This has been the third therapist I've seen. 5 months and zero progress. Every session was basically just me ranting, with barely any exploration. 

No, I don't want to join a class or find a new hobby. No, I'm not happy mentally despite things going my way. I'm still having difficulty forming healthy relationships, accepting things. I will not have "hope" because it limits me from actually developing into a good individual.

This is such bullshit. Why do therapists think its actually helpful to say this useless meaningless temporary fixes to their clients. I want to KNOW why I feel or do things. I want clarification. I've made it clear to multiple therapists but its the same shit. When your client is being hospitalized and having crisis left and right how do you NOT realize that your position as the therapist is awful.