I just want to stay in bed and cry. I am deathly afraid of rabies and I currently have a weird, red, open puncture mark on my hand with what looks like a purplish possible puncture mark to the right of it which I don’t have on my other hand. My muscles hurt but I don’t know if that is from my anxiety or not. I am very suggestible so reading symptoms of something I am afraid of usually will cause me to experience them, even while not actively thinking about them at all times.