Does anyone struggle to stay loyal. Like I’ve never actually cheated but I flirt so much with different people and end up getting attached obsessed with them. I broke up with my boyfriend about a month ago because we were having issues, but I think I played them up a little because I wanted to be able to do more things with these other people. I’ve slept with 2 people and kissed 3 since I broke up with him. But I still hang out with my ex and we kinda act like we are still together. Then last night I found out he was talking to this girl. Not even a quarter as serious as what I was doing and I completely flipped my shit, and had a full breakdown. I feel so guilty but can’t seem to stop? Like i am in love with my ex but I got bored