I dated this girl for 6 months before she randomly broke it off. That was 4 years ago,  about 2 years later I texted her on Instagram for closure but it still felt fake. She randomly found me a week ago and we started talking. I was suspicious at first but felt like something changed, she seemed different but I guess I was wrong. I found out tonight that this whole time she’s been texting me saying that she loves me and how happy I make her that she’s been saying the same to a close friend of mine who had also dated her at one point. I trusted that she changed and ignored the red flags and suspicions just because I wanted to be happy. I’m breaking down and have no one to talk to. She manipulated me for what? The wound she made was finally healing and she just reopened it and poured salt on the damn thing. I’m really not in a good place rn. I don’t know what I’m expecting out of this post but I just needed to say this. I’m really not okay