My dad has ruined not only my life but my moms as well. He is the worst fucking person and the only person i trully hate. All he does is constantly lie and talk shit about my mom and everyone else and thinks hes so fucking self righteous to the point where he said he never lies. He even yelled at his own aunt who is such a caring person only worried about him. What a fucking piece of shit he is. He has abused me mentally and even thinks he can touch me anytime he wants just because he is my dad get the fuck off me you fucking dog. Its come to the point where i am getting thoughts of killing him. It makes me smile thinking of putting a bullet through his skull or stabbing him multiple times till he bleeds to death. For the longest time id hope he killed himself. Now i am considering of actually murdering him myself. All the rational thought has left me. I wouldnt be surprised if he ended up dead next morning. It would be fun to kill him in his sleep.