Does anyone else ever struggle with video games? 

First, struggling to find one I like is sometimes very difficult in the first place. But when I find one I like its pretty much all I play. I feel great when I play for the most part when I am winning. Especially like racing games where you mostly just beat computers. But, than in competition games where you play online with others I just get so angry when I lose and I just feel like crap and like I wanna end my life or break things or whatever. I feel like I've peaked and I cant get any better so when I win I feel so happy but when I lose I feel like total crap Because im not making progress. Idk. Does anyone else struggle with this? I love this game, but im so tired of not being as good as others at it.