the more i think about life, the more unnecessary and pointless it becomes. i have few friends. many who are far away from me and others who are busy alooot. my friends (who live nearby) are always out with other friends or visiting other friends/ colleges. which leaves me to be alone (lonely) aloooot. college is kicking my ass. i’m a biochemistry major and it’s so hard. my boyfriend and sister are the only people who i can talk to all day-everyday. but texts don’t suffice sometimes. i wanna see people and hangout and be with friends. what’s the point of life if it sucks. i genuinely don’t understand. being dead and at peace &gt; living a miserable life. i don’t have (available) friends, i’m struggling at school, my physical appearance is revolting. i am so lonely and sad, i don’t understand what to do getting through the day is so hard.