[I wrote about what happened on ](https://www.reddit.com/r/sex/comments/jvteyn/i_had_sex_with_my_best_friend_and_i_dont_know_how/?utm_source=share&amp;utm_medium=ios_app&amp;utm_name=iossmf) r/sex and originally felt quite fine with the situation but now I feel horrible.

I went to go see her on Monday to hang out and see how she was doing cause she had a rough week. Being around her I felt a bit awkward but she claimed not to, so I pretended like I also felt fine. We had a talk about it and it basically seemed like she just wanted it to be a one time thing and I feel crushed. I don’t even think I liked her in that way but the rejection ripped me apart. I had a panic attack once I got home and I’ve been crying off and on for the past few days.