In the past whenever I went to the bank, they would be really rude and give me a hard time. Then one time they messed up my account with my mom’s and I lost $1000. Since then, they’ve been really nice to me whenever I go there. Now I feel like the pharmacy is giving me trouble and I’m afraid something bad will happen. People on Reddit seem to be really keen that I do day treatment but I canceled my intake on Monday. But I feel it is impossible for me to function well enough right now to do the program, especially because it is a repeat since my attendance two years ago. In the past, they often don’t accept people who are still dealing with psychosis, it’s for high functioning people. I feel my mental health spiraling but I’m pretty much out of new meds to try and olanzapine is the only med that really helps.