I’ve had chronic Akathisia for last 6 years which I’ve gone to many different doctors for a treatment cure and it is very resistant to any medication. I can’t survive with this let alone work and it’s not super known so they won’t let me on disability. I’m drowning here i have narcisst abuse growing up and ptsd dreams every night from that along with the restlessness. There is literally no peace in my life. What is the point of going on. How when you’re in so much discomfort always. There doesn’t even seem a point in checking into a mental hospital bc most of the drugs would make it worse.  What do I do?