This is the way I get over someone. It's fucked up. I remind myself of all their flaws and any cringe or embarrasing fact about them in order to lessen their worth in my eyes. I shut out any good memories or feelings towards them by convincing myself it's not real and it's overrated. Eventually, they just become dehumanized in my eyes. Almost like we never shared this human connection before. Like it all meant nothing. Like there was nothing all that special about them to begin with. That I was just bored.


But my biggest fear is, I'll meet someone so perfect and lose them but then there is no way for me to pick them apart, point their flaws and eventually devalue them completely to get over them.