Anyone else feel like their friendships are being affected because you care too much about what some random people are thinking? I have gotten better but it doesn’t help that my friends don’t care at all what anyone thinks about them or what trouble they get into. It gets worse when their is some sort of authority around like a security guard or something. I don’t know it just ruins my mood and really fucking stresses me out if we are getting looked at which happens quite often because they are naturally quite loud. But shushing your friends or telling to stop doing whatever they are doing makes me feel like such a bitch. I used to think I was just being considerate but I realize now that most of the time I’m being paranoid and controlling because of my anxiety.

I don’t know, I absolutely love my friends but my anxiety makes it hard to be around them in public.