i have extreme trauma when it comes to alcohol, and my boyfriend likes to drink on occasion, he’s okay with me not wanting to be around it but he is drinking tonight and I hate him for it, I want to leave him. Even though he has done nothing to me that has caused me any harm, maybe i’m getting bored? None of this makes sense, i love him, i know i do. i feel like im spiraling. hes the first guy ive been with in over 2 years. i dont know what to do.