UGH. 
I have had illness/health anxiety for my entire life basically, as a result of watching my mom die from TSS when I was 4 (she’s alive and fine now lol). But I’m getting married in a month and I think the stress and general anxiety around that is heightening my illness anxiety and I’m at work, just crying crying while the toddler I nanny sleeps, because I’m spiraling and convinced that not only am I terminally ill, but so is my fiancé and our cat lol. Just venting, I guess. But of course my anxiety is telling me that, actually, I’m NOT anxious, but I DO in fact have a disease. Ugh. I’m so tired.