My mental health has been bad in the past few years and I'm kind of used to this whole no friends thing but fucking HELL it's so annoying like I'm like oh cool I learnt something awesome gonna share it with.......wait I've burned every bridge I've even remotely created!

Seriously this whole Corona thing also has got me into a spin even tho I'm not even affected by it yet 

Then like I'm feeling sooooo gone mentally and I'm over it I hate this fucking illness so much and the fact that I can literally be arrested for having suicidal thoughts or having mention I do in trying to get my diagnosis for bpd confirmed is bullshit

FUCKKKKKKKK