Hiiii,

So im squeemish as fuck and i have yet to been able to find my people for this. I never see or hear of anyone remotely as squeemish as me apart from like bob belcher.

It's such a legit problem but its soo hard to dealw ith the same way anxiety is - the thought of trying to get help activates the symptoms.

So ye it really gets in the way and i wanna get working to fix it. 

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so like any sight of blood makes me feel feint, anything body related. and i mean anything. Makes me feel a bit feint. Pores - feint. blood - feint. scars - feint. Just anything  other than like your outsides makes me feel feint. Anything related to breathing, organs, blood, skin, needles, the idea of going feint (self fulfilling prophecy yay) - it all makes me just woozy and need to catch a breath.

Ye any thought about a human body results in me feeling feint. Talking about it makes me feel feint too.

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So ye. whats that called and how do i go about remedying it? Especially considering that if i have to read anything about it ill probably feel feint too.

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fun stuff :)

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Anyone in the same boat or can help point me to the boat?

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this might make little sense but if i stop now ill start thinking about body stuff so la la la just gonna post ty for reading, I explained it poorly :)