I had a clinical interview with a psychologist today. In the end she told me that I have BPD. I'm at a loss about what to do now. I have a therapist who can help me out with it, but right now I'd rather just die. It's not helping that I'm transgender either. My dysphoria has been getting really bad lately. I'm not doing good at all. I don't have friends in my life either who I trust enough to talk about this. At this point, I'm just waiting for death. Although I'm doing my best to keep myself afloat, it's still so fucking hard.