i found someone i really like. he’s cool, sweet, funny, he makes me feel extremely beautiful. he listens, and meets my needs. but alike my last relationship, i was extremely insecure and jealous. it’s coming up again. i remember that girls are prettier than me, and i feel fucking ugly all the time. 

he follows a really beautiful girl, they follow each other. she’s a model— i model. but she does a lot more than me. she looks so cool. i compared immediately, and now it’s making me want to split. i really don’t want to, cause being with him feels so good— but i can’t suffer through the same things i did last time. i don’t know what to do. what do i do...