I hate seeing my parents. both of them have no respect or understanding for me or my sister. Of course, since we are asians, their are constantly passive aggressive. So many microaggression directed towards me. I used to question their opinion, which resulted in them calling me a 'smartass'. Over the last 5 or so years, whenever I see them, I simply shut myself. I don't smile, don't laugh, don't do much..i barely talk. I try to get out of the house just to get away from them...losing my job was really bad...since I was saving up to get my own place..but that option is gone....how will I ever get away from them permanently? currently I am living in their apartment...and I hate it because they still "own" me....in their eyes, I am not their child but a slave...they want a happy obedient slave and they're constantly angry at me because I always look sad, I am not obedient and I don't echo their words. the fucked up is that I am 30 years old...which will make some of you shocked..how can a 30 year old still be so pathetic? i guess I am a just pathetic failure....is there any simple way to bite the bullet?