I don’t understand why I’m so alone. My friends treat me poorly, my boyfriend just broke up with me, and my family are just busy with their own lives. I try to give everyone in my life everything to make them feel happy &amp; loved but i just feel like they’re all abandoning me. My “best friend” wrote a Facebook post that I’m clingy &amp; a crybaby, I just wanted to know why she was getting distant &amp; if there was anything I could do to help her. My (now) ex broke up with me bc we got into an argument when i just wanted him to post a picture of me on my birthday. He never posted me btw &amp; yes it makes me feel like I’m a secret or that he’s embarrassed that I’m plus sized. My family &amp; i aren’t as close as we use to be bc we’re all just busy getting in our own lives. My 21st birthday is in 2 weeks and I’m just going to be alone. I don’t understand what I did to make them not want me &amp; i feel like my life is just pointless. Sorry if this post doesn’t make sense or it’s difficult to read, I’m hysterical right now.