I had the best relationship with this person within the first 6 months and after things started to take a turn. I ignored that his stories never added up and it made me feel like I was going crazy, made offensive and racist jokes and made me feel like I was over reacting. He would never wanna do nice things for me anymore and he expected sex in return everytime I saw him and whenever I wanted to go out and do something. I put up with it for almost a year and he wouldn't change then but as soon as we broke up he kept telling me things to make me wanna stay with him. 

 I knew for a fact that things were terribly wrong but he was good at putting it through my head that I should give him another chance. We tried making it work out but he would turn to the sweet guy I used to love then he would change after a couple hours of hanging out.

I finally made the decision to not wanna work things out with him anymore and he keeps begging me back. He ended up coming to my house when I wasn't home and I told him he better not pressure me to date him. I can't shake the feeling that he just constantly made up random lies.

He said okay and continued to beg on his knees and that he couldn't live without me. He brought up he had colon cancer and that the medications have been turning him into an asshole hence why he has made racist remarks. He said he has 2 years to live and that I have to get back with him even after saying no countless times. I told him I've been seeing someone else and he would tell me that he was the only one ment for me and no one would love me as much as he did. Should've walked away when I didn't talk to him for a few hours then he pretended to wanna hangout with my close friend just to see if I was at her house. I can't tell you how much I felt like I was losing my mind my god it was so exhausting trying to contemplate what was real or not.