I have an obsessive nature and I don’t want to label myself as having OCD because 1) I’m not equipped to self-diagnose 2) I feel like I don’t exactly fit the criteria

But once I have this thought In my head I can’t shake it. I’ve been on a house hunt and I feel so desperate for some reason to buy. I did the same thing when renting. Couldn’t shake the thought and kept researching and digging and digging til it drove me crazy.

I like my anxiety to a certain extent because when I want something, I’m good about chasing it. But it’s always to the nth degree. I think a lot of is driven by wanting to accomplish things I feel most people should at my age. I’m almost 30, still renting. Single. So I just want to feel like I own something and can feel good about at least being financially sound. But this isn’t healthy and I need to do something about it