Life keeps going and it won't stop. Even if I die. I can kill myself tonight OR just live my life and die in like 40 years or idk I'm just 22. I can go now OR I can stay. I STAY. I wanna stay for my people, my friends, my family, my dog, music, drugs, books... her. idk maybe I'm just high, but I feel hope. Almost two years ago I tried to killed myself...and my life just fucking keeps going. It's like a joke, I didn't get it at first but now I'm laughing. I'm staying, that's my final decision. I hope you are ok out there, is such a caotic world.