this is such a stupid post, but i'm just so relieved that i've found someone at my school (kinda like college without grades and you live there) who is as into psychology as me, and finds it interesting to talk about our diagnoses (shes got adhd / anxiety / depression) in a way where we analyse why we're this way. i feel like i'm trying to make it sound more dramatic when i talk about it with regular people, but she's as interested as me and i've got a friend like this in the uk but we're an ocean away so kinda difficult to talk w him, so the fact that i've got someone here to just discuss with is such a relief, because then she can help me make sense of what's appropriate anger and what's bpd anger. i don't like relying on people as i'm terrified i'll end up with a fp but as i'm already getting tortured by one, she's pretty safe, thank god