I don’t know why i feel so unhappy all the time. I dont want to get out of bed ever, i always think about killing myself but i never actually have the balls to do anything. I feel so alone all the time and it just hurts. Every night has felt the same for a while i dont know what to do i have to keep going for the ones i love but i dont know how much more of this i can take i fucking hate existing i wish i could thanos snap myself into dust painless and instant