Lately my anxiety has been getting worse to the point where I’m even agonizing over every text I send my best friend, we only get to see each other once a year and spend most of the time talking on the phone. For some reason when I do visit her it feels awkward and I feel like I can’t be my true self. It didn’t used to be this way tho, I wish I could go back to the way things were, especially since our lives have gone in such different directions. idk its like we’re not on the same level anymore and I feel like I’m lagging behind. Im afraid to lose her and I’m afraid she’s getting tired of me (this probably isn’t the case but sometimes I just feel like we act fake around each other and I wish that would stop) has anyone else gone through a similar situation?