my emotional spectrum is like a volume knob that someone turned down to 1 I don't cry or feel sad about my life I just kind of feel... I don't know
I don't even know how I feel half the time. maybe like a "--------‐----"  I feel like I forget about how I feel when I'm around people I care about and it's not as intense. 
but i feel so tired ... physically and mentally at times it feels like I just don't have the kind of energy to deal with anything at all even if those things are small. 
I'm constantly pushing off things for another day but that day never comes. 
maybe I have an executive dysfunction but I have no problems starting / finishing tasks. 
I just feel so overwhelmingly tired sometimes and I can never put a label what I'm feeling very often