My anxiety disorders that I've been diagnosed with are genreal anxiety disorder (GAD) ,social anxiety, ocd. I have zero memory of having a panic attack as a child. I remember crying in kindergarten because my social anxiety overwhelmed me and the teachers were panicking, so that might have been a panic attack but I'm really not sure because I think I would remember a feeling as intense as a panic attack.

I've had periods in my life before I started seeing a psychiatrist when I was 14 where I remember my general anxiety disorder was really bad, but I don't remember having a panic attack at all.

I went on prozac on a dosage of 20mg when I was 14. I had the first panic attack that I can remember while taking prozac. I can't remember exactly, but I have a strong personal reason to believe that I didn't take prozac that day. I had never felt such an intense feeling before and I later realized it was my first panic attack.

I stopped taking prozac when I was 15 and an event triggered me to have intense general anxiety and depression when I was 16. Although my anxiety was very intense, I don't remember having any panic attacks. When I started taking lexapro on a dose of 20mg, I noticed that while my anxiety was much better, I had moments where I felt like I was going to have a panic attack. The heat always triggered these moments, like if I was in a hot room or a hot car. I can't remember if I actually did have a panic attack during that year but I definitely felt like I was going to have one on several occasions. 

When I was 17 I started taking cipralex 10mg and pristiq 50mg. When I forgot to take my antidepressants, I would feel anxious only when I was standing up. I felt fine when I was laying in bed or on a couch for some reason. I have been on these medications for 3 years. I forgot to take them a few weeks ago and I had a panic attack while I was making noodles because it was hot in the kitchen. I was so desperate that I laid down on the cold floor outside the kitchen before running upstairs to take my antidepressants. 

I'm sorry that this is so long. I wasn't sure how to shorten it without leaving important details out.

I made this connection between antidepressants and panic attacks a while ago but I never thought about it seriously because it didn't seem realistic. As I've noted, I felt on multiple like I was about to have a panic attack even when I take my antidepressants, and I've only had panic attacks when I forget to take them. My thought is that antidepressants exacerbate certain anxiety symptoms. I'm really not sure if this is logical or not. I would just like to hear what other people think about my experience because I'm a little bit concerned about how I only started to get panic attacks after taking antidepressants.