(vent i guess, any help welcomed)
I’ve always struggled with mental health, and recently I had a break up, a family suicide attempt and university stress and I can’t cope. I feel like three people in one body, one that’s angry and manipulative, another that’s depressed, and another that is happy-go-lucky.

I don’t feel real. I don’t know who I am, or what I am, my identity is all over the place. I couldn’t even recognised my room, my face, or my own hands earlier, and 15 minutes later I was back to normal. My brain is so messed up rn