So, I don't know why I am stupid and put myself in this situation but I needed housing, food, and a job that badly right now. I came to work for a wealthy nonprofit type place for mental health. I managed to convince them thus far that I am "grounded" enough to help care for others who have bipolar, ptsd, schizophrenia etc. I myself can be grounded most of time while on meds but not always... I have a feeling living with someone else that is too much like me is going to back fire and I will get fired. This job comes with housing so I am really hoping I am not homeless soon as I am literally paycheck to paycheck. I have already lived in shelters, homeless help programs, and rehabs before and hated all of them but managed to always get a job and leave which is another thing I left out of my interview and resume. I have also been hospitalized numerous times. 

I am basically hiding that I am bipolar (diagnosed 5 plus years), on meds, and barely can handle life or paying for food and gas right now. It is a hippie type place that is basically a bunch of well put together yogi people. I do not fit in that well. I honestly feel like I will fit in with the clients obviously more than staff. Just a rant because I haven't been on here in forever and I feel like this is the only place I ever make friends. I need people to talk to as well so if anyone is up for long emails, let me know! I need to get out of my head.