Im 17F. I’m in professional cookery level 3 and I’m just incompetent. I’m not good enough at all, I feel so slow and stupid. I constantly need instruction or I just panic and not do anything in fear of making mistakes. 

My brain just feels so empty. I can’t do anything right, I get everything wrong even tho I’ve already spent one year there. I really don’t enjoy it. I’m in a constant state of anxiety and fear. 

I really like sit down work, where I’m in front of a computer. But I don’t have the intelligence to follow that kind of career. I feel like a waste of space and good for nothing. I have no personality. No one likes me in my class. 

I’m not good at anything man. I hate myself

I really need help but I don’t know how to get it.