I was finally seeing improvement with my mood swings and depression. I have been on Wellbutrin and Lamotrigine for two weeks. Of course, the moment it starts working i have an allergic reaction to it. I got a rash which is a common side effect from it. I just was the happiness i had for that week. Fuck this. I'm on the edge of self harm relapse. It's been two months but it doesn't fucking matter anymore. Fuck it all.