Update: Gotta new job though its still draining and depressing. Still can't get over my ex and I've tired getting out and meeting new people but no one seems to interest me. I have no drive for sex, or even love. I feel like I need it yet Im fine without it. I've been alone for a couple months now, I don't know if I want someone new or just to be alone for while. I wanna make her jealous and I wanna get my life straight but I have no motivation. I don't wanna pour my heart into another chapter or another girl just to not be happy again. 

I have no clue what I want anymore. Should I try finding someone new or just be alone till I'm happy by myself?