anyone else feel like they just annoy everyone?

When I'm in a good mood I feel like I talk way too much and also over share and it makes everyone around me annoyed. I know I do it and I can't control it so it sucks when people just flat out say I'm too much or I can tell they've had enough of me. I always get so quiet after and I feel like no one understands how much it makes me feel like shit. I hate this disorder. I wish I wasn't so sensitive and had some control. Sometimes I respond with anger which always makes it worse. Idk what the point of this is but I just don't want to feel so alone