Lately I've just had this sick nervous feeling all over my body all day. It's the butterflies in your stomach feeling but sometimes it spreads around.

My blood pressure has been increasing lately too. It used to be 100 over 60 pretty regularly, now it's much higher.   Any time I get up to do things my heart races
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I feel like I have POTs or hyper pots. My psychiatrist gave me a beta blocker and it helps when I take it, but when it wares off these symptoms get much worse so I'm trying not to take it at the moment.   

All I feel like doing is crying.I start back work tomorrow and I just feel like a burden on everyone. My girlfriend. My family. I can't stop feeling shitty all the time. I know something is wrong with me.   Just venting, i'm sorry. I hate this.