I'm 16 and I've never felt that disturbed sense of identity as strong as within the last 3 months. Every one in the same age I know is growing up. They are going out to getter, eating together at fancy restaurants, drinking wine together, going on vacation together,...

I wouldn't said that I'm really childish but I try so hard to seem grown.(I try to dress like an adult and need 45mins for my every day make up) Deep down my thinking patters are childlike and nothing has changed during the last years. I feel so lost and sad because everyone has developed a strong identity and grew up and I'm still the same person I was 10 years ago...