This one little phrase turned from something I used to think in secret into my goddamn mantra at this point. I'm so tired of waking up and feeling empty and alone. Sure, I know I've got people to support me, and yeah, I even have friends I can talk to that get it, but it just feels so hopeless that talking about it isn't going to help at this point. I guess that venting here is good for now, especially because I need to verbalize my feelings, so that's a plus I guess. But I'm tired of waiting for things to get better in a world that hoards its happiness for everyone else. 


Sorry for getting this heavy, I hope y'all have some lovely days ahead of you.