Everything feels like it’s crashing. I’m unable to wake up at a decent time in the mornings, no matter how early I go to sleep. I feel so unmotivated, struggling to do my daily tasks (if I do my tasks I feel like I didn’t do them good enough), or not doing them at all. I feel gross in my own skin, I want to shower away this feeling but can’t bring myself to take that step and if I do I don’t feel any different stepping out. I deleted my socials and stepped away from friends because I feel like a burden. The things that brought me joy just feel like a chore. What has me confused, I was always told that lows bring sadness, depression, I’m not sad, but I’m not happy either.