Option a. Cut hair short to make it more manageable during periods of depression and suits facial structure and body type. May feel sad later because I've never had it long.
B. Leave hair long and dye it blonde for childhood dream of looking like a princess. Hair will turn brassy  when depressed and never wear it down because of regrowth and eventually return to this point.
C. Dye hair brown to bring out eye colour but feel sad about it when high mood because i will look 'emo' with my pale skin.
D. Do nothing and continue hating self as per