I don’t have goals , nothing brings me excitement, I don’t have dreams anymore . The only dream I had just died for being too unrealistic ., I don’t feel like college is for me I’m not interested in any career , I don’t have a group friends where I can hang out with , my only friends are my sister and my cousin. I just fell out of love with life . I’m so unhappy I feel like I have no purpose , I’m so  disappointed of people and I feel like a failure and that I won’t ever be happy . I care too much about what others and people who don’t like me think of me And I’m stuck in my traumatic past it was hell 
I’m so depressed I don’t think there’s way out , life hates me I hate me so much bro 
Im about to be 20 soon