He was one of the few people, if not the only person, that truly understood me despite my troubles to articulate myself. I miss playing Destiny, Valorant and Journey to the Savage Planet with him and just talking about stuff. I was a self-centred asshole, partially because of my anxiety and self esteem issues. I was even too afraid to say his name out loud because I was worried about my pronunciation. He had his own problems as well and I did pretty much nothing to help him. I hope that he’s better off now but I still miss him everyday.