My aunt is sick and refusing treatment. She pretty much raised me so this is fucking with me. I’m also really behind in school work, just started a new job working with kids with autism, and I have 0 help with household chores. I was screaming at my boyfriend this morning for help and he just kept laughing at me. I get that it’s not his responsibility but I feel like it’s completely impossible to keep up with all of this responsibility. I get so angry and just can’t function. There was a wine glass in front of me and I slammed it down on the table and shattered everywhere. Now my hand is all sorts of fucked up and I still need to clean, write an essay and go to work this week. And worry about who’s going to take care of my aunt because she has nobody, no kids besides me and my brothers. I’m in so much emotional and physical pain. I’m so tired. I want to just disappear