*Possible Triggers*

During 2020, I somehow accumulated an great amount of anxiety and paranoia, probably just the stresses of this year. I’m doing much better now and have been reflecting on my (not so) best moments of 2020, and to just laugh at how I could’ve thought such things. Enjoy:

May 8: A random dude FaceTimed me and I somehow convinced myself it was a drug dealer I blocked on Snapchat trying to kill me. 
Reality: Just some dude trying to get me involved in a pyramid scheme

October 3: I somehow convinced myself that I was being chased down by the Yakuza because I blocked a Japanese kid who was annoying me on Rogue Legends. 
Reality: just some annoying little kid who happened to be speaking Japanese

April 3: I thought I was gonna get expelled from school because I posted a picture of my violent video game on snapchat because I was too 10 in the leader boards
Reality: it’s just a video game lol

November 22: I thought I was put on an FBI watch list because I was researching bombs for my science homework.
Reality: All I did was go on Wikipedia and look up 
bombs lol

March something: I convinced myself that we were all living in a simulation and one day it will reset and we wouldn’t know.
Reality: What. The. Fuck.

December 1: I thought I was gonna get doxxed because I accidentally shot my teammate down in War Thunder
Reality: Didn’t happen im still here

I think it’s progress to look back on yourself and laugh.One day you will get better, I thought I was trapped but know I’m fine, just try looking at things logically, think, “Do I really think is will happen?” Hope you all do well in life❤️