Both my parents (they're separated) invited me to celebrate Christmas, and I decided that I wouldn't go because it's too hard. And it hurts me that I won't celebrate it, I've been crying about it and I feel guilty. I'm not sure what to do. I haven't talked to my parents for months because I'm too scared to tell them that I abandonned school again, and I don't want them to see that I've gained weight. I'm scared and it would be much easier to stay at home. But it's saddens me, too.