I’ve lost touch with my emotions. I don’t feel affectionate towards other people, I don’t feel happiness, I don’t feel sadness, I don’t feel ANYTHING!!! I feel like a robot! I don’t feel human. I’ve lost touch sith emotions. I just run on autopilot. My parents argue over stupid shit, I feel nothing. My sister almost tried to overdose, I feel nothing. Consciously I know what I should be feeling, but it’s as if the emotional department of my brain has shut down. I don’t feel guilt of shame the same way anymore. Almost nothing makes me feel anything. Sometimes I get little crumbs of emotions and it is indescribable how nice it is to feel human again, but then it shuts off again. I don’t know what or why this happened. I don’t know if it’s trauma, that I shut down after going through something, but it sucks. So bad. I hate it. It’s not comforting, it’s not nice. I don’t even recognise myself.


If you can relate please tell me because I don’t know if I’m insane or not