I get raging mood swings. One minute I’m happy and fine and positive then the next I’m the definition of a moping pessimist. My family always gets mad at me and is like “you need to work on being less negative. No one likes that.” Duh. I know that. I’m not doing it to bring everyone else down! My mother doesn’t take mental illness seriously and thinks I’m just being dramatic. 

Also I had to mail a package at the post office and almost had a breakdown because my mother made me go in by myself and I put the package in the wrong place to avoid people. I can’t even go get properly diagnosed because I’m 17, and even when I’m 18 I have crippling driving anxiety and also just can’t afford it. Does anyone relate?