I'm fucking tired, I sleep for hours and wake up tired. I don't know when it started happening again, but I never wake up and want to stay awake. I don't take clean because I'm too tired, I don't take care of myself because I'm too tired, I don't hang out with friends because I'm too tired. The kind of tired that sleep never really seems to fix, if I sleep, I have to wake up and then I'm back to being tired. I want to sleep without waking up, maybe then I won't be so tired. I don't think anyone would mind if I didn't wake up, I know I wouldn't.