I have really bad anxiety when it comes to relationship and i have a date comming up this week but I have not gotten an answer yet.

Background: I asked this girl during summer break, at the time she said yes but later retracted that saying she had someone else and didn't want to feel like she is cheating. It hurt but I was fine with that since she did what she wanted and was honest about it. Right? Is that a normal way to see things?

Last week she started up a conversation again which lead to her admitting that she had been to much to do (she went into further details that I wont divulge here) and went on to admitting that she had been thinking about me and that she wanted to try. so she invited me to was a movie marathon next week and I said that I would reach back to her since I would perhaps be getting a new job on monday so I didn't know how the schedual looked yet. We messaged a few times and then I haven't heard anything from here since last friday and I feel like I'm going crazy.

I know it's not normal to think like I do and that it's the disorder acting up but I still don't know what I should to. I was wondering if anyone has any advice on how to takle the situation or how to deal with anxiety when it comes to these issues.

PS: We messaged on snapchat but I also have her on Instagram and her number and I have seen that she's used her insta. She dosen't strike the type that would ghost me since she could've done that this summer but was honest instead.

This would be my first date ever so to speak.