…or just doesn’t care”, is that my BPD talking or could that be real? 

I don’t want to overthink but you know that deep-rooted fear inside of you that’s just waiting for an excuse to come out and say “SEE??? I TOLD YOU SO!!!” and then kindle a freaking crisis that’s gonna re-awake all of your past traumas and get you to the point where you hate your life and feel like there’s no hope? You know, full crisis mode. 

I need answers please 🙏