I just don’t wanna suffer anymore. No matter how hard I try, it just never gets better.

In real life, I never complain and stay positive around people. They disrespect me and complain about small fucking details yet have better life than mine. What the fuck is wrong with me for real?

I got toxic parents, but am living abroad and trying my best working 21 hours a week to make ends meet while studying at the same time. But it’s just not enough. My friends are buying what they want and have a desk to study and work at home. 

I CAN’T EVEN AFFORD A GOD DAMN DESK!!!!

I’ve been fucking broke for 3 years and I can’t take this BS anymore. Life is easy if your parents are rich, period.

I hate when people who got rich parents tell me “Money isn’t everything bro so you should be grateful.”

I know it’s not, but it’s necessary!!

Tbh, I just hate my life at this point because I don’t compare myself to other people but I can’t help it. I wish I had a comfortable chair and a desk to work and study.

I wish I could eat healthy food every day. Insurance got me fucked up, too. I’m just losing my hope.

What the fuck am I supposed to do even  my parents don’t love me

Fuck everything