Because of my anxiety I feel like I can’t do the simple things everyone else does, I’ve been fired from 2 jobs because of my anxiety holding me back and I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m 18 years old so there’s not many jobs I can get that are not retail or waitressing, and especially because of where I live and covid non retail jobs are really hard To come by. Whenever I get anxious my head gets foggy and everything I’ve known about numbers goes out my head. Even basic preschool math. It’s super embarrassing and if someone even asked me what the date of my birthday was I can’t even answer. At my last two jobs I was told the job wasn’t right for me because I couldn’t do correct change at the register even though I tried super hard to. I would get nervous and forget how much a quarter is worth and can’t remember how to give change back even though it literally tells me on the screen how much. I don’t know what to do I need to start working again but even thinking about working is giving me anxiety and I’m anxious no matter what the first few days of working somewhere new so it never works out. My friend makes fun of me for it and calls my dumb and dyslexic I really hate myself for it and I feel like I can never do anything right,I just was wondering if anyone else was like this and if anyone knew anything I can do.