Wtf, you guys, I'm so anxious. Something bad is going to happen to me, I know it. 

   I've been in my bed for t all but a couple hours the last 2 days and it's making me ruminate and get even more anxious. i don't want to eat, I don't wanna get up,  my bowels are acting up.  I've had to force myself to drink water.  I've been taking nearly double my anxiety meds and I'm gonna run out before I'm supposed to.

I'm gonna die, but I don't know when or how.  Something bad is coming.

Someone tell me I'm just being paranoid, maybe my brain will listen to someone else.