I know that seems kind of a weird question, but I don't know how.  It has gotten pretty downhill lately with her and last night pushed me over the edge.


She runs her own practice, so she is really busy. She works from about 10 am to midnight. She books everyone almost back to back, and since I work 9 to 6, I see her at night.  Last night I saw her an HOUR AND 15 MINUTES after our scheduled time.  Then we talked about me for about 15 minutes...the rest of the time she literally PULLED OUT HER PHONE AND LAPTOP AND WORKED ON HER WEBSITE. WHILE I WAS THERE. MID TALKING. Then she started talking about her business and how she is trying to get new clients. And then she got distracted, and there was silence in the room for probably a good 20 minutes.


Now certainly I should have spoken up, but I was really high (which she didn't even notice lol) and honestly I wasn't entirely sure what the hell was really going on, I was more in disbelief.  And trying to stop myself from thinking this was all my fault, because my problems are boring, because I'm boring, because I'm not worth listening to. 

She started off good and helpful, we were working on me, but lately shit like this has become commonplace.  

What do I do?  I don't want confrontation at all but I don't want to go back. 