Dear Reddit Community,

i don't want to waste your time, simply speaking i've been living in a wealthy houshold throughout my whole life, money's never been a problem. I got a caring family, everything is fine.

Due to my decent upbringing I've been able to start my own company, which turned out to be extremly successful. I pocked (30,000-70,000€) per month which allows me to purchase whatever I want. I've got a couple of good friends which I can rely on, so if we condider theses metrics everything is almost perfect.

Regardless I feel no joy in life, I'm certain my existence is unnecessary &amp; I've been suffering from suicidal thoughts throughout the previous years. I've  been to multiple psychiatrists, nothing shows any effect. I cant bear it any longer, what's wrong with me. 

Help me please!
I dont want to leave that early, I'm just 20.