I love how they emphasize on the “lets fix you behavior” part and that’s indeed good because whenever abandonment happens I won’t dive back into pure hopelessness, self-hate and depression since I now have the tools to pull myself together and deal with it the best way I can.

But the abandonment keeps happening. People keep leaving me, men keep choosing better, prettier and saner women over me and I can’t help but grow each day more and more scared of relationships and anything that has to do with another human being because they. will. leave. me. and all I’m taught is how to deal with this one more person going away no matter how much progress I make. Is that even worth? For God’s sake I just want people to stick around for once.