Right now I'm at a part time job 4-8 hours/week  and feeling lost. I wake up with no sense of purpose and have to fill my time with things I don't want to to and end end up feeling like shit at the end of the day. I don't want to take on more hours either at this job, because it's very very taxing. I'm thinking about starting to study for the GRE starting this month and start on planning to go back to graduate school. I'm thinking that I can stay at this hour/job for the next three months, then after that try to find another job that would be easier/just for the money once I get into grad school. The problem is, I just can't find any motivation to get started on these things and already have alot of fear--that I will fail. 