I was a mess last semester and was hoping to get my life together over winter break. Sadly, that didn’t happen and I’m still struggling super hard with my mental health. I know I should take this semester off but if I stay home I’ll probably just get even more depressed since the environment isn’t that healthy.  I’m going back to campus tomorrow and I don’t feel ready at all.  Sorry this is really choppy but basically I’m freaking out and don’t know how I am going to survive.