I’m falling apart, I’m planning on going to a psychiatric hospital after I graduate hs which will be in a few weeks. I don’t even feel anger or anything it’s just pain pain pain. Nothing is fulfilling anymore. I’m crying right now but I haven’t been able to do so in weeks and yk what? It actually feels good. Every night when I’m trying to go asleep I just repeat “everything is going to be okay you’re safe it’s safe” over and over again. 

                                 Agony.