The first of May started out rough, work was crazy with way to many hours for that month. Got sick, my brain went onto overdrive. Took about three weeks to get through it, got out the Xanax for the first time in a year. Lost over 20 pounds. It was a rough time. 

Now I find out at my husband job things are changing and scared he will lose his job and the anxiety is coming back full force.  He's gonna be stressed, so I can't talk to him about it. I can feel my stomach churning again and my thoughts are going fast and furious as to all the bad things that can happen. I just want this to stop!!