Every time a friend of mine is saying they relate to all the depressing shit I’m saying, then I show them BPD and depression memes hoping/assuming they will relate even though they’re dark af, and they’re like oh that’s really sad…. And then I just feel awkward. Seems like people just don’t get it, don’t care,  I’m just oversharing and then hating myself like please give me love and care I’m telling you about the fucked up shit I do to myself ahhhhhh and my FP hasn’t texted me in a week and my other FP isn’t responding to my messages and I just want them to want me😢