So my life was pretty good last year, graduated from college mid year, landed a minimun wage job (first one) but it was very easy and was remote, so I had all the benefits that come with that, but then my life when to shit...

My mom got me a "better job" by recommendation and the paid was almost double, so I was, in a way, pressured to take it, because she would probably be mad if I don't because she asked it as a favor months ago, but it was not remote, so I had to use money for food and travel to go there. I had to quit my remote job so I don't have any chance of coming back there. I was promised some things and after one month the job was not what I was expecting, there were some promises that they did not comply and the work enviroment was not the best because I felt that everyone knew I was there because of the help of someone, and also I can't help but think at the moment that my salary minus the cost of food and travel was almost the same as my remote job... Without expanding the story to much, for my safety and my mental health, I quited that job after one month.

After that, at the beginning of 2022, my GF of 7 years broke up with me, I still can't land a job and I hate that "1 month job here and 1 month job here" in my CV, I fell that I will never land a job with that.

Everyday I can't help but think that if I had stay in me remote job, I would still be with my ex gf, I would have more money, I would have more oportunities at other jobs, but no... That decision destroyed my life and I feel I'm stuck in this gap and I don't know how to get out.

I'm soon to be 25 years old, no job, no partner (7 years of my life... I was sure it was going to be forever, I miss her) and the feeling in my chest that I would die as a nobody, with no family, no partner in life, no job, nothing...