i’m wondering if what i’m experiencing is mania? my ex broke up with me and rather than being sad lately, i’m way more upbeat/positive and also thinking about doing something impulsive and self destructive (which i really can’t do since i’m staying with relatives)..
i know if i wasn’t in this state, i’d be extremely depressed right now because of the break up. but i’m just feeling anything but that..i haven’t cried until tonight about him leaving. it’s been about almost a week.