I tend to keep quiet when something goes wrong or there's confusion and miscommunication, not out of worrying about repercussions but it's just that my brain just doesn't process the need to and I end up appearing stupid.

For eg. I went to the doctor today to get my blood test results. The doctor was quite dismissive with me and I started feeling anxious. She was overwhelmed because she had to answer calls from a concerned patient so I didn't take it to heart. But she continued being dismissive about my concerns and not providing proper help.

She recommended for me to get vaccinations for Hep B and the nurse can give me the first dose today if they have the vaccine in stock. There was also discussion of me attending early in the morning sometime for another blood test so when the consult was finished and we went out, she didn't say she was going to ask the nurse and greeted another patient. I was thinking should I ask her about the vaccine but was anxious and just thought I will get the vaccine when I attend to get another blood test so I started walking out the door and she called me back and looked annoyed. She angrily waved me into the nurse's room. She probably thinks I'm an idiot. Also I was there a week before and when the receptionist called me when it was my turn but she didn't say my name properly. People always say a different variation of my name and I thought she was calling someone else. I didn't bother to ask if she was calling me even though I thought about it and I was also concentrating on a game show that was on the TV and when it finally registered that she was calling me I got up quickly and the doctor was on the phone at the desk, probably thinking I'm an idiot.

Is anyone else the same?