I feel like my anxiety peeked today after a decade. Even after 4mgs of Alphrazolam I'm in full alert mode. Body anxiety, mind racing. Normally my script works but now I feel like I've had some sort of twisted level up in my disease. All because I'm quitting my job. Like wtf kind of normal reaction is that. Just tiring man. Sorry for the vent. Hope you guys are doing better than me.