I'm trying to think of the last time I was genuinely bored. I stay at home a lot but whenever I'm not doing something (and even when I'm doing something) I'm fighting against my anxiety mentally and physically. I almost can't remember the feeling of being totally neutral and looking for something to do, just because. Almost everything I do is to reduce the feelings and effects of anxiety on my body. If I watch TV? It's to try and distract myself to reduce anxiety. Eat? Because I know if I don't I'll feel bad. Eat junk food? Because I'm trying to push through the anxious feelings telling me if I eat junk food I'll die. My life is anxiety management. Oh how I envy people who are just "bored".