2022. I lied to all of my friends that my dad was dead for 3 years, developed a drug addiction because of the continued unmeasurable guilt I had for telling the lies and began spiraling out of control to the point of suicidal tendencies. My friends blocked me and stopped speaking to me when they found out and I was kicked out of my apt for going thru manic episodes.

Im getting better but I think about them all the time and I really want them to come back but I don't know if they will