i’m currently in italy (all my friends here are italian) and i have really good ones but recently i’ve been questioning if my friendship with them is artificial and if they really like me. i got really sad because one of my best friends let me live with her here and i know my mind is playing games but i don’t want this to ruin my next few months here. 

my friends haven’t done anything wrong (except one thing but nothing like omg) but i just feel like i don’t belong/out of place. 

i don’t want this to ruin my time here or even think about this dumb stuff. how do i get over this