Tomorrow I’m trying out (idk if it’s a tryout or practice tbh. The school didn’t rly make it clear) for the track team. I am so anxious. I don’t want to see people I know and I really don’t want to embarrass myself. I have no idea how good the people I am going to practice with are, and I feel like i’m guaranteed to get last place constantly (I’m in hs if anyone’s wondering. So there r some good athletes). I haven’t (consistently) run in such a long time, only these past few days have I done any running. 

My 100m was like 14.1s and I honestly didn’t think it was that bad until I searched for the average 100m for my age, it’s about 11s. I’m also relatively short (especially for a runner), so I’m a little embarrassed to be even trying this

Anyway, I really hope I improve and I’m gonna keep working at it. I’m just really anxious.