It was really tough I’ve been struggling with it for a while, when she was dumping me she told me “take some more of your pills so you’ll feel better” and when I told her that she had helped improve how I was she told me if how I was has improved she feels sorry for me and that I’m not her problem anymore feel like utter shit don’t really know what to do anymore and I just feel like giving up the only time I was happy was when I was with her and now I’m alone when she would hold my hand I wouldn’t feel so bad and now there’s nothing for me to do