I completely failed to kill myself on Tuesday I’m clearly useless. I went home today and have been feeling pretty low. I had some company over for a bit but now I’m just alone in my flat and all I can think about is how I want to try and kill myself again. The crisis team are visiting me in the morning but idk if I’ll make it until then. My mind is going a mile a minute, I feel so sick. what am I meant to do?