I struggle with ptsd, adhd, social anxiety and depression. Living like this is a pure nightmare, no one understands me and people I used to see as friends just saw me as an resource to get stuff from and nothing more. I am sick and tired of this shit, it’s hard enough to talk to people and make friends, and it fucking sucks when I do get friends and it turns out just to just be more people that want to use me. It’s like no matter where I look there is no genuine people that actually want to be friends with me. I feel alone and like an alien in this world.