First time posting because I wanted to share. I hope this does not trigger anyone.

I dropped out in my sophomore year by medically withdrawing when I was studying as an international student at Virginia Tech Class of 22, as advised by my advisors and the amazing Cook Counselling Centre there.
I was advised to come back to India to stay with my family because I was not able to handle it alone there.

Fast Forward, 3 years later, After completing 4 semesters of a 6 semester program at an Indian University with an average GPA, I have hit rock bottom once again in the middle of my 5th semester. I have been diagnosed for 6 years, with multiple cycles of intense mania and psychosis and depression, due to going on and off of meds as I was not able to get the adequate help here in India or rather not having the will to go through the trial and error cycle of getting to the right med cocktail. I don't know what to do anymore.