Hello ^^ I'm Reni and I have bpd. I only turned 18 this year and therefore I was only diagnosed a couple of months ago. It feels like things make sense with my diagnosis but it's all still so confusing. 

I have a very hard time with my self destructive impulsives. I self harm and when I don't I have the tendency to steal, does this happen to anyone else? I think about drinking and standing on the ledge of a roof, doing things that I generally shouldn't, things that might get me hurt in more than one way. 

I'm constantly feeling uncertain of myself and wonder if I'm going crazy. I feel hopeless with my illness but also like I'm just stupid for not knowing what to do/how to feel. Could anyone tell me if they also feel this way and what I could do to improve? Thanks!! ^^