I (nb 21) have been dating my partner(m20) for almost two years now and I'm pretty sure he's my fp.
But I also don't know if he is and its confusing.
I love him and would do anything to not lose him, my mood is based on the interactions i have with him, i base myself off of his interests etc but i dont idolise him?
I hadnt always been able to communicate when hes upset me it came with trust and practice but I can communicate quite well now and he apologises and then we move on, i can linger on stuff but I dont like to let it bother me.
At the start of the relationship I used to split a lot, but within the past year or so I havent really split or had any really bad bpd reactions other than blips when i forgot to take my meds but that was my own fault bc i know i get worse off my meds
anyways fp stuff is confusing and i really hope he ismt my fp and im just really attached to him