I know that drinking will not help the situation, but I am one day post epic rage with ex over new girl and it was my own damn fault. 

 It's been two days and he is not talking to me and I know that it's for the best - he brings this animal out in me that I have never experienced ever in my life in any other relationship. I know I have to plan how I will be moving on and getting my life together and I have lots of plans in mind. However, I want to spend this one day alone, sad, and I want to drink. I know that I will probably regret drinking, but I feel that I am too down from the breakdown to do anything good for myself today. I want to drink and listen to Fiona apple and cry and be upset and write in my journal about all of my feelings. 

Question - should I drink today and let all of my emotions out or is this a bad idea...