Just kidding. I am losing my mind though. Why is everything absolutely sucking today. To start things off right as I was leaving for work this morning I got a flat tire, got my spare on and then my spare was flat. Cried and drove to the gas station to see if my tire could be filled up but it was not possible. I wanted cigarettes and I only have my passport right now. For some reason my passport wasn’t scanning so they wouldn’t let me get cigarettes. So mad. That was a mess in itself and that contributed to the rest of my day. 

Then to make things EVEN better, my cat decides to knock my drink off of the table, making the whole table eventually fall over. So now I’ve got a whole extra mess to clean up. Along with all the laundry I’ve been avoiding putting away. Along with cleaning my whole damn house! 

When times get like this, sometimes I just don’t know how to chill. Like I feel as though I can manage minor things that happen once, but to have multiple bad things happen to you in a day I just don’t know how to feel after. Im currently laying in my bed with a face full of tears as my table and decor is scattered across my room. There’s a huge green stain in my carpet that got underneath my bed frame so… you already know where I’m about to go with this. 

What do you guys do or try to do to manage these feelings? I feel like ripping my hair out and I can’t relax unless I take medication. So I’m just stu k