How do you stop feeling like the villain? How do you stop feeling like you ruin everything and that no one should be around you because even though you look human, you’re this nasty little mush pile who doesn’t even know what it is. I just want to be able to let myself love someone without feeling like I’ll hurt them. Like I’d love to fucking care about myself but all I do is scar my skin instead. I just can’t process emotions so how can I share them. I’m
Sorry for so many posts I just don’t know what to do anymore and I feel like this disorder is just who I am. It’s eating my life