So I have a boyfriend and he is so kind , I feel like I can trust him. I also feel like we should break up. We have a year together but I feel like my mind is toxic. So yesterday it got to a point where I had to tell him it’s gettin to my head. I told him I don’t want to be in a relationship because I want him to find better. I explained to him that I wouldn’t feel good if he has female friends, I wouldn’t feel good if he’s texting female friends and hanging out with them if he ever meets a good female friend. I said it’s better for him to leave because I don’t want to stop him from that. I obviously don’t want to break up but I’m 100% sure I would let him go if he chooses it’s best for him. He doesn’t want to go anywhere, I feel like we have so much feelings for each other. I honestly think we are perfect for each other except for my thoughts and jealousy. I think I should stay alone, this person I’m with is never talking about girls, doesn’t text girls or anything that would trigger my “jealousy” and I still make scenarios and I start over thinking. There feels are so so strong it’s not something I can work with. He agreed he rather not text or find any female friends because he wants to stay with me. I cry so much because I care for him and want better for him and im not it. Im so disgusting…. I hate it so much. Should I leave? I really don’t want to.