I’m afraid of everything. My insecurities only fuel it. Every little thought I’ve had spirals out of control and make me feel bad. I always misinterpret everything and spin it around to be my fault. I can’t go a day without being like this. I feel it’s damaged friendships, and I don’t know how much more they could take. Even that was my anxiety going but it’s normal for me. Thinking positive is a struggle and i don’t know how to change and I doubt I will. I feel as though the only reason I’m not completely consumed by all my struggles is me leeching my friends happiness. I don’t know. I’m sorry for the rant. I just want to be free of this.