A few days ago I went to a little party. I had planned to leave after a few hours. But i received so much attention I didn't want to leave. Boys were touching me, i had a lot of sex, ended up staying the night and sleeping with the host of the party overnight in his bed. Everyone was saying what a lucky boy he was. I know this behaviour of impulsive sex can be unhealthy, but the attention and validation from the boys was so addictive.