I don't know how to explain this, but if someone can help me i would apreciate a lot. Since I was young i always liked to try new things. I was always throwing my toys from the balcony, not because i wanted to break them, but to see what happened while they were falling (if this makes any sense). I have always been very curious and I think I have kind of a feeling of anxiety when I'm not able to try and experiment everything i can. 

I even feel bad if I don't go everywhere on an amusement park. I learn very easily and I always like to know everything as much as I can to the point of leaving the teachers with no answer, I think this is the meaning of curiosity. I learned how to edit videos when I was 10 bcs I watched a lot of youtibe videos, learned how to be a better photographer just because i was curious about it and even won a photography contest when i was 14. I learned how to code at the age of 15, I started studying economics at the age of 15 and I'm still learning more about it everyday. Anyways, all of this is just to explain that learning and trying new stuff is part of my personality and I feel bad when i can't learn something e really like. 

For the last 2 years i have been asking my parents to teach me how to drive, on an empty parking lot or something like that(they always said i wasnt old enough for that, wich is true), but i think they don't understand how anxious i feel about this and it came to the point that, when i was home alone, i was almost "forced" by my own brain/subconcious to go try it and learn how to drive. Everthing i did sucessfully made me feel more confident until i crashed the car on my garage. I know i will have to explain it all to them, but what i really want to explain is my feeling/anxiety/adrenaline for experimenting and learning everything. They just think I'm irresponsable and stupid for doing this kind of things because it's not the first time I try something that I shouldn't and it doesn't go as planned.

Can someone tell me what i should do now, how to explain it to them, and if this is actually a case of anxiety? 

Thanks