Hi guys,
Lately things have been getting pretty hard for me. I was supposed to start university this fall but I got to the school and had a breakdown which landed me in the hospital. I was freaking out because I changed my mind and I wanted to be someone else. Now I'm stuck at home with no job and no idea what I want to do with my life. It's also getting hard because I'm constantly doubting the people who love me. I feel like they would rather be somewhere else so I cling to them more and more but I get angry or depressed when they aren't with me. I feel as though my thoughts are irrational but I can't stop thinking them.