I just had twin boys not to long ago. They’re 10ish weeks old. It’s been a very volatile time I’m very alone and I am married I have a husband. He left to go live with his parents because he’s saying he’s having an nervous break. I’m trying to be empathetic towards it. But I can’t I’m so tired he only helps sometimes. I haven’t slept a full nights rest in a few months. Now he won’t answer the phone I’m afraid he offed himself. I’m freaking out I haven’t eaten in days I can’t sleep I’m just taking care of my kids. I’m just trying m my best what do I do. I went back to work I work from home and I have to watch them while I work I got nothing done my boss got on me I can’t do it this is too much