I was called in last week for not seeming happy, seeming disinterested and 'sullen' and not integrating. I am so stressed because it's not that I'm not a nice or good person, and I try *so* hard every day, but I just get extremely panicked that everyone hates me or will hate me so it's hard to be extremely conversational and confident and it's a vicious cycle...I'm so scared to go in tomorrow. They asked me, are you happy being here? and all I can think is that it gives me panic attacks every day but I'm trying my hardest. And now it's like my biggest fears are real because everyone did get together and talk about me and agree they don't want me with them, which is what they said in the meeting with me (even though they were being nice but very direct about it). They agreed to let me stay but they will move me to a desk away from everyone else, but now I'm thinking I just want to leave, but even then I have to give two weeks' notice and I'm just really scared and feel trapped somewhere people don't want me but I don't know how to leave.