Ok so I (F18) and my gf (F18) have been dating for about 2 months now and we just made it official. She left her boyfriend who was her previous favorite person but he went to prison and she and I met in inpatient last year. We became close friends and when she broke up with her boyfriend she moved on straight to me and had already liked me a long time before breaking up with him. I have a bad past history with relationships. I’m always happy in the “talking” stage but as soon as it become an official relationship I automatically emotionally distance Myself. I have been emotionally abused by past partners many times and now I can’t help it and I’ve been trying so hard to change but I can’t. I Don’t want anyone else but her but the fact that it is an official relationship makes me scared that it will go wrong somewhere. I can’t handle it. But I don’t know how to bring this up to her without upsetting her especially Bc she has had a rough past few days. I love her very much and I don’t want to push her away. An “open relationship” or something like that would be ideal but I dony know I just am scared she wouldn’t think she’s enough for me but it’s not like that. Anyways let me know ur thoughts. How do I bring this up to her/what do i say?