I study IT, and honestly it has always felt more as a hobby to me than something serious. 

But because I studied that in highschool I felt like it was the natural decision to pursue that in college. 

Most of my friends from highschool left to another university, so I felt very depressed in my first year, not enjoying anything in class and blamed it on not being with my friends. 

The year after they returned and joined me in college, but I still didn't enjoy anything. Every day still felt like a chore and I didn't even see them that much. 

I was too far into the course that I couldn't just stop, my parents would yell at me and I'd be labeled a failure by the family. 

Sometimes I get a strong feeling in my heart that I just don't see the point of studying this anymore and want to switch to Psychology or something I'd enjoy more. 

I feel stuck and I don't know what to do at all...