This is driving me crazy. I seem to have isolated myself from my world where I now can't enjoy anything I used to. If I even THINK about video games or music, I get a wave of panic come over me and my head hurts. All the things I used to do that would help me relax now hurts me. I'm so lost and don't know what to do anymore. Not sure why I'm posting this, maybe for some reassurance? I don't know. I'm not sure how much longer I can live like this.