I (25/F) have been struggling with depression around 9 years. I was on medications on and off (use your medications guys). Last 2 years was really harsh for me. BUT two days ago I managed to do something I like which other people do daily but I wasn’t able to. 
Then I remember myself who was once independent, strong, stubborn, joyful and hopeful. It was me not some other person. From now on my depression will face the most stubborn of me :)). 
If things aren’t going well for you too, there must be something that will make you remember old you and light a fire. It is okay not to being aware of it. But there must be. 
Take care of you guys. 
Love