I (21m) Am a student and have severe anxiety/depression that has not been treated in years. I have an alcohol problem and almost got kicked out of school for it. I just broke up with my girlfriend cause she was too dependent on me to make her happy. I couldn’t make her happy because of the battles I was fighting in my head. I’m so sick of this. I skip class all the time and have to drop 6 credits because of the anxiety going to brings me. I reached out for counseling cause I am at my absolute breaking point. I was raised to keep everything inside and that it isn’t right for a guy to talk about their feelings. This is the hardest thing I need to do. I have so much thoughts and problems that I cannot deal with alone. I am shutting myself in from my friends and family. I don’t know how to last the weekend and wait for counseling to start.