Will delete this in 24 hours or so, just need to get this out. 

Without going into full detail, my bf and I had sex for the first time yesterday. He used a condom but didn't finish inside me, he just finished himself off and it landed on his stomach. He also showered afterwards. I have PCOS which means I rarely ovulate and my periods are irregular, I didn't have my period for two months until last month. 

Despite all of this, I still feel anxious and it's making my stomach more upset and making me feel unfocused. I've had unprotected sex in the past with my ex and yet I feel much more nervous now than I did back then, even if we used protection and he didn't finish anywhere inside me or near me. My PCOS also makes it incredibly harder to ovulate and get pregnant but I know it also isn't impossible. I can also tell I'm not ovulating because my discharge isn't clear and wet, it's tacky and sticky.

Can someone pls just tell me I'm thinking irrationally and my anxiety is just trying to get at me?