I work from home, and my girlfriend was here all day too. Now, she's working at an office, and I have to be all alone at home. She started to get new friends, and going out with them. I support that, she's happy, and that's what matters to me.

But why then I feel so sad? Whenever she goes out to work, or goes out with her friends... And now even when she's home... I feel like I'm a burden to her, even if she keeps saying she loves me, I feel all the time like she would prefer to be with them...

It gets worse if I say we have an open relationship and she's got a crush in one of her new friends too.

It's all logical to me. But why am I hurt about she kissing him? Just because I wanted her to kiss ME...

How do I make this pain go away? I want her to be happy, but how can I do that when I'm sad all the time????