A friend recently turned me on to Meg Myers, and some of her music hits really close to home. She does a fantastic job of portraying the intensity of love for me as someone with BPD. And the reasons why I am now single and plan to stay that way for a long time. I thought maybe her music might resonate with someone else here. 

"Monster" is gold: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVQqZg5BisE

"Heart Heart Head" gets crazy at the end: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xvh_0CuMMtM