I feel so stupid, I was talking to my therapist today, and I told her how angry I was at this person, for absolutely no reason, and as I kept on talking about them and how mad I was and how I didn‘t even know why I was so mad, my therapist asked me if I ever think about anything else. And like yes I think I do, but I can‘t deny that this person has kinda become the main subject of my brain. And then I realized why I was so mad. I was mad, cuz I felt like they don‘t think about me as much. I was mad that they probably don‘t question the stuff I question, that they don‘t give me constant affection and attention. Basically I was mad cuz I‘m not their number one priority in life. I literally hate myself for feeling like this, cuz of course I‘m not their whole world. Oof I actually don‘t even have bpd (at least I think so, there might be a possibility, since I do have a few symptoms, but yeah idk) but I know that this is something people with bpd struggle with a lot, so maybe one of you knows what to do