Hey guys, so I had a manic episode recently and ended up doing a lot of shit I shouldn't, but here is the problem:

When I met my girlfriend I had a suspicion that I was bipolar but always played it off as a joke. 
One day we did an online test as a gag and I got a positive while she got a negative. During the whole test she was constantly saying "man how funny would it be if I was bipolar" or "omg am I bipolar?" Which while bothersome to some extent, didn't leave much of an impression at for the moments after.

The test was enough for me to look for professional help after I said some not so nice things about and to my mom a few days after. I ended up being diagnosed with bipolar 1 a few weeks after that. 

After my diagnosis I was extremely reluctant to tell my girlfriend because this ended up being something very personal that I had trouble processing, and I also remembered her comments while we were doing the tests. I didn't want my problems to be appropriated by someone who clearly didn't understand them.
After a while it became impossible to hide as I got worse due to going on and off the meds. 

Here's the thing though: two or four weeks after I tell her about this, she comes at me today with "sometimes I experience these very intense highs and sometimes I just-"


I stopped her immediately and said I was leaving. I know this wasn't the most mature choice but it felt so damn disrespectful. 

By the way, she literally said the textbook definition of bipolar to me like she was reading it from a fucking guide. It was like she was hoping for my validation that shes like this and it made me feel really fucking disrespected. 

Again and again she self diagnoses w things like ADHD, tries to attack me when I suggest that anxiety can be something exterior for some people even if it may not be for her, and repeatedly treats being mentally ill like it's a sign that the person is special. 

Before she said this to me she literally said she felt "basic" because the things she was struggling with were anxiety and not being able to make friends. It's like she doesn't feel her struggles are worth anything and is so desperately trying to be categorized with something to the point where it is too much. 

I got really angry and told her that I hoped she matured someday instead of taking these things so lightly. 

I'm well aware it was impulsive but after everything that I heard her say about other conditions and the constant need to shove mental illness upon mental illness as a personality trait for herself, seeing her try to do that with something I struggle with was enough.

I cannot handle people like this.