My fp is my recent ex girlfriend and she’s everything i’ve ever wanted in a person. every time i look at her i start tearing up, even when we were together i found myself tearing up at the sight of her beautiful face. 

How i used to hold her face and tell her she’s beautiful gave my life so much meaning. To make someone’s face light up like hers when she was happy stimming because of something i said to her made me so grateful to have her. 

I would give anything to be able to hug her or kiss her, anything. I know this is for the best but i’m so fucking lonely and worthless without her i don’t know what to do with myself half of the time. I just cry. She’ll eventually stop loving me, right?