My boyfriend of almost 6 months, who always texts me and we have not been arguing/fighting/whatever, has completely stopped answering his phone for over 24 hours. 

It was a little bit of a stressful week bc I got some bad news but our most recent communications were normal, I’d apologized on Thursday morning for being a bit bitchy this week and he apologized as well for saying something that upset me. Everything after that was normal. Just about our days, he had a work thing (sent me a picture of him at work late into the evening via Snapchat) on Thursday and we didn’t get to talk much bc we both fell asleep relatively early. The last message I got from him was Friday morning to say sorry for falling asleep early and I don’t have my phone at work so I didn’t respond for several hours. 

Since then, I’ve heard nothing. He’s not opened any of my messages (we always talk via Snapchat, idk why just been that way since the beginning) and I tried calling him twice a little bit ago with no answer (rang for a while and went to voicemail so phone isn’t dead). It’s highly unusual. Even when he needs space, he always lets me know. I am absolutely horrified that something has happened to him. But I don’t know if my anxiety is creating this. I’ve tried messaging him to let him know to please contact me because I’m worried sick about him. I’m trying not to be crazy but even my mom told me to drive by later if I still haven’t heard from him and see if his car is there (in case he got into a car accident). 

Sorry if this doesn’t seem totally BPD related but I can feel my heart beating out of my chest and I can’t eat or think and I’ve felt like I’m in a constant panic attack for the last hour. 

Should I just stop and wait? Am I taking my anxiety too far? We’ve never gone this long without talking unless I knew ahead of time that I wouldn’t be able to contact him.