Hi! I’ve had behavioral problems ever since I was a kid, I got sent to a mental hospital ( children’s section ) when I was 14 and got “diagnosed” with lots of things, of course none of them were an official diagnosis since I was 14. I did get an official diagnosis of BPD when I was 18. I moved out on my own when I was 16, now I’m 20 and because of covid I had to move back in with my mother for awhile. I honestly can’t stop snapping at her, just her presence makes me wanna snap at her, other times I wanna talk and be initiative. Basic BPD stuff, basically, I’d snap and feel awful right after. The problem is, my mom knows I’m dealing with mental stuff and she’s actually really supportive, which makes it hurt even more, but she doesn’t seem to get me snapping at her is part of the issue as well. She’ll get offended and take it really personally each time I snap. She’s also the kinda person to get offended over everything. She’s super moody and very very childish. Like today, she was knocking at my door while I had my headphones on, I took them off last second, only to hear her talking to herself, cursing me off and storming off. She’s also a very needy, talkative person. She’s always life of the party and talking to everyone. Me on the other hand I’ve been through so much in my life I prefer to stay by myself. At home I’m mostly in my room by myself. Idk what to do. I want to tell her more about BPD but I don’t want to open up to anyone like that, I’m really just not comfortable getting close like that with someone. Even hugging and basic stuff like talking about my feelings is a big nono for me. I even wait when she’s out of the kitchen or bathroom just so she wouldn’t see me.. But I guess thats confusing for her because sometimes I’d go on my own to talk to her. I always feel so guilty after I snap at her &amp; I know she loves and wants to have a relationship with me but... I seriously don’t know what to do or where to turn to, I thought maybe you guys would have some advice to give me?