I been on and off with my partner and we always have something new to argue about. However, we get through it and work it out. This time around I have a shoulder to cry on and tell them I'm sorry, there's none this time. 

It's been my fault for as long as I can remember,   it's taking a toll on me I been think of self-harming again... I'm turned of feeling like this.. I want a shoulder to cry on and for someone to tell me, it's all going to be okay.. 
Reassurance is what I want and now I will never receive it again... I screw up.