M(20) I Realized how depressed I am and I realized how hard it is to talk to people I know who isn’t depressed. For one my friends that I have now don’t believe in being depressed. And they look at depressing as a sign of weakness like if they’re to good and tuff to have depressed feelings. It’s just hard to relate to them and do things they want to do when I don’t even like leaving the house anymore. I have no one to lean on or to vent to. And when I’m around anyone else that I know I always have to end up like I’m fine when I’m not. It’s mentally exhausting.