i am going to say this in the best way that i can. if you have been a victim of s/a, feel free to keep scrolling.

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this is something that has been on my mind for years now, but its come to my attention more recently. in random moments of the day, i get intrusive thoughts about being s/a, even though it hasn't really happened to me in the way that plays in my mind. anyways, so i've encountered that these thoughts typically make me really h\*rny. don't really know where it comes from, honeslty, and would like to know how other ppl deal witht this. thank you for reading me