some days are so exhausting like today. the whole entire day since i’ve been up i’ve been worried and paranoid as to why my friends have been taking so long to message me back. even though i know they probably are just busy but in my head it so hard to rationalize even the smallest things to the point it makes me tired. like i am mentally and physically tired of this routine of craziness my head makes go through just for one day i wish it could just stop. but it never stops and i’m afraid i’m getting far too tired to keep up anymore. i’m really sorry this is my second time posting here but i just needed to vent again.