I'm tired of failing to see if I had the right to be mad or sad or it's my illness acting up. I'm tired of being angry at people for doing something that offended or straight up triggered me, and then being angry at myself for overreacting. And I'm tired of not knowing whether I truly overreacted or the person actually did me dirty.

I'm just tired. I don't know what's real anymore. I don't know where my feelings and overreacting end and where the objective reality starts.