I can't take xanax because my grandma is literally withholding it when she knows my struggles, I had a sharp, pulling feel on the left side on my neck it didn't last long but it felt like my left was tensed and electric sensations like shocks on my left side. during my overthinking and panic. I over worry about my breathing and heart. The doctors ive seen said i was fine but i still feel physically sensations. Feel like i cant breathe right like its weak or something even though its normal, i cant walk long or often because i start to panic and i feel sleepy and weak, i get up and move often, sleep my days away, and dont eat much, im also scared to check my blood pressure, im going crazy i need help im only 18 about to turn 19 soon im too young for all this. Right now I feel cold and very weak, my body feel heavy after my panic attack.