After I was hospitalized, things ramped up and got so bad on/stopping antidepressants (I’m bipolar lol, not a wise choice) that I was put on meds for psychosis. I can’t really believe I’m saying this, but for the first time in my life I feel like I’m living without constant anxiety. Do I still sometimes get random bouts of worry over things I can’t control? Yes! Do I get akathisia because of my meds? Also yes! But it has been so much better living my life without somatic delusions and constantly feeling dread. I couldn’t believe life could be like this. I truly feel like a new person. Even without a stable mood, I feel so blessed right now. Just needed to have a positive little vent.