someone said something that made me very sad, and now i just feel nothing. i don't even know what to type out right here because nothing comes in my head. it all just hurts so deep and i hate myself so much that im just going to shut down for a bit i guess. i gotta make the post longer so i guess can anyone tell me how to wake up and feel things? i just wish it all didn't look so dark right now. i don't see anything getting better