i have such low self esteem, like incredibly low. i get embarrassed over everything and the thought of ppl looking at me in public revolts me. but sometimes i get sudden god complexes and it really messes with me. i can go the whole day hating myself and looking at all my flaws and insecurities about myself but suddenly in the middle of the night i cant stop staring and thinking about myself. like i can look in the mirror all night. its so weird. idk if anyone else experiences this