My life got flipped when I was 12 and my dad died through drinking.. (I don’t blame home I’ve since found out his brother died and that killed his mental) btw they’re Scottish so drinking is very much apart of everyday. 

Nearly two years ago my first daughter was born, I’m 26 currently, this has brought me a lot of joy however I still can’t move past the hardship I felt when I was 12.

And to add onto that now I have a lot of legal issues which could potentially put me away for a number or g years. (Nothing to with minors or sexual assault to do with a business I got caught up in) 

Everyday right now is just hard I don’t sleep a lot I drink a lot and have been thinking for the past few weeks would I just be better gone.

I am lost and really need help