In about 1 hour I am off to riding the bus.
I have had this phobia for several years, but it got a lot better last year. Oddly enough when I moved to a new city. I'd even say it perished!

But then I went back to visit my family for Christmas. I went on the bus, I fell asleep, and wound up in a small village in the middle of nowhere. It was horrible.
I called someone to pick me up so it wasn't that bad I guess. But since my phobia of riding the bus comes from lack of control it has gotten me SHOOKETH.

And it's so silly. But now I'm here panicking because I got to get to UNI. There's snow going up to my knees outside. It's probably slippery. The bus is large. Like I kid you not I am preparing for the worst. I just pray that I won't get a panic attack on my way there or on the bus because, *it has happened before*. 

I could probably ask someone for a ride. But I won't do it. It's what got me stuck last time. I just need some encouragement atm ):