It’s a weird title. Stay with me though. So I have this irrational fear that I’ll lose information I’m interested in so I’ll keep a copy on my phone/cloud and I’ll write it down. It’s nothing super important. A list of movies I want to watch, books I want to read, topics I want to research more, quotes I love, stuff from TikTok that’s helpful to dealing with my mental health. I’m so afraid of not having access to the info. Like if my phone dies, if the cloud dies along with the internet and I can’t access that info that helped with my depression, that I lose the notebook with the info. 

It’s a strange fear. I’m just wondering if anyone else experiences this? I’m trying to figure out wtf happened in my life to make me have this strange fear.