I want to be able to tell my friends/acquaintances or people who follow me on social media that I act the way I do because of my BPD but I'm so embarrassed of it and feel like it's too taboo to talk about it. People don't really know what it is and they don't get it. I posted an article on Facebook about it today and deleted it a couple hours later because I just felt so uncomfortable. I'll get the urge to post on FB how sad I'm feeling during episodes or I'll spam my Snapchat with sad snaps and I just want to be able to say "I'm sorry I'm like this, it's the BPD." and have people just understand. Any time I use my BPD as an excuse for my actions to friends I feel so pathetic or embarrassed because I know they don't get it. 