I'm not sure whether this belongs in r/SuicideWatch, but I'd just like to clarify again that I do not intend to kill myself. I'm too much of a coward and terrified of the idea of 'passing into eternity' (as a friend so brilliantly put it). However, lately I've been thinking about what it would be like if I ever came to the point of actually committing suicide. It's a weird and hard thing to explain, and the best way to describe it is "contemplation without intention". And because of these extended thought trains, I've devised a pretty detailed plan on how I would go about ending it all, even down to the clothes I would like to go out in. Is this kind of thorough introspection normal for people in my position or am I just weird?