People tell me that if I do things I like, things will be better for me. I’ll be sociable, I’ll meet people with common interests, potential romance, etc. Truth is I don’t really like doing anything. I used to kinda like going to the gun range but that’s too expensive. I write, but that’s kind of a private thing until I want feedback. I eat all my food for the day before noon because that’s my only real hit of dopamine for the day, I don’t really have any friends in this city. Most nights I just sorta end up smoking weed until it puts me to sleep even though I know it’s not good for me. I think a lot of it has to do with me cultivating interests I could do alone (writing, games, visual media) when I was a kid because I didn’t have friends then either but now I’m at the point where nothing really especially good anymore