so i’m meeting up with an old friend and new people i’ve never met, in another town next weekend, and my anxiety around this sort of stuff is already crazy but the fact it’s people i’ve never met before is making me extremely anxious and i really don’t want to be panicking when i’m with them. i am prescribed 10 1mg pills of ativan for a month and i still have like 8 left since a month or two ago, so i don’t use them too much. would it be okay to take an ativan beforehand/during the day? will the effects be noticeable? or could i half it?