Instead of splitting on people, I always think THEY are splitting on me. 

I have “quiet” borderline, so I internalize everything. And whenever I think I did something wrong or bad to someone, I assume they now dislike me and they never want to talk to me again.  So I run away and hide and don’t talk to them, and most of the time they are left wondering what the heck is going on with me. It’s a great way to maintain friendships 😒

If not BPD, what else could it be (besides extreme insecurity)? I do have a therapist but I don’t want to ask her. I like to keep her at arm’s length.