I worked so hard to get my first part time job and when I finally got it back in September, the joy I felt didn’t last any long. I applied to all the colleges I want to go to and got accepted but I don’t really feel joy or care much. My life is starting to feel a lot like moving my body around with no life left in my body. I don’t enjoy things I used to enjoy like reading books or even buying books. I feel so lonely. I’m just doing things now because I have to. How do I regain enjoyment for life? Also, if I sounded ungrateful that’s not my intention.