Im terrified ill never find anything like what we had again. On our first date we met at starbucks and ended the night watching th stars at the park. We spent 8 hours talking nomstop but it just flew by like nothing. Talking to him was so natural and i never had to try. We loved playing videogames, watching star wars and marvel, and just staying home together. I love action figures and he supported my hobby, while he loved drawing and i supported his. It felt perfect. From day one i felt like i had known him my whole life, and ive never felt that level of comfort with anyone else. 

But there were just some issues that we couldnt work out, that after months of trying to resolve eventually lead to our breakup. Im just terrified ill mever find anything like what we had again. Its even scarier as a gay guy since our dating pool is so small.