I get really worried when I don’t understand my own emotions. Sometimes I get anxious when I think about getting through my day and get really upset at myself for feeling this way. It makes me confused because when I was normal I didn’t feel like this. Sometimes when I think about attending classes I get so nervous and anxious. I get super anxious when my teacher explains stuff which I don’t understand and it always makes me feel like I’m falling behind and not competent enough even though it’s normal to not understand the work. My anxiety has gotten so bad I tend to loose my focus and memory which sucks a lot and makes me even more worried. Sometimes I wake up and feel anxious for no reason. Man, I really just want to get back to normal. I really don’t feel like living like this anymore. I always feel like I’m on edge.