Whenever I hear “lots of people struggle with what you’re going through” I feel mad. No- I’m the only one. Everyone else is nihilistic and dumb. Everyone else is vapid and accusatory. 

No one is allowed to enjoy things. No one is allowed to struggle with what I’m struggling with. 

I’m alone. Im a tortured lonely soul on a tortured lonely island. 

Woe is me.
Fuck solidarity. 
Fuck connection and unity. 

Alone alone alone.