I have been Struggling with Severe Anxiety and Depression for the past year now. It's been much much worse the past 3-4 Months but today I've felt in a way that's unexplainable. I feel Physically Uncomfortable, Mentally Uncomfortable, Emotionally Uncomfortable, And everything else. Today has been such a weird day for me. My Mother told me Yesterday that we're having a cookout at my Brothers which I told them that I would go to. My brother lives walking distance since he lives at the apartment down the hill from our complexes. Well I only slept a hour before I was awoken by my younger cousin telling me to come. I haven't slept nothing but a hour and I just got up and put random things on and walked down the hill and went into the Apartment. That's when it hit me how absolutely weird I feel. It's like I was having a million emotions and zero emotions all at once. I felt like my brain was removed from my Head. I'm used to having Panic Attacks and I knew there was definitely a chance I'd have one leaving my house since I have developed Agoraphobia recently. And I was having one but I couldn't react or anything. I was irritated, Frustrated, Feeling Severely Depressed, Anxious, Annoyed, all at once. I became extremely overwhelmed and have left not too long ago. I still just feel so weird as I type this. I don't even know if my story makes sense, or if I'm just typing a bunch of non sense.