Do you ever have that one task? That one task that you know you need to do? That one task that you even want to do? And you know how to do it? And you have everything you need to make it happen? And it really isn’t that hard? And it probably won’t take that long? But somehow, for some reason, you just can’t do it? I’m paralyzed from doing it. I don’t understand why. But for the umpteenth time, I’ve missed an important deadline. A deadline for something I really wanted &amp; needed to do. Because I just…Could. Not. Do. It. I thought about it everyday for months; sometimes I even made a bit of progress. But I couldn’t finish. I couldn’t follow through. Now I’ve just fucked myself over again