TW: COVID-19 

Hi All. I got my first dose of the COVID-19 vaccine today. I have a lot of anxiety surrounding medical things, and that anxiety typically manifests in symptoms that look a lot like warning signs of bad reactions/serious medical issues. Consequently, I have such a hard time trusting my body when it’s sending me signs. I know I’m incredibly lucky to have gotten access to the vaccine, and I’m trying to ride the waves. It’s 1:45am where I’m at, and I’m in a bubble bath after a rough panic episode trying to find my footing. Trying to push away the thoughts of not wanting to get the second dose, going to the ER, or that I’m dying. It’s going to be a long night. 

Please don’t comment with any side effects of the COVID-19 vaccine, as I am magical and can manifest those symptoms right out of thin air. Just looking for support and encouragement to get me through. Thanks everyone.