My brother who is 17 saw my abusive ass ex at a park and my ex ran up to him and offered to smoke him out and my brother obviously smoked with him they even played basketball. How do I stop the thoughts of wanting to beat the absolute shit out of my little brother. I keep telling myself be grateful he really knows how to humble you. He does know better and he saw my ex beat me before. He knows better to not betray me he knows. My own family yet sibling who has grown up with me and seen what I’ve saw betraying me is something enough to make me wanna spend my life in prison.