They're only my friends so they can find my (various) weak spots, so they can torture me and humiliate me. They're tricking me bc they know I'm just a brainless monster, they want to hurt me. They're probably reading this post, just like they read anything private i write. Mainly, it's one person who has everything planned. They have access to any account i make, anything i write, it's all theirs to control, there's no privacy, even now they think they're still entitled to everything about me. There's no escape, only the hell I've come to call home, only the hell you're making sure i stay in