Well this sucks but... after a traumatic vehicle accident where I got hit on a motorcycle. My mind got destroyed. So many suppressed emotions came rising. My wife asked me to retire and just train full-time in judo which helped me greatly while she fully took over running our business.

Until... which point around the 10 month mark she decided to cheat with her personal trainer, buying him airplane tickets to go on christmas vacation to asia, separating to another apartment.

Today I got the text saying hello, how are you? I hope you're okay. I'm doing really well. I'd like a divorce. You being bipolar scares me.

The worst part is the part she says bothers her the most is when i broke down crying asking for a hug. She said it was weird.

Gah, I need some sleep now but it seems so hard to go on living. Time will help I guess but now i'm scrambling thinking what to do. I feel so betrayed.