I decided to try DoorDash for the first time last night, and I just couldn’t do it. I freaked out. I had my boyfriend with me for support, and he really did try to get me excited about it. 

Instead of doing DoorDash, he had me practice with getting our own food. I did that just fine. I guess I’m just worried about getting things on time, and delivering them on time, and talking to people.

I can feel I’ve disappointed everyone, and it’s really getting to me. I feel like giving up.