I'm so tired mentally and physically but no one seems to understand, i don't know how to show what i'm really feeling but everyday feels like i'm suffocating.
Everyone keeps telling me it will be better soon but i don't believe that, i'm tired and i've tried every way of help available to me but nothing helps.
I don't want to be put to some institution but i don't know what else to do anymore, i don't want to live everyday of my life waiting for it to get better and trying my hardest not to just lay in bed all the time.
I'm only 17 and i feel hopeless and tired, no one really understands how i actually feel, it feels like my head is being held under water or something everyday.
I don't know what to do, i need help but i've tried like everything i've been told to by doctors and stuff, i know it doesn't happen overnight but i've been struggling with depression since i was 13 and it only has gotten worse.