I hate having this disorder and I was diagnosed with it when I was young, but needless to say therapy at the time was sort of lost on me. Since I am now older I have been reconsidering going back to a therapist and maybe trying to "fix" myself. I brought it up to my boyfriend and he told me that he believes that it will not really be of much assistance to me because I already know what's wrong with me and why things are wrong with me. So has anyone here ever gone to therapy and received medication and have something click? Or is it sort of a waste of time and resources and is it more beneficial to just work on myself alone? I am 21 now and my temper and my emotions have become a lot easier to handle but there are times where I just absolutely lose my mind and spiral into whatever emotion that I am presently feeling and  I hate it because it feels like I am so destructive to everyone around me.