I don’t even have the energy to talk anymore. I haven’t spoken to my dad or had a proper conversation with my mom in 2 weeks even though i’m still living with them. Any time i do talk i feel like i’m being ignored or that what i’m saying is unimportant. I feel like i mess up everything i try to do. I can barely keep myself from having breakdowns at my job. I can hardly maintain any sort of relationship, my friends very rarely ever talk to me anymore.

I just feel like such a burden. All i can do is try my best but if my best isn’t enough then really what’s the point? I’m gonna keep going for as long as i can but each day seems like the worst day of my life. I literally dont remember a time when i was last happy