How often to AFibs Last? Should i treat my AFib or should i not? there’s so many questions. 
and there’s no way i’m living Past 18. 
There’s just no way. 
How? 
I’m most certain i’m gonna die from this. 
How is any of this even real? 
I’ve even prepared myself for death because i just KNOW i’m gonna die from this. 
I haven’t lived my life to the fullest yet though. 
this isn’t fair.