I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I have been gagging for no reason this last week. I can’t do it anymore. I just want it to end. I’m outside a waiting room of the doctors that I am not even completely sure who take my insurance. The site said they did. I am panicking and that makes the gagging worse. Is it all in my head. Can they even help me out? I don’t think they can. This is my life from now on isn’t it. I’m gonna be that person who just gags for any reason.

I wish I was dead. Hellllp.