I’m 15 M and I don’t know what I’m doing. I sit in a shower and think about how depressed I am and how I think the only way out is killing myself. I think how much I hate school and how I do shit in all my subject. All the pressure with school I say get to the weekend then I say get to the end of term then I say get to end of year and I now I’m saying wait until I turn 18 so I can go racing in cars. If the cars thing doesn’t work I don’t know what I will do. My family have no idea how depressed I am. I have cut myself before and sat on the edge of a bridge daring myself to jump. I have no idea how to approach anyone about this. All I want is to feel like a normal teen. I’m 15 and I have been feeling like this for over 2 years now. I can’t sleep well at night and I can’t get up in the morning. I have no idea what I will do for work or even if I will finish school. I just need some advice please.