Why do I feel like I want my family to see me as vulnerable. Like I want them to take care of me. I am scared of moving out and growing up I just want them to stay with me forever. When my family say I’m mentally I feel better like I’m validated because I can never bring myself to say that because of the guilt of feeling disingenuous and feeling like a fraud. Im so self aware however I’m the polar opposite because all my thoughts and symptoms have no explanation to me , I don’t have a clue what’s going on. I am tired of the constant self analysing I’m done