Normally i would never put something like this on the internet but lately i dont know where to go with this anymore so here I go.
Ive always stuggled with alot of downs, but lately its been worse then ever. In the past I harmed myself and even attempted suicide once ( don't worry I haven't done this in a long long time an even tho it's a stuggle sometimes i dont think i will do something like that again).
The last 2 years have been especially heavy on me, alot of thing have happend which i won't get into right now.
Ive been trying to get better lately but it seems that when my ups are higher my downs get even lower.
I just feel like nothing ever goes my way, especially this last year its just been setback after setback and tho i keep pushing on I just feel so broken inside like something that used to be there just got up and went away.
Even though i have people around me who care for me I can't bring myself to tell them how low ive truly been.
For now idk what else to put here, but thank you for reading this.
And to anyone who's also been struggling, i truly and deeply hope you will get trough this and find whatever it is your looking for or need.
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