So something happened to me at 14 (don't want to trigger anyone here so won't say what), but since that event, I first started developing BPD symptoms. I am now 31 and still feel trapped emotionally and mentally at 14. I relate more to teen TV shows, I prefer talking to my nieces/nephews over my brothers and sisters and the thought of marriage, sex heck even an adult job feels alien and wierd, like I'm not old enough for that stuff yet. Has anyone else with BPD experienced this?