I feel like I have no friends, maybe just one or two that's barely there because of school or work and I'm so lonely because of that. I'm always home, isolated and I don't really know many people. I'm in my 20s and I'm far behind in life, most people my age at least finished college or they're working but I'm not doing anything and I struggle to maintain anything. Therapy and psychiatry doesn't help, I've been admitted to the hospital twice and my health is also getting worse. I've been diagnosed with neuropathy and diabetic retinopathy, shit sucks considering I was better when I was a kid and I never expected myself to be so careless like this. Even my own brother blocked me because he said I annoy him, and the rest of my family don't communicate with me except for my parents who are also in a bad position. I don't know what I can do, I feel like its too late and I'm gonna die anyways from my diabetes or somehow depression will fuck me over more