Does anyone else find themselves subconsciously putting themselves in danger when they feel rejected/isolated/alone? 
For example, I (18F) live in a really bad area and when I feel like that, I always get really strong urges to go for late night walks, like 2/3/4am.
How dangerous it is is almost a push factor? 
It calms me and usually makes me feel better but I know I shouldn't do it yet the fact that it's dangerous isn't a deterrent at all?
However, if I was feeling more stable, I wouldn't even think about it.
Anyone else?