I've been posting occasionally and commenting a lot here a couple of months now under a couple of different usernames but no throwaways and I'd started feeling at home and like people here understand.

Over the last couple of weeks a few things have happened that have made me feel not welcome here any more, including my posts being downvoted (I can't even see that option, I didn't know we had it, so it really sucks) and being given advice I've taken really badly.

I'm at a really low point in my life right now and I don't know how to cope with feeling rejected by an entire sub. I know most of you don't know me and had nothing to do with this and I'm sorry but that's how I'm feeling. I've been panicking and crying on and off the last few hours because I was terrified to say anything but being out of therapy and getting no help at the moment this sub was kinda like a support group for me and now it's gone. I don't know how to deal with that.

I'll probably just delete this but I guess I just wanted to complain to someone because I'm really hurt and I don't know what to do. Sorry.