(english is not my first language)


So first of all, i’m ALWAYS scared of what people think of me in situations. Will they think i’m stupid? Weird? Strange? Well i read my journals on my psychiatric visit last week and this is what he wrote, (i’m not putting in everything but the “picture” he actually got of me)

“The patient seems to be low in intelligence and has vague understanding of her identity”. There is more to it but this is what hurt the most. Plus he wrote that i don’t act my age. I don’t know if it’s normal to be so upset over this? Is this what everyone thinks of me?