It's like my body used numbness as a defend mechanism to shut me from having another panic attack, now i don't feel anything, i still have extreme anxiety where i can't sleep or i can't eat but at least i don't get panic attacks .

I can't even taste food anyway, i can't smell anything, no I'm not sick, i just don't feel alive, i don't feel anything, I'm stucked in a constant state of anxiety, it's like I'm literally in hell burning alive, my mind is producing so much adrenaline, if i close my eyes and try to test i can't, it's like I'm running while laying on bed that's how fast my heart rate is.

I'm literally in hell ,i miss being just depressed, atleast i was able to cry or eat or sleep when i only had depression, anxiety is the worst thing I've ever witnessed