Sometimes I just feel so used at the same time useless. Im dependent on one person for comfort and she already has a lot going on within her. Most times I feel completely alone in this life, in the way that there is no true support system for me. Handling all my thoughts and emotions in my mind becomes truly exhausting. I tried to be okay with being alone and finding the power in my spirituality but it feels like nothing is ever enough. I want to find love and mean more to someone than just my exterior, I want someone to be there for me internally. I want to be truly cared for and protected. Life goes on and everyone drifts apart from you and you’re left to deal with this world mostly on your own, with a few experiences that help ease the pain. But sometimes nothing is ever enough, and pain is what you feel at the end of each day.

Sometimes I feel like My family gave up when it came to me. I hate being so alone.