I’m  considering suicide idk what to do this doctor said I had hpv but i saw another doctor and they said it was just a yeast infection I saw a online Derm and they said harmless bumps and everyone Reddit says harmless bumps  I have so munch paranoia and I think I have it but maybe I don’t I don’t what doctors to believe and it’s causing me so munch stress and I can’t stop looking down there and don’t what to do it. I’m having so munch anxiety over this I keep researching stuff and it making think I have it more and it scares me more idk what to do I’m so scared I need help I can’t it’s everyday it’s effecting my life it’s effecting my job I just want this feeling to end.