Ugh I can't stop shaking and my heart rate is so high right now!! So I (21F) was in the left turn lane when I looked in my mirror and saw abulances coming and I tried to figure out where they were going like which lane they were in and they were headed straight to mine. Well, as I'm the first car in the turn line with no one behind me but the emergency vehicles approaching I didn't know what to do and couldn't get in the other lanes bc they were full and I started freaking out bc I want to make way for them and make sure they can get past me so I pulled forward into the intersection and it was so embarrassing I didn't know what I was doing and there were cars all around I know everyone was looking at me I'm an idiot AND THEN when they passed I reversed back into my original spot but I forgot I had put it in reverse and when the light turned green for me to turn I stepped on the gas a bit but heard a honk so I stopped then I looked down and saw it was in reverse and my anxiety spiked more and I put in drive and turned and I knew the guy in the truck was annoyed but I refused to look at him because it scares me I was shaking the whole way home, I don't even know why I got in that turn lane I was going to get coffee but I couldn't get over in the right turn lane so I though I would turn left then turn around and go straight to the coffee shop. Now I don't want to go out anymore, I don't want to drive anymore I hate this!