My mom is the only one in my family who doesn’t ignore me.
And my last remaining partner and I just broke up because I knew it was better for them.
I’m so abusive towards everyone around me. I try to tell them to stay away but they don’t. They don’t listen when I warn them. They see me through rose tinted glasses, insisting I’m perfect and could never do anything wrong.
They don’t just not see the red flags, I TELL them about the red flags. They REFUSE to see them.
I’m tired of hurting people.
I need someone but I really just need to isolate.