No need to reply at all to this post. Just feel like I need to put it out there. I've been on antidepressants for over a year now and even though I'm "better" and not depressed all the time like I was before, I still find my mind always going back to the same old thought that I just absolutely hate, even despise, myself. There's no reason for it either. I don't think I could even provide an example of why I hate myself. I just do.


Even though I know it's a dumb/invalid thought. It just seeps in and becomes overwhelming.  It doesn't matter if I know there's no basis for it, I just absolutely hate myself.