Down to my inner core I absolutely love being a hater. For anything really, I just get a rush from it most of the time. There is one thing though…I hate myself more than most things and that allows me to see the beauty in everyone else. I get extremely down at night so I scroll through TikTok and play a game with myself “okay so all fingers down, put one finger up for each person you believe is uglier than you, when you have 10 up you go to sleep”. It always end in a fail, I started the game at midnight and the sun is now coming up (I still have 7 fingers down). I just think it’s so beautiful that I can dislike myself so much that it allows me to find at least one absolutely gorgeous thing about almost everyone.