Does anyone else want to be in a committed relationship, but feel so exhausted when in a relationship because of your BPD? I’m just so tired of overthinking everything, and being afraid I am not good enough. I’m tired of trying to convince myself that I don’t actually care about them anymore when they unintentionally hurt my feelings because worded something incorrectly, and I heard it the wrong way. I just want to be happy with someone, but I don’t feel like I can.