Sorry if this is a bad question, I'd just like some input from you guys after finding out I may be bipolar. Also forgive me if any of my terminology is bad lol. My new doctor believes I have it, or at least some form of personality disorder, but it's still too early for an official diagnosis. 

I'm just curious if anyone here is just, or mostly, depressive. 
Sometimes I'll have an hour or two of mania, a day at most, but I can't think of a single time I had an ongoing manic episode. The closest I can think of is the time I had a problem with Adderall for a few months, where I was manic pretty much that entire time. 
Even when I am manic now, I still find it difficult to get myself to do anything. I just lay around and obsess over ideas and things I want to do, but never follow through. 
Does anyone else have this experience? Is this what depressive bipolar is like?