I'm kind of unsure what steps to take next to feel good again. 
I've been eating like crazy (My life revolves around over eating and food), I've put on weight. Im ashamed to be in public. 
I don't want to see anyone. I don't want to do anything. 
I don't want to exercise ( I use to nearly everyday).
I'm so tired all day.  I've been to psychologist in the past but I don't feel like she helps anymore. 
I just want some direction and I feel like what's the point of trying anymore when I'm never actually happy..

 I'm tired of myself and emotions and just so over feeling this way for so long.