I’ve posted about this before but it’s getting worst.
I have an attachment problem with my boyfriend, we’ve spent every day, almost every hour of the day together since we started dating.
Last night, we were staying by a friends house; we were supposed to stay the night but last minute my boyfriend had to leave. As soon as he was gone, i felt like breaking down. I wouldn’t say it was a feeling of dread, but a large rush of just emotion over took me. When i fell asleep i was crying quietly as to not make my other friend think something was wrong. I kept waking up in the middle of the night feeling like shit, i missed him deeply despite him only being gone for a few hours. 
I thought i was winning, i thought i was getting better but this happens and now i can’t get out of it. On Tuesday I’m going to see a doctor, I’m hoping he can convince my parents to take me to a mental health specialist or something. I really feel like shit guys, I’m trying to do what i usually do to calm down but it doesn’t work.