I've lost all my hope in school, working out since I'm not seeing any progress at all. I'm tired of all the bullying, hate and beating I get from students and my family sometimes, no one likes me and I feel like I'm on the verge of dying, since I get heart attacks frequently and shortness of breath, I don't feel good at all and I hope life gets sorted out and I hope that someone out there loves me as a human being someday...