Double jaw surgery this past Monday. It went fine and recovery is not as bad as I imagined it would be.

Just here to farm some karma... or... idk if anyone will care really... almost nobody cared when I tried to post about it beforehand so... idk

What I was most worried about was if I would have a panic attack right before the surgery... I don't really have noticable anxiety in my daily life but this made me think and put my diagnosis into perspective of how my mind has been treacherous to me before with psychosis 3 times so I didn't know if my mind would betray me again with panic and the whole procedure would be cancelled... this has been a process of 4 years with braces and appointments to the hospital so it would be many money out the window if you look at the numbers.

Well, before the surgeon could okay the surgery some years ago he had to check my background with sz. I guess he found me functioning.

I can officially call myself high functioning sz. This will be a major boost to my confidence once the whole healing is complete... who am I kidding... It's already a major boost... I so proud of myself