No explanation, no responses to my texts asking how they're doing, no acknowledgement of the relationship we've had over the past 2 years, just a simple ghosting. And then I see them on instagram simping over some random dude I've never met. It sucks so fucking much and I'm about 5 seconds away from sending them a message with all the vitriol I can muster about why they're a horrible, awful person.  Lmao. I literally had sex with this person and went on dates with them every week for the past 2 years. The worst part is THEY PURSUED ME. I didn't ever try to convince them of anything or ask to hangout at first, or become clingy or anything, they told me how much they were interested in me, told me they loved me, constantly texted me asking about my life, we were sexting, hanging out and talking for hours about life etc. About a year ago I finally felt safe enough and began reciprocating instead of playing it cool, and now they're just gone. I'm so disappointed in myself that I fell into this trap again. I was just a quarantine fuckbuddy or something I guess. I'm gonna go drink, I can't handle this shit. Lesson learned. NEVER get attached to anyone. No matter how safe or secure it seems. Always keep people at a distance.