I had a crush on a girl for a very long time. She had so beautiful blue eyes. Her hair was magnificent. I couldn't describe how I felt when I looked at her. I finally decided to ask her out so that he could tell me she had a boyfriend. 
I got fired from my part time job, since I spent too much time in the ER. 
I dropped college since I got addicted to benzodiazépines and I became really aggressive sometimes. 
I'm losing weight day after day. 
My psychiatrist told me I would finish by killing myself. 
All I do is take Valium and Cyamemazine all day just to calm me down. All the rest is shit. 
Don't really need help. Just had to tell someone. 
Bless you. Life can be beautiful. Don't screw it like I did.