My 8 year old cousin brother was playing with his friends . While they were playing something would have happened so one of his friends slapped him and he came home . He told his father ( my uncle) and he scolded that guy . Then he told my cousin brother that if he slapped you , you should have beat the shit out of him . 


Now I don't know why But I started thinking about myself . I never fought anyone in my life . Is this because I'm coward ? Am I coward ? What will I do if anything like this happened to me ? 


I am a fucking adult and I feel like this. It's so frustrating. I don't know why it happens with me all the time . 

Is this a sign of being coward ?