My (22F) ex boyfriend (21M) has been ghosting me ever since he broke up with me 5 days ago. We live together. He hasn't been home. He won't answer my housemates' texts. I tried to talk to his mom but I am so worried about coming across as creepy or annoying so I stopped after she didn't answer a text of mine. But he won't talk to me. And he won't come home.

I fucked up big time with him. I miss him so much and I started therapy today and I just want to fix this. I am not ready to let go of him. He is my favorite person. He is my best friend. He is my soulmate.

I see him on people's snapchats having fun and going out until 3 am. How can he just be totally okay? I haven't left my bed in days, I can't eat, I don't want to do anything except talk to him.

Why is he ghosting me? We share stuff in this house, not to mention rent, and I have stuff in his car too. I miss him so much. What do I do? Will he ever talk to me again? I just want to apologize. :(