I’ve lived In my home state (home coast actually) for my 30 years of living. At 26, my boyfriend moved here from a different region. After 4 years, we decided to give his area a try.

I had a hard time leaving, like I was crying hysterically when saying goodbye to my parents. After all, We’re going to be 7+ hours away if driving.

However, I came back for Christmas. Our old apartment is connected to my parents house, which is where I’m staying for the week. (Literally the only place to stay except their living floor.)

I’m hysterically crying now that I’ve gone to bed. I miss everything about living here. The way the sun comes through the blinds, the chain cabinet where we can keep our fancy stuff, the smell, the cold air of the north.

I know it’s only been a short amount of time since I left, but I don’t know if I can do it. I like our new apartment all except for the natural light (lack there off).

I know I’m going to break when I leave. I’m already breaking now and I just got here.