I have a lot of problems like how my parents fight and how my sister has autism and that I have social anxiety and have depression and I don't even have friends because nobody wants to be friends with the loner kid.

but you know what at this point of my life I just don't care anymore about all of the shit I deal with everyday. my personality has changed a lot in the past months and now im more aware of everything and stand up for myself even when I dont need to, I feel act and talk like a different person and now those people who treated me like shit want to talk to me and all I said to them was to go fuck yourself 

I want to change this world its such a bad place and I know I can and I will.