TW. 

Hi everyone. This might come out as trigger to some of you, so i apologize in advance.

i have decided to k word myself in 2023(decided this almost 10 years back that i won't be stepping into 2024 by choice). i have a year left, roughly. How do i break my death to my family? i don't think it will cause my mother any trauma but i think my sister might go into shock. so i want to break it to her as softly as possible, the news of my death that is. 

i can't imagine her rushing to my apartment because i didn't pick up my phone and find my blue cold body. i'd rather she hear it from someone but i don't have anyone in my life who would understand my misery and the reason to end it all. Perhaps an app or some kind of phone feature that'll let my sister know i have passed away? 

All ideas are accepted.

Please refrain from advising me against it. i appreciate your concern but there's no way i'm changing my mind. it has to end.

Thank you.