been reading susan e. schwartz atm, but she focuses more on father trauma. i'm looking for something elucidating things like identity, childhood, repression, trauma, memory, etc. with a focus on borderline. NOT self help books though. i'm interested in reading from a more clinical perspective. essays, articles, etc. also welcome. i'm especially interested in reading about borderline &amp; how it affects identity. anything that could break it down so i could better understand myself.

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