My life is totally bland. I have lost all my passions. My emotions are just a straight line. I’m like a robot, i just do what i have to do to physically survive but i’m not excited about anything. I’m a student at a university and i’m trying to get an education so i can have a stabil income one day and that is my only goal in life. Stabil economy. How do i get excited about life again? Because right now i’m just trying to survive. This feeling makes me turn to drugs and alcohol for excitment but that’s not sustainable in the long run.