Okay, I’m sure I’m just weird. But my psych prescribed me 30 tablets of .5mg ativan in May. I was having intense panic attacks and for 2 weeks was needing to take .5mg ativan twice a day to make it through. 

It’s now July. I have 8 tablets left but I’m going on a trip for 5 days and I’m terrified of not having two per day because what if I get thrown back into horrible anxiety. I want to ask for a refill but I feel SO anxious asking for one because it’s an addicting drug (I’m not even the tiniest bit addicted, I take one maybe every other week now) but I don’t want my psychiatrist to think I am. :(