I’m having severe cognitive impairment and I can’t even keep my eyes open because it hurts my brain I’ve been squinting my eyes for a month I’ve noticed because I’m in so much mental/physical pain. I’ve been stuck in fight or flight for a whole month I have constant goosebumps my hearing is on super alert where everything I hear I get confused by what the sound was because somehow I can’t comprehend what the sound was (the sounds I’m super alert to are real sounds) and I start freaking out anytime someone opens my door I jump like crazy I feel super dizzy which kinda feels like vertigo maybe but not really spinning but maybe swaying. I keep feeling electric vibrations jumping all over my body and I fell so weak my bones are killing me. There’s so much more happening but I’ll just leave it at that . I’ve been wanting to go to the hospital for the whole month but I’m to fearful I sit in my house all day and have really messed up my social skills it hurts mentally to even talk because the cognitive mental pain. I was on clonazepam but I got off of it last month and then this started happening I built a tolerance and it stopped working I went down on it didn’t stop cold turkey The doctor won’t prescribe me it again because when I had a tolerance I took extra and didn’t have a good time when I ran out early so I told my doctor and got off. I’m suffering and feel so confused on what to do.