I enjoy dedicating sometime in my day to help people with their problems so I can help them to be better.

As of recent though I've been getting really really depressed myself. Now I thought it wasn't too unnatural I have a personality disorder and there are times where I get really soul crushingly depressed. However, once my episode ended I still felt very depressed. It's like someone scooped out a hole in my chest and replaced it with a 100 ton weight instead.

So... can I stop for a few days? I love making people happy don't get me wrong but this just doesn't feel good at all.