i have meds for anxiety depression and an eating disorder which i don’t take any of them i can’t tell her how suicidal i am or how i’m starving myself and cutting again or how i’m seeing and hearing
things all the time i feel like nothing is real and i’m living in a dream i don’t know te difference between dreams and real life anymore i can feel myself slipping father and farther away from reality i want to tell her i’m not taking them but i can’t what if i want to kill my self with te saved up meds then i won’t be able to i’m so stressed out and i have no one to talk to