I applied for an internship and have an interview scheduled for Friday. The anxious part of me desperately wants to cancel the interview and not go forward with it out of fear that I will embarrass myself. The rational part of me knows that I should stick with it because I really like all that the organization stands for. Plus, it would be good interview practice, even if I don't get it. Actually, there's a huge part of me that hopes that I interview and don't get it. I don't know its frustrating. it's like the rational part of me completely leaves and the anxious side of me takes over.