I woke today morning. I received some bad news in an email. Also, I've been waiting for an internship but they still hadn't called me up. Not forgetting that it's been a year since I got my diploma without being able to get a job... 

But despite all this, I decided, just for today, I am not going to beat myself about all of this, I'll go easy on myself just today, I'll take a break just for today. 

Even thought I'm always on a break since I'm jobless, and I feel like I'm wasting my life. But still, it felt good to take a break from that anxiety of always wondering what to do next, and worrying about it everyday... 

It felt good, to just wake up, and simply exist. 
I know this "break" didn't fix anything. But for the first in a while, I felt so calm trough out the day. Anxiety couldn't even do a thing to me today. 

Anyway I just wanted to share how peaceful I felt today with myself. I managed to watch my favourite anime, and I layed in bed all day. It didn't solve anything, but it recharged me to live another day...