Recently a girl told me she wasn’t interested in going on dates anymore, I’ve already been feeling depressed, I relapsed into my addiction and then went on to make impulsive purchases online, I have trash and dishes in my bedroom that I haven’t cleaned up in days, no motivation to do any of my art, or writing, or even play games sometimes. Its past 4pm and I finally showered and got dressed. Idk why I’m here, I guess just to vent to an anonymous group so I don’t make those in my life worry about me.