I've split so bad on my husband for 7 weeks, and things just keep getting worse. I get more critical and judgemental and feel either aversion or indifference towards him. I don't know when or how this will end.

I feel like I'm losing everything. He has been everything to me; I don't know how I could be so fault-finding and cruel. I don't know who I am if I could be like this to a man I was madlyin love with for 5 years. I'm not the person I thought I was.

I just want to disappear, or to never have existed, if this had to happen. I've lost my heart. There is nothing left inside of me but pain and anger. I just want it to end.

More than anything, I MISS MY HUSBAND.