I really just want to end it all. None of this seems worth going through. It just gets worse by the day. I can barley go to work or have a conversation with someone without wanting to break down or go into a rage. I’m so exhausted.... I feel like no one understands me and people just keep telling me the same old bullshit. “Maybe if you work out you’ll feel better” maybe if you take these it’ll make the pain more bearable. If you just looked at things positively your days would go better” I’ve wanted to kill myself since I was 13 tried almost every anti depressant tried so many therapists and psychiatrists and hospitals and coping mechanisms. Nothing works. :(  I’m done.