i think i’ve been manic for the past few days and i haven’t been sleeping very much and sunday i had an edible and started having really paranoid thoughts and i really believed them and eventually i fell asleep but it’s almost 24 hours since i took the edible and i still keep having a lot of paranoid thoughts and they’re freaking me out a little because if they’re true i’m so fucked but even though i mostly feel like they’re true i still recognize that they’re probably delusions so is that really that bad should i tell someone what i’m thinking (i don’t have a psychiatrist at the moment i’m waiting to see one and am not on meds either)