I have been in a few long-term relationships before. But no matter what they did or how much I worked on myself, there was always this part of me that doubted their love for me. It was the same with my current boyfriend for a good while. But for the past few months the fears and doubts have gotten less and less. I can proudly and immensely happily say, that for the first time in my life, I can fully believe a person that they love me and it feels freaking amazing!