I’m in a loosing battle. I have met this amazing woman and have been in a relationship for 6 months. We are looking to buy a house and everything is going great, except me. I know I love her with all my heart and so does my daughter. But I don’t feel like I’m good enough. I always tell myself I’m meant for nothing. I’m not allowed any thing good. And I self sabotage. So for the last few days I have relapsed. And I keep saying this is the life I deserve. I don’t know how to get out of this mess I’ve created in my head. There is more I just don’t want to put it all in this. But if someone can help me I will explain it all.