Tw/mentions of death, s/a, ED, addiction (all very brief)
I wanna know if anyone feels similar to me
I’ve gone thru a lot of shit in my life , my biological dad left me , my non bio dad died of a heart attack when I was 8, I’ve been raped, had anorexia, a drug addiction, amongst many other things but I feel like nothing has traumatized me more than being broken up with after a 1 month relationship. I feel so pathetic. It’s been almost a year since he broke up with me and I still find myself crying about him. The season of fall reminds me of him to the point of the smell of autumn giving me panic attacks. 
I was jus wondering if anyone else has a similar experience, where despite having ‘worse’ things happen something somewhat small is what rly fucked u up. 
I feel insane