i’ve tried everything to feel and to try be content i can’t,if feels like constantly empty and alone and i try my hardest to persevere and to make myself happy and i can’t. i dint know what do to i’m going to fail because i can do any of my assignment i’m completely exhausted and brain fogged that i cant even do my work. i try go out and see my friends like people say but there’s this absence i’m never there. i want all this to stop i don’t want to be like this forever all i do is sleep because i’m constantly tired and empty and i’m trying my best to be positive and good but i don’t know what i’m doing wrong.ive lost all control of everything and i don’t know what to do:( 

god i wish i could just not be here