Quiet borderline here and i'm crashing fast. Everything's getting too much.

 Is it appropriate to reach out to friends at times like these? Would that be manipulative and/or attention seeking?

My friends are all a lot older than me and I already feel like I don't 'fit in'. I'm scared of telling them I'm struggling and being passed off as a silly little girl.

Spoken to my gp and I'm on a waiting list for CBT (for an ED) so god knows when that'll start, knowing the NHS waiting times.

I just feel so scared and alone. Don't know how to deal with these thoughts by myself.