I’m a 26 yr old female who has lived overall a good life but I’m struggling with the worst anxiety, depression, OCD (obsessive hair playing/skin picking) and what feels like adhd. I just got an incredible salary increase and bonus for a job I know I can love but I literally can’t think straight or focus. The raise would make a normal person ecstatic but all I could think about is how this is more potential for me to let people down and that I’m not worthy of it.  Every day I’m so unfocused and then I feel such immense guilt for not being productive. I don’t know what’s wrong with me