So i dont want to get too personal or anything but i am depressed but it somehow comes in waves. I have started to drink on the daily just to calm my thoughts and to fall asleep. No sleeping pills work. Nothing but drugs and alcohol helps. I can still only sleep 5 hours. Which may be good but i still cant sleep well. I lose emotions day by day, seem like an asshole when with friends,distant to everyone and i get bursts of energy even tho i mostly dont have the energy to do anything but sleep all day. I am for some reason angered by anything insignificant. I am turning into a mess and everyone around me notices i dont talk much anymore(i used to be the most talkative), and that i drink a lot and i get angry easily.

I just wanted to get it out. This is kind of like talking to a therapist. If anyone responds with their own experiences,or maybe help, that would be cool.
Anyways,thanks if you atleast read it and have a goid rest of your day :)