So I've been in this relationship with my partner for close to a year. I had cheated on him by flirting with others and doing other disrespectful things. I've told him everything that I could remember and the details. He has since forgiven me. I deleted the social that I did it on not wanting to remind myself or go back to being the person I was. But since I've confessed I've had this obsessive question that won't go away. And since I've deleted my social I can't prove myself wrong. I had two other questions before that were "Did you cheat on him with this guy you remember doing this so did you cheat on him?" And I found out I did that thing nearly 2 years ago. Another question was "Did you send nudes to this person?" And when I finally got the courage to just ask when I last dmd the person on my new social, we stopped talking before the relationship. My newest obsessional question is "Did I send nudes to other guys" I'll answer no, and go through all the people I remember talking too in my head. My brain keeps making me repeat it over and over. It's starting to feel like I doubt my memories. Or I doubt Myself. I don't know what this is and I really need help with it. I can't tell if this is stemming from all the guilt I feel or maybe I did do it? Or maybe it's ocd or what. I have no clue how to make it stop or at least block it out