I thought I finally started a relationship where I won't become over dependent on them for happiness but suddenly I'm just getting these extreme thoughts of jealousy. Just constantly comparing myself to my partner and their achievements and how I feel worse. Then these overwhelming feelings of doubt that this relationship is going to go sour like the ones prior and that I'm going to manipulate her. I know they also have their own issues and I feel like I'm too much of a burden for their mental health to handle. It was so good in the beginning because I felt happy but as soon as my mood has turned sour all these thoughts kind of just exploded. The last thing I want to do is break things off. This will probably all pass in a week.

Sorry I just felt like I needed to rant, you can input if you've had any similar experiences.