In any interaction with people I always try to ensure that who ever I‘m around has the best experience possible. But by trying to appeal to everybody and always giving my best to act as appropriate as possible, I have lost myself. I mean who am I if I always just pretend to be the person, that others feel the most comfortable around?
I find it egotistical of myself, that I want it to be me, who is there for others. I struggle to now what are my responsibilitys and what not. I feel lost.