I had the perfect life. I had an amazing girlfriend. My future was fully sorted out with a great career and money.

Instead of appreciating what I had, I decided to chase my “passions”. It made me overworked, I lost my girlfriend of 5 years. Once I lost her, I lost interest in my ‘passion’, let everything go.

Now a year later I’m unemployed, almost broke, burnt all my bridges.

I wish I could just restart life and wish I listened to my parents.

Just tossing around in bed with a means of death. I might end it this week.

Money is running out, and I’m done with life.