Over the years I’ve failed to make connections with people because of the depression and lack of energy. I had 3 friends and I’m down to my last one… this last friend stopped being my friend and it’s been the must hurtful thus far. She also had BPD but she was the life sucking type. And couldn’t bring herself to empathize with me at all. Now I officially only have one friend. I will cherish her. But idk why I feel embarrassed