Sorry if you see me posting about the same thing a lot.. just looking for hope. i spend most of my days scouring these forums looking for my recovery posts

its been 7 months since my mania that lasted 5 months and the last 2 months consisted of psychosis. since then, ive been dealing with the weirdest symptoms that seem like theyll never go away. 
the weirdest and most frustrating symptom is that i feel disconnected to my speech and i have a harder time getting my words out. hearing my own voice makes me uncomfortable. 
other symptoms include:
-worsened cognition / BRAIN FOG
- mild head pressure
-blank mind
-anhedonia
-loss of personality. 
-speaking a lot less than i used to, and when i do talk it’s very monotone
-no emotional attachment to much

I’ve been losing a lot of hope, constantly worrying that ill never get any of that back. If you’ve ever dealt with this following a manic episode, and came out of it and GOT YOUR PERSONALITY BACK, please comment as it would give me some much needed hope that this torture eventually ends….