I've basically cut off all friends, most of whom were toxic or that I treated terriby from my own insecurities and anger/hurt leaving me pretty isolsted. Which admittedly is a suboncious decision being that I've became far too complacent in isolation. I had no idea how many individuals deal with this exhausting uphill battle the same as i do until finding this sub and just recently deciding to reach out and discuss some of my problems. I truly appreciate it.