Are there others out there who have had a diagnosis of BPD/cPTSD for a while and had difficulties with services (wrong treatment/ hospital stays resulting in further trauma) in the past? I have a review with BPD services coming up as functioning day to day is getting harder (I can't work right now and am having rapid mood swings). 

The thing is I need to go in with some ideas, otherwise they'll do what they did before which is to tell me to work/study (distract) and see a 'care coordinator' weekly (rather than a therapist), which didn't work for me, and is why I left them a few years ago. Because I'm having to rely on the NHS, I'm not allowed to have an assessment with any other service than BPD services, so my options are limited and I'll really have to push for something different but I need to have some idea of what that could be before I go into the meeting.

If anyone is, or has been, in a similar situation, it'd be super helpful to hear your experiences, if you are willing to share.

Thank you :)