I've suffered from anxiety my entire life but recently in the last few months it's gotten to the point that it's almost crippling. I've been suffering from insomnia and when I do sleep I have nightmares. During the day I have this overwhelming sense of heaviness pressing down on me and exhaustion. I've started going to a new doctor and she changed my meds to see if something else would help. However I still feel the same. I don't enjoy things that I used to. I used to love writing,gaming and even my job but now it's like none of that matters anymore. I don't have any friends locally. Everyone moved out of state and are doing something great with their lives. I come home from work to my wife and kids but I ultimately feel like I'm a let down to them since I don't have the strength or the urge to do anything. I just found out that I have something wrong with my liver so I have to go see a few specialist. I'm finally going to see a psychiatrist in a few months too. I'm just trying to remain positive. It sucks feeling this way.