Ok, the title might not make sense but hear me out. I’m 18 and I’ve been told I probably have bpd/eupd for years (yes I’m diagnosed) but I have always told myself that I’m too young to really know if I have it. And I’ve always felt the diagnosis is thrown around by doctors cause nearly everyone I have met in the mental health system had been told they probably had bpd and we were all under 18. But recently been thinking about it more. Honesty thinking about it alone is a trigger for me, some of my behavior I rly can’t explain apart from admitting I might have bpd. But apart from the depressing statistics and how horrible the disorder is, I kind of think (now please don’t kill me fore this, I know ppl are gonna get mad but this is based of my personal experience) people with bpd just tend to be assholes to put it simply. They ruin everything, are impossible to deal with and are just annoying and kind of dicks most of the tbh. I understand why. So don’t respond saying well they feel this or whatever. I get it. I probably have bpd. And it’s horrible. It’s so debilitating and depressing. But if it makes u act like a bitch it makes u act like a bitch by buts. I understand the explanation but it’s not an excuse. I think this stereotype I have in head is the reason I can’t accept that I have this disorder (and other reasons) any one else had a lot of negative experiences with ppl with bpd ??