I drew a personification of my anxiety which I also realized is what I think I'd look like if I didn't escape my toxic living situation 10 years ago.   


[View here.](https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/570777494689415181/880120168687231006/SmartSelect_20210825-120252_Clip_Studio.jpg)  


the breakdown is basically: (tw for abuse)

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**1.** long blonde hair because I wasn't allowed to do anything with my hair. 

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**2.** skinnier than I am now due to being denied food. 

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**3.** cross necklace and modest clothing due to the religion I was in at the time. 

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**4.** sad facial expression due to feeling hopeless. 

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**5.** insecure body language because I believe I'd have 0% confidence.  


I believe my anxiety looks like this because I believe my anxiety is a product of my abuse and trauma, and looks like what I fear the most.