Everything seems so alien. I constantly feel out of place wherever I go and it's making me feel absolutely distant and disconnected with the world and people. Like I'm home for winter break, where I've lived all my life, and it doesn't feel like home. Uni doesn't feel like home either. No place does.

 No community feels like my community. I consider myself Bisexual, and potential trans, but I don't feel like I belong in the LGBT community at all. BPD in addition with me not understanding the concept of moving on from people, and being overly emotional, makes me feel very different from normal people, almost like I'm some sort of foreigner in this world. My best friend left recently, and they were the only person I felt I belonged with, so I feel even more distant from everything and everyone.