I just got diagnosed with BPD yesterday. I had my suspicions, but I guess things are official now. I’ve been struggling lately, my FP has been distant and hasn’t actually talked to me in a week. The last time we spoke he was pretty hostile as well. I texted him a “Hey, I miss you” today and he read my message and didn’t reply. I’ve been thinking about it all day. I honestly don’t know how to handle this? I feel like I’m being abandoned again, and I’m already in a fragile state at the moment. 