I lost my job last week. I got fired because a coworker attacked me.

Before I even lost my job, I was feeling rough. Hell, I had my boyfriend take me to the hospital because I was afraid I was going to do something stupid to myself.

I don't really have any skills to market for work. My entire work history is retail and has burnt me out. I've worked in retail for over 10 years. And I can't fucking do it. I'm so fucking tired. Work was the reason that pushed me to go to the hospital.

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I'm depressed. I can't sleep. I can't find a job. I have no skills. I have no money. I don't really have any friends. Most of my friends I met through my boyfriend. I don't have anyone to talk to about what's going on in my head.

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I can't talk to my dad. He just doesn't get it. He tries, but it's nothing that's going to help me now. How can I get the mental health help I need, when I can't even pay my bills right now? How can I go get help, when I have to rely on my boyfriend to pay my bills?

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I'm just so fucking tired and broken and I feel so alone.