My tenancy ends in less than 2 months and I am unemployed. Due to covid I have not been able to find a job and my savings have depleted. I’ve been unemployed for a year. My claim to benefits (I live in the Uk) has been rejected due to me being a EU citizen. I have disputed the claim as I have lived in the country for the last 10 years. 

I want to give up. So badly. I’m really scared and drained. I have become severely depressed and I’m waiting for a psychiatrist appointment to discuss medication. I don’t have anyone I can lean on. I have been estranged from my family for 6 years and do not have friends I can rely on. 

I have £100 to my name. I do not know what to do but my mental state is getting worse due to the stress. I want to so badly end it so I don’t have to go through this anymore. 

My future is looking bleak and uncertain. I don’t even have the energy to fight for myself at the moment because I am extremely depressed. All I do is sleep and stay in my room. I don’t feel like myself.