I'm 18f have an urge to steal and spend money since I was 13yo, and I got caught doing it by my sibling. Now I don't know what to do with my life, considering they're the one handling my medication. I know its wrong to steal, I want to stop, but I can't control my behavior. I'm scared she'll tell our parents, and what will come after. Having a depressive episode right now and also scared I might do something I regret deeply. This post is me distracting myself from other thoughts, the anonymity is comforting.