i havent taken sleep meds in three days and this is my second day of not taking day meds and i just dont fucking want to take them which is stupid but i just miss my emotions and the first few days of missing feels really fucking good. especially bc i have no appetite on meds and food tastes amazing without them. i know that tomorrow wont feel as good and ill feel dead and tired but i still cant get myself to take them today. when i get like this, its like i need my bf to physically hand them to me with a glass of water but ive been needy lately and i  feel like a large burden to him im so tired of needing to be cared for all the time