I have been going through a ROUGH time lately. I'm on assistance, in urgent treatment therapy and not working as I try and figure out the proper meds and wait for DBT treatment. I wanted to treat myself so I got a vertical labret piercing (the one that is straight up and down on your lower lip) because I wanted it for so long. Well it's crooked. And it's fucking with me so much. Everytime I look at it/clean it, it sends me into a downward spiral. I get super irritable angry and sad and it makes me breakdown all over again. I don't know what to do. I wanted it so badly and now it looks stupid. My boyfriend says it's barely noticeable but to me it's a huge eyesore. I don't want to repierce it because of all the scar tissue and I would have to wait 4-5 months and it would hurt more. I don't want to take it out because I wanted it. I'm just so frustrated. Do I go back to the piercer and complain? I have no idea. I feel like I'm being irrational again but I wanted this so bad and now its messed up.