Oh jeez, I'm 48 years old and you'd think I'd have bigger shit going on in my life to be butthurt over.   I'm not quite as despondent as the last time I failed, but this turns from a snowball into an avalanche about how I can't do anything very well, I'm unattractive, I'm like an ouroboros of disappointment and being disappointed.  Dude I failed a level 3 figure skating skills test at a rec league adult group lesson,  feels bad man.     