people I try dating treat me as disposable?

Out of the people I've been with since my last big breakup last spring:

3 had no chemistry, don't care about any longer

1 actually stood me up

1 hooked up with me a few times but flaked/stood me up about 3x that

1 is dating me? kinda? she said she loved me and we sext/write each other poetry a bunch, but today was the first time we were gonna see each other in close to a month and she flaked last minute. she said she'd call me later but I'm not holding my breath. she's super busy/burnt out with work, but it doesn't help my paranoia that the last time we saw each other was when we hung out with some of her friends. anyway it really fucks with my head because it feels like an LDR despite us living less than two miles apart.


what the fuck is wrong with me? like what are some common things that lead people to view others as disposable?