Finally spoke to the doctor got the prescribed.   I now have to call my pharmacy to see if they even have them in stock. I have been off of them since end of September early October. 

I am hurting bad.  I feel so sick in my head and so uncomfortable. I just can not wait to feel stable. I know it takes a while to really make the crossover and difference.  I dislike the pharmacy I have due to location and where I live I use them.

Its always the script is not here yet (4 hours after my appointment.)  I know it is bc I was on the app and saw her send it.  Then they hear the complaint and say Oh call back in a half hour.  Ok so if it is not there like you first said why are you telling me to call back for? Why not say please contact your doctor right away so we can help you right away.  

I am sorry for ranting (wipes tears) but I am so uncomfortable. So sad then manic then sad...

...... Ty for listening....