i've pointed many people out to be abusing me, but others would look at this and say ''no you aren't the victim here'', a lot of it is anxiety fuel'd, people often say trust your gut instinct but what if my gut instinct is incorrect and a sign of my paranoia kicking in again? how do i know if a sibling really is gaslighting me, or if i am gaslighting someone else so bad i believe they are doing it to me.