I’m 16, a guy, and I’m loosing all my hair, it’s not just my hairline, it’s my entire head, I lose so much hair every day, and each day I get more and more hideous. I’ve been told it’s genetic hairloss that’s effecting my entire head instead of just the normal pattern. I have a huge forehead, I’ve never dated anyone, and I doubt I ever will. I almost never leave the house, if I do I feel sick the whole time. I’m so jealous of other guys and all their hair, and I clog up the shower drain every day, my scalp is clear as day in the sun. I just want to be a normal guy, I cry all the time, I started online school so there’s no physical interaction with anyone, they would just pick on me. Nothing ever goes right for me, I don’t remember the last time something positive happened in my life. I’m a horrid, disgusting, hideous freak, that will forever be banished to the dark corners of society, wishing for a better life. They say it’s about the personality, not the looks. But it’s human nature to first judge on looks, people see me, and think I’m gross and want nothing to do with me. I just want to be happy, I just want to look normal, I just want to have normal friends, I want to love someone. In some ways the mirror is my best friend, it shows me the problem, but it doesn’t laugh at me, it just cries with me.