TW seizures:

So I was in this antique shop today and as I was checking out there was this LOUD crash. When I looked over there was a women on the ground seizing. She had fallen on top of a bunch of stuff and was breathing, but seizing and making this snoring sound. The shop owner ran over to her and yelled for someone to call 911. So I did, I called 911 and the dispatcher told me to get closer to the lady so she could hear her breathing. I was in such shock so I handed the phone to the store owner and the dispatcher said to start CPR (even though she was breathing?). Within a minute the ambulance was there and I took them to where the lady was still unconscious, but no longer seizing. I got my phone back from the shop owner and left. I just couldn’t be in there any longer because my anxiety got so bad. I got in my car and just cried. The ambulance was parked behind me so I just waited there until they got her in. When they wheeled her out she was awake and talking with them so that made me feel better. Idk, I just can’t get the whole thing out of my head and my anxiety is so bad. I feel bad too because I couldn’t go over and give her CPR. I just couldn’t do it and I feel guilty. 


Any advice on dealing with trauma like this? I know it may be silly for some people, but I’d never experienced something like this before. It did make me feel better knowing she was awake and that for some reason, the thought that EMTs see stuff like this all the time and are strong enough to help.