idk i am actually too shy to write what i feel here. just interested if anyone else has an experience where they don't want to DATE their therapist, they just feel over-preoccupied with them. like, i think it's not healthy. like maybe my only reason for aiming for goals is the existence of the therapist. idk. i'm sorry i'm drunk (substance dependence) but i really don't know if i should continue therapy if i feel like the only reason i'm getting better IS therapy if that makes any sense