I feel like my whole world is crashing down.
Two of my coworkers that I was good friends with left the company and now I am alone.
My daughter is getting kicked out of her after school program at the end of the quarter and I have to find somewhere for her to go because I can't pick her up in time.
My son is showing signs of covid and tested positive with an at home test kit and all everyone is worried about is how it will affect everyone else in the house. I don't care about anyone else in the house, I care about my I'll son who is ill right now.
I am thousands of dollars in credit card debt due to mine and my husbands frivolous spending on stupid shit and I'm just playing catch up with my finances. I have little to no savings in case of emergency. I have no plan.
I am overwhelmed. I am scared. I am alone. Everything I thought was solid is now crumbling beneath my feet and I have nothing, no one to hold onto. Nothing to keep me afloat. Nothing that will help me see the light in these dark times. I am just lost and alone. It very much seems like the end of the world and it seems like no one can see that. I am the strong one in this family. Mother, wife, nurse, cook, maid, driver, decision maker. What happens when I fall? What happens now that I am breaking under the pressure of all these heavy things? How am I to strengthen a cracked foundation?