I don’t remember much being a kid. I have happy moments sure. I wasn’t physically abused, but is it still weird that I don’t remember stuff. Like I don’t remember too many of my birthdays. I’ve repressed a lot of dysphoria to the point where I’m feeling like an imposter. I do recall a lot of anger… parents went through a divorce and I’m highly impulsive and quite oblivious. Im not a sweet person there was a time were I was angry and that lead to some bad choices and regrets. Mostly I like to know if there’s anyone Will to share if they had the same or similar experiences. I don’t want to blame people. I’ve done it for a few years and it pisses me off. I just need to hear from others.