I’m gonna keep this short and sweet.

I’m sick of people telling me “It’ll get better”. I always hear it when I open up to people, and what they don’t realize is that I’ve heard that a million times and yet I’ve been slowly getting far worse over the years. It’s like if you got stabbed and are losing a ton of blood, and your friend is just like “don’t worry it’ll get better.” That is exactly what it feels like. 

I’ve been having thoughts lately that maybe some people just don’t get better. Maybe my brain is too far gone to save.