They're people who dont know what be is, or don't understand what it really entails.

I wrote a suicide note today. I don't want to hurt anyone anymore. 

Depression is forgivable, anxiety is forgivable, but not this.

How do I explain a mental condition that makes me a horrible person? How can I get anyone to understand when I don't myself?

I can promise to do better but it's a lie. I never do better .

It's pretty cruel that I was even born in the first place. 

Not every life has value.