It’s starting to effect my relationships, my work, my health, my finances, my everything. At work, I’ll say totally inappropriate things right in front of my manager. I’ll go back on promises. I’ve stopped using my mobility devices for my disability, stopped wearing my knee brace and my ankle braces, and my jaw splint. I’m in so much pain… I spend money without thinking and then feel bad when I even think about wanting something the next second. I can’t control myself. I don’t know what to do…