my friend is constantly worried about how i act and the things i do bc of my bp. i cant go out w friends without getting questioned bc of past actions. im really trying to change &amp; be better but he doesn’t see that bc he’s too focused on the negative things. sometimes him. he always accuses me of lying about what i’m doing and comes off as really condescending at times. it really hurts my feelings and it tears me down each time because he gets in my head and makes me feel like im never going to be better and im just going to keep making the same mistakes over and over. i don’t know what to do