Years of struggling with depression and anxiety almost came to an end last night. 

After weeks of increased stress from all phases of life. I became cornered by my wife and mother during a depressive episode.

I reached out about thoughts of wanting to end it I was told how much it is my fault and that I wanted it. If I went through with it then it was all on me.

I feel lost and alone. I have no one to trust to explain what is going on in my head. When I reach out it is either minimized and turned against me….

Today is a new day and a new battle to get by.