In my 21 years of living, Never have I had everything that I feel, expressed from other people. I felt so alone, I still feel fucking insane. I think it is clear that my struggle is attributed to this diagnosis. I'm not asking for one, I am getting help this week. I am nervous the therapist wont believe me, or my boyfriend won't believe me. I am so SO lost, I am so close to just not holding on anymore I am glad that I found this place. Everything I feel, is being said here. And people understand. I feel trapped and I am the one trapping myself. I'm rambling but it feels good to get it out, I can't string together what I want to say coherently.