Okay so i have a few mental illnesses that you know effects my brain alot so when i get into a depressive episode or a mental breakdown i make it sound like my disorders plus my brain is a person that is talking to me. For example, when im in a depressive episode and when i think bad thoughts i believe that my brain is telling me this stuff and it isnt actually me doing it. 


I know that i dont actually think those thoughts are true sometimes but it is my brain that is telling me it and making me believe it all. I actually drew what my brain looks like and it is basically me with red skin so when i think of bad things i think of the version i drew of my brain telling me those mean things which makes me even more depressive and anxious


I tell it so shut up and stop over and over again in my head and sometimes it does work but then other times it becomes worse to the point where i get lightheaded and i cant barely hear anything or feel anything physically. I had these mental illnesses for about 5 years because of traumas and it gets worse each year and i started to visualize and think of my brain being its own person this year so no wonder. 

Hope i can find somebody that thinks like this too haha