I've spent 6+ months looking for a job while in reality i was avoiding it much as possible,today i was welcomed as a new member in a local store, and everyone i work with is so chill (i was already training for a week so it's not just a "first impression" i got to  know them in these few days) and today it's official! I am part of the team. A person with severe anxiety working as a cashier, who could have predicted? Lol