Yep, Upcoming Undergrad. But the problem is, my academics has been crap for the 1st sem because of depression and adhd. Now the university my parents wanted has a requirement of grades and I am super sure I am not eligible. I never shown them my grades but fuck it I am dead literally ( I have asian parents ) I want to cry and just begone. My face is a failure and an embarrassment to them I wish I can just restart everything. Even the care of others dont affect me anymore. However then this post will be ignored so ranting this off is already good.