When I go out to public spaces I feel very anxious and scared. All the noises around me really bother me. The cars , people... mostly people. When people laugh and talk I can hear them talking about me. My mind just takes certain words out of their mouths and instantly turns it into talk about me and the things I do wrong. Anyway... I went to the grocery store to get a few things. I even went to the same aisle twice to go get something I had forgot to get. Which is a big deal for me because I usually don't repeat an aisle afraid of what people might say about that or have them look at me. Especially the staff. Anyway, at the counter, there were people laughing ,I looked and them and they were looking at me. On normal days , that would have really bothered me but... it didn't for some reason. I paid and left the shop came back to my dorm room. 


I dont know... When I came out of that store, I could feel a strong sense of achievement and I thought hey,  I wanna share this with someone and that why I'm here :)

Note :I usually wear earphones when I go out in public and they're broken but I just put them on for obvious reasons. And so I did all that without music to block out most of the noise ! I'm really happy