The thing im most scared of is .. weirdness.  


Im trying to keep my head clear of thinking about it but its overwhelming feeling of oddity and weirdness. Its like putting pure weirdness into feeling. I dont know whats weird but I feel like "suspicious" that there is something weird.  


Anyone had this issue? Im in contact with my doctor and I'll tell her about it but damn. Thats what makes me thing I might be actually sick, not just anxious.