argued with my mom again about how im a leech vs how she controls what little freedom i have while being utterly dependent on them   


my arguments are always ignored, while i always have to abide by their rules.    


i feel better after screaming and yelling (and resisting the urge to break things), like more relaxed, but are there not other ways i can get this tension out of me without resorting to hateful arguments with my parents.    


people might suggest exercise but it doesnt really get the hate out, if that makes any sense.