I have no one.

I have maybe 2 people. I know I haven't treated anyone else well enough that did care. But i dont have the energy for online friends. 

My living situation is hell again.

Im glad im near my bf/fp but relying on him too much seems like a lot. I can't do that to him. I have to wait for therapy.

I don't see the point, the people around me exhaust me. Everyone has been exhausting me. Why doesn't anyone actually see me.

I am tired of being tired. I wish I could make something of myself. I don't want to be a failure anymore. 

I wish I was dead sometimes. My boyfriend can't do much for me.

I don't talk to my family. I don't have a car. I'm too far away. I wanna die. 

I move again tomorrow. I want this to end. I'm not happy, im going crazy but I have nothing.