Hey guys, just needed somewhere to write this down and get it out. I graduated from university last summer and have been unemployed for almost a year. Admittedly I didn't take the job search too seriously as my anxiety was getting the better of me. I applied for a job last week, spoke on the phone to the recruiter which worried me enough, I almost didn't turn up to the interview, but was encouraged by family and I ended up being offered the job! It's only a basic admin role and if I'm being honest not something I'd like to do long term, I'm going to give it a go for a few months to see how I handle it and whether it interests me. I start next week and I have been panicking since they offered me the job, I haven't felt this anxious for at least a year, I feel like my heart is beating rapidly and that I just won't be able to do the job. The interviewers both stressed how important it was that I don't make any mistakes and I need to be on top of my game the whole time, over 50% over people don't make it past probation I was told!. This has only heightened my anxiety and I am absolutely dreading the idea of starting my first job, I just don't feel I will be able to do it to a good enough standard and it will just heighten any stress and anxiety I already have.