I'm so tired of the world that I live in. 

I'm surrounded by racists and/or assholes as family and friends.

I can't find another job, even though I've got a good work history.

I'm incredibly stressed out about finances.

The world is incredibly bleak post COVID(not that it was perfect beforehand). 

I'm LGBT+ and my family is religious. They accept me, but not my community; ergo don't support me.

I have lost hope, I truly don't have anything to live for. 
Every single part of my right now is an uphill battle. 

I give up. 
I don't want to die, I just don't want to wake up.