I hate that i'm not alone but i feel lonely i feel like all i am is a burden POS Addict (Currently sober for about a month and a half) now i'm dealing with all my emotions that i been avoiding for 6 years i miss feeling empty feeling like life is on auto pilot because im clueless of my self i hate that im so damn Co-Dependent on this girl i like but i feel like all i'm gonna do is hurt her and my self (Not physically nor intentional) but honestly she says she cares about me and everything but my anxiety is telling me she could care less about me sometimes i wanna just "Do it" i dont know how to talk right now i guess this is just a little vent.