Just need some advice really :( 

I struggled very much adjusting to lockdown. When I adjusted, I never felt like my anxiety had gone away and sometimes it was through the roof but I feel like I didn’t have a lot to be anxious about then. My boyfriend of 6 months moved back to our home town so we could spend lockdown together. We had struggled because we became so serious so early, and we weren’t living our normal lives. We were all each other had and I got to a point of feeling very secure because I knew I could always see him as he was so nearby.

Now, lockdown is easing. It’s scary because there’s lots of people out socialising all of a sudden. I finished uni last summer and I’m living at home in a little town so my social life isn’t amazing. My boyfriend has moved back to his flat in a city an hour and a half away. I’m struggling to adjust to all the changes. It seems like they have all come at once. I work in a pub three days a week and I’m slowly working towards a future but my anxiety is so bad. I visit my boyfriend 4 days a week and work the other 3. I’m struggling to manage because all my routines are gone. Anyone have any advice or feel the same? I feel so alone. 

TL;DR so many changes happening all at once triggering my anxiety