Got in an small riff with my mom over *literal fucking ice cream* and I’m feeling jittery. My brain keeps telling me to do things I don’t want to do. I think I’m going to take a hot bath and try to calm down. I can’t do any of the typical stuff like ice cube or glue or rubber band.

I can’t ever talk to her anymore without it being a fight. I wish she would just divorce my dad so I could live with him and be happy.