I had two extremely bad breakdowns today. 41 y/o still trying to combat days like today. Almost took another trip to the ER because I thought that this was “my time.” I’m a homeschooling dad, in nursing school, and my wife is working a lot to pay the bills. I realize that it’s probably stress, but I’m losing control. The sheer terror of these recent attacks that have got ahold of me has me rattled. Does it get easier? If so, how? I’m feeling hopeless. I apologize for the negativity. I just had to get it out of me.