I feel like such a loser. I dated a guy recently and struggled with when to disclose my BPD. We had 3 dates and spent more than 30 hours together. I made a reddit post asking when to tell him and the general consensus was sooner rather than later.

I told him on the third date and then got completely ghosted. I feel worthless. I see all the scars covering my body and just know I’ll be alone forever. And I don’t see a point to living if I can’t be with someone. I hate myself so much.