Advice is very welcome. It's just constant thinking of he's going to eventually get bored and realize he can do way better than me. Like if he texts me once he gets to work a little bit later than usual I'm already panicking that he's ghosting me and wants nothing to do with me. This is making me do things relationship-wise I'm not comfortable with yet to try and please him and make him want to stay with me forever. He is amazing and gives me no reason to think any of these things, my brain is just too fucked to stop. Plus he doesn't know about my bpd diagnosis so I can't ask for reassurance yet. Any advice?