I’ve been experiencing symptoms for a couple years but just got the diagnosis. And if anything I wish it was worse. 

I couldn’t help but smile in the doctors office when they were telling me what exactly it is and what if all means abs how severe it all is. Anyone else feel this way? Or just me? 

One of the symptoms of the thing I have is like self mutilation ik that’s mostly abt  physical mutilation but is mental mutilation a thing too? This(mental and physical mutilation) is a thing I’ve “struggled” with for a while so maybe that is why I feel this way idrk.