I've had health anxiety for a year or so now. I went from having a full time management job, to becoming agoraphobic, to completely being obsessed with my health.

But, I can't stop being obsessed, my body feels like it's in total shutdown mode all the time. I always feel like I'm on the verge of fainting, my limbs feel weak, everything is just too much.

I thought having a work from home job would help, but it hasn't. I feel exhausted 24/7 but it's an exhaustion I cannot push through. Like I genuinely cannot push through it.

I'm so certain there is something physically wrong with me. I'm not thinking anxious thoughts all the time, but my body is in this state of weakness and panic.

I've had to call in to work sick because as I started making calls, like my body was physically rejecting me making a other call. I came over all faint and weak and I just couldn't do it. This feeling is always there. I'm likely going to lose my job as I'm on my probationary period.

I've had blood tests, holter monitor, ECG, everything.

All is apparently fine as of two months ago, but this feeling I have in my body of total weakness and whatever can't be nothing.

What the hell do I do?