I have a 6 month old mix breed rescue that used to love me so much that she cried whenever I stepped out of her sight at one point. But now she's going through her first period and doesn't want anything to do with me. She still goes to my mom and little brother but doesn't come to me anymore. She used to sleep in my bed and that used to help me with my intense nightmares because I felt safe. Now she won't come near me and that makes me want to cry. It brings up so many intrusive thoughts of self harm and suicide because even my dog doesn't love me anymore and has left me just like everyone else.