i can’t focus in class. i have no health problems. i’m hydrated fine and i’m eating ok. i sleep more than the average human (9hrs +).  
  
 I show up to class and my brain just doesn’t want to focus. i used to enjoy math. Now i don’t. it feels like a burden. i’m a bit behind in certain smaller topics and so i keep having to open the books and study the material before i move on to studying what’s actually going on in class. my professor’s teaching and notes are just not for me (i wanted to say they’re trash, but maybe i’m just too stupid for them).   
  
i also take a japanese elective. This week i had to write a journal entry of my language learning goals for the module. it’s literally 150-300 words. That’s 3 really short paragraphs. It took me 3 days to write that, and FYI, those 3 days were fully spent on that journal entry. i don’t know what’s wrong with me. sometimes i show up to class and im just there physically. sometimes i’m there, but rageful, because i keep writing lines of math that i don’t understand.