i got cheated on 1.5 years ago since then I have been constantly insecure in my relationship I have become too much dependent on my partner. I pushed everyone away I cut my contacts with each one of my friends and I don't have anyone to talk about it. I cannot leave him alone. I have developed severe anxiety and depression and trust issues . I have ended up hating myself my self esteem went zero I am always comparing myself to the people and feelings about myself. this constant insecurity is really eating me up from the inside I have communicated this with my partner and I don't know how to fix it I just need to get rid of this constant fear of being broken hearted again I live in a constant fear of being cheated on again.