I dont think my personality traits are caused by bipolar. Today is my birthday, I was in an argument with my gf last night and I went to bed angry. She apologized today and admitted she was wrong. I told her I didn't want to see her today knowing full well it would hurt her because she was excited for my bday. I knew I shouldn't have said that and did it anyways because I wanted to be spiteful. What kind of sick person does that? I hate myself so much for being to childish and impulsive.