I've been struggling with asbestos anxiety for months now. I thought I disturbed a fireproof ceiling, but found out that the building was constructed in 1965, and renovated in 2006. However, a director told me there was no asbestos and it was installed in 2006. I don't believe him. I have no reason to trust his word. What if he's lying to protect his job ? Not only that, but what if I exposed my family ? What if they're eating it without me realizing it ? Will they die 10-40 years from now because of ME !? Should I kill myself to atone for my mistake ? Should I tell them about this ? I showed one of them about this before, and they said it was cement used to keep steel from melting. If I brought it up again, would they think I'm crazy ? I tried not taking pills so I can suffer but I thought that if I became anemic then the hospital charge would affect them. If suicide isn't an option, not old enough for a gun license, then what else is there ?!