Every week my mom would bring a bag of snacks home to share among my siblings and I. As today is Friday and the sun was setting, it meant the beginning of our Sabbath as we’re Seventh Day Adventist’s. While sharing the snacks she said “When you’re all finished tidying up and doing what you’re doing go take a bath so that you could come back for worship.” I was eating so I offhandedly commented that I’d finish eat then take a bath as it made no sense to eat, bathe then finish eating. She misunderstood and thought I meant that I’d take my snacks, leave them in her room, shower and then come back to take them to my room. She argued that it made no sense to do that. I’m currently weaning myself off my antidepressants so I’ve been on edge all day and she has an issue with it because she doesn’t understand, saying “You don’t need medication, you need deliverance.” . Naturally, I started to speak very fast to clear up the misunderstanding before she could snap back with some stupid comment but to my surprise she just yelled at the top of her voice “SHUT UP”. I’m the eldest and my siblings all looked up at me. I was shocked and mortified. I fought back the surging emotions and stood there blank faced. Usually after I take my snacks I’d say thank you. But this time I just stood from a distance, stretched to get them and I silently left the room. My dad heard the commotion and came to try to comfort me by putting his hand around me. I pushed him away because my chest was tightening up and a hug wouldn’t be helpful. He knows my mom is unreasonable but he can’t say anything about it without a fight. I’m so embarrassed, I can’t face my siblings or my mom now.