I've had an (unhealthy) obsession with my FP, and a few months ago he cut me off cold turkey. Will not speak to me, look at me, acknowledge me as a person, anything. But today, he did.

It was brief, very brief. I see him all the time because we are in many classes together, but no interaction. Except today we had an exam, and I accidentally was sitting in the wrong place. He looked me right in the eye to inform me that I was, and it wasn't mean. He had a slight edge of humor, but only a bit. It was neutral from what I could tell.

After months of tears and anger and so much else from the lack of being treated like a person, he performed one simple gesture that has completely confounded me and I'm trying not to have a breakdown. What the hell?