So I've had a job for about months now and I'm super proud of that but I think it's taking a toll on me. My anxiety comes in waves but it never fully goes away. I'm on medication but I don't know if it's really helping me. Before I would just have panic attacks, crying, trouble breathing, heart racing the usual. But now I don't have panic attacks like that. Now it's more when I get worked up my chest hurts and I get nauseous. In my opinion, it feels worse than the "Normal" panic attack I used to get. 

I've been contemplating quitting this job but I know it's a bad idea to do that, especially at this time with all that's going on. I don't like suffering like this, these ups and downs are more down than up (Worse anxiety most of the time). I just don't know what to do, my boyfriend says to do what I need to do, if I need to quit then do it. But ... I just don't know. I'm so confused and it's just making my anxiety worse. 

Thank you for letting me vent and thank you if you read all of this. &lt;3