I've never had a relationship last longer than three months. for the past several years i keep turning to posting online to feel pretty, but it only helps temporarily. only so many times can you have another dude ask you to fuck their wife or get random people complimenting you before you realize that you're missing that human connection more than anything else. 

My issues only really come out when im dating someone, but its hard to not feel unloved when im single, even if i choose to be single when someone is interested that i know ill just end up hurting. i dont really like posting but i dont know what else i can do to help fill that niche sometimes. anyone have any advice on something to read or...?