What's the point if you try so damn hard, go out of your way, and it still just fucking doesn't work out? Its so pointless.

I'm constantly trying to better myself or do things I normally don't but they never work out and I'm always jus left so disappointed, hurt, angry, sad, whatever it may be. Nothing I do is ever enough.

I'm so sick of this shit. Let me just have one damn win. ONE.