Hi ! How do you manage the pain, the void, your fragmented self… everything about bpd without drugs ?  For those of you who manage to be “clean”. 

I was diagnosed with bpd two years ago, after being misdiagnosed for a long time with bipolar disorder. 
I can’t live without taking Ketamin, Kratom and Cannabis on a regular basis. 
Without them, it’s like a living hell for me, a straight line to suicide.