Like I am beyond dysfunctional, but I’m the person that has to fix everything, help everyone, make money, make food, clean, advise, etc. I’m always the person that has to help everybody out. I like feeling needed but it’s exhausting being relied on when you’re so unstable. I’m sure I did this to myself, probably fear of abandonment and all of that. It’s sucking the life out of me.

Why do we give so much and feel so badly for taking anything at all?

(I know there’s a psychological reason but it just fucking sucks lol)