DAE base their life off of their dating/relationships. When I’m single I want to kill myself because of the loneliness. Literally. All I want to do is be in a relationship and have someone to make me feel confident and comfortable with my self. (Also less lonely). I also want someone who I can give my attention to and spoil them. 

I was making good progress over the past month. Yesterday I found out that my ex did some shit and got in a relationship and it wrecked me. It really hit me personally for some complicated reasons, but I feel like she is living the life that I’ve always worked so hard to get. I could have had it with her but she left me.

I feel like such a unlovable looser. Every time I try to get back into the dating game I get let down by girls and it wrecks me.

I’ve been suicidal the past two days. I had made so much progress and I feel like im back where I started. 

I would appreciate and help or similar stories. Anything you’ve got I would appreciate it. 
I feel so lonely and hopeless in finding love again.