I’m a loser at university with a low gpa and no internship. The job I work at a retail store is going terribly, my manager says I’m a stuff and uptight bland human. My parents and me aren’t close anymore and my siblings care more for their friends than me. I’ve grown distant from my friends and the girl I like wants nothing to do with me. I don’t want to live anymore. I feel so empty and alone, I find no peace in the work I do. I want love so bad but I’m such a failure.