I’ve been on Lexapro and topamax for manic depressive disorder and a few other things. I feel like it’s just making me more depressed the longer I stay on it. Maybe I’m on the wrong medication. 

The level I’m at is I don’t even want to get out of bed anymore but I still strut in to work like a zombie. I know I should probably be working out, doing my passion and hobbies, being active. Instead I’m just sleeping longer… eating less, isolating beyond belief. 

Idk what to do. I can’t really talk to my job, or anyone. It’s like how much longer can I go on like this… would anyone give a fuck anyways?

Advice?