Since my break up around 6 months ago I haven’t gone a day feeling ‘okay’. I had my struggles before the break up but it’s been the worst it has ever been. I’ve had up and downs where I think I’m the greatest thing ever then I’m a piece of shit two seconds later. I cry constantly. All I have is emptiness. Every day without fail I just think about not wanting to be here, however wouldn’t act on it I don’t think (I have a young daughter, solo parent). I tell my friends I’m depressed but no one cares. I try to reach out for help but no one cares. I’m struggling at work. I’m struggling to look after my health. I’m struggling to do anything basically. I’m being an awful parent. The days just keep passing and I’m just surviving, nothing else. I can’t really afford therapy. I’m thinking about trying to start medication again but haven’t found any that works. Does anyone have any suggestions? I just want to feel okay.