Hi everyone, I hope this is the right sub for this because I’m not too familiar with Reddit. I’m 18 and I’ve been diagnosed with Bipolar I and medicated since August after a hospital stay. Anyway, I feel like my symptoms are for the most part, pretty textbook. I don’t know everything about my diagnosis but I know enough. However, recently I’ve began developing some symptoms that I find super concerning and I don’t know who to reach out to. I still feel most emotions, I still get happy and sad and I especially get anxious. However, I feel like I completely lack empathy, remorse, guilt, and I feel like the way I ‘love’ people is extremely abnormal. I feel like I just feel infatuation that either leads to total obsession, or fizzles out quickly. I bring up the lack of empathy and guilt specifically because I’ve done some really, really terrible and hurtful things to people over the past few months and continue to, but I don’t feel bad. I know they were wrong to do, but I don’t feel guilty for it. I take advantage of people’s kindness and use it to feed into my ego all of the time. I’m toxic and say things to hurt people. I cheat when I used to denounce cheaters with my entire chest. I’m a compulsive liar and lie just to lie, and I just don’t feel anything while doing it. This isn’t something I want to continue doing just because I know it’s wrong. I don’t know what to do, I feel like if I bring this up to my therapist I’ll just get wrote off, because I’m young and have the issues I have. And even if I were to bring it up, how do I even do it?