I'm not sure if I told you all much about the meeting I had with the lady. The one I wrote about in my last post. So here is a little catch-up part before I write what I need to write about today:

The meeting was on Thursday 9th January. I was picked up by the family friend at my volunteering place and was taken to their house because the meeting was going to be there. When I got there I was so stressed that like I accidentally smashed my phone. I was a mess the entire day afterwards. Anyway, that's not the point. When we got in we had a small talk about my life and how I was. basic things. I was given a questionnaire thing to complete and send back to them. We then picked a date that she was coming to come to my house instead to have a talk. I'm not sure what this talk is going to be about, but I'm really stressed. The questionnaire hasn't come back but I really hope that I'm good for therapy. I have been waiting for it for ages. 

Okay, so that was a fast recall of what happened. I don't remember much since it was a while ago, but I hope it explains a little. The meeting day is today (Monday 27th January) and it's in 2 hours or so (4 pm GMT). I'm really stressed about this and I have been since I woke up, although I did wake up at like midday so. The family friend is coming over as well to like to support me since I hate talking to people about my mental health and like life situation. I'm not sure when the family friend is coming, she said she'd come around after she was done with work, but I'm not sure when that is. I hope it's not too close to the time that the lady is coming around. I need time to relax. 

I'll add more to this post once the meeting has happened, but I'm really stressed right now and would love some supportive comments.