So, 10 years ago, my mom divorced my dad. When I was 25 I developed schizoaffective disorder, and stopped taking the pills when I was 28. Huge disaster. I got back on the pills but the disease didn't go into remission. I was living in fear for 2 years until I figured out that the voices and hallucinations stemmed from me neglecting my father and family for that decade. I took a bike ride  and started conversing with him again, and saw a remission of symptoms. One of the voices told me that that is what he wanted. If you're on pills, suffering, and not seeing the disease go into remission, it may be possible that there is a life pathway you can take; certain actions you can do to rectify what is wrong in your life and the cause of your illness. I'm no medical professional, but this is what happened to me. I hope this helps you.