In the last few months I'v been diagnosed with BiPolar after having a major episode that put my life on hold for a week. Since then I've had great medical care and am quite stable. A little TOO stable in fact. I find myself not caring about getting lost in thoughts anymore. I don't crave anything the way I used to. Some of that is very good as there were bad habits being fueled by my BiPolar I think.

However it seems my mind is constantly in this neutral / 'whats the point' / 'blah' feeling about everything. I can do stuff, hobbies etc no problem just feels like there's no joy in doing stuff anymore. They feel like practical tasks and that's it. I've even purposefully not taken my medication some days so I can feel like I'm not in a mental straight jacket for a while.

Can anyone else comment? Did you get your medication dosage adjusted or is this part of 'un-eventful' life now? ... LoL