I know what I want out of life, but I don't have anyone to share it with. Today I am having a bit of day out, because you should just treat yourself now and then, that's what I think. 

But while this feeling of living life is a pleasant experience, it's just not the same unless you have someone to share it with.

I frantically messaged people I know just to update them on my day just to fill that small void.

I appreciate now what I do for me. I just wish I had people to share it with. It's hard to make friends as you get older.

One time a dude forced his way into my life (god bless his ADHD lol) and we became best friends, but then he moved away overseas and it's just not the same, he was the only person who appreciated life in a wider context like myself.

If only I could find a life partner like that.