As the title says (I kinda just wanna vent and hope someone can give me some optimism haha…) it sucks 

It’s my brother in laws party and it’ll be a bunch of my sisters and their friends. 
I’ve never met them and they’re all adults (in there 30’s ) so my sister thought I should ask any friends (if I really have any at this point lol…) to tag along for my sake. (It’s gonna be a drinking party near the end so I thought it would be a good idea since ik I’ll be alone) so I asked around people I considered myself close to but they all said no…

One is sick (randomly lol…) one is at work currently and will get off at 7 (which I’ll understand) and another one IS FREE but he said no he doesn’t want to go…
I always go out spontaneously for these people when plans arise even if it gets me in trouble because it’s out of the blue and/or late at night…

Maybe I’m painting them as bad guys but this isn’t fair; one of them is free and I thought I mattered to these people…
I guess my dad was right about one thing: friends don’t really exist… I’m considering cutting these people off at least especially the one that said no (but is free lmao. I always go out when he asks…)

I’m just very hurt… I actually feel so lonely playing Miss Popular and it hurts to know I can’t even count on one person to come to a party with me… when I’ve done other things with them to make them not feel alone or bored…

I wish someone would go to this party with me lol… anyone want to take my place or be my plus one?