Just went out and sat alone at parking lot of a bar for 2 hours and have never felt so empty. 

I was sitting there seeing all these happy couples coming out to there car and it for some reason hit me that I will never have that.

I have a skin condition that doesn't allow me to have sex.

I am going to kill myself. Genuinely no enjoyment in life if you can't ever have a partner, atleast I know I won't have enjoyment.

I am 25, all of my friends have had numerous girlfriends. It's just an empty hollowness that i will never get over. I make great money but if you are just by yourself when your not working, honestly what the fuck is the point. Work hard all week to just wait till the next week.

Goodbye. I cannot take this mental frustration and pain anymore.