Okay so before I start, I am confirmed diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, Persistent Depressive Disorder, and generalized anxiety.

I do experience hallucinations, not often but it's usually just voices or like strange visuals I guess. I'm more delusional than anything, I constantly worry my thoughts can be heard and that the fbi is out to get me. I also believe that people I "know" or used to know have been replaced my federal agents. 

I dont really know everything I experience honestly? My memory is horrendous and I forget things as quickly as I'm told them. I have been assessed for autism, but I was told the data could not be interpreted because "there was so much." I have no idea what this means. I was also not diagnosed as psychotic, as the psychologist I saw told me that I had to see/experience hallucinations more frequently to be diagnosed. 

I guess I'm just mostly like...confused on what to do. Nothing is really getting done, and medications don't particularly help much. I'm lost right now and don't know what to do. 

Any insight is appreciated, I am aware none of you can diagnose me. Thank you in advance to anyone who responds.