I’m 22 and can’t fathom the fact that everything is only going to keep getting worse. I feel so emotionally immature and incapable of being on my own in this world I just want to give up. My childhood was a shitshow and I don’t think I have it in me to keep going. I wish someone could have told me to just be a kid and not to put all this pressure on myself. I want to go to sleep and never wake