Didn't get the job? I blame my autism and adhd and believe society is rigged against me. 

Nobody wants to talk to me? I blame society for being shallow. And that's ok, because I'm introvert anyways.

Not happy? I blame the system for not being compassionate enough. 

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Life is tough and I struggle to appreciate the good things and to be grateful and humble about the good things when bad things like medical bills come. I'm also a loner. I have always wanted to give up on relationships for my own personal freedom, but being human, I always crave them. I wish life was easy. Just work a part time job, live in public housing, and take public transportation. I might actually downgrade to my former welfare living life again because it was easy to. I would have more time to read, and play.