I haven’t been able to really care about any of my friends in... a long time. 
Someone confessed that they loved me recently and wanted to date me. We’ve been friends for about a year. However, I didn’t feel anything when they said it. I felt hollow. Even as they talked about how great I was or how much they loved me, it just didn’t make me feel anything. 
My last girlfriend I didn’t really care about for long either. It was emotionally strong for about a month, and then my love just completely died out. We broke up afterwards. 
But I still love my FP... a lot. I want to spend every day with them. I wish they thought of me as their soulmate but I’m happy to just be around them. 

I don’t know how to care about other people and it’s hurting me. I’ve tried so hard to branch out to other relationships. Even ones that should be easy, that promise to love me unconditionally. It just doesn’t make me feel anything.