I have no idea what to do at this point in my life! I dropped out of college in 2015, I had transferred to a four-year school after receiving my associates and didn't take well to being far away from home. I moved to Florida from New York to escape the judgement of my family for dropping out. This didn't end well, I ended up taking a plane back in the middle of the night after six months there, and being diagnosed with BPD. So it's been two years since I moved back home to Upstate NY, and I haven't found a job... and I don't know what to do anymore. I don't think that I could handle going back to college, which is why I haven't done it yet (I someday hope to get that BA in Studio Art, idk if it'll be useful though). I'm seen as being pretty unhireable, is the feeling that I get, so I don't know what to do with my life. I really don't enjoy not having a car, and living in my mom's basement, but I don't see a way out of this. Has anyone else hit such a wall like this? I'm really looking for any sort of input, or at least anyone who can wallow with me :)