My ex broke up with me around 3 weeks ago. 

We’ve been arguing and stuff and I was telling her how much I regretted the stuff I said to her. I said it was due to my BPD. My sex drive was high and I seek validation through sex. I had abandonment issues. I was jealous and insecure. 

Everytime I try to validate the issues we had and promising her that I’m aware of my issues and I will make a effort to fix myself and my head. 

She would shit on me and make me feel like the evil person for having a mental health disorder. She kept shrugging off the fact that I was blaming it on BPD. She infact got angry about that. 

Am I in the wrong for blaming shit I said on my mental illness or is she in the wrong for not understanding and shitting on me?