I’m so angry I can’t even explain it, all these little small annoyances have piled up and I’m just exploding today on everyone. It’s like everything I’ve been ignoring and not wanting to dwell on has risen to the surface just to ignite this small flame into a blazing fire. 
The things my friends do that I would usually let slip past are driving me up the wall to the point where I want to tell them off. I want to tell them how fucking stupid they are acting or whatever they are saying is stupid. I want to bash my head against the wall everytime this one friend mentions her boyfriend , (which is every single thing out of her mouth since they started dating 3 months ago). I’m so incredibly happy for her because she does seem happy, but all she does is sit there and tell me how hot he is and honestly? He looks like a fucking disgusting  gorilla. Then she gets weird and huffy and is like don’t be looking at my man. 
Even though she knows I’ve been with someone for 5 years.
She’s also constantly putting me down and telling me I need to try harder, stop drinking etc. when she posts about being drunk for four days in a row. She never even said anything when I finally got a job after constantly harassing me about being a mooch to my family. 
