Its 5am and I'm lying awake (again) because I keep thinking about how i got nothing from my boyfriend for my birthday or our 1 year anniversary. Valentine's day was also a nightmare . i dont care about money or anything like that. I bought him stuff. I would've been happy with a home made card or even a flower from the side of the road. It makes me feel like he doesnt care about me. I talked to him about it and he said he doesn't even think about gifts because he grew up poor. He seemed mad I brought it up. Money has NOTHING top do with it. It's about showing the other person you think about them.. This always causes me to split and almoat leave him 