5 months ago my cat got sick for the first time and needed to be hospitalized. It was 2500$ and I couldn’t sleep after spending that much money for so long. I’ve since been so anxious about their health. both my cats have been having problems and I’ve spent over 5k on them. Now my cat is at the emergency hospital which will be another 2k and they don’t even know what is wrong with him. I just want him to be okay. I love my cats so much I really feel like they’re the only reason I can stay alive. I am so severely anxious about something happening to them. I can’t sleep. I feel like I am stressing them out. I feel like a horrible cat mom. I’m responsible if something happens to them. I can’t afford this but I will never be okay if they die. I don’t know how to calm down