Hello to whomever might be reading this,

I’m not really sure where to start, I recently moved to another state about three months ago and ever since I’ve had the worst time of my life here. Before moving here, I did have some anxiety but not as nearly as bad as it is right now. First, we moved here to live with my BF’s parents (they offered) so that we can go to school full time and not have to pay rent. Which of course we took up on because before we were living by ourselves and it was extremely hard to go to school and work full time jobs. But even then, I was very scared to live here because when he (BF) was 17 he was kicked out but they “rebuilt” their connection and that’s why we moved out here. Well they promised us they would buy a house and that we would have our own room and everything. We had originally thought they were going to buy a house the beginning of this year, but they keep pushing it back. And after my boyfriend and I sold everything we had to come out here, the promises made were never kept. My boyfriends stepdad when we had first moved here would complain about his sisters never doing anything and how if they didn’t have their younger son he would have left his mom long time ago.  Also, we were not aware of any of this before moving here. His parents also drink religiously, they typically get at least three-four cases of wine/champagne and go go through it fairly fast. His stepdad also pours heavy rum drinks as well. Anyways, whenever my boyfriend or I bring up the thought of them buying a house. His stepdad starts to tell us to not talk about it because it stresses him out and that he is going to have a heart attack. He also says things like he wishes that we could see him die? There’s just a lot going on, he’s a very negative person. He complains everyday, and says very negative things. Yells all the time. His mom doesn’t seem to do much about the big things that go on but she will start an argument over the littlest things. Well, my boyfriend and I currently sleep on their living room floor, our car was towed about a month ago because his family did not warn us that it was a parking permit parking only so we had to pay $400 to get it out. And then two weeks ago our car was stolen at the apartments and then involved in a crime. I feel extremely unsafe living here, and every single day I wake up scared for my boyfriend who walks to work that something is going to happen to him. My head is running a million miles per hour and I don’t know what to do. The negative environment is impacting my mental health tremendously and whenever my boyfriend sticks up for himself or me his stepdad and him fight. We have no other family here in this new state that we can go to for help, I just feel lost. 

I’m typing this because I don’t know where else to go and hope that if you read this whole thing that you could possibly help. There is a lot more my boyfriend and I deal with as far as his family goes.

Thank you.