I am at that point now I can't cope. I cant keep friendships, i can't go outside,  i can't do anything. I feel sick, physically sick. I want to just hide away i can't cope anymore. I seriously want to just disappear.  I feel like I can't go on anymore, I seriously can't ... I am still waiting for a social worker to be assigned to me but I don't think I can wait. I am slowly declining and so is my health. I feel like I am sinking and I dont know what to do. I feel like calling a crisis hotline but I don't want to waste their time. I am so lost in what to do😭