***This may trigger some people***

I grew up very sheltered, though I was poor i was hidden away from the harshness of the world in a small little town. I'm 25 now and I live in a city and I really just want to hide from the world as my job is intensely stressful to me. Giving me so much responsibility with little to no guidance. Maybe I just don't have the mental resolve for this world, maybe I should just move back to my home town and get a shitty job. I probably sound pretty lame but I feel truly lost right now. Is there going to be some turning point in life? I feel like I'm killing myself slowly and often times thinking about suicide. 
My apologies if this brought you down, I really try to be positive most the time - I just need to vent