should i share with my therapist about my suicidal thoughts? today i was very close to odeing on my father’s heart meds. i had to constantly remind myself the pain i was in will go away eventually. almost 12 hours later, i feel somewhat better. i dont want to tell her because im scared she’ll try to talk my dad into sending me to a ward.     really dont want to deal with missing assignments due to it being my senior year.

originally, i was supposed to have a session with her within the next two weeks, but because the sudden shift in my mood. it would be smarter for me to contact her. over the past year i’ve discovered new coping mechanisms, working + volunteering, knitting, getting piercings and tattoos. i feel like it isnt helping currently. i havent been this bad in years so any advice would help please.