I'm starting to regret getting a diagnosis for this condition. I went most of my life without knowing what BPD was. Now that I know, I've made the mistake of exploring the internet's opinion of the condition.

I feel gaslighted just going through people's comments. I see people saying BPD don't deserve love. They are all monsters, crazy, and evil people. Many people claiming us to be the worst human beings of all. I even read people saying they don't consider us human...

I'm getting to the point where I'm feeling scared for my mental well being and safety. 

Side note. No one has posted the BPD hate subs to the other sub "against hate subreddits". If no one else posts there, I will. Some of the subs on reddit which I can't name here are absolutely hate subs. Abelist and full of eugenics ideologies as well. 

Typically any non BPD person will say this is such a "BPD response" but I wish anyone who speaks ill of all BPD people the worst. I hope karma gets them. 

It amazes me every day to wake up to know I am hated for a disability that has caused me great suffering while being gaslighted into thinking I'm playing victim 24/7. What an absolute joke society is. 

I've never abused anyone. I'm married and my neurotypical husband loves me with all his heart. Fuck anyone who tries to tell me I deserve to be miserable just because they went thru a divorce with their self diagnosed BPD wife.