Hi I’m a 17M and I’ve had depression and suicidal thoughts for about 6 years now, I want to share some things going on in my life, and maybe I could use some feedback because I can’t take it anymore. So my only friend currently is a girl I really like (sexually) but I don’t think she likes me back, I’ve known her for almost a year now and we’ve only hung out twice (both times I asked her to hang out) but we do usually text everyday, but sometimes I’ll text her and she won’t respond until like 10 hours later to simple questions and she’ll view my instagram story before replying to me sometimes and she talks about herself a lot. It kinda hurts that that’s who my only friend is. With like almost no friends it gives me very little motivation or care to do a lot of things and want to live life. I do have a therapist but I feel like it would be weird to bring that up because me and my friend have the same therapist and my therapist knows she’s my only friend, also my therapist is pretty new to the job since the old one quit (he’s still in college in fact) so some of the advice he gives just isn’t that good anyways, but I can’t get a new therapist because it’s through the my school and it fits with my work schedule very easily. (Also if anyone tries to say make friends at work, my coworkers are pretty vocal about not wanting to hang out outside of work for some weird reason) I’m really just lost in life to be honest.