I wish this person in the past never betrayed my trust. They took photos of me while I was sleeping without my consent

Now it affects my current relationship

I constantly check their phone, checking their screen time, what apps they used, if they used the camera, for how long

Even when they've done nothing to make me worry about this. It's not fair to them

I even check my own phone and I noticed the camera app was used when I didn't use it all day
So I asked my partner if it was them and they said no
But I can't calm my mind
I want to make it stop, I don't want to carry this with me anymore, it hurts so much.

It feels like a curse, to have your trust broken so much it turns into embarrassing paranoia and obsessive behaviors 

I'm hurting so much