Why do other people not understand. I try my absolute hardest to never treat people like shit or make them feel bad about mistakes because when I make a mistake I absolutely rip into myself. I call myself an idiot and tell myself I'm not worth anything and that I should just run away then someone comes along who decides that I'm not suffering enough and decides to add that I'm a piece of shit in their eyes too..

But if they make a mistake I won't say a thing I'll just support them. In fact given the chance I'd rather take responsibility for their mistake because I value myself less than them and don't want anyone else to feel how I feel.

I don't know if I'm the normal one but if I'm the weird one then I don't really want to be a part of this world.