I got married in April and we just found out that we do not qualify for any daycare help and I was already dreading going back to work and now im 2 days away (summer vreak) from going back and not sure what in going to do and I keep trying to snap out of it but I just keep thinking about it until I'm in a panic and then my brain shut down. I keep grinding my teeth. I quit drinking 49 days ago and man I miss it right now. Daycare is so expensive. We have 5 kids all together. I'm just so discouraged today.