Well actually I'm hurt because of a friend who tries to be more and then he completely ignores me, lies to me, and has been playing games with me... Long story short, what he tells me is true to him, but not for me. What's true to me is not true for him. All of these emotions have me feeling all fucked up when there should be no feelings felt/involved. Now, in my angry pain I am about to do something I shouldn't do but will do just because... It will never be told...