I do not want to disclose anything of importance yet, I'm curious how you deal with it. Whether you are suffering from BPD or some other people, but I'm most eager to know about how you personally deal with it.

It has been my experience and others' that these kind of symptoms tend to reappear or persist through time even if you don't fit the BPD diagnosis or if you have undergone therapy succesfully. They are like paralysis of one side of your body as if you suffered stroke.