I’m scared. My family isn’t here to support me because I’m in uni. And I don’t even want to talk about it with my family after all the hell they went through with me. I’m scared of giving in to this, scared that I’ll do something. I’m afraid of walking on the street, of cooking, of living this high up, of having money in my hands. All these options are available to me with no one here to stop me. I’m afraid.