I have been in almost a 2 year long relationship. My bf is very sweet and caring and i love him very much. I trust him completely but when i think of his past i get very jealous and become anxious. I don’t know why i care so much but i do. It makes me go through his phone sometimes and look for stuff from his past on his phone knowing it’s gonna hurt me. I cause my own pain because i have to know his past but it always hurts me so much. Sometimes i sit up at night and just get sick thinking about. I feel so crazy