I've been really down these past few weeks. Lower than I've been in ages. I don't hear from my friends at all which I get...I know they have lives. People at work always tell me to smile more and I hate that. I'm just so lonely and my chest hurts and I can barely breathe. I don't know what to do guys. I've lurked on the board for a long time and decided that I should post since I'm feeling this way.