Ive seen quite a few people mention difficulties holding down a job. Ive been a little blindsided at 40 with this diagnosis, I’ve also entered the workforce for the first time in 13 years. Ive been a stay at home mom most of my adult life. Prior to staying home I had alot of jobs, went to different trades schools and colleges to try to figure out what I wanted to do but nothing held my interest long and I often had a hard time getting along with co workers. Now that I’m working again, in a job I was really excited about in the beginning, I am terribly depressed, hate following a schedule, riddled with anxiety 24/7 and on the verge of quitting. It’s the same dread and anxiety I felt all those years ago to make me quit every job I’ve ever had. My current job is easy, fun, low stress, I work Monday-Friday 8-5, holidays off, lots of vacation time, there really isn’t a whole lot I should hate, but I do. Is this something that comes with the BPD territory? Is there a way to combat those feelings? I’m already on medication for my depression and anxiety.