im 19 this year.

i'm constantly worrying about my loneliness and whether i can succeed in life etc becuz im not doing well in sch. 

 i have social anxiety and family issues so i feel really bad becuz i rarely have anyone to talk to. i've tried to make friends by joining clubs etc but my anxiety kicks in so i feel worse after.

i can't focus on my work and i am failing my exams and i feel worse; 

i can't focus on what i have to do becuz i feel so lonely and anxious all the time

i tried befriending ppl on discord servers but the convo just fizzles after a while so i feel even worse after.

any tips and can anyone else relate? i wanna get better so bad. i started therapy but i'm still struggling a heck lot