Hello!
I have always been a nobody,, and  I hate being a nobody. Since childhood, my mother says I'm not good for studying ot to work, always compared me to my friends, that In her opinion, they are way better than me. I grew up with that thought in my conscious and subconscious, and I try to change, but it is too difficult, and maybe because of that, I envy everyone that is better than me, even my wife. Recently, we are working together, and she is better than me. I hate when someone that is close to me. I feel that I am a looser, I haven't succeed in anything, and I envy everyone close that is successful, that is better than me.