I'm BPD. Married.       

My husband and I have talked about moving to a bigger city to improve our lives. I love him. He loves me but I'm impatient.           

He was supposed to get a promotion last month but he's still waiting and I'm sick of it. It's making me reconsidering everything. My marriage, the move, everything. I'm sick of it.         

All I want is to move and start our new life together. I hate living here. I hate my job. I need this move but my husband is taking his time. I know he's trying but I can't help but blame him. It's always been an issue for me. I'm told all the time I can't see solutions or I blame the wrong people. I don't know why I'm like that.