Starting in July I was started on Celexa and I had a severe panic attack which I had never had before while I was out alone and since then still up to this current day I still can’t get myself to leave the house alone.  I go places with my mom or dad I’ve been out alone once. I’m on lexapro now I feel good most of the time it’s just my mind is conditioned me to be so scared of going into panic I can’t do it. Idk what to do.

I’m trapped in my own head I sometimes feel like there’s no hope and that I’d rather be dead but I don’t wanna die I wanna be happy and see my friends again. I want to live life. Lucky for me I have a supportive GF she recently tore her acl so she just comes over and we watch movies but idk how much longer I can do this and idk how to fix it.

I’m scared terrified to say the least I used to be so outgoing and fun now I’m crippled with fear of panic all the time