I've reached out for help thru a vocational rehabilitation program but I can already tell I am pretty much on my own. It's so daunting getting back up for the 51st time. But here I am, stuck living with family, on day 134 of sobriety. I'm doing everything I can to keep myself on the right track but I feel so hopeless right now. Anybody been thru this? What steps can I take to help myself out?