I realized that I've been lying to myself. I've been trying to tell myself that I won't be heartbroken forever, but I know without a doubt with each new day that that isn't true. My heart hurts so badly and I just want to hear your voice. I hope that soon you can give me another chance, let me make you happy and let me show you the girl you fell in love with. Being without you feels so wrong, like there's a dissonance in the world that wasn't there before. Everything feels wrong. Being with you felt right. If there is any part of you that misses me, doesn't it make sense to give it a shot? I would rather take a risk with you again than be without you forever. I miss you so badly that it causes me physical pain. I've tried to make it stop but nothing works. The pain of losing you and being the cause of that is the worst feeling..