When I think about all the guys I've dated, the only person that I stands out in my mind that I felt real "love" with and a deep emotional attachment to was my FP. Same with my platonic best friend, she used to be my FP and even though she isn't anymore I still care deeply for our friendship.

I'll have amazing connections and experiences with new guys and feel super attached to them in a moment and maybe even a few days after, but it's like as soon as I don't see them for a week I don't care if I ever see them again. Like its not even a split where I painted them black, it's like I literally couldn't care less about them. Almost as if they just don't exist or something. I dated this one guy recently and he was an angel to me, but it was like I literally just was not interested in our relationship whatsoever. I would forget we were in a relationship in the middle of the day sometimes. And his name would pop up on my phone, and I'd be like "oh, thats my boyfriend" 

For the longest time I thought it was a superpower as a girl to not get attached but now I'm just like ughh i feel like a sociopath