I am extremely flawed and have tried to make human contact and communication time again. But things have always been one sided. I will tell you my shortcomings and why I think I have no other choice other than what I said in the title.

1. I don't have a good appearance and physique (even after losing weight) 

2.I can't talk to people or keep them coming back for more

3.I am not funny 

4.I am not an interesting individual

I join my hands and ask for any guidance on how to come to terms with my loneliness and the pain it's causing me. I don't have anymore hope at this point please just help me to realise that I am not going to amount to anything. I am exhausted trying to fight my fate like this and losing