I'm tired of constantly thinking I've found myself, my hobbies, my career, my purpose only to get bored or have an identity crisis or just straight-up start despising whatever I'm doing. I feel like I will never care about anything for long enough to make something out of it. Let alone make something out of myself. I don't know who I am. I really don't. I feel like such a fake shell of a person all the time. I feel like I'm going to amount to nothing and how am I supposed to even begin to feel okay when everybody around me seems to have their shit sorted out? 

I can't handle the back and forth, and I know nobody else can either. I know everyone in my life gets frustrated with my constant changing and indecisiveness and impulsivity and having to listen to me thinking I have my shit together only for everything to come crashing down again.