I have decided to go get help recently and wanted to sketch up a simple damage report just to help organize my thoughts and this one came up top of the pile. ^^As ^^a ^^side ^^note, ^^sorry ^^about ^^last ^^time, ^^I ^^got ^^a ^^bit ^^off ^^the ^^rails.)

Something has been happening that I can only describe as a psychological taser where a jumble of embarrassing events, anxiety filled imagination and dark what ifs are zapped at me for a short amount of time every 5 seconds before disappearing. It is really draining to have happen multiple times coupled with everything else and never seems to actually vanish.

"How can I fix?" - Millennial Heavy