I have bpd.  And me and my bf got into a fight. I said something’s that were hurtful too him and now he won’t forgive me. I tried explaining to him I didn’t mean it but once I’m triggered I can’t control my emotions.  He has his own mental illness struggles and I’m very supportive.  I feel like he’s treating me unfair. I have apologized over and over and over and he still won’t talk to me.    I don’t know what else to do.