I am a 16 year old male and I don’t like who I am. The context is I try my best to not get to know people so I would always be a quiet person because I know If I open up I’ll mess up, for about 4 months I didn’t talk to anyone at my workplace but started talking to everyone around august, they liked who I was I would make them laugh and was just nice to them and now I can’t stop talking, I’ve been dealing with this for years where I would be called annoying and that I can’t stop talking and its because I can’t what I should I do. I’m nice to them but I know they despise me.