I suffer from MDD and anxiety and take 15mg remeron. Lately my physical symptoms have been really intense. I’ve cut out marijuana, started working out, read more, played more bass, but fuck I still feel empty. I have 0 fun in life and I feel alone. I have 0 motivation to get up. No one talks to me no one texts me every time I reach out I get radio silence or everyone else will just seem like they have so many better things to be doing than noticing my existence. I’ve tried accepting this reality and coming to terms and peace with it but I just can’t. I just want a piece of what every normal person has. Am I asking for too much?