I posted this in another thread but this community will probably relate more.

Whenever someone hurts me I find it really hard to accept their apology. Even though I make mistakes and Im aware nobody can be perfect it’s impossible; I still struggle to see past “black and white” thinking pattern and label people as good or bad even though they can be everywhere in-between.

It’s difficult in relationships because I feel like I end up hating my fp and planning to leave them even though I want to forgive them so bad.