I don't know where to post this since I'm new to reddit and all, I'm not even sure if people will see this.  
Also, I apologize if I make any grammatical errors, I'm only a kid, and I'm still learning, but that's not the point, sorry. Anyway, when I'm not really doing anything I feel nothing most of the time, either that or I do feel something, I just don't know what it is. I can still express emotion despite not really feeling any positive nor negative emotions. I mean, I do feel happy sometimes, like when talking to my friends or something, but I'm kind of forgetful, so after only like a few minutes or hours, I would forget what I was feeling. I'm also really sorry if I don't stay on topic, I just put here what pops up on my mind.  


I just need to know what I can do about this (and also want to know more about myself), whenever I search it up in google, all it will show is stuff about flat affect or alexithymia, which I know I don't have.  


Sorry if this is weird or anything.