I’m just an armature idiot. I’m not a pro bodybuilder despite being diligent for over 4 years in my training, I’m not a manager despite literally figuring out my current job from scratch and training everyone, I’m fucking short and pathetic and no one ever takes me seriously, I’m not competent since I’m a dumbass dropout, and my depression and self loathe has destroyed my social life.
How can I just go blip and never come back?