I'm (34f) a NEET still living at home with my parents due to plenty of reasons, including medical/emotional. When faced with most situations where a normal adult would have no problem since they're already self sufficient, instead of thinking anything rational (like a solution to whatever the situation is), my mind immediately jumps to berating myself ("lol you worthless sack of shit," "idk why they need **your** application, you're a useless Know-Nothing/Do-Nothing" "what's wrong with you/why is there so much wrong with you?!" etc.). I wish I could split myself into two people and have the one Me beat the absolute shit out of the other Me for being so useless. I know I shouldn't, but knowing this makes me berate myself for doing so when I know I shouldn't.