Nobody in my family cares about me and treats me like an outcast, the same applies to school and I got bullied pretty bad. Whenever I try to tell my parents that i dont feel right they just tell me im acting sad for attention or just scoff. I only have 1 friend and we barley talk, and my life feels so meaningless at this point. Its been this viscous cycle of me panicking and getting flashbacks from school and other stuff and I feel like I cant do anything but just slowly deteriorate and contemplate suicide. Im so fucking cowardly i can barely make a reddit post without feeling afraid im gonna get downvoted or something