24F. I feel extremely lucky to have found someone I genuinely want to spend the rest of my life with (something I had written off LONG ago due to my clear inability to maintain stable relationships). But I finally found someone that WORKS WITH ME on things and yet, every f*ckin night, without fail, I have VIDID nightmares of him having sex with other people in front of me, leaving me for other people, cheating on me with my best friend, and laughing in my face when I cry about it. It never ends. I remember every stinkin detail every time. It affects me the second I wake up and lasts all day. I just don't know what to do anymore. I work my butt off controlling my irrational feelings during the day but how do I stop them at night when I'm literally UNCONSCIOUS??? I just can't get these AWFUL images out of my head! Wake up in swear and tears every morning!