I listed one bedroom in my apartment because I have no friends. I got like 1000 inquiries. There’s one girl who seems nice and all, fits what kind of person I’m looking to live with, but I can’t bring myself to tell her she’s got the room. Im so apprehensive and like, she’s waiting for me to tell her if she got it or not so I feel bad. I also want this hell to be over, I hate the stress of wondering who will be living in my apartment with me. I lay awake at night thinking of all the different people who are asking me to choose them. 

It doesn’t help that I’ve had bad experiences with all of my past roomies except my current one whose moving out :(