The clock just winded into the mid twenties &amp; I'm struggling with my mental health 

I've been applying to every kind of job &amp; I'll last about a month before the anxiety catches up &amp; I just no show, it's like it's being built up everyday searching for some relief. It's been the worst in the past 3 years, I couldn't tell you how many jobs I worked at &amp; got fired or quit. I just wanted a regular life, I wanted to work &amp; make money, I had dreams of performing live music. Now I'm afraid the future will leave me without a home, without any friends, &amp; without my sanity. The longest job I worked was 3 years when I was using benzo's &amp; opiates to ward off the panic attacks &amp; depression, now clean for years now &amp; it's even worse. I was doing independent contracting thru delivery services to get by but this past month I haven't left the house really, I'm in therapy but it does nothing, are there any support groups out there for people me? thank you