I don't know what to say. I have been treated like dirt since I was born. My parents had left me and I was forced into an abusive family where I endured a never ending childhood of pain and suffering. I don't even know if I can call it a childhood anymore... Life only went downhill after that. High school was the end of where I wanted to try and regain my hope in humanity. I was bullied, attacked, blackmailed, everything. I didn't want to live anymore. I don't know what is so good about being alive. There are voices everyday telling me that I'm worthless and that the world would be better with me gone. It has gotten to the point where I don't know if I can even see that start of the next day. I would rather be dead and left alone than having to suffer in this hellish pit of demon spawn.