I proposed when I’m manic. I think my anxiety will be through the roof when it happens. I find it hard to believe that it’s actually happening sometimes. I do love my girlfriend but since getting engaged I have been rapid cycling a lot which isn’t helping. I can’t believe it’s happening. We’ve been together for 3 years now. We make each other laugh a lot and we have the same interests. We are 2 peas in a pod and when we’re around each other I feel like nothing else matters. But damn I’m nervous! I worry about displaying some anxiety symptoms on the day. Has anyone else got married on here? Any tips for coping with it? Some days I try and downplay it and imagine a wedding not being a big deal. My girlfriend and I want it to be a fairly casual affair anyway. We have about 50 guests coming