Honestly don’t know if this belongs here but worth a shot

Anyone have experience with anxiety forming due to family drug abuse? My entire family has a long history with it except for me.

My mother and I take care of my niece and nephews at this point in our life’s, we try to give them a better life than me and my siblings previously had.

But spanning from in between months my mother will fall into heavy drugs again and again and it fuels me with some serious anxiety.

We live pay to pay and drugs are not free, I’ve seen money for basic essentials to last us till next pay go within hours. it’s a feeling I couldn’t even describe..