I have been dealing with major depression especially for the past week. With this depression comes suicidal thoughts and the biggest reason, well one of at least, I'm deciding not to commit suicide is because of my dog. She's a pitbull and it's her 9th birthday in a few weeks. She's my childhood dog (I'm 16). She's helped me through my parents' divorce, the whole COVID quarantine situations, family members who have passed, and ofc most recently my depression. I feel like I love her the most out of my brothers, I never ever walk in or out of the house without saying hello or goodbye. Idk for sure and Im really not in the mood to read through the rules or whatever but if I am allowed I would post a picture of her in this post or something. Idk this is just me venting or getting things off my chest or whatever, idk.