My FP is my best friend of almost 10 years. We live in different cities but spend like 80% of the summer together, go to festivals, vacations, random adventures all that stuff since we’re both single. It’s easy.

Our friendship is platonic. I mean we drunkly make out and we did hook up once, but it was super casual.

Anyway, she slept with this guy from college who is one of her best guy friends. I deeply dislike him because of some stuff that went down in college. She knows this. She has feelings for him and I think he may have feelings for her too buuuut his been acting like a fuckboy and because of some things happening in both of their lives, she knows the timing isn’t right and is pulling the plug on the whole thing.

But I feel like if they genuinely like each other, they’ll get together eventually. What do I do if that day comes? How can I come to terms with sharing my FP with someone who hurt me? How do I fill that gap that’ll def be there when my ride or die isn’t there for all of our adventures? How can I calmly cope? I know I won’t lose my FP but I’ll no longer be her FP and that’ll hurt so bad.