I’m going on vacation soon and I didn’t invite my two friends to come… I also told them last minute too. We haven’t spoken in a while so I didn’t bring it up. I feel like they hate me now. I don’t know why it’s just a feel of guilt like I’m an asshole. I don’t know how to shake this feeling off.

Also my friendship with these girls is fading too so I’m self conscious that this will end our relationship.