i hate being sad and scared and jealous all at the same time and feeling like i’ll never be happy again
this morning i was fucking GLOWING, i felt like nothing could ever be wrong again, then one little incident happens with my fp and it all comes crashing down and i feel like he’s going to leave me even though he’s told me 3+ times tonight he won’t
i hate myself and i want to get better but i don’t know where to start
i just want it all to be over. i don’t want to feel in black and white anymore.