Hey everyone, my girlfriend who suffers from BPD had a pretty bad episode and she tried to run off, followed her and got my mum to pick us up. At my house she then tried to destroy everything of hers, her laptop, her switch, the cash in her wallet, everything. I tried to stop her from doing this by pushing her onto my bed when she was standing on it but her elbow slammed on a plate that was sitting on my bed. I feel absolutely awful about it, I had no clue it was there. But that was it, she packed everything up and went to leave. I sat in her car with her, sobbing and apologising and trying to work it out but she wasn’t having it. She’s just left now

She’s tried to break up with me during episodes before and we’ve always worked it out but I’m not sure about this time. I think she’s at her limit and I completely understand. I don’t know if she is at risk of hurting herself, I don’t want to contact her incase I make things worse. 

What do you think I should do? I can’t imagine being without her and I’m terrified of her dying.