I'm 21 yo and honestly the only thing that I do all day, everyday is lock myself in my room and watch YouTube, surf the net all day and play videogames. People will tell me to grow up as they are for kids. Occasionally I will go out with friends and family but whenever relatives come over to our house I just hide in the room because my eq is low. I don't do so well in social situations and my relatives would probably ask me boring generic questions like "how's your study" or something. When I think about my childhood I feel sad knowing how happy I was back then and how much of a miserable wreck I am now. I didn't choose this life, I hate living life as an adult.

I seriously miss being a kid where I actually enjoy life without having to care about adult problems such as paying bills, working etc.
I miss being at school and playing with kids my age and talking about the latest Pokémon series. Now they just become boring adults who are busy most of the time and always talk about mundane work topic.
I know I sound like a brat but I seriously hate this.