I'm sick of being unnoticed by everyone. And I'm sick of antagonising others but I cannot stomach it anymore. It was (it's still) my birthday today and I received wishes only from my parents and 3 unknown people on reddit from the thread I made some hours ago WHICH ALSO WENT UNNOTICED. Not even am I a ghost to people in real life who act like I don't exist, but even in spaces like this subreddit and other related once, I can never get past 10 upvotes and I'd be lucky to receive just once comment. Because it feels like even people who would understand me don't seem to notice me. It's fucking unfair to get ran over in such spaces. Thinking of leaving this subreddit anyway. Not that I post frequently here but I considered this the only place where I can vent and whine but seems like no one seems to care for me. 