I was hospitalized last September and got out in December, got covid and all that when I left the hospital. I had no social life for more than 4 months. Today is the first time I'm seeing friends.

I thought I would forever be doomed to being alone forever. I thought I would never be able to make any friends. I started being OK with that thought actually. I would only talk to my parents, my boyfriend (who's also my FP) and my 2 cats. 

But tonight I went to the restaurant with childhood friends and had such a hard time. I couldn't believe I was still able to have a good time with others. My heart is so full. Sometimes we deceive our own self with our thoughts but we are so capable of many things. There is hope despite our sufferings. Slowly but surely, we'll get there.

Thank you friends for your friendship and the fun.
Thank you self for your patience and today's accomplishment.