It's my first post here and I'll try to keep it short. I'm male, 22, live in Greece, had depression from ages 14-22 (I don't have enough symptoms anymore to be classified as depressed) and I'm starting to feel lost. While the therapy and medication I have been taking for the past 6 months have definitely helped me through tough times, my biggest enemy is procrastinating especially with my university responsibilities. I don't love the subject I'm studying (chemistry) but I do think it can help me find a suitable job in the future so I can provide for me and my family and have free time for hobbies. What I'm having a really hard time with is motivation and discipline. I'm afraid that the lack of those 2 things can be the end of me. I'm constantly worried my gf might realise what a lazy person I really am and dump me despite her being really supportive of me. The only thing I don't want is grow to be 40-50 and not be able to have a good life with my wife and kids because of my mental problems...