Today's been a real shitfest cuz these two hypocritically dumb motherfuckers literally told me to stfu when I was talking to a friend in class and being funny w her and they even told me that I'm too loud when one of them literally acts like a fucking second grader, burping all over, shouting and screaming, throwing shit and running around for no fucking reason, like he wants to be the center of attention, and his bitchy friend tries to get me in trouble all the fucking time making the teacher stop me cuz she thinks I'm leaving early even tho I'm just standing by the door and she leaves early when the teacher isn't looking. When she was talking shit about me with the dude right behind my back as I'm walking, I just told her to quit acting like a bitch and her big ass boyfriend comes up and shoves me on the floor in front of everyone. Then when I get home, a friend from school that I talk to on instagram, she was very nice and very welcoming n' shit typical nice girl thing, but then she told me she doesn't want to be friends with me anymore even tho I didn't do or say anything to make her do that. I was nice to her and she was nice to me so she tells me that she doesn't wanna be my friend anymore or talk to me and blocked me like wtf!?!? I would also like to address that the only people that I would consider as close friends are sum coworkers, but literally all of them that actually accepted me even when I first starting working at the place that I work at just left, and now one of them who is the last friend I got there is leaving out of the state, she was literally like a big sister to me and now she's going and will probably never talk to me again. Now i'm worried about going to college and going into real life now, I probably won't make any friends, everyone is just gonna think Imma retard and I look like a weirdo, teachers will probably think I weird and students at the colleges too. So just fuck it Im just gonna take stuff that I need and get in my truck and drive far away somewhere. out of this shitty state that im living. I don't need a job, I don't need friends, who the fuck even needs a family or friends if their just gonna leave you and forget about you.