I’ve liked my close friend for a very long time, but I’ve never been able to tell him how I feel. It’s been eating away at me, and I think I’m going to risk telling him today. I’m going to tell him how I feel, even though my anxiety is the highest it’s ever been. I need to know one way or the other. This is probably the biggest personal risk I will ever take. I’m terrified of abandonment, like extremely terrified because I value our friendship SO much... but I need to do this for myself. I need to free myself from this festering feeling inside. 

Wish me luck, whichever way it goes. 

💕