My family doesn’t believe I’m fucking depressed. They think I just want to have low energy and low motivation? Like they think I’m just some loser who wants to throw it all away. I’m not I’m fucking not I don’t wanna throw my life away. I want to be successful I want them to be proud of me but it’s so fucking. ITS SO FUCKING HARD. My parents are fucking annoying me by calling me 24/7 to make sure I do every little thing but it’s starting to piss me the fuck off because they don’t see me as someone struggling they see me as a loser who is just crying for attention. I don’t want attention I want to be left alone but I let them into my life to feel better. Jesus fucking Christ I feel like I have to kill myself to prove a point. Maybe then they’d fucking understand. Fuck everything I hate this life and hate that I have to be guilt tripped into living. Fuck everything.