I hate the way I am.I hate being like this.I’m tired of feeling like this it’s the worst.No one wants to be around me and I don’t wanna be around them.I can’t help it it’s just the way i am.I’m so stressed.You never know how good things are until things go bad.I wish I could just disappear.No one likes me anyway.The worst thing is I can’t change the way I am I just have to live like this.It’s hard.Screw this place.Damn it all.I just want it to stop.I just want life to end.Everyone is just gonna go through life and stress and go through shit.I don’t want that anymore.I just want us to be happy.I wish there were some escape from this world.Video games and music are great but after I run out of music to listen to it I get bored out of that then what.I need a resolution of some sort.I’m so used to being like this.I have an unfortunate life to say the least.I just don’t like this feeling.I might have to resort to some method to distract me from all this.This place is hell.I’m damaged.I literally have no one to talk to bro.My life is shit and I’m not sure where I’m headed.Probably death or something else.I don’t wanna die.I fear that’s what my life may come to.If so I’ll be dead and then what will I go to heaven.Fuck I don’t know.Ima stop typing now.