m21 as a guy no cares my therapist and my pchyc doctor don't care anymore im so tried its the same shit like last time its so hard to want to be out in life I had friends but they either hurt you when you open up or run away and this is when they say yea open up to me you can't trust anyone anymore you its  lonely I wish I wasn't so damn broken I wish I was normal I wish I can wear short shirt but I can't cuse I fucked up I wish I dint I have to feel like hide every single day im tried of being broken