i never really realized until now that being insecure in myself and not feeling confident kinda messes up my whole happiness. I cut my hair too short and frankly hate it, even though my friends and family say it looks good (except for my sister who said it looks bad) I still feel shit. I dont want to go out tomorrow because I dont want comments on my hair. I dont want to deal with people trying to help if they find out I dont like it. I dont want to pretend i like it. I dont want to pretend i dont care. I want to melt into a giant puddle and freeze time. Pisses me off that is just a matter of time for my hair to grow for me to be happy. LET ME BE HAPPY NOW AND WHEN I WANT.