This month has been rough…my car got totaled, I’m supposed to be moving soon and haven’t even had time to pack, all while my dad is in the hospital dealing with some complications that he might not survive.

Needless to say, my anxiety is off the charts. I’m so overwhelmed that I can’t think straight, it’s like my mind can’t focus and everything is a blur.

I’ve been feeling like I suck at my job, it feels like I keep messing up and I’m worried that it’s being noticed.

My stomach is is knots, I hate how anxiety takes over my whole body. It feels like my head is in a cloud while my body is in flight mode. 

I just wish I could fast forward to when I feel better.