The imagery in the link may be triggering all around. But this is just a random string of thoughts post.

The focus of Sunmi’s “Noir” [music video](https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=CNeNwplE_aw) was that people go to extreme lengths to get attention on social media. But I feel a lot of her extreme measures relate to my BPD. The disordered eating, feigning healthy relationships, doing dangerous stunts, isolating herself to the point that she feels empty in a crowded room. Maybe it’s the BPD side of me wanting to desperately relate to something. But I really feel connected to this song.