My problems finally caught up to him. What pushed him over the edge was that I said someone was coming over to play games and he immediately thought I was gonna cheat on him (~~again~~). He made a very rash decision to move out. But he has stuck to his word. He's leaving me after 11 years.

He just couldn't take that I cheated. I feel AWFUL! 😭

He couldn't take my temper anymore.

Couldn't take my tantrums.

My constant need for affection.

My constant need to feel connected.

My inability to leave the bed sometimes.

I am nothing but a bag of issues.

I am so lost. So broken. I cannot **imagine** life without him and it's all my fucking fault.