Im almost 28 i never fit in and have no sex life or love life never had but that's besides the point, I'm tired of all I do is fucking work like it's all I'm good for and I never had friends or shit I didn't fit in in college and I dropped out but now I got no choice but to do shit ass jobs and I get called ugly and people say I got a small dick and some fucking dickhead at my job spit at my feet I got called a shameless whore because my pants sag and I live around rednecks guys and girls make fun of me and say I got a small dick and I'm just fucking SICK of ppl taking their shit out on me. I smoke weed to chill out but I swear if I didn't I'm getting to the point where I wanna fucking harm some of these people who have caused me so much pain. Every day all day is pain and this bullshit is insult to injury I still am stuck with my parents I'm watching them grow old before my eyes while I frantically struggle to become a man or the man I feel I need to be...all on my own and in a couple yrs I'll have nothing but regret and memories of being stuck in shit 9-5s getting treated like shit and nothing good to look back on I wanna die