Basically I have adhd and bpd but I know a lot of meds can make people with bpd be more dissociative (which I can’t do because I’m already out of it 50% of the time) but I wish I could take adderall like... every once in a while to focus on specific stuff like writing music &amp; learning things I want to learn because I haven’t been able to sit down and just DO something in years. Especially things I LIKE :(

Is it like... possible to get a prescription for adderall to take as needed &amp; would it fuck me up? Lol. 

Oh or are there other things I haven’t thought of to solve this?