I can’t tell if it’s like a lil crush, or if I just want to f*ck her or what but this is the second individual therapist I’ve had that I’ve felt this way with and it’s super distracting and also heartbreaking knowing that they’re just doing their job and I’m just a client. I’ve also had the thought that in her own way she is like a parent figure that was supposed to guide me as a child.  So maybe I just want her to love me the way other parental figures haven’t? 

I’m definitely trying to keep it prof. but anybody got any tips?
Ugh.