I want to know if your experiences with smoking weed has helped you manage your BPD at all?

In my personal experience its the miracle drug for me. I dont want to be on any medications. However, weed instantly relaxes me. If im pissed off its better to just smoke and calm down. My reaction time is slowed so I don't react out of instant emotion. I have time to take it all in. I become more laid back and easy going. Without it Im a high strung crazy lady. My boyfriend says he likes me better when I smoke too. Yes, smoking too much can cause panic attacks but Im a 1-3 puff person then Im good. I dont have abuse problems. I can't drink because im allergic and I could stop smoking right now if I had to. I literally only smoke to self medicate. (By smoke- I vape it bc im paranoid about my lung health)

Is it just me or do other people have these experiences too?