I try and do everything right. I try and reach out to my friends to make plans. I try and be a good wife. I try to look at things the “positive” way, I try and smile to look happy…. I try to be happy. I was happy for a bit…. 

But I just constantly fail at everything. 

I can’t be a good wife, I can’t be a good friend, I can’t be a good person. 

Nothing goes my way - miscarriage after miscarriage, always fighting with my husband, pushing my friends so far away that now they don’t want to hangout with me anymore, finances never seem to accumulate enough &amp; we’re constantly stressed about money… I always say the wrong thing to literally anyone I talk to….

I’m just overcome with sadness &amp; despair. All I wanna do is crawl in a dark hole, cry &amp; disappear. My heart hurts, I’m so tired of this life.