I have recently asked my mom if she would find it okay, and she said it's not a problem and that it would be in her benefit too but I feel guilty about it. Ofcourse I love them all but the fact that in only 2-3 weeks time, it'll be Christmas, Newyear's eve' AND my 18th birthday is just too much for me. I want most of that pressure to be gone and I just want all 3 days to be treated like any other day.. But I just feel so guilty..