Yes that’s a crude title, i apologize. But for the past 4 hours I have just been dwelling and picking and analyzing on a comment that literally meant nothing. I’m in choir— new good friend of mine turns to me and says “You’re singing a bit low, but maybe it’s because you’re next to the tenors”. That was referring to my pitch. Immediately, I split on her. I hated her. She ruined my whole mood. I have always been very sensitive to how my singing voice sounds, and for the first time in a while I was singing loud...and that’s what happens. I know I am being over emotional at the moment so I excuse myself and use the bathroom to bawl for 10-15 minutes. I come back, and treat her kindly because I know she had no bad intent with that comment. Leave class, smoke a cigarette and fall into a very heavy depressed episode wondering If I am even made for music. What the fuck is wrong with me. I am literally questioning every part of my singing voice and wanting to never take another music class again. Right now I hate music, I’m ashamed of my voice, I am ashamed of ever singing to anyone in my entire life. Why. Am. I. So. Malleable. Someone help me. Thanks