I am at college rn and I will list out my problems . For starters I don't have any friends let alone a girlfriend . I have been thinking about the past couple of years , I was a bit academically bright student, I was . I came into college with full of enthusiasm to learn , over time it went down and am now literally studying for keeping some decent GPA and even that is falling now . I cant literally talk with anyone here as everyone speaks Spanish here and which I don't know . I am even skipping meals , not eating anything . Always lying in room doing nothing or just staring at the ceiling worrying about my future . I talked with a girl few months back and soon things became awkward and she stopped talking with me  . There was this birthday I had , a friend remembered and few people gathered and you know what happened there , they started to talk among themselves and forgot that I even was there . I am so pathetic in making relationships . Academics were the only thing that kept me together earlier but now I am losing interest in that as well . Covid made things even worse .For the past 3 years I have been facing this problems and I think I have DEPRESSION  .I just wanna live in a world were only I am there and no one else .