I think back to when I was the person who would chat the whole rooms socks of and never shut up lol :) but now I have a severe stutter where I loose breath and start panicking when I’m asked something. I feel like a dying plant who hasn’t been watered yk, I miss when I’d just finish laser tag and ate pizza with my friends and filmed some videos of those cringey dances. I look back every night and just hate what I’ve become. I just wanted to let some crap of my chest