i cant stay in school anymore. i've only had one lesson and i just feel like shit. i don't feel good at all, i feel like i'm dragging myself across the hallways and my chest and throat feel so stuffy. i cant focus on anything and i'm trying really hard not to start heavy breathing. i get home at 4:30pm so i still have another 6 hours. i feel like stuffing myself into an tiny box and never coming out. i just want to smash something out of frustration or just hiding under my blankets for the rest of my life.