Most of y’all probably have a reason to be depressed. Trauma, bad shit happening around you. I don’t. I don’t know if I’m depressed or anxious or just sad. I guess I’ll introduce the situation.
I’m 15 and I know next to nothing. Don’t have any particular skills, talents, interests etc etc. Hell I don’t even know how to get from point A to point B in my own town. I know it might not seem like much and it probably isn’t but it just… bogs me down. The ridiculous amount of dumbfounded I am when my friends are discussing new shit in the world or what they’ve been doing, unable to contribute to any conversation meaningfully. I also suspect I have anger issues. Definitely jealousy and narcissism issues. I don’t know it’s all just blending together at this point.
I ain’t here for sympathy that just feeds the ego. I just need a way forward. I mean… what happens next? What does a level 1 player do in a level 15 arena?