Every day, and especially this past semester has been hindered by how hard it is to simply get out of bed in the morning. I sleep massive amounts and yet I still feel tired, I could probably sleep for 20 hours and I find my sleepiness something that is almost entirely out of my control. It really hurt my semester recently too, where I just couldn't get out of bed and go to class although I told myself I wanted to, but I couldn't lie to myself that deep down I really couldn't give less of a shit. It's even worse during the summer when I don't have any obligations during the day because I typically work at night, I can find myself sleeping from like say 1 or 2am to 3pm. When I tell people about it, I envy those who say in response: "Oh, I literally CANNOT sleep that long, it's impossible for me, after 9 hours I just can't get myself to sleep that much". I feel like as long as I'm in bed I'm like constantly getting sucked into this spell of sleep, and I Just want to sleep a normal amount so I can actually do something with each of my days. I want to feel productive and I want something to get me out of bed, but I can barely find it.