I never really had many friends. The "friends" I do have know about 25% of who I am and the one true friend I did have,well he just liked me more than a friend and I thought I could deal with it but last night I just exploded on him. And not loud exploding but like quiet pissed. I told him to go home because I didn't want to yell at him and tell him mean things I might regret. He blocked me on Facebook when he got home and I'm oddly relieved. I couldn't be his friend anymore. the innapropiateness and his constant touching that made me beyond uncomfortable. He knew me but he was too selfish to be my friend. Anyway, now I have 0 friends. I have my boyfriend but I feel like I need to make more friends. Not friends like my best friend who knew who I was but was just fine with making me uncomfortable and then wondered why I got mad. I just want friends and I don't know where to start. My moods go crazy at times and I need someone to be able to deal with that. But I wouldn't even deal with it so what makes me think there are people out there that may want to deal with me. I just feel empty at this point. I am relieved to be freed from this bad friendship but I feel like no one will want to put up with me. 

(Sorry my grammar is horrible)