Now that I deleted my Tumblr blog, this is the only place for me to go to I guess 

I just, I don't know my heart aches for no reason it really hurts you guys it hurts so much it almost feels physical

I'm just really sad, so much that it makes me nauseous

It's like being on the verge of tears but nothing is coming out buT I WANT IT TO COME OUT PLEASE COME OUT I NEED THE RELEASE PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE IT HURTS SO MCUH I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO

please make it stop 