I just got out of a six year relationship. We still live together and it’s a bit messy. I lost myself in the relationship. Became dependent on his attention. I started talking to a new person and they were obsessed with me and showed me a bad side so I ended it… but I still want their attention! I’m desperate for attention! It’s so sick! I’ve only ever wanted the people who idolize me and put me on a pedestal. It’s sick. I don’t want to be this way. I want healthy connections. I feel so lonely and desperate though. The way they made me feel was so good, but I know it’s like an addiction for me.