I woke up shaking and crying, with my body numb from the fear. I hate this. I want to call someone but it's 4 am, I don't want to wake up anyone because I had another nightmare. I don't even know how many people here are awake right now. But I wanted to tell someone my dream.

I was in my room, in my bed, lights off, and slowly I started to get paranoid to the point where I turned on my flash and started screaming to dark corners while running to the switch, I was crying and shaking and everything was spinning and my eyes were getting tired and I couldn't focus or see anything. My room's light started to feel less and less and it wasn't enough and I was screaming to an empty room but I swear it felt like someone was there and I was about to call my boyfriend when I woke up

I've been paranoid lately in my own house, I leave my lights on because of that and the nightmares I have.

I don't know what's happening to me. I hate sleeping. It's not fair. I don't want to wake up every night with terror and cry myself back to sleep just to see another nightmare until it's time to get up.