I went to the ER recently. While I was waiting for treatment, my sister was tapping away on her phone talking to our mom. 

When the ordeal was over with, I went through her phone and watched her call me weird and talk all kinds of shit about how she would rather be doing anything else than hanging out with me and being "stuck with me."

I debated whether I should say anything, but ultimately, I did. 

I freaked out, told her she was terrible and that I wished I could break off constant with everyone in the family for being so disrespectful and hateful behind my back.

Of course, they were mad I looked at their private conversation. 

&amp;#x200B;

While I know I'm in the wrong for looking, I still feel I have a right to be angry at them.  I suspected they were running their mouths and only pretending to support me. Turns out, I was right. Fuck them, even if I was in the wrong. I feel utterly unlovable, like I'm the family's joke.