I feel so alone, i know so many struggle just how i do but i feel so alone with it because nobody else in my life can understand the kind of hopelessness i feel. I know i’m going to die young, i have a strong feeling that it’s coming, i know i’m not gonna be able to withstand all this pain inside much longer. I just want to talk to someone so i can get things off my chest that i can’t with the people in my life because they get upset and end up crying or just don’t understand and just say the basic generics responses that it’ll get better and i love you it’s gonna be okay.