I feel so much guilt not being able to go to work for 5 days now bc of my sudden depressive episode... I don't know what to do. I love my job and i feel bad for not going but i know that if i push myself I'll just spiral even harder. They are nice people but i'm scared that I'll go back and they don't want me there anymore. 

What do you guys do in instances like this? I'm not the only one who experiences this right..?