hi guys, 20yo(M) here tonight I had a really low night and It made me consider that I should probably check myself inpatient but then I read about what bipolar disorder is like and I feel like this might be what’s going on with me. I’ve been seeing a therapist for a year now and I take 75mg of zoloft for my anxiety and depression but it hasn’t felt like it really helps with my mood swings. I find it difficult to make it through the day without feeling hot asf and actually amazing one moment and hours later feel Full of suicidal thoughts and not being able to control it. I wanted to ask you guys how the diagnoses process was like ? I’m planning on requesting an appointment tommorow  and if not most likely going to check myself into inpatient I don’t think I can keep doing this. Living by myself makes it so much harder too because I don’t have someone next to me to help me feel a bit grounded throughout the day of my swings