I spent the weekend with family from out of town. The entire time I was stuck in my head; I told myself I was not able to connect with others because my social skills are shit. I noticed this at least a year ago. I have trouble connecting with others and I suck at conversation. I ask simple questions and respond with “that’s cool!” or “nice” 95% of the time. I think I can feel others sensing that I’m “crazy.” I was withdrawn around my family and I could feel that I made them uncomfortable. I’ve noticed that people around me have been talking about other people and how crazy they are. I take it personally, like they’re hinting at me. Can people see it in my eyes? Can they feel it? I’m not stupid when it comes to feeling energy and vibes. I’m looking for someone to connect with, I feel very alone and lost.