I'm 22 years and I don't know myself, feels like I have no personality, don't know what I want or who I am. I was recently diagnosed with BPD, I'm going to therapy but since I was an adolescent I've been either dissociating or trying to cope with my trauma, pretty much in survival mode, so now I don't have any goal or motivation to keep going and my therapist has come to the point that she can no longer work with me because I'm really not getting better, I'm stuck in this feeling of emptiness and that I'm just waisting my time, I just don't know what I'm doing here.