 I'm scary, but I think it's a great opportunity. I'm 27 and I need to make radical changes in my life. Structure is what I lack more. I spend countless days alone at home, watching TV and play games. It's not the life I want. I have project and ambitions. Bpd and avpd have made my life a lonely nightmare. I wanna change. And this is the best chance I will get. I'm going to stay there for a year more or less. I know the first month will be hard (I cannot have contact with nobody, even with my mum). All my certainties gone.  Far from my few friends. Surrounded by people I don't know. But I need this. I want to be the best possible  version of me. Six month ago I tried to kill myself, but im still here, ready to fight for my life and my future. Just want to share this with you all guys. Don't give up.   