I have been professionally diagnosed with BPD for a year or two now. things improved for me since then, but I haven't really been able to understand bpd and I thought that since I was doing a lot better, it "went away". 
I've been in the happiest/first healthy relationship I've ever had these past five months, but recently I've noticed that my bpd has been acting up HORRIBLY. I'm getting extremely clingy and emotional when my boyfriend doesn't text me back and I'm falling back into the obsessive part of the disorder when I've been fine.
the only thing I can think of that's changed is that I started taking my Adderall again to help with my adhd. since then my mood swings and feelings of fear/abandonment have increased drastically. I cried in the shower for two hours yesterday just because he didn't text me and I thought the worst happened. today hasn't been much better. has anyone else experienced something similar with Adderall? 