I’ve started in the last few months hurting myself again. I’ve even moved up to cutting myself (something I drew the line at before). I don’t know how to stop. Any time I feel overwhelmed with my emotions the first thing I want to do is cut myself. Its almost like an addiction. I get like this weird release, especially when I see the blood. I know that sounds fcked, and honestly it kinda is. But right now I literally have no other coping skills. Because it’s winter time it’s pretty easy to cover up and hide, but come summertime it won’t be so easy to shield what I’m doing… I just want to find some other way to cope with how I’m feeling. I’m scared of what people will think if they see what I am doing to myself. I’m afraid they’ll think I’m doing it for attention.