i cannot do anything without music blasting in my ears. i completely lose my shit when only the tiniest things go wrong. im so tired and its so cold where i live rn i literally cannot live like this. ive been feeling shit like this for multiple weeks and its so mentally draining. i feel so shit and i have absolutely no energy to do anything. socializing is literally the hardest its ever been i cannot say more than a word to someone. i can only sit in my room all day long and just stare out of the window. idk how im supposed to go on rn im so lonely 2.