So ever since I can remember, I’ve always had anxiety and ocd. When I was younger it was mostly ocd and I didn’t really notice my anxiety, though now I think about it , I did have anxiety as well because I would always bite my fingers until they bled, also, I would be very shy to talk to new people or talk in groups , etc. I still kind of am a timid person just not as much. When I was younger I had like crazy ocd, like I would have to touch things, re arrange them multiple times , and sometimes this would keep me from doing anything else for 30 minutes or so. And if I would try to stop and fight it, it would aggravate me and make me more anxious. Now that I’m older, I don’t have as much ocd (as far as touching things ands rearranging them) but I do still have anxiety. Now it’s like the ocd has moved to my head. It’s like I have multiple thoughts all at once and it doesn’t stop. Let’s say I have to think about something, I think about it but I think about it in multiple different ways and it just repeats in my head over and over and over and sometimes it keeps me from doing things throughout my day , or even from thinking straight. And once this thought does leave my head and I can think normally again, it’s like another thought enters my head and the same loop starts over again. I’ve dealt with this all my life because well I thought it was normal and maybe it’s just stress .. but now that I look at it, this isn’t normal and I don’t think everyone is like me in the same sense, I thought it would go away as I got older but it feels like it’s gotten worse. It’s like I’m just always stuck in my head, In my thoughts.