Hello, for context i have cyclothymia.

So, i was wondering if anyone else experiences this.

When i am on a high, i have 0 anxiety whats so ever. Like sure i get a little nervous, but for someone who couldnt leave the house a month ago, i probably will.

So, in general, i have very bad social anxiety, its diagnosed. But whenever im on a high (and im glad i have recognised this) i tend to have little to no anxiety. That is my one thing when i know im on abit of a high.

As i said, last month, i couldnt leave the house. And now, im getting my eyebrows threaded, ive joined a gym, i want to go and live in the world as much as possible. But this is extremely out of character. As I dropped out of school for severe anxiety.

I know sooner or later when this ‘high’ subsides ill likely be not able to leave the house and isolate myself. 

I am proud im able to recognise that im on a small high, im trying to enjoy it..

Does anyone else have this?