i think i’ve been misdiagnosed.. psychiatrist says i have anxiety, and major depressive disorder. 


I don’t think i have a major depressive disorder. What im about to say may sound like a contradiction to that statement, but please hear me out. I’ve been sad since 6 years old. I’m 20 now. I do have bad days often. But the sadness has grown on me in sort of a comforting way too? I’ve been through a lot. Things that have changed my life forever so it’s not easy to just be happy. It’s not something medication can fix especially since im not the *S-Word..


One minute im angry, the next depressed, anxious, and the next somewhat content.. because i feel exhausted from feeling miserable (from what has happened to me). I get flashbacks throughout the day. And nightmares a few times a week. what could this mean?