I went to college and got my degree in graphic design and graduated in 2017. It hasn't gotten me anywhere since graduation aside from some freelance work. 

I tried grad school to try to feel less directionless and get back on track, but it was far too intense for me. I dropped out over the weekend after 2 weeks of class.

I don't think I am meant for the corporate world. I don't think I can handle that much stress in a job, and I think I would be miserable.

Now I'm thinking I would be better off doing childcare since I have the most experience with it, and kids make me smile. It sounds dumb, but I always felt far more appreciated doing childcare than any other job. The kids who really liked me would be jumping up and down with excitement when I would come to work and then come running at me with a hug. They made me feel valued and important. Those children showed me far more appreciation than any adult or coworker ever has, and it really warmed my heart. They also would give me pictures they colored.

The other thing about childcare is that it is very straightforward and wholesome and not a part of the corporate world. Taking care of children isn't something that will change much over time, and it isn't something that requires complicated skills and isn't deadline driven. I love teaching kids and reading to them and doing crafts and playing with them. It also feels more rewarding because I know I'm doing something that matters in ways besides money. When a kid smiles at me and tells me that I'm their favorite teacher and that they love playing together, it feels good.

I think children actually boost my confidence because I get those affirmations that adults never give, and they say that because they mean it.

So I'm thinking maybe I should just completely throw my degree out the window and go back to childcare.

Has anyone else drastically changed your career goals to do something that is less stressful?