Every single time I have a set back in my life i immediately wanna off myself and start mentally planning it. Like yesterday I was with my friends having the best time of my life and today I bumped into someone’s car when trying to park, and the cars are fine but now my mind flipped all the way around and I don’t see a point in living anymore. This has been happening every single weekend where something bad will happen and I wanna die. I am diagnosed, adhd, depression, anxiety, and bipolar so that could easily be affecting me. But I don’t even know what to do anymore, I’m sick of the ups and downs.