Context: I am an Asian-American woman living in a primarily white area.

I have been called "unacceptable". Been asked if I even speak English while a white man films me and blocks my car from driving off. Had my car window banged on. My mother's car was swarmed with anti-lockdown protestors climbing onto it.

I can't stop crying. I can't help but feel like everyone in the entire world thinks I'm a monster. But I think everyone else in the world is a monster. And honestly, I'm probably more scared of them than they are of me. I feel like I can't even go to the grocery store without being on the verge of a panic attack. The black and white thinking has become so bad that I think anyone that tries to interact with me is going to hurt me. 

All I'm asking for right now is something positive to help me remember that there are good things in this world too.  Anyone have any positive stories of ways that people have helped you out during the pandemic?