This may sound weird, I don’t know if others can relate. I hope this won’t sound too wishy washy, I struggle with putting it into words.


But I don’t know what kind of person I am or am supposed to be, so I resort to lots of personality tests - only to take them again and again because I’m so unsure of my answers and spend so much time on one question about myself because I just don’t know which one is right about me. 


My friends seemed to have a certain consistency and be through with everything quickly, but I just felt like whatever result I had, even though it was always different, I just adapted to it. Now I have no idea how to describe myself to others.. every time I say something, it feels like a lie.