
I broke my neck when I was 18 years old and since then life’s been going downhill fast. My friends are busy with work and their girl friends and I feel them drifting away. I’m stuck at home all day just watching tv and playing video games. I got bad anxiety after the injury just constantly worrying about my life going no where and being alone forever, cause who wants to be with someone who can’t even take care of themself. Just once I want to know what it feels like to be loved or even liked by someone. I don’t have anything going for me im not attractive, im not good at anything, and im not smart. Everyday I wish that I had died that day, who knows maybe I did and this is my hell. I just want a fraction of how my life used to be