I just recently got a BPD diagnosis, and once every week or so, I get this really strong urge to do something to get my blood pumping. Sometimes it’s sex, sometimes it’s doing something scary, and sometimes it’s something downright reckless like cheating on my partner or going to a hospital to pretend somethings wrong with me or something illegal. I don’t normally follow through, but I’m left feeling agitated and antsy until I find something to scratch the itch. Anyone else experience this? If so, what do I do?