Why do most ppl assume bc it’s a sunny day that it equates to having a bright day? 

Sunshine doesn’t excite me anymore.

Some days, it honestly does tho. It makes me feel alive.

But recently, ehh. Not feeling it. Could care less what it looks like and feels like outside. I don’t do shit anyways. 

I dress cute, do my hair, just to go to gas station and buy shells to twist up💨🍃 

I’m 24 and this is my life.

Ppl always tell me “you got so much time” “you’re so young” THAT DONT MEAN SHIT. I’m wasting my fucking life. And no matter how hard I’m trying to escape this misery, i always fall on my ass. 

I just want to be free✨