i wanted to know some things:
-i get upset a lot and sometimes get passive aggressive with my fp (my gf)
-i always tell them we should break up even though i don’t want to, saying it’s for the best because my bpd won’t be better any time soon
-i get scared they’ll leave me, almost like i know they’ll leave me, i just don’t know when

if there’s anyone that feels the same way please tell me, and if there’s anything else you experience with your fp please share, i want to know i’m not alone