23F- I’ve battled mental illness truly most of my life and it’s only in the last 3-4 years I’ve been treating it. I’m looking for ideas/ experiences/ treatments other people have done that has helped significantly. 

I do not take medication, none have worked for me and I’ve tried so many different kinds, combos, doses, you name it. My doctor and I agree it’s just not worth it to try any other meds because it only makes me worse. I’ve done TMS 3 times (currently in the 3rd session anyway)
(This is only going to make sense if you’ve done TMS) The first time I did it on the left side of my brain with no change after the 6 weeks. A few months later I found a study about left handed people having better results if done on the right side. So we tried it and it worked!! I can’t tell you how great/ normal/ balanced I felt! Unfortunately it only lasted 8 months or so. I started doing a new session of TMS and I’m 4/6 weeks done. We are doing left and right side this time and on the back of my head which is for anxiety. Im not feeling any better so far in fact maybe worse. 
I’ve also done ketamine infusions before which I didn’t love nor did they seem to help. I also see a therapist twice a month. I really don’t know what to do if this doesn’t start helping. TMS was supposed to BE the answer to treatment resistant depression. What do I do now? Just accept my fate that I’m going to feel this way forever? Cause that would suck. Are there other options after this? Anyone experienced similar? 
Sorry this was so long :/