I feel as though I particularly “stand out” amongst a crowd. 

Not in a good way, or a bad way, really. It’s not narcissism (though it feels like it), it’s more like my impact is huge compared to others? 

Putting this into words is hard.

I get moments where I am utterly convinced EVERY event is resultant of my actions alone, and this causes my guilt meter to be off the charts almost constantly. Is this a BPD trait?