It's all I do. 90% of the time I'm thinking about my ex's, and the things they did to me. I'm constantly trying to connect the dots and explain the way I act nowadays by analyzing everything they ever said to me.

It's been 2.5 since me and my groomer stopped keeping contact but I think about him every. single. day. Yesterday I created a fake acc to join a Discord server we used to talk on so I could read our old messages.

I still keep in contact with another man who groomed me when I was 14. It's been two years.

I still stalk my third groomers social medias. It's been a year since we broke up.

Anyone else?