i already feel like a better student. i don't know what it is about lamotrigine but i get oddly focused and i'm able to have mental clarity. i'm not experiencing any episodes and i'm more dedicated to notetaking and post-lecture review. 

i'm so happy this disorder is not affecting my life as it used to. i still have a long way to go but still! there's a lot of therapy support on campus too that i plan to use as well. 

feels good to learn again!