Ok guys so the long and short of it is,  met a girl, been on a few really nice dates, she has aforementioned disorders. She told me about her struggles in and out of hospital, i said I'm ready to accept it as part of her. And i am, genuinely 

Now, this is where i need some advice

She was meant to meet me on Sunday for another date, i drive 45 minutes to where she's from as its still early days. Anyway she ghosts me totally, doesnt even read my messages. I get annoyed because once again our date has been cancelled on the day, but this time i get no contact whatsoever. But, she is online during the day. So I'm pissed, i text basically saying she made a dick of me and good luck with her recovery....

She text today, saying she didnt intentionally ignore me, that she's not in the place she wants to be, that she cant give me what i deserve, that there's no other guy and that she's not ok....

Look I'm ignorant to BPD, i did my research but i dont have it nor had any experience with it before. I dont know wether to reply or not. Does this sound like a genuine pleade for help? Or does it sound like someone lying for some reason? I'm really confused and she's awesome, it's weighing heavily on my mind. 

Thanks for any and all advice guys