Or I guess, do you tend to like weird things? I read somewhere that BPDers stand out, beyond emotions or reaction, like in their mannerisms and looks. I'm not sure if that is really true but I tend to like looking different. I'm a fairly attractive, feminine girl but I wear really weird clothes, lots of giant boy clothes, bejeweled denim shirts, like 90s vintage clothes from thrift stores, but pretty kitschy stuff. I also have no connection with others when it comes to favorite movies, and oftentimes with music too. And I feel like I am fascinated by odd things in life and whenever I talk about them I get strange reactions, or they don't understand. It's frustrating because I'm already an emotional outcast, but then I just also am kind of a weirdo, totally awkward and shy, etc. It makes me feel self conscious about being myself. Anyone feel that way? 