I was wondering if anyone else gets terrible anxiety around their SO. 
Sometimes my anxiety gets so bad I noticeably shake. 
I feel it as soon as I see him. 
We live together and have two kids together but raise six due to us both children before we met each other. 
It’s not always there but when it is it’s super strong. It’s a hate anxiety. I don’t hate him but my anxiety makes me feel as if I do. 
I think he’s cheating or it’s more of an I know he’s cheating anxiety mixed with other things. 
(( I have no proof of him cheating and I don’t always feel that way. It’s when the anxiety comes on )) 
Does anyone else experience this or have you in the past ? 
Does it go away. 
Why do I do this ? Why did or do you do it. Did you stay and fight through it or try and fix it or did you leave thinking it’s a bad sign from the universe.