I needed to boil water so I could have some pre-made noodles. We're all out of food so I was desperate and had no choice. 

I did manage to use the kettle, but now I feel like I'm going to have brain damage which will affect my exam performance and therefore what happens to me later on in life. 

It's horrible feeling this way. It's the first time I've used a kettle since March. 

I can't even boil water over the hob/ cooker because I'm constantly questioning myself that It may not be boiled properly which could damage my brain. 

The reason why I couldn't use the kettle is because my mum used a kettle cleaner which is a chemical and so I'm worried that I'll consume that chemical and therefore leave me with brain damage. 

**This is terrible. It feels like I'm in a nightmare**