does anyone have anything that could possibly convince me that things will be okay? I hear so much daily from friends and family that just seems to completely miss the point of my depression. I have friends getting angry with me and telling me I'm an issue or completely ignoring me, any time I bring up anything to do with my depression. My passive ideations for suicide, my hopelessness for my future, my past mistakes and trying to grow from them. They always ignore. They used to address it, but it was half-baked and typically devolved into a "you're holding yourself back, we aren't doing anything wrong". I'm not going to act like I am perfect 100 percent of the time, and some times it does genuinely feel like my friends care, but all too often do I feel completely alone. I ask a friend to stop talking about something that triggers my anxiety and trauma, he says "you have some weird hangups" or "you're a weird dude" like, idk go fuck yourself. Fuck my friends sometimes. Fuck them.