Everything I do results in failure or the opposite of what I wish I'd happen.
Want to be on time to school BAAM too late. Going late to school and so being upset BOOM you're too early. Want to say something seriously BOOM most of people are laughing. Want to tell a joke you're cracking from yourself BWAAM silence and everyone takes it seriously. Want to ask a question BAAM they made an idiot out of you. Finally want to date BOOM nobody wants you, only a girl everyone hates likes you because you HAD a beard. Having a crush on someone BAAM they are already with someone. Want to be good at sports BAAM you fuck up everything and hurt yourself. Don't want to be the stupid guy BOOM you say stupid shit constantly. Want to be attractive, good looking slightly feminine guy BOOOOM you look like a ugly 50 year old boxer from 80's. Want to have coool haircut BAM you touch it and it collaps into ugly mess of bangs. Want to study for something BAAM it's delayed or from different thing you didn't study. Want to pay attention more ZOOUEYS you're not listening and looking blankly into air. Want to be healthy WOOPS you have pain all around you body which is decaying faster then it should. Don't want to be hairy as shit OOFFFF you cut yourself multiple times in areas its gonna hurt the most and your hair grows back in 2 days. Want to groom yourself YIIIKES you look like a robot, uglier then you were before. Want to dress up in a costume OHH MAN you're the only one who actually did that. Want to scream and break stuff up LOLOL everyone is extremely annoyed and you just made the thing dirtier with your hands. Open up about your struggles BAAM no reaction and they say you need pills and a therapist. Trying to avoid situations that might result in bad consequences BOOOM you walked into them and made them worse. Pretend you're not gay DANG everyone knows and acts that way. Want to fast and go jogging BAAM you lost the time to do so and eat nastier foid then ever. Want to look someone in the eyes in conversation BAAM they constantly look off. Want to say something BWAAM you cut someone off when they started talking or they don't stop talking at all. You risk and want to do everything WHOOSH you realise you cannot do it, even if you wanted to. Ect, ect, ect.. Lifes a shit and just a roll of dice and I want to throw them away. e~~~