Lately, I feel like this part of my BPD has gotten pretty bad, mostly with my boyfriend and I'm not sure why. We fall asleep together on skype every single night and we have for about nine months, and since Columbus day is coming up and he's in college, he's going home on vacation for roughly 6 days or so, and he doesn't have internet where he lives. I'm far more torn up about this then I should be, I've been having anxiety attacks for the past couple days just thinking about it. He's already told me we'll text and he'll call me, but just the fact that I'm not going to have him to fall asleep to is really doing a number on me, I just feel like he's never going to come back, and that I'll never be able to skype with him again,

I know, this sounds absolutely ridiculous, because I will, it's just how I'm feeling right now and I don't know how to convince myself otherwise or how to even deal with this.

So, any of you have any tips? how do I relax a bit about this? :/