I think I am depressed big time since the happiest moment of the day is when I finally go to bed and go to sleep, sleep, sleep…only to wake up next day…..I wish I could be sleeping all the time.
Nothing interests me…..not my close relatives, I am going to have a new grand daughter and I dont care, I only see the bad things in everything, I dont want to talk to no one……
I know its not normal, I should be thankful for my life, family, work, everything.. …but I just want to cry, I feel trapped with my life and I realize that now its already too late to change things.