I feel so fucking stupid, this is such a stupid reason to feel like shit for. I feel like he betrayed me and yet I feel like I'm a controlling piece of shit who needs to die, wtf is wrong with me? Why can't I just be normal and stop being sad and feeling like shit for silly dumb reasons. And off I answered that I was fine with it when he asked me abt it. Now I don't wanna the series anymore, I feel stupid and invalidated by myself and all I wanna do is scream at my bf.
(Sorry I'm on my phone and English is not my first language)