I’m almost 24 and have never had sex (or even kissed a guy lol). 

I really want to start having sex but my anxiety stops me every time. I don’t even end up meeting up with the guys because I get so anxious. Then I end up deleting my tinder account the next day. And repeat. 

I just keep thinking of every little thing that could possibly go wrong, like what if the condom breaks, what if I get pregnant, what if I catch something, what if he can’t get it up and my self esteem never recovers, what if he hates my body, what if I’m just terrible in bed, etc. 

I feel like I’m going to die a virgin because I can’t get over these fears.