I spent the last five days on an incredible high. I was feeling great, nothing could bother me. I was even surprised with my SO coming home early last night. Then we had an argument today and I’ve been extremely low for the last 4 hours.

I had to check here to see how long I’d actually been feeling good. It felt like it’d been weeks. But no, just 5 days. And then an argument about music ruined it.

That argument led to an argument about driving which led to an argument about arguing. SO is only home for a week and I feel like it’s already ruined and I’ll have to fake nice and fake happiness while we spend the next few days with his family.

I’m exhausted. 