Basically the title. When it comes to playing things like Chess or Dominion rated online, or even just friendly games on Board Game Arena, I physically can't click the matchmaking button. I'm too worried about what the other person will think of me when I play. This doesn't happen when I play against people I know, like for example I played in a Dominion tournament and had no trouble there, only because I had some sense that I 'knew' the person I was playing against. It only happens with random matchmaking, and it's really frustrating.