Hi Reddit, I’ve been running out of ideas on what to do so I figured I’d give this a shot, I’ve been worried abt being judged but it seems friendly here so I’m going to give it a try.

Recently I’ve lost all my friends and I broke up with my gf of 6 months shortly after. She still is here for me and tries her best to help me but it hurts because my brain tries to tell me that it’s still a thing, when it isn’t. I have no one else to talk to or vent to or have a a conversation with and if she’s not around I’ll go days and weeks without talking to anyone cause I have no one to talk to.

The people at my activities such as band all seem to hate me and set unrealistic expectations that are in human and humiliate me when they see me. 

They make fun of me going to therapy and physical attributes I can’t change.

I’m really lost and losing hope and it’s really hard to get through every day. There’s so many emotions that feel like they don’t have a reason and I’m not quite sure what to do 

Any advise or just a response is appreciated, thank you.