I’m sorry if this is badly formatted I’ve never posted on Reddit and my punctuation is terrible sorry I’m advance.
 I’m a 16 almost 17 year old drop out,I don’t plan on going back to school but I do plan on getting my Ged I’ve had multiple jobs but I don’t have one right now. I feel like a piece of shit I put my mom through hell not being able to support the house I’ve tried. The closest people to me have left me and used me and my mom and I don’t know what to do. I feel like I have no purpose At all and I’m going to die alone and I’m scared for that I don’t talk to my friends anymore I can I just don’t I don’t leave the house I sit in my room and I feel like shit I don’t know if I’m depressed I’m not suicidal I know that but I don’t have any motivation for anything and I hate myself for it I’ve had shitty things in my past happen but I refuse to blame everything on that it’s my own fault and I hate myself for it. I don’t wanna die but I don’t know if people will remember me will I really leave a impact on the world when I don’t do shit. no one knows I’m like this just me so this is the first time I’m opening up about it sorry about the rant.