i grew up having body dysmorphia, my main cause was my mother. she’s always been slim and i’ve always been more chunky, that never stops her from making comments about both our body’s for example, when i was growing up i wanted to be a ballerina (as most girls do)… she told me i was “too fat” and “i’d never be successful” more recently though i told her i hate my body image and that i don’t want her or anyone making comments about my body (positive and negative) a-few days later she told me i had “porn star tits” (bare in mind i’m a minor who has SA trauma) there’s countless other times shes said something along the lines of that.
recently i started going through a depressive slump, i don’t eat most days and in all honesty i’m not hungry so i’ve lost a bit of weight and she goes on about how much she’s “worried for me” and that “my figure was beautiful before” 
i feel like whatever i do she judges me even from a young age she was like this. 
it sounds horrible and like i’m blaming her but she genuinely is the reason i hate everything about myself. my older sister turned out the same as me and it’s left me feeling hopeless.