Hey, 

Last year I went through a horrible horrible depression and it’s was because I was going through a lot and I was always doing things for people 😔 I forgot about myself and this year I just want to focus on me. But it’s like people from my past are trying to come back into my life and I don’t want nothing to do with them. I’m also trying my best to protect my energy so sometimes I get in a mood of I don’t want to talk to anyone. Like I’m perfectly fine just being alone and it’s like humans these days don’t understand this they get upset. I don’t want to be a bar person but I just can’t handle too many friends or a lot of people in my life just hanging out in the background . If I could just be alone forever I honestly would 🙁 I been through so much trauma I don’t trust anybody