Every single time I try to help someone it backfires. I either don't help enough, or screw up with helping entirely. Maybe I am a sensitive POS who should just off myself. I can't think clearly. I put things off, and can't please anyone professionally or personally. Any time I need help people are either unavailable, or give me crap for it. I feel like I have to rush through life to please others. If I can't anticipate others' expectations of me, and please them, then how the fuck can I make money by keeping a job because I pleased a boss? Keep friends and family in my life, and a roof over my head? I am a mental case who will shut up and keep my problems to myself now because no one gives a damn when I open my mouth anyway. I am always shut down. FML.