So i met these new set of people last year, right after when i got my sh\*t together, and when i thought my depression is going to be over. They seemed nice at first but as time goes by, they started acting like an ass to me, such as:

\- mocking: the way i talk, the way i walk, the way i do practically anything, and they do that even when I'm in a bad mood, even when my facial expression shows that too (and they would later made fun of my facial expressions too)

\- correcting everything i did, so that something is done as they want

\- always act like they are superior or better than me, or know more than i do

\- they never admit my successes (they never said congrats or sort of)

I'm using this throwaway account because they know my main account, and i still need friends and i don't wanna be alone. 

I know they're toxic and I'm stupid for being friends with them for almost a year, but they are somehow the only friends that i really know, i don't really see another option of getting new friends, plus I'm not sure if new friends are going to be better than them as well. killing myself seems like its the only way to exit this vicious cycle.