I’ve had depression for years but it’s gotten significantly worse in the recent two years. 

Lately I’ve noticed that I’m starting to simply not care about others’ feelings, I’ve been praying that bad things will happen to others and getting really excited and happy when someone else has a bad day or something bad happens to them. 

I’m scared because I never used to be like this. I have such a negative attitude I seem to wish negativity upon everyone I meet as well.