Trigger warning: self harm
Hello everybody. I just want to share my thoughts with somebody. I don't have anybody in my life right now that I can talk about it, so I ve decided to post it here, in case anybody feels the same or can offer any kind words.
Quarantine has become unbearable for me lately, since the lockdown is exceptionally strict in my country. My destructions do not work anymore. I feel the strongest need to self harm again, just to relieve the physiological agony that I am going through right now. If it wasn't for the explanations that I would have to give to my loved ones eventually once they see the new scars, I would have done it already. There is no way to receive any professional help right now, so anything would do.