He's never around. He's always spending more time with other people. He even cheated on me once but I need him. I need him. He doesn't talk to me until late at night. He usually goes brb a lot too. I just don't get why I need him so much or why I love him when he's never there for me. Sometimes I can't help but think he only wants me for the sexual aspect of things. Yet, I love him. I need him. 
I hate this lonliness so much. 