My girlfriend and I have been happily dating for the past 3 years. We go to college together. Recently, she opened up to me about something that had happened at the beginning of our relationship. She said that when we started to get sexual with one another she felt she wasn't fully ready and said yes to do things with me hesitantly.

I feel so guilty about this. I know that if she said yes, I technically didn't do anything wrong, but shouldn't I have been able to tell she was hesitant? It was a long time ago but I feel as though I made her feel bad about wanting to say no because I was ready and wanted it.

Obviously, if she would have said no I would have stopped immediately but since she didn't say no I kept pushing it. It all seems like a blur considering how long ago it was but I can't help but feel guilty for putting a woman I love through this. I have had a few sleepless nights worrying about this and any words of solace is much appreciated.