I always feel like I’m fat even though I’ve only eaten one meal a day for the past five or six years and I’m a 6’ 3” guy and weigh 150 lbs. everyone says I’m skinny but I know I’m fat. or I see myself as fat. today a girl I used to talk to casually hit me up and said she saw a photo of me on my friend’s insta and said I was getting fat. the context she said it in was joking and at first I laughed but a couple hours afterwards the thoughts started spiralling downwards. I might take up coke again because I used to weigh 129 when I was on it and I actually kinda liked how I looked, even though everyone said I was emaciated. I’ll probably start eating only once every couple days too