I tend to feel worse about myself to some degree throughout the day and then due to isolation, more at night. Idk if it’s being single and that I stumble on some kinda picture of a girl, I just get disgusted about my body, or think “my body’s not enough.” Or “my face is never enough.” 
 My self esteem is so low, it’s pretty bad at how negative I can get over myself. So much it’s like Christ why.