I have depression and anxiety so bad that I am stuck in bed terrified constantly just laying with my eyes closed I don’t know what to do anymore . I have been reaching out for help and every medication I have tried has had severe side effects . My doctor prescribed me lorazepam and I’m scared to take it because I don’t know what to expect she said she will give me the lowest dose. I just wanna be happy and active again. I feel like a failure and I miss my life. I love going out for walks and drives and never being home and now I’m terrified to be anywhere except home. It intensified since I got Covid and it feels like it’ll never get better . I been looking forward to summer for months and now it’s here and I’m stuck inside with no appetite just sleeping as much as I can. I have an amazing family and boyfriend and son and I can’t fully be with them I don’t know what to do. I’ve tried everything.