I have an exam in 3 days and I haven't been able to study shit. I haven't gotten out of bed, showered in a week or went to school in a month. I'm so angry at myself and I'm so angry at God. I have always been a good student my entire fucking life but whenever exams come near,  I loose all my shit. Nothing about this is fair. Kids dumber and less hard working than me end up scoring better and getting college acceptances cause they don't have a fucked up brain. I have to work twice as hard to get the same results everyone else does. And I know for a fact that I'm gonna screw this exam and any chance of going to college. I'm so fucking done with this anxiety inducing education system.


P.s sorry for all the swearing