HI this is my first  time posting on here and im hoping that nobody I know finds it.

I know that my rant on here probably isnt as signifigant as anybody elses on here but I honestly dont really care about that I dont really even care about any attention this post gets im just feeling so lost in the world and have nobody to go to I figured I would use this as last resort. Sorry If my spelling or grammar sucks its like 2am.

I have just felt so so so lost in life right now, like im waiting and waiting around for a break or something good to happen but deep down inside I know its not happening. I feel like such a burden to all my friends and family to the point where I dont even feel like Im supposed to be here or if my life matters at all like nothing I do is good enough. I feel like everyone thinks of me as some dumb stoner kid who never will amount to anything. Kind of like im just there for comic relief in peoples lives and thats it, would their worlds would keep going and turning if i was gone? probably. I can't drive, I dont have a job (im 16) or any special intrests or hobbies. my boyfriend left me recently because I am too emotionally unavailable and I was upset at first but now that i think about it more he was right. is this all I will ever be? is this all I will ever become? I feel like my shitty childhood will follow me wherever I go and my mental illness will swallow me whole. Is there anyone out there who  has been through the same that can give me some solid advice? I just feel like itl never end. thanks.