Hello! I tried really hard not to post on here but, here I am. My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 8 years. We've lived together for about 4 years. During this time, the longest we have spent apart is 6 months, while he was at basic training. I had a very hard time with it. I couldn't focus on college, my attitude completely changed and I felt really sad alot of the time. After we moved to our first place, I had a hard time being alone when he was gone for his monthly 4 day drills. I had plenty of family to spend time with, but I got anxiety even thinking about leaving our place. During his 2 weeks drills my dad would come and stay with me. Fast forward to now, he has been activated multiple times since the middle of January. He has been home a total of maybe 4 days since then. He left again today and will be gone for hopefully only a month and a half, but the end date is undetermined. I try to keep myself busy for distraction, I'm working on bettering my yoga practice, working out and eating healthier. I've found multiple projects that I want to start. But, I keep having these moments of overwhelming sadness. I cry alot and then pull myself together and feel silly for having a breakdown after only a day. My family is very supportive and offers to come over all the time, but while here, I dread them having to leave because I will again feel very sad. I also feel guilty because I ask them to come to our place as I feel anxious leaving.  I'm not sure how to handle these next 8ish weeks. Any advice would be much appreciated!!