i live with 4 extremely energetic younger siblings who are always fighting, my parents are in the middle of a horribly messy divorce and my dad has gone full blown psycho. 

me and my mom and siblings had just moved into a tiny motel room to get away from my dad whereas he is so mentally unstable it scares me he might kill my entire family out of nowhere. 

it’s my first day in this apartment and my dad doesn’t know where we went, and he’s trying to claim my mom is alienating her children (which she is not. he actually is). he is also getting his family members to join in and say my mom is and “unfit parent” because she apparently “babies” us, because she doesn’t agree with full on physical child abuse. 

he is extremely emotionally abusive, and has been physically in the past. dcfs will do absolutely nothing about any of it and i just want the stress and anxiety to end. but my dad is making it as miserable as he possibly can for all of us.

i suffer from extreme anxiety and whenever i hear fighting or loud noises i start to have breathing problems, i get extremely angry, i get lightheaded, and it honestly just feels like the end of the world everyday.