Cant they just understand that im HAPPY? for the first time in my life im truly truly happy, and so what? whats wrong with wanting to have new hobbies, whats wrong with wanting to meet new people? I feel enlightened, im the best me, i started doing art again and im fucking amazing at it, my gift of myself is back. And my friends wont leave me alone about me having some fucking episode, as if this will end, how can it end, how can anyone not feel like this? I figured it out lol i know how to cure depression its so easyj ust think about it all u have to do is like OPEN your eyes! Look at the world, Everything becomes s omuch brighter and better, beautiful, you start loving yourself. Depression is just a myth, a state of mind, its something we tell ourselves, all we need is some self love and understanding that life is beautiful. I started collecting plushies and they make me so happy, you need small things like that! Money? WHO CARES, just spend it if it makes you happy, i blew over 2k on self gifts, and i love myself for it, im better than the old me. In actuality? Im actually kinda thinking of dropping therapy, i mean lmao its like 3 times a week and its boring as fuuuuuuuuck why do i neeed therapy, this new anti depressant ALONE fixed me, im cured, im finally cured.

My new life begins now, today, every day is a new adventure.

I am going to buy a baking book today i kinda want to get into baking but funnily i wont actually eat any of it i just want to bake stuff, kinda hyped!