I woke up today and took a shower and didn't feel like I had to force myself. I took a shower yesterday too. Usually my shower time is two weeks apart at most. I also brushed my teeth after my shower after a month of not brushing. Gross, I know- and I do pay the price for it... But that's how my depression works, it cripples me. Feels horrible. 


But lately I've been doing the things I'm suppose to and idk! I'm trying not get overly excited but it feels nice not having a weight on me right now.