How do you deal with having friends? I've recently made some and it feels like it would make my life much less stressful if they just weren't there. I'm just in a constant state of paranoia; Thinking I've done something wrong, thinking they don't want me there, thinking they are talking about me behind my back. Any time I say something to them, I have to think it over and over in my head to make sure it isn't something they can judge me with. Any time any of them act what I see as 'differently' towards me, I assume they are being hostile and I have done something to piss them off. I try to be rational about it, but that will either do nothing or stop it for about 10 minutes before it starts up again. I think about talking to them about it, but then I just worry they will think I'm a paranoid nutcase.