I'm so tired of life. It woulda been nice to have a cute woman beside me to cuddle and love and treat her so well but I guess the universe hates me and wants me to be a loner forever. No desirable qualities about me, I'm not attractive, I have no personality. Everything is boring. I really just wish I could feel what that is like to be truly loved and just cuddle.. nothing helps my depression. I feel that would a bit. But fuck it. I don't even try anymore with women. What an awful ass existence. 😕