I fallen in a dark place I feel like I always been this way how do I look on the brighter side of things how do I get thru being miserable everyday I feel like if I’m in a place too long I get depressed n sad I’m constantly on the run no one understands me I feel I keep alot to my self I feel like I’m exploding I feel there’s no hope I wanna stay in a bed n not get up or go out or do anything anymore how do I cope what do I do I wanna feel normal I wanna shake the feeling I don’t wanna be medicated I need the cure of another human being actually caring about my wellness I need a therapist but I can find help so I’m here looking for help