My FP has gone cold on me, I don't understand it, over something that happened months ago, they're pissed at me, I'm doing everything i can to fix it and I fucking can't, I'm tired. I'm so fucking tired, I just wanted to help and I keep fucking making things worse, I'm as nice as i fucking can be to them and it never works the way I'm trying to make it work, I don't want to feel this physical pain in my chest anymore, i don't like seeing them hurt, I don't like hurting them, this is insane... Things used to be so good..