I got laid off from my job in March. I’ve been applying to so many jobs and haven’t been able to get one to this very day. I’m in serious debt, my car should be repossessed next week, my credit score is 530. I can’t even support myself, I feel like a burden asking my family or friends for money just to get by. It’s too much. I’m starting to hate myself, I feel like I’m not worthy. I just don’t know what to do. I don’t even go outside anymore because it’s like for what? I’ve been trying to be positive but when reality hits, I get sad and angry and I start beating myself up, hurting myself. I feel like I don’t want to be here anymore but I’m holding on because I don’t want to hurt those who love me. I just haven’t seen a positive outlook for anything. I’m trying to. Any advice to feeling better?