I (19M) have been depressed for 3 and a half years now. I met my girlfriend over 2 years ago and she has saved me. She has always been there for me and loved me unconditionally. However these last few months ave been rough. We broke up today. But we want to be in each others lives and support. And we hope to come back to being us again. We just need to focus on our own happiness first. However i just want to die. I am so sick of always losing, waking up less of a man than the day before, draining her from her support, working so hard on myself but never being enough.
I really don’t see the point with living anymore, it is truly more painful to live than die. And i really don’t want to hear the “it goes over with time”, she is my better half and i only need her… so it won’t go away. I don’t see how i can be happy, as i have forgotten how it truly feels…