I don't have any friends or the kind of life that others my age have.  I'm going to be 30 in a few years and I don't have anything to show for it.  I haven't accomplished or experienced anything and I feel like it's too late to change who I am. 

People have never liked me much and I've been alone since I left behind a horrible high school experience. I'm ashamed of who I am and deeply regretful of what I've done. 

I don't like the world or life and I don't want to be here