How can we talk when I have no voice and you have no ears? . 
I couldn’t see who you really are through my tears .

I swear my hands are bleeding from holding on so tight . 
Said you didn’t love me , treat me like a dog , but this dog bites!.

Stole the shine in my eyes to cast yourself in a better light .
You taught me that if I wanted love I had to fight .

Criticises my weight , personality and looks. 
Sleeping with strange men while I hit the books .

“Daddy dosent love you he’s not here “.
In my heart I know he does , I can feel him near . 

Dickhead, drainer and annoying where the labels you gave me . 
Award acceptance, graduation are some of the things you didn’t see .

I can promise you this ,You won’t see me falling apart. 
Because just like my grandma,I’ve got a shatterproof heart.

I know you love me in your own way .
Maybe one day you will show it , just not today .


I am completely safe and getting help . Please don’t worry I just wanted to vent and hopefully help people like me ❤️