So basically i have an eating disorder and other MH issues and see my pediatrician every 3 weeks for medical monitoring and to check in, almost like a mini therapy session. I also have a therapist and dietitian which i see weekly. I look forwards to seeing my Dr the most since I've seen her for 8+ years and really trust her. 

But she's going on a vacation, as she should, and won't be back until the end of June. The last available appt she suggested happens to land on my finals week. My dad won't let me book it bc he says I'm too busy and god forbid i take out one hour of my week to see my doctor. And I only have 3 finals to study for so it's not like I'm actually busy... My dad also made me sign up for 7 APs/honors next year but my treatment team and school counselor vetoed that thank god. If I could just get that appt that would be great! Only 2-3 weeks between appts as it should be.

 Clearly he prioritizes school over both my mental/physical health. my mom is fine with me seeing my Dr if time permits and clearly it does. But my dad's super controlling so.. Idk what to do... 6 weeks is a long time to go without seeing her. 

It might be bc of my attachment issues that makes this so hard. I'm already beginning to feel depressed and empty knowing i won't see her for so long, and I just had my last appt on Monday. A depressive episode not something I need with finals and AP exams coming up. And it's really just frustrating that he doesn't have his priorities straight. At least I have my therapist and dietitian. 

Maybe I should bring up my attachment issues in therapy? It's kinda embarrassing that I'm so clingy and dependent so I'm reluctant to talk about it. Anybody have tips for coping when your treatment provider(s) are on vacation? Or just reply cuz I'm frusturated with my dad and kinda feel like shit. Thx