I absolutely hate being wracked with anxiety over how much all my friends must hate me and hate being around me. It makes life so hard to enjoy and it makes me want to never talk to anyone again to break things off before they have the chance to hurt me. It makes me feel so alone. Part of me even wants to post one of those attention-seeking, validation-craving "feeling so anxious everyone hates me lol!!!!" posts, which makes me feel so UCKY! I just want to feel independent from people's validation