 I hate the fact that people who don’t even care if I live or die can push my emotional buttons, intentionally or otherwise, and send me down to the basement of rock bottom. It’s scary that a person who doesn’t even know your name is able to make you want to catch the bus with a sentence or just a word. It’s really scary that someone can have this immense power over you without you having a say on it. I feel exposed, way too exposed. It’s like I lack emotional skin, making anything and everything painful. I want out of myself.