Almost every psychiatrist I’ve had messes up my meds, by either sending them to the wrong pharmacy, not adding enough refills, fucking up my insurance, or not sending them at all. I end up having to call several times to get anything sorted out. And it’s not just because of the corona crisis cuz it’s been happening forever. Like mental health professionals think ppl with BPD are unpredictable and sabotage their own treatment and yet I’m being the responsible one in this scenario! I’m so pissed, probably one day I’m just gonna get vindictive and split and just stop taking my meds instead of trying to sort the whole thing out, and then do other stupid impulsive destructive shit cuz of withdrawal brain lol. Is it just my psychiatrists that suck or do they all suck??