So I am currently going through a bit of identity crisis, and my depression has got way out of hand.   


I suffered a lot of emotional abuse growing up and had a lot of things thrown at me, I feel like somewhere along the way I lost who I was, and dampened my spirits, I don't even feel comfortable of expressing myself in what I wear or look like because I always worry what those close to me will think, rather than what I want.   


I honestly feel so lost and that my potential has been squandered.