Hey guys. I started doing art this past November in inpatient and it saved my life. I did my first art market today to try selling my stuff and I sold nothing. I'm told this is normal sometimes and that's the nature of the business. But I feel so rejected and hurt it's mind blowing. I have an insane headache and I feel suicidal. I'm so mad at myself. I wish somebody had bought something. I feel like a failure. And I guess I kinda wish that I wasn't so emotionally sensitive and that I could just get over it. But I feel like this was the biggest trigger for a spiral. 