[M18] I don't know what to do. 
The very fact I'm not telling her my feelings makes my mind do jumping jacks. We seem like a great match and honestly I would probably have a shot. But I'm terribly worried of KNOWING that. Particularily, that if I get rejected, it will be endgame for me. 

Despite the fact we seem to have SO much in common - personality, interests and even family history and university choices (we're in high school), I'm worred she simply will reject me for whatever reason there is. Right now I spend days dreaming of this working out. So far we had a few conversations, which she never cut short. Our chats go down quite well. But damn, I'm just in so much fear. I wish for this to work out so badly, and have so much hopes even though there isn't much going on yet.

 What would you recommend I should do and whym