That’s about it. I just turned 28 last week and realized how lonely and sad my life is. I understand getting older your friends move away, become busy, grow distant etc but this is not that. I have one friend (best friend since 12) that I see maybe once a month because she’s extremely busy with her career, and my boyfriend of 1.5years who works til 5:30pm everyday. They’re both amazing and I wouldn’t trade them in for anything but I spend all day alone in my apartment (covid lockdown in Canada, literally can’t do anything but buy groceries and go for a walk) my boyfriend has so many good friends and associates from places he’s worked it just makes me realize how lonely and shitty I’ve been before I got help and why everyone hates me. If you tell them you have mental health problems they just say ‘yeah we could tell you were crazy why would I want to associate with that?’

I’m tired of relying on my boyfriend to be my only friend and human I interact with all the time. He loves me but he probably realizes I’m a lonely loser and feels bad for me.