30 years old female here. I’ve got beaten up by my parents again yesterday. I finally snapped and called the police to save me. Made an official complaint this time and got a restraining order against them. I cannot go back home, my aunt took me in. 17 year old brother witnessed everything which is the saddest part for me. I have no idea when i will see him again. I have been severely suicidal despite being in therapy for almost ten years now. Now I have absolutely no money, means that I cannot continue therapy. No job, no family, nothing. I am scared and hopeless.