Turns out I’m not. I’m back to feeling lonely and depressed. I feel like the people I call friends don’t actually like me, I guess I tend to put people off. I always said when my dog goes I will go bc he’s the only soul I’m responsible for. He’s 7 and I’m worried about him as I see him aging. I don’t want him to suffer and I don’t want to lose him. I turn 28 this month and I’m not sure I’ll make it to 30. Thanks for letting me vent.