i don’t feel pretty anymore, or just good about myself in general. I mean I do feel okay when I dress up but, i know inside i’m not good enough? i’m too skinny and just stupid and unaware and i don’t have anything to add on to a conversation sometimes and it feels so bad.. it just does and not being able to say it out loud 99% of the time is burdening. I’ve heard so many people say there are people ‘sailing in the same boat’, yet it’s so lonely. What’s even more sad is, all these internal conversations and the only conclusion I reach is, my condition is my fault.