I have only ever been able to hold down a job for max one year since I was 18. I’ve jumped from job to job to job for 8 years because I get fired, I quit, or I have a mental breakdown of some sort. I genuinely feel incapable of working. I’ve done all kinds of things - childcare, serving, retail, receptionist, prep chef - none of them work out or last they always end the same. My depressive episodes are so bad that I have no idea how other people with bipolar can go to work. I have called out more times than I can count. I’ve no showed. I’ve quit before I even started. I have applied for disability twice. Denied both times. 

What do I do from here? I don’t know how to make my own money. I never have.