Time and time again, whether it be coworkers, or doctors, mental health professionals, or even therapists, I don’t feel like my struggle is seen. 
Everyday I need to overthink, I need caffeine. I have to struggle so hard just to get a minor bit of control, and I often use working and goal-completion as a coping mechanism.

As a result, I am very “”accomplished”” and very “”hard working””. Compliments which I appreciate, but ultimately I feel so much worse. Lots of days of the week I feel suicidal, anxious, and disorganized, but I often push my own internal needs down to suit others. This has of course bled into my treatments and medications, because I often downplay how I am feeling to my doctor.

I am just so tired. Does anybody else experience this??