My parent knew what was happening to me. They knew but all they said "she is just sad and is being overdramatic." They had been saying this for about 10 years now at least. They said it yesterday too when my little sister said  that I need medical attention since I almost ended my life but really the brushed it off and said it would pass and that I was overdramatic and I sat there and all I said was " Even my own parents don't believe me. YOU GUYS THINK DEPRESSION IS EASY TO GET THROUGH?! SCREW ALL OF YOU GUYS. YOU ALL GET BOTHERED BY MY PAIN AND DEPRESSION YET IT WAS ALL OF YOU WHO MADE ME LIKE THIS. YOU CALLED ME OVERDRAMATIC OTHERS CALLED ME A MONSTER AND WANTS ME TO APOLOGIZE BUT WHY THE HELL SHOULD I WHEN YOU TURNED ME INTO ONE!" I never cried before but I did and I said " Funny thing is I am proud of my heart because no matter how much it got hurt, stabbed , shot, cheated or burned, played somehow manages to keep beating."