Basically i was on my way to school and missed the bus. This stressed me out a lot and i had to try hard to not cry. So i just texted my mom and she didn’t answer and so i felt extremely dumb and worthless. She then called me and i told her to just leave me alone (i was too embarrassed to ask her to drive me) but 2 minutes later her car stopped at the bus station and i got in and literally broke down right away. I was crying a lot and i started rambling about how i can’t do the most basic shit and how i am a burden. Missing the bus made me feel so terrible. My mom said it didn’t bother her and that its not a big deal but fuck that, i know I’m annoying. 
Also this whole experience was just embarrassing. I hate crying in front of my mom and showing myself being vulnerable.
This is so random and i’m so dramatic for no reason. I literally just missed the bus but it felt like the world was just crushing down on me. I am exhausted.