a little context as to why: parents got divorced a few years ago and would put me in the middle of it which was a nasty situation but i think they’re starting to rekindle after all this time and i have no idea if im happy or angry about what they put me through,my friends dropped me in september after i was in a car accident because i was going through a rough time and wasn’t myself for a while, i feel like im sabotaging my relationship but i also just don’t know if we’re compatible or if im overthinking it and it hurts. im trying to get my license and get a car because being at home all day is really taking its toll, might have started to become dependent on weed

good things that are happening: im on set to transfer from online cc to university next spring hopefully, made goal to get my license by the end of the month, put myself back in therapy, trying to open a business with my family, and met up with a new friend for the first time a few days ago

trying my absolute best to keep my head above water but it’s starting to feel impossible, just need some encouraging words. i hope all to be well for you.