I've been depressed for such a long time, and I've finally come to the decision tonight to end my life soon. It just seems like no one out there actually cares about the things I've gone through and still go through and are just tired of dealing with me being depressed and hopeless. EVen trying to reach out online, it just seems like my posts in particular get ignored. I just wanted a little support tonight, maybe something to make me see the good in people, or see that there are people out there. I just wish I had some support from anyone at this point, I just want to feel things again.