I hate my life

People think I’m boring and have no personality and it’s true. That’s why I have no friends (not an exaggeration, I literally have no one to call/text). I hate my retail job and I suck at it. I have no love life aside from some hookups with guys that don’t give a fuck about me. The only guy I do want dumped me 3 years ago and I’m not over it at all, I haven’t been in a relationship since then. I’m so far behind my peers as far as school and will be graduating 4 years later than I should. Not to mention the insane mountain of student debt.

I honestly don’t even like myself and having no one makes it worse. Technically I do have family but we’re not close. I just want to end my life because there’s too much that’s wrong and this list is only half of it. I haven’t been at peace for most of my life anyway. I’d rather die young than continue growing older and accomplishing nothing and being a disappointment