I've been struggling lately anyway. The holidays are always difficult for me. On the way to work, there was a German shepherd on the side of the road... Hit by a car... And the asshole that hit him just drove off and left him there. I hate people so much sometimes. I really believe that my dog has saved my life multiple times so I have a special place in my heart for dogs. 

I've been pulled over in a random parking lot, crying and screaming and having trouble breathing. I can barely write this. I can't go to work, I just can't right now. I just can't anymore at all right now.