i’m so mad all the time, i want to go to therapy but every therapists i’ve had doesn’t even know where to start with me, drop me as a patient or i literally fucking hate them and leave mid session. 

i know that’s partially my bpd, but i’m so SICK of mental health professionals taking on patients they know they can’t handle because they wanna use us an experiment or a zoo animal or something. it feels like they don’t even want to help me.

I desperately need therapy, so badly, i just know i’m a terrible patient to have, i’m angry and i pick fights, i’m flaky, standoffish &amp; just closed off completely. i hate it bc i go into the session ready to talk and then i go in and i literally cannot talk to them.

Have you guys actually improved from therapy/found a good therapist? it’s so hard when they turn you away, it’s like i’m too difficult even for the people who want to help us.