i'm normal to my friends and peers, but i don't feel like i belong anywhere. i don't feel loved most of the times &amp; i just think facially, ethnically, and personally being so different from others has sculpted me into a vagabond. i don't feel like i belong anywhere. i think this is the root of why i don't seek to socialize enough, why i don't get into relatoinships, and why i'm just not happy. 

if youre reading this, i hope you have a better day tomorrow &lt;3