I have a lot of things going on at the moment. I’m waking up almost everyday with anxiety. If I stay in my house it acts up. I’m currently experiencing anxiety about my relationship, I’m engaged to be married, for the most part I’m happy with my partner, but sometimes it feels like she’s not happy with me, she sometimes says I’m quiet, shy and awkward, when I’m not for the most part, but her saying this has led me to have anxiety about when me and her move in together, like what conversations will we have, will we have good conversations, what will I talk about with her, will she like living with me etc. it’s getting out of hand. My parents also left to go back to our homeland so I’m alone at my house and this has just killed me, in terms of anxiety. I feel like I’ll never get over it and don’t know what to do. My mom used to have intense anxiety and it pretty much has been passed  down to me. Im starting to see a therapist Saturday, but I just crave the relief I had. I wasn’t like this a month ago.