Hey Reddit,

basically 3 weeks ago me and my girffiend decided to take a break and ever since that break what i have done to distract myself is my fitness. ive been relentless and fucking loved it. tonight i trained came home and felt so happy, so full of energy, and now im pissed off and whats happened. My Ex posted a picture saying 'muscles dont make guys good looking' and now i just feel like if she thinks that im being an silly for training so hard or maybe she dont find fit guys attractive, even though i love it. i have a slight urge to cut and smoke now that this has happened because what is the point...man i hate it when the smallest things become big things. support plz (btw i got told by a doctor guy a few weeks ago i have BPD) 