Most of my life I've been a sheltered kid and not really learning about anything valuable about the outside world. So when I hit the ground running as soon as I graduated highschool and was left to my own merits I had no idea what to do. Sure I had jobs during highschool and did some community service but never had to work to live.

I got my first apartment because my mother wanted some space to herself for a while because we lived ina tiny apartment, but it was at the worst possible time because I was in college at the time, 3 boyfriends, 4 jobs I was fired from and 3 failed college years later I feel completely hopeless and have no idea where to go from here. 

My job record is eff'd up, my credit score is too, and I blame myself for all of it. I never feel like I am "enough" you know?

Just thought I'd share my story