I went back home from the dentist with my mother and little brother and since we went outside i got in a bad mood, (usually i’m like in a 'ok' mood) and my mom just told me

"you’re not going to be in a 'depressive' mood during all the vacation long ! School is over and you don’t have anything to pressure you so you have no reason to continue"

Like i choosed to be that way.. i endured it and kept myself from punching on the car’s door but it really hurt, i really thought at least she, was understanding me, i never told her i was depressed but i also thought she knew…

Now i just don’t wanna do anything for the rest of the day(it’s 5pm here) so i’m just laying down almost in tears on my bed texting to strangers that really understand that too