i dont know, what it is. so many things are happening. 

my mood is constantly changing, up and down, manic and depressed. all the time. it just exhausts me. all those things just happen for no reason.

the last days just fuse togehter, i dont know. a week ago feels like 2 days ago. my head hurts about thinking it. time passes so wierdly, fast and slow at the same time.

i feel people hating me. i hate it. i have no idea what happens. are they really other people there in my head or not? am i just pretenting? 

I need help.