I got my wisdom tooth extracted on Monday  and this recovery period has been giving me so much anxiety of getting dry socket. My pain is very mild and mostly when I lie down. My anxiety has driven me to be on my phone all day googling about every little thing I’m feeling. (Am I getting dry socket, how is the blood clot supposed to look etc) 

I cried last night because I feel so lost. I hadn’t been getting good sleep and now even less with this recovery. My muscles have been all tense. Always worrying so much, I hate it. It makes me want to cry how hopeless I feel sometimes. I wish I didn’t have to worry so much. It’s night time and I’m scared to sleep. I’m so scared of not being able to sleep and falling asleep at the same time. It’s been very miserable. July just seems to be the worst month since last year, when my anxiety first started. Sorry I just wanted to let this out. Wanted to feel at least hear by someone. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. Thank you to anyone that read. I really appreciate it.