I’m paranoid therapy is a sham so maybe it’s better to wait till I feel better enough to go. My psychiatrist also purposely left out the therapy topic in our meeting yesterday though I called him a week ago to get his advice/a referral. He did add something which will hopefully help with the weight gain. I’m hoping we can do some shopping tomorrow and help with some cleaning. Lately I keep sleeping late and feel tired during the daytime. We bought new pendant lights for the new house and the commission of a portrait of the dogs is working on the waitlists now so it might be finished before the new house is built. Can’t believe it’s almost Lunar New Year because the last one felt like just yesterday. I feel like life is turning into an out of control car on a icy highway sometimes. I don’t know what I can do to help the damned.