I have so much anxiety about relaxing; my brain thinks I constantly need to be productive. So I feel anxiety when I watch tv. I just want a day or two to do nothing. It's not a depressive thing this time -- I actually had a job interview today and got out of the house for a few hours and cleaned my room. I'm feeling relatively stable. I'm just anxious my stepdad is going to come in and be mad that I'm laying on my bed during the day.