I'm in the state of Louisiana. The land stuck in the prohibition era. There is a law that states a coroner must access you before the doctor decides your stay. Basically hes deciding whether he wants to lock you away for a month based on shit that NOBODY DOES AS MILLENNIALS!
Anyway, I'm hoping this won't be deleted because I'm genuinely asking for help here. 
My stomach and waist are covered in cuts. Not bad ones. But me and my partner were fighting and that's what I did after he left. Now I have to explain why, at 26, I've made my legs into an abstract painting of old bad coping habits I haven't used since I was 19. I couldn't even legally drink. I know theres no actual age limit to this but hes kinda conservative. I'm teaching him and he wants to know about me and how this disorder effects me. But idk if he can take much more. This is one strike after another. 
He even called to see if I was okay and i literally went to the bathroom mid sentence. So I'm manipulative and immature. And now I'm gonna end up back in the psych ward when I haven't gone since I was 22.