I wish I could be proud of myself for how far I've come in life when I didn't think I'd live past 20.

I wish I could have unconditional love for myself. 

I wish I could feel.. "normal" and happy.

I wish I could tell myself and believe things will get better on this train wreck we call life. 

I wish I didn't feel like my depression and BPD define me.

I wish I had at least one good friend who I didn't have to sensor myself around.

I wish us all the best of luck in overcoming whatever we have to so we can all be genuinely happy. 

It's fucking hard guys. Thank you for listening.