Hey idk what flair to use but I could use some support or kind words. I have quiet BPD (recently diagnosed) 

 I just broke up with my favourite person/ partner of 1.5 yrs. I know it was the right move for my mental health, which isnt where it needs to be for me to be healthy in a relationship but I'm so fucking sad and I hate myself for breaking her heart like this. It feels like my world is ending, she was such a big emotional support but I need to learn how to regulate my emotions myself.