Why do I do this to myself? I know that I'm just gonna get hurt. I just did it now on the ex that cheated on me and gaslit me and saw she had a new bf. I stalked his account and it seems like they're super happy together. She seems to have sorted shit out. They even got these cute matching tattoos. 

Why do I hurt myself like this? I know I'm just gonna see hurtful shit. I hate that she's obviously good now. She's fixed herself. She gets to be happy and act like I never existed, meanwhile I'm still hung up on her.