Right now I'm on anti-depressants: 20mg Lexapro, 150mg Wellbutrin. They've helped a lot these past few months as I've been recovering from my latest depressive episode. A few months ago I was the lowest I've ever been in my life. Constant thoughts of death, chronic emptiness, etc. 

Now I'm much better, but I still feel like I'm always itching to do something new and exciting. Like nothing is ever good enough for me. I have a perfect bf who treats me really well and is supportive, despite how difficult I can be sometimes. But I still get bored sometimes and therefore feel disconnected from him. How do I stop this? These feelings of boredom have affected me my whole life. I can't hang on to a single friend, boyfriend, job, life goal, or college major because of this. 

I have seen a therapist about all of this before, but she didn't help much. We just talked about a few issues that would come up each week for me, like how I got irrationally sad about someone telling me I can knock louder so they can hear me, or how I got irrationally jealous about my boyfriend scrolling past a picture of a girl online. But we never talked about the bigger picture, which is what I'd like to address. I want to know if therapists have helped anyone with this particular issue, or if anyone has advice? 