I hate the holidays. It doesn’t matter what the holiday is, I hate them. I find myself constantly checking social media seeing people doing fun things. Meanwhile I haven’t gotten out of bed for two days, haven’t eaten in two days, haven’t seen a person besides my family in over a month, and haven’t gone anywhere besides work and therapy. I’ve isolated everyone from me because there’s no point in trying to be friends with me. I’m so defeated and I’ve just… given up.