my friend posted on her private account something about making an extra private account for important people and i just realised that im not important in anyones lives im just there in the background weve barely talked since quarantine and shes supposedly my best friend but i just think she thinks im annoying and stuff i overthink a lot and it doesnt help that i s^lf h*rm because for some reason i do it because i get angry at myself for feeling this stuff i shouldnt be mad that my friend isnt very open with me so why am i?