First of all. I'm not diagnosed because no one gives a shit about my mental health. This morning I had 4 attacks and I couldn't stop crying. And yes I did turn to self harm. I was feeling worthless and just wanted to dissappeare. Now. I feel like a bitch. Not like a "Boss bitch". Just a mean bitch. And I might be ruining my relationship right now. But honestly. Who even cares! Have a great day! Or night! Or whenever u read it!