I have so much going on in my life. This past week has been the most trying. Im struggling to keep it together.
I just want to escape from my own mind. 
Im tired of telling myself that im not good enough and never will be.
Im tired of my abandonment issues rearing their ugly head. I cling to every friendship i have and fear that every person is going to ghost me like others have.
Im tired of the nightmares and evil thoughts consuming my brain late at night.
Im just tired. 