tw!! sh

for some reason i really like bandaids, i like the way they feel and look on my skin and i suppose they give me some kind of comfort

however it doesnt feel right if i wear bandaids without having injuries so i often hurt myself just so i can wear a bandaid

i have also struggled with sh in the past (for different reasons but even back then the bandaids made me feel :] ) 

now the question is, does anyone have some tips on how i can stop doing this?