This Monday I got pulled over for a speeding ticket and didn't have my insurance on me , my dad usually provides it because I have been having issues holding down a stable 9-5 job so I can pay. I just updated my insurance.  Anyways, while being pulled over by the cop I was shaking uncontrollably and was dropping thing. I also accidentally drove on the curb a bit because my hand was spasming.  I really wish my doctor would give me xanax or something that can actually help me. I'm on Buspirone 20mg and Lexapro 20mg and both really don't help but I am too crazy to go off of them. I just don't know if there's anything over the counter I can get unless I buy benzos illegally but I don't want to go through the trouble .