This last week has been a mess and I don’t even know how to handle it all. My SO’s best friend passed away Tuesday, so he’s pretty messed up about it so I’ve been trying to take care of him. Now he’s going back home 6 hours away to be with family, which I understand but he’s gonna be gone for almost a month. We’ve never gone that long without seeing each other. And I have to somehow keep up with bills and my own mental health and keep things running at our house. Not to mention I’m gonna be alone on my 21st birthday Wednesday. I’m fucking losing my mind and I have no right to complain or be upset because it’s not even close to what my SO is going through, but I feel like I’m falling apart and I won’t even have him around for comfort for 3 weeks. 