I'm so tired of having to rely on FB and Reddit but idfk what to do. I don't have anybody in my fucking life to help or support me when I'm not ok. 

I need a goddamn hug 

I feel like I'm going to throw up, and I just want to fall off my balcony, I don't care anymore. &amp; I don't care how dramatic this sounds. Im not suicidal, I just don't care anymore. I'm exhausted.