24 (f) masters student w/ living with narcissistic parents. my dad is an alcoholic and my mother only smokes weed and barely goes to work. this summer break from classes has been terrible because i’ve noticed that if i don’t come out of my room and greet them, they don’t acknowledge me UNLESS they need/want something. i always ask them how their day went yet they never ask about mine. i’ve been trying not to let it get to my head but it’s triggered another depressive episode which is the last thing i need right now. dealing with my dads abuse has prevented me from leaving sooner but im doing everything i can to leave asap without making things worse for myself. i have a cat and she keeps me stable but feeling alone in a house with two other people is causing me to have suicidal thoughts. it’s just hurts me and i’m so tired of feeling like i don’t belong in my own home😞.