Hello, my name is Martha. I have multiple mental illnesses, or diagnoses such as panic disorder, social anxiety disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, schizoaffective disorder
(depression type and also my most recent diagnosis) and also major depression. I think I also struggle with adhd and executive dysfunction. I haven't talked about it with my psychiatrist because I'm afraid he would think I'm being attention seeking and just seeking to add more mental illnesses to the ones I already have.  It's pretty much my social anxiety talking because I should feel free to talk to my psychiatrist about whatever I want. But I'm working on that. I even feel socially anxious when I write posts on reddit. 

To make this short, I want to to quit my medication because I'm not responsible with taking it correctly, and don't really see a significant change anyways and I've been taking medication since I was 12 or 13. I don't know if this happens to anyone else but I'm supposed to take my medication in the early morning and I don't take it when I am supposed to. I'm so overly exhausted in the morning time, that I sleep in till 1 pm or even 3 pm (I feel tired all the time, and even after sleeping like a cat, I still feel tired) and I take my medication when I wake up which is like 1 pm to 3 pm. Is it right to do this? I'm pretty sure it's not. But I simply can't wake up early. Taking it so late is probably tampering with how effective it can actually be. I also forget to take it sometimes. I just feel like I'm not the right person to take medication because of how irresponsible I am with something as simple as that. Does anyone else do this? Not take their medication, or not take it when you're supposed to? I'm thinking of looking into speaking with a naturopath doctor instead of a psychiatrist.I hope what I said makes sense but I don't want to be taking medication anymore, I find it too complicated. It really took a lot of energy for me to write this post, I still feel like I'm not fully expressing myself in the way that I want because of my social anxiety and possible executive dysfunction but I struggle with taking my meds and I want to quit.