TW: mentions of suicidal thoughts and occurrences 
Incoming rant, you’ve been warned:)
The title basically says it all. I’ve been diagnosed with severe anxiety since I was a kid, been battling with severe depression the past 6 years &amp; have had multiple attempts where I very interestingly had to clean up the “scene” afterwards by myself because I can’t have anyone find out. It’s even worse during finals, My memory is fucked, I either can’t get any sleep or sleep way too fucking much &amp; get multiple, daily panic attacks (they obviously make me feel disgusting). 
Oh almost forgot this, I get terribly painful migraines when I’m stressed &amp; under tons of pressure aka all the damn time. I just can’t make it through this month, I know I can’t. I’ve never been more burnt out and tired in my life. &amp; before you try and call this “how the world works” just, don’t. Please don’t. It’s not like these tests are my only reason for complaining, there’s a lot more deeply rooted trauma than one can tell based off of a shitty Reddit post.
If you’ve made it to this part, I’ve gotta thank you for spending your time reading this crap. I really appreciate it.