Everything in life just feels empty and on pause.
I know we are in a global pandemic but I didn't have much of a social life before that and now I have none. I've gained so much weight from just sitting inside all day doing nothing and the world just feels so empty now, cold, especially now that it's winter lol...

I feel like we are never going to go back to even a semblance of "normal", humans are just going to grow farther and farther apart, less empathetic every year.

All I can do is distract myself with drugs and alcohol and sleep and hope someday I'll wake up and everything will be warm and alive and loving again...