I Am in a toxic relationship of 1 year. I’m emotionally dependent on this guy and terrified of going back to being alone with my daughter (7) but the relationship is so toxic I’m getting more n more depressed and losing confidence. I can’t remember the last time I felt relaxed and happy. My stb ex partner is attentive but also possessive, controlling, very moody jealous and pesters me for sex when I don’t want it. Have been trying to end it for a while but he just screams n won’t talk to me about splitting up then pretends I never said anything. I’m really tired. Text him today to say I’ve made up my mind and we need to sort out who’s staying in the rented house etc. Now he will be Homs in an hour. So scary to leave him when independent on him. We moved to a new area and I don’t know anyone. I don’t have a job or any childcare but have some savings. Feel so bereft like my life just keeps getting dismantled over and over I’ll never be happy wherever or whoever I’m with