when someone asks me what i ‘do for fun’ or a hobby i enjoy in my free time, i struggle to find a lie because i genuinely just sleep when i’m not working/have an obligation to something. it’s a reasonable question to ask someone, i just know if i were honest with my answer i’d be judged. it takes everything out of me to socialize at work, and when i’m finally alone i am just drained, burnt out, and beyond exhausted with everything, mentally and physically.