hey, im 14 and my life just sucks ass and has been on and off for a while now, since i was 9 years old my dad has been spontaneously having drunk episodes lasting up to 2 months, the kitchen is a mess, mold growing and him just not giving a fuck, there are beer cans everywhere, piss all over the toilet and bathroom floor and i dont know what to do anymore

my life just sucks because of this and i really cant bring myself to tell him to just stop

i live with him on my own and his girlfriend hasnt spoke to him, she doesnt know he is drunk yet and normally they fight when he's drunk

someone please help me