I've recently had a bump in the road with a specific family member.

They emailed their feelings and words like 
disgusted and underhand ring through me even now.

You may wonder what would incite a reaction? I wanted to sleep on a bed because my job has been so full on. For one night I slept in their bed and this was discovered and the venom that dripped from this email was something else.

I challenged another family member about the contents of this email and I've just had a response from them that they read the email.

Cue splitting and a lot of anger.

I haven't always felt like I was meant to be here. I have always felt out of place or stupid because of my thoughts and feelings.

Family being like this makes it a hard struggle especially when you tell them of your diagnosis. You'd think they'd take an interest or invested level of care?

Rejection is a normal part of life apparently but I feel like I'm continually being condemned and burnt at the stake for being a witch, when in part all that I am going through was enabled in a period of time/development that I had no say in.