im new to this subreddit and i just needed a place to throw up my feelings. im drowning in a pool of my self worth and i’m seriously even doubting to be alive. im stressed, always angry, and nothing helps. i was on pills but i was removed as i showed signs of getting better and overall was so much happier, now i’m back. it hurts to eat, sleep, shower, or do anything. im scared, sad, and need help. i don’t do therapy out of the ptsd of my old therapist and i’m overall unable to do anything. i need help, it’s getting so much worse.