Last weekend I went out. Got really drunk. I don’t think I ate a lot or drank enough water. Was in bed on Sunday from my hangover all day. Typical hangover. Monday comes around and I have a sore throat, terrible headache, wokeup drenched in sweat. Literally was scared because I didn’t know what was going on. Tuesday comes around wokeup again with sweat, terrified and with all same symptoms. At this point I’m having a nervous breakdown.  I barely got any sleep that night and Wednesday I call my doctor and she gives me amoxicillin for my throat I had white patches in back of my throat which cleared quickly the next day. It was weird. The past couple days go by my throat feels better but I’m scared to go to bed (haven’t slept at all) because I’m afraid to sweat when I sleep. I start having this weird unbalanceness and fog brain where I can’t focus at all like my body is disconnected from my brain. Thankfully after not sleep for a few days I pass out 3am Sunday and didn’t get up until 1pm (had zzzquil). I still had that unbalancess and tiredness in my body but my brain still felt on the go. Last night I took melatonin gummies but they only gave me about 2 hours of sleep. Today I still have this feeling of my brain not getting rest when my body feels like it needs it. And still feel unbalanced. Through all this I was having anxiety and stress. I keep thinking I got alcohol poisoning and damaged my liver or I have a severe sickness and dying. Non stop stress and looking up every symptom for days. It’s gotten a little better but it’s like I programmed my brain not to sleep at all. If I go to bed I might not wakeup or I’ll wakeup in sweat. I haven’t sweat last night or the night before when I got those 10 hours of sleep. I don’t know what to do. My therapist told me I might have GAD. I should’ve listened months ago. This was the last straw. Going to the doctors and hopefully find out what’s wrong with me. I miss being able to just lay down and pass out. I really do. Thank you for anyone who actually reads this 💜