The last time I was really obsessed with someone was over a year ago (I’ve had celebrity obsessions in the meantime though). In terms of having a functioning life I’ve probably been better - got a decent job and have an alright social life. But I don’t ever feel happy or content. 

When I have an FP I become a completely different person. I become extremely depressed anyway, but at least when I have an FP I experience the extreme happiness as well. I also feel like I have more of a personality (although it’s basically a mirror of my FPs). Whereas now, I don’t know what music or films I like, what hobbies I should do or how I should dress etc.