I have never posted on reddit before so bare with me.. I have been on SSRI’s for 10 years. I went on them because my anxiety was SO bad. Since then doctors just keep shoving them my way and upping the dosage. I have been weaning my self off of Paxil, I’m down to 5mg (I’m doing this with a doctor) I am on Buspar for anxiety. I haven’t had any issues with my anxiety but my emotions and depression is a mess.... I’m not really sure what to do at this point. I’m not sure if it will get better once I’m off of it for a bit or if it was helping me. I gained a bunch of weight from the medication (another reason why I want off of it) and my energy is shot. I’m just not sure where to go from here. I can’t even get into my doctor until July and that seems so far away. 
Anyone been in a similar boat? Did it get better? Im scared to just stop taking the small dose Paxil at this point because I’m worried it will get a lot worse but I’m so close to being off of it. 
What worked for you?