I feel like i'm dying all over again. 
nothing i do is right. Or, i just don't care enough to do the right thing, for me. I've been here before, and i'll be here again. I can't sustain myself, or should I desensitize myself from the things that hurt which happen to be many these days. how do people have a job? how do people keep and form relationships? how do people develop themselves? please....don't ask me.