the thing that ive been terrified of finally happened, for the past couple months my fp has been very distant, we were dating for a month but then all of the sudden they disappeared from every platform. i got so desperate that i would check everywhere everyday. eventually they started liking stuff on twitter so i immediately messaged them. they answered but it felt off, they were VERY distant and would give half-assed answers. eventually i figured out that they had a plan to off themselves right before school starts and i panicked since there was only a couple weeks until school (now its been a couple days since it started) and i begged them not to which ended up with me getting blocked. i made 7 more twitter accs (i now realized how unhealthy that is) and they deleted twitter bc of school. i only have a game we played together to check if theyre okay now. it hurts so much to lose them and i am just left wondering what i did wrong, or what i couldve done to keep our relationship going. i think this is my third fp but the first fp who made me feel like they felt the same way towards me the same way i felt towards them. at this point i just dont want to be obsessed over them anymore and i just want to let go and find someone else. my mind refuses to let go though and every single thing reminds me of them, i cant even play any of my favourite games bc they used some of the characters as pfps and i just break down when i think abt my fp. we talked every single day for hours straight and they were the only reason i was still around. i am now only living bc of my dog but i just want advice on how to get over them so i dont have to be sad over losing them.