and like, not just momentarily, but just in general. i know everyone says it’s good to feel younger than your age but not really lol. i feel stuck between the ages of 7-14 depending on the day. 

i genuinely cannot act like an adult in important situations. sometimes i’m able to sound mature, but i’m emotionally a child, i’m severely dependent and needy, i can’t go places alone, etc etc you get the point, it’s kind of pathetic. i also sometimes pretend to not know things/need help/spell things wrong to get attention and look inferior. i find comfort in stuffies, cartoons and stuff from the 2000’s (from when i was a kid). everyone around me is very protective of me because of how naive and childlike i am, which honestly i love. i love feeling small and protected. i’ve noticed whenever i fall in love with people they tend to be older as well, like a parent figure. i genuinely feel stuck as a child in a 19 year olds body. anybody else kind of experience this?