in the dream i was at a work party. and this guy from work was there and we flirted. also then i dreamt talking to him over the phone and how nicely we talked. i feel like im in love with him but we dont even know each other. and he seems like not interested in me at all in real life. i woke up and just feel like shit. i was already feeling like shit before taking this nap and now it just nailed it in. hes never gonna like me lol becasue im too crazy. besides the fact that ik crazy, im probably unintelligent as well. i had a psychologist appointment today and she made me like make certain shapes with little red n white squares. i couldnt do it lol. i barely followed her when she said to repeat numbers after her. im sure its gonna come out that not only am i a crazy, dependent and overly sensitive. but im dumb as shit lol ... who the fuck is ever going to love me?