I have hobbies but I mostly stay at home. I really only go out to take care of mandatory responsibilities. I go on drives to nowhere where I do nothing and go home again. I'm kind of baffled by the things my friends find fun.

It all seems like too much effort. I dont really know how to even think of something fun to do. When I try to think of something I can do to be entertained I end up watching YouTube at home to avoid thinking.

My Google search history periodically has "what do people do for fun," or some phrase similar to it.

I'm aware this is probably not just a me problem, I just want confirmation.