Constant Emptiness And Loneliness
A Heavy heart with moments and sparks of joy and cheer but in the quite and dark moments I feel alone , sad and overwhelmingly lost 

I don't know where my life is headed , I don't know what to do about it , I dont have a partner to share love and holdup and my friends and distant 

Not necessarily looking for help , just wanted to document how I feel right now.

I know alot of us are in the same boat , it's been a hard year but I can't help shake these feelings for years and years now.