i'm just so numb. i got off lithium because i really couldn't tolerate the side effects. i was stable, but at some point i decided it wasn't worth it.

i'm giving lamotrigine another shot. overall i feel okay, but i'm in the nasty area of having total apathy at the moment. i know it'll pass since it hasn't even been a week since the adjustment, but i hate being in that wacky med switcharoo stage where your emotions just Freak Out and decide to belly-up altogether. 

it'll be okay and i have a good support system but grrrr i just hope it passes sooner than later. i'm sure when the dose goes up i'll feel better.