My papaw passed away yesterday. He was the man who raised me because my parents were drug addicts. I have nothing I can't get a job because I got a felony the only man that's helped me. He was basically my dad. I just got outta jail half a year a go I'm 26. I've been in jail since I was 24. This shits rough. I've got bipolar depression had it since I was a kid. Man I've struggled my whole entire life. Drugs and shit. I've been sober since I went to jail and shit.  That man's always been there for me. I honestly don't even know what to do now. I'm alone and I'm struggling bad to keep myself alive.