I (22M) wish I was asexual. I absolutely hate my libido and I don’t want it anywhere near me. I can’t stand trying to quit masturbation/porn and failing every few days, and feeling like trash for the rest of the day. I can’t stand the fact that, despite my best efforts, I’m just another horny male, with sexual desires which most women would never do, and those who would would only do so with very attractive men. If I got rid of my libido I could be above all this.