Do you guys find yourself having a narcissist as your FP? All my FP in the past were narcissists- and I am scared this new one will be.

It's this guy I think is cute- he is straight and I am gay- which is always how it goes. I feel so happy when he reciprocates- but am scared I will push him away. I get soooo excited sometimes I feel too comfortable and that ruins potential happy relationships. Do y'all get this good feeling and then feel like your filter pops off once you feel reciprocation?

I ended my last FP two weeks ago after he did shady shit behind my back- and discarded a NPD. Lets just say he wants back in my life and I am not having it!

Any tips? I feel it starting again- this FP dynamic.