I find masked / uniformed men to be extremely sexy. That's virtually the only way I feel sexual attraction to a stranger (I'm demisexual the rest of the time).


Bikers with full face, dark helmets? Yes.

Policemen or soldiers with tactical head gear and sunglasses? Yes.

A cosplay I just saw of Halo's Master Chief? Yep.

A gay blogger from my country that wears a cardboard box over his head? Yeah.


My theory is that my mind wants to delete all subjectively human characteristics from a person in order to feel attracted to them.

Maybe their faces express too much emotion and that overwhelms me. 

Maybe intimacy overwhelms me too much even during a one night stand.

Like... I would like someday to know what it's like to be with someone that I know absolutely nothing about and can't read anything in their face or their eyes. Just let the bodies speak.

Maybe it could be because I was sexually abused by family members during my childhood and their familiar faces made the situation much more confusing during other contexts?

Maybe it is because being demisexual hasn't allowed me to explore my sexuality because there always has to be this super strong emotional bond for me want them?

I feel so weird and creepy.
Can anyone else relate or share similar preferences?