I'm thinking about the following two BPD criteria:

* A pattern of severe mood changes over hours or days
* Ongoing feelings of emptiness

I feel much more "empty," blank, and emotionless than I do any other emotion. I mean I definitely feel depressed and anxious most of the time, but I don't often experience extreme emotions such as intense sadness. That being said I think I have some brain damage from having been on relatiely high doses of Adderall and Klonopin for a few years, which I think have affected my ability to feel emotions and have left me in a state where I feel like I've been lobotomized. Anyways, I feel so much more empty than emotional which is making me wonder whether I have full blown BPD (I'm totally new to learning about BPD). Does anyone else relate to this or have input?