I’m writing here because I really can’t talk to anyone else about this. 
Warning: brief mention of suicide 

Lately I’ve been suffering a lot from my depression and anxiety, due to the fact I’m overwhelmed with graduation, family, work, learning to drive, and whatever else everyone deals with. 

My meds just aren’t helping anymore and I’ve begun having small anxiety attacks again. My family hasn’t been much help, and if anything have been making it even more difficult. 

My mother especially has been yelling at me over anything you can think of, and has been bitching about me, saying I’m rude and don’t listen anymore. I’m diagnosed with depression. I have already tried to kill myself once. She knows this, and yet won’t even ask how I’m feeling. It just seems like she doesn’t care at all anymore. 

I just feel like nothing is even worth it anymore. My grades are already slipping, never mind all the extra grad-related bullshit on top of it. I just feel so exhausted. 

Sorry for my rambling, hope you have a nice day