I hate being alive. All my friends leave me and all my romantic interests use me for sex then throw me away. I’ve tried having goals but they don’t do anything for me. The only thing that makes me happy is other people but the connection I need from them is too much and I’ll always be alone and miserable. I have been broken since I was a kid and have lost the last of my spark. I realized having hope was worthless just like me. There’s no point to life. I’m in emotional pain everyday and I can’t stand it anymore. I wish I had never been born to spare the trouble I will cause for the people in my life.