I just keep putting on weight. It makes me very depressed. I get enough exercise through my dog walking. I don't drink soda or other sugary stuff. I could do better at only eating when I am hungry. I weigh 240 lbs as a 30 yo female. I am on antidepressants but want to off myself anyway soon. I know someone will tell me to "try different medications" but I am treatment resistant. They havent made me go to ECT yet. Just tired of being fat and useless.