basically what the title says, she thinks i no longer fit the criteria. i’m torn between being happy i’m recovering and being sad to lose such an integral part of me. i know it sounds bad but i’ve been mentally ill since i was a kid and now it feels like i’ve lost something.
i still fit 5 of the criteria which i thought meant a diagnosis but i guess her and i only really worked on the interpersonal stuff, not derealisation or like emptiness. still i feel sort of .... lost? now that it seems like i’m just floating somewhere near depression. 
idk i see my psychiatrist in like a month so i’ll ask him. it just sucks that after so many years of struggling it seems like i was fixed within a year. it doesn’t feel real to me