Hey everyone. I’ve been dealing with severe anxiety since I can remember. I am 22 and got on Lexapro 20mg five years ago. It used to help, but now every time I go through a big change I have a month long panic attack. My partner got deployed last minute last year, and I had a panic attack. School was back in person, and I had a panic attack. I moved back home after I graduated, and I had a panic attack. I am now searching for jobs in a new state, and I’m having a panic attack. My panic attacks usually consists of me obsessing over a situation that has caused me turmoil in the past. I hope to return to therapy as soon as I get a job. I’m not sure the lexapro is helping anymore. I hate feeling like this. It feels constant and never ending. I want to check myself into a mental institute some days. I don’t know if I’m suicidal or not. I just know that I’m miserable.