I really hope that someone can relate to this. I'm currently not medicated for my BPD. I never really got anything that helped me.

The biggest issue with my mood is in the morning. This is where I feel worst. I feel everything is hopeless, I'm angry, fierce and tbh. I wish someone would shoot me in thead.

The later it gets the better my mood gets. I'm in a much better mood after 6 PM.

When I go to bed, nothing is really wrong with my mood.

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I know that cortisol (stress hormone) values in the body are highest around 8 AM in the morning. I always wake up at 07:30-08:00.

Maybe it's related to cortisol? I really don't know.

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Anyone got an answer to this problem?