You know, I start to understand why people become so called “villains” or straight up become bitter inside. I feel that happening to me. I work hard in school, have really good grades, internship, assistant manager job ( I’m 23), tutoring, extra curriculars. I even networked in the time in my initial accounting recruiting season. I do everything my friends do but they all get big 4 jobs in accounting. I got rejected from a big 4 this week for a full time position and I thought the interview went well. Maybe they sensed I was nervous or that I said something wrong idk. My second interviewer said he liked my answers and said he would loved my personality and would love to work with me. Maybe I’m reading things wrong but I don’t like accounting anymore. I official give up. This time of year is when my seasonal depression hits and I fill like this is just making me want to pack up and leave. Quit school, despite that I graduate with my masters in May. My friends always have the easier path and now I only have to look forward to working with a firm that doesn’t have good benefits.