im 17. i have wonderful parents. i have zero childhood trauma. ive never dealt with the loss of a loved one. ive never been abused in any way. i was a high achiever at school. i wasnt too social but people liked me in highschool bc i was somewhat attractive. ive had people ask me out. my family is not rich but not poor. i live in a first world country. 

am i just going through an edgy teenager phase? i ended up dropping out of school and i became the family disappointment. i was supposed to do well and go to med school. make my parents proud. but now ive been diagnosed with clinical depression. i am suicidal. i am an utter failure in that regard. 

but seriously, my life is fucking amazing compared to others. do i even have the right to be depressed. am i just being spoilt? just so self centred and entitled and wallowing in selfpity like a pathetic loser.