After years of having people backstab me and talk badly about me from middle school,highschool,and still now even in college,I have trust issues with people.I recognize this and tell myself it's all in my head from years of trauma.But even with my friends,I find it hard to believe what they say sometimes.


For example,if someone said,nice outfit,especially if it's online,I can't tell the context or tone of their voice.It reads as "nice outfit" online.But my head interprets it as "i'm pretty sure they don't really mean that and they're saying it out of..." (etcetera) 


I also know that some people are gonna say every time I misinterpret something it's not justified.There were cases I had suspicions on people pretending to be nice to me for their own gain this last year,and I was right. (I.e a friend of mine tried getting me to sleep with him after my breakup,but he had a girlfriend.He got mad and did a 180 when I told his girlfriend what he did and harassed me over text)


I have friends that most of the times you can't tell if they're being serious or they're joking around so it's hard to distinguish their tone.So anything strangers,friends,say to me,it just weighs down on me in a negative way.My friends also have a weird way of viewing me in the friend group though.Like if I join a group call,one of them addresses me "yo,oh the bitch is here" or make jokes about me being Asian so there's a weird dynamic going on there.

TL;DR DAE misinterpret positive things people say into negative due to past experiences?