I just feel like I'm not good enough anywhere. Although I wanna do my best, I'm very anxious.
I don't want to upset the people around me and the people I love but I feel like I'm a mess and I'm not worthy of anything.
I can't even sleep because of anxiety, I couldn't stop thinking that I might upset the people and the person import to me right now.
I just can't stop, I feel like I'm not worthy of anyone's time or affection that's why I need to do my best everyday, I need to prove to other people that I'm worth a glance of affection somehow.
It just makes me upset because I feel like a burden. I know I'm feeling better and I'm clean for a year already but I feel like doing It right now. I don't know, I just need to get this off my chest.