I used to think I have a small but real circle of friends, people I could count on when I need help, but I just realized that its a one-sided thing. I’m always the one helping them, whether its about life problems or money, especially money. Pretty much all of them owe me money, one of them owes me thousands and hasn’t paid me for years, I even consider this person as my best friend.

What should I do? Aside from reading books and working as a freelance artist, there’s literally nothing going on with my life. I’m at home 24/7 and I almost never talk to anyone. Due to some unavoidable circumstances, I had to move in a place far from home where I know pretty much nobody.

I’ve lost faith in everyone and I just wanna cut off all these “friends” I feel like my life is meaningless. Please, someone tell me what I should do, please, help me.