I am struggling so much. For the past year I have found it IMPOSSIBLE to stick to a job for over a month or two. I've had 4 jobs since last Summer and they've all ended the same way.

I complete my training, get working on my own and then suddenly I'm hit with a massive wall of sadness. It makes me feel like I'm trapped. Like I'm not good enough for the job, or the job isn't good enough. Like I'm wasting my life trapped somewhere I don't care about. I can't care about anything and it's so confusing.

I end up just quitting. I can't afford to do that! I can't afford to at all but something inside me tells me to quit until it's keeping me awake at night. Making me miserable during the day. And then when I quit, I'll be happy for a couple of days after, and then I realise that I have bills to pay and that I made a mistake. It's like my feelings actually take over and I don't have control of the situation.

Has anyone been in a similar situation? How can I fix this :(