I just heard my boyfriend moan and say things like “fuck that” while lying in bed next to him, just moments after I contemplated impulsively waking him up to tell him that I love him! My heart shattered!

There’s a part of me that’s scared he knew I was awake and said this on purpose just to fuck with me. He’s the passive aggressive type and we’ve been fighting recently but just patched things up. 
(The other day I made a move in bed to which he promptly responded “have a good sleep” - it caused a fight and now this...) I’m not sure how I should respond/behave when he wakes up in the morning. 