Emotionally, I feel like I stopped growing at 17. It’s been 10 years and I feel like I haven’t made any progress since then. I actually almost made it, got my college degree, I had my own place, held a proper job for a few years, and boom I gave up I got myself fired I moved out I broke up I sabotaged everything and it’s like it never happened. Last week someone told me I don’t look my age, meaning “I look younger” they were trying to be nice. Bitch I’m 17 inside my own head and I’m almost 30! What the actual fuck. What the fuck. How do you live like this