i just started lexapro like 2 days ago and i feel crazy bro. my brain moves at like 500 mph it feels like static in there like theres a bunch of bugs flying around in my head. the first day i took it i felt like literally the best ever i had in months i felt so productive it was great until the energy got too much and i couldnt handle it anymore i felt like i needed to run or something or i would die. but idk if the lexapro can even be to blame for that cause i just barely started taking it and i took low dose. anyways after that day i dont feel euphoric or anything i just feel weird i cant focus on anything i pace around rooms all the time its not good. i have not been sleeping as much and last night i started dissociating very badly and nearly harmed myself because i needed to make sure i was real. does this happen to anyone else with bpd or is it just me 😭😭😭😭