I know ill get better in a few weeks once I get settled in and used to the distance between us. But my mind right now is not... Normal. I need to calm down and be sane. I don't want to take long term medication but I need something while I adjust. Im going to the doctor today, but does anyone have any recommendations? I'm feeling frantic, not depressed, but unhinged. I can't stop messaging him. I can't stop calling him. I can't stop myself this time, I'm usually able to but not this time.