I feel like I’m so afraid of abandonment and my self-esteem is so low that I lost the interest to be social. Like people think I’m kidding when I say I’m severely isolated. I don’t use social media, I stopped going to school and work and I hate talking to people. It’s getting to the point where I don’t even want to talk to my own family (although they are very toxic, so this might be the best for me rn). But I feel like I’m missing out on genuine people because I’m so used to being treated like crap. 

This social isolation is making my symptoms worse. I’m so lonely yet so afraid of social situations. Not sure what to do. Any insights?