he couldnt handle living with me. yesteray we had a fight and he denied my trauma. i hcouldn't handle it and i smashed a cup and said i wanted to kill myself. weve had this argument millions of times. he told me hes gonna die one day and i have to take responsibility for my own actions. and today he left. i am so confused and i dont know what feelings are reall anymore. he bascially explained my own trauma to me that he caused and i just feel empty inside and part of me is scared that i agree with him and its really hard. if anyone else has experienced anything like this it would help a lot