So I realize this isn’t something a lot of people do, but while I’m not a good artist I’m super active in art communities, only problem is commissioning people gives me HORRIBLE panic to the point if I commission my SO I won’t be able to talk with her about the subject in question because I panic so badly. She tells me since we’re together it shouldn’t happen but if anything that makes it a lit worse.
Does this happen with other people who are involved in art stuff or is it just me?