I have no motivation anymore. I go to college, go home rinse and repeat. I’m failing all of my classes, I sit at home and just play games. I have nobody to even talk to. I wanna die but I don’t know how. I tell my mom I’m suicidal but she doesn’t care and just yells about my grades and not having a job. I literally can’t do my homework for some reason and even that’s stressing me out, I just can’t do it. I want the motivation but idk how to get it. I don’t want to continue on like this anymore. I don’t know how to get better. This world is such a blur, I don’t pay attention to anything and I’m not smart. Everyone in class is ahead of me and I’ve fallen so far behind I don’t even know if I had the motivation I could climb back up.