I’m very tired of being here. It hurts so much. My friends all hang out with each other and I haven’t heard a word from any of them. My family is so blind to my problems and they just don’t understand. I have no support system. I have a job but they literally never schedule me so I only work if I pick up a shift. So I have no money no friends no hopes or plans for the future. I have absolutely nothing. I texted my best friend to see if she wanted to hang but she’s not answering me. If I make a venting post on my instagram people make jokes. I’m watching videos on YouTube to desensitize myself to be okay with dying. I think we all know where this is heading I’m making a desperate post on Reddit for Christ sakes. I feel nothing but everything all at once and I want to make it stop.