I've tried three different anti psychotics now and none of them have changed my emotional numbness/brain dead feeling.Currently not taking anything but have now been prescribed lamotrigine and seroquel. I had one manic episode in February in my 35 years of life because of Zoloft and now Im on this never ending quest to feel "better" but I literally do not know how I'm supposed to feel. I see people post about being stable but without having a history of mania I can't confirm what stability I'm looking for. I don't feel unstable off medication I just feel anxious. I'm not opposed to meds but I just feel like I need a break. I'm feeling like a Guinea pig these days :(