You didn't do anything wrong. I've been having a breakdown that's lasted over 20 years. I think I need a break from everything. I should've told you this at one point, but... sometimes I need to just be left alone...

I try so hard to have a normal life, but I get in the way of myself.

There's only so many times that I can keep lying to myself until I finally cave in to...

This...

I'm sorry...