In high school, I idolized someone I went to elementary with. She also lived 3 doors down the steeet from me. She was gorgeous, celebrity level. She is 5 years older than me and she had quite the glow up. She probably never knew who I was. I added her on Facebook and Instagram at that time and pretty much looked into all the products that she endorsed hoping that one day I can look like her. I wanted what she wanted so badly, she had lots of people talking. Even my boyfriend at the time, told me that she was the hottest girl in the school.  Unfortunately I never looked like her. I would even avoid eye contact with her in person when walking down the street , half the time because I couldn’t see without my glasses but the other half of the time because I didn’t want to be a creep. 6 years later, I just found out she blocked me and deleted me off Facebook and Instagram and I didn’t even do anything. It’s bugging the crap out of me. She even deleted my sister but didn’t block her. :( I feel like such a creep.