I'm resigned to the fact that I will continue to be single or I will only be able to attract people in real life. 

Online dating is no bueno. 

Most of the time I am caught off guard when I match with someone. It's even worse when they message me cause I feel obligated to answer especially if they open with a nice compliment. It's taken some time but if I'm not interested, I immediately unmatch...but even then I feel slightly guilty. 

Ok so my latest situation: started using passport and got way more matches than I expected. Began talking to someone overseas (I made sure to stress that I did not live in their country) and we moved to 'talking' off the app. Eventually realized my heart wasn't in it ( I think they got the vibes as well) and moved on.

The other person I was talking to (who lives in my city) ghosted and unmatched me. 

This has been reoccurring. I start to have doubts...can't make myself invest, feel I'm too weird and over analyze myself or I get bored. THE WORST PART: ^(I have the nerve to get in my feelings when I get unmatched.) Like I'm full of it and I know this but it still bugs me. 

Can anyone relate? It's like I'm all over the place, AM SELF AWARE, but can't help myself. Definitely taking an indefinite break from dating apps.

Fin.