I have a feeling that things are not as they should be, but I don't know why or how to fix it. My life is a mess I need to work to live but every job I get is so draining, it gets to the point where i'm desperate to find an excuse to not go in. But if I lose my job I can't afford to live and my stress and depression get worse.

I'm at a loss for what to do with myself, I know I don't want to continue with what I'm doing but I don't know what I do want to do. All of my friends seem to have such clear goals and passions and seem to know what they want to archive in life.

I'm stuck with no money so I can never afford to do the things I want to do, So I often get stuck watching others enjoy themselves doing thinks I wish I could do.

I look at the state of the world and I'm so saddened my the way things are. The terrible things happening that are not being dealt with things that I am powerless to do anything about.

I just feel so lost in a world that is falling apart.