so theres a bit of a backstory...

ive been seeing this guy, lets call him "C", for about 3 months. we are both in our mid 20's. things got kinda serious kinda fast because i was in a pretty brutal accident with him (hes fine, i got injured but its like 80% healed now). its a weird relationship because we both know it wont last forever (im planning to move far in a few months), but we do everything a couple would do and honestly spending time with him is so much fun its unreal!  since i know this isnt a forever relationship, i didnt want to tell him about my mental health struggles cuz i just wanted to keep it fun. 

i have been in therapy for about 7 years now, so i am very good at handling the daily struggles that come with BPD. i still meet the criteria, but some days are better than others. since i have amassed a strong skill set to deal with things, i am able to control strong emotions in front of people. 

howeverrr.....the last few weeks ive been feeling vulnerable to sadness and anger, so i've been a little agitated with C. i got really mad at him for no good reason the other day, and i texted him later saying that i need to tell him about some stuff thats been going on in my life thats been making me so moody lately (AKA - Depression, CPTSD and BPD)... he has seen me cry once or twice, and he was very kind when i was sad, so i know he has compassion? but what the hell do i say? BPD has a very negative connotation, and i dont want him to google it and become scared of me... 

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i would appreciate any advice, i know this is a weird situation. thank you!