I'm already suffering from severe depression for the entirety of 2021, trying to survive hoping to recover day by day and now a super typhoon just recently destroyed our house.everytime it rains the water goes straight directly into my room, I am already in financial turmoil before the disaster and now this.

So basically my girlfriend left me for another guy. 
I am already in huge debt. 
And Now i got a house with no fucking roof with not enough money whatsoever for repairs, what a perfect combination 

Im really trying hard to hold on but this is just too much. 

I will probably buy a rope with my last cash find a tree that hasn't been uprooted by the storm and be done with it.