I’m 19 and just started my second semester at community college, and I feel like it’s been significantly harder to make friends since high school. Like… alot harder than it should be. 
Long story short, 7 months ago I had to cut out all my previous friends after I had a medical emergency and none of them cared. Ever since, I’ve been trying to make some new friends with no success. I’ve tried talking to people from shared classes, but they’ll usually ignore or politely dismiss me. The general atmosphere of my classes is already cold and quiet, so it doesn’t help when my brain turns this into “everyone hates you”.
If it wasn’t already confusing enough to make friends as a young adult, I feel like my bpd makes it so much harder than it should be. I’ll over analyze everything from someone’s body language to their tone, and if they’re not 100% invested in the conversation I feel like a failure. Literally today was my first day of the semester and I got so upset I was quiet all day that I sobbed in my car for an hour.
DAE have similar experiences with making friends? And DAE have any suggestions on some better ideas to make friends?