Any time a friend of mine passes that's around my age whether it be suddenly or from an illness or cancer,  I immediately think the same thing will happen to me and I become obsessed over it.

I am terrified of dying young.  Absolutely terrified.   I know we will all die someday but I'm terrified of dying young.  

I am looking at ways to help me with not obsessing over stuff like this.   Every chest pain I get I think I'm gonna drop dead.   Every head pain I get I think it's a brain aneurysm.  

My friends death has turned me into a hypochondriac basket case :(