i got into another fight again over her nonchalantly giving our roommate a toxic high dose of molly when he did it like a week ago, ive tried to word this all before, but once again i dont even understand what i was mad about, its just confusion and i dont know wheres the right direction with her, she just has this way of pissing me off, shes always so cheery and happy i just cant anymore, everytime i try to explain this its based off nothing and i come off as a retarded boomer, 20yo btw, writing this when theres 3 others around me making bracelets i have everything but i dont act like it because my best friend is literally metaphysical gasoline