I’m surrounded by so many people who want to help me and see me get better, but why do I feel so alone? 
I feel so helpless. I feel like as soon as I start to trust someone, they abandon me. I really feel like I don’t want to be here. There’s just so much bad and I don’t think it can be fixed. I don’t think I can be fixed. I just don’t want to feel alone. I don’t know what to do.