My best friend or (fp) and I had a fallout a couple years ago and recently began talking. We began talking again and even became sexually involved and now I think she’s leaving me. Like actually right now over text. I just started a new job and am scared tht this emotional distress will prevent me for working or push me to engage in problem behaviors. I already broke my smoking streak and I have CHS so I’m going to be super sick in the morning and have to go to a nine hour shift while upset about this. Plus it’s all over Snapchat so I get the pleasure of watching the messages remain opened while I panic as I lose her. Idk is there advice or maybe I’m just panicking and ranting.