Hey everyone,

I've been taking escitalopram for about 8 weeks now; 10mg for the first month and then up to 15mg daily. My dr also prescribed .25mg daily of clorazepam to take at night to help me sleep since I tend to lie awake with racing thoughts / heart. And said I could take another .25mg whenever I have an anxiety attack. 

I've only taken the clorazepam a few times. If I take it much later than ~7pm it makes me reeeeally sleepy the next day, but it does help me get to sleep at night. However I didn't know this was a benzo when it was first prescribed (he just said he was going to give me something to help me sleep). I'm nervous to take this daily as I know it is habit forming and difficult to stop.  I read some horror stories about it making people's anxiety worse long term. I don't know if this low dose would ever be problematic or if I should just avoid the issue altogether - try melatonin, valerian root, better sleep hygiene routines etc instead. 

Anyone have any experience and thoughts on the matter? I do think the escitalopram is really helping me.

Finally... My husband and I would like to start trying for a baby in a few months. Also worried about the drugs and pregnancy. 

Obviously I need to talk to my doctor about these concerns but wanted to get your input too. 

Thanks everyone! This is a great community, it's been so helpful to see everyone's stories and tips as I'm going through my own journey.