very long story put short:

i’m in college (like 30 miles from home) but i just transferred this year and have some of the worst anxiety of my life. i’m very private about it and actively trying to find friends, which has been challenging, but i’m surviving. 

i’ve seen my mom a few times, once the other day when she was invited for a check up with my therapist and we all spoke about how things were going. it was one of the tougher sessions and they really dug into what i’m struggling with. 

she has a few contacts of families we knew from our hometown or people we just met when i moved in and this morning when i had to restart my/her computer (another story for another day) her messages popped up, which i hadn’t even realized were connected to this computer. 

she had sent almost the entire same paragraph to two moms of kids at this school, basically a manuscript of *everything* i confided in her. she went on to even fabricate it, to each mother she made it sound like i have been struggling so hard anxiously in just wanting to hang out with their respective child (not true and i genuinely don’t connect with these people on a personal level)

i just don’t know what to do. she felt like the only person i had left to talk to through this entire transition process and i feel like completely shutting her off.