Usually, whenever something reminds me of her, I feel like my stomach drops and like chills are running through my body. I miss her so much during these episodes, and it feels like I'll never love again. BUT, I was able to just think fondly of some memories of her, and still start to move on. It was nice. I used to be head over heels for her, and for a long time, I would make myself sick wondering what she's up to and how she is (for over two years!) but now I'm moving on. I guess what I'm trying to say is that, you can feel complete again, I promise.