Hello 

just for some context, im 23 and graduated with a bachelors degree in business last year. I had issues with papers that prevented me from working in the country  so  i applied to university for masters degree in a different field in a European country im a citizen of .    It was not as i expected. Not only was the  material  difficult to  grasp and there seems to be a lack of  context on what i was reading  but the  educational system is by itself challenging compared to the . During the seminar i realized the students speak a lot better than me, they write much better and they have strong analytical skills and critical thinking. They have such developed critical thinking that they can scrutinize the author.  I  feel deeply ashamed of myself as a person . I feel incredibly, dumb and incompetent. And i  get the instinct to quit  quit to avoid embarassing myself  for the upcoming oral peer reviews and presentation. I feel so sick, i actually want to die.