EVERY TIME I think I’ve got to a point where I’m like just accept it. I haven’t. It feels shit. It makes me feel like I did something wrong and maybe in some situations I have but usually it’s without any heads-up duh. Randomly people will decide you’re not worth their time etc and ditch you with no explanation. 

I wish there was signs you could look out for but I doubt I’d see them. I become so oblivious when I acc enjoy someone’s company. I hate myself for getting attached. Sometimes I wish I just never replied back to certain individuals and that way it wouldn’t suck so much when they decide to drop you. Meh.