I'm on the 5th day of an 8 day road trip along the western US coast. I cannot contain my rage and depression even if I make point of taking my meds religiously.  But I have felt the anxiety and depression just welling up in me and it is agonizing. 

No one deserves to be around me right now, I am a monster that should be shunned and hated.

Day 6 coming up...