Does anyone else feel like this? I feel like I don't have a actual personality. I basically become whoever I hang out with. I also can't help but become obsessed with everything I start to get a interest in. It becomes my personality because I have nothing else. I am empty. Im a hollow shell and I try to fill the emptiness with things but nothing stays. 
I'm always disassociating, I feel like my body is not connected to me. I dont even feel like a person. Its like my body just goes through the motions but I'm not really there. Chunks of my day will be missing. People will talk to me and I'll have a full conversation with them then suddenly snap back into reality and not remember anything. I feel crazy trying to explain it but its terrifying. 
When I try to discribe this feeling to people no body gets it. I feel like I have zero control. I'm not even a person. 