I know people are real. its an odd thing to comprehend, that someone is their own person, they have thoughts, feeling, do things for themselves. But once in a while, someone doesnt feel real. Like i can say or do anything and they dont understand or comprehend it because they arent real. theres this kid in my painting class, and to me she just isnt real. i think everything she says is funny and i dont care how i respond do her bc it feels like it doesnt matter. im not mean or anything i dont say anything rude ofc i wouldnt do that. but it just really feels like she doesnt exist. same with one of my friends sisters. shes just not real. i dont understand it. theres no specific thing that tells me if their real or not, they just arent. one of my other friends is real, but never when im high. they think its so funny bc when i smoke and their there, they just arent real to me anymore. but with them it kinda feels like im the only one that can see them. its the craziest feeling. a part of my knows im weird for feeling this way and knows their real, but other part wont go away. i dont really tell people this, i kinda joke about it, im like lmaoo u arent real youre weird, and they think im joking around. this happens with online people too. i play online games and ofc i know everyones a person and they exist, but again, random people dont feel real. i cant even explain it better than that. like it feels like when im not around them, they arent there. like its so weird to comprehend that my friend has a sister, bc she isnt there shes not real. its so fucked up i dont know what to do about it. im trying to think of any logical reason id feel like that but i cant. does anyone else feel like this or know what it is?