Can’t stop thinking about how shitty my last therapist was and currently sobbing uncontrollably. I don’t know why I feel like they’re all out to get me, or if I’m imagining this, or if they really are this bad. I don’t understand why everyone else just gets to go to therapy. How do you do it? Do you have no problem being condescended to? Or are all yours better than mine?

My last therapist told me that no one will ever want to be around me because I’m too angry and would try to purposely trigger me and talk down to me like I didn’t know what she was doing. 

The only decent therapist I had left my area because I live in a literal shithole of a city. 

Are there any therapists out there that will treat bipolar people with respect? Or are they really all like this and everyones just okay with this. It just feels so hopeless, like I’ll never be understood or treated right. I just want to do the whole therapy thing and get better but I can’t feel like this.