Ive avoided getting too close with women almost my entire life and now that I want that connection with somebody anxiety starts to take over. I’ve been getting closer and closer to the woman of my dreams lately and I keep making things worst with my anxiety kicking in when I’m with her. She’s still even hanging around me and I keep getting this anxiety attacks and start to dip out in my mind in fear of saying something wrong I start to shut down and shut up. Idk how to shake this. Someone talk to me, please if anyone had gotten themselves out of this I need help. I know I should look at it as she’s still out with me for a reason right? But this anxiety fcks me up