I just want to know if I will ever feel okay again? Today I went to a art gallery and had to leave very promptly. I feel especially awful as it was the last time my boyfriend was seeing his sister...! And of course he helped me out as my panic was strong. I hear stories of people over coming their deep rooted anxiety, they seem like fairytales to me. 

I’m terrified of the vaccine I also happen to suffer from crippling health anxiety which means that my broken brain makes me feeling like I will be the one statistic who ends of dying from myocarditis or a rare blood clot that is only even possible from Astra Zeneca. I freaking hate life at the moment I am starting to feel like I am a dying rose amongst my family and friends. 

Please someone help me...