I will have random thoughts/ memories surface. Usually there is a trigger like someone saying something and it reminds me of an incident, or I do something that reminds me, etc. In the moment I tense up, clinch my body, usually scream “fuck” or “stop” or something just to not go there. It is an every day thing.

Has anyone else experienced this?

I guess I have to get over my embarrassment and fully bring this up in therapy. Started meds two days ago, but feeling like I shouldn’t take ‘em…not liking the side effects and how they make me feel