I steal, I take what’s not mine, I’m a cheater in relationships, I try to get what I can and am greedy, I’m a compulsive liar and I have extreme jealousy.

I consciously make bad choices and I don’t know how to stop myself, does this mean I’m bad?

I try not too but am I taking the easy way out in life, the one where you don’t think and just do.


Has anyone been like this have you improved?

Therapy is so fucking hard for me because I lie!!!! I need to be truthful but it’s hard! I honestly don’t know what the fuck to do. Been like almost a year of therapy and it’s so expensive.

I don’t try to be bad, I was just hurt, used and taken advantage of.