Hello, hope someone can give me some advice here. I have ADHD and generalized anxiety. 

About almost 2 year ago, I had a big job conflict with a colleague. I work in a very big television station, this was my dream as kid to work there. 

I know I am good at my job, but I sometimes have issues with social relations. To be quick, during that conflict, I did understand the instructions of the assignment well, and I did a little mistake during my shift. The colleague that was there during the shift, which was acting as team lead, told me at the end of the shift that I was never doing anything correct and that I was the only team member that needed to be constantly repeated what to do. She was very condescending and mean, and it made me very upset and sad. I asked her if we could talk about it. She said : honestly, no I don't want to talk about it. I was on the verge of depression, just lost another job I really liked, it was a very bad time. Being hyper sensitive, I reacted strongly, was crying and pushed a pencil case on the floor. While she was smiling and laughing at me. 

After that, she made a complaint to our boss, and I got into some big trouble with HR, while all along what I was feeling is that I was a victim, all this happened because I mis interpreted what was told to me. 

After that happened, my boss told me that If I wanted to keep my job, I was forbidden to talk about the fact that I have Adhd. I felt that this was discrimination, so I recorded the conversation with my apple watch. I went to one of my colleague who had told me was our union representative. It ended out he was not, and told my boss everything. It was a real nightmare...

Now I am back at my job, working with those two colleagues. They told coworkers about the whole situation. Things are okay with my boss, but I am not allowed to discuss any personal problems with my colleagues. I never got closure with the two colleagues in question, and I feel so sad whenever I think about it... And I dont want to quit because I love the job so much. I want to move on and I dont know what to do. They act as if nothing happened while for me, it is still a very big deal. Everybody used to like me and I want to go back  at that pont and feel better about this and about myself. 

Anybody has advice? :( Thanks ❤️