Hi there,  
I cant sleep, ive lost all motivation, i work with and love graphic design, but i dont enjoy it anymore. I feel numb at the moment, but still put on a smile at work and always try to make people laugh... But its been quite a while since i genuinely smiled. All this, and then what i thought was beginning to be my girlfriend, completely ghosted me. I have a hard time finding a point with anything at the moment.  


Are these signs of depression? I dont want to "self diagnose" myself, but i just wanted to hear what you guys think, before i seek proffesional help. Thanks