I have severe depression. Its a simple statement, but one i wish i did not have to say. Others i have talked to about this all say its not normal. Honestly, whats normal anymore. I feel numb. My entire body, mainly my legs just feel numb. I get so depressed, so low, and i just want to FEEL something. But im numb. The only thing i can do is hurt myself. I dont cut, but i need to feel pain to feel something. So ill scratch and smack and punch my legs to feel it. To feel something. Its like i use it to bring me back. Do others experience this? Or am i just the only one of the billions of people with depression drowning in numbness?