I've been in an on-off relationship with this guy. And every time i was the one leaving. Because after exactly 6 months of dating he got bored of me and ignored me like i'm no one. So i left him every time he got bored of me. After 3 months i started talk with him again. This cycle happened 2 times already. Now i'm in a point where 6 months are over and he ignores me again. I feel like such a loser for returning to him. I can't believe i do this every time. It hurts me so much it's unbearable. I wanna leave him now but i don't know how. It feels like i can't live without him. I don't know how to break this cycle.
P. S. Sorry for my bad english