i notice the days as they get longer... i can feel summer approaching but without you in sight.. you'll be late it seems.. how late? one summer? two? nobody knows... it's been thirteen so far, so why not thirteen more? still waiting, as i have.. one day i 'll meet you, right? then finally, i'll see life as begun.. for now........another beautiful season alone... timing just isn't my thing.. neither are a lot of things.. somehow, i'm not supposed to know the skin of those i've spent myself on.. why? not sure i'll ever know, but what i do, is that it's me who's at fault.. i'll keep waiting, making it through the downturn as i see you in the things around me, wishing for my mind to leave me in peace.. now who i seek is all that i've missed, and no one person is that.. i'm just lost, trying not to act upon the worst moments, hoping to see a summer where the breeze is the sweetest yet, and a hand in mine that i hope never lets go..