i dont know what’s wrong with me but i have these intrusive thoughts (i say they’re intrusive but i dont know at this point) and half the time i’m really against them i feel horrible i feel like i’m destined to be a shitty person but then the other half i dont care i kinda like them i think i might’ve acted on the thoughts sometimes but that’s a whole different thing i wish i could just have the same opinions on them all the time it would be so much easier i dont know what to do