I have delusional disorder. It was stable for 5 years. And suddenly I started deteriorating, it's getting worse every day, I can hardly eat from the fear. I told my mom I might commit suicide, but she attacked me and tortured me so much emotionally that I had psychogenic amnesia for a few hours. I basically forgot my whole life for a few hours. She is unbelievably selfish, you tell her you're suicidal and she almost kills you emotionally. If the delusions keep getting worse, I will have no choice but to kill myself. I have 2 neurological exams tommorow and the day after. I'm hoping there will be a physical explanation for my symptoms, so it can be treated and go away. But if not.. it's only a matter of time.