I’m starting to realize that I have quiet BPD as a result of childhood trauma. Like the title says, I’m waking up to the fact that my dad is a narcissist and has been verbally, mentally, and emotionally abusing me all my life, and he’s still doing it. 

I’ve been at my parents house since 2018 when my last college attempt didn’t work out. I need to get out of here it’s like my childhood trauma never ended and I’m tired of taking his abuse and listening to him fight with my mom. 

I just have no clue how to move out from a financial standpoint, I guess I could go back to college, but I’m worried about taking on more debt and I’m honestly not sure if there’s really any career path where my mental health problems won’t hold me back. I know it’s not healthy to stay here, but I really don’t know how I can get out.