I've been through the dbt program and tons of therapy, but I cant ever get a straight answer about what to do about feeling empty??

Even when I read articles, they just say things like "focus on coping" ... What?? 

How do you deal with feeling empty?

I am all alone :( I literally have nobody in this life. It only seems to get harder as time goes on.

I'm constantly hurting inside. I constantly feel like I can't breathe. My life feels like a burning hell!

I try to be positive and say that I'm happy, but it doesn't help!!

I wish God was real, I do think he is real, but I don't think he is good and I think he intentionally gave me this life to make me suffer. Maybe I was an angel in heaven and i did or said something he didn't like so he gave me this life to burn in.

I even try to meditate and completely clear my mind....but I'm hurting all the time!!

I'm hoping to try Buddhism and find peace.

:(