29f. Every year Mother’s Day is all about me happily trying to find the perfect gift for my mom and cards of appreciation but this year something strange happened?! I actually became sad, it hit me.. I’m not a mother. I see all my peers and family my age enjoying their families and children (&amp; I know the grass is not greener) but I can’t help but feel depressed at the thought that I am not a mother, nor married, or in a relationship. Yes, I have always been a late bloomer but it’s getting strange now?! , is it just not in my future to be loved ? I’m starting to get anxiety when I see families in public, I had to fight back the tears at the gyn last month seeing all the happy expecting mothers and fathers in the waiting room. I almost had a breakdown while walking at the park when I saw all the soccer families gather for a game. I am about 2 years off meds after taking them for 11years but if I continue this behavior I am afraid I will have to back on (which I don’t want), I just feel so helpless.