I’ve been depressed my whole life. I like the idea of a relationship, but I’m so apathetic towards people. I’d be too meh to sleep with anyone. Cuddling sounds nice. Idk. Maybe I’m just lazy?

Relationships sound like more work that they’re ultimately worth. Am I just ace?? I have crushes and can find certain people sexually attractive once in a blue moon. But I could never keep that up in a relationship.