I am a 27 years old man that despite trying really hard and giving his best, fails miserably.

Long story short, I had acute anxiety issues and had (until now) trouble establishing relations or making friends. To this date, I have zero friends and ended up talking to anybody but my cat, as funny as it sounds.

Regarding to my career, I graduated from law school last year, but it was all for nothing, as I have been unemployed for several months despite actively looking for anything at this point. Despite my limitations, I managed to get the equivalent of a GPA between 3.4 to 3.7 out of 4. Seems like it is not enough to get any job. 

Then, when it comes to women and or dating, I do not know what to think anymore. Throughout my life, I have had a couple girlfriends a one friend with benefits perhaps all out of pure luck, as I have always been bad at talking to women or flirt (I have got just a little better after so many years). However, I had been on a long term relationship with a really beautiful and physically gorgeous girl that sadly ended up not working anymore and we broke up. That was perhaps the most lucky I have ever been, because I always thought I was a POS and that such a girl was out of my reach (I had low self-steem). Somehow, she did not care if I was sometimes anxious and was always supportive and never cared if I struggled with money. After such breakup, I tried online dating but I have been rejected/ghosted hundreds of times at this point by less pretty and/or gorgeous girls. I just do not understand it. I can not be that ugly, because, had I been, I would have never been in a relationship with my ex gf. I have also lost a lot of weight by eating healthier and going to the gym consistently,  got a better haircut and beard trim, but it seems that I am not enough not even for average women. Not enough despite how hard I try to improve. I  gave up on trying.

At the end, it does not matter how hard I try, I just can not get what I want. I am not looking for great things anymore, but normal or just average. I had to take this out of my chest because I have no one. 

Pd: English is not my native tonge.