**However, my therapist told me that my issue is PTSD and not BPD which I told her. I am not asking for diagnosing, but do you guys feel that my problem is BPD?** 

* I was raised with no family but with violence that orders me like a soldier, childhood physical and emotional abuse by a stranger with no love. Right now, people say I act like a kid. I am so easy to be excited for no reason. I feel Marsha Linehan's explanation of why people with BPD always be excited is right. 

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