Honestly I’m a strong person and I know that I’ve been through a lot of things I wouldn’t wish on my enemies. Recently I started school had my kids happy all relationships were happy and health and then BAM everything went to shit. I thought I hit rock bottom 100 times but this is the lowest I’ve ever been! I wake up and honestly feel like I have nothing to give any more there’s no more fight in me. My panic attacks are so intense or I have heart palpitations and I feel like I’m being crushed. But then when I don’t feel like that I feel empty and heavy in my chest. I have had financial problems to where I’m going to be kicked out of this hotel tonight and be homeless with no car and a baby in Ohio. I’m going to get kicked out of school because I have a hard time finding a way there. I just wanted to be a better mother and person and I needed alittle help and I can’t get 10 dollars from my family who have literal millions. I want to catch a break! Just feeling defeated!