This is not a suicidal or cry for help post, I just feel ready and calm for death. I used to have many panic attacks I still do at nights but I've suddenly noticed that I'm prepared and ready for my death. There are times when I'm completely fine and I'd start thinking about ways to go what will happen in my funeral etc and this happens when I'm completely fine. I feel unnaturally calm about death and I don't even know if I'm contemplating suicide or nah, I just feel I'm done with my life my role in life is completed. I feel as if I've reached calmness in my life not needing anything more from it. I feel ready to go now I'm contemplating leaving everything behind besides I have no family and friends I'm just an alone guy so I don't need to worry about anyone knowing there won't be a single soul crying on my grave. I guess my loneliness is the reason I feel so ready for death but I really am I have no reason to stay no friend to take care of I don't even know the purpose of my life anymore I feel lost and like I'm dying drop by drop. Idk what to do in my life now should I kill myself or nah?