I was diagnosed with depression when I was 13, it was from a school councillor. Later things were being a lil simple but then I lost my best friend. So it’s weird, she left me and my coping mechanism was to assume that she died. I feel it’s real. I’ve severe anxiety, like all physical symptoms. I’ve them all, just that I don’t sweat. Anxiety attacks, panic attacks are a normal part of my life since past two years.
I’ve lost so many people now that I’m not weak but broken now. All were family (no breakup).
I’m afraid I’ve BPD, I’ve all 8/9 symptoms. I don’t wanna self diagnos but I feel it’s real.
I feel everything just so intense that can’t even discribe.
Sometimes I feel I’m making mental illness, I’m fake is all I feel when no symptoms around.
I’ve chest pain almost all day in breaks, sometimes mild, sometimes strong. It’s just so pathetic. I feel as a complete fake and unknown person. Can’t recognise what are my choices and who am I?
Can someone tell me do I’ve BPD or am I faking?
Anxiety and Depression are real but sometimes I think that’s also fake.
Can’t go for professional help as I’m 17 rn and there are things so, I’ll go for professional help when I’ll be 18 and get a college admission.
Please helps people.
I’ve told about ya symptoms to many people but half them mocked me and made fun and others just showed sympathy which I hated. I feel also, just so alone.
Also I get scary closed eye hallucinations 50% of the day and it’s so triggering for me. Who am I? Why am I?
PLEASE HELP