hi all,

so my ed has recently flared again quite badly, so i think a combination of that, RSD and anxiety is completely ruining my friendships. 

my ed and anxiety has made me hate myself so much and has made me sad and anxious all the time which my friends are understandably sick of. 

only two of them know about my mh issues, but they don’t know a lot about them as a whole and don’t understand why i can’t just try and get better. 

i constantly think everyone hates me and im annoying everyone, which seems to make people more pissed off but i’m not sure what to do, because the more they are annoyed at me, the more anxious i get so the cycle continues. 

anyone been through something similar/have any advice?