im writing this in my washroom so please excuse any mistakes i make. im a 14 year old boy from India struggling to have a better mental health. my dad has always been abusive and my mom stays with him because me and my older brother need to complete our education. dad used to beat mom in front of us when we were little but he never abused me or my brother. as we grew we realised how fucked the situation is. we now can at least defend ourselves but this much worse than torture. one night he curses us and the next day we all pretend like nothing happened. this has been the cycle for 19 years now and me and brother have suffered with this our entire lives. today he came home drunk and started cursing my mom while she was serving him food. i asked my mom to serve me food as an excuse for her to get out of his room but then he started calling my mom a bitch over and over. then he came to my room and then started cursing at us. my brother was asleep because he had a headache and he woke up because of the commotion. my dad was being extremely annoying and brother's headache got worse. he was begging for us to take him to a hospital, me and my mom were aiding him and dad just stood there telling him to stop acting. I've never seen my brother in such a bad state. brother is now in his room sleeping, mom is in my room and dad locked himself in his room. im very puzzled right now and just struggling to think straight. i don't know what to do and I don't want lose my mom and brother. my grandparents and uncles and their kids live with us but no one wants to intervene because of my dad being a fucking idiot. my family is not aware of this post and i don't know the consequences i will face after this post. i want to appear as this isn't affecting me.i have no one. i just want to be heard.