So I've (22F) been living with my aunt and uncle for the past 9 months. The reason for this is because my parents are abusive and I was going insane being quarantined with them so I asked to come here. Little did I know that my uncle would end up being worse in some ways. They're indian immigrants to the US btw so there's some cultural differences. Anyway, my uncle was being extra mean to me for a few days and I got upset so I went to my room and took about 35 pills (300mg trileptal). I didn't actually want to die, I knew I would survive, I just thought it would get me some sympathy so he would treat me better. It didn't even work, he's been acting the exact same ever since then and actually said that if I attempted suicide he would let me die. I don't know what to do, being here is awful and I'm not allowed to leave and I actually feel like if im here for too much longer, I'll want to attempt suicide for real.