The past week I've noticed I'm feeling emotionally numb.

I know I'm not happy but I feel nothing. Just to empty. I tried to search for this sadness. I can't even cry. I can't feel happy. I feel fleeting things but it feels so superficial.

Im due to go back to work after two weeks off and honestly, I don't know how I am going to cope with it. I have no choice. I have so much pressure to earn. This next three weeks is going to be hectic.

I just feel so trapped. I tried reaching out to mental health professionals but they put me on a two year waiting list.

How do I get past this?