When you know that your love is unrequited and you still cling onto that person.. they say they love you, but that's not true - love doesn't show in their eyes or their actions. I feel so alone, I have no one to be with me when I'm in bad place, no one wants me when I'm like this. No one would come even if I was dying, especially the person who should love me... on days when I'm not this stressed I just feel gentle sadness of feeling unloved, but today it just digs deep into my wound. I want to let him go, because I deserve someone who actually loves me, but it's hard because I keep hoping for his affection, his texts. I'm so pathetic, I hate myself.