I don't really understand, I mean. You read and hear a lot about how folks with BPD cannot stand it being alone, but it's not true for me. All my issues come from interacting with other people. On my own I'm peaceful. Not to say I am horrible to other people, not at all, but when I'm in any kind of situation where romance could be a part of it, I just lose my fucking mind seemingly. 

It's only triggered by relational stuff though, on my own I'm ok. 

either I am misdiagnosed or I do have BPD and those stereotypes are just crap