Even my mother tells me that she doesn't want to talk with me anymore because I'm always only seeing  problems and never talk about something I like. I just quit  therapie because I don't want to annoyy therapist .
Nobody wants to talk to me anymore . I know it's necessary because hanging around with me is just damaging for THEIR mental health but I never felt lonelier before. 
How should somebody get out of this when the illness itself destroys every relationship to everyone