There is no hope for people like me, I try every day but it seems I can never get out of this, there is no happiness, no hope for me…no love, no life.
I don’t know how much of this I can take. I’ve tried meds, therapy but somehow the feelings of hopelessness always catch up with me.
I don’t know why I am alive.
Is there a God? Does he care? Nobody loves me and it hurts.

Sorry for the rant.