Today is not worth living I think we can all agree on that. Tomorrow is not worth living either. Its all a hell and yet for some reason I have hope that the next day my life will suddenly be fixed even though I haven’t had a reason to go on since I was like 7. I know why I haven’t killed myself and thats the hope things will get better, and the anxiety of death. I hope someone can talk me into death someday. If I had a final wish it would be to want to die enough to kill myself. Like to the point where I didn’t have time to think about what i’m doing and could just kill myself.