It’s frustrating. I need to get things done, i have a high stakes exam to pass. Meds worked last week, felt almost back to baseline, albeit a bit grey and dull. I don’t care so much about the numbness, i just need the brain power and drive to do shit. Right now I’m feeling so tired and foggy and demotivated. At least I’m not in pain, that’s definitely the worse part about this chemical imbalance-the paralysing pain that radiates from my head to my chest. It’s frustrating, I can get so much done when i’m alright, right now i feel like an invalid.