In addition to severe depression I have dissociation problems, for example I have a child in my head (I see this part of the problem like this but no official diagnostic...). For more than 2 months we are doing everything so that I can see a psychiatrist and no one wants me. Even the psychiatric hospital doesn't want me ! It's a fucking joke ! I’m completely losing my mind. I oscillate between moments of madness and moments of intense depression. I wanna die. I want it to stop. My head is a living hell, and I’m trapped in this shit.