I mean wtf? I hurt inside, I have 8/9 bpd symptoms. It's ruined my marriage, she is now divorcing me. I'm frequently suicidal. I've managed to see this doctor twice now. Both times he has fobbed me off with "buy yourself some private councilling".

Edit update. So I now get a copy of the letter this doctor has sent my GP. My diagnosis is "marriage difficulties". But that's not the worst of it - he states that I am convinced I have bipolar personally disorder. I mean WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK. Twice I've seen this guy, explained my issues in detail, explained I fit criteria for bpd (often called eupd in the UK). At no point has the word bipolar ever left my lips. What is the f-ing point. My wife has left me, my life is basically ruined. I can't cope and now this.