My favorite person is my boyfriend and we've been together for about 8 months now. During more than half of our relationship he is then laid off and won't spend a lot of our time together. Which is only made my attachment that much worse. He started working yesterday and has been working 10-hour long shifts at a job that's an hour and a half away. And now my job is to take care of his son and I'm not even twenty yet I don't know what I'm doing taking care of a kid full time by myself. Not only that but I am a complete wreck that he's gone. He walked out the door this morning and I had to do everything in my power to hold back tears. When you got home last night he sat and babbled on for about a half an hour about his new job, not letting me get a word in and then completely zoned out and ignored me once he was done and looking at his phone. I'm so scared and I don't know what to do as get leaves at 5 am and doesn't get back until like 6/7. I'm falling apart.