Every day seems to be harder to get through. There’s so many people where I work and I try to be outgoing and friendly but it’s so hard to pretend to be happy all the time. I’m socially awkward and overthink things way to much and re analyze every conversation I have. When I get anxious I get dizzy and shaky and someone I work with noticed and he mocks me everyday. He’s found my weak spots and uses them against me. Loud noises is a big trigger for me and he will bang on something and just stare at me and watch me shake he also will shake and talk to one of his buddies and say “your making me nervous” I can’t take it anymore.