I just woke up this morning and my partner/FP is still asleep of course. I miss him, I didn’t get to spend time with him last night because I accidentally fell asleep while grumpy. Now I regret that because I really wanted to spend time with him and I just want him and his attention right now. I really tried not to leave my room this morning because of how upset I am but I had to while cleaning, I was so visibly upset and emotionless when around my family for even a few seconds. They were trying to joke around with me but I couldn’t even force myself to crack a smile. Then while doing my morning workout in my room, my grandma came in and smiled at me but I just stayed cold and grumpy and kept telling her to get out. She wouldn’t leave so I straight just stopped what I was doing and silently started using my phone with visible upset on my face. I really miss him.