i’m just so tired and it makes it hard to see any other perspective. i haven’t felt like myself at all. i’ve had two “almost suicide attempts” (i.e. had a plan and full intentions but was intervened) in the last year. i feel like i have made it very apparent to my friends and for the most part, i don’t feel like they would be very upset, probably just relieved. 

i’d really like to hear what has helped you get over suicidal ideation and impulses. [as a note, i am actively saving for therapy.]