I want to write this because it's one of the scariest things I've experienced. I'm also worried if it happens again, I won't be able to explain it. When in this state, it feels like all my thoughts are blocked off. It feels like I'm on autopilot, like I'm hyperfocused on one task, like I'm in a dream state. I can still recall memories, answer questions properly, do tasks efficiently etc, but it feels impossible to have new thoughts, such as 'what are you doing on the weekend' or 'how's that tv show you watched last night'. I'm also in a consistent panic that seems to never end, and it feels like I'm going to lose my mind or break down. There's no hallucinations or voices or anything. I can't begin to think of anything as funny or make jokes in this state, as I'm in a constant panic, feeling like I might need to call the ambulance at any point. It's impossible to relax.