Feel like everyone is acting as though there’s this logical moral code. There isn’t. Most people act according to their own interests and that’s it. In the last few years I’ve become severely disillusioned with people in general. I’ve given up trying to figure out others’ actions because I’m looking at them through my own sense of morality. I think I’m just tired of being sad and angry. I’m so fucking tired, you guys. I tried to avoid the news but I was so sick of all these horrible, horrible people. There are so many terrible people! And I realized…they’re just people being people. And that’s the worst part. Except for complete sociopaths, people have choices to make. I don’t always make good choices, but I would NEVER hurt anyone in any way on purpose (*on purpose* is the key phrase here, I hurt my parents deeply with my alcoholism). I always just assumed everyone was nice, deep down. They’re not. Some people are just fucking evil hideous monsters.