I don't know if I'm depressed but reading what people have said I can definitely relate to a couple of them 

I feel like there's no point to living...just the same shit everyday.
I try to imagine how I would feel if I got everything I wanted and i realized I would feel the same...

I really want my own apartment...okay let's say I get it. Then what ??? It's just 4 walls with a kitchen and bathroom...how is that gonna make me happy??

Then I think okay what about a job I love??? Okay and then what
..go to a place for 8 hours everyday and then...what ??? Die ?? Lmao

I just feel like nothing can make me happy, nothing at all. I also have this fear of getting what I want but then that thing getting destroyed
..like let's say I have a family but then my child dies or something. I know that didn't happen yet I have such a fear something horrible will happen to something I really love. 

I also feel solo tired. For example today all I did was water my plants, make lunch , and come to school and I'm so tired....I barely did anything. Sometimes I lay down all day and I'm still tired. It's like a tired I can't get away from. I can't even remember when this feeling started..I just can't remember if it was 6 months ago or a year... Maybe my whole life and I never noticed.

My mind also doesn't shut the fuck up. I'm constantly thinking even when I'm going for a walk or driving or something like my body is in the car but my mind is far away thinking crap that doesn't matter in the end