I go to work everyday, it's been about two months since I was hired. I've made countless mistakes, even after two full months of work, I still make mistakes. I feel like people working with me would hate me for how useless I am. this kind of thoughts drown me and make me anxious af every night before work, hours before work, and more importantly I get panic attacks on mondays... I'm currently on meds and I feel like they do help me but my thoughts and everything drive me crazy and I really desperately want to run away from work. the thing is I took a semester off from university bc of anxiety and depression, and the reason I'm working is to earn money and not spend the time uselessly. I feel really bad about myself how during school semesters I felt like I could just die from panic attack, I thought I would be perfectly fine with everything else but school exams and assignments. now after all it turns out I can't even work properly, I can't study like other students, I can't do anything. this is sad. sorry I didn't mean to write a wall of text haha