This is probably related to my depression, but I often get overwhelmingly sad and cries hard over wanting to be a baby. For example, I wanted to apply for job but my shitty pointer made it not possible and I just cries so hard. Crying for a new life is like the saddest of the sad, broken feel that I had, which sadly is often- and may be accompanied with suicidal thoughts. 


Whenever I told my bf about how I want to become a baby again, he knows that I’m depressed. Usually he would told me that it’s not possible and that make me even more sad. 


Have any of you ever feel this way too?