Childhood has such big impact on the whole life and the things you hear from your parents or other adults become your inner dialogue. So it's like, they can fuck you up mentally, make you develop toxic and self-destructive behaviours and once you become an adult, you're on your own. You're supposed to deal with it yourself because you are not a kid anymore. So all the responsibility of the people who have done it to you just evaporates into thin air and leaves the rust on your soul for you to just fix it. It's so not okay, it fucking sucks. Most of the time people with mental problems can't afford to get professional help. The society rejects the depressed and chooses to pretend we are not there. Just get off your ass and work. Just believe it will get better. I'm so tired of people. I hate myself and my inner dialogue.