I wake up go to school either feeling okay or an anxious wreck. Then I go to work, and I act as if I am some dark and gloomy person. I don’t speak to anyone, not even my best friend who I referred there. I’m complete asshole. It’s like I can’t bring myself to just laugh and joke around some days so I just completely ignore everyone. Then there will be days where I feel like talking and being “happy” cause I guess I am? This has happens so many times in my life especially with friends. I’m such a weird and dysfunctional person and I don’t understand myself. I don’t know if it’s anxiety…doesnt really feel like it cause I know what my anxiety feels like it or if it’s just depression but I don’t even know. I just wish I was normal. Sorry for posting here if this isn’t the right subreddit. I just feel most comfortable posting here.