I landed a awesome engineering position, i start the job in may. it’s basically a dream job for me. unfortunately, i got in a scuffle in january and got charged with disorderly conduct/obstruction of officer. these are both very minor misdemeanors. the job will do a background check and while i already worked a internship for them (before arrest) i’m so worried that i’m going to be denied the position. I’ve been so worried it’s made me physically ill basically everyday for the past month, i have nightmares about it, it’s ruined my ability to socialize. Am i catastrophizing? this feel so out of my control i’m basically going insane. any advice/help would be so appreciated