No matter how hard I try or how hard I work I never feel like I'm good enough. I fail at school and fail at work and I fail at home. What good am I to anyone if I cant keep my own shit together? What good am I to the people I love if my shortcoming keep bringing them down? The thought of just running away and disappearing out of everyone's lives is begging to be set free and lately I'm starting to agree. Everyone I love would be better off with me anyway..