I feel like God is constantly testing me to see just how much I can take. So far in the last year and a half I have gone from having a profitable contracting business making over $100,000/year to losing all my contracts and contacts, ending up with a $50,000 tax bill which I am unable to pay, my wife left me and is now divorcing me, I nearly escaped foreclosure and had to sell my house for next to nothing, and am still in debt and now am working barely making enough hours to make ends meet and haven't been able to get a second job. I went from having a mortgage to renting a tiny main floor with barely enough room for my 3 kids that I only get half the time now and we have to put up with a psychotic neighbour living in the basement who sings at the top of his lungs every single fucking day. If it wasn't for the fact I have 3 kids who need me I would have checked out of this shit hole world long ago. I don't know how much more I can take. 