I’m tired 
I’m tired of the grey cloud,
And the countless tears it brings. 
I’m tired of the sleepless nights, 
And the endless scenarios running through my head.
I’m tired of the over analyzing, 
And assuming everyone around hates me.
I’m tired of feeling like a burden to the ones I love,
And assuming every stress an ailment they have is my fault. 
I’m tired of over exerting myself for the wrong people and the wrong reasons.
I’m tired of losing my words, 
My inspiration,
My motivation.
I’m tired of the anxiety,
And defaulting to flight when I really want to fight. 
I’m tired of the person I want to be hiding behind this nervous shell of a human being I feel like I am.
I’m tired of being scared, 
I’m tired of being tired, 
I’m tired.