I’m so tired.

Every-time I get a LITTLE BIT of happiness I get hit with something that makes me upset...

Why can’t something just work out for me? Why is it always like this?

I hate the saying “after joy is sorrow” because that’s my life.

I’ve tried not to be happy or hopeful no matter what happened...but I blew it when someone new and interesting came into my life.

They turned into a cunt and ghosted me...why?? 

And you know what this has happened FIVE TIMES this year.

What did I do wrong?

Why does this keep happening to me? 

I don’t have any friends because after a day to a month they leave me.

I try to be nice to the people that come into my life. I invest soo much and for what?

I’m so tired.

I got a “new job” and for a charity event a girl brought the supplies super late and gave me attitude...

What did I do?

I did not stay back to decorate, I went home and did it...

Everything good that happens to me a truck load of bad experiences follow.

I want it to stop.