I guess I could talk to them now since it's been past 60 hours since we last talked (my personal rule for my FP) but there is always smth on my mind: what do I open up with? I get soooo nervous about trying to bring a conversation that will make my FP actually want to talk to me. I mean hell they never want to talk to me anyway, they hate me, but still. Talking to them makes me feel so much better. I also get worried if I catch them in a bad mood. What if they don't respond in a few hours? What if I lose it and spam them with messages? What if they lose it and block me? It's stresses me out so much to have a fp who I love talking to that hates me :(