I think I’m in the middle of completely turning into a different person. I’ve been breaking all my boundaries and going against every moral code I believe in. I don’t even know why I’m doing all of this because I’m my heart I don’t think I want to. Yet I’m still going along with all my bad decisions and I’m making even more bad decisions that could potentially hurt the people I love. I want to find ways to stop talking to everyone I love so I won’t get to hurt them but at the same time I’m selfish and I want them in my life. Maybe I’m just a bad person and I don’t want to accept it.