i am so incredibly behind at school. i haven’t turned anything in in about. a month almost. it feels like i physically can’t do any work. too many words to read. to many words to type. it’s all just too much for my brain to process. i went to my counselor to talk about this and of course he didn’t help at all. “you need to find what motivates you and use that to power through this.” that’s the problem, nothing motivates me. just today i’ve spent over six hours scrolling on my phone and thinking “i’ll get to it soon, in a few minutes” it’s 2 am right now and im giving up, just like every other night. the assignments just keep flowing in. all i want is to pause life, i want curl away into a dark room and work through my problems now, but they just keep coming. i can’t get a break.