My insurance sucks, my copay for Latuda was $1,020. There is no way I can pay for that, so I just left the pharmacy. I’m not telling my psychiatrist because she isn’t even in the office right now and the office didn’t care when I missed my appointment.

My therapist will just say that sucks and to move on, but I am so tired of this. I’m tired of trying to get better and then having one thing after another happen. And this isn’t even my fault, it’s not my fault that I don’t make enough to get better insurance, it feels like I keep trying and failing. This is just absolute bullshit, can’t wait to feel like I want to die again.