I recently got into a relationship and we haven’t had a fight yet. Anytime I might go off he’s perfect about it. We were watching a movie and I started tickling him and he asked me to stop and I kept going because I wanted him to yell at me. I wanted him to yell and I wanted to cry. He just didn’t. He got mad but didn’t explode or anything. He still hugged me and kissed me. Why! Why do I try to instigate! This is not what I’m used to. I need screaming and yelling. I feel like such an abusive asshole for doing this.