for context, I just got out of the psych ward about a month and a half ago from an attempt. They had me on depakote 1000mg, which i’ve been taking regularly for about a week and half now and some anxiety meds that im nervous to take. 

 I feel really good, im not obsessing about my ex as often and I feel somewhat normal and I know it takes at least six weeks for this medicine to fully kick in. I feel like I won’t have a manic episode ever again even though that’s illogical. I just want to know if other people feel this as soon as they get back on their meds. I’m usually on and off my meds bc I feel so normal that I don’t need them anymore. I feel like i’m ready to date again even though I told myself i would give it six months. I’m probably rambling, but others peoples input would be appreciated.