So I was wacthing the Tv show The 100, it´s not an amazing show, but I liked it, I watched the first two seasons and never had a problem (Violence and stuff doesn´t really trigger me), yesterday I started wacthing the thrid season and for some reason when Lexa and Clarke finally  got together I felt my heart skip a beat, and I very exited  about it, and happy for them, there comes the problem,  idk whether their love triggered me, or the fact that like ten minutes later on the episode Lexa dies, a tragic death,  ever since that episode watching the show has been causing me anxiety, and its weird, because its not while watching, is after I stop watching,  I get this sense of emptyness inside me, my heart is accelerated, I can't  stop thinking about the show, even my dreams this past two night have been somewhat about the show, I hate this, and obviously  this only happens  to show I like, I struggle because  I know I should just stop watching it, but I hate felling like I am giving up something in my life I like because of this fucking disease, I am at a point where I am almost quitting TV/ Netlix completely,  I don't  want to but I don't  see much more that I can, do I prefer never knowing  the Tv show, than  starting one comming to like it and having to let go of it, this is not the first time this happens either, I feel like I can keep babling here forever, but I don´t think I should. (Anyone has any tips, or supportive words?)