I posted on here asking for advice on the emotional turmoil I go through at work. A few people suggested disability. I need advice on how to try to get disability for BPD. Do I need a therapist to recommend it? Who do I even go to to start the process? I am suffering at work emotionally and I can't do this anymore. I am breaking. 
I work 8-5 Monday through Friday. Its a very mentally strenuous job. I have no time to see a therapist or even just wind down. I spend my weekends cleaning up the metaphorical and literal mess I've created throughout the week.
 I have only had this job for 2 months and im surprised I've made it this long. I also have physical issues that are making the whole thing worse. Anyone with experience PLEASE comment! I am so desperate. Please.