Brief synopsis is that I was finally sort of figuring my social situation out first year of college and the one person I had really gotten close with just went home three weeks early along with some other friends This fucking sucks. I was really starting to figure out my shit. I’m gonna be ok but like this was my first time really feeling comfortable and happy and now things are going to be really tough until I return from break in January. Can’t describe how lifting it felt to feel comfortable with myself for an extended period of time.