I (F) have severe health anxiety, but especially bad anxiety about stds. I recently got out of a bad relationship where he lied about alot of stuff. So now my anxiety is making me think shit. Like at the beginning of the relationship he went to the health clinic and got the finger prick hiv and hep test and it was negative within 30 min. So I trusted it and we had sex many times. I didn't think about the window period and he couldn't remember when he last had sex with his ex before me. He thinks maybe 1 to 2 months but he doesn't know. So I'm worried that he got tested too soon and that the test might have not been accurate. 

I got tested approximately 3 months after we first had sex and it was negative. But I'm still freaking out about it all. I'm starting to drive myself crazy. I've been reading articles and articles and it's driving me crazy. Idk how to process this and it's making me depressed. I'm just thinking the worst like what if I got it and it just didn't show up in my test. Or what if he had it and it just didn't show up in his test and etc. 

Idk. I'm just freaking out tbh and thinking the absolute worst and it's making me depressed and feel like I'm in a panic.