So my summer breaks are getting over by end of July maybe but today our school started giving shit like lists of students to be promoted in next class 

Now I am having hella high anxiety that if my schools are starting this early I won't be able to give time to things that I love, not because of schools but because my parents have said a straight up "NO" to play games, listen to music and work on my dreams as soon as my school starts and making me join a tuition leaving no fucking time for it to

I only ever needed only 2 pieces in my life love and money, and that love which don't tie my hands to do something, and working on the money part, I do got that love but just because she lives in NYC and I in India you can clearly understand when we talk either early morning or late night at my side

Just see how my life is becoming such a hell in front of me and I can't really do nothing 

This is my life full of misery some extremely rare moments of happiness and sometimes extremely happy moments and all of a sudden I lose those moments to...


I fucking hate being born