I can't deal with this anymore, I feel like shooting myself. There's been no logical reason showing that he doesn't love me, but my emotions and smallest things like a change in voice slightly or a change in the way he texts, makes me thinks he doesn't really love me and is going to leave me eventually.

I usually will talk to him about it ans get reassurance and comfort from him, but he's sleeping...and I shouldn't call him over and over again, I've done that before and it's not fair to him. I just ughhhh, idk.

Help, please..