Hey everyone! I’m currently sick, laying in bed and have this on my mind. My fiancé and I are doing long distance because of her last semester which ends in a couples weeks. So almost done! I’m planning on moving out there after so we can start our life in the city she is currently at. She’s a wonderful thoughtful and very helpful partner. We text everyday and call almost everyday. Now she is kind of a dry texter, not a big deal I am too unless I’m texting her. Sometimes she gets busy and can’t respond immediately which I totally understand. I do that too and do not hold that against her at all. Sometimes though when that happens I get this overwhelming feeling that something is up. Could be ideas of cheating, falling out of love with me, or anything negative that could be the end of us or even she may be in danger. Sometimes she’s alone in the city at night and she’s expressed it’s scary. Truth is my mind races and I start to internally worry. We have talked about this and she said it’s perfectly fine she’s had the same thoughts before too. So, I know our relationship is strong and the only thing that could happen is her in danger, but man I cannot stop the anxiety sometimes. Like I have no control over it and I’ve never had anxiety this bad before. Maybe it’s because she’s the best person I’ve ever met, who I love dearly and miss like crazy. I’m not happy where I live and I’m just excited to move and start our lives. We both are to be fair. Anyway, this is a lot, I’m so sorry for anyone reading this. I know sometimes I see a long post and have to do a big sigh before I start because I’m mentally lazy but thank you for anyone that gets through it.