I’m 18, a while ago something happened and i got in a lot of trouble, i was touching my girlfriend while she was asleep, it has just been on and off and always continuing like we get so close to breaking up over it and then we sort it it just happens again, she’s saying i either get help because i can’t help it or we break up because i’m a horrible person because of it, just wondering if anyone has had anything similar, if this is normal or if im just fucked in the head, as much as i care for her and hate that i have hurt her this is painful for me too, everyday i question if im mentally healthy because the bad side of me (which everyone has) overrides the good.