After 22 years of struggling and destroying relationships and not knowing what mood i’m going to be in, having to constantly have everything touching my body symmetrical, not being able to focus, overthinking, being depressed.. after 22 years, I have finally gotten help. Yes I’m on a crap load of meds, and yes I don’t know the side effects in the long run, but for the first time in 22 years, I’m productive, i’m focused, i’m stable. It’s the best feeling ever. To anyone out there struggling,,, it will get better. It really does, and when it happens, you’ll know. It’s not perfect, but it comes. &lt;3