How the hell did you get it?

 I have a really bad anxiety disorder.  My doctor only will prescribe me ssris, which help quite a bit but I hate how they make me feel.  And yes before you tell me how dangerous and addictive klonopin is, yes I understand. I’ve taken Xanax as well as opioids, adderall,  and other controlled substances many many times and never abused them, I have a lot of self control, and just want to use klonopin as a tool to help me every once and a while. Not as a crutch. 

Does anyone here who has a prescription have any advice for me on how to get one? Should I see a psychiatryst? Do you think an online doctor could or would prescribe it?