 Hi. I(27f) working in the it industry. The anxiety got worse again. My anxiety is about personal relationships and work anxiety. My original job didn't fit me, so I quit and studied another job. As this job was related to what I had done before, I felt more confident that it suited me better. And since this month, I got a job, and in fact, my family is the only one in the office except for the occasional other employees. Another employee came today, and I said goodbye to the employee when he left work, but he was ignored. I remembered that no one accepted me when I said hello at my previous job. I told my mom and she said that when the staff said hello, she said hello to everyone in the office. However, I felt that I was ignored by the staff this time because I greeted the other person again when they greeted me. Since then, somatic symptoms have occurred, and now I feel nauseous and stuffy in my chest. Also, for a week, the bowels are not in good condition. I am worried that the staff may have bad thoughts about me. I plan to study at the company now to gain experience and work for another company later. Stress and anxiety disorders occur here too, and I am very anxious and worried about whether I will do well in other places. In fact, before I joined the hospital, I told the doctor that I had a job and increased the dosage of the drug, but if this is the case now, I think I need to increase it a little more. I was so stressed at my previous job that I had hives all over my body, and had trouble sleeping and panic attacks. Because of that, I couldn't watch dramas or movies related to the company or read articles. Every time I see a post about bullying at work, I get so scared. Is there anyone like me? And I only ate one meal today, but now I'm stressed and hungry, but I can't eat. I tend to lose my appetite when I'm stressed. I want to have a good social life. But I keep avoiding it because I am afraid. At my last job, I did a lot of that kind of thing in my relationships, and my parents were very scolded. Tears are pouring out of my eyes as I write this now. I know that there are many people who have a harder time than me, and I know that my situation is very weak. I want to be strong and I want to have good relationships. I want to change. How has someone who experienced the same symptoms or situation as me have changed and overcome? Today is the first time I have another employee, so it's very difficult. And because the company is male, it's harder to get along with people. the man is uncomfortable Most of the time, except when learning hobbies, I stayed at home. And when I was learning the hobby, the teachers were women except for about three, and the students were also women. I know that personal relationships between work life and hobbies are different, but if the teacher was a man, it was difficult to get close. At the current company, it's harder because everyone is my boss and there are only men.