A couple days ago i posted saying i was going to not let it get to me, it wasn’t for about two days and then it did while i’m at my girlfriends. Anxiety got to me pretty bad. 

I’ve been here for maybe 3 days and I already don’t really eat well because of it but because my mom is always cooking i still eat but now that it’s just us i’ve skipped some meals and have lost weight and looked pretty gaunt yesterday. Today I feel good, in high spirits and energy as we’re walking around and enjoying the whether, had a good breakfast. 

I even pooped and my pooped looked normal because i’m actually trying to control my emotions. Stress/anxiety/nerves really affects my stomach/digestion. 

Idk if it’s insensitive to say but as a already thin person losing weight I wish my problem was gaining weight. But I’m sure people on the opposite side would say the same

So yeah I guess I have made some progress. At least my poo tells me I have lol