I’m 18 and have a steady job. Supportive family, I’m going to school to become a nurse and I’m in a very happy relationship. The only thing is that I feel like I can’t be happy and constantly have this urge to drop everything and disappear in the middle of the night and not say anything to anyone. Just restart somewhere else. I know this isn’t healthy and it’s not in my favor to do so but sometimes it gets hard to resist it. I don’t know what to do about it all