I feel really confused.

The thing I loved doing and care about has become 'outdated' in a way. Whenever I want to be myself, i don't fit in anywhere; where in the past I did fit in.

Some could say i can catch up and fit in with the new crowd; but the way music and the new crowd is; I don't love or like.

Everything around me from music to entertainment and culture was so different when it came to my 'prime' era versus now.

What i've been struggling with is finding joy in my old hobby. It's almost as if i have to trap myself within a certain time period to be happy and i'm not sure if that's looked down upon or anything.

I feel outdated when it comes to a lot of people around my age; and it honestly just further brings emotions about me not connecting with people and so forth.

I don't know who to really talk to about these things nor who are the right people who know these feelings or moods, so please help?