Recently I've been losing alot of friends and I'm not sure if it's me.

Today I told my best friend of over a year that I no longer wanna be friends because of the way they treat me. Now I know this sounds like a them issue but maybe there's something wrong with me? Maybe my expectations of a friendship are too high? My support system is proud of me for cutting off the friendship as they deemed it also toxic but I just feel lost. I feel like no matter who I let into my life they all just leave so whats the point? How do I maintain a healthy friendship with someone? How do adults make friends? Its so hard to find people around me because I never leave my house. I feel like I'm stuck and I'm not sure where to go from here.

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On the plus side, I'm using the hurt from this loss to clean my room so yay for me i guess.