PTSD and schizoaffective disorder gives me a large amount of anxiety. I have my routine, meds and coping tools to get on with life with my severe symptoms. However I'm trying to get life to be more comfortable to exist in and I'm finding I may be freaking out because I've run out of ways to productivity fill my time and stay motivated. Theres just too much time to fill, especially making it hard is the virus and restrictions. Currently surviving however, just getting beat up every day is bringing out my depression more and more.
And also I'm terrified of this new path I'm undertaking to get a job. But I see benefits.