Why the fuck do i keep on waking up EVERY FUCKING DAY it's not like i have shit to do or a reason to stay alive day after day not only that but this bitchass family and especially that old female family member living with me god i fucking wish every one of them fucking dies either by nature or by my own hands but OH NOOOO of course the nice, non problematic that mind her own business bitch that i am is the one that pray to die every fucking half hour and actively tries to multiple times yet i still exist bro i swear on everything is murder wasn't elligale i would have done some fucked up shit i dreamed to do to those bitches that fucked me over and then ended it all by hanging myself i will make them suffer slowely the same way they did to me my entire life all that i fucking gave you is my pure love yet you sucked that shit like its nothing you motherfuckers go fuck yourself