I don't know how to feel. I'm relieved while simultaneously panicking about what to do next. 

I've worked at a pharmacy now for eight months and it has had such a negative impact on my mental health. I cry most days and I have panic attacks when I come across rude patients. We're incredibly under staffed right now as well, and so the pharmacy in general is fucking chaos. I'm tired of the constant panicking, crying, and suicidal thoughts, so I impulsively made the decision to submit my notice this morning.

As relieved as I am to leave that place, I'm very anxious about what to do next. I'm back at university in a few weeks, and I ideally want a job that won't cause any stress whatsoever (does that even exist?).  I worry that I won't find another job. Having to apply for jobs and attend interviews is so anxiety-inducing for me.