I CANT BELIEVE THIS FUCKING SHIT. So this guy that I've known for a couple months now just called me while he was getting off work and asked what I was doing tonight. After some thinking (knowing that he probably just wants to hook up) I decided what the hell and gave him my address and he said he'd be over in 25 minutes. AN HOUR AND FIFTEEN MINUTES LATER I call him and ask where he is and he is literally drowsy on the phone telling me that HE FELL ASLEEP. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK? YOU CANT JUST DO THAT TO SOMEONE LET ALONE A GIRL WITH BPD. I want to just drive off a bridge right now I'm so pathetic.