So I found out some people I thought I could trust I can’t or I at least I should maybe say I found out how far I can trust them which is important but it still hurts. I have decided to move forward and try to forget it to preserve the relationships because they are worth keeping. My main focus is on not building resentment towards them and pretending I’m not if I’m fact I am moving forward.  I have schizophrenia chronic paranoid type and this makes it difficult when it comes to judging peoples trustworthiness it can take effort to be honest and open in my relationships. I try to avoid these kind of situations for obvious reasons should I just forget and move on? I heard words spoken that I thought wouldn’t be passed on and where and on a personal level it really matters to me but I am trying see the other side of it like maybe it was the appropriate response towards me and I was in the wrong just now realizing it. I’m analytical obsessive thinking i suppose writing this is more to help me break at he cycle than anything I have my faults I hate to think any of them would put me in the position I’m imagining I’m in.