Throwaway because, yeah. I’m killing myself on Thursday. Don’t bother talking me out of it because I don’t care and don’t have any other options. I’ve got terminal heart cancer and would rather go out enjoying a pizza and watching a movie than dying in a depressing hospital bed. So that brings me to the question, I don’t know how or if i should tell my girlfriend. If I do I know she’ll call the police so that they’ll stop me. I have no interest in waiting 9 hours in a hospital for them to tell me what I know that I’ve been hearing for nine years. I’m thinking I go out with her that night and talk to her on the phone as she falls asleep like she always does. Then leaving her a note and a voicemail that she won’t see until it’s done. I guess I’m trying to make it hurt as little as I can for her. Any suggestions?