Second night on topamax 
Still tapering off of .5 of Xanax but have had a standstill at just .5 so no tapering as of right now 

Today has been by far the worst. It started last night with this black dot in my vision and what feels like low blood sugar symptoms , that continued until this morning and throughout the day , kind of subsiding after dinner . The anxiety was so severe I couldn’t feel my face I was shaking so bad 

Now I’m trying to sleep and I do not feel real at all. I am so disconnected with what’s around me, I have had disassociation but nothing this severe , this is absolutely insane . Im again shaking, horrible headache. I’ll fall asleep and wake up gasping for air. My head is sore in different spots in addition to a headache , aka different parts will just ache at different times. Even typing now my hands don’t feel real . I feel like I’ll slip away at any minute and it’s terrifying me . Is this a seizure (??? What is going on . My vision seems very off like darkened .