Context: I'm a nervous wreck at least 85% of the time and have really severe anxiety but can't get meds because my father has partial custody of me still and hates me and my mother and won't sign off on any.


But we're at this place with an indoor water park and not only was i able to just go in given the amount of people and noise which is usually too much i managed to go down all of the slides,  even the "aggressive thrill" bowl slide and I'm super proud rn!