Hello, I’m not sure where to ask this question but I’ve realized something about myself and a pattern for the past couple of weeks. 

I hate eating. I do like food, but I hate preparing food, having to take time out of my day to sit down and eat, having to buy/get food, and I even hate chewing. I feel like it all wastes my time? If I could go through life without having to eat, I would. I also get irritated that I have to eat before going somewhere so I won’t feel faint because I would much rather skip the meal to just go. 

I’m a vegan but not entirely by choice. My stomach can’t handle meat or dairy, and just the smell of meat/dairy alone makes me gag. I will say I haven’t had the greatest relationship with food, as health issues made me fear food for a while.