Hey guys,

I was diagnosed with Panic Disorder with Agoraphobia in April and since June-ish, we've been discussing the possibility of type 2 bipolar. Today, diagnosis came out: BPD.

Now, I've spent quite some time in this subreddit this evening reading and relating to a lot of the posts... Specially the infamous "Spiral"... (So glad to know I'm not the only one).

Now, my question is, do you ever happen to feel the (irrational) need to be completely alone some time? Mainly, should I say, after getting really upset at my boyfriend, for example, I HAVE to get dressed because I feel SO uncomfortable showing him my body, my little den, you know?

Is it me or is it a severe case of the "crazies"? (Sorry, I really, really don't mean the word "crazy", I hate it... But try not to see it in a stigmatizing way tonight, I'm really at a loss right now and feel so lonely and empty)