I took ALL morning to prepare. I had a stomach ache, I cried, and I dry heaved, I shook, I had DPDR. And then, I just grabbed my daughters stroller, met her and her dad outside and left. Once we left, I got nervous. We stopped at the pharmacy and I decided that I couldn't continue the walk, and after we left, my boyfriend &amp; I didn't say anything to eachother about what was the next step, and we ended up walking to the eye doctors and back!!! A mile and a half walk. I don't remember the last time I took a walk that wasn't around a yard. It has been YEARS. I'm so fucking excited. Sure, I took my anxiety meds, but I am feeling so confident, and so proud.