I’m single… and have been single for a year 1/2…. Longest time ever in the history lol… anyways, i really want to get back in a relationship… but that’s my problem…. I’ve never had a healthy relationship.. let alone a dating period. Always jumping straight into relationships but i really don’t want to do that, but at the same time i hate small talk and want to cut to the chase lol. There’s no In between… u either fuckin w me or u not…. Is how i look at it but how can i stop thinking that way??? I understand it’s not healthy ✨