Been ghosted randomly by 6 more people in the last month, idk why I even bother honestly...

It's obviously my fault, I'm so garbage they slowly stop responding, then just stop all together.

Everyone does it, everyone will always do it because I suck.

I've never had friends irl, and the only person I talk to irl doesn't barely talk to me anymore, and I just annoy them...I actually somehow managed to go to a movie with someone, but they ghosted me too after I obviously was terrible during that too...


I'm just so lonely, I've never hugged anyone, never been close to anyone, never had anyone who actually wants to, and I can't blame them...

I thought I was over feeling this, I wish I could stop feeling so lonely, I already hate being alive as it is.


I'm so tired of living, I'm tired of everything, and loneliness doesn't help that...but I probably deserve this  :(

I'm terrible, fucking garbage, I deserve to feel this pain eat me alive.