Over the past few months, I've spent over all my money buying books.  My savings is empty, my credit card is almost maxed out, the last time I was brave enough to look at my checking account, I had 49 dollars that needs to last me for the next 7 days.  It's likely overdrawn now because of bills and NSF fees.  

I'm so fucked 😂 my depression and anxiety are back, and it's making it really hard at work.  If I get fired, I'm done.  My credit score will tank, I'll lose my car, my health insurance, my phone....

I was doing so good. I am now going down with the ship, I'm running for the bow but I'm not going to make it.  Nobody will know. 

Send help plox