I'm at my all time low. As a first time father and I'm struggling to cope with my CHild's Delays and not adcancing normally, he failed his 4 Month milestones, Medical Investigations are underway. My mental health and anxiety is truly tethering- though my little kid is healthy, my thoughts of a bleak future hangs heavily in my head.  


I feel like I'm Sinking to a deep darkness and I keep Praying to God to release me of this suffering and get me peace, its really alot and I'm really breaking... Not Suicidal cause i wanna get through this with my family.. but its so hard.