I love my partners so much but I just can't seem to keep a relationship longer than 2 months now. What's wrong with me? I'm not a terrible person! Why can't I be loved for who I am? I'm not crazy, damn it. I'm so depressed. The emotions I've been feeling for the past month are so extreme that it gets to the point I want to kill myself. WHY DO I HAVE BPD OMG IM SO UPSET