My boyfriend broke up with me a week ago. He even said it was a really impulsive decision and it was based on issues that could’ve been easily solved. We were about to move into a house together and talked about marriage.  It just sucks that he did this so abruptly without addressing the issues. He’s going through a lot and has been really overwhelmed and just ended it. But he and I have talked a lot and he’s thinking about things. It was not messy or anything, just really sad for both of us. 

I’m actually proud of how I have been doing so far, but today hurts. He’s having a party at the house that was supposed to be ours. When I saw the post about it, I unadded him and his friends on every social media so I don’t have to see. 

I guess I’m just venting. This is the hardest thing I’ve gone through ever. We had a healthy relationship and we’re best friends. I miss him. I’m getting drunk by myself right now while he has a party at the house that was going to be ours. I hope he comes back.