I don’t think a lot of people understand how being molested as a child can fuck up a person. I’m like trying so hard to be tough. I hate myself because of it. I hate my body because of it. I can’t move forward because of it. I can’t date because I’m so insecure and have low self esteem. This happened 16 years old ago. I don’t understand why I can’t let it go and live my life to the fullest. It drags me down every SINGLE fucking day. I feel worthless and dirty. I feel disgusted. People who do this to a child DESERVE TO ROT IN HELL. I’m hurting so much, and I can’t freaking help it.