I’m 20 years old and after years of self harm, anxiety attacks, terrible mood swings, etc etc I got help. Talked to a psychiatrist and was diagnosed with anxiety, depression, insomnia, and something else. I was put on Prozac and Seroquel. It was helping a lot, but made me feel a different kind of empty. I didn’t necessarily feel happy... I just didn’t have mood swings as severe, I felt more calm, didn’t have anxiety as much as I am used to, but every time I was about to stress, or feel anxious, or angry, it would just block out and I’d feel empty. Not depressed either, it was just a weird feeling. I ended up stopping my medication and I’m back to square one. I almost feel worse. I quit my job and now I feel so useless. I feel so miserable and unmotivated. I started learning to cook and bake recently, it helps but again, it’s not enough. I feel like I’m on an endless search for something I’ll never have. I don’t think I’ll ever fill the constant void so many of us have. I feel stuck. Now I’m just wondering if I’m better off on medication. And I honestly don’t know what else I can do to help myself...