 I was diagnosed with social anxiety, ptsd, major depressive disorder about a year ago and was bullied ab my appearance by family and classmates for a long chunk of my childhood. I had a “glow up” and started to look better but I still have anxiety attacks around having my picture taken. It has been happening since I was 12. I am obviously able to control it now but I had one really embarrassing public breakdown when having my picture taken at 13 and still have anxiety attacks about photos of myself in private. I’m in my 20s now and have crippling anxiety about people seeing photos of me or posting them on social media because even when other people say I look good I genuinely believe I look hideous. I’ll take photos of myself and really admire them but the thought of any one seeing the photos completely alters my opinions of them. I really think I may have facial dysmorphia but I don’t  want to self diagnose but I have extreme negative emotions centered around my face. When I mention it to my therapist she brushes it off tells me to affirmations in the mirror but it hasn’t been helping me at all. Or she’ll just say “I dont see it. but okay”, but I do see it and that’s the problem. This feels very deep rooted and so embarrassing and irrational and ridiculous but I feel like I’m missing out on capturing and sharing great memories with my loved ones because I’m so anxious about how I look. any advice?