I am 34 years old, I will be 35 in 3 months. And I can't take it anymore. I am fed up with my life, my anxiety, my chronic depression. Of being alone and every day feel more panic to go out on the street. That my own family wants nothing to do with me, even though until now it was the only reason I had been holding on. And I do not care.

Every day, whatever I do, I feel useless, I'm lurching at work.

I want to end it all. I want to have peace at last