26F here. I feel too petty to ask for it... I feel like being toxic AF and ignoring him because I feel kind of hurt. Like he went to his family for Easter then invited me last minute cuz I guess he realized it’s rude, then he went out with friends to a bar and didn’t even call to say goodnight to me. Idk I just feel like less loved by him and i feel like rejecting him since I feel rejected, that way I can save my ego and pretend it’s not him leaving me but my own choice. I was abandoned a lot as a child, so I know that’s why I act this way, but it doesn’t change the fact that I still want to do it :/ I just wish he realized that yes I’m dramatic and annoying but calling me to say goodnight means a lot to me and he knows I had a bad day so I just wish he connected the dots himself . He does spend most of his time on me I think I just need to be a brat and vent here on a forum where ppl can understand me without thinking I’m an ass. I’m letting him enjoy his time but ugh just feeling ignored and less important rn