So I'm a huge people pleaser. I always try to make people that are important to me happy to the point that makes me anxious. I can never say no and when I do it takes a lot of effort and people get mad at me because I'm "leading them on" according to them.

This happened with my best friend recently and she got mad and told me that she was so sick of me doing this and was disappointed. I also have OCD and I recently had a relapse with severe obsessions and she said she was also disappointed in that because I was doing so good. She said I should get over my fears because they're keeping me back.

Now I feel like she's judging me and thinks less of me because of that. I also fear that she'll choose to be closer to our other friend from now on bc she's tired of me.

It's so frustrating