i used to stay up until the ams because of this. everyday waking up is becoming harder for me emotionally for some reason it feels like im bound to be unhappy or numb for at least most of it. for context it’s currently summer and i have no school, rarely any interactions with anyone outside of family which is already not much, everyone seems to be doing their own thing and frankly im rarely in the mood to socialize anyway. lately i feel bad just a few seconds after opening my eyes. it’s like having the entire day ahead of me is overwhelming. i have no motivation for distractions. i don’t know how to stop feeling bad. and the interactions that i do have leave me completely empty. i hungout with friends and took a walk with my mother and still nothing. i don’t know what’s wrong with me. i feel so bad