I called my friend who didn't answer which is okay. She might've gone back to sleep or something I guess. I texted a guy yesterday who never responded but I know hes also extremely busy. I texted a third, mutual friend and no response, probably also asleep.

I just feel like crying. Its so small but it just rips the bandaid off the loneliness wound. Nobodys making an effort to talk to me RN and for some reason I just feel extra sensative about it today.

Idk, I'm just sad and wanted to say something to somebody somewhere, shouting out into the void that I'm lonely and I'm sad and I feel like nobody's gonna give me the attention my narcisstic ex gave me in the lovebombing stage cause they wont,