I tried, I did everything I never thought of doing and I thought this crap would never come back, 2021, I stopped addictions, I made friends, I went to the gym.

but for what? now I don't feel like doing anything

I give up, I can't take it anymore. months without these thoughts and now what I think about most is killing myself.

sorry, i tried everything.

it was worth it, i had a nice childhood, but there is no future like that

I'm sorry mom