I don’t want to take my meds 
I don’t want to talk to anyone 
I don’t want to be in a relationship 
I don’t want to be in uni 
I don’t want to be in therapy 
I don’t want to work on myself 
I don’t want to socialise 
I don’t want to work 
I don’t want to get better 

Because all that’ll happen will swallow me whole 
Because chaos is my peaceful place 
Because peace is unknown 
Because I’m convinced that I’m no one 
Because I don’t want to