I've been on a lot of different medications over the years. I've only found one I like and works the best. 

Unfortunately I moved and the cards weren't dealt in my favor. I know you can't get what you always want in life but can't good mental health services be one of them? 

I requested the medication I was on I could be put on again just to be told over and over again it's only used in emergency situations even though I had them prescribed years before and the bastards know this. 

I've been though many other medications though this hospital and I'm sick of it. Even the medication I'm on isn't working that great. If I don't take it though I feel like my face is dropping off and everything is going into fast motion. That's alarming WTF is this really doing to my body. I'm honestly a robot being filled with pills and I'm sick of it. I don't want to be part of this big pharma experiment anymore.