Everytime I talk to somebody or thinking good about myself when alone or doing something that are deliberating my stress and pressure, I cry, to be specific tears come out from my eyes, the feeling when you feel so touched that you start tearing and cry. 

Happens to me everytime, and I'm tired, I wish there is a modern medicine that can control my tears.

I'm in distress, I can't do what I like, I don't know to describe this so people can accurately understand what I've been thru.

I cant make genuine friends because when I initiate conversation, tears start to come out.

Help me help me help me

I'm tired of all this, looking for this solution.if you know something about this, please tell me

For my whole life, I've been wasting  every chance to improve myself because I constantly live in distress, unable to express my thought freely or otherwise tears starts to come out of my eyes. I'm in pain