he told me things that are going on with me are too much on his mental health right now and he wants to take a break from now until february 3rd. 

he told me when february 3rd comes i have to trust him that he would message me first, and that’s really hard to do. 

we’re also going to lose our streak and number 1 best friend emoji on snapchat . . . which i know isn’t a big deal but it means a lot to me. 

i’m trying to keep it together but it’s really hard, please does anybody have ideas on how i can cope.