My ex would use my mental illnesses against me. If we were arguing, he'd use BPD, autism, and ADHD against me. He even used my OCD against me when I told him I had intrusive thoughts! I trusted him with this info in confidence, and it's immensely heartbreaking and disappointing he did that to me. I hate it so much. Him embellishing details of what I told him to look right? And also, the fact that his family isn't questioning that I am 22 and this dude is pushing 40? His a right dog, and pathetic at that.

I at least get relief in the fact that he will never be able to uneat my ass. I don't know why. He didn't like dong it with anyone but me, and I guess that gives me a sliver of pride in this fucked up situation.

You will never be able to uneat my ass, Whip.