No matter who it is, doesn’t matter whether they treat me perfectly. I’ve had so many FP’s and I haven’t long came out of a 2 year relationship with someone who I spent the whole time needing reassurance. So many breakdowns from just his tone of voice being different, to not texting me back. 

I now have a new FP, he is amazing and treats me so well. He is so considerate of my mental health and always wants to help. Some days I think I’m so lucky to have him, but then it switches. I’m currently feeling like everything he does annoys me, I just want to snap at him constantly. Then when I’m not with him I miss him and feel like I need his company, but then when he’s here I feel so angry. I hate this