Yeah ig I don’t feel the depressed way I used to. I don’t seriously think about offing myself (I joke about it tho, but I would never do it). I don’t feel useless or a burden. I don’t hate myself. Anymore anyway. I don’t feel sad. And yeah sometimes I feel genuinely happy. On most day even. 

But physically I am exhausted all the time. I am unmotivated. I don’t remember the last time I’ve properly cleaned my apartment. Or the last time I actually cooked food. I only eat takeout or foods that I just have to put in the oven/microwave. It’s like depression is just affecting me physically now. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how I can motivate myself to clean or cook. Or do my schoolwork.