Hey all looking for some advice even if I don't like it,

Basically I sought therapy due to developing an FP at a workplace environment. The obsession and intensity really made me anxious and I kind of freaked out and quit. Instead of harming myself (besides substances in ... uh, some moderation) I decided to go for some therapy.

Now, I can only afford this person 2x a month. And even then it is expensive. The problem with that is I don't think they'll see regular updates.

Here's the really crazy part, at least in my eyes. I met someone else that wasn't the initial FP - and we've been dating for about 3 weeks - it is crazy. It is insanely passionate between us. And genuinely I feel as though it is growing in trust and security even though it started out pretty fucking strong. 

Through DBT I was given a DBT Diary Card for this new therapist to gather data about me. I guess it's for both of us to gather data, I don't know. I've only met this therapist one time but I was very honest. 

Today my girlfriend and I had a splendid and super passionate evening. I was feeling some shit I have never felt in my life objectively. Like I've felt love and passion but not like this. So for the "self-compassion" and "joy" categories I threw in a 5/5, but I put a little asterisk there and explained in the blank space why I felt that way.

I am concerned that I am falling into an FP again and that this will muddy the way my therapist views my case. Truth be told, I think about this girl a lot, but it's not obsessive like others. I tend to fall for women with power over me who show kindness. While my new relationship has kindness, there is not a power dynamic, and I don't think about her all the time every day without any break. It feels a lot more legitimate to me.

Anyways, rambling a bit and hoping someone can decode what the fuck I'm talking about and give me some rational perspective. If not, thanks for reading.