I'm only 18 years old, but i'm done with this shit. Waking up everyday having my life decided by my parents I'm tired. I cannot make them understand to respect my opinions, fields that we work are totatly different, but they they think it same as them and every single fucking day they ask lots of questions. I don't wanna answer them but when I do this she starts "you are useless, you act useless in your workplace and so on". Finally in my life i found someone i really loved, someone that i can call my twinflame and i lost him just because of my parents opinion. I can't go even a psychologist and check my mentalstate just because they will overreact and start call me crazy this time. I know it is ok not to be okay, but i wish them to understand it too. Trying to act always strong is so hard, i'm tired. I wish I could've end my life right know but I can't because I'm a fucking coward. I cannot leave family either because they want me to marry when I'll graduate. I wish at least I was a boy, my restrictions would be less so my pain...