It comes down to them not figuring out wtf is wrong with me and not changing my medication like I ask. Had one say it's major depressive disorder. The other said it's Schizoaffective disorder. The current one saying it's BP1 with psychotic features. Like make up your fucking mind? Problem is I'm always depressed and I've had one episode of what I guess was mania(grandiose psychosis) that was not drug induced so they basically have no idea what's going on. It's so frustrating when I get asked all the time if I get high even though because of my drug use history even though I've been clean for a year. Won't work with me on changing medication. Fucking stupid useless psychiatrists