Hey everyone, I have been struggling with BPD for awhile now and it just seems to be getting worse. I'm in a committed relationship (me 20 him 23) now after we took a year apart from eachother (we also have a baby). The first time we were together things were horrible and then after we split my life seemed to be almost stress free. Anywho we ended up getting back together and things were great but now i cannot seem to get ahold of my emotions and i feel empty. I constantly feel like I'm pushing him away and i don't know what to do. Any advice is welcome:-)