Recently, I (m) turned 18, graduated, and moved away from my mentally abusive and narcissistic mother, into my father's place with my siblings and him. I also got a job where my father works making decent money. My favorite food has always been hot wings, so every Monday, the local wings etc (wing place) has a wing day and I've gone every Monday for the past 3 weeks, by myself to get wings after work. Last Monday, I went, came home, and put my to go box in the fridge and my dad asked if I ate at the restaurant. I said yes, confused because I told him I was going to get wings and asked if he wanted anything, which he said he didn't. Then he asked "you just ate there alone?" And my heart sank... idk why but now I'm too embarrassed to go eat by myself. My brother(16) doesn't want to go because he simply doesn't want to go and my sisters asleep, as is my father because they've been on 3rd shift. I wanna go get food but I don't wanna be alone at the table. I don't like bringing it home because then, miraculously, my sister wakes up and begs for my food and gets mad if I don't give her some, her cat and my father's dog beg, my dad gives me crap for not getting him anything, even though he never wants anything and I'm just upset for no reason I guess. I can't tell if I'm asking for advice or ranting, but I'm just lost.