i've been feeling this way for a bit, since i was a kid i could remember feeling odd even when i was in my own home. like no matter where i went i was never fully comfortable. it's only gotten worse with age. i just don't feel human. i can't relate to most of the people around me. i don't even know how to interact with them because i'm no longer a functioning human. when i was a kid i remember one of my mom's friends telling her to keep an eye on me because people like me get crushed by the real world. well he was right lol. i feel like an imposter just for being on this earth and the more time passes the more i believe it