Im 17, male. I been depressed for a little bit more than 2 years now. The reasons go from family problems to school and girls. I never tried to get help from a professional because i dont wanna worry my parents. 8 months ago i tried to kill myself going to a forest and trying to hang myself out, but i was so confused that i couldnt do it. Everyday i wake up and I dont see any reasons to keep going, i dont have any dreams, anything that motivates me. I feel that im not living my life anymore, i just exist. I dont know what to do anymore, everyday looks the same and I just dont wanna keep going because nothing make sense anymore