Last week I've decided to not talk to my parents for a while, but today I have found a nice plant placed in front of my door with a post-it "best regards mom&amp;dad". So they wanted to visit me I guess. Or knew I wasn't home and just wanted to put the plant there. They never do things like that.
I was like "aaaww" and at the same time like  "i told them to give me space damn it"! 
I had also bought few plants and startet to arrange them right away on my terrasse. Little right,no left, no right.. it was OCD-like behaviour.
And now I am here, frozen, don't know if it is expected that I call and thank them. I have no energy to talk, to explain, to whatever. It was a nice gesture, but I still want the distance.
Sight, I know I need to call. Or I am the worst daughter..