It's getting overwhelming now. I have just kinda resorted to using edibles to numb everything. I dont have anyone I trust to talk to. I dont enjoy doing anything anymore. And best of all I dont even know what's causing it. I'm on meds, but they aren't helping much anymore. It all kinda got worse when a girl played me a few months ago and it's just spiraled downwards ever since. And I dont know what to do anymore.