Hey this is my first ever post, I'm 24 a lad from the UK who suffers terribly with anxiety, for the past week and a half I have been living with a headache that while doesn't feel as bad as it did at start (touch wood) still doesn't seem to be going away, now health anxiety is something I've suffered with uncontrollably for as long as I can remember so as soon as this headache started up I've automatically assumed that I'm dying from a brain tumour. I know that probably sounds severe but I've got a phone appointment with the doctor tomorrow and I've convinced myself that I'm going to need a scan and that they are going to show that I only have a certain amount of time to live. I've been non stop looking up brain tumour symptoms and people's stories living with them, maybe or maybe not this is making the symptoms feel worse but I feel so utterly helpless and even when I don't notice the headache as soon as I think about it it just starts all over again and the anxiety just heightens. 

Even if I do come out okay I know I can't live my life like this (hopefully I come out of this) and it feels like I'm not going to be able to live a productive life with these constant train of thoughts. 

I'm sorry this is deep and I'm sorry if I sound pathetic but I just can't live like this anymore and I had to open up to someone.

Fingers crossed I'm okay.