Should I just give up. I probably will fail as a graduating pre university student. My parents are so racked about my graduation like pictorial and stuffs. Ive been sh*t since pandemic class started. Its like I dont care what happened to me, Idk Im losing hope so damn fast it's like a nice good news reaches me and suddenly a bad news 10x worst than my happy news arrives. I dont even know if Ill get into university. Heck I don't even know how to help my adhd. Im also heavily lacking of equipments to do proper senior high assessments ( I dont have a laptop so I only use my phone every damn time because of finance ). I suffered alot from my adhd and I cant ask my parents to treat me into a psychiatrist because its costly and mental health is like a myth here so I cannot have a proper diagnosis. I dont want to just yeet myself suddenly because one person cares deeply for me and I dont want their effort to comfort and help me go to waste. Im literally stuck between life and death and Im losing my mind again. Idk maybe I was just not born in the first place. I missed the days being a great achiever and actually productive to society and now Im here wanting to rot in this pitiful bedroom with no privacy.