Am I lazy or depressed? Kinda hard to tell between because I have no hobbies and interests (part of why I'm depressed) I guess you say why I don't enjoy my hobbies anymore is because of depression. but how do I know if I never enjoyed anything, I can't say I didn't study for an exam because I'm depressed because I have not studied for an exam before when I wasn't sad. 

The cause of it is because of my shyness or social anxiety. basically lonely and isolated because I can't do anything with people present and I have been living with it my whole life. My "interests" are either nonexistent or Im either avoiding them or have already missed out on them because of the anxiety. 

as far as my "hobbies" its just media consumption, weed, YouTube, games, music and since lockdown porn/masterbation all of which I only started doing them to pass time because of my anxiety or depression or shyness. I am pretty sure I convinced myself I like them just because of how quick time flies. wouldn't even call them a hobby, more like a mild anxiety induced dopaminergic addictions