I really can't quite explain how I feel very well. I feel like whenever I am in public, I think everyone is staring at me, (moreso anxiety) and other things including hiding things for no reason, being aggressive and obsessive when things I hide (no matter how stupid) are revealed, constantly checking over my shoulder, anger and fear in response to my familys disregard and lack of privacy, a lot or no emotions all at once. This moreso expresses itself in mood swings, and also quite often, suicidal thoughts. And I mean, a lot of them. I have not seeked out help yet. This is a very much so incomplete list.

I also hurt myself, over stupid things sometimes, frequently and badly enough I would need stiches or something. The point of this post was moreso to ask the question, how should I go about getting a diagnosis, or meds, or whatever.