i don’t know what’s really happening, but to give you context i hate emotions, i hate vulnerability and i hate expressing how i feel. 
But lately, i can’t feel anything but sadness, ANGER (lots of it), MOOD SWINGS, and HATE. 
i hate stuff, people, actions, outing EVERYTHING MAKES ME ANGRY…
and i don’t know what i can do to stop this because it’s getting on my nerves. 
To top all of this, i have really bad anxiety tht strikes everytime i feel something, which triggers more anxiety and end up ANGRY. i can’t control my anger and it’s getting out of hand. i’m bursting at my boss, my parents… everyone who tries to tell me anything… 
Please help or don’t i don’t know what to do anymore. 
btw i’m taking Cipralex for a month now and tomorrow i’ll run out of it because of financial issues and now i’m scared of the withdrawal symptoms.