I used to be a very accomplished weightlifter when I was in highschool, I held every weightlifting record. I worked out religiously. Then bipolar hit me. Now it’s a real struggle just to get out of bed everyday, let alone work out for an hour or two. I’m very very out of shape now compared to what I used to be but I still have a lot of my strength, it’s just very demotivating to work out when I already feel like shit then I look at how bad of shape my body has gotten into. I really struggle keeping a consistent workout schedule, and even when I do workout I always switch up my routine too frequently because I’m usually manic when I work out. All in all, it just seems like working out is impossible for me now even though it used to be the thing I loved most in life.