I am a 21 year old medical student that hates what he is doing. Every subject that I take is increasingly less enjoyable and increasingly harder. I tired of having to study every waking hour of my day just to barely pass on exams or don’t even pass at all. The worse part is that I can’t see myself practicing medicine either. If I liked working at least I would have something to look forward to when school was over, but no. Every internship that I made was horrible, just a load of work and nothing interesting happening. And having to study after a full days work feels awful. I don’t even know what having a life feels like anymore, I feel like an empty shell that just keeps moving forward. I also can’t quit because what would I do with my life besides this? I don’t have any other talent besides remembering things well, and it’s becoming increasingly heard to do that too. I just wish life would take me away because I am too much of a pussy to off myself.