I feel like I’m constantly ignored by everybody and no one will ever care for me nearly as much how I care for them. I just never know what to do besides sit in silence and regret talking. Life is a constant cycle of anxiety and feeling unsure of everything. What the fuck do I do now? I’m still young and I know I have so many years ahead of me but it all seems fucking pointless and I just don’t think anyone needs me all.

To add, I still everyday think about partners, friends or romantic interests who have left me in the past. People leaving me sticks with me forever.