Like I have no motivation at all, I lost every interest I had, I’m not even sure if I’m gonna be there for the tv show I was excited for, 
everything seems dull, all my hopes and dreams shattered and I cannot even picture myself in 5 years, I don’t even have energy to socialize or talk to my friends. sleep problems never end. these issues caused physical illness. seriously what’s the point of living? i’m living like a dead person I’ve dropped all my goals and passions so why keep on living if i’m lifeless this much?
death is comforting