I've had Social Anxiety since I was a child and it pretty much only occurs when leaving the house, especially to meet new people or go to unfamiliar places. So I use apps such as Reddit and the like to communicate with others without having to deal with the symptoms of my anxiety.

But recently I feel that I'm constantly being misunderstood, judged and targeted whenever I post or comment. Every single attempt at meeting new people for the purpose of friendship or more has been met with either complete silence and a feeling of isolation or being banned/having my posts removed for the most arbitrary and frivolous of reasons. 

I've used subs such as r4r for many months, frequently posting to try and meet someone. It's become increasingly obvious that I'm not welcome there anymore for seemingly no reason. My posts get 0 attention despite being viewed by thousands of people and just today received a temporary ban because Australia has more than one timezone thus is too generic a title for my posts so as to break one of the subs rules. 

It might not seem that this is related to anxiety at first but it's all increasingly making me sad, annoyed, frustrated and  quite resentful towards people for not understanding my genuine desire to just be heard and to have genuine connections with other human beings. I have no idea where to go in order to just make friends, meet new people and be myself.