Hi I have been diagnosed lately but I feel like they have got me a little bit wrong. My main issue is that I don’t really feel love towards anyone. I don’t miss my family members when they are gone, not my bf either. I always feel like I am just mirroring other peoples feelings in order for my reactions to be socially appropriate. I am quite good at that. But honestly I feel like I am a sociopath or something similar. Does anyone else have this issue? Also when someone yells at me I am very quick to cry and afterwards I do feel, but then I start reevaluating upon how I reacted and in hindsight I almost feel as if it were a preformance. Is this normal for BPD? Or do you think there might be something else? I am not asking for a diagnosis. To not violate the rules, I am just asking if this is common for others too.