I always question my behavior but lately I've been thinking....maybe they're the ones who should start questioning their own behavior! Maybe I am not overreacting after all. I have been treated very poorly,  at times the maltreatment comes out of the blue.

Every time I express myself, I'm told to not be so sensitive. F\*\*\* you. Maybe I wanna feel something. I spend so much time suppressing my emotions out of pure guilt. I feel guilty for having a personality disorder and I feel guilty whenever an episode slips through the cracks. I had to become hyperaware of how I moved, spoke, and presented myself. All so I could be treated with a modicum of respect by people who have sensationalized this disorder. It disgusts me that I am expected to carry this shame. I can't do it anymore. Sometimes people are shitty and it has nothing to do with me.