Hi, just needed some perspective from you guys. Really dont know what is going on in my wife's mind. 

A brief story about my marriage. My wife and I dated for 1.5 years (long distance relationship) and got married. We both were madly and deeply in love. I pride myself in being a doting husband (a fact and not a lie) who would do anything and everything for his wife (cooking meals for her, giving her massages, etc). After only a few months  of our marriage, she got diagnosed with depression and starting taking antidepressants. I later found out that she had problems with my mother and thought she interfered a lot in our marriage, even though my parents don’t even live with us but she still had issues relating to trivial things which happened 2-3 years back. I say that things were trivial as I had those things verified by multiple psychologists and all say that these are very very very trivial issues, if they were issues at all. She then broke off all contact with my parents and I thought we were on a road to recovery. However, she then started blaming me for all her issues. My smallest comment about my expectations from marriage would set her off and she would close off to me, keeping all her emotions bottled up inside. I was also getting sad/anxious to see her being sad and low on energy all the time. One day, she told me that she is not in love anymore and wants to leave. I begged/bargained/saw marital counselors for 3 months but she kept on saying she is very hurt and that I betrayed her. After 3 months, I left for some peace of mind &amp; lived with my family for 2-3 weeks. When I came back, she told me that she loved me and wanted to get together again. She stopped taking her antidepressants. I was beyond happy and back to normal.

In the ensuing 1 year, everything was great. We were back to the honeymoon phase. Fast forward 1 year. She started getting low on energy again &amp; told me that she felt like crying all the time (due to some issues relating to her office). For 2 months I gave her all the care in the world. I thought things were OK again. We then went to a trip with my family (a plan which we had finalized together few months back). She stayed aloof throughout the trip and would not even see my parents eye to eye. My parents were also hurt by all that she did earlier and did not talk to her even though they did everything for us on that trip (including planning travel, food etc). I asked her if she could atleast have a civil / informal conversation with them, say Hi/Hello. I think that was the trigger. She started talking about all the hurt she had endured 4 years back and also started blaming me for getting influenced by my parents. She now wants divorce again. When I told her that I am OK with this, she changed her tune and said that she will not let me go for a divorce (kinda threatening me with court proceedings) as she would not want to ruin some other girl's life. She wants me to break off all contact with my entire family in order for us to be together again. She has told me that she will get separated for 6 months and asked me to think over what i did wrong.  I tried getting her parents involved but they are echoing the things she says verbatim and blaming me and my family for all that happened. They also said that now they will not let anyone get married to me and they are also ok with us getting separated. sigh.

We have not been on talking terms (kind of no contact) since the past 1 month. I dunno if she will come back to me like she did last time. I dont know if I want her to come back or to just divorce me so that we can go our merry ways. I think I still love her but I am not sure.