Ever since I turned 14 I started to suffer from a lot of depression and anxiety, a few months into being 14 my dad got seriously ill from Covid and passed away (November of 2020) ever since that I was very depressed, school sucked I barely went at all, had ALOT of conflict with my mum, was under stress with school. Things got a lot better with my mum now but I still can barely attend school and I am in my final year with a big exam coming in a few months (GCSEs) and I cant even focus on it causing me to be under stress and I just don't revise at all at this point, I miss my dad so much and everything is just going downhill, school sucks, my life just sucks and it just keeps getting worse and worse.  


I'd kill to be 10 years old again, school was fun my dad was alive, my family was happy, I had no anxiety or stress, I had friends, coming home was fun because I had things to look forward to but now its just all downhill. Being 15 sucks.