I'm so tired of crying and feeling so alone. I'm struggling with letting go from my relationship with my my ex of 5 years. He was the only person I could go to when I felt depressed and he was always there for me and making sure I was ok and he was a huge part of my emotional support. Not having that person to go to anymore hurts so bad. I don't have anyone I can really go to without feeling like a burden. He brought happiness into my life and made me feel excited about things. I feel like he was my safe person and anytime I feel down I want to call him, but I cant because I have to move on. The relationship was unhealthy due to all the fighting. I just feel empty and numb.