I’ve lost it this afternoon… I had an ok morning and then just went down hill. I was feeling lonely but didn’t contact anyone just hoped someone would contact me, wasted the whole afternoon doing absolutely nothing but chain smoking cigarettes then got so angry that my phone wasn’t ringing or getting messages that I smashed it up agonist a wall til my screen broke, then cried for an hour and a half and then locked my dogs out of room which are my only comfort and I love them and they are always allowed in but took my rage out of them. I feel like basket case.