Hi everyone, I am a 19 F and have fully convinced myself that I have MS.

About a week ago I went to the ER because I was experiencing weakness on my left arm and leg. They ran blood tests and a CT scan and everything came out normal. They suspected that it was a tiny TIA (mini
stroke) and just gave me aspirin. About two days later I went back because I was starting to feel weakness on my other right side. That time they didn't run any new tests on me and ruled it out as anxiety. However they did suggest that I get an MRI done just in case. The doctors kept asking me if anyone in my family had multiple sclerosis. This was the first time I had ever
heard of the illness. No one in my family has it or any neurological diseases. (Except for a stroke here and there) I was able to get the referral from my doctor to get the MRI. While reading the order I saw they he
wanted to rule out MS. I didn't know what it stood for so I looked it up which was the worst mistake I could have made. Everything I read about it lined up with how I was feeling.

Symptoms: Weakness in my arms and legs. Heavy/ blurry vision in my left eye. Headaches. What I think is urine leakage? Muscle spasms? Or a weird feeling in my
muscle that usually lasts a few seconds. Pins and needles. Lightheaded and dizzy. Weird knee tingling? Or weakness? That's all I can think of off the top of my head.

I have been traumatizing myself with watching videos of people who do have MS and their diagnoses story. Watching videos about symptoms and vlogs about people getting their infusions. It's been really bad
especially because I tested positive for Covid on Sunday, or a few days ago. So I've been stuck in my room just traumatizing myself with all these different things. I've been crying and crying because I feel like I'm just waiting for the inevitable diagnosis.

I am a super anxious person and this wouldn't be the first time that my anxiety presented itself in physical symptoms and sensations. When I was younger I went
to the hospital twice because of super bad stomach aches which we thought was appendicitis but it was really just my anxiety. I am really hoping and praying
that It'll be the same thing. I have my MRI scan of both my brain and spinal cord this next Wednesday. I don't know how I'm going to survive until then because this
uncertainty is killing me and even though everyone around me is telling me that I'll be fine, I'm really scared. It's hard for me to stay positive because if it is that I do have a MS I don't wanna feel stupid for being
positive and saying that I don't have it when in reality I did.

I am just really scared right now and I would really appreciate any advice or support.

I will update once I have done my mri and have gotten my results.