I seriously believe it is the most selfish thing to let someone continue suffering by feeding them false hope. I lost my job and I haven't been able to find a new one and unemployment basically told me to fuck off. I live alone in a shitty apartment that I could lose any day now and I can't stand existing in the body I'm in. Not as a man or a woman, but as a human. I'm sick of this existence and being burdened by these feelings of wanting someone but it can never be reciprocated. I just don't want to hurt anymore.