I have BPD, depression, and very bad anxiety... and all of those combined make me a chronic procrastinator. I do enough to help me survive, but I have messed up very badly multiple times, and there is no other reason than my brain just doesn't work right. This feeling of being incapable is killing me. And I've been like this since I was about 13 years old. I'm on Zoloft, but that doesn't seem to be helping me enough. Although I know its irrational to believe that I'm the only one like this, I still feel that way. I feel so alone and worthless. One little thing that I don't like happens, and my whole day is ruined. There is a constant pit in my soul that I attempt to fill with people and drugs, but that only helps temporarily. Today I am looking for a psych and therapist to see if I can get my meds changed up, and possibly try some new therapy techniques... but this is just so unbearable that I feel the need to share here. I need something to help me while I wait to get my meds changed. If you guys have any suggestions that would be greatly appreciated.