
Obsessions over people?

So I am aware this sounds weird, but I have be
diagnosed with BPD/ EUPD in January 2022. I
obsesses over my roommate. (and other types of
certain people) I want his attention all of the time. I
get very jealous if he talks to someone else
including his family. I am always looking to see when
he is last online and rereading our messages. I think
about him all the time. I want to spend all the time
with him. When he brings girls back from a night
out, I sit in my room crying thinking to myself "Why
isn't he thinking of me?" "why aren't we having
sex?". I want to go to his room and break the door
down. I don't know if this is because I think I love
him, because I like his attention? Want to be him/
like him? but he is a big part of my life and i have
only know him 6 months. As soon as I saw him I
started to obsess. He said to me and started to
introduce me as "like his little brother". Honestly
that meant A LOT. This is not the first time I have felt
this way and intense about someone I have just met.
There was someone I only knew for a week.