I just.... am hopelessly addicted to things that bring me out of the emptiness if even for a little bit.

I had a dependency on weed and am a sex addict, dropped the weed and the sex... obsessing lately over cbd flower (I miss the mouthfeel minus the euphoria/paranoia of weed). I think I have some kind of serious oral fixation, though. I picked up a sugar addiction after dropping the weed. Like anything remotely sweet, I must eat it and I must eat it all. Feels great at the time but feels awful after, and i'm gaining a ton of weight. I keep wanting to drop sugar and do like the keto diet but diets make me binge even more and i'm just so frustrated &amp; feeling helpless. I want nothing else to do with sugar because I can't seem to strike a balance with things that make me feel good. There is no middle ground with me. Can anyone relate?