I took two years off after high school cause I was such a wreck. I didn’t even plan on going back to be honest, but this year I started community college with no real plan in mind. My major is undeclared but I went into it thinking I’ll choose something in the arts field, cause that’s the only thing I’m somewhat good at. But recently this lady came into my English class to talk about UC and CSU admissions and I thought to myself, why limit myself? What if I could work hard and go to UCLA, and become a lawyer? Because the brain is in fact very powerful when you apply yourself. But with everything else in my life I lose interest just as quickly as I gain it. I wish I could have faith in myself to pull myself out of this life I’ve created for myself in my high school years, but I don’t think I ever will. It really does suck. I’d go more in depth with it but I’m feeling particularly lazy.