My boyfriend and I have been talking about leaving our shitty hometown. We wanna move one hour away to a nicer town. I already have a job in that nicer town. I commute daily and stay at a friends sometimes if I'm too tired to drive. I love my job. After years of depression and being supported by my boyfriend. I feel good about myself.          

My boyfriend applied for a job and he got it. He was supposed to start at the end of the month but something happened and he can only start in a month now. End of March.         

I'm seriously livid. I know it's not his fault but for the past month we've been making plans. Talking about our new life. I'm ready. I want it now.          

Today he called me and he said we need to talk. I know he's going to tell me we need to wait. I know I'm going to split. I don't know how to prepare myself for it. I also told him I wanted to have sex with him but he said he wasn't in the mood. Too stressed. I feel like shit. He told me he needs my love but I need intimacy and his rejection is killing me.          

How do I prepare myself for everything? 