Everything someone says to me, my mind is working to analyze their tone, their perception of me, and how they feel about me. I feel like I’m hypersensitive to voice tonality because I can so easily distinguish it. I’ll constantly be asking my parents if they’re mad at me just because I can sense a slight offness in their tone.

Even with other people, if someone texts me something, I’ll have to ask for clarification if they meant it as a good thing or bad thing, or if they’re saying it in a positive way. Even if there’s a weird moment in a conversation that I sensed, I’ll carry that with me for the rest of the day, and if I don’t busy myself with something, that’s all I’ll be thinking about at night. 

I usually replay my conversations with other people to myself at night, and make up new ones with the person. Unfortunately it’s not the same, since the way I express that person is how I’d perceive them to be, so it doesn’t work. I still do it though. I don’t think about other people too much, but my feelings are so dependent on them sometimes.