 I hate this quarantine so much. I NEED to go out and do fun things, I NEED my friends and interactions with random people. I NEED the structured schedule of working a job and the money which comes with it. I HATE being stuck in the house and typically spend as little time at home as possible. All my creditors are calling me nonstop - anxiety through the ROOF - and I'm constantly trying to get through to my state's department of labor with no results, which has triggered all sorts of wild mood swings from uncontrollable crying to unbridled rage that knows no bounds. I might lose my car and then ima be totally fucked and who knows what drastic shit I'll do then. Literally all of my symptoms are so much worse now than they've ever been. I can't wait for this to be over.