Yes, i have been to a psych ward, I've been twice 
The first time i drank a bottle of alcohol and jumped Infront of a car
The second time which i only got out 2 days ago
I overdosed on my medication.
But...i find that whenever I'm in there i feel flat, but a good flat, i feel like In ways i sorta belong there, I'm able to talk and laugh and feel normal, be a normal person. Is that because people there are worse then me? Or is it because i fit in? I don't know why I'm posting this or if i want answer's to my questions, i just felt like i had to say it

My family don't think it's safe for me to be out and on my own at this point and they are working on sending me back to get some extra help, part of me does but also doesn't.