This was a huge step and it was very hard for me to achieve this. Since I really do care for him and love him and I want to see him thrive, but the stuff he posts sends me into massive episodes of anger, sadness and overthinking. It became clear to me that the things he told me the last and final time we saw each other were meant to “ease me into” the entire situation. Aka. That he has already somewhat moved on and potentially pursuing a new person. This is soul crushing for me. However, I can understand him and why he would take such an approach, he just wanted to protect me from my mind. And since I decided that I wanted to be my own priority, this had to be done for the sake of my wellbeing even though I REALLY didn’t want to do it. He did nothing wrong, but I can’t keep living in the past if I want to seek out major improvements.
I’m sick of having to endure pain so I can appear “stronger” or be “the bigger person”.

I think I did the right thing… Even if it doesn’t feel right to me. I already feel 10 times lighter and on the right track.

One day when I get much better, of course I’ll unblock him. But until then, extensive work must be done.