The other day I tried to break up with my girlfriend. I thought it was because we didnt feel that way about each other anymore, but in reality she was having a bad week which made her sort of distant and I was afraid of her leaving me when she never actually wanted to.  I just wanted to get rid of her before she could get rid of me I guess. But luckily she calmed me down and talked me through everything and made it clear she wanted to be with me. Seriously I'm so stupid and if she wasnt so understanding I would hate myself right now. 