and guess why that hasnt improved? because its been nearly THREE WEEKS and the stupid county STILL hasnt been able to set up psychiatric services since they pulled me out of them because of my "severity of symptoms"

its a fucking JOKE lmao

(but no, i never stopped wanting to die in like 11 years, even when having psychiatric services but let me say, NOT having them DOESNT MAKE ANYTHINGN BETTER)

why am i not allowed to die? i bet if i was in the netherlands or belgium or something i could have gotten a doctor to kill me already. stupid US.

this country lets mass shootings happen every day but wont let someone who actually WANTS to die, to die. its fucking insane.