I’ve been working so hard on my confidence for over a year now, but ever since this damn lockdown started, I feel like my confidence is just gone. I worked so hard to finally believe in myself again, and I feel like being alone so much is just stripping it all away. The only time I feel like someone gets it lately is when I listen to music like Lil Peep and XXXTentacion. I’m not worried than I’ll self harm again or anything, but it’s so hard to express yourself when it feels like no one wants to listen :(