I don't want to die, fuck that shit, but fuck this shit too

Living in this planet, with these people, with this society, with nothing to live for? Wtf, totally moronic

It literally makes no difference whatever I do or don't do

No one cares, I dont' care, and nothing is real anymore.

Literally nothing is real

What the fuck, living in shit like this is insane, every day is crazy and everything is worthless, i fucking cant take this shit, i fee like i am too deep in this shit, and i just wish existance was different

but its not. and it will never be.

this is straight up moronic, literal existence is worthless and stupid

So literally the only thing we as beings have.... is the unknowing of non-existance.

I know existence is nothing.  So maybe not existing will be better? 

Existing has 0% of ever changing. It will forever be worthless.

But there's the unpredictability of non-existing. We don't know and we will probably never know.

So non-existing and the hope that it brings will forever be better option than existing.

But it's also scary since its unpredictable. 

If non-existing is same as existing...eh, still it fucking sucks and it makes me mad

If non-existing is worse than existing - still, fucking sucks and it makes me mad

It has a small chance of it being better, but it's like a 1% chance or less and  the gamble is just not smart.

This existing fucking sucks, I'd rather live during neanthredatl times wheer I wouldn't bother about this shit and then ultimately die at 13 years old when a fucking tiger would maul me or whatever.

I cant take this shit, literally nothing matters and it makes me mad as fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck dsfjnsdkgskdffdgsopdjsogjsdiogjsd
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