i feel slightly better rn, so thank goodness. but why? the past few days i've slept until almost 1 on the weekends, didn't leave my room till closer to 3...didn't eat anything until it was going to 4. i've been full SO quickly. i've cried. i've hurt myself. i haven't spoken more than absolutely need to anybody. it's the worst it's been in a long, long time. right now i feel like tomorrow might be better, but we'll see if it stays that way. why why why though, that's my only question