I feel so fucking bad after gaining another few pounds over the last week or so. I first noticed this change about three weeks ago, I even lost a couple after that. But last week has been stressful and made me quite suicidal again, just for me to now step on the scale and see I am even heavier than before. I feel like total shit now and even tough I haven't eaten all day I am getting nauseous at the idea of eating and gaining weight. 
(English isn't my first language srry)