Someone called me an attention whore but deleted their comment right after because of [this post](https://www.reddit.com/r/BPD/comments/bgukku/hi_is_everyone_ignoring_me/)

Everyone’s sweet and encouraging messages made me so happy and now this tint little setback is about to tear me down and ruin my day. I’m trying not to think about it too much even though there’s already tears in my eyes. How am I seeking attention? I’m sorry for being tired of being invisible and disregarded for the past twenty years of my life. I’m sorry that I have paranoid thoughts and believe that no one in my life cares for me because they didn’t send me a two worded text or give me a call. Now I’ve isolated myself and I’m repeatedly, obsessively going over thoughts on my birthday because you decided to call me an attention whore. 

It feels wrong to keep that post up and now I’m considering taking it down, because now I think that everyone who commented also thinks I’m an attention whore too, and they’re just trying to be nice.

Thank you sir.