Dealing with all the symptoms are just fucking terrible but for me anxiety is way worse then any other. I feel like I can suppress and 'deal' with the other aspects of bpd but when it comes to anxiety it's a totally different story. I have been able to find a coping mechanism for each of my symptoms (regardless of whether they are very effective or not) however, I am just unable to deal with anxiety. The fact that it catches you off guard and manages to convince your brain that you will die is beyond me.