I was pretty familiar with the program last year, but they have modified it quite a bit and the school’s guidelines are also ever-changing. I just feel bad because I told them I wanted to help again and once I got the green light I realized how unhelpful I actually am right now. I guess today was only day 1 of me being back, but I’m feeling the pressure because they told me they are two days behind. 

I just started taking my lexapro again. I actually took it this morning before work even though I usually take it at night. Earlier today I thought that maybe it caused me more anxiety, but now I think maybe it helped keep me from crying lol. 

Rant over. Hang in there healthcare workers and school staff/faculty!