undiagnosed with bpd, currently with anxiety/depression but likely bpd and talking with my therapist. i dont know if this is typical of bpd but do you ever feel so embarrassed about something you did in the past that in order to repress that, you make up a slightly altered version of it to make yourself feel better? and since its not so far from the truth, you think about it so much that it eventually becomes the truth in your brain? but then when you think about it like reallyyyy think about it you're like wait i made that up i actually did that embarrassing thing lol