Im 16M and over the course of almost a year now I’ve been feeling really lonely and sad most of the time. I’ve never been actually diagnosed with depression but I’m just sad for no reason all the time.

There are a lot of things that have affected me and added to my sadness over the past year (for example, not getting invited to anything for a while, the hopelessness of getting with a girl i really liked, and not having anyone to talk to on most weekends), but no matter what mindset I try to put myself into, nothing seems to improve and something new always seems to put me down.

Although I have a good relationship with my parents, I refuse to tell them about this sadness because I hate talking about this kind of stuff with them. Most of the time I feel so alone since I don’t have many people to talk to about this, and the thought of me being completely alone scares me to death.

I have this dreading fear that I’ll be alone forever, and while some of my friends have assured me that this isn’t true, the future just seems hopeless. I’ve had the mindset that someday something good will happen and my problems will slowly fade away, but every day i doubt even more that it will happen.

Yeah I’m just ranting here since I had a terrible day and have no one to talk about it with.