Hey guys, okay this is bad I've had generalized anxiety coming on 4 years and still in a pretty bad place. I can barely walk around my house without feeling like I'm going to drop dead from all the symptoms. 

Have any of you guys gone or are going through this? I'm getting to a point where I just want to blow my brains out. So tired of feeling like shit 24/7. Sleep is shit as well.

Been on many medications SSRIs Benzos etc but still struggle daily. Is there anybody else as bad as this?