i have to go skiing tomorrow and i’ve gone before but im still scared. i hate having to go through the process of getting the rental skis and i hate the walking outside on flat ground in skis because it gives me asthma and i hate that im probably gonna go in the lower level of skiing because i suck at it and i hate the part when ur at the bottom of the hill and you have to scan the card to get onto the ski lift because it takes me forever to find my card and i hate getting onto the ski lift because its awkward and i hate that the instructors always baby me and i hate how unimportant i feel on the mountain

im sorry about the lack of punctuation and grammar in my post im honestly just really tired and anxious rn