I haven’t been happy with myself within the past 2 years and I’ve been trying everything. I’m no longer happy with anything in life and I’m probably gonna kill myself with as many drugs as one can use this summer. I keep making people walk away from me in my life. My mam is 7 months pregnant and I don’t feel any emotion at all. The fact I’m going to have a little sister and I don’t feel emotion pains me. I haven’t been happy in months now and every passing day makes me even more annoyed the fact I’m still on this planet. I’ve went to people, asking for their help but they just shrug me off thinking it’s something “I’ll get over”. I don’t enjoy hanging out with my friends and the person I love the most in this world I made feel annoyed and uncomfortable. There is nothing to live for at this point in my life