I work a super boring ass desk job. I feel like I should be appreciative of it and love it bc there is so much free time, but I don't. I get to watch movies and go on the phone at my job, but theres only so many movies to watch and you can only scroll Instagram so many times. Since my job is so easy and I get so much free time, I spend a lot of that time thinking really negative thoughts about how much I hate myself and I think about all the bad things that could potentially happen to me or my family. All my worries and insecurities, I fixate on them when I'm at work (I usually have these thoughts but they're so much worse at work) I work 8 - 9 hour shifts and keeping yourself busy for that long when there's nothing to do gets really old. 

I'm curious if anyone else can relate to this. I want to feel less alone in my position. Can you tell me in the comments if you work a super boring job too? Tell me how it affects your well being and what you do to cope. Anything helps