I have no friends / I have never been in a relationship / card v. Body dysmorphia, I look like an alien. I'm depressed, suicidal and anxious.
The woman I really love is out of my reach because we live in different countries + I'm just a fking loser with no hope. The only thing that excites me a little bit is books, pretty nerdy huh? Well, it helps to get away from reality for a while. I know that I will die within a few months (at least I will try), so I want to wish you all the best, may all your dreams come true. Hope that life will finally see and guide you straight to the happiness. You are beautiful people :))