i don't know how to handle this,,,


after breaking it off with ex number one, they stayed friends and have been friends for years before i even met fp. i like ex number one, they're nice and i am usually okay handling this.

ex number two, fp and her had a purely sexual relationship. it's that one that gets me. they bring it up more than i think they should but i can't just not listen idk. anyways i am panicking and angry and freaking out cause i'm just thinking about this stupid fucking shit right now. they were also friends for about a year before i met fp. 

i can't just tell fp that ex number two makes me so uncomfortable but they DO. i want to fucking die. i cant handle this. i cant handle knowing that theyre still so close.

i know fp isn't cheating and shit like that but... idk... i hate this. i fucking hate this. i hate ex number two. i hope they have a falling out. i fucking hate her.