Saw a fuck buddy for the first time in about a year after saying I was done with him (after he stood me up the last time).

I was giving head when I realized he was filming so I said no but he said he won't show anyone, it's just for him and carried on filming and I felt pressured to just carry on. Hoping my hair would cover my face...

I'm not asking for advice/sympathy - just sharing the latest on my long list of bad sexual experiences.