My entire life feels like some sort of limbo.

I've seen people make great accomplishments at only the age of 17, meanwhile there is not a single thing I've done in that time.

I have no purpose or calling in my life, no real goals to achieve or strive for, I just live to see another day and I hate it.

I have no passions or loyalty to anything in life. I study IT only cause it's common knowledge IT jobs pay the bills well. There's no passion I have towards it and I feel its too late to do a 180, even if I could I would be even more lost cause I'd have to decide what I wanna do in life.

I'm just trying to survive day by day with no real hope for the future being brighter.

It feels like I'm lost in this endless fog, just walking through life without a clue of where I'm going or if I should even go the path I'm following. It feels empty and cold.

I've been spending days in my room bored to death. Just waiting for the cycle of a day to restart: wake up, go to school, go to sleep, repeat.

Even when I have a task appointed I just can't seem to do anything right. I can't get that 4.5 GPA my father wants from me, I can't make that game that sounds like a really cool concept in my head.

I have no talents, nothing that makes me stand out, I'm simply a blank slate that can't be colored, my life has no real meaning or reason, I have made no achievements in life, my life has no value.

The fog is becoming thicker with each passing day, it's becoming suffocating and I get more and more lost.