After 3 months of not talking with my fp because i said some wrong things on emotions, i wrote to her and she responded me dry saying she doesnt want my friendship anymore. 4 years meant nothing to her. She quit me from her life like i'm a trash or something. I dont wanna talk with people anymore. This shit is too hard. I dont wanna even live. I'm always supportive of everyone, listening their problems even if i have mine and all take that for granted, i will never be kind again, since today i will be a fucking cunt. Fuck people.