I’m not even really sure if I belong here. I’ve had a lifelong battle with mental health. I used to think I had the typical depression and anxiety combo, with the bonus “perk” of an eating disorder. 2 years ago I was diagnosed with CPTSD. now as I further my education (in psychology, I’m a grad student) I’ve found myself more and more in line with the symptoms of BPD. I have an appointment in a couple of weeks and plan to have them diagnose me.

Anyway, my question is, does anyone else feel physically incapable of drinking water? I “normally” drink upwards of 60 oz a day. Recently I’ve been doing really bad mental health wise and I CANT bring myself to drink water. even if I have a blistering headache or dry mouth I have an internal battle as to whether I should take a sip, and it’s a battle I lose every time.