Due to my lack of sleep, anxiety, paranoia and impulse control problems I lost another job, and although it was a sketchy company that normalized disrespect, unlike the others, I would have rather got another job while still working this one.

Aaanyways, at least I've come to the end or my rope now and can let go of worrying about weather or not I should just go to Europe or Asia or another province, because with the way I am it would be a disaster being in another country. 

I just wish it didn't take all these lost jobs to finally  admit it to myself, Ugh.

So yeah, just needed to share the bad and possibly good news.

Now, back to the old job hunt :(