This is a rant, don’t know how long it will be but I’m just looking for an outside perspective or to see if I’m alone in this. I’m a teen with diagnosed BPD; I’ve just recently started interacting on this subreddit to help others because it makes me happy, but anyway. I’m so tired of people at this age, teens in Highschool man. So un emotionally intelligent. Just people so Surface level or not.. well.. emotionally intelligent or intelligent in general. Maybe that’s just rude but I know what im looking for in someone. I know no one will ever understand what we go through everyday in our minds but I’ve been craving someone to base my emotions on. Someone to get close to, just romance to spark my life. I take relationships very seriously which might be a bad thing at this age but I’m not looking for a 1 month or 2 month thing yaknow? People are just so self centered at this age, and I keep getting told to wait and I’ll find someone but oh my god waiting sucks. IVE FOUND THE ONE, but is not interested in gaining the relationship aspect and turning that friendship into something more, and it’s like what’s wrong with me at this point?? I’m just starting to feel like I won’t find anything, I’m starting to become hopeless. My relationships always end up with me getting jealous everyday or having a problem often that I don’t mean to cause. I’m just so lost, I’m hopeless and need something to add a spark in my life. Anyone else feel like this? I need some perspective and just a talking to, I need people to just relate to..