All I’ve want to do is to play in a band. I play guitar and sing and for the past two years Ive been writing music and recording in my room alone but I find it incredibly depressive and I can never make anything I think is good enough. I’m 19 and I feel like I’m just getting older and older and I want to experience these things while I’m still young. I have this dread that is almost a constant presence. i have never felt as depressed as I do right now.