I am fortunate enough to be in a long-term relationship and was in  5 year relationship before that. Neither relationship was/is very good. You know how it is. I know that my girlfriend will leave me sooner or later. I already struggle to not kill myself. I imagine many of you feel or have felt the same way, even when your FP loves you. I know many, many of us eventually are abandoned by the one we love. How have you survived this? I just can't imagine not killing myself within hours.