I am now 26 yrs of age wanting an easy way out without pain been depressed since I was a child was molested and raped by different caretakers this life has no meaning to me I have no ambitions or motivations I just want to close my eyes and never wake up again just want to know why I'm here what's the point if it all leads to us dying in the end just wished there was a way to leave everything behind without hurting my loved ones