Last time I truly had depression was years ago.  I work minimum wage - it's enough to get by and helps me to focus on what I want to do - to set a goal here and there, even though they are small ones.  Been okay the last two years mostly.  But work conditions finally overwhelmed me and I walked away in December.  I had a chance to go back, but didn't knowing I would just walk out again the same day.

I've applied to new jobs, had a couple interviews, promises have been made, but no start date yet.

In the meantime, my health insurance flipped on me.  I was getting healthcare assistance, and my healthcare was not through work.  I filled out all the forms to renew, now this month I get a whopper fee that's 10x what I was paying before.  I dunno what happened.  I don't know why my support was taken away.  It knocked me off my feet and I had to take a xanax and sleep a day.  Today I'm trying to sort it by updating all my healthcare applications.  I feel like I've been crushed by a giant boot and I'm moping around.  

Just writing this to try to keep my chin up and take action instead of falling into depression again.