i feel this way all the time. i used to be really successful as a child; i did sports, extracurricular, got good grades, etc. once i hit middle school i started to have severe anxiety and my grades slipped but i was able to have 4.0 gpa by the time i left. mental health got worse after that. i dropped out of high school to do home school in 9th grade, but i was able to get dual enrolled at a local community college in 10th, and had my associate’s degree by the time i graduated high school. i transferred to a bigger university where i’m currently at now. idk, i don’t feel proud of myself or like i accomplished much. i wish i did things differently. i’m 19 and people remind me i’m still young and have my life ahead of me. i compare myself to my friends, they have so many friend groups, extracurricular, skills, jobs, etc. and i feel like i’m doing nothing but the bare minimum.