I don’t know where to start this but hones I’m just tired of living. I don’t think I’ll kill myself but i just wish i wasn’t born so I’d never be in this situation. I’m so sick of living like this. My moms boyfriend is an asshole to my mom and me and i always try to be nice to him but despite that he still does things to hurt me. I think my mom only stays for money since she doesn’t work atm. I always tell my mom that i hate the yelling but she never listens to me or communicates with him. I want to get rid of him but I can’t move out or get a job. I wish my life wasn’t like this. Im so jealous of my friends who have happy stable homes. I wish i wasn’t in this situation or things could be different because I’m so tired of this. I hate being bullied just my because my mom did something. I never did anything to him and he’s constantly mean to me. I’ve been at my breaking point these last few days and I don’t know what to do anymore. I might just kill myself because even if death is scary I can’t deal with this