said i was gonna stop posting, but here i am again. 

i’m freaking out, almost all day today i’ve been calm and feeling okay, i’ve felt a little sick but i think it was from a vaccine i got yesterday, but i’m just so confused on why i’m feeling good. i’m worried this is a sign i’m dying or going to die, because my mom said to me one day “do you think god would make you anxious in your last days?” and i clearly took that to heart. even though i’m “not anxious”, i can still feel anxiety about death and i’m so worried i’m dying… does this mean i am anxious? and could this possibly my new medicine working (it’s not technically new, but they upped the dosage to 20mgs about a two weeks ago). when i think about death, my heart races and i get that anxious feeling in my chest, does this mean i’m still anxious? should i go to the ER? thanks.