I am so really proud of myself and I want to share!

My FP/exgirlfriend, texted me this morning offering me to come stay with her. I refused. For the first time I was able to say no. The moment I saw the text my heart started racing and I was so nervous. I obviously wanted to say yes but I refused! It hurts a little but I also feel a weird high, like I just overcame a huge weakness.