Hi all! I just need to vent really quick and get some advice from you guys.

So I have BPD, and it’s pretty severe. I’m on medications which make my life a lot easier, but recently I’ve noticed their effectiveness decreasing.

Anyway, I’ve always been a straight A student. But today, I got my first 0 ever in college. And let me tell you, I’m a wreck. 

I feel like an utter loser and a failure. It’s not even a letter grade change, I still have an A because the professor dropped the 0… but I’m still splitting over this. 

How do I calm myself down? I have a therapy appointment in 10 minutes so I’m hoping that helps but.. god. I hate myself.