Hey, so right now I need help.
I stopped taking my medication due to a shortage and I was also in a car accident, those things launched me into a raging surprise depression.
I isolated myself again to a point of no return, I’ve cut ties with probably the most important person in my life, I feel extremely guilty. I fucked it up again.

On one hand I understand what’s happening but I just hate being bipolar I hate that no matter what I’m still bipolar.
I don’t know what to do (I’m picking my medication tomorrow I think)