I’m really worried that he’s now going to think I’m not a suitable woman to date and it’s eating me up inside. I mean yes If he thinks it’s worth not further getting to know me then he sucks. But I am working on this daily and sure sometimes I don’t leave the house but I’m not like hurting myself. I’m more than ok on a scale of suicide to normal. You know? Ugh I should’ve kept it to myself I guess….