I don't know why. My fp knows I'll do anything for him. I'm fully aware I'm being taken advantage of but I still do everything for him anyway. Tonight he was texting me from work saying how he lost his juul and he was really anxious without it and needed nicotine. So me being the idiot I am told him I'd bring him mine, I dropped everything to walk to where he works and slip him my juul. He didn't even ask for it, I'm the one who offered to give it to him. I bring this all on myself, I purposely do things to let him take advantage of me. It feels shitty but at the same time I just want to help him out I guess. I'll also offer stuff like money, weed, little odds and ends, anything he wants or needs, and he usually always takes it.