is it my borderline making me want to break up in the m heat of the moment with my partner? 

is it the borderline making me think i deserve this and this and this from a partner or am i asking too much and going crazy?

am i asking for too much and just being wildly sensitive and i am actually lucky to have a partner who loves me through these moments of breakdown and me saying i hate you and fuck you?

am i just bottling up things and i do deserve more and am i just going through what borderline is???

just getting this off my chest. thanks for reading.