Yea, since the pandemic started everything has gone downhill. I have had depression for like 4 years but this year i reached my peak. Can't find a job, can't keep a job because of anxiety and depression, i started smoking a lot of weed to run away from my problems and now i'm kinda stucked... I'm not doing the worst ever rn but i don't feel in control of my life and everything that i do turns bad. I feel so frustrated right now, i feel like i can't achieve anything and yea... Just writing here because i am feeling kinda fucked