I don’t even know where home is, I don’t even know who I am, I don’t even know if I wanna be alive anymore, I don’t even know why I am, I don’t even know how I made it to 20 years old, I don’t even know why my bio parents did/don’t love me, I don’t even know why my only bio sister doesn’t love me, I don’t even know why my past is so fucked up, I don’t even know why my fosters moms so fucked up, I don’t even know why god took my baby, I don’t even know why my life has been nothing short of fucked up..