I am so incredibly fucking lazy its so unreal. I got a good job this September and have wasted it away doing fuck all at home (Work from home). I do nothing for fun, I have no hobbies, I cannot imagine myself managing a relationship, kids, house, chores, being a valuable member of a job and not getting fired eventually, etc, etc. I am just a complete waste of a life fr jesus fucking christ, man. It's been like this for years I just cant help it, I have ambitions but I cant make myself put effort into ANYTHING.

Even if I want to do something, the effort required just turns me off completely. I quit everything before seeing it through.