This my half laugh half cry post about MY pattern of self harm. Im aware of what I do but Imma keep doing it. I sabotage and use love to SH. Posted not to offend any one else. This is MY pattern. DAE relate?! Got downvoted by lurkers and felt like shit. Diagnosed qbpd. Yeah Imma in treatment. Yeah Imma self aware AF. Thats why it kills me when things too real to cope. Cut and run!! Imma heartbreaker I cant risk breaking my own heart :'( gf ex fwb fiancée nsa fb twin flame soulmate been there done that.......I still need to love :| 



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