Was taking antideressant since December until March. Had a fight with parents blablabla, long story short i quit meds. I made a mistake of neglecting my mental needs while i was on meds. When i quit everything just crumbles down. I've been awfully depressed for about a month. Last week i completely lost myself. Only stayed in bed, suicidal, can't talk, forgetful, dissociating, it was awful. I felt like i didn't matter and didn't feel like i exist at all. The best i can explain it is that i just feel really emotionally worn out. Right now, I somehow get a little energy to slowly build myself again, very very slowly. But little things stress me out a lot. Like for example a group project, when the slow one responds a minute late, i feel like decorating her face with some chairs, you know. I get teary and angry over little stressors, can't really focus and study cs my mind goes 200km/h in the wrong lane. Im tired. I need advice on how i can deal with this. Thanks in advance 