The constant mood swings 

Any slight by anyone and I'm ruined for the day 

I'm manipulative, broken, desperate, cruel 


I'm impulsive 

I don't feel like I exist 

One minute I'm planning on dying and the next I feel elated 

I've ruined every relationship, friendship, interpersonal relationship because I can't cope around people

My mind is always screaming and I only find peace when I can drown it out

I'm in pain. I dont want this anymore