Long story short, as for all of us I’m sure, 2020 has been a ROUGH year to say the least. In April/May the world got stressful, my job became VERY demanding and unstable, I got into an accident in my brand new truck, I lost both of my grandparents, and a very dear friend within two months. I spiraled so hard that I am still trying to claw my way back out of this hole. I ended up walking out on a very good job that I adored working for an incredible business woman I highly respected because she basically took me off the schedule because I was being unreliable and had to keep calling out of work. It was my fault for not communicating well about what was going on in my personal life and inside of me that was making me slow down production and not be able to manage the stress as I usually did. Fast forward, now I’m unemployed (as is my fiancé who is in the event industry which has dramatically slowed down due to covid) and down to my very last dollar. I really want to reach out to my old boss and try to explain what happened and beg for forgiveness but I also can’t go back full time carrying the whole weight of the team on my back. Do any of you have and advice or suggestions on how to approach her professionally to explain and hopefully get my job back but maybe part time or less demanding hours/workload? Or am I crazy for even trying to go back and grovel?