About a year ago I’ve been totally fine, I was going out having friends even had a pretty good paying job but then that job took a huge toll on my life. I had to work over night for 12 hr shifts sometimes longer. It was really truly over working me and I started to become really depressed I finally ended up leaving and finding a job and things were looking good… until I got covid. The job ended up letting me go. Having covid and losing my job, I ended up falling into pretty deep depression and just not wanting to move on in my life. I ended up not speaking to my family or friends for a very long time and now it’s almost been a whole year and I’m stuck with a lot debt and struggling to just go to a job interview just thinking about it sometimes feel like I’m having a panic attack and I just feel like having a melt down cause I’m just so disappointed in myself. I’ve already made about 7 job appointments and haven’t been able to go to one because I either have so much anxiety thinking about it the night before that I stay up just shaking my leg for hours on end overthinking it, or just have so much anxiety that I just burst into tears and lay in bed all day thinking that once again I’m a failure. Maybe one day I get a job offer that will help me out of this hole and hopefully I won’t panic out of it last min.