I have a really messed up living arrangement and it’s testing my patience everyday. I (F, 21) have BPD due to emotional (also physical) abuse and negligence from my parents. I’d be here all day with reasons as to why I have this disorder. I have a supportive bf but that is about it. I want friends. I find it difficult to be around women due to the trauma my mother inflicted on me. I’m trying so hard to keep it together. I don’t really know why I’m sharing this. I just want to feel less alone.