and the reason i say that, is because im so. fucking. tired. i lost my dog, i lost my closest friend, all of my friends leave me, and now there are rumors and everyone at my school fucking hates me, i have no friends, i cant fucking eat, i cant fucking sleep, i wake up at 2am and for the first two seconds i feel peace until all of this bullshit dreads on me and every single time i wake up out of no where it's a whiplash of emotions. i tried overdosing on tylenol last night, and im skipping school today. i just want this to end. everyone leaves me, i fucking hate my fucking life and everyone left when i needed them the most. nobody believes me when i say the rumors arent true. they are saying i wouldnt care if someone killed themselves, which just isnt true. i cant fight this fucking battle, it keeps getting worse, all my ex friends are bullying me and everyone is saying horrible things about me. i cant fucking do it anymore. im depressed, i hate my fucking life, i hate waking up, im currently starving myself, i ate under 1000 calories yesterday before i realized the rumors, i went on a 2.3 mile walk, and havent ate since, and yet i feel no appetite.