Hi, I'm using a different throwaway account. I was diagnosed with depression before the bipolar disorder. I have extremeood changes from an extreme high when I'm happy and joyful to a down down low to the point of me crying profusely. It has been happening in a very short span of time. I'm really exhausted because I have other myriad issues like ADHD and anxiety so my life is extremely unbearable. Top that with extreme life situations I won't really mention here. While everyone is celebrating new year, I'm bawling my eyes out and I'm sure I'll be in another mood within these next hours...I don't know what to do