... so hard to see if you're heading into danger, especially if you're, let's say, very sleep deprived following a week full of splitting and seething and dread and The Nothing.

Obviously what I'm saying is I'm pretty sure I'm getting deliberately delirious, luckily my 'bad choice' options are few even if I get some energy, but l will likely pay for this later. On the plus side, I have a day and a half before l have anything important or social to do. And that is me taking care of myself haha.