What the fuck. I feel so confused.


I had a consultation with a potential new psychotherapist yesterday, to which she told me we should “both take 24 hours to think &amp; see if we’re both a good fit,” to which I was fine with (even though I already had my mind made up based off of the description of services/expertise she had listed on her website.) 


After the 24 hrs passed, I haven’t heard back from her, so I emailed her following up about our session, and stated I’m confident with moving forward with them, just for her to email me back basically stating that she “doesn’t feel she’s a good fit for me since I have CPTSD,” and how she’s still an intern, meanwhile she CLEARLY states all of her credentials, some mentioning acute AND complex trauma! Along with helping marginalized communities/LGBTQ+. 


I should note I’ve seen two other counselors at this practice, but unfortunately can’t see them due to changes in insurance. They were the ones who referred me to this therapist.


I feel so alone and it’s been SO difficult finding help. This was a kick in the gut for me.