I started a new software development job a couple of days ago, and I was super excited at first because I was finally pursuing the career that I have wanted to for years.

But I am now in constant panic and anxiety because I feel like I am not qualified for the job at all.

I was put on a project somewhat outside my sill set which was fine, I can adapt to this, but I have spent the last 4 days (yes I am stress working over the weekend to get this done) trying to do a 2 hour task. and I cant fucking do it.

I am trying to set up a docker container to get my app running. I have read so many tutorials and followed along, read through so much documentation and tried everything I can think of. But nothing is working for me. I am so fucking lost.

I guess it was nice to have a job for a few days and imagine my life improving somewhat, but I wont be surprised if they fire me before the end of this week. That is what I would do.