I've been working on myself a lot more. I've been consistently going to the gym, eating healthy, drinking tons of water, reading more, learning to cook and drive and do things for myself, watching my thoughts and evaluating them, and understanding myself to the fullest extent. Yet here I am crying in my bedroom because I am so lonely. It hurts so much. I'm so empty. I still can't succeed in the most important thing, communicating. My insecurities still shroud my world. I am so lonely. What's the point of being the best version of me if no one is around to see it. No matter what I do to become healthy and happy, I'll always see that lonely girl in the mirror who nobody wants or finds interesting. I'm so broken.