Holy hell the psych ward is a looney toons shit show. All my family and friends encouraged me to just be honest and open with the psychiatrist. That’s a fucking mistake. I say lie your ass off if you’re in America. Pumped full of drugs that killed all feelings of anything, forced into doing shit you have no interest in, all the patients running around this frozen hell screaming and ticking throughout the halls, you ain’t allowed to do shit, you ain’t allowed to have shit, hell even the shower was just a depress button that lasted 10 seconds of cold water to bathe in. “Outside time” was caged 5 foot patio. Wtf! I got out early because as soon as I got in I realized I had to lie my ass off and be a good little boy for these fucks. Like I got drunk and said some dumb shit. Don’t worry I’ll NEVER say that shit again. I’m fixed forever and I’ll say or do WHATEVER I have to never go back to that fucking place. It did more DAMAGE to my mental health than it helped. AND I get to pay for the fucked up experience. Makes me think of that blob in a box meme where he gets punch and just builds a thicker box. Y’all stay safe out there and don’t say shit you don’t mean. The health care here in America is royally fucked though.