So I’m currently stuck in a routine of having to quickly jump from one project/job to the next every month or so and often have to carry 2 of them at a time. And all the different responsibilities and not being able to settle has really fed my anxiety and depression to the point where I can no longer function. 

I feel like if I can get away from it all, move away and start fresh with a simpler job that’s more akin to a 9 to 5 i might be able to find my ground, but then I’m scared of being along again (I moved for 3 years for uni and struggled to make any friends) 

But my commitments to these jobs make me feel guilty for even thinking of leaving. 

My depression is at an all time high and I’ve started therapy and looking at medication by any advice or comments would be appreciated.