I'm currently in a living situation that is not ideal. It could be a lot worse, but the 2 people I live with are causing my stress and anxiety. Let's just say they are not particularly friendly people. They're not unbearably horrible, and it's mainly just 1 of them that is very rude, but either way it has got to a point now where it's clear they don't really like me (even though I've not actually done anything to them) and I hate being at my house. I have to live here for 6 more months and I just don't want to be filled with stress and anxiety every time I'm home and know that they are too.

Luckily 1 of them has a boyfriend so stays at his house half the time, and I'm seeing someone at the minute so will stay at his sometimes, but I am at home at least at some point for most days of the week and I almost feel like I'm walking on eggshells. I've noticed now that the girl who's been really rude to me purposefully avoids me if I'm out of my room and she's about to come out (AKA she will open her door and then go back in).

I wouldn't say I'm a big people pleaser, I'll stand up for myself when it's necessary, but I do try to keep peace most of the time even if they're being unreasonable as confrontation gives me stress/anxiety and makes me shake, so even when I want to stick up for myself sometimes I just don't because I can't handle the way it feels.

I feel like I'm not gonna go another 6 months without getting into some kind of disagreement with them again, as it's only been like 2 1/2 months that I've lived with them and we had a big argument the other day, and have had other small things happen. I just don't know what to do. I am already stressed about other things in life right now and I'm trying to keep that under control, but I feel like living somewhere where people don't like you and there is obvious tension will just make it impossible to ever feel totally calm, and the thought of that stresses me out even more.

Is it possible to not let this get to me? I'm a huge overthinker and tend to dwell on things a LOT and for a long time. For example, the argument we had was like 6 days ago, and the past 6 days it is almost all I've thought about. I don't really know how to make amends with them, because even before anything between us happened, they never wanted to hang out or anything so it's clear they're not very social anyway. I'm trying to be positive about it, I've talked to friends and family and they all support me, but I feel like this is gonna be hard to not let stress me out and it's giving me anxiety.