
No one talks to me. I live at home and they only ask me to start dinner or feed the cats. No conversation. 
My sister and mother have a great relationship, they are like friends. But it’s so awkward between me and them. I’m always on the outside. Outside any relationship. People only keep me around because they feel sorry for me or because they feel like they have to. There is no one I know that actually cares. Will people even notice if I ended it? Will they care or will it just be something to forget in a couple months at best?  

I feel like I’m not real. Like a npc, people just walk past me, ignore me. 
I’m barely existing