For the past few years I have been suffering a lot due to various issues in my life. The major chunk of my suffering comes from the way I am ( my looks ). Being ugly is a sin and I suffer daily because of that. 

I am lonley all the time and it has been going on for 6 years now. I just cannot take it anymore. I want to die. I want to kil l myself tonight but on the same hand I don't. I am in misery right now. Please help me out.