When I’m around my FP I can’t help but to pay attention to everything he does.  I hear his phone ding with a text message and immediately start to feel anxious and  jealous that now I am sharing him with someone else. I feel sometimes bad for being so clingy and possessive but the whole time
i can’t help but feel he is enjoying someone else’s conversation more than he is enjoying my company. 

Even when it comes to social networks and any form of messaging, no matter how minor it may be or how irrational it sounds i feel threatened by outsiders conversing with him and can’t help but resent him a little for it. I’m horrible. I know. 