Hello, today I had a drawing class, since I entered a class because I wanted to have the opportunity to meet people and I have always wanted to learn to draw, the truth today was not as good as I thought, I got to take my seat and we waited for the teacher To start the class, I sat next to a super pretty girl, the truth was very, very pretty, and the teacher came and we went in and in the room I sat next to her since just that seat was left, the teacher said let's start draw what we knew, I drew a gnome with pink Floyd things since I am a super fan of the band, and I saw the drawings of the others and they were perfect mine was a damn shit, I did not know what to do I even wanted to cry apart that I was not talking to anyone, to which the pretty girl told me, why is everything connected ?, since I made a drawing with several album covers, and I began to tell the history of the band a little, (since I am a wikipedia about music) and I tried to talk about what  She liked music, she told me that she listened to pink Floyd when she was high, that's already a good thing since I've also had experiences with drugs, and we talked a little more, it was time to go, and I saw that a I smoked anyway so I also lit my cigarette and talked a bit with her we walked to the center of the city together, I asked her where she was going and if she wanted me to accompany her she said yes, we walked and talked although sometimes they had uncomfortable silence, but at the end he told me that he was taking the bus to go to his house so I left, I was scared to ask for his number or his instagram, I don't know what to do for tomorrow I'm very scared, I don't know how to talk to other people and I think I look like an idiot with my stupid drawing that I did, and I don't know how to talk to that girl anymore or how to ask her for her number or something like that, we have several things in common like playing guitar or things like that, but I'm afraid, really I don't know what to do, this social anxiety has me  I'm fed up, I'm desperate with anxiety and fear, I don't know what to do