If you Google psychological pain bpd is labeled as the highest. We have a high rate of suicide and are consistently tormented by black and white thoughts including suicide. Examples include Vincient van gophs diary quote “the sadness will
Last forever” I cannot open up about my intense emotions for fear of stigma and being labeled as crazy. I guess I am crazy by society’s definition. But that does not mean I am not worthy of love and compassion. My feelings are just so intense they are so hard to harness. I only have medication to alleviate my symptoms. I believe there is no cure to bpd. It is a curse and I feel hardly anyone can understand or relate. I’ve often found my feelings of high and low are so strong  I feel alone. I have a war in my mind.