Hi, I'm a BPD and bipolar teenager and I always seem to find that people have a hidden agenda with me. I have a hard time just making friends as people always seem to want more from me. I also have a hard time saying no to people because I want comfort and companionship from people as I always feel alone. I'm sure people call me a player because I never say no but I just want a friend but people always want more. I find it hard to also stay in a steady romantic relationship and feel complete with multiple people which makes me wonder if I should be in a polyamorous relationship. however, nobody around me sees this as acceptable. I'm wondering if this has ever happened to any other person or if it's just me thing. I'm aware that people with BPD form funky relationships with people or have trouble holding relationships and that's always been the case for me.