I hate my life.
Two months ago I started being more depressed that I can’t make my business better, that I can’t make enough money, that I lost all my friends, that i’m a failure and on top of that my ex girlfriend broke up with me and left me heartbroken. 

It’s 2 months since than and I tried to lift myself up. I’ve tried everything. I advertise more, I make more content. I stayed up late at work until midnight just to try and make more content but nothing worked so far. I’m about to start to work in another job where I hate the place and i’m over qualified for it. Just to try and make more money so I can get my own place to live and get a normal daily schedule as a start. Maybe it will make me think less about my ex.

Sometimes I wonder what’s the point of even trying? Nothing works. I’m a failure. Can’t do anything right, I have no friends. I feel so lonely. I have no one to talk to. I’ll end up lonely anyway. I couldn’t even get a rebound since the break up with my ex.

Not suicidal but I hate my life so much. I suffer daily I don’t know what to do