When I’m questioning my sense of stability like I am now, I want to do something wild. Nothing illegal but something a little crazy or spontaneous. I’m not saying this is a bad thing because it’s what I want to do. I can be wild without putting myself at risk. I don’t want to drink, do drugs or sleep around. I just need to do or be something else. This isn’t the path I should be following where I’m at right now, I need something more. Where can I find it? What can I do that’s spontaneous and crazy and risky but the reward can be incredible?