The day seems like a loop, I feel like every waking second of my existence consists of the same following things, Wake up, Eat, Shower, Look at porn, Sleep with the same guilt of being within the world rather than being apart from it. Everyone I talk to apart from my family seems to have no personality, no taste everything seems completely and utterly num. I feel Num, I understand this feeling will past but I've been in this same hole for about 2 weeks and nobody has even dared to pull me out of it, Then again I haven't exactly told anyone. But one thing I ask is how long? How long will I have to be within the lustfulness and the depression of Man, It's hell on Earth and not to mention my brain hates it all, I don't know what to do. Social media is like a drug to me but a bad one at that, I need to do something feel something, go somewhere.