The title says it, my doctor doesn't believe me when I say that I have issues that I need help with, so she is refusing to write a letter to my insurance so they can help me. My mental issues are physically crippling, I can't work and I'm not passing school anymore. She says I'm too young to get financial aid (that's not true, and not up to her) I don't know what to do, my insurance says the only way for them to make a decision is if my doctor writes the letter. I think she just doesn't want to write it because it's 4 pages. I was diagnosed by a proper psychologist, and they sent all of the journals and information to the family doctor. I was asked if I was suicidal, I said yes and described how I felt.   
Today I went to check the journal update, and my doctor wrote that I have no signs of suicidal tendencies or thoughts despite what I told her yesterday.  


Now I can't work, I can't get paid by my insurance and I'm broke and I can't do anything about it.  
I told her, this is my 6th medication and it doesn't work for me, this one specifically made me have very bad side effects so I said I don't want anymore medication. I've been in a trance since yesterday, because her direct words were "You were feeling okay last time we met (1yr and 6 months ago)" and "You're not depressed enough to qualify for financial aid". It shocked me, because I've been having complete meltdowns almost daily due to my issues. She doesn't care, she wrote that I'm fine, that I'm young and healthy.   
What am I even supposed to do now? I was told to seek help, I am - but they're not taking me seriously because I'm a young girl.