How do you cope with ET? I fell extremely hard for a no good woman and haven't been the same since, The first 2 months after the break off were intense. Nightmares and couldn't proccess what was happening. Anyways, I realized something was up, why am I feeling like this? Turned to drug use because I'm alone, Started seeing right through people, noticed my "friends" were no longer my friends once I broke it off with my ex, and they started talking shit about me which wasn't nice. So here I am, don't know what to really do, I don't want to accept help, I don't want to vent to people in real life because I'm so paranoid and anxious, now I'm moving onto xanax. Don't know where this will go, just needed to vent. At least this is out there now.