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i text a milllion texts, them 3, me a million, them 3. 

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this happens with everyone. in fact people enjoy my manic energy and affections to start with, it's what lures them in. 

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then, them:

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"don't call me perfect. you treat me like i'm this amazing perfect person, all i can see is the approaching fall." 

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"and i can't do this anymore, you're going to get this idea in your head every other week, that you can't trust me, and there is no way i can dissuade you"

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"if you can't just trust me, then we just need to take a break. promises aren't enough you have to change"

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me: 

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and just when i was super confident that i don't have BPD traits anymore, here we go