I’ve struggled with depression and anxiety my whole life. I’ve tried really hard to fight it, hide it, and pretend it wasn’t my reality. It’s gotten to the point where I am so overwhelmed and don’t know what to do. I feel like no matter how much good I do, I will never meet other peoples expectations. I never feel good enough, which makes me think others hate me, which turns into me wanting to hide in my bed and never come out again. I worry about the smallest things, and convince myself they’re big things and eventually make myself physically ill. Is this going to be the reality for the rest of my life?? I’m so sad and feel so alone constantly and I hate it because I just want to be “normal”.