I started 2022 with one of the usual dreams i have with my ex gf who dumped me years ago. I was always kind to her but she chose her bf over me. When the clock said midnight i hold my tears so damn hard. Its been so tough. 
Im so out of money, my best friend has been ignoring me for months cause he has a good life now. 
Im bald and i dont have any freaking money to get a hair transplant. I cant handle this shit every single day. People spending so much and nobody cant help me. If i had the money things would be different when i look at the mirror.
I cant find a job. Im going through such a hard financial time right now. 
Everybody is on the beach and im home with no money to go to the mall. 
Im so fucked up and nobody seem to care or understand. 
I just wish someone cared enough to give me a hug but im like a ghost to everyone.