My family is really struggling financially. And by struggling I mean like no money for food, no money for rent, just debt. My dad is super depressed and never talks. He always sets this heavy environment at home and it’s driving everyone crazy. I can’t focus on my studies or do anything because I’m so sick and tired of this shit. my dad said that he’s suicidal, but like, the fuck how can he be so irresponsible? I can’t stand my dad anymore. It’s always the repeating pattern of him making me upset and super stressed then him suddenly leaving the house and then coming back and apologizing. Like what’s the point of apologizing when it’s going to repeat all over again????