I was promoted very quickly to an outside AE. Ever since, I wake up every AM from anxiety at 4 am, I feel sick, I stopped eating and working out well, etc. I know there is some discomfort with growing but I kind of feel like this may be too much for me.

I’m now in charge of in person presentations, traveling, Quarterbacking the team, etc. I am folding and feel very depressed. I dont even know what I’m doing and feel so nervous 24/7 that I just feel like I’m messing up.

I feel selfish bc I should be proud of myself but I’m just exhausted and depressed. Where is the line for growth and a role not being right for you? I feel like such a panzy but idk what to do. Truly.