My boyfriend and I have been going through rough times for a while. But things have been so great the last week or so, we’d both started feeling a lot happier and just right. And I have had jealousy issues in the past that kept cropping up that a little while back I’d sworn I’d keep down. And the jealous feelings started creeping in again when a girl I’m insecure about started flirting with him and messaging him. I completely trust him but broke his trust in me that I’d stop being jealous. Just feeling a lot of self hate right now and wanted to vent. I don’t deserve to be happy and I’m a bad person that doesn’t deserve anything good anymore. I don’t know why I ever lied to myself to say that I do