
I understand preferences and I knew he watched pork but I was a little snoop and checked out his computer. I saw some history of videos and it was Asian this, Asian that, not a black girl in sight. 


Makes me wonder how he is even attracted to me. It’s like he is obsessed with Asian girls, but he’s still dating me at the end of the day. Yet, when I ask him what he thinks about [random black woman] he will always be like “ehh she’s like a 4.” Then go googoo over an average-looking Asian girl. 


Makes me feel insecure about the future of our relationship. I want to bring up his porn habits but I can’t tell him I snooped so whatever. I’ll just go back to bed to sulk. Just had to vent. This kind of stuff triggers my depression like crazy