This past week has been awful. I completely screwed up a friendship of 8 years, I pushed my boyfriend to a point where he nearly broke up with me, I screwed up majorly at work and will either get a warning letter or disciplinary hearing. I'm just so tired of being bipolar, of all the meds, and after all the therapy and meds still not being a normal person. I just want to vent, I feel overwhelmed and upset and I don't want to play anymore.