I just want to be put somewhere where I have no responsibilities and am not a burden on anyone. Just put me in a drawer or a jar. I just want to go away so that I don’t have to face anything. I know it’s sounds very childish and silly, but when going outside and simply turning up to things are difficult tasks it just makes me want to be checked into a care facility where I can just live out the rest of my life without bothering anyone or having to worry.