Sometimes I feel like I never do anything right, sometimes I feel like what I'm missing is "love", but what's the point of thinking about it if I'm probably never going to have a girlfriend. I want to ignore this feeling of "having a crush on someone", what's the point of liking someone if I'm not going to get anything in return, just pain. Will my friends mind if I kill myself? I only wish once in my life, to be able to feel that I am important in someone's life. I hate being in love, I hate being alive