I’ve lost everything. My health. My family. My friends. My mental health. I can’t stay home without the thoughts consuming me. I can’t go out without fear of judgement. I have big dreams but Depression makes me too unmotivated to get out of bed most days. It takes all the strength in the world for me to go to work every day.. I’m just tired of life right now. It’s gotten to the point where I really wish I wasn’t so scared of death/the unknown because I’m genuinely tired of living at this point... and I rarely have anyone in my personal life I can talk to about it.