
I'm really down, like a lot. A lot of ruminating and feeling like shit. A lot of complete overwhelm and panic at the day ahead, tasks to do. Everything is overwhelming. I'm having panic attacks. 

I feel like I'm bouncing around through a bunch of moods all day long. I have no idea what's what.

I just started taking latuda 20mg 2x a day, and klonopin .5mg PRN that is supposed to be one a day, but I can't get through the day without taking one in the am and one pm. And I can't sleep well anymore. 

Also had a recent very scary MRI finding near my brainstem that ended up being snot in my sinuses, but now the sinuses are a concern. That caused so much anxiety that even though it's over and there's no tumor I'm still a wreck. 
I just have no tolerance. I can't handle anything. And if you've read recent posts even meditation is bringing up emotions that are too much to handle, I feel like I'm choking, a lump in my throat, like floodgates of tears need to come out but I can't let it and I don't know why it's there. 