Sorry to vent but I have no one else so. I feel so useless just so lonely i can’t keep friends because I just push them away because it’s hard to talk about my feelings with people and I just drive everyone away. I’m introverted and have social anxiety it feels so hard talking to people and connecting with people I’m just starting to hate life. It feels like I have no one and nothing here and I just wanna escape from the pain so bad life feels so low right now 🫤