It’s like god hates me. He just loves giving me hope only to snatch it away and laugh every single time because every single time I’m fooled and think it will last forever. I know I have bi polor 2 but still this is just so fucked up. I know life is supposed to be up and down but could I at least go without feeling from 0 to 10000 and back to 0 for one fucking day. It’s just frustrating at this point.