DAE feel the same? I hate how much I care for other people. How I genuinely find it hard to function because I'm anxious about how other people are doing. How I can't focus on my own shit cos I'm so busy being worried about others.

While a lot of this is focused on FP, it's not limited to just her. I'm worried about everyone in my life. 

And I type messages out to check in on people but I rarely send them because I don't get responses when I do. So much so that it feels like a crime for caring. It feels like checking in on anyone is wrong and unlawful. I'm just sitting down worrying about everyone and I can't know if they're ok and I wanna check in but I can't and it sucks so fucking much.