I’m sorry being alive… I think I’m a bother and problem to everyone. Although I know my boyfriend loves me and supports me, I still couldn’t stop myself from self-harming. I broke my promise to my boyfriend and my close friend suffering from MDD…

I couldn’t stop myself from thinking about suicide, and I always think I am useless and do not worth to be loved… And I can’t trust anyone either… I want to change the situation but I don’t know how to start…

I have never sought medical advices because I have never been to the psychiatrist ( I am now 16 and have no financial support… afraid to tell my parents)