Trigger warning
Really in need of some advice
I’m a 23 female who has always struggled with self harm and other issues since I was 11.

Last year after my most serious suicide attempt, I got the working diagnosis of EUPD, I had never heard of it before and tbh my support and treatment has been almost non existent and no one explained anything to me so of course I read stuff online

My mum has accused me of basically wanting to be the perfect bpd patient and have let this label define me. She says I’m worse since they gave me this label and that I have fully embraced it and have symptoms I never had before.

I’ve tried to ask her what these new symptoms are which she can’t answer. I 100% know I’ve gotten worse but I put that down to covid and the world changing, plus I went through some pretty big relationships issues including leaving my partner of 4 years for my best friend then a out of the blue break up I took pretty hard and a trigger person from my past coming back into my life then obviously a suicide attempt in which I damaged my liver and stayed in hospital for a week. After this I never went back to my job that I loved and I was given the working diagnosis of bpd which I still can’t get confirmed,

I feel like my mum is saying I’m making it up or making myself worse on purpose and just wanted to know others opinions and experiences.