I'm 29 and I've related to BPD my entire life. Especially when I was in college, which was the most unstable time in my life. I had all the symptoms and it was terrifying. 

However, I'm on Prozac now and it helps a TON. I'm also in the healthiest relationship I've ever had, we're actually getting married soon. We have a home, pets, careers, money. I still have my bad days, but most days now are filled with a lot of happiness. 

I'm afraid that the person I talk to is just going to laugh at me and say that there's no way I could have BPD if I'm doing so well now. But I've gone off my meds (you know, for funsies) before and I almost attempted. It was bad. 

So the pills are obviously helping. I'm stable. I'm safe. 

So could I still have BPD? Should I still seek out testing?