Gonna make this short but here’s how my life is going. I’m 22 years old.

Summer 2021. Fantastic. Did so many amazing and fun things with friends. Life was chill. End of summer 2021. Mom passes away. Absolutely could have never predicted that or expected it. Few months go by. Still grieving obviously. End up meeting an amazing girl. We make so many memories. First girlfriend I’ve ever had. Loved her so much. Date for 6 ish months. Breaks up with me. She didn’t communicate and just ended it all between us. Could’ve kept going but she didn’t care to talk. I feel like I’ve got nothing now. All I can think about is my mom, the girl, and how work sucks and I have always never known what the hell I’m gonna do with my life regarding a career. Bunch of other little things to tack on also but those are the main three. Never been so depressed in my entire life. I miss my mom who had done so much for me in my life and would be who I would turn to now, but I can’t. I miss the amazing girlfriend I once had. And I’m scared for my future. I cry everyday. All my friends have parents, perfect relationships, and great careers planned. I don’t have anything. I have my few very close friends who I love and have known for years but that’s it. On the verge of tears right now and don’t want to cry so I’ll stop typing. I just want some insight and words of wisdom or something. I can elaborate on anything above if needed.