So there's someone at work I don't really think of that often because I consider them much more attractive to me so I kind of felt my interest in her was always irrelevant. So this prevented me growing any actual feelings for her. A girl I *did* have feelings for I never blush over because I would think of her *all the time* so in a sort of way it was a preventing mechanism. somehow..

Anyway, I work with this girl a lot and probably a lot more now. We both do the same job similarly enough and get on well enough.. I can't tell or really gauge how she feels about me, I don't know if she likes working with me or even many of us tbh if they are not best friends etc. Which I guess is pretty normal for women in a working environment I'd imagine, at least that's how I'd feel if that were me. I don't take it personally either way.

But I can't help notice that when we talk I hate it but I have a habit of staring in her eyes and she kind of does the same in return. Sometimes when I initiate her full attention will be on me, but around others if I am there she'll completely blank me or it would look like she would be annoyed, but then seconds later I'd talk to her and she'd kind of sound all chirpy. 

I would also see her a lot when I was in and she wasn't. Like almost every week. At first I didn't notice then after a while it felt a little strange. Not creepy just strange. Reason being it's not often I get someone that likes me back so I find it nice if I get attention like that rather than creepy; but naturally most would find this off putting but I think we all do creepy things at times so... you can definitely make allowances considering your own behaviour.

So I want to stop blushing around her so I can continue being friendly with her and work well with her; but is there any clues I could look out for more incase she does like me? Bare in mind she is really out of my league. She has remembered stuff about me in conversation before; and done some stuff I picked up on but I always believe in actions over words and if they don't seem to want to initiate romantic intent towards me I always usually write them off at this point.

I'm so lost with how to date or show attraction without being creepy I just wish I knew how to show my affection in a non creepy way, like you know, without it being out in the ordinary or weird too. :S Help a guy out ;(