I think if I kill myself tonight nobody will fucking notice. My family only checks on me when they need something. My fiancé isn’t even happy at home. He had to go back to his parents house for a while to get back on track because I’m a toxic fucking bitch. The only person excited to see me is a fucking dog I’m doing a staycation with through the shelter and he isn’t even mine. I genuinely think if I died tonight no one would notice.