I KNOW I'm not in a relationship with these people but I go through month long phases where I'm obsessed with one particular actress or some other famous person but most likely an actress because I'm basic like that. And during this month I follow them on all my social media accounts, I watch anything they're on that's streaming, I'll spend hours going through tweets and pictures. And have these intense fantasies of being with them or knowing them. And then after about a month I'll completely lose interest. Like I'll completely move on. And sometimes I'll even become silently resentful towards them for maybe something I read in an interview or even a conspiracy floating around online about them. It feels so ridiculous a lot of the times.

Is this a thing for anyone else?


Also, this place is pretty cool. Seeing so many people dealing with all the same things I've struggled with for years is just like being seen for the first time.