I do, I wish I could be devoid of any emotion, truly. The things I feel, as you guys probably know, they're all so extreme. My emotions are so intense, other people may as well not feel anything at all. I want to be freed of these things, despair, envy, hope, rage, love, I want them all gone. How liberating it must be to be a psychopath, I truly envy them. I wish I need not be burdened with the emotions other men seem not to experience.