Hi all. I don’t normally drink a ton. And tonight I may have had 4 drinks the whole night. That said even then my sleep isn’t that interrupted by it and Id generally go home and pass out and wake up the next day. 

Right now is very different. And I’m scared. 
I can’t sleep for more than like 15 minutes at a time. My thoughts are racing so fast they don’t even feel like mine. When I was dreaming my thoughts were also racing so fast it felt like the characters within my dreams were all malfunctioning. Without the auditory hallucination piece it literally feels like I have multiple voices in my head all trying to follow their own train of thought. And I’m ping ponging too and from every thought that comes up. Like I have no control of my thoughts. 

Is this typical for anxiety? What is this? It feels like I’ve lost some major sense of control, or like I just snapped. Like I’m about to being taken over by other personalities or something. It took some effort even writing this and staying focused.