Oookay so i have had suspicious of being bipolar before but i’ve never really been manic or hypo manic i don’t think??? but i got on medicine last month (zoloft) for anxiety and depression and it hasn’t really helped but anyway this past week i started feeling better and stuff but today i felt super depressed (this morning) but then i randomly got disoriented and dizzy (but it may be bc i’ve been vaping &amp; i’m new to that idk) but anyway it kinda stressed me out so i started drinking at 3 pm today because i had the urge to and i wanted to control the disorientation bc it felt weird so i did. but the thing is i am very aware and i’m aware this is a mess and i am very aware i’m bouncing off the walls idk what’s wrong with me please help