Yesterday I was hanging out with friends and one of my friends called his girlfriend twice to say he loved her and i genuinely have never felt more alone I mean i got friends i got a family but idk why I feel so alone I know that a lot of people don't have what I do so I have no right to feel this way. 

I am giving up on love. I have never had a single female friend in my life. I have never had a girl interested in me. Once quite recently actually I was going to go on a date but i got ghosted and it turned out to be a prank. I don't think i want to feel this way anymore so I'm giving up on love.