It's been a long day. I'm female, by the way. I spiraled, by unblocking her and texting her obsessively. I just feel so disgustingly "not good enough." We were together for two years and it was the most stable and relatively happy relationship I'd ever been in. She began cheating on me towards the end of it, and left me for the other woman. The other woman was my friend. We all encounter each other frequently in our shared workplace. It's been a hellish few months. I found out today via some social media snooping they recently got engaged. They got engaged within months. I waited two years for this person to commit to me. I feel super empty tonight. 