I have had an absolutely awful year so i've had to rely on my friends and i vent to them a lot, i don't have many friends but i truly love them all dearly, however i am scared that they might eventually get sick of me telling them my problems constantly, when they don't respond or when their reactions seem kind afold in text (i hate how unnexpressive text on the internet is) i feel like it's because they've gotten tired of my ramblings, i lost most of my friends already, i don't wanna lose those left that are the closest to me , sorry for the long post, i just needed to speak it out