For the past week anxiety has crept in and I've never had it this severely. I'm stuck in bed, scrolling on tiktok and feeling like I have no purpose anymore. I'm embarrassed and paranoid almost constantly. Im not able to verbally communicate or give eye contact very well. Started to feel like I'm going insane. I know this is common with anxiety but it's terrifying to experience. I feel fake and unreal. I feel guilty like I'm a burden and feel bad that my husband has to work and try to deal with my crap at the same time. I'm crying yet I feel numb at the same time. Im over thinking so much that it's become delusional. I feel my heart racing and get convinced my husband can hear it, so I sleep on the floor sometimes. sorry to any of you who can relate to any of this. It's awful. Just needed to vent.