I'm really annoying. If I like you, I'll talk your ear off because I think that's my way of making up for the long periods of isolation I feel. I'm never the one to end a conversation, it's always the other person. I send long texts and I try to contain myself from annoying people. I don't live alone, but at the same time, I'm starved of socialization and attention. To make matters worse, I struggle a lot with social anxiety. I think everyone hates me. Even my own family. In my head, I think (although it might be true) everyone judges me, thinks I'm worthless because I quit my job recently and I feel like I'm never good enough. Because of this, I isolate myself from my family to avoid them judging me. It's all my fault, I know this. And it is a vicious cycle. I've struggled with social anxiety and feelings of worthlessness my entire life so far. To cope, I watch a lot of anime and a couple of games I like. I hate living like this, being terminally online and having nobody to talk to or hang out with. I like singing, and it's the only thing that makes me feel good, but I can't afford lessons and I feel like It's too late to do anything with it anyway. Thanks for listening