What is wrong with me? Lately I’ve been feeling horrible. I feel like I’m being a completely different me though it doesn’t seem like it to other people. I changed my diet and started exercising too. Isn’t that supposed to help? I don’t have any other word to describe it than empty. Like when I watch some movies and stuff with my family it doesn’t feel as good. I’m seriously really concerned. I’m only 13 and this started happening like a week ago. I was worried about a lot of things during that week and before that like developing an ED (this is something I’m sorta still worried about now, but after carefully thinking I don’t think it’s true) and mouth cancer. But I was able to overcome it. I just feel disconnected and it’s so unlike me. I hate it so much. I even stopped talking to the people I talk to the most often. I tried writing and stuff but it only helps for a bit. I am usually an extroverted person. I wonder if it is the lack of connection to people or a mixture of everything. I hate how I get worried over everything. Its so stupid. I just want to feel like me again. It’s like I’m trying to be more aggressive and stuff. I value authenticity so much. All of this just makes me feel even more horrible because it seems I just can’t feel like me anymore. I wish I could just get rid of all of this thinking. No matter how many times I resolve it on my own it always comes back. And it has never effected me this much to the point where i’d feel like this for weeks. I feel so uncomfortable. I hate this.