I mean I *can* but my mind just goes and goes. I started worrying about how often to call and worried if she might’ve lost interest. Then I remembered a little over a week ago she seemed pretty excited about tentative plans but they kinda fell through. Well my brother is conservative and she’s definitely not, and worried about the tension, etc. 

I need to calm the fuck down and stop overthinking and observe the facts

* She picks up the phone most times I call, but doesn’t call much... which doesn’t necessarily mean anything considering she said to call anytime.

* I want to tell her and just break the ice I’m nervous... she might already know?

* I was just worried about rejection even though awhile back she was winking, gave me her number, invited me...

Though about asking her out but COVID. Maybe going to her place could be a date??

Help... I solve one issue with anxiety and another pops up... why?