                                I'm depressed. 

I've always been depressed and I know that's not gonna change. I'm sensitive but I hate being asked what's wrong. I hate being coddled, I don't like being pitied. I hate feeling things. Most times, if not all the time, I hate being human. 

I hate being alive. I don't want anyone to know who I am, to know my name or my past. I wanna change everything about myself but I also just don't wanna exist.