I am at my wits end. Anxiety keeps me up all night and wakes me up with violent fits of nausea that gets stronger towards the morning. I finally got an awesome job right by my house... And I just can't force myself to go. I tried talking to my boss and they were very understanding and took me off the schedule for a week. I am not currently seeing any doctors or taking any medicines and I tried to book an appointment, but they were booked full for a long time. I contacted my boss because I need money and I was worried I would lose my job if I took more than a week and they were very accomodating and gave me a great schedule for this week. And here I am, I finally fell asleep at 6am, woke up at 7:30am and I have to be at work at 12pm. I feel like I can't do it. The nausea is so strong. And even though my boss is so nice, I don't want to deal with it. I want this sick feeling to go away and the only way to do that would be to not go. To not call or anything, because doing anything would just make it worse. It has never been so strong before. I feel crazy, what should I do?