I feel a very intense feeling of "change is coming", but I can't for the life of me figure out if the feeling is good or bad or neutral. All I know is it's making me incredibly anxious. I had a similar feeling in the beginning of 2020 but it was a bad feeling. I'm in the process of trying to conceive and I'm wondering if it's related to that. I feel very alone with my thoughts, even though my SO is amazing and always willing to listen. I just don't feel like I can get my thoughts out of my head and put them into words. I'm ranting. I'm sorry. I just don't feel right and I'm scared.