I was first diagnosed with depression and anxiety in 2019, after 2 years of medication and talking to psychiatrists I felt I was over it and moving on. But recently these past 4 months of mine have been so draining. Today I slept in yet again for the whole day, not eating any food, no water, no moving just in and out of sleep, no ambitions to do anything but just lie-down and be paralysed. As the days go on now it just seems more and more impossible to do anything productive with my life. And I honestly feel like I’m wasting my younger years over nothing. Now more than ever do I feel like such a complete and utter failure.