Does anybody else have this? 

In middle school I used to be quite social and loved meeting new people, but as time went by and my BPD got way worst along with some other dandy stuff that happened...

I noticed that whatever friendships I may start, I usually just end up not giving into the relationship and having 0 energy/too anxious to talk to them/hang out, except for when one of them turns into my GF, then I’m basically all over her, and can only give to that particular relationship


Why is that? why did that happen?