I’ve struggled with anxiety my whole life, and it’s done nothing but get worse. I get so anxious I hyperventilate over nothing. I can’t do actives I used to enjoy anymore cause I get sick from anxiety. Just anxiety of driving. Getting there. Everything. It ruins my relationships. It ruins everything, cause when I get overwhelmed I get so irrational and I make small arguments massive because I get so irrational. To the point of suicidal thoughts that come on suddenly, and then go away when it’s all back to normal and I’ve had a break. I’m not suicidal, but small things ruin me and I feel like my life is over so why should I live anymore? Stuff like that. I’m so done with everything, but I can’t get anxiety meds. I used to be on some because they were for my headaches and had anti-anxiety in them. But I discontinued them cause my headaches were better, but they really helped my anxiety and helped me keep my irrational thoughts and actions in check. Is it always this hard to get anxiety meds? Do doctors not want to prescribe it? Mine won’t, never has.