Sometimes when I’m listening to music or I feel like I don’t look that gross for once in my life, I notice that god complex feeling surfacing. I don’t know why I feel the need to slap it down, maybe it’s because I feel like it tears me from reality. Even if I feel like this hunky man walking chest out and straight up, I humble myself with the memory of seeing a full body picture of myself on my gfs phone and just slap the ego into the ground. Then I set myself to factory default of this guy not knowing who he is again.