Hello everyone.
By "night life", I mean going to parties, music shows.. anything that's social and late.. Sorry for my english.
I used to hang a lot in the music scene in my town, going to at least one show in the week. It was also a time where I used to get drunk every time (like a lot of people, I got into alcoholism in my teens since it made the socializing easier).
During this time, I already had mood swings.
Since a year, I go to very least shows, no to mention parties, that I almost reject. I quit alcohol abuse and try to avoid drug use but it's making me feel really uncomfortable. Also, there's always this moment during the concert/party where I just feel like a sort of "mental breakdown" where I feel really tired and exhausted, and getting to think "what the hell am I doing here?".
Don't know if anyone of you guys did experience the same thing and/or have some advice to be able to manage my mood during these evenings, which is really fucked up because of the craving for drugs/booze and the mood swings.
Thanks for reading.