I'm a disaster and I don't bring anything good to people's lives. I always end up hurting them, even though I always have the best of intentions. It breaks my heart to see people I loved so much crying because of stuff I've done. I wish I could disappear. I want to end my life. I don't care if it's painful, I deserve to suffer because of what I've done. I must die, I'm a horrible person and I must die