I’m having dinner with a friend who is like family to me that I haven’t been able to see in ages. They live far from me and are super busy. They took their evening off to see me. I’m so touched. I don’t wanna cancel but I have so much anxiety. I just want to crawl into a hole and avoid humans. I can’t stop thinking about how anxious it makes me to have this dinner plan. I don’t know why. If there’s one person I don’t have social anxiety around it’s them. I’m trying to calm myself down and hype myself for this dinner.