i went a week off my meds (forgot, then didn't care), wellbutrin &amp; zoloft for anxiety and depression, and have felt like shit. insane mood swings like nothing else, intense anxiety spikes &amp; apathetic nothingness, constant brain zaps, and extreme rage ... but also coupled with just not caring anymore about if i take them or not, cus this is the real me anyways right? but i finally took them again just now. i feel like i have been everyone in my life so uncomfortable, and i tried to play it off as me being in control and just going off it cus i'm in a silly goofy mood or whatever. i just feel so anxious that i have been such a fuck-up this whole week and ruining my friendships, i made everyone uncomfortable, and i didn't even commit all the way or whatever. that i ended up just doing what everyone told me to do and was weak. i just need some reassurance rn idk i feel like such a jackass.