Why am I so fucking crazy sometimes. It’s like I’m holding the rational part of my brain hostage while it gets to watch myself make stupid choices and I can’t do anything to stop it. 

Oh and also fuck intrusive thoughts too, all day today I just wanted to jump in front of moving traffic for absolutely no reason, just because I could. 

Just had to get that out. I work in an office where I have to keep my shit together all day so it’s nice to be able to let go of some of the feelings.