all my memories are scattered and disoriented. i do not remember the sequence of events and even though i vaguely remember the events i cannot figure out their timeline or distinguish them. these two different incidents happened which were quite traumatic and when i keep mixing them up, it is as if they are indistinguishable to me. also often i think im making things up. i remember quite clearly mum once hit me so much i thought my knee was fractured for days but mum said she remembers nothing as such. im so scared i am making up things. often i try to remember things and my head is just blank... just vague memories. i cant even remember things/incidents that happened in recent past like weeks or days ago properly.