I don’t want to be alive any longer. I want to disappear from this world. I’m so done with everything. Having to wake up for school, lack of sleep,losing the people i love,having to go to sports, arguing with friends. I’m done. I don’t want to do anything any longer. Spending time with my family makes me happy but then I feel miserable again when I start to think that someday we might not be happy anymore.I’m ready to end it but, It won’t end the grief I feel it will just pass it on. My parents will be miserable. My sister won’t be able to handle it. My friends won’t be able to understand why it happened. I don’t want to leave them all like that but, I no longer want to be alive. Maybe in the future I’ll have a reason to hold on and something that makes me happy but, right now I have no idea what else to do. I want to cry and yell and cut myself. Yet, I can’t because I don’t want to worry anyone around me.