I’m a 21M. I was an outcast in highschool and hid from society. I went to college hoping to make friends. I was wearing makeup but not owning the fact that I was wearing it. I made up a lie that a girl put makeup on me in front of a bunch of dudes. I had a panic attack and legitimately was severely distraught in front of a bunch of dudes. I’m just gonna kill myself honestly lol my life is FUCKING FINISHED IM GONNA KILL MYSELF.  I was bullied verbally, psychologically, physically, and digitally. Everyone fucking shit on me and I did not know what I had.

I ran a 4.7 40 yard dash a week ago which I didn’t know was possible for me. The acne on my face cleared up and I can see that I’m not ugly. I’m just gonna die dude this is so unfortunate. So fucking unfortunate. There’s multiple videos of me getting slapped. I was treated like shit and nobody gave a fuck about me. Im a fucking meme and my life is fucking finished. I had no idea what my own value was. I legitimately teared up in front of those guys when the makeup thing happened. Im fucking finished.