 I have always had lots of acne. And now that I’m taking accutane I’m purging like hell and it’s x3 worse. 

 Because of my anxiety, I pick at my skin like crazy and days ago I got I giant cyst. I couldn’t srtop picking at it and omg not I’ve got 3 tored pores. Like really big, bleeding too.

It’s always been like this, I’ve got lots of scars. But omg now I’m so embarrassed to show my face. I’m such and idiot. God I hate myself, I can’t even show my face and it’s all my doing. I’ve got a test coming up I’m so stupid. God.