Iv been struggling extremely hard the past half year now..I honestly thought I was doing better but then I had to have an emergency gallbladder surgery to save my hind end...I partially never wanted to say yes...

Theres a lot in my life to end me up here where I am today...Parental abuse, school bullies, lack of trust worthy partners...Heck you name it an I have probably been there or can empathize with you. Bullied to the point of suicide for years an nothing was essentially done..My parents never really stuck up for me an I guess you could say after all those year I just shut everyone an everything out an just now waking up in a shitty relationship where my “fiancé” constantly drinks and never actually listens to me when I present him the problem over and over and over and ov- You get the point....

I feel so trapped...I don’t work as of right now but I have no choice in the matter but to try so I came make some money for myself and move out of this situation...Im tired of telling him I cant stand the drinking- especially sense he nearly crashed my car driving drunk...lets not forget another time he literally tried to fist fight me in his dads back yard...

Idk what to do an it feels like everything is closing in so fast that I cant breath or focus...Please someone help me...I need help so badly...I cant do this anymore..