Just finished talking to my bf. He told me that if he weren't in the picture I would find something or someone else to be angry over. This upset me because I interpreted it as a slight at my BPD rage. I felt like I was about to cry so I lowered my voice and he tells me to speak up because it was like I was whispering. I told him I was upset and then he says, "You've been upset for the past 36 hours. What does it matter? How is it different?"

It hurt because it's like he's stopped caring because he sees this as a damned if you do, damned if you don't kind of situation. It makes me feel like I'm a lost cause because he also told me recently that I'm too insecure to be with anyone. It's discouraging because how am I supposed to be positive and recover when someone is basically saying all my relationships will have issues because of my anger and insecurities? I feel like no one's in my corner anymore.
