I was scrolling through my ex’s mother’s facebook page. I thought I was ready to see a photo of my ex again. I came across a photo of them in their apartment with two cats they’d rescued and I physically convulsed a bit. I feel sick to my stomach. Why can’t I see them anymore? They used to be my best friend. But now, if I’m being honest, I hate them with my whole heart even though I try so hard to have compassion for them. I just can’t stand to look at them.