So I finally get to see a new psychiatrist the 31st! 
But as of right now my primary care physician is the one who prescribed me the medication I'm on till I see her. I'm on 10mg buspirone 3 times a day , Clonazepam 0.5mg twice a day but I spilt them in half because a hole one is just to much when I have to drive to work so I take the half's 3 times a day. I'm also on mirtazapine 30mg one time before bed and I've never felt any better. 
My last psychiatrist made me feel like I was a psychotic drug addict / drunk because of my past history of alcoholism.. 
I have really bad PTSD from my car accident last year so the Klonopin helps with that and my panic episodes.. and no I wasn't under the influence when I had my accident I was completely sober and wasn't my fault..
I just needed to vent