I started dating my boyfriend a year &amp; 6 months ago, yesterday out of no where he told me he didn’t want to be with me anymore. I thought everything was fine and until now i didn’t realize what i had done and so i just feel insanely guilty and just so sad bc i want to fix everything i ever did wrong. I realized that i had been so just irritated with him or annoyed (most of the time it was over small things or even nothing) and when i felt like that i just pushed him away and acted really mean or didn’t show him any affection at all. This had been happening a lot over the last few months and I don’t know why i kept acting this way and i guess it just added up on his end to where he couldn’t deal with it anymore. He was the person i’ve been the closest with in my whole life &amp; i saw him every single day (i now know that this wore him out and he just wanted space away from me:/) and i don’t have any real friends anymore so i don’t know what i’m going to do with myself now. All i want is him to come back to me so i can be the good gf i was supposed to be but i don’t know if he’ll want that. i don’t have anyone to talk to about this and i just feel lonely. so yea i just needed to rant about this bc i feel so shitty:(