I just need to vent :’) Any advice or input would be appreciated.

It’s been a year since we broke up but I still have breakdowns thinking about this everyday.

He never even loved me, he said he was just confused about sad about his ex. So, he immediately started dating his ex again after we broke up, and was also speaking to her throughout our relationship. 

They’ve broken up now. I thought I’d be happier but I’m still crying everyday knowing that he’s sad about her and he doesn’t even think about me. 

I feel so emotionally cheated on and I feel like I’m not good enough, like I’m not even worthy enough for him to feel sad about me, yet he feels sad about his ex. There’s no love for me and no care for me, it just makes me feel so flawed.