My depression is taking over. Im no longer in control. I use to think depression was a choice. I was so self entitled and stuck up that I never educated myself on the awful sickness. I have had depression coming slowly into my life over the past 2 years and nothing was ever done. My doctors dismiss me. There are so many factors that play a part to my depression. So many that I couldn’t even tell you what they were. So many life events and emotions have basically balled up and I feel like it’s growing by the day. I’m so tired. All the time. I miss being happy, I miss having friends, having goals, and having a life. My depression is taking over. I want to share my story as a learning opportunity for others.