i cannot keep up with my mind, i’m just so tired of being tired. everyday is the same anxiety filled void. it’s like i’m dragging my body behind me but this is all i’ve ever known, i wish i could get better but i can’t. i don’t know how much longer i’ll last, and i don’t mean that in a i’m going to off myself way but in a i’m going to end up loosing my grip on life and require a lot of help kind of way.