Last year was hell for me. I had to euthanize two pets, got a divorce, and was abused by a narcissist. It put me in a really bad place. On top of it all my best friend who also had BPD told me I was too depressed and we couldn't be friends anymore and I had no support system.

I spent so much of the past year rebuilding and trying to make enough money to take care of the house by myself. There was so many days I just wanted to end it all and cried my eyes out but it's finally starting to get better. 

My new partner officially moved in the other day. I've adopted two cats in addition to my boyfriend's cat over the past year. Yesterday, we were laying in bed while he played video games and my ferrets and the cats were playing and running around the room and I just felt so at peace. I realized I finally have the life my inner child wanted. My house looks the way I always dreamed with pokemon plushies everywhere. I have a ton of fur babies. I have an amazing partner and my credit score just went up 60 points. I have a plan in motion to rebuild my credit and buy a house in a few years. I don't have to stress as much about money now that he's here and I just feel safe for the first time in so long and feel like it all worked out the way it was supposed to. 

I feel so proud of myself for making it through the past year and so grateful for the lessons ❤️