I just want the reddit community to know that I fought so hard too keep myself alive. 

I was discharged from hospital 5 days ago and came to this sub reddit for first hand information about my new medication but the only users that responded did so, simply to f*ck with my already fragile mind. @hornhornduck this is on you

I spent the first 24 years of my life being physically and emotionally abused by every single person that was supposed to love and protect me. 

Im 30 in February and have spent the last 6 years trying to recover only to find out that I'm permanently damaged. In part my genetics are too blame but, its more so the viscious, sadistic society thats made sure I (no we) have no reason to live for. 

Good bye mother earth. 

I hope the human race dies out sooner, rather than, later ✌