Just fucking imagine; you'll have to tolerate my absolute shitty and worthless subhuman opinion here; that fucking millions of near saints die each day from fucking most horrible deaths imaginable to join God's eternal kingdom, while I fucking get to live eassy life here and doesn't have to suffer because I live in a so-called "prosperous" country and enjoy its fruits have my relatives continuosly selflessly fucking give their near endless support to my \*absolutely\* worthless self so that I may make sin.

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I literally turn shit in to bread and yet people help m even if I do not deserve to even fucking live.         
Millioms of people deserve to live and they die while I deserve to fucking die from the most horrible death imaginable yet I get t fuckinlive . It is so horrible and unfair that there i s not even comparison. 

When they die they will go to Heaven forever to enjoy the fruits of their labour and they will never and have to suffer in their life ever aga*n, while I will go to Hellfire to perish again-and-and again and I know 1000% that I do deserve it. I do not deserve to live amongst these near perfect people that do everything for others while I ama like a fucking parasite and a thorn and a nail on far bette r peoples cest.*

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The only thing I deserve is a slow and painful death and HELLFIRE forever and ever until the end of  times...