For the first time today everything seemed to go well. I left home pretty late but reached work on time. Wore my favourite clothes, felt i looked my best in days. Had time to even read a book. During lunch, i wasn't alone and i brought my favourite food. Laughed hard after so many days, travelling back didn't feel like a chore. 
For the first time, i felt a peace. 
I called my brother to come pick me up and he met with an accident. 
I knew today was too good to be true. For days, i wished i would meet with an accident and die but this happened.
This happened due to me and i wish this happened to me. I wish I could turn back time and not call him and have a shitty day i so i could just have a normal ending today. 
I'm losing my head, i wish keep regretting calling me. I wish I got punished in some way instead of the pain my brother's feeling