Since I’ve been 4 years old or so, I’ve had these rare occurrences where I will hear in my head a word or phrase that will slow down in my mind, kinda creep me out, and morph into random babbling where I can’t make out the words. The tone of voice for the initial voice sounds harsh but not in too much of a bad way; often the murmuring starts on its own and just sounds like a bunch of random people having a conversation or argument just out of earshot. This happens only about once a year but it has happened more recently. 

Also, there have been specific occurrences, where I will read a word and suddenly a strange voice will read it kind of loudly inside my head. This has only happened 2-3 times in the past year, but it hadn’t happened at all before that. Also, one time, I thought I saw a family member move very quickly and steadily as if they were gliding in the edge of my vision, but when I looked, they weren’t there. 

Another issue I’ve been having lately are problems with my memory or perception. It seems like a lot of the time, an argument starts, and no one agrees with my point of view, even though it seems like total common sense to me. And sometimes I’ll just freak out if there is too much going on. One time I was in the car and my dad was listening to music on the radio and steering the car while I was listening to music on my earbuds, but then I kind of had a sensory overload and panicked. Also, I’ve often been paranoid in many situations recently.

Other things I think I may have: synesthesia and trypophobia. I don’t know if these are linked in any way but in case they are, please comment and let me know.

In conclusion, I don’t know if I’m a schizophrenic or not, or if I have some other mental illness(es). Hopefully it’s all just a fluke and It’s not a disorder or mental illness. I’m a teenager now, and the symptoms are increasing a bit. What do you people think?