lately it’s been dark again. because I was betrayed, again. why has it always been so easy for people to take advantage of me? I try my hardest to be so kind to everyone and even put myself forward to help others, I really stick my neck out for people, I really wanna be there for people. listen, care, help. but I always get used or betrayed or hurt by those I show so much love to. i wanna stay true to me, and keep having a big heart I was born with, but sometimes it feels like I have to harden my shell because they always hurt me. I just wanna understand why I always get taken for granted…