Oh wow, I should try therapy, why the fuck did I not think of that??  


Are people actually this dense? Do they not think that therapy was one of the first things I sought when I realised my feelings of sadness and hopelessness were becoming persistent?   


Also, here's a useful hint - there are plenty of incompetent therapists! A lot of them make it much worse and waste time and money. Everyday there are posts on here about therapists who have commented disgusting things and drilled the wrong idea in people's heads. The ones that don't outright suck are still only there for a paycheck.  


'Oh well you might have to go through several of them before you find a good one'.   


So why not mention this before?? And sorry, I'll just tell my suicidal thoughts to hold back for a year while I waste my fucking time with a bunch of people who don't belong in their profession. People truly have no idea how it works. The people who say this are always the people who have never even been to therapy.  


Therapy isn't the cure all you believe it is! If I do go to therapy, don't expect me to be completely cured in several months! Even if you had the best therapist in the world, most of recovery is forcing yourself to change and be better, and that means you having to tolerate me when I'm shut off instead of just calling me toxic and uncaring.  


It's so obvious when people say 'go to therapy' that they don't want to deal with me, I'm just inconveniencing them, they would rather some stranger deals with me so they don't have to talk to me. Even though therapy says to talk to the people you know about what they do that upsets you!   


I am so!! Sick of this attitude!!!