I’ve been experiencing a series of unfortunate events recently and am starting to recognize the early warning signs of...well...whatever it is that I do when things have been going bad and I choose to make them even worse. 

Some of my favorite things to do during these little “episodes” are: causing fights that stem from my paranoia and jealousy, intense acts of ego that leads to biting the hand that feeds/hurting other people’s feelings, obsessive compulsive cleaning habits that leave me crying due to the overwhelming feeling of “dirt and clutter”, etc. 

I do consider it a positive that I am aware of my antecedent conditions but damn...this impulsivity tho.