I have no one anymore my boyfriend barely has time for me anymore. My mom is always screaming at me causing me to have anxiety attacks. I hate my body and I’ve gained so much weight during this time. I don’t feel comfortable in anything no one like to be friends everyone blocks me out eventually I’ve been eating a lot of sweets and I’m not sure if that’s due to craving them or my depression. I have really bad anxiety and panic attacks my mom makes fun of she embarrassed me today in the store and made me cry to the point I couldn’t breathe everything sucks I don’t fit in anywhere no one wants me not even my own boyfriend he’s probably talking to some other bitch but I good enough for sex and sexual conversations cool he said he even said I don’t support him last night and would rather get drunk instead of hanging out with me I wish I could be someone else I’m never happy anymore. No one there to feel the void nothing to feel it either great so happy for me right :) I hate putting on a fake smile eventually I’m going to crack and shut everyone out. Someone please help how do I get through this