When your BPD gets triggered, do you ever imagine events that haven't happened yet but may happen in the future? 

I find myself often having pretend arguments, struggles, and emotional outburst in my head about events that have never and may never actually happen in the future. Most of the time the outburst in my head involve me trying my ass off to explain things to the people involved in the hypothetical arguments.

For reference, I have BPD and likely Complex PTSD.