I really liked Son ye Jin in another drama. I want to see her in the drama Thirty Nine as well. She’s really relatable partly because she often plays someone in their 30s and the show touches on death. Whenever I have delusions, I believe the spirit world is real. But it’s not a place where all your dreams come true and often is more like a nightmare. I sometimes want to get away from it and do more sane things like get married, visit relatives, live life. I feel like I have waves of mild psychosis and this often prevents me from accomplishing anything. I wish there were a magic way to get better. Tomorrow or some time this week I want to go visit the mall to try a new ice cream place. I know this reality isn’t real but I miss the old days where I went out with friends, drove, aspired to work and date, saw relatives, etc. I really want to get out of my current reality and shape up my life, but my illness prevents me from getting anything done.