I'm so overwhelmed I can't take it. It's too much oh, I am breaking. It hurts to smile. This whole time I've been faking. I wanna cry in the bathroom and keep on crying.
My body aches when I ache. It's more than I can take. Who the fuck said that life is all cherries and cake.
Deadlines and due dates that I'll never make. It's like I'm in trance. I'm barely awake. 
With every morning I'm drowning, I'm falling deeper and deeper. I ain't inhaling. I feel like I'm failing every step I am taking. These aren't excuses that I'm making. 
What must it be like to have problems and tasks? Be a little sad but not wanting to die. What must it be like to be in love with life? Or at least let one day go by without wondering how to say goodbye.