I know you guys can’t read my psychiatrists mind, but I just needed some input and a place to rant. 

I’m 20 years old and have dealt with depression, anxiety, agoraphobia, trauma, and heavy introversion for many years now. 

I have been going to this specific psychiatrist for almost a year now and he’s put me on 2 different anti-psychotic medications, (Abilify 5mg and Seroquel 50mg) I take the Seroquel at night for sleep, and the Abilify in the morning for depression. I know these are fairly low doses, especially for treating schizophrenia, but it just makes me wonder if he’s worried about me possibly developing it? 

I also am a daily weed smoker, and my psychiatrist is aware of this, and I am aware that heavy use of marijuana can lead to schizophrenia being developed in adolescents and teens faster. 

The other weird thing is… as a child (probably 5-6 years old) I told my parents that I would hear screeching / screams in my head, and would feel pins and needles in my back. I cant remember this well, but I personally think that I was just making this up and was doing it for attention, and I think my parents and doctor thought the same thing. I never talked about any hallucinations or delusions again, and have never had any. 

Idk, I guess i’m just worried and confused about myself and my mental health. Thanks for reading!