 So, just a bit of a backstory, since i was ten I have had issues with psychosis. I was constantly told it is schizophrenia, but I think its just an extreme case of ptsd, and my family has a lot of psychosis in it, so maybe ptsd brought some of that out. Onto my issue. Ive been on a lot of medication since then, especially a lot of anti-psychotics. Im 17 as of now, and a while back I tried smoking weed. I smoked quite a bit of it, but didnt feel anything. On top of that, I dont really feel much emotion anymore, and I tend to have a disconnection from reality. Not a delusion, but just a severe numbness, and detachment. I dont feel a lot of joy or happiness, but its not depression, because I still have the motivation to go about my day. Idk what to do about it, and I wont see my pcychiatrist for quite a bit. Idk if My dopamine receptors are shot or if its something else, but I could use some help on trying to figure out whats going on.