hi i have bpd and i’ve made my bf of 4.5 years “my person” which means that if everything isn’t 100% i’m falling apart. stuff is rocky rn and i have nothing to do i just sit and think about everything, my friends are cuffed and busy, no one has time for me and i’m always alone. i try playing games and watching tv, but nothing gets my mind off being alone or being sad. i’m constantly in discomfort and i don’t know what to do. please help me i’m so tired of this.