Recently diagnosed w bpd here. Not sure if this has been said before but I've been on the off brand version of Lamictal since about September and it's been life changing. I started on 25mg and gradually increased to 75mg and I have seriously noticed a difference in my ability to cope with intrusive thoughts and irrational emotional reactions to things. Don't get me wrong, I still have my moments, but I recommend talking to a psychiatrist about a mood stabilizer if you haven't already.