I’ve had a lot of people on my life who are/were suicidal and have attempted. I am suicidal as well but don’t have a plan, just general thoughts. When I hear someone is planning a try my best to talk them down, or keep them alive long enough for them to get help. Most of the time they keep going back to “I’m going to be dead anyway” and it makes me feel so bad. I feel so useless and hopeless in those situations and my mind goes straight to killing myself over it because I probably just make it worse.