Diagnosed last year with Borderline Personality Disorder. I also experienced my first catatonia episode and it was absolutely terrifying. It felt my body was just slowly shutting itself down to preserve my sanity . Started off with "excited catonia" and it turned into me losing control over my whole body. My wrist turned inwards, my legs and head were numb, I couldn't walk, hardly see, couldn't talk, I was stuck in the weirdest position. I went to 3 seperate hospitals and no one knew what was going on...  Wondering what everyone else's experiences were like and what were the triggers?