I have no support, my little brother is the only one who listens. Everyone else just talks at me, over me, yells, shakes their head and rolls their eyes. They think i’m crazy, dramatic. They tell me to think positive, meditate, start telling myself positive affirmations. 

I have people trying to tell me about MY mental health. Trying to explain BPD to ME like i haven’t been trying to explain it to them. Trying to explain black and white thinking to ME as if it’s a new term. I am about to lose it.