Okay to explain, whenever I see someone post something like "I have a friend who committed suicide/has mental issues...seek help/support" I HATE it. I do understand that people may be genuinely upset and are express true concern, but to me I for some reason get triggered. 

Honestly it because whenever I actually try to get support, it back fires. I get emotionally attached and use the person for validation.

 And GOD FORBID THAT I SHOW SYMPTOMS OF MY MENTAL ILLNESS

Then they leave. And that's understandable. Nobody *has* to help, no one *has* to care, nobody *has* to stay. I need to learn how to support myself, how to help myself.


I just wish people would stop giving false hope.