I'm such a damn fucking screw up.
Everything I do just ends up in destruction.
No matter how hard I try I get nowhere.
Nothing fucking matters because I just keep making the same fucking mistakes.
I dont fit anywhere and it's my damn fault.
And I cant fix it.
So you know what?
Fuck this, fuck everything. 
Nothing fucking matters. I dont matter.
You don't fucking matter.
Nothing matters.
Life is some endless fucking circle of nobody gives a shit about your pain.
Nobody fucking gets it.

I'm not looking for fuckomg sympathy, I'm not some damned disease.
Stop fucking looking at me like that.
Stop fucking viewing me like that.
Just because I'm different doesn't mean I need fucking help or to be lead by the hand.

I'm not a damned fucking child.

And you know what? None of what I just said matters.
Because it doesn't concern you does it?
It doesn't concern anyone.
And were it up to me I'd be dead already.

Just move along like everyone else does.
Watch the fuck up fuck up and laugh like everyone else does.

Nobody cares.
Nobody gives a damn.

So what's the point?