What is my alternative to taking Depakote and Zoloft?

I will not wait for insurance to accept my requests, for my doctor to write my prescription correctly, for the pharmacy to fill it right, I will not continue to wait for anything to manage my health. 

I know microdosing mushrooms is an option. I’ve heard similar from LSD and I’ve personally enjoyed LSD a few times and wouldn’t be against it at a micro dose level. Same with mushrooms. 

I genuinely need help. Today I’m quitting big pharma.