How's it been? I used to frequent here a few years ago. I'm sure you all feel nothing but hopelessness and I'm sorry for that. I know there's nothing I can say that will make everything magically better in your life, it took me years to recover and I lost a lot in the process.

I'm writing this to thank all of you, for being people I could be open to about my own desire to die. A place were no one will shame you, look down on you, try to immediately fix you, or look at you as if your dangerous. I have almost recovered now, and that's partly due to all of you, you all made me feel less alone at my darkest time.

If there's anything here I can say, it's that depression is a long and painful battle, take your time, and be open and honest to yourself in your pain and regret, you may carry it with you for the rest of your life, but that's ok, it may stay with you, but It doesn't have to define you forever.

Farewell to all of you, I hope you can one day finally heal and leave this place too. Until then, thank you.