I had thought that the problem had been solved, that it was finally over and everything was fine now. However, it is now that I realize that the it isn't. 

I said something stupid and I don't know how to fix it (AGAIN) the right way without being a bother or being seen as an idiot. My brain can't stop thinking about it and it's making me nauseous. I know that the phrasing was wrong but how do I fix it? I don't know HOW, but I do know that I have to correct myself because what I said wasn't accurate. 

I know it's my fault, but why is it that every time I start remotely having fun with something I get carried away and I ruin it? Now I am in this stupid mess. Why am I so dumb whether it is talking or commenting on something?