I want to do something new. See something different, and meet new people, explore a different place, and experience something new and exciting and fresh. Of course that can only last temporarily, as I am 50, male, have a family, and married, and a career (which I dislike and which is physically breaking my body down).


Do I just ride out this crappy depression and wait for those feelings and desires to dissolve? Or do I just plan to do something and go somewhere for my own health? 

I've been dealing with depression on and off for many years. I've later had a really bad wave of depression. You know, when it feels like invisible giant hand of gloom and fog has you in its grasp and is holding you down? Yeah, that is what it's been like lately.

Thanks everyone.
Keep your head up