TW  Abuse

I had a massive migraine tonight and when I asked my spouse to follow my rescue plan (prescription medication) she refused.

I honestly think she meant well.  My rescue plan pills cost $100 a piece and insurance doesn't pay for them (so my doctor slips me free samples).  I was having a medical emergency, so I did the only thing I could think of and called 911.  My auras were so strong i was convinced I was going blind in my left eye.

The paramedics diagnosed me with a panic attack, migraine and hyperventilating but nothing life threatening.  Then she went downstairs and grabbed my rescue medication from the cupboard. 

The police came because of what I said.  They checked in with me and her.  Not sure what they told her. 

Anyway, tonight's been real awkward.  I'm laying awake from my migraine aftershocks and I thought sharing might help.

I love her, I believe she meant well, but I also believe she doesn't know what to do.