I've been dating this girl for almost 2 months now, and I like her a lot. But like every relationship in the end I feel like things are going badly, even if they're not. Its almost like I try to undermine the relationship on suspicion alone. It takes me a lot of effort to just tell myself things are alright, she doesn't hate me, she'll stick around, and she accepts me for who I am. But in the back of my head I feel like she is about to break up with me, for no reason, or a reason I've made up in my mind. I've noticed this pattern a lot with girls I'm actually interested in. Usually I'll start an argument over nothing and just break up with the girl and dispise her right away.

I've done some reading on Borderline Personality Disorder and it seems spot on for me even though I've only been diagnosed as Bipolar. Does anyone have both borderline and bipolar that has a similar problem?

I just needed to get this off of my chest, I plan on bringing up the possibility of being borderline to my psychiatrist the next time I see her.