A month ago I had a complete breakdown and during it I impulsively deleted all of my friends and wiped my social media 

Lately I've been trying to fix those mistakes, last week ended up reaching out to a few friends i was close with apologising... none of them have replied 

Its just confirmed that there really isn't anyone in my life that could give a shit about me

Not one person has messaged me the last month, its like im completely invisible