Yesterday I became 100 days sober for the first time.  I cried all day because the person who I did it for isn’t talking to me.  I wanted so badly to tell her and make her proud, but I couldn’t bring myself to violate her space.  She’s the only person who would understand how significant this is to me, and the only person who cared enough to ever ask me to stop.  I wish I didn’t feel so alone in this.