I just got new health insurance from a new job, and found out that my current therapist is not covered by it, because apparently "behavioral health" doesn't count as medical. I can't afford out of network care, and I am really upset and struggling to adjust to thinking about regurgitating all of my trauma for a new person, let alone going through the process of finding a new therapist that works for me. I don't even know if many are covered/accepting new patients in my area, and I don't know if I can make arrangements with my work schedule, like I did with my current therapist. I'm tempted to stop going altogether. I'm so fucking pissed.