At the end of the day, shortly before I go to sleep, I take a pill of zolpidem. The goal is to sleep ... But I hold on a bit, and the only way I would define it is "well-being"; A feeling of calm, anxiety and depression expelled from me, even briefly. That's how I am right now. And I wish I could have something like that and not get sleepy to be able to work or be able to relate, without having in my head the constant feeling of panic to fail in everything