I probably have severe ADHD and anxiety along with depression... I don't know what else as I am not able to get professional help... I live in a not so developed place... I have problems studying... Faced many familial issues in the past between parents that took a bad toll on me .. As im. Writing this... I'm shaking after an argument with my parents.. 2 days before an exam... Unable to study... And no matter how much I say to them That I cannot.. CANNOTT focus.. and what I'm doing is to increase my focus on studies... They are continuously screaming it's all because of my phone... I cannot listen to music while studying which is the only thing that keeps me sane... I've done self harm... I don't know what else to do... They say it's my own fault.. it's all happening because of me... I'm doing all this willingly... I can just *stop thinking about it and study* ... Please... someone help... I don't know what to do... I feel like dying ..