I'll be doing something like vacuuming, watching TV, talking with friends  or almost anything, and my brain will just remind me that I'm an absolute waste of flesh, constant reminders that I'm a failure and always will be.

 I can't go one day without being subjected to a massive fuck you from memories that will randomly pop up from every stage of my life. I'm 24 in a couple weeks and I remember things from preschool onwards that make me fucking miserable in an instant. 

Brains are absolute arseholes.