So I had an anaphylactic reaction to my first Pfizer dose. All my doctors tell me not to get the second one. I'm also on some light immunosuppressants so getting a live vaccine is a no go. I have about 5 autoimmune disorders and I've been in the process to see how high if a risk I am for covid in general. Mostly GI/colitis problems and skin issues. I've been so scared about this delta variant and getting super sick, even if I do think I had covid last year before covid was a thing. I'm not sure when I'll be able to live normally again, and it truly scared me. 

Anyone else have a similar issue? How did you cope?