I'm very anxious when getting to know people. I feel like anything I tell can be used against me in the future. I'm scared of getting hurt basicly. Sometimes I'm even scared of my friends and family.

I don't like telling this because I think it's sickly, but I can't help it. I've never had anything stable in my life and the anxiety is only getting worse the older I get. I'm loosing friendships and future friendships. If I keep living like this I won't have anything to live for anymore.