I tried to make my mind wander away from all the painful day-to-day activities, but in the end, everything just got worse, everyone just made it hellish and I was the only one suffering from it, yet no one even bothered to help.I am really emotionally weak and mentally fragile. On top of that, I am an introverted and skinny person. Everything that has happened in my life up to this point has made me want to simply put an end to my meaningless existence.