What if my dreams and ambition are not me? .I was born in india neglected by my grandparents and relatives for money when i was 3 years old , my grandfather shut down business and made sure we go poor and all my relatives followed him because he is rich .things weren't better I was black and bullies for that and then I started eating became fat new reason and new ways to bully .concurrently my dad ok our situation will improve after this happened or that happened all event happened and no change in life .i fall in love with a girl and she fell for my friend and I sabotaged their realtionship .

Manipulating people , overtly identifying with bigger cause 