Hi. I'm a man, just past my 24 birthday. Got my 1rst job earlier this year. It pays pretty well, so i've saved money. I wanted to become independant so soon, i will move to live on my own. I started cooking lessons and go regurlarly to the gym. On the surface, everything's going well. 

But deeply, i'm pretty scared. I've always been pretty shy and akward. I can talk and have conversation if i have something to talk about, but always struggled to form friendship in school. Despise trying, i never had a girlfriend.
I tried going to bars and parties, but i felt closer to having panic attacks than fun, so i don't think those are for me.I just don't know how (or can't) new people. 

Most of my job is telework. Even when i have to go there physically, i run in the same situation as in school. Especially since my collegues are way older (all of those i met have kids). 

So, my interactions now are just my family, which i will leave soon. Of course i can see them from time to time, but that's not a lot. Don't know if i made the right decision and scared that i will have no interactions anymore. Even now i feel stuck doing nothing and talking to no one else