Hello everyone! I had a few questions/concerns and I wanted to discuss with the people here since you all know what you're doing! I'm a little embarrassed about posting this here but it's the best thing I can think of as of right now. So I recently moved in with a parent who was diagnosed with BPD, I wasn't aware of what BPD was up until that point and I began doing research (I love learning new things that involve pyschology) I came across an article discussing the subtypes of BPD and one stuck out to me the most. Quiet BPD, now I have read that it's not an actual diagnosis but how the BPD presents itself in an individual. I was abused during childhood (emotional, physical, mental, you name it, it was done) and then recently for the past 4 years or so (minus physical abuse this time) I suffer from a few of the symptoms that were listed such as: 
- Fear of abandonment 
- Self-Injury
- I occasionally have feelings of emptiness
- Self destructive
- Social isolation 
The only problem I came across is that most of my anger is repressed and internal. I direct it towards myself because I'm scared it'll ruin my relationships with the people I'm already close with 
I attend therapy sessions and my therapist has my diagnosis as adjustment disorder with depressed mood and symptoms of PTSD. I'm aware that BPD cannot be diagnosed until you're 18 (which I am) I'm just nervous to talk to anyone about it because it seems embarrassing and I don't want my parent with BPD to think I'm saying this because I know they have BPD (though I'm sure they wouldn't.)

TLDR; I think I might have BPD but I'm not sure


I also want to apologize if this makes no sense or seems dumb, I didn't know what else to do.
I'm also willing to answer any questions to give insight!