I don't know where else to go about this, don't really have support to talk to, so I hope someone could give me advices/ or tips and that someone understands this.

I've graduated from a business degree last year (at least to me it is recent) and I'm in the midst of applying for jobs (although I stopped for now). I honestly don't know what to do, or what I want to do. I'm lost. 

I'm in between of continuing to postgraduate studies or securing a stable job. At first my heart was strongly leaning to continue my studies because I am set on it, but then after some advising/ and reality check - continuing my studies were not that useful, in fact it'll deter me from getting a job because of most companies are seeking lower graduates = lower salaries to pay. So I lost the passion for it, because I thought it was useless in the end. Though I still kept an open mind to it, on the side note, I mentioned that I was applying for jobs but deep down, I just knew I wasn't ready, it feels like I know nothing and it makes me super anxious.

I have been called for at least 3 interviews (applied loads of different fields) and I couldn't help thinking that I self-sabotaged myself - I went to it with the mindset that it's just a practice interview and that I am waiting for the one company that I really wanted to work at to call me. The first wasn't too bad, I just didn't really bother to practice the aptitude test, the second wasn't too bad as well, I prepared as much as I could and the third, oh god, this was the worst. I was interviewed by 1 managing director and 5 head of departments. I'm not that awful with interviews - I've done a couple during my undergraduates for internships so I knew what to expect. So I blew it because straight up, I couldn't think, all the answers I've prepared beforehand vanished so I was left to apologize and repeat myself over and over, I told them I was nervous. It was the worst interview I had and I left an awful bad impression of me, that I was incapable and not confident.

After that, I stopped myself from applying and told myself to take a break from both - applying for jobs and studying. I said I wouldn't do it - gave myself until the end of this year before starting again. The thing is I knew that I wanted to take a break from these two things but I couldn't help feeling like a loser, I thought my other friends were off doing something great while I was just stuck. There's a thought at the back of my head, that 'oh so-andso' have already worked for 1 and a half year and earn xxx much, what about you??

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Sighs, I just need someone to share their experience. My problem is that I don't know what I want to do and I think I lack the capabilities to start an entry-level job.