Days like today, I wish that all my pain would go away. I feel like I could breakdown at any moment. Days like today, I just want to drink myself to sleep. I don’t really care about myself anymore. I really don’t care what happens to me. I just want to not be in constant pain anymore. I’m tired of crying myself to sleep. Or just staring at a wall, trying to go to sleep. I hate this life that I was given.