I had a falling out with a friend I had a romantic attachment to. Boundaries broke down between us too quickly and we both got hurt, and ever since then, even though we promised to remain friends, she has been entirely dedicated to forgetting that I exist. Ever since then, I just feel empty. I've been irritable, and every thing that used to make me happy just doesn't have that same effect anymore. My friends have been ignoring me too, they'd rather not deal. My roommate has been helpful, but he's moving out and I probably won't have anyone to talk to afterwards. I have no drive to go out and meet people anymore, and my relationship with my family is deteriorating. I feel like, if I were to die tommorow, no one would care. No one gives a shit. I feel useless. I wish someone cared.