My ex and I were together for 5 years and 3 months after the breakup he is already head over heels in love with somebody else. I’m broken. I’m lost. I feel worthless. He told me that she is “a lot like you, but better in all the right ways”. And those words play through my head like a song stuck on repeat. 

I still live in the same apartment we shared together, with no hope of leaving anytime soon. But around every corner is a reminder. 

I haven’t contemplated suicide in a long time, but I would do anything to stop the pain. It’s agonizing and I don’t want to live. Dreaming of suicide is the furthest I will take it. But that soft bed at the bottom of the ledge looks so appealing. 