Well life’s a mess it gets worse than that welll idk why but I don’t like to hang w family Ig I isolate my self I feel like they will judge me I mean going to see my friends makes me feel weird what if they are just using me or I know I’m not shit but I still like doing what I do and I’m not going to say I don’t want any publicity like that but I just wish this would all go away I hate clammy hands I hate sweating up a storm just to see my own mother I hate typing on reddit to get help what if y’all look at me like I’m stupid but it’s whatever honestly the only thing that makes me get rid of anxiety is smoking weed but I’m tired of that shit I don’t wanna smoke to be okay I want to be able to make it through the day without having to distract myself the whole time