So….. I have like this intense urge to burst into tears (gets worse during my period) and I just feel so irritable and like I want to scream, but I’ve found that whenever I self harm, even the smallest bit like a pinch, that that feeling and urge goes away for the most part. It’s like I want to rip my skin open and dig out whatever is making me feel like this. Is what I’m feeling anxiety? I do have GAD and ADHD and am currently on Lamictal and Adderall. I’ve tried 3 SSRIS and while they helped for a while, I usually ended up feeling this way again after a few weeks or months. I also suspect I have BPD or even autism so I’m not sure what this is.