Does anyone think they're here or know they're here because they are sexually confused? I dont know if thats me or if it is but i buried it long ago.

Anyone know how to bring this back out or to discover if thats the problem? Its like id rather not bring it out because it would be worse than having BPD. I could be wrong though. I start therapy next week. Im disappointed cause its a 2 hour session at first, then only 30 minutes from there on out.