So I don’t feel like I’m normal when I look around I see people and think wow they look normal or attractive but when I look at me I just feel like I don’t deserve to live I’m ugly i try to change try to lose weight and I do but every time I do it’s harder I keep thinking I’m never gonna lol good I’m always gonna look ulf y I keep looking at my self and that shit hurts cause I can’t change it I can’t change the way I look why I’m I not good looking what did I do to deserve that but it is what it is I cry my self to sleep sometimes but also I have a weird skull shape idk man I do what I gotta do if you fat lose weight that what everyone tells me and I try that but I’m still gonna be ugly and it’s not about the girls and shit it’s myself I try to not look at the mirror as much as I can cause every time i see my self it hurts cause I’m not asking to be a model I’m asking to be normal average I saw a Reddit where it was dedicated to ugly peoples but they where all not ugly idk I wanna kill my self but at the same time I don’t I wish I was doing this for attention but I’m not I legit don’t wanna live anymore this life hard enough and for me it’s even harder cause. If the way I look now I’m not getting bullied or anything don’t wanna sound like a  bitch or anything but people at school like me I do my best to make everyone laugh and I usaly succeed now I am fat so sometimes there is jokes about it here and there but I’m used to it and ik I’m fat but I see other fat people and I still think they are normal so what should I do  cause at the end of the day I’m ugly  here is a pic of the head I was talking about https://imgur.com/a/Udsmpvp