Hi i don't know where to start, for years I felt something is wrong with me, I always kept a diary, because it was easier to write my feelings than telling someone how I feel, I always felt the necessity to cut, myself to die, the anxiety it was to big for me, the feeling, the sadness, , when. I start having boyfriend's they thought I was crazy and I start feeling it too, today with 22 finally after 3 years in the phisology and 2 in psychiatrist, it diagnosed with BPD and it made me realized I'm not crazy with my medication I've feeling a little bit better and I've been 1 year with medication for depression ( my mom passed away 2 years ago) so it's been some pretty rough years for me , but I'm really happy especially for all those boyfriend's that yelled at me that I'm crazy for having those thoughts, or when I used to cut myself or to having eating disorders.

Thanks ! If you read me, I just wanna share the good news