My FP and I have been going through somewhat of a rough patch lately. We talk everyday but yesterday we didn’t talk at all due to my FP ignoring me. I texted him multiple times asking why he didn’t reply and he ignored me. Now this usually sends me on a downward spiral. I take sleeping pills just so I can be asleep and not feel that rage/pain and split. However today I felt… light. like at peace. Whenever he does this sort of thing I want to literally die and don’t talk to anyone else until he replies but I didn’t feel like that. I felt like my life was doomed without my FP.. I couldn’t go hours without talking to them but now I don’t feel like that at all. I feel like I can imagine a future without them. Im hoping this isn’t a fluke and I don’t start missing them again but it feels weird for the first time in a long time not to care about my FP.