i lately got closer with a really good friend of mine. we started cuddling and making out and doing things that how i interpreted couples usually do. over the course of those couple of days she became my new favorite person and i thought that was absolutely fine cause we started getting into a relationship. anyways yesterday we talked about our “situation“ and she told me about her not having romantic feelings for anyone or that she at least hasn’t experienced any yet and now i am really frightened of the thought of her abandoning me due to not having any romantic feelings for me. i just don’t know how to deal with all this. i have never felt so good around a person before and also i haven’t felt so good in general in a long time. i am just so hopeless again now and i have no idea how to cope with this expect for abusing substances again cause that’s the only thing that helps me lower my emotions. does anyone have any advice on what to do now?