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So I have bipolar 1. I was in heavy psyciatric care for 6 years, had an entire team i would see at least 1 time a month. I had an initial diagnoses of psychosis. I had a nurse, a metabolic doctor, a psychiatrist,

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as well as a social worker.

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I have been out of the care of tat team for 3 years and just got a medical doctor, I am also diagnosed as panic disorder, social anxiety disorder and generalised anxiety disord

I recently had a breathing issue flair up and its hard for me to know if my new doctor is just being careful sending me to so many different appointments or if it is a need for concern. I cleaned a bachelor house for three days and got into mouse piss and shit as well as mouse shit and piss stains, dog hair, insane dust build up as well as everyting else you can expect in a house that hasnt been cleaned for 3 years.

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The doctor gave me a rescue puffer then a maintenence steroid puffer, then a nasal spray, now antibiotics. Then booked me for a CT scan, now she refeared me to a respretory specialist that I have not even talked to and now she has asked tat specialist to refear me to a doctor and as told me he may    

want a lung biopsy... so wtf am i suppost to expect? As soon as I told her i smoke she has seemed fixated on that as the cause but i have only been smoking for 4 years! Its not like i am a 60 or 80 year old wo as been smoking 50+ years. 

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I sent her a message expressing my concern about how this has excellated from rescue puffer- rescue puffer+ maintenence puffer- rescure puffer+ maintence puffer+ nasal spray and antibioticsm- a respritory terapist- a respretory doctor who may or may not want a biopsy! I am doing a good job to manage my anxiety but holy fucking jesus its hard. I had only 1 unmanageable panic attack so far that landed me in emerge because so much snot was built up in the back of my throat my breathing meditation made it feel like i was drowning.

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I am pretty fucking sure I dont have COPD, Lung disease or anything like that but holy shit the amount of specialist she is having me go to is scaring the crap out of me... like is she just being extra careful i dont have lung issues because of the pandemic?

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Also I am used to having immediate care for my mental health as i had 5 different people I could speak to 9-5 every weekday for 5 years, i dont want to over burden her with so many concerns but like i dont even know when/if/what i should even be concerned about.