Hello, I need some support right now possibly from others who feel the same. I am constantly trying so hard to be cool to be maybe even like a Dick ish so I can portray this persona. I feel as if my natural nice self isn’t good enough for people to like me. I’m supposed to go to class in an hour and I have a test and instead of studying I’m nauseous just wondering who I should be, or even how to be myself. My mind wants me to find out how to attract all the girls. But I just want to relax. I’ve been doing pot everyday at night because it makes me stop thinking. Idk if it’s helping or making things worse. My ex broke up with me 4 months ago and I can’t stop missing her. Sorry to vent just need some fucking love y’all