When I was 16, I was friends with this 13 almost 14 year old girl who had a massive crush on me but I didn't like her back. She was quite tall and rlly grown up for her age as well I thought she was like 18 at first. One day she asked if she could kiss me on the lips (just a quick peck) and I let her do it because I was too nice to say no. The same thing happened a few more times and now I feel terrible about it to the point I wanna kill myself. I feel so creepy and weird even though I had no feelings for her whatsoever I still feel terrible. Also I've been kicked out of my friend group because of it