So ever since I cut off almost everyone (incl my online/gaming friends) I'm basically thinking of a new name/username to go by online. It's such a minor thing but why is this so fucking impossible? If I start asking myself which one I like or why a particular name feels off, I just dissociate and can't decide on anything. I've tried writing them down, going over them for 5 min every day and seeing which one I like the most over a week or whatever. Nothing works lol  

In the past I used to let my friends decide on all my decisions and I'm trying to unlearn that. This minor as fuck situation is however making me feel like I've made zero progress and will be dealing with this forever. Any ideas?