i recently got diagnosed with bpd, i am slowly figuring things out. i was unaware i have bpd because i was diagnosed with bipolar for years.. i didnt know you could have both bipolar and bpd. but, it makes a lot of sense. especially after reading all the stuff on here 

i noticed that i consistently just switch on people… i will love them one moment and then just hate them the next. sometimes its pent up anger against that person that builds up and just explodes into cutting that person out of my entire life. i will do shitty things and say shitty things and feel like its justified for whatever reason. 

sometimes i delete people from my life… like i will just erase them as much as i can. sometimes someone will bring someone up from my past, i get flashbacks and what not. they will say their name and instantly i am like holy shit i totally forgot about that person. i just shut that person out of my life as much as i can