Today I didn't budget my money correctly and my partner made me feel like shit about it. But when I double checked I had made a mistake and actually had more than I thought. He then made me feel like crap by calling me a dumb retard and everything else under the sun. I asked him about marriage a few minutes after and he said " I don't ever want to get married, all the people I've spoken to about marriage got f*xked in the ass by the woman who leaves with half of everything" I asked why he doesn't want to marry. His response "too expensive and you have to be religious" I can tell he's lying. ... I feel broken. We've been together 10 years and only dropped this on me today. I told him that I don't want half of everything, I'd shove it up his ass and walk away with nothing... I don't know if I want to be with him any longer. We've done a lot together and we want to move out but after hearing that today made me rethink this relationship. I'm 30 for petes sake, my ovaries will be drying up in a few years... My mental health is Al over the place and I'm feeling lost.