Fr guys omg I feel and I feel hard any emotion good or bad
If it’s beautiful it’s amplified and if it’s bad it. Is. Hell. I learned to become better at dealing with my emotions temper grr disassociation and not rushing things too quickly because it feels so right and real 
But when I feel moments and being understood and cared for I can’t help but going all in
I love fast hurt hard and get eh I don’t mean to I tried finding independency when I realized the pattern made a lot of improvement and analyzed  my past relationships and did journaling but ah I found someone beautiful but I hate how it’s likes I meet them and instantly it’s like ... hi
And it’s mutual we agreed to wait out the commitment label till oct ? But yeah