Me and my boyfriend went out to Korean BBQ on the weekend, we were enjoying the food until next minute I look over to my boyfriend and see him choking. I wasn't sure at the time if he was in fact choking or allergic to an ingredient as he is allergic to a few things. I rushed over to him and started to smack him on the back, I realise now I wasn't hitting hard enough, I gave the waitress attention and told her that he is choking and she brought over the manager. The manager told my boyfriend to stand up and bend down and the large chunk of meat came straight out, my heart rate was pacing so fast and I gave him a big hug. He was okay after the ordeal, he was in all types of emotions. 

I can't help but feel so guilty for not doing better. I wish I knew better. I guess my fear is, can my partner count on me if another crazy situation like this occurs again?

I love him so dearly, for some reason, it feels like this experience gave me a bit ptsd

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