i recently have been going through multiple doctors diagnosing and un diagnosing, and diagnosing me again with bipolar disorder. so that’s why i’m here lol. i just want to know if it’s normal to feel suicidal when your manic. cause i remember feeling on top of the world for a week straight, feeling like nothing can stop me, and that people are less than me, and people suck lol. i was intentsly hyper sexual, i don’t wanna describe the details of that haha. i just remember that i felt like i should cut myself, or harm myself because i need to prove to people i had control, i’m not sure if this is normal, or maybe it’s a bipolar thing, or it’s just a bunch of random mental disorders at once, i don’t know lol. 

any comments would be great.