I wonder how is it life without depression or loneliness.

I wonder what people do right now with their spouses, are they enjoying a movie? what are they talking about? What are their plans for the weekends?  


For me, loneliness takes up much of the space in my daily life. I think about 99% of the time about what is wrong with my life, why am I depressed, why am I the way am I, why I have depression in the first place to think about it.

I've been living like this for years. It has already passed that point long time ago I no longer think about possibilities about any change in my life. It gets harder and harder I think while you get older. 

Depression is no joke, there is no such a thing as being just little stressed about it. Don't hide it. Seek help immediately earlier the better. Do not end up in life like me.