I'm really struggling with the recent realization that I have BPD. I've heard so much about how we can't love and be loved and I worry because I've always felt that way. Like no one could love me with how much I need and like I don't know what love is because I always just get attached. They become my favorite person and I idealize them. I want someone to love me. Anyone. And when they do I turn them into the best thing that's ever happened to me, even if they're not what I want. I just want to love and be loved like a normal person. I don't want it to hurt so much.