Im not even sad or depressed, I just don’t care anymore. I don’t want to die, I don’t want to live. Im just existing, it’s like I’m a shell of a person, like I’m not really me. I don’t know how to explain it but I fee like I’m reading a really depressing book and I’m the main character. My life isn’t mine I’m just reading about some random person and I feel nothing for them. Im not even sure why Im posting this on here, perhaps I want attention or maybe I don’t. I don’t know and I don’t actually care. I’ll probably delete it, I’ll gain nothing from this