I don't feel passionate about anything. I went through a lot of bad things and it changed me so much... I remember I was so inspired, not afraid of anything. I thought everything was going to last forever.


I'm scared of the future. I live in an existencial crisis 24/7 thinking about how everyone I love is going to die and how everything is meaningless. I can't stand the fact I'm no longer a kid. I miss the person I was so much. Honestly feel like crying thinking about my old self.

So much anxiety my head hurts just from thinking. I'm starting to losing it. I can't feel happy in this reality. Not anymore.