Is it a normal part of BPD to feel like you’re different versions of yourself? Thinking back on my life feels like walking through fog, and what I do remember feels like it happened to other “people”, which are just different versions of myself. But I’m so disconnected from my life and the person I was in that time, it literally feels like I’m different people all the time. The different “versions” of myself feel so different from each other that it feels like I’ve had a completely different brain every year. Sometimes something will trigger me to “turn” into the different versions of myself if something reminds me of a specific time period or trauma, and it’s like opening my head and switching my brain out. I also have maladaptive daydreaming, and on top of feeling like a different version of myself, I constantly feel like I’m different characters based around my daydreams as well and it affects the way I act too.  I’m trying to explain this the best I can; I’ve tried to explain it to someone before and they tried to armchair diagnose me with DID so I want to be clear that to my knowledge it’s absolutely not like that at all. I’m aware this is probably dissociation tho, but I mainly see people with BPD discussing interpersonal relationships and emotional issues as opposed to dissociation. Would this be considered a normal dissociative experience for BPD or a part of identity diffusion? 

Also, I apologize if this is common sense. I’ve only been diagnosed for less than a year and I’m still learning more about this disorder. Thanks in advance