I HAVE TO DO AN ESSAY BUT MY BRAIN IS NOT WORKING. I CAN’T THINK OF WORDS I NEED SO I JUST DISSOCIATE. IF I TRY TO LEARN MORE ABOUT THE TOPIC BY READING ABOUT IT MY BRAIN IS STILL LITERALLY DISSOCIATING.. A BREAK?? WHY????? I LITERALLY HAVE NOT DONE ANYTHING YET. JUSTGREAT. IM FREAKING BROKEN . I AM GOOD FOR NOTHING WHY AM I EVEN FREAKING ALIVE I HATE EVERYTHING WHEN WILL IT GET BETTER GOD