I've been trying to learn guitar and sing, but when I listen back to myself, I sound like garbage. I know the point of a hobby isn't to be good at it, it's just to have fun, but I wish I was good at singing or something so I could not feel embarrassed to befriend other people with that interest. I feel like I'm just going to be stuck with imposter syndrome forever.

Another thing I like is writing. I recently posted some of it on Reddit and got a good response, but I still felt like a total fake and that people are just trying to be nice because they feel bad. I feel like even if I was somewhat okay at some hobby, I'll never be good enough. Comparison really is the thief of joy, but I can't get my brain to stop comparing. I love art, but I can't even try to make it because my brain just self-destructs whenever I see what I create. It's really dragging me down.