Life is bullshit, I cant take it anymore. I so would of killed my self already but I'm a damn pussy, I plan it and then get ready to do it. Then I don't and I don't know why I just cant do it for some reason Its been like this probably since my 14th birthday (yeah Ik how can someone so young wanna die that's what everyone says, I'm 16 now). I'm diagnosed severe depression and anxiety, But my family thinks I'm just "attention seeking" so I cant talk to them about anything, And I cant talk about it to my "friends" even if I wanted to its to hard. I've gone back to self harm and I just want the pain to stop please help make it stop.