I have taken to using sidewalk chalk and drawing on the walls. I know there is an identity, a real personality that is genuine to me and although I can't always access that part I can see on my walls and around me that someone with a sense of self definitely lives here. Someone with a strong love of rainbow colors, knick-knacks, brick brack, and preferences. It's odd to be disconnected from that person who carries out the daily habits, makes choices and buys the groceries. I feel like I am reconnecting by drawing on the walls beautiful fish and flowers