Like I'm a ticking time bomb about to go off and I have no idea when I will. But the feeling is always there. I don't know how to get better, or if there is even a better option for me. I feel like I'm letting everyone down and that it would just be easier if I wasn't here. I know I should be appreciative for so much and the people in my life, but at the same time no one really knows me and I'm always struggling to just exist. I feel like an empty shell of a person and just seeing life pass me by. 
I feel so lost all the time. So alone.