So this last year was supposed to be my first year of college but soon just turned into a gap year because of my mental issues. I was already having problems in high school but I kinda forced myself to start college anyway. Bad idea cause just opening a book makes me feel sick.

 Anyway the problem is I'm not doing anything so that's not really making my mental health better. There are many activities that I would like to do but I feel like I can't because of my illnesses. Like working. Or even traveling by myself and doing like interrail or a gap year program abroad. I'm scared that I won't be able to do the things I want to do because of my mental health. 

Anyway I wanted to ask if anyone has ideas about activities or programs that take mental health into consideration. So I can do something now instead of just sleeping all day or binge watching series.