i dont know how i chose myself to be like this or why i continue, i have my goals in life set in stone but making it through teenage years is the worst fucking experience ever, nobody takes me seriously and i breakdown when i get that one chance to that one person that saw through all my depression jokes. everybody is fucking horrible to me and nobody ever takes me seriously, theyll just get bored or just laugh and its even worse when i have a terrible face structure and if i told anybody i had a girlfriend they would laugh and would not believe me at all, i just wish i could skip forwad in time so i dont have to deal with all this bullshit that other people give to me because i was fucking weird the first time they met me and have carried on this thought from primary to secondary school, some people cant let go off fucking shit i did and they just makw a embarrassment of me infront of people