Hello guys, I am sure you guys can give me insight please. After a family loss. So August 31 I began to wake up with a fast heart rate so I went to the heart doctor to make sure there’s nothing physical going on, then I went to the sleep doctor to make sure It wasn’t sleep apnea that was causing it to happened, the tests came back normal. So the primary care doctor figure it’s stress related and lack of sleep. So she prescribed Trazodone 25mg for 3weeks. So I think the 2nd week of taking Trazodone I realize something not right so I picked up my phone randomly and seen 4:44pm so in my mind I’m like ok I’m protected then I seen it again the next day randomly picking up my phone then I begin to see for ex 2:04, 2:14, 2:24, 2:34 etc randomly just picking up my phone I thought to myself what a coincidence just picking up my phone and running into that number. And I seen I was charged for 44.43 on my account. But the who time I assumed it was some protection so I am paying it no mind eventho I felt it some kind of delusion. So the second week I had a two dreams two days in a row that my brother passed and kil someone eventho I wouldn’t hurt a fly. So I begin to think why is I am having these dreams eventho it could be linked to Trazodone for why I am having these dreams the 3rd week Nov. 2 I went out to get some food and my medicine (inhaler) as I was standing at the bus stop a lady had her phone out aimed towards me and when I moved she pointed it towards me and when she noticed that noticed her aiming her phone at me she got a little attitude told me I am not taking a picture of you. So I went home anxious thinking what she going to do with my picture. So I went to a medium which I shouldn’t have against my religion I told her is she going to do anything with my picture medium said no and she took it out and that I am paranoid. So on Nov. 4 I had a dream that I was standing in gloomy, rusty, paint chipping off the wall public restroom and I was looking in the mirror when I looked away myself in the mirror didn’t look away and myself in the mirror began to make facial experiencing and the moment I woke up I instantly started to experience psychosis symptoms so I went back to the medium which I shouldn’t have and she interrupted my dream and side the reason I had the dream is because I believe I am going mad. So I told her the symptom I am experiencing she asked did you tell your doctor about the symptoms your facing and did the doctor say you have schizo because if so you don’t have and doesn’t have family history or schizo but I do have anxiety, depression, and family history of bipolar. I really do have history of anxiety and depression. She said get off the medication because it’s messing me up. So I went to the doctor told what I am experiencing I stop it after 3weeks on Nov. 5 so the symptoms calmed down a whole lot after a week but now I am facing anxiety of it coming back. And I relieve the moment thinking/those thought so it still lingers but whenever I talk to someone I feel better and that I don’t notice the linger. But I do feel that those voice/thoughts try to come back when I am alone I wrestle with my thoughts to keep those thoughts from coming back. I think to myself is I am getting attacked spiritually. I do notice I feel better after speaking with someone there is not mentally wrestle to keep those disturbing thoughts from coming back then I go back to those feelings. So realistically what do you guys think why the psychosis symptoms start in the first place? is I’m getting attack or is it the traumatic effect from the experience or is it anxiety? Thank you guys soooo much for reading and giving me insight and advice. ❤️