I was seeing this guy for a couple months and started to fall in love with him, but he got cold feet, and we stopped seeing each other.

Then a few days ago I finally messaged him again and it turns out that he really missed me. I saw him today for the first time in two months and it was nice, and we ended up making out.

But now I realize I made a mistake because...over a year ago I’m pretty sure I got oral hpv. I never got tested for it and all my symptoms went away. I put it out of my mind. But then a couple days ago I got a pimple on the corner of my mouth, I thought maybe it was a flare up but I popped it and then figured it wasn’t. Anyway, now I’m afraid again that it was. What if I exposed this guy to hpv? Why didn’t I tell him I thought I probably have it in the first place?

I feel like such a terrible person :( I really care about him and now I think I might have hurt him and when I tell him about this what if he doesn’t want to see me anymore?

I’m so afraid that this is a bad moral failing. If so, maybe I don’t deserve someone as nice as him. I am panicking, I don’t know how to cope with this. I’m sorry. I just wondered if anyone had anything helpful that they could say.