my fp is out all day with his friend and I’m doing my best to not break boundaries and obsessively message him while he’s away
I hate that I do that sometimes.
Especially doesn’t help that I said something stupid and made him upset and now I feel like the absolute worst person ever and my brain is like “im sorry im so sorry im so sorry im so sorry” 
Shieeknenf. EVERYTHING FEELS LIKE ITS GOING TEN THOUSAND MPH AND I HATE IIIIT