Get jealous of people with ‘normal’ relationships with their parents. Not even in a resentful or mean way, I just see other people with non-BPD parents  &amp; wish it was me lol. My stepdad is non, but constantly feeling like I disappoint him has brought me to keeping him at a distance in recent years. I feel like 90% of my issues would be resolved if I had a ‘normal’ mom I could be close with or a different attitude towards my relationship with my stepdad. 🙁