I’m at my boyfriends family’s crab feast thing and I’m feeling so alone and excluded. I feel like I’m saying and doing everything wrong and everyone hates me. I don’t know what to do. I’ve already taken an Ativan and I’ve been drinking a little bit (please don’t give me a hard time for this). I have met them before but I just am not comfortable and feel like I am constantly being judged. Please help me.