So title says it all. I was diagnosed last night after having a meltdown that ended up with me in the hospital. After talking to the doc and hearing what bpd is a lot of things make sense now in my life like why I do the things I do and react the way I do etc. Even though it’s reassuring to finally know what’s wrong with me I also feel worse now like Am I crazy? Is there something seriously wrong with me/my mind? How could I have put my friends and family through so much? Is everything that I thought I was the victim of now actually my fault? Is everything my fault? Will I ever be okay? Sorry for all the questions I just feel like my life has been flipped upside down. I’m just not sure how to handle this diagnosis yet and want to know how other people have. Does therapy actually help? Do people get over/through this? Will I finally get to be happy/normal if I get through therapy? Am I going to be okay?