I have ADHD and my Depression been getting worst over the years, now it's at a point where I can't take it anymore especially with school and me getting terrible grades (sleeping problems, heartaches, anxiety through the roof, dry mouth/mumbling words, sadness/loneliness) and untreated ADHD.

When I told my Mom about it she got really sad that I'm going through this she tried to help offering support and would offer me food since I have no appetite. My family has history with mental illness My Dad had OCD and Depression and my Mom Anxiety and Depression. 

I can see my Mom getting Depression again that's why I don't open that much about my problems with her and she also has three other children so It's not fair.

My Mom had Depression in the past but didn't take medication for it because she said if I take Anti-depressants she will not get off of them, to be fair my Mom is mentally very strong unlike me she doesn't even take pills for headaches even if she's going through hell and her depression was worse than mine so she's not just saying that she knows what it's like. 

I'll take anything I don't care at this point. I need your help what should I do any comments would mean alot.