I currently have been fighting anxiety and depression for over 9 months I relapsed back in December and have never been the same since... i tried to resubmit my meds but they would not work..im currently on 20mg of trintellix, for anxiety and depression.. 3 mg of clozapam a day for anxiety and 5mg of zyprexa and just started .5 of rextuli the goal is to come off the zyprexa once the rextuli kicks in cus i tried before and was so sick..... right now I feel so sick. Everyday I fight and fight just to get through work feeling sick and nauseous so bad it consumes me. Im trying to be patient with my doctor because she's smart and I finally found a good one who cares. But I feel like by now I should have some sort of relief. You would think I'd feel decent from the benzo at least but I don't. I wake up every morning with the worst anxiety and sometimes get sick..i just dont know how much longer I can hang on..its affected my job and home life, which I just had a baby boy who needs me healthy and it hurts i barely want to interact with him.. Its ruined my once great relationship with my fiance and even though she's been supportive I think she fully dont understand and is loosing the energy to support me emotionally.. what do I do ??????  Keep going is a must.. but feeling like this is so draining..