I am finding that my largest fear right now is being around people I can't relate to.  I have spent a lot of time over the last year or so with people just can't relate (or I can't relate to them) and I walk away just wanting to give up (i.e. end it all).  This happened with my therapist yesterday.  I have not know him long so I don't believe I have much to lose.  

But, when it comes to getting a job, networking, socializing, ... heck even just bumping into people at the store.  I am afraid of being triggered and almost anything a person does can trigger me.  For example, the other day I noticed how someone was breathing, or I see a advertisement for beds, and I think of my ex who berated me for snoring.  

Very overwhelmed.