He texted me and we talked it out. He probably doesn’t believe anything I said which is why he randomly decided to block me but I understand. It’s hard liking someone with BPD, one day you’re all over them and the next it feels like they’re going to ghost you. I completely understand now. He’s trying to hurt me the same way I hurt him but the attempt isn’t going to work. I have simply accepted things as they are. I still write letters(in my notes app)….To send. but tbh I can’t tell if he was more hurt over the fact that I told him to block me and never talk to me again or the fact that I said no one deserves to be hurt like I hurt him. 

When I said those things he instantly decided to block me. He unblocked me for a few minutes then blocked me again. I just want to stop hurting people. It’s not great feeling this way…. I just want to move on.