I am dating with a guy for 4 months and we got attached very fast and love words spreading around but since the beginning ( we’re still at the beginning ) i’m not peaceful with him at all. I’m occupied with thinking about him and our relationship all the time and i know he’s not good to me. He’s good when i am good but then when i wanna talk about my problems he’s not capable of listening me. Last time it was very intense and i was talking him crying, opening myself up (not in a heavy crisis) and he froze. He just doesn’t feel bad when i feel bad. I don’t blame him being unattached from his feelings. There is no intimacy and i am almost sure I don’t want to date him anymore but it’s soooo hard to choose to be alone. And i know it’s time for me to be my own favorite person. I need myself to be good to me not anyone else. I’ll do my best to commit to my decision. I’m worthy to experience wholeness and love one day and i know it’s not gonna happen when i need and get addicted to somebody. Love you all!