Always being sensitive about the one person I like to be with the most. It is tiring and draining. A lot of times, if the same thing happened to any other person in my life and not with my FP, I know that I won’t feel like this.

But it’s like a personal job of my heart to get extra sensitive to the point of delusion to everything my FP say, do, does not say, or does not do.

And it’s not a pretty sight.