I’ll try my best to make this as short as possible. About 4 years ago i started showing clear signs of a mental illness. I wasnt going to school, i was not taking care of myself, attacking my parents and things like that. I went unmedicated for 2 years and my situation got worse overtime. Then i decided to see a psychiatrist and i was prescripted Zoloft. After using that i started to show clear signs of bipolar disorder, mostly depressive episodes. Now I’m on 20 mg of Zyprexa. But the thing is even though my mania and depression went away, i can clearly tell there’s still something wrong. 3 weeks ago my period was 2 days late and i was sure i was pregnant even though ive never engaded in sexual activity. I called my mom told her that “I think my dad raped me in my sleep, i might be pregnant, can you get me a test?” She got very angry but i didn’t really care because i was very scared of whats going to happen. And the reason why i said that because once i was going to sleep and i felt a hand touching my shoulder as i was laying down. I immediately jumped out of my bed, turned to check around to room, even though i couldn’t see anyone i was sure someone was in there with me. And theres like other things i dont really wanna talk about. I also dont know if its related but i can see it when walls are moving and objects are breathing. I just dont understand why this is happening. I’m not depressed like not at all, i’m not manic either. Its just so weird. I thought maybe im schizophrenic with mild symptoms. I’m not asking for a diagnosis by the way, just want to know if i should talk to my doctor about it.