It may be because I don't always say the truth, perhaps spin things about a little bit. I don't know. But how am I supposed to trust a shrink when I tell him something and he's right away going to call cops on me cause they are supposed to? I can't tell everything I want to.

The other shrink told me I for sure have a psychopathic tendencies, but the other said I'm also not psychopath because I certainly have emotions and I can see other people point of view, while they may be supressed, I do have them. I'm aware of it myself too..

I can also mimic or not mimic any disorder I want to. I don't understand this.

There was a time, I was ultra raged, drunk and I was sent to a mental hospital, I was released after about 7 days with results "Had a good behaviour, cooperated, alcohol intoxication was cause of that, we see no problems here." and that was only because I lied straight to their eyes, to the doctors here, I just think they believed me so they've released me. Average patients are locked up here for more than 6 weeks.

It's scary, I wasn't 100% realising that back then, but now I do. I sometimes tend do things and then lie about them just for the joy of it, and there is absolutely no purpose. People believe me cause "Why would he lie? He'd never".

Anyone has similar experience? Odd.