Had a baby and been going downhill steadily, hes a hard kid. Plus I have a two year old. My pp psych thinks im a guineapig apparently. She is aware I was on medications and extremely stable pre-pregnancy but she wont get me back to my doses or even on my right medications. Why, during this extremely important time, would she fuck with me? Plus when I go in she can't help but stare at my scars. Like, just ASK TO SEE THEM? Ask about them?? Stop making me feel weird. Stop playing around with me. Stop kicking me out after 10 minutes after I drive over an hour to see you. 

HELP. ME. 

What the fak is wrong with some people? Why get into the psych field if you don't want to listen to your patient? 

Ugh. Rant over until after I see her on Wednesday I guess.