Last week was really rough for me, but I'm feeling a lot better now. This happened recently with one of my online friends, of about 2 years. We used to talk a lot, looking back I feel it was my fault we stopped talking so much but we've talked on and off.  Recently she started reaching out a lot to me but then became quite distant for a bit, only messging me after several hours. So since she's stopped talking to me in the past and I was feeling really bad and anxious that week, I said it seems like she wanted to not talk to me. She got pretty upset about it, seems she had some finals and was just really busy so I apologized and we moved on. 

But I still felt bad so I asked if I could call her and then when we did I said sorry and she became so damn awkward about it. So I kinda opened up about my anxiety and depression, how I thought I was being a bad friend and she kinda stopped talking and then said a while later I really don't have to worry about us. Anyways since then I tried reaching out to say hi a couple times but she just replies with one reply and nothing else to continue the conversation. So feel like my anxiety of losing her as a friend kinda caused it to happen in reality.

Anyways I'm not gonna message her again until, if she ever reaches out again. Doubt she will, seems she's found some new friends but that's ok. Need to move on to feel better. Wish she'd never contacted me again though, was feeling fine when she didn't for a while. Guess this could have been a venting but also wondering how you guys think I handled it

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