I spoke to my (useless) doctor today who basically made fun of me and said that it’s very weird to become sad because I am bored. 

I was speaking about my week and told him that some days I really struggle when I have nothing to do because I get bored and then feel really down/empty &amp; hopeless. He thought the idea was really bizarre 🤷‍♂️

I haven’t been diagnosed with BPD (or anything yet) but I’m in the process of getting a diagnosis whatever that may be.