Things for the past 6 months have been more than rough.  I started dating my current boyfriend, resulting me cutting off a fling I had who became violent and life threatening and I moved cross country to be safe with my bf.  Now I have no job and money is tight and just when things were getting better bc my bf got a promotion, the breaks on his car failed when I was driving yesterday.  The car is fine but we dont have the money to fix it and he blamed the whole thing on me.  

We've already been at odds about our sex life bc of the stress and now I'm sure he resents me for ruining his car. 

I haven't eaten in like 3 days and I started using again and im trying to get it together before I lose control completely.  