i’ll never be able to wear shorts, short sleeved shirts, crop tops, bikinis and even high top shoes because they make every part of me look so fucking fat and it’s 110° everyday. nobody will ever love me because i’m repulsive to look at. i will never have a first love or even a friend that wants to hang out with me. i am so sick of myself and my body bc i work out every fucking day and don’t eat for half the week yet i’m still the fattest fucking person anywhere i go. i want to die and nobody can change my mind with some stupid body positivity shit. some dumbass post about loving your body will not reverse the years of bullying and horrific mindset i’ll always have.