I don't even have the job yet, It's just an interview but I am already so overwhelmed I have been crying for the last hour. I am way too old to even be getting my first job but it has taken SO much out of me to even look, let alone apply to a job. I applied to kroger and they only had one option for a position so I said sure.  Of course I did the bad thing and looked up what the job was like only to then read all the hundreds of "get out while you can" type of comments.  I have horrible social anxiety and general anxiety all of the time. I overthink every little thing and dread things that may or may not even happen. I feel like I could throw up or pass out any moment. My pros vs cons list for this job is already sky high with cons.  My anxiety just spirals from one small thing to "my life is horrible ,why try" kind of thing and I just don't know what to do. I see a therapist and at this point it feels like she is giving up hope on me.  I am so tired of anxiety.