Just trying this for the first time.  Glad there is online support for this and blessed to have found it.  Tried marijuana maintenance for the umpteenth time which doesn’t work in my case scenario.  Ended up in impatient hospitalization for the fourth time.  Finally got a good medicine regimen going.  Coming off the neurontin for the umpteenth time too.  I just have to admit to myself that is not helpful for me personally.  One of the hardest things I’ve had to do.  I just don’t want to experience anymore hypomania episodes or suicide attempts.  Again so glad this is here and there is hope for people with BPD.