i really found it hard recently just to find motivation to live, my FP (and ex) was speaking with someone new but has just told me he still loves me and wants to be with me. i’m overjoyed because he’s the most patient and loving person i know and i’m going to try so hard to treat him well and communicate as best as i can. as unhealthy as it may sound this has given me a new lease of life and something to look forward to. i love this boy ahhhh. the waiting game now