Today. Was yet. Another difficult day. I spent all day unpacking boxes from my move. And we arent anywhere near finished. I have low iron so standing for a while really takes a lot out of me. Id have to a sit a few times to catch my breath

But later in the day my stupid brain started thinking. “Omg. What if youre out of breath because you are going to have a heart attack.” So that got the heart palpitations goin. And then i almost fainted at HOOTERS because i made myself so dizzy and i got heart palpitations whenever i swallowed. 

I eventually got over the anxiety. I mean i still have some but its not as bad as earlier. 

Now.  Im about to go to sleep. But i suddenly got really bad heart burn and my shoulder hurts !! Im 20 years old. I know its most likely not a heart attack. Yet in the back of my mind i keep thinking it is. I can get up. Walk around. Speed walk. And not feel out of breath. This is just the worst heart burn I’ve experienced.