Soon to be 28F. I feel empty inside.
I stare at a blank wall and let the tears roll without feeling anything. I wish I wasn’t here but I promised my husband I wouldn’t hurt myself. We have been having arguments the past couple weekends and he told me he can’t talk to me because I spiral down into hurting myself every time.
I have no one else in my life besides him. Hearing him saying that he can’t be 100% honest to me because I am this way totally broke me.
I am numb. I just cry and keep hoping that things will either get better or end.