I love my friend to death especially my best friend but I’m so fking envious of there life so fking much and I hate it there life isn’t perfect I know that but compare to mine whenever I hear them talk i would think man I would do anything to have there life even and it horrible I feel so ugly and disgusting for feeling this way I hate it I hate it I hate it! It seem like everyone has such an easy life compare to mine one fill with love and warmth and support I hate it I hate this ugly feeling. I’m a horrible friend.