I don’t wanna sound selfish, I’m sorry if I do. But why can’t anyone notice that I’m not okay? My friends just act like nothings wrong, when I come to class with tears in my eyes. I’m never with them, I’m always alone. They never even notice if I leave the room. I zone out, I don’t do well in school. I’m getting easily irritated and mean. I don’t talk, I’m quiet. Never smile. Even just a small, “Are you okay?” No?

I hope this doesn’t sound mean, I don’t wanna blame my friends, I’m sure they just haven’t noticed. They’re the best friends I’ve ever had, yet I feel so left out. If I don’t talk to them, they won’t talk to me. 
But at the same time I don’t want anyone to notice, at the same time I do. I don’t know how to explain it.

Sorry if this sounded selfish, I hope it’s not. I’m not mad at my friends, I just want someone to check up on me, I just want to feel cared for. Sorry.