It sounds fucked up, I know. I just get so anxious around my parents. My dad fusses at me in some way in every conversation we have. It could be going great, but if I say something he doesn’t like I’m met with scolding, and disapproval. It’s like I am 16 all over again getting chewed out over something ridiculous and minor. My mother isn’t as bad... I guess. She’s an alcoholic, and kinda crazy. Starts drinking around noon and doesn’t stop til she goes to bed. There’s other problems there too, but it’s to much to get into on here. Needless to say I have issues with both of my parents. Then there’s my sister on the other hand. We’re usually cool, but she can be just as irrational as my parents. I only feel bad because it’s her birthday, and I dread even going. It’s giving me so much anxiety I can’t sleep tonight. I can’t spend a whole weekend there. You’re probably thinking why don’t I just tell them I’m not coming and it’s because I don’t want them mad at me. If you just knew my family you would understand. But then again, everyone’s got some shit going on in their families too. Sorry for venting I’m just stressing.