I found out the medication I take for my chronic pain disorder isn’t actually approved to be used for pain. It’s gabapentin and they’ve been in trouble for saying it’s for pain in the past. It makes sense because it doesn’t help whatsoever. 

I’m upset because my doctors should have know/told me. It makes me question what they give me for both my physical and mental disorders. 

I feel like this news is making me spiral. They didn’t deny knowing either. 

Am I wrong for being upset?