I have most symptoms of BPD but I feel like I'm missing the biggest symptom which is having intense emotions. I feel like I'm constantly numb and emotionless. I watched a video where the woman said people with BPD feel intense emotions and it can change rapidly every hour.

I personally think I do overreact to stupid shit and cry about it or my first thought is I want to die. And I also feel really happy and energetic when I'm with others and like not sad at all. I also get super mad or upset to things that are not worth it. But most of the time my feelings are just non existent.

I would say I just overreact to things but if nothing is happening I stop feeling anything... I guess I don't even know myself so I'm just not sure.