I’m really struggling with feeling abandoned and the overall heart ache of the break up. Any funny jokes? Or any advice? I feel like I’m spiraling. There is a lot going on in my life at the moment, so this break up feels like it is the cherry on top. I’m sorry I’m definitely throwing a pity party. 🙃 I have nothing against my recent ex. They’re an amazing human being and their reasons were valid. My BPD sabotaged everything. Reacting to the stress going on in my life… pushing everything good away.