I have chronic severe MDD, i was diagnosed when i was 6, and it is never going away. ive had countless brain scans, my doctors have all said that this will never go away. my fiance refuses to believe me. every time i try to talk about depression and about how i am going to be sad forever and that it's just hard on me he gets angry and argues with me saying i don't know that and it could get better if i tried and tells me oh everyone feels sad, everyone has hard times. he just refuses to listen. but he's an academic and i think of i showed him some hard scientific proof that this shit is fucking real he might take me seriously. does anyone have any articles or studies that they could link so that maybe he can understand? I'm tired of feeling like I'll be fighting alone for the rest of my life :( 

sorry if this is rambly, we just had a fight about it and I've been in a really hard patch and my brain is just. sand.