I’m not exactly sure if my partner is bipolar but he is definitely acting stranger than usual, it’s been a couple months on a spending and substance binge and I don’t know when it’ll end (probably when everything is gone).

I’m trying to hold things together but it’s been really hard, it’s almost like he just changed all of a sudden very drastically.

My thought is because he lost his job and the job meant a lot to him but there’s a lot to consider I think. 

I really needed to put this somewhere because I don’t know what to do. He doesn’t want to see a doctor and a light mention of mania sends him to full agitation. Thing is, i don’t want this to be mania from bipolar because I’m scared for the down. Is there mania by itself maybe? I’m desperate for help and I haven’t had time to explore all my options because of spending so much time picking up his end of things. I won’t leave him, I love him. I’m so scared, I feel like I’ve lost him..