I am high functioning schizophrenic (finished university B.S. with almost a 4.0 major gpa at a big ten uni.) I have always had an issue with setting and sticking to long term goals.

My life is going better than it's ever been. I have a good, stable job in my career field of IT. I make enough to live on with work benefits and have a lot to be thankful for.

My issue is (I fear this is chronic and systematic of my condition) is I struggle making plans/goals and seeing them through. I am passionate about hobbies/things I enjoy but struggle to consistently do them.

I know people in my field often get certifications to advance but I struggle focusing on the time they take to study for.

I like to say I've taken the past five years to get myself in a decent spot financially and personally. 

I guess I feel like I've underachieved and will continue to due to an inability to maintain goals/plans long term. I don't have any kids and struggle with relationships/connections.