So I’m F17 and have had mental issues for as long as I can remember, and shit emotional treatment from my parents that made it worse and resulted in me hating my mother who is emotionally abusive and my dad who just flat out ignored everything I told him over the years and just made assumptions himself. I stopped talking to him around February completely even though when he came to my country to visit ( we live in different countries ) I also was uninterested in hanging out with him and started hating him a lot. I am cutting contact with him but today I made one last phone call to hear his so called side of the story and what got to me the most is how when I was in 3rd grade, my home room teacher told him to keep an eye on me because I never played or tried to interact with other kids and just looked uninterested and looked like I have no knowledge of social interaction and he just... ignored it 😐 
I do believe my issues to have some sort of genetic factor and environmental factors that only made me gradually get worse with time (such as being an overweight kid, having no social knowledge whatsoever, being bullied because of said reasons which resulted in depression and social anxiety) and told him that he still has my twin sister if he’s somehow interested in maintaining contact with at least one of us.
Well, those were 17 and a half years that were totally wasted and I really sometimes wonder why the hell did my mother have children because my twin sister turned out totally fine and I have to live with the shame of things 😐😐😐
Lmao weird stupid life it baffles me how literally nothing went to my sister and everything did to me
I wouldn’t want anyone else to experience those things but damn someone up there really is biased :/

Just a dumb angry vent that probably sounds hella rude sorry lol