Everyday when I get home after work. I get sweeped away by a wave of emptiness and sadness. I don't feel any of this at work, where I'm constantly busy, interacting and communicating. The moment I arrive home, I'm alone. I try to plan stuff, do grocery shopping, cooking, cleaning, ... but I just end up laying on the couch, staring at the ceiling. Some days are better then others, but I feel like I'm wasting my time, worsening the process. 
I try to break this cycle by meeting family or friends, but I don't have the energy to do this every day, then I end up at home, alone and sad. 
I'm learning to cope with this loneliness. Deal with it. Go sporting, reading, ... but it just numbs me almost every day. 
I'm not that bad off. I enjoy plenty of fun moments. I don't want to compare myself with anyone undergoing worse. I think I just wanted to vent.