Was just out w my bf and a couple of friends and I saw *her*. My stupid bitch of a stepsister. I hate her fucking guts she and her mum ruined my life the lying bitches.

Seeing her makes me so fucking mad I want to punch her in the face and I don’t care about any assault charges or whatever I just *hate* her. Literally ruined my day.

If I see her I always have to make sure I’m living my best life to show her that I’m so much better than her and better without her in my life. 

One thing I absolutely hated tho was my goblin ED brain saying that I haven’t lost enough weight and I’m not skinny enough for her to see me bc she’s just going to go and tell everyone about how fat and gross I got.

I was in a mood for the rest of the day but we came home and made our DND characters and did a quick sesh so that helped get my mind off of *her* but now they’ve left and all I can do is fixate on my hatred.