So last night at the bar I ran into my former favorite person. I slept him back in March of this year and it caused a ton of social problems in my life. Well this summer I met someone new at my job and they became my FP and I got over my old FP. It was great we hung out and I had a mutual connection. Well this new FP two weeks ago ghosted me and everyone else for that matter too. Like he legit fell off the face of the earth leaving me utterly heartbroken. Well last night I ran into my old FP at the bar and startled to get those old sexual feelings again especially since he chose to sit right next to me and hugged me when he got there. I’m so desperate to fill the void that I thought of having sex with him again. I know it will cause major social issues so I hold back. This is how much I don’t love or value myself as a human being. I’m almost willing to go back to someone that I know isn’t good for me just to fill the empty void. I legit can’t function without having some sort of FP.