Hi there guys 
I’m not sure what I am but just maybe feel like ranting may help. I don’t know

I’ve always been a happy person , always had a smile and am genuinely a positive person. 

But a few things in my life have gone wrong in a way. Im a medic and made a few mistakes when recording patient records which is getting looked into. This occurred in 2016 when I was young and although not a clinical mistake I know I made a big error but am
Just worried about being struck off for such a silly thing when I was so young ( was 25 at the time). 

On top of that my wife to be has been really stressing me with the wedding and getting a house. Even though I keep saying we need the money for the deposit before we can get house. And she accepts that is the case. She just constantly brings it up as if I can magically change the situation. 

And finally my dad recently had heart surgery which he should recover from.  But just the realisation that my parents are old now has played on my mind a lot. 

Thanks for reading.