I’ve been spending the last few months really working on myself and finding out who I am as a person, finding my interests, hobbies, passions, and I finally feel like I’ve reached a good healthy point in my life. My constant anxiety is nonexistent. I have my routines, my group of girlfriends, therapy, my job is only getting better and better and my BPD is well managed. I’m stable. For the first time in a long long time, my life feels nearly perfect. I finally feel like it’s time to move onto the next chapter.  BPD isn’t a forever thing. You can beat it. You can take control of your life. It just requires immense disciple and accountability. But it’s doable.