I suffer from imposter syndrome and VERY bad identity issues. I suffered from A LOT of severe trauma that will take more than a decade to get better. Since I have these issues, I look at art and I don't know if anyone deals with this but I try to be other characters I see on the internet. It makes me feel safe because I feel like I AM that character. 

Problem is though... It's someone else's OC. I feel guilty about it but I love their character so much to the point I want to look almost exactly like them. Is that bad? I feel like it's bad but I'm also not sure if it's a good way to cope.