My best friend of two years cut me off out of nowhere about a month ago and it destroyed me. We were having a calm conversation about why he had started getting distant in which he explained that he was focusing on school. I said I understood and asked if we were still friends. He said yes, then all of a sudden he blocked me and unfriended me everywhere. I’ve been calmly trying every two weeks, give or take a few days, to send him a message asking why he was doing this to me and if he could please explain to me what was going on that made him do this. He never did this in the past and has always been easy to talk to and never quick to anger, but all of a sudden he just snapped and did this. I have no other friends and now that he’s gone I simply cannot cope since I have nobody to talk to anymore. All I want is some closure and for him to stop ignoring me and acting as if I don’t have any feelings. I’ve asked people I know and shown them the messages, and they can’t find anything in the messages that could have made someone angry so I’m completely at a loss. In my few messages I was able to send after he cut me off I tried to apologize, explained that this was hurting me and that I needed to talk to him, and promised to be a better friend in the future. Both messages got left on read. I tried refriending him on social media, but he declined the request. No matter how long I go over everything leading up to him cutting me off and analyze every word said I still can’t find anything or begin to understand. I’m in so much pain and have stopped sleeping at night. He was honestly my everything and my only will to keep trying at life because I felt like someone cared about me, but now that he’s gone I feel worthless and like I don’t deserve any respect or love from anyone. I don’t think I’m ever going to get passed this and I don’t know what to do....


TL;DR - Only friend who I knew for multiple years randomly cut me off and refuses to talk or tell me what’s wrong. Severely hurting me emotionally. 