Ive started taking Mexazolam two days ago after my anxiety got physically bad for the first time (aka - anxiety attacks).

The past couple of days I've been feeling like a completely new person. This is suppose to be a temporary thing but I'm going to discuss with my doctor a long therm plan because I realize this is how I'm suppose to feel.

I just feel normal

Its crazy because around 19h the meds start to wear off and I can clearly see how my attitude changes. Im suddenly insecure about talking about certain stuff. Or I get intrusive thoughts. My self steam becomes lower.

I always assumed those things were "normal". I never assume it was anxiety because I never had panic attacks before and I come across as a friendly and open person. But deep down Im a people pleaser.