Will all my mental work to convince myself that I won’t get abandoned and that I don’t have to be jealous eventually bring results? Is the disorder stronger than me? I don’t wanna give up but i don’t wanna kill my mind so often for nothing either... And I don’t know if i’m actually making progress because my heart just hurts every time I try to work on it.. I do think that i’ve made quite some progress since a few weeks but I don’t know