I've been diagnosed with anxiety recently but I still feel I have some other issue. I don't seem to fit in anywhere, with anyone. I never really have. I'm always an outsider looking in. I'm not always an introvert and am actually very social when given the chance. It always feels like people are thinking something negative about me, even if they say nothing. Since a young age, my best friend has always been my dog. They always know what to say by saying nothing at all. As an adult I still have a dog. I also 'play' with stuffed dogs, gave them their own voices and personalities and market it as a 'childrens show.' Sadly, the show is also for my own benefit. I can be me without judgement through the characters and in a way the stuffed creatures are my friends. In the show my kids do some of the voices and even help me write. I guess we all got the desire to be somebody else, and honestly fitting in with my family is the best feeling ever. I know I have some issues to work though, but for now join me and my pack. Stay strong friends. www.youtube.com/c/vardaliaonions