Well shit.

After our second date he went to Texas for work. He didnt talk much while there which I expected, hes busy. I asked if he still wanted to hang when he gets back (Saturday today) and he said sure the afternoon works

He said last night he would talk to me about it in the morning. Didnt hear from him until 12ish, and apparently he forgot that I worked until 2. And now he suddenly has to go to a different city for work.

I asked if he wanted to come see me until he had to go (5) and he just kept going in circles of basically trying to say no. I was pretty disappointed. He apologized and all. Then again havent really heard from him. And now when he does text me, its kind of dry and seems less interested.

Im really trying hard not to jump to conclusions. But idk, I cant tell if its my bpd trying to ruin things or if he really is pulling back out of nowhere. He just seems so less excited now to talk to me.

This really sucks. And im sad and don't really know how to feel. :( I really thought it would work out.