I’ve been in an internship for a year now, it ends next week. That’s good, because my mental health is awful lately. My boss has been tolerant, but she also makes it very clear she’s not taking it seriously at all. How many times has she said “Other people have it worse than us”, or “Think positive.” We had a talk with my supervisor and she said something like “When I was younger, I was difficult as well.”

Difficult? … Not like it matters, but she’s the same age as me. 

Yesterday I was supposed to finally go to work again but I just couldn’t. My doctor gave me a sick note, and I texted her that. Her literal response was: “what. why this” … I didn’t respond because I slept all day and quite literally don’t even know what to say. And just now that I am writing this she sent me a “?”. 

It makes me feel so bad and guilty. I just want this all to be over with.