Why the fuck do I have to exhaust my mind learning things that I don't give a single shit about? So I can get the "obedient worker" certificate (university degree) and be barely applied even after getting that? And even if I was applied instantly, am I really going to be working until my 60-70s? Nuh uh fuck that. That's a scam. My dream is not about working. My fulfillment is not found in working. I don't feel any proud because of work, I'm feeling ashamed. All I'm feeling is my lifetime being exploited for the sake of greedy psychopaths. 

Life had the potential to be the best, most fulfilling thing ever and we humans chose to make it a neverending grind for most of us. The only thing life would be good for is piling up as many pleasure, happiness and joy as we can by doing things we want to. Instead, we chose to spend our existence either in facilities that train us to be obedient workers in the future or in workplaces with bosses and coworkers we despise. I don't give a fuck about meaningless papers and digital numbers we assigned some value to. 

I don't want to work 40 hours a week. I don't want to wake up early to get to work in time and I don't want to arrive home late either. Why the fuck should I spend my life at workplaces instead of being with my loved ones? 

I just want to live my life doing everything based on whether I enjoy it or not, and not on how much profit could it make me. I would shit on money from a height if it wasn't the only thing standing in the way of happiness. 

Life is bullshit. I'm not considering ending it though, Life, as a concept, is good and I really hope things will change in the future because it fucking sucks now.