I’m constantly thinking about my words and actions, big and small, and how they compare to everyone else’s... my conclusion is always that I’m a freak and can’t do anything right...

I dunno. “Normal people” don’t seem to question themselves as much. I’m constantly analyzing and being self deprecating. I’m tired.

I think a lot of people must feel this way, but it’s so unbearable I just had to vent about it a little.