I started new job two days ago in programming field, and I'm stressed, and really want to cry for several reasons...
1) it's my first job.
2) I have to move to new city by saturday.
3) the rent is expensive in the other city and still I haven't found a good appartment.
4) I don't want to leave my family.
5) Stressed about living alone and doing everything alone.
6) l work from home this week and they want me to learn a new programming tool, it is not a problem for me, but the tool is hard, old, not used a lot, not a lot of tutorials and I'm afraid that they will fire me if I'm not good enough.

I don't want help, cause I don't think anything could help me, I just wanted to write about it maybe I will feel better