There is no light at the end of the tunnel for me. I tried everything and i am tired to fight back. I can't end my life and i can't live in dignity either. I am dead inside. I am like a zombie. I wish this was just a nightmare and i could wake up. Things stay the same or get worse, never better, for me. I am tired of this "life". I wish i was never born. Why being born to just suffer.