I can feel myself falling deeper and deeper into a hole. I've lost all interest in everything I do, I am sitting in the bathroom floor at work as a type this debating on whether or not it's worth it to come out. I thought being out of my horrible relationship would finally help me become happy again, but all it's done is show me how alone I truly am. I know I annoy every one of my friends, I am always sad or angry. I just want to feel normal again, I just want to feel something else other than lost.