So, my second year of a fashion degree, was almost kicked out last year because of my mental health, pulled through and got high marks for my work -- This year, I came in thinking "I got this, just stick to my guns and I'll knock it out the park" however, now I feel like one my tutors (a 30-something pretentious rich girl who speaks to the younger rich girls much more nicely than me) is out to get me kicked out as soon as possible. 

At first I thought she was being helpful even though she said hadn't done enough work, SO, the whole of the next week I spent really pushing myself, showed her again the next week and she was being SO disrespectful, being really snarky and cutting me off with blunt questions, said she thinks I'm just making it all up on the spot and I don't know what I'm doing creatively. It was so painful to hear, I've done nothing but try, and now my work is way off from where I wanted because she didn't think I'd be able to achieve what I wanted. I am so furious, I feel it wasn't to help me, it was to spite me. 

Rich girl 1 had LESS work than me and LESS of an idea, was literally making pretentious shit up on the spot (loves the sound of her own voice) and was copying my ideas, but tutor was LOVING it. I literally had to go home straight away. Haven't been back in a week and I haven't touched my work since. I feel drained. Like fashion and this uni course wan't for me. I don't want to face her, and I don't want to be in the same room as these bitches, but I don't want to jeopardise my position and make it look like I'm struggling to do anything. I truly don't know what to do, I know I need to crack on with my work but I feel creatively drained and keep thinking about what she said/what she will say .

Could do with a cyber hug.