Hi!
I happens to me all the time. I plan something that is supposed to be great, like going on holydays, or to a party...and then a few days before it's supposed to happen, I don't want to do it anymore. I just want to stay at home, alone, and watch tv. But I can't because I already signed up for this, or I paid it, or I'm just gonna seem weird if I suddenly cancel it.
Like, I have to go to a party next friday night. I was so excited when I got the ticket (which is expansive), all my friends are going (except my best friend, which is the problem), but I just convinced myself that it's gonna be boring and I'm not gonna enjoy it and stay sit somewhere in a corner, waiting for the end. All of a sudden, I don't want to be with my friends, just want to stay at home, watch tv and sleep. My reason is telling me that it's gonna be great, like everytime I feel like that, it always (almost) ends up being great. But my instinct is telling me the opposite.
Do you feel the same sometimes ?
It's not a big deal but it's annoying how it happens all the time, and I feel like I "force" myself to have fun.
