I don’t even know, I feel like I knew once but now I have no idea, I jus stay in my room, listen to music, smoke, cry and do anything to feel better, I have no worth, if I died people would be better off, they’d laugh more, have better days, I jus drag people down, I’m not worth anything, I’m jus here, existing and it hurts, it’s painful to jus wake up everyday, I can feel it in my chest, I can feel myself slowing dying,the only hope I have is one day my attempts will work