Throughout my entire life I have never been “happy.” Obviously there are moments in my life where I am happy, but I never felt like I have belonged or that I have a purpose. I have so many greats things going on in my life. But no matter what is going on, I just find a way to make myself sad. I don’t even think my friends and family know I’m depressed and if I told them they would just list all the great things going for me. But deep down inside I’m just lost and nothing fulfills me. I am 23 so I’m young and early on in life, but man I don’t know where to go to find true happiness. I think I’m just destined to never be satisfied and happy with life no matter what is going on.