When I (20,F) was younger (around 10) my emotionally abusive dad got into my bed and asked me to read a story out loud to him, even though he knew I hated reading out loud. I started reading and he began shuffling closer to me, I got uncomfortable, closed the book and announced that I was done and ready to sleep and he got up screaming at me and left, slamming my door. I also had a memory resurface of him putting his hand under my clothes to rub my back, which I think he did often but can’t remember. I’ve got very little to no memory from 12 and under and I struggle with BPD and memory issues still. I’ve recently been wondering if there’s a chance there was some other type of abuse that I’ve totally blocked out or if memory issues are common amongst BPD sufferers, but also wasn’t sure if these two memories were normal or not.