I cant do it anymore. I feel so disconnected from myself everything I do feels weird. Everything around me feels weird. The constant headache. The feeling like i’m going to pass out all the time. and recently the just not caring anymore. Even when I try to get myself to worry I just can’t. I just don’t care anymore. I want to say it’s just anxiety but who knows. I know my headaches aren’t normal yet no doctor had been able to find out what’s causing them. I just want to feel like myself again. I’m never happy or smiling or excited. I’m so drained. I’m so tired. I don’t want to keep living like this. I feel like no one understands. no one cares. i’m just so exhausted.