Currently on 100 mg, going to 200 soon. I'm dumb as fuck y'all. Can't remember words, scatter brained, general grade A dumbass. But honestly? I'm starting to feel better. Not great yet, but better between this and the buspar. Couldn't remember the word "going" the other day. Grabbed everything to make Oreo balls and forgot the Oreos. Forgot my keys in the car all night. Stupid as hell but starting to see just how bad I was getting is a great trade. I'm climbing out of the rut I was in finally and I've decided that maybe, I can live past 30 without hurting myself. 

Btw, will probably delete this once mania is gone. I just felt like moving my thumbs and typing something on my phone.