not even sure where to post this, maybe it's an anxiety thing? i don't know.

maybe a long-shot but maybe other people experience this as well. i've never known why i feel like this sometimes or it's just a random thing to be suffocated with, like a wall net. 

do any of yous know those wall nets, sometimes floor nets in play areas? my parents let me play in those growing up. they are plastic nets with squares. very tight built. 

i'm not sure why it comes on but sometimes i just feel like when you fall on them, face first or other wise. its like i'm wrapped in it and it just gets tighter and tighter and tighter. it started when i was about 12 maybe 13, its a lot better now then it was. mostly only happens when i feel dirty, like i went outside, made food, sweat etc. 

i hate the feeling of those nets, they are very similar to football goal post nets, very similar that i can't even touch them. maybe its sensory issues but i absolutely hate the feeling. when i feel it i feel so uneasy. i'm not even sure why. it's just a net. its no big deal. i just don't understand how, when i'm sitting at home it's like i'm being suffocated by these nets. like i'm not choosing to feel them on my skin they just are. when it happens its like i can't breathe.

i don't remember anything bad happening when i was in the play areas, maybe a bad fall? no. i don't remember anything about it. i just know they were there. 

this just randomly came to my mind because i felt it again, lasted not more then a minute, before i had a little panic attack. 

anyone else experience something similar? thanks for reading.