So I've suspected that I've had bpd for awhile now and I've found that I fit almost every trait in some way. I haven't been diagnosed but my question is, is that do you think weed helps at all with bpd like as far as mood swings, uncontrollable anger etc? I used to smoke almost every day and a lot and it made me agitated when I came down from it and also depressed the next day. But i noticed if I only take a hit or 2, i feel okay but I also almost feel numb? It used to make me happy and giggly but now i guess it just kind of makes me not feel. I cant tell if this is a good or bad thing. I like smoking weed but I guess I dont want to make everything worse. It also makes me dissociate a lot but I guess I'm used to that because it happens to me a lot when I'm sober. Has smoking weed helped any of you with these problems and do you find it's good or bad for someone with borderline? Any help would be much appreciated.