First of all, I’m sorry. If you’ve had thoughts like this, don’t continue reading. 

Sometimes I think that when the day comes, I will never feel anything. I won’t breathe, love, or see again. And even more, one day, the universe will disappear. Life will no longer exist. And I can’t help to suffer thinking of that.

Yes, I will feel the same as when I’m sleeping or before I was born. And yes, I’ve read Meditations by Marcus Aurelius. But it keeps coming and coming. 

Please, I’m lost. It doesn’t happen during the day, only at night. Help me… thank you