my parents hated me almost my whole life. most people got bullied sure, but I was the only one in class who had the entire class + teachers gathering around talking about how ugly I am. I got in my first relationship at 23. I was the only one of my friends who never dated. when I go places with my boyfriend, workers don’t even look at me or acknowledge me. just him. and they are so nice to him because he’s conventionally attractive. I’ve always had this stigma surrounding me that I’m gross and annoying because I’m ugly. I am positive I wouldn’t have had certain bad experiences if I were attractive. I want pretty privilege! I won’t be happy until I die and come back an attractive person! Or until I get plastic surgery! that’s all.