I don't feel like a real person, I feel 2 dimensional. I'm just a fucking mess right now. I burnt a patch off my wrist because my fp isn't talking to me and I have 'work' today and I'm scared to see him but I also worry that if he isn't there it'll send me into an ep and I'll end up jumping the bridge on the way home.
I just want to stay in bed and cry. The world is too much today.