i just got out of a pretty long manic episode.. i don’t really know how long it lasted but probably at least two months. i made some choice decisions but t whatever

when the mania ends i feel like a completely different person and all of what happened is a blur. i remember stuff but it’s all hazy. and i feel like i need to figure out what my personality is because i don’t think i’m the person i am while manic and my brain like doesn’t know how to be a human anymore. especially when it comes to socializing