I had the worst fucking headache today. This resulted in me throwing a huge fucking temper tantrum at my parents. 
It started cause my mom suggesting that I skipped lunch and that’s why I got this headache. It frustrates me because my mom thinks I have an eating disorder or something. I started yelling at her saying I didn’t skip lunch. I’m a fucking idiot. My dad came in the room and told me to toughen it out. I told him to shut the fuck up. As his life wasn’t hard enough already, he can hardly walk now his shithead son is telling him off. My head hurt so bad and I was just thinking about how lonely I was. No one was comforting me. No one should have. I don’t deserve it. I’m thinking about how conceited people will think I am reading this. I am conceited. I broke the fuck down. Fucking pussy. My brother started calming me down and I told him everything that’s been on my mind recently. That only made it worse. I feel so greedy that I deserve love for whatever reason when I do jackshit for others around me. I don’t know. Writing this down didn’t really work. It was better just thinking about it in my head.