  I’ve always felt off - always felt like I’m living an imposters life. My rational part of my brain knows that there’s no reason for me feeling down and hopeless but I can’t stop myself from feeling this way. Nothing super traumatic has happened to me (other than super failed relationships where my partner just up and left). 

I feel like I can’t accomplish anything, I feel slow, stupid, and just worthless. I just don’t want to feel this way anymore. I’m in therapy, I’m on medication. I exercise, I sometimes eat right. But there are days where I just sleep all day, where I can’t do anything. 

August was really brutal. I just don’t want to be this way anymore. I want to be happy.