As the title states I tried killing myself but I couldn't bring myself to do it in the end. I don't know if that's a sign of me being fine then for not killing myself or if I'm just afraid to die but still want that empty void feeling you get when you sleep. Anyway I just don't know what to do anymore, I just feel empty and I want that to end and the only way I can think of doing that is by sleeping but that's only a temporary solution and thus why I feel being dead would be the solution. I just don't know anymore, I can't being myself to kill myself but I don't want to be here anymore. It's kinda pathetic when you think about it.