What if I waste my money?
What if I don't make any connections?
What if I'm terrible at it?
What if I never get to make a movie because realistically the odds are not in my favor?
What if I finish the class and absolutely nothing has changed for me after?
What if I start comparing myself to my classmates and think they are way better than me in every way?
I feel like signing up for the class is gonna make me lose my mind yet if I don't sign up I'll never change. I just want to stop thinking. I can't take the uncertainty.