whenever i feel an episode has started, i warn my gf that i'll need time alone as i split easily on people. but then she keeps texting me every couple hours. she wants news on how i'm doing but this time i put everyone on silence for nearly two days and she complained about it. i fully understand she might worry about me but she started sending me passive aggressive messages and it only riles me up even more. i can't show any anger towards her since she's really sensitive to that stuff. i'm worried i'm truly not stable or good enough for her. i try to explain how my brain works but the relationship seems to slowly fall apart. at this point it feels like a matter of time before i break things off, but she doesn't deserve it.