Hi! My name is Seph, I am someone who has experienced traits of BPD all my life, and I am seeking a professional diagnosis.

Ive been researching BPD for months, and I’ve realized that I do have a pattern of developing a FP.
I met some really sweet people a few days ago, and I think i’m developing two favorite people. i’m afraid of falling into the same fear of abandonment, emotional rollercoaster kind of friendship.

I don’t want to lose them, they’re really sweet and although I know I can live without their company, I just really want to be a good friend to them both.

How do y’all manage having a FP?And may I ask for any advice on how to cope? I want to be a good friend, and I don’t want to depend on them for my happiness. It’s not fair for any of us, and I want to do my best to cope with my symptoms while i’m working on getting mental help.

All and any advice is appreciated. Thank you for reading, and I hope you all have a nice day!