Long story short, I was sick and thought it was something else, spent a week in and out of doctors just to be told I’m fine, and just recently got blood work done to rule everything out. Results came in and were nearly perfect, with a few things that weren’t normal but were fine, mainly because of diet. 
Doctor never said it directly, but I assumed he was ready to talk about anxiety, as it was one of the things he brought up while talking about what could be going on. During my follow up for the blood work all he did was prescribe me 3mg melatonin and sent me on my way. Just about an hour ago my mom told me my follow up was on Friday, and I thought nothing much of it… until just now.
Ive been going out way more lately (mainly walking, but I try running as much as I physically can) so I’ve been super sore, today being the day I decide to take a break because I’m physically hurting from it. Being uncomfortable has kind of kept me on edge, and my anxiety is sparking up again. I thought about bringing it up, but ive never talked face to face with someone about mental health since I was a kid, and that was only because I was forced into therapy. Didn’t last long. I don’t feel it now, but I’m sure I’m gonna be terrified to go when the time comes. I don’t know what to do and I fear talking to him, especially in front of my mom. Love the guy, sweetest doctor I’ve had, just terrified of talking