I'm pretty sure I got ghosted again. I feel really lonely and no one's been answering my calls for some company.  I don't want to reach out to my family cause they are always telling me I'm such a drama queen without understanding how my brains works. I feel just really tired and lonely.  


I feel like I can't deal with myself anymore. I feel like I'm just some awful person no one understands. I can't stand the year to come and I'm already dreading the next 364 days...  


It's just so hard sometimes.