I’m not sure if this is allowed. If not, please delete. I also apologize for formatting, I’m new to this. (Diagnosis and posting)

I have been on medical leave for awhile trying to get everything under control. Last week both of my children came down with the C-19. 

After a week of doing everything cooking, cleaning, looking after the pets, caring for the girls (that was no problem they are young and getting sick is unavoidable.) and trying to pay bills/keep groceries on the table I am exhausted. 

Usually while the girls are in school I have time to basically curl under my blankets and just exist for a few hours. It’s part of my management technique. But this last week has exhausted me. Side note: I am married, but he did absolutely nothing to help except ask if the dishes were clean or dirty in the dishwasher) I had a couple of sleepless nights with the girls having high fevers, and the youngest has bad asthma. So yeah, not fun times.

I’m finding this week I am going between feeling irritable, and wanting to just make a blanket fort and hide in there. Yesterday I found myself getting upset because the dog was drinking too loud. (He is the best boy ever!)

Thanks for letting me vent.