been 6 months since we talked and i still can’t get over her for the life of me. long story short i liked her for a while, i told her and she had a bf which i didn’t know at the time and she cut me off and since then i’ve been on this downward spiral of constant self harm which sent me to hospitals, failed suicide attempts and an overwhelming feeling of guilt for fucking our friendship up which has been making it nearly impossible to function without thinking about it and wanting to jump off the nearest window. i constantly deal and have been dealing for years with shit at home and with my mental health and i’ve been at the edge of suicide many times before, but then i met her and i felt like she was the only thing keeping me together from falling apart.