after reading all of those,
i dont think i had a happiness feeling in my heart anymore..

i just wish everyone here, everyone around, everyone alive in the world, i wish you guys all the happiness you wished, you wanted, you longed, you deserved in the world

ill always be grateful of everything in life, as i am already used to it, this month changed me, i keep being grateful all the time..

though, please be happy for me, everyone.
be happy in my place.
i had lost everything
i had nothing left in me.