For me like the feeling of independence comes from not needing to check in with others on what I’m doing / asking for feedback . So I’ll kind of do stuff in secret JUST to prove I am capable of judgment I guess? Anyway I’ve been having an episode and I feel out of control so I’m literally about to go buy a small pet and hide it from my roommates until I move next month and I can’t explain why thats so satisfying to me
Lmao??