This is how every "dont commit $uicide" sounds like. No one cares for me, they just care about not feeling guilty. I remember reading somewhere "Id rather hear your problems than attend your funeral", oh so thats what my feelings are, just an inconvenience. Why should I care then about you having to take time off your busy schedule then to attend my funeral? Why should I care about your guilt? Im tired of carrying this pain, Im tired of constantly having to worry and constantly being anxious and depressed, and I know dead bitches cant worry about shit. I should I care if I leave those around me hurt when they dont really care and I wont even be able to tell theyre in pain once Im gone? Aftet all, most of my pain is caused by my "loved ones", specially those who tell me to "just pray" "I used to feel like that but then Jesus saved me", Fuck your Christ