Sometimes I try to lie to myself and say this makes me an interesting/good hearted person but honestly I’m tired. I wish I could believe someone when they told me they loved me. I wish I could understand what it is like to not think in “black and white”. I wish every person in my life didn’t disappoint me. I wish I could not care, be unbothered. I want to be unbothered, I don’t want to hurt. I don’t want to need attention or love, I just want to be able to have peace. Peace by myself. Please. 😭💔