For context I grew up in a household where I was forced to take care of everything, I raised all my siblings and my family had been conditioning and telling me that a job wasn’t possible, I would love at home forever, it got to the point where I had everything taken away from me and wasn’t allowed to leave the home without a “ chaperone” 

I’ve been no contact with my family for a year and a half now and within the last year I’ve had 5 jobs, I thought that maybe it was because I don’t know what I’m doing, and I’m trying to figure everything out but I recently learned that it’s hard for people with bpd to stick with a job and I’m honestly starting to feel so much shame around how my work life has been. My partner has had the same job since we moved in together and I just started my 5th job. I feel like the reasons I left my other jobs were justified but it doesn’t fix the shame I feel. I just want to be able to keep the job I just started! It’s literally everything I’d want but I’m genuinely scared I can’t do it.