I'm sad all the time but I'm working out and have friends who I hang out with when I can. Hanging out with them brings me the most joy in my life but I'm still depressed some of the times we hang out. It doesn't help that I've never been in love or had a crush for that matter but still strive for love. It hurts to not understand something I want so dearly. I don't really know what I'm asking for or really this posting for. I guess am needing to get some stuff off my chest.