I am a grad student and I got offered a position in both a program I really wanted and a job I wanted for the summer this week. I have been happy some of the time this week but the whole time I have also been thinking “it could all be taken away”. It just sucks because during my job search I was incredibly anxious I wouldn’t have a job and now I cannot even compensate by being satisfied I did get what I wanted. Any suggestion for dealing with that thought pattern is welcome.