So it started 2 years ago I started find a job like my friends and I couldn't get one and because my friends got theirs jobs and girlfriends/boyfriends they day after day stopped talking to me and I started to feel lonely and one day I woke up without wanting to go out and I stayed home one year later my grandmother passed away and my family started to see me as the black sheep and I started feeling like my life didn't matters and I started thinking of end it. Well one day I was in one bridge to put an end in my life and I see a little cat alone too and I felt like I found another propose to my life and i give up in ending my life and took the cat with me and he is my biggest support now when I'm unhappy. And I got medical care and today I have a job and things starts to be normal I have my cat as my biggest friend and I hope some day I find a wife and get children. Well I just wanna stay that your life matters and don't give up.