Recently my girl best friend blocked me everywhere. This all started when I told her that someone is spreading a rumor that she is a bad friend. I don't know what she thought but she said she doesn't want to be friends with me anymore. 

She was the only thing keeping me from not committing suicide, but now that is has happened. Idk what to do. I just want to cry but I can't because if I do my family takes my things and say "I'm too weak and I won't achieve anything in life"

I just want to kill my self. I think I will do it after that to my girl best friend for the last time and tell her every thing.