been in social isolation for a while. i stopped talking to my friends because they only talk about stuff i don't have any interest in rn. i know I'm a shitty friend for shutting them out but i can't bring myself to talk to them. it's tiring and i know they might find other friends because of it. a part of me wishes they do find new better friends because i don't know how to socialize with them anymore. does anyone else feel the same?