I had my therapy session last night. My therapist noticed I have abandonment rage because I tend to not take rejection well. For example I was upset my old high school teacher unfriended me for no reason but she’s friends with my other classmates who post worst stuff so I reported her page and blocked her. Also my fear of not taking rejection well is not helping me either. I still think of the time when my prom date left me and didn’t dance with me. Also, the time when this girl ghosted me on the Day off our date, I didn’t confront her about it but I constantly wrote names about her in my journal. Also, when I get in arguments I tend to hit below the belt. One time I told someone “no gives a fuck your father is in the army” I was sneak dissed one time on FB, I almost told this girl she was horrible mother for always asking for go fund me’s for her family. I feel that need to get this under control before I start dating