I just moved into a new apartment. It’s everything I’ve ever wanted in a place... but my anxiety keeps getting in the way. When we moved in there were a few things that need to be fixed due to the last residents not taking care of it enough and when I’m not constantly figuring out in my head how I’ll be able to live for the rest of my life without a working dishwasher I’m freaking out about rent payments and what if I lose my job and can’t pay. I just want to enjoy this. Shit happens and shit breaks - it’s normal and will be fixed - but I’m constantly feeling like it’s the end of the world.