i (17f) have been struggling with depression and fear of loneliness since i was 11 (when i was medicated) and recently i’ve looked around and realized, i actually am alone. i don’t text anyone or talk to anyone really outside of my boyfriend who i’m not even sure likes me half the time. i got a new phone recently and didn’t have any of my contacts so i posted on my story for people to slide up with their number and literally no one did, not even the person i consider my best friend. i honestly feel if i disappeared nobody would really notice. i don’t feel suicidal, i’m just tired of feeling invisible.