Probably even longer. But I was just looking at this video game I really enjoyed playing in 2013. Assassins Creed 2 getting it free on my Xbox 360, then a week later going to Italy for the first time to visit my family I’d never seen before. I have so much nostalgia. Then I thought that’s nearly 10 years ago, it’s 9 years. Then 9 years ago from 2013 I was still in primary school (England) as a 10 year old and now I’m 28. Like how the hell has this even happened. That same amount of gap seems unreal. The amount of stuff I crammed in from 10-19 and I did hardly anything from 19-28. In fact I’ve only just got a girlfriend and lost my virginity at 28. 

This woman at work asked me if I was married and had kids and I laughed saying what the hell of course not. It then dawned on me I was 28, I’m not that young anymore. I still feel like I’m 19 but I’m not. Maybe because I’ve not done the same things as other people I don’t know. But I’m actually 28 and now has this happened. All them years I spent in depression I feel are all a blur and I’ve just wasted them. I’ve wasted my prime and feel like I’ve been asleep. Does anybody else feel like this?