After everything that has happened and that I've experienced in my life, I'm finding it impossible to just go through the motions of a normal retail 9-5 and whatnot... isn't there something more than this? Something that actually means something?!? 
I've been raped, beaten, abused, and I've seen things that can't ever be forgotten. Years of my life have been spent in turmoil and trauma. So what now?
I don't know what to do with myself, my life. 
Doesn't anyone know how to deal with us? Surely others feel this as well. 
Please help me.