I feel alone and depressed. I know I do have people in my life who care, but I still feel alone when it comes down to it. I’m just so exhausted and have lost the motivation to do anything, even things I usually enjoy. I have lost interest in pretty much everything that normally makes me happy. Getting out of bed is a struggle, even if it just to get water or something to eat. I feel like I come off as lazy, but it not laziness, it’s a lack of motivation. I really don’t know how to feel better anymore. I have tried various medications and seen multiple psychiatrists for years but I always end up feeling like this again and honestly, I’m so tired of it. 

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