My company keeps telling me I'm doing well, and that I have a future, and I just don't see it. I just can't believe good news. I've had 2 very positive performance reviews concurrently, but I can't help shake this feeling that they are colluding and setting me up for failure. I just don't believe anything they say about me at all. My trust is just so low... I know I'm not getting paid what I'm worth. I just know it, and it is driving me crazy. I know my inner voice is wrong, but I also don't know how I am supposed to trust the people around me...