I see a lot of people with depression talking about letting themselves go and just staying in bed in all/not be productive. It seems pretty common. However, I'm the opposite. I exercise, shower, and brush my teeth everyday, have good grades, take good care of my hair, etc. But, most of the time, I don't feel happy doing it/about doing it. I feel numb, to say the least.

Going on a bit of a rant here, sometimes it feels like an endless routine I can't stop. If I don't do so much as one thing I usually do, I'm lazy and have let myself go. I constantly want something to interrupt my routine since I don't have the courage to do it myself. Anything to make me feel something.

So is it possible to have diagnosed depression, but still function fine/take good care of myself?