I honestly dont know what do anymore. My mental state is completely broken.  
My depression has been getting worse and worse and today everything just fell onto my head and overwhelmed me. I cried my eyeballs out for a few hours with break in-between and that helped me out a bit.   
But I am seriously considering just ending it all because its too painful at this point and I have nothing to look forward anymore.  
Going to a therapist is impossible where I live, I dont have any money to pay for one anyway even if it was possible.  
So I was just wondering if there was a way to "treat" it, because I am just dont know how to go on anymore