Long story short. The other day I literally got jealous of my girlfriends dog because she said she would choose him over me. My response? 

"He'll be dead soon anyways."

I am so lucky my girlfriend is schizophrenic so she understands that I am simply not all there. 

I can't believe I felt threatened by a dog. I didn't realize ot until just now, days later while driving, that it was a total BPD moment. So I came right here to share it with some people who will understand!