I don't even know what to say. Just fuck it all to hell. This fuckin planet, I swear. Can we please get some nukes dropped on every sq in? Don't worry, it'd bring me joy, so you know that shit will never happen. I'll settle for a pile of fentanyl to OD in though. That's an acceptable alternative.

For fucks sakes. I need a break. "I picked this from an Afghan field myself" "motherfucker, lace the shit. I don't want this good shit. Kill me good. What am I gonna do with this? Not in the mood to feel good for an hour." I need the location to a damn seedy, shady, " I think he's literally a shadow" dealer. Story of my fuckin life.  How the hell so many people finding drugs that accidentally kill em? Oh, but when I did drugs, and wanted em, "is this sugar? Siiiggghhhh" Nobody was hand picking shit then.

This planet, man. You try and you try, and just goes down the shitter on a regular basis.