This is a vent,

I am 24yo M, ive been struggling with life since I got 20, I injured myself badly, got depressed. Kept going.
Developed addictions, lost my girlfriend, fell in love again and got my heart broken again.
I got myself together again and am doing the things I need to do, I try to beat the day and be the best me, but I am broken inside.
I cant love anymore, I know im gonna get hurt.
Im afraid to do what I love cause of my past injuries and the high chance of reinjury.

I live on myself now, I date, I study, I work, workout, eat healthy and socialise ...

But I feel so vulnerable, the world is a hard place.

You need to be strong all the time, or life gets you, and thats what it is...

I guess, this is life, highs and lows, but mostly just surviving the day, although I want more

I miss my younger years, where I was happy