47 years old and I have nothing to show for my life… I have a daughter, 19, who has Aspergers, so she doesn’t understand the need to tell someone “I love you”. She’s also very uncomfortable with hugs/touching. Her mother and I are divorced for 16 years. I’m at the end of a 13 yo relationship. She never wanted to live together, or make plans for a future together. Her birthday was 3 weeks ago. I bought tickets to a band she loves. Asked her 2 months ahead of time to go, then purchased the tickets. She made plans to go up north and get her face waxed. She told me she wants to bring other people into our relationship now. After I found her sending boob pictures to random people online. Have little to no interest in sex anymore. Surprise surprise.
I’m about 30-40 pounds overweight, and have diabetes. Have not had a steady job ever. Been 3 years unemployed. At first, told myself that it was unsafe because of covid and my high/blood pressure to go to back to work, but pretty sure that’s a lie now. Still too hard to get motivated to find a new job. Was always told what to study for a profession. So never chose for myself…
Maybe time for therapy? 😂 😂 never helped in the 4,5 times attempted before…