i(24F) literally have the perfect man who would do the most to make me happy - (I’ve known him for a year now)  but my anxiety/depression just stops me from getting close. Like I wanna reciprocate the energy.. but I have days when the world is so heavy and I need to isolate myself from everyone &amp; I struggle to talk about my feelings so I don’t even know how to explain to him I have these bad days cause I don’t want him feeling sorry for me or looking at me in a way that I’m weak or inferior (happened in my previous relationship)