Just when I thought things were starting to get better everything cam crashing down on top of me. I think I'm just going to have to accept that this is how I will feel forever. If I can't kill myself then this is how I'll have to be. I built my whole life around my ex and now I don't know what to do. I haven't felt this worthless before. This is how I am now and I hate it but it is what it is.