I got approved for an apartment!!! I’m out of this toxic home!

I just got approved and I am so ready to get out! I am ready to get away from my emotionally abusive narcissist mother and emotionally and sexually abusive father. As well as the flying monkeys aka siblings who scapegoated me and did not support. 

I’ve already blocked my mom’s number as she will be a definite No Contact. The rest of my family will be limited contact as I heal away from the family dynamic.

I am excited to be able to sleep at night again and not have PTSD reactions, anxiety, be on guard, defensive and have anger and constant pain. I’m tired of being gas lighter and manipulated.

I know my narc mom will try to start some drama today when I go home because she loves making me look like the problem.. but I won’t be home today. I will go home just before I go to sleep and then i move out tomorrow! I am so ready!!!!!!!

I am debating whether I want my dad to help with the luggage and bringing it to my apartment (he offered)... I just want this new place to have new energy and I don’t think I want his energy near where I live. Or I could just take the luggage from his car and ask him not to come inside... thoughts?!

Thanks 