Yesterday I confessed my feelings and it was nerve-wracking because I was unsure if they would be returned. Well, my FP also has feelings for me but we live a distance apart (US &amp; CA). He said he didn't think it would be a good idea to pursue anything and kept saying things like "for now", and that things can be really different when people in an LDR finally meet in person and that he's worried about that. 

I understand but my brain is incapable of interpreting all of this as anything except rejection... that I'm not worth it to try this out, that he doesn't want me as much as I want him. I haven't had feelings like this for such a long time and I forgot how badly it hurts to be rejected. 

My FP and I have just been friends until I confessed yesterday and I don't know how to just go back to that... I feel so hurt and lonely. 

Please help me feel better or put this in perspective somehow 😞 I'm trying so hard to keep myself distracted and it's impossible...I told him I needed a bit of space but all I want is to talk to him again.