Just these year I realized some stuff. A short story, I've been through something's that I should not when I was a kid. It took so many years, but now I see why I have some trauma and weird shit. It just breaks me cause there's nothing I can do, just accept and move on. I'm just broken and there's nothing I can do except find a way where I can live with it. I know I'm not the only one, but it doesn't matter cause in the end I can live only with my pain. All this fear and wrong shit cause of things in the past that I'll never be able to change. If you read everything, thanks :) , I was able to vent a little