So often I get feelings that I can't categorize anywhere but under the "I'm crazy/it's me" bracket, then I go on here and read your stories which helps me understand I'm neither crazy, nor alone. 

When I freak out about something I tend to really hate myself for it (Like my FP not texting back for a while) 

And I'd been stuck with that self hatred for a long time. But you guys give me a sense of comradery only a big group of people that go through my every day struggles aswell can.

I guess you guys might be a close second to being my FP.

On a second note, I'd really like to have someone to talk to directly about my struggles with BPD but I'm always afraid to message someone directly.

**So a little bit about me:** I'm 18, a guy, from the EU, dropped out of school, been misdiagnosed with about every disorder in the book, getting tested (just a formality, luckily my therapist immediately saw the same connections I did when I brought it up.) for BPD real soon. I work out a lot, make a lot of music, and generally try to keep my head above water. 

If you'd like to talk/maybe be mental health buddies I'd really encourage you to PM me. I don't care if you're a guy or a girl (or other), 18 or 81, as long as you're kind.

Lots of love!