I have almost run out of options
-depression/anxiety diagnosed at 16-17
-diagnosed w endometriosis: chronic pain, pain w sex, pain w bowel movement, incontinence, no cure
-other health issues that block treatment for endo 
-went off meds last year, went crazy, hurt someone i love very badly with MANY poor decisions 
-fucked up life and life plan 
-now dealing with consequences, still off meds, no job, extreme guilt, 
-ED relapse 
-Now failing relationship 
-Suicidal again 
-not showering, in bed 20 out of 24 hrs, unemployed, no job prospects
-Cant afford help 

Might as well quit while im ahead huh? It only gets worse from here. Im tired and just want to die.