I think it is for the best though to move on from those friendship. Although one scenario was a family member.

 They said to me they don't know how to handle/deal with me so the booked an appointment with a counselor today because I'm too much for them to handle. I pushed them into a state of mind.To be frank though, they've never done any form of research on BPD to try and understand. They forgot I even had it.

I understand where I went wrong. I really thought I was doing better, but apparently I'm doing the complete opposite 😅  The past while though, I've built other meaningful friendships. 

Thanks for listening!!