It’s not like I’d act on them however I tried in the past. I’m not deeply contemplating suicide or anything like that however I do think about it. It’s those quick thoughts of “I could hang myself” and “I should just shoot myself”. I don’t understand why I still have these intrusive thoughts. It’s not as though I call upon them or contemplate my death like I used to. I’ve had these thoughts my whole life and I have fought to not have them. I worry that one day in the distant future I will get down enough to do it. You know how depression can make people blind. Also does anyone know how to stop these thoughts from happening?