I’m really missing my boyfriend right now. He’s currently being hospitalized for his mental health issues and I’m very proud of him. Me on the other hand I’m not doing so hot. I’ll be okay one minute and then I’m just straight sobbing the next. I’m all in my head about how long he’ll be there too and it’s fucking me up. Today I spent the day with his lol which was nice because we brought some stuff to the hospital for him. But we aren’t allowed to see him because of covid which fucking blows. Hearing his voice on the phone just isn’t enough and I want to be strong for him. I don’t need to be a mess when he comes back you know?