cw // just a mention of overdose 
Confession: i'm an attention seeker. not in the way you'd think initially tho. i don't “fake” depression so people will pity me or anything of the such. i overtalk about my issues that i have so people will care for me.it's all i've ever wanted, to be loved. being emotionally neglected as a child does that to you. people seem to think i’m over dramatic about the way i talk about my mental health but reality is, it is that severe. i've overdosed and ended up in the hospital because of this issue and i don't know how to healthily get the attention+love i need to function. i don’t know how to grow from this. i’m so stuck