Last summer when I was very psychotic I kinda cut off all of my friends and now that I'm a little bit more stable I want to reach out to them again and reconnect. The only problem is I just feel really guilty doing that because everything in my life revolves around my illness so I don't really have anything else to talk about with them and I don't want to scare them. For instance they might ask me how college is going, but I dropped out/am taking a break because of my illness so idk what else to say.