is anyone else like this? i am really scared of confrontation so most of the time i feel like i let people manipulate me in ways but not really because i just know theyre manipulating me i am very much aware of it i just cant confront people about their shitty actions and if i do confront them my heart starts racing and i end up saying something along the lines of "yeah nevermind forget it" it sucks so fucking much

im assuming this is due to my fear of abandonment/rejection but im not sure because i think most people with bpd are able to confront people so idk