I was playing a video game next to him and thought I would say what's on my mind. "I really don't see myself living past 20" I know I presented it wrong but I didn't know how to say I need help. He then says "that's normal your normal". I then respond with "its normal to not want to live?" And then he gets mad and says if you're going to be here and be hostile and try to start a fight with me go to you're room. I then said "no I'm just saying what's on my mind,  I'm sorry it offended you." He then gets more hostile and raises his voice and tells me to go to my room. The way he handles the situation only makes me want to kill myself more.