I've recently been trying online dating, and with every person I feel like it goes really well, but I unload all of my emotional baggage on them and tell them really dark personal things about my life and mental health and then I have to ghost them because obviously, I'm too fucked up and unique for them to handle, but also I need you to take care of me because I depend on the validation you give.

The other option is when it goes really well I realize they're lying and are just bored sociopaths that wanna toy with me and they secretly think I'm ugly &amp; it's all my fault for not being perfect so I need to cut them off before they leave me.

Do you guys see my pattern? Cuz this is exactly what happens in my head.