Currently at some family gathering not too many people just a few that i feel like all eyes are on me. First time posting here, currently typing just so i can have something to do. I feel like im thinking 1000 thoughts a second i feel like my thoughts are everywhere except my brain i can feel everything. And i notice everything and im just going insane. If i delete something i just wrote i feel like everyone in the room thinks that im not typing and not doing something i dont know what is going on. I rarely have this and it is only in this situation i am focusing so much on every letter i type and in currrently on 26% battery. I hate when i am like this and it is extremely rare. People who have this daily i am so sorry for you and i really dont know how you can cope. I would much rather have any other issue than like this i hate when i am like this i cant move cant think i feel like everyone can see my thoughts. I just want it all to end fffucked