I dont wanna do this anymore. I have no money, no job, no friends, my partner is moving away so soon ill literally have nobody in my life, I have no motivation and even on the days that I do I dont know what to do with it. I dont know how to do anything or even what I should do. Im 20 years old and I am lost. I want to just end it but I dont wanna just give up. Why is life so hard.