When I have a breakdown I would cry and listen to a lot of heart ache music. I would do this for an hour and, every time I do I feel like I am letting out a lot of pain, resentment, frustration. Knowing that I don’t function like a regular person really hurts and, knowing I’ll have to manage for the rest of my life is like a punch to the gut. I hate this. When the breakdown is over I somehow feel better. I think accepting this as my reality and just taking it day by day. I think I’ll  be okay. Today was a sad day tomorrow will be a better day for sure. Anyways I just wanted to vent and if anyone is having a sad day today. Know that you’re loved and you are so worthy of love and greatness.