I am tired. I'm tired of being the good guy and giving too many fucks. I think people are foolish, hypocritical, and selfish. I've seen numerous good people doing bad things when they can get away with it. Being a bad guy is freeing. I think love and sex are overrated. I don't want friends. Relationships are too much work. I'm done with being the only person that loves. People seldom listen. They can't wait to make everything about themselves. Procreating is bad. No one can escape suffering. We're forced to choose between bad and worse. There is no good in listening to society. Patriotism or love/obsession towards anything other than one's self and nature seems meaningless. Almost all people are working hard so some assholes can become richer. Job is not for me. People living safe lives are utterly boring. I don't trust people who aren't crazy. Something must be wrong with them. Idk why people mourn deaths and not life. Girls are good from distance. When I talk to them I often wanna run away or hit my head against a wall ( I'm aware that ladies have similar feelings with men). I find it stupid to run around bushes when all you want is hangouts, deep conversations, and maybe a significant amount of orgasms (asexuals exist). Why should one marry to live together? Why people are expected to give birth? Why should I buy that car? Why should I buy 5 pairs of shoes? Why tf should I tolerate assholes just because they are relatives? Why does this society expect so much from me for no valid reason? Why should I respect and thank my parents for bringing me into this horror?  I don't like it. I don't like being told what to do. People ruining other's life are the most disgusting creatures. I hate how society calls people mad, once they are done with its shit. Always positive and sickeningly sweet people make me nauseous. I don't understand victim-blaming. I hate the current trend where white people decide for people of color, men decide for women, parents deciding for children, etc., I wonder whether they have worms eating their brains or they are just being controlling, wasted fucks. We're all gonna die. But most people act like immortals. Ah... It's draining to even talk about people. I hate those stupid fucks. And the worst part is they are everywhere.