I've been struggling so hard as I'm getting into my early 20's. I'm dealing with depression, ADHD, and intense grief. I'm in therapy and I take meds but I still feel like I'm just drowning. I hate every part-time job I get and they make me more depressed. I live at home and my dad helps to support me but I feel guilty because I just don't do anything. And I'm trying so hard but I can't even keep up a sleep schedule. I just don't have a passion for anything anymore, no purpose. I dropped out of college after my mom died and I just can't find any goals in life anymore. I keep seeing all my friends and siblings moving on, getting real jobs, doing what they love to do, even if it's just a hobby they're passionate about, and I'm just sitting here watching the days go by. I just don't know what to do anymore. I just want to have something I love, something that's fulfilling. But I'm just incredibly lost and I can't see a way out.