I have this friend who dropped me out of almost nowhere after being super close, calling each other every night and stuff. It’s been a year since that happened and I’ve pushed her away more because I don’t handle rejection well to say the least. During our friendship she said/did stuff that was unsettling like saying that she’d kill herself if I killed myself despite only being close for a couple of months, ignoring a teacher and not answering questions in class who “unlocked her depression” because he wasn’t helping her with it, and ignoring me for a week because I sat to close to her. When she said she didn’t want to be my friend anymore something clicked that there was something seriously wrong (for a while I told myself that I was just upset about the rejection but after a lot of thought and talking to other people I ditched that idea)

I tried talking and reasoning with her that the stuff she did was worrisome and that I was scared she was going to kill herself. I talked to friends and teachers to try to get there help but they either brushed me aside or if they did try to help she pushed them away. About a month ago she had a suicide attempt and I thought she might get some help after that but she didn’t.

I just don’t know what else I can do, and you can tell me that it’s not my responsibility and that she doesn’t want me to be apart of it, but I really don’t know what I would do without her. I really need her to get help even if she doesn’t talk to me ever again. I just want her to get better.