so i don’t know if this is a bpd thing but i always do this. first i am obsessed with someone for so long that they are perfect in front of my eyes then i’d start ghosting them or hating them for no reason. lately i’m suddenly repulsed by this guy i had a crush on. i would get irritated by him and his face or a snap would make me disgusted or annoyed every single thing that i thought made him literally perfect is now annoying or repulsive to me. honestly idk why suddenly what happened. any one else go through this?