I don’t know I’ve tried to be honourable, honest, kind, loving and romantic just to get nothing back but disrespect, hate, blocking and lies. She promised me she wouldn’t leave because we can’t live without each other one bad day and she blocks me and goes without feeling a thing just funny I see people who are in abusive relationships people who don’t treat each other nice and they always seem to stay with them I mean it’s bad but I just don’t get how people get into relationships find love with such ease and people like me who try who not the most sociable or attractive can’t seem to get a look or appreciated in a way. Some say you just haven’t found the one maybe so but that’s awfully long isn’t it some don’t find the one sorry for the rant probably made no sense.