so for the past few weeks i've been under extreme stress due to nursing school, financial issues, and my FP being busy all night, every night due to a new activity when we used to call for hours (LDR). i've only talked to him and a few of my classmates in the past month. i've been crying daily and i can tell he's tired of it. at this point if i tell him i'm upset he'll respond with "again???". 

i feel like i'm on the verge of a breakdown and i have people to talk to but i really, REALLY hate being a burden. i got a new therapist and she's lovely but i can't see her for another 10 days and it's killing me inside. she's the only one i feel comfortable talking to (because that's her job and i'm not taking up her free time). 

my best friend is going through depression/suicidal thoughts right now and i haven't talked to her in a few weeks because i think she's gotten bored of me. i only have a couple close friends and they are busy. i know there are coping mechanisms like music, reading, going outside, but how can i do those things when i have such extreme anhedonia? i'm already behind in school so doing anything else makes me feel guilty. what do you do to cope?