I don't actually remember being happy in my short life. I have no friends and that isn't gonna change in the future. My life is nothing but studying and waiting for it to get better. I feel like I'm invisible to the people around me and the girl I kinda like. I'm one of the ugliest people I've gotten to know. On the other hand I'm starting to accept that this just isn't for everyone. I feel like the people around me wouldn't miss me