So lately I haven’t been enjoying spending time around my family at all. I live with my sister and usually see the rest of my immediate family once a week. My depression is getting worse as it gets colder and Ive never felt like I can truly rely on them for help. That healthy emotional environment was never created for me and if I tell them how I really feel they just say things that genuinely do not help. I can tell my sister is trying to engage with me but Im so lethargic and miserable all the time I just don’t want to talk much. Im always in a weird mood around my mom because shes been really hurting my feelings due to my weight gain and Im too emotional to talk to her about it. I dont know what else to do. I already see a great therapist, I have really kind friends to rely on, Im finally going to the doctor to see if I can get on anti depressants. It just feels like Im not doing enough sometimes and that its screwing up my relationships.