i can't find away to fix it i've tried everything this is killing me i feel jealous of people doing what i want to do the only reason i haven't done it because my anxiety is that bad wtf is this i need to fix myself hate everytime i go out and talk to someone they make me feel like i could have done that by now i just haven't thanks to this sh1tty anxiety that won't foff i've tried pills from the doc i've tried class a drugs class b drugs they don't work i've tried forcing myself into positions i don't like etc i'm at the last straw