It started 3 years ago It was like a pain in chest from time to time it started hurting only at night but gradually went to half day and until then full day it is like a shadow casted upon you. I just want my parents to be proud of me I want good grades but I can't bcs of this depression. This year I can't feel my emotions  nothing gives me pleasure it is like an just pushing myself through the day without a reason, stuck somewhere between life and death. Does anyone else have similar experience I see people going fragile after depression, for me it made me cold I can't feel emotions I will hurt anyone who hurts me. I don't know how to heal myself I thought depression gotta last 6-8 months. Can anyone help