Can someone explain me wt dissociation feels like? 

And does anyone else experiences change in reality or change in perspective? It has happened multiple times but i still don't understand wtf it is... And it is scary and intense or is it splitting? And i felt like i dont remember much... And i just snapped out of something... I just want to hear your experience because i dont really understand what the hell is wrong with me.

Also when there is no trigger and everythings constant i tend to be stable and i tend to forgot and this experiences...

I think this quotes from interrupted girl are quite relatable
"Was I ever crazy? Maybe. Or maybe life is..."
 "Lisa thinks it's a gift. That it let's you see the truth"

And yes movies and TV shows tend to fuck with me it is now that i have realised i try to adopt..(this all was subconsciously happening before) personality.... Quotes words.

I don't know wtf is this post about I'm really not in a good headspace rn but i need answers!!!