
I’ve been with the same guy for a while, and he has been having major problems showing affection to me due to me rejecting him constantly in the beginning; but ultimately he treats me well. I recently started having casual convos w someone at work, which led into inappropriate conversations. Now I all the sudden don’t feel attracted to my SO, but instead disgusted. I know I’m about to ruin everything over this guy, who would literally amount to nothing other than a hook up, I can’t stop myself regardless of how much I want to and it’s driving me crazy. How can I pull myself out of this