 idk if my pwbpd is on this reddit but if she is I kind of don't want her reading this all. So we've been together for 6 months in 2 more weeks. But I love her so much and I know I have my own problems, but in my head I can already see myself spending the rest of my life with her. The past 2 months she hasn't communicated with me unless I contact her, I had my first anxiety attack and I couldn't breathe well. I told her I just needed a phone call and the only thing I got was "I'm busy, if it's bad just go to the hospital" now I know this sounds awful but on that same night I think she had just found out her friend had committed suicide. Then shortly there after there was more shit that got worse for her. But it just keeps getting worse and worse, she decided to quit her job, she doesn't leave her house anymore, she won't contact me at all. I can't even get a hug from her because her past trauma is being making her uncomfortable. I haven't seen her genuinely smile for the past 2 months, the few times she will hug me they're short. I can't hold her hand either. I miss who she was, because this isnt the person I fell in love with and I want to help her get back where she was. I've asked her multiple times to go back to therapy, and if the insurance doesn't cover it I told her I would cover all of it. I just need her to get better. I feel like she disregards everything I do, or who I am. She says it's not specifically me, but I see that she treats her friends and family better than me. I've told her she treats me awfully and the only thing I get now is "then stop it". It's like she's telling me to break up with her even though she's told me she still wants to be with me. Idk what to do and idk if I can feel like this much longer