&gt;Doing anything that takes a bit of effort literally kills me. My room is forever a mess, remembering to eat or drink water is a chore. I generally don't have any common sense in life and I can't even bother to reply to texts and getting depressed watching everyone hard at work while I don't even know how to fucking operate a goddamn computer. In the 21st century. It takes me an hour to write a damn email to my school admissions aid because I deferred a semester. Literally just wasted the past 19 years of my life just not doing anything productive. And when I start I immediately go back to procrastinating. Fml Idk how im going to survive until I'm old when even I have to remember to bring my keys out every day and I have barely left the house.