I hate waking up to fear and losing sleep over it as well. Every second of the day I fear I am dying. I got water up my nose? I’m dying from brain eating amoeba. I have a pain in my neck? There is a tumor there. I have and eye injury that caused abnormal dilation? It is dilated because of an aneurysm. I am in constant fear. I dread doing simple things like driving or going to school because of my fears. The only thing I’m not scared of is people. Because people are delicate. I simply cannot live.