Everything makes me insecure. With my friends I am chatty and confident, but with the guy I’m dating (FP) I clam up. We’ve been together 7 months but I’ve progressively got less confident and more self aware that I’m boring him or that I’m not enough. 

Recently I broke it off (for the 5th time) because I saw a patterned durag in his wardrobe and decided it was crop top (without looking at it properly). Broke it off and then talked myself back into getting back with him… well I’ve just found that durag and it’s definitely not a crop top. 

Whenever I leave his after we’ve had a nice time I just start getting irrationally angry &amp; think he’s with someone else. I panic all the time that I’m not good enough or pretty enough. 

He keeps reassuring me that there’s no one else, but I just can’t help thinking there is. 

I’ve just left his now and I can feel myself reevaluating every interaction we had…that he cuddled me a bit less in the night this time or that the sex was much more intimate and affectionate, and how that means he’s guilty and over compensating. 

Please help me