Depressive thoughts keep coming back for me, I don’t even know if I ever got diagnosed with depression during my years in therapy. My ex dumped me a few weeks ago and since then I have started to hate my life and myself more and more. Questioning what part of my life is worth living for. I don’t really enjoy the subject I’m graduating on, I don’t really have any friends left and I just sit at home all day wasting time scrolling through social media until I’m tired so I can sleep and just be unconscious. I don’t have any hopes or ambitions, I just feel like I’m surviving at this point. If this is what my life will be like for the next years I don’t want it. I’m thinking about going into therapy again and try antidepressants as that is the only thing I haven’t tried yet to overcome all these negative moods and thoughts. There is just something wrong with my brain and it feels like it is impairing me in all aspects of my life. I just want to feel happy and loved again.