This has taken me awhile to think about putting out there but I have been dealing with anxiety and depression for awhile now. I consider my self a person that lives under the rock. Don’t know all the top trending songs, art and what not. I don’t even have any hobbies besides gaming. I find my self to be a Chamaeleon Living a story of multiple personalities of other people… I used to be locked away growing up, so didn’t have much interaction growing up or friends and when I was at school, I was bullied. Now as an adult I don’t know who I am at times… time just seems to fly by while I just sit here, cheering and helping others. while I sit here… not motivated…  I’m not driven by this “thing”  that everyone seems to have. Being single made it 100 times harder but made me realize that I didn’t even know my self. I was trying to be in a relationship to fix a other person to distract me from my own problems (which I know now it’s a no no in a relationship)5 years later, I’m single moved to changed my life and lost everything. I’m currently trying to move back to my hometown and fix everything but that would just patch up the materialistic flaws of my life but not fix me the person that feels empty… hurt because I don’t feel like I don’t have a voice at times…