I don't know where to start my husband was diagnosed with agoraphobia panic disorder and anxiety I have severe in general anxiety and depression and we have two kids I work full time as a manager which is very stressful and I do everything I'm not sleeping well anymore because I have to get up at 3:00 in the morning to go to work he doesn't drive he stays home I considered getting it at home job and I am interviewing for one but that just adds more stress to my plate I want to cry and scream all the time over everything I'm living off caffeine and energy bars because I don't have the energy to sit down and make myself food he will cook if I ask and he does the bare minimum most of the time he does do other things nice things tucks me and Tucks the kids in but then he tells me that he can't remember anything so I have to write it down I have to write lists for him to do around the house if I want anything done I also have to do all the bills all the finances everything is in my name I don't know what to do I don't know what to do I don't know what to do and all I want to do is sleep right now because I just want this to be over I just want everything to stop I don't want to kill myself I have no interest in that I have children to take care of and I love them too much to leave them but I've lost my joy I've lost my reasons besides them I have no friends except for my family because I have no time and I knew somebody on here might understand what I'm going through he has no family locally I do and the ones I've talked to they listen to me moan and complain and sometimes cry but really what can they do if I don't want to make a decision he has nothing and I love him and I just don't know what to do anymore thank you for listening to me vent