My fp just randomly blocked me after us being bestfriends for over a year. It doesn’t hurt so much right now because it doesn’t really feel real...but i know later when reality hits, all hell is gonna break loose and i’m afraid of what i’ll do when that happens. Idk what to do. It’s christmas and i am hiding in my bathroom crying. I have a feeling it has to do with their S/O. Which makes it hurt even more, the fact that they would completely throw away our friendship for their relationship that i always respected. I don’t know who i am without them. I don’t fucking know how to live without them. ITS FUCKING CHRISTMAS. YOU BLOCK ME ON EVERYTHING ON CHRISTMAS. FUCK YOU