It’s fun being the heel for me I can be the bad guy, I’ve been very empathetic but especially with the severe depression all I had was heart and music. Now I’m ready to talk my shit like I was before depression, why? Because all the people that said “you can’t do this you can’t do that” While I was in the most fucking pain.   Now I feel like fighting these lil battles with people and sticking up for myself instead of telling myself I dont care but I want to step on them the way people step on me. It’s definitely narcissism but is it a bad thing? The anger is intense for me and I love it, I can’t wait