After being a victim of domestic violence I feel like I lost my identity. Prior to what happened I was so optimistic in life, I loved to work, loved to go out, loved to do things with my kids. My out look in life was good. Now that my abuser will be released I feel lost. I have anxiety that I makes me sick to my stomach when I have to attend social events with friends. I feel like what’s the point if he’ll be out and able to reach me. I know I have to move but the thought of having to leave my family behind where I’m comfortable and has left me feeling like I have no purpose. I feel like what’s the point of working so hard if this person has the power to destroy my life when he feels like it. I thought about how easy it could be if I just disappeared or died. I can’t be a shit bag and sleep in bed all day but I can’t shake this off 


I’m not suicidal because I really do love myself so much but this is just how I feel. I feel like this situation has had such a impact on me moving forward in life and I don’t know what else do to