Took me way too long to realise other people cant even imagine the stuff im going through. I was overwhelmed and so i reached out for help and asked people to be there for me. But most people cant even stand the slightest negativity. And i confront them with decades of torture and pure darkness.

Its like they are happy they put some flowers in their apartment and you ask them to fix your castle which is breaking apart into two parts.

I should slowly become the adult and start reaching out to people who can deal with my issues.

But family just hits more close to home. People that know you so deep. How can i get emotional support from them without overwhelming them?