Everthing just fine until I can’t control myself,i punch the wall several times and now my hand is sprained and it hurt.From 0 to 100 I fucking hate splitting..i wanna be a good person i wanna put away all my pride and vanity but i feel like the world doesn’t even want me anymore..all people around me so prideful about their money,fame,vanity they don’t want a relationship no more...i know I mentally ill thats why i try my best to do good things and help all people come accross but when i need help or broken,guess what they just become a fucking assholes...damnn it feel like all i do is fucking meaningless..fuck pride fuck vanity fuck money fuck fame fuck myself,im not important anymore.damnnnn why it is so hurt inside..i hate myself to feel this way...i think it’s all my fault for feeling this way.maybe weirdo like me don’t deserve a place in this world😞