I can’t just do what I know is right and that be it. There’s gotta be someone to pat me on the back, give me a gift basket or make me feel fucking good about myself. Or perhaps I do it once out of worship for god, or so I thought because once I try to do it a second time I’m already pissed off that I didn’t get a cookie the first time. Need to let go. Need to stop being a spineless twinky eating bitch made jelly bean weeny hut junior ass mother fucker