I get pissed over other peoples incompetency to do certain things because I'm a people pleaser and you should handle yourself well too like I do. Because I can do it despite all the shit in my life so you should too. Its disgusting af that its my initial reaction to get upset and anxious over another person's mistake even though I mostly know why they couldn't do it in the first place. I want to stop feeling like this. I want to be kinder and I'm trying but sometimes I just mutter unkind shit before I could evens stop myself and process the situation