Hi all. Vent incoming.
So I am currently undiagnosed but working with a psychologist. I have only known about my potential BPD for around 8 weeks.
My partner has started dating someone new, and it's been... really rough.
Like, we are completely open and able to date and fall in love with whoever we choose, but at the moment they are breaking some negative and co-depedant cycles, where they weren't able to put themselves first while at home, so they are taking some time out and staying with their new partner.
I feel like I am crumbling and have awful thoughts and emotions swirling in my head constantly. I can't even look at them right now without wanting to scream and cry. They haven't been properly home in about two weeks and I am so lost and upset. Help.