I’m 16 and although you can’t be officially diagnosed with BPD until you’re 18, I’ve been told by many mental health professionals that I have the disorder and I have been receiving treatment for the disorder since I was 14. I’ve also been with my boyfriend (long distance until just recently when he moved in with me). Ever since 5 months into our relationship, I’ve felt like if he leaves me or something happens to our relationship that i’ll die. It tears me up inside to think about it and it’s my biggest fear. I’m so young and these feelings are so overwhelming and I just want to know if anyone else relates...I don’t know how to explain the feeling but it’s almost unbearable and makes me want to end my life now. I don’t think I could live life without him nor would I ever want to. But yeah all I really want to know is if this is normal?