I haven't eaten that much in days, I'm more angry and numb than ever I feel so empty, I haven't slept in about 2 days and I can't seem to make myself sleep I feel so worthless and depressed. So fucking empty so my FP who was previously diagnosed with NPD. Got an evaluation while in the psych ward and got diagnosed with BPD so I don't really know how to feel he feels ashamed of it and gets angry if I bring it up I want to help but I feel like I'll make him hate me I love him so much it's painful I don't know what to do why am I writing this anyway?