I’m a 22 year old female and he’s 23. We had a very intense passionate relationship, when I met him I was not open to any relationship and I don’t think I had ever loved before. We were having casual sex but he liked me. I tried to fight my feelings for him but I let him in in the end and our relationship taught me everything i know about myself. We don’t talk anymore and I miss him dearly. I relate sex to him, I could never imagine myself having that type of deep and intimate sexual connection with anyone else because I felt so safe around him. He bought out all of the sexiness in me if that makes sense. It’s quite torturous as I feel as though I can’t be emotionally intimate or even physically intimate really with anyone else, and I don’t want to be. I had relationships in the past and I never really felt like this. I feel like my sexuality has ended and I’ve peaked and my life is over. Is this a BPD thing?