Does any else get those feelings of extreme shame when you have casual sex? I always feel like I’m using people or being used. I’ll fix disgusted with myself for doing it even during sex sometimes. Then if I pursue something with more intimacy I don’t feel shame during sex but the closeness terrifies me.  Both options make me feel terrible cause I pull back from people. I  can’t enjoy dating on ANY level. I can’t do casual but I can’t do intimacy either. Lol should I move to Alaska now or later ?