i could sense my dependency on my fp eating me alive, so we mutually stopped talking to each other 3 weeks ago. the friendship got too heavy and things hadn’t been good for a while, so this was definitely foreshadow-able. my mental state is in ultimate restoration, not having to depend on someone has been so liberating. i never thought i wouldve had this kind of reaction to separating myself from my fp, considering i felt like my world would end if we stopped speaking to each other. i’m really looking forward to getting to know myself again after spending so much time consumed into the person i was when i lived my life depending on someone else’s love to get me through my day. i already feel like ive come into myself so much more and living life like this is so refreshing. i think getting space from your fps can be very beneficial in some cases. i was at the worst i’ve been mentally in a while, but things are finally looking up :)