so during covid iii was very depressed. i went to an absolutely amazing therapist and got diagnosed with depression and went on fluoxetine. pretty soon after that i was feeling better 98% of the time and actually starting to live my life. i had more energy to hang out and talk with people, and i got the balls to smoke weed after trying it a couple times a little bit prior. then i started hanging out with people like crazy, learning i was actually very extroverted and not ambiverted like i originally thought. i started messaging this one guy and him and i got really close, hung out three nights in a row and i eventually lost my virginity to him after realizing i really trusted him. i continued smoking weed almost every other night with friends where i felt totally safe. i want to preface: everything i did i felt like i had a clear head, i thought about it thoroughly, and i was certain i wanted it. i met this one guy one day and had sex with him the next. but it was something i had wanted to try. i felt in control of myself. i never once have felt grandiosity, never once had sleep issues, never once did anything without thinking through all the safety precautions. one night my parents found out i was not where i said i was and that i was having sex with a guy, (the same guy i lost my virginity to). after they found out and berated me and shamed me and expressed worry for me i shut down completely. the next day i was catatonic. i went to a psych ward, told them i’d been on antidepressants, was smoking weed often, and had had sex three times in a five month period. not that crazy, right? well it was so drastic from my previous actions that everyone thought i had bpd. i honestly think i was just severely depressed and socially anxious but the meds helped and i was actually my real self, meeting people and learning more about my body. isn’t this normal teenage stuff! but now i’m medicated for bpd and i mean it’s fine i’m not sad anymore but i’m also missing a more fun side of myself. i honestly don’t think i have bipolar disorder, im lacking so many of this symptoms, yet i’ve been diagnosed with it from four different doctors and it’s been affirmed by my parents. i know reddit isn’t for therapy but anyone have any opinions on whether or not this diagnosis is true? are the adults in my life just wrong? or am i overlooking my own actions?