So I have had Hypothyroidism for I guess all of my life but I was never diagnosed for it until a few years ago and currently I get blood work done but due to the lab needing to pay to see your results and my doctor only telling me my blood work is coming back good, I don't know what is exactly good. I feel no difference when I am off the meds, my meds before and my current med dosage increase and I have had issues with energy, anxiety and severe depression for most of my life and I went through so many different possibilities like ADHD or Autism and everything inbetween because I just accepted what my doctor said is true so it cannot possibly by my thyroid still is out of control.

I am scared because bringing this up to my doctor feels like I am spitting in his face because he is the first good doctor I ever had and I feel like he cares about my health and to say he might not be checking everything or something is off just feels like I am completely destroying our trust and what he has always said and helped in the past and future. I am literally no one, just someone who reads shit on the internet and thinks that maybe there is something else instead of listening to a medical professional who must be doing and checking everything properly and has for years now.