I have an issue with wanting my way. When things don’t go my way I normal get so upset that I sob and have to take a lorazepam to calm myself down, I hate how emotional I get over it and I can’t control it.

I have no interest in compromise, if given another option I would rather do nothing than “give in” and take the compromise. 

I cry because I’m angry I didn’t get what I wanted and I also hope that my crying will make the person give me what I want, which makes me extra guilty because I feel like I’m a manipulator :( 

It’s very childish and something that I struggle with,
Of course I don’t do this over every little thing that doesn’t go my way, it’s hit or miss what will tigger a breakdown and what I’ll just shrug off and deal with...