I struggle a bit with splitting when it comes to my job. One day, I think I have the ability to deal with it and feel optimistic. Other days, I get so panicky and just want to quit on the spot to avoid the obligation. I just gave myself a 10 day break and today was my first day back. I am already feeling awful and wanted to quit today before I even came in. I wish I could pinpoint my anxiety about my job, but I really just hate the obligation. 
My SO would never judge me for it, but I fear he thinks I am just lazy and would rather do nothing at home. I do wish I could just be at home all the time, but I know it isn’t because I am lazy. 
For reference, I work customer service with subscription cancellations. I’d love to know what you guys do, along with your struggles with maintaining your job. Or if you feel like you’ve found something you can do happily, I would love to know that as well.