I'm not sure what to do I cry myself to sleep most nights I have no friends and I constantly just want to cry I have no one that cares my own mom called my life a joke this morning because I'm sick and I begged to stay home from school I'm also going to miss a school dance but it's not like anyone wanted me thare I don't have any friends but after my mom called  my life a joke I started crying and all she said is why can't you be normal this isn't normal you got your way stop crying and just left I truly have no one I just want to die I'm tired of waking up everyday and crying myself to sleep I just want one person to care about me but maybe I'm not worthy of being cared about I'm pathetic and my life's a joke.