I'm on day 2 and already I am having suicidal thoughts almost constantly (haven't had them since starting anti depressants a few months ago). My partner hates me and called me a dick. 
I'm not going to give in but I don't know how I'm going to get through it... I'm constantly on the edge of tears and I barely have energy to do anything. 
I need DBT but my clinic who are treating me keep postponing it...
Please any advice or if anyone else has succeeded and has any tips...