I always feel pressured by my family to do things. They end up making me feel guilty about certain things or questioning me.  I have anxiety in general which I have been managing pretty well over the last year. But this situation came up and it’s tearing me apart… My family (16 of us) are going on a Disney trip next year. It’s not cheap. A family member just got engaged and is having her wedding in Hawaii in 2024… that will also be very expensive. My boyfriend and I have not taken a vacation with just the two of us yet and we were planning on going away down south in 2024 already. I won’t have the funds to go to Hawaii that year plus vacation