My mother in law is like a leaking faucet. She doesn't tell really secretive stuff like the fact I have BPD. However she shares little details of my life with her family. Like my husband got a promotion, or my daughter won't eat table food, or I'm starting a new job. It kills me. Literally. I HATE that I can't control the tidbits she gives out about my life. Honestly, it's nothing. Breadcrumbs, about my life. But I have this insane control freak thing where, I only want people to know what I want them to know. It feels like she is wreaking havoc on my nicely controlled life. 

I think part of it, is that I feel like if they cared so much about what was up with me or my family they'd call or text me. She has 500 friends on Facebook  (I keep &lt;80). She constantly post pictures of my kids, myself, and husband. She's calmed down a lot but I'd like if she posted none. 

I feel like my life is the only true thing I have control of. I own it. I feel like its my most prized possession. And she's giving it away. No matter how little the details, it isn't hers to share. 

I'm sorry if none of this makes sense.