I can never tell if I'm clingy or if I just go for emotionally unavailable people. I'm aware that its unhealthy for me to make my FP the sole source of my happiness but I can't help it. When things are good with us I have so much energy, motivation, and happiness but then something little will happen (like him saying he'll call me and then not calling) and I plumet into depression. I know that I'm probably the crazy one but how hard is it to set aside like thirty minutes of your day to call me?? Especially because we JUST almost broke up (due to him not being attentive enough) and got back together like yesterday. I can't tell if he isn't putting in enough effort or if I'm just your run of the mill attention starved, bpd having, manic pixie dream girl.