I've posted several times in depression sub, but then quickly deleted my posts before anyone could reply. Because, they were shitposts. And possibly belong in other subs, like bipolar or schizoaffective. But this post I will Not delete. Promise. Because it is a sincere apology to the group. I've been a wreck for the past week. Alcohol fueled the fire. I was becoming manic. But I called the UNI Warm line, and she helped me regain composure. Mostly I was upset about my elderly invalid mother.