
I’m 21 and my partner is 24. We’ve been together for about 2.5 years now and we’ve known each other for over 3 years. My partner was aware of my diagnosis when we met. They have always tried to learn more from online resources, they ask me if something triggers me and they come with me for moral support to my therapists office on bad days. They complement me perfectly and we both love each other. 

But I have days, like over the past few days, where I’ve felt like my partner doesn’t love me? I have these swings, once in a while, where I know my partner loves and cares for me and there’s nothing that triggers it. It’s almost like a switch in my head that gets flicked. My partner doesn’t mind those days and they offer me constant reminders of how much they love and care for me. I know that when I have those days, I’m hurting them. I’ve spoken to my therapist about it but nothing they’ve said has helped me out.

Do these thoughts ever go away? Has this happened to someone before and have they figured their way out? Please help me