My boyfriend has almost every social media you can think of and goes on tik tok constantly when he's with me then gets upset when I bring up that he's on it too much. I hate when we have plans and he says he misses me but he just completely ignores me and is on his phone. I also can't handle how many girls that are practically half naked follow him and it bothers me so much. 

I looked at the people he follows and I get uncomfortable because they're girls that hike and act sexy while hiking although this was just one account that I found it still bothered me cuz im the complete opposite of that. This literally sickens me and eats me up. I told him how I felt and he blocked me from seeing his followers and he says he does not like feeling stalked. I literally hate myself so much I wish I could be more understanding