This is the first time I write about my feelings in this place. 
I'm in the job, and this is one of those days you are not prepared physical o emotionally to do anything. Just listening beautiful piano songs makes this a little painless. 
But... Yesterday, actually was very similar to today, and in one moment, the tears came up, tear I couldn't stop for half and hour... Unfortunately I was in the street, and it was worst. 

All I know is I'm not okay, I feel alone and lost with all this people whom are not interested in notice that someone is not okay, that maybe someone can die today because there is a tornado of horrible feelings inside him.