I have severe OCD, and for a long time have been feeling *sure* there is something else not quite right with me - however, struggling to find the best way to articulate this to my doctor. 

I often feel emotionally void, binge eat, have unstable &amp; intense friendships, mood seems to change with the extreme every few hours - the list goes on. 

I have even done some psych tests online and been labelled as ‘severe BPD’ on each one. (Yes, I’m aware this is not a diagnostic tool).

Finally, I also am self-aware enough to realise I push everyone away and I can be incredibly manipulative - although I’m not sure sure if this is a symptom of BPD?

So, I guess any thoughts would be much appreciated &amp; just wondering when you guys *knew* that something wasn’t quite right?