Okay before I start; I know there isn’t a ‘cure pill’ for BPD. However, my doctor prescribed me antidepressants to see if they helped any since I also have depression, and they actually were helping! The pills gave me the strive to wake up and also gave me the strive to apply what I learned in therapy. 

Buttt I have this problem. I manage to convince myself after a while that, since I’m doing okay, I don’t need pills. I stop taking them, get shocked when I’m suddenly super bad again after months of being okay(ish), and then the cycle restarts Every. Single. Time.

Is anybody else like this? Idk why my brain forgets what happens EVERY single time. &amp; does anybody know if there’s a way to…stop…being an idiot about this stuff?? 😗 thanks zzz