I am 22 years old, I will be 23 in 3 weeks and I already feel like this is as old as I'm going to get. I don't see the point in continuing when everything stresses me out.

I can drive but I'm terrified to so never do. 

I have a good job that a lot of people would kill for but I have panic attacks when I think about it - this happens with every job I get. 

I have a friend who wants to live with me but the thought of moving out is terrifying! 

How am I supposed to live without my parents when I can't even make a doctors appointment? Or drive myself somewhere? Or log onto my work laptop without crying?

I feel like I'm a little kid that's been dumped in the adult world. I have no idea what I'm doing or how to continue.

I feel completely lost and alone. I'm completely miserable every day - I only find joy in childish things like cartoons and movies because they stop me thinking about everything else.

I don't know what to do - is this just the rest of my life? Being scared and lost and completely unable to look after myself?

Sorry - needed to rant.