I’ve met some fucked up people on this app (I mean.. what did I except?) and I think that’s why my mental state has gone downhill so much more than earlier this year. It’s like I’m trying to be someone I’m not with them and then like..I feel inferior to them at the same time so why not self-sabotage? I wasn’t good either but *sheeeeshhh* , why couldn’t I just leave them alone when I wanted to.