Like all the fucking time. Anytime I take the energy and time to explain to someone why i feel a certain way about a certain situation they’ll manipulate tf out of the whole situation and I’ll give up on explaining. It’s so tiring. I can’t even feel a certain way without being told it’s fucking “wrong”. I feel like I’ve always been misunderstood by everyone tbh the few times I’ve felt like people have got me is when they’re pretending in hopes that I’ll shut up and stop talking. Having people in your life who just go out their way to make you feel like shit is no longer worth it. Being lonely is better at least I don’t have to pretend peoples shitty treatment towards doesnt completely ruin my day and mood.