Senior at college. I have been putting off a bunch of assignments and my professor(s) are giving me a chance to pass (and thus graduate) but it is near impossible to get my brain to work just for once on anything I have no interest in. It's painful to face anything that gives me no happiness immediately and I will do anything else to pretend that I don't have this massive mountain to climb. I know I will regret later if I don't grab at this chance to get college done once and for all; I'm in a tricky situation where I probably won't have a go at another semester if I fail and throw money spent into college down the drain (I got some knowledge out of it, yes, but the degree is what I'm really here for). It's a long story, but I'm not exaggerating when this is my last chance.

It's so fucking frustrating I just have to 'just do it' to save myself, but my brain shuts down whenever I think about it.