...just realized one of the reasons I don't show emotion anymore; is when I had been crying ( due to the final of Wanda Vision ) and had a few drinks in me. I was overly emotional, and sobbed on someone I thought I could be vulnerable with.

( Since they work from home.. ) They had to suddenly go into work, and instead of carefully setting me aside, simply stood up and moved away from me. With a rather...displeased look on their face.

Granted, I know I should have held myself together better...but the way I was just shoved aside remained with me. You have to love RSD...

Now, I have high emotional and mental walls..

The same person called me a robot, and whenever they try to get an emotional reaction out of me. There's nothing.

They were the one that did this and somehow I'm the monster?

Once trust is lost for me, it's gone forever.