
example, my derealisation/depersonalisation, and being hyperaware of things like bodily sensations, or when i watching a tv show, being hyperaware of the fact that they’re acting. i also think i have depression, accompanies with an immense feeling of emptiness and apathy. i also have a crazy negative mindset and i’m always worrying about the future and thinking that everything is just going to continue to decline in my life. 


could there be a chance that there’s a medication out there that could get rid of this for me?
i’ve had really bad mental health (anxiety for basically all my life, and depression up and down since i was like 13)
i’ve never been medicated nor had a therapist, because my parents only begun to take my mental health seriously when i attempted 2 months ago. 
i’m wondering of there’s still hope for me to get out of this since i feel like im so far gone.