I feel like I can’t stand anyone anymore. My family, my friends, coworkers. 
Everyone is so bad, so flawed, hypocrites. 
Everyone is just plain narcissistic, they act interested in what you say when in fact they’re just thinking about what they’re gonna reply next, what to say to make them look good. 
It’s like no one cares or really sees you’re suffering. 
I might be dead tomorrow and no one would get why. 
I am so fed up with everything.
I don’t know how to get out of that mood because I even feel like talking to people doesn’t help anymore ? 
Before, I would talk to people and the fact they could understand my pain and feel bad for me would help. Now no one can understand me. How is that ? There is this deep feeling of despair in me. I have lost faith in humanity. 
I couldn’t even vent out to anyone cause I would feel ridiculous or would feel like I would bother them too much or get them in a bad mood.
What should I do ?