Currently crying in the bathroom at work because of this, and writing this because why not. I can’t handle it, my brain goes straight to “I wouldn’t want to talk to me either” and feeling completely worthless. I usually have to just leave or shut down. Like no I can’t just tell you again, now you’re ready to listen to me. I know people don’t mean it, but then I make them even more frustrated by not saying what I was going to say. I also have a really quiet/soft voice so I can’t speak very loud in general. Cnroskrnpgdlrkt I hate being such an emotional mess.