As title says, I'm curious how many of you are acutally 
on antipsychotics? 

My doctor presribed me 2.5 mg of Olanzapine to treat anxiety mixed with derealization Last week my doc told that I can get off olanzapine as my condition improved. However, last couple of days I'm unable to sleep because every night I worry too much that I will not get enough of sleep and with this thought , I am unable to fall asleep without Xanax which I'm taking with fear that I might be addicted to Xanax.

I contacted my doc and she told me to take 2.5 mg of olanzapine again till end of summer and I'm scared to death that I will damage my brain with this kind of drug. 
When I was taking olanzapine before, I could sleep normaly without waking up every few hours or without trouble to fall asleep, but now it is like hell on earth for the past few days as I cut off meds.