Okay so long story short.. I really want to invest in a new computer as I have none at the moment, I don't really have friends or anything so gaming used to be all I had and I was okay with that..

I ha e some funds to buy one, I've even browsed around for some withing my price range, but for some reason the thought of buying one worries me, like "what if I waste the money" kind of thing, its a dual fight within me  one part really wants one as I suspect it would make me more happy / content, but the other part of me says I shouldn't buy one, I can't give a logical reason behind why I think like this..

Just wanted to get this off me I suppose..