Life trapped inside

They told me I’d be great,
They told me I could become everything,
They led me to believe anything,
They led me to wait,

Who am I supposed to be,
Who will I become,
What are my passions if not given to the one,
Which one is the real me?

Everything makes me hate,
Everything makes me love,
My feelings continue to spiral,
I feel everything and I feel nothing,

Can I be what they’ve told me to,
Can I be who they’ve made me to be,
Where is the real me, 
Where do I go from here,
When will I find my home,

If homes where the heart is,
My hearts lost in a sea of raging emotion,
My heart is buried between who I am and who I wanna be,
My heart continues to toss and turn like a ship in the ocean,
I can be anyone. I can be anything. 
Every single desire fades, 
Every single passion burns out,
Someday I’ll find a home,
Someday I’ll find a passion,
Someday I’ll learn to be me,

For now I’ll keep fighting,
For now I’ll keep writing,
For now I’ll keep pushing through the dark nights,
For now I’ll catch flights,
Searching for a place that feels like home.