does anyone know of a place on the east coast i can go to get help. i feel so hopeless and alone. this had gone on my whole life and i feel like if i keep trying to manage this on my own i might not make it this time. i’ve lost just about everything there is to lose. i’ve got nothing left i’m reaching the end of my rope. please if anyone can help i just want to stop myself from getting to the point of no return. i have people depending on me to make it. i need real help not just some bullshit quota meeting therapist. somethings really wrong with me.