I’m currently in grad school and honestly I can say, grad school has broken me. I was fat as child and then lost the weight and was really taking care of myself. I’ve gained around 10 kg in grad school. Plus, I’m still looking for internships. It’s really been a struggle I was supposed to change for the better and now I really just don’t know. I’m sad and stressed out and I feel like I’ll never be able to overcome these hurdles. Plus I don’t have a group of friends I can count on. In undergrad I had best friends who I would do everything with. It seems like everything I like has a bad consequence. I like cake which helps reduce my stress but it causes me to gain weight so I get even more stressed. I don’t know what to do anymore .