Hey, All. Lomg story short : dxed bp ( type 1 but unsure if it's actually still type 2, since my major manic ep could have potentially been induced by low dose abilify, which is apparently activating .. )

Anyway!  I just got my 5th or so injection of abilify maintena today ..and had two monster energy drinks back to back earlier this passed afternoon. 

However, I've been revved up for a solid week give or take...what clued me in was way too high of a libido- especially since im usually someone who usually has to trigger those feelings on purpose. 

I thought it would quit..but bc of some interpersonal changes ( broke up w/ my ex and the loss of a very intense friendship ) I go from feeling empty and lonely to ' I'm so happy I feel like I could just die ( literally! ) ' 

My questions are: why isn't my abilify doing as much as it did before- even if in the past I wasn't even taking it properly?? Seems to have worked better then regardless... mind you I had no energy drinks last week! 

Also,  can anyone relate to the ' happy but self destructive ?' type off thoughts / feelings? Thanks!