I'm a quiet borderline who struggles to make genuine friends. When I meet someone, I will go all out to try and impress them, make them feel cared for, etc. No matter what I do, or how much effort I put into the friendship, I end up getting ghosted a month or two later. I don't understand why it's so hard to make friends...

Honestly, it was a lot easier to have friends and keep them when my BPD was way out of control and my life was running on impulse after impulse.