It’s literally almost 4 am and I can’t sleep. I think about so many things. My work for university, my life, death, death of my family, loneliness. Everything. 

And it’s like that for months or years. When there’s daylight I am happy, joyful. But in the night it all falls apart. That can’t be normal right? Why is my mind so f… weak? 

How am I supposed to deal with those things?