I was in a relationship for 9 months and the past 2 weeks, i have looked at other people and been anxious if I am attracted to them or not. (Prior to this i have had a lot of anxiety the past 2-3 months about me doing something or saying something that could make her leave me or hurt her-to the point where i couldn’t function and sought medication) I feel like I have a compulsiveness to look and that just leaves me feeling anxious when I was with my partner. I am wondering if my brain is trying reasons to be anxious or self sabotage. Or if i’m experiencing something normal and thinking a person is objectively attractive and then my anxiety takes over that and blows it up to a new level. Am I a bad person? What does everyone else think? Right now my anxiety makes me question everything, including my relationship. I have no idea how I actually feel or what is going on because my anxiety has consumed my life for the last 3 months.