disclaimer: i haven't been officially diagnosed with bpd yet, but when i was admitted to the psych ward i was diagnosed first with bpd, then unspecified personality disorder and later with dependent personality disorder by a psychiatrist. i am waiting to start doing tests for an official diagnosis, but for a long long time i've suspected having bpd, even before seeing a therapist.

i take sertraline for depression and anxiety, and an anti-psychotic called rexulti or brexpiprazole. i've been taking it  on and off since february 2022. 
my psychiatrist says she is just testing the medication on me, and that the antipsychotic should help with my impulsivity. but it really doesn't help, i've taken so many impulsive decisions, even harmful ones. and it doesn't really stop paranoid thinking that much.

so i wanted to ask: do you personally take antipsychotics? if yes, do they help?