My boyfriend broke up with me a few days ago and I don’t know how to cope. I’m visiting family back home for the summer and have no friends here, can’t even afford therapy anymore. I’ve never felt connected to anyone as much as him and this hit me so hard. I’ve changed so much for him, all of my hobbies are the things he was into, all of my interests are somehow tied to him. I don’t even know if I like listening to my favourite bands because I enjoy their music or because they remind me of him. Once I get back to the city where he’s at, when uni starts after summer, we’re supposed to meet so we can trade things we gave to each other and the only thing keeping me going is the thought of him changing his mind and returning to me once he sees me in person again. I know it’s quite delusional but I can’t let go of that idea. I literally chose that uni just so we could be in the same city as well, I was much more interested in other majors in a different city but being with him was more important… Now I’m supposed to keep attending it and I feel stuck. Every decision I’ve made for my future was related to him and our relationship. I don’t know how to be my own person or enjoy anything if I’m not doing it with him. I don’t have any type of support and no one to talk to. Absolutely no idea what to do.