I wake up lonely and sad. I miss having someone to care for me and a relationship. She’s fine and with other people already and I’m here wallowing and getting worse. I feel like I’m in a pit. These emotions won’t just go away. I don’t have anything to distract myself with. I’m having unhealthy bad fantasies. I wish someone cared. Waking up is the worst. My heart and soul hurts. I miss you.