Im 23f and im so miserable. I was diagnosed with pcos a month ago and now I have to see an endo doctor. Im having horrible symptoms and it takes all my will power to convince myself I dont have ever disease on the planet or im not actively dying.

I cant believe I developed medical anxiety after my diagnosis. I was diagnosed as a child with MDD, ASD and PTSD. I dont even have insurance because my husband is waiting for tricare to kick in. My gyno and endo are a stretch to pay and I cant find any therapy options without insurance. 

I even ended up in the ER with gastroenteritis due to my pcos meds and now it takes ally will power to convince myself how I feel is the meds and pcos and not anything worse. Im so miserable it feels like I can barely go on. I just need someone to talk to.