I quit my job in 2019 due to depression and anxiety. I have been applying to jobs for months since I feel like I'm behind everyone else my age who has already graduated university and has a stable, long term job. I had 2 job interviews this week (I had to record myself answering pre recorded questions) so it's a first step and if the recruiters like me then I'll get a more formal interview. I'm proud of myself but also anxious because I've been out of work for 2 years and the self-doubt kicks in...

I also have no references since I didn't stay in contact with anyone from my previous job (thank you, anxiety! again!) so I feel like I will never get a job without that. I know I'm capable of being a great employee but employers love references.

I'm regretting so many things about my past and letting anxiety take over. Can anyone relate? Does anyone have some advice?