I (25 F) really want to have a child one day. But appearantly the risk of my child to have BPD is %14 which is not a very small number. The risk is 4 times (or 10 times due to another study) more than normal. It's also at least %42 genetic %58 environmental due to the twin studies i know it but as a PwBPD it might be harder to give my kid a healthy environment than a person without BPD. I know i would take more therapy and educate myself more before i decide to have a child but i don't have a lot of experience with children especially babies and probably i won't have for a long time. (No baby has born my family for 24 years and i don't think any of my friends will have a baby in 10 years.) i'm freaking out. I won't have a child in 5 years and i'll take therapy and educate myself but i'm still freaking out to hurt my future baby. Shouldn't i have a biological baby ever? And mom with BPD, how can you deal with this situation?