I don't have schizophrenia.. but I took an edible about 4 weeks ago and it has set off something and it's been ruining my life. Basically, I developed severe paranoia. It developed into a woman who wanted to punish me if I didn't do my compulsions (I have OCD) I kind of sensed it was someone wanting to punish me and I made it a woman with black hair. I just felt like it should be. It doesn't matter who it is because now I'm having full blown delusions. I say they're delusions because I know people would tell me they are. But sometimes I don't think they are. I go back and forth, fully believing it, not believing it. She wants to punish me for bad things I've done and when I argue with her something bad always happens after. Or I feel like I'm outside my body or nothing is real. When I do things I feel like I didn't actually do them and it was someone else even though I chose to do it. I feel outside my body a lot. I did a test and decided that if my sister comes over then it's real. The next day, she came over. Which was exactly what the test said, the next day. I am supposed to fight her next Friday to end all this. I don't know how. I just told her I wanted this to end and that we should fight outside in my yard. I don't fucking know how that's even going to happen. I just feel so strongly it just be real and I don't know what to do. I want to die so badly.