I am not sure whether I have BPD, but I have been in therapy - consistently, for the first time ever - for going on 2 years with the same therapist. She has hinted at anxiety and depression, but is very hesitant to further define it for me. I'm trying to trust her and accept that it may be best I do not know for certain. In any case, I find that I have SEVERAL BPD traits.

I know that skin picking is not necessarily associated with BPD, but I have been doing it for about a decade now. I've had a few brief remissions here and there, but it is extremely difficult to quit. I'd like to have a smooth face again someday, without open sores and excessive redness. Makeup is expensive, you know xD.