The title says it all. I've been trying to get better and talk to people. Been trying to be there for people including someone I really respect and like but I just feel like I will never be enough. I don't feel like anyone actually likes me and that I'm just constantly used because of my feelings or kindness. I don't feel like I'm a person at all. Just a husk of a man. Anyone and everyone I meet seems to eventually just hate me or dislike me. I try my best to be empathetic, compassionate, respectful and honest but im usually treated like a horrible person. Maybe I am a horrible piece of shit and I just don't see it..