Anyone else struggle with this? Nothing works for more than a year. I’ve been committed about a dozen times. I don’t even think lithium will do it.

I’m lucky I’m lucid when I am. Ppl like us have brain abnormalities, and I can’t wait for the day mental illness are cured. 

I’m in facility and here it’s normal to have disorder like this. Reality is, it’s pretty rare in rest of population. And I don’t recommend it.