I'm so fucking depressed. I have nothing. No future or hope for one. I'll mever get the things I want to. I'm going to be poor forever. I have no friends or family. Absolutely nothing. I never asked for any of this. I want to work but I can't with this fucking disorder so I just get worse. I'm done I think. I'll never have a future. It's best to end it now isn't it? I'll not suffer anymore. I can free from this life. That'll be nice