I'm 17 and I'm literally gonna go insane I hate life I don't know what to do in life I'm terrified and overwhelmed I need to learn everything I missed from not going to HS for a GED and also driving. Not a lot of help at all from my dad. What is the point of doing all of this trouble?? Just for more pain? So I can be happy for some of it? I just want to lie down and sleep forever. I wish my mom got an abortion instead of abandoning me bruh.