i get paranoid at night, (sometimes daytime too) where certain objects in my room look like things looking at me and it creeps me the fuck out even after i flash my light at it to try and relieve my mind, the second the light goes off it turns into this blurry indistinguishable thing that is super easy to imagine being something else and i cant even look away from it because i know its there and in my mind, it's looking at me, even though i know it's not. and if its in the corner of my eye its wayyy worse because then its even blurrier and my imagination can go pretty fuckin wild with ways to scare me. i was trying to listen to music as well, closed my eyes and i was having closed-eye hallucinations. i experience them quite vividly. they were fun and friendly at first but i started thinking about them and worrying and, lo and behold, a creepy figure leaped at me, i got jumpscared and opened my eyes. things/faces jumping at me during closed-eye hallucinations is a common occurrence. the way they jump basically looks like fnaf jumpscares. i also get scared of closing my eyes when listening to music because i become very vulnerable and easy to sneak up on and i begin to imagine, almost *feel* entities walking around my bed, coming near me, sometimes stabbing me in the stomach. these i dont really see i just mainly feel and maybe get a sense of where they "are", as if i had a specific, unique sense just for that. also, i understand that these aren't real, just that with the amount that i think about those things and the amount of anxiety it brings when i try to ignore it, it might as well be, you know?