I recently found out I could get a driver's license. Why is this insane news? Because literally all my life I thought I couldn't be able to drive because of my physical disability affecting my sight. I was always told I could never drive, and do I never gave a shit about cars or anything. Well now at age 20, no longer have contact with family, first time getting my eye examined by myself.... My eye doctor told me I can get a license where I can drive- except it'll be restricted to me only being able to drive at night. Which obviously isn't a big deal, the big deal is I can fucking DRIVE. Like, I can't express how life changing this is for me. My life is literally not the same anymore after hearing this. 

But that's the thing.... Even though it's good news, my moods have been insanely affected. I've kinda been feeling like shit because of it. It's too much emotion all over the place. It's exhausting and confusing. Changing from one thing to the next as if I've been told BAD news. I don't know how to describe it? Unlike bad news, I don't feel bad.... Emotionally? But I also DO feel bad emotionally? Due to the constant mood swings?? But I also feel happy because it's good news? Yet things also don't even feel real due to how life-changing it is so the happiness cones back then goes abd then comes back again.

Am I making any sense here? Idk. Have anyone else dealt with this?