Omg! Help! I recently developed a new FP and I feel it's destroying me. This guy is low key bisexual, which makes things so much more complicated for me. As a gay male it makes things sketchy when my best male friend shares in my mutual attraction. Problem is that I really don't see him wanting to take things as far as I would like to take them. So, things seesaw back and forth between being great and being utterly miserable for me. We are both recovering addicts too. That just makes the whole fucking mess that much more pleasant to deal with. I find myself getting so incredibly angry. I'll split. I'll come back like nothing happened. I've committed to telling him my diagnosis as I feel it is fair to him to know. I just don't know how to stop freaking out over every little thing. My abondonment issues are showing. Haha! The only thing I think that has kept us close is that he is nearly as needy as I am. Not quite, but damn close. It's a mess. I'm a mess. He is a mess. I refuse to cut him off. What do I do?