Thank you for reading &lt;3

I’m in love with a wonderful, caring, sweet man. But I’m afraid l’ll push him away like I do everyone else (:

He is not the problem. He heaps on reassurance and love. But I’m splitting on him a lot, struggling with his object permanence (if we can’t Skype I am inclined to react as if he’s disappeared from existence), and catastrophizing hugely. 

The other day I requested a break, which he gave me, but I’m spiraling. Oh did I mention he’s also my FP?

The next conversation we have over Skype (if he ever texts me again (: ) is about managing expectations. Which he brought up and makes loads of sense.

But until then…any words of comfort and reassurance are most appreciated. Advice is also welcome. Thanks friends.