Oh ya, it coincided with a accidental foot posting from eating some cooked chicken that was accidentally cut on a board that previously had raw chicken and the person did not properly remove it. 

Why did I get this sudden rush of clarity and motivation when I was physically sick..

Really weird. Of course my mind tried to tell me that this isn’t normal, that I’m feeling these positive rushes of regulation and motivation due to a serious underlying condition. I know from hearing someone say that when you are close to death, be it whatever, dementia, old age etc. you get a rush of clarity.

TL:DR I got a rush of positive emotion, regulation, and motivation for about 3 days during the time I was sick with food poisoning, and I thought I was about to die, not due to the food poising, but because I thought my brain was real easing a lot of good chemicals cause I was about to die. This disorder just keeps getting more interesting :(