I have ruined my chance with someone I really liked. She expressed interest in me and I failed to act and show initiative. I have trouble opening up to people and actually shooting my shot because of my low self-esteem, GAD, and depression. She is now talking to another guy, who is much more confident and likely all-around a better person. I had my chance and I ruined it. I can't help but to be depressed about it and lately, I have just been sleeping all day, work sometimes at night, stay up until like 6 AM. Repeat. I can't keep doing this much longer