The past 2 days have been awful. I feel totally worthless and like nobody cares. All I want to do is SH. I’ve also split on my FP because I got tired of always being the first to text and they went 4 days without texting me and then when they finally did, they barely responded to me and blew me off when I tried to make plans with them after I told them I was in a rough spot and needed to get out of my house. I just feel so low right now. I’m not suicidal, but I’m seriously resisting the urge to SH and I don’t know how long I can fight it. I don’t know why I’m posting this. I guess there’s just nobody I can talk to. I have no friends and no life. 