Everyone has their own little friend group. Their little groups online (I live in a fucked up area so it's not exactly wise to have friends lol) 


I've known some of these people for like, years and years. The oldest from 2017.

Yet I don't get any attention. I do get attention but only when it's project related or something like that. I've never gotten a "Hey! How are you?" Message from anyone in literal years.

Yet whenever I put in any effort in making friends, people will act like complete sociopaths and say the most outlandishly passive aggressive shit towards me. And their friends will just support it!

It feels so hard to get out of the anxiety bubble when it feels like the entire world is out to get you.