I have heard over and over and over again from friends and people that I’m too much. My previous relationships ended because I am too much. When I got married 2 years ago I thought finally there was someone who would stick with me and he left. When my best friend was there for me during the separation I thought maybe it wasn’t going to be hopeless and someone else could be there for me.

That is, until they messaged me to say they’re too burnt out and need to step back from the friendship.

I truly wish I was less of a burden. 

I truly wish I was successful that night.