Do you ever get this feeling. I'm almost 30 and I feel like I 've wasted all my life. I can't start a job I like, because they all want experience even for unpaid internships (my dream career is pretty much impossible, since I've dreamed about being and actress and  would love to try acting in Japan (stupid, I know, and just as impossible as acting in America if you're not born in that country). Time is passing by and much younger people/recent graduates are in demand for most jobs. Nobody wants a leftover with "a strong desire to learn" and basic skills. 
Lately things at home are NOT going well and even if it's not been said, I've never felt so out of place in my own home. (tried moving out, will try again since the r.e. Agent tried to scan me with the apartment last time) .Ideally sharing with friends would probably help, but we're not "close like that", and mostly just send eachother memes. Won't comment on love life. 
I've never felt so alone, stupid and overall a failure. Has anyone else felt like this? How did you "get out"?
Sorry for the rant.