They are the ones who hurt me, all i did was leave and cry myself to sleep for fucks sake. They destroyed something valuable of mine and yet they are for some reason angry at me? Just great. Now im dealing with the loss of said thing but im also stuck 24/7 for 2 more months with people who went from being my good friends to someone who either doesnt speak to me at all or only tells me good morning with a nasty tone. Fuck my life. I can't see any reason why they might be angry, i really don't. I guess it's my weakness that just brings the worst in people out on the light.

Also, we are not kids, we are all adults here. I would have never expected to be treated like this by adults. No apology from an of them, noone to ask if im fine or if i need a company, just a bunch of people who now hate me.