Just extremely paranoid and think people are out to get me, hard time relating to co workers,etc. This wasnt a problem for the past 5 years,all of a sudden i snapped and now am super vigilant and have an excuse for every time I quit. I dont have any insurance so I guess medication isn’t an option here. Started hear voices like other people talking in my head when I fall asleep,sometimes when I pass out for a few seconds ill have a weird dream of falling or fighting then my arms start twitching and I wake up. Really could use some advice to get back into a good mindset. I quit ADHD drugs earlier this year (jan) as they were making me go absolutely crazy,finally stopped drinking 500+mg of caffeine everyday, and quit alcohol in June. Im starting to get the suspiscion that im burned out mentally from the drug and alcohol abuse from over the years since I was 18 now 29