I cant seem to feel joy anymore. Everyday is just the same thing repeating from my point of view. I have no more motivation to do stuff. I cant seem to be joyful about anything. I sometimes get obsessed over what people would think about me, ive pretty much lost my personality due to this i think. I also think my humor sucks now. Im not confident in my social skills. And i have a hard time deciding what i need to do to help my self and to think about my strengths. I dont know if this is anxiety or not. I dont seem to be in a place to reach out to anyone so this is probably my only place to vent or ask for help.