I got insanely low self esteem. People approach me occasionally but most of the time if I wanna talk to them I have to approach them. I recently met up with someone from school did drugs with him told him something that’ll stop him from talking to me unless it benefits him in some way. I push people away 24/7. I don’t know who my people are or who I can trust. It’s pretty clear that I can’t trust anyone I’ve met online. Someone comes up to me I haven’t got a clue what to say. Half the time it’s someone homeless shit some homeless girl even offered me her number and tried to kiss me on cheek. I could have started a convo and got her number but I literally just gave her money and walked off. Didn’t even notice she tried to kiss me or anything until 3 second too late. Like I haven’t got a clue how to interact with people how do you guys do it?