I have quite bad anxiety going to dentist. Yesterday there supposed to be root canal therapy bad the dentist couldnt perform that because last it was done, they did fucked it up. So i had panic attack during procedure. Today same tooth suppose to be removed and i am freaking out. I already almost had another panic attack at home but luckily propranolol just kicked in and I got through it. Now i am in waiting room and really anxious. 

Luckily i was already prepared to had it removed anyways, but didnt think it would be this soon. Also yesterdays bad experience is taking the toll. I am just hoping i am bot getting another panic attack in procedure, because its not pleasant having all this instruments in mouth while gasping the air and sobbing.

TLDR; having tooth removed and i am really anxious. Just need to vent