I don’t have any right to feel like this, my family isn’t poor, my parents aren’t abusive, I have plenty of friends. My gf is unbelievably supportive of me, but in the end I just can’t help but feel worthless like I let everyone in my life down. During the day I’m fine for the most part as work distracts me and doesn’t give me time to think about it but late at night with nobody to talk to after everyone has fallen asleep it gets so hard. I start to get the strongest urges to just end it all, I don’t feel like I hold the rights to think this way and I don’t know what to do about it.