This cycle has been repeating my whole life. Since I was a kid and I didn’t really know what this awful feeling was, until I became an adult and my life absolutely fell apart. At this point I’m nearly 30, I’m on antidepressants, and the main fear I have is that my random bouts of anxiety will disrupt the major events in my life, and I’ll let my loved ones down. Does anyone else feel like this? And if so, how do you navigate it all?