I haven't had an exclusive boyfriend since 2012 and I haven't been with a man since 2019. I really miss the feel of a man's touch and although I've been happily single for a long time.......I just need some sort of excitement in my life. The last guy I was with, that was before my realization that I have BPD and I was really all over the place mentally and emotionally. Now that I'm more aware of my past patterns as it pertains to BPD, I feel like I could do much better being in a relationship now. What do you think?