I lost my ex 4 years ago I still think of her and now I’m at my breaking point I lay alone in bed and cry to sleep I’ve tried getting with girls but I’m fat and no one wants me she loved me for who I was but she broke me into a million pieces I’v been suicidal for a month now and I don’t know wat to do I miss her so much and if by any chance u read this Cierra dawn Porter I’m sry for everything and I really do love and miss u I’ll do anything to have u back