I wish I wasn't me. I'm constantly used by people, and left alone and abandoned. It's mainly men that use me. My last boyfriend used me and blamed me for everything and all I ever did was show love and care for him. I met someone else online and they told me if their mental difficulties. I listened and cared, but is there any care for me? No. I don't care to get anything back but I just wish for once someone would care about me too. It's always one sided. I feel like being nice has got me nowhere in life except being used and taken advantage of. It's like I attract these people. I'm in bed crying now. Feeling totally alone despite supporting other people all the time. Nobody ever asks how I am except two of my friends. Everyone else's just takes everything from me. My heart just feels tired and broken. I don't know how much more I can take.