i truly don’t know what to do with my life anymore and i’m only a freshman in high school. i don’t need to hear “you have your whole life ahead of you” type shit. i’m so fucking exhausted and everything is at rock bottom. my friends don’t like me, i cant remember the last time my parents have been proud of me for something, im addicted to smoking; i did it to cope with things but at this point i don’t feel the euphoria of weed or nicotine anymore. i’m failing school, regents exams are days away…i’m so fucking sad all the time and everyone i know basically shames me for it. i don’t remember the last time i’ve felt genuine happiness. i’m miserable.