Im a man and this is hard for me to say but i was raped by my too older brothers and a foster kid in my home when i was young and at the time i had no idea what was right what was wrong and now as an adult i realize how fucked up it made me, i just want to die i have to look my abusers in the eyes and act like i dont know what they did to me, something that makes me even more sad is that i told the person who raised me what happened and they act like they never heard it, i do not hate life i just hate the people who would so casually take the innocence of another without care, my whole life is built on neglect abuse and trauma i wish on no other person i know no one will read this because no one cares and that includes me im not religious but if there is a god i hope he strikes me down