I’ve been in so much pain constantly for the past few days and I wanted to go to the hospital last night but nobody would drive me. I was furious and started chugging vodka to get rid of the pain. I was fine for about an hour or 2 and then I actually passed out. Not blackout but actually lost consciousness. My father and brother had to drag me to bed and they said I even threw up blood.

I woke up on my floor about an hour ago and I feel good strangely. I don’t feel any pain right now. I didn’t even want to fucking drink I just wanted to go to the hospital…