have every symptom of depression except sadness i feel extremely happy and like ive been sent down from god to experience all of this and that im the perfect person and im amazing while all feeling nearly everything that is "depression" maybe i feel sad i %100 feel kinda hopeless like i was put on this earth with a brain not fit for what god planned for me but i feel extremely euphoric at the same time its been like this for a week its such a strange clash of emotions and it confuses me it is usually much worse before im about to sleep and my brain gets alot more active then aswell where it will almost hurt to think also i dont have a diagnosis for any sort of bipolar but i was wondering if this warrants me seeing a doctor or something ? i just learned what bipolar really even was yesterday im not self diagnosing or anything im just trying to gain some insight as to why i might feel so different