I kinda know the answer to this question but WHY oh WHY do I give time and attention to people who would not lift a finger for me. WHY oh WHY do I allow people to show time and time again that I am not a priority. People who are cold and not open with their feelings are like drugs. I can't get enough of the way u keep me performing these mental gymnastics baby. He's just not that into you is a hurtful truth yet freeing 