So I think I have a very serious problem.  


Some days ago I was with a group of friends near a lake, standing on a pier. While they were talking, I was in constant fear of throwing myself in the water, I don't know why.  


I don't like to go to Ferris Wheels because I get a fear of throwing myself into the ground, even tho I'm not a suicidal person, I like my life  


Some years ago I went to a tower, about 125m above ground level. I just couldn't get to the border of the tower with the fear of either someone throwing me or I throwing myself.  


One day I was riding a boat but I couldn't take my phone off my pocket to take some photos because I thought I was going to lose control of my body and throw my phone into the water (ridiculous, I know)  


Soon I will be taking drive classes. I fear of be driving on a highway and my mind starts telling me ''What if you turn your car in the direction of the other one who is coming in front of you, it would be a big accident''   


The thing is that I'm not scared of heights (when in a plane, I always love looking down at the window, most likely because I know that in a plane I'm safe, I cant just open the door and jump out)