Trying my best. And I'm over reacting but UGHH
just got out of a domesticly abusive relationship of 2 years and tried to commit suicide as a way to get out, so I ended up in impatient. And a week after I was discharged, Met this guy off tinder and we clearly stated that neither of us was looking for a relationship. My dumbass caught feels after fucking around for a couple months ( I'm being hypocritical tho cos I have another intimate partner) 
But I really felt a connection with him like crazy. 
Saw him update his tinder pic last week and now I'm depressed as fuckkk. My body aches and I feel like I'm dyingg. Why do I have to feel like this I hate my stupid emotions. And then i want to indulge in drugs and self harm.
