I honestly just want to kill myself because of all the school stress I have. I am 14 in high-school and I am taking chinese 2 as my language course, and it's way too hard for me. I barely passed chinese 1, and on my chinese 2 class this year, I can't even read a sentence, so I know that I'm not passing. I didn't want to do chinese but my parents made me do it.

If I don't pass, then I don't get my 2 years credit for college, and you need a minimum of 2 years of language for college, and if i don't pass chinese 2 I won't get credit for college, and if I don't go to college I am so screwed. I talked to my counselor about switching classes but they won't let me because I already did chinese, so I have no way out of it, and it is impossible to try to learn a whole years worth of knowledge in a little bit amount of time.

My life is messed up if I can't to to college, I don't know what to do. I'm seriously thinking about killing myself.