In the past, my anxiety was unbearable. It manifested in several ways, but the worst was procrastination. I’m sure people can relate, but I just couldn’t bring myself to do anything because if I couldn’t do it well because I was so scared of rejection or disappointment. Every task, assignment, and class felt daunting. Last semester of college I dug myself into a hole and just fell completely behind on a project graduation requirement (personal and family stuff). My advisor and I talked and we said we would push it to the summer aka now. The thing is the person in charge of my project (not my advisor) definitely dislikes me. It’s honestly valid considering how I became super awol and checked out the last couple of weeks of the semester but it makes me super anxious to do absolutely anything with him. I’ve gotten on medication since And I’m much more put together now, my family life has stabilized, and I’m in a much better place. I honestly just get it done now. This is the last thing I need before I graduate and I already have a full time job lined up. How do I just get over him disliking me and just move forward? I know it doesn’t matter but I just can’t help but become so stressed over every meeting I have with him.