I've already failed 3 animation assignments due to my mental state. I went through a diabetic T1 coma due to hospital neglect resulting in a near heart attack and possible death, lost my grandma, my dog and essentially my mind. I used to be a straight 70-80 student but since then my marks have dropped to 50% and lower. I've managed to be eligible for a resubmission on one of my assignments and I passed that course. I wasn't eligible for another one as my mark was too low but still passed the course. I got my marks back for my recent and I failed, I really tried so hard. Lots of factors influenced my grade including my lecturer not bothering with giving me a proper review because it was "too horrible" , I'm not exaggerating here, everyone heard her say it. However I am eligible for resub on this one and I'm ganna give it my all because if I don't pass this last assignment that weighs 60% of the grade, I fail the year. The thought frightens me and I refuse to redo my second year. I don't want to go through seeing my boyfriend and my friends move forward into their last year while I'm left behind redoing it all with people I don't know. My parents will be so disappointed in me. I'll have to continue my waitressing job and work 13 hours everyday in order to get by while my boyfriend becomes even more of the successful animator he already is. My dreams will go down the drain and I'll be a nobody compared to my over accomish brother, which I practically already am. The resub is due on the 4th of November and the final assignment on the 24th. I'm so scared.