My mom all of a sudden wants me to go to a psychiatrist after 3 years of telling her that i want to go and seek help,my father doesn't know that i am going bc he doesn't believe in this,they know the problems and the abuse that i have been trough since i was a kid(i lived with my grandparents since i was 11 and my parents live and work in another country),i don't know how i should feel about this,for me in this world every act of kindness has a secret intention.My mom said that it's weird for someone who is 21 years old to not have a job,dreams or smile once a year.