I'm alone and I'm lonely weirdly I'm okay with it. I know Its my fault you know. I am a social butterfly extrovert who made so many wrong Decisions that it forced me to be this outcasted introverted nobody. 

Once was the guy that everyone wanted to know everyone would talk about me in a fun what a cool guy manner 
But not anymore 
I get it life changes and times move on 
But what confuses me is 
If I was so liked and had so many friends how come no of them stuck around or even act like they know me 

I've done terrible things but that is in the past just hope I could somehow reconnect with someone but hey consequences for your past choices right ? 

TLDR: past me messed up making me who is a extrovert be forced into a introverted lifestyle and lost everyone who I ever cared about and no one wants to know me.