I'll keep this brief. I'm scared of time and age. In my experience it's been a nightmare that doesn't end, in fact it only gets worse with every year. What will we be when we are gone? A memor. Everything you ever struggled for, ever wanted, every achievement, every soul crushing loss, every person in your life, every struggle, everything all becomes a memory. Maybe some of them make you happy now but give it time and maybe it'll just be a constant reminder that you were in a better place and were much happier.