It’s like every time I feel like I finally start getting my life together or am not as depressed , I make some decision that causes everything to fall apart. I feel so alone right now and just kind of want to die. I’m not going to self harm or anything I just need to tell someone. My relationship with my partner of 7years has ended and I feel like I lost a whole part of my life. Friends, family, everyone. I know it will be better eventually but right now I just feel so empty.