Hear me out (and let me hope I don’t jinx this and ever get into one in the future) 

I’m a very anxious BPD and a very... expressive one. Anytime I date someone, I immediately begin to ask if they’re seeing other people because my impulse to ask from anxiety is bigger than my desire to come off as “chill” or attractive. I quickly begin to tell them I need more attention, etc. 

So i’m sitting to myself thinking... If my standards are so low, why do i never get into these situationships? 

I realize it’s cause they dump me from being too emotional!!! No one ever puts up with someone constantly being as extremely emotional as me. 


Yes I am laughing through the pain but at least it scares *some* of the bad ones off...