i’m currently 18, i was diagnosed with bpd at 16 and was told it formed due to my abandonment issues i had developed throughout foster care. 

like most people with bpd i lashed out and had the worst push and pull relationship with my adoptive parents, i was a child, i honestly thought everyone else my age was going through similar situations in there home life. 

i pushed and pulled so much that my parents ended up kicking me out at 16, and i was on my own. i moved back in after my therapist foolishly thought i was getting better, 6 months later (still17) my parents offered for me to move out for good and move 30 minutes away to an apartment i had to pay for. (@17) so i got into college early and have been figuring life out one day at a time. my parents have basically cut off all ties to me because they consider my bpd to make me into a abusive person. when i have my splits i become nasty so i understand, but i’m still left here without a family again, wondering if i’ll ever not be alone. 


anyone else relate? i’m curious if anyone else with this horrible disorder has been referred to as an abuser during the splits that come with the overwhelming emotions.