Idk of im alone in this but because of covid and how fucked the world is, i have an even stronger feeling that all is meaningless and useless what we do, i constantly doubt myself because others have expectations and get mad if u don’t make them. Covid made me realize that no mater what great things u do there will always be an other shit obstacles on ur road to being a little happy at the end of the day. And no matter what u do in school and work, even if u dis something good, there will always be someone who did it better and the people around u just say okay but u could have done better.
Idk if any of this makes sense for anyone and i don’t wanna be a bitch just needed a place to put this and speak my mind for a bit.
(Srry for the shit english not my main language)