I'm not exactly sure how to start this so I'll just tell u why I hate my life and yes I know it sounds a bit dramatic but I do mean it,well atleast right now I do. Soo I hate my life because I feel as my life is just a repeat I do the same thing every day I wake up at like 2-4 in the evening after staying up late for absolutely 0 reason,then I go watch some TV and watch it till I have to eat dinner then I go back to bed and watch shit on my phone and then eventually sleep till I wake up repeat. I also have like no friends, to elaborate I do have friends but no like good friends anymore,I had friends from primary but I don't talk to them anymore and my parents made me go to a different school which none of my friends were going to so I started my school year with 0 people and I have social anxiety so I struggled to make any friends so I just sat in my class on my phone and eventually ended up going to get lunch and making some friends and I ended up getting a girlfriend,yay go me then I broke up with her cause to be honest she was a bitch she would get so mad over the small things and she wasn't worth the hassle cause no offence to her she's beautiful but she is fat nothing wrong with that it's just I get shit from everyone for it and not to add on that my twin brother who I don't get on with 1 bit started saying we're cousins(me and my girlfriend)Oh you may wonder why I don't go hangout with my friends well I don't live near any of them and to be honest I don't think there even close friends where I'd actually want to go hang out with them it's just I see so many lads post storys of them jumping in rivers and many other things and I can't help but get jealous.My family is so shitttt aswell I am currently living with my dad cause my mam, twin brother and older brother don't want me near her house I don't even know why they just don't like me and I can say that for sure my mam treats my twin 100 times better than she treats me which is such bullshit and I don't know how to feel with my dad cause he would complain so much when my mam won't give the money she owes my dad and say he's never giving her money or she's not borrowing his car but the instant she ask he gives it to her and it just pisses me off ,there's probably more I forgot to write but I got the main points I might be wrong about thinking my life is shit and hating it but it made me feel a bit better typing this out.(sorry if the punctuation is shit I suck at it)