I'm becoming so hopeless. My symptoms are worsening. I'm becoming of the belief that even other borderlines don't understand me. Even my girlfriend, like yeah, she comforts me and supports me, but she will never truly understand what it is like to be me and suffer in this way. I'm becoming increasingly frustrated and paranoid. I want this pain to end so badly. I would give up *almost* anything to be free from this disorder's grasp.