As in... thought "oh I need to make a phone call", pulled out my phone, dialed the number, rang, talked on the phone, and went back to my day.

As opposed to the usual thinking "oh GOD oh my GOD NO i need to make a PHONE CALL", locking myself in a room for three hours, sobbing and nauseous, and then finally making the phone call and then crying some more as I overthink how badly it probably went for the rest of the day.

I have no idea how I did it. I guess it helps that it was my college and all the staff are super nice? but I'm really surprised and proud of myself lol. I still would absolutely die if I had to call my insurance or something, but baby steps!

(and as another bonus the reason I had to call is because the college sent me a letter about how they want to give me money for some reason, so I'll be getting $110 in the mail soon lmao)