Do you ever just accept that people do care about you out there? 

Some things I learned in the last year. 

•Don't cling to people that YOU want to care about you. Push away slightly and find the people that would like you to cling to them. If the people that you wanted to care about you are gone just cut them out. It's okay. 

•Stay close to your support for a while while you heal yourself. 

•Be kind to yourself. 

•It's a slow long process. Nothing will happen over night. 

How to heal when negative is trying so hard to cave you in? Still lost. But searching.