I hate myself for it and I have not done anything to harm her physically but I have caused her emotional distress which I tried to make up by constantly petting her. Basically, I have two bunnies that I love very much but the girl bunny is a complete dummy. She is constantly destroying things which really gets on my nerves (has chewed up chargers and completely destroyed the carpet and the couch, they both have to be replaced it's so bad also she does have toys and such) anyway this makes me really angry and I want to just basically abuse her emotionally. I don't want to physically hurt her. But I just feel so horrible. Last weekend when my fiance left the house, I picked her up and forced her to stay in my arms (they both HATE being picked up, it's basically as if a predator such as a bird just snatched them away). She was trying to get away with all the strength she had but I wouldn't let her. I would NEVER do that to my other bunny because he's just so well behaved and doesn't destroy everything in sight. But either way, I do not want to be violent like that. This week I have been petting her constantly so in my mind I make up to her. I just feel so bad that I want to cause her emotional distress but I cannot help it. I am trying to resist it as much as I can and I will probably not do that to her again but I don't want to feel this way. I am scared to have children and treat them that way when they don't behave and be verbally abusive. I am basically looking to see if anyone else feels this way and what they have done to stop them from feeling this way.