I asked for some kind of paperwork so I can get my work to let me go to the doctor.  They only allow me one week day off a week and as you can imagine its hard to cram tons of doctors appointments on top of therapy into one day along with cleaning and everything.  Most days I don't have the energy to do that anyway.  My provider responded saying she won't give me any paperwork.  I know I should probably look for a new psychiatrist, I'm just so frustrated.  I don't want to go through another 4 psychs just to get one to take me seriously enough to give me a diagnosis let alone the fact I'm probably going to be thrown off and on meds throughout the process.  I'm just so tired of this, I've been suffering for years but everyone treats me like I'm not in urgent need and they treat me like this is some new problem.