It’s been over 2 months already. Last time I lost my fp I couldn’t get over it for almost 2 years. 
We shared a sense of humor (a really odd one if you ask), taste in music, films. We almost became friends with benefits, but we never had sex. I ended things with her because I just couldn’t get over my feelings for her, it was too much. Funny thing is I only realised how much I loved her after we ‚broke up’. I didn’t expect it to be this hard. Everything reminds me of this person, I had to force myselfnto change my taste in everything because it was just too much, she was everywhere, still is. The worst part is that she’s quite well known in the LGBTQ+ community on instagram in my cauntry, so like basically 90% of people I try to get to know know her or knew her in the past. it’s just sad and horrific. We both have been toxic af for eachother and I know that, I just wanted to let her go before things would’ve got too messy. I can’t stop feeling like I lost a huge part of myself.
Anyways, any suggestions on how I can go back to enjoy the things I used to enjoy before? Should I just wait for when I’m fully healed? It’s so annoying.