I am a financial burden to my parents, I am an emotional burden to my boyfriend. I have no friends and trying to get a job is a nightmare and I feel worthless. I am 25 and I can't build upon a job or career, I've been trying for months. The job market in the place I currently live is terrible, but that still doesn't negate the fact that I'm worthless and wasting my life away.

It will be better for everyone if I'm gone, I think my life is only going to get worse from here.