I like to think I used to be pretty bright, but years of chronic stress and depression has ruined me. Im now struggling with what seems like very basic reading comprehension. My memory is shot, which leaves me constantly grappling with my work and personal life. I don't enjoy things anymore I can't bring myself to do anything but what needs to be done to continue the next day.

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All days are identical. Today is yesterday and yesterday is today. I've lost all continuity in my life. Im terrified that I've lost the ability to retain new information. A 24 year old that can no longer grow. I've "peaked" while never leaving the ground. The brain rot that has been developing for the last decade has finally snuffed out any chance of having a fulfilling life.