I’m clearly in the midst of a crisis. I’m barely functioning despite just getting out of a PHP/IOP program. I don’t feel like it stuck due to my untreated ADHD. I’m clearly not okay but nobody asks if I’m okay. On the rare occasion that I am asked they clearly just want me to say I am so I lie. I’m also not very good at being vulnerable. The little bit of hope I have from being told that I have ADHD and that I will get better once I’m on medication is fading away as my next doctors appointment is over a month away. I’m afraid that my doctor isn’t going to want to put me on medication since I’m already on so many.