My husband (25m) life has definitely been ruined by me, my life is so chaotic.. I can barely take care of myself that he needs to step in and assist with medications and such. I just ... I'm a ruiner.   
I ruin things. That's my job I guess.   
I went into bed with him this morning and he just looked defeated like he regretted marrying me. And I really want to run away and hide right now, because I love him and I don't want to make him sad or feel negatively he just opened his eyes and bam was sad to see me. I ruined it, all of it.