I guess I just wanted to vent. My anxiety causes me to be an absent friend, I don’t like hanging out with people and prefer to be alone. I’m not very chatty online either and sometimes I need to check out for a few months. 

I don’t have the usual feelings of needing people around me and genuinely don’t realise that I haven’t spoken to anyone in a few months. My work is usually drains my social battery. 

Most of my friends are understanding but it makes me sad when I miss out on things or I’m not part of big events with them. I also can’t help but feel that sometimes they are over it, which I understand but yeah, idk, I just wanted to send this to someone. 

I hope everyone is enjoying their day or night ❤️