How did you get diagnosed? (especially if you are the quiet type). I'm not diagnosed but I'm pretty sure that I have bpd (the quiet type). My therapist said that I don't fit in any diagnosis but I think that it's because I'm able to be a functional person I guess. But in reality I have problems dealing with my relationships, I'm always afraid that my friends would leave me especially when they act "different" (even if it's not true) and I change my opinion about them if I feel that something is wrong (I don't split but I feel indiferent about them or I think about cutting of contact with them).

I have mood swings every day, I self-harm (well I'm 1 month clean so yay), I have this feeling of emptiness (it's like I'm bored all of the time and there's something missing always no matter what). I also have problems controling my emotions? especially anger but I rarely exteriorize them, I just keep them inside. I also have problems with disordered eating? but she thinks that it's because I have emotional issues and they are not related to my body but they are because I don't even like my body and I wish I could be thinner even if I'm almost underweight ugh 

I don't know if she really thinks that my problems aren't that important or I just don't fit anywhere. I know it's weird but I feel awful after this session and I want to cry and at the same time I think that I'm not sick enough. Should I tell her that I think I have bpd/an eating disorder? (I would feel so stupid if I don't any of this disorders so). Should I visit another therapist? 

(sorry if there's any mistake, english is not my first language)