I have BPD. I work as a behavior analyst and am pretty successful in my career. But lately things have been going to shit. I had to shell out a lot of money for school which would have been fine had my car not immediately broken down. I have to walk a couple miles each way to work now. I’m having to go back to court for my daughter because my ex wife refuses to adhere to our custody agreement. I bought a new car which broke down a couple days later. I just paid for my heart meds last night with spare change because I have no money left. I can even afford the rest of my meds so I’ll have to go without. I don’t have friends to speak of and any woman that has shown interest in me has made it clear that I’m their second choice. I’m done.