I’ve been recently getting intense anxiety and I’m 99% sure it’s because of online school. Online school leads me to cheat, be lazy, and do the least amount of work I can. At first I feel like it’s ok, but later on it back fires. I worry what will happen because I didn’t try hard. Or I worry the actions I took would affect my grades. But now it’s to the point where every night I have trouble falling asleep, and feel so hopeless. It makes me feel so lonely that I might as well just quit everything. But I know I can’t and that also builds up more and more of this damn anxiety. It’s just too repetitive. It leads me to ask questions like “is my whole life really going to be just working and working until the day I die?”. I want to make myself think it’s just me overthinking but it’s just too hard. I know I can’t be the only one thinking like this but it’s getting too overwhelming and the fact that I haven’t even started life just makes me more hopeless.