My girlfriend's friend sent her a video of her ex eating her out while I was next to my girlfriend. They both think it's normal and I've explained that it makes me uncomfortable, the people she hangs out with stress me out. My best friend tells everyone about my business (people I don't even know, know everything about me). My dad hasn't spoken to me since Christmas and is on and off in my life. My mom tries, and so does my step-dad (he's transgender, female, to male), I feel like I haven't had a proper father figure in my life. Everyone thinks I'm a closeted gay. I'm fairly popular, but always 2nd best in everything. My life went to shit, I used to get all A's and B's, but now I average D's. No one cares about me until I have a problem. The only thing that makes me feel normal and good is weed and alcohol. I suffer from depression, bipolar disorder, anxiety, and social anxiety. I'm starting to hate everyone more and more each day. Not even my therapist can help me.