Genuinely considering admitting myself for a couple days. My mom is dying (which is hard enough on it's own but I also have a very complicated relationship with her because of past abuse), my car got stolen, I feel like I'm losing my job and my fiance isnt in live with me anymore, my car got stolen Sunday and I've been such a wreck that I physically haven't left my apartment for over 48 hours. All I've been able to do is eat, sleep, have breakdowns about how my life is falling apart and no one loves me, and repeat. I'm not actively suicidal or anything so I didn't know if anyone here has had any experience with being hospitalized to kind of pull themselves together and take a break from the outside world? :)