i’m not new to depression but this is a new feeling. i feel like every day is the same. i’m in covid quarantine right now and the only thing that isn’t making anything boring is my boyfriend but he lives in a different goddamn state and has school during the day. i feel like there’s no interest in anything anymore but i don’t wanna die, no i don’t want to yet. i just wanna find something to occupy myself with that i enjoy. sometimes i play cyberpunk 2077 or destiny 2 but that only occupies me for so long. (also i have to move from the couch to my bed which is too much effort. then i have to turn on the game console and with so little energy i don’t want to.) i actually might go play cyberpunk right now. maybe.