Hi, 17 m 

Pretty much I hear voices telling me to do things I see myself doing them things it's pretty hard for me to stop myself doing them things, I think everyone in my life is trying to kill/injure me or is trying to get information on me this Is why I have no one to talk to about this so it's all just being bottled up , when I go out in public anyone who is looking at me, starts to walk when I'm near them I think they are someone trying to get me, I'm always nervous /worried about everything, I self harm as its the only comping mechanism that I know it doesn't even work for me or if it does its only temporary, my grades are terrible as I can't concertrate on anything and have to use loud music to try and drown out the voices 

I'm in a state I need help I come home from school everyday to speak to no one I often have suicidal thoughts I just need help