I feel like if I like stop with this health anxiety then I'll let my guard down, and not be prepared when a rare flesh eating bacteria takes me out of the world. 

But seriously.  I'm way too aware of myself. If my pinky toe hurts tomorrow, when it has never hurt before, all I do is question the reasoning. 

Tonight my leg is restless. Why? Who knows. Is it deadly? Probably not BUTTTTTTTT...