It hurts when I speak to you and you don't reply. But you'll reply to your friends.

It hurts when it always feels like me giving you affection and love and I don't get any in return.

It hurts when I tell you how I feel about you and us and you barely respond and then I feel stupid.

It hurts when you don't communicate with me. 

It hurts because I love you so much, and I don't feel like you do so much back.

But then, I have BPD. All my emotions, thoughts, feelings are exaggerated and jumbled. Nothing in my head makes sense. I scrutinise all the time and only focus on the bad things. So maybe our relationship is really good and I somehow can't see it. 

Or am I actually right?  I don't know if it's me overreacting as usual or if there actually is an issue.

I've told you all this already. But you barely responded to me. 

It hurts man 