First post here!

I've been struggling with anxiety since a really crappy job in Canada. I moved to the other side of the world and now live in Japan but unfortunately I've yet to really enjoy it because of my anxiety.

I was *always* being watched through cameras, if I even stopped for a second, the boss' voice would come over the radio and scold me. The same boss was also a closeted racist (she also allowed a coworker to straight up put me down for being half native) and sexist (always telling me how I'm inferior for being a man, despite my strong positive attitude toward gender equality.)

I am standing outside a 7-11 and it just clicked. Could my anxiety that people are watching me and will report me plus my feeling of being looked down upon stem from this time in my life?