Every friend group I've ever had I've flaked on because of my goddamn mood. I'll be going good - even great - for a year before it all flips in on itself and I get exiled or voluntarily exile myself because of my emotions and my perception of others. I've only really ever recovered maybe... one or two groups, the others... fuckin' gone. Most recent example is me getting banned from my "F"LGS for "harrassing other people" when I went to apologise for being a piece of shit.

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I'm starting to think IRL people aren't worth it anymore, other than blood relatives on my mom's side.