Hi everyone, hope you’re doing well. I’ve been feeling anxious and insecure lately. This post isn’t really for here but I just would like to get it of my chest.

I don’t like who I have become. My relationship is not what I need. I feel unhappy. My bf is the best boyfriend in the world. But lately we can’t seem to laugh anymore. I feel like he is also unhappy with how things are going between us, but he loves me and doesn’t want to breakup. I’ve gotten way to dependent on him. And I hate it. We live together, we are so loving towards each other. It’s like we’ve been married for years. I love him and don’t want to lose him. But I feel like I lost who I once was. I’m depressive, anxious and without real joy. I feel like if we wouldn’t live together we would’ve been broken up. I feel stuck and don’t know what to do.