Hi, I’m 20. Had anxiety and depression for most of my life. And ADHD. My anxiety spiked this year in July where i had my first panic attack. I got baker acted because i could not calm down after having two more. Got diagnosed with GAD and put on lexapro for 6 weeks. Got taken off because it made me numb and emotionless for the entirety of it. I am now stopping Effexor because it makes me suicidal, dead inside, depersonalize and not myself. Now i have brain fog, question everything that happens and I’m depressed and even more anxious. 

Can i be fixed? I start therapy in November 1 but life has been rough. Don’t even know what’s real anymore. Any support would be great…