this morning i woke up and had a panic attack because i thought id feel sick and anxious all day. i cried to my mom about it, and then went to work.

i ended up having a great shift! i didnt feel sick all day and i wasnt very anxious. Then I ended up letting my friend convince me to go out to a party tn, even tho i was tired and didnt want to but i went!!!! 

and GUESS WHAT!!! i hooked up with a dude!!!!! ive never done that before, its SUCH an anxiety inducing situation for me, but i did it! i had mediocre sex with a random guy, just like a normal person :’)

i know its weird to be proud of myself for having a hook up, but i am. Now im home, eating toast with nutella, drinking tea and watching a show. I had a good day. :) it really does gets better.