I live my mom and I know she loves me, but when I'm having a bad episode and behave as if I we're a 5 year old trapped in a 20 year old's body, she makes it 100 times worse. She demeans me and yells back and  her body language and reactions to me makes me feel worthless and guilty and absolutely alone. I've tried telling her about how she makes me feel and she says she'll try to handle it better but she never does. Still leagues better than my dad though.