I’ve gone through quite a bit of different medications since my mental health deteriorated. I finally was settled on Wellbutrin and Lithium and I got up to pretty high dosages. I’m doing so, I was able to climb out of a very very dark place and nowadays during the daytime I’ve been feeling alright. Still though, often at night, I’ll have a mini depressive episode and I’ll feel awful, but tears can’t even leave my eye. I just feel mere pain and I can’t physically exert any of it. 

To add on to it, I’ve struggled with dissociation ever since I got out of that place (won’t describe things for your sake as I don’t even want to think about it). I’ll feel like I go through days, even weeks and not even notice a thing. My body will just go through the motions and my head feels like it was literally numbed.

Anyways, does anyone else feel in a similar way? Is this how the medication is supposed to make me feel?