Does anyone else feel like no one actually likes them, they’re just…trying to avoid conflict?  Or pretending?  I feel like I’m screaming and they hear me but don’t care. They make excuses for peoples behavior and make it seem like going through this is part of being in a family or a good person.  But I’m drowning. I’m saying I’m drowning.  They either don’t believe me or they don’t care.  My suffering is acceptable.  I’m beginning to feel like I’m not even real.  I can’t stop crying.  I’m so tired.