TW self harm mention (not graphic)

My boyfriend/FP and I met in college in my hometown and have been together for close to three years. His hometown is eight hours away, and we graduated in the spring, so he needed to move back home.

I’m fucking devastated. We did long distance two summers ago and it was terrible. I was having meltdowns 3x a week and started self harming relatively frequently compared to before. I’m hoping to move closer (3-4 hours from him) in the next few months for grad school but idk how to get through this. Hes my best friend and I genuinely don’t have other friends here anymore.

Idk what my point of posting this was tbh, but I just needed to get it out. Anyone else here in a LDR? How do you cope? And damn, how the hell do you make friends? Thanks to anyone who reads.