I assume this is what giving up feels like. 2 weeks after leaving work I haven’t done much and said even less to people. I just feel shut out from the world. Stepdad is still being lazy, going on 2 years after he lost his job and still smoking weed and playing video games every day on the couch. And then acts like he has too much trauma to get up and do anything about it. What the hell man. Grow up. Man up. Gah I just want to yell at him that’s how bad it’s got. He doesn’t clean, doesn’t try and get a job and literally does nothing but browse Reddit, smoke weed and play video games. I really want to move out and leave him to pick up his own life. He has collected plenty of debt these past few years and has been relying on his family who loves him so much to help him stay afloat. If I moved out that would of course mean no nice tv or new consoles because I paid for and bought all that shit by myself. It is almost at a ‘fuck ‘em, let ‘em sink’ stage. I can’t stand this guy. I am 24. He is over twice my age. I shouldn’t have to tell my stepdad (who has no savings to his name and nothing but debt) to get off the Xbox and get a damn job. So tired of this. I just want it to all be over. He would be homeless if I moved out and I’m almost thinking he deserves to be just to wake up and do something for once.