This past month I had intrusive thoughts about shopping and spent about $250. I wanted to save some money but today I went to the mall and spent about $50 on stuff I don’t need. Everything is so expensive! I’m seeing posts on Facebook about buckling up for the Fall and Winter season because it’s not going to be Christmas carols and seasonal lattes. My mom is working away from home and I feel the need to get out of the house. But at the same time, I don’t know where to go... I haven’t seen relatives in three years now due to COVID. It’d be nice if they visited because it does get monotonous sometimes especially without my BFF around. Two more days till support group, my only real chance to socialize... My anxiety seems to be shooting up. It’d be nice to take a break.