having a bad few weeks. it’s really difficult to go to school, and i haven’t done any form of homework or studying.

apparently fatigue is quite normal after some major exams (some weeks ago) but this doesn’t feel right. am i supposed to feel this tired? do non-depressed teens feel like me?

my brain just feels empty. all i want to do is play video games and watch youtube and do my hobbies. i have a bad habit of napping through when i’m meant to have class.
(i don’t feel hopeless about the world or such, my depression has improved, i know it will get better, i just really wish it’d happen now.)

it’s 1am, and i think i’ll make a quick checklist of things i want to do tomorrow. i want to have a mini-breakdown and then watch a youtube video to make myself happier. but it often spirals into many videos. maybe i’ll be tired enough to sleep.

i’ll chat with my psychologist. talk to my friend who’s feeling fatigued. talk to my closest friend. talk to that teacher about what to do.