 I live alone so I'm not upsetting anyone else with this, just myself.

Normally I'm not quite this bad but I've been so manic and depressed recently and completely let the kitchen slip my mind for literally about 2 months. I've just started trying to clean everything up. Almost every mug has mould growing badly and I am so overwhelmed trying to sort this all out. 

I've sorted everything into piles, cutlery, mugs, plates, bowls, pans etc. I've started on the cutlery and got some stuff that's horrific soaking in a bowl of anti bacterial dish soap and boiling water in the garden because I didn't want to look at it while I tried to get everything else sorted out. 

I can't keep doing this to myself. 

I don't really know what I'm hoping for with posting this here. I guess I just want to know I'm not alone.