I’m so sad right now. I continue to harp on the past and harp on things I can’t control like going back in time and being a kid again. I get so sad that I am no longer that kid that just is discovering so much about life and so eager to go out and live.. even though childhood wasn’t always cherry but still being a kid is like the best thing.. and it sucks I can’t experience my childhood again.. same thing with my teenage years.. uh how can I get over this