I miss having people that actually care about me

i miss hanging out with them and having fun

i miss being able to talk to someone and share how I feel with them

yes most of my friends turned out to be horrible people but so what? id rather be abused by them than be so alone

I have no one to talk to and no one will ever want to be my friend, there is no point 

its really suffocating to see all of people around me hanging out with each other and having fun while I'm stuck drowning in my misery

I hope im gonna have the guts to end it all because I already have a plan