I've been thinking about this for a long time now, I thought I was in love with a few people in the past and even right now but it's never been healthy. I start being overly anxious and obsessive and split on them often. I don't know if that is "love" or if that's just my stupid bpd brain. I even did a bit of research of what it's supposed to feel like but I have never experienced that so maybe I have never really loved someone? Or am I overthinking this now? Idk I really need some input from you guys