I just got out of residential treatment where I had been for 7 days, and they had put me on trileptal as a mood stabilizer during my stay. For the first time in a long time, my paranoid thoughts had quieted and I felt less anxious. I was really, really hopeful that it was all going to be okay. A few days after leaving, I became really emotionally volatile again and started experiencing the usual paranoia and mood swings. I am so upset with myself and I'm having a hard time showing myself compssion. 

Has anybody experienced this? I'm only on 300mg so I'm wondering if the dosage is too low. My energy levels are also zapped. I'm worried i only felt well because I had structure in treatment and now that I'm out, I have to deal with the not so good circumstances I am currently in. My executive functioning is shot right now. Any advice or uplifting words would be deeply appreciated.