Another classic example of the doubly "woke" jester not only being aware of their facade being a farce but also of how self-centered such elaborations are heyyyyyy.
Perhaps it's triple counting in the awareness of social or familial conditioning influencing my appraisal or quadrupled counting in the knowledge of the state not meaning shit unless it's "worked on" as opposed to compulsively semi-apathetically regarded. Not to boast at all of course but I do have many completely bewitching selves to disguise my emptiness, totally unlike anyone who's ever walked the Earth before. Is this masochism all that's out there?