I cant do anything right. I swear I try everyday, &amp; I get the shitty end of the stick. My life sucks bro my social life is terrible, girls just take advantage of me, and what I thought was supposed to take my problems away which is sports, I’ve been playing like shit for the past month. I just don’t see that point of being here anymore. I don’t want to kill myself honestly. But I cant keep taking this bro Idk why my life is so difficult. I know everyone has their own problems but at least they get HELP. Literally no one knows that I feel like this. I haven’t cut in about 2 months but I feel the urges coming back like right now as I’m typing this. I’m in a car right now I wish this shit would just crash.