I wake up with no motivation to do anything in life. I’ve been regretting so many things I’ve done in my life and not taking action on so many things. It’s like I am incapable of learning and I am in this constant loop of whatever this is. I want to be happy and feel amazing in life with a sense of purpose and achievement. I need to do whatever it takes to get there because I don’t like this way of life. Suggestions and help from people who have experienced what I am going through and have come out of that is greatly appreciated. I don’t like being suicidal when I close my eyes.