It's been about 12 years now. Started taking meds about 2 years ago. I mostly know how to deal with it, how to pass enough time while ignoring the pain. But what I just can't fucking do is figure out a way to enjoy my hobbies again, or anything for that matter.

Want to play a fucking game? Too bad. Read a book? Pftt, like I ever will finish it.

Depression suck balls. I want to be no more.