 I don't know what to do. I constantly obsess over my looks due to bad ocd/bdd, and have no fucking idea how I look. I don't think I'm hideious, but what the fuck do I know??? I don't fucking know. I legit went on omegle last year to see if people thought I was okay looking, and over the span of 3 months, 30 mins of day I got over 250 compliments (I wrote down each one in my notes app). Completely unsolicited as I legit just said "Hi" to everyone, nothing else. I'm NOT THAT FUCKING ATTRACTIVE THOUGH so I don't know why the fuck I legit had 250+ people call me cute, hot handsome, asking if they could marry me, and I legit had like 5 girls flash me their tits, which was un-solicited. I don't know what the fuck to do. Even though I did that last year, and got a tiny, tiny, tiny, tiny bit of assurance it does FUCKING NOTHING. I don't know WHAT THE FUCK TO DO. I have ZERO IDEA how I look. I'm 19M btw. I don't know what the fuck to do. How the fuck will I live life if I am ugly? Am i ugly? God I fucking hate this. I don't know what the fuck to do, and I can't fucking take this OCD anymore. Fuck I need to get medications. I HAVE NO IDEA HOW I LOOK. How am I supposed to know how I look? I barely have people checking me out outside. Half of the people completely don't even look at me. I don't even know if I am fucking hideious I have no idea what I look like. I've had my lady friends call me hot as fuck when I am drunk, and once I was hanging with this girl and she posted me on her story and her friend slid up saying "OMMGGGG HE IS SO FUCKING FINE". BUT I DON'T FUCKING KNOW AND I NEED MEDS. FUCKING COMPLIMENTS DO NOTHING AND I AM HONESTLY PROBABLY MID