I'm here with my sister who has factually experienced more abuse than I have within our family and she is so keen on helping our mother while I don't really care. I feel like an awful person for that and then she adds that we have a choice as adults and is sorta putting it on me for not being forgiving. Idk I feel sad and betrayed and confused as to why she is being so concilient. Maybe I'm just heartless and self centered but I feel like our mother picked her misery and she is iterating it over and over and now her children should be picking it up while I just want little to nothing to do with it. Ahhhh anyway, venting and trying to relate.