I am always there when I think they need me. I constantly reassure them that crying is natural and their feelings are valid. They need to process them instead of bottling it up inside. You're suicidal? I won't pressure you but I encourage you to come talk to me about it because you're not alone. Let's work through this together and so on.

However personally I refuse to even acknowledge my own feelings even when I'm making yet another plan for suicide. I haven't cried for myself in over a year. The most I ever do is respond to a joke with 'lol I'm sad too bitch'. I feel wrong for preaching what I absolutely will not practice. It's lonely but this is the behavior I've chosen for myself and don't think I could exist any other way. 

No real point to this post, just felt like it was something I wanted to say. Not to anyone I know of course.