Lately I do not feel anything good every time I am worse and I have no friends because I suffer from social anxiety and so far this year I have had two suicide attempts in the first I did not have so much courage as to end up with myself in the second the doctors woke me up but in truth I want to try again what hurts me the most is the fact that I have no one to express yourself with and all because of traumas of my childhood I did not grow up with my parents I grew up with my grandparents and then I liked The streets And drugs and walking in the street killed my brother I was shot and for 8 years I suffer from depression anxiety and traumas of inperactivity and ties And a lot of anger issues and now I feel like I can't get out of this hole but definitely What hurts the most is not having a sincere friendship or that a person cares about you from the heart I do not do this as to give hurt if not that it is probably my last letter thank you very much to everyone for reading this if you have problems look for support you sorry if my English is not so good I am Latino