For the longest time, I thought I was too sensitive and needy and I acknowledge that I am like that sometimes but... For the past few months, I've been feeling shitty about a friend.
She has her own way of showing affection, she has her own issues off course but... I've realized that our friendship is super one sided.

It'll be really hard for me to distance completely because of the way that I am but I'm really tired of it. It's a burden I no longer feel like carrying. I'm so sick of worrying about losing her, always being the one to make conversation and often ending up disappointed.

I'm so sick of being taken for granted.

It'll be even harder because she's almost my only friend.. :/ so it's ok for her to lose me because she has 1000 friends but.. I don't really have anyone else. But tbh.. It feels the same having her or not in my life sometimes.