I wake up, I go to work, I mostly take care of my appearance, I give it my all when I see my kids over the weekend...

But everything just hurts, I don't even try to better myself or my circumstances, I don't live, I just exist.

I gave up on love, I gave up on happiness, I don't even bother with other people anymore, I only have contact with humans when I have to.

I kill time with video games even if there's no more fun in them, I get social interaction on the Web, trying to convince myself there's some humanity left inside of me.

I'm a walking, talking zombie, a waste of space and air.

This is the first time those thoughts are leaving my head I don't even know why I'm typing this.

I'm 35, I'm so done with life