I’ve never said this out loud before or told anyone but i guess I feel safe here with the anonymity?
I spend most of my day dreaming. Usually the daydreams are very specific though. It’s always bad things happening to me. And to me these are happy day dreams and I escape my life constantly to dream them. Not because I want to d**. But because maybe then the people that hurt me will feel remorse and hurt like I hurt. I daydream of this nonstop, and have since elementary age. It feels so pathetic and messed up I can’t even tell my therapist. I guess I was just wondering if anyone else does this.