I’ve worked for a total of a week this whole year, had a bad OCD stress episode where I thought I was schizophrenic, then I had quite a severe mental breakdown and I checked myself into a psych ward for a month (never thought that would ever happen) and honestly I haven’t recovered it’s not even got better tbh, I’ve literally just layed in bed, watched tv, played COD, been suicidal and battled my never ending intrusive thoughts, been the worst year of my life without a doubt and I’m struggling to see a way out