So, back in May my girlfriend at the time was my fp. I was absolutely obsessed, couldn’t go a day without her. She suddenly broke up with me over text while i was at work the day i moved into my first apartment. I had been planning to marry her within the year and she had told me the same, but then literally overnight everything changed and she told me for weeks she had been trying to “take it till she makes it.” Long story short completely no contact except for one text conversation since May 17th. I tried moving on several times, and i accidentally just made myself really really depressed angry and bitter. Didn’t help  that days after i started an overnight shift. Anyway, fast forward to now I’ve been talking to this girl for a while, but I’ve trained myself to stay dissociated all the time. So now i have this problem where I’m not letting myself get too attached to this girl that frankly i really like, but the thought of committing myself to someone who has the capability to break me so much is terrifying. Please help as best you can