my fp is my best friend we are both (f21)  and we recently got into a messy situation, we hooked up when we were drunk on a trip but we hooked up again twice after the trip (span of a week). We have always been pretty codependent especially me, even though i try not to show it but ever since we slept together my attachment issues have gotten worse. I've been on a bender since the trip drinking everyday and seeing other people to try and make myself feel better and not think about the situation. We were just together 2 nights ago and she reassured me that we would continue to be best friends as i expressed my fear of not being friends anymore. Things were fine until she said "I cant do this im sorry I need space". I tried to respect her decision and remain calm but she tells me later in the day that whenever she thinks of me she feels weird and doesn't know how to explain it so we cant hook up anymore but that we can do it one las time. I agreed with her, I rather not lose our friendship but she barely talks to me and i dont want to keep asking her if we are okay, Im afraid she will completely cut me off if i push too much. Has anyone dealt with a similar situation? Im open to advice