About me: 24 yo, m living in Europe.
Severely disabled since birth (legs and walking at most affected and after a botched surgery my lower back is in ruins too.

After many years of pain and everything that comes with being sick all your life I had enough, two years ago I survived two suicide attempts, one of them barely and was at rock bottom, no motivation, constant unbearable pain and no to little relive.

BUT during the last month I got a new therapist, new and stronger pain meds and lots of physical therapy.

Today I got a letter that took away a massive weight of my shoulder, now my financial and healthcare situation is mostly taken care of. 

I feel so happy that I could jump around (I cant, but you get the point) :-)
Never imagined seeing some semblance of a future for myself after all I’ve been through.

For all that are in a dark place at the moment, as I was not long ago: give it time and maybe a favorable situation that can change everything will present itself.

I don’t feel regret at all for my attempts to end my life, because at the time and circumstances it was the right choice.
But I’m glad that in the end I accepted some help and fought like a lion to put myself together piece by piece.

I wouldn’t believe any of that at my lowest, but now I can see into my future more favorable.

Best wishes to everyone and keep up the fight.