I'm pissed beyond belief. I've been raised with the mindset that if I'm not contributing to the family then I'm a waste of space. And if I'm being a burden then I'm worse then scum. I never asked to be born but now I'm forced to be a monkey in a circus that's burning down. Like out of all the possibilities I'm born in the absolute worse life for me. Then they have the nerve to look at me disappointedly. As if I asked to have depression and shit