my auntie passed, I lost my iPhone 13pro drunk at the beach, I’m failing like 2 classes now, I got assaulted on Halloween, a rock was thrown at me and I was hit from behind and my friends didn’t do anything for me and weren’t even there for me afterwards, a bunch of guys I didn’t know had to comfort me. And it’s been days and none of them have reached out to me. I really just want to break down and I end it. I also am out of my Zoloft and have the stomach flu right now and it feel physically so unwell. A big part of me really wants to blame myself and hurt myself but I’m not trying to relapse on my dark thoughts bc it’s easy for me to start spiraling. I feel really alone right now. Has anyone else had a bad week? I’m rlly desperate just to hear anything in the comments because I’ve been using distractions to get by these past days. I rlly am mad at myself because I finally decided to go out and drink and all of this happens and I just feel reckless and like I’m watching myself make bad decisions.