I love being ignored and being compared to someone's ex that literally told them to k*ll themselves and wish harm on their family even though nothing ever close to that has came out of my mouth and I've never wished death upon anyone and my bf won't stop thinking about games while I'm obviously upset and spiraling like wow I guess I need to fucking spell it out for him everytime I'm upset and you know the worst thing is I can't even cry and I don't even care anymore who cares right maybe ill just fucking use my broken car to get as far as I can and then overdose or something how quirky and cool would that be I fucking hate everything I just want to die wouldn't that be cool wonder if he'd keep thinking about his precious game then and I'm gonna regret this post and feel so guilty I want to slit my throat after but who cares right who cares right