I think i’m bipolar but idek.I’m happy for 2 days then wanna kill my self for 2 then it loops. I think about the same things constantly and it kills all motivation. My anxiety is so strong at times it feels like my chest is collapsing. in these last 3 months i’ve taken ridiculous amounts of shrooms,acid,dmt,nitrous,xanax,trazadone, alcohol, weed,, (atleast Q a day), gabapentin and so much different shit I can’t even think. I got 20+ tattoos not even thinking 5 mins before getting any. I don’t give a fuck about my self and I got this empty feeling inside of me but I don’t know what i’m missing