Feel like committing suicide 24h/day, don't want to continue my relationship of 4 years, I think I'm only living to keep my dad away from de sadness of losing a son for suicide, my only reason to be alive, I'm a sociopath too, have an extreme difficulty to have a social life, no friends, no true love, no feelings! Very hard to live, 21 years old, don't want to live till 70-80 years this way!