My bf has borderline mixed with bipolar and wants to kill himself pretty often. Hes attempted at least 6 times in the 3 years we've been together. It gives me great stress ever time he talks about killing himself. I love the shit out of him but this has become bad for my mental health as well. Been considering breaking up, but everytime I get serious about it he pulls me back in by feeling compassion for him and thinking he's the sweetest person and I love him too much to leave. Am I just deepening myself into a cycle of bad health? Do things ever get better?