Been having some new weird Anxiety feelings I haven’t felt before.

I feel like I just want to shut off, I’m not sleeping well, I’m going through health issues, I’m going through life changes that I am not thrilled about.

The idea of doing all this stuff and living for 40-50 more years is exhausting. I just want to sleep forever. I’m always dizzy and lightheaded. I’ve lost weight and I cry a lot. 

This isn’t how my anxiety has presented in the past. Is this more depression? I would never hurt myself I’ll just push on, but this is the worst feeling I’ve ever experienced. 

I’m taking supplements and trying to eat as much as possible. Walking and lifting some light weights too. It isn’t helping lol