I feel like every time I go on the internet I see people being homophobic. And other people in my community dont even accept me half the time. I know its stupid but arguments on reddit have been causing a lot of anxiety and sadness and feeling like I dont belong even more. I’ve always been upset with my sexuality but I was doing okay for a long time and now I just feel like shit again. I dont think I belong anywhere. I feel like being gay has ruined my life in some ways and the fact that so many people are hateful is making me feel suicidal. I havent felt suicidal in quite a while. Everything sucks. I don’t know how to feel normal again.