What I think I am feeling is constant depressive, anxious thoughts but I do not know what it is normal to feel like. This really screws with my head, I don’t know whether to get more help or if I am over exaggerating. Whenever I am especially depressed I think to myself that I am constantly suicidal but then a few minutes later I feel excited and happy. I don’t want to reach out for more help (I’m on two antidepressants) only to find out that I’m over exaggerating. I am constantly going back and forth about getting help because I don’t want to hurt my mom like this only to have it turn out that this is normal, but on the other hand i don’t think these horrible feelings are meant to be felt. Has anyone had any experiences similar to this?