After not talking to my former fp for like six weeks they reached out and asked to reconnect. We have spent the last two weeks together constantly and she will say that I’m her best friend and that she loves having me in her life again. Then as soon as she mentions someone else as a friend or boyfriend I get super jealous and I don’t like that. So a couple days I just snuck out while she was in the bathroom and went back to my place. I apologized for leaving so abruptly and we haven’t talked since. I’m just feeling so alone and abandoned and I can’t take it.  Why am I like this? I just wish I could be okay with things but I can’t and whenever I bring up my discomfort with things she does she just throws it back in my face. I don’t know I guess I just needed to vent for a little.