
When I was 15 [black], I was beaten up on a few occasions by a 210lbs body builder whyte animal. He took any opportunity he got to antagonize me. Call me a n****r ? Why not. Have his buddies come sit beside me in front of class pin my arms and slap my head while others laughed &amp; 1 other bystander joined the abuse? Why not. Body slam me in a classroom I was doing my homework in when the teacher leaves then proceed to put me in a headlock until I nearly pass out while begging for air ? Why not.

He sent me to the hospital on one occasion where I almost went blind and the doc told me (in front of my mother) how lucky I am to not have lost vision in my left eye the day he beat me up at night near my gym when I finished working out. [my mother is blind in her left eye too so this hit different]. The school literally did nothing and brushed it off so the abuse continued until graduation. When he went to walk the stage in front of the whole school, all he did was glare at me in the crowd with a sense of dominating power over me accompanied with a grin. 

He sends me a fb message three years later saying he’s sorry and I’m a great guy who has good things coming for me. I accept his apology (this was his 7~ apology) and say I’m not interested in being friends. He’s like for sure, I wanted to clear anything up you have good things for take care!

He messaged me hm for his own selfish reasons and it triggers me more. Honestly, I’m working a great job and being paid a handsome salary that I can afford to live downtown in my big city. I’m willing to throw this all away and fly back to where hes staying to commit a crime, I want to see him lose in life. I want to see his loved ones turn against him. I want him to discover deeper insecurities in himself. I want him to get cheated on by his wife and forever be miserable. 


I can’t let this go, I will end my own life after I’ve taken his. I hate him.