For starters, he's into me, despite the moodiness, instability, unpredictableness, the fact I live with my damned ex boyfriend, everything, and I honestly worry what kind of person would be attracted to that and want to be around it? Like coming to my house at 2 am when he had to work the next day because I was in a fit of tears and freaking out. Why does he even talk to some mess of a person like me? If I was in his shoes, I would have already ran far far far away. 