Honestly just need to rant here so here we go:

I was diagnosed with anxiety a couple years ago and it’s been pretty bad this past year. Throughout the year I’ve been trying to get my mum to book a doctors appointment and she keeps on refusing. I honestly don’t know why but it’s just infuriating.

I’ve been down the therapy route and that’s done nothing except make me feel worse, so the next step was to look at getting medication. I asked my mum about that and she refused to help me with that either, instead she went to a random backstreet pharmacy and found me a couple of pills. I was really grateful at first because it seemed she was really putting in an effort but before taking them today I’ve just read the labels and they aren’t for anxiety…they’re to reduce being hormonal. 

My mums really just downplaying my anxiety in so many ways and it’s really upsetting for me as I’m still a minor so I can’t get any other help without going through her. I have a diagnosis and she knows I need help but she’s fully blaming it on hormones.

I know this may seem pointless to be upset about but I just feel so lost cause I’m calling out for help and she just doesn’t understand.

Thanks for reading of you made it this far, I appreciate it &lt;3