Hello, been struggling with being sick since December 2020. So it's been awhile but in 2020-2021 it wasn't as bad as it is now but I feel like rubbish, I feel like I'm dying I haven't had a appetite since December 2020 - early 2021 I can't breathe property when I focus on my breathing, my heart/chest skips a beat, or flutters. I feel confused. I can't eat or drink without feeling like I'm gonna gag and throw up. I always think when someone else has something serious I think I I have it. I feel weird. I just don't feel right anymore. I feel horrible. I'm overthinking about death, and I'm convinced I'm dying. Or going to die. I don't deal with panic or anxiety attacks 24/7 it's actually pretty uncommon for me but it does happen. I've had 2 panic or anxiety attacks a couple of months back, and ever since I've had them I just felt all this. I feel rubbish. I'm planning seeing my doctor soon. Even tho it will take a while beacuse of the viruses and stuff. But in scared to death, that it's something more serious..
I just wish I could wake up one day and just feel better.. it's just getting harder and harder to deal with.