have you guys experienced these symptoms? and if so how did u get help 

-trouble with eye contact
-i can’t remember most of my life
-emptiness
-self harm
-substance abuse
-i’ve never had any real interests 
-childhood trauma 
-anxiety
-isolation 
-trouble with eating and food 
-irritable 
-guilt
-mood swings 
-impulsive actions 
-i’ve never had a sense of self
-i can’t handle how strongly i feel emotion, when i am able to feel it
-intense happiness 
-hopelessness 
-insomnia and excessive sleeping 
-long depressive episodes
-crying about things i can barely remember but feeling it intensely 
-memories i feel like werent me
-i don’t trust anyone. but is that really something wrong? look at how everyone is nobody has all pure intentions 
-i can detach myself from my emotions, but sometimes i can’t 
-constantly tired, even when i can’t sleep for days
-i’m afraid of growing up, even being this old scares me
-auditory hallucinations rarely words, and i can normally recognize what it is
-scared to speak
-manipulate
-too much empathy or no empathy 
-hair pulling, excessive plucking