My FP is the light of my whole world, I love him more than life itself, we're tighter than tight best friends forever, everything was great with us up until this week. Monday he randomly quit initiating contact and when I initiated, he acted uninterested. I even confronted him about it directly and he literally said, "nothing is wrong, I just don't feel like talking." Subtext: he doesn't feel like talking to *me* specifically? I'm freaking out and I've been working on a suicide plan for weeks now because my overall mental health has been abysmal and I feel like this might push me over the edge even though it's fucking stupid and I'm definitely overreacting. Essentially he was the only thing keeping me alive for these past few weeks and now I don't have him either. I'm one step from leaving him a goodbye voicemail and then, well, you know. Can someone please tell me something encouraging or something? Even though intellectually I know that it very likely has nothing to do with me and things will probably go back to normal in a week or two, emotionally the pain is unreal. I've been starved for attention from him all week and it was already starting to take a toll on me before he said this. Please say something to help me cope with this, anybody. Thank you in advance to whoever read this &lt;3 &lt;3 &lt;3