My mom died a few years ago and I always had a hard time being next to the house she killed herself in and I finally was able to move and it’s been easier going grocery shopping and not passing her house but before I moved I had such a strong urge to ask the people that moved in if I can look at the house kind of like to say goodbye but figured it was super weird so I let it go. I’m in town today and I’m visiting with an old friend who lives next door and I just feel so sick being next to her house and so still have such strong urges to just want to be inside in her room and I’m not sure why. I have bipolar disorder and bpd and am an extremely emotional person and wanted to know if anyone else experienced urges or just a whole lot of stress, etc after losing a parent or someone you loved very much