I feel like in a dilemma. 
I am wondering if a cognitivo behavioural therapy would not be better for me regarding big issues (low self esteem, loosing passion and will to live, anxiety with the simple idea of being with someone, and no will to work), but my therapist doesn't do that. She says it is like treating the patient like a child (telling him what to do, etc.) So she doesn't want to do it and doesn't seem to think it is good for me. She also told me that it would not be good to do both therapy, so I have to choose between continuing with her (already one and half a year), or switching. 
The thing is that it's scary for me to do so. And I also started a transfert to her (and because I'm lonely af, I don't feel strong enough to loose her).

So I am wondering if some of you guys tried it. How was it ? Thanks in advance.