Growing up knowing that most of my family doesn't doesn't even care about me is hard to deal with my mother doesn't want anything to do with me and from the way it seems neither does my father, last month I was in a life threatening situation and I called my dad for help and he told me that he was tok busy for work and my mom pretty much told me that she didn't even care. I'm sick and tired of this both my mother and my stepfather were both abusive growing up so my childhood was ruined which left a mental scar in my mind that will last forever I rarely had anyone in my life that actually gave a shit about me. And it just seems life my life was ruined from the day I was born. I grew up poor and I still am living off my ssi that I only get once a month barely living on that I'm falling down a fucking rabbit hole of depression and trauma and ptsd from the bullying and harassment that I've had to deal with going to school even today I'm still harassed by people seems like my life is just always fucked up like damn.....