My coworker meant well. She's young and from a very Christian upbringing, all bright and smiles. But my inability and lack of wanting to talk to new people came up and I let it slip that I had mental illness. She said that and that doctors lie. That she could never see that in me, that I was intelligent and funny and... god I feel like slime. 
You best believe you dont know and havent seen it be cause I would scare the fuck out of you. Ideation everyday and all this ugly shit. 
I don't blame her, I'm not mad. But I feel like fucking garbage.