Last night I got ~stoned~ and sat it bed trying to gain some clarity to open up with my therapist and I did it! 
These voices are an audience. The majority of the time they are sitting out there talking in small groups, fuckin shit up, sleeping, etc. 
And sometimes these “blobs” (for lack of better terms) will sometimes take stage and perform. Whether that be with others, with myself, etc. they just do what they do. And in making decisions, councils are formed, things are discussed (rarely agreeing on a decision), and then they dissipate. 
In order to reach my “higher vibration” I have to acknowledge these blobs. I have to shake hands, say hello, talk to etc and then I can finally ~vibe~. 
Idk it may sound super weird. But it makes sense. Mad clarity. 
And because of this clarity and honesty I can now get my medical marijuana card :) bc with that assistance I can address these blobs easier and one of them will take center stage without being so damn nervous.