I’m thinking about it , I’m really deeply thinking about it 
I’m going to do it soon
I can’t stand being bipolar 
I love all you guys but I’m in too much pain 
My family is so fucked up I wish I could get out of this situation 
I’m sitting here balling my eyes out with tears dripping on my screen barely being able too see I’m in so much pain god please help me 
I wanna slit my wrist till I bleed out 
I wanna bash my head into the wall till I’m unconscious 
Why was I Born into such a fucked up family why did I get this I don’t deserve this I’m only 15
I want love I want peace I need peace I hate my life the voices tell me I should go and so does my family I thinks it’s really my time this time and I’m not rethinking it
Thank you too all the love and support I’ve got on here and I hope u guys don’t lose ur battle, but iam