Aside from draining myself by helping people in this subreddit, I'm also forced to deal with the consequences that freaking guy, who also took my loved one away from me, caused because of his messed up fantasies. I see all those z-letters everywhere, and I think my brain will explode because of everyone around me who are dumb enough to believe his lies.

Everything that is happening around the world is my fault, which means that I will have to kill myself eventually to stop the pain I'm causing to this world. The only things keeping me are my favorite music and wanting to write the story about Cassiopeia and Elle earning money to save their mom.

I'm so sorry for bringing everyone pain, I should just get rid of myself to stop it.