I’m just worried about my appearance Like I’m only 16 too. Ik its stupid but like when I see people comment on for example chris hemsworth  im just like how tf am I ever gonna find a girl when I do not look like that I know it’s stupid bcs hes like 38 years old and it makes sense bcs he’s been doing a routine of going gym as do many others. And it just makes me cry all the time bcs I hate how I look I literally don’t like going outside Ive never cried like this ever it’s just recently bcs I never had friends in school no one liked me in my new school bcs I got bullied in my old school So it questions me like did they not like me bcs they were embarrassed to hang out with someone who got bullied or bcs im one ugly fucker.

Then I recently started working at a office since I finished my gcse and im under a long of pressure. Not that it’s hard but keeping a constant smile on my face. I can’t sleep at night I always have nightmares about results day next week and idk what to do. Then there’s question I wanna know like when should I join gym etc etc I just hope someone knows how I feel