I know it’s hard,it’s hard this life is shit everything is so ugly in this life..but you can change everything just by view the situation different.Is very hard to tell you that,you are not gonna believe me but if u read that..you need to be happy,you deserve to be happy and loved and apreciated!you are the best,don’t forgive that.Life is gonna be better ,not now because it takes time you know.I told you that because i understand you and your pain and your thoughs about life.Nobody told me that,but i told you because i understand you.