It's a pain in the ass. I'm normally rather stable, but I think something's wrong now.

I've spent a bit less than a week in a state of hyper elation, not exactly mania but very up. I could barely sleep.

Then I think sleep deprivation got the best of me and I've spent a couple of days hyper depressed with suicidal thoughts and all, until I was so tired I could sleep.

Yesterday I felt more or less normal. And I slept well.

I'm now well rested and I can feel my levels of energy rising, fast. I need to hold until psychiatrist appointment tomorrow. Shouldn't be too hard, but fuck.