I just moved to a bigger house, everything is in boxes, nothing has a place yet, I have 2 kids (2 and 0), I have a job 2 days a week and no one to watch my kids on the days I'm off. I do have a loving boyfriend but he has Adhd, as do I, and together we are one hell of a disaster in a move like this. I don't have furniture for most rooms yet and due to the cost of living crisis we are in financial stress as well (we calculated to be able to manage with the new rent but in 3 months time everything has gotten about twice as expensive).

And I'm done. I don't see a light anymore. I yelled at my toddler twice today. He just emptied a container with building blocks on the floor that I had just cleaned up and I wanted to throw my phone at the wall and it took me everything I had to not throw things or bite my hand or whatever. I'm so done. I don't have a support system. Everyone I know is dealing with their own shit and I don't know where to come knocking now. I just wanna walk away. I want to stop being here.

Side note, I've been dealing with some mild postpartum depression ever since my youngest was born. This move just sends me over the edge.