Like the title says, I'm terrified of any change to my life. Over the past few years, I've tried to make changes to improve my life, and they've alwyas knocked me back down. This leaves me in a position where I want to improve, but I'm scrared to actually do it, because I'm scared how I'll get the short end of the stick again.

I hate my current job, mostly because of my incompetent boss and backstabbing collegues. Whe've seen 5 guys quit sjnce January, and I want to be nr. 6. But when I interview for a new job, it always hits me; "what if it's the same here?". I'd be jumping ship to an equally shit ship. I applied for something that's basicaaly the same as a do now, but for more money, but tbh, I don't care about the money. I just want to be at least content at work.

This fear of change is such a constant source of stress and anxiety in my life.