things that happened i feel like i imagined, symptoms I feel like i'm doing it for attention and even my own diagnoses I don't rlly think are real. try to have people validate them and reassure me but i guess it can get kind of annoying. with my diagnosis, even though I tick the requirements and have moments where it is very apparent it is a thing, still feel it's not real and i'm making it up because want the attention. a lot of providers have told me it's a bad thing to label my diagnosis on me and understand sorta, but i feel like it helps to see it written by a provider on paper. my psychiatrist feels it's not necessary because it has nothing to do with medication. 

I feel like a hollow robot. i don't feel real, nothing is real and spiral trying to figure everything out