her username is Ok-Representative187 Reach her for me please

Reddit is broken I cant send her message
I have bad thoughts and anxiety I cant live without her cold turkey. What if somerhing is wrong and happened her.

I cant live not knowing I just wanna love her hear from her even if its only once a day. She is everything to me.

I have no choice left please help me I am dying cant stop crying its been hours and I am vomiting. Xanax and Diazepam dont do shit I cant take more. I am at the limit please