I just confronted my best friend. I know it's a bad idea. I recently lost a mother figure who was also good friends with my best friend. She has ever been trying to push me away and intentionally drag me into confrontations and then blame it all on me at the end. I wrote a long message to her describing all my feelings.

I'm shitting myself with anxiety cramps now. It's midnight so I have no clue what's gonna happen tomorrow. Honestly, she's the only one I have left. Should I delete the message? We usually do talk about feelings, but this is more confrontational than any of my messages before.

Should I delete it?