My brother used to bully me and beat me but my mom never took my side, aside from that my dad was never there for me, actually he had no fucking positive point in my life to say it in other words he disowned me. And my mom... yeah she has nothing but ignorance for me.

I cant live like this,too much fear and anger is inside of me. Im not a bad human being im just in darkness.

How can i fix this situation? How to forget? How keep up?