i literally can't stand feeling embarrassed. it is so, so overwhelming for me, i will freak out and want to die. i know that explosion probably comes off as overreacting but the shame i feel in my core is just too much. if i am embarrassed i will shut down, panic, and overheat, and it takes me hours (if not the whole day) to get me back to feeling alright. i don't know why it hits so hard but it really really sucks to endure

DAE feel the same?