Basically what the title says. I've had health anxiety for years but my best friend's mom died of lung cancer a few months ago and I haven't really felt the same since. What really triggered it was that the vaccine caused me to have swollen lymph nodes and I completely freaked out. I was in such a bad place mentally for weeks and I feel like I'm going down that rabbit hole again. I was doing so well for the last couple of weeks and yesterday I saw something that really triggered a relapse. I'm seeing my therapist tomorrow at least. I just don't want to live in such fear anymore, it's really taken over my life.