That’s my choice. I’ll finish high school and go straight to the military. I’m 16, suffered from depression for 3-4 years. Here I am now, pushed all my physical friends away and all I have left is love for 2-3 books and an online friend all the way in Utah. At this point I just want to hopefully do something useful in my life. I know if I go to college I’m gonna fuck up. Already fucking up in high school. I really hope it’s fun compared to what I’m doing right now.