I've been out of full time work for 12 months, and just got offered a job to start in January. I should feel excited and happy but I don't, I feel terrified and sick! Reading through the contract I feel like I'm signing my whole life away, waiving all my rights, and just signing up to be another rat in the corporate race. I don't know how to get over this feeling and to just be like everyone else and "do my time" to earn the money and stop caring.