It started 2-3 weeks ago. I was kinda hypomanic so it made sense. But I’m NOT hypo anymore and I don’t understand why I still can’t freaking sleep. 

It’s insanely frustrating. I’m exhausted all day and then boom, 8PM comes and I’m wide awake/up until 4-5AM. Still waiting up at 9-10 so it’s not like I just messed up my schedule and that’s all... a couple days I sleep in yeah but not every day and not often enough to explain this. If anything I’m up later on the days I wake up earlier/got less sleep??? And it’s not for lack of trying to sleep. I try!!! 

I’m getting frustrated. I just want to sleep. 

At least if I’m gonna be awake let me have the daytime energy of being hypo. Like, damn. This is so frustrating. 

And worse, idk what the hell to do to fix it. Grrrrrr.