My fp is a cousin of mine and recently I feel that she is being cold with me. We used to FaceTime before like once a week during covid restrictions and vent about our mental health but recently she has become busy with her life working longer hours. Whenever she texts now it’s smaller and sometimes she sees message and doesn’t respond and I get super anxious cause I think she hates me. Whenever I comment on her fb posts, she doesn’t always put likes and it gets me worried. I secretly think she doesn’t wanna talk to me anymore and is only tolerating me at this point. This really hurts as I am emotionally bonded to her for support. I don’t wanna tell her about my possible bpd since I’m scared she’s gonna not talk to me anymore. We are constantly fighting now since I need reassurance she won’t abandon me . She always says she won’t but my family has a cycle of being estranged from eachother and I can’t fully believe her. What should I do? I’m trying to text her less often cause I need to break the obsessive cycle .