I've been trying to get my shit together, I got a job to get money to move out but I've burned out again when I failed at that job on Friday and the job is also so fucking depressing.

Someone once told me that I'm a miserable person :/ like, inside... And I'm really scared that might be true. I watch the people that once were in my life having the time of their life and I'm still here ://// sucking it up and being depressed as fuck.

Why do I have to have something wrong with me??!!! :( I don't think things will get ever better for me and it scares me