well the guilt of cheating on my girlfriend went away but hes been getting distant and dryer,it hurts man, i had hope and all that fun stuff and now it seems like im loosing him, idk if i fucked up i hope hes just going through something he doesnt want to talk about or some other reason to not be talking to me like he used too,he treated and made me feel like no one else has and i really miss it, doesnt help how desperate i am of validation and attention