I just want to vent about my recent experience. I struggle with anxiety and depression. I was in an intense college program that I felt passionate about. In my second year my mental health took a DEEP dive. I was told to use the college's mental health supports. I was hopeful this would help me. It was incredibly lack luster. There was a counselor but you could only book a single 1 hour appointment every 2 weeks. I was barely hanging on and I felt like I was given peanuts. There was no accommodations they could make for me due to the nature of the program/they dont give a fuck and dont want to change anything. I ended up taking a leave of absence. Recently came back. Had the same problems. The passion I once had was gone. I didn't give a shit anymore. Especially not when I felt absolutely horrible every single day. So I dropped out. Now i have no idea what's next. 

I don't regret doing what i needed to do for my own happiness/sanity. But i am fucking pissed at how i was essentially left to fend on my own. I thankfully have a great support system that includes a therapist i found who is a great fit for me. But if i didnt have that? I would have been in worse shape. 

I am so tired of work places, schools, friends, family members who SAY they care about you but cannot deliver. 

I don't really need advice on this I just wanted to put this out there. If you are struggling with a similar situation just know that there are people who CAN and are willing to help you.