I’ve been feeling under the weather, and I’m very tired. I’m running on 3h sleep and I have a class presentation, feels like I’ll just pass out. I’m not necessarily nervous about it, just feeling shitty in general and that just ads more fuel to the fire.

Everything was going good this summer, I was doing better. I was dating someone and also got accepted into uni. Then things went down the drain slowly. It didn’t work out with that person I dated and we drifted away. 
But that’s fine, we move on. I wasn’t that hurt by it just a bit sad for a day. 

Eventually I started uni and kept procrastinating studying. Now I’m a little behind every time :(, it all makes me so stressed. I really need to get a routine again. Sometimes I consider dropping out but I know I’d regret that.

What helps me sometimes is enjoying the little things. But lately that’s not enough. I’ll figure everything out eventually, but in the mean time I’ll try not to pass out.