idk i’ve been trying to look at the bright side but i’ve been having difficulties. ik i still have good things technically. like i could be living in a box or sumn.

it’s just almost as if i don’t feel positive abt anything anymore or in general, if that makes sense? like i noticed i’ve been a lot more irritable as of late and my general aggression has increased. i noticed an unusual resentment for almost everybody when this was previously not as heavy as an issue.

i’m not sure what’s happening or if it’s just manifesting in a different way, i’ve never felt quite this odd/severe and it’s worrying me a bit. i guess i just wanted to get that off my chest. sorry.