I was diagnosed with BPD by my ex-therapist (who I already had a rocky relationship with) but I had already self-diagnosed myself a couple years back. 

The reason I’m on here is to ask why it always feels as though most of my friends/relationships are always rocky? It almost feels like everyone in my life is my frenemy, sometimes they like me, and other times they don’t. Is it just because I am mistrusting of them or do I just attract people who do not know how to act  towards others?