Do you know if you feel heightened anxiety after you got the Covid vaccine? I had Moderna, and got the booster today. This evening I feel on the verge of an anxiety attack. 


So I guess the rant/word puke- I’ve got so much in my head right now. My family all got Covid and my mom is now almost fine, but my dad is not getting better and is going to the doctor tomorrow. This is the third time they’ve had Covid and they are not careful and they are anti-VAXers. But other than that they’re good people. And I love them. And I am so worried about my dad now. 

That is a reason I went to get the booster. I was going to wait until maybe they updated it for new variants, or something new came along. But after I heard my dad wasn’t doing so great, I decided to get my booster for if I need to go up there to deal with anything. 

Other than that, work has gone terrible all month. I was not able to pay January‘s rent, now there is almost no money in my account and I will also have to pay February now. Even if I went and got another job it’ll be at least two weeks before I have a paycheck and it won’t solve my problem. Also I won’t be able to get a job that will be able to pay for my rent like that. 
I have a hour long music recital that I have to do to graduate college and that is about two months away. I have a hard time with time management: so I’m not getting as far with that as I need to. 
I broke up with my girlfriend over New Year’s. We both knew it needed to happen, our lives weren’t gonna work out together. So that happened. So many of my friends right now either have Covid or are super busy and so I don’t have anyone around me that I can physically be in the presence of. 

This is so so much and I don’t know what I’m going to do.