When we are younger you always sit there and wonder what it's like when you have kids or when your friends have kids and when you will meet that special person well every single one of my friends met their person and some are having kids I went and saw my friend I hadn't scene in a few years and met her kid and it's just hitting me that im so far behind all my friends I'm 26(M) and I literally don't do anything because my depression and anxiety get to me to bad I feel alone and I feel like everyone is living their lives and I'll be left behind I can't fault anyone for living and I want them to have the beat lives ever but lately more and more I'm afraid I'm gonna be left behind that no one is gonna have time for me and i won't have anything left besides me myself and I left I don't know how to coupe with the thoughts of being alone