I have not been diagnosed but I have a lot of anxiety. Unstable relationships. Intense emotions. Fear of loss.

I am really not sure. Without meds I can't focus well at all and feel continually nervous and am overly emotional.

Even if I'm not a bpd person, I think the light is kind of coming out that Ive been projecting and now I can work on me!

I'm grateful for these support groups. I need help. My close relationships and quite literally,  my quality of life depends on it. I also believe I'm too selfish and want to fix this.