Yesterday while smoking with a friend of mine who I had met back in 2009 when I was in college and recently ran back into, he mentioned he had drifted away from me because I did some creepy stuff at a party while I was drunk I guess.  That's just another list of things I did back then that I now have to live with.  How do you guys live with the fact that the person you were, different though they may be, WAS you?  You're that guy that you hate so much.