Im 23/F. I just want myself back. The one who's got it altogether. I used to multitask before. I was excellent. I was a people pleaser, and I really see their expectations. Was also a perfect daughter with good grades. Responsible. I was so enthusiastic and dreamed big.

Now im just.. fat and tired all the time. I find everything so tiring. Studying seems pointless. I want something new but at the same time, I have anxiety. I wanna be brave and independent but at the same time, I find comfort depending on people. I know, I suck. And I'm stuck.

 I don't know where my story leads. All I know is this is not me. It seems like I dont have life in my eyes anymore.