I’ve been feeling really unmotivated and numb lately. Nothing has sparked any emotion rather than numbness and the need to sleep constantly. I’m not hungry and the last thing I wanna do is leave my bed. I have the constant need to cry but I can’t. The girl I like, likes me back but I hardly got excited for it. I’m truly just tired and I feel like I’m in a dream because everything is way too foggy. I’ve noticed that Ive had a depressive period of time that’s lasts from March-June for the last 3 years now, since that’s when my mum got diagnosed with cancer 3 years ago, that event led to my PTSD and I’m not sure if there’s a correlation between the time of year and my mood but that’s how I feel every spring-summer