So, i’ve been on 50mg now for over 12 weeks and I still feel more disconnected (It feels like nothing is real and my memories are still not sticking; I feel like something physical is wrong, even though blood work and physicals came back normal; I cried for two days wanting to be “normal” again; Honestly, it’s so hard to explain what’s wrong). I don’t know what to do, because the disconnected feeling is making my anxiety spike too much. My doctor instructed me to go up to 75mg, but i’m more nervous cause idk if it’s the right drug or the right dosage. What do you guys think? What’s your experience? I really want to try and get some part of me back. I also got prescribed buspirone, but honestly, I don’t think it’s really helping. Much love!