I have come a long way. Soon, it has been a year since my Borderline diagnosis. Today, I’ve come to the realization that this is my core issue. It is responsible for the majority of my suffering. It is the reason I am depressed (thankfully, it is that bad when on medicine). I deeply reflected on my life and now I have a timeline of everything that has unfolded, which is the cause of my Borderline in my mind, and my conclusion is, that this is undoubtedly my main issue. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. I would literally have 10x more success in life with friendships and relationships if it wasn't for this.

I am, however, slightly worried that this is unfixable. I hope someone has a success story to prove me wrong with. I am 18, by the way.

Any advice is greatly appreciated!