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Anxiety


Anxiety takes control of my every action


Anxiety is a monster that grips my lungs 


leaving a heavy weight on my chest


Keeping me awake at night


saying things that hurt 


like a sharp knife slicing my skin open


Anxiety is the monster in the shadows


Creeping

Crawling

Stalking


Planning its next attack 


Anxiety mixed with constant mood swings


It's like hell


Feeling worthless

Unwanted

Abandoned


Needing the constant attention


But not wanting to be a bother


Like all that spill out of you mouth is an excuse for your behavior


Lashing out, Crying


Anger, Sadness


Smiles, and Happy things


But wait


"You can't have those "


"Their lying to you"


"Leave before you hurt them more"


I just want it to stop


I want the chaos to stop


I'm tired of the whiplash

The rollercoaster

The Hurt


Implode, Implode, Implode


STOP


Silence greets you as a calm wave


As you get comfortable, it all comebacks and rocks the ship


Up, Down, Up, Down


Screaming, Crying, Laughing, Smiling


Loop after loop 

Just make it stop


I BEG


Anxiety


It's more then people think


It's not just constant worry


It's exhausting