Hi everyone,
I know it's bad to self diagnose but I looked at the DSM 5 definition of BPD and checked off each and every box. This would make a lot of sense to me, seeing as my father is a narcissist, my mother is codependent on him and is blind to it, and my brother is 7 years older than me and has never attempted to have any type of relationship with me. I've been doing a lot of self reflecting and trying to figure out why I am the way I am. I would really like to see a professional, but getting an appointment with someone that takes my insurance that is actually impossible. Any help is appreciated (: