I always knew I wasn't really right, I also know that bpd isn't the only thing I have. Recently I was pretty close to suicide, a friend called the cops and I was taken to the hospital. That's where I was diagnosed. Since I got out I felt weird. Nothing changed in me, but I feel different.

Lately I've felt empty, depressed, hopeless, alone. I want to be hugged, but I have no one to hug. Even whem I spend time with my friends I feel alone and I don't know how to fill that feeling of emptyness.