My life changes today. I’m getting help and I know that everything will be okay. I will get healthy and start feeling like things are achievable again. Today I start to search for who I am outside of bipolar disorder and I hope that there’s something still there. If not I’ll work to define myself in other ways. Today is the first day of the rest of my life because it has to be. Because I’m tired, because I can’t afford to lose anyone else or another job. Because I deserve to be happy. I’m just trying to find a way I can believe it. 

I hope you all find peace in today.