I rather give up than losing. For me the only fact of me losing is unfair, because I do not deserve to lose, because winning is a good thing, and my life needs good things after all of the bullshits I went through. So yeah, I personally feel entitled to win, because most people did not went through the same shits than me.

And btw, I am done with people who have a good life and always say "everyone has a bad life", fuck them, it's always the player who is naturally good at the game who gives stupid shit proverbs, it's always the lucky ones who feel entitled to know everything about the world and how it works...

I am really happy with giving up a game because it ruins the game for the opponent, and they deserve it. They have so much luck, so they deserve that at least once their life has one bad moment. I AM VERY HAPPY to be the person who will balance happiness and unhappiness in the world. All of our lives, we had unhappiness and did not deserve it, these people have winning, good lives and happiness, what the fuck?! 

I do not care what reasons they give, if I lost, it's unfair and rigged.

Life is rigged, so it's not a surprise to me.