I’m SO fucking tired of having the brain that I do. It’s fucking exhausting thinking about everything down to the smallest details. I feel like I don’t own my thoughts anymore, theyre just a result of what my anxiety says will happen. And most of the time, it’s bullshit that causes me to stress out for no reason. I keep talking to people about it, especially my close friends, but I truly think I’m just bringing people down with me. I think people will end up leaving me because I’m too much. I wouldn’t even blame them at this point. I ask for help because I don’t even wanna deal with my own head. I just don’t know what to do anymore.