The one who diagnosed me and had been treating me since 2011 moved to another city far away last year. 

I went to another one after that and it was terrible.

I stopped taking any meds and right now I'm a terrible wreck again. I had many spending spree manic episodes that wrecked my finances, bad depressive months where I couldn't do any work at all and hurt some of my clients (I'm an attorney), and also had some suicidal thoughts last year and have been barely holding myself together since.

I decided to try this one because I'm desperate for help now. Any tips?