I just feel like a horrible worker. I am getting a covid test today, but last time I was sick I didn't have covid, and I started feeling like maybe I was imagining being sick in the first place.

I question whether if I am actually sick. I have a fever, cough, shortness of breath... the rational part of my brain says YES, you are sick. But the bad parts are making me question my reality. Make me feel like everyone at work thinks I'm faking. If I am doing this to myself just to maybe get fired for being sick.

It's hard for me to explain.