Honestly, I feel like everything from the past still affects and haunts me daily. I try not to think about it but some things just trigger it in me. I just wish that I don't have to think like this. I'm hurting but nobody cares. There's a clear solution for it but I'm too dumb to accept it. I wish I was understood, loved and accepted. I wish that I don't only focus on the good things. I wish that I was strong enough to do things.