I’m initially diagnosed with MDD and recent symptoms match all the criteria for BPD. I told my psychiatrist of how much intense symptoms I have and she just shrugged it off. 

She says bpd is a bad MI to be diagnosed with bcs its seen as a behavioural problem making it hard for people to apply for jobs or any other serious things in life. 

I think that’s so unfair like i’m here to find ways to get better and yet i was told to go home. 

She ended up increasing my dose of seroquel, which is somewhat good cuz i’ll easily fall into deep sleep and wake up not feeling a single emotional pain at all. 

so i guess in the end wtv symptoms i have its just gonna be there? my therapist is also taking things really slow. oh well.