Hi, my ex with bpd split on me 17 days ago after a disagreement through text, havent heard from her since(I'm an fp).. she blocked me on everything and removed all traces of me from her life pretty much.. we met on a game and then met irl. Since she broke up with me she wont even play that (she used to play for.hours everyday). 

She split on me twice before only for a few hours each time.. both of them she said she had a panic attack and it triggered her abandonment feeling (leaving me in a hotel in the night)

Anyway, I'm trying to move on.. i left her with a message saying i will respect her boundries and always here for her when shes ready.. little hard but i dont think she'll ever speak to me again

Just wondering how long have you gone before going back to talk to someone.