Although I'm already aware that my psych is one of the most incompetent, negligent, and condescending doctors I've ever seen, I was shocked when I learned in the hospital that he falsely and in secret diagnosed me with some type of personality disorder (that I avoid distress on purpose). 

I spoke with a new therapist today and he believed in the diagnosis with no questions asked. I explained as best as I could why I am mentally and emotionally overwhelmed and how painful it is to do the smallest things, but he simply agreed with the, "you're just avoiding distress" misdiagnosis and urged me to see him in-person even though I can barely leave my home. 

So now everyone with access to my NetCare file, including my future second-opinion psychiatrist, will see this problematic misdiagnosis and misjudge me as a person who is refusing to go through a little bit of distress, when in fact they have no clue how crippled I really am. It's made me feel very worried and angry.