Hi all Im on Zyprexa 7.5mg


 I can not believe that I am sz. I visited a psychiatrist 2 times and got this diagnosis. I have been taking Trittico for a long time and stopped taking it because I always have sexual thoughts and was always horny. Then my depression came back. I wanted not to take medication this time and fight it via psychotherapy. This actually worked. But I still visited the psychiatrist and told her my symptoms:
- i never heard voices or saw anything that was not real
- I always think a lot. Also in dialogues sometimes.
- when i drive alone in the car i sing loudly or talk some nonsense to myself
- i am a very quiet person
- i have a hard time talking to people or making new friends
- i am a bit messy and disorganized
- i often dont finish what i begin ( i am a software developer)
- when i talk to someone (eg in job) my eyes hurt and thoughts shoot in (eg he is gay, you slut...)
- sometimes i think the other person wants to give me a sign
- sometimes i am afraid to say what i think
- i am afraid to be alone in bed without my girlfriend i can't sleep because i am afraid to hear noises

Maybe someone can check my symptoms and tell me what you think? Would be nice thanks :-)