Been depressed for a few years now. It's getting worse since the pandemic. I think I'll go crazy from loneliness. I am 20 and haven't been to offline college in a long time. I am ready to put in the work again if it means I will cry less and be happy, even if for a bit. 
Any hobbies, activities, routines that help you cope are all welcome. I have hit rock bottom. I am trying my best to put in that hard work now, get uncomfortable if it means I can be happier. I can't die like this even if I want to. Please, please help me. 
 As for professional help, it's taboo in my country and a bit hard to access. It could be anything. I'll give it a shot. Just help me, please.