In the past year or so, i have come to develop depression, anxiety, hopelessness, body image issues, and recently, worst of all, POCD (which making me feel like a horrific freak). I have nothing going for  me. I have no friends, close family who i can trust, nobody to talk to. At least when i was in school i was forced
to be around people and try to be normal
but now i have graduated. i used to love playing video games and was happy playing them, now i just sit and play them to try to get my mind off of how much of a worthless nobody i am. All i do is sit in my room and think about how messed up i am. my parents noticed how much i have changed and insist that they are here to help but i know they do not take mental health seriously and have consistently made fun of “snowflakes” (in their words) for their depression. I am starting to realize how much of a threat i am to myself and i hate myself. i see all these other kids my age having fun, partying with their groups of 20 friends while i sit in my room and think about how fucked up i am. Im only 18 and I feel like my life is already over because of my mental health (especially pocd). I think the only thing keeping me from hurting myself is my religion. I just hate this so much.