I mean im on meds but no one ever told me if I was actually diagnosed with anything. I told the person (whatever the word that starts with a p is) that I think I have adhd, anxiety and depression. I was on focus meds now I'm on zoloft. but she neeeeverrrrr told me if I actually was diagnosed with any of those. I would think I am if im on pills for it but I dont want to say I actually have it when I don't. 
I was going to say I wanted to see about bpd but I haven't gotten the chance. 


I feel like a fucking poser. I feel fake. I feel like im faking everything and making it all up.