and i’ve been manipulating him into loving me since. even tho he was suspicious of me questioning his love constantly i actually was secretly going behind his back cheating on this guy i actually made him meet. i would have conversations with other people behind his back and not tell him anything. pretend everything is fine. it’s crazy. i’m crazy. hope everything is fine guys silly me oops. he knew the whole time i had bpd and i tried to keep it low but i’ve been really evil the whole time.