Just a small backstory. I’ve been told I was bipolar for 6 years now. I never took my meds like I was supposed to. I was in denial. Now currently back from rehab, they said I had bipolar but I denied it again. I’m on Prozac and I’m feeling extremely manic. My sexual behavior is insane and I want to have sex with everybody. I’m flirting with other people now. Buying lots of clothes and drinking more. My husband and I have been together for almost 4 years. He’s dealt with a lot from me. He said he will stay with me but doesn’t know half of the things I’ve done. I feel terrible. I love him so much but feel like I will just hurt him in the end. Should I divorce him due to my bipolar disorder? For his sake? Doesn’t he deserve to be with someone who is “normal” and “stable?” 

I’ve already cheated months ago. Now I’m feeling like doing it again. What is wrong with me? I feel like I’m going crazy. Detached from reality and feel like I will have no consequences. Please help. Any advice?