I hate that I do this. Especially the negative emotions. I legit yelled at my SO yesterday morning because I overslept and didn't have time to fix him breakfast or pack his lunch...he tried to wake me up but I apparently refused. I felt so awful that I took my anger I felt towards myself out on him. I felt like an awful partner and tried to make it worse, why? He's so wonderful, patient and forgiving. I feel like I don't deserve him most of the time. We're totally good now because he's so open to communicate with me and I am so appreciative of it. I just feel like I suck sometimes. And I hate to label him as my FP because of the possible psychological repercussions but he really does make everything better and tries his damndest even/especially when I'm in the wrong. Just venting about my own insecurities. My SO is perfect for me. I hope everyone here can find their someone like I have hopefully found mine. Best wishes to all of you beautiful folks ❤