I graduated in May with two engineering degrees; however, I still haven't landed a job. So my free time I have been investing and learning what I can on the side while making pizzas.

The deep shame comes from it being 8 months and only having two interviews... but also how I am too emotionally immature still. I had a hookup from a dating app that turned into a fwb. She told me she had an IUD and she taught me sex since I was a virgin until November. And being the immature idiot I am, didn't use condoms all three times we met up despite telling her I did feel uncomfortable not using protection. Last time being a month ago, she had some doctorate stuff to do but she neglected replying to me and it has made me incredibly anxious that maybe she lied about the IUD. 

So now after it tormenting me and her not reading nor replying to my snap, I made a rash decision of removing her from snap. I am 99% sure she has an IUD but my mind is telling me that I am going to have a kid so I'm worked up for no reason. I'm such an idiot.