 I have more of a quiet BPD but I was wondering if someone experiences internalized anger and hatred towards other people and not yourself. Some of the time I hate myself but I usually hate other people and want to isolate myself from them because I feel like they cause all of my problems. Most of the huge and violent I have outbursts are when I’m fighting with my parents, especially with my mom who has anger issues and continuously provokes me. When I’m angry at one of my friends I don’t say anything but I start to think of every little thing they’ve done to me and stop wanting to be friends with them and I just feel so much overwhelming anger. For example one of my friends told me to talk quieter at her house and I got sooooo mad and I just wanted to tell her to shut up and leave her house. When someone doesn’t respond to my texts it makes me feel like I’m not important to them and they don’t have enough time for me or care about what I have to say. When I have my lows I start to spiral over this and become suicidal but usually I just resent the other person. So does anyone with quiet BPD experience this?