I never really open up about my feelings and as of late that has been becoming more and more of an issue as I get older. I’m only 20 years old and I turn 21 in 2 months. Now when I say that I resort to smoking weed and drinking an absurd amount of alcohol to cope and to feel like I can enjoy myself. I’ve been doing that since I was 18 and wasn’t really an issue cause you’re still a kid just bumping your head around. But now it’s becoming a problem where this is my 3rd car accident ( no injuries or dui’s). I’m not advancing in a career, and to top it off I hurt the people I love the most. I have a lot of built up anger and animosity towards my parents for our past that I don’t address and when I do I get blown off because they can’t handle that truth yet. But it bothers me and I just want common ground. I came to this thread to just vent because my mind is racing and I just need to get this out.