    As the title says i'm about to get married, i don't know if it's too early but i love her and next week we will be living togheter. Life isn't perfect, i've my ups and downs but thats life, i'm more stable now and now what i've learned is that medication isn't magic, i started moving away from everything that was harming me and making me depressed. 

    Sometimes i look at sky and think to myself what i would have lost if my life ended, i look at my new familly and they're happy that i'm about that marry their doughter, they trust and like me,

    My SO once told me something that made me realize that she is the one, i was kinda of down for some time and my doctor was trying to put me in the mental hospital(that i refused), i've told my SO about my mental health long time before we started dating so she already knew things weren't alright with me and some time after she asked me to marry me I told her about what the Dr said and she said to me "Now I want to live with you even more beucase I don't want to go one day without seen you".

   As I Said I've my ups and downs but now I've someone to help me overcome my depressive episodes,

   This is kind cringe but I like this phrase: "i'm so lucky to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard".