A few months ago I had two friends, we were like the three best friends. They they started complaining about each other to me. I ended up telling them both to stop as it made me uncomfortable. I believe friends shouldn’t bitch about each other, it also made me paranoid about what they say about me. After I stood my ground, they completely cut me off. Kept hanging out and just wouldn’t invite me, I was devastated but happy to get away from toxic people.

Then the other night my SO went to hang out with his friend, that is also my friend. I wasn’t invited, boys night I guess. I was still quite upset, made me wonder what’s wrong with me and why I couldn’t come. When he got home he informed me that our other friend and girlfriend ended up going as well. And still no one thought to invite me. I feel heartbroken, I know it probably doesn’t seem like much but wow I feel so alone.