I lie alot to strangers and my gf. I like to make up stories about what my hobbies are or what i do for work. To my girlfriend i lie about what im doing most of the time. Its an image thing i suppose. Im left feeling guilty and like shit and knowing the truth by myself. Im trying to do better but if i tell my girlfriend im out having a drink im afraid of the response. Its arrogant i know to think that you can bend reality this way and people wont catch on that your deceiving them. More importantly it fucks with my head. Im deceiving myself when i lie to others. Ive tried to take notice when im about to tell someone something that isnt true and im getting better at it. I dont want to lie. I want to be trustworthy. 