I just lost my grandmother who was basically a mother to me. She was the only person who cared about me no matter what. The only person who was on my side and supported me even when I fucked up… she’s gone way too soon. She was only 67. She wanted to see me get married and have kids… I was “only” able to show her that I graduated college. I’ve always struggled with depression…but I was finally feeling better and in a good place for 2 years. Now I feel like parts of me are dying again. I keep trying to be the funny happy person I was but I’m not. I need people to talk too.