I don’t feel it anymore. The sadness, the anger or the tiredness. I’m completely numb to it all. I’ve gone so long with untreated depressive symptoms that I am numb. It feels weird it really does. I almost don’t feel anything. It’s like a fog in my brains forming a wall between my thoughts and the process of it. Fuck dude! It’s been like that for a while I just haven’t realized it till just now.