Thanks in advance if you read my rambling. 

I just don’t feel good today. I struggle with depression sone days, but today just feels like a weird one.

I’m thinking about a lot of things. Just bad or uncomfortable things that have happened in the past, my past alcohol addiction. I’m worried about other random things. Work tomorrow - I work with someone I don’t like for a bit and then they forgot to schedule a closer so I’m by myself for awhile. 

I’m feeling sad. I’m not suicidal but I kind of just wish I wasn’t here. I feel weird today. I slept okay but I feel exhausted. I’m mentally tired too. I’m also weirdly cold and just want to snuggle up in my bed.

I’m just tired of feeling tired. I don’t know what to do with myself when I feel like this. I could just use someone to talk to.