A few months ago i made a post i’ll link it here: https://www.reddit.com/r/mentalillness/comments/lvdcpw/how_do_i_get_someone_to_stop_calling_me_lucky_for/?utm_source=share&amp;utm_medium=ios_app&amp;utm_name=iossmf 

Please read that for more info first but since then we have been getting on alright ig but my symptoms have got 10 times worse and have been driving me crazy and making me isolate myself. This friend knows about my psychosis and all the symptoms i get we even met irl about a month ago and it went okay but here’s where it got bad. I blocked her on everything because i have a delusion i think that she’s gonna plot against me and when i message her she’s gonna send me mind controlling waves through the screen to get me. I know it probs sounds bizzare but voices told me this and i’m struggling with this delusion and many others atm. I even got a voice demanding me to burn down her house to stop her from trying to do this to me i wouldn’t act on it but it really disturbed me. Anyways it’s been like 2 weeks since i blocked her and i checked whatsapp and she sent me a massive paragraph about how bad i am and how i’ve never been there for her and how she’s the cause of all her problems i’m really struggling with wanting to kill myself and this makes me want to do it more. Was it wrong for her to sent this cause she knows about me suicide attempts and psychosis or like is it my fault for thinking that about her and blocking her idk.