I have every single symptom of BPD at 15(f) and I suffer very greatly with them. It affects my ability to live a normal life to a great extent, but no doctor will listen to me. They say it's just teenager behavior or that I'm too young to be diagnosed. My struggles are dismissed as normal hormonal teenager behaviors when it simply cannot be that. I sabotage my own relationships with extreme overexaggerated anger in unnecessary situations and my trauma has become greater than myself. I have to find ways to cope alone because my mom just tells me I need to "straighten up" or else she'll take away my internet which is literally not beneficial at all. I have ran out of the house before in attempt of physically running away from my problems. I wake up in the morning a different person almost every day. People don't know what to expect when I approach them. I'd imagine that I am scary to people. I don't want to be this way. I desperately want a doctor to listen to me and diagnose me, but they won't. I'm tired of the exhaustion.