I have lived with mental illness for a large chunk of my life in the form of scitsophrinia, parinoia, anxiety and depression. The last few months my depression and anxiety have gotten worse for me and I have been missing alot of work due to it. I'm afraid I'll get fired and that only makes my anxiety worse. My sleep cycle is crazy and I average 15 hours of sleep per night. My current therapist has not been very helpful so I have been looking around for a new one. What scares me the most, is over the past week, I have had suicidal thoughts. I am leaning on my full support system but I am unsure if it's enough. I am currently on Risperidone (Using for the past 2 years) and Escitalopram (Just started).  I don't know where else to turn so I guess I thought I would try Reddit.