I was diagnosed at 18 and I’m almost 22. I’ve experienced mental health problems since I was 8. I’ve been diagnosed with anxiety, depression, ocd, conversion disorder, bipolar disorder, osfed, and Bulimia on top of bpd. I have received treatment since I was 8 (therapy and medication). I have been on 40+ medications, been inpatient 20 times, 1 residential stay, DBT coaching 1:1, intensive outpatient twice, seen dozens of therapists and psychiatrists, been to support groups, and have received ketamine treatments. For the past 2 years I have tried so hard in my recovery and treatment and I have zero symptom relief. I am still suicidal everyday, can’t really hold a job or maintain relationships, and struggle with intense negative thoughts. I’m currently on an anti depressant, an anti psychotic, and anti anxiety medication. How am i supposed to continue to have hope? Even my therapist has admitted I’ve tried everything and she doesn’t know what to do. Is anyone else in a similar situation? What has worked?