So I'm looking for my first real job right now and it's making me lose my mind.

Everything about it is so anxiety-inducing... Just looking at job postings makes me want to cry because I feel like I'm not good enough for any of them.

I've also posted my resume online, so I occasionally get emails and/or phone calls from recruiters. I've always had issues with sending emails and making phone calls since I never know what to say... This morning I actually missed a call and it took hours before I had the courage to call back (only for them to ultimately tell me they can't help me, just like all the other recruiters I've spoken to).

Just, idk man... I feel like I can't relax. I'm scared I'm never gonna find a job. I already have so much trouble just applying to jobs, how am I ever gonna make it past the interview (if I ever manage to get one in the first place)? I'm also scared that if I do get hired, my anxiety is gonna get in the way too much and they'll end up firing me.

How do y'all do it?