That includes suicidal thoughts, telling them goodbyes, lashing out from time to time, tons of communication mistakes like invalidating others feelings just because I went through it too not going out with friends that need me not asking them about their mental health because I am afraid I won't say the right things, saying things over texts instead of face to face like an apology for q big mistake, cursing, hating etc....... Some of them do the same most don't and either way I want to break the cycle