I need to rant and I’m curious if other people feel this way. 

I feel like i’m more intense than most people. I give 110% of myself in relationships. I’d like to think I’m a thoughtful friend/partner. I pay a lot of attention to others, i like surprising them for their birthday with all kinds of gifts, i like cheering them up when they’re feeling down, i like making them meals, i like taking care of them, etc. I just feel like people don’t put that same amount of energy back. 

It’s not like i’m a doormat, i break things off when i feel like people don’t appreciate me. 
And by no means am i saying that i’m a perfect person who wants everyone to be obsessed with them. 

I just wish i was loved the way i love others. I think my heart is too big for my own good. It feels like the way i love is so much more intense and devoted than how other people love.