So I’m working with a new doc that thinks my meds, 150 mg sertraline daily, .25 mg Xanax, 30 for a 90 day period, as needed. New doc thinks I’ll need an adfict because I’m on methadone. Had I not been on this combo for 15 years prior to being laid off (I was thriving) I might understand. But I just feel like less than. Nothing makes me “high”, unless I was to abuse my Xanax, but I show them to counselors, I just don’t know what to do. I’ve gone for groceries and come home with nothing because my panic attacks overtake everything.