Hi. I have anxiety disorder for last 10 years. Last 5,6 years my day to day life is feeling like im in a movie or in some rpg game. Of course with my mind i understand what is happening- its derealization/depersonalization. But i dont have any moments when i dont feel like this. This feeling is from time when i wake up till time when i fall asleep.
Only time when i can escape those feelings are when im actually watching some movie or playing some game. I remember life before when i didnt feel like that ,and i know that its different. If i would live like this all my life i wouldnt notice that something is not right, but i have a time what to compere it against. I miss that time. I learned to live with that. I tried medication, antidepressants, psychology, meditation,exercise, everything... the worst feelings are in the places where i dont wnt to be ,like in a job or in a situation where i dont feel comfortable. All my other anxiety symptoms you can read here:  https://anxietyoff.com/threads/my-anxiety-symptoms.1/