i think my life right now is pretty boring because everything makes me anxious. normally im okay with that and i allow myself to give me the time that i need. i know i have a lot of time but im 20 now and i feel like im wasting my time. other people in my age are going on parties, traveling, just living life. i feel like i dont have things to remember. like in 20 years i will be thinking what did i even do when i was 20. and the fact that i dont have nice memories to think about makes me not only anxious but really depressed. i wish i had the energy to meet up with my friends and just be happy.