Hey! Is there anyone (especially women 18-49) who got the J&amp;J vaccine? I have a bad fear of medications and vaccines and similar stuff, I postponed getting it for as long as I could, but then I got the courage and did it on thursday.

I had no actual side effects, but first days were hell, I had panick attacks back to back for days, I was so desperate for relief I called everyone, even my GP, emergency number etc, I cried and begged and pleaded with universe, but it wouldn't stop, it was awful.
Then I did platelet counts in the lab and I calmed down for a day and a half.

Its coming back now and Idk if its wise to do platelet counts every other day for 3 weeks now, I would like to calm down on my own. 

Idk what I want, I guess I want to hear from women who have gottwn the J&amp;J vaccine and have no blood clots or anything. From men too, of course, its just that women are in the risk for the clots.

Also help on what to do. I've had panic attacks for like 5 years and I am awesome at dealing with them, can calm myself down immediately, but this is different. Its not a panic attack that begins and ends, its terrible, neverending, heavy worry that just won't stop and I am so scared I don't want to die