That’s literally it. what else do u fuckin need to read??? I want to be calm but I can feel the undertone of me feeling wired and unmedicated so I’m certain it’s gunna come out and cause shit but I’m READY for it.

People are disappointing, including myself at times. I disappoint myself not doing what I should and then relying on other people but then I get let down. Why did I even allow my brain to expect anything from them?