He seemed off today, he wasn’t talking to me as much, I tried to let it go since he’s not doing great recently anyway but I couldn’t, because later that day I wanted to look at his second account I just had the feeling to and I found that it’s either been deleted or I’m blocked on it which obviously triggered me further and I realised I’ve never really checked through his following list before. It was just full of lewd accounts of other girls and they’re all prettier than me but still sort of look like me and now I’m shitting bricks comparing myself, and also wondering if the only reason we’re together is because I look like me it wouldn’t surprise me, he hardly ever tells me what he actually likes about me and we’ve been together for a year. I’ve not felt this insecure in so long.