From my seemingly long list of disorders to my extremely long list of meds, I’m truly a fucked up person. There’s now another person that I’ve been starting to care about and I don’t want to drag her down if anything ever comes of it, my insecurities are getting stronger and I’m terrified of showing them, I’ve been replacing them with arrogance on the outside. I need help because everything is falling apart but I have no one really, only my parents. Even people at work were calling me fucked up (understandable) and I’m incredibly insecure about it. My sudden mood swings are getting worse and more aggressive, I’ve already broken my hand once I don’t want it to happen again.