I’m sick of hearing that term. The exasperated sigh, the putting their hand to their forehead and going “oh Jesus Christ.” Or better yet “oh come the fuck on just stop.” 

Then the eye rolls.

I’m not being taken seriously and these people don’t give a fuck about anyone but themselves. I’ve had some dark thoughts lately and I’ve reached out to my boss, old friends, my parents, ex mother in law who said she’s sorry her son was a bad partner to me and I’d always be family to her and to reach out when I need anything.

One person said “don’t talk about it just fucking do it if your life is that bad”

I reach out and tell people how I feel and I’m met with annoyance. “Good god just fucking stop and pull yourself together I’m sick of this shit.”
 
I’ve never reached out to anyone like this before and I’m being treated like I do this all the time and like I’m using them or some shit. These people are annoyed with me and instead of offering me support or god forbid just listening to me and asking what I need, I get eyes rolled at me and to told to stop because they’re sick of hearing it from people and only want positivity.

Long story short: I’ve had dark thoughts and I’m depressed. I reach out for support JUST ONE TIME and am told I’m annoying and to stop.