I'm 17, I dropped out of school at 14 because of my mental health before getting into a very toxic relationship for 2 years where I did absolutely nothing the whole time. I no longer have any friends (not even a single one) I just talk to my mother, I live in a hole(at the bottom of a row of 11 km row with nothing at all around). I've never had any healthy friendships, I can't go back to high school because of my age, or anywhere because I don't have a driver's license and my mother works all day, so no lift. There is only a small bus that goes to my village, where I dropped off my CV wherever I could 2-3 times for months, but nothing at all. I really tried everything I swear. I don't even want to have a job, I just want to at least see new faces and talk to people. I'm totally lost, I'm much better mentally and I do everything to keep my days productive (self-care, cleaning, gardening, etc) but I feel completely empty and unloved. When I get my license it will be better, but it won't be before this winter and I don't know what to do in the meantime. please help me