I barely feel like holding on. I got no job, no one to communicate to and I feel so empty. I try talking to people on how depressed I feel but it's not working. I feel like I'm pushing people away when I talk how low I feel and how nothing brings me joy anymore. I feel so down and lost. There's nothing I feel that can get me out of this. I'm praying to God to take this mental pain away but I feels very bleak.