Small back story, she was the one who realized I was BPD, and that she was my FP. Since then I’ve been legitimately diagnosed and it’s all gone downhill since lmao 

But she’s my FP and I can’t live without her. I’ve tried blocking her, limiting contact, everything. But nothing works because I always go back because the few days without her are too much for me to handle. But at the same time, it’s an unrequited love situation which only makes things 10x worse. Any advice on how to resolve this?

PS. Sorry if that’s the wrong flair, I’m not exactly sure where this falls