I find it quite foolish to worry about things out of reach, or hypotheticals, but I just get anxious thinking about what's to come next. I know it will be okay, I know I'm fortunate in this life of mine, despite all the misfortune, I know this, but it's the uncertainty of what this all means.

What if we wake up when we die? What if this whole life we've lived is made up and never existed to begin with? So many questions, not enough answers. You could say simply that you go to heaven or hell, but we don't know that.

I don't wanna bring religion into this, because I'm an atheist, but it's uncertan that there is a hell or even heaven, and I find it really unfair that if it is true, and because I'm not a Christian, that I will go to hell.

I've never harmed anyone in my life, why would this God want to hurt me? I thought this man was holy and loved us all? Why does he choose to take the good and leave the bad? Why would he send me to this place where I'll burn forevermore just for not believing in him? I don't believe things till I see it