I‘ve been staying at a mental ward for 3 days now because my primary care provider was convinced I was/am in acute mania and Thus he admitted me immediately. 

Now, the doctors here have been confusing the shit out of me. 
The first doc said (on the first day), it’s „not even“ hypomania, and that I’d probably be released the very same day. 
Shortly afterwards I met his boss (also a doc) and she wanted me to stay for some time to see if it progresses to „actual“ mania. 

I feel like I’m treading water here. I’m pretty sure the nurses and the first doc dislike me, and I feel like no one’s on my side here - why would they be? 

They also had me quit Venlafaxine from 187.5mg to 0mg in a single day.

Now they want me to take 100mg of seroquel at night to sleep but I don’t want to, I don’t trust them. I don’t like being unable to control whether I fall asleep. 

This is a lot of rambling, and I’m not even sure if I’m asking for advice? 

But if anyone has any or any relatable anecdotes to tell, hit me up. Don’t have much entertainment here anyway