Here's my issue 

Need healthcare get to get officially diagnosed, I've only been told I have traits, which was when I was 18 and I'm now 22. Surprise suprise, my symptoms have only gotten worse. 

Can't get healthcare without getting some type of degree 

Can't get an education because my BPD is v e r y bad and prevents me from studying consistently 

I fucking hate this place and I feel like I might actually have a life if it weren't for the lack of accessible treatment.

Sick of having antidepressants thrown at me when it never helps 

 Guess this is my punishment for not having rich parents haha :)