things are hiding from me in my vents, walls, closet, cabinets, and under my bed. i get tactile hallucinations (as if someone is standing with their chest pressed against my back or im being grabbed by my legs/shoulders) which are pretty bad. i often go out of my way to trigger delusions/hallucinations. one thing i do is i go on the distressingmemes subreddit and look through everything until i cant take it anymore and i intake media that i know gets me riled up. sometimes this induces a state of catatonia. i believe that i am above my positive symptoms which is why i do this on purpose. i dont know if ill ever stop but boy is it a rush