I've been just waiting for over a week and I can't do it, I'm making 0 progress on everything. I'm not even going outside anymore (never happen before) and it's not because of anxiety, I just don't want to. I don't care about the consequences, I guess I just kind of gave up. I keep waiting for something but it's not gonna happen, I went from feeling like shit to being a completely unproductive piece of shit. Genuinely one of the worst decisions I've made in a long time but I'm too far in to give up and getting off it is supposed to be even worse.

Mirtazapine, 15g then 30 last few days. Increased my appetite but I can't be bothered to eat, helped with sleep but now I can't get up. What am I supposed to do? Have to wait a few days for follow up with doctor