My anxiety in some areas has gotten much better right, but right over the Internet I feel so much more nervous than before.
It's hard not to feel like I'll be judged by the other person over every little thing.
But I really want to play games with people again, for years now I've just played solo.
I try to finding people on noobly but I'm usually too nervous to even try ahhhhh.

League of legends I'm fine with the text chat and talking to randoms but playing in a group with someone makes me feel like I have to keep performing well around them or they'll no longer wanna be friends and the thought of that scares much more than it should.