fuck man. fuck. im so fucking screwed. 17, living at my grandma's because of shit that happened with my parents, school withdrew me for being absent so now im unenrolled and havent been in school for like the past 2 3 months. im fucking up my life and existence and i dont care anymore. apathetic. cliche as any post but i just dont have anyone else. fuck. i dont want to be here anymore. ugh. no right words to say.

im sorry
dont hate me
why do i feel like everyone does
dont hurt me to much

does any of it matter. surely not.

sorry for being incoherent
tonight hurts more than usual n idk how else to put it into words