I feel my friends gave up on me , they think i am the depressed guy who hates anything happy , i have to think twice before i tell them anything anymore , they either make it about themselves or make me the culprit but when they suffer the same i should just pretend that my feeling aren't valid , they also make fun of me because I am bi , they blamed me for getting groomed , they blame me for being sad , they blame me for everything wrong , they hate me ig , i feel like i have been replaced in my own friends group , i love them but i can't bare talking to them anymore.