I work in a little, but busy, shop in my village. Since I started working there, if I get even slightly stressed, I will keep dissociating as I serve customers. Which makes it impossible to know if I’m doing a good job or if I’ve made mistakes as I genuinely won’t have known what I’ve just done for the past however many minutes. 

Also had a breakdown yesterday, thank god there was no one else in the store but I was ready to quit right then and there and go jump on the next train to anywhere all because I accidentally ripped open some packaging. I had to distract myself so I wouldn’t run into the office to call my partner to come and get me. 

Also been seeing people that aren’t real in the store walking around, that I don’t take much notice of until I realise no ones come to the counter and they’ve disappeared. This is along with noises like people moving stuff around when I know no ones about. Super embarrassing  when I have to repeatedly ask my colleagues if there’s customers or “did you just hear that?”

Makes me think I probably shouldn’t have a job yet as I’m really struggling, but I depend on the money for uni.

Anyone else get like this at work?