Hello! 20F here, I am studying in college rn. So naturally I shift between being at home and being in my dorm. But, when this change happens, I always feel overwhelmed. I feel scared, anxious and overwhelmed... EVERY TIME. 

I have been home for a long time now and I came back to my dorm and it feels... Too much. Its weird. I am anxious... Feels new even though its not!

But when its the opposite way, I get the same feeling. Then I adapt. But why is it this way? I dont even like home but it feels more safe than this now... IDK why... Cant grasp this.

Any help? THANKS!