I workout I eat right. I like my work, and I work outside.I have a loving partner great group of friends. I guess I smoke and drink socially. I want to blow my brains out everyday. I’ve tried mediating and medication with no success.
I’ve moved changed jobs. There’s no reason I feel this way buts it’s always there. I just am so tired of it and feeling this way. I don’t let it rule my life. But I wake up and I go to bed crying everyday. Because I don’t want to wake up. I keep “doing the work”. But I think there’s something wrong with my brain. Help.