Im just so tired of living with this I'm sick of taking meds that only work half the time. I'm sick of talking to a therapist about the same old thing time after time. I take my meds because my wife makes sure I do but if not for that id flush em. Its like what's the point of life if your brain doesn't work normally. I'm sick of it all. I'm TIRED. I don't want to do this shit anymore.