imagine telling someone you're busy over the weekend and then posting pictures of urself hanging out outdoors with all of ur perfect friends ✌🏻 for everyone to see. Fuck friendships, fuck relationships. All my friendships fall apart cuz people get bored of me, i thought this would be the one to last. Why does this keep happening. I never want to have a fucking friend again cuz all it takes for people is a bit of distance to forget you exist. My friends never really cared about me like I care about them. I constantly think and worry about them and they can't even be honest with me. Ffs  I thought i wad getting better. I mean I am, and im gonna focus on myself from now on, fuck everyone else.

Input welcome I guess