Recently I've been having issues like derealization, felt like there's some constant brain fog. Couldn't enjoy with anyone, even with people I've chilled with before quite a bit. I don't feel like even 1% of me is there when anxiety encapsulates me. 

Realised that I've turned into a people please in order to avoid ANY sort of hostilities that might happen towards me or around me. It sucks, but will take some therapy to work on this.

I love you all, you are loved and cared for. ❤️
(This ain't my people pleaser side saying this, I really do xD)