Im too tired to leave my bead for things like school or therapy even though i know i should. I’m just too tired to care enough. I know that always doing whatever is the easiest for me in the moment will backfire in the long term but i’m too tired to worry about it right now. The few people who at least on some level want to help me are growing impatient from my lack of cooperativeness. I feel bad for them essentially wasting their time, but at the same time im too tired to really care. Everything is becoming gradually harder as time goes on and there is no easy way out, which basically means that there is no way out given how lazy I am.