I feel like thats kind of dramatic though.

I've lost most of my friends over the span of 3 months due to fights. Most of which are caused by misunderstandings, and/or the result of my autism interfering with my ability to communicate well with people. My grades have dropped, I used to get As easily, and now my average in a number of subjects is a C. My parents are disappointed in me, they've been treating me harsher than usual, getting mad at things they'd overlooked before. 

It was terrible before, but now it's gotten to a point where I think I might have depression due to everything crashing down on me. I show a number of symptoms, stuff like irritability was clear before, but now I'm getting frequent, seemingly unexplainable headaches and muscle aches. When people yell or get mad at me, it feels like my heart is physically dropping, everything hurts so badly, but nobody seems to care or listen.

I don't want to say I want everything to go back to how it was before. When I was getting my best grades, I was isolated and people would spread rumours about me, no, I hated that time. I just want my friends back, I want my parents to stop being so disappointed in me, and I want to feel normal again.