I have no thoughts about accelerating my demise as I am still useful to others. I rise, I eat, I work (building maintenance for disabled people), I take care of my family, I don't desire anything for myself. I make a big difference to people's lives so I can definitely see the utility of sticking around, but nothing I achieve for them brightens my existence. I am just a machine that will eventually wear out due to neglect. Not a great place to be....