I need therapy like immediately but my mom is stalling because she can’t really afford it right now and she has a lot on her plate. My anxiety is getting so bad that I’m not even sure I’ll make it do my 18th birthday (dec 16). In my head I haven’t reached enough benchmarks to turn 18. I’m severely codependent on my mom (I can’t drive, order food for myself, go out places by myself, get a job, make friends, etc.) and my anxiety is severely impeding my academic performance but no one is understanding the how. Like when I have a D in the class they think I’m stupid and making up excuses when I say I can’t do the work because it makes me anxious. I’ve done the breathing exercises and yoga, I need therapy but its not coming any time soon and I keep waiting for the day everything just completely falls apart and I just die