Two nights ago I tried to kill myself and I was unsuccessful. It wasn't my first attempt, and I don't know if it'll be my last because I don't know if it'll get better. I want to believe it will get better, and maybe it will - but it's certain that no matter how good things might get I'll be back here again. I'm in therapy, I've been on medication for years, I'm trying my best but I'm so tired and I don't know how much longer I can do this. Maybe I'm weak, or maybe it just won't work and it won't get better. Please help me, I don't know what else to do.