I have been diagnosed with bipolar and am on meds but I stopped taking them and since then my sex drive has increased and I’ve jerked off four times today and partied the entire weekend with alcohol guys and drugs. I felt more kinky too. I don’t think this is me being manic cause if I was manic I wouldn’t write a post about it. Right? I don’t wanna go to therapy. Also how do I know I’m not doing this for attention I’m capable of that. I also made an excel file for the last two weeks to keep track of habits and to see if there’s any correlation among anything and just to see how often I fuck up. Idk this week has been terrible