Yep, as the title says. I am pure trash at everything. I am alone most of the time, because I suck at socializing with people. I am performing worse at school than I should because I am a lazy retard. I tried to fight my mental problems and I fail everytime because I am a pathetic man. 

I have always  tried to be there for people close to me, but I realize now that I am left alone by most to deal with my own depression. I try to play games to relax but can't because I am just so bad at them that I feel like uninstall all games because I just get so frustrated.  I also don't believe I will ever find a girlfriend or boyfriend because I don't posess any qualities desirable in a partner. I am not good looking, not in shape, awkward af and most boring person you will see. 

The fact is I am a failure at everything I do and I know that I won't live to my 30s cause I am just gonna kill myself before that. I have no future,  my life is worthless and most people will forget about me and everyone will have one less problem to deal with. But hey atleast I can vent on reddit cause I am too much of a pussy to vent to my closest friend and family.