DAE feel a "gap" between your FP in your head and when you actually see or interact with them? My FP is a fling I had who lives far away right now, he was on my mind near 24/7, like literally couldn't focus on work or friends because I would be thinking of him. I went NC and deleted my social media for a week and feel SO much better, but today I had to re-activate my FB for work and saw pictures of him that his friend had posted. He looks really cute but there is a weird gap between the person in my head and the person I actually see. This also happens when I actually do see him, or text him. Like, I still really like spending time and talking to him but it feels just fine - it's not the euphoric experience I make up in my head and he's not the idealized perfect human I crave all the time. And this gap makes me sad. DAE?