last 

It’s pretty obvious 
Petty and forgotten 
Your feeling own us 
worlds turning rotten

I’m so fucking done with reality 
Just fucking stuck in this quicksand
stupid fucking brain can’t even see 
Any fucking change would be grand 

You feel too much and think even more 
You can never leave me alone 
You introduced me to my roots, love &amp; lore
my vices spiralling and only my phone 

And I’m sat listening to 2005 emo crap
Nothing to do with my life time of music 
Guess exploration becomes a trap 
Don’t fuck with my haptics

Set me free please stupid body 
Let me look less like this
Perfect to me not fucking shoddy 
I just wanna be able to kiss

After all these years of lessons
I still feel like fool and so naive 
Destroy Me! above in fluorescent
Never the anything but one to leave 

I feel like sand washing into a lake 
Down the lake the sea and ocean 
And sink to the bottom for my sake 
and become one with the tidal motions 

Loose every part of me to the nothing 
The vices taking me through tidal motions
Each new interest only a passionate fling
And I’m supposed to live, put on lotions 

Nothing is real and I am least of existence 
Drowned decades and simply a ribbon 
Used to have love, anger and resistance
But now that anything that was is gone 

I had too many chances than deserved 
So why complain about the mess I made 
And the slices and splits simply observed 
The worst part of all, i just simply fade 

I’m still fucking petty 
It’s not hard to be welcoming 
i want to skin myself with a machete 
but I’ll just end up shitty and bumming