 I’ve known I’ve had anxiety disorders due to neglect from my parents for years now. I’ve recently been able to leave my parents house but now it’s become increasingly clear that I don’t even know who I am.

 I have no interests or aims in life, I can’t pick a college major, and I am unable to sit down and focus on anything because I simply have no feelings or emotions towards anything that is put in front of me. The only time I do feel in my body is when I’m anxious. All my friends that I’ve known for years are trying they’re best to encourage me, but everyone I know feels like a stranger. The last thing I want to do is let this effect other people and the relationships I’ve formed previously with them, but I have to stop and ask myself, how can they act like they know me when I don’t even know me?

 All of my life up til now feels unreal. Now that I’ve landed where I am, I don’t know who I am, who others are, or where to go.