I hate how i live in this society where everyone gets along with everyone and i'm too scared to even act normal. I've been wanting to be friends with this girl from school, we get along well, we even have stuff in common but we never truly ''clicked''. I'm always angry and when i'm not, i just want to cry, but i'd make a fool out of myself. I got to a point in my life where most of the time i don't feel anything for anyone, i don't care about my family or other people and i wish i felt human too. All i want is to be normal, fit in and feel loved...i'm sorry if this should have been posted in another subreddit, i'm at my wits end