Ever since I had my daughter (Feb 2020) and battled PPD with the combination of Covid starting, I haven’t felt the same since. I have lost the spark of myself. I am a SAHM and all I do is get out of bed to take care of my daughter and scroll on my phone. I have no friends after moving from my home state and a few months ago I found out my fiancé cheated on my with my best friend, in our bed. I am lost. I do not want to kill my self but i do not want to get out of bed. I can’t imagine ever being excited about life again