I’m just so tired. Tired of being this broken, pathetic little thing which the only purpose is to be taken advantage of. I’m tired of trying, trying to be better, trying to be useful, to be good, no matter how much I try it’s always the same. It’s never enough. I just wish someone would look at me and ser me as worthy of being loved. I’m tired of persisting and hoping things will be better. They won’t.