 I talk to my FP online only. But I still have this connection that's hard to tell. A few days back I was sleeping and I woke up in the middle of the night. To see her message that she wants to break off. It's not the first time with this girl either. But God I couldn't sleep after that. I felt lost. My sleep schedule is still screwed. I think it also set off this abandonment episode.

I have another fp too. But she has her own issues and doesn't pay attention to me. I was enjoying their attention when it was good but I seem to constantly get into fights with them. Somehow we get back together but now having two fps have complicated it. It's been very stressful. I wanted to break off with my older fp but she isn't letting go and annoys my new fp. And I'm unable to resolve it. 

I wanted to move on from my older fp but somehow got into a bigger mess.