I swear to fucking god if he talks about the stupid exchange student girl he dated ONE MORE TIME I’m gonna blow up. She’s Japanese and skinny and everything I’ve wanted to be and never will and it drives me insane that he dated her before me when we were close friends and asked me to drive them on dates and shit. I mean, ig he chose me and ended stuff with her after he said she can’t be with him but idc... makes me feel really unspecial. 
I get that they’re still friends and they never went that far but it bothers me so much and I’ve told him that but I can’t shake the anger that fills me every time he even says her name. 