I am so sick if life right now…

Had a really bad day, it’s about 2am in the middle of the night and I can’t sleep. 

Lately my life went downhill. I tried to fix it in the past but right now I’m so unhappy with many things like my work, relationships, personal skills and where I overall stand in life…I can’t even find any motivation to get up and do something. 

Everything just seems to be too broken and at that point it all feels like a waste of time to me. Not even sure how to continue at this point as I just habe hatred and sadness instead of some kind of logical sense or clarity inside of me…