I’ve been taking mad drugs to help it’s the only thing that does it for me while every one looks down on me and call me a drugie I know I have a problem but 
I’m misunderstood no one tries and understand shit nor do any one 
Really gaf about me my dad doesn’t my biological mother doesn’t never met her 
My whole life since a kid been hell like bruh I wanna have what others have bro like happy family in public a good life not broke at the age of 18 man I hate it I wanna blow my brains out fr I hate I wish I could vent like crazy but u guys don’t know me most probably won’t care but I’m really messed up in the head man 
Death lives rent free in my head all day what’s stopping it from coming true but I know I won’t be having to suffer for to long.