I feel like shit and I need help bad like really bad. I can't live like this any longer just wish I can enjoy life again. I just can't take it anymore I'm in agony I wish this would go away. I made this post as a call for help I need help. I wish there was a good medication for this. What medications work best for you guys?

I don't have much money and I'm not for sure if I want to go because of the cost. I think im having a mental breakdown and it truly sucks. I wish I had the money but im broke.