I just feel like there's no hope for success anymore. I tried dating but no luck. Online dating isn't made for the average person. I'd try irl dating but none of the things i do bring me in contact with other people i could befriend or romance. To be fair who could expect to find love when you're fishing in the middle of a lake alone. Who can expect to make friends at work when I'm stuck in a metal box all day alone. I can't afford to do fun hobbies and i wouldn't know where to start to look to make friends. I can't get a better job because I need this one for the experience and my dream job has an age minimum i don't qualify for.

I feel like everytime i try to get my foot in the door, my leg falls off.