I have too many emotions for a psychopath but most of every symptom I have is tied with psychopathy. I have no real friends. I put on the same mask every day and it is starting to feel wrong. The only way I can explain it is when you manipulate someone, completely, you have to lie to yourself to make it more believable. I’m not even sure why I do what I do to people. It’s not for entertainment, It’s not for attention. I don’t have enough energy to type for longer. I just want to be okay.