Things hurt the most when you feel like you can't do anything about it. Why does some other's kid parents give them everything they need to succeed and they just work on studying and they get the good grades? I am so stick of it, I have so many disadvantages I see and it takes me triple effort to get the same things. I understand some people may think if you are a kid you need to work to get the things you want but there are some things you just can't get no matter how hard you work because you need more skills to get better jobs which can more easily be acquired if you already have the tools to acquire those skills. The people I hate the most are the ones who are so fucking arrogant about their skills and when I see what they have, I can see the background that they came from that enabled them to become who they are. Don't talk to me about the problems you had to overcome because you have an advantage. If I even have the same advantage, I will fucking burn that kid. Damn, life is hard, even for a kid.