I need resources.. can any of you recommend Podcasts/audiobooks/ebooks on navigating relationships please. 

My partner/FP is going through something right now, he says he feels disgusted in himself and doesn't feel like even being affectionate let alone being intimate. It's now been 2 months since we were last intimate, and I'm struggling. 
It's making me feel like he's repulsed by me. I've tried to tell him how all I need is a couple of hugs a day, but he's not even willing to put that effort in. He says It's too much for him right now but "I will someday" should be enough to hold my patience. He tells me he loves me, but I just don't feel it. 
Meanwhile, my self harm voices are loving it..