I have been trying really hard to stay positive but I don’t know how much longer I can keep trying. My life really fucking sucks. Is all the stress worth it for this shit? I may never be financially free and I might have to struggle my whole life. Frankly i’m really tired of it. I want to kill myself but can’t. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to live anymore and I am completely out of motivation to keep trying.