I feel so lonely…I AM lonely…I movies out of my parents house a while ago and left my hometown behind me. Because of Covid university was closed and all my uni friends returned to their hometowns. Except me. My depression got worse and worse causing more and more anxiety. So bad, that it became impossible to meet my friends from my hometown. I often tried to explain it to them…but I think they are just fed up with my problems. My family? They don‘t really want me there. Especially my mom. She is incredibly toxic…so I try to avoid every visit even though I would love to see my sister or my dad. 
I am sitting here in my apartment and have no clue what to do. I am so alone.