I always knew I was not bipolar, we finally did some "quiz" and long tests and talk with a therapist and it mostly shown some disorders, mostly Borderline and Narcissistic personality disorder...

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I just wanted to write this out of myself. 

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I have always felt chaotic very often, and many memes or stories resonated with me here, and articles about this disorder. 

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I still honestly don't know which of my feelings are normal, or supposed to be there.. if you know what I mean..