Don’t wanna sleep because of this feeling, school is tomorrow and I’m in my last year with fuckloads of exams so that’s fun.

I should just be happy for all the people around me and things I have but I still feel so alone and depressed, drinking and smoking helps but don’t worry I don’t drink too often (not an alcoholic) and I’ve slowed down with smoking. 

Just feel depressed for mostly no reason whatsoever.