For some reason this subreddit is the first place I think of when I want to vent out.  
Venting on friends is out of the question anymore because I feel like I am bothering them since I often vent about the same things.

I am finnaly on a point were getting 30 minutes of sunlight is not a big deal anymore.  
I am "Putting the work, Putting in the hours" in the gym and my work but nothing is changing.  
There is no progress to be seen in any aspect on my life even after a 7 months of being concistent.  
(Apart from doing cardio, my endurance is the only thing I got going for me)  
When I was depressed I though becoming normal again and getting things done is all that I had to do to fix everything. But damn it is heartbreaking see all this work mattering for nothing.