I have been struggling with high functioning (diagnosed) depression for the last five years. But this last few days has almost done me in.

- had a senior employee leave and I got stuck cleaning up their 80ish files
- had my brother involved with a fire at his job (not hurt thank God)
- had a 27 year old cousin die of covid and the funeral is next week

This is over a span of about 4 days.  I need a break - or even just something positive - to help drag me out of the spiral.