I don’t know how to deal with this. I’m having too much emotions. When it happened he only reached out to me. I’m so scared. A lot of people told me to stay away from him for a while or even disconnect from him. I don’t want to do that. I want to be there for him, but when he’s trying to do things like this I don’t want him to reach out to me, i want him to contact to his therapist. He knows how to deal with situations like this, not me. He his very important to me, I don’t want to loose him. Today I couldn’t talk to him normally, cause I always thought about what happened. Tomorrow I’m going to see him and we are going to talk about it and i’m basically going to tell him that he’s very important to me and i want him to talk to his therapist if he ever tried to do this again because I don’t know how to handle with this and his therapist can. I don’t want things to change and be weird. I still want to be there for him, but I can’t in moments like this. I’m afraid everything will change because of me.