Waking up the morning after a really bad night and seeing all the messages you sent to a select few people that you for some reason always default to when you're in a bad headspace.

Fuck, man, why do I subject people to this shit.

Time to completely erase months worth of conversations because of 3 paragraphs of insane rants that trigger all kinds of thoughts when I look over them.

It's like every couple weeks I have to do a complete social reset. It's getting to the point where I just don't want to see or talk to anyone ever again.

But then I do.

And then I regret it.

Then I vow not to do it again.

Then I do.

Then I regret it.

Vicious god damn cycle.