Ok, i so i have only had one absence the quarter. This entire morning i have been near a mental breakdown, this is nothing knew because i feel this way when both my parents are working and i'm alone in the morning. I'm a freshman in highschool probably with some of un um diagnosed mental illness, but i dont like self diagnosing anything without a like professional. Everything seems pointless and repetitive, and this morning i have been close to balling my eyes out, and honestly i may not be physically sick but it does make me not feel good, like im to tired to do anything. I think i want to stay home today bc i have been stressing about growing up, my parents arnt rly home to help me, and i need today. But i feel guilty because i donr like pretending to be sick to stay home but i know my parents wouldnt let me stay home otherwise. I going back tmrw.