Pretty much the title is what is going on. A few months ago me 27m and my gf 24f went to my homestate and I been an addict in recovery for 1 ½ years now from marijuana. She wanted to take some gummies while we were on vacation and I told her I have a very addicting personality and I don't think I should but she insisted on it. I regret it to this day..... 2 months go by and I'm still taking them and she said I need to stop and I am addict, but she wants to take them the night of her day off because it is her "mental health day" and apparently I'm "allowed" to take them when she does. 

She told me if I don't stop taking them every night she will leave my ass and I said I'm sorry and won't do it again....

So today a month went by and today is her mental health day and there weren't any gummies and she asked me where they were and I said they were gone. I'm broke right now because we just got an apartment last week and I just found a new job so I didn't by anymore. She told me I don't love because I been taking them but I told her I wasn't taking them everyday I would take them would I was board because I was out of a job for a few weeks and that it's not like that and that I do love her and that it's not like.

She won't let me explain and now she has headphones in right now and won't hear me out. She's talking about leaving and trying to get off the lease now. 

We been together for little over a year and I genuinely love her and talked about graduating college in a few years, getting married, and even having kids.... I don't want to lose her...