I have never fit in, never had a group of friends, never had a bestie, I am always  the last option, I don’t have actual friends that want to hangout with me, my family is toxic, my parents treat me like shit and neglect me, my relationship is falling apart and feels like he’s not interested in me anymore. I just want a group of friends to hangout with and talk about things. I don’t want to be left out anymore. I wanna be invited to things. I wanna be loved. I am always alone and I only hangout with my Animals. I go to school and work. I’m so lonely it’s depressing. It feels like I have no one. I wanna change my name and moved away, I’m only 18.