Hi, does anyone else this with BPD? In general life I am the most chilled person ever, with friends everything, I don’t get jealous or anything at all. When I get into a semi-serious relationship it’s like something switches in my brain , I never act on it because I know it’s wrong but I think it … completely self sabotage , my rationality goes , I can’t understand why my partner would want to do things without me , I compare myself with their exes (even though normally I don’t care how I look into comparison with other people at all), I almost feel angry they’ve been with other girls before me when they didn’t even know me at the time, I hyper analyse everything, but like I’d never compulsively text or ring them on a night out , and i’d never scream or pick a fight  or make them stop talking to a girl etc ..I am completely chill with stuff like that…. It’s like I know my problems are me problems