I hate that I hate myself so much. Most days I can’t look in the mirror and can’t take a compliment for shit. I feel like it’s all lies. 

I don’t need to love myself but I wish I could at least be okay with myself. Most days I want to crawl out of my own skin and leave this body behind. 

Any time someone says one little thing about my body that I take the wrong way my self-esteem plummets into the ground. I don’t know how to keep this up and keep acting like I can survive and live in this fucking body that I hate so much. 

I wish I was someone else, literally anyone else.