For context I'm polyamorous. 

My partner is dating someone new, they seem cool and I'm looking forward to meeting her since we have allot of common interests. But apparently she works in property and able to save, not make, save 10k every month. I'm literally living paycheck to paycheck rn, so hearing that is pretty surreal. My partner said it's inspiring to see someone succeed like that and it is. But I can't help but feel like luck is involved. It's also not just the success I'm jealous of but also the support system they must have. I was living in a motel room with my dad in highschool for 2 years, and he passed away during that time because he couldn't afford to see a doctor for his heart problems. And my mom has been homeless to this day since I was a toddler after she left my dad.  I wish I had a reference of success to look at and work towards. But instead I just feel like I'm constantly trying to escape my parents legacy. Its funny though, apparently my partner told her about my job, and she really is curious to ask me questions about it. My partner said I shouldn't be surprised because I have allot of potential to make more cash. I guess I do. I just wish making came to me as easily as it does for other people.