Ok sorry I've never really done anything on Reddit so I'm not to good at this. But I feel like I needed to talk to someone. Hopefully someone will see this. So I've been pretty lonely for awhile now but recently it's just been to much. I have panic attacks everyday. I have just like the worse thoughts all the time. I just feel really lonely. My dad was abusive he's gone. My mom left a few years back and I just haven't felt loved really since. So many people have left I'm just scared. I need someone to be there to talk to. I need someone to hug me I want someone to talk to me and tell me they care. I've tried to talk to a therapist but they never ended up messaging me back after our first talk. I just don't know what to do I wake up and cry for hours alone in my room. I'm only 17 but I feel like I'm dieing. I want someone to love and care for me. I don't know sorry for going on a rant. If anyone ever sees this I hope you can get through what your battling 💙