She’s the love of my life. Undisputed, the woman I never thought was possible. She’s beautiful, inside and out. The most beautiful thing I’ve ever laid eyes on. Her eyes set the room on fire. 

Last month it started, the isolating. Texting less, the responses got shorter. I’m trying so hard not to take it personally, as she said it’s not me and this happens to her. She’s undiagnosed, but I feel strongly she may have BPD. I am diagnosed, I was diagnosed BPD/ bipolar a few years ago. 

So naturally my fear of abandonment is sky high, and I don’t want to make this about me. I’m trying my best to be patient and support her but I needed a place to vent. I haven’t been sleeping, or eating. I’m on dialysis and my numbers are bad due to lack of nutrition. I feel helpless, and it’s almost as if I can feel her pain. She is my everything and I’m trying to balance not letting her isolate and overwhelming her. 

This is the first time this has happened since we’ve been together so it’s just very new. Do any of you have advice for how to deal with a loved one who is going through this? I really appreciate you reading. Thank you