I got my degree for the prestige, belief I'd get high pay, and to prove to myself that I was smart enough to do it. In college I looked at graphic design but decided not to go into the field because of possible low pay. 

Now its years later and with my Health Sciences degree I am working at a job whose qualifications are a high school diploma. I still live with my parents. I wasted such an important opportunity in my life and had one shot. I messed it up. I'm almost suicidal but scared to actually die.

Can someone make me feel better?