I feel alone.I only have fun with narcissists but i always gotta have boundaries and all the time i feel like i cant trust them emotionally speaking.And with other people i feel more alone than being alone because i dont have the connection i need to have [fun.So](https://fun.So) usually i hang out with narcs and then feeling like i betrayed myself i then hang out with more healthy people feel bored and at the end i choose to just be by myself.Isnt that a bummer?