Everything is just getting worse, there's too many things to worry about I don't have any friends my life is falling apart I want to just check out

Everyday waking up is a struggle I just want to call out of work but I don't so there's a win but then I'm at work and I feel unproductive and inefficient my head is in a fog 

I can't be strong for much longer I feel like I'm coming apart at the seams I want to disappear