Since I'm from a country living a civil war for more than ten years iwas anxious to get kicked from my country of residence because of my citizenship, work is a really hard place and it changed my life to hell specially when I was working with a female manager who hated every single thing that I've done, she wished that I'll be kicked from my company as soon as possible  but karma was there and she left before her dream come true, I tried my best to ran away to any country which I can be a citizen after I live for some years to have a new life full of safety and happiness,  but unfortunately all my attempts were failed, then I got the stupid health anxiety which is eating  my mind and my body, every single thought in my mind make me anxious, I'm stuck in a huge tornado 🌪.