Im madly in love with someone who's horrible for my bpd.
He rarely replies to texts on time and when he does it a one word reply. He is so inconsistent, has already tried to leave me on many occassions thus heightening my fear of abandonment. And when he does reciprocate feelings its only for a few days so I can always sense when its about to "expire".
I'm so so so so obsessed with him, I'm currently on vacation with my bestfriend but I can't enjoy right now because he hasn't replied to my text and is being more distant than usual.
How do I stop this? How do I start valuing myself instead of imagining my future with him and idolizing him to the point that I think he's the greatest person on the planet and there's no on like him.
Had this happend to anyone else?