Every morning I wake up I’m already exhausted from just existing. I cry myself to sleep most nights and I long for human connection. I live in an abusive household. I have no idea how to get out and am manipulated into thinking I have no options. I’m afraid of the next step. What if I struggle with life even more than I do now? Financially, mentally, etc. I have no car. No friends. Nothing to call my own. I go to the gym every night after work and cry while I stretch and run it off when I’m ready. But I don’t feel the need to continue living when I’m stuck in a cycle of abuse and depression