It seems like I’ll be doing well for 3-4 days and then I break. I am very impulse and TRIGGER WARNING but I recently cut myself. Not too bad but i used to in the past and still have scars. My depression and anxiety have been at its worse it’s the beginning of august and I don’t feel like myself. I’m usually very motivated to work on myself and be healthy and fit but lately I’m so exhausted and it’s hard for me to get out of bed and be productive. I’m wondering if I need to do outpatient or inpatient for a week because I feel like I need a fucking break. I’m starting to hate how I look because I’ve gained weight from being depressed and overeating and oversleeping. I don’t want anything to interfere with my college classes because I’ve already dropped 3 classes recently. I need something structured that will help me wake up earlier so I’m thinking outpatient but I’m scared.