I think about suicide all the time.  It's such a great idea!  No problems ever again, just get a gun point it at my head and pull the trigger.  No more suffering, no more mistakes, no more autism or OCD or anxiety disorder, no more problems, no more future problems, no more people, no more strife or difficulty or stress, that's it, just one clean and quick solution to everything.  I can fix all my problems in a few days, just need to get a gun license and buy a handgun and that's it.  So why can't I bring myself to solve all of my problems all at once?  It all seems so simple.