Hi everyone. I'll try to keep this brief. 

I've suffered with depression my whole life. Had a really bad bout in the middle 2010s that pretty much took me out of life for 3 years. Got out from under that, got a job, about 2 years ago, workplace stresses began to get the better of me, job performance deteriorated and I was let go. I'm OK with that part. 

The one thing that's 'new' in this latest battle is the total, abject, complete loss of interest in anything and everything I used to love. I used to have a ton of hobbies, I might have even used hobbies to  escape from depression stuff, but now, all I can do is sit in a room in front of a TV. 

The guitars go unplayed, the tools go unusued, the woodworking stuff sits there collecting dust, the old classic car rusts away... 

I stand to lose an awful lot if this thing goes south, like it did in 2013-2015. Since that time, I've found my soulmate, purchased an amazing house and otherwise have a great life. I'm just completely fucking paralyzed. 

On the job and personal finance front, I have enough of a cash runway to hold me through a year, after that, I'll have to find an income. I cannot return to my previous profession. Right now, I'm good there, but obviously this isn't an infinitely sustainable situation and if I go back to what it was during the 'bad phase', I risk losing it all. At that point, there's no point to much of anything else. 

Ideas here?