So, there's really no point in reading this, I just need to vent because I'm getting upset about stupid shit.

So I'm taking this family trip down to Florida. For the last 3 years, I've been excited about getting to ride the motorcycle down and make a little road trip out of it. My mom is freaking out about me riding, and begging me to ride with them. Like, I've only been planning this trip for years, why would I want to cram into their tiny car for a 12 hour trip? So, a couple weeks ago, my bike breaks down, and I have to take it to the shop. Needs a new wiring harness. Fuck, okay, well I'll get one ordered and run the harness to the shop. Harness shows up, run it to the shop. "We're pretty busy, will probably be a while until we get to it." Fast forward to today, the day before the trip, I go up to the shop to see if there's any progress. "I'll have it done today." Awesome. Florida here I come. 4 hours later, my phone rings, "bad news, they sent you the wrong harness." FUCK. So then I have to run the harness back to the shop I ordered it from, have them take it back and reorder a new harness. So now the bike won't be fixed until I'm in Florida. As soon as all of this happens, my mom calls to ask me to please ride with them and not ride the bike. So I lose it on the phone, cause I'm already upset about the shop thing. I feel like shit, I know I can't do anything about it, I'm a fucking asshole for taking it out on them. I just hate the fact that I've been looking forward to this, and I've already been upset about the fact that my mom worries about fucking everything, and I'm upset about the bike, and it's all such little, trivial shit, but it's brought down like my whole fucking day. 

I'm just hoping that I'm feeling better once I'm down there, I really don't want to be upset about this shit. It's so little, so petty, and I really really don't want to be an asshole. But I know I'm gonna be in a shit mood on the way down there. Especially looking out the window and seeing bikes on the highway on the way down. 

I just hate that little shit like this can set me off.

Anyways, if you made it this far, sorry you had to read all this nonsensical ranting. I'm not even gonna scroll up and proofread this. I just need to vent. I'm not even looking for advice or anything, cause I know what the advice will be: "go enjoy being with family, don't let the little shit bother you, the important thing is being with family." And I know that's true, that's exactly what I need to focus on. But I do let the little shit bother me. 

Anyways, if you made it to this paragraph, I do want to thank the people of this subreddit. I've learned a lot through the people posting here. And even though I'm being a whiny little bitch right now, I really do appreciate all of you on this sub. This place has helped me out a bunch.