Do to covid i was grinding a game called valorant in my home and at the same time studying and not attending classes but was doing ok in tests.  
but now as things have normalized i have come to my college hostel and here i m unable to play valorant as the ping in really bad and massive packet loss.  
i was just about to reach immortal one of my friends who was below 2 ranks below me is now 4 ranks(immortal 2) above me it's been a month since i have played a single match.

I don't know if i can make it to pro or not but i just wanted to try going pro and keep my studies good too..which i was able to do so untill now i haven't been able to play even once. and seeing my friend able to do what he loves make both jealous and sad