I need help, I’m so drained with life itself, everything is tough, everything is a struggle, i got abandoned at my lowest and idk what to do with myself anymore, I want to feel cared for, I want that feeling that someone out there cares, I’m sick of feeling worthless, I’m sick of constantly trying to get on with life when I just don’t want to be around anymore, I can’t speak to my family about how I feel, I can’t open up to anyone about how I feel, I just suffer alone, because I’m so scared of being made to feel invalidated, I just want to have someone understand me and care, I’ve started to drink a lot more to try numb the pain and I’ve thought of turning to drugs, I’m in so much pain and I genuinely don’t see a way out