Like the title says, this is it. I've done all I can and it's never enough. I got out of a toxic job, into a new one and it should be a dream one. I tried learning to love myself and focus on my strengths rather than my weaknesses. I even got over my anxiety with COVID. But now, with everything that's going on, I feel my strength and resilience is at nothing. I have nothing left to give myself to keep going through future events and slowly feel myself slipping down into the void of nihilism. Slowly slipping, but with every day I feel like I'm slipping faster and faster.