It's been 60 days since I lost my job and have not been able to get a new one because even though I quit smoking 60 days ago I'm still testing positive. I wake up everyday in pain, hard to breathe knowing I'm going to spend every single day doing the same thing inside my house. I don't want to **** this way I want the pain to stop. If that offends you I don't want to tell you anymore. My life is pain and I just want it to ***.