Dealt with anxiety and depression for years now. Sometimes it’s minor, sometimes it’s extreme. My therapist went on extended medical leave about six-months ago and I didn’t have a great vibe with his replacement — so I stopped going, and subsequently stopped the medications I was on. Finding doctors causes as much anxiety as anything. 

Anyway, I’m not sure what my point is here but I can’t sleep this evening. Interviewing for jobs, supporting family, feeling really distant from friends, drinking too much, not sleeping. I’m functioning but I don’t feel much like myself these days.