Who else is like this? And how do you deal with it? And I mean like a friend saying they can’t hang out, or play a video game. Even small things like that. 

For example, my boyfriend hurt his back last week. I wanted to see him today but he said it hurt too much and he wanted time to himself and it just made me feel shitty. Now I’m just in an angry mood, wishing I was dead, crying randomly other pretty much nothing. 

Like I know it is illogical. His reply his fair. A normal person would just be like “ok cool that’s fine” which it is. But thinking about it just makes me feel angry even though he has done nothing wrong. Then that makes me feel guilty. I even wanted to reply with something petty like “whatever” which I know isn’t fair so I obviously didn’t but I couldn’t bring myself to reply with something nice so just ignored his reply which I now feel guilty about.