Anyone have any luck with anti-pyschotics im at the end of my tether here im currently on lexapro and mirtazapine and iv upped both lexapro 10mg to 15mg and mirtazapine 15mg to 30mg because 9 weeks ago i thought I was ok going down to 5mg on lexapro biggest mistake ever because the derealization i experienced before didn't bother that much i could live my life comfortably go out places actually enjoy life but its really bad now i mean bad i can't even find peace at home because it feels so off and strange nothing feels right and when i do go out i feel absolutely insane i just can't get a grip on it iv my doctor again tomorrow to see how im getting on with the increase in meds but as of yet i find no difference i know its only been a week im going to give them another week and see i was thinking of asking him for an anti-pyschotic because i just want my life back im a shell of the person I was before i can't eat i can't shower i sleep about 5 hours a night only because of the mirtazapine im just at a loss really now at this stage