I’m especially sensitive to the thought of my parents dying and i’m sure i’m not the only one, but I literally can’t even visualise how bad my life will be when my parents die. I know it’s a long way off but it’s scaring me so much. I know it’s absurd.

My auntie died a few years ago and despite not knowing her that well, I was especially saddened because in the year leading up to her death she had made a bigger effort to be in our lives and seemed to be trying to overcome whatever she was going through. I still get teary about her sometimes and my Mum rolls her eyes and says it’s absurd.