If I deserved respect, someone would have respected me by now.

Everyone just ignores me no matter how hard I work, no matter what I give up for them. So clearly that means I deserve to be ignored.

Clearly that means I’m not worthy of being respected as a human being.

I don’t need to kill myself, this loneliness is so painful I’ll be dead in a few hours without having to do anything, unless someone talks to me.