The title was long but thats basically it. I feel like I’m ready to get out there now. But I’ve been this shell of a human for so long now. Clinically depressed and barely leaving the house. I feel like I barely know who I am anymore tbh. It’s a very dehumanizing feeling…and makes finding the path forward that much harder because I’m just picking something just to pick something. But I think I would rather pick a path that would bring me positivity,  put me around good people, be something I could be passionate about and find purpose in for once. Rather than just taking whatever job I can get as a college dropout with my empty resume and save up money until I can move out…

Ik it’s quite a luxury that I’m able to sit and ponder a decision like this and have parents who have been able to support me. But if anyone has any experience similar to this, have any advice about paths they’ve found success in, or just general things you’d want to tell a person like me, I’d love to hear it.