For the very first time in my life I don't have an FO or significant other and I feel healthier than ever. I don't get mad, angry, sad, cry etc.

I'm dating people casually but no one is an FP and I really don't want to get close or develop feelings for anyone because I like being with me. I really feel growth in being alone. Only I'm afraid that if I do end up with another FP I will make it toxic and go back to my old ways.

Has anyone else been without an FP? How did it feel