have you ever wondered what it's like to be stable but like all your life ? what it's like to not be bipolar ? 

like, sometimes I see my surroundings living their life without having to worry if an episode is around the corner nor they have to be careful on what they can and cannot do if one is coming.

they just live life and honestly it's kind of crazy to me like damn !!!! there's a whole other reality out there !! 

anyway it's just some random thoughts I had