I'm a 23 y/o f. I have been through a lot in my life. I grew up with an alcoholic abusive father who was in and out of my life and a mother who wasn't there for me. I was in an on and off manipulative and toxic relationship with a guy for 7 years. (Verbally abusive and involving sexual assault.) I was diagnosed with BPD and went on multiple different medications at 14. I for sure displayed the symptoms (high fear of abandonment, extreme mood swings, etc.) I stopped taking meds for it at 17 (didn't think they really helped.) For the longest time I really thought I had BPD. I finally completely ended things with the guy at the beginning of 2020 and cut him from my life. I changed a lot of things around in my life in 2020 to be in a healthier spot. Fast forward to now, while I feel depressed and anxious at times and have mild mood swings, I don't display any symptoms of BPD and I'm not on any medication. I've been in a healthier spot in my life and have been doing great mentally despite different circumstances. I don't have episodes or meltdowns ever anymore either. I feel like I'm just a normal 23-year-old female at this point. Is there a chance that I could have been misdiagnosed? I honestly never felt like the medication helped at all and have looked at this subreddit for a while and don't really feel like I can relate with what a lot of people are feeling. Could I I have just not known how to manage my feelings as a teenager and have learned to do that and have matured? could everything have just changed because I cut all these horrible toxic things out of my life?Or once I'm diagnosed with BPD I have it for good? I'm just overall confused because I honestly don't feel like I have it in people in my life have even told me that they've seen huge improvements and don't feel that I'm mentally unstable. Thoughts?