I can't even type much. I'm 52, nothing goes right ever. Always a tough road. I work hard but I constantly struggle with money. I hate money. Rent goes up. Gas goes up. Food goes up. Why is life so hard?  I have a family, I can't even provide for them correctly. I feel like I'm a shell of a person. Not even alive anymore. No hobbies. No friends. No joy. Wtf