First of all sorry if the format is off I’m using my phone. 

So in the past 24hrs I have been offered two jobs after looking for employment for months. I know I should be so happy and excited about this but my anxiety won’t let me have that and I hate myself for it, I feel so guilty and selfish. 

A friend helped get one of the jobs and I feel like I’m going to let them down if I decline the offer. I really do want to get back to working because lockdown has had such a negative impact on my mental health but the thought of a new routine and new people is terrifying. 

I know I have to make a decision soon but I would really appreciate some advice.