Seroquel is fairly new to my treatment and has helped with some really big aspects of my life. I've been able to make new friends with fewer problems, go to new places, and I'm even holding a job again, *finally*.

So of course there was a mistake with my prescription and now I am going without Seroquel till Monday. So far I'm not feeling well and I'm worried about missing work when I'm supposed to go back Monday. Even more worried about having a breakdown like I did last time I unexpectedly lost access to medicine. 

I don't know why I'm making this post. I guess I needed to vent and I'm worried venting to my friends will push them away. I don't want to bother my parents with it too much either. 

(Side note: Please *please* don't suggest stopping meds. I know. I want to but every time I do I end up far worse off, even after the withdrawals end.)