I'm not sure if this is the place to post this, please just let me know if it is... 

I've  been living alone for the last 2 years (20y/o) I've  been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and CPTSD, and I am on medication as of now.. Iwork from home and I have a good steady income, but my family is an hour or so away and I have no friends in this state. With covid going on, nobody really comes to visit me, which is fine... except I have a problem with cleaning up. 

My mom was always very harsh when it came to cleaning as a kid... very strict, would yell and scream to get things done, mostly due to my father being useless... but now its resonated with me and I have the worst time trying to clean up. I love to cook but with dishes always a mess, its much easier to order out and its really killing my finances as well..

Theres boxes over the floor, clothes, dishes, everything everywhere... I live in a studio apartment with one bathroom and one closet, everything  else is in one room. I make lists and plan and try to get up and clean almost every day but I always end up getting down on myself about it... i have two days off before I have an inspection on my apartment and I still feel like its hopeless... if anyone has any tips or encouragement, Id really appreciate it.. 

TLDR; I need motivation help to clean, and keep things tidy because it feels never ending...