I feel empty inside, my identity is confused, nothing makes me truly happy, I am diagnosed with ADHD, Autism, Ptsd. But I truly don't know who I am or what I have, maybe alexithymia maybe apd or aspd, no sense of identity, bad memory, avoidant towards affection, I am not suicidal but I don't enjoy anything truly. I want to be an artist but doing anything new hurts and since I have no sense of identity I have no creativity. I distance myself and can't keep social contacts. So tired I sleep alot and everything feels like chores. I pick my skin and that's the only selfharm I do besides avoiding interests and learning things. Don't get me wrong I learn things slowly once in a while when I force myself. Most of the time I struggle to see the reason why to do things. What are your tips?