Hello, I’ve been struggling with anxiety for about 6-7 years now. It mainly affects me when I have a job, I get intrusive thoughts, it gets hard to breathe, and I get nauseous to the point I actually throw up; today was no different. I started a new job yesterday (that in hindsight I shouldn’t have accepted) and it was completely overwhelming. I got the job bc of my roommates mother (the person I pay rent to) and she showed up to take me to work, my fiancé told her that I wasn’t going and she screamed for us to get out.

I’ve never had the chance to fully work on my anxiety, I keep having to move and it’s hard for us to find a place to live. I just want to be better and i don’t know what to do.