I can't fucking believe I keep doing this. I slept with another coworker. That is so inappropriate! I told myself I wasn't going to! But I just couldn't say no. Why can't I say no. Even when I know it's a bad idea. It's not like he's even the only coworker I'm sleeping with. What the fuck. How do I cope with the stupid decisions I keep making? It's bad! I'm afraid I'm going to lose my job, but I just can't say no. Nothing feels real. But I feel so guilty.