My FP started talking to me ~2 years ago while I had a boyfriend. As my FP and I got closer, he started developing strong feelings for me and ultimately told me last week he was in love with me and wanted to marry me. I love him too and crave his attention and love more than anything but told him i just wanted his friendship. He said he couldn't stand being just friends and said he wasn't going to speak to me again. 

I'm absolutely devastated. I've lost my FP and I feel incredibly lonely and desperate. I don't know how to get through this. 😓