Woke up at 5 am starving, only had two banana milkshakes and 3/4 of a chocolate cake in the past two days because anxiety. 

Start binging on Ginger Nuts like there's no tomorrow expecting to just go back to sleep afterward.

Feel really nauseous because I binged on Ginger Nuts. 

Get anxious because I'm nauseous because I binged on Ginger Nuts after two days of almost starvation because of anxiety. 

Probably going to be too anxious to eat today because I'm nauseous because I binged on Ginger Nuts after two days of almost starvation because of anxiety and anxious it'll happen again.

My own worst enemy. I feel like an actual idiot sandwich.