So I have BPD and have become co-dependent on my partner. He lied to me about being in this relationship happy and want me to figure some things out, till then he’s going to try to stop talking to me as much and stuff and focus on mental health. Though due to him lying to me for the past several months about being in love with me, being happy in our relationship, etc I have become extremely paranoid. I trust him sometimes of the day but most of the time I feel a aching bad feeling that something is wrong, it’s like a physical feeling. How do I trust him again? He won’t even have a full on serious talk with me about how he feels right now. I feel like he’s going to end things soon, but he keeps telling me he’s not if I get better. He lied to me about abandoning me because he broke up with me just to say wait nvm let’s make this a break wait nvm let’s make this a mental health thing.