i struggled with very bad social anxiety since childhood and was badly bullied . my whole life was spent in a state of fear and anxiety it kept getting worse &amp; worse plus add terrible existential crisis &amp; health anxiety till it turned into really bad depression &amp; state of nihilism .i just became tired of everything . the funny part is i ended up making alot of friends in my school and became extroverted . i just stopped caring &amp; completely gave up . do i have social skills ? yes . do i have the things i wanted ? yes . Am i happy ? no . thanks i guess depression .