My S/O is so hard to get a bead on. I keep waking up to a new person and completely different set of challenges every single day. Iv tried changing my approach to situations. Iv done some reading on BPD, I even spent the most money iv ever spent on a book 2 days ago to see if I can learn anything new. Iv tried changed myself, my words, my tones. Iv done everything I can think of to learn to cope with the consistent changes in mood behavior that is thrown at me but to know avail. I love this strong beautiful goddess of a women but every mishap turns to a knife fight that hits my main arteries. Every time I feel I have weathered the storm it comes back ten fold over, IMO, little things. I feel beaten and battered and I need some advice. Not exactly sure on what but I know something. Kind words anything really.

PLZ ANYTHING HELPS