I'm a freshman in college rn. I have an English essay due tonight; however, I am so anxious over my results and quality of my work that I cannot even finish. Just the thought of writing or receiving my grade makes me feel physically ill. Big projects and essays have always made me feel this way but since I'm especially struggling with this one its worse. I want to just accept whatever grade I get but I can't. The last time I felt like this over an essay, my hands shook as I turned it in, and I cried profusely afterwards. Ironically it was the best essay grade I've ever gotten (100%) but this time I know I would be lucky to get an 80. I wish I wasn't like this :( I just this day to pass, its been nothing but tears, nausea, and anxiety