When I finally found out that what was wrong with me has a name, I was encouraged to try and talk to my "loved ones" about my feelings, my issues, my fears. And I did.

Except no one cares. My disfunctionality bothers them. My problems annoy them. My fear is unreal to them.

No one cares, and my biggest mistake was thinking that they did.

My SO has basically said he doesn't believe I can change and be honest and reliable. My family doesn't even ask how I am. My friends just cancelled on me today, no real warning.

I'm completely alone.