so i have bpd and chronic ptsd and so many people for years have told me that when they talk to me it’s like they’re talking to someone else. and i don’t feel like i am a singular being at all, like i don’t remember a lot of things or just do or say things that are really out of line for my “normal”. i dissociate a lot and tend to not feel like i’m real. is this DID or identity alteration?