Hello everybody, beforehand i want to say that the last days are increasingly successful for me. i felt very lonely and opened up to two of my female friends (im male), who showed compassion and understanding about my BPD and Depression and told me they love me. (nothing in romantic terms and thats fine)

Today i did drive one of those friends to get her vaccine and she was very thankful about that. We did eat some ice after she got her shot and talked with each other about several things, also planned to meet up again next week for a longer period. After i did drive her home I began immediatly to feel that i did say something wrong or that something about her perception about me has changed after our time together. She already did text me after that and has a mild headache right now, we are also very busy concerning our life as students.

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Its just me, isnt it?