I broke up with my bf last week because it just wasnt working and we were never able to see each other, but he’s still my FP… i’m really struggling to deal with this and im constantly missing him and want to get back together, but i also remember a lot of the shitty things that happened and get so unfathomably mad, but theres really no in between. I dont know whats right and I can’t differ if these are real feelings or just my BPD