aight. i know a bit about BPD, have been diagnosed with it, and i know mood swings are part of it but damn son. my mood swings have been so erratic and out of control lately i’m beginning to think i need to be on a mood stabilizer or shit. (i’ve been through multiple years of med trials before and just ain’t a fan of being medicated but sometimes ya gotta do what ya gotta do.) the mood changes are rapid, can literally change in a matter of 2 minutes, frequent, as much as up to 20 times a day, and INTENSE BRO. like going from being so happy i could jump out of my skin, i want to do everything and talk to everyone at once, to being so depressed i can barely move or speak. i feel trapped. 

i know these symptoms are common with bipolar, however i don’t know that i’ve ever heard of such rapid and frequent mood swings. they’re more long term. sooooo my question is, does anyone else experience this? is it borderline or could it be something else entirely? and lastly WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO?  

thanks for coming to my ted talk love you bye.