So I’m a medical student and lately I just can’t stop thinking that I’m just so mediocre and won’t be able to live up to my dreams. I don’t think I’m stupid, maybe I could do it… But lately all I do is scroll on social media or tidy or clean or anything but study. My grade average is not the best and I just feel like any moment now people will realise I’m a mediocre failure and I’m just never going to be a doctor. 
I do realise that lately I’ve had a lot of stress, mainly for family issues that I wish I could solve but I can’t, but I’m scared that I’m just using anxiety and mental health as an excuse while really I’m just lazy and I’m not putting in the work that I need to put in order to get there.