Sometimes i have a goodnight sleep and wake up at 12pm when it's the weekend, after i get up i try to remember the dream, i recall some of it, usually i dream about some people trying to comfort me, but i never remember their faces... then i sit on my bed and feel affraid, affraid of being alone, affraid of dying. Eventually i calm down, but i know it's going to happen again, when it does i just want somone to be there for me, someone who can give me a hug.