Ugh I’m sad I’m not even living life I’m just going to boring school and I have friends but barely any and we aren’t close and I barely hang out with anyone outside of school and all my life is is just living with more worries in my mind I just can’t go to school anymore I don’t want to interact with any teachers even when it’s necessary I don’t wanna ask questions I don’t want them to talk to me  and I hate unpredictability so freakin much and idk what I’m ganna dooooooooooo how am I suppose to keep going to school for 7 months ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I wish I could just not care and just talk if I need to or ask a question if I do have one and not care about presenting infront of people 
I have a question if u have a possible pass on presenting because ur school knows u have anxiety would u try and ask ur teacher if u could submit an online presentation instead of presenting in class or would u just push urself to present even though ur going to worry about it for days on end and be nervous and wanna die or would u rather take the embarssment from asking if u can do an alternative?