To clarify, I’m FTM, 5 months on test. Was never diagnosed with BPD but showed strong signs and symptoms for years.

I used to be extremely clingy and dependent on others, my mood swings would go up and down in an instant, my fear of people randomly leaving me or hating me was through the roof, the list goes on. Though I never got a proper diagnosis I indicated strong signs of bpd and dealt with an anxious attachment disorder. 5 months ago I started testosterone and within roughly 2 months nearly all of these symptoms completely vanished. I have not dealt with mood swings in months, not even the described “roid rage” that many have said to experience. I have absolutely no fear of abandonment anymore, I don’t even rely on others. 

Has anyone else experienced this? Is this even possible? Did trt really do what months and months of therapy never could?