First of all, I apologise for it already. That you have to pay attention to this another misery tale of an unfortunate.

I couldn't sleep last night. Woke up at 3 am, did alot of apps surfing. Somehow, this guy, wanted to fuck me around 6am. I cleaned myself, he came fucked me and left.

I had to use hygiene products to clean everything, as I didn't want any stds. But too late eh? Anyway.... After looking at blood coming out from my ass. I just took a long breather and worked on the stuff which was due today.

Alot of stuff... Lots of emails, lots of complicated form filling for scholarships. Oh yes I am going broke too. So wohoo.

Now it's 12:52, I have a part time job interview in a bit. But I don't know somehow I can't stop crying every now and then. I have no energy left in my body. I want to curl up and sleep.

Fuck I am lil piece of shit.