Usually I have a few people blow up my phone. Like texts and it makes me feel special and sophisticated. Especially when I’ve been on this mindset of “I’ll text you when I can” or “miss independent I will only make time for those I love/care”

The past few days it was like that^ but I just realized this morning I woke up and nobody is blowing up my phone now nor giving me that much attention. 

I wanna be bitter and say this is what I get for going out of my way all those times to help others and cheer them up, be there for them etc. But another part of me is like it’s okay we did technically ask for this; they’re all busy with their lives anyways like we have to too. We’ll find a distraction and keep trying to manifest/pray etc

Should I be bitter or understanding?