I recently moved across the country in February with my husband (we just married in January). I graduated in December received a job offer and I decided we should move out to a new city, experience life together and get away from the small hometown we’ve known. I felt like life couldn’t have been more fulfilling for me as a hound adult. I’m not here to complain about what I have or don’t have but I want to understand why even after all these goals I’ve set for myself that I’ve achieved I’m so sad and want to just leave everything I’ve created behind? I’ve been carelessly going shopping all the time, trying to find new hobbies to keep me distracted like I got into gardening and taking care of plants randomly and started eating so shitty. Ever since I moved here I’ve hated everything about myself and have been so mean to my husband and I don’t know why. I’m sad all the time and I feel like no one understands or sees my pain. I feel so lonely in a town so big.