I had friends in high school, when I ended up talking to a few, soon they started to walk away and take their own course and I tried to do the same, after a few months I realized that I had actually run out of friends. they operated on me and none of them spoke to me to ask: how are you?
Although lately there is one I talk to from time to time, he used to be one of my best friends, he introduced me to his new friends with whom he plays, speaks and has confidence, and everyone who speaks to me is different, as if it were someone you just met.
you may invite me to your home, but just spend a few minutes and we have finished talking all we can tell ourselves, and i feel that it becomes weird and boring. I look forward to returning home to lock myself in my bubble.
He comes in call with his friends, and I limit myself to staying silent in a corner, why I don't know what to talk about. I've tried to make friends with your friends but I just don't know what to do. I know I'm not good socializing, but it's something stronger than me.
What I mean is that I feel alone and I am alone, I have no friends to tell about my hobbies, with whom to go out, with whom to play. And if I write this is why I don't have to tell it to. I feel totally sunken.
I just want to vent.