love convincing myself that i can be alone.. do everything alone… go out alone..smoke alone.. clubbing alone… yet hours leading up to doing anything i complain to myself i have nobody and that i wish i had someone who was just like me that i can do things with and then search for anyone who can go out with me but always end up doing shit ALONE anyways we love having absolutely no one other then our mom LOL i just want someone whose just like me… kill kill alright this is my rant… pain