I recently started therapy again and after a lot of questionnaires and an intake, my therapist said i might have bpd. I dont know what to think. Never in my life did i suspect it. I have only told one close friend about this. I tried to look up information (ik om stupid for doing that) and it was mostly wierdly fetishy stuff about how men think its hot or whatever. I just want to get out of this hellhole. I thought a label would help me get some clarity but I just feel more lost. I always thought it was just anxiety.