I was just diagnosed with BPD (I’m still sitting in the room) I had suspected for a year but just got done with a psych evaluation and got the diagnoses. It will be nice to finally know what’s wrong and be able to better focus on recovery after years of dealing with it. I was always kind of crazy and unstable it seemed. Very much like my father in many ways (thankfully not all of the bad ones) but last year is when I first had my suspicions after watching girl interrupted which made me look into what borderline was and I checked all the boxes. I feel a lot of regret for how I’ve acted and who I’ve been to people, kinda sucks to know I have less control over it than the average person, but I’m getting better.