I can never get conversational with my coworkers at all. They all literally have families and I am the odd one without one due to me being the only new grad. I've been raging on the web until some creep accused me falsely as revenge and I got mad, then I realized I've been too addicted to internet. M depression keeps coming and every season and I really feel like failure that needs to be gone. Why go raging after assholes when they will get everything they need, and how can I even relate anything with people in real life? Sometimes I always feel like someone is going to humiliate and destroy me in life and I would wish I wasn't born. Sorry for venting here but that's my insomnia rant.