Idk how much more I can take. Day in day out I’m constantly on the verge of crying. I try to make friends I try to find a job I try to be a decent human and I just fail. Fail. Fail. I’m so over struggling. I don’t want to cry anymore. I don’t feel anything anymore about wanting to commit. I don’t feel like fighting anymore. The worst part is no one would care. I don’t even care. It feels inevitable. It just needs to happen and I accept it.