I go through phases of being extremely sociable and communicative, feeling positive and able to engage in good conversation with those around me. Then, suddenly going into a completely introverted phase where I’d rather hide in my room all day and not talk to anyone. It seems to be drawn out phases. When I feel happy and sociable it lasts awhile and I finally feel like I’m starting to get better. But the weird depression and apathy kick in and I don’t want to be around anyone. Does anyone experience this? It makes me think maybe I have bipolar along with BPD. I’m so fucking apathetic the past couple weeks. I don’t enjoy anything I usually do and just want to stay in bed on my phone 24/7. My family is around but I don’t want them to talk to me. It makes my skin crawl. Is it okay to hermit in my room for a month? Why am I like this