M23. I have struggled with depression since I can remember and have basically ended up quiting every occupation iv had. I work for 2-3 months until I just feel in a deep hole and struggle to get out of bed everyday calling in sick until I lose the job. This has happened at least 5 times now in-between months to a year of unemployment. Iv now recently lost another job and I truly feel lost. lm living on the couch in my dad's tiny flat who is also depressed but never talks about it. Its been years of this now and Im just taking up spacing and eating his food and I feel like a peice of shit for it. I'm so close to selling most of my belongings and sleeping in my car as i can't be relied on for anything. If it wasn't for my mum and dad because ready to end my life