This is not about suicide so call off the emergency support.  

With that said, there seems to be a common theme among sufferers of schizophrenia that they believe themselves to have already died, or failed, unworthy or life in some way. Does anyone have any idea why we all seem to share some key themes?  

Perhaps because most of us, on this sub at least (just a guess) were raised in the Christian faith? Or is there some truth to the idea that we fucked something up?  

What precisely do you feel like you screwed up and how?