I slept from morning till evening today. It's been like this for the past one week and even before this became a problem I was still not doing great. It feels like it's only getting worse. I'm a 24 year old university student currently studying in Canada. I'm also an international student with very little family and friends. This semester was really difficult for me, my close friend and I stopped talking; things are not working out in my relationship and I just hate myself for being a failure at life.

 I'm 24 but still act like an 18 year old. I don't think I have changed much in my 4 years of university. My grades are shit, my social skills are shit; everything about me as shit. People have said I'm a good guy/ nice guy so that's the only redeemable part about me. I have no innovation, curiosity or drive compared to my peers; no energy at all. I feel like an old man. I feel like I'm wasting my youth. When I see people I know going out there making Names for themselves it makes me feel defeated. I have a few friends left and I feel they're getting tired of me too. I have no direction or purpose in life, I have no likes or don't even know what I want. I hate that I always fail and suck at whatever I try. I hate living like this; maybe it's better to end it all. I just want help