I'm just asking here, I guess for hope? So, I apparently actually have schizoaffective (maybe that would be a better sub), but I thought maybe there would be more insight here. I tried Abilify at like 15(?), but it didn't help. It actually made things worse between weight gain and the constant sleep. I apparently tried Risperidone as well, but I don't even remember. 

In the five years since, I've lost anyone I could consider a friend, I've sort of dropped out of school, and just before this past Christmas I snapped and destroyed property at my job (no clue how no one ever contacted me). I'm just asking if there is any hope of actually getting better before it's too late. If I don't, there may be actual legal trouble and stuff ahead, right? I am honestly extremely scared.