I read messages on this subreddit. People are married, or live with their bfs or gfs. And I can't get myself to actually leave the house, socialize, meet people online etc. I am barely managing to get through each day okay, and sometimes I imagine having a SO would help with my deepest worries or fears. But I can't imagine meeting anyone who will ever understand this condition. I am working on self happiness, trying to be happy on my own, being independent etc. Unfortunately, this makes it a bit challenging to meet other people.  So my question is to everyone. . . how do you manage to have relationships with others? do they understand the 'bad' days?

edit: thanks everyone for the comments. really appreciate them. 