I feel like being Poly is a way that people use to get what they want. Because of course one partner isn’t enough. And I’m in a poly relationship. And it wasn’t one before it was like I was the protagonist I was the one everybody was in love with. But they were also in love with each other and each time they told me I was fucking crushed. I knew I was going to get pushed out but I didn’t take it seriously. And I’m more suicidal then ever. Just kinda wish it went back to the way things were. Yknow?