I guess context is needed, two days ago someone confessed their feelings to me, I’m aromantic and no one had ever told me that so it was an uncomfortable situation for me to begin with, he left pretty much after saying that so I didn’t answer right away. Cut to today and he wanted to talk again, asking me for an answer; I had thought about it for the past days on how to say no to him, I tried being as gentle as I could, he accepted the answer but the look on his eyes just hit me like a truck, then he walked away, he looked really sad

I didn’t know what else to say, I really didn’t, but I’m feeling like shit or an asshole or both; I really want to cry and I feel my breathing going like crazy, I’m feeling a bit lightheaded and I don’t know, I just want to go home