Sorry im having really bad anxiety so i need to vent real bad. Since i moved to my new appartment i just hate the damn weekends because my neighbors are so damn loud during the weekend, its giving me so much anxiety. I dont know why it gives me anxiety…. I wish I could have a normal mindset, like: “oh let them have fun, im in my own place and ill just mind my own business” but i just cant. My whole body is shaking, i dont know why. I feel anxiety and also anger. I want to knock on their door and ask them to be quiet, its 1:10am and i want to sleep. But my anxiety is stopping me from knocking their door. I want so sleep but i cant because i am too focused on their noises. Im so tired. I wish i living in a house without neighbors in the middle of nowhere. Sorry for venting… but thanks for reading. I hate my brains.