Everything is wrong in my life, i have some leg problems from when i was 10 now im23, medics cant find anything and im.always in pain, i try my best to walk, to live this life, to go gym but nothing works, everything i touch feels like its ruined, all my friends have gfs,.go out, have fun and im always sad even If im with them, no relationship, nothing works...i dont have energy anymore

Im scared but what is the easiest way out ? What pills can i get only to not wake up the next day?