Hi dear community &lt;3 

**I'm switching tonight from zyprexa to geodon (ziprasidone).**

I've read it's a mixed between zyprexa and abilify, and to be honest I'm really scared. I had a terrible reaction on abilify and had akathisia for a month and couldn't stop moving, my head hurt and I couldn't sleep and really wanted to die. Now I've been on zypreza for 5 months, but it's making me horribly depressed.

**What should I expect from my first days on geodon?** 

If your experiences are super bad like it never improved, please don't share, I'm really struggling and I need hope. Yesterday my psychiatrist told me that he didn't know what to do with me anymore because he didn't have anymore options for me (which is false, there are tons I haven't tried yet). So I've been in a vulnerable place since yesterday. 

I've been in the process to find the right med combination for me and it's been very difficult. Like I haven't been able to work for an entire year because I am so sensitive to medication that everything makes me sick, depressed, anxious etc... I'm getting really tired and exhausted. I need a bit of reassurance please. 

There are some positive, in the process I found Prozac (10mg) and vyvanse (20mg) which have really helped me. I just need that last push to help me live a fairly normal life. 

Thank you for your time &lt;3 !