So basically my best friend is going to a party and I’m stuck at uni studying for finals. He just told me and it’s driving me insane. I understand he needs to live his own life but I can’t help but being bothered. I kind of wanna have fun on my own and rub it in his face but I can’t do that. I am not too sure what to do. I’m fairly chill but in the inside I am dying. Like I want to scream and manipulate him into not going but like I want him to have his own life. I want him to be happy. I want him to have a good time. But part of me is driving me insane and I know that if I don’t fix it then I’ll just be sad and bothered for the rest of the day and not want to talk to him. I just need advice on what to do. I just wanna get flat out wasted but that’s not too good. I also just wanna go out and hook up with someone to get rid of the feeling but I know these are just self destructive tendencies I am having. I just need advice