I’ve been self diagnosed depressed since 2018 and really haven’t talked or acknowledged it and just kept pushing it down and down. Recently life’s been really kicking my ass and I never really thought about taking my life but man it’s been rough to live recently.  Just feel like I don’t belong anywhere and life’s just so stressful and falling apart I just wanna be in bed all day or at the gym that’s really the only time I’m happy.  Don’t really know what I’m looking for from this post just really wanted to let this out.