I won't get into much detail, but am so happy right now, I actually had tears of joys in my eyes a few minutes ago!

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I live with BPD and a few other conditions including major depressive disorder. 

For a number of reasons, my SO and I won't be able to spend Christmas and NYE together this year. Up until 10 minutes ago I was was preparing to spend Christmas by myself, thinking it won't be so bad.

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But I've just heard a voicemail a friend left me last night. I met last year, she knows of my battles. She is having a Christmas dinner on the 25th for her family, and invited me to join them.

It may sound like a small thing for many... but holy fuck am I happy!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait! She's such a great person!   
And I haven't even met her husband before, and have only met her (adult) son, so it's such a huge gesture of trust in me!!! I'm ecstatic!!!

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Am sharing this with you guys because there are good people out there who care about us!!! 