I don’t know, I’m really tempted to cut myself because I heard it relieved stress and I want the easy way. Everything always fucking happens to me, I have no fucking friends because the closest ones I have left me and both my parents are selfish pricks who only fucking care for themselves. I just want to be happy and know what it’s like to wake up actually wanting to continue going and enjoy the day, I don’t care what it takes, I just wanna be happy. I hate my family, I hate my country and this planet and everyone. No one cares about what I feel. The only other friend I have is ignoring me over god knows what, because god forbid I have a fucking break. I want to kill and hurt myself but I’m too scared of a damn water slide so how am I gonna willingly hurt myself. I’m such a coward, I’m ugly, I’m useless, I’m a burden and a prick to everybody else and I just wanna die