I’ve got it on and off since I was a kid. I used to call it “bad feelings” when I was little. I think it’s something to do with derealisation. But I can be at home and just suddenly feel overwhelmed with extreme fear, panic and sadness. Like all hope is lost and it makes me want to go home and cuddle my loved ones, but I’m already at home and my loved ones are right there with me! Everything just starts to feel unfamiliar like I’ve landed in a new reality and can’t get back to the old one and I feel so lost and vulnerable! 

Don’t even get me started on when I’m ACTUALLY away from home haha! It’s a  hard feeling to fully explain to someone unless they’ve experience it themselves. But it’s definitely the most lonely feeling I’ve ever experienced by far. Anyone else?