I’ve been horribly depressed well, since I can remember. Life just feels like blow after blow. I’m afraid I’ll never be able to come back after being this fucked up. I do not know how to be happy. I don’t even need to be happy I just need to not feel like this anymore.
I just don’t know how I’m going to pull myself out of this hole. I don’t even feel like a person anymore. Just mold slowly growing on a log. Please tell me this can get better.