I’ve been struggling with depression since I was 11 (24 now) it has always been extremely sever to the point where I have also been suicidal since about that time. It has only gotten worse and im honestly at my breaking point and I mean that whole heartedly. I have been to therapy, taken medication , ect but nothing has worked. I don’t know if talking will help but at this point there is only one other alternative to try and I really don’t want to do that to the people who care about me.