BP 2 here. I have this innate ability to screw up jobs, especially really good ones like the one I have now. My current job is fun (mostly 🤣 I do technical support for Breezeline (cable company)), I have wonderful benefits, awesome coworkers, and one of the best supervisors I’ve ever worked for. The pay is good for my area, I get to work from home, and I get two days off in a row (which is huge, trust me). 

I’m terrified of screwing this one up, especially since I think it has IVF benefits which we’re pursuing in the early fall. I’ve screwed up most of my past jobs by calling out repeatedly (my biggest offense) because of panic attacks brought on by knowing I have to go to work. My anxiety is 95% under control right now and I’ve been okay so far but there’s that stupid voice in the back of my head saying, “You know you’re going to fuck this one up too.”

I know I can’t be the only one. How do you guys cope?