
I literally can’t stand when i open up to someone and they immediately tell me this: ‘you don’t look/seem like a depressed person’.
Oh really? I’ve been depressed since i was a kid, of course I know how to pretend to be ‘ok’ to keep my job, friends and try to fit in.
Sometimes I feel like nobody believes what I really go through. It’s so hard to deal with this emptiness and sadness while alone and on ‘autopilot to appear norm for society’.
I just wish once in my life i had someone to take care of me, understands me and promised me everything is gonna be ok.
I’m crying in my room while writing this feeling like a totally waste of life.