I’m laying here in bed this morning being extremely late in work projects and nothing seems to matter. I’m falling behind so much and I just can’t bring myself to do them no matter what. I’m so fucking scared of failing.I have an amazing girlfriend who works her ass off and I’m so jealous. I’m so scared I won’t be able to pay rent, car payment, and anything else that’s due. But I can’t get up from bed to save my life right now. Im just not able too. I fucking hate myself.