TLDR: I want to make friends….


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I’m not good with people. It was fine in school when everything was about looks and surface stuff, but as an adult making friends requires a lot more effort. My personality kind of floats around so its not something people can depend on. 


I get nervous approaching others and starting conversations and I have resting bitch face so people don’t usually approach me.
I’ve gotten “I thought you were going to be a bitch when I first saw you” so many times; especially with women (makes it hard to date, which isn’t my priority, but also sucks because they all think i’m a straight bitch)


I tried doing the smile until you get used to it thing, but smiling hurts my face. 


Im sober so I can’t go to bars and I’m not a huge fan of eating unless i’m required to (daily nutritional needs)


How do people find other people? I don’t even have internet friends. Unless you count animal crossing but the only communication is sending stickers back and forth.