Okay listen guys!! I’ve been inactive for months on here, I took a long break from dating, I started taking anti depressants and did things like working out, eating healthier and working on myself to help my horrendous mood swings. I’ve been doing okay but I do occasionally miss affection and no matter how hard I build my walls up I always come back to that feeling of missing out on something that I need. I recently started talking to someone and my entire mood is based off how quickly/ what they reply, me and this person haven’t been talking long at all and if they saw this they would probably freak out,  my attachment is extremely unhealthy but this is the thing, no matter how many times it hurts me I will always come back to this, the second I get involved with another person all my walls break down and i just become a co-dependant mess:(