A year ago today, I had a breakup with someone I for the first time ever. It was short and only lasted a week but I’ll remember it forever. 

I lost my uncle then I had to move country into a new house last year. My dog was also given away then I was forced to move countries. I get anxiety because I don’t wanna live here anymore but I have no money to move out, I’m not rich and can’t afford it. My only friend has been separated in classes from me and I feel alone so much of the time being by myself

A year later, living in the shadows of my ex, I am still living in the same bedroom, in the same house on my own. I spend most of the day there because I don’t feel welcome in the living room with my parents. Whenever I do join the room, I always get judged for something I say and it stresses me out. 

I have anxiety and depression. Probably autism as well.