Hi! so I have BPD. I am 18 and I work at a restaurant as a server. Anyway I have trouble asking for things and I fear getting yelled at or hated. 
anyway , I am taking a trip with my FP and his family this in a month and I’m so excited and don’t want to miss it. I’m really worried about asking for time off . Would if they say no ? Would if they yell at me ? Would if they fire me ? I’m so nervous I feel so much shame too like I’m such a burden for asking for time off 😭😭😭