How is everyone here dealing with this? I’m trying to stop myself from ruining my relationships and honestly it’s way too late for a lot of them, I’m lucky I have any friends left but they’re becoming fewer and fewer. I’ve tried apologizing to one friend I blew up at earlier last week to no avail, even though she decided to start trash talking me on social media and that really upset me, she doesn’t seem to care anymore. 

Must we always be doomed to burning out the people who care about us and making them abandon us the way we envisioned? :(