I am moving, and I just told my mom and she is in CRISIS.

I am moving in a pretty snakey wait, and am leaving right after I went on a vacation with her, where I got an apartment on my own, but she has made me feel unsafe evolving her. 

Telling her would have caused LESS chaos then moving out in the middle of the night, but I am not gonna lie, I think she has totally split on me. She is in crisis and I have no idea how to help her or what to do. Shes been abused all her life, much worse then I ever have.

But... As much as I would like to show my remorse, and I cant go and undo the past. I cant pause my whole life to take care of her feelings.

But the FACT stands. I hurt her feelings. I have to own up to it an accept it. I have no idea what to do, I feel so lost and hurt and afraid. I feel so... Empty. Just wholly empty. I regret hurting her, but I dont regret not involving her in my move.

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what do I do...?