I'm not showing her the fear because I learned from my past relationships mistakes. It's just - I'm scared. She's exactly everything I needed in a woman. I love her. Rationally - I don't see a reason atm that she would left me. We had some mild fights, but that's normal. I came a long way and I'm keeping it cool in front of her - I don't restrict her from anything, I'm confident when with her. Just not alone..