Does anyone else have an abusive FP? He my SO and my only reason to live, but slowly he's becoming another reason to end it all. I can't take leaving him but I can't put up with this much longer. I'm so scared all the time. He's only physically hurt me once but is incredibly controlling, paranoid and prone to extreme bursts of anger (he has BPD also). I'm not allowed friends really so he's my only support network, although we are long distance so sometimes I can see people without him knowing. I have no family to turn to either. It would be nice to know I'm not the only one stuck in this situation....