I got my diagnosis a year ago, after briefly falling madly in love with some guy who was engaged. He said that he had broken up with his fiancée and basically lied to my face. He used me then went ahead and married his fiancée. The signs were all there i was just too delusional to accept it. However when i was confronted with the reality (wedding and all) i broke down, went into some sort of dissociative fugue and found myself in the hospital. Psych services at my uni took me there. I had suicide ideation and stuff so the hospital locked me in.

Anyway fast forward its been a year, i still havent gone for my followup with my therapist. Mostly due to scheduling problems. But i have been stable largely because i like my work and i have been (trying to avoid) any romantic interests. I find myself afraid to meet someone new. I really want someone but i am terrified at the same time. 

Anybody else in the same boat?