So my sister was diagnosed about 2 years ago, didn’t care for it until these past months. She is having really bad days lately, is extremely suicidal. Never acts on it, has always been since we were younger. All of my moms kids has because our mom is a narc, really really shitty person, forced us though and caused all of her kids to endure every form of abuse. We all have mental issues and diagnosis but my sister has bpd, which our mom also has. Sister has a baby 2 years old, she wants to give her to my mom n me to adopt, she has alcohol issues, just like all of her siblings do, even I. The thing about my sister though is that before she was drinking she was doing speed and cocaine, everyday she had to feed her addiction but then when she got pregnant she cut cold turkey. But after her baby was born she turned to alcohol. She was doing coke and speed for 5 years all together. Also smoking cigs. 

Now what I think is that her brain was running on stimulants for such a long fucking time that it has caused these so called bpd labeled symptoms/issues. Just like our mom, our mom was a meth, lsd, and speed addict herself before she had kids. So from how I see it, maybe I’m wrong but ever since she has stopped doing drugs she has had these fucking awful ups and downs where she just completely goes to you for advice or help and then you give it to her and she completely fucking gets worse, she finds negativity in everything. There is no calming her down, no talking to her, no giving her closure or reassurance.  No matter what she will find a way to make it negative and at the end of everything is that she is gonna kill herself,  she says she can’t handle the stresses of her life. But in reality everyone is here for her and gives her help when she asks so I just please please need some advice on how to talk to her or anything helpful.  Thank you and also sorry there is just a lot more I could say and everything but tonight is one of those nights where she is saying she is gonna run off to kill herself and leave her baby at home. Everything positive I says she makes negative and I just need advice please.