I am an adult male. I want to die, I feel like shit, I want to cry. I want to cry so badly but crying makes me feel like less of man. Society has made me feel like i am not allowed to cry, or I am not a real man. I'm not strong. I'm not courageous. I'm fucking broken. I want to cry, god fucking damnit, fuck society. Fuck what other people fucking think. If I want to fucking cry I'm going to fucking cry. I'm at the point where I don't give a fuck. Who fucking cares what people think. I want to die anyway, so if I wanna fucking cry, if I wanna bawl my eyes out god fucking damnit I'm gonna fucking do it. Fuck society. Fuck everyone that says I am not a man if I cry. Fuck everyone.