My friend told me to just "appericate the little things!" but like I FUCKING HATE all of the little things I have to deal with. I hate making food, I hate brushing my teeth, I hate getting groceries, etc. Honestly, sometimes I don't even enjoy petting my cat anymore. I just do not want to do anything anymore ever. I just want to be dead. Why do I have to deal with all the bullshit life throws at me.