Have to add that I haven't worked in a long time due to (still somewhat undiagnosed) health issues, also anxiety and depression. Part of me still can't believe I got the job. They promised me 3 days working from home per week (after I insisted), hope they will keep the promise. Right now people work from home  because of Covid and in all honesty I so wish that will continue for a long time (not Covid but working from home full time). 

Anyway I can't even focus writing this, I was so anxious all week. In a way I'm happy to finally start and get some anxiety behind me but right now before the start I'm extremely anxious. I really hope I can sleep and won't be a mess tomorrow and just be able to function without any nervous breakdowns.



TL/DR: First day tomorrow at work after not working in a long time, due to having depression and anxiety disorder and other (invisible) health issues. My anxiety is huge now, hope it will all be ok.