I left my exbf. (We we’re together. Then broke up and weren’t exclusive. Now we’re just exclusive) but I left tonight. When we first started talking I told him I wanted to eventually be married. That was like April ish. Today I just casually brought it up. And he’s like super against marriage. Pretty much. So like. Thanks for the lies bro. But I need help. I know I’m going to want him back. But I don’t want that. It’s not compatible for so many reasons. I need to be done. I need help with that. I hate that I can’t just ignore my feelings of wanting to be wanted. By him. 