I don’t know what I’m doing with my life I can’t seem to find purpose I put a mask on everyday lying to the people around me everyone knows me as this upbeat happy person when in reality I just wanna sit down and cry. I feel lost and empty I used to be married and for a while I thought I found peace within but she was the source of my happiness ever since she left I realized how much I relied on her for my happiness and I know it’s wrong but I just can’t seem to love myself