I’m in a whole other state and won’t get back until later tonight. I hate being places where I can’t easily just catch an uber or leave. I was trying to have a good day but I just can’t after someone who isn’t even HERE made me upset. I wasn’t in the best mood but now it’s worsened. 

I can’t stop crying in the bathroom. Diverted away from my group a couple times just to be alone. And now I’m just alone crying in the bathroom in this huge place where I don’t really know anyone. 

I just want to die 😞 I wish I could be like other people and have a good time with others after being a fight or being hurt. I wish I could be as heartless and cold, hurting someone and then going on with my day. I wish I could be like them but I can’t. I’m so miserable :(