I am in my mid twenties and have not done anything with my life. I did not finish high school and I haven't had a job. For the last couple of years I can count on one hand how often I have left the house.  I used to have some friends, at least I think they were my friends, but I haven't had the courage to reach out to them because of my anxiety. When I even try and think about meeting people I get anxious. Being alone for years has really messed me up. I have had several breakdowns and broke my hand by punching a wall at one point. I don't even know what the first step to get my life back on track would be.