Recently in like the past year ive learned that I need to set boundaries to stop my codependency tendencies. 
Ive been in a relationship with someone only 2 months and its moving way to fast. He wants me to move in ect.

I just honestly have realized im settling with a lot of issues in the relationship because I dont want to be alone and I've invested time. I have to take a step back and work on myself and my own happiness. I still struggle a lot with my BPD where I split and feel absolutely nothing for the person. I dislike when this happens and I dissociate. 

I havent told him I have BPD and I was going to today and I realized I dont trust him enough to even tell him that so I dont think its going to work.

I dont want to hurt anyone but I am hurting myself by not being honest with my truths.

It seems silly maybe but I made a pros and cons list of the relationship and I think the cons severaly outweigh the pros and I dont want to do this.

Being honest with myself over this is really hard because I dont trust my own fickle emotions but if I try to analyze things logically to back my emotions I feel more sound in making this choice..

I have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow and I plan on talking it out with her just to be sure but I just wanted to share.

Thanks to everyone on here for making me not feel so alone or 'crazy' in my thoughts and behaviors.