I feel like a Martian. My life isn’t bad but I’m depressed constantly . I’m back on meds but I’m still depressed. It prevents me from living life. I basically live on my bed everyday. What is wrong with me? Why can’t I stop being depressed? I really have to live this way forever? I feel like people think I have no ambition but that’s not it. I’ve had horrible anxiety and depression my entire life. Living is so hard for me. I’m 30 and I can’t take care of myself. I still feel like that broken depressed teenage girl I use to be. The sadness never ends does it 😔. I wish people could understand