Now, this is an oh my god in a good way. Now, it's weird but I need to gush about my partner. 
I often snap at him because of stress, but I apologise and make it up to him. I try my best not to and I'm in therapy to sort it out, however today I learnt that this week will be really stressful with dbt appointments, doctors appointment, ect. And he today, turned to me and put his collar on me and told me it was symbol to me that no matter how snappy I am, that I have it to remind me that he loves me and it killed me inside, like, oh my god??? That....amazed me??? I'm? In shock??? I'm????