I can't get myself to do even the littlest things anymore, even if it's to help me. My mind is gone. All I do is lay in bed. I've isolated myself. It's getting hard to keep jobs. I was able to stay afloat for so long but now I'm drowning in it, and I can't seem to get my head above the water again. I'm not asking for full recovery, I just need to stop drowning.