(I’m 14 btw) Right so you might look at the title and be like wtf, but hear me out. It’s no secret that I’m suicidal and at first I used to be so incredibly sad all the time. But now I realise that I can do whatever the fuck I want and then have suicide to fall back on. For example now I can drink as much as I want, take drugs (I just don’t know how to get my hands on them), have sex and just shit like that. The only thing I wouldn’t do is like rape or murder cuz that’s just fucked even for me. Also I cba with that. Anyway so people who are suicidal or depressed reading this, it’s probably not helping you in anyway. However if you are all alone and know life will never get better then take my advice, and do whatever the fuck you want. Also of anyone posts stuff like “oh don’t do it, you have too much to live for” them I don’t give a flying fuck I’ve already tried to get better but it just won’t ever happen. Also another thing is that I can do fuck all in school now and work is easy cuz I don’t even do it lol. Anyway just wanted to pop in and say that. But if you were depressed/suicidal and you are getting better, you’re a lucky person and best of luck to you for the rest of your life.