 I am currently diagnosed with anxiety, depression, anorexia, and ADHD. In recent months my mental health has seemingly gone down the drain. I am primarily concerned by the fact that I might be having delusions that are making me extremely paranoid. These include the belief that my teeth are rotting out of my head, that my circulatory system is blocked /tangled, and that every car that is behind me is an undercover cop about to pull me over, and that I have unknowingly hit a pedestrian or car while driving. In my more logical moments I know that these beliefs are ridiculous, but I can't stop believing them. I have also been disassociating, having extreme shifts in mood, memory loss, and a lack of motivation, and mild suicidal thoughts.

I've been in psychiatric care for most of my life, but I feel uncomfortable sharing this information with my doctors. I feel like I'm a big enough burden already on the people around me. My family has a history of severe bipolar disorder and schizophrenia. I don't know if I can handle being diagnosed with something that serious.