I have been struggling with mental illness for all my life. If someone promised me just ONE hour a week of clarity, when I am myself, but the price was hurting someone... said someone is going Doooown like a bitch.

I yearn for the day when I can get out of this altered state of conciousness. for a few minutes a month, through immense effort, I experience what that' like, and... there is no better feeling than that.

Theeeeeeeeeeeeeen there are "people", for lack of a better word, who PURPOSEFULLY INDUCE ALTERED STATES OF CONCIOUSNESS. WHAT THE FUCK EVEN YOU GIFT WASTING FCKING UNGRATEFUL INBRED MORONS???, WHAT THE FUCK?? They posess the greatest gift imaginable in our fucked up world, and they WASTE IT!!!

Using drugs is the equivalent of smashing a super expensive Iphone to the pavement. Wasteful, ungrateful, idiotic. 

#F U C K

ANYONE WHO USES DRUGS.