Hi all!

I'm enjoying reading your posts. 
I can identify with many BPD traits, especially RE: Abandonment but I feel like people generally like me. I have several close friends and many acquaintances.  Sometimes I wish I had more friends but I wonder if it's just for shallow reasons.  

Anyway, I just wanted to say hi. You all are amazing and brave for sharing your stories. 

Actually I have two questions:

1. Is there anyone else with BPD traits who has successful relationships in general? 
2. Has anyone found a healthy way to channel the abundance of emotions? I'm learning to play the violin and sometimes I do feel a release when I play.