2019 had been the worst year of my life because of my BPD. I can’t seem to get out of this rut, and the worst part is, nobody in my family or my group of friends care that I’ve been manically depressed since my ex broke up with me. I think I’m over her, but the damage has been done—all of my symptoms have gone full swing and DBT isn’t working. I’ve destroyed friendships, lost a job, banned from student government, and now I’m the loneliest person in the world. Nobody cares about me so why should I? I’m planning a suicide soon, since nobody in my life seems to care maybe they will after I’m dead... I’ve already self harmed and am bleeding immensely. Someone plz help