I truly feel empty and the more I go to therapy the more I want to end it all, my therapist I was comfortable with left and my new therapist i can tell is not what i need... I have no true support from my family they do not have the means or emotional stability to help me and I have no friends. I am empathetic and understanding but cannot form or create bonds with others, I am horrid at socializing for long periods of time. I have chronic back pain and cannot hold a job or find one suitable for me, I am in debt and behind on rent. I am truly lonely and always have been. I don't want to do it anymore. I have nowhere to go and I have no one to talk to. I feel so hopeless and this society is not made for sensitive people. I feel physically sick all the time and when I have bad moments it inflames my back, it's a never ending fucking cycle and it just keeps getting worse.