Hi all,

I have this really annoying habit of getting really into something  (drawing, crafting, working out) for what can sometimes be a couple of months, and then one day losing all motivation to do that thing. 

Sometimes it's because I am not amazing at the thing.  I get good at it, then I realise there are people out there who are a thousand times better than me at the thing and I just lose all motivation.

Sometime it seems to be for no reason?! I got really into weight lifting for a couple of months. I was working out 5-6 days a week and I would really look forward to my workout. I'd feel really good after and I was starting to see big improvements. Then I don't know what happened but any want or drive to do it vanished.

It does my head in!!! I feel like my life is just a series of failed projects, ambitions and hobbies. And the only reason they fail is because I lose all motivation and interest to do them. I am okay at loads of things. But I am not really good at anything.  

Once again, I find myself saying 'I wish I wasn't like this' but I don't know how to change it. Now I feel like I am just put off trying or starting anything new, because I know I will never finish it. I really don’t want to be like this. I want to have passions and hobbies and ambitions that I love and enjoy and look forward to doing that last longer than a month or two. I want a life that is interesting.