I think I've been depressed off and on for the last week. I definitely noticed my wife being more distant. She claims she's being accommodating to my mood. Makes me feel even more depressed to know that people aren't being themselves. Because that's what would make me happy, Or help anyways. Not treat me like I'm bad, sick, or broken. 

 Seems like I only want help when I ask for it not when people insist.  Her idea of help has been giving me space. Feel pretty estranged and mentally ill. I guess I'll take this alone time to focus on myself.

Ramble complete.