I must've posted about this a million times. My boyfriend is so extremely emotionally abusive. Hes been periodically calling me and yelling at me for hours over the past 3 days and it's getting extremely exhausting. Our fights are like 4 hours at a time straight and I keep telling him its not good for my mental health for him to talk to me like that but it just pisses him off more, I've been cutting myself a lot over him lately and I'm too scared to dump him bc I'm too scared of being alone, but I cant take this relationship anymore. I want to die to get away from him so that I don't have to deal with him anymore and so I don't have to deal with the loss