No stranger to victimising myself, I have been trying to stop it these past couple of days and today something happened with my bf which upset me allot, I tried talking to him about something that he did which upset me, he got really angry and I apologised as I’m trying to correct the fact that I never admit I’m wrong, the thing is, I apologised and spoke really softly and just stayed quiet after that, which is something really hard for me to do, I did this to stop myself from getting angry and proving to him I can admit I’m wrong and apologise,  he got even angrier and said I’m victimising myself.

Is there any way I can correct this? I really didn’t try to victimise myself in this situation, I’m trying to apologise more when I upset him and I think he’s not used to it and thinks I’m not genuine. 

Idk