Today, it struck me just how empty my life is. I just go to work, come home and maybe talk on here.

I'm trapped in this life. My managers never bother to get back with me about a supervisor position that would give me more responsibility/hours and I'm beginning to realize they're never going to get back with me. I like them as people but I don't respect them as managers.

I'd look for a new job but don't have the strength or energy to look around. Besides, the job market where I'm at is on really shaky ground. I apply for jobs at places that claim to be hiring but never hear back from any of them.

I know I'm starting therapy next week and maybe that will change my mindset.