I read something today that resonated with me and changed my perspective on the saying “everything happens for a reason.” Generally, at least for me, I took the saying whenever I’d hear it as people stating that something bad happens for a good reason. For example, you got fired from that job but for a good reason! But no, that’s not the truth. The truth is that good things can happen for bad reasons too, good things can happen for good reasons, bad things can happen for good reasons, and bad things can happen for bad reasons! In this life, there is truly no black and white reason, meaning, or reasoning for an action, consequence, or behavior. Everything is just random I truly believe. Life is but a statistic that is alive hit the odds on experiencing. And within this life, we are subjugated to random chaos by random chance happening in the universe. I hate life so much man. Someone today also posted somewhere saying that they thought humans were never meant to critically think and be aware. That we just so happened to evolve to the point of being aware of our existence. I don’t believe we were never meant or meant to do or be anything but man self awareness and possessing the capacity for existential thought is a curse in my eyes. I want ignorant bliss so bad.