i got an esa this weekend and my landlord has been fighting me on it. He’s making me so anxious that i feel nauseous i feel like such a piece of shit making him angry with me and it makes me feel so worthless. i haven’t felt this bad in so long i feel sick i’m so upset. i don’t know what to do all i can think of is terrible things i want to do to myself for being such a burden maybe i should just get rid of my animal and suffer.