I'm moving country in a few weeks and will need to do two weeks of isolation in an apartment by myself due to the pandemic and I'm freaking out.

I'm moving for work and when I took the job I was in a very good place mentally. The last two years have been the best of my life. I felt strong and confident, ready for anything.

Two weeks ago I had a relapse (I have OCD and intrusive thoughts) and I've been an anxious wreck since. I'm losing weight and wake up in a panic every morning. The rest of the day is then miserable.

I'm worried I'll get even worse being on my own and stuck inside for two weeks in a new country. 

I'm looking at going back to see a counsellor next week in person and then continue online.

The thought of moving and being alone in isolation is now incredibly daunting. But it's a good job and something that I really wanted to do until I had a relapse.

What would you do in my position?