I was talking to my fwb and explaining my bipolar and during the conversation he’d mentioned he’d never once in his life felt depressed and I was like wow. In my head I was like I can’t imagine a life where I’ve never felt depression. Like I was kinda jealous for a short moment. Like I can’t imagine my life without all these bipolar mood swings at all. I’ve seen stability and relapse. And thats something I’ve come to terms with as I’ve been this was since I was 10 but wow. A life where you’ve never felt depressed or manic. That’s something I can’t even imagine living.