I had exams yesterday and it took everything out of me. I have chronic pain and I thought it was going well recently and it just has to beat me down again. I’m so disappointed in my life and myself that I can’t just enjoy my life and if it’s even worth it if there is a certainty that I’ll never be without pain and that I won’t just be able to ever just enjoy my life. I feel so worthless and I’m exhausted of everything.