he’s been gone for 9 years now and I have moved on from that pain. but I still appreciate him so much more than I can really admit to the people in my life. we put our FPs through so much hell, and he stuck it out with me for 4 years up until the very night before he passed. I don’t need sympathy, it makes me uncomfortable... I just wanted to get this off my chest. he really was such a good dude. cheers to all the FPs out there putting in the time to understand and love us and our internal chaos. 💜