Howdy y’all so I’m a rbt (registered behavioral technician) and I work with autistic kiddos. I thought this would be fulfilling and let me be happier in life while working. However all this has been doing is causing horrible panic attacks and seeing my younger self (I had a head injury at 10) in them and hating myself. I love the kids but my anxiety causes panic attacks and anxiety. Any advice or ideas? Even Just general comments.