Hi.   
So basically, I'll get right to the point,  
Whenever I put on clothing that I think I look nice in, or is something other than the boring t-shirt and jeans/shorts, I get this really gross feeling in my stomach, and I have this urge to jump into a pool to get rid of it? Like, I'll feel good about myself for a good minute and then any longer I stare at myself in the mirror I begin to feel sick to my stomach. I feel like it's because I fear that people will look at me because I look different? idk, it sounds kind of self absorbed to think people would stare at me, but something in my brain like tells me they will, and even if it's positive stares, it makes me feel sick. But what I don't understand is the physically sick feeling, like I actually want to jump into a pool or tear my skin off, I feel so icky. Does anyone relate to this or is this like a thing that happens or is this just me lol  


Oh and also, if anyone can relate to this, how did you get over it? I'm really sick of wearing the same thing all the time and want to look pretty when I go out.  


also just as a btw idk if i have anxiety//im not diagnosed, but i figured this was anxiety related