I was impacted very severely by the epidemic, and I didn't even realise it at the time. Because of virtual school, I had to return to my home country and am always stressed. Before the epidemic, I was a completely different person, but now I never smile really, I've lost two years of memories with my friends, and I'm miserable. My looks do not help either, as I believe I appear to be look like a dickhead, and I believe the educational system is a bunch of bullshit, since the instructors don't seem to care what the students think. I used to be such an upbeat and creative person, but now I can't look in the mirror without wanting to kill myself.