I want to believe that I’m just anxious and paranoid when it comes to uncertainty in relationships but deep down I can’t? You know how you just feel a shift in someone and you just feel fear? Its like my whole body either goes into a bomb shelter or gets on the offense. I keep telling myself to stop and that everything may very well just be in my head, but the less I discuss it with my partner the more it eats at me.   The more it eats at me the more I act bizarre and erratic. I feel like a total nut even though I’m trying so hard not to be. I hate this feeling of insecurity and being paranoid acting like a child. I wish my brain was normal because now whatever i was worried about is probably nothing compared to what my dumb brain has turned the situation into by acting like a moody bitch all the time.