My FP is my ex. We dated for about a year and then he randomly broke up with me and got with a new girl then next day. I lost my mind and immediately attempted suicide. i spent sometime in the hospital and when i got out we started talking again a few weeks later because that girl broke up with him.

 i am so obsessed with him it’s not even funny and i get so aggressive when he isn’t spending every second of the day with me. i say mean things and today he told me that he’s had enough and cut off contact with me.

 i cant breathe and have been crying for hours. i don’t know what to do and i’m scared about what i’ll do now that he’s gone. the only reasonable thing to do is kill my self because i love him so much and my life has no meaning without him. i know deep down he isn’t the best person but i am just really really obsessed with him. he’s the only thing that makes me happy :(