I used to feel sad all the time. Hopeless, exhausted, tired of everything. But now, I feel nothing. Like a dead body. I'm emotionally numb and it's definitely A LOT WORSE than feeling sad. You wanna cry but you can't. You wanna scream but you can't. You just don't want to be conscious right now. It's horrible and it gets more unbearable everyday. I'm watching a great TV show but I don't feel the emotions I know I would feel if I wasn't like this. I force myself to cry but there's nothing inside to come out. So this is what being dead inside is.