Both me (22/f) and my brother (20/m) suffer from depression. I feel like I went through my worst almost two years ago. It’s been tough but in general im getting better with occasional slips but im working on it. My brother is currently going through his toughest time, he’s had depression for a long time but over the last 8 months it’s become worse than he’s ever experienced. I try to be there for him as much as I can and I try to be supportive. He has outbursts of anger and just yells at me and takes anger out on me. I get that it’s bc he feels comfortable and safe but it hurts to be his punching bag and I feel selfish for not wanting to do it anymore, I just want to push him away and I feel myself starting to spiral again. Please help, I want to be there for him but I really hate it right now