Everything feels weird and yet somehow it seems like i won't feel a thing. I get Bad Episodes where i cry daily and My chest feels heavy and i say i'm sad but If i'm Honest i'm not sure if i actually feel anything. I laugh and i cry but They are just actions. I feel like with depression i have Lost The ability to truly feel something. I act like i have emotions but i just dont know. I can cry when I'm alone but it just feels numb. Laughing and smiling feels numb as well no matter how "Happy" i think i feel.