Hello all. 
I finished my major in 2017 and a master’s in education in 2018. I have hated my Secondary Education teacher job ever since. That’s why last year I decided I wanted to be a lawyer and tried the Open College. I quit after two months and justified it saying the system was awful. This year I found a new online Uni that had a better system, I applied and I’ve been doing great for two months until a couple days ago, when I woke up and had lost all motivation. The High School I’m subbing at is better than I expected and it hasn’t been a living hell so far, maybe that’s the reason I’ve lost motivation with my career change? I don’t know. I only know I’m not handing in the essay that was due Monday because I haven’t even started reading the materials and that I’m spiralling in guilt and self-loathing right now. 
Sorry for the rant and thank you for reading.
I wish you all a great day.