I was an absolute mess until I stumbled upon a definition for bpd and eventually found this sub. I identified with it immediately and while I'm too scared to get a formal diagnosis (I know, I should) I'm virtually certain I have it and reading all your stories has helped me become aware of what's happening inside my brain. You guys are all strong as fuck and having such a free and open place was unimaginable to me a year ago. Thank you!