I meet girls. They like me over text. They meet me. Sometimes we kiss. Sometimes we have sex. They never call me again.

I don’t even know why. I just was talking to this girl for days and we were hitting it off so well that we were calling each other until 2am. She tells me how sweet and attractive and respectful and all that I am. 

We go on a date. I get her a flower. I think it goes well. Date ends. She tells me she’s not ready for a relationship. Feels sad. And I’m dealing with it fine but I really don’t like how it feels, it sucks. 

I don’t know what’s so unlikeable about me in person.

I once dated a girl long distance who was legitimately in love with me until she met me after which she instantly fell out of it.

I get told I’m attractive. I get told I’m funny. I get told I’m nice, respectful, all the good things. But no one wants to be around me for more than 2 dates. Oftentimes not even more than 1. 

Feels bad. Going to smoke weed so I can feel less bad.