i hate to judge people, especially when they feel like they cant open up to people.
i have this problem, so i want to be the kind of person people can tell anything to. but today i just couldnt take it.
now i clarify that i will never use his past against him or insult him for it. i love my boyfriend so much. 
but today he just casually mentioned how he fucked a girl in the past when we were eating.
he kept telling me how he was in a rough spot and needed someone.
i get it. sometimes reaching out is needed. but in this way..?
i just struggle with this and feel like a piece of shit for it putting a bad taste in my mouth.
this guy is precious but i cant tell if he takes me seriously anymore. who just says "i fucked her when i was down" when i mentioned this girl not knowing this in the prior conversation.
i literally shouldnt feel heart broken, and i can rationalize that i shouldnt. im so mad though, are you kiddinng me?
he kept talking about her and i just couldnt take it i had to ask him to stop.
his past is rough and he doesnt deserve disappointment from me. but im disappointed.
i deserve better than this behavior.
i feel like ignoring him forever, but this is obviously immature and i wont do this. i want to talk to him about it but im wondering if i really should? or move past it? i told him i understand he wants to be open but some things he cant say... should i move past this?
id appreciate thoughts from others..
18f&lt;3