I recently moved in with my boyfriend at his parents house. (Been together for 3 years and 7 months) His family is bigger than mine and they almost always gather during the weekend but people/family come over every now and then during the week. I have severe social anxiety and depression. Although I have known them for about 3 years I’m still very quiet. My boyfriend has been wanting me to move in for a while and I didn’t want to at first because I knew I wouldn’t be comfortable and now that I’m here I find it very difficult to be myself or get out of our room. (Lived with him for 2 and a half months so far) If I’m honest I kind of feel like i can’t leave because then I’d be rude or seem ungrateful. His family loves me, but I feel like I’m not being the person they expected me or wanted me to be. So I feel like they may not like me as much. I just feel like they’re all losing interest or feel as though I’m nothing. Currently, I’ve just been mentally struggling, I can’t even hold a job atm. Anyway I’m not sure what to do. I just feel like I’m failing and letting people down because I’m just not really okay. They don’t even know how I feel because I’m embarrassed.