I really have been scaring myself lately. Hearing things like screaming coming from deep in my head. Seeing shadows. And Im just scared. I have no money I live with my aunt in the middle of fucking Alabama. Im a disappointment and failure to everyone and everything. Im mediocre at best at my favorite activities and even now I have no fun activities. Play xbox and be sad. I hate myself and Im so fucked up I dont think Im worth saving. And all of 8 billion people and I feel alone, shallow and, empty inside.