So, I have this suicidal and depression feeling since 2012. It stays for some time and then goes away. I talked to a psychiatrist in 2020 and he told me that I have chronic depression but he suggested me some meds which made my mind numb and I also have this thinking like taking meds for my mind can more wreck me up than treat me. So, I kinda skipped it at that time.

I had a break-up last month. After that, it got worse. I left my job as well following my break-up. Then, I started seeing a psychologist(online) for therapy and finally get rid of it but after my last week's questionnaire. She told me that I have severe depression and I was just 5 points less from extreme depression, which is because of my suicidal thoughts. So, I should also see a psychiatrist as the therapy alone can't help but I'll also be needing some meds for that. 

Currently, I'm really confused if that Psychologist is right or wrong about this. I'm thinking that maybe I should try another psycholgist before going to a psychiatrist. Need some advice, if possible. 

Thank you.