For the last year I’ve really struggled with feeling exhausted all the time. I set an alarm in the mornings for a couple hours before I need to be at work as I’d love to have time to relax and have breakfast in the morning. Instead, I get up 15 minutes before I need to leave and I’m in a panic and flap every morning. After work I always get ready to go for a walk for my health but in my head I physically can’t or don’t have the energy. I go to sleep at a decent time and I get more than 8 hours a night. I don’t know what to do.. is it just laziness? I hope this is ok to post here, I’m almost equating this lack of motivation to my BPD diagnosis as I just feel so low and can’t be bothered with things. I find it’s really starting the affect me, I can’t be bothered to have sex with my partner, to even move. I feel awful about it.