I really just wish my time at college was over. I've struggled through 5 semesters so far, dealing with severe mental health flare-ups every time. I've lost friends. I'm homesick all of the time. I have some friends at college, but no one seems to compare to my friends at home. I'm tired and stressed all of the time. I just want it to be done so I can get a low-stress job, a tiny apartment in the corner of some city with enough space for my cat and I,  have enough money to pay the bills and afford plane tickets home for the holidays. 

The clubs on campus are minimal, require high dues to be part of them, and none of them are music based which is my only real interest these days.

I just need to stick it out, I know. I'm trying, man. This just really sucks