today i lost my dog of 14 years because i left the backdoor open the other night. ive been up and down the neighborhoods in my area knocking on doors and checking the social media. i dont know what the hell to do she's just gone and out there somewhere scared, hungry and lost. im so fucking stupid idk what to do right now, me and my mom have been looking all day but no one has seen her. its been past 24 hours now and in between searches i just sit and cry knowing ive failed her. everything feels awful, but i cant stop looking when i know she's still out there confused

please take care of your pets. you dont ever want to feel this way