i’m so fucking tired of not being able to live my life. it’s so frustrating because i know i’m not present pretty much all of the time. i’ve been dating my boyfriend for 2 months and i love him so much but it doesn’t feel real if that makes sense. i spend time with friends only to realize that i don’t even know what’s happening. im just watching things happen around me. i just want it to stop. i don’t know if anyone else has dealt with this. i just need advice on how to get it to stop. i’m so tired of it. i want to feel present in my life and stop living through my head. i’m so tired. please