I just wanted to share my appreciation for this community, I have my ups and downs like all of you, I have hallucinations, feelings of being plagued by demons and plenty of other things that would make most people uncomfortable and think I need to be locked up, thank you for giving me a place to feel safe, and feel like my issues have some validation has been great. I have a therapist, and a psychologist, and while my therapist is amazing, I don't always want to be positive, I don't always want to "slow things down and focus on my healing" sometimes I just need to be me, sometimes I just need to chill with my demons and let them ride their course, when I am feeling good its awesome, but when I am in a dark place, sometimes I don't want to hear "its a long journey you will get better" my demons will always be with me and I am learning to coexist with them, they made me who I am today both good and bad. If you understand what I mean and haven't yet, I highly recommend listening to the song "Demons" by DROLOE, I have never related more to a song in my life. Anyway, I just wanted to thank you all for never judging, letting me have my opinions and sharing my thoughts without worrying if I am saying the wrong thing or being viewed as insane even during my bad episodes. Much love to you all.