So I’m 32M and I’ve struggled with depression since middle school. I have body dysmorphia, suicidal thoughts and hate people. 

Over the last 9 months I’ve been on cymbalata and I’ve been okay according to my wife but I noticed it killed my libido. I was a habitual porn user until April where I’ve quit cold turkey. But it hasn’t helped, my doctor recommended Prozac and I tried it for a week before giving up because the side effects were too much. 

I’m at a loss my spouse says go back to cymbalata because even though I made it over a week without any anti-depressants but I’m struggling. All I can do is focus on the bad things happening to me, I’ve cried a few times and I can’t seem to get over minor inconveniences. Things seemed okay on the prior medication but the loss of my libido is the only thing holding me back from getting it. And fyi I had labs and tests done, no thyroid issues, heart issues, my testosterone is okay, and no diabetes everything wrong is in my head unfortunately. 

TLDR: off meds and life feels miserable. Went off meds because of loss of libido and considering going back. Labs show my physical issues