This includes my FP.

Certain days, I don't want to talk to anyone, not a real life friend, not an internet friend, not family. In those moments, I can't imagine human contact and it's just easier to deal with the intense emotions without dragging someone else in. I am wrestling with loneliness and my general inability to communicate what's wrong with me. There is a wall between me and every other person, I cannot truly reach them or be reached. It's just easier for me to isolate. 