Mental well being during covid.


Hi there, this is my first time talking about this but these days during covid lockdown (2nd lock down in my province) I’ve haven’t been experiencing anxiety this bad since i first moved to a foreign country. I had so many things that i already have realistically planned out and wanted to achieve before i head to college, but couldn’t achieve most of them. During the last month my province had a reopening, the gym was the only place that made feel alive and in-tune, since I had a sense of routine that I can look forward everyday knowing that I can better myself in my physicality and mental well being, but unfortunately the gyms was shutdown again. So I no longer have that excitement that I wake up too every morning. I’ve tried to workout using resistance bands that i bought online but it ain’t just the same, i tried playing games and watching movies/series to keep me occupied and to not think to much but when night comes around i feel extremely lonely, lost and unmotivated. Im trying to stay healthy but it’s really fucking hard you know. I just hope that the covid cases goes down and re opening comes sooner. 

It’s comforting to hear people going through similar things in life, so I would love to kindly hear/share your journey how it has affected you, whether positively or negatively in this pandemic.

I know it’s quite a long read but thanks for reading.