Partner &amp; I got into a fight from something shitty they did. This lead to a temporary relationship break. They found a date. Oh well nothing I can do, I don't own them, they're pretty af people were asking then out while we were together. 

Though it did lead to craving validation like mad. I thought it would be smart to try and flirt with someone who I'd already been on a date with years ago. I feel rubbed raw so I figured it was safe territory. I'm not good at flirting, but figured I'd be okay. We'd kinda messaged, I tried to dm a flirty but not nude pic. Nothing too crazy. Now I've been ghosted by them. I feel like a dumb ass. That stung. I don't blame them though. I'm more so embarrassed and ashamed.

I still need that sweet sweet validation though so...Oops lemme just post risqué shit publicly. The compliments feel nice right now, but the entitlement and threats of harm to me because I won't fuck or send nudes sucks. Hooray for this situation. I wanna disappear lol