I've been debating whether or not I have some sort of quiet bpd. It's easily the most relatable condition to me and I meet most of the symptoms. I haven't however experienced splitting in the sense of switching between idolizing and hating those around me. I di however constantly switch between feeling like my friends, mainly my fp, hate me, and only feeling better when I talk to them. I was wondering if maybe this was somehow connected to splitting or if it was just something else entirely. My logic behind this would be that if I have some sort of bpd, its definitely more on the quiet side, and that since quiet bpd causes things to be pointed inward, that instead of disliking people, I feel that I am at fault and should separate myself from them. I just wanted some other opinions on this so any feedback would be appreciated.