I understand running away from your insecurities or things that make you uncomfortable will not help you grow as a person. I understand we must face our fears of public speaking and dealing with lot of people at work. But I’m trying to get a job whether it’s part time or online yet I just don’t know where to apply and what jobs to even look into. I don’t have any prior experience besides retail jobs. 

I feel overwhelmed and anxious when I’m around lot of people and hate it when I’m in the center of attention sometimes. It makes me not think properly and I just feel as if I’ll make a mistake or something. Due to having anxiety, I have bad habit of taking people words personally and at times tend to avoid situations and people that I don’t like. Deep down I don’t like it when I do this but because having no confidence and not believing in myself it’s become as if I’m monkey in the middle. I just want to get back on the right track with confidence and bravery from inside. I don’t want to feel insecure. I’m emotionally mentally tired.
I just want some support or advice on ways to improve