I recently got a new job. I start today. Feeling super super anxious. I don’t really like working in this industry, but they are the only ones who will take me on because of my extensive background in it. I have a side hustle but it’s not really supplemental income for what my partner and I both need. We’ve been making it but I know it stresses him out. I have no problems at interviews but when it comes time to show up and work I let my anxiety get the best of me and can’t show up. Im feeling super low about not being able to get through the door and do it. Any advice ?