I feel so miserable every single day. I hate my life. At this point I have nothing to live for. I’m on meds for anxiety, depression, and my mood.. I stupidly stopped taking my meds a couple months ago and I’m really struggling. Nothing in my life is good right now and lately I’ve been binge eating and gained 15 pounds so I look disgusting on top of it all. I feel like I can’t control anything.. my eating, my spending habits, my life in general. I’m constantly looking for something to just fill this emptiness but nothing ever does. I desperately want a different life but to be honest I’m not doing the things that align with the life I want. It feels so out of reach. I’m just venting because I have no idea where to go from here.