So brief past, I struggled with adhd, maladaptive daydreaming and impulsive control disorders. I used to daydream inside my mind like 10 hours in a day, minimum. But all those times i was talking myself or someone else “inside my mind”. Last couple months i cured from adhd and therefore maladaptive dd stopped. Then i felt very empty mind, I understand that when you lost your ability of daydreaming all day long you feel little different. Thereafter i get used to live like that, I learned how normal people daydream like which is i always wanted to but the problem is; I stated talking myself “out loud”. This cause me problems. I’m trying to talk without mumbling or wiggling lips but i can’t, why ??  I can’t talk inside my mind. I’m scared cuz I like hang around by myself but this will show me like crazy, insane, nutty ect. Yeah I know I am insane :d but I want to hide it what should I do ?