I like to close my eyes and imagine I’m laying under a beautiful star lit sky looking at her laying next to me, every second feels like an eternity. I’m tracing her perfect silhouette as it dims in and out, watching the star light refract into her eyes as she stares back. Fingertips just barely grazing each other. No words, just the sound of the gentle breeze. Our hearts so intertwined they begin to match beats. Then I open my eyes and remember the closest thing I’ll get to that is a girl I’ll meet on a dating app who will post a pic of me with my shirt off on social media or something then cheat on me a week later. If I knew it was gonna be like this I would have kept my receipt.