I am just learning that I have  BPD. My town went through a Cat 5 hurricane that fucked up our town pretty good. I had extreme anxiety attacks ever since and have been prescribed busbar to help mood swings. I haven't got much better. I sleep in my spare time, fight with my boyfriend constantly, never go out. I don't have much to say I just don't know where to go from here. I am worried and scared. But in 10 minutes I will be okay for a while and then back to the world feeling like its collapsing on me again. It's hard to live like this.