I made plans to meet this girl I like this weekend at some Halloween parties. Recently, I haven't had any problems with anxiety until 2 days ago when I asked her if she wanted to hang out sometime and she suggested we go to one of the parties in my town. Now, I am scared that we'll meet and not click and I am stuck in that situation with her until she leaves which could be 3 am the next day. I am also worried about my friends seeing how I interact with people I like and making fun of me. I am usually worried about meeting new romantic interests anyway also. Now, because I asked her out two days ago, I have been having constant panic. I can't eat very much, I can't sleep unless I get high, I feel nauseous almost all the time, and it feels like it won't go away. At this point I want to cancel, but that makes me worry more about how she'll feel. I am also worried that if I cancel, the feeling of anxiety won't go away and I won't know how to fix it. I am just panicked because I don't know what to do and nothing is working that has worked in the past.