IK I’m not gonna go tell anyone that will do something about what’s going on and the shit I have done, idk where I wanna go with my life idk if I wanna live idk if I wanna die. I talked to friends but that’s it the only way I’m getting myself serious help is if I do something to myself and fail or if someone finally sees a cut and thinks self harm or one of my burns but then even if this happens if I have the guts to try to end my life ever and for some reason live wtf will my Friends and family think will it be a all of a sudden everyone is all best buddies or will it be a fuck u your not my Kid/friend ur a piece if shit I have the ticket but am to scared for the ride