I had a psychotic break almost 2 years ago, were on anti-psychotics for 3 months then i stopped taking them cause i felt like a robot I've been prescribed another pill that should've boost my mood up. At the time i felt so vulnerable that i didn't trust what the psychiatrist told me to do, he seemed so uninterested in what i have to say, like he had it all sort out in he's head ''ow thats a classic acid overdose case'', Just don't smoke weed take these pills and vitamins and you will be okay.

Yes I'm no doctor but how can i trust someone to give me a drug that have bazillion side effects to help me after 5 minute conversation?

I know being high 24/7 is not a solution but at least i know what i put into my body, i rather being chill,tired,careless and thoughtful instead of feeling like a robot again.

I don't even believe in mental illness i think we all fucked up and yeah maybe because I'm fucked up i see everyone as fucked up in my own mirror image but who exactly can define normality?

I want to go and talk to a psychotherapist but if her advice will be to get me on meds again and stop smoking weed just like the previous shrink whats the point?