First of all I still look 14 to most people, I'm 26. (27 in October)

I'm allergic to make up I have very bad eczema all over so I can't dye my hair or have tattoos or piercings or anything else to cosmetically change my appearance without causing a severe skin infection.... I don't wear high heels lmao, (that has been an actual serious suggestion someone once gave me) 
I just have a baby face like Micheal Cera, plus I'm short so that doesn't help either. 

I get talked down to a lot, I'm not very chatty or assertive in person, I have social anxiety along with the typical BPD...fun. 

Is this a BPD thing, a confidence thing? I don't necessarily want to feel I need to "prove" I'm an adult constantly because that sounds incredibly tedious. 


