At the very beginning of Covid, I lost the best job I’d ever had. Knowing how much I loved it I decided to try and go back to school to re-enter the same field but this time, improved.

I met a girl and began what I thought was a good relationship. I enrolled in the most affordable school that was near me, and even managed to get closer living arrangements (albeit mostly alone).

Most things were going well for the first 2 semesters…..but my relationship went to shit, and I felt that I kept being pushed and neither me or her could come up with solutions and I ended up breaking up when she wouldn’t agree to a break. (I wanted the break in hopes that it would show us what we could lose and renew the efforts to try harder, that backfired)

So now, in under 5 months my ex believes she’s found the one, and is so in love, and told me that all I did was make her cry all the time and she had to beg me for attention…we were together for a year and a half….

On top of all this, my school has a brand new teacher I just got who is absolutely horrible, and I am trying to speak out and show him what he’s doing isn’t right, as well as organize to talk to the department chair. But now it’s to the point my class mates are cussing me out and telling me to just shut up. It was so hurtful and I was ready to start crying and leave right then And there in the middle of the day.

I just don’t know what to do anymore, my anxiety is cranked all the time lately, and my school eats 40+ hours a week, and it’s taking a toll on me and making me want to give up on school completely.