Not quite sure what flair to use, but I've realized that I absolutely strive for perfection. When it comes to friendships and relationships, I mean. If I behave in a remotely negative way or I think I could've acted better, I apologize with a full explanation. This includes when people wrong me. I just had someone lead me on so bad it's probably record breaking and I still apologized and explained myself because I could've handled it better and I wasn't happy with how I acted. I want to be a mature adult at all times. I think I feel like if I'm not perfect, I deserve any and all bad treatment I receive. Because of this I'm fairly confident in how I treat people these days. (I was insane in the past don't get me wrong. I suppose I've sort of transitioned into a quiet borderline.)
But I guess I'm wondering if anyone else feels similarly.