Does anyone else ever get these almost urges of where you don’t feel comfortable inside of your body? I don’t mean it in a body/ gender dysmorphia way, but in a way where you feel suffocating in your own body and mind that you’d feel better dying than standing another second in your body? I feel anxious, but not panicked, I feel everything and nothing. I’m numb, I’m angry, I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me anymore.