I have social anxiety disorder and my best friend has OCD and generalized anxiety disorder. We'll call my friend Jaimie. So I haven't seen Jaimie since September due to her anxiety worsening and dealing with mental health stuff on top of COVID anxiety. She also recently moved 45 minutes away and comes to town to visit her parents weekly but can't hangout because she's busy doing things with her parents/family. I tried initiating something back in October but she said she was too busy and would reach out when she was free. I brought up how I was often the one initiating stuff which was fine but she never gets back to me when she's free and she said it's hard for her to initiate things and it doesn't mean she doesn't want too she also said she was going camping the following week. Well the day after she came back from her camping trip she was telling me how she had plans to hangout with her frenemy who we'll call Raquel and said they were going out in the city to do something fall related which I had wanted to do with Jaimie. She also said that Raquel's boyfriend contacted Jaimie and asked to help with a surprised proposal that she had no idea about but was excited to help with it. I was a little upset that she was willing to drive out to the city which is further than my house to hangout with Raquel who she doesn't even really like that much but wouldn't come out to see me. If she was free that day then why didn't she tell me initially when I was trying to plan something? I know it happened over two months ago but what brought up those feelings was when we had plans Wednesday that she ended up cancelling due to feeling extremely anxious and having panic attacks the day prior and suggested we postpone to after the holidays. I asked if she'd be free next week (this coming week) and she told me she'd have to see and would get back to me. I don't know whether to bring up how she hangout with Raquel? Or if I'm just overthinking and feeling anxious? I just don't want her to get mad at me for expressing my feelings I know she cares about the friendship. I don't know ugh.