I feel that bpd and my mental illnesses/ substance abuse etc are like this dark secret and it makes me feel Bad and like there's a barrier between me and other people, how do i even beggin to explain it? What if it scares them away? It's so fucking complicated ,idk if i should tell them right away or wait , what if they think i'm saying it for attention? There's only one way to find out if a person understands and supports people with mental illnesses or are like the rest
I hate it so much