(tw)my anxiety is just so bad now, i feel so useless i can barely get myself to do anything, i always try to plan productive days but anxiety seriously gets the best of me time and time again, any small inconvenience can send me into a episode of just crazy intense end of the world feelings, to the point where i think how much easier things would be if i weren’t here… i’ve tried so hard to look for help i feel like everyone’s ignoring the signs but i am straight up asking for help… i would never hurt myself but anything is better than feeling like this. as distractions i try so hard to go out as much as i can and i always feels so burnt out and restless… ahhh idk just needed to get this off my chest