I’m gonna keep this relatively short, as I’m absolutely devastated and just need some advice on how to handle this. 

I’ve had the diagnosis for 4 years now and just recently learned the term FP or favourite person. It made a whole lot of sense to me and put a lot of my prior relationships (both friendly and romantic) into a whole new light. 

So, I’ve been seeing this amazing guy for a while and he quickly became my favourite person. The day before yesterday we agreed to take a break from each other, as he’s not looking for a relationship and I’m very much in love with him. It’s obviously better this way, as I shouldn’t stay in a relation where he can’t provide what I need. But it hurts. I’m angry. And I’m not sure how to cope, cuz I’ve distanced myself quite a bit from my friendships because I always obsess so fucking hard when I have a FP. 

So what do I do to cope?