I don’t know why I expect things to happen in a specific way I want them to and I get disappointed when it doesn’t work out that way. Its almost like my subconscious is proving to me “see, nothing ever works out for you no point in trying anymore” 

Rationally I should know everyone reacts differently in situations. I can’t expect them to do x,y,z based on how i would react. And yet my emotions still get the best of me. 

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’m fucked up and broken.