I am currently taking a neurobiology course and we have a group assignment that is due TOMORROW. I am the only person that has posted videos, articles, possible topics, and notes to the group discussion for the past week. I am literally doing ALL the research. I am working my ass off to do this project and no one is helping. It is 8pm on Saturday. I am a perfectionist when it comes to academics. I have to do good, or else I feel like a failure. This causes so much stress and anxiety that I cannot handle. So now I am taking shots of rum as I work my way through this assignment that is meant to be split into a group project. I cannot even calm down from the rage I feel right now. I just hate EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING.

How do I stop myself from going into a downward spiral when I am so freaking stressed out right now? All I want to do is drink into oblivion and forget all about this.