me and my fp dated for a few months but he told me he wasn't ready for a relationship and told me to leave him alone. i did that even though it hurt. now, a month later, he's updated his facebook relationship status to 'in a relationship' with somebody else, and all his friends are congratulating him in the comments as if they've known about this for months. i hate it. i've relapsed back into my eating disorder after nearly two months purge free. my self harm has become exponentially worse over the past few days - i haven't stayed clean for more than two hours for nearly 5 days. i feel like i'm about to die. i can't sleep. i am in physical pain and i don't know how to cope