Going through a breakup and moved locations and I’ve never been good at meeting people unless drunk or high. I’m basically sober, my limit is 1-2 beers. I was 100% sober for 4 years until recently and now I just don’t know how to fill the void of my FP with anything else. I’m working on the parts of me that make me hide away but what am I supposed to do until I achieve my goals? I’m so fucking alone and just want to be able to distract myself from the pain of loneliness in this body and mind I have now even if I don’t necessarily want people to know me like this. It’s fucking hard to navigate. I also have no friends cause they were so toxic recently , but I miss having someone to just go to and feel like we could go set the world on fire together in misery. I’m just drowning alone now.