I feel like I waste my weekends/down time trying so damn hard to relax. I think "this weekend I want to watch a show and chill" but then I spend so much time either flipping between different shows or activities out of boredom or thinking I have to find the perfect thing to do otherwise I'll have wasted my precious weekend. Next thing I know its 2 am and I havent even done what I originally wanted to do because I'm so worried about relaxing lmao 

It shouldn't be this stressful.