Been talking to a dude in France and he’s easily become my FP somehow

But usually he is constantly talking and super sweet to me. But now he left me on read...

So me being a super mature and responsible adult, I’m feeling super fucking hurt and rejected and like I’m boring him or did something wrong. So I’m about to drink and get rickety rickety wrecked.

I’ve had a couple already but nothing crazy, but this is too much for me. I feel like I fucked up and now and going to be on my BS. Might cut my hair when I’m blacked out, who knows 🧐