Wishing social media wasn’t a problem in relationships. You can’t be controlling. But control is all anybody wants. you have to be confident. You can have full access to all types of things at your finger tips, and what could be next to you will never be enough because of that. Is love even real? Can that even be a primary thing in your life? Or do we have to grow up someday, and assume our roles and realize that true love just isn’t a thing that might happen to people. At least not for one entire life. Loyalty might not even be on the list to most. It’s sad. Hoping things can work. Feeling like I’m floating and the world is going faster than I can keep up and I’m okay with it. Which I know subconsciously isn’t good. Who knows… too many questions and so many answers, all the while it’s slowly not affecting me anymore.