Im posting here because i would be too ashamed to talk about this sort of stuff in real life...

Im considering killing myself , mostly just due to unhappiness/depression , i dont really enjoy anything in life any more and there is just a inner pain i have to deal with and the pain is just too much to cope with. Feel like ive tried everything people would advise but still i end up back at this same point.

For context im 26 male and live a normal life, I have hobbies/friends/family/job/money , I also have a therapist.

It took me a while to come to this conclusion , I feel bad i want to kill myself because i know all the people around me it would effect , but i dont really see any other option.