Depression is something I have dealt with since I was a child. I don't know really when it started, I just have always had it, and it started to just blend with everyday life. I've tried working theough therapy, and have been diagnosed with PTSD. 

This year has been especially hard. I work full time on top of going to school full time. I work at night and never see the light of day. I'm sure this doesn't helo my overall headspace. 

I am at the lowest I have ever been. Each day I wake up, I feel myself slipping a little deeper. For the first time ever I feel tomorrow isn't gaurenteed, and like I'm not quite sure how much longer I can go.

My school is suffering because I have almost zero motivation to work on anything. My job is suffering as most days I cannot make myself get out of bed. 

I'm not really asking for advice. I guess I just needed to tell people, since I cannot hardly effectively communicate and put into words my feelings, even with my own wife. Which in turn creates a large divide between us, and makes me feel even more isolated.

I'm just finished. I do not know where to go from here, or even repair the damage depression has inflicted on my own life.  I've just had enough.