I don't care what people do. I just want people to be happy. That's all. People seem to think I want something. I guess I do but its selfless I just want them to succeed and be happy. I try to help people and do but... they seem to think I want something in return? I don't. I don't want anything. Honestly i'd rather help them then be left alone forever. Very weird feeling. Like i'm good at a lot of things. People try to pay me back and it bothers me. Ok, maybe there is one thing, I like good convos like once a freaking year. I just helped this girl and she straight ghosted me after. WTF. Could have just said thanks n good bye. I help randoms. Never anything wanted back. I'm well off. But I got ghosted after getting her a job. wtf. Crushing me.