I’ve wanted to learn music theory and piano for a long time but now that covid is here I can’t and honestly I get so so frustrated at my music it’s hard to want to continue to do it. I want it to sound a certain way but it just won’t and I don’t know how to fix it it just gets to be so much. Today I was working on a project and the dam thing happened I couldn’t figure any of it out and I have no Inspiration and along with that I realized I completing fucked up the chords because they were mixing minor and major together. I just want to be able to create something to release but I feel like everything is against me at this point. It’s causing me so much stress and anxiety and I wanna be able to enjoy making music but it just doesn’t come anymore and it could be in part to the anxiety and stress coming from the breakup there’s actually a lot of things it could be but I also wanted to go on a walk but I have anxiety about leaving the house and yeah I just feel really fucked up right now and I need some help. Thanks