Fuck friends and family who try to guilt trip you into not killing yourself. Like you know what go fuck your self I'm miserable and every single day is fucking painful and anxiety inducing and I hate it. Don't make me feel guilty for wanting to die just because you'll be upset. People tell you bullshit like "imagine how many people would be upset if you died" well why don't any of those fucking people who say "I'm here if you wanna talk" ever actually speak to you about real shit. Why do you get brushed off as "you seem fine" and "just don't worry about it" when you try to open up about how shitty everything is. Either fuck off and leave me alone to die or help me. Don't making me feel guilty and awful for wanting to die. 