I try to emphatic as possible, I try to acknowledge that I live in an unregulated emotional experience and most "normal" people will never know the level of distress that I do everyday. It's unfair of me to judge people for their reactions if it's their first time experiencing truly soul-wrenching pain (hello every monday).

But sometimes, I can't fucking believe these normal-ass people. The problems that cause them turmoil seem so fucking trivial in comparison to the daily emotional rollercoaster that is being borderline. I want to be kind, but honestly, just fuck off with your infantile drama. It just makes me feel even more alone in knowing what I experience is abnormal.