she is truly the only thing that loves me unconditionally. I could do anything and she would still look at me with the same puppy dog eyes. she is my life. I love her more than my own mother. when she goes I have no idea what I'll do. I'm so unstable already I break down into violent sobbing but stop before any tears come out at random almost. it's the best thing about masks, people can pretend they don't see it.