I don’t know how comfortable the average person feels in their life, but even though I live a safe life I feel like I can’t let go and chill like I used to. I feel like I appear naive if I look too chill. People tell me I look depressed or like I’m about to cry, and I really do feel like that lol. I feel like if something bad happens it will soften the blow if I always expect it, in reality it doesn’t, it just makes me feel worse. It’s become a habit and I can’t stop. I don’t know how people go through life without even giving these things a thought until it actually happens to them.