I've worked hard to get to where I am; it now feels empty. At one point, I loved my job now; it's just something I do. I can't remember the last time I was excited about something even less so something I was satisfied with or happy about. Is this just how I will feel forever now? I need some input from people who keep on grinding im not ready to give up but everything is so unfulfilling. I'd like to be able to share the later years of my life with a partner but I feel so negative and I make rash decisions in my mood isn't high which no prospective partner wants. I'm in a serious rut with no clear way out right now. I try to 'work on myself' like people say but it makes no difference. I don't know what im looking for maybe reassurance from someone who's moved past it?

Even if I don't get an answer if someone else feels this way maybe sharing this feeling with me will make you feel less alone