my psychiatrist just told me i might have to accept that my anxiety disorder is chronic because i’ve improved so many aspects of my life already yet i’m still depressed (got off antidepressants because i’m a lost cause in that area) but i’m still on xanax for anxiety. 

this means i can never be discharged until i’m confident i can function without being prescribed xanax. 

my depression just sky rocketed knowing that i won’t be eligible for medical insurance.. hospital bills and my hope of ever fixing my feet issue is gone.. i can’t afford being alive