I've been through a lot and my now ex boyfriend was always there to help me. He always made me feel safe and comfortable and never judged me. He left me to "work on himself" then hooked up with someone that day. We started talking again but my mental health his become even worse than it was before we met. He said I am too much to deal with and only calls me when he wants. I'm only here right now because he begged me to come back. I cut off everyone for him. I dropped out of school for him. The job I am in now only has 2 other people. I can't be alone. But I can't keep going the way we are where he just calls for whatever he wants and then leaves again. I've lost hope in him. I can't trust him again. He was my reason. I lost my only reason.