Loving friends. My gf. My sanity. Hell I stopped at a green light today because I was so out of it. I want tk rest but its getting to the point where I'm going to have to work til I die. Idfk. 

Also, I get why every movie is set in highschool being an adult sucks. Life is sad as shit. I live in arguable the best country for the standard of living and we fight over nonsense instead of making the most of our existence.

I realized today it really doesn't matter and everything awkwardly feels like a lie.

Idkf I have to delete this soon but I really need meds and to vent.