I have a dibilitating life long chronic illness that effects my thoughts, images, urges, behaviors. Basically every move I make is affected by this chronic illness. I was diagnosed with pure o at 12 yrs old and now have lived with it for over 10 years. 

I'm exhausted and tired, I no longer want to battle and fight. I want to be medically euthanized, as I find no enjoyment out of life anymore. 

I've tried every first line treatment and drug on the market with no help available. I'm watching my life crumble before my eyes and others thrive and enjoy their life. 

Is this really fair to me? Should I have the right to be medically euthanized as I see no foreseeable future or getting better. 

I've actually gotton worse over the years and it's becoming a burden on others. I'm facing homelessness and loneliness. 

I don't desvere to live like this. Where is my resources and support?