Hey all, 

Guess we've all been there. Been dating this girl for 3 months and I became extremely attached. But now, she cuts me out of her live, I go into a total breakdown and a day later she says she still loves me.  As you know, that shit is already confusing asf for normal people, but I can't have constant breakdowns. But letting go is just not an option.. it should be, but it isn't. I can't lose her even if she treats me like shit. I can't lose her and I cannot be alone, I rather die. This whole mess has caused 2 suicide attempts on my part so deep down I know, if I want to get out alive, I need to get out. But I also cannot go get out because that would mean I am alone..

Anybody any idea what to do here and how?