As title says everyday i feel guilty of wasting my life , but at the same time i have no goals , no dreams , no happiness i don't care about anything , i gave up on my life long time ago . My only purpose in life that gives me minimum strenght is the fact that i have to keep going cause if ill end it now , ill cause immence sorrow for my family , and i don't want that . I already been burden for my family 20+ yrs and i just can't hurt them like that but at the same time i feel everyday that theres no place in earth for me like im just misplaced character in the wrong world .