I’m seeking support. Met plenty of people online and recently I met two good guys, but it all turned out to be wrong timing for them and I can understand but this has hurt me, for as soon as I finally let my walls down they figure out that they weren’t ready to take on a relationship after all. 

I understand this. The recent ex of mine says he loves me and wants to be my friend. He’s given me space so I can heal and move forward but I find myself missing him a lot and wanting to wait by my phone for his every text and I know that by being his friend, I’d have to potentially see him with someone else one day. 

I feel like I can’t seem to not be alone without desiring or seeking out someone else to fill that hole. 

I seem to fall in love fast and when it crashes, it hurts. 

This is a problem but how do I address it? I am 21. I live online and inside my head. I know this is a big problem of mine....

I don’t know where to start and I need some tough love and genuine words. 