I really feel the need to share what's been happening to me at work.  So I work at an Elementary School as a breakfast and lunch monitor.  It doesn't pay much but it's only 3.5 hours a day which is just about as much as I can tolerate.  I've been bipolar since 2011 and have had a difficult time holding a job down.  When I get comfortable with where I'm at I tend to find the smallest reasons to call off because I mentally couldn't tolerate holding down a job.  Well this job is even better because (even though I'm 27 I'm really close to my mom) I work with my mom.  She's able to make sure I don't go off the handle while working.  

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Well back in the spring I started having seizures, Grand Mal seizures.  It got really bad over the summer, I was having them once or twice a week.  I found a neurologist when I had my first seizure, but she told me that I was having seizures because I'm overweight.  Last I knew weight had nothing to do with seizures.  Everything turned into I need to lose weight and I need to go exercise etc.  I decided I don't want to see her anymore so I found another neurologist.  Turns out in the state of Ohio you can only be active at one neurologist at a time, so in order to get a new neurologist I have to get the first one to drop me as a patient.  This doctor won't drop me because I told her receptionist that she was rude.  She said "If I'm that rude then I wont let you leave my practice."  My boss told me that if I don't have a note from a neurologist he doesn't believe that I'm having seizures and I'm just being lazy and not wanting to come into work.  I also have vertigo so I have balance issues, I'm pretty much always dizzy and light headed no matter what I do.  I was told if I don't get that note I'll lose my job.  I've been trying to get a note since July, I've told him this and it still doesn't matter.  I even collapsed one day at work because I was so dizzy.  He was in the room and he just stood there and watched me struggle. 

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The vice principal of the school has this thing for finding the smallest flaws in my work, I mean it's even down to the way I wipe down a table.  

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Today I had to go home to take my anti-seizure medication because I forgot to take it before I left home in the morning, I have a split shift at work so I have an hour and half between my two shifts.  I usually take my medicine in the morning before I leave for work for the day so I don't get dizzy at work.  Well I had to leave for 10 minutes so I could go home to get that medicine.  I've been told my job hours are 11:20-1:45 since the day I started.  Well today I got there at about 11:13 after running home for my medicine.  The kindergarten teachers took their kids out to go to the lunchroom 7 minutes early, so I was trying to park my car and get inside before my shift started.  Well this lady came up to me and told me to park somewhere else, even though we have assigned spots at my job and I was just trying to get to my spot. 

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I get an email from the VP saying that I wasn't back until after 11:20 and I put the kids in danger by driving in the parking lot while they were passing through to get to the playground.  I responded to him by saying if it's necessary they can adjust my pay to match the time missed, and that the time on my car when I got back was 11:13. I got an email back from him saying that I'm being disrespectful to the administration at the school.

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I'm being disrespectful for doing my job as stated in my job description and answering a question the vice principal asked me.  Whenever any of the monitors get in trouble at work for doing something, it always comes down to it being my responsibility.  For example, I stay inside with the kids and lunch and a different set of monitors watches them outside while they're at recess.  One of the outdoor monitors did something to make the kids upset and it was taken out on me, even though I'm not outside at all.

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Aside from having a seizure in front of the VP I don't know what else I can do.  I feel targeted and singled out by him.  I'm tired of him telling everyone at the school I'm faking having seizures because I want to be lazy and sit at home and watch TV.  They don't know I'm bipolar and I'm definitely not telling them that if they can't be professional about the seizures.