I lose myself time to time. Im always left with my thoughts. If you knew what overthinking could do, then you wouldn't want to think. I been battling  with depression since a child. It make me feel alone and by myself. Im always trying to find happiness and joy within myself, But i struggle with that time from time. I just want to feel like living is not a struggle. I dislike being tired all the time, and feeling drained. I just want to overcome this feeling and be in control of my emotions and thoughts