Like the title says when is the time to go to a hospital.  I don't know if this is the place to even ask that I just don't know what to do at this point.

I get a normal amount of sleep every night but I have to force myself to not keep sleeping after I see my girlfriend out for the day.  This is getting harder and harder to do.

I find zero enjoyment in any of the things I like.

My showering and teeth brushing is down to maybe once a week at this point.

My eatting is rather irregular.  It feels like I force myself to eat rather then being hungry.

I'm not crying all that often but I am easily upset.  I tend to be more angry then anything else.  Followed by crying.  I almost assaulted my girlfriend in anger the other night.

I'm not specifically suicidal but I think that's just because of the anti depressants I am taking.  I think they are doing just enough to prevent that.  However I do have a constant feeling of just not wanting to exist anymore.  Feeling hopeless and that the world would be better off without me.

I don't know if that's enough to go to a hospital.  I cant afford to go to my normal psych doctor because my insurance deductible is so high same goes for therapy.