I started a new job last week. I'm convinced I suck at it uber hard and all my coworkers hate me and talk shit about me in front of my face by making inside jokes. I hung out with two of them the other night and I'm convinced they hung out with me just to talk trash about me later. I know I'm not being rational and I hope none of what I'm thinking is true but it's eating at me still. I just want to stop going. I dread it so much. Can anyone relate? Or offer a bit of advice??