I took time away from my FP. 

I took time away from other ppl and social media. I thought I was going crazy on Monday. 

But I feel so much bttr and free now. 

Sometimes it’s good to step back. 

I find it funny how the moment I retreat away ppl are coming at me asking where I dissapeared 2. 

While I do like the attention. Where is this on a daily basis? 

Idk. It makes me feel rlly weird. Like when I want someone to care it’s like no one does. 

But when I step back and jst kinda chill to myself. Ppl r wondering about me. 

Idk. It feels a bit disappointing in that sense but I’m not gonna overthink. Ride it out like a wave. N jst focus on myself. 

I no longer check my msgs during work. I chilled with my best friend yesterday and wasn’t on my phone obsessively checking on my FP. 

I told myself to enjoy these moments. Try to be present. Trying to practice mindfulness. 

I think it’s working. I jst hope I can keep it up on my rlly bad days