I have always hated Christmas. The forced fun, coupled with family you detest, leads to a miserable day. This year however is the worst of my short life.

My closest friend is battling for his life in hospital. Tonight (Christmas Eve) we were told that it's over. The doctors have recommended a DNR. 

I've cried a lot tonight. It's hurts. 

So fuck you Christmas. You little fucker. Thank you for creating an annual point of reference to my worst ever day.