Okay, so it's not just BPD it's me, and my poor control over my BPD combined with my husband's anger issues. I don't want to break up! I don't think I can handle being a single mother..
Did any of you guys/gals save your relationship? How?
We fight a lot and lately he has gotten physical because I just can't shut up. 
I told him we need to both make serious changes or get a divorce, and he hasn't given me his answer yet..
I'm so anxious, he told me he tried cheating on me months ago because I was being too crazy, but it was unsuccessful,  so now I can't trust him but I still need him, In so freaking dependent. I hate it! 
He says he loves me just not when I'm being crazy, but I am crazy it's who I am! It's the only identity that I don't phase out of. 
He's been gone all day the past few days and is ignoring me..I just need support but he gets so angry whenever I freakout.  Any advice? 
