I feel I will never be good enough compared to others I feel everything I say, everything I do and everything I am is never good enough for others to accept me. It's not really the case that everybody hates me, it's more that I feel undervalued or underappreciated.

Honestly all I want to do is prove everyone wrong and show them how great I can be, and then I want to be able to improve everything around me, instead of just watching life from the sidelines, because right life seems so twisted, but I'm starting to doubt that, and maybe I the one who's twisted since everyone seems to deal with it gracefull, while I'm here complaining.

I'm left feeling worthless about who I am, my body even the way I express myself , and I can never seem to make sense of it all. I feel this post is a testimony in a way to all of that.