Title. And honestly, it makes me feel weird. 

I've been having some anxiety attacks because of a toxic work environment and the family ambiance is also not being the best lately, with my granddad rising some problems and everything. My mom also hurt herself during work, so she's been home the last two weeks recovering. 

It's all been a bit too much and I'm honestly reaching the point of burnout. I went to my family doctor and she prescribed me alprazolam. Told me to take one pill a day every morning for a week, and another in sos in case I need it. 

It's only the second day and I feel... Weird. I feel ~~depressed~~ (edited) sad and anxious, but at the same time there's something stopping me from feeling like that, but at the same time I don't feel anything. And at the same time I feel like I'm about to have a panic attack. I feel like I'm just here, ya know, existing. 

It's a weird feeling and I don't like it. 

Anyway, that's it. Just venting to someone who might relate. Sorry for format, I'm on mobile.