So. 

I have a rlly bad tendency to split on people. I start hating them like CRAZY. Lately, I’m rlly working on not doing that. 

I still split tbh. I feel it hella strong. But I dnt react the way I used 2. At times I can communicate my feelings. At times I can stop myself. I could never do that before. So I feel like it’s progress. 

Lately, I have been asking my friends for advice on situations. 

I know I don’t see things logically when they happen. It’s like my emotions take over. So whenever I have started to split. Instead of arguing with that person. 

I go to a friend and ask for advice. I try to talk to them through my feelings. Because if I’m being honest. Sometimes I dnt know why I’m so upset with someone. Sometimes idk what im even feeling. I’m jst feeling way 2 much emotion at once. 

Is this a bad thing to do? I one day wanna b able to do it on my own. But I can’t right now. It really does help though. 

I always ask if they have the time to listen to me and if they can offer me a different perspective on a situation.