I had one friend tell me recently that they don't know how to support me because I make bad decision , after bad decision. Sometimes I don't cope very well and end up engaging in bad coping mechanisms or I make very impulsive decisions and make very irrational decisions.

It's not intentional. Some things just kinda happen. I told my friend that it may be helpful to maybe research BPD to try and help her understand a bit more.. that it may help her understand why I do the things I do. I hate using it as an excuse... However I feel as though researching may give her more insight.

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