I have BPD. But I also have Bipolar I and PMDD, Anxiety, And C-PTSD. They're all strong enough for BPD to not just blanket it. 

I finally found my center: Lamotrigine and Prozac and Hydroxyzine. I have been so happy, felt so normal. I've been exercising and doing my best to be my best.

Well... with a few side effects. When I wake up in the morning, I am shook with tremors until I fully wake up.
And today, after I had my nap, my vision is incredibly blurry. I cleaned my glasses and splashed water on my face but it just feels impossible to see some things around me that I was able to see just fine yesterday.


Is it okay to accept these flaws so I can be happy? Or is this not an okay decision?