Hello!

Around 2019, I was cheated on by the same girl twice. And due to past trauma from my family, this catalysed my trust issues with relationships. Up to the point where I started having panic attacks and worrying that my crush wouldn't like me etc. 

Not only that, most mornings I wake up feeling terribly sick, not like the type where you feel you're going to through up but more like the type after you feel car sick for example.

I was wondering if anybody here has also experienced stuff like this? And if so, how you manage to trust yourself and your partner after the cheating situation etc?