You know what mean, the empty "I'm there is you need me" from family and friends, the words of the virtuous thinking they're helping by the utterance of that dumb fuckng phrase. If someone truly cared, they would be here helping me put this fucking mess of a life together. 

So i'll just fucking sit here, planning my exit, because nothing ever gets better. No matter how much I try, all the effort is wasted. There's nothing to live for and i'm honestly just sick of this pain.