I was invited to this party yesterday (it honestly surprised me since my classmates never invite me anywhere)  and I got pretty drunk which resulted in me snapping and telling everyone what I think of them. They started to say nasty things about me and they even wanted to fight?! So I grabbed my things and went home. Now, my friend who knows about my BPD told everyone there that I have it and now they all think I’m crazy and should be locked up. I fucked up bad, I don’t have anyone left, what should I do? 