Genuinely feels this way because I’ve tried everything. Stopped smoking weed for a long time, stopped drinking. I feel like I know why I am shy but anxiety is ongoing… debt stress doesn’t just go away or things like that. I’m usually just so worn out. I care so much about the people around me but I never express it correctly. Has anyone ever said “wow I was so shy before and now look at me?” If so, how do you get to that point?