Half a year ago my FP broke up with me. It was a messy breakup that hurt me deeply, last month he decided to reach out again and befriend me. I realised that hes still my FP and i cant live without him. But then after leading me on he hurt me even deeper again.

He told me he hated me, that he hated me more than anyone else, that its the only reason he ever dated me. That he WANTED to cause me pain. I told myself id stop being around him, but I'm sure we all know thats mission Impossible. He started texting me again this week and i followed like a happy little puppy.

I can't get him off my mind, i can't function. I've split Multiple times this week, I've had multiple mental breakdowns, i completely lost sense of self. Every single symptom feels like it's multiplying. It's so difficult, and i just want it to be over.

Is there any way to "get over" him?