I aways get mad, and it always gets me in trouble, I thought God was doing all of this, that's why i hated him so much, then my mom told me, "It's not god's falt, it's YOUR falt" thats when i realized it, everything is my falt, just blame me for everything. its my falt Hitler invaded Poland, its my falt 9/11 happened, its my falt covid exists. just blame me, just send me to jail, just kill me already, the world will be better without me. nobody loves me. i don't deserve happyness.