I feel the need to talk this out kinda so I thought here would be the safest place. 
I dont know what to do with myself. With my life. 
My spouse (28) just got offered a really great job that I'm fully on for them taking. But it requires us moving back to a town I worked so hard to get out of. I don't want to get stuck there, but this job would be great. They asked me how I (23) felt and I really like don't know. I've had bad mental health for years now so I genuinely didn't think I'd make it this far in life so I don't have any set aspirations. The jobs I would love to have are in a complete different state all together. But those dream jobs don't feel so attainable. They never have but I want them so bad. I want my job to be what I indulge my hobbies in. In the town we'd be moving to, there's no chances like that. I don't want to tell them that I'd be unhappy moving back because I don't think I would be, I'm a go with the flow guy but also- idk. My mental health has clouded me for so long that it's hard to even see a future for myself.