I have not been able to feel attracted to someone or anything like that for a long time and now I have a crush on this one girl. I am almost certain that I have no chance to get her and every time I think about her I get anxious. I realise that I am not good enough and the fact that I don't even have friends anymore does not help at all. I just wish i couldn't feel literally anything or I could just leave this all behind but it seems that those two things are not possible. I don't know what to do and I don't think no one can help me. I just wanted to share this with someone since I have no friends. I might make a new post after I find out if the girl likes me or not.