So, I haven’t even been on campus, or lived on another campus, since 2018. My boyfriend and I are long-distance, and he’s anxious about me being safe and stuff. It doesn’t help that I cheated on him a few years ago, and I still feel guilty, but we’ve worked through it, and I worry that I might do it again. Idk why, I have a very satisfying sex life with him now, even though we’re far apart, and I’m happy with him. But I think he’s kinda worried too, but that could be my anxiety talking because he’s said he doesn’t worry about it and trusts me.

I’m more anxious about making friends and stuff because I am very awkward and I get anxious meeting new people. I’m also worried about going into debt. Just a lot on my mind.