I officially start working my new job today, it’s a customer service phone job and I’ve had phone anxiety most of my life and recently started to get better with it. I told myself today I was going to meditate and make myself feel positive before I start but instead I’m crying because i’m anxious and feel like I won’t do that well even though they’ve said they don’t expect us to be experts on things day 1. What do you do when you’re feeling like this?