I’ve only recently become aware that life just feels blank and each day I feel worse than the other other. My life isn’t even that bad, I mean yeah I’ve been really lonely as everyone around me gets into relationships whilst I feel further away from the people around me. Having anxiety doesn’t make things better either. I just want things to actually go the way I want them to, for once. But you know, it’s fine, there are people much worse off than me so I shouldn’t act as if everything is so bad…