Sundays always are hard because it is just a start of a new week. I’m really irritated with everyone. I have a headache and I’m just over everything I’m fairly young. I’m a full time student and have to part time jobs- I just decided to stay with this seasonal job and the other, we will see how it goes. Anyway work is scaring me so much! I have my schedule for one place but not for the other. 

This job is really scaring me. I’ve been having anxiety everyday for the past week.  I didn’t do well when I started at this job and I didn’t do well the first day back. We all collect tips and split it all with the people in the back. I’m pretty sure I got the least amount of tips. Isn’t that just sad? Maybe my customer service isn’t good, am I not going fast enough, I have bad social anxiety so maybe I’m making it awkward- I stumble on my words a lot. I don’t know. This will sound really stupid and childish but I wish I could read people’s minds. People have to be lying to me I want to know their honest opinion so that I can change.