I feel like if I no longer have passion, and nothing brings me joy or happiness. I go to a job that gives me anxiety, but at this stage everything that isn't being at home gives me anxiety. So how does the system expect me to carry on when I have nothing to live for, making money, becoming more miserable, and they don't even take the time to make a referral for my mental health, I have been trying for way too long with little to no result.
I'm done, life on this forsaken please planet with people that don't give a shit about anything but themselves is too much for me.
Maybe my suicidal impulses will take me, but most likely I'll be fine by tomorrow, but when they come back who knows....
the suspense is killing me
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