Yesterday I posted a little bit of a controversial post. But I just want to keep people updated. Last night I smoked went to bed around 9:30 and woke up at 7:30 to a nice cup of green tea and meditation. Today I’ll be getting my life ready for the upcoming week and spending time with family. Im not elated or blissful. Not sad or anxious. Im genuinely in the middle(where I should be). Fuck big pharma.