after my most recent breakup (very out of the blue - rlly pulled some of these abandonment fears), i spiralled for two weeks and since then i still feel sad about it but i think something inside me has just died. i already struggle with attachment in relationships with friends and family but i just - stopped feeling anything. i just stopped caring. and i stopped caring about being kind or whatever - i haven’t gone to the shelter where i normally volunteer, i find lying super easy now, and i have been trying to fill the void w online shopping which still does nothing.

sos!