I have a couple of conditions too, i have OCD, depersonalization and derealization, and generalized anxiety disorder so i sometimes don't get my friends. They are some of the best persons in my life, but, sometimes, it just doesn't make sense what they say with what they do, not in a cynical way, but it's something that..  maybe they can't control? Like, trying their best for things to go... Wrong.

My ocd it's like numbers, figured, iterations everywhere, everything must have a reason and a meaning and, sometimes, with my friends I don't get it, and it drives me crazy cuz I don't know what to do or how to help them. I remember once I told them that I needed a time from away from talking to them because of this, now I've learned that they don't have a choice, kind of, or maybe I'm quite ignorant on the matter, but i would like to know your experiences on the matter.

Btw, You are amazing, all my love to you all