Just trying to find sleep that seems to be hiding far from here. I'm exhausted by life in general. I work with a bunch of nincompoops who do not give a damn about their work and my boss expect me to mop it up all the time. I have little to no recognition and spend wayy to much time there. I'm trying hard to stop carring about it to no avail. It has a negative impact on my personal life as it drains me completely. I know what I need to do but don't want to proceed. It would feel like yet another failure and a victory of my depression on me. Just going through the motion till I can't anymore, then maybee I'll find some peace once I cross to the other side. Maybee this time will be the last.