I thought I had my splitting under control. For a while I recognized the signs and was able to take a few deep breaths, maybe step away if I was shaking with rage. I don't WANT to lose my friends. Lately I've been splitting over the smallest things, and I only back down after the rage has subsided. I think I'm pushing a lot of my friends away. I feel like soon I'll be entirely alone and it makes me want to die. Are there any reasons why I'm so easily set off lately?