I don't want to lose him, I love him more than I've ever loved anyone in my life, I adore him but the last half year I've been hurting him without meaning to, I know that I do it now but I keep doing it without trying. 

I want us to stay together so bad but I feel like we won't, what can I do? I just want to make things good between us again because I miss him. I miss the old me more though and I want to be him again.

Please any advice is welcome because I need it, I know we can work out I just need serious advice.