I'm finally seeing a therapist and psych who are open minded and willing to work with me. I feel like I've made some improvements in controlling my anxiety and moods, although I still struggle a lot. I'm getting better at relationships and having my boyfriend's support is amazing.

My old job I was working 45-55 hours a week and constantly stressed out. I kind of thrived on the stress until I got to a breaking point and walked out and never returned.

Now I'm at a way easier, less stressful job with a positive environment. I work less than 40 hours, 5 days a week. It's been so much better than my old job, although I'm making less since I don't get overtime.

But recently work is just getting so hard. I'm good at it, the actual job isn't hard. But coming in for 8 hours, surrounded by people and dealing with customers is just getting to me. I'm worried about my relationships with some of my coworkers, we are kinda understaffed. Some days are fine, but I really struggle to get through others.

I lasted at my old job almost 2 years. It was great for a while until they started putting way too much pressure and responsibility on me. I've been at my new one 2 months and I feel very flighty, like I want to quit and get a new job somewhere. 

Usually I get a sense of satisfaction from doing a good job and impressing my bosses. That used to motivate me and helped me get through the day. Now I don't even want to work. I just want to stay home and get high all day.

I don't know what to do. Unless I can find a second source of income, I can't afford to cut my hours down any further. 3 days off a week would be wonderful and probably help, but that's a lot of money I'd be missing out on.