I don't know if I broke up with him or he broke up with me, it kinda just ended last night. We both had a really good chat and expressed that if it wasn't for COVID, we'd still very much be happily together. There's no "maybe you'll get back together after all of this", so I don't want to hear it. Now I have to back home and be alone with my thoughts. 

This isn't my first breakup but would appreciate kind, supportive words and any advice. It feels like the end of the world. And a stupid pandemic is to blame.