It’s been a full week since I lost him. My grief has come and gone in waves. I’ve been mostly pissed tf off at everyone and everything, especially those who’s lives seem to be going great rn. I was just so mad that ppl could go on like everything was fine and leave him behind like that.

Ive made a few promises to the both of us, including that I will remain strong, brave, and alive.

One of us has to carry on for the other. Ig that’ll be me.
I’ve also made sure to remember him everyday. I’m very cautious and worried abt leaving him behind or forgetting abt him.

I’ll keep going for us buddy.