I’m scared for myself at this point, my life hasn’t seemed so aimless up until now. I’ve lost ambition to do nearly everything and that this point am on the verge of losing a good paying job. All of it is exhausting, working, socializing, financial planning, even hygiene and grocery shopping. I just don’t want to do any of it anymore! Moving back home probably wasn’t the best idea since now this “safety net” has made me even lazier and wanting to give up on everything. I feel ashamed of myself that I’ve let it get this bad, I can barely even answer calls or texts from friends that I know are worried about me.

I’m just tired…