I want to become a cartoonist someday, but I will never happen because I'm not perfect. I'm horrible at drawing. Not only that, but I'm horrible at everything. No matter how hard I try to help people, whether it's in my house or at school, I always end up failing. All I do is mess things up and ruin people's lives, and now I blame myself for the COVID-19 because I didn't know it would happen until then and I didn't find a way to stop it. That's why I can't make any friends. When I joined Facebook, I drew a picture of all my friends to show my appreciation for their friendship, but the drawing was horrible, so they unfriended me because of that. Therefore, I hide without making any single friend for fear of being judged. I'm the most useless, incompetent, awkward, clumsy and disastrous person in the world. I wish I would find a way to kill myself and end all of this quickly. If I can't be perfect, what am I?