I'm just tired of listening to this shit that you're eating too much, you're not exercising, you're becoming dumb day by day, be sober, be nice, be happy! 

Fuck this shit! I'm not doing those things that have been taken away from me! What am I supposed to do, when the world is against me! I'm sick of this bullshit and I won't take it anymore! I don't care if I'm getting fatter day by day. I don't care if I lie in my bed, glued to my phone, isolating myself! I don't care about what people think about me cause I'm a fucking worthless piece of shit! I pray that I may die soon! I don't wanna live, love and laugh! I'm done!