So I am worrying right now about spontaneous pneumothorax. It sounds crazy I’m sure but it’s basically collapsed lung in simple terms. My dad had it when he was 20 which is terrifying because I am 19. I am a 4’11, 100lb female. I know that it can run in the family and I’m just freaking out that now it’s gonna happen to me. I have a lot of pain I feel like I have pain everyday somewhere in my body but I usually diagnose it all as anxiety because I scare myself about everything. I start to think about pain then I feel it. I do have chest pain here and there but I’ve have it all my life I feel like which makes me even more scared. BUT I am also scared of going to the doctor. All medical things are scary to me. Anxiety is a bitch, it is ruining my life. There is not a day that I don’t worry about something. I worry about health conditions such as blood clots, collapsed lung and heart attack. I worry about literally everything at this point I pretty much stay home because I’m scared of the world (which life if fucking scary it can be taken in seconds) I don’t wanna keep living like this, it’s straining my life and body. I don’t want to die from stress and anxiety.