With all this virus madness and changes in social situations, my fp/best friend and I haven't spoken much in the past 2 weeks. I still feel a draw to them, but its much easier to just..leave it all behind? I'm trying to consider me just cutting contact for good from their perspective but it's not helping much. Is this part of emotional permanence or am I just antisocial? It's not the first person it's happened with. But every previous person I was in a position to leave for good for both of us.