He acted fine all day, and I was going to try to kill myself. I went for a walk and found this awesome spot by the river and it was so pretty and I thought ok maybe one more day, and I came home and he acted fine and then he said, can I call? I thought finally, because he forgot to call last night. He said I can’t make you happy, this is over. I cannot believe it. I feel like I’m in shock, I really don’t want to live anymore I see no point. So many things that I used to love I cannot love anymore, I haven’t eaten in days, all I do is take sleeping pills then adderal, but he doesn’t care and no one is gonna stop me anymore. I was too much and now I’m all alone again.