Y’all. I’m so burnt out, it’s crazy:

I hate cooking, always had, never had motivation to do it

I have a spending problem. I can never save.

I still need to get my driving practice hours and get my car running on the road, but I failed my permit test. 

My 7/8 year old siblings are a fucking pain in the ass. 

I still live with my mom and I feel like I don’t have a choice because I’m working and in school for Nursing (which is a hard major that requires a lot of attention).

I had body image issues and I hate my weight. I was in the gym every day back in October but I stopped. Now I can’t even motivate myself to get back.

I feel burnt out when talking to my boyfriend because he is very talkative and I find myself not even paying attention to what he is saying anymore, especially when I am on my phone. 

My job is mentally draining. 

I feel like people treat me like a child at home and at work.

I feel like my mom doesn’t get me, she thinks I need to pull my weight but I barely want to get out of bed.

Im so over life and ill be 22 soon.

Part of me just doesn’t care anymore.