Mine has a lot to do with hygiene. I play off to everyone I know that I have normal hygiene habit, but in reality I am a disgusting person. I have a hoarding problem, its not so much about not being able to get rid of things due to attachment. When it comes to buying new things, I'm super impulsive. I'll buy stuff that I don't need, and new clothes cause I don't want to wash the ones I have. The real problem I have though is trash, I dont have an attachment to it, but I treat my room like a dumpster, my room is filled with papers, and chip bags, paper plates and plastic utensils. Unfinished food thats dried out. Dishes that I never put in the sink. Cans, bottles, and cups, some that have old beverages in it that I sometimes end up spilling. When I do spill something it just sits their stuck to the floor. There is crumbs everywhere. Im surprised I dont have bugs or flies, although I've had them in the past. Piles of dirty laundry that just gets mixed in with the trash. I have to step over and onto things because you can't see the floor. Sometimes breaking stuff that I never clean or fix. Half my bed is like this too. I sleep next to so much shit. Its unlivable to any normal human, a fire hazard, and a biohazard. Yet I let it get this way and I never let anyone see my room, or know that I live this way. I want to change this habit, but I have no idea where to start, not even my therapist knows just how bad it is.