I’ve been used to people ghosting me which took a long time but I think having zero expectations finally worked for me despite feeling dead inside.

However about almost a month in a half ago I started talking to someone I considered my dream girl on an app in both looks and personality (at least online personality since I never met her)

Anyways we talked and had deep conversations for a good two weeks before she decided to ghost me. 

The cause of it wasn’t obvious and it’s not really important anymore. I just want to know how do I move on when I try to compare each new girl I see on the app and get frustrated because none of them look even remotely close to her? 

I felt like I lost something which could have been beyond amazing for me since I never had a gf ever (due to my horrible anxiety) and I’ve been alone wayyy too long. This ghosting in particular just hurt on a different level that’s really messing with my head.