My life is going good right now, I go out a lot, I have good friends, a good job, everything is going right but I’m still sad. It feels like no matter what I do or try, I’m still sad even when I should be happy. It usually comes on very suddenly, where I’ll be at a social gathering or something of the sort, and then in an instant, without anything bad even happening I’ll go from feeling alright to really sad. It feels like a switch gets hit in my brain. I just want to not have things ruined by my stupid brain chemistry