My only and best friend just decided that we can’t be friends anymore. I understand that since I’m me, but it broke my heart. This is the person who have stuck around trough everything and that I truly love more than anything. I’ve fallen into a pit of depression and I’ve started a collecting of my moms sleeping pills in the hope that I will build up the courage to die. I don’t really know what to do. I hate when people say that it will get better or I will met someone else cause it won’t. I have such a hard time making friends and everyone just leaves in the end and I’m tired of it. It doesn’t get better or easier and I’m just so tired.