We all know how depression fucks with your mind but what about your body? 

Over the last year my depression has gone from very bad to barely alive and corona didn’t help. I rarely leave my apartment, I rarely move and I spend 23 hours in my bed sitting or lying. I know these things are not good but you know how depression works. 

I lost my appetite a few months ago, I constantly feel nausea and stomach pains and even after eating they don’t fully go away. I lost a lot of weight and the only thing that makes me eat proper meals is the weed I consume every evening. Its mostly sweets and take out. Cooking is hard, cleaning up after cooking is even harder. I sweat more easily now, I have headaches and I’ve had heartburn for almost 6 months (even though I never once had it before that)… I know I need properly eat and move and take care of myself but that’s hard when all you want to do is die… and this is just making that desire stronger… does anyone have similar experiences? How do you deal with it?