I realized that I feel so extremely lonely. The only way for me not to feel this way is for me to be talking to someone constantly. Which obviously isn’t realistic or fair to expect from others. But I wondered why I feel so lonely all the time. It’s because I feel like I spend so much time alone, even if I don’t actually spend a lot of time by myself. It’s because my thoughts are so loud and so constant I am constantly submerged in my own subconscious. I am tired of myself and tired of my thoughts because it feels like it’s just me on my island and everyone else is so far away 
Does anyone else relate?