So I met literally the nicest boy I’ve ever spoken to in my life. We met on a discord server meant for making new friends and we got along really well so we started messaging and calling a lot outside of the group. We started talking on the 24th and have called for hours every day since then basically every chance we get. He’s so sweet and patient with me which I’ve never experienced before, he’s constantly reassuring me, he’ll call and just sit in silence with me while we do our own thing, he talks me through things when I’m stressed or panicking, he even streams games over discord for me to watch when he’s playing and I love it.  We always have a good time when we call. He’s patient with me over all of the things I struggle with like my self esteem and anxiety and trauma. He makes sure I eat everyday and always makes sure I’m okay, last night he even stayed on the discord call all night after I fell asleep because he was worried I’d have nightmares. He’s genuinely such a good person. The only problem is that I think I’ve started to develop feelings for him outside of friendship and he just got out of a 2 year relationship last month. He’s really hurting over it, which is perfectly understandable. I do not at all mind waiting for him to be ready for a relationship but I’m worried that he doesn’t feel the same about me and that I’m just gonna end up getting crushed when he moves on with someone else or tells me he just wants to be friends. I’m driving myself crazy because the way he treats me makes it seem like he feels the same but I also don’t want to make assumptions and get my hopes up for nothing.