Am I the only who gets anxious by the saying "Whatever happens, happens" my goes into fucking overdrive and thinks of everything that could possibly fuck me up.

Right now I have a deadline at work. One of my bosses told me that I should relax and just do my best and whatever happens, happens.

🙃🙃

I shit you not, after she left the vicinity I started dripping sweat and I wanted to cry so bad, but I was at the office so I couldn't. Here's a few examples of my thoughts after she said that to me.

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"Whatever happens, happens huh? So I fuck this up so bad I'll get scolded probably infront of everyone. It'll be humiliating, I'll probably cry while my boss calls me a moron. My co-workers will think that I don't deserve this job. Or maybe I'll lose my job and I'll try to find a new job but no one will hire me because I got fired from my previous job. Then my parents will find out and they'll be even more disappointed at me. They'll compare me to my other brothers again."
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That was my first thought. The rest were too long and too dark.

I need to cry.