I need help because I feel like I’m actually spiralling. I live in an apartment with 2 other girls , one is my best friend for about a year and lived together that long we socialize together etc. We are living abroad from home also. The other girl we’ve lived with 6 months and found online to fill the room and she is not on the lease. The other girl has been drama and trouble since day 1 but never outwardly involving us until one night she decided to make up lies about me tell my other roommate and other friends which are disproven straight away. A verbal fight happened and then since then it’s been horrendous. I’m too anxious to leave my room to shower or cook or do laundry. I dread coming home from work and sit outside in my car for a long time. My friend doesn’t get it and just tells me I’m in the right and to go out to public spaces but I can’t even describe the anxiety that brings me. Even though I am right and have proven lies were said about me I have also brought peace offerings to house and still no apology or anything said. My friend will tell me she’s on my side but is sitting on the fence. I don’t know what to do I am mentally drained and everyone thinks I am crazy for reacting this way but I cannot control if these are the anxious feelings I am getting. Could I tell her move out - she is not on lease and I am main tenant or should I move back to my home country?