It won'change the fact I'm lonely every day. It won't change drinking a whole bottle 3-4 nights a week. It won't change losing money trying to win at a casino. It won't change binging and ordering food. It won't change impulse spending. It won't change being anxious.

It won't change anything!

It's so practical that I once again feel empty. This life is a joke if you're depressed. Maybe I just see life how it really is while others are broken in a system that is useless and meaningless.

#eternalsleep