i hate feeling like this… i become extremely obsessed with people based on 1-2 conversations… for the past couple of weeks i have been crushing on this girl and my best friend has gotten closer to her and it made me so mad, why not me? why am i so jealous over something so simple… i wish she would talk to me more, my best friend today also made new friends and i got so jealous, it feels like she has forgotten about me and doesn’t care about me.. i hate feeling this way, i don’t want to get jealous over such stuff or become so infatuated with someone to the point where my happiness depends on them… i found out she had a s/o and i started crying so hard, i hate this so bad.. i know i’m not a bad person or toxic but it sucks to feel like this and nobody else understands