It’s so stupid I’m only working part time and it’s minimum wage so I shouldn’t care that much but I do. I’m just worried I’m gonna not know enough because it’s a hardware store and I’m pretty new to hardware. I get trained tomorrow but they didn’t tell me how long, just to show up at 9:00am so I’m worried about that too. Ugh I hate this I just want to do good but I’m scared I’ll fail and go home crying or feel defeated like a loser. I quit my old job for this and as much as I didn’t like my old job, at least it seemed easier. I guess I’m just looking for some words of encouragement or someone to tell me they’ve been through a similar situation. I’m hoping for the best but preparing for the worst. Wish me luck and sorry if this comes off kind of like a rant there’s just a lot of nervous energy in me right now. Ugh fuck anxiety is a bitch.