So I’m starting a new job tomorrow first job in 3 months. Problem is the last 3 jobs I either quit or was let go due to my mental health, and I don’t blame the  jobs that let me go. It’s business and you can’t have staff not turning up for days at a time with no explanation.
It’s just some days it too much the world, jobs, people, and I can’t leave my bed and I can’t call work up because it terrifies me, so I loose my job. 

Unfortunately I haven’t been able to bring myself to tell my partner this. She thinks I’ve just had a bad run with some shit employers when I’m the problem.

I’ve finally had to bite the bullet and get back into work as unfortunately money comes over mental health but I’m scared it won’t last long and I can’t keep stringing lies to my partner each time. 

Few will read this and that’s okay I just needed to get it out.