I'm sorry if this sounds like one of your average 'I'm not good at anything', but yeah here I go

I'm not good at anything. Like literally anything, I just want to be good at something, like getting recognised from people, eg hearing the word 'wow that's very good!'(genuinely, of course) makes me feel pretty good, like everyone else does when they hear that kind of thing and is very content with themselves.

But I don't think I'm trying hard enough for something that I want to be good at, and just thinking about the fact that I want to be good at something without trying hard enough makes me feel like an extremely selfish person, and makes me even more unmotivated plus getting peer pressured from everyone. Somehow puts me on tears sometimes.

And when I try something, I keep comparing to my friends around me, and think  
'Wow damn, I can't do this. This work produced by me is just shit man, I just can't do this, I give up'.

Aand the cycle continues, putting me in the baddest mood ever, trust me.

Trying -&gt; giving up -&gt; getting in a foul mood -&gt; cry, repeat.

How can I stop this and actually be productive by improving without constantly getting bummed out/getting compared?