I've been admitted for a year and 5 months now and lately I just want to sit, do nothing and listen to music in my ward.  
My emotion doesn't fit with hiphop/rock/metal musics that I used to listen, I even get headache from them. I want calm music that is sad, depressed that fits with my emotion.

I'm looking for:  
\-Sad music  
\-Music that will make you cry  
\-music about depression  
\-Music about suicide

any suggestions?