thats just amazing lmaoooo why do i even fucking try anymore? like fucking seriously? even my therapist dumped me. holy fucking shit i cant do this anymore. i cant fucking believe it. and after i said 1000000000 fucking times i cant stand when someone does that to me . it happens again and again. this is literally pointless. and everyones always like 'omg Just reach out!!!!!! theres ppl who will be there for uuuuu !!!!!! people love uuu!!!! dont kill ursellfff' its such fucking bullshit. people just care about keeping me alive just so they dont have to deal with their own negative feelings about me dying. i just cant do this shit. i tried to schedule a meeting with another therapist and they arent answering me for a whole ass dayy!!!! umm like hellooo pls someone fucking help me my life is escaping me every fucking living second. i hate everyone.