This is gonna sound so stupid because a couple nights ago he attempted to call me, and I hadn’t seen his call in time and he went to bed. So it’s not like he never calls.  Last night, he wasn’t able to call because he was at his grandparents’, so I wasn’t worried or anything. But tonight he was perfectly able to call and it crushed me because he didn’t do it. I was looking forward to seeing his face and hearing him again... 

I have the urge to just take space from him for a day because it hurts whenever he does this. I know he is interested in me because he tells me he likes me all the time and gives me a lot of attention. How do I get over this crushing feeling whenever he doesn’t call? It makes me feel suicidal actually.