and I'm dancing and singing. What the hell was that? I've been really suicidal and anxious in the last days because of losing jobs in a row and thinking "I'm not made to live, this is the end" literally every single minute till the point of trying to sleep to shut down my brain. But I did this thing twice: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hqJZR4d80Do

Anxiety dissapeared. Don't know why lol