I sleep all day I lost my job because I left due to my mental health. Ik  turning 20 next year, i dont have friends anymore, my phone is dead . I have my parents but im alone. I feel alone, I was talking to someone I met online but because of my mental health I stopped talking to him almost a week but I had told him to give me some days and he blocked me yesterday. I just want to go to sleep and not wake up anymore im tired of being so useless . My psychiatrist isn’t listening anymore, I have no one to talk to I just hate it here