I skipped exam today. How? I told my dad to drop me off at a train station so that i could go to school with my friends. In reality, i didnt go to school. Instead i went to the furthest stop and walked around in the city. I’ve been depressed for quite sometimes but this week pushed my depression to a whole new level. Let me explain:

Monday- first exam paper of the week is english. I think i did ok but i have a bad feeling

Tuesday- second exam paper is BM (bahasa melayu). I’ve been studying day and night to score atleast an A for this particular subject. But dang, i knew i was gona fail the moment i skimmed through the pages.

Wednesday- my worst subject: history. Because of what happened on tuesday, i felt so stressed out and decided to not study this subject a night bfore. Bad idea. I will surely score terribly although this is one of the subjects i truly worked hard for. To make things worse, the teacher will the exam results from the lowest to highest so i will basically embarrass myself.

Thursday- ive had enough. Im writing the post rn in the train station. Im not sure where im going but ive been traveling from places to places. I dont feel like living anymore