Hey guys,

I used to get constantly obsessed with new hobbies and things to do. The past 3 months I've just been completely dead, though. Even at my peaks of manic episodes, I wouldn't know what to do with myself and just clean the same spots or write lists etc.

But now it's been so long and I am so numb inside. I don't know if this is normal or what. I can't even stay up till late on my laptop, after 10 minutes I'm bored. I don't finish my cigarettes, I don't hold a conversation for more than 3 minutes without getting frustrated, it's just like every part of me is gone. 

Any advice?