I can usually hang out one on one, or with two others. But when it's more than that, it gets too confusing for me and I don't get the dynamics and pick up the signals, it makes me feel different and I sometimes act strange or say things that seem off to the others without meaning to. Probably the reason why I don't get included much, I've never really belonged in a group of people although I really would like to because it seems nice. 

Curious if it's common with BPD or if there are other reasons.