From what I've read, depression involves not enjoying things you've once enjoyed. I've come to a point where it feels like music is the only thing keeping me sane and alive, and I quite enjoy listening to music, it's the only thing that can give me a sense of genuine happiness.

I've talked to a therapist before (not my personal therapist, someone who is a therapist but it wasn't an appointment/part of their job to talk to me or anything) and I was told that I likely have major depressive disorder. That being said, it's not like I'm diagnosed since I just talked to a therapist once, but I do feel that depression, or at least depressive symptoms, feelings and emotions have taken over my life in the past 4-5 years.

But back to the point, there are days when I have sparks of happiness with those around me, but it just doesn't feel genuine. It feels temporary and kind of forced because I don't want to drain people out by being emotionless all the time. Music is the only thing making me happy at times, depending on what I listen to, but yeah.

So, is it still depression if I still enjoy one thing, besides the fact that it's keeping me alive?