I don’t wanna feel insecure about everything all the time I constantly get belittled and treated like I’m an idiot even my closest friends say I’m ugly and I have no one I can’t do this all the time some days I’m extremely happy and outgoing but the negotiates outweigh the pros all the time no matter what I do I feel like shit and get treated like shit my dad is a unhinged idiot and my mom is an alcoholic whenever my mom has an off day of work there is always a fight with my dad and I know it won’t get better I wish I could find someone who can understand and I could be true my happy with