I just want to be alone. I don’t want my existence acknowledged by myself, my loved ones or anyone really. I hate being asked questions about myself, I hate people commenting on my body. I’m on family vacation with my friend and her mom has asked me numerous times how o eat so much and stay skinny, “do you exercise? You’re so skinny and I know you eat cause I’ve seen you eat!” 
This am at breakfast (with one bowl of fruity pebbles and a mini bagel) “do you have a high metabolism? Cause girl you can eat”
My friend doesn’t see anything wrong with it.
I feel horrible. I hate having my existence commented on, hate having my body commented on, especially hate having my editing habits commented on. 
I just want to leave. Be alone forever, no one else. I’ll have imaginary friends if I get lonely, idc anymore. I’m so close to just taking off and starting over.