I'm on and off about some skin patches. Fine one day, having a breakdown that I have breast cancer the next. Was good for a few days, now I have a headache, but it's a surface headache. Temples and inside of my nose have bad pressure. What do I think? Obviously it's a tumour. Pain in my leg? Sarcoma. Arm getting tired at the end of the day? Diabetes or another cancer. Every time I go online I will find something that relates to cancer. If it's not me, I'm terrified of degenerative illnesses for my family. I never thought that I would need to police myself and need trigger warning for these things, but here I am getting set off by jokes and mentions of these topics. I don't feel safe in my own brain or body anymore. And my headache is still here. What am I going to do? Can't help but google symptoms of course. Urgh I'm so tired