I am a 24 y.o. (f) and am studying architecture. I have so many exams left in order to finish my masters degree, all my friends have already started phds or jobs and I feel like a failure. I've had many issues since my teen years with anorexia, bulimia, depressive episodes, hypochondria and everything in between but I think that I am a fraud and that those are excuses. I've spent years on a rollercoaster of HATING my university and job choice to completely trying to immerse myself in it. I want a phd so badly and I want to prove myself but time is passing by and I don't know how to achieve it. I can't study for months now, I feel like relapsing into bulimia might happen and my body cannot handle it anymore. I have a psychiatrist and am on decent meds but I still can't focus. I am at a loss of hope right now. It hurts so much to see my peers almost effortlessly having their lives together while simple tasks make me crumble. How do I fix this? Is it too late?