Hello everyone, I’ve been holding back on posting this for a very long time because of the fear and honesty of this post. I really just need someone’s else’s perspective, people who’ve been in the same situation. 
I am currently seeing a therapist, I’ve begun about 2 months ago. 
My anxiety stems from my ability to preform in the real world. I’ve never been that great academically... being a C and B student. I’ve recently begun my first semester of college and I’ve barely managed to pass both of my classes.. (I only took 2) I’ve been working about 30 hours a week and in a relationship.... where we see each other every day (as in practically living together) to add to this I also live at home and have two dogs who I have to regularly feed . This situation has caused a constant state of stress and anxiety in my life. It’s made me lose sleep at night because of always having to run somewhere. My anxiety has only increased with my gf. She’s finishing her masters and I feel so inadequate due to not having any college and the 2 classes I have had I’m struggling in. It’s making me really rethink one of my biggest dreams in my life... I’ve always wanted and desired to be a college graduate but I just don’t know if I can sometimes.. when I work on assignments I can feel anxiety looming over me, telling me I can’t no matter how hard I try. Even worst, my gf and I have begun talks of being married and... anxiety tells me I can’t do it, that I shouldn’t try because I’ll disappoint her. That I won’t be able to provide for her. This is an endless pit of hell... please share what’s helped you