Usually I’m okay if I end things but if they end things with me I lose it. I’ve had instances where I haven’t gotten over an ex for 6 years. My most recent break up was around 2 years ago and some days it feels like it was yesterday. I feel like I’ll never move on from this one. I’ve tried to date around but I never feel a connection. What we had was something I can’t even explain. It was otherworldly. I have pretty much accepted the fact that I most likely won’t find someone that makes me feel that way again so I just listen to our songs and reminisce on when we were deeply in love. It was the only time I was truly happy in my life.