Hi everyone! I have been diagnosed with anxiety for a few years and just switched from Effexor (didn’t work for me) to Citalopram to try and manage it a few days ago. I applied to an internship yesterday at a huge organization. I know I am a very competitive applicant for the role so I am not feeling too worried about this. However, after submitting my application, there was an area to upload a required personal history form. I cannot see what document I uploaded after hitting send  on it and there is no other way for me to know that I uploaded the correct one. The thing is, I *know* I uploaded the correct one and I can see the file name in my mind, but my brain is telling me that maybe I’m wrong, maybe I clicked upload on an incorrect file and didn’t notice or something. It’s almost as if my anxiety is trying to convince me what I saw with my own eyes was wrong and now I’m starting to feel panicky that I actually didn’t upload the right document for some reason. 

I’m so sorry if this seems so silly or I seem crazy, I am just hoping someone might have advice on how to calm myself down? I won’t find out if I’ve progressed in the hiring process until sometime later next week and I feel like I want to cry because of this battle in my head of whether or not I f’ed up completely. It’s just so confusing to feel like I know on one hand I uploaded the right file, and on the other hand I can feel my anxiety convincing me I didn’t. Thank you so much for reading this and any advice would be super appreciated.