Our first break up was over a little over a year ago.  We last saw each other 5 months ago but it ended after a week.  It was always me leaving because she was not well.    But I still miss her, so bad.  She hurt me and scared me, I also hurt her.  It was all innocent on both of our ends.   I ran away and I’ll always feel like I’m not a man because I couldn’t handle it.   She has a new boyfriend.  


Our love was the most intense and powerful thing I have ever experienced. 

Thank you everyone.