Hi I'm Tami and artist  who has been struggling from depression again(second time) and anxiety my hooole life. I've hd suicidal thoughts lots of times but keept going on because if I make art that makes me a worth to live human
Last year was the best for me I found a job related to art my antidepressants were kickin and was super productive... however this summer I had a fight with my retarded ADHD brother and broke my nose.
I'm a perfectionist and I love beauty the fact that now my nose looked different made me wanna take my life
cuz you know once a nose is broken it's never the same.
However thanks to therapy and medication I'm battling my depression and body dysmorphia...still I'm most of the days exhausted and the things that made me passionate (art) feel like a heavy task and I procrastinate a lot even making clients wait for their commissions.
idk If I can't do art what is left for me.... I'm so tired everyday. It's weird cuz last year I was on medication as well but didn't feel so tired i think it's because of pstd due to the fight with my brother
Please i wish to know about people with the same experiences and some recommendations thanks