I have so much hate for myself. I grew up being told I was ugly and annoying and I wasn't called beautiful or anything until I was 16.

I was so desperate for attention i would do anything to get it and it just never stopped. i loved feeling like someone was attracted TO ME..I let guys use my body. I've sent pics and vids of myself to so many people. it feels like I'm good for nothing other than that. I am seriously desperate for attention. I want to feel "wanted" by guys and after feeling very ugly it helps me.