I used to love watching movies and tv shows, I have a list of my favourite movies, it was just such a relaxing hobby for me until this year.

It's may and I've watched 3 movies this year in total which is not like me at all. 
I don't know why, but watching a movie seems like a chore now. It lasts so long it feels like 5 hours instead of 2. It's not because I can't find a movie I find interesting, I watch a trailer and I am amazed, I say to myself that I am definitely going to watch the whole thing but I never do. 

I feel anxiety when it comes to sitting down and watching a movie, I feel like I am wasting my time and if I am going to watch a movie I am going to make sure I have hours and hours of time that day. 
It's not related to a genre, I just put on a rom-com, sat down for 15 minutes and gave up. 
I am also scared cause I don't know what's going to happen next EVEN if it's literally an innocent comedy. I get too attached to the characters it feels like I get sucked into a movie. That used to excite me, I loveed that, but now it gives me huge anxiety.
I wonder why this happens cause I love acting and drama, I love thrillers and mystery. I've watched "The Walking Dead" (that's a very intense show that fucks with your head and I enjoyed it)

The only thing I can make myself watch is "Friends" and "Grey's Anatomy" (which I've rewatched a couple of times now) 
I hope you get what I mean, I wonder if anybody else feels the same hence why I am posting this.
I suck at explaing and talking about my emotions but I tried my best.