The emotions eat away at me everyday. I go to bed thinking of him, I wake up and think of him, hope he's called or something. I'm angry because he doesn't want me anymore and depressed because he moved on to someone else so quickly. I feel absolutely worthless, unloveable. It's been 3 months.

Dating is out of the question. No one else is him and I can't handle it. No one else is good enough. If I do find someone attractive, I quickly notice little flaws about them and immediately become disgusted. My ex didn't have flaws. He was perfect in my eyes. I can't find perfection and I doubt I will ever again. 