I don't even know where to start. I feel completely hopeless and worthless. I'm a 25 year old female with no direction in life. I can't find a job, not even a shitty one. I don't want to waste my time or be indebted up the ass in students loans going to college when I'm not even sure of what I want to do with my life. 
I keep trying to figure my stuff out but it seems to get me absolutely nowhere.
I'm constantly worried and tired. I can't get to sleep at night and I'm always anxiety ridden. I live in constant fear of being a loser. I don't know what to do anymore. I wish this would all just go away. Or I wish I could end it already, I wish I could buy a rifle and shoot myself in the head or jump off an overpass. I'm too much of a pussy though.