Why am I so afraid, anxious restless all the time? I would say most of the times my fear takes over me. I'm healthy, young and there's no health conditions in my or my family members history. 

I do EKG every 3 years, I'm going through blood tests every month (I have to due to taking certain meds for my sleep). My b/p is good, the heart rate is good, my physical state is great.

But nevertheless, I am still so fucking afraid it's exhausting. Sometimes I have those thoughts like "what if my health worsens after the test, so I'll be thinking that I'm healthy when in reality I am not?". I'm really tired of this, has anyone struggled with same shit?