I keep telling myself that it’s going to be okay. I graduate in a few days and I have no idea what I’m doing next. I keep applying to other colleges but I’m terrified of being rejected. I’ve had to work through a lot of crap in my life to get this far, and I’m afraid my application will just get tossed. I already have an anxiety disorder, but it’s going untreated. I’m not asking for any remedies or potions, but are there any tips for getting your body to just calm down for five minutes? I feel too worked up to eat. I’ve failed at avoiding caffeine- I had one soda because the taste is comforting. It feels like my brain is running a marathon.