This will probably be all over the place..

I feel like I’ve sacrificed so much to make the guy I’m seeing happy. When he gets upset with me, I do anything I can to fix it and make him feel better. But I absolutely don’t get that in return and I’ve tried to explain to him what my needs are and he’s just not hearing me and I’m not sure what else I can do. 

Today we got in a silly little fight and I got upset and told him I was upset and he got mad at me for being upset. I told him that sometimes I get upset over silly things and it doesn’t mean he’s done something wrong, I’m just emotional and my feelings get hurt easily. and I typically hold all that in but I’ve been trying to not do that anymore and talk about things but anytime I do he gets mad at me. I’ve told him I just need him to be supportive and for some reason he can’t even do that. And when I tell him it doesn’t seem like he’s cares about me he gets mad bc to him, he does enough to prove he cares. But again, I’ve told him, because of my mental health, I need a little extra care sometimes and I don’t think it’s too much to ask for him to just listen and to hear me when I’m upset and that’s it. 

I feel like I’m doing all I can to make things work with us and he’s not trying at all. I don’t wanna lost him though. I just don’t know how to reach him. Especially when it’s hard to talk to him because he gets mad when I talk about my feelings. 

He hasn’t even talked to me in hours even though he knows I’m upset. I’m not even upset AT HIM. Or mad at him. I just want him to be there for me.