Lately I’ve been feeling much less anxious than usual, and I can tell you that rarely do I feel this great!

People actually seemed so nice and responsive to me and I feel like we, anxiety-ridden people have it so hard compared to everyone else because people actually notice it more than you think.

I’ve actually received a few compliments this week and everyone was like “wow you’re really glowing today” or “you seem much more happier today”

But today things changed and I felt a whole lot more anxious for no apparent reason at all. 

I was supposed to meet up with some friends today and so I did. Instead of actually going out happily with them and having a great time, I felt anxious all the time we were hanging out and was a bit awkward in everything I did or said. Plus, I just felt like my body got stiff and my muscles were all tense, like I was on edge the whole time.

It’s weird but it seems like my anxiety turns off and on. 

Some days I’m fearless and confident and some I’m a mess…