I’m unemployed and my family knows it, yet they don’t ever offer me help or ask if I’m doing ok. Some of them know that I’m depressed because I’ve told them, but I think it’s fairly obvious without me having to mention it. I know life is what you make of it, so I’m the one ruining my own life here. But would you let your loved one waste away their life? If you truly care about someone, you would help them prosper and help them whenever they’re in need. I’m beginning to think that my family is completely content even knowing that I’m wasting away my life. If I were to turn to drugs and alcohol, I highly doubt they would intervene. It’s ok whatever I do with my life, good or bad. So long as I don’t kill myself. That’s a big no-no. Well if no one cares about my feelings and well being while I’m alive, then why should I care about their feelings when I’m gone? Fuck them.