Hi everyone,
Like every BP1, I have some phases with so many ideas. Now I would like to tell that I never had a psychotic episode. But I did have hypomania. I am pretty aware of my phases now. I am also not a total wreck. I have a stable job, a house, a life. 
Including my personal mental health issues, I managed everything just fine.

I did achieved a lot in my life as compared to what peers from my background got.

I planned few years in advance and stuck to plan and honestly I always achieved that. However, since my diagnosis 3 years ago, I am always doubtful about what I am thinking is just me being hypo maniac and it can’t be materialised. 

I have achieved everything that I planned for and I was determined to follow the plan. However, now I really want to work towards becoming something, which seems achievable for me but everyone I talk to think that its “unusual” and “you are too old for this shit” or it’s too “difficult”.

I don’t know how I should perceive my this next goal. Is it my hypo mania or my next ambition?!?!? How do you figure it out?