I cant do this anymore. lately death has taken over my mind. I go so deep into life and what it really means and how this is it, this is all life is and then we’re just gone. it’s all I think about 24/7 I feel like I can’t even think straight because all I think about is death. I feel like nothing is real most of the time and I always feel so out of it. it feels like i’m not even alive sometimes. I’m having constant chest burning my headaches are so nasty, i’m nauseous, my body feels weak, i’m tired, don’t really have an appetite. I feel like nothing matters anymore. I used to worry about my health so much and now I don’t care. I cant take this anymore. I feel like i’m going to give myself a heart attack. I have no one to talk to. I feel like I’m the only person in the world. I have a hard time even explaining how I feel because I don’t really feel like me anymore. I’m never happy and I don’t enjoy anything.