My husband and I have been married for almost 7 years now. He has a daughter who is 8 and I've been raising her alongside him. I've never been pregnant, and I'm worried about my moods....I was diagnosed as Bipolar for 10 years before seeing a specialist who just diagnosed me with BPD. It's more believable to me as well. But I've had to go through a lot of medicine changes. Since getting off of lithium and Lexapro for zoloft I feel more stable, but I'm still worried about the depression and suicidal thoughts I have. 
I'm scared to know how I'll be while pregnant. I get really pissy if I'm tired and I trigger myself a lot. I really want a baby, and so does my husband. And I'm just curious if anyone has been pregnant with bpd and how you held up. My husband is extremely supportive and understanding. He does everything he can for me, and pays attention to every detail. I'm just worried about myself....I can't find much on BPD and planned pregnancies...just..."accidentally getting pregnant" because of BPD...

Edit: I'm not here for judgment. I'm asking if anyone has been pregnant and how they coped. I do not need someone to tell me I shouldn't have a child when I want one. I'm just wanting to learn about how others pulled through. 