I’m 25 now and I think that’s it for me. I’ve done what I want to do and the thought of being a cog in the clockwork of society for the rest of my life intimidates me. I’ve always romanticised the notion of dying young because I’m terrified of getting older than 30 and I’m coming up to it. 

Similarly, getting older disgusts me. I don’t want to be old I want to be young and dumb forever. 

Sorry if this is a really selfish and ignorant belief.

So yeah, just wondering if this is normal for anyone else?