I feel alone. I am by no means young.  I feel like only my youngest child loves me. My husband has nothing nice to say
 My mom is an abusive narcissist. There is no one but my baby girl in my corner. My oldest is 8. Been married like 8 years. He has nothing nice to say about me. I beg for his time. Same with my oldest. They blame me. I spend my time drowning in social media looking for attention and validation. Likes. Inboxes.  Anything.