I haven't really figured out this posting on reddit thing yet so bare with me.

After a whole bunch of unfortunate events piling on him, including currently jumping from hotel room to hotel room just to find a place to sleep at night, my boyfriend has been dealing with horrible depression. 

Last week he had a complete break where he woke up and didnt know where he was or even who he was. I took him to the hospital with him yelling at me the whole time. He told them he was fine just hadn't slept the past few nights. They said that he didnt seem like a threat to himself, put the disassociated state off to exhaustion and let him on his way.

The depression just got worse from there. He started crying all the time, he woke up crying and fell asleep crying. I have been afraid to leave his side and have stayed with him as much as I can. I have talking to him about how much getting help would make a difference in his life. Today he woke up and said he wanted to try to get admitted and after 9 hours in the er we were finally able to.

The problem is I also deal with depression. Dropping the love of my life off at the hospital tore me apart. I spend all of my time with him, and when we aren't together we are on the phone together. I am currently holding his phone in my hand crying because I cant talk to him. It's a relief knowing that he is in a safe place, but it breaks my heart knowing I cant be with him. I just dont want to spend the next 5 days crying all the time until I can be with him again. I dont know what to do.