I'm 20, male, I have no social skills, I've never been in a relationship, I've always been ignored by girls.. I do have some friends but I'm starting to lose them because I have to work for my own needs and we don't have time to hang out.. I'm always tired and in a bad mood.. I obviously try to hide it but sometimes I simply can't do it..I fail everything at work, I'm too stupid to learn the stuff at university.. I'm just a total failure.. Does it make sense to live like this? I'm going to be alone forever, I'm a piece of human trash. I'll never experience real love and closeness.. I've asked out a lot of girls, they always reject me tho.. I was improving my social skills but then I had to find a job as I realised I was running out of my savings.. Now I'm busy, tired and depressed all the time.. Idk if things are going to get any better in the future, I see no hope for myself..