Hello. I'm 31 years old happly married with a 5 yo child and another on the way.
My problem with panic attacks and anxiety started I believe almost 3 years ago. After I known that my job well move out from my home town (which is the capital of my country and the place where all my friends and family) to a small city (village) that is a 2 hours drive.
And the jobs opening in my field is almost non existence in my country or at least with the same salary i have. Maybe I can find a job with only 30% of my salary. Which will not even be enough for my home mortgage payment.

I didn't know back then that the new location was the reason I only new 2 or 3 months ago and when I known the reason it was a big relief and I felt that I have been cured for good.
So the first time I got a panic attack was something you don't even wish it for your enemies. I went to a psycatris   and he told me that's temporary and he gave me a tranquilizer to use for a short time. And I did.
After 2 or 3 days I felt better.  Fast forward. I had multiple small episodes during the next year (4 or 5)
Than it hit me again 
Full blown panic attack. That was like my life is over. I will not be able to function ever again. I will need to quit the job and lose the house and maybe lose my family. And I seriously believed all that.
U went again to the Dr. And this time was another one. And he started me on SSRI drug. And it was not doing anything for me for almost 2 or 3 months.
After that it started to improve my life little by little. I started to see hope again I admit that I've got some attacks but it's much softer and less frequent and the aftermath doesn't seem to stay for long . Fast forward 2 years after that and I'm still on meds and the panic attack doesn't come at all thanks God for that. But I have problems with anxiety. I can't be satisfied with my life. Watching my friends and coworkers having a better education and a better opportunities make my feel panicky and hopeless and anxious. How can I convince myself that my life is perfect and stop comparing myself with others?
How can I stop my anxiety for good. I'm really at the end of my rope here. I don't know what to do anymore.