So resently I've started to talk to old friends and as someone who struggles keeping multiple friendships with multiple groups I've kinda stoped talking to my new "friends" and as someone who I've resently started talking to is the opposite gender it's quickly turned to that I've got a crush for her witch isn't true I'm now terrified that it will spread and I've also found out a video of me and the other person walking and talking was taken some people have started talking about it but it's people that my old "friend" group don't like so to me that shows that the rumer is spreading I've already went through this but now the idea that it could be put on tick tock and different insta accounts scares me as the people are what fells like different people and now I don't know what will happen and more than anything the thing that conserns me the most is the effect it will have on my actual friends also this person who could spread it has alot on me family shit and that I'm pan so I can't really say anything and now I can't sleep