I don’t have a perfect example for this, it has to do with derealization, i think most of you get what i mean though. 

A lot of the time i wont know what to believe about anything. Do my friends really hate me or is my brain making it up? Is my manic side my true self? Is my depressive side my true self? Who is my true self? Who am i? What is my personality? Are my passions really my passions? 

This can send me into a spiral. I had a huge derealization episode once because of this, which was actually traumatizing.

Anyone else be like this?