so we’ve been dating for 6ish months now and i am extremely attached to her. It’s been a while since i’ve last had a fp but for some reason she’s just recently become one for me. like i’ve loved her since we started dating but within the last month or so things have been a bit more intense like for me and in our relationship, ive become a lot more co dependent. When we have plans and they fall through i break down, like really fucking breakdown (sobbing, laying in bed all day, thinking of relapsing kinda bad) and i’ve been trying to get it under control and i think i’m doing a bit better but idk. Last night we went to a concert together but on the car ride home i felt really sad an abandoned (she literally just fuckin sat in the front seat and i was sad like i feel like such a baby, my thought process was like oh she decided to sit away from me and this is our last hour together before she leaves on vacation she must hate me) i hope i do ok for the few days she’s gone. i feel so fucking selfish i don’t want my bpd to fuck the one good thing in my life up. What helps u guys with these kinda fp thoughts?