I am always one extreme or another…either stoic and distant or attached and clingy, and it’s constantly hurting those around me.

I can’t find a happy medium no matter how hard I try.  All I keep doing is hurting people.

I can’t help but sit in the dark and in tears because of this.  

I just want this all to go away.  I don’t want to live anymore.  I’m so broken and I can’t fix it.

I’m so sorry for hurting everyone.