So recently I posted about how I'm actually doing really well in quarantine, but a new problem has surfaced. I haven't had a fp in a few months and didn't have one when quarantine started. Now I'm obviously not leaving the house or meeting new people. But I have a desperate urge lately to have a fp again because I miss the emotions that come with it, even though I know it's actually horrible and drives me insane and ends badly. 

Honestly, I'm just BORED. Nothing to look forward to, no drama in my life happening. I know it's good there's no drama, but I still crave it, even though I know once drama starts again I'll wish that I had no drama in my life. Ugh!

I've become totally obsessed with a TV show character as a way to cope, because my need to obsess over someone has to go somewhere. So far that's been helping and it's definitely a lot healthier than obsessing over a real person. Anyone have any other tips about how to not feel so bored or how to satisfy this dumb craving for drama? (Please don't tell me to find a new hobby or try something new because I've already tried that - this is a people-related obsession/drama that I'm craving.) Thanks!