i just need some advice because ive been crying for 2 days straight and i dont know how to cope at this point
before we became friends she's tried to get to know me but i kept cutting her off because i couldnt trust her or anyone
we've been best friends for a year now, it feels like such a short time but i still managed to get attached to her
she's my only irl friend and one of the only people that know about my disorder 
i just dont know what to do and i already miss her so much
she's moving on friday, the 21st by the way