People who aren't tainted meat. People who are confident, funny, social, smart, talented etc. People who have never been stuck. People who don't know depression. People who don't have to struggle to climb out of the pit every day. People with connections and friendships. People with purpose. I'm 23 and every relationship I've ever had was a dumpster fire. I look at normal people and think about how clueless they are and it makes me envy them. They don't struggle to just be alive I'm so fucking envious of them