I've been waiting for the past 2 years for things to get better, going through therapy, taking meds, getting jobs and a gf and exercising, but I feel like the best years I've had have already passed, and when I was in them I was depressed as well. things have been progressively getting worse for years and years and I can't remember the last time I was as happy as I used to be. I just wish I could chill with my old friends and play games like we used to. at least I still have my cat for now, but he's getting older.