I finally broke off from an abusive relationship with my FP last October. Recently I've downloaded and signed up for multiple dating websites and have been talking to people (separately) for a few days VERY seriously and at the time I feel like things are going somewhere and then I just wake up and decide to ghost them and I'm feeling really bad. I keep saying "why do I keep doing this to myself, getting myself in this mess" like I really go in with the intent of having true feelings and then i just decide i either move onto someone new or just pick something that made me not like them and ghost them. I really wanna stop because I think not only am I hurting people but I am stopping myself from getting into a new relationship. Does anyone else do this?