So today I need to speak to my solicitor to start legal proceedings against my ex to sort out the finances from our break up.

I know I need to do it, she owes me a lot of money (which was my grandad’s inheritance), but I hate dealing with solicitors.

Annoyingly I’d been sleeping really well and not medicating over the last couple of weeks, but last night I was awake until 2 and woke at 6, an now I’m shaking, feeling sick, getting flashes of ideation.

I really wish I could deal with stuff like this 😢