I had really bad anxiety evee since school started, I finally felt brave enough to ask a girl to eat lunch with me and a week later we had a small falling out and I apologize but she dropped me, telling me that we would be better off not as friends.

Now I see that a girl shouldn't make me this anxious or sad since our friendship was only one week but it makes me wonder, am I a bad person?

I have had about 2 friend group in the past and I either left of my own accord or we had a falling out. Am I not good enough for friends? Am I too annoying? Too stupid? I feel like there's this weigh on my shoulders that doesn't want to leave and it's killing me, even when I sleep I dream about how good the times could have been if I had my friends from before.


I'm just really tired of thinking like this and tired of my own stupidity and I was hoping people could have advice on how not to care or just moving on. I don't want this one girl affecting my school year just because of 1 bad experience.