My day was mostly awful, it just felt like everything that could go wrong went wrong. Everyone I asked to spend time with was busy, and felt so rejected and hurt, even though I made no plans with anyone ahead of time.

Then I kept running into trouble with my errands, was frustrated doing laundry, forgot to eat before going out.

I'm freaking out and crying whenever I was alone, and ended up burning myself when I got home. It's been months since i last relapsed with my self harm. It felt good and I don't know if I'm going to do it again. 

But my partner came over and like always, made me feel better. My mood did a total 180 and I can't even imagine how I was feeling earlier. 

This is a daily occurence, and it's so exhausting. I have breakdowns every single day, and then one good thing(like seeing my partner) turns it around and I forget everything that happened before.

Y'all relate to this? Mood swings are bitches