The world feels dark and empty,cold and vast,the bottomless pit that has become my heart remains,everyday I feel alone,empty and emotionless,I can't even smile,sometimes I have to pretend to laugh just to show an ounce of emotion,I lay in bed crying,I don't feel sad I just feel nothing,just nothing,I just don't care anymore,I want to die,I want my pain to end,I want the world to shun me and be left alone,I want to die,but then I'm scared of nothing,but the the immersion of miserblness draws me closer to my evergrowing dread.