Today, well some days I should say. I always do my best to be hopeful &amp; positive. Sometimes when stressful situations arise, I feel automatically tired to keep strong &amp; try no further. It's not the actual feeling of completely giving up, but more of I'm tired &amp; I need something new, something different something more positive &amp; impact full. I feel like I can't catch a break from life &amp; situations. Existing is becoming stressful, as I try to strangle these thoughts in my mind. Stay positive, Stay positive I keep telling myself in holding on. Most time I want to let go. I want to scratch things &amp; start over differently. 😪 today I feel Like everything sucks. I want to see something new, experience something great. 
But it's like the more you want to make a change, the less you can't afford it. I hate stressing, it takes a toll on me. But sometimes I feel that's all I'm good for. Stress.
Sigh.