i’ve always felt like i needed validation from someone to prove that i’m “worth it”. recently it’s come in the form of snapping random men in my area i have mutuals w  just to feel pretty. they block me immediately after i send photos of myself &amp; i’m sure they screenshot them and send it all to their friends but in my head sending these photos is what is necessary to make them love me. nearly all of these guys are douchebags and i truly don’t understand why i want them to like me, i just do. i don’t know how to stop, every time i quit i feel lonely again and go back to the same routine and in the end i always feel disgusted with myself.