I've always been anxious about food after a period in my 20s when we were poor &amp; I went hungry.  I'm  now disabled and homebound and the only way I can get food is via delivery.  And about every 5th or even 4th delivery they deliver to the wrong place.  

It doesn't help that I order from a company that has bad inventory issues -- often out of things I need, even pre-COVID.  And it also doesn't help that I'm a diabetic on insulin and have to plan meals carefully, so running out of things makes it hard.  I plan meals and order every other week, pay huge amounts in tips to make sure someone will deliver my order, and still don't get my food.  Note:  I'm *not* starving, but having to juggle and jury-rig scares me.

I just had someone offer to take me to shop and then cancel.  Then I ordered, but the order went to the wrong building.  I've now ordered again but they probably won't have what I need when the order is shopped tomorrow, and they may deliver to the wrong place again.  I have no other way to get food and I'm about ready to cry.  Every time something makes it hard for me to get food I get scared all over again.  

I Just needed to tell this to people who may understand.  Thanks.