My workload means by husband and I don't see each other a lot but when we do, all we do is fight or argue. I've tried talking multiple times and every time get shouted down and then told I started it. I feel so incredibly alone and unheard but nobody seems to notice I'm falling apart. I can't see myself getting better anymore and I'm starting to realise it's always been a slippery slope you can never climb up. All I do is work, pay bills, argue, bed and repeat. I can't keep doing this.