 My parents have been divorced since I was 10 . I'm currently 22 . I didn't notice the divorce affecting me that much until I turned 18 . I don't keep in touch with my father. He's an alcoholic  and the type of parent that thinks he's right about everything , doesn't value other people's opinions and makes it impossible to share internal problems/feelings with him . 

  I have been living with my mother the whole time. She has always been depressed , but the last 5 years have been really rough . She has no will to live . She only goes to work , coming home ,sleeping from noon till night , eating junk food and smoking cigarettes . You can see how soulless she is when you look into her eyes . All of this is giving me severe depression for the past few years. It's conflicting with my ex-relationships with women and life in general . Everyday I sit down to have dinner with my mother. I ask myself if I should keep living with her . She is basically energy sucking any will for me to push further in life . My parents have never been the type to tell me "you can do it" , "we believe in you" etc. The past few years, I have been living with my mother only because of guilt towards her .

 The guilt that she raised me all by herself and the fact that she's alone and the only thing she has is me . I'm really thinking of going to a therapist ,and I really think about moving out . I can't seem to find another solution other than dissociating from all my family  . I cannot find anything  that makes me enjoy spending time with them anymore . 

I wanna hear any opinions and suggestions what to do .