My depression this winter season is severe.  I am losing friends and haven’t done anything for weeks.  I feel like a zombie in my own body.  So antisocial and tired. 

I use weed everyday for anxiety/PTSD.  I have a medical card.  I think weed helps with anxiety but worsens the depression. However when I stop I still feel depressed. 

Conversely, I tried MDMA a couple months ago and all my social anxiety ....... went away.  My depression was gone for weeks.  I felt like I had met a new version of life and myself.  However, it’s a few months later now and I feel back to my zombie-like self.  I know some people feel depressed the day after MDMA, but I felt the opposite.  

I’m wondering if anyone has any similar experiences with these drugs, specifically if weed has made their depression worse and if stopping smoking made a difference.