I simply hate to be myself 
Being dusty book on shelf
I Want to feel something real
But now i’m cold like steel

I’m already spelled my soul
Even to people i don’t know 
And i don’t want to feel this downed 
But i’m feel like i’m surround

Words are play all around
They just making me feel clowned 
I’ve been acting like a brave
For everyone to think it’s fake

I’m in a place you’ll never find
‘Till somebody learns to read my mind
I’ve been writing on my wrist‘s
All this words that don’t exist 

I even don’t know what to say
I survive’d another day
But some times — i just want
To peaceful pass away

I don’t know how
To say out loud 
I wish that i was dead

I’m in a place you’ll never find
‘Till somebody learns to read my mind
I’ve been writing on my wrist‘s
All this words that don’t exist