So my boyfriend is addicted to benzos for half of the relationship now he had a few hiccups but very little. But he's on them again right now and i realized everytime he buys them now i get such severe anxiety that's i feel like my heart is going to explode. And i was thinking it could be a bad stress relating to the 6 months i dealt with getting no real love from him, barely noticed, not knowing if has going to die any day. Some days I'd have to smack him hard to get him to move because he was laying on my bed barely breathing, not moving most a lot of nights..it all hurt soo much, and im shaking just typing this.. but I'm asking for some insight help because if this is true..do i break up with him? Because i feel like I'm going to stop breathing.. ..please help