Anyone else drink to alleviate crippling anxiety and then take it to far and have an entire body cramp from severe dehydration and pass out. My definition of a hangover. (basically forced to curl up into fetal position and can’t move anything) I feel so miserable and helpless when I’m sober that when I catch a buzz I feel what I think normal might be idek at this point… and then crave more and end up blacking out every time. I’ve had the Emergency room hangover twice and every time it increases the intensity of my anxiety 7 fold. My Fitbit thinks I’m as athletic as an Olympic swimmer because my heart rate is always high from being anxious and it mistakes it for cardio lol. Been dealing for as long as I can remember on and off meds, had multiple semisuicidal breakdowns (all blackout alcohol induced ofc) thank god I was always around friends and family when these happened. Haven’t left the house in years on my own. (22 yo) the physical symptoms of my anxiety make it impossible to bare. Just feeling helpless and backed into a corner currently. I need a fucking beer… now. Yikes. Mind is racing rn just needed to write this down and post it on Reddit like a socially deprived incel lol. Not that your all incels… just speaking for myself lol. Hahahah…. Ha.. 😳 this is such a fortnite moment #onlygamerthings