Hi, guys.
I grew up watching american high school movies, like 17 again, vampire diaries etc. I thought my life was gonna look like that, btw I dont live in USA so high school came and everything turned to hell. High school is all about school, where I live. So I studied a lot to pass, but now I realised I missed out on the funniest things. I didnt really realise it until now when I watched my favorite old high school movies, I remebered how I thought my life was gonna be like. OH, lol. MY life is no where like that. I lost my best friend and I am totally lonely.  I am gonna soon graduate and it is so embarrasing. High school graduation is the biggest party where I live. I mean seriously that day is the next most important day in your life in your life after your wedding day. I havent even made any good friends at school. We hang out in school, but I dont even think my friends at school are gonna accept to be in my photos let alone come to my party. 

Can you imagine the reaction my parents and relatives are gonna have when they see that no one is coming for my party. My cousins and uncle already know I am a loser, but I dont feel like answering their question on that day. So I am planning on missing it, call in sick or anything that saves me from the embarrasment. I hate HIGH SCHOOL. On top of this, I am stressed out about a lot of other things, life hasnt been easy on me since I was born but it was way better before covid19. I cant even get out when I want to.