I’m praying to god that it’s true. My fingers are cross hoping tonight is my night but it’s probably or 96% not true. I’ll just get my hopes crushed and be very sad. If I don’t wake up in fall I’ll definitely cry bc I even dropped classes bc I thought I was leaving this. My hallucinations guaranteed I was leaving this fall and I believe that bc they been telling me this before school started. 

I just want to wake up. Someone wake me up or at least tell me when I’m leaving so I’ll order a lot of food and not worry about my weight.