I was writing notes for my next therapy session when I came to this conclusion. I was never heavily bullied but more just rejected and put down by my peers for the way I looked I guess. Now I constantly think about getting plastic surgery on every single facial feature, have fallen into disordered eating, can’t even post a photo of myself because I am so afraid of criticism. My sense of self is shattered, I don’t believe I will ever feel good enough no matter how much I try to change myself.