i’m just in so much pain from all the stress in my life i can feel my chest heaving. my mom isn’t the person i thought she was as i grew up, and i feel like i am at a total crossroads in my life. my girlfriend is uncomfortable with my mom. my mom disregards her as my partner and talks about how i will marry i rich man one day. i am a lesbian and i have come out to my mom. i don’t know what to do. where to go. i feel so trapped. i feel so alone. everything is always my fault. i feel as though my legs are going to give out. i cannot do this much longer. this pain is so intense. so deep. my chest aches every time i breathe. i can’t do this anymore. i feel so alone.