Hi, 

Basically I'm 18y old, I probably failed last year in high school (I've only 20 days and my grades are really bad) and that's mainly because I didn't do anything this year, I came back from school and instead of studying I slept, and when I wake up at 21/22 I went out with friends or stayed up late watching Netflix instead of studying.

Last year I'm probably gonna repeat it, because in Italy you need a degree also for simple jobs like cleaner, cashier etc., and probably I'm not going to college because I've other plans in my life (which I'm not executing ofc).

I'd like to start a social media page, but I've no passion ,if not playing League of Legends (also being only silver after 2y of playing), listening music and surfing web all day.

I'd like to restart programming, but now I only care about doing money so everytime I do I feel like it's gonna take too long to find a job learning that.

I'd like to start doing trading (I've been doing this since 2y on demo because I've not penny to invest in real).

I'd like to start my ecommerce online / dropshipping, but I've not a penny to spend.

I'd like to start a job online, but everytime they ask me experience and I've literally no experience for everything (I love writing, but I suck at it too).

I tried find a job irl, but they all ask me f r a degree.

My parents understood that I'm gonna fail this year probably, and I told them I'm trying to learn stuff online (which is true, I'm studying all day finance &amp; investment, but I'm nowhere near a level I can earn from it / I haven't even the capital for that).

My life is a fucking cycle.

I get demotivated every second, and I can't accomplish anything in my time.

Everything I want to do (finding a job, making money etc.) is either impossible to do for me or it'd just take me too much to learn and I've not the patience for it.

Pls give me any advice if you can &lt;3