I don’t know why I can’t stop constantly comparing myself to other guys and imagining my life looking like someone else. In high school I’ve got a good amount of attention from girls but after covid my self esteem and confidence has gone down. I’ve always had a problem with comparing myself and almost envy others which I know isn’t good. I honestly wish that I looked like one of my friends and had his confidence and personality. I get real depressed when I catch a glimpse of myself which is real sad ngl because I just hate the way I look and act.