I don't know if I have BPD but I have symptoms, I got into an argument with the only associate I kinda liked, she thinks reincarnation happens I think nothing happens, we got into an argument, we blocked each other, I then blocked the other 3 associates I had with whom I hardly talked and didn't like. I now have no one but my grandparents who I live with and some other loose family connections. I need to get through some time alone before I can forge some good connections, I want a gf, I wonder if I could get that before friends. I don't know exactly the purpose of this post, but thanks.