I have pretty good self esteem (or at least I think). I like who I am, but sometimes I feel like I need to be more special. 

I recently got tested for ADHD, but the results were negative. I’m friends with a lot of neurodivergent people and when I’m with them, I feel boring. Like I’m too basic and they care less about me. 

I’m also demigirl but I’m closeted. My friend, who’s non binary, has already came out to everyone and now I feel pressure to come out too. 

Is this an anxiety thing? How do I get rid of these thoughts? I know my worth isn’t defined by these things, but I still catch myself being jealous from someone who is more “special”.