I hate my crap retail job where god forbid I show I'm human. I don't have an fp cuz that's just a whole can of worms on it's own.. people say I'm good but it's like really? Am I? Do you even know me? I hate I can't have sex/enjoy it without feeling guilty. 


Fuck bpd. Fuck feeling guilty all the time and like I owe someone something they dont deserve. A part of me wants to write a dark comedy about having bpd/dealing with it through humour