after months of finally being "normal. "

  
today, it came rushing back. I couldn't focus at work. I just get this feeling that something bad will happen... and i can't shake it off. I left. I walked around till I felt better than returned but these moments scare me because every time I feel like I am out of the woods, after medication and therapy seem to have helped, it rears its ugly head and I am back where I started. Thank goodness they did not fire me, but it was a slow day at work today anyway...

I hate this SOOO much.