I am so anxious about writing a thesis that I literally can't start doing it. I can't force myself to do anything about it, to open a file, to read what I was suppose to, to correct anything. In the past I would have panic attacks about it and it seems like It will be happening again. At this point I was procrastinating about it and I am now sitting here, trying to literally force myself to do anything and all I can do now is sobbing and have hard time breathing thinking how my life is a failure and what is the point. What is wrong with me