Making this post because I'm lonely and have no one to talk to. This is my first post here, and in this account too. I've been recently diagnosed with schizophrenia. I ran out of meds (olanzapine) recently and I'm yet to go get them, and I'm struggling with my reoccurring delusions, which I am aware of, but my awareness is very feeble. My dreams recently feel like they carry so much meaning and they're so vivid, that my nocturnal visions feel like they're actual memories of things that actually happened. 

My reoccurring delusions include things like thinking there are demons brought by the wind, or that I'm pregnant (I can't get pregnant, it's impossible), or that the local birds are shapeshifting demons as well. These thoughts are returning to me as I'm off my meds, and it's really hard to resist them or ignore their seeming truth. Does anyone have suggestions for how to properly ignore the delusions?