I loveeeee law and order SVU but gosh, i feel so bad because i believe all types of mental illness should have as much awareness as the more “common” ones, but watching episodes that include schizophrenic patients is such a trigger for me. a lot of my anxiety comes from my fear of developing it, so watching the episodes bring on so much panic. i hate it so much because i feel bad by avoiding them but i also feel bad if i watch them.