TW: Abuse

To clarify, I don't want sympathy. I just don't know what exactly I'm supposed to do and why.
I have an ex boyfriend who treated me as an object for so long, all online. The other day I freaked him out on purpose to mess with him and get him to confess. Today I messed with him even more. He has since deleted both of his accounts I screwed with.
I love the feeling of knowing he's running far away, but I also hate how much I've put out there of myself even though I made very little public. I don't think I feel guilty, just empty. 
All I want is for him to know that he hurt me, and know what he deserves, as well as get it too. 
I think I need input as to how screwed up I am to have essentially bullied him off the internet on purpose. 
If anyone has questions as to why I did this, or more context on the relationship, I will answer as best I can. 

To anyone out there struggling with abuse of any kind, I wish you the best in getting out and being your best self. Please don't forget to love yourself. You'll feel better when you do. ❤️