Anyone else just always suicidal, even when happy and relatively 'stable'? I just feel like life is an empty, pointless chore. There's no meaning to any of it. I would really like to die just to get it over and done with because it's just very tiring, and if it weren't for my family and friends I would. I'm not even depressed currently, I'm in a really good stretch and by all accounts my life is great and fun, I just don't care for it much. Anyone feel this?