I just remembered a few comments that I don’t think were malicious but basically reminding me I’m not skinny. I have an eating disorder, and these comments come to mind every few days and I starve myself and drink a shit ton of water and sometimes id take laxatives. I get really infuriated even thinking about my body. I am 5’5 and wear a 12-14... so I’m not huge but I’m overweight. I used to be even more overweight but because of my eating disorder I lost around 30-40lbs. Tonight I remembered the comments, and now planning to only eat 600 calories a day again. Destructive? Definitely. BPD related? Maybe. I get super aggressive about this topic it’s so bad.