I slept for 24 hours straight (sick mixed with being depressed) and I’m dissociating very very bad right now. 

Nothing feels real and I feel like I’m going absolutely insane and I can’t grasp reality. I was dreaming the whole time I was asleep and in my dream I was like dead and in “heaven” and I couldn’t wake up but I didn’t want to be dead and now that I’m finally awake nothing feels real and I can’t grasp reality no matter what I do and I’m panicking so bad