I just want someone to realize that I'm doing my best. And I'm scared, I feel like I'm suffocating, like I'm walking through quicksand. And that I know its a lot to put up with. Trust me. I have to live with me 24/7. But what kind of hope that things will stop being like this and that you're not always going to be, or at least feel, this alone are you supposed to have when "you never even give anyone a chance to be there for you" jumps right to "stop adding to my burden you need to find someone to talk to".
Yeah. That's the point. I was finally trying to learn to say I needed someone to be there.