Id hook up with another person when i feel abandoned by my current casual sex partner.Coz it makes me feel wanted,loved and less sad....its like a toxic loop ive been struggling with years now.Im so sick of myself.plz what can i do? Today’s one of those days when ive just been through too much emotional roller coaster over a fwb whos avoiding me right now.i feel shit.and i also hooked up with a random dude to replace that desire for wanting to be wanted but i regret doing so bc the sex felt like a rape