It’s too tiring. Anything that requires effort is such a pain. I hate the fact I blame my parents for stressing me out. I hate the fact that I argue with my asshole dad when I know he’s right. I want to fucking die. I want to disappear, run away, whatever. But even that’s too painful. I hate eating, I can’t sleep, my eyebags are getting heavier, I will never be doing enough for them. Man, this typing is getting exhausting too.