2 friends ago i told my only friend to fuck off. I dont really know why i did that. I think its because i didnt feel like she is returning enough attention to me compared to how much affection i was showing her. But now im completely alone and i feel very lonely. But i dont wanna go back and say sorry. Should i? Or should i isolate myself? I dont fucking know what to do. I think i'll go back to napping all day long.