I get so pissed. I’ve broken several consoles and phones over dumb apps. If I’m bad at a video game it must mean something more. It is prof that I have terrible hand eye coordination, that I can’t think on my feet, that I crumble under pressure, and ultimately that I am lesser of a human being than most people. I put 100s of hours into games more than my friends and yet they’re better than me. So therefore I must be genetically inferior to them. That’s what it becomes to me that’s why I get so angry to the point of destroying consoles and punching my walls.