I literally lost 4 years of my life, stagnated, without any  worth accomplishments with the last 2 years of my life being the worst.

I was majoring in computer engineer before the pandemic and already had wasted 1 year in other major, the college that I went is in other state that my family live, I got to the second semester before the covid-19 hit, then I proceed to the worst 2 years of my life.

The classes were canceled and had to return home, in the beginning was something like an extended vacation util the first year ended and I had expended the whole time stressed with the bills and the classes return date, getting depressed and accomplishing nothing but trying to run from the reality in form of games and fictional books, isolating myself from old friends .

The 2 year was an even bigger mess since the online classes started and I couldn't concentrate and study alone, then my mother got me a dog in the middle of the year to help with my depression where I couldn't study or even concentrate at the time, my mind was just froze, accomplishing also nothing but being able to pass in ONE subject in the online classes.

Then here I am, the classes gonna start again but don't have a job or a place to stay in the college, I have a dog that I cant leave alone at home and also can't afford to bring him with me, my grandma also can't stay alone since I was taking care of her since the start of the pandemic.

I could try to study this year and get in a college here, in my state, but is the most competitive and hard to enter of my country... but then I would be wasting another year IF I COULD PASS and would have to start college from the beginning, getting my degree with, 27 - 26, something that each time I think about it I get more and more depressed   , although would be my dream college I think my time has passed I'm already too old.

And if I were to go with the 2 option of abandoning my grandma and dog at home and move to other state to study I can't think what would happen to them, since I won't be able to bring them with me even if I get a 8 hour shift job and delayed my graduation and it also wouldn't be the college that I wanted to go in the first place.

Meaning I'm jobless without a degree being just at the 2 semester and with a dog and grandma that I just can't leave behind. what should I do?