I gave a it a few days before posting here again and some how my life’s getting worse. I stay up late everyday just thinking and stuff trying not to hurt myself or do something stupid. I have lost all my friends now and for no reason. My family just hates me and i might get kicked out of my house. Like i said im trying to not hurt myself but its hard. I have many mental problems and medical problems too and i just got one more added on yesterday. I think I am done trying like for real this time. I dont wanna do anything else. I even starved myself for a year to lose weight. I was eating 200-400 calories a day and i started doing that again. I really just wanna die