I cant begin to explain how much of a double egded sword it is finding out about this subreddit, for the longest time ive felt so alone in what ive been feeling and  now i feel like ive found a place where i can relate, but am so sad to know that the pain and suffering ive felt is experienced by so many more. I just want to say how proud i am of all the beautiful support i see in here. I hope all of you know how important you are in one way or another in the lives of the people around you. And i can say personally that i have love for each and every one of you that are strong enough to share and help the others here so thank you all.