I have been diagnosed with BPD recently (2 years ago) but I have been reading up on BPD and I have compared the symptoms to myself but I don't really see a match between me and the diagnoses I have been given. Let me explain im a quiet introverted person mainly Anti-social im also very impulsive (I am diagnosed with ADHD) and is considered by my family as not caring, violent, emotionally weird, and creepy, (he was showing a video to me about the Hindenburg and 9/11 and columbine which I just laughed at) Nihilistic, a habitual liar, very rebellious, reckless and my family have also mentioned that they have tried punishing me which I normally get violent during punishment (which I can agree with normally bc they take everything I own so my thinking is that they can't punish me further bc they have nothing else to take which is normally the first thing they do when I get in trouble also) and that I just keep doing it even after being punished and they have told the doctors that I have engaged in self-harm, smoking weed, drinking alcohol and stealing narcotics from my family and that I have run away from home multiple times (3 times in a week). I have tried therapy to get meds but instead of a 1 on 1 therapy session, I'm forced to do a group therapy session which I stopped going because I don't feel comfortable with it and when brought up to my therapist he simply said "I don't care that you don't feel comfortable we want you better" so not even 2 therapy sessions in with the therapist that's making me do the group therapy I stopped going and have told my family to discontinue the therapy. My family has told me multiple times that im only ruining myself by not getting help tbh I don't care for help as I know my lifestyle is gonna kill me and now they stopped punishing me and they just telling me "your only ruining yourself" whenever I get suspended from school or skip school or when I do anything bad really but IDRC as I don't think ima make it to the age of 21 nor do I care much about it rather live fast and happy rather than slow and depressed im not trying to be edgy or anything but im just curious do I sound like a person with BPD?.