basically title. im 14, have been really depressed since the start of 2022, to the point i tried killing myself in june
around may i got caught drinking and smoking weed by my parents and told them about my depression. they sent me to the public healthcare's psychiatrist (i live in Spain) and he gave me some antidepressant, and scheduled me for a check every 2 months. i also went to a private therapy session once every two weeks, and they took my meds as they said i dont need them. Next week i have to go to the psychiatrist and im still pretty bad. still regularly drink because its one of the few things that keeps me alive.