This is just a vent because I feel frustrated and was triggered by someone on reddit who invalidated me/my emotional abuse experience and I’m just waiting for the horrible feelings/flash of anger to pass. Some people are such assholes, and they’re all the worse for it when they think they’re not and speak /down to you/ like you’re lesser than them just because you’re not speaking face to face. 

Like, get lost. 

I’ve gotten enough of that on the daily from people who thought my appearance + quiet demeanor must mean I’m a total bimbo (literally have had people bring this up to me after they got to know me! Just whyyy). Just brings up a lot of shit. I’m going to try to get my mind off my emotions and not cry or split again by practising some piano (positiveee). 

These triggers are so common for me when posting in social or public online places because of the stress they instill due to the whole fear of negative judgement and bullying. Esp as a woman where the experience can be worsened just by having a female name. Anyone else get that little spike of *holy crap aaaaah can’t stop thinking about this now whatifsomeonehatesme* when you post even the most non-controversial thing?

PS I hope anyone who reads this has a lovely day as you’re all wonderful people who make others in this sub feel welcome. It’s a nice safe place. Thank you for this.