An old FP of mine and I had a really rocky relationship through middle school and high school. Long story short, it ended badly three years ago and we haven't spoken since. I'm now in a very happy relationship with my new boyfriend and I couldn't imagine leaving him.
The problem is, I still dream about my ex. I dream about us making up, going on dates, kissing even. I wake up with this almost painful sadness deep in my chest that doesn't go away for at least an hour. I keep thinking of him. I hope he's doing alright.