Hello -- I'm not sure if this is particularly normal for peeps with BPD -- I'm somewhat newly diagnosed but I heard 'Living Well with Schizophrenia' talk about how in her prodromal phase, she found difficulty sleeping in her bed. She would make sleeping arrangements in her living-room when she had her own bed. She stated in hindsight this was very strange and likely had to do with her own creeping illness.  


It immediately reminded me of my schedule almost every single day. I don't have schizophrenia -- There are very slight overlaps like thought broadcasting, paranoia but I've heard that is relatively normal with BPD. However, I was thinking how could this perhaps apply to BPD.  


Every single night, without fail, I fall asleep at my desk -- On purpose. It isn't that I don't like sleeping in my bed but there is a mild discomfort with the idea. I feel almost anxious being stationary in the bed (when I wake up in the morning I never wanna leave tho lol.) So, I'll fall asleep at my desk for several hours and then when I wake up, I've coaxed the anxiety out through exhaustion. That wouldn't be worrying ordinarily but recently I've just been sleeping most of the day away at my desk -- maybe because I've sort of titled it in my brain as a safe resting spot?? I'm not sure. What do you make of this?