I’m 15 and was recently diagnosed I was prescribed meds but my grandparents flushed them down the toilet cause they’re in denial about my diagnosis. 

But I’m in an manic episode where I’m very angry and violent I’ve been in this before but this one is a horrible one. 

I had a fight at school last week and I’m suspended. 

I’ve been having horrible outbursts where I’m cussing and throwing a tantrum like a little child (I know its embarrassing) 

Everything is making me angry for no reason if someone breathes near me I’m gonna get pissed off. 

I only became aware of this because my girlfriend said something about me being in an episode. 

I just wanna fight everyone and I’m just really angry with the world. 

I don’t know what to do because I can’t take any meds or anything.