My boyfriend abandoned our plans this evening when he knew I really needed him, and only told me half an hour in advance. I decided to text him being the bigger person three hours later and now I wish I hadn't because it's letting him off the hook without him knowing how much he's hurt me. So I sent him a second text retracting my "it's OK" text. Don't know what in doing. Managed to not drink today until he let me down and now I'm three bottles deep. Just need some sort of validation. I really needed him today. Even my cat has abandoned me. Need a coping mechanism that isn't chain smoking and another bottle of wine.