Hi, ever since like feb 2020 ive been having bad existential anxiety. 2020 was rough and brought out a lot of fear in me and i havent been able to cope much with it. i used to be excited for things and just not caring about this stuff but now all i think about is the future and i see my friends and im like "why dont they think about or care about this stuff?". sometimes it goes away for a little bit but not really ever fully. i turn 25 in less than a week and i feel so old. i feel like im behind the curve and that im just old now. i have bad anxiety and ocd as well as tourettes and i just fear everything now. im trying to start meditating and trying to live in the moment but it can be hard. i overthink everything. my dad always tells me that anxiety is a blessing if i look at it and get it under control but im having a hard time doing that. anybody feel this way? like theyre the only one who thinks this way and are all alone. like theyre living in a different world from everybody else. between my health anxiety and my existential anxiety, im having a rough time.