I’d rather break all my limbs than live another day with this disorder, I cannot stress enough how debilitating it is, not only the physical symptoms are difficult to deal with, but my god, the mental torment you put yourself through makes like so sad and lonely, the constant fear of your life turning upside down and your mind telling you that you’re a monster for something you did 4 years ago, or the constant racing thoughts scanning through every single possible thing that I could’ve done that makes me a ‘monster’, it affects quality of life and this disorder should be treated with more respect, it is painful not only for the sufferer but for the families and friends, because it pulls you away into the deep dark corner of your mind and makes you stay there until you eventually can’t take it anymore. I’m tired of this, I’m tired of the cold heavy chains around my chest.