Nothing excites me or interests me anymore. I don’t care about anything. I can’t find a single reason to want to stay alive. 
Maybe falling in love again will bring back my passion for everything. Because this is how it’s always been. I’ve other been the happiest person because of love, or the saddest person ever because heartbreak. Now I’m nothing, completely empty. 
It’s like someone took the batteries out of me, I’m frozen. Can’t do anything, can’t leave the house, can’t bring myself to do important things, because nothing matters. Also fun things are irrelevant.