The only thing that helps me get out of bed is women. I need hot girls in my life or I just have no motivation. I've been paying them to hang out with me platonically because im so lonely and my life is so meaningless. I'm 28. Never had a gf and I just can't get interested in the girls who will date me for real. Only extremely hot and bubbly girls do it for me but I can't get one without paying. I have been doing this for 6 years. Nothing else makes me happy and now even these hot bubbly girls are starting to bore me. And I just don't have anything to look forward to anymore. If a hot ass babe doesn't get me through the day, what will??