Background, diagnosed BP 7 years ago, am well supported by GP twice weekly plus email. 
However she is away out of office until Thursday, any my partner who I live with in in Korea until Friday, other fam are all 300 miles North. So I'm allll alone. Until Thurs (GP) and boyf (Fri)

2 I think, I lose time with hypo my GP has me restartes Pregabalin for anxiety, cautiously, but after second increase I'm a total hypo mess. Don't know if Pregabalin is causing this , or doing its job calming my anxiety. I don't want to be hypo and more anxious. That would be awful.

I am very good at taking my meds including a moods stabiliser which has worked brilliantly for 7 years.