I don't know what I want to do in life career wise. I am currently in the hospitality industry due to the fact that I want to make people happy,  but that is such a cliché statement is it not ? At the same time, I want to make a good living while doing it.  And as you move up your industry you will have to interact with more executives, attend more meetings, etc. However, when I sit at the table with managers, I just get this overwhelming feeling that I do not belong. No matter what I do. They have never said that I don't belong, I just cannot shake the feeling. I'm scared to voice my opinion (even if I genuinely feel its a good one) due to the worry that it will be scoffed at, or that someone may be offended by it. I compare myself to others who are my age and feel this overwhelming sense of something because I feel as though I am wasting time in life(currently 25 yrs old). I lay down to go to sleep at night and positive talk myself into believing that I deserve everything I've earned and that I will figure it out. I go to sleep with confidence, wake up with confidence. But as soon as I am in the situation again with managers I freeze, I get overwhelming anxiety. My speaking becomes shaky (even though no one ever seems to notice. Maybe I am just imagining that?). And the cycle just restarts over and over. I value money over happiness in careers but I want to make a good living too. I like hospitality but it doesn't make me truly happy. The issue is that I'm too scared to take a chance on myself in other industries. I research different things I may be interested in but stop because the thoughts of "What are you doing? who are you to think you can do any of these things" creeps in. I don't know, I am in this loop of fear and anxiousness that I can't snap out of. I want to live, I don't want to simply exist. I'm just hoping someone can relate and possible provide any advice on how to combat this.