Anxiety....it's a 4 letter word. I feel like 2020 has broken me. Even after being on 20 mg of lexapro daily and can take 5mg of loreazepam as needed. Even with both I still struggle to function and can still have panic attacks. I feel more depressed than ever especially since I'm working remotely with my spouse and children also being home. I've been at my new job for 4 months and feel like an epic failure. Learning this job has been difficult remotely and management hasn't been the most supportive. I've begun looking for a new position but worry constantly. I'm tired of stressing, crying, and freaking out. I don't want this to affect my family but I constantly feel like I'm on the edge of a breakdown. Meds either don't help or barely take the edge off. Please tell me there's a light at the end of the tunnel.