I'm sorry i post here everytime i feel bad, seeking comfort from strangers that shouldn't feel the burden to care about me.
I'm having a bad quiet crying fit, the feelings from my childhood are haunting me, emptyness, abandonement, deep jelousy and sadness are consuming me. I need to check if me posting there have to do with me having bad SPM, that trigger deeply my BPD issues. Please if you are reading that, just leave a comment please i know i'm being selfish but i need to ear someone care about me.

Sorry for my english, sorry for me being always demanding. I'm sorry mom.