Idk how to explain it.

My main line of thought is that I feel like I have an unstable relationship with employment and looking for work and actually keeping a job. 

All of my jobs have been short term, anywhere between 1 week and 6 months. I’ve been unemployed for about 7 months and I’m desperately looking for work but bloody covid is screwing that up...

I also have a weird and I guess unstable relationship with food/eating, I fall under the EDNOS umbrella. 

Once I started writing this I also realised that it’s not just work or food, it’s a lot of aspects of my life, everything except for my relationships with people. I’m in a long term relationship and we’re happy, my best friends I’ve literally know forever, my immediate family is trash but I’m closer than ever with my extended family and it’s amazing.

Idk I guess I’m just out here seeing if anyone else feels the same?