Because I have to play a field hockey match. Why the fuck did I do this. Are people going to laugh at me? I told them that I feel real bad and that I have problems with my mental health because sometimes I can’t take it when I feel like I’m playing badly. Are they going to laugh at me? Do you think they will ask me about it? What am I going to say? This really fucks with my mind. Personally I would feel bad for them if I saw a person like my description but do normal people think like that too? Will they think I’m crazy? Will they spread rumours about me? 