Okay I get it I get it, I always forget to reply, I always forget we made plans, I always forget to set my alarm and sleep in, or I just forget to sleep. I know the smallest thing will send me into a panic attack and I know I just can’t let things go. I know I break down all the time and I know the smallest change in tone of voice will have me begging or demanding you to tell me what I did wrong. 

I’m not saying these things shouldn’t annoy anyone, of course they would. I just wish people would give you a break sometimes. I know I always do these things and you know I always do these things but I honestly just forget and do them again and then have to deal with the consequences of everyone being annoyed at me when trust me I am *plenty* more annoyed at myself.