
Why do I constantly think about things? And when I say constantly I mean every second I come up with new things to stress and worry about and then when I’m trying to find solutions to my problems it’s like I’m digging a deeper hole for myself. Whenever I try to explain myself nobody understands what I’m trying to say and that makes me feel like nobody else is experiencing this. Nobody wants to always hear about somebody else’s problems let’s be real here so I can’t always say what’s on my mind without worrying that I’m talking too much and then I end up bottling my emotions and explode usually at night when I’m alone in my pitch dark bedroom and it’s exhausting. It feels like a never ending cycle.