As the holidays and my birthday approaches, I feel really proud of how much progress I’ve made in this year. I feel like this was the most progress I’ve ever made in a span of time. Just a year ago I was constantly doing drugs even at work and sometimes even selling at work, I wasn’t eating, I wasn’t together with my boyfriend who is also my FP, I’d randomly stop taking my meds, just really destroying myself. BUT NOW!! I never do drugs, I do yoga, I’m back with my bf and we have a really healthy relationship now, I have my own apartment, AND! I’m in graduate school getting my doctorate in clinical psychology (: 

I’ve truly come to love my BPD, and just have accepted who I am. Of course not all the time and there’s still plenty of days I wish I was a bimbo with a small range of emotions but hey today in this second I feel healthy n good