When I’m alone I feel like I don’t exist. Not physically, but conceptually, as a person. Its like my sense of ‘self’ is only solid externally, people around me solidify it, a significant other or a friend. Alone I feel like a void. I would be sitting alone in my room reading or watching tv and I would just get an overwhelming feeling that this isn’t real. I need someone to watch me, being a person is like performing for someone else, without that I feel like a void.