Title says it all... Hearing groups of people laughing and having a good time when I'm drowning is hard for me to cope with. When I am in the same room I get paranoid they are laughing at me. I feel horribly guilty when I process the emotion and realize they are just having fun but can't stop the angry feeling. Its like a mixture between jealousy of their happiness, feeling excluded, shame, and annoyance at the distraction.