Hi everyone,

Couple years ago I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Social Anxiety, Depression and Mood Disorder. 

I was doing pretty good, I was in school (online) and then this week we started a co-op placement (where you go into an actual work place and work) I went one day, for a half a day and I dont want to go back. They put me at the desk where if someone comes in I'm the first person they see and that scares me a lot. I don't feel like myself and I feel so anxious that I can't eat! I've lost 4 pounds in 3 days and I love food so that's weird.

I feel like I can't ever finish anything in my life! I've had so many jobs and quit after a few months cause my anxiety. It took me 2 extra years to finish highschool and I did another program in college and quit that when we had to do the co-op placement. 

I want to work, I want money but I feel like I can't do it! My social anxiety makes me not want to talk to anyone and if I have to interact with people in-person and over the phone I feel so sick to my stomach.

I was thinking about a job where you work from home? But seems like they want people with years of experience. Or maybe there's a job where I don't have to socialize with people. 

Idk I'm just so worried.. I just turned 25 and feels like I'm going nowhere in life. I just bought a car too cause my life was going good and I thought I'll be able to do it and afford car payments. So, I'm extra stressed about that. I don't know what to do.. I feel like giving up on life.