I feel detached from reality, but at the same time everything is so damn stimulating! Each noise, each sight,... sparks a train of a hundred thoughts. Meanwhile, I am constantly kind of numb, constantly thinking of random past memories (often mixing memories with one another), or imagining elements of my past in my present life (I'm always imagining that my deceased grandfather is in the house, speaking to me, etc. and I dream about him and his death every night). It feels so weird. My anxiety is worse than it was a while ago but it's not as bad as it was at my lowest... And even when my anxiety was at its absolute worst, I didn't exactly feel this. Does anyone know what this is? Do you have any advice? Thank you... :/