I know this sounds so selfish and materialistic. This year has been rough, and it feels like it's ending rougher. I feel really lonely. I have a ton of acquaintances/friends but no best friends really. I try my best to do things for people and be there for them. This Christmas I bought a bunch of gifts for all my friends. I bought things for my roommates, my friends at college, and I brought home gifts for my highschool friends that I'm still good friends with. and I got nothing for Christmas. Now people are sharing and asking me what I got for Christmas and idk what to do or say and it makes me feel really lonely. I try really hard to do nice things for my friends and I just kinda wish that someone  would just do something nice for me sometimes.