I don’t know what to do. I was feeling so good now all I want is to die. Nothing has meaning. Everything is falling apart. I’m young I don’t want to deal with this for so long. It’s already been so long. I can’t take it anymore. All I want to do is sleep but I can’t sleep, that’s why I’m writing this. It’s late and I need to be up early but all I can think about is why and how I should kill myself. I can’t take this. It’s so overwhelming. I feel guilty for feeling like this but I just feel so far off the edge now. I don’t know what I can do I’ve tried so much and nothing works. I think I’m ready to give up.