Hey everyone, I am brand new to reddit so I apologize if this is off base. 

I have been introspecting a lot recently and feel a lot of the way in which I experience the world is shaded with borderline pathology. I already deal with depression and some anxiety symptoms but felt there was something more complex to my way of being if that makes sense. Via social media a friend of mine who I know has BPD has been sharing her thought processes and random things that are BPD related and I felt such a resonance with her statements. So from there I have been open to the idea of involving myself in some type of online community.  I feel like I am starting to "understand" myself a bit more, feeling things versus numbing myself completely with avoidant behaviors. 

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By the way I am not formally diagnosed with BPD but I have been psychoeducating myself for quite a bit and the majority of symptoms I do feel are apart of my daily life. 

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So yea, This is my ramble, vent, whatever. Thanks for listening. 

Oh and some context to who I am. I am a 29, female, capricorn, bisexual, married, and a university student. 