I'm very strategically avoiding social media right now to prevent myself from falling into a comparative slump with all the people that are "having more fun than me". Also, I would be stalking my exes right now to find out what everyone is up to. I sort of wish my boundaries were better and that I had enough self control to just not give a fuck about them or silly shit but I don't so.... i'm just holding on to my tiny shred of sanity by having \*these\* boundaries. I feel kind of sad, like i'm missing out on everyone enjoying New Year's, but i'm also like.....calm and don't want to fuck with the peace of mind I have. no pain, no gain huh? 