I’ll never be able to live independently because I’ll have to choose between working full time, which will overwhelm me and cause me to routinely hurt myself, or live depending on others. Part time work is hard enough. I can’t ever do anything. with ADHD, going to school is pretty much out of question. And in my remaining free time I try to make music, but that requires a lot of motivation so it is not always in question. I feel doomed in life and i can’t die because of the obligation to others to stay alive. I’m also trans, so just knowing i’ll never bein in a body that feels completely right is an added problem. How do I keep on going? Trying not to hurt myself rn. To anyone who managed to read, thank u for listening