Honestly I just really wanted to vent a bit, but a dear friend of mine who I have known since junior kindergarten had cone out as Trans more then a few years ago. I have always been supportive and a great friend to him. The other day  we had went out to dinner wirh a few other friends (I hadn't seen him in like a year due to covid and our work schedule but I always tried to reach out to him as well as his most recent break up) I wanted to treat him out and have a good time. Everything went well enough and he even spent the might. But the next day I see his snapchat thanking his most precious friends who had supported him during his transition and I wasn't one of the ppl he mentioned.. it tried not to let it get to me but this isn't the first time I have felt like this around him. When he first started transition he would always hang out with what he called "the boys." He always pushed me a side for them and at first I was fine with it bc I wanted him to be with ppl who supported him. But as years went on I kept being pushed a side for the boys..I now feel like I'm no longer a priority and that he doesn't care about me anymore.. but if I ever bring it up to him he tells me that's not on him for me feeling like this... it just feels like he has completely changed from who he once was and doesn't care about my feelings anymore.. I feel like I lost him long ago but still try to be his friend. He is my best friend and I'll always be there for him no matter what I just wish he would reach out more and not neglect out friendship...