My FP broke up with me about a month ago and it’s been the worse pain I have ever felt in my life. After the initial desperation (crying everyday and feeling like my chest is on fire) now I find myself so numb and hopeless. I feel like im gonna be alone forever, that everyone is gonna leave me at some point and that I’ll never feel full again. I don’t know what to do as I’m so scared of a future feeling like this forever. I’m moving to a new city to try to feel better after my breakup, but I feel like I’ll still be alone there. Is like no matter where I am or what I do, I’m always gonna feel this way. It’s like having friends is not enough, it never feels like they actually like and care about me, it’s like I need so much more to feel loved. I miss having my FP around me all the time, but I remember feeling that way when I was with her as well, just not so intensely. I’m tired.