Good night everyone! I was supposed to get news today. Big news, if the house I’m buying is approved or not. Just got told I have to wait another whole week to find out. Im not good at the waiting game. Especially when it’s something this important. It affects me throughout everything. It’s like I can’t enjoy anything because I’m just solely focused on that. It sucks. 

I just want to know yes or no. Can we buy the house or do I have to keep looking. I know it’s a small problem compared to others. But I grew up with nothing and moving from one place to the next with an unhealthy childhood. 

So this has been a lifelong dream. A home. Something I’ve worked very hard for. Now that I’ve found the right, cozy place….. I’m in this waiting purgatory. Waiting for the owner to sign, then I have to wait to see if it appraises etc. 

I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel but it just got a little farther away by this one week pushback. Such bullshit. 

Idk just needed to vent to you guys. 

Let’s go to sleep. Stop scrolling and listening to my nonsense lol. Sleep time. Friday tomorrow. Goodnight