Not that anything is wrong with animals. I just feel like a weird, creepy insect or something. That's my true nature. I have to hide. I have to play a role to be accepted. And the role has to play a role has to play a role has to play a role.
Of course to be accepted one also needs to be authentic and geniune. So I add that to my role. What a mess!
What is even going on? Who am I? What am I doing? I am tangled around myself a billion times and then I put nice clothes and cute eyes on the mess. People like me. But it's not me. Or is it? I don't know.

My true nature has to remain hidden. I'm an animal. A black hole. Weird. Creepy. An outsider. I'm so tired though. It's so exhausting..

I'm so tired. It's tiring to play a role. But I can't stop it. I just feel like I'm playing a role. I don't know where I end and where the role starts. It's a messy blur.