Disclaimer - not officially diagnosed, but BPD traits

Got new meds on Wednesday to get more energy when taking to depression phase. Surprisingly, my depression for worse and I just wanted to sleep. And now on my way from therapist, not psychiatrist, I found myself buying $20 worth of candy and nonalcoholic beer. 

I feel like on the trip. I needed everything. In some sense it's worse that my worst mania so far. It's just not me.