theres no more of this world i can take. 
ive had my fill. 

i just want to free myself from this everlasting dread. 

i feel lethargic. 

id like to feel something other than feeling the need to be dead. 

apathetic. 

bereft of contentment. 

i believe it is my time to leave. 
my time to finally find my peace, elsewhere. 

in thoughts of nothingness.