I've been feeling like shit for three years now. It all started on my breakup in 2020. I constantly feel like everyone hates me and haven't felt good since 2017. I go to therapy but I feel like a burden so I don't really open up. I am highly suicidal and attempted overdosing and drowning myself but that didn't work out. I feel like everyone hates me though I have like, one person. But I'm too scared to be genuine with anyone cause I'm scared they'll leave me. I don't know what to do anymore everything sucks I don't want this