I've never really been able to enjoy myself so I never developed any passions or hobbies... 



I've always just taken on interests temporarily and then dropped them when I get bored, am not good enough at it, or I stop spending time with the person who influenced me into it. 



I wish I could just pick something and like it and keep doing it. I'm really tempted to take on the interests of my new boyfriend but our relationship is already becoming codependent so if I had something that made me happy that wasn't him, that seems like it would be a good thing.