My body is getting weaker, the aches are worse every day. It's impossible to function, focus on priorities, Or even find the motivation to get out of bed. Days, conversations, and events are difficult to keep track of.. It's frustrating, I'm completely impatient with everyone and everything. I can't shake this constant feeling, something deep inside of me is crying all the time and it hurts.. just makes me want to smash my head against the wall.