None of my friends can give me reassurance and I really don’t have anyone to talk to I feel so sad and lonely all the time and it being summer does not help all. It’s sad that my friends are away on vacation and I don’t talk to any of them very much. Although It’s not like my parents would let me hang out either way if they were in town. I just want someone who could give me words of courage and just listen to me and I would do the same for them. I am so sick and tired of being so depressed that I can’t do anything. My parents just tell me that I was wrong for trying to kill myself and I’ve tried to express why but it has not reached them. They sometimes even use it during an argument against me. It really really hurts. I’m trying new things out to make myself feel better and less depressed but nothing is really working. Hell I even started going to the gym.