I am putting this in this subreddit as this post was ignored in other subs and my posts were flagged immediately due to my acc age/karma. I am currently a junior in high school and I'm completely stuck. My grades and SAT scores aren't up to par so
I'm not going to university. Community College seems like an option but I will go there and only think about how I've failed for the past 5 years. I would rather live
the rest of my life in solitude in my room on my PC. My parents say I'm going to have to get a few jobs and go to community college but I know l'Il be miserable either way. I have a history of mental illness and hospitalization and currently working with the doctors has made me not want to kill myself but I'm afraid I'll fall into that trap again. What do I do? How do I convince
my parents being a shut-in is unfortunately the best for me?