Nothing ever goes right in my life. And something finally did. For the 1st time in my life, I was actually happy. I finally lost my virginity. I finally had someone to do stuff with. Finally had a girl. Finally had a reason worth living for. And then it made a  hard U turn after a year and a half. Now I’m back to being this super lonely depressed sexually frustrated loser with no one to talk to and wishes death upon himself….marvel and video games are the only 2 things keeping my mind off that until I go to sleep at night and start crying. And the thing is, it’s hard to vent about this because I know I’m going to get called an “incel” or a “little bitch”, laughed at, and told to “man up”. Some people will pretend to care and feel bad for me, but then ghost me. No one seem’s to take a man’s mental health seriously.