My friend asked me to hang out with her friend. I said I had no $$ and couldn’t get food. They said they would spot me. But when they got there I guess 4$ was too much? And they like embarrassed me at the place… but I let it go. 

Then we went to this place I said I didn’t really feel comfortable but it would be fine if I was with friends. 

One of the rudest encounters I’ve had was with this girl I met and my friend knew all about it. Then the girl ended up being there and comes to talk to me. My “friends” then use that as an opportunity to leave me with this girl I was already upset about, in a place I didn’t feel comfortable? I saw them and ran down the street and they kept walking to this pizza place. Didn’t say anything. Didn’t invite me. Didn’t ask if I had a way to get home. So I walked home at night (because I’m broke) and no one even asked if I made it home okay.  
I thought women looked out for eachother. 

I really tried to make excuses for them but that whole experience was so shitty and I never go out. When I had $$ I used to buy my friends food all the time and not expect anything back because I offered. If 4$ was so bad I would have ate at home. And I also would NEVER show up somewhere with someone and just leave them to walk home and not say anything. 

I even messaged and said I wasn’t mad but that really hurt my feelings and no response. 

It really hurt me. And I cried and I felt so foolish for crying and letting it get to me. I have been there for this friend and supported her. I have abandonment issues and the irony is I was talking about them that night because I had a really hard Mother’s Day. 

This is why I run solo and stay at home…. Crawling back to my cave now. 

Feeling pretty down about it all today