im 14 n a dinna ken anymore its so confusing to be in this dark place like it hurts im lost i feel like im drowning im so fucked mate i just want tae end it am stuck in loops of selfharm shutting off folk then returning like fuck all happened nut it is what it is im the funny one but this is my one thing a canna make funny its so fucking dark but i always act like it isnt there but i cant hide it anymore im screaming for someone to ken somethings wrong like my fam a pal or even ma cat but most of it goes unnoticed thats the funny thing the hoodes to cover up cuts being quiet being in my room all day long being up all night long sleeping all fucking day but it is what it is am just it