i honestly can say i have never had interests of my own. everything about me has always been someone else's stolen trait. i really cannot say i know my true self and interests. this is especially prevalent when it comes to my appearance. my style can change in an instant if i see a picture of a girl i think looks pretty on social media. then if i go to someone else's pictures and i like how they look my style can change once again in an instant. one week i buy expensive "punk" clothes online and then the next week i decide i am a minimalist so i go ahead and get rid of everything i have bought. i've had so many hair colors, so many different styles of clothes, i can't keep up with myself. trying to grasp on to so many different personality traits is tiring because i am never satisfied with who i am in the current moment. social media just exasperates it because i can see so many different people's personalities in a matter of minutes and all of them my brain wants for itself.