Idk who I am anymore. Can’t tell if I’m dissociating most of the time. It’s like dissociating but I can still feel the pain from the emptiness, when that happens I feel like I’ve seen *me* before in the mirror? It’s like I’m half dissociating coz when Its *full blown* dissociating I can’t recognise myself in the mirror, or feel the emptiness. 

Sorry it’s 2am idk if that makes any sense.