I’ve come to find out my depression comes from problems in my life that I believe I handled wrong, problems I disliked the outcome and blamed myself for. I have a few reason to believe this is why. And when I don’t have those problems or I’ve become content with what happened and no longer regret it I wouldn’t say I become happy, but I wouldn’t say I’m depressed anymore. But I can’t tell if I’m uncomfortable with being non depressed, or I’m just fine with being sad.