I was in a very bad wreck 5 years ago. I am 30 years old now. After that happened I developed panic disorder and started having full blown panic attacks...now ,those of you who have these, I'm sure you all remember the first one. The only thing you could think of was heart attack..I'm seriously about to die. Well I used to have them every few months because I didn't really have much to stress over or have anxiety about. But for the past 16 months or so I've been in a relationship with an older woman and we now have a 6 month old baby. And my panic attacks are getting more frequent as time passes. All the techniques I use to keep them at Bay work for the most part..except now I can't smoke weed anymore. For some reason as soon as I smoke weed it will trigger the panic attack and open the flood gates for my anxiety...and smoking was like therapy for me really. I really don't want to be with this woman but she is the type who would just make my life even more hell than it already is and use my child against me. ..there is way more to it. As anyone in this type of situation would know. Was just wondering if anyone had any of these similarities? Before the age of 25, and prior to my wreck, I never had anxiety or panic attacks. Any stories/advice or just talks would be appreciated.