With people I don’t know, I’m always black or white. Extremely friendly, or super cold and seemingly bitchy. I wish I’d gone with bitchy because now everyone (they haven’t said this but I’m sure) thinks I’m weird. 
I have no idea how to actually act around strangers, so, when I went into the back to clock in, I met a stranger in the hall. 
He smiled at me, and I just kind of immediately said, “Hey I’m Nic, wanna see a picture of my baby? He’s super cute! He was born on Halloween!”
*facepalm* 
I immediately regretted it but had to keep going since I already started. Now interactions with this dude are just really tense; even moreso because I, of course, ended up developing a bit of a crush on him (not anymore, but for about a month; interactions are still weird though). How the hell do I stop being the friendly crazy person at work? How can I just transition over to quiet and bitchy without making the people there that actually kinda like me think I’m super depressed or losing my shit? I’m so lost