I want to stop taking my lexipro(i think thats how its spelled). Ive been on it for 4 years and it does help, but I honestly feel nothing, my emotions are nowhere to be found, the only thing i feel still is anger it seems, im not sure really whats wrong with me, or if its even the meds, even typing this i feel like a crazy person, i cant even get sexually aroused im just like a blob of nothing. i tried getting off of it before and i was doing well even tho the withdrawal symptoms were horrible, like really not fun, especially if you have health anxiety like i do. I feel like im one of the people that needs to be on meds tho, like I actually have an anxiety problem its not just like a “walk thru the woods and clear your mind” thing, that doesn’t work for me. In the end it seems to be a tradeoff, suffer with anxiety or trade your emotions and feel nothing. 

TLDR-i want to stop taking my meds, but dont know if i should but i want to feel emotions again