I just recalled how much this song has helped me. The lyrics and the music help me to purge the emotion and remember I am not alone. The universe is vast, beautiful and far beyond anything I could understand.

https://youtu.be/ja3LGFY1i0o

Lyrics:

I have come curiously close to the end, down

Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole,

Defeated, I concede and

Move closer

I may find comfort here

I may find peace within the emptiness

How pitiful



It's calling me...



And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping

The moon tells me a secret - my confidant

As full and bright as I am

This light is not my own and

A million light reflections pass over me



Its source is bright and endless

She resuscitates the hopeless

Without her, we are lifeless satellites drifting



And as I pull my head out I am without one doubt

Don't wanna be down here soothing my narcissism.

I must crucify the ego before it's far too late

I pray the light lifts me out

Before I pine away.



So crucify the ego, before it's far too late

To leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical,

And you will come to find that we are all one mind

Capable of all that's imagined and all conceivable.

Just let the light touch you

And let the words spill through

And let them pass right through

Bringing out our hope and reason...

before we pine away.