why the FUCK has mental illness become cool?! a while ago some girl i know posted that she liked boys who need medication more.

you wouldnt go to a damn diabetic and go "oh you needing insulin is so damn attractive. you must be very deep!" and why has being mentally ill become synonymous with having a soft side, being deep and shit?! this is not a damn personality trait. 

a couple nights ago i had an episode and now i have bruises everywhere from hitting myself, a broken phone and the immense guilt of knowing how badly this all weighs on the people i love most.

is this just because of some dumb movies or songs that picture being ill badly? i just want to live a life outside of my diagnosis. none of this is cool.