I was at the verge of dying. I just couldn't cope with the pain anymore. The last two weeks have been nothing but a river of tears. Everyone telling me how I'm not worth it. How I'm so stupid, how my problem is stupid and how I just use it as an excuse to fix what I break when I'm mad. It doesn't stop there. They tell me how my life will never improve, how I'm unable to change, how I'm a failure and I will fail again!

WELL SCREW YOU PEOPLE! I was already tying the knot to end all that pain easy and fast and when I got up the chair I realized. This is all they wanted, they want me to fall down, (maybe not to die), they wanted me to believe what they expect me to believe. I'm not like that! IM A STRONG MAN! I have handled a crazy disease for far too long and I'm strong enough to show them how wrong they are about me.

I'll show them! LIFE CAN BE DIFERENT! I'm living just because of that! I believe in a better life! I believe I can change! I believe I am strong!

I BELIEVE IN MYSELF! I BELIEVE IN THE FUTURE! I'M STILL FIGHTING!

Thought I would share, for all the suicidal people out there. There's still a chance to fight, there's still hope if you believe in yourself.

Edit: http://vimeo.com/36282626