Had an injury that's restricted my work for about 2 years now. My job is quite active and they have now told me I need to find a new job.
I bought an expensive car which I now can't afford, I'm in a relationship that is falling apart and this is only making it worse.
I've been seeing the mental health team more often because I'm struggling with alcohol and to be honest I just want everything to end. I hate saying that but it's true.
I feel like I'm just existing without a purpose and I'm in such a dark place right now, my thoughts are really dark and sinister and I can't cope but I would never end it myself. 
Sorry for the wall of text, wrote this from a phone and it doesn't like to format as I intended it to.