She lost all 8 of her kids to the state, literally never been there for us. She told me recently I wasn’t there for her when she was getting clean lol. 

Like wtf? You mean like how no one was there for me when I was being abused by my adoptive parents or when I lost a kid? I’m not mad about it it’s just the circumstances. Don’t try to pin that shit on me Tina. I recently cut my adoptive parents out of my life and they mean more to me than she does, is she sure this is the hand she wants to play? It’s not as if I’d miss her. I remember all the promises she broke. 

Because of her generally being a bitch and harping on my step dad about a fight she and I had, he said I couldn’t go live with him when I fell on hard times so I had to go live with a dude from Craigslist. The kicker is the guy is a predator but its what I could afford. Not legally but he’s a creep preying upon vulnerable people. I’ve just been staying in my room with the doors locked. I’d elaborate more but I’m so depressed I find it hard to even find the energy to type this out. I’m 28 and I can’t support myself so I have to risk shit like this and I hate it. But I’m a guy so it’s my only option. This isn’t a safe living situation. I don’t know what to do but I don’t really have any family or friends to turn to. 

Ps. The whole reason I’m here is because I was admitted to the hospital for a suicide attempt. My bio mom texted me a bunch of shitty things and called me cursing at me saying awful things like how worthless I was after telling her I really didn’t want to talk to her right now. My bipolar mom went off her meds, started treating my step dad like shit (they live separately for that very same reason) so he said I couldn’t stay with him.