My anxiety it getting odd these days.
My body feels weak. I keep feeling lightheaded or like my heart just made a huge effort. Very fatigued. Can’t sleep properly.
I don’t feel like myself, my voice sounds different… I gained weight (from a surgery and medication). 
My hair is breaking and suddenly turn lighter, my nails are breaking, my skin is dull and looks awful. 
Everyone tells me that I look sick but aside from anemia and a few vitamin deficiencies, my doctor cannot seem to find something that would explain this. 
I get panic attacks more often, I feel alone and depressed and absolutely exhausted.

I don’t know what to do… 
I want a spa day…
And many days off to sleep….