I just called home and cried to my mom.
I'm 39. 
I finally admitted out loud that I'm having a rough go. 
I asked them to fly down.
It feels good to say it out loud. 
It felt good to cry. 
On top of my anxiety my stomach has been hurting and I haven't been able to eat alot. So that isn't helping my anxiety.
Hopefully I'll be able to sleep tonight since I was able to unload my emotions. 
I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow so hopefully that will help as well and I have a therapy appointment next Tuesday. 
Anyone out there?