I (31M) have been cursed with anxiety disorder and have ruined a lot of things in my life due to this. I finally found a medication that works for me. No worry, no brain fog, I m sharp and ambitious, my appetite and sexuality have only improved and my personality has also improved. Its a godsend because I am now able to live my life without becoming exhausted from the constant worry. I have a high stress job and I also have some personal problems that are causing an overwhelming amount of stress, but now that I am medicated I take it all in stride. It's like my normal life, just without the overwhelming fear and stress. I now worry that the stress is being repressed and one day it will explode. Does this stress need to be expressed? Is it bad to not feel that stress? I am alert, I still scan my environment and expect/prepare for threats, I focus when I need and my job has not suffered. I feel like I m cheating the system. Am I making myself weak by using meds? Am I going to explode the first time I run out of meds?