I’m 23, I’m in the military , I was moved from my girlfriend a few months ago, the other day I noticed she was being distant. So I brought it up , this girl btw rebuilt me from how broken I was. She then said she didn’t see how it was going to work and was unhappy I was broken, like soemthing inside me was gone, the last of what I had the will I had snapped she called me like 2 hours after then crying, saying she thought about it. And wants to stay together but I tried to speak to her about how I feel about this situation and she says let’s just move forward it broke me, now today it’s barely answering and just doesn’t feel right. On top of that my sister od’d and was aspirating (puking into her lungs) my mom called me crying who is on the other side of the country, I feel like I’m living 3 lives, my car broke down and now I’m low on money. I’m just really broken I don’t want to live I want to die I want this all gone I’m numb I’m cold and I’m tired, if there is someone going through some heavy depression right now please reach out