Hi, I am struggling with some severe depression and anxiety. I am seeing a psychiatrist, and recently started new meds. But I am still waiting for them to become effective.   
I am feeling so depressed and alone, (i dont have anyone in my life).   


Anyways, for some reason with the lonliness and sadness and anxiety. The thing I am finding the most comforting is spending all my time in the bathroom with the lights off and my computer.   
I have been taking a few pillows to sit on, wrapping up in a blanket and sitting on the bathroom floor watching youtube videos. (in the dark).....I dont know why, I like the darkness, the small room, and being on the floor seems grounding. I have just been here for hours each day watching weird random documentaries on youtube.   


Is this weird? should I be worried? I feel like its not normal to just spend hours and hours in the dark on the bathroom floor. But it makes me feel a little better and I dont spiral as much in here.