Every day gets worse and harder and more painful. Every single day. And it’s been that way for so long. I’m starting to really believe that maybe someone like me isn’t meant for this world. Nothing is the way I thought it was in this world. Everything is painful. The people I like do not like me. They mock me in secret. So many people do. All I ever try to do is be happy but I can’t. I can’t do anything without making someone hate me. I really can’t. I try so hard every day to be better even if just by a little bit but nothing is ever going to change for me. This life fucking sucks. Why am I supposed to keep living? Seriously, why? Not rhetorical