I have had 5 ish jobs in about 10 years. I’m 33 years old and a male. I’ve been in sales roles. I do very well, get promotions, but about a year in i fold usually after the promo. I run bc of fear of failing.

Every time I get to a point where I have to present- I stop working out, stop eating , stop drinking, my body and mind fade, I’m in bad moods, etc.

I’ve done this off and on for 10 years like a mental prisoner. I can’t figure out if I just HATE being uncomfortable learning new stuff at work or if I just run away from the SALES aspect of the job. I HATE presenting but I love helping people. Presenting makes me sick to my stomach.

Part of me is like stretch your mind but the other part is like it’s OK to not like sales anymore. Try something else. But I’m terrified I’ll be even worse at it and realize working and perfectionism really IS THE issue. Ahhhh I need advice.