Learned something really bad that will waste a year of my life, and just as I almost snapped I was able to keep calm. This is thanks to medications, so I decided I was better off going on a calming walk. Only to be followed by my mother, she shows up to my boyfriends house, trash talks about me to his mother, and now I'm just upset. Why did she think that was appropriate. Why did she think that would make things better. His mother is going to think I'm some mental freak now.