I hate being away from them, but we already see each other 4/7 days a week. They also get on my nerves in little ways when I haven’t had enough of my own space. I constantly tell them to take time for theirself, and it’s getting better, but I feel like I’m drowning. And it boils down to me believing in my darkest heart that one day, they’ll eventually leave me because of my bullshit mood cycling and trying every damn pill on the planet to try to be stable for more than a month.

I’m just tired. ._.