I have bpd and I just can’t trust relationships. I’ve been cheated on a lot in the past, and in my current relationship (almost 1yr) I’ve grown a lot as a person and with my bpd. But every time my s/o brings up other women at work or in his daily interactions I get this horrible feeling in my gut. And I don’t tell him I’m angry because I don’t feel like I have any right to be. I shouldn’t be jealous that he’s having positive interactions with women but I feel like I’m not pretty enough, good enough, etc. I’m not sure how to feel comfortable with it and it’s detrimental to my mental health. 

TL;DR - feeling too jealous, can’t help it