Everyday. Every goddamn day for the the last 2.5 years has been bad news. I feel like I’m at my breaking point. But then even more bad news gets thrown at me!!! How the FUCK am I still here???? I wanna give up!!!

Today’s bad news is my therapist doesn’t take my state insurance bc I lost my job that provided my insurance. 

Ffs!! I can’t even get help w/o more bad news!!!!!! 

It’s giving me anxiety to try and get stuff done or get better because I’m always waiting for the next shoe to drop. 

I’m exhausted. It’s so draining. I just want good news.