I'm laying in my bed, 33 years old guy with wife and daughter... And I'm tired, tired of my life. I'm on meds, but sometimes they just does not help. My whole life I was, no... I'm people pleaser, I don't like myself, I even don't really know who I'm? I'm high functioning guy with anxiety and depression. I know that there are people that needs me, love me, but that does not trigger anything? It just gives me information that someone need me, so I cannot leave? I'm stuck, I don't know what to do. I do not have any beast friend. I feel like I just lost my life, I'm tired of living, doing anything, but I have to, I have to please people around me.