I've been wanting to tell my mother for months that I want to go live with my father (he lives much further away) but when I see an opportunity to talk to her about that subject, I block myself, I freeze, I can 't get the words out. For example, I had a moment when I was so nervous and unable to express myself that I ended up crying.

It's something from day to day to feel motivated to be able to do it but the time comes and I return: I block myself, my mind is full of excuses, I don't want to face it, I'm afraid of what that decision may cause.

I'm currently going to therapy, I've talked about it there but I still haven't found any technique or something to be able to deal with it better. I do not usually discuss my problems with my family, I am a somewhat reserved person, I consider this a "serious" issue (since it is a step towards becoming independent), perhaps I am giving it more weight than I should and hence my many concerns.

That's all, I just wanted to know if something similar happened to someone to advise me on how to act in situations like these :(