I am taking college online, helps with my busy schedule and my intense anxiety, but I have to do weekly online coaching sessions with a coach through LinguaMeeting and it’s making me nervous because I’ll have to be on a video call with a few people who I don’t know while trying to learn something new that I have no post experience in.

On top of that my teacher assigned about 20 assignments just for the first week, labs, quizzes, discussions, etc. while we also had to read a 40 page chapter and remember all Spanish numbers, the Spanish alphabet, and some common phrases in one week. 

Because I was trying to get all the assignments done in time and still live my life, I barely had time to do more than skim the chapter and I really haven’t learned more than two or three Spanish words and now I have my first ever LinguaMeeting session today and I don’t know what to expect and I’m so worried that I’m going to look like an idiot because I won’t know how to speak the language and I’m worried that the coach will try and talk Spanish the whole time and I won’t understand what she’s saying.

Sorry for the long rant.