I don’t know that I’ve ever felt this depressed before in my life and it feels like life has been kicking me while I’m down. I’m not doing well in any of my college courses, I was told I likely have fibromyalgia and am in constant pain, my grandfather just died and then my pet fish that I was very attached to also died this morning. I can’t get an appointment with my therapist, my doctor, or my advisor until mid next week or later. It feels like there’s no way out and no one cares or wants to help me. I’m just… so tired. I feel like I’m drowning and I just want to give up.