Is my self image. I hate that it’s so flip floppy I can never keep it stable. I love looking in the mirror and thinking wow your so good looking them next hour not going outside becauseim so upset with how freaking ugly I am. It’s not even just flip floppy like I see my image distorted in a sense where it’s uglier then I really am. Everything else I can deal with but just my self image I can’t control it. Idk how to do deal with it honestly. 