hi lovey people. so i kinda recently got dx’d with (quiet) bpd and it’s explained so much of my behavior and feelings and makes a lot of sense to me. my fp (my boyfriend) is good most of the time, but since i figured out it was bpd and told him he doesn’t really seem to show any sort of interest in understanding? like when i was very first dx’d i tried to find as many articles i could that would very quickly and basically explain bpd to send to him because i figured he probably wouldn’t actually read if they were too long or complicated. i send them to him and he said he would read them later and thanked me, but i know for a fact he never did. recently i discovered the partners of bpd sub, and sent it to him and said that he may find it helpful in understanding what i’m going through and suggested he join. i’m not positive about this, but i’m pretty sure he didn’t join that either. we were arguing the other night and i told him that if he even bothered to read anything i sent him maybe he would get what i was experiencing more and he basically said he hadn’t read anything and it didn’t feel to me like he had any plan to do so in the future either. is this something i should give up on, trying to get him to read up on things about bpd? i don’t want to cause more issues or give him the impression that i’m shoving my mental illness down his throat, but i feel like if he even tried to understand maybe he actually would and things would be a bit better. 

tldr: my fp isn’t reading any of the educational material about bpd that i send, is it worth it to keep trying or should i just accept that this isn’t something they’re willing to do?