I don't want to go to school because my friend doesn't talk to me anymore and it's a new place. I have to explain to all my teachers why I have a laptop and a calculator (concentration issues and bad at math) I have to see a new school counselour and I have bad experiences with previous ones (One literally told me to stop being anxious and sad) I have so much work to do, my anti-psychotics look sketchy and I'm scared some kid or teacher will tell on me and I'll get in trouble for having drugs WHICH ARE PRESCRIBED or some kid is gonna make a suicide joke, I'm gonna get kinda triggered because my pills are to prevent me from doing that stuff (thanks dysthymia) and I'm gonna tell somebody, and my teacher is gonna respond "If that was your friend you would laugh along" (Real thing that happened) and its like no I'm not going to laugh along what the hell and I haven't done school shopping because I don't want to and my Grandma is coming over next week, nothing against her its just stressful. And my therapist is moving away,