I’m 40 years old, divorced, unemployed, all my family is dead, I have no close friends. The world sucks and it’s only getting worse.  I don’t really see the point in going on when every day just kills me a little bit more inside. I’m so tired of grabbing those bootstraps. My life didn’t work out, and honestly I can’t imagine trying to make it for another 20-40 years. I have enough money to live for 10 more months. This is ample time to get things in order. 

I’m not looking for help or advise. I just want to vent. Does anyone else just feel “done with it” all the time?