does anyone else feel like theres no point? like im not gonna kms so dw im not asking for advice or anything but i just sometimes imagine how i would live life if i wasnt mentally ill and didnt have bpd. like almost everyone im friends with is mentally stable and had loving parents their almost entire lives and theyre so happy. idk i just feel weird like what is the point in living if im never gonna be mentally stable and not traumatized in one way or another??? whats the point if my little mentally ill brain will just keep on misunderstanding peoples messages and automatically assume theyre mad at me and eventually make me split on them and i know i can somehow recover from bpd but like i just dont know yknow i feel out of place ig im not asking for advice but does anyone else feel like this too

i just realized this sounds so depressing loool but this isnt a suicide note or anything so pls dont worry about me