
I have BPD and ADHD . I used to be diagnosied with psychosis but it was later then understood that i hve not had a psychosis episode but rather just brief symptoms. I have been told by my psychiatrist to stop taking my Quetiapine after taking it since October 2020 , I was taking 175mg and had to taper off it by decreasing 25mg less every week, i have been off it for a week. I am also taking a small dose of 5mg of methylphenidate as i am being titrated on it for ADHD. I keep seeing a tiny fly flying in front of me randomly for days and randomly disappears and reappears. At first it was real, i took a pic of it and a friend told me they could see it. i'd see it in the same room whilst im relaxing, but i was also freaking out a bit trying to figure out if it was real. then i saw it again but in a different room which doesnt happen, i kept trying to reach out for it and to move it away but it'd hover away or disappear and come near my face again. then i went out and was chilling on a bench, once again i saw it, but there were other flies and my other friend said he caught it, but then a few seconds later i saw it near me again and i kept trying to catch it and i couldnt, it'd disappear then reappear. I dont know if i have stressed myself about it that i am actually faking the fly. I really hope i am not hallucinating. Bugs are also a fear of mine but it's the same tiny fly i keep seeing hovering in the same place in front of me, like near my neck. I also been having hypnagogic hallucinations for 2 days after coming off quetiapine but i have had this before so it's not new to me and apparently is normal to have. I am also thinking that my own friends are talking about me or whispering in front of me about me constantly. I think of so many bad thoughts being anxious of everything like the future and thinking about past trauma. my emotions are back full blast. However, i also didnt feel like quetiapine did much but now coming off it, just helped with sleep now i feel erratic , sensitive, struggle to make eye contacr and i am stripped away from my confidence and feel sensitive over everything.