My friends and family are all married and moved on with their lives. I have no girlfriend, I’m Riddled with social anxiety and low self esteem. I have a job but it’s dead end and demanding plus I’m forced to work every night and every weekend. Social situations terrify me and the thought of going to a busy club and trying to meet people makes my stomach drop. The only thing I have going for me is that I’m active but meeting women at the gym is wishful thinking. People go there to work and I’m aware that women for the most part hate being approached there. I just don’t know what to do, or how to end the endless cycle of loneliness I’m forced to face everyday. I’m not the type to throw pity parties for myself but it just hurts so bad. No one deservesk this.