So now I know, I’m Bipolar I, I thought 💭 I was just BPD with all my other comorbidities,  buuuuuuuut nope!    


Now I understand why I don’t have pals, why holding down a job is hard, and why I struggle the way I do frequently.      


And I’ve based the last 10 years on research, trying to find out all the methodologies to treat BPD.    

But, I have to start from scratch, but at least now I finally know why my struggle has continued and unfortunately, will continue until I die.       


My friend Jessica had BP1 and put a bullet through her chest, now I can see why.    

Anyone, and everyone, please give me a starting point.