I don’t know how many times I have to tell people that my biggest problem is cancelling plans last minute. It makes me feel so angry, I want to fucking scream at them. But all I can say is “it’s okay” after so so so many times telling them it isn’t okay I just give up. I’m just done with plans now honestly. I’m done. If anyone asks me to hang out I’ll just tell them to not even ask anymore because they can just see me when they want to see me. Which feels like fucking never now. How come I can’t breathe without my fp but they cancel because they’re in a bad mood?  Am I not good enough to make them feel better? Do I really make them feel so terrible they can’t deal with me after a long day?? They told me I always make them feel better after work but they have cancelled 3 weeks in a row because of work. “I’ll make it up to you” how do you make up for lost time like that?? By doing something we were going to do anyway? Can I just see them one extra day of the week???