I used to have a therapist before but stopped going because I’ve improved a lot. I still have some days that are bad but most other days I’m fine. 

I’ve recently started dating someone I’ve wanted to be with for a long time. I deal with the typical bpd things that come with the relationship but it’s never been too bad. 

Last night, after the bar, me and my boyfriend were hugging each other goodbye. He was going off with his friend, I was going with mine. Then some girl he sort of knows walked by saying something “oh you’re hugging hoes now” and that set off something in me. 

I started crying, I started yelling, I was telling him how much of a bad bf he is and all that good stuff. I went over his house that night to talk about it but it just resulted in me crying all night. I’ve spent all day today crying too and just being miserable. I know I’m ruining the relationship because of the way that I am but at the same time I feel unhappy now. I’m currently over thinking every little thing he does now. 

I guess this is more of a rant because my friends and family think I’m being crazy for acting the way I did 