I know you can diagnose me but I wanted some of your feelings/thoughts on this. I was diagnosed with BPD but I have a feeling it might not be it, or could it be a less extreme version of it?

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For example when feeling angry I do not lash out at people, scream etc. I do feel intense emotions but I can tell where they are coming from (triggers and stuff) and know how to deal with them, take a walk, calm myself down,write and they go away.

I did struggle with ED since childhood but it's in control for quite a while now and I don't engage in reckless behaviors at all.

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I do have the empty feeling and don't have a sense of identity or fear of abandonment but really the rest of the symptoms seems foreign to me as it seems from what I've read BPD live it more intensity and I know how to control them. Is my BPD simply not all the symptoms?