Honestly idk how i’m going to even talk to someone about all of what i’m feeling and i don’t know what to expect so could anyone i guess give the process if you actively went to get diagnosed with bpd? And i’m a broke unemployed college student so i’ve been trying to get a price range but i can’t find one anywhere online just prices for therapy, but alas i can’t call anyone right now because i’ve been researching as much as i could all night and it’s currently 6am. I honestly don’t even care if i don’t have bpd but the symptoms seem to fit that the most i just want to know what’s wrong with me. i just want to get help but i want to get a diagnosis for whatever i have, i just think it’s probably bpd. then again i’m also scared i’m projecting my feelings into the symptoms so maybe i don’t even have it, i just don’t know what to do. i’m sorry this is so rambly and long i just hate this and i finally turned 18 so i can get the test without having to open up to my parents how i feel.