I love talking with my friends online, it makes me a lot more comfortable regardless of how long I’ve known the person. I moved in with my best friend last year and ever since I’ve just gotten more and more irritated with him. It’s nothing he’s done in particular. He can just try to talk to me and I’ll get aggressively annoyed and ignore him. I feel so bad about it because I still enjoy being friends, but living together it feels like it totally ruined the relationship. I don’t know how to stop this chain of irritability and I feel like I’m just sinking deeper into my brain, constantly dissociating to avoid listening to him. 

I have been diagnosed with social anxiety and we live in a studio and it could be the lack of personal space but I don’t know. It feels wrong to have such repulsion to being around my friend. I WANT to live with him but I can’t over come this hurdle and I’m going insane.