This is random and I was wondering if anyone else with BPD can relate. 
Being an individual with low self esteem, I rather like attention from the opposite sex. Even if slightly misogynistic I find it flattering that somebody would find me attractive. I have almost never felt uncomfortable being ‘chatted up’ or flirted with. Until tonight
Someone I know was pestering me to kiss him and touch him. Maybe it’s because I know he has a girlfriend and being cheated on in the past it struck a nerve? I swiftly left the pub. I’ve never never left the pub due to male attention, as someone who feels ugly etc I almost thrive off it. What was different
I must add other people who have flirted with me (even with a girlfriend) it hasn’t bothered me as much as it did tonight. What happened??