Nothing on my life is remarkable except my efforts on getting regular stuff.

Why did i have to be born with such a disgusting face,such a disgusting body,in such an awful place?
 
Im not asking for the best but,come on,make me an average person.

Im literally someone that has to act like a lapdog to earn friendships.

Im literally someone that is so disgusted by his looks that avoids mirrors at all costs.

Im literally someone that did EVERY.SINGLE.THING i could to change my body,my personality,everything,still,im nothing. Still,i have to work twice as hard to get friends who will eventually leave me.

I have to lie to myself and to everyone that im Assexual because im so fucking ashamed of my body,that i dont want to be rejected anymore.