i forgot how addicting it can feel to be around somebody. but with that being said the feeling after is so dreadful. like why can’t i just be happy like i was while hanging out? it’s like the second i’m alone it feels like everything’s wrong. 

i guess a pro is that i feel so confident and on top of the world around them and absolutely NOTHING will bother me, but the con is feeling like everything’s bothering me the second they aren’t there.