I struggle a lot with feelings of worthlessness and generally with my appearance. There's really nothing wrong with it, I'm above average looking, not that it matters anyway. I'm stuck with thinking the only thing that's worth anything is my appearance and feeling a lot of pressure over it. My boyfriend has to constantly deal with my insecurities. I don't want to be complaining to him all the time, since after all he obviously thinks I'm very pretty. It feels like I don't value his opinion and his attention. When I get all up in my insecurity I just have a hard time believing even he could ever find me attractive. I'm afraid he's gonna get tired of me and leave if I continue.