I've been up for a while and been feeling so goddamn sexy? I want people to stare when they see me, look after me when I walk past, I want to flirt and smile and make out, I want to look like a fucking goddess, and normally I'd cringe at myself for thinking all this, but it's just the truth. I'm thinking about how my sleeve is going to look, how the snake slithering down my arm is going to be, when I'll have the money. How I'll go out and buy clothes that make me look ravishing, when there's more to my name than 40 bucks. I have all these thoughts of the future, of things I wanna do, and I'm stuck here, in the present, having to be responsible and boring. I don't want responsibilities, I don't want to do any of this. I want to seduce, I want to make out with women, I want to fall in love.