i know this might sound stupid to some but in about 2 months i'm moving out of my first place to go live 6hrs away with family. thing is i'm losing 3 best and only friends, my roomates, and it's killing me to think about not seeing them and talking with them... 

Some might ask why i'm moving out, reason is simple. i've been depressive for almost 5 years now and my life has become a cycle of nothingness and loneliness, and my only support are my roomates. ive been living in the same town for all my life now, but finally moving away scares me to the bones. i know i can do it, but i can't get to convince myself that it in fact is the good thing to do on the long run.

anyone been through something similar? any tips on how to deal with the feeling that you're leaving them behind, maybe to never see them again? idk i might be overracting but i really love these guys and i hate losing friends...