now i'm left sitting here like what the fuck

she didnt do me good but i was 3 years older but after i blew up on her in october (she drove 5 hours to see my favorite band, didn't invite me, and then i saw her on tinder that evening :)).

anyways we went nq. mailed her a record she would like (some rare bandcamp record from the 70s) for her bday in march. she just graduated hs and around that time we mutually unblocked each other, and she briefly followed me then unfollowed and now i'm just back to being blocked.



its like how the fuck am i supposed to do my job today