I'm 22 years old and I've been a loser nobody basically since I graduated highschool. I'm unable to afford college, and I have had no luck with a job. My dad is partly disabled, but he is able to work. I've basically been at home taking care of all the housework. Cooking, laundry, etc. Nobody ever helps with any sort of housework, I have a sister who absolutely refuses to do anything of the sort. My depression is so bad that it's often crippling and when I don't get something done, I get an earful. I hate being here, I hate being looked down upon by my family, I hate being everything. I have nowhere to go, and no friends close enough to help me if they even would. I've been stuck in this situation for 4 years, and everytime I become even the slightest bit hopeful, that pesky reality comes back to bite me. Telling me that I'm stuck here and even if I manage to find a job, I'd still be stuck here because I have no degree. I've considered suicide, but I have no way of committing it. Not only that, it scares the hell out of me. My only hope is to maybe just die in my sleep from some freak circumstance