man, grunge as a whole has got me through some stuff. most of my favorites died when i was very young though, so chris was like my hero. he went through everything kurt and layne did but he made it out the other side. i've been listening to hunger strike all week, this is seriously messing with my head. i can't believe he's gone! i never got to see soundgarden live and that's killing me. 

definitely getting tickets for the meat puppets and primus while i still have a chance :/