I’ve finally got an appointment with a “gatekeeper” of sorts who will evaluate me and decide if I need a psychiatrist for medication or not. I’m going to be as honest as possible with her about everything because I really do want to get better, except I always take those freakin mental health tests that tell me I have 50 other things too! What if I just project? I might go in with a preconceived diagnosis and play up symptoms or play down symptoms… idk. I wouldn’t do it on purpose or ‘fake’ anything. I really just want to be fixed. I read all the stories on here too about years and years of medication switching just to find out it was more then just bipolar or maybe not even bipolar but something else. I don’t have years and years! I can’t do my life like this much longer. I’m drowning!