*to elaborate on the title*
I feel like im the centre of attention in most situations im in but ive started realising no one cares? And its good but sometimes shit, because somtimes i want it to be all about me, though i hate all that attention.





Work. My biggest fucking nightmare, 
I had a job at mcdonalds and thought everyone was against me and hated me so i quit after two months, ive just gotten a job at coles like a month ago, an amazing job but i had to be put in a mental health facility for a while so i needed time off and now my housing situation is fucked and im so stressed and all i can think about is that im fucking everyone around at work and they all hate me and im being such a mess, they all probably dont want to see my face in there again, im going to have to quit because i have to move a few hours away if I decide to do that. 
Why cant i just hold a job, i hate working, not doing the actual job but being with people and having to work around other people under other peoples rules and not getting along with everyone scares me. Im in the process of getting some DBT but for right now maybe i should just be unemployed and deal with the guilt?