Anyone else terrified of COVID as well as equally terrified to get the VACCINE? 

I’m a young 24 year old healthy male with no comorbidities. 163 pounds at 5’10. I work out regularly (weights 3 times a week and cardio(running) atleast 2-3 times a week. I watch what I eat and try to get all of my vitamins and micronutrients as well as I don’t eat too many refined carbs, I watch my sugar and everything else too. But COVID and the vaccine both terrify me. The statistical odds of a male my age that’s healthy dying of this disease are pretty dang low. But it still terrifies me. Every little ache or stuffy nose makes me wanna run and get tested. I want to compulsively monitor my oxygen levels, etc. Anyone else feel like this?