I have always had imposter syndrome. I always believed that I didn’t deserve any opportunities, that I wasn't special, and that many people were better than me. Even if I get the chance to do something I wished for, it will not last because I’m not good enough. This feeling is killing me. I started believing this feeling, and it made me lose all the confidence I have. I don’t know why am I like that. But I look down to myself a lot and I always underestimate myself.