I thought I was slightly okay but now it’s just a void of emptiness. Nothing feels real I just feel like I’m going on day by day and nothing changes. I have to take so many steps to not get triggered, yet when I do I shut down. I act so needy and clingy because I’m so scared of being alone…I can’t rationalize people are just busy and don’t hate me. I want to be okay and I know it’s okay not to be okay but I hate this. I recently went through a breakup and it’s screwed me up big time.