It feels like everyone has replaced me.  

All of my friends have made new friends.  My best–friends since childhood have made new best–friends too.  And I can also tell that my boyfriend of three years is falling out of love with me.  

Soon enough he will also replace me with someone else, just like the rest of my friends did.  It sucks because I care about these people a lot, try to talk to them and make plans with them, but I can tell they just aren’t interested.  I just feel like a huge burden.  My boyfriend told me he is having doubts too so I know he is going to pull the plug soon, especially since we got in a fight tonight.  I wish that I could tell him what is really going on but I always misplace my emotions and get upset over the wrong things.  He is seriously my only friend left and when we break up I am going to be completely alone.  

I just always care about people so much, love them, and no one ever feels that way about me.  No one will ever feel as strongly about me as I do about them.  I will always care more.  I wish I could know what it feels like to have someone to lean on and trust.  I know I’m not that great or special or anything so I don’t blame my friends and boyfriend for moving on and replacing me.  But I do wish I had at least one person in my corner right now.  It feels like I won’t ever be good enough for anyone