I don't know, it could be the quarantine... I feel very alone. And as if I am not good enough to be around other people. Yesterday my team from work had a team building and I was the only one absent... This feels bad. I can't stand looking at some of them. I get bored without people but when try to be with someone I feel extremely rejected and they get on my nerves. I don't fit in. I should get used to being on my own but I am so bored. I wish I could just read for hours. Or do something else alone.