I'm not completely out of it yet but I lost the refill and I'm almost out of it. And it was a 3 month supply I apparently picked up earlier this month. So now idk if the pharmacy thinks I'm abusing the medication. The pharmacist sounded super grumpy on the phone and said she doesn't even have the medication on file anymore and her tone was like, "How did this idiot lose a 3 month supply of meds." So I tried calling my psychiatrist and the front desk person obviously couldn't help, and she tried to transfer me to a nurse and apparently the nurse was unavailable. So I'm really hoping she will call me back.

I feel like such an idiot. But apparently other medications I need also aren't on file and I'd be unable to get a refill. So I think both me *and* my psychiatrist are idiots.