but gosh it hasn't been good. a little update to one of my previous posts about finally having plans with my only friend. they decided to change the plans last second to just hanging out around where i live, which is literally the last thing i want to do because im worried about seeing people from my old school. but plans change and that's ok, but dude it really sucks. we were planning it for awhile and they're obviously making time for other people they'd rather hang out with. is this all i'm waiting for? the once a year chance to do things i don't want to do? i wish i had more friends because my existence is unbearable at this point. i don't know what i did to live in this hell.