Everyday I walk through life like a zombie, I've never experienced love, the few friends I have just want me around because I'm helpful or serve a purpose to them. Anytime anyone calls or texts me its if they need anything. I was bullied my entire life because I deserve to be. I've never been in a relationship and it's not from lack of trying. It seems like no one wants me. I'm so alone in a sea of people. Every day I wish I wasn't born, I've struggled and continue to struggle. I can't talk to anyone and no one is there for me. I just want to be happy. I don't know if I have ever been.