I've had my first breakthrough psychosis a while ago. 

What that meant for me is that my usual symptoms just got worse. Essentially, louder and harder to ignore.

The thought that people want to drug/rape/traffick me got worse - because of that, i walk giddy and kind of fucked up, my hallucinations get more extreme, and frequent and everything else that comes with it, for which i don't have the brain power to bring up because my thoughts are nonexistent

Was the severity ramping up a breakthrough psychosis, or was i psychotic all this time and just had a bit of a "break" from being able to mask most of my symptoms.


Also funny - last night i opened my window and thought there were UFOS flying outside destroying the world so fun.


Tl;dr for if you've got brain fog atm:
Is paranoia/delusions/hallucinations becoming harder to ignore psychosis, or was i psychotic all along and failed to ignore it