I am constantly questioning myself now about interpersonal issues because of a very damaging past relationship. My ex constantly made me feel crazy for feeling almost anything and there was a huge power dynamic because I relied on him so much and he fed off it and I was broken down repeatedly and made to feel crazy, started having actual psychotic episodes. Months later I'm with somebody wonderful but I sometimes feel he is deliberately trying to hurt me and make me feel crazy and invalid but I know that's just a constant fear I have now. I know he would never actually want that and he wants the best for me. But we have communication issues and only last night did we really get anything out in the open. That felt good but I hate still having the constant intrusive thoughts that people WANT to hurt me and break me. I feel like if this continues I will destroy what could've been a great relationship and the cycle will just repeat. Am I just meant to be alone?