I feel like I have no self.

If I'm in a relationship with someone, I start to shapeshift into them in an desperate attempt to share the same interest so that we can be ''soulmates''. And if I'm around certain group of people, I start to talk, act and dress like them so that I can feel like I belong.

If we're discussing something, I may say A, and then B... then A again... then 5 minutes after it's C. My opinions are not consistent. 

I get bored with everything quickly. Nothing seems to interest me for too long.

I just want to be part of something... of someone. And this may sound fucked up but I was really glad I finally got diagnosed with BPD. It was one of the few times I felt like I belonged somewhere.