...and we set up my first ever appointment.

I don't like living like this. It was worth it for 10 years for the euphoric states of my mind but I can't take this anymore. I need help. And I'm finally getting it. I'm taking back control over my life.

For the first time in a while i feel like there is hope.

And there IS hope.

I'm sorry I know it's a short post but that's exavtly how I feel right now.