I (19F) just realized how behind I am and it's giving me paralyzing anxiety. I was talking to my only friend about her internship and she was explaining how she drove 10 hours to another state and how she's in a new environment, new team, etc etc and how she's flourishing and enjoying her freedom and it literally killed me. I could never do anything like that. Just to compare, I have a VIRTUAL internship and when the manager asked us to introduce ourselves Infront of like 5 people I was sweating and stuttering. I also have driving anxiety, so I am dependent on my parents for everything and I have no freedom. I can't speak to people, can't drive, and can't do anything by myself. I don't think I will be a functioning member of society ever. I am literally so depressed.