what's your experience on lexapro? I've been on it since about October 2016, first time on meds, I take 10mg. I feel suicidal thoughts and typical symptoms of depression/paranoia/bpd and so on and so forth penetrating through as much as I had taken care of myself with little things like working out, eating healthier, even changing up my home atmosphere with UV ray lights and lavender incense sticks and all because fuck it might work it feels good. If any, what's your experience with this medication, should I up the dose or go ahead and change it? Let me know if I need to elaborate on anything, thanks