My friends hate me. I'm convinced. I had enough with them. All the lies and fantasies. They're invalid. They're a thing of the past. All the broken promises.

After so much that has happened, this is what we're left with. It's the end. I wanna cry now. It's such a painful story but i really have no strength anymore. I don't know how to tell them how I feel without sounding weird or annoying. I'm such a burden. My mood swings deprived me of my energy, and caused so much trouble. I don't deserve to have space allocated for me on this earth. I Don't have the right to expect for my demands to be met. I'm a terrible friend, son and human being.