My SO(25m) and I(24f) are in a healthy relationship for two years. My strict parents are forcing me to get married but I have commitment issues. I feel like I will get bored of having sex with only one person for the rest of my life(He is my first, whereas I am his second sexual partner and it sometimes gives me FOMO) We have a pretty great sex life so that's not the issue. My parents are old and they want to see me getting married before their death.

I don't want to lose him ever because the level of understanding and the love I receive is phenomenal. But my urge to explore will make me lose him which I can't afford. I feel like I'm disappointing my parents and will lose my SO because of this exploring mindset. 


Is marriage worth it? The people who overcame commitment issue, what's your story?