Its a continuation of a previous relationship. It always ends the same way we date for a while and i go crazy and get too attached. But i recently got back together with an ex. I love her, and i solidly believe i do. I kind of panic in the morning until im able to be around her again. All these terrible things go through my head and i can't be consistent with how i think about people. But as soon as i talk to her that stuff just goes away. And i don't want to be without her. Its kind of a dependence but i actually do like her. 

My main fears are polygamy and that ill scare her away. 

Ill never understand polygamy, im demi and so i don't understand why people will ruin things over sex. I don't think im going to manage to scare her away i pretty much broke down last night talking about my whole darn childhood and she was just kinda cool with it. 

I usually keep people out of my life and this is the first person in forever.