I've been feeling extremely lonely the past month and i started using tinder again. I matched with someone a week ago, she was really pretty and we seemed to hit it off at first. 

She seemed super interested when i mentioned video chat but she stopped responding for days. I got angry at her but i said it was because i had been ghosted and was afraid it would happen again. She messaged back apologising and we agreed on a date. 

We were supposed to chat yesterday but she messaged me before saying she didn't feel up to it and wanted to do it today instead. I agreed but when i texted her today she never responded.

I feel so angry. She acted so interested but completely stood me up. I feel like i had to have said something wrong, or that no one out there really cares about me. I've been left, used and ghosted so many times. I feel like I'll never find true love and it's pointless and i should just give up on life. I really wonder why i even bother sometimes :(