After almost 3 years of weekly psychologist visits and support groups I'm pretty much done, it's a weird feeling. A few weeks ago my psychologist asked me what I'd like us to work on now and I couldn't really think of anything, the idea of not seeing her every week is strange after such a long time but I think this is good. When I was at my worst I pretty much tanked my career and was fairly certain I had wrecked my life and all of my relationships, but consistent therapy and having like, tentpoles in my life to support me really worked, eventually. The eventually thing is a big caveat there, for the last few years I've often found myself fretting about progress, and how no matter how much of it the psych would tell me I made it never felt like it was good enough. I feel a lot more, boring now? Which is a shame, it's like the interesting part of me was the bpd part, now I'm a lot calmer but feel like my life is less exciting. Turning 30 this year, seems like a good age to like, start trying to have the life I want, treatment luckily helped me to have/maintain a good career, the next hurdle is trying to have a healthy relationship, wish me luck :D