It feels weird but good at the same time to know that my whole life, or at least what I can remember, now makes sense. But I’m scared too, I’m 38 and I can remember being this way for at least 25 years of my life, what can I expect? Which traits of my personality are mine and which ones are not? If anyone of you have this illnes, anything you’d like to share? 

I should add that it was until my third time with a different psychiatrist that I feel I got the right diagnosis, if it is, I’d say I’m proof that you shouldn’t give up.