I’m 20F. I’ve always had anxiety when it comes to my health. Recently it’s been really bad. For example I spent a month not leaving my house thinking I had a brain tumour. Stuff like that happens to me all the time. I feel something and I freak out and immediately think the worst thing and that I’m dying. It makes me not want to live life. I recently met a guy tho and things r going really good and getting kinda serious. This is scary for me because I’m worried I’ll get into a relationship and then get diagnosed with an illness. Or I’ll be out and feel a pain and freak out infront of him. Stuff like this goes through my mind all the time and I’m just not sure what to do. I don’t wanna ruin what’s happening between us:/