we know each other for 2 years and we've been really close since few months, acted like a couple but weren't one. today he said he wants to be only friends again. ofc my dumb ass felt better and happier with him. He was so proud of me and supportive when i started my therapy. I felt so fkin safe with him. I tried to be better for him. I even told my therapist about how happy and grateful I am that he is a part of my life, and I cannot imagine losing him. It would be easier if he hated me now or abandoned. Im totally broken and don't know what to do. He did what i was afraid of the most. I'm tired of crying, I don't have anyone to talk to. I want to hate him, but he's still the most important person in my life. I don't know what to do, I want to scream for help. Please tell me it'll get better...