My SO and I had this big day planned ...get up around 6 am and leave...its noon...I'm home..
New night meds started tuesday.. they make me get tired but I'm up and down from bed too many times a night...last night was one of them..
I'm so disappointed in myself and i know hes disappointed too...i have the hardest times keeping plans and it makes me feel like an awful person. It's always my SO who has to suffer not going....I'm trying my best but I feel it's not good enough. I keep thinking hes gonna leave me