Why does life have to be so hard??? Dad's gone, family is falling appart, frendships too. I moved to a new country some years ago and i'm watching my friends moving away, in this new country i dont have that many friends. I feel like a piece of shit. Anxiety is destroying me. I'm so tired of not having anyone to talk, of everyone moving away as if I was nothing, of everyone thinking I'm good when I'm fucking not. Idk anything anymore