I have had mdd, social anxiety, panic disorder, and bpd since 17. I’ve attempted suicide multiple times a few years ago. I never had friends growing up due to my home being so volatile. I was too depressed in college and took lots of breaks to have time to make friends. Now Im at a job but still friendless and alone. If Im almost 29, is there really any hope? I just dont think there is a way for me to make connections like Im on another wavelength and I can’t reach others. Maybe functioning enough to get by is enough for someone like me since I dont know what happiness and connection feels like.