The tittle is a bit dramatic but it suits my story. I am a 30 year old male that appears to be living the "life." I'm tall, good looking, popular, have a great career that I enjoy, have a great social circle and am well connecting in my industry and overall have a sociable personality. There is one massive problem in my life, however, that no one knows about except my parents and it has caused me many bouts of depressive episodes.

When I was 25, I got jumped by a group of guys and they kicked me everywhere (especially the pelvis and lower back area). Long story short, this incidence gave me some form of erectile dysfunction and pelvic pain symptoms and that has led to many bouts of ED with females. The pelvic pain has dissipated but the ED has remained. I've been to dozens of specialists and doctors and the only thing that works relatively well is Cialis and Viagra. Although I have been able to have sexual relations with some women and have had a gf, this issue has caused me great grief to the point of suicidal ideation. I can't perform like before and it really fucking drives me to extreme emotions at times.

Anyways, just wanted to vent. Shit sucks ass sometimes.