Hey r/BPD first time poster here. I've had a shit night. 33 yrs old, just got diagnosed with BPD a couple years ago. Last night my SO and I got in a fight. I thought everything was going really well but it turns out I was wrong she had been keeping from me that she feels I pick on her about little things like sneaking beer when she isn't supposed to be drinking, which adds up to resentment on her part. I don't care what she does I just don't want her to be sneaky. Now she turned off her phone and I've lost my shit. I love her. She is bipolar extreme depressive to the point she is applying for disability. I'm reaching out here I could use to talk. Maybe some of you have been through something similar? I feel like my life is like zelda link to the past. Light world and dark world and when I'm in one world I can't imagine the other. Now I'm in the dark world. Much love for this subreddit, you all have helped me through some rough times.