I feel incredibly overwhelmed at the moment and I have for a while. I feel like I have nothing going on for my in my life, I don’t have a job, i can’t drive, I haven’t had a relationship, I’m living with my mum. I studied as an actor but the thought of auditioning at the moment is terrifying. I just feel like I’m approaching life from a point of shame and it’s like I’m scared of failure but I’m also scared of success and I find just living my life is kind of exhausting. I was going to therapy for a while but honestly I was stressed about the price and it wasn’t really helping. I think the first thing I need is a job but when I was working I was having daily panic attacks and I don’t want to go through that again. I just don’t know what to do anymore