I’m stupid, very stupid. My brain doesn’t like a lot of work, it gets bored easily man fuck with the grammar it’s pissing me off I hate talking to people I hate playing games I hate exercise I hate listening to ur dogshit music I hate scrolling on social media it’s all so bland and I can’t stand it I’ll sit there looking for something and i just start crying out of frustration bc nothing locks my attention I just want to be smart and interesting and I just want to feel GOOD I want to like something I want to be infatuated with someone I want to feel so bad that I run on the streets crying my eyes out to some cheesy song I want to be so excited that I’m rolling around in the fucking dirt and playing with myself man I just feel so DULL and everyone still wants me around somehow. I feel like people don’t even want you to be around, they just say they do bc that’s what you’re supposed to say to someone who doesn’t wanna live. People who shame others for not wanting to live are stupid and selfish, there’s nothing life has to offer and expecting someone else to live for you is really what’s selfish. I hate people they’re so dumb and biased I hate that I’m viewed at crazy and immature for having an outburst man just fuck everything 

I’m not crazy I swear