Its so exhausting dealing with life, I have issues with my bowels and started going to the gym to lose weight which is going well but i have suddenly become tired and even more depressed and I think it’s to do with my bowel issues. It feels like I’m dying and I don’t know if going to the doctors is worth it if I’m potentially gonna kill myself. For the past week it feels like I’m getting more and more tired and I just want to give up