 I have done this many times just to avoid something  i don’t wanna talk about.

For example, before i got diagnosed with BPD my therapist asked me do i consume any drugs and i said no even tho i wanted to say the truth. Sometimes it’s just stronger than me. Also i do this a lot not only with my therapist, even tho i'm trying my best not to do that but it’s easier i think, for me at least. I'm thinking about telling my therapist about this but i don't know if this is a BPD thing.

Anyone experienced this?