Last night, my boyfriend went out with his “brother and friend” but actually went out with his brother, his girlfriend and all her friends. He promised to be home by 10 and ring me but wasn’t. He accidentally butt dialled me at 10 and was with a girl and said to her, “I think I’m starting to love you a little bit, you’re just like me” and then when going for a wee with her in a private cubicle, I heard, “lock the door. Go on show me. I’ll show you mine” and said, “I’m the only one of the boys that’s single”. The phone call was 10 minutes and clear as day. He suddenly went “oh shit” and it hung up. He had no idea he was ringing me until then but I heard everything. He’s denied it now and says it never happened and he never said any of this stuff and I’ve obviously misheard. I would usually fall victim to gaslighting but I absolutely know what I heard and what he said. I think he slept with her as he eventually rolled in at gone 1am. I am currently pregnant with his child and he has done this but denies it. I feel furious and hurt and dangerous. My whole body feels shaken and angry right now. I feel like crashing my car into a wall and killing myself and this unborn child. I’ve been with him for four and a half years and this is the third time I’ve caught him cheating on me. I feel like there is definitely loads more that I haven’t caught. I don’t know what to do. I don’t have a family or anyone else to confide in. But I’m broken and I feel a danger to myself. I don’t know why I’m sharing this, I guess I just need support and others opinion but I am broken