I'm so fucking tired. I'm so done, I want to GO, I feel like I wanna say I wanna go home, but I don't know where that is, or if it even exists in my life. I want it over, I'm sick of this. What's the point of living this crappy life anyway. Sure, my friends and family will be sad, and that is holding me for now, but I don't know if it will much longer. I want to tell them all I'm sorry and it's not their fault, and I want this whole thing to be over already...