Hello friends, 

I'm a young(ish) adult who has had a very stress free, and a fairly easy life. Never having been confronted with much death, anxieties, worries. Always getting the jobs, wife, kids.

Why now, why now does it all come to an end with this crippling anxiety. Dread, fear, feeling that my life is meaningless, what's the point? Two stressful events have triggered this in the last 3 years. Am I really so sensitive? These dark thoughts make no sense.

I was on Lexapro 3 years ago for it, but my wife said it made me a different person, as well as the sexual side effects, It wasn't worth it. got off it and was happy for a year. Now everything is crashing over me and I'm drowning.

I hate it. I hate hate hate it.