I'm trading away from home and joined Tinder to hopefully meet someone cool to hang out with, someone to get to know and hopefully like me. I met a woman where I'm staying . We texted for a few nights, I had to leave town for a night but she came over to the park near my house to see if I was there . On Thursday, she was texting me while she was in the bath and I made some comment about people taking baths together.  Well yesterday she was short with me, hasn't responded today, and we had plans to spend the day together tomorrow.  I feel like I'm obsessing and spiraling, wondering what I did wrong,  convinced she doesn't like me, feeling like I'm broken and hopeless, that nobody will ever find me attractive or love me. God i hate these BPD spirals. I actually had vague thoughts of suicide earlier today.