I don’t know how to process my feelings right now, and thought I’d come to this space to express myself. My fp, essentially started a secret relationship and I just found out. I am so sad. 

Sent them paragraphs I regret. Completely split. And I’m trying to not do that to anyone else I love. I’m just so hurt. Every bone in my body aches. Not suicidal at all. Just so low. Any kind words would be appreciated.