My boards are in three days and I can't bring myself to study. Every time I try to get up or do something, be productive, all my energy goes out. My mind is in the clouds makinf up scenarios and it feels like I'm living in my mind more then I'm living in real life. Not a moment goes by when I'm not daydreaming. This has happened my entire life but orona has made it even worse. Sometimes I go days with minimum or no food because it takes up too much energy to get up and take it. My mind is a mess and I fell like crying all the time. Everything feels like such a big burden and I don't know what to do. I feel lonely all the time and sometimes when i try to talk to people then I just feel worse. It feels like I'm letting a vulnerable part of myself show and it feels horrible. My social life is practically non existent and I don't have any friends that would care enough to help. At this point, I'm just being a burden on my family. They invested a lot on my education and if I don't deliver they will pull me out of school and set up a marriage for me. Either that or my father will kill me.I understand that they're right and at this point I'm just a failed investment and I KNOW I'm overexaggerating things and that this sounds pathetic but i don't know what to do. I seriously don't. Please help me. Please. I'm just 16 and I can't have my life taken away from me. The family I live in is caring and honestly the best I could ask for but they will not hesitate to kill me if I don't deliver. My father tried it once and he'll try it again. Please.