I doubt this is strictly people with BPD but it feels like something maybe common with those with BPD so I’m hoping y’all have some ideas to calm my dumb little brain. My BPD goes wild with the immature and mean girls I work with, and I’m also struggling with an extremely bad eating disorder relapse that I can’t seem to snap out of, and I’m also leaving my job this week for a new job. Today was/is a really hard day and for the second week in a row I’ve had to reach out to my therapist for support outside of my weekly appointment. She’s seriously an angel, and ALWAYS tells me at the end of our session to reach out if I need her, and she’s always happy to help me… but I feel like an absolute burden every time I need her and I feel like it makes her hate me. I’m scared I’m going to go to therapy this week and she’ll tell me I’m too needy and she can’t see me anymore. Anyone experienced this? And if so do you have advice?