I’ve ALWAYS loved nostalgia, to the point where I  neglect living in the present just to think about the past and how great it was. A few years ago, I would be nostalgic about the past, to the point where I‘d compare my present life with it and actually despise current life because it wasn’t the same as the past. And now, I find myself feeling nostalgic about those years that I hated and I’m just not able to appreciate my current life as much I’d like to. I know a lot of nostalgia isn’t healthy at all, but despite that, my mind still takes me back to the past and I forget to enjoy present life. I know that in the future I’ll probably be nostalgic about life today and the cycle will just continue. Just wanted to vent because I’m kind of tired of this.