I genuinely think that I am one of the ugliest people alive lol. My philtrum is massive and all of my facial features are unattractive to the point that I am repulsive to look at. I don’t even know what to do about it because it’s going to be YEARS until I’m able to grow a beard that can conceal my face. Not only that, but I feel that I have destroyed my brain with drug use and I am no longer able to produce any intelligent or creative thoughts. I truly don’t know what I am doing anymore, as I feel that I am a pest to everyone and provide nothing to society. 

Anyways, rant over lol