Hey everyone, rexulti is the twentieth or something medication I’ve been on but no other medicine’s side effects has scared me like this one does. 

I’m terrified of weight gain, which I see is common, and I know if I did that would only increase my SH and SI. 
I’m already struggling in the first place with being suicidal and I’m having urges to SH like I haven’t in YEARS. All this to say, I’m scared. I don’t know if I’d be able to convince myself to get the help I need if or when I get to rock bottom. 

Side note, I’ve had a headache ever since I took it yesterday around 3pm. It’s now 6am the next day. 

I’d just like to know anyones experience with this drug. I have been diagnosed major depressive and GAD but another psych diagnosed me with bipolar 2, so I really don’t know what’s going on. 

Medicine regime
Gabapentin 400mg
Trazodone 100mg
Depakote 100mg?
Rexulti 0.5 mgq