Preface: 

I’m positing here because I’m super depressed as a result of this. 

I am mirror checking so much, and there is a difference in how I see myself depending on my mood. I’m fixated on my nose. Sometimes I’ll look and I’ll see a nice slim nose. Other times I’ll look and see a fat nose with wide nostrils. 

I don’t know what to do. I feel crazy. I hope the reality is the better looking nose.