i love it when i dont know if anything is real, but i know it is real at the same fucking time, and when i snap back into reality i get the backlash of sleep deprivation. I love when ppl act like im a wolverine if i lash out randomly, and i for sure love it when people tell me i shouldn't use my BPD as an excuse to explode! /s My brother doesn't know shit on my own mental illness and its infuriating. Jesus.