 Is there anything out there in which you can still find comfort?

For me its rain, thunderstorms, winter, cold weather, night, darkness, and finally …death.

Weather mentioned above makes me feel like nature is synchronized with me, like sky is crying and thunder is screaming with me. Like its “me weather”.

Night and darkness makes me comfortable , I feel hidden , safe. Staying up at night also makes me feel somewhat productive , since this is the time when everyone sleeps and streets are empty, so simply staying awake or going for a nightwalk gives me this feeling of doing “more than most “ people at that time.

And finally death. When anxiety and depression hits me hard, thinking about death helps me, it reminds me that no matter how bad things are or will get, it wont last forever. Death will shatter all our dreams and nightmares and bring us peace in the end, or so I hope at least…