Is there an end at the tunnel when I’ll actually be happy with myself? I just wish I wasn’t me, it’s so draining. Everyone is so content with themselves, if not just outright happy. Obviously my mental health doesn’t help the cause, but even when I was okay I was never happy. I’m so tired. I just want to feel beautiful for once. I want others to find me beautiful too. I don’t see an end of feeling so worthless and it hurts. How am I supposed to live with myself when I’m so disgusting?