It's the reason why I don't reach out. I feel like everyone in my life secretly dislike me or is annoyed with me. So I just stop reaching out. There is someone in my life that I really hope doesn't feel that way, but I've been in a bad headspace and I try reaching out to them but I feel like I'm annoying them with my incessant texting and stuff. I even reached out to them, told them how I felt, and they assured me I'm not annoying, but my brain just doesn't let me be ok. I overthink and overanalyze everything. I notice little things that probably mean nothing. It sucks. I'm tired of feeling like this.