Could weed use trigger schizophrenia? (I already got symtoms at age 4, folowing tea use)
I believe tea (caffeine use)could trigger mania to me. 

Last time I was like normal was at age 3

My thoughts are disorganised, I cant recall anything, got hypochondria, believe I was gifted.

Is talking to oneself a good cope? Because my thoughts are in disorder so Ive got no options than to talk to myself

Also since smoking weed I got mania symtoms like difficult being oneself,cannot concentrate,obesed with meditation,lower iq,etc