I have huge anxiety about this. I feel like they all hate me. When I'm the first to message mostly I get this anxiety, we get along, but I feel like I'm burden to them. Is it all in my head? what if it's not 

I don't know when to stop texting, I feel like I will offend them if I don't answer to something that's not answerable. How to learn to be social, it's so confusing, it's not my thing helppppppppppppppppppppppppp