I (35m) decided to move to UK from India. Back home I had couple of introverted friends, my parents, my dog and my girlfriend with whom I had a dodgy relationship.
I always had aspirations to move to a developed country and the moment I got an opportunity I didn't think twice.
Now here I am all alone for last 6 months. Left my girlfriend, no more friends, gave my dog to my brother and man, I think I am lost.
I have no social life, I have any friends. I work from home every day and do not have any colleagues locally.
I am obsessing over finding a partner, I have registered on all the dating apps in the world and I have gotten no response.
I am really trying hard to make friends but I am not able to move past the formal meetings to something casual and has meaning.
I am crying every day,  I feel lost, I am unable to focus on work and I am slowly losing interest from everything. My alcohol intake is going up and at this point I think things might just go down hill I suppose.
All those struggles to get to were I am today has just been pointless.
I hate my life.