I am not going into details on who it is but I share the same name as him, and while I don't live in the same country as he did before his death, some of my ancestors lived in the same country as him. And because of this I took a bit of an obsession over my traits with this celebrity like my name and the fact I have heritage of the same country he lived in, even tho it was a very small part of my blood. And I let it define me for who I am, I wished I could've been myself, I now feel like I disrespected him and that my name was only but a mockery to him. Is this some kind of illness?