Idk... damn,

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Im drunk and yet i can type....but it makes no sense...im a lightweight so i get drunk fast so... i dont destroy my liver...but when i dont drink often  i get suicidal.... i rather be hangover than suicidal...even now i drunk a bit from drinking two extra strong beers... idk how they are called in Enlglish.... craft beers ? idk... every time i want to get drunk i dont eat a day before so i can get drunk from only two strong beers....and im a guy so :D ... i dont think this drinking is making any damage.... i just want the voices to be silent.... to leave me alone....i was laughtin half hour ago because i was with friends but now im emotional...

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Every drinking session ends with my being in my dark room .... 