I'm having a very terrible time tonight, and sometime I feel like my brain is especially broken. I put in the wrong address for an online order, and there is no way to cancel or change the address (terrible system). It's bad.. but I don't think it's normal for it to turns into "Omg i'm a dumb bitch who deserve nothing and I should just kill myself". WTF is wrong with me??? Is this even BPD related? Who the fuck know! I wanted to kill myself over a $100! I don't even want to tell this to my therapist.