Ex wants to say friends but he is fp so it makes it hard to move on and just change or reverse a relationship that was once so close. 

It also hurts because as a friend we barley talk and it just seems like he could give less of a shit about me so part of me wants to just cut it off to reduce this pain.

Part of me wants him back because we had so little issues. The only thing I didn’t like about his is he wouldn’t bluntly voice his opinion instead he’d jut avoid talking about certain things. 

I also have this problem only being sexually attracted to my fp. I can be physically attracted to other guys to an extent. However the only one I actually wanna be that close and have sex with is my fp. So it hurts.