I know that alcohol is sort of an anxiety medicine for a couple of hours. I’m even drunk right now because it is going to be boring at my cousin’s birthday anyway so at least I’ll socialize when I get there… 

But still. I remember that time I was drunk and I talked about how most of the guys in my Muslim country are all bigots so I feel like I have to play along so they don’t start suspecting me of being gay(got nothing against that) but they will talk about it as if it is total haram. I mean, maybe I’ll get on the Islam bandwagon as well if coping will be hard but I do not condone homophobia. Basically, I talked about that to a bunch of strangers last time I was drunk and it feels embarrassing thinking about that now…