
 3 days ago, I heard a loud and small kitten just outside my relatives' house. It was being bullied by our dogs so I decided to pick it up and put it in my cousin's house. I put alcohol over my hand(like this stupid ocd or germaphobia thing I got because of covid and stuff) My cousin was in love with it and gave it some milk but it seems to be finding his mom and it doesn't want to drink it. He had pity on the small kitten so he told me to just adopt it because it was poor. I rejected him because I remembered what happened to my baby cousin when he got bit by a cat just a few days before and he had been vaccinated with 17 shots, so he just told me to place the kitten back outside and leave it there. I picked up the friendly and loud kitten with my wet hands and while I was going outside, it grabbed into my hand like how they would if being carried(don't worry I was being gentle) but it grabbed me kind of firmly so I screamed a little and repositioned it so it wouldn't scratch me. I put it outside and went back and applied alcohol again. I went to tell the story to my mo0m but she got angry because she remembered what happened to my cousin before and my father warned me already. I got a bit concerned and looked at my hand to notice 3 small red spots on my hand. I immediately washed my hand again with soap and went to google and started panicking over those ppl who got rabies and I was scared. I cried and of course my parents was mad and worried about me. They said I was adding more problems to the problems we already have. I asked my grandma about it and she looked at it and said it isn't that deep of a red spot, but then I am still worried because I saw that the depth of a rabies bite doesn't matter and my other old grandpa told me not to worry, but it's like all over my mind and I am scared. Idk if I can send a picture about it please tell me how I can so you guys can see.(hopefull reddit has doctors haha this is kind of my first post lol)