Recently I’ve been watching “The Wilds” on Amazon prime and there’s this character, Leah, and at first I kind of related to her casually but in later episodes after seeing her doing what appears to be splitting, I relate to her more….and I also feel kind of guilty about it. 

Seeing her get angry and hostile while splitting just…idk - it makes me wonder if I’m abusive the way my parents claim or if I’m a bad person or people think I’m crazy. 

I’m not even officially diagnosed yet but my psych said I’m definitely exhibiting symptoms and essentially that we’re screening for it. 

I just feel….like a crazy person just realizing they’re not sane or normal and I feel really bad about it. 

Has anyone seen the show or can you relate to this feeling?