I had this trip planned for a while that I was literally so excited about. It’s the first trip I’ve gotten to take with my partner in like 2 yrs since C0v1d started. I was so excited for the first time in a really long time. I’ve been just at home for a really long time guys and I’ve worked myself to the point of exhaustion before Christmas break looking forward to this. Anyways we had to cancel. And I literally felt heartbroken. I’m starting a new job in January that is intensive and won’t allow me a break until 1 year from now - next Christmas- and I just can’t bear the thought of another year making it three years total of just solid work and TV on my off time in my 400 sq foot apartment. I feel like I’m going insane but ppl have made me feel guilty for being upset. I’m allowed to be disappointed right?