Hey dude. 

How have you been? I miss you. Tomorrow will be a week since I’ve last heard from you. You holding up ok? How have your assignments been? I hope your taking care of yourself. And I hope your well. 

I’m sorry for the moments that I was very extreme. I’m sorry that I didn’t give you space when you asked. I’m sorry I stared a fight with you knowing it would piss you off. 

It is what it is at this point. 

I’m taking time for myself too. I’ve been feeling a bit bttr these days. Without your influence. It scares me. What if I’m jst bttr off without you? Idk if you have messaged me yet. 

You left me on delivered for two days. Even though I saw you active on Instagram. But. I decided to jst accept that. You did say you needed a lot of space rn. So I logged out. 

Idk if you have replied to me. Maybe you have. Maybe you haven’t. But either way. I’m taking space for myself too. It’s going pretty decent I’d say. It’s scaring me because I want to log back in. What if you didn’t reply? That scares me. But what scares me more is that if you did reply. And for some reason that terrifies me more. 

I’m not sure why. I want to talk to you. But at the same time. I don’t? I am confused.