It sucks, bad. When you can just feel it happening, growing farther and farther from somebody you used to be so close to. It's even worse when you knew they'd have to start replacing you someday, but you didn't think they'd ACTUALLY go ahead and do it. Replacing you with people better, while you're still stuck with no friends like a stumped little gremlin. 

I'm getting help and support for the first time in forever, so why do i feel the most alone I've ever felt?