fuck i bought a few games for like 90€ and now i cant even open any of them bc i dont have the energy to. why am i so dumb. why do i buy shit thats just a waste. i am useless. i couldve saved it for my absolutely useless life.

i dont wanna go to school anymore. i dont want to work anymore. having to keep up w all of this crap is useless anyway. who the fuck would even give me a job after this is over with my ass social skills. no one. exactly no one. my boss wishes he hadnt picked me. i havent showered in a week. i havent brushed my teeth for weeks. i have exams i didnt study for. who gives a damn about this?

"how r you," you dont give one shit about what i answer to this. even if i say i feel like shit, u still say then smile or be happy or other people have it worse n i still have to go through the day feeling like a waste of life.