So I recently had an attempt lately and was hospitalized. I’ve been on 10 different antidepressants and really refuse to give them a try. I did some research and saw that mood stabilizers can help people with borderline as well as antidepressants. I just need for my moods to become more stabile. My swings not to be so extreme and erratic. I still want to feel like myself, but more in control. Who has experienced positive reactions to medications and benefited from it? I’ve done DBT work and was working with a therapist for my borderline and cptsd. Medication seems to be my last option/hope.