i have been on a break with my boyfriend(of 2 years) for almost two months now. i have talked to/ casually dated one guy(lasted about a month), and texted a few others. right now i’m currently romantically involved with no one.

my boyfriend is so supportive and there for me with my panic attacks and depression and BPD. he’s so sweet and nice. i love him and care about him.

i asked for the break. i just feel like i don’t feel something i should be feeling. like there is a spark missing. i love him but are we just not meant to be with each other. i don’t know. is it just me? is it BPD? is this what they mean when they say we can’t hold stable relationships? because everything between us is fine, i just feel like there’s something missing. like a feeling i’m not having. we’ve been together for 2 years so maybe that feeling is just gone. is it supposed to go away? idk 