Feeling like I’m worthless and nothing because another school mum has the same hobby as me, but she’s exponentially better at it than me. 
It’s so fucking trivial. I hate that BPD does this to me. I’m a 36yo mother of two school aged children and this is embarrassing. 
Any normal person would be like, we should be friends. I’m like… I should die so you can rule the world without me getting in the way. 
Does this even make sense.