It fucking destroys me to be nice and sensitive and caring to those more fortunate than me regarding their situations. Every time I show respect and endearment a piece of my soul dies but that is just who I am. And if I have to be the guy who listens to people struggle who have everything I could ever dream of just to help them a bit whilst I fucking rot then so be it. I will do it until my last dying breath and I will let is destroy my fucking soul and heart because that is who I am. May my heart crumble to ash in the pursuit of being a good person with nothing left to give but fumes.