Lately I've just been at my ends witt. I'm too tired to even go to work now. I been groomed to grow up as a people pleaser and to do what they want and to agree what they want to say. I went out with some people and they decided hey since he's in the car let's make him feel like shit. One of those people was my long time friend of 15 years. I don't even know what I should call him at this point. Since he started dating my coworker he's a completely different person now. We all work together and I literally don't wanna show up anymore. I worked 10 hour days and sometimes don't even get a lunch break because we are so busy. There are days my first meal of the day is at 9 pm. When I decided to start taking days off I get called lazy and they tell me if I show up to work more often I'd make more money. I used to work 70 hours a week get paid commission. At work they started limiting me because I'm left handed and because I got 1 complaint out of hundreds of people. I just feel soo tired and unappreciated.