I dated this shit head last year. It only lasted 4 months, thank God. After I broke up with him my ex and his new girlfriend, we'll call her Kay, threw a brick through my car window. It didn't stop there. Kay would leave threats on all my social media, she would try to contact my friends, family, and my boyfriends family. 

It got to the point where I laid in bed 24/7. I stopped eating, stopped showering, stopped all around caring for myself. I started SH again, after I'd been 3 years clean. After a few months of this went by, I decided I wanted my old caregiving job back, and got it! Work has been the only thing that helps me clear my head, stop the voices, stop the mental agony. 

But now, she's back. She's back to destroy my life again. She got hired at MY JOB. I only found out because I was looking at my schedule and saw the name. My heart stopped in the moment and I had a panic attack. How could this happen right when I was getting my life back on track. Right when I thought she was gone for good she's back. 

I honestly don't know what to do anymore. She's won, she broke me completely. And now she's torturing me by working at the place I work. I've figured the only way she won't be in my life, is if I'm not here at all. I don't want to do this anymore. I can't. I just don't know how to keep moving on when she is right behind me.