For the past 4-5 months I’ve been dealing with stretches of like intense depression and then it switches like night and day and for a period of 3 days to a little over a week I have these days where I feel confident as hell and everything seems beautiful and I have endless energy. My memory is fading like whispy clouds. I can’t really remember in detail what happened four days ago other than solid facts like I was at work or other stuff like that. I searched up some red markers for it and I’ve matched quite a few of them and idk if I should try to get professional help. I’m 17 and I can feel rn that feeling of confidence and this feeling like I can do anything is fading.