Today was a horrible day you truely are who you hang with I have toxic fucking shit friends and I hate them with my life worst part I was exactly like them 3 years ago and I hated myself I feel like I have nobody with me I’m struggling with school I hate everything and I don’t think I could carry in any longer someone please help me. I have this need to feel powerful so I build cheap weapons like tazers and high class lasers and I feel like shit every time I build something I want to cry but I can’t cry I truely have no one and I doubt anyone will come to my funeral.I’m 15 male