Being diagnosed with bipolar 2 disorder, borderline personality disorder, OCD, Anxiety and, ADHD, and from about 17 to my current age of 25 I was off my meds for.. stupid reasons.

After a major mental break down a few months back, A good friend of mine persuaded me to get mental health treatment again. 

I started seeing a therapist as well as a psychiatrist about 2 months ago and I have been on a medication regiment ever since, more specifically Lamotrigine (Lamictal), Olanzapine (Zyprexa), Guanfacine (Tenex, Intuniv) and Lorazepam (Ativan). 

With the exception of the Guanfacine, this medication regiment has been working wonders for me!! For the first time in 10 years I finally feel stable and happy. I have had so many fewer mood swings. I have more motivation to do things, I have such a positive outlook on life now, Even when I experienced a minor depressive episode a few days back, I felt down, but it wasn't like the deathly gloom that normally washes over me. AND NO BRAIN FOG!!

I don't even have a desire to listen to the negative music that I always listen to most of the time. 

I just feel so much more energetic but not like hypomanic energetic, just.. normal energetic everyday. 

The Zyprexa is helping me get more restful sleep because I'm not compulsively writing in my journal, or dealing with intrusive thoughts.

The Ativan has been a godsend for my anxiety, when I have panic attacks. 

But I think my favorite medication is the Lamictal. I just feel so much happier and more stable because of it.

And my therapist is wonderful she's so kind and caring and she's so good at listening she actually remembers what I'm saying, both long term and short term. 
She remembers things I told her from weeks prior!! 

And one time I was a bit manic when I seen her and I rapidly expressed three different major problems and elaborated quite a bit on them back to back without taking a break and then when I was finished she recited back to me an overview of what I told her to make sure she had a good understanding. 

I was really impressed that she was actually able to absorb and retain all of that.

Since I've been getting treatment my life has just been getting so much better. 
 I just wanted to share that with everybody and maybe motivate some people here that aren't currently getting treatment to try very hard to get treatment. Because it can make a world of difference!!