i had an incident a couple nights ago, and i was really worried about my boyfriend finding out. last time i told him about hurting myself he said something about them not being very bed and it really hurt, it's happened a few times since but always in a not very obvious spot so i figured he hadn't noticed until they had started to heal, and assumed they were the old ones. this time it was in a pretty obvious place and i know he saw it, but he hasn't said anything which feels pretty bad too, like i know i didn't want him to know but this just feels like he really doesn't care. im falling apart and he keeps telling me ill be okay when im genuinely afraid that I'm going to kill myself.