Tw: death of a parent
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My dad passed away from acute kidney failure caused by MANEC- A rare aggressive cancer that has only been diagnosed in 1000 people. He was diagnosed on November 30,2021 his 60th birthday. 

I've vacilitated between sobbing uncontrollably and feeling numb. I just want the world to stop. Currently drinking a beer at a bar to get me into a public place where I'm not a screaming mess.