Sorry if this is asking for a diagnosis. I don't know where else to go. If there is a better place to post lmk


Whenever I go out and do anything, I feel like everyone is watching me, when I was 12 I went to a pool and I thought every single grown man was watching me and wanting to r@pe me. When I go to the shops I can't talk to the person at the til because I might do something wrong and then I'll be told off. Whenever I walk my dog I always keep a whistle around my neck in case I'm attacked or kidnapped. I don't trust adults. Everytime I walk past an adult I except them to grab me or attack me. I don't know why I am like this.

I even have intrusive thoughts about the men in my family doing weird things to me. Im going insane. It's so wrong and it scares me.

I am 14 yrs, homeschooled and really bad at socializing. Also I am afab transguy pre everything.