There is something so incredibly aggravating about constantly having to have a RN/CNA sit in my hospital room.

I'm finding it difficult to stay in good spirits when I have absolutely no privacy. It's been three days now and the psychiatrist said he would discontinue it but I'm still stuck with someone constantly in my room!

It's really pissing me off. They keep telling me to eat. I do eat! It's painful to do so. They tell me to push myself. No thanks! Leave me alone.

I am on "watch" but the psychiatrist had no issue leaving me in my room alone for damn near ten minutes after our brief check-in. So what the fuck? I was the one who pressed the call button to let them know I was alone.

I do not need someone eying my every move. I have been monitored enough for the past month I've been here. I am seriously so close to freaking out over this. Just their presence looming over me is irritating. I can't even snicker without them asking if I'm okay. I am fine! I want to be alone. 

Why can't I leave the door open? Why do they have to sit right beside me? I am reaching my breaking point.