Idk if this is like a form of dissociation, or just a symptom of bpd Or what tf it is, but when someone such as a boyfriend does something that hurts me, I literally feel nothing. Just done. My bf told me he was gonna come over after his homework so I took a nap I woke up and he was with his friend playing Mario kart but didn’t tell me he was done with his hw. I started freaking out I felt like he ditched me and it blew tf up. I had a major slip up.  I literally was able to just look at him straight in the eyes with a straight, empty face, say some mean &amp; VERY untruthful things and I felt absolutely nothing. It kinda felt good, better than feeling overwhelmed but like ... that’s not good.  I’ve been thinking there could be a lot more to me than bpd:/ any one else feel this? any advice helps :(