I have been getting out of my comfort zone so much to try and make friends that I feel uncomfortable all the time. It’s exhausting to get rejected all the time and not know why. It’s exhausting to go to all these places and try new activities in hopes of making a friend but to fail and feel that you’ve wasted your time. Too many (un)success stories that I could keep a crowd entertained by campfire overnight. I don’t know when to stop trying. I am tiring myself out. I should just accept being alone already.