This was my first therapist ever and I had been going to her since some time last fall. There were a lot of things I hadn’t opened up to her about yet, so when I found out the place no longer accepts our insurance and my parents can’t afford 600 dollars a month I didn’t expect to be so distraught. It’s only been a day since I was told but whenever someone talks about it or even when I think about it I cry. I’m crying right now. I know it seems dramatic but I’ve never felt this way before. I feel so bad even thinking this way or being upset because it’s not my parents fault but I guess I got attached. She was the first person I ever shared that type of information with. I know Im going to get worse if I don’t have someone to talk to but I don’t want to talk to anyone else. We had so much in common and I highly doubt I can find another therapist like that. This rant isn’t doing justice to how genuinely upset I am. I don’t know what to do. I have to talk to her again I can’t do this it’s too sudden. I was expecting to talk to her this week when I’m suddenly told I can’t see her anymore. Is there really nothing I can do? Why are they allowed to just change the what our insurance is able to do like that? Keep in mind I’m not an adult I don’t know how that stuff works I just want her back I really can’t deal with this I need to talk to her