It seems like everytime i feel like im moving forward amd making progress. Things just go bad again. (Take a look in my profile if you want to know more) ive been trying to focus on myself and do what i want to do and its been going good. Im getting a new job soon, getting help and advice from very kind people, and letting things go now. Now though, im losing my cat who i love dear and having breakdowns because of my mental health aint doing too good.

Ive been though so much this past month and i just want to move on and forget everything thats happened. Which is naive because i know i wont be able to anytime soon. Still just tired of crying and feeling so alone and miserable. I want to be happy and get better.