I'm disappointed at the fact that my efforts will always be overshadowed by the better students and that my parents will always be disappointed in me no matter what I do. I'm always forgotten and my existence is barely recognized in class no matter how much I orally participate. My teacher has favorites (I can't really blame them, bias is hard to be aware of or even change) which makes it even worse. It makes me feel like a burden like I can't carry my own weight. But I'm really trying, but I'm tired. It doesn't help that I have no skills or talent either, I'm dull at everything I tried (art, dancing, cooking, singing, you name it). I'm also aware that I'm not exactly a brilliantly charismatic individual.