I don't usually post on these things but I'm looking for a bit of advice 

24 Male, no medications, high school drop out, run a business and working on a start up, work 60 - 70 hour weeks, quite stressed, financially stable and live by a budget, live with my partner, I don't have much free time and maybe go on holiday once a year for a week or so.

I've been pretty poor my whole life, struggling to feed myself pay rent etc, it was only a few years ago I started in business and things started to get better. I seen an opportunity to escape poverty and took it.

It seems whenever I spend money i feel anxiety or guilt over it, which sometimes can last a long time. Even though logically these purchases do not negatively effect my financial position.

Even though realistically i could afford to not work for a number of years, I still have this immense fear of slipping back into poverty. I suppose a lot in my life is motivated by this fear. I get the occasional panic attack mostly due to business matters which could cost me money or my reputation.

Does anyone have any experience with similar feelings? If so how do you cope?