I just got smaller mental breakdown(not litteraly but i needed to cry to feel better)because in last couple of years I had many bad things, death of father afwul posture... In this year I stopped smoking ciggaretes in february lost 25 kilos(60 pounds in last half a year, stopped smoking weed 4 months ago, so everything is awful my muscles all over body are weak, twitching...I have many other sensations, but I was mad as fuck beacuse I went in shoping with mother but I can't stand and walk too much because my neck muscles are tooooo weak and get tired and ot starts twithcing and I just wanna cry. And last night I slept awfully and my neck was hurting badly. So when all stress went over the line I needed to throw pillow and while doing that something moved in my shoulder and I felt horrible pain, so I started crying because of how tired I am of my muscles ligaments bones and nerves being weak. Worst thing is that I'm going too play basketball right now, and I don't have problem with playing basketball, and doing similiar shit. So i wanted to tell everybody how bad I fell for not being able to do anything except doing anything that includes runing or laying down. My mother can't understand how I can't clean the house but I can play basketball and we fought because of that, so long story short everything will be better, I just wanted to share my todays expirience.