Long time lurker on old account, first post here with new account

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I put the flair as self-harm, but I am not sure that is what I am doing. I called my doctor today and hoping to hear back tomorrow.

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 It has been going on for a month where I am constantly scratching my hands. I didn't notice it as a problem until this week when I couldn't sit still in art class Monday. I don't want to hurt myself; my hands hurt from inflicting pain on them. I am wondering if I developed a nervous tick, an ocd thing or is it stress I guess? I do hallucinate so maybe I think I am itchy when I am not? idk it is so odd. I don't feel depressed but I do feel anxious lately. 

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Anyway, I will hear from my doc (I really hope I don't need the hospital)  tomorrow but I was just wondering has anyone else developed a habit of doing something like this? I just feel... confused I guess.