her and my “dad” said that I’m a negative person and she said that I’m also very selfish and that I don’t think of others.all ive been doing is reaching out for help like they tell you to.i really want to kill myself but I may actually be selfish because I didn’t think of how they may have felt about their lives but I just want to die and I truly hate my life it wasn’t a lie or for attention I’m sorry if I’m all over the place i just don’t really know what to do.i have no one and they both just stopped talking to me for no real reason and my mom is dead so there’s one less person for me to talk to.