Since high school, I kept finding myself as the 'odd' one. The one who have different sets of values, the one who has different interest, the one who talks differently. I don't know why on many occasions I kept finding myself in this situation. I am starting a new job, today is literally my first day. The way they talk, the things that they talk just look very different from me. We value different things. And even worse, living in a western country while having an Asian background has *emphasised* how misfit I am. When I walk into the office, everyone was white. I look very silly.