i never post here but i’m such a mess today. i’ve been doing pretty well the last few months. my ex and i broke up in Dec17 and last saw each other/hooked up Oct18. i’ve been doing fine but still look at his social media often. it took me an entire year to be anything less than obsessed with him and miserable without him, just waiting around for him to want me back. it was the hardest heartbreak i’ve ever experienced and i thought about him 24/7. i was in denial for months. these last few months i’ve made a lot of progress until i saw today that he’s seeing someone new and i had a complete meltdown. it makes me feel like i’m at square one again. does this happen to y’all? i feel pathetic. i wish i didn’t care so much.. feels ridiculous of me, it’s been so long.