Whenever I speak to people in a romantic matter I just think they’re lying to me about everything , my first love lied to me a lot and it really mentally fucked me io , before that I was fine never thought like that , but since moving on from her literally any girl I get close to I self destruct after a while and assume she’s lying or cheating . I just want it to stop it’s really holding me back , has anyone experienced this ? If so how did you get past  this phase ?