My ‘friends’ are talking about something (over text) that neither of them want to tell me, they didn’t even think to message me. 
The only thing that’s kept me going in this whole quarantine thing is knowing that everyone is dealing with the same, that I’m not the only one isolated and that the whole world has stopped. But now, my ‘friends’ (two of them) have snuck out and met up, so they’ll be spending quarantine together. And I’ll be here, again, alone, splitting because I feel like they don’t want me, now they’re gonna talk about things and spend time together without me. 
I can’t deal with it, it hurts and I’m too anxious. I feel so, so alone.