hi guys i never harmed myself or anything but i have anger issues i was diagnosed with hpd but the doctor told me to not try to find a diagnosis find a solution i cant sleep at night overthinking my life for the past 6 years . i was always the enemy of myself and was easily influenced and i had severe depression and i went with bad company and smoked weed and had a psychotic episode . i see my friends one day as good people and the other i remember stuff that they did to me when i was young like joking and i block them i have intense imotions . always feeling depressed . always thinking about myself . i have fast mood swings and sometimes j get paranoid