i started on lexapro, didnt work. i moved to zoloft, it worked for a little bit until it didn't. i got bumped from 25mg zoloft to 50mg. it worked for a little bit now it feels the same as before. nothing is helping. i keep missing therapy, and even if i were to go it never helps. medicine doesnt work, therapy doesnt work. what am i supposed to fucking do? i feel like there's a constant fucking war inside my head. the responsibilities of the world on top of my own fucking mind is crushing me. nothing fucking helps. i have no friends to talk to. for the better part of 17 years i've had nobody. the past 3 years of my life i haven't talked to anyone in real life other than my own family and customers at work (which i quit not too long ago). i feel like i'm trapped in a cage and no matter what i do there's no way out of it.