When it comes to my crushes I will never be the first one to ask them to hang out, or to make a sign I like them. I can talk to them just fine and I’ll make it obvious that I am interested in them as a human but romantically I will never ever make the first move. Right now I have a crush and I’ve been thinking about her non stop since college started, we have good talks but she has her own friend groups and we have never really hung out for real. Just been in the same place or room at the same time and talked about art, etc.
Now I don’t have any concrete evidence she likes me back, but she’s super friendly when we talk and she also followed me on Instagram after we talked for the first time which is pretty dumb to take as any hint but it kinda meant a lot to me because she never asked for my instagram or anything just found me.

Any how, I think for the first time I’m just gonna tell my crush that I like them. Not ask them to hang out, or get lunch because that will just confuse me and make me doubt even more. I think the next time we have a nice talk I’m just gonna say “trkh I like you” and then based on her reaction go from there, no script.

I think this is the best way to handle my bpd and crushes, what do you guys think? Or should I get to know her better first? I’m also kind of nervous because I’ve been in a weird self destructive mood lately and the thought of her has helped me out tremendously, but at the same time has been torturing me because I haven’t made any kind of mood.


Sorry for the weird writing style and run ons I’m exhausted and confused

Thanks guys!