as if bpd isn’t demonised enough by the media, my own family have turned against me. they’ve given up on me when i need them most. i can be having a debate with someone and they can say the nastiest stuff to me, but as soon as i clap back and defend myself i’ll be labelled “selfish/manipulative/narcissistic”. i don’t think thats fair at all. no one seems to care anymore, they probably think i’m faking everything because of how quickly my moods and morals change. im just fed up of being the enemy for a condition caused by a shitty childhood. no one cared then so why would they care now. i just don’t understand what i did to deserve any of this.