On a happy note, I just want to tell someone.

Last night my mood randomly dropped and I was crying out of nowhere. Instead of talking about how I feel and making it worse, letting my thoughts take over, posted on Facebook asking for someone to distract me. One of my mates saw it and we had a great fangirl moment about Persona, Danganronpa, Naughty Dog, Spyro, etc, and then moved on to catching up and other things. Couple that with memes from my bf as well as telling me how his CSGO game went really calmed me down. 

Was a great way to distract myself and although I did hit my thigh before I made that post, it wasn't too hard. I avoided the blade, didn't push whatever was going through my head to other people and managed to stop it before it became worse and I did stupid stuff :D

It was great. I actually felt like my old self for the first time in over a year :)