It's 2 AM here in England and frankly nothing good happens after 9 PM in most cases so maybe I am just in that sort of headspace where everything is x 10 as intense but right now I am honestly so completely and utterly drained and I can't help but wonder "when is the world going to accept people like me?", I say "people like me" but everyone seems to plod along and get on with it and there I am left behind in the dark. I feel so far behind in every possible way and it's getting harder and harder to reach out. Recently finding out about my ASD diagnosis which is hitting me harder and harder every single day. Having very little emotional support from family, the few friends I have nearby or the guy I'm currently seeing. I feel like such a burden and the main reason I come online is an excuse to get away from that but even now that is starting to wear away, that "feel good" feeling I get from talking to people. I am so exhausted.