I have been diagnosed with bpd and until then I didn’t know why it was so hard to get over someone and why I felt so much hurt after being heartbroken. But this time, after two intense breakups and my diagnosis given, my ex has broken up with me and I don’t feel anything but acceptance. It only took me a few days of crying where it would normally be days of laying on the floor being so helpless and even wanting to die. Is it normal that I don’t feel that way this time? Or will everything come back to me at once? Given the fact that we had a short relationship (2/3 months) while the others were longterm relationships. I’m really scared that this might be an illusion you know as we don’t regulate our emotions very well.