Hey y’all 

First time I visited a doc today and also the first time I opened up about this with a stranger. I broke down right when the doc started asking questions, it was hella embarrassing. I was in a very vulnerable position and started crying, stuttering and shit. I wish I could control my emotions. I was hoping to get propranolol cause most of my anxiety stems from performance. But the doc was reluctant to do that and said they go through the SSRI route then prescribed me with Zoloft instead. 

I don’t have anyone to share this experience with so I just thought to post it here cause you all know what it feels like.
How have you been dealing with this? How has Zoloft or propranolol been for you? Or anything that you’d like to tell a newbie drug taker?