I removed tinder and bumble from my phone. I just can’t handle talking to someone like that now. Sex is the last thing I need or want and a relationship right now might destroy me. I need people and I need to continue to work on myself.

I am not ugly and I have a good heart. The monster inside my soul is not who I am. I love people and I try to love myself. 

I feel like I need to just be and let this anger steam off from my person so I can be better for everyone and myself.