Despite having a plan, increasing self harm and severity in last few days etc. 
  
Never had a suicide attempt, never been chronically suicidal but I'm being discriminated against because I "have BPD" and "all people with BPD are low risk of suicide really" (a doctor I saw said).  
   
Okay well tonight I'm going to prove you all wrong! Can't live with this shitty diagnosis anymore!   
  
Edit: I'm sorry if this post broke any rules I'm just very frustrated 