all i need is emotional support. i told my mom i want to die and she told me i don’t want to die. she said she’ll look for a psychiatrist, which is really helpful, but when i’m not getting help emotionally it makes it so much harder. i’m having the worst day in a while struggling with these thoughts and now i’m home alone and it’s the same as when they are home. no help no positive affirmations no questions about how i’m doing. it doesn’t matter if i’m dead or alive. it’s proven to be way too hard trying to get better. the easiest way is to just let it go black.