hey all i’m new here but need some advice:) 
been struggling with depression since i don’t even know what age. have done it all, sh, suicide attempts etc. been feeling better since september when i started taking a new medicine- setraline &amp; quetiapine. iv gotten a job and trying to function. but in july this year i lost someone who i cared about very much and was my biggest supporter. he just didn’t want to be friends with me anymore and i guess my negativity was too much 🤷‍♂️. i still miss him so much and for the last few weeks have been feeling super empty and lost but yet able to smile and function if that makes sense? like when i come home from work, am about to get into bed just feel so down. i dread weekends because my mind just goes to all sorts of places and i just don’t know what to do 🤷‍♂️ this weekend has been particularly tough and i don’t know who to talk to so am trying this out… am considering increasing my meds dosage but my next appt is in jan 😭 any advice or anyone to speak with? thanks everyone appreciate it xx