i'll be having a very important test in 2 weeks and i've been stressing about it for over a month. it cripples my ability to study and kills my mood for basically anything else. i can't rest because i feel like i should be studying, and i can't study because i feel depressed and incompetent.

studying at home messed up my schedules and study methods, and online classes haven't helped me much either. i've been trying to learn things by myself, but self-teaching is just so incredibly hard... i just hope i can tank through this and that things get better next year.