I have a huge problem of seeing everyone else as very egotistical or out to get me. It just hurts to be casted away by everyone and especially by my ex after 5 years. Idk if that breakup has something to do with it but I feel hopeless. I don’t know if I’m either a rotten person or if I’m seeing something that nobody else is. I’ve had a problem of seeing women as very evil creatures who are cold and will hurt you when they have had their fill and something isn’t up to their standards. I have no friends because everyone I try to talk to just ignores me or makes excuses to stay away from me. I always try my best to make people smile even though internally I feel like a ugly monster that has no good qualities. Does anybody else have similar emotions to this? Sorry if it came off as rude but this is just what goes through my head and I feel safe sharing it here. Thank you and sorry again if this is rude