What would you do with it? Maybe that's too limiting, how about a billion dollars? What would you spend on that could change your day to day life, and would you be happy? 

Realizing I had no answers to these questions shone a light on my depression. I used to believe I'm sad due to my situation and its causes. But I'm genuinely incapable of seeing happiness or a purpose for living, and those are two entirely different things. A