Dysmorphia like badddddddd rn. Not gender dysphoria, to clarify, but body dysmorphia. 
I've never been diagnosed anorexic, bulimica, or AFID, but I  have gone through periods (years at a time) of dealing with on and off EDs. I feel less valid for not gling to hospitals over them. Jealous even. But after therapy for bpd and a diagnosis of it, I still think I have body dysmorphia. Does anyone else suffer from this or ongoing bouts of wanting to see thier bones or be skinny or pretty or strave themselves or whatever different self harm due to just thier body???