I guess I am just looking for support. I was diagnosed bipolar about a year ago by my psych NP based off of a questionnaire I filled out for her. However, I brought up to my therapist (who I've seen for two years) that I thought I exhibited symptoms more closely related to borderline, and without hesitating, she agreed with me. I guess I am just frustrated because I don't really know where to go from here, and I'm feeling kind of hopeless. She told me that there is no treatment really for borderline, which is kind of what I read. In either case, whatever it is, it's ruining my life and I'm making very poor life decisions. I am on Lamictal, Saphris, and Trintellix, which has helped with the anger and depression somewhat, but not with the feeling empty and seeking validation and forming bad relationships with people. I feel scared to think I will always be this way. I'm not really sure what I'm expecting from this post, just maybe some words of encouragement or advice.