I used to have a lot of friends was confident in middle school but now in high school lost majority of my friends and the friends I still have feel different I grew up with them but it's like they don't like me anymore. it's like I'm not respected anymore I just get called to hangout then i just get shitted on every time but they the only people I have and if I drop them then I'll just be even more alone then I am now. I'm the talk of every conversation always how I'm fat or being black never nice just hurtful things. they always talk down on me but they the only people I only have. my childhood friend stopped talking to me he gets annoyed every time i ask if he wants to hang out with me or just calling him, he gets annoyed. Once middle school ended everyone stopped talking to me, no one likes me anymore feels like I was used most of the time I would do things for them all the time, but they never did anything for me. my parent doesn't even like hanging out with me or just chill. idk I just feel like I'm unappreciated and no one respects me, and I don't know why all I ever did was do nice things for them

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