So i have quite a lot of cousins and one of my cousins husband just killed himself. Guy has three or four kids. My cousins wedding was only like three years ago and i think theyre like just under forty. 

I dont really know the guy that well but wow. This is the first time that someone relatively close to me has done something like this 

The worst thing is that i cant really feel bad for him. I mean its horrible that he thought death was the best option but as i said i didnt really know the guy so i dont really kbow wether im like, supposed to grief? I meab im shocked and a lil sad but thats as far as it goes. And im just worries that my folks are gonna be even more worried and overprotective towards me

Anyways thats the post i guess