I have this weird feeling that a friend doesn’t wanna be friends anymore. They’re dealing some issues of their own but, there’s something about this particular time in our relationship where I just feel like I’ve made them anxious. ( it’s hard to explain but basically we are online friends who have been talking for months, I recently moved to the same city and we plan to meet soon ) idk if it’s the thought of hanging out with me that scared him away or what....usually I would be freaking out, I care about this person a lot and I hope to make a life long friend with them. Idk if it’s a small glimmer of hope I have that is keeping me from breaking down or if I just hit a wall and I’m aware of what is happening but I’m protecting myself by shutting my emotions off, it’s almost as if I physically cannot cry? 

I just can’t imagine myself under reacting or not caring in a situation like this? I’m worried what to do next...