
I’m depressed, lonely, have no friends, have a therapist who gives the most cookie cutter responses,and have had a tough life.
Can’t even have a  birthday without having a depressive episode. (6th birthday I was tormented by older kids who weren’t even invited. Would just ape my toys away from me and mock me cuz I couldn’t do anything about it.) 

Pretty much have been a punching bag verbally, emotionally and physically.

Have been bullied, beaten up, had several near death experiences and just a plain old bad life.

Can’t have a normal conversation or outing or anything without it turning into an argument or fight or weird encounter with some a-hole.

Ex. 1:
I went to a pool and swam for the first time in years, bumped into some hag by accident after taking my head out of the water. I immediately said excuse me and apologized and what I get in return is “what do you think you’re doing?!” Like bruh, I said I was sorry. 

Ex.2:
Yesterday my mom and I go to lowes to replace my ac cuz it’s leaking and needs to be drained to often (floor ac). The same salesperson that told my mom and I that we didn’t need the box, all we needed to do was bring the unit there and they could replace it, pretty much scammed us and said that my mom and I were lying. First he told us to go to customer service and handle it there, so she went there. As my mom comes back to where this dude and I were she was mad cuz they literally didn’t do anything about it.My mom still had the receipt and everything explaining the warranty and everything. But nope the guy said he never said such a thing and laughed and lied in our faces. Some random chick from across the store at customer service came all the way down to support this guy. My mom even told me that this same lady ignored her as she was at customer service. They both called us liars and told us to leave. Like bruh I brought the whole ac and everything now I gotta push this thing all the way back home, clean it, and push it back upstairs.This is the same store that had employees that would ignore my mom until she got the manager who would actually help out. My mom isn’t the best at speaking English, but we live in an area full of Puerto Ricans, which seem to just hate her for no reason. She not even a Karen either, she asks nicely and waits patiently and she everything. 

I’m tired of seeing and/or hearing about how much my mom’s being disrespected by OUR OWN RACE. As she says it “Se creen mas gringo que los gringos” Pretty much saying that they reject being Hispanic and act whiter than white people. Can’t even trust your own race anymore. (Not bashing white people, we don’t hate whites, that’s just how people act in my area)

When I was younger apparently my identity was STOLEN. Like why would anyone steal a kids identity? Ghetto neighborhoods that’s why. People in our area literally steal and do the wackiest stuff ever. Recently our mailbox’s lock was destroyed and the mail was stolen. Only our mailbox too. My mom still has the broken prices left in the mailbox too. 

There’s a bunch of other weird and stupid crap that’s happened to us but that would literally be like a novel at this point. 

I’m just tired of liars,fights, bullies, theft and other evil crap in this world.