The thing that scares me the most about my upcoming surgery is that Once they inject the meds, there is nothing I can do to stop myself from becoming unconscious. I wont have any control over my mind or being. 

And when I wake up I may be so loopy and out of control. 
How can i get past this anxiety? I dont even want versed or anything because that could also make me loopy and out of control. 😭