This might be the main issue I have to be on the medication now 

Lost psychosis I've had was 2 years (time without medicine 3 years) 

Aside from trying to stop a war and delving into a complete fantasy world of magic and hell

The thing that mostly made psychosis unbearable for me 
Was the symptom of personalising every god damn thing 

Everything seemed to be about me ... Well.. not exactly 
But I thought like it was ...
I was trying not to 
But everything around me 
Ment something personal to me 
Every time someone talked to me and told me a story 
I felt as if it's talking about me in some way 
Every time I'd walk in the street and people were talking and I could hear it .. you guessed it .. it's about me 

And it's not directly about me .. it's like the input I get 
My mind can travel such deeply and connect it to something about me 

It could be an experience from 15 years ago .. but that random word written on a wall ... Yup .. it has to be talking about that ...

Thing is .. I don't actually believe it .. but the fact I think it is about that ... 
Creates such a disturbing thought emotion ...

I say If people are sitting next to me in a bus stop and they talking random stuff 

I don't think it's about me 

But it just connects to something so personal it just cuts so deep, to be thrown by the most random words into thoughts and past experiences ...

I never act upon it 

But I can say this 

Listening to music ... WOW such a powerful experience
Watching TV ... AMAZING takes me on such wonderful journeys of self discovery 

There's is a good part to this personalisation madness 
But the more it happens the more it happens on the streets aswell ...

This is the main reason I started taking medicine again 

And now it's completely gone 
It never happens 

What is it?!?
Damn

I was actually doing fine in my fantasy world 
I only had trouble with this symptom I'm describing 

Any way 
I don't know what I expect you to say 
Oh right I asked if anyone knows this 
Yeah it would be cool I guess to be able to see I'm not alone in this