Basically, I think seeing my parents relationship fall apart at a young age, combined with being bullied at a very young age, and having my mom being overprotective is how I wound up developing BPD. The thing is, I don't remember much of my childhood anyway, there are parts I naturally forgot and parts I intentionally blocked off to the point that I forgot, I figured watching my parents' divorce didn't affect me because I was so young (four-five) but, idk, especially considering my BPD doesn't become unmanageable until I try dating, could that really be it?