Hi for many years i have been struggling with depression and anxiety. I have been on and off diffrent meds tried medical marijuana and therapy but things seem to be getting worse.
In the end of 2018 I started to feel very strange it felt like i wasnt really connected to this world or myself. Familiar things started feeling weird and i have become very antisocial. This feeling mixed with depression have been comming and going ever since i started getting it. In the last couple of months i have had mood swings between being depressed and suicidal to being very angry these feelings can change within a cuople of hours and when im angry it feels like I have taken a high does of amphetamines. I been very out of caracture latley and im thinking of potentially dropping out of school to start growing cannabis witch my family does not approve off. So wats the problem and do you guys have any tips or trix to fix this.