I had a horrible second half of 2021 and fell into a really deep place. I still feel like my depression and anxiety is just getting worse. I live with my girlfriend and I can tell it’s hard on her that I’m sad a lot of the time and don’t want to be alive. Everything in me right now is saying to run back to my parents house so she doesn’t have to deal with it anymore. I know my girlfriend would be heartbroken if we broke up, I would be too. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to be alive but I’ve seen the hurt death causes and I can’t do that to my family. I’m already in therapy, on medication and pushing myself as hard as I can.