I dont know what people do all day in their free time. Maybe this routine is normal. I just play video games, watch youtube and sleep all day everyday. But I hate it, it feels empty. I'm staring at the screen not even taking anything in. I barely get out of bed, I never make myself anything to eat just have snacks sometimes and mostly starve, I can't keep my room tidy, I lose important things, I wear dirty clothes, I don't know what to do anymore. I want to live a life but this doesn't feel like living I feel like a zombie. I want to do something with my life but everything feels so boring and pointless. I feel like I'm wasting my life away but I dont know how to stop. I dont know what to do