I know my life is worth less than other people’s lives and I have known it for **years**. My life **is** worthless! I am worth *nothing*. All the people here post and talk about their partners and “FP’s” that love them and worship them and see through all their flaws. Well I don’t have that shit. I’m a fucking ugly disgusting ass manlet negro so I know I will absolutely *never be loved ever by anyone*, nobody could ever love a black man to begin with, especially not a manlet freak with a personality disorder. Honestly it should be legal for the FBI to just execute me. I hate my appearance so intensely it’s fucking incomprehensible, I truly hate how I look and how my life is inherently fucked by how I look. I need to suffer with this and I have to do it *in solitude* which is why physical self-destruction is the only answer.