my cat had kittens in march n thy got a bit bigger. she got pregnant again n had her other liter on July. we kept 3 of her kittens from her March liter. they like 2 go outside bc their mom taught them how. they go outside @ night lots. tonight, none of them were in my room. i went outside 2 call them. 2/3 of the cats came. i cant find the other one n it didn come when i shook the food where they usually go. idk wtf 2 do. these kittens r literally everything 3 me. i fée like they r da only ones who understand me. i h8 this sm. i h8 it. my mom always asked me why i nvr want them out of my room n this is why. im freaking out. iwcanrixajr