I’ve never had such a horrible outlook on life until now. I’m assuming this is from withdrawals from alcohol. I’m 23 btw. Slept for 12 hours today until 2:30 pm because when I’m asleep I don’t feel like this, so I slept until I couldn’t anymore. I have to go to work in an hour and I’m honestly worried I’m gonna break down in front of all my coworkers. I don’t know how I’m supposed to continue on when everyday it seemingly gets harder not to drink and I get more and more depressed. I’m a shell of my former self, I talk to my mom and she tells me she doesn’t think I’m “trying” hard enough to snap out of it but if anyone could snap out of it then why does anyone have depression. I told my friend that I feel like I’m reaching a breaking point and all he says to me is “damn bro I’m sorry”. I know some people aren’t great at comforting but damn I feel like I can’t talk to anyone.