2.5 weeks ago, he broke up with me. I was a wreck. He and I were together for 2.5 years.
I saw him at a Halloween party last weekend and we just hit it off, I guess. I went home with him and he slept with me and had me stay over one more night. I finally thought i had another chance. An opportunity to make things right again.



I messaged him last night being friendly. I hadn’t spoken to him all day. He responded with very simple short texts. I told him he’s welcomed to stay the night with me the following night (tonight). He said ‘Maybe, I’ll let you know’. He hasn’t answered my texts today until just now. 7pm. Said he was working late... Telling me he’s just going to go home because he’s “tired” (his commute home is an hour, I live 15 minutes from his work). I indirectly asked him a couple more times, telling him I’ll give him a massage or something. He stood his ground.



I tried SO hard to keep my expectations low. I told myself over and over and over again that he’s going to say no, so don’t get excited about it. Yet it still KILLED me when he told me no. I would have just loved to be cuddled tonight. To hold him and be near him. I’m sitting on the floor in my home crying. I hate this. I HATE this.


I feel like he’s avoiding me. Like regardless of the years we spent together, he’s now just treating me like a piece of meat. Like he has no respect for me. It’s like.. he had sex with me and got what he wanted so why should he come over to please me? He was never so disrespectful to me, but now I feel completely disrespected. Worthless. Why can’t he want me as much as I want him? You’d think after 2 weeks apart he would miss me and want to see me again. He’s going out of his way not to. It makes me feel horrible. I feel so unloved and unwanted. I’m forcing myself not to split since I finally got his attention back.