Im Male 18 and i dont know what to do im nearly done with high school and i have no interest no ambition and the only think i care about i relaxing and playing ps5 i feel like a filthy parasite and i think that my family is ashamed that im such a motivationless failure it used to be so much easier but now im afraid disgusted by myself and no matter what i do i have no interest im completely dismotivated i feel that im a waste of organs i just dont know what to do