I feel like I don’t know who I am, I feel so alone. I got in a relationship online 6 months ago and ever since then I’ve been in constant stress. I internalize everything, whenever I get upset I tell myself I hate myself. I want to push her away so bad because I just have this feeling that she’s gunna leave, and I’d rather do it first. All I want is her attention, I just wanna talk to her all the time. I constantly keep saying I love you and stuff like that, and I feel like it’s just pushing her away even more. I’be read a lot and it just all seems right. I don’t see how anyone could love me…