Ugh. So I am terrified of taking my car in to get work done. I was abused by a mechanic and I can’t help but associate every kind of mechanic shop with the things I went through. My husband is pissed off that I refuse to pull up in to this shop. He is with me but instead of being helpful he just wants to yell at me and make me feel terrible. I am on the verge of a panic attack. I hate when I feel this way in public. I don’t want to look stupid. I’m just genuinely scared. Usually I can get myself through anxious situations but this is one I can’t shake. Just venting!