I have been diagnosed for 5 years now, at the time of my diagnosis I was a mess and I had all the symptoms and was low functioning. I have also been diagnosed with bipolar and had struggles related to that too.

But a while ago I became more stable, I felt like I didn’t qualify for bpd diagnosis, and I started denying my bipolar diagnosis too… 

For bipolar I know there are episodes and you can have normal periods in between but for borderline I figured since it’s a personality disorder, the symptoms should be constant, therefore I don’t have it.

But now I’m starting to be a mess again, with my relationships, with my impulsiveness. I feel like everyone hates me, I’m acting erratic and pushing people away. I am very stressed however… Is it possible for bpd symptoms to go away and come back or could this be related to bipolar or some other issue? Stress?