I work remote. I don’t know where to even start when your mental health is so bad, you are paralyzed. I just want help. I don’t even have a doctor. I have obsessive thoughts, checking if my drug addict boyfriend is okay. I have bad anxiety about true real issues in my life and disability with my child. I know I need help to be there for my child. I don’t do drugs, Or drink. Im storm cold sober. I CRY ALL DAY, Alone from my son when he’s at his dads house. I sob in bed. And I’m sick of crying each panic attack I’m like UGH NO. Stoop. My eyes dehydrated,  and my eyes can’t take it. I been this way for so long. The last years definitely. It’s only getting worse. Where do I go and what do I do? Im ready.😭♥️😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