Everytime I see myself in the mirror I feel sick. I also feel sick when I think about other people looking at me. I cry all the time and it makes me feel pathetic. I can't make friends really because it just feels bad regardless. If they pay attention to me I get sick from anxiety and when they dont I get depressed as hell. I wanna give up. I really do, but I can't hurt my family. I'm just trying to stay afloat but I don't want to live like this.