I just want to vent because I don’t want to tell this to my parents or my best friend. 

In high school, I’ve always thought I’m going to do great things. I’m going to finish high school, apply to a stem program in uni, and have a fulfilling career. My parents also expected that from me. I used to get awards and people of course would praise me because of it. They had high expectations of me. But then after high school I went downhill. I took a break because I was hesitant on what I wanted to do. I felt like I couldn’t handle the load of studying in uni so I got intimidated. I’m in community college now, only have one friend, and still trying to find a part time job. I feel behind, incompetent, worthless, dumb, and I’m so disappointed in myself. I feel like I’m not going anywhere. I feel stuck even though I’m trying. It’s just amazing how different my life is right now compared to what I was expecting I’d be doing when I was 16.