I shouldn't be alive. i shouldn't have been given birth to. i can't help but bring sadness and disappointment to anyone who knows me. this is my final goodbye

To my step mom: it wasn't your fault that you got the furthest thing from a son that you could possibly get. it's not your fault that your love and support were for nothing. i'm sorry

to my dad: you were the best dad that a kid could ever ask for. and i'm sorry that you had to waste 16 years on something so pointless 

to my sisters: it's not your faults that you missed 12 years of my life. I don't have very many memories with y'all, but i hope the ones you have are cherished 

to my biological mother: i'll see you in little while. 

to my girlfriend: you filled the void for as long as you could. you brought me to the peak of my happiness. thank you. and i'm sorry that it can't be A+T5L like we always said it would be. please, try to forget me. you deserve better than better, i can't give you that. i love you cinnabun

and to everyone who sees this: i have had many other accounts before this one, though they're very old. you guys have made me laugh for so many years, and i can't express how grateful i am to have been able to laugh with you. but life isn't worth it for me. as i walk to the bridge i want you all to keep this in mind...

keep with you what will truly fufill you, and hold on tight, so nothing will be able to do you wrong. 

Goodbye, and thank you for the memories 

i'm coming home mom