Idk. Sometimes I feel like I don't have the right to feel depressed anymore, especially when things haven't been too awful as of late. I have had fleeting moments of happiness. Mostly, I've felt content lately. Empty, but content. Does that even make sense? lol. 

But tonight is just one of those nights when depression weighs heavy on me. But then I feel dumb for feeling this way because things have generally been improving in certain areas of my life, so what right do I have to feel depressed anymore? I know that's not how it works, but it's how I feel sometimes. Especially when I talk about these feelings, and I get shut down with words like, "look how far you've come" or "look at where you were two years ago vs. where you are now." 

I don't know. I just needed to tell someone that I'm feeling down.