Hey everyone. I'm 17m. I have OCD and Autism. I have always gotten really obsessive crushes (both on people I know and celebrities) to the point where I'm constantly hoping I'll run into them when I'm out or at school. Sometimes I even pretend they're watching me when I'm doing something cool. They occupy my brain and there isn't room for anything else and it just seems to be getting worse.

Anyway. I have really loved this singer for a while and I just saw her in concert last night. My obsession has grown to the point where it literally hurts. I just want to be with her. I don't even have to date her, I would be fine with being her friend. And I know other people in school who saw her and that made me really upset because I guess I want her all to myself. As I'm typing this out I realize how creepy and stalkerish this sounds but I literally don't know what else to do. My whole body aches with sadness because I can't be with her. Can someone help me?