Well, I now realize that I have been mirroring a lot. I've gone through about two new personalities this past month, as well as the neutral ones where I just do what I need to do in my daily life. The two new people I've been mirroring is a person in my life who I don't even know that much but I somewhat admire, and Jenna Marbles. Yeah. It's really depressing. On top of that, my new obsession/life goal is to have pet tarantulas. I honestly don't know how to just be normal and "be myself". (At least now I know why I was always confused when people told me to "just be myself"!) I'm going to talk to my therapist about this but I have to wait nearly a week to see her....