So I was heavily depressed because of loneliness when i was 12 till 15, but my depression somehow went away and i started making a ton new friends irl and online everything was going smooth, but now im 17 and everything has went south, all my friends left or betrayed me for no damn reason and now im getting depressed again yay. I have no damn siblings, never had a gf, never had an actual friend who wasn’t a damn snitch, now i did try making new friends on reddit but literally everyone ghosts me after one day, like they say stuff like oh you such a great person bla bla bla, but never talk to me again, and a damn female says she is lonely and already 10 to 20 simps are ready for her in the comments not like im against that but why should i suffer through all this? Im truly lost and I always go back to where it all began which is me being lonely and depressed