Does anyone else crave attention badly and wants to be a great communicator but can't help but get overwhelmed by people texting and ends up airing them.. But after some time tries to fix shit and replys to messages with some random excuses.. And eventually ends up doing the whole airing messages thing again?

Cuz I've been like this for the past 3 years.. And it somehow feels less stressing when you don't text back.. But soon enough lonesome kicks in and you feel like you wanna reach out.. But some people just don't understand the struggle and assume you're a rude person.

Ugh.. I hope I'm making sense to at least a single person.