Basically, I just graduated with my masters (which I went into right from school) and started my job just a few weeks later. I feel so anxious about the trajectory of my life and like I’m not getting much out of it. I like my job, but not enough that I want to be dedicating 5 out of 7 days of my week doing it. I also have less time to do the things I enjoy, which upsets me. I understand that’s life and I have to deal with it, but coming to terms with the rest of my life is really hard. I have been in school my entire life, and always super happy. This is the first time in my life I’ve had such frequent panic attacks and no zest for life. I’m not saying I don’t want to work, because that’s not realistic (and I would get bored), but I’m just having a hard time with the transition. On top of that, I work remote in a small apartment, and all of my friends left after college (still living in the same city), so I barely get out. I’ve been trying to push myself but it’s hard because I live in a city where all you can do is eat and drink (neither of which I care to do bc I need to save money). Just needed to vent. Thanks for reading if you did❤️

TLDR; Just started my first job (remote) in a place I don’t have friends- transition is giving me a ton of anxiety.