At my work from home job, since I suffer from bad social anxiety, I notice that people feel awkward around me. Mostly on online meetings or the odd day at the office. To the point where I feel at times that I’m gonna be fired because people don’t want to work with me. Like they feel it makes the environment at work bad. Both men and women feel disturbed because it looks like they are nervous or scared. Anyway I was sure I’m gonna be fired on a few occasions. Because the team would ghost me, as in ignore me, avoid me and the boss would skip my one on one’s etc. so I feel like this and then after a while things start to look better again. As in I’m no longer ghosted. I mean not popular by any means but not ghosted either. I get the feeling that some think I’m a special person, as in disadvantaged if you get what I mean. And it feels like some times after the fact, that maybe they are doing it on purpose, like playing around, in a harmless way, for what reason, no idea. Or maybe I’m thinking too much into it, and it’s all in my head. 

Do you ever feel this?