I don't understand ... 

There are these times , I don't know why , but all the terrible things I've heard come back to me ...

Is as if my memories hit back on me , I got my parents threatening me that they'll die some day(at 45 they shouldn't talk about that), always arguing with me why I game(used playing league at times for fun) , some absolutely crazy people that can't accept their defeat , I was so mad at them that I've blocked them myself from league and reddit too for being far too toxic 

I don't understand why , but all these words come back at me sometimes , and gosh they make me sad...



Idk if it's related to depression , but I think it is...


I think about completely giving up on league and moving to Fortnite , it's far too hard to deal with all that toxicity ...

What's your opinion on this ?