I want to die my friends don’t like hanging out with me anymore I don’t have good relationships with my family and my parents cause like 90% of my anxiety and every time I tell them even with proof like doctors saying my sleeping habits being off, vomiting, heart problems, trouble breathing etc (which i have them all) being caused by anxiety and I tell them about my suicidal thoughts and they say you just need to learn how to deal with your stress and take everything I say like I know nothing. I get anxiety for a lot of things they do like yell use form voices put unnecessary limits in my phone, try and control every aspect of my life, try and play victim when I complain, and let me have no freedom and everytime I bring up suciadial thoughts like I did tonight my dad yelled at me and stormed off and my mom said she cares but then acts like the victim and says stuff like you have such a nice life we are nice and loving parents or you have so much stuff to be happy about and even threaten to take stuff away like oh well maybe it’s not a good idea for you to have your phone. I just want help I don’t want to die but I want to be treated like an equal not a prisoner