Been on different types of meds for the past 4 years. 
Lamepil
Zotral
Zapiz
Daxid 50
Bupron XL 150
Quetiapine 25
Dicorate ER 500
Venlor XR

Recent meds
Sertraline (100 mg)
Clonazepam(0.25 mg-0.5mg)
Lamotrigine(50 mg)
ARMOD 50 mg TABLET

Recently I’ve been off meds 1 monthish and I feel my health is deteriorating. I am always sleepy with no energy. I can't wake up and I'm getting dizzy most of the time. I cannot work at all due to the low energy and sleepiness. I haven't showered in days. I know these signs are leading to depression. How do I cope with this. I gained 20kg due to this and I feel like I'm losing my mind. I'm the only one who makes money for my family, I have my own freelance business (design field) but I can't seem to have any energy to do any type of physical activity. It's been like this since the beginning of the year and I just think it's getting worse. 
What do I do? I'm confused. I need to fix this soon as I'll be moving countries soon and I want to be able to take care of myself.