I’m 20 and graduated 7 months ago and In so much debt I was so optimistic when I graduated thinking that I would be ok in my life but I just hit a brick wall so many failed job interviews and applications later I feel that I’m not good enough and can’t find a job or something that I’m good at. I can’t speak to none of my family members or friends because they would look down on me coming from an African household my mum and dad would look down on me and also I don’t want to be a burden on them as they are already dealing with other things. My parents think I’m getting a job i can’t tell them I’m a failure. I always put on a brave face in-front of everyone but cry to myself all the time and have anxiety on my future like will I ever make my parents or anyone proud . I always resort to food and have no motivation anymore to do basic things and keep going. I’ve never felt like this before ever