So recently a lot has been going on and I've been in my head so much. I get like this often where I feel like everything is wrong and something needs to change and I start nitpicking at myself and the way I look. I've done this for years but this time I'm honestly concerned for myself. To be honest, it really started when I caught my boyfriend saving pictures of another girl to his phone and doing other shady things. It started with my bangs. I was letting my hair grow out and told myself I wasn't going to mess with it, and I didn't for a good while. But then I felt like my hair was really bland and I wanted to touch it up, so I cut my bangs how I usually do when I start messing with it again. But this time I practically gave myself a freaking mullet and I'm freaking out. I just wanted to add some texture and layers and whatever because I still wasn't satisfied but now I'm considering cutting it short and hoping my boyfriend doesn't think I'm ugly because I could never pull off short hair well. I have a babyface with kinda chubby cheeks and it just makes me see it more and I just hate it so much. 


*To summarize, whenever I get overwhelmed I end up cutting my hair for some reason and my recent doo from impulsive cutting is making me want to scream.*