My SO got a job. Before, he wasn't very social and would basically just hang out with me. Now he gets to see plenty of pretty dolled up girls who actually have their lives together and aren't dependent and needy. He gets to laugh and talk to other people and realize how refreshing it is to not constantly fight and bicker about everything. I'm sure he compares me. It's making me want to distance myself from him and I find myself being bitter when we ever do talk. I'm angry at him. I hate that he's seeing all of that. I keep breaking down crying throughout the days when he works.  I don't how to control this.