  I guess this isn't a suicide note because if I wanted to die I would have already jumped off this bridge I'm sitting on....someone walked by a minute ago and I almost wanted them to see me and ask "are you okay" but of course they didn't....I guess I'll end up going home to nothing and waking up tomorrow to nothing but I don't want to, I don't want to wake up in the morning just to be alone, to not even be able to so the thing I love most because of an injury....such a silly little life I lead... I just want to sit here for a while longer with my bottle of bottom-shelf whiskey pretending that tomorrow won't happen.