1. I still love him and I am not mad at him -just disappointed to the degree that I can’t trust my other friends 

2. I don’t want to go into details but if I did, you would agree. There were feelings involved on both sides -he just handled it in a very bad way. He didn’t mean to I am sure -it was multiple bad decisions that became a disaster. 

3. He is avoiding me like fire. The only response I gave  was -take care of yourself. I love you and miss you. I will always be your friend, whoever you are ready. I am moving home. Goodbye. 
No response.