i have quiet bpd and bipolar disorder II. i do overreact to tiny things, and they can send me spiraling for days if not weeks, but i dont act out on other people, i turn it on myself. anyways i was doing really good since maybe april, im on quetiapine, i thought i was doing good but 3 or so weeks ago i started getting depressed. ive had a new FP for about 6 months and i occasionally distance myself then cant explain, hes so positive and optimistic and im scared that im sucking that out of him and he will eventually get sick of it. the success rate for bpd relationships is so small... im so scared i will come to resent him for no reason... i know these “good times” wont last and he will either abandon me or i will leave him to protect myself and i cant stop obsessing about this