I just called in sick from work for tomorrow’s shift. I feel like I needed a day off to take care of myself and rest. It’s the kind of place that runs 24/7 (hospital) and that allows me to call at any time of the night to do so. Figured I wouldn’t have to talk to my boss if I called at 1 am. But now I’m filled with guilt and anxiety and I fear I will not enjoy myself tomorrow like I planned to.  

I guess I just need someone to tell me it’s going to be ok and that I made the right move? 

Having anxiety issues and working in a hospital constantly surrounded by people, during this pandemic, is a freaking constant battle I have to fight  everyday. It’s exhausting. I have depression symptoms and suicidal ideations coming back to me on top of my usual anxiety ( I thought I was done with the depression) and I just want to take a day to lay in bed and do nothing... 

Help?