Had an anxious/depressed breakdown in front of the person I love. We’ve been going out for almost a year. He showed me he care and he was very worried but I feel really bad for the situation, I called him yesterday to say I’m sorry in person and to see if he’s willing to have in his live and he said he would call me later and he didn’t. I don’t want to lose him and I’m afraid he’s tired and he doesn’t need this type of person on his life. 

Is there anything I can do? The last thing I need in this depression is someone that make me feel really happy leave me. Don’t be mean please.