I got diagnosed with BPD three weeks ago. Since then I’ve started my Prozac course and therapy. The whole thing is hard, but I’m pushing through.

My one issue is handling everyone around me. My family and friends have of course been supportive and caring, but my brain can’t help but think that they’re either faking concern, or will eventually start getting annoyed with me.

Friends will say they want to hang out, and a huge part of me will really want to. But the other half of me feels like maybe I’m not ready to feel happy, and just want to be alone. I’m just an internal emotional mess. Any advice?