That's it, tomorrow i'm getting my ears pierces after years of dreaming about it. I paid a huge deposit to force myself to not cancel it last minute but now my anxiety won't let me alone. And it's been 4 days. 

I'm so tired, I want to cry so much. I feel like I am hurting my body (my stomach especially) in the long run and I don't want to.   
I just need to hear that it's gonna be okay and maybe some advice to sleep tonight.