I’m about to start ketamine treatments 3 times a week and I doubt they are gonna wanna hire me when they find out I can’t work their schedule. Which sucks because we super bad need the money. 
 I feel awful. Not being able to help my family but my mental health has landed me in the hospital so many times this year I really need it taken care of. 
 Rock and a hard place. 


 I wonder if I could get disability