I was diagnosed a week ago today. I've been handling it okay (not sure how to feel/feeling good/feeling dogshit). A couple months ago a long term relationship I was in ended. We had been having issues on what I thought were boundaries and eventually us splitting because he wanted to be poly, but now my brain keeps thinking and telling myself thar it's my fault. That I drove him away. That I deserved to be called clingy and I did it to myself. My brain keeps telling me that I am to blame and I hate the thought of it.