19yr female, ever since I can remember I have been suffering with depression. I remember being in elementary school crying because I hated my life I just hated having to go through a day. I don’t have anything to be sad about in my life which made it harder when people would ask me why I’m always sad or why I look a certain way. I thought the sadness would go away eventually and it didn’t. Now I have a boyfriend of three years that tries his best to be supportive but sometimes he gets frustrated with me because I have weeks where I can’t do anything I can’t talk, I can’t get up, I can’t do anything. I think about suicide a lot because I just want a break from feeling like this. I just feel like I was born broken and shouldn’t be here. I don’t have anyone I can’t talk to.