It’s only 10am and I’m already feeling suicidal. My friends are sick of me telling them I feel like crap every time I ask. They think I’m doing this stuff for attention but I genuinely feel suicidal most of the day every day. I’ve been to mental hospitals, heck I’ve even went to residential living for a few months. I’m only 15 and I know so many people say I have my whole life left to live but I don’t want to live if I feel like this. I’d rather be dead and happy than alive and miserable