So as the absolute idiot i am, i decided to go to spain for a month, to learn the language. This not only cuts half of my vacation time (out of two vacation months, one all in spain) but also makes me feel incredibly stressed and guilty. I go to language school 9am to 2pm then come to the place i live and only want to lay down and sleep. This feels so wasteful, as im in fucking barcelona. I should explore, and be happy and shit but i cant. Granted, its my second day here, but still. I dont have any friends to go around with, i dont understand the public transportation, i dont want to walk around for hours to go look at stuff and then walk hour to get back to where i live. Im feeling so lost, idk what to do. Guess im looking for advice, because im pretty sure its my depression making this whole experience so bad. I could do two, maybe three weeks of this, but not a whole month