So I was very recently diagnosed with ADHD. This has been one of the most important parts of my entire life and really gives me a lot of perspective as to why I never met the standards set by my peers. For my entire life I never felt that I could be happy with a job like everyone else. I worked at target for a bit but it became much much too much for me and I certainly didn't feel like it was sustainable for me. I would probably be happier just being homeless (which also probably wouldn't make me too happy). Now  I realize that this is because I just don't have as much dopamine as everyone else and so it doesn't make sense to me to get a job. I've heard that its very difficult to get any kind of disability pay now and certainly for anyone who only has ADHD. What are my options for disability pay? How do I best prove that working really isn't sustainable for me? And last, do I have to build up a "resume" for mental illness of sorts to really sell myself? Should I try to get diagnosed with anxiety and depressive disorders (I do show symptoms of both) to better explain why I don't fit in? 

Any help during this strange time in my life would be greatly appreciated!