As long as I can remember, I have had no idea how I learn or process information. Sometimes I can problem solve but under what instance am I able to achieve the solution? I have no clue. When I’m learning something new, I can memorize the basics but I’m not sure if I can understand them for what they are; basics. I have this urge to rewire my brain by going through grade 1-12 math and science in case I missed something? I just don’t understand what’s going on. I feel like I’ve been dealt a short hand, but I also feel like I can fix it myself?