I’ve been going through it lately. Feels like I’m losing touch with reality and myself. I spend way too much time alone in my apartment, and being to scared to leave. Today I got up at 2 and I just had this pit in my stomach. Either I get out and do something productive or I’m gonna fuck up and do something negative. I pulled my shit together, got a day pass at a local gym, and just went crazy. Now I feel like I popped some form of manic drug because I have all this energy and am feeling okay. So yeah, fuck it. 90$ gym membership here I come.