I've officially lost everything today . A year ago i dropped out of school to help my mom financially, but i struggled to find a job that paid well until i got hired by Target. I love this job and i met a girl who showed me life has meaning when i was with her talking or texting i didn't need no pills to make me happy ,but I'm being let go duo to my many missed days my depression has always held me back ,but never has cause something as impact full of this and I'm tired i lost her,my job,my happiness i don't know what to do now it's all over isn't it,it's extremely hard for me to get hired anywhere I'm just tired of it.