I was kind of happy to know that today was the last time I was going to have any connection with my therapist but she obviously had to ruin everything

I kind of dissociated for the whole hour i was there because she kept saying stuff i never said or even thought to my parents, basically insulting me and saying all the problems i have are not real it was just me being an angry edgy teen who only relies on his parents

At least i don't have to see that bitch ever again

I don't even know if i want to kill myself anymore, it hasn't worked up till now and i lost hope for that too, why can't I have those fucking pills? I just want to feel normal for once