From like last August to now, I have done barely any school tasks. They have all been online lessons and I just can't go on anymore. On Monday, I'm back in school and online lessons stop, I've seriously already had about 3 or 4 panic attacks about this.

I'm scared for so many reasons, but the main reason is really all the overdue and unfinished work I've got to do. I have about 63 pages of overdue/unfinished work (12 pieces of work per page) and I just really need to know what to do. My mum has emailed the school saying that I have very bad anxiety but I am so, so fucking scared that the teachers would shout at me  or they'll check my workbook and I'll just make them so disappointed. I can't oh my fucking god, is there anything I can do??