So, this is very embarrassing for me to admit or talk about. But. I don’t know where to go for help. My psychiatrist and therapist aren’t much help. They both left me after I told them this. 

When I’m manic, I shoplift or overspend money. One of the two. Recently, I got arrested for shoplifting 6 times while manic. I just don’t know what to do. How do I talk to my lawyer about this? What do I do? I’m facing a month in jail for each count, so 6 months in jail. But I’m terrified of jail because I heard that sometimes they yank your psych meds. I’m also a sexual assault survivor, and this is a large fear of mine. I’m still really manic and confused. Help me please