Here we go again, some fight triggered my insecurities and now I can’t shake this feeling of doom. I’m torturing my boyfriend with constant crying and the desperate need for validation. No matter what he does, he isn’t doing enough. No matter how much he says he loves me, it isn’t enough or often enough. He’s doing everything wrong and I feel so alone and sad. I feel entirely unloved and unappreciated. He’s trying, but he only tries for so long before going back to his joking self. I don’t want jokes right now, I want to be babied until I feel better. I can’t stand how unsatisfied I feel when I’m like this.