It's the only thing that makes me smile anymore. The only peace, order and dignity that I have to look forward to. Everything else is bullshit and lies and I'm tired of pretending that everything's fine cause I get to converse with myself, please myself, lose myself within myself, stack up endless things that mean shit when I'm dead anyway and fuck people are just walking, talking, anuses with hidden agendas you don't learn until you're in a fucking financial and moral bear trap. 

Stay. Away. From. People. They. Are. Poison.