I feel really fat, ugly, and off-putting and it pushes people away. My emotions are so intense, and as someone who has a co-diagnosis in ASD, it makes it worse. Whenever I see a poster here say "my boyfriend..." here it makes me less empathetic towards them. I get angry. I spill my emotions super quickly, don't have the patience to wait for others to open up, and then I blow up and it's ruined. I'm a college student, I haven't been on a date or have done anything in over a year. It makes me feel worthless. Am I alone in this here?