
im so confused on what’s happening with me mentally. 
from ages 8 to now I’ve been getting “hallucinations” I suppose on and off, my mum thinks it’s due to my eyesight yet it was more severe when I had better eyesight? it seemed to wear off when I got worse (eyesight).

It started in my room, at night, there would be a strange silhouette in my room, they would occur a few times a week &amp; would stay for a few minutes up to over an hour. 
these silhouettes would change in shape and size. most of them were fully black, but some i was able to see their fingers and eyes. 
they would move. the worst one was seeing a small man walk across my room, then stare up at me. it looked so real. they would change positions, from hiding in the corners to on my roof, or standing right next me, staring down and watching me sleep, I remember one even crawled.
I don’t think it was sleep paralysis as I was able to move. It got to a certain point where I would cover myself with blankets and face the wall while i slept. 

It may have lessened as I got older but i started getting it throughout the day, most of the time it was the corners of my eyes though.  I would feel things crawling up my legs and back, like bugs, or somebody touching my neck or shoulders. I would hear things, like my mum or friends calling out to me even though I was home alone or didn’t have anybody nearby me at the time, I believed it a lot of the time.
I would also hear ringing, buzzing or a hissing sound. A lot of the time it would be whispering, it sounded like somebody was talking but I couldn’t make out what they were saying. 

I would be scared to be home alone, I thought that something bad was going to happen to me, like a burglary, or the house would catch on fire. with planes  as well I felt that the plane would crash or explode, keep in mind I genuinely believed myself and thought it may happen. 
Sleeping as well has become a problem, some days I worry incase I start to see things again, and as they originally started when I was sleeping, I decided that if I didn’t sleep I wouldn’t get them. 

I also have been called “flat” in terms of my emotions. I seem to answer in short sentences and always seem “bored” or “unhappy”. 
When people ask me how I’m feeling or ask me to describe how I’m feeling I struggle a lot, as I’m not 100% sure what I am feeling. 

I struggle to do certain tasks some days  as well. some stuff like even brushing my teeth or going to see my friends gets hard. I do want to see them but my body psychically doesn’t let me. 

I get easily distracted while doing tasks and can’t concentrate, I have to ask people to repeat what they were saying sometimes. 
 
My friends have often said that I don’t seem to register what I’m saying? If that makes sense. 

There’s days where I can get easily frustrated from things, such as people talking or chewing / tapping things, but an hour or so later I’m completely fine and want to talk?

Obviously this could be nothing, but I’m worried incase it is something more.

My brother is currently on a list to be seen for a diagnosis (possibly for autism or adhd), and my dad was on anti-depressants for a few weeks. Besides that there’s nothing really else in terms for mental issues in my family.