I don’t have many friends, I have literally one who I do stuff with and invites me places, no one else really wants to know me. I’ve been best friends with her for about 8 years now. Anyway, she started defending one of my other ‘friends’ who went back to people who had hurt me and it pissed me off. Already spoken to this friend, nothing is changing.

So my best friend of 8 years replied ‘she probably doesn’t realise she does it’ when the week before she was supporting me? It makes me think that she’s now best friends with her? 

Does anyone else get really pissed off and paranoid that people don’t care/disrespect your feelings? I’m heading to Uni in September so I have a lot of opportunities to make more friends and have stable friendships (learnt a lot from the past). But right now I feel really lonely and paranoid that I don’t have any friends that truly give a fuck about me and that I’m unworthy of any friendships. 

I honestly feel like breaking down, any support would be helpful I’m really struggling 😣😔