So I am not sure where to start. 
I’ve had depression most my life. It seems to be getting worse as I’ve got older…
I’ve been in a bad relationship off and on for the last several years. I know deep down I should be done with it but I sometimes think I don’t deserve any better. 
Anyway without giving my life story me and my boyfriend got into an argument tonight and he said he was done with me. He took his stuff and left. Just like that. One minute things seemed okay the next he is telling me he’s done and leaving me to sit alone on thanksgiving. 
I’ve been extremely sick all week and today just barely started feeling better. Tried to make him a dinner. Wasn’t my best but wanted him to have something. It just hurts really bad being left like this.