I know I can get a bit emotional. But it’s so tiring of being painted as crazy or a villain because of my emotions. Really hurt my feelings today to have a friend tell me their dad “really, really, really, dislikes me” because of my “drama”. I didn’t even KNOW there was drama. Were literally 18 and 17. Why can’t we just handle things privately instead of calling me out by name, and have my mental health issues aired out to people. I trusted that my friend would keep my struggles between us. I’m not a bad person for just 2 or 3 emotional breakdowns. I just want to die, I’m tired of being a burden to everyone. I’m so humiliated that I am like this. I wish I didn’t have emotions. Nobody gets it. I try my best to be a good friend and to make people laugh, but it’s never enough.