I know this is rather weird to post here but I love my husband more than anything. Just to give some past details I (21F) and him (22M) have had a rocky relationship. 

We had on and offs, we had hit rock bottom then been on the mountain peak. We both served in the US Military which is how we met (I got diagnosed with BPD which I was separated for.) We became best friends and stole my heart instantly. I was the first to say I love you and propose. 

Now we’re out of the military and he takes care of me while I try to get into college (just waiting on transcripts). He knows my past relationships were heavy toxic and abusive, he obviously treats me much better. I’m a emotional person and he’s not but tonight he made me cry harder than ever. 

We were laying in bed and I have this habit of giving him four kisses and saying I love you but tonight when he said it back I asked him how much. He responded with “I love you so much I would give up my consensus for you. Every day I’m thankful for waking up in a reality where we’re together even though there’s ones where we separated ways.”

I started ugly balling so hard. I dehydrated myself from hearing it. It’s the first time anybody has ever said anything to me on such accord. He usually shows love through actions and physical more than words or writing like I do. 

I don’t have many internet friends or any real life friends but this just made my day better. 

I just want to say that things always get better. When you find your special someone you will thrive even on my days where I cry all day in bed or I can’t even shower due to how negative I view myself. He loves me through it all and I hope all of that for you all 💙