Mt FP told me today that he's told his friends about me (!!!) And he said they all think im a good influence for him. This makes me feel guilty because obviously I'm manipulative and needy and I feel like I'm tricking him and his girlfriend and his friends because they think im a good person. But that means I'm just tricking him because he's the one who said nice things about me. Like all I do is vent about my eating disorder how could I possibly be good for him? I know it's just my mind talking but I can't help buy feel guilty