feels like I don’t care about myself or anything that happens at all. I got extremely fat in two years and for awhile wouldn’t bother to bathe, brush my teeth or hair, wash or change clothes, and my room was constantly dirty with food containers and clothes everywhere, would just fall asleep and push crumbs aside. only reason I bother taking showers anymore is cuz I had to get a job to pay my rent. Feels like I don’t care about myself whatsoever. Never wear makeup or nice clothes. Just don’t care at all. How can I start caring?