I feel like I'm drowning when I think how my relationship is crippling. It's going to come to an end, I'm reminded of why I'm still with my SO when he tells me it's because he doesn't give up on things. I know it's supposed to be reassuring, but all it does is ring alarm bells. Warning he could be with anyone else(not you) and not give up on them ( doesn't have to be you). The truth is he would be happier with a person that's not broken like me, and I want that for him before I start breaking him.