I really am. I’m afraid that things will only get worse and we’ll be on lockdown again and social distancing forever, vaccinated or not. I don’t wanna be separated from my friends again 

It’ll also be my first year and birthday without my Dad, who passed away in October. I loved him and I know he loved me too. I’m scared what life is gonna continue to be without him. 

I wanna cry but I believe that’ll only make me seem weak for a 33 year old autistic guy.