i feel like i don't fit the mold but i do. i've been professionally diagnosed for two years, and had "bpd traits" since 14. but i don't rage on people, i don't do risky things, i hate sympathy and attention, i hate being sick, i don't give a fuck if most people leave me i just would be devastated if my fp's did. Not saying those are bad symptoms they are signs someone is suffering inside, but i just don't identify with them like everyone else seems to. i just feel invalid and lost. i've had a shit day and ofc my brain is here to convince me all my illnesses are fake and i'm just a failure