When I self harm, I am not very much aware of that At first i started self harming on one hand, but now i started on the other hand just to "be even" I feel like something really bad is going to happen if i don't do it on both hands, and when i do it on both hands i dont feel bad, i feel relef Sorry for my english, its not my first language but i really need some advice bescause i never told anyone this and i feel really ashamed Be kind please❤