I see people multitasking - juggling their jobs and hobbies like painting, travelling, quite effectively.

I see people coming from privilege, having opportunities served to them on a platter, but to their credit, it is what they do with them, diversifying and managing different interests/businesses/revenue streams quite effectively.

I see my rich friends partying at clubs every weekend, as I cancel my plans to socialize, owing to my massive guilt arising from not being successful enough, and not earning enough, while others manage fun &amp; work efficiently. I watch them doing well in studies, passing with a 6.5-7 CGPA (out of ten) as I struggle to reach even a 5.5, even though I am the one staying back at home, because I am *supposed* to be studying and working hard.

What am I not seeing? What have I not figured out about life? Am I simply not enough? Am I am dumb nobody who was fed lies and false dreams of success as a child during my school days?