It's 4am. I've been awake for the last 28hrs. I got home from work and haven't been sleeping til now. I'm crying for a 2 hours now. I was fine yesterday. I'm okay. I went to my job, happily. But, now I'm crying. I'm crying and the thoughts just won't stop. I am writing because they say it's best to write your feelings. And I can't type properly cause my sight is blurry from tears. I just want to take a rest. I've been working and crying, I can't do this to myself. It's tough, it's lonely... I just wanted to be happy again....