Does anyone else get super emotional when other people talk about their happy pasts? It's like I can't even imagine being anywhere near happy up until these last few months (and even now I'm suicidal every other week) or even having a group of friends or people to pick me up when I was down. I can't imagine not wanting to kill myself. Hearing how happy other people were when they were younger makes me jealous and angry. Like where did I go wrong, and why did all these shitty things happen to me while other people were living happy lives?