I'm spiralling down. In retrospect last year seemed the best year of my life. Had a good job with nice colleagues, bought a house with my girlfriend and got a dog. Then I decided to pick a new job in a different field
Half a year later and I loathe my current job.  Half our team quit or is out with burn-out. I feel worthless and keep missing deadlines. I'm moody and sad constantly and I feel like I'm letting everybody down. I dread the next work day every evening. I can't handle even the smallest task. Now it's starting to affect my girlfriend. Fuck. I feel like ending it, but I don't want to hurt my gf and family by doing anything drastic. Every day is just anguish.