So much is going on in my life and i just try not to think about it but the feelings are there I just shove them to the back and i usually just breakdown eventually since I just bottle it all up
I feel nothing, I have no motivation I’m tired i don’t even want to paint anymore It just doesn’t seem worth it. My grades are going down, my parents are separating which is so mentally taxing since I’m trying to take care of my mom. music is all I have, i don’t have anybody to turn to I can’t bother them with my problems, not my family not my two friends just me and my phone