I swear to God I’m fucking ok,. I just don’t fucking know and it’s killing me.
I started taking therapy but my doctor won’t tell me my diagnosis but I got pills for BPD which explains a fucking lot

I hate myself so fucking much and the fact that I’m still alive while Techno is dead makes me want to fucking die more. This isn’t a techno rant but fuck!!!! I don’t even know what the hell I’m typing but it’s supposed to be a rant of some kind
I’m sorry the shit in my head cones out like actual shit. 

I don’t know man I just hate everything and feel so fucking empty and would just love for everything to fucking stop