I have a fairly large account on one social media platform and since yesterday I just feel like deleting it and ghosting. I dont know if I just legitimately dont want to be a public person anymore or its just a bpd episode.

Concrete facts are that I havent felt the energy to create content which was my account's main purpose. Also, I dont find enjoyment in having that account anymore.

But, I dont know if these reasons are just justifications I come up with and its really because I feel like everyone hates me and I have no one. Though, I know I do have some other artist/creator friends and I gave them my private account so now I just feel like closing this main one. But I spent over a year growing my account and I dont want this to be an impulsive choice. Ive already deleted my patreon and it made me feel lighter.