I am currently laying in bed simply waiting out the hunger and rumbling of my stomach to turn into dizziness and headache so I can ignore it or sleep it off. 

(Ed tw) I have me troubles with Ed but this is not in that sense, is different. Is not cause I feel guilty for eating or trying to restrict. I simply don’t…want to 

Is not like I haven’t been eating completely. More than once I have been in a situation I can’t  avoid eating so not starving or anything. 

But for some reason even when I am hungry and even have a bit of appetite the idea of eating is not appealing. I rather juts let the uncomfortable feeling pass until I can brush it off. 

I am quite confuse about what this is about or why. I don’t understand I am not enjoying this at all. Anyone else have something similar or have a theory of what’s going on?