She's actually said those words with venom. She accused me of trying to kill her by driving her to suicide.

My father was murdered when I was 12. A few days ago it was the anniversary. She texted saying she was thinking of me. We texted for a minute or two and it seemed okay.

30 minutes ago I called and she said nobody cares. I said I care. She chuckled, snorted, and said I doubt that. And hung up.

I went into hysterics. Shaking, sobbing, couldn't breathe. I felt like I was choking on my own tears. My dad was murdered 9 years ago. My mother hates me and says I'm pathetic. She thinks I want her dead so I can have sympathy off people. She says when she kills herself she'll publically blame me. Turn everyone against me.

And my bf just patted my head and went downstairs to make his dinner. He doesn't care about me either. I'm still sobbing and I don't know what to do.

I'm 21. An adult. And I have no family, no friends, and a shitty lying cheating boyfriend.

I don't know what to do anymore.