i never win. there’s never a trophy, or a finish line for me. never. i’m always battling other people for what i want. i shouldn’t have to.. my victory is always stolen. everything i do.. people will always have more ahead of them then i do.. because i’m borderline. people will always make my fp happier then i can.. he was stolen away from me. i loved him so much.. but no i can’t have anything !!! why.. why does the world hate me..