I had an amazing day yesterday. I got my learners permit and I contacted a driving school to get the practice hours in!!!

I felt so motivated that I tried to complete other things like renewing my FASFA (which I have been putting off for a while)

I went downstairs for mom to help me and she went on a lecture about how the refund check money (that students get) is really hers and how I need to pull my weight around the house. She gave an example like “here mom here is 100 for groceries” And told me “you don’t even do that”

I’m over here trying to get my life back together while battling depression to try and feel happiness for the first time in years but it doesn’t help when you constantly have someone in your ear telling you how you should be pulling your weight and your not doing it enough. 

And she wonders why I stay in my room.

Ps: 

Pls don’t give me toxic positivity answers or “change your mindset” answers.