I for the most part am pretty neurotypical but have manic periods and lows. But for so long friends and family have expected this bright and bubbly personality so anytime i start to let it slip they all jump on me. "Why are you so mad" "Whats wrong" "come on cheer up" " what happened." I know its trivial in comparison but some days it really just seems like im not even allowed to feel my emotions and if i do i have to hide away from everyone. Sorry rant over