Recently I had to stop talking to my FP because I started to get really obsessed with him to the point where I could hardly sleep. I was constantly worrying about when he was going to text me next, the way they were texting me (if they seemed really happy to talk to me or not), and just constantly thinking about him and our relationship. I finally snapped at him one day because he wasn't answering my calls and overall it just seemed like he was avoiding me. He kept making a dumb excuse that he was "falling in and out of sleep" for a couple hours so that's why he kept missing my calls. I wish I wasn't so needy and desperate for his attention. It sucks because he specifically said to me "I want you needy for me" and "I want you obsessed with me" a couple days before this. So in a way it's like he loves that I'm like this but I hate that I'm like this, I feel so pathetic. I plan on trying to message him in a couple weeks in hopes of seeing if we can have a friendship still. Please give any tips on how I continue to be his friend in a healthy way.