My lawyer seemed so enthusiastic before the agreement and then she just fell off. My husband (PWBPD) makes $25 an hour and can get his lawyer to do whatever he wants her to do and it doesn’t even effect his bank account. 

I’ve tried to remind him in his destruction phase that his lawyer is NOT his friend and he is ruining both of our lives... especially with him accusing me of cheating and subpoenaing my phone, guess what my lawyer did? The same thing. He’s been lying NONSTOP. His bank account??? Obvious affairs and gifts. 

Shouldn’t have subpoenaed my bank, dummy. 

They made a ridiculous discovery document trying to make me give up and agree to the divorce. They want every message I’ve ever sent since 2019, while he gets to delete all accounts he was having affairs on. Doesn’t matter. Subpoenaed too. He’s literally trying to paint himself out to be a victim by accusing me of having an affair with my ex that tried to kill me, and can’t legally enter the city we live in anyways. 

It’s.going.to.backfire.so.goddamn.hard 

I kept asking my lawyer for help with the questions, and she finally snapped on me saying “your 4 month marriage to a man you knew was crazy and abusive is not my priority”

And..... this is the problem I’m having finding a new one. No one cares to defend me because “well I don’t want to see you try to mediate this. Just run away” is the general consensus. 

I absolutely hate this. Fuck this disease. Fuck my husband’s head for thinking this is okay to treat the person that HE admits got him sober and in therapy, fuck his creepy ex that won’t fuck off and is nonstop bragging about him going back to her, fuck his mother for babying him, fuck his lawyer for nonstop agreeing to his bullshit. I know she sees his cut marks when he hands in papers or when he shakes hands with her. ENOUGH. TELL THAT MAN TO GET HELP. 

I’m so sick of this. I want my husband back. My REAL husband. Not this fucked up version of him.