Idk.   Relationships don’t work for me. Guys don’t stay interested longer than two weeks.  
Last night this guy who knows I like him told me he was really excited to go on a date with someone else. 

The only guy willing to put up with me and help me Is dead. 

 My life is a mess of depression lust sex desire with no love. 


Idk. 

I’m just so sad. 
