I'm pretty sure this isn't just me and honestly don't know how to feel about it. My FP is got a new boyfriend about 6 months ago and spends a lot of time with him. I was round a friends house with them when they recently got together and they where holding hands spooning and kissing the WHOLE NIGHT. It made me feel awful even though i was there. When ever i see them together i relapse in this feeling of worthless ness,hatred and self pity. Me and my friends meet up every friday at a coffee shop for 2 _ 4 hours and its fun but they always sit next to each other and she is on his shoulder so that just destroys me and i always up on a drug spree doing anything to make me forget or no longer care. I even get this way with pictures and i don't know why. Her lock screen his them to together that make me feel the same way i just feel so unreasonable. This doesn't just reside with her and her boyfriend though its anybody! does anyone else get this?