How do you guys do it? I was with this guy for nearly 2 years. He did everything for me, just to keep me happy. Eventually he got sick of me exploding over every tiny thing. All I can think about is how sweet and loving he was, how he tried so hard for me and all I did was mentally torture and abuse him. I don't know why I acted that way! I told myself every day I would change, but would always end up getting upset over something petty. He didn't deserve that... 

I just love him and can't believe it's over... It's too much to handle and I'm scared I'll hurt myself. I have no support system and my family is abusive. I feel like I lost my best friend. I don't know what to do anymore.

