Without getting too much into it, I did something very bad to a friend of mine, and we're seemingly at the stage where he does not want to talk to me. We've hung out a few times since it happened, and we've talked plenty over text. The issue is he's never exactly let me know where he stood or if we're still friends or not. My issue is that he has been giving me very mixed messages, i.e. talking to me, hanging out and acting like everything is ok and then once again saying that he feels hurt and disrespected. At this point I feel like I've done all I can in terms of apologizing, and I want to reach out but I'm basically afraid of what he might say if I do. Texting in general gives me tremendous anxiety, but in this case it is more than normal. Should I just put down the phone, wait it out and do something else with my time? Will that make me less anxious about the situation? There's a lot I want to say, but I'm just really unsure if anything would help at this point. Any advice would be appreciated.