I used to be diagnosed bipolar but after my most recent episode it’s schizoaffective, I think I may have a split personality though. I’ve been attacked twice walking home at night both when I was younger and would sneak out of the house. I was walking home when I was 11-12 at around 2am, I took a side street that led to a staircase to the street above when I saw someone that looked kind of sketch, I heard his keys behind me and sprinted in sobriety, ducked behind a trailer trying to breathe quieter while he was whistling looking for me, that’s the last thing I remember before being on the street above while it was already light out, about 5. Not too long ago I took that same road and went up the staircase but I realized I’d never been up the stairs as I thought they were wooden but they’re actually cement. The other time I was attacked I was walking home and I turned but was already too late I slipped trying to twist out of it, I woke up in a creek bed with my pants half down my sweats over my jeans I don’t remember where I went that night. I had a hallucination where I saw a zombie figure walking exactly where it happened, it looked like a physical person and it looked like the guy too, the figure vanished and a skeleton was there and like disappeared to the side I don’t know what it means