I used to be a supervisor at a bank and then when I hit 26 it's like my disorder went full swing and I couldn't handle the stress of the job anymore. I've been doing gig work the past two years because it gives me flexibility and whatnot but even that I struggle. some weeks I only manage to make a few hundred. others a thousand. I live alone now so all my bills fall on me. I have friends who deal with mental illness and we help each other out financially when we can but I hate being like this. I miss having a career. I miss the future I could have had if it weren't for this disorder. I tried going back to the company but they wouldn't take me back and honestly I don't even know if I could have handled the job again I just wanted to try. I have a degree I don't even use and want to go back to school but that requires money, focus, and motivation none of which I have. it sucks.