I've been dating my bf for about 5 or 6 months. Things are going really good for the most part. Due to corona I haven't met his friends and I literally haven't seen my own. 

I'm so worried about meeting them because it's so hard for me to relate to other people lately. I'm too depressed and traumatized and sad to make new friends. Idk how to even act around new people. Another thing is that they all already know each other and I'm gonna be the odd one out...In always the odd one out :(

 I just wanna crawl into a hole and die