blocked everywhere again i think it’s final this time tbh i deserve it even though it was in the past n i know i was stupid as fuck n i’m changing now but it still hurt her i’ve hurt her too many times n i dnt think i’ll ever have her in my life again the pain is fucking unbearable i know i was changing i know i was getting better but i had fucked up in the past so many times i dnt think it’s forgivable she’s my soulmate i cnt fucking live without her i haven’t felt this feeling ever i feel like i’m gna turn inside out it hurts so much please forgive me i’m begging ana please try to  understand why tht happened n it was in the past n i’d never do it i showed u how much i’ve changed please come back i’ll do anything for u i hope ull read this please fucking call me so we can talk