I’m having to take care of my mom and she has become paranoid of everything and she doesn’t care how it effects me I get she is going through psychosis but I’m tired I’m burnt out I can’t take anymore.

My father is only helping last minute and I’m scared for how long that’s going to last until I have to beg for another few years for him to help me. 

I’m supposed to be looking into college but I’m so burnt out I can barley get out of bed I have not brushed me teeth for so long and I don’t know how to get out of this funk. 

I have been feeling this for years since middle school and it’s only has gotten worse. I wish I never existed I wish I was aborted. I’m always miss fix it yet no one in my family wants to help me. It’s always about what they need while sucking me dry… what’s the point of me continuing to live?