I know my situation isn’t even unique, and many people are on even more meds than I am! But hot damn....

After my most recent inexplicable anxiety attack,  I made an appointment with my doctor. She asked me how I was doing on pristiq, and wondered if I would be comfortable lowering the dose. When I explained the random panic I keep feeling, she changed her tune and prescribed a mood stabilizer. So... I take that every night before bed, and pristiq first thing in the morning with my adhd meds.

Oh! I also told her about the half drunk hamster trying to run on his broken wheel in a cloud of angry bees in my head, so she increased my Vyvanse dose. 

I’m just a mess. Everything sucks and nothing is fun. Whatever.