my depression has been getting increasingly worst recently I’ve been on zoloft for  about a month or so and it made me feel really good in the second week but now I feel worse than ever I’ve been having more suicidal thoughts than I did before and  I can seem to do anything right. I’m 16 and in highschool and haven’t been going to school I feel like I fucked up my life I don’t know what else I can do. People keep telling me it’s gonna get better but it keeps getting worse I don’t know if I can take it anymore I don’t wanna die but I don’t wanna live anymore. I wanna experience new things but I can’t I feel like such a failure and i feel really guilty about it cause there people who are much worse than me. Sorry for the rambling I just need to get thoughts out