I'm about 4/5 months behind on my work across three courses with less than 2 weeks left till the deadline. Its too late for me and unless I can get an illness extention to help I'll be fucked. But even if I get it, will I actually do the work? Probs not.

My BPD effects me every day and makes it hard to do work, hours pass and feel like mintues apart, I can't decide what to do through out the day to the point were I'll impusively do something only to get bored of it a few mins later.

I feel done, I've let my illness get the best of me and I've failed. So to fail uni means the end of me as there is no hope if I fail that. No future and no success, the best option to do would be to kill myself to just end it.