I just had a psychiatric evaluation done, and as weird as it sounds I feel like I perform poorly in them.  Like, I can't express all of my thoughts and experiences correctly, and I'm afraid I'm going to miss important things that I need to say.  


I try to be completely honest and truthful, but I always focus on the present and how I'm feeling now.  The problem is that I never understand where I am in the present.  It's only until I can reflect on past events and go... oh yeah I was depressed, or oh yeah that might have been a manic episode.  Am I low, am I high?  Right now I'm completely apathetic.  I am happily depressed. Idk.  


Anyway, they prescribed me abilify, so hopefully that works out for me.  At this point, I think my biggest problem is irritability and a lack of motivation to do anything.