Long story short: they asked me my Instagram and i was trembling. I'm scared as fuck by them. They look so terryfing to me. I've Always seen them on the train for school and they Always watched me Happy and greeted me sometimes. This would be nice, right? Well not for me. I'm not in the conditions for meeting someone new. Just thinking that tomorrow they Will probably sit next to me makes me feel sick as fuck. I feel like puking... I don't know how why, before i was kinda open to people but now whenever someone new talks to me i am scared as fuck. Jesus Christ how can i deal with this? It's not like i don't want to be their friend but It's so scary.