I’m all out of love now. I’ve got friends but no bestfriend. A boyfriend but no romance. Parents with no guidance. And a life with no direction. I’m exhausted and I wanna remember what it feels like to be exhausted in someone else’s arms feeling safe. I crave love and now I don’t have any, and I don’t have any left to give. I just wanna be able to talk to someone about my day and my frustrations and what I aspire to be but dang everyone else is busy with their own lives and priorities, even with their other friends. My ex bestfriend now calls somebody else her best friend. She didn’t greet me on my birthday, and rarely even replies. I’ve been with my boyfriend for almost 10 months now and we’ve only went out to at least three dates. Idk what’s the problem with me but I am trying my best to be better everyday. Now that I’ve progressed so much in fixing my life, everyone else slipped away and no one is with me through the process of getting better. I have a lot to say but it’s all mixed up. I just crave having someone beside me. I’m weak now, especially now that everyone is judging me. I have no one but myself. It sucks having to stay strong through all of this.