There’s one particular person who I can’t seem to get out of my head. Things ended over a year ago yet I find myself continually thinking about them and every memory. I had other relationships after but nothing has compared to this person. I’m terrified another year will go by and I’ll feel stuck in this same place. 

It feels like an obsessive loop in my head replaying everything that went wrong. I know they don’t think about me at all which makes me feel pathetic. What hurts the most is that they had wanted to rush things as well. I wonder if they had some narcissistic tendencies. We got matching tattoos and I met their closest friends. I truly thought it was going somewhere. 

I made the mistake of revealing that I had borderline to explain my outbursts. I don’t believe I ever got closure. I just don’t understand why they pursued me only to drop me so easily months later. I can except that we will never be together again but I want to move on and get this person out of my head. I’m done waiting for this person to contact me. I am incredibly heartbroken that I was vulnerable with someone who hurt me so deeply. What do you do to get over someone you never really had?