I don't know what to do anymore. I hate being alone when I have my anxiety attacks, it scares me so much. I still live with my parents despite being an adult, so when this happens I try to go to my mom, just to sit with her and maybe be a little less alone, but she keeps using these times as a way to basically attack me and get on me about issues with my life.

 I'll be sitting there, my whole body shaking, scared I'm going to have a heart attack or something and she'll just start asking about when I'm going to get a job, or talking about how other people my age don't live like me and they have careers and wives and all that stuff I don't, or she'll start comparing me to her and talking about all the stuff she did at my age. That and she'll keep acting like I don't realize I'm mentally ill? Like she'll ask if I've even considered I have a mental illness or if I think I'm normal, but I know I have anxiety and depression, I know that and I've been diagnosed but she keeps acting like I'm unaware and making me out to be some crazy person who doesn't know they're crazy.

 She acts like she wants to help, but honestly I'm starting to think she just wants to hurt me by saying stuff like this.