self explanatory but more specifically, i get jealous when the guy im dating likes fictional characters or celebrities. good examples; pokimane (streamer), anime characters, and even vtubers. i had an ex who would objectify these women or fictional characters and it ended up making me more sensitive to this topic. one of my friends said he and his girlfriend dont stress over that stuff because at the end of the day they arent real or they're impossible to be with. but i cant help but get overly jealous and feel envious of them when the guy i like, likes them. and i know it's not okay for me to do that because i admire celebrities and fictional characters also, so it's really hypocritical of me to be jealous.

maybe i just expect all guys to be like my ex and the only reason i let myself admire them is because i know i would never feel the same way towards them as  i do with my significant other. im very self aware of how i shouldn't be reactive towards this but i can't push past my feelings correctly.