For some context, I have a platonic FP. He was always there for me when my dad never was. My FP moved 2100 miles away from me back in early June. I don't knwo all of his reasons enitrly but this broke me when he broke this news to me. It was very rough at first but there were times I was getting better. But lately.....I have been missing him. I am going to see him next month when he is in town but I just want him and his family to move back here for good. I know I sound selfish right know but my FP was one of the best things that has ever happened to me. He is my source of comfort and I always felt safe in his presence. I miss seeing him once or twice a week. But now that is gone. I have been praying to whatever deity there is for him to come move back but I know this can be selfish. I want him back though. This hurts. I feel like I need him.