I moved May 5th and start what was supposed to be a temporary job May 10th. Everything has been so close together. The week prior to moving I was arguing with my grandmother (who i lived with), and then was avoiding eating to avoid her downstairs. She also refused to turn the AC on until July, so it was 80 degrees in her house. I was so stressed, i was losing weight, having break downs, and isolating myself. So me &amp; my boyfriend got an apartment together. Since moving, ive been having to do most of the house chores by myself. We started bickering, then fighting, then not talking at all. And now everyday has negative energy around it. Now we're in a new place that feels terrible because we can't get along. I have to wake up at 6am to commute to my job, and when i get home i feel like i have no time to myself. Every morning I wake up and cry &amp; everyday I get home, i have a meltdown. I dont know what to do. 
The job was supposed to be part time, but the guy offered me pay I couldnt refuse. Or atleast id feel dumb if i did. now im regretting it. I wanted a job that was remote &amp; less than 40 hours a week. but this job is in the office, &amp; 40 hours a week, and i spend 1.5 hours commuting everyday.  I have no time to relax, no time to calm down, no time to put the pieces back together from everything going on. We're still not unpacked. Dont have a lot of furniture. And im crying everyday from the stress of the job. Its hard, and i feel like i have no one to talk to about it either. My boyfriend just makes it so hard to even speak, everything that comes out of my mouth, he has to nitpick. Then i get triggered and things get blown up so quickly. I feel like my bodies been shutting down for over a month and I just want to give up. Then i get even more sad thinking about it, because this job is a great opportunity for good pay, and starting a great career. And im disappointed in myself for not being able to handle it. I feel worthless at this point and just wish it could all stop and i didnt have to do anything. I realize most of my post makes no sense and is just rambling, but all advice is really appreciated.