For example: I’m freaking out right now because I was moving the wooden clothes rack earlier when I whispered something like, “if it falls apart, she doesn’t want to be with me”; as soon as I said that, the clothes rack fell apart on me. It’s stupid, but now I’m on edge because I was already having doubts about whether she actually wants to be with me due to severely overthinking a conversation we had earlier as well as her general behavior over the last two weeks or so, and I *really* want to be with her. An example of when a coincidence lined up would be the other day when I was filling my glass with apple cider and measuring it using my food scale: I said something to the effect of “if the glass fills to exactly 10 fluid ounces, she loves me more than I’ll ever know”; lo and behold, the glass filled to exactly 10 fluid ounces. These conflicting results are quite distressing, and I never know what to make of any given situation. I’ve been told by multiple people that “what happens, happens”, but this is very difficult to grasp, much less put into practice, regardless of my religious upbringing and profession.