Hi. To explain the title, I’ve read the FAQ and to be honest I’ve tried it all. I’ve tried convincing him to seek help for unrelated problems when seeking help for his delusions and hallucinations didn’t work, I tried convincing him before I learned was angnosia was, and nothing has really worked and he has no interest in seeking help at all. I’ve been with him for more than a year and I love him a lot but I just feel so hopeless and depressed at how powerless I am, that any time I could lose the first good relationship I’ve had. I value his agency and personal choices and will make no attempt to force him into anything or call anyone as long as he or anyone else isn’t in direct danger, and I know it’s harder for him than it is for me, but I guess the question is like how do you keep going. Like how do you just keep going knowing a bad episode could happen any second and he could attempt suicide again or might not even properly recognize me and think I’m trying to hurt him. I have my own mental health struggles though less severe and  I really don’t want to break up with him but fuck dude, it’s hard.