Now, it s almost 10 am and I have been sitting in my room for 3 hours waiting for a moment to simply walk 5 meters to the bathroom so I can shower and get ready for the day. But I just cant. I have this weird thing about that I have to make my bed, shower, brush teeth and hair, get dressed, do makeup, drink 2dL water, take vitamins and check outside twmperature before I can see or talk to anyone or anyone can see or talk to me. If that happens, I freak out and I feel horrible the rest of the day. The reason I have been in my room for so long today is because my mom is working with something on the computer in the kitchen. The problem is that I will see her and she will see me as I walk out of my room. About an hour ago someone went out the outside door. I thought it was mom, so I opened my door to go outside, but she was still sitting there. I panicked and slammed my door and had a breakdown. This happens amost every saturday and sunday and I am so sick of it. (I am not blaming my parents). This has been an issue for me for about 7 years, but it has been worse lately. I like getting up early. That is the only way I can feel sucsess. And when I dont get ready before 7 am, I feel bad the rest of the day. I dont know how to deal with this anymore. The weekdays are already stressful for other reasons, but this issue makes me hate the weekends as well. How can I fix this? And why am I having this issue?