I’ve been dealing with anxiety my entire life &amp; it’s really come to a peak at the beginning of this year after being sick with covid over the holidays. I have started seeing a therapist which helps. 
Right now, I’ve been taking my dog to the vet almost weekly for chemo (he was diagnosed with cancer this year), while juggling my job &amp; maintaining the household. My spouse has been out of town the last few weeks visiting a sick family member &amp; as a result had to quit their job.
Right now I feel all this weight on my shoulders to stay afloat &amp; can’t help but feel like I just want to run away from it all. I don’t want to die, I just want a break.