I've talked before on here about how I care too much about my therapist and what he thinks of me. It's a problem. It's a result of the fact that I'm vulnerable with him, and I've had similar obsession issues in the past with other people I have been vulnerable with. I talked about it with my therapist for the first time today. He's the first therapist I've been open to about this, and I told him that.

The problem is, I'm now hung up on this idea that he won't want to see me anymore. He said that he would have to consider other people for me to see if he saw no progress or he's "seen me too long." He said it at the end of my last session last Thursday and the beginning of the session today, when he was reviewing what we talked about the last session. Toward the end of the session, after I talked to him about the issue I stated in the first paragraph, I asked him to define what he thinks is "progress." He said he defines it by me speaking candidly and openly with him. 

However, my perception, since he said it twice, is he soon will break the news that he wants me to move on. I'm worried. I care too much about what he thinks again. My anxiety and abandonment issues are at full force. 

What do you think? Should I be worried? Should I move on? Should I stop overthinking this shit and calm the fuck down?