It’s been about a year and a half since my FP and I were friends. I know that I am not exaggerating when I say that we were best friends. I don’t think that I’ve ever met anyone else who I have gotten along so easily with. I never got closure on the friendship because every time I asked them what was happening they would just say that they’re busy with school or something. But we went from talking and hanging out every single day to barely taking once every few months. I know that the friendship is over and that I am not overreacting. It just hurts so much to know how things are now and and then look back to how they used to be. That’s what my dreams do. Whenever they are in my dreams it’s exactly like how it used to be, we are best friends again. It’s not like how things are now. That’s why it hurts so much,, because I can get better at not thinking about them so often but whenever I wake up from a dream that they were in I have to deal with knowing that things will never be that way again.