I have been suffering from depression for 8 months and started taking meds 2 months ago. I feel better than before but I still get that disgusting anxiety attacks and emotion unsuitability. I have shared this problem after a long time with some friends and my parents but except my father nobody cares not even my mother. I don't know how long will it take to become normal but I have been questioning my existence and day by day I am loosing my willing to live and I feel very alone. Sometimes it gets very bad.