weather is nice, flowers are blooming, people are out. and it’s days like these that make me feel grateful. i won’t lie though i think i have entered a manic state. but it’s days like these were i spend my time outside with my friends laughing and basking in the sun, just finally enjoying being a normal person? rather than a shitty depressed individual or a mean angry one, which i know i’ll revert back to soon. but how do i stop self sabotaging this way? i just want to be leveled out, i want to be able to stay this way forever where i’m finally feeling like myself. but doesn’t that suck? that i like my manic self more? how do you all feel when it’s days like these?