I keep getting told I need to socialise more, get out more, and so on. I do enjoy being around people, to a extent, but people are weird. I don't see how my depressed life is worse than the so called normal life.

I've got my share of issues and I take them out on myself, but it seems everyone around me is worse, they just take it out on everyone else, but because of that they're seen as being healthier. I get that it's preventing me from properly participating in society, but when I look around me I can't really see why I would want to be a part of it in the first place.  
 
I don't even know if I've got depression, I've been told I have, but really I just feel in different to everything. Things that bother other people don't bother me, and I'm so vulnerable to people exploiting that, I can't defend myself, so now I simply don't bother.

I don't see myself as being better than anyone, I just don't get why so many people need to try and prove they're better than me.