Everyday I feel like nobody sees me. Even when I’m with friends I don’t feel a connection with them. It doesn’t feel right. I try my best everyday but it feels like my life is an endless cycle of disappointment. I’m 17 now and it’s been like this since I was maybe 15. I don’t know if it’s depression, I don’t know if there’s anything wrong with me, but I just want to feel like how I felt before. I want to cry but I can’t even if I tried. Sorry if I sound really edgy, but I feel like I won’t ever become the person I want to be.