It’s useless, I opened up to him once properly and he made me get on medication which just made me a complete different person and more suicidal. Now because my mum makes me go I act like I’m completely fine and happy because if I show my true self he doesn’t listen and just puts me on meds. He offered to get a doctor to put me on a medicine that won’t make me have any side effects but I don’t wanna try it cause of my last experience.

Psychologist is meant to help you, they can’t fix you of course but they shouldn’t try and put me on a medicine the first time I open up, he could at least give me tips on how to cope or something like that.