Hi everyone, 25 M here. Lately I’ve been struggling to figure out why I can’t keep relationships with women. I know this is a sign of BPD. 

Usually once I meet them I’m extremely excited and friendly. I’ll feel like we’re on the same page as each other, and then suddenly I get a weird change in emotions. Almost like I feel as if this person is betraying me. When I hear things I don’t wanna hear it automatically steers me away from them. It could be the smallest thing. Them saying no to my plans, or just randomly my mood changing. This mainly only happens when I try to bring new people into my life and it’s been killing me lately.

I haven’t tried to seek therapy, but I will admit that I’m an addict. I self medicated with marijuana, and love to gamble. I’m not trying to self diagnose, but just want opinions from those with this condition. I was doing a little research and this really came close to what I’m going through.