I want to hang myself with Christmas lights. Ive never felt so unloved. I'm a stupid dumbass who never should have been born. I hate myself so much. I'm a loser I want to kill myself. I have a shit name, a shit home life, I shit time at school. A shit time every where. Please I just want help. I don't want therapy I just want to feel loved. All I have is my girlfriend. I love her so much but we don't get to talk much because of different timezones. I hate myself. I want to cry