To my psychologist, I'm really sorry, I know you've been happy that i haven't done anything stupid.

To my psychiatrist for letting me taper off Effexor on my own, why!?! Why did you trust me with this when I said I self harmed two weeks ago?! Ugh changing medications is the worst. I start Cymbalta this weekend, or really whenever I choose to buy my prescription, while I still taper off 75mg of Effexor.

To my boyfriend, you said you would break up with me when I self harmed next. Please don't break up with me, I basically need you to survive and I love you :(

To myself, at least you got through another day. Good effort.

To /r/BPD, I'm sorry I don't reply to more peoples posts on here. I identify with nearly every new post on here everyday, and always have a conversation in my head with the redditor who posted. I'm sorry I don't reply to enough peoples threads and yet here I am seeking some sort of support or validation from a random internet stranger. I'm feeling very very lonely :(