I am infuriated. Everytime i try to express my feelings, I always get shut down. He will make excuses on why he cant talk at the moment about it. I cant talk in person or else i either wail or shut down so over text is my go-to. I know my relationship is toxic. I am upset that what i even say, he does not listen to. He only takes me seriously when i break up with him or on the verge to. Im so unhappy in the relationship but im so unhappy alone. I adore him and the good qualities but there is so many more bad days than good. I wish I could say more but im honestly so upset and spiraling. 

Fear of Abandonment ✅ Chronic feeling of loneliness ✅ Anxious Attachment Style✅ Codependent relationship ✅