I wish someone actually cared about me again and didn’t just look at me as this thing that is broken. I hate that I know it’s wrong to feel that way too and I hate myself for thinking it. I know I just need to just keep breathing, stay calm, and stay out of the way.  
Is it wrong for me to even wish that there was a better way for me another way for me to be a human again with respected believes, dreams, hopes, and friends?