I am constantly living with the fear of being followed and killed. In the shopping line, I thought that someone who came after us got into the line before us and I kinda murmured. It happens every time, something gets on my nerves and I murmur quietly but it haunts me after that. People complain, yell at each other and they don't care about it. I am kind but sometimes people do weird things and I get angry. Now my heart feels like it's going to explode, I can't breathe and I feel dizzy. Everything feels like they're coming after me, or trying to kill me, I'm so tired of thinking millions of consequences of my tiniest actions. I'm tired of overthinking.