Had to come home half way through the work day due to my girlfriends extreme anxiety and depression. I’m already on thin ice with my attendance. We’ve been together 5 years. She doesn’t do anything to manage her problems. No therapy, doesn’t have a job, doesn’t try to socialize, just sits at home smoking all the weed and complaining about the dishes, living room, etc. I’ve grown to hate myself and my life. Everyday I want to die. Not just because of her but because of my own critical failures that led me to wearing an Orange apron every day. I almost just walked out of the store and quit but I know I have nothing else lined up and no savings. My coworkers know something’s wrong but who wants to listen to this shit. I’ve always been comfortable being alone and now I feel like I’m not running my own life. Desperately want to go to school for my original love but lol like anyone can afford that. I’ve run out of places to rant without someone I know seeing so this is the new spot.