It all started my sophomore year of High School when I slowly started to become depressed. Come my senior year of high school I was very depressed. I was very good at the sport I played and everyone said that I would go D1 and I knew I could have too, but I quit playing after the season because it added to my depression. I also started to gain weight and my grades fell. Later on, now in college I can't seem to do anything. My grades are not good, I distance myself from my friends and don't feel like doing anything. I don't know what to do. Every time I think about what I could have been if I kept playing my sport but its all just wishful thinking. Im lost.