I read that boredom comes from apathy, which then leads to indifference about the world. I definitely feel a lot and feel like I'm extremely empathetic as a person yet I also feel constantly bored and pretty dead on the inside most days. I definitely think this is why I want to drink or resort to drugs at times, although I've stopped. Relationships definitely make me feel normal and alive as I feel a lot and feel constant stimulation from that but normally, I don't feel much. I don't find many people all that interesting but when I find people that intrigue me, I become really invested. Kinda a rant but just curious if anybody else feels this way about life?