I’m worthless. I don’t have anything to say to anyone anymore, all I do is hurt them anyways so maybe it’s for the best. I should just die. I make the people I try to get close to more upset in the long run. I don’t know what to do about anything and everything is too much and I don’t want to try anymore. I’m pathetic and disgusting and I don’t deserve to live. There’s nothing here for me anyways, and I don’t want to keep lying to myself and pretending there is, it’s not worth it anymore.