lol I don't think I have depression but my head state is a bit fuked I've never been able to commit to suicide,the closest I've come would have been standing next to a cliff bitched it though. anyway I have a motorbike now and drive it super fucking recklessly I think if I keep it at the rate im going im gonna go soon,I just had a fight with my gf who says I never talk about my issues so I guess I'm just posting this to vent I guess. Also does anyone else stand near roads trying to get heaps close to buses or trucks being centimetres from them as they fly pass I don't know why but I love this feeling ;)