



I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety about 2 yrs ago now but lately things have been getting worse. I constantly feel angry and suicidal and I have constant intrusive thoughts. I feel as though I can’t do regular tasks as simply as brushing my teeth and I’m falling behind on my goals. Every day it’s just negative thought after negative thought and my brain is a mess. 
I also wanna mention about the fact there is this girl that I have a crush on but I don’t think she likes me back. I constantly think about her every day and I have fantasies about her and I dream about her all the time to the point it’s becoming toxic, my brain is telling me that she’s the only way I can feel happiness and it’s killing me cos I don’t see her anymore. It sounds a bit creepy I know but I get these crazy fixations on people. 
I just wanted to get this off my chest cos I feel horrible at the moment, traumatised and I want to kill myself. Thank you