Especially since there are other people in the world that suffer the same and basically making me feel guilty for using anxiety as an excuse for my lack of ability to think quickly or accurately at all times. Sometimes I make some of the most dumbest embarrassing mistakes which people feel so insecure to judge me on a lot. But I know it's much more down to anxiety and lack of energy from depression than it is me actually not being smart or capable of achieving or doing a certain job. It really fucking sucks when you have a whole different image portrayed of you as a direct result of shitty anxiety that never ends.