Like, if your boyfriend cheats on you or does something terrible, you’d withdraw and be sad about it but wouldn’t scream or leave because you feel worthless and as if no one else could ever love you. It’s like you’d lose a part of yourself. Plus, your friends only see you because they like your partner so you’d lose all your friends. And life would be so much worse without your partner. And you’d never find someone else. 

I get mad and want to leave my SO for stupid stuff but I put up with serious stuff because I’m afraid. Im not even sure of what. 

And I’m not always sure how I’m feeling is valid so I don’t want to overreact again.