I am 16(F) and am diagnosed with ADD, major depression, and generalized anxiety disorder. 
I have a girlfriend who is the same age and lives in Florida, i am in maryland. Ive noticed that when i am with her and her parents, i feel amazing. My depression is very very limited, she gives me gentle help and nudges to focus and work, reminds me to self care, and comforts me greatly in times of panic. Being there makes me feel normal and happy. However at home, I am a mess. I don't have support like that there. I struggle and dont know how to make friend nor have them, and am considering just asking to move there for my own wellbeing, but i feel extremely guilty leaving my family as well. I understand the costs, and legal matters, but if i was able to, should i? (I also take medicine for my ADD depressiona nd anxiety which all work, but i feel if i had that, and her support, my life would improve greatly)