My most difficult symptom is a delusion where I physically feel and think that som kind of a higher force is controlling my whole life. Controlling my moods, sometimes poisoning my food, controlling my emotions (like puts me into manic mood or depression). They also follow me everywhere. I feel like there are 3 of these "higher power persons/envoys". Many times they occur as crows. I've never seen them in other form. I just physically feel their presence and get messages from them. Most of the time I don't feel like it's a symptom, I feel like I'm a chosen one and that's why I am connected to them and that's why they're supervising me, not others.

While having a good moment, like now, I recognize that it's 90% possibility a symptom, a delusion. 
I was wondering if anyone else has something like this, delusions or other symptoms related to "a higher force/power"?