A couple months ago I was seeing a therapist and she knew I was going through suicidal thoughts. I ended up pausing my sessions because I couldn’t pay for it. She was pretty much like “I hope to hear from you when you are wanting to jump back into sessions” and after that, I never heard from her again. Is this what it’s like? I mean, I know therapy isn’t free, but wow I can’t even get an email saying I hope you’re ok. Lol it’s 3 AM and I’m in my deep thoughts. 

But all jokes aside, I kind of feel some type of way even though I shouldn’t