I wish I had someone to talk to that would actually listen to me. I feel like I’m constantly going through cycles in my life where everything will start going okay, I’ll gain hope that I’m doing better, then everything comes crashing down at once. The job a had so much passion for is now becoming the main source of my stress. My S.O is pulling himself away from me. I don’t have friends. I don’t want to be here anymore. I just want to sit and rot. I feel like I’m close to giving up. I cant look forward to better days anymore because I know that those moments are short. It won’t be long until it goes to shit. I’ve truly have had enough.