Was everything between us a lie?

Was both my brain and her tricking me?

Did she lie to me about everything she said?


Or is my brain lying to me rn?
Is he just reflecting this self hate on me?


She is in a new relationship after 3 weeks but is it a rebound or does she not care at all and just my affection?

Was she using me?

Am i just a game?

I feel so alone and sad. I want someone like her cause i love her, i want the typical replica of her. I miss her. But i can't. Cause she won't and she doesn't seem to care about me. Her reaction when i told her about heavy stuff was '' oh''. I feel so unloved.


Thanks for reading i guess.