I’m not sure what to think anymore for the last 2 days I have been slow and forgetting stuff I feel like I am mentally and physically drained from the week before and this absolutely sucks I feel like no one understands when I am calm the fear is worse because then I think oh no I’m not showing any emotions that’s a sign I’m just here doing what I am supposed to do I went to my doctor the other day and he said I was not schitzafrenic but it’s still there in my mind and when I am calm it’s worse I just don’t know I am just so confused and exhausted I don’t know what normal is anymore