I have severe BPD to the point I can’t work and have difficulty leaving the house. I’ve been on a pharmacy worth of medication. I need 4mg of klonopin just to leave the house. My overdoses are severe and the most recent was a cut to the artery that needed transfusion. I’ve been having fantasies of hurting others. I’ve also been told in my record that I have a high chance of suicide. I can’t talk about things like this to others so I’d like to hear your input and advice. Even support would be appreciated especially with those with BPD.