I'm so anxious for no apparent reason. I haven't gotten a full night's sleep in weeks. I have a keen sense of dread that my therapist is going to leave me. I see him in the morning and am afraid to, for no apparent reason. I miss my baby, who I miscarried a couple months ago. I can't stop thinking about her. I just don't foresee anything getting better. I've done all that I can to prevent the worst of my depression, including going to the hospital, yet I still ended up there. I don't really know the point of this post. I'm really sorry.