Do last minute plans freak anyone else out? I made plans for the day, mostly just to hang out with my pup alone. I’ve been around a lot of people the last week and being 100% alone feels right. My best friend just invited herself over and internally I’m freaking out. Mostly
because I have had to explain to her a million and one times that I don’t like doing things like this and it’s like she doesn’t listen. 

I’m even worse at saying no so now it’s like I have to really change nothing but everything about my day so she can come over. Is my
room clean enough? Should I wear socks? Put lotion on? I have no groceries yet what if she gets hungry and wants to go out to eat? I don’t wanna do that??? THIS is why it’s so hard for me to switch up my day. My brain goes into overdrive.