They don’t even let me leave the house without permission, they’ve got motion sensor cameras and they never say no usually but just make everything feel like an interrogation and huge effort for them.

I’ve been trying to work up the courage for 3 weeks now to ask if I can go to my friend but secretly my boyfriends house (as they don’t let me catch ubers unless it suits them or buses and I don’t drive). Feel sick everytime I try and before that I had two other friends who lived in the same suburb that I’ve never been able to visit.

Would gladly appreciate some advice on this