I had to get this off my chest, otherwise, I will be stuck in this black hole forever. 

I feel very depressed, alone, and lost. I have no purpose for what I want to become. I used to look up to these people and companies as a role models because I graduated with honors in business and entrepreneurship.  

These are the businesses that I used to look up to as role models as a kid because I want to be as successful as these guys:   
Amazon  
Apple  
Microsoft  
Activision  
Disney  
Ubisoft  
Tesla  
EA Games  
Ford

Seeing those big names was an inspiration to one day own a successful company like them. But it turns out to be the opposite. These guys are run by crooks, unethical people, and don't even care about the harm they are doing. 

I used to look up to those successful businessmen such as Jeff Bezos and Elon Musk because they proved that being an entrepreneur was the way to go. But when you discover the lies and the truth with these guys, they are nothing but crooks with access to a lot of money. 

I am very heartbroken, I am ashamed of myself. I told myself I would one day have a successful company and I am still working part-time in a dead-end job. I really don't know what to do anymore because of the rising costs and lack of resources. Not to mention Social Media where the rich are flexing their wealth is not helping.