Such a stupid question. 
I’ve been horrible, Sharon. 
My life feels out of my control. 
I am on another new medication, crossing my fingers that this one is a winner.
And by winner I mean I hope this one stops me from randomly crying through out the day. 
I have given up the whole “finding a way to take pleasure in my life” road. 
I’m currently treading water to keep my nose above the water at this point. 
But you know what, I’m tired. I’m real tired.
And I’m tired of being asked, Sharon, how have I been when you don’t really want to know. 
So. 
I’ve been good. *fake smile &amp; move on*