Tomorrow is my 20th birthday. I've decided that I'm going to tell my parents about my depression. I wanted to try some weeks before to tell my mother but I was scared of her answer and didn't do it. I'm tired of being depressed for 14 years feeling like shit, the void which is eating me in the inside, the sadness and the guilt. I don't feel like I'm normal. I want to at least try and change my life to be better!