i’ll only play games and stuff with our friends if she’s there. i like talking to her. she makes me feel comfortable and isn’t really weird about me not talking a bunch when we call. she honestly makes everything better. i probably won’t ever tell her this because it’s fucking embarrassing but she genuinely brings me so much happiness. she’s uhhdh one of my favourite people right now.

but now she’s stopped coming online. or i’ll see her online but she never texts me or the gc we’re in with a couple of our friends. i feel like i’m reading too much into this. this is so so fucking stupid. maybe she just doesn’t feel like talking to our friend group. or me. GOD this is all so stupid it’s literally only been like 2 days and i’m freaking out rrgh