Lies,  lies,  lies &amp; more lies. I do not trust my ex partner wBPD. I cannot care for him any longer. I have cared too long,  only to get fucking stabbed in my mother fucking heart time after time after time. I hate everything about everything now. I am bitter. I am so bitter. I am hurt. I hurt SO bad. I want to puke everywhere. I am not sane anymore. He has taken me for granted time and time again and I will NOT let him make anymore pathetic "promises" ever again. DONE.