I have so much inside I would love for the world to know my pain but it really doesn’t matter. I have been though a lot the last year and I have been trying to stay positive I don’t even talk about my pain anymore because no one seems to care. My dad passed away and I have been so broken ever since. I have reached out to my family and friends and I have told them I’m not ok but no one cares or maybe they just don’t know what to do. I try not to blame them for not being here for me but I know if it was them I would be by their side for whatever they needed. I wish I could duplicate myself in a friend. I hate how I am always available to help everyone around me and yet no one is available for me. I just want to quit life I’m alone anyways.