Im exhausted from school. I hate walking into people i don't want to talk to or be friends with anymore and i have to give off fake friendly expressions to them but in my mind i want them to fuxk off.  I hate feeling anxious when im with my closest friend and having to come up with things to talk about before i see him cuz i cant have a fuckin normal conversation. i feel like there is no one there for me and everyday is a fuckin excuse. School is nothing like what you see on tv: dont expect anyone to be there and everyday is so exciting and so disney. My friends treat me like shit or make me feel like shit. I fantasise about slitting my wrists in the school toliets and hope everyone can see what school can do to someone's mental health and life