As title says. I don’t know what to do. I had only two friends and they both left me now. One manipulated the other into leaving me. My family is a mess and I just live with my mom who is more better but I have issues and so does she and I can’t handle it anymore because of it, and I want to leave but with everything I said and I can’t make an income due to being disabled and getting disability is taking a long time and the appeal is going to take a long time. I have no friends or family to go to, no money due to disability, I don’t know what to do. And because my friends left, I don’t have any support anymore. I just have a new therapist I see every other week who doesn’t know about anything after having gone to a DBT program that had the most ridiculous shit written in the textbooks that wasn’t helping me because they were also repeating the same thing over and over and not listening to me.

I don’t know what to do. I am panicked, alone, afraid and lost.