That... tends to happen with me. I freak out. I feel like it's the end of the world. I feel so heartbroken that she's in pain. Even just remembering her being sick can make me feel miserable.

Well, it looks like she might be sick again and Idk what I should do to protect myself. I feel the panic starting in my brain. I think it's trying to dissociate.

I know it's an irrational response and she probably won't die but... it's complicated and I don't want to go into detail.