First of all, i don’t know how to sound unbiased, so just don’t try to take this as an advice, but more like my experience with it.

For almost 3 years I’ve had depression clinically diagnosed and after 5 psychologists i was about to give up. I just didn’t seem to click with anyone and i was numb about every single aspect of my life. 

A friend of mine offered me LSD and i took it on my own alone at home with everyone asleep. At first it felt amazing, because i only saw visuals and enjoyed it, but after a couple hours in the darkness of my room i started picturing horrible stuff. It’s like depression itself was an entity that i confronted and it looked horrible. I remembered everything that made me upset at the time and it felt like all of it was just one big “bad” that i could talk to. I don’t remember what happened the last couple hours but i remember that it gave me the confidence of talking with my parents about it and seeking help with other people that i knew would help me.

After that bad trip my feeling of being depressed disappeared for a couple days. Afterwards i started attending to the psychiatrist who prescribed ADHD pills and antidepressants, because he said the depression was not the main problem, but the fact that i had adhd which was “treatable”.

Looking back, i can’t even remember the complete journey, but i feel like i beat depression after that day, where i saw awful things but made me realize a lot of things that i wouldn’t have been able to do if i didn’t take LSD.