I’m on antidepressants (highest dosage) And my parents know that I am in severe depression. It seems like they don’t really care like they are there for me but at the same time the don’t acknowledge the weird behaviours I have on the daily. I have 3 physiologists and a psychiatrist but it’s like I don’t want to tell them the truth so I always act like everything is fine and idk if it’s because they are bad but they believe me every time. I also don’t know why I have such bad mood swings, earlier I was just chilling and suddenly I punched a hole through my wall. It’s like I don’t  know who I really am, never happy with myself, Suicidal, very low self esteem etc...  Does anyone know what could be the problem here ?