it's like this person was specifically designed to be my downfall. he was so sweet and treated me like i was the only person who mattered and then suddenly and quickly, without any notice, cut me off and i don't understand. i'd rather have a reason so i could be pissed and angry instead of feeling so scared and confused and desperate. if he messaged me back i would let him in so quickly. i would probably be a huge bitch about it and demand an explanation and to be able to feel superior over him and in control. but i'd grovel at my knees in the beginning to get him back. i literally want to die over this, what the fuck.