Anyone else have a weird stupid intrusive thought about something really stupid? I don't even know how to explain this but I was fucking around at work a few days ago and a dude who kinda annoys me sometimes threw some ice at me, this left a small cut on my arm that has now become a scar and I didn't care at first then gradually I just started constantly feeling anxiety and dread over it. At first it's because this guy who mildly annoyed me left some permanent mark on me and that kinda pisses me off but I don't even care now, now I'm just worried I'll start thinking about it again at some inopportune time and then ruin a happy occasion, and the scar is like tingling and shit too because my mind won't stop making me totally aware it's there. I'm visiting my girlfriend soon who lives across the country for the first time and if this is what ruins what should be a great moment I'm gonna be so mad. Oh and also I thought too hard about it and almost ruined a hobby of mine, autograph collecting, because I like autographs for the same reason I didn't like having the scar on my arm, so that's nice. I wanna fucking sleep, why do I keep thinking I care about this, I don't at all but I can't stop ruminating on it, does anyone else have this happen? It's happened before and the thoughts just never go away until something else comes along, usually even stupider than the last, this shit lasts literally months of constantly worrying about something, it hurts.