Just found out my girlfriend cheated on me... I wish I had a drink right now, and wish I didn't have work tomorrow, so I could do some cowardly stupid childish shit to run away from this. Sometimes it seems to easy and too good to just flush it all down and binge buy stuff to numb it all away. Shitty fucking week, I've also lost friends this week. I can't handle it, I've had enough. I should be sleeping now, but I can't, I'm very much awake!