my transition from high school to university was really rough because I was sooo depressed and anxious leaving high school. as soon as i went to uni i was left to be more independent which got me becoming more apathetic and irresponsible in studying since the root of my anxiety came from pressures with studying and no one knew about me struggling. just recently, i kind of snapped back to reality and realized how poorly ive been doing. it sounds really stupid but i just realized omg im in university to get a job. ive been mindlessly going through uni up until now. my grades are pretty low and i want to apply for a masters program but theres only one school i can apply to with the lowest admission requirement. even then theyll probably look for people with better grades. i just feel so down and scared for the future.