I'm am so sorry if this is not the place to post this. 

So my mum has been getting more abusive over the past year it's getting to the point when she it telling me to go kill myself, she going to kill me that people are following her. She is yelling at me because she know that Im bringing people into the house which I'm not. She is now blacking out and having fits. It's starting when her and my dad started going though a bad divorce and tryed to fuck each other over. I done a lot of research and is sounds like exactly what happening with her, and I just need help it now getting to the point when I'm just about to kill myself because I can't take it anymore I have bad anxiety that keeps me at home. She is at the point now qhen I try to talk to her she just yells at me that I'm helping people hurt her and telling people to follow her.
Again I don't know where else to ask for help if this is not the place I'm so sorry. I'm from Australia if that helps