they want a break from me for just a day, because they feel "confused" with their behavior and they feel bad for being so mean to me &amp; want to think about what they did. i keep telling them it's fine, but in all honestly i've spent the entire night thinking about their words and how they made me feel. they aren't usually this harsh, but it was just this once? and i feel things very intensely and so i broke down the whole of yesterday 'cause of it. i woke up feeling so uneasy because, i feel like i've done something wrong and they told me i haven't but :(. they really did make me feel like i was so difficult to cater for and all that - &amp; i keep thinking of the words and  waves of sadness keep coming all over me. i was quick to tell them i forgave them because i wanted them to stick around - which i still do, i'm very scared of them leaving but i'm struggling to be okay because of the episode their words triggered.

 they've apologized countless times for it - but i can't wipe the feeling that i might just be a burden to them?  &amp; it's bringing back really shitty feelings. i healthily just expressed how i felt &amp; they exploded on me and i feel so bad about myself. they've acknowledged that they fucked up &amp; they seem very guilty about it  but i just don't understand what i did wrong this time. &amp; i'm not sure how i'm supposed to react to this either, i don't know what would be the correct reaction to a situation like this and so i'm very much under reacting because i'm horrified that if i do otherwise they'll just abandon me please.  


i just need to know how to react to this, i'm struggling between being affirmative or simply just being forgiving? i don't know how to react to this without possibly putting this entire relationship on the line over something that was at first, relatively petty?