I’ve been going to counselling for the past year and I thought I was getting better, I was getting happier and didn’t see myself dying from suicide. But then everything started going down hill in my life, and no matter how much I try to stay strong and go on with life I just can’t do it. I’m struggling so bad and my counsellor is doing everything right to support me and I am trying so hard to support myself and put myself first but I just wanna die so bad, I’m so tired of living, no matter how much I try it doesn’t seem good enough