I went to my first bpd support group and one person has been diagnosed 15 years ago and therapy didn't really work for them (DBT) neither did medication and they never went into remission, they just became worse. And I worry I'll end up like that, I'll never get better or whatever that means. I don't feel like anything can take away the fear of abandonment, chronic emptiness and all the behaviours and thinking patterns associated with BPD. I feel like all that stuff I read about how lots of people with bpd get better is all a lie. The bpd will just continue destroying my life until the end comes.