Met these ”cool” people she knows, they loved me and invited me to party with them all night. I got shitfaced, poured my heart out, the chick that literally looked like a pornstar gave me a bj at the toilet and my sis is gonna hear all about what happened after she left. Woke up and am still drunk. Fuck my life, I should have just gone home!! When this anxiety kicks in it’s gonna be so bad.