Idk I just got a job offer finally and it’s like old problems are coming back to the surface again because 1 problem got resolved. I think I need to go back to therapy soon. I just feel this urge to leave all my friends and start over. Nothing happened, but it’s like I feel like I don’t deserve them and that they are not going to like me when they get to know me more since I have some mobility now. It makes me so sad to think that I may never be able to receive love or sustain a relationship because this feeling of inherent aloneness and unworthiness follows me everywhere