I've only been diagnosed with depression and I'm not really sure where to post this but I think this subreddit will help me. 

((TW))

I have the urges to eat people sometimes. 

It's usually my bf I've only had these urges with, I bite him sometimes, not to hurt really but his skin tastes nice. I love the feeling of my teeth against the soft plumpy skin. I think I want to do it out of my feelings for him. I just, I care so much for him I just want to open his skin and take a bite out of him. I'm not really sure where this is coming from but I think certain people I really care about, ((not family but close friends/partners)) I just want to not necessarily murder them but just bite them. I don't like the term eating but I really don't know what I want. 

I need help it's starting to concern me, is this a depression thing or am I seriously messed up?