So yeah, I fucked by lying when I got offered the job by saying I didn't have a mental illness. I thought you didn't have to do that and thought my mental health wouldn't affect my work, but of course it did. My manager has already had a word with me about my sick days and I've taken two days off because of the flu (I legit couldn't get up and get ready) after I've taken time off for depression (I've been diagnosed with that too) and gave them a sick note I thought that would cover me, nope because I lied and so I've made a breach of trust (can't remember what it's called). 

Honestly I'm panicking, just got a new house and am scared I'm going to lose it. I wish I could go on the sick but I can't afford it.