I feel empty and dead inside all the time now. The things that used to give me joy no longer do so. I can't even bring myself to talk to other people about it anymore. I know that I've said it before, now I just feel like a broken record. My friends or family don't understand.

I'm 22 and just finished my bachelor's. I don't feel pride or sadness. Just empty. I know I should feel optimistic and hopeful for my future but I don't. I don't know if I ever will.