I’m really struggling right now. I’ve barely left my house in 3 months (mostly due to the quarantine) and now all the anxiety and depression that I had a year ago is back. I want to self harm even though I know I shouldn’t. I’ve been clean for several months. I don’t want to throw that away but everything just feels so pointless it’s getting harder and harder to find reasons not to. So now I’m here, venting I guess. Because all the “you can do it” and “don’t do that it’s bad for you” shit isn’t working. I just need advice and a friend who really gets it.