So i know that my boyfriend is my FP, i’ve known that for awhile. But recently i’ve been splitting on him really hard. He goes and hangs out with his friends a lot and i feel abandoned and lonely and like he doesn’t care. And it makes me split and i feel like i hate him literally hate him. I absolutely despise him and want to drop him but i can’t bring myself to do it. The other night i pushed his buttons to get him angry and have him leave me and it angered me that he wouldn’t leave me. I’m tired of going between loving him and hating him. At this point i’d rather despise him than adore him.