(20 F)

Everything was fine, taking medication as usual, vitamins that are being tested to help moods were minimizing my anxiety, work was going great and I got a raise. School was fine and my grades were up. I thought I was finally in "remission"

Two years ago I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder type 1 with Psychotic features after I had a mental break down at school, ran from a class, and tried to commit suicide. I thought I had grown so much since then.

This past week I can feel my head deteriorating.

Small things are getting to me. The voices in my head won't stop. I can't focus at work, it's almost like I have different lenses distorting my view of the world and very noise is amplified. My medication seems to have stoped working and I constantly feel paranoid and anxious. 

I have no idea what to do or where to go. But I feel like I am about to explode.