All the things that went wrong this weekend...

Background (a year ago): A male friend of mine touched my vagina, breasts, and ass while supposedly "drunk" and kept telling me he was doing it to show how comfortable he felt with me, all while his girlfriend was on the way over to his house and while he knows I've had a boyfriend for 5+ years (and knows my boyfriend and all his friends). NOW a female friend of mine (who use to be friends with him and knows all about what he did, cut him out of her life before I even did, and once told me she was disgusted with the people who knew what he did and still hung out/spoke to him) became Facebook friends with him, just saw this today. What a hypocrite. Two nights ago I saw him at a party and everyone I came to the party with, including my boyfriend, chatted with him like it was no biggie. I guess no one cares what he did to me, even the people who pretend they do.

Oh what else... my boyfriend watches porn on his phone and jacks off (in another room) when I sleep over, in the morning before I wake up. Why doesn't he have sex with me? Wake me up? He's done it before. I literally never say no to sex. I hate this.

Boyfriend chugged a beer while driving the first couple minutes of leaving the house. He knows I was pissed, told him I felt like throwing the beer out the window. Everyone in the car laughed it off. Who does that? He's got a fucking real problem with drinking... what's the point of chugging it, driving and drinking, being inconsiderate of everyones lives and just being stupid in general?

He held my hand while staring at a girl's ass. Turned his whole head around as he walked. His friend was with him and did the same thing. Disgusting.

Fuck everyone. I hate everyone. Just so disillusioned with all humans. Feels like everyone sucks.