So after weeks of me building up the courage to open up to my Bestfriend about my anxiety because I didn’t want it to affect our relationship, I pulled him aside and this is how it went. I told him I’m sorry if I’m in a mood sometimes and that I’m sorry for not being a better friend. I told him how my anxiety makes me overthink and that causes me to be in a mood and I didn’t want that to affect how we are. He said it’s whatever and didn’t really give a fuck I was in a mood. 

Ok so maybe I expected the reaction to be different but I just feel worse now.