I have full blown meltdowns over small things for hours, and then the feelings linger for weeks. What will I do when something real/bigger happens, when I am already so destructive over smaller things? I believe that one day I will end up dead, locked up in jail or locked up in a psychiatric hospital. My parents will be so disappointed in me. People don’t understand how hard it is for me to control my emotions, I constantly feel like a volcano ready to erupt at any moment. I just wish it would all end.