I have been really struggling lately. I am having major mood swings and auditory hallucinations that tell me to hurt myself. I have seen “shadow people” and heard music and whispering at points too. I want to go get help but I don’t know where to begin, I already waited the three day weekend bc of Labor Day. I have two final exams and I will be off school for a month, but it feels impossible to go take them. I also have a very stressful job in a hospital and I am prn but I keep not scheduling myself because I hate it and I don’t feel safe caring for patients. I haven’t worked in a while and I just want to quit and take my break to admit myself or something. I’ve been scared to take my meds because of overdose thoughts, and that isn’t helping either. I’m just so stressed out and lost. Where do I go from here ?