Hello people,

I have a lot of stress and almost don’t sleep anymore because of some things that happend in my live. I’m still really frightened (for some the first story I already posted once before, but there is a second part now). (English isn't my native language)

4 months ago (17 weeks ago) I got sex with a sexworker. I’m scared that something happened. This is how the sexual encounter went:  


*Hi everyone,*

*I’m really scared about something that happend some time ago. I have a hard time to get sleep from it. I want to apologize already for my bad English in advance, it isn’t my native language.*

*Story:*

*3 months ago I had sex with a seksworker and we did use a condom. The thing is, 1 hour and 5 minutes before I had sex with her I was home and give myself a handjob and I did cum. The stupid thing was that I did only clean the outside of my (foreskin)dick, but not inside the foreskin. I am uncircumcised so I have quite some foreskin over the head. I also know that there can still leak some sperm out after cumming and when you are aroused pre cum is made, maybe I was aroused and some sperm still came out between the time I was on my way to her and she putting a condom on.*

*So 55/60 minutes later I’m at her place and we start to wear our clothes off. She then proceeds to put a condom around my dick with her mouth. But because I have quite some foreskin, she needed to push down the foreskin to below so the penis head would be visible. She pushed my foreskin below with 4 fingers (I’m not sure how she pushed my foreskin to below, maybe with all her fingers or with her handpalm so more sperm could be on her fingers/hands), but she didn’t touch my penis head. After that she put with her mouth the condom over my penis head and then rolls the condom further down with her fingers/hands. This is I guess how sperm was maybe transferred from underneath/inside (within) the foreskin when she touched it while pulling it down to below to the outside of the condom (the condom likely didn’t contain spermicide because it was flavored).*

*Then she gave my a blowjob with the condom on, so maybe that has influence on the sperm/cum on the outside of the condom. After the blowjob she did touch my dick again (to put it inside her), but at that point she has touched my body skin, a lube, duvet (and probably more I guess).*

*After that we had sex and I did not cum inside the condom but outside on her boobs (wanted to be sure nothing happend, but stupid me…). That’s it. The time between the condom around my dick and actually having sex was 8-10 minutes or something (she gave my a little massage in the mean time). No idea if the 8 minutes would also have some effect?*

*Information:*

*- I have heard/read sperm can survive longer under the foreskin (it’s not quite open air) but I’m not sure how long?*  
*- I don’t think she used birth control pills or something, but lets assume she did not used it (so lets assume she was NOT on birth control)*  
*- I can’t contact her anymore because after the day we had sex, she deleted her profile/advertise and wasn’t reachable on the phone. I did try to get to her place where we had sex but got a fist in my face (from I guess the man who is controlling them) and was told to leave immediately. I guess she was working under bad circumstances and I wished I had caught that on the time I met with her and had sex.*  
*- The condom likely did not contain spermicide, because it was a flavored (purple) condom.*  
*- The condom didn’t break.*  
*- Her advertisement was not online anymore after 2 - 4 days.*

Really scared she can be pregnant of this? This happend 17 weeks and a couple of days ago. Now the second part is what happend very recently:  


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Because I was really scared what happened, I looked sometimes at the site where I met the girl from 17 weeks ago to see if her advertisement would pop up again on the website. But a couple days ago, I strangely found 2 advertisement, and both looked like the girl I met 4 months ago (17 weeks ago). The girl I had sex with (17 weeks ago) her advertise pictures didn’t match how she looked in real life (she looked a bit different in real life compared to the pictures on her advertisement). So I made contact with both of them.

Let’s call these woman ‘AB’ and ‘AC’. So I first contact ‘AB’, and asked if I could have a picture of her. She send 2 pictures of her where her skincolor was different than from the pictures of her ad and from what I could remember from the girl of 17 weeks ago. I am not even sure if the 2 pictures send where from the same girl. She definitely didn’t look the same as the girl from 17 weeks ago.

The second girl, AC, didn’t want to send pictures of herself. I didn’t know if she was the same from January or not. So I decided (what was stupid of me) to meet her yesterday (we did not have sex, I didn’t do it with her of course!).When I met her I was already disappointed because her face (from what I could remember/recall and recognize) was not the same as the girl from 17 weeks ago. AC also looked a (little) bit older than the girl from 17 weeks ago. She only gave my a ‘’lapdance’’ and that’s it. But then I noticed that this girl have/got a little belly (not big or something), but on her advertisement pictures I didn’t see it. After that I went home.

But then I got scared when I was on my way home. I kept thinking in my mind of: what if it is the same girl from januari, what if the little belly is a pregnancy of 17 weeks and a couple days, why does the advertisement looks so similar of the girl from januari. That was running through my head the whole time. So I decided to text her and I asked: *‘’You have a nice little belly, are you pregnant?’’* She answered with: *‘’Noo’’*

I was still a bit scared. So I decided to text her from a different number and I pretended to be a person who wanted to meet her. I texted her and asked: *‘’Can I know first when your last period was? I had some bad experience with it? (Just how much weeks ago?)’’* She answered with: *‘’1’’* I asked: *‘’1 week ago?’’* She texted back and said: *‘’yes’’*. I also texted some moments later: *‘’Do you use birth control pills ? (Condom can always accidentally break)’’*. She said: *‘’yes’’*.

I honestly thought to finally had created some piece of my mind. But the thoughts still came a bit flooding back in my mind, so I decided to text her for the last time again the next day. This time with the number I used to text her first (the number that made the appointment back then and received a lap dance from her). I asked her to meet again and I asked when her last period was. She texted and said: *‘’2 weeks ago’’*. I texted back and said: *‘’on a different number you said 1 week?’’* Then she started to get frustrated and said: *‘’It is impossible to receive you with my menstruation’’ (period?), ‘’so I wouldn’t even receive you’’*. After that she blocked me, what I of course understand.

**Let me say this:** I know those question where very sensitive and it is all her privacy, her body and so on. Please, I didn’t ask anymore than this and I didn’t bother her anymore. I am very sorry for this, but it was more the anxiety and frightening what took over rather then my rational thinking.

This gave my a lot of mental and physical pressure. Why would she say to person X (the pretended number) 1 week ago was my period, and against person Z (the number I made contact with her) 2 weeks ago was my period. That made me really scared. Why she doesn’t has a (little) belly on her advertisement pictures (I don’t now and have no clue when the pictures where taken). She also had a tattoo (it doesn’t look like henna) on her left arm  but I didn’t see that on her advertisement pictures. Is it true that she says she is pregnant or not? Is it just belly fat?

I remembered that I texted her in the beginning if she was working 17 weeks ago in the &lt;‘city name’&gt; and she said: *‘’I don’t know who you are? I got lot’s of customers’’*. This also let me doubt heavily if she is the same from ‘city name’ or not. They also have the same nationality, but the nationality of girl AC and the girl from 17 weeks and a couple days ago is a nationally what is used by lots of escorts/sexworkers in the country.

But this girl AC seemed to work for herself. The girl from 17 weeks ago worked for someone I’m thinking. Because 17 weeks ago when I was at her place we weren’t all alone in the house and when I gave her the money she first walked away for a moment (I guess to give the money to her ‘master’ I think) and then she returned, but girl AC just took the money and we started and she didn’t walk away beforehand. It also looked at AC place that there was nobody in the house (from what I could hear and the whole house was dark). I don’t know if this matters or not. Also, girl AC and the girl from 17 weeks ago where in different cities (different locations), but I heard most of these girls keep moving in the country and are on different places each time.  


This all kept running and haunting through my mind. And made my really scared and frightened!

**So what should I do? What do you think about it? Am I just being paranoid?**