I really need help from those who are farther along in their recovery than I am. My “favorite person” who is a mom to me and has been for years (my own mom is very detached) just said she needed a break. She said she loves me and wants to preserve our relationship but it’s so difficult for me not to feel abandoned. I have struggled with the worst suicidal thoughts in a long time. How do I survive this? I usually text her every day, multiple times a day, but now I think it’s going to be 0 times a day. How do I not be overcome by the thoughts and fears of her leaving me for good? Please help.