Due to Bipolar Im on the mostly manic or hypomanic side and I also deal with psychosis. I had depressions in the past but they went away I guess.

Sometimes Im asking me if all this self love is also something narcissistic. Im nearly sure I was raised by a narcissistic mother. Im scared of hurting people like she hurt me and would wanna do something about it if I adapted it into my life. 

Im empathetic in nature but not if my mania hits in. Luckily this doesnt happen anymore because Im on medication.

How do I know if Im also narcissistic and how can I treat it if so?