I keep it long when I talk to my friends on the phone (none of them lives in where I live). Sometimes it’s half an hour and sometimes hours. Sometimes I feel when they lose interest while talking but I can’t keep it simple. I don’t really have a life that can make me forget about people (my ‘friends’ will also talk to me almost only when they’re low)

I feel so sad because I feel clingy. This year I called my 2 old friends and [humorously](https://i.imgflip.com/4pd2u0.png) asked them to be the ones who calls next time. One never called since february and the other called because of Eid today.