I feel like I’m falling apart right now. I’m still in college at 21 and have close to 70 credits left. It feels impossible.
I can’t go to class. I can’t concentrate on school work. I can barely get out of bed, all for what reason? I love to learn, but going to school and being in classes makes me feel like I’m dying. I’m always worried about the next test or how good my grade is. I can’t drop out. I just can’t. But I feel like that’s the destination I’m heading for and I’m just in the passenger’s seat with no control. Every day, I’m on autopilot. All I want to do is scream and cry. What do I do? How do I make it through the semester? The 2+years of school I have left?
I have everything going for me. My life isn’t bad. Even so, my depression keeps growing and corrupting my brain. I don’t know what to do. What do I do?