I thought schizophrenia was bad but that there was hope with the mental health community. It’s been a little over a year &amp; I feel I can safely say that my schizophrenia or negative symptoms of schizophrenia specifically or maybe untreated/under-treated depression has really made
me feel that there is honestly &amp; sincerely no hope. I want help &amp; I’ve had help, but it has not helped. For the first time since having schizophrenia lately I’ve really felt like having schizophrenia is worse than a death sentence. with terminal cancer you live or die. with schizophrenia or with the way I’m feeling I’m alive but essentially dead. No motivation to do anything. No hobbies, no interests, &amp; no psychologist who is really there to fucking HELP me and I feel like I’ve looked and turned over every fucking stone there is. mental health awareness is a fucking cruel joke.