I don't know how to feel really I feel like it's going bad then good I'm 27 my fiancee is 38 I'm going crazy I'm feeling like I'm going crazy fuck my life help my I feel like I'm going crazy she trys to tell me what to do I'm far away from home /14 hours\ I lost all my friends my family I'm losing it and idk what to do they hide things take my phone I feel like I'm gonna get locked up in psych hospital bc she thinks il snap