I met someone on Reddit a couple months ago, and we hit it off great. I’m convinced he’s the person for me, but I’m not ready for a relationship. We decided on being friends and it sucks because I’m still in love with him and I know one day he’ll find someone better. I’m constantly pushing him away, and I know how frustrating it must be for him. One minute I want nothing to do with him, and the next I’m crying in a corner of my room because he texted me differently and it must mean everything is over. I wish I could have a functional relationship, but it’s so difficult. I love him and I’m always running away, and someday someone is gonna come along who doesn’t have so many complications, and I wouldn’t blame him for wanting them instead.