I work everyday trying to be well off I’ll never be in the position I used to be when I was near homeless and starved. Still I just feel so alone I feel like I should be happy now that I’m currently on my feet financially but I don’t know every couple days I just get these negative thoughts I’ll push them to the back of my mind but to do it almost everyday day is exhausting. I have always had these thoughts since I was a teen im 23 now and I just wish they’d go away. I’ll keep looking for the bright side thanks for listening.