It was meant to be in 2 weeks, and I haven’t studied it at all. Each time I’ve thought about it, I’d get anxious. I just finished university about five months ago, and my graduation is next month. I’ve always had GAD, but I told myself I’d study and start driving after university (this was always the plan), but I’ve been so anxious about it, I can’t even open my apps to study. I know it’s easy, and it’s silly, but it makes me anxious, okay. 

I feel pathetic about it, I’m just sad, and I feel ashamed that I can’t bring myself to open the apps. I feel like a lost cause. I know it’s easy. I’ve used the apps before. Why can’t I do it now? I’m just so unfortunately anxious about it. 

Sometimes I’ll forget I have anxiety then stuff like this happens. Anxiety is horrible.