i’ve had a rough week and at this point i’m almost convinced it’s bad karma. i’ve been trying to pinpoint exactly what i’ve done wrong and how to improve myself because it’s like the world is continually slapping me back and fourth across the face.

the thing is that the shit situations i’ve found myself in were a result of my own actions, but still accidental/unforseeable. its whatever i may just be delusional.

i’ve been like this for years, always felt like i’m some character written to be a piece of shit with all the worst traits, and the writer then punishes me while the audience laughs