  I thought my depression days were over. I thought I could change my life slowly and start doing things productive to stop my depression. It was going good for about 2-3 months, until I went back to my old self. My current self is a bit worse than my old self, the depression may be severe, i’m not too sure. I don’t know if I can say this, but I have had multiple times where I thought about committing suicide. I find myself being “lazy”, constantly crying/praying for help, or some one to be with me through this. Is there a solution to making this better, if so what can I do?