There is a song by the band Thrice called The Grey, and it’s about leaning into grey instead of going between black and white. Learning to live with doubt; to let go of the choices and traits in our being that aren’t protecting us anymore. Black and white thinking is exhausting. Sitting in the grey is painful. But it’s so necessary. It helps us see clearer; to breathe clearer. 

If you like alternative rock, I really recommend checking out this song! My soul clicks with it, and yours might too.