Ive said a lot of dumb things on social media that I would never say in person, because when I'm with people in person im silent because of social anxiety.  So throughout the years ive just rabted and raved about random things, about the world, about myself, about just random things.  Than I have those "memories"  on Facebook that come back to haunt me and then I just feel stupid all over again.  People probably think im nuts.  I'm mostly stable now, but I was pretty wacky back in the day and I'm just remembering all this dumb shit ive posted and I just feel like the biggest LOSER.