I’m trying to write his card and I had all of these ideas but now I feel empty and can’t think of anything that I’d want to say to him. I was thinking about telling him I love him in this card a few days ago. I don’t feel warm towards him at all and I can’t make myself feel anything. This is the first time this has happened in this relationship and it’s such bad timing. I’m supposed to go see him and I am getting physically sick thinking about this