I don’t know what I’m experiencing right now but I’m hoping someone can explain. Recently I’ve been experiencing awful things that have caused me extreme extreme stress, and I’ve had multiple breakdowns the past few days. Like 2  severe breakdowns each day. Recently my emotions have become more than I could bare, but I have to keep them to myself because I can’t let my parents see me crying or breaking down. I woke up this morning so confused, I can’t really describe it. Just very confused and overwhelmed. Every small thing is stressing me and everything feels not right. All of my emotions I’ve experienced in the past days are merging together and I’m feeling them all at once and I can’t remember what has been happening. Everything seems blurry and I am extremely agitated and everything is setting me off, and I feel extremely deflated. It also feels like something bad is going to happen and my heart is kinda racing. It could be a bad dissociative state or a result of intense anxiety, but can someone with more knowledge let me know what this feeling is or if they’ve experienced it ?