I’ve split on someone hardcore. I hate them with so much passion. I can’t control it. I got black out drunk a few nights ago and ended up trashing their room and sending a really vile message to them (they’re my housemate) and now I’m the monster and she’s the victim. She’s manipulative and loves to be the center of attention. Now she’s told all of our friends what happened and everyone hates me and is comforting to her every need. I can’t handle this feeling of hatred within. She knows exactly what she’s doing. I’m now alone and she has everyone. I live with this girl and don’t know how to cope. Every single little thing she does makes me want to punch her in the face and I can’t help this feeling. She’s saying she’s going to move out and leave me and my other 2 housemates because of what happened and now they’re stressed because we can’t afford a 4 bedroom. I’m just so angry and stressed. What can I do?