30 more days guys !!!!! 

SEVEN YEARS OF NOT FEELING GOOD ENOUGH AND IT SLOWLY TURNED INTO DEEP SELF HATRED!

IDK WHO I AM ANYMORE! I DONT WANT TO BE HERE! IVE BEEN USED , TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF, TALKED DOWN TOO , BEEN CALLED EVERY NAME IN THE BOOK. I FEEL INVISIBLE. MY FAMILY ACTS LIKE I DONT EXIST. NOBODY GENUINELY CARES FOR ME OR LIKES ME. I FEEL SO FUCKING ALONE &amp; IM TIRED.

I DONT BLAME THEM. If I could forget me too, I would.

Which I why I won’t be entering the new year. (: celebrating *another* year of pain ??! IM GOOD 👍🏼 i haven’t accomplished shit all year. I haven’t done anything good for myself. I’m self destructive. I’m a burden. A parasite. I’ll never be good enough for anybody , even myself. Everybody in this life can’t be happy &amp; that’s just being realistic. A lot of us got the short end of the stick. 

Im done trying to believe that everything will be okay , that there’s some light at the end of the tunnel , fuck being optimistic, shit just is the way it is.