I was pretty good recently. I mean, I was feeling okay and I was starting to plan my future. I was kinda optimistic. But since last night I feel so bad. I feel like everything is useless. Like, I was feeling okay and I thought I could finally be okay. I thought I was getting better. But now, I feel so much worse. I don't know what to do. I also don't want to do anything. I have no energy. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again.
I really don't know what to do. When I was feeling okay, I dreamed about being in a drama club. When I dreamed it, I felt okay. But now, when I think about this I feel terrified. I can't even think about it. I just want to stop everything.