I really wanna talk and explain it somehow to somone?
I never told anyone, im lying to my friends and family and hate me even more. But i dont want them to change cuz they look at me differently or im scared how they react ?

I really feel like being alone with my feeling and i cant tell anyone? I seriously wanna take my life but before that i need opinion on my feelings so i know if they real if im insane or if im jus a bitch who do that shit for attention.

Fuck man