So I’ve noticed recently that I’ve been showing signs of BDP since I was young but I never was aware about it until my behaviour started affecting people around me. I realised the other day when I started reading symptoms based on BDP and within seconds my whole life made sense to me. 

I want to see a psychiatrist but I’m worried about what the process is going to be like? Should I bring a trusted friend for support? I know it sounds stupid but I don’t want to go on my own, they might not take me seriously. What if I don’t get diagnosed with anything? I just feel so empty everyday. I know it’s more than just depression.