   


, so I have an important exam in 2 weeks and I have spent the last week in a depression episode, you need some backstory to understand why and how  


Basically last year was one of the worst years of my life, two grandparents and a close friend passed away in less than a month and I couldn't go to my grandma's funeral because I had to stay home and take care of my grandpa who died a few weeks after her, I had to help him do everything, and throughout all that my dad was in and out from the hospital and I felt like I would lose him two because of how ill he was at the time.  


Now after all that i somehow dealt with it given I had to deal with a lot of anxiety and depression and even had some mental breakdowns, new my dad's condition became allot better and I did my trial exams (the scores didn't mean anything it was all for preparation to the actual one's) and I had a good feeling throw out the whole thing, the problem was that the day after I finished them right at the morning of Friday I woke up to the sound of my dad screaming in pain and that was after he's gotten better for more than two months and I found him unable to move any of his limbs (this wasn't a symptom of his illness)and he was in pain even if he didn't move whatsoever after an injector of pain killers and a trip to the Doctor he's now all better but i kinda fell into a depression episode for the whole week after that I think it was some kind of trigger or something.