I have always had trouble holding down a job for a long period of time due to my bpd. Due to COVID and some personal circumstances my symptoms of bpd and anxiety have gotten worse. My doctor and physiatrist advice me to be off work currently but I’ve used up all the ei and benefits available to me in Canada. Ive only been off for about 3 months but I’m not healthy enough to go back under the advice of my doctor. I’m so concerned for my financial status. I have no income and no way to make anything because of my fucking mental health. Is anyone as frustrated as I am? I feel like I spin my wheels getting no where even when I put in a lot of work such as, therapy (which is also extremely expensive), medication, and just daily keeping up to keep myself mentally stable. I’m just exhausted from being me sometimes and I hate it. I hate me most of the time.