The last few weeks I’ve been battling. sinus infection, and trying to make it through the day being able to breathe out my nose properly. I’ve been waking up almost every night upwards of 7+ times, just to blow my nose and/or use more nasal spray to be able to fall back asleep.

I’m so tired that I want to cry, but I know crying will worsen my nasal issues. this entire thing is really triggering a depressive episode, and I just want to sleep for 30 hours.

even when I was getting adequate sleep, though, I was waking up tired. As I drive, I feel my eyes getting heavy. I never fall asleep, and I never will—it’s not that overbearing. I find myself feeling emotionally numb again, and that makes me so upset. I was doing so well for the past couple of months, and now I’m slowly regressing. I’m so tired. But no matter how much sleep I seem to get, I’m always tired when I wake up. I’m tired of being tired.