I always leave my work to the last minute, like the day before when it's work that needs weeks to prepare and write. And then I sit in front of my laptop and procrastinate some more and I feel like a cornered animal and I want to cry and shout at myself. And I honestly feel like I'm dying - because the world feels like it's ending and I know the work is most likely not going to be good. 

Your probably thinking who cares it's just one assignment - but I know I can do so much better but I also don't know why I leave myself in this continued cycle of stress and procrastination.

I don't know I just want a hug, someone to say it'll be alright.

I want to know why I feel so heavy all the time and why doing work is so hard.
I want to know how to deal with an anxiety attack when you don't have time for an anxiety attack. 

And just some good luck for the assignment I'm currently attempting to do.