Hi everyone I was just wondering if I’m being too sensitive or not. I believe My family talks about me behind my back and exclude me from family events. I have been doing well for a over a year now. My parents don’t reply to my text messages or phone calls which sucks, I even got so concerned about them not replying because I hadn’t heard back from them for over a month ( worried something was wrong ) I caught 2 buses and a taxi out to their house to see them. I was greeted in an unfriendly manner and told I had to go back home so I said that was fine but felt hurt considering all the effort I put in to seeing them. I also had a message from my sister earlier on in the year saying that I haven’t got bipolar and that I’m a narcissist because I’m an attention seeker. Which is far from the truth I’ve hated having any attention over my mental health I have even avoided my mental health team several times because I’ve not wanted to be bothered by anyone. Also questioned my CPN over the narcissist statement to which she replied I wasn’t one. A couple of months ago I went to see my parents for a couple of weeks, I agreed that I wouldn’t drink alcohol as my parents don’t like seeing me drink because they say it’s not good for my mental health which I agree with tbh I hardly drink these days anyway only at social events  and I overheard my my mum say on the phone to someone that she hopes I want to drink so I’ll go back home which I found to be a very uncaring thing to say considering ive suffered from alcohol misuse as a teen especially during manic phases before I was medicated. Recently went to see my parents again for a day and showed my mother a video on her iPad and a Facebook message popped up from my sister saying “ hi mum been trying to ring guessing you’ve not got the phone on because you’re avoiding * my name * “ so I pretended I didn’t see it but was really upset. I’m a sensitive person who is very loving so I get upset easily and the way I’ve been treated by my family has been really impacting my mental health. Sorry for the rant aha.