Before 20 days ago, I had a great life and was so happy with everything and I didn’t have any trauma or anything happen but now I feel so emotionless and dead. All I can think about is how I’m feeling and how I’m never going to be okay again. To clarify it’s only been really really bad these last 5 days but I just don’t see any end in site. I’m constantly bombarded with anxiety attacks about how I’m never going to be ok, I see someone driving their car and I want to be them just for a second to have a clear mind. My family and friends have been here for me so much but I just seem to care. I just feel so helpless and I don’t know why. This is the worst feeling ever and I feel like I can’t get through it because their is nothing to get through. The only thing I look forward to is going to sleep because my brain shuts off for just a little bit but then it’s back to the constant struggle of life. I don’t know if I can do this much longer please help