

I’m a female, 21. I’ve been working since I was 14 years old, although i’ve been employed most of that time (consecutively) there’s been times I’ve went without jobs, (few months at a time) I’ve also only held one job for a year… I just feel like something is wrong with me, as soon as I start thinking about having to work the next day this feeling of like almost a homesick feeling starts rushing over me, It’s even made me physically sick before, how do I shake this? has anyone else experienced this? I feel like every job I’ve had I’ve hated, I’ve done several different things. I always get these crazy feelings, and start thinking of different excuses to not go to work, I’ve only called off a few times but in the last few months I’ve dusted like 3 different jobs because i just get so overwhelmed and feel like i just can’t do it anymore. I literally have to be up in 3 hours for work and i’d really rather die. I had an incident 2 nights ago where i had passed out at work and i’m so embarrassed to even go back but i can’t let my boyfriend down, he’s been helping me with money. I’ve always been independent and wish i could just shake this feeling. Someone send advice i need it more than anything right now. never felt so low in my life