Undiagnosed bpd but my friends were sure i had it i just want a diagnoses so i have an explanation as to why i behave how i did i have explosive mood swings, non existant boundries alienated them was literally drunk or high all the time and still am they were all my fp at one point or another as they graduatally all abandoned me and ive bewn an impagient beofre so they think im crazy we are housemates so ive isolated myself since my last attempt but they hate me and ive no option but to try again can anyone relate