I have been doing research on more bpd related stuff, im going to PHP on monday.  Everything ive been reading about relationships always ends with the the people breaking up. Like no one has a happy ending. I feel like im going to be too much forever and never going to find someone that is willing to be with me, freak outs and everything. Every "situationship" ive been in has ended with either me being to much to handle or me leaving because i feel as tho i put them through too much. 

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Will it ever get better?