I’m sorry I don’t know if this is the right place for this and like I just can’t keep going like this. I thought I got on top of my shit but my meds stopped working and it I just can’t bring myself to do anything anymore. Like i feel like I’ve completely lost my mind like I start panicking when I need to go work, and I shouldn’t. I feel like they’re constantly talking behind my back when I know they’re not and that they appreciate how hard I work. I just can’t do college work and this whole becoming an adult thing. Like my school work is behind cause I can’t even work up the nerve to look at it. I just want to be left alone at this point so I can slowly die, and never disappoint or just talk to people again.