I am like super preoccupied with other things and getting through this semester has been very difficult. I’ve missed so much school. I’ve taken a break before, actually I dropped out and didn’t expect to go back but I did. Every semester gets harder. Part of me knows I can’t be “behind” since I’m going at my own pace but now that I’m changing my major and basically have to start over I’m afraid of taking a semester off. Plus, what would that even do for me if once I go back I’m just gonna struggle again? My biggest issues are my depression and anxiety but then my cognitive dysfunction comes in and then all the other things pile up. I’m surprised I even bother going to college. I really just feel lost.