hey you all can i get some advice as I'm going through the this WORSE situation 

I was prescribed 10mg of Escitalopram after being diagnosed with health anxiety and panic attacks note that I'm only 18 .

 At first i was nervous taking one then i somehow took the first dose at the morning i did get the side effects right away like being dry mouthed and bodily ache , the other day I didn't take any and went to the doctor .

He brushed it off by saying the aches were due to my poor posture but he did agreed on dry mouthed being an anxiety symptoms so then i started to take it again took it for 3 straight days and tapered because i was busy and forgot to take the med . 

i then experienced other known side effects like brain zaps and jolts which lasted for a week , went to the doctor and he told me to not withdraw it and take it with a flow (like every day) i then took it for 3 more days after which then i realized this tablet was not for me it made me feel dizzy , weird and restless like which i didn't had any before when i was not the medication .

I made a decision of not taking it anymore no matter how depressed or stressed i am .As the day passed my withdrawal symptoms started to go away i kinda felt relaxed little did i know about the next morning 

When i woke up i had that buzzing vibrating feeling in my body especially head it was hard to describe like it was not on the outside but rather i could feel it in the inside  it lasted for few hours and then went away , i had it for three days straight and i was annoyed i couldn't figure it as was causing it 

 the 3rd day when i got the tremor/buzzing sensation i decided to take the escitalopram again .It made me super drowsy that day and i was all sleepy 

But the Suprize was the next day i didn't feel any of the tremors and shakiness and i thought it went away i didn't take any escitalopram and continued my day the passed and boom the next day  ! the tremors came again and its been three more days and they are still bothering me 

it feels like my body is deseprate for a dose 

.i went to a neuro physician he recommended me Librex and Pronalenol a beta blocker and told me to not be scared  i didn't take it as i was afraid of the side effects

So my concern is that i don't want to take any kind of Anti depressant again in my whole life as my experience has been the worst with them and have left me feeling miserable but i do want to end the tremor and buzzing feeling as well but without taking The escitalopram again .

Can you guys give me any hope of them getting away any time soon or should i freak out because if they are permanent and  i might not live normal again . Any advice would be appreciated I'd be waiting for your reply.