I absolutely hate when people touch my things. Even if someone bought it for me, they can't touch it after it's in my possession. I felt my chest tighten when a toddler drank a juice that had been bought for me. The biggest problem was that there were many more in the fridge, and I could've just gotten another. Someone threw away an empty bottle of lotion that was in my room and I broke down in pure anger. I feel like a piece of shit for getting so angry. The anger always turns into self harm. I have so much empathy until someone gets near my things. It's confusing and I feel so terrible for being this way.