I’m texting a guy, he is so sweet to me. We’ve been talking for months now after we met at a club. he is so into me and we give each other the same energy. I feel so attached to him already. He planned a date and he is even writing me a song…

However I saw this girl’s profile on Instagram that he follows and he likes all of her pictures, the pictures are of her being provocative and of her ass. 
The last one she posted was yesterday and of course he liked it. 
And to top it off she also has BPD. her last caption mentioned bpd. 
and that makes me think- if we go far, and I eventually have to tel him I suffer from BPD he’s gonna think of her. Bc she talks about having BPD on her profile. 
Ew. Is it crazy that I hate that she has it because it’s something I have it???

This makes me so sad, I feel everything falling apart, it only takes this for me to go into self-destructive mode. I’m crying so badly. 

He messaged me today and after seeing that I really feel disgusted. I don’t want to talk to him. I hate him now. currently. I’m so sad because I wanted to work things out, I rarely find someone I really like and see a potential relationship with. 

Please, tell me, how would you feel if this was you, and my question is should I stop talking to him or give him a chance?