I don’t know if this is a place I can say this but I don’t know what’s going on.. I try so hard to be ok, but I’ve lost the will to exist and I’m scared it’s going to lose me my job… I feel like I wish I could be literally anyone else.. and that I just need to stop eating until I just eventually get to the end.. it’s been 24+ hours since I last ate

Please how do I get through this, I can’t sleep, I can’t eat, I can’t move, I don’t know what to do….. it’s never been this bad before.. I feel like I’m just worthless.. what do I do? I work in 6 hours….