I was at a party the other day and I spoke to this girl and she just looked at me, didn’t respond and ran off. I completely lost it (in my head, I didn’t show anything on the outside), I just had this pure hatred for her all night and I kept having suicidal thoughts which ruined my entire night also. I’m pretty sure she just didn’t hear me or something though, but my brain is too concerned with reacting than checking the real facts. I feel like I ruined everyone’s night because I was so depressed :(.