I get really tired living this way. My mind red flags things nonstop. Today was a red flag that was decent but I know better.

My SO is in the military and has a job that requires a lot, so they're always giving him additional tasks. I KNOW he would not hurt or deceive me, in my heart that is. But my mind doesn't know that. Today he let me know that he will be 45 minutes late coming home every day this week except Friday, due to some conference thing and having to badge check. Typically in the past, even just a couple minutes late would swing my mind into this whole "he has met someone else. He is with another person" ordeal, but my heart always says he wouldn't. I've been able to brush it off pretty recently lately, but this is a significant amount, so my mind is raging its storm. 