It’s seems like everyone I’ve trusted or did for has always back stabbed me . I got to the point now I don’t mind being alone forever. It’s stressful knowing you put so much effort to be good to people , just for them to have hidden agendas. It’s friends I still communicate with but I don’t feel like I trust them . They always call me almost everyday and I feel bad to not answer but man I’m so done with their shit I swear it.