I wish I could just message people without feeling like I don't deserve attention or that I'm bothering them, it's gotten to the point that I don't talk at all unless someone sends a message or strikes a conversation with me. Its really the only time where I can feel like I'm wanted.

I had to leave a community that I loved when I realized that even long time friends of 4 years never actually cared to consider my feelings, now I'm starting again from scratch and I just feel so scared that I'll be alone forever. 

I want to branch out. There are people I want to know better, and be closer to but I end up staying silent as I always feel like I have nothing worth saying, or think that they just don't feel like talking to me.  Reaching out is just so hard...