I wish i understood this, maybe i wouldn't be so dependent on her, it's my fault she left so she isn't the wrong one here. I would leave me if i was her.

 Lesson learned, relationships aren't life, they are just a touch to your life. You will live if they left you.
 You are just sad, i try to move on, and it's hard, since i loved her bpd love. You were alive without her, you  can be alive without her. 

She choosed to leave, and you respect that and respect yourself. You are a human, not a pet.

You believe we are overpopulated then how can she be the only one for you? Doesn't make sense.

If you think nobody loves you, i love you.

Ik this is confusing a bit but it's intentional.

Thanks for reading. Be safe.