I’m not so much of an asshole to kill myself, but I really can’t wait to die. Possibly a fatal car crash that kills me instantly, or some disease that ends up with me dead, just to see who really cared. It honestly doesn’t even matter to me if it does get better, anymore. I’m not going to live on that little sliver of hope. I just want out. I want to be fucking gone. That’s all I wish from this shitty world.