 Hello everybody  im a guy of 21 years old .  
I think I'm the loneliest and most misunderstood guy in the world not have a only friend,  I admit to being a bit lonely too ,  I feel superior to others I feel like a kind of misunderstood genius  ,  if there are 100 people in a room I can get along with maybe 2 or 3 ,  Sometimes I shut up because I know it would be useless to talk  ,  someone told me I may have a narcissistic disorder ,  I admit that I am quite a liar and that I always think of great prospects  ,  but sometimes I am also very stupid and naive   so maybe I'm not  narcisistic ??   I don't work because I hate depending on others I would like to work alone or for myself   at school I hated practically all my classmates and teachers ,  I always pretended to be a dick and joke but I never really managed to integrate and nothing...... im still alone and full empty guy sometimes i feel not have emotion   if you know more I'm grateful