I constantly find myself needing something to be excited about, or something to look forward to. If there’s nothing for me to do that day I start spiralling and feeling horrible.. I find weekends are the worst because I can’t work or take my mind off of it with errands. Whenever I get home or have nowhere to go/something to do I feel so bland and hopeless. 

I find life needs to be exciting for me or I just don’t see the point?