Hi , my name is Angel Govekar a 23 year old girl living in India who is currently pursuing a medical degree from a private college. 

I see toxic people here belonging to rich high class societies whether it be daughter/son of a politician or any form of administration which gives a lot of power and money to the family. 

 Talking about me, both of my parents are experieneced doctors my mother is a physician while my dad is an ophthalmologist in govt practice so they dont earn that much compared to the people i mentioned above. 


This is also a college which is far from my hometown so i live in hostel.

I understand that and so i attend my classes without fail, dont go out of the campus to even enjoy myself and try to save as much as i can, like a good daughter. 

But no matter what you do how good you are. People are just not happy and same is with everyone and even my family. 

They never praised me for any of my achievements and just brushed me off when i needed some money for my necessities i literally have to beg for everything on call. 

The reason why im writing this post is because i feel alone with no support now that i know even my family thinks of me as a patient with a mental disorder ( my mom said that to me on call just now) yeah i used to take antidepressants for 7 years but then i tried to cope up and stopped taking them well they on the contrary wanted me to take it for the lifetime. 

Ill end this post with a scenario which happened with me yesterday you tell me if its fair on their part or not. 

If you find it hard to pay your daughter even 500 rupees (6.32$) for her necessities is it worthwhile to spend 14,500 rupees (183.41$) on a plane ticket just to see me? I would never agree on them to pay such a high amount just for me. But they said that i told them ( yes i told them to visit me but by paying such a high amount? ) when im deprived of it myelf. It makes no sense at all. 

I dont know what to do, i have missed my classes for 2 days straight , binge eating junk food, not feeling healthy emotionally and physically. Please guide me someone.