Ive just found a sharper knife that makes bleed effortlessly (I've been cutting myself since my last post) I kinda feel a bit excited to properly try it out I know that's a problem and that's why I realy need a way to talk to someone without my family knowing it would cause so many problems having the people In my life know I'm depressed and I don't want to deal with that so if anyone please can think of anything just so I can tell someone about my problems that'd help.