I'm having a lot of trouble obtaining my medication, and the deadline before I have to go back is in a day. I panicked and quit after training when I started actually working. I work at a call center doing surveys, and I started feeling like everyone I called knew me, or knew intimate details about my hospital stay, or that people in the back were always talking about me, and it was just very visceral. It also felt intentional on my employers part.

I really want to try to do OK at the job because it's remote and a relatively easy well-paying job, but I just had my first break before I applied, and I'm new to (and don't like) the idea of getting used to psychosis. Do any of you have any similar experiences or success with this?