

Before anyone worries- no he isn’t scaring me or being violent or anything. I fucked up, I’m in the wrong and he has every right to be upset. But I’m so scared. I want to make him happy, I can’t stand knowing that he’s upset because of me and now I’m really scared he’s going to break up with me or fall out of love with me. I’m so happy with him and I feel absolutely awful but no matter how much I try to explain things I always make it worse. I’m such a fuck up. Please any advice would be great as I feel hopeless and like I can never do anything right, I don’t deserve anything. He deserves better and I feel so fucking awful when I upset him. I can’t sleep because I’m worrying and crying too much. Please any advice on how to stop feeling like this, I really don’t wanna relapse and self harm again.