i originally posted this to a different subreddit before i thought about this one, i figured itd probably get more attention here since its a more general subreddit, plus i have no idea whats causing this to happen, anyways this is the post:

i  tried looking this up on google to no avail and i wasnt really sure  where else to put this since i dont really know how else to describe it

it just kind of happens randomly and for no reason, it doesnt really last for too long but it makes me really confused

sometimes  i just "feel" or conceptualize my hand to be on backwards even though i  know full well that its not, its happened enough times to make me think  that it might be caused by something but i have know idea what it could  be

its not like alien hand syndrome since i have control of my hand it just feels like its on backwards

i  also have a bad memory and cant focus on certain at all even if im  trying hard that dont feel like the usual "oh i cant focus on this  thing/i have no idea what to do about this/i want to do this but also  have no motivation for it" ive noticed this happens a lot when im at  therapy or talking about a difficult subject

there might be other details that im forgetting but why does my hand do that

there  was also one time i felt like other limbs were on backwards but that  was really only one time so that might have been a fluke, idk