So yeah, as the title says. I'm not sure if I'm overreacting or not. 

Some background info: I met this person last November. I've never really felt comfortable around guys, especially ones older than me (he's in his 50s, I'm 21)(please no judgement). Anyway. When we first met it was great. We would meet up lots and he would text me quite often to check in on me, see how I'm doing, etc. 

Then I found out that he finds me "pretty" as he says. I'm sure you can assume where this is going.

So as the relationship grew and things escalated all that slowly trickled down to hardly anything. I hardly ever hear from him anymore over text, although we still see each other a couple times a week, I never hear from him outside of those times. 

I dont know... it kind of makes me feel like I've just been used. I go through phases of hating him and being angry but as soon as I see him in person it fades away and I'm absolutely intoxicated by him again.

I hate this. I feel like I'm crazy and even though I've talked to him about how I feel before and he assures me he cares, sometimes it's hard to believe.

Does anyone else feel like this or am I the only one?