Happiness inside of Sadness
Clouds of grey in mazes of madness

I find myself alone
And when earth just doesn’t feel like home 
I roam into a zone of grey 

Whistling winds, and napalm skies 
My brain commences rain that reach my eyes.

Dear Depression. 

I wish you knew the pain you caused 
The lessons you teach that scheme me towards my next fall 
I know your teaching me, most of all, 
I love you for hating me. 
Does that make sense? 

Dear Depression,

I want you to go away forever 
I’m sorry for the mean gesture 

Look at me.
Apologizing for who I am 
And nobody would care to understand. 

Regardless of their words of encouragement 
I find myself… with only myself. 

Dear Depression.. 

I’ll be right here standing on my two feet

Knowing you’ll come crawling back just to take advantage of me.