27 female 
Current medications: Adderall XR 30mg, Zoloft 50mg, Buspirone 5mg (as needed) and Lybrel birth control pill. 

I’m about to be really open on this post. Because I need advice. So for the past couple of years, it has been very hard for me to sleep. It’s easier after I’ve had a long day of work, but mostly I have to take ZQuil or Benadryl to help. (Not every night) but most of the time. I can’t stop thinking about someone being in my apartment with a gun. I check my cameras constantly before I go to sleep. If I hear a noise I stay up even longer and look outside. I make sure my doors are locked atleast twice before I lay down. I keep my door cracked for my cat, and I can’t help but to stare at the crack thinking that there is someone staring back at me. I can shut my door and feel better but it makes my room very hot and my cat scratches at the door to come back in. This also happens at the store or if anyone looks “suspicious” I always think they are about to pull out a gun. I am terrified. I’m always super super “aware” of my surroundings to the point of exhaustion. I wish I knew why I developed this so I can fix it. 

I’ve brought this up to my doctors before but we just kinda shrugged it off.