I don’t wanna kill myself, but I’ve just been thinking about the concept of it; what could happen to others or myself. I’ve been dealing with a lotta stress recently with moving houses and dealing with a lotta emotional people. I guess I just feel like death is less of a big deal or more of a peaceful thing, and that’s what I kinda want. Just that sorta peaceful feel finally. I don’t think death is that prime, and if so I don’t want it to come yet. I think it’ll fuck up the people around me too much, though I feel like a should live for myself and not other people though.