I've started having episodes where I split on my husband for months at a time. This didn't start until we'd been together for almost 5 years, and I don't know why it started, but it's so miserably painful. I have crying spells throughout the day because I miss the way I felt about him so badly. I miss being able to feel his love for me, too. I miss the way we were. It breaks my heart, and I don't know when or if it will end. This episode has lasted 6 weeks so far.

I start DBT in May, but I don't know if it will help with splitting specifically, and that's what's causing me the most pain. I can't keep doing this. It's only the second time, but it's too hard on me.