Guy I liked/still sorta like had become a good friend of mine, we've known each other for 3 years and then we started sometimes flirting or talking about dirty things and we even exchanged some photos. We were planning on going out for dinner then y'know having some fun but over the past month and a half he really didn't talk to me anymore and was very dry with conversation and the only time he would really talk to me was when he was horny and/or high. He took 2 days to respond to me asking if he had to work next and all he said was "I do" very clearly not wanting to talk to me. This kind of thing has happened with every single male friend I've ever had. Why do they always use me, why do they do this to me....it hurts so badly and I always fall for it because they change their behaviour and treatment like I'm the only thing they care about and once I've fallen for them they get what they want and leave. I don't have a specific type and it seems like all the male friends I end up having to that. I know I'm probably the problem because I'm easy and desperate. I hate my life and I hate myself. 

I don't have any friends anymore...