my boyfriend of three years broke up with me. i’m so broken. it’s so hard because he didn’t want to do it. he still loves me and i love him but the highs and lows were just too much to handle for us. neither of us are happy in our own lives so it’s impossible to be happy together. 
but he said we could be together one day so now i’m like do i wait and hope we’ll get together or do i just give up. 
we still talk and he still checks up on me and cares about me but oh my god i’ve never been in so much pain. 
i have no idea how i’m meant to get through this. 
everyone always leaves me. 
i’m going to be alone forever.