I can’t fucking do this anymore, I’m at my breaking point. Everyone leaves and hurts me and there is not one person who cares about me. I have no friends, no lover, no purpose, no family, no goals, I have nothing. All I have is the reoccurring trauma and anger I’ve built up over the years. I get ignored and dismissed everywhere I go, I’m barely a person at this point. I feel like I’m closer to death than being alive, people don’t treat me as a human being for some fucking reason and it’s impossible for me to have a genuine connection with someone