I want to make it very clear, I am not doing this intentionally and I hate how my brain does this. I'm very sorry to anyone who suffers from PTSD but please know, I do not do this intentionally. I think my brain is faking trauma or PTSD, I have almost all of the symptoms of PSTD and I'm continually finding myself thinking of a moment of time I can't recall. I had this teacher and he was nice but I started to dislike him and not know why and then he got me kicked out of my school for no reason; I don't remember doing anything to him. Since then, I find myself thinking of horrible things he did to me but I don't think he actually did any of them. These thoughts aren't memories but they feel real. I have moments where I blank and only think about what he did (again not memories but thoughts) and feel sensations. I've tried looking online and I can't find anything relating to my situation. If you know why my brain feels it's necessary to feel these sensations, think of these thoughts and make them so badly vivid they interfere with my everyday life, please let me know.