I am so exhausted I just don't know what to do. This afternoon I heard some voices I thought I would never hear them again but here I am. It was just for some minutes tho.

There are too much noises and I just want to cry. I know I will have a mental breakdown I know it and I don't know why. I feel like my right middle finger got bigger wtf. I have no idea what's going on. I will certainly delete this post. Later. I hate the smell around me idk what the fuck it is.

Don't worry for me it will pass like always I just need to vent. Right now is the moment before the breakdown I can feel it.