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guys, I'm at my wit's end. I've had some pretty intense anxiety before buts its never been this bad or lasted this long. I have a bad fear of being potentially forced to be eternally aware. If time is infinite,  which it most definitely is, would the atoms that my body was originally composed of come back together to form my original composition? Would this mean I'm immortal? Will I be forced to be conscious through every single variation of myself possible for all eternity? This sounds like nonsense but when I really start to think about it, it makes sense. It makes me feel sick when I think about it, its hard to do anything now. I'm just so scared and I need to talk to somebody. My family is weird and overly religious so talking to them basically gets me nowhere. Thanks for reading...