I've been in a really really low state for about a year now. Very few breaks in my depression. I feel like I have a chance to come out of it now and heal a bit more. My problem is that I think I've been so emotionally hurt for a prolonged period of time that it's hard to feel anything good. It feels forced. And it is affecting my relationship too. I love him. We're compatible. I know we can have fun together. I just feel so numb that I often don't feel that love, only if I concentrate on it sometimes not even then. And even when I kiss him it just feels forced. I think I'm having problems with intimacy. Is this normal?