The title say it all, its 10pm where i live, just downed a bottle of whisky. My dad didnt even want to see me for my birthday i skipped skipped school for a whole week, missed my exams too but i dont know why it doesnt bother me anymore. Nothing interest me anymore. I though i would be better after 3 hospitalisation in psy but nothing seems to change. Everytime i feel like i go to my default me after a few month. Having a gf, friends, loving mother... nothing is ever enough.
At least tomorrow ill have some "coding" to do for school i should be 1ble to do it in 30 mins and head back home.
Everything seems like a chore more than anithing else.
Dont bother mp me ill probably be sleeping with the med combined with the alcool.
Just a rant dont pay it any attention.