Ive (22m) been depressed since highschool. For a while i managed it fine but ever since i moved out on my own my life's been steadily sliding into the shits. Ive just been going from one dead end job to another barely making ends meet, usually needing to bum cash off of friends and family. Still ended up having to move back in with my mom and step father after covid put me out of work. Still ended up homeless after my step father went apeshit and evicted me. Ive only recently managed to get myself housed again but its looking more and more like im going to end up back on the streets. The stress is killing me, i cant write anymore, games just make me frustrated now, i can hardly talk to my friends. Every little shitty thing seems to make me break down. At this point is mostly the fear of pain and not having anyone to take care of my snake thats keeping me from offing myself. Almost managed to get insurance and start seeing a therapist but got fired before i could do anything with that.
Im not sure what to do. I want therapy but ill never be able to afford it, my mates try to help out but the best the can offer is well wishes. If any of yall know a way i could manage to get professional help with barely any cash id appreciate it.