i feel like i’m about to break, like my whole body is barely holding on and everyday i just feel worse and i try to be happy but i just have zero strenght for that

 i don’t do anything anymore and that makes me feel even worse i wanna help out at home i wanna go to school so that i can get grades and finish school i wanna spend time with my family i wanna be able to laugh i wanna spend time with my best friend i wanna have a single little bit of strenght to do s o m e t h i n g, fucking anything

i’m afraid.