I've heard a lot of people say when they hear someone doing well, that they're proud of them or happy for them. I suppose there are rare occasions when I feel like that about someone really close. But for the most part, anyone who succeeds in a field that I feel like I have some aptitude in, or worse, anyone who I know succeeds in anything at all, gives me a sinking feeling. Reminds me of how little I've done. The only exceptions are when I know people were going through something really rough and then they did something commendable. I say that because I feel great when I hear some of the positive stories in this subreddit. Because I know they must have been through a lot to be posting here to begin with.