Hi everyone! So my Boyfriend (23m) and I (BPD, 21f) have been together for a little over a year now. We live together, have two cats together, we are both in college, and I see myself marrying him. Lately, we have been discussing the idea of an open relationship, due to sexual desires being in different places. This is what we both want for sure and I am positive that it will improve our relationship in a good way, however my abandonment fears are in full swing. Does anyone have any experience with this type of relationship? How do you deal with it? Should I consider breaking it off to see other people, or should I stay in a monogamous relationship and be frustrated for however much longer I can take it? Any help would be greatly appreciated. Thanks besties