My boyfriend used to like girls that look nothing like me. When asked if he had to choose between their body type and the body type of people that look like me (excluding me) he said he would prefer theirs. I really struggle with this. I have had eating disorders so this hits even harder. I feel like I can’t get over the fact that he can have a preference that is different than me. I can’t understand that concept. He is with me and he loves me, but I still feel like I’m never gonna be what he actually likes the most. I don’t doubt he likes me and thinks I’m attractive (although I don’t feel attractive at all), I don’t know how to be okay knowing he would choose skinny girls over girls like me (chubby). I talked about this with my therapist, but I would like to know what someone here maybe has to share. I keep on fighting about this with him, not blaming him for liking them, but asking him why he would still think these girls were the hottest when he already was with me.