my fp talked about their ex best friend to me, saying they miss her and how much this song reminded them of her and how they used to spend summer together. i keep thinking about it and crying. i don’t know how to even ask for reassurance because i don’t wanna remind them of her more and i don’t wanna seem like an insensitive dick by making it about me. i wish i mattered to them that much but i know for sure if i disappeared they wouldn’t spare me a single thought, they would never notice. it hurts so bad that they have such nice thoughts about someone else and probably think of me as a burden if anything.