i always feel this way on the downswing. most times, i talk about seroquel like it’s been my miracle drug. i’ve been on it for almost two years and it truly has helped me so much. but right now i wish i was never prescribed it. 

if i miss a dose, i vomit up everything i eat. i have low blood pressure and ravenous hunger. but what makes me the most upset is my total dependency on it for sleep. i rely on it completely…i feel like i haven’t felt natural tiredness for 2 years. 

does anyone else feel like this? i get so upset over it…also i’ve been on zoloft for half of my life at this point and i feel like i’m and overmedicated. i just want to get off everything. i know that’s not a good idea. but i just wish it was different