I'm 15, and am currently in the worst place of my life. I've not been in school for the past 2 years, and it has severely affected my mental health. Currently, I'm at a point in life where I want to make change so badly, but I have zero motivation to do anything. I suffer from ADHD, Aspergers ( or asd or whatever they call it now ) and anxiety, and recently I lost someone very close to me due to reasons I don't want to go into. All I want is to change myself, and I just can't. I don't know if its laziness, or another condition that I can add onto my seemingly everlasting list. Should I seek proper help?