I think I have bpd and I need your help to let me know if I really have it or I'm just going insane 
I went to a therapist like 2 sessions and she didn't mention anything about the bpd (she didn't diagnose me yet) she just said I have anxiety but every thing in bpd is so relatable 
Yesterday when I was arguing with my bf I figured out that every time I argue w him I just feel dizzy and I can't concentrate I just feel numb and Idk what to say and when I wake up the next morning I can't remember anything we said during the argument,  I have alot of mood swings,  I get angry all the time for no damn reason , I can't take my decisions,  and I just can't remember any damn thing every time I have a stressful moment please help me and tell me if its relatable to any one who got diagnosed with bpd :) &lt;3