Hello Reddit community 

I don’t why if I go outside with my friends or partying with them it doesn’t make me happy , I don’t feel anything but emptiness , I laugh with them making jokes but inside I’m dead , I just smile so to not show my sadness inside.

At my birthday(was yesterday) I got a lot of designer cloths and a new phone and it didn’t make me happy like I don’t care about it I don’t know why 

I don’t know what to do , I don’t have any passion for anything like 7 8 years ago 

I don’t have any goals and I don’t know how to handle it 

Ps I became 20 years old yesterday