I finally did it. I got the courage to finally break up with my fp. Now I feel incredibly dissociated from reality like I’m in a dream. I can’t feel anything anymore, I’m not crying like I did during our whole relationship because he treated me so badly. I know the realization hasn’t hit me yet as I’m dissociating as a coping mechanism. How do I cope now? How do I stop myself from relapsing back into him? I don’t have anyone else to confide in which makes this so much harder