Okay so, I absolutely feel like garbage. I can't describe exactly what is wrong because honestly, I don't know. But it's like my brain and body are blowing it out of proportion and I want to cry. Then other things are pilling on top of it and I really just wanna lose my mind. 

It all feels so bad and I guess I just want to know, is my BPD making this all worse than it needs to be?

I just recently got diagnosed and I'm trying to do my research asap.