(tw mention of sh urges) i think i have quiet bpd and i’ve been struggling so much with feeling empty, and just nothing- like blank. i’m talking to this guy and i just feel nothing towards him, and i feel nothing towards myself and i feel so so empty. part of me is telling myself i’m just zoning out, but the part of me who thinks i have quiet bpd and hasn’t gotten a diagnosis, is saying it’s chronic emptiness. bc it never ends