I'm not born here and I've never been in america before. Not until I moved last year. I'm always anxious of my English even though I know that my English is okay, but I get nervous about it. My grammar is fine and I know that because my co-workers who are born here have worst grammar than I do. But it's just my insecurity gets ahead of me and so I stumble through my words. Sometimes they even talk to me like i don't understand what they mean or the references that they tell me when I know. It's not like i live under a rock and america is very international. I was actually forced to learn about America because of how international and rich the country is. I hate that I get insecure and that people think that I don't understand anything about English or America.