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I never had anxiety until a traumatic event happened a couple years ago and ever since anxiety grasps onto seemingly random stuff in my life. A big part of my anxiety is the hand tremors I experience. 

I went to school to become a makeup artist and spent two years out of school  working in that field and was getting steady jobs until Covid hit. I moved to a new city and discovered for whatever reason I get ridiculously anxious doing peoples makeup. Working on peoples eyes with shaking hands… people watching me doing their makeup while shaking.. needless to say the whole thing was a disaster and humiliating and I had to quit a career that I loved.  

I’ve been in therapy for about a year and I’m on two different anxiety meds(Zoloft and buspirone) and I tried beta blockers which didn’t do much. I just started physical therapy exercises but so far they seem to be ineffective too.  I’ve made some progress with therapy and processing through my anxiety with grounding exercises but this is still something that I’m not sure will ever go away. 

TLDR; nothing has worked after trying everything in the book being a makeup artist with hand tremors, is it time to call it quits and find a new career? Has anyone gone through something similar?