I can't do anything, I can't drive, I can't work. No girl I go on dates with sticks around once they find out I have something mental. I just quit dating, it's pointless for me. I have to take all these meds and I can't even organize them, my mother has to because if she doesn't, I end up taking the wrong dose, or I take multiple doses because I forget. Hygiene is so hard. When I do remember to take care of my hygiene, I just don't feel like it.  My room is a huge mess. There was once a time when these things weren't a problem, and I miss that.  I mean, I have never worked, but I used to drive and go to school. I dunno, I just feel like a big loser. I stay in my room all day and just read and watch youtube.  Does anyone else feel similar or the same? I feel like I am the only one struggling this hard, is this a common thing for schizophrenic people, or like am I just a big baby?