im sad i just left a psych ward, I smoked there (cigarettes, I left it before but came back to it) and I feel really sad.. life I missed the ward, I had a simple life there, I had friends and I didn't have to confrot life. But now it's my first day out. And now because I feel anxious, I smoked one cigarette I had left. But I have to confront reality and I feel like in these hard times smoking would help