25 male borderline, diagnosed at 23.

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I dated a girl for a couple years (Let's call her "J" ) and it ended in 2019.  A true FP in every sense of the term.

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Ever since then...  I date girls but no matter how hard I try... I Simply do not care about them.  I dont act borderline at all with these girls..  I hardly even respond or make plans.  Some get more interested, they think its a game.  Some leave out of frustration.  I dont care either way.

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Then, "J" messages me on my birthday wishing me the best and how I'll always be important to her.  Ever since I read it, I cant eat or sleep.  Taking every once of strength not to act completely insane.. sigh.  Kinda thought my indifference was a sign me getting better.

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Needless to say I responded and poured out my heart a bit and made myself look like an ass.  Two whole years later.

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Anyone else got that certain someone that's the eternal key to crazyland?