Hey guys, i really Need your help/ advise. 

I Try to Tell my story as Short as possible, it will still be a bit Long. I am really sorry. 

A bit of background: My Problems started 8 weeks Ago. I was sick for a month, had worries and issues, and still worked 50 hours a week. 
I startet to Develop more and more anxiety. I startet ruminate a lot ( fear of rejection by girlfriend, Health anxiety) and eventually it became a Addiction. I was nonstop in my head. I couldnt relax relax anymore, couldnt socialize, could Not have a conversation properly. I withdrew from my Friends. Eventually one day i woke up with a panic attack, after that i felt very weird. Next day i woke up suddendly very depressed, numb and feeling disconect. That Caused my a Great Deal of distress. I startet to get intensive thoughts about me loving my girlfriend, because i was so disconnected by my feelings. 

That startet a severe downward Spiral. I startet to obsess and ruminate about These thoughts about my girlfriend. It Caused me so much fear. I ruminated so much i startet getting anxious Near her. I always checked if i felt something when i saw her, when we Kissed, when she cuddeld. 
It became worse and worse. I could Not stop Googling and runinating about that Topic. My mental and physisch Health startet to became worse and worse. I was constant in Edge, woke up after 2 hours of sleep, i was Walking all day Outside. I had severe panic Attacks. 

This continoued for 2 weeks. I was always ruminating, had anxiety and felt hopeless. 

I Said it was time to do something. I started theraphy. I hoped it will help. 

But soon everything startet to get worse. 

I developed so much weird Symptoms and sensations: 

The World and People i know looked like foreign People, i felt no emotional Connection, everything Looks 2d, i had tunnel Vision and my eyes could Not Focus properly, my Vision was blurry, i felt emotionaly numb, i had constant Head pressure/brainfog. I am constant on Edge. My hands are Shaking constant, my muscles feel Weak, Tingling and numb sensations in my Body, twitching in my Arms, legs and Face, i am   Dizzy all day. I have Troubleshooting sleeping, i wake up several times, and always have my mind spinning about Themes I fear. 
I felt so disconnected and weird, i startet to think i loose my mind. 

Because of that i startet to Google and found Terms like Schizophrenia, Psychosis and bipolar. 


It freaked me out. I am nonstop ruminating about that. I habe Crazy anxiety about that this What i develop. 

I feel so weird, my thoughts are so weird and anxious, i get intrusive thoughts about what i fear. Its do Hard to beliebe anxiety can cause this. 

I am thinking about this nonstop and i feel worse and worse each day. I have panic Attacks now Daily. I feel like i loose myself and my mind. I am scared. My mind wont Shut up, everything i do, These thoughts Come back. 

I Need help. What can i do? If someone wants to Talk private feel free. I really Need someone to help me See clear.

Thank you for everyone Reading this!