I have no body image issues, if anything im worried about my bmi dropping. I can only force myself to eat once a day. Normally a binge at night, 1200 cals max, some days i get &lt;500 only because i force feed myself. I try to drink mass gainer as often as i can to get an easier additional 500-1000 calories in. Im not sleeping. Im dissociating constantly. Im dizzy, i have not motivation to do anything and im so insanely tired. Help. I want to eat. I want to feel physically ok again, but my mental illness is making my physical self so much worse, making my mind even worse.