It doesn’t sound like much, but I’m going in to get treated for halitosis, I need to determine if it’s real, or all in my head.

It’s caused me major depression and anxiety for the last few years, constantly dodging invitations to go out, or rushing through every. Single. Conversation… to the point where I feel like I can’t learn who I am as a person around other people. The effects are way to great to go into, just know it’s drove me to the point of considering suicide (genuinely too, something i never thought I was capable of ever feeling)

I’m up late right now because I can’t sleep, I’m so anxious about getting help. The embarrassment is what keeping me up. The thought of rocking up and asking for help on something like this.. speaking to the receptionist who knows what I’m in for omg. 
I know, I know, they’re use to it right? 

Idk why in posting this here, but I guess I need to get it off my chest. Has anyone else been through something like this?