I'm 19. 

I feel sad, lonely and empty and it's been like this for the past 2-3 years. Nobody knows about this except 2 people : one online friend and one friend in college.

It doesn't seem like this life is worth living and even though I'm willing to give it a chance, death seems like an easy way out.

I can't accept the fact that there are some people who love me, who truly care for me and it's probably because I have a very low self-esteem and hate myself, hate my face and everything about me.

When I'm in class or with other people, I don't think about this shit but as soon as I'm left alone with my thought, I can't stop thinking about all of it and it's really messing up. 

Am I depressed ?