The guy I believed was going to save me, help me, be there for me just left. We weren't even together but I got emotionally attached because we clicked in so many aspects. He doesn't want a serious relationship, it's not because of me, he's afraid of commitment. I handled it well, I listened to his reasons, didn't go berserk calling him bad names, spitting hate etc. but I am so hurt. Everyone leaves. Everyone. My very good friend (not anymore) gave me some generic excuse why we can't talk, I need him, I miss him, I am so lonely. Am I unlovable? I am too damaged to be loved? I don't want to fall for anyone again, it never brought any good. Maybe it's time to turn into cold hearted b*tch, because that's how everyone is treating me. 
But thank you for those nice weeks during which I believed this would mean something, and I was better, I was somehow happy... Goodbye 