It has been a week since I entered this state and things are only getting worse. I feel like I woke up in the wrong dimension last week and haven't been able to find my way back. Nothing here feels right, I am spending time with my best friends and I feel numb and nothing for them none of the normal good feels and attachment that is normally there. Increasingly the food is making me sick, it turns to Ash in my mouth (when you take a bite of something that looks good but the moment it enters your mouth you want to puke.) And Everytime this happens something in my head sounds off going "it is because you don't belong here your body can't handle this food, you need to go home or you will die". And while most of the time I can logic my way around that, cause I know my brain is a malfunctioning asshole, even that is slipping at times. 

Then there are my dreams 100% more vivid and real than normal, in fact my dreams feel more like reality than when I am awake and I am doing my everyday activities in them that I haven't been able to do like work (we had a massive snowstorm and I was stuck inside for a week and unable to get to work, that is when this started.) It feels like my dreams are my actual life and being awake isn't, I have started to heavily confuse the two and IDK what to do. 

I think that it might be time for an inpatient stay, I have insurance for it, I just wanted some outside input from peers rather than people who don't have any mental health issues.