I have an online friend who I talk to all the time, and I made the mistake of developing feeling for him, but then I made the even BIGGER mistake of telling him. Now its all down hill from here. I obviously cant be with him cause we live far away from each other. Im also getting jealous which is so wrong, but like he said he started talking to this girl online and Im jealous over her, even though i know its probably nothing. WHYYY do i keep doing this to myself. Like even if i cant help having feeling, i didnt have to tell him. I know he doesnt feel as strongly as i do, but he did say he has some feelings so thats a plus i guess. I just hatteee relationships so much, but i hate not having them. Most of all i just hate this fucking disorder:(