Hello! I am a 26 year old Detroit resident and this page is something I have been searching for! So long story short ever since I was 10 I have been feeling horrible. Like I never existed. Not like I was invisible but I just didn't feel real. I remember telling my mom one time "Do you ever have a weird feeling that you aren't real?" She just laughed it off. I don't blame her. It sounds like something your 9 or 10 year old kid might say. Years would go by. I would let the littlest things set me off but then at the same time something bad will happen whether it's something happening to me or someone else I just wouldn't show true emotion. I'm sure you all know about the daily war with yourself. Thinking everyone starts their day by preparing for what the day will bring. I just thought everyone went through that. I'm sorry if it seems like I'm jumping around but truth be told I'm happy to know I'm not alone. What do I do from here? Contact my Dr? Find a therapist? I do not know. Any help would me much appreciated!