I have a really hard time during my cycle. it's like my bpd traits worsen 10000x. I'm evil, I feel awful, I feel so suicidal and terrible. I have a lot of my break downs during this time of month. I tend to just start feeling an overwhelming sense of emotional pain and guilt and sit on my floor and cry for hours. combine that with school, work, family, friends. e.t.c. I am a hot ass mess. I just woke up and didn't feel good and was mean to my mom and I feel so bad. My anxiety is terrible too. I don't know how I'm going to get through the week. It seems that every period worsens my bpd traits. can anyone relate to this?