I'm in an agitated setting atm. Please excuse my not thoughtful writing. My Doctor gave me Lorazepam because I have suicidal thoughts. I have them every day. The precription was 10 days ago. I haven't touched them. Even though I do have situation where I think about them alot. Like right now- Is that even a appropriate presciption and to take them in my situation? My now ex gf says it's too much. I don't know, I'm very unsure and rattled about it. Mixed feelings. If I'm very honest I don't care if I take them every day. I just want to feel better. Not saying that I would but I simply don't know. I have suicidal thought daily and that is what I was given them for. Part of it is is that I have big respect for this drug. Never took any benzo, don't know the feeling. I never had an actual attempt. But this was given to me for a reason, right? I don't know what to make of this prescription and feel weird and mixed about it.