if i see they're active on any social media but not responding to me, it sets me off instantly.

my fp's phone broke a few days ago (his sister told me) and is useless other than being able to turn on and off, so he hasn't been able to respond to me on messenger. the thing is, it says he's still been active on messenger, and on snapchat it says he was just on it a couple hours ago. i know messenger's active status isn't always accurate, so at first i thought maybe he just had his phone on and it was running in the background, but what about snapchat? if he can get on snapchat, why can't he get on messenger to text me back? he even has a computer at home, can't he just get on facebook and text me there? i've been paranoid that he's trying to avoid me because i've been having a lot of episodes recently, but he knows i have bpd and knows how upset i get when he doesn't respond so.. idk.

ugh, i feel like a freak for obsessing over this kind of shit.