I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy. Because they know what its like to feel absolutely worthless and they don't want anybody else to feel like that.

                                                                  -Robin Williams.
             That spoke to me so I took all the stress from the past few days and sat down with it and finally took the first steps into starting my youtube channel. And posted the first video yesterday and I promoted myself on Facebook,Skype,Reddit and then started to get some views. But before I added skype and reddit I had done facebook. And I think I had gotten a few dislikes from facebook friends.

But the thing was I only sent a few people I acutally cared about the link to watch it (Bc I set the video to unlisted). And about 2-3 people disliked it and that bothered me. That someone I kinda feel okay with would dislike a video I really tried to put my all into. 

I had also posted it on a the smite subreddit and got a few nice comments there. But then on youtube I only had more dislikes than likes. 

So yeah then I got high (Bc Im emotionally weak and wanted to feel awesome) and then all this started bothering me. So then I wanted to post to here if you guys would check out my video and maybe see it's decent and help balance out the likes and dislikes.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TAbCDlX60Yk