I had undiagnosed anxiety since I could remember anything and feared everything. I didn't learn to swim until I was 10, ride a bike at 11, drifted through friend groups and never going to social events or be invited. I still am late and inexperienced bc I'm 18 without a drivers license, I can't skate or surf (which I would like to eventually) I am just now brave enough to bear social events, and I'm mad at myself bc it's all my fault for having a lousy life so far. I just don't know who else experienced this.