I’m tired of feeling frustrated everyday. I’m so tired of everything. I’m constantly disappointed by ppl around. The problem isn’t them, the problem is me. I don’t feel like I belong here, I don’t want to be here. I’ve gone to doctors for support and recently started anti depressant medication less than a week ago. My anxiety is all over the place. My depression feels constant. I hate going outside. I just hate myself and it feels like no matter what I do or how hard I try I’m fighting this uphill battle I’m never going to win. I wish my mind would stop attacking me.