Fp (bf) and i have been fighting a lot recently and hes asking me to ask my therapist whether we shd take a break from things. He isnt sure if we will go on a break if my therapist says we should bc i will probably kms if we do, which sucks for both of us bc we could possibly need one rn. Everything is painful these days im not sure why, im happy in the relationship and am rlly satisfied its just the fighting that seems to have an effect on him which really fucks me up. Is he getting tired of me? Does he hate the relationship hes in rn? All these thoughts hv been in my head recently and i feel extremely HORRIBLE. I feel like a terrible girlfriend and am honestly considering killing myself bc of my genuine fear of abandonment. I had a unstable relationship in my past also and i rlly dont want this to end up like the previous one. Now i feel like it is and i feel like im doomed to be a horrible person whos never going to be happy in a relationship. I need help on what we should do. Should we go on a break? (And what can i do to not kill myself) or should we not go on a break? Do we just listen to what my therapist says or..