Does anyone else ever experience periods of like restless and boredom that turn into you doing something unhealthy? I have those changes in character where i just wanna be self destructive. I’ll post nudes on the internet, drink, do drugs, anything to feel alive. Like today i just snorted my abilify and lorazepam and idk if it has a great affect but i get these mood swings where i wanna get fucked up or just be dangerous and not care at all. These urges usually last 4 or 5 days