I'm just so tired of it. My nose is so fucking huge and it looks just like my dad's who was the first person to seriously betray me and then abused me for years afterwards. He treated the rest of my family so much better and the rest of them look way better than me. Every day this stupid fat thing lays on my face it feels so invasive and it just makes me so mad at my face. It makes me want to cut myself. It's like there's nothing else to me just that stupid fucking thing and I hate it so much. I hate my face so much.