An FP who isn’t available enough but says he loves and wants a life with me causes me a lot of depression. Makes me wonder if he’s wasting my time and stringing me along just for kicks. Somedays (but not often) he makes me feel like I’m very important. But most days everything and everyone is more important than me or us or potentially being a family one day. It’s why I pushed him away so hard in the beginning. I don’t like feeling taken for granted. I don’t like when words don’t match actions. He can say he loves and wants to be with me “someday” all he wants but the action isn’t there. My long term previous ex did that to me for almost four years and I’ve never been through that much pain in all my life than MH put me through stringing me along. But this is starting to feel the same and it’s painful too. This past month especially has been hard. Very depressing and feeling very alone. Has anyone else experienced these same things? Are they just stringing us along?