No matter what I do or what hobbies I try I fail to develop an interest in anything. No subject interests me. Nothing fascinates me or makes me want to know more or understand more. My life feels terrible because it's like I have nothing to look forward to. I really don't care about anything or anyone and everyday I feel like I'm throwing my life away. 

How to get over this mind numbing apathy? I feel so fucking stuck I absolutely hate it.