Hooked up first date, says never trusted anyone as much as i trust you you make me feel so safe. spend whole next day w her. Find out my iphone was left in her car* so end up seeing her again shortly after. 

*whirlwind 3-4 month relationship* 

Becomes toxic makes me delete every girl i follow on my social media. Eventually breaks up w me cus we are at diff stages in our lives. Fast forward 1 month shes msging me. Fast forward 3 yrs shes still msging me and talking about having kids and being married. 

Rare to have someone care this much abt me but feel like im just taking advantage of her mental condition and the love or attachment is actually just not at all real. 

She feels personally affronted if i comment on another girls pic or devastated if i come to our home country without telling her im “back”. 

Not sure what to do as I am afraid to lose her but also afraid this might get in the way of future relationships.. 

Very sad.