I have a huge problem with ruining things.. something goes wrong and the whole day/week is a write off because I fucked it all up and now I couldn't ever make it better. However small or ineffectual it is, I just can't get over the idea that everything is tainted and ruined and just irredeemably bad. 

I know it's only monday but it's 2pm and everything has gone okay without me even trying. I'm sure that sounds so small but it means so much to me :)