I’ve read that those with BPD fluctuate with whomever, and have no sense of self. But sometimes it truly feels like there are multiple people in my head talking—and there is a very bad one proceeding right now.

Does anyone else feel like they actually LIKE being bad for a while? Like they enjoy indulging in their BPD? It’s like I have an episode and some demon takes over and when the episode is done, a completely new person appears.

Maybe I’m just drunk (I am).