My boyfriend is not talking to me and I don't know why. He says that our relationship makes him anxious and that statement makes me anxious. I miss him so bad.
I live with my family but I can't count on them because they are pressuring me to know about my new job and don't know what "I don't want to talk about it " means.
My friends don't live where I live and I have absolutely 0 money to takes the train to go see them.
I don't know what to do or where to go, I miss him but I can't talk to him (and he's going to break up with me eventually, I mean our relationship makes him anxious)
I can't sleep, I can't eat I can't do anything.... 
In top of that my therapist just had a baby so I can't call her. 
I'm so so lost.....