Ever sitting there not caring about anything, then seeing something you used to love or be obsessed with and wonder.. do I really not care at all about that thing? Like.. did I outgrow fishing or gardening naturally? I can look at a tv with NFL playing and care less than I do about horoscopes which I have never cared an ounce about. Maybe I really outgrew some things but other things I would still love if the cloud was removed from overhead. Impossible to know.