I'm 28 years old and currently in a two year DBT course. This is only the second person in my life to die, I'm feeling a lot of emotions, my head is on high speed. I'm devastated. But I keep judging my emotions, "I'm not close enough to her to feel so upset". I'm a mess and would appreciate any advice. I have a very very busy mind the most of the time but since I found out it seems to have kicked into overdrive. 