Things are becoming more and more serious with a girl that I'm interested in. It's complicated in the way that she lives in another country (Canada vs. US) so it's long-distance from the start. I seem to enjoy pursuing relatively unavailable women but that's beside the point.

I do want to tell her because I want her to understand some of the flaws that I have. The splitting, the emotional outbursts, fear of abandonment, all of it. Partly as a warning but also to help her prepare for the worst in case I slip back into my bad habits.

I'm visiting her in about three weeks and it'll be the first time we see each other. I see it as testing the waters and also enjoying myself with her. But if things do get more serious then I feel like I should tell her about my disorder.