Hello dear reddit,

Since I was a little kid, my parents didn't have a lot of money and didn't spend time in restaurants. Whenever I was in a restaurant i had so much joy, so much happiness that...I puked and couldn't eat.

This issue just disapeared when I was a teenager. 

Fast forward,3 years ago (at 26), i had H. Pylori and every single time when I was out eating, it made me puke and very nauseaus. Because of that stupid pylori (treated ofc) and anxiety I cannot eat in restaurants anymore...idk what to do.

The other issue is that since the pandemic, a weird dizziness occured and I've been through dozens of doctors, every single doctor confirmed that I am healthy...so again, my brain is messing with me. 

So now I have random dizziness and I cant go out. I feel good when I sit my ass in house...but I cant live like this, I want to do stuff, I want to enjoy life, I want to live..but I cant. The dizziness sometimes is in house too...I cant correlate the dizziness with anything...it bugs me. Sometimes its in the morning, but why?

What should I do? I was on trazadone from my doctor but that medicine wasnt very good to me so to speak. I will have a re-evaluation soon...im desperate...I already lost half my friends because I didn't go out and im afraid of losing my Gf too....


Thank you for your reply :)