I'm in mobile so sorry if the format is off.
Just for some background info, I(f19) have been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, ADHD, and trichotillomania (disorder that causes me to have urges to pull out my eyelashes). I also going to college full time and have a part time job that requires me to work Mon-fri from 9am to 1pm.

My schoolwork has always been one of my main triggers for my anxiety and I feel like it has gotten worse because I am still doing classes online which makes it harder for me to stay focus. And I feel like my work has been contributing to that because  I am mentally exhausted after work. So my therapist suggested I ask my parents if it would be possible to work only 4 days a week instead of 5. They weren't fond of the idea at all and my mom basically put the fault on me for taking too many classes. Which isn't true as I am only taking for 4 classes. So then I basically had anxiety attack throughout the rest night because I felt very overwhelmed by everything. 

I then emailed my therapist telling her how it went and she basically said to think as this as a positive learning experience. But it was literally one of worst fucking experience ever cause I felt so hopeless. And I feel like she does this too much. For example, I often talk to my her about fights I have with mom. Such as how she recently got upset with me because increasing my ADHD medicine from 40g to 50g cause she thinks I should stop relying on medication. Or how whenever we fight I am always the one who ends up apologizing when I am not even in the wrong. Or how whenever I try to tell her how I feel about about certain things she has done that I dislike, she twist my word to make it seem like I am attacking her. And my therapist always says the same thing, "it's because she is your mother and she cares about you a lot" Which makes me so angry cause it feel like she is justifying the things my mom has done.