hey, i've recently been exploring psychedelics to help with bpd symptoms and i micro dosed yesterday and right before i experienced a moment of splitting and would've said some foul things, i realized and stopped myself and felt really proud. i'm not glorifying substance use and it could merely be all placebo, however, placebo or not, it helped. 

i am just coming here to ask any of your experiences with psychedelics, and having BPD, i would love to hear personal experiences. 

previously i've done some research on it, and the research comes from clinical observational settings, rather than a setting the subject would be comfortable in- i believe that plays a big role. - however the research i viewed stated people with BPD have sensitive ego's, and a psychedelic would alter the subject's perception of their ego- in turn causing a bad trip. 

looking to here anyones personal thoughts, opinions, or experiences on psychedelic use to cope/understand/treat bpd.