I feel like my emotions don't work like they should, over the course of my life I've gone through the death of several of my pets and family friends but didn't feel even remotely sad. I have a family and a sibling who I know loves me but I don't feel loved, if anything I feel lonely, I get burnt out very quickly even with things I generally like doing. I haven't cried in years even when I want to and don't know what I'm feeling most of the time.