I’ve been actively using drugs for multiple years, and I never realized how much I hate how my life is going until I got off them. I masked up so much pain with drugs and I wanna know how to take my life over again and be happy without using. I want to go to rehab so bad but I don’t know where to start or even if I want to admit it to people I love that this is an issue I’ve been suffering. It hurts to talk about and I hate it. I just feel stuck