We are both only 19. I don't know what to do. I am only in College. I don't have anyone to even talk to. Her period is late, she thinks it could be from stress of her new job and everything but with every waking second that seems less likely. 
I can't support a kid right now, I can hardly even take care of myself. We are both financially broke and so our are families. Abortion isn't legal in my state and we don't have the money to even get one. 
I am freaking the fuck out, I am so fuckin scared. I stayed up most of the night just crying. Not only am I afraid how this is gonna affect my life, I am afraid what I'm going to do to myself. Being alone with my thoughts just makes it worse. My head racing with depressive thoughts. I am even preemptively planning a will and a suicide note. If she is pregnant I think I'll have to check myself into a mental institution. 

I am so scared...