I feel very lonely and whenever I wake up I get that feeling and I feel so heavy. I treat people with kindness and most of time I am never rude. Still I don't have any close connection with any of my friends. I don't know how to reach out to my friends and talk stuff because most of time I don't feel safe saying things to them. I have tried to keep myself busy with various things but this feeling never goes away. I see other people with their friends and I feel happy for them and also I feel very lonely. I don't have anyone who share similar values as mine. It is getting really difficult now.