I originally started seeing a sport psychologist a few years ago to help with my anxiety and self confidence regarding competitions. After a few years she sent me to a normal psychologist because she felt like I had some issues. I saw this new psyhologist 5 times. I felt like she was much better for me and I felt comfortable talking to her. She asked a psychiatrist and a different clinical psychologist to do some tests with me just to make sure she didn't miss anything. There I was diagnosed with bpd. Today I went to see this new psychologist again and she told me that because of my diagnosis she doesn't feel like the right person to be working with me because it isn't soemthing she has enough experience with. It honestly felt like a horrible horrible break up. I feel completely devestated.