Thought I found a group of friends I fit in. Never again.

One of the conversations we just had activated my fight or flight reaction, and I fled. It really triggered me in regards to my CPTSD and sexual trauma I've had. I was blamed for it and even said that I support its nature while I truly do not. I was sexually molested by someone when I was twelve. They would not happen to know about it. No one ever does.  

I don't know what to do now. Just returned back home and I am home alone all by myself. I can't even sleep or put my mind to rest. I feel anxious and can't ground myself in any way. 

I removed these people of my life and unfriended them in every single platform. Fuck them.