Hi, I'm new to this and english isn't my first language, so sorry for any mistakes.

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I'm really anxious and I feel guilty because an ex fp texted me yesterday after a year without talking (I used to have a crush on them, and they didn't liked me back at the times) and they said they had a crush on me and wanted to be in a relationship since I make them happy (because I used to make them feel important with the things they love unlike the other people they know.)  


Now this is not fully a problem since I think I still have a small crush on them, but we haven't talked in a year, and they posted about officially being in a relationship with me just the day after we spoke.

Saying that, I instantly blocked a friend (and ex partner) because they're going to be mad at me and just throw shit like when we broke up (it was a toxic relationship, and I managed to broke up with them and after 6 months we began to talk again because I was lonely and went back to her).

I have no idea what to do, I'm I bad for blocking them? (I was thinking already into ending the friendship, but this scared me like hell and blocked them everywere, I'm paranoid because they know where I live and hearing from them will make everything worse.) Plus I told at my ex-fp  that I was feeling uncomfortable with them publicing about our relationship since its something that went too fast for me to elaborate. 

How can I manage to not act impulsively with that relationship? I'm scared I will end up being with them just because they are happy and when I talk to them I get overwhelmed by the old feelings I had for them. (they live in America, I'm in Europe.)

I'm scared to hurt anyone and to end up hurting myself.