Am very very bad either abandonment. I don't have object permanence and I feel like every single time I do something wrong, my friends will abandon me.

My crush is currently mad at me because I asked a little too many intrusive questions over his cancer diagnosis. I don't know how to react, but I'm not very, very worried that he'll abandon me.

What do I do?!

Is there a chance that he's going to ditch me? I've been super difficult trying to tell him he shouldn't be with me lately, and I'm worried he's hitting breaking point.