tldr at bottom. 



i want to here from people with bipolar depression if it a possibility that i have it. the past month has been a roller coaster to say the least. but especially the mood swings. one minute in completely numb to everything. then i’m crying and panicking. straight random moments of energy and a fake happiness. all within an hour or even minutes for no reason. i was already diagnosed with anxiety depression and a few more things. but the reason i found out about my mental illness is cause i researched and did tests to see if i matched anything before asking my doctor. and even tho it was self diagnosis i still ended up being right. so i’m wondering if it could be the same case here. any help would be appreciated. ☺️☺️


TLDR: i think i may have bipolar depression. from the research i’ve done which to be far isn’t to much. but i genuinely feel i might have it. so if anyone has advice it would be great 😊