Sometimes I also get flickers of "Am I in a movie?" which is kind of like those Deja Vu moments. 

This is something that tends to drive a lot of my decision-making. I see situations either turning out like a sitcom or turning out like *Carrie*. Funnily enough, it kind of explains our lack of care for consequences as well. The only thing holding me back from going full drama is anxiety and no acting experience. In fact, every iteration of my ideal self is like a character from a movie. 

If I'm onto something here, then impulsivity might not be what we think it is. 