I gave up a high paying job cause it was dangerous,
I learned a new language (Tagalog) in under 6 months,
Jobless and without aid I made enough money for her cleanly
I gave up so many opportunities,
Even took the damn hits and made myself out to be the toxic one in our relationship just so no one would judge her,
And she still cheated on me with her abusive ex even told the police it was me that confronted him...

EVERY FUCKING TIME

Fuck I know I'm a bad man but even I don't deserve this shit