I always have and anxious feeling.in my chest

Sometimes it feels like something is missing

 Sometimes it feels like pure rage. right now it feels like my heart is beating out of it. My pulse is usually around 110
  My minds always racing and i worry about everythIng
 I cant seem to find the good in anything. I always think the worst will Happen and it does. I feel like this shits gonna kill me. Like its tearing me down from the inside. And i see no way out.