I've heard that all my life from family. Just recently, I discovered the song "Serotonin" by girl in red and I sent the lyrics to a friend. They were like, don't focus on the negative. Internally, I'm like..who said I am? These lyrics encapsulate what I feel right now. But I did say I don't focus on the negative, and I do what makes me happy. What I should have said then was that I'm manic, I can't focus on the negative if I tried.