as some of you probably know i’ve been suffering immensely with my anxiety for weeks, even months. it’s been so bad, i was recently upped to 20mgs of lexapro and that seems to be working a bit, but i’m still so anxious. right now i’m anxious and can’t exactly tell why? i’m sitting outside with my mom and the kids we babysit and i’m worried about death, i’m worried that i’m going to die soon and god is giving me this “nice weather” because it’s my last days, there’s also a ton of ladybugs and it’s freaking me out. i know it makes no sense, but that’s what anxiety does to me… any advice i would appreciate at this point, even truthful/hardcore advice… thanks. :/