My dad seems to love to talk about murder uncomfortably a lot. He repeats a story from his childhood about seeing someone having his heart stabbed and ripped out of his chest. Everyday he tells me 1 or 2 stories of someone getting murdered from whatever he watches that day (News, YouTube etc...). I hate especially when he tells me of small children or babies getting murdered (He tells of these a lot). Today he told me about this guy that took his baby, threw the baby into the snow and shot the baby. I asked my dad why does he tell me these stories. I looked at him and he was visibly mad that I had asked him that question. There is something seriously wrong with my dad and I have literally no one else to talk to. My mom passed away a few years ago.

My dad is also a hard person to talk to. If you ask him any question that relates to his behavior he gets very angry. Honestly I think he needs mental help but I can't tell him that because he gets extremely defensive and starts yelling if you say anything about him. He also mentally abuses me so I don't know if that is something he added into the mix to further hurt me. Does anyone have any suggestions on what I can do to talk to him or just something.