I feel so lost and scared. I’m going into grade 12 worried about my future and the way school system is run now is making me stressed. I got no future plan I need help. I’m very lost and confused on what I like and what I don’t if that’s makes sense. I been getting stock break downs if that’s a thing….I been feeling very suicidal lately as well…been thinking about it a lot too but when ever I think about how my family would feel I stop…and have more break downs because idk what to do…I want to support my family and want to make them proud but I feel I won’t…idk what to do…I just feel like ending it