Spiritual awakening? No matter how much I talk to these people they say I can’t simply understand. They say the just had a moment one day and were granted eternal happiness. And that they are aware for the first time? It goes against all logic, science, physics and laws of nature. What’s behind it, are they brainwashed or just delusional? Does it have to do something with brain chemicals like dopamine? Like what exactly happened in the brain? Therapy and meds seem useless if something can cure all your problems in a moment and grant you eternal happiness. Having anxiety this rather scares me, it feels like I am getting brainwashed myself. I want to stay sane and not become some kind of monk that tells everyone that that the world is a made up concept in your mind and only one consciousness exists. I would rather die than be this disconnected from reality. Wtf is up with these people?