 

Hello, I am a male in middle school that have sat with thoughts of suicide for a long time now. There are many reasons for this and I will not tell you about the most personal ones. I feel worthless. I feel like no one likes me, even though i have great friends. I am dumb, i do bad on every test i do and I cant seem to do anything correctly. I'm trying the best I can to turn this around, but nothing has completely removed the thoughts. I have started weight lifting getting new hobbies, but they are still there. Sorry if my english is bad. I want to work with tech but i also feel like i am too dumb to do this and my work will end up being an office job. I will try to see how it goes this schoolyear but i am not sure about anything at this point