Was snooping through my bfs computer (I know I really shouldn’t)and found that while I was visiting my parents he was watching porn. I was completely devastated mainly because I look nothing like the women in those videos. I know it’s unreasonable to get mad about something like that and I’m over reacting but part of me just feels like I lost a lot of trust for him. He didn’t necessarily cheat on me, but it still feels awful and demeaning. 