The entire day at the school, I get so frustrated i dont even know whats causing it. In my class there are also only 5 boys so its kinda boring there since all of them like wrestling and I prefer Politics and Music Theory and no one in my school even cares about anything like thay.
Man, I also have problems speaking fluently. I live in germany and I am not born in Germany, but I can communicate with my friends very well.  The entire time I have some kind of fear to speak with the staff of the school or my German teacher. And I also used to be bullied by middle schoolers because i am an auslander.