I’m 25 I’ve been in a relationship for only two years yet I’ve been consistently crying about/stuck in the couch about the fear of not having him for the rest of my life. Since day one I’ve been having these breakdowns. The thought of things not working out is so unbearable I skipped a job interview today. I want to spend the rest of my life with this person and the divorce statistics is that 50 percent end up not working out. This scares me and makes me feel so unsafe to the point I can’t function. It’s embarrassing but I laid in bed/the couch all day. I feel like I need to be on more meds. The feelings that this fear brings up feels unbearable.