Hi. So I’m 2014 I was diagnosed with bipolar, now I have borderline personality disorder which makes sense. I can see it all the way back to adolescence. Anyways, it is really destroying my life and my marriage. I have a 5 year old and I am about to be a single mom with no money and no employment because I not only deal with BPD, but also bipolar. I am extremely scared of abandonment right now that I’m doing everything in my power to stop it like clean the house, find a job, be nice, etc. I have researched where to get DBT but I’m fucking lost. I have no idea where to start. Any ideas?