Hey guys, 

Yesterday I told my current boyfriend (we've been together for a month only) about my personality issues. He's my FP as well.

I just basically told him I'm not quite sure who I am, I said that I might change my personality so it fits his - just to please him and be more lovable. Now he's doubting who he's in love with. Because if he's in love with a *persona* of me, someone I've created in my mind just to make him love me, then he doesn't want it at all.

I like him so much, he understands me or at least he's trying to understand me. He's very supporting, but it just might be too diffcult for him to handle my issues. I do and I don't want to lose him. I want him to love me but I also don't want to hurt him. He has such a beautiful personality that I actually think it's too fragile to handle being with me. I don't know what I do from him, or if I want anything. Or maybe I just want not to be bothered too much. I don't know anymore.

Sorry if it doesn't make sense - i drank a lot and I just smoked some weed, hehe, look how fucking edgy I am, getting wasted to get some more attention

TL;DR i told my boyfriend about my personality disorder and now I don't know what's the best for him or me.