I have always been alone. No one has ever loved me. I have only had love disappointments, or on one occasion even, a deception by which they tried to have stolen money from me. That's a long time ago.

It doesn't matter anymore. I know I will never know anyone and I will always be alone. I would have liked to meet a person with whom to share life, to know places, to live day to day, to talk, to tell us about our problems and illusions. It may even be a family or start a new one.

It won't happen, I know that. All my life, people are something I haven't known how to manage. I have only been able to be with a group of people, who from time to time did not laugh at me.

I'm 35. In my environment, everyone either gets married or is already having children. I am expecting my second nephew in October.

It is possible that before the end of the year I will decide to commit suicide. It would have been really nice to meet someone who could look at me with respect and affection, before he did.