Idk how to feel. My grandma was suffering with cancer for a long time and it’s so weird that she has taken her last breath tonight. Idk how to feel. I wasn’t that close to her but she is the first person in my life that I was close enough to that has passed away. While alive my grandma wasn’t the best parent nor grandma but she it was still sad how she suffered. Idk could I talk to someone about it maybe? I don’t want my anxiety to kick in.. but it’s so surreal