I cant socialize with people because i hate myself to much i hate how my voice sounds and it keeps me from talking when i hear my voice i get depressed i hate my face and im always worried about what i look like to other people. I think i might have body dysmorphia because im always staring at myself in the mirror wishing i could change myself and trying to figure out ways to look different. I havent left my house without a hat in 4 years and i havent worn anything but pants in 10 years i wear the hat because i have a big forhead and i dont want anyone seeing it and i wear pants because of a birthmark on my leg, i cant go swimming or wear a bathing suit because of this and in the summer i look crazy wearing pants and a beanie in hot weather. I cant have fun because im constantly hiding myself or thinking to much about my apperance and voice. My mom still does everything for me all phone calls and doctors appointments etc i cant even order my own food. I dont know if i will ever be happy and confident