I don't care about anything. I don't care about my depression (which is still there), I don't care about my school assignments (which I'm not doing), and I don't care about my GPA. I'm just sitting here comfortably numb, mildly drowsy, and just vibing... before the meds I felt terrible for most of the day but at least I was productive.

Now I'm failing at a lot of things in my life, and I know that this is a problem, but I don't really care. I mean... I'm posting it here because I'm logically aware that it a problem but I don't REALLY care. It's like... meh.

I recently had a girl over and I could barely keep it up, and when I did keep it up I couldn't finish. The whole time I was just thinking "Ok this is like a lot of physical work I'm doing and I don't think it's worth it...". We tried several times that night and I didn't finish at all-- and I didn't care...

I'm seriously considering stopping the medication because this degree of apathy is just not it. Has anyone felt this before? Do these side effects go away?

What are your thoughts?