I just gotta suck it up,

I just gotta live with the pain and suck it up,

I just gotta be alive and suck it up,

I just gotta suffer and suck it up, 

dying is pathetic I just gotta suck it up,

I will live in this pain and i just gotta suck it up,

this is life I just gotta suck it up,

I just gotta allow this agonising torture and just suck it up,

I'm a failure I just gotta suck it up,

I'm a disappointment I just gotta suck it up

I am nothing but I just gotta suck it up