I Have Always Suspected This Feeling But Recently, I Became Sure. My Brother Was Working Out The Other Day And I Felt So Uncomfortable Knowing And Seeing Him Workout. I Feel Uncomfortable Even If I See Guys Workout On Screen (Especially In A home Setting) But Not So Much As In Real. In Real, I Just... I Get The Vibes I'd Get From Perverts. Somehow My Brain Connects The Two Things Together... I Also Am Remined Now Of The Position My Rapist Was In... Above Me... Kinda Like A Flashback And It Feels Weird, Really Bad Weird.

A Thing To Note Is That I'm A Recent Rape Survivor. The Feeling Intensified After That. But Even Before The Incident, I Had A Similar Feeling About This. Also, I'm Graysexual And Don't Watch Porn Because I Feel Uncomfortable. 

Does Anyone Else Feel The Same? Or Know Why This Feeling Happens?