Sorry for the misspelling.
I struggle off and on with these feelings probably brought on from some old ptsd from a bad drug interaction several years ago. I also just think I feel like a robot and lost my zest for life . I’m on gabapentin for anxiety and celexa, but I’m just struggling with so much anxiety, I wanna make a difference and be there and help people and I just feel like I go to work, package beer, come home. I care about my bf but his father is a burden and moving in to help him gives me dread that I’ll have to deal with him snapping one day while drunk. I feel lost and confused and it comes in waves…