I am having my driving test tomorrow. In my country, the driving instructor would come and pick us up from our house to the learning center. A few days ago I had my last lesson but with a substitute instructor because my OG instructor had been sick for a week now. He tested negative for COVID. This morning I called my instructor and asked for the procedure for tomorrow and he said either him or the substitute will come pick me up and my mom started freaking out about it. Then she started been calling my OG instructor and demanding for the substitute to pick me up instead and the instructor got really annoyed by it.

Mom was saying the way he was speaking to her sounded really pissed and as if he just wants to hang up the phone, but the way he spoke to me on the phone was as usual. So I told my mom it’s because she’s being fussy and selfish because she can’t just expect the substitute to just let go of everything tomorrow and come pick me up like come on, they need to arrange and plan. I was already super nervous about the test that I had not been sleeping for the past few days and now I feel even more anxious and embarrassed because of the way my mom acted and the instructor is now annoyed and pissed. I’m worried that he’ll fail me because of my mom. 

My heart feels so heavy and is beating so fast because I am so anxious. Feels like i am gonna throw up. Honestly, I feel like I am already in such distress and my mom just adds salt to my wounds. How do i calm down? I feel like i’m gonna die because i’m having difficulties in breathing.