I'm descending into madness
After so many hours
After so many shocks
Everything is so loud
Everything is so bright

Endless fear
Endless anger
Endless rage rocking back and forth
Endless salty tears streaming
Endlessly 

I think I'm the only one
There's no fucking way 
No way that anyone else knows
No way that Anyone else cares
I'd have found them by now

Alone
Always alone
Nobody else
I'm stuck
Stuck in my head

All alone

Crying

Rocking

Dreaming of cold steel and sweat
Shaking hell
Praying
No. Stop. Please.

I'm descending into madness
Familiar madness
At least this I can trust
At least this I know
At least its familiar again 

Home sweet home 
Alone in my descent 
Alone in my dark
Alone in my quiet

Alone
And descending into comfort
Afraid
Alone

I'm descending into madness