So first thing first I’m pretty clueless to what being bipolar is like, so if I come off as a dumbass I apologize I’ve just been super anxious thinking I may be bipolar as of lately. So I’m 18, just graduated high school, and so far I have just fallen into a super bad depressive phase this summer. I quit my job right at the beginning of my senior year to focus on school (and because my job was awful) and haven’t been able to find another one since then. Since I graduated, for the most part, my daily routine would be wake up around 1-2 pm, stay in my bed all day because I didn’t have the energy to even get up and get food or water, and then go to the gym with my friends at 10 pm when they all got off work. I would then workout, get high with friends, and go to bed super late. Every. Single. Day. With a great routine like that I obviously would feel mentally horrible constantly. Anyways, about a week ago I came back from the gym one night and felt overly hyper. I decided the way I’ve been living is horrible and something needs to change. I cleaned my room, pretty much my entire kitchen, and then went to bed around 3. I woke up the next day at 9 (I set an alarm), ate breakfast probably for the first time in two months, and for the most part had the most productive day I’ve had in a long time. This continued for the next week. All of a sudden I have had so much energy and have really been doing well mentally. I’ve felt very social (which I never do) and just over all great. What’s fucked up is in the back of my mind I’ve just thought to my self what if this is all fake and I’m just going through a manic episode and in a few weeks I’ll just fall into a bad depressive episode again. Any thoughts?