Why bother with life if death taxes and torture/crime and corruption is certain in life? I want to travel the world with my parents but also enjoy fucking hot girls but that might offend my parents or society or someone else might ruin the fun by fucking with my life - like they have been fucking with my life by experimenting on me and making money from it. When science goes like a religion, it becomes more deeply disturbing because then the minute you think you are a free, you become a product to be killed off so that they run a story on you...

You don't have any free will - they have got wolves/dogs and sharks just waiting to eat your stuff alive. You are a slave to noble cause corruption.