Hello I need some support.

My bpd is treated with high dose of sertralin 200mg .
But sometimes I get these episodes of restlessness and my body is shaking. I can’t sleep and I feel like I’m being followed or someone is watching me and I see/hear things I can’t separate if it’s real or not. But I’m aware it’s not real. 
I gona call my therapist after the holiday.(Easter holiday here at my country) 

I have propavan for settling in at night and zopiklone if that one doesn’t work.

It’s sooo frustrating I have come so far and now I’m spiraling down again. 
Iv completed therapy and other self help courses and iv even had a job. 
Now I’m in sick leave due to my chronic pain.
And I’m unemployed.
My kid is healthy so I got that going for me. And my cats are happy. 
I try focus on positive things but yeah nights are hard.

