Hi,


So I've been dealing with BPD for a very very long time now and by coping I mean staying alive and fighting for each day. 

It took forever to go through all the medical hoops to get a diagnosis but my psychiatrist who I've been with for 2yrs, seen 4 times and spent only 45mins TOTAL TIME; keeps fobbing me off.

He sees me for 10/15mins max usually and asks how I feel, then notes how I look like I'm not too unkempt etc. And then he tells me evedytime without fail...go away and try to relax and maybe exercise and ill see you again in 6mths and you will hopefully be better and we can set you to outpatient then. 

Every time he tries to get rid of me but does not help at all.

I've got a meeting via phone today and I'm scared hes going to discharge me from the service and that means no more help at all.

Im the worst I've been in years now and close to a breakdown like last time. 

Any advice would help thanks.