Do you also feel like you’re faking your personality disorder? Now that I stopped taking medications (my psychiatrist let me stop taking it, I also feel like I don’t need it) I keep thinking that I was faking it, that I am faking it. I feel like I was acting like this to get attention and feel “special”. I even asked my psychologist “do I really have bpd?” (she said yes btw) but it doesn’t feel genuine. I didn’t take a lot of meds, the dosage wasn’t that high (but it was enough to make my mom go to the hospital when she took it thinking it was hers). I feel like I’m just a drama queen, someone that need to feel like they’re different from the rest of the world. Do you also feel like this??