I'm trying to heal. But I still feel a deep hatred for my mother who contributed to my BPD. I already realize that she was too young and immature when she raised me. But I still feel angry just thinking about her. I don't know how to untangle it. My mother was a completely different person every day.  Sometimes she abused me, sometimes she abused me for money. There were days I wanted to kill her. I still can't quite get over it. I want the little shit inside of me to finally shut up and stop screwing up my life. How to define boundaries?  What are frontiersmen's boundaries that they lack anyway?  I have my principles, which are also boundaries, right? What boundaries should I set retroactively to get rid of BPD?