Title pretty much says it all. I (m22) had a really BIG falling out with my best friends I’ve been close with since I was 7 years old. Our friendship didn’t end as poorly as it could have as I just kept to myself and moved on for the sake of not creating drama. I struggle with anxiety as is and have been on SSRI’s for 6 years now. Since this happened with my friends back in august, everyday I feel like I’m suffocating/drowning and just so exhausted, especially at work. I feel like I’m watching myself go through life in third person. Ive deleted all social media (excluding Reddit), I’ve been out of contact with them, I’ve seen my psychiatrist since and am yet to make any progress towards getting better. I just want to feel like a real person again, any advice is appreciated, thank you