Went in for problems I won't disclose, had blood drawn and they had it sent in. My symptoms just keep getting worse, and it's making me fear getting the dreaded cancer call back. I'm making it worse for myself by googling symptom after symptom, illness after illness, treatment after treatment, and it's filling me with more dread. I can't stop shaking, I can't sleep, I don't know what to do. This is the worst attack I've had in a long time and all I want is to go back 5 days to before my symptoms appeared so I can feel normal again and not have to fear the worst. I don't know what else to say. I'm just so scared of what might be, and I'm just psyching myself out and making it worse. I wouldn't be surprised if my symptoms are getting worse because of the anxiety. I want my doctor to see me on the weekend, and I want to be comforted. I don't want to die, I don't want to go through treatments, I'm afraid of medication, I'm just so fucking scared right now and I just want it all to calm down. I'm afraid to call people, I'm afraid to wake up family, but I don't know where to go or what to do.