I feel like as a person I am way too sensitive and fragile. I get hurt easily, I cling too hard to impossible things and give up on that which is within my reach. If I am ever anywhere but my bedroom alone, I am out of place. 

I feel like with my mind I am just not made for this. As I've gotten older life has only gotten more stressful, I am more emotional and easily hurt, and there is a lot more hurting taking place. It feels like my future is so far out of my reach I don't even know what it is. Maybe this is not entirely BPD but just a general person feeling (the world just sucks no one knows what they're doing) etc. etc. But it genuinely feels like I can't do this.