I'm usually chill during the day but at night in bed i start thinking about stuff and panicking. I think about that school shooting that happened a lot and i go nuts in my head. it was far but still close enough to me to panic (4 hours away) and i got super paranoid and my thoughts just sort of run out of control. i think about my Neice, who is the same age and wonder why she's still in school that she needs to be taken out and homeschooled so that doesn't happen to her because i want to keep her safe, and i know it isn't healthy to keep someone locked in but i just been panicky and paranoid