No school. No job. No friends. Still living with my dysfunctional family. Still wishing I would just have a heart attack and drop dead.

Even if I managed to find a job without a diploma, I probably wouldn't be able to handle that kind of responsibility and end up quitting or getting fired.

I've got no means of making friends or reconnecting with old ones. I live in the middle of nowhere so that's not helping at all.

And above all, I'm so goddamn tired of hearing this voice in my head telling me I'm not enough.

Please make it stop.