Does anyone else here literally stop thinking? I have what my therapist called "thought dams" (ie my inner monologue stops completely) and it's fucking freaking me out. I feel like I'm losing my thoughts, like soon I won't think anymore at all and it scares me because then how will I write or talk to people? I mean, to speak you have to think right?

And is that a bad sign, like a sign of decompensation / breakdown? I had been stopping my antipsychotics and wonder if it can be that.