i am incredibly in love with my girlfriend. she is everything to me. after countless traumatic relationship experiences, she makes me feel safe and i am incredibly in love with her and i’d do anything for her. it’s so hard to be functional without her but that’s it’s own different issue.

do you ever get scared that one day you’ll just... stop being in love? you’ll abandon the one you love most and more than anything in the world because you just.... stopped? one day you just wake up and stopped being madly in love?

that scares me just as much as being abandoned. what if i never find this kind of love ever again? what if I’m no better than everyone who abandoned me for having mental illness? 

i guess the point of this post is validation of my feelings, but also see what other people with bpd feel like with this. thank you so much!!!