Hello, for about a year and a half now I've felt like two people. There's me, the normal 20 year old adult.. And 'angel' the little girl who pops out uncontrollably.. I mean I'm there too but it feels like I'm not the one talking or in control... I dunno if it's related to my bpd..or something else.. I wasalso diagnosed with absent seizures because he didn't think I was mpd.. the only one angel talks to it's my boyfriend.. 
And for the Saker of honesty with strangers.. She came out right after he hit me the first time.. He has also hit me a few times since then and raped me three times..  Please don't complain to me about my horrible relationship unless your willing to offer advice on my actual question.

Oh and angel is sometimes there when I'm not.. Or so says Skyler..
And angel calls Skyler daddy..which is so weird because I've never called anyone in world Dad..never had one.
