I got PSSD from taking 1 antidepressant for chronic pain. I was never going to take it. But I did for no reason at all other than because I was told to and I got excited about that. Now everyday I want to die, I cry everyday. I can't connect with others. I have no motivation. I can't even talk to my friends. And I've lost everything, including my feelings of attraction and love and excitement. It's like the lights and colours of life have been stripped away so fast. I'm so lost. How could I have done it. If only I never sought medical help, left the hospital, used my own gut. I can't even feel positive. I was always trying to help others and now I'm the one who has given up completely.