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so being the stupid 13 year old i am, i was playing around on omegle with my friends and a few days ago and someone asked for my nudes and snap. i wasn't thinking so i gave it to them. they claimed to be 14 but when i asked them to prove it they sent a really low quality photo that didn't even include their face. after 10 seconds of sending the photos i deleted them from our conversation and blocked them after apologizing for being uncomfortable. i'm grateful the situation wasn't worse and that i didn't send them more racy photos or hold a conversation with them. 

the problem is, as long as i can remember my parents have tried scaring me out of social media by talking about online predators and stalkers. this has since made it very hard for me to interact with people online because my brain's immediate response is "what if they find me, what if they hurt my family". right now i'm scared the person could find me somehow, especially since it's easy to grab an ip address from omegle (even though an ip address doesn't give off your exact location, more like city). i know i'm thinking too much but i'm genuinely scared. i realize this person has probably collected a lot of photos considering they had a snap score of 10,000+ and since it's snapchat there's a good chance my photos aren't in their camera roll. my face wasn't shown in the photo/videos either. i'm disgusted in myself and i'm never trying that again. i apologize if this isn't the right subreddit to post this in, this has to do with my anxiety disorder tho