I really hoped that I wouldn't post hear again, but after munths of being at least somewhat happy I think it's getting bad again. I haven't slept more than an hour at a time in days, I ither don't eat or eat to much iv lost entreat in everything, and I spend more energy trying to figure out an excuse to get out of spending time with friends than I do on studying for my final witch I actually just took a few minutes ago. All I want is to cerll up in bed and cry all day, but the fucking school I go to is so strict on attindince that if I miss to many howers that will kick me out the dormes and out of the school for six months. I'm in a different state than my family and have no money so I can't go home if that happens. The only reason I can evan pretend to care about this shit is because if I don't knowan can or will help me. I am completely alown and don't know what to do.