Its so weird, I have had several boyfriends but I dont think I ever talked to someone and after some time getting to know each other, we made it official. Its always been very quick, sexual and intense. I dont know how to be in a normal relationship. What is that like? The last guy I was with asked me to marry him and have his children within 3 days and that’s definitely NOT normal. I would also try to be a savior for these men putting my own issues aside to be some sort of healer for them which usually ended up with me exhausted and drained. My emotions and moods are constantly up and down so I get really confused. I do not know what is normal. I have been so used to basing a relationship off/around sex and things like that, that I have no idea what getting to know each other is like. :(