Im an extremely paranoid person and on occasion act out on that paranoia and the distrust of others. Whether its believing people are out to get me or i am being watched. I also was a tad intoxicated while i did this and drinking certainly makes my issues way harder to handle. I just have a hard time trusting the easy grades i get and it mostly seems fake although my SO says I'm definitely wrong and tried to intervene to no avail. Regardless I'm avoiding my email for the day and hope another person doesn't think I'm crazy.