As posted before, I was having a mentally hard time with my bf before he went away for 3 weeks. 

He came back and I was so excited to see him, I took him away for an evening. But it all came to blows again when I was triggered because he was so tired and barely talking to me. I got really upset and he became upset, crying and said he can’t keep doing this and doesn’t know if he can do it anymore. 
I apologised so much and said it was my fault and since then all he’s done is say he’s tired and sleep. I’ve been panicking because I thought he was just sick of me. 

Turns out he’s just tested positive for covid. So he really was unwell and tired and I made it so much worse. 

I really am the worst person in the world aren’t i??