"Celebrate alone."

"Savor your achievement."

"You're proud of yourself, right? Shouldn't that be all that matters?"

This is the number one way to tell me that you give zero shits about my work and achievements. All I wanted was for one fucking person to tell me they were proud of me. That's all I wanted. No celebration.  No party. Just one goddamn person who gives a damn about me and shares my excitement.

Am I just being a narcissistic asshole? My mood has taken a nosedive in recent days. I was manic for a while...hence how this achievement was possible. But now it feels like my hard work means nothing in the long run because literally nobody gives a single shit. They're currently pretending to care because I got upset...which makes me feel even worse.

Yes, I'm on meds.