
Idk honestly, I've been so lonely for a long time it's normal, though it does hurt a lot sometimes...

I wish I could stop feeling so pathetic and desperate, I somehow just feel so stupid and weak wanting to be hugged and close to someone, daydreaming of an unrealistic relationship of someone actually wanting to be around me...

Maybe it's for the best this will never happen, I'm not worth anyone's love or time, and I really don't know if I could trust anyone to not eventually ghost me or betray me...

I'm obviously just too garbage, as nobody ever likes or dislikes me, I'm just here and nothing worth noticing.