So I previously had this psychiatrist that I went to for medication and he was listening to nothing I say or suggested for myself I’m currently taking 0.5 mg like wtf what is 0.5 gonna do for me? Anything with the number zero in it isn’t gonna help you I’m sorry but that’s the truth. So tomorrow I have another psychiatrist appointment with. A completely different doctor in a different building and my anxiety is really bad like my anxiety keeps me home type bad u wouldn’t understand if I told you like it affects me physically all my friends ask” why are you shaking” and u know it’s bad once ppl can notice. Anyways so I have this appointment tomorrow and I really want to try Xanax considering I’ve tried almost every medication for anxiety in the book busporin,duloxetine,dizepeme,etc and now that it’s getting this bad I suggest myself to either try Xanax or diazepam or even some Ativan and no I’m not a drug seeker and that’s what most of you probably think. some people aren’t druggies and actually want/need  help so it’s not fair to us to be judged cuz of certain types of people. My previous doctor gave me the weakest meds in the universe smh he gave me hydroxyzine to take and I broke out in hives all over my legs and I’m gonna show the new psychiatrist that too. I’m asking for opinions plz don’t come in my comments saying “oh these drugs are very addictive” Because I know that I’m aware their addicting but like I said not everyone’s a drug seeker smh but yea give me advice on what to say to this guy