I cannot force myself to do my homework. I need to do it, because I’ve already missed so many assignments, but I’m just so tired and sad. I don’t want to do it, I don’t care, but I guess I do, since I am concerned enough to be thinking of it. But, it’s like, I’m concerned, but not enough to do anything about it. I don’t know why I can’t force myself to do things I don’t want to. It’s so debilitating.