I have to do a presentation later today and had to submit my powerpoint and article for another one yesterday, but didn't do it. This is another day lost by anxiety. I want to text this guy who I have been hanging out with but he is an infrequent texter and if he doesn't text back I get more anxious. I have texted him yesterday just a picture of my dog and he has seen it but not responded. I shouldn't be thinking about him or stressing right now about that, but it's like when my anxiety is high it goes everywhere... 

I shouldn't text him as he doesn't know what he wants and that is probably the worst thing for someone with anxiety like me. He's not as reliable as I would need I think. But it's not a problem when I am just my regular me. But when my anxiety pops up it becomes a problem again. 

I should be focusing on school, but that gives me anxiety too. I know realistically nothing can go wrong. Sure my presentation might be bad, but that's not the end of the world. I should just start on my work for thursday, hand it in late and apologize and see if the professor will still want it. I should at least try. 

Anxiety sucks so much.