So someone who knows I have BPD asks for space and so we take space, then (were roommates) were cool and friendly and she shared with me her private story’s new name but hides her user very obviously so I can’t see and stuff like that which makes me feel like she’ll always just think of me as crazy and uncontrollable and that’s why she does shady things like that in front of my face which hurts a lot since we were so close once, and I’ve been taking a lot of me time so her doing these things really makes me feel like I should lose hope of ever being close again and maybe I deserve better because should I even try with someone who will always just act like I’m a ticking bomb around me?? Idk what the boundaries or what crossing the line should be when it comes to how people round me treat me due to my BPD 
Does anyone’s else’s friends or people close to them act like this? Should it be ok? Do I deserve better than this treatment or am I overthinking it...?