I really don’t want to do day treatment a third time because I ‘d have to repeat videos about how serotonin affects the brain or how to overcome negative thought patterns. Maybe instead I will start trying out different volunteer activities or nami groups. On Tuesday I will call the local botanical garden that is a 20 min walk from where I live. I wouldn’t mind helping kids with hw after school at the homeless shelter but it is a 1.5 hour bus ride from where I live. When the school year starts I might consider volunteering again at the local high school speech and debate team, also a 20 min walk from our house. Maybe I don’t need day treatment and I can get better through other resources like therapy and support group. Currently the support group I’ve gone to for years but lately I keep getting hit on when I go or get treated disrespectfully. So I think I will attempt the nami group. Maybe just try out different things and see which ones I like best. I still have mild psychosis so I don’t want to drive but I do want to lose weight. Today my mom and I had a bonding day. We went to the mall and got some new tops and kitchen appliances. I got a crop top but I’m overweight and it looked awkward with my belly. Then we got Japanese style curry and came home. My mom seems to like the idea of me volunteering at the botanical garden. Eventually I’d like to practice driving as well. Right now I’m functioning badly enough to keep needing rest. Maybe next month I can buy a new handbag…