I’ve lost all sense of Identity, I’ve pissed away my opportunities at friendship burned all my bridges. I feel like I’ve lost my faith as well. You wouldn’t believe it now, but there was a time I was a devout Christian. Now the only things I live for are the Boos, Whores, nicotine and fast cars. My life is a shitbag disaster right now. I know what to do to change, but what scares me is I know what it’ll cost me and I don’t feel strong enough to try. I feel so weak, I don’t have the strength take the hard first step.