It took me hours. My manager is leaving in august, so I've applied for her job and she was helping me fill out the application and I was just freaking out about everything. Every single thing that could go wrong, what if I get the job and hate it? What if I get it and I'm terrible?

Felt close to having panic attacks the whole way through it, felt pretty sick doing it too and Im home now and just trying to chill out.

But I applied for the job. I submitted it and I know I should feel excited and proud and happy or whatever but I just can't stop thinking about everything turning out to be terrible.