It angers me that i keep loving the same people who have hurt me so deeply. No matter how much disrespect and abuse i always stay by their side. I hate that i keep allowing it. I hate that i can't accept that some people are just fucked up for no reason. I have to accept that i will never find closure. I always think i can change people and make them care when i know logically they just simply don't care about me. That hurts. It breaks my heart. I would never hurt them like they've hurt me. That fucking hurts.