I only write this post to vent.  I am 24 years old and people often tell me to take advantage of these years, because they are the best in life.  when the truth is  my life is a shit that I created by myself.  I’m a disaster and I have not achieved anything.  I have no education and Im not able to keep a job.  Immediately I overwhelm myself thinking that I am worthless because I always make mistakes in my work due to my adhd.

I have been surviving with the little money I earn for years and of course Im a parasite to my family members who always try to help me to get ahead.

I have tried 3 consecutive years to access university, but thanks to my lack of concentration I have failed every time.

My ex partner, the person I loved the most in my life, left me 2 years ago for being like that.

I have really come to the conclusion that I am worthless just to accumulate debt and be a burden to others.  And I am really lost, empty and without any hope.

Has anyone ever felt like this?