I honestly don't know what I'm doing with my life, I feel tired lost and I just want to kill myself, I'm in therapy but I feel like it's not working or maybe it's because my sessions aren't more frequent, I go out with a girl but sometimes I feel like it's hard for me have human relationships with others, I just want to be alone, the dilemma of the hedgehog happens to me :( , I don't find meaning in my life and I just want to sleep forever and I suffer insomnia, this is so fucked up, sorry I didn't have anyone to tell it, there's only Sometimes I feel good when I write and it doesn't matter if nobody reads me...