This isn't the first time this has happened in a relationship. I feel totally in love for the first few months then I slowly start being almost disgusted by my partner. But the thought of losing them sucks and I feel like I still love them, but I literally can't hold hands (it literally makes me angry) but I can kiss and thats fine. I am really confused and don't know what to do. I dont wanna spend time with my bf anymore and I dont know what that means. Should I break up with him? I feel like I should but what if I'm just splitting or I am wrong.