Everyday i wake up only because i can't sleep anymore. I'm just a waste of space, money and emotions. I'm used as emotional trash can to anyone before. I just want my head to be сut off. I can't do anything normally. I can't talk, can't cook, can't be alright. It's me everyday. Being fuсking piece of gаrbage that not usefull and growing up every single day. I do not deserve to livе or be happy or anything else.