Was my post deleted? Why is ending yourself sensored? Why should I have to suffer for the rest of my life. I should have that right to unalive myself. We sit and watch people go thru years of dementia. Why? We sit and watch people suffer thru cancer, why? They literally beg for death. Why can't I choose when I want to go? If I don't want to be here why shouldn't I leave? Why tf is death a terrible thing? It's literally going to happen regardless. I know where my life is headed, I understand that the only way I can continue living without hurting others is to do it alone. I understand that my mental illness is life long. What is the point of that? If I know that I'm a bad person and I'm not going to change why on earth should I keep myself alive knowing that I could be a potential danger? Why can't I be respected for doing what I need to do in order to not suffer. Like wtf