I miss people so badly... close people I mean. I haven't had a prolonged interaction with my friends or family this entire year... I want to see them, but I also don't think I can face them, I really miss everyone and Amy trying to fill a void that just keeps getting bigger.

Btw I know I seem annoying, or at least I think I do, and I really am sorry for that, truth be told reddit is really the only thing keeping me centered on so again, sorry...