Starting off , I want to provide a backstory before I go into my initial point.

So , from when I was little I really wanted to study abroad.Fast-forward to today , on my last year of highschool and getting conditionally accepted to a really awesome university in a really awesome city, and I really want to accomplish that goal. In order to get fully accepted into that university I need to get some specific scores and grade averages (In my case , I need to get a 16/20 on Math , and a 16/20 grade average , I got 18/20 last semester).How it goes for my last semester in my country , my last grades are are weighed with the grades that my teacher deliver and my performance on the exams.Its 60% the teachers part , and 40% the perfomance part.

The thing I am really anxious about is doing poorly on my exams. In the whole of my school career (at least in elementary school , because on my first and second year of high school the final exams were cancelled due to the pandemic) , that may have to do with the fact that I do have a learning disability and my whole life , I wasn't the best at school , but still did really good.And of course that's why I am studying , because obviously , I dont want to do bad on my final exams and I am actually studying for hours on end , for example yesterday I did that , and it felt good.

Which brings me to my point , even though , I study a lot , and I do good studying , progressing and all of that.I still hit some pumps , mostly just logical math problems (I am really bad at fractions) and I get really buzzkilled and think that I wont succeed.

I just want to accomplish my really important goal that I had for years now