I feel so fucking empty... It's like that moment where you think something is going to happen and you are waiting for it... But I don't know what. 
I know that tomorrow I will fake it the whole day trough just to brake the second I enter my room again... 
It's so easy to fill the empty space with sitting on my phone... But I can't enjoy it... I'm ashamed of myself. Angry with myself. Disgusted by myself...
I don't feel like I'm the main character anymore who's dealing with a heartbreak and will one day get to live a good life... Maybe it's good... But since that feeling is gone there is simply nothing else to put in that place and I feel like I'm nobody. 
Im too tired to do anything. 
Too tired to sleep... 

Crying while listening music is the best thing I can do rn