I’ve tried everything. Nothing works. Like can I least have an idea of what I want to do later? No. I’ve workout everyday for almost 1 year nothing. What is this bullshit? My friends are naturally pretty and responsible with a bright future (not jealous haha so proud of my girls). I can barely seen myself in the mirror because of my ugliness. I can’t even make my family and friends happy or proud.

I can’t anymore. I try so hard it’s insane. But nothing to do about it. I’m pathetic. I just want an explication. Why I’m like that? Guys it's been 6 years now. I just want to understand without the excuses of social media or age (i am a teenager) i just want to understand maybe this will help me.

Thanks for constructive and serious responses :)

Take care!