i am so angry and bitter about my childhood. i don’t know how my mom could be so selfish. she was a stay at home mom who spent all of her time on the phone with her friends. i have only one memory of her playing with me. she was always angry at me if i disturbed her talking to her friends. shes done so many other things. i could go on for hours. I’m 22 now and I haven’t talked to her in a long time. I have major depression. I have anxiety. I can’t sleep without booze. But part of me feels bad for her. Why