Now I have been experiencing mental health issues since I was about 10/11, self harm, bulimia,binging purging etc, well I’ve been with my partner for 5 years now and we have a 4 year old child together. I wish that I could find the courage to get help, I don’t think that I can do it until my child is of age and that any issue of mine wouldn’t affect her. I believe because of my own personality problems and my family’shistory of bipolar, depression and and my dad having autism (which is very likely for myself) I’m scared to talk to doctors. I’m so convinced that I’m a liar with everything. I’m 22 I would honestly love to speak to someone who understands what I’m going through, I would love to make new friends. I’m sorry of this isn’t the place for this but I don’t know where else to put this x