Sometimes I feel like I’m so depressed and bad things keep happening because I’m a bad person. For background I’ve been with my boyfriend for 2.5 years now. We lived together for a year then about a month before the lease was up he asked me to move out because we had hit a rough patch. Then instead of renewing the lease he moved back home (500 miles away). 

We have since worked on things and are doing great but now I have to figure out how to save enough money to move states. I’ve been working and saving then all of a sudden last week I got into a car accident and might totaled my car (still waiting to hear from insurance). So now instead of saving money to move I have to buy a car I’m assuming. I’m currently on lexapro for anxiety and it’s helped a lot with that but now I feel like I’m falling into a depression.

I know life could be a lot worse but it’s so hard when I wonder why all this keeps happening. What can I do at this point?