Have feeling better this year. I'm working, studying and doing a hobby. I moved at the end of last year and was feeling hopeful.

I haven't made any friends yet but have some nice colleagues and still talk to my old friends.

Now, though, I'm feeling like I'm reaching my limits at how long I can feel alone and not care.

I'm mostly over my last relationship but I feel it still affects me. I still have some feelings of abandonment not feeling worthy but I'm trying to move on, to go out and meet people but I just can't or don't know how.

I feel like I'm a weirdo who doesn't know to take to people and date. I'm a bit shy but it's not like I let that get in the way of communicating but I still can't form a connection with anybody.

Just woke up feeling like shit after dreaming that I was dating and was going out with new friends. I just feel pathetic and not sure to move forward.