So yesterday I was in Spanish class and I really considered throwing myself down the school stairs/purposefully falling down them. I don't think it was slip n slideal but I think it was so I would be able to leave the school. I feel a bit better today. But should I tell my school counselor/therapist tomorrow? I think it might help, but I'm also worried about going to a mental hospital. Yesterday that's what I wanted, but today I don't really, and that seems kinda scary.