a few weeks ago i showed up late on a busy day. my boss confronted me about it, but i was in one of those Moods™ and i just brushed it off. i didn’t want to talk or look at my boss, she made me hug her and that was that. 

the following two weeks i didn’t get scheduled at all. no heads up or asking about my availability (which they normally do; they’re very accommodating with the staff, esp since i’m at uni). 

last week, they called and texted me about working. i got scared and didn’t answer, so i didn’t get scheduled again. i meant to reply afterwards with some reason why i didn’t get back to them sooner, but that was on sunday and it’s already friday (the schedule comes out every sunday). 

they haven’t fired me. i  wanna quit altogether, but don’t want it to end on bad terms like literally every other job i’ve had. but i also haven’t had a paycheck in a month now. 

has anyone had problems with their work bc of bpd? how do you reconcile something like this?