...and then my stepdaughter decided it was necessary to tell me that my grandmother, who happens to be the most important person in the universe to me and generally the only reason I'm still around, is going to die soon. WHY she felt the need to tell me that idk (she's 11, she just doesn't think things through before she says them. She's rude and brash like her mother) but I feel like my world is melting away. Not falling apart like usual, just somehow slowly melting away...I doubt that makes sense but it's the best description I can come up with and I'm stuck in some kind of sad angry numbness and it's swallowing me whole.