Grew up as the duff, still am the duff. Tired of having a bf 8yrs older than me at 16. Gets boring but can’t leave him. Just wish I had a life and wasn’t such a piece of shit. Found a pic of crushed up oxy from when I was in grade 7 &amp; thought life was so terrible, if I only knew what was to come 😂. funny shit. 

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My sisters in love with my bf, she kissed him today when she thought he was asleep.



feeling into cnc, but not cnc, just nc, comes form a trauma place ig but still feel like shit ab it. I really just wanna cry. I might just need something to be sad about. haven’t been assaulted for two years, if you don’t count statutory, just wanna feel like someone wants me enough to take it.