Is it normal to WANT to feel numb to the rest of the world? Like to want to not care, to want off this ride we call life? This feeling hits me every day. I am a very hard working individual, but I can’t seem to catch a break over these last 4 years. I just don’t want to continue anymore, part of me wants to feel numb until it’s all over, and the other part wants to keep kicking until I can’t anymore.