I am in a great relationship, there is nothing toxic about it. We just leave a hour and a half apart, it wasn’t always this way just moved last month. The transition has been really hard, I’m scared she doesn’t like me and the distant is too much but I know that’s not real. It just has been a process leaning away from being able to hug and talk with my significant other because she is my safe place. She is the one person that makes me actually feel safe and secure. She is in school and has been really busy so she has been having to stay home and not come up as often and I’m full time so I stay home cause I work up here. Not getting to she her has really driven a negative root of anxiety into my brain, it’s been pretty awful. When she says she can’t come or anything it’s this shock of oh she hates me and doesn’t wanna be around me and I’m annoying. I know it’s not real and I’m pushing that feeling away but it’s just hard man. Thank you for listening hope you have, a good day