Im Engaged to the Love of my life.I have suffered from anxiety maybe all my life .Last  4 years have been the worst im 26 female ,i have fear from heights now i never did befor surprise.Im scared of everything,afraid i will mess it up ,afraid something bad will happen.But the weird thing is all goes away when im with him i sleep better i dont overthing i feel safe and at peace.We have a long distance relationship and every time he is away im at worst with anxiety i feel like i can’t breath. Is it normal? P.s English isn’t my language so if i did mistakes im sorry and thank u