Hi !

I write this message because i need some help.

I'm 24 year old and always lived at my parent home. I really loved plushies and have a lot (most of them are pony plushies from my little pony). Since i start my collection one of my biggest fear is to losed them.  whatever the method from losed them.

until now i have already made some dream where i losed some like destroy in a fire of my house, stollen while i'm not at home, but I managed to throw away these nightmares of my head.

Since a week now a new nigtmare just haunt me each night and just completely terrifies me to the point that I only sleep 1 hour a night (sometimes 2) and i'm being exhausted.

In this nightmare

&gt;my mom just throw away all my plushies to the trash while i was at work. when back home from work, i'm asked her where are all my plushies and she just tell me that she's throw away. but she also wait the garbage collecting day for throw them for avoid i try to get them back.

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The only things is that my mother is someone really kind.  and even if she had wanted me to get rid of some. she would have ask me to sort the one i would keep from the one i rid of before.  and only if I didn't do it then she would throw them ALL away without thinking and without exception. (at least that's what i think)

the first day i made this nightmare i do not have made anything. I thought it would pass by itself the next day like the other times.

few day later, i were still haunted by this dream so i start to talked to some friends about. they tell me to talk about the importance they have for me to my parent. that what i do when i were back from work the same day. My mother just tell me that it was a stupid dream and she will not do. she also tell me that our stuff is our and it's not to her to decide if we need to keep them or rid of.

but even with this discution it's not calm my mind at all. today, i redid this nightmare  and have a bad night once more time.

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* Am I the only one having this kind of nightmare ?
* Is it normal that everything I try to calm myself fails?
* what should i do for throw this fucking nightlmare out of my head ?

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PS: I also tried hypnosis to calm myself down (it allowed me to rest longer (5 hours) but not more

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Thanks you for the time you accord to me, hope find a solution fast cause,  because I have enought of spending my weekends sleeping during the day to try to compensate for the night.

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Déliambre

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*I'm sorry if there are any errors English is not my main language*