I've been really struggling with my mental health recently and I'm trying to escape domestic abuse. I got really suicidal last night but my "friends" decided that my behaviour was toxic and just blocked me.  
I really believed they did care about me and I really needed their help the most when I was about to overdose on pills.

I feel abandoned yet again and super angry that a group of people could be this heartless. I did everything I could to support them and I even helped one of them escape domestic abuse themselves. I feel like I'm not worth anything to anyone and I'm struggling to see the point of living now...