I don’t even know what’s wrong with me. think I might be slightly depressed l but that scares me because what if it’s a brain tumor or something even tho i’ve been scanned I still think it might have one. I’m just never happy I never want to go out I feel so down. I don’t hang out with anyone anymore, my brother just moved out so i’m always just cooped up in my room. I used to worry a lot and now I kinda don’t care about anything.it’s finally fall ( fall is my favorite season) and i’m not even excited. Like I love hoodies and pajama pants and I want to be excited but I can’t get myself to be happy. It’s also my birthday soon and my mom is like yeah you can get whatever you want normally I would be so excited but I literally do not care there’s nothing I even want. I feel like i’m dying. 

i’m 18 btw.