i’m not exactly sure where else to post this, and i thought some of you may relate. it’s basically as the title says... anytime my family has hugged me or tried to soothe me during a break down by rubbing my back it makes me really uncomfortable. same with friends, although it’s not as bad of a feeling as with family. sometimes my brother likes to mess with me by grabbing the back of my neck and i think anyone would hate that, but it just makes me feel really weird and uncomfortable rather than something i can pass off as a joke. however, i always find myself longing for my FP’s embrace... or holding hands or kisses.. any of it. maybe it’s because all my relationships have been long distance and i’ve never had a romantic touch in my life. i’m unsure how i’d even feel if he were to hug me. yet somehow, i can’t stop longing for that feeling.