 Like, I am a pretty high functional BPD/anxiety sufferer, but sometimes I think I just come across as pretty weird. Sometimes, I cannot comprehend what other people are telling me and I keep misunderstanding, as if we're speaking different languages and I've seen people being quite put off by this.

 I also tend to be quite agitated, look around frantically like I am lost if I am not sure where to go, get easily startled, I sometimes start rambling, jump from one subject to another and just act like I am somewhat out of it. I feel like people are constantly judging me and that I can easily be spotted as "mentally ill"  if that makes sense, even though otherwise, on paper, I wouldn't be so.. obvious I guess? 

 I don't exactly get why this is happening and I am wondering if other people with BPD can relate or have any insight.