My anxiety has been really bad the last six months or so and it got to the point where the literal love of my life couldn’t take it anymore and dumped me. I cant even take it anymore, my body hurts from being so tense even when I’m just laying in bed sometimes. I can’t finish or even work on any of my own projects, I can’t even bring myself to talk to people normally and I just wanna die again. I’m 25, alone and worthless. Therapy is making it worse and I refuse to try meds again after what they did the last time..I can’t be helped just give me reasons to keep living a bit longer cause I can’t traumatize my roommates by letting them find a dead body