All of my symptoms are coming back. I have an A in all of my college classes, ive been making more money. But ive been so upset i feel like no one cares. Bc no one does. I also don’t feel like telling the one person that doesn’t care anything bc i always over share. I get the strongest urges to just ruin things for myself. I feel like im no one favorite person it’s an awful feeling, i feel like if i just disappeared no one would notice.