Sorry, I did not know what to flair the post as correctly, it's not about the abuse of the drug. It's a question to find a common consensus on people's experiences with ketamine whilst having EUPD/BPD.

So, have you tried ketamine? Have you been to high doses with someone preset so that they can give you an external view to your experiences? 

Most importantly have you used this drug with someone you truly trust at high doses?

It's a drug where you truly can lose control and it fully can show some really crazy behaviours. I feel it can give a really deep insight in to understanding the disorder that little bit more as I find reactions can be very adverse between EUPD people and those who do not have it. I'd say the negatives to the experience can be very triggering due to loss of control.

Hopefully this post isn't against the guidelines. 

The main question though is have you done high doses with people/person you truly trust and have they been able to reflect you back the experience.