When I was around 7 years old I was molested by my cousin who is only two years older than me. Obviously, she had been molested too for her to even be able to have the knowledge and capacity to molest me at that age. When I told my parents a few years later because I couldn’t stop thinking about it and feeling dirty and guilty, they brushed it off. When discussing it now they say they didn’t realize what I was trying to tell them. My parents, however, love me and I know they do. But growing up, my best friends parents just showed their love so much more clearly. They were affectionate and her dad was always home for dinner and they just adored her. I didn’t feel that way at my house, because my parents just aren’t like that. Now I can understand that but when I was younger I didn’t. Anyway, this is all an analysis on what may have caused my BPD but i feel like it isn’t enough. Like my traumas aren’t traumatic enough. Idk. Does anyone ever feel the same about their childhoods and diagnosis?