So, I recently graduated this past autumn and did not want my family to initially come. I didn't feel anything about graduating but I mean it was an accomplishment, was only two hours so I told them they could come but not to bring me flowers or anything. They came, I walked, took pictures, went home, slept, and did not look back. This is just one example of what life has been like lately, I had therapy during school and they mentioned that I might have depression, but they did not dive back into it. I  have been looking for other therapists, but have not found any luck yet. 

I guess the point of this post is to ask you guys, has anything helped, I just feel so empty, and living with my parents and siblings just worsens the problem. In the past six years, I have had all my friends walk out of my life slowly and I have become used to being alone. I feel like there is way more to life but this constant state of mind, I am in, is not good for me.