You know how people sometimes say "you're never completely alone, you always have someone you can turn to" 

Well, that's not true for me. Ive always FELT alone, but for the past two years Ive been literally completely alone.

I left my country and everyone I know behind two years ago to immigrate to a better place. I've met 0 people so far outside of my coworkers. Absolutely no body. 

I thought I would be able to do this alone, but I was so very wrong. It's been a downhill slide since, and right now Im so close to ending it, and I don't even have someone to go tell or warn.

I could do it right now and no one would know for weeks until my corpse id accidentally discovered.