this subreddit is the only thing that makes me feel not completely batshit crazy. i have no one in my life i can talk to about my disorder and no one my life that understands and only like 2 people that even know about my diagnosis. my symptoms are getting so much worse and its so isolating and painful and no one gets it. i feel so alone but i can come on here and see other people dealing with the same shit and it makes me feel just a little bit less lonely