I live in a small apartment complex. 10 units total. This summer I’ve noticed that they’ll have little get togethers or BBQ’s and pretty much invite everyone in the complex but me and my bf. My bf couldn’t care less about it. But it really gets to me for some reason. Makes me feel like a freak or maybe I give off a creepy/bad vibe. I know I shouldn’t let it get to me so badly, but damn it sucks being left out. Everyone wants to feel included right? It’s not like I’ve ever done anything to any of them. They had a bday party for someone last night and I’m still thinking about it this morning. Pathetic I know, but it is what it is.