I have a bad habit of venting about my life on my Facebook. Mostly on my page. I don't have anybody to talk to I don't talk to my family do the complications of not getting along with them. And I don't have any friends. I can't afford a therapist. So when people add me they immediately unfollow me because of all the depressing stuff I post on my Facebook. It's mostly about me being alone. Feeling ugly and unloved especially since I haven't been in a relationship in the years.

I get tired of people telling me to be patient. I get tired of people telling me to get hobbies despite the fact that I have a lot of hobbies. I get tired of people telling me that I'm not going out enough when I don't always stay in the house. But I have that problem a lot chasing people away due to my depression. No one wants to stay around me long.