I don't know, I've been receiving help from quite a few different groups of people (my school included) for supposed anxiety, low self esteem and self harm and refusing to go to school.

But the main thing I'm getting at is because other times, I will refuse to be anywhere near people, my own family included but other times, like today (was dropped off at school, when I got out the car I waited until it drove off and simply started walking back at the flick of a switch) I can be somewhat fine and just forget about it all I guess.