Over the years I used to be super close to my family. 

I've found myself avoiding them as much as possible the past few years. Keep dreaming of moving away and not having to see them again. Not that they cause me particular issues but I just get incredibly angry, especially when they express concern and stuff. Any sort of love or expression I show for them is merely a facade. And it feels like manipulation to some extent. 

No matter how angry I am, and how much i want them gone, I am still polite and make some efforts to spend time with them because... well I need a place to live. But it's the same for family I don't live with.