So I've recently been told by my therapist I have suspected bpd, and am currently waiting an official diagnosis, and to be honest this at first seemed like great news. It felt like I was finally moving on with my mental health journey. But the more I researched the more accurate this diagnosis probability would be and there are more traits I exhibit than I realised. Even small things in my personality which I didn't relate to my mental health seem to link up, which now has me wondering will I ever feel or behave normally, or will I just be constantly treading water trying to mask and contain this? Like do I even have a personality or am I just a personality disorder of you get what I mean ?