Everytime I have ever had a relationship, they have all ended due to me. I become obsessed with them and want to be around them 24/7. Then suddenly without any cause, I wake up one day and I can’t stand the person. I truly hate them and every single thing they do I find annoying. This person could literally be the most amazing person and do nothing wrong and I will wake up feeling like this. The feeling persists and I end up distancing myself and then breaking it off with them. There’s not a specific time limit when this happens and every time I find someone new I’m thinking about when I’m going to hate them and it’s going to end . I feel like a terrible person, I think I am but I genuinely cannot help it. I hate myself for it. I genuinely don’t know if i’ll ever be able to have a healthy relationship because of this my whole life and whenever I think about it i get incredibly sad.