I lost access to my account @hesaidshesaid_ which sucks but I really found this sub quite helpful during my awful down stages. I don’t have friends it’s that simple. Some of us are lucky, blessed whatever and some of us just have piss poor luck aka me. I cling to the first person who seems to care about me. They obviously leave (shocker? I know right) but it’s nice having someone who even seems to give a shit about you and your miserable existence. I’m slowly just accepting that I need to deal with my shit in a healthy manner. My feelings and urges and all those nasty impulses every time someone loses interest me in have gotta go. Anyways I just appreciate all the support and kind comments I would get on my old account. It never went unnoticed. It was so refreshing to see complete strangers treat me with more kindness than those in my life. Keep living and never stop smiling 😤