I've been in the system for years now. I am simply stuck in an endless loop of shit. Went through countless therapists and psychiatrists. Was hospitalized a few times as well. I have like 7 months of total time in a psychiatric ward. I am also just 23 years old lmao. I'm tired of projecting negativity on other people. Nothing truly brings me comfort. Not friends, not girls, not games not pets. Nothing. I am simply incapable of absorbing positive energy. Excuse my rant.