

I have been down a lot with depression. I have had it for five years. I had thoughts about suicide and nothing seemed ineresting or exiting to me.

But then I got better. I have been good for about a year or two. I have had my ups and downs but nothing like the depression.

Now though. I don’t know what I feel. I feel sad and angry. I feel misunderstood and just want to be alone. This all seems like my depression is returning. I honestly cant handle that. Its too much and I don’t want go through it again. I thought I was supposed to know what to do, but I don’t other than staying in my bed.