I fucked up!! Broke up with my fp about 2 weeks a ago. It took a lot of strength to not text her or go to her. She sometimes texted me and I was so proud of myself that I would stand my ground. I felt so strong, but I caved and texted her. Tried to deleted the message, but I was to late. I feel so dumb! 

All I can do is cry and blame myself for being so weak! It feels like al the progress I've made in the last 2 weeks are gone.