I genuinely wish i could say “fuck this. I’m out.”. There’s so many responsibilities, and yet so little “life” in me to carry all those things.

I just hurt someone i love, accidentally of course, because i was trying to hurt my self, and that’s so fucking depressing and embarrassing. For God sake i’m almost 24, and still acting like a bratty teenager. My body hurt, my heart hurt. Can someone please just kill me already?