So i really get depressed at random times of the day.  The song get u the moon always send me off a emotional cliff because it reminds me of all the ppl i hurt in life and just those who were there for me and i ruined a good relationship.. i cry everyday and idk what todo.. my depression is even worse when im not smoking weed.. weed is causing more harm then good because when i smoke i dont feel the depression but without it.. im lost.. i need help and i dont know where to turn.. i feel so alone.. sorry for the long rant but had to write my feelings out.. I appreciate those that do read this all over the place post.. thank u