 

I have problems that up until recently, I didn't know I had let alone understand them. I don't know how to write this properly but I am just gonna throw out what goes on and what I feel about it. Basically I am a young adult and still live with my parents, they are complete douches as humans tho and even tho that is usually a problem and does something to a person , for me it's whatever. I don't plan having them in my life once I am out by myself so everything they are and did, wont affect me anymore and is in the past. The problem is that I won't be able to move out very soon and that's because well.. I am unable.

I don't know what I want in life, I don't know what my goals are, I feel misplaced everywhere like I am not in the right place with whatever I do or think about. I am welcoming and trying to do changes in my life but with every effort I make, it seems to go nowhere because I don't even know myself where It goes, it just evaporates and I am in the same spot.

A little over 2 months ago burned bridges to me friends because I realized they were not people they would get me ahead, on top of that during the same time me and my girlfriend broke up after 2 years of together being so right now I am very alone (but not lonely) and I got to spend a lot of time with myself without the influence of others and I start to realize that I have no idea who I am, what I like and what I want and because of that, I have a insanely hard time deciding on things or getting ahead in life because on top of everything I am a perfectionist and work with plans but how can I make a plan without understand anything around me or in me? I really don't know what to do, clearly because my life is not moving an inch and I am incapable to commit to anything because of that.

If anyone has even 1 tiny but of advice, I really appreciate it because I feel very lost