So I accidentally haven't took my antidepressants for two days in a row, and today my mood has been overwhelming af. My antidepressants have been working pretty fine and I haven't felt this bad for ages by now (which also made me think i was not depressed anymore) but today I've been doing pretty bad and felt suicidal after I thought I could have never gone back to my old times, irritable af and apathetic. Now I want to understand if missing antidepressants for two days can really get me into this depressive mood or not. It's also true something bad happened today and I've cried after a lot of time, plus I haven't slept much tonight, but still, I'm not sure these can be the reasons why I feel this way, because whenever something like this would happen, it would not really let me down at all. Plus ever since I started taking antidepressants I just can't cry anymore for some reason.