I am just a teen right now, but I can’t imagine having to live with this for decades to come. I already feel as though I have lived an awfully long time, can’t imagine going on for years to come. The apathy, the purposelessness, the emptiness is killing me. The worst part, I am one hell of a coward. I doubt I’ll ever be able to free myself by taking my own life.
And I am no fool. I know it won’t go away on its own. I have had this for two years now, and it has only gotten worse.