My(19) whole life i've been anxious and it's only gotten worse.I really don't know how to talk to people now and when I try I can hardly look them in the eye.I struggle with phone calls or talking to people in general because i'm just so anxious.I don't know how i'm going to do things an adult should do.Like get a job, drive a car, go to college.The thoughts of doing any of those things scares me and I feel it's unachievable due to the fact I can barely utter out sentences to strangers.I feel like a child.I feel like a failure.I feel weak and emotional.I'm an embarrassment.This is just too much sometimes and it's draining to be so scared. I just need to get over this and stop acting like a kid I guess.