I have no idea what I'm going to do in the future.  The idea I'm keen on is the police, which is entry level in Scotland, but I can't apply until I have a driving licence which I'm at least about 7 months away from getting.


So right now I'm heading into a college course that I'm not sure about, that I won't be getting funding for as it's a level 6, and I'm struggling to find part time work.

I feel like the police would kill 2 birds with one stone, as it would get me away from college which I have strongly disliked, and it gets me a job as I feel really guilty for not having one.

 
But then there's the doubt of whether or not I'd even get accepted.  I've always been healthy, fit, never gotten myself into trouble, understand the difference between right &amp; wrong and have decent to good intelligence. See I feel like I could have a decent chance

But then if I get rejected, I have no clue what the hell I'm going to do with my life