Today is my birthday and all I keep thinking is “wow 27 years and I’m still this unhappy.” My partner didn’t bother getting me a gift or making me a simple meal, money excuses when he had no issue spending money to get fucked to this past weekend. My family all sent sweet messages in our group chat and my mother decided to make an unnecessary comment about me taking a birthday shot when she knows I’m trying to be sober (hard to do when your a bartender). Then there’s the real issue, how unaccomplished I feel for my age, still haven’t finished my degree, still work at a bar, I had a very different idea of how my life would look at this age. More so I thought I would simply be happy or at peace by now. I don’t want to pity myself today of all days but I can’t help it just going to take my meds and sleep all day.just needed to rant.