My boyfriends dad died this year.

I loved his dad so much. He was the only person in his family/support group who I felt actually liked/cared about me.

I feel so terrible that my boyfriend is suffering through this.

I wish he was here with me tonight.

I really needed some extra attention this evening..

I’m feeling physically sick probably because I haven’t been eating (due to meds) but because we spent the past two days together I feel lame for reaching out of badgering him.

Anyway, I just ranted about a bunch of different things and needed s place to let this out.

Goodnight 