I thought it was because I'm really tired, but every day for the past month, no matter how much sleep I've gotten I feel like it's such a difficult task to get out of bed. If I get out of bed, I'll have to face my responsibilities. I'll have to think about the fucking homework that I have to do. University is kicking my ass, I don't know how or why they expect us to be able to do such a complicated project at the beginning of the second year, just like that. Fuck that. I'm so tired