I am not self-diagnosed, although I deny that I have BPD, but each day I see something proves that. 

My BPD, caused by constant rejection from people, and why people reject me? Cause I was weak person, and totally insecure. I ended up pleasing and hating people at same time. 
I cant deny it anymore, I struggled alot until i made my decision to visit some psychological clinic here. I actually felt better knowing and being aware of what I had. 
Anyway, mine is really weird, i hate people at middle/older age, and I want to befriend girls in my age (early-mid twenties) I dont want someone younger or older to befriend me, i turn into aggressive human being, i also hate befriending weak people. 
Anyway guys, i am really tired of feeling rejected, the more rejected i feel, the more bad i feel! I really want to befriend a girl/my age/ suffering from BPD so we could understand each other and chat about life issues.
Please, i you are not interested or dont have something nice to tell, just go away. I am extremely sensitive, and i want to feel connected and loved .. i got enough of people who are not connected with me.