I have been calling into work pretty often, like once every 2 weeks bc I usually have some sort of dramatic breakdown/episode in the mornings and sometimes it just won't end and I end up calling into work. but everytime I do I feel bad and im terrified my boss and my coworkers are going to hate me. im pretty well liked there so they've been kinda putting up with it, my boss wasn't even recording my abcenses for a while but I just feel ill thinking about it. im terrified im going to lose my job and I've never had trouble with holding a job before. but my emotional regulation issues are getting much worse. anyway, I just wanted to vent somewhere where people will understand. any advice or kind words will be appreciated. :) (im on a wait list for dbt therapy)