My days are going all sad nowadays. Even though I hv what most people don't, i don't like any of it. Or can't appreciate it at all.

People want to be rich. I hv fairly rich parents. But I'm not happy with what I get. I always think i need to hv something more to be happy. Like my other batchmates. A new dress, a new trip to somewhere, a new device to show off, etc.

People want a gf. I have one. But I'm not happy being with her. As if I'm only an outlet for her and can't tell my feelings about something. We fight. We cry. We resolve that fight. But it comes back again. I can't blame just her about this, and idk what to do.

I can't even appreciate my parents' sacrifices for me. I can't be grateful even if I tried.

I know I have depression. And I need help for it.
I hv friends who are too busy to help me. I'm starting to cut off from true world and am only interested in a fantasy...