I don't know what's wrong and I feel like that is my problem. Nothing is wrong and life itself is just meaningless sometimes. I can be so happy about nothing for a few hours and then completely depressed the next few. I don't know what to tell people when I'm expected to answer with what my issues are. I don't even know if anything needs to be fixed because everything is fine but everything is wrong all at the same time. I just feel like I've been in a coma for my entire life and I don't know when or if I will ever wake up again. 

Whatever I may think I have won't solve my problems. Sometimes I feel like I am the craziest and the biggest small of them all. My brain is so sick that nothing will ever fix me and there is no term for my issues because maybe there aren't any issues. 