I feel so empty all the time, and it’s like my bpd has become my personality and the only thing making me Me. And I hate it, I hate myself and all. Still I can’t help but be scared.

I started DBT this week. Now I’m getting scared and anxious. Will I become nothing? I’ll just be an even more empty shell than I already am. Or maybe just maaaybe will I find my actual personality that I might have behind this mental prison?