I’m so sad and numb and broke n about literally everything.. I don’t know how to fix things and I keep trying and it blows up in my face. I hate this so much. I just want to be my old self who was bubbly and happy and didn’t ruin things constantly. I hate this so much. Everything constantly hurts or reminds me of my childhood or past abusers and sends me spiraling. Am I too broken to be loved???? I hate posting ahit like this but I can’t continue to burden everyone else’s life’s it’s destroying my relationship with so many people. I’m so sad. And yet not? Help me please I want to believe that I’m put on this earth for more than just depression