Hi, I'm 23, i don't drink, and i try my best to be far away from people that are intoxicated or stuff like that, especially if its someone from my family. The reason? Simple, i feel like I'm gonna get raped. I always have like a thousand eyes during parties because it just scares me to death, do i have a trauma of something that i do not rememeber? Why do i  specifically feel like I'm gonna get raped? Pls help me