I've never truly known who I was, but I used to have morals and values I lived by.  I don't even have that anymore.  It feels like I have no control over how I react to situations that I don't want to be in.  It almost feels like the person I thought I was had only been me being who my parenrs wanted me to be. 

Yes, that was a better person than I am now, but was it me?!  How do I even begin to live up to any sort of standards if I no longer care about much of anything? 