So 2020 my whole life changed. I was put on child support by a judge that retired. Meaning I was her last case and she hit me hard. With child support you can’t modify for 2 1/2 years. During that time I lost everything. My fiancée due to my financial stress that I took out on her, lost my house, maxed out all credit cards, took out loans , drinking heavily, can’t fix my car and repo man about to take that if I don’t have one payment to make today. So now I’m going have to sleep in my car for 2 weeks. Child support is something I respect when needed and not abused. My life feel like all I am is a walking check for the state. I have no money to do things with my life and just make enough to go to work everyday. Even when I get my kids they know im broke. I called out today and idc if I get fired bc im always broke anyways.. im just so depressed .. I want to just shut off my life.