My mom has always been the nagging voice in the back of my head ever since I was a teenager.

Don't get me wrong in some cases that's a good thing cause that has helped me stay out of trouble before, but in a lot of my life it has stopped me from actually doing things I wanted to do.

If I ever wanted to buy something that may be pointless but it's something that would make me happy or wanted to do something that she thought was stupid but I wanted to enjoy. If I told her about It she would never just support me.

I get a really great job with a non profit organisation that I'm really happy in and because I'm not making as enough money convert to my sisters with masters degrees who went to out of state schools she's constantly telling me that I need to get a new job that makes more money.

She cried when my siblings moved out of the house and, Granted I didn't move out until I was 25 due to money, comma I just got a good for you not even a proud of you.

I finally get a house for me and my wife out of a crappy apartment, granted it is a townhouse but it's still a big accomplishment for someone at the age of 27 to buy a house in this day and age. And when then a month she's talking about how I need to keep saving up to get a stand along house. Yes a single home is the goal in the long run but can't she just be proud of me that I made this accomplishment well before my sisters who constantly used to make fun of me saying that I'll never move out of the house.

This is a lot of venting but I feel like my mom is the reason for my crippling anxiety in the reason I have such a hard time making a choice.

 I just wish my mom would actually just support me for once instead of looking for every mistake to every possible mistake that I could have made