I fucked up and started catching feelings for this girls boyfriend. We met because we all do drugs.. 

This guys life is a complete shit show first and foremost. 

This guy is also 15 years older than me.. 

Let me say, I’m not the type of bitch to go after a taken man. But his girlfriend has started being some type of way toward me and I’m a nice person. 

But I have a lot in common w this guy. I actually self diagnosed him with BPD because he was telling me all this fucked up shit about his life and I’m just like, “uh have you ever heard of bpd? look into it” 

Nothing has ever remotely happened between the two of us because I wouldn’t do that. But I feel something toward him. I just want to like, make out with him one time, or something. 

I’m not gonna, because it’s extremely wrong. But I am very very attracted to him. I know nothing could ever work out because were very similar with our BPD like tendencies. It’s harmless to dream though.. lmao 

Fuck my life