hey im rlly sorry if thiz is stupid but im drunk (not alcohol abuse just a nighy out) but i feel like you ppl are the only ppl i csn talk to but i just kissed a guy and he said he loved me and ive been crushing so hard on him and he kissed me several times and then he was saying oh sry im just drnk i dont feel shit for you and i cried and im suicidal and this always fuckinh happens to me im always only good for 1 night whike i know he respects me but why am i only good to entertain guys when theyre bored or drunk while i actually fuckimg love them i fucking haye myself so much its no use anymore and for anyone wondering im probably safe ily