I’ve lived in this place for a while now, and while not the ideal, I’ve come to appreciate the suburbs during covid and the freedom to move around.
I’m thinking of moving to the main city and I’m scared. Last time I had the thought, i lost my job (pandemic). I dont want to make a costly investment since without a job it might be difficult (even though i have some savings).

On the other hand, i dont want to be stuck here. I’ve grown too comfortable here. It’s nice and peaceful. While the city is a bit chaotic. I found a place that i liked. But it’s not as spacious as my current one and did miss out on the few non negotiable so like (numbers of roommates, laundry). But still i kinda liked the place . I haven’t house hunted much, this was the second place. If i wait a lot of time, I’m afraid this place will be gone. From my online search, it seems the other places aren’t that great either or are out of budget. 


I don’t know if this is like a commitment phobia anxiety thingy or something