Hi, I usually don’t ask for help. Long story short. I’ve never met my FP before, he’s my online friend. I somehow got attached and we’ve been texting for a year. Even though he’s far away, I’m attached. Month ago, he found someone else, but at the beginning of this year, he was acting weird. Well, I showed him the bad side, my anger and just.. everything. He blocked me several times, but I always made a new account and begged him to unblock me. I just couldn’t get over it. I think about him everyday and I did before. Month ago, he found someone else and I cried, I wanted to vomit, I was very suicidal and it was the lowest point of the year. The way I cope with this and try not to think about him is going out with my friends, doing weird stuff, joking, smoking cigarettes and stuff. But today, he just doesn’t want to reply and I texted his gf, she said he hates me and doesn’t want to hear of me. I was happy until now. Is there someone with a similiar situation?