When she's not here I'm fine. I can get all of my work done and then some. I'm calm. It's quiet. 

When she's here she's distracting, always pulling others into minutes-long conversations that can always be conveyed with maybe a sentence or too. Simultaneously, she'll be rushing me to get work done. 

When she's not here, I make minimal mistakes. I have thought out processes, and can work at my own pace. 

When she's here, she throws me off by inserting herself into my task, derailing my train of thought, and I make avoidable mistakes that trigger my anxiety, anger, and apathy. Essentially, a single interaction will flip my positive mood on its head. 

I want to leave so desperately.