I am 26F and lived in my home city for my entire life until last year. I moved to NYC which is a few hours away from my home. I have interned here in the past and loved it with all my heart, but I feel so torn now that my parents are getting order. They are 61 and 62 and I worry that by moving away I am losing precious time with them or that something will happen and I won’t be there. We are very close. It makes me want to move back home and eradicate this guilt, but every time I am home I am ready to get back to the city. Life is confusing.