Just found this subreddit, and I was diagnosed a handful of months ago. I don't know anyone with bpd. I don't know what it means for me at all. I guess my brain didn't form right due to childhood trauma? That's what the psychiatrist said. I dunno what any of it means for me, though. All I know is what I've read online... The doc said I don't really have the negative relationship symptoms. I've only been with two guys, both long term, and I really have no desire to be with another. So, like, without that, what's it mean?