Hi everyone so in certain moods i get in i can feel my sanity slipping and its like i like it, also i dont know why but the joker specifically from dark knight has always been like someone i relate to almost, not the way hes violent against innocent people but the way he lost all sanity, most people ive talked to are scared of losing there mind, but in certain moods as i feel my sanity slipping i start to like it and almost even acccelerate it with fucked up music and thoughts and sometimes i very lightly cut a number into my forearm , most people would feel ashamed/embaressed but my fucked up head somehow makes me feel good when i do it, does anyone else feel this ever? Its not all the time but definitely a few times a week (for me anyway) lmk if you relate?