Over the past couple of weeks my abandonment issues have been showing up like crazy! My mom and I got in to a huge blow up (she’s constantly tearing down my appearance and is ultimately embarrassed by me, although she won’t straight out say it) I decided to distance myself for my own mental health. It’s been rough on me and to top it off, my gf is going away for the weekend to visit family. I know she’s had a rough couple of weeks with work, her own life and dealing with me, so I know it’s good for her to have a break too, I just can’t help this feeling of being abandoned all over again. I wish this would all just end and I can go back to being happy. 