It’s hard for me to understand other people’s brains sometimes. I know that people with bpd have unhealthy attachments and constantly want to love and be loved, but isn’t that a natural human instinct?
When I Love I love hard. My boyfriend is moving away and he told me he doesn’t want to do long distance and things it’s best if we aren’t together anymore. This is breaking my heart. I know we haven’t been together for a long time but he tells me he loves me and cares about me a lot. He also hasn’t been in a relationship in five years and for me that seems like a long time and if he found this now why would he want to give it up?
I just don’t know how to understand it. I feel like some people just don’t care about relationships or love when I go from relationship to relationship. 
I’m not saying that every person I’ve been with I’ve loved but when I have and I do, I’d do almost anything to not let it go. 