My anger can grow very easily over little things sometimes, depending on how sensitive I'm feeling that day and in what way. It's clear to me I've had intense anger issues since I was a small child. When I was small, I used to bite people and I used to hit myself in the head with my paddle brush or rip through my tangled hair until I was crying. Maybe some other things too but I'm not sure what is just kids being kids or abnormal stuff. My patience has also always been short which hasn't helped. I have gotten a good bit better about controlling my anger.. I don't physically hurt others anymore (even though I'm ashamed to say I still think about it a bit) and I really try to work on my patience the best I can. But when I get angry I just feel like I'm on fire inside... I don't even feel human anymore when I feel that anger, I just feel like a being who was put on Earth to destroy everything around me. All I want is to cause destruction with no care in the world. It's a bit funny actually cause I don't act out any of these urges so it wouldn't seem like I have them but I do and sometimes it's so hard to want to control, if that makes sense. I can manage it but I kinda know it will never get 100% better and those urges will always be there, i just have to keep making the right decisions no matter how hard it is sometimes. And that's in no way perfect, I still have outbursts but they're tame in comparison to what stews inside. I'm also not only my anger, I'm just feeling it right now.