My doctor took advantage of me being off of lamictal and having bad thoughts about myself come back after a failed series of at-home (Dr. Prescribed) ketamine treatments. He kept pushing Trintellix at visits and he’s been a brand-whore in the past, but I just caved and gave him the benefit of the doubt. I now am estranged from my family, have no relationship, was conned, owe 10g, and yea I fucked my life up pretty good thanks for the manic episode doc. I feel traumatized too in a sense. I wish he would just be sincere with me like I was a person, not an experiment. I think I have bipolar disorder… :/