I'm over it now but in the morning and afternoon, I couldn't stop crying because of this. I'm 14. I'm really bad at my studies, have no talents or hobbies that I'm good at, I'm very ugly and I hate how I look, my personality and thinking is just shit. Why do I even exist? It's better to be dead because I'm only just causing trouble for my parents as they're spending money on me for school, extra classes and still get me everything for me to be happy but I give them nothing is return. I feel really bad. And really, nobody likes me expect my parents. I just want to die but not hurt my parents because I don't deserve this. I'm good at nothing. My personality is just shit, I feel spoiled sometimes. Please just let me die. Some kids are good at art, singing, dance but me? Nothing, a soul nothing. I'm only good at just causing problems for everyone. The one and only person whom I loved expect my family also isn't with me anymore, I just don't have any reason to live.  I want to be atleast good at studies and pay back my parents but no, I am just a failure and a mistake.