I don’t know what to do. I’ve gone through 10+ therapists in the past month just because they just won’t see people with BPD. There are no specialists in my area, or if there are I’m having a really tough time finding them. I’ve been looking for months. My symptoms are getting worse. I have no friends and can’t make any. My family doesn’t care. I have zero support and zero skills to handle this on my own.  I can’t take it anymore. What can I do? I need help so badly. I’m considering checking myself into a hospital. Is that a bad idea? Will someone be able to help me then? I just don’t know what to do.