There's this constant voice in my head saying "I should die" , "I should kill myself", "You are fucking useless".

I always tried to suppress this thoughts by keeping myself extremely busy.

These thoughts are so passive in my head, whenever I'm going out, I'm sleeping, I'm doing my chores.

Recently it got even more extremely these thoughts can keep me occupied for hours that whatever means to distract myself dosen't seem to help.

It just feels that im constantly arguing with my head and I cant seem to make it shut up.

Im so tired im so tired. I just want these thoughts to go away.