im 17 boy and i just cant take this anymore. my bf left me and now he likes another boy, my friends r getting tired of me and summer is killing me. i feel alone and hopeless. the only thing keeping me alive is that my mum would suffer so much and shes already sad. i love her so much and im scared one of these days my suicide thought r going to win. when i was younger i always thought my life would be cool once i grew but now i just think its objectively hard and im very weak. sorry for my poor grammar but im not a fluent english speaker