I thought I was finally feeling better. Me and a good friend of mine got really close, and she made me feel kinda special. But she just told me she is regretting that we got so close. I honestly tried my best for her, but it seems she doesnt really care. 

I have been crying for days now, feeling uneasy and stressed out. 

Im so done with everything. Every depression test I start ends with it saying i have severe depression, but I dont have the right to feel like that. I have a lot of good thing in my life, and I felt fine for a couple of months, but now im so tired and lost. 

I just need a hug from someone who truly cares about me.