I am around 4 inches and im indeed small girth wise as well. I am still a virgin and never had the confidence to show my dick to any girl unfortunately. I blame porn for this, as I never cared during 15-16 but as an adult im embarassed and depressed about reality. It only gets worse now. I am a white male and some of the porn that pops up on pornhub is “BBC white girl” “BBC cuckhold” etc. After seeing it, it boiled my blood. Why would any women do this? Degrade herself for money and the black guy seemed to like take revenge for the past? idk but the cuckhold stuff boiled my blood even more. Showing a white guy watching and the guy was average sized as well. It pisses me off seeing this and when I see black people with white women irl i cringe and get very furious in my mind. Why would any girl do this especially to their own race? emasculate a white person and be ok with it while getting plowed by the black guy who is seen like some animal. I dont know what to say but I am openly admitting I am not only insecure from porn but now I am racist.