So I’ve been trying to be behaved so I can go on a trip with my friends in a few weeks, my mom and I live with roommates, a lady and her 10 yr old son. I was having an annoying day as it was just feeling frustrated, but when I came home to find an art price of mine ripped up, I went a little overboard and proceeded to freak the fuck out on every one and have a two hour long episode outside in my front yard.

It was a lot I agree, but it wasn’t surprising I tend to have episodes periodically, the thing is it ended with me being grounded for causing a scene, I tried explaining that I had little control over the situation but was ignored.

I know it’s not a gigantic deal but I just feel so depressed lately and was really hoping the trip would help, the past few months have been a onslot of let’s downs.

I was arrested and put on parole

My cat went missing a few weeks ago

I’ve been screamed at nearly every second of the past two weeks despite my best efforts to try and get along with my mom.

I feel like everything’s just going down the drain