I'm trying something new. I woke up today and took selfies with my hair styled different ways because I never really notice myself because of the depression. Used free software to analyze my face shape and surprised I didn't get categorized "fugly". I also got a couple different face shapes so spent the $3 on an app that agreed with the one that appeared most often.

I went grocery shopping and decided to smile the entire time. It was difficult but I smiled for most of the time (I had to think dark thoughts to do it but I was pretty much the only one smiling).

I have a hair appointment scheduled tomorrow so been going over what the hell I'm going to do about my "rat nest". I just feel bad other people are forced to look at me so I have to try anything to fix it.