And whenever you are being honest instead of faking yourself, people would judge you for being too emotional over things. I am really at my loose end like I am living far from home, far from my family who is not even all that perfect. I tried to talk these things to my housemates wanting to get some help and yet they dismissed me for being too emotional and only knows how to think using my head

I tried to change my house my environment but everything seems to be preventing me to do so. I am stuck in this situation without knowing how to seek for help. I feel so dissappointed in everyone bcs whenever they have trouble I would go miles to help them solve whatever that is bothering them but now when I needed the help the most they all turn their back towards me and pretend that my problem is not that much of a big deal.

It makes me questioned my purpose of living, my existence do no one cares? Is my life not that important at all? I cant talk to this to my family they have more things to worries and things to take care of and i dont want to burden them even more when I am so far out of their reach. Pls do tell me what am I supposed to do? I feel so lost. Thank you so much for hearing my rant