I want to die. Humans are gross and abusive and nasty and I don’t like any of them and I got therapy but it isn’t gonna work and I only like watching YouTube or something and im too sad to do it today even and, life is hard and dull and u have to work and I think I should just end it now cuz I need to end it when I will and I can’t do this anymore. Life is awful and I want certain ppl to suffer and die too