Once I got a permanent position my lil bpd friend that lives in my brain decided it would be a good idea to quit. And then travel all over the world since “I have no one really keeping me here anyways, no real family unit blah blah..”

I love the job I just quit. But I also am not functioning at home either. I just lay in bed all day and do drugs. This is not good. 

I’ve been in dbt for 7 months and have not gotten better. A relationship that suddenly ended did not help.

Anyways, anyone have good experiences just doing the solo travel thing? Or am I really losing it. 

Thanks for reading :)