Morning till night 24/7 full on anxiety . I over look the smallest things for example one day I’ll have a headache and I’ll think it’s a tumor then after a week I move on to my breasts and think I have breast cancer THEN week after that it’s lung cancer cause I’m coughing and I just google , google google and i just want to die from anxiety at this point . I have severe depression from this it’s so bad I just wanna feel free and all my friends just yell at me they don’t understand how bad it is.

I’m not on any medication and havnt seen a psychologist in 10 years I’m 23 and have been dealing with severe panic disorder since a child.
Tbh idk what free even feels like