i studied like ive never studied before in my entire life for my final lab exam. i didnt just look at parts, i made sure i knew how they worked. i spent a whole week, losing sleep and missing out on hangouts with friends, only to get a fucking 58%. if thats how its gonna be then my lecture exam wont be any different. my grade isnt amazing to begin with. my gpa is gonna suffer. im gonna go below a 2.0 and get my ass whooped by the college. 

i dont wanna do this shit anymore. fuck any future careers ive wanted. im gonna do nothing and rot away for the rest of my time on this earth. im nothing but a failure and i always will be.