I don’t know how to even explain this because I’m such a confusing person. If I confuse myself, how can I expect anyone else to understand me? I can’t believe I even act like this and I genuinely can’t help it. 

I’ll really like someone be all over them etc and vice versa then the next Im like ‘omg what in the hell, I defo don’t like you etc’ it’s like a cycle. I’m like this with family too... mind F*CK I tell you.  I don’t even think I’m capable of love because everytime it’s like ‘NEXT’.... sigh