I’ve been depressed since I was 13 years old. My first suicide attempt was when I was
14 and my last suicide attempt was when I was 20. I am now 25. I have been through so much stuff in the past 5 years and I’ve been trying my hardest to get through it. But last year was the worst year of all, and I was planning to die. But my sister killed herself not long after , I’m angry. That was supposed to be me. She stole that from me. I see what it has done to my mom and I can’t put her through that again with my death. I feel like I’m forced to be alive. I am stuck. I hate myself