Can one have full blown BPD and traits of sociopathy? 
I feel no guilt or remorse- yet i can feel anxious about made up scenarios. 
I feel no empathy- unless its self pity. I can definitely get emotional about being suicidal but thats as far as it goes. 
I dont think im narcissistic because i have a very low/no self esteem. 
I know how to be and when to be charming. 
I do lie to get my way. 
I get a lot of intrusive thoughts, although never been diagnosed with ocd. I am interested however how it would feel to act on those thoughts. Id often get them while talking to anyone and there would be this accompanying feeling of: you only survived this encounter with me because i let you to. 
The only thing keeping me in my rails is simply fear of legal consequences.