My family abused me financially, physically, emotionally, sexually and neglected me all my life. I managed to get to uni and live there away from home i constantly hope for a future where my family will love me but it never comes. i also have autism. I have one friend. My family cut me off due to my bpd behaviours. When i got diagnosed I asked them to read up about it but they won’t. I am an adult but i don’t know how to do anything due to the neglect. Sometimes i struggle to even brush my teeth. I don’t know how to take care of myself. i can’t live without my family. No one cares about me and I spend most of my days sleeping. I am going to kill my self.