I’ve always felt ugly , I was a different kid growing up &amp; I was constantly bullied which to self image issues . I got really into makeup &amp; it’s definitely helped my self confidence, it helped me get into the beauty industry. I feel like makeup helps express who I am , but yet I find myself still so obsessed with symmetry . There’s days where I think I look pretty &amp; then times where I feel like I can’t go outside because I think that people shouldn’t have to look at me with my ugly features (I really hate my nose &amp; I feel like that’s all people see because that’s all I see when I look at myself