I 18f and my coworker 19m are pretty good work buds. He buys me drinks, gives me smokes, always acknowledges me which is super special to a mentally unstable girl:,) the thing is I don't know if he's just really social, well, because HE IS. And he's a country boy with a FUCKING MULLET I'm sorta an emo anxious bpd fuck and look like I haven't slept in years as people would say lol sooo I don't even think I'm his type at all. The other day we were alone and he brought up that he wants a relationship like a serious one someday while looking at me. I caught myself getting nervous so I told him that I don't like relationships IK SO STUPID BC IM LITERALLY OBSESSED. He's super friendly and talks to everyone, so is he just being nice to me???? How do I make a move?!!! I'm so fhcking shy:(