I do not understand why I can not do anything right. I have been losing friends, my parents are disappointed in me, I do not love myself. I have hit rock bottom. I used to be a fun, cheery, and just overall happy person, and it was taken away from me due to depression. I need help. I need to know why whenever I meet people, I feel like they'd rather be talking to someone else. Whenever I try to address my depression to my family, it gets brushed off. When will life get better?