Even after we broke up, I was always there for her, through everything. Even when I was having good days, and being there for her meant me getting sad too, I really cared for her. Yet when I broke down tonight, and reached out, she told me to just do it already. Wow. I know I shouldn’t be talking to my ex, period, but we were trying to just be “friends” again. So many red flags of her being manipulative, and fake, yet I tried to brush over everything, I thought if I really loved this person, then I would do anything for them, yet she would just constantly use me. It doesn’t help that I have massively isolated myself socially, and can’t really open up to anyone else. I cried after what she said, then I blocked her permanently. I may be sad now, but I won’t always be sad, but she will always be that despicable of a person inside. I guess I’m posting this here to vent, and not feel so alone.