So like I can't physically say I have depression like some people so I feel bad if I'm wasting time here but I'm just not at right with my head and today just made me need somewhere to say something. I don't want to say names or go into grave detail because it's a personal matter but let's just say someone ruined my Christmas and I've just been sad since. Scrolling though the stuff I love has made me more mellow twords the "think positive"  attitude I normally have but I just feel like I'm still just sitting here sad and wanting to be alone. I can delete this post if needed but I just needed something,