So my doctor cut me off of lithium because when I got my ECG my heart rate was a bit slow. We're waiting for me to get a call from the cardiologist for a second opinion before I can get a refill. But I talked to a walk-in clinic today over the phone and they said that that's not normal. I've been holding it down, as I've been off work, but the past few days it's come to a head, that's why I reached out, as my gp is on vacation. I have a new job contract, I start Sunday, and I'm falling apart without my meds. I don't know what to do, or how I can deal. This is the first time in a couple years I've been suicidal. I'm in Canada, I'm not sure if cutting me off like this is normal, or if there's any self help tips to get me through???