So as the title may suggest I got kicked out for low GPA as even after my repeated efforts I somehow managed to fail another semester so I will probably have to leave the country and go back home but the funny part is, this is the most free I've felt in long time even tho am a dropout and I don't know what the fuck am gonna do with my life. I will probably go back to my depressing house and mooch of my parents for a while I suppose but for first time I feel free of the shitty of this bullishit American dream because when it really comes down to it I should have never enrolled in a university because someone like me could never have enough focus to go through that whole ordeal, as a kid I barely passed enough classes to go to high school and even in high school I came out with average grades but I feel like that's alright because schools are not compatible with the lifestyle I lead and the way my mind works ( I have ADHD) although I am quite sure a lot of you with adhd might have aced in university courses but I know a lot of people on the spectrum who agree that modern schools are not efficient at best &amp; at it's worst they are grossly disvantaged against people with any sort of disability but the same could be said for a lot of aspects of society but I digress, my point being that you don't really have to do certain things the way they want you to and I think it's perfectly okay to fail at certain things in life. It doesn't matter how hard you are on yourself, the fact is you lost and its over. Which means it's time begin Anew and let go of the past which is esaier said then done I suppose but still losing a battle doesn't mean you lost a war, we can always keep fighting till our lungs give out their last breath and our legs walk for the last time. Life isn't as linear as our depression infected brain might lead us to believe and sometimes you might loose something to gain something else, just like a card game I suppose. You can always fold and come back if you've been dealt a bad hand but quitting might just loose you the prospect of ever seeing the game through but anyway now I am gonna stop with effete arshole bullshit and let you live in peace as I just wanted to share this message with y'all.