She's so loud! I can hear everything she does. Every text and call. The telly is as loud as it is when I go over to my 83yr old granddad's. I genuinely wish she'd go back to being an Alki because at least she'd be out at bars then come home and pass out in bed. Like, how are you less of a bother when you did coke?


Yelling, shouting, all that makes me turn back into a child. I just want to feel comfortable in my own damn room. 


I hope this doesn't make anyone else uncomfortable. Alcoholism runs in my family, so I get that it's not a laughing matter to a lot of people. I don't mean to upset anyone.