Am I just someone she ran to temporarily meanwhile once she found someone better, she decided to just leave me? How does she even have friends if her BPD is severe? And because she doesn't seem to fit into the normal BPD standards, did she lie saying she has BPD? And why would she? Was it to get rid of me? Did she ghost me because she truly doesn't want any part of me, or is it because shes afraid of hurting me? Theres a lot on my mind that would take up too much space here. But anyways, what are your guys thoughts on this?