We need a space

I feel guilty for being the way I am, anxious about working in unfamiliar groups but leaving that detail out in case it's misconstrued as a bad team player rather than a person who would need time to adjust 

I have anxiety but I can be social if I have things figured out. But if you mention that you're probably limiting your chances 

All this talk about wanting to give people with disabilities more opportunity , but itll exclude a lot of areas of mental illness

Idk. Sorry if this doesnt make much sense. It is late here. I'm just anxious knowing a lot of people my age are naturally at a mature wavelength compared to me, and I deeply feel that having anxiety for a long time and going through phases of low moods has affected my development in  what is considered a "mature" demeanour. Things like confidence and social skills seem slumped. 

Idk side note I like myself I'm just depressed when I think about things I cant help being a problem, and then it becomes a cycle which eats me up