So I recently hosted a game jam - [https://itch.io/jam/retro-flavoured-jam](https://itch.io/jam/retro-flavoured-jam). It starts in 1 day and there are 9 people apart of the jam. Heres the thing, the reason I made the jam was because I was curious about making game jams and I wanted to see if people would actually join (typically when I do these sorts of things no one bats an eye). Ever since 3 people had joined I had started having tiny panic attacks and now any time someone posts in the community tab or if I see I have a notification on [itch.io](https://itch.io) I feel like my heart is going to explode. There was a post about how they would know who would win the jam. I feel really stupid because I hadn't planned on that and don't have anything for anyone to win. I wish I hadn't hosted the jam in the first place, I wish I never joined itch and I wish I never posted anything about it. And to top it all off I started a discord sever that I also freak out about. With every thing going on from 2020 now into 2021, my game jam, my personal life, I don't know what to do. I'm thinking about just deleting every thing off itch.