Hi, I've had anxiety for as long as I can remember and soon I will have to go to college and stuff. It's just everytime I think about it I want to cry, I don't know what kind of job I want to have, so then what do I apply for in college. My anxiety just seems to hold me back from so much because I always imagine the worst for everything. I love drawing and things creative related but I feel like it will never make enough money, overall I just don't know what to do and I'm very very scared of moving on in the world since I'm scared of change.