Its so fucked as a guy. You cant complain cant whine cant have problems its all fucked. The most messed up thing is that i feel like ive been depressed my entire life i dont know what a "low" looks like. My older siblings all know what they're gonna do as a career and im here in my first year not knowing what i want to do. On top of that my stupid ass took a compsci course from which im failing at so far. I took it because i thought it would be easy from highschool but no. There was a test for it and had to submit it without answering anything cuz i literally was too dumbfounded at the questions. It makes me feel worse cuz everyone in the class thought it was  easy. Why am I so fuckin stupid?