My best friend that has been one of my only proper close friends for the past 3-4 years of high school is going away for about a month overseas. 

I am just so scared and anxious of not having a friend that I’m comfortable with during school. I don’t like nor want to associate myself with the classmates but I also don’t want to sit alone outside and feel/look lonely.

My friend won’t be gone forever but I just dislike it so much being such little friends in my life. I do well meeting new people and speaking just fine but I feel so codependent on my friend just to feel secure and not anxious to go to school in the mornings.

I skip days where she isn’t at school, and just thinking about her not being around for weeks is something I truely hate :(