It took me months to get into the place where I am now since I have moved away from home in 2020 and got apartment with my roommate(ex best friend of 6 years) so we can pursue our careers together at the same college. 

Let's just say everything have been an extreme rollercoaster for me since then which I will list off of the effects and some causes from it.

•Failed fall semester in college.
•Working two jobs that takes all of my free time.
•Got diagnosed with Anxiety and Depression by counselor.
•Got diagnosed with High Blood Pressure and Insomnia by primary doctor.
•Losing (ex) best friend of 6 years over a situation with her boyfriend and my (ex) boyfriend.
•Breaking up with ex boyfriend who was entitled, demanding and manipulative.
•Struggling to socialize with people and have extreme loneliness.
• Currently failing college (might lose scholarship)
•Lose over 15lbs, gaining grey hair, fainting spells and motivation from extreme stress.
• Suicidal thoughts occur almost daily.
•Constant pressure from parents to always do multiple things at once.
•New management at job make jobs more unjoyable and harder to balance schedule.

At this point with my life I am extremely tired and vulnerable from what I had to experience in past few months. Times I want to lay in my bed and do not get up because something always occur to make me more stressed out. In a way, I think I am mentally broken from how I can't process something so stressful without my mind going blank for a extremely long time. 

My old friend (ex boyfriend/high school sweetheart) told me I need to go back to my counselor and get a new job so I can breath. More than anything, I want to just take a break from the world for at least a week to regroup my brain. Yet, the only day I have "off" is friday I spend inside a classroom and I'm off to try bunch up ton of school work. To this day, I wish I could walk away from everything and forget who I am. What should I do?