I get very frustrated with my job and the unfair expectations and pressures they put on me, the annoying and hurtful colleagues, and the lack of reward or satisfaction. I wonder if by changing companies, the grass would be greener on the other side.

Maybe if I found the perfect environment for me to work in, I would feel better, and be able to get out of bed easily in the morning, and not feel dejected and upset all the time.

But then I think back to all my previous jobs, and the times I was unemployed, or in university, and remember how I had emotional disregulation and hypersensitivity and dissatisfaction issues back then, too. But maybe it will all get better when I find my dream job?