I'm living with my abusive family at the age of 24.I have depression and social anxiety.I can't hold a job because I'm stressed, anxious and have low energy.

If I had money I would be living alone and that would clear my mind.I hate them and I hate myself because I'm not functioning like normal human being.

At the end of the day I know everything is my fault.I should be working I should force myself to get enough money to get away from this disgusting place but it's so hard to even get out of the bed.I hate this dilemma I know what to do but I can't.