I actually overflow my schedule because being social and more productive distracts me from my depression. I do this to the point where I have no free time. When I do have free time I force myself to do school work or a project because it distracts me from the fact I hate myself and I want to off myself. I also don’t act depressed I act extremely happy and optimistic and I just deny the fact I feel so horrible about myself. I feel like doing much more and not having any free time distracts me from my issues. That and doing weed and drinking. However, I’m not addicted I do it once in awhile.