Hello. In the past few months i was dealing with an increasing rate of psychotic episodes- which I am currently trying to address by going to therapy.
It is very hard and I am so tired of doing so, sometimes it literally feels like crumbling , i feel worse and worse. I have so many pills to take (both for psychological and health problems) that I'm so tempted to just, u know, just not taking them anymore and letting myself die, or taking them all together and cutting the cord.
I won't tho, i am trying very hard and being hopeful and everything, but it feels like agony right where I am right now.