I spent the entire summer in my house, getting ready, doing my job, watching vlogs of people traveling, gaming and then going off to bed, this is my routine 365 days. 

Recently I wanted to make a trip, had money, time and energy as well, but none to go with. I just had 1 relationship with a girl before! JUST 1! 

At this moment I'm waiting to die everyday than living everyday, imagine none in your life, my previous girlfriend broke me with me 8 months back. I just can't live alone. I don't know how to cope.