This week has been heaven literally the best week of my 14 years of existence not a single tear was dropped

Then at my last period my friend sat next to me and after a joke i made with my bsf 


She said that i take advantage of people only when i need them she said in the tone that someone gives u when theyre saying something they want to confront you about something but dont want to be confrontational about it so they make it as a joke


I text all my friends first and equally and spend equal times with all of them shes the one who leaves me on delivered for days


But maybe i do do that kinda crap to my friends without realizing it and hurting them like that i dont want to hurt them in any way i dont want to be the mean female dog friend who does what if all my friends think of me like that 

i dont even wanna step foot near her bc i think a million times before saying or doing anything infront of her and our other friends,not to hurt her 

Here i am in my bed crying 


Cheers to the end of this wonderful week