Just need to tell someone who understands how intensely crappy it feels to be left out. For months I've been waiting to hear about this big important party I knew was happening in Dec (won't go into the details of that). Never heard anything so I assumed it wasn't happening and left the state for the holidays. My bf JUST told me the party is tomorrow night. I'm sure this sounds stupid, me crying because I'm missing a party, but being left out is a huge trigger for me. With that on top of waiting for months and being excited to go. I'll have to hear about how awesome this party is for the next year &amp; I'll keep getting retriggered.. Plus, my bf is going. So, I feel even MORE left out. I asked him not to go because I don't want to be the only one left out. I know that's unfair to him and he'll prob go anyway. Ugh, I was being super productive today, but now I can't move. 

Edit: I was told I sound like a teenager talking about a house party. No, I'm 33 and this is an important work party. I was going to make a lot of contacts there that could've majorly helped my career. My bf is in the same industry which is why he knows about it and is going.