This is my last semester of college and I have so much anxiety over graduating. There’s a part of me that wants to be done already but then there’s the anxious part that is like I don’t want to graduate from college and I don’t know what my next steps are. I haven’t even started looking for jobs because the idea of job searching gives me so much anxiety. But I’m doing it anyways because I need to be employed. I’m 22 and I don’t even feel like someone in their 20s. I feel 19. I’m not even walking at graduation because that signifies the end and I have too much anxiety. I can’t even talk about what’s next without having so much anxiety. I feel like at 22/23, people expect you to be more adult like and I feel so far from an adult. Legally, I’m an adult but I don’t feel like one. I don’t know.