For about a year i’ve taken a break from my social life because i was a really selfish person and i had an ego because a lot of people find me attractive. I wanted to break that personality trait, humble myself, and start focusing on life (i was about to turn 18 at the time, im 18 now though). Since this “break” i got out of a really bad relationship, then i got ghosted by a girl i lwas basically with, then i cheated on a girl that liked me alot. After that i’ve been on a downward spiral in happiness. I have a good job (i’m a mechanic) and now i’m doing really good financially, my family is proud of me, people still find me attractive, but i just don’t know what it is. I simply cannot find a purpose. I also feel like I shouldn’t feel this way because when I tried to talk about it before, i was basically told that i’m doing better than alot of people right now so i shouldn’t feel this way at all, so I just suck it up and keep going. I always try to be a good person nowadays but every second i’m not with someone i just want to go. I think it’s because I miss the girl that ghosted me, I miss the feeling of genuine love maybe? but i don’t think it’s that because i’m in such a bad condition mentally.