I don't like showering. Period. So I'm fuckin sick of something kinda taking over my body or something? (I have no clue what the fuck is going on) and pushing me to shower. Some kind of...outside force. I hate showers. I like my body odor. So why do I keep feeling an irresistible compulsion or force pushing me to shower, smfh? Can't even go 3 days without since June started. Wish I could just be the old me before I got dx'd with psychosis.

Happy Tuesday friends. Hope we all have a good week