I don’t even know where to begin, I guess this is just a rant. I am 18, I graduated not too long ago and since then I’ve just been spiraling further and further down into my depression. I’ve always struggled with existential dread, depression, and honestly just any negative feeling. The difference was tho was that I was younger and kinda held onto the idea that I’d grow out of this stage in life. Well here I am in the beginning of adulthood and my life feels like shit. I cant find a job, I’m not in college, I can’t drive, and I’m lonely more than ever. I have zero passions and no motivation to do anything. I feel worthless and helpless. I struggled a lot in high school and hoped that after graduation that I’d be a new person. It’s hard seeing your classmates succeed while you’re stuck in this endless cycle. I just feel like a mess and no one can help me because im not a kid anymore. I feel extremely empty and I don’t look forward to life at all.