I’m a very shitty person. I lack empathy when most people tell me their problems and I act like I care when I don’t really. I say insensitive stuff all of the time. Some days I can feel all happy and energized and talkative. Some days I’ll be sad feeling hopeless and wanting to die. Idk what is wrong with me at all. I’m not trying to self diagnose but I think I may have bipolar depression because these cycles of feeling high then low happen a lot. I’ve searched up the symptoms and they fit. I can’t talk to anyone about this because my sister was in this big mix with her mental health and I don’t want to put stress on my parents just because of me. I really feel like I’m overreacting but idk I’m tired of feeling this way. I’m tired of crying myself to sleep every night, I’m tired of the small panic attack I have. I’m also tired of when I’m feeling happy I’m suddenly hit with reality. Me being a shitty person idk what went wrong for me to not care about others like that.