I'm a person that never put faith into anything or anyone I'm lonely and I have really bad anxiety it's very rare that I would talk to someone once I did with this girl I felt good we had mutual feelings for a bit but she said the distance was causing her to stop having hope for us before she told me this I tried to make an effort for the first time in my life I got a job just so I can go to her and meet her and show her that we can make things happen two months into the job she tells me she doesn't think she can pretend we can be anything and she just told me she she met a boy a month ago they kissed shes thinking about giving him a chance I dont know what to do anymore I've been let down too much or maybe i just love too hard