 i was a normal kid. happy, funny, no care in the world..

One night i was at a party was some so called friend's

they talked me into eating than smoking pot

about half an hour after eating i blacked out when i came back the whole world was different

i was very messed up not even sure what drugs i was on but i know they spiked my food,

pot dose not make you feel this way, I don't even remember smoking pot I was high before this

thing I remember

repeatedly falling out of a lawn chair screaming I'm falling through the earth.

laying down and repeatedly throwing up on myself

everything was backwards taller people looked taller smaller people looked smaller

everything was black i was out of my mind

my stomach felt like its was burning all night long like there was a fire in my stomach.

I remember them trying to tie me to a basketball goal and i thought they was going to hang me

i took off running to one of my buddies house he was a tall older dude he looked as tall as the moon he told me i was fucked up and to go home,

i heard a car driving down the road i hide behind his trash can thinking it was a cop

i tried to go home and i seen giant spiders all over my house.

i walked to another buddies house he came to the door with a baseball bat he thought I was trying to break in when in my mind i was knocking on his door normal

all night he told me to be quite his mom was asleep but i wasn't talking everything i was think i was saying out loud and didn't know it.

i fell asleep around 2am woke up and went home in the morning i went back to sleep till about 3pm when i woke up i went to find out what happend the night before after about an hour of

being awake i was high again for a short period of time

i was 21 at the time still to this day i'm not sure what drugs i was on.

and this is when mental issues started..

i was okay for about an week or two after this just told myself it was drugs and was okay.

One day i was at a buddies house we want skating i used his shoes because i had word boots on

after we got done skating i put my shoes back on walked home his wife put thumb tacks in my shoes and this is what made me the way i am today

when i got home i started researching different for so long my eyes started to hurt for days

PCP or LSD is the drug i think i was on..

part two coming