I wish I could live with him. I feel this need to be around him 24/7 and I think about him all the time. 2 weeks ago I wasn't even sure if I liked him. I feel so crazy. I know this isn't healthy and I should be more independent. But I want to live with him. I'm considering it happening in the next 2 years. I have dreams about him cheating on me all the time and I wake up crying. I feel like I need him. Like he's like my air I have to breathe. lol. But it's also like, I don't like certain parts about him, he can get boring but when I'm with him I feel so excited and it doesn't feel so boring? Does that make sense?