So I (17f) have been diagnosed with MDD, GAD, and anorexia nervosa for around two years now. Psychiatrist and therapist still trying to find treatment that works on me but have tried 4 dif ssris and both solo and group therapy. My psychiatrist is hesitant to diagnose ADD yet because my attention issues could just be connected to anxiety. 

Here’s the main point, I feel so much of nothing. It’s hard to describe but if you experience this too, you know exactly how it feels. I find it hard to recognize any emotions and when I do, it’s impossible to verbalize them to others and even myself. I feel like I’m missing out on so much life because of this and I think it’s hurting my relationship (me not showing affection or responding when he does). 

If anyone’s found a way to deal with this feeling or some way to start feeling again, I’d really appreciate it.