Everytime I feel happy, like super happy where I’m feeling genuinely excited or enthusiastic, shortly after it follows by extreme lows, with suicidal ideation, feeling like a burden and really upset. I have diagnosed depression. I feel like I can never truly feel happy because every time I do, it follows by burdening lows that make me feel so lonely and upset. I don’t think it’s bipolar because my highs don’t last that long, (a day) and my lows are usually 1-2 days. I don’t know what it is but I hate it, it’s such an isolating feeling to know your highs that you might feel won’t even last long. Any ideas?