I feel as if my only escape from this is drugs. I take my medication and I go to all of my therapy sessions but I feel like none of this helps. I constantly feel like no one wants to be around me. I don't know what to do I'm scared. I don't understand how I'm supposed to live like this if none of the things my psychiatrist suggests are working. I feel like if I tell her she's going to tell me I need to be commuted to a facility I can't do that. I can feel myself starting to unravel and I don't know how to stop it 