I overslept my first two lectures and got ready just in time to get to the tram for the third lecture until I noticed I forgot my mask. So now I can't leave the house for the rest of the day. 

I fuckn hate my brain! I'm just tired of the same shit happening over and over again. It drowns out what little is left of my social connections. It makes me dumber. I miss important lectures I need for my upcoming exams. It lowers my self-worth every time. 

The stress of university just breaks me in. But I don't want to quit. I know I shouldn't, I'm not going to forgive myself for it. I just have to hang on some more...