Anxiety makes it impossible for me to be succesful in interviews. My mind goes blank, I forget words, I sound like an idiot. Going into job interviews my anixety sky rockets, coming out of them my depression kicks in.  Public speaking, presentations, interviews, talking with a teacher or boss, all of these have given me anxiety since I was a kid. Then there's job performance anxiety. What if i'm no good at the position and they fire me and I have to go back to my shitty minimum wage job. What if they see me as a fraud? But what if I don't get the job and can't pay off my student loans which means I can't travel or purchase a car or start a family.  It would be so much easier to just die than continue to live like this. I would rather kill myself than have 2 people ask me questions for 30 minutes because it doesn't matter how many times I do it, I never get the job. You want to know the fucking irony of it? I studied Human Resources in Business School. It can't get any more worthless than that.