I'm scared about getting COVID because cases are up in my state, I'm scared because the news people listed the most common starting symptoms for omicron "scratchy throat, dry cough and myalgia in the lower back" Which I have right now, but I also always have them. 

I'm scheduled for a booster soon, but everyone keeps telling me horror stories about when they got their booster and I can't even express that I'm scared because people think i'm being anti-shot when I really just have health anxiety and I'm worried about it, people tell me it's worse than the second shot and the second shot raised my heart rate so much I was in the hospital.

I'm terrified because it's the holidays, I don't have rent and if I'm late again my landlord is probably going to murder me, I have no idea what I'm going to do for food, I'm worried that I can't take proper care of my cat, I'm overwhelmed and unemployed and I just can't breathe.