I’m not always excited. But when I am, I feel as though I am always alone in this regard. And the attempts to find mutual excitement with other people fall flat every time, or when someone else is excited, I retreat into neutrality, and this just seems to be the way things are. In the past I fought this and this brought about a great deal of insecurity, but now I question if it’s even significant enough to even care about. Can anybody else relate?