My day to day look is pretty much an unbrushed messy bun and maybe a winged liner. At work we wear a collared tee and dress pants, and my usual “human” look is jeans and a tee. I feel comfortable and sometimes I feel cute. 

But on the few occasions I try to look even presentable and like an actual woman, I love how I look at first but then I get so self conscious and uncomfortable. I’m not talking anything drastic to look nice. For example, today I have my hair in a pony tail with a loose curl and I have my bangs being actual bangs, and I added some eyeshadow and mascara, but I feel so uncomfortable and insecure. 

I was wondering if anyone else experiences something similar, and if so how do you go through the whole day without going back to “normal”.