&amp;#x200B;

I end up in thought cycles like this: 

"man if I could believe things would be OK even if I fail at my goals, I would be alot less stressed out and be able to work towards my goals better"

"But wait things would maybe not be OK if I failed, there would be hardship financially and emotionally / regret-wise if I fail at my goals. Also life often feels not worth the struggle overall." 

"BUT BUT it would help me out if I could believe things would be OK no matter what so I could be less stressed out/anxious" AHHHH

And then it goes in a circle 

&amp;#x200B;

And just end up in a thought loop like this and still am trying to convince myself deeply that things will be OK even if I fail at my goals so I can be more zen/less worried about things