
im schizophrenic and have a hard time maintaining healthy relationships. all my relationships have been no longer than 3 months. however im currently dating this guy (5 months) who is so understanding and accepting of me and im having difficulty believing he’s real and truly likes me. 

im constantly paranoid there’s something wrong with him or he hates me.  and then i feel like i don’t deserve him and he’s only with me because he pities me. and i feel like im constantly finding a reason to see fault in him or our relationship and the voices do nothing but encourage it. 

he says he loves me, i wish i could believe it.