Going through a FP breakup. Living in the same home. Everything makes me sad. I cry for 24 hours and have cried the entire month. I can't eat full meals, I had 2 eggs and half a chicken sandwich today. I'll try to have the other half before I go to sleep but it physically hurts to eat. Digestion is painful, I have no appetite.

I just can't stop crying. The abandonment is real and not imaginary. I don't want to live on my own. I don't want to break up. I don't want to be with my FP. I know I need to leave. But I can't help but keep holding on to things getting better. He wants nothing to do with me and has made that known all month.

**Any tips to stop crying or eat or sleep better? Please.**

I can't even function like a normal human being. I'm so envious of my BF who can just go around like nothing happened. Go do all his work, come home, enjoy himself. While I cry and cry.  I can shower and sit on reddit all day. I genuinely have no energy for anything. I do feel malnourished and think eating better and sleeping right can help. Melatonin can knock me out but I wake up like 10 times and then by 4am I'm up for the day. I'm so tired of crying. I'm so tired of this pain.