A little background on myself - i have had a lot of anxiety for the past couple of years which i have somehow been able to control lately through self. So i met my friend today after a really long time and he talked about his success stories to me. I feel incredibly inadequate and i feel like the amount of time i have spent the last few years at my job or in life have failed to amount to anything. I am not jealous of this person (or maybe I am).  he was my closest friend in school and seeing him succeed so much makes me feel incredibly anxious. I feel like i don't belong anywhere.