was unable to keep my job due to my depression and anxiety, and lost my apartment. now am living in a leased car, i always try to stay positive but it’s hard when everything around you is falling apart it’s just now kicking in that i actually lost everything i alway remind my self that i always have a way out if i end up being homeless and can just take my life but i can’t even do that right. never thought this would happen to me. we can’t live freely on this world . why are there so much rules to just live