I love my boyfriend and I have zero complaints about our relationship. We get along well, our communication is great, any arguments we have are easily solvable and never escalate. 

But I’ve had quite a few moments where I get so anxious that I feel sick and all I want to do is break up with him. I know that I actually don’t want to, but I can’t shake that feeling when it hits me. I don’t know how to articulate it to him or my friends without making it sound like I want to dump him

This is my first “real” healthy relationship. And very soon it’ll be the longest relationship I’ve ever had so I think that’s the reason for my anxiety. I can’t really explain it since it comes and goes at random. But it makes me want to cry when it happens because I really do love him and want this to work. I don’t know what’s wrong with me