I'm depressed as fuck right now. I just want to die. My parents got mad at me for hanging out with a guy but im 18. They took my phone and my keys so now i just sit in bed all day and do nothing. I'm not allowed to go anywhere. I feel like im going to go insane my thoughts are racing endlessly. I'm not even allowed to go to my job without my mom driving me. I wish they would let me be an adult. I understand that they are worried about me hanging out with a guy from my college. They never met him until last night, so i can see why they would be worried... However, i'm an adult and i want to spend time with him. They don't understand why i wouldn't talk to them about my depression, but its hard to talk to them when i feel like i bother them or that they wouldn't believe me. I have nothing to do all day. My parents are going to work tomorrow and I will have nothing to do all day because they took my keys. They also took things out of my room that they thought were suspicious. I just want to live my life. I'm not trying to hurt anybody, I just want to go to work and spend time with friends from college and the guy I like. They are also extremely conservative. Not that this is necessarily a bad thing, but I want to be intimate with the guy i like and they dont even want me to be alone with him... They dont even want me to see him anymore, but he hasn't done anything wrong to me so far. I have been so lonely recently. I'm not able to hang out with anyone because i haven't been able to contact anyone without my phone. I just want to run away and i wish i had more freedom. My mental health has just been awful lately. I havent eaten anything in two days just from lack of interest in doing anything. Please someone help me..