Sometimes I forgot that I have BPD but it becomes triggered whenever I am talking to someone I start to like. I recently have been talking to and went on a date with one guy and really like him but I feel my bpd acting up around him. I start to get really needy and over affectionate and I feel like I’m just scaring him away. The whole night I felt so much anxiety and was waiting for him to block/unadd me on social media and even feel just as bad rn. I texted him good morning but he hasn’t responded. I’m tired of feeling this way. Just needed to vent 😔