So, this is about my ex gf/friend. We still speak regularly online, most days of the week but usually there are mutual friends present. We broke up a few months ago cause she said she's not ready for a relationship and doesn't like the long distance (I would visit because it's not that far but can't because of COVID). She said we can try again one day but doesn't know when that will be, and doesn't want me to wait so I don't end up hating her.

A couple weeks ago she was saying she's gay (bisexual) and it got me confused so I just asked why she kept saying that. She just told me she had feelings for me but never has actually been with a guy like she's been with a girl, and never saw us getting serious but didn't know if it was because of the distance or feelings. I asked if a relationship with me is something she would want still and she said she honestly doesn't know. 

I love this girl and really care about her but this is making me very anxious and sad to the point of tears sometimes. The uncertainty is killing me. I don't know if I should ask again because last time she just didn't give me a straight answer. I don't know isn't good enough for me. Some days I just feel like I need a yes or no answer. I'm scared if I approach this bluntly it will just ruin my chances and I'll seem weak or needy.