I'm depressed, sad and lonely. I'm taking steps to get out from emotional void by socializing. But I'm running low on energy and can't keep up with the conversation. Also my face and body language vibrates sadness which might be turn off for people interacting with me. I have come to terms that I have to survive with depression but how do I fake being all okay to just make some friends or acquaintances. I don't want to be lonely forever. What changes should I make?