I've posted here before about someone I was seeing for about 6 weeks and how we had a really strong connection. I hardly ever have this feeling of connection with someone, often I end up dating people who think they have a good connection with me but it's just because I'm easy to talk to and I do look to bring out joy in people. This time I really felt a strong connection that felt so raw and genuine. I really do feel he felt it too, because he alluded to it a couple of times. I was being cautious and we didn't even sleep together because I wanted to wait until things got more serious. For some reason, however, he ended it. I guess maybe the intensity of the connection and the thought of it turning serious could've spooked him as he had two long term relationships before that ended badly. I suppose he was suddenly afraid, or he felt he wasn't ready, but at the same time I'm left now feeling so frustrated more than anything else. I know we can't read minds, maybe he wasn't as into me as I thought, but I just feel deep down that he was and that what we had was the beginning of something really honest and strong and just all round good. 

I really just wish he would contact me and want to meet again. I feel like this was just cut too soon and I'm frustrated because this time I really felt like it was becoming something real. I know people say things like 'if they wanted to they would' or 'you deserve someone who does xyz for you' but honestly, you know it seems sometimes that the ones I feel the most genuine connection with are the ones who aren't jumping up doing everything to be with me. The other ones do that though. But sometimes I feel like when I really feel something true with someone, they cut it short and I don't get to find out how we would've been.