Dear diary, sat 5 nov
I am so sad today. I have a surged emotion of low self-esteem. I feel like dust. I feel like I am the bottom of every rank that society presents. Physically, Academically or Socially. I lack the fundamental social skills that everyone else has supposedly mastered and technical skills I have spent four years degree for. I am too awkward, I am too lazy, I am such a coward, I feel I have lost a year where other people that were on my same level have made tremendous progress. I am too emotional and vulnerable to stand up to society's pressure of being a man. Most detrimental one is that I am way in over my head. I am one step away from madness. Help.