I got diagnosed in early June. My parents say that i’m affecting their mental health. My mother is emotionally abusive, and in the past she physically abused me. One of my last therapists told me, that i will never get better unless i move out.
However i’m so scared of living alone. I don’t have a partner so my feeling of not being loved by anyone will be only worse. I’m scared that I will hurt myself in this solitude. It’s all because of my anger caused by my mother being dissmissive and abusive. They don’t have respect towards me yet expect me to put them on a pedestal. I have no idea What to do or think.