Maybe this is a small thing, but I feel like no one actually gives a shit what I say. I give advice, they ignore it. I tell people things I think are interesting and no one cares. I'm just invisible everywhere I go. It doesn't matter what I say. I straight up say I want to die and that doesn't provoke anyone. I'm not even an attention seeker, I've just legitimately been ignored my entire life. Parents, peers, ect. If I don't matter to anyone, how can I matter to myself?