Today is a hard day. I’ve been applying to jobs and driving around but for some reason today I woke up totally depressed. I have no idea how I am going to make it in life. I’m terrified to get a job. I might start YouTube, but I have no idea if that could even work out. I’m overthinking and now this is just a rant. Maybe my parents enabled me for too long. My mom always tells me to stop feeling sorry for myself. This is my fault and now I’m never going to make it in life but also I really want to make it but idk lol!