Fuck me fuck everything. I’m not getting better and this shit is more frequent now wtf do I do. Life is so pointless and painful and I don’t want to be like this I don’t want to be thinking this way and I don’t want to be acting like this but I can’t help it. I wish I actually wanted to die so I could fuckomg end myself easily. Wtf do I do. I want to Fucking stab myself or overdose or idk something but I’m a Fuckinf pussy, scared of actually doing something like this. Fuck this shit