So the past couple months have been super rough. Started with depersonalization after a bad edible trip. Anxiety went through the roof and was put on celexa. It caused terrible insomnia and I was awake for 80 hours. Finally got that under control and fell into a deep depression. Anxiety was through the roof and depression got to the point where I was suicidal. I’m now on Effexor, gabbapentin and seroquel, klonopin when things get really bad. Was obsessing and googling over 100 things a day. One night I started to feel better about two weeks ago and my mind told me “it’s not going to last” it seemed like that same night I started becoming super aware of my breathing. It’s gotten to the point where it’s hard to function because I’m so aware of my breathing and most of the time it’s the only thing on my mind. Any advice or has anyone else gone through this? Afraid I have somatic OCD even tho I’ve never had ocd in my life. Any help would be greatly appreciated!!