hi so i made a post like two weeks ago asking for tips on finding your first job with anxiety, and there were some wonderful people that replied to it. so i wanted to say thanks and give a little update, but i honestly don’t don’t the best way to do that lol 

anyway, i signed up for care.com to try to find babysitting jobs. i’m great with kids so i figured it might be a nice thing to do! obviously kids can be stressful too, but to me at least i can handle hyper kids more than a large group of customers. 

i met with a family and it went SO WELL. i was so anxious before, i even cried on the phone with my friend, but when i met them i felt so much better. they have twin boys who are super adorable🥺 the parents were pretty young so we were able to have fun conversations instead of like super professional lol. they said they would stay in touch and told me to add them on facebook which feels like a good sign? idk. i really hope i get the job, but even if i don’t i’m proud of myself for going out of my comfort zone a little and meeting them!!