man my bpd has been hella crazy like it always is tbh mostly at school. i have ocd and anxiety too so its like a pyramid of living hell it so draining. i have a moment of extreme restlessness and acting hella ‘skitz’ (im aussie lol) and im mostly happy ig and then i get hella down and slow and isolate myself for no rzn and then crazy horny and then i get angry and slightly aggressive (slamming chairs n doors n shit) its fucked lol and i always feel like im dreaming. oh my god and the impulse buying fuck meeeeeeee!! oh and the constant ‘im sorry’ ‘are u mad at me’ ‘am i annoying u’ ‘r u sick of me’ UGHHH help