I’m posting here because I’ve felt so alone for almost three years of my life now. I graduated high school in 2020. Halfway through my senior year I was pulled out because of covid, right when I felt like I was finally fitting in with those around me and making new friends. I’ve always suffered with depression and anxiety but never like I am now. I started online college classes but I feel like it contributed heavily to me feeling inadequate and depressed. It’s been over two years since I graduated and my depression has kept me from living the life I want to. I’m not taking any classes. I have so so much anxiety about taking in person classes. I don’t talk to anyone but family. Thankfully I have a boyfriend that lives with me but he does not understand mental health issues whatsoever so I feel really really alone and desperate for connection. I was so motivated before my deep depression. I had hopes and dreams, I was social, now I don’t see a point in living anymore. I’m taking two different medications for the anxiety and depression and also seeing a therapist. I’ve been doing this for awhile now and still feel very hopeless.