I’ve never been this desperate in my life. I just can’t take life anymore. I don’t want there to be a tomorrow… everyday is too tough too hard too much emotionally and physically for me. I don’t want to live anymore, I feel so unhappy .. as I’m writing this I’m sure life is not meant to be for everyone. I’m an empty shell… everyone broke me and that’s just how things are. I’m too broken for this. Please just let me vanish. Time is going so slow… everything was wrong from the start. I hate how everything turned out, I hate everyone, I hate my life. I don’t want to feel or think anymore. Just let me die in peace. Just let me, it’s not going to be better, I’ve been trying so so so so so damn hard but life just doesn’t take a break. SOS