just wondering if anyone else has absolutely no memory of their childhood/teenage years? 
I feel like it's an explanation for why I'm so confused over who I am. it's like I've had all these experiences that've made me 'me', but just have no idea where or why they came from. 
I've explored the idea of trauma and regression through hypnotherapy but it just doesn't seem like it's getting anywhere. 

i hope no one else is experiencing this (because it's absolutely horrible) but at the same time I kinda do, just so I'm not alone lol