all my life, ever since i was a kid ive always daydreamed and created reality's that aren't real, im so invested in it, I get distracted and dont pay attention in school because all I can think about is the world going on in my head, its like a comfort but I can never stop, I will continue this constant alternate reality for the rest of my life. Its not as fun as someone might think, in 8th grade I convinced myself that there was a guy always around me that id talk to everytime I was sad, he was always there and even appeared in my dreams once, i felt that this guy would take me away and bring me to the world ive created in my head and save me from the dark and brutal world i live in. I hate my life and I ruin myself daily, I know it wont ever happen, but all i think about is the imaginary person ive created, he will always be with me and he will always watch me. what is wrong with me.