I had a mental breakdown a month ago saw a psychiatrist on new meds. I have add, ocd , depression and anxiety.  I was working too much and in a bad environment.  I quit that job got a new one . My brother's relationship went south and vented to me about it.  Now I keep thinking I should divorce my spouse of 20 yrs. We have a good marriage is it perfect nope no such thing but I was happy before my breakdown.  When I get these thoughts I just want to cut myself or kill myself I hate them so much. What the heck is wrong with me