Ok so i was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder when i was young. I have had my share of panic attacks but this feels different.

So this is a wierd story. First of all my cat died 3 weeks ago out of the blue for no reason. I came home and he was throwing up yellow bile constantly. Had to be atleast 10 times in 2 hours. so i decided to take him to the ER vet. When i went to put him in the carrier i saw that he was kind of foaming at the mouth and drooling. 

I get him to the vet and basically he passes while there for 2 hours. They couldint do any blood work before he passed. I opted for a necropsy and i should have the full report tomorrow. 

Also about 2 months ago i was mowing my lawn and went under a tree abd something was in my hair and stung/bit me on the freaking head. My uncle was there doing other stuff and i had him shoo it off me but i did bot see what the hell it was. I saw a quick glimse of it while it flew out and it was maybe a wasp but im not sure.


Even since that incident with my cat i have been having symptoms of rabies. My back hurt a few days ago but has stopped. When i am laying down my left leg has like a tiny tremor in it constantly. Its not like jumping up or anything but i can feel the muscles like twinging.

Last night i did not get ANY sleep.  I kept waking up and i cant stop thinking of rabies and that now im dead and there is nothing anybody can do to help me. Sometimes it feels hard to swallow but i dont know if its anxiety.

I am in nys and in my county only 11 bats have had rabies this year.  I just dont know what to do. Do i go to the hospital? Or do i just wait and die.