No matter where I go, what I do, who I'm with, I can't stop the thoughts in my head that I am a complete piece of shit. I see EVERYONE as better than me. After all who am I other than a worthless piece of shit, unable to compete or have any sense of value compared to anyone. I just started seeing someone and already I can't help but think to myself, "why is she with me?" She would be MUCH happier with literally ANY OTHER GUY. After all I am just a worthless piece of shit taking up space and taking away everyone's time.