I'm an 18 year old just recently graduated high school. After graduation life has just been a complete shit show I was such a piece of shit in high school and I lost all my friends and have no one to talk to and I broke up with high school sweet heart shortly after we we graduated because I started talking to one girl at work but I read her wrong and she wasn't interested so I broke it off with the one girl the one fucking person that truly cared about me even when I was a piece of shit and she hates my guts my family only speaks to me to ask me for money or things they need. Quit my job because everyone was older but they were at least nice and spoke to me even though I was quiet and kind of a dick to them but they were to old so I thought working in a bar would help get friends my age but no they give no shits about me. As soon as something gets good I always ruin it. My relationship wasn't perfect with my ex but I was happy then I just threw her out like it was nothing because I was to stupid to fucking see how much she did care about me and I just wanted a different and prettier girl. I feel so alone and I don't see myself getting new friends or anything like that.