i have met this super patient amazing guy who always takes his time to listen to everything and really takes his time like he cares.

AND for some stupid fucking reason i decide to ask him "Do you want to keep talking to me? "TELL ME NOW" like every week and im so worried and i keep telling him im worried and im scared he'll leave me.

usualyl his response will be "yes i want to keep talking to you, what makes you think that?" and then i tell him nevermind and its doesnt matter but IDK WHAT THE FUCK im doing wrong but what should i do how can i control this IDK my life is going out of control over this shit