I stopped for a while self harming, but I've been cutting myself since two days ago. I've been in so much pain, my bf (M31) is cheating on me, my job situation sucks and my boss doesnt want to pay me, i wasnt able to go see my parents for Christmas, and many other things, so I didn't know what to do with my feelings, and my coping mechanism was cutting myself.

When I was doing it I didn't feel any pain, I was numb... and my eating disorder is back again... I don't know I just needed to let it out, anyways, thank you for reading me.