triggering dreams are  huge part of my bpd but last night was rough. the dream was my fp making me feel uncomfortable, forcefully touching me and trapping me and not letting me go. he was my ex in the dream &amp; physically just taking advantage of my body. i wake up and i just. the way i FELT. utterly disgusting, the emotion made me want to be sick. it took me at least 20 mins till i could shake the feeling and the dream wasnt AS fresh in my brain but i still very much remember it. he was asleep next to me i did not want anything to do with him i was almost afraid.so something i really struggle with having bpd is feeling disgusted/sick/irritated/mad/sad most of the time unless i get something i want thats what usually gets me out of it. 🤷🏻‍♀️ anyways this was the most ever uncomfortable ive ever fucking felt but its still hard to shake. its only been a day but i hope it leaves my brain soon.