Everything is collapsing around me. I was forced to move out in 45 days so that the owner of the house I rent can move back in. I find a new house, but need to move/sign the lease in a week. While frantically packing, the person I've been dating for the last year (who I was falling head over heels for) decides to dump me for his ex. The person I spend every single day thinking about, talking to, dreaming about for the last year. Abandons me. I am beside myself. Everything is falling apart. I have autoimmune diseases and the stress and anxiety are just causing those to reek havoc. I'm inconsolable. I suffer from anxiety but all of this stress at once is unbearable. I've mad an urgent appt with my dr. Trying to find good mental health professionals where I live is impossible. I just don't know what to do.