I just wanted to celebrate my progress here a bit\~

Last year I finally graduated UNI, just happened to be in the middle of a pandemic. I've dealt with anxiety for a large part of my life, but this time after graduating I was completely paralysed. Just thinking about editing my résumé made me almost panic. I spent last summer just stuck, it feels dumb to say but I felt like I couldn't do anything. I felt hopeless and had panic attacks over emails. After spending almost 6 months like this, feeling like crap everyday I got someone to help me make an appointment with the doctor since I couldn't even do that on my own.   
The doctor was way more understanding and supporting than i could have imagined. I was prescribed meds and talked with a psychologist who helped me slowly start applying for jobs.  It took some time but it really helped. 

And here I am today, celebrating having survived my first week at my new job. I'm still anxious about the job, but at the same time I'm so happy and proud of myself! I made it!!!!