Hi! I’m new to this site/app and didn’t realize the amount of community I’m missing out on. I don’t feel as alone. My dr has me on vyvance 40mg, lamictal 150mg, buspar 15mg, and now wants me on abilify 2mg

I am good for a while and when I crash, it’s awful. We keep making changes and it keeps getting worse over time. This journey started with adhd diagnosed as an adult. I have 4 young kids and it was becoming more and more obvious. The meds helped amazingly then over time, depression hit. Then we will add in stuff here and there bringing me to today. Abilify scares the tar out of me. Weight gain- I don’t need another thing concerning me. Mentally, I’m scared it will take me down a worse path than I’m already on. I want to be a good mom and wife and I feel like this journey has done nothing good. It was hard before but emotionally hard now and I’m not sure sometimes if overall my adhd is helped. It does help with my binging for sure which I’m grateful for.

Any thoughts or experiences? I’m scared of abilify and haven’t read good things. If you have good, please share. Bad? Please share that too

I haven’t seen anyone with my med combo so that would be nice to hear from someone who has experience with the same as me too. 

Thank you. 

Ps….I hope that all makes sense