I need to start looking for part time work soon, but I am terrified of the working world. I’d be getting a retail job, and every time I’m in a store as a customer, I see the staff and think about how incompetent I would be at their job. 
I worked at Primark for a year, but that hasn’t helped ease this feeling. I never remember when I did well at work, only when I messed up.
Lockdown hasn’t helped, think I’m really anxious about going back into a normal world.