5 years ago I felt it like I was a hopeless case! 3 years ago I almost gave up! Just wanted to kill myself! 
1 year ago I decided to just give it one last go, one last hurrah! Put everything I had into getting better and admitting to myself that I have a mental illness and just like any illness it'll pass! 

No meds no doctors really helped me until I was able to get through to myself! 

I'm still broken and far than okay! But I am better! Not even close to where I was.

IT GETS BETTER!