 

I got gaslighted at work a couple of years ago. I still have suicidal thoughts I was fed a fantasy where my mind was flooded with so much dopamine that I was not aware of my surroundings. My former boss got away with sleeping with some of the girls and I was being pressured to sleep with some of the girls because that's the kind of culture and it felt like such an uncomfortable work environment I saw how that Department was able to psychologically manipulate people just by a mere thought but sadly, they got away with it. I have very little evidence of the gaslighting because I felt I could not move in that environment and people and staff used to such excitement and thrill of seeing other people hurt and seeing pain as a good thing where it turns you into psychotic behaviour because you absorb it. I am still struggling with it right now and I could not tell reality from fiction. My lawyers tell me there is no much I can do because there is very little evidence to back up my claims. I saw these people had links with criminal gangs and the police they used to get a real thrill of seeing other people getting hurt and suck the life out of you so they make themselves feel better and belittle you destroy your confidence and self esteem and become a co-dependent of other people.

I tried going through the Australian Human rights commission but that seems to be a slap on the wrist for them they still got away with it. I was given the illusion of freedom too where my confidence level was being controlled by a narcissism. Leadership seem to be nothing more than a scaring contest that's what it was and there was a high smoker rate and you could really feel toxicity in these people like the emotional baggage too and people being put through severe psychologically stress, trauma and intense fight or flight, or freeze responses to the point of no return I felt immobilised at my desk . Sadly, it has aged me quite a bit I have suicidal thoughts, cannot sleep properly, feel scared about my family how my life was being controlled psychologically. The Department had this thing called "We Care" but no one really cared in that Department and most of them have forgotten why they started in the first place and my life was being determined to their specifications and not to my own. What are my options? My brother who is a smart person says that I will lose if I take them to court. I am from Australia but it's hard to prove gaslighting and I saw them psychologically change people to their polar opposite where you cannot tell reality from fiction.