I’m going to see one of my favorite artists at Lollapalooza, but I’m going alone and I can’t stop getting little rushes of anxiety. I’m pretty elicited to go, but everything is so scary. This is my first solo trip that’s not with my school/university. 

I have train tickets booked (there and back) and the hotel booked (enough days to show up early and leave late). Why can’t I stop getting anxiety rushes about leaving and going on my own? I get waves of anxiety and then some waves of “calmness” (like - “it’s going to be fine + it’s something you’ve always wanted to do” type calm) 

I’m afraid something bad will happen and that I wasted my time/money (I’ve wanted to see this artist and tbh he’s the only reason why I’m going + him being at Lollapalooza probably means he’ll have a bigger set, and I’ll probably meet people there and bounce around shows until his starts).