Hi everyone, im writing this because im literally going insane and I can’t stand this situation even if im truly in love with my boyfriend.Im 19 years old and I was diagnosed with bpd almost last year. My boyfriend and I have been together for two years, I have never loved anyone like him:he’s my boyfriend and my bestfriend and we’re living together. Unfortunately with my bpd the main problem is the fear of being abandoned or rejected and the constant need for validation and attention: the “supreme” action I can do to feel good about myself 100% is having sex with him. Sex with him has always been incredible (and to specify to feel validated I can also give him head without receving anything) but for some reasons that I really can’t understand in this months his sexual desire has practically disappeared.Every time I find the courage to talk to him about it and I express my disappointment about the situation he becomes aggressive and replies that he loves me even if from that point of view it is not going that good.I really don’t know what to do anymore,my bpd doesn’t allow me to understand if he still likes me or not, i spend my days just thinking “oh ari you sucks that’s why he doesn’t want to have sex with you”.So has anyone of u experienced this kinda of situation?How can I manage it?