I’m curious of any one else find themself struggling a lot with memory? And it’s mostly, if not completely trauma that I remember. I’ve notice in friendships and in my last relationship, I’d forget certain things. And then I feel like they think I’m lying but I’ve 100% truly forgotten. But I could tell you vice details of my trauma. I don’t want to remember these things. I want nothing more but to be wiped of them. I feel like I’d be able to grow more if I did. I feel like my memory loss has gotten really bad, especially recently. 

Even with daily/other stuff with myself. I have to text myself or write things down/text shit to MYSELF to remind myself of things. 

I just want to know if anyone else with bpd deals with this or something I should look more into this being something else. 

I also take lamtical and Effexor xr.