Good afternoon

I am kind of over it. It's week five in graduate school and I am behind. Typically I am the cause of my own suffering. I flunked out of university three times. This is my last semester of graduate school. My parents do not trust me to get my work done. 

I totally wish I could do the last decade of my life. I wish I was not a rebellious teenager and I wish I didn't flunk out of school.

I am trying very hard not to envy my sister - she's so different than me.