Sometimes I think I made all of this shit up. Like being bullied. Maybe I'm just dramatic. What if all of this wasn't that bad and I just made it that bad in my head? What if that so called bullying I went through were just small little things that I made big in my head? And what about all those other traumatic events that rest in my head?

Has anyone else feelings like this? I'm not sure anymore what's real and what I might have made up. Because I know when I was little, I often made things up just to be "cool" and be liked by others. What if all of this is just the result and now I'm not knowing anymore what's real?
Are they real traumatic experiences or just made up?
I wish I could tell.