My deadline is approaching, I gave myself a year for things to get better and it did. But I just can’t seem to get better. I made new friends that truly make me happy and I’m leaving for college soon but I feel myself slipping so much more every day that gets closer to my deadline. It’s an out that kept me going this year, knowing on that date I would make my decision, the last decision lmao. But now It’s coming closer and closer and I only have a few more days to decide and of course right before I decide, I start to slip again in all my habits especially destructive ones. I cant seem to wrap my head around what I will choose that day and it scares me. Welp we will have to wait and see