I have a family who doesn't talk to me or help me or anything. My cousin who i thought was my closest person is introvert and we talk alot. My only irl friend can't hear me vent without saying smth bad about me like i am weak. I thought i made some online friends but all seems to Ghost me and not care, i have one online friend but we don't talk alot, he didn't ghost me yet , i was in a relationship but it's over, i am alone venting to myself how btw hates me the most. What could a guy like me do?