I've been dealing with on and off anxiety and stress but recently it's been getting so much worse and I feel helpless. It feels like I wake up everyday hoping the day will end and watching the clock so I can go back to sleep and do the same thing all over again but the day goes by so slow. I've been trying different things to distract myself but none of it really works and my mind won't stop racing. I never feel at peace or relaxed and it's suffocating. I've been recovering from anorexia so I've been stuck in the house and haven't been able to go out too much because I'm so tired but when I do it's hard to enjoy anything from stress. The worst part is I don't know why I'm so anxious, I keep thinking irrationally and I don't know how to make it stop. It's like I'm constantly tormented by it and I'm so exhausted since I can't find the reason I feel this way. I cry and have panic attacks daily and I struggle to think positively, I feel like life is meaningless and I'm losing hope and it terrifies me. I'm so sick of being alive and I don't know what to do. Therapy isn't really available for reasons, I don't have friends to reach spend time with but I have parents who support me which I'm grateful for. But I feel like stress is killing me, does anyone have any suggestions on what to do? I'm really sorry for rambling, thanks for reading all this.