Depression itself is awful. Everybody talks about that. 

But nobody talks much about what to do if you don't think you can take care of yourself anymore. Why aren't more people worried about that? Are homelessness and suicide the only options? I don't actually want to kill myself but am so worried I might have to. There isn't really anyone I can trust or depend on. I don't understand why there aren't more posts about this. Being miserable in bed or on the couch for periods is awful. Sadness is awful. But losing everything is unbearable. Losing home, family, friends, looks, all your money and savings. No career. I don't see how one can recover.