So my FP is my current partner, and I really have mixed feelings. On one hand, I am obsessed with him and love him dearly, but on the other hand, at LEAST once a day something he says or does triggers me beyond belief. 

I don’t know if I want to stay in this relationship because I spend so much time feeling absolutely miserable, but I also know my feelings are internal and it’s my responsibility to tolerate the distress. Just because his actions trigger me does not make it his fault, I think. 

Any advice? I’m so lost. I got diagnosed with BPD about a month ago and I’m still figuring things out. Thanks guys. :)