I've just experienced several days of stress like that I can recall. The loneliness is tearing me down. Friends are few, and my family doesn't understand or want to understand. My parents answer is as it has always been, occupy Yourself with more work and activities. All I wanted now and needed more than ever was that they would just show they cared for me. Without the screaming, belittling and usual lecturing. 

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It's scary that when I really need to reach out I can't rely on them. Two days ago I was picked up by an ambulance due to a massive panic attack. It felt better just by staying at the hospital for a while. They did some checks and all seemed fine. Concluding it was a panic attack and said there was nothing more they could do for me. "Go talk with Your doctor". I have, and I have been waiting for more than 5 months for help. I just needed to tell this to someone, never felt so lonely and vulnerable. Anything You can say would help right now and be massively appreciated.