I'm depressed and have been for 3 years, it all begun when I was in 9th grade and got suicidal. I stayed home from school 6 months and I started taking meds. My parents told me to take my time and we talked to a psyciatrist to help me, I prioritised my mental health before school so I wouldn't stay suicidal. Today im in last third grade (swedish school) and I feel depressed and almost as bad as I felt 3 years ago, but my parents only interest is to get me to school. They wont try and ask me how I feel anymore or ask me why Im staying home. All they ask is just if im going to school tomorrow and if they should wake me up in the morning which the answer almost always is no. Then they just walk away. 

My point is, 
I feel like they don't take my depression serious anymore because they don't feel like it or theyve just grown tired of me. Imaging how tired I've grown of myself. I get the sort of depression that happens for no reason too so I can't explain it to them so they fully understand either. I don't want to be depressed, I'm so tired and I just cry all the time because I don't want to be stuck in the same situation as 3 years ago. I feel hopeless and my parents are a big factor in helping me feel better. I get that it's not on them to put their whole energy on me and only me but I could really use some support right now.

I don't know what to do and each day just feels worse.