My girlfriend lied to me so I wouldn’t cry and now I feel deceived. I know it’s hard for her to have to deal with my sensitivity, but I thought she was the one person who didn’t mind that I’m so disordered. Now I just feel completely alone in having to deal with this because my parents lie to me so I won’t have an episode and so do my friends and now also my girlfriend. I don’t know how I’m supposed to feel, but right now I just feel like no one will ever just be understanding and caring and treat me like a real human being not a ticking time bomb. I just want someone in my life to say it’s okay to cry and that my feelings are valid because I really am feeling them. But now everyone is just lying to me and I just want to stop feeling so people will treat me like a human