It's really fun when both of you have personality disorders. I have bpd and she has ppd. It really is an interesting mix. We've been together for almost 2 years, but its never been as bad as it is now.
The good times are really good, but the lows are extremely low. I'm constantly hurting her or making her worry about my safety without even realizing it. When she tries to give me constructive criticism, I break down and cry and sob to her. I try to listen to her advice and take it into consideration, but I always end up doing the same thing that hurt her again. Today she told me that I don't fully understand my problems and how it affects her. I'm done with my stupid breakdown and apologized and told her that I'm ready to listen to her but she hasn't replied to me yet. I'm worried she won't tell me, because its something I should already know myself.
I don't know what to do. I love her to death, I wanna do anything to make her happy. Ive become a better person because of her. I hate how much I hurt her. I really want to be able to fix myself.