I am considering finding some inpatient program, through around me everyone requires you have substance abuse and while I maybe borderline did in the past I quit myself and found I can't drink on my current medication anyways.

Otherwise I am trying to find a PHP or IOP but again almost everything is for substance abuse with occurring mental health concerns. 

Have you been able to find a program, and has it helped you? I am seeing a psychologist and psychiatric nurse practitioner but so far I am feeling like I am not getting the help I need. I have been wanting to ghost them all for a while and move to a different state and start over. 

Any support or ideas welcome thank you