Hi,  


Three weeks ago I (30F) met this really great and sewwt huy (30M). For the last two weeks we have seen each other every day. Last week I told him about my bpd and other diagnoses. His response was the sweetest, he told me we could work through things as long as I would talk to him.  
Last Friday I got really insecure and distrustful. I told him, which was surprisely easy. He acknowledged my feelings, reassured me and told me I had nothing to worry about. I cried, he comforted me, he was really sweet.  
Yesterday he asked me over. I told him I wasn't sure about how I felt about Friday and Saturday, and that I had the feeling we didn't leave on the best note. I felt really insecure and wondered why he would want to see me again. We talked about it, and he said he's having fun with me, so that's why he likes to spend time with me.  


I fell in love, somewhere last week. Pretty fast and hard. It feels like he isn't there (yet). And I really don't know how to deal with me being the only one with this strong feelings. A big part of me is expecting him to leave any time soon, because I'm a insecure mess who needs a lot of reassurance. Who would want that? Some part of me just wants to push him away and end things before I'm head over heels and he feels nothing for me. And another part of me wants to see if maybe, just maybe, he could fall in love with me too. I just don't know what to do. How can I feel less insecure and patient wait to see if he will fall in love with me too? Does anyone have some tips or advice?