i hate myself i don't know what i am i hate my body i ahte my face i feel so uncomfortable in it and i don't know why. i hate my name. it sounds so awkward and ugly and unfitting. i don't understand what i am or why i'm like this. i don't know who i am anymore. i've completely forgotten and no matter what i do nothing feels right. i can see myself right in the mirror yet i don't recognise the face staring back at me. its never enough i'm never content i craft new identities to try and find myself yet it never works. its the constant feeling of being foreign in my own body but i just don't understand why and i don't know what i want