
For the past few months I’ve been having absolutely disgusting sexual intrusive thoughts about children, CHILDREN. 

These thoughts completely disgust me and I do whatever I can to get them out of my head but they keep coming in like all day and I don’t know how to stop them. They are completely unwanted and I don’t get aroused by them at all. I’m around 19 I’ve always been interested in adult woman and girls around my age.

Idk what to do and think I should just kill myself 😔