Hello all. I have been struggling really really hard the last couple of days or weeks. I can’t eat, I can’t sleep and my mind constantly races. My girlfriend and I recently broke up after a year and a half. I have so many doubts and questions about myself. All the what ifs and what could I have done better are starting to set in. We broke up because she needed to fight her demons that started to show back up alone….. but I’m struggling with the fact that we are supposed to fight those together… that’s what we do if we love each other. We go hand in hand to fight our battles together … but she left me…. A lone. This was supposed to be my soulmate, the one I thought I’d spend the rest of my life with. I love her daughter as if she was my own and we were so close and had a great bond……. I started to see a therapist for the first time ever…. But damn…. I am such a broken human being right now.