From the Yellowstone flooding, flooding in Australia, to several great lakes drying up fast especially Lake mead which means water cuts and shortages to areas such as Nevada, Mexico, Arizona, and California. Crazy wildfires that have happened recently in parts of Texas and california and new Mexico doing so much damage to homes and people and life. Massive heatwave and drought in Texas and many other southern states which is very dangerous. Certain states much more up north having freak snowstorm or storms in generally destroying power and clean drinking water. Several strong storms that came and destroyed mainly places along the southwest states and Texas. India is having so many wildfires and hot fires up in the mountains thay the people can't take it it's too hot and it's destroying everything. The great salt lake is dying and soon will be completely gone and I'm pretty sure it will affect drinking water in Utah and on top of it drying it is going to become a poisonous uninhabitable area with arsenic dust clouds. 

What the fuck nothing is been doing it seems, climate change is ruining and destroying people's lives and affecting us all. This is truly scary the future is scary it's nerve racking and seems too much. I'm not asking for pity or like making anyone feeled doomed. But all this happenings over the years and now especially this year we are experiencing so many weather extremes and changes and destructions that it's scary.

I don't know what to do or think anymore I try to help, vote, recycle, and do what I can. Even if it seems futile, but when we have microplastics everywhere in our blood and now in the snow in I think antarctica or Alaska correct me if I'm wrong it's crazy. 

And I'm scared and just having a massive anxiety attack repeatedly and it's not something easy to handle and it's not something that can be avoided. I'm scared please someone anyone just tell me what's up with this world because I don't know anymore.