i’ve had depression for most of my life. i just got out of the hospital after attempting suicide. this is my third hospitalization and second attempt. i am just so over it? i feel like i’m trapped in this cycle and i’ve decided i’m done with it.

i just want to stop wanting to die. i’m on new medication, doing two weeks of outpatient, and quit one of my jobs. i want to do everything i can to improve my mental health for myself and also my family. i’ve put them (especially my mom) through so much stress throughout the years.