I have become so attached to this guy and realized that he’s become my FP. This realization threw me into panic mode because I always end up pushing my FP away. He’s so sweet and tells me he wants to be there for me. He asks me everyday if i’m okay without me even mentioning the hell im going through. I’m so scared to be honest w him because my life is so fucked up. I terrified of scaring him away but at the same time he’s the one thing that is keeping me afloat. When i’m talking to him, i forgot all about my mess of a life and only think of him. I want to be honest with him, i know he cares, but i just can’t. i’m so so so fucking scared :( he’s the only good in my life right now. i can’t lose him. advice?