My last manic episode I ended up applying for a shit ton of jobs positions etc, and it's normally super fucking hard to follow through with these stupid fuck obligations I make for myself because I don't have the foresight to realize I can't work 5 jobs simultaneously after interviewing, Especially since I normally get morbidly depressed right after. I ended up getting 3 positions (job, research, community) that I really wanted but I don't know if I am going to be able to pull through, especially if I hit another depressive episode within the next 12 weeks. I'm fortunate right now to be in a normal state of mind, but no telling how long that will last. Any advice?