Hi everyone,

I'd like to get a dog, or maybe a cat, but am afraid of not being able to take care of it. I keep thinking and googling about different breeds, can't decide between the dog and the cat. I am more of a dog person but cats can be left alone for longer whereas dog might be struggling to be home alone. Maybe my life would have a meaning if I got one... 

Maybe my life would have a meaning if I got one... 

And this doesn't even matter that much. I am just obsessed about these thoughts. I live alone and work from home and I just want to have someone to cuddle with. On the other hand, I can barely take care of myself. I know no one is going to tell me what to do. I just have to write this down so that I don't constantly think about it.