I'm such a negative influence on my family holy shit.
Had a bad conversation with my mum and texted afterwards apologising and her reply said "I'm feeling a bit low (not as bad as you obviously)". This hit me so fucking hard, what the fuck is wrong with me to the point my own mother has to make sure she isnt invalidating my feelings when literally just saying she isn't feeling great.
Maybe this is weird to upset me, but just reminds me that I'm such a fucking negative force in my family that sucks all energy and attention up.