I thought today was going to be a good day. Everything up until this point was okay. I was doing great. It sucks that I have to end the day feeling suicidal. I’m tired. I’m so tired. I have to find a job in the next 5 months and thinking about it stresses me out. It doesn’t help that I’m on my period, the flow is very heavy and it makes me bloated which triggers my body dysmorphia.