23, lonely, no real life friends and never had a relationship. 

Still in university chasing a degree in a career I’m trying to convince myself that I’d like eventually. 

Overweight and introverted. 

Still living with my mom because I can’t afford to live out there by myself. 

I feel like so many people live happier lives than me because their life just doesn’t suck as much mine. Or at least their lives don’t lack the things that I lack. 

Maybe if I was more extroverted, had a solid career by now or at least started on it, was more in shape, maybe I’d be less depressed? 

Is my depression ruining my life or am I depressed for having a life that sucks?