Here’s a recap of my 2022:

- tried to kill myself 
- held in a mental hospital against my will 
- lost a bunch of money 
- girlfriend left me (and is with another dude now I guess) 
- failing in school 

I’ve been skipping out on work a lot recently because I have no desire or urge to do anything. I just want to sleep. I’m becoming more angry and homicidal again, I go to counseling, take meds, have a support system, etc. 

The only thing I’m looking forward to this year is the Batman game and films coming out, other than that, it’s like what the fuck. I go days without showering. I’m tempted to buy a shotgun in a couple months when I turn 18 and call it quits. I don’t want to be in this world.