does anyone else feel like they just got used to this empty feeling they constantly used to have before? and now that you're so used to it even when you're feeling empty it just feels normal and you begin to question yourself if you're really feeling empty or just nothing? i don't know its been so weird for me before i used to feel like i just had a huge crack on my body and the constant emptiness never went away, but now i feel neutral or even numb probably normal? (idk) but now i get these strong surges of overwhelming feelings and i can't quite distinguish if its me feeling too empty or too full. cause then i feel like i might burst. but also so hollow at the same time. if this makes sense to you i guess you'd know. please let me know. thanks.