I just need a space to vent.

I am applying to graduate schools and the whole process is nerve wracking to me. I don’t have anyone in my family to go to in terms of what the expect during the admissions process and I don’t know how to cope with the unknown. Guess that has been my issue my whole life. I’m freaking out over a group interview not knowing what questions will be asked and how to answer the surprise questions. I haven’t slept well in two weeks, and I am either constipated or  the opposite due to said anxiety.

Also, I have to write a personal statement and have no idea where to fucking begin with that because every example I have found is written by a student that just graduated undergrad and I be been simmering on my decision for 5 years now. 

On top of that, I thought, hey, let me freshen up and get my hair done because I haven’t done it in like 4 years. Welp, my stylist (cousin that’s licensed) had no idea what they were doing and now I have 2000’s chunky fucking highlights. 

Yes, I understand these are all first world problems.  I hope you have a wonderful day.