I love my life but would be better off without the anxiety part. I went to the ER yesterday and got a CT scan, which provides a relatively strong amount of radiation. I am now thinking that I’ve got a higher risk of cancer development later in life because of my choice yesterday. Turns out nothing was wrong at all but I’m still terrified that I’ve possibly done something incredibly stupid that may impact the rest of my life. Im a generally healthy male, but I’m 23 so I don’t want to have the mindset that I poisoned myself and will have some kind of cancer developed in my later years.