I KNOW. I'M TRYING TO WORK ON IT BUT YOU ARE NOT FUCKING HELPING.

If anything, you're making me feel like the work I'm doing isn't worth it.

I'm already incredibly suicidal (my cat is the only thing keeping me alive and she has breast cancer so.) so thinking that what I'm doing to attempt to better myself (which is more than what the people telling me this are doing for themselves) isn't working DOES NOT FUCKING HELP YOU POS

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I have a lot of rage today....and sadness.

I just want to be accepted somewhere.