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But I am hurting... physically... emotionally.. financially I am just hurting.  I am taking these bipolar meds and they help me not cry as much but I feel so lost.

I lived a good. life. I helped many people in my old life. Thats what it feels like now.. my old life before the panic attacks and depression. I feel like a different person.

I miss helping people. It helped heal me in ways I didnt understand until I was unable to.

I just really need a hug right now.