My bf and I are dating long distance. Anytime he tells me that he’s going for drinks with his friends at a bar, I instantly get filled with dread and am plagued by anxiety. I’m so afraid of getting cheated on, especially by him since I’ve never cared for someone the way I care for him. I really hate that while I desperately want to trust him and believe he loves me and won’t hurt me, my brain just won’t let me and I always end up crying myself to sleep on nights like this, just sick with worry. I send him, “Have so much fun, be safe!” type of texts, but I’m actually dying on the inside lmao, I hate this shit dude.