Just title. I have friends. I have family. I had intimacy and love. Somehow the feelings of abandonment from this relationship have trumped all the good things in my life. I feel hollow and unmotivated. Feigning happiness to my loved ones is exhausting. Being stuck in my own thoughts is even more tiresome. All I want to do is shut it all off and sleep. I feel grateful I rarely dream. It allows me some small reprieve from the reality of how broken I feel. I feel like an imposter. In the grand scheme of things this is nothing. A grain of sand. How can I complain to anyone else when so many other people deal with my pain ten fold?