Hey… So it’s graduation season. Congratulations to the class of 22 i am very proud because school? especially COLLEGE? bitch… Lol it’s hard. it’s so hard. especially when you’re BRNT OUT to the max. I can’t help but feel awful… I should be there. I should have gotten my diploma last year actually. BPD has made school hard. Especially as things happen and I don’t have a solid therapist, money, etc there’s so much happening. I wanna give up. But i can’t. I want a break but i can’t take one… I feel like a failure. There’s people out here with double majors and a minor graduating EARLY with internships etc everything and im just wondering why i can’t do that?… i was such a star student when i was younger. idk burn out is real i guess. really real. anyone else experience this? i also went from being more the quiet borderline to more explosive as the years past it looks like… 🥸 im over it all. i want to make my family proud i don’t want them to see me just as my BPD but i also want them to ACKNOWLEDGE it because it’s a part of me that literaly affects my daily life no matter what i do. why can’t i do it? does anyone else get this?