I know this sounds completely out of touch with reality but I can’t fucking stand working 5 days a week, it makes me so fucking depressed and I feel like I’m in this trap of an ongoing repetitive cycle where I’m just miserable, I’m an intern so I don’t even get paid too. I cry almost every night I hate being surrounded by people who don’t even care about me when all I want to do is be at home with the people I love. The last place I worked at my employer was so cruel to me (name calling, gaslighting, belittling) and it really hurt me. I don’t share this rise and grind workset that most people have because I feel like it’s such a trap. I do understand that working is essential to some degree to be able to survive in the world. Maybe I’m just not as ambitious but I don’t believe in working so much like that, I don’t want to be a workaholic. I’m a human being and still need to have some aspect of my own life. I feel like work takes that away from you.