Hey! I'm new in this community. And in Reddit in general. So hello everyone hope you having a good day.

I was diagnosed with bpd last summer. I still doubt sometimes if I have it. Anyway something is clearly "wrong" with me. To the point:

Do you feel like you are unable to love? Like anything; yourself, your friends, anything. I mean I like lots of things and enjoy things in life but I cannot say I love anything. Especially when it comes to relationships with other humans. I see that people love each other and I know it is  a real thing. I can even sense the love between loving people. But my emotional side just can't understand it. It's really frustrating, I often think that am I ever gonna be able to love anything, including myself? What's the point of life if you can't love? I do everyday things to myself like as a reminder that I love myself (I try to eat healthy, excercise etc.) but somethings missing there.

Does that sound familiar? I'm feeling very alone with this feeling. I don't have a therapist but I'm on it.

Thank you for reading. &lt;3