Ever since highschool Ive always had a partner. Now I’m dating my bestfriend(of two years) and it’s great. The only problem is when he’s not here, I can’t function. All I do is sleep. I do t know what’s wrong with me but my codependency is awful. Ive never been this bad. He’s not enabling me or anything. He actually helps me, but sometimes I really just can’t function. I do t know what’s wrong with me. 

I just recently, finally, got out of every abusive situation I’ve been in and can finally cope. So everything is hitting me hard. And this is no exception. I don’t feel like he’ll abandon me. But I just can’t do anything without him here.