I cant think straight, I constantly have thoughts going in my head and I cant get thoughts through my head anymore, I see hallucinations all the time, I have extremely bad anger issues and I dont have energy to do anything. Everything seems fake, I'm becoming more and more cynical as the days pass and I just can't take it anymore. Nothing good is happening in my life, Even trying to talk to new people nothing works. I just can't live like this anymore, everything I try it always just turns to shit. I had the worst panic attack a couple days ago and ever since then I've felt literally nothing but pain and anger, I just don't know what to do anymore. I hit myself out of anger, I go to the gym to let those emotions out but there's to much sadness and anger built in that I can't get away. Everything in my life is just burning down and I can't do anything to stop it.