Since around august I’ve been very depressed and mostly anger. I feel like I’ve lost the will to keep going forward. Stuck with all the regret. I turned 30 back in April and towards the end of October it hit me like a to. Of bricks the regret and unresolved problems.  

Worked for almost 10 years and saved a bunch but never went on vacation. I feel trapped in my own head and not sure how to escape.