I have so many good things in my life but I feel like I'm never greatful enough.

But all there is to life is money, work, and then you sometimes see your friends once a week. No matter where I am I'm never happy, I hate working and I hate living in society.

I don't need a house, partner or job I don't want any of it, none of it is worth it to me.

There is nothing worth it here I wish I had the balls to kill myself but I have no energy right now and if I mess it up my life will be shittier.