I just wanna cut my wrist im front of my fp apartment. I want that the see me dying/dead. Knowing the fucking pain I have to endure. The pain I feel since she left me when I was begging for help. When I had no one else and she still abandoned me. I want that she finds me bleeding out on the ground knowing that she could have saved me…
Why am I like this?! WTF is wrong with me?!