I hope this topic isn't too triggering for anyone! I myself don't have BPD, but my partner most likely has it (they aren't diagnosed/can't be diagnosed yet, but they show very strong symptoms and fit the criteria perfectly). They struggle with depersonalization and weak self image, they have told me that they feel like an amalgamation, they rarely feel in control. They have also told me several times that they feel like they are me and call themselves by my name on some days. I don't want to assume, but this may be because they want to be like me, have a life like mine (they've told me this before). This topic is also very triggering for them so I don't want to ask questions about it from them, but I'm still courious and want to know more and understand it better. Do you ever feel like this?