I have reasons to be happy. I got a raise and a promotion. 

But right now. I'm struggling HARD!

My mom is here visiting and honestly she isn't helping. I can't really talk to her about this. 

I'm trying to keep it together. Trying to put my mind elsewhere. But I'm feeling kinda pointless/hopeless. 

Just going to sit at my desk and cry to myself and hope I can pull myself out.