Hey guys, just something I'd like to get off my chest. I have been depressed for the longest time and every time when I come across any artical, news or etc that yet another person took his/her life, it made me want to do it more. I don't know if its normal yet there are times where I scroll through Reddit and come across beautiful nature photos (aurora borealis, the beautiful skies etc) it somehow made me appreciate living so much more. Life is beautiful yet tiring and I'm really tired.  


I'm genuinely tired of waking up every morning and its still the same shit. Worse when I don't get any sleep at all. its just so fucking tiring...