Life was so much better in 2017 and life became drastically worst during 2020/2021/2022. 
Lost my job, lost my place, lost friends,lost myself, was involved in a life changing accident and things just keep getting worst. I just feel like such an idiot these days I can't focus, feel restless and lately it's been getting harder to dream. Slowly making my way out of society yet wanting to be apart of it so much. Making goals failing to reach goals. Over thinking things and becoming a dull person to be around. I'm never in the present I'm etheir thinking of the future or my thoughts are lost in the past. I'm my worst enemy and I need to break out of this cycle and find a happier place. Things are just hard you know? Anyways to anyone who reads this thanks for listening and hope all is going good in your world. If you could you just do me a favor and pray for me I'd really appreciate it.