I have to cross the entire city n take the subway w two big chairs that i bought for my balcony and. I’m spiraling just thinking about having to do this. It’s not that bad right ? Everybody has to do smth slightly uncomfortable once in a while ? But i keep thinking about how embarrassing and bothersome it will b for Me and people in the subway. The trip to the chairs and back shouldn’t even take more than 1 hour. It will just be one hour of extreme discomfort and maybe dirty looks bc i’ll be taking up quite a bit of space in the sub and maybe ppl making fun of me and maybe accidentally hitting ppl w the chairs. And then i’ll have chairs for my balcony forever. And I really want a chair bc the sunset is insanely pretty from it. But i’m feeling so restless when i still have 15 hours to go til then. This might just be my finishing blow /lh