For several months I experience rapid swings of how I view my close friends and family. Sometimes I absolutely despise them- I hate them and I can’t wait to leave them, everyone in my life are all emotionally detached and I’m tired of being surrounded with fucked up people. But- suddenly it changes. 

I love these said people and forget everything I had thought before, I’m not sure what exactly triggers it- sometimes it happens out of no where. Is this splitting or some sort of rapid mood swing?