I have OCD. In particular, I have the obsession of looking at children inappropriately. I’m not a pedo (my therapist confirmed it), but this is a form of OCD. I have also the compulsion of looking at adults inappropriately to check  if they’re embarrassed or not (I know this is insane). Yesterday I made this face in the street: a little creepy smile and eyes wide open. I looked a figure in front of me with this face. After one/two seconds I realized she was a child who was 10-11 years. I fear I made her feel uncomfortable. I feel very guilty.