Sometimes I just don’t know what to do anymore. I try to be a good person. I really try but no one seems to realize how hard I try. I’m tired. I’m so tired of pretending I’m all right. I’m not. I really just want to die. There’s nothing left for me in this world. I’ve ruined my life an there is no redemption. I feel like I and everyone around me would be better if I didn’t exist anymore. What do I do? What do I do to make myself feel like I’m worth anything? At this point I just feel like I’m taking up space. I have no purpose, I have no goals. I have no friends. I have enough siblings my parents don’t care about me. Im just… I’m just having a really hard time. I just want to die.