I've been living a depressed and awful life for such a long time. In fact, I fell into depression since third grade. Unfortunately, I'm too afraid to look for help because y'all just keep deleting my posts and banning me all the bloody time. The ONLY reason I haven't kill myself yet is that I'm too bloody lazy. 

I hate my life, I hate social media, I hate subreddits, and I wish I didn't get hated for simply existing.