I don't know if this belongs here.....

Has a group presentation a few minutes ago and complete missed it up. My body completely betrayed me. I told myself weeks in advance when I k ew this presentation was due and it still didn't go the way I wanted.

I don't know why I was nervous.... My colleague started the presentation and in my opinion read the easy parts. 

I feel with every presentation the parts I'm suspose to read always confuses me, I brought my own information and was prepare to read my own information. But the person I was in the group with wanted to be difficult and even went as far as refusing to put my information in the assignment and redoing my part, and wrote all the points on the board because she didn't like and hand writing and since she's short she had to stand in a chair and kept making comments  like "I tired of this shit", "I have to do everything myself" and even went as far as telling where to place the chair she was standing on.

When my part came to read my body betrayed me and my voice became shaky and I sound like I was on the verge of crying and it didn't help that the class was giggle at me doing and sounding so badly. And if that wasn't enough before I could finish the first sentence someone shouted from the back of the class that they couldn't hear me reading. I aturally can't raise my voice and speak loudly but in my opinion I was reading fairly loud enough. 

I don't know what made me fuck up so badly the person I was presenting with went first and while they where reading I was giving my self peep talks in my mind telling myself I got this and I completed messes up off the bat.

I was mortified and humiliated. I rushed to read my parts with my voice sounding shaky and like I was on the verge of crying while everyone giggled.  And to make matters worse the person I was presenting with was rubbing it in my face that she was doing most of the presentation.

At the end of the presentation the lecture asked questions about the presentation and the person I presented with was answering all of the questions and I just stood there defeated.

She was so extra in rubbing it in my face make snide comments infront of the class and saying stuff like

"I need a sip of water my throat is dry with all the talking" and the class start laughing

"I think I've spoken enough I hand it over to my colleague" again the class start laughing 

And if it couldn't be over quick enough the lecture keep asking questions. And she kept explaining and explaining. So I basically looked bad and lazy infront of everyone.

And to make me feel even worse I heard this girl said "I  can't stand her, I can't even tolerate her"

When will it stop for crying out loud. I'm tired of dealing with this.