Hey guys, I'm just finishing my bachelor's degree and I'm just so unsure and anxious about what to do next. I did my degree abroad and while I loved it at the start, I spent most of COVID at home and it made me so used to being comfortable, safe and around friends and family who cared about me, that when I went back this fall I've been absolutely miserable and depressed and just really, really wanna go back, at least for some time. But all of my family is telling me to go spend another year on a Master's degree, and I know that's the rational, correct thing to do, since I'd just be done forever, but I just don't want to be miserable anymore, I just don't wanna do it. And I know that if I don't do it my family will support me but I'm so worried I'll let them down. 

And another thing is that even if I just graduate and go to work I won't find any jobs, the field I'm graduating in has a pretty broad scope and I'm just browsing all these jobs and have no idea how to look for something I'd be good at, and even if I did find something nobody would hire me since I'm such a nervous trainwreck in interviews, and that I'd end up working in some warehouse feeling like a failure that threw away such a good opportunity at a better life. 

It's been driving me crazy for months, I really wanna quit school for my mental health's sake but the uncertainty that would cause me has been literally keeping me up for entire nights, getting up at 3 to browse job sites. I feel like I can't relax anymore since that impending moment when I actually have to make a choice is inching closer and it's exhausting. 

I guess the reason I'm typing this here (sorry for the rambly formatting) is to a) vent anonymously and b) ask you guys if you've had to deal with these kinds of difficult choices and what helped you resolve it and cope with it? Thanks sm