Hi everyone, hope you all had a great Labor Day weekend. About six months ago I started looking for a new job. My old job paid me a pretty crappy wage and I didn’t see much upward growth (I felt I deserved to be promoted and other colleagues hadn’t been promoted for 2+ years in my same role, etc). After six months of looking I landed a role that was a direct promotion upwards, at another company. I was really excited because I felt I deserved the new job and the pay raise. However I began the new job two months ago and it’s been causing me a lot of anxiety. The training was to be frank, a shit show. They would assign me tasks and forget I didnt know how to do them, so I’d struggle and send back work that wasn’t right. Finally they started training me in person because they saw I wasn’t trained properly (I expressed concerns about this previously and it was brushed off). After submitting crappy work and feeling like I couldn’t do anything right, the training is going better. However, I report to 3 bosses. One boss I love. One boss is cold and unfriendly. And the other boss is a micromanager who gives me a lot of anxiety. She chastises me for everything I do wrong, always points out my mistakes and treats me as if I’m a child who doesn’t know any better. The child part can be explained by her chastising me for being late to work ONCE (i apologized ahead of time and explained I got off on the wrong exit and that I would be there soon). I  immediately became anxious at her chastising response as if I didn’t know being late wasn’t a good thing/shouldn’t be a habit. She also insists I have to be available every minute of the workday (even when remote). If I miss a call of hers I immediately panic. She also seems to not mind having me do work outside of work hours. Im fine with it being occasional but I don’t want it to be often as I’m salaried and wouldn’t get overtime. I talked to some friends about this and acknowledge that being in a new job doesn’t give me that “I know what I’m doing, leave me alone” confidence that someone would have being experienced in a position. However my boss’s management style gives me anxiety and I’m not sure it would get better even if I got more experience. I wonder I’d still feel like I’m doing something wrong a lot of the time. I’ve been taking more anxiety meds to hopefully ease the situation, but I noticed it’s been seeping into my life outside of work in a toxic way. I went on vacation this weekend and found myself crying dreading going back to work. So far for a game plan I’m going to hangout with an old coworker of mine who’s in my same position (at my old company) and get her thoughts. I’m curious what she thinks because I want to confirm it’s the company/my boss and not the position itself. If anyone has any advice or perspective let me know. I appreciate any feedback. I know I’m a good employee and my anxiety saying I’m bad at my job is all in my head, but it’s not so easy to convince yourself of that.