I was really avoiding it for the past month I was really scared because the girls there are very talky and a bit judgy. 

I have to focus really hard on remembering what the appropriate thing to say is and sometimes I slip up and I get really angry and when the beauty salon is crowded I feel like im gonna suffocate so I leave immediately 

Thankfully my eyebrow lady is a quiet person so yeah I did my brows after procrastinating for too long; for fucks sake I feel exhausted and my hearts beating loud from the anxiety but it was worth it 

Although I have been going to the same salon multiple times I cant seem to get used to the place…go I wish I didn’t have to deal with this.