Don’t worry. They never loved me and me being dead will be the best thing that’s happened to them. Everyone ostracized me for being different. My birthday passed and made me even more depressed because I was born without consent.  

I’m so tired of living 
I’m tired of being compared to my cousins 
I’m tired of feeling like I can’t achieve anything 
I’m just tired.
 
I rather die depressed than be a narcissist. 
What IS the point of living anyway lol?

*I have two younger siblings so my mom has children she actually loves.