For some reason, I always feel the need to change myself. Whether it’s my hairstyle, hair colour, clothing style, way of living, music I listen to, the way I act, everything. It’s such a strong feeling that I just need to be different and I’m never satisfied. I get bored so easily. I think it mostly happens when someone else goes through a change or starts to become something I wish I was, and I become so incredibly jealous that I fall back into the feeling of not knowing who I am and needing to fill that space by changing myself.