Haven't worked a day in my life ,some days are better than others. The thought of working gives me anxiety ,working out in the gym  used to keep me going but with covid 19 and painful muscle knots on my back can't do that even 
This new year sucked as I couldn't meet my friends.
I feel life sucks, the little happiness you get is covered by sadness depression and loneliness.
I feel life in general is not worth living.
Nobody gives a damn about you except your family and friends but most of the time you're a burden on them.
Feel like I'm stuck in a hole and can't get out.
Tried to do things that I love by I get motivated for a few days and then the motivation dies down.
I wish I could sleep forever