I can never catch a break :(. Recently weaned of lexapro but still having withdrawals in the form of excessive sleepiness, light dissociation and increased anxiety. In the process of getting a new apartment so I can develop a more routined life (currently where I stay is a shared house &amp; space is extremely limited). But the apartment leasing process is so stressful. Recently got a speeding ticket (first ever traffic violation or violation I have ever gotten). Now I feel like shit, my insurance rates may go up &amp; my dad will now begin his holier-than-thou judgmentalism. 

I just want to disappear :(