All I hear in my head are the voices that have belittled me and torn me down. I feel like I can't shake them. All I keep wondering is maybe I am stupid, worthless and nothing. I cry everyday because I'm drowning in all of that and I can't rise above it. I feel trapped in those feelings. I feel so desperate. I can't escape. I just can't escape. I'm angry and broken. I feel on pins and needles. I feel like I'm teetering on the brink. I'm so trapped.