I was doing so well honestly bettering myself and getting well working out eating healthy until I had to fucking go to Ghana to see my dad I haven’t seen since I was at least 3 I’m 17 now by the way but he ruined my life everything I was doing getting better myself and my mom never sees when he does wrong I hate it here n now im trapped in this shitty country and honestly just want to kill myself im so done with their bullshit she always protects him has his back and oh right im not even gonna experience my last year of high school cause of this shit I only went to high school freshman year