Title says it all.

Finally my parents have said that I'm the biggest dissapointment to the whole family tree and of their whole lives.
After I'm done with college they want me out of the house and want nothing to do with me.

I have had depression since I was maybe 10 and suicidal thoughs since I was 13. I'm almost 18 now.
They never believed me, saying that I have no reason to be tired or depressed because "you don't work"
They never allowed me to get any type of diagnosis or even visit a psychologist or psychiatrist because I would "lie to them to play the victim and make them look bad".

I have been psychplogically and emotionally abused for as long as I can remember and I only truly noticed when I started talking to my friends about it.

All I ever wanted in life was to be loved, to feel like someone truly cares for me.
But I guess a caring family is a privilege not everyone has...