I can't live by myself, I just can't. I've tried finding roommates, but I'm afraid I'll push them away just like everyone else. So, now I'm stuck here, in a place I never wanted to come to, I just followed my ex here, and now I just want to leave, but I can't because I'm broke. I just need help and a hug. I'm 28 years old and I have done absolutely nothing with my life.