Greetings, my lovelies!   


I understand that not everyone on Reddit is a doctor, and that anti-depressants vary from person to person, but I'd just like to see if this is a good sign! \^\^  


For reference: I'm 14F and take 60mg of Prozac per day; I take it for MDD, OCD, and anxiety.

All of my emotions are diluted, it feels so debilitating in an odd way. It doesn't sound like a bad thing, but it feels so dry. I could be having the best day of my life, and I wouldn't feel it. On the contrary, when I'm in a stressful situation, I still feel it, but it feels uncomfortable. It feels like I'm reaching for the stressful feeling that I'm accustomed to, but it's just out of reach. Same with depression. I do still get stressed, I can't handle the slightest bit of harsh wording, but I can't cry about it anymore. No matter how hard I try, I can't seem to cry. That doesn't seem like a bad thing, but I have no outlet to release my emotions. My emotions seem so hollow to where I don't have words for it; this post doesn't do it justice :\[ 

The only time I've ever cried whilst I was on the meds were when my therapist yelled at me about how I have no goals nor priorities, and that I need to listen to her and stop being so stubborn. But this was at a much lower dosage than 60mg, and I only cried for a couple seconds; when I tried to prolong the crying, it didn't work.  


My doctor says that this is a sign of the anti-depressants working, and I'm sure she's right, but I felt so much "better" when I was off the medication. Is there anyway I can get out of this loop? Any advice is appreciated! Thank you so much for reading, xoxo! Have a good one &lt;3