Like I said my fp is toxic but I still want to talk to him and I wish I was with him right now. I feel crazy because I want him to talk to me 24/7 but that doesn’t really ever happen, he actually dry texts me  instead and it makes me sad but I feel like we could still be something more one day because sometimes he’s flirty and it makes me feel special. Idk if this is venting but you know it’s whateves