Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and think "wow I'm really sexy, I know which prey is next" (starving is cool to have a slim body :D *ik it's unhealthy).



But other times I just feel insecure when I sit realizing my fat, results in me feeling sad and not eating dinner + skipping breakfast. I check constantly my weight and feel really happy the next day staying in my "perfect" 100 lbs weight.



I'm mostly hungry tho, it's all frustrating, enjoyable and exhausting at the same time idk what to do. I'm a mess.. but a hot mess. Sometimes.