In my previous post i ask here to how to overcome social anxiety some said that you should go out more exit your comfort Zone start by going to library etc.
Today i was going to library i noticed that i didnt take my student is with me so i turn back to my room.Then i start walking to library again in middle of road i noticed that student is isnt with me . I fucking dropped it.Couldnt find it therefore i didnt study at library.This just one example it just happened today there is a lot of examples of this thprught my life. Why god/universe always trying me i am going to kill my fucking self so sick of this shit.