i have been feeling a little 
devil-may-care for a few days now , cheerful and reckless . i am sober and do not want to use , but still want to throw myself into it , and be around it . i i'm not a sexual person but all i want to do is fuck ( let it be known that I was whoring myself out for meth 4 months ago )
i do not want to sleep and want to skip out on my meds . i also have been terrified of going out into public the past few days

nothing makes sense , could this be mania brewing ?

for the record , i see my prescriber on monday , so i need to know what all should be covered

thanks