I got kicked out of 18 because I dated a boy and my mom is very conservative and I wasn’t allowed to date. So the me and this boy broke up months later but I couldn’t go back to my house. As a result I would sleep in random peoples houses my friends, strangers etc. I wanted to give modeling a shot and it has always been so much fun. Currently I’m staying at a 2 bedroom apartment with 5 other girls and my name is not even on the lease cuz idk how to do all that stuff and my mom doesn’t give me my legal documents plus it’s illegal to have 6 people in a 2 bedroom apartment. Anyways my main source of income is modeling and I work at a coffee shop. A month ago I got a chance to walk in a runway I was very happy and I thoight that  will open many doors for me I’ve. Wanted to do it forever. But at the after party this man kept on touching me I didn’t tell him to stop because I was scared and instead went to the hotel room with him because he said he could open many doors for me. He had sex with me and then he left abt a thousand dollars and told me if I told anyone abt this he would “blacklist” me. After that I’ve done a few more runways and photo shoots I love doing it but the only reason why I love doing it is becuz it’s the only way for me to be successful. My parents don’t pay for anything so it’s super hard but I felt l loss my integrity and hate myself so much