i (f14) finally decided it was going to be over. i went to the school balcony on the highest floor and was going to jump off. then i got a notification from my best friend. the message wasn’t relevant at all but i started crying and crying. and the weird thing is that i never have my notifications on. for some reason they were on that day but i swore i turned them off. i saw her name on my phone and i decided to go back to the hallway to see her. i’m currently taking some sort of anti depressant but these feelings aren’t getting better. i’ve been on them for 3 months.