I know that this may sound like a silly thing to be upset about, but this YouTube group, known as the Lunch Club, means the world to me. I have never had anything make me laugh, smile, and overall be happy as much as they have. I overcame depression that I got from when I was sexually assaulted in December of 2018, simply from watching their videos nonstop everyday. Watching their videos not only made me happy, but it also got me through COVID-19 lockdowns and all the overall stress that 2020 brang. I was always looking forward to whatever they had planned next, because they always gave me a smile. 

But on January 5th, something happened that changed me completely, and put me back into depression. My favourite member of the Lunch Club (and my favourite YouTuber overall), CallMeCarson, got exposed and cancelled on Twitter. It was discovered that he had gotten nudes from multiple 17 year old girls, even after he promised to stop doing it. Following this, all the rest of the Lunch Club cut ties with him, and the group dismembered.

When I read this news, I could not believe it. I spent the whole day crying because of this. And sometimes I still have breakdowns from it. I still cannot believe that Carson would do this.

But the thing is, I don't care about what he did, because I find him so damn funny that I'll give him a pass on almost anything. Hell, he could rape a baby's corpse by stabbing it with a knife and then fucking the stab wound, and I would still support him.

Anyways, my point is, I literally can't live without the Lunch Club. I've tried everything to resolve this. I've tried talking this over with myself. I've tried talking this over with my parents. I had dozens of therapy sessions. I've tried finding a new YouTube group. I've even tried to say "Fuck it" and just move on and forget about it. But nothing has worked, even in the slightest. I'm still as depressed as I was in January, and I haven't had any bit of true happiness since.

Literally my only option left other than killing myself is to get the Lunch Club back together somehow. So here's a message to everyone: PLEASE SEND THIS POST AND EVERY OTHER POST I'VE MADE ABOUT THE LUNCH CLUB TO EVERY FORMER LUNCH CLUB MEMBER, BECAUSE THEY MUST SEE THIS. I LITERALLY NEED THEM TO GET BACK TOGETHER AND MAKE MORE VIDEOS TOGETHER, BECAUSE I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT THEM.