yesterday i got invited to go to an interview for a job that i really want. my anxiety isn’t through the roof at the moment, but last night i had more trouble sleeping because i couldn’t stop thinking about it. i have a few spare days to prepare but man i know i’m gonna be dying on the inside even though i put on a bravado. 

if i don’t get the job, i’ll be quite devastated if i’m honest, but i’ll do my best and keep believing in myself. it’s one of those things where i know i’m capable cause i’ve proved to be competent in the past but my self-doubt has been on the rise these past months… anyways i just wanted to get this off my chest.