I have an FP, but I honestly don't have any romantic feelings towards him. I don't fantasize about kissing him or going out on dates with him. I just think my subconscious mind is very insecure and clings onto him because I want validation from him. I met him two years ago, and knew him for three days. Right away, we had an instant connection. He and I had a closer relationship than I've had with people I've known for half a decade. I started to like him, and I can tell he liked me too. It was just so obvious. People always have that look when they're attracted to you, and he looked at me that way. 

One day, he told people he liked me. I wasn't supposed to know, but our friends thought they were helping, so they told me. I asked him of his feelings. Turns out, he had a girlfriend the entire time. I didn't believe it at first, because I figured he lied about being in a relationship because he was too nervous to admit that he liked me. So I tried following him on social media. We live far away and we'd have no other way of communication otherwise. But he rejected the request. That's when I knew that he was in a relationship, because why would he say no otherwise? So I blocked him. He was upset that I blocked him and told our friends about it. 

He's single now, and I'm pretty sure he still likes me. Still, I can't forgive him. He's not this noble person for rejecting my request. Say whatever you want about how he did exactly what he should've done. I won't argue there. All I'm saying is that no one made him say that he liked me. He chose to do that all on his own. He's one of those people that just really suck.