hello everyone 
idk how to start this so ill just go straight to the point 

i dont mind dying but not like i was to kill my self or jumping from a building i want to go to sleep and bot wake up

and i blv in heaven and hell but its not like i dont want to go there it just i dont want to exist i dont want ppl to remember me like if i was never alive

i dont have a bad life but i feel useless abt simple stuff 

ik this might sound funny but i always wish if i was an animal no stress no responsibility 

am i depressed why do i feel like this