I can feel it melting away
The sanity
Dripping from me

I can see the world a new way
Every day or more
The conscious inside calm no more
A life i never never really knew

Pulling my heartstrings tears in my eyes
Blink twice and they are gone
The deeper i get the easier i fall
Closer to losing to you

I can feel it melting away
The sanity dripping from me

Burning at both ends 
No relief in sight
The deeper I get is the deeper
I'll fall behind

Here in my tangled mind is a headache i can never forget


PS. Why the heck do I write things like this and then look it it the next day like who wrote this? I feel crazy.  I don't know how to write songs or poems and it's just a series of words hahaha

Pps. I'm waiting for formal diagnosis after finally seeing my own pattern.