I highly suspect that I have BPD but I am NOT diagnosed. I’ve been clinically diagnosed with ADHD and OCD. I’ve done a significant amount of research about borderline and I’m very intrigued by it but I am 16 so I can’t get a professional diagnosis anyway. I AM NOT asking IF i have BPD FYI. I seemingly match up with all of the symptoms in a strong way. Anyways, I just wanted to disclose that.  So… what’s the underlying reason for this trigger and what does it indicate about me? I hear our triggers say a lot about us and I’m very curious - I didn’t know where else to post this question. Like I said I am NOT asking if I have BPD I am curious about what this specific trigger means on a deeper level regardless of BPD. If that makes sense.