Today my professor gave us all a small piece of paper and asked us all to anonynously write aomething we're thankful for. 
Everybody wrote easy ging stuff like the weather today is nice and initialy I did too, but I wanted to write something else. 
So I asked for another paper and wrote Im thankful I no longer need antideppresants to get by and I feel guilty I wrote something so dark, but I gave her the paper anyways. I hope no one recognizes my handwriting.