It controls my life 100%, I'm unable to leave the house, I'm afraid of being hurt, I'm afraid of someone breaking in, I'm afraid of something bad happening. I only feel doom 24/7 and feel like death is the only escape from this. I'm terrified and I'm a complete doormat. I'm really sick. 

I don't know what to do, I just turned 22. I feel like my life is over. This hurts so much and I can't take it anymore