I was wondering if any of you here whom have BPD and work in a high stress job. 

I was diagnosed about a year ago and now I am about to start my career in emergency services , paramedic here. 

Although I am aware that I will have to hide my diagnosis, it would make it almost impossible for me to get a job. My only real worry is that I will not veal be to cope as fairly as others. Although I do not have any hang ups about the actual things we have to see on the job (dead children, massive bleeding, and death) I don't know how the underling stress might affect me. (I also do not take medication, because complications)

Does anyone have experience with BPD and a high stress job? 