This is careerpath related.

I have autism, schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, depression, anxiety, and ADHD.

I've been practicing graphic design for almost 14 years, and found out I'm passionate about Graphic design.

My original passion was game design, I had cool ideas for Video games, but I never found interest in learning 3ds max or Unity.

This is where the problem comes in, a part of my mind is trying to decide for me and it wants me to  give up on graphic design and pursue game design mainly 3d game design.

And here I am, at 33, I mastered graphic design, but I don't want to spend the next 14 years mastering unity and 3ds max.

How do I convince my mind to let it go.