I can't keep doing this. I've struggled my entire life. I cry every day. I make everything harder for everyone around me. I would happily give my life to someone who wanted it. I wish I could undo my birth. I don't want to be here but I'm too scared to actually go through with anything. Life doesn't get better, people have been saying that since I was a kid and it's not true. I'll probably quit my job via text tomorrow because going into the office fills me with so much dread I break down and can't even go inside from the parking lot. I wish I could get in a car accident that kills me. Life is for other people, not for me.