Hi, long time lurker, first time poster. Diagnosed 5 years ago. My very, very new relationship is causing me lots of anxiety and my old self destructive and paranoid behaviors are creeping back in. I want to be able to tell my partner about exactly why I've been behaving the way I have, and they already know that I'm on antidepressants. This is the 2 month mark and I'm scared of pushing them away. When did you guys tell your partners, or did you ever?