I’m extremely depressed right now. My job makes me miserable, but today, I just could not take it. I went shopping after work and spent $300 in Sephora. I thought it would make me happy, but right when I got home, I broke down and started crying for 30 minutes straight. I’m going to return all of the makeup tomorrow because I didn’t even take anything out of the bag.

Why I hate my job is a totally different story... but I don’t think I can work there anymore. The money is great, best I’ve ever had, but it’s effecting my mental health for the worse. I come home so angry. I argue with my husband and my mom just because I’m so fucking sad. I am so so miserable but can’t quit. I’ve never stayed at a job this long, but I need to to be able to take care of muSelf and those closest to me😩