I’m really struggling today to keep myself above water. I’m extremely stressed out from my job, it is waking me up in the morning w panic attacks. I am having random crying outbursts and struggling to control my emotions. I’m super unhappy in my relationship, he can’t even tell. I go to bed at night and pray I can just keep my eyes closed. Nothing feels worth it. When I say my dog is pretty much the only thing keeping me here, I mean it.