she made me summarise my problems and anger issues event though she knows i have bpd amongst other things that are obviously on my documents she read before talking to me and when i said how i get upset and angry with people but i’m self aware and that’s why it’s so frustrated she said so your emotionally abusive ? and wrote it in my notes, this is the first time i’ve agreed to get better and help and tbh that’s crushed me today i don’t want to carry on with it now :(