Hey,

Ever since Thursday my body has shut down on the inside. I don’t feel anything anymore. I don’t emotionally feel anything. I feel empty on the inside. Like there’s absolutely nothing there if that makes sense. There’s no more hope in me if that makes sense. I can only feel external things (temperature, touch, etc). I don’t know what to do it feels like this is the end. It seems like a sign that my body is ready to die. I tried to listen to my favorite songs or do the things I love but nothing is working to turn whatever was inside me again.