And it hurts. 
I gave him three chances. Each time he screwed me over. I ignored red flags. I did what I could to help him. Generally he was ok. But he fucked up three times. 
So now I’ve cut him off. 
And it sucks. Another person gone from my life. 
But it’s the first time I’ve been able to cut someone off. The first time I’ve had the strength to.
Now I’ve just got to stop myself from crawling back. 
I wasn’t even searching for someone. He found me. And that’s what hurts the most. 
But I know not every person you meet is meant to be there for all chapters of your life. Just hurts.