At the time of graduating(2019) from school I had the chance to go to another city for college that is a decent college with all the amenities and requirements but instead I chose to stay in my hometown and pursue the same degree from a local college and I started pursuing a professional degree, I cleared the first stage of that degree but I wasn't able to clear the 2nd stage of that degree even after 2 attempts so i decided to quit that degree and I started preparing for entrance tests of MBA colleges, as I had less time to prepare I wasn't able to score good marks but I cleared the entrance tests of some colleges but I couldn't clear the interviews of some other, I have few interviews in the upcoming weeks and some other exams but I feel weird, I think that I should have joined that good college in Delhi and look up for placements and get a job experience and post that should have went for a mba. I feel depressed with my life choices, I literally try very hard but things don't go my way and it is killing me, literally killing me. Everyone else is doing so good in their life and I feel like that I am stuck and I am not good enough to do anything with my Life. I end up crying a lot with it and I don't feel like telling this to anyone and this is becoming suffocating for me a lot .