I was diagnosed when I was 12 and I'm 29 now. I've taken dozens of different prescriptions and combinations and nothing ever worked. I've been taking edibles almost daily for a year now and tried to take a break for a few weeks and couldn't stop fixating on ways to kill myself. It makes me calm and think more clearly. My emotions stabilize. I can actually sleep. I wake up refreshed the next day. Part of me hates that I rely on it so much because of the stigma tho 😔