I’m 23F and after years of very severe driving anxiety, I got my license in June. Spent a lot of time practicing driving this summer but my nerves got worse almost every single time and my skills have not improved at all. I also nearly crashed right into someone and side scraped a truck in august (all in one day, had a panic attack that nearly sent me to the ER). After that I took a break for maybe about a month, but now I’ve been praying again. Today, I was coming out of a parking lot which is very small and tight that goes out onto a narrow but relatively busy street. As I was trying to get out, I couldn’t get out because it’s a 2 way street and everyone was zipping up and down. After maybe a minute, the car behind me honks, then ANOTHER car comes behind that ones and tries getting ahead of us both to exit. Then, a car tries coming IN and the car coming out and the car coming in nearly crash. The car directly behind me tries to tailgate me and keeps honking and I just start hysterically crying. 

What is wrong with me?? It’s been 4.5 months since I’ve become a licensed driver. I feel incredibly stupid that I can’t do this like a normal person. I also can’t pull into spots to save my life, can’t park on the street, change lanes, not anything. I also drift a ton when I drive. It’s not for me, and that is all.