Im a disappointment as a son, i cant do simple things to support my mother. I cant fill the shoes of a good brother for my sister. I have no friends. No lover at 25. Im so worthless. My drunk father destroyed my childhood. Even after getting a good job there is my life didnt improve. Im just so tired. Ive tried therapy and meds but they didn't help much.  I just don't understand whats the point of anything anymore. Nobody seems to give a damn anyway.