I just crashed and burned yesterday after like 3 weeks of mania and I thought the whole time I was normal but I obviously wasn't as I was writing multiple songs a day and I wrote 30 poems in three days as well as did multiple angsty drawings hyper fixating on a situation with my friend. Listening to the songs now and reading the poems they all seem overly ramped up and heavy. I was obviously in this obsessive overly intense mindset. Anyway I'm back down to earth now and just feel mentally and emotionally hung over like I don't want to do anything.