It all just feels pointless to keep going. I don’t have the energy left to keep trying when every time I do I just get hurt again. I’ve lost every friend I’ve ever made and have virtually no one left. Nothing left to live for. Most days I just don’t want to be here anymore. It’s just so tiring trying to stay afloat. All I ever see or hear is that you have to keep fighting because one day it will all be better. I’ve been fighting for years and I am losing that battle. I don’t want to keep fighting if I know I’ll just end up getting hurt again.