I am feeling beyond overwhelmed by my emotions today. It feels as though I'm going to implode like I am freefalling. It usually helps if someone can sit with me or facetime but no one is available at this moment and I'm having a hard time coping on my own. I'm feeling desperate. 

I tried to post in another subreddit about how I am feeling and someone sent me a private message telling me they hoped that I died soon and now I'm feeling fairly despondent. I am safe but feeling very alone and very embarrassed. If anyone could offer any words of support, I would greatly appreciate it.