I have quiet bpd and I'm not medicated as the meds i have aren't working and make me feel worse. My symptoms are getting worse with time and I'm on a waiting list to see a psychiatrist in a few months. 

It is affecting my relationship, my job, my home responsibilities, myself. I feel so ashamed and when someone asks me whats wrong, i don't know what to say because i feel like if i tell them i have bpd that they will act like I'm dangerous or crazy but I'm not. Or they will use that against me if there was an argument.

I apologize about the venting but any helpful advice on how to cope would be greatly appreciated