I am looking at my past posts and they’re all so depressing. Why do I hurt myself so badly? Why do I feel pain all the time? Why do I compare myself and how did I get so lonely? It is so sad to think back and if I had to tell my younger self how I would be as I got older then I would literally sob for hours. Sorry non of this makes sense but I guess I’m saying is that it sucks to be an adult and have all these negative emotions. Lol