Today was a shitty day
I failed a subject, the girl I like today had a new boyfriend, I’m trying to find a job but no business choose me, and my grandfather it’s about to die
Also this year my uncle kill his self

I had depression since a lot of time and I never take care of it
I don’t commit suicide for the people who takes care of me and some real friends, but I can’t take anymore 

Any advice?