For a year and a half now i suffer from this disorder. It started as voices then insomnia and now false visions and lack of logical thinking.

I now have many problems aside schizophrenia which are mostly stress scoptophobia agorophobia and sociopathy ( at a point ).

The goverment made some changes in the educational system and now i struggle to keep up with my studies and my mental situation.

When i lie down to sleep i see in the dark people i know or even myself with blood on their eyes laughing or sometimes crying. I even saw my crash and my dead grandma once on the floor. During the day i see myself dying in every way possible. ( Needless to say i have no friends)

I am really stressed now at a point that my physical health has worsen too.

I know that many of you would just say , go see a doctor man , or go to a psychologist, but i REALLY dont want my parents to know ANYTHING.
Not even that i am seeing a doctor.

So is there a way to reduce those visions on my own without medication?
Can i do something to reduce stress ? And get more focus on my studies?
Can i live a normal life for 3 more years till i be able to go to a doctor without my parents knowing?

Thanks for your time in advance.