Yesterday I woke up and felt GREAT. I was blasting music in the morning, then so productive and social throughout the day. I wish I could be like that every single day. I felt so confident, nothing was bothering me. Today I woke up and felt so meh. I have no motivation to go to class today and don't even have the energy to wash my face and do my makeup. But tomorrow will probably be great. Or maybe not. Like I never know!! Im on lamotrigine which helps SOOOO much but still mornings are always unpredictable. I just feel empty right now. I think my BPD is kind of severe. I experience every single symptom except angriness which yesterday, I was able to be mad and show anger which I LOVED. I have quiet BPD so when I have angry moments and don't internalize it, I feel so much better. But yesterday was the first time I took out my anger on someone who triggered me, and I just wanna do that more often. I felt really good. How can I take out my anger instead of keeping it in? I would rather be a bitch than keep everything inside. But to the right people you know? Also, what do you do when you feel  empty? The music im listening to right now isn't even hyping me up right now. I hate quiet bpd.