And it makes me feel... guilty. 

Like I've manipulated him somehow. Even though I know I haven't. Like he only feels that way because he hasn't had as much experience with the worse parts of me. I don't know if I want him to get to know me that well. 

Not sure why I'm even typing this? I really like him but upon any confirmation that he might also like me I become this... sad, guilty, scared person. What the hell.