My boyfriend who I loved the most and was my best friend cheated on me. 

My grandmother passed away. 

My cat, who was my support system and my best fur baby passed away very painfully.

I haven’t attend university for more than 3 months so will most likely fail. 

All this in just a few months.


I just want this all to end. I just want it to stop. I just can’t take it anymore. I just want to leave. 

When my cat got sick they said euthanise him as he’s in a lot of pain. Why can’t I get that understanding?  Why can’t people say “oh, she was in a lot of pain. She tried but it was easier to let her go” . Why can’t people accept that I’ve waited since I was 7/8 for this to “get better” but nothing has changed. Nothing has worked. 

I’m so sick and tired.