Okay so ranting time, sorry! Instead of getting diagnosed with BPD I got diagnosed with something like "other mood disorder/identity disorder with all the criteria of borderline personality disorder". I went to the clinical interviews (SCID I &amp; II) and my doctor said that I have BPD but she was not sure if I would get diagnosed with it and I didn't. It pisses me off because I need a proper diagnosis to get proper treatment for BPD. The only reason I didn't get diagnosed is because I'm under 20 (I'm turning 18 in ten days).

My mind is telling me that I'm making this whole thing up and I actually don't even have BPD, I'm just a shitty, fucked up person otherwise. And I feel like people don't even believe that I have BPD without a proper diagnosis. And a diagnosis for an identity disorder is not making it better in any way.

(Btw, I also have been diagnosed with OCD and depression and I'm medicated for them and I go to psychotherapy twice a week. 😊)