Could really use some thoughts and prayers. 

Ended things with my fp today. He was abusive when we were sexual together and he’s mistreated me as a platonic friend. His actions/presence/absence has directly resulted in multiple meltdown on my part including a suicide attempt and a hospitalization. It’s not healthy. So I’m done. 

I’m in a remarkably good place right now. Cried a lot. But no thoughts of suicide or self harm and I credit my amazing therapist and the hard work I’ve been putting in the past couple of weeks. 

Still could really use some support thought cause I get the sense this is gonna be a bumpy weekend.