My confidence is so inconsistent. I sometimes can be the most social and calm person able to handle awkward situations like a boss. But then other times I feel like shit and feel boring and unconfident and antisocial. I feel so shit when I'm awkward because I feel it's not who I am. I sometimes feel I am slowly losing my skill of making conversation. I don't know why it happens. Anyone have any tips to be a bit more stable about this?