I was diagnosed with BPD a few years ago. Then I got another diagnosis whereafter the BPD diagnosis got invalid according to the doctors. Now they won’t examine/screen me for BPD again, but I’m pretty certain that I have it as almost all the symptoms match. I’m really suffering from major mood swings, anger outbursts and weird behaviors such as screaming at my husband over the phone and throwing soda in his garage because he was out with his friends and I was scared that he was with other girls. I know I’m crossing a line, but I can’t control it which is why I consider myself to have divergent behavior patterns. This is just one example out of many. What should I do in this situation?