I have no one, i just left my girlfriend due to feeling nothing in life. I have no hobbies, I have no friends, I have a poor gpa in school and nothing I can do will help that in any meaningful way. Nothing brings me anything, no feelings, even sadness. I feel like I have no future, for some reason I can’t remember my past at all. I have no happy memories to repeat either. I have nothing left for me, and I’m okay with that. I’m not scared, I’m not sad, I’m not worried. 

I’m going to spend my last hour on earth doing what I want, I’m making it count regardless of if I don’t feel joy