I really don't know if this is the right place for this but idk what to do anymore... I want to commit myself, but the last time I tried they wouldn't take me because I wasn't going to off myself at that moment... I'm more worried that at some point soon ill hurt myself or worse and don't want to be too late... do I just have to lie to get committed? I don't want to do that cuz I feel like that would work against me... there's a tiny bit in me that still wants to get better but I'm so scared that if I don't get admitted soon it'll just be too late...