The bare minimum makes me exhausted. Feels like I’m surviving not living. Everything I do is so I don’t lose it all and kill myself. 

Wish people knew that I’m trying my best. I’m giving it my all because I have a family that needs me. Believe me everyday I want to cave in and just end it. But I just can’t, and that’s the hardest part. It’s a constant battle in my head that I can’t escape. I’m in so much pain of which I don’t know how to fix.