I had a job interview today and it went really... meh? As a recent graduate it's so hard to find a job when your experience is limited, and anxiety f*cks me over even more. No matter how much I prepare as soon as I enter the room/teams call my mind blanks out. I can be asked the simplest question and struggle to answer. It's like my brain forgets how to think and get words out. I can't help but cringe at myself, at how stupid I make myself sound.  Every time I have an interview I feel what I can only describe as 'yuck' for a few days after, because I know in a different context I could do better. Better answers pop into my head well after the interview but it just does not happen when I need it to. I hate this. It makes me feel like crap. I suffer with my self esteem as it is, and this just makes me feel exceptionally dumb.