Has anyone ever actually came out of their depression on their own before? I see absolutely no way of that happening for me. I've tried to do things differently and I've tried as best I can to get better or even just be patient. I have spent countless hours trying to think of ways that things could change or improve and I just don't see that happening ever. It's only gotten progressively worse over the past few years and I see no indication that pattern will change. I just want it to stop, even if that means me being dead.