The emptiness 
The weight
The embarrassment
The humiliation 
The anger
The hatred 
The anguish
I’m Tired
I’m Exhausted 
I’ve become Apathetic 
The burning pain 
The excruciating resentment 
The undeniable self hatred
I hate me 
I hate you
I am pathetic
If only I was you
I could have been
This is it?
Fuck.
I guess it doesn’t matter,
Anyway.