i’ve been with my boyfriend for almost a year. when we met i was instantly crushing on him. up until a month ago i was seriously madly in love with him. now it’s like a switch flipped? i think it might have been when he told me i’m too much for him sometimes (meaning my mental illnesses). now i just feel stuck. i find myself thinking about him cheating or doing something bad so i have a reason to feel this way. we’ve planned a future together. all of my friends are people i met through him. he treats me well. i just don’t have that infatuation anymore. i still care about him but its just weird now i guess. i was diagnosed with bpd in april and i still don’t really know much about how it effects my relationships. can someone please help?? is this a normal lull or what