Hi everyone, I come to this subreddit a lot to post and read the posts of others here. All of a sudden I am having a very difficult time with my anxiety. I think a few events have caused this:

- I found out on Friday that I can’t have the first graduate job I managed to get because of fraud committed by the job centre that helped me get the job. I was so excited about this job because my boyfriend lives a while away and it would make me more flexible to go visit him.

- I am anxious about coming out of lockdown. I don’t have many friends and my boyfriend is going to be moving back to his flat (he stayed with his parents near me during lockdown) a while away from me. I’m worried I’m going to be very lonely and scared I’m going to miss out.

- I have had a terrible eczema flare up all over my body which is so itchy and sore and it’s on my face. It won’t go away.

- I’m struggling to sleep at night because I can’t breathe due to allergies.

- my sister has moved back home into our shared bedroom so my safe space has been taken away, as my sister often takes my things and I rarely get them back. My mum always sides with her because in her eyes she is more vulnerable. 

I just need some comfort. I feel so lonely, scared and anxious about what’s to come. I don’t know what my future looks like. I want to be happy but it feels like such a struggle some days.