A little background on how Prozac went for me:

I have really bad social anxiety. 

\- I didn't eat outside of my home for two years because I was paranoid that everyone was watching me/judging how I eat. 

\- I couldn't walk in front of a small group of people without hyperventilating in a cold sweat and always thinking what everyone's thinking of me. 

\- I overthought about everything like a mf-er, I couldn't sleep. Overthinking gave me a terrible stomach ache and I couldn't focus on anything (Which was terrible bc I already have ADHD and already couldn't focus)

\- I couldn't try new things because I was afraid everyone would make fun of me. I had test anxiety and would break down and not be able to finish my tests. 

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So, I started on 10mg for a month or two. It helped my anxiety but not by much. So I got it upped to 20mg. 

After the 20mg started to build up and kick in, I felt amazing, euphoric, more confident than I ever have. I literally felt like I was God, I would say routinely to my mom and online "I am god." I felt like nothing could stop me, I wasn't scared of anything. Social anxiety? Who's that? I would talk to my mom like "I'm so much better than everyone. Everyone is so pathetic" Looking back on it it's kinda scary.

I had an insane superiority complex for about two months, looked in the mirror and I saw the most beautiful person ever lmao. I started seeing everything in black and white and not caring what anyone thought. The whole world around me looked like a chessboard.

Which in the moment it felt amazing. Then it crashed down into feeling extremely numb. I couldn't cry at all. I realized I hadn't cried for months. Sometimes I would get this weird feeling deep inside knowing normally my body should be crying, but it was like Prozac was superglue in my tear ducts.

So I got back down on 10mg, my anxiety started coming back. And I was always agitated and irritable, plus I would black out a lot.

When my mom would wake me up I would just turn into a demon and violent (I'm not a violent person) and say callous things. A few hours later I would forget it ever happened.

So now my doctor just prescribed me Lexapro. I haven't started it yet, but I'm hoping it'll work better for me than Prozac.

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tldr; prozac gave me a superiority complex which then crashed down into extreme emotional numbness/emotional blunting. got switched to lexapro today. haven't tried it yet.