I've been in such a rut lately but this week I have been feeling good. Today I had a really good day. I was feeling good at work, productive, focused, and occupied. I even went out to eat afterwards to give myself a little treat and have some fun. 

I work a second job in the evenings and communicated with my manager about the project and asked if the project files had come in yet. Well it turns out I had misread the previous conversation about the files and I was the one who was supposed to reach out for them all along. I was super upbeat in the conversation at first before I realized their tone was a little short and irritated or frustrated. I feel really stupid and it completely ruined the good mood I was in. 

I'm really disappointed in myself and almost feel like it's better when I am in a low mood because I usually don't end up missing things from moving or thinking too quickly like I did about this. I wish something like this didn't have such an impact on me.