Does anyone here have any advice for dating with bpd?  I always find myself in the same scenarios where i meet someone and we start messaging and its like as soon as i send a messave its immediate panic followed by anger at myelf for trying and then when they reply its euphoric like all my worries are gone. And then as soon as i reply it starts back over. This usually last at tops a week before i completely freak out and block them or send super long cringey apoligies on why i cant do this. Either way i end up hating myself for ending things but in the moment i feel like this is my only option. I am a male 23 with bpd advice from anyone is appreciated. Also this is my first post on reddit sorry if it dosent follow rules or guidelines. Thank you