Ever since I started noticing women and being sexually attracted to them every time I think about having sex with them I picture me having sex with them with me having a dick. I am the boy doing the boy sex acts. Also I'm diagnosed as schizophrenic and my main hallucinations are tactile with me physically feeling dick cravings, boy sex cravings, me cumming as a boy with a dick, and girls touching me having a male body and genital region. I believe that I have a female body and a male spirit and male mind. Is this possible?
What is going on with me spiritually, psychologically and sexually since this is happening?