Anyone else experience this? A good example is playing video games. Once I graduated high school, I can't enjoy things like playing video games because I feel like im not being productive or using my time wisely. I can study and do school assignments for a whole week and decide to hop on the game for an hour or 2. The problem is I can't focus on enjoying the game because I have this constant fire lit under me telling me to stop being lazy and do something productive. No matter how hard I try, I can't seem to enjoy things anymore. 

It's a constant worry and fear of the future that has me by the neck.