im dead inside i wish i was born in a city with young rich parents instead of in the middle of nowhere with 60 y/o parents that gave me ADHD and a mentally ill 30 y/o sister. lol im turning 22 in april and i lost everything and the only thing keeping me alive is therapy and getting sexy (i fucked up my hair and gave myself exfoliative chellitis) im killing myself after i save up enough to meet my dream boy who’ll probably never love me cuz he thinks im a bum and mostly listens to music about cheating and one night stands