My FP and I have been talking and seeing each other for awhile. we aren’t serious at all but i hate that their my fp. it’s very obvious that i have more feelings for them than they have for me. they have been kinda flakely lately and i try so hard to not let it get to me bc it obviously doesn’t affect them at all. anytime they hang with someone else i get so insanely jealous and let it eat me alive and i cannot stand it. i care for them a lot and i know they do care about me but not as much. i’m constantly checking their location on snap and get so much anxiety when they’re active but don’t answer. and i know that these thoughts are so ridiculous but i can’t get rid of them. i’m jealous that they’re more emotionally stable than me and i’ll feel like i’ll never get that peace. i can’t just cut them off, i don’t know how to lessen or detach from these thoughts.