I’ve been on Zoloft for awhile now (2 years) I wouldn’t say it’s worked wonders but it has helped with handling panic situations. But my mind still races with a million thoughts! And honestly I feel blah. I feel like I can sit, stare off and just think and I hate it. I feel it’s hard getting and staying excited about things now and I’m completely content with sitting home even tho I feel so lonely and hate it at the same time. I also cannot cry. And the random multiple days in a row I can’t stay asleep &amp; wake a sweaty mess..I’m over this. I also take Xanax daily and have for 2 years now, at this point..I’d rather quit Zoloft and just continue Xanax bc I’d rather feel then be on this up and down emotionless train of Zoloft. Before I started Zoloft, I was a wreck.. no doubt. But at least I could feel something. I wanna be happy, not just blah. When my grandmother died, I wanted to cry so hard but even then I could barely get anything out. And honestly I feel like this is causing me to hinder emotions I need to get out. I’m a mom of 2 girls. I want my life back. I go tomorrow for my 3 month check in..I don’t wanna go bc I always hate going to these things, it always causes my heart rate to be through the roof and blood pressure to rise…it’s just draining.