my ex and I broke up today. I have quiet bpd and despite that, he was so gentle and patient with me every time I spiraled and imploded. we both tried really hard to save our relationship, but it was too difficult for me to navigate. 

I am upset but also glad that it ended amicably. I don’t think I’ll ever be lucky enough to find someone as sweet as him. 

I hope he finds someone who is able to love and accept love freely. I hope I am able to heal from childhood trauma and be at peace with myself one day.