I know it always automatically sounds irrational to say “everybody hates me” but 98% of the time i try to reach out to people and try to form relationships they fail because nobody likes me. I can’t connect with anyone. I don’t have any relationship with any family members. I don’t do shit. I don’t accomplish shit. And I can’t even maintain a decent friendship. I’m so filled with shame at the thought of myself walking around being the scum that I am and expecting other people to deal with it. I’m worthless. 