I’ve been homeschooled for 5 years, and when I was first homeschooled I didn’t really have any needs to be around people. But after all this time i can’t stand being with or without people, I feel my life slipping by as I’m invited over to peoples house yet I want to but don’t have the will to. I feel like if I was more active outside I could be living rather than surviving. I’ve only kissed a few people a long time ago and the more I feel like I’m missing life.