I’m starting my 9th year as a teacher. I love what I do so much and I know I’m lucky because not everyone finds something they’re passionate about. Last year, however, I got a new supervisor who completely changed everything. She is very cold, negative, and is just the type of person who believes that her ideas are the only ones that work. She doesn’t even respond to my hellos if we pass each other in the hallway. I am generally the type of person who knows how to roll with the punches and bounce back, but it often feels like I just have a supervisor who doesn’t want me to succeed. In one of our major last encounters from last school year she called me to her office she said “don’t you have a masters degree in this? You don’t teach like you have a masters degree.” I confessed to her then that I was struggling a little bit with handling having some kids in class and some online (Covid), and she told me that I needed to figure it out or they’d find someone who could, and put me on a professional growth plan. It was a big blow (I ended up crying in her office), but I did my best and pushed through until the school year finished. I have 2 kids I need to feed so I don’t have the luxury of just being able to walk out. A few days ago, she came in to my class unannounced to observe my teaching and said nothing the whole time. I personally felt like my class went well, however I haven’t gotten an email or phone cal or anything yet about it. I know it’s coming, but somehow I can’t sleep from the anxiety that she’ll tell me something negative. 
I do work hard, I know there’s no way to prove that on here, but I don’t feel like I am a valued and it isn’t a good feeling. I wish I could just get her out of my head so I could sleep.