It’s really weird. I have been having such a good week and have been so happy lately. I’ve been excited to live and have been excited for my future. Im thinking it’s because I’m in Seattle and I love it here. I’m scared because I’m not use to feeling happy. I’m not use to looking forward to my future. I’m also scared to go back to my home state because what if going back makes me sad. I’m scared to feel depressed again.

Sorry for sounding so scrambled. I don’t need tough love, I just need support.