recently the past year i have been miserable. literally struggling to find simple things i like about myself. even with my girlfriend who i love more then life itself, i still am a miserable person. i feel completely useless to the world and to myself like i have nothing i’m good for. i don’t come from a bad home life or anything like that to affect me but right now in life i am so drained and just tired literally from existing . i try to distract myself even playing games online or consistently goin out with my friends. and yet nothing is helping me. i can’t even think of what could change if i was t around. i’m only 19 and it’s pain feeling like this and not wanting to speak to anyone about it cause now people look at being sad as a trend. as a 19 does anyone know why i feel like this?