I’ve been trying to tell myself it’s ok but honestly everyone around me finds it ridiculous that I go to the doctor often. I’ve gone to the hospital 3 times this past year all for what I feel is valid reasons but feel and know my family/friends roll their eyes when I go. The first visit was for a ovarian cyst that ruptured, the second was for severe abdominal pain that ended up being a poo I couldn’t push out in. And now I’m having an allergic reaction. 

My bfs annoyed that I woke him up at 3am to go, and I know I’m going to get shit from his parents. But you know I don’t want to die and my anxiety tells me I need to go (and symptoms) anyways how do I just ignore the annoyed family and start trusting myself?