I'm literary crying over a guy who is planning of killing himself, I was talking about how I wanted to move out and then he said "I'm planning on killing myself pretty soon, or I'm gonna die naturally pretty soon so in my will I'll leave you some of my shit so you can go live somewhere else" I've never cried so hard over someone, he is so nice to me, when I felt down he was there to lift me up but now I know this and I don't know what to do, he is a ticking time bomb we'll never know when he blows up. I don't understand, I get close to people and they either die or leave me. It hurts inside.