Just to preface.. I used to absolutely LOVE nerds, yes I do mean the plaid wearing nerds with glasses and slacks. In fact I dated one, then he died from a chronic illness and I haven't been in a relationship since. 

But over time I began to hate them, I looked up a statistic that said 90% of school shooters are nerds, and also most serial killers are nerds.. I realized that nerds may look and SEEM adorable but they're evil creeps. Just the other week I saw a post on a truecrime subreddit that was about some kid being killed by a pack of nerds. they invited him out to dinner, to murder him. on the way back one of the nerds in the back seat of the car grabbed him and sat on his face deliberately smothering the kid to death while the others in the front seats sat and laughed at him as he died.. i felt so sorry for that poor kid.. i swear the dead kid was only 16 or 17 years old. they basically fucking kidnapped him and then killed him.. i felt sick imagining what that poor kid went through and he could've still been alive today had they not did that. i cried for 2 days straight after reading about that poor boy's death. this murder happened in 2013 or 2014.

There were no warning signs.. and it was three nerds not just one. Why should i associate with nerds if I don't fucking know which ones are evil and would do something like that to me and which ones are decent? theres NO way of knowing and it enrages me knowing what happened to that poor kid will keep happening again and again and AGAIN because people dont do something about it. 

two months ago there was this coworker who was really nerdy looking and he kept trying to talk to me while i was walking home, i whipped out my keys and tried to gouge his eyes out but he pushed me off of him and his left eye was bleeding. i made a run for it and when i came into work i was told i'm lucky i wasn't detained by police. i just told them i was defending myself from him. 

i used to enjoy hanging out with nerds in high school and college, I ghosted ALL of them suddenly and moved houses so they dont know where I live and didn't even explain to them why i ghosted all of them and it felt good. i miss going to the movies etc with them but i can do that on my own so i'm good.. i realized looking back that in 2013 when i was hanging out with a group of nerds to go to the movies, they drove me home. it was late at night and i never thought anything of it but now i realize how easily they couldve locked me in that car and murdered me right there and dumped me in a rubbish bin, or burned my body.

i feel so sad that i wish i could hang out with my friends but i realize now that nerds are evil. okay maybe not ALL of them are evil but enough of them are evil that it's a massive problem and there's no way of knowing which ones are evil. that poor kid who died, i feel it's disrespectful to him for me to keep being friends with nerds because he was killed by them.. im sure he'd tell me not to hang out with them because they're dangerous. 

i wish all nerds could just drop dead honestly. id feel a LOT safer if that happens i know it sounds terrible but thats just how i feel