Lately I am having nightmares about traumatic experiences that happened not so long ago, violent impulses about killing myself and others around me are typical topics when discussing about my dreams. I'm so worried about my mental health and wellness.

I've been diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, BPD and gender dysphoria.

My meds are Venlafaxine, Quetiapine and Clonazepam.

I am a teenager and I don't want these nightmares anymore! 
:( please hlep