I swear, I wonder if I hate him just because he loves me. He can do everything right and my mind still looks for a reason to be angry, to take distance. How do you stop doing that? I feel like I can't see my own life clearly. I'm also spiritually sensitive and can feel when he's making etheric cords to my heart and I hate that too. It's uncomfortable and feels wrong. I think I just don't tolerate loving attachment very well.