I wouldn't even know how to begin this. I don't even know where to start or begin. All I know is that I need assistance, help guidance.  I'm a father of two, a 3 month and a 2 and half year old girl.  Lately my mental and physical health has depleted and I'm exhausting myself to tears on a nightly bases. I've suffered with depression with most of my life and feel like growing up I've not learned how to manage money, manage my mental health properly and feeling like I'm failing ny children for my own mistakes. 

I'm currently waiting on government assistance, healthy vouchers and food banks,. I'm currently falling deeply behind on bills, such as Internet, gas and electric which are both currently minus. I've have no fridge, freezer food left. I'm down to the last tub of formula. My phone is currently bricked due to being so deep in my phone bill so it's hard to contact or be contacted. I'm currently minus £180 in my Halifax overdraft which increased day to day. I just feel so unbelievable overwhelmed with everything and just feel like with each day I'm falling into this deeper and darker trap. 

I've not had a chance to breathe in so long that I feel like I'm mentally collapsing, daily praying for a miracle or just a little time to breath and get my head together again. I'm here to ask if anyone can assist with food, gas and electric and formula. I'm extremely scared I'll run out of formula.  ,

If anyone lives local to me at all that can help or assist with food or formula, nappies and wipes. I'd be forever thankful. If anyone can offer any guidance, assistance id truly and forever be grateful to you.  I'm embarssed to come online to ask for help but I feel like right now I don't have many options. 

I'm more than happy to prove any bills, identification, video call for proof or even happy to meet in real life given the circumstances. Everything is collapsing and I've never needed help more than I do now.