

I've been through a full round of PHP that didn't work I think in part because of the threat of institutionalization if I spoke the truth to the people who were trying to help me. The same goes for parents or friends like my mom once threatened to call the police if I failed to go to a clinic idk who I can go to where I can be comfortable with the outcome I don't intend to kill myself but I need to express a genuine desire without any horrible consequence. I need freedom.