i’m having a mini ongoing anxiety attack. i’ve had kidney stones before, and it was the worst most excruciating pain of my entire life. it started with blood in my urine and no pain, which went on for months before i got abdominal and back pain, which eventually landed me in the ER screaming crying in pain telling my mom i wished i was dead rather than dealing with it. when it passed about a week and a half after my ER visit, it was about the size of half a pea. it was the worst. i woke up today and used the bathroom, all three times since i’ve been up , i’ve had blood in my urine, with no other symptoms. just like it started before. my girlfriend is telling me to stick it out until i feel pain, i can’t tell if it’s my anxiety overthinking or if i actually feel abdominal pain now. i’m just terrified that this is gonna come back and i’m absolutely dreading it.