Hello, I’m not sure if this is the place I should be explaining all this, but I don’t really know where else to go. For about 3 years now, I have been severely depressed. I was prescribed medicine, and it made me a borderline zombie, so eventually I had to lean off of it. Anyways, I’m just so broken. Is anyone with me? I do not have a soul to talk to. Not one. I am cheated on/lied to in every one of the very few relationships I’ve been in. I’m graduating college in a month. But I have 0 motivation now, 0 passions, 0 outlets, 0 hope. How am I going to get a job when I can’t even force myself to eat until 9 p.m half the time. I have no trust for anybody at all. I am insecure and have 0 self confidence, while I used to be so happy, confident, and lively. I have 1 friend, he lives across the country, works all the time so he can’t talk, and when we do talk it just makes him awkward. I’m sorry for ranting and displaying self pity.. but if anyone at all feels, has felt, or understands what I’m going through, please help. I try to do so much for people and I expect nothing in return except for betrayal. Someone please get me out of this living hell