I can feel the old me trying to come out I’m trying to control it but after so much I can’t keep being ok when I flip I flip I have no in between or off switch I’m happy with my life and have been doing better the last months then my whole life but it’s the little things that bring this other side of me and I feel it it’s darkness and evil and if it comes out I can’t stop it not trying so sound edgy but the truth is I have no impulse control whatsoever and I have been on a good path lately