I can’t work I can’t sleep I can’t do anything and if I try to sleep even after taking every. Effing. Drug. In. Twice. The. Recommended. Dose. I still am getting every symptom imaginable 

Claritin
Zyrtec
Everything except Benadryl
Going to start Allegra soon

Cough meds
Cold meds

Nasal decongestant pills
Nasal decongestant sprays 

Can it be bloody possible to have so many allergies that you are suicidal? I’m proof of it

Great day yesterday 
Now I’m living though a living seizure of my entire face

I can’t stop my body from being my body
Pair this with other problems I have and I’m just wondering if I should start Benadryl so I can induce early dementia and death because my body isn’t fucking handling anything right now

Imagine having a cold for every day of your life
And none of the meds works 
None
Whatsoever

I’m basically looking for any reason to walk into traffic and end all my miseries

Why do I have to be messed up in mind and body all the time
Why doesn’t any of the meds help