No one cares about me apart from strangers on Reddit. I could post on Twitter and get completely ignored. I’m done shouting for help when no one cares. I regret being born, I resent my mum for having me because she “wanted a child”. I’ve had too much suffering, more than half of my life and I’ve come to the sad realisation that people don’t care. They superficially will act like they do (on the very rare occasion) but in my experience it’s only to make them feel better about themselves. I can’t take this anymore. I just want to feel loved or at the very least like I fit in. I’m sick of being told that basically everything is my fault when I’ve experienced psychological torture and subsequent ptsd because of people unwilling to admit that they made a mistake and try to rectify it. They just don’t care. And to make it worse it’s the same people who then are earning money because they supposedly care about suicide prevention. So they care about suicide prevention but not about their actions which led me to being suicidal. I’m just a burden. I’ve never been in a relationship because I’ve only ever been rejected and my heart stamped on. My dad died. My mums alcohol dependent. I’m 26, still live with my mum and I have very limited basic life skills because I spent most of my life depressed. I’m obese. I have horrible skin. Eyesight is getting worse. Probably diabetic. Just want to be at peace. People don’t care about me. Never have, and never will.