It’s 16 years since I was diagnosed with depression, and 5 since I was diagnosed with bpd. I’m really struggling to make friends in the new area I live. If there’s anyone out there that is alone, and wants someone to talk to, I’m here. I had to quit my job, due to physical injury, so I am always so bored. Sometimes I’ll write a little list of things to do, to keep me busy throughout the day whilst I wait for my bf to get home. 
I know this illness sucks ASS, and I wanna try and make someone’s day a little better if I can. I am so alone, I have no family, only bf and his mother. Who are wonderful and do so much for me. 
I had one ‘friend’ but was subsequently ’dumped’ for not wanting/being a fan of children. That obviously destroyed me, but I am proud for saying what I feel, sticking to it and not turning back just so I have someone. 
I have tried joining groups and stuff in the area, but I dint feel comfortable in group settings. 
I just wish I had a friend or two, in England, and build a friendship based on mutual support. 
I feel like this is too much to ask.