I’m currently 21 right now. I have adhd and dont know if it contributes to obsessive tendencies. My life has been shitty for the past five years. I can’t stop thinking about how much better my life was when I was younger and I can’t stop thinking about to the past. It’s to the point where I’ll have though loops over and over about my childhood if that makes since. It’s ruining my life. I just can’t stop thinking about how much my life was better back then. Being an adult so far just fucking sucks. Nothing good has happened thus far. I just want a do over of my life so I can have another chance at making it better, and I dont know how to get over that. I don’t know how much longer I can keep going. I just needed someplace to vent.