Do you ever just sit and think “what’s REALLY keeping me alive rn”. because same. 

I was driving to work this morning and genuinely couldn’t think of what is. 
It’s definitely not my job,
My friendships have definitely faded,
I’m single, 

The song last hope by paramore really hits hard because there’s a line in it that talks about how you sit and dream tomorrow will be better, but you wake up and not a thing has changed. 

I want to be happy and live a good life but depression just keeps me down. It’s so powerful I can’t even describe it. I’m trying so hard to do good for myself but I can’t. 
I literally can not. I have no energy at the end of the day.