I’m 21 live with my family and I just can’t take it anymore. I cannot stand it anymore I love my job but it is destroying my sanity. I work night shift which is taking a toll on me 12 hour shifts 6 days a week and it’s about to get a whole lot busier. My stepdad has always hated me and takes anything to be a dick to me. With him and work I’m on the verge of a breakdown. The smallest thing could lead me to getting kicked out l. I pay rent do things around the house but it’s never enough. Because I work nights I don’t have time to do anything with friends or family. So the time I spend with my family isn’t enough for him. Ican’t wait to move out but my future roommate is going through some stuff that will take a couple months before we’re ready. I have only a handful of real friends and everyone else I’m growing to can’t stand. My best friends are people I don’t even know irl. I don’t have time to do anything socially. I never hangout with anyone and just play my computer when I have time. And my step dad has the audacity to decide they are setting up cameras in the house when they go out of town this weekend. Like what am I going to do I never do anything anyways and I have work. I can’t handle all this stress and just want to die. But my few people I really do care about mean to much to me to every actually do it but I’m so close. I just needed to rant or get some advice