I'm sorry I'm not pretty enough for you. I'm
sorry I'm not perfect enough for you. I'm sorry I'm not smart enough for you. I'm sorry I'm not strong enough for you. I'm sorry I'm not light enough for you. I'm sorry that I'm not your dream girl. But I'm trying, I am trying so hard. I'm trying hard to change myself. I'm trying hard to become perfect. I want to be perfect. I want you to like me. I want you to love me. I want you to want to be around me. I want
you to talk about me. Why don't you like me. What have I done to you. What didn't I do for you? What did I say? Is it the way I act? I can change, I can be better. I can be
perfect if I just try a little harder. If I just find new techniques, If I just change some characteristics, if I just fix some flaws. Maybe then, you would want me. Maybe then I would be yours. Maybe, but someone else will come along.
That's more than what I can offer and you will leave. I will cease to exist. I will be nothing. I Will be a stranger you pass by each day. I will be dust. I will be invisible. I will be nothing to you. And nothing is how I will feel inside because without you I don't know who I am. If you don't like talking to me then I'm unlikable. If you don't notice
changes in my appearance, things I changed for you.things that I see you like in other girls then I'm ugly. If you
don't clarify who and what I am to you then I'm unloveable.Because your words mean everything to me. Your actions
mean the world to me. I base everything I feel off everything you do. I want to be one with you. I want to become you. I want to see you behind the mask. Behind
this flesh we call skin. I want to see your soul. I want to know who you were before you were assigned this life. I want to know love.