Well fuck. Started Geodon on Friday while in a deep depression. Last night I think I was up from 2:30 (usually get up around 5:30), but it may have been a weird dream. Started writing a book based on said maybe-a-dream, and priced out replacing my phone, computer, watch, and headphones (all apple), with all android. But talked myself down. 

But now. 

Went to bed at 10. It’s 2 am and I haven’t fallen asleep yet. I spent some time buying school stuff (we homeschool). I’d really like to go prep some supplies for a science project idea I’ve had. 

But I usually just lay here and suffer. It’s miserable. Is there any benefit to just lying still in the dark? Or can I shamelessly go do SOMETHING?