After regular follow ups with my doctor, some medication and a lot of hard work after a relapse, every time I visit my doctor, she tries to encourage me to go on leave or explore disability. I did change jobs due to my old job being a major trigger for my symptoms. 
She says that most people with BPD have great difficulty holding and keeping a job and it would not mean that I’m weak if I chose to go this route. I did have job length problems in my early twenties, I have been steadily employed without gaps since 2005. While I’ve been tempted to say yes, that almost feels like I’m giving up and letting the BPD get the best of me. Anyone else have job related concern with their BPD?