I’m pathetic. I’m swallowed in my own self pity and selfishness that I’m just an apathetic asshole. I’ve ruined so many relationships with so many people and I don’t even care. I use one girl for my own satisfaction then the next. And when they come crying to me I don’t care. I miss the old me, caring, happy, optimistic, but now I’m just this. Hoping this ends one day