This weekend was hard. Have you ever felt not enough? Well, that was basically my feeling the last weekend, as I lost a very important test. I studied so hard, and I thought that I did so well. I truly cannot believe it. Besides, I think the hardest thing is that I feel that my friends do not understand this feeling, they do not understand why I feel so bad, and they think that I am exaggerating. I think this is my first deep failure and is a big one since I have always achieved all the results I wanted, but not this time. That's why I want to make a change, I am starting to hate all social media, and am starting to hate how I waste my time, hours and hours, scrolling TikTok or Instagram. Things that do not make me a better person, but isolate me from reality. I want a change, I am tired of feeling that my life is just passing by. I want to live. I am tired of being so perfect.