Just had a 10 minute cry because all my school anxiety memories came back. Terrified of failing and looking a fool, I hate giving speeches/presentations/being in a crowd In general. I hate feeling seen and just hoping I can keep myself together for at least the first semester. If all else fails I think I will have to medicate, even though I said I never would but the thought of failing and feeling of cold body..nausea infront if people is gonna be too much for two years. Hoping I made the right decision to go back.