i love my girlfriend very much and sometimes I will get so jealous of her hanging out with her friends when I’m not there. usually it hurts for a few and then I’m over it but it’s different this time. We have been hanging out at the local library together and she brings her younger sister and I always bring my younger brother. We play board games and such and this has become a weekly thing. Today we went back like we usually do and when she got there I found out she had invited someone else and he was on his way. i was a little upset that nobody told me but I got over it but today I found out that they are all going to start going to the library without me and I know it’s stupid it’s not like I own the library but it’s really making me upset. I suck at expressing my emotions and telling her when I’m sad. Tonight I started having a breakdown and she knows I’m upset but she doesn’t know why and I don’t wanna upset her by explaining why. She has been relying exceptionally slow tonight and I know she’s probably busy but it just really feels like she doesn’t care. I don’t have any other friends to talk about this shit to I just don’t know