i just lashed out on one of my close friends over something really fucking trivial. i know its not an excuse but ive been having a really bad week and especially a really bad day, that they have no idea about. my fp cut ties with me and ive been a mess ever since. i feel terrible because this always happens, i always get into these states where i’m so sensitive and i just lash out and hurt the people close to me. i’m an idiot. fuck my life.