This girl has done it 4 times to me. I cried for an hour, I already made 2 accounts trying to get her back, but she is asleep. We will see in the morning. If she doesn't add me back, ideally I will not interact romantically with a woman for 2 years so I can get my life together in the mean time. I am so sad and angry and so many negative emotions because I think I pushed her away... For the last 2 weeks she didn't say anything to me either, just read my messages, then I had a rather rationalising and anxiously-preoccupied day and drove her away with many messages+deleted ones... I feel so dead... So much loss...