So since I'm in the process of getting diagnosed with BPD, I've been thinking a lot about my behaviors and wondering whether it's a BPD thing or if people without it also do it lol. So I wanted to ask if you guys do this because it's literally so annoying but I don't know how to stop it. So ever since I was a kid (and I thought this would pass with age but it never did, and I'm almost in my 20's lmao), I've done this thing were I think ''what would x do in this situation'' and act like how I think that person would act. For me it's mostly celebrities/people I admire. Or I'll be doing something and literally imagine myself as that person and mirror how I think they would act because I don't feel confident enough to be myself or idk?? It's like a constant form of escapism. Do any of you do this as well or? It's exhausting!! Like honestly I thought it'd end once I entered my teens or whatever but it never did, I feel like a kid still when it comes to that. Idolizing people too much. OH ALSO!! If one of my favs celebrities uses something, like say a certain beauty product, I HAVE GOT to have that product because I get to feel like I am them? Hahaha it sounds so weird trying to describe it. Anyway, let me know!