Hello, I've been dating my boyfriend at the moment for around 7 months and while I care deeply for him and consider myself to be falling in love. Recently we broke up for a day after he admitted he didn't feel close to me despite caring for me. It stung quite a bit as I realised that we hadn't really gotten closer and I was still scared to be completely vulnerable with him and to tell him when he did something that bothered me. It got me to wondering whether I will ever be able to be genuinely close to someone or if I will always be stuck in this rut. I feel as if no matter what I do I'm terrified to rely on the other person because they will reject me for it. I honestly have almost zero connection with my family anymore also, I'm more like a roommate in my own home. Has this ever happened to anyone before or is there just something inherently wrong with me? I really care for this guy but don't know how to get over this.