Hi all. Pfff whole week has been horrible. 2 exams in school. Failed them both by having just 1 mistake too many. It's not like they're lenient either. It's 40 questions and you only get to mess up 2. I had 3 wrong answers. 😕  

I'm also extremely lonely to boot so I can't exactly share my feelings with anyone, and to top it all off my boss is sending me to Belgium tomorrow with the truck. I hate driving in Belgium with a passion. The infrastructure is sooooo bad compared to the Netherlands. Not only that, but I have to go to the French part too. I don't speak a word of French. 

I was hoping for a relaxing drive tomorrow, but it looks like it's gonna be another crap day in Belgium of trying to get to the desired location whilst dodging all the "forbidden for trucks" roads and being unable to ask anyone for directions. 

If all that isn't enough, I am really low on cash because this education is expensive and my previous employer owes me more than a thousand euro's and is unwilling to pay up so I also need to keep the pressure up on that. 

Did I mention my mother is dying and my little brother is getting more and more addicted to drugs? 

I really wonder many days. When is it enough. When have I suffered enough. When can things go my way for once. I'm a good person. Nice to everyone. Never broke the law. But life just keeps screwing me over. Ah well. Just needed to vent a bit. 😔