Hi there 
I'm 29 yrs old and I have been depressed from the last 7 years. 
I'm on therapy from the very first time, this helped me a lot to keep myself together, but sometimes I feel this isn't enough. 
Due to my depression, years ago, I got a cronical desease (due to stress and mental struggle) that force me to live a painful life. 
Watching at my life, I don't think I have reasons to be that unhappy, but I feel empty anyway and I'm extremely sensitive so everything really hurts me as hell. 
Lately so many things happened to me, and I also met a person who I'm scared is just playing with my heart, so depression is hitting bad again. 
I'm spending all my whole days in bed crying, sleeping or playing videogames. 
I started to think again to end this all (yes, in that way), but I don't want to hurt and ruin my parent's life. 
I'm going to therapy every week but I feel I'm desperated and I need help. What can I do? 
I can't live like this, also my desease is going so bad and making my life so difficult...