She seems so depressed lately and so so tired and I feel it’s my fault. She’s working so hard so I can pay college and I don’t know what can I do or how can I help her but it’s giving me so much anxiety. She’s been saying stuff like “I won’t live much more” or “I’ll disappear someday” and more stuff that can be understood as suicidal thoughts. I’m just so scared, I swear I study so hard so she can be proud of me and I can have a good job and make her happy. I’m so anxious about what if someday she’s not here anymore and I didn’t know how to help her. I don’t know man, I hate life