My last relationship was incredible toxic and manipulative, I never knew where I stood with him, and I always felt I had to ask for his affection. I finally cut him out and moved across the country for a fresh start (due to many things, not just him). Before him, my last relationship had ended 5 years before in a really traumatic way. Anyway, I unleashed my insecurities and anxieties about men and relationships to this guy I had been seeing casually and tonight he texted me that he wasn't feeling it anymore. I totally screwed it up. Now I'm afraid I'm just going to do this again because I can't deal with not knowing where I stand with a member of the preferred sex that I'm into. I'm feeling regretful and embarrassed and so tired of being lonely.