My university announced today about  the entry only to vaccinated people , I as an anxiety sufferer hesitated all year to get the jab because of my symptoms and now im panicked that if it would have a adverse effect on me and might kill me , dont get me wrong im not an anti vaxer but im just scared from the start of January i starter to get Gastric issues and high blood pressure 140/90 and my anxiety peaked , for which i was prescribed Escitalopram from a doctor took it for a few days  couldn't resist it and gave horrible side effects and withdrawal effects for two momths which included  or came after .   

• Two hypotension episode had never in my life had them ( 100/60 ) (no faint ) 

• Fatigue  (lasted for a month)

• Chornic daily Headaches mainly on forhead 24/7(still suffer from them)

•Twitches all over my body  ( still have )

•Sore muscles

•Internal vibration in head very hard to explain ( lasted for a month)

i have other symtoms that might be not related to withdrawals  such as

 Jaw pressure and 
head pressure  and i have chest sorness and mild pain sometimes when i breath in . 



I tired everything to get rid of my headaches but it persisted only thing that got it away for 12 days was getting new glasses but it came back and the optometrist is saying that the glasses have no problem and my eyes are normal now i litrally have no clue about what can be causing it  i tried stretches  , excercises and medications such as NSAIDS pain killers and etc little to no effect  . i think i have some kind of brain tumour or intracranial hypertension or some other severe disease 

i did tests such as CBC , creatinine level suger level all were normal and had an ear check up which was normal  as well .  i had an  ECG which showed tachycardia and an echo which was perfectly normal 

My recent doctor put me on prozac 20mg  but the side effect were impairing me from my daily activities  only after two doses  , i still take propranolol it does give 10% relief but still its still there

Im 18M 5'8 65KG  and Before this year i was perfectly fine i had no symptoms and was happy with my life but my health anxiety peaked in this year and now im dealing with these symptoms and have no other choice but to panic , i literally spent all my savings on medications and doctor visit and can't afford to see a doctor atm (i have no medical insurance as well) 

I want to get vaccinated but im scared that it would add other symptoms and add more misery to my life please give your opinions im stressed right now and can't afford to visit a doctor 




 






TL;DR :- I actually was planning to get vaccinated before this year but when 2021 started i started to get anxiety attacks high blood pressure headaches  and alot more , i still suffer from some of the  symptoms till now