I just feel so unfulfilled. I already was struggling with separating from some close friends and now I’m having my shifts at work cancelled because there’s not enough work. I feel like I’m getting nowhere and that I have pretty much no real life friends that I talk to frequently. I also hate myself for not being able to handle banter very well even if it was not said with malicious intent.

I work out and sometimes do hobbies but it doesn’t help cover up my sadness. What do I even do to feel better?