Hey there all. As the title says, my doctor has a strong suspicion I have schizophrenia, or something similar, but since I’m using Kaiser Permanent out near San Francisco, I have to wait an incredibly long time to see anyone. 

Im not trying to ask y’all for a diagnosis or anything. I have enough medical issues and disabilities already to know that’s not possible. Even if I don’t fully know, I was just kinda hopin I could come here for some clarification and or support. My girlfriend is doing her best and doing what she can to help me and stuff which is helping me a lot, but schizophrenia, for some reason, has for many years been one of my worst fears. One of my family members left it untreated and died too soon, and my father was an overly paranoid person, so those have rubbed off on me most likely. 
The added stress of those has left me with a bit more stuff happening lately. My dreams are more wild and unhinged and I’m seeing stranger stuff, more aligned with my phobias and stuff. 
I’m sorry if this isn’t exactly the right place, I’m just not fully sure where else to go, and I could be waiting up to months to see a psychiatrist, and as I’m still fighting for disability I can’t just see one out of pocket either. 
Thank you all and have a good day :)