I literally have no idea who I am or what I want or what I want from life at all and it’s costing me years and years of my life. I’ve ended up having another wakening where I don’t identify with my degree anymore. I really want to do psychology now but I’ve spent the last few years hellbent on doing law but now that’s all been a big waste of time and I have decided I want to do psychology. This has put me even further behind my friends than I already was :( A lot of the time I really do feel like death is preferable to living with this illness