Was wondering if there’s any consistency in the feelings you get on each episode? Is depression always plain and empty? Is there any recurring thoughts that go through your mind every time? Or is there a difference on all of them? As if your brain finds new ways to torture you?

Does (hypo)mania feel new and exiting? 
Or is it a familiar feeling that’s just repeats itself every few months?
Do you get the same kind of ideas? Or do you find other ways to be reckless?

Do these feelings fade in time or do they just disappear one morning?