I know you guys probably get so many of these, but honestly it’s been years since I’ve even spoken to my FP, we don’t even have mutual friends anymore. Several years and they still occupy so much of thoughts and time and what I could have done to have made them like me more so they didn’t leave, we were never anything more than friends but I feel so lost without them. I’m not sure how to move on without feeling like I’m taking advantage of someone else because I know my heart isn’t really in it, everyone else appears in shades of grey to me while they’re in color I can’t bring myself to even pretend to care some days about the people in grey let alone try and make a relationship, I’ve given it so much time already I don’t know what else to do. I feel crazy, I feel gross when I think about them, we’re strangers at this point I can’t imagine how they would feel if they knew. Does anyone have advice for a situation like this?