The funny thing is I was depressed as shit but I can't remember writing that e-mail asking for help. It was my first year after graduating school and I didn't want to move abroad but my parents expected me to  because their rich friends sent their children abroad as well. After a few months I became depressed and relapsed into total darkness.... can't remember much from the age of 19 to 22...   


I'm not blaming my parents but I did need help.... I'm sorry, world.