I just had a falling out with a guy I was casually seeing because he tried to ghost me and I went absolutely batshit. Making fake numbers and texting them because I'd rather have the truth. I figure I have nothing to lose anyway so there's nothing stopping my inner voice from telling me to let them have it.

Second time I'd been ghosted in two weeks and I'm exhausted. It feels like the world is ending every time it happens and it's hard to come down from that. It also really hurts when they tell me that they really like me, want to see me, etc. and it turns out to be a pack of lies. How can there be so much difference from one minute to the next and they all of a sudden want nothing to do with me, even before I react?

I'm trying to set up an appointment with a psychiatrist for the first time in over a year, moved to a new area so I need to change therapists. Just want to vent here because I don't think anyone I know personally will understand. 