The last two and a half years consisted of depression, Mania, psychosis, constant medication changes and hospital stays. I struggled with an eating disorder for five years before that. 

Iam almost 20 years old and just started working my first part time job. Obviously I haven’t been able to move out, save money or be in a committed relationship. I have no idea where I’m going in life and if I’m even stable enough to life on my one, start college or travel.

All my friends are almost ten years older and even the one my age have all „started“ life. I feel like I’m not where I’m supposed to be or where I could be, like I’m not only in a standstill but also wasting my time potential.