Constantly, on auto-pilot with everyday life. Work, taking care of others before yourself, always leaving myself on the back burner. Looking forward to going to work in hopes that I don’t need to think about how I’ve been feeling. 

It’s been a reoccurring issue and right now the constant thought of sadness is here to stay. I know it’ll get better because it does eventually. 

I’m very unhappy and feel disgusting. It’ll be fine.