Please help, I need to know if any of you have been on some type of medication for your anxiety and depression and if it's worth me giving it a shot? 

I've set the date and found the method of my suicide but I want to give life one last try before I pull the final curtains. One reason I didn't want to go on medication is because I've heard it just makes you worse and you become too dependent on it. 

In 2020 my GP didn't want to medicate me after telling him I'd made an attempt on my life, instead he said to try therapy first. Which I did in 2021, and whilst it was interesting and I liked my therapist, it didn't actually help me. 

Please let me know of your experiences with being medicated for your depression and anxiety. Also if you could mention the drugs they gave you, that would be great, thanks.