
I have a skin condition and I need to get treatment every three years. This is a laser treatment at the local hospital and it can only be performed during autumn or winter. Two weeks ago I noticed a new flare up right on my nose. I immediately made a new appointment, but I have to wait until October for it to be removed. 

I was just fixing my makeup and I realized that the spot has grown significantly in the last two weeks. 
This makes me very insecure and I have noticed that I have been wearing much more makeup in the last couple of weeks than normal. I even touch my makeup up during the day. This is something I normally never do but now I have to in order to keep my spots hidden. 

How in the world I am supposed to wait until f-ing October?! 

I have a first date on Wednesday and I am already worried. How do I keep this covered if it keeps growing significantly? 

I am just so anxious, stressed and just frustrated 👹

Btw, I am not trying to sound vain, but I know that I am not ugly. It just so frustrating that one spot can ruin my whole day, week, month and make me feel so very insecure. Sometimes I just hate my anxiety 😟