I'm suppose to be flying from Wisconsin to Tennessee on Thursday to meet my sister who found me on Ancestry.com. I'm not even nervous about that but I have a deep fear of flying. I have a 2 year old and I'm so scared somethings going to happen to me or her while I'm gone and I'll never see her again. Part of my anxiety disorder is seperation anxiety. I also struggle with the lack of control so an airplane is the worst for me. I'm also scared of giving covid to my daughter. I feel selfish for going on this trip but when I booked it, everything seemed so much better and I got vaccinated. I just have all these alarm bells going off and I don't know how to just enjoy myself. I need someone to talk me down or through it. Thanks for listening.