I don't know how my 3 am depression post will sounds like but i m really tired and bored of living. Sometimes i can't see the purpose of it. All the motivaters and achievers and literally every person out there just have this one quote in common to motivate others that life without purpose is meaningless.. and it's really shitty quote. All i see the purpose of life is to die in the end. I m living the same boring fuvked up tired life everyday nothing special to do nor i have to do that specials and perks of life bcz of studies i have chosen and that really needs 100 hours per day and still will be less and i have no choice and i m always tired.And i m tired of being tired .. i really hate this feeling bcz this gives me anxiety that i m really wasting my time and life and goals which i have no interests. I m just wanna escape from myself like i want to throw a piece that makes me feel really shitty about myself inside from me..i really wanna do this but don't know how.