The thing about life is that we have a set amount of time on earth, we must try to better ourselves and everyone around us.  I know it hurts, it hurts so bad that no one seemingly alive on earth can make you feel better but please, just breathe and exhale and let your next action be of love. I am tired of trying to murder myself, not show up for myself when I was given life just as you, on an equal level. Breathe in life, exhale love. 

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I am tired yo, like really tired. Of hating myself, of hating what I have become. But when I think about it, I am still the curious old me when I was young. Think about it, we never wanted to hurt anyone..yet always felt hurt, but why? What is the point of this suffering with no end for no reason. We literally don't need to compete with one another, the only competition I have is in the mirror. Please live, please breathe, drink water. Get a fucking cat or dog or iguana. Just don't feel like you are alone in this world because if I was next to you, I would hug you till you felt the embrace. Honestly, it is the time to get bolder.