Hello, I am a 20/f and I need some advice about praying to God and all A's a Christian. Do any of you find it difficult to pray? I can't pray especially when I'm feeling so down and I feel God is just letting me suffer from a gnawing pain I can't seem to reach and a constant feeling for emptiness.

I used to be a prayer warrior Christian teen even after I got diagnosed with depression I continued pushing on until I went to university and got diagnosed with anxiety at 19 and bpd at 20. I just got so tired. 

So reply if you please and tell me if you still pray. Thank you