for context I have bipolar disorder and I go into psychosis sometimes. I start to hallucinate and say weird things. It's really scary. I have gone into psychosis in public before and I am afraid it will happen again. Everytime I leave the house I am afraid of getting psychosis. It's all I think about. I can't have fun or enjoy my time. I am also afraid of fainting because I've had that happen to me in public twice cause I used to starve myself