We're just going to play video games together. It's just nice bc normally I feel like I'd call him my FP and hardcore idealize him, but recently I realized that's not good for my mental health. Don't get me wrong, I'm still lowkey idealizing him, but I guess because I don't have the "FP mindset" I don't expect a lot of him, don't split nearly as often and don't feel like I'm scared he doesn't like me as much. Then again, he's a nice person so that's probably why. Still, I'm proud of myself so far for how I've handled our relationship and not ruined it.