I feel so anxious everyday all day at work that now I hate being there. I rant about how terrible I feel to my friends and family and a support hotline for anxiety almost daily. I loved the job when I first started then I started to go down hill. Now I feel like everyone hates me.- which most likely is not the case. Im embarrassed by my work performance and I TMI’d to a coworker about my depression and the negative thoughts I have daily. I didn’t go into detail but I said enough that now Im very embarrassed!!!! She was super supportive about it all. But still, I couldn’t keep my cool! I know my problem with my job is a me issue but it still sucks!!! I don’t know if I have coworkers that hate me or not, I just cant seem to interpret if a look is an angry look or an indifferent look. Plus, I cant seem to get it in my head that everyone is worrying about several things at any given moment that do not involve me. I cant stop beating myself up about whether people like me or not and it hurts. It hurts terribly not being able to get it out of my head that I am not the center of my workplace. The worrying feels involuntary. Its got to the point where I worry about worrying at work. I think I need meds to help me with this problem.