I'm not used to someone caring about me. I think she's prob older like 30s or 40s. I never even saw what she looked like but she has a nice mature voice. Sigh..I wanna just cuddle her and she can tell me everything will be okay and she can constantly re assure me. I know it'd unrealistic but damn. I've never even had a girlfriend sex or anything. And depression is too damn severe to attract anyone so idk why people say it gets better. Had it most my life it won't leave.. I wish I was desirable and loved and could experience what normal people do. Sigh