I was doing so well..I really felt like I was making progress . I’m fact everyone would say I’m doing well , I have a stable job , I’m graduating with my masters in 2 weeks, I’m looking to move out of my parents home and to a new beautiful city. I even started dating again. Sounds wonderful right.?  Nope. I feel more empty and lonely than I have ever felt before . I want to lay in bed most of the time sleep and never wake up. I know I’m working towards things I try to make goals for myself but then I think why? What’s the whole point ? None of this matters it’s all useless. I’m not good enough for anything or anyone.  I Just want the pain to be gone and put my mind to rest . I’m tired I don’t know how much longer I can keep up this act.