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Short introduction long story :
I’ve struggled with MH for as long as I can remember , I’ve experienced sexual,emotional,and mental abuse from different sources all family.my mother ,wasn’t affectionate barely told us she loved us and through my own research ,I’m
worrying she may be narcissistic which distorted my own views and turned me into the person I am. I had no father, he was completely negligent.




I’ve always had unhealthy and unstable relationships ,going from
Boyfriend to boyfriend partner to partner , eventually turning to escorting for multiple years. I could control The who ,the when and how, and work when I chose too I became numb .. fast forward 5 years later I have been trying to understand heal stepped back from escorting social media and my toxic family members but the traits still linger.. 


I recently (under 3 months ) met a great guy,but I was so jumpy around him nervous scared guarded I always doubted him rejected him and just didn’t trust him, eventually when I did let my guard down with him I pushed him away to a point where we got into an argument that turned disrespectful and he had another girl pick him up.. and says he’s done with me and that I’m crazy and need help,now I’m over here beating myself up trying to figure out what to do next and how to heal ... DBT Therapy is there hope for me to ever Escape this