Hi anxiety fam. I’m having a hard time with the physical symptoms of anxiety. This is when I realize it is a disorder. Stomach nervous and always on verge of tears. (I’m on meds and do therapy, but I still have issues). Anyone ever feel like they desperately want to feel happy and are actually smiling and laughing through everything but your anxiety/depression is fighting you? Like it does not want you to win? Any words of encouragement or hope would be greatly appreciated. Love you all!