Taking lamotrigne which is fantastic as it’s cut all all my lows but and I don’t want to lose my highs because they are fantastic 

But now it’s 5am and I’m wired and drank and done drugs and it’s all quite silly.

I don’t know what the point of this post is because I’ve been a long time lurker but never posted anything but basically I want everyone to tell me I’m awesome and not weird and it’s okay to be me