And you're just kind of there feeling terribly jealous, whether of her or her friends, you do not know, and you really have no other friends to fall back on because you barely talk to anyone else because everyone else left your toxic ass because you're a psycho b*tch and your only "friends" right now are your friend's friends which you don't even talk to unless your friend is there and you get jealous even though you have no right to, and you feel so terribly out of this world alone and it hurts a lot sometimes.

Tl;dr, i only have one friend and my mood changes between loving her and hating the fuck out of her for having friends because i'm a dumb fuck who doesn't know how to fucking act.