I shouldn't complain about my life. I know this deep down but I can't fight it. And no one around me understands.

I have a job that pays more than enough. I've set myself up for the future. I have a partner and two dogs whom I adore. I have a house. I am comfortable but deeply unhappy. I think about the next milestones in my life: being proposed to, having a child etc and I feel no joy.

I wake up each morning feeling unfulfilled and "meh". I want this all to stop. I don't want to be here anymore.