My (F16) family (mom, brother, sister in law) makes me feel bad about my anxiety or even just my mental health in general. It’s always been like this so i’m kind of used to it but tonight it just really got to me. We were getting ice cream and i’ll be honest i do get nervous ordering food normally but i can get past it and accomplish it. But the place was really crowded with no line and people everywhere and the worker just saying next and i was so overwhelmed by everything i couldn’t think. I decided to not get anything and just walk outside to the car because i felt like crying which is what i usually do during a panic attack. My brother noticed and came out and decided to, i won’t say yell because i guess he didn’t, but he basically ridiculed me saying that i was 16 years old and couldn’t even order my own food which caused everyone outside to look making other things much worse. When he went back inside my mom (who’s done this before) laughed when i was crying and explaining why i didn’t get anything and chose to walk out. I won’t get into other things but every time something like this happens my mom laughs at me and everyone usually makes me feel bad which causes me to just stop talking for the rest of the night while they have a good time without me. Is there anything i could even say to let them know how much this hurts me?