I have too much brain fog and I can’t comprehend my thoughts and imagination, I spend the whole day feeling worn out because I keep doing nothing all day and I so worn out from all the work I did during these four years of having schizophrenia, everyone keeps encouraging me to work harder and they all respond well to seeing me do stuff, but I’m just so worn out from trying, whenever I go to them to complain and basically ask for help they tell me stop talking negatively be positive, and that I should try and work harder and if I tell them I can’t do anything because I literally can’t I have major brain fog and I spend each day thinking about how I can improve my mental health and what I should to get there and I so burnt out and I’ve kinda but also kinda not given up but I tell them I’m not trying anymore they say “well there’s your problem you didn’t try, try trying to help yourself” But I that’s what I’ve been doing for four fucking years! And I’m worn out and I come to you for help?!? And I get the help of?! Try to heal yourself? And I go and brought this up to them and now they stay quiet or they say “I don’t know what I’m suppose to say to you?” And awkwardly stop talking to me. I just want love man. And I tell them this also and they just end up giving me a hug and telling me they love me. But that’s not the love I want. It’s so reliant on me depending how much interaction can end up happening. And I don’t want to be the one carrying the conversation. And it wears me out carrying the conversations it doesn’t feel like a genuine nice conversation because I just feel like I’m doing logical technical thinking work just to talk normal. And that makes me feel cold from the logic of it. I hate it. So I just want to give up and do nothing. But if I do that I just spend the whole day waiting for the next day to come of just nothing. I just need positives to counteract my negative life. But everyone wants me to be positive to them if I expect positivity from them. It sucks. What’s your guys advice even if it’s unrelated to everything I just said?