I am going through another separation with my boyfriend, who I think may also have a personality disorder. He is ignoring my phone calls and texts and has been really mean. I’ve said some mean stuff too out of rage but I am apologetic after. I can’t calm down. I’ve been smoking weed (which I always do anyway) and i’ve done yoga, and biked 10 miles today. I have tried to physical work through the anxiety but it’s just not happening. I am afraid this is the actual end for him and i