I think drinking so much coffee has put me in my worst state of mind ever?? Its the only thing I’ve changed about my life style. I’ve drank alcohol and smoked weed for awhile and even when I was abusing it, I wasn’t feeling so shitty day-to-day. (I’ve completely cut back trying to figure all this out) 

Major anxiety, constant triggers, dissociating, irritable/impatient, just feeling completely unsatisfied and unwanted by my fp, etc. 

Has this ever happened to anyone else?