Hey everyone i posted here awhile back about myself but I'm 42/male and just completely useless. I've been thinking about it recently and I have never been in a relationship where I didn't get lied to and cheated in. Including one 5 1/2yr marriage and another 15 yr marriage both cheated.
First serious girlfriend in High school cheated, just tired. I don't really have a purpose. My ex-wife and daughter are doing better in every aspect of their lives. 
Moved home to help my elderly mother take care of the house but now I'm on a cane and can't do that. So basically I'm just a parasite. 

No one would care, sure people say they will, and maybe if they need to use your truck or trailer or something they will think about. But it's just simply not true. No one cares, nor do I anymore. Please just let me die and end this.