before i start telling what happened, can anyone who see’s this please comment something comforting. i have no one rn :( 

just got fcking unadded on everything by a guy i was talking to for over a year. i thought everything was fine. i was so shocked i asked him what happened over text, he left me on delivered. had to go to work and was disassociating because i was so fcking sad. that has never happened to me. i really liked him. im embarrassed. we hung out the other day so it has to do something with that. worst nightmare ever to have someone leave u so unexpectedly with no explanation. worst nightmare for anyone with BPD. i dont even know what to do with myself. he took so much from me. why am i so meaningless that someone can just take me out of their life so quickly? :(