I have 3 relationships right now in total. 2 guys I'm dating (I'm poly) and a friend. They're all pretty new relationships so we're all still getting to know each other. I literally have no other relationships with anyone besides family. So there's a lot of weight on these connections. I really want these to go well but I feel like once they know me they'll try to slip away. I feel that I'm a bad person and that they just don't see that yet. I'm trying so hard to keep them close to me while also trying to keep a healthy distance. It's really weighing on me. I don't know what to do. I don't want to lose the only support network that I have. Any help would be greatly appreciated!