Can anyone who has been through the darkest times, say they are happy to be alive today? If your are, can you share your story? I’ve been really depressed and I keep having these suicidal thoughts which are draining everything out of me to the point of complete numbness, I’m in serious need of hope and motivation to turn my life around. Life seems so pointless and everyday is just painful, can it be a gift or is it always a nightmare?