I am new to the sub, please be easy on me. I have significant issues, and need some help. My mom thinks therapy might solve it, I do not. I think what is going on with me is way beyond that.

Right now, I am upstairs in my bedroom. I hear the TV in the living room downstairs going. The TV is not on. Nobody is awake.

Any support would really be welcome. I need some positives going into this.