If anyone somewhat mockingly calls me crazy even in a sort of understandable context I start rethinking my entire life,I want to stab them and I'll cry later which is I  guess a legitimately pretty crazy internal response to what they probably consider a joke. Today was tricky though an acquaintance of mine hit me with the sarcastic "are you okay stared at me for 5 seconds followed with..mentally' I told them no I'm not and they responded with a yeah,,I know. I kept my cool but since then my thoughts and mood have been horrendous I despite it,maybe because I sometimes view myself as crazy but damn it hurt..unless its someone very close to me who I am open with e,g about 3 people I take and react to this as a literal attack and have to spend the rest of the day cooling down,,that aside I do find her comment rude and abrasive,,as she knows I struggle with mental health