I just hate every person who gets to live the life I want to live. Everyone always says some shit like “life is what you make it!” and “you can do anything!” literally no I cannot. I can BARELY keep a job and have one friend. I can’t have this picture perfect life like all these other people! I can BARELY function as a normal person and I just wish I knew where to start making any progress on becoming a version of myself where I don’t have to HATE people bc i’m jealous. I’ve felt this way for as long as i can remember, and yes i’m in therapy and on meds. I just can’t calm down the rage that boils inside me, especially when I see people who wronged me succeed meanwhile I’m a couch potato level failure.