I swear every couple months I go into a deep deep depression and cry about everything and can’t get out of bed and always want to quit my job and have literally no will to live. But then randomly one day I wake up and it’s like okay we’re back I’m gonna cook dinner and workout and walk my dog and hangout with friends. It’s like i can feel the episodes coming on too; i’ll sleep a shit ton and get extremely moody (even more than usual) and can feel myself tunneling. i never really have manic episodes though, when i’m not in a depressive episode i just function like a ~fairly~ normal human