I don't know if this is the suitable sub for this but I need get this out.
I really don't feel like anyone is interested in me anymore and not meant romantically just in general terms. My friends and I don't have much in common which is normally people change, my mom only cares about my grades (which i'm failing) and my sister moved out of the house so it's only me and my mom in the house and it's never normal conversation, just about school. I feel so empty and lonely and it's been like this for the last 6 years, I tried talking to my girlfriend how my emotional state is but she always has the same reply "i'm sorry" but I don't expect her to talk about it because maybe it makes her feel uncomfortable. I'm so insecure and I don't have any life goals, I wanted to become an accountant but that dream was flushed away by my mom, and my girlfriend is moving out of town at the end of the year, i'm not going to have anyone. I still have 1 and a 1/2 years left of highschool then i'm on my own mission. I truly hope I get a spark soon to get my life right in place.