anxiety sucks. it sucks so much. sometimes i feel as though it is literally eating me alive and i will never ever feel happy because my anxiety will always be there. it makes me feel lonely ALL of the time and when loved ones and friends say nice things to me or tell me they love me it’s so hard for me to believe them. what if they’re just saying that because they feel bad or because i say i love them and they feel like they need to say it back!! and then i’m always asking follow up questions like “are you sure you’re ok? promise you’re ok? you just seem not ok…” and then i end up annoying them. AH! i just hate myself for having it. i feel like at the end of the day i am pushing everyone away because if it without even realizing. i’m scared everyone hates me.