\*\*\*THIS IS A RANT. PLEASE DO NOT COMMENT YOUR OPINION ABOUT THINGS THAT DON'T CONCERN YOU\*\*\*

Thank you so much...

to all the people who lied to me and told me that it was okay to take time off and focus on your mental health. Its not ok. Its literally not okay. Because guess what? When rent comes due no one gives a fuck about my mental health. Everyone who says to take care of yourself and take time off is privileged. Because you can afford to not work and actually give yourself the time you deserve. Its bullshit and I hate it here. I hate this country. I fucking hate this country. As a black pansexual mentally ill woman in this country I wake up more and more violent and more and more fed up with this bullshit. Its all fucking bullshit. I HAVE NOTHING BUT DEBT IN MY FUCKING NAME FOR LITERALLY NO REASON OTHER THAN ME LISTENING TO EVERYONE WHO SAID GO TO COLLEGE AND GET A DEGREE BECAUSE THATS WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT bro what????!!! The only thing college did was give me TRAUMA and the field of work I've become passionate about is sooooo fucked up that veterinarians and people in vet med feel like they can't go on... and don't. Underpaid and overworked always. overworked physically. mentally. emotionally. because all people can do is lie.