A couples days ago I had a mental breakdown in front of my fp for the first time. I asked her for confirmation that we are oke. That I can trust her and that she likes me as her friend. She did that, but now I feel stupid for asking. I keep thinking about that I should not have asked her and that she will leave me now she has seen this part of me.

It feels like there is a distance between us now. I did nothing to hurt her feelings, never did. So I don't know if it's just my crazy mind or that she really is leaving. 

I don't know what to do.. I don't want to be clingy or push her away.

Any advice would be highly appreciated.