Hi. I've been struggling with the feeling of wanting/needing to be punished/hurt for very small things. For example, if I mess up a conversation or make someone mad, I want them to let out all of their grievances at once, be it with words or actions. I don't do things that are deserving of such actions, but I still feel like I need it. I wasn't physically abused as a child, so I don't know if it stems from possible emotional abuse or if I'm just blowing things out of proportions. Anyone else feel this way? If so, how do you cope/deal with it?