I’m not sure if this is part of having BPD, but I’m getting to the point where I’m having a hard time remembering. Things like appointments, dates, simple tasks, what I was suppose to say in a conversation, and I even lost the ability to play songs I use to have memorized on the piano. 

My heart is racing fast and my chest hurts. I never use to be this way. Is this part of having BPD? Is it my meds I’m taking? I’m on celexa, buspar, lamictal, a statin for my cholesterol, and I was recently prescribed Ativan. 

Please tell me this isn’t permanent. I need some guidance and support because I’m scared.