I have my first follow up with the psychiatrist in mid August after being diagnosed a week ago.

I'm worried of him somehow taking away my diagnosis, and then I'm left scrambling without a sense of why I am like this. That I'm just a crazy bitch.

I know anyone should be happy to not have this disorder, but I really struggle with self validation without external validations like labels, etc.

Anyone else deal with this paranoid anxiety about it?