I’ve put nearly all of the last two years into my FP. We had a fight(?) and I blocked them because the things they were doing and saying was becoming unhealthy. They essentially ‘cut me off’ at the same time.

I still can’t stop myself from checking up on them though. They’re blocked and can’t message me, but I still wanna know how they’re doing.. The few people I do talk to are telling me to just ignore them and move on. But it’s hard when they were the only person I’ve been super close to. I don’t have anyone I can be open with anymore, and I find myself missing them everyday..

I don’t know where to go from here. I’m lonely and spiraling.