My boyfriend of 6 years says that he doesn’t want to be with me anymore because I am terrified to get a job. I’m almost 23 years old so I should be able to do this...but it’s like I can’t...I have crippling anxiety that eats me alive every day and I’m so fucking scared to work again. I haven’t had a job in 3 years. I’m so fucking lost and upset and hopeless right now. I cry if someone yells at me, I’m so overly sensitive it’s not even funny...I hate it so much. I want to be numb. I want to die. Idk anymore.