hi i’m 16 f and my mom just told me she’s pregnant.. again. 
she just had my brother 16 months ago and she’s pregnant again, of course i’m happy and super excited! but i can’t help this thing in the back of my head saying it’s probably and ovarian tumor that is raising her hcg to make the pregnancy test positive. 

i’m always thinking like this. always negative. i wanna cry because i’m scared my mom is dying instead of creating life, i should be thinking about the new life i’m going to be having with my sibling not without my mom. wtf is wrong with me?