My mental health this year is so bad that my parents decided to not decorate, put up a tree, or have our usual Christmas. Them doing this is making me feel extremely guilty and like I’m ruining Christmas. 

I’ll be spending tomorrow mostly alone while my family goes to my grandfathers house for presents and dinner. I’ll probably sleep and watch tv. I don’t have a single ounce of excitement or happiness for Christmas.

Hope everyone with a difficult situation this holiday season is gentle with themselves and takes time away from family if needed ❤️