I’ve had really bad anxiety for years. But this last years it’s gotten worse. It’s to the point where I can’t sleep at night. I lay in bed until 3am every night stressing on made up situations in my head. Like “what if this happens” it’s preventing me from living a normal happy life. I have a wife and a kid that deserve me at my best and I feel guilty for being to anxious to be fully present. So I made an appointment with a doctor on Tuesday. But I’m already anxious about the visit. I don’t know what to ask him for or how to ask? I don’t want them to think I’m trying to abuse whatever they give me. I’ve never been prescribed any anxiety medication so I’m not sure what to expect. My cousins intel from their dads side mentioned I should ask about klonopin but I just feel like the doctors going to tell me no. This feeling sucks. It’s to the point anxiety really is ruining my life. It keeps me holed up in my house avoiding anyone and anything because I just get to anxious. Any tips or ideas? I’m not looking for the highest dose or whatever I just want to feel normal and happy. Thanks for reading.