This week I took my finals. This semester school has destroyed me. My mental and physical health has been on the decline and I have practically failed all of my classes this semester. I don't want to do it anymore and I am only in college now so I can get a job that pays enough so I can move out. But the last 3 episodes of the show my mom has been watching has been in reference to or had someone commiting suicide and after taking my last final and failing, I considered killing myself. If I cant finish school, if I can't get a job that will allow me to survive in this world, then what is the point of surviving? I am letting everyone down including myself and I'm tired of it.