When i’m experiencing the highs of bpd i get this massive rush of being impulsive in the sense of cutting and dying my hair, eating everything including non edible stuff, wanting to abuse alcohol and drugs and over sharing and also getting turned easily or wanting to watch porn like getting this massive urge to do sex related shit. This happens like once or twice a day and last for a few hours. 

Does anyone else experience this and is it a bpd thing? i recently got diagnosed and want to learn more about the disorder.