Does anyone else feel like hell when you don't have chocolate? Like on the verge of tears and screaming/having a tantrum? Idk why but ive been this way all my life and it only got worse the older i got, i can't go three days without it or I'll get upset. I tried to stop but after a week i started feeling like shit(tired, aggravated, all around unpleasant) 
When i have some im calmer, more myself, easier to be around, i can function and tbh more relaxed
Is this a bpd thing?