my very close friend of 2 years just ended our friendship in a healthy way. im not used to this. im used to my friendships and relationships ending with one person hating the other or just a simple ghosting. but ive known that me and this persons friendship was going to end soon, but now that she actually ended it im just destroyed. she’s not even my FP. we have lived together for almost 2 years and have put each other through a lot so i know its for the best to have space in between us for a while. but i cant stop hyperfixating on all the good things she did for me and im beating myself up thinking it’s my fault she left, but she claims it was just for her own mental health and nothing i did specifically. i just don’t know what to do with a relationship ending in a healthy way. it’s very foreign to me