I'm exhausted with people abandoning me, so I basically just don't talk to anybody (except occasionally my wife) about my emotions. It's nice knowing nobody's going to disappoint or betray me anymore, but I kinda don't have any friends anymore. I wish I had somebody I could talk to about music and anime and video games, but I know if I found somebody, eventually I'd just overshare and then develop abandonment anxiety. Fml.