I don't really know where to post this but i kinda wrote something, excuse me for my English, it's not very good, also please don't be mean to me I'm just 14

Lonely soldier by:Nickolas Aaron 
I feel like a soldier, not all the times, just sometimes, i feel like a lonely soldier battling a invisible and lonely war but a war with myself, it's like I'm in a field, alone,sad,angry and ready to win the fight but then, but then the war starts and i can't remember where i am, who i am and why i am there to begin with, i hear gunshots and i feel the bullets in my skin but i don't know where they are coming from. 
I'm alone in a field covered up by my own blood by my own sweet and then i see it, i see my friends my true family in front of me, they're running trying to get into me but they're too slow, walking too slowly,talking too loud, running as fast as they can but sometimes it doesn't matter how fast they're running cuz sometimes the faster that they can is not the fast that is need. 
I'm in the field covered up by my own blood eyes closed too tired to be open, bullets around me on the floor just like me, i open my eyes for just a second and i see then, my friends my true family, they are close but it's already too late.
I'm in a field my body already cold my thoughts stoped in time and my family my family above me crying wondering why.
Made by: nickolas Aaron 12/17/2020