I’ve been on SSRI’s for a while now (since july to be specific.) I recently let go of my previous fp (who got me on meds to begin with) but I’ve noticed my bpd still manifesting, just differently. Basically I think I have a new fp, a friend of mine who I also happen to like romantically, and it’s totally changed. Instead of having highs and lows based on how they’re feeling, I just get the depressiony meh feeling unless I think about them. I sleep most of my days away because i can think about them freely and without distraction. Even if this is just a romantic interest it’s not normal, but could this actually be my bpd shining through my meds? 

Note: sorry if this is wordy I’m just trying to keep myself awake instead of sleeping all day