Sorry if it doesn’t make sense, I used voice type because I couldn’t type it out properly.

I usually have the motivation to go to work but at the moment I feel like I have no ability to push through my anxiety and gain the mental energy to even talk to customers all day and I don’t know what to do because I really need the money and I’m trying to save for a house but I don’t know how to deal with my anxiety properly right now. 
I work in retail and It already drains me enough but at the moment I just feel like I cannot even talk to people properly and that I don’t even have the energy to mask my sadness.