I have a beautiful girlfriend that loves me, and one friend, my best friend, that actually cares about me. I have this and yet I still feel so fucking depressed. Why? I got so lucky and yet I can't feel any sort of happiness from them because of how depressed I am. Any positive feelings I would receive from them are completely blocked out by my depression. Nothing makes me happy. I have something that people desire their entire fucking lives, and I'm still not happy. If this can't make me happy, what will? I thought being in a relationship was essential to being happy. I thought having friends is what humans need to not feel depressed. I can't even feel grateful for what I have because I'm so fucking depressed. What am I supposed to do at this point? I feel broken.