It's been 3 months since my best friend told me she doesn't want to talk to me anymore and the pain feels worse than ever. We spoke once recently and she told me her boyfriend told her not to talk to me. I feel so devastated and heartbroken like I will never move on. I know it's over and we'll never be friends again I just dont know how to stop hurting over that fact. She's the only one in this world who has ever truly known me. I feel so hurt and abandoned and attached it's so ugly and unhealthy.