You know how you tell yourself I’m going to stay alive just to see how a specific situation turns out. For me it was a bunch of trivial things like wanting to see how my favourite book/anime ends, it might not mean much to others but to me it’s my entire world. Most people would just outright laugh at me if I told them about the only thing that kept me going and the people I have confided in the past never took me seriously. Why do people have to put down someone over something that genuinely brought them happinesses to the point that even the things they love turn into something that gives them anxiety. What am I supposed to do if you take away the one thing that keeps me going. I’m so terrified of going to sleep tonight knowing I will wake up tomorrow and have no purpose, the emptiness is eating me alive and I don’t know what to do I’m so scared of being left alone with nothing but myself.