I finally broke again. I had been doing so well I only had a few scars left. Now my whole arm is covered again. The worst part is actually not feeling like it helped I used it to cope but stopped. I can't text friends or my gf or my family, I just needed to vent somewhere. I didn't know what else to do, it helps me think about the situation and stuff. I shouldn't have done it but go back 5 minutes ago I would've done it again. It stopped me from crying and having a breakdown? I'm sorry