Hi I am a 16 M going to my junior year of high school. I moved to America when I was like 10 and been here ever since. I have always found it very difficult to make friends in here as it almost seems like I can never relate to people and everyone just sees me as a weird kid. But somehow I managed to make a friend in my old apartment. He was also from my country and we had similar interests and were also both well lonely. About 6 months ago he moved from the apartment to a new house that his parents recently bought. (He is also 16 now) And almost like a miracle happened ever since he moved there and went to the new school a girl got a crush on him and he has been together with her for like 4 months now and he also has made many many friends. So much in-fact that he barely talks to me anymore. I am happy for him I really am but I really wished that something like that would have happened to me too. Not trying to seem like a pick me guy but I been bullied a lot in my life and have had many fake friends too. I have also barely ever felt loved before not even by my parents as they literally never say “I love you” to me.I literally can’t figure out what I am doing wrong that makes people just avoid. I don’t talk that much in school so I don’t think I am annoying. All I can think of is maybe it’s cause of my looks cause even I hate how I look. I have never felt more lonely in my life and I feel like I need someone to just help me and support me to live my miserable life but the sad thing is that’s exactly what I don’t have. I am pretty sure I am being selfish by thinking this but man..when is it my turn to feel loved and happy