My heart stopped when he told me he thought about killing himself. We are both young so he is home with his family and I had to contact his mother to make sure he told someone. He asked me for space which I respect but that is so hard. I don’t know what to do if I can’t hear his voice saying things are okay. I know he will get help but I care too much. I don’t want to lose him. If he dies, I would probably kill myself. I love him so much and I am so worried and I can’t breathe or sleep and I have been back to stress eating. I really can’t handle this.