In addition to all my problems and depression and anxiety and everyday shit and worrying about the future I deal with, I've never found anyone to truly love me. And I'm specifically talking about romantic love, not the platonic one. Platonic love doesn't suffice for me, and it makes me feel WORSE, believe me, PLEASE. I just want a GIRLFRIEND. I believe that only a romantic lover can ease my suffering at this point, even if for a little bit. 

I'm prolly gonna try to die. Light my ass up or something.