Sorry if this just comes off as rambling, for some reason I just really want to talk about today and I don’t have anyone to tell

Recently I moved into the closest city to go to school, and since then I haven’t had any free time. Because of this I’m never able to go home, because of that I’m extremely homesick and cannot sleep, and because of that I’m always tired and always stressed out. Today was one of the few exceptions. 

Lately I decided I want to try longboarding since it’s getting warmer and I want to get outside more. I (FINALLY) have the night off so I went to the local state park/beach and started practicing. I’ve been practicing in my apartments shitty parking lot for about a week and because of that the paved park path was awesome, I spent a few hours cruising around and walking on the beach smiling.

 Eventually I got hungry so I made my way to this little outside mall and ate at a sub place, then longboarded back to my car while holding a drink (which I was pretty proud of). There was a little pet store so I got a toy for my family’s dog whenever I’m able to go home again. Afterwards I swung by this local chocolate/ coffee shop and got an iced salted caramel latte, and walked through the park next to it. The latte was probably the best I’ve ever tasted in my life and the park was really beautiful, I saw a little league flag football game and it reminded me of playing flag football as a kid. 

after that I went to the local maritime museum and for some reason I kinda liked it, I took a tour of this old boat and it was really cool. 

On the way back this blue Dodge Ram was riding my ass, and honestly it didn’t bother me because I was just in a good mood, then I had to turn right on a red, so I moved into the little right turning lane with a yield sign, and since there was one oncoming car I had to yield for them for not even two seconds. The Dodge Ram that was a solid 6” behind me obviously had to slam on their breaks, and because of that they beeped at me, pulled up beside me, and this middle aged man yelled “you’re not supposed to stop f*ggot”. 

I guess there is no way of really knowing but I believe it was because of the little pride flag sticker I have in my back window (It was on the car when I bought it and because I support the community I left it on). I know it’s dumb, but that really bothered ms. I rolled all my windows up, turned off the music and just balled. For some reason I feel like an idiot for being in a good mood all day, and I know how dumb it is and I know how that makes me super overly emotional. But it’s like I cannot have one good day, just one. Somebody or something has to make me upset.