as the post title states i’m moving basically directly across the country soon .. i’m doing it for a lot of personal reasons but ultimately to better my mental health. even so, i’m really nervous to be without my boyfriend. it’ll be at least a few months before he can move with me and i guess i’m just kind of scared for what this means??? not to mention i feel like i’m going to be a wreck without him 😭 idk. idk what i’m looking for with this or if i’m even really looking for anything i’m just so scared, i never put myself first like this and i’m so scared it’s going to result in me losing him and i think i’d hate myself forever.