for years ive been undignosed with depresion alli think about is what do i have to livefor im an outcast in my family everyone even my parrents hate me lately ive been writing a book based of my favorite anime and anime is realy the only thing that puts a smile on my face just waiting in anticipation waiting for season 2 which comes out in just over a week school is just something that is apart of my schedule my grades are average school isn't fast but isn't slow we have 9 periods 6th period is my lunch and i sit their with "my friends" i barely know what is happening in the real world cause i wouldnt care if the earth blew up no friend so why should i not commite sucide