So here’s my situation 
I have been struggling with panic disorder for a long time but within this last year it has hit rock bottom. I used to be able to get through it with meditation and exercise but now it seemed I needed to seek professional help. So, I don’t want to be on benzodiazepines because of things that happened in my past. My doctor tried using an antidepressant to help me get better, 3 days later I had bad side effects and decided I did not want to take it and the next day I had a seizure. I had an EEG and an MRI and they never found a reason why it happened. So that definitely did not help my panic disorder. Now fast forward 4 months I still haven’t left the house. Now my doctor wants me to try lexapro and I can’t get myself to do it I am terrified of having another seizure. 
Just wondering what you would do in my situation. 
(On my MRI they did find a 7mm pituitary tumor. But said it was unlikely the cause of my seizure considering it isn’t big enough to push on anything in my brain)