My therapist doesn't like to hand me diagnoses on a platter, he will mention them and let me come to my conclusions and then ask him.  Probably my borderline denial or narcissism or whatever.  Anyways, he mentioned schizophrenics grow up in homes like the one I did (I love you/I hate you type parents etc.)  I have seen that BPD and S are similar, but I am wondering if I am leaning more toward the schizophrenia side of things.  Talk about a devastating realization.  I know I've had hallucinations, terror, sleep disturbance, delusions, and extreme paranoia, but I am starting to really admit to myself how debilitating this is for me and has been for a while.  Anyways, just curious to know if anyone else here has been diagnosed schizophrenia or somewhere on the continuum and co-occurring with BPD.  Thank you. edit: missing a word