I feel like so many people have decided to walk out of my life, and they have every right to, but it hurts so so much. 

I’m constantly feeling like I’m the problem, always. And it’s most likely true. 

And I feel like the only reason my favorite person (ex) is still around is because we developed a trauma bond that we both are having a hard time breaking. 

I made a list of all the favorite people I’ve had in my life and it came out to 12 people, but I still only talk to one. 

I just feel sad, and shameful of everything I’ve done to hurt the people I love most.