somedays i'd feel on top of the world, like the queen of the universe - that i can handle any setback and reign supreme. 

other days (i.e. today) i feel like every little problem that i face will leave me utterly defeated. i can't even get out of bed to try. because i know for certain i will fail. and i am a heap of anxiety and helplessness and depression atm. 

mainly academic-wise but somehow the feeling of worthlessness spills into every other part of my life lol. it's like i can't do one organic chemistry question and boom! i'm a shit daughter and a lacking friend


any advice? how do i crawl out of this... stupid cursed cycle... 