Hi all,
I don't post much but I'm at a loss right now. I'm currently in the middle of working from a pretty crappy job to arguably my dream job, whilst also moving cities and this has forced me to move back in at home with my mum, where I struggle quite a bit as there are always things going on. Between that and living in hotels that my company puts me up in, I'm feeling virtually homeless all the time, which is one of my biggest fears.

This move out process has been going on for almost a month now, and my anxiety has absolutely SHOT UP, every evening after work I feel so short of breath and a very intense feeling of unease and that I'm losing my mind. On top of all this I'm trying to salvage a really good relationship that is currently quite long distance due to the move. I've spoken to my closest friends about it but they don't think a "normal" mind should be worrying this much about it.

I'm currently on citalopram 20mg and even still this bordering panic is disabling. What do you guys think? Sorry if this seems dumb, but I'm at a loss and also now questioning if it's even rational or not.

Thanks!