It's been a long year+. I've seen him in person a few times, we speak on the phone a couple times a week, we video chat... My heart hurts though, I keep hoping it just gives out. I'm disappointed that hypnosis doesn't help you forget people. I hate this attachment to him and I don't know why it's there, I've never been attached to a man before, only other women. I thought it was because we were meant to be together, but that isn't true. He consumes my thoughts and I wish I never met him. It's too painful to miss him.