i have generalized anxiety disorder, panic disorder, and clinical depression (all diagnosed and i think i have bpd and ptsd but i haven’t spoken to my psychiatrist about that yet) and i struggle with them nearly everyday and recently it’s only been getting worse. despite that whenever i have a ‘good’ day or even just an hour or so of feeling okay i convince myself that i was never mentally ill in the first place and that i made everything up and my trauma and triggers aren’t valid. i think this might be partially because my mom thinks i’m being dramatic and that i don’t have any actually serious problems, she also told me that i’m a hypochondriac despite me being diagnosed and ever since she said that i’ve not been able to stop thinking about it. i feel horrible having to take time off of sports or being with people to focus on my mental health because i’m convinced that the moment i’m not feeling the absolute worst i can feel, i’m faking everything. i asked my close friends who have been with me during a lot of my worst moments and they all said that i most definitely am not making everything up but i still can’t convince myself that i’m not. does anyone else struggle with this and know how to get over it?