I can feel the tickling in the back of my throat... It happens almost every day. 

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Having BPD makes life always **so** intense. I find myself desperately wanting to scream with all my might almost daily. I probably would if I wasn't worried about neighbors thinking I was getting murdered. Instead, I have to suppress the urge. 

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Anyone else like this?