First time posting here, I really need help. I'm 19 years old and I can't think of my future, like I have no plans at all. I study at an university but I'm not doing well so I think I might leave and do something else but I don't know what. I am super anxious about everything for years, and this year depression caught me. Recently I started doing therapy but it is not helping at all. My parents don't really understand me and shame me for not doing well with my university. Recently I started thinking of ending it because I don't serve something in society. My feelings are so unstable sometimes I think I'm depressed and sometimes I think I'm over reacting. I don't know how and what to feel