i really really want to die. i just feel so empty and everything is difficult and it's just so exhausting living like this. im venting here because i cant vent anywhere to anyone. if i vent to my s/o, she's gonna feel so sad that i have to comfort her which i cant fucking do because i really wanna die. i can't afford to go to a therapist and i feel like no one really wants to talk to a suicidal girl because what the fuck are they supposed to say. im so tired. i feel comforted by the fact that i can just end it all.