I have had a fear of going mad/ being mad for most of my life. I have deep day dreams where I talk to myself and feel the things that are happening. I started seeing a psychoanalyst and after a few months I finally told her about this ( I've been scared to mention this to anyone for decades). I told her about one that happened to me on Tuesday where I saw myself as a roman in a battle formation against an enemy i couldn't and I felt everything he did and i could speak Latin. She told me that it's something with the subconscious and that I'm not mad. I agree that I am not mad today but i fear that one day i won't be able to distinguish reality from the visions. I call them visions and not hallucinations because I do not physically see things, i see them in my head but at those times I'm still operating on auto pilot. I think this is maybe a little funny but please give me a serious opinion. I also know that this is a little scatter brained so ask any questions you want.