3 years ago i was ontop of the world. I was muscular, confident, and I had some issues but mostly happy. I felt like I figured out which career path to take and I was confident that in no time I'd be financially independent. My mental health plummeted soon after.

I'm a COMPLETELY different person now. I can barely function, I'm having a hard time holding a part time job. I have to force feed myself most of the time and as I result I am skinny and frail. I feel ill physically and mentally and see no way out of this. 

I hate who I've become but I don't know how to get better. It's been an uphill battle for about 3 years