Im 18 years old and looking back I have no good memories. I mean ya there are some happy moments, but nothing that I can say really made my childhood. And when good things did happen, it had this fog hanging over it. My abuse shadows everything and prevented me from really enjoying myself. Im not as bothered over it anymore and I can enjoy myself now but for a long time it ruined my life. And its not just that, emotional neglect from my mom, social ostracized from my peers, my mom dying and breaking up my family. All these things left me without any good memories that I can look back on and be happy about. 