One day while I was at work I trusted my (ex) boyfriend with my laptop so that he could play games on it/not be bored while I was away, but I had forgot to log out of my deviantart account...

Naturally he didn't mention this and thought I was stupid enough to never find out about it, but shortly after I was searching through my history to find a link for my friend because I couldn't remember the site name and saw all these deviantart art links like enough to fill my entire screen and was horrified when I saw the timestamp and that he had been looking through more than 300 pages of my personal (not viewed by public) messages and was frantically reading to dig up dirt on me. WHILE I WAS AT WORK AND TRUSTING HIM WITH MY PERSONAL LAPTOP!

I confronted him about this and he decided to play dumb (because he thought I was an idiot) and it really hurt me because I had solid evidence right in front of me and this guy was CONTINUOUSLY lying to me and playing dumb. 

I didn't want to use receipts but I screenshot and sent it to him, (as proof and so he could stop patronising me) and that was the only time this ethics and moral philosophy student could say sorry.
 
His excuse was that he was feeling insecure, and for some reason thought if I was going to cheat on him it would be on deviantart... 

Unfortunately this wasn't the first or last time that people I loved/trusted have used that specific account to dig up information on me for blackmail, I felt so sickened by what he did that I deleted the account. 

I know one day I'll be able to use this site and know that the people I trust are only going on it to....hell I don't know.... look at my artwork?? like it was intended. 

Thankfully I'm no longer with this utter prick but I now feel like a right stuck up bitch whenever someone uses my laptop I feel I have to monitor them and log out of everything so they can't use anything against me.

I managed to let my best friend borrow my laptop so he could quickly google something but I still had this vomit inducing feeling because it instantly reminded me of the ex breaking my trust. 