i have this college friend whom i never met yet since we're still in online setup but we got pretty close immediately. she asked me to come and hang out along with her other friends, it's like a night swimming i think, and my anxiety is taking control 

i tried writing everything down and i see there are more advantages if i go because firstly it's out of my comfort zone, then i'll also get to meet new people and friends. if i stayed i'd probably be chilling and playing games in my house and overthinking whether i should've came or something. i'm really scared because i'm not an outgoing person and i'll probably be awkward and shy around everyone there