I took a class twice and failed both times. Can’t repeat it anymore. All the majors that I wanted require that class. And I lost the chance. I can’t major in any of those anymore. I really wanna disappear and I feel so overwhelmed. I can’t take this pain. I feel helpless and lost. I don’t know what I’m gonna do. My life is falling apart. I have failed myself and my parents. I don’t know what to do anymore.