I feel like sometimes my mere presence is a bother. 
People always talk over me, smile awkwardly when I talk to them or just seems to ignore when I try to start a conversation. 

It seems like everyone is liked in some ways, by someone out there, but it seems like all I do is create annoyance. 

I guess I can be kind if tiresome at times. If I ever "met" myself I'm not even sure I would like what I saw... but isn't there supposed to be someone out there who will accept you?
I just feel so frustrated.