I was taken to the hospital by the police last week because of some wreck less and suicidal behavior but they let me come home same night after speaking to a crisis counselor. I had let my fp know what was going on and he said he was coming over when I got home to make me “do some things.” I don’t mind. I was ecstatic. Made me feel loved. He ended up interrupting every time I talked too much to have me drink until the point I blacked out. I woke up no clothes and I didn’t know what happened. Since that night he blocked me on everything. We’ve been speaking as more than friends since December but we’re close for the last three years. Idk what I did. The first day I tried to convince myself I wasn’t blocked. I kept recalling the time in his car he told me he would never leave me w out telling me. He lied. He left. And Idek why.