I’m freaking out. The move isn’t intense (it’s outside our college town and we’ll be going back in a few months) but I’m blind sighted. I saw the two of them on Find My Friend and it’s too late for her to answer me right now but no matter how much I refresh it says Massachusetts. Neither of them sent something in the group chat about it but I still feel so betrayed and abandoned. I want to move back east so bad and it’s like I wasn’t even involved. I don’t know what is going on or what happened.

I just have this overwhelming need to hurt myself right now for being so stupid as to trust them. I‘m worrying the entire group is in on this and didn’t want to tell me because I’d freak out, or at the very least are choosing to ignore my calls the best they can because they know how much of a mess I am right now. God. Please tell me this isn’t some conspiracy or they don’t like me anymore.