CW: talk of suicidal thoughts

I am 15 and from Calgary, AB and have been dealing with a lot of suicidal thoughts lately. I don't think I can keep myself safe anymore and believe the best option for me is inpatient psychiatry. Although, I am pretty nervous about how the system works, especially for youth such as myself. Could anyone help me out and explain what their experience was like. And even more helpful if you are also in Calgary!

Thanks, Me.