I just had the best trip, all by myself, to see a concert which was one of the greatest experiences of my life as it was such an intimate gig/venue, and I even got to have a face-to-face chat with the performer after the show.

However, once I returned home to my family, that euphoria all came crashing down and my mood has been very dark ever since.

I am left to wonder should I leave them, go it alone, would I prefer to be by myself, or is that dangerous as then I would have nobody to support me during my bad days?

For the first time in around 9 months, I started having thoughts about just walking out of the house and disappearing, going somewhere so that nobody could find me and starting a new life elsewhere.

Does anyone else have similar situations where you've had a fantastic experience then your brain decides that it has to balance it out?