I feel homesick tonight. I cant sleep. The white noise is bothering me. I'm with my older cousin. He's kind though.  I just keep getting moved around between relatives currently because my mom is out of town and my sister is busy. 

I know this might seem weird but I cant stay alone. I wish I could. I need someone to remind me to take care of my hygiene. I showered at my grandparent's house though. I took my meds. I sometimes struggle with brushing my teeth though and my hair. I get help with both of those things. Also I need help with eating or I dont eat at all. I drink a lot of water though. I like hanging out with my cousin. He treats me with respect and shows me funny videos. He also makes sure I'm doing ok.