Hey everyone it’s me again! I’ve tried lexapro, zoloft , buspirone, hydroxyzine, was giving propranolol but then told not to take it due to my low to normal bp. Years ago I also tried celexa and cymbalta ( I think! ) 
So I have been begging all my doctors for gene site test, no one will do it! So I finally had my 23 and me one done which so I guess kind of the same? Here is what one of my psychiatrist said “paxil , Effexor or Luxov I can try as they show normal metabolism on my texting. I have two, plus a therapist, plus my doctors because this has been such hell. 
my other other is suggesting try Buspar again at higher dose and maybe add Wellbutrin or try Effexor to also help my migraine headaches and possible physical symptoms. 
I’m sooo torn / unsure. I know nothing about any of these. Aside from horror stories. 
I’m scared because it seems Effexor and Paxil are some of the “hardest” to come off and on but are top two options on my gene test. 
One day I hope to have a baby, so I keep that in the back of my mind as well because I would have to come off of it for that , 
I assume. 

Thanks for all the advice! I have severe medication anxiety, and I’m petrified at this point and honestly don’t know if I’m strong enough to even try something else so I’m just trying to get everybody’s personal experience. If it wasn’t for all the physical symptoms, I wouldn’t even be entertaining medicine anymore because mentally I’ve always had to handle it you know? 
but it’s debilitating and stopping me from truly living. Who wants that? 
I’ve had so many medical test done it all keeps pointing back to must be I have anxiety and depression and ptsd and trauma causing it all they say, it’s been years… constantly. I just want relief.. but I’m scared to make myself feel worse.