I've been having some weird stomach issues for months and I finally made an appointment. I'm really scared of what's going to happen. 

I'm proud of myself for the appointment, but like holy crap am I scared. I have emetophobia and coprophobia. I'm afraid they're going to give me laxatives and put a camera up my butt and I'm afraid they'll put one down my throat and it'll make me gag. 

I'm so scared, but I know I have to do this.