im not seeking medical advice. 

i havent been able to go to the psychiatrist since the beginning of August because they keep re-scheduling me. the next closest appointment they have for me is December 16. 

things have been really rough mentally. for a while now, since end of september. 

ive been going to this psychiatrist for years and i know they will just increase my dose and tell me to go to therapy. 

i'm on bupropion 200mg and Subvenite 150mg. im gonna start taking an extra half of a pill. because i cant live like this. 

im not seeking medical advice.