Since I started dating my SO (and FP) I’ve always been very paranoid with him doing awful things behind my back and I always took this to the extreme.

If he liked a picture of a girl I’d think they are having an affair, if one day he changed our plans I’d think he was going to see someone else or he didn’t love me anymore. You know the drill.

Some months into the relationship I realised I had pretty serious trust issues (that he didn’t cause) and I started snooping. It would give me a lot of peace because I’d never find anything bad. At some point I told him and he said that if seeing his phone would help me, he could show me if I asked. Because of that I started looking less.

In almost two years I haven’t found a single thing, but that doesn’t stop me from being paranoid. I feel like if I start trusting he will use that against me and will start going behind my back.

Some weeks ago he liked some girl’s picture and it made me split. He reassured me but I got obsessed with that girl and started checking if he was liking more of her pictures.

Today she made her account private and first thing that came to my mind is that he told her I was being jealous and asked her to go private so I wouldn’t see any more posts.

What is wrong with me?????

Has anyone else reached a point like this? Any tip?