Everything in my life is going downhill. I'm stuck living at my moms house. On top of being cheated on by my fp/boyfriend and him leaving me for her, possibly getting convicted for something, my job killing me, not having enough to move out, having no friends, my mom is shoving the last nail in the coffin.

She came in today saying my hair looked like shit and I look like a crazy person. My hair is just naturally dry, I put leave in conditioner but it doesn't really help. Now she's threatening to kick me out and I don't have the money to live anywhere.

She keeps kicking me while I'm down and I can't take it anymore. She calls me a terrible mother and that I look like shit and no one likes me when I'm fighting SO HARD to fucking stay alive and be there for my kids.

I just can't do this. I have no one, no one on my side. Just everyone constantly putting me down. No one's proud of me, nothing I do is enough.