I just wanna be accepted and loved like I do for others. I don’t wanna be judged and be told I’m too much or I’m overwhelming, I know all this already being told just destroys me even more. I know I’m clingy, I’m needy and I’m jealous and I fucking suck at boundaries. Don’t make empty promises to me about how I won’t be to much for you and I won’t be able to push you away with how I act because that’s not the reality off it. I always push everyone away without meaning to and then feel awful for it I’ve been in a downwards spiral for so long and nothing changes no matter what I do. Just the same pattern over and over. I’m sick of this life.