If only it was so easy.
Being depressed is so fucked it gave me terrible anxiety, even tho i have a active life with a job and a sport i enjoy and with great people im to anxious to do shit or tell people how i feel. Even my family, doesnt help i dropped out of college and taking a year off, that left me with zero friends and no social life

Its all just a loop, wake up, work or meetup my team and sport, feel ok for a little bit fake about how i feel, finish and go home, get bored by doing nearly nothing, go sleep, stay awake several hours and fall asleep. Aslong as i tell noone about how i am im ok. Im afraid to fuck shit up everday of my life