I have hypochondria and GAD. all leading to physical symptoms which worries and sparks my hypochondria. you see the cycle of hell i live through lol. for the past year it has been out of control. I thought i had ms because i had numbness, weakness, shortness of breath, acid reflux, headaches, blurry vision, muscle twitching, and brain fog. I had an MRI on both my head and spine and it came back clean last year. Im worried that they were wrong or i got the MRI too late or too early or something. or they mixed up the files. I now have constant shortness of breath with heart palpitations and indigestion. I'm waiting for the results from a heart doctor on august 9th. Im legitimately living in hell. My famliy can no longer afford these doctor appointments and i go back to school in less then a month. I feel horrible because no one wants to keep helping me and giving me the same answer. lately ive been going in and out of the feeling of reality .Im constantly checking my face to see if it is numb, or checking my heart, or squeezing to my hand to make sure it isn't weak. I'm in constant fear of a new disease. even if the tests are clean. I thought i had coronary artery disease last week. now i think i have MS again . Almost all my symptoms went away when i went to school. literally the week i came back it all went back to how it was. IDK if its anxiety or MS. I have EOE and my sister has scleroderma. IM just scared. IDK what to do. this brain fog is getting worse and i feel like more and more symptoms are popping up . Please someone help me . IDK what to do anymore. Ive lost all hope. If this cardiologist results come back clean idk what im going to do but i cant keep living like this. This subreddit and my little sister are literally the only thing keeping me going. I have to keep working so i can pay for school. my famliy is F'n broke. I cant afford this rn .