I don't know if this will make any sense but when I have a fp all my other relationships struggle or die out it's so fucking frustrating I try to remain close to other people but I just don't feel as close to them or like I can be as much of myself around them anymore. When I don't have a fp I can have as many as 2-3 close friends. It's just hard when I feel the most myself/ happiest around 1 person. Anyone else relate?