So this is embarrassing, but became a germaphobe after having my daughter,  extremely ppd and ppa, then covid hit, so that occurred.  I am seeing a therapist and trying to work through it, but they think its part trauma induced as well. One of my issues is raw meat and my husband cooking. He just wipes things down with water and says its fine. We he said he is making tacos tonight. I see the package has some meat blood already and nervous. He won't let me cook it and take care of it and I need to get over it and quit living in fear and mentioned again water takes care of it and won't wash hands after. Yet, says he is capable of cooking. This is causing me anxiety because  I try to talk to him about this and stuff like that and he gets mad and saud quit living in fear. I say other people don't just clean with water and wash their hands. Then I get yelled at to stop and he is going to keep living his happy life and I can join him or not. There is more obviously to all of this, but typing fast and just don't know what to do. I have a 2 year old daughter and 28 weeks pregnant as well, so that adds to stress. Thank you for listening.