I got a bad grade but not failed I got a 2:00 grade for my two subject is it bad or its ok????

I feel sadddd, damn... it feel like my effort is worthless i did everything and I got a perfect score for every quiz and test but I only got 2:00 grade 

NOW I HAVE NO MOTIVATION TO STUDY AT ALL BECAUSE EVERY EFFORT THAT I PUT... IT BECOME WORTHLESS L, THEIRS NO POINT

I feel so stupid .. Idiot damn... I feel really badd now.. I want to cry but my heart ,my emotion, my mind is already exhausted from every anxiety and depression that I have.. 

Plsss... someone help me... and tell me if its ok to got 2:00 from  my two subjectssss 😭😭

I got no one to talk about it....