I noticed that every time I am not around my family they are 99% of the time laughing and having a good time but when I tag along they stop talking and look like they were never happy. Also I noticed at social events when people are talking with their friends their always happen but when I try joining in they always aren’t as happy and then become more happy when I leave. It’s not like every time I talk to somebody they get in a bad mood it’s just that it happens a lot and I can’t help but feel upset, I feel like I don’t belong.