My partner, we’ve been together for two years, and they’ve had to deal with every suicidal episode,  self harm, and various other destructive behaviors I commit. They say it’s almost a daily occurrence, that over ‘the smallest things’ I want to kill myself or hurt myself or change my identity, etc etc. And that they’re scared to even leave me alone anymore, that everyday they don’t know if I’m going to do something that can never be taken back. It’s even gotten to the point that now when I talk down on myself or get overly emotional about something they just get angry. Probably because they’re so scared that something may actually happen. I feel like I’ve worn them out, and that I’m honestly too much for them, but they don’t want to leave. Which I should be happy about but, even though I try, my behaviors aren’t going to change overnight and I just don’t want to put them through this anymore. Not sure what to even do at this point. 