I am just so sad right now. I want so smash things, I’m so full of it without knowing what IT is. I have so much going on in my emotional brain, I don’t know what do to with it. I can’t talk with my fb because I freeze and he is always very guarded so always snaps back with something and doesn’t get it and I cant explain He says I’m a drama queen, narcissistic and selfish. I think I’m just so SAD/BROKEN right now  I want to scream.
I just need validation from him but I can’t ask for that, it makes me hirt so bad sorry for the rant