So I noticed that I become extremely negative whenever I start splitting. I’ll pick at little things that my friends/family/fp might like or say mean things to them. Sometimes I’m extremely apathetic or indifferent and I imagine they hate me for it (I would if I was them).
I haven’t figured out why I attack the things that other people love when I split but I’ve been practicing self control (unsuccessfully) bc most times I’m actually pretty open minded and love to hear people talk about their passions.

Is anyone else like this or am I just mean??