Haven't been doing well for a while now. I have these phases where some sorta ghost will take over me and I am just lost. Don't feel like talking to anyone at all because even uttering a word feels like an ordeal. Although I am constantly taking inside my head. My heart races like crazy and I just keep drinking water and peeing every half hour. I have excessive Hairfall as well. My eyes feel really heavy and I just want to be able to sleep. But even sleep evades me. Either I don't sleep at all or can't stay asleep for more than 10 minutes. The heart racing kills me and I feel better after throwing up but that doesn't help always. I don't know what to do. Please help!