I was never diagnosed with anxiety but I’m pretty sure I developed it due to the events that’s have been happening lately. I enlisted to the military [USAF] just a few months back. Since then I was so excited and surely would want to ship tomorrow if I had the chance. But as the days gone closer and closer to my date, I became more anxious. I really don’t have any other symptoms but this and it’s been 2 weeks. It started when I told my parents about it. Instead of being supportive, ofc they went against it as usual and began to guilt trip me and yelled that I’m not gonna make it etc. Well, these people have been incredibly toxic and have been driving me insane for years. They’re the reason why I dropped off college due to the racing thoughts about the impeding doom that someone’s gonna barge into my room and starts screaming just because I’m busy with homework and can’t do yard work today. Acne, hair loss, digestive issues, nausea, insomnia, headaches are all linked to one thing. I enlisted just to get away from them. Whenever I think of those things that they said, I become anxious and began to breathe harder because it feels like I can’t get enough air in my lungs, or else I’m going to suffocate. My mind would wander off to something else and my breathing is normal again up until those thoughts happen. I’m afraid if this is asthma then the USAF is going to kick me out, meaning I’m back to this household again which is my biggest nightmare.