I’m about to have a panic attack. I feel like shit both physically and mentally but I feel the need to force myself to work because I need money and because everyone at work will judge me if I don’t show up. I almost lost my job due to a false positive alcohol test in front of everyone two days ago that we had to take, teared up in front of a few people because I was freaking out about losing my job and the next day I went home early because I wasn’t feeling good. It’s just a stupid warehouse job but they expect shit to be perfect- but the quality control lady just keeps fucking picking on me ONLY. And I’m fucking sick of it. It’s 6AM, gotta go to work at 7AM and I feel terrible and this dilemma is literally making me freakout rn idk what to do I hate everything fuck.