I am no contact with bio family and have no friends. I do work as a construction supervisor so i do have to talk to people when im on the clock but pretty much a lone ranger outside of that.

So I’ve been really struggling lately, with myself, with relationships, with everything. I just revealed to my wife that I’ve been having thoughts of suicide and they are becoming more common with time. 

No reaction, didn’t even phase her. She asked if we could just talk about it later cuz now is not a good time for her…