I realized the other day just how alone i was in school, I don't talk to anyone in any of my classes, i'm always kinda of isolated during lunch, even though i Have people sitting around me. I 'have' on friend, but because she is in my last class, her talking to me just annoys me because i just want to watch youtube and be asleep. I still try to talk with her, but even tho she annoys me whenever she turns to talk to one of her other friends, i still feel isolated again.. After I realized how alone I was, it physically hurt.