So before i got pregnant my sisters baby was born disabled and after that i got pregnant and during my pregnancy i tested positive for an infection called toxoplasmosis but i re did the test 3 times again and it came back negative so the doctors said i should keep my baby everything is fine! I gave birth to what they said a petfectly healty baby! She is 3 months old now but everyday i keep on analysing her and i always google symptoms like for now she had autisam and cerebral palsy i mean they are all in my head! All the other people even her doctor say she is fine.. but the problem is i cant enjoy my baby i live in fear i constantly look for problems in her and every day i find something new to worry about! Dont know what to do? I dont think even medications will work? Just feeling very lost i cant even recognize myself :(