Think this might really be the last time I’ll be alive I’m gonna kill myself tonight when I get out of my overnight shift. This shit don’t get better therapy for over 6 years of my life. Had gay thoughts from medication and when talked about used against me. Changed meds felt better to just go down again and again and again I’m tired of this 24 suppose to be turning 25 next month but this is it I just want the fastest way out now. I’m sorry.