nobody likes me all my friends are assholes and just make fun of me isk if they think it's cool or something but it's really annoying i'm thinking of dropping them, i'm fat and annoying, my grandfathers in the hospital and my family is a complete mess, i have no faith for anything and the only thing keeping me alive is a concert, i'm not gonna hurt myself, just sucks being this way yk, so much mores going on but i only wanna talk about the loneliness right now.