
i live a really good life, parents support me financially and i have a loving boyfriend but yet i feel like i have no purpose anymore. i feel like i’m living for everyone else and not me, i come from double divorce parents ( mom and dad broke up &amp; mom and step dad split) so everything has been going down hill since. i’m struggling with school and just overall mental well being, i feel almost as my mental state is rotting by the day. i can’t go to sleep without feeling guilty (i don’t even want to sleep). i hate waking up in the morning. i don’t look forward to my days. my parents swear they support me but do nothing but be little my thoughts and act as if i don’t have my own emotions. i feel like i’m in a constant state of hell and the cycle is a nonstop  repeat. my anxiety is at top notch 
 and i don’t know what to do… sometimes the thought of going to sleep forever sounds better than this. anything sounds better than this. i have no one to talk to so i don’t know anymore. AMA.