I am so tired of being so sensitive and empathetic. i am sso emotional all the time I feel like I have a fucking disability. why must I care so much for people when no one cares for me. no one has ever stood up for me and no one has ever tried for me. I attract toxic people into my life and feed on their toxicity before they leave me to rot alone by myself. I don't know what to do anymore I'm tired of being alive I don't wanna try anymore. I am realizing my traumas as I age and it is destroying me I don't know how long I can last anymore