
I'm 23F. And the reason why I will never find love is because of a few factors. 

I have  never been in a relationship. I've never had male friends. And ones I've been friendly with that I met through my female friends, majority of them gave me nasty or uninterested looks. Probs cus I'm not entirely attractive however friendliness would have been nice from them. And even in clubs, all my friends got hit on except me. Again probably because of my looks, but I feel that people know that I'm not one of those girls that fit in. 

I feel like I can't start a conversation with men out of fear they think I'm into them and get disgusted. And feel dating wouldn't get me anywhere anyway because i don't fit in with what's considered the norm. 

I still feel very immature even though I do all the things im supposed to do at my age. Even my personality I guess is weird. I'm just quiet and awkward, and not loud and funny like most women and my friends. I wouldn't even be able to keep a guy interested in me for a long period or keep a convo going. 

I dont really have any hobbies either. And I'm not really interested in having any, I have my friends. However, it's seen as a bad thing. I'm just a shy, friendly, quiet girl and feel I will never meet someone who'd be able to put up with the person that I am. And fear I'll never be able to act myself around another man. 

I honestly don't know where I'm going with this, sorry. I'm not trying to pity myself or anything. Im comfortable with the person that I am. It's just not fitting inside the box which is considered the norm, and wondering how I should deal with the whole dating thing when i no man would probably be able to like me for who I am.