Im tired of being myself. I haven’t stepped outside my house for a month, I cant get myself to go outside. All I do is game all day force myself to sleep and repeat the next day. Im taking a year off college, 3 months passed now and Im still the same “miserable” I find it difficult to do self care. I go to therapy but nothing really changed! I get worse with everyday. Im lost and don’t know what to do at this point. I lost my will to live long ago