I am going to summarize basically what I’m experiencing and I need y’all to tell me if you can relate.. I feel alone in this.   

I’ve dealt with depression &amp; anxiety my entire life basically but I’d be able to find joy within it, always..  I’m currently 22 and I just feel.. numb.. but also like I’m screaming inside.. I cannot cry unless I really force myself just to at least get some sort of release. I feel like dreaming very often, I rarely feel joy anymore for things I should, I don’t have the motivation I had even during my hardest struggles in the past, my brain feels so foggy, and I just often feel like I’m going to die or lose it. Has anyone experienced the same thing if not similar?