Hey guys, I had a med change that went poorly and led me down a rabbithole I never wanted to go down.

A month ago it started with hypersexuality and then constant thoughts and fears about breaking up with my boyfriend despite not actually wanting to.

The thoughts are getting worse and worse to the point where I have to take an ativan just to function. It’s making me start to view my boyfriend differently which is scary

I’m thinking this is leading to mania since I tend to obsess over one thing right before I go manic. I love my boyfriend and would be devastated if we broke up.

Anyone else go through this?