Like my life is not terrible. I am grateful for the opportunities and life I am able to maintain. But I’m just...starting to think I’m always going to have excessively low self esteem (even when others try to empower me). I just feel like life with bpd is just being able to roll with the punches (constant shame,spiraling,fractured relationships) but the punches never stop. This doesn’t mean I’m not trying to mitigate the harm I impart on others but like...I think I’m just going to be unhappy? Does anyone else feel the same?