I always feel like there’s something missing from my life and I don’t know what it is. I’m married, I own my own place, I’ve been making more friends recently and I have a job that I actually like. I don’t know what could make me happier at this point and every time I feel sad, I feel like I’m faking it or something because there’s no reason for me to be unhappy. But I keep feeding myself with dumb things like drugs, men, or shopping like I’ll eventually find the one thing that makes me really, truly happy. What if I never find it? What if it doesn’t exist and I’m just meant to be sad?