I went back to college after failing out a couple years ago. I took 3 courses this semester to lower my course load and I just got my final exam marks back, I failed 2/3 courses, Biology and Math. My family swears upon college. “Without a degree you won’t get anywhere in the real world”

I’m so deflated, I feel sick to my stomach. I was passing both courses going into the final and just bombed it. I worked hard but my mind is just so many other places I can’t narrow in on material. I’m not even excited for the summer, I don’t feel like I’ve earned it. Sad, depressed and lonely with the feeling I’ve left with myself due to a poor work ethic. Disappointing my family and racking up my student loans.

I just don’t know anymore.