I apologise in advance for the wall of text, but I feel like I’m at the end of my rope.
I have so much dragging me down. Bad past experiences, failed opportunities, mistakes and regrets. I hate the way that my life had turned out, and I will be 30 next year.
But I don’t want to feel like this anymore. I want to be happy. I want to live life and make something of myself. I want to go out and do things, travel, meet new people, but I just don’t know how.
My past keeps coming back to me. I feel weighed down, and it’s almost as if it’s too late for me now. I’ve wasted my best years, and nothing I do matters anymore.
How can I possibly build up a new life from where I am now? I just want to start over.