Hate bedtime because when i decide to sleep and close my eyes it feels like my brain is going 100mph, my eyes feel like they are darting around when they aren’t. Sometimes when i close my eyes my head feels like it’s spinning mildly, like it’s going in circles. Also i have random and weird thoughts which doesn’t make sense and random images pop into my head soon as I close my eyes to try sleep. Another thing i can’t sleep without a bedtime light now because i have woken up in the past where i see weird visuals like dim flashing lights and sometimes see weird shapes which eventually disappear. I know it’s probably anxiety related but can’t sleep without a light now when i really want too.