i don’t know if my bipolar diagnosis was right or what all of this could even be. my mind is all over the place and the switches seems to last months rather than a week or a couple days. id much rather if this wouldn’t just last a week or even two. but it’s months of scattered. waiting for the end but i don’t want to go into a depression and it feels like i’m slipping into not wanting to do anything. i am so exhausted