I wonder if I should just die because I only work, come home, blaze, and play video games until I sleep and do it all over again. I also crave friendship or a romantic relationship, but my past with those have become the reason for my ongoing reluctance to seek them out. Despite this, I still want to try something. Dating apps have only made me feel worse (Due to one word responses and single dates that never turned into a second) so I want to try something on meetup. Does anyone have any experience with making friendships on this site?