I was undiagnosed earlier this year but lately the suicidal ideation, irritability and emotional episodes are back and there is a reason behind it that is logical and realistic, I just don't want to discuss it on here.

I want to try new meds or therapy but idk how if I'm going to lie to the nurse or psychiatrist about what's going on so that I don't get diagnosed again.

I just don't want the stigma. I want to be treated like anyone else. I want good opportunities for my care.