I think I split on my FP, my best friend in the world, I went from wanting to talk all the time to feeling like I dont care what he does, we were supposed to meet in person in august, but this started because he said he needs to have more offline time(but did reassure that he’s not abandoning me, and does check in when he can.) but I feel like all the joy has gone from our conversations, that he’s not fun to talk to anymore, that I’m better alone, that I’m angry and he can just go away… but that’s not the emotions I want to feel. I want to go back to how it was but in a healthy way. but at the same time I feel so unstable without him as my FP. Will this go back the other way again? Will I feel the connection again? He means a lot to me and my therapist all she had to say was maybe I would be better on my own. Thinking of only myself. I like the person I am more when I have someone I care about. No one’s really explained bc or how to manage it properly to me, I just feel so sad.