My anxiety has been bad since as long as I can remember but when I met my husband he was like my support human and it helped soooooo much. He died last year and now it's worse than ever. I also had covid 3 times so let's say the long term side effects have been terrible which includes worsening anxiety. Not to mention me and him had gotten covid delta which felt like I was dying and he actually did die. So young too. I've developed a fear of the world now. Someone who was sick kept it from everyone and still went out and hung out with him infecting him. I need to work but the anxiety is eating away at me. Then the money issues cause stress which leads to more anxiety. Can't really find a good at home job with no phone calls. So the anxiety is just taking over. Some nights I can't even sleep. I've tried therapy multiple different therapists and it only makes me more recluse. The panic attacks become more frequent. Idk how other people function. It's a nightmare I can't wake up from or escape.