I’m so tired of being there for people yet having nobody there for me. I’m so tired of caring about someone but they don’t show even half that care for me. At first I thought maybe this is my bpd yanno.. cus Nobody’s ever loved me as much as I loved them or cared for me or put me first how I do for them.. (how it feels atleast) but after all this time and new people and still I don’t get that effort put into me idk if I’m crazy or if it’s my bpd or if all the wrong people are around me or if it’s literally just me ..I’m not enough or I’m expecting to much? Maybe there’s nobody out there who can give me what I want..? I’m just so lost and confused :/