I love this guy.  He means the world to me.  I've hurt him severely in the past.  He has given me chance after chance.  He saw how excited I was for another guy once and he says he never saw that same excitement for him.  He says I don't make him feel special.  I tell him every day how much better my life is with him in it.  I thank him for things.  I'm putting together an Easter basket for him.  I am excited and I think I show it when he calls.  What more can I do to show him how special he really is?  I don't want to lose him.