I’m going through a period of high anxiety that’s lasted since last November. It’s hard to describe how I feel but imagine you’re looking out of an observation deck on a tall building and your friend pretends to push you over the edge and laughs. That moment where you panic and say ‘don’t do that’ and feel really unnerved is how I’m basically feeling all the time at the minute. Like I’m looking over an edge at something really daunting and feel the need to pull/look away. I can’t take anything right now.