I (18F) feel just emotionally and physically exhausted. My psychiatrist has me down as bipolar, idk which one. I can feel myself slipping into a depressive episode. I’m shaky, I’m scared to go to bed, im tired all the time, i feel nauseous, have to force myself to eat and the amount of anxiety is just unbelievable. I haven’t felt this bad for a while now. I feel like just staying in bed all day. I want to write to help me get me get my thoughts out but i’m too tired to even do that. Even me writing this post is taking my energy. I even got a little suicidal but nothing too extreme. This fucking sucks. I just got my fourth different therapist and hopefully she’s able to actually help me cause i feel like nothings getting better. I’m on lamictal, geodon hydroxyzine and just started taking propranolol for the anxiety so hopefully that helps cause i just feel like total fucking shit. It’s so annoying.