I have been trying to fight it for years. Every single suicide thought, every single voice telling me that I am worthless, that I am a failure. I try to watch anything or listen to any music to distract myself. But the second its over I am back to square one. I don't have any family support (the last time I tried to talk about it my brother told me why haven't I killed myself already), I don't have any friends, I don't have a job or any money, I don't even have the motivation to do anything anymore, I have nothing. I am just so lost. Can anyone please help.