After 2 weeks of no nicotine and weird withdraw and anxiety fluxes, I’ve noticed that a lot of my problems I was diagnosed with came from when I starting vaping 6 years ago. I hadn’t had any mental problems for 2 years after I started. Then everything hit me all at once. Trying MDMA at that 2nd year didn’t help and it pretty much started all the problems I had. 

My main question now after quitting nicotine and not touching anything else besides caffeine (cuz I didn’t realize how much caffeine actually helped me level out);

Can you have anxiety from the lack of anxiety? I used to always feel my heart beat, always had a fake(or real?) pains that would appear. Tighter breathing and almost a feeling of “Narrow minded perception”. Like a “Tighter point of view” from my visual perception?

Since quitting, after the 5th day I started having horrible anxiety, being able to breathe so openly made me feel weird, like I wasn’t actually breathing, my heartbeat went away(the scariest feeling) because I wasn’t so hyper fixated on it anymore. The pains got worse and then the pains I still have are dull compared to being on nicotine. 

Could I have been so anxiously used to those problems that now, not experiencing the problems, makes me anxious and think there’s a problem?