I just want to let this one out. I am just purely unlovable, and unlikeable. Everyone just fucking hates me and targets me for no reason. I wish I was just fucking dead. I just don't fucking understand why people are always so fucking rude to me all the time. Teachers, classmates, everybody, why? I'm not even that ugly or stupid. I don't know at this point. I don't even know what I am typing, what the hell is going on with me. Why am I like this? Why can't I just have friends? Why am I so nice and agreeable? I do not understand this. Someone, please kill me, you'd do me a good favor. Thanks.

I'm now remembering all the years of bullying, shame, etc. What a fucking terrible life. All we have is money, but I am so fucking poor mentally, emotionally, socially, well thank fuck I am getting buffer physically, maybe I am not that fucking worthless after all. 

Joycee Apuntar, if you are seeing this, go fuck yourself, I hope you die. Putangina mo kang teacher ka. Magpakamatay ka narin putangina mo. Putangina rin ang buong school na yan, mga putangina, punong puno kayo ng bullies! Mga gago. 

Fuck you Joycee Apuntar!