Hi everyone,
As I already mentioned in a former post, I lost a freelancing job that meant very much to me over false allegations. 
This was one of the main triggers that pushed me back into a major depressive episode and being suicidal.

I‘m currently in the process of acquiring a lethal amount of prescription drugs and to make things easier for my parents, I thought I might ask my former boss to send them a message expressing his condolences etc and act like I was still working for him when I died so they won’t be disappointed and I think they would feel a lot better. 

Is that a good or a bad idea?