Personally, my FP is ALWAYS the person that I'm seeing/in a relationship with. The problem is that I have pretty much always found someone to move onto in a very short period of time (after breaking up/ending things with someone else). So for the last 6ish years, I haven't really gone through a period of not having a FP.

However, now I'm scared that the current person I'm seeing is about to leave. So basically, I feel like I'm about to face a period of time without a FP and I'm really really scared. 

I just feel so lonely without someone and feel like I always need someone to lean on because I don't do well by myself. I also am so scared of feeling like I have no one that actually cares about me/loves me. It just makes me feel completely invisible/worthless. 

Genuinely, I feel like the WHOLE purpose of my life is to have/find someone to love me. I just don't know how I'm going to cope without someone. Like legitimately, if someone told me that I'd never find someone again, I would not want to live. And the horrible part of this guy leaving me is that I've idealised him so much that I already feel like I'll never find someone as good which is making me feel super down.

Sorry if this is all over the place, I'm just kind of panicking and was wondering if anyone else feels like this and how they cope when they aren't dating someone/don't have a FP.