I don’t take care of myself and I genuinely just have let myself go completely. I’ve avoided doctors and dentists for years. I made an appointment for the dentist tomorrow and I’m dreading it. I wanted to cancel it but it’s too late and I know I should really start taking care of myself. Honestly I just feel like I’m not worth it. I hope I go through with it, I want to be proud of myself... i truly can’t imagine somebody doing things like this and not overthink it or stress about it...