It wasn't positive. But it made me reflect on how terribly sad I have been all these years. My mom decided to take my daughter to the park for an hour which was really nice. I stayed home and took a little nap. When I awoke I felt an overhwelming sense of peace. So much so I started to weep. It has been 2 years since I had this time to myself. To sleep in peace and not be awoken to immediate demands every day. But I also wept for another reason. It was so incredibly peaceful and I was a little mad I woke up again. Another bit of context is that I have been struggling immensly with my mental health for years. It's so exhausting. OCD and deppression runs me into the ground every single day. 

I just needed to vent. Thank you for listening &lt;3