I always used to think that i was just lazy when i always wanted to skip school but now thinking back something is seriously wrong with me as even then i was considering getting myself sick or getting some type of injury that would cause me to skip school. Now i am again contemplating seriously injuring myself just to avoid going to this course that my dad is forcing me to go to. That makes me feel ungrateful and then i feel like shit. I don’t know what to do someone pls help