I’m 33/f I lost my father almost a year ago due to covid , lost all the money that I have , the guy who I loved ghosted me 3 days after my dads funeral , and ever since I’m unable to live my life normally, I keep having panic attacks, my anxiety is up , I feel I’m a failure! I’m not living the life that I pictured for myself, and based on the resources that I have this case won’t change ! I feel so empty and broken I keep lying to myself that things can get better but nothing is working and I seriously lacking any emotions I used to be very sensitive person and very easygoing one too, now I easily get irritated and I feel like I just want to give up it doesn’t matter anymore especially when I’m not happy with literally anything that’s been going on in my life, I tried to pray for things to get better , manifesting too I’m tried and nothing seems to work I have no one to talk to and I really don’t know what to do