Hey everyone, 

For those who have seen my posts before I want to thank you for everything and helping me along my  journey. Long story short, I wanted to share my story and possibly get some feed back. I am 24, have had anxiety almost as long as I can remember but it did not become physical until I was around 20, it would come and go. At the age of 22 in August of 2019 I noticed palpitations and my fiance and I went to the emergency department, we sat there in the room for hours while they did blood work which was perfect and then they also did an EKG i was on for hours and they did state I have some PVCS but they are harmless and to cut caffeine and try and get stress under control and offered ways too. I still was bad August 19 to March 2020 and my family had me get a PCP and which I did and I still see him, he got me on Celexa which was awesome except in July 2020 we realized it gave me prolonged QT interval and so I had to get off of it. Within 7 days I saw my doctor for a check up and the QT was back to normal. My doctor said it was strictly from the meds, we did 3 EKGS and a 72 hour holter monitor test. All in all, my results showed I did have PVCS and PACS but they are harmless and I did not have any runs or many of them and no arrhythmia. July 2020 to Feb 2021 I was anxiety free with hardly any palps, March and April were hard for me with a lot going on so I was then obsessing with them again and feeling more and I didnt like the therapist so I am seeking a new one now. I finally got myself out of the funk and saw my doctor May 11th and we went over tons of things and he stated to me once again that I have a healthy heart and the palpitations will not kill me and I do not have many of them and that a lot of people do get them and my friends and family are awesome but they think since a medical professional ( I have had 4 of them ) tell me i am healthy and such that I should believe it but its hard for me too because I didnt have palpitations before august 2019 and now I get them say like 3 a day or 3 a week or none for 5 days then 5 one day its on and off and I sleep decently, drink water no caffeine ive tried magnesium, i dont drink any alcohol or smoke no drugs  i literally do what im suppose too, but i still am scared. I just had my blood done two weeks ago and I mean she tested like 50 things and I didnt have ONE abnormal lab.. even the EKG was good. then why am I still having palps?? I do say they happen more when I think and obsess. The only thing is I need to lose 45 lbs and Ive lost 7 so far and I walk 6 miles 3 days a week at work and then light exercises outside of that. Sorry this is so long and thank you to anyone who reads this but I just want to be okay. I asked my doctor for a referral to a cardiologist and he gave me one. A cardiologist does oversee my results with my PCP but I wanted to strictly see one and so I have an apt made but I am scared. What if my BP is high at the doctors when I see the Cardiologist and he thinks somethings wrong? I have been taking my BP at home so I can show him and its always around 114/84 and my HR is around 70's. Ive never done a stress test and what if im out of breath and cant? Ugh. Thank you.