Well  the info is in the title. I love my bf a lot we have been together 6  yrs but idk i feel like a corpse and he just does his thing and i dont  feel loved. This has never happened to me before and i feel he gained my  trust so he could just use me as a sex doll. I am am angry at myself  and harming myself because one part of me feels i deserve it and  another, well idk.