I can’t do it anymore. Just want to die right now. I tried last night unsuccessfully, today I just want to hang myself. I’m trying and trying my best in this life but I can no longer do it emotionally. I can’t even provide for my family in this mental state, my wife cheating on me, my whole life’s a mess. It’s always been a mess. I don’t want to be here anymore, I’ve been trying so much with meds and counseling, But I can no longer do it. I’ve had the last straw with everyone and everything.