I feel like my whole life I’ve had very close friends that I thought would be around forever, but I eventually lose them. I know a lot has to do with my behaviors. I just recently started taking medication after years of not knowing what was wrong with me. I feel so much better now. But I feel very alone. I’m scared to have friends because I know they will eventually leave. I was in a 3 year relationship and it seemed like I was constantly pushing him away. I treated him very unfairly. I was so sensitive about everything, I felt my emotions too strongly. I overreact a lot and find myself realizing maybe even an hour later that I acted too strongly. But I can’t see that in the moment. In the moment I’m too full of emotions to even think clearly. I just act. But once I realize I messed up, it’s too late. Wondering if anyone has any tips for this sort of thing, but also your experience with relationships as well!