I mean,  I'm happy for her. I like the guy and he's really nice but I miss spending time with my friend. We used to have sleepovers every weekend. Now I feel so lonely in bed at night. She promises to come back, but  ends up "falling asleep" and doesn't. She said she would come back today,but it's already 11pm here. I miss waking up to her and talking at 3 am or going on McDonald's runs with her. I've already told her I miss her. I don't want to come across as desperate. She has BPD too, so I feel like she would understand but at the same time, I just feel humiliated for missing someone so much. I wish I didn't feel this way. I ended a relationship a few days ago and I thought having her around would help, and now I'm tempted to get back in the relationship (not a good idea) just because I don't want to be alone. :( I'm pathetic.