I keep getting anxious like what if they're a bad person or they hate me or don't want to talk to me or somehow our relationship will be awful or end somehow badly. I don't want any of that I want to stay with them forever but I keep getting also anxious about our future, I planned for years to live by myself and tbh didn't have a lot of plans but when I met them I made so many but I'm anxious they will go wrong too, iv brought this up with them but I can't get over any of this and I want it to all shut up. I fucking love them and want to spend forever with them but all the amazing plans are shrouded by anxiety.