(Just venting) I’m a 26f but I just don’t feel like this body is mine and I don’t know how to describe it. I’m not trans before anyone suggests that, it’s nothing to do with my gender. I just feel like I don’t know who I am and it feels like I was born into the wrong body or life. I struggle so much daily because I feel very lost all the time and it makes me so unhappy. Over the years I’ve gone through “phases” but they’re like complete personality changes, different styles and beliefs, it’s like completely different people and I feel embarrassed about some of the phases. It’s like a constant identity crisis and it’s very hard to connect with people when you don’t know yourself enough. I always feel like I’m dreaming and one day I’ll wake up to my real self/life. 
Saddest thing is, I know I’m probably just very mentally ill.