My mom brought up that her friends’ daughter got a job at a long term care centre and recommended that I do the same thing...but my anxiety won’t let me.

I fixed up my resume and shitty cover letter, but I can’t apply since I have so much fear behind interviews and potentially getting the job.

What if I have a breakdown in the middle of the interview? What if I can’t do what I’m asked to do at work? What if the people that I work with don’t like me? What if I mess up and everyone hates me??

Just some of my thoughts. I haven’t worked in the past year cause of this besides tutoring casually online (did it independently) and this whole job applying process is terrifying. 

I stopped tutoring since high school ends soon and so the kids don’t need me for the summer.

Does anyone else experience this? Idk what to do, I’ve already cried twice just today after thinking about the job.