IT CONSTANTLY HURTS MY HEARTS ALWAYS BEATING I CANT SEE LIFE THE SAME FUCKING WAY, (check my other posts to see why) AND IM JUST SO FUCKING DONE I WANNA BE HAPPY AGAIN WHY DID I HAVE TO BE CURSED WITH THIS HORRIBKE HORRIBLE THING ITS LIKE IM CONSTANTLY TRAPPED MY HEART IS ALWAYS BEATING SO QUICKLY IM ALWAYS HYPERVENTILATING AND THE PAIN IS SO STRONG I JUST CANT SEE ANYTHING THE SAME WAY AGAIN I FEEL SO TRAPPED WILL THIS EVER GET BETTER THIS HAS BEEN HAPPENING FOR LIKE 6 DAYS IVE ALWAYS HAD THESE EPISODES