Ive had chronic anxiety/panic disorder for years. Im currently 19 but i still dont have a license or a job. I can barely leave my house without panicking. Im super clingy to my parents and tbh im not sure if i could ever physically let myself get my own place to live. I also have been getting super insecure lately especially after realizing how bad my side profile is. It gives me more panic attacks knowing people might see how ugly i am in public. But i cant afford college so i prob wont go, and military isnt a option. 

So im just so anxious bout what to do. Ik i prob wont end up having a good life. I am super dependable and can never be left alone. Im not in therapy atm cause i cant afford that either. So im just stuck. I cant keep up relationships or friendships at all. This is honestly just a bit of a rant.