I texted my therapist saying I want to quit, then texted her again saying I want to keep the appointment but she hasn’t responded. I started reading a 90s slice of life manga and also the commissioned drawing I got of the dogs looks nice and I asked for a tote bag print of it. Lately it feels like all I hear is bad news and I keep thinking tomorrow it will get better but it never does. I haven’t lost a pound after jogging for about a year now and one of the few things I still like to do is look nice when I go out. I sometimes feel like life will pass me by if I’m not careful and I don’t know what comes after death. My BFF might not leave till Summer and I don’t know where the future is headed especially after she leaves. I want to do something with this life. The new house looks way better than where we live now and I wish the other aspects of my life could be so nice too. I hope life will be headed in a good direction one day.