Today was really bad. In the morning, I was having some shortness of breath and decided not to take my inhaler because it wasn't that bad, I got to the bus stop and it was kind of working it's way up there but I decided to brush it off like the complete idiot I am.

Fast forward to 1st period and I finally decide to take my inhaler, no relief. I start panicking a little bit more because it was getting harder to breathe and now my heart rate is through the roof.

I go to 2nd period, probably looking like I just died and came back to life *barely* annnnddddd that's when I notice my *THROAT* is tightening, at this point I asked to go to the office and once I got done there, I couldn't breathe at all. The nurse comes down and she's just terrified and starts saying she is going to call 911 and obviously my anxiety went through the roof causing me to hyper ventilate EVEN MORE, she's trying to reach my dad through his work phone (he works at Amazon so it has to go to someone first.) And she's just threatening to call 911, I'm SUPER lightheaded and decide I'm going to take two more puffs LIKE THE IDIOT IT I AMMM annndddd the only thing to happen is my heart rate is through the roof, I start panicking and eventually my whole body was numb and I passed out.

Woke up in the ER and found out I just had a panic attack, I mistook a panic attack for an asthma attack. I'm still really freaked out by it because I genuinely thought I may have a heart attack while in the nurses office. I am diagnosed with anxiety and it's really really bad, but the thing is I've never had a panic attack as bad as that one. I didn't even know what caused it? That's why I was so confused. Today just sucked, I'm not going to school tomorrow either. I just wanted to share to get it off my chest.