I'm seriously hoping that 2022 is the year it's all over for me. I'm 30 still live at home, no friends, no girlfriend, hate my job and the people I work with. I'm a useless POS who has no hobbies and can't figure out what exactly I'm good at. I'm a walking joke to everyone who knows me. Work, I'm laughed at by everyone, home I'm made fun of when people come around. I don't have one reason to want to wake up tomorrow and just repeat this vicious circle I call life. Nothing's stopping me from swallowing a bunch of pills and calling it a life. I'm tired of being told it gets better. When? How?