I usually don’t have motivation for school or like life but I still had a little for like fun ex. Games, driving around, hanging out. But now I have no motivation to do stuff I want too, well I think I want too but I don’t fully know, it took me like 30 min to mentally prepare myself to play dying light two with my friend and I had bought it a few days ago pretty hyped for it, the only reason I got on is cause I didn’t wanna have my friend play alone, I did have fun playing but just forcing myself to do stuff has been getting so tiring, it feels like so much work to do anything. I feel like it could have something to do with me smoking weed but it’s been a few years now and I don’t think I’ve felt like this. Ik this should pass soon hopefully but it’s so hard to do anything. Except school and idk why I just wanna get my work done and leave, ig I’ve finally excepted the reality of going to school everyday. I just wish I could pull myself out of this in like an hour or a day, but it only works for an hour or a day and then I get tired again. I want a constant boost of motivation for like just a month