I have a serious problem that I really want to talk about. I suffer from extreme overthinking. I constantly create problems in my head. To the point where they flack my judgement of reality. I want everything to be perfect, and always double check everything I do. It's like my mind never shuts up. These illusions are strongly affecting me. It has gotten to the point where I literally can't do day to day activities. Because I'm scared of making a mistake. Today, I wanted to play a game on my parents' computer. I wanted to make sure that all the USB ports were perfectly plugged in. So, I unplugged them and plugged them in again. For some reason the computer didn't turn on. I wasn't satisfied with how I plugged in the ports, and just keep doing it over and over again. I'm crazy. This isn't just compulsive behavior. It's something far worse. I struggle to put this into words. I just thought it would make me feel better, If I shared this with someone.