i am always afraid of my boyfriend cheating on me, even though he gives me 0 reason to believe so. In fact, he actually reassures me all the time that im the one he chose. 

I guess the constant reminder on the internet that people cheat and reading a lot of cheating stories has gotten to my brain, and i can’t brush it off. 

My bf doesn’t give me any reason to believe  that he cheats, but anytime he’s away from me i start to have thoughts (lol) and it feels so fucking real that im conviced its happening sometimes. 

So tired of being sick but i just wonder to myself if its my intuition or my paranoia talking.