Does anybody else have a hard time determining when to admit themselves? For the first time in my life, I am having voices tell me to hurt myself (stab myself and let the badness flow out to be specific). I am worried I will stab myself once I get past the fear of pain. However I am having thoughts that maybe what I am experiencing is delusion in regards to this hallucination, and maybe I am not actually hearing these voices. But I am. They are little monsters. I am so confused.