Just a little rant.

Love to me is scary. I have no love and I'm sad and lonely. Yet if I have love, that's something huge that I care deeply about that can be taken away from me.

I've heard it's best to just love, "better to have loved and lost than never loved at all"
But I don't want to let someone in just to be afraid and possibly lose them.

I hate that I want to love and care for someone. It's all too much.