I’ve been battling the same thoughts and crippling fears in my head for over 8 months and I still cannot wrap my head around the fact that I’ve been fighting the same battle for this long. 

When I’m in school I look around and people are just living their life like everything is normal. I have not felt the same since before my episode. I feel like I’m grieving the person I used to be every single day while life goes on for other people.