I’ve been feeling so amazing ever since starting prozac, like the best i’ve felt in years i’m always happy and energetic and chatty but i’ve been feeling bad tonight. Why in order to be happy do i have to take a pill, is all this even real or just a mask to the dark depressed person I really am. I’m thinking about if me 3 months ago saw me now she’s probably be happy i was feeling better but disgusted by how happy i was at the same time. I always told myself that i’d never take medication, i could dig myself out of every hole no matter how deep but i failed myself.I wish i could be normal and not have to take a happy pill to feel alive. I feel selfish saying this so many people try medication and don’t get these results, and i’m so lucky i just wish i could be like everyone else and be functional on my own.