i ran out of my meds late feb and stopped taking them all together from march to the end of april. during my time of my lovely hypomanic episode: ruined my year n half relationship, began sleeping with my boss (fml), quit school, and the hypersexuality was intense

anyway after my psych adjusted my meds and i am stable again, i am thinking back to what i can remember and like when i first started talking to my boss they told me they were 26, midway through april i found out they were actually 33 !! and they lied about a 11 year difference between us

i am trying so hard to separate myself from them, but it’s so hard that they are my boss. i am moving in a few months and they are adamant on moving with me and transferring jobs with me and i just feel so icky

i have never done anything like this, it was just so exciting and chaotic. now i just feel gross and have so much fucking anxiety

idk what my point is here i guess just venting and any advice is welcome

TLDR; manic, ruined a lot of things in my life, slept with my boss that lied about a 11 year age difference between us and now i want to block them but they are my bos