I guess just an emotional vent
I've been trying to describe what's going on in my head and my psychiatrist doesn't believe me and says "there is nothing wrong with you" and "my thoughts must have a deeper purpose because 'no one thinks like that' " 

I was sobbing to her saying over and over "I'm just so scared because of what's going on in my head" and she is like "but there is a reason! You have to open your mind to the meaning of this!" 

I'm sobbing right now. She doesn't believe me. I felt lightheaded and she pretty much was like "you need a therapist and I'm not sure if I can help you".