Here I am again at 12:25 in the middle of the day, still didn't sleep. I'm having yet another mental breakdown. I'm literally sitting here bawling my eyes out and tryna to think of reasons not just to swallow a whole bottle, slit up my wrists or jump off a building, fantasizing about cutting my arms open. Some motherfucker in this building is humming some random ass song out loud and cracking me up, bringing me back to reality. How fucking wild it is that this shit can make me so unstable lmfao. I'm literally more unstable than the goddamn economy in 2022. Mental illnesses are wild af lmfao.