I'll try to provide as much context as I can. so I've been working in the deli for about 8 months and a bit ago a new bakery employee was transferred over to our store. we start at topping for a bit and eventually I asked her if she was by and she said yes but she didn't really date girls because the previous relationship she was in went south. I don't remember how but eventually we decided we wanted to hang out and she invited me over to her house to spend the night. we're doing that again tonight. she's been helping me through a lot of hard shit that I've been going through lately and I know she genuinely cares. like yesterday I broke down at my doctor's office and after that I came over to the store because I knew she was working and I came to talk to her person and she helped so so so much. she actually invited me to spend the week at her camper just to decompress and take my mind off of everything because we both need that at the moment. Tonight we're going play pool and hang out with one of her friends and I think it's going to be fun. however, she has a thing for our store manager. He's engaged yet he's pursuing her. I try to tell her that this is going to get complicated and messy if they continue talking. but she is saying that she knows what she's doing and she can handle herself and if things get too messy she'll walk away. however he sent her let's say sexual text so I think about boundary was crossed there although I'm not sure if she reciprocated or not. so now I'm left wondering where we are in everything. we've known each other for like I'm not even sure at this point because time runs together for me but maybe like a month or two. I like her and I've never been so sure about something before and I hope I just give it time she'll be my girlfriend or at least I really hope so. any thoughts on this? there is more in my profile history as well and please feel free to ask any questions at all. I'm at work right now but I will reply to every single one when I can. sorry if they are any mistakes in the writing. I'm using voice to text.

she's let me into her world and I'm so glad to be there. I just want to make sure she's okay all the time. I've never been so truly comfortable with someone before. plus, our hugs are long, tight, and genuine.

oh yeah we hung out with her aunt Shirley and then she mentioned she wanted to ease me in into meeting her family and I also met her mom and she's super nice and genuine which I love.

she's taken me on drug deals, snorted xanax. I know this may be whatever but I'm chill with it. that's what I mean by she's let me into her world I'm trying to be as chill as I can. and be myself