I feel like i am always followed in digital and real life.I learned so much about privacy &amp; security and try to be anonymous much as possible. I am attachted to every person i met for no reason when they out of my life i cry days. I cant sleep, when i supposed to i check every door,window,furnace etc. just to be safe, and this takes 25-30 minutes every night. I have a friends online and i live in lies, i download other's storys on Instagram and i faked to my 'friends' like i'm in holiday or mall etc. Am I have a some kind of mentall illness? Sorry for my bad English.