The more and more time goes on from my diagnosis. The more I feel like my family cannot support me emotionally.

I fear and hate my father. He angers too easily 
Can't tell my mom secrets or how I feel

Brother doesn't talk to me
His wife felt like a sister to me. Until she stopped listening and started acting like a mom. Tells me to communicate with her but she can't keep my secrets anymore.
Older sister disowned me while in inpatient care
Other sister literally said, "enjoy the consequences" she also is quick to anger.

Part of me feels that it's not just me that has trouble regulating emotions. But the moment I say something I'm "diagnosing" them.

How am I to improve emotionally when they're like this.