So title, I(17F) was literally just diagnosed like a week or so ago. It makes so much sense and puts everything into perspective for both myself and the people around me. But I'm so angry and upset with the diagnosis because I know I have it, and it sucks. I hate having this. It makes me weak and vulnerable. It makes me destructive towards both myself and others. I'd even dare say I'm at a place right now where I feel it's ruined my life. My ex (who I now realize was my FP) is now gone because I split on him. Now I can't get him back, and I'm completely alone. My friends hate me, my parents are fed up, and everyone is always pushed away from me. I don't really know what to do anymore, I feel like I'm at my rock bottom. I have 0 coping skills for this disorder and it's currently wrecking me as a person in multiple ways, my emotions are completely unstable and up and down every hour. Does anyone have any advice? I could really use some.