i’m 24 and i’ve had anxiety basically my whole life. for the last few months ive been struggle to sleep because i constantly feel like i’m running out of time. running out of time for everything- to talk (i have selective mutism), make friends, socialize, have a career, have a house, have a family... and i guess other *normal* stuff. i live with my parents (the only people i’m close to &amp; can actually talk to) and i constantly fear the day i lose one/both. time just keeps going faster and faster and i’m mentally still 14.