I have bpd,severe depression, severe anxiety,  and PTSD. I also suffer from extreme night terrors.  I take a lot of meds to help me get through life.  When I take my night time meds they knock me out for a long time.  I woke up today with a sheriff's card taped to my door. I tried calling my wife but it went to vm. I call the sheriff and he brought the paperwork to me. I cant see my wife and son for 90 days. I dont even know what I did. It says on the paperwork that I hurt her but I have no memory of it. I really dont know what to do.  I got a DUI in March and I have to go back to court in a couple weeks but I have no way of getting there. They'll issue a warrant for my arrest and I'll spend sometime locked up. I hate myself and my life. I think this is it for me. I just want this to be a twisted joke or nightmare. 