Got into an argument with my bf because he wasn’t interested in having sex with me. I mentioned it earlier in the day and thought he was on board so I was really looking forward to it. When i brought it up again he said no that he was tired and wasn’t really in the mood. I told him that I almost always have sex with him whenever he wants and some of those times I’m not totally in the mood either, but that it’s ok I understand he’s not obligated to. He told me he that guilt tripping him into it was not going to work. It honestly wasn’t my intention to make him feel bad, so I got angry and just kind of split on him. I freaked out and told him he was selfish. A few minutes later the wave of anger subsided and I apologized and just tried to explain my side to him, That i’m physically frustrated and I know we won’t be seeing each other for a few days after the weekend so I figured we’d get something in before that. He didn’t care and was already angry that I insulted him. We went back and forth but he cut it short and just said he wasn’t arguing, and stopped texting me. So naturally the best thing to do was tell him I hope I get raped in the city tomorrow night.  He hasn’t read the message yet, but I don’t know what to do. I know that was completely uncalled for and I can’t take it back and I’m terrified of his response, I know it’s going to bother him. What can I do or say to make him understand?