Where do I draw the line between work and private life? 

These days, the lines are blurry and messed up. My personal life no longer exists. Waking up early in the morning for online classes, working on assignments till late night. I'm starting to get nightmares of missing classes and lagging behind. Yet, the thought of studying breaks me down. Just like that, days passed and next week marks the beginning of middle term tests. With this in mind, I should be driven to revise but my mind refuses to work even as I flipped through the pages of my mechanics notes.  

University is the final lap, I'm not surprised it's hard. This helpless feeling is not foreign to me, considering the fact that I dropped out once before. I was lucky, to be given a second chance to enroll into an engineering course which I had prior experience in. However, things went out of my control. As compared to before, I thought I would be able to cope better this time round. I was wrong though. Not only am I having a hard time catching up in various classes, I'm anxious over having a face to face meeting with my group mates. 

I can't afford to fail again. There are lots of issues to fix, and I honestly don't know where to start. The pressure is killing me on the inside. I told myself to suck it up but it's not effective at all