I’ve been seeing this person for almost a year now but I’m still not sure I can say I “love” them for sure. Am I just in love with the idea of someone wanting me? Am I just in love with the feeling of having someone to give all my energy to and obsess over?
I never new it was possible to want someone so badly yet hate them so passionately at the same time and it makes me wonder if I’m more just obsessed with how they are able to make me feel.