Nothing matters. Nothing brings fulfillment. I’ve exhausted all possible options. I don’t want to be here anymore. I don’t get how people can be happy and have stable relationships..either everyone’s lying or I’m extremely messed up. This world is shit and there’s no such thing as being happy.

Sometimes I come on here and read the cynical posts and tell myself not to ever get to that point..but I get it now. Nothing legitimately matters.