Lately I've just been feeling worthless and 2022 has been nothing but a roller-coaster of depression for me. It also doesn't that I have no one to talk to help through it, being in emotional abusive long distance relationship, having like no friends to talk to and living alone and lonely, and among tons of other stuff that just keeps happing to me I just feel like I have nowhere else to turn. I have been thinking off and on about killing myself even those I'm normally not someone to think about killing myself, but spending all my off days from working crawled up into a ball in my bed crying all day just doesn't help either.