I don’t feel happy unless we’re hanging out and it’s gotten to the point where i only see him or hang out with him and his friends. Three weeks ago he told me he made plans to go home for the holidays and that we wouldn’t be spending New Years together. He tried to invite me when he found out I was sad and I said no because i felt like it was a pity invite. It’s been three weeks and the more i think about it i get angry like ..really angry and i wanna tell him off for leaving me alone during the holidays while he gets to be with family and people who love him and I have none of that. I’ve been bottling in but part of me just wants him to know that he hurt me and that it isn’t okay. This sounds so crazy as i write it out but I’ve been trying really really hard to play it cool and try to forget it but it’s eating away at me. Sorry i just needed to vent because no one else seems to think it’s that big of a deal