I have to say since i stopped drinking things have been 100x better. I still smoke cannabis but in a healthy way, not to just YEET my mind to somehwere else. 

I feel healthier and happier, I even quit dipping. I was doing a can a day. 

I started seeing a therapist and i was in the process of doing emdr therapy before all this covid stuff happened. 


A lot has happened lately, totalled a car (not my fault) got the covid; I was in bed for a month lol. A lot of other stuff has happened but i'm trying my hardest to not let it get me down. 


For once in my life I'm not suicidal.