I've gone through phases of depression for the past few years. Instead of dealing with my issues I would just ignore them and act like they weren't there. These feelings have come back and this time it's effecting my daily life. I'm out of high-school and took classes at my community college in the fall but due to issues with covid I'm not enrolled this semester. I also had to quit my job so I'm going no where with my life and I hate it. I started putting off important responsibilities and just lying about doing them to my parents. I don't really know why I did I just couldn't make myself do anything and didn't want to deal with my problems. Well all of that came to a head and I hadn't turned in a check for my school and I just came clean to my parents. They are super supportive and I don't know why I don't talk to them or open up even though they push me to. But I finally did and they were understandably upset I lied but want to help me get better. So I'm finally accepting I'm depressed and since I'm just alone doing nothing all day it has made me realize just how much it is effecting my daily life and personality.