I’m 19 &amp; I feel like such a disappointment. I dropped out of college after doing really good the first semester. &amp; now i tried to work so i wouldn’t have to forever rely on my dad, &amp; it’s the third week in and i’m so mentally exhausted. 

I want to quit so bad but i know i shouldn’t. It makes me want to self harm. I have to go in the next couple of hours and i don’t know how i’m going to get through it.