Hi! I’m new to this, but I’m wondering if anyone has ever found ‘their’ medication. 

I’ve lived with bipolar disorder my entire life thus far unmedicated. I’m only 21 years old, but I feel so aged because of this illness and no medication has helped me. 

In the last year, I’ve been on antidepressants with a mood stabilizer (causing psychosis leading to hospitalization) and antipsychotics. Vraylar worked awesome except the side effects had be awake for three days straight, so that was a no go. 

I know not every medication is for everyone, but I’m a college student, and my mental illness is not fond of me continuing my goals. I’m kind of looking for hope or advice. I know a medication could help me but I’m so exhausted with trying others until I get the right one.