I was recently diagnosed with BPD and it honestly explains a lot. I’m incapable of being in stable relationships, because I constantly latch onto people for fear of them leaving me, which means I currently have two friends give or take. I’m a senior in high school and I lack aspirations of any sort. I’m only a person when there are people around me, and now that there aren’t I feel like a ghost. Everyday feels like a new hell that i’m trudging through just to reach the end of it all. I don’t know what to do and there isn’t really anyone in my life I can turn to for help with this. I’m so sick of living because I don’t feel alive anymore. So, does it get better? Can you be like this and be happy again at some point? 