Was talking to a girl for a while, like irl at work, on facebook, we went for drinks couple of times etc. But she just came out of a relationship and said she needed time etc so she just wanted to be friends. Fine by me. Then yesterday we went out for drinks, was a nice night and when i dropped her of at her home we hugged in the car, held hands touched faces, everything but a kiss and then she said she doesnt want to give me hope and that she needs to be alone for a while and wants to kiss 20 random dudes by a matter of speech. But she also wanted me and said it was really hard for her and she didnt know what she wanted. in the end she left and since today shes quiet distant all of a sudden. ... pfff if things where a little bit different, if she didnt come out of a relationship we'd 100% be together since yesterday. damn this is a gnawing feeling i havent had in a long long time.