Breakups are hard enough as is, but getting diagnosed with BPD after my breakup has been hell. I feel like I will never get over him. It has been nearly 4 months since the breakup and I have felt the exact same since day 1. Constant anxiety attacks, can’t leave the house, sobbing all day long, etc. He is literally like an addiction. 

He already has a new girlfriend that he got with 4 days after the breakup. We were together for nearly 4 years. The thought of him with someone else has brought me to the point of throwing up. I genuinely cannot imagine finding another FP or ever getting over him. Everyone says you get over people with time, but with BPD, I feel like that is impossible. I feel like a part of me has died.