Im a freshman in HS and i started playing a new sport. I’ve been to allot of the practices and I actually enjoy going. But the next day I seem to somehow ignore the fact that I like to actually go. Idk why but me knowing that I actually have to go to the practices and have to play in this years season brings me so much anxiety to the point where I feel like nothing is worth doing. I wake up having all these plans to do my hw, clean my room ,and do art but as soon as I realize I have to do all that shit, it Instantly makes me sad and nervous. I feel like stuff isn’t fun anymore. I haven’t cleaned my room in a month, I have a weeks worth of work that I need to do. I also end up lying to my parents, telling them that I don’t have practice that day, just so I don’t go. I have terrible ADD and maybe it’s some of that but idk. I was diagnosed with ADD in September. My parents haven’t rlly done much abt that and when I bring it up while talking to my mom, she thinks it’s an excuse. I don’t take any medication, never have. I seem to keep my problems to myself, my friends say that they have never seen me angry or annoyed. My parents don’t know. Should I tell them about this? Some of this looks like I’m depressed but I’m genuinely a happy guy.I’m kinda having a panic attack while writing this. I can see my shirt moving because of how fast my hearts beating lol.