This entire year I just feel like I can’t keep up. It’s seemed like everyone around me is running a million miles an hour and I’m just still here, stuck, waiting for someone to remember I’m here. 

It started with a big breakup in Feb, then a restructure at work. Then my best friend had a baby and we went into a 4 month lockdown where I couldn’t see friends or family. Then  I started a new job in lockdown and my other best friends announced they’re pregnant. 

Yesterday my older sister told my family she’s having a baby and getting married, just a few weeks after my family sold our family home of 30 years. 

I’m about to turn 30 in Jan and I feel like
I just easily slip out of everyone’s lives. Everyone’s moving forward and I’m just here, internally drowning. 

Does anyone else feel like this?