So I’m feeling suicidal, but what else is new. 

I don’t have much to my name in terms of money or wealth of any type. So when I got my tax return this Friday it was supposed to go into savings so I can get an apartment because I’m about to be homeless coming July, due to the fact my parent’s basically kicking me out when they move(you know kill two birds with one stone type of shit). But because my life is always taking turns for the worst, I now have $1 left in my account out of $1000 I had Friday. I’m fucked that was supposed to be my security deposit for a place and now I have nothing left!! 

I already spend very little time that I have left in the house with them. I’d stay with a friend but I don’t have any friends anymore. So cheap motels and sleeping in my car because it’s easier being there than it is at home cuz they will just break me down constantly and then wonder why I can’t function as a proper human. 

I’m just fed up with it all!