Hey guys, I wonder if anyone can help answer my question. Just for info: I [ 23 F] 've been taking antidepressants for about 2 years, exchanged them a couple of times, dosed up, but I cannot stand taking them anymore. The don't work no matter what recipe my shrink gives me and I just hate taking them. 
Problem is if I forget to take them for a single day, I already feel all the negative effects of withdrawal: nausea, headaches, dizziness ect. I have no idea what to do. Yes, a lot of people will tell me to go to my shrink so she can tell how to proceed, but I know she'll simply ignore it and say I need to keep taking them. But I feel like they are taking a toll at my mental health. I don't know what to do. Any good advice is welcomed.