I don’t know who else I can talk to about anxiety so this is my go to place. It’s difficult for my loved ones to understand my anxiety and I understand that, it’s not an easy thing to grasp tbh, but sometimes I really wish they did.

School is really stressing me out I’m in my last year and it’s just so much work I’m constantly thinking about school work and trying not to fall behind. I have a not so great maths teacher and I’m scared I’m not gonna do as well as I know I can because of her. 

Anxiety is still new to me and reading some peoples posts on here makes me doubt myself and question if I even have anxiety. Everyone has these scary symptoms and I don’t know if I’m just lucky I don’t have them or if they’re gonna come with time and my anxiety will just get worse. I know everyone experiences things differently but still kinda scares me.

I always try to plan out what I want to achieve when I wake up (even though it’s nothing big just something like cleaning my room or trying to workout) but I end up not getting something done or it takes up too much time and then I feel like shit. 

I feel like I don’t have time for myself anymore with all the school work, even things like drawing which I love is starting to feel like a chore sometimes. 

I’ve literally cried every day this week because I’m so overwhelmed and it’s only the start of October idk how I’ll manage when it comes to my final exams. 

Sorry for the long post I don’t think anyone will read this but that’s ok i think I just needed to get it out. :(