I had an interview today for a job I really wanted and it will help me with my current major in college. The manager looked at my resume and made me feel very pathetic. I stumbled with questions she asked me and I feel like she thought I was slow. It seemed like every time I spoke I gave all the wrong answers and honestly I just wanna curl up into a ball and die. My anxiety makes me act so stupid. I’m truly not meant to be in this world. Oh and I have tried therapy a few times and most of them sucked. I caught my last therapist talking crap about me. Also my meds don’t work. I feel so incredibly hopeless.