I’m a 19 years old, I been healthy and relatively active. I started smoking weed when I was 16. From 16-17 I was smoking a few times a week. The past two years I been smoking almost everyday.I have taken acid about 10 times my entire life. I always had trouble focusing. During school I would try my hardest to focus and study but my mind would be racing. My grades were always B-Cs. I can never sit down and do nothing. I start thinking about everything in my life. I’m currently in college and it has been a struggle. I can never focus on anything and I do everything last minute. When I don’t understand something, I get really angry and give up. I try to smoke only at night because I can never fall asleep. I also feel paranoid. I have fear for something but I don’t know what. I just feel like a complete mess. Feels like I live like a robot everyday. I don’t remember the last time I felt genuinely happy. I also feel like I been having more social anxiety. Seems like I avoid places where it’s not the same people I’m used too. I’m not sure what’s wrong with me but I need some help and your opinions. Thank you reddit