Hello everyone who is struggling,
I am a 24 male in UK, I recently moved cities after a 2 year long distance relationship to live with my GF and start a new job in a new city after just qualifying. Ever since I started I realised how much I missed my life back in my previous city and how much I hate working here. My job is demanding 12 hour shifts. The work is brutal and eats away at my soul, I have no friends and no support. I have been having suicidal thoughts and my girlfriend notices which puts a strain on our relationship. I have had suicidal thoughts. Totally confused and no idea what to do with my life. If I moved back my close friends have moved to other cities anyway so wouldn't be the same.