Yeeah...l am 1 fucking year without get out of my housr...1 year without barely atep out of front door of my house

l am 28 years old, live with my mom l have no friends,no job l have NOTHING...and now l just dont have courage of get out of house anymore cuz l am shame of my life, l know that my old friends talk about me..and l afraid of to go to outside and the othera on street and the othera talk about me like "l dont believe that him got out" or stare me..you know? l just dont know what do and problably thia yeara l dont gonna get out too...also if l get some job probably is able that l dont  go to it...cuz is like l said l am so much time stuck inside of my house that l have no courage of get out anymore...l dont know what do...l gonna kill my self,l just dont know how l put my self in this situation.