I try to invite them to events etc and get ignored (multiple times, but not so many I come across as weird) so I just give up trying until they want to talk to me - which is never. This seems to keep happening in my life, for years, in a cycle. There's something wrong with me. I feel like I'll be friendless forever but on the otherhand I feel like I don't deserve any friends and that they're better off without me anyway. Anyone else? 