I am newly diagnosed with BPD and honestly I can tell you how difficult it's been but also how clear and on point this diagnosis is, the dissociation and the crippling anxiety and want and need to end my life ever single day for no absolute reason at all. But this is nor what I wanted to say. Has anyone else received just crazy and awful responses from their family on their diagnosis? I decided to tell my closest family about my diagnosis, so they can be aware and hopefully help me conquer this journey.. the response from my grandparents was "we knew something was wrong with you!" This is the worst thing I could have ever hear in my eyes, thank you for letting me know how much of a burden I am to you. As if I didn't feel pathetic enough knowing my life will never be normal again, the best I can do is focus on coping and learn controling it. But what's the point on even living anymore when you clearly know you're a burden to your family. Being told there is something wrong with you, makes you kind of lose hope. 

Thanks for listening. Feel free to tell me your worst reaction from someone knowing your diagnosis, safe place ❤️