Basically my entire life my mother has been acting like it’s a matter of time for me. My aunt has schizophrenia and my mom thinks I’m gonna be at high risk. Idk if this is just bc she likes comparing me to my dads side of the family or it’s realistic.

For background info: I’ve used drugs a lot as a kid, I was traumatized from sexual abuse from my stepfather (reported), I have autism BPD and OCD, bc of that I don’t think I have the best grip on reality, I’m almost always dissociating, I have all of the teenage before onset warning signs, my therapist told me she thought I’m high risk bc of my extreme dissociation. I don’t know if anyone else in my dad’s side is schizophrenic. I’ve never met him. I know you can live a good live w schizophrenia but no one in my life would support me through it (financially or emotionally) and I’m a poor dropout. I’d probably end up homeless or worse. If I am high risk is there anything I can do to prevent it.