i just feel like when people say i'm beautiful and that i'm so cool and they think i'm so kind, i just feel like they don't know me at all. i honestly feel like i'm none of those things. i physically cringed at a message some guy sent me out of the blue today because he was just telling me how thankful he is to have me in his life and how he's never met anyone like me and i honestly just can't accept it. i appreciate it but i hate hearing it.