I’m (21F) struggling with severe depression and every single day is a struggle. On top of that I’m a mother to a 2 year old. I feel so much shame and guilt about how I am as a person and mother. My house is MESSY. I feel extremely lazy and unmotivated and I can’t help but compare myself to other mothers I know. Im embarrassed and ashamed of my life. I just want to feel better. I feel so stuck and lost. My son deserves a much better mother.