Ok so I'm currently unemployed. Due to covid and other health issues.  But this week I've been projecting into the future (something my psychiatrist told me not to do)  and I've been thinking that one day I will have to get a job and will I enjoy the job and then there is the idea of retirement. How will I handle that I mean I don't like the fact that I'm unemployed now. How will I handle that fact after retirement.  And then death.  Yay I'm just full of sunshine and roses now.