There’s some bullying sounds in my head and I don’t know for how long they’re here with me. Since I’m paranoid all the time about what other people think about me, I’m actually capable of doing things my mind tells me just to be embarrassed even at my best or most important moments, especially when I’m not sober. Some people told me it’s schizophrenia, some people said everyone has intrusive thoughts, while my psychiatrist said I have nothing else than PTSD. Now what?