I don't know how this works but every time someone fucks me over or something shitty happens that makes me feel horrible, I don't register it as something bad until hours or days or even weeks later. Like I know it's happened and it's not a good thing but until it naturally registers itself as causing hurt to me, I don't look at it as a bad thing. Is this a bpd thing or do I need a new diagnosis I don't get it