I’m so sick of constantly letting myself down. 
I’m so sick of relapsing. 
I’m so sick of being undesirable. 
I’m so sick of treating my job as if it’s more important then my life
I’m so sick of falling apart everytime I get close to someone 
I’m so sick of being me. 
I’m so sick of my anxiety. 
I’m so sick of the flashbacks. 
I’m so sick of running from my tears. 
I’m so sick of being sick.