Me and my brother just got into an argument and he started swearing cuz he was annoyed on me asking him a question which was trivial like when he has got exams. We both are college goers he is 4 years younger than me. Anyway, his attitude pissed me off. So i told him it was wrong of him to abuse me like that but he continued abusing me saying i am mentally ill who is on meds. I have bipolar since a year now. It's my personal struggle. My brother doesn't even know i have bipolar. No one in my family knows i have bipolar except me. They do know, i am on meds because i was suicidal once locked in bathroom punching myself. My brother was rash driving when i was having a psychotic break down. My bipolar is not a problem at all. It is my family and especially my brother. He loses control over himself. I don't understand how people can make fun of someone's mental illness especially your family members to whom your vulnerable. I feel so alone knowing people would use my mentall illness to abuse me. I honestly have no one by my side. I am 24 and he is 20. I have lost hope in relationships.