I don’t know if I’m slipping into psychosis or in the beginning of a prodromal phase. I’m going to start off by saying iam currently 18 years old and my grandmother was a schizophrenic and I had two near death experiences before I was 5 years old. On top of a traumatic accident at the age of 15. I take care of myself ever single day and workout regularly aswell as run an online business. I have intrusive thoughts on a daily basis that are very violent and make me sick to my stomach. Iam very anxious all the time about my thoughts and don’t want to act on them. I don’t feel like anyone is watching me or following me or out to get me but I’m scared that those thoughts will come. Iam fine being out in public and interacting with people I honestly like to keep myself busy and not be alone because I’m scared I will  get those thoughts again. I never get auditory or visual hallucinations. The extreme anxiety and intrusive thoughts started coming along about 3 months after that accident I don’t know if it triggered something which could lead into something worse.