So I am feeling really bad at the moment. The cause of this is my general mental state, intensified by haven my heart broken and being left alone  by someone I really thought was good for me. It hurts a lot.

I  know that those are pains that will vanish with time and I try to think  of it like that but right now, I just don't know what to do.

Watching  movies or shows doesn't distract me. Gaming doesn't distract me. I  can't focus enough on reading. And worst of all; I got no one to talk  to.

Only work does distract me lately but I have no work days this weekend.

I am scared of how bad the next two days will be. I really need something that can give me some relief from this pain.

Any ideas?