So I've been putting off getting the vaccine because I'm terrified of being sick. I've been telling everyone oh ya I'll set up an appointment next week!! Haha just so busy and need a few off days to accumulate to it. I can't fake it anymore I'm scared lmao. For a few reasons. And I'm just needing some advice/encouragement/help. Here are my reasons for being scared 

1.  My parents are not huge but firm anti-vaccine. I didn't realize it up until I was 17 (now 22). My parents obviously got me my shots as a baby. But ever since I turned 11 they were weird about me getting vaccines. Any time the doctor would ask when they were there they'd say "oh no we're going to pass today". So as a kid/teen my parents influence of being cautious of vaccines sub-consciously put a fear in me.
2. The last flu vaccine I got was when I was 11, and I remember it knocked me on my feet. I've never gotten it since. I hated the sore arm, I hated the fever, I hated the chills.
3. I have a fear of getting sick. I don't know the covid vaccine makes people nauseous but I have a fear that it will make me nauseous and I don't want to have it. Or any of the symptoms that come after getting the vaccine.

How can I stop putting off my time and get it? I want it for the safety of me, and others. And be able to walk around knowing I'm going to be ok. I have things I want to do with my life and I don't want my fears to get in the way. Is there a certain thing I prepare for if I do feel sick after getting it? How can I get rid of my parents installed anti-vac fear?