So my boyfriend (my favourite person)has been working long hours, waking up at 4:30am daily and only getting back to his sleeping quarters at 7pm some days. He’s a geologist doing field work. Today I woke up feeling incredibly depressed and have been having a bad day and expressed this to him, he’s been sympathetic and loving in his messages (we’re currently long distance but have had in person time together) but this evening he got the chance to go home and spend the night there he let me know what he was up to and chatted a bit before tentatively asking for a small request. He wanted to know if it would be okay to play some PlayStation and talk later this evening. It’s so small and he shouldn’t have to tiptoe around my outbursts but I feel so hurt and want to cry. I’ve been depressed and suicidal the whole of today and I know he loves me but I really struggle with the distance and him wanting to take some time for himself just made me feel like a worthless rejected piece of crap even though he assured me ( without me even asking ) that he loves me and even checked that I wasn’t mad at him. I’m such a mess and I know I’m unfair towards him but everything he says and does can make or break me. Anyone else relate ? Or advice on how to be better ?