Anytime I play with online “friends” or talk with my mother I just don’t CARE about anything about what they say I act like I do like with laughter and stuff but it’s almost like I’m here but doesn’t listen,I feel like all that’s gonna happen is when I turn 18 I’m live on the street because I don’t care about anyone not even myself. I act like a monster and hates everything and hopes for nothing,I always feel sick about my mind and doesn’t attach to anyone because I don’t and never will fit in. I just hate it