Idk why I'm thinking about that but it's giving my anxiety and I can't stop thinking about it. I don't like it and I really, really hate it. How do you deal with the anxiety that comes with these types of thoughts, especially if you live alone and nobody around to comfort you or help take your mind off of it and everyone you know is asleep. One of my worst fears is dying before I'm at the age where death would usually take place naturally. And having anxiety about it is really a downer. I hate that I now have anxiety and have had it since right before the quarantine in the US started... Since then I've been able to kinda control it with breathing techniques and distracting myself and doing the counting of objects and sounds in my room.... But sometimes my anxiety goes into overdrive and I can't stop with those thoughts. Usually mine are health related and it's annoying af. Any advice or anything that you do to help with your anxiety might be helpful to me... I'll take what I can get....