Umm I don't even know how to start this post.  I'm a freshman at college and let me just get straight to it, I have huge anxiety problems. I constantly think about everything I do or say in a day. I can't even properly talk with people and have a normal conversation anymore. It is like I am stuck in some kind of bubble. I am always at a lost for words in a conversation and I just end up being boring and awkward. Also I can't study because as I said, I constantly think about stuff I did or said. Still I am trying to be the best person as i possibly can be. I donate to charities, I try to be a gentleman, I help my family as much as I can. But at the end of the day I am not happy or fullfiled. I just want to cry and get away from the world. Life was not always like this and this is all very hard and new for me :(