Two years I've been out of work. Im 28. I've lost all muscle mass. I cant leave the house or walk down the street without going crazy. I ended up in a psch ward back when I quit my job and lost my mind, I'm feeling the way just before that happened. Difference, I'm medicated yet still I can't seem to get a grip. I'm terrified of people. I've become bitter and I wake up with the first thought of wishing I'd not woken up. Im stuck, I dont know what to do anymore. I think my mind is ruined.