Idk if this is even because of my bpd of what but I am extremely motivated and fast at work but Everytime I'm at home, I don't think about cleaning or anything like that and it's taking a toll on my relationship. My husband thinks I'm lazy and it's gotten so bad I'm working 3 jobs just so I don't have to be home to deal with it.... Does anyone have any experience with this and did anything that helped them?