     This probably sounds so ridiculous. But honestly, I’m so tired of everyone falling for me. I care about people, a lot. I know it shows, I invest a lot into everyone. I believe the world needs people to listen, and love. 
     I don’t have many friends, at this time. I’ve been working so hard to find healthy friendships.
   I’m not great at setting boundaries, it’s something I’m working on. Every time someone I really care about confesses their love for me.
   leaving me feeling really used, degraded almost. Like there’s something wrong with me. That kindness is wrong, that caring is wrong. I always end up feeling so horribly about myself. What am I doing wrong? I’ve started asking if I did something to provoke this. The answers are always so similar. “No! You didn’t do anything, I’m so sorry.” Or “you’re just so amazing, and kind.” 
      To make matters worse it makes my fiancé feel horrible too. Which makes me feel even more horrible. I don’t even know how to stop this. 
      What am I doing wrong here? This is so exhausting, I want this to stop happening.