Earlier i made a post here about maybe getting diagnosed and yeah, i did. I dont think my parents really believe the diagnosis which fucking sucks. I tried talking to my dad about it. About how much it affected me and how I recognize so many things, how the diagnosis upset me. But it seems like he doesnt care. It seems like whatever happens, he doesnt believe or trust therapists. Im so sick of him thinking he knows better then these trained professionals. How he acts makes me question the diagnosis even though I see myself in it so much. 

Another thing, my therapist recommended this treatment. I would have to take the train for every session, its way intense and it would take 3 years. She said i will most likely fall behind on my studies and i dont know if my self image can take that. So much of my self worth is based on school and I know thats not healthy but still. I just dont know how to move forward.