
I wake up to a brand new day every morning but nothing changes. I’ve been on semester break for a while now and yet my sweaty palms, shaky hands etc. are still a daily occurrence even if I have nothing major worrying me.

I want to live normally again, to enjoy my hobbies when I can and not have everything wrecked by this “on edge” feeling. It gets way worse in school so I’ve always preferred staying at home but damn, even being at home drains my mental energy like this.