I attempted two days in a row two weeks ago but I was fine and everyone is making such a big deal about it. I’m feeling ok lately and it’s making me so uncomfortable. I’m kinda self sabotaging because I don’t want to get better. I have a lot of therapy appointments set up at different places and the doctors always ask me what my goal is for therapy and I don’t have one. I don’t feel like I need therapy, I have nothing to talk about. I don’t think my attempts were a big deal at all because I woke up and life goes on ya know. I wasn’t taken to the hospital and the truth is I wanted to go. My attempts were genuine, not a cry for attention, I guess I just wanted some validation