I been depressed since 23 (now 33) and I'm still stuck with anxiety. I just launched a newsletter that sold my ebook, but had to stop because couldn't afford advertising anymore. That's because my freelance my clients stopped sending me work. I worked on that newsletter for 3 years while rotting in a shitty and abusive corporate job i couldn't stand but tolerated because I held firmly that my newsletter was going to solve every financial problem. Moreover, I had lost a business years before, which I started in my 20s and spend the rest of the decade feeling like an absolute failure. Everyone's moving up, getting married, buying a home, having babies,... but I'm the guy losing a home, client's disappeared, newsletter now dead, the love of my life unreasonably jealous about 3itch3s that don't exist (i'm antisocial as F). To top it all off, every fcking application I send out keeps getting rejected despite my decades long experience because I don't have an awesome linkedIn profile. All of my life I've been trying... and trying... and trying getting nowhere. Now, I've nothing to look forward to but wrinkling skin and steadily declining health. I'm losing my mind! I just need an exit or an outlet, but I don't know where to go!