I’m able to work a small business from home, it isn’t much and it mostly only helps my parents out. I do community college online and at the moment I’m not enrolled for the semester. I haven’t really done anything in a week, I have no purpose..

I’m just living here taking up space. I don’t want to kill myself but I don’t want to exist either. I have no passion for anything, I just want enough to get by. I don’t want to change but I also can’t continue on like this..I don’t know what I’m doing I don’t know what I want to be doing and I also don’t care but I care a whole bunch. 
I’m broke and I have no health insurance so going back to therapy is out of the question. (Plus I fucking hate them)..
I’m just lost. I’m 21. 