Classic case of 17 year old discovers weed smokes themselves silly and then moves on. Sober for a month and 3 weeks.

Only for me it wasn’t that simple It made my anxiety worse and I got derealization from it and visual snow.  My eyes also started to feel blurry and like their was something in there. (Eye doctor said I’m fine)

The derealization is gone. And the visual snow is very light now. Hoping it goes away completely. The world doesn’t look the same to me anymore. Something is just off. And I just want to see the world normally again. It all looks so dull.

My only concern is that this is hppd. (Google says that shit never goes away) I heard depression can do this.  Could this just be depression??? I’m incredibly lost, depressed and anxious. I don’t even go outside anymore not that I have any where to go because it all looks so dull and foreign.  I apologize for my constant posts but I’m very scared about it all.

I’m also recovering from covid caught it at the same time I quit smoking.