I have been dealing with anxiety and depression for most of my life and really bad the last 5 or so years. I am on meds and go to counseling once every 8 weeks. About a year ago my SO and I moved into a new house. It is a well built home and is only about 10 years old. Things are starting to pile up on the 'need to be fixed' list. They are all cosmetic issues and in no means need addressed immediately. Honestly some of them are things some home owners never even change. I have been working from home for the better part of this year and now I am convinced that my house is falling apart, it's a time bomb waiting to go off and something major is about to happen. I am also burnt out from life in general.  My SO is rather forgetful and so I find myself doing double work around the house because it seems like my SO can never finish something or I have to remember everything that needs done to make sure it did get done in case my SO forgot to do it. On top of taking care of my child and work. I am tense all day every day, I don't feel like eating and I constantly am nauseated. I feel like I'm in so deep I'll never get out.