There is this issue thaf Ive been dealing with for a long time that only struck me while taking a shower. 

Note:: I'm not good with explaining and words and English isn't my first language so I apologize in advance. 

My thoughts are so noisy that it sometimes affect my hearing, thinking, the outside or the world outside my head itself is the noisy one, being half aware that the noisy one is my brain, however in those situations, I will be thinking that the main cause of noises is the outside of my brain. 

It happened a lot, and just yesterday, my mind is so noisy, as if there is too much that I'm hearing or thinking? that I complained out loud to my best friend that its so noisy, and he responded with "Girl, its quiet, what are you on about??" 

Also similar thing happen in my room time to time where sometimes it gets so unbearable that I had to cover my ears even though it was the middle of the night.

I searched it up and nothing showed up. 

I dont know what this is but whatever the fuck this is, its annoying.

I thought it might be related to depression because maybe it's just too much overthinking that it causes me to deattach from the reality or something.. please let me know if its related to depression because this shit is genuinely annoying.