"You should find your own happiness"

"Live your life the best you can"

"No one's going to hold your hand and lead you through this, you have to do it on your own. Find your peace."

"Everyone has a place in this world. Find yours."

Find your place. Find your happiness. Find your peace. 

I fucking did. No one tried to help me, no matter how many times I asked. Therapists, family, school, everyone kept pushing me into this direction. No one told me what to do. 

I found my place. 

I want to be fucking alone. I want to have my own apartment, and never leave. I don't want to be a part of society. I don't want to have a 6-14 job like everyone else around here. I don't want to have bunch of friends, or a relationship. 

I want to lead a life that doesn't stress me the fuck out. I want to be creative again. I want to stay locked up in my place, filled with things that make me feel happy, and be unbothered by people. 

But, suddenly, everyone went from "Find your place in this world" to "NO no nonono, that's not what we meant. These are your options and you absolutely MUST fullfil your social role. And you better do it fast."

Fuck that. Fuck them. Fuck this. How fucking DARE YOU. I was LEFT ALONE WITH ALL THIS SHIT WITH NO GUIDANCE WHATSOEVER AND THE SECOND I PLAN MY FUTURE THE WAY I CAN HANDLE YOU TELL ME NO??! 

what the actual FUCK

FUCK YOUR SOCIAL ROLES