I know this is going to sound strange and slightly stupid but I need to speak about it otherwise it’s just gonna eat away at me. But I get really affected my tiny things, it’s a hard thing to explain but imagine you’re talking to someone and you ask if they want to do something and they say “I guess” or “I don’t mind” I those comments always make me think, “do they actually want to tho” like it’s so frustrating. I’m talking to a girl (who I won’t say for privacy reasons) I like her whatever whatever, but we’re taking it slow as she’s gone through something and I’m just being there for her ect ect. But whenever I ask if she wants to play a game or just chat idk I always feel like she doesn’t want to… it’s strange as I know she probably does but at the same time part of me thinks she’s just being nice. 

Me and her have talked about this in the past, and she recommended I took some time away to focus on me, which I did and it really did work. Sure I have feelings for her but I’m not mistaking our friendship for anything more than that. But Idk if I feel like if I say anything to her about it I feel she might think I’m treating us as a “us” thing.. which I’m not. Idk… it’s so hard and I know none of this will make sense to most but it really affects me and id love some help… thanks..