I’m extremely suicidal. Thinking about my death brings me comfort and filming goodbye videos are my new coping mechanism. I wanna get better because I don’t wanna kill myself but I don’t know how. It seems like the entire world is against me. I can’t cope in today’s society on my own and whenever I’m alone, I get panic attacks. I’m trying to find some good coping mechanisms but I don’t know how. I just wanna get better but I don’t know where to start. I just some tips on how and where to start, otherwise, I actually think I might end up killing myself. Seem like the most reasonable thing to do in this miserable world.