I’ve been struggling with my mental health a lot in the past year, and I’m starting to think I may have signs of BPD. (I am not asking for a diagnosis)

I have anxiety and depression that have worsened throughout the years. I finally forced myself to see a therapist after years of trying anti anxiety medications that never worked. My therapist didn’t help me one bit - she didn’t listen to what I needed help with and kind of just tried to help me cope with deep breathing. I mentioned my symptoms many times and tried to talk about things I thought may be going on (adhd, bpd) and she wouldn’t listen. 

I ended up taking a leave of absence from school this semester because I don’t think I can do it. And I don’t know how to get help for this. I feel like I need a diagnosis and I have no idea where I’m supposed to go for that...

Sorry for the rant, I’m in a bad place and feel really scatter brained. Thanks in advance for any help 