Don't get me wrong I feel like shit. I gave him another chance when he cheated the first time. We had been dating for about 14 months and I was so desperate to make things work and not be lonely, I made the appointment with the psych so I could get better and not make him unhappy. He would cheat again if he was unhappy, surely. He did it again anyway, and I actually left. This is the one good moment I can cling to atm so I don't do anything drastic. I will survive the however long it takes to get through the pain.