I recent spent the last 12 days trying to taper off my antidepressant but it didn’t work as my thoughts started to get quite dark. I started taking my normal dose again about two days ago but the darkness has not lifted yet. 

Everything sucks, the “high” I had from feeling good on my AD is long gone and I want it back so bad. My daughter wants to go for ice cream and I can’t even get out of bed. 

I feel like a loser.