I have been through my third psychiatrist. I am currently taking 80mg of Lurasidone and 1 gram of lithium a day. I am running out of hope for improvement. I have been crying almost every night, a feeling of grief, of death, fear. I am tired of this pilgrimage to the psychiatrists, where each one says a different diagnosis. Before going to the doctors, I tried to take Tahiti lemon juice with peel every day. At this time I felt an improvement, I could leave the house and didn't feel anger. I stopped because it was giving me a headache. I kept wondering what was in the lemon to make me feel normal.