I've been in a long haze of intense apathy. Ever since I've stopped throwing myself into relationships (the only way I'd derive my self-worth), the emptiness of who I am has been a neverending black hole.

I robotically go to my classes, and procrastinate on my assignments till the night before, feeing nothing as I complete them hours before they are due. No anxiety, no pressure, only blithe indifference. I've completely stopped seeing any friends, ignoring their multiple phone calls, and feeling zero guilt about it, zero desire to connect. I simply don't care. I spend my free time lost in video games, fully aware that I'm squandering away my time, but so what? I've stopped exercising, eating junk food relentlessly and throwing away any caution to the wind.

I know this can't be good, but I don't know how to get out of this. Do I even care about getting out of this? At least I'm not constantly ruminating about ending my life, which is where I was not long ago.
I wonder how much of it is meds. I've been on this combo (wellbutrin/lamictal) for months though and never felt this emptiness as much as I have now. I guess I'm venting. DAE feel like this, how do you deal?