What the title says.

I feel like if someone isn’t my FP, I just don’t care to hang out, talk, or anything. Even if my
FP makes me feel hurt, I’ll split and resent them and stop caring about them. In fact, that’s why I try so hard to desperately resolve issues with my FP, because I know I will stop caring if I “just chill and let go”.

I don’t want to be like this. I want to be able to want to meet people and see my friends without thinking it’s annoying or forced or that I don’t want to do anything even though I’m extremely bored.

I also feel like most people dislike me right from the bat and don’t give me chance, and that also fuels my indifference to people who aren’t my FP.