I just feel very ignored by humanity. I have no real evidence for this other than what I feel but still. I just feel very invisible. The world has made it its mission to tell me that I do not belong, ever since I was young and it’s starting to really get to me. I wish I belonged. I wish I could relate. I wish I had a part in the collective human experience but i don’t. I don’t belong. I’m invisible. I’m worthless to most. No one would look twice at me and think anything about me. Whenever I tell people this they hit me with empty platitudes and try to gaslight me into doubting WHAT I EXPERIENCE. Which makes me feel even more invisible.

Never have I ever belonged. Never have I ever been wanted. Never have people tried to make me feel included. Never has anyone helped me understand why.

I’m invisible and I don’t belong.