I used to enjoy a lot of things, like drawing, going out and such. Now, it's school holidays and none of these things are fun to me anymore. When I wake up I'm usually angry, and all I do is stay in bed. I try to get some things done, and sometimes it works, others it doesn't. School is about to start again and I haven't done much, kinda stressing about it but I can't bring myself to do any of my work. I went outside a couple of times this week, but it's getting boring now. I forget about these bad thoughts for a while when I play games, but they all come back before I go to sleep. I have never been diagnosed with any type of mental illness, but that's probably because I haven't gone to therapy. I don't want to, because I know my parents are gonna be all up in my face when I tell them I wanna go. I know it's out of love and worry, but i can't be stuffed dealing with the aftermath. It might be because I'm bored, so I'll wait until school starts and see if there's a difference when I'm busy. If I was diagnosed with a mental illness, it would probably be anxiety, maybe some mild depression I'm guessing.