I (24 F) have nothing left. My boyfriend cheated on me and broke up three moths ago. I love him so much and can't move on. My dad died and my mom's new boyfriend is abusive. She's too busy working to care. I recently lost my job. I had one friend and he left me yesterday because he's moving across the country and said it will be good way to end things since I'm bothering him with my constant depression. He said that he wants to be around happy people and not someone who is sad all the time. I think I can't blame him. Therapy is not working, I just spent all of my days drinking alcohol and don't have energy to do anything. I don't see the point of doing anything. I was so happy few months ago and now I am left with nothing. I miss feeling loved and appreciated. It seems like every time I work hard to finally be happy everything falls apart. I've thought that after an awful childhood I would finally get to enjoy life. Now I just don't have any hope left.