I can function fine for the most part. I go to school, I can hold down a job. But I struggle with my grades and I don’t have a lot of friends. Everyone is always going to hurt you, so it’s best to not get hurt at all. 

I have these crazy revenge fantasies. Especially with a guy that hurt me in the past. Also, I scream everyday. Literally scream. I’m just so angry and frustrated. The pain I’m in is too overwhelming.