Hi all! 

I’m new here and it’s been comforting to read other people’s experiences and crazy to see how many people actually have the same thoughts and feelings as me.

My FP (boyfriend) and best friend are leaving to go to Japan this week (just a coincidence that their trips are at the same time) and for ages I was and still am very upset by this. It makes me like so intensely emotional because I don’t know how i’ll cope without them being here for about three weeks. It’s just me and my mind for three weeks. Don’t get me wrong; I have other friends but it just isn’t the same. Usually when my FP isn’t available, I would hang with my best friend but this situation is just awful. I don’t get along well with my family and it’s nauseating having to be at “home” for too long.

And to make matters worse, I just found out that I’m pregnant, 4 days ago (unplanned, my partner and I are very distressed). He leaves on Wednesday and I feel like am about to go insane. I’m literally going to be alone for 3 weeks having to deal with this mess and in my really bad moments I feel like Im dying. 

Please help. I need advice.