About two months ago I had a horrible falling out with my now ex-favorite person. I won't go into all the gory details, because honestly I'm trying not to overshare too much on the internet anymore, but I can say it was 100% my fault. It hurts to say that, because I'd like to think HE was the problem, that HIS narcissistic tendencies destroyed our friendship, and that could be true, ultimately it was my actions that led to the demise. And god, it all just hurts. I was and still am a mess, even if I'm starting to get better. I still catch myself wishing, bargaining, and yelling to any divine force that could or would hear me to reverse time and have me fix everything so I could feel as happy as I was when he was by my side. He still has pictures of me on his social media, despite blocking me on everything, which just drives the knife in deeper. How long do I have to wait until this void in my life and identity is fixed? Until I develop another FP, and repeat this process all over again? Or is it possible for me to move on without focusing my attention on another? 

Basically, I'm looking for any tips or methods to expedite the process of moving on or just making it much, much easier.