Although I get along with my boss I was still TERRIFIED to ask her for a chance at a promotion. Talking to professors Literally scare the shit out of me even ones who seem to like me. I feel like a bad person cause I feel like I let down a lot of people who have faith in me. I lose a lot of sleep overthinking about things and it ends up hurting me. I wish I never had anxiety. It’s so debilitating to me and I’m just so sick of it. My medicine doesn’t really tackle my anxiety as much as I wish it did. Obviously no one is awake at 2 am to support me but I just feel so alone and like I can’t continue in school. I’m such a failure tbh. School was always hard for me cause of my ADHD which I did not know I had til a year ago. … I wish things weren’t so hard for me.