Recently I hit a brick wall.... where all I feel is numbness and could care less about my life and my health. I’ve been getting high off of opiates every night just to get through everything (and this is not normal behavior for me) and not eating at all (I have no appetite and this is not normal behavior for myself either). I know I’m sinking down and I’ve reached out to “friends” but they all kind of put me on the back burner and all I can see if their “online life” and how everything is going great for them as I sink lower. So I feel it’s time for a social media cleanse.

Anyone who has ever done this and benefits from it, what did you do to keep yourself busy? What new things did you try out during this time? Whay didn’t you fine difficult and what keep you on the right path? I’m only doing thins cause I know how low I am, Ive been low before but never to where I get high and not eat for days.... I know I’m loosing myself, it’s only getting worse, but I’m hoping this might help me.

Any advise is appreciated.