I’m a full time student and part time retail worker and I just am drowning in it. The expectations of my professors, my boss, and my parents exhaust me and I don’t think I can put up with it anymore. No one understands the struggle I go through every day with masking all my emotions, the disassociation, the chronic emptiness or the lack of motivation from being depressed. Like getting motivation to get out of bed for school or work or even simply getting out of bed to go eat or shower has become a chore. I’m so low atm I don’t get how ppl push on. I constantly have something on my to do list and it’s leaves me completely unable to relax and enjoy life. And now I’m stuck in a like burned out state pushing my self farther and farther into a deep depressive state. But this is just normal life expectations that everyone puts up with and that kills me inside that I can’t even to the like bare minimum without feeling completely overwhelmed and exhausted.