I'm ok right now not very sad mostly just numb.

But anyway I was thinking, I thought I was seeing signs about her maybe thinking about me or possibly missing me but more thinking of me.
I would see something my brother would show me to try and make me feel better. 

Like she has this stuffed animal that looks exactly like her dog who died that I bought her.

She still has and wears clothes I bought her.

She has all the stuffed animals I bought her on display. 

She didn't throw away gifts but just gave them to her sister. 

She made alot of posts about how she has Lost everything (friends, "family", school, work, has no one to talk to, ect).

I'm the only ex shes blocked and I'm the only boyfriend who wasn't abusive (meaning shes always kept people close that she has no feelings towards what so ever).

But I don't think it has anything to do with me,of course she'd keep the stuffed dog, because it's her dog and she thinks of him not me. The clothes well they're clothes, while I may think about her when I wear the clothes she bought me that doesn't mean she does. The stuffed animals are just stuffed animals and who doesn't like stuffed animals. The gifts I don't know if she threw them away, she probably did, but the ones she didn't her sister probably just said she liked them so she gave them to her instead of throwing them away (they live together that's why her sister has them). And the feeling sad thing about friends and all that, while she lost all that because she broke up with me, just means shes thinking about them not me. And me being the only ex shes blocked even though I was the only one who was not abusive just means she really doesn't want anything to do with me, not that she still likes me or what not and doesn't want to look at me to face those feelings. 

She just doesn't really care about me anymore and doesn't think of me. Its whatever, it hurts but I still love her.