If my suicidal thoughts don't go away and I have to endure temptation to act on them any longer, I'm going to commit myself. I feel like I'm on the brink of needing to get committed if I keep feeling as bad as I do. I assured my husband, my psychiatrist, and my therapist that I will get help if these suicidal thoughts become too much for me to handle, and if things don't get better soon, I might have to get myself committed.