My friend made me feel guilty about missing my husband. He’s on deployment and I’ve been crying every day since he left. My depression keeps getting worse no matter what I try to do and I was telling her that I’m requesting a day off of work to go to a behavioral clinic and potentially contact the Red Cross for emergency leave if my symptoms to continue to get worse and continue to interfere with my ability to work/ manage the household. She asked if I dont want him to do his job just because I miss him and now I do feel guilty. I want to be able to get through this deployment but I can barely get out of bed to go to work. I can’t eat and i can’t sleep. I dont think it’s my fault that this is happening, but I don’t know what to think anymore