Last year i i used someone to get over my fp, and it has backfired terribly. Ive spent literally everyday with him, not going home for months on end - hes sick of me now and has started hooking up with an old friend of mine, stopped wantng me over at his house. I feel like my whole world is crashing i dont know how to be alone, my mind is constantly burning i cant even put into words how bad it is. I know i should go out and distract myself but nothing works, the anxiety of going home to sleep alone and not having the safety of another person makes it impossible to even get out of bed.

Hes my best friend we werent dating, i regret spending so much time with him because i knew this would happen eventually, how do i make this stop because i just cant fucking cope. I dont have any friends to try and replace him he was all i had and now im completely alone and it just hurts so bad.