I know these feelings will pass (i hope) but I'm so tired of life feeling too overwhelming.  So much is going on...
- divorce, still not sure why I being divorced
- grandfather health is quickly deteriorating
- as part of the divorce I am moving closer to mental health services and food options for me, but that means a lot less time with my kid but I don't know what other option I have.

I'm just so tired of losing stuff.... it's just getting to be too much..

Doesn't help I deal with near constant brain fog even though I don't feel manic or depressed. I don't feel like I have a home and that's a terrifying thought. 

I don't know... thank you for at least reading if you made it this far. I know there's more but I just can't think of it right now.