I cannot love myself....

I ruined an amazing friendship a few days ago. I've been trying to punish myself for it 

All mamaged to d today is eat breakfasted clean up my room. I'm supposed to work out later but....what does it matter

All I am to society is just a punching bag

Bad things always happen to me and I will never happy

I wish I was an abortion. Then I wouldn't be suffering like the way I do