to most people im either invisible or "dumb tweaker bitch" or just generally persona non grata. i have one real friend, and yesterday we met up and smoked a bit. i got so high cuz my tolerance is down, and i just kept talking and talking and apologizing. and he said "yk u remind me of my friend so much, except ur like crazy".  ide remember half the shit i said but needless to say he doesnt rly wanna talk to me anymore either fml at least now i have every excuse to full time commit to queen ana rip