This is probably a very common question amongst people taking antidepressants for the first time. I’ve started taking it and I can’t believe the immense change in my mood. I’m not overly happy, just okay, not lingering on thoughts that make me sad etc..Just feel like I’ve “changed the channel”. Which state is the “reality?” My current state or the pre antidepressan state?  Is this how I was meant to be feeling all this time? What if me being overly obsessive is just a personality trait that I blunted?   
Im not complaining about my results but it does make me wonder the potential I could have reached if I were on these a long time ago.