I never used to be this afraid. I knew I could easily find another job. I can't say that with confidence at all now. I can't be on my feet for long without fainting. I can't sit up for long without a migraine or vertigo. I am so screwed.    

I'm currently working until I'm shaking trying to hold myself up. Everything spins so much that all I can do is shake with a look of terror on my face.  

I hate this so much.