I had a panic attack today in a store. My mom forced me to go with her. It was so crowded and it was so terrible. I was terrified. I probably have agoraphobia at this point. But no one seems to care. My mom got mad at me, my best friend told me to help myself and get my shit together, and I can’t talk to anyone else because they either a) are having their own problems or b) I have no other friends. I should just kill myself. No one cares that I can’t do anything. No one cares that I’m hurting all the time. I just want it to be over….