So I’m talking to this boy that I thought i have zero chances with but actually he’s the one who started talking to me
And man anxiety is not making me have fun 
My head won’t stop thinking that i’m out of his league or I don’t deserve him but MOSTLY he has a lot of girls around him and they’re so much prettier than me 
The thing is I like how i look and i think I’m pretty most of the time but idk what happens around him
I’m so scared I ruin it by my anxiety and thoughts 
Please tell me how to handle that kind of ideas for now cuz my therapy is on two weeks :(