Last year, when I entered high school while entering I DID have a %40 scholarship and today "due to low scores" I think it's cancelled now. 

Today the school year ended and while that was happening something also happened. Due to a club (Advanced Math) that I didn't enter because SOMEONE was forcing me to enter an exam. I didn't get any certificates. and now I'm basicly being scholled at for not entering a club. Every private school has the same unequalities. And that club did was all math which you can find it on the net (Like 3Blue1Brown) and they've had entered a couple of math exams which is not advanced. My friend got a few certificates. And now SOMEONE is scholding me over those papers.

And my scholarship? I think it's gone I needed to get over %85 I think and I got %80. Everytime I would get up start studying and the that SOMEONE is talking about the last exam which I entered. All of my motivation drops and I get a bad score again and again. She did this all year around and I quit. I don't want to live because of these people. Either I'm going to live alone by myself or suffer like crazy.

She is always blaming my computer and now I can't even go to my room and close my door! ridiculus!

She doesn't even have the slightest idea what I'm really doing and not nsfw stuff which she thinks about. I'm designing and learning new things but nope, she just blames the computer.

She's opposing everything I say and everything my psychologist says.

I just don't want to be here.

and all of this is happening due to schools faulty way of communication.

I ALMOST HAD A TEDX TALK THIS YEAR. BUT NO THE TEACHER JUST KICKED ME OUT FOR BEING SICK AND NO RESPONSES WHAT SO EVER