I really don’t feel like anything is ever going to get better. And I know the whole “it’s just a feeling, it won’t always be like this even though that’s how it feels right now.” But if that was the case then there would be times when it doesn’t feel like this, but objectively it does feel like this all the time. Literally every day is just pain and more pain and I don’t think there’s a point to having hope. Wouldn’t it hurt less if I just accept that this is reality and realize that it just won’t get better?