I dont know what this feeling is. But for the last week I have felt off. Like very weird and out of place. And now I feel agitated and weird. I think its because im alive. Im uncomfortable being alive. It doesnt feel right. It feels like I need to die. I know logically this is crazy. But when the depression gets bad I start to feel odd mentally and physically like things just arent right and need to end. What should I do?