Okay so the past few weeks have been so hard for me. The depression &amp; anxiety were so debilitating. I was constantly crying and feeling awful and suicidal among other things. I genuinely believed that I wouldn’t recover (as I do every time I have a bad episode). But anyway I decided to leave my room and go to my therapy session and optometrist appointment (which were both on Friday). After therapy I really felt a little better and I said yes to plans with my friend. We hung out and it was so fun. I’m glad I hung out with him, it was good to see someone who made me feel really good about myself. Whether he likes me romantically or not I don’t care. I’m just happy that he’s making me happy.