I'm just not interesting. I don't talk about anything but moping around about all of my problems and NOBODY wants to hear that so most of the time I don't even talk at all. I've had my friends for years and it seems like they're slowly backing away from me as I fall victim to depression and anxiety. I can't make any new friends because I'm so bad at socialising. They would just not see me as having enough to say. I have a lot of things to say but when I get too comfortable and do that then they see me as weird. I don't want to be lonely but it feels like I'm just a weirdo to my friends and none of them actually ever want to hang out with me. Why can't I just stop being awkward.