I’m sooo irritated with myself rn. About a week ago, I decided that I was getting better and I didn’t need lamictal anymore. I literally flushed down a whole month’s worth prescription and now I’m starting to feel like shit. I’ve been getting weird thoughts and I don’t wanna specify. 

Fuck. My psych might be mad. How do I approach this? I don’t want to get admitted for not being compliant with meds. I really need my lamictal!