I was entering a art competition for laptop cover and prize was a really good laptop, I am sure I would win I did a whole painting and other entries were more like 20 minute sketches only. However I got the UTC+8 time confused, when i search the time I think I wrote UTC and then i sent it last day 4 hours late. I think they didn't accept it. If I enter and didn't win all good but the fact I had such a good chance to most likely win and I really needed this prize so bad I needed a creative laptop to help my work.  I am just angry at myself and hate myself and depressed over fact I sent it 4 hours late, and this competition was open for over a month. I literally had so much time to upload my entries, I even made a few extra. Even last day why did i not upload my main entry and work on other entry to submit. I think I must be stupid to just send it last moment, I could of sent them 1 by 1 and had them done 3 weeks before close date even, I should of set my priorities. 

Over this whole mistake I just feel like im stupid, and pathetic like what is wrong with me, and I miss out on a opportunity. I know I need to work on time management better but I kind help this anxiesty and depression I have now. I cant sleep or focus at moment.

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Short Story: I failed to enter a contest on time I could of won a good laptop I needed, I submitted it late 4 hours and took me 4 days to make. Feel super depressed like I am so stupid.