I feel like I develop crushes on people way too easily.  I have multiple ones. One on someone I sort of regularly talk to, someone I talk to every now and again, my therapists, and someone I have never said a word to.  This leads me to an easy time to daydream excessively, having multiple different people to think about, and can just leave me upset because I have nowhere near the courage to do anything about it right now or for a while. I also feel that I'm not in a good enough place mentally or in the right position in life for it to be a good idea to pursue any potential relationships with them, or anyone.  

Is it just so easy to develop crushes on people if you have BPD?  Even multiple ones?  Or is this just a me thing.  It's depressing and frustrating, though nice to think about in the moment.