Its been many many months, almost close to a year that my best friend left me. They were not responding to my emotional needs I guess and maybe I am too attached to them and I still can't get over them.. Since they left me in the dark, I started having very bad anxiety attacks and they were pretty much non existent before but after this event, I somehow developed them and while I was watching Interstellar today, I had a bad bad attack. I couldn't breathe properly for an hour and then I cried and cried and cried while struggling to breathe..  


when will I get better man.. when will I feel better and be over them...