I’m a sophomore now. Due to major depressive disorder, I failed 6 out of 6 subjects in the first semester, then 5 out of 6 subjects, now I’m failing 3 out of 7 subjects. I feel like I’m the stupidest, laziest, most irresponsible person ever. There is literally no single person out of 10000 students in my college who failed that much subjects.

I tried 8 different meds but none of them worked. I’m forever doomed.