I had a episode last month. I had to go to the hospital. I was getting close to my mom but as I was getting close I reached out when maybe I shouldn't have. She sounded annoyed and I flipped out. She's going through alot right now and I shouldn't have blown up on her like that. This happened about a month ago. My sister stopped messaging me too. Because of what i said to her. I said I'd never need her again. I didn't mean to. I'm messaging her tonight and idk what worse getting a response or not getting one.