I don’t know if this is the right place to post or if my concerns are even valid, but I have been diagnosed with bipolar. Yesterday I sort of triggered myself. A few hours ago I was having suicidal thoughts. I was deep in my head. Right now I feel alright, not the best, but I want to be self absorbed again. I want to be obsessed with me. With that being said, I don’t remember how or why exactly I was feeling the way that I did. Is it normal to not remember that feeling? For something so serious, I feel I should at least remember but I don’t.