As the title says.
Ive been struggling with depression for well over 10 years.
Been in a stable long term relationship for the past 8 years and have a beautiful 2yr old daughter.
Recently i made a stupid decision and basically threw it all away.
Lost my job put our family into heavy debt and have put our relationship into jeopardy.
My SO is leaving me taking our daughter because im not improving or doing anything to help myself.
I just want it to end, but i dont have the courage to do it and leave my family with our debt.