 I wished that I didn’t constantly feel tired. I wished that I didn’t feel sick because of my mental health. Just one day where showering doesn’t feel like a battle. Just one day without a headache or brainfog. Please just one day without this endless fatigue and sadness. I can’t eat, I can’t sleep. Everyday just feels like an obstacle. There hasn’t been a day in so long where I didn’t feel frustrated, mad or sad. If I’m not out for a fight with the one’s closest to me i’m crying and wishing I was dead. I just genuinely don’t enjoy life anymore. I feel so lonely and there is nothing that brings me happiness anymore. The amount of energy it takes to get through the day just doesn’t feel like it worth anymore.