Do any of you change yourself just to make people fall in love with you only to hurt them?? I don’t know why. I never have any intentions on staying, but for some reason I want them to love me. I’ll put in so much effort at the beginning and then the “thrill” of it I guess gets old and I’ll just cut them off 

I tried talking to my therapist today about it, but we didn’t get anywhere because of time. 
I’m worried I could possibly be a sociopath...