I can’t take this anymore, this disorder, amongst other disorders I have, they’re overwhelming, I want to be normal so bad, especially in my relationships, I become obsessive, I can’t stop thinking of that person, even when things are fine, the fact that I can’t get my mind off them is overwhelming. It’s been bothering me a lot over the last few weeks and has gotten progressively worse, I just had my first therapy session today which was helpful, but her next appointment isn’t until March 7th, I need help now or I feel like I am going to hurt myself. I usually turn to my friends in these situations, but what can they do? All that’s going to do is drain them and make me come off as manipulative and attention seeking. I need professional help ASAP, but not inpatient or outpatient since there is very little therapy at those levels. Don’t know what to do, please help