I am honestly a fucking mess and I’ve caused too much pain to my partner. I cannot keep a job to save my life and he wants out bc of it. He keeps telling me he needs me to find something full time but I can’t even handle part time. It comes off as just an excuse but it’s not dude I’m fucking tired of existing. I’m tired of working shit jobs and making shit pay. Going to work for 16 an hour makes me want to fking unalive myself.

Does anyone have any tips or advice on getting out on your own. I’m tired of dragging others down with me I’d rather live in a fucking car and be alone forever at this point. I would fuxking off myself if it didn’t hurt so many people I love. I really would