Been unemployed since August due to my depression. Ran out of money and had to get a job at Amazon for 2 months. I hated every single second and was looking for other work as much as I could and applied to probably 30 places and just got ghosted by everyone. Finally got a job in a clean room and had to quit after a day because I couldn't stand being in the gown for more than a couple minutes. So I give up. I can't do this, every waking thought is about suicide and I just can't do this anymore