It’s happening. Halloween leads to Thanksgiving, then Thanksgiving leads to Christmas. The earlier parts of the year I’m waiting in line for this roller coaster, and now I’m about to get on and I can feel my heart race. I know it’s a good thing to spend time with family, enjoy good food, and have traditional encounters with society. Rollercoasters are supposed to be fun. 
Still anxiety has me wanting to burn the whole thing down. Everybody get off the ride, get out of the park, leave your prizes behind… I’m burning down the carnival. If you try to stick around you’re only spending energy trying to put out a controlled burn. 
In other news, might be in the market for a counselor/fireman. 
Who’s your favorite online counselor these days?