Having trouble dealing with some information sprung on me today. Please don’t judge me I’m just trying to work through this - My fiancé just told me his (possibly) biological son who was adopted at birth wants to meet him. He told me he had a teen pregnancy when we first met but, it never crossed my mind that the child would be around. What is bothering me is that he was just made aware that his overbearing grandmother and great aunt have been visiting the child. I think that’s weird. He has never even met the kid and they aren’t sure it’s his. 
I think the real issue for me is that I am jealous because I can’t bare children and he wants a child so bad. And, I don’t want to have to meet the child’s birth mother. I know, I know… I am too jealous and selfish. That’s why I’m here. I hate being this way. How do you cope? I feel broken like I can’t do anything right ever.