I failed.I failed at my studies,my friendships,my job and life.I took on enough shit to get here.I'm done.I'm tired.I can't deal with all the shit life throws at me.

I got to my limits.I can't go any further.I am running away,from obligations,responsibilities,everything.I am making other people suffer.

But there's a real threat on my life that police won't do shit about,and I prefer to take this in my own hands rather than wait for shit to happen.I'm not going to live in constant fear.

I'm nothing but a nuisance for people both here and irl anyway.I'm sorry.I'm really sorry.I'm a piece of human trash that should've never been here at all.

I'll take my laptop to work tomorrow and let the cat out.I'm sorry for the shit I've done.I'm serious.

I don't want things to end this way,but they have to.