I left both last two relationships of two years because I didn’t feel ready or like I wanted a partner. It’s not been 6 months of being single, I only went on 1 coffee date (not even a date) and it was beautiful and fun and nice. &amp; all day I’ve been overthinking it.

How to tell if this is a sign of not readyness or a time to explore why? Am I just gunna keep being like this? I do obviously think I need more time but I would like to have fun and enjoy company. But my body won’t even let me do that