I'm almost 25 and I've been having a horrendous existential crisis about what I'm doing with my life and just realizing how I'm not going anywhere and I still don't feel like my life had ever actually started.

I still live with my parents and I have no direction in life. Aside from a brief period this year, I rarely go out, I'm forever alone, I have no motivation, extremely few hobbies and interests. I work a supervisor job that I'm beginning to feel jaded from, in a field I hate, but I'm too stupid for a career and I'm incapable of doing much better for myself in terms of employment.

I've never particularly enjoyed life and mainly it's due to how stupid and rigged it is. At the end of the day, only the rich and lucky prosper while those of use like me that aren't either of those things, get screwed and never have a chance at a good life. Whenever I hear people say "That's life, deal with it" it doesn't make me feel any better. Nothing in my life ever works out anyway and my efforts never amount to anything worthwhile.

I might have had a chance if I was born with a functioning brain. No, instead I get a brian riddled with depression, anxiety, and possibly other mental illnesses. Simply put, life is too difficult for me to deal with because of this. My brain has basically finished developing now that I'm about to turn 25 and I'm at a point where my body is going to physically start breaking down. Can't wait until the aches and pains start!

I've missed my shot at being happy and building a successful life for myself and my life is basically over. I haven't enjoyed this ride and I would very much life to get off. I can't see anything changing and there can't possibly be any point in the future where I will find life enjoyable.

What are your guys' thoughts?