I made a post like this before but I need to get it off my chest again. I fucking fucking fucking fucking HATE!! Everything about myself. I REALLY REALLY FUCKING hate myself. I hate my height, appearance, voice, thoughts; my smile, my actions. I hate my past and my lack of any skill or talent or worth. The only thing I have in my life are my friends. But im only going to lose them soon enough and it's gonna be all my fault. Like everything is my fault. I deserve to lose every last thing I have left