Next year I'm going to become legally adult in my country.






And you know what? I don't like it.







I don't feel ready at all.









Everytime I think about it I just feel like crying.







I lived isolated most of my life (I also live far away from my city),I don't know how to socialize,I don't know how to do things,I'm not good at organizing,I forget things easily and I even forget to actually write them down or sometimes when I do I totally forget to read them,I'm clumsy,I'm slow and my emotions have a big impact on how I do things too,I just feel like adulthood is came too fast,I don't know how to communicate with others.








To be honest I'm worried I might end up living in the streets one day... Sooner or later even my parents wont be on this world anymore.











Plus people start to have more expectations on you,and that just makes you feel worst.








I hate it.











I just feel alone.











I know that everyone passed the phase when you become an adult,but it just seem so difficult,I just feel like I'm gonna fail.