to be honest i shouldn't be shocked. I never in my wildest dreams would I have imagined I would still be here. But now that I'm here, I don't have a fucking clue wtf I'm supposed to do. I gave up on everything and was walked defeated and aimlessly through life. now I just spend most of my day sleeping and staying on my pc. I have no goals or dreams. nothing that makes me truly happy and I have started falling back into old dangerous habits. I lack adequate communication skills in a world that requires so. I'm stuck and alone.