Putting myself out there, way, way out there into the stratosphere, been doing this for quite a few months. Be it trying to make friends, or romantic partners, I end up being shunned. I think my brain is just too damaged from my traumatic childhood and teenagehood, and there's only so much damage I can reverse. There's always gonna be something off about me and my vibe.

That's pretty much it. I feel like a complete failure of a person. And I'm angry at the fact that the universe created me