i was doing pretty well on my new medication. i actually thought it was going to work, but i feel like i'm at my wit's end again. my partner is having another bad day and i am just so scared today will be the day that they go through with their plans and that i'll have been wrong about being to anxious to help and i would be able to stop them if i was there. and my chest is so tight and i cant leave my bed and my thoughts keep cycling and i feel horrible