Recently diagnosed. Started therapy a couple of months ago. But the diagnosis has really allowed me to see how much this affects my life... 


For those of you who have done therapy, has it gotten better? How much?

I’m certainly not a depressed person but if this is how things are going to be despite my frantic efforts to get better, death really is the best option. I can’t continue to hurt people and isolate myself and not know who I am. It feels impossible for me to be the person I feel like I should be..