Do you ever feel like you just can’t comprehend how people don’t worry as much as you do? My husband explains to me that dying isn’t something he worries about because it’s impossible to escape. So why worry about something you can’t control? I stay up all night thinking about how one day this will all come to an end and I won’t have my baby or husband anymore. And I won’t be able to eat pizza. I just really can’t comprehend how more people aren’t just debilitated by the thought of dying. I can’t even function on a daily basis anymore.