I was holding the meeting and I had worked so hard on the report and my boss and colleague kept picking it apart. I felt the tears forming and I had to keep wiping the tears away I really tried and they made me feel worthless.It was so embarrassing and I feel like they noticed but tried to ignore it my colleague was staring at me like I was mad though. 

There's only one week left and I am tired. I can't do it anymore. I haven't slept in days, I keep crying and I feel extremely suicidal. I hate how fragile I am.