Ok so,I have noticed that when I talk to a person and we get close,almost like relationship type,I immediately think i will spend my life with that person,like even tho its been just a week I’m like I’m in love.. I just feel so at the moment,like im gonna marry that person..It happened to me plenty of times,but when days went by I was confused with the decision I made,like I really am not in love anymore? and think what is wrong with me...I heard it could be a sign of BPD (not self diagnosing just very curious),also I can be really insecure but then the next minute im like damn im so hot,like literally Almost feel like a God and untouchable,I literately stare into the mirror a lot and admire myself when I get that boost of confidence,and this one could be a sign of bipolarity? So tell me what you think,I’m literally so confused,I can’t afford a psychiatrist at the moment.,. Ps I’m F/16.