There have been many jobs where I have quit after just two weeks. Literally an insane amount of jobs. I just can’t bring myself to come in. I can’t do it and I don’t understand why. It feels like literal torture. I started a new job recently and I have to be there in a few hours and I’m fighting myself tooth and nail. I just want to be home where it’s safe. I don’t fucking feel good. But I need money to survive. It sucks.