So much is changing in my life, I left my job I’m moving in with my parents. I have no friends in Kingston and there’s no one here to date at all...not that I was planning on it but I slightly browsed tinder and it’s shit. My clubs haven’t started yet so I’m hoping things get better once they do.
I just can’t help but feel like I’m some big burden and I’m truly alone. I just need a fp and to be someones fp. I just want to give up. The only thing that’s the same rn is my therapist. But even then I have to get a better one. I know I’m on the right path long term and am going to live a wonderful life but everything feels so helpless and cloudy right now.
I think I need medication. I just feel so helpless and just want my ex to message me and tell me it’s okay and I can’t stay with him. I never got that support. I never truly got support from him. I just need someone to help me but I can’t keep bugging people.