I live with parents, unemployed, feel like a waste of space. Don't have friends or much of a life. I could get a job and move out, buy I'm scared of getting stuck doing something I don't want to do for the vast majority of my life. I don't like the way the world is but everyone has to live this way because society said so.

I feel like death is a legitimate way out of this life, but everyone keeps saying to keep going with the life I never wanted. Losing patience and know that I'll have to go behind my parents' backs to get out of here.