(24M) So lately I’ve been very aware of things, like very overthinking about stuff &amp; now it’s got to the point where I feel like I reached a dead end in life. Like I can’t even enjoy the thought of sex like I used to. I’m constantly thinking about the next day, week, months etc. So much to where it’s gave me anxiety. I feel like I’m stuck doing the same thing over and over. Like I know what to expect basically. I had anxiety for about a week or so last week but lately I’ve calmed it down by distracting myself and recognizing the anxiety before it comes on. I always worry somethings wrong with me. I feel like I’ve hit depression, but when I think about my old self, future goals, &amp; positive thoughts I feel good like there’s nothing wrong with me. When I’m doing the same activities I feel good even though I know deep down I wanna feel sad that im stuck in a cycle. I feel like these are only cover ups though like if I’m wearing glasses to hide my real vision &amp; when I take em off life hits me again and I’m back to depression. I drink Red Bull’s here and there and I don’t feel shit, but when  think about my anxiety the Red Bull’s spike it up. I was never like this. Never worried about  the future and the next day. Always enjoyed the moment. What happened to me?