20 years old and lost badly in life. I work weekends and have 5 days off where I do nothing but gym. No friends to keep me occupied or anything at all. I'm turning 21 and have nothing to celebrate. No memories, friends, no exciting future. I'm living life on repeat and it's unbearable. I'm trying to find a job that has opportunity for growth that could lead me somewhere but there's nothing like that where I live. I'm so lost. I don't know where to start or go. Don't know my passion and staying in the position I'm in now is just going to dig me deeper into a hole. Just thinking of tomorrow makes me depressed knowing that the cycle will repeat and is going to be another day of nothing. But what can I do when I've go no one to make plans with or any jobs around me that can change my life. This sucks man