Went on a 3 day no sleep binge on meth (first time even trying btw) this morning I was seeing realistic humanoid. Benzo and beer made me blackout covered in beer. Should I tell my therapist I’m a drug addict? Alcohol, Kratom, benzos, molly whatever’s around.  I can’t cope anymore. But I know if I tell her she’ll fuck up my chances of legally obtaining benzos which I feel like a I need.