My FP left me the other day after a situation that was out of my hands. I had slowly built an entire life where we lived (after moving from my family home) and was getting on the road to recovery. I relapsed after struggling for a couple of days and my FP kicked me out and has split up with me. I just need some advice on how to deal with this because I now have no job, back at my family home without a bed and had continuous episodes since. I know this is something people go through, but I’m not handling it well at all and I don’t know what to do. Does anyone have any advice or coping mechanisms please? 
I’m at a loss and completely exhausted. I have had multiple attempts but keeping myself safe is getting harder and harder, I just don’t want to go through this anymore.