I've been a pretty quiet person since I was little. My parents had enough to deal with with my siblings. (I'm the youngest of 4) I didn't want to stress them more with anything petty so I just stayed quiet and helped where I could. After being in abusive relationships it kind of turned in to not speaking unless I'm spoken to. I haven't been in a relationship in a while but I started A long distance one with someone I really like and connect with. Just thinking about his name makes me smile. He knows about the past and my mental illnesses. He excepts me for me, he tells me daily how much I mean to him, and does whatever he can to make me smile. Yet I am terrified I'm not enough. I never know what to say to him when I feel this way I don't want to be a bother or some how make him mad...I don't know.