it’s getting to the point where i cant take it anymore. every single day it’s something new to obsess over. yesterday it was blood clots, today it’s dental abscesses. i’m so fucking sick of it, i’m having suicidal thoughts right now because if i just died i wouldn’t have to deal with worrying about dying, which makes absolutely no sense. i guess i’m just wondering if it correlates to bpd at all, and if anyone else suffers with it