I suffer from social anxiety and GAD. I’ve noticed that I have a very difficult time making conversation with others, even my partner and close friends/family members. I’m usually more comfortable just sitting in silence so I can drown in my own weird thoughts. I’m also very spacey and zone out when people talk to me (my doctor is referring me to a psychiatrist because he thinks I have ADHD). The only time I really enjoy conversation is when I’m drunk or high, which is not healthy for me nor my relationships. Is this common?