This might be pretty specific but I am in a few group chats (twitter/discord). The people there are pretty chill, we even did a few group watches, etc. but every time (either through the chat or voice channels) I struggled to interact in a group dynamic because I didn't feel like I belong. It made me feel stressed out and anxious and one time I just suddenly left. I didn't make a difference at all and nobody was really interested in me personally. I told them that I have problems and that the chat made me feel anxious and they understood. I still feel so useless still being in the group and the constant spam makes me feel even worse because it's a constant reminder of a close group of people who has fun and who I will never be a real part of. I don't want to seem rude and just leave either. I don't know what to do.