Hey all, I noticed a few months ago after doing research on DID and OSDD that my personality was very fragmented, with wildly different parts. I have 8 including me, i gave them all names, ages, appearances, etc which just made perfect sense to me. They're all wildly different, and could all be separate people. The only reason I'm sure they're not fully formed alters at this point is because I don't experience amnesia, clear switches, and most importantly I feel very alone in my head - I don't hear voices, no one in there I can communicate with or anything. 

I read about the 4 modes in BPD a while ago, which are the detached protector, punitive parent, abandoned child and angry child, and I guess some of my fragments match up to those modes, but it just didn't feel like enough. I just wanted to know if anyone else experienced this or knew more than I did. I also want to know if it's healthy for me to develop them as much as I am, I'm even making pinterest boards for all of them that match up to their individual aesthetics. To be clear, I don't want to ever use them to justify shitty things I do or anything, because as I said I am pretty positive they're all just parts of my own personality. I had a traumatic childhood so I'm guessing my personality just formed weird because of it. Sorry if this is a bit all over the place!