I’m afraid to have sex/masturbate because I feel like my heart rate can’t keep up.

I have an excercise-ECG but I wonder if it’s even safe and if I should insist on an echocardiogram.

I have horrible depression that started after being sectioned against my will and put in a mental ward where I lost my mind.

I did some stupid stuff, even tried to kill my self and regretted it. 

I feel like I have a piece of glass in my eye, I shattered a piece of glass near my bed and I just lied down.

I don’t know how to occupy my time, nothing is interesting, everything is such bullshit. I was sectioned by a “death wish” but NOW after being sectioned I really have a death wish and not before. 

I have no friends, the only friend just ignored me when I talked about being sectioned again.

I feel like I’m in prison. Worse than that.