I (18F) have been struggling a lot with the way I look. No matter how many times I’ve tried to convince myself that everything’s okay, I’ve failed. I can’t remember the last time I didn’t cry.  I truly do not like myself at all and I don’t think people like me either as in nobody would be able to love somebody like me. I’ve cut off so many people due to the fear of them meeting me and being disappointed. What is it that makes me feel this way? Is it really that easy to change, change the way you feel about yourself, the way you look. I don’t think I deserve anything at all.