I'm 16 [M] I've always struggled being short.... But i Dealt with it, even though people always joke about it, and i act like i don't care, but now I've measured myself more than once in the past couple of months, and i thought i was actually getting taller,  i measured in my school (the nurse) and in a pharmacy (stadiometer) it was the same as my school height so i was reassured i thought i became 5'4 which is something for me at least, but today i measured myself literally more than 5 times and I've come to a conclusion iam an inch shorter 5'3 i tried to check multiple times , the worst thing that i thought i actually grew the last year, i literally just grew have a cm in my past year and a half, I've went to couple of doctors in the past  they said everything is normal, I'm just late bloomer, and i will grow, that now seems like bs, i literally have no visible mustache or facial hair, no armpits, i look like a a 9thth grader, but it seems to me i just won't grow, i just wanna know why, i had no growth spurt, I'm still in puberty, from 9th grade to 11th i just grew 3 inches like what the hell?, but it's just meant to be for me, my father and brother [21] aren't tall, but acceptable, they're both 5'6
I just feel different, an outsider at this point, and it sucks, and then comes loneliness, girls won't and don't give a fuck about me, and i don't know why somehow being short always people don't wanna be around you? Embarrassed or something? Things are getting out of hand at this point, , i doubt anyone is going to care to read this but whatever, at least i can rant with myself