 

I am separating my story into 3 phases.

Important to note: There is no way to see to the other side of the patio as there is a wooden hedge, but it has holes in it, however, it is slanted art 45 degrees from left to right, and I am not sure whether someone from other side can see through. It seems harder though.

Phase 1: (Comments while smoking marijuana, girl's approached me, comments coming from kitchen lobby window)

It started when I used to smoke marijuana in the patio of the place I live in. I would hear girl's voices, always coming from the same side of the patio making comments on my moves. For example, my most profound memory is drinking water form the bottle and I had lost the cap in the dark, and the voice said "No, don't do that", and another voice said "What is he doing?", then the same voice said "He is drinking uncapped water". Another time, I had smoked a good joint and I said "wow". The voice said " He said 'wow' ". These were girl's voices. The other time I had put my laptop outside, waiting for a show to start. I could hear people talking from outside the patio. I puffed a joint , walking into the patio and I heard a guy's voice say "he's like, what the hell?".

However, I also heard these voices while I was sober. As I walked outside the patio, I heard a voice say "he's gotten more buff". One time I was returning from work and I could hear some girls playing on the other side of patio. I heard someone say "He looks so skinny"

At this time, I had some girl repeatedly try to talk to me and said "hi" to me while I would be sitting outside. Sometimes it sounded like fast footsteps approaching and then the voice saying "hi". It was always hard to hear and thus I couldn't say hi back. A couple times it was loud but coming from farther away, but other times it was soft but coming from close by. However, I didn't know where exactly it was coming from. Other time, as I was talking to my landlord and my landlord had asked me to hold on and had went inside. I heard fast footsteps approaching, and saying "No one hold's on for that long". I immediately looked around but didn't see anyone, and thus I went back inside my room and while I was going back, I heard someone say "see you around".

Around this time, I was also having other weird experiences. Such as, one time I was standing by the mirror inside my room and the voice said " I will fuck you". One other time, I was laughing at something inside my room and the voice said "I like his laugh". Another time I was getting ready in front of mirror and I heard a voice coming from outside saying " I think he is a great guy but I just don't want to fuck him"

Also,

I was smoking marijuana outside and I could hear a family having a conversation. A man's voice said " You need to go over there, remove your shirt, and say " hey, how's it going?", and then I heard everyone laugh.

Another time I was smoking outside and I heard the same man's voice say "You really don't 'mumble' ?" and everyone laughed".

At this point , I was also hearing someone make comments on me while I was in the kitchen and the voice always seemed to come from the kitchen window. I would hear girl's comments while I passed through he window , such as, "I like his outfit", or "He looks cool".

Once I just stood in front of the window , looked outside, and then looked towards my room and some guy's voice said "What's up with this guy" and a girl's voice said "He knows we watch him".

Phase 2: ( Trying to talk to the girl's, girls fucking my landlord's friend above my room)

This is where I really wanted to talk to the girl that was trying to talk to me, as I thought the girl's had been teasing me in the patio and watching through the kitchen window.

I went to the patio and started to read each afternoon for four days. Nothing had happened first three days, and the same night I had met my landlord's friend and he had a heavy voice (This is important for later). On the last day that I was about to go outside to sit. I heard the same girls voice running and walking up to someone else and say "I just want to fuck". This all happened inside my room and usually I can't hear anything from the street.

I went outside thinking she had moved on. No one approached me that day either. I said loudly "I have been sitting here each day waiting for you to come talk to me". I heard someone say "she's done with you".

I also did this at night when I was smoking. I kept shouting "I can't hear you". Ultimately, I heard someone come by in a car and stop nearby. Someone got out of the car and a lady's voice said "He is saying these thing's because he want's to fuck with me right?". A guy said " yeah, yeah". She said "well, he can come". I did not go, I just did not have the confidence and I was wearing smoking clothes and wasn't expecting someone to literally invite me over and that too in a car standing away form me. I didn't go outside to check. Then I saw the car go passed my house and a lady said "So you don't want to fuck?".

