It takes about an hour to get out of bed and onto my feet so I have to wake up at about 5:00 AM due to school and I keep nearly passing out during school. I even fell asleep for about an hour in class yesterday. My life is going into a downwards spiral into despair and I haven’t told my parents about it because I don’t want to embarrass myself. Existance hurts and I don’t know if I want to continue to exist. What do I do? I only feel pain in my life and at this point I’ve broken from it. I’m probably going to delete this post so no one finds out about how I feel because I’d probably get made fun of.