my last post got downvoted not sure why but i was feeling super suicidal and then got into a car accident literally a few hours later so i’m back. now i’m cutting my hair shorter and shorter with side bangs and don’t know how to stop. i need to work on drinking less and spending less money on worthless shit like clothes and beauty products but it’s the only thing that makes me feel better. 2019 goals are a new therapist that doesn’t talk down to me and also not letting every impulse take over until i’m broke and alone.