I have had two major injuries in my life, both from work. One makes it hard to work at the computer, the other makes it hard to do physical work. I thought that I had an opportunity to the department of rehabilitation to go to grad school and was working with him for 3 years on this plan and I'm currently interviewing for schools and my counselor says nope sorry not doing that plan I am new here and I'm sorry I gave you the wrong information. I don't actually know how I can earn money and I don't want to end up becoming so broke that I become homeless so not really sure what to do. I don't feel sad, I do feel angry which has become kind of like a numbness I almost couldn't get out of bed for the entire day. I just want to be able to work, to be normal, to fit in, to be around friends, and have a family. The only two things keeping me from acting on this are my partner, who would be sad, and the slim possiblity things might work out. I am exhausted. Shit has been hard. Both my parents died and my extended family doesn't make an effort to know me. I just want to belong anywhere. Thank goodness I also have good roommates, but I need to live and to live I need to work and to work I need a body that functions.