I’m going through a really rough time lately. A combination of my period and being on winter break from school and living alone for the first time.

During this time, I got really attached to a girl that I was hooking up with. In retrospect, it’s clear that she never cared about me in the way that I cared about her. It was just sex to her.

Tonight I got really sad and I texted her telling her that I was sad, hoping she’d care. She asked why I was sad, but never responded after that.  It’s been over an hour.

I feel so stupid and rejected and I hate myself for wanting her to make me feel better. I hate being this way. Tonight is really hard.