I think I may have depersonalization. I feel like i’m not real and all that stuff. I’m never happy I don’t enjoy much sometimes it feels like i’m not even alive. I don’t know how to tell anyone about this but it’s been like 2 months. I don’t feel like me. I used to love fall and sitting with a nice candle and some pajamas and fuzzy socks and now I just don’t enjoy that or anything really. idk what caused this feeling. back in June- July I had really bad anxiety or what I thought was anxiety. then one day it just changed to this. I feel like i’m dying. am i going to be like this forever. will I ever be me again. I don’t think I will. Idk how to make it stop. I just want to be happy.