The anxiety I have and the demotivation of completing simple daily tasks like brushing my teeth or drinking water are incredible. I can't live with this shit anymore, I'm tired, I'm stressed, I'm depressed,   I'm anxious, I wasted my potential. I constantly get asked to complete my school homework yet no one notices the obvious signs of being mentally and verbally abused at school. Every second I want to cry, if a family member sees me crying, then they just tell me to "man up" or to "stop crying like a boy you're a man now". Teachers are no help either, they are basically helping the bullies at this point by gossiping with other students with rumors about me or on the topic about me.  


  
It's become a living hell for me and everyone around me is the reason.