Just got married but the rush of excitement of it all put me in a manic state. Everything is already falling apart because of it. I’m starting to regret even getting married, I should have known I couldn’t handle it.

I’m not sleeping and I’m irritable, all noises are too loud . I spent so much on Amazon and I can’t stop picking fights. I’m sure he regrets marrying me himself. This isn’t a pity post, I seriously feel like I’m ruining his life.