Hi i am 17(M) and have never feel like myself since im 7,i have always feel stupid for this becuse i have never face big problems or even problems,my family love me and is supportive but even with that i have always feel alone.
Every day that pass seems like the one before,i hate myself and nothig i do is enough to think otherwise.
Suicide is the most recurrent though in my head but there's 4 things that keep me from doing it,and this things are my family,my friends(im madly in love with my only female friend since im 8),my dog and even if it sounds stupid the last thing is "My broken mariko".
And i just want to know if there could be a reason to all my self hatref that seems to come out of nowhere and just keeps growing.