It comes and goes, and I'm feeling it rn. Sinking in my gut, feelings of hopelessness, questioning and overthinking . How am I going to solve this , I don't want to live like this. It's a feeling of not liking anything. 

Recently I've been trying to fill the void. Looking for hookups and such, it's become an unhealthy obsession at this point. Trying to feel something from someone. To a degree I do this to everything around me. 

How do I stop. I've read the self help books but there's no solid thing that gets me there. I keep changing my goals trying to find a path that will work for me. Ie not searching for happiness but looking torwards completing goals, but I'm not sure what goals to set. The depression doesn't help that.