I'm mildly freaking out and I don't know why or how to stop it. 

A few months ago I moved across the country to transfer to a new school and since then I feel like I've just been getting closer and closer to a breakdown. There's so much of everything going on and so much in my head that I can't decipher what's real and what's just me anymore. It feels like there are a million things I have to do like homework and a million things I need and a million things I should be doing and it's all so fucking much I can't focus on any of it.

I've also been having a ton of trouble finding a new psychiatrist so my medications are out of wack and I haven't had my bipolar II meds in weeks and all of a sudden it's like every single minute of every day I feel anxious and like I'm about to have a panic attack and I don't even know how to describe what I'm feeling like wow I must just sound crazy and incoherent. 

I don't know what to do to make it stop. Sometimes I wonder if I need to just go back to inpatient somewhere where I don't have to worry about anything but myself but then wtf am I supposed to do when I get out? Plus I can't just keep putting my academic career on hold and trying to sort that all out would just be another huge stressor in itself. 

I don't know why I'm posting this on here, I don't know what kind of advice I'm looking for. I don't know what I should be doing. I guess I just don't know where else to voice what I'm feeling and I guess ask if it even makes any sense outside of my own head? I feel like I'm losing my mind. 

For reference: I have bipolar II, chronic depression, anxiety &amp;a panic disorder, an eating disorder, insomnia, and add. Aka I also feel restless, pointless, cant focus on school, can't get myself to feel like eating, and feel like I'm a failure in general. 