I don't know if that is the right theard but i don't know what to do. :( I have a really big problem with Anxiety i can't go to work like a normal person, eat, sleep or whatever. I am serving in the Military just changed the base and already hate it people are annoying and i guess they dont like me because i am the "new" guy. Everyday it's the same i can't concentrate and i always make mistakes and my heart beats crazy and i sweat and shiver like hell i can't really talk with anybody about that they just don't understand me i am nearly everyday crying because i just can't live a normal life. after duty i always call my parents to talk with them a little bit and i am always so close just to cry out loud on the phone :/ I really need help but i just desperate. I am driving right now to the base by train and writing all this is just pain i am nearly crying