I'm having so much trouble. I have osteoporosis, and extreme muscle weakness along with chronic pain. My dad is very emotionally abusive, and I sprained my neck during an argument with him the other day. I was working out every day for a week, but then my Binge-Eating got worse again and I gave up. I always felt like deep down I've been such a positive person, but this illness called BPD has plagued me. I bet a lot of you guys feel this way. It also sucks being so sensitive, and having an Nmom who KNOWS I have BPD, but instead of being sensitive towards it...she exploits it. For years I've been told that I was "hearing things" by my parents, and I even started to believe it. I don't hear things...They have actually been saying the things they've said I "twisted" all along. I began recording all of our arguments this year for a reality check. For all I know I never even had BPD, I just had horrible parents. Does anyone have any suggestions on how to be positive?