Almost 2 years ago I found my soulmate and over the 2 years we had a really strong relationship and recently we gave into toxcicty and negativity and have been fighting a lot. I’m trying so hard to fix everything but a relationship requires effort from both people. We outgrew each other and just don’t want to accept it but I want to grow with her not away from her I love her more then anything but for a few months it feels like I’m begging for the bare minimum and she decided she diddnt want a family together later and to marry and to me that really hurt because for the entire relationship she wanted that and now I’m scared I’m going to be abandoned I feelies withdrawing and slipping away more everyday and I’m trying everything I can but it truly is a living nightmare it was always my worst fear I would lose my partner :(