Since some days weird things happen. Saw my curtains move without the window being open, for example.

My housemate is quite anitsocial and blasts techno most of the day. When asked to turn it down he start yelling like a 5-year old as if nothing is allowed.

I'm tired of fighting and took 6 lorazepam yesterday. Feel it today still. So I had some sort of a hangover adnd decided to get 4 beers. And I know when I drink more than one I'm gonna get addicted instantly. When drinking my brain starts messing me up even more and I already had the thought tho quit my meds.

Can't quit, can't have. DAMN I think this sucks! And still two beer to go. That's a bit of a plus, I guess?