Hello, I have no one to talk about this, but I really need this of my chest.
I finished my Master of Science in Medical Science in summer 2019, and went on unemployment for 10 months before finally getting a job in May 2020 (Thanks to the pandemic), it was way below a normal pay rate, but better than rotting away at home.
After a half year I finally got a job matching my qualifications...... however, my job require me to spend way more than 37 hours (the norm in my country) weekly, being on call, and no added bonus for either night, weekend, or vacation time. I just received (1,5 weeks prior to Easter) my work schedule, and I have gotten shifts all the days of Easter. No “replacement holiday” or anything. 
I work opposite my spouse who I rarely see due to my hours and it seems like no one cares - not my colleagues and especially my boss. 
I don’t know what to do, as I cannot find another work - although I have been desperately trying since Christmas (which I also had to work through).
I feel so stressed that I spend all my time off work looking for another or crying helplessly in bed :-( I am really afraid of a major meltdown.