I recently lost my only close friend, she started hanging out with someone else and now they’re super close. I’m new to the whole having friends thing, and seeing her be so close with someone else made me so upset, and in the moment I cut her off. Honestly the friendship wasn’t healthy, so now that i’m past being upset i’m fine. Now i’m trying to reach out and make new friends but it’s so hard. I make plans and get over the moon excited, but after a few hours, or a day or two I feel disgusted at the thought of even hanging out with someone.