Okay so I had a crush on this guy I would see at a mutual work thing once a month. So I got his number, he was flirty so I went with it. I asked him on a date. He "promised" we would when he was back from his vacation. He works 60 hours a week so I get he's busy. We texted daily. He went on holiday I heard nothing from him for 5 days. He text me when he came back, we chatted and I asked about meeting up.

He dodged the question, so I waited til I saw him in person he told me he would but has anxiety which I totally understand. I've tried my best to show him I'm a good caring person who would doesn't want to hurt him. We've been texting for 7 weeks now. We still haven't met up yet, he's said 3 times that he would and then just goes kind of quiet. He's told me he's attracted to me, he jumps between being flirty and going cold because he's scared of a relationship and now I don't know what to do. Because every time we plan a meet up and he goes quiet I just feel absolutely awful and let down by someone I want to trust. It's hurting me. And now we're in lockdown I'm completely cut off from my friends and entire life with a bunch of my coping skills. He's all the stability I've got right now. I understand he's anxious but I don't know if he has any desire to get past it. Everytime I think we're getting somewhere it suddenly changes.