People always ask me, why are you being so insensitive? Like, you don’t know what’s going on in people’s lives, think about the issues other people face in life. And they do this over the smallest things that others admit to doing as well.

But when people do it to me and I react in the same way, it’s always, you’re being over dramatic, your issues are all in your head? Why is it that I have to bend over backwards for everyone else but nobody will extend the same treatment to me? 

Everyone thinks that my issues are a choice, that I choose to be this way, but believe me if I can stop being suicidal at the drop of a hat I would be, but I can’t help it and nobody understands that they can’t simply talk me out of my disorder. 

I’m just so so angry because everyone tells me I’m a bad person, and honestly I’m not sure that I’m not a bad person at this point.