Hey everyone, I'm a college student and I'm in my second year, doing engineering and I liked a girl,
(I'm not sure about my feelings rn) like I really liked her, everything about her was so damn cool, from S-tier humour to superb looks, she has everything.

And after 3 months of gathering courage I finally approached her, and by approach I mean started talking to her, complimented her playlist and everything, we were really doing great and then at the end of the week I found out she was seeing someone at the moment.

It always happens with me, every fucking time, I become really fucking tired at the end of the day and I need someone to talk to, everyone in my friend circle is comitted, they won't even come to room before 11, I'm alone, exhausted and now I'm feeling really stupid and...I'm feeling super out of the world, I tried working till I'm tired but the thought is coming to me again and again, she's even coming in my dreams. Sorry I'm sounding childish, I want to vent and I want to clear my head.

I know I can't do anything if she is liking someone and confessing your feeling to someone you don't even know properly is just straight up stupidity. 

I'm so tired of getting rejected, ignored and taken lightly, I wanna be loved, I want to take long walks, I want to talk, I want to tell someone how much they mean to me, I think I still like her, but it's over and I'm really tired.