Im 25 years old. I had an anxiety attack today just tryna tell my supervisor Im going home. I told my boyfriend about it. He came over after his work. I was fine when he’s with me but as soon as he leaves, I started crying. I just hate myself. Why can’t I be like everyone else. Why can’t I function like a normal human. Why can’t I talk to people without rehearsing a hundred times. I have a lot bothering me this week. Works due. I was emotional earlier and I texted my boyfriend asking if he still loves me. He’s upset. I get it. I made him question his effort. I just hate myself for being like this. I just wanna be human like everyone else.