I wanted to post this months ago but was too scared it wasn’t real.  I think things might finally be … good?  I think I’m secure in my relationships.  I think I have some people, not a ton, but enough… that aren’t going anywhere.  It feels like I have family.  A few days ago I was on the verge of a massive episode and I pulled myself out of it and just kept on truckin.  I just…like…I can’t get over that this is possible.  I was in therapy for so so so long and was afraid it wouldn’t result in real change but I think I might be there.  I think I might have community and friendship like I always dreamed about.  

I just wanted to share because when good things happen we should celebrate.  Love to you all!