I (21F) have been struggling with bad mental health issues for almost half of my life. It's been one year since i finished school and now i'm studying at uni. My depression and social anxiety make it extremely hard to just get my studying done, but my parents also put so much pressure on me to find a job. 

Normally i would get a job to support them financially while i still live with them or even move into my own place. But my anxiety make it almost impossible to even go to a job interview. Recently i even got my first job, but i had a very bad mental breakdown on the first day, so i left and never showed up again.

I feel so ashamed for not being able to keep a job, i feel lazy because i'm already overwhelmed with a little studying. My parents keep telling me that they easily managed to do it when they were young. I feel like a failure and a waste of space.

Therapy and medication haven't been helping either. I try very hard to eat right, i eat no processed food and i eat enough vegetables, i even cut out sugar. I want to go for daily walks and pick up some sort of activity, but i simply don't have the energy. When will it get better