I feel dead inside today. Thanks to my adhd meds I don’t even have the drive to get myself food. It’s the week after ovulation. What the fuck is wrong with me. Why can’t I force myself to do things I don’t want to do. I just spent most of the day bullying myself, not getting anything done, with Law and Order SVU on. Then again, I just broke off a relationship prospect because I thought it was the right thing to do and now here I am alone again, left to deal with my personal challenges. I really need to talk about it. Wish I had someone I was comfortable with who could come sit just for company. Wonder if I should increase the dose of Zoloft I’m taking, currently at 25mg.