It seems like to heal, one must develop a strong sense of purpose, begin to uncover their authentic self. It seems like if I could do that, I would stop falling into the void inside of me, because there wouldn't be one - no more devastating emptiness, no more loss of all emotions, no more suicidal ideation. I have no idea how to do this. DBT hasn't been helpful. It seems like there should be a place people with Borderline can safely go live solely dedicated to the self-discovery we missed out on as children. With lots of trauma counseling of all sorts. And somatic therapy. And touch healing.