I have so much anxiety that the second I leave a room or conversation people physically react to everything I just said. I imagine they shudder or have to shake their head to clear it from all the horrible, embarrassing things I did. It's the worst! Not like I can go back and ask if I was funny/nice/normal enough to not ruin their day or their perception of me. Just wish I didn't dwell so much on things I'll never really be able to know :(