I always thought that I wouldn't ever act on my thoughts. As the days go on, it's something I'm starting to seriously consider.

I only go outside when it's absolutely necessary. I don't meet up with my friends anymore, even when they ask me repeatedly. I'm so tired all the time, it doesn't matter how much I sleep. I can barely keep up with my schoolwork. My depression has only gotten worse and nothing will change what's causing it. I can't talk to anyone, they wouldn't be able to help me and they would just feel bad.

I just want to be happy. I don't think I ever will be. This sucks, get me out.