I'm fucking depressed. It's exam times and these are some of the most importantly tests I will take in all of my education and I have no motivation. None. I struggle with staying on top of all my homework which results in my teachers thinking that I am lazy and disinterested in achieving anything worthwhile.

I do want to achieve, I don't want to kill myself because I know that I have potential in life but recently things have been making my life beyond stressful to deal with not just in terms of education but also my social life. All my friends left me this month because of something I did and it turns out the people I was hanging out with for several months didn't even like me in the first place. I don't belong to any niche, I'm too awkward for the popular kids and too average to be with the losers I just exist.

I'm never anybody's first choice and I don't feel like there is anybody in the world who understands what I am going through. I'm just fucking sick of school and I've already had calls home because of my low attendance.

The reason I ask if I should tell someone is because I feel like it wouldn't be considered a priority but rather an inconvenience on the teachers. Should I tell them?