 Hi, im a teen that does online school due to being mentaly bullied at school also i just coudent take in person school anymore. sense online school my cabin fever grows worse along with my mental health. ive always have been an outcast my whole life because nobody wanted me or i was seen as different which means ive never had a friend and everyone who said they wanted to be friends, treated me like an item and then forgot about me after a week. i would like to say that i have autism and depression (i do take meds and have therapy every so often) which makes everything more of a challenge and my life has always been hard manly because of my various family always having some sort of medical problem and my family has always struggled with money, and i hated seeing parents spoiled there children or kids playing a game of catch with some some of expensive item like a phone or something. i just feel so numb and i feel so Brocken on the inside but i have trouble showing how i feel, and i rarely cry as well. i have trouble trusting people and i find myself showing hate and aggression at the most stupid times. i just dont know what to do with life or where im going, i really dont know, i do have dreams but idk if i can reach them or do what i like.

also sorry for my spelling im very dyslexic so please dont judge me or correct what i spelled wrong.