so i would say i am self diagnosed bpd but not sure. i was watching the handmaid’s tale in bed the other nite and i remember finishing the episode i was on before i fell asleep. however, today (a few days later), i was looking to rewatch as a refresher bc my memory is so bad. i remembered all the beginning of the episode and the end but nothing at all of the middle. usually if i doze off i remember to rewind to where i left off. not sure what happened. any thoughts?