My bf has made it clear that I’m the most important person to him and shows me on a daily basis. However, him buying gifts for his family and wrapping them all nice and enjoying buying stuff for other people has me triggered as fuck. I’ve always felt threatened by his family cause they’ve treated me like complete shit on a regular basis and he’s close with them.

I started a fight today, asking if he spent more on me than he did for other people. He said he spent twice as much on me than he did for anyone else. He reminded me of everything he does to show me on a daily basis that I’m the most important person to him (and he does). Nothing satiated me though, and he really tried. I ended up sobbing for like an hour. I just feel so much resentment at his family and the fact I’m not the only person he loves or cares about or spends money on pisses me off. 

I’m sure this is looney tunes as fuck. I know I sound possessive and controlling. Please don’t judge me or give me a hard time. Can anyone relate??