I wanted it to be him. And I thought it would be him. After so many failed relationships I met him and thought it would be different. He was like me in male form. But things didn’t work out. He wasn’t at all expressive with his feelings and I was. I think I scared him away, but also he’s a very reclusive distant person. I don’t know if he moved on from me already. I miss talking to someone and having a connection like that. Every guy I meet just isn’t the same. I’ve turned very cold on guys now, none of them are like him. He was one of a kind, and I can’t let him go fully. I want to move on already, but I also just wish that we would talk again, I wish he wanted to make it work as badly as I did. I don’t understand why no one does.