i rightfully so raged on two people in my life. one of them is my sister and one of them is a person who only gave birth to me(i dont consider her a mother)i have an entire backstory of her abuse but not going there. anyways they both texted me some really nasty and hurtful messages after i tried opening up about how they have made me feel. so i ended going into a full rage (my mom/grandma and other sister had to literally hold me because i was having a major rage i almost blacked out) and called my sister screaming at her and how i would literally beat her ass and then i texted the poor excuse of a parent who i dont live with about how her daughter sleeps around and i just pretty much exposed her secrets she told me in private (i never do this). its the next day and i feel like a terrible person but my rage was 100% justified. everyone around me thought it was as well. so moral of the story how do i not feel like a terrible person when i know i wasnt in the wrong bc of all the terrible things they said to me and about my dead father.