Sometimes I’m talkative or invested in a conversation and it feels like if I say anything people just look at me like “oh here goes her bpd mania”. 

Me and my mom were having a conversation and the more I talked the more concerned and weird her face looked.

Anyways my point is: do you ever get frustrated when people think you’re “acting crazy” when your just expressing an emotion that isn’t even sadness or anger. 
I get so pissed when I can feel people inching away from me because they’re finding what I’m saying or how I’m acting unusual, when I thought I was acting normal.