Three days ago I hung out with my girlfriend and two days ago she’s texted me and broke up with me. She was very supportive towards me and my diagnosis.

I still don’t even know why she broke up with me. She said that while we were hanging out there were red flags, but most of those were just kind of things I had to deal with (we were supposed to initially hang out that tuesday instead of wednesday, and i had a half hour virtual appointment with my psychiatrist about halfway through).

She also brought up me talking to my mom on the phone for like fifteen minutes after she had called her own friend for fifteen minutes while she was there and us staying inside - because i had an infected hand and didn’t want to go around touching a bunch of things and potentially making my infection worse.

Anyway, all of these just sound like excuses to me, and I had told her about my appointment and how I wanted to just stay inside and watch TV ahead of time. Everything seemed to be going smoothly until she got back home from work that night. I just don’t really know what went wrong. She was only here for a few hours and I told her ahead of time that I had no energy.

I’m starting to think maybe there’s a limit to how supportive she is and maybe she was just looking for an excuse out of our relationship possibly due to my bipolar and anxiety issues. I’m not really sure. It was all so sudden and at least for me, it really came from out of nowhere. There were no arguments, nothing that was really wrong, I’m just super confused.

Anyway, it sucks. Vent over.