I have recurring major depressive disorder, and it's hit me again pretty hard. I've gone through it all before, and I've begun taking steps to drag myself back out of this again. I made appointments with my therapist, and have started working out. Naturally it has taken me ages to actually begin building myself back up again, and unfortunately it's taken too long.

I was planning on moving in to an apartment with my brother, but I was in between jobs when my depression started again. I haven't been motivated to do much of anything, and I kept putting off getting a job. He finally got fed up with me and found a different roommate.

It was just as I started picking up the pieces and putting my life back together. I'm absolutely devestated right now, as that was what was really keeping me going lately. I was really looking forward to it and now I'm just crushed.