I have social anxiety and I avoided uncomfortable social situations because I am terrified that people will negatively evaluate me. It’s like I have this little small piece of dignity and I’m willing to protect from any further attack even if it means I can’t gain more dignity. Every time I have to go in a situation where I have to put myself out there. I’m always thinking of how I would feel or look or sound even if it could help people or be a positive experience. I am like a reverse narcissist. Does anyone else feel this way?