Hi all I'm someone who struggles with anxiety and depression on and off. I deal with panic and social anxiety. Lately I've been in the process of moving to the west coast from the East coast of the u.s.i feel proud of myself for taking on this adventure and feeling free yet I feel trapped in the meantime. The reason why I'm moving is because I hate where I live in Massachusetts. People here are so rude and unsupportive. People would rather use and abuse me than support or look out for me, family included. The west coast in the Washington area seems better for me. I'm a liberal dude who's into games and other nerdy stuff. Here in mass it's so frowned upon and I'm judged for just being a man. It's like a third world country here. Poverty heaven. I have a little over a year left but it feels like an eternity being here for that long. I rather talk to people online than be harassed by prejudice people. I just don't know how to deal with it in the meantime