To preface this, I'm 17.

I woke up today to my dad knocking on my door and i replied "huh" like normal when someone knocks on my door. I immediately started getting yelled at about throwing the trash something like "Go throw the FUCKING trash I told you 10 times this fucking morning what the fuck do you mean huh". And I try to explain that I had just woke up and if he knocked on my door earlier and I woke up I wouldve done it. Blah blah typical arguin because of the trash which is dam near daily for me. And so I ask him why hes so mad. and some more yelling happens and he says "Keep talking back and see what happens". and whatever. But then at one point he comes to my room yelling at me and I hide in the bathroom cause im not tryna argue all day, especially when my moms not home. But this time he said "yeah go fucking hide" and so i said fuck it and came out of the bathroom. At this point he went to the kitchen and was washing his hands or something talking about me to himself saying all kinds of crazy shit. So to make him notice i wasnt hiding i say "what" and then he starts being more agressive yelling yada yada yada. and eventually says "Fuck you, your a clown" and i say back "What do you mean F me Imma clown?, Im your son." and at this point i immediately broke down crying at that and he just repeated himself adding "Your a joke" so he said "your a clown, your a joke" and i just stand there crying and said again "what do you mean...(same as before)" and just go to my room. But holy shit did this make me feel like shit and even though he argues with me a ton, this was the worst thing hes said to me other than saying that my depression is "all in my head" I feel better now than originally but this shit really hurt me. BAD.