ive dealt with my family being transphobic to me for 3 years. i knew i was trans at 12, im now almost 16. ive had one attempt, ive ran away and ive sh-ed for a while (though recently, im clean). its getting harder and harder to keep myself alive. i hate being in this house. i cant do it for 3 more years and my parents arent coming around and i know they wont ever. i know everyone says it gets better, but i cant see how... i need help.