And then disassociate? I do this on a daily basis now. I can’t wait for life to go back to normal. Being outside with my people is the only thing that kept me sane and now I’m just floating around the house feeling like different person-s. 

When I’m burnt out I just completely stopped talking, just stare at the ceiling waiting for myself to get sleepy. 

Lockdowns have seriously set me back so much on my progress it’s ridiculous :(