I used to have a few friends and when I end up being in a unstable state, I tend to say things and use hurtful words to them, they end up hating me and other people too. Now I ... I hate myself for it and wish I wasn't like this, I rather not have friends but I'll like to have one or two only. I already have a bad reputation anyways. FUCK ME FOR BEING LIKE THIS...
sorry to the people who reads this tho, my apologies. ;