My BPD GF broke up with me this weekend after what I think was a split and now I have have no way of contacting her to discuss it or give me closure. It kinda came out of nowhere and I don’t know what to do. I spent all of my time looking after her and supporting her as she had very sever symptoms. I loved looking after her as I loved the company and her smiles. Now she’s gone and my life is so empty. My days and evenings that I spent with her are now just empty and I don’t know what to do. I’m stuck alone with my thoughts and it’s utter hell. Torment. I can’t spend time with friends due to work and lock down. I don’t know what to do with myself. I’ve now realised that I need her as much as she needed me, and I’m lost without her. I have no way of contacting her and I don’t know what to do 😞