My gf  and I just recently split up. I keep doing the same thing in relationships but cannot ever figure out how to break the cycle. 

What's it like being a partner of someone with BPD? I know it's tough, and overwhelming; what goes through your head when we're having an episode or saying "you don't care",  etc. 

I'm hoping to learn and grow from my past. This journey to wellness is hard, but I know it's possible.