I read some comments from people who dont have bpd saying that people with bpd love to play the victom and love to be sick? I have bpd. I was diagnosed at 11 and am now 26. Contrary to what these commenters said i have never tried to play the "victom" or loved to be "sick" are you fucking kidding me? Each day i have a meltdown where i cant control my emotions and dont know which way is up or down i wish i could die. No ive never attempted suicide. Ive always had an amount of optimism that tommorrow will be better. But when im "sick" i truly wish someone would take me out of my own misery. Wtf? I cant believ anyone would percieve this incapable amount of sadness and splitting to be enjoyment to the bpd sufferer. Thats whats wrong with people. The fact is people with bpd feel so much emotions its almost umbarible. Have you people ever thought maybe that your perception of bpd sufferers really is them wishing that competent people could empathise with them?. No one with bpd enjoys the suffering we endure. But i can testify i sure wish people would understand. I wish i was normal like you people who judge my bpd. Lets trade places assholes. Live a year in my shoes and tell me next year how you enjoyed being sick and just was looking for attention. 