I’ve known this guy for a little over a year some how he ended up in my life because my aunt he gave me my first big O at 26. Our goals, life, the intense feelings of emotions were very real. We are both broken, I’m just confused he can tell everyone he’s in love with me, I kkkw he’s not ready to commit. But he almost avoids me, he said the first time we had sex was the first time he felt true love and that his whole life was a lie.  Wtf