tw for mentioning sh 
i hate it so much when i can’t figure out if i’m overreacting about something, being delusional and paranoid, or if it’s actually happening. my boyfriend hasn’t spoken to me all day and when i ask him if i did anything wrong he tells me i didn’t, but when i ask then why hasn’t he talked to me all day, he responds 3 hours later with just “sorry”. he doesn’t understand how triggering this is for me, no one does and when i speak to people about it they just brush it off and act like it’s something that everyone goes thru, im tired of everyone not taking me seriously or understanding me. no one knows what that feels like. it sounds dumb when you say it out loud but something as stupid and simple as that feels like torture to me. being ignored, not getting enough attention, and getting one worded responses from your fp/so feels like the world is ending and like you’re dying. it sounds dramatic but that’s how i feel, and not a single person understands that. i can’t even talk to anyone about it bcuz all my other friends take forever to respond too. i have no idea what to do. i’m trying so hard not to hurt myself, i just need support