I posted in another subreddit the other day, and it's just... getting worse.

The more I'm off my antidepressant (Viibryd), the more side effects I'm having. 

My mood swings and my episodes are worse and back more than they were before. 

I've screamed and cried over a simple task, splitting on everything and I mean everything. I can't control it, I'm screaming in my head to control myself and to stop but I can't. 

I messaged my psych office and they didn't answer me, they're closed on the weekends and their phones direct you to their website to email and contact them. 

I feel screwed, my stupid doctor didn't put in my refill for it. He did for all my other medications, except for like the most important one. My Viibryd. It's been a week now. I'm in withdrawal. 

I'm so angry and hurt, I don't understand how my doctor could make such a careless mistake. That's the only medication takes ever subsided my depression and suicidal thoughts enough for me to function. Now...it's coming back and fast. 

I'm so upset. I don't know how to cope.