I can’t have friends because everyone is better at life than me. In any group I am always the worst at everything that matters (money, athleticism, connections, happiness, relationships/dating, etc.). I try hard not to be jealous. I try hard not to let it get me down but it always does. 

This is the main reason I withdrew from all of my friends 4-5 years ago. Its also the reason why I can’t ever have any going forward. My life is impossible. I an either lonely and depressed or surrounded by people who are superior to me which makes me depressed.