I was going through DBT workbook by Dr.Daniel Fox. I'm doing it on my own as I don't have any therapists in my city. I was on chapter "BPD subtypes" found out that mine is 'petulant and quiet'. To know more about this, I researched a bit on youtube (videos by Dr.Fox and medcircle)
I'm starting to question myself- Is it there anything that's not because of my BPD?
I mean my empathy, my intuition, me being different from others. These are the positives
Negatives are my anger issues, isolating myself, impatient (while waiting) 
I feel like there is nothing of my own. Everything comes down to BPD and just found out from one the videos that quiet Bpd seeks professions related to helping others (nursing, teaching or mental health) and I thought I loved teaching that's why I'm about to go in that profession. Now even this seems because of my BPD. Am I not anything other than this disorder?