She's been gone for 3 years or so maybe less maybe more I don't know anymore, I feels like it was yesterday and some nights it feels like a century ago. I don't even know where I am it feels like it should hurt more I feel nothing, she was my everything and I feel so lost,no pain just fog..  she was taken at the age of 19 years old she stepped out of a moving car to avoid her ex boyfriend from beating on her or she just felt threatened I will never know why she got out of that moving car going 12 miles an hour. What I do know is that she is little and couldn't handle the impact of the asphalt at that speed, she fell out and hit her head she stayed alive in pain until she got to the hospital, she wasn't intoxicated nor on any medications I wonder what made you do that Sweet girl? What drove you to escape that situation in such a unprepared way, you've always been the smart one. I wish you could see me how much I have been able to do I hope I have made you proud, I feel like I don't have to impress you anymore but I still want to..