I have dealt with daily physical torment from anxiety for over 4 years now. I have been to many psychiatrists, psychologists and gps. Tried many medications and nothing gets rid of this awful shit. 

One day they will be able to see what the hell is going on with many people and I bet it's not going to be pretty. My GP has advised there is currently no medication or treatment available for this Illness that is laballed as 'anxiety'. As I have specified I do not have anxious behaviour or thoughts just relentless symptoms.

What do you do when your life is so awful day to day with little to no hope of getting back to who you were. I know my old self is gone, I cannot partake in alot of the activities that brought joy to my life.

How do you guys find meaning who are this bad? My working career is over, I struggle to even prune a damn hedge or go for a walk longer than 10 minutes without feeling like my heart's going to explode. Just feel lost.