I'll be honest for me it's the hope that one day I will change. Right now I may be fat, can't look at myself in the mirror without disgust, have no friends, and feel like shit all the time but one day I will change and things will get better. Honestly, even if it never comes, in the back of my mind I'm like, I got time and eventually, I will get better. One day I'll lose weight, take care of my body, start going out more, make friends, meet a girl, and feel happy. One day. What about you guys?