My dad is a main support of mine, he has helped me out through serious stuff recently. 

Today I walked out of my job, but I have a new job starting next Tuesday. When I talked to my dad he basically lectured me about how that wasn’t the right way to handle it, and it wasn’t very adult of me.

Now, I’m absolutely messed up in the head. I feel 0% good about my new job and for taking control and giving myself space to get out of my old job.

I am instantly insanely depressed and anxious and I can’t feel better about it. I want to just quit my new job because obviously I’m not adult and shouldn’t waste my time or theirs because I’m a problem, and they’ll quickly realize it was a mistake to higher me. 

I feel bad about everything in my life. Everything is glaringly obviously flawed. I’m a total failure.