Me (21 enby) and fp (21 transman) have had a bumpy road in our friendship due to many different factors in our relationship. Fp hs his own mental health issues having osdd and other conditions, he has been working a highly demanding job. He once referred me as his platonic soulmate, he is one of the only people who I could count on and trust. However we had a bit of a nasty fight and It seemed to have been on and off since due to me trying my best not to split. I feel so guilty and so jealous when he talks to other people in such high esteem like he used.to with me. Now not anymore. He barely has had a conversation with me. I felt so anxious I kept blowing up his phone last couple of days asking if I had done something wrong and asking him to tell me. 

He now said that he needs space till next week or so, he has had a lot of mental stress and while he likes hanging out with me and talking he wants a break. Cause apparently other things are now a priority in his life. He doesn't want to end the friendship. He just can't interact with me like he used to. I feel like my life has been shattered the person I can only fucking trust who I care more than anything doesn't want to talk to me. I know I did something, I am too demanding yet he talks to other people in the group freely. I am distraught that it's just me that is getting this treatment. I feel horrible, I feel like I have done something incredibly wrong and I just want to run away from the whole group. I just care about him so much and I felt like my stupid fucking issues has gotten in the way. I feel, hurt, confused, heartbroken, and angry at myself. I am obviously going to let him have space but it's going to be hard I talk to him every day he is like my only fucking sense of stability.