I have had a complete lack of motivation and emotional numbness since I began medication in March (Abilify and Lamictal). Should I expect that the rest of my life will be like this if I have to stay on medication (which I do)? I’m feeling so so discouraged and could use some encouragement. My doctor says he thinks it’s depression but I’m convinced that it’s medication side effects. Complete anhedonia. Looking for encouraging stories of finally finding the right medication and having it disappear or other encouragement. I can’t imagine living the rest of my life feeling way. It makes me very sad.