I live at home with my parents, they supported me all throughout university and studying abroad, my father bought me a car (in which I really did try to pitch in) and now wants to help me buy an apartment. I do have a job, but it just so happens that my area of work is not one that pays very well, despite it being rewarding in general and contributing somewhat positively to society.

I feel like I've gotten nowhere with my life, my work is going terribly, I don't know what career path to pursue, and the one thing I do happen to want to pursue involves going to vet school which would make me to a large extent financially dependent on my parents once again.

It's just that, with all the things that have been given to me and that I've been provided with, I feel like I should be doing better in life. Instead I feel guilty, and frustrated that I want to move out and be independent because my family situation is hectic but don't know how to provide for myself.

I want to do better but I waste so much time feeling sorry for myself, feeling bad for myself, insecure, etc. Sometimes I think it's just my personality that is just too weak, I'm too insecure, too meek to really do great at anything.