I don't see my life getting better in any way. I'm lonely, ugly, and miserable. I have went throughout the days not talking to anyone for the past 5 years and it's starting to get old. I have nobody and I am nobody. Nobody wants me because I'm ugly and now at 24 I'm starting to face the reality that nobody will ever want me. I want to end it all and this is starting to sound like the more reasonable choice day by day. Even though I'd like to imagine someone will talk to me and eventually I'll make friends/find love it's starting to look less likely by the years. I'm suffering and I hate being alone; is s*icide reasonable to certain degree because this is hell.