I was in air force bmt and they took me out bc I tried to kms. I haven't told my parents that that's why they took me out and my dad keeps fighting with me and basically says I'm a disappointment that he'll never believe in and it's really pushing me towards the edge because he doesn't know why they took me out and I can't bring myself to tell them I nearly committed suicide. What do I do? Do I tell them? I feel like I'm just gonna spit it out during an argument and make things worse, I'm afraid they'll ground me from literally everything and gatekeep me from moving out, I'm moving out hopefully Thursday unless my dad stops me but idk what to do in terms of the arguments cause it's really tanking my mental health