Don't read this is you're sensitive to topics about death or eternity.


I'm deeply afraid, and almost convinced, that at some point in the far future of the universe, I will reemerge from death and all my senses, consciousness, and memories will be brought back with me. I'm afraid that if the universe is cyclical, I will be forced to relive this horrible life on repeat forever. Being forced to relive the same life might not sound so bad to you, but here is where things take a turn for the worse. Potentially, it might not be the same life, because if the universe is truly limitless then I could find myself in horribly nightmarish scenarios with all my current memories and experiences with me as well. Time is probably infinite, and with infinity means that at some point in time I should arbitrarily reemerge somewhere in the universe along with my sense of self, my memories and my perception, qualitatively indistinguishable, from the present me, because it IS me. This theory or whatever you want to call it has been nagging me for awhile, but recently it's hit me harder than ever and has given me quite a rough time. If you guys have any tips for dealing with these fears, throw em my way please. Thanks for reading my poorly written rambling...