I do already have some knowledge about it. I do not know how accurate my knowledge is though. I have heard that people with BPD go through stages of trying to keep people close to them and then going into fits of pushing people away. Inform me if this is not true in every case if at all. But if this is true then what goes through a person's head when they are pushing people away? Do they realize it and it's intentional? Or is it subconscious? Or something else?