Hey everyone, so at the moment I am struggling financially. I am currently not working because I work at a school and we have summer’s off. I’ve tried getting a job all summer and had no luck. I’ve been working for instacart and doordash but I’m not making enough. Not to mention I have so many bills piling up and now my tires need to be replaced. I fear I might have to get a second loan and it’s causing me so much depression. I would ask my family but they’ll just judge me and make me feel terrible. I’m trying my hardest to handle this situation on my own but it hasn’t been easy. Luckily I start work this upcoming week but I won’t get paid for 2 whole weeks and I need to pay my bills. I’ve been finding myself crying and feeling empty. All I want to do is sleep and not wake up. I’m drowning at the moment and I don’t know how to save myself. I keep having thoughts of ending it but a small part of me keeps trying to fight. I just don’t know how long I can handle all this 

If anyone knows how I can make some quick cash in Phoenix, Arizona I would greatly appreciate it. I’ll clean houses, babysit animals, or anything honestly. I’m desperate