I am a young nurse, I have been a nurse for 5years and this last 6moths I work in ED. I recently got really fed up with my colleagues attitude and after 6moths of beinh bullyied I reached my limit when I Just had cut my 2nd finger with a bisturi and was forced to work and my colleagues told me it was disrespectful of me to want to leave. Brief note: I have anxiety with depressive mood and I really struggled on ED, every time I would go to work my heart rate would reach 110bpm and I would feel sick, most of the days I would be shaking.

So today I made a very difficult decision and I Just put my notice in and it was my last shift because I am not  fit to work. So now I am handling bigger problems as I have 15 days to find a new job. I had contacted my last employer who asked me to write a letter to the board asking my job back. I have tried to call her this morning  and no answer... so now I am panicking that I got unemployed during a pandemy!

Can anyone give me a piece of advise? What should I do?