Nobody ever fucking asked me what i wanted. I was forced to go to school, was forced to do good at school, was punished when i got bad grades, i was forced to go to university, i abandoned it out after 1st semester and my parents sent me to Christian rehab for drug addicts just because they thought that im a spoiled kid if i dont want to study. My fucking father always compared me to his coworkers son and was always ashamed of me because i didnt live up to be better that his friends kids. Why i didnt? Because i don't fucking care, life isn't about social status, education, job and all the other shit. And my parents fucking hate me that im simply not doing what they want me to do because i dare to have my own opinion and freedom of choice what to do with my life. I have worked for some time in my life and i quickly realised how fucking terrible jobs are and how its a waste of time. But my parents think im a fucking lazy spoiled piece of shit just because i dont want to slave away for almost min wage in order to contribute to society that i dont fucking want to be a part of, because people are fucking horrible, fuck people and my contribution to them, if you take the money from the equation than noone would ever contribute, they all are fucking hypocrites. I was declined to be loved just because i didn't see any point in wasting my time for grades in school and chasing a career. Its not enough to be a decent human, you are defined by ur profession and if you dont have one then ur fucking useless piece of trash that doesnt deserve love and compassion. Like why the fuck i was born into living with people that dont know what to do with me, that want completely opposite for me from what i want. Why should i listen to this fucking morons and respect them when they are dumber than me? I might not have a diploma or be academically smart but i guarantee u that logically im way fucking ahead than all these smart asses. I dont fucking need education to see what this fucking life is. I was born into wrong family and its just a fucking stupid joke, my life was ruined from the beginning