I feel like a robot. I lost everything, I don’t feel human anymore. My emotions, intelligence, hobbies, interests, goals, motivation, everything is gone. I’m empty inside every single day. Most days I cannot get out of bed. How am I expected to live this way for many more months or years? I would off myself but it requires so much courage and I’m afraid I’ll regret it. I can’t escape the pain. I just need something to fill in this empty pit inside me.