Imma die alone in this stupid piece of shit existence. Actually calling it a piece of shif existence is a compliment. It's like 5000000000000 levels below that  I HATE LIVING. I don't wanna live when I'm ugly, a virgin, constantly depressed for over a decade. I just wish I had a gun to blow my face off lmfao I wish I was lying. Its probably gonna happen sooner or later I can't see why it won't. I don't have much in me anymore to keep living. I don't wanna.