My school showed this film to us because it was raining outside and we didn't have classes. I don't know if anyone is planning on watching this movie so I'll try to not make any spoilers.

I saw BPD traits in the dad, Rick. He's terribly afraid of loneliness and emotionally unstable. He also has explosive anger and is completely delusional. This ends up being a strain on him and his family. It was painful watching him and seeing my own traits reflected in him. It was painful watching him damage what he had. It was painful realizing that, if I start a family one day, I will end up like him.

I've tried healing on my own and so far, it isn't working. I am going to get an appointment with a mental health specialist before the weekend is over. I don't want to keep destroying everything in front of me. BPD can go fuck itself.