I have only had 2 and a half hours of sleep tonight and can't fall asleep longer than an hour at a time. I just want to go to bed, but I'm wide awake and now hysterical about not being able to. I've had this happen before, but I can usually get around 3-4 hours of actual rest. I feel like I haven't slept for days. I am so exhausted and miserable in this moment. Why does living have to be so tiring and trying all the time?? Like I'm just trying to do a normal thing like sleep and I can't even manage that for some reason:,((