I feel like I’m just in a short version of groundhogs day. Everything’s lost it’s flavor (metaphorically). Been on meds for years and they’ve clearly done shit. I’m trying to finish a PhD and have spent years getting here only to be trapped in this weird mental time loop. Most of my friends have married and had kids. I’ve never been much of a social butterfly and honestly I’m really starting to feel alone. And I’m just tired. No sleep is ever enough. It’s like my body is a husk for an empty battery. I just need help, and idk what anymore