i feel so sick from not eating i thought i was going to puke. i forced myself to eat a little bit of a muffin but it only helped for an hour or so. i know i need to eat more but i have no appetite whatsoever. i didn’t eat yesterday because the day before i had binged and wasn’t able to purge because my roommate was watching me. and since i didn’t eat yesterday i feel awful today. but it is just fueling my distaste for food? my lack of an appetite is also because my boyfriend said something very triggering to me and i have not been able to let it go at all. i can’t tell him because i feel he is looking for a reaction from me because he likes it when i get jealous. please help i feel like i am losing my mind