20M

I started suffering from anxiety about 8-9 years ago. Mainly due to the fact that I grew up in a pathological family - violence, alcohol, constant arguments and dragging the whole family into it. Added to this was alienation at school or bullying in the backyard. I had no support from my parents, who were busy arguing every day; My mother abused me mentally and physically. Added to this were problems at school and occasionally in the yard. You could say that I was always the worst one. As I grew up, the issue, only got worse, the last stop of normalcy was elementary school. Then middle school, where I faced intense bullying from some teachers, and around high school I was no longer able to get out of bed. Then I was kicked out of the house. I fell into alcohol problems, depressive episodes and spent the last 2 years drinking and hardly leaving the house at all. The fact is that I improved in many aspects, but anxiety and stress over time made me unable to work any longer or go to school. Now I basically vegetate, like a plant.