I have BPD and the more I look into myself the more I realize she does too and that’s where it all started. She is stubborn and ill-educated and doesn’t want to even consider that she may have a mental illness. But every few days, she has her mood swings and sends me vicious or guilt inducing messages with the sole intention of making me feel shitty and guilty and sad and make me change my life to fit whatever unspoken mold she finds acceptable. Just casually injects more poison into my psyche at a random Monday night at 2 am, and then doesn’t want to discuss or fix anything. 