I'm a 24 female diagnosed anxiety and depression. I've been off and on antidepressants for years and they always seems to help at first then I slump back into my depression.
When I was about 20 I stopped working for 6 months and was scared to leave the house. I would only leave to take my dog out or to go running. I was extremely depressed to the point I thought about killing myself often. 
At age 22 I finally pulled myself out of the hole and got a good job with pay and benefits. It was very hard at first, I would take bathroom breaks just to freak out and start shaking and breathing heavy. After about a year I finally started doing good and was going out with co workers and   friends. Im 24 now and still work at the same job.   About a year ago I went into a deep depression again and decided to see a a doctor. I'm currently taking 60 mg of prozac daily and I was taking .025 of xanax when needed but stopped because I hate the way it makes me feel and I can't function on it. Now my anxiety feels like it's back to the point when I couldn't bare leaving the house. 
Im currently on fmla and miss 2 to 3 days of work a week. I've been avoiding people and not talking at work. I dont know what to do!  Whenever I think about work I start getting anxious or upset. What's wrong with me? I feel like I'm fucking up..