Hey guys so I’ve had many different therapist since I was a child. Some of them just weren’t a good fit or were bad. But right now my current therapist and I have had sessions for half a year. Wow that’s longer than I realized. 

Anyway there’s been times where I’m like wow that was rlly smart what she said. Or I appreciate how she understands the stigma of BPD and lets me know I’m not my first thought or challenges some of my thoughts etc etc. but sometimes I feel like quitting (not even necessarily cuz therapy is hard which is rlly is but as in just switching my therapist ya know?) I don’t know how to explain WHY. Sometimes I dislike her. Sometimes I like her. And it just happens. Sometimes it’s when I realize I’m probably not her favorite client and I feel like she hates me. Sometimes I wanna say mean things. I hate this