Parents and brother arguing and I can't leave the room because there's nowhere to go I just drank agood 2 cups of wine and all my friends are dead. Man if I could go hack to 5th grade I wouldn't hesitate a second there's so much to rant about and nobody to rant to I'm being pressured to get a iob and all these problems I shouldn't have as a fuck8ng kid. Screw my life I wish I had some 5 hours and benadryl for a shity high but all I have is my parents alcohol. Maybe I'll be here tmr maybe I won't who knows who cares I'm just gonna try enjoying being drug as the alcohol settles until I snap back to this shotty reality.