A 3-4 years ago I had done a personality test (Briggs Myers)  - as well as several unreliable personality tests online, and ALL of the scores showed far more extroverted scores (Intro 0 - 30 Extrovert on B&amp;M and from memory, all the "unreliable tests" were 90%+ Extrovert). 


And well over the past 2 years, I have became very introverted, started to hate every interpersonal relation and destroy all the bridges I'd built. And well some unreliable tests are more and more showing an increase of the introversion; lately found more at 50-50% but coming down from being a full extrovert who used to talk to anyone and everyone fearlessly, I have don't have that anymore, and I guess I'm a little afraid of losing "friends".


Some part of me still *loves* to talk to people, and strangers but until I am in that conversation, I will not be looking to start one. I used to be the one person to always initiate conversations, having stopped initiating them - I see no one going ahead to initiate a conversation with me. Although, to a certain extent, I'm not really afraid of being alone as I've grew up without ever really have anyone there for me... I was not alone, but constantly have been feeling alone. 


And although I love having people to talk to, and people to hang out with - I see no value in friendship as one cannot relate to me, and the mere thought of them thinking they can irritates me. 

I guess I'm just wondering if anyone's been through the same thing, and how you managed?