my entire life i've been through racism by my friends ..teachers and neighbors..and people of social media ..because of my ethnicity..
the problem is that people are ok with this kind of racism ...i don't want to get into details of how they are ok with it  ..but they just don't look at it as something serious..it didn't affect my mental health that much..but lately i been thinking about it ..and it really hurts to remember..ive been crying for days now the idea of not being respected my entire life is effecting me. I can't get over it .. I'm sad and mad , i can't stop blaming my self ,because of it ,even though i stood up for my self all the time ..but i really can't do it no more..i feel like im dying from the inside...i treated them with love and respect but they never gave it back..i've never had good friends 💔
I made this account just now ...i really need help 
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