In my specific brand of delusions I'm Archangel Michael and I have to save the world. I know it's not very original, but as you guys know, it's not something we choose, lol. Sorry I hope this post is allowed, I read the rules and I didn't see anything against talking about our delusions. At this point I've gotten to the point where I don't really talk about it anymore, stabilized on meds and what not, but it was super super real. I saw all these visions, I saw heaven, I talked to friends in Heaven, it was like I knew that I was Archangel Michael. Sometimes I still suspect that I'm not delusional, but I don't dwell on it anymore. At this point I'm just looking for stability and the ability to make something beautiful out of my life. Maybe learn to deal with my own symptoms so I can help other people with bipolar as an inside man. Then again, that's probably just my mania manifesting. LOL. Ugh. You guys bipolar is such a pain. I take all my meds (not true) I don't take my mood stabilizer. I've started taking it, but I resisted it for a long time. I like the mania. But I'm not getting anything done, I'm just making poor decisions. I just want to feel normal again. But mania IS normal. Ugh. Sorry guys I'll stop ranting. But I'm curious, when it was at your peak, what were your most detailed delusions? Did you have reasons for believing what you believed? What did it feel like to go after those delusions? Were there things in real life that fed into these delusions and made them seem more real?  Love you guys.