Could it be to fire me? Or to just simply reprimand me? It *could* be something fine and inconsequential, but the way he said it makes me think that it’s going to be bad.

I haven’t been doing well at work due to anxiety and depression. They know this, and this is not the first time I’ve exhibited mental health issues on the clock. I am absolutely terrified that they are going to fire me. Not just because I need money and I would be potentially homeless, but almost more importantly—I would feel like I was bad. Like I was a bad person who did a bad thing and had to be punished. Why can’t I just see it as a simple letting go? To me it would be devastating. I would feel betrayed, hurt and most of all, ashamed. 

I am sick to my stomach waiting for the call. How do I get over this?