I’m trying to step into the dating game again...but I’m so afraid that I’m going to screw it up because I still don’t feel like “a real person”. I feel like I’m still lacking in a lot of social skills; I’m constantly being misunderstood by my friends. I took a year off from dating after my last relationship ended because of me being toxic due to undiagnosed BPD but to be honest I’m so lonely. I’d like to find someone but I don’t know how not to ruin it. I know the key is communication, but when on earth am I supposed to drop this bomb on my new partner? It’s kind of a lot to deal with.