I’ve slipped into baby talk and regressed for as long as I can remember. It happens when I’m overwhelmed or anxious, and at night when I’m falling asleep. It only happens around people that I trust, so my family and my best friend. 

When my best friend isn’t around I feel small too, and want to curl up and hide away. We haven’t spoken in 2 days and I don’t know why, and my FP anxiety is getting really bad. I’m just overwhelmed and trying not to fall into little mode. I thought posting here might help. I don’t really have any friends with BPD to talk to.