I absolutely hate being paranoid especially when it comes to friend groups because it seems like no one ever wants me a part of them....I get so paranoid so easily that no one likes me and that I am too much. 
I become so easily attached, I get so paranoid easily that people hate me, and then I leave them and block them in order to not deal with the pain anymore and the paranoia......
Life is too much all the time
I am too much