The past couple months I have felt so unmotivated to do anything. I feel so unmotivated to complete college work, to even attend college and every other option of education that I’ve looked at I just don’t want to do. I have been struggling with my mental health as well, slipping in and out of depressive episodes. Been avoiding work as much as possible, to the point where I’m thinking about quitting because I just can’t bring myself to go in. I also have been so unmotivated to look after myself to the point where I’ve gained weight I didn’t want to and though I try so hard to diet or push myself to the gym - I just can’t. All my motivation for anything has disappeared and I can’t seem to get it back. I don’t want to not be here, I want to live and be happy and care for myself. Right now however I just don’t want to exist, I want to sleep all day, eat junk food and hide myself from the world. I am feeling so lost. I was in counselling for months but they let me go thinking I was better and I have just spiralled.