I'm sorry I don't know if I belong here. My girlfriend has BPD she just hasn't been diagnosed with it but she has all the symptoms. I just wanted to know if I had it too. I just don't know who I am. I need pain to sometimes keep me going. I have horrible horrible mood swings of anger and molycony and sadness. I punch my self in the face when things get real bad and things are getting bad for me again and I'm scared I know I'm loved but I fell so scared right now I don't know what an wrong with me. One min im this kind of man then im not and so forth.