Like, I literally can't describe what's in 70% of my head. there are no words for all of this. it's so hard to find help when we ourselves don't understand our problem. sometimes I feel that what I feel and think is surreal, that it exceeds our reality. The fact that no one will ever knows or understands, makes me feel so lonely

Like, frl, I really can't describe what is going on, but it's something. Something really big.
Is it?