I (26F) was quarantining bc someone I live with has Covid and I couldn’t get a test. During that time I just started talking half the dose of my meds and I am feeling it now. 

I can feel my mood starting to shift and I can’t tell if it is mania or depression. I fucking new better but I was like nah I’m good. I always do this but this is the longest period of time I’ve gone not taking my meds consistently in a long time. 

I just don’t know if I’m ready to deal with the episode that’s about to happen. 

I’m just venting. I feel disappointed and discouraged