I've been on Wellbutrin XL 50mg/day for about four months now. I finally went on an antidepressant (I tried Zoloft for a month a year prior and didn't want to keep going) after experiencing extreme lethargy and severe anxiety, and I feel like I saw an improvement for a week or two, AFTER three-four weeks. But after that short period of time, I feel the exact fucking same. 

Especially now I feel just as out of touch as before. I'm in my final semester of college and should be graduating with high honors but my grades are falling so steeply right now that I think I might lose that opporunity, but I don't even give a fuck. and it sucks to know that years of stress and over my grades is going to go down the drain. I can easily stay in my room for weeks and not feel bad about it. I know its all been said before and I feel like there are and never will be answers but it sucks.

I'm not in any pain at the moment, I'm just tired and everything's kind of funny. things that would have once embarrassed me or made me feel self conscious mean nothing. my social anxiety has gone down as a result of this so in one way its good but still cant get in a full breath of air, so there's still that.