She has every right to of left me cus my anger is through the roof and she shouldn't have to deal with me being a total cunt. I've had a phone call with her earlier and wouldn't even let her speak was just going off on one down the phone and thinking I was right to feel the way I did. Then low and behold...the storm has passed and i realise ive been a horrible fucking person and again...same old cycle every time I have an episode.


Get hurt slightly ..go crazy ...calm down.....then end up hating myself.....apologise non stop....and the cycle of BPD continues...


Night everyone 💔