I have a history of self harm, depression,anxiety,and an eating disorder. I had to stop my therapy and medications about three years ago because I couldn’t afford it anymore. Now I’m 7 months pregnant and getting bad again (trying really fucking hard not to self harm) I have state insurance because I’m pregnant and I want to get help. I’m so scared to be alone with myself but I’m even more scared of telling my doctor and her thinking that I would hurt my baby or would not be capable of taking care of him and cps getting involved. I know I can be a good mom I just need therapy and medicine again. And the fact that my insurance will only be in place until six weeks postpartum it’s like what’s the point? Please tell me what you think. I’m too scared to talk to anyone in my life