Not even on this subreddit can I find support. There’s always been something about me that just repulses people. 
I’m out of my regular meds and only have Abilify, which makes me incredibly internally hyperactive. It’s only been a day without my regular ones and I’m feeling so incredibly low. 
I posted a venting post around this time yesterday and there’s been zero engagement. All of my friends have left me. There’s literally no point anymore.