I'm really pissed. This was the second session after a 6 months break. I'm not sure if I'm just triggered i wanted to leave the session midway, i even told her that, she made me talk and work through it.

I was working on my jealousy and insecurity which i hated to talk. For more than 15 min she was doing something on her computer during the start. She even asked me what i was telling a few times. I told her i was splitting, albeit not directly she didn't get it and asked me to explain i got even more triggered. I think I'm going to ditch her only last session i told her i felt invalidated. She did made changes.  But during session why does she do this, i do know she's busy but what's the point of therapy if she can't focus on me why, i feel cheated of my time, money and the relationship. 

I felt like i was carrying the session on my shoulders, i hate when that happens like there's long awkward silences. It's not helping that she's not attentive to me when my core issue is not getting attention. 

I wonder if i should ditch her for good this time. Between i was adviced to spend less time on this online group which also has my FP. I'm really confused whether what i feel is valid. I hate this. Any advice is welcome.