I’m confused. I don’t know if I’m coming or going, don’t know if I’m getting worse or better. I don’t know if I’m reaching out or I’m sinking. I just want some seconds of peace. I just want to be free from this, even for a minute. I know the quick fixes won’t help me, alcohol and dope and all that stuff won’t work. I ain’t willing to give up on myself, but I just don’t know how to get out of here. I want to see the way out, but i can’t. I just hope things get better with medication, I work out, I meditate. I try to do my best, but I’m scared my best will never be enough against this.