I’ve recently turned 16 and I’m more scared than ever. i really miss my childhood and the free of worry days it had. i miss my friends, not having to care too much about relationships with people, my grades, going to college, doing good enough in a sport to make it to college, not making your home life a living hell, etc. I cried for the first time (obv not first but real cry) and it was because I was sad that i was growing older. i remember being 13, fresh out of 8th grade and the only worry I had was my math page for the night and hopping in my PlayStation. Now I have homework, practice, I have to eat this meal prep to keep a weight, I have to make sure everything’s good with my girl, n deal with whatever dramas going on at school. It’s js too much, I want it to be like when I was younger. I miss it, dearly.