Somewhat TW for some of the stuff I'm gonna talk about btw:
I started taking lamictal about 2 weeks ago, I'm only on 25 mg and should start taking 50mg tomorrow but I'm very scared to. Just starting yesterday I've been feeling devoid of so many of my emotions, I only feel sad and anxious now it seems, I get weird feelings like I can't love my boyfriend or anyone for that matter when the day before I was just fine and loved him so much and it's causing me so much distress I'm feeling borderline suicidal. I'm just curious if anyone has experienced anything similar because I want to know if anyone else has been through this which is what I'm hoping because I need it to just be the medication that's doing this.