unsure if this fits exactly into depression but I know it leads to it…
i’ve spent the last 3 years of my life trying to decide what degree i want to end up with and what world i want to enter when i leave college, ive accidentally learned how almost solely equate who i am with what i do in terms of a degree, if you were to take away these aspects of me i feel like a blank human, i can kinda do art and i like the theatre community but i’ve also learned i still want to be me outside of these things and i have no idea who that is, any tips on how to regulate self-identity with the real world? on how to communicate without overthinking which part of myself i’m portraying? it would only be too accurate to say that at any moment of any day i could give a compelling ‘i’m lost’ speech that belongs in a coming of age movie about a type 4 stoner who doesn’t know how to handle their finances