Do you eveer feel just tired? Not really like you wanna die but just tired. Tired of people telling you your lazy, tired of people telling you that going to bed early would fix your insomnia, tired of people telling you if you didnt drink the sadness away then youed be happy, tired of hearing people ask how you can hate your body when your skinny? I told my friend i was close with about a song that i related to and her response was that your not fat so how can you relate to it... its because i have body dysmorphia and every time i look in the mirror i realize over and over again that im ugly and to chubby or my legs are too much or my eyes they look ugly, my stomachs too much or anything.... its so hard when you have no one to look through your eyes and realize that how they see you isnt right when its through my eyes. I just wish shed realize that through my eyes my bodys ugly, it makes me want to throw up and i cant stand the mirror. My clothes dont fit right, should i really eat this? Do they hate me? Do they hate who i am? Their liars because who tf loves you? Your dumb, your loud, your annoying, your slow, your wrong.... those are all things iv heard from people and slowly theyve become things i tell myself. Its hard and honestly i wish no one else would go through it! So scream into the void! Scream at me and ill respon to every comment. Ill give you my oppinion because not everyone has someone to talk to but ill be your someone! I know how it is so ill be your someone to talk to, your someone to let you know your not alone....