Over the past year i’ve fallen into a hole of depression. Just now i’ve realized how bad it really it is and that i’m really struggling. I’ve fallen too deep and now i feel like i’m drowning. I don’t have people that i can even call my real friends let alone make new ones. My self hatred just keeps growing as there is nothing good about me. If i could end it i would. I’m just a tired and lonely person now that people walk over. All of this finally wore me down to the point of a huge mental breakdown causing me to miss a whole week. I wish i wasn’t so pathetic.