I'm a 15 year old high-school student and my life couldn't be any worse and I'm just gonna come out and say it, I'm deppressed.
I just feel like my freinds hate me because they will have the freinds making fun of each other but it not being serious thing but I'm the target 90% of the time and they will go through my families old posts on social media to find pictures of me to torment me with and when it isn't that they always get really personal with it and no one is on my side.
It's stuff like making fun of my body and how I look which I already hated because I'm "the fat kid" and they never lay off. I've never said anything to them because it just supplies them with more things to make fun of me with. But they're my only freinds and I've known some of then for almost 10 years or longer.

I'm always tired because I can't sleep at night and end up going to school on 4 hours of sleep, it's a mixture of thinking of all of the shit going on I'm my life and insomnia. I end up sleeping through the day after I get home for school so I have time for nothing.

I just don't think there's a point in me carrying on  I've contemplated suicide before and I might just do it, I have nothing to live for. No freinds, no significant other, and I feel like my family won't miss me.