Please help me. I think I’m going to lose my relationship over the fear of phone calls and video calls. I cried for almost an hour tonight because my boyfriend asked me to call him. I’m so stupid for acting this way but I can’t change it. I haven’t called him yet and I know he’ll probably leave me over it. It is a ldr and that is the only way to truly keep in touch. I get so nervous during calls I shake and panic. I think maybe I’m not meant to be with anyone or something. Just please help me.