I’ve been battling severe anxiety and depression for years now. I have my ups and downs as far as moods go. I need to make money to survive so while job hunting I was given this offer for a really good job! I would be a tutor for special education children. I love the job and it makes me very happy to help these children and show them kindness and patience. When I go home I’m starting to feel like I’m spiraling back into bad anxiety depersonalization and Derealization. All this stress is giving me brain zaps and I don’t feel like myself right now. I have a lot of family drama that is adding to my stress and I feel like I’m drowning. I called off for the second time today because of how I’m feeling. I can’t even drive when I’m like this mentally. I just don’t know what I should do I feel very weak…