I took my first screening at my High School health center because of a concerned teacher. Maybe it's the way I said that my mom passed last summer like it was a common thing that happens when you get asked what you did over mothers day.

Later on after the small screening to see where i'm at mentally, and i must have seen that i wasn't "ok" so they made me take more tests and I might be linked to some disorders I might have...

Adhd, Ptsd, Depression or dissociation

Linked with (Anxiety, "Tics" **\*NOT TOURETTE'S\***, Insomnia)

Call me a kid that wants to be **"quirky"** but I disappointedly think this is the case, I was never "really" felt ok. I knew their was a gap in me i kept avoiding, and never showed to anyone because it was never their business. For the adhd and ptsd part, I understand why they thought this, I suck at staying still and actually doing my work, I either do half done work or work i haven't even started which is probably why my grades are really bad. Idk if im gonna graduate and it's only my 2nd year

And the Ptsd part "I guess" is accurate because of the new boundaries I now have and how much I can avoid my dad's anger problem like

Avoid hugs (SA reasons)/ Don't take anything I currently have out willingly like (markers, scissors, pencils, etc)/ Don't hold my hand or don't touch me/ "always smile" to avoid his bad side. I did this so much I can't help but do it.