I'm just trying to find out what's wrong with me, I've got autism but there are other autistic people who aren't like me so there must be another disorder that makes me act like this. I don't think I have any abandonment issues, I can be friends with someone and then ghost them for months or years, hearing ppl talk about FP (favourite person) is kinda alien to me, like there is a favourite person, friend I kinda leech on like a parasite bcuz I'm horrible at socialising but I can easily ghost them and forget about them.