I'm going out with friends later to grab dinner and a movie. These friends are a couple who I met through my boyfriend. I've hung out with these friends before, I just feel awkward and am afraid they'll think I'm weird or something. Just irrational social anxiety. My boyfriend can't come because he moved out of state or otherwise I'd feel completely at ease if he was with me. He makes people laugh so easily. These friends are closer to him. I've always felt like just the girlfriend, you know; if my boyfriend was ever invited somewhere then they expected me to tag along, and I'm a quiet person. I'm excited, though, because they invited me to hang out with them, I'm just very anxious about going. I'm going to freshen up, wear nice clothes so I can at least look my best if I don't feel my best.