My fiancé keeps getting onto me about how I don’t go out at all and I just stay home but that’s where I feel the most comfortable. Plus I’m a full time college student. I have bad trust issues ( partially from anxiety, other from life experiences) and definitely feel safer only trusting and hanging out with a small number of people that are closest to me. I tend to only want to be with my family and maybe a friend here and there rarely. He makes me feel bad and feel like a loser but at this point I’m almost 25 and I just wanna do what makes me happy and accomplish my goals. “Going out” isn’t a big deal to me anymore.