i was doing pretty decent for a few months and ended up changing my meds. ever since then i’ve been in a literal constant state of depression. like i’ve just been fed false hope and then kicked in the face. so many negative thoughts and factors in my life such as loneliness just making it worse. i’m so tired of not being able to just get rid of this feeling i just don’t want to wake up after going to sleep. i’m scared of the nothingness after death but i just want this feeling to end