The only person I ever really cared about, I never realized how he was kind of an FP to me, but he’s changed, and I’m hurting him. I cant bare to loose him and I want to change and help myself too but I want him to know that I am but I just can’t tell him.

I just wish he kind of put an effort to learn about my issues, or bother to understand I’m not acting this way because I hate him.