But I had no other option, because I went to gymnasium (I was a straight-A student). Not to mention I went for a degree that I no longer have interest in and I lack skills needed to properly do this job (mostly self-confidence and social skills). My dad doesn't allow me to switch to other degree. Now I'm stuck. And I'm mad because of it. I no longer have motivation for studying. I have two exams  next week, and I have to write a thesis (and that requires extra motivation and dedication). I feel helpless.