I hate people in general. I hate people knocking on my door, being in my home, calling me, and mainly just existing. Growing up I was forced to socialize, be around people, join groups, etc. Recently I had to have surgery and was forced to be off work, it's been two months now. People keep calling me, coming over to check on me, the roommates I have constantly annoy me by well breathing.

I absolutely hate people. As deep as the loneliness is I still prefer not to be around people. I have four people I like to be around and even then I only can handle them in small doses. I will go days and weeks before I will even talk to most of them. I like my peace and solitude too much. I'd rather spend my life feeling empty and alone by myself. 

Being around people makes me angry, annoyed, I get so overwhelmed my entire day is ruined with being angry, anxiety, etc. I despise small talk. My therapist told me that this is a problem. Me personally I feel that it wouldn't be a problem if they would leave me alone. If I want to socialize I will socialize but 99% of the time I don't care to. 

Does anyone else feel this way?