Somedays, I just storm to the bathroom and cry out loud there. I'm feeling lonely. I don't see a lot of people around me with whom I can share anything with. I want to let it out. The things that tormented me these past few years don't seem to leave my mind. I don't know, I'm still afraid to share anything with anyone. I don't even have the guts to share this in this post.  
I don't want to end it y'all, I'm just 23 and I know I got a whole lot of life ahead of me. But, I can't ignore the fact that I'm struggling to live each day as it goes by. All this anger within me, crying is the only way I get those out. I don't know if I'll ever be okay.