So about 2 months ago I broke up with my girlfriend because I told her I've been questioning my gender since I was 6 and that I might be trans or Non-binary, we had been together for a year and a half by that point and I became way too dependent of her since she was the only person that actually loved me (I'm pretty sure my parents and my siblings do not care of me at all they have explicitly told me so). To be honest I just can't stand this feeling of loneliness anymore and it just seems to be getting worse for me, some days I just wouldn't want to get out of my bed and I fucking cry every single day. I just hate my life not only because she decided not to stay with me but because I hate my body and the way people see me. Sometimes I just wish I wasn't born.