31 M, Going through divorce since the beginning of the year, got with the most beautiful girl I’ve ever laid my eyes upon who I fancied in high school. I’m seeing my three children often, my ex (children’s mother) hasn’t been a nightmare, she’s actually brilliant considering the stories I hear the ex’s, my career is going well.  

But I just don’t want to be here anymore, I feel so selfish, but I’m just fed up completely, I look at my children and think how could I ever leave you? 

This fucking sucks