I wish I had a normal childhood and that I was loved the way I should’ve been loved. I know affection is something that I crave because I rarely received it. I wish I had confidence and a natural self worth like everyone else and that I didn’t need to depend on how others feel about me to feel good about myself. 

I wish I wasn’t so sensitive and emotional. I can and will cry about anything. Words hurt me in ways it shouldn’t. 

I wish my brain was normal. Seriously…. Why couldn’t I just have been born with a normal brain.