I have no one to talk to about this. I have such uncontrollable rage, at the smallest things, at the smallest inconveniences, to things that don't even matter. I will fill myself to the brim with anger that I can feel part of my brain twisting and turning. And I cry. I cry at the situation that's made me angry and I cry at the fact that I've become this person. I cry because that's all I can do to release my feelings, without me resorting to screaming. I'm terrified to tell my psychiatrist that my anger almost fills me with homicidal thoughts. I seem to go from feeling nothing at all to feeling absolutely everything at the same time. I'm exhausted.