for fuck sakes why do people plan a date, talk for days and everything is good up until the day of the date, they go ghost?! I am so fucking tired I just want to die I was just starting to feel like I was getting better and then of course something happens I feel numb and am crying at the same time I hate people i hate life I just needed to vent. I am so glad I’m in a basement and not a building or a bridge because I really feel like this was the last straw it might not be something big but it’s all the little things I am so fucking tired I am so upset