I feel awful. My depression seems to be getting worse and no one seems to give a fuck about me. My family only talks to me when they want something. The people that are suppose to be my friends make me feel worse. I feel worse and worse and right now I need my best friend. But they won't talk to me. I have no idea what I did wrong. They suddenly just won't talk to me or even look at me. The person that's suppose to care about me the most and they're casting me aside just like everyone else. I have no one left, no one I can talk to anymore. I'm all alone now.

And before anyone starts messaging or reply saying "I'll be your friend" or "you can talk to me." Don't bother we both knowno it's just nice gesture and nothing more. Some random person on the internet isn't going to replace the only person I trusted and truly cared about.