i’ve struggled with anxiety for as long as i can remember. it didn’t get bad daily and i was not diagnosed with GAD until i was 16 (i’m 24 now). since then, i’ve been on prozac, clonazepam, welbutrin, and currently lexapro and buspar. well, doc would like to put me on zoloft now as well. 
i’m pregnant. 
i JUST got myself off of clonazepam before i found out i was pregnant and was borderline about to come off the lexapro as well, but the pregnancy anxiety has been unbearable so my OB put me on buspar. i quite literally don’t want to do anything ever, including go to work, because of how anxious my mind and body are. the best way i can describe it is that i’m restless ALL the time. i wanna run around and around and around but do i have the energy?? of course not, i’m still (barely) in my first trimester and sick as a dog. 
i’m just lost. i feel hopeless with my anxiety and i fear i’m hurting baby girl as well. it doesn’t feel like it’ll ever get better and nothing helps (well, the clonazepam did, but i can’t take that now).
thank you if you made it this far. i’m just feeling hopeless.