I’m in love with my FP and he knows this. Not only that, but he genuinely is my best friend. I asked him out, and when I opened up to him about some past abuse he broke things off under the guise of “he wants to get better so he doesn’t end up being another toxic partner of mine” but nothing changed. He still uses the pet names and does the things I love, but I feel like he’s going to leave. He’s very busy and I end up checking my phone or sitting in our text messages constantly when he’s not around. I feel like I’m not as important to him as he is to me. He tells me I’m his world, but am I really? He treats me like a prince, but is he only doing that because he feels bad for me? 

My friend says he thinks my FP truly does love me, but I don’t know. Am I overthinking this way too much? He’ll text me and I’ll feel like the most important person in the world, but the moment he leaves i’ve convinced myself he hates me again.

Please help. How do I stop doing this? I don’t want him to be unhappy or annoyed with me, because he really is a good guy.