I’ve been seeing different psychologists since 2019 and have been through/ maxed out of over 8 different kinds of meds. My anxiety is more of a physical thing that causes me to throw up /black out , whole body goes weak, shaking etc. i can deal with the mental anxiety part but the physical part is what sucks. I have taken Xanax recreationally and it helped so much. It affects me way differently than it affects anybody around me that takes them . I become social and comfortable not slow and crash out how everybody else does. But I can’t get any psychologist to prescribe it or anything similar ?