I haven’t been sleeping well for about a month and I don’t even know how many times I cried yesterday.  Just thinking about it is making me feel emotional all over again. I’ve been doing a better job communicating with the people around me instead of just closing off. This week I’ve felt like everything that one of my friends said to me was really condescending and it really hurt me. I love talking to them and it got to the point that I was mostly ignoring them this week. Well, nobody else would call it ignoring but it was abnormal behavior for me. Anyway, yesterday I decided that I should talk about it.  Here’s what I sent:


&gt;I can’t tell if its because I’m in a bad mood or if you’re being condescending, and I don’t know what to do but ask. Am I being over sensitive and reading too much into the texts? Because at the moment I feel like you think I’m a bad person for ___, _____, and ____. 

It went well. He was really nice and supportive and one of the times I cried yesterday they were happy tears because I am just so glad he’s my friend. 