im walking to my boyfriends my mind is so fucking messed up and theres too much going on and i dont want to do this anymore.
i cant call my boyfriend because he wont answer and he wont care. he'll call me an annoying drama queen.
im not crying i dont feel anything rn
i just want someone to hug me and be there and say it'll be okay. thats all i want but he wont do it.
idk what to do.

help p