Whenever a friend texts less or leaves me on seen I feel like I did something wrong, I feel like they lose interest In me and It makes me wanna cry... I am very closed In and I don't trust people, I want to open up but when I do I feel anxious, I don't trust people. I am paranoic and I feel like people use me, hate me, I am quick to jump to conclusions that If I don't get a fast reply then they want to break off contact with me... I feel useless, boring, a nothing... the friends I jad ignored me.. I feel so lonely... Who knows what others think about me, If not, they don't give a sh-t about me...