So this couple invited me over from the internet, so I inclined and came over to hook up with his wife.  They were laid-back and easy going, but I feel gross and dirty afterwards. He mostly just watch me have sex with her. Will I always feel gross or will it pass? It was my first time.  The fucking condom broke so I have to go get tested. They said they are clean though. But they do swing alot.  Still getting tested. Thoughts? Thanks!