If you don't know, BDD stands for Body Dismorphic Disorder. Basically it's for people who have imperfections that they obsess over. I have a body that I hate more than anything. Due to my body type I can never be skinny without surgery. I have such an ugly face. I really hate mirrors because every time I look in it I have to see my face. Not only do I look like a fucking nightmare but I also get sick so easily. I have to be in pain all the time. There's never been a moment in my life where I didn't feel pain. Both physical and emotional. I don't know why I has to be born in this body. I wouldn't wish for my worst enemy to have a body like mine. The only thing good  about it is I have big boobs, but I live in a state with a bunch of pervs. So that's another thing I hate. I don't know how I can start loving myself. My boyfriend gets so upset everytime I say anything bad about myself because he thinks I look beautiful. He tells me I'm beautiful every day and I listen to him but I have a hard time believing it. He's stopped me several times from putting tape around my stomach or cutting myself. He's working really hard to help me get through this. What can I do to start loving myself more?