Hey guys, I am currently a college student, just turned 21 and for the past year I’ve been smoking for the first time. I have came to insane realizations about my life and I have also become quite sad because I now know how messed up the world is. My dad is a diplomat/ foreign officer and I was able to go to great schools growing up and I didn’t really execute myself. Although I go to a good university and all of that, I’m not really that happy because I’m coming to the realization that I haven’t lived life to it’s fullest compared to my friends you know I don’t know. I’m just a little depressed about it that’s all.