I cannot live in a country where making money is equal to your worth. They are destroying nature and It genuinley kills me.
I want to run away.
I don't know if a place where people care about nature more than money exists, but I'm terrified of the people who I share this country with. The people who have a lot of money and power are the people I rely on to help me escape.
I want to live where people are grounded and peaceful with the simple fact that they are alive.
I'm sorry for this rant. I just hope I dont lose myself.
I don't see any other way. 
I don't want to be contempt with the fact I live here.