I’m literally the only person who makes sense to me lol I give myself sooooo much to the point I have nothing left but I’m constantly referred to as the Bad Guy.... I’m constantly trying to be better, mindful and considerate but it seems I get nothing back. I want to give up on life so bad but I always envision this wonderful future where everything will just be Okay. It seems like it will never be okay and I’m just doomed to an empty life. I’m not this mean terrible person, my whole life is devoted to Helping others. So why does it seem like my whole life is this revolving door of me stepping on a bag of hot shit every morning ?! I just want a Glimpse of Happiness. I really need some Hope right now