ive been strugiling with mental health for a long time and ive been having episodes recently where i feel in an intense state of panic/anxiousness over something trivial im currently in this state atm so my apologies for any errors in my writing. i seem to fit all of the check lists to do with bpd for example i seem to have varying degrees? of trust on my significant other for example i know she is loyal but during an episode i will start to get very irrational and start panicking and doing things like bouncing my leg tapping things with my fingers as such. following up on me checking the list of symptoms of BPD i relate to the being unknown of ones self i am always feeling alone, empty, suicidal and sometimes i will get annoyed at he most trivial things like someone not understanding a message i know this post is very rough and full of errors but if someone understands or can help me in anyway shape or form please do. thank you.

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