Hi everyone. I know self-diagnosing is frowned upon, but I’ve always felt so confused and just straight up crazy like there is no helping me until I read about BPD. I truly believe this is what I’ve been experiencing for years and it’s comforting knowing there’s a term for it, but I still can’t get proper help. I’m a college student who goes to school full time and works full time to barely pay for an apartment every month, I want professional help but I literally can’t afford it. Just wondering if anyone has cheaper sources or if there is financial aid for this kind of stuff? I really want to keep going and I’m hopeful knowing I might have figured out what’s wrong with me, but I’m scared to keep living the way I do without real help. It’s a constant and crazy battle that I seriously need help handling before I do something irrational. I’ve been diagnosed with anxiety and depression, but the medication and therapy for it just doesn’t help. I’ve always been missing some parts to it until I learned about BPD. Hoping people will be nice and helpful instead of judgemental.