i was scrolling through Craigslist and i was thinking of getting a third shihtzu , since i have to rehome my male and having 3 shihtzus , even though it sounds like a lot of work isn’t at all :) they make me so happy. i seen someone needing to rehome their shihtzu , which was an adult and i’ve been searching through tons of rescues for a adult / senior and soon I want to start fostering . she start asking me if I had other dogs and i showed her pictures of the two i had and she said she wanted to know where they were going too , then she ghosted me . i’ve convinced myself it’s because she thinks i’m a bad person and I’m stupidly crying over it. 
lololol - i think this is why i cant have communication with anyone outside myself-