
Everyday I’ve been struggling with the thought of suicide. TL/DR. I go to work everyday come home to a girlfriend who wants nothing to do with me and 3 kids who want nothing to do with me. I try my best to be involved but the kids just want their mother, and she just wants to do whatever she can to avoid me or be as little possible interested in me at all. I keep telling myself this is no way to live but I have no where else to go all my money goes to her and the kids. And she just insults me day in and day out. Any advice? I don’t think she’d even be sad if I were dead.