Too many things are happening at once and now I’m being cold and distant with everyone. With time I usually am able to stop myself from these episodes but I just feel like I can’t. My ex and I broke up a year ago, well I broke up with her during one of my really bad depressive episodes but we continued to talk. She just told me she’s ready to be in a committed relationship but I don’t even know if she is ready or if I’m ready. It doesn’t even feel stable and I don’t know what to do. My manager at my job is cutting my hours because there’s more people but I have bills and that is stressing me out. Everyone is making me feel rejected and now I am spinning out. Any advice