This happened yesterday, I haven't slept for 30 hours as of writing this..

I have been sleeping in my car for the last 8 months post seperation from my wife; I have been struggling to maintain my role in my sons life.. and I have been struggling to find meaningful employment..

top it all off; I just got into a major accident and I am now in limbo without a place to sleep and I am waiting for the insurance company to get an adjuster out to total my car.

&amp;#x200B;

I attempted to call all of my family and the only person who answered was my EX wife at the end... and while grateful; it really makes it hard; due to realizing what I lost because of my actions and how I treated her through our relationship and because of my failures.

She really is a better person than I could ever hope to be.

&amp;#x200B;

Now I am stuck, stressed, hurting, bruised up and swollen.

I feel overwhelmed and sad.