I didn’t know where else to post this but I’ve been feeling lost and alone. I’ve only been diagnosed since May with BPD and since then, it just feels like it’s even harder to make real relationships and the ones I had before are just falling apart faster. Sometimes it feels like I’m being babied by everyone around me like I’m just this fragile thing that needs to be ignored or placated instead of listened to or treated like a real person. I know I’m not in the place for a relationship right now but I’m afraid that if I start looking or put myself out there, it’s just going to end the same. 

I guess really, I’m just looking for friends and maybe see if other people feel the same as I do.