I can't believe how long i have lived with this disorder. Now i understand my behaviour never knowing what i wanted. Never knowing who or what i loved constantly changing perspective towards life. All my life i believed that there was problem with others who don't understand me. But all along it was me which was the problem.
All my fucking life i thought people where fake but it was me all along. Life is like a rollercoaster with this disorder. Also there is so much memory problems.