I've been relatively healthy all my life, only health relate thing I got going on is Tourette Syndrome, here's where my life took a turn south, not a gradual downhill but like a WW2 dive bomber, an uncle of mine who I was very close with passed away suddenly of a heart attack in September of 2021 it's one of the most traumatic things I've ever experienced, we were best friends aswell as family, ever since his passing I've been struggling with so many weird symptoms, Rapid heart rate especially when waking up at night (my hear pounds enough to make my bed shake and it jolts me awake)I also have random body jerks right as I'm about to fall asleep, back pain, chest pains, stomach aches, nausea and occasional even vomiting,
Head and sinus pressure, both nostrils closing up at random, shortness of breath, been to the ER twice and EKG, CT scan, blood and urine tests all come back within the normal range, my life is a living hell at the moment I can barely sleep, can't focus well on any sort of task and just feel like sleeping all day and doing nothing, tho I know I have to get up and do things to get by in life, that's the only thing keeping me going, damnit I have a future and I want it to be enjoyable not this constant suffering!
 I just felt like I should share this with everyone here, thank you for reading and sorry for my abhorrent formatting I just suck at typing.