Sometimes I feel trapped because I don't know how to make myself feel better. Somehow it seems if you want to feel good then you already must feel that way a little bit. I don't know if that makes sense. Instead you get stuck in this cycle of not wanting to do anything you think would help you and feeling worse for it.

I keep thinking and thinking. Wondering how I can solve these problems of mine.

It hurts to think of all the people going by in their sadness and their pain. And it's something so hard to put into words. Even if there are people that don't understand, maybe there are just some people that do.