I want out of this state! I want to get out of this vicious cycle of not having anxiety only to relapse at some point! I am tired of feeling tired! I’m tired of the OCD tampering with me getting better! It’s like I’m a shell on the outside, but on the inside is me screaming, “Help me!” It’s like almost everyday I start slightly improving until something happens and PHBBT! Back to square one again! Another thing that bothers me is that what makes me anxious is so *easily* avoidable, yet I keep exposing myself to it!