Currently I have this problem where my depression gets bad if I’m out and about or with friends. My friends care about me seemingly and want to see me. The problem is that I rarely accept their invitations nowadays and when I do I usually only hang out for an hour or so. 

I didn’t used to have this problem but I’m wondering if anyone can relate? Like I like that people want to see me I just wish I had the energy. I also feel awkward in larger groups sometimes. I just feel safer and more comfortable by myself. Another reason I will not get a girlfriend anytime soon because I am ugly and I don’t think I would have any energy for it😂