i am 23 years old and i’ve suffered from depression since i was 14. in march, it became completely unbearable. i stopped leaving my bed completely i withdrew from all my friends i had no energy i simply was not okay.. at all. every single day i considered ending my life. It was the worst pain I’ve ever experienced. I thought i was the most miserable person in the entire world, i thought nobody would ever be able to understand my pain. I tried 11 different medications during this time, each one making me worse and one day.. it just got better. I just felt like breathing was a little bit easier. i was on a medical leave from work because i spent 8-9 hours a day just weeping, and now i fucking go to work. i had my first day today without one fleeting suicidal thought. i love you. it’s going to be okay