The past two months have fucking wrecked me 

My Grandma died. My boyfriend betrayed me and now wants to break up with me and not only is he breaking up with me but he's acting like a resentful asshole towards me. He was my best friend. 

On top of all this, I had a job interview at this really cute shop I love but like a fucking idiot I thought it was scheduled for today but it was actually yesterday so it looks like I just didn't show up. My dumb ass didn't even bother to double check my email. 

I feel so god damn useless. I know it doesn't sound like all that much but when you already have a low threshold for stress... well it's just too much. I'm really reaching my limit, I have stress hives all over my body. 

I'm thinking about checking myself into the psych ward because I don't think I can function anymore and I'm genuinely suicidal. I just can't take this shit anymore.