i’ve been diagnosed with bpd, ptsd, and mdd. everything feels like its not getting better. i’ve been getting upset with my friends and getting terribly triggered over absolutely nothing. i spend every day crying and hurting myself. i have nightmares of attempting every single day and now i have a plan because of these dreams. i want to live and be happy but i’m so tired of this pain that i’m feeling all the time... and i don’t know how much more i can take. i just need support and would appreciate anyone’s words of advice. please just anyone who’s willing to listen to a selfish attention seeking bitch.