You broke up with me last night, you had told me you weren't happy in this relationship months ago, I listened, you told me I did a good job last night, I dressed up for you &amp; I surprised you everytime we hung out, I took you on romantic dates you enjoyed, I can't even remember how many times you told me you love these moments with me recently. These past weeks have been wonderful to us, EVERYTHING WAS GOING GOOD, so why did you leave me? I know school has been stressing you, my life isn't perfect &amp; I have been working on myself, and I really think this new medication that the psychiatric changed is affecting the way you think like it did the last times. I'm so sorry for our history &amp; I hope our time apart will help you see what you want in this clearer, I love you Mariah. BPD sucks I feel like she's a stranger again..