I always see people talk for like HOURS and then I try to imagine what the hell do they talk about so much? I mean???? I tried having friends but most of the time it is so damn painful to talk about basic life stuff like school, work, family etc. it's like I've already heard one person's life story, yours is gonna be basically the same with some small differences. I don't care about that and I don't want to share my life with anyone because... there's nothing to share??? I could talk about school, work etc. too but I DON'T CARE about those stuff. there's nothing interesting going on in my life nor in your life so what we should talk about?

I really want to have friends but I swear to god if anyone asks me one of these silly ass bullshit questions one more time I'm gonna snap.

what should I do? I can't force myself to talk, I tried, it's literally hell. but then again, I can't expect to have friends without introductions and stuff like that, but damn I just don't want to talk, I just want to hang out, why people always want to talk about their nonsense and why they ask about my nonsense, it's all just nonsense...