So I believed I was an incarnation of Archangel Michael for 2 years. I had recently had a relationship with an abusive psychopath who I believed was Lucifer and so I thought I have come to Earth to defeat him and banish all evil from the planet so we can enter a new golden age of heaven on Earth. I had a profound sense of mission and purpose and my identity gave everything meaning. I embodied strength, courage, confidence, power, protection etc. 

I believed I was the most powerful man in the world, a master of the universe. I had supernatural confidence, intelligence and wisdom. I was as free as an Angel within myself. I was going to become a billionaire because of the great gifts I had to give humanity. Service to others and carrying out the will of God was all I knew. I was animated by the Divine and just blissfully observing my life unfolding. 

I was living at a super high vibration in the 12th dimension of consciousness. I was seeing Arcturian UFOs in the sky and communicating with them telepathically. I felt deep peace and unity. I knew I was going to return to heaven when I died so I had no fear of death nor anything else. I was going to be promoted from Archangel to Seraphim for my service to humanity. 

All the while I had cut myself off from everyone who cared about me and was purely focused on this internal world, my own intuitive introverted subjective reality. Well, let's just say it all collapsed spectacularly. I attempted suicide, was diagnosed with schizophrenia and now I have been severely depressed and confused for 1.5 years since losing my amazing fantasy life. 

There is so much more to the story, happy to answer questions and hear about your similar experiences.