Im not sure if irs really BPD related, but i sleep with so many guys. I go on a lot of dates and we never make it pass second or third date, because then they loose interest in me. Does anyone have this same pattern? I just had sex with a guy tonight even though I promised myself I wouldn’t and now I feel awful about it. I’m thinking about no guy will fall in love with me with this kind of behaviour and once they find out how ‘easy’ I am they will somehow realise I’m worthless. I really struggling with thinking I still be valuable when I fuck every guy who looks at me