I'm just so tired of everything.  I'm tired of caring for people that don't see me as a priority. I'm tired of working everyday and not getting ahead.  I'm tired of things I want being put aside for others.  I literally am just tired of existing.  It's so exhausting,  I have no happiness in my life, everything is just another checklist of things to get done. I wouldn't even still be around if it wasn't for how many people depend on me.  It's all so suffocating.  I just don't want to do this anymore.