For those of you that don't know, SPD stands for Sensory Processing Disorder: a condition that affects how the brain processes different stimuli and causes oversensitivity to certain senses in the body (I.e. I sometimes gag when brushing my teeth due to an extremely sensitive gag reflex caused by my SPD). It also comes with extreme anxiety which often results in me feeling shaky and nauseous (especially in social events, but it just comes on for no reason every now and then). I've even physically thrown up on occasions and had to back out of social events such as meet ups with friends etc due to feeling the symptoms too much. Honestly it first started to come on around 3 and a half years ago and is common with SPD but it's literally ruining my life and making me sort of depressed as well. Just honestly wish it would just go away or my life just ends so I don't have to feel this way anymore.