I've had depression all my life, but managed to get better for a few years.  I've been slowly slipping back to the ways I was over the last 5 years or so due to loss.  I've lost 6 family member, pets have died, lost my job, and gained weight because of fibromyalgia.  I know I've just hit a rough patch, but I can't seem to be able to focus on anything anymore.  I'm to the point where getting out of bed and doing literally anything is hard.