i don’t know what’s wrong right now i am just sad, i wish i were dead. 
usually when i feel this way i have a reason like being scared bc i’m dissociated, worrying about my future or something happened that made me upset 

right now i’m just sitting here hurting, right now i only can be happy with my best friend when we talk but he’s busy, or when i eat but i experience extreme food guilt. i have no one to talk to right now so i’m using this in hopes it makes something feel better