ight so basically im bi polar and depressed and i got real bad anxiety and i get insane mood swings but i raw dog life i refuse meds even tho i been on them before . and i think it’s so crazy to me that i live my life anxious as fuck normally , like i overthink alot i only assume the worse and it’s just bad im in a bad spot in life mentally but i get these moods swings and they suck i get mad as fuck but when i get mad as fuck if i can control it a bit my anxiety goes away i feel like i become a douche bag it might be because im bi polar but i feel like my anxiety just disappears and i go from intro vert to extrovert in the blink of a eye just seeing if anyone else deals with the same coming from someone who deals with a lot of anxiety and shit i hate being mad as fuck i wish i could just be neutral at the very least but it’s nice feeling like a god every now and then