I feel like when I'm not wanting to be present in life. I will take up to 4mg or more of Clonazepam to tranquilize myself or to put myself to sleep for hours on end. At one point I was getting Seroquil from a friend because it would make me sleep all day. 
Yesterday I took about 10 0.5mg tablets of clonazepam. Kind of still wanting to take more to sleep more. 

