Hi
I fought against my depressed toughts to avoid my depressed episode for approx 2 weeks. Yesterday I gave up and let them take control....

It was really tiring, I've been irritable and sleepy all the time. My sleeping problems stayed..

(I'll se a psychiatrist on March 28th)

The thing iiis... I'm bisexual too and I feel like I fell in love with one of my dudes... He has a girlfriend, I don't wanna tell him, even if I will be sure about it in the future.
I like him so much as a friend, don't wanna lose him, but he is always on my mind, I can't help it...

I am really afraid of he wouldn't talk with me anymore of I told him... 

Maybe I just feel like it cause being needy cause of my depressed episode? What do you think? What would you do?