currently 11:53pm, almost midnight. today i got a puppy for the very first time, in fact it's my first pet. i know for a fact that i can take care of him and have all the means to do so but right now i'm absolutely sick to my stomach and unable to sleep because i think i'm psyching myself out about taking care of him properly. it's only because i know how important he is that i'm so anxious of being able to care for him and it's almost as if i'm afraid to sleep. to be frankly honest i considered pulling an allnighter because 1. i'm too anxious to sleep and 2. so i can check on him if he needs anything. however for my own sake i don't want to do that because lately my biological clock has been VERY messed up (sleeping at 5am on some days, 12am on others, and 2/3am) i am just so scared and need some reassurance. i feel sick and almost like i'm dissociating because i can hardly focus as i type this and just want to know that it'll be okay..right?