I'm 53 years old, pretty much dealt with anxiety my whole life. I was the kid that went home sick pretty much every first day of school. Took many years to realize what it was. 
Never been married, never really had any serious girlfriends. But now it's getting to the point where I'm having a hard time even working. Been doing food deliveries for the last year, and I can't get myself over the hump to get a better paying job before I get evicted.
Maybe part of it's just getting older and feeling it, but I don't have the confidence that I even had in small amounts before. It's like I know I need to do something, but I'm in mud. Somewhat depressed probably about it, but I don't know. Just looking for advice, anyone else dealing with anything like that? Take care, God bless.