i used to talk to my friends every single day before i had a major mixed/psychotic episode and left my house to pursue a better life. i've been sober, i take my medication as prescribed, and i'm not constantly on-the-go anymore. i don't have the same style as they do anymore. i'm a lot more basic now. they used to blow up my phone with texts. now i'm lucky if i even get a text from some of them at all. sorry that i'm not the usual manic party girl anymore. jfc... it really makes me feel pressured to be manic again (which is definitely not happening) just so i can experience fun again.

seriously, what is up with this? i know i'm not alone on this. it's a very annoying thing to experience. i'm so sorry if u have to deal with this as well.