Hi all

I posted how I had a nasty income drop. The good news is my med adjustment is helping tremendously, and the boss is less of a dick kind of.

I did pretty well last week work wise. But they had me change client types sort of and I’m at 0 so far this week versus 5 “sales” last week

Depressed and worried ish. Boss doesn’t want to hear that I’m stressing or have anxiety he says I’m full of excuses and to keep working at it so I can’t talk to him. 

I’m just demotivated from lack of results now and don’t really have a cheerleader. Real alone in general all my friends are struggling too. 

The answer is to keep working but it’s kind of thankless and my responses are crap this week meh

I also don’t enjoy anything else cause I’m so worried about getting enough sales each week.

Edit I’m also bad about taking care of myself / eating / drinking water cause I guilt myself over not being a good worker as others. Boss regularly rubs in others not even in my role get more dales than I do