Human beings are a plague to planet earth, seriously we are so parasitic in nature. Everyone is to some degree, I know I definitely have been. The atrocities we commit against each other are mind blowing, what’s worse are the reasons for these violent acts. I truly believe as long as there are two people on this planet, there will never be peace. The way we try to control each other and peddle our beliefs onto others is a large reason for so much suffering, wars, murders, and a division amongst the human race.

With all the recent events the shootings and young children getting murdered, it’s going to become the new normal. We’re just supposed to accept that these things happen and “that’s just the way the world is now.” 
I really hope that something changes, that we don’t become complacent about such heinous acts of cruelty. 
Unfortunately that’s the way it’s probably going to go, it’s only going to create more of a division amongst us over opinions on gun control etc…
 
It’s really damn near impossible to not get down and depressed about all this, especially with prices on gas, food, rent. You know you get really down and depressed over all this and everyone just says “go talk to a doctor, get therapy, get medication.” 
All of a sudden it’s a YOU problem, it’s not the world and people in it. Don’t get me wrong I’m not shifting blame here, I know I’ve messed up and made really terrible choices. At some point though we really got to stop and realize that everything is really jacked up right now. I want the world to become a better place for my children and your children. 
Every day lately has become a huge struggle, I really don’t want to be a part of this anymore. I’m trying to keep pushing through, I am my own worst enemy. 
If you’re having a hard go and you’re down and depressed, I can completely understand. I wish I could say “oh, it gets better” but I really don’t think it does. There’s only fleeting moments of relief and joy.