I honestly don’t know if I’m depressed, I don’t think I am but I would guess a lot of people here would relate. I’m in high school right now and my friend just killed himself and I feel completely numb about it like it didn’t happen, my dad was deported a few months ago and I just don’t enjoy anything. I went from having all A’s and B’s to failing multiple classes now and my Gpa dropped. I always kept my room spotless, I was super clean but now it’s a terrible mess and I’ve been skipping class, skipping the gym, skipping practice, not doing anything now and I’ve been playing way more video games to just cope with everything. I also recently have problems with managing my anger and it’s come from nowhere, I get really mad then it turns into sadness and I just start crying. I also started ending up in arguments with my mom which didn’t happen before, and my family relationships have just gotten worse. Before my friend killed himself, it felt like he was just slowly fading away and all of a sudden he was just gone. I still feel numb from everything I don’t know how to feel. Maybe I should be feeling sad right now but I just don’t feel everything. With my situation at school I fear for my future because my grades have been dropping, but I can’t motivate myself at all. Can someone please tell me what I can do? I just want to feel normal again it feels like everything bad is happening right now and I’m just watching it happen to me.