I don’t know if this stems from not feeling good enough but I always feel selfish for wanting to spend time with my boyfriend. Like I’m taking away from his alone time or time he could be doing something more important.

Like he has Thursday and Friday off this week. I went round last night as I often do during the week when he finishes work (I normally see him once after work and then the weekend every week) anyway tomorrow is the anniversary of our first kiss. I’m pretty sure he doesn’t even know this and probably wouldn’t be that fussed if I told him (not really into soppy stuff) anyway it’s kinda important to me and I want to spend the day with him but in my head I keep thinking “no it’s his first day off leave him alone, don’t ruin him having time to himself” so now idk what to do because I want to see him but feel sad because what if I’m just being selfish?