 idk what I’m looking to get out of this post maybe just a vent or some advice I’m 22 from Illinois the suburbs to be exact I go to college here and shit but I don’t know what I want to do with my life. Which a lot of people go through but fuck man I don’t enjoy school that much with these bs gen Ed’s cause I took years off when I should be graduating to just be a piece of shit and smoke and work a job I didn’t get paid at, but the smoking thing been going on since I was 18 and stopped for a bit cause I was in a relationship but then got back on it after a breakup and became so dependent on it once I was 21 and weed became legal here but I was already depressed and anxious before but became super shut in just smoking weed 24/7 in my room which made made me more depressed and now I’m day 1 off it idk what to do cause I’d just get high and play video games and do nothing. This prob should go in r/leaves but I’ve been hella depressed lonely everyday and I haven’t had a job in 5 months cause I just hate the whole ordeal after my last job but I need to get out here or just idk and sorry no punctuation cause I’m on my phone and the shit is messed up but if you from Illinois or any advice but thanks for listening.