I (28,f) was diagnosed with bpd and adhd when i was 25. Since then things have fallen into place as to why i am the way i am or why i do certain things but at the same time I don’t know who i am. I’ve never really known and I don’t know if I ever will. I long for this sense of self but I just dont know how to find it. I always just feel like im existing and i am nothing no matter what i do. 

Does anyone else feel this way or have ever felt this way and have any advice or anything at all. Thank you in advance