Let me explain. I’m a failure. I can’t hold a job and failed out of college twice. I have severe depression, suicidal tendencies, and me and my family have a hunch there’s some other mental illness at work here too. I also have a history of psychosis, though that subsided years ago. But, I’m wondering if I went on disability and worked on my body, so that I became really attractive, do you think I could get a wife still? I mean…I would be attractive and potentially still have a nice personal, I’d just be on a disability check and mentally unstable.