I’m a horrible parent. I don’t want to spend time with my son and find myself annoyed with him constantly. I yell at him. I don’t want to be with him. 

I’m in a relationship where he seems to be ashamed of me because he doesn’t tell his friends about me. We’ve been together almost 2 years. 

I have so much trauma that I can’t move up in a career. I linger at bottom rung everywhere I go no matter how hard I try. 

I just don’t see the point of existing.