I keep missing opportunities since i’m so stuck on what coulda been. 

I’ve literally stopped two life changing experiences in the past month because i was upset i missed out on prior ones. 

Instead of reacting normally and picking myself up. I stopped taking meds, stopped eating and started staying up all night. So stupid but i was hurt and frustrated 

It will get better. You know darkness before dawn, but it’s been dark for a long time. Can anyone relate?