On the following Sunday, I went to sit outside as I just wanted to. I heard someone say "hey. guy with the 'mumble', can you hear me?". I didn't say anything.

On the same day at night, I was smoking outside and I heard someone in my landlord's backyard. It was the same girl's voice and the guy that was my landlord's friend with a heavy voice.

I heard the girl say " I wanted to fuck with 'my name' but he 'mumble'. My landlord said ' you wanted to fuck with 'my name'?". She said " I think he is a really hot guy but I just don't want to fuck with him, can you let him know?". My landlord said "He was talking about you, he said he didn't hear you". She said "He was talking about me?". She said "I tried talking to that guy for so long". He said "He is just in his own zone, which is interesting". I also saw a guy walk out through the patio, I had guessed he was there to drop her off.

I heard sex noises for a good part of the night. It sounded like those girls were fucking my landlord's friend. (There were two different girls voices that had approached me and that I heard that night.)

Weird things happened as one day that girl was fucking someone over my ceiling and I think it was my landlord's friend. I don't remember the conversation I had but I was conversing with the voice and the voice said "I tried moron but you weren't listening". Then I smiled at that because I had soaked in the disappointment that it had caused me and the voice said "he is still smiling". So I was thinking there are camera's in my room.

I was looking at my palms the night of the incident that I heard sex noises. I heard my landlord talk from above the ceiling saying "Why look at your palms bro, she wasn't going to fuck you anyway". I did not initiate this conversation and I do not know how he figured I was looking at my palms.

I also want to document another incident. I had come from outside and I could smell some odor. I n order to see where the odor was coming from, I picked up my shoes and sniffed, and I heard voices coming from outside saying "Dude , you are weird as shit"

Phase 3: (Camera detector, voices commenting on everything I did, OCD and voices in my head)

This beginning happened way earlier during phase 2 but I am taking some liberty.

The is where I got fed up and ordered a camera detector. I looked around my house for camera's because I could hear people commenting on me inside my room, in the kitchen lobby as well as washroom. I looked around the house with the camera detector. I did not find anything.

However, The same night, I had smoked marijuana, and as I was laying inside my room , I heard my landlord say from upstairs "Bro, they saw you sneak around the house, they are not going to spare you". Then I heard a couple people come into their house and say "What's going on with 'my name'". I heard a guy's voice say "I think we should just kill him", and woman's voice said "I just don't want to hurt 'my name' ".

Going forward, the voices amplified around the house, commenting on everything I did. That is, in my room, the kitchen lobby, and the washroom. I could hear comments all the time. For example, I had ordered a toy voodoo doll from amazon and I was using it for affirmations. Once I just removed the pins from the voodoo doll and immediately I heard someone say " what did he do", and another person said " I think he removed pins from his voodoo doll.

I would heard girls and guy's voices all the time. Interestingly, as the summers were about to end the the climate got colder, the voices stopped, but they also stopped right during the time I started having OCD episodes for the first time in my life. The episodes were very harsh. During the time I had OCD the voices I heard from outside faded away to almost no voices at all. However, I was having intrusive thought's and I also couldn't watch a movie or listen to a song.

Interestingly, one morning as I woke up, the OCD thought's had gotten a lot better but I started having weird voices inside of head in place of OCD thought's. There was people talking inside my head and commenting on my moves. They also made jokes at me and also had philosophical viewpoints. Such as, as I said there must be a higher power, they said, we are just mammals. These were not my thought's at all. They also gave me life advice. They said there was going to be an alien invasion, and there was going to be WW3. Most of the time, they were friendly, but since they were talking all time, it hurt my brain. Eventually, I gave up caffeine and I had quit marijuana long time ago. It got better but I still hear them if I drink caffeine. I guess it has to do with anxiety.

Thank you for reading, can anyone relate and is this psychosis or is anything about this seemingly real in your opinion. There are some other things to mention and some I have forgotten, but that would be too much for me to write.