As the title states, I am lost. I no longer know what to do. I've never felt so hopeless and tired in my life. I underestimated how difficult high school would be. Every day I wake up feeling miserable. I never had this much anxiety before. I always have to worry about school even on weekends and holidays. I haven't felt genuinely happy since February. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't count how many times I had a mental breakdown. My life feels so empty. I can't enjoy the things I love. I don't even have time for it. I can't focus in class at all and I learned nothing since the start of my school year. The amount of work we receive daily makes things worse. The teachers expect so much from us. I'm just a freshman. What do they want from me? I just want to give up and drop out of school. I'm also starting to have suicidal thoughts. What do I do?