Isn't it funny how the 'emptiness' in the chest is so painful? I am so tired. In every way. I've heard success stories but I've no hope. The days are so long and the nights eternity.  Without the possibility of going back it is only time that moves me forward. Only one less minute to live now; I am grateful but I want both more and less. Tempus fugit... but I am tired. Too poor to be able to ring Mental Health Triage then what hope is there? At least the Cosmic Joke is funny.