I was on the phone with my bf for about an hour as he drove home from his new job. We are in a relatively fresh relationship (2 months) and I worry that I'll wear him out quickly even though I'm not doing anything that bad. He was obviously in a good mood and just tired from the day, but the lack of enthusiasm in his voice threw me off.  It was a completely normal conversation - I asked about his day and told me how excited he is. I complained a bit because I had a rough week and it just be made feel as if I'm a huge burden. I apologized and he said "You're never annoying, I always enjoy talking to you and hearing your voice" and for some reason that's not enough. Then I feel like my apologizing and insecurity will drive him away. It never ends. 

I keep reminding myself the he expresses more through facial expression and body language and that the phone prevents me from registering that. 

I wish I could stop.