I'm not thankful for anything. Life is shit right now. Never had a gf in my entire life nor have I ever had a girl show interest in me at all. My family is struggling to pay the bills and all our time goes to school or work. We aren't living we're just surviving right now. There's nothing indicating that things will change. Life is just an endless abyss where our lives get sucked into it with no way out. All this effort to just survive with no reason to keep going on.