I'm trying to be strong for my boyfriend, who has depression, but it is so incredibly hard. It's been three days he's been down in the dumps now and my brain is convincing me it's my fault somehow. I feel like texting him is just pestering him when I know it's probably actually helping him. I wish I could be stronger for him. I want to pull away just as badly as he currently is but I don't want to fuck up what we have again.