I was having a really, really rough night and wrote this. For context, I was an ASL student so I sign a lot, even when it's just me. D is my Dad and M is my younger brother (I live at home). 

Can you relate and would you call it racing thoughts or something else? I felt like my head was going to explode like those watermelons with hundreds of rubber bands around them. Entry:

I am stuck in my head I see everything I think spelled out by floating hands in sign language everything I hear is amplified and overwhelmed by the sounds of everything stuck in my head all these phrases and songs on repeat creating some ocean of sound and D says that I need to be aware of my anger because it's affecting M, not my problem, he says it is my problem and my reasoning is flawed, I stomp downstairs and am going to bed within ten minutes of dinner finally being ready, I come down cursing and shaking and I start crying because my head is so loud, every little thing sends me over the edge, I cannot fucking stand my own mind, sleep is the solution turn off my brain for a while, have to make it fucking quiet everything is too loud