Whenever I feel happy, I tend to dislike this feeling. Mainly bc I know that it wont last. But I sometimes don't like the way I behave or feel whenever I am happy. I get sort of manic and I have confidence in everything. My happiness is so high, then if one thing sets it off, I plummet. I could literally feel my happy emotions slipping away from me. And this sucks. The feeling of sadness takes over my happiness. Then my depression sets in. My feelings are never consistent. I hate how I don't really know how I feel about people or even myself. My emotions are everywhere.