I’ve been in intensive therapy for 7 months and I go to therapy everyday ( yes except weekends) 

My bpd isn’t as bad as it was last year before I was in therapy. Tho I don’t know how I can better manage this even with the skills I have. I just need some support rn before I just ruin things or hurt anyones feelings and whatnot. I am getting back on meds anyway.


 I don’t want to project these issue onto this person or anyone really. I plan on telling my therapist as she is finally back in the office

The reason I probably feel I’m this way atm is cuz I worry what I have will be lost. A lot Is going on in the next month especially the anniversary of my brothers death and my ex best friends birthday  who left a huge impact maybe that’s why this fear is rolling up on me

I don’t know maybe I’m looking into it much.

I just worry I care about this person and I don’t want to up and leave because of my own fears and insanity