Okay so this is oddly specific and probably just weird to the most but I hope someone may can give me some advice.

So my fp abandoned me. Like 3 months ago and the last contact we ever had was like a month later. 

But I did something quite dumb honestly a little over 2 weeks ago: I moved into the same apartment building as her. To be more specific directly underneath her's flat.

She still doesn’t know this. And until know I just lived like that. I mean there were a few situations in which I was really tempted to just show up in front of her door, but I never committed to anything. But I don’t wanna continue like that.

I just need to see her again. Even if its only one last time (she still has stuff from me lol). But no lets be serious: We both live here for at least a few more years. And I seriously don’t want that she finds out in an akward situation for both of us.

To make it even worse I'm also quite anxious that she will find it out without me knowing. I mean I’m probably overthinking but still.

So yea I really fucking miss and just wanna hug her. Does anyone has any advice on how to tell her?