I had a rough day. I woke up early for work, so I was tired. Thought about rather upsetting stuff all day, and ended up thinking about it more when I got home. If you want the full details I made a post on r/relationshipadvice so its in my post history but its not really important here. The bottom line is I was feeling extremely guilty for something and like a bad person. My mom comes home and is like we need to talk. She immediately starts listing out all of the things she and my sister think I do wrong. And I just snap. I start crying and screaming and slamming doors. I haven't been able to calm down. I dont know what to do. She will never understand me or be kind to me. And I want to just accept that but every time she says something critical I explode. And it makes me feel like an emotional ticking time bomb. I don't know what to do.