My boyfriend has been pissing me off lately. A few days ago he told me he didn't want to go on vacation with me. Now he's saying he's bored in our relationship and he needs space. I'm trying to do things to make it more interesting. We've been together since May. He's just making me so angry and I can't control myself. I love him so much and I know he loves me and I just want to spend time with him. I really like laying around on the couch and cuddling and talking and watching Netflix and apparently he's bored of that and wants to do something more interesting. I told him that two of my friends are together every single day and they don't get tired of each other. He said they have sex to make their relationship more interesting. I don't want to have sex right now because I am asexual and I have this massive fear of pregnancy. He knew I was asexual before we started going out. I thought he was happy with our relationship. I just want to find ways to make it more interesting and have him want to spend time with me. As soon as I got out of residential we have been together 2 or 3 times a week. He told me that 1/3 of the time when he comes over he just did it because he was worried that I was going to be really depressed if he didn't. I just feel so alone because all of my friends have great boyfriends that spend lots of time with them and one of my best friends is getting married soon. A friend that is younger than me just got married. I'm scared that the next crazy things I do is going to be the end of our relationship. 

I just need friends or a hobby or something. I used to play guitar but now I don't really care about it. All I care about is my boyfriend. My best friend moved to another town and we can still see each other sometimes but now she's an hour away when she used to be 5 minutes down the road. 

Sorry for the wall of text I just had to say something to someone. I have therapy tomorrow so hopefully my therapist can help me figure something out.