My ex and I broke up because I was mentally and emotionally abusive. This happened over 2 months ago, however we still talk daily. This will be the first time he came to see me in about 2 months, and we plan on hooking up. I know this is a bad idea but I love him so much and he loves me, but had to leave due to the abuse. I just yearn for his touch as he’s definitely my FP. He says we’ll get back together when he’s emotionally and mentally better. 

I guess, any advice on how to cope with this? I just feel like wanting to be loved in some aspect is better than not feeling it at all, especially by him.