The constant Gaslighting by my father, the constant imposition of expectations of what I should do or should not do. Constant comments on how I do my hair or what I wear. I can't take it anymore. I was a bright kid in school, I'm doing alright in college but I'm severely depressed for the past couple of years. I can't seek help because that's simply not an option in India. Even a simple and a small thing leads to my downward spiral of nervous breakdowns. It's been two days at home and my parents are triggering my trauma like anything. I just want to die peacefully.