Hello! I'm really, really struggling with work and finding a job. I'm 21 and I have never really had a ''real'' job, I've only worked part time for a few months when I was 19. Ever since I quit my last job working part time in a store I feel like I've just been going downhill. I used to be able to work, but I feel like with every work experience I grow weaker, not stronger. I'm terrified of workplaces. I can't handle it. I can't handle being around people, putting on a smile everyday, making small talk, greeting customers, doing something wrong and being told off, no matter how sweetly someone tells me that I made a mistake I just feel so horrible about myself. Job interviews terrify me and I feel like such a loser after every single one. I'm not capable of anything. I don't have a Uni degree, I'm so stupid I just can't do anything right and I'm too scared of failing to even try. Does anyone else have these troubles with work? I also fear that I'm just making up my BPD and depression and anxiety and think what if I'm just lazy? What if I'm faking all of this just so I can stay in this sheltered bubble?? Please help, I need to know someone else feels this way or has felt this way... 