I was at college the other week, and we were asked about our five year plan moving forward and tasked with writing a paper about it.

Since I wanted to go into a media course, I had to look at overviews of the different media courses.

I remember, wanting to ask the teacher, "what's the point in getting a media job?
We're just working to supply the public with more useless crap they don't need."

It got me thinking, writing fills me full of such empty hope, I don't know what I hope to gain, sure, ambition and passion is nice, but who does it really help?

I want to do something that actually makes a difference, and media, it likes to make people think they're making a difference, when all we're being paid to do is make a distraction with no value whatsoever.

I don't know what the point is, I want to quit, I really just want to do something real, and not be stuck behind a desk or in my brain for the rest of my life, since that's all I'll get in the end.

I don't even know what the point in making art is, since it's not going to help anyone.