i didn’t manage to have a good cry (or to cry at all) since i started meds! my last breakdown happened shortly before my diagnosis. 

i feel like i’m about to have a huge breakdown at random moments of the day when i’m depressed but i can’t follow it through and bring myself to actually cry. not even one tear, no red nose, nothing. sometime i tend to believe it’s “toxic masculinity” or how i was raised but i’m a pretty sensible guy who used to cry a lot, so i’m confident it’s the meds. 

it’s like when a sneeze goes away.