Tw Mention of knifes 
I’m 15 and have bp2, I’ve been experiencing symptoms since I was 12 but it has got gradually worse since then. Normally I’m a pretty paranoid person ,eg. Thinking someone is following me 24/7 but i don’t think I’ve ever had psychosis. This happens about a week ago and I think I might of had psychosis for a couple days after a small depressive ep . In those days I was searching the house w knifes because I thought someone was hiding,was convinced my cat was helping someone kidnap me or trying to warn me someone was going to kidnap me (I couldn’t work out which one), shouted an old lady on a walk because I thought she was following me, I didnt sleep because I thought someone would kill me in my sleep and thought my reflection in the window was demon so I stared at it for a while instead of sleep. In my science lesson convinced myself the teacher would stab me so I just sat there panicking ,luckily I sat next to my friend and when I explained it to him he left the classroom w me.lastly ,for backstory I  Iive opposite a church and they have funeralls sometimes and they were having one when that happens so I went over, And hid in a bush because I thought it was a ploy to distract me and they were going to kill me and put me into the grave. I ran to my friends house and because she knows I have bipolar she made me wait at hers until I chilled out so it was all good. Anyways this has never happened before in an ep so I’m scared my bipolar some on how got worse eve tho I’m on meds.