it’s nearing the end of the semester and it’s getting harder and harder to do homework. it’s the same thing each weekend. friday saturday sunday and monday i have off besides a couple hours of part time job. but whenever i have free time from work, i always just lay in bed and do nothing. it’s like my brain and body cannot for the life of me open up my homework. i’ve had this issue for i feel like a year and it’s only gotten worse. i was doing better in the beginning of the semester so i’m disappointed now that i’m falling back into my depressive routine again. i wish i had the motivation to do my homework even if it’s not perfect. i just want to FINISH it so i have something to turn in. everything feels heavy rn and i have an amazing internship this summer and i’m scared my mental health will make the experience horrible like how it ruins most things in my life