I feel as though I have slipped back into the shityness of life. 
I want to die 
I want to die 
I want to fucking un-alive myself 
Everything sucks 
No one understands me 
Internal I am screaming. I’m fucking screaming 
Why can’t people see 
I want people to see my pain 
I want to cut
I want to take the internal pain I feel and give it meaning 
Make it so people can see 
I’m so fucking upset 
There’s a whole inside of me and I just want to staple it back together 
Make it stop 
Can someone please make this pain stop 
Waking up hurts 
Being alive hurts 
Existsing sucks 
Kill me can someone kill me 
I’m a piece of shit I deserve it 
Someone plz end me