Both of us are fed up with our lives. My life has sucked for the last 30 years of my 50 years. Her life has sucked for about that same period but especially in the last 15. She's got Parkinson's and is mostly housebound. Her days literally are watching TV sitting at her computer. She hates her life and she hates the way she looks and of course the way she feels.

She is probably less than 2 years from being in a nursing home. Financially there is nothing. We both just get by. I have no life either and it has nothing to do with the fact I'm taking care of her. I officially had my life as I said for about the past 30 years. Just basically existed.

She is probably the only thing keeping me alive at this point can't wait for her to be gone so I can then be gone.