I’m freaking out. I think it’s starting to kick in and my heart is racing and I feel numb and my body feels weird like I’m on the verge of a panic attack. Am I doing this to myself? I’ve been struggling with the idea of taking it for so long out of fear I think I’m making myself freak out. And I’m trying my hardest NOT to Google side effects because I know I’ll make myself even worse. Can someone talk me down please?