Hey all
I was wondering about my ex bpd.
I felt hard in love with her, thing pretty rare for me (i'm aspd..)
At first everything was great but at one point i confronted her about her action, not because i did not belive her but i was tired of taking her defense and looking like a fool without knowing for sure what was the reason.. she had deleted me on facebook, put herself back with her ex manipulator, i though it could be the reason (to protect herself since she living with him and he the father of her kid) but she told me nothing and i had to run behind her..

It ben almost 6 month, she blocked me and she won't even respond, last time i saw her she told me about her ex wanting to kidnapp her kid and a big machination of some sort and i could not do anything to help her (by my own fault, impulsivity you know) she was already thinking i was mean. I fear that she turn up psychotic by my fault (she's doing some speed) and seem in denial of her own diagnostic, she told me it was a thing her ex had made up.
(Sadly i could tell otherwise, i'm not a psy but it fit her pretty well and before her denial she was doing great in her life, she was the one who told me she bpd)

Could it was my fault ? Did anyone ever put you in situation where nothing made sense ? Sorry if it dumb but i just hope i did not broke her..