Ive never been tho. So im scared, this time the depression hit me really hard. I went to the er due to an episode. I cant walk, cant even move my arms and i dont understand if its anxiety or sadness or both. I just dont know how the institution will help? He wants me to change to Lithium im curretnly on lamictal 250 and abilify(10mg since 2days) i had a terrible paxil withdrawal thats why he put me on abilify. 
Have you been hospitalized? Were you scared just like me? Or am I exaggerating? Did it help? Tomorrow hell put me in contact with a doctor from the hospital. I dont even want to talk to the new doctor. What do you think i should be asking? I cant really think atm.

Thank you