In a few weeks I am having surgery. It is a minimally invasive procedure but I am terrified  of being put to sleep and it gives me major anxiety. I haven’t really told many people and last night my mind was really heavy about this because I was upset that no one knew to pray for me because no one knew it was going on. I have been questioning God a lot, hardly sleeping, and just feeling down. At 2 this morning, a former friend messaged me and told me she didn’t know why but that God placed me on her heart and she’s been praying for me. I was in shock. I feel like God spoke to me directly through her to let me know that I am being prayed over and to not be afraid..  I have never felt closer to God in my entire life.