I’ll be turning 24 in June and I still haven’t figured out my life yet. I have zero aspirations in life, which at my age is considered pathetic by many people. It’s hard to have aspirations in life when you can’t even decide whether or not you even want to stick around any longer. Then there’s the feelings of social anxiety and intellectual ineptitude because of chronic brain fog. I don’t feel like I can really do anything and so I don’t feel that it’s even worth trying. 

I keep thinking about what everyone thinks of me, and how much of a bum they all think I am. I don’t believe I would have anyone’s support if I revealed to them my issues. Nothing will excuse my lack of success in life. Every passing year as I get older and older, the more humiliated and ashamed I feel about myself. Things only get worse with time.