I’ve been outside of my head and body all day.  I have been weak and feeling like I will easily drop things.  I don’t feel real, this whole day, doesn’t feel like it exists.  I’m going back to an environment with a bunch of people.  Being in crowds triggers it so bad.  I have no choice though.  In a way I enjoy not being me, but in another sense, I feel like I’m in a dream and about to collapse out of my body.