I have been feeling so down lately the only thing I look forward to now is the three days of work I have each week. As when I’m home I feel useless and like I can’t do anything right. My girl friend and I had relocated a year ago and now it seems like she’s just unhappy and takes it out on me. Every morning I am woken up by her either saying negative things or being so loud that it forces me out of bed. And just wanting to get away from it all. We live a comfortable life and sometimes money is tight but we always make it work. Sometimes I just feel like I will never be able to provide with enough and she always makes sure I know that and how she had so much before. We both come from very different backgrounds. She lived in the same house her whole life with her family till she moved in with me at 25. And I come from a very broken family. Mom and dad split before I can remember I was out on my own at 17 in and out of trouble never had a solid chance to build and grow. And I feel like now after us being together 8 years it’s just come to the point she’s no linger happy and taking it out on myself which isn’t helping with my own issues and depression. Just needed a place to vent as I’m just laying in my bed watching time just go by