Brief description, I have a great life. I have a job that I genuinely love, I make a great salary, I have amazing friends, and I get to do a lot of cool shit. I have a great life by all means. I mean hell, there’s people dying all over the world and I’m lucky enough to be sitting here in my apartment complaining on my cell phone. So why do I always feel depressed. It’s such a hard feeling to describe. Some days are ok, most days aren’t. It’s like a weight inside my head that just drags me down mentally and physically. I’ve tried meds, I’ve tried alternative remedies. Exercise, hobbies, none of it works. I’m just sick of feeling trapped in my own head. I feel like my mind is never quiet. I’m always stressed about something. I can never just relax. I don’t want to feel like this. I’m not suicidal, I want to live. I want to laugh and I want to love. But I can’t get out of my own damn head. What do I do.