I’m worried she’ll not want to be my friend anymore because of it. Like competition. And also it’s making me feel bad that the guys she’s matching with (as am I) are taking her on dates where as with me I haven’t been on dates with those guys? Idk  I just feel like I’m going to lose a friend AND lose guys.
She’s blonde and pretty and thinner. I’m not like fat but I’m brunette and thick and I just feel like she’s the idea blonde, model look most would want and I feel like I’m just not good enough knowing guys I matched with didn’t want to take me out while they take her out. It makes me want to diet really hard now.