i’ve been very suicidal and depressed, and with high school ending soon i feel even worse. i didn’t get into any universities, and i don’t even know what i want to do after high school ends, i have multiple paths and options but i don’t know. everyone i know has a plan, i don’t. this is mostly because i planned on ending things months ago and i have never saw myself living past 16, let alone 18 almost. i don’t have any plans, any hopes, and i don’t know how to cope. i’m glad i backed out of ending my life, but i’m still struggling just as much as i was before, worse now since i’m so anxious about school ending and how i wanna end up… how do i cope with this?