I either obsess over someone, romanticize every moment we've ever have and romanticize every part of the person or just literally don't care about them and sometimes is hard to even consider that person a 'friend'. I really hate it.

I just feel like people's perception of me is always changing so 'omg we haven't been that close for the past few days, do they even still like me? are we even as close?' and I know that sounds stupid but it's just the way I work and idk how to stop it.

And if I notice that we haven't been as close, I'll just want to cut that person off. But even that, idk if it's really me wanting to do that or just me self sabotaging. 

So, how do you deal with this, if you experience it too?