Hi uhm I don’t know what I need to do. I had a talk with a therapist and they told me I have an anxiety disorder and probably bpd. Because they think I have bpd they can’t help me cuz they don’t want to work with borderliners. I am from the Netherlands and I live in the UK. I need help and they can’t help me from overseas. What should I do now. My English is not good enough to have a conversation with an English therapist. I really can’t deal with my mind anymore. Sometimes I love myself and I am feeling so good, 10 minutes later I hate myself and I want to kill myself. I AM SO CONFUSED AND I FEEL EMPTY AND ANGRY AND SAD AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.