I had an anxiety attack when I got the letter in the mail with the summons. That was twenty two days ago. I had filled out a questionnaire a couple of months back and was convinced nothing would come of because I did the questionnaire years ago and I didn't get summoned, so I forgot about it. Then getting that in the mail hit me very hard to the point I cried in bed for hours. I haven't been able to relax ever since. The summons said to call today after 5pm to hear a recording to see if I would have to go in tomorrow or not, and the people closest to me had me convinced that recording would say I was dismissed and I'm not. I have to go in for 10am. I don't know how to do this. I don't handle situations where I don't know what I'm getting into very well. It doesn't help to tell me that there is also a group of people going through the same thing, who are probably nervous and gonna need guidance. It doesn't help at all. I'm 31 years old and I want to cry to my mom and beg her to get me out of it, and she can't because this is something I'm gonna have to deal with. I'm crying as I type this. I just... Don't know what to do.