
 I never really thought on what I wanted to do with my life when I was a teen  but when I finished school I thought about doing something art related even though I never had art as a hobby

The problem is that it has been almost 3 years since I'm out of school and I did little to almost nothing about that dream

I know what I want to do and I want it really bad but I don't do anything about it

I don't even think I'm capable of doing things

I can't even watch, play or read something because I get bored really easily 

I've being living on autopilot, doing nothing and talking to no one