I caught my now ex emotionally cheating with another girl, when I confronted her about it she verbally demolished me, told me it was not my business and that I didnt mean anything to her. I couldnt believe what was happening, I could actually feel physical pain in my chest. It scalated to a shouting match and I ended up saying things I knew would specially hurt her.

She's made me responsible for everything and wont accept apologies -I shouldnt have said some things- but she forces contact, I catch her looking when she passes by my shop and she's come two times to buy something, yet when I tell her to have a talk she says she is too busy. All the times I've seen her she doesnt look me in the face.

There's no way we could have a relationship again, but I love her and I cant stand this situation, she tries to make contact and when I try to improve things she does not allow it.