I cant get the thought of wanting to die out of my head but its not something I think I'd actually go through because of how many people are counting on me, but my brain is trying to convince me that no one cares about me and I don't matter. It's like, I know what's most likely the truth but my brain is trying to kill me. Like if part of my brain was giving a separate body it would attack me. Who do I tell? Would I be put into an institution for this and why or why not?