I was just recently diagnosed with BPD. I had no idea about BPD honestly until the past year, and I only know what I've seen on TikTok about it really. I've suspected I was BPD but now that I've actually been diagnosed idk how to feel about it. I feel angry and called out, I feel hopeless and helpless. I feel like maybe it's all fake and my therapist is wrong. I don't know what to do or where to go from here. From what I know there's no medicine, no "cure?" Since being diagnosed I feel like everything makes sense. But at the same time I'm so frustrated I just want to scream. I work today and I'm so, idk how to describe it, I really don't want to go in. I don't want to deal with anything or anyone. But I know if I call in everyone will hate me. I've recently been put through ALOT of stress so right now everything seems to trigger me, which isn't good for retail work. I just want to quit, pack all my stuff and start new, again. Idk what to do. I know I was spiraling to this point already, but like I feel even more overwhelmed now and I can't handle it.