So for context, I just got out of a five year  (ages 17-22) relationship that was pretty draining, I felt like I was sacrificing a lot of myself to be with him. I recently found the courage to end it, and ever since then it feels like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I have been hooking up with a guy and already going on dates 3 weeks post break up and don’t feel sad at all. 

I have really bad anxiety, ADHD, and depression, with a little bit of OCD. A lot of my obsessions and anxiety comes behind other mental health issues that may be underlying. I get a lot of anxiety that I’m bipolar all the time. So lately since I’ve been feeling happy and I’ve been freaking out that I’m actually manic. Am I manic or am I just happy and relieved? It just seems like I can stay positive a lot easier with everything being turmoil in my life, like getting a new job, moving out of my house into a new one, having a puppy, and ending that long-term relationship.

I’ve been on Zoloft for 4-5 months now and it’s been working but since I change the circumstances of my life it seems to be working a lot better now. Is this normal? I’m freaking out that I may have bipolar that’s undiagnosed and I’m expecting this huge crash of depression. What do you guys think?