I am a senior in high school, and I have struggled with mental health issues since I was 13. I have tried to get better, I really have. I've gone to treatment and I still see a therapist. I am fortunate enough to do those things. but I still feel like an absolute waste of space. I have contemplated ending it for quite some time. i think its time. i am really lonely and I've distanced myself from my friends, so they wouldn't really care much. my family would get over it eventually too. i just cant keep living like this. it hurts in ways that i cant explain. i just want it all to stop.