Would take me weeks to show my personality to someone at work. When i do, two weeks later i don’t even want to talk to the person because i start overthinking if the person will like me too much and that i may mess it up,  and then i get distant. Then i try to get back close to that person because my anxiety suddenly goes away and then repeat until i eventually ghost the person or the person gives up on me and think I’m weird. Wish i can break out of this. Therapy maybe? I’m 20 and weird.