I've been dealing with major depression and anxiety since I was about 12, I'm 20 now and only reached out for help about 3ish years ago. I just want to know when I'm going to be okay again. Everyday that goes by I just feel more and more numb and I want to just go to sleep and not wake up. Everyone says that it gets better but it's just been harder. I don't know if I can hold out long enough for it to get better. I can feel myself slipping and I just want out.