i’ve been suffering from anxiety &amp; panic attacks for 3 years now. it gets so mentally &amp; physically exhausting trying to come to terms with it. after a few days of no sleep, fast heart rate, &amp; constant concern i’m going to drop dead, at some point i just wish it would kill me already. i never have the guts to do it myself but it feels like i’d be better off doing it so i don’t have to endure this pathetic life of mine. my heart is constantly pounding &amp; experiencing heart palpitations, it’s such an inconvenience. usually when i stop caring if it kills me or not, my symptoms subside so hopefully if i keep telling it to kill me, it won’t bother me anymore ? lmao idk. it is what it is, nothing i can do.