I know we complain about how rapidly our moods change and it's like experiencing four seasons in one day (or hour), but damn I would give anything to have the ability to feel SOMETHING again. 

It has been happening for just over a month now and I have started to drop the dosage but it is such a slow process and I am struggling to do what I want to do because there is no emotional pay off. I had all this motivation to start all of these new habits such as become a morning person and go for big walks, and do squats, but to create a habit you need to have a reward and there is nothing that sparks any joy or positive emotion.

So I feel stuck on the biggest plateau in existence, walking like a zombie with no end in sight. How do y'all cope with such nothingness? 
For the record it is not the same as numbness from a low where you feel a giant void of emptiness in your chest, this is just simply... nothing...