I am currently very depressed and having a lot of SI but working through it and powering through it. Everytime I hit the depressed cycle, my spouse gets mad that I'm shutting him out - this time round I try to explain to him why and remind him I have bipolar.

He gave me an ultimatum, to get out of this or the marriage is over.

Is it my fault for not getting out of this? That's my question. Can one be a loving spouse while struggling with their moods?