I just watched this dr k vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xNWjEwtNMrc going over covert narcissism, and basically every one of these criteria fit me to a tee. People usually say that narcissists don't worry about being narcissists, but jfc this is scarily accurate to me. I really don't want to have both bpd and npd. Having two cluster b disorders is comically fucked, and I can't even get therapy rn. I feel like if I have this, I can't "recover" from it. I already had doubts that I could be a good person with bpd, but this feels impossible to overcome.