after graduation, I went abroad for 9 months for a job and upon having returned to my home city, and back to my bpd mother, i feel like all the progress i made is waning. I feel like a different person but stuck in the same old environment, with the same problems that I have to deal with (that are not mine0, makes me feel useless to myself and others. I thought I made so much progress but now I feel like I'm not progressing or doing anything to contribute to fixing these problems, even though for now, I am pretty helpless, financially. I wish I didn't have to solve all my parent's problems, because I think without them, I don't have many and my BPD does not show up as much.