Due to my extensive research and inability to be diagnosed, I’m very sure I have at least depression and severe social anxiety, as well as probably add and/or autism. In certain situations I am physically unable to speak, move, or do anything. Yesterday when my parents were planning my meals (which is an extremely stressful and overwhelming situation) I was again unable to speak or move at all, so when they asked me if I wanted to change anything I didn’t say anything, because I couldn’t. So today Im making something I want and my father is yelling at me because it’s not on the meal plan and I should have said something yesterday. I can’t even try to explain to him I couldn’t because he doesn’t believe I have any disorders at all.