Hi (21f) first time poster, i have had the same fave person for the past 5 years its stopped me finding a proper relationship coz i cant feel attraction to anyone else, i keep taking him back and letting him string me along and fuck me around and its got to the point where im not even angry w him im embarrassed at myself and my complete lack of self-respect when it comes to him. I would do anything to stop him being my FP so i have a chance of moving on and finding someone who properly likes me back, any advice?