I’ve been severely depressed for around 2 years and have also tried losing weight in an unhealthy way. I’ve recently started to starve myself which was just to lose weight at first, but slowly I realised that starving myself makes me more motivated. I struggled to study or even shower due to my depression, but since I’m fasting for 18-20hrs per day I have to do things to keep my mind off food, which leads me to actually start studying and “do things”. Although I think less about killing myself since I think about weight and food more, I feel more suicidal than ever. Is this “normal”? I mean is this normal for people with an ed and depression bc I just feel so weird…