Who else struggles with this?

I am so weirded out by it. Today was my first day going into work since March, when my ex left me. I have a long commute and I would spend every minute on my way home talking to him. I feel so messed up because I had an ok day at work but driving home I was so overwhelmed and sad. I remember when he liked me, and we talked every day... then I remembered he stopped calling as much, and the week before he left me I don’t think he called at all... then I lost it and cried the whole way home. A lot of my memories of him are from driving... and I swear I stop paying attention and just... go away while I drive and remember us being on our way somewhere, laughing and having a good time.

Then fall is a huge trigger.. the temperature, smell... it’s more positive. The start of a lot of my relationships. It’s so overwhelming and warm and I get very hyper and happy. I could talk about more but unlike negative triggers I find it interesting I react this way. 

Anyone else?/r/