Alright I just realized I'm literally 100% alone for the new year.  Reached out to my only real friend who (understandably) will be out of town with his family.  The people I thought I'd spend it with all just made last minute plans to spend it in Reno... No invite.  My girl is deployed overseas... I have no family to be with either, for various and all equally shitty reasons.  Feel like I'm going to go to the gym, then come home and melatonin my way to the new year.