Academic Dismissal. Am I screwed?



TL;DR: I’ve neglected my college email account, due to anxiety on my standing on going to school and I just recently found out that I’ve been dismissed by my college. It’s way past appeal date what should I send to my academic appeal department.

I have recently just checked my college account’s emails and I have realized that I am now dismissed and have missed the appeal date. Is there anything I can do? What questions do I ask? I’m rightly freaking out and I feel completely lost. This is totally due to my negligence in the past months and all I want is a second chance. My GPA has plummeted to under a 2.0 which is the minimum requirement. According to the email:

My dismissal is “for a minimum of one academic year. The earliest term available to me for reapplication would be Fall 2023.

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No appeals or requests for leniency for the Fall 2022 term will be considered after June 3, 2022”

I know I’m absolutely screwed. If you were in my position what would you do? I need all the advice I can get. Currently trying to send an email to the Office of Provost, regarding my situation. What should I say and what questions should I ask? I want to go to school as I know I’m truly capable of it. I just hit a mental roadblock last year and struggled trying to regain my motivation and drive I used to have which led me to my downfall and situation present. I really want to reenroll and take on the challenge that is my education since I’ve been to lax on myself and now that I see this in front of me, this just woke me up off my BS. If not this semester then for the Spring 2023 one. What should I say and how do I construct/format this email. 

Thank you for taking your time to read this, once again I know I have no excuse and this is all due to my lack of sense of urgency.