Life is boring and sometimes I don't know how I'm going to make it through the day. I feel I have nothing true to look forward to and I am convinced nothing can satisfy me.   I have a family. A husband and kids, but it's not enough for me. I'm also convinced I'm unable to love someone unconditionally in a romantic relationship. I feel a lot of guilt and shame because of it. 

I'm wondering if this is related to being borderline.