I've had a quite embarrassing history of quitting jobs because of my anxiety, jobs I don't even put on resumes, but who the hell would hire someone who only worked 1 day somewhere? 

I'm going to college as a undergrad and I need money. I just started at...should I even mention the name? A popular home improvement store and I had a panic attack while learning to work the cash register.

The job is easy. Scan items, customer pays, give receipt, change if necessary. It's my mind that overthinks things and creates nonexistent problems. Also, the fact that I neglected two days doses of my meds did not help at all. Before the job, I was used to waking up at noon and taking my meds then. But now I get up in the morning to start my shift, don't get home until 4pm and I forget. Yes, I should probably have a consistent time of day to take my pills. 

I've taken benzos before but I liked them a bit too much. The last thing I need is a drug habit. I think one of the problems is my feet. In the US, you are required to stand throughout your whole shift. It's a stupid rule - I think you should be allowed to sit in between transactions, but I'm not a union worker or activist. I'm obese and need to lose weight but I also have flat feet and plantar fasciitis. I get panicked just thinking about the pain of my feet and how long I'll have to stand in one place. I don't know if that counts as a disability. 

I took my meds a while ago and I feel better. I still had to go home after 2 hours. I can't let my anxiety control me.