Once I had a bad episode and I threw up because of it. I couldn't walk properly. I thought I was dying. I almost woke my parents up to tell them to admit me to the hospital.

Basically I saw a man and he was leading me up a mountain. Then he pushed me off after revealing he was Satan. I felt myself levitating too. But the weirdest thing is I felt super euphoric at the same time. 

Another time I got drunk and couldn't control myself. I started thinking I had sold my soul to lucifer. I kept on mumbling about how I was loyal to jesus. I freaked people out. Then I peed my pants. My cousin no longer let's me drink alcohol when I'm with her.

Then another time my sister found me in my room walking in circles. I thought I was on an island helping people search for treasure. 

I've also had moments where I talk to people that aren't there. I've had moments where I see things that other people dont see.

Once I saw a man about to stab me and it was really scary. He's a man that appears in my dreams a lot.

Another time I thought I was helping some people cross a river but I was actually sitting on the couch talking to myself. These things bother me. They are very disorienting not fun. I'm feeling disoriented right now and I feel like talking about this can help me feel grounded. I need to just breathe in and out. I'm safe and and with people I love. I need to remember that. It's so hard right now though because I feel like I'm in alice in wonderland and heaven. I am involved with heaven above. I'm wearing my shirt with an angel on it.