i’m so so sorry for the long post but i would really appreciate someone to read 

literally since 7th grade i have had health anxiety, and literally my entire life i’ve have mental health issues and it is so fucking bad rn (F16) 

this practicular issue started around new years. i was having a consistent chest pain for a few days so i called a doctor (not my GP). chest pain is absolutely nothing new to me; been to the doctor many times but i felt like i just needed to call. 

so, this doctor told me that i should go to the ER. he said something about a blood clot. i went to the ER everything was fine.

but literally ever since he mentioned that, i have been so fucking paranoid. he mentioned something about leg-pain. ever since then i have been having so much leg pain in my left leg specially.

so, about a week later i called telehealth and they told me to also go to the fucking ER again. the doctor there honestly seemed annoyed that i was there he said they didn’t need to do anything and was sure everything was fine based on the blood test results from my previous ER visit which was about a week prior. 

okay so that didn’t reassure me at all. i was still worried because of this leg pain. luckily i had an appointment about a different issue the following thursday with my GP so i talked to her about the whole issue and she also said she was very confident i didn’t have a blood clot. 

my worry is that they didn’t do enough tests. or it was too early to detect anything. and they didn’t do the tests that the first doctor mentioned, so what if they missed something?

anyways now i have a whole new issue on top of this which is making me more worried about everything.

SO. i’m pretty sure i have a pinched nerve in my upper back left side. it started with tingling and now it feels like i’m having pain and more tingiling, and pain as i breathe in and i’m so worried. i googled some symptoms and again saw something about a blood clot.

EVER since that doctor said that i don’t know what’s been going on but i feel like i keep seeing things about blood clots and am having symptoms and i just feel like i’m going crazy i feel like something is wrong and nothing can fucking help.