All of my friends are going to a party on New Years Eve and I haven't been invited. I don't want to ask why because I don't want it to cause any drama. I have a feeling it's because of my boyfriend. He got stupidly wrecked last year and punched a hole into someones bathroom door. I specifically told my friends I don't want it to cause any problems with me and them but low and behold this has happened. I personally have done nothing wrong. But it feels like I have. I feel worthless and really upset because all of my friends will be there and I won't, They don't understand how much it means to me to be with them bringing the new year in. Why do I have to suffer? I feel like my world has been broken and now I would like to crawl into my bed and sleep forever. /rantover