I’ve recently been promoted and put into a new work environment. Between the training, location moves, new responsibilities, and home life: I feel completely trapped. I trying to keep my cool but I’m running out of bluffs here, and now I feel completely isolated. 
We had a really bad day at work and I got to knowingly walk into the business end of it. Cool: I signed up for this. I begin my arduous day and start attacking the work that needs to be done. Then my future wife texts me she’s been in a car accident. I call her, confirm she’s okay and figure out where she is. It’s not far so I can be there in minutes from work. I take an extended lunch and head to meet her at the scene. She was going to see some work friends, but her car is totaled. We finish the accident report and I take her home. She’s bummed so I let her take my other car so she can still be with her friends.
I get back to work after and everything just starts getting worse. Ive finished my shift now but I’m a complete train wreck inside and I feel completely isolated and uncared about. I’m dreading going back to work in fear of the next shit show I will inherit, and I only want to talk to one person but I’ve sent them off to have fun while I suffer inside. I used to be massively depressed and suicidal, but I’ve come a long way since then. This is the first time in almost 6 years my mind is just losing it. I just needed to say this somewhere because I am not okay anymore.