Last time I posted here was 6 months ago and I made a lot of achievements since, and I'm really proud of. So I wanted to share my joy a little with you !

Since last time, I'm finally diagnosed with depression and I'm on antidepressants since 4 months now. 

I explained that I was scared to be diagnosed. I still do in a certain way. But I accept it a little more now. It's hard to "not be normal", to be unable to do simple tasks as wake up or have a good hygiene. But having a word to explain why is kinda agreeable. 

Antidepressants help a little, I feel. I cry less. My psychiatrist explained to me that it's normal, but it's kinda hard at first. I felt emotionless because I'm very sensitive and I wasn't crying when I usually did. But with time, it's kinda relieved to not crying. I feel way more calm and less submerged. 

I take care of me and my friends and my family take care of me too. And I think it's the most important 

I wanna finish by saying : I'm proud of me