My mom is an alcoholic and spent years absent from my life. Ive had to grow up fast and take care of myself and siblings since then. Its been a big source of my anxiety and depression growing up. She finally came back and I really want to rekindle my relationship with her because I really love her a lot. Recently, Ive been under a lot of stress and anxiety with money and schooling stuff, and being with my mom to work on my art sounds really cozy to me. I got into my first fender bender 2 days ago and im fine physically, but mentally im shaken up because ive never experienced anything like that before. I really need my mom, I just do, with all the things going on. Turns out she told my grandma that I no longer need her (my mom) because Im fine. I don’t know what she means, but it really hurts. I want my mom back, I want someone, I dont feel ok mentally.