I am so scared to take the first dose. Please no negativity. I need to be uplifted. I need to feel ok about this. I have such anxiety that it will make me go crazy or something. My palms are sweating at just the thought of taking the first dose.... but I know I can’t do this alone any more.

I have tried so hard with exercise, diet, meditation, journaling. The only thing I haven’t tried is talk therapy, (but it’s so expensive.)

Send me good vibes guys. Send me prayers. Whatever you believe in. I need this to work for me.