Remember, you can be in a world of pain after attempting suicide. When my dad screamed at me yesterday for not going to school and faking depression he pushed me to the edge. I waited for him to leave and I overdosed on lamitrigine. After 5 minutes or so my vision doubled and i started crying.  I went to my school psychologist and she called an ambulance. In the hospital, I started vomiting a lot and I felt very lethargic, but I they said I can't fall asleep. I couldn't stop vomiting and my dad was pissed because he had to go to the hospital. Later i could finally fall asleep but I couldn't really sleep and I kept waking in the middle of the night. Later in the morning I found out that I'll have to deal with ataxia, bad eyesight, hearing loss, weak memory and a feel that I'm going to vomit. I'm worried that the ataxia won't go away. My dad finally ended up being nice to me but I'm sad he has to deal with it. I regret this a lot. If you want to attempt suicide, maybe you'll remember my post and really think it through.