Hello, I just wanted to start off by saying that I've never been to a psychologist or anything and diagnosed but I read here sometimes and it is the only place I feel comfortable venting. But a few months ago I pretty much lost my only friend group due to an argument with one person and u know how people chose sides. It fucking sucks when one day you feel like you have friends you can talk to daily and tell anything to whenever and then the next ur all alone. But as i start making new friends now Ill just get angry at the littlest fucking shit and flip on them and block them only to be back where I was in the beginning alone. And even when I do start talking to people for a longer time I feel like i just think about every little thing they do 24/7 and whether or not they actually like me or if they are talking me for some other reason. I fucking suk at explaining it but whenever I'm alone I just want someone to talk to but whenever I find someone I cant think about anything else..