well, today i woke up thinking i had slept in for work, like i had an hour and a half to leave, not a big deal, i laid my clothes out and everything, just needed to shower. hahah nope bitch, your girl has been fucking fired, because i’m not fast enough and they’re fucking slowing down production this time of year! lmao
my dumb ass just bought an iphone 11, i’m going to the states in like 17 fucking days. 
never missed a fucking day there, was always happy and positive and polite even if i wanted to die some days and my eating disorder recovery was difficult. i gained 20 fucking pounds since august.

so yeah, i’m gonna get day drunk and play rdr2, shoot up some o’driscolls or some shit and wait for hopefully at least 1 of the 9 jobs i applied for to get back to me. happy monday!