Idek what I’m doing here but I need to know if I was in the wrong. I met a boy months ago and we were friends. He helped me get over a guy who hurt me and eventually confessed that he liked me. I told him I was too hurt and broken to be in a relationship and he said he would wait however long I needed.

Months go by of him slowly gaining my trust and I began to love him. He would tell me he thanked God for me every day and I was his only happiness. That he wanted to be with me forever and would also ask when I would be ready for a relationship often and I started to consider it. Just now he tells me he’s too busy and doesn’t like relationships and doesn’t want to be in one anymore. 

I started crying and saying he lied to me all those months and all those things made me start loving him only for him to say all this and he said I was acting crazy and overreacting to something so small. I don’t know if I’m wrong but I feel suicidal from losing my FP.