Three months ago I downloaded Tinder, hoping to get some action. Since then I've barely gotten any likes met alone matches. I've had two of them ghost me out of the blue, the other one I gave up on because I was always carrying the chat. I recently matched with another girl qui est really sweet, and last night in a drunken hunch I asked her if she wanted to hook up later this week. She hasn't replied yet so I don't know if she noped out or what.

I don't know whats wrong with me. This morning I was talking to an acquaintance who told he just got a girlfriend. I couldn't understand why he, an overweight autistic guy, had that I didn't. I said "Cool, whats her name?" but on the inside my ego was destroyed.

I've always been the guy girls only see as a friend. When I asked out FP's, they'd always reply "I don't like youin this way."

I feel like a man but I'm starting to doubt I'm not just some soul in hell cursed to live this horrible nightmare deprived of love.