I’m 25, financially broke, live alone, and been feeling depressed and overwhelmed living my life for what feels like ever since I hit my mid teens. I lost my job in December so had to spend what little savings I had on food and utilities. My landlord stopped by last week to personally give me my eviction notice. I’ve fallen to such a depth of despair since that day. With all my depression and struggles with life having a kinda home base in a town I liked living in made me feel like at least I have a home on this world where I can come and lock out the world. Now that’s going gone I feel like I’m in the wilderness and nowhere to go. It feels like my world is caving in beneath me. Yesterday I was sat in my room and a intense emotional pain overcome me. I stood up, got dressed, grabbed a dog lead (to use to hang myself), and began quickly walking towards the wooden area that’s not far from my house. As I was walking I started deleting apps I used to watch sexual content on my phone. I deleted dozens of sexual content I kept in “hidden” in my photos, Reddit, etc. I wrote a message stating my full name, home address, and how sorry I am for causing any pain but I just couldn’t take living anymore. Trying to make the polices job easy to ID me. It took me about 8 minutes doing a quick walk to get t the wooded area and hopped over the wooden fence to get to the trees. As I was walking into the trees I heard a car beeping behind me aggressively. I quickly turned my head and saw my mothers car pulled over next to the wooded fence. I started walking towards her and she sticker her head out the window confusedly asking where I’m walking to. I told her I was just going for a walk and that I always use this way as it’s a shortcut. She was on her way to my house to do my washing and cook me food. I went back to the house with her and spent the day with her. She doesn’t know I’m jobless, broke, and soon homeless. She also doesn’t know yesterday she saved my life. Please give me advice. I’m falling apart