People don’t realize that “seeking help” is A. Really hard and costs a lot of money for therapy. B. Is very intense especially if you have a lot of trauma to be worked on. Obviously we all want to be fixed. Trauma made me a bad person. I still am honestly. I have a good heart but I’ve been poisoned by the childhood that I was given. I hate the lack of empathy by people who don’t know the half of what we all go thru. Most of the time that coldness is shown by hypocritical family members and friends too. Take care of yourselves everyone❤️