I know the title probably insinuates I’m scared of needles or surgery, but I could care less about anything like that. The only thing I’m scared of is receiving a serious diagnosis, and it’s been preventing me from seeing a doctor about recent health problems for months now. I don’t know how to overcome this, I feel like if I go I’ll be diagnosed with something incurable with only little time left to live, but if I don’t it’ll go untreated and I’ll die anyway. I know this is irrational and probably sounds ridiculous, because I likely don’t even have anything life-threatening. I don’t know what to do anymore, I’m so afraid of being told I have some serious disease.