"Why is this listed under the Small Triumph flair?" I hear you asking. Well, it's because an observation of my behaviour which is a huge point of my therapy - taking note of behaviour and analyzing it.


I've been posting here when upset for a long time. When I was at my lowest, I would post about it. And frankly, it's done nothing to help me, on the contrary, since now that dark moment was documented and my shame could get a grip on me. That and the information I provided would almost always be useless, since I never gave enough context. 


(Oh boy, giving context to things when you have BPD is **im-po-ssi-ble.**)


It was an unhealthy mechanism which actually caused more harm than good. Well, sometimes harm, very little good. It hadn't been that long since I posted at a low point, but I'll make sure not to do it. 


This post is to hold me accountable. I'm way too lazy to make a throwaway, so I'm positive I can't **not** have further "low point posts" in my post history.