Today I made it.

I dont feel anxious about waking up 2hrs before my 8:00am alarm the first time. If my body think it's a good time to wake up then it must be. 

I am not anxious about all the mistakes I'm gonna make today cuz I just feel like thinking about what to eat for lunch is what I'd prefer to do.

I'm also not anxious about how stupid I may be today. Yeah other people may or may not be smarter than me but that's none of my business. I also know I'm definitely not good at communicate with my professor during class time but that's why office hours exists. 

Most importantly, I don't care how long this feeling can stay. Even if it decide to disappear at the next second, it's fine. I'm going to eat my favorite foods and pet my cat anyway.