I know BPD makes the feelings of "unloved" and "lonely" more intense than in someone without it, and it makes us question the truth of our relationships, but no one has ever loved me and I don't have any friends or people who care about me so it feels like I'll at some point just die without ever knowing what love feels like. It seems impossible to escape this feeling of believing I'm unloved if it has so far in my life been 100% true and it's not just my brain. How do I fight against that feeling when all the evidence points to it actually being true and not just my illness? I feel unlovable because I am.