I’ve always had a fear of abandonment since I can remember.

However, after being cheated on twice by my current partner and being in an emotionally abusive relationship with my ex, I feel like I have so many symptoms of BPD.

I’ve been diagnosed with depression since 12, and anxiety at 19 after the relationship with my ex. Had an eating disorder at 14-18. 

I can’t help but totally relate to a lot of research I’ve done on BPD. It actually makes me feel valid and safe reading that other people are similar to me. I guess being diagnosed would make me feel more valid, or I will get a clearer mind if I am or not.

Is it possible to get BPD or have it be more exposed after trauma?

This is not the case of me relating only a little bit - I relate a lot. 

Sorry if this question offends anyone. I am struggling badly. And if I’m diagnosed correctly maybe I could get better help. I see a psych but I feel like they are oblivious to my symptoms because they have already diagnosed me with GAD. 