I am confused about my sexual orientation and this worries me very much since I live in a religious family and in a society that criminalizes homosexuality, so I feel more anxiety and pressure about this every day, especially since my family is slandering me for my long hair (not as long as you really imagine) and  They think that I imitate women and this is not acceptable to them and for this society, although I often wanted to put on make-up, paint my nails and wear skirts, and lately I feel like I am attracted to males like me (and also females), but my other fear is that this  Just a stage or just fantasies, and I'm exaggerating the issue just after I thought that I overcome depression with gym this thing popped out from no where