It's come to my realization that parts of my life are completely falling apart. I've been trying to find the drive to do things I once loved, but I can't seem to get out of my own way. I've been in a really dark hole with my mental health lately, and it's hard to find a reason to push on. My friends are gone, my excitement of getting out is gone, and I'm just altogether hurting inside. I don't want to feel this way, but I can't seem to shake it off, nor do I have anyone to talk me off the ledge anymore. 

Time just isn't on my side, and I can't stand it. Expect radio silence from me at this point, I don't know what else I can do. I could really use a friend right now...