I am job hunting after being terminated from my job in September. I have no references because I have burnt every employment bridge and I just got a call from this temp agency about a job I’m actually interested in doing. Well they asked me for 3 references... I made those up using people I know and telling them to lie for me and then they need 2 supervisor references and I’m completely fucked getting around that. They have a sheet with a series of questions they ask and I called HR on my most recent one after he fired me so I know it will be bad and I don’t even have a second one to put down. I just want to cry. I had an interview today that I thought went well and I got an email saying they are going to interview other people. I have another interview tomorrow and I just can’t take all of this rejection. It’s really spiraling me out of control and my self esteem is zero. My husband is the only one working and we have absolutely no money. I need to work. This is also causing my fear of abandonment because I feel like my husband is going to leave me. I’m so scared.