They say you shouldn’t depend on others for happiness 

But that’s something I’ve been doing my whole life 

I’ve been searching for my happiness everywhere but within myself 

In the search of happiness

Religion broke me, and left me hopeless 

People hurt me, making me learn that I will always be lonely  

I search and search and search 

But on my journey I FIND NOTHING

I just want to be genuinely happy 

I don’t want to feel this dark void in me anymore 

I feel so empty and forgotten

Don’t I deserve happiness 

Don’t I deserve love 

Don’t I deserve friends 

Don’t I deserve everything my heart desires 

I’m tired of not knowing the the true feeling of happiness 

I can’t keep waiting