I often have dreams where there is another guy.  In the dream, I am excited and interested that there is another guy.  Sometimes it is someone from my past, sometimes just a male figure.  I then wake up and get excited and an adrenaline rush.  I then think about my relationship and say, well I like my relationship, I don't want to have anyone else.  I then forget the feelings and dream and it goes out of my thoughts.  However, these types of dreams keep on coming back over and over.  Also, the guys keep on changing from one person to another.

Part of me is like, do I need to spruce up my sex life with my partner some more?  Or is it me having more self love and loving myself and that being shown in the dream?  It is kinda hard to say it is any one thing it is just weird that it just keeps on happening.

I used to have a cheating problem with going for guys.  I was really into the attention, the fun, the whatever.

Maybe it is just my wild side and it is just being exposed in the dream.

My past my have used the fantasies about the guys and being chased to build a mania episode and these fantasies and illusions about having this huge self worth but I am able to recognize those and not want those so they don't last like they used to.

Maybe it is part of big ego that I still haven't worked through yet... the whole, oh I am attractive, look guys are in my dreams.

I guess it is tricky because half the human population is guys and there is the whole feeling bad for interacting with the opposite sex when you have a partner that is the opposite sex unless it is in a civil group interaction.

I had guilt/regret/shame from the cheating and I have openly discussed it a bit.  It could be there are still some rocks I haven't turned over that I am overlooking about it.  So many possibilities.  Maybe it is my subconscious testing me.