"if she's mentally ill tell her to just get help" 

MY BROTHER IN CRIST. Im on SSRI, NDRI, mood stabilizers, anxiolytics, soon need new meds cause i have been extremely suicidal past weeks and even had an attempt, been doing therapy for 4 years with no results. Trust me im trying to fix myself too but it might be too late for me, so please stop hating me so much, i literally did not choose this life. I didnt want to turn out how i turned out. Im sorry, im trying my best okay???