I dont know what to say.

I want to say something about stuff but I can't focus. I feel so bad since 3 days ago, guilty about something i did which i thought i would like but reality was different.

I also left my town for a week and went in the middle of nowhere at my relatives house. I wanted to climb the mountain there which had a peak of over 1200 miles. I was staying around 20 miles down below.

But i feel better now since i talked about it.