So today, my boyfriends vape battery exploded on its charger and started a small fire in our apartment, luckily we were both home and he put it out with water immediately. However there is carpet damage that we will probably lose our security deposit assuming renters insurance won’t cover it as liability over a battery exploding is pretty vague. 

I have always struggled with severe anxiety and recently postpartum anxiety after my baby was born. Now, I am afraid to go to go in my bedroom with my baby. I am literally terrified of falling asleep, I just can’t stop thinking intrusive thoughts and irrational what ifs. 
“what if my boyfriend wasn’t home and it was just me and the baby” 
or “what if we were sleeping when it started” 
or “what if it exploded in his vape in the car with our baby” 

Idek what this post is for other than a way for me to vent my anxiety to people who will understand. It wasn’t even a big fire. The whole thing was over in 30 seconds, if that. I just hate having anxiety and having stupid things like this make it so much worse. Thx for letting me rant