It took me 4 months to create my family dynamic in my new relationship. My boyfriend staring as my mother. Welcome to the show!

I used extremely dramatic behavior, emotional manipulation, gaslighting and more. I have achieved what I wanted. And I hate it. I don't want to go through this again. But I created this.

I hope I'm also able to revert this. I don't know. I just want to be a normal healthy adult. I'm tired of my bullshit