first of all i’m not officially diagnosed with bpd, me and my psychiatrist are figuring out what i have and this is a possibility.
second: when y’all get scared somebody’s gonna do something (especially leave) do you ever threaten to kill yourself? is this normal in bpd? it feels uncontrollable, it’s the only way i can get what i want sometimes. i’ve gotten better since i was hospitalized and i feel horrible about it. can anybody relate?