Hi y'all. I've been having a really really hard time lately and I need some support. I recently relapsed back into self harming for the millionth time and it's starting to hit me that it might never get better. I need to talk to my partner about it but I'm so scared to. He knows I self harm, and he's supportive and loving and kind and I just know it destroys him whenever I hurt myself and I can't bear the thought of hurting him again. I'm convinced that this is it, that if he finds out he'll leave me and then I'll be left alone. I feel like I'll lose everything and maybe I deserve that. I definitely deserve that. I'm literally so fucked up about it and I feel like there's nothing I can do and I feel like I'm gonna slip further and further into this until there's scars all over my body. I need help and I don't know what to do anymore.