I genuinely just can’t get behind how someone could just want to live. I understand living because you don’t want to make the people you love sad but genuinely just existing because you choose to? I don’t get it. Nothing about living is fun. It’s all pointless anyways. Why would someone willingly live their boring little life, have a job and just do whatever?? I hate every single second of existing. I can’t remember a single day on which I was happy to be alive, or even happy in general. I can laugh at funny things, sure, but I don’t remember ever being genuinely happy. I just feel awful when I wake up and when I go to sleep. I don’t have any passions or goals. I just really don’t care. I’ve never regretted anything in my whole life because I can’t see how anything could matter anyways. I just spend every day being miserable.