I’ve thought about taking my life more often than I would like to admit, but whenever I get close to going through with it something stops me. Even though I feel like no one would care if I died, I can’t fathom putting that on my family or friends. I’ve thought of so many different methods, but every time I feel like I’ve found the right one, the very small possibility that they would get involved convinces me to not even try. I’m tired. It feels like I’m just stuck in this cycle and I want it to end. I don’t want to be a bother but I also just don’t want to keep going. I can’t keep going.