Here my short story: i have never been diagnosed with depression but when you know, you know.

In September, I moved to Europe (a very sunny and nice climate country) for a job, hoping to find happiness. I have a great teaching job surrounded by sweet students who put a smile on my face. However, outside of work. I'm nothing. I find it impossible to wake up in the morning. somedays when I am off work, I will keep sleeping until 10am, 12pm, 2pm, or until I finally feel like I have some energy. The problem is that when I wake up so late, there's hardly any sun outside and I feel like my day has ended already. 

I only have 2 real friends (one is my boyfriend back in Canada with a 6 hour time difference) and the other friend just sees me when she has no one else to be with. I dont do anything on weekends except play animal crossing, read, play soduku, watch Netflix or go on walks. 

Every, single, day, is a struggle to get out of bed. And when I don't want to get out of bed, I just have no desire for anything. I want to quit my job and die.  And I have ALWAYS felt this way my whole life, no matter what I do. 

I eat healthy, I clean my apartment every weekend, shower everyday, rarely workout but at least get some steps in, and I overall don't have any problems in my life other than my depression. 

Does anyone have advice for me?? Or maybe I just wanted to get this off my chest or for someone to listen to me. Thanks.