I’ve done this to so many other fp’s and “best friends”. It’s like my mind switches to a different perspective. I have a hard time seeing the benefits of our relationship and all I can think about is how disrespectful and deceitful they are. 

I can already tell that this one is going to over soon. I’m losing my temper quicker and more frequently, everything they say and do just pisses me off, I’m constantly running scenarios of me telling them we’re done, etc. 

Right now for some reason it feels really good to be confrontational and angry, but I’ll probably regret what I’ve done a year later and cry myself to sleep every night.