but you have to understand some people were just meant to die. we need to work hard to undo the mistakes of our predecessors. I was my family's, and I am responsible for fixing that. I'm so sorry to whoever I scarred, I didn't mean it. it's just something I have to do. I am sick, I'm not smart enough to contribute to society, and I have learned that no one will ever love me. to the people, I leave behind I know you will be fine. this is just something that has to happen. please sell my stuff and get pocket money out of it. please leave me to rot. do not bury me in a casket, do not mark my grave. I do not deserve it. I don't want any pictures of me around, I am too ugly for the world to see. let me be just a name that will be forgotten with history. I am sorry. I hope to see my mom soon.