Hi i am a 20 year old male, i have a very soft, high pitch voice for a guy.

I am VERY insecure about my voice and i try speaking differently every day and i developed this weird personality disorder where I don’t ever act naturally. 

Even when i’m alone in my room make gaming videos i always seem to act “fake”. My personality changes every single day because i’m never content with the way i speak and the person i am. 

I don’t know how to NOT focus on the way i talk, i just want to live and act naturally but my overanalyzing brain always fucks it.

I know that voice isn’t everything, and content of character is what matters in the end but i just can’t seem to figure out how to use my voice.

And sometimes i feel very natural and happy! But then a very minimal comment or thought gets in my head and it makes me start overanalyzing myself and the way i act...

Can anyone else relate?