
I have this problem where I uncontrollably lie about everything even extreme stuf and I know it makes me a terrible person and I hate myself for it.

Whenever I'm talking to someone i probably manage to lie about small to big things atleast once in conversation, the worst lies ive ever told where as follows. I lied to my mom, my friends, my online friends and others and I told them that my friend tried to kill themselves the night before so my mom would feel bad about yelling at me. I also made this whole 4 week fiasco up where I told my friend once that I was at risk of diabetes because they asked me why I was underweight and it kind of spirralled into this big thing where I pretended I had a stomach bug or something that was related to the diabetes and I pretended I was throwing up in the toilets at school 24/7 so I could get out of school work and I even lied to my teacher about it. Only 2 of the times that I said I was throwing up where times where I actually did, and I made myself throwup those 2 times so they don't count. When I seem boring normally I'll lie to make myself seem more interesting, I massively blow things out of perportion and i dangerously overexaggerate everything. I practice lying to myself in the mirror and pretend to manipulate people into not thinking im a bad person if they catch my lie and constantly gaslight and manipulate the people around me and I hate it so much because all I want to be able to do is live a life where im not constantly lying about everything to everyone.

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Why am i like this and how do i stop being like this