Hello I posted the other day about this and was told to come back and celebrate if I didn't have anything else to do....I don't so here I am


Tw: sh, cutting, mention of how


1 year ago I cut myself because I was really really stressed, sad, frustrated, and just angry. Funny enough these scars healed the fucking worse. So I see them just about every day and I hate them. They disgust me. Not necessarily because they're SH scars it's because it's a blemish and I have no good excuse if people see them. 



I wish I could say I'm much better now mentally but I am not. I just stopped cutting but that is something. I feel like bit of an imposter because I did not cut consistently I just went on "binges" to just destroy my thigh.... I guess that's still valid idfk but the point is it wasn't terribly hard for me to quit but I do miss the recovery period... idk if that makes sense. The original cut I hated but the feeling after I loved and sorta miss in a sick way. But I don't want to do that myself again.


If you're reading this I wish you all the best! Just take it one day at a time and try to focus on your achievements not your fails.