No, I did not 'choose' to stay at home because of my panic attack. I suffer from PTSD, BPD and GAD. When I have a panic attack, I don't have any say in it whatsoever If I am meant to be anywhere. This has really fucking infuriated me to no end. I need to set the record straight with her, but she's not up yet. (7:20AM GMT). Sorry, I had to vent.