Not a revenge story yet, I'm debating on what to do. 12 years ago I was unfortunately abused by a trusted person. I asked if I could get help with my health. My mom hired a trainer and I was 17 but I guess looked older or very attractive,  i hated attention and was practically afraid of sex. He was nice at first, I didn't notice the flirting and it turned sexual after two sessions. It still pains me remembering, I was able to retain his name and some of the incidents post training. It makes me anxious even typing it out, laying on my back as he stretched my legs and took his chance to touch me. I thought it was my imagination, like I wasn't there, I couldn't breathe until he touched my pad. Nope, it was real. I quit going soon after and the dreams were bad for five years. I tired to bury it, deny it, it didn't work. I didn't have the courage to stand up and turn him in until I was 28 and by then it was too late, nothing could be done. Fast forward to age 30, I found him, his professional information by chance. If he did that to me, his client, maybe he did it to others? His career now is in the entertainment industry, who knows how many more people he's treated like he did me? I've paid for his sins whilst his life has not been affected. Had he been brought to justice for sexual abuse he would have been send away for less than 15 years and given a fine. He could not face justice now, I waited too long because I was a coward and too ashamed. I have a chance for justice, i live with the end result of trauma. Ptsd and bipolar disorder, I need medication to keep me stable now. I know I should move forward, but he had stepped all over me more than anyone else in my life with no consequences and it's not fair he never faced jail time and now can't ever. I just want people to know the kind of person he really is, he never asked how old I was and I found out what was my fight or flight was.