I hate every part of my life. Every day when I wake up, that's the first question I ask: what's the point? I work at a job that's been cutting my hours because I just don't give a shit, most of the time I feel lonely, I've never been in love even though I wish I could, I have no passion in anything I do, nothing interests me in this world. Seriously, I have absolutely nothing going on for me. I live because I'm too scared to die, but I really want to just end it. I know nothing will change because I refuse to actually try. I don't care enough about anything to try. I'm reall hoping I die soon.