On and off for years I (21M) have been trying to find help, but I have a fear of counciling. In the past councilors and psychiatrists have diagnosed me with so many disorders so quickly (ADHD, depression, asperger's, bipolar, autism, anxiety), but all of this has been after 1 or 2 appointments. There's no way they could decide these things that fast, and I really doubt I have all these seperate issues. I've also been involuntarily put in the hospital when I started telling a counselor some of my issues (all in a calm state).

All in all a few things scare me from getting the help I need, and when I try to speak with someone I can only stay on the surface in fear of them detaining me again. 

Is there a way I can find a "straight to the point" doctor who I can safely confide in?

Edit: I know I haven't been diagnosed with BPD, but this community seems like a helpful place to find somewhere to help. Things are so much more extreme than I've ever told anyone, and I can't keep all these secrets anymore