I’m super scared. One of my cousins mothers died from cancer and at the end she was forgetting a lot (stuff like forgetting how to unlock her phone). Ever since then I’ve had a fear of forgetting things. Sometimes when I write sentences or say sentences mid way through they’ll feel backwards and I’ll have to pause and figure out how they’re actually supposed to sound. I did this before as well but it’s gotten worse when I think to much about it

The thing that’s terrifying me tho is I was in the car tonight and say the moon was 75% covered. I thought to myself “how does it get covered like that?” And for some reason I thought the earth blocked the sun and that’s why some of it’s covered. But then I realized it’s just the way the moon constantly moves and changes spots and the earth moves making it all look different. But why did I forget how that works??? I’m so freaking scared. This didn’t happen until I thought about forgetting things to much. Am I gonna die????