Buying a business as well as leaving job. Seller is very difficult and things are just not going well. Feeing constantly nauseous and panic-dumb. I’m generally fairly intelligent, but in this state my cognition seems way off and I feel like a constant fight or flight. I’m not helping get this deal done. Feeing like it will never end, a failure, imposter, weak..  I know intellectually it’s not true, but I can’t get my emotions or body to agree. Trying to cut down on coffee. Trying deep breathings. Helps momentarily, but then right back to nausea and panic.