I crawl to the bathroom because I can’t even get on my feet. I’ve been laying in bed all day. This rarely ever happens but when it does I would rather just be dead. I was having a functional month. Then, all of a sudden I’m incapable of taking care of myself in the slightest. I’ve been taking my meds consistently so I really don’t know what’s causing this. This post is the most productive thing I’ve done. I hate this.