Nobody should even give a shit about me but miraculously I have had many loving people in my life. But none have ever made me feel better. I am hopeless. I can’t even make myself feel better. I’ve been trying for fucking years!

So anyway I’m somewhat near giving up and just killing myself already. I can’t honestly imagine getting better anymore. Everything just makes it worse. 

Too bad I’m pathetic and probably won’t even KMS right.