**The three things I get targeted ads most often for on F\*cebook.**

(I'm a cis woman with BPD and all of my targeted ads are about IBS or Endometriosis. The other ads are for CBD studies and pet-friendly rehabs in my area.)

Does anyone else who has BPD find that you can finally take a shit after smoking CBD? I feel like I am so anxious and self conscious absolutely constantly that I clench my little ass cheeks and my poor terrified butthole is constricted with fear at all times, and only when buzzed on CBD my asshole can finally relax a little and allow me to carry out bodily processes which are so apparently easy for others!?