Today, I finally messaged my doctor to start seeking treatment. I have never been diagnosed with bpd, but the criteria fits like a glove. I have always been able to manage my issues on my own, since they came and went, but now they have been crippling for the last 6 months, and I finally couldn't take it anymore. I am going to see if she will prescribe me some medication for my depressive issues and refer me to therapy for general mental health problems, and hopefully I can start unraveling my issues!