All I ever have the energy to do is lay in bed and cry and sleep. I barely eat. I feel so dead inside. Nothing makes me happy anymore. I feel constant pain and anxiety and I just don’t wanna be alive. I have no desire or motivation to get out of bed. I feel miserable doing everything. I feel like the world is so grey and meaningless. I want to be doing better than I am, but I have no idea how to even start or approach it. I’m 22 and I’ve been like this for years, honestly been so depressed my whole life, but it keeps getting worse. I feel no support from people around me. They just tell me to be happy. How the fuck do I do that. I feel so low all the time like I’m nothing