I’m sorry if my explanation isn’t great but basically my life is finally going okay. Nothing bad is really happening, my family is at their best (Which isn’t amazing but far improved), my relationship is good enough and I’m moving onto a better college course. I suppose I don’t have any friends so I have that to be sad about but I’m always way worse when I do because it never works, so it’s good really. But despite this I feel like I just want existence to stop, I can’t handle it and it’s all too much even though literally nothing is happening. My mind feels like a battlefield 24/7 and it just won’t shut up. This isn’t new, it’s always done this, I just only now realised this subreddit might be able to help. Any advice or general support would be really amazing but just telling me you can relate is better than nothing. 

Thanks x 