I'm not doing well right now. I feel a bunch of shame, embarrassment, and guilt related to my anxiety. I feel stupid because of what it's doing to me and my mind. I feel jealous of my family members who don't have to deal with feeling like everything's always going wrong no matter what. I almost feel like I'm spiraling. The smallest, most insignificant things make me feel like garbage even though I feel like I should know better. I hate myself for feeling so angry and bitter and jealous and frustrated and sad, and it never seems to get better. I've been dealing with these exact same problems for years now. I've been having the same episodes for years, and almost nothing's changed. I actually feel a little sick to my stomach. I feel hurt, and more than anything, I just want to be able to function like a normal, healthy human being.