I have to go to another city and opted to go with a plane vecause I have an overactive bladder and also 12 hours on a bus in COVID times with a mask on will put me at risk. 

My ticket got cancelled because I forgot to confirm it on the right date, so I had to book another and pay additional 20$. My vaccine certificate has one wrong letter on it and I gotta rush tomorrow to have it changed. And my colleague I was supposed to go with had to cancel and drop out, leaving me alone.

I was already anxious about flying, but now I am looking at these things as signs that I should not go. Like the universe is trying to tell me not to go and I am freaked out cause what if the plane crashes and I die? What if I failed to heed these signs?

Am I irrational? I don't know but travelling already makes me super anxious, and this is just causing me additional stress.