Hi, I've been thinking of maybe trying to find a therapist. Everyday feels so bland and lifeless, I have 0 motivation to do anything for myself and all I do is play games or read comics. I have trouble sleeping and usually sleep at 6am then wake up at 3pm. I have low energy throughout the day everyday and even small chores feel like a hassle, I still try to keep up with my hygiene though. Another problem I have is with my anxiety, I struggle with social situations. I pretty much just stay in my room whenever I can and avoid social gatherings unless it's with a few close friends.

I can be happy and all that but at the end of the day i still feel so tired and unmotivated.

I'm supposed to be looking for a job and working on my design/art portfolio and I've put it off for 2 years now. I can't even do mundane things I used to love anymore like watch a show, it feels tiring to even do that.

Am I just being weird about all this? Is this normal? I lie in bed all day and the only things I like to do are things that distract me from my responsibilities. I don't understand how people can just set a goal and work tirelessly for it or how people can stay so positive after a bad situation