And I'm terrified. I had no idea how much of a wreck I was and how obsessive I was over certain relationships. It just kills me knowing my disorder affects my relationships so negatively. My friends are all I got and I dont want to push them away or try to control them. It just makes me feel like an ass hole. So am I fucked? Can I be treated? I've heard people say dbt is helpful and I've heard people say its not treatable at all. Can someone please help me understand all of this?