
I feel sad after sexting I started and idk if I should bother...

So obviously the guy I love isnt interested in me. He agreed to date but it seems like it's just to make me happy. We sexted yesterday but I ignored two phone calls from him and told me later - I haven't said this for you to be filled with regrets. I haven't rejected you. I am only trying to engage you with more useful purpose than sending half naked photos of your body. I see titties everyday in the clinic and it's not even intriguing..

I feel hella ugly and unattractive after this. I wanted to have fun and get off now what? He basically told me something of the line - fins the way to my heart, make me love you more and I sit there wondering why. I can't force him to love me and when I told hiim that he said I am quite the character and called me funny af

I feel used and like trash. He said he didn't reject me (which I don't know what means) but it feels so. Should I just let him find elsewhere since I am not his dream woman

On too of this he started acting like that after I ignored his calls (I had good reasons) and he understood it.

My latest messages to him were : I want love , romance, someone to share sad and happy moments, I want to have someone to hug and I want to have someone to kiss too. And send nudes sometimesI get all confused and hurt right now. What did you mean by not rejecting me today You can't deal with that? Dont you want me? Ypu calling me funny af I took as insult