my brain is going crazy I am crying and feel terrible having bad thoughts and my boyfriend is facing the other way sleeping and am feeling resentful towards him for a small tiny detail of a friend he left out that he was with when he was with another friend yesterday and I snowballed a storm in my head and now I’m hurting so bad I’m scared and I want to wake him up with me crying so he hugs me and makes me feel ok and then my brain says of course you always want to be the damsel in distress and then I get more upset and go back to just crying by myself I hate living like this please please please take this silent torment away