I used to be a top student and now I’m just so unmotivated, I can’t study and I can’t sleep and eat well. I’ve started getting anxiety attacks when taking my exams and therapy doesn’t seem to be helping a lot. I used to be so happy and motivated. But now I’m just so negative and worried all the time. I don’t understand what is wrong. Why am I like this now? I really just don’t want to live anymore. Every time I go to my parents they just ask me to learn and go through it. I try to do it and force myself to focus and be happy but my body just physically can’t. I just feel so alone. I don’t know why I can’t be ok with myself and just be happy by myself. I just can’t physically do this anymore. I just want to give up.