I'm struggling so much. I just had .5 Klonopin and I'm freaking out still. I don't even know how to explain what I'm feeling. I'm alive. I'm going to die. Language is real. Humans are real. My body is going through something. My brain is going through something. Idk what to do. Time is happening. There's so much going on. I think I need to go to the psych ward again. There's something happening to me.