Ive been waiting for over a year now for this assessment and it went horribly wrong. The area I live in apparently is awful for support surrounding personality disorders, this was told to me by the mental health practitioner carrying out the assessment.. Oh. 

I also currently suffer badly with my physical health. I'm due surgery in 10 days to remove my Fallopian tubes. Obviously this too is having a huge impact on my MH. 

It comes down to this: they can't help me. Because I take strong painkillers, they don't know what they're fighting. So they've sent me away and told me to come back when I'm off them. So I'm alone. I have to face it all alone.. 

I don't think I can guys.