I recently started a new job, my first "real" job since graduating college. I'm in training and people are constantly saying I shouldn't be afraid to ask questions, there's no stupid questions, etc etc, but every time I ask a question people are looking at me/answering like I'm a total idiot. When I ask for help they sigh or look very annoyed on camera. Wtf *you're* the trainer.... so train me? I've only been working for seven days in total, you should expect me to ask for help. Half an hour into work today, I turned off my camera (and mic when I'm not speaking) so I can cry in peace. At least I'm working from home. Gonna spend my lunch hour crying lol 



I'm gonna be in training for this whole month basically. How  can I make it through it without spending my time working *crying* and hating the people who are training me? After  training I am working solo ... so I just need to hold on until then.. but how?