I have been trying to take back control of my life but everything I try to do, it fails or doesn’t go my way. I have been miserable for the past few years &amp; lonely. I try to tell myself that “everything will work out in the future” but I also know that life doesn’t always work like that… I feel so stuck and miserable. It also sucks seeing that everything is working out for my peers. I’m especially the person who usually has it all together. I’ve done and “achieved” a lot while being depressed and anxious but it sucks that I did all of that &amp; I’m barely seeing the fruits of my labor. I feel like whats the point in all of this.