Does anyone else feels like they've been waiting for something to happen their whole life? Because I do for some reason, everyday I wake up and have this crazy feeling that today it'll be the day that everything changes. It'll be the day that will change my life, for better. A day when I finally feel okay somehow, a day when Im finally not alone with all this crazy shit that's going on inside my head. A day that I fall in love or that I'll start a career instead of going through the fucking motions everyday. That's what it feels like, just going through the motions trying to feel the void and quiet down the voices inside my head (shoutout bipolar). Take the pill, take the pill it'll make you better, that's all I hear from people around me and im fucking sick of it. The pills don't fucking work, nothing does. It's like im stuck in this fucking loop, unable to break it, just waiting for something to happen. But nothing ever does. Am I the only one that feels this way?