me and my partner (unofficial partner sorta) have been having a rough patch, i lash out and call him the worst names possible, tell him i despise him and that hes a liar etc, but i dont care how he feels. i know this is awful but i see it as a sort of revenge. well you made me feel like this so now have a taste of your own medicine. or even just from bad experiences from my past , my brain goes ‘well ive felt way worse so you can deal with this’