I used to think I was unlovable due to my bpd but I have found someone who understands it, took time to research and love me regardless of my episodes in fact I'm laying in bed next to him as he sleeps and holds me, at the start it was rocky and we broke up many times I started DBT and we are going on 8 months strong with nothing but love and understanding ofc I still get upset but I know I can trust him and I know he loves me so it helps a ton
We have been threw alot he's stuck with me threw 4 sucide attempts now and plenty of breakdowns it's just so relieving he understands he tells me " I don't know why people demonize it you were hurt and this is the result your still you and I'm gonna hold u tight this time and not gonna let you go"

I hope for many more years with him I'm such a lucky person and he is such a good man and I wanna do everything in my power to do him right for all the times I've done the wrong but I'm human we all are so I try not to put guilt on myself but still holding myself accountable and making an effort to get better for myself and him