Im on Lamotrigine. Anyone have experience with it?

My urge to rage is gone, but it took away my urge to do much at all. In some ways I feel more at peace, but it's because I'm resolved to a life that will never improve. Best case, it won't get worse....that's all I can hope for anymore. I'm either depressed or this is what contentment looks like. Does that make sense?

If the price for not getting frustrated with my husband is to never feel bliss again, I'll pay it.

Just feels like I'm already dead.

