The urge to text her is really fucking intense. It’s so weird because I haven’t thought of her in a bit. She had BPD too. We had fall out ghost out after fall out ghost out...and it’s been months now. I deleted her number from my phone and I’m not on social media with her. I know I can get the number from my gmail account but I don’t want to. 

Blahhhhh I’m trying to urge surf 
What’s everyone up to 