 My mom has been depressed the entire time I've been alive and has always struggled with it. Recently my depression has been getting way worse and I've always told her I'm not depressed because I didn't want her to have to deal with it or think I'm depressed. Anyways its getting so bad for me I can't do anything with my life anymore and I just can't. Looking for how to fix this but I don't think I can bc it just gets worse. And been abusing drugs to take the pain away but its just made it worse too. Anyways sorry for the long ass post just looking for some advice :)