Fp said good bye forever. I went NC n didnt tell her. Sent her a msg last night and she asked me to leave her alone. She said I used her. I did. My words didnt match my actions. I see that now. Imma so focused on love and new peeps that I ignored her feelings. I feel shit. So shit. Shes a good person and I pushed her too far with my disrespect. Imma POS always bragging about my GF to my Fp. 

She says Imma friend buuuut I dont act like one. Shes right :| I dump on her so I wont dump on GF. I dont know what to do. Imma sad I caused this. She said the end is to prevent jeopordizing me and my GF :(