Was manic and delusional over the past week and just coming down from the paranoid ideation now (believe to be bipolar but have been diagnosed BPD). Severe fatigue during this come down that's led me to splurging constantly on over priced food to soothe. Very frustrated with this behaviour not only financially but physically feel poisoned. 

How does one break this cycle? I just did some thorough shadow work with a therapist and I think my body is trying to recover. At the same time I'm afraid this binge eating behaviour will never be stopped.

Anyone relate?