I've lost her for good.  

Blocked  

Why can't I do relationships properly, why do I get so complacent, why does stupid shit always fall out my mouth?    


I don't know if I can go through another one.  

I'm 31 and my time is running out.  



People say it's only a break up but it fucking sucks, the pain doesn't get better, you don't get used to it and the future just looks more bleak with each one. 



I just want a hug and someone to speak to