I'm a 15 Y/O male who has lost interest in life over the last 10 months. No one at school knows how disconsolate my current mental state is so I don't usually talk to anyome about it. I've lost interest in things I used to love such as sports and outside activities. I've thought about suicide for quite a long time now but hate how complex it is. Part of me is just curious how people would react and I hate I have to think that way. I find myself reminiscing in my spare time and often live on the past. I'm still attached to people I never wanted to lose. I don't know if I can go on.