Hey.

So I have a friend who is now dating someone. It's a great thing, but I can't really get over this emotion of panic, fear and depression. I feel like i'm going to be left and forgotten. 

I have a lot of issues with emotions and I just kinda don't know what and how to feel. I know what I feel right now is wrong. I also know expressing this concern is not right, because that would be trying to put control on another person and make them leave. 

I just cant sit well with my thoughts and emotions and it is really hurting. 

Thanks for reading