I feel so disconnected from everyone. No one interests me, everyone eventually gets on my nerves and I just want to be alone. But I've been alone for so long now, it honestly is not normal and I feel like I'm reaching my breaking point. 

I'm hurting so much right now and nothing can touch it. I can't think of anything that can make things better right now. And tomorrow will be the same, and the day after and the day after. I don't know what to do anymore.