i dated someone with bpd and we had a terrible break up about two weeks ago and i’m still going over things in my head there’s just so much i don’t understand. i also struggle with anxiety and lately depression so i think that’s part of why i can’t get it out of my head. 

i’ve been reading posts on this subreddit everyday and i’ve posted on here twice but delete them. but i feel like this place has really helped my understanding on people with bpd especially since my therapist told me completely  different things. 

mainly, i would just like to try to figure out what he was going through since before and after we broke up. i don’t know if he’s okay, i don’t know if he’s completely fine. i just really want to talk with someone who could help me maybe get those answers