I m in a serious war with my mind and I losing it.
I can t stop overthinking. I m too nervous. Fuck off pills, fuck off weed for a while.
Idk who I am or who is that person in the mirror,  I don t see myself. I m depressed and anxious to the point I don t care eat, go out or make a life.
My memory is getting worse and I can t remember personal things in many cases. 
Every day I cry and have anxiety attacks.
I get freeze.
Help please I dont want to give up yet (and never) :(