The past two weeks I have been the most stressed I think I have ever been in 19 years. First it started with an ulcer that made me feel full after small amounts of food. I thought this is for sure stomach c\*\*\*\*\*. Peptic ulcers can cause early satiety. Then I thought I noticed my nipple change. I for sure have breast c\*\*\*\*\*. It always looked like that and I didn't realize until I read something about BC causing nipple inversion and I began to hyper fixate on my nipple. Now I am itchy, but it just started today and it feels like an internal pins and needles itch that is in a certain area and moves feels worse when lying down. This must be lymphoma. But this itch only happened right after I decreased my dose of hydroxyzine by 25mg for one day yesterday. From 75mg to 50 mg. Antihistamines apparently cause withdrawal symptoms like itching. Also I had read something 2 days ago about how lymphoma causes itching that is worse at night. Point here is that I have been moving from one terminal disease to the next and at this point I am certain it is just my anxiety. It has been badddd, especially after googling symptoms (I know, horrible idea too). It got to the point where I was depressed, and still am. And still in the back of my head all of these "symptoms" are piling up and my intrusive thoughts are still telling me that there is something wrong and that I need treatment and evaluations ASAP. Has anyone else ever had this sort of crippling health anxiety before?