I was already super hesitant before this incident but I was really mad one day after my dad had hit me and basically dropped that I was suicidal to my mom. She acknowledged it and then I kid you not said: "I hope you never say something like that again. I couldn't imagine losing a child." 

I just remembered saying this to her, and I want to know what this sub would think about this. Would you consider this anything neglectful or abusive? If so what? This is the first thing that I definitely remember and dont second guess if it happened like everything else.