Some shitty guy i was with gave me chlamydia as well as oral and genital herpes. I was a happy 20 something year old before this. Now everyday feels like a journey to not harm myself. The only thing that would make me feel better is a cure and there’s not. The only thing I’m stuck with is popping pills everyday for the rest of my life. I feel empty the mental and physical pain im in feels unbearable. I fear isolation and disgust from other people. My relationship and sex life is ruined as well as my trust in people. I don’t even know what to do with myself but sleep the pain away. I can’t believe how much my life has spiraled. I cry everyday and don’t see an end to my pain.