Fuck all the people. I am fucking done. Done with love, done with having relationships, done with sex. Fuck it. I can't handle this shit anymore. You fucking bitch you didn't reply to me the whole night while you were out, and I had a fucking panic attack and puked twice. And you know exactly how I would feel if you did that, cause I fucking told you. I told you everything. I shared everything with you. All I wanted is a simple "I got home". Fuck you. FUCK YOU. I hope you'll feel at least 1/10th of what I felt yesterday when you realize I left. Sorry, I didn't know where to post, and I am fucking sobbing now. Slept 2 hours. Bunch of alcohol didn't even help to sleep longer. I just wanted to post this somewhere. I am sorry. I am so fucking lost. Everyone always leaves. I can't fucking do this anymore. 