How does everyone do it? How? I don't understand. I just don't get it. How do I get up in the morning 5 days a week and pretend I haven't been crying all night? How do I go in to work and make casual small talk all day when all I want to do is curl up in my bed and disappear. How do I answer all those emails when I can't even think straight because I haven't slept in days. "You look ill, is everything alright?" But you can't tell them the truth can you? Nobody ever wants to know the truth. If you tell them the truth they think you're crazy. They look at you like you're some freak of nature. So you just say you're fine but you are not fine. Nothing is ever fine but nobody wants to know that.