i’m noticing that i’m becoming a person who is constantly bitter and angry. i’m bitter and angry because i have to spend the rest of my miserable and pathetic life in therapy and on drugs just to have a CHANCE at a normal life. while others never have to do that shit and can accomplish the things they want to accomplish because their brains function normally. meanwhile mine doesn’t and every day is a constant battle. my crippling mental health has taken so much from me and i honestly don’t think i’ll ever have a chance at living a normal life. and the worst part is that the reason why i’m so fucked in the head is because of shit that was done to me. i could’ve had a chance at being a functional adult if my parents didn’t fuck me up.