I (20f) am going on a trip for spring break with a group from a club I’m in at school. I joined the group kind of late, and even though I’ve made friends with some of the other new people, a lot of people who have been in the club for a few years still don’t seem to really accept me. A lot of them don’t really talk to me or even seem to know who I am, even though Ive been there for almost a whole semester. 

The trip is a week long and even though some of my friends are going, I’m worried I’ll be isolated and it’ll be like nobody wants me there. The whole thing is supposed to be a bonding experience, but at some of the other bonding things I’ve gone to for the club it seems like no one really wants to talk to me. It’s hard to explain, they just seem like they make so much more of an effort with the people who joined earlier or who are younger so they’ll be in the club longer than I am (especially because I’m graduating early.)

I was excited about going on the trip initially cause partying and having fun and stuff. But I’m just so worried I’m gonna be thought of as that awkward girl that nobody likes the whole time.