I'm not sure what to do at this point— I quite literally can't work a job without spazzing out due my crippling anxiety. It ruins everything for me but working is a must and I can't seem to keep a job anymore.

Now my mother is threatening to get rid of me, she's a control freak and causes me to get overwhelmed quite often. She then gets drunk, blames and abuses me before screaming and yelling about how my issues ruin her life, how everything is my fault. To be honest, staying home with her is stressful but without money, I'm stuck without any kind of aid.

Is there anything I can do? Like places that help, besides social security? I'm currently in therapy, but my therapist is away on a trip and the Prozac I was prescribed upset a nerve issue in my shoulder, so I'm having the strangest panic attacks ever and not taking it anymore as per my primary doctors instruction. 

I don't where else to ask this... I just really need the help, even perhaps some words of encouragement. My mental health is on a steep decline.