Having BPD and ADHD is like trying to start a car uphill. I am stuck in this paralysing motion on the spot while feeling everything at once but not moving forward. There are things that BPD tells me to do but due to my executive dysfunction, my brain lacks the will and effort to carry out the task. My mind needs to be constantly stimulated otherwise my BPD symptoms will act up but due to ADHD, I can’t do anything at all. I’m feeling this constant tug of war between the 2 and its crippling me.