Hello hope everyone is doing well. I really don’t know what to do anymore. Im on so many medications (Zoloft, Remeron, Ritalin, Lyrica) and I still feel anxious all the time. Once I noticed medications can’t fix everything I started meditating, exercising, quitting sugar, cigarettes and alcohol on weekends. I only eat organic healthy food and take supplements. Still the only time I didn’t feel anxious the past 4 years was on klonopin. I’m also in therapy and even though I did have issues in the past they are mostly resolved and there is absolutely no reason to be anxious. The anxiety is so painful that I’m even taking Tylenol now cause I just want to not feel anymore. I don’t know how long my body can still take this I never thought that anxious feeling I rarely got as a kid maybe during horror movies would one day be the only feeling I have. I don’t understand why when I’m doing everything I can and I am absolutely stuck in my room or bathroom 24/7 why a benzo can’t be prescribed. I feel like doctors would rather let me die or have me on 50 “non addictive” medications than do anything that could hurt their liscence. How am I supposed to live like this...