TW: talk of food, ed/drug/sh mention
Ive been overeating an insane amount the past few days (or an insane amount for me as i have an eating disorder) and its so bad i cant stop. It happens randomly when i have nothing else to fill the void (people, drugs, self harm e.g).
I wont even feel hungry, but i keep eating whatever i see in the kitchen and i keep telling myself to stop but its like I physically cant.

Sitting in bed rn, very full stomach feeling so sick from eating everything in my sight. Its not even food i like, its just whatever is available. Sometimes it happens when ive had a really bad bpd day (like today) or if im in a manic kind of mood where i feel impulsive and reckless and like there are 0 consequences to my actions.
If anybody else experiences these phases of overeating pls comment bc i feel like ive gone from eating 2 meals a day to absolutely everything in my kitchen