So, early on in this ‘em year, something happened between my dad and stepmom that made me think they were gonna split or something. This was mostly cause I had already went through the exact same thing with my mom in stepdad back in 2019. Luckily at the time, it seemed to go away about as fast as it seemed to have started. But now, things are different. It started last week when I went with them to a local restaurant to have a late birthday celebration. On the way over, my stepmom had to explain to me that something was going on between them and because of that, my dad would be arriving later. Eventually he did, but from then on, he just acted like everything was normal. From then on, it was like nothing was going on….. that is until today. So, after being picked up by my stepmom, I heard that whatever is going on had somehow gotten worse. Apparently now, my dad is hardly speaking to her for reasons neither of us know. And now it’s gotten to the point that she’s gone somewhere else entirely for the night in order to clear her head. I at least know that it isn’t because of me, so I can at least take comfort in that. Now, I’m just sitting here in my room all alone, but absolutely terrified. Hell, I’m probably more terrified than I was when I went through this with my mom and stepdad. Mostly because my stepmom has been in my life when longer than my stepdad ever had. Not to mention that going through this again is opening up old mental scars from that prior experience. At this point, I just want to pray to god that this ends and resolves itself somehow. All I want is for it to be over and for things to go back to what they were before this shit popped up. But I don’t know if I have the strength to. Plus, every time I ever prayed in the past, it never worked. So, all I ask is for the prayers cause i don’t know what to do at this point.