I was okay, my beautiful 87’ camper conversion van was not. I was peaking at my new job, about to be promoted to supervisor and then due to my van and not having a car to work as well as bad back pain, I missed too many days. I lost my job, then in a few months my license was taken away by the state because I didn’t have my van insured. I was 3 days from insuring it. 

It’s been a year and I still can’t get my license back because if I don’t pay lumpsum to the insurance company they only allow 3k a month contract. 

I can’t find work since I can’t drive, idk what to do! I became an insurance agent and worked from home but couldn’t even afford to put food on the table with it. 

I have no idea what to do, I have applied to over 250 places. “Everyone is hiring” they say. Yet 2 interviews and 2 rejections. 248 ghosts. 

The anxiety is ripping my soul apart.