Every other guy tells you to just "stop being a bitch". I've had an ex tell me she wanted to date real man that wasn't so emotional. I'm so tired of feeling everything so extremely. I just want to shut it off. It's not fucking fair. I can fix cars and build shit with my hands and hunt and fish. But you show any emotion in front of someone and you're labeled feminine. I just want to be like every other guy. I've been working so hard since I was diagnosed with BPD 7 years ago but it won't stop. I'm just so tired of having to try so hard to seem like a normal guy.