I feel completely isolated in this world, in my 18 years, I've never met anyone I can relate to. The few humans that understood the intense loneliness and rejection I grew up with are too weird for me to get, and most other people are too normal. Because of how emotionally intense I am, it's impossible to understand other people, I don't get them and have a hard time around them because they almost seem like autonomous robots that feel nothing beyond positive emotions or anger. Not just that, but knowing I won't ever meet someone that can love me like I love them, hell, it took 18 years to meet a girl that would give me a chance, now that she's gone I'm just alone again. And why? We couldn't relate to each other, I loved her too much, I was too clingy, now she cut me off without warning. I'm going insane,mi just, every human that seems to approach me eventually grows scared of me, these days I don't even know why. It's almost like they just somehow learn of my past or online activities (my depressive posts and shit) and never tell me, I'm like, who keeps telling them, what, some incorporeal being? Why do I have to be alone, I don't want to be alone anymore! I'm the only man in my world, I can't cope with being an island, but I have no choice. I should have been an abortion...