For starters let me just say I hate it when people self-diagnose which is not what I am trying to do here. I was just curious if there is any mental disorder that look like depression, but arnt? I’m 17 and I really do hate myself. I feel that so much is wrong with me. I have ADHD. Im always stressed. I never feel good. I haven’t had my first kiss or lost my V card which sounds stupid thing to be worried about but it gets in my head. I have struggled this past year with drugs and alcohol. I really don’t like my life right now. I really don’t. While I have never attempted anything, and never will, I do want to die. I have lost interest in general. I am not looking for sympathy comments or obvious comments about seeing a medical professional. I just want to know if anything else could be going on? Does this sound like depression?