I know im not manic because i had a  hypomanic episode like three months ago. My god guys, i dont even know myself anymore, i look at people close to me and  i dont have any idea who these people are. I get times that i look around me and i think where the fuck am i and what going on around me? All this somehow feels to me like its a good thing.

All in all i feel like a completely different person and the world and the people around me also feel completely different.

Also dont get me wrong plz im not going through psychosis, im just passionate about this lol. 

Anyways did anybody have a similar experience??