I hate a manic episode with psychotic features. Got hospitalized and sober. Thought “all” I had was bpd but apparently I got this shit too. Out in the real world again and it’s a lot to deal with. Lots of meds too. Feeling a lot better but now dealing with batshit family. My mental health has taken me on such a crazy journey. Weirdly hopeful for the future despite everything. God bless.