(19F) My life consists of collecting action figures, working part time at a job I hate, barely seeing friends (barely having any friends), and watching cute romance shows that make me want to die. I have nothing to offer the world. I really don’t. My life, my actions don’t matter because I have no one. Yeah there’s my family but they don’t get any of this, the depression. I 100% believe I’m going to be alone forever. I have lots of mental health issues and some trauma that make relationships really difficult for me. I want a life partner, I want to spend my life with a best friend that loves me as much as I love them and I will never have that because I’m too fucked up. So please tell me, what’s the fucking point? If nothing I do matters, if I’m going to be alone forever, what’s the point? I don’t want to be alone forever. I refuse. If I can’t figure this out relatively soon, I’m done. Any help or advice or anything would be amazing. Thanks for reading about my pathetic life.