I am 18 yo from Belarus and we have obligatory military service in our country. I’m currently studying in Spain and legally don’t have any problems with it this year, but under a risk of being send back, because of sanctions. I realize that if I will be sent to Belarus like it most likely going to happen with Russian students who are studying abroad (if it hasn’t happened yet), I won’t be able to avoid it. Being aware of how things work in my country, on military service I will be sent to war (unlikely but still can happen) and this shit scares me. Dead soldiers were 18-25 yo men like me. I don’t want this shit, I just want to live life. Never was afraid of death like now