Anyone else with bpd struggle/have struggled with Xanax abuse? For me I found it was the perfect drug, it numbed all the sensitivity and countless emotions I experience due to bpd. However, the few times I was sober I felt everything 10x stronger. It was fucking torture. I’m not suggesting anyone with bpd take Xanax as it is EXTREMELY addictive - was just wondering if anyone had experienced anything similar.