I just started a job I love. It's with a company I'm proud to work with and the pay is great...but I'm just not excited. I can't even get myself to do any work.

It's my first actual job (I've just done multiple internships, I'm a college student). It's a virtual position which might be why I guess.

Anyways, I've been stuck in this moment of my life where I JUST CAN'T DO SHIT. I literally used to be so ambitious, I would lead every team and get my goddamn work on time. Always on my shit. Always a reliable person.

Now, after I come home from my morning run I just want to curl up with a book and that's it. It's too much to even get up and get a simple task done. Have been completely MIA on my socials and I love my friends but texting back, I can't do it. This has been going on for months now, but now that I'm living with my parents again for the summer break it's just worse.

How are so many other people remaining motivated? Staying on their shit? Like, I legit do not care anymore and it is so scary.