Like seriously, I know I’m not being abandoned but my bitch ass brain is like “I feel so abandoned wahhhh somebody help me feel safe and secure wahhh” like no bitch you’re not abandoned. Oh? Now you wanna self-destruct and do something impulsive? What’s new? You’re gonna binge eat? Do some drugs? Self harm? You know that shit is just gonna make you worse right? Like get over yourself brain you dumb cunt. Why don’t you find something better to do. “But i just wanna feel something other than emptiness wahhhh” you’ll get over it you whining ass bitch. 

I love having BPD. Being self-aware of it but still repeating your behaviours as if you didn’t learn your lesson the thousandth time. You bitch ass BPD brain I’m done with you.