I'll be travelling to Athens on Tuesday to stay for vacation with a friend. Honestly, I was really excited since for 2-3 years my anxiety peaked greatly due to me having to live with my mother(who was NOT happy about my trip and proceeded to interrogate me and ended up having a fight with her while she screamed at me and called me things). 


Tomorrow i gotta go shopping for my trip, but I'm getting extremely anxious about it. I should be excited so why did my anxiety decided to peak yet again like that??