I've had this conversation with a few people lately, my dad included, about how I'd like to use my degree to start a career.

I graduated Dec 2015 with my bachelor's and my ultimate goal would be to go to physical therapy school. Right now my credit isn't good enough to secure a loan, so I thought I'd start entry level in clinical research, which also interests me.

Like usual though, I keep procrastinating and not fixing my resume and not sending out applications. I'm not doing it consciously, it's just that same old habit of not fixing something even though I know it's a problem.

But of course, people keep telling me to get my butt in motion as if it were easy. If it were *that* easy for me don't you think I would have done already!? It's frustrating that people don't understand the complexity of my dilemma and are essentially calling me lazy and worthless....or at least that's how I feel.