I finally found a person I was actually compatible with, and I was in a relationship I thought would last a long time, but apparently I didn’t mean anything to them at all. Both of us have BPD, which made things hard I guess. They broke up with me in the middle of nowhere last month, and we’ve been fighting nonstop since then and they keep pushing me away. Not very long after we broke up, they’re obsessed with someone else. They won’t stop talking about them on Instagram, they’re treating me like everyone else and I’m not special to them anymore, I never even was in the fucking first place. It wasn’t a mutual break up, and they’re blaming me for still being obsessed. Like jesus fucking christ, why’d you replace me in the first place then??? You treated me like absolute fucking garbage and my feelings are completely valid. I don’t see a point in living anymore, because my ex loves his new fp more than he ever loved me. They’re so “compatible” and apparently nobody will ever love me again.