I worry more than I should. I'll spend days or weeks freaking out about something coming up, no matter how small or big it is. However when push comes to shove I find that I don't really care how things go. I resign myself to disappointment and only feel relief when something stressful is over. Even if it goes well I'm not happy. Again I'm just happy it's over. I know I'm an idiot and a failure so failure's never a surprise. Is this anxiety or what? DAE?