My (22 F) boyfriend (22 M) broke up with me today. He was my FP and I am really struggling. I feel so abandoned. I can’t stop crying.

He said it hit him like a train that us breaking up was best for both of us. He claims he is too sensitive. I have petulant bpd and I know its because I drove him away. I would get so angry with him when he would make the simpliest mistakes. I put so much pressure on him that he would freeze up and make even more mistakes. I feel like I ruined the best relationship I have ever had with the only person on the planet stupid enough to love me. I hate myself.

I feel so alone. This diagnosis is a nightmare. I feel so unlovable. I don’t see how I can go on.

Does anyone have any words of encouragement? Please be kind, no tough love. Im really fragile right now.