I grew up with poor social skills, I avoided talking to other people and I never grasped the concept of boundaries our cues while growing up until being an adult and I'm not exaggerating one bit. My mom was a loony too, I raised myself basically. And not in a good way.

So I start working at 18 in a very formal and corporate setting and I don't fit it because I'm extremely awkward. I created this extremely polite character and that's my job persona. I'm always neutral, I'm always using the most polite "honorifics", I always says please and thank you and I shake your hand. So I come up as being extremely polite and kind according to colleagues that don't work close to me.

People that work close to me see me out of character being extremely sarcastic, vile and erratic, I can't hide my real behavior all the time, it's tiresome and I'd be more insane. They KNOW I don't mean shit when I'm being "polite". I've never realized this in 30 fucking years. No wonder I've been fired out of the blue before.

This is mindblowing. I feel like I've achieved another tier of manipulation. I can try 5D chess people now. I've threatened a group of more than 10 people that fucked with me, men and women threatening me. I managed to isolate a smaller portion of the group and scare the shit out of them. Then I individually targeted the other people. I ended up getting a restraining order in one of them, they ended up paying me. I improvised this. I could achieve much more.