I'm still learning things about my diagnosis. Yesterday I discovered the term 'favorite person'. This is something I have been struggling with my whole life and thought it was just me. I had no idea there was a name for it. 

I've been in this weird almost dissociative state ever since(also BipolarII). Not one like I've been in before though..feels a little like hypomania and a lot like depression, but I'm scary calm all at the same time? I'm relieved that FP actually a thing and hopeless that the only 'cure' to BPD is to just keep fighting.

I'll be bringing this up to my therapist, but I thought I'd see if anyone else can relate.