im not sure if im just imagining and overanalyzing everything, but i have a feeling in my chest.

his replies are dry today, and last night he was just straight up mean to me. im supposed to see him this evening but what if he does it then

i dont want him to go hes the only one whos ever made me feel wanted and is patient with me, 

im so fucking sorry for being too much, please stay i dont wanna be alone and used over and over again.  im sorry im too dumb for you and needy and clingy. im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry