It’s got to the point where I try not to interact with other people because when I speak ,my mind instantly goes “what a stupid thing to say ,I bet you are annoying them and they don’t even want to speak to you . Do everyone a favour and go away” . I could be just walking down the street and my brain will be like “your clothes are so stupid , I bet people only talk to you out of pity , your voice is grating and your not interesting ,people just humour you. They are going to leave you like your dad left you . And who can blame them , your a disgrace” . Now I don’t leave the house or interact with anyone because I just feel like I’m not worthy of their time and I’m a waste of space . Does anyone else feel this ?