Got off a good day at work and went to go wait for the bus as usual right? For some reason I get a bus driver who I guess has a stick up her ass or whatever. Most bus drivers are chill and just want to get work done and take you where ever you need to go, most bus drivers are fine with sitting in the back or whatever if you already paid and are just heading down town especially at night. Not this one though. Not fucking this one. 

I said "Just give me a transfer and I will use it for the ride for downtown" no, has to lie and call her supervisor and say I'm a threat. I stormed off the bus, what does the supervisor do? Looks me in the face with a smile and says on his little radio " Dont let this one person with a black hat and Nasa shirt on any buses" and I flipped. It was almost 10 pm, Im off my meds, I just want to get home and get through this week till I can get my meds again but no. Fucking no. I screamed out:

"THANK YOU! YOU GAVE ME A REASON TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF TONIGHT! WHEN I DO IT'S YOUR FUCKING FAULT!" 

Not a good thing to say but I didn't care. I called my mom told her what happened, dude calls the cops, says the bus driver told him I didnt pay for both nights (I had a transfer to prove I did), says I was being a threat, and other shit. Cops talked to me, got me in an ambulance, and I got my meds again so thats good. I have to pick them up tomorrow. Im on my way home and Im just tired. 

I thought I could make it to Friday, I felt good today but no. Nope. I swear and people say women cant be abusive towards men or whatever. No this bitch has thr nerve to call her supervisor on me and say that I threatened her and didn't pay. I did pay actually and YOU GAVE ME A TRANSFER TO PROVE I DID YOU STUPID BITCH. I didnt fucking threathen her or her supervisor I actually got off the bus for you, I threathen to kill myself actually fuckers. 

Just like why? You know. Its the public bus, its almost 10 pm, I just want to go home. But no she has to treat me like a child (Im 22. What fucking child you know is comeing home at this time of night in work clothes????), take out her shitty day on me, make things complicated, lie, and just make things bad. Make everything bad. Honestly I just wanted to make it through Friday. I HAD to make it through Friday but no. Nope. It's always a fucking women. Always fucking is.