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Yesterday there were elections that saw the rise of a far right party in my country. Now, that made me extremely anxious cause we all know what happened to the "undesirables" in fascist countries in the last century. I don't know what to do. I'm mentally disabled and my family wouldn't want to allow me to leave the country, besides, I'm about to begin college and I just can't deal with all the money that are and will be wasted should I leave. But on the other side I don't want to die or being imprisoned for no fucking reason other than being myself. Some people may call this a slippery slope but a 5 minute reading on the fascism in italy or more recently Horbans rise in Hungary proves that wrong. I don't know what to do 😭