I get it ya know, the whole point of life is the journey. But some days I'm just so bored of everything and how repetitive life actually is that I just don't see the point. Life can change, things can change (that's probably why I still keep going, that and my family) but I just get so tired of it all. Besides family and the chance of getting ahead in life. I really dont see the point whatsoever. Even if I do get ahead in life (get a good job) what have you. What do I do then? 

I don't live in the moment... the joys of life just doesn't exist in my mind anymore.