(Maybe triggering) I exchanged pictures yesterday(we sort of covered up privates with Snapchat stickers), with one of my best friends. I don’t know why I’m so upset about it. It was kind of explorative, we are both 18 M. But now I just keep feeling disgusted with myself and am throwing up, I stayed home from school today and took a Xanax and threw up again. I don’t know what to do. It started as a joke about No Nut November. I don’t even know if it’s anxiety but I feel like it might be.