We had pe today and we played bench ball.

Eventually it was just me left on the team, and everyone else was on the bench on the opposite side.

Everyone, and when i say everyone, i mean EVERYONE was yelling at me to “throw properly” “She’s so shit” and yelling my name.

I started shaking and went up to my teacher. But before i could ask to leave, he laughed so i walked away from him.

Eventually i started to cry and walked out the class as my vision had gone blurry and my heartbeat was speeding up by the second.

When i got outside, i took my mask off and i literally couldn’t breathe and i was shaking so much. 

I was really embarrassed as the whole class was staring at me and judging me :/

So i didnt go back to the class and spent 20 minutes outside with my friend who ran after me. (Theyre super sweet)

It took me a really long time to calm down my breathing but i’m still really stressed about it and these girls in my class were sarcastically asking if i was okay and laughed 🤪💜

So i asked my mum if i could just have tomorrow off school. She said no and that it would show them that it got to me :/ i’m kinda annoyed that she cares more about what they think than what i feel.

My grandad said that kids my age shouldn’t’ cry, my nan laughed, my brother made fun of me, etc.

Was i overreacting? Idk