28 M here, not sure if I would call this feeling "depression" but for the past few years I fell alone and unlovable.
I have a house and a close family that I do love and they love me too, I have "friends/people I know" and I work out.

Yet, this feeling of loneliness, emptiness and unfulfillment never goes away.

I don't like it but that's how I feel and I have tried to get better on my own and it just doesn't happen.

I'm tired of being let down by others and by myself.

Just fucking tired...