I'm not happy. I'm not sad. I just have a jittery feeling if that makes sense. I don't want to do anything even though I really want to clean my room. All I do is scroll through tik tok. And even that isn't really enjoyable any more. I want to rp but I keep stalling on making a character. And when I do feel stuff it feels like I'm faking it. Like if I'm sad, I feel like I'm lying or like I'm borrowing my sadness from somebody and it's not really mine? Idk if anyone has any advice it would be appreciated