They say I am not, but yes I am. I am not loved, I am lonely, I don't have particular talents and I am definitely not attractive. I am ugly and have an awful body at the age of 22 due to jumping from an eating disorder to another. It looks like I am 70,especially my saggy breasts. I was a brilliant student in high school I had very high grades but I was constantly bullied and marginalized so now I am just a depressed shit who is unable to study or work because of my fucked up mental health, especially severe depression and severe anxiety which make me extremely uncomfortable in leaving the house. I still live with my parents. I lost all my dreams and ambitions. My dreams to have a good work, to publish my book of poetry, and to have my own family, because I am too ugly to be truly loved by a man. I am worthless. A waste of air. Plus I suffer also from bulimia nervosa. I attempted suicide once but it didn't work. Obviously I have a therapist and I take meds but nothing seems to work. It's a Terrible period, i haven't been out for a week and I don't even have the strength to shower. All I do is eating and getting uglier and fatter. What to say? Give me a reason to not feel worthless. I suck. I feel less than trash. Sorry for my english