i just tried to take 400mg hydroxyzine + 67mg abilify + 25mg jornay because of how my fp treats me . i feel hopeless at this point and i don’t want to be here anymore . everyday i struggle to feel okay and stable but my fp is always causing me pain probably purposely one way or another and i feel as if i cant live on anymore if it’s constantly going to be like this it just hurts so bad i feel like i’m going to explode and i don’t want to be here anymore it’s a waste of my time. i hate everything