The past 2 days since Saturday morning I felt good about myself. I got a haircut and felt confident and happy. I made plans with my mom, cousin and two close friends I haven't seen in a while for the weekend. I been working the past two days as well and feeling pretty good. I woke up up today.... and just all this anger and rage inside me. I feel completely disconnected from people today. I wanna cry and feel completely worthless and annoyed by everyone around me. I want zero human communication and isolate myself. I want to cancel all my plans that i made and just be in bed. Ugh what a crap day. I wish i had some
Ativan right now. 