I thought that I find the best thing ever, uni that heavily uses Internet and e-learning methods in it's history course. 

We have one weekend of classes a month at the uni, the rest is on a platform. There's a lot of work, a lot of assignments to do every day, but after initial panic I managed to do most of them (apparently beside a Latin assignment due today)

Unfortunately, today after ancient history classes, my anxiety went up so much, I feel like resigning. Most people here already studied at uni, or at least tried to, or are younger than me. 

I have no idea what to do. I'm lightheaded with worry, my hands shake - is it a panic attack btw?