Does anyone else with bpd have this issue?
I am a teacher and it’s my fourth year. I was very sick during my training year but regardless I was brought up very sheltered and my confidence was often shattered. I remember my mum saying ‘ what do you know about kids? ‘ and that comment has stuck with me and makes me feel like I can’t ever be good at my job. A couple of years ago I was sacked from a school too and that haunts me to this day. I’m at a new job and I can tell that I’m the odd one out. Everyone seems very confident. 
Very competent. And then there’s me! I really want to do well, I don’t want to be sacked especially because I have a mortgage to pay for at the moment too. I know it’s a good career, yes it’s extremely stressful and maybe it’s not my complete passion but I want to do well in this job. Any tips on confidence etc?