The sad truth is eventually everyone leaves one way or the other. Sometimes it’s nobodies fault and it just happens. Just wish they wouldn’t promise to always be there. 

People I would talk to daily just faded away. Maybe because of something I said that they never told me? Maybe they just found something better? Often times I’ve noticed if I’m not the first one to say hello every time they never say it and the conversation just stops. Only time someone says hello first is when it’s followed by “I need”

Am I just that easy to leave? It’s at the point when I am in constant conflict in my mind between “why bother? They will just toss you aside like everyone else” and “god please just let me have one damn friend in this life!”

At least I can take comfort in knowing that nobody will even care when I’m gone. Especially since I plan on doing it in a way where nobody will even notice for a couple weeks.