i feel like i’m a child, my emotions have been childish, my mum wasn’t around a lot when i started remembering things and a lot of traumatic things happened in my early teens up until now .everything’s been very difficult in my head lately and i feel like i’m turning into a kid, i don’t want to be alone and i need constant reassurance from my boyfriend that everything’s okay . i think i’m codependent and i can’t stand the fact he doesn’t want to be around a lot bc he needs space, i feel so trapped and scared.
can anyone tell me why i feel like a kid?