Is it just me or after being at a certain job for a period of time, it becomes a trigger. I always thought the job was the issue but after going through this same cycle over and over and over again, it has me really thinking. I will be good at first, super productive and my episodes don’t affect my performance at work as much. However, after months, a year, etc… it gets to the point where it takes all my effort to go into work. My tardiness becomes much worse, I make excuses about being sick to get the day off, don’t feel like dealing with customers and people in general. I feel drained, emotional, and have breakdowns before going in. I do pretty well at putting on a fake face for the 8-9 hour shift but when I get home, I feel even more drained &amp; it starts affecting my marriage, personal life, hobbies, etc.. Some feedback would be greatly appreciated 🙃🙂