I don’t wanna be here.
What the hell are we even doing on this planet?! Why is it not weird to other people that we live on earth? Is this all a bad dream? Is earth hell? 

My life has been a living hell ever since I turned 13 and now I’m 20.
I’ve isolated myself for a few years now because I never fit in anyway. I ghosted all my “friends” and I don’t have any family except my mom and dad.

And I don’t want any friends because what’s the point?? What’s the point of anything? 

Can I just not exist anymore?! Everyday I get more depressed and sad. 
I’m tired of living just to cry and have panic attacks everyday. 

And no I’m not going to k*ll myself because I personally believe that if someone does k*ll themselves they will be born in a worse situation. 

Every year on my birthday I have wished to be happy. I’m so tired of existing.