My FP is my boyfriend, we've been in self isolation together for nearly 8 days and it's making us both snippy with each other. Tonight he told me he doesn't know what he wants and he's sick of constant problems. Guys my abandonment issues flaired up and I took it to mean we're gonna breakup, we might not but still my brain's dividing things into mine and his and I feel so alone. Like if we do break up I'm fucked I have nowhere to go? I already want to self harm or drink but I can't do either. I just want a hug or a kiss but we can't hug or kiss each other because he has covid, I've been vaccinated but he doesn't want to risk it. I'm so scared.