This summer I’m most likely going to be spending a month at a girls group home. I live in a pretty small town so these homes are at least an hour away… this will be the longest I’ve ever been from home and I’m terrified. I understand that’s it’s for the best because I have only been getting to the point of wanting to act on suicidal thoughts on a daily basis. I have no idea how I feel about it. I know it’ll help but Im not even sure I want to go.