Everything overwhelms me. I hate myself and everything and everybody else. My wish is nothing other than not waking up anymore. I don't want to have children, I don't want a lover, I don't want friends, I don't want new experiences, new tasty foods, new videogames, movies, places. I want to go to bed and not wake up in the morning. Is that so much to ask for? I am tired of my invisible tears falling back into my eyes. Maybe I'm selfish, Maybe. I only care about myself. But do you even care about me? You don't.  I guess my mom does for now. I wish she never gave birth to me, I wish she was never born too. I am an error.