To begin no one in my family has a history of
schizophrenia i believe my grandma has depression
tho. The reason I think I may have schizophrenia is
because when staring at a blank wall or in a dark room I
sometimes see random dots in my peripheral or small
blobs of color. Sorta like when u look at a light and then
close ur eyes. Although I do not believe it is from light.
This all started a few months ago when I got a migraine
from a delta 8 edible and I saw a visual aura from the
migraine. This made me hyper focus on my vision and I
was in constant fear of experiencing another. I quit
weed altogether and went through pretty bad
withdrawals for 3-4 weeks after. I had bad anxiety
disassociation nightmares and life felt terrible. Then I
got a concussion at wrestling practice. This made me
worried I would experience another migraine. So now I
was hyper focused on my vision again. Ever since then
I've been noticing things in my peripheral vision.
Sometimes somethings there sometimes nothing. I
didn't think it was anything other than anxiety until last
night when I was reading about schizophrenia.
Especially since marijuana increases ur chances of
getting it and I'm in the age range of developing
schizophrenia on top of my "hallucinations" I became
extremely scared and started shaking literally. Ever
since last night it's all that has been on my mind and
just can not imagine it getting worse with time and
living with this forever. Please give ur thoughts on my
situation and what I should do.