I had a pretty horrific breakup with my ex that got me into therapy. For a long time he had me working through everything that’s happened and he hypothesized that she may have had BPD. I was doing a lot of projecting early on into my therapy. I did tons of looking into BPD just so I could understand it, but now my therapist is confident that I myself have BPD and I’m not really sure what to do or where to turn to. So much in my life seems to make more sense now, but at the same time I feel more lost than ever. I guess I’m just writing here to vent, sorry.