I hate this. I hate being anxious all the time. I want to work, but I'm scared to. I'm scared of everything it seems like and work is another thing I can add to that list. I need to start making money, but I don't know what won't trigger my anxiety. If someone has some advice or any ideas, I'll take them. I told my mom about what's going on and she told me not to worry about working. I can't not worry about it forever though. One day she'll be gone and I'm not going to know what to do. I'm sorry if this really rambly...