Hi, I’ve posted here a few times but lately things have been so bleh. Today especially. I sat silently in my bedroom for a solid 3 hours feeling  numb. Numb to everything. My fiancé kept asking if I was okay and if something was bothering me and all I could do was shrug my shoulders. I don’t know how to move on. I know part of it is due to the fact that someone brought up the fact that I was assaulted three years ago and that despite being plenty of evidence nothing could be done. But I just have become a shell of a person over the last week. I talk to my therapist on Wednesday I just hate how this affects my fiancé and the kids. I have to put on a face for the kids so they don’t realize I’m slowly suffering internally. I don’t know how to talk to anyone about what I’m feeling so I hide. Honestly this “group” is my only hope for an open understanding ear. If you read this far thanks for taking the time to read and maybe even care.