I did it! Today was the first big step. I'm so nervous so scared and I needed to get this out there!

Today I finished the rest of my stuff and I officially start classes tomorrow. I feel high to finally be here. My anxiety got to the point where I couldn't leave my house 3 years ago I think. PTSD played a big part in that.

I have ADHD and I'm afraid of doing something or saying something that marks me as a problem person.

It has been a long time since I was able to get out and better my life. I had untreated blood pressure and other things so this is a super big deal. Or at least it feels make or break.

I'm getting caught up in everything that could go wrong. But I'm also so proud of myself for doing so many things to get to the point I was sure I could do this.

The nice thing is, health allowing, I can will myself through things but it'd be nice to take the pressure off as much as possible. Definitely going to be smoking the CBD more than usual.

Don't be a stranger. T.T wish me luck?

Hope I picked the right flair for my post it is half celebratory and half omg please help why have I done this I'm totally going to fuck it up. XD

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