I'm not good enough, I'll never be good enough. Even if I try my hardest, all I'll ever be is barely functioning.

I'm ugly, disgusting and a failure of a person. I can't make anyone happy. Everyone that's interested in me should run and run far away. I'm not physically appealing and I'm in general, crazy and awful and no one deserves to be exposed to me. 

The part that hurts the most is my appearance. I feel like I can't even complain with how much I hate my appearance because I'd look like I'm begging for complements. I'm ugly and I want to stop existing because I'll never be what anyone would want. 

I'm tired of feeling so much pain, so much anger, so much distress. My life is going to be constant suffering and falling short of being good enough. 