The obsession over cleanliness, organization, and getting everything done thoroughly sticks with me almost all the time while others things don't. I get these random sparks of interest in various topics and go down rabbit holes of watching videos for hours on end and some times days on end but inevitably I always seem to lose interest and before I know it I'm obsessing over a new topic and basically, basing my entire personality over that topic then once again moving onto the next topic. It's a never ending cycle. I don't hate life and generally i enjoy life I just wish I wouldn't lose interest in these topics I genuinely enjoy especially after spending money on the hobby, video game, etc.