April 2020 my mom passed away suddenly.

She was the only immediate family I had (only child, father died 10 years ago).

She called me two days before she died and I didn't answer the phone because I was busy.

December 2020 my grandpa died from COVID.

He was the only close extended family I had.

July 2021 my dog died, he was my best bud.

I've hardly left the house these last two years of the pandemic. Especially since I don't have my dog to walk anymore.

All I do is work from home, run on my treadmill, have some screen time and sleep.

It's like these last two years haven't even happened, but at the same time so much has happened and I haven't really dealt with any of it.

Some days, I'm so depressed I can't focus on anything at work and I go to sleep really early because I'm exhausted.

I just try and keep it moving. It's hard some times though.