I feel scared to be in my body. I feel like I’m trapped. I feel so disconnected and just can’t understand how I’m gonna live in my body forever. I feel scared knowing I can only hear my thoughts. I feel over-ally aware of my body and it’s freaking me out. When I close my eyes I feel so alone, even if someone’s right beside me. I just want it to go away. It’s hard to remember how I ever felt before. Like what if Because I have experienced this it won’t go away. It’s so bad to the point where I can’t fall asleep