I’m tired of living. I’m tired of thinking it will get better and not a damn thing has changed, I’m tired of being alone, I’m tired of niggas only hitting me up to smoke my weed. I have no one to talk to, I have no real friends just associates. I see everyone around me talking about how lonely they are but have you ever had the niggas you call your closest friends not hit u up at all for 3 months and if it was it was only to get something from you. Have you ever had the niggas you called your closest friends constantly make plans in front of you excluding you from everything. My only REAL friend moved away and I’ve never felt so alone bruh. I go to a school full of people I dislike and are two faced as fuck. I have no one to vent and to actually say how I feel, no real friends. Anytime you I to express it I’m seen as weird and annoying and negative and I’m sick of it. I’m tired of everything and have been for the past 4 years. I cry at least 3 times a week and have bags that will never go away. I seek god and find nothing in return. I feel undesirable and unwanted. I feel like a burden to everyone