So I went from being obssesed with my fp to just not feeling anything? I am so numb rn? I don’t even dissociate any more. I feel so empty? It feels so weird? Am I mentally stable now? Sometimes I think ab the person that used to be my fp. But I just feel disgusted from what he did and how he betrayed me. 
Such a weird feeling, it’s like I am still obsessing over him and that I am still attached but at the same time I am numb? 

Also I’ve been ghosting my psychiatrist 🤪 Bc I think I am stable now. But bro these kinda stuff usually triggers me and I get manic but now i’m just numb? 

Have yall been thru something similar?