How I coped yesterday is: I went to bar and got drunk then got into a fight with a dude then I went to another bar which I got kicked out of, because I was drinking too much and the bartender wouldn't serve me anymore so I insulted him then I went to another bar which I left without paying cause I actually forgot to that, haha. 

Today I'm just feeling depressed and embracing the feeling it's shit plus I feel like shit, cause of the hangover. I bought a new phone which is just another compulsive act. 

How do I cope? I hate BPD.