I know something is wrong with me other than my diagnosed depression and anxiety. I’ve done research on bipolar when my therapist thought I might have had it and it didn’t feel “fitting” if that makes sense. Neither my psych or therapist thing I have bipolar anymore. I suggested BPD because everything I’ve read whether it be on sites about it or even on here is so damn relatable. My therapist brushes it off and tells me not to “self diagnose” myself. My psych said given my history of self harm I could have it, but she doesn’t want to make that call because she doesn’t know me well enough yet. I just feel like no matter what I say or do, I’m not being heard. I feel like I’m drowning but yet I have such a hard time explaining how I feel because I don’t understand it half the time. 