This sounds terrible and i am ashamed it's even a thing i do but i get very easily "sick of" people who are repeatedly depressed. I have a friend who is fine when we hangout usually and we will have amazing days and then he will go right back to being miserable and i just become so sick of it and i hate that i feel that because i also have depression and get suicidal and hopeless and expect others to understand yet feel this negative towards my friend. i don't know if i perceive his depression as less than, which is terrible, or what..

sorry if this was really robotic and lifeless sounding... i claim to be an empath and i feel others emotions intensely but there are times when i can be so cold..