I was the happiest I ever felt the past year. Someone actually made me feel something and it was amazing. But now all they make me feel is hurt. I would’ve done anything for them. They were suffering too. I don’t understand how they could do this to me when they went through the same fucking depression. I put all my effort into trying to make you feel even just a little bit better every day. And you abandon me without even giving me closure. No goodbyes. 


Sometimes I hope to see a message from you appear on my phone, even though it’ll never happen. I don’t expect to get back together. I just want closure. I feel like I’m suspended in the void, trapped in my head. 


It just feels like there’s no way out. I want to move on but I can’t. I can’t feel anything for anyone. I don’t have the energy to get out of bed. My stomach feels nauseous everyday and I don’t eat much anymore. I’m at my breaking point. There is no way I can live another week.