Hi, well my girlfriend kissed a guy like two days ago (she's supposed to move in with him in a few months), and i thought i could trust her i really did, but apparently every single person on this fucking earth is either a traitor or a coward. I can't break up with her because i love her so much, and if i tell my friends or my mom they're just gonna give me the old "what's the big deal, grow up"... But i just don't want to live, i guess i was fucked from the beginning anyways. I'm full of gin and trying to get the courage to pop enough pills to end this... but i'm so scared i don't want to die, but right now i don't want to live either... Help ?