Idk how to feel about telling hundreds of people this but I feel like life’s pointless.My family has been broken and apart since I was born.My Beloved grandpa died and then four months later my dad passed away.I had no comfort from my mother she’s just a drug addict with no care for her children,but I never felt anything when I was told my dad passed.It was only when I saw his dead body when I broke into tears.I need help