I was suppose to go visit my hometown and parents today and at the last minute I canceled my flight and am sure I have no other way back there…. At the time I did it I was splitting very bad and only seen my parents for all the terrible things they’ve done and did. When they’re great people now and even so then… and now I feel shitty. I know my parents were really excited and waiting for me but I had a moment and now I’m left to explain this… Now all I can think is the past is the past the mistakes were made and I should’ve appreciate who and where they are now but when you’re splitting … none of that matters….. 😥 what do I do? How do I tell them?