My energy depletes so easily. That god damn inner critic sucks the life outta me. If anything requires alot of effort- especially if it's a mundane task I really don't want to do but need to- i get irritable, tired, anxious and frustrated. I'm sure my caffeine addiction isn't helping with the emotional regulation and motivation issues.

and when i go out in public people trigger me.I was minding my own business on the bus today and this crazy lady was mocking me and hurling insults and calling me a blonde bitch for no reason whatsoever and made faces at me from the window when i got off. It really shook me up and damaged my self esteem, even though sometimes people compliment me. I wanna be eft alone in public but people are weird and intrusive and don't get boundaries! I'm easy prey for them and it's hard to block out the B.S. and focus on what matters