I’ve been dealing with BPD since I could remember, and it’s been breaking my friendships up as well for as long as I can remember. I have such a difficult time opening up to anyone about my BPD, but even when I have, no one around me seems to even act like it is a real disorder. I’m experiencing hellish amounts of depression currently. I frequently experiencing fluctuating amounts of anxiety and depression and I just want to be happy and healthy, but my thoughts are always working against me! 😢