I’ve been in my relationship for over 10 years now that started in high school so we’ve “grown” up together and he has been with me through my ups and very very low downs most of the time. But after like 5 years he acts like he just doesn’t care anymore when I’m crying. I do cry a lot and have quiet bpd but I can be sitting there bawling my eyes out and he will just continue on with his day like nothing’s happening. Ex-I am on my period, which is a huge trigger for my depressive episodes and really bad in general(IC and maybe pcos), I was sitting on the edge on the bed crying because I’m in pain and just tired of hurting all the time just not wanting to exist. He comes up and asks what’s wrong and I tell him I’m hurting really bad and he just looks at me and says “sorry” and leaves goes to the bathroom to cut his fingernails, shuts the door and blast tiktoks(maybe to not hear me sniffle idk) I try to not cry in front of him and going to other rooms but sometimes I can’t help it and he just looks at me with a face that says “yup she’s crying again.” It makes me feel more guilty and just unworthy of everything. He does ask me what’s wrong? And listens to me when I want to tell him but that’s pretty much the end of the conversation until I get into a better mood and stop crying and then it’s back to normal until I cry again.