Hey all! 
SOS! 
I can't  stop myself from doing things that has only one purpose pleasing  myself:  like I no longer work hard ( trying to cheat at work) ,  eating food doctors don't  allow  to eat, I want to act differently  like work out, eat healthy food, stick to my to-do list. Feel like I don't  have control  over  my actions. To sum up, I do the complete  opposite  of what I need to do, I just do what I want. As if I was a little child. This really  sucks. 
Has any of  you  know what kind of disorder  is this? If so, please  let me know.