I’m 24 and about to be 25 in a month. I work as a administrative assistant/ personal assistant to a therapist part time. I still stay at home with my parents I honestly feel like a free loader. I honestly didn’t imagine my life being like this. I’m going to start my teachers certification next month to become a kindergarten teacher. I just feel like the world is crashing around me. I’m scared. So scared. My stomach always hurts from stress. I just want it to stop. I don’t have the guts to kill myself but I wish I wasn’t here.