Recently I have been feeling a whole lot better. So much better that I’m starting to convince myself that my bipolar no longer exists and I no longer need the help the I was seeking for. Now because I haven’t been able to actually talk about my bipolar with a doctor (fuck healthcare) I don’t know if I’m genuinely doing better.. orrrr im manic. That’s the lifelong question though I guess for me, just trying to figure where im at in my emotions. It’s either anxious and depressed or manic and impulsive….OR im cured :) thx for listening