So during my last 2 years of high school I had a very bad and stressful time. Before that I still wasn't a fan of doing schoolwork but it wasn't insanely hard until the last 2. I took some very hard college classes during it. I was constantly scraping by during it, felt like I was doing something too hard for me. I did kinda good as a kid during school so I had high expectations on me which I also put on myself. I kinda wish I just was bad from the start honestly.

Anyway, here's the point of the post. High School has ended. But I feel the same way I felt while I was just scraping by. I should feel great, and calmer than I ever have. But it's still as bad as it was during those times. I just can't calm down.

I have nothing to worry about really, but here I am feeling like my brain is being held onto. And whenever something does worry me, even if it shouldn't be a big deal, I start to lose my mind over it like it's going to kill me. I worry about losing my hair from the stress which worries me even more.

Anybody have any similar experiences and maybe ways to calm down?