i just can't handle it. yesterday i drove past my high school to pick up textbooks and didn't go in because i started shaking pretty bad. literally just the sight of that school entrance triggers a panic attack. i've tried explaining to my parents about what i'm going through and it always ends in yelling matches about how i need to step up and function like a normal person. my mom is a little more understanding but she keeps telling me she doesn't know how to help me. i'm really feeling hopeless.