
I was born with a disability that paralyzed my left side of my face, a deformed tongue and your unable to clearly understand me if I talk. I only have like two close friends that are both growing up really fast. They are both getting girlfriends while I can’t even make 1 new friend. I’ve tried but they can’t understand me so they don’t talk to me. I transferred to online school just so I don’t feel embarrassed. My family always tells me how I’m so cute, no the fuck I’m not stop lying to make me feel better because honestly I know I’m ugly and it’s honestly making me feel like shit. I’ve tried everything I just don’t know what to do. I have no skills that can help me in life , I have no dreams or aspirations, I have no motivation to do anything. What should I do? Thanks for reading this I just needed to vent.