I don't understand what I have to do to get peoples attention.  I sit patiently in group chats waiting for people to join when they are clearly hanging out in a different group chat.  But fuck me I guess, I'm just the paranoid dude that is always complaining about being ignored.  If I did something wrong just fucking tell me, if I ask to hang out why can't you just say you are doing it with other people.  Why lie to me.  The fuck did I do to hurt you so bad, if I did do something just tell me, don't ignore me when you damn well know I have these problems of abandonment.  I fucking hate everyone, BUT HEY IM STILL GONNA BE HAPPY WHEN THEY TALK TO ME CAUSE IM DESPERATE.