So exactpy like the title says i've been away for one week in Italy and it was the best experience i've had in my life. I've even fallen in love with a waitress that doesn't even know who I am(that hurts me the most). Well after i've came back in Germany where i live i've got hit by depression really hard. It stared with seeing the grey sky and constant raining and cold weather as i've gotten out of my plane and then at my home everything the same as it was before.
The thing that hurts me the most is that i don't understand how did i fall in love with the girl that doesn't even know i exist i think. I did find her FB profile and tried to add her, but she didn't respond.
I know this is patethic and i should not be hurt by something like this but something is wrong with me. Talking to a friend of mine didn't help at all and i don't know what to do..