I just feel really lonely. Outside of work I don't talk to anyone. I dont feel comfortable telling my parents any of what's going on. They aren't super supportive as it is. I used to have this girl that we decided it wouldn't work out dating, but we remained super good friends until I found out she was crazy and telling all my shit to people. But it just helped so much to have someone there who I could talk to about anything, and she was super supportive. And I just don't even know where to find someone like that again. With what she did though, I don't even know what it will take for me to trust someone again let alone find someone to even be friends with.