Personality disorders are challenging.    Over the last five years I have worked through quite a lot, and I have finally hit a point that I am noticing my reddit support groups are now having an inverse unhelpful impact on my day to day functioning. 

This is good.   It means I have hit a certain threshold in this recovery process.    

all thats left here is managing my own triggers day to day and pushing through exposure therapies.

Between DBT and EDMR  I have found an immense level of relief from the overwhelming majority of the BPD symptoms.    

The CPTSD may be here for longer, and the mild OCD is probably just genetic.  

As a whole the process isn't over,  but this point...  

This point is different.   There is a level of certainty, and assuredness.  There is no dithering and second guessing,   much less splitting, and much softer interpersonal interactions with two way communication improving. 

Push through this until this happens.  

There is something better on the other side.  I promise. 

Much love you brave, beautiful, borderlines.    

You got this.