She hasn't responded to me in over a week and right now I'm having urges to blow up her phone. I sent 2 texts already, if I keep texting it'll turn bad. I am at the desperately wanting to pull her back stage but it'll turn into rage and I hate yous.  I'm trying to avoid all this. I am alone and have no one to talk to. I am feeling physical sensations, blood boiling type thing. Please help I don't want to cause trouble or push her even farther away.