I feel like I give my all for the person I love I’ll spend all my money all my time all my energy on them they control who I am and how I’m feeling and I feel like the emotional roller coaster and intensity forces them to keep their distance and when you tell them you love them it’s like well I like you....I don’t think anyone will actually truly love me and reciprocate it. Maybe I need to accept this? But I really want to be loved and have it all go my way.