I am so fucked up. I just created a fake sw ad with my exes number attached to it posing as a female because I literally just want his phone to get spammed and harassed by men, and after posting it I literally thought to myself “what if a girl sees the ad &amp; calls him and they end up liking each other?” and I just deleted the ad so fast. Why am I like this it’s actually sad LMAO omfg 

I literally stopped reading my self-help book to do this. I don’t think it’s working btw.