The friendship between me and my old friends came to a halt during late high school years, it was pretty cold too, filled with negativity. I went on social media a while back and posted some photos of myself and wrote some updates, but for some strange reason, I have this gut feeling like they are making fun of it, because I was pretty much a loner in school, they were my only group of friends that I hung out with, so in my head, I have this paranoia where they hate me and is out to get me because our friendship didn’t end on good terms. I have this reliving imaginations where they look at my posts and laugh together at it, making memes out of it, edit it, and degrade it together. I’m pretty sure it’s not true at all, I mean they’re busy with their lives and is in university, they got jobs etc. I am simply out of their lives and out of their minds already, and I’m here; unable to get over the rough friendships.