When we first met it was like I'd met my soulmate. We connected immediately, I loved her so much. I would've given my left arm for her. She was my fuckin world at one point. We talked all the time, and our friendship only blossomed further. We worked together too so we'd always have a good time hanging out, y know just being best friends. She suffers from her own mental health issues, and I swore I'd always be there for her, and she said the same for me. And I was. I'd check up on her, asking if she's ok. Then she stopped messaging me as often. She started hanging out with other people, she recently quit work. She doesn't talk to me any more. All my messages get left on read. She stopped hugging me when she saw me, she doesn't tell me things any more. We used to confide all the time. I've had a long list of friends who promised they were my best friend, that we'd always be together and they left eventually. I didn't think that she'd be the same. I'm ruined. I miss her more than anything, and I want to ask her what happened but maybe that would push her away further. 

I think I just need a hug. Its like a part of me is missing.