I've been a major lurker in livestreams (twitch and youtube).. today, for the first time in ages, I tried to chat in one of the streams I've been following for about a year... I managed to f up, get scatterbrained, and post 2-3 messages in a row (it was about 5 lines of text, chat was fairly busy, but still), got called out in front of the whole chat by the streamer for giving the streamer anxiety because it was too much text... I want to bury myself into the ground now, I'm so embarrassed and they ended the stream like 2 minutes later (I did apologise in the chat but idk if they saw it)  


Seriously the one time I try to be friendly I get too jittery and mess it up and now I feel so bad for upsetting someone