so i just started dating my best friend and he’s perfect. like he’s beyond perfect and it freaks me out. i sabotage it because i know he will leave me, even tho i don’t want him too. he’s been around me for years and he knows how i am and he’s very understanding and patient. i just wanna know why or who else does this? i hate myself for the paranoia and doubt even though i have no proof or actual suspicion other than what my brain is telling me. idk. help