This is my experience:

I crave love.  I desire it more than anything.  Thing is, no love is ever enough.  I’ve experienced love that was enough but….most of it is not.  I crave deeper intimacy, something that transcends sex and carnal desires, something that brings me a spiritual, emotional and mental Nirvana.  

I feel ready to be abandoned at all times.  I’m afraid of intimacy and fear I’ll never be loved or accepted for who I am.

As a man with BPD this is my experience.  I truly have, no one.