I told my parents that I might have an anxiety disorder considering that I have all the symptoms and I have a valid cause of my anxiety. (don't ask what it is) but they said "you're too young to have an anxiety disorder, you're just taking it for attention" I so badly wanted to look them in the eyes and say "does lying in bed crying my eyes out because it feels like everyone around me is just being my friend out of pity and actually is just waiting for me to die so they'll finally be rid of me and that I'm just a burden and if someone takes any extra time out of life to focus on me that I'm a selfish person who would be better off dead?"

Sorry I'm ranting a bit...