I love my parents deeply but I'm not good at showing it. I'm with them whenever I can and I'll always do my best to respect and help them. I want to tell them I love them very much it's challenging for me. I've had some past fights with them and I had a difficult time with my mum when I was a teenager. Now I'm studying abroad and I don't see my parents in my home country that much. My past 2 years have been difficult. I often feel extremely lonely and homesick. And it makes me anxious that I cannot physically be present with my parents to make sure everything is ok. To some extent I regret I haven't been with them enough. And now that they're getting visibly older, I began to realize how important they are to me. I'm so anxious to loose them now...I don't ever want them to die. What am I going to do without them? Can anyone relate or give me any wise words that cheer me up?