I need to release this. I’ve been in a long term relationship with my bf for almost 10 years. Things between us got kinda sour lately. And I do rlly love him. Some months back. I met another guy. He has BPD 2. I felt so connected to him. I felt like he was my best friend. We entered into a relationship. I lied to both of them. I didn’t tell them about the other. 

Last night I was caught. Things ended. I know I deserve this. I lied. I lied a lot. I hurt two ppl very much. I betrayed the trust in my long term relationship. And I hurt this other guy who really did love me. 

I lied. I lied. I lied. A pathological liar. 

I feel like shit. I know I deserve it too.