I was looking at old family videos from when I was a baby to about 8 and I could barely watch. Objectively, there wasn't anything wrong with them, except I had an overwhelming urge to cringe at myself (and a strange disconnected feeling that this person is not me because I don't remember this/my personality has changed so much). All these things combine to make me feel...wrong. It's difficult to put the feeling into words but I almost wanted to apply my current anxious thoughts and tendencies to my previous self that didn't experience them.

Anyone else feel the same?