Hi,

I believe that she has made me her ex because I think she was splitting over the last couple of months. We had a relationship for about 4 years. I believe she has BPD or Bipolar, but it hasn't been diagnosed yet. She has been diagnosed by her psychologist with PTSS and ADHD/ASD, and she had been given Sertraline (Zoloft) for treatment. I believed this medication induced a manic episode in her, she splitted from me, started hearing voices of angels and could communicate with her deceased grandfather. She was able to telepathically communicate with others.

Of course I had a hard time believing her, even if it was gently, and she would be increasingly mad at me. She kicked me out of the house. I knew her behavior was not normal, so after she kicked me out I got worried. I reached out to her psychologist and the institution she got referred to. It was hard to get information when you have to say you are her ex.

Apparently she got apprehended some time last week. I hadn't spoken to her as she blocked me everywhere and her psychologist recommended me to distance myself. I believe the police has been involved as she is supposed to stand trial sometime in the next couple of weeks. I don't know what exactly transpired, but her friends have reached out to me. My ex had told her friends that I was stalking her. So any time I reached out to them with my concerns about my ex's health, they just wouldn't reply or basically tell me to fuck off.

Right now I'm keeping her parents and close friends informed. I had lived with her through the period building up to the psychosis. It seems she doesn't want to see me. She only keeps asking her attendants for her new "Favorite Person" which she met three weeks ago. He will not answer her calls. I believe she scared him away good. I used to be her Favorite Person before the manic episode, but she pushed me away. So right now I don't know what she thinks of me. I don't know if she wants to speak to me. I don't know if she wants me to visit her. She is in a really bad state of mind. Behind the scenes I'm helping her family and friends with all kinds of things, and helping to manage the mess that is her sudden sectioning.

I dunno what to do. I believe she is now given mood stabilizers or some other form of medication that helps with mania. But yesterday I heard she is still very confused and has extreme mood swings. She talked to some of her friends on the phone who let me know.

What should I do? I truly believe she absolutely demonized me in her head. But I care. It pains me to hear she is in a situation like this. I feel guilty that I should have reached out sooner.