I have the skills. I know I could make most things better but I just left my anxiety take over me and I spiral. I’m so fucking depressed and everything is a shit show in my life and it’s all because of my decisions. I’m not assertive enough with things/people in my life and in the end it fucks me over because I’m just a doormat. I wish I had the motivation to make myself better because I know I can. Instead I’m just wallowing in self pity. I fucking hate my brain.