Yeah I've been down again. I will never be loved. I think a lot of this is rising from when I was a kid. My brother , you're kind of a dick to me but, I see that you're working on it. I don't feel too loved from my parents so I don't think it would really matter too much I don't think anybody would notice too much I'm too secluded but I get to anxious when I get involved to the point that I think I'm going to have a heart attack so I'm sorry if you wonder why I never call or text sorry to my friends the true friends and the fake ones I just hope you know which one you are and to the one that got away it's been a few months and I still can't stop thinking of you I just want to see your smile and hear your laugh but fuck it its not like I'll make a huge difference after the end I think its more of a release than an end more and more everyday I think I need some serious help but don't know where to go or start so yeah I did have fun here so yall have a good one I think I'm out yall...