I think of things that I don't like.... I really don't want to think of them, I have had medications for them but they weren't helping and the doctors tried changing meds and it just made me a zombie and I hated them so I stopped but I've been seeing a therapist and it is kinda better than the meds also I tried cbd and that has helped too but the thoughts are somewhat there plus I've been going through so much in my life like I don't want to do anything bad that can lead to me getting myself in jail
Here's a link to my life story up to 2019 :