Well my suicidal ideation is super high- so I went to a DBT center to see about what I need. Spoke to a therapist &amp; she said due to the frequency/heightened level my case is at she’s not sure if a skills group alone is adequate. I told her why I couldn’t do in-patient care (1- money 2-PTSD/hospital phobia )&amp; then she said I could try the intensive program which is $600 a week.  I can’t even afford $100 a week. My health insurance doesn’t cover mental health at all and I’m dying inside. Suicide notes are scattered about my room &amp; car &amp; I sit hoping I have enough motivation one day to go ahead and end my life.