I may not have the hardest life in this universe... But I'm not thankful with the life I have.

It's kinda hard to explain out my problems to a therapist.

I probably have anxiety, depression, personality disorder and many other mental illnesses.

I have also kinda faked depression for attention.

No one actually likes me for me.. tbh no one in this world likes you for you. They like you for ur face, reputation, fame.

I don't like myself much either.

All I have is unconditional love of my family, but I don't like being with any of them.... I don't wanna be alone either. 

I was happy with that non-existent void in my life, but two stupid mf had to have intentional sex to have a son but I was the outcome (I'm a girl)  ;)

Why are politicians even caring about low birth rates? It's better to be not born than to work under these filthy asses. 

Now all my life I've to do a dumb job, so I could pay my rent and feed myself.

Please don't ask me to kill myself, I will only go for it if someone's providing me euthanasia drug or access to the suicide booth they've newly made.

I'm scared of killing myself, especially if I have to stab myself or choke myself. I can't even imagine that feeling-

Please future aspirants and politicians taht are gonna rule this world, if you're reading this...please provide resources of painless death to everyone.

One should die with dignity please 🙏