so tired of it. i've been depressed since 2008 off and on. anytime i vent about it people on reddit say "oh just go to a counselor, or go on disability".  i've tried talking to a counselor and it usually ends up with them telling me about their problems and how screwed up the world is.  why ask for advice if its just regurgiated information that isn't even relevant. im so tired,  by most metrics i should be happy, but i am unhappy in life.  there is no particular reason i am unhappy, i just am.  i just have been since  for over ten years now.  medication doesn't help , counselling doesn't help,  no amount of positive energy/ good things happening seems to have an impactful change on my life. its just a general malaise  and feeling of  when is this gonna be over.