I was raised by a single mother my whole life but recently I've realized I don't see her as a mother figure. In fact I completely can't grasp the idea of a parental figure at all. To me she's just some adult woman that I have to live with. During dissociative episodes I sometimes can't even recognize her, same goes to my other family members. I was trying to do some research but I can't seem to find anything about this .. I experience a similar feeling with romantic partners, which causes me to sabotage all my relationships because they don't feel real and I sometimes recognize my s/o as a complete stranger. Is not understanding any sort of relationships even a symptom of bpd?