I don't really care anymore I've been nice my ENTIRE life. I just never get what I have gave a long time ago. MY FAMILY DONT KNOW WHAT IM FEELING. They think ill get over some small stuff but I don't I keep that with me the entire day. I wanna be a boy bc they don't get r@ped and they don't have periods . they are funnier. popular in the K-pop industry. no worries in the world, My friends don't understand me they think K-pop is stupid but FUCK THEM THEY DONT KNOW HAPPINES LIKE I FUCKING DO. They are funny but like no. My cousin is an army/bts lover like me. SHE FUCKING THINKS THAT I LIKE SHIPPING BTS MEMBERS BUT I DONT, I also think she is stealing my childhood friend, like she help my childhood friend but me......NO she didn't think to help I think I like my friend and I think I also think I like her IDK ANYMORE. I want to die but also I wanna live. K-pop is what is keeping me alive. I DONT KNOW ANYMORE. I DONT KNOW ANYMORE.I DONT KNOW ANYMORE. I DONT KNOW ANYMORE. I DONT KNOW ANYMORE. I DONT KNOW ANYMORE.