This POCD won’t fully go away. It never ever bothered me and I never even asked myself if I was attracted to kids. Not I can’t even think of sex with a girl my age because her body reminds me of a young girl. Every time I think of a young girl my body hurts from tensing up. And I keep feeling false attraction. This sucks. I want this to fully go away. I’ve had crushes on multiple women older than me and love the traits of grown women. So it’s practically impossible for me to be a pedo. So why in the heck am I so obsessed about this when I know it’s just a stupid irrational fear?