I'm currently couch surfing/stay in my car kinda homeless. I have some good old mates from Uni who let me stay with them on there couch which has been life saving tbh. Therapy has been difficult because my therapist has unlocked some memories in me that I forgot about which has really fucked me up. but that's by the by and work has been incredibly difficult lately. it's so stressful and no-one gives a shit which is fine - they don't have to it's a company in this capitalist climate? forget it but they were and have said some genuinely disgusting things about me when they thought i was out of ear shot. some of my friends lately are feeling exhausted of me and around me. they say i'm too moody and angry and i need to 'chill out' trust me i would fucking love to. 

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i feel like if i said i am in so much emotional pain that i cannot cope or something of that effect maybe less dramatic... might help? but i'm petrified of the response i'd get and i've already faced a lot of prejudice with this illness.