His idea was that we stay at 3mg Vraylar, 10mg olanzapine and wait till next month to meet. Right now I told him symptoms have gone down from moderate to mild but tbh I’m still not doing as well as I used to. It’s nice that I lost 2 pounds since adding Vraylar, but I really want to be less symptomatic. The day treatment program still hasn’t gotten back to me about an intake yet and tbh, I don’t know if they will accept me since it’s a program for high functioning people. I also plan to apply to be a peer coach. Tbh, I don’t want to go to program or work as a peer coach… I imagine I might end up relapsing anyways. It’s a lovely day and it feels like Summer. I also attended support group today but for some reason it felt like they did not want to talk to me. Idk I feel like my brain is forcing me to do these things but my mental health is probably not stable enough. I don’t want to do any of these things.