I don't get it. I met the love of my life and felt we were so compatible. He felt the same way. I became depressed because of the many things in my life I couldn't handle. I almost killed myself and didn't tell him because of the many things he was dealing with. I also am afraid he would have left me because people have left me before due to my depression. I broke up with him in a weird way because I needed time to heal and didn't want him to suffer in the relationship. It would have taken a toll on him. He can't forgive me because I wasn't honest with him and lost trust in me and no longer thinks we were compatible. My depression ruins everything.