My dad woke me up at 5 fucking am cause I have to wake up before sun comes up. Sun comes out at 6.30 am in here. I have insomnia, and I rarely get some sleep. It's so fucking hot and it gets bearable only around 4 am. 

And then I was planning to try pasta. I thought of doing it in the evening. But my sister pushed me to make it in the morning. She didn't help as she promised and I had to do a lot of other work while making it. It got me so frustrated and she laughed at me for having an episode over pasta. 

My asshole dad came when I was finishing the dish and he asked why am I making all this stupid dishes? He said only our food is food. I was like, but we like it! That didn't stop him from giving advice. I had to serve him and give tea right after he finish eating and I have to clean the place and wash his plate and tea pot etc before doing anything else. In the meantime pasta became cold. 

And while leaving he humiliated me without any reason and after all that I ate that pasta and came to watch TV. My grandma came and questioned why I cooked pasta? And wanted to watch some news. I rarely watch TV. She watch it all the time. Dramas and News all day everyday. 

I got so frustrated and felt like crying so I moved into my room. Then she came and emotionally pushed me to come out and watch TV. Cause she feels bad that I moved in after she came. 

Now I'm sitting in front of switched off TV, listening to my grandma and sister complaining about mom and dad. I am crying and no one gives a shit about that. Fuck this family.