I wake up every morning to go to work, I come back home at the end of my shift and I just stay in my room and do nothing. I can’t motivate myself to wash my face, or brush my teeth, even eating is hard. And it’s not like I’m not trying, I make my groceries for the week and I try to shower at least every 2 days, but I’m throwing away my food and I lay in my dirt all day. The fact that I can’t sleep makes me feel worse. I just don’t enjoy doing anything anymore and I’d rather rot in my room. I find it hard to be awake.