I’ve felt this way for quite some time 

And I am trying to figure it out 

It could be my diet 

It could be Anxiety 

It could be that I’m in the “ neutral “ stage of my healing journey 


It could be because of this month ( Ex broke around this time and my family wasn’t home )


I’ve felt this way all while being in a relationship 

I don’t know how long this has been going

I just hate it 


I’d also like to add that I do smoke weed everyday, my diet is ass, I’ve cheated on women , didn’t have the best childhood , and after my previous breakup I went on tinder and got into another relationship 

Maybe that info can give you a clearer I
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