So tomorrow I am going in for training to become an independent visitor for my local children's fostering services- you become an adult friend for children who don't have visitors. It's all voluntary and I'm really looking forward to starting- it will be the first job I've had in a year.

I'm trying to sleep but I can't- as much as I can't wait to start the job, the training is stressing me out- what if I have a panic attack or say something stupid and they don't think I'll be good around children? I know it's just my anxiety but I really needed to talk this out