Long story. One day back at 2018 i was swimming in our inflatable pool got out and went take a shower i heard my mom say don't wash yourself with hot water i didn't listen to her anyways. I sat in the living room and i was playing a video gane and out of nowhere my left arm was getting numb than my vision was starting to get blurry and all of a sudden my face was starting to get numb and i panicked i started getting dizzy and had vertigo and i went to sleep. In the morning when i woke up that blurry vision was still there but i didn't mind it i tried to eat but my appetite wasn't there and i was forcing myself to eat bcoz i was going to the gym everyday and was trying to gain weight. Four days passed i was still feeling like that and was starting to get worried questioning whats going on here everyday i wake up nauseated i couldnt sleep at night i had this curled feeling in my stomach and pain, tight feeling in my chest etc. I tought the problem was my stomach so we went to a GI doctor turns out nothing was wrong with me i didn't believe is so we did fibrogastroscopy they didn't find anything wrong and they put me on antibiotics. After the antibiotics i felt even worse my nausea got worse i couldnt eat at all and because of that i wasn't leaving my house so now im left with the fear if i dont eat well enough i would feel unwell and die the nausea makes things even worse bcoz i can't eat and this fuels my fear even more. Its been 4 years last 2 years i went and got prescribed some ssri's i felt good for 2 years but now im back at square one. Im dealing with depersonalization and the fear of feeling unwell when not fed enough and passing out/dying. Whenever i feel hungry my body turns into panic mode i feel light headed,i feel weak,jelly legs and anxious and i refuse to do anything untill i eat so i don't pass out so i need some help on overcoming it. The symptoms im currently dealing are restleness,curled stomach,acid reflux,weakness,light headed, panic attacks, nausea