I am so fucked in life. I am 25 years old and struggling so hard in life. I am a felon from a car accident (before you say be grateful I survived, this feels like torture) that the state decided it was my fault.  I have nothing going for me. Absolutely nothing.  I think the greatest thing I’ve done is made a song about it then it happened but I literally have no skills. I have no friends, I literally just have my girlfriend (she deserves someone that has something going) and her parents. My family doesn’t want anything to do with me. I have no career. No college degree. Nothing. What the fuck do i do? I can’t kill myself, I’ve already failed at that. I have totally wasted my life and I understand why I have no friends now. The realization hit while writing this lol. It’s because I have nothing going for myself. They probably got tired of me and used my death in a car accident as the excuse to ghost me. I need help but idk what to do anymore. I suck at life