I am so lonely. My friends all have husbands and kids and I just can’t relate. Also doesn’t help they live far away. Can’t help but feel worthless and that I’m not good enough for anyone. Inching closer to the edge as days go on. I love the isolation but hate it at the same time. How does someone make friends in their early 30s when you’re angry at everything and can’t muster up the energy to do anything. I hate it. And to top it off I get to celebrate another birthday alone soon. So blessed. Just fucking over it. Social anxiety and depression are really a match made in heaven for isolation Jesus Christ. 

Thanks for coming to my Ted talk vent.