I lost my well paying construction job over a depressive episode and a disagreement with my boss. It took me a month to find employment again at the tune of a 5 dollar pay cut. Im trying to support my mom, me and my little brother. My mom finally went to the doctors and had appts setup but now I cant get her to them becaise my truck broke down and I dont have the money to fix it until my next pay check. I dont even know if ill have the money for.my therapist appt or my truck payment this week if I do get it fixed. I lost the 2 grand I had saved up before my job let me go so now Im nack to stage 1 just as I was finally getting somewhere and now winter is coming up, I still havent been able to get our furnace or pur gas line fixed and Im just so fucking tired. I cant do this shit anymore and I just want it all to end. Im tired of never getting anywhere with my life. Im tired of trying and failing. I just...wanna die so that I can be free from it all.