I feel so dumb, this man is madly in love with me and devoted. I've never accused anyone of cheating before, even though they all have. I was brushing my teeth and he got a text message and I saw a snippet a few sentences long but I saw the words "bearings? What bearings" he stepped away to answer it and when he came back he had responded a few sentences. I asked him what was up and he told me it was nothing and slid his phone in his pocket that and I thought I smelt another woman on him the previous day was enough to convince me. He could tell my entire attitude changed but I refused to tell him what was wrong. Eventually later when I finally calmed down I told him I thought he was cheating, he was stunned. He showed me the texts, it was about work... he works on machines. I felt so stupid and embarrassed, and just glad I didn't freak out on him like I wanted to. I hate this I hate myself. I don't know what I'm looking for by posting this. Just to vent?