Tw: feelings of depression and emptiness 

So I’ve been battling what I think might be agitated depression or mixed episode (not sure if I have bipolar as well Dr doesn’t know yet) for like 3 months now, I’m chronically depressed all the time only that this depression I’m feeling is amplified by anxiety (severe severe anxiety). A few weeks ago I was feeling so depressed where it just felt like this really heavy weight on me and I started to get really panicky almost as If I felt scared to feel these emotions? Is this part of the disorder ? And will it get better ? Really struggling right now.. I’ve tried meds and they don’t seem to work on me.