I am at uni now. Sleeping on a mattress with a towel as a blanket and a t-shirt for a pillow because my fucking student loan is taking a fucking decade to come. I got no friends here. Literally all alone. I can't even shower to be clean because my flatmates are in it fucking 24/7. To top it off my bf messages me saying 90% of time I make him stressed. That's meant to be the person I love and all I do is fucking ruin them. I'm so sick of it. I'm sick of everything. Ny body hurts so fucking bad all the time. What the fuck. I feel sick.