I have been diagnosed with panic disorder, depression, and social anxiety before and even thought to be agoraphobic with how bad my anxiety is in public especially. In the past few months I’ve lost all my friends and my relationship and I live with my parents and sibling. I feel so much guilt that I don’t work and that I can’t drive it’s making me feel much worse that usual. Today I’m going with my dad to help with mowing and every day I clean and do chores trying to do as much as I can to carry my weight. Should I be ashamed of myself for not having a job, my parents said if I wanted to stay here I can as long as I want and that they would always be here for me. I do think that maybe one day I will find a way of life but for now I am just so caught up in my own head and wouldn’t mind some thoughts from the outside in.