For the record I'm a "straight" male, and recently my best friend made a move on me as a joke and I really liked it, we flirted alot after that and exchanged photos and such but today I feel like when I made the move he wasn't interested at all, like he went quite and stopped talking to me

We flirt very obviously around our friends (it's like 5 of us hanging out talking every day) and when it's just us it's a lot different then the jokes that our friends think we're just joking about

Idek why I'm posting this just sad and feel like shit... Also doesn't help that I hate myself for feeling this way about a man