I know I’m definitely not the only one but my abandonment fears are so bad. I can’t be single, I always need to have an fp because otherwise when I’m alone I feel this aching pain of being abandoned, not having anyone that matters to me and that I matter to them. My friends aren’t enough, I need someone to make me feel safe and comforted. I need to have someone who I can trust will always be there for me and only me. I don’t really know how to deal with this. Had a terrible break up 9 months ago and I still cry about it every few days. It’s unfair. I feel so alone, I wish I had someone I could rely on.