ow days I kinda hat myself. My best friend a little over two years ago whcih led to the worst of my depressions md anxiety that’s when things starting going down in my relationship. Few months later he went to college and changed as a perosn in a worse way. Ik I ahve problems but I feel like he coudl treat me better. Could I be the problem bc I “started it” will me fixing that ever help the relationship if I feel he dotm care that much?