I’m so sad. I had to breakup with him few months back because he won’t get off of dating apps. He still says he loves me and I’m the most amazing person he ever fell in love with but at the same time he won’t say he want us to be back together. He won’t get off of that dating app where he is still looking for someone to do all those activities with that we wanted for us. To the world he wants to be seen as single and that hurts. And he say he wants to give it a try by starting from scratch. While he still is dating other people. While when I get upset over something,he would tell me to deal with it on my own and call him when I feel better. I know he doesn’t love me enough to give it an honest try but why do I keep hoping that one day he will call me and tell me that he doesn’t care about what happened in the past, about tinder or anything else. That all he cares about is me and us being together. That he understands my struggles and wants to be there for both of us. Why can’t I get over something that i know was never the case and will never be? I still wait for his texts and calls everyday. And even if he does, it’s just about him telling me that he misses me and loves me. That’s all… and I don’t know what to do with that.