
At my appointment yesterday my doctor wanted me to go inpatient because of my irritability, anger, lashing out, multiple med switches every visit, and chronic suicidal thoughts. Me and my wife had to talk him out of it because we couldn’t afford for me to take a week or more off because I have like no vacation or personal built up anymore. I know it would help me but also I know I we wouldn’t be able to afford bills if I did.