I have no right to be depressed. I’m playing the victim. Im writing this out to get responses that will validate my feelings. I’m weak. I just need to be stronger and see the positive side of things. I need to love myself. I need to be better for other people. I have an unrealistic view of how things should be.

I don’t have the energy to do any of that though. I just don’t want to live in this world. I want to be free of all obligations. I want to be free of the crazy looks I get when I say I hate myself. I want to be free of this pain. Only I can do that though right?

Call me sensitive. Say I’m avoiding the truth because there’s truth in that right? Maybe it’ll make it easier for me to end it all