Welp, after a week and a half of no sleep…and some of you lovely people trying to convince me to go to the hospital…I did not listen and wound up being brought anyway against my will. 

I am on the “bed” in my special room with cameras (which are making me paranoid) and security outside. Can’t even pee by myself. 

I heard them outside talking about the “extremely severe manic episode” - I’m assuming that’s me. 

I’m still not entirely convinced because when I started describing being followed and spied on, I started to cry. But I don’t overall feel…sad I don’t think… I do have voices telling me to do things. 

Do you ever cry while manic if you’re agitated?