i’m in one of those period of life where i don’t have any activities or passions. i don’t care about anything except for my boyfriend and he is the only person i ever hang out with. i didn’t choose to stop seeing my friends they all just started doing their own things. i’m failing my first semester at college, am broke and without a job, and my ed has come back. i only want to be high or drunk, but i lost my fake so i dont drink much anymore. what are ways to find happiness in my solitude and make changes to make things better for myself?