Last night, I was out drinking with my friends. As the venue we were hanging at closed for the night, we decided to make our way to the other side of town where the late night bars and clubs are. I was starving, so I had to buy some food. I went to a 7 eleven right by the bus stop we were waiting at, and grabbed a sandwich. When I came back out again, they were all gone. I called one of them, she said "Oh I'm so sorry, we forgot about you and took the bus"

Without context, it really sounds like they just wanted to get rid of me. But judging from how they acted earlier that night, and how they act in general, they really seem to enjoy my company. They were encouraging me to join on trips abroad, and telling me that they all wanted to come visit me at the new restaurant I work in. Sooo... it seems like they actually just forgot me as soon as I disappeared from their field of view. If I'm not right in front of their face, I don't exist apparently.

This does not only happen with these particular friends. It happens with colleagues, other friends, tinder dates, even my own brother. I really don't feel like I deserve to be forgotten by the people I care for