This is my first post but I have never talked about what goes on to anyone who actually might relate so here goes?!

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I freaked out and split on my fp a month or so ago, blocking them on social media with no warning. Unblocked them randomly today and saw they are in a relationship with someone. I am losing my mind, of course, but more than anything I want to know if my fp still gives even a little bit of a shit about me - otherwise what is the point in trying to reconcile things/ let them know whats been going on? How do I explain the fact that they bring out my symptoms to the max without blaming them? I care about my fp so much but am unsure how to know if being in each others lives is good or bad. And if it's bad, how do I Stop?! Has anyone been in any kind of similar situation?

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TLDR; how do you explain BPD shit to your fp when they are the cause of your symptoms without blaming them or guilt-tripping?

any advice/ words of comfort/ love would be so much appreciated. &lt;3 

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