I’ve had a pretty stressful past 3 years since COVID going through break up and graduating school. I’ve been feeling like shiit for a while now and it’s actually concerning me because while I was in school I was on Zoloft and I guess it went okay pulled me out the depression I stopped because on insurance problems and  I felt like I was relapsing so I started working out and it was going great but today which was suppose to be my rest day just feeling overwhelmed. I just wanna know when this journey of complete tiredness faking it having good days then all of a sudden having terrible days is going to stop. It has been taking over my life for a while now and I’m truly trying my best but It had really felt like it has separated me from myself and me and my friends. I have just reached a point where I want something that works and idc even if it’s meds I just hate the vicious cycle of being good today then tomorrow back to shiit.

I know I’m ranting but please tell me somebody out there understand me or has been where I’m at and has answers.