I came to the conclusion that I assume my life sucks because I only see the negative parts of it. Though in a way, I feel like I only look at it that way because I just want to blame anything for my problems. It makes me feel even more disgusted with myself because I should be glad I haven’t experienced any serious trauma. I hate how I waste my whole day just complaining of why I have to do this and that when I should just be grateful that my life isn’t full of shit.