I do every kind of attention seeker shits (self-harm, drugs, self-isolate, school neglect, future destroy) but still nobody cares.

Actually it's hard to explain, because if someone asks me about it i ignore them. Sooo it's not easy to save me from myself but i feel nobody even tries it. I think if they really want me to stay alive they would do more than ask the typical bullshit questions "whats up/whats that/whats the problem/how are you/which university do you want to go/are you okay"... etc
I know that they don't want to hear my problems so why they even ask about it? They are pathetic.

Believe me, i tried to explain my feelings to some people and i always regret it. They are just so selfish, i mean i would literally die for a random someone if they need help but i only deserve "why are you so shy?".

Is this have a point?