Let me start off with saying Im not officially diagnosed, I just have an acute belief that Im depressed. Every day I have to force myself out of bed because I know that if I dont im losing, everyday is like a blur because Im either going to school, playing games, watching netflix, etc. Im constantly looking for something to end the boredom, I say boredom but I mean the not knowing what Im gonna do with my life. I feel like an alien and like nobody gets me. Im always in my head and ive got a problem with everyone, I wish the static would stop and turn into an actual image.