I need help, fucking BADLY too

I can almost guarantee I have some kind of mental illness, I can feel it grating my mind all the time, I have SOMETHING, I don't know what it is though

I don't want to go to my parents about it because we don't have the best relationship (they're scary) and my friends will play it off as a joke and not give a shit

the internet is the only place I'm taken seriously, it's the only place that actually helps me when I need it

Do you guys know any mental health apps that aren't just pre generated/randomly generated messages?

Quarantine might actually make me go insane. Trapped in one room with an annoying sister, a toxic parental relationship, and my computer