So like I understand fully people deserve other people in their life, they deserve friends, going out in big groups, etc. I like the time I have with them alone. And as soon as they introduce to their other friends I become weird. I have constant anxiety and feelings of abandonment. I start really hating my friend’s friends and resenting my friend for hanging out with them and not me. Where when I didn’t know them I didn’t have these feelings. 

I could just befriend their friends. Honestly I tried this and things ended up falling through. Now I hear about how my friend spends time with them and it stings badly. Things were easier before I knew them.