Sorry if this is the wrong subreddit


For a long time in my life all I wanted was to have someone to be there for me. A person that could love me back as much I love them back. But now that I have it, I don’t know if it’s what I wanted. In my past I had suicidal friends that influenced a huge part of my life. I begin to realize how stupid living was and started to question why we live, I’m losing all my energy slowly and slowly. I find myself losing all motivation and having no goals or dreams anymore, this reddit is my last ditch effort on seeking help from other people, I’ve already started to distance from everyone around me. I know that I can’t be the only one that’s been or going through this. How were you guys able to keep your energy and have a positive outlook on life?