Idk what to do with myself, i feel so miserable and alone all the time. My ex, who has felony domestic violence charges against them for what they’ve done to me, is still my FP. I blocked them about a week ago for talking about how much they wanted to hurt me again. I know we’ve broken up but the thought of them fucking someone else (which i know they’re doing from tweets of theirs i’ve been sent) makes my stomach churn and i feel like i’m about to implode. I have no idea what to do. We’re both in separate residential treatment programs, and i’m just trying to detach from them and not find a new FP, but idk how. it’s so hard knowing that the one person you thought cared about you doesn’t want to be with you any more.