I don't know how to phrase this, but dose anyone else have something that they want to say or text(whatever) and have it clearly laid out how they will say it but once you actually start to type or speak it gets jumbled so you just stop half way?

I'm struggling to explain it and I have like 3 friends that understand this but since the lockdown I'm struggling to make friends. 

Also dose anyone else look at peoples pictures online and immediately "feel" like they won't like you. Like if they have a "resting birch face " kind of picture you think it's their whole personality? 

This is what I was talking about when I meant thought fatigue. Usually I would delete this but I'm going to post it just in case someone understands and since i can't afford a therapist I'm gonna screenshot this and post under fake accounts. Sorry 

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