I’m not proud of it as I would never do it to day but I remember wanting to see if my friends really cared about me. I would run out side and wait and see if anyone followed to check up on me. I wasn’t doing it for attention it wasn’t the attention I wanted, it was more of a test. sometimes a few of my friends would follow but sometimes they didn’t and when they didn’t I remember feeling like shit and like I didn’t matter to Anyone. Sometimes I would be upset but over exaggerate it because I wanted people to care I didn’t know how to express my emotions outwardly so sometimes I faked my outward reaction because I didn’t know how else to get help. What are y’all thoughts on this? Did y’all do this too?