I'm afraid of getting the Covid vaccine. Every time I convince myself it's better to, I start researching and see bad things. I also hear bad things by word of mouth. However I also have friends and family who have been vaccinated and have known people who've had Covid. All of them are okay. 

I know Covid has killed more people overall, but percentage-wise, I'm not sure which is deadlier... I don't trust media. I don't trust online people or people's word of mouth. I've not known anyone to die of the vaccine or the illness, so... I can't really go off of that either... 

I'm just so scared something will go wrong after I get the vaccine. Heart problem or blood clot or who knows... 

I'm relatively healthy, don't smoke or drink, I am on anti-depressants, and I am clinically underweight (unfortunately results of an eating disorder), sometimes I have a vitamin D and iron deficiency, but haven't in the past year... I'm in my 20's as well. I get a fair amount of heart palpitations and consume a moderate amount of caffeine daily. 

My in-50's-year-old father has gotten the vaccine and been fine. My mother (same age range) has had bronchitis and smokes and hasn't gotten Covid or vaccine... 

I'm also posting it here because I feel like some people can relate, not looking for advice on do or don't... I am diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, so I assume some of this fear is exasperated by that... 

On another note, deaths "caused" by Covid and the vaccine have been falsely reported. I.e. someone who died in a car wreck, but HAPPENED to test positive for Covid in autopsy. For the vaccine, a person died from a blood clot that already had issues with health, yet was ruled a death caused by the vaccine... I can't trust anything and can't convince myself to get vaccinated. UGH