I’ve been feeling like crap lately - weirdly since I’ve had covid but it might also have something to do with my hormones. Going to the doctor to figure out why. But every time I start to feel like the world isn’t ending I get a new wave of embarrassment for my lack of control over the last few weeks. I’ve been crying and stressing and super negative and I feel like people have changed the way they thought about me. I know my parents really value having confidence and a level head and I have not had either the last few weeks. It’s been really hard but now the hardest part is facing everyone after being such a mess. :(