All i do is think about him. I miss him. I want to see him. I know its bc im sad and i love him and we broke up for good reasons and it didnt work. And im just so tired. And i hate sleepinh by myself. He lives up the street from me and i walked up the street to see if his light was on. It wasnt. Im wearinh his tshirt and cuddling his  stuffed monkey. I miss him and i wish in another universe we could be together. Someone please help. I wanna die. I wanted to die in the shower.