I need someone to tell me if this is normal. When some random girl comes up to me and says hi to me using my name, I freak out and wonder if she’s heard things about me from her friends or else how does she know my name? When this guy screams a random word into my classroom I think he is screaming at me because I’ve done something wrong. I’m always worrying. One little thing that happens makes me worry for the rest of the week. I’m never not worrying. I just want to be normal. I wasn’t like this before. Is this just part of life? I’ve even started to consider buying Russian anxiety drugs to help with the stressing (Phenibut). I tell this to my friends and she says that everyone feels stress but I am sure this is beyond what is usual. Even if a group of people look back at me, I think that they’re talking about me. And I think about it. That happened LAST WEEK. People just looked behind me and I’m worried even now. I can’t stop. It never stops now.