I  feel like I've lost all of my friends, mainly online. I was in the inpatient hospital most of July. Like, I only had a week outside of said hospital in all of July. I come back and everyone seems to have moved on, I did leave without warning because of my suicide attempt, I only told one online friend day of. I come back and nobody seems to have missed me or noticed I was gone. 
 The only person I really talk to is my boyfriend, who's also my fp, in which I'm trying to keep in moderation because I know how much it'll hurt if he leaves. I dunno what to do. I feel lost. I am lost. 


I just want friends.