Hello, I have just recently began college and I’ve began to cut myself. I have been diagnosed with anxiety and depression for about 6 years, but have never cut. I did it once about 2 weeks ago to see what it felt like and now I can’t stop. I’m not necessarily suicidal, I think what it would be like to die but I don’t ever act on those thoughts. 
I’m lost and don’t want to tell people, any advice? Thanks❤️