Anyone know why I want to be “above” others? For the past 5 years l’ve been having intrusive thoughts about being praised as a “god” of some sort. Sometimes I go off rambling in my head about how much I’m “above” the people around me, I was able to ignore/suppress the urges of trying to get people to see me as a higher level than them if that makes sense. Before anyone says superiority complex or god complex I have gave that theory a thought but I’ve concluded that it has to be something more, This has gotten out of hand recently. I’ve lost a few friends and even significant others, I also have gotten in trouble in school for starting a cult. I never told the facility what I was starting but many students knew. Anyways ik reddit isn’t a good place for a diagnosis but l’m just curious why l’m having this mental issue? Also if there is a better subreddit to post this on pls tell me, I’ll gladly add more detail.