I’m just looking for some advice or reassurance I guess. I took a plan b about two weeks ago and because of it I’ve had two painful periods this month. The past few weeks I’ve been acting out more emotionally and irrationally, especially with my partner and when he points it out to me I apologize over and over again and get all of these awful intrusive thoughts that are like “he thinks you guys are incompatible” or “you’ve been on edge and now this is his sign to leave you” it just really stresses me out and makes me sad. It’s just frustrating because I have really painful and emotional periods and the BPD just makes it so much worse and I’ve noticed that when I’m feeling “abandoned” or “scared” I get upset at my partner rather than express how I’m feeling because I’m so afraid that I’ll scare him away. Also being so vulnerable like that really is hard for me sometimes. I also really love my partner, he’s the first person who has made so much effort for me and shows me that he loves me, which I’m happy about but I also am so not used to it that sometimes I think it scares me. Does anyone have tips on how to deal with this or talk to my partner about this without sharing too much?