I can’t stop thinking that he’s cheating on me every time he’s out with his friends, even though we meet every weekend (we live about an hour’s drive apart), and it gets me super anxious. We haven’t been together all that long and I caught him talking to girls on Hinge and asking them out, I wanted to break up then cause I also ended a long relationship for the same reason but thought I would try again. How do I try to trust him again or just keep myself calm? Or just detach emotionally. 

I know I probably shouldn’t be giving him a second chance but since I already agreed how do I actually begin to do so when it’s making my anxiety even worse..