This soul crushing emptiness is killing me. I feel so damn dead inside that I don’t even feel human anymore, I’m just living trash masquerading as a human. 

Just what the fuck are you supposed to do when you feel like this? Therapists tell me that I’m supposed to find distractions to help me forget negative thoughts. Of course that ain’t gonna work when none of my interests and hobbies give me joy anymore.

This is the worst experience possible.