I hate how deeply I feel things and how personally I take things; I am so hurt and angry. I’m feeling really neglected and unappreciated by my fiancé. I got a really shit sleep last night, and still woke up with our 1 yr old son at 6:00am while he slept until noon; he got up and has been avoiding us all day to do his own thing. And I’m really really struggling with keeping my mood together, I feel like I need to shove all these negative emotions down when they are literally eating me alive. I feel like I can’t talk to him about it because he’s going to yell, and call me over dramatic and ungrateful. I’m literally fighting tears because I don’t know what to do. Coping is so fucking hard. Emotions are so fucking hard. I hate this. Why can’t I just feel things like a normal person? Why does everything need to be so intense? I feel abandoned right now and I have no clue how to talk about it without sounding “crazy”.