I enjoy almost nothing, barely every have, have no irl friends literally 0, a few online ones I barely talk to, basically no hobbies, no skills or talents, no loving caring family, world isn't getting better, I hate myself and how I look, every second of my life anymore feels like torture, always on the verge of tears, feel like I'm gonna vomit, chest has a weird feel to it, probably just gonna work shit jobs and browse Reddit for life. There is nothing worth it in this life, I hate it all, my head hurts from hitting it against a wall trying smash my skull open, it just never ends.