I (20M) feel unwanted, unattractive, and worthless. Whether it be from my severe eczema, the fact I'm 350lbs (even tho I've lost 60+ lbs this year), the fact my back pain doesn't let me stand for long, that I'm 20 and never even held hands with anyone nor dated anyone for more than a month, I worry about my penis size, my only friends are online, all my friends are younger and doing better/more than me, I still live with my mom, my mental illness and back pain have kept me from getting a job, for no fault of mine I don't even have a highschool diploma, ect...

Honestly I could keep going but while typing this I'm sobbing if you want details or have questions feel free to ask.

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I just wanted to list off some of the reasons for why I feel the way I do cause I have no idea how to stop it even for a moment so I can just exist comfortably or be ok with myself.

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TL;DR I'm a (20M) who feels as if he hasn't done nor can do anything.