ive been going through the hardest breakup ive ever been through and the past two months since have been more and more painful. i made the mistake of still continuously texting him even though i couldnt handle it. now its 2 days before my birthday and i think he finally got tired of me n left my last message on open and unfollowed me. its so painful knowing that he was someone i was so in love with, and he was in love with me too and i have no idea how i could even begin to clear the air much less initiate some sort of connection with him again. with the pandemic and everything that happened hes really been the prime source of happiness in my life and now the space he filled in my soul is empty. hardly anything makes me feel happy anymore and even though im on an antidepressant thats working, this shit keeps happening and its like im bleeding out. i could rly use some support rn