I’ve never felt so lonely. I have no one to go to for help. I just feel so sad. All I want to do is sleep and be alone. I wish I had experienced depression in my teenage years. I’m gonna be 21 in a month yet in the last 2 years I’ve experienced so many mental health issues. I feel like I should have a lot of friends, be outgoing and making the most of life. But it’s so hard and I’m not social. I just want to be content with my life and happy. But I keep comparing everything. I just wanna be alone in my room.