I don’t know what I’m looking for here as far as responses but I’m just over everything. I don’t have a will to live anymore, I was numb and emotionless for months and all of a sudden a huge wave of negativity hit me and honestly, I haven’t felt this much pain since I was 15. I’m almost 21 now. I don’t want to live. I don’t want to continue on. I’m not as strong as I thought I was.