I don’t this this belongs in r/suicidewatch bc I’m not suicidal (atm) I’m just frustrated.

I was suppose to move next month and go to a new school (I’ll be in the 9th grade) but once again my dad got my hopes up. It’s not entirely his fault but I did really believe that we were going to move. Now that Ik that we aren’t moving (I’m still moving but not till next year or something) I lost all interest in life and the only thing that’s keeping me alive is my family.

I have a choice to either go back to home school (and be alone for a whole year again) or go to high school (and possibly get bullied again). I’ve been yearning to make new friends bc I’m so lonely but I have complete trust issues ikr what to do.