How can I always convince them all?  They say something cool and hey, “i am the same!” But am i ?  Hell no, what a pain. 

They always like me. Understand my words. Then fly away like little birds.  I cry and cry. Then i look for more.   Marriage in shambles and scared of divorce.  What if she loves me? Like really does ? And then i fuck it all up, And leave my dove..?
She had a kid. That means everything to me. We both cried and cried because we didn’t deserve to be. 
But when she doesn’t look at me I know why, it’s because its the other guy.  And me too, i do the same. Always i do … but i stay.   And they all call me insane,  they say “he bro you are fucking mental man”