I am so fucking close to killing myself. I lost everything in the past few months and I don't know what to do anymore. I ve tried doing normal activities, but I can t seem to be getting better. I don t know what to do. I ve lost interest in everyone and everything. I ve tried therapt, but it doesn t help me at all and I don t wanna disappoint anyone in my life by giving up so easily, but this is too much for me