I’m almost 22. I’m so tired of being so anxious all the time. I’ve been having panic attacks since I was 10, and idk, everything is just so much. I’m exhausted.

It’s tiring worrying all the time about everything. It’s tiring processing trauma, family issues, and juggling a difficult STEM school with my personal life and recovery. I’m constantly terrified that I’m going to burn out or take too many drugs at once or fail. Sometimes I wonder if I wouldn’t be better off in a long term care facility. Other times I wonder if I actually have anxiety at all - maybe it was just a diagnosis made too early?

I’m just so tired. I need to get out of this state, away from my family. Away from all this bad shit. I’m fucking tired.

Does anyone else feel the same way?