I’m far too stressed constantly. Or anxious. I don’t know what it would be called. It’s terrible, I feel like I need to eat but I feel sick all the time. Physical knots in my stomach sick. I can’t tough it out. I’ve lost a bunch of weight and my doctor is worried on top of worrying about my mental health. I’m hoping when I see a psychiatrist I’ll be able to figure it out more but for now I’m just staring at the tub of protein powder I got to help gain weight, unable to make it because I’m so nauseous with anxiety of the mess it will make that I’ll have to clean, the time it will take, all the little things that don’t bother other people are big avoidances for me.