It’s been around 5 years of my mental health slowly declining. I was diagnosed with anxiety but I just know it’s more than that, it almost feels like they diagnosed me with that because it’s easy and they can just give me drugs and move me along. But I know that it is a wrong diagnosis. My partner was the one who first brought up the idea that maybe it was BPD, we first considered ADHD and as time has gone on and my mental health has changed and declined we decided BPD seemed to fit (this was also after much research across the time period of around 6 months and them watching me change over the last 4 years). I want to go to the doctors but I know I can’t handle the passive aggressive dismissal they always do when I try to talk about it! I’m just mad and want to know how to help myself because if I don’t soon the worst might happen