Hi everyone, I need your advice. I'm going on vacation with my family in two days.  My problem is that every time I go on vacation, I get incredibly anxious and stressed. The last time we went on vacation was 3 weeks and during our whole stay I felt absolutely horrible. I thought about killing myself multiple times throughout. I'm not the biggest fan of vacations and probably wouldn't go if it was up to me, but since I'm 16 my parents don't agree to let me stay at home for a week.  They know I don't like going on vacations with them but I've never told them how terrible I feel when I go. I'd really appreciate it if anyone could give me some advice on how to cope during the vacation.  Thanks