My gf has been gone for a week and refuses to talk until we talk face to face in a public place. I think it's over and I have nothing else other than to give myself over to work, I don't know what to say, or do, or how to feel "normal" again. Everything is just so numb and there's a tightness in my chest, I saw my therapist today and he helped a little but I'm at a loss and feel like this is all because of me...