I love my mom, but the more I look into her behavior and tendencies, the more I realize that she wasn't a good mom.

If you've heard of the phrase, "Strict parents raise good liars", that's what I've become. I've lied about too many things, usually just to protect myself in some way.

She never tries to understand what I'm going through, and often explodes when I start to show how generally angry and depressed I am.

I'm scared to come home, anymore. I enjoy my life better when I'm more independent.

My dad never helps, as he's just a big pushover and picks the side of whoever has the louder voice. He's also extremely ignorant when it comes to my emotions, often saying things like "just control your emotions", "no need to be angry", and "you're just doing it for attention".

I just need a better place to be.