I have things to do but I just can't do them because I feel so lonely all the time. I don't have my friends close by anymore, I don't know if any of them even like me anymore or if they've all come to realize that I'm evil and I'm a pathetic loser.

Its the same 10-15 depressing thoughts looping my head and I get stuck. I listen to music to kill my brain to do whatever I need to do, I seem happy in front of people when I meet them but the instant I'm left alone. The thoughts come back and I don't know how to stop it.

Please someone help me