Maybe this sounds really stupid but i honestly have nobody to talk to but god damn it's making me feel like garbage. I'm 21M and she is 25F. We've known each other for about over a year and she is absolutely my best friend. If there is anyone in the world who truly helped me and i truly love it's her. 

We played a lot of games together, usually league and cs. Especially in the last 3 weeks, we basically spent all day every day playing together. She truly made me feel fucking incredible for even being her friend. She is by far the nicest person i know. I would literally wake up every single morning with like 3 voice messages from her But recently we met some guy on a game and she started playing with him. Now she doesn't even answer my calls, replies to my texts like 4 hours after i send them.

It's like she got sick and tired of me overnight for no reason. Noting even happened between us lately, hell, it's probably the most fun few weeks both of us had together. Just sucks when you go from talking with someone every single day to not talking at all.

What's worse is i have like 2 actual friends and she is one of them. I have a tough time making friends and keeping them but she really means the world to me.

The last week has been literal hell for me. I don't remember the last time I've felt as bad as i do now. It's absolutely tearing me apart.