I was going to try to hang myself, I tried yesterday but couldn't do it properly when my partner was at work.
I put my puppy in the kitchen when this was happening.  
The last couple times I've been by myself I haven't been good but last night was the worst.
I'm sat on the landing and if to get up she follows me and keeps bringing her toys.  
If I go to where the rope is she starts growling and barking.
She's only 6 months but I couldn't ask for a better doggo.