My one bra doesn’t fit. My mom bought me two and one fits and I like it the other has straps that are too far apart. And now I feel guilty that I didn’t catch that in the dressing room.


The next was I almost had a panic attack in the back of staples. Again with my mom. She wouldn’t stop talking and showing me school supplies and pointing out a bunch of different stuff. I finally snapped and then she’s off again at dinner about how there was too many options. Yes, but constant talking stresses me out. 


My sister is the automatic bomb button. Anytime she speaks I could blow up. I’m usually in conversations when she buts in and then I can’t handle the two different voices. She stutters a lot and my adhd makes me loose my marvels as she’ll repeat the same thing over na diver and then I’m irritated because she can’t spit it out. I stutter too but not as bad. And then I get really stressed and ignore her because I’m in need of constant stimulation. 


I hate being so anxious and so prone to being overstimulated and I tend to yell or be harsh unintentionally. :/