I’ve talked about her before but this time it was bad she told she “couldn’t even smoke weed in her own home” and my sister is only 11 years old she doesn’t need to be around that and see it and smell it she then told me that I never do anything around the house even though I do and she went off saying how bad of a friend I am even though I didn’t do anything I’ve always been honest I’ve always been there for her payed for her when she couldn’t cleaned up when she couldn’t make dinner and I’ve even made her lunch before like best friend things and then she tried using everything she has offered me against me and I always make sure when anyone offers me something that they are okay with it I don’t get offended if the Offer is off the table o don’t care enough we are all different people with different feelings and plans and I just want to make sure it’s okay and if they say it’s okay then I say yeah why not and she’s trying to say that was me taking advantage of her then she brought in my BPD saying that I’m a butch because of it and it’s the reason I have no friends she told me she was only nice to me so I don’t kms and to never message her again from the hospital asking for a ride home in her words “ because you felt like trying to off yourself” I’ve been trying to forget and leave the situation and not let it affect me but it’s really hard I don’t know how to feel I honestly don’t know what I did to make her feel this way I told her she can tell me anything and isn I just thought she was my best friend but now she’s saying this and she’s said so much more and says she wants to talk to me face to face but I’m scared I feel terrified to be honest but I know I’ll get through it