I hate everyone important in my life right now, and they all hate me. The Only difference is I only hate them because they hate me and I genuinely don’t know why they all hate me… I feel like I bend, fold and give my whole self to everyone I love and I don’t even get half of it back. As soon as i fuck up people leave me. Why am I not allowed to have Flaws but still be loved like everyone else? Why are my Flaws so unforgivable? I truly think it’s a Miracle im not suicidal because everything is so dark &amp; gloomy for me but somehow I just keep Pushing on with Hope that one day I’ll be one of Gods Favorites and this shit won’t be so hard… I wanna just drink myself to sleep but my body is so tired from already doing that everyday this week…
….Anyway, I hope everyone else is having a Better day than me 🙂