Im so upset i know this is so crazy and obsessive but one minute she’ll show signs that she likes me and compliment me all the time and hug me and be touchy and now she’s possibly in a relationship with this guy she’s hooking up with . AND SHE TOLD ME ABOUT IT . 

I feel like I’m going crazy . This is draining . Why do I feel like she’s torturing me . I don’t understand how she thinks or what’s going on in her head I feel like I’m being used . This is the second person she likes while simultaneously “liking me” but I feel like I’m just some backup . 

Like once she’s done with this relationship she’ll flirt with me and then find another. But she’s never done anything with me . Why am i so obsessive about this Im so depressed I feel sick