The other day I had a huge argument with my roommates over text (I still think they're in the wrong and I blocked their numbers/Facebook so I don't have to talk to them). 

I have been texting and calling friends trying to hang out with someone, ANYONE but nobody ever invites me to anything. I have texted guys I have had/am having flings with and if they don't reply for a few hours I'll send a funny meme or something to get their attention then they just say "lol" and I feel like a piece of shit. 

I'm crying right now in my room because I feel so fucking lonely. Why do I need attention so badly? I had sex with someone last night I wasn't attracted to just to feel something.

I just want someone to care enough to ask me to lunch or come pick me up to do something fun.. I'm sick of doing everything by myself and staying inside all weekend. I have maybe 1 or 2 true friends right now and even they don't invite me to things involving other people. 