I had a really bad episode last week due to being left by someone whom I FPed really quickly. I didn't have such devastating, depressing episode in years. 
After a week of drinking myself numb, I managed to split on them somehow and pushed them somwhere inside like nothing ever happened between us. I suppose this is a self-defense mechanism, but I do feel much better.

I blocked them on all social media so I can't check on them and I don't find myself obsessing over something that is over. I also deleted a fake account I used to stalk my other ex and his girlfriend on(I know, I know, I'm crazy.) 
I guess this new split pulled and took my other, old FP with them and that's a good thing. I am so emotionally exhausted. I feel it's time to focus on myself, at last.