I’m so tired. Everyday I wake up, I sit on the edge of my bed and start crying. My whole life and been nothing but a war. Even though I have people that would gladly help me, I feel totally alone and in the dark. I understand as a man I need to work on my mental health and actually go to therapy but, all I ever really wanted was someone to lay in bed with me, let me hold them, and be there for me. And I know I should talk about what’s going on in my head but, I just can’t do it. I honestly feel like I’m the only one the can truly fix myself. All I really want is peace of mind. Is that too much to ask for? I’m not saying I want my life to be perfect or ask for all my problems to just disappear. All I truly want is for someone to help me from drowning in my depression and anxiety, and just help me stay on the ground.