Repeating the same routines over and over and over. Yeah. Feeling broken but really broken from the inside and still just trying to move forward… but what does it matter right? What does it matter? Because today sucked just as much as yesterday. And when I say that it sucks it REALLY SUCKS. There are people who got it worser than I do . I need to stop pitying myself but still… I’m just tired and fed up and so broken. Let me just lay on the sofa like, because I CAN NOT. LIFE just does not take a break it DOES NOT for me…. just…. Thinking back just thinking back about the ways that I felt. For how long it has been going on…. Just what…..? I’m so sad… so hurt… so broken….. so everything… and all I am asking is why, because I clearly didn’t deserve this. We all didn’t…. I’m just the same as the rest of you. A human being who just not only know that he is loved but truly feel… to fill up the emptiness inside. This is the only way to show the world what I’m feeling, otherwise nobody would have heard me. Do you feel it? The frustration?