Life is hard, or I'm a coward that I can't act in the simplest things, my life changed after 2019, everything was good, I was studying to become a nurse, I had great friends, I jogged, my body was harmonious and beautiful, I was confident  In myself, but after the Corona virus, everything changed, I became afraid of everything, I was afraid to live new experiences, and if I tried to apply for something new, I feel pain in my stomach and retreat, those who studied nursing with me, they are now in hospitals, doing their work  I was going to be with them, but I was a coward and I backed off halfway
Sorry my english is bad