in nearly every single friend group ive had, ive been the fucking punching bag. most of the time i find it funny, i like the attention but other times it really fucking gets to me, especially how prominent it is with different people. 

like i dont understand what it is inherently innately about me that brings out some kind of radar or need for someone to knock me down no matter what it is. i know theres something inherently wrong with me but i try to be normal but guess not lol