I get so overwhelmed with anxiety that I block out memories and conversations. I can't think straight and I feel physically ill. My speech is slurred, and at times slow because it's so hard to think. My speech impediment is prominent. I also have weird personality shifts, it's so awful and embarrassing.
I've been pushing myself to engage in social interactions, and to say the least I have embarrassed myself more times than I can count. I want to be myself, but it's just not going to become a possibility if I continue to socially decline like this. Please help me.