I’m struggling with my brain at the moment. I went into a proper spiral a few weeks ago and cut everyone off. I went of social media and stopped talking to people. 
I didn’t just cut them of I explained that I needed a small amount of time to get my head right, but it’s probably been around a month and I’ve not really talked to them since. Problem is mostly to do with the fact that I am now completely shutting down, I want to continue be all alone watching stupid shows or YouTube videos but I’m not getting anything real out of it. I want to stay all by myself with no one but I really miss my friends.