Last months like 8 months i havent felt like myself... i dont even recognize the person in the mirror anymore or what i supposed to be like... i have chronic eye pain and idk if thats causing mental issues idk. But everyday is the same shit over again. Tired as hell, fatiqued, hate myself. At work i have basically no energy and they probably gonna fire me soon. The only thing i do is go to the gym and trying to go to the gym. I do have friends, i cant seem to have fun anymore and i feel like i let my loved ones down. I really dont wanna do this stuff over and over everyday. I literally hate the person i became and i dont know what to do about it.