When I did eventually get a job at the age of 23 they decided to fire me. From than I developed very very severe agoraphobia. I can be my worst enemy so it's worse. And now I'm trying so hard to overcome it but I'm failing. I'm 25 will be 26 in 2 months. I simply do not want to live. Its simple. I dont even have a boyfriend either. If its gonna be this hard for me then I dont want to know.