My life is ruined. I can't do anything anymore but to just sit and do nothing. I always wanted to get a girlfriend but I feel like along the years something happend and my libido for girls feels near dead now. Whats worse is that I'm suffering from a weird ED that inflammates and does hard flaccid to any person but women. I feel dangerous and scared I can't be around people anymore with this it causes big anxiety. I have considered just ending my life before I do something stupid.