Never a good day when you wake up with tears running down your face. I don't know if this a sign I will be depressed or this is just a side effect from every thing in life right now. Christmas is stressful and it is sad for me this year for money reasons and no help. I am ready to stop fighting for things I very well should be fighting for but to hit roadblock after roadblock for the past 3 years has worn me down.

Just wanted to vent for lack of a better term.

Happy holidays to all of you.