Basically, the only way I can get therapy is through my parents insurance. However, I called last week and they had to basically approve me first, and when I got the approval letter I called the number given to make an appointment but got no answer so I left a voicemail with my info. Got no call back two days later, so I called again yesterday and she didn't answer again. This is for DBT. I have been VERY mentally unstable lately and I have very bad abandonment anxiety, paired with a history of depression and GAD, plus I am quite impulsive due to my ADHD. My intrusive thoughts have been tearing me apart inside and it's so hard to function normally. It is causing problems in my relationship because I am SO scared of being left, and I am so insecure... I just really need help but just can't get it. I can try calling more and more, but she just isn't answering her phone, and I heard from the woman who referred me to her that I probably will have to wait for a while, probably months, even when I do get an appointment... What can I even do? Do I beg my mom, who has a history of shutting me down and dismissing my mental health, to pay for private therapy? I am just in so much pain and I am in college, so it's getting harder and harder to do my work, even with meds... I am just so sad and feel so paralyzed.