Im only 20 but I feel like I’m missing out on so much in life. I have accomplished things to be proud of, but inside I’m still super sad. In 2020 I had to drop out of college after my mom died (got too depressed and lost my academic and athletic scholarship). Since April of 2020 I’ve been home. Just working. I’ve been meeting great people and friends but I miss school, traveling and just being honestly careless with money. I literally miss being a “kid” it sucks because none of my high school friends had to drop out and ik they are probably going through struggles of their own. Yet I know that they have parents to help them and they are still in college. I’m not. I deleted Instagram and it hurts me that I won’t realistically graduate college until I’m 25 or 26. I feel like I’m missing the prime moments in my life so far. I miss college, I miss my old life…which says a lot because my life prior 2020 was….what people call a “bad home life”