Hey reddit, I'm a 20yo guy who's been fighting a losing battle with depression for 6 years. feels like it's all I've ever known. It all started after a breakup when I was young (there's a lot more to it than just a breakup TRUST me. That just set off a whole sequence of events) but anyway yeah over the years I've been in some incredibly dark places and it's gotten to the point where I just need to get out. I need to leave everything behind and start fresh. I don't really have a life as it is so I don't have a problem leaving anything/anyone behind. I'm a huge introvert and I'm actually happiest by myself. My dream has always been to move somewhere cold and remote :) any advice at all would be appreciated