After I told my freinds about my depression one thing led to another but long story short it's completely ruining my  relationship with my freinds and they all seem to be distancing themselves from me, the girl I liked won't speak to me anymore unless I start speaking to her first but it seems she wants to end the conversion as quickly as possible, my freindships are slowly decaying and its falling apart so quickly, I'm trying to be more positive and fix up my life and smile more but I'm just keeping my depression in a box that is gaining more cracks everyday and is soon to break if I can't hold it together, I don't know what to do anymore