I spent this year just smoking weed and trying drugs and now I find my self lonely with a lot of regrets (concerning my studies) it’s not that bad but I used to be a really good student which makes me feel so guilty towards my parents, and now I just don’t feel anything. I want to stop smoking I’ve stopped for a week and now I just wanna smoke again because nothing is interesting, I want to start reading books (not self help books cuz they don’t help me anymore), or just start new things do u have any advices or suggestions? I also found my self really lonely and have no friends.