Just as the title says, i dissapointed my friend yet again. I was swearing to her that i will go to school and not skip it anymore but i just cant. I apologized so many times but never kept my promise. I totally understand why shes angry at me, i cant keep my word which doesnt really make me trust worthy. Tbh i have only her and i dont wanna lose that friendship. What do i do? Do i just promise once again well knowing that if i dont keep my promise i will lose even more in her eyes? Im just too tired of everything i wish i could dissapear or better yet never be born in the first płace