Hi. First off, sorry for errors I'm on my phone. ....So .. backstory: I've known I was a lesbian since I was about 11. Came out to my super religious (actually in a cult) parents when I had a stupid moment in high school. They put me through ex-gay therapy (bible-based therapy to make you straight). Anyway.... years pass and I went back in the closet. The ex-gay therapy is just another straw on the pile of trauma. ...... 
So recently (maybe 3 months) I started seeing this therapist. She's really nice and I had a little trouble coming out to her the first time we met, bc of ex-gay therapy background, etc. She assured me it was ok and she wasn't weirded out by me.. Anyway things have been going pretty well and the other day after our appointment I decided to Google her bc I was trying to guess her age. I figured she could be anywhere from 26-36 and I was curious. Anyway I found out she's married to a minister (who works in the office when I check in for my appointments) and she went to an evangelical college and they are really active in a church in town. Anyway, obviously she's probably ok with me... but now I have this thing going on loop in my head about all the times I talked about my sexuality and smoking a cigarette and trying to remember if I ever said the word "fuck" (I know I've said "shit" a few times). Anyway, basically judging myself and feeling sinful and shitty. So I'm wondering if I should tell her that I found all this out????? I reaaallllllyyyyy dint want to be creepy. I feel like most people Google their therapists ....but this is a lot that I dug up. Should I just keep quiet? I am scared I'm going to be less honest since my trust has been broken (even though she didn't do anything wrong).  What do I do????? I see her Tuesday and I'm having such anxiety over it. Am I creepy? Will this seem creepy? Is this just another boundary I crossed and didn't see it? I'd it normal I dug this up?? Please only bpd respond. Not trying to be rude I just feel like y'all understand what I mean and can understand my thought process. PLEASE GIVE ADVICE!! Even if it's just a word or two! I'm freaking out amd considering canceling even though I like herand shes helping me. Will it be creepy if I tell her I found everything online!!!???