all of a sudden i feel this urge to tell everyone that i’m schizoaffective. a schizophrenic youtuber i like responded to my dm a couple days ago and made me realize that i’ve never been able to share this experience with someone and be understood. today i fought back the urge at work to slip it into a conversation with coworkers. i blurted it out to my hookup tonight and did not get my idealized response of “me too! i’ve had the same exact experience as you and nothing you say is crazy because i understand completely what you mean and where you’re coming from&lt;3”. instead he asked me if i was taking my meds (im not) and if he needed to call someone for me. i feel so alone. nobody understands.