Victory post - what is this strange feeling?! Ok pals, I finally went to rehab and am getting ready to move to a sober living house in a new city. I got a job already in an industry I love. I think my brain meds are finally working. I’ve been finding cool house stuff at Goodwill. I’m getting away from my enmeshed, codependent family. 
Just wanna say that it can get better. I lived through 2 endmylife attempts, years of addiction, big heartbreaks, legal trouble, major brain imbalances. Still a long way to go and a lot of work to do but I honestly didn’t think I’d ever live to feel a sense of comfort in my body, brain, and life. Do things that will help heal you, even if it’s scary. All the small things eventually add up, promise.