Hi everyone. 
Over the last few years I’ve been struggling hard with my moods, emotions, outlook, everything. Unfortunately, my partner has to struggle as well because I can be so hard to keep up with. 

Everyday is a mystery on how I’m going to feel towards him and life in general. Will I be angry? Freak out? Will I not care? Will I be overly happy and content? 

I really don’t know what to do from here and it feels like something is just off with the way my brain works.