Okay this is gonna sound crazy but...I have OCD thoughts and I'm convinced that I've angered Satan by having intrusive thoughts. So I'm convinced now I'm going to die and not going to see tomorrow. 

The weird thing is I'm not afraid but I don't want to die. And I didn't have this thought until my intrusive thoughts came in. But if I ignore the thought I feel like something worse is going to happen somehow. 

I just don't know what to do. I have to live to tomorrow I have so many things to do and someone In the family just died and I can't go soon. 

I don't mean any of the thoughts I've been having and been profusely apologizing to my head. I just..I'm scared. I've tried asking God for protection but I'm afraid it won't work. 

Help.