Symptoms haven’t improved much. I recall an anime I watched called Only Yesterday. Sometimes I wonder if the meaningful life portrayed in movies exist. I bought an artwork I really like a few days ago and now I need to budget till more money comes in next month. I feel like life is only getting worse and I don’t know when it will get better again. My friend is leaving, I’m not feeling well mentally, etc. I really don’t know what I can do to prevent burnout from being alive.