It feels like, for me, I almost destroy the soul of every person I’m around. It’s not that I dislike any of them, though it’s rare for me to like a person genuinely. It feels like I just wind up becoming a burden to everyone I meet. I can’t afford therapy because it costs too much and I can’t find employment right now. Does anyone else find this about themselves? It’s getting to the point I am looking into supernatural ways to try and bring those I care about back into my life by making myself better. There has to be a way that this isn’t all there is. This place is horrible. Has anyone found a way to fix this in themselves?