i know my BPD causes problem with stability in relationships/friendships but i feel like its mainly caused me to struggle with building some type of career, i go thru job after job, barely saving money n barely paying my bills, in the past 6 months ive had 6 jobs and 3 jobs i got hired for but never went, its starting to exhaust me its so tiring going thru this process over and over again but its like as soon as i get to working at somewhere new my brain just tells me i can be doing better somewhere else (but these jobs are all the same idk i always feel miserable) i would tell myself these jobs are temporary while i pursue modeling and an art career but ive lost motivation to even do those idk what else to do i feel alone