I’m so frustrated with my current condition. I want to find a way out but I can’t. There is always a voice in my head telling me that I’m an unworthy, stupid, lazy, a piece of shit that doesn’t deserve to exist. The worst thing is that I feel so empty, like I’m already dead inside. I know that there is something wrong with me, but I’m frightened to see a doctor. I’m merely a teenager, it’s not like help is at hand since I live with an ignorant family that stigmatizes mental illness and doesn’t understand a thing about it. What should I do?