So, I'm thinking of going into isolation again. Just me, myself and I. I'm just overwhelmed with myself.. With bpd. Had bpd all my life, then in, 2010 I think, I was so tired of being the bpd person that I isolated myself for like a year... It helped. Hell, I started to have connections(not deep close ones yet,) but everything was good, I thought I was bpd free... Few years later gradually the bpd in me started emerging 

Now I'm just fed up with all this. Planning to be a hermit (again). I mean I'm going to feel better all alone, but I'm not really getting rid if my BPD.