i feel like im so broken that I'll never be able to truly be comfortable living. my thoughts feel like fog following me around everywhere i go. its fucking relentless it never stops i constantly worry and im constantly paranoid and i constantly have invasive thoughts i feel like i never catch a break. and its a million thoughts at once circling me like fucking flies just waiting for me to notice one and become worried and paranoid as a result. i dont even have a fucking diagnosis for ANYTHING. its hard enough even knowing what symptoms i actually have because dont know whether they're real half the time. i just feel like i dont know if I'll be able to take living like this for very long.