I moved back in with my parents after being hospitalized from wanting to commit suicide. This was before I received my diagnosis. It was my first time in the hospital at 19, I moved back home after the incident. The first probably 2-3 weeks I came home, I was met with a loaded pistol in the center of the kitchen sitting on the center island with the safety off. My stepdad would wake up and put the gun away in the morning and would put it out at night. This never happened before I moved out when I was visiting, or about 2 weeks after I moved in. It exclusively happened during the 2-3 weeks after I moved home when my step-dad thought I was in a suicidal state. When I brought it up with my mom she said that's completely ridiculous and I was either just seeing things or making it about myself when he was just putting his gun there for the night.