Me and my best friend used to hang out every week on Saturdays. It was a nice little scheduled thing that I could look forward to every week. But recently every week they’ve had some reason to not hang out with me, whether it’s that they can’t get a ride or are too busy or have something else going on that day. I know that they wouldn’t lie but since it used to be that we would go weeks in a row without having to reschedule and now it’s been weeks since I’ve seen them I can’t stop thinking that they’re doing nf this on purpose. Every time I get that “hey, can’t make it today” text my brain tells me over and over “this is it. After all this time they’ve finally realized what an annoying emotional mess you are and they’re slowly distancing themself from you so that when you both graduate they can finally abandon you for good.” I know it’s not their fault and I don’t want to make them feel that way but I just had a full breakdown about this and I don’t think I can hold these feelings in any longer. Should I tell them how I feel? I’m so scared they’ll be mad or think I’m trying to guilt them.