I had a rough birth didn’t get to see her for 6 hours and recently stopped breastfeeding and now convinced I can’t recognize this baby and I didn’t give birth to her and I can’t know if she’s mine . I’ve told my mother I don’t want to care for her anymore and that it upsets me to look at her . Instead of calling me a terrible mother can anyone offer any insight into the cause of this or is this really my true feelings ?