I can’t be friends with benefits with someone without eventually becoming too attached and messing it all up. At first I don’t care very much, they do their thing and when we hang out so be it. Everything seems to be going great and I feel like I’m acting like a normal person. Then over time I secretly get attached to them, I won’t say anything because I’m afraid to scare them away but I’m super affectionate and make it obvious I’m into them without really thinking.  Then as soon as that person doesn’t make me a priority or starts acting distant I freak out and accuse them of seeing someone else and betraying me. It’s stupid I feel like a child. 