I’ve been unemployed for 3 weeks (quit myself, didn’t have another job lined up, not actively looking for one either) and I just stay home all the time. My job was customer service and damn it was like hell to my super introverted self.
I’m living off food and grocery deliveries knowing that’s expensive af and I’m damn guilty of spending my savings when other ordinary, hard working people are even cutting back due to inflation. Staying in 24/7 sucks, especially when you have no family, no friends, no hobbies, nothing to do whatsoever. I rlly wanna go out even just for a walk or go to a grocery store nearby which is literally 7 min away by feet, like I used to. My anxiety is so bad that I feel like I’m actually scared of going outside and seeing people (if I rlly need to go somewhere I’d get an Uber bc I can’t take public transit). Told myself I’d wait until late evening when there are fewer people outside but ended up staying in. 
Tried making sth to eat with bread and eggs today at home and it tasted like literal cardboard 😔
I’m rlly fcked up, ain’t I?