i am 22M  jobless, so when i am in my 1st year in my college my sister tell me to start learning digital marketing because this industry have lot of career options but my that time my primary gole was to be web developer but she told me person start codeing by starting and after getting job they just say it good in starting but in the future they regret there decision      so after hearing tha i start learning digital marketing and not focused on my college and coding, i am also have "porn addiction"  that is the main reason of my depression due to my addiction i can focus anything and i take time to learn anything, after graduation i try to get job in digital marketing but failed i don't get job and my depression is going up and due to my family problems i stop talking here and 2 month ago all the problem was solved and i talk her 
And now she told me to learn coding not and quit leaning digital marketing and that time i just feel like hell because i trust her for my career and she do that to me but now i am jobless i don't have a energy to do anything i am depressed almost every day my career is destroyed i am the loser when. I tell my family what she did to me they not get serious and not react they think i am loser i can't do anything  and now i think i don't have a  any future and i just want kill my self but i don't have a courage to kill my self every day i know when someone read that they think i am  such idiot person i know i am a idiot but now i can't to anything for my self.
 Now i just have a one line to say everybody Don't trust anybody just don't.