i’m having such a hard time, just this morning i was feeling so good!! so content and motivated, but for some reason i just get pushed back into these episodes. i could look at myself in the mirror and get sad or angry. i could have i thought or memory pass and just want to give up. and i do give up i let myself give up over and over and it just feels like this stupid cycle of trying and then failing. i’m so tired i don’t know who i am or why i do this. i’m probably gonna get the ick from myself for posting this in a hour 💀

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