Hey all

So Ive been to 4 different psychiatrists +respective therapists.
2 of them diagnosed me with BPD 
1 didnt want to treat me anymore after a suicide attempt as he suspected BPD and he doesnt treat patients with that.

And my current psychiatrist thinks I have some kind of special (atypical) depression with elements of bipolar

Im not looking for some kind of confirmation in one or the other way.
I just wanted to ask for your experience:
How clear-cut was your diagnosis?

I honestly dont want to believe the 2 psychiatrists who said BPD, because (no offense) Id rather be "just" depressed than have BPD... Depression simply doesnt seem so stigmatized...