I’m not sure what it is. 

So me and my FP used to sext a fuck ton b4 school started. The last time we did anything was last Thursday. 

I kinda miss doing it. I know he’s busy. And we still talk n stuffs. But. Idk why it’s bothering me so much? 

Why do I want him to always lust after me? I want him to truly care for me. And to love me. 

But it’s not enough? I want his lust 2? 

I wanted to talk to him about it. But a part of me feels like I should leave it alone. But it bothers me we don’t do it like we used 2. And I kno its because of school and all the things he’s doing and usually when we would do that we would be up for hours sending shit back and forth. So I can see why that isn’t sustainable for the long run anyways. 

Especially when we both have responsibilities again. 

But idk. I miss it. I wanna talk to him n ask him if he misses it........ I feel like I should jst let it go though.....