I’m coming up on being 1.5 years sober from alcohol. With the help of my partner I’ve been able to safely try ciders or hard seltzer. Though i don’t enjoy it at all. The thought of drinking again just makes me sick. 

For the first time in 10 years I can officially say I’m okay with not drinking. I do use weed and I can control how much i smoke as well. I don’t use it because i have to. 

It feels weird to have control over these things but you can do it!