I haven’t really studied all semester. I have no idea what’s going on in the class. I suspect I’ll make a 20, and I already have 0s in the math homework. I feel like a failure. School is not for me at all. I keep thinking of my ex too. How I was abusive and shitty. I’m talking to someone else but sometimes I just want to see him. Today is not my day. I took an adderall last night and I think it hit me weird. I feel so depressed today and just want to sleep and cry. I have so much anxiety. I hope I can bring my grade up after I fail this.