it’s so annoying that my mental state depends on if people like me or if i haven’t gotten into an argument with one of my friends. recently i started to notice that my friend doesn’t care enough to spend time with me anymore, doesn’t invite me, doesn’t text me and leaves me on read. i smoke a lot with him and smoking makes me quiet, he told me if i’m quiet people won’t want to talk to me, it really hurt and i’ve been overthinking and hurting because of that.