I am not at home right now. My brother is graduating from high school so I’m at my school parents house. Something happened. I won’t go into it but my husband is kind of in some hot water at work and I’m not there. It feels like without him I would cease to exist. I’m trying to let it go, and remember that there are some things I can’t control and that’s okay and that we will survive this because we can do hard things. But what do I do with the guilt? The apathy? Everything happens behind walls I can’t see through so it doesn’t ever feel real. My disconnect is difficult. I would appreciate any prayers/good thoughts &amp; vibes. Thank you. And we’re bigger than this beast. ❤️