I can’t stand being in this body anymore.
I want to destroy it.
I’m trapped in it. It’s ugly and disgusting. I hate myself for it.
I can’t stand seeing it and every time I think about it, it makes my skin crawl and I want to claw myself out of it. 
I hate the way I look I’m disgusting.
I’ll never have a relationship because of it. The thought of someone that I am with seeing it or touching it makes me feel sick because I am so ashamed of it. I just wish I could cut off all the parts I hate.