Im in army right now because its mandatory in my country. It will be weeks till I can visit home next time and it fills me with anxiety. I have parter who im missing so much and I think I have really bad separation anxiety. 

Im worried about my mental and physical health, I have been very very tired. Im also worried about many difficult field trainings we are gonna have. Ive been feeling down lately here its hard to even get myself to shower. Also my cat has been sick that I have had since I been young kid and im scared he will die. 

Its just many things right now that is making me very anxiety ridden and feeling depressed. Im feeling like a loser for being such a crybaby right now. There are many people I dont come along with here. 

I know things will be better soon but its very hard for me rn. Im having very bad physical and mental anxiety

Thanks for everyone who read this and if you can give me some tips that would be very kind :)