I have anxiety &amp; OCD that is often related to persistent bad thoughts, so every time I sit to write her paper about what I fear about aging (death, illness, loneliness, etc), I have to think &amp; articulate about my loved ones dying and all the terrible things that I am currently working through NOT thinking about in my own therapy.

I submitted it late obviously because anytime I tried to write it i would get anxiety and cry and sweat and... well if anyone has panic attacks they know. But she wanted a "valid reason" for it being a few days late so I literally just straight up told her. Fingers crossed she accepts the late submission 🤞🏻

Not looking for pity or advice, just wanted to vent &amp; complain to someone 😓