I feel like I don’t have many friends. I’ve been very lonely lately. I probably have a handful of people that actually care for me. I’m not very popular either, and I think it’s because of my BPD. I feel like my personality scares people off, or it is very attractive to them. I’m either loved or hated, but never just liked. And the thing about BPD is, I feel like I’m suffocating if I don’t get attention at all times.