I've had medical procedures done in the past but,  for some reason,  I'm more nervous about the one in having this Friday. I've even had this done before, 10 years ago.  I wasn't nervous then. I find myself making "plans" right now in case something goes wrong. I've made so many lists the last few days it's insane. Today I'm at the nail salon because I want my nails to look nice if something bad happens. 

Has anyone else been like this??? I hate that my family and I aren't on speaking terms.