At this point in life I just give up on one ever talks anymore, most people think I'm a wirdo all my life I've just a had pain and disappointment, if I go missing for days no know would coming looking I'm the disappointment to the family aswell I'm not the perfect child I'm going to 18 in a couple of mouths and I've got nothing to show for my life I have never really gone out and hanged with people I'm just a fucking morron who know cares about I'll probably kill my self one day so I don't know what to fuckung do I know know one will see this but if u do don't bother trying because my time is up and I probably going to delete all socal media after I post this a go off grid I know on one will come looking for me this us more of a good bye message then anything I hope u all well and good bye