Past few months my relationship has gotten worse &amp; I really want to sort it out. The smallest of things set me off. I'm emotional writing this out so I'm sorry if it's a bit all over the place. I don't like that I'm this way I don't like that the smallest of things set me off I don't like that I don't think like 'normal' people. I dont like my mood swings have such an effect on the people I care about most. I want to be 'normal' I want to feel stable I want to be able to trust myself I really don't wanna keep fucking up my life. What can me &amp; him do to make things better our relationship? He doesnt have bpd by the way it's just me. Any advice would be appreciated - thank you x