I'm so over having extremely high expectations for everything I do or want to do; on both ends of the spectrum. Just found out a girl I work with who Ive had a crush on for a bit is seeing someone else. Granted i hadnt really made a move but i hate how my mind forces this expectation of greatness and failure all at the same time. Expectation of almighty love with this girl and an expectation of outright rejection. Theres no middle ground for what my mind expects to happen. Its always either the worst or best. And now i feel absolutely terrible over it. 