Stupid, dumb, annoying, and a nuisance, but I have to deal with it because that's how my brain is wired, yay, fun. Essentially, what happens is, my brain goes into overdrive. When I see, hear, see a picture of, someone I like. My brain simply can't process that feeling. I don't know-how, so it just turns it into immense fear because that is the emotion my brain knows how to process best. It's simple as that. My mom putting a picture of me, my squish, and our friends was enough to tick my anxiety off. Great, how great. Ugh. I keep looking at the picture used to it being in my room, and it isn't helping. I feel like I'm drowning in my own feelings, someone please help me!