The girl I danced with a few weeks ago. The girl I hooked up with last week. The girl I just sat on a plane with for 6 hours and didn’t even say a word to. Why do I miss these people so much? They are so insignificant, yet I seem to have this unconscious, completely out of my control emotional reaction every fucking time. I need to grow up. I need to be better. I’m a god damn man for crying out loud. Does anyone have any advice? I’ve been looking into meditation and it has been effective, but I guess maybe I need to be patient. I love you all