Things have got really bad over the last few month, ive been waiting for therapy which was supposed to start 3 week ago but they cancel the first 2 sessions and just told me that the therapists has left and i will be working with someone else. That wont start till the 3rd of March which isnt long but i have a lot of shit i need to deal with and dont have the strength, if i dont get things done stress will build up and i will be in a worse situation. Im also at the point where i could go do some crazy shit not neccessarily kill myself but i dont give a shit about the consequences of anything, for example i feel i could go do a robbery or something im in a very desperate situation. I emailed the mental health service if they could reffer me to get medication but they didnt respond, I dont know if i should try asking the clinician? Im not really sure how they sort that shit. I thought of doing some private counciling but i dont have the money. 

Thank you for reading, please let me know if you have any advice or strategies which help you cope.