I remember going to a lot of doctors for unexplained aches and tinnitus. I’ve always had trouble falling asleep, I refused to go out if something big like an exam was coming up, even if I didn’t necessarily stay home to study. I’ve always felt an obligation to go out with my friend because in my head if I didn’t go with them they’d be making fun of me behind my back. Always had a huge fear of missing out, to the point of crying and throwing up when I did miss out on something.

All the things I’m describing are from ages 1-9. What’s your experience?