I'm in the midst of my first depressive episode since being diagnosed and medicated.
It's not as bad as it was before being on anything, but I'm still experiencing difficulty with basic life functions.
My appointment isn't for two more weeks, and I'm spending this time agonizing over what my doctor could potentially put me on and what the potential side effects could be.
The first medication I was ever put me on had me out of work and unable to drive for months, so it was quite the terrifying and debilitating first experience. 
Just looking for some support I suppose, I'm quite scared &lt;/3