I’m just frustrated. I get into any relationship and I only feel two things,jealousy on a ridiculous level along with being completely obsessed with them,or absolutely nothing,feels like I want to break up with them and don’t like them. Sometimes I’ll experience both in the same day..I’ve jumped relationship to relationship looking for the “right” feelings and can never find them or be satisfied. I think maybe if I just find the right person it’ll change,but it doesn’t matter who it is,it doesn’t change. My partner is great,I really do love him,but my feelings are always so back and forth.