First time poster on this page so please be nice 💞
I feel like a child talking about this but its completely taken over my life now so let's begin.

With alot of work and support/ communication I have been in my current relationship for 10 years this October (married last year) to my best friend and some would say FP. I'm sorry if I use any terms wrong or offend anyone with incorrect words I'm trying! 

My husbands sister has always hated me. She with any chance with put me into a bad episode where I cant handle it anymore and will want to unsubscribe IRL. I can no longer go to family events with my husband as it's too much of a trigger being around Sister in law. 

This has been an ongoing issue for me for 8 years off and on in our relationship. She will continually call me toxic and say I am not safe to be around her child. This girl has bullied/ harrassed me for falling inlove with her brother and taking him away from her I THINK. She has never worded why she dislikes me just that she does. 

My husband wants me to go with him to family events but it causes me too much to be able to manage. Unfortunately his family have taken sides causing more of an issue. 

What do I do? I try to stay away and it's the wrong decision. I go it's the wrong decision. I try talking it's an episode gone wrong. I feel my existence causes my husband his pain because he is choosing me over his family but I dont want that. 

I'm tired.