I wonder if she would leave you if she found out how you treated me. The only reason why she thinks you're okay is because you recently just started dating her. Will you tell her its her fault for acting like a toy if she ever told you she's worried about being used too? You seriously must be stupid if you think a couple of sorrys would take away the pain you've caused me. I hope you will suffer the same way I did eventualy but I also hope you don't hurt her too. I wish I could get you out of my head but I can't stop these thoughts. Do you still have my pics even though you told me you deleted all of them? I keep telling myself I'm going to avoid relationships from now on but I crave one so bad. I'm worried I might get hurt again and react worse than I did before. You made me scared of people and hate them even more. Thanks a lot dickhead.