I am very sad these days, there is no specific reason, everything makes me very sad, this sadness has always accompanied me, but today it consumes me, I am being devoured by it and I no longer know if I want to run away from it, I believe that my life It wasn't meant to be lived, every day when I go to sleep I think about who I am and I fight to be a person and that tomorrow will come with a new sun. but today is being different, i woke up but i would rather be sleeping, i have a very important college exam, i have been preparing for a long time, i want to pass but i feel so unmotivated, everything around me is falling apart, i just want to sleep and never again come back, my sky that was blue, today it lives cloudy. It's been a long time since I considered suicide but today I almost tried again. I don't know what to do, everything seems sad and distant.