Hi :) I've posted quite a few things on here about my relationship involving cheating and stuff and never really took the advice to break up with my girlfriend after so many red flags.. anyways about 9 months into dating she's now broken up with me, saying that the past few months have sucked and she can't give me what I need. And ofc it hurt. Like a lot it crushed my soul, it hurts so bad.. going through the phases of wanting to get revenge and get angry, but also 10 minutes later wanting to call her and be like "im so sorry I'm awful can we try again I promise there's not gonna be any more issues from me" even agter she's cheated multiple times.. I'm rlly just venting tbh idk what to do?? And there's nobody I can really talk to that knows the situation except for an internet friend lol. Anyways she broke up with me, I blocked her on the majority of my accounts on Twitter, she blocked me on insta and unadded me on snapchat agter I blocked her. But now I keep checking on her Twitter, because she doesn't have me blocked. And I see (this is not even 20 hours after the breakup) her trying to fuck other people?? It hasn't even been a day.. and she's trying to fuck other people. It's making me FURIOUS BUT so fuckjng sad at the same time I feel like I'm just breaking down more and more every second.. all of my friends HATE her solely bc the cheating part, they don't know about anything else. I want to ask her to block me on everything tmr, so I can't check up on her socials.. should I? ME blocking her just isn't enough bc I can still hit "see tweets" anyways. Ugh. People suck dude.