Trigger warning for mentions of suicide thoughts or smth idk what this is 



So basically lately my anxiety hasn't been calming down. I always feel on edge and stressed and I just had a long stress dream. This is more anxiety for me than normal but I'm in a wierd place rn cuz it's my first year in HS I'm a freshman I'm 14 

Anyway lately when just being stressed and thinking about school the idea of killing myself pops into my head and like I don't want to kms and I'm not at risk at all by any means but lately the thought just pops up and it just feels weird. Like I will be like 

"Oh shoot I haven't turned an assignment in I should kms" and shit like that like it seems like a kinda reasonable thought too until I think about it more