I’m 22 and I really have made all the wrong choices in my life.  Because of my horribly unstable identity and self-image I have constantly changed my major, career interests, etc and I’m left jobless with no prospects.  Also about relationship decisions because I kept getting back with my ex.  

I had a mental breakdown a few months ago because of all this, I realized how many stupid decisions I had made, and since then I have been basically daydreaming about going back in time and redoing literally everything.  It’s a coping mechanism for the intense despair, anxiety and depression I feel about the life I’ve created.  It’s gotten to the point where I literally believe sometimes I will wake up and it’ll be 5/6 years in the past.

I hate the life I’ve created for myself so much.  And I’m only wasting more time being in this state but I can’t snap out of it.  I don’t know if I ever will.