I have depression, anxiety, and mild ptsd. I recently took on a position with a lot of responsibility with a volunteer organization. I like to challenge myself and push to get out of my comfort zone. I have a great counselor and take medication for depression and anxiety. There was an incident yesterday that has me in a tailspin and I hate it. I know my feelings are not rational and waaaayyyyy overblown for the situation. I worked hard to put together a document and ordered printed copies from an online company to save my organization money. The documents were delivered and the color was slightly off and it was not perfect. I showed them to my co-worker and she said they looked fine. We were in a meeting yesterday and I was feeling better about the documents based on positive feedback from a few people. I started to say something about how they looked pretty good. My co-worker interrupted me and gave a list of things that were wrong with the document. Three other people in the meeting spoke up and pointed out the problems they noticed as soon as they saw tge document. My co-worker did not name me as the person responsible, but I spoke up and tried to defend myself explaining the proof looked good online and that it took me hours to get everything lined up. My co-worker also spoke up and agreed that there was no printed proof, but said she was a perfectionist and noticed these things, almost implying she would have done it right. I only did the work, because her dad had died and I was trying to help. I made it through the meeting and the next meeting okay. On the drive home, I started crying. I felt so embarrassed. Why didn’t she tell me this when I first showed her. I felt like an idiot for feeling good about doing a good job on the document. I felt blindsided that she brought up the problems in a meeting with other people, some I was meeting for the first time. I cried yesterday then seemed to feel better. I woke up around 2AM this morning and cried some more. Why? Why am I making such a big deal out of this? I feel hurt, betrayed, embarrassed, but I really don’t think she meant to embarrass me. I apologized to her after the meeting for messing up the document and she told me it is just her OCD and she notices things other people don’t. I am trying to move on from this, but every now and then it hits me and I go through a range of emotions, even anger at her for putting me in that situation. I even imagine quitting and just walking away from the organization, but I don’t want to do that. I want to grow and get better at handling these types of situations. Anyway, any one else have similar experiences? What do you do that seems to work? Thanks for letting me share. 