I am trying to work up the courage to drink it. I’ve done a lot of research on it and am almost certain it’ll take me out. The only thing keeping me going is knowing that my cats will live the rest of their lives without me, wondering where I went. 

I have no friends and have done nothing remarkable with my life besides be a dumb fuck so I doubt anyone will even notice I’m gone. I rarely leave my house anyways. 

We all have to die some day and I have a feeling my time is coming soon.