I am not sure if I’m legitimately losing my mind. I forget entire conversations with my husband, can’t focus on work so much so that whole days go by with no productivity and I can’t stop my crying spells. I have PMDD but this has been the worst and it has lasted months and just coming to a head. We’ve lots three friends this year to various things. I’ve been in my apartment for two years straight because my job is currently remote and now it’s being talked about to make the change permanent which I fucking hate. I cannot fucking stop crying when I’m alone. I wish these crying spells would stop.