Today I had one of those "collapse-days", when everything seems overwhelming and I think I have no hope nor future. I'm sure tomorrow I'll feel kinda better, I guess (happens everytime, it's like a rollercoaster, progressively). But now, man, I feel really down and anxious. I can't make an important decision, I feel so alone, the future is uncertain, my thoughts are becoming overwhelming, (I feel like my head is a mess), I feel alienated and I can't recognise myself nor my current life.

It's hard to think that less than two years ago I was happy and hopeful. It just makes me sad.

That's all, I just needed to write something.