I'm going through lot's of things right now lot's of stress but nobody to talk about it, can anyone help me? I'm a little shy or whatever it is idk publicly telling about me, about my problems.One of the difficulty I have is I don't good at explanation of any situation, I think and most of the time people didn't seems to understand me.also I'm confuse about life about what is good and what is bad, what is real and what is fake, everytime I judge myself take my self down Idk what is what, sometimes it feels like life is an illusion and I stop by now writing this probably delete this after sometime in shaming of myself.help