Like if you’re worried a friend might betray you, even though you know it’s not super probable, if there’s any small chance you just would rather assume it’s going to happen and write them off in your mind beforehand? Tonight this happened to me and I tried my best to think of the situation positively but it just felt so wrong and stupid. There’s little proof that this friend would betray me but I just believe it so deeply that thinking otherwise doesn’t feel right, it feels totally fake. I truly would rather think negatively so that way I can protect myself, which sucks.