I recently got diagnosed with bipolar disorder I feel distraught and concerned. My symptoms of mania were pretty obvious but I always thought I was a normal person I feel so upset and conflicted about my diagnosis I’ve been having a hard time taking my meds too it’s hard to come to terms with the fact that I’m not normal has anyone been able to deal with their bipolar disorder without taking their meds? (I will take them but id like to know if there’s more options, meds make me feel like shit)