I want someone to watch tv with. I want someone to do nothing with me or give me a hug just because. I don’t want to be alone anymore. I want someone to say “hey how are you doing”. Or goodnight or anything. I can’t take it anymore but I don’t want to make fool of myself and keep messaging people and talking to people first. Nobody has ever just wanted me. Please just someone who cares about me as much as they care about themselves. I’ll let them go and not be overly obsessive I promise. As long as they come back to me on their own free will I’ll be fine. I can’t take this anymore it’s like I’m imprisoned in my own world. I want to be part of someone else’s world. I never even had a chance to. I can’t I want to cry. And I’m sick on top of this. I don’t even care if it’s awkward I just need to feel love.