Haloween seems like the ultimate friends gathering. The opportunity to dress silly and fun, and spend time with your friends. Ive never celebrated haloween as an adult because ive never been a social being. Never had a costume, never went to any parties or gathering. The most i did was wear cheap cat ears and tail, and watch scary movies with my roommate and his gf when i was college.

And it sucks because i have friends, friends who i see on Instagram with their friends at parties in their costume on a saturday night. And im home, alone, as always.

Im envious of all those people. I want that night with friends, nothing too big, i just want to not be alone, or feel left out.