For me, it took about a year to reach out for help by a therapist, and admit that a part of my world was just a psychosis/ delusion. I already had a therapist since i had panic disorders but i couldnt tell anything about it, but my therapist knew something was wrong and i recognized he started prescribing me amisulpride etc. i was angry at first that he’s seeing me as a schizophrenia so i didnt see him again for about 3 month, but without medication, i got too overwhelmed and had some fatal incidents which led me to a hospital.
So my question is.. was it hard for you to admit that you was a schizoprenia all along like me, and if so, how long did it take? I was later greatful for myself, that I finally had my strength to reach for help..
It was the hardest part for me. When everything was reality, denying it kinda meant denying my own existance.