How are you doing family? I post on this sub sometimes, not to rant, but kind of working on a emotional bridge that I have, it's so satisfying to hear from you guys.

So where do I wanna go? I'm focusing on the objectives I have ahead, it's giving me some stress, but I'm handling well, much better actually, haven't had a big crisis from a long time ago, still take my 9 pills routine medication, and talk to my therapist.

Do you understand the feeling of being lonely, but protected at the same time? It's something that bothers me and causes me discomfort. I'm working on it. 

I've been working out daily, that's a game changer, taking all the toxins and get the brain fresh. To not be so self centred here's a bit of my life journey.

18 years -after months of fights, random voices, a shit ton of mania, I'm forced to go to the hospital.

In the middle of all I lost my purpose in life and gain a shit ton of weight.

Sad story ends good, when I realize I'm a squizoeffective patient, got therapy, worked out and made sure I could rationalize my thoughts, coherently like I do now.

Feeling fresh, and ready to go on a new journey, that I will gladly share with you guys.

Now! Trust me if I can get out of hell and Comeback, you can too.

Tldr:take a shot, bless you all!