Today is the birthday of the last person I had feelings for, who was my FP. We were a terrible match, but we tried to make it work. Eventually she got sick of my bs and dumped me. And if she hadn't, I probably would have gotten sick of her bs at some point and dumped her. Still, she was the first person I fell in love with in a long time, so I still miss her. Or maybe I'm just obsessed with her. Obsessing after someone? Gee, I wonder why? 😑. 

She's probably better off without me in her life. So even though she lives really close and I just want to go drop off a little card, I'm sure that's just going to upset her more than anything. So I figured I'd post in here instead. Sure, she won't see it. But at least I can feel a bit better by wishing her happy birthday "out loud," as it were. So...

Happy Birthday, L! 🥳

And if anyone here has a birthday coming up, or theirs just happened recently, then happy birthday to you too! I hope you had a good time!

And fuck it, happy birthday to anyone who didn't get good wishes from anyone, no matter how long ago your birthday was. It's never too late to celebrate!

... Unless your birthday is in six months or less. In which case, it's never too early to celebrate! Happy birthday! Hahaha!

(...aaahhh... This is so cringy 😑. But also a good excuse to eat cake, so fuck it!)