My moods spiralling fast... crying uncontrollably and the thoughts of doing something stupid getting stronger and louder.. its like a voice in your head screaming at you to do something, but you're spinning around too fast, its overwhelming, it just won't stop.

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Nothing i do is right, nothing is ever right.. 

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No one understands me, they just compare.. they just say things are so easy... they arent in my head..

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Nothing i do is ever good enough, i'll never do anything or be anyone.. I'll always be seen as a child, be told off, be lectured, be made to feel small and unable to function on their own...

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I just want to run away and stay away from everybody forever.

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I'm trying

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I'm so tired 

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i just want to have fyun abd  be happy but im not and i never do anything right or good enough.......................

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I give up..