I'm beginning to hallucinate moles and shadows that are usually in the peripheral of my vision. I blink and the moles disappears but I somehow know it's a hallucination before I blink. The shadows are usually of my dad and are also in my peripheral vision. I've been diagnosed with bipolar 1 with psychotic symptoms but I think I'm developing schizophrenia now, any advice?

I don't like meds they lessen my emotional connection with the universe.