not even sure this could be considered splitting, but does anyone else start to find themselves extremely internally annoyed/upset at their friends after they’ve done something to make you jealous?  I never show it on the outside, but every time I see my friends do something as minuscule and harmless as playing a twitch stream without me or make comments about texting outside the group, my jealousy/fear of abandonment just turns to anger towards them and it makes me go from loving them to fluctuating between despising and tolerating them. even if things are still mostly good, half the time i find myself harshly criticizing these people and feeling so much anger and annoyance at them that never completely goes away, even if it fades a bit with time.  it just sucks feeling so passive aggressively angry at everyone constantly for no good reason, but at the same time i still find myself eternally upset with nearly everyone at some point or another