I feel like I can't take this anymore. I was on viibryd and wellbutrin for years and my anxiety was manageable, until one day it just wasn't anymore. Panic attacks, nausea, diarrhea, crying spells... My psych switched me over to pristiq. At first I was okay on it. Not great but not worse. After increasing, I started to get awful anxiety like I thought I would need to be committed to a mental institution. She took me off. I tried remeron for one night but it gave me awful restless legs and I felt like a zombie the next day so we stopped immediately. I went on celexa. At first that seemed okay, but after increasing to 30 my anxiety got worse and I waited weeks and it still didn't improve so we went back down to 20. She added lamictal to the celexa (no bipolar disorder diagnosis, she just wanted to see if it would help) and it didn't really help and I was getting a ton of rashes. So we got off that. Then we added gabapentin but I really struggled with the brain fog and muscle weakness so we decreased it to just 100 once a day. I didn't feel the celexa was doing enough so we swapped it to Lexapro. At first that was not awful but now a month after increasing from 10 to 15 I'm having the worst anxiety of my life I can barely function. Is there any hope for me? Medicines that should help my anxiety are making me worse the higher we increase, and low doses aren't helping enough. Has anyone tried a bunch and eventually found one that worked? Even taking Ativan as needed, I am so terribly panicky right now. Most of these meds I've given months to work so it's not like I'm not waiting long enough.


Sorry for rambling but this has been going on for a year and I'm not any better of than I was when I started. I just need some hope that it can get better.