I recently left a comfortable full time job of 3.5 years for something new. The reason I left was because I felt the place I worked for was poorly managed and the people I worked with were miserable, but it was comfortable.

I started a new job in a whole new field, tech. I work for a large e-commerce company based in Canada now and my anxiety has been at an all time high for the past three weeks. I don’t feel confident in myself, I feel like I made an irrational decision, and I can’t figure out if I genuinely miss my old job or the comfort of it. I feel like I get on these “highs” sometimes and make odd decisions. This year alone I bought two cars out of nowhere (traded one in for the other within months) and kept toying with the idea of getting a new job. 

I feel like I’m slowly losing myself and it’s worrying me. I almost feel like I’m about to drown and im gasping for air.