This year the few people that I'm close to are going to be out of town the weekend of my birthday. I was thinking of not doing anything to celebrate it, but I tried to psych myself up by telling myself, "no just do something, you've been getting to know new people." I just posted the event and people have mostly responded "maybe", or "can't go". I've gotten a lot better about my BPD symptoms, but I can never seem to get over the feeling that l'm not well liked. I feel like my birthday party is ME and people are saying "maybe I like you", or "no, I don't like you". I can't get out of this head space, and I know I'll look like a psycho if I delete the event because no one wanted to go... Does anyone have and advice or experience with this?