I had a pretty good day at first and a pretty decent week. I recently started working at a sandwich shop &amp; i've been working 7 hour shifts. I brought home a sandwich today that I got interrupted numerous times making. I managed to have eaten a part of it so i knew it was perfection. Skip to after work: By the time I realize I accidentally left the sandwich in my gfs brothers car (I took my dog on a 30 minute walk before changing out of my work clothes) I'm panicking. I have a mini meltdown but my gf said she'll bring it. THEN SHE FREAKUNG ASKS FOR SOME. AND I SAY NO IT HAS A FUCK TON OF OLIVES AND THEN SHE ASKS FOR SOME BC SHES REALLY HUNGRY BUT LIKE OMG IM HUNGRY TOO IM FUCKING BORDERLINE AND ANOREXIC IM STRUGGLING TO WANT FOOD BUT YOU KEEP EATING MINE I JUSY IM FUCKING EXPLODING AND THEN I TRIED TO TALK TO MY FRIEND ABOUY IT VIA VOICENOTES AND SHE SAVED ONE LIKE ????? wyd?? like to anyone else that would be a reach. but she knows me so she knows my mom recorded my breakdown phonecalls to humiliate me so WYD WYD WYD? idk my brain is like SCREAMING IM SO ANGRY AT THEM BOTH BUT IM SOBBING IK I FEEL LIKE IM LOSING IT