I’m so close to the end, once again. I truly truly truly don’t know what to do. I’m so sick and tired of this life. 
I have rent due in 1 week. I don’t have the money for it. I have no one in my life to ask for help, and even if I did, I don’t wanna ask for help. I hate this. Can’t even get a loan, cuz I have no income. I’m so far in credit card debt, no more cash advances. 
I’ve always been the type to be careful, don’t spend what u don’t have, yet here I am in debt.
Finally had gotten the opportunity to move out, thought life was only gonna improve. But a couple months later, in all this credit card debt, no job/no income, no friend, no family that I actually want (besides my little nephew), no money, no talent, nothing.
I don’t know what to do. I don’t wanna be here anymore, but for some reason I keep holding on. I keep hoping something will be better. I keep trying to believe in the Universe. And I just keep getting shitted on. 
I need money for rent, I don’t know how to get it