Fuck it you guys . I'm so sick of feeling nervous. I don't have nothing to be nervous about and I feel like it's dictating my life. I'm deadass scared to have more anxiety attacks.. I'm entering myself into therapy again this Friday. . I applied for a job that requires me to engage in social contact which makes me so fucking nervous.. I'm just tired. . I'm even nervous right now as I'm laying down getting ready for bed. And idk about why. I have nothing to be nervous about  This is kind of soothing to get it off my chest. I get tense muscles in my legs and they start hurting after having anxiety attacks and feeling nervous.  I really wanna get over this slump. I did it once but it came back. Maybe being in the house too much cause of covid?. Maybe cause my sinus pressure?.my perception always feels off when I have sinus pressure and it bothers me.. Or maybe it's the fact that Im having a hard time taking a shit I'm constipated.. Maybe idk what to do with my life.i have a hard time holding down a job due to my anxiety. Driving as well but I still try. I'm 25 and I still don't have a license only a permit and it took me like 7 years just to get my permit. What do u guys do to get over feeling nervous.. Im fucking over it honestly.