My anxiety is more than just anxiety, it’s an anxiety attack that doesn’t stop. I can’t sleep, I can’t leave my bed, I can’t stop shaking. It feels like I’m going to die as I type this and the sensation never goes away. It’s 2am and this has been going on to this degree since 6pm. I’ve held out for the past EIGHT hours like this but can’t take another minute. It took me 15 minutes to type this paragraph. I have to drink alcohol to calm down or I’m going to kill myself.