I am 29 male admitted in hospital since 8 days due to AVN both side of hip, in homeopathic hospital,
During history I told them everything about me, my breakup also cause that breakup hurt me,  I have been so depressed since 2 years, so that I told them everything about myself,  but some times some assistant gents or ladies doctor checking to me they literally laugh at me, i know they laugh due to my disappointed love😢 it's so hurts me,  how can I get rid of it.  After history there is procedure that they tell about patient history in front of all internship student's, it also feel so sad to me😢 I thought they all hates me they makes fun of me also, they think I am bad,  so depressing due to those thoughts,  I get little angry and depressed if some of them laugh due to my breakup case, 😢how can i change this?