does anyone else feel like they’ve never been in love/had their first love yet? i have a very difficult time differentiating between ‘attachment’ &amp; ‘love’ when I “like” someone. so i can never tell if i genuinely love that person, or if its just my BPD obsession acting out. i think every time i’ve thought i liked someone, i never genuinely did &amp; it was just an attachment i formed to them :/ i wonder when i’ll be able to genuinely love someone.