Like the title. I have been feeling great for such a long time. I have made amazing new friends since I started college. 
Problem is. Obviously, I started liking someone. I probably formed a fp bond and now my whole mood is dependent on them. This is why I said I didn’t want to get into a relationship.
We’ve had a lot of fun. Only today they didn’t give me much attention and I already feel like shit.
ONE day. I hate this disorder. Why can I not crush on someone in peace and take it slow.