i aint gonna make this sad or some shit but damn, this persistent low drive of not wanting to do anything while still having just enough energy to be able to do something really blows. at least when i cant get out of bed i know my limits, and no thoughts can bring me down worse than i already was, but  you seem so vulnerable at this level, anything super exciting could bring you up but anything super depressing could bring you lower. 

hey, do you guys think i should apply for a job at this state to maybe helpout and give me something to do (i def can hold one down without a doubt), or you guys think i should chill out until it goes away after a few weeks