I’m so fucking lonely and empty it hurts. I live alone. I have no friends. I was gone for three weeks and had multiple coworkers not even notice.

My therapist has no appointments so I can’t see her. My doctor was the only person who talked to me regularly to make sure I wasn’t fucking dead and he retired. I literally have *no one*.

I can’t even get strangers online to notice me even if I’m begging for help. I feel like such a fucking loser and a waste of space I want to die