I'm beaten. I'm tired. I have nothing to live for. Nobody likes me. I have no real friends. I've never met any real person that doesn't take advantage of me. My current "friends" just come to me when they need something. They always try to bring me down. I'm ugly asf and girls want nothing to do with me. I do nothing all day but either sleep it out or binge watch tv while crying about my misery. I lost motivation in things I used to enjoy. No point in being alive anymore. I've been thinking about turning to vape to reduce the stress.