Idk if this is different with others but ever since i got depression due to failing many subjects, i've started being less happy or when sometimes i feel happy there's a thought of guilt that i should not be happy because i failed, because im not trying hard enough and I didn't meet the expectations of the people around me.

It's been like this for a few months now, nowadays i can't enhoy my past hobbies, nothing really makes me happy. Idk if there's still point in living with only sadness and guilt in mind.