I don't feel like I am my own person.

I don't care about myself or my life.

My whole existence is driven by attempts to please and appease others. 

"You can heal from that," my therapist tells me. "You can find yourself."

But I don't actually care about healing.

The only thing I'm certain of in life is that I am not interested in it.

My only motivation to recover is to please and appease others. 

And thus the cycle is perpetuated.

How will I ever become my own person?