My english may not be very good. So one of my dad's friends whom I knew  just passed away in the factory which my dad is th owner of after an accident. I knew him so well that he would meet us very often and was a very good childhood friend of my dad. And I received the shocking news tonight. I am unable to hold myself together because of severe anxiety. Please give me some reassuring advice. I cannot calm down mainly because I am about to lose my faith in god since I am religious. Help me please. It would mean a lot to me.