Hey guys I'm 20, male and I'm diagnosed BPD, ADHD, Anxiety, Depression. 

And so just from recent diagnosis of BPD, I understand why my relationships always went downhill, but now that I'm aware of BPD as of recently it's gotten increasingly confusing and honestly difficult to keep or start an intimate relationship. 

As of right now I'm not pursuing anyone because I'm scared too just from reading up online about being people being In a relationship with someone who has BPD. I constantly question what's normal and what isn't normal, and most times I do not know. Even if it's just trying to be friendly with a girl, I end up confusing myself. 

I hope this made sense, I'm not exactly sure this is a BPD thing but I thought I'd ask somewhere. :)