The only way I can get myself to get out of bed in the morning is by telling myself it’ll all be better after X.  It’s always some bullshit thing people pretend to find meaningful like traveling somewhere, graduating, getting a new job, etc.  Every fucking time I’ve always just came out the same or worse.  It’s just the same thing at a different setting.  If I just acknowledged that I’m broken maybe I could finally get it over with already