She thinks I can't hear it, but every single day I can hear her praying to God and asking  him to make me "normal" again. Sometimes she does it right behind my back, as soon as I leave a room. How the fuck do I get better when even my own mother treats me like I'm from another planet. My sister ignores me most of the time too, it's like I don't even exist to her.  My family is probably one of the main reasons why I still suffer from severe anxiety, I feel like an animal in a zoo, with everyone treating me like shit and making comments behind my back, thinking I can't hear anything. Sometimes I think I was just born to suffer. If things don't get better I'll just try to get a rope and hang myself, got nothing to lose anyway.