context i’ve known him for less than 3 months and for the past 2 months every single day without fail he has done something or said something to make me cry. i have cried more in the past 2 months than i have in the past 2 years not an exaggeration. i just can’t bring myself to leave but i’m losing my mind in this downward spiral aka him that will only get worse. out of all the ppl i have met in my life i can confidently say he might be the worst person i’ve ever met. i know he gets a little kick seeing how triggered he can make me and how it strokes his ego i know he likes that shit. he even said he likes seeing my face drop when he makes jokes about other girls. i spare his feelings CONSTANTLY i do so much to make him comfortable and to make his life easier and he does not do that for a second. the amount of stuff i do for him and i can’t even get human decency and respect even for an hour it makes me feel overall just shitty and really hurt. and just confirms that mayb this is the best that i deserve.