Idrk what to say. I’ve been in a really weird crappy place since lockdowns. My life has just spiraled downward in every aspect school, friendships and relationships. I’ve started to pick myself up and have gotten better grades while trying to be more social. All that has gotten me is a reminder of my past the second someone didn’t need me for a class boom fu who are type of vibe. Got told by an ex how I was so self centered and narcissistic when I had devoted everything to her and that led to my downfall after she cheated. Idrk why I’m posting this just trying to find another to hang onto I suppose