I don’t have BPD, but I have trouble saying it. Feeling it isn’t a problem but I only feel it for maybe 1 person for sure and the others idk if it’s because I have to or I should. I care about people but saying the L word to someone is difficult, because if I don’t feel it then I don’t say it. The most I can is “me too” but even that is rare. Idk I feel like that word has to be earned, even family have to earn it. 

Idk what the point of this post is either, I don’t need advice and it isn’t venting. Maybe someone needed to read it and that’s its purpose. 

Those struggling with feelings, be strong and keep your head up. If you’re alive, you’re strong that’s it.