Pretty much all antipsychotics caused some really bad side effects like hyperglycemia. Zyprexa caused liver damage and Latuda turned me into a sociopath without much conscience.

Now I am on Lamictal for a week. I requested it because I really don't have any psychosis anyway. But now I have some serious rage problem that got worse of last couple of months. My previous resident was right about it caused by emotional trauma than simple brain chemistry problems. 

Combined with non-stop bad experiences with other people for last few weeks, I became really intolerant to even small kind of BS. Well, I know that people lie all the time but at this point it's really difficult to shrug them away, which made me more reclusive and go out less.

Being in LA and being at the low totem pole of Hollywood, I observed some really bad examples of humanity. But I didn't know that all those things snowballed into this. And Lamictal only barely helps me. I was prescribed 25mg but am taking 50mg because it wasn't doing enough. And it now only helps me hide my emotions from others.