So I'm 18 M, clinically depressed, and have general anxiety disorder I take 200 mg Zoloft everyday and have for over a year. So recently I've felt farther from reality and from feeling any emotions, it just feels like I'm an observer of my own life that's just on auto pilot, doing a daily routine. I tried talking to a therapist but in person talking about how I feel feels physically impossible like something activity hold me back from speaking. I tried not taking my meds to see if that would help but I feel way too much emotion off. Off my meds I feel crazy and very out of control 100% of the time. I tried doing research but found nothing similar to this except for Aphasia which is not what I have.