I’ll tell people that I really enjoyed a book or playing a video game, or going out for dinner, or seeing something funny.

“Yeah it was so good!”
“Honestly was great”
“Possibly the funniest thing I’ve ever seen”


But in reality, it’s mostly just a put-on show for others. Things that I used to love are now just *ok* at the best of times, and boring and tiring at the worst. If I’m by myself, I never smile. I feel like I’ve become really good at faking a laugh. Anyway. Vent over. Thanks for reading