I feel like a spoiled brat. My siblings had the same childhood. I live on the same earth with the same stressors as most of those around me probably. So why is my reaction more magnified than theirs? Am i making things seem like a bigger deal than they are? Am i doing it by choice? Am i just overthinking the normal human experience to where i *want* to self-destruct? I feel like garbage and feel guilty about feeling like garbage. I want to stop this perpetual cycle. I feel annoying to my friends to my family to my psychiatrist to everyone i come in contact with i want to sleep for a little bit longer and pretend nothing is real