I'm a 31 year old with a great job, stable income and a nice home. I don't think I'm ugly by any means and I'm usually well received by others. I just can't get this depression out of my head. I feel like everyone hates me, I feel like I have no friends and my family is always too busy to see me. I feel like I am constantly putting in 70 percent of the work in my relationship. I just have this overwhelming sense of loneliness. It eats at me. I feel like if I dropped off the face of the earth the first person to be concerned would be my job after I didn't show up. My family wouldn't notice, my friends wouldn't notice, my partner would probably notice after a few days of not hearing from me but I think that would be more anger and less concern. It's just weird to feel so socially disconnected from everyone.