My psycologist passed away today. He had a blood clot go through his lung. When i got the news i screamed for about 2 minutes then cried histerically then went into shock and just stared. This man has been more of a father to me than my own father. He has been my saving grace during my dark days. My emotions are all over now. One minute crying, next just staring, then laughing. I really dont know how i will cope with this. 

Has anyone been through something similar?