So I used to watch stream VODs before I went to sleep to relax me.  This is something I've done and have been doing for about 2 years now.  Recently I've had a couple of weeks of pain brought on by medical complications with my esophagus and stomach.  I couldn't eat or sleep very much and I couldn't even use my bed anymore from the bad memory of trying to sleep while freaking out from hurting.  It was excruciating and the only thing that took my mind off of it was watching Merlin on Netflix on the couch in my basement.  Nothing else in the world could distract me from the pain.  For a few days I've been sleeping on the couch doing that.  About yesterday the pain started to subside and now its just a dull chest pain.  Now I'm trying to sleep on my bed and I can't anymore.  I can't watch the videos I watched before either.  I can't even look at Youtube.  I've heard of depression disillusioning you with things you liked before, but Ive only experienced it as a wide berth across many years of fading interest.  This is like two weeks and I totally dropped all of my old routines.