I’ve developed this thing where I obsess over a specific person for a while then nothing then a few months later a new person.

Had it for about 5 years now and I’m married so it really shouldn’t be the case. 

I’ve always had weird emotional attachments to people but have no idea why this happens other than the obvious (emotional / sexual turmoil in past).

I want it to stop but likewise I rarely feel joy so enjoy the sheer butterflies it gives me. 

This is through conversations only I don’t meet up with these people if I feel that way. 

Just don’t know.