So I’m going to try to get to the point early on but I’m a little all over the place.
So earlier this year, I lost a lot. I got diagnosed with BPD officially, I told my family, got disowned,my partner of nearly a decade was cheating on me and left me for them. Needless to say I had no one and felt completely alone, I lasted two days before attempting suicide. I ended up in A&amp;E and a week in hospital. I got transferred to the psych ward after for the attempt and psychotic symptoms from my declining health.
Whilst in the psych ward, three separate men who knew vaguely about my problems started talking to me. I knew them all outside of this, one was my exs roommate from years ago, one from work and another from a club me and my ex were a part of. At the time I was so poorly and frankly so drugged up I don’t really remember it too well but recently I’ve read back through messages and they are very much of a sexual nature. Not me, mine are all about not feeling good enough and feeling abandoned but all three men knowing I was now ‘fair game’ I suppose having just broke up with my partner they tried hard to get me to meet or let them come and visit me. They all spoke in sexual terms about how they’d fancied me for a while and what they wanted to do to me. I know, I get it I should have been intelligent enough to just shut the conversation down right then and there. But, I’d just lost everything and everyone, I was alone, I’d had no visitors no family no friends come to the hospital after my attempt. I genuinely had no one so I didn’t want to cut anyone off who was willing to talk to me for even five minutes on WhatsApp, I was clearly not looking for anything, at the time I was still convinced I’d be able to win my ex back. Someone I had always been and continued to be loyal to, I in my stupid state of mind thought these men were being understanding. 
I guess I just wondered how others viewed this. To. My knowledge if you’ve been sectioned you no longer have capacity to consent, I’ve spoken to my ex about this (we are on decent enough terms now the dust has settled) and he was angry, he said that’s at the most minor sexual harassment and at worst grooming as they tried desperately to get me to meet and were very much trying to get photos and stuff off me which I never gave.
To me what bothers me is the fact I was very mentally vulnerable and was still in and out of psychotic breaks and trapped in a psych ward unable to consent. I know completely re reading my messages none were of a sexual nature,in fact I’d stated to two of the guys that I wasn’t interested in that and I needed to get better. Again, I know I should have just cut contact but I was so alone and I know a lot of you will appreciate that.
Am I overreacting? The thing with bpd is I never know if my response is rational or not..