I met this guy about a week ago and me having 0 friends clinged onto him. We played Stardew Valley together tonight and he was very excited about being able to marry in the game so that has been our goal for the game. Anyways since I just met him he doesn't know about my BPD diagnosis, I'm already jealous that he's in a very popular Instagram group chat and I know I shouldn't be jealous. I'm scared that he will leave me for someone else.

Do I tell him he's my FP? my old FP was very understanding and they dropped me because of the emotional abuse I was putting her through. I understand and am still moving on. I don't want this guy to leave me I'm just scared what should I do? I'm pretty new to this diagnosis (about a year now)

I also saw him online after he said he was going to sleep so of course I took it personally. I feel so stupid.