In a romantic sense. I'm apparently great for meaningless sex but commitment is something that no one in my life wants. I feel like I'll graduate college next year and still have never been in a relationship. I remember asking someone to go on a date with me to a movie where a lot of our mutuals would be, they said that they were going with a friend group, but then we all go and them and another person are obviously into each other and on a date so they lied to me to let me down easy. I don't understand why. I'm funny, I'm widely renowned on campus for my bullshit, but people just see me as a novelty to sleep with. I'll never be good enough or stable enough to marry or have a kid with and that makes me feel empty. 