Does anyone else feel like if they get medicated or get help (but more emphasis on medication) for their bpd they wont have an “identity” anymore? (Even though I already feel like I don’t have one, if that makes sense.) For me I feel like my mental illnesses are all I have and if I can’t suffer through them I have nothing. Even though I realize none of that is the truth and I’d probably have more of an “identity” being medicated/after getting help, yet I still hesitate. 

(Not even sure if any meds help bpd but I feel this way even about possibly taking adhd meds so, yikes?)