My parents think i’m a disappointment , they keep comparing me to my friends and say how they’re better than me , I never say anything because i rather just stay silent , even though it never ends well .
The more i’m silent the more they say and the more it hurts , i just want it all to stop, I feel so lonely sometimes that it brings myself to cry for a straight hour , I love my parents but they dont really seem to understand what is happening to me right now , its by far the worst period in my life , every morning i wake up at 12 not knowing what to do , without any motivation , just sad because i know its going to be another boring day , my dad really thinks i’m a disappointment , he always sounds like he wished he had another son instead of me , i need some ideas to keep me motivated every day , im rlly destroyed at the moment.