I can' t hold it any longer. Ich will commit suicide. I am sick of hurting the people I love. I am sick of hurting myself. One last pain and this world is going to be a better place. I am sorry for the damage I have done, I am sorry for the damage I am going to do. I have lost all hope. Everyone has the right to abandonend me. I am a toxic Person and I am too weak to change myself. My emotions are to harsh.