I'll preface this by saying I've never been diagnosed or sought a diagnosis for any kind of mental illness. I'm a 15 year old male and I have never been abused or had any major traumatic events, and yet i still have so much wrong with me. I hate myself all the time, I feel paranoid that people are always judging me and that people secretly hate me behind my back. I still cant get over my habit of cutting. Sometimes I'll feel like theres a dark presence looming over me and i can see it in the corner of my eye or hear it breathing or whispering things in my ear like about how much of a failure i am. Sometimes looking at certain things makes me feel short of breath and makes me freak out for a second(its only certain things but theyre all seemingly random and dont remind me of anything that i can think of). I have tried doing everything to get rid of these things but nothing seems to work. There is no reason for any of these things to be there but they still are. I excel in school, I exercise daily, I have a decent family, I have hobbies and activities that im good at. I just cant get past all of my mental issues. Is there just something inherently wrong about me that i cant fix?