So, I quit meds a year back and been (mostly) fine. Was worrying about the future a lot though: tons of 'what ifs' , health worries, disability worries, etc. Wasn't living in the moment enough. But the psychosis had mostly stayed away, except for a few brief flareups after tons of stress (mostly triggered by relationships due to trauma)

But after reading the stories on this sub for a few months, I realized that psychosis can come back at anytime. I can't keep expecting things to stay stable forever: they may, they may not. All I can affect atm is the now though. So I'll try to just...enjoy life and not worry too much about my hygiene issues and memory issues atm.

Anyway, thanks sub. I appreciate it