I can't sleep.

Sometimes, when I'm all alone, and trying to stay sober (even after all the intensive therapy), I start to think. 

And it makes me want to scream. 

It feels like a giant schism opens up in my head and I lose track of where I'm supposed to be standing. 

Then there's the times that that schism syncs up with the glitch. 

The glitch is like when the whole world starts to... skip, usually only starting with a beat or two, then suddenly, it's whole moments and then hours that feel like a broken record trying to play, or a reel of damaged footage trying to project.

I'm sorry, I just couldn't think and didn't know where else to turn.