I can't tell anyone about it, no one, each day I get reminded of it and I just wish that it NEVER happened. It's like I wanna forget that but I can't. It makes me wanna die! But, I'm too scared of it. I do not know what to do, I tried my best but I still can't say it and no one is noticing. It's too hard for me. I just want someone to understand but there is no one that can. It's like something I have to take to my grave. If only, I had prevented it..