I know I need to extend my friend group. I know I need to meet new people, I know it’s not healthy to isolate myself as much as I do.

But damn I just hate house parties. I’m invited to what seems like a really cool night tonight, a jam sesh, but I’m like…. I just don’t wanna leave my house?

I feel bad cuz I’m wasting my summer in bed and on Reddit, and I finally get invited places and I’m just like lol hard pass, ima stay in for 48475747th night in a row.

I’m trying to be okay with it but I feel like shit. I should go try something new. All my excuses aside (I’m tired, my back hurts), I just don’t like being out of my element. Even though I might end up having a lot of fun and making new connections…. Blah.