Hey all, I’m (M19) going back to school after a semester off/working full time instead, having time off has got me thinking about my mental health. I’ve always had a rough time starting conversations and always feel that I have to bridge to some big topic such as religion, philosophy, art/architecture (things I’m interested in but also the only things I can really be good at having a convo about). I’ve always been deeply fascinated by these topics, but not being able to have regular day to day conversations is a barrier that’s keeping me from being as social as I would like. I’ve always struggled with only being able to focus on the big picture of things, it keeps me from being present in a way that bothers me, I’m always thinking about things in an existential way. Any help, ideas, or advice would be greatly appreciated! Thanks in advance