I’m asking this I guess to feel less alone. 
Every morning my anxiety would stop me leaving my mum and getting out of the car which lead to me eventually attending school online. I would regret going home everyday and hate myself for not trying hard enough (even though I did what I felt I could at the time). 

Today it happened again with my first driving test. My mum spent around £70 on a 1 hour driving test and all I did was stand outside the car crying, having a mental battle of whether I should get in or not. We went home with me having a breakdown about how much I hate myself and have been plagued with guilt for the last few hours.

Are there any experiences you guys have missed out from due to anxiety that you regret now or did for a while after? 

Its important to remember to forgive yourself, I am still learning how to but don’t want any of you to be hard on yourself for any of it, just asking out of curiosity and comfort.