I only know how to express my feelings thru poetry.

I feel stupid.
I feel stupid because you made me think time was going to heal.
You told me you wanted to break a cycle so I told you it was a deal.

Now I’m sitting in my room rocking back and forth 
The room is spinning.
I’m yelling to God why did he put me on this earth.
I look at my mirror and I see myself thinking

My mind is clouded with a millions of thoughts
But there is only one that haunts me.
And it’s the one where I question myself , am I enough?

I want to be seen!
I feel like a ghost.
I want you to realize the only person who truly loves you is me.
FUCK! 

Why don’t you understand!
The pain that consumes me are going to win.
I’m slowly losing myself.

I want to comprehend.
Why do you love me?
Why, do you love me?
Why do you fucking love me!?!

It’s 1:30am and I can’t sleep.
What’s keeping me awake is the thought of you and me.
Maybe, it’s time to let things flow.
One think I learned is that time doesn’t heal but just goes.