So me and my fiancé have been dating for 4 years, I’ve always had bad anxiety but never as bad as recently. I always feel like when he’s away from me he’s going to be cheating or going to find someone better then me and leave me for them even though he has shown no signs of that happening. I’ve talked to him about how i feel and he’s understanding and tries to reassure me the best he can all the time but i just feel like something is off. He started a new job recently and has got very close to one of the girls there and even though i know she’s a lesbian and has a fiancé herself, I can’t help but feel jealous and anxious he’s so close to her and she makes him so happy. He’s always laughing at there text and stuff and like it makes me feel sick even though he’s told me they are just friends….my anxiety is eating me up alive about all this to the point i’ve been crying all day when he’s out the house….how the hell am i going to survive going into a new job in the next few weeks….honestly i just don’t know how to cope with all this and its killing me so much.