my boyfriend, who is also my fp, lives about an hour and a half away from me. we do get to see each other quite often, and are moving in together in a few months. however, haven't seen each other in around a month due to his vehicle breaking down. im getting my license soon, so we will be able to see each other again. but i've been going absolutely insane not being able to talk and see him every day. i rationally know that he physically cannot come visit me at the moment, but my mind keeps telling me that he hates me, he doesn't want to be with me anymore, he doesn't want to see me or he would try harder. does anyone else have an fp that is long distance who they never get to see, or at least not often? 