(I'm a minor, for some context)

So, I was playing minecraft with my friends a week ago, and they all just switched to another platform despite me repeating that I couldn't get it. I assume this is because they were excited. I got OVERWHELMINGLY mad at one of them, because they were the one that started this. I talked to one of them, who told me that I could be mad but I was kinda blowing over. The thoughts then come and I start debating: what if i sabotage our relationship so they don't abandon me? I talked it out with them after, but when they didn't call me or text me for about 3 or 4 days, they started coming back. Should I seek help for this (alongside some OTHER things i'd rather not address) or is it just me being overreactive? I don't normally get angry, but this was really scary and I hated it.

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I have the person w/o bpd tag because I do not have a professional diagnosis. 

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is this the wrong subreddit?