I am 25 years old and have been feeling empty and horrible for the past couple of weeks .Although depression comes and goes from time to time but the last week I’ve hit rock bottom and I just do not know how to continue.So many thoughts racing and raging at the same time ,every single regret which I didnt even care for earlier feels like a bid thing which I should’ve done .I’ve never been in a real relationship and suddenly I now long for one .Never had sex and suddenly cannot imagine my life without it,i’ve always lived for my family thinking they are the only source of my happiness but now that too has faded away .
Career seems futile now and everything feels shitty and this immense feeling of hopelessness has dawned my every thought making it impossible to move forward .Dont know if this is depression or my life choices that have come to haunt me