i (19M) look pretty young for my age (bit of a baby face). i have very low self esteem and have hated my face and body since i was about 12. i’ve started to gain confidence recently and i’ve begun to accept that at least other people can find me attractive (my friends/girls constantly tell me i’m very attractive, etc). i don’t think that myself but i can at least believe other people think so (for some reason). 

however for the last couple of months, i’ve been getting worried that in a few years i’m gonna age terribly and look so ugly and ill have peaked when i was a kid. i already hate the way i lool so this just makes it worse