I'm not sure how to explain this. I go to work, I eat, I play video games, meet friends, visit family, go the gym pretty much living my life but it all feels like I'm in a daze or some kind... Like I'm just a spectator, not really appreciating the moment... That life just goes by without anything meaningful. Adding to that for some reason I'm becoming really nostalgic even though I'm only 28 right now... It's like a bus that's going From bus stop to bus stop and i got out too early while my family and friends are still on that bus but I can't get on that bus anymore... I dont know, it's difficult to explain