Wondering if this is even a BPD thing at all, but I can't seem to find any information on it at all on the internet, only on extreme face blindness, which I don't have. Basically, I have this thing where whenever I see my reflection, or see myself in a photograph, it feels like a delayed response to recognising that's "me", and it always feels off or strange. It's like I can't remember what I look like in my head, so I always look different whenever I see myself, and can't seem to maintain a consistent image of what I'm supposed to look like to others, and it changes every single time I see myself depending on how things have been going.

I don't have this problem with others at all, just my own. I was talking with a BPD girl and she has a similar problem, but she also has another thing which is likely the cause for it and it may not just be straight BPD (not saying for confidentiality on her part).

Hope this makes sense. I'm a lil drunk. If nobody identifies with this, I'd love some help with guesses on what it could be, if anything.