Lemme start by saying Idk if this is exactly the right place for this because i don’t think it relates to my schizophreniform but I’m concerned about what this could lead to. 

Im taking my meds and haven’t had any hallucinations or delusions but I’ve started feeling this overwhelming sense of guilt recently. I feel like I shouldn’t take my meds because I don’t deserve to. Like I don’t deserve the benefits it offers. I feel like I don’t deserve sleep either. I’ve had passive suicidal ideation but nothing that I would act on. I wouldn’t describe my mood as depressed but I think my Zoloft has plateaued in its effects. However I think without it I would be a lot worse.