 I was out one night with some friends/mutual friends downtown and we planned on hitting some clubs/bars. The lines were horrible and we walked past a strip club. one person suggested to get a drink inside until the lines die down. i never liked the idea however i was not sober at the time and everybody was going in, so i felt like i had to go in too. Once inside it was already a bit weird. My friends thought it would be funny to buy me a lap dance... i would normally completely reject this idea however being the drunk self i was and not wanting to make a scene and reject going i just went and got a lap dance. The next morning i realized what happened and i feel completely guilty and feel like i have failed myself and what i stand for. The regret is killing me and my mental health is getting worse each day. Am i over reacting way too much? i just feel like a complete idiot falling for the peer pressure and lost all self respect/character i had. thanks for the advice