I love myself too much to forcibly erase myself from this existence. I don't hate my body or my personality. I think I'm the way I'm supposed to be. This is why I'm not sure if I'm really depressed or if I'm just 'normal' and feeling down because of the rudeness I have witnessed over time.

Lately I don't want to deal with other people. I am sure that most people on this Earth are assholes and intrinsically rude, no matter which country they're from, but in my country they seem so ignorant. I see them everyday. Just insane how evil humankind can be.

I don't want to kill myself but I also don't want to deal with all this crap here. I'd never hurt someone else on purpose so why do other people do it? It's like they don't have the same brain that I do. It's like they have half a brain. It's like we're different species.

I don't wanna die but I wanna disappear so much. Go somewhere away from people and away from this planet. Gosh anywhere else but this planet.