I physically find it so impossible to get up and clean my room. It has to get soooo bad before I have one huge day of cleaning and promise myself I won’t let it get bad again but then it does. It’s like I hate the mess I’m living in but it feels like I can’t do anything about it. I get exhausted of it after like 2 mins. I hate being messy but at this point it’s like a never ending cycle and loop