So I was doing amazing for the past couple of weeks. I caught covid last week and since then I’m back to overthinking. Back to being scared of death and freaking out about what’s the point of me living if I’m gonna die anyway. I’m waking up everyday thinking it’s going to be the same day as every other day.  I just feel so tired and don’t even feel like doing anything to take my mind off of things. I’m panicking about all this and don’t know why I have these thoughts again. I’m blaming everything on covid at the moment because being home for the past 7 days is super boring and it’s definitely taking a toll on me cause I can’t escape. I just feel sad and not like myself again on top of being sick from covid. It sucks and I’m so upset cause I was doing really good. Could this be depression? When I’m working I’m usually fine. I also hate being home alone, I hate falling asleep alone I just feel so much more safe with my partner. I think covid is making my anxiety go through the roof.