I’m so lost right now. I know something is very wrong with me, but I don’t know what. I was already diagnosed with OCD, and I’m suspecting I’m autistic\*, BUT on top of that I’m also 99.9% sure that I have AT LEAST one other undiagnosed mental illness. Thing is... I’ve been researching different mental illnesses and none of them seem to really fit my symptoms (apart from OCD tho—that’s a perfect fit for me). I have so many fucking questions. I feel broken. I wish somebody could just take one look at me and be like “yeah, you just have \[insert whatever mental illness\]” and my fuckin problem would be solved. But it unfortunately doesn’t work like that. Doesn’t help that where I live knowledge about mental illness is very poor and outdated.

\* I know autism isn’t a mental illness but... yeah.