It feels like I’m going no where in life and my mind is always thinking of how I’m going to end it soon, the only person I ever loved left me. She was the only one I could count on. The only one I could talk to about anything. I don’t want to be anywhere. I’m just tired of letting everyone down. I’m scared. I’m so scared and I want to do it so bad. Stop being a burden to everyone. Not like anyone would care anyway. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. I don’t know why I do anything anymore.