I’ve lost the two most closest people in my life that I’ve known for 10 years and now I feel so fucking lost and hollow. I used to text / call these people everyday, and now my days have been so silent it’s driving me insane. It honestly feels like drifting through a dream. Before I’d be able to contact them whenever I needed someone to talk to or just spend time with. Now I’m so fucking isolated, I’ve tried reaching out to one of the people (my FP) but he’s been ignoring all my calls the past month 
