So I do this weird thing where I become incredibly masculine when I am in defense mode. I have this weird obsession with a celebrity (the celebrity is a male) and I mimic his personality sometimes when I am out with my friends or in certain situations. It's so weird. I've had people tell me that I act too masculine.. I know this is a defense mechanism because it only comes out once in awhile. Usually when I am trying to impress people or in defense mode.. I want to stop doing this.. Can anyone relate?