It literally doesn't matter what I do, how good I am, or how hard I try, nothing in life will ever work out for me because I'm not lucky.    

People will do things that take zero talent that get a full career online because they just happen to have good luck. But I'll put hours and hours into something and get 7 likes because the universe fucking hates me.

I don't just want clout, I want an actual job here. I want to put in the time and effort. But it's not worth it because I just can't get lucky. 

I should just kill myself now. There's literally no point in even trying.

Nothing will ever work out for me, it'll just happen to people who deserve it less because they are more fortunate than me. Fuck this world I'm done.