So. let me preface this by saying that i didn’t cheat. i’m in a chemistry class, and we just had our final exam. I scored a 98% after the curve (the average in the class was 93%). i got an A in the course and i was ecstatic about my grade, until i read a post from my college’s reddit asking when academic integrity violations would be announced. that’s what started me down this spiral.

I started checking my grade every hour for the past three days, just to see if it’s uploaded so i can know if he thinks i cheated and reported me. i’ve been feeling nauseous and shaky. i did well on my first test in the class (a 92.5%), but the second test I didn’t do great (a 66%). there’s no reason for me to think that he thinks i cheated. i’ve done well on all the hw, and he even said that the majority of the class had a huge improvement from their final compared to their midterm, so he replaced the lower test grade w the grade for the final, but i still feel so sick. idk what to do or how to calm down, i feel like i’m manifesting it. grades are supposed to be updated tomorrow by 3am, so we’ll see what happens.