Hey dudes! Thanks in advance for reading this and if you can help! I'm really reallt confused about a friendship and I don't know what to do.

I'll start at the beginning. Basically I have a pal I've been friends with for nearly 2 years. We used to live together at uni in a house share and we became close friends but we both found different places to live. I felt reallt kinda abandonned since we were gonna move to the same place but it didn't happen like that and she chose a house with different people. Anyway we moved past it 

My pal started to see me less in favour of her new better friends and I know that isn't rational and that since we no longer live together it won't be how it used to be but I still miss her I guess. 

A few months have passed since we moved and I've barely seen her. I made loads of attempts to meet up with her and every time it was excuses about why she couldn't. At the time she was going through some stuff so I let it slide but I then found out she was seeing other people after bailing on me which really hurt. 

She apologised but then made absolutely no effort to see me and we accidentally saw eachother in the park and she was with her new replacement pals so I was quite upset and didn't say anything to them. She asked me if we were cool and so I just said Yeah, I didn't want to start anything at the time so we went our separate ways.

A little while later we got into a fight and I asked her straight up if we were pals and she basically told me that she doesn't know based on the fact I'm upset with her and so shes now pissed at me and because I don't want anything to do with her new best pals. Although it isn't rational I feel like she abandoned me for them and I don't have nice feelings towards them (I'm not exactly good at hiding my feelings) and so I don't want to be around them. I don't want to put myself in that position because it's gonna be bad times for everyone and I don't want that. She insinuated it's too draining to be around me and that being around her housemates or the other people she sees is different and ended up asking for space.

I know I shouldn't be upset about her new friends but it feels like she values them more and puts in no effort with me anymore. This has been going on for a few months now and I've tried so many times to connect and every time it's an excuse or reason as to why she can't see me but then she'll tell me or I'll see online that she's been seeing other people after telling me she's too tired or she doesn't feel good or whatever.

This whole situation makes me feel so inadequate and I don't even know if I'm being a bitch as per usual or if I'm genuinely allowed to be upset about what happened.

Any advice would be really appreciated