On top of that ignoring health issues, hygiene.  Don’t need to worry about ignoring my social life at least since it’s non existent.  I’ve been sleeping without a pillow for a month since I threw out my old one and I’m to depressed to leave home.  Any time I express how I feel to my family they respond with anger and disappointment so I don’t talk about my feelings anymore.  It’s winter and my only source of heat is a small portable heater.  Just venting…