I hate technology so much, I can't get back to my own post. Over thirty years old. Over twenty in violent traumatic places that you cannot talk about inside the system. No help whatsoever
 I want my twenties back to live like my life will be short, but no bills from the sacks of shit who buy second boats with our pain. Now its just aging. Now its just the best plan for quick death and no accountibility whatsoever. Remember how many toys your pain buys them. If we were smart we'd all sneak into the field. God fucking help us