I had an on and off (he's not really monogamous) relationship with my FP. Now, of course I reached out to him and basically declared all my love to him and my willingness to be with him. Problem is: he didn't answer my call (1) and now I've split on him for the first time and I don't want to talk with him anymore in my life. I feel like I was played with and he just talked to me out of pity. I don't know how to approach him and say "Hey, I know that I was the one coming back to you but hey I stopped idealising you and hey I don't want you anymore in my life".

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