Everyday seems to be a job to get through I feel so alone and I just don’t wanna be here any longer it has just become a normal thing to me now and I know there’s others that deal with it so I just presume it’s a normal thing some people want to live and some don’t . Not a day passes I don’t think of just ending it all but what holds me back is the courage to just do it I seriously don’t think I have anyone it would bother my daughter has a great step dad so I know that’s covered It’s just a big thing to do I think we can all agree there so it’s just building the courage to get the job done I know one day it will click I’ve been like this for going on 3 years now so no I’m not looking for sympathy. Just somewhere to share my thoughts .