I feel discouraged because I’ve always been healthy and fit. 4 years ago I started medication and started to gain weight. I was hungry mostly at night and would wake up in the middle of the night to realize I am sleep eating. I have since changed the medications but now I’m on serequel and it has helped me mentally but I can’t help but feel even more like sedated and hungry in the evening. It sucks. I eat healthy and I am vegan and try to avoid processed foods, sugar, too much salt etc. but still I need to lose weight for the life of me. these past few weeks have been super hard so I stopped working out but I am back hiking/running again. I need to get into the gym for real but I’m hesitant bc of covid. My self esteem is really low and I don’t want to date anyone or be seen by anyone. I used to be super hot now I feel very fat and ugly! I just feel like my face is different now. Help