I'm 19, I have no job, not even a driver's license, nor the motivation to try. On top of all of my social anxiety. I can hardly leave my house without completely shutting down. My mom always tells me that I need to get it together, which I understand, but the condescending tone and it being so constant just makes me feel like complete shit. I have some... unhealthy coping mechanisms, for a lack of  better wording. So long story short she barges into my room screaming at me to show her my arms and legs, with the windows open so now the whole fucking neighborhood knows, didn't make one effort to even sound caring, or quiet to keep it between us or anything at all, just yelled at me like I'm some kind of nutcase. I don't think she really understands how to deal with someone like me, it just pisses me off to no end. I'm on meds but they don't do anything anymore. I just feel so awful and worthless after today, as if I didn't already.
Anyway I don't really know why I posted this, just to rant I guess, thanks for reading.