life isnt worth living with a major illness. i cant even sleep lol, suffering after suffering. what the hell man, like seriously wtf. 

and u tell ur  doctor and ur doctor try to downplay everything. like bro, this is serious and people wouldn't last a week with all the pain im enduring. i may cry everyday but im one tough mf for sticking it this far. just stop and give me more meds to keep the pain away.