I dunno if this is the right place to put this, but I feel like I’m not even myself anymore. I feel like a whole different person than what I used to be. I don’t enjoy things I used to enjoy. I feel caged. I feel very alone and misunderstood. Life almost doesn’t feel real anymore. A shadow of my former self. I really would love to feel normal again. I hate who I am. I’ve always have, but it seems worse than before.