Yesterday there was a youth group meeting and it was awful.
After an episode I had I can't keep conversations nothing appears in my mind to ask or to say im not.... High in spirits you know? Like loud and crazy, and people seem to not like that. Every time I try to make friends I get rejected.... I can't racicionate I can only do it if I'm asked questions or if I write or if I'm explaining something that is hapening to me.
And people are like you were fine before why are you like that now? Weirdo.
I feel so dumb.