i hope the title makes sense, but i think i might have autism and that plus the whole bpd thing really fucking sucks. that’s not the point though.

i was telling my guardian that i can’t stand the sound that a bag of chips makes and she proceeded to crumble the bag of chips and shake the chips inside the bag and just try to make as much noise as possible with it. she looked at me like she was looking for a reaction and started laughing at me. i was obviously upset and i tried to tell her why it was serious (i’ve talked about the possibility of me having autism before) but she just kept laughing the whole time. she would even hold in laughter as i was talking and then burst out laughing really loud.

i know it’s probabky stupid and i shouldn’t take this as hard as i am but i can’t stop crying righht now. i really don’t feel good. i wish i had someone to talk to.

she probably just doesn’t understand. i don’t want to think about it too much. i’m just gonna watch markiplier and have a snack until i feel better. i don’t know how to end this post but i hope everything makes sense and. thank you if you actually read this:-)❤️