I am addicted to hanging out with one person… while simultaneously planning a date &amp; exploring my sexuality with a different person. I haven’t met the difference person yet, but I’m supposed to in a few hours. I met them online so I guess this is my proof of happening if something bad happens. I met them on kind of a sketchy website &amp; im supposed to expect something of them I’ve never done before. &amp; the OG person, I’m at their house right now drinking Malibu with 2 other ppl. Watching crybaby. I hate musicals hence why I’m on Reddit. If they ever saw this I’d die. I wish I just wouldn’t post this but I am so contradicted right now. Do I risk my health &amp; saftey on a potentially good FP, or see what happens with someone I’m scared to commit to? I have a lot of issues so I feel like if either saw me naked, they wouldn’t even want me, so I’m scared to have a situation with either.