so lately my depression and anxiety has spiraled out of control due to many reasons. however the current anxiety issues is the worry i will ''break'' my penis is my sleep be in a dream ect. it is such a stupid and silly thought yet has caused me to be scared to even go  to sleep now. i have been practicing my CBT and my meds don't seem to  be working either. I'm patiently waiting for my insurance to upgrade so i can stay as a inpatient for a while. anyway i just wanted to get it off my chest .