Hi so long story short I got diagnosed with bpd 2 years ago and I have always found it a struggle to work for years but these past 6 months have been the hardest. I just lack the energy and motivation  to do anything. 

My psychiatrist has signed me off work indefinitely but the benefits office has said I'm not "ill" enough to claim the likes of PIP etc (uk disability benefit) I'm currently getting 95 pound sick pay a week from my old job but that it is due to run out next week and it is not enough to live on.

I'm just really stressing out because Its looking like il have to go back to work even though my psychiatrist has told me not too but I can not survive on no income as I'm already in debt due to wreckless spending habits in the past.