I was literally born to suffer in this world, all because two incompetent idiots decided they wanted another kid instead of getting a fucking pet or something. Like why would you bring a kid into this world if they’re just gonna end up wanting to kill themselves? It’s unnecessary suffering. My life had a few good moments but it’s all over now. It’s an endless nightmare of not being good enough to deserve anything or anybody. Life is just a people pleasing marathon. It never gets better lol. I don’t understand why I’m so afraid to end this shit, I don’t even like my life so why am I holding onto it so hard?