I've found what makes me happiest in life, and that's being a furry. Just being someone, or something else is so relaxing, and I guess that's just one of the reasons why I love it. I made a fursuit too. I've worked for about a year now and I'm so proud of what I've been able to make, especially considering all of the self doubt and perfectionism that come from my mental illnesses. I posted a screenshot of a video I made where I was wearing my suit on another subreddit, and so many people hated on it. Someone told me I belonged in r/yiffinhell and other agreed. Someone else insulted me for not having the money to buy a nice video editor, and then told me my suit was cringe. Then every time I tried to defend my suit, saying I made it myself and that I wore it in the video for anxiety purposes, all I got were downvotes. I didn't say anything rude, I didn't even do anything wrong. It's not the biggest issue, I know, but I've worked so hard, and it just hurts so bad. I'm sick of it.