Only to enjoy yourself. Be selfish. Ya need friends to feel happy though. I got none. Girls dont like a guy with no friends. Girls dont like a guy whos never been in a long term relationship. The only people who love me are my family. Anyone else feel disconnected with everything. I feel like a piece of dust floating through my life. No new connections except the ones i was born with. And the fact that i dont have a social circle has resorted me to online dating which is the quickest way to resent women iv ever seen. Nobody cares; im going to die and the family i rejected in my younger life will try to recount memories that dont exist. Only wonder what could have been. She asks if i have any plans for holloween i told her im looking around she likes the response as if maybe asking for me to invite her. But she doesnt want to go out with “just me” that much im sure.