I made a huge mistake three months ago. I (23f) met up with a guy from tinder and had unprotected sex pull out method that lasted no longer than 5 minutes (March 22). Huge mistake. I have health anxiety issues so every since then I’ve been worried that I caught something. I did my research on the guy by searching his name on google and I found out his real age which is 19 and I confronted him about it. I feel disgusting and used. I cut him off. Moving forward, I went to go get tested for hiv at the beginning of May and it came out negative, but I realized that it takes 3 months for it to detect anything which means I should’ve waited til June to get tested. I tried to go back to planned parenthood to get tested again but they told me I have to wait until August since I already got tested in May. I contacted the guy and asked if he would get tested and he said yes. I was supposed to take him yesterday but he made up a excuse and then told me that he’s not going to do it anymore because I don’t trust him. (Which I don’t because this piece of shit lied). By him denying to do it he must be hiding something. It’s almost 2am and I can’t sleep because of this…I don’t know what to do. I just wish that I can disappear. I’m at war with my own mind. Please help.