I’m currently 18 years old and have about 4 months until my senior year is over with. I have had anxiety majority of my life but have been able to work with it but now that I think about going into the world and college it’s super scary. My anxiety has gotten so bad that I’m unable to do any public speaking. Like literally just reading out loud is soemthing I’m unable to do, I will choke up and have a panic attack. (Ik it’s sad). I’m going to visit a community college to learn HVAC but am having second thoughts on what I want to be. I just imagine me in scenarios In schooling and having to read out loud and I just can’t do it. I was thinking about possibly being a trucker but Cdl classes scare me with possibly having to do public speaking. I’m fine talking to people in small groups but just get overwhelmed with bigger groups. I have a good life and people around me and don’t want to waste my life away worrying and staying home and being nobody. Idk I just need some words of advice to help me or talk to people with similar problems. Thank you if you made it this far!