This is seriously my biggest issue.. but today I had cancelled plans to go to a big event with my friend and her friend. It’s a wedding show and it’s a convention and I am just getting back from a trip and just feel like it’s not best for me to go.
I let my friend know (a day prior… I know I’m sorry) but I could tell in the messages she wasn’t super happy.. I’m over here stressing and thinking ugh she’s mad at me. I can’t handle this feeling. I am sitting and stewing.. I finally just asked her if she’s mad and she said not mad just bummed. I feel terrible - I feel like maybe I should’ve just kept people pleasing and went but idk I think I made the right decision.
I gave my ticket to one of her friends to go instead. I just idk I feel like this is consuming me.