(M22) I been fighting depression for a very long time. Growing up my childhood was pretty difficult. I felt left out and bullied and I think it affected me on a social level so I feel awkward talking to other people and Im usually reserved. every time I try my best in life it seems like something happens and it blows up in my face every time and it sometimes it’s my fault sometimes it’s not and it’s hard for me to get up and put energy into things because I barely have energy to begin with making it hard to do activities and just living everyday in general. Is this a long term effect of depression?
How do u get affordable help?