i feel like i can’t recover from my depression until i’ve moved away from this shitty city and changed my name and who i am as a person. i lived here for long and its the reason why i’m so mentally fucked up. i hate it so much, all i have is bad memories and paranoia but i don’t have nearly enough money to pack everything up and move away. i can’t stand it anymore, i’ll never be okay if i stay here but i can’t leave. i wanna change my name and be the person i always wanted but it’s impossible.