I’m just posting this here as well because I really need help, I feel like my anxiety is killing me. 

“First job

I(17f) have been trying to convince my parents to let me get a job since I was 15. After the ____ hit, they told me they didn’t want me working until things calmed down. So I haven’t been able to do anything the last couple years. A few months ago, they finally let up and told me I could get a job. I’ve been trying to find one since September, and I finally found a fast food place that would hire me. I’m home schooled, I only have a few friends, and I haven’t been out of the house much since the ____ hit and my social skills are seriously lacking. I have horrible social anxiety, and I have a hard time talking to people without stumbling over my words. I’ve had a stutter all my life, but it’s gotten worse. My boss wants to help me with my social anxiety so they have me taking orders at the window. I know it’s to help, but it honestly makes me want to cry because I know I’m just gonna mess up. Not only that, no one will answer any of my questions. I’m not officially on the schedule yet but I’m scheduled to work all this week, I don’t have a time card and I don’t know how to clock in, and I don’t even know how to get into the damn building. My anxiety is killing me and I hate it. I feel stupid and worthless because of it and I don’t know what to do. I start my first day in a few hours. Does anyone have any advice that might help? I’ll take any.

Reposted because not allowed to mention anything about the p word that has screwed everything up the past few years”