Does anyone else feel like this? Is it even a BPD thing or is it a me thing? 

I feel like I’m constantly a walking cliche ; and it feels like I work full time at cliche avoidance

I feel like I *have* to be unique in every conceivable way - despite that not being true and not even being possible

And because I’m not - because I like shopping at hot topic, because I want front cut bangs, because I like Alice in wonderland, because I like string lights and my hydro flask and stupid tumblr shitposts - because of that load of vomit inducing bottle of “yea of course you fucking do you dumb bleach blonde generic 23 year old” - I hate myself ? And like beat myself up internally? 

And like I don’t get why we have to live in this “not like the other girl” type of situation 

Why can’t people just like things because they like things