I feel like I made massive progress in these last months with my thought process. But the thought of even applying for a job makes me depressed and anxious, let alone working in itself. How tf do I get over that.. It's destroying me, it's the only thing my family talks with me about, nothing else. I feel like they value money over my well being. Every day telling me I'm piece of shit for not having a job, like I already don't know that. Any advice please?