I’m on lamictal and have been for a few months. At first I thought it was working, but then situations happened and I spiraled out for days and weeks at a time, both sobbing in the shower then next day feeling fine then a few hours later getting super down. 


My fear is that any meds won’t work because I don’t have the friend and family support one needs to recover. I just have my therapist and meds. I have animals and live alone in the woods because and I moved here as a last ditch effort to get better. 

Small things trigger me. A friend and his brother camping, triggers me to realizing I will never have that my family is so dis functional. I don’t have many friends either and the few I have left have watched me writhe and ignore plights to visit me so I have trust issues. I live alone in a cabin in the woods. 

Due to me being in a state where even small things trigger me, will any meds actually work? Really seeking help from anyone who has found things that work. thank you