I thought this morning I might be gay given past experiences and people telling me I set off their gaydar. I suspected I was go and so did other people. Anywho, I don't know if I am or if I'm Bi or what, however that's not my question. Might I be trying to convince myself I'm gay so that I at least belong somewhere? Somewhere to not feel abandoned, that there will be a support group I can join up with, people to understand me. I feel like jacks ego from Fight Club, trying to go to different groups to actually feel something. 