As a child I remember feeling like life was a dream &amp; I would wake up one day as a baby again &amp; live actual life. (Does this make sense? I may not have worded it right...for example I am 21 today but i would wake up tomorrow as my first day of life as if my real life was really a dream im having as a baby) Of course i grew out of that belief as i got older but i still feel like life is a movie &amp; i feel stuck &amp; distant. As a teenager I once made my own theory that everyone was playing a role in my life with scripts &amp; everything &amp; somehow im the main character &amp; everything that happens in the world somehow connects back to me (basically only i exist &amp; i made the movie subconsciously) pretty much a recurring theme in my life is not feeling real :( im starting to lose my short term memory &amp; im afraid i may be experiencing psychosis ...sorry for the rant