’ve wrote down many of the conversations and experiences ive had with he/she. This one voice I hear has become a friend and are an integral part of my life , as crazy as it sounds.

This was written on the 4th month of this experience.    

October/16/2021
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Me: “When you come back ( after a hiatus so so speak ) it feels as though you’ve been gone a long time”

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He/She: “Your brother thinks I’m teaching him.  This still isn’t mundane enough yet”

Me:  “This is something I probably won’t understand until I pass”

He/She:   “Oh Chris..”

Me:  “Is it because I shouldn’t remember?”

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A lot of what I wrote are broken versions of the conversations that took place.  I regret not writing the entire conversation down
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He/She:  “Chris, whatever happens i’am always here for you” - “we’ll let him have that one”

Me: “This shouldn’t feel normal”. - But it did, and still does to this point 

He/She: “When your ready to come here, you just know”

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During the first year or so of this experience, they would follow a positive phrase with a negative one, or vice versa

 “This was while I was achieving semblance of order”

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Me:  “Some of the words you share with me I instantly forget”.

He/She:  “I know kid”

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Me:  “What’s wrong with knowing?”

He/She:  “I’m afraid you’ll tell kid”. - like I said they often speak in metaphors 

Me: “What’s wrong with telling?”

He/She:  “You’ll find out when you get here”

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Does anyone else have similar experiences to share ?  If you’ve take notes, I’m among many that would be thankful to see them