I just want my boyfriend to realise that every time he manipulates me with his crying, it sends me into a world pool of depression because I’m trying so god damn hard every damn day to be a good mum, to build a career, to get over my friends dying, to live with the fact I’m going to be sick forever and that I’m just never going to be good enough, I’m trying my best but I needed one night where it was about me and that can never happen, I will do anything for people I care about and they will not do the same for me