I've started taking clozapine about a week ago. I'm currently at 50mg per day, tomorrow will be 75mg, and I'm starting to notice some positive effects. I have less hallucinations, my thoughts are quieter and I'm more organized mentally.

Unfortunately I still take risperidone, 2mg. I used to take it before going to sleep but now I take it in the morning and it ruins my day. I sleep a lot and I'm so tired because of it.

On a positive note, I'm writing again. I focus on poetry (in French) and I write about schizophrenia. I post them on r/poesie. It feels good to be able to write complex things again