I always self sabotage myself on days that are important to me because I get so offended when people don’t acknowledge these dates or tell me happy birthday. it’s toxic I know but it hurts me so bad. today is my husband and I’s first wedding anniversary and he cleaned the house before I woke up and went and got me flowers. I always text his parents every year on their anniversary to tell them happy anniversary and they didn’t even text us or call us. anyways my husband makes a facebook post that said “one year down!” and I got annoyed because it sounded like we’ve been dating for one year.. like he could’ve just said happy anniversary to my wife or something. I wasn’t going to say anything because whatever but he asked me if I thought it was cute and I said “yeah but it sounded like it’s our one year anniversary of dating or something” and he made me feel really bad and told me that he never posts stuff about me because nothing is good enough for me and all this stuff. and then told me I expect way too much out of people. long story short the argument for heated and i’m having a major episode and took two xanax (i’m prescribed) and our entire first wedding anniversary is ruined and i’m feeling so alone and sad and like I can’t ever talk to him about anything because he blows up on me and makes me feel psycho and like I ask for too much. I know I have issues but can someone tell me i’m not alone