I’m really going through it right now. I don’t have a family, my friends barely speak to me and everyday feels the same. Lonely, dark, not worth it. I have so much going on in my mind all the time that it feels like I can’t even organize it and it’s this massive hall of mess and the more I touch it to fix it the more problems arrive. But some would say the the only way is through so do I choose to fuck shit up for a while and come out on the other side in an unknown state or just sit here with no answers on what to do about this live I really don’t want to be living?