About 2 months ago my roommate and best friend since highschool wanted to talk to me about some behavior she had observed in me. She said I was seemingly more withdrawn, paranoid, scared of things easily and seemed to be talking to myself. She consulted her at the time hoyfriend, a doctor of 10 years, who said it sounded like I was suffering for schizophrenia. Following that discussion we started making appointments to get a diagnosis and medication. Unfortunately all the appointments where a month long wait at least. So we waited. And my symptoms got worse. It peaked a few weeks ago, when I hallucinated that she had come into my room and started screaming at me, telling me I'm a horrible person and she wants nothing to do with me. I started crying, which woke her up and she came to check on me. I was panicked and started apologizing. I told her I don't know what I did but I was sorry, I wouldn't ever do anything to intentionally hurt her feelings like that. She was confused because it didn't actually happen. She took me to the hospital shortly after.

I requested FMLA from work so I had time to figure things out and adjust to medication. I've been on resparidone for 9 weeks now, and my doctor told me my symptoms are "sufficiently managed" to be able to return to work but I'm still terrified of everything.. I have the answer for what is wrong with me but.. now what? What do I do? How do I manage this? All of the doctor's I've talked to don't seem to have an answer other than just taking my meds regularly. What do I do now?