I’ve had depression and anxiety since I was 14due to my yellow, stained teeth. I’m 19 now and I’ve never been treated for either of my mental illnesses nor teeth due to busy mum not realising what’s wrong and my dad moved away a long time ago. I would go days without brushing my teeth and washing due to low motivation. This happened a lot throughout the years and it absolutely killed my social skills and my life in school. I’ve never dated and I’ve only ever had 1 actual friend but they’ve moved on to university and new things whilst I’m just stuck doing nothing. I’ve quit college because my anxiety had gotten so bad from my teeth as the course contained a lot of presentations and group projects and with my bad breath no matter how much I brushed it just wouldn’t go away because of cavities. I couldn’t contribute atall and a few weeks in I dropped out. A year later I found work as a dishwasher it was horrible pay but I had to start paying rent living at home. A few days in I heard co-workers talking about how bad my teeth was behind my back and I just stopped showing the next day. I’m currently unemployed and extremely depressed and live at parents home I know I need to see a psychiatrist but I just don’t want to do anything anymore. I went up to my mum today in hopes she could help me do something about it. I told her my situation involving my teeth and after I’d shown her she said they’re disgusting and one of my sisters laughed. She doesn’t understand how badly damaged and rotting they are even after explaining that brushing does nothing now. I’m so embarrassed even my own family thinks I’m gross. It’s getting to the point where suicide is now constantly on the back of my mind. I feel so alone. Hoping somebody can give me some advice anything is appreciated. New account for obvious reasons