This is the kind of shit she tells me all the time:

Take them (my meds) and be grateful for what life you do have.    Try thinking of something something fabulous to do for your family today.  it's all get in the car and go up at look in the mountains with the leaves changing Start thinking on a more positive level you have your health your very lucky for that. You also have a roof over your head straight through your house Be greatly don't have to worry about where your next meal is coming from or if the lights will be on next month he had a really lot of good things happen in your life start focusing on the good (my husband) is still alive He might need help from you but he still here and if he wasn't here your life would be worse than it is now chear up buttercup take your pills

Stop thinking about  Dying all the time start thinking about maybe today I clean the shower maybe today I can take the kids for ride maybe today I can do something good for someone else quit thinking about dying Yet money in the bank and doctors appointment won't be that much money and they have to see you get on medicare Brian would spend every last dime on you to get you better  Happy and functioning. You can get insurance call the state your situation is changed your husband is disabledQuit thinking about what you lossed and think about what you still have if you want insurance go get it (my husband) lost more than any of us will begin to understand and he deserves to have us there for him As he was there for all of you.   Believe it or not you have more money than the rest of us  Brian Still bring more money home than the rest of us I have insurance Curtis has insurance Stacey has insurance you could get insurance and you guys bank more money than all of us if you need to learn out a budget let me know I can help you but you can afford insurance.   You're gonna have to put some effort in calling a social worker which (my husband) insurance does have Get him over the tosh get him in some therapy so he could start getting better and helping you he does have insurance use it.  So buck up.

Wow, great, that's it then? Idk why I never thought about any of this! Thanks MIL!