I dont know why. I was having a good day then all of a sudden i got more and more anxious until I was convinced that all of my friends hated me and that my boyfriend was making fun of me. I had a whole breakdown and ruined the night. Now my boyfriend is playing video games with the friends while i cry like a loser because I couldnt see what is real and whats fake. I was so convinced. It all made sense. But its not true and now i just turned my fears into a reality and I have to be left alone now