They haven’t texted me in days. I decided to stop inviting myself out to see if they would care. It’s been about a month and a half and no one has even reached out. I’ve just been working and withering away in my room and I don’t even know if I want to text them anymore, I can’t believe that I can just disappear completely for a month and a half and nobody will care. It feels wrong getting upset at this, they are their own people, they aren’t obligated to like and hang out with me, but this shit kinda hurts. I feel completely and utterly alone