I hate everything. I hate how I act. I hate what I do. I wanna cut. I wanna drink. I want to die. I hate bpd I hate it I hate everything.

I don't want to be friends with them I don't want them close I don't want to let. Them see how crazy I am because they will leave . They always do.


I can't ever be me I can't because me is bad . I hate this I hate life I hate living I want to to die. I'm so fucking Ng tired