Why do I have such debilitating anxiety and depression ? Other people had much harder lives than I have. how come then that I am this broken and barely functioning ? I don’t understand 

I can’t keep a job for shit I get too anxious.
Daily life feels like hell when im outside my house

I am just fucking weak ?

I’ve got medication and a week of medical leave from my psychiatrist.

My parents are beating me up because of this, they say that I can’t just leave my job for a week like this, they fear that im going to stop all together. 

I really fucking want to have a job but the anxiety surpasses me and I feel powerless and I can’t fucking concentrate on anything and im not able to do my job. Im inept. I barely talk to people at work because im in such an anxious state, I just can’t. 

I feel so hopeless I just want to die at this point, I can’t function im broken, im just a burden to this world.