I’m so tired of thinking I’m better and having a few good days only to have the worst days. I often feel like I wanna go home even if I’m at home and I’m not sure what that means or if there’s any way to soothe it. I have messed up so many relationships that I can’t even listen to breakup songs without making myself the antagonist. I’m not a physical touch person at all but, id give anything to have a hug and someone tell me that it’s gonna be okay. I just don’t know how much longer I can keep feeling like this and screaming out for help from friends with no response before I just give up.