My fp broke up w me 3 days ago and ever since i’ve made it my goal to ruin my life to a point of no return and ultimately kms. I’m definitely going through a manic episode, I think it’s my brain’s way of coping with the loss. Anyway, yesterday I got blackout drunk at the club and ended up in an uber at 5am and somehow at a motel near my house where me and the uber driver had sex. It was okay, but pretty awkward on the way home. I also wanna ruin my ex’s life so i wrote a police report about him doing fraud and I hope he goes to jail and i leave his family devastated because they hated me 🙊 #andioop 
Moral of the story, don’t fuck with borderlines because we’ll bring you down with us.