And annoying. So many things I could've done normally without a care in the world. Even something apart of my daily life like taking the public transport.

I could've gone on drives, trips and exploring around if anxiety didn't became a thing. I used love and enjoy doing all those but now they scare me more than it should have.

So many opportunities I've passed up as well due to anxiety. That Youtuber I enjoyed watching once dropped by and I could've actually seen/met them.

Not forgetting how yes I could understand how irrational some of the worries are but yet anxiety is constantly trying to find ways to tell me no you should be worried about those irrational fears.

End of vent. Just felt like getting this out today because man I'm a bit mad about it. Screw you anxiety I'm going to the doctors this weekend.