i previously had an FP that i split on for a couple of months, those thoughts came back, there’s not really any feeling attached to them because i suffer from depersonalization disorder and can’t feel emotion, but the thoughts of perfection are starting to creep in again, i don’t ever even talk to them, i just see their social media story sometimes. we’re “friends” you could say, but we legit don’t ever talk, once in a long while there will be a couple sentence long convo