I’m a gay man and I was with a guy for only a month in June of 2020 but it was such an intense, loving (and short) relationship. However, even a year after the break up I cannot help but feel I will never meet a guy like him again. He really does feel like the one who got away. All because I lashed out at him unfairly (before I had a diagnosis). Even after explaining BPD he just blocked me...I’m only 28 but still feel like I’ll never meet someone like him again. I don’t know what to do and I’m not even looking for advice. I just wanted to say it on here.