So, the thing is I feel blocked in an endless circle of thoughts, with input and output. For example, I can't concentrate because I feel alone and I feel I don't have so many friends or I wanna be into a relationship, but after that my brain says to me : ,, Don't you remember what therapist have told you? You need to grow emotionally first. "  And this whole circle blocks me because when I try to take decisions for myself in order to grow emotionally I feel I repeat the circle from the scratch. It's so confusing.