I wish I was wrong, but I don’t believe that I am. I can’t do anything right and never will be able to. I really am truly a waste of space, time and money. 

I always fight with my mom about money, because every time I get it all I do is spend, spend, spend. I have no impulse control and I can’t do anything about it. 

I can’t keep a job. Every job I had fired me, because management was crap, I have a bit of a temper, and I hate customer service jobs of any kind. 

I’m going to school for video editing, hoping to get a job in the field, but that won’t help me either because nobody will ever hire me no matter how good I am. 

I have basically already given up on having a life, because I can’t be helped point blank period. No therapy or medication can help me ever, because I have tried for too long. 

What’s wrong with me? My mere existence is a bad thing, that’s what…