i think i have a dissociative disorder because i haven’t felt like i am alive in over 6th months. just going through the motions and probably gonna die but i don’t know how to cope with the idea of life. just ranting but i’m still in high school and idk what to do like i think i can live a good life but i don’t know why it would be worth it cause i’m not happy with myself. probably just going to get really ripped and make a bunch of money and be a good member of society before i die naturally and/or kill myself

hope you guys are well i’ve never posted her before!

post script: i’m not going to jill myself because i physically can’t