I have really bad anxiety due to something that happened in 2018 (which i will not share due to privacy reasons) but ever since then, I have not been the same. I used to have fun with friends and always wanted to meet new people but my anxiety has got so bad that I can't cope with anything anymore. I pretty much have a fear of being hated by my friends and I feel like I don't have anyone I can talk to so I'm just putting it here on Reddit.