I’m on 75 mg Pristiq and it’s been working pretty well for the most part, I manage to feel like my old self again and can get studies and homework done. 

The toughest battle every day is waking up and getting out of bed to get ready for work, which is a deciding factor in how my day will go. 

I haven’t been punctual to school in the past months. It just feels so pointless 

I recognise that I’m incredibly fortunate to have so much support inside and outside school and I can’t help but feel extreme self hatred for not being able to do such a simple fucking task