How do y’all deal with trust issues? Like I’m in a relationship with a beautiful soul. He is literally the most amazing person I’ve ever met BUT I don’t know how to trust him. I really want to tho.. The thought of him talking to other girls makes me feel sick. I’m having nightmares about him cheating. 

Also I can’t deal with this one thing. I hate it that my partner looks at other girls and tells me when a girl is pretty. I hate it when all he does is scrolling on tiktok and hitting on these girls. I never feel attracted to other people when I’m in a relationship and it’s probably my toxic trait.. I love him so much but I just want a person who sees me and doesn’t look around. It just feels like I’m never gonna be treated how I treat others and how I see people. I KNOW HOW TOXIC I AM BUT I JUST DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH IT AND I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS