So I got gifted a new phone and I really wanted it. I was watching comparison videos, spec videos for it and what not , but after getting it, I feel unhappy. I was really grateful and almost cried when I got it, but using it at night today got me anxious instead of happy. I have kept my anxiety in control since a long time and I don't know why it got triggered by something that is supposed to make me happy. 

It also has me scared that happiness might be an anxiety trigger for me. Does anyone else also get this?