Nearly every year I travel to stay with family in a extremely hot part of the country. Besides hating hot places, they are all annoying, have a dog that I absolutely despise, have racist attitudes, my FP won’t even give me any attention because she is busy with other people and I feel extremely depressed. How can I cope with it? Been feeling suicidal lately but will not let go of my own life, so for now I just need any advice. Thank you.