I don’t know if anyone is going to like understand this but I hope so because yeah.

Anyway I feel extremely stuck like the title says. Like there are SO many things I want to do but I just can’t. The fact that I can’t makes me so frustrated I’ve got that one feeling coursing through me the slam your head against the wall type one. Does anyone have any idea how to get unstuck at all? Like I know how I’m supposed to feel or life or do things or whatever like I know point B but how do I get there no one ever tells me. Like I need it spelled out I feel so stupid.

An example of my stuck ness is I really love writing or I used to anyway and when I try to write I can’t. I get frustrated and upset and I know why I know it’s a perfectionism type thing and people say “just write” that’s the only way to get through but I literally can’t trying to gives me a mental breakdown and then I have a breakdown over the fact that trying gives me a breakdown. And this isn’t just with writing it’s with basically everything I want to do.

So if you relate at all or have any ideas it would be nice to not feel so alone and mad. Sorry this was really ranty