Hello everyone, I've been experiencing more and more depression lately than my normal since my wife's dad died from cancer right in front of us then having to stare at him sad for 4 hrs until coroner got there. So since that day I have been feeling more lows than highs internally. I have been hiding it more and more and been successful. My biggest issue is when I just tried talking to my wife about it she got all quiet and was saying she never noticed this before as today I have had stronger feelings of depression. Sex has sucked as only time she seems to really try is when we are making a video (trying to makeoney) besides that part I feel happy about something then the next moment I feel depressed and against my decisions then next moment I'm all for it. And then sadness comes in for days and constant thinking. Anybody have any good ways to stop over thinking? I think that is my biggest problem and noticed most of loved ones and friends ignore stuff I vent about and see like I'm talking to myself most of the time. Sorry for the long rant