel like it is my only purpose. I have no motivation for anything, im broke, work a shit job making shit pay, in a toxic work environment and home environment, i have a lot of new mental bullshit that i just came to terms with. life is bearing down on me every second of the day, i dread my existence, the only social interaction i get is from strangers on the internet because all my friends either left me over time or i fucked things up with them. i cant stand my family, they're all rude, bigots, and only care about what benefits them. id be dead by now if it weren't for my cat, but its to the point where i cant take it anymore.