Guys, about 2 nights ago I lost traction and I crashed my car. It wasn’t a bad accident but airbags deployed. I’ve always been a anxious person but now its to a point that I can’t eat, enjoy anything  and I need to lay on my bed and distract my self or force myself to sleep. My car is gonna get fixed up hopefully but it will take a while. My drivers license might get suspended because the officer decided to give a ticket with the heftiest point level(No one else was involved, i was sober, i wasn’t going too fast, no injuries and some damages to the car). I might lose my license over this ( i don’t deserve this big of a ticket)and its my only offence but its 6 points(Im a new driver, 6 points is the maximum you can get). Im planning on taking it to court to buy myself some time and possibly lower the points. I’m losing sleep over this, I cant really eat and I feel nauseous as hell most of the times. Im a full time student and i need to commute to uni for an hour every morning and back. I also plan on getting a job. If i lose my license my life is gonna get ruined and my depression will most definitely kick back in. I’m super stressed out, I also have to deal with the insurance company. I have a heavy work load at uni too. I’m getting suicidal. The worst thing is that it was my dads car and I just made everything harder for my family. I feel like a fucking failure. My girlfriend was in the car too and that makes me feel even worse(she’s okay). My dad is being supportive as hell, my mom is out of town and we haven’t told her yet. I need help guys, I can’t do anything the right way. How can i deal with this ? Your responses will be helpful as hell.