Just thinking of what me and her could’ve been. Everytime she crosses my mind I just feel this piercing sadness realizing we arent anything anymore and it’s in the past. It’s been weeks and I just feel so stuck on her she really just seemed too right like I wanted every bit of her. I just wish I could go back and change things because this feeling geniuenly is unbearable and it just hurts too much to think about. I just feel like I always find a way to fuck things up when everything is going great I’m just tired of being this way I just feel so done. I honestly cant put it into words :/


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I’m sorry if this doesn’t belong here but I really had nowhere else to let this out. I am not even diagnosed but too much of this disorder seems to hit too close to home for me and idk what to do about it :/