My family found a job listing at Goddard School (preschool/kindergarten day care place) and recommended it to me since I was struggling to find a job. The job I took was a full time assistant teachers job with minimum wage pay. 
   Today, I started my first long shift and was told by the head teacher that she was going to be out Wednesday so that meant I had to step in as the main teacher. I feel like this much responsibility is too much for someone who just started their shift today and it’s causing so much anxiety. I haven’t had my training yet it starts the 25th can’t even leave the kids alone since it’s just me and I haven’t changed a diaper at all other than the two times observing the main teacher.  Talking to my parents didn’t help at all first since my mom just told me to stop crying and that things were going to be fine and then they told me how to feel better about the situation but I’m still crying as I type this, I feel like I’m being pushed into a position when I’m not ready yet.