What do I do? My girlfriend treated me badly because I tried to control her use of alcohol, cigarettes and drugs. She got angry and said hurtful things to me (I always let these things go because I know it's not easy for her either) then I decided to just take some time to think because I was tired, I made sure several times that she was ok (she wasn't) and asked her to send me videos to check on her. In an insta live video I found out that same day she had cut herself and had taken 10 clonazepam and a lot of alchol, that day she wanted to kill herself, for that she cut herself, drank, and did drugs. In a call she begged him not to leave her, which he wouldn't do because I love her too much, to which I told her I would support and love her, she didn't listen to me and kept cutting herself in call, I couldn't take that anymore and told her mom, I saved her life by doing that as she had overdosed and could have bled out too. She is going to be admitted to a psychiatric hospital and was diagnosed with borderline mental disorder, bipolar and depression. She told me that she didn't remember telling me all that and I haven't had the chance to talk to her since they control her communication, I don't know what to do anymore. I hurt her too much and when she has episodes she treats me very badly, I love her too much and I still can't believe that I almost lost her forever, my life has been declining and at this point I feel depressed. I don't know what to do