And not just typical loneliness, but loneliness which is partially my own fault, because I just try to be myself and it scares people off (they "get busy" and never stop being busy, or they're no longer invested in conversations, etc), loneliness that makes me really really wanna flirt with/attach to/whatever any semi-attractive female who gives me the time of day, even though I know it will most likely end like all other random internet friendships, it just being dropped by one of us for any number of reasons.
TLDR: Lonely as hell, how do I stop it?