I used to think everyone looked up to me because I consider myself as smart and I found out that my family thinks with my level of intelligence I’m gonna end up mediocre in the future I rlly love science and technology and I have built things like high class lasers or 40kV tazers but they said it’s not hard to do so, it wasn’t hard for me but still there was some level of hardship and they think they could do better when they know nothing about those things sometimes I really do wish they didn’t exist and I would be better mentally with out them.