I just keep chanting to myself "You are not being rejected, you just have bpd, everything will be ok" it kinda works, but this is more than a mild annoyance having to self soothe.. if I was in a bad mood I would of probably relapsed. I didn't think and I guess that's what matters idk. Fuck. 


Lmao

Absolutely nobody: 

Me: *gives myself a gold star for not cutting myself over fake rejection*


Fuckin wild