I've tried a lot of different things. I've tried many different meds, and the one I'm on helps with my anxiety but not my depression. And it all feels so lonely. I dont feel like I have anyone that really cares. I just don't really care anymore. It almost feels pointless to keep trying. I've never done any drugs or alcohol before but recently I've started trying Marijuana cuz it makes it hard for me to focus on being sad or I just get really sleepy, and it's about the only thing I enjoy doing. I just want it all to end.