I am so broken. We split up a week ago because it was the best thing to do. He didn’t seem to love me anymore but he does think I’m perfect and he says I’ll always be his girl. He says I’m special and he’ll never forget me. And yet, he doesn’t love me. This breaks my brain. 

I had to give him back like 20 tshirts, and sweaters and everything. It had to happen. I didn’t want to be crushed again when I felt a little better, and now I am pretty much ready for death so I thought why not do it now. 

I don’t see the point of living anymore. I don’t see the point of going to therapy, trying to make myself feel better and everything. Really like, why. I feel like I’ll always wait for him. I miss him so fucking much. He’s the love of my life and I don’t want anybody else. 

Please, someone, help me. I don’t know how but please. Any advice is okay, I feel so hopeless and worthless. 