i just want to be a good citizen of society and have a real job and make more then 60,000 a year and be able to keep up with everyone else!!! I feel like SUCH a pathetic LOSER!!! I’ve been looking into different programs and classes but its difficult to start applying to things because I’m scared after all that schooling I will look at the past and regret my choice and that ill feel I was only doing it to “keep up” with everyone and everything else LIKE ALWAYS. I just feel like a big pile of loser and I need to get my shit together and im scared ill turn 30 one day and everyone will be married and pregnant and having a fabulous job and life and ill be HERE doing shit as fuck AS USUAL!!! And be EVEN MORE pathetic then I already am!!!!


Now im not looking for THE JOB here I just want suggestions or to hear of your experiences whether good or bad,, please share I would really appreciate it! Thank you 
