I always feel like my FP is lying to me about something. Today we were supposed to hangout. We talked about it since Monday and I told her how important it was to me and how much it meant to me. Then yesterday she says she got offered more hours at work today and was going to take them for the money. She is supposed to be at work now but has been responding to my texts and opening snap chats and appearing online at times that don't make sense if she was at work. 

Last week she did the same thing and I found out she lied to me to hangout with someone else. I feel like she is doing the same thing. I want to trust her again but I can't fight the feeling that she is lying again. 

I feel so abandoned and unwanted. I want to confront her about it but I am afraid I will just make it worse.  

How do you deal with it when you feel like this? 