I struggle so much to find a purpose to life. I know that’s something that most people probably struggle with, but it doesn’t drive most people to suicidal ideation, so..
I can’t help but wonder why I’m actually bothering. Exams are coming up, so then I’ll go to uni, and then I’m just going to work every day until I die? Maybe build a house? That’s it honestly.. I don’t want kids or marriage so I feel like my life is a bit of a dead end. I just wish I had more purpose. I haven’t done anything productive with my life and that saddens me a lot