Had a fight with husband a few weeks ago. Just going back in messages and stumbled across some stuff.

Long story short, he accuses me of not showing affection to him. While we were in an argument, he stopped responding with the intention of not escalating the argument and took a shower. I hide in his closet. He came into his room and I jumped out and locked his door (we have separate rooms) and stood in front with my arms crossed. He didn't say anything but sighed, and started getting dressed. Ran up and wrapped my arms around him so he couldn't move. After a few minutes I decided to switch tactics because he wasn't hugging me back. Ran out of his room and locked his door from the outside.

Proceeded to send him the following:

Im locking you on so you can't run away. Its for your own good

I'll show you just how much I care

I don't care how hard and how far you push me away.

Its what's best for you. I'll bring you your meals and a bucket

Text me if you need something. I won't leave you hanging in there don't worry.


Another fight we got into, I hid under his desk. Idk what my intention was but he saw me right away and just sighed and walked away. I'm legit crazy and idk why I do it or how to stop it.