when i was in the mental hospital. one thing that really stuck out to me was: 
 we know how we are. mental illness is horrible. painful both mentally and physically. and we have our group of people,whether they be friends or family,but the staff said “ not everyone is equipped to handle mental illness” 
so yeah basically find out the people who can “ deal “ with it. not take it personally. who will understand. and yeah. some ppl who haven’t been through shit will not be able to understand or fully grasp it. they might get overwhelmed by our repetitive bad actions. that doesn’t mean they don’t care. they just can’t handle it. and that’s totally okay. it’s not our fault and not theirs. 
figure out who you can go to when it comes to things like this &lt;3 idk if any of this made sense