My anxiety has always made me really prone to being unorganized and late. It feels like I can't track time in the midst of all the thoughts that are running through my head, and it's so hard to relax that whenever I find something that helps me to cope it's really hard to quit it to go get ready to leave (possibly to a destination that makes me anxious). Because of this, people have always scolded me and insulted me for being late, which caused even greater anxiety and, oddly enough, makes me even more prone to being late because I anticipate the arguing and feel like avoiding it. It's been a lifetime of poor time management and schedule planning. Nowadays, I can't plan a schedule without making some really unrealistic assumptions. I often need help to make my studying schedule. My room is always a mess because cleaning it brings a lot of anxiety... And the reason it gets messy is because I can't think of cleaning things up when my head is running at 100 km/h.