Guys, bpd is new for me. I didn’t know I had it until recently. Everything is starting to make sense. And I gotta tell say, I’m pretty pissed. I have so much anger towards my family for raising me in such a hostile, high stress environment while brainwashing me into thinking I had an optimal childhood. It’s weird because even though I was constantly being told that other people had it worse, or that it wasn’t that bad, or whatever, somehow I knew my situation wasn’t right. I kept a lot of things secret from anyone who asked about my life without even realizing I was doing it.

If you feel like you need to hide something, or you need to make excuses for someone, something is not right. Don’t gloss over it. Think through it and get help.