Hey everyone, I am currently 20 years old and have been struggling. I was born with 2 benign brain tumors that weren't discovered until the age of 6. one of them is in my frontal lobe which was successfully removed. and the other one is still in the pontine region of my brain. Most of my childhood was filled with doctor visits and chemo therapy appointments. Drug abuse has also run rampant in my family starting with my Brother around the time I got sick (cocaine). and also my mother with my prescribed pain medications. I have accomplished certain things athletically and academically that has been amazing for me and my future. but recently I've been tied down with the thought that my path is already set in stone and I desperately just want to get out of this cycle as i enter adulthood.