I am tired of having anxiety. I am sick of trying to seem collected when I'm literally shaking and inside I'm screaming. I am quite finished with feeling impending doom all the time. I am very VERY done with thinking I'm dying every time I sneeze. I am no longer interested in being unable to sleep at night because mind can't slow down and neither will my heart rate.  
 
I am also tired of not being able to tell most people how I feel. I am quite frustrated with being unable to afford therapy. 
 
I would like to cancel my subscription to anxiety attacks, especially since they sometimes trigger asthma attacks. 
 
I would like to revoke my membership to the constant mental health stigma recipient committee. 
 
I would like to retire from my long held position of feeling like my anxiety isn't severe enough even when it's crushing me because my anxiety attacks don't cause shortness of breath (unless Athsma)  
 
I firmly resign from the job of pretending I'm ok when I'm not. 
 
I would very much like to part ways with the agony of wanting to reach out but knowing I can't because I'm a burden when I do. 
 
I no longer wish to engage in feeling like the world is ending. 
 
I am done. I am done with all of it and more. So I am going to cure my anxiety. How you ask? Idk. But according to lots of ppl "just calm down" is a guaranteed cure and I'm pretty done with that attitude too to be frank.