I’ve had some issues with my psychologist for awhile, i felt like she was trying to get me to shutup and would constantly tell me that “others have it worse off”, however in recent times, i’ve been desperate to speak to someone as my emotions are off the rails. At the beginning of the year she tried to reprimand me for not being consistent with booking appointments and even if i am a few minutes late to them, “she will not be paid” - which is rubbish as the money is pulled from my account and it’s her independent practice. I totally understand that this is a job and stuff, but i don’t know what to do anymore. I had emailed her to make an appointment 2 weeks ago, she replied with 2 dates as soon as possible and i replied back a day or 2 later and since then no reply. I’ve been thinking of a follow up email however i don’t think its worth it. Am i being too harsh? Please don’t come at me either. I’m in an extremely weak position at the moment. The psychologist underestimates my mental state and i feel as if theres no purpose in reaching out anymore, and if i do to her - all i can think is that she wants to take my money