I’m clinically depressed since 1994 after my brother died from a brain tumor. A few years later my last brother died of hiv/aids. I’m on Zoloft &amp; Valium, they help a lil. But every few days, life feels meaningless. My wife overall is great, but we’ve drifted apart about 15 yrs. ago. She doesn’t understand depression, nor is she much interested in sex anymore, but I digress. Does anyway experience recurring depression even on meds? Any tips? Overall, I’m grateful, but middle class is like a boring trap. Ur not poor &amp; not rich, u get by. But, it’s feeling useless that’s killing me. Thnx.