i have a bf that i love a lot, but sometimes i struggle to feel those feelings when we’re apart, sometimes even when we’re together, and it makes me feel like shit. it happens with my friends too, sometimes, and it feels like i just don’t really care about people, if we’re not hanging out/texting. i can deal with the lack of feelings towards my friends and family, but i kinda feel like i’m betraying my bf by experiencing this. i can’t imagine a life without him, but today it’s constantly on my mind and i keep, involuntarily, wondering if i should break up

please tell me i’m not alone???