I have GAD, and after my mom died I gained a lot of weight. I'm 5' 5", and at my heaviest, I was 165. A year ago, I was 135, and now I'm somewhere around 115. I've got a figure that I consider pretty good by now, but I still worry about gaining weight all the time. It doesn't affect the way I eat, but I feel guilty every time I eat a little extra or every time I eat junkish food. It just sucks, because I can't seem to just enjoy the weight I've hit. I worry as if I'm constantly one slip-up away from becoming "fat". Does anyone else feel this way while not being overweight but not have an eating disorder?