Why the fuck cant i just stop. I recently got into a long distance realtionship and I cant seem to fucking get it together. I keep trying to talk with my girlfriend and all she does is not even read the message until she needs something from me. She hasnt talked to me/even read my messages in two days. I keep switching between depression and anxiety because i think she's leaving me and then  I send her a message only for her to come online and not read it causing me to start spirraling into a somehow deeper deppression but this time with a sprinkling of seething fucking rage. I kniow that she's been online in the past two days but she wont even read the messages i sent her. Im afraid I've done something wrong and am trying to not start screaming at her over text. What the fuck should I do?