No one cares about me. For a long time I was able to sort of power through it but I have begun to realize how much of a toll it can take over time. I'm 22. I don't know how other people can make friends so easily, I have never been able to do that easily. The "friends" I've made all do the same thing, they act nice whenever they have to interact with me but try to do so as little as possible. My "friend group" from high school never invited me to their group chat and tried to hide it from me. My current "friend group" just generally does not care about me at all. Whenever someone else vents about an issue they are having, everyone is so sympathetic and caring, whenever I do the same thing its just ignored. 

I am honestly just so tired of it. I don't know what it is about me, but whatever I do it just isn't enough. I just wish I had 1 person in life that cared. Its so mentally draining and I don't want to deal with this anymore.