I'm tired of living at this point. When I was 12, I never saw myself going past 13 or 14 at the most. I'm now 16, turning 17 much later this year and I feel I should just end things because I've gone way past my "milestone"

My parents won't help me or get me therapy, I have little to no will to live, and all the things I loved doing before, I have no interest in. What's the point? I never looked into the future at one point because I thought I'd be dead. I don't even know what to do anymore or want I really want anymore

I wish I could be enough, I wish I could do enough.