I don't know why, but sometimes I just wanna pick a fight or call people mean things, etc. and I find it difficult not to. I'd like to think I'm not a mean-spirited person by nature, but sometimes...sometimes I just wanna be. Does anyone else ever feel this way during a low? I spiraled down pretty fast after a bad manic episode that left me without sleep for over 30 hours recently, and now I just feel tired of life and people in general. Bad memories that happened years ago often crop up in my mind during these times and attempt to strangle me in despair. These memories feel fresh again, like they happened recently, and I feel bitter and angry, and I wanna hurt those that hurt me. I dunno if this is common in Bipolar or if I'm just a terrible person on the inside...