idk what got into me. i just started meds, doing therapy, eating better, and recognize BPD symptoms and doing my best to manage, and that just came crashing down today.

my roof in the house i pay rent in is leaking every time it rains and long story short, i exploded and told my friend how much i was angry at the landlord for putting us at risk, but the way i conveyed it was really aggressive and intense. i didnt blame my friend for anything, but theyre not taking to me at all now. im giving us space to step back but i truly feel like shit because i was doing so well until i fucking exploded on my friend.