my boyfriend and i have been together for 7 years, i have experienced trauma and been diagnosed with bpd all whilst with him. he truly is a saint and so so patient with me. for the past year or so though something has just felt off and lately i’ve been having thoughts of breaking up with him - then i find myself asking is that how i actually feel or is that just my fear of abandonment setting in??? i’m having a really hard time trying to tell the difference. honestly lately my head has been very loud and everything has been so much, any advice is appreciated