My one and only friend passed away from cancer last Friday. I'm honestly taking it so hard. She was one of the only good things in my sad life. She was the sweetest being I've ever met. And it's not fair. She deserved so fucking much better. 
It's too hard to move on. It's still so fresh. I hug her pillow just to feel closer. She was always there. Always so kind and happy to see me. To console me and snuggle me. In a world of shity people and shity things. She was my happy place. 
I just want her back. I wish she could have just become ok. I don't want anyone else. It's too hard to open up and be vulnerable with new people. I've been wronged by too many people I've opened up to. But not her. It's so freaking lonely without her. Fuck cancer. 
I miss you Piper. I just want you back you cute fucker.