Nothing. Nothing makes me happy, sad, angry or fearful anymore. I don't think I'm depressed but I'm sure people on this sub have felt like this way. I used to be so happy and grateful for everything I had (I cherished friends and family the most). Now I couldn't care less. I know I sound like such an asshole but it's the actual way I feel.

I had my entire life planned out at 16, moving towards my goals at record speed. I was actually going to do something with my life but everything in my life became hollow.

I'll smile but feel empty inside, I'll talk to friends and family but nothing can ellicit a reponse that makes me feel anything. I feel like I've lost what it meant to be a human.

I don't want to kill myself but death doesn't sound so bad now. It's hard to explain this feeling but I've given up on everything and nothing provoked this. I have friends that I actually love, family that cares for me, I'm a huge people person, if I cared enough I could actually have a girlfriend. I have everything but for nothing.

I'd like to hear your experiences with this. To be honest I don't see this way of thinking changing for me, but if you've got any advice I'm all ears