So today I was upset about some people in a support group that I don't think understood what I was saying. I was watching Penny Dreadful last night so a poem seemed right.  


!!ALSO!! Two lines could be seen as referencing self harm represented as hail.

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Answer me, please…

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Please, tell my of my damnation!

Blessed moments between storms

Were you watching, my closest friend?

The lightning flashed and the thunder screamed

Please loved one. Did I see your eyes turn away?

I remember the shards as they fell. Frozen and cruel

Mother, father, brothers and sisters, why wont you speak of it?

Please tell me, why must I be damned?

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Please, tell my of my curse!

Do not lie. There was once light

Why my friend why did you turn away?

In these hollow hours I remember the spring

Have you forgotten what we shared my beloved?

Flowers bloomed and I thought we sang of joy and love

Yet now this family, my family. Do I hear your whispers?

Please tell me, why do I bear this curse?

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Please, tell me of my sins!

It’s fury was not without cause

Why, my friend, was I alone in it’s rage!

Glass shattered but you would not let me in

Was what we shared not love? Was it ever real!

Did you not see the purpose as the hateful shards fell

Is my blood not yours? Those precious bonds so easily broken!

Please tell me, what sins have I committed?

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So my cherished few, once more we are in the eye!

My sin? My curse? My damnation? Twas I survived!

Hear me sing of damnation, of curses, of my blessed sin!

Despite it all! I survived, but it lacked beauty, it lacked grace!

I see you recoil in fear! I hear you cry in disgust! Do not lie to me!

Answer me! My false friend, my so called lover, my fare weather family!

Do you hear the storm?