I really like this guy, and we're in the talking stage with us planning to go on a date. I was so happy today because he had been so nice, complimenting my work, going on how he wanted us to be serious and potentially have a relationship. Then I look on the dating app today and see he's updated his profile. Added more pictures of himself. My bpd and the intense jealousy that stems from it went into overdrive. Here I am about to delete the dumb app for a myriad of reasons and he's still keeping his options open, telling me sweet words and being two faced behind my back. I'm conflicted because we aren't official, but I would of preferred if he'd just been honest when I asked him what he wanted, and not act like I'm so special and that he's mainly focused on me. It stings.

Honestly I'm not sure whether to keep things going with him, I feel like he's looking for something better and just being sweet to me until it comes along.