i know my ex has aspd i obsess about him. i have another bf but my ex is still there. i am very afraid of him. he compliments me in front of others ( but dehumanizing). i want to tell him i need him, but he'll hurt me eventually. i'm losing it rn!! i'm idealizing him so bad i miss him. i miss him. i thought he was evil but i miss him. i want him back.