Really hurting right now. My first love and I met in eighth grade and have been in love ever since. We give eachother light and hope. People see us as soulmates, we see it too. But I just can’t fucking let myself let go of these fears that’ll ruin the relationship real fast. I’ll need constant reassurance. I know he wouldn’t mind but the issue is that I would not be happy in the relationship because of these stupid fucking insecurities. I just want a healthy relationship. My gut is telling me he is the one, too. 