I’m just going through a lot now. I’m beginning to learn things about myself everyday now that I left the house and am living on my own. I’m learning just how much my past trauma affects my quality of life today. It’s truly sickening. It’s maddening, even. I’m constantly depressed and just want to lay in bed all day. I completely failed my first semester of college because my crippling anxiety and depression prevented me from even going to class. I’m horrible in social situations and get so much social anxiety. I’ve made almost no friends in college. I’m just done with it all. Everything feels fake.