I’m an only child, live with my parents and going to online classes. My dad also works from home while my mom comes home late from work. Our house is constantly dark with just silence. Every time I wake up I know it’s a constant repeat of the day before and I seriously can’t take it anymore. My dad is depressed as well but he is a workaholic and does nothing but sit on his laptop all day or work in our yard on the weekends. I am so sick of just being alone constantly in this dark house I haven’t hung out with anyone in 6 months. Yesterday on New Year’s Eve my mom just went to bed early while my dad continued to work on his laptop I couldn’t stop crying because I felt so fucking left out from the world. I don’t know what to do anymore.