I get these reoccurring thoughts every so often it makes me feel so bad afterward and I feel like I’m a terrible person. Get I’ll get thoughts like “oh I’d be happy if my dog died. Or even my grandpa and even writing that makes me cry. I don’t know why I randomly get them but I feel so bad cus I love these people and animals so much. I don’t want these people to die I wouldn’t be happy I would be devastated.