I can’t tell tbh. I have experienced hallucinations before but I can’t tell if this specific instant was a hallucination or not. 

Basically, I think I hallucinated my REAL friends who were PHYSICALLY with me say things that were NOT *actually* said. 

I have BPD and psychosis/paranoia as a result and if this was actually a hallucination, then it’s probably a result of my severe paranoia about my friends having ill intentions towards me. 

The thing is the things they “said” were a contradiction to their real actions and I was already pretty dissociated so I wouldn’t be surprised if I made up the whole conversation in my head since I wasn’t a part of the conversation, just listening to it. It did end up triggering a pretty severe BPD episode.