Hey everyone! I hope you guys are doing well today :,)

I just wanted to ask if anyone understood what I am going through. I don't properly know how to explain it but I think I'm so used to my life being chaotic that when things are stable and going well, my mind finds some sort of way to self sabotage tf out of it. This happens mostly by me just finding things to be upset about or trying to cause an issue in my own personal life. I don't know if this is a bpd thing but I figured it was best to post here for maybe some input.

tysm &lt;3