I don't like eating. It doesn't help that my psychiatrist tells me to lose 80lbs (I'm 6 foot 3 ish and I lost 10lbs from not eating, so I'm around 265lbs now)

My psychiatrist thinks I'm not getting enough nutrients in my diet, and my mom says "well you're 22, you know where the food is, stop being so lazy and cook for yourself"

I have a stomach problem and I also get like chills? Like it's +6 outside as of writing this and I'm freezing, I'm under 4 heavy blankets and the chills aren't going away.

I don't eat very often, it's a miracle I keep up with the standard lunch and dinner routine. I'll eat dinner at around 3:30-4PM, then I won't eat anything until anywhere between 9 AM and 12PM, mostly towards the latter since I eat lunch. My psych says that's good, but I don't really see it? Like if I were not to eat anything from 5-6PM til 10 or 11 AM the next day, I think that's normal, but 3:30PM or 4PM til 11-12 the next day? Isn't that a bit.. not normal?

idk. I hate eating. I don't eat because it makes me feel awkward inside. I don't have any eating disorders as far as I know but I just don't like eating. I get anxious whilst eating. Which makes me eat super quick, like I can finish a whole bowl or plate full of food in 5 minutes. My parents tell me to slow down but it's like, I can't? I need to eat quick. I just need to.

I'm 22M if that matters.