First time posting here and need some help. I’m 19, and I ran away from my abusive alcoholic fathers house when I turned 18. Since then I’ve been living with my partner and we are barely making it by (with both of us working full time) To bring in some extra money I’ve been doing sex work online. (Pics, vids, panties, ect.) I just started and I just got scammed out of doing 300 dollars worth of stuff. It just reminded me how shitty people are in this world. I’m just trying to survive. I’m trying to live with my mental illnesses and be able to buy groceries. Trying to live my life as a young person and work 40+ hour weeks. Part of my mental illnesses is constantly worrying about money. I fear I will start to do anything to be able to make ends meet. I fear I won’t make it these next couple of year with my mental illnesses. I’ve tried 4 medications so far and am moving onto TMS and maybe ECT therapy. I don’t know how to make money and have mental illnesses at the same time. I know this is a lot but I don’t know how to phrase it all and how scared I am of everything. I don’t know what to do and I’m so scared. I’ve started having seizures during my panic attacks. Doctors don’t know what’s wrong with me. I need help, but I don’t know what to do and I’m so scared either me or my body will kill me.