I’m terrified of my inbox blowing up and feeling like I owe it to people who reach out after I post something about being lonely.

My BPD gives me a deep sense of rejection and shame of being “unwanted”, but my anxiety doesn’t want to feel the pressure of notifications from strangers on the internet.

I just wish I had someone in my life (besides my very supportive partner and therapist) who actually *knew* me and WANTED to reach out. 

Relatable?