I think having a girlfriend would be good for me but I have so many anxiety issues (which I've had since a child) they include panic attacks, agoraphobia and social anxiety. I feel like it's going to be too much for someone. If someone loves you then they love you but they've got to get to know you first and I think girls won't get past that stage because of how severe my problems are. 

Just to provide a little more detail, my agoraphobia isn't so bad that I can't leave the house but I will struggle a lot in most other ways like being away from home/towns/cities, being in crowds, large open spaces. I've had therapy multiple times in my life but only my agoraphobia improved a little as I once struggled to even walk to the end of my street.