currently married to a man I consider a narcissist. He likes to turn it back around on me, telling me I’m crazy and need to take more meds. I only started medication after I met him, because of him. Until then I was in multiple relationships in which I broke it off with them and never looked back. I have a normal relationship with my dad, but my mother is toxic and has only ever brought hell into my life. My husband is a lot like her. He doesn’t care what I think or how I feel. He has made me dependent on him and he makes me deal with child care so I’m basically a single parent already. I take meds just to feel nothing. I can’t even complete my work because I am too tired to do it half the time. If I wasn’t on meds I could function normally but I would also fight with my husband every day. I hate that he did this to me. I have also gained a ton of weight since I married him because of the meds and because he orders take out every weekend. I used to be healthy, intelligent, creative, and now I have lost all of it thanks to meds and this marriage. If I get a divorce I won’t be able to afford anything and I don’t know if I can raise my child with half the income. I’m lost and I don’t see any solution to this nightmare.