Hi all, I just wanted to ask? Lately i have been super depressed! The reason being is my father got ill with covid back in December and was super sick for two weeks and had to go to the hospital and ventilated and put on an ecmo machine! He is now off the ventilator and is just on ECMO but he will need a double lung transplant to survive! Point being when I lay down to try and take a nap all my thoughts and memories of him start popping in my head and I get super sad and anxious and worried and overwhelmed and i just have tears running down my face when i try to nap! I love him so much and the thought of losing my dad just drives me to such sadness but hoping the lung transplant gives him 15+ more years of life! Thank you all for reading my rant!