i was waiting at a bus stop and this cute guy came up to me asking about the bus if he had missed it, but then kinda chatting me up more asking me if i'm from the city and if I go to school there, but the conversation ended as we went on the bus 

and i sat on the entire bus nervous f, i'm 18m (gay btw) and found her rather quite attractive.

I ended up doing the thing i'd consider most ballsy of me and before i got off at my stop.. sat beside him on the bus and asked him for his number.

AND IT WAS AWKWARD. He gave it to me with a smile but i went to shake his hand and I put out the wrong hand and he was like "are you left handed" and i was like haha i guess? discovering something new about myself everyday lol!!! and he kinda just awkwardly laughed then we introduced names and it was messy too and yeah still got his number tho

but it doesn't stop there! We walked past each other again and it was still a bit awkward then we went on the same bus home and that's where we started chatting up a ton... and unlucky me, i could barely hear him on the bus because he was seated my right, which is my deaf ear, and i had to ask pardon so much.

anyway tho he's cute and i know with my bpd imma get obsessed so let's pray i can respect these boundaries and also pray he's gay because he's a fuckin cutie