hi guys so me and my partner‘s relationship has been a little bit turbulent for the last nine months but he is the most kind and compassionate man I’ve ever met and he’s been very patient.  However knowing how this illness ruins interpersonal relationships it’s been difficult for us it’s been difficult for him as well and a person can only be so patient my fear of abandonment my fear of rejection really consumes me. And it must be so tiring for him I really feel for him there are times in our relationship that I’m not proud of. I went to go get psychiatric help for a few weeks and he said that he wanted to try a relationship one last time but I feel like I should just let him go why not and end “happily”. My bpd will stay with me and I don’t think things will change in a way he would want too and I rather just not do this relationship again. Fear of it being a mess and ending in a disaster. Anyone else been thru this ?