My BFF still hasn’t contacted me since leaving for Vegas on Sunday. We’re in the process of moving into the new house. Lighting in the kitchen and living room are really nice. I have yet to get a new client for peer coaching. This is just my delusion but it feels like people unanimously agree that one of my friends is a really good person because of how much she loves me. I don’t really understand it, though, since she doesn’t talk to me much and idk what she likes about me. I feel like whether or not I like her back depends on knowing more about her. It’s not directed at her but sometimes it feels like people like you because they think you have a good heart or you have some ability and I don’t feel that that is enough reason. I don’t know if she just has fantasies and is projecting them on me and I feel like I also want to see the magic/truth behind it. Anyways, our new house has really good lighting. I‘m still trying to get used to my BFF not being around and it sometimes feels like I need to know more.