My FP is also my ex bf and long story short, we're on decently good terms but of course it's still unhealthy. it's not like super bad but i am dependent on his attention and he's with family this week for thanksgiving so he's barely texted me but I've been okay about it... Until today where he hasn't texted me for like 8 hours and I'm insanely bored and I'm starting to have those shitty thoughts we all know too well about it being because I'm awful and crazy. Idk i guess I'm just telling you guys to get it out before i end up becoming a sad drunk person tonight and complaining to my friends about it and then drunk texting him a whole bunch. I figure it's better to write to you guys who understand a little bit more before i end up making a complete mess out of myself. I hope this works enough to get it out of my system!!