i'm so into music so i was thinking maybe piano or guitar but then i'm like i'm underestimating how hard it may be.

drawing is deffo too hard but i suppose if i'm not showing it to people who cares?

i just want an outlet that isn't drink/drunks/self harm suicide. 

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i'm also struggling with the thought of 'i'm so unhappy, i could change my life so why aren't i?' there's a lot going on.