 Sometimes I have very intense, vibrant suicidal thoughts or fantasies, if you will. I don't feel I'm at danger or risk of suicide. I just have thoughts and sometimes when I'm really angry, rather than sad, I may blurt out I want to or I'm going to kill myself. I was wondering what this may mean or if anyone experiences this? 
*I do not want to actively commit suicide. Please don't worry in here and think I'm planning it out or wanting to attempt it.