i’m talking to this guy rn and everything is going great but he doesn’t know i have bpd. i mean i will tell him at some point but i am also scared to because my ex used my illness against me and took advantage of the fact that he had sm control over me due to my dependence on him. it’s just scary. since this is my first interest in somebody since that whole situation with my ex it just puts me in a weird place. i really really like this guy tho and i hope things can work out ☹️ just afraid the self sabotage is gonna weave out any moment.