I’m posting this here because I feel like it’s a BPD thing. My traits are harder to recognize now that i’m in a stable relationship. My bf is also my FP. We live together, yet I’ve finally put the dots together that I only have “insomnia” when my bf stays up very late gaming. Does anyone else have this? 
Perhaps i’m perceiving abandonment because previous boyfriends would cheat on me with girls online? Or just the fact that that i feel less relaxed when he isn’t in the bed with me? 
I’m just kind of rambling out my thoughts to try and process them better,
Thanks for reading anyways:)