Some of you may resonate with this and some may not. I have adhd and I’m not sure what else bc I haven’t gotten a real comprehensive evaluation but I just know socially I REALLY struggled.

I feel like I was aware it was happening at the time but I didn’t realize just how bad certain people needed to be batted upside the head for treating me like that. I had the social awareness to realize it was happening but I wanted people to like me SO bad I overlooked a lot of bullshit. 

Looking back on how much I people pleased is SO EMBARRASSING. Kind of never want to go outside again