hi, i’ve been struggling with depression and anxiety for awhile now and i haven’t been doing well because i’m scared. i recently found out im moving across the country and i don’t want to leave my friends. i feel like i just finally found my people and there was a potential boyfriend (and best friend) who i love so so much. on top of this, i have terrible family issues and i want to runaway. recently when i think about my future, it doesn’t seem worth it. i don’t want to exist anymore. there’s so much more pain than happiness.