I've been taking **Hydroxyzine** for the past few months, and I am having the most wonderful dreams I've ever had. It is almost like peoples' descriptions of lucid dreaming. I'm not fully in control, but every night, whether I wake up or not and then go back to sleep, I can access that dream again. It is like I pressed pause on a movie. It is so bizarre. I don't know where else to talk about this experience, and I wonder why I have only found one post on the subject (though it is archived). 

When I take this before bed (likely the problem), I am transported to a weird series of events that are just so vivid. It is almost like a trip. I'm just so surprised that people aren't talking about it (aside from that one post I found). 

Shared experienced would be greatly appreciated. Here is mine in a nutshell; I don't want a Tl;DR here:

For one, it was as if I was locked in my own past. I felt that every moment was a mention of my past life. I would go around talking to people I once knew (mind you that everything looked as real as reality), and I was just slowly embracing that moment. I was revisiting dead ones, old girlfriends, and even randomly interacting with strange puzzles and mysteries—as if I was there! I actually feel my body as I move around. It has truly made it really hard to get up in the morning because I know that if I lie back down, I will go back into that dream state (I know I should stop taking it before bed, but I like the soothing effect on my racing mind and how it helps me fall asleep).

I'm going to start writing down these dreams because I am having full blown conversations with my own psyche. Super weird but also very interesting. It is almost like a short journey into my subconscious. 

Thoughts? Ideas? Any similar experiences? How can an antihistamine provide this type of relief and insight?