title says it all. i dont even know who i am anymore, i feel like a shell. im anxious that ill turn someone else who im not, i miss being innocent, life enjoying and anxiety &amp; depression free. i feel like ive lost myself. im only in my early 20s and i wish id get myself back, but idk how.. im on meds too, theyre not helping yet, and im scared nothing helps and ill be miserable for the rest of my life.