So first of all... i’ve had lots of anxiety the past days. I suffer from health anxiety and i thought i had a blood clot. Went to two doctors and they felt my leg and said they promise i don’t have it and that i should instead focus on my anxiety that is causing me horrible stress.

So my anxiety symptoms are constant. 24/7. I sleep like this and i wake up like this. The symptoms are:

Headache, 
, Strangulation (it feels like i’m choking)
, Still pain in my calf when i walk
, I feel dizzy when i walk
, I feel light headed 
, My heart beats fast 
, Feeling i can’t breath


I wanna go to the ER all the time but fighting the urge.


Whenever i try to sleep and my head feels like i’m going to sleep i can’t, instead my heart starts beating incredibly fast and i get a sleep apnea type of thing 

And last but not least: i feel like this world is not real. Or to put it clear; i don’t recognise this feeling i had before the anxiety episode that started this. It felt different before, more real, but now it feels weird as fuck? I wanna cry all the time now but i can’t. Is this anxiety? :(