Anyone else feel they suffer from memory loss bc of bpd? I’m realizing how little of my childhood I remember (&amp; I’m 23!). I also don’t remember much about relationships &amp; friendships- especially ones I’ve ruined from impulsive behaviors. &amp; it doesn’t even have to be bc of a traumatic experience. Before my ex &amp; I broke up, he would ask me if I remember things like our first kiss, &amp; I don’t! I hate it. I wish I remembered more. I feel like a jerk when i don’t remember sweet things like that. No wonder he left…