i can’t handle staying home anymore, i need to move out and be on my own.  i can’t work, i’m too impulsive and anxious n so much more.  i have no where’s to escape to anymore to have peace , my house isn’t abusive or anything im just the black sheep and theirs always fighting it’s just horrible. i’m scared if i can’t figure this out and find a way to make money or get help from the government that i’ll go to suicide, it’s not even what i want i am just so insanely stuck.