Not getting into details since I know at least one of the people involved in the incident used Reddit though I doubt this sub just in case... due to me being really jealous over something I had a meltdown in public and did something extremely selfish and ruined multiple peoples’ nights. I burned my bridges with two, possibly all four but two for sure.


Why do I always do stuff like this?! 😭 I feel like I actually lose control of myself. Like something has taken control of my body and I’m just a witness to the disaster. This is why I can never maintain any friendships or relationships. Everything seems ok until one day one of my triggers sets me off and ruins everything. Sometimes I am forgiven after this but I do it again... and again and again and even the nicest and most patient people who I don’t deserve understandably can’t take it anymore.


:(