I (17M) honestly hate being alive and tired of living this life on this shitty planet. The community I live in is very socially isolating and too many bad things are happening everyday. Moving out won't help, with my lack of social skills, awkward demeanor, and lack of motivation, I'm never bound to mean anything to anyone should I move elsewhere. 

The house I live in would generally be considered a "broken home," nothing abusive happens but my parents are getting divorced. 

I've only been dealing with depression for 2 years, and am very young, however I see no point in even continuing on. Not like I'm going to do it though, my family has already experienced enough trauma for a lifetime. But what kind of future would be ahead of me anyway? Working 50 hours a week at a warehouse? Living in a shitty apartment completely alone? Work till I die alone? 

My friends have also essentially stopped talking to me, I hear this happens normally in high school, but that does t make it any less depressing for me. The only people I talk to outside of my family these days are folks on the internet, which are hit or miss.