Does anyone else feel like they're constantly stressing over their FP? Like "Ahh FP and I haven't called in a while" or "Acchh are me and my FP falling apart???" or "I'm ignoring my FP because she made a new friend and it makes me sad"

It's so frustrating because it feels like I'm constantly worried about us. And I have another close friend, and when we talk and exchange what's new, I almost always mention my FP. When I talk to my FP, I listen mostly to what she says and what's going on in her life. It makes me feel so sad because it feels like she's the only thing I have going on. I know that's not true, I know I have other stuff going on, but it's like I focus so much on her.