I am two days before my suicide. So far it has been the worst week in a while, I was just going through the everyday pain but it doubled cause I knew what I was doing was useless, I am gonna be dead by the monday (hopefully).

I am tired of all this existing. Every day reminds me of how horrible humans are, how horrible life is and how much pain I am in. And each of these problems gets worse by the day.

I have gender issues which is why mostly I will kill myself. I am in no exit situation, my parents won't accept me, and certenly won't help me financially with that. I have no close friends that I trust. I would be alone and years before I can do anything about it cause of the money, and even if, I have social anxiety and won't be able to tell any of my friends or family or even talk to a doctor (I would rather die than tell). So it's end of the line for me.

It's time for me to go. I hate life, I never felt loved and I never will.