My brain is fucked. Why? Because the whole “I am an emotional abuser” sunk into my fucking brain and there is no fucking solution. When my partner questioned me, “why are you receptive now” because he told me so many fucking times and i couldn’t tell him why. I really don’t fucking know why. fk everything &amp; everyone. how the fuckkkk do i know when this shit happen? I never once hated or blame him for telling me because it made me realise so much &amp; i love his honesty. Being with together with him is fucking awesome and i feel loved. he thinks that i am damn hell miserable

My fucking brain has no intention of hurting anyone but my fucking action does. 

just let me stop breathing