Hello.

I see my ever flowing state as a wave. At first I felt like I was always drowning because I couldn't keep up. At times I still feel like I am below the waterline but I eventually surface. Some days it's sunny but more days are tempestuous. On days where the weather is fowl I spend more time submerged but occasionally I will surface for air. Opposite when the weather is fair. I'm always looking for salvation, hoping for someone to rescue me but I am a hazard and all ships eventually divert course. I don't know where I am and I have no heading. I'll run this ship aground eventually. For now I'll just ride the waves.

Dictated but not read by the alcohol and drugs that I abuse.