I guess I’m at a loss. After everything I’ve been through I feel like I lost myself, a shell of who I was. Is there any way to manage this? I feel resentful for what happened Ed to me, I lost years of my life and feel like I’m so far behind where I should be in my life. I guess I’m posting here because I’m lying down here with crippling anxiety and I just do t know what the next step is to take.