If someone else experiences this, I’d feel so much better.

I swear I can feel my brain. When I think about it too much, I begin to panic. I get strange surges of pain, odd headaches in weird spots. It feels like my brain is bleeding, or swelling. I was out of work for 3 days a few months ago because my brain felt like I was going to die or have a seizure, I forgot how to breathe. I was in a mild psychosis for days, completely detached from myself. I went I the ER, got blood tests, the whole shabang - nothing wrong, perfectly healthy. But I don’t believe it, it’s hard for me to accept that I made all of this up in my head. Like… none of it was real? I felt all of it, the fear, the intense pain. I haven’t had a strong episode of head pain in a while, but I do get headaches often. Right now I’m focusing on it, I swear on my life I can feel it. It drives me insane.