i’m such a loser. i’m embarrassing, ugly, annoying, and overall disgusting. all the other 16 year olds are living their best lives, and then you have me. it’s not fair, why’d i have to be me. i’m so tired, i’m so tired of waking up and having to deal my laziness. i’m doing horribly in all my classes. no matter how much i try, it won’t matter. i’m just stupid. i don’t deserve to be alive, i feel like i need to be punished. i wish someone can beat my up until i black out.