i was diagnosed with bpd (i always suspected i had it) a few days ago and my psych said i have to start DBT soon. i’m currently on prozac (have been for 7 weeks) and lamotrigine (a few days). i’ve been derealizing so much for the past few months and i had a dream i derealized so much that i just wanted to kill myself and be in peace. i keep telling myself if this doesn’t stop soon i’m literally going to end my life. nothing grounds me and i have no idea what to do. please, i’m begging, please tell me what to do that might help :(