i NEED my girlfirend i literally cannot function without her but she treats me like shit porbably because ive pissed her off too much and im too fucking clingy. she used to be clingy too and now after almost 4 years she isnt at all. i fucking HATE THIS i have NOBODY else and i konw for a fact that i will kill myself soon. i constnatly have to try my best to hide how i feel or it causes a fight and either way im fucking MISERABLE. if she leaves me ill also be fucking miserable theres really no way out of this for me. there is nothing i can do whatsoever and i know whats coming but I am so scared. i hate myself for getting into this situation and bringing her down with me and i hate her for how much she fucks with me. we are both in the wrong but shes ruined my life