I really miss my ex today, but I know I made the right decision. he will have a happier life without me as his partner.

Now he no longer has to deal with someone who struggles with emotional permanence and social anxiety. I hated when I spiraled and imploded. he can now divert the energy he spent in consoling me towards himself, his projects, friends, and family. 

He’s such a kind, loving, and gentle man and I feel lucky to have met him. Sharing my thoughts here feels like I’m speaking to the universe and I find solace in that.