I did not know what to call it before. When my assignments are piling up, I would wake up in the morning grumpy and easily irritated thinking I have a lot more things to do. My brain tells me I have to do this and that and should waste no time so I get irritated with everyone doing things that makes my plans take longer for me to do. but when I get to my room and do it, after a few hours, I am no longer pressured to do what I have to do. 

Like, then why did I get so grumpy and irritated if I have no plans of focusing for the whole day to do my tasks? I act as if everyone is against my plans. I hate this because my family sees my attitude then reprimands me that my attitude is not good (like when I dont answer them when they ask me questions because my mind is filled with what I have to do that I dont want to speak with anyone). I dont want to keep feeling this way since the emotions are just so great its so frustrating. I dont even know anymore if it should be that frustrating as it should be.