Not even with the aim to be super successful.

Just everyday tasks. 

- Be reliable
- Manage friendships/relationships
- Attend and work properly 
- Feed yourself well
- Go to the shops when you need to

I know my emotion mind is feeling like everyone else around me has it together, and can function and get things done. But I just feel like a very pathetic person.
I’m living with the overwhelming shame and guilt of everything I’ve done, whilst failing to see the purpose of trying when it feels like everything is already messed up anyway. 

I feel like everyone was born with something simple, that I do not have, and therefore I can’t function like they do. It just makes everything feel hopeless.