I just recently discovered what FP means and I immediately attached it to my best friend. I think about her all the time and my emotions weigh on what she thinks of me.

I'm pretty sure she knows and tries to reassure me that she won't leave me and loves my presence, even if she got a new boyfriend recently. But my depression doesn't let me believe it and i keep away. But keeping away makes me upset and I want to talk to her. But when I talk to her I always think I'm annoying and she can be doing something better. I think she's better off without me no matter how much she tries to tell me and it hurts.