Hello, I’m a recent college grad and I landed my dream job straight out of school. It’s high paying and exactly what I went to school for. The trouble is I’m stressed out of my mind constantly. There is very little support from higher ups and it’s not the type of thing you can figure out on your own unless you’re a genius which I very much am not. I’m not sure what to do. I thought this was what I wanted to do, but it’s so much harder than I thought it would be. I excelled at it in college, but the actual job is leagues more difficult. I’m completely lost most of the day with nobody to help me finish my tasks or even teach me how to do my job. This type of work is all I know I’m good at and I went into a large amount of debt getting the degree, so I can’t exactly just change jobs. I’ve started drinking heavily and become depressed. If I can’t make this job work, I truly have no idea what I will do. I’m not sure what I’m looking for by posting, but I’m just losing my mind and needed to say it someplace.