it just started happening maybe 2 or 3 weeks ago. I was also just recently diagnosed so im still learning. but i noticed that on my "up" days, randomly i'll hear a song and it'll make me so excited instantly that i feel a huge pressure on my chest that kinda bubbles up to my throat and im physically not able to stop myself from making a sound like a gasp or yelp lol
which would be fine
but it started happening in class too which is awkward
when someone says something amusing (it's not supposed to be amusing but i see it as so funny) i have a really hard time keeping my mouth shut. i let out a gasp thats hard to contain and i have to pretend like im coughing lol like i feel all the feel-good emotions so intensely in just a few seconds i cant help it
am i just weird?