I have been having anxiety symptoms since 2017 when i had my first panic attack. After that it's just contant chest pains , gas , jaw pain , left arm pain feeling of heart attack or stroke . I took medication and still am taking them. 
Now i have graduated my college and working . In the pandemic i was fine but now so far from home in a new city i am again getting left jaw and left hand oain. I feel dizzy and don't wanna go to office. 
I just keep fearing that i will have a stroke or heart attack and keep thinking that left side of my face is feeling weird and sinking. I keep checking my smile and raise my hands randomly. 
I am typing this now sitting in office contemplating whether i will be ever normal. 
Seriously want to cry.