I wish I could just die sometimes. Friday, Coronado Bridge. I am going to take one long look before I make the biggest decision of my life. I thought put this for 7 (seven) months. Got all my affairs in order. This place, especially America, is the worst place in our solar system. I just don't want to do it anymore. There is no number, no hotline, and/or therapist that can tell me different. Enough mass shootings, enough school shootings. Enough white supremacy, black lives, LGBTQIA7145+ hate. I am done. Friday may be the greatest day of my life.