It's been a few years, everybody.
I'm (25F) back, unfortunately.
Nothing makes me happy. Nothing takes away the pain.
I've cut out alcohol, hoping it would help.
I got off hormonal birth control, and that only helped for a little.
The last four days have been nothing but sleeping and crying.
Left work early today, just couldn't do it. Calling out tomorrow. 
A coworker suggest 5HTP and L-Dopa, they come in tonight.
I signed up for cerebral last night, appointment with prescriber tomorrow, therapist on Tuesday. I know not to take SSRIs and 5HTP together.
I don't know what to do to get me through.
I don't want to make the big decision myself, but I pray the universe makes it for me.