Made a throwaway for this one.
I’m 24, depressed as fuck, hate my job, my roommate, myself, and my life.
I’ve tried and put in so much effort to get better but I can’t. I have to force myself to do anything. The only thing that helps me take my mind off things is video games and sleeping. And even now the video games aren’t working. Idk how to tell my parents I hate myself. How to tell them I wish I was dead. I cry myself to sleep almost every night. I thought about checking myself into a hospital but I realized I can’t because I have to work to pay my fucking bills. I’d loose everything and be worse off then when I went in.
I just want them to understand but they don’t. Idk what to do anymore