I need some advice on the subject of moving on.. Specifically in the romantic/obsessive sense.
I dated someone briefly two years back and it was crazy to say the least. Between my borderline and his disassociative identity disorder it was a mess. I got the brunt of the blame for how things went down in flames (picture Taylor swift in blank space) but in the end my heart was broken.
After it officially was over I became obsessive... Not to the extent of following him or showing up anywhere... But he did have to change his number an block me on social media. 
I have had relationships much more serious and long term before him but I still can't seem to ever stop thinking about him. I can go maybe a month at the most but I always feel that deep pit of unacceptance and feeling heartbroken. I don't get why I still get this way over just this one relationship that wasn't even whole to begin with and how I go about moving forward and on.


Also I am on a mobile to sorry about th lack of flare 