Yeah i guess a part of me has been getting cute bc i should love myself and feel like a baddie every dayyy right? Ehhh that’s kinda the case lmao. The mainnn and realistically only reason is bc i found a new FP. I’m pissed bc i haven’t seen him the past three days lol I’m trying to convince myself if i stop obsessing over him that’s he’ll appear again. 

I wish my motivation for getting cute was fueled by my own self love/ care but really it’s not &amp; it’s a hard pill to swallow. 

In the meantime… “i feeeeel goood” James brown voice hehehehehe