I’m kinda new to this but it kinda makes me more comfortable talking to anonymous people while also being anonymous than compared to my own friends. I’m 19 (M) and I had my first love when I was 16 and she was great and fantastic. How ever I found out that not everything lasts forever. We broke up about three months before I left for bootcamp. How ever that wasn’t the first time we broke up as I had made a mistake that ultimately makes me feel like is the reason why we never lasted forever lol. It’s been almost 2 years and yet I am not over her. Of course it’s better  now than it was then. But sometimes I sit and cry or I’ll constantly be at a battle with in myself as to why I can’t get over her. She got over me very quick but does that mean she doesn’t have love for me still? On top of that sometimes I get sad and just wanna lay in my bed for ever. Having all these emotions made me into a different person completely. I think I’m depressed but honestly can’t tell cause my emotions are always coming and going.