I'm 22, and after dropping out of university due to BPD, I had tried taking "easy" classes over and over. A couple of days ago I had just gotten dropped from a class near the end of the semester. I had a B+, but I missed a couple of assignments after a few really rough months.

I hate how it feels like there's nothing I can do to help myself. I know I can't change how I feel, but I wish I could at least hold a job, or do well in school. I really want to dedicate my time into something productive, but... I'm sure you guys understand. I've been living with my parents for a few years now and it feels so horrible to think about. I don't know when I'll be able to move out. I try so fucking hard to make progress with myself, but nothing actually works.

Anyways, if you can relate, or have overcome anything like this, I'd love to hear what's up. It'd make me feel a bit less alone on this. Thanks.