thank you for putting up with everything you do. thank you for making me feel safe and reassured and making efforts to comfort me even when my discomfort is irrational. thank you for holding me when I can't help but cry and always defusing my panic attacks. thank you for taking the time to research bpd and learning how to help me, thank you for making sacrifices for me and recognizing what I'm going through while you also fight your own issues. thank you for getting up out of your sleep every night to walk me to the bus stop, not only to keep me safe but because you know I'll feel abandoned if you don't. thank you for loving me and always seeing the best in me, even through my mood swings and meltdowns and some of the ugliest parts of me. thank you for loving me so unconditionally even when I don't deserve it. you are my best friend.