Hi all, first time poster. Long time head nodder at posts.

Recently I started seeing a very well rounded, well spoken, highly mannered fella.  All was going very well. 
I used to do sex work, and from being friends previously, he knew about this but I had also told him I stopped. Because I did.

Fast forward a little bit, and we've now had sex (Oh hey serotonin) and have spent the past 3 days together (oh hello attachment).  I decide, I am very low on cash and we aren't in a relationship so what would the hard be in putting an ad up and seeing if I could make some money real quick. 

Turns out that harm was him seeing it, accusing me of lying, sending me into a manic episode and tell me I am being too much and that it's this sort of behavior (Death by 1000 phone alerts) that makes him disappear (trigger that smothering)

He assured me he wasn't going anywhere, that he will tell me all the beautiful things I will never forget but he's not ready to say that he loves me (but iiiii love youuuu, I know its only been a week but I love you) That everything will be fine. 

4 days ago.

He said that four days ago and I haven't heard from him since he said that.  I'm literally itching to contact him (Won't lie, I have been trying)

I have no idea what to do, I've tried to occupy my mind with video games, walks, netflix binges... 
