So I just found out I’m pregnant. I just turned 21 this year I’ve finally held down a stable job. I’ve been working towards my long term goal of going back to school since I had to drop out due to how bad my mental health got. Long story short a baby was the last thing I was expecting. And I don’t know how it’s going to affect my life. Now I’m not going to act like me and bf couldn’t of been more careful even if I was on birth control but with that being said we never imagined to have slipped up. We both aren’t prepared to welcome this baby at all and I feel bad for being upset at myself for letting this happen. Of course my child is not at fault I just have mixed feelings and more so with being bipolar I don’t know what is going to happen down the road and the last thing I want is for my baby to inherit this awful illness. I’m terrified of being a mother I feel like I don’t know where to start. I’m scared of my family to judge me because they really love to talk shit. I’m worried about my bfs family especially his siblings because he’s the youngest of all 3 his oldest sister being 25 and let me tell you she loves to run her mouth. I’ve already told my parents and siblings they are supportive so I guess I feel less alone it’s my bfs parents and family I’m worried about. Any advice would help.