Since 2017 I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and have tried 3 different medications. I am currently on ziprasidone and have minimal side effects I just don’t want to take pills anymore. I am now prediabetic from zyprexa and gained over 90+ pounds. I feel like shit every day and can’t sleep properly. My quality of life is just so bad and it’s because of these medications and idk if my body can handle them anymore. I guess I just need words of encouragement life seems so bleak atm.