My psychiatrist told me I had medication resistant depression, or some phrase similar to that. I'm taking 3 different things (lexapro, lamictil, klonopin) and I still sink into quite deep depressions that last anywhere from a week to 2. But I get better after a time. Then I'm fine. 

She wants to add adderall to the mix because I mentioned my difficulty concentrating. I think the ennui is caused by the general upheaval of our world. I'm just exhausted by it. Maybe this really is just my personality and there's no fixing me. I will always sink and resurface and sink and resurface forever until the end.