Why do I have to look like this? Assimilate into a world I don't belong. When none of it means anything to me...and seeing others make such a big deal out of nothing...I just feel hopelessly disconnected. Like they wouldn't understand. It'd be like trying to converse w a complete different animal. Its insanity..but I am one of them. We're the same but we can't communicate..I just don't feel anything. So I'll always be alone..it's killing me. Torture being around any human being...I just don't know what to make of things anymore. I just shutdown..now everyone sees me as insane. But that doesn't matter anymore