I have generalised anxiety and i've worked on it and myself over the last decade. I'm at a point where I'm genuinely confident, happy and believe in myself. Due to this, I'm in a position career wise where my only options are to go upwards, and I don't want to out of a fear of achievement?

I want to get past this but not sure how to - it just seems deeply engrained in me, especially after four years of hardly any anxiety.