So I’m currently depressed and part of it is due too my brothers birthday coming up  and  it’s kinda hard to deal with because he passed away in 2016 from suicide he shot him self in the heart  but man  I just really miss him  we used to get into arguments over the dumbest things like who would get the last portion of Mac and cheese. Or I would get accused of cheating on halo  when we’re both playing split screen  but man   I just miss the conversations and i can’t even have them with him anymore  it just makes it feel like life isn’t worth living . Any who thanks for listening Reddit  I’ll be back after some sleep