Hi all I am so glad I found this group! While I have definitely had it for years I recently got diagnosed with Bipolar Type 2 after being hospitalized after having my son. One thing I am so anxious about is being a good mom despite having bipolar. I already hardly remember the first four months of my son’s life because I was in such a horrific depressed state and I barely interacted with him. My husband was incredible during this time so my son was safe and in very good hands but I feel so guilty for being neglectful and I’m just so afraid that I’m going to be a terrible mom going forward. I am getting treatment with meds and therapy but I just have so much guilt about how this has gone so far so any advice would be much appreciated.