I applied for ssdi and ssi and got denied, then I filed a reconsideration and it was denied. So I appealed the decision and have to go to an administrative law judge for a hearing. 

I have been diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder, chronic ptsd, anxiety and adhd.
In July of 2020 I was hearing voices thay were commanding me to kill myself which ended up happening almost. I lost most of my cheek, corner of my lips and some teeth. 

I'm just looking for advice on what others have experienced seeking disability benefits.