so i’ve already had problems with my friend. i feel like around last june my BPD went from petulant to quiet. i suppress all my problems instead of expressing them. anyways, my problems with her have only gotten worse. i feel very rageful towards her now. she’s been very passive aggressive lately (or so i think.) she makes snarky comments about how i drink, saying things like “don’t become an alcoholic” (mind you i just turned 21.) all in all, i’ve essentially devalued her completely. i take her comments as criticism, which makes me fear rejection. i feel bad when i can remember the good times, &amp; feel like shit for ever thinking that way. i’ve ghosted her for over 24 hours now. what should i do?