What is wrong with me!? I've been snapping at my boyfriend and his kids for two days! He has two toddlers and a 9-year-old. I love all four of them to death, but I've felt so angry lately. When I learned that I had BPD a little over a year ago, I was told that most people had issues with anger, but that everyone was different. I have NEVER had issues with anger! I'm moody, I've been throwing up for a few days, but I just keep telling him that I don't feel well. I worry that I'm pregnant, but it's impossible. He's had a vasectomy.....it is impossible, right? Oh, what am I thinking? Of course, I'm not pregnant! I just hope to get pregnant, but he doesn't want anymore. He won't even ask me to marry him and we've been together for 2 years! I stay at home all day, depressed, and wait for him to come home to talk and complain at me about the house being dirty. I don't have the motivation to clean anymore. Why? Is it the meds? I've been taking them for a little over a month....but didn't start feeling this way until recently. What could it be...am I turning into my abusive mother? Please, if you have any advice, I would be very grateful. 


This is the webpage to my other post about me.

https://www.reddit.com/r/BPD/comments/4hll9s/about_me_trigger_warning/
