I’m 20 years old. I don’t have any highschool memories, never been in love, I have no car, and I just don’t think I can take this anymore. I have no parent figures in my life, just a few close friends but friendships can only take you so far. Im not attractive in the slightest hence why I’ve never been in a relationship, and my shyness is too overpowering for me to even think about approaching a female. Everybody has told me something I’ve heard already, “stay positive” or “you’re loved” or “it’ll get better” or whatever cliche quote you can think of I’ve heard and it’s never really done anything for me. I’m tired of living this same boring life I just want my life to be over already, I wish I had the strength to put a bullet in my skull.