This is a post I have been wanting to make for a while. I am more than likely depressed. I have been telling myself that this is just a rut for too long. That is going to "pass with time".I have had too many days where I have woken up dreading the day ahead and have felt utterly drained before the day has even started. I am sick of this self-serving pity and almost unbearable weight.The first step is  admitting that i feel this way