Been going to therapy and taking antidepressants buy some days I feel happier than ever and some days I feel  nothing. I've had Combat Trauma , Childhood Trauma , Sexual Trauma , and still grieving from the lost of a few close family members. I've attempted Suicide a few times and was abusing substances but I'm now sobering and trying to move foward. I've been learning new Coping skills but sometimes I just don't feel happy doing the things I enjoy. Just wanted feedback that is all and thanks.