Is this wrong of me to do so cause gawd damn I tried and kept trying as she did.I told her every day I love her but when it comes down from someone in the past it haunts and kills the both of us. I want her to be happy even if it’s not with me, I know I haven’t been able to please her sexual and emotional cause of my BPD I question my self and her feelings in which I think for one and feel for the other. There is too much to unload here but I never imagine my girlfriend lied straight to my face and said there’s nothing or hasn’t been any kind of relations or relationship when they have been together and she still tells me it’s plutonic, She did have and relationship with this guy. I never met him or try to met him until yesterday and she was freaking out about that cause her uncle was there.