usually i'm a very clingy and affectionate person. now towards my family i have never been that way and i have ALWAYS been repulsed and negative towards any sort of affection or love received from my family. i love them but i hate when they show me love or affection most times. usually i CRAVE affection and love giving affection towards a boyfriend but for about a week i have been extremely irritable and uncomfy when he is lovey dovey or affectionate. i hate it now and i don't know why. is this apart of BPD? i was just diagnosed so i'm still learning a lot about this disorder but i'm wondering if this is something common amongst people who have BPD. like i feel so much hatred when i receive affection at this moment and i'll tell him to stop because i'm "in a very bad mood" and i'll almost cry because of how much i hate the affection. no matter how small it is even loving words i cringe at now. nothing significant has happened either so i don't understand what made me this way towards him.