So when I was with my girlfriend she raped me, won't go into the details as it's already tough to admit to this as a man. I broke up with her because I couldn't take it anymore, and she wanted to stay friends because she still liked me or whatever, ok. Today I finally had enough of her messaging me 24/7 and told her we should stop talking. And now I realised I have no one, no one cares about me except the person who victimised me, ( the relationship was also very toxic, but I was too in love to see it ). So yeah feeling really low right now.