the loneliness is settling in now. i feel unloved and unseen. i live a dull life. i feel alone. i don’t like being here when all i feel is pain and suffering. the littlest things hurt me. i’m fragile and delicate. i wish people could understand that. i don’t want to be here tbh. i don’t see the point. this isn’t goodbye, i just don’t want to feel this way anymore. will it always be like this? i can’t do anything to help myself. i need someone who is there for me. i hate going through this shit alone. i hate feeling alone. i hate being ignored. i hate being abandoned. i hate trusting people.