I feel so alone no one tqke me seriously and all my therapist says it normal and I am freaking out bc imo I am struggling with dislocation but no one around me thinks I have that . I keep feeling like a robot mostly at work just doing task and not feeling like myself unless I have my makeup done since it a messy industry and wearjnga uniform don't help. I like  feel as if I am in my hoodie covering my face and I dint picture myself as Someone's gf or etc it odd bc when I see a mirror I feel most like me. I alsonenjoy looking nice for myself which is why I like makeup. Also mostly high butr I talk to myself that what it looks like. Howver really it is me talking outloud to the day dram in my head that I made up m never hqpoene. Sometimes I'll have convo with myself in that sense n I dotn realize it or if I do it bc my hands or lips moved etc . 🤔