I've struggled with anxiety since I've been a teenager but it's been getting far worse lately. I honestly don't even know why. It's been a way less shit year on the surface than last year but my anxiety has grown astronomically. To the point where I'll get fevers of up to 39° (obviously not Fahrenheit because I would be dead) and just be sick for the entire rest of the day. Now you would think this would have to be over something pretty big right, right? Nope, the last time this happened it was literally a girl I like breaking eye contact which sent me spiraling. I feel like I'm going insane.

I would go to the doctor but I just can't pay for it with current circumstances. So I just want to know if other people have experienced this too or if I'm going insane