It's been going on for around 2-3 years sad and depressed for no reason, extreme anxiety then gone for awhile then back again. It never goes away. I just want it to end, the best part is when it happens it always makes me think no one cares. You shouldn't exist. Your a mistake. ETC. I just want it to END. Why must life be so cruel?. I've lost interest in so many things to the point where I barely play video games (I'm usually a big video game player.) Heck I just lost interest in another game, nothing seems entertaining, I  tried to sleep the day away so I didnt have to deal with the boredom caused by my lack of interest In almost everything. Not to mention I have anxiety which makes it even worse, it's torture. I want to ask for help with my depression but then my anxiety just stops me from even trying to talk about it. I wish people would notice something off about me but no one ever does or at least they dont say anything, which makes me feel like no one cares. I haven't been diagnosed with depression but I believe all of this is related to depression if not depression. I just wish it would end. Does it ever go away?