After I stoped my studies due to the covid pandemic, my study skills suffered. 

After giving up on my dissertation, lab closed, no samples, lost orientador, etc, I've found a really hard working job at a local factory (9h/day), It helps me gather some good money. 

Right now I have time to think, but I need some advice on hot to cope with my fear of failure (overthinking mostly). 

Do you know a way of starting the fire again? 

Some books, movies, etc. that helped you love something, anything close to thee excitement of learning/realearning.