So I have a boyfriend and from time to time, I know he watches some porn (I know because he told me, it's not just a suspicion) and I can't help but I really don't want him to do that. I know I can't forbid him bc it's a normal and human thing almost every man does, in a relationship or not. When we first dated, I claimed to be cool and easy-going with that. But now I become jealous, always worrying that he could consider the women in porn hotter than me or secretly wishes I would look or act like her. And for some reason I also don't understand why he watches porn instead of doing sexual things with me, asking myself if I am not good enough. These thoughts are impulsive and I know I shouldn't think this way. I mean, he doesn't betray me by watching porn, but I feel like I just can't deal with that and can't take it anymore. He really is the most lovable guy I've ever met and already so patient and understanding with me and my BPD, but even he gets a little annoyed when I act weird bc of that porn theme. Does anyone else have this issue or is it just me?