My friends have been ghosting me for like a month now. Everyone of them found a girlfriend and just left me alone. I cant love, its that easy. Once fell in love, worst mistake ever. She understood me but didnt care i guess. No one gives a shit as long as you dont make their life hard, so i suffer alone. trying to get a hold of my life by starting to study again, but i feel like this will end by me overdosing in a dorm. So yeah shits fucked up. Nicotine and alcohol to suppress emotions.