Fuck, this self reflecting mirror of self consciousness. I want a way out. 

I have the key to unlock my own happiness. Why won’t I give it to myself ?

I want to feel love again. But in reality, I am only thinking of myself.

same mistake. 10 years later.

Apart of me hopes that there’s some enlightenment to be sought from all this self inflicted suffering. 

Fuck this life and fuck every fucking living organism that lives here.

But we gotta keep going!!  Keep seeking your higher selves. None of this is real.