My boyfriend of almost 2 years has been really distant and hardly talks to me. He says its cause he needs space but doesn't want to break up. I don't know what that means. Space usually means not being with someone. He says I didn't do anything wrong but I feel like I must have. It's making my BPD and depression and abandonment issues really bad. Which I have already been super depressed seasonal depression on top of regular depression and the stress of this weird time in the world ive been really struggling.I don't know what to do or how to not feel so shattered. I feel like I'm over reacting but I'm really hurt. I've seen him like 2 times in the last month. My birthday is this week and I don't even think I'll see him then. I'd don't like feelings dragged along and he isn't communicating why this is happening. Any advice would be really appreciated. I'm so hurt and depressed right now I don't know what to do.