I've had a pretty bad couple of days. Weed has always been my number one life saver, best way to cope I have, but I must leave it for a while to get in a course and I seriously don't know how to deal with myself, I've only been sober for a day and suicide's suddenly been crossing my mind again lmao. I'm medicated and go to therapy with 2 different psychiatrists but I live in an underdeveloped country so mental health treatments aren't exactly the best down here. Going out with and stuff like that are out off limits because all my "friends" do is take advantage of me, steal my money and sell me drugs lmao
Halp pls