Does it ever get better for longe than just a month or two? I was happy for once and now I’m in the same old place again, it hurts so bad
I just want someone to care about me the same way I care about someone else, I hate it 
My current favorite person couldn’t care less about me,
I was so happy, I thought he (an old FP) cared about me just to find out everything was a lie, the most stable point of my life was a lie 
The happiest I’ve been, was all because of a lie
Now I’m in this hell again, I can’t take it man, drunk af hurting myself