I got diagnosed with depression and GAD a bit over a year ago. I was hopeless and at the deepest point in my life. but i started taking medication which did improve things a lot. I got a job, got into guitar and film and after a couple of months I got a gf. Things were looking good for the first time in what feels like forever. Things went really well between us for a while but now i’m realizing that the anxiety, the insecurities and the depression is not gone. And the only thing I do is hurt her, she has her own trauma aswell and she can be very sensitive. i’m pretty stressed out lately and can be very annoyed and grumpy at times. but everytime this happens i just end up hurting her. she just can’t deal with it, which I understand because she is going through hard times too. I just feel fucking terrible and am afraid she’s going to break up with me. can’t i just have a good thing without me fucking everything up