I will feel one way about a thing in one moment and a completely different way the next. Could be something as simple as the clothes I choose to wear, a song I heard, a way I've expressed myself, or about a person. I will feel crazy when I'm submerged in this constant dichotomy or variety of input.

Obviously, I can't seem to make any choices or commitments due to this because I never know what is me and what isn't. And it is driving me absolutely insane, I'm not moving in any direction in life due to this... It is also a vicious self-reinforcing cycle...