In my unquiet mind
Somethings awry 
Serotonin is trickling 
In such short supply.
I eat pills in the morning
I eat pills at night
Chemicals flowing
Try as I might
The cycle the cycle the cycle
Keeps going.  
...oh wait
You thought I was done? 
My bipolar soliloquy 
Has only begun.  
Do you know what it's like
To have a God complex?
And run around town
For insatiable sex?
I spent all my cash
On what I don't know
My checking account is empty 
With nothing to show. 
I can't even sleep
And My mind doesn't slow
So Chaos ensures 
With no even flow. 
And it doesn't stop there
For the mania is followed 
By heavy despair. 
Now I only sleep
For hours on end
The depression runs deep 
For myself I must fend. 
Happy is just a concept now
I'd like to feel joy
But just don't know how. 
I'm exhausted all of the time
It took so much effort 
to come up with this rhyme. 
It's very hard
Despite how I try
To wake up every day 
Not wanting to die. 
By now you must think
That this poems really sad
That my entire life at this point 
Must be just so bad. 
And once when I stood
At the exit door
I realized I have so much to live for. 
There's people I love
That keep me around 
Who would be so hurt
Had I been in the ground. 
When all feels lost
And my eyes full of tears 
Love is the thing
That keeps me here. 