Me and my mother both suffer with mental health. We both take anti-depressants. She had a rough traumatizing upbringing, she uses narcotics on a weekend. She is a great mother to me I'm not putting her down. I'm the oldest and I have two younger brothers, all from different dads. She had me when I was 18 and passed me over to her mom. I love my grandmother more than my mom. I currently live with my mom now. We have nothing in common, we argue all the time over petty things, she let's my other two brothers misbehave and they tease me and wind me up all the time and my mother doesnt allow me to do anything about it. She loves me I know but she also hates me. I don't love her. I always feel negative emotions towards her. I want to get away from her after the quarantine. The worst thing I ever done was go to live back with my mom.