hello, i'm new to this subedit so this will be my first post. i've been diagnosed with BPD for about a year now after a long time of misdiagnosis's and lots of trial and error with meds. i've been through 6 different medications and most of them either gave me unbearable side effects or didn't work. for the most part they made me feel very emotionally numb and everything felt like it was just going through the motions. has anyone had positive experiences with meds to help their BPD? my last psychiatrist didn't believe in using meds for treatment so i was never prescribed something for my actual diagnosis so i was wondering if anyone is taking meds for their BPD that actually makes them feel "normal"

these are all my past meds from where i had the diagnosis of bipolar:

wellbutrin sr, lexapro, seroquel, geodon, abilify, lamotrigine