My life sucks and I feel like I'm the unluckiest person alive. Literally everything always goes wrong in my life and I don't know why I exist.

I don't have any friends and I never go out. like ever. I'm in college and I'm not even enjoying it because I'm so depressed and anxious all the time. Tbh I've never made a single friend in my life so I don't know why I expect to make any now. I think it's too late. I'm almost 21 and have no social skills. I'm like an alien when I go out and I don't know how or where to get help.