I feel like I need to rush love. I went from nothing to everything, and back to nothing. I can't help but need those feelings back. I had nobody for a long time, and then I started meeting people, making friends, and I think I fell in love. Now everyone is gone again, and without that person I love, I feel like I need to replace them immediately or I'll be broken. I don't think I'll ever have anything like that again and I can't just let them go. They haven't blocked me on social media and I know where to find them at school, and I feel like I can't resist trying to get them back. But I also know that they're not coming back and that they won't ever love me the way I love them, and Im just so desperate to find someone to get my mind off it. I need someone to love me, but I don't think I'll ever love anyone like that person again. I don't know what to do