i am 17 and turning 18 soon, and i know i am depressed. but i am not diagnosed with depression. my mom has made me lie to my doctors since I was 12 because she didn’t want anything else to be “wrong” with me persay (i have diagnosed adhd). i have tried to kill myself before and i have self harmed becasue that’s how bad it got when i was younger. now it’s just a numbness not wanting to do anything shit. i really don’t want to get out of bed. i sleep a lot becasue i dont have to energy to do anything else. i feel really worthless. my legs and arms and joints hurt all the time basically. i don’t enjoy the same things i used to. it’s so bad. i just dont know how to bring it up to my doctor. my mom switched my insurance so for a while i wasn’t even medicated for my adhd which was shit. it make me feel so bad. but i have insurnace now again. so i’ll be able to go to the doctors again. but i have no idea on how to bring it up. i feel like i need soemthign to help me not feel that way and i need to learn how to cope with things becasue i feel things so deeply. if something bad happens my whole world is just so shit. it’s alot for me and i don’t know how long i can keep going like that. how did you guys get diagnosed? please help me