My anxiety is so bad it's starting to affect my studies. I have to conduct an online interview for a school project, but I've been running away from the task for the past 3 days, and now the deadline's just around the corner. On top of that, I don't know anyone whom I could interview that fits the criteria. 

Other people will probably laugh at me for this, but this is such a big deal to me. And it's making me question my life even more. Why is it so difficult for me to do the most seemingly basic things?