I know I just posted but I think I truthfully just need some support right now. I just had a splitting and another argument with my s/o leading in him leaving my apartment (after mentioning I would leave him if he left my apartment). crazy manipulation, I know. I know how bad it sounds and I do not mean it in the moment at all, god I feel like complete shit typing this out now. I just want to be listened to. anyways, now with everything that has happened, it just has me feeling like I am never going to find love. whether or not I see my s/o again, what if nobody loves me because of this illness? all it does is just people away from me that I love. I promise I do not mean to either, I can't do this anymore. I just want to see him now and try to fix it because I know I won't be able to tomorrow due to both of us working. this whole situation sucks and I wish I knew had to manage my emotions (I am in therapy now), but it just feels like no progress is being made. I feel so stuck, lost, sad, I don't know what to do.