I was isolated from everything when Covid hit, like to the point where I was rarely allowed to ride a bike and that ruined all the social skills I had and made me into a different person. Before all that I had lots of friends and I enjoyed being alive. When I came back to school I wasn’t able to communicate with my friends so I just stopped talking to everyone and now I’m the quiet kid and I hate it. I want to be able to make people laugh again and actually like me but I don’t know how anymore and I’ve became so lazy to the point where I struggle to even go to school. One of the things that made me happy was sports but I grown out of all my equipment and we don’t have money to buy new stuff so I have no activity’s to keep my mind off things and I don’t know how to talk about how I feel to people. I want to kill my self now but I haven’t decided if I should yet. I think that, that has caused me depression but I’m not for sure tho but if anyone has tips about what to do or how to be happy again I would really appreciate it