Not mentioning what it is because I’m not here to be lectured on being a piece of shit (I’ve gotten that already) but I did something horrible to a loved one and I feel bad but not nearly as bad as I think someone should. I want to feel the emotion stronger but I can’t. I’m new to the whole bpd world, I thought I have heightened emotions, not lack of emotion such as guilt or remorse. I experience other emotions very much so, so it’s not an all over thing. Out of respect for the person, I feel like I should have more guilt, and anger with myself.