Im 19 and I have been severely depressed for a month. I am diagnosed with depression and anxiety. I am Unable to sleep alone, losing weight because I’m not eating, sleeping all day, crying all day, extreme anxiety, racing thoughts. I also get really bad derealization when my depression gets bad. My mom has had to take off work because I mentally can’t be alone. I recently went to the hospital because of an extreme anxiety attack. I’m not sure how I made it through it honestly. My psychiatrist hasn’t answered in weeks. I’m pretty sure I had a mild case of serotonin syndrome because I had all of the less extreme symptoms. My psychiatrist had me on Cymbalta and lithium for months and then Prozac and lithium. I have since switched doctors and was made aware of the possibility of serotonin syndrome. I am now taking Wellbutrin and am just wondering how long it’s gonna take to notice a difference. Im so scared and I really don’t have hope. I fear that even once it gets better that this may happen again. My mom has been on Wellbutrin and Lexapro for around 16 years and it has been a life saver. I’ve heard that if something works for a family member it may work for you. My depression has only gotten this bad 2 other times which was around age 10 and 13. We believe the cause of one of those times was serotonin syndrome again or just a horrible reaction to Zoloft. I also was in the process of getting tms last month but could no longer go to my treatments because of how bad I felt. I have tried over 15 different medications but nothing seems to last for more then a couple years. I just wanna know there is hope. Please let me know if you guys have any recommendations because I don’t know what else to do.