Everything is just too much for me. I'm just a fucking teen why do I feel this way? How can someone hate themselve so much? I look fucking ugly and my personality is shitty. I told my parents that I want to go to therapy but of course they all ignored what I said and I don't really blame them. I don't deserve therapy, I don't deserve my family and I don't deserve to life. I really want to off myself but I don't have the courage to do so. I'm the biggest failure and I don't know why my friends like me, like come on I hate myself so why do they don't hate me?