I have bpd along with a handful of co-occurring conditions, many of which stem from the bpd. I have been inpatient for an eating disorder a few times but it simply causes my other maladaptive coping mechanisms to get stronger and it has never gotten to the root of my issues so I was unable to get a stable foundation for recovery. As the interpersonal and impulse control issues in my life have become more paramount lately it has become evident that I need more help than a weekly therapist. I want to find a treatment center for bpd that focuses on recovering from past trauma as well as learning to control my emotions and handle my worsening anxiety and depression which feed off each other.  Reaching out to find out if anyone has been to anyplace or heard of anything, either positive or negative.   

For the record, this is my last resort as I've been slowly deteriorating for 20 years now and have no energy to face this disease on my own any longer. Words of understanding also appreciated.