Okay so this fp I had two years ago and I idealized the shit out of (he was like racist and homophobic and stuff) and I’m literally a gay man but ever since I stopped liking him I would have a dream abt him like atleast once a week and it’s still going, the dreams are usually happy and then I wake up and realize, even after I got a boyfriend it wouldn’t stop and it makes me feel bad about having the dreams because it would make him jealous if he knew