Going through a rough patch. This one is something I’ve never felt before. My two current moods are extreme anger and extreme sadness. I’ve been lashing  out at the smallest annoyances and then feel fucking horribly sad about it after. I feel like an elephant is sitting on my chest 24/7. I have this constant feeling of having a pit in my stomach and can cry at any moment. I don’t know what the fuck is going on. I don’t know what to do. I feel like I have zero serotonin  in me. My boyfriend of 5 years is telling me to simply stop hating myself. Yeah ok lemme just fucking stop. I’m so fucking over life dude. I just want it to end it.