bullied at school, hit, slapped, kicked and humilated, genuine loneliness, a whole day passes without a single DM from anyone. hugging my pillow when i need a hug and spraying it with parfume to feel like hugging someone and crying with them, crying and talking with myself while playing guitar to feel less lonely. most of my closest friends gave up on me and left me months ago because of my mental health. i'm tired.