I was managing wonderfully. I was having some trouble with a depressive spell but I was letting it take its course as I gear up for an exciting weekend. My girlfriend and I got into a huge fight last night that has pulled into today and I feel so miserable, hurt, and unsure of myself. I was in danger of myself a few times and it felt like she didn’t even care. I begged for help and got nothing but abandonment. I think she’s tired of me. She doesn’t want me anymore. I can’t calm down. I can’t get out of bed. I can’t do anything. 