Ok lately I’ve been obsessing over my mental health. I have thought many times that I can hear other people’s thoughts and I have constantly felt like people could read my thoughts. This usually happens when I’m in the same room or space or whatever but it also happens in other ways. The thing that has been bothering me a lot is the fact that a person will hear my shitty judge mental intrusive thoughts and then react to me as if I had just said them out loud. They’ll even say things like in response to me out loud. It makes me question whether I’m just blurting out my intrusive thoughts. And I’ll be having an argument with the voices in my head telling them that I don’t mean it and then the person next to me will say like “whatever” or express some kind of hurt or contempt in response. I understand this is possibly a delusion but it feels so convincingly real to me. I’ll have whole conversations with people in my head and afterwards I’ll be too afraid to ask them if it was real or not. I was diagnosed with ADHD as a kid and just figured that if I had other mental health issues I would’ve known by now. I’m transgender and so I spent my whole teenage and early adult life up until a few years ago living as a shell of myself. I took acid and had a bad trip once where I went into psychosis and ever since then I’ve been convinced that I committed suicide the night I took acid