Hi y’all - 
So, background: 
I am a 20 y/o guy w/ generalized anxiety disorder &amp; autism - which usually leaves me feeling like an outcast. A lot of the time in school I was seen as the “weird kid” and everything I used to say/do seemed to come out wrong. I never knew the right words to say or even how to react to situations properly/in the way kids my age did. 
I have not *fixed* this issue but I am getting better. I want to show my coworkers that I am a fun person to be around and that we don’t have that much of a gap in interests. I want to be seen as cool and as a part of the group - and right now I don’t feel that I am despite my efforts…
My coworkers are basically the exact opposite of me. They were “popular” in high school, they’re all friends with eachother, they always know what to say, and they’re all really cool and they Know It! They also LOVE to party and I feel so lame because I don’t have a ton of experience at parties and whenever I go I feel like I look like an idiot and people don’t want me there.
I feel like they all secretly are making fun of me for being weird or even making fun of me for trying to be their friends. I just feel like I’m so far removed from everyone and that they all sense that. As much as I’ve tried to push away all of those insecurities, I just *can’t* and I feel like I’m stuck in a loop.


I stop working at the end of the summer when I go back to uni. What do I do?