hello, I've been dealing with anxiety for about a decade &amp; it has affected me in many ways. I had to drop out of school and get my GED, I can barely hold a job, I am always having panic attacks before during or after work resulting in me not being able to perform or just basically not showing up. I am 24 and I feel like an absolute loser. Idk what to do, I sit alone every single day and night and have no friends anymore. I've been to many doctors and had every test ran on me. been on about 20 different medicines and am currently on Ativan 2mg daily. After losing my apartment I was lucky enough to have a good family member let me stay with them but it's temporary and I still can't hold a job, I've tried about 3-6 in the past year but the anxiety is too much. At my wits end I just threw a hail mary and applied for disability due to anxiety and panic attack disorder. anybody ever been in a similar situation here ?