Are any of you vegetarian with BPD ?

Recently I started to eat less meat for personal reason and because I noticed an improvement on my physical and mental health. It's been hard, not in the sense of not having options or have cravings, but mostly because I'm constantly just questioning myself. 

It's already hard to restring myself about my feelings (You know, control of impulses, dealing with sadness, suicidal thoughts , etc), and now I'm finding myself questioning why I'm adding another layer of complexity to my life, why I always have to make things so complicated or if I'm justo doing this only for attention?

Although, I know  some of these questions don’t make sense . They haunt me all day 

Any advice