I’m really hurt right now. I posted a very serious question and got a ton of hate right away. Several people were blaming me for what happened and responded in such a hateful way. I know what I posted sounded dumb but it’s what happened to me. I naively thought people would be civil and give me the input I needed but nope. I just needed someone to talk to and now I feel like shit and like I’m some kind of terrible person. I feel fucking stupid. It’s just the cherry on top of the shit sundae that’s my life right now.