I’ve never been so depressed. In this last year I was honorably discharged from the military but have been unemployed ever since due to several messed up factors. In this past year my wife had left me for another man, my little brother (army enlisted) has attempted suicide twice and now resides in a military mental health hospital, I’ve seen my mothers suicide note, and I’ve been made aware that my little sister was sexually abused as a child. My brain isn’t coping well