This is an embarrassing situation that I do not know if I am allowed to describe on here but basically after a long day of college I went upstairs and masturbated on my bed to some p*rn on my phone.  I totally forgot that the blinds in my bathroom are open and inconveniently, the window of my next door neighbors apartment face my apartment window by about 10 yards or less.  Now their blinds were closed when I looked out my window but I can’t say that was always the case and I sort of forgot how long I left my blinds open although it couldn’t have been for that long .  

My bed is right next to this window past the bathroom.  You can look past the bathroom window and see my bed.  

Basically I am terrified that someone  may have seen me doing my private time.  I doubt it but the thought that they may have even filmed it like “look at this doofus” deeply terrifies me.  I’m pretty sure it’s illegal to film me in this private setting but nonetheless it’s really embarrassing to me and I’m semi popular around campus and online so all the worse.  

I hope it is illegal to film in private setting in the US so if this gets out can defend myself and get the potential video taken down.  

Perhaps the worst part of it to me is that my dog was on my bed right next to me sleeping and I sort of just ignore her bc she is always here and I don’t think about it much.  I’m worried that the onlooker could get the wrong impression like I was having it with my dog which I was not and I was not touching my dog or even paying attention to her but ppl are stupid and could theorize bad things about the situation.  

I’m basically looking for ways to stop worrying about this.  I just landed a good internship and I do not want this to interfere with my focus on that.