I'm 23. My family is planning a trip to Miami labor day weekend. So far it's going to be my brother, sisters, a few cousins, their partners, and a couple of their friends.

I'm not sure if I really want to go or not.

All my life I dealt with Social Anxiety. I did not really begin to start working on it until like 2-3 years ago.

I went to speak to a therapist, I work full-time in a restaurant, etc.

I do want to start being more active and develop more hobbies.

Outside of work, I spend my free time in my room on my laptop.

I go out to my brother's house every other weekend. My cousin invited a few of us to go bowling a couple of weeks ago. I went.

I don't have a problem with trips. However, I feel like this trip may be a bit out of my comfort zone.

I've never been on a plane. Miami is a party town. They talk about they want to go to some nightclubs, the beach, ride mopeds, etc. They want to get an Airbnb. They talk about playing some games like drunk UNO.

I've never really done these types of things.

There's a few people going that I don't know too well.

I don't want to go and be uncomfortable or have my anxiety get in the way.

I don't think I'm ready to go on this type of trip yet.

I'm having a hard time telling my family I'm not sure if I want to go.

My brother I feel like will get on me saying how this will be a fun trip and that I should come and that I need to stop being so reclusive.

I feel like they are going to put pressure on me.

I have to make a decision in the next few weeks because everyone who wants to go has to pay about $250.00 by August 6th to reserve the Airbnb.

At this point they think I'm going.

I'm not sure what to do.