I feel like I’ve reached a new low. I’ve always had some suicidal idealization before but now I feel myself starting to make a real plan. I stopped showering everyday, nothing feels worth getting up in the morning for anymore. I feel hollow inside and like a projector is playing out my everyday conversations for everyone but really I’m just an empty shell. Food is unappealing, nothing really is appealing except sleep. I want to die. I truly feel as though my life has no path anymore. I feel like I have no more value to offer anyone. I don’t want to keep having to wake up and do this over and over again. It’s not worth it. And nobody cares