I don't know what to do. I thought about taking a self care day tomorrow because I think I desperately need it, and my partner agreed. And then said they weren't sure if it was a good idea to take off from work. 

I get it. We need the money. I don't think I've had an actual mental health day in nearly a year, if not more. I'm disabled, so I can't exactly go out and about alone, and they aren't really one to go out for fun. The things I like to do and feel free doing are only open during my working hours. 

I'm so so tired. I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want any of this, and it's not like I can get away. I have 4 pets and pay most bills. 

I hate all of this. I'm sorry, I just wanted to vent a bit.