I have a best friend who i am very grateful for and another friend who I love as well. however, i don't see them all the time and i'm quite lonely. every time i try to reach out to someone new and try to form friendships it all seems to be going great. we will text, we will snapchat, we make plans to hang out, but then those plans always fall through (on their end) and then they start distancing themselves. i'm sick of getting excited for new friends and making plans and cleaning my apartment up for someone to come over, and then they just disappear. I don't know what i am doing wrong. i'm not pushy, i think we have good conversations, but then it just ends. this one person just yesterday left my snapchats on read twice in a row after telling me she was gonna let me know her work schedule when she went in and that she was excited to hang out. i feel almost like a laughing stock and people are only talking to me because they feel bad. i'm just embarrassed and down on myself at this point.