It's been a few years since I've had a solid friendship. 

Most of the time, I try so hard to be friends with people, I reach out and try my best to make sure they're okay, but I end up getting pushed away. 

My last friendship was about 2 and a half years ago now, and man, it sucks. I'm in a relationship, so I'm not as lonely as I could be, but I miss having people to just hang out with and not feel like they're judging me. 

It sucks feeling like you're all alone in the world, I see people on Facebook and Instagram with all their lovely friends, and I wish I was able to have someone to just laugh with.