Hi everyone, this is my first post in reddit so it's feels strange sharing this but I liked the idea to give it a try. (Also English is not my first language so if I make any mistake sorry and feel free to correct me)

So basically im in a hard time with my depression, i hit a couple of low points and im trying to recover from it. And one of the things that i feel really hard is showing affection, specifically with my partner, I really love him, but when I think in things like kissing, it makes me feel bad. The idea to be with him, talk, watch movies etc. is very pleasant to me, but when it comes to that other things, I can't stop the feeling that i must do it because it's expected of me.
He knows about my problems and we talked a lot about these things. But I felt the necessity to ask if any other people with depression had this problem before.