I am a loner, I have had friends  in over 20 years of life,  never had a girlfriend, my family sucks... I honestly think I will that there must be something wrong with me that I am utterly  uncapable  of forming bonds with other people.  So I want to learn to be fine on my own, I accept my fate of lonliness, but I want to be fine on my own. Do any books, movies, whatever that can help with that would be much appreciated. Thanks