I (27F) married the love of my life last year (27M) and it was the best decision I ever made. With that being said, I didn’t have the best upbringing, my parents created a very toxic environment for me and by default I had a challenging time making friends/ being successful in relationships. That is, until I met my husband. I’ve been with him for a total of 3 years, and they’ve been the most stable years of life. However, now that I’ve grown accustomed to the stability, I’m PARANOID about it going away. I constantly am worried about something happening to my husband, because I truly don’t know how I could go through life without him. (I know how unhealthy that sounds.) Each day I’m worried he will get hit by a car on his way to work, or sporadically get diagnosed with cancer.. etc. I genuinely want to know if anyone else has experienced these feelings and how they coped with them. I really don’t want to spend the rest of my life freaking out every day. 

Note: I feel that it’s important to mention that I NEVER used to be like this. I used to be an impulsive, say “yes” to everything kind of girl… I don’t really know what happened. 😞