I’ve been on Lithium for awhile now and I’m still struggling to find my therapeutic level. I take 1200mg daily but my blood levels are still critically low. Right now I’m in a depressive episode and probably the worst I’ve had since starting mood stabilizers back in January. I spent last night laying in bed crying and trying to figure out why. I want to give up and just stop taking my meds but I know that isn’t the right answer. I just miss the euphoric feeling of mania even tho I know I’m a danger to myself and my relationships. I guess I’m just stuck. Sorry for the rant but no one seems to understand where I’m coming from when I try explaining it to people in my life. I’m trying but it’s hard and it hurts.