I've always had super high anxiety.  As a result I've always been incredibly high strung. Easily stressed and overwhelmed.  People are always telling me to relax, slow down, calm down etc.  


Worked with a person the other day.  Was the most mellow and relaxed person I've ever met.  By the end of the day I had never felt so calm in my life.  Of course, it was a one time thing.  Back to being crazy anxious.  Started the day with a panic attack.


I wish I could have that every day.