Feeling really hopeless and just fucked. I’ve had a partner for about 2-3 years now and I keep having breakdowns that they are leaving or that I like them more than they like me and I keep asking them to leave and they keep saying no and that they want to do anything so “I don’t get mad” and I just feel likr such a monster and this is so unfair and idk I’m really worried how much longer I can keep this shit up.
Anybody else feel fucking ashamed...😞