I’ve been struggling with Bipolar disorder. Alas, I am here. 
I’ve been hospitalized at the age of 16 for two weeks and I wanted to stay longer, but insurance wouldn’t cover it.
Went back to the real world
10 years later I get hospitalized again, but with a 5150. I was at a crisis stabilization unit. (Ps, I’ve never gotten those socks y’all talk about) I was only there for 24 hours, maybe. They let me go because I complied and I stated I was fine. (I was up and down from my seat very often but quiet) 
Now, I’m getting to a low again, and it seems appealing to me. Why? I hate that if I’m being honest. Like I do and don’t want to be there.

Also the Hospital bill doesn’t help.

Anyone?