today i ended things with someone i really liked. i could feel them becoming my fp and i knew they were still seeing other people, and i couldn’t handle that. they said they didn’t want a relationship, and i accept that, but still i really wanted them to want a relationship with me. i feel like most of the time im too much for everyone. my feelings are too big for me (and them) to handle and i hate it. i try to be honest about how i’m feeling all the time, so they understand me more easily but that just makes me seem so intense. anyway, i really didn’t want to end it. but i cannot handle the way i feel when im not with/talking to them, so i had to choose myself. i regret it already and don’t know if i’ll ever stop regretting it. i hope i will soon, but i feel so stuck in this feeling right now. i just want them to only want to be with me. my friends said i deserve someone who is sure about me, but i dont feel like that’ll happen with someone stable. its very strange to constantly feel like im too much and not enough at the same time. im exhausted.