Maybe I’m not a failure. I made it to day 2 which starts in a few hours. This is the furthest i’ve made it in a tourney and it’s such a relief to know I can do it. Even if I don’t qual for finals today I know I have more chances and am surprised I made it because i’m in a slump rn lol.

With how life’s been lately I’m overjoyed something seems to be going right finally. Also just finally, I’ve worked so hard and came up short at everything and finally I feel like i’m breaking through. 

Maybe life does get better