I’m not feeling anything and just feel numb or like a burden to most people now. I sometimes wish I could cut myself off from everyone completely. Sick of being ugly and unattractive and fat. Sick of being un talented as well. I try for perfection but never can reach it, fall short. I want to distance myself and be alone honestly. I’m ugly af, stupid and many other things yet people choose to lie to me thanks guys. I’m currently working on losing 15-20 pounds which will put me in danger weight range but idc anymore. Wish everyone would leave me alone.