On tuesday night my family had a surprise get together. I found out about it last minute, as per usual. And it turns out it was a psuedo intervention where everyone just told me how much they love me. To be honest, the word circle jerk came to mind, and I'm mad that they did this behind my back, including telling my partner about it and no one saying anything to me. My family constantly forgets to tell me about things that are happening, and I'm always the last to be invited, if I am at all. My mom once told me she stopped inviting me to family events because I'm always working.. you could still ask on the off chance I'm not. Which I did tell her, and now she just invites me to things with 24 hour notice. Sure, that may be a bit of a hyperbole, but still, people need more than 3 days notice for things. 
Anyway, I feel unreasonably betrayed by my family and partner and I can't help but thinking they are constantly talking about me behind my back. How am I supposed to trust the confidentiality of any of the people that attended? The fact I didn't even get the opportunity to tell my parents about my relapse makes me feel betrayed. It also makes me think about how to better hide my relapse next time. I know it was coming from a good place, but its difficult for me to ACTUALLY believe a word of what they were saying.