Been a class topper till class 10. Decided to move to a different "better" school to pursue 11th and 12th which has better prep for Ivy leagues and Med schools. There I couldn't adjust to the environment and got into depression real quick. The results just came out and I have gotten below average scores, me who had gotten A+ at math in 10th grade got a C here in 12th. Really thought I would make it but my life simply sucks. Studies was the only thing I was good at but now I feel fucking useless. I really want to end everything but I cannot. Every day of the same old shit being worthless and useless.