As the title says, I can't deal with my mother.
She drives me a little crazy and brings out the bad in me. I don't like her and don't trust her.

I try to talk to my boyfriend about it but I feel like he thinks I'm being silly and making big deals out of nothing. He doesn't seem to understand and that makes it even harder.
Basically it's all in my head and all my actions have consequences - duh. 
Because I tell him what I'd like to do, but of course I know it's wrong so I don't. 
But with everyone just telling me to get over shot it's hard. 

Anyway. The lastest thing with her.

She messaged me saying they are getting a puppy.
My guess is a dachshund. Why? Because a couple of weeks ago, dad told us he's getting a dachshund. And it's kinda typical mother.
Sure enough, it is. 
Why can't I just be happy for her?
Instead I want to give her shit and call her out for stuff. And cos feelings are intense, but I don't act on them. And having my bf seemingly disregard them, it's hard.


I just needed to vent.
I'm tired so am going to bed and will probably avoid talking to anyone for the next few days because of it.