A recent family member passed away, my cousins husband who is having a baby on the way. When I found out about the passing I got no feeling, no sadness, empathy nothing i just felt numb and empty and blank. I feel so guilty because I want to have empathy I didn’t even cry i didn’t feel nothing. Does this happen to anyone? Why aren’t deaths affecting me why do i just feel numb when i hear about a death? I don’t like feeling like this people are going to look at me as some cold hearted monster i don’t want to be that.