I'm trying to have more understanding. I haven't spoken to anyone about it, but a while back, I smoked an excess amount of weed (I am aware it can flare up the BPD behavior for some) and I basically fell into a state of panic but I also started thinking I was hearing people say my name in my head. I also had one other instance where I couldn't totally separate reality from fantasy. I felt almost as if I took hallucinogens. I have never had it happen again, but it scared me a lot. 

 I've read that pwBPD can go into psychosis, but I'm trying to see if this was an occurence that has happened to anyone else.