It’s easier for me to admit to family or r strangers even friends I’m a drug addict over being open about my Bpd diagnosis. 

Isn’t that some shit?  I feel like a dirty bad secret that isn’t ever spoken about but everyone knows about. 


Its been hard. Really hard. Always feeling this way. But it’s all I ever really have known so it ain’t that bad. Grass is always greener. Having diagnosis and a plan is what is keepin me going. Stop all drug usuage /abuse. Be who I am meant to be. And love hard and show kindness when it’s alien. It’s all I’ve ever wanted to do. Be that light breath of fresh air. I want to go out of my way to make people feel good even if there bad people. 

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