Before I used to be so happy , I was loving to be around and the only issues I had were petty love drama. 
I really miss the person I used to be before I went through my major traumatic event. I look back at my photos and just cry because of how much it make me sad that I used to be THAT person. I used to hang out with my friends without feeling anxious and the need to go home and isolate myself. My mind was rarely ever negative. Now everyday I’m dealing with some type of negative anxiety, thought and just overall feeling of suffocation . I just want to be happy again.