so I don't really know where to post this. I probably overreacted and I feel shitty. basically I wanted to take a shower. it was about 1 am, and the shower is in my mom's room. I figured if I was quite (I really did try to be) that it would be ok. I've done it before. anyways she said I woke her up and she had to pee and that I had been in the shower for a long time. she asked if I was done (in the rude way. like "*are you done*??" I don't know if that makes sense, but yeah) I said no, I was in there for ten minutes. she told me she had counted from when I first came in and it was 1:17 and now it was 1:28 (so 11 minutes I guess). it kind of freaked me out that she was counting but she always does this and has to be right. she said I woke up my sister even though it was much more likely because she flopped out of the bed (my sisters 7. they still sleep together) rather than my shower. then I was wet and naked in a thin towel in my room and she bursts in and tells me that I woke everyone up and that obviously something was wrong with me if I wanted to take a shower at 1 am. i kept telling her I just wanted to shower... she wouldn't believe me. she kept repeating "at 1 AM?!?!" and I kept saying yes... at 1 am... its what I wanted to do.. I was up... and I had bought soap and razors and such earlier. I started crying because again she was freaking me out. she told me "I should be the one crying" and I started crying harder. then she told me I was going to wake up my dad. I feel like I do everything wrong.. I can't even fucking shower.. maybe to most this wouldn't be the worst thing ever but I legit threw up from sobbing just now. I feel so stupid. nothing I do is going to be okay and I'm not allowed to have emotions. sorry... this is probably the wrong sub but I just needed to let all of this out... I feel like a terrible person..