They also deal with anxiety issues, but are currently on meds. they love to be productive and always grills me for not being "productive" so now i feel guilty, even when theyre not home, to do anything relaxing. bc of my mental health, ive been finding it hard to do anything and i avoid going out bc im scared im gonna have a panic attack or pass out or something. i just want to spend this summer trying to get my life together and start doing things when im ready, but i constantly feel guilty. i cant tell them abt my anxiety issues bc theyre the logical type, theyll just tell me to go to therapy (which im in the process of) and exercise or whatever.