I wish I didn’t care so much about what people thought about me or why they take forever to respond to me when I know they’re on their phone. I wish I didn’t care if the person I care so much about and really like, doesn’t feel the same way. I over think so much to the point of being fine to sobbing in like 10 minutes because I think he hates me. And I hate not knowing the difference between something that’s not a big deal that I’m overthinking or something that is actually an issue that’s worth bringing up. I often ask for advice from friends but they always just say “it’s not a big deal don’t worry about it” but I just don’t know how to do that. 

A close friend/ guy that I really like that I talk to almost every day took hours to respond to just a casual text I sent last night even though i saw he was online on Instagram multiple times. Then didn’t respond to the text after I responded again. Then today he unfriended me on the Apple Watch activity sharing (where you share your activity and workouts and stuff like that. It shares workout stats like how many steps and calories burned. We go to the same gym, it’s where we met, and always love to talk about and motivate each other with our workouts ) I thought it was weird and am overthinking and don’t know if I did something wrong? I don’t want to cause more distance by confronting him about it but I can’t help but be really bothered. And it’s so frustrating because it seems like it shouldn’t be a big deal but it bothers me so much I can’t help it.