Honestly, to my co-workers and managers I might seem normal, or at least relatively normal, truth is I'm so NOT, that I'm off the charts. I don't know why there would ever be a random psychological evaluation, but if there ever was one, I'll either have to lie about my answers, which I don't like to do which also might make things worse, because the results may end up looking bad anyway, however then I'd have even lied about my answers, *OR* they'd see that my thinking and judgement is seriously messed up. Even if I wouldn't be made to take part in a psychological evaluation at work, I'm a bit concerned that I might one day end up in the ER or something, where they have to ask you a bunch of seemingly random questions, for which the follow up would definitely be a referral to a psychologist/psychiatrist, which again, can't end well.

I have been living in the country I currently live in for only 6 months, so my medical history here is basically non-existent, however I'm almost certain if anyone took a look at my *REAL* medical history, I'd be in trouble.

The last and final diagnosis was *impulsive type BPD*. There are however quite a couple of hospitalizations, history of alcohol and drug abuse, as well as an earlier diagnosis of major depression, later on psychosis etc... So yeah, taking a psychological evaluation for any reason is something I must avoid at all cost. lol.