52 yrs old, single, lonely and unhappy. Life is unenjoyable anymore. Just the same thing day after day after day. A job I hate, zero meaningful relationships. I mean really meaningful. Just trying to bank a bunch of money so I can quit going to work every day with morons. If I can make it that long. I'll have money to live comfortably but who cares. Got no interests and nobody to do anything with anyway. Tired of people staring at their cell phones all day. Tired of echo chambers and people kissing other peoples asses at work. Tired of the neverending quest by all humans to be liked. Just sick of it. Day in....Day out.

My 2 children. My reason for living and my reason for not offing myself.  I can't do that to them. Just can't. Blessing or curse?

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Thanks for listening to the vent.