Not even depressed. Or anything like that. Just feeling plain sad. 
Dunno what to say. Just needed to post it somewhere. “Sad” is weird. It’s so quiet compared to anxiety and loud depressive thoughts but it’s so... /there/. It’s all i can feel. And although it doesn’t feel as bad as other stuff. 
It’s weird. 
It’s kinda like the calming feeling of floating in a pool, that’s in an empty room with dim lighting. No sound. Like the water could swallow me up but I know it’s not going to. So I’m just floating there.