Sorry for the grammar. 

I was diagnosed about 3 months ago and my opinions on everyone are starting to change. Our whole family abandoned us at a young age my moms x husband sexually molested us and our dad physically and emotionally abused us. We were never put into therapy and our mom was never home always out drinking. I’m having a hard time coping with the fact that my whole family acts like nothing happened and only want me around when I’m in a good mood. Recently I reached out to everyone who could have made a difference in our lives when we were kids. But all they said was I’m sorry. That is not an explanation for why you didn’t do everything you could have as a guardian. My sister jumped off a bridge and was crushed by a damn last year. I want to know how several people ignored early signs of mental illness and didn’t even try to get us help considering all the stuff we had been through. We were neglected and people only started caring once she actually died. I miss her everyday and it makes me resent my family for not doing more when they were fully aware that nothing was ok.