I guess I'm not handling it. I am just so stressed out about world events.  I am worried about my health, I am worried about my loved ones' health.  I am worried about my job and the economy.   On the plus side, I am so consumed by this that my feelings of loneliness and my attempts at finding a new partner have been largely set aside for the time being.   However, the anxiety and the extended isolation is really getting to me.  When I get really really stressed, I disassociate, so I am really afraid of losing it and getting hospitalized, and coming full circle the last place I want to be in a pandemic is a holding cell in jail or a pysch ward in a hospital.