Hi.

I've had severe?/very bad stomach pains for about 6 days now alongside the usual fatigue and headaches... I think the reason is that.. I had a little personal project which included doing a lot of work and spending a lot of money. Ever since I was a kid, I've had anxiety about wasting money due to bad experiences as a kid. So due to making a mistake with my costly project (which honestly wasn't THAT costly), I feel anxious constantly. I keep telling myself it's okay and my parents have told me not to worry about it, that everyone makes mistakes and it's not worth my health. I feel very stupid and childish for it to get this out of hand, but I just can't seem to stop it fully although I've been able to reduce it thanks to my parents telling me these things.

I've previously seen a psychologist without getting much out of it so the psychologist stopped it after the 3rd session, saying there wasn't much to work with... So if I am to find a new psychologist now.. It'd take at least 2 - 3 months.. But I'm in very bad pain right now and it takes my all to not break down and cry. I can't even enjoy things I used to be able to enjoy and the project that started all this just makes my anxiety/stress? Worse.. I just need a way to end this... My normal average anxiety is a mild, general anxiety where I over think things.. But right now it's very bad... Somebody please help me.. I'm sorry if reading this has worn down somebody, that really is not my intention... Thanks...