I am starting to notice my bfs (m24) shift in moods now and i (m21) hate how mean he can be with me. 

I hate to admit that it scares me so much now. I love how lovey dovey he is w me but then sometimes he just switches to this person where he’s just distant and doesn’t really care about how I feel when I’m feeling anxious. And I’ve communicated that whenever he distances himself and reassures me that we’re gonna be okay, I can get super anxious and it sucks. 


After some arguments I saw how serious his Rocd can get and it terrifies me. He always has a way to find something mean out of my words &amp; suddenly we’re getting into an disagreement. 



I’m currently writing this crying rn because he just went out to get dinner on his own when we planned that after we showered we would head out to get food. 

Long story short he didn’t want me to go with him anymore and I asked why and he said that he just wanted to be alone. 

He’s mentioned to me before that it’s his OCD that makes him isolate and having that in mind is a mindfuck cause all I see is my boyfriend and when my bf is being mean out the blue it’s hard to convince myself in the moment that it’s his ocd
Talking, not him.