I have been with my girlfriend for 3 months. She is my first real girlfriend and I have never had to share a bed with anyone before. As a child, I had bad experiences sleeping over and therefore avoided it as much as possible to sleep somewhere other than at home. Now about my anxiety disorder: as soon as I am anxious I always feel extremely nauseous and in the worst case I throw up. My girlfriend and I have very rarely shared a bed and each time I have been terribly nauseous and the anxiety just won't go away. I don't know why and I don't understand the reason for the fear of sleeping in the same bed with her. I would like to be able to just enjoy it but I have to torture myself every time rather and I slowly don't know what to do. She even knows my symptoms and wants to help me as well but it seems like I can‘t even help myself in this case….

Have any of you had the same experience before and can give me some good advice?