I live alone. I’ve always been very self sufficient, my dad has anxiety and my mom has depression so as a kid I had to take care of myself when they weren’t too available. Most of the time I do okay on my own. But sometimes it’s too much. I got rejected by my crush yesterday, and today I couldn’t bear being alone. I went early to work just to meet people. I don’t want to come home and be alone. I have my cats and I love them but they can’t take care of me like a human would. I wish my mom was here but she lives far away. I’m so sad and upset my body manifests it as nausea and fever. I know I’ll get over it eventually but right now it just feels so bad.