I’m not even really sure what I’m looking for by posting this but I guess maybe to hear that I’m not crazy or alone. Since the beginning of October I’ve been sick. I had my first child about a year ago and I haven’t felt the same since (physically or mentally). Started off as headaches, muscle pains, acid reflux, chest pain. A lot of unrelated symptoms. I went to the ER, to my pcp, and several other doctors. The only thing my pcp came up with was low magnesium and everyone else said stress and anxiety. I started taking magnesium supplements which helped a little then stopped working. About every two weeks I have episodes where I feel something is wrong. I’ve pretty much been in and out the ER for the past few months. Since October I have had a head/neck ct, chest x rays, blood work, ultrasounds of my abdomen, ekgs. Everything always comes back clear. I did have an ANA test that came back positive, but I never did follow up with that. For the past two days I’ve been dealing with heart palpitations, PVCS, heartburn, stomach pain, the feeling like my throat is closing. I haven’t been able to eat or drink without discomfort which is causing me more discomfort. I went to the ER last night and everything came back clear. What do I do? Who do I go to? What doctor would I see? I’m at a loss. I thought I had gerd but my endoscopy came back clear. I’ve tried changing my diet, doing yoga, deep breathing, praying, meditation, cbd. I haven’t found anything that has helped. I’m in therapy and that’s cool but I don’t feel like it’s making a major difference. I saw a psychiatrist who prescribed me lexapro and I took it and ended up in the ER being severely dehydrated. It may have had nothing to do with the lexapro but now I’m scared to take it again. Especially reading peoples experiences about side effects and causing worse anxiety in the beginning. I can’t afford to get worse I feel like I’m falling apart as it is. Is this seriously anxiety? How do I continue on like this? I’m not even enjoying my life anymore. I have the most amazing daughter ever and I feel like I’m missing out on her life because of this. What do I do?