27f...totally fine with being being single %90 of the time. I was in a toxic  emotionally exhausting relationship for 7 years, up until 2 years ago. The idea of dating (ive tried but i find the whole thing just a waste of time) doesnt appeal to me. I actually really enjoy being alone. 

Anyway...around my period though. Oh man. I download bumble. I get emotional. I get clingy. I rush into things. I cry that im going to die alone and get eaten by my 20 cats. I say some very cringey things. I create a pinterest board planning my future wedding (i wish i was joking).


Then bam its over and im like nah im fine with my 20 cats, thanks. I delete the wedding board on pinterest. And those guys i talked to on bumble? They text and i just ignore them because i just dont care/cant be bothered/all at once im like "gross, feelings and having to be around someone all the time, ick."


Its so so so annoying.