i’m very thankful for masks and at first i really liked not going anywhere because it did wonders for my social anxiety. 

but i cannot hear anyone talking about the vaccine anymore. or quarantine or covid itself or anything that has anything to do with it. 

i cant take it anymore i get a small panic attack every time someone asks me if i got the vaccine, or when everything is closed and i can’t get something i ran out of. 

just the thought of this thing lasting more than another year makes me wanna die. 

i just need to watch a movie in the cinema. go to a restaurant, buy some makeup.. go on a vacation somewhere far far away from here as far as possible. i cant take it anymore