I’m so scared of going to the bathroom because I think I’ve developed a hemorrhoid. I’m so scared by the thought of going into the bathroom and seeing blood. I already had a little bit of bathroom anxiety before this, and this only amplified it....Plus I mentioned it to my grandmother, and she said to give it a couple of days and wait to see if the bleeding goes away, and if not I can go to a doctor. That’s not even what I’m scared about. She said even though it was gross, next time I had a bowel movement she would like to see it, to see how much blood it is. I’m so anxious about that I don’t even want to do it.