What in the fuck is going on? The state of the world is in such a shit place. I’m sick of it. I’m losing my mind more everyday, not sleeping at all. I don’t think I can do this anymore. I wish this was all a dream. I have nothing and I have no one its plagued me with tremendous anxiety and pain. I feel like im being tortured. Thats probably the case. Im definitely a prisoner. I’m so tired of this noise and stimulation. Society is so garbage and fake. Fuck these parasite governments and the evil that lurks this world.