Okay wow. It’s midnight and I have to be up in 8 hours for work. Sucks that I work during the super bowl and will have to be abused by dumbass customers getting all their shit last minute, then Valentine’s Day. I hate that. We get it, you’re in love and can afford to get each other gifts and spend all day in bed, get fucked. Meanwhile I work until Monday and get no time for myself!

There’s no changing my bitter ass attitude to the people who got shit handed to them. It’s not fucking fair!! I can’t stand this shit anymore! Why can’t I be happy?! Why can’t I have someone in my life who stays?! Why does everyone else get to be fucking happy while I’m miserable!?

I hate being on the sidelines watching everyone be happy! What the fuck are they so happy about anyway?! Life’s fucking shit, the earth is a fucking dying space rock with assholes who only care about themselves, so why be so fucking happy and tell others “it gets better” fuck off, you assholes only say that because you don’t know what it’s like to have depression and you’ve clearly never been in the real world before where saying shit like that doesn’t help anybody! Generic and lazy ass response because you clearly don’t give two shits!

If it does “get better” then tell me when! Don’t say “eventually” or “soon” that fucking shit doesn’t help, it’s so goddamn annoying yet y’all fuckers keep fucking spouting it out.

Wont be saying that kinda shit when you find me hanging from a noose in my fucking closet or bathroom at my job with slits in my wrists will ya?!

I’m just so fucking tired and angry at everyone and everything.

Rant over.