I am tired of the stereotypes of BPD. All because I have BPD, my sisters partner called me disgusting because I didn’t want to end up on the street. I was suicidal over it and I have been worrying about it intensely. The person who said I could stay with them if my grandma died, my own family member, decided nope changed their minds. Keep in mind I’m disabled and I can’t take care of myself. My own mom said no because her boyfriend didn’t want me there. So I had to worry about me losing a home if my grandma ever dies and she’s old. I told her I’m disabled and I’m sick and it’s pretty pathetic you let your boyfriend decide that. I told her to stand up to him. She didn’t. I ended up suicidal over the matter because hey, when your in fear of becoming a homeless disabled girl who can’t even take care of herself, you start to have panic attacks. 

In return, I got called disgusting and laughed at by my sisters partner. When I described the proof on how I was suicidal because my sisters partner didn’t believe me, I got an Lol. Not only was I not taken seriously but I got laughed at. I was also told “knowing you it’s probably intentional” because I have BPD. That pissed me off so bad. I was in a bad spot and my therapist was twiddling his thumbs, trying to ignore me and play games with me because he was pissed at me over DBT. So I didn’t really have a therapist listening to me either. 

On the bright side, my mom changed her mind and said I could stay with her if my grandma dies. But it was because we stopped talking to her and her boyfriend and they needed errands done. Her word is not liable. I can’t trust her. Meanwhile, my sisters partner is warping my sisters head and they have an abusive relationship going on. And I got called out wrongfully due to my BPD. Me and my sister no longer speak now.  

Anyone else get judged due to their BPD?