I was diagnosed with ADD when I was younger but I feel like it’s not what I actually have. Every morning I wake up depressed, no drive or excitement for the day. I worry about everything horribly, can’t make decisions, I feel emotionless half my day, I randomly space out to the point where I can’t focus my eyes sometimes, I can’t think and my mind is foggy through a lot of the day, then I’ll randomly get really happy or excited, I am paranoid that I’m losing my mind and that I’m not normal, have a short temper randomly, I have horrible anxiety I do know that. I constantly think people are angry at me when they are not (mostly with my parents), I feel guilty all the time for no reason, I’m scared there’s something wrong with me, I have a fear of me not being mentally ok, I have a fear of becoming a failure in life. I just feel like there’s something really wrong with me but I can’t understand or pinpoint what it is. Ever since I graduated highschool something just clicked and I feel like I’ve completely changed and gone downhill mentally. At one point in my life I had sleep issues because I was scared of not being able to fall asleep which caused me to not be able to fall asleep. I feel like I’m constantly in my head all day. Some days I feel pretty good and others I don’t. I have extreme anxiety problems. I also  forget where I put things a lot and I will forget things, I’ll be talking to someone and I have to focus really hard to understand what they are saying and what it means or I’ll space out and forget what I just talked about. Im also in a very stressful moment of my life which could contribute to this problem although im usually stressed alot of the time due to my anxiety. I also sometimes can’t sit down because I feel guilty for doing it and need to get up and do something. I sometimes hate to be alone because of my thoughts and they never seem to go positive it just turns into worry. I have a really hard time explaining how I feel.Sorry for no paragraphs and bad grammar. It always seems like my friends are trying to annoy me. I wish I could see life from someone else’s perspective because I don’t know if mine is normal. I rethink over everything and am a over-thinker. But the main issue I’ve noticed is that my mind is blank a lot and sometimes I have to actually try to think and use my brain.