I’ve been on my meds religiously. I don’t skip. I have other conditions and a doctor just put me on hormone medication. Not sure if it’s effecting my Wellbutrin, but I struggling to cope. I’m extremely depressed. I feel like leaving my boyfriend and killing myself. I blocked him on my device and I don’t plan on going home tonight. I’d rather sleep in my car. He has a cold at the moment, but I’m tired of pretending everything is ok. We haven’t fucked and I tell distant. I work in a call center. I’ve hung up on people this morning. My supervisor is watching me like a hawk. I’m not whining. I literally feel like I’m about to snap. There’s not safe places.