For a bit of time, maybe 2 weeks or so, I have been in a state but not really having any dominant emotional feelings. And if I did, it felt like physically it was blocked. Yesterday, though, I cried and felt sad after thinking nothing was there. Before that, I was feeling in a lowered state w/o much feeling. I guess I also wanted to mention this because, at least I feel like there's a difference, between black vs white (splitting) and a mood swing and I've been having more mood swings (states of being). This isn't dire or anything but I'm glad that I'm not numb 😅