Okay so I’m only 23 and my life hasn’t been the best…I’m at a point where I just don’t even care anymore. I wanna live a nice lavish lifestyle but unfortunately I can’t which is extremely torturous to me, I wanna be rich (I’m not POOR) but I feel like if I have to work the rest of my life and not be rich and actually enjoy life then I feel like my life is pretty much meaningless. The thought of working someone I don’t even care about for the rest of my life is scary and sad. My life is nothing but, embarrassment, disappointment and grief.