Today I was bored so I cut myself and even that didn’t make me feel anything. Am I that numb that self harm doesn’t make me feel a thing?
I did it completely calm because I was like fuck been a while and then got mad and real low because I care about nothing, feel nothing, not even that. Ah. It’s the unstable mental health for me. Anyways ahaa.... yanno when you realise you don’t wanna try, you stop looking before you cross the road, you step in the puddles, you decide nothing means anything to you. One of those days. You’re just waiting to go to bed. Good luck to any of you struggling out there x