23M who has been struggling with depression for years. Work a night job so it’s hard for me to get up in the morning and have no motivation to do since. I like gambling. Used to be big into playing poker and now I just hardly want to play. Job feels like a dead end, didn’t finish my college degree as I was undecided and hated class. Still live at home. Go through spurts of being happy, but that’s usually when I’m drinking with buddies. Feel like gambling may have taken over my life. Just bored of everything. Haven’t gained a pound in 5 years and have been struggling with girls. Just wanted to post my rant on Reddit, feel free to comment how your life is going and what your struggles are and habits you have to make yourself feel better. I haven’t really been able to find them