
it’s my birthday I’m 17 now , I’m so depressed I don’t know how I’m going to survive . Usually teenagers my age have a lot of friends or they are super social go out party drugs but my life is so depressing I can’t do this anymore the only person who said happy birthday was my dad he used to be a drug and alcoholic junkie he had no option but he had to stop so now he’s doing ok Ig my boyfriend just said happy birthday and it hurt this just makes me realize how I don’t mean shit to anyone . I want to die I hate everything I hate being alone all the time i hate being the second option I hate feeling like this I want to kill myself im so unhappy