There are multiple clinicians which don't like me anymore. They hang up the phone super early now. And yesterday I was having a crisis and the addiction specialist said "I'm eating dinner. I can't talk." and hung up after 3 minutes. 

This all happened after I fought with the peer support worker on the team. I feel so awful. But my parents said i was justified. The clinicians have all teamed up together and don't think so though. My parents admitted that the clinicians all defended one another and kind of gaslighted me. Sometimes I do get upset more easily though.. because along with schizoaffective, I also have BPD.

What do I do? :( i hate the fact that they dislike me. It's just super obvious