I'm 39 years old, never been married, Don't have any kids. Heck, my longest "relationship" if you even want to call it that lasted only 5 months. I've only been with 6 women in my life sexually. I typically don't get the women I truly want either. When I pursue women that I truly see value in I usually get rejected outright or they gradually lose interest and label me as "boring" and "square". What the hell do I do? Because I'm seriously thinking about suicide as one of my options. I'm SO tired of living in misery!