I 23M had unprotected sex a few years ago with a guy, and then a few years later with another guy but used protection. 
I’m really worried that that one time meant that I have HIV. I have since had Hepatitis, I’m not sure how I got it as my doctor didn’t explain how I likely picked it up, but from what I’ve ready people who get Hepatitis often have HIV and that getting a positive hep test is the first indicator for HIV. 

I can’t get a test until the middle of January now and my anxiety is through the roof. I just can’t imagine what life will be like being HIV+. I have a long-term partner of 3 years who is immune suppressed due to chronic illness so we could no longer be together in case I passed it on. 

I’m so worried.