I don’t think I’ll be posting anything else here. I’m done. I thought it would be good to get it out somewhere, anywhere. It’s not helping and even here there’s no support. It confirms what I’ve always said; “they only people that care are those who can make money from us.”. Try telling friends, they abandon you. Family thinks you’re just being dramatic or overreacting. People here who want to help are all just reading from the same damn script, pretty much telling us to spend the money to make people care. Seriously, did any one of you ever just think that we need someone to actually give a damn? Someone to care about us? But no… guess we should just die or spend money to make a doctor care… and more to take medicine because medicine is the only answer because we, who are in pain, daily, are the sick ones compared to those who don’t care because we can just take medicine… continuing my active suicide; I’ll get cancer from work eventually and just die from it.