This year I've been able to actually get a job working at a distribution center, I do four hours a night five days a week after school and have to spend an hour walking to work, so the moment I come home from school I have to immediately leave to go work, get there at 5 PM and do a four hour shift and even sometimes have to walk an hour home and don't get home until past 10 PM on a school night, I barely have time to study at home now, and even if I do choose to study after work then I have to sacrifice hours I'd use to sleep, causing me to be tired in the day, I've barely been able to pass my assessments and I'm surprised I'm more than half way to reaching my goal of passing the year, but I'm terrified over the fact I'm unable to do this anymore, the last few assessments and exams I've been fucking clueless on what to do and have failed miserably on them, and I only have seven weeks left until we go into the big exams that I don't have any time to study for as I'm working. I feel stressed, overworked, pathetic and depressed. I want to quit my job but if I do I'd lose this opportunity of having a proper income for myself, since my parents won't provide me one, I don't even have time to myself to fucking hang out with friends anymore whether or not that's online or in public. I've recently just had a physics exam which I failed in, and got one chance to retake it in a week, and I made myself study shit hard for it and even called in a day at work sick, yet today when I did the retake, it was completely different from the test I did last week and I was clueless on what to do, it felt like a completely different exam and that I had wasted my time studying. I feel as if I'm going to fucking fail the year and it scares me, I'm 16 in high school for fuck sake and I'm telling myself half the time that I need to keep doing school or just quit and give up. I don't fucking know what to do anymore.