Like... not "convinced" as a figure or speech, but genuinely, actually convinced. It's only 30-40 right now but I guess you could say I have my "suspicions." It's only 30-40% because I rationally know that it's not true and it's just because or my disorder etc. I have the rational knowledge that I'm wrong. I imagine that being at 90-100% would be how schizophrenic people see the world. Everything is a conspiracy, etc.

I'm only at 30-40% but idk. It kind of feels like I'm losing my mind. I always just have the suspicion at the back of my mind. Everyone is just a programmed NPC or something. Idk.