DAE feel like they have a brain virus when they hit a BPD episode? I forget who I am, what I like, what I enjoy - I just disappear and all I can do is sleep to escape the dark feelings. Nothing holds my attention. I hit another episode after my FP/BF dumped me a week ago. I’ve just dissolved and I can’t bring myself back. I feel so alone and he won’t speak to me, he doesn’t understand, thinks I’m attention seeking and dramatic even though I’ve explained my BPD before when we were together (has cut me out and told me all his friends think I’m crazy too.) no one wants to put up with me and finds me so frustrating. I don’t get how I’m supposed to keep going when I always end up back in this space with no one to support me