theres no where for me to go, no where that people like being around me

i have no where to post

i just want people to like me, i want one person for once in my life to be happy to see me, and not look away and avoid me. i wish i had one friend, ive never had any before.

im so sick of this shitw orld, i wish i was dead. i hate being alive so much, why are people so mean