I'm so scared, i'm starting college the 27th and i'm just not good enough. I've been overly sensitive and plain rude these past 2 weeks (therapy hiatus because of my therapist's vacations) and it has crashed me hard. I feel hopeless and not ready for anything.

I dont wanna go to the first day of the next 5 years of my life and just have a bad start, treat people bad and make myself look like im crazy. I wish i could postpone my life for a while and try to get better first, even if im not sure i can get any better rn :(