hey guys!
i’ve known that i have bpd for almost 6 years now. recently, i got a suggested ad for a medical study i’m sure of you guys have heard of, or participated in. it is testing the medication brexpiprazole (rexulti) in borderline patients. it’s an antipsychotic, meant for schizophrenics, but is being prescribed to me in a very low dose.
guys... it’s REALLY working.
i feel less paranoid about abandonment. i “snowball” less frequently. and without as much paranoia, i am less depressed. i feel truly better. no other med has helped me like this one has so far.
i hope this study goes well and brexpiprazole can be officially approved for bpd treatment, as there are no official medicines for bpd right now. 
i feel so much relief 😭💖