I’m too snarky. Too mean. Too angry. Too happy. Too fake. Too stupid. I can’t defend myself or get angry without being yelled at. 

My relationship is in shambles and I don’t know how to pick up the pieces.

I’m a fucking horrible person who shouldn’t be allowed to make decisions. 

I don’t know what I’m doing or how to do it correctly. I don’t know why I’m such a lazy fuck.Why can’t I stop being such a disappointment? Why am I such a fuck up? I can’t do anything right and I’m so so sorry to the world for existing.