Wondering if you all know your attachment style and how it plays into your bpd?

I was reading an article that said that disorganized attachment is most closely linked to BPD, with a lot of children having a disorganized attachment with not one but both parents. 

I am absolutely disorganized and am triggered by seemingly everything. Lately it seems to be my new cat, who is very friendly and sweet, but also whines a LOT. Her whines have been sending me into a rage lately, complete with yelling and a gate up between where she is in the den n where I am in the kitchen to prevent yowling/leg rubbing and almost tripping over her. Her neediness has really been turning me off lately, but I think it would be made better if she wasn’t always yelling. I would engage her more if she would stop making so much noise and overwhelming/stimulating me. Also wondering if I am having flashbacks to being a child that cried and got no response. I don’t know but yesterday I split on my cat and absolutely wanted nothing to do with her, no cuddles no touching. Didn’t want to look at her either, was just agitated by her warm presence.

Does anyone else get like this, where all forms of closeness become nauseating and so do any and all reminders or tries by other beings to engage you? It makes me feel bad but when i’m turned off, I cant switch back on again.