[previous post](https://www.reddit.com/r/BPD/comments/8d1nwa/blaming_others/?st=JG5RA6LQ&amp;sh=cc14d3ff)

I've had enough. This is the last straw. I messaged my brothers girlfriend to let her know about my suffering and of the heinous things he's done, and she said to me, "i'm glad you're feeling well enough to bash your brother." For fucks sake woman, you're in bed with a guy who sexually assaulted his preteen sister. Love turns people into idiots.

I just wanted to share my pain and decision with people who would empathize. I wish you all the best of luck and I hope none of you have to take the path that I'm taking. 

Edit: I didn't post this looking for people to convince me of otherwise. As sufferers of BPD I feel like you can all empathize with me. I just wanted to be heard, not convinced out of it. 