For the last month or two I've been dealing with a bad depressive episode. I ended up getting my meds adjusted and that helped a bit, but now that I'm feeling a little more human, I don't know how to act like my normal self anymore. I feel too self aware of everything I do, I just don't remember what kind of a person I was before I guess? My boyfriend and I are obviously close and all, but I'm worried that I'm either being too clingy or just not acting like I used to. I don't know if he's noticed anything besides me not crying constantly, but I'm afraid to ask him if I'm acting right and making him worry about me again. I want to feel better, but I'm still struggling with keeping myself together even over the smallest things. I feel like I'm asking for too much attention, or that I'm not being a good partner, or that I'm turning into a different person than I was. Has anyone else experienced this? How do I feel normal again?