I'm not officially diagnosed with an anxiety disorder yet but that's probably cuz I haven't been to a proper psych evaluation. 

Just venting I suppose, this is around 5th month of anxiety and 3.5 months of being on an Ssri. Things have gotten significantly better alhamdulillah but..I still have residual anxiety and I'm just wondering if I'll ever get my old self back. 

The self without anxiety, the self not worrying 24/7.. I'm often questioning myself and my ability to do tasks that were of no issues previously.. why did I get like this? 

My therapist told me to "accept" the residual anxiety cuz they aren't exactly stopping me from doing everyday activities but it's really smth I want out of my life. 

Do u think.. I'll ever be my self without this anxiety again?..