I don’t know why but i can’t ever stick to one style. If i see a really popular girl at school who dresses all preppy i’ll try and dress like her, but then if i see someone on instagram dressing darker and edgier, i’ll dress like that. I go back and forth on it all the time. Even with TV show characters. If i find a character aesthetically pleasing i’ll try and copy not only how they dress, but also their mannerisms. Like how they talk, walk, their facial expressions, all of it. And i’ll almost get jealous that i’m not them? Even though they’re fictional characters? Like i get jealous of that character for getting that FAKE high school experience, or making those really cool FAKE friends, etc. and i’ll sit and think about it and wish my whole life was a tv show that i could watch in the 3rd person. I’m literally constantly changing styles and it’s honestly super annoying because i want to be able to just stick with one style.