I'm done opening up to people. I'm done trusting people. I'm just don't with people in general. Only time anyone seems to like me or care is when I'm depressed and all I do is nothing. All I ever really want is just someone to stay for once. Someone to just tell me I'm doing ok that they want me around. Lately depression has been taking its toll and it's just becomes harder to want to be around. I just want a day with inner peace but I'm afraid that day just may never come. Days like today just makes me want to end my sobriety.