I had an interview today. It was a lil last minute . When I got inside, I felt out of place, it was loud in the back, the workers I talked to were outspoken. I don’t got a problem with that. But my anxiety tells me they wouldn’t like me because im soft spoken, even though i’m not all soft. My anxiety is not this bad, usually i’m good. Even around loud people. But idk why i got the feeling i don’t belong. When I filled out the application, I put less hours. (it would have been my hours anyway since i’m going back to school) I gave a bad answer to one of the questions. In the end it was my hours she said is not enough. It ended ok. she said when I get my schedule for school i can call her back. I feel so embarrassed. I panicked. When I got in there I got a bad feeling I wasn’t going to do good there (I had a very bad experience at my last job also) I’m so embarrassed how I answered a question. I think I must have looked stupid. I felt so off like my attention was not there. I was trying hard to look normal. I worry she thinks what I’m thinking, i don’t want to work there, and she can tell. (not that I don’t, it’s just a feeling) I don’t want to be rude but what if I came off rude? I was trying hard to be normal, I couldnt be myself. I’m thinking when it was done, she prob went to the back and told them how bad I was. And the things I said and messed up. My anxiety is never this bad