I've got contact info for some partial-hospitalization programs relatively nearby, with instructions to start calling today. And to talk to HR about short-term disability benefits.

I had a situation where someone in the care chain dropped a ball, and it caused a delay that left me without my mood stabilizer for close to a week. So I've been having serious episodes for about two months now, and it's become unmanageable, even after getting back on my meds and adding a new one to try and combat the most severe symptoms. 

I hold an executive position at a nonprofit organization with statewide reach, and I was doing really well before this happened. Now I have to figure out how to keep things running in my absence, and I can't fucking think. :/

I'm worried. I'm angry. I'm scared. I don't know what to expect. But I know I need help.