i feel so unappreciated. im currently in online school and i’ve done every single assignment/homework and turned everything in on time, always participate in all lessons, always on time, i do literally everything im asked to do. my friend has multiple missing assignments and the teachers think super highly of her. for example, there was this assignment we had to do for music class. I wrote an essay and turned it in on time. I got an 8.5/10 which is great, but every single classmate in my class got higher. My friend didnt turn in anything and she got a 6.5/10. When she turned in something a week late it got raised to a 9/10. She has also slept through lessons, completely ignored teachers asking her questions, but all the teachers still have more respect for her,  and she still has a ton of missing assignments. but thats not even because she is depressed or something. she just chooses not to do them. she sees a different set of friends every single day while im at home for the safety of those around me. the only thing i go outside for is work and school (sometimes we have one in person class). idk if i sound pathetic but my grades have always equaled my worth. i dont even feel like trying anymore because my teachers are always going to dislike me no matter what. i dont feel appreciated at all. its really bringing me down and idk what to do. i just want people to see how hard i work and that i really am trying. i feel like nobody understands how hard i am struggling right now mostly due to my anxiety. i just want to feel appreciated. sorry for the rant.