Aaaaaand I'm off on one again. I probably shouldn't call what's happening to me self indulgent, although this post certainly is. People asking me for things: fuck you, no I don't want to lend you X/Y/Z. People asking me for help at work: fuck you, why should I do anything when all the other fuckwits sit around tossing it off all day and preventing me from doing my job? Therapists: fuck you, no I fucking don't miss the ex therapist and yes I think you're shit at your jobs. Other people at therapy: fuck you, you whiny, self absorbed twats. People trying to suck up to me and pretending to care: fuck you, I know you only want someone to complain to. 


I have literally no patience for the human race right now barring about two people. I hate when I get like this and yes, I have compassion (and I obviously care about and feel bad for the other people in my therapy group) but jeez. I'm feeling like shit at the moment and I just can't seem to stop splitting with *everyone*. No point asking if you all relate because this is r/BPD and obviously you do. Just...ugh, I...just...fuck everything. /sigh


Apologies for rant. I needed it. Aaaaand breathe. &lt;3