(I’m not sure if this belongs here) I was diagnosed with depression &amp; anxiety at twelve years old, and my life has been utter shit since, I’ve been on all sorts of anti depressants but nothing has ever worked for me (I’m now 16 and on my 5th different anti depressant) I’ve been looking into bpd and I really resonate with so many of the experiences and symptoms. I’m currently in a phase of my head convincing me that I don’t love my boyfriend (who I love so fucking dearly I would take a bullet for him) For the past nine months that I’ve been with him I’ve had the most terrible abandonment anxiety and scared every day that he’ll leave me, and then my brain just flips a switch and tries to tell me I hate him, has anyone here gone through something like that/is that something that’s normal? I feel like I’m going insane because I love him more than anything in the universe but now my head is telling me the opposite