I just got done masturabting at work and I'm still buzzing. I feel ashamed and weird and I guess I'm just looking for support...actually hoping to hear that this isn't all that weird.

My ups, impulsiveness, and risk taking typically involve sex. First time living on my own, I went crazy inviting complete strangers, disregarding the danger of it and realizing that it was actually part of the allure. I considered more dangerous action like picking up hitch hikers for a quick romp then kicking them out. I would have to masturbate at work because I was craving sexual interaction so bad. 

Even keeled, my sex drive is pretty average I think. For a while it was pretty low and it was almost impossible to climax because of the celexa I started taking. I've been pretty dissatisfied with it so I'm tapering it off and raising my wellbutrin, per my doctor's advice. 

My arousal started yesterday which I guess my husband was pretty happy about because I'm usually pretty passive. I then realized I was ovulating which must've been the culprit but I haven't felt quite like this in 5+ years to where I feel the need to masturbate in an inappropriate place. No chance of being caught at least. 

I'm thinking it's just a perfect storm of situations, maybe a bit from the medicine change and moreso the hormonal changes but it's left me feeling uneasy. Once again I hope to hear that what I'm feeling isn't abnormal, maybe even for an average woman. 

I dunno, I just needed to talk about this and I'm too embarrassed to share with my loved ones.