Every little thing that could possibly fuck with me is doing just that - in a way that makes me extremely prone to snapping/losing my shit. I'm frustrated, angry and irritated. Trying REALLY hard to keep my head on straight and not throw things around and fuck shit up or bash my head against the wall like I impulsively want to. I know that my mood is making the people i live with feel uncomfortable, though I have tried to preemptively explain why I might be in a sensitive mood (PMS). 

I hate feeling this way, and I'm not sure what to do to soothe my temper. Can't go park somewhere and sing to relieve any of this tension bc my car is needing a jump any time i try to take it out. My phone is a POS refurbished Apple phone that has done nothing but accumulated problems: including not playing music through aux/earbuds, and I don't have any bluetooth headphones, so drowning out the bullshit with music is near impossible unless I'm sitting at a computer. I have an old samsung that i can use, but only when i'm connected to wifi. There is no way that I will have the house to myself. I feel limited with my coping mechanisms.. and stuck here on top of that. Been trying to utilize breathing exercises, but it just feels like everything is working against me right now and I am this close to losing my goddamn mind.