To start off, I would literally jump off the Empire State Building if I touched my wife. But we're currently long distance due to the military. My thoughts got the the best of me when she was hanging around guys and sounding like she was having a better time than she's ever had with me. I ended up punching the wall due to many other life stressors on top of that. Like I said, I would kill myself if I laid a single harmful finger on one of them. I feel guilty as is. Is there something wrong with me. I need people to talk to.