I know people hate me because i try to hang out with people but nobody likes me and i want friends so does everyone else but I try to be friends with people they don't show that they care and I'm dealing with is social anxiety. This is hard for me to say but i just took my first shower in a long time i refreshed but i know people are rude and going to say a lot of mean stuff.  I have low self of esteem i just don't care anymore. I just don't.  So go ahead say some mean stuff.