for such a long while now, I’ve lost myself (the little parts of me that I did know) to my emotions and bad habits, and I feel like I am constantly disappointing myself and those around me because of this. I just want to feel like I’m actually living life as “me” again, instead of feeling trapped and stuck in this hole that I dug myself into. it seems like every day I am constantly reminded of how people are disappointed in how I go about life at the moment, and I agree with them, I just don’t know how to change. :(