And how well I can articulate myself to others. But no matter how descriptive the language I use to describe the things that I feel and the thoughts that I think, no one has ever made me feel like they really understand exactly what I am trying to communicate to them. Their response always ends up feeling like some cookie-cutter response that they give to everyone who comes to them for support. The same laundry list of self care practices and maybe a suggestion of meditation thrown in. I feel so isolated from everyone else, like I’m here with them physically but my mind is in its own realm somewhere completely different. The support people try to give is so meaningless to me because it always feels like they’re missing the mark and somehow misinterpreted what I said making it impossible to actually speak to me on a level that I can really understand. I just feel so lonely and isolated from everyone else and I can’t possibly imagine it changing