I’m bed ridden most of the days. I lose motivation and energy really fast. I get triggered over situations and shut down and lay in bed disassociated for days on end. I love being disassociated and I love the comfort of my bed but actually I’m just wasting my life but I don’t even care. My doctor recommended me to find a therapist a month ago (since I got my diagnosis and medication for the first time) but I’m just unable to make a phone call or visit the hospital. I don’t want to do online therapy either. I get a sliver of motivation (usually prompted by friends making plans or something extremely urgent and unavoidable coming up) and get some things done for a day and I’m back in bed for the rest of the week drained and disassociated. Is my medication not working?