Hey, most my life I’ve struggled with generalised anxiety disorder. When I was 16 I struggled with depression and just before I turned 21 I got diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. Last September I tried to end my life because I couldn’t cope anymore. I am struggling so hard to live with the pain and the torture in my brain. I feel so different to everyone else, I feel like everyone can sense that I’m weird and not like them. I feel so judged and disliked where ever I go. But the worst of all is the punishment my brain gives me for past mistakes even if they weren’t that bad - I feel so guilty about everything and it’s so debilitating 😭 I’m miserable. I’m only surviving through life by thinking this is one less day I have to live. Does it ever get better? Can I ever live a life of not punishing myself for something or revisiting old situations in my head and beating myself up about them every single second of the day 😭