Man, I'm so depressed that I can't even cry. I've been like that for 3 years already. I'm only 15, what did I do to deserve this never ending pain. There's people telling me they love me, but I dont feel any of that. I want somebody in my life, who would understand me and love me, but I dont think I deserve it. Every single day I think about ending all of it. I loved someone once and I dont think I'm gonna get the same love any time in the future.