trigger warning: sex/sexual abuse (?), suicide

 my girlfriend has me as her fp and i really really need advice. we've been together for about half a year and we dont know eachother irl. lately ive been pretty distant because of mental health stuff and stress and ive noticed that whenever we talk shes different and shes been saying some concerning/worrying things like how "being used for sex and money wasnt that bad because at least theyll pretend to love you" and shit

shes been asking if she can buy shit for me as well. i dont think i can be depended on like this but i dont want to break up with her because im scared she will kill herself or something like that

i dont know if im being dramatic or something but i dont fucking know how to handle all of this and juggle it with school and stress and other problems i have so i just really need help with this