sometimes I feel odd.

I randomly and frequently get random bursts of feeling unreal, or rather, everything isn't really real or something. truman show shit, like i'm in a dream and just realized I'm in it. or something.  like

boom, all of a sudden something is seriously wrong. 

I also feel very scared sometimes, last night I felt incredibly uncomfortable and bothered, and couldn't shake why. 

I know the lights were off and it was dark. but I can't remember it with the lights off, in my memory the lights were on, and I KNOW they weren't.  its hard to even imagine them being off

its so fucking creepy