Why do I google things? Why? All that leads to is literal panic. 

I’ve been having discomfort (not even pain) on my right side kind of under my rib. It has been very annoying but not something I felt needed to be checked out ASAP. I thought maybe I pulled a muscle or something. 

I was laying down tonight and was feeling around my rib and I THINK (I’m not even 100% sure) I felt like a lump or something hard below my ribs. I was trying to feel on my left side to see if it feels like that to compare but I can’t tell. So now of course I’m feeling it more because I’m focused on it and totally freaked out. 

What do I do???? I google it. What comes up? Enlarged liver.  Tbh I don’t even know what a liver is or does but I’ve jumped to conclusions that something is horribly wrong with mine. 

Totally freaking out. I feel like I may have a panic attack because my heart rate has been speeding up which usually leads to complete panic. I took an Ativan so hopefully I’m able to chill but like fml.