I feel like I’m never happy unless I have some obtainable object of affection like a boyfriend or fwb. I just came out of an extremely dark period of time that was caused by a guy I had known for only a few weeks ghosting me. And what caused me to come out was the fact that I found someone new... I know it’s unhealthy and I’m going to start talking to my therapist about it but I’m just wondering if other people feel similar. It’s definitely tied to my abandonment issues/emotional neglect when I was a child. I just can’t imagine a life without romantic interests. When I see single people I just think they must be so sad and depressed (which I know is totally not true!). I really never realized this about myself until recently but it’s been prevalent throughout my life.  