Does anyone else feel this way? Not because I want to hurt the person. I just want them to feel how deeply I felt the pain. I just want them to realize I wasn’t making it up, or over exaggerating. I want them to realize wow. She really was in pain. I want them to wish they held me like I begged them to. I want them to realize I wasn’t a failure, I was just hurting. I always think of the moment they find out I’m dead. And that makes me wish they could just love me and care for me before I’m dead. While I’m still right here. But they never do. 