Hiya I’m 16 M and recently started college, I thought this would be a fresh start and something I could productively sink my time into. I thought I could make new friends and feel better mentally. 

Except I feel like I’m stuck in a rut similar to how I was in secondary school but now the stakes are higher and I really want to succeed at something yet I just can’t. Not that I’m not capable of it and not that I don’t have the enthusiasm inside me it’s just I feel absolute directionless 

I can really only compere it to being at some sort of misty junction (intersection for you Americans) and not having any clue what to do and what path to take 

I’m really not the most confident person either, I sound different and I just struggle to talk to people like I can read their emotions and thoughts it’s just such a struggle to talk and feel normal.  

TLDR: I feel like I’m on the edge in a sense I just don’t fit in and I can’t find my place in my aspersions and social communication and if I feel like I’m stuck here any longer it’s just going to get worse 

Sorry for the vent/rant I’m just looking for advise.