why does bother me now that my boyfriend is manstrubating or watching pornography? why did I suddenly become obsessive and controlling about it? why does it bother me now if at the beginning of our relationship I didn't even want to know? why does something so normal to do bother me? why is it that whenever he is in the bathroom I am always afraid that he is doing it? what is my fucking problem? I really don’t get it

Please please please help me, I don’t want to be like that