So , a while ago i started having these attacks - I would see grotesque pictures of deformed people with hundreds of teeth/eyes.
pupils blown upsurdly wide and inner organs in places they shouldn't be (?)

those attacks happen almost exclusively on the early morning/late evening and are accompanied by twitching and squirming of my limbs.

I have tried to have my girlfriend calm me down but anything she said turned completly twisted in my head

now about 2 weeks ago-

It started getting a lot more realistic , I saw (and heard) full scenes of people getting skinned/torn apart et cetera - they are always complete strangers , and im never directly involved- im always just forced to see these things.

I've told my therapist - she has no idea what this could be , either.

I'm at the end of my rope - this terrifies me.
just to clarify - in waking life I am not at all someone who is afraid or grossed out by gore , but its in my heafld so it really gets to me.

thank you for reading