So during June of 2021 i decided to take a dap pen hit with the the weed flavour being "gods gift" which was pretty high on the THC scale (around 16%)  so as i took it i felt sleepy and decided to go to sleep. Keep in mind i have done this about 3 times without any problems.

One thing i must note about my sleep is that every time i sleep i would fall into this state where as am im about to fall asleep my body wakes me up very abruptly making my heart race like ive just woken up from a nightmare. I belive this is called a Hypnogogic jerks in a scientific definition. But anyways this irregualar sleep pattern has been happening throughout my life from what i can remember. 

So when i took a medium sized hit (maybe like 2-3 puffs) and layed down on my bed to sleep, of course with my luck, i get a hypnic jerk during the stages of me being high. This resulted in the most horrific panic attack i have ever experienced. Shit was so bad it makes me panic just by thinking of it right now. Keep in mind i did have 1 panic attack previously but is was not as bad as the one where i was high. So the next day i felt extremely sick, i had a headache, felt nauseous, dizzy, etc. couple days after that i had to go camping which i told my parents i was not feeling to well to go  but they insisted. As we are going to the highway i start to get a panic attack and have shortness of breath which then we drove to the hospital. Had to wait 8 hrs just for a doctor to tell me it was cuz of covid and how people are anxious of the virus(screw hospitals). Ever since then ive been getting panic attacks here and there but not everyday. But whats weird is the the panic attacks ive experienced are quite weird from a normal panic attack. When the episode comes i feel extremely nervous and anxious, distressed, have cold shivers but would never have an increased heart rate or shortness of breath. I know this because Ive kept tracked of my heart rate during the attacks via smart watch. They where always between 60-100 bpm which is the normal heart rate in a resting state. And because of this when i went to do a electrocardiogram test and they said that everything was normal. But i would still have these modified panic attacks. 

Fast forward to the present, and now i believe most of my panic attacks are triggered from my stomach but a couple from my mental state. Then as things couldn't get any worse, a week ago i had a little too much chocolate which caused and acid reflux in my stomach which caused a very baaad panic attack but like previously mentioned it was one of those weird modified panic attacks. Now not only do i have to worry about my panic attacks, i am now diagnosed with GER also known as gastroesophageal reflux all cause i had a hypnic jerk during me being high. And what i find most funny is that the flavour of weed is called god's gift. Is this god's gift in giving me a half a year of sufferings? I got no clue when i will be able to function properly again. That's my story :)