I had gotten into a fwb relationship recently about 2 weeks ago with someone with reddit, and it was amazing. He made me laugh and feel comforted and I felt so safe in his arms , but recently some stuff with my mom took a toll on us. (Look back at previous posts for reference).

When I walked out the house and was contemplating killing myself, I had contacted the only 2 people I had, my friend and him. Neither were there for me that night and I deleted them both off my snap. He took it personally, and since then has been distant.

We texted abd we added each other back and i assumed things would slowly get back to normal as my situation with my mom cooled down. But he took me deleting him as a red flag and was adamant about ending things. After crying and begging for days for him to stay, I finally accepted and let it go. I feel so lost and alone and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm tired of people leaving and being disliked by everyone around me.