I got in a huge fight with my family cuz I thought they didn’t care about me and that I couldn’t continue to be miserable. Man I started drinking and thought I should make a 1400 mile trip. I drank the whole way. Hit some bad weather, totaled my truck, and ended up in jail. I hate that when I get going with impulsive thoughts that I act on them and don’t care about who I hurt in my path. Now I have to figure out how to fix things. I haven’t drank in over a year and this is what happens. Lost my job, my truck, tons of money. My wife is so pissed and I just don’t even know where to start. I hate picking up the pieces when I’m just full of regret and shame. I’ve done it to many times and each time I say never again