It's a month since I started feeling that. I get into this feeling when I think about something, and when I get it how it works and from what it consists, and then it does a lump in my throat, and the feeling like I am gonna vomit because how boring the world is, but I have some feelings when I eat something tasty or do something else, like things that are new to me, they get me outta this but not for long time, when I understand from what consists the new thing, it gets me deppresed again, like I am living in a box and the whole world is so obvious and not interesting, even if I have feelings, but I think they are too little. When I get high dose of dopamine, I can forget about this for a while, but then it takes me again and again. I am feeling like I am sleepy and want just to fall off and forget about everything, quit this feeling and feel ok, but the harder I try myself to push me enjoying the life, the harder gets the feeling like am hiding this and still living in a box. Enjoying new or getting a streak won't get me out of this, I tried. What do I need to do? Please help me!