
BF and I are both 22, and together 4 years. I was diagnosed with BPD 2 years ago. When I was diagnosed, I was really paranoid he was going to leave me, but he didn’t. He’s been nothing but so supportive, loving, and understanding even when I’m a total bitch. 

I’ve always been very outgoing and flirtatious with other guys. I’ve never cheated or anything, but probably have done stuff that most would deem inappropriate given that I’m in a relationship.  My BF knows I’m flirty and has never seemed to be bothered by it. Ive known about his cuckold kink for a while because I’ve seen his search history. But he’s never brought it up to me so I just let it be. 

Then the other night after sex, he brought it up and how he has a huge cuckold kink and that he’s been hiding from me and he’s been scared to tell me and wanted to know if I would ever consider doing it. Im very conflicted. I can’t lie because I have fantasies about doing it ever since I saw his search history years ago. And a big part of me thinks it could be fun and hot. But another part of me worries that my BPD could make it a disaster. Especially Bc I get attached very easily.  Has anyone with BPD ever explored cuckolding or kink relationships? How did it turn out and how did your BPD impact or affect it?