i have arrived in canada from the uk to do a working holiday with the aim to ski as much as i can living in a ski town. 

i’ve been looking forward to this trip for so long, since the start of the year and now that i am here i feel completely overwhelmed and have cried most nights/days since being here. today being the worst day it seems like every little thing is making me cry

there are a few things which i feel like are contributing to this 

my job i have here housekeeping, i am really struggling with it and do not like it at all after 2 weeks, if i was anywhere else i would quit but the job is tied to staff accomodation being a ski town and i don’t want to lose where i’m living or i’ll have to go home 

partially feeling homesick as well as i am 5000 miles from home 

i’ve met lots of cool people already after only being here 2/3 weeks and i guess i just really don’t wanna mess up the trip by getting fired from this job i hate. i’ve looked for new places to work but had no luck so far 

and just generally feeling overwhelmed by it all. new job/place to live/scenery/people/ new everything 

i’m just posting this to see if anyone has gone through something similar and how it turned out and venting on here helps me clear my head as i don’t feel like i know my new friends well enough to dump all this on them