I think about everything.

 

  

I think about the future, I think about the past, I think about the present, I think about what will

happen and what might happen, I think about being a soldier, I think about the world, I think

about economy, I think about how gravity pushes and doesn't pull, I think about Life and I think

about death, I think about entropy, I think about Stagnation, I think about love and hate, I think

about neutrality, I think about how Negative Mass could be the key to understanding what lies

beyond the universe, I think about living a life in prison, I think about how I could be a teacher,

I think about how light makes grass green, I think about giving everything I have to the first

person I meet that day, I think about killing every person I come across, I think about numbers

and the language of truth they speak, I think of being a psychologist, I think about how greed

breeds a culture of lies, I think of reasons to live and reasons to die, I think about God, I think

about logic, I think about being a drug dealer, I think about how time is relevant, I think about

how it doesn't matter, I think about how stupid all of this sounds, I think about how others might

actually understand, I think about how others might not, I think about ruling the world, I think

about those I can't help and those that I can, I think about problems and solutions, I think about

the soul, I think about eternity In hell, I think about alcohol, I think about politics, I think about

engineering, I think about the sex slave trade, I think about climate change, I think about how

we all act and live like a post scarcity civilisation when we are not, I think about becoming a

pilot, I think about dying in a gutter, I think about how stupid I am, I think about how smart I am, I

think about how I hate myself, I think about music, I think about money, I think about every

person who cries themselves to sleep at night, I think about how being sad is trendy, I think

about how the world breeds this mindset, I think about the lies that cascade in from every

direction making the truth hard to separate, I think about how it's way easier to destroy than to

make, I think about laughing day and night till I black out, I think about drowning myself with a

cup of my own tears, I think about how we are all just chemicals guided by physics responding

to light photons bouncing off of our retinas and the forces of matter that trigger this, I think about

how the universe by all miracles figured out a way to arrange a part of itself into a form in which

it can observe and appreciate itself, I think about how so many take that for granted, I think

about how no persons image of a perfect world could really ever match that of the majorities, I

think about law enforcement, I think about nature and the fragility of ecosystems, I think about

the pedophile rings controlled by the powerful, I think about Artificial Intelligence, I think about

how many words are on this page, I think about how this will disgust you, I think about how this

will impress you, I think about helping every person on the planet, I think about all evil the

actions that I could commit if urges ever took control, I think about how this thinking just gets

worse with every year no matter what changes I've made in the last two decades.

  

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But I can't think of nothing.

If you read all of that, thanks for taking the time to enter my mind for a moment.