hi everyone, i hope you are all having a positive and easy day today and if you’re not you have my unconditional hugs, support and love with you. i’m new here and pretty new to even speaking about my bpd, as i only officially got diagnosed a couple of months ago. i was just wondering whether anyone else feels like their bpd and tendencies has gotten progressively worse and more extreme in nature as they’ve gotten older? i’m eighteen now and i sincerely didn’t think i would live a day past sixteen, however i guess welp fuck it here we are, i can’t shake the feeling that i am entirely broken “damaged goods” and really wonder what my purpose on this earth is every day. i currently attend therapy fortnightly and have tried a couple of different medications (some anti-psychotics and some anti depressants) and have not taken to them well at all. i wholeheartedly want to try and get better and become a better person through therapy, nonetheless i don’t see how any of this is obtainable when i just loathe myself so much. bpd has the most fixed grip on my life and i don’t see how i could ever overcome this massive hurdle that is fused with my bones. does it ever get better guys? i really hope for us all it does :/ &lt;3…