My fiancé of 8 years I found was cheating on me for awhile. Not exactly sure how long to be exact. We were supposed to get married last October, but Covid ended up killing the company I worked at. We had a huge argument and so I decided to call off the wedding to fix things. 4 months of reassurance and telling me we’re stronger than ever didn’t mean shit. She had been cheating on me with her backup who was a co worker she had been working with for 5 years. 

I want to die. We had to move out of our apartment suddenly and she coldly ended things in a parking lot and said it’s over. 10 year relationship gone in 10 minutes. I don’t even know why I bother