

Past: so I’ve always had the problem of breaking up with people because I feel nothing towards them anymore. I’ve done it 4 times, one possible because it was going well and I just decided to break his heart before he broke mine. 
I’m really tired of this.
Present: I broke up with my boyfriend last weekend because of the same problem, but we had a long talk and he said he did a lot of research on my medication and on BPD and says it has to do with that. It got me reconsidering the relationship because I don’t want another one to be ended because of BPD.

Does anyone have a long relationship living with BPD? The max I have ever been able to do is two and a half years. Does taking like a week off to be alone and separate myself from him (as opposed to spending everyday and night together cause he’s also my boss) help deter myself from changing feelings? Looking for ideas to make this relationship functional without breaking more hearts.