im 19 years old. i live with my parents and im working a shitty job. i have these overwhelming thoughts of me not being good enough. i get support through some of my team members and one friend. i get support from one manager but the rest seem to not really care. i know not everyone has to care, but I have been feeling down. my parents are supportive either. they say they are, but they ain’t shit. ive been struggling with so much lately that all I want to do is cry. but I can’t. my eyes are all dried out. i know no one will see this, an that’s why I’m kinda explaining it in rough detail, but if this does reach anyone, is there anything I can do. anything I can take to just make it peaceful for a moment. it’s so fucking loud in this head and I can’t seem to silence it. fuck im done, im hoping this reaches someone, i really need someone.