Im so tired of existing, it’s exhausting, i have to do so much, walk the dog , go to school, work , clean, chores, shower, brush my teeth, use the bathroom, eat, drink water, sit in my room for hours trying to get at least an 80 on this stupid fucking math quiz but for what?? Why? Why should i bother doing any of it. Why should I bother getting a job why do i have to push myself to the point of a mental breakdown every single day, why should i do literally anything? I really need some support.  Any possible reasons why I should exist