Like I'm so obsessed with being another person. I keep buying new clothes, makeup, have the urge to change my aesthetic, the urge to even change my personality from being one day a mysterious, quiet girl and the next day wanting to be an extrovert party girl. 

I used to think I know who I am but apparently I don't. I'm not diagnosed btw but I believe this is a symptom of bpd! Or does it atleast have a name and can someone relate? :(