If anyone has read through my recent posts, I got into a traumatic car accident while drinking over the weekend. I’ve hit an all time low in my depressed state. I’m easily triggered and having a hard time even getting out of bed. 

I have a house with bills to pay and so much to do in regards to my DUI, insurance and recovery. I just can’t bring myself to do anything. I know it’s as easy as opening up my laptop and just paying my bills, sending paperwork off but I just can’t. I have zero energy and just want to lay here and rot. 

I know I have to get this shit done it’s just so overwhelming I don’t know how to start. Does anyone else know where to begin when there’s much to do and you’re in a dark hole?