Like I'll fumble on a word in my thoughts anr then think "oh sorry I meant..."

or I'll think something confusing even though of course I know what it means, but I'll be like "no what I mean is" and then spend like 5 minutes explaining something to myself. I always catch myself and think what the fuck am I doing? 

I also literally think "I like something" 

I didn't know where else to write this, i thought it was weird. Its like I'm thinking as if I'm with someone. Maybe to avoid lonliness? I used to pretend my friends could read my mind (uptil end of middle school) even when I wasn't around them, so I would explain things. And everytime I would realise that they weren't actually there I would feel out of it. After I made more friends it stopped happening so thats why I wonder if its about being lonely.