I was on lamictal for bipolar depression and anxiety back in college. I couldn’t focus, was making horrible decisions without giving them any thought, and I was just super nervous around large crowds of people I didn’t know. When I started taking them, I noticed that it made me way calmer than usual, and I’m already a pretty calm guy. I stopped taking them because I felt that I was fine without them. Well fast forward two years and I’m way more on edge than ever, I can’t focus on anything for too long, I make decisions without even thinking of the consequences more often than not, and i can’t go back to what I was doing before. Should I see my doctor?