I barely talk about my own accomplishments or show things I make that I'm proud of (like my crocheted goods, art, etc) because I overthink and just think that theyre not going to care or theyre not gonna like it and I especially think that they think I'm cocky for showing them in the first place. Whenever I show the stuff I'm proud of or talk about my accomplishments to anyone, I get really panicky and start to overthink way too much: *"they didn't mean it when they said it's cool" "they think I'm someone with a big ego" "they don't care about this at all"*. I now only talk about/show my accomplishments when asked. I feel like my anxiety in general just makes me think of myself really badly, and makes my self-worth go down as a whole. This is a big part of that control it has and I really just want don't like talking about my accomplishments anymore. It seems kinda egotistical in a way when I write it out but the intention behind it isnt whatsover, it's in fact the opposite.