I had a breakdown because of something she did but insists that me crying is me wanting to hurt myself when I don't want to do that anymore I've tried for months to feel and not want to self-harm,  but she just kept yelling, telling me to get over it and if I dare hurt myself(which i wasn't considering) she'll send me back to a hospital..
This was all her fault for what happened but somehow because I'm the only one personally affected in the house, I need to ge quiet and get over it. Which how why, and how and why am I the bad guy here for having feelings?