I have had to use another reddit account to post this because someone who I am no longer friends with is stalking my main and using it to create rumors. All the while, one guy who I thought was my friend up until a few months ago refuses to stop them from spreading rumors about me being a sket and talking behind my back. I'm just so frigging tired. I just don't feel like I deserve anything and its got to the point where I'm so tired, I just want someone else to hurt me so I'm at least worth something to someone.