Specifically, my relationship with my boyfriend of four years. It came to a boiling point tonight, where I told him I felt that he didn’t care for me and unloved and he told me that I’ve just been angry at him and his friends and family. Like... it fucking killed me, but he’s not wrong. I’ve been so wonky lately with bpd, I’ve been struggling with my self image alooot and regulating my emotions.
I’m just so rocked right now. I’m considering going to rehab on Monday for bpd treatment. I’ve never done anything like that, but I feel so completely out of control and lost.

Has anyone done an inpatient program for bpd? I’d love to hear how it went. 