Ive been smoking since I was very young and often smoke daily when I can. I cant really go sleep without being stoned first but sometimes it can make me very paranoid and also I often smoke alone 70&amp;#37; compared to social 30&amp;#37; and I think its actually made my memory worse and I frequently lose things but short term memory tests are pretty good. I also think it makes me more self conscious for some reason but then I can feel really narcissistic and superior depending on materialistic things. sorry i really needed to get that off my chest but I want to know if I should commit to quitting and if weed is not helping me at all but making it worse