I cannot feel pleasure. I can't feel energy or motivation or passion. I can't retain info, I can't think critically. I fail at most shit and have to cheat on all of my tests to get by. I feel so fking useless. I look forward to nothing in my life as I feel nothing good. I'm just a dead inside zombie. Nothing is meaningful, having kids, traveling, new hobbies; nothing. Especially when you can't feel good