i’d estimate that i’ve made around 3-4 life ruining mistakes in my time. but recently i’ve exceeded myself. i’ve completely imploded the only good things in my life and i have nothing. i want to be able to rebuild my life, but i can’t stop living in the past thinking and thinking about all the people i’ve hurt. where do you begin when you want to try again but you’re still carrying the weight of all the people you’ve hurt? i just want to be a better person but i don’t even know where to start.