I am just a miserable person. I truly don't have a reason to continue to live. I have no friends or even family that cares about me. My family thinks that I am a huge burden and wants me gone. I am so useless in everything that I do when it comes to work, school, relationships, etc. I always find a way to mess something up or make somebody think that I am stupid. All my life, I have been insecure and believed that I am just stupid and worthless. Everyone around me treated like I am dumb and slow. I struggle with basic tasks and doing jobs. It's so difficult for me to find a reason to live because I have so many negative things about me that it feels useless. I am convinced that I shouldn't be alive at all. I am extremely stupid, incompetent, ugly, extremely sensitive, talentless, hopeless virgin with no life at all. I am not trying to complain but I have nobody left to help me in my life. I keep saying stupid things that causes everyone around me to treat me like garbage. I am in college with horrible grades(&lt; 3.0 GPA) and no career path that I want to choose. Anything that's worthless about a human being, I am that. I feel like I am just some sick joke somewhere with no hope. Life isn't worth living anymore.