Not sure how I should go about going to therapy. I feel that something is wrong with me. I've tried therapy 3 separate times but didn't work out because of timing. What should I ask the therapist? Should I look for LMFT/LCSW/psychotherapy? The second psychotherapist I saw suggested I look for another therapist skilled in DBT. Should this be a requirement when I look for my next therapist?

I am also afraid that I will put on a mask when actually in therapy because I want to make a good impression.

Sorry for so many questions. I hate this process of searching that's why I put it off for so long.