I'm 23 and only recently started pursuing diagnosis for BPD but I think it's something that's been going on with me for a long time now. I was first diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety but i feel BPD more accurately describes the range of things I go through. I'm still waiting for a formal assessment but my GP has referred me to the local mental health team. 

I'm just really not coping very well at the moment and cycling very fast through emotional states but I'm hoping that once I can get diagnosed and hopefully the right medication things will be easier. 

I feel very lonely going through this so I wanted to make a post because I don't have anyone else in my life who can relate and it's something I'm really struggling with. But I'm trying to get help and my partner and family support me and are aware of it all. I just want to cry a lot and I feel very scared right now.