I have a mental checkup/evaluation today

16f What should I say to my doctor? I strongly suspect I have bpd as I meet all the criteria for it. This is my first time ever going to the doctors for my mental health so I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do or anything? Should I mention that I have sh and been suicidal in the past (not so much currently). Would that put me at risk for being sent to a psych ward? And level of confidentiality do I have? I’m going alone I don’t want anyone to know about it especially not my parents. I’m sick of being mentally ill I just want to be healthy and normal.