  I'm not sure what I'm looking for with this post. I just don't understand humans or the concept of being friends. I either straight up hate people or I just have no interest in them. I feel like everyone is the same and I've already met everybody, if you get what I mean. I know this perspective is wrong but every interaction I have is just fake small talk, and it's so hard to muscle my way past that to get to anything real. I just don't conect with others and I don't feel like I'm missing out on anything by being alone. I don't get lonely because I have lots of creative projects I work on and like I said, I don't feel like I'm missing out on anything by not spending time with people. 

I have had friends in the past, good ones even, but I couldn't fathom that now. The only people I like hanging out with are guys I'm in bands with but theyre not my capital f friends, ya know? 

Is this really unhealthy? I like the idea of having a friend, but the people I meet just bore me.