Well im really only doing this to make my roommate happy. I've always been a bit of a loner. 7 years ago my ex wife aborted my 6 month son because she met someone else. I spent 4 years alone after I finally had the nerve to walk away. I let someone into my life most recently and we took a liking to one another. I got her pregnant and she lost the child due to complications. 2 weeks ago I snapped and my step mom took me into lighthouse for treatment. I just want to know at what time do we become alright again. I am running out of arm space and my friends are all hurting because of me... what do I do..