So I just went onto my LinkedIn and saw about 5 of my previous coworkers have gotten industry certifications, it made me feel really bad about myself.

The last time I got any kind of certification like that was in 2013 when I was unemployed.

I feel so fucked up and burned out all the time, how am I supposed to have the energy to do all of this extra shit? I barely push through work each day.

I always feel like I'm falling further and further behind in life because of this fucking disorder and the emotional roller-coaster that comes with it.

How am I supposed to get anywhere in life if I'm too depressed to do anything, I spend so many of my hours staring into space and just feeling locked in by loneliness, depression and anxiety.

I barely want to be alive, where do I get the motivation to do anything else?