I dont open up much anymore for the reason stated above. I have people that tell me they're there for me if I need to talk about anything, but once I do, all I'm told is I'm too much and stress them out. So I stopped opening up, pretend I'm okay to avoid hurting them again. But then they get mad at me for pushing them away and not talking about what's wrong with me. I dont know how to feel about it. If I open up, I'm too stressful and cause nothing but anxiety and frustration for them, but if I dont, I'm rude because I'm pushing them away and wont talk to them anymore. Has anyone else experienced this? If so, how do you handle it?