Not sure if this is the correct place to post this so please advise if it should go somewhere else :)

I'm generally an anxious person, and one thing in particular that I tend to worry and obsess over is feeling like I'm not "living my life to the fullest". I love traveling and have always wanted to live in a big city, or live in a few different cities just for experience. 

However, my family never really encouraged moving away, generations all live in my hometown. My parents also paid for my education.  So i went to university here, now living and working here since I have no connections in the nearest big city and couldn't find a job there. And I just have so much regret about not moving away earlier, like I wasted all those years. 

(The pandemic has actually helped with this slightly since I'm not actually allowed to be traveling so there's that.)

I'm wondering if anyone has felt this way? How can I change my perspective about "wasting" my life away here? I hoping to move to the big city in about a year once my current work contract is over. But constantly wishing I was somewhere else or had done life differently is stressful and draining. Any advice??