I drank yesterday, because I was studying somewhere they had drinks on campus, and I had bad anxiety so I thought it’d help. I lost my memory halfway? Through the night though, I remember only one last extra part where I decided to sleep outside on the grass because I thought it was comfy.. apparently my friends walked me home after finding me there just sleeping.. very embarrassing. And I’m just thinking about all the other embarrassing things I may have done. I don’t think I drank too much, I just have low tolerance and had no food. I went to work today but tomorrow I may have to see people that saw me drunk in classes, idk. I’m very anxious even though my friend told me I didn’t do anything embarrassing, I’m scared she’s just being nice. I have anxiety in general and this is crippling and I just want to like, die. I’m even scared my friends may see this post. I need meds instead of relying on alcohol for my constant anxiety. Please don’t say anything mean I’m already rly scared thank you