I feel weird admitting it because it sounds like I'm 5. I'm 17 years old but everytime I see a spider I start having a literal panic attack. I can't kill them I just stand there paralyzed. I'm house sitting right now and I saw a huge spider. I called my fucking mom to come over and kill it for me 🤦‍♀️. And now I'm literally afraid of falling asleep tonight. I think the fear mostly stems from my health anxiety because I'm afraid it will be a venomous spider bite. Sorry if this post is kind of a rant but I just feel so immature 🤦‍♀️