My first relationship ended because I was feeling suicidal and my partner didn't want to take it anymore. My second ended because he was sick of all the attention I needed because of my BPD, eating disorder, etc. And my last ended yesterday, after being told me made himself fall out of love with me and he chooses not to be involved as a romantic partner because my BPD and the constant overdoses and hospital visits have been "too much", which only makes me wanna do those things and be gone already.