I just had a complete fucking breakdown. I trusted someone who I thought was a friend, and she completely invalidated my fucking illness. I pulled out a friend's wedding (that's this Saturday) because this fucking cunt is also in the wedding party.

To make matters worse, the bride is now hysterical and trying to guilt trip me and her fiance is taking a test for work and can't be reached.

I'm destroying lives and I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. I just spent a half hour cycling between crying and raging. All in front of my daughter, who is awesome at making me feel better. 

I don't need friends. Somehow, my wife is the only one that doesn't hurt me. Everyone else is fucking selfish and petty.