I had a friend in high school. We grew up doing everything together and we stayed in touch for over 10 years. We had the same sense of humor and everything so we usually only had fun and laughing 

My other friend was my pet that I rescued as a baby on my porch one day. I did everything to take care of him and we hung out every day and he did everything with me. 

They both died recently and I’m realizing that was basically it. Those were my two friends and now I’m just forced to be lonely and miserable here a hollow shell of a person. Only existing to feel misery.