Right now my boyfriend is napping on the couch downstairs and I just si'd and am laying in my bed because my emotions are way too overwhelming. I was in a good mood all day. We don't live together and he was supposed to sleep over tonight. I have something to do that takes like 2 hrs and he was going to hang out here till I was done. Then he told me he was gonna go home instead when I leave. Reasonable but not what we had planned. And then he just took a nap on the couch instead of actually doing anything with me until I leave. And i accused him of being mean and i really cant recall what he said that made me think that so it might be in my head. Now I'm so pissed and upset and hating him and I don't really know why. He's justified in wanting to nap (its his first day not smoking) and hes justified in wanting to leave because there's not much for him to do here. But I can't shake all these negative feelings