I’m 22 years old so I should be good at these but I get so nervous about medical appointments. They feel so serious and I always feel like I’m gonna mess up something. Especially when I don’t have a lot of money.. I feel so insecure.

Last time I went to the eye doctor, the eye doctor took advantage of my naiveness and somewhat coerced me into spending a bunch on contacts. I know I know.. how stupid of me. This was 3 years ago.. 
my mouth works quicker than my brain sometimes and I get myself into sticky situations. 

I have insurance through my dad and my dad told me there’s some money that can go towards my contacts and glasses but I really don’t have a lot or enough to make me feel secure so now I’m just extremely anxious about it. What if I accidentally agree to pay like $200 for glasses or contacts that I don’t have? I know I probably shouldn’t have made this appointment but I only have an old pair of glasses that I can barely see out of. 

This is so stupid ugh