I had a job before, but it only lasted about 2-3 days because I could not stand the toxicity of the work environment. Having had a terrible first job experience, I'm not hopeful for the future. I have agoraphobia and social anxiety so I'm honestly freaking the hell out. I'm a 20-something and I've never really had to work but after some hectic life happenings it's urgent that I get one asap. I actually want to work, I really do, but it's such a scary thing thinking about how new and unknown everything is going to be and it's triggering the shit out of me. I keep worrying about if I mess up, if I'm going to be the weakest link, if I'll get fired, etc.
I have no idea what normal workplaces are like and how things work so if I ask questions I know I'll just look stupid.
Anybody been through this? I just need some advice on what to expect and some ways to cope.