I dont know what it is, it seems to just come out of nowhere. Ill be having a good day or think im having a good day and then all of a sudden Ill have these feelings of hopelessness, like I dont deserve what i have or the people who love. logically i know its nothing real, things arent hopeless, its just a feeling and it will passs. it just always feels so real in the momement and it seems to happen for no obvious reason, like I'm being tormented by some malevolent God. Does this sound like depression to you?