so my first episode was induced by the meds I was using before and they were actually what got me diagnosed bipolar. Later on I've stopped those meds and started using Risperdal and been feeling good ever since, but I can't get it out of my head that I might not be actually bipolar since the episode was induced by meds. I had one episode, later fell into depression, then a shorter episode after and since then I've been feeling okay. I know it doesn't sound right but I keep thinking maybe it was all result of the meds, as I've got better over a month. ( meds were Zoloft and ativan to clarify)