Why do you keep living? I'm trying to convince myself to be alive, but is getting hard to find a reason. I have no friends anymore, the guy I started to like suddenly started to treat me like shit and stop talking to me. I'm 36, single, unemployed and needing the help of my family. I used to be independent, lived abroad, I had a lot of friends and I find myself in this situation now, totally hopeless. I see people with a good live, dealing with depression and I mean, some people have a reason to keep going. But me, I can't find a reason to move on. I don't have anything good happening in my life for a long time now