I have a daughter (1yo) and I figured I could never hurt myself but I am just so tired. I don't want to be here. I moved back to my hometown that I swore i'd never move to, my partner has changed so much and it's bugging me. I have been desperately trying to make friends, both on reddit and irl. My job doesn't pay as much as my last one, I feel like all my hobbies are becoming undoable esp with lack of funds, and i'm just not happy with life. I originally didn't want to do anything to myself bc of my daughter, but tbh she has family here. Aside from my partner she has both sides of her family. It is super hard for me to cry but tears came out easily a half hour ago and I just am not getting better. Thanks for letting me vent here.