I get very anxious when I have things I need to do that I tend to show up to appointments early and sit in my car. Today that didn’t happen. I slept through my alarm and missed a skincare appointment. I called to apologize and try to reschedule and I can hear how annoyed the receptionist was. I am so embarrassed and ashamed. I know it might not seem like a big deal but I hate letting people down. I feel so awful. I took up a space in the office that could’ve went to someone else. I feel like I lost my esthetician money today by not showing up. This never happens. I can’t even eat I feel so shitty