I have had extremely bad work experiences mostly due to my unawareness of my bpd in the first 2 jobs &amp; the last 2 my severe social anxiety, and I just don’t know how to overcome it and hide my bpd n anxiety and naturally blend in? I always feel so outcasted at work setting and get really paranoid that they all hate me and then I just don’t speak to them at all, therefore making me usually get bullied lol. I’m just sick of it I want to be able to work without feeling so afraid of my coworkers and me ending up having to leave bc my anxiety is so fucking bad and they bully me, thanks