I idealise my now ex boyfriend, I noticed this because he actually treated my really badly, cheated and manipulated me ect. The relationship was very one sided and I was very unhappy, but I loved him so much, had a huge infactuation with him that was very unhealthy. 

When I was rationally thinking, I broke up with him. When he replied, he was fine with us breaking up and literally didn't care. I was so offended that I started begging for him to come back to me? I hate being like this, I'm offended basically that he is fine with out me.


How can I get through this?