It’s not like people don’t love me enough, but I feel lonely everywhere: with friends, family, coworkers etc. Everyone acts like they’re better than me and honestly they are. I have a show tomorrow (acting) but I really just want to die. I can’t think straight as shown by my disorganized post and jumping from thing to thing. But worst of all, I can’t muster anything above numb. I can feel sad (damn near constantly), angry, nervous, etc. But never anything positive. I fucking hate life and I’m tired af. Haven’t slept normal hours in weeks.