I'm tired of sleeping all the time...of thinking I should do more w nothing. Of ppl whispering in my ears telling me nothing is so valuable. When there's no difference...and they don't get it. I just want to grab thier faces and scream..just scream but I don't want to scream. I don't even want to see them. We can't communicate so why are we here not even a question. Is it that hard to understand why don't you understand why are you so..alien lol. We're the same so can't you just look at my face and tell? Your so blind. Maybe we're both blind and not actually the same...I hate you. I fucking hate you..I fucking hate you I fucking hate you I fucking hate you I fucking hate you I..fucking hate you lol I fucking hate you I fucking hate you I fucking hate I fucking hate you I fucking hate you I fucking hate you I fucking hate you I fucking hate you I fucking hate you so maybe I actually do feel bc I fucking hate you maybe that's all I feel and I'm stuck here w you and your everywhere bc your in my head you don't exist I don't know anything I'm angry at nothing I just made up my own problem bc I truly have nothing I don't hate how can I hate nothing and that's all there is it's all pretend I just get too stick up in roles I'm nothing thier nothing I just have to let go