Hello everyone. I am looking for information on some help. I’ve struggled with suicidal thoughts for the last 5 years but have been able to suppress them. I’m struggling hard with my demons and I fear they are winning. I have started purchasing things to help me end my life but a small part of me still thinks there is hope. I would like to seek help but I am embarrassed and afraid to be judged. Are there any resources that can be discreet. I don’t want this information in my health records if I somehow make it out alive. I don’t think I can hold on much longer. Thanks.