Hey so this is kinda venting also just needing it to be known that I am so over december and I want at least someone to know why I'm in a bad way and looking at making final plans.

Washing machine and fridge died within two days of eachother.

A week later power went out for 24 hours.

Internet died for 3 days.

Car stopped working a week later.

And now my xbox refuses to turn on.

Also my dad decided 2 days before Christmas was the perfect time to decide to tell me I'm gonna get kicked out of his rental house.

Merry fucking Christmas y'all. I really want existence to stop and everything to fade away.

I still haven't stopped crying and it's almost fucking Christmas day here in like 11 hours.

I can't.
I really genuinely just can't keep going.