I haven’t felt this bad in awhile. I have no one. Absolutely no one. I feel like shit. I want to hurt so badly. I need psychical pain. I want to slice up my thigh just to feel something else. I can’t anymore, I’m ready to give up. My boyfriend isn’t here for me, I can’t talk to my friend, I have no one else honestly. I just lost a friend recently and I thought we were becoming close I’m so tired of the constant hurt. I hace tried to talk to people I used to talk to but one used to like me and says they’re still in love with me and doesn’t want to talk to me, so I removed them from my friends list. The other has no interest in actually talking to me, he just sent me nudes which I don’t fucking want. So yeah basically I give the fuck up and I have fucking clue what’s wrong with me. I can’t even get support on here on my other account and I get upset. But I feel bad because nobody’s obligated to talk to me. It’s fine. I probably sound like a big fucking baby. I’m just an absolute mess right now and I can’t take it much longer. I want a bullet in my head. My body to rot in the forest. I’m done. Beyond done.