Anyone associate their weight with different version of themselves? When ever I lose weight..it's nothing new to me unless I reach that particular number. The new perfect weight is 52.0k because someone called me beautiful. I have other weights ..when I am other different weights I associate what certain people said at that weight. 

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Losing weight in general is hard because binging is one mechanism I use to solve my emptiness feeling. BTW exercise NEVER works for me. It's just a means to an end. I feel nothing with exercise. It doesn't help with my depression. Each day alive with 0 progress is a day I would rather be dead. At-least being the perfect is makes it easier to put up the facade.