i feel like the actual Worst. i know i’ve been too ambitious and incredibly annoying and it’s been 2 days i just don’t know what to do. i’m 98% sure he hates me and i really want to die. i just came home and cried in my bed with all the lights off. i’m literally the most pathetic thing to walk this earth like i don’t even deserve to be breathing air. i know i really don’t deserve him but it hurts so much when he doesn’t answer me and i don’t want to scare him away by being annoying. i even tried talking to some of my other friends and none of them are responding. i hate myself.