i’m not actively suicidal, i have no way of hurting of myself and i don’t want to. i’m just sobbing right now because everything hurts and i feel so hopeless. no matter how many good days or
weeks or months i have, it always returns to this. and i’d be really grateful to be reminded of what life has to offer. thank you all so so much, this community makes handling this disorder so much less burdensome. you’re all such wonderful individuals and i appreciate every one of you.