I have been depressed on and off for the past 6 years now and past two years have been terrible. On somedays I feel physical pain like there's a hole in my chest. Today is one of those days and I just...i have exams tomorrow but the thought of doing any work is so horrid. I don't know if I will ever be happy again tbh, I don't feel excited about anything at all. I got my dream job and I am moving to a new city next year but it doesn't make me feel anything. I know it's going to be the same old story. My whole life is going to be like this, just getting through day after day. I feel so hopeless because it's never going to get better.