My FP is my therapist and it seems every time I go into a session, my mood dips greatly. It used to happen with other FPs I had too. As a child, it was my teacher and I always got really low around him and we'd end up speaking about my struggles and I'd be feeling so low. It's happened with every FP I've ever had, I've always ended up dropping hints to show I'm struggling. I don't know if it's something I do to seek comfort or approval or for attention or what? Is it me trying to get them to react to me? Is it a need to seem sicker around them? I don't fully understand why I'm doing this but I can't stop it and I can't notice when I'm doing it until after. 

Does anyone else get this and understand why it is?