Hi, I’m a student at a decent college with a great group of friends that I brought together, and I have great prospects for the future. I don’t show any signs of being sad, because I feel really bitchy considering how my life is and how sad I feel. The thing is I was always outgoing, and still am. And maybe that’s what’s caused this terrible feeling, but it just feels like no one would put me near the top on their list of importance, even though I would. Not only that, but the attention that I am seeking seems to want to be romantic, primarily because of a breakup I had with this girl I was pretty much in love with that went horribly. Ever since then I abhore the fact that I don’t have a girl I can take care of like I did her. I’m on fucking vacation and all I want is for her to be here so I can spoil her. But she’s long gone. Anyway, that sucks. But I also am religious, and believe in karma. So I feel really bad that I’ve brought together all these people (our friend group of like 15 people) and pretty much got 3 couples together, yet nothing ever happens for me. It makes me feel spiteful. I guess that’s it for what I want to rant so I can maybe enjoy this vacation, and again I know this all sounds so like, bitchy and annoying. It is. That’s why I want to change, become more goal oriented and be able to forget about that girl. I need to get back in the gym.... also I’m 20 years old and I’m a 5’2 guy so if anyone has any tips on how to get over the fact no one likes insanely short guys lmk. Again, sorry bitchy.