I’ve just started this amazing job and I absolutely love it! I love going to work and everything about it. 
But when I have a RDO I begin to wonder if I’m worth it. I don’t have many friends and I feel if I message them when I’m struggling I’m just a burden as they are going through there own stuff as well. 
My husband is a beautiful person but I feel like I can’t tell him how I really feel about myself as he kinda just  goes into work mode  and social works me. 

I just don’t know what to do anymore and I’m so sick of feeling worthless and not needed in day to day life. I just feel if I left no one would really notice.