Been manic for the last 2 months. Even took a trip to the psych ward. I’ve been trying to get back on my feet for weeks now. Feels like I’m just starting to be able to live a somewhat normal life again. I’ve just been so angry lately. I snap on my parents and I’m always miserable I feel like a junkie coming off heroin or something. I really neglected my mental and physical health when I was manic. There were days when I was running on fumes barely making any sense. Well it was a fun ride and it’s left me with a lot to think about and a new perspective but all I really want now is what I had before all that madness. I want to talk to my friends, I want to take care of myself, simple pleasures y’know? Bipolar will always be a part of me and I know that but I’m not gonna let it stop me from living the life I want. I want friends, I want love, I want experiences, I don’t want to just live in my head all the time up on cloud 9 because that can be such a lonely place... Anyway good luck to all of you and stay safe out there exploring the infinite abyss.