So, after years of living with this I've noticed that there are periods where I become obsessed with something, usually a person who I may or not know (usually don't). But I need to know everything about them, I scour the internet for info on them saving what I find for later reference to make a mental picture of this person and who they are, I don't sleep and spend way too much time thinking about them/looking for more info when I should be doing other things (like working, sleeping, hobbies). Also, sometimes I get this idea that there's some special quantum connection between us. It is very annoying.

The rational part of my brain knows this is very unhealthy, pointless, and not real. But I can't seem to help myself and just really want to get to know them, even if they're half a world away. It's not a crush though. Does anyone else do this, I'm wondering if I'm entering a high/already in one. It's been about 2-3 weeks of this with this new person. It always goes away eventually, so I kinda just ride it out until it does but what a waste of time and energy. I would like it to stop. I was on medication and this mental state had stopped but I've been taken off and have responded well enough except for this annoyance.