First time poster so please bear with me. I am sad, all the time. Regardless Of when I have happiness pass me by I am still sad, or at best numb. I’m watching a family member die who I live with (just old age) and I work 60/70 hour weeks.  I don’t remember what it is to feel content, I take antidepressants to stop my family having an intervention. I know people have it worse I really do. Im just lost, I have tried therapy several times and I don’t find it helpful for me. I try talking to friends but they’re too busy with their own problems. I don’t know what I hope to gain from this but I just needed to vent. Everything’s just a bit rubbish.
Thanks for listening. I’m not a danger to myself or others I’m just sad!