I just hate myself for not being happy. I have everything i could wish for. People and a gf who care about me, im in my dream uni and its going fine. But all of that means nothing. The interval of positive and negative emotions hust vanished. I feel nothing. I can lay in bed all day, or game, or just kill myself, it all feels the same. I just don't know what to do anymore, it just drains everything I ever loved in a big void of nothingness.