I’m sick of latching onto people who don’t give a fuck about me because I require a FP.

I’m sick of being numb, then dropping to an extreme. depression, then jumping to extreme happiness.

I’m sick of constantly getting fucked over by people because i’m too trusting.

I’m sick of wanting to cut but hate the pain but love the pain but i hate it.

I’m sick of feeling fucked up if I forget to take my pills.

I just don’t wanna do this anymore.