I‘m totally lonely , I‘ve lost all my so called “friends“ during my last manic episode last year at this time! I was hospitalized for 6 weeks and in the hospital they hurt me , they beat me and they humiliated me - I mean the doctors and workers there! And after those 6 weeks in this terrible hospital I came home and every “friend“ was gone. I‘ve told them sorry but they‘d just say some shit like ah ok and then they‘ve texted me since Jan. 2021! I think that I‘ve Post-Traumatic from that Hospital!  I had to stay for 30 days in a closed room where I had nothing but just a toillet and my med‘s and some food! It was terrible! I‘m from Germany 🇩🇪 and believe me here most of them who work in a closed psychiatric are by themself sociopath‘s who love it to hurt other people it makes them happy! Right now I‘m just sad that I‘ve lost everyone and that they‘ve never asked me why I was like that in the end of 2020 but anyway I guess I have to destroy my enemies my having just one thing and that is called : SUCCES !