I just want this to go away. I haven’t really left the house in like 5 years or maybe even longer. I’ve been out every now and then but just to go with my mom to the dollar store or something and if I get out I have to hold onto my mom or I feel like I can’t keep my balance and my vision starts to jiggle and then I feel like I’m about to fall and like I’m not aware of myself. I can never go to big stores just a dollar store or maybe a convenience store. I’m sorry for putting all this out there im just so sick of my life.