I moved recently to another country with my partner so we could have a better life after both losing our jobs due to COVID. It’s been good on the surface, I feel safer here and it’s beautiful and a change of pace, but my anxiety has been through the roof despite it all. 
On the flight over i was a wreck mainly over my psychiatric support dog (for anxiety) and fear that they would detain her (they didn’t nor is that a thing that really happens) and since settling here…I don’t know I want to soak it all in and enjoy it but I’m always on edge. I’ve even been feeling dizzy/tunnel vision and I don’t know if that’s related or not either. 

My partner tries their best to be supportive but I get that it’s a lot. I have a hard time making decisions or troubleshooting in confusing situations and since this is a country that speaks a foreign language these moments happen a lot and I tend to break down and since I’m the one with the most experience in the language they are counting on me and I come up short. They have started to become short and irritated with me because of my anxiety and it makes me want to feel smaller. 
I don’t know how to get out of this loop. I’ve been meaning to find a therapist but the Healthcare is confusing to non natives and I have yet to find a job so I’m scared to funnel money into it. 

I’m sorry this might be just an info dump I’m just at a loss of what to do—I don’t want to think this decision was a mistake because of my disorder but I’m feeling very lost and scared right now .