Some days I'm okay and other days I feel terrible. Some mornings I feel amazing and other mornings I feel awful. 
It's so random, sometimes it goes on for a few days to a week, but it always seems worse at night. 

I just get so depressed randomly. I feel a hole in my stomach and a weight on my chest, I don't want to talk to anyone, and I just want to sleep. I thought I could just bear with it, but sometimes the feeling just gets really old... I'm currently in a position in life where I'm stuck, living at home with my parents with a few months left of school. I just want to get out and love my life but I can't yet. I doubt everything will be better when I graduate, and move out, but maybe... Maybe it will help?