I'm not sure if this is a common thing with BPD or not, but I'm completely unable to get over this one relationship I've had, and it's been two years already. This guy was the first person I ever loved (including family and friends, etc, for which I for never felt any love for. Mostly bc family was abusive and I never had any friends) and I loved him with all my heart. I didn't know I was BPD then and I broke up with him when I split on him, but I never, EVER stopped loving him.

Now, two years later, I'm with someone else, and I love this person as much as I did him, but I'm still not over it at all. The other day I had a breakdown because I did not have any of his pictures saved anymore, and I missed his face so bad. I miss him. I can't seem to get over him and it's so upsetting. I actually messaged him to ask for a picture, and he was so understanding, like he always was. I spent and entire hour (or more) crying my eyes out. Is anyone else like this? Is anyone else unable to get over some previous relationships?