I’ve been on a family vacation for a month, I started off really good but by the end of the first week, I wanted to go home because I just wanted to be alone and away from people and I really missed home. Still I was able to stay normal and enjoy the vacation.

But now that I’m home, I feel so terribly alone but at the same time, the thought of leaving the house makes me really sick. It makes me so scared and anxious. So I tried contacting a friend to arrange a meet up hoping to overcome this phase and force myself out but as this has been the first time in a long time I’ve actually texted a friend, I ended up not asking for any meet up and ended the convo feeling really unwanted:(