I have friends and stuff I’m just really lonely here on this college campus and I don’t fit in to anybody around me. It just hurts really bad seeing people going out and doing stuff when I know I just wasting my years of youth sitting in my apartment. I have close friends and I’m really grateful for them. I’m just a piece of shit and I can’t help wanting more even when I already have things. It sucks. I’m never satisfied. I try to talk to new people to make friends but everyone is just weirded out by me. I think I treat people badly or something. People love me but nobody really likes me.