Hey guys I am 21 year old male living at home. One thing about me is that I have really terrible anxiety. I became sexually active last year and I lost my virginity in November of last year and since then i have had a few more sexual encounters some unprotected and some not protected all with men and the question of HIV never popped into my head up until now and since then my stress and anxiety have been killing me it feels like. I made the stupid choice of googling my symptoms and I feel like my anxiety has taken such a toll on my mind and body that I feel like I’m suffering from HIV symptoms. I’ve been really tired lately and just felt somewhat weak and I don’t know what to think of it. I don’t feel sick but I also don’t feel like myself either. I just hope these aren’t HIV symptoms. I finally had to confide in my mom and explain to her how I was feeling because I have been constantly thinking about HIV and STD’s for awhile now. My last risky sexual encounter that worried me happened back on December 12th because the guy told me I made him bleed after we finished intercourse. He stated he was clean but obviously anyone can say that. I plan to get myself tested hopefully this week and I am praying and hoping that everything is fine and all results come back clean. I also just hope my anxiety is playing tricks on me.