I'm trying really hard to "cure" my bpd and I keep reading in self help books that we should do things that make us happy.

Every time I ask myself what makes me happy I can't think of anything except reading... The problem is I can't focus to read anymore, also I don't know if I actually like reading that much, I just used reading as a way to escape and distract myself when I didn't have any friends back in middle and high school...

I always find myself wondering "what's my true passion? what do I really like to do?" and I can't seem to find an answer and it's dépressing me I feel like I won't find happiness because I don't have any hobbies...

Do you also have trouble finding a hobby or a nice thing to do? Did you end up finding out what you really liked? 