So in the Vampire Diaries you know how they can shut their “humanity” off like a switch? And they suddenly start feeling invincible and confident and not sad or grieving anymore. 

Does that ever feel like it’s happening to you? 

It’s the best way I can describe it. Especially if I’ve had a huge fight with my FP. I’ll be at the lowest point you can imagine sobbing uncontrollably and feeling an emptiness so bad that it hurts... then after a while I feel like I’m the baddest bitch and nothing will ever be able to hurt me and I have no emotions and I’m literally invincible. It doesn’t last forever but it happens. 

Anyone else?