It feels like there's a jolting metal rod in my torso. It's very uncomfortable. I'm being stalked by an insanely terrible piece of shit I knew in high school. I think he has something to do with this but I don't know how to prove it to anyone. The voices still laugh at me being tortured and the guy stalking me talks the most in my mind. I also remembered something from the first slipknot album. At the end of the last song there's an audio clip of what I thought was someone geeking out to scat porn but it is in fact someone force feeding another person shit as torture. I might delete this later but things are pretty dark for me right now but what can I do? Also my sister and brother are definitely involved with this. They always mock me for having so many problems but now I know they are involved with this mind control torture shit. It's so fucked up.