Male, 25 years
I tend to put any/every girl that gives me the time of day on a a goddess level and I can’t imagine my life without them. But then she tells me something and I get butthurt or insecure and that status is replaced with, “Replaceable”.  My relationships have been anywhere between 3 years-2 months. My best most fulfilling relationship being 3 months and we knew we had to separate, she was going out of state for schooling. 

I’ve been able to trace all my other traits and behaviors to something that happened /learned by watching my surroundings as a child. 
I don’t know why I do this and I need to understand why I feel this way so I can at least understand my feelings and not internalize and also not be so sensitive. 

Any comments or questions on the right path would be great. 

