So... I was diagnosed with BPD in June, since then I´ve been trying to read as much as I can about it. The truth is memes helped me more that texts lol. The thing is I no longer see when it´s me talking and when it´s my illness. Do I really want all the tattoos I say I want? Or it is just an impulse? And so with every aspect of my life. Even with things that are in the past!

I´m scared of not beeing authentic anymore, just acting irrationally and not thinking about consequences.

If any has this situation I´d like to read them!