So, for some background I’m a (20M) the last couple of weeks I keep seeing mirror numbers like 16:16, 11:11, 19:19, 18:18 and it feels like it’s happening everyday, I’ve started to believe that it’s a message from a higher power, I also feel like this whole thing is a movie and that I’m a character that part of it , I’ll listen to music and think that what’s being said is directed towards me for some reason, some night I will get decent sleep (6hours) and then others I will sleep for 3/4hrs and feel fine, I am a musician and it’s been my passion for a long time, but recently I have been making music for literally almost the whole day, it’s been great because I’ve felt super productive but it’s been pointed out to me that it’s been obsessive because that’s all I’ll do, since I got back I’ve had a really strong urge to drink, and for two of the nights since I got back I got fucked up whilst making music by myself, one at home and once when I moved into my new place at university, I’m really confused with my behaviour, if anyone could help it would be great.