ive been talking to someone for a bit and i thought it was good and then they didnt respond once and i started spiraling i said all this stuff about being sorry asking what i did saying they can leave me if they want and i sent it in a mindset i shouldnt have been texting in now hes gone he really is and im so fucking mad at myself they were an amazing person i really want to know what i did i just want to be a different person already