

My whole life I’ve been a terrible student, bad at math and even in my 20’s I zone out and go behind whenever I try to study.  I can’t even get my P’s after failing quite a few times. I still want to try again 

However I can pay my full attention in movies and novels that I’m interested in, which makes me doubt I have ADHD 

I used to cry over being called the r word by my sister when I was depressed.  I told a guy I was seeing short term about it during our breakup and he told me my sisters right, dude was a jerk but it hurt and got me thinking. What if I really am?  The guy I met had issues himself and casually called himself the r word as if it was nothing. It kind of inspired me to think - if I am, so what?     

Because I’m a slow learner, am I really considered- et-arded??   Ever since graduating life after high school hasn’t been going very well.  Makes me want to kill myself over it

I’ve taken an IQ test.   It’s 100.    But I do have areas areas where  I’m good at - creative writing, singing, makeup.