I just want to be normal. I've been dealing with anxiety for years and was seeing a lot of improvement, but these last few months my anxiety has gotten worse. And I'm just sick of it! It's so annoying. I'm tired all the time and so often I feel anxious and shaky over nothing. And I feel like I have no one that understands. My mental health is putting a strain on my boyfriend too and that hurts me so much. I try my best to tell him how it is and try to make him understand and I feel like he does. But I don't even understand it all myself so it's impossible to explain it well enough or predict when it's gonna be a problem. 

I've worked so hard for years I really felt like I'd become a master of handling anxiety. Even without any medication. But now all the hard work seems to have disappeared and I'm back to dreaming of a magic pill that can solve my problems.