I hate that I have a learning disability. It makes me feel, so inadequate. I hate that I have an anxiety disorder that I am stuck with for life. I hate that I have to be on anti-depressants just to function. I am drowning at university, because of the workload. I am a STEM major, and I feel so dumb that I am in it, because of my stupid disability. I hate everything about it. I hate that I can't learn things fast. I hate that I am so slow when I take tests. I hate that I have to work five times harder to be on-par with other students. I hate that if I take a break for one day I can't ever seem to catch up. I hate that no matter how hard I study I still have horrible anxiety, and I let it control my life.