I wonder if my partner/fp would still love me if they knew how obsessed I am with them how much I love them and would do anything for them. Sometimes I slip and accidentally reveal that I would do anything for them and suffer anything for them and they just get sad ?? Disappointed and worried mostly especially when I told them I would let them abuse me if it means they stay. Maybe that isn’t healthy but that’s how much I love them 
I don’t think I’ll ever truly let them know though or that their even my fp I’m scared it’ll change eveything