I’m really curious. Actually I shouldn’t say curious because I know the answer. You aren’t familiar with Borderline. You probably haven’t bothered looking into it right?
It really hit me hard whenever I went up to you for the first time and told you I have borderline.
“I wonder where this stuff comes from? Out of nowhere?”
“No. That’s largely dad’s fault”
“You like to blame everything on dad”

What do you think is going to happen to my relationship with y’all when the strongest memories weren’t loving and comforting but they were abuse? Where do you think my difficulties stem from? I understand it’s hard to realize as a parent that you messed up with me but to completely not want to look at it at all determines my relationship with y’all now. Why do you think it was so easy for me to leave? You never stood up for me mom. You never interfered. You always excused him. The only time I felt strong enough to defend myself against an abuser and called the police, you played that victim card hard with telling me you’d have nothing if he went to jail. Fuck you for that because now he’s always beating up on kord and he’ll never stop. Speaking of which, when are you going to help that poor guy? I don’t know how he wakes up everyday not wanting to die.