I feel like my life has no purpose. I can't contribute anything to the lifes of others or to this planet. I feel like a leech. Every time I think it did something good I don't get any appreciation and I feel like a clown. Actually, I feel ashamed about existing. Every morning it's a huge struggle to get out of bed, usually I need 2h for this. I'd go to therapy but I feel like my problems are very minor compared to others. And I think it's not easy to get an appointment. I just want to be a joyful and sociable person, instead I'm a grumpy pessimist filled with bitterness. Does anybody have any tips on how I could improve? How to make this more bearable? How to become a better person?