I have been diagnosed with BPD (specifically with emotions since a previous break up or could be for many years since i was 15) for over 2 years. I had a new girlfriend for over a year and left her about 5 months ago, due to her emotional stability and my condition. I opened to her about my affliction and what it was like having BPD  and shared with her my deepest emotions and how I felt. Even though I did break up with her because of my unsteadiness, I don't know wether I have made the right or bad choice.

I know that people who have experienced this as what we do, it is a tough choice. I honestly don't know wether its because I am alone or I don't want to be alone.
Any help from anyone who knows what its like to go through these emotions would be fantastic
