Hi everyone 

Drunk thoughts from a depressed one but I’m glad I can enjoy inebriated moments like this while the rest of my world remains stressful and overwhelming. I’m not a big fan of alcohol but I chugged a bottle of rum and coke just to get drunk. I don’t want to do anything; I’m a burden on my parents; nobody talks to me day-to-day.

I’m glad distractions exist or I likely wouldn’t be here longer than I wanted to be. 

Lately weed and alcohol have been my friends while I circulate around the Sun feeling awfully isolated and almost alien; maybe I have ADHD or autism; I don’t know at this point; I already have issues. 

How am I supposed to survive? Probably by just scraping by.

Sorry for wasting your time; I’m lonely, just screaming into the void that doesn’t answer back. 
I’ll be gone this year, I just know it, but at least now I feel disconnected and free from my body; get me out of this world.
I’m sorry just venting; back to your everyday events you lovely people. 🤠