Hi, this past year I've been really struggling with my mental health. I'm diagnosed with ADHD and anxiety, I've been medicated for both. With this in my mind I thought that the reason I haven't felt like myself was because of them. But I don't think thats the case. It's like I go through these periods where I have all this energy, and its like my emotions can be all over the place and I have almost no self control especially when it comes to money and buying things I don't need and have become very impulsive and I overthink everything. But then there are periods where I can't do anything at all, and its not like I just don't want. My parents get mad at me because I will spend the whole day in bed. It's like I can't because I'm exhausted and just want to disappear. I also have difficulty with food where I can over eat one day and hardly eat anything the next. My sleep has also gotten worse because it's like I don't need to sleep, but when I do I always wake up early. It's difficult to get through the day sometimes. I've also have increasingly dark thoughts and it scares me. I feel like I can never stay focused and always get distracted onto something else. I just know something isn't right, and I can't open up to my parents because they won't understand. I tried reaching out to psychiatrist about it and nothing has really come from it, all they talked about was changing my medication dosage or putting me on a new medication and setting up an appointment with my therapist. I feel like I'm the only person who us concerned and that nobody is taking me serious. I know it's just gonna get pushed under the rug.