I have suffered from GAD since I was about 10. Over the years it has gotten worse. I had been taking Zoloft 200 mg for a very long time, then Wellbutrin was added to help with the very unpleasant sexual side effects (it didn'treally help). Zoloft was then sowngraded to 100 mg and it worked well until last december that my depression came back with a lot of racing toughts and anxiety.

 Last appointment she put me on Lamictal and slowly stopped taking Zoloft, I continued Wellbutrin.
I felt great for about 15 days until 5 days ago the anxiety came back multiplied by 10...I have been in a state of constant worry about everything, and  I had a very bad crisis yesterday. It was horrible, almost to the point of emergency room and I still feel quite bad. My reaction to this was to start taking Zoloft again, I am on 50 mg cause I know I have to start slowly. I have realized that I am simply unable to function without this medicine. It is the 3rd time I stop taking it, and I end up having horrible crises.  It sucks because the sexual side effects are really bad but it is either I don't function well in the bedroom, or I don't funtion well anywhere at all.

 After that long introduction, my worry now is if my doctor will be mad at me for starting the Zoloft again without asking her (she is impossible to reach). I also feel like the short period of time I was taking Zoloft and Lamictal together, things were going well. I am now afraid of seeing my doctor. What if she does not want to prescribe me zoloft again, or does not want to give me this combination that seemed to work well? I need some guidance. What would you do?