I  have this unexplainable fear of every phone call being about the news of someone's passing away - especially my grandparents. I know it'll happen eventually, or hell, even tomorrow, but I have no idea how I'll react, or how I'll even feel.

If anyone could tell me about their experiences with getting phone calls about their grandparents' unexpected deaths, I would highly appreciate it. How did you feel in that exact moment? How did you deal with the grief that followed after?