I've felt like this since August 5th it's so bad I ended things with my gf because I can't commit or go to school right now I have sum trauma that I think resurfaced which might have caused my anxiousness doctor referred me to a therapist and the therapist said I need medication so the doctor started me on meds which made me feel like garbage and the doctor wants me to see a psychiatrist,I think the trauma is from my dad going to the hospital in December (he was an alcoholic for most of my life up until 9 months ago)  and than getting into a relationship with someone who wasn't mentally stable and needed alot of support right after that in early March 2022 I'm just so tired of feeling this way,I've lost weight cuz I don't have an appetite,I can't go to school cause I get so nervous,and I can't sleep which is why it's so late right now.its just exhausting