I’m a 21 F and I feel like there is something seriously wrong with me. Throughout my teenage and young adult years I have this crippling fear of talking to men. It’s to the point that I can never even picture myself with someone because I kinda think like why would they choose me. I’ve never been in a relationship however have slept with some, but this has mostly come from being intoxicated before hand. 
My friends find that weird. I can’t just understand how they can just talk to them and go over and see randoms and sleep with them. I don’t know if this even makes sense I just really need to fix this problem because it’s starting to really affect my mental health. Is there something wrong with me please help.