I can't do this anymore, I just feel like I'm not even real. I just feel so hollow inside like I'm some sort of a shell. I don't know who I am as a person. Where did the little girl go who had always a big smile on her face. I'm constantly tired and I just want to sleep and never wake up. It's so hard to get going, I don't have a reason to wake up. Who am I? My mind is just a big mess and I can't concentrate besides that I want to scream and it feels like I'm drowning and my thoughts are so fucking loud. I get irritable and I snap at my friends. Why am I such a big failure? Why can't I do something wright?