Hey I’m a 19 year old kid just looking to vent. I’m a pretty handsome guy not my words but a lot of people around me, I’m not sure but it always seems to me like people have an emotional superiority over me all I know is pain I was homeless when I was 10 lived in a house that junkies came everyday to get fixes every girl I liked and talk to don’t just understand or they don’t care enough to and when we break up I’m left sad and they move on instantly it makes me not even want to talk to girls any more it hurts knowing no matter how long I loved her or she loved me she’ll turn around and move on instantly I hate that shit then they get all the sympathy my best friend died and I knew him longer than his girlfriend but guess what everyone told them pray for his fucking girlfriend not his friend who was sleeping on the floor with roaches and shit with him but that’s what you get for being a guy a world full of unsympathetic people just because you’re a guy really breaks my heart makes me want to kill myself for real just because no one will ever show me genuine love because guys get loved off what they got.