I'm sick and tired of living with bipolar type 2. I've tried meds therapy and soo much and I always end up back in square one. Doesn't matter what the fuck happens depression rears it's ugly head and that's when I quit or get paranoid or delusional or whatever else. I'm soo done with dealing with it. People tell me it gets better and all this other crap but it honestly doesn't. And in the end I just get reminded about how hard it is to deal with someone like myself and it makes me feel fucken worse than before. I'm honestly contemplating just ending it cuz I'm soo done with this fucken bipolar. Yes for once I'm being selfish about it because I rather just be 6 feet under in all honesty. I don't even give a shit about if I quit my job or lose my relationship or anything anymore cuz I'm god damn done.