So these last few weeks she been a trainwreck for me.


I have a friend that recently had a series of very serious issues regarding anxiety and depression. I helped in the best way I can, but I don't think I can do enough.


I suffer from anxiety and I am medicated, also started taking Xanax this past week, but learning about the problems and the stuff that my friend has gone through makes me feel like an absolute piece of human garbage.


My life as everything to be good. Great family, great friends, studying in a good university and don't have any kind of money problems, and still I am constantly anxious and almost having panic attacks about the most stupid shit. 


THIS PERSON IS GOING THROUGH GODDAMN HELL AND IM HERE BEING FUCKING SAD AND ANXIOUS OVER ALMOST NOTHING.


WHY THE FUCK CANT I JUST BE HAPPY AND RELAX. IM A FUCKING PIECE OF HUMAN GARBAGE FOR FEELING BAD WITH THE LIFE THAT I HAVE.


I AM A FUCKING WASTE OF BREATH. 


I have no idea of what I should do with my life, I'm not worthy of anything.


The only reason I didn't off myself already is because I just can't do it to my parents, they don't deserve do lose their son.