I get into really serious and intense relationships with people and feel overwhelmed by how intense it gets because they get so emotionally connected with me and then I ghost them most of the time . Or slowly fade . This one is the worst . I met this guy and we got I really we’ll and within a few months he asked me to be his gf . I said yes . But now I just don’t feel it anymore but he is so emotionally involved , I feel so guilty but I told him I couldn’t do he relationship anymore and I wouldn’t be around much as felt too guilty and I knew he would need space etc . I hate doing this to people but in the moment I really feel this connection and to me it just disappears . And I can’t help but leave . I don’t think he took it well at all and I am worried about him. We are long distance so I can’t go to see him and he said he wanted to be left alone basically as he said goodbye . Why do I this to people . I fucking hate myself .