Hello, thanks in advance for reading. I recently have found myself very much obsessed with small details in my home (maybe two weeks ago it became unbearable). There was a period during the pandemic where I felt freer than ever, realizing how short and unpredictable life is which kind of freed me to focus on doing things I enjoy and very much live in the now. I am not sure what changed, but I have found myself increasingly obsessed with any slight imperfection in my home. 

I decided to undergo a remodel six months ago, doing a full re-do on my downstairs half-bath and kitchen as well as my upstairs full bath. The work was very good, but I have begin to notice when the wood floors were re-finished in my living room/kitchen area that small dust/dirt must have settled on the second coating. They're barely noticeable, if noticeable at all from normal eye level, but if you get close you can see the dots and if the natural or artificial light hits certain angles you can see the dots. I have become obsessed with them, to the point I almost feel uncomfortable. Everyone has said the remodel looks so great, how great the craftsmanship is, etc. but now I'm obsessed with this one detail. I obsess with how it will ruin resale value (I don't even want to sell) and how I must have been ripped off. And if the floors have this issue, other components of the remodel must have this issue. And then I wonder if I should just re-do the floors again so I don't have to constantly be obsessed with these little dots, only to realize I'll have to move furniture again and then my furniture could be damaged. 

I've noticed it's definitely become this obsession that is consuming me and making me feel uncomfortable. It's silly too...cause deep down I actually know my house looks fine. That it's very nice. But even if I know that, I still just see the flaws. I'm not sure what happened so recently to trigger this in me but if anyone has any advice or ways to cope or move through this I'd appreciate.