I’m trying to fight the tears from flowing. My anxiety is at a all time high right now. I feel as if this is a safe place for me to vent my frustration with anxiety and how I feel stuck in this loop. My financial situation is what’s causing this episode….the fact that my anxiety stops me from doing all the things necessary to have my finances in check. I hate it here sometimes I feel out of control in my mind. I can go on and on but today I want to break this fucked up cycle I keep putting myself through. I need a miracle or advice. Both!? 🥹😭