She sent me a message. Just typical stuff.

She told me she was sorry to bother me and that she was moving soon (from the apartment we got together) and they were sending me jury duty letters and I should probably call and tell them I left. She ended it with a "I hope all is well!"

I can't help feeling like she's moved on completely, she's found someone new and is moving in together and I'm just a guy she used to know. Then again she could be moving back home to help with her parents. She told me her brother died not long after I left.

Sigh. I just don't know what to do about her anymore. I made it a point to try and forget her but I cant. Admittedly, I love her still. She was my best friend, I have had feelings for her as long as I can remember.

I can't let go. I made it a point to avoid talking to her. I ignored her texts, then got a new number, after that she never reached out. I felt it best to keep my distance. I wanted to get better. Maybe get a handle on my problems before I contacted to her. It's hard for me to let her go and I don't know how. 

I tried to move on. I went on some dates, got new friends. Got a full time job. I am just emotionally tethered to her and I don't know how to break it. I want to continue a friendship with her, but if I can't see past the relationship failure of ours. I can't get past the pain.

Any advice? 