27 female. I’ve been diagnosed with anxiety, but a lot of mental health conditions over lap each other sometimes I wonder if it’s something else. 

So I went to an interview. I’ve had numerous and numerous of interviews my whole life from 18-27 years old, but today was bad. I show up very nervous already. I get back into a room and there’s 4-5 people in this room ready to interview me. I walk in and I immediately feel like I’m shaking, sweating, my mouth gets completely dry and I cannot get a word out. I’m sure my face is white as a ghost at this point. I either ramble on and talk way too much or I get immediate brain fog, I forget everything. Which makes it worse. As I was talking and answering questions I could feel like they thought I was acting strange or just incredibly nervous or they could see me shaking. I asked for a bottle of water and apologized that I was “shaken” up because I was hit from behind at the red light before I got here. WHY DID I LIE. I hate when I do that, but I did it anyway to compensate for an awful interview. Ugh it was awful. It went okay but I just had bad vibes and just fucking lied that I got hit from behind because I was shaking and stuttering my words and not making sense. I felt like I was going to pass out, so saying that made me feel just a tiny bit better. Ugh.