// ALCOHOL // DRINKING 

So tonight, I was out with some new friends (I had been drinking at a bar alone and they invited me to another bar with them), one of them bumped into me slightly and I dropped my drink. It shattered and spilled all over the floor - at first I was kinda embarrassed but could deal with it, then the DJ started saying “don’t dance with a drink in your hand” etc into the mic (I wasn’t dancing with it, just standing next to our table but he didn’t know that). As soon as he started bringing attention to it, I had a breakdown and started crying. I later apologised to him for it but I’m still extremely embarrassed and can’t get over the feeling. I know this will stick with me and stop me from drinking in the future. I haven’t been out since the first few months that I was 18, I’m 21 now and it was my first night out since then. I don’t want this to ruin my memory of having fun.