just a short moment i feel like i am getting out of it, i come back. always. it does not change. people say time heals but for me it’s been gradually getting worse. at this point i think depression is like my home. honestly i don’t even know what “home” feels like because i’ve never really been comfortable at my own house or family. i thoughts it was normal but apparently home is supposed to be somewhere u feel comfortable with.
i think i might just die in this. hopefully soon. i’m so mf tired of everything. since it seems like this won’t end