I have been going through things for a few year and am now starting to think I might have schizophrenia but I'm still able to keep a job so it not that bad that I can't work.

But my head feels like there is pressure on it like I'm wearing a hat, and thoughts are always going around and around sometime I feel like I'm saying my thoughts out loud and sometimes it feels like when I'm talking to people I loss my body and stand very still.
 I get constant feeling of things moving in my body, rain drops falling on my legs and head. 

I'm worried all the time that I smell bad or that everyone at work hates me, I think everything they are saying is about me to the point I almost put a tape recorder in the staff room to record there conversations when I'm not around, I have memories that are not real (when I talked to them they said it never happened) like I was eating my lunch in the staff room and two of my co workers were standing in the doorway talking bad about the way I was eating my lunch (which I know is a weird thing) apparently this never happened. They all say that they like me and they I calm down for a few days but the paranoia that they hate me slowly starts coming back up again until I have another breakdown.

I worry I smell bad (and actually can smell something bad, that no one else can) and had a meltdown going home crying because I thought a customer was laughing at the way I smelt bad and was taking photos of me, and has I was walking out of the building I thought the customer was in there car and gave me the bird but they were still in the shop.

I sometimes hear voices in the noises my fish tank makes and voices in my headphone when I listen to music (sometimes my name being shouted) but I can't hear what they are saying. I have never heard voices talking to me in words I can make out. I see human figures walking towards me out of the corner of my eye and in rooms when I walk past them but now I am also seeing them in my front vision like I went to put the trash out and a shadow like people was standing at the end of my driveway and started running towards me, I had to run inside and tried to not let it in but at the time I thought it got in because I could feel it right behind me and whispering my name is my ear but could not see it.

Awhile ago I was posting my nudes online (which I regret and have stopped) and thought my sister and her boyfriend had found out about it and were pretending to be people messaging me sexual things and were talking about it and laughing I thought they told my mum/dad and that my dad had followed my account to keep an eye on me (I knew he was doing this because when I posted a photo I heard him shout my name and when his phone went off I knew it was a notification from my account, I don't know how I knew this but I just did) I also remembered my mum coming into my room and telling me I should not do that but I finally talked to her about this today and she said none of this happened at all.

I am now worried that I might have schizophrenia but I know some of this is crazy so I just don't know what is going on right now everything feels so crazy, I have a job and an understanding boss who let's me have time off when I need it and I'm seeing a doctor soon but I don't know what to time them and what they are gonna say. I'm scared that things will get worse, I'm hoping that it is just anxious and that when I tell my doctor that everything will get better (I don't know if that is even possible) right now I'm questioning my reality and I'm struggling to get my head to think right.

I guess I just need to post this for advice or to know I'm not alone, I just don't know what is going on or if it is just anxiety. If you read all of this, thank you.