I really want to have a relationship with my friends where we feel comfortable laying on each other’s shoulders, cuddling, things of that sort, but, I always feel like me touching them would weird them out / make them mad or that it’s disrespecting their personal space, so I never touch my friends, other than hugging them. And if something like this ever happens, and we are making contact, I get anxious because I always feel like I’m holding them hostage by staying like that for too long. I know it’s weird but I don’t know how to change it. It sounds strange but I want to touch my friends, and I want them to touch me.