     I seem to always either love someone to death and never get tired of them or I get tired of that person easily and get away from them.
     In my life I had only 2 Fp’s. One who is my current partner and another one who used to be my Fp before my partner, who is my friend to this day. These are literally h Tb e only 2 people in my life that I’m apparently capable of keeping any sort of relationship with. I try to make other friends, however I end up getting tired of them and moving on. 
I believe that I feel like I need to “find people that I’ll never get tired of” or else the relationship isn’t even worth it.
Does anyone else relate?
I’ve been having a hard time because I really wish I could have other friends to talk to. I’m currently in an intense Eating Disorder treatment, my partner also has an ED so we agreed on not talking much about EDs in order to not trigger each other and my only friend is a really busy person. 
Anyone has tips on how to maintain friendships and calm down every time I feel like it isn’t even worth going after?! 
Thanks :)