I haven’t seen a psychologist or doctor to address my mental health, I’m actually too scared as I don’t want to be locked away in a psych ward or something related. My best mate told me I might have BPD after tonight session of drinking. Basically told him the following: Extreme mood swings at night, every night and during daytime hours when a trigger happens (which happens about everyday). Extreme disconnections from about everyone including family, I can simply forget they even exist but at the same time i miss every minute I’m away from them, it’s weird. Like when I’m with my parents (divorced) I soak up every moment but when I’m away from them I forgot them instantly. There’s this girl at work I was obsessed with, ghosted her for weeks and treated her like a stranger and now back to be a dog on a leash for her. My emotions are extremely unstable. I have been out of a year 3 year relationship for a solid minute but it only took me 2 days to completely get over her and move on with life, but now a year later I miss every moment I spent with her. None of what I said makes sense and contradicts but literally how I’m wired. I know I should seek professional treatment but I thought I should try and speak with people with BPD. Thanks.