I don't have bpd my partner does. I am feeling really lossed, I love her with all my heart. I want nothing more than to be by her side. She tells me I treat her great for her condition better than anyone before in one moment. Then the next I'm on no contact and we don't have a solution for days. And then we're soulmates again. Do I put to much of my own happiness in someone with this condition? Is this impossible to maintain?