Basically I've been in post secondary for 4 years with almost nothing to show for it. I've transferred schools twice, changed my major, if i want to finish my Bsc it would take at LEAST three more years. And im not sure if I could even do it mentally. My boyfriend is from the UK and is going home this summer (I'm Canadian). I've been accepted to study abroad there for a year, But since our systems are so different it wouldn't help me much academically if i were to come back to canada. In England you only study your subject area (which makes sense) and it only takes three years.  Here even though im in biology I've got to take chemistry, math, physics etc and it's really wearing me out. I just want to be done. If I dont go abroad and try to stay here I might be able to get a degree in 3-4 years... maybe. But I'd also lose the one person who im closest to. He's really good for my bpd and I feel normal around him. If I go abroad ill be with him but unless I finish my degree at that school which I'm not sure if I could do (international fees etc), it would really just put me back a year if i was to come back. We've only been together for 8 months but i feel like if I stay here and lose him I would regret it forever because he honestly is so good for me. I haven't told my parents about him because I dont want them to think im going there just for him, ive always wanted to study abroad anyways. I'm just not sure if me taking time off to study abroad is stupid and my bpd is influencing me to stay with my boyfriend, or if it's a legitimate option and i need to take a break from school for a bit. 

Tldr; either i stay in Canada and try to finish my degree in the next four years and risk feeling like I'm wasting my life (as i currently feel at school right now) or I go abroad for a year to travel and take a break and be with my boyfriend who is very good for my bpd 