Why am I so pathetic? Why can't I just get a simple job like anyone else without feeling like  the world is exploding? I thought I had it until I started second guessing myself and getting extreme anxiety about certain tasks. I went home and had a mini panic attack. I called the next day and quit. I am pathetic and worthless. I am a complete burden to everyone around me. I'm just seen as lazy by everyone else but I honestly tried as best as I could. I realize that no one cares now anyways. If I was dead the next day no one would care.