     Every day, I am surrounded by people. As soon as I get home, I just want to be by myself for the remainder of the evening before having to repeat the never-ending cycle the next day. If someone interrupts my solidarity, I push them away or become angry. As a result, I've lost the connection between my family and I, I no longer have good friends, and I've torn apart lifelong relationships. I feel like a terrible person. The thing is, I want to have meaningful people in my life, I just lack the energy to maintain good, healthy relationships. 
Because if I don’t have people, what do I have going for me?