I've been going through the worst shit ever in my personal life. I'm completely drained. I have cried none stop I have been worried none stop I don't know happiness. Even my 3-year-old is noticing She constantly asks me "mommy why are you not happy?" I try to fake it and take her mind elsewhere. I try to focus on the goals I set and my mind is blank. I'm at work I still can't stop thinking about the BS. I don't know where the fuck to even begin I feel stuck. No appetite, so I'm barely eating only to force myself. not cleaning the worst it's even been in my life. I even have the most supportive bf and can't even seem to be happy about our relationship. I just feel like I drag so much shit around. Everyone is telling me don't worry about the issues I have, but it is so stressful. my anxiety has gotten 10x worst I literally am starting to get headaches again from tensing up or worrying. Look at this I reach out to my health insurance and told them it was an ER and I wanted to seek mental health they told me I would be contacted the same day. that was a week ago. I just want my brain to stop thinking about the traumas that I'm dealing with.