In the last week, I'm pretty sure I've caught covid whilst in my flat away from my family. Self isolating seemed fine at first, but then I hear that my brother has also somehow caught covid (he's living with my parents), and both of my parents are at risk. 

Add this to the fact that I've had to miss an exam due to covid that I've been told I cannot retake and have been marked 0, which could fuck up my future on my uni course and anything beyond that. 

I'm literally running out of money from having to order delivery shopping, and I'm not gonna lie, I have never felt so close to just shutting down in my whole life. I've either barely slept or massively overslept, barely ate due to the covid appetite loss, and I'm so tired all of the time. I keep freaking out over the smallest things as well as I'm on edge all of the time, and i just dont know what to do anymore. 

Usually I can calm myself down by thinking "I'm just overreacting" but this time, I know I'm not with all the issues at hand.

Sorry if I'm babbling, but I'm just looking for some ideas on how I can get myself feeling at least slightly more back to normal.