Idk what to say really when I am around friends I feel like I am acting emotions then when I get home and I am alone in my bedroom I just go into a numb state like I am currently. I don’t know if it’s depression but I just need some advice for it from others feeling like this. I also have trouble expressing how I am feeling to people. I am at the point that if someone generally asks how I am I will burst into tears. Im on the edge (not suicidal) I just want to cry but I have trouble doing so.