She’s been my best friend since I was 11... 

12 years later we barely speak. We both have SO’s maybe that has something to do with it. Maybe I’m blowing this out of proportion just because she hasn’t texted me much these last two months.

I feel like cutting her off but she’s my only friend.

I know I should just chill and not overthink it but now I feel so alone. Did I push her away just to be closer to my SO? I dunno if it’s my fault