Hi! This is my first time posting here, and I'm coming because I have no other place where I can say out loud how I feel and why because it may sound to other people like I'm exaggerating, and I think this is a safe place for me. I'm gonna start my venting, sorry for spamming you.

So, there's this girl who I know because she is close friends with my friend, let's call her K. Since I met K I was curious about her, I really wanted to approach her, but I never did it because I'm incredibly shy and K seemed like a cool girl and I didn't know if she would like to hang out with me. Later I learned from my friend that K was a lonely girl who had an angsty depression since she was a kid, was in a relationship with a jerk but was still with him because she didn't want to be alone. Also I learned that K and I shared a lot of things in common, so I wanted even more to get to know her! We could do things like going out and we both could gain a friend, we could support each other and do a lot of stuff. 

I got out of my comfort zone and talked to K through Instagram when she replied a story that I uploaded. We talked for a bit about our love for lemon cookies, and then I told her that I really wanted to talk to her but I was very shy, and she said she wanted to talk with me too but she was shy as well. We talked a lot about our things in common and we agreed on fooling around together once I came back from the trip I'm currently doing. This whole thing was like since Sunday.

Since then I started tagging K in memes and K did the same, we talked a little more, but then today Facebook went down and I couldn't tag her in something, and I'm very mortified because I don't want our newborn bond to finish, I really want to be her friend but I don't even know what to talk to her anymore so she doesn't lose interest.... I have been thinking about it since last night, and I know it's obsessive but I don't know how to deal with it. It's like im trapped in my own feelings. 

