It feels like my depression has been worsening recently. I don't have a support network and I'm having a hard time coping. I told my friend I was depressed and he brushed it off and he's been ignoring me since. 

Nothing is enjoyable anymore; I don't have a single thing to do that brings me joy anymore. Food was my last coping mechanism, but nothing even tastes good. I hate being tired all the time, and half the time I can't even get out of my bed in the morning.

I've caught myself drinking when I start feeling really bad, and it's gotten to the point that I'm having a hard time stopping myself. I don't know what to do anymore, I constantly feel terrible.