19 years old male.

Have a favourite person whom I constantly call and talk to and who regularly gets irritated by neediness.

Fall in love very very fast and become obsessive and near delusional. Extreme over thinker.

Erratic behaviour in the context of romantic interests and what I guess could be considered a fear of abandonment. Fear of abandonment  doesn’t really apply anywhere else however could be because no emotional commitment in other relationships.

Difficulty making friends and connecting with people on a personal level. However, can function fine on an impersonal level.

Abuse weed.

underweight and poor diet however, drinks lots of coffee and smoke lots of cigarettes which could be the cause.

Have got narcissistic traits and perhaps some psychopathic ones as well .Definitely adhd, probably ocd (pure O, this only occurs occasionlly), maybe asd.

When romantically involved dreams related to infidelity are frequent  

Wouldn’t characterise myself as someone who is particularly emotional, unless romantically linked where I become extremely emotional, I essentially feel nothing unless I’m in love . However can start and perpetuate a meaningless argument over not getting my way or maybe boredom. A lot of people say I seem to love arguing. Essentially become very antagonistic. I used to do this multiple times a week and now it’s roughly once a month .

The way I behave or the values I have can differ drastically depending my environment. I feel like there are multiple types of me. Or that there is and evil yellow lemons and a good one.

Poor relationship with parents. The relationship is stable nowadays but what I would characterise as distant, mainly due to personal inability to connect.  Black horse of the family.

Mother likely has narcism/bpd/ptsd. Overwhelming evidence but no official diagnosis.

Does any of this sound familiar to you guys?