… for the past week at work. no idea why, just start feeling out because i think my face/body part is numb and i’m having a stroke and dying. great i just triggered a panic attack talking about it too but i need to kinda vent. i am literally a therapist and this is my life :/ 
also (TW: sh) relapsed on cu*ting like a week ago &amp; haven’t done it since but i would like to very much. i have a great support system, but i am just so out of it lately. i was clean for 2 years