My week has not began in a good way saturday I partied took drugs until 4pm sunday went back home got depressed, didn’t went to school monday
today i woke up feeling like shit this wave of eating disorder came back again and i’m juste feeling like not eating much and hating my body
i wanna hide i don’t want my boyfriend to look at me i’m just hideous and so depressed 
i feel like crying bc now i’m feeling like i don’t know what to do with my life i screeed up and don’t even know if i wanna keep the way on my studies bc i might got it all wrong i just wanna disappear .. 
Now I’m gonna have therapy with my psychologist via phone call and i’m having anxiety