Hey everyone! I’m m20, a college sophomore… and last night I had a vivid night terror that’s left me reeling with the disturbing possibility that I’ll have to watch my parents die…and I won’t be able to be with them in their final moments.

This possibility has caused many tears and anxiety. 

My main issue is this: If somehow I couldn’t be by their side in their final moments, I’d never be able to forgive myself. I know death is natural, but to not be there when they pass away? That scares me.

They’ve done so much for me, and I love them to death. But my head is stuck.