Having a favorite person is honestly the worst - and only once have I been able to maintain some semblance of a friendship with an FP upon splitting.

I'm really really tired.

I just want to like. Get to know people and develop a healthy friendship. But ohhhhh nooooo, let's get attached irrevocably to a stranger and put them on a pedestal from which to body slam us. Great idea. Awesome. Love it.