I flew out to a friend I hadn't seen in three years and we spent a week together. Now I'm back home and miserable. I hate the idea of going back to normalcy. I don't want to continue going to school. I don't have a positive outlook on jobs esp bc of pay rates not increasing with the cost of living. I live at home rn and I can't fucking stand it at times. Catholics. I feel like my (also severely depressed) bf could find someone better and I'm holding him back. Today, I bawled as I told my mom I didn't want to go back to school. She understood but now I just don't know what to do.