I started this month with therapy. Everyone is saying that it's good for me and how happy they are for me. But it seems that almost nobody understands how hard it is and how unrecognized I feel when they say stuff like this. I'm the worst! I feel like I'm losing myself more and more. Today I texted my ex, yeah I know stupid, to tell her that I started with therapy. The only reaction I did get was: 'Good for you. Hopes it will help a lot.' Yeah tnx... What was I even thinking? Well, I was hoping for some sort of recognition I guess. IDK. Don't know if my English is good enough to understand what I'm going through. but yeah everyone gives the same reaction. 'That's nice... Yeah, thanks for listening...