I am not a fan of labels so I will be saying things I do rather than talking about “my BPD”. It’s a personal thing do what you like. Regardless, I can’t see how my behavior is tolerable to anyone. I am impolite, inconsiderate, forgetful, spacey, y’all get it you’re most likely in a similar place given your on this sub. My doctor said that my behavior and inclination towards manipulating people and hurting others for personal gain in other words — again hate the labels — but I have psychopathic tendencies. Contrary to popular belief I want connect and envy those who have it but I don’t know if I’m capable of making one. I have had relationships in the past but all superficial lust I mistook for love. I never had anything in common whatsoever. I would appreciate advice from anywhere. Even though you guys don’t get anything from helping me it would still be nice. 