I don’t want to die but I don’t want to exist right now. I’m on three meds for anxiety and depression. I feel like nothings working correctly. I’ve been trying a lot of different meds. When I close my eyes to nap I automatically feel fear. When I wake up my heart is racing and I jolt out of bed. I’m scared all the time. It’s affecting my school. I’ve been crying a lot. This has been going on for months and to add to the pain, me and my bf of 5 years broke up a week ago. I feel so tired but can’t rest. 

Please help