So my FP is a very close friend that became a fling. It was complicated and in the end I decided to break everything off completely (including the friendship) because it was making me frustrated and hurt. He didn’t wanted me to leave but whatever, he is a kind of unstable person so sometimes he would be very mean to me too. Very love-hate relationship.
Anyway yesterday I had to speak to him because he has to give me some money and oh my god I feel so happy and alive!!!!!!!!!! He was very friendly and I could see that he misses me too, too bad that he can never reciprocate my feelings the way I want and it’s just ridiculous how someone can make me so much happy just by speaking to me. I am annoyed, help lol