It still feels unreal. I didn’t believe it at first and I’ve cried my eyes out, I want to scream, I want this life to end.

I don’t know what to do... he meant the world to me and he’s not here anymore. It hurts enough for someone to leave you but when someone dies the hurt is too much. 

I want to be with him. I wonder if I die will we be together? :(

I just want someone to talk to. I want the whole world to know what a great person he was. I’ve never felt more lonely than now, most of my “friends” are ignoring me since they learned about his death... i’m all alone and I can’t even do anything but cry 