My ex said he wanted to break up and then said he wanted two weeks to make a final decision. It’s basically a breakup because he said he’s done and doesn’t want to fix things but still wants to see. He’s on vacation out of the country and I am stuck dealing with the pain. He’s been active on Snapchat and its making me feel hurt. He ofcourse isn’t talking to me much.

I am spiraling so badly to the point of suicide. Any advice?