For some reason and I’m not sure if this is BPD related or not but I feel very disconnected and awkward in many social situations. I get the vibe that I’m not connecting with other people and that they’re in on something that I have no idea about. This has really been driving me crazy and it’s gotten to the point where i think I don’t pick up on social cues and am on the autistic spectrum. I have been tested before for autism and  my results came up too low for it but these social challenges really make me question myself a lot. I’m in college right now and have basically zero friends and feel extremely sad and jealous when I see other people having fun and going to parties. I’m wondering if this theme of feeling out of place socially and feeling left out is related to BPD in any way.