Okay, so I really need genuine advice on this one. Me (19F) and my bf (20M) are together for 2 years now and we really love each other. we‘ve been through a lot and I am 100% sure he really loves me more than anything. The problem is that I have bpd and because of that I tend to be extremely jealous. He knows that and even tho it gets really hard sometimes we always manage to just talk about it and calm down. we have a really good relationships, we’re like soulmates. But I feel so shitty for not believing him when he says that I’m genuinely the prettiest girl in the whole universe. I‘m not ugly, a lot of guys think I’m cute. But nothing more. Isnt it kinda unrealistic that he really thinks that way? He also told me that even if he didnt love me I still would be the prettiest to him. I asked him if he just said that because of my jealousy and because he doesn’t wanna make me sad and then he got sad, even a tiny bit frustrated that I felt that way and didnt believe him. (just fyi my jealousy is so bad that I cried a whole day because there was a girl he thought was hot in 10th grade, before he knew me) anyways I wanna believe him so bad but he even said he thinks Im prettier than daenerys from got and thats like impossible. And I already know that daenerys (for example) is not a real competition because shes not real and emilia clarke is a big star but the thought that he might find her prettier/ or even just sexier than me is killing me. my stupid brain just always thinks that hes lying and theres a lot of girls that are way prettier than me to him. thanks for reading :) edit: I asked the same question in another subreddit and some guys said that hes lying or he just feels this way because he loves me (as if hes blind from love) and now I feel like shit