Anyone else dealing with this? What’s it look like for you? 


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For me, it sucks lol.  I overthink, focus too much on details and lose so much time, I care what people think, I try to be what I THINK people think I should be, I kind of adapt who I am depending on the person (consciously/unconsciously), people pleaser, etc. 

So I chose not to have friends or be around people because having them is TOO STRESSFUL. Now I don’t leave the house to avoid being and doing the above, and seeing myself become a different person 

Also when I’m stressed, I PROCRASTINATE and have tunnel vision in that I see no dirty dishes, no accumulating laundry, none of the work I have to do for my job (and the more that work piles up, the more hardcore I procrastinate until the stakes are too high and my backs to the wall.

Whew I’m stressed right now and have sooo much shit to do but I’m feel stuck.

It’s exhausting and stressful and depressing AF (it’s led to many of my low depressive episodes, I’m sure).
 
Anyway! How do y’all deal if you do?