i keep overthinking about my dental problems, assuming that “what if this is already a tooth infection?” and my anxiety became much worse ever since i discovered that people can d*e from that type of infection if untreated.

i'm just a minor, i don't have jobs yet nor savings. it's sucks 'cause i can't do anything but cry, overthink, and just deal with constant anxiety. my parents can't bring me to a dentist at the moment because they don't have enough money to have my decaying tooth checked.

if the doctors here in our city are willing to still help those who are having financial problems or problems in insurance, then my parents would've done something. but unfortunately, there's nothing else we can do.

maybe i'll just keep suffering from this. everytime my anxiety and worrisome thoughts kick in, my teeth suddenly reacts which make my problems even worse. i hate my life.