My recent fp ghosted me a year ago. It’s been rough, and only recently I’ve been diagnosed with BPD and understanding reactions. 

My gf and I have been dating for a year and honestly I think I dated her too soon after my fp ghosted me. And I’m really mixed about it because I feel kind of hollow. I care about her, I do, but I don’t crave everything about her like I did with fp. I guess I’m just wondering if anyone else feels this way about their s/o.