It feels selfish to tell anyone what’s going on with me. My girlfriend knows what’s going on after I broke down to her and now she’s feeling bad. I try to console her and I feel guilty. My mom sorta knows what’s going on and is worried about me. I just hate that the people I love feel pain for me. I don’t want to cause anyone pain. Opening up is what I’m “supposed to do” but it just seems to always end with me feeling the same and someone else feeling worse. It’s demotivating. Sorry if this was more of a rant. I hope some of you can resonate or can offer any advice.