I've dealt with anxiety my whole life, but this year it has become unbearable. Whenever I think about the person I want to date I feel downright horrible. I want to love this person so badly, as I really do enjoy his company, but the other half of the time I'm overwhelmed by my body rejecting him in every way possible. This isn't specific to one person, it has happened with every person that I've gotten romantically close to this year I have had to reject all of them because of this. I can't let that happen with this guy but I don't know how to get over this terrible sickness. What is wrong with me?