I have bpd. I think it manifested during my childhood, which was safe to say not great. I've held a grudge against my mother, because of it. She is trully a horrible person. Lately I've been thinking I might be trans they're where signs growing up. I remember putting on a skirt. I was a fat kid growing up, I had man boobs. Someone called me a trans slur, that insult stung really badly. Am I just a trans woman with internal self hatred and bpd? Or can bpd trick you into being trans? I really need help thx.