My job is no good for my mental health. The days drag on, I get so bored I start thinking bad things and it’s like the day is never going to end. I feel so exhausted, so trapped, and I just don’t want to be here. I start thinking about suicide and how it’d be so much easier than coming here every day. I want to walk out and say I’m not coming back, but I’m not financially stable enough to be jobless even for a month or two. I’ve applied for different jobs but I don’t even know if they would be any good for my mental health either. I really am trapped. I want to lash out in frustration, or go so crazy that they sack me. I just can’t handle it right now.