Now I'm having trouble adjusting outside. Everything is the same but I just feel worse over all. At least at tbe hospital I had three meals a day which reminded me to take my medication. At least there no one treated me like garbage. I got comfortable. Even after all the chaos that led me there, I got comfortable being around people with similar woes and some who actually gave a damn when you told them what was bothering you. Out here it feels like no one cares, even my best friends. At least there it was clean and the water pressure was top notch. The only positive is breathing fresh air again when I walk outside... I'm a fucking mess.