TW SH and ED 

first of all, im not diagnosed yet!!! im still waiting for my diagnosis but i feel like this sub is the one that understand me the better so i feel like venting here.

IM SO EUPHORIC RN, its so strange, like one week ago i was cutting myself multiple time a day, always feeling tired, always feeling sad, not being able to socialize, suicidal thoughts, not being able to sleep, etc... really depressed

AND SOMEHOW RIGHT NOW IM SO EUPHORIC like since yesterday i feel so fucking happy, sometimes i randomly laugh for no reason without being able to control it

those type of episodes happen a lot to me, im always switching between depressed and euphoric, i know it wont last but god damn this is the strongest euphoric episode i ever had and its soooo good im so happy and all my friends are soooo nice to me rn

god damn its so good (its kinda creepy when i think about it cause i look like a psycho when i randomly laugh but i love it)