Gaining weight, 12 pm and still haven’t brushed teeth... I was hoping my mom coming home would improve things but it has not. We started fighting right away. My mental health is still making it hard for me to stay afloat. I wish I was mentally healthy enough to go jogging, volunteer a bit, clean house, spend time with family… I miss my friends, relatives. I miss being higher functioning, happier… right now my delusions have been taking over more and more and I’m losing my mental autonomy... My main joys are eating and resting.