i got so many different problems but lets let's just start with this one..

i compare myself to others nd i feel like everyone is better but i keep telling my self that they make mistakes too.. 

but how do i convince my self that others arent Gods? 

i feel like they are smarter cooler and funnier and got way more friends especially the people on Twitch

they all have cool friends.. 

i don't even know how to make friends 

i base my self worth on how many friends I have or how many girls like me or how many likes i get on twitter

i know getting friends or getting a GF wont fix my problems but i just want a few friends 

touching a girl is the biggest sin in my religion until marriage..

i know what i need is self love but i don't know how to love my self 


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