I’m useless, stupid, unnoticeable even when trying desperately to get attention, forgettable, basic, ugly, unremarkable, nobody likes me, nobody will ever like me, I will never amount to anything, I could die tomorrow and nobody would care, I suck at conversing, I suck at everything really, I actually failed at every hobby I attempted, I cant even speak properly,I’m not good enough, I’m not cool enough,  everyone is better than me, my acne is coming back, my mom is disappointed in me, everyone is disappointed in me, I am not mysteriously quiet, I’m freakishly quiet, I seem stuck up, I don't know how to have fun, I will forever suffer and its my fault.