For the most part I’ve just had a low couple of days and haven’t been feeling fab but tonight the gd fire alarm went off and it was going off for 2 1/2 hours and it’s so loud I can feel my ear drums vibrating and there’s no way to turn it off bc it’s a building wired system for every apartment and I tried to call the out of hours line for our real estate agent but they weren’t picking up and I was hiding in the bathroom bc it’s the only room without an alarm in it and I was just sitting there on the brink of crying out of frustration and bc it was so overwhelming and I just wanted it to stop but there was nothing I could do and now that it’s turned off by someone on the other end of the system I feel so stupid for being overwhelmed and I want to cry but crying would make me feel even more stupid

Idk I just needed to vent that out bc I’m just so done with everything I’m over it I want to smash my head against a wall for 15 hours to get rid of the ringing in my ears