Isn't it the best thing to heal a people depression is to have person that keep staying by your side and do things with you? Even you push them away but they will force their way to us again. Doesn't it sound so simple but no it is actually the hardest thing to get in our life. A person that truly care about you and keeping forcing their positivity to you. It is like a dream to have this kind of people by my side. Maybe being bad at everything doesn't attract any one to stay by your side. Isn't it lonely to be a human like me where I have to accept that I am loser for life and just start living again. How lonely can a people get is actually more crazy then I thought. I am really near my last enegry.....