I've got a lot of good things going on in my life right now and although in my mind I'm like "Oh wow, this is exciting!", I have absolutely no genuine feeling of excitement. I've been struggling with what is a pretty normal amount of anxiety for me, if not better than usual, yet the rushes of happiness and excitement that I'd usually get when I'm in a good mood have just completely packed up and moved out of my head. I'm a really optimistic person and I know this current dull-ish feeling won't last forever, but considering the way I am usually, the lack of emotional and mental energy I've had recently is abnormal and an absolute pain since those feelings of excitement when I think of specific plans I have, are some of the main things keeping me going. No, this is not me trying to find or promote a quick fix by the way. It's me trying but failing miserably to put my positive personality to good use when it comes to my anxiety.