My sister once told me about 7-8 years ago that I was social outcast.

Uncle thinks that I have no honor. He thinks that I was beaten, that's why I'm so alienated.

My father was rude to me, insulted me. I remember how he kicked me with his feet when I was a teenager.

I think I am a bad son.

Bad man.

Bad brother.

I have achieved nothing in this life, and I am unlikely to be loved.I'm [neet.No](https://neet.No) friends.

I would like peace with myself. I would like to hear kind words.

Thank you.