i've been working 40-60 hours a week lately, and 7 days in a row. i have not had more than 1 day off in a row since december, except one 2 day weekend and one 3 day weekend. my days have melded together and i have difficulty keeping track of time. the past 6 months feel like they took a week. i'm taking care of myself less and less because i just don't realize how long it's been. i looked at myself in the mirror today and i have a fucking beard. shit. i don't know. on one hand i don't want it to stop because a disassociative time loop=lots of hours worked painlessly=lots of money. and being to tired and out of it means i'm only spending on what i need instead of dumb shit, i'm kinda ok with this. i just have no fucking clue if it's healthy 