I feel like I’m going insane but I can’t imagine my boyfriend. I’m so grateful he’s stuck by me but I wonder how he can take it. He always offers to listen to me and talk about what’s going on but deep down I feel like he just wants someone who he doesn’t have to counsel. I’ve been trying to get therapy but it’s always falling through. He says he wants to marry me but I’m so afraid that when we break up at the end of the summer he’ll date girls he doesn’t have to treat like me and realize it’s relieving and not want me anymore.