This life is just too much and I can hardly bear it. I feel like I'm moving forward just out of fear. I'm so anxious about my job, where to live, lost mail, relationships, losing my mom, what I'll even do in the future.

I just want to collapse and let it all rain down on me, but I know there'll be nothing left to save if I do. I'm just so tired. I'm so, so, so tired.