Went to bed pretty sad and listening to my sad playlist (you know ,to feel even worse ) and i woke up so lonely that i’ve been crying since then. not having someone to like or to have a crush on (cause no one would like me enough to be in a relationship so let’s just say unrequited love ) is so so difficult sometimes .  i have all this love i have to give and no one who could receive it .seeing happy couples everywhere is just crushing my heart because i’m not loveable or worthy as them . no matter how many people or friends  i’m around or talking to ,it doesn’t fill this empty void inside me which could only be filled with being wanted by someone romantically .