I find myself in a constant battle with my thoughts and feelings about things.. I like to voice my thoughts out loud (when I'm alone) and I find myself disagreeing and confused by my own thoughts and feelings as I'm thinking and feeling..i don't even know if this makes sense.  

Like I can think one way or feel a way about something then realize or question if I really think/ believe that or like that or want that. I'm rambling.  I'm sure this makes no sense.

This sort of relates to my inability to remain passionate about anything for longer than a day to few days to a week or 2 Max before I am bored once again and have no connection to or passion for that thing. 

I feel like everything about me is so fleeting. Nothing is consistent. Or is that black and white thinking...because surely some things are consistent. 

Meh.