One of my closest friends and I have been getting more and more distant the past month or so. She was sick for a week or so and then the holidays hit. But since before Christmas shes flaked on twice on our Monday morning diner trips and we were supposed to go out to dinner last night and she ghosted me the whole day. 

Found out today that she has a new boyfriend now and I think that's why she doesn't have time for me anymore. 

She has time for her other friends but not for me. Is it because I'm a guy? Her and I have always been platonic. We've known each other for years and not once have we ever tried to entertain the thought of being together. 

I miss her. We used to talk on the phone all the time and vent to each other and cry to each other. We'd get a whole group of us together and go bowling or go to the bar or go to a comedy show. 

They all still so that but I'm not invited anymore. 

I'm sorry, I'm probably going to end up deleting this. But I don't have anyone else to talk to. :(

Everyone leaves.