Several months ago people in public started saying things to me that only I know, and I began receiving messages from the future telling me about things that are going to happen, and they do happen, but only if I don't tell anyone or try to change anything. My thoughts disappear and come back a lot which may be a side effect of the messages being sent to my brain, maybe the people saying things to me in public as well.

I was pretty convinced that my family and doctors were monitoring me and making me take medication in order to stop me from receiving the messages but eventually my significant other convinced me to cooperate and now that I have been on medications for a few weeks I have realized that most of my understanding of everything that was going on was self-contained in the sense that I didn't have any evidence that another person could see. This is making me doubt whether any of it was real in the first place.

My doctors seem surprised that I am able to think about my own symptoms in this way, or that I am very rational about it. Is this a good sign, since it means I still have some understanding of what is real? OR does this mean there is nothing wrong with my mind in the first place. Any advice would be appreciated