18 (M) I have tried asking for help several times from my mom, my friends, and my (just broken up with) ex girlfriend. I can’t do this, every time I’ve mentioned it they tell me it’ll be okay and I’ll be fine. But as if like magic it is never brought up ever again. I don’t have the motivation to carry myself through the day. Simple tasks seem impossible to do sometimes and I feel just terrible. I’m the guy who’s always trying to help my friends go through their problems and yet I’m ignored when I have my own. I don’t want to live like this. Life is just constantly going down hill, I have so many self esteem, trust and confidence issues, girlfriend broke up with me 10 days ago (first break up and I’m going through it completely alone) and I just got Covid. I’m at my rock bottom. I don’t have the willpower to climb up again.