I know that impulsive behavior is usually associated with drinking too much, drugs, unprotected sex and so on, but it’s not only that unfortunately. 

One hour ago I was feeling completely fine and “normal”, but now I just got overwhelmed by an intense need to do something inappropriate. 

I want so bad to fight/insult someone for no particular reason, or I want to flirt with many persons at once, or to get drunk and send strange or indecent messages to random people whom I no longer talk to. I posted a stupid question earlier on a subreddit asking where I could find infantile porn, just because right now I want so bad to do something wrong and I can’t control my impulsivity. 


I know I will feel ashamed by this later or tomorrow.