Wow. I feel... speechless. Like I've had an epiphany that explains so much of my behavior and thoughts and moods and... everything.

It took me 21 years to finally find out but here I am. It sucks that I have this but I'm also happy to feel like I've regained some control over myself by way of understanding why some things are happening to me.

I feel like I'm not that alone anymore. And that gives me some comfort.