I kinow you are going to say that if I really like simething that I should just keep practicing  and eventually  I will get better at it, but no... don't  go there because I know myself better than you know me, so I just really want advice on how to deal with failure, how to accept that I am as good as I will ever be in this, because it frustrates me and trigfers my anxiety  so hard when I fail, I just can't  handle it, I start ovetthinking it and crying and int he worst case it makes me want to cut myself,.and I haven't  cut in years but I still feel like doing it....Just how do I accept that I am bad at something?