I am so tired I feel like I can’t function. I have been laying in the bed and sleeping for days. I’ve been so depressed it’s painful and heartbreaking. I want so badly to make this life work but I can’t see the light at the end of tunnel. I feel like I have nothing, no purpose, no point. I have stopped taking care of myself. My hygiene is terrible and I don’t care which is very unlike “me”. I don’t know what to do anymore and I know the obvious answer is to speak with my doctor, but I no longer have one. She quit and no other doctors at the practice are available because another also quit and one won’t take someone with eating disorder issues, which I have. I have gone through doctor after doctor and they’re either so shitty and uncaring or they leave.