I feel like I’m just faking my symptoms and hallucinations since I have nothing like that. I nearly ever hear speech in my auditory hallucinations and those ”simulator” clips always have speech as hallucinations in them. 
I know many people have really hard and challenging symptoms yet I still feel that those kind of videos exaggerate hallucinations and try to make healthy people scared…

Am I even sick? Or do I have a wild imagination?

I’ll put a link in the comments so you guys know what I’m talking about.