So my BPD is getting to me. My FP messaged me this evening asking if  could find his work apron at work or if he needs a new one for next week when he returns. I took this as maybe he wants to see me. I said I didn’t find his old one, but I asked my manager if we had new ones and I found one.I asked if he wanted me to bring it to him? He said no thanks that he’s out eating dinner and is doing laundry afterwards. I immediately felt angry, hurt, and rejected because I wanted to get laid  so I didn’t respond and left him on “read”. He said his mom is in town for a few days so I should take that into consideration, but this stupid disorder always makes me assume the worst.