Idk man just some depression shit 

I got told that as a child, a teenager and an adult and I’m never sure if this chain will ever stop. I don’t do anything bad, I’m very shy in person but I feel an intense hatred for myself and I’m afraid I’ll have a hard time in college. Before I talk to people, or just anyone, I always assume they hate me and feel alone. Even being in a serious relationship that ended half a year ago I still assume that I’ll be alone, I’m worthless, I’m in for a bad time and everyone shittalks me, etc. like I just want friends at college who accept me for who I am but I’m not sure if I’ll have that tbh