I want to be normal like before. Well, I think that I’ve always had BPD but my symptoms got worse as I grew up. A lot
Of things that were extra stressful caused be to be extra with my symptoms, and now I am like this. I am feeling so low, before people used to really like me and never stop, but now I get ghosted or get “unliked” after a day. Before people used to stay with me, nor hate me or get irritated with me. My ex was my everything, I even see him as the one, I have this feeling of home or whatever, before we used to be very good but it was on and off, but still. Now he is gone for 7 months ( never got this far ) And when I remember my self before I used to be more stable and now I’m worse. I wanna get with him again but I wanna be more stable and etc. 