My psych will not keep my scripts as refills, I have have an appointment every month if not I she will not give me a refill.  500mg of lithium I get to go cold turkey evey few weeks because of this 

I try to schedule and it’s sometimes 4 -6 weeks before I can be seen again, and if I forget which happens b/c she’s always late to our appointment.

So here I am Manic, I was depressed this morning and couldn’t even wake up, my body was sore, and I could have just cried in bed all day but I started a new job and I wanted to make a good impression so I sucked it up and made the day go by. By 12 I knew I was fucked b/c I was talking to all my new coworkers and it was toooo easy.