A girl I loved 6 years ago. A girl I never saw in person and talked to for 3 months. She refuses to talk to me but she was the only one that ever understood me. I regret what I said and not accepting her as just a friend. I hope $20,000 gets her somewhere. Hopefully to Japan, where we both want/wanted to go. Unfortunately it will be difficult. All I have is her name,state and a new FB that popped up via mutual friends. Hopefully it's enough information to include her in the will. It's never getting better and is rapidly getting worse. I will be dead by 2023 and I want her to know I never stopped caring about her.