I’ve been feeling so very overwhelmed, so lonely and busy and too busy to do all the things I had to do let alone to spend time with anyone if I’m even in the mental state to deal with social interaction. I’ve been spiraling for weeks, maybe months. I stopped going to the gym but that didn’t free up enough time to be helpful and probably made me feel worse. I can’t take anymore time off work or I’ll lose my job. 

So, F it! I dropped my class, taking three weeks off, and as soon as I got off the phone with my advisor, I smiled for the first time in forever. 

A small thing, maybe, but I hope it will give me the time I need to get well. 🙌