i can notice myself going from happy-&gt;sad-&gt;angry-&gt;depressed all within a time frame of 1 hour-30 minutes between each other. this happens like everyday, sometimes more than once. i really don’t even know who i am anymore, or what’s real in my life, and i think that should be evidence enough. I’ve been trying so hard to get a diagnosis, but all the therapists/psychiatrists just say i’m more depressed than i think i am. all i really know is that it’s so much more than that and i’m feeling lost and alone. 

so my question is: does it sound like i have BPD?