Hi all. I’m a 24 F with diagnosed BPD. Right now I’m on Zoloft and going through DBT. Anyway, I talk to my therapist about this and she doesn’t understand what I mean or why I am like this way. One day I truly feel so in love with someone I want to do everything for them. The next day WITHOUT ANY TRIGGERS I hate them, don’t want them to be happy etc. I’m aware that I split when I’m triggered but this is different than splitting. Same goes with everything else in my life. Standards, morals, etc. It’s just like some hours of the day I have these overwhelming lovey dovey euphoric feelings and then a minute later I’m in agonizing pain, for no reason at all. What does this mean? I feel like I can do all the DBT in the world but it would never fix this part of me. I even notice when I’m hanging out with people that I have about 13 different moods in 2 hours while my friends are pretty stable. It’s not bipolar because it changes too quickly … what does this mean and what do I do?