When I was a kid I was bullied pretty bad for being smaller ugly and stupid this lasted till high school ended. I’m 19 now but the effects it had on me are still around. My self confidence is 0 and I don’t know what to do.  I find it extremely hard to talk to people who don’t have interest in video games, it’s been my only happyness . I’ve never had a gf or anything close and have wanted love for as long as I could remember. No one takes interest in me or has the same interest and I don’t know anything else. I feel empty and alone even tho I have some friends. I’m very fortunate to have what I have but loneliness is killing me. Idk anyone similar to me