I don’t know if this is a BPD thing but it’s definitely tied to my BPD so I feel like here is a good place to share it. I have this issue with being loud. Like, psychically making noise. I HATE making any kind of noise, I feel like I’m making everyone around me angry and annoyed. I know what it’s from, it’s because as a kid I was always yelled at for being too loud but I don’t know how to fix it. And another issue with that is, I want to make music and be a musician but you have to make a lot of noise to do that, so it kinda hurts my soul because it feels like I’m wasting time not chasing my passion