I just filmed my older brother talking to my younger brother.

My older brother terrifies me. He’s scarily paranoid, like so delusional. He thinks people who don’t care about him plan to stalk him or break into our house.

But what I filmed was my older brother discussing to my young brother about how they could break into my younger brothers friends house, kill his parents and make him rape his brother in front of him.

My younger brother was clearly uncomfortable. He then mentioned they could also do it to his other friend, he says this while giggling. He does this thing where he’ll be silent and burst out into laughter very loud, like a maniac.

He owns multiple knifes and he sleeps less than a metre away from me. I’m honestly afraid he’ll kill me and the family. He justifies how he talks. He said to my brother “no but it’s normal to be this fucked up to protect the people you love.” Or “it’s normal to be this fucked up because of the life I’ve had” 

You can hear the joy in his voice while he says this, as if he’s proud. He also does this thing where he’ll whisper about half the things he says even though no one’s around to hear anything, like he’s paranoid.

I swear he just keeps getting worse. He would never consider therapy. He’ll tell you planned out stories of how to kill people and he’ll say “no I just like how we’re so in control that we could do that”

I hope he goes off and gets himself killed. I honestly beg. Please god just let him be killed.