my partner lives an hour away so sometimes we go about a week without seeing each other. i picked him up yesterday so we can spend a few days together. however, i had really bad brain fog for about 2 days before seeing him and on the day of seeing him. i dont know if it was intrusive thoughts as well, but it just felt like i barely had a connection with him. i started thinking about how we’ve been together for a year and how it feels like i barely remember much of the year. and i know this can’t be me “lying to myself” about loving him. because he truly is my everything and i cant stand the thought of losing him. which only makes these feelings worse. but it just felt like i wasnt me. i felt like i was the “me” before i met him? idk how to explain it but it would be very helpful if anyone has experienced something similar.