hello guys, I just finished my a-level exams (i am 18) and I realised i have bad anxiety/depression. this has been going on for the last 2 years and I have done everything you can imagine to boost my mood. but now.. I feel like giving up, I try to live in the present moment and have hope but the thing is. hope for what? i don't know what makes me happy anymore. I feel lost. I start my dream job to be a flight attendant soon but I am not excited.i want to be excited because i know the child inside of me is jumping in excitment. also everytime i am alone my heart beats very fast and i overthink when in reality nothing bothers me, I just feel like crying..i could blame it on my ovulation but it shouldnt feel like this. this is starting to make me feel like i have no feelings. i am suffering from lots of brain fog too, like lots and my driving lessons are being affected. no one wants to feel like this for sure so please guys.. do you have any advice? any diet changes that i should make? (even though i tried that already) any books i should read any articles? i would be very happy to at least see one comment as i need someone to talk to or hear me out. thanks in advance.