I've been 3 weeks away from paying off my debt for A YEAR already now. The second I get my money I immediately start ordering online, food, clothes, whatever, and I barely have enough to eat let alone pay off that small amount of debt that's been screwing me over for a year already.

I'm not happy often except for when I spend money lol, also grew up dirt poor so that might have a thing to do with it.

Does anyone here have coping mechanisms for when they wanna spend money again?