I graduated in 2019, I didn’t have any jobs other than internships and training and getting fired.
I have been searching career options and jobs I can do for now intensively, all day .

I noticed that I completely lost any interest on eating, I feel dizzy every second, I walk like a disabled since I have no energy to walk, but I don’t want to eat.

I eat once a day but still I don’t eat the whole meal. I feel like I am unworthy to consume any food or anything, because I am dumb and not willing to learn anything difficult. I wish I can die like this. Please.