 He confessed that I was 'too much to handle' and he just didn't love me anymore. So I blocked him on that night of December 18th, 2020, my soul shattered into pieces. 

I haven't communicated with him in any way since, and it has been one of the hardest years of my life. I couldn't imagine living without him, I didn't plan to. I thought that my own life wasn't worth anything without my fp and was ready to take it.

It hurt more than if he'd died.
But I'm proud of myself for keeping my promise to stay out of contact with him. it hurt so horribly, but I did it! I'm here! And I've learned to live with the wound much more. ❤️❤️❤️

Sending good luck to everyone else struggling with this... No one can describe the pain of what you're going through, and I love you. You're seen.❤️