and I’ve been waiting at her house for 6 hours; since the message she sent saying she was on her way. I’ve been watching Judge Judy with her grandma all night lol. I have nothing better to do. 

I can’t help but feel incredibly heartbroken. This is my best friend of 15 years. Recently she’s been struggling with a meth addiction, and it’s been taking a toll on everyone around her. 

She’s the only friend I have, the only person that asks me to hangout. It is incredibly easy for me to cut people off, but somehow I can’t with her. And I can’t tell if it’s because I genuinely care about her, or for my own selfish reason that I don’t want to be friend-less. 