I'm not sure if I'm BPD, I suffered severe trauma psychologically because of my mom, the pyschiatrists said I'm in the "grey area" between bipolar and BPD 

Anyway I was feeling ok but I couldn't focus so I took my 1mg of risperidone 

I thought it would make things better but it made me way more depressed, anxious, hopeless and feelings of despair....I felt almost suicidal  

I took it almost a day ago, when will it wear off 