I'm sitting here just staring off and thinking about what happened last week, I was thinking about cutting my wrists but I ended up cutting my finger so the pain will scare me from thinking about doing something like that again. My friends barely talk to me out of school unless I talk to them or if they need something and it pisses me off because they are privileged little bastards who live a good life while I have grown up with an abuser and they don't understand I dont like physical touch, they get the latest stuff all the time, they don't know discipline and while I do have a rich dad(I see him 2 days every 2 weeks) but I never ask for anything because our relationship is damaged because of my POS step dad, im empty and angry and I dont know what to do anymore.