I’m still having impulses to shop online and do therapy or a day treatment program, but right now I don’t want to do any of those things. I miss my old life before covid where we visit family every year, attended weekly support groups, my mental health was good, friend were helpful, etc. But right now it feels like nothing is alright. I even miss getting boba at the mall. I want to go to the mall to try the new shaved ice place that opened one day, but it was pretty fun going out every week to pick out stuff for the new house and doing some housecleaning when I feel up to it. The new house should be complete this Spring. All the bad things happening to me are tolerable, but I hope there will be better days ahead one day.