I've been severely depressed for months. Almost 6 months to be exact. But it's gotten significantly worse this past week. Nothing has really happened, other than the constant realization that I absolutely hate living. I wake up every day and I'm crying shortly after. Because I'm overwhelmed and overthinking. 
I see no future for myself. I've not been able to keep a job. Been working part time and I'm running out of money. I don't want a job where I have to talk to people a lot because I'll have to fake a smile or fake being happy and I just can't do that at the moment. But it seems that's all the jobs that there is out there availability for me at the moment. I want to go back to school but I'm afraid of the commitment and failing as my mental health has been so bad lately, can I even focus on something like school?
I can't go back to living with my parents because mom is in a different country and my dad has no room. I also have pets so that's too a huge issue. I would never give up my pets though as they're quite literally the only thing I have in the world. I have no friends at 26. My ex was my only friend and we broke up 6 months ago. I'm at my limit, guys. I started a new medication and am going to counseling but it's not helping. No one can help me but myself but I'm too tired and have no motivation to do anything. I haven't washed my hair in like a week. My house is a mess. I just don't want to be here anymore, I really don't.