Struggling to just get by everyday.

Wake up but don’t eat. Probably have your first meal in the evening.

Manage to wake up but can't pay attention in class bc all you think about during that time is ways to ---- yourself.

Even getting yourself to do homework requires those thoughts somehow as motivation bc it's the one thing you look forward to.

Look at the screen and see the work you have to do. Feel overwhelmed and realize you can’t understand everything in this span of time.

Spend a ton of time on the work. And it’s not even just solely focusing on the work. It's also stressing and cursing yourself out.

At the same time, as you walk to class and head back to your dorm, you realize how lonely you are. Roommate does not talk to you and you don’t really have a deskmate to converse with in your classes. You feel so alone, and at the same time, you know you don’t feel worthy to be around others. You feel like a ball of negativity and that all you do is act like a human repellent.

Your life feels like it's spiraling and you feel like all the energy is zapped out of you. You take every moment possible to lay in bed and hope that the more you nap, you'll feel just a little bit better.