I (22 F) dealt with this before COVID, it was a bit better during lockdown (because I knew everyone else was just home too) and now that people in my area are starting to go out and socialize more it’s back again. 

Well I’m home alone tonight on a Friday night and I feel fucking sad about it. I feel like the world is moving on without me, that I’m missing out on my life, that the reason I’m alone is that no one really likes me enough to want to invite me to hang out — I basically feel like a failure and the feeling is so intense.

Does anyone else ever get this way? I know it’s irrational but it’s such an overwhelming feeling and if I’m alone on Fri or Sat it’s always the worst because I know I “should” be spending time with other people. 

Ahhhhhhh I just feel like shit!!!!