This is my first post so I hope I’m doing it right, but I’ve been dealing with my mental shit my whole life. I honestly just convinced myself I’m a bad person because no matter how much I tried to be normal or have good relationships with my family/friends I ended up feeling like villain constantly. I just recently had somewhat of a relationship with my biological father who got diagnosed schizophrenic after he got sober. I don’t know if I have it for sure, but I have 90% of the symptoms and now I know it runs in my family. Im about to turn 25 and things are just getting progressively worse for me I can’t take it. I’m going to see a psychiatrist for the first time later this month to get actual answers. I’m just curious if you guys knew before someone actually told you or what your experiences were. Please anything would help. Thank you!