people fucking suck. life is so fucking pointless. im so sick of everyone telling me its fine just so fucking yoga and buy some crystals. im so fucking sick of living. everything is so disgusting. everyone lies and follows this stupid fucking system. and if youre sad someone has it worse and nobody fucking cares. im writing this to no one. and i doubt no one will read or give it a second glance. im sick of pretending to be this stupid fucking happy bitch and i cant believe that for one fucking second i thought i was happy. i create evil. i have ruined everything and the world is falling to shreds. 