I swear, I have the most dramatic mood swings. I'm happy one minute and depressed the other. I feel like no matter what I do I just get into these depressive episodes and idk what to do. Like I tell my doc and they say it's just a regular part of life but idk. I also can't cry, idk if that's the meds or what but I'm on Abilfy. I've tried to cry to let it all out but can't ever cry to just let it all out.