Background: long term sufferer of anxiety because of cancer in family at a young age. My sister (42) passed away from bowel cancer that spread 1 month ago.

This has coincided with an awesome house move (us selling our second and finding forever home for 2 young daughters)…

Anyway - in true fashion I am hitting self destruct. As we used a popular estate agent app it’s easy to converse with the buyer and facilitate requests like future views/fixtures fittings.

Anyway in my grief laden anxious episode I allowed them to come over and view our house in a “very lived in” state; whilst wife (rightfully angry) worked from home. And I then said they could keep all the curtains etc… (small things amplified by anxiety)…

I also sent them an email following that which they gladly received and replied to.

However, following this and realising that our new house has no soft furnishings and I really don’t need to promise all our processions to the buyers; I sent another email clarifying that only “some” items were available - and apologised for miscommunication.

No reply since. Sat constantly refreshing for 24hrs.

What a mess - feel like my anxiety is ruining this process and my life.