I am bipolar 2 take 400mg lamotrigine and seem to be pretty level. Everyonce in a while I disassociate (not sure if this is even the right word) with my life. Today I second guessed my wife’s name whom I have been married to for 11 years and have known for 20. I have these moments where I have to remind myself that I am a father and I have to tell myself that I love my family even when I don’t feel it. What is happening to me? Do other people experience this?