I've been through many therapists already. Some of them suggested going to a psychiatrist. And since I'm tired and I really trust my latest therapist, I'm finally doing it now.  
What should I expect about this first session?  
In all honesty I'm just really really scared they will either think I'm "ok" and let me go, or that they actually diagnose somesomething  
I don't even really know anything about what is going on with me.  
I just want to be able to live, to do stuff, to not feel like everything requires such a crazy amount of effort, to not feel like I'm hurting everyone around me. To be able to think clearly and not have a bunch of noise in my head.  
I'm ok with doing meds. I will try whatever it takes. I just want to be able to live as everyone else. Or as closest as I can.