God. I can't stop scrolling my fp's friend, thinking that my fp (who is a friend) hung out with them today without telling me. I want to find some sort of proof that i've been abandoned. It is so earth shattering to learn that youre not even your fp's bff, and they have better and normal friends. Normal and healthy friends dont act crazy like this. I know that my instability drive people away and that is why i hide them so well from my fp.