Husband and I had plans this weekend. A couples get away to reconnect after the hard times we've been going through. He suggested it. I booked everything.        

I started getting sick Wednesday night. It's the flu. So he asked a friend to hang out this weekend. But that friend. His best friend. Made other plans and now he's alone.         

Tonight, he's having a crisis moment of wanting to kill himself because he's sick of everyone and sick of nothing working out (after cancelling plans with me a dozen times during the last 6 months)        

He wants to change his number, start fresh, move to a new city, get a divorce and what not.         

I can't help him, I'm sick. Too sick to deal with this shit. But I don't know how to calm him down.         