**Do I have a serious depressive disorder.  It's why I blog.  My depressive disorder is combined with another disorder.   I'm marginalized &amp; all alone.  This is terrible too!   I want to lead a productive life,  have a relationship, be happy, however I feel that no one else is even paying attention to me.   It is public school ( K-12) all over again only worse.  I'm an adult.  However, when I was a minor no services were provided &amp; no outreach was done whatsoever.  Great world we live in huh?**