Anyone else experience this? I don't have any malice towards anyone, but most people kind of just feel like background noise. Then there are a few people who are more important than life. I used to just latch onto a romantic partner but recently I just feel this way towards all my friends. I know it's a coping mechanism and it's ultimately unhealthy, but I also don't do anything unethical to manipulate people like I used to. I am ultimately just leaning into my core BPD symptoms but as long as I'm not hurting anyone or myself it's fine, right?