My FP who’s also my best friend have known each other for over a year now. She’s always made me the happiest i’ll ever be but there’s something she always does that makes me extremely paranoid

It doesn’t matter what time of the day it is, when I try to text her she always takes forever to respond back, and when when she does she’ll keep the conversation short 

There’s even been times where when we would hang out she doesn’t really talk to me much about her personal life and what she goes through, even when I spilled my feelings out

I hate her so much for doing these things but I also love her so much at the same cuz she’s my whole world and i’d be nothing without her