I went out this weekend and decided to be bold. I ended up getting 3 numbers , but haven’t texted or called any of them because what’s the point?

I convince myself that they won’t get me and I’ll ruin their lives with my craziness . 

On one hand I think I’ve matured a bit from my last relationship to handle things differently, but on the other I can’t be sure.

I don’t want to get hurt or hurt anyone. Any help ?