I get pushed  out of everything!  I'm in my first year of middle school and its freaking torture.  My only friends are in a whole another section which does have classes with me :(.  Everytime I say Hi to somebody my innervoice is telling me over and over again just wait they will be disapointed soon.  Its depressing.  Im stressed every day walking into school.  I pray over and over again in my head, plz be a good day please!  It doesn't work people get under my skin so easily I hate it.  Then I burst I freaking yell I don't want to!  thats not me!! Im that nice piolite girl.  BUT NO kids hate me I walk into school hands dug in pockets hood on my head my head down hoping not to be noticed hoping that I'll disapare.  This Anxeity's killing me. If this isn't axiety I don't know what is!