I have love this girl since we were in 9th grade (we were really greatd friends but did something really stupid but now we are just friends now but i still like her till now) and now in my third year of college if i did not stop. I want to tell her how i feel but i dont want to be rejected and i dont want to be in a relationship where im bringing my problems with me and expect her to lived with my problems. I watched this animated video from cracked.com and the title is "Why is dating with depression is so (bleeping) hard and this phrase got stuck on me its you cant show up with all your issues and expect them to tolerate you and the other one is there is a certain level you need to get to before youre entitled to love and mutual support. Everytime i look at her shes e really bright person. Shes like s ray of light in the end of the tunnel. She looks warm and cheerful its like waking up early in the morning and after you wake up you sit near a window and you touch a ray of light with the dust particles in it. It feels really warm, fuzzy and it felt so real, genuine. I hope i fix myself i really do. 
I will always like you CMV since gr.9 and thank you.
Ps. (Sorry for my grammar)