like I end up hating all the jobs I have. i know virtually no one likes their job, but is it something w/ Bpd? I’ve walked out of two jobs, to be fair they were both shit, although I should’ve been more responsible in how I quit them. ive worked at one place for like 4 days, one place for a couple weeks, another place for a month or so (this place was Walmart and I hate even shopping there so ofc I had to quit, I was just desperate since I was being laid off) 
The only job I’ve honestly liked the most is the one I was laid off from. I didn’t get many hours and it didn’t pay well, but I loved my coworkers and I miss that job so much. My current job I’ve had since February and I’m already tired of it. I want a new job. It’s so embarrassing honestly, like why can’t I just suck it up and deal with a dumb job like everyone else? I hate myself, I just want to be a normal person.