So for months I have thought that like a bunch of people who go to my school hate me for some reason that I wasn’t aware of. So after like month 3 I freak out and ask like 3 separate people if I have done something wrong, all of em are like “idk what your talking about” but my goop brain was like “they know and are gaslighting me”. So today like month 6ish I ask one person who I was sure just fuckin really hated me what I did and he was like “nothing dude your ok, haven’t really heard nothing about you” and was acting really nice when I was expecting to hear some fatal flaw in my character or something. Then he asked me if I was ok and told one of the people who I thought gaslighted me at first and she also asked if I was good and the realization that for the past like 5 months I have been miserable for no reason just set in. While I feel bad for telling them, this felt like a giant weight off my chest. I also feel like shit for single handedly ruining my senior year. I am very conflicted emotionally right now lmao