so my fp (best friend/boyfriend) ended things about a week and a half ago due to my abusive behavior. he said we could still be friends and set a boundary that we no longer have sex. fine. that’s cool. i keep thinking he’s about to break his boundary by the way he’s acting and so i went off my bc. my brain tells me to intentionally get pregnant and trap him while he still thinks i’m on bc. we live in a state where abortion is a no go. help lol