I think this is me splitting but most days I love how caring and affectionate my partner is since Im also a very caring person and do like affection but then some days I fucking hate it. I'm disgusted by it and want nothing more then to just slam my head into wall if I see another fucking stupid ass heart eyes emoji. I don't understand why either. I either wake up feeling like my normal empathetic and loving self but other days I feel apathetic and hate everything and I mean hate.