My FP blocked me everywhere and has left me for good. He said he will reach out when he’s more comfortable but I don’t know.

It’s over and it’s my fault because I couldn’t control my co dependency with him and couldn’t respect his boundaries. He gave me many chances and this was the last straw.

I feel empty, I recently attempted and ended up in the emergency ward for 2 days. I feel empty and I’m not sure how to cope with this and I desperately need support. I feel so alone, I have no friends. :(