How do fellow BPDs deal with the emptiness feeling? I should be grateful for this feeling really....at least its not torture or suicidal like ive been feeling. But yeah no drama at times, no drinking, no gambling, trying not to contact the girl that triggered this. the feeling of nothing..no desire...in someways its relief and now im feeling it more its not too bad, its peace. I guess im dealing with it...with smoking too much...