What I mean by this is that I feel like I’m way too easily influenced by other peoples emotions and experiences to the point where I can normalize any idea and easily put myself in their shoes, to the point where its hard to have a strong opinion of my own. Even if it comes to just feeling a certain way about something, if someone had any difference in opinion or experiences, I can’t help but almost start to see my own experiences and feelings in their perspective to the point where my perception of my own reality can get heavily skewed. 

It’s hard to describe, but it’s kind of like it a certain event made me feel one type of way, if I hear someone say that they felt another type of way, I can’t help but feel like I have to evaluate my own feelings in order to empathize with them to the point where I can convince myself that I actually felt similar to the other person (even if my own experience was way different)

If I have a certain opinion about something for whatever reason, it I hear someon else have a way different ale on it and it makes even the least bit sense, regardless of how confident I felt like I was abouand my opinion before somehow I can find myself trying to reevaluate my whole entire point f view and can eventually see as to why another person feels that way, either eventually adopting (or tying to adopt) their point of view altogether or just becoming heavily unsure about my own regardless of what my own reality is.

I don’t know how to describe it honestly it honestly just feels like it is really hard for me to exist as an individual with my own opinions/feelings based on my subjective experiences as opposed so to subconsciously constantly molding my own perception of reality that allows m to only live through/understand the experiences and emotions of others.