I broke up with my bf because for 9 months he never told me that he loved me. At the beginning I told him, but he used to answer that he didn’t. Plus he called me crazy many times, he really can’t be kind or supportive (for me, but he thought he was supportive). He often belittled me, told me I was ugly and fat, unlovable, but other times he was so sweet. Now, after many months I was tired of not having a supportive bf so I used tinder as a way to have a temporary new obsession on a guy and I dumped my bf. Now after few days he told me that he did loved me, but he didn’t want to tell that to me, because for him love is something that has to be cared and grown with much care until is so strong that he can’t keep it inside and have to tell me. And also told me that with my craziness I made his new born love fade away. Now he doesn’t love me anymore, he feels something but not love. I don’t know what to do. I just wanted to love him and to be loved. I feel that I want text him and tell him that I miss him but ai don’t know what to do. Was I crazy and unlovable? Should I let him go? Did I waste everything with my craziness?