I am losing my mind, I feel like I have no support/can't take help because either people think I am making it up or can't tell them(my family).

I am losing my shit and I don't know what to do. I feel like this will continue and no matter how much I try to take care of myself, I will never be able to and life will end like this. 

I don't know what to do, but I know I am losing my mind!