I am a quiet borderline and I grew up with very controlling parents and few outside friends, so I often did and said what I thought my parents wanted me to do and say, and adapted that way. Add in the fact that I’ve had an abusive brother and father and I didn’t want to rock the boat so I never did anything to do that. 

Now I’m living on my own and I have a hard time describing myself as a person. I’m not sure what the world wants me to be. I feel like I act differently around different people so as not to upset things but deep down I never act like me because I’m not sure who that is. I just tell people what I think they want to hear and be who I think they want to me to be. Who am I really? I’m having a hard time with this and have since I started living on my own. Has anyone else experienced this type of feeling?