My boyfriend came home, I was already a bit angry about something we’d argued about then a new piece of information i found out made it a lot worse. 

I couldn’t stop crying, I turned away from him, i felt like i had to throw up and went to the bathroom then i went back to bed and at the way he acted and being in the moment and nit being totally sure I was right I freaked out

I stormed out, went to the bathroom and cht the razor out of a shaving razor - i accidentally hurt my finger and when he heard me say ow he came in while i was trying to block the door - I was crying so hard and i told him to just get out and he did (he didnt see the razor) 

I cut myself lightly a few times and when I calmed down went back to bed - my head was killing me and i couldnt stop crying i felt so insane and then I asked him if he was going to break up with me to which he hugged me and called me an idiot. He saw the cuts and got really upset.

He’s the best thing in my life and so kind but I give him hell over every mistake he makes, I don’t deserve him, I don’t know why he cares about me