I've recently been given a few samples of tavor to help me in acute breakdown situations.

I've taken 1mg a few times, not on consecutive days. I've noticed it numbs my feelings down to the point where resting bitch face becomes my hole personality.

I don't necessarily dislike it, especially if the Alternative would be a hysterical breakdown with aggression against myself and possible others.

I feel this numbness is often acconpanied by some kind of recklessness. I don't usually drink, but when I take Tavor, it makes me almost whish I could, just to see what happens. I know pairing Tavor with alkohol is a big no-no, so obviously I'm not going to do it, I guess I'm just curious how this side effect comes to be.

Also I feel that the numbness inclines me to being mean or cold, which I definitely don't like.

Does anybody have similar experiences and has any suggestions how to deal with it?