I feel like I constantly seek validation (a good morning, a hello, a smile) from my coworkers that makes me feel better about myself and know that I’m appreciated and valued working there. And when I don’t get that I feel like its bec I did something wrong. It’s exhausting bec I feel like I’m constantly being judged on my performance at work. I do the best I can with what I have. No one has come up to me and said anything directly I know I’ve made some mistakes here and there, but I’m new I’m learning. Every time I see my boss talking or looking at me I think it’s a complaint about me. I know I shouldn’t care I should just go in do my job and go home. Everyone at work is fake. They’re all just trying to get by and secretly hate their jobs.