I always worry about the little things and it almost always completely ruins my day. Cause once I start worrying about one thing I start worrying about literally everything else and I don't know why. I'm so tired, I've been up all night thinking worrying about everything going on in my life. I have to get up for work in about 40 minutes and I really don't want to today, and I'm feeling a little nauseous from it. There's this uneasy feeling like I know I'm gonna mess up today somehow. Last week I spilled a large drink everywhere and felt terrible, and I somehow managed to do it again the very next day. It was a pain to clean up and I'm pretty sure my coworkers were annoyed with me. I'm scared I'm gonna end up doing it again, even though I know it doesn't really  matter. It's really stupid but I can't stop thinking about it long enough to sleep even a little bit.