Probably gonna get a bit of hate for this but here we go lol. My fp cheated on me after a bad episode that resulted me being put in the hospital and his excuse was “i was numb” like every time I’m numb I don’t go cheat but I do cheat back, he cheated on the bih that has the mind set of “anything you can do I can do better” and I did. The night I had an episode his girl bsfs blocked me on his phone but his main gbf he used to have romantic feelings for had a toxic ex that hated my FP/bf so that was my target, I had sex with him when me and my fp got back together, so fp would know how I felt with what he had done to me and I told my fp today and it felt good and he still wants to work things out so it all worked out ig