For those that are interested:
I signed on for 6 months of work last year, only to be convinced to sign on for another 2 years

My profession is cooking so that's why I'm in the Arctic.

 I was already having issues the first time around in my current location because some people can be hard to work with. On the last few weeks of my first 6 months in April of this year were rough to the point that I broke down in tears in front of my co-workers because we had to have a meeting to discuss my mood swings, and how it was effecting others around me when I was quite, and not talking.

I guess I've always known that I was depressed for awhile now, but being in a secluded place has really effected the way I go about my day. There's not much to do where I am and I see the same people day after day. The work days are long and stressfull but when I calm down think about why I'm here helps alittle because I'm making money and building a plan for the future.

But dang can the depression really come on storing some days.