im broke asf! im 31, a registered nurse in Ph and a father to one. after i graduated in college, i worked in the corporate world and had a retail business at the same time. until i was introduced by someone to be a freelance stock market trader. Since i dont have that much, i gathered investors (three friends) but until now, i wasnt able to pay them. My self esteem is too low that i dont have confidence to start over. I have nothing financially, my wife pays all our bills for months now. I don't know what to do. I tried to apply to freelance jobs in the web, yet my skills dont match the qualifications. I'm afraid that I might fail again and again.

I need my confidence back. But i dont know how to start.