I called a psychologist today to make an appointment to make sure I have BPD. I told her over the phone that I feel like my symptoms occur just with my FP which is my SO as well. She said it could be codependency or low self-esteem. I don't think it's codependency because I was the one breaking with my exes, treating them bad and once we would break up, I would feel bad of course but also relieved - so I don't think it's codependency... and I know for sure that it's not low self-esteem. So my question is: is it possible to have the feeling of abandonment just with your FP/SO?