
Hello please forgive me if this post is all over the place, as i am still shaken up about earlier…and i guess i am looking for some reassurance…

I went to go get my second covid shot today. Which i am happy about. 

But…along with BPD, i have generalized anxiety disorder, and i ended up having a completely random panic attack not even 5mins after i got my vax…and i ended up fainting…worst is i dont even remember much of what happened before i fainted..

I am thankful that the pharmacy i went to had a clinic attached and a doctor saw me right away. She did conclude it was a panic attack because my blood pressure started to normalize itself once i was aware of things again…also they wanted to make sure i didnt hit my head (and also thank god my partner was with me)

I am just so embarrassed because i prob caused such an inconvenience for everyone working, I probably freaked other patients out, I probably worried and scared my partner ..
i am terrified to go into work tomorrow but i have already taken a day off today to get vaccinated, and last week i took a day off because i was through the roof mentally…i am just afraid theyre going to talk to me about my attendance …and now i am rambling and feel sorry for that too
i hate me..😢