I don’t have any. My therapists (I currently have three, haven’t decided on one) each day “just keep seeking; you’ll find them.” But I’m 34. I’ve been searching for 24 years. Nothing touches my heart, nothing fuels or feeds me, nothing makes time pass faster, nothing holds up against the dark times when the void swallows me whole and I feel like I am not a person inside - just a black hole of painful emptiness with no heart. How can you make something out of nothing? Can people really change?