I cannot get over my ex that groomed/used me whenever I was 17. He left me a little after I turned 18. We haven’t “talked” in about 2 years and I think about him EVERY single day. Stalking his social media and seeing his new girl that is his age breaks my heart why does he get to be fucking happy  …it doesn’t matter if I find another temporary guy he’s still wandering in my mind. I’ve been talking to a new person and he openly admitted that he loves manipulating me because I’m “easy” so it’s kind of distracting but not in a good way LMAOO. He blocked me 2 days ago and I’m losing my mind. I’m about to freak out guys it fucking sucks it fucking sucks it fucking SUCKS