I have no idea where to post this. This seemed like the closest place, if not just point me in the right direction.

Lately i've been having speaking problems, thinking problems etc. I just blank out for anywhere to 1 to 10 seconds. I could be playing a video game and pop just not there. I'll be mid conversation and i'll completely lose my train of thought. I've been stuttering a lot more lately aswell, and just forgetting what I'm going to say. 

I've also been having terrible thoughts before I sleep. Not all the time, but it happens more consistently than I thought. When I have them, my whole body flinches as a response.  

I can't remember most of my childhood anymore. Like anything 2+ years ago is all a blurr. My siblings or parents will bring something up and I just have no idea what they are talking about. 

I feel like my IQ is dropping drasticly. I just can't remember certain things and school is much harder than before. I misinterpret things and nothing is clear. Reading is where is gets really bad. Everything just looks thrown together. Words melt together and my brain can't process it. It's getting really bad. 

I know this is a lot and I know none of you are medical professianals, but can someone at least tell me what they think is happening. Thanks