i feel a crisis coming, everyday i’m getting worse and due to the situation i’m living i feel i won’t get better alone.
i don’t have money for therapy, nor can i go outside my house to go and find someone the help me because my mom can’t be left alone. she can’t walk and refuses to leave the house.
i can’t pay for it because my mom has brain cancer and we’re paying for the whole treatment and medicines, plus physiotherapy and a cleaning person to help me with house chores.
my support system moved to europe and can’t help me the way i need, but he still tries and gives his best.
everything is getting worse, depression, anxiety, my eating disorders.
i don’t know what to do, if i enter a crisis i don’t know if i’ll overcome it this time.