so like does anyone else just feel like in a constant dissociation and feel completely numb, have no motivation to do shit but like again is just completely numb so like not even saD about it and just can’t even talk to people anymore bc no care to, but u wanna like go back to normal and be able to feel emotions again bc u used to feel but not for almost a year now and basically can’t even tell if ur real or not and can’t process right when things go bad or is that just me. is that memory loss also just me bc i be doing shjt and then the next day i remember like none of it