Death is the only solace from living this life as myself. But what happens if death doesn't just make it all go away? What if, after I die, I am still me? Feeling the same emotions and being the same person as now. What if we are doomed to live forever? Nobody knows what happens after we die, right? So it could happen.. like reincarnation,  just the same person.. I cant imagine a more terrifying thought.  Knowing I will die one day and be nobody and feel nothing is the only thing getting me through. If death isnt the one true escape..... infinite suffering is what is left.