I’m not sure if people post about this a lot on here, but I just can’t find the Motivation to leave this house. What do I do?? I haven’t left my house in months.

All I think about is how am I going to keep a job so I can pay rent, when I can barely leave my house to hang out with friends?

The recent job I had was hard to keep, I had an anxiety attack EVERY day before work (I’ll feel like throwing up and like I was going to pass out) I ended up quitting not only because of my anxiety but because I was really depressed aswell.

I’ve talked to therapists before but they only prescribe medication.. I don’t really want to take pills..

I’m depressed at house but when I go out I get anxiety, and then feel more depressed for bailing on my friends.

*I was jumped twice before (I live in a shitty area) so I thought it might connect as to why I refuse to leave my house, but honestly I don’t want to leave my house even with someone I trust dearly. I just don’t want to leave..