I don’t have any friends and nobody to call to go out with. I wish I could just go inside and order food but I’m stuck,
almost like I’m frozen. I thought I was over this because I was able to conquer this three weeks ago but it’s back again. The fear of embarrassing myself when I get there. I just wish I had a friend… I wish I could meet people easily and become friends with them. I will probably just go home but I don’t want to it’s a Friday night. Damn I just want to enjoy it.