So tonight i went to my first ever hockey game. I'm german and my husband is from the us. We live in ohio right now. He is super into sports and wants me to love it too. So he took me to a cleveland monsters game and we sat in the first row. The dude next to me got a puck from the ref so as a joke the whole game i said i wanted a hockey stick. All fun and games until a hockey stick literally flew over the glass and landed kinda in my lap and the person next to me. I grabbed it in shock and he did too. I just stared at it and he gave it to me. After that he told the person next to him that he didn't want to start a tug war. 
So first of all i feel super guilty that i kinda took the stick away from him but also super thankful. 
But then everyone started chanting "keep it", i was on the big screen and literally everyone was staring. 
I got super bad anxiety and having everyone look and talk to me was really overwhelming. 
On our way out a it only got worse.

I guess i just wanted to get it off my chest. Thanks for listening to my rant.
Again to the dude next to me. I'm sorry and thank you!