Posted this on this other bipolar sub, but I thought I'd ask here, too.

I always considered myself a profoundly spiritual person. After a horrible mixed episode I had my med dose doubled and ever since the dose began to work I've noticed my connection to my spirituality has died down a lot. I used to feel so deeply connected to the spiritual realm. 

I could literally feel spiritual energies flowing through my body and I'd see an abundance of angel numbers, synchronicities, and signs everyday that I interpreted as loving reassurance from my spirit guides. 

One month after the med adjustment and almost all of that is gone. I still notice the signs, but they don't hold the same significance that they used to. I no longer experience the same deep spiritual ecstasy I once did either. I don't believe spirituality itself is a mental illness, but I can't deny my spiritual side is way less prominent now. 

Was it really all just mania after all?? 
I'm not even on an antipsychotic either, just Lamictal. I'm so disappointed. 

Anyone else go through something similar?