i was just diagnosed officially with BPD. and i already suspected it because the diagnosis makes sense. but now that i have the official diagnosis i feel like i'm lying. but i'm not. but i can't help but just feel this overwhelming feeling of guilt and shame that i'm a fraud and that i'm faking it and just being dramatic. but i'm not it's all real. but i just feel so terrible. does anyone else feel like a fraud or feel like they are lying? idk why i feel that way but i don't like it at all.