I live in a country where academics are a pretty big deal and I tend to do above average but it still feels like I'm not enough especially the career path that I have chosen seems to be a very non/semi lucrative one and I'm scared that I'll end up sad and lonely. I have started doubting every decision that I make and overthink about it until it gives me a headcahe. My parents are very supportive but it still feels like they're disappointed in me and frankly they deserve better . I just want some peace .