I’ve lost all the money I had before I could even get into my 20s. I’ve always had a love for markets and found I did well at trading naturally. When I got out of highschool and turned 18 I opened an account and started doing well, sold my cars and made some eBay business. Got the account up to 30k. Ended up blowing it up down to 15k. Took the remaining cash to crypto and Webull. Traded options grew two 5 accounts to 10-12k blew them up to literally Pennie’s. Went all in on Ethereum at sub 1k and grew whatever money I had left to 15-20k. Didn’t cash out enough, ended up loosing most of it in May panic selling. First cycle in crypto go figure. Took the last 2 Ethereum to Bybit, traded them boys up to 3-4 Ethereum 15-18k ish. FUCKING BLEW THAT UP. I have nothing now. 2 years of studying, mistakes wins and losses. Now I want to fucking kill myself because the humiliation is overbearing. I can trade consistently and have been on demo accounts, imo the best way to trade is on a funded account through a prop firm. I’ve been drinking throught this because why not who cares it’s not even 9 am. 
No gf no car no money no self respect