I work full time. Some weeks 40h but most 45-50h. I like my job but i dont have anything else and thats killing me. I wake up, go to work and after that i wait for the next day. 

I tryed some hobbys like cycling which went great. Got in a club then into a team which  drove races but the team was super toxic to those who didnt build there life around it. That was the point i sadly stopped it.

At this point the only thing that keeps me going is music. I dont know how to get help since im just way to overwhelmed  with everything at the moment.

Thanks for reading and sorry for any mistakes since im not a native english speaker.