I've been dating a girl on and off for over 6 months now but recently it's getting more serious. Last night she came over and we talked a lot and hooked up 3 times. She wanted to sleep over, and i agreed even though i kinda wanted to go to bed alone. Anyways I care about her but i don't feel anything. I just know she's smart, pretty and likes me. But deep down i don't feel anything really for anyone right now. It's been that way for awhile and i'm not sure why. As i held her in my arms and she was sleeping i just had my eyes open looking at her and listening to her heartbeat. I could realize she's pretty and i could smell her and she smelled good but i couldn't feel anything. I still felt empty like i always do. The hookups were good, but that's not really emotion just physicality. I don't know, for a guy like myself who's always wanted a girlfriend and wanted her to be with me i'm just surprised i still can't feel anything. I enjoy talking to her because she's younger then me but is very interesting in an adorable way. I just don't feel anything at all for anyone. I'm just seeking advice i guess but does anyone else feel empty even when holding someone you really are interested in, in your arms?