Today I decided to go to the ER and arrange an appointment with a psychiatrist. The whole process was super smooth from talking to the ER nurses to the psychiatric nurse and finally the doctor. 


Left with an appointment for next thursday (could have been this thursday but I need to give my work more than 2 days notice for an appointment!) and I'm excited to finally talk to a professional and get an official diagnosis. The psychiatric nurse asked me questions that very much relate to BPD or Bipolar disorder so that kinda confirms my suspicions of what I have...


Anyways wish me luck!