I feel ridiculous that I feel this way, but I have a really hard time working customer service jobs. I don't even get that many calls, but it feels like I get rude people frequently. I have a hard time not taking these calls personally, and I get overwhelmed and depressed. I feel thin-skinned because I feel like I can't handle this. Also, I need a job that will help me become financially independent, and the job search is soul crushing. I don't live in a positive environment, which is another contributing factor to my depression.

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I take everything so personally. I want it to stop. I'd be pretty happy if I didn't have to talk to people often. I feel hopeless and depressed.