I'm looking for thoughts/advice. I got a dog almost a year ago. I thought it would help me be more active and less lonely and I've always wanted a dog. Things are fine, but instead of having a dog motivating me, I feel like my BPD and depression symptoms are affecting my dog. I hardly ever take him on walks (he's a lab mix and very energetic and should probably take 1 hr walks a day), and we just stay inside together all day. I procrastinate on taking him to the vet. He's never around other dogs because I don't take him out to socialize. And sometimes I get really angry and get probably physically abusive. It's almost like I split on my dog. I do love him, but He doesn't make me as happy as I thought because I think I've just become so numb to everything because of other things in my life, and certain aspects about him really stress me out because I can barely take care of myself. Should I look into re-homing home? I want him to have a better life and idk if I'm in a place to provide that for him. I would just feel bad for getting rid of him and the shame I would feel, and I'm worried about doing worse and missing him after he's gone. Any help would be appreciated. 