I’m 17F and a junior in highschool. School is one of the only things, if not the only thing that makes me so unhappy and sad all the time. But I have no way to get away from it. I enjoy two of my classes, photos 1 and orchestra which I’ve been in since 6th grade, but those two classes get overwhelmed by everything else. I can’t drop out because I don’t want to miss those classes, especially orchestra because we are going on a huge drop to Prague next year, plus my dad would kill me. I don’t think I can take online classes and go to the school for one or two classes. 

The Prague trip is really one of the only things I’m looking forward to in my life right now, and my dad threatened to not let me go if I don’t get my grades and attendance up. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I take any chance I get to not go to school because it makes me go fucking crazy. 

I don’t know what I’m looking for posting this here, I felt like I just needed to.