My friends are getting mad me for depending on them so much but I'm just so afraid I'm just unable to go anywhere by myself or get my computer or lunch or anything I'm scared I'll do a wrong step and mess up and at times I feel like I can't move at all but they don't understand that they actually think I'm the most normal one out of the friend group but they don't know I just cried until I lost my voice because one of them said I'm too dependent on them. I'm trying my best and I want to be normal too but I just freeze and I can't move and I want to get my own things but I don't know what the right answer is and the right steps and if I'm even allowed to get things - ahh just how do I be less dependent on others! Separation anxiety is being a big bad and I cant