things i wanna do with my life, people i want back in my life... i keep obsessing over all of it but i don’t know if it’ll even help. 

i don’t want to feel this way forever. i take my medicine and i go to therapy (sometimes) and it doesn’t really do a lot i just feel numb

i want to be able to be happy about things again!! i miss that feeling. a lot. 

maybe it is worth ending my shitty relationship and doing what i want. i hope that helps because that’s my plan so far.