I could go on and on. Read past posts. But my stepmom died. Mom has dementia. Dad anxiety and hypochondriac.  Quit my life friends job partner no kids etc 2 years ago. Everyone wants me. I’ve been catering to everyone 2 years. I’ve lost everything. I have no life. I have nothing. No partner. Kids. Job. Friends. Nothing. I’ve gained weight. I hate my life. I mean I hate it. But I also can’t abandon my insane and sick family who need me. I don’t know what to do. I told them I’m taking 3 days a week back starting this summer. But losing my parents has made me miserable.  Stepmom dead. Mom worse than dead. Dad mental state close to straight jacket. They were my family and I’m losing them and never made my own. And I’m probably too old now. 40. I am attractive. And young looking. And talented. And kind. I’m honestly fairly awesome. But who wants to date someone with this bagggage at this age whose this miserable. I always wanted kids. Had two miscarriages last year. How sad. My life is so sad.