 

i get into moods of being extremely depressed, autopilot (i dont know how to describe it its like im here but im not, anger, very happy and confident, paranoid, feeling like im not real

i switch through all these moods so quickly and its hard to control and some people think im crazy bc last year i was convinced the gov was spying on me so i taped up my phone and Alexa and hid in my room all day. im just confused right now and i dont know who i am i just dont know. last year i was convinced that i saw a ghost and i told some people and they thought i was crazy and i dont blame them. pls just help or something im confused