I have been dreading jury duty I have tomorrow morning. I lost my paper slip, and I missed the last call in so now I have to go in mandatorily to this one. And the LAST time I went in I messed up with parking, and got lost. I went the wrong way for food at lunch and was almost late coming back in. My anxiety about being late etc. is freaking me out!!! I don’t even know if 8 am is the right time to get there...will I be late?! Will they get mad that I lost my slip??
I had nightmares last night about it. 

I’ve done it before in the past, and say there all day and got excused. But this time, with everything going in and all the uncertainties, I’ve been taking cbd oil and trying to calm my nerves. 

I feel really unprepared and embarrassed that I look so stupid. It’s not that I don’t dislike the system like that, but it’s so bad for my anxiety. 
I can’t do the orientation because I don’t have my paper (I think) and it’s just wrecking my nerves. Any advice from anyone who has had similar experiences?