I got fired from my internship for a reason completely out of my control and I was spoken to like I was dirt, name called and gaslit by my employer into thinking I did something wrong. 

It’s now put me in a difficult position as I have a 10 day grace period to find a new internship which is hard because there’s limited opportunity now.

Mentally, this has affected my confidence, I’ve just been ordering food all the time and staying in bed, my lack of routine makes everyday the same. Yesterday I applied to ALL relevant internships that were hiring. So now it’s just a matter of waiting to hear back. I don’t have many friends and those that do are busy with their internships or in a different city/country. 

I feel alone, I haven’t been putting on makeup or dressing up or doing things that make me happy because this whole situation has made me doubt myself. I feel I can’t relax unless i have another placement secured. Overall I’ve just been really down.