Lately I've been experiencing some quite intense dreams in which my abuser is coming back into my life and the only one upset about it is me.

My abuser is my little brothers dad and he is asking about him lately so I bet that's got something to do with it and the fact that he moved to the same part of town where I live with my family is scary.

All of these things probably have to do with a fear that is building inside of me that he is going to come back into my life and there's nothing I can do about it. Last night I dreamt that we moved into his house and I was the only one upset by the situation. I was yelling curse words left right and center and now I've woken up again filled with pure anxiety and agitation and i havnt even left my bed yet. 

This is a bad enough situation, feels a little ptsd as events that happen in my dreams circle around not being in control ect but I don't really know what to do about it. 

I'm on the waiting list for therapy so it could be months until I see a professional to even begin to talk about this. 
I don't like talking about him to my family and I don't want my little brother to feel like he can't talk about his father, as my mom refused to talk about me and my sister's fathers when we were young. 
How do you even begin to deal with this? 
