I have seen dozens of doctors and tried many antidepressants and combinations, i am thinking of ending my life at this point

I can describe what I feel as a type of pain, it takes of my will power to do my daily tasks while not focusing on it (it is very present and intense  . I'd say  between 6 and 10 over 10!)

You know the feeling when you are sick or have fever?

That's it. Except i don't have fever or infection and my blood tests are very clean.  

I feel sick, tired, brain fogged, no matter what Im doing. It almost is like internal burning, the closest i can compare it to. I am at the moment barely functional (i finish easy daty entry work then scroll on reddit till i sleep). 
I developed a depression from this...


I d really appreciate if you can tell me what specialist i should see or what i could take as medicine... thank