My high school convocation was last night and I decided to skip it because I'm a year behind and didn't really know anyone in my graduating class, but now I feel like I want to die. I haven't stopped crying randomly all day, and I had to delete Facebook off my phone because I kept seeing pictures of other people graduating. I just feel like I missed out on an opportunity to be normal. And now I'm also not able to go to prom because my girlfriend can't get the time off work since it's on a Thursday, and the other two people I've asked said no. I've been considering asking another boy (who likes me but I very obviously don't like him) but I just feel pathetic going with a fourth choice that I don't even enjoy being around. I just feel so alone, and I'm realizing that the majority of my friends are through my girlfriend, which is making things worse. I dunno, I turn 19 next weekend and I feel like I won't make it very far past that mark.