So there's this guy I've been hanging out with. We have a casual romantic relationship, but I'm getting some huge mixed signals from him. In person he says things like "It's a pleasure as always," but as soon as I text him I get blown off and he doesn't even bother to check the message. Yesterday he mentioned hanging out today, but I never heard a word from him today. I reached out, with the typical no response. I just don't know what to think. I'm trying to talk to him and I want to explain what's going on with me in person, but he just won't let me. It's making me feel seriously abandoned and that no one could ever love me, which in turn makes me want to kill myself because that sounds like a miserable life. I know I'm being completely irrational, but some advice would be much appreciated. Thanks in advance!