Hey guys and gals, Luna here I’ve always felt very alone and cut off from everyone else, basically ever since I was a child maybe 2nd grade is when it started but I mean when you’re a child you don’t really notice or feel it but once you get a little older you kinda realize nobody talks to you, or comes to you for anything unless they need to and me being antisocial, introverted and socially awkward makes it really hard to even talk to people.

it’s never been as bad as it is now because sometimes I’ll know I need to talk to someone about something but it’s like trying to climb over a giant wall, then when I do end up talking to them I might stutter a bunch then give up like h-hey u-uh umm… you, the thing, I-I need… n-nevermind.

And I hate doing that because it leaves the other person like what the hell just happened and me sitting there like welp you blew the only shot you had but anyway back to the main topic.

It’s really hard to make friends let alone have people who talk to you especially on a daily basis like gaming buddies or something, I just don’t know how to talk to people that I’ve never talked to before so I end up making them bored so they just leave after a while, I’ve felt alone for so long, it’s like being held by a chain, I’ve always been that weird quiet kid with a big hoodie on that sits in the back since I’m basically a ghost, sometimes I feel like if I were to disappear it would take at least a week for anyone to realize I was gone, and even then it would just be “man I wonder where Luna is, oh well” 

I’ve never been very important to people and I wish I were more than just a passing glance to people, but I’m starting to get used to life alone, it’s quiet most of the time, not a bunch of drama all the time, but then again, nobody to talk to or express how I feel which brings me here today, thanks for reading, I’ll upload more here as I feel a large amount of my problems in life can’t be solved