Long story short I have had depression since I was 15 in 18 now and I feel like I lost my passion and drive for everything. Sometimes I feel worthless and feel like wasted space, I don’t want to die though. I often feel like I will go no where In my life and continue to be in a continuous loop of negativity. I also think I have anxiety and ocd. I have awful intrusive thoughts that make me physically sick and I sometimes can’t sleep at night because I keep myself up at night thinking someone is going to break into my house and kill me. I have been seeing a therapist for maybe six months now, I like him. Someone please help me I’m scared I don’t want to act on my intrusive thoughts but they’re overwhelming and won’t go away. I don’t want to be miserable anymore. I want to sleep again and most importantly I want my drive and passion back.