Hey guys. 
Basically my parents &amp; my lil brother are traveling in a few days to another city “summer vacation”. &amp; I’ve made it clear that I don’t want to go with them. I just do not want to travel, I don’t feel like it’s the right time for me to go have fun in the chaotic crazy ups &amp; down in my brain. +I don’t really like to spend too much time with my parents, not that I hate them or I’m the “my parents? Eww” type of guy. It’s just that their mentalities hurt me when I dive deep in them ((m totally aware of how important it is to spend time with family))

They kept on trying to convince me “gently” these last few days mentioning a couple of excuses ((today mom’s temper fuse burned tho)):
-we can’t leave u home alone we don’t know what could happen. 
-who’s gonna make u food?
-we need to take the WiFi router with us we can’t leave it here just for u 
…etc
Tho I know these are reasonable stuffs, but man, I’m not a kid!! I’ve always been through my shxt by myself without even y’all knowing. &amp; mostly home alone except when u come from work. 

I was kind doing okay lately , but now I’m just scared thinking of how I’ll be pushed to go with them, like for fucks sake I literally don’t have it in me to travel anywhere! Who tf hates travel? 

Any advice on what I should do?
Thanks. &lt;3