went to a restaurant today and met this guy and i think he's becoming my fp possibly. i can't stop thinking about him 24/7 and had like 15 fucking mental breakdowns because i kept catching him laughing and talking with other women. it seemed like he was interested too but that could just be my dumbass thinking that. got home and now i'm pretty much stalking him on all my socials and turns out he has a wife and kids and now i want to fucking kill myself. god i fucking hate everything.