a few days ago he told me he was scared to talk to me because he didnt want to make me feel worse. i said okay. he said it was for a little while and honestly i knew it wasnt because a break is never really just a break. but i was hopeful. today i went to check his socials. he blocked me. i deleted his number and all the photos and messages. i dont know what to do. why did he leave me what did i do wrong. what if he found someone better. now i cant contact him even if i wanted to and it's probably for the best. i was on a bit of a bender after he cut me off and im sobering up now but that isnt going to last long i cant deal with this. i dont know what to do. i literally never want to leave my bed again that sounds so overdramatic but i actually feel like my entire world has ended. i dont care about anything else i just want to wallow in my own self pity forever. all of my friends are avoiding me too. i literally have no one. i dont know what to do he fucking promised.