In the past I’ve had issues with being unfaithful,

My relationship and SO are both great, it’s all my fault. I’m also a flirt and over share when I like someone.

At times I feel so full of self hate about this that it makes me suicidal.

I want a do over to start life again and get it right. But I can’t. This was my one shot and I fucked it up and I can never change that.

I want to be a better person in the future and I work hard at it every day. But I am a fuck up and some days I feel I always will be.

