My life has become nearly unliveable lately and I have been trying to find help for the last 3 weeks. There is a month+ wait list for counseling/therapy EVERYWHERE near me. And people are only available at the most arbitrary times. Like, who the hell can meet at 2p pm a Tuesday for two hours every week? Who can possibly make that work? Seems like a very small group of people. 

What am I supposed to do? Finding help feels impossible. I'm melting down, falling apart, and bashing my head in to walls daily.