I don't feel happy at all or joy. I hate my family they treat me like shit. My mom would always tell me to shut up when I needed to go pee and when I came out she told me I came out at the wrong time. My parents also stacked a big pile of clothes inside my room up towards the ceiling and I helped my sister clean it out and we got yelled at over the purpose that they couldn't find their work clothes. I'm also in a situation where my mom doesn't even bother to listen to me over about seeing my uncle at my grandmas who SAd me and tells me to just ignore him when i don't want to see him at all. I just wanna lash out of them and cuss them out for doing this towards me. I also wanna be able to tell my counsellor this but I have a feeling they would contact cps or some shit. I'm 17.