 This world will call anyone crazy who doesn't follow the format that's been spoon-fed to us at work. I don't have "normal" relationships because I'm smart enough to know that "love" is just a manipulation tactic. I don't work a 9 to 5 office job, because corporate achievement is an illusion and I'd rather have an easy job I don't have to waste my mental energy on. I don't have friends because why would I? I don't need all that drama and bullshit. You might say I have low self edteem, but actually, I'm just smart enough to know there are millions of people in the world just like me and no one matters. People would say I'm just a heartless, fucked up person but I'm really not. I'm just honest with myself. A lot of people lie to themselves that they are special, that their relstionship is somehow meaningful when really they're just the latest in a queue of sexual partners. At least I don't dillude myself like them, but it really bothers me how wrong everything is and how I'm the only one who can see the truth.