I'm going off to boarding school today, and even though i have long anticipated my departure, I suddenly feel like I'm making a horrible mistake. I have been dealing with anxiety my entire life. The main reason I decided to go to a boarding school was because of severe school anxiety and bullying at my old school, wich is why I haven't attended classes for over 3 months now. Due to there being a system of compulsury education in my home country, my (private) boarding school will be paid for by the youth welfare office since my family wouldn't be able to afford it otherwise. There, I'll be able to focus on my mental health witout the stress at my old school. I always hated the life I've been leading so far and have been looking forward to this day for years. Yet now I'm feeling that no matter what I attempt, nothing will change and that I can never be happy and that the bullying will just continue at my new school like it has before. Will anyone be able to offer any advice?