Recently, I've stopped eating, sleeping, and stopped showering. I don't know what happened to me, I used to be perfect.

I just keep thinking about something, worrying about it, even when it's a very small thing. I'm just scared to lose it.

I keep getting headaches and passing out randomly, I'm also having trouble moving.
Everytime I think of it I have to urge to vomit. I haven't seen a therapist yet because I'm too scared. Just so many "What ifs?" going around my head.