I have been self harming since I was 11... anyway my sister has been super depressed and she cut herself... and I was so angry when I heard about it cause I feel like I’m the reason why because all these years I’ve told her about my self harm. Anyway, I went a bit manic one night, melted the plastic in my new disposable razor, took the blade out and started hacking at myself (I also wanted to try to stitch them up myself but I chickened out) anyway I showed her my gaping wounds on my arm and was like THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU GET ADDICTED TO SELF HARM. I feel like an absolute twat. But I was fucking crazy that night. So now I’m left with huge cuts on my arms and legs and I didn’t go to the hospital SO HELLO NEW KELOID SCARS SOON.