For years now ive been obsessing about figuring out my anxieties. Ive tried and keep trying to get a diagnosis but im young and broke and unfortunately the closest ive gotten is an "anxiety and depression" disorder diagnosed by my general practitioner, but I strongly believe theres something more. 

Theres this specific type of anxiety I have that I want to know if anyone has more knowledge on. Its very hard for me to describe so please bear with me &lt;3 

The most basic way of explaining is I get these weird feelings in places like the tops of my fingers and toes. I will feel a strong desire to push in my finger/toe nails when this feeling happens. Like curl up my toes and press down on the ground to ease the feeling. This also happens with my lips, where Ill feel a desire to purse my lips and press down with my teeth. It happens constantly, everyday, usually every hour, but not really when Im doing something focused. If I were at a concert, for example, I don't think it would cross my mind. But right now especially, as Im typing and thinking about it, its pretty bad, Ive done it like 20 times so far lol. Its almost like an itch but it doesnt feel "itchy" ya know?

It sounds sort of dumb, like its not a problem. But I feel like this "feeling" shows itself in much more things than just this problem, this is just something I know I can sort of describe.

On another note, because of me wanting to figure my brain out so much, I've learned so much about almost every anxiety disorder, and a lot about other disorders. I really believe I had huge OCD symptoms as a kid, Im pretty much positive I had the common hand washing / door checking anxieties, I have memories of it. But now days I don't have these specific anxieties, and it makes me doubt myself and Im just stuck in this limbo of hoping there is something wrong with me so I can figure it out from the root, because otherwise Ill be stuck knowing Im just like this and no one knows why. 

I understand its foolish to look for a diagnosis from redditors, but if theres any knowledge you guys have of similar experiences, it would mean so much to me. ty