Sometimes all I can think about is how badly I want to be a kid again. I just want to have the comfort I used to have. I want to be able to feel that carefree happiness again. I'm so sad that it's over. Everytime I think about it I spiral. I get so upset because I know there's nothing I can do. No matter what I'll never be a kid again. It's so hard and I don't know how to feel better. I feel like I have an unsolvable problem. I feel helpless. I don't know what to do...