I don’t know if anyone can relate to this but I sabotage everything in my life I’ve been trying to get a job for the past year but every time I get a interview I don’t reply or make up some excuse in my mind like “they wouldn’t like me anyway” “I don’t have enough experience” even if the job requires no experience. I’m fucking empty and miserable being unemployed and feel left behind but I’ve been fired from pretty much every other job I’ve had due to my mental health issues or being unreliable due to my extreme mood swings that make me so depressed and anxious I’m physically sick and can’t go in, if anyone has felt with anything similar I would really appreciate some advice