It started on the first day, she spoke too much, breathed loudly, sucked her teeth (*WHY?????*) I could hear every-single-thing she did. It made me so angry and I found myself talking to others about it and quickly learned everyone around me felt the same. 

Yet, I'm the only one who can't stand it to a point of wanting to leave my work. 

It's not like I'm highly invested in it in the first place, in fact I hate it. We have to lock away all our electronics (we can't even use cards to pay for lunch, only change.) and I'm stuck in a basement with ten or so other people for the full 8 hours. Hell, we even have to go to the bathroom as a group. It's a living hell. 

I came out of a work situation where I was alone for two years, thinking "It will be nice to be with people again." H A H A

I need this job to pay for my life, I live alone, I support my parents, but thinking I have to go back tomorrow is making my stomach curl. I want to throw up, I can't stand the idea of working another day with that girl, with that environment. 

Just last week every time she made noises while on break, I slapped my ring on the table just to get myself to snap out of my disgust for her. I even left early one day when I started to disassociate in the middle of work (I started laughing to myself at my desk, which turned a few heads) because I knew I was moments from getting up and screaming at her. 

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Honestly I don't know what to do. What job am I even mentally good for anymore? Being alone at my old job was stressful, being with people isn't obviously working, working from home just means even more isolation, I'm so lost haha.