i feel like im struggling i have no purpose i hate my life i hate what i’ve done to myself i’m a failure i’m never going to go anywhere in my life i’ve fucked everything up i’m not smart i’m not going to go faria not going to go anywhere or do anything i’ve doomed myself i hate myself i’m not good at anything i’m not good at all i’m nothing i feel so worthless everyday on this earth i struggle to come to terms that i am who i am and this is my life and it won’t change. i’ve done this to myself. i’ve fucked everything up. i’m useless and worthless and i’m never going to make something out of myself. i’m a joke and a disappointment oh my god i’ve disappointed my family i can’t believe it i hate myself so much why won’t my life get better why why why why can’t i be happy and successful why can’t i just have 1 day where i’m ok why is everything horrible i hate this i hate hate hate hate hate it i have no one to talk to i feel like i have no friends i feel alone so alone i’m so lonely i just feel so alone