I hate splitting on people I care about. I split on my boyfriend yesterday and split back today. It's been emotionally exhausting. When I saw him as negative, I saw an unsupportive, frustrating person who provides heavy stress, anger and intensity when all I need is support and gentle love. When I see him as positive, he is akin to a savior, providing comfort, guidance, wisdom and a consistent shoulder to lean on. In reality he is both, and rationally I know it, but emotionally I can't help but split sometimes. 