so i started a new job at the start of October. I’ve had essentially nothing to do up until last week due to technical issues. Now i’m finally starting work, and going into the office (it was work from home for my
first few weeks) i’m so anxious. I was pretty anxious when i was working from home but now it’s so bad. i’m non-stop worried i’m under qualified/too stupid, i feel like my coworkers and managers hate me and or think i’m lazy/stupid, my social anxiety is through the roof 24/7 as i struggle to have enough energy to talk to people and do work (i’m a massive introvert). it’s a job in finance (something i have no qualifications/experience in but that is not necessary for my level of job). 

today, i was doing a process we have to do every morning. it was my first time doing it and i had to ask the person instructing me how to do it like 4 times. she already showed me once last week so i feel like this instructor fucking hates me now cause i keep having to ask her how to do stuff. 

i understand that part of this is imposter syndrome, i feel like an imposter 24/7 - whether in social life, relationships, music, art, anything. idk why but i just can’t fight. 

any help would be appreciated