Hi everyone, how are you doing? I’m doing better than I did 4 weeks ago. I started a new job and I really like working there so far. I’ve stayed home for about 6 weeks due to stress and my psychotic sensitivity started acting up.

I dream very vividly. I dreamt in cartoons a few days ago. All cartoons that I watched as a kid. But suddenly the dream became realistic. I saw a women, i thought she was so beautiful and intriguing and I wondered out loud in my head asking my dream who she is/was. I couldn’t see her face but It felt like I knew her. I was demanding my dream for an answer and then I heard a man in distress yelling “No!” and the sound of idk a door being shut very loudly. That woke me up. 

I wonder what the dream meant. Was it really a women that I know, are about to get to know in the future. And what about the ending of the dream. I’m a bit scared that it’s a warning or something in the future that I will get in psychosis and kill myself.