I'm not sure what solutions I'm hoping for but just need to get things out sometimes.  I've been struggling with my career for some time now.  I was in a job that gave me major depression and anxiety.  The boss would literally pull us into his office at least once a week, if not daily, to tell us what we "did wrong" in the last 24 hours.  Sometimes this was just a stern talking to but other times it resulted in getting written up.  I began to stress over every little thing I did and that made it worse.  

Eventually, my position was eliminated and I thought "Thank God!  I can now try to pursue a new career I will hopefully be happier in and do better at.  But nothing I've wanted to do seems to be panning out.  I'm dreading having to go back to doing what I was doing and it makes me extremely anxious.  I know I won't be going back to working for the same boss, but I got to the point where I didn't even like what I was doing anymore.  I just wish I knew how to solve this and not lose my mind in the process.