Recently been trying to get sober (had a set back recently) and I noticed one of the immediate things I did to combat the emptiness of not having a GF/FP anymore was immediately get on Tinder and start talking to someone. Well we talked for like 6 days back and forth sending pics and generally feeling good. And then she ghosted me.

It was like I couldn't get my fix anymore. I wanted to send her all sorts of messages so I kept sent her 3 last messages before finally deciding to delete her number so I could never talk to her again. 

I feel so empty without someone to keep my brain busy like that. Without someone to focus on and think about and talk to. Just as empty (if not more) than if I don't take drugs.