soooo I noticed something today when my bf was looking for new music for our playlist... We came across this song and he said it was kinda slow, and when I told him I liked it he said "Oh - this is definitely a BPD song isn't it!"

Not in a bad way! There's this certain type of music, I really can't define why but particular songs really set my mania off. But it's not like a crazy mania, it's like... soothing mania. Like I am ethereal and above the world and nothing bad can touch me, so I can just lay there and be. 

But I'm so happy my bf can recognize songs that put me into that mood?! Like he totally knows exactly what I love about it. And I've never even been able to describe it. I have an obsession with passionate lyrics aswell. 

So I was wondering if you guys had music that REALLY got to your BPD? What were they and what about it gets to you?

my current favourite (instant chill mania...) is a remix of melanie martinez - soap!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aQCIQJqZJCM