I always take them in the morning, without fail, but these past couple of days I have been super late on them, and today I just straight up forgot.

At first it was great, I was in a better mood than I have ever been since starting them, but now I'm realizing I've gotten out of practice with keeping a cap on emotion based actions. I stalked my ex, I'm intentionally picking fights, im seeking out hookups, its really bad. I've grown way too dependent on them.

I just don't know what to do, I'm freaking out that I might ruin all of my relationships. I guess I just want someone to talk to