I always take pride in that I'm able to succeed very well in school (medical school) while also working. At the same time all my relationships goes to shit because of my emotional outburst, my appartment is so dirty that friends don't even want to come over, I haven't gotten new clothes in 6 months and my old ones are falling off because I never cook or get dinner I just study and work and lie in bed feeling sorry for myself. I'm deeply malnourished and can hardly walk the stairs at the hospital because I'm so unfit. 

But hey I do well in school so I obviously have control of my life and am super high functioning.

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