I’ve been so incredibly depressed. I have bipolar disorder but I mainly deal with depression. The last 24 I haven’t had a single thought expect a suicidal one. I saw my therapist today and tried to express to her that I’ve been feeling really suicidal by sharing my hopeless and despair. No major reaction from her. The last 6 hours I haven’t been able to stop crying because I feel bad that I’m going to kill myself. I’ve thought our multiple methods, researched what pills will kill me, where and how deep I need to cut to die, and my chances of survival jumping off a 20 story building which I live in. I don’t know what else to do because both my therapist and psychiatrist know I’ve been suicidal and they never brought up a hospital, however I haven’t told them these details. I don’t know if I actually need to go to the hospital. The thing is I don’t want to die because I live with my family and I can’t imagine doing this to them. I’m also scared of the process of death. But I can’t stop suffering I feel like I’m in physical pain and no one including my psychiatrist and therapist are able to help me. Please what should I do?