the girl I've been seeing for the last month just texted me saying after work she went to "John's" (not his actual name) flat and had a drink and a joint.

AHHHHhhhhhhh Hhh things were going so well n i fully don't know whether trusting her is my BPD allowing me to be taken advantage of, or if not trusting her is my BPD overreaction to the text.....fuck! weve been taking it slow, havent slept together yet, I've been keeping myself from getting too intense, I haven't felt jealous or anything until now......fuckin John

pray for me guys pls oxoxoox