I’ve always feared that my bf was going to break up with me because I was too much to handle. I expressed this to him several times in the beginning.. telling him about my BPD and depression etc. He told me he cared about me and he wanted to work through my problems and help me. But today confirmed my fears. He told me he was 50/50 about breaking up with me because I’m just upset all the time. I had just gotten my meds and start therapy next week and then I get this shit dropped on me. I immediately shut down and cry, and he just leaves. I feel awful. I feel like I wanna pull out all my hair and punch a wall and worse! I was right. I hate that I was right.