I’m a 17 year old male. Last year in June I developed a mysterious illness that makes me sick and nauseous every single morning. My moms spent thousands with GI doctors and therapy trying to fix me but I am still chronically sick. My body is shutting down and I don’t know how to solve this. I have no support in my life anymore— little to no friends, a mom that works all day, and no father. I don’t know how to go on anymore I’m just in an endless cycle of physical, emotional, and mental pain that has been continuously going on for the last year and a half. It’s destroying me. I can barley function in anything I do because my morning is destroyed every single day from my mysterious illness that just randomly came about and never left. I can’t just keep waiting for an answer that has proved itself to never come. About 6 months into this ordeal I began using marijuana every single day as nothing had brought joy to my life and everything is overly difficult. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know if I can make it. The cycles so vicious and is killing me everyday.