I have really bad anxiety and this year has just been one awful thing after another.

-I lost my job due to a mass layoff

-I was told my heart is slightly large but it's ok

-I had a panic attack so bad that I called EMS cus I thought I was dying and I had to go on medical leave from a new job I started

-I found out last week my dad isn't my bio dad and I was a freak experiment gone wrong. My parents did NOT consent to the fertility treatment so my bio dad is some random I have no idea about. (I'm not the doctor's kid)
 
My anxiety is so bad lately and I just feel like this year was so crazy for me.