I’ve been dating my fp for a while, and we talk all day every day usually, unless one of us is busy or at work (but usually we let each other know beforehand). Lately I have been nervous that he’s pulling away or becoming uninterested in me, but then when we hang out everything is okay. He has been starting to talk less and less and it’s been sending me into a frenzy of anxiety and panic for the past week or so. I’m so conscious of pushing people away and terrified of being abandoned by people I care about because I am too much to handle or exhausting to them. Today, I’ve been so on edge because I have sporadically heard from him and now, it’s been almost 8 hours since I’ve heard anything from him. I hate this because 1) it sends me into a frenzy of calling and texting him because I’m terrified that something bad has happened to him and now I’m scared that he’s gonna see that I’ve blown up his phone and think I’m annoying or crazy and 2) I’ve started convincing myself that he just decided he doesn’t care about me and is ghosting me and I’m never gonna hear from him again so I’m preparing myself to start caring about him less so it makes it easier if he doesn’t want me anymore. Both of these things have consumed my whole day because I have no real hobbies besides work and hanging out with/talking to him. I’m just a paranoid mess right now and I haven’t been able to distract myself from the feeling that all of my knee-jerk reactions to the situation are going to ruin my relationship.