Autumn is the time I go UP. not sure why. something to do with the word fecund, I think. and trees fruiting and corn and the fields heavy with food and the leaves like fire and the water coming down from the hills turning colder and the stars getting brighter and the harvest moon in the gloaming and the acorns waiting to fall and waiting to grow.. 

 dunno why. anyone else? springtime too, probably. was hypomanic in October last year; now I wait. just under 5 hours sleep average at the moment. need to keep an eye. need to go to the chemists as they got my prescription wrong and I've been half-medicated for a few days.