I feel like such a horrible person. My best friend (who is also my brothers girlfriend) always wants to come over and hang out. She gets tested for COVID regularly but my brother and I don’t (I don’t go anywhere and he works- if I were him I’d be getting tested but whatever.) and every time she comes over or invites us over I feel so guilty. I don’t want to go anywhere because I don’t want to get covid or give it to my family, but I don’t want to say no to her because I’ll feel bad. So I just let it happen.

I’m such a bad person. I let what my friends think of me influence me more than my actual values/beliefs. I do not think I should be going anywhere or that she should be coming over. I know what I should do but I’m scared. I feel disgusted with myself for letting this happen. Every time I go anywhere or she comes over I feel such immense guilt and cognitive dissonance.