Bipolar Disorder and anxiety runs in the women on my moms side of the family. 3 weeks ago everything was fine. And then it all changed. Shes started scratching up her arms and finally confessed she didn't want to live anymore. Her therapist suggested going to the ER and having her admitted as an inpatient. Shes 11. She wants to come home. It's been three days. I visit for an hour a day and call her for two 5 minute phone calls. I still feel like the worst mom in the world. I want her home. I want to cuddle up and watch a movie. I want to watch her be super goofy or do some crafts. I dont know how to make her feels better. Yes the diagnosis and meds are helping but shes cries to come home when I see her. Its breaking my heart. I dont know what is what anymore. Haven't slept or eaten in days. Where do i go from here?