I received the news a couple of days ago, my sisters took it really badly and have been crying for the longest time. Even seeing my own my cry doesn't make me feel anything. 
Me on the other hand, I don't know how I fell, it's like  it's not really happening, I'm just convincing myself that it's not true. 
No matter how much I try to show some form of emotion I feel numb and frozen. I'm not good at coping during difficult times. I just don't know what's happening to me.