Legit got to 2 houses, panicked and left. I am now crying to my room feeling like an utter failure. One house didn’t answer, the other said no. Im a young teenager if that makes this clearer. 

I thought I could do it, but I couldn’t. I went way out of my comfort zone. I thought having my friend do all the talking was going to help but it didn’t. I literally just stood there.

Anyway I’m just a mess rn and I wanted to tell someone.