I feel so unbelievably stupid. I agreed to join my coworkers at this Halloween party knowing I’d not be able to socialize. I feel uncomfortable the 30 minute I was there. When I get anxious I say stupid stuff and I can’t help but reflect on the dumb jokes I made to try to be funny. I ended up ubering home for a giant sum of money. I feel like there’s no hope and life just isn’t worth living being this overwhelmed with anxiety.