I just want to start by saying I go back to therapy soon but I'd like some feedback on how I've been feeling..

My husband is great he cooks, cleans, brings me breakfast in bed, great dad and when he met me I was a single mom. By all means a rare gem.

But over the years I've felt invalidated and like I wasn't enough. I've always had some issues to work out but I don't think I was ever this sad and angry with myself before I got married. Deep down inside I feel like he wanted to be with someone else. He never wanted to have sex during the 1st year of marriage which made me feel unwanted, I've had people who made it clear they didn't like me and he would befriend them which makes me feel unprotected, I felt like if I was someone else or looked differently I would come 1st for once. 
 
I've been hanging in there but I've been thinking about getting a divorce lately

Dae ... ? Lol