There is just a huge void inside of me I used to fill with food. But now I've realized that I am just plain lonely. I live in a huge flat but I feel unable to reach out to my roommates. I study with fellow students but i do not feel connected. I play soccer in a time but I am like an outsider due to my introspective nature and social awkwardness. I am just plagued by my thoughts day in day out. Sorry for being melodramatic. I just miss my family horribly. 

Do you guys have any advice on how to deal with these feelings?