Idek if anyone is going to read this, but I dropped an EP today and despite saying they would, none of my close friends showed up to listen to it. I don't drop music often so this really hurts, they can't be there for me for something that matters a lot and would've only required them being here for ten minutes, but they sure had time to go to Ruth Chris. 
On top of this, I'm 23 and my social life is dead. Being isolated for the pandemic ruined me, and people are so fucking introverted at my college that making more friends is near impossible. No one even throws parties, and I'm a state school so it makes no sense and frustrates me so much. Partying was my go-to for making new friends and blowing off steam and now I'm just alone and in my head all the fucking time