Why does it have to be so hard to just survive.
People always say that there's a light at the end of the tunnel..but that's just not true

BPD doesnt just get better

Supposedly it mellows out in time...

So that's supposed to be consolation for having every single day be a struggle? 

Honestly how could it possibly be worth it to live a life of pain and misery. Alone and hated by your own self and everyone you come close to. 

There's just so much pain