My anxiety kinda revolves around a couple things. One, I am afriad I am actually a psychopath/sociopath who has been faking being a good person her whole life. And two, I am going to have a psychotic break and go crazy and hurt somebody. 

I used to think of myself as (or at least try to be) kind, compassionate, hard-working, and considerate of others. But then I begin worrying if I have a deep desire to be harmful, and I begin overthinking what it means to be good/bad, and I instantly feel anxious. And these crazy thoughts pop into my head, I analyze all my thoughts to make sure they are good. Then I begin going down the rabbit hole on extential/philosophical/ethics stuff... and it scares me :( because I never want to think hurting people is okay, but what if I some day do ???

I feel like my anxiety proves to me that I have a conscious. If I let my anxiety go, then I will believe my horrible thoughts and go crazy and hurt somebody.... overthinking ughhh