Omggg y’all! I had a rough day today but I handled it so well!! I’ve been struggling a lot with my closest relationships and today i was fighting for two in one day! my best friend (&amp; roommate, 26F) and I (26,NB) are on a major break from each other. She started dating my FP (28,F) and now that I have reflected on my behavior I realize that she was my FP too. And also my partner??? (23,NB) So yea I have 3 FPs…anyway! so I was on IG (a special form of SH for me) late one night on my 5th hour of bawling my eyes out and screaming. i decided to get on IG cuz I’m a sadist I guess and i accidENTALLY LIKED FP2’s COMMENT ON FP1’s PAGE!!!! Did I mention they are dating? My reaction to this is what was toxic. When I realized she got the notification I had to reach out. We are talking about it now via text and so far the exchange is not heated and I believe I am explaining myself in a clear and vulnerable way. WIN #1!! On the same day my partner, FP3, and I had a really tough conversation because my anger, sadness &amp; fear from my reaction to two of my FPs getting together seeped into my relationship with them. They wanted to break up with me because they were frustrated with me after an episode I had. We were able to have a calm and clear discussion about it and we’re still together!!!!!!! WIN #2!!! I’m proud of myself for keeping my emotions regulated so I can communicate my needs clearly in both of these super tough situations! I knew I would get better!!!! :)))))