I'm afraid I could be depressed. Everyday I have this bad feeling about mostly everything, because I live with guilt and I don't know what to do about it.
Anyway, my life situation right now is very stagnant, I don't have a job, I have a gf that I don't like but I don't have the guts to say it to her, I'm not good at any sport and I don't have any talent whatsoever. Most of all, I live with the trauma of a long relationship I had that went bad almost two years ago and I can't overcome that.

IMHO I am a f*cking loser. I don't have a reason to get up from my bed anymore (it has been one year like that, at least) but finally I decided by myself to get a therapist appointment to understand what to do. Maybe that's the only positive thing I've done for some long time.