Hint; It ain't fucking me and it never will be. I haven't had a single "relationship" that wasn't short lived and ending in disaster just leaving me with more abandonment issues and resentment towards people in general. Who would have thought that naive teenager feeling puppy love for the first time, so full of hope and optimism would soon become so bitter, cynical and full of hatred he can't meet anyone in any context without expecting them to fuck him over the first chance they get, which tends to happen more often than not. It's quite telling what an unlovable piece of shit you are when there's no one in your life you've known more than 2 months and they're all just other homeless people you smoke weed with.