My mum fucking told me that if I was going to end it to just end it after telling her how I was struggling. Fast forward three years and I am ducking done with her after she has said and done other fu led up shit like cheating in my dad. And yet everyone including my fucking dad tells me to let it go because it doesn’t even matter and to them it wouldn’t have effected them for more than a few seconds. Am I the only sane one in the world that thinks regardless of anything else she is a monster and will always be one for telling me/anyone who is suicidal that if they are going to do it they should just hurry up and do it?