More finding friends than dating, because if I ignore my looks, I really have nothing to offer. I am unemployed, I am from a poor family and the only luxury I can afford is the internet. But I do want friends. Especially because I have none right now, not in this city, and online friends are a fad anyway. And I figured tinder would be a good idea to use for finding friends. This is where the problems start for me.

I am ugly. Just downright ugly as fuck. Or it's something else. All I know is that I am unattractive as all hell to people. I can't afford good clothes either, I can't afford a healthy diet because we barely have enough money to afford carbs here. My teeth are going bad despite me being careful to brush them after meals and in general. I am a very hairy person, and to put salt on my wound, I am also balding. I keep losing more and more hair above my scalp and it just looks sad. Now, I don't need pity or anything. I just want to know if I did the right by deleting my tinder profile after swiping on a couple of girls, having figured out that the "friends" they're looking for are probably handsome people. The men must think I'm gay so I doubt any of them will swipe back either. Mind you, I tried to do it again shortly after but I deleted the profile again, five times so far.

If you want to see my photos, dm me and if you have time I'll send them via some other platform. Discord maybe... Other than that, I really just don't know how right I am about people and if I can find friends on tinder after all, despite being butt-ugly. You don't have to be gentle about this. Am I anxious or am I right? That is all.

And I am really not looking for pity. If you think the truth will hurt me, I already expect the worst, you can only make it better or you can confirm my would-be anxiety. Thank you all.