From time to time I ask the people "closest" to me what traits I have or how I seem in general. I think they may think I'm asking because I'm self-absorbed and want to be told that I'm great, but in reality all I want to know is if the way I feel about myself inside is how they feel/see me too lol 

"Do you guys also hate me? 
Am I moody and secretive but also a robot at times? Plz lmk" 

That's what happens in my head. Does this happen to anyone else?


(btw, yay for my first post! I'm new here.)