I recently just posted on here about a bad date I had and how the beginning of dating always majorly triggers my anxiety. It really frustrates me when people tell me to just get therapy or go to a doctor, assuming I have easy access to stuff like that. 

I want more than anything to function properly with this extremely frustrating mental issue, but I'm 19 years old with parents who don't give a shit about me. I can't afford to spend €50 a week on therapy sessions and medication, so it's just really fucking frustrating to be told this is what I need to do.

Idk. Sorry for this, I just needed to vent about it somewhere