But I also know that it's probably just the anxiety.
How would anyone possibly know who I am IRL? It would require that they use reddit and that there was some piece of information that could link me to this account. It would also require someone to take an active interest in my life, which no one does (on a side note, today has kinda been a bad mental health day. I've been forcing myself to get over this crush and it is just not going well at all and it's fucking annoying. I keep telling myself to get over it and it just doesn't work. It could not be any clearer that nothing is ever going to happen. I know this. I acknowledge this, but there's some idiot part of me that just won't give in. I keep trying to give myself time and patience, but it just won't budge. I keep thinking, what if she knows? She would know that I'm more fucking neurotic than I let on. Who the fuck would want to deal with that?). Fuck.