Does anyone else ever find themselves in this state? Almost like they can feel all of their emotions but never *REALLY* feel them? Like as if they’re so suppressed and stuffed down that you can never truly release them? When I get so angry I almost feel numb at the same time which makes me even more angry and I resort to self harm to try and feel something or at-least distract me from the pain. I just do not understand myself and I feel inherently broken and useless.