Im 18M and I'm just a terrible person that has had a bad past and have changer a good amount but everything just seems gray and I turned away possible friendships and current ones. For personal reasons and because I have got trust issues from my past 2 friends ships who betrayed me by talking to my sister behind my back it didn't work out for them and now I just really don't like anyone and really just wanna build myself up alone and be alone for the rest of my life. Honestly I have clear boundaries and don't make friends unless I think someone will be worth it. Nobody has been able to just be a good friend. This point I think everyone is just looking to take and be greedy anyone will just put you down so they can climb up. 😔😪 I'm just tired of people tbh life is it's like looking a little bit gray. I don't feel sad just tired of many things and disappointed in humans.