Hi everyone, first post on here. I've been struggling with a deep depression for maybe 2 years now since the start of covid. I was in a transfer program where I go to a school in Europe for my freshman year of college and if I get good grades then I could've gone to my dream school. I didn't get those grades and I didn't end up at that school, so I was sent home (back to the US) because of covid and it started from there. I haven't been in school, I've just been doing nothing. I don't have a job, I live with my mom and I'm 21 now. I have nothing to look forward to in life, I wake up and I wish I were still asleep. My anxiety stops me from being able to do anything, and I'm extremely lazy so it makes me never leave my bed. What do I do, please help.