It isn’t the first time I trust people I shouldn’t. I do it a lot, I know it’s my poor self image and that I crave to be accepted and validated. It just sucks. I’m hurt, alone and at a really low point.

It will get better. I have to learn and grow, and be firm. It’s hard.

 I don’t know when I’ll be ready, but I think this one snapped the trust cord on my life. I don’t trust people, I don’t like people. 

Just needed to get this out of my head.