Anon account, because like fuck do I want this tied to my public reddit account lmao.

I got my first Covid vaccine in august of last year. Was relatively simple, aside from the very minor pain in my arm for months afterwards, which I attribute to the fact that i physically jumped when the doctor vaccinated me. Fun.

But since then, my anxiety has gotten so bad that I can’t bear going to get my second.

I’ve tried twice, both times I’ve had a major panic attack in the vaccine place, after seeing the size of the needle and freaking out.

If I don’t get my vaccine, I’ll miss my college trips and travel opportunities this year, but it just seems impossible. I’m crushed by it.

Anyone have any words of advice?

Tl;dr shits fucked, I can’t get my 2nd vaccine, ahhh