Won’t hear back from therapy to see if she’s available until Wednesday at earliest but my mental health keeps fluctuating. Tomorrow I’m thinking of going to support group to ask if others know of available therapists. My BFF says starting therapy and her leaving might somehow aid my recovery. Sometimes it feels like I’m in a bad movie because my BFF is moving to Vegas. I’d like to buy a new pair of heels for special occasions like my bff’s going away party. I wish I was less chubby and I could do some kind of commitment to feel better about myself and carry a nice purse. It probably doesn’t matter, life is too short and it’s passing me by quickly. My mom is low on funds due to spending on the new house, so I’d like to try spending less. Here is a poster I bought from Kawaii Kon and a photo of the stairwell for the new house. I hope I can get married and live to see better days.

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