I’m 99% sure I’m depressed but don’t wanna just assume it because it really annoys me when people pretend to be depressed. Anyway for the last month and a half I’ve been the lowest I’ve been in my life and I’ve been crying my self to sleep like every other night. I get feelings of extreme sadness during the day randomly where I almost can’t hold back the tears while I’m doing every day random tasks. I wanna tell my parents and it’s killing me not to. I’ve told my dad I might be depressed and I’m back at home now but it’s not really helping. I’m hoping tomorrow I can tell them but I don’t know if I’ll have the guts to. I’m crying writing this cause I know I need help and I know my parents want to help but for some reason I just can’t get the courage to tell them and it makes me feel so shitty. They think I’m so happy when I’m not and I really wanna tell them. I feel bad for them and don’t want them to feel bad for me but I don’t really have a choice at this point I guess. I don’t need people to respond or see this I just needed a place to say this and get it off my chest.