I fell for someone even though I told myself I wasn’t allowed to. I’m the type of person who’s meant to be alone. Falling for someone just creates problems and causes heart break. Especially since It’s impossible to love me. I feel my heart shattering after finding out he only likes me for my body. I’m thinking about starting to cut again so I keep myself in line and don’t make this mistake again. I am poison. It’s time I stopped trying to infect people.