to summarize everything: I moved to another country one year and a half ago, I met some people here but they weren't as important as he is to me. when I was younger I did have unprotected sex, due to stupid decisions and alcohol... its all in the past now, it happened years ago. but, Im getting tested next week and Im really terrified about it, I can't stop thinking about him leaving me in case the results are positive.
pls help.