I blew through most of my student loan on stupid useless purchases. I'm in tears every day waking up to go to university because I just want to lay in bed and do nothing all day. I'm tired all the time. I'm 10k in debt because of my student loan. I wanted to book a trip to Japan to take my mind off of things but that would only make my financial stresses worse. I just want to drink myself into oblivion to forget. There's not really any end to this, just a rant I guess