i know this is a short amount of time and kinda dumb idk but his phone has been off for 4 days, like off off. and yes, i know he’s inactive because my messages aren’t even delivering, calls go straight to voicemail, and he hasn’t been active on instagram or twitter (which he always is). the only person he’s with rn that i know of is his friend who really really dislikes me, so i can’t reach out to him, no matter how much i want to. im worried and scared even tho i keep trying to remind myself that he’s okay bc he’s with his friend. but more than anything i miss him. we’re the kind of people that talk every day. he’s always there for me and im always there for him. im constantly checking my phone to see if my messages have delivered or if he’s been active on anything. i feel insane and like a stalker gf. he was supposed to come see me thursday but now i haven’t heard from him and idk if he is. at the same time im getting very depressed the past few days (unsure if caused by this but this situation is definitely making it worse) i hate saying i need him bc i used to do that all the time and im tryna reform that but god i need him right now. i can’t stop thinking abt him and i work today, but im afraid i won’t be able to focus on work because i’ll only be thinking about him. 

if anyone has advice i’ll take it but honestly i just needed to rant.