Ive been having a hard time coping with my thoughts and certain other things. Ive been thinking of all the ways i could just end it. Going down to the subway station and jumping im fromt of the train orusing a knife or jumping from the balcony. I havent planned on doing anything. But for some reason all these things just kinda pop in to my mind when im not feeling good. I dont know... Is it bad that im thinking about this stuff?