CW: SA
So I’ve had a lot of negative feelings like hate/dislike resentment etc. towards my friend since she made a comment at dinner. 

Basically a bunch of my friends were at dinner and we ended on the topic of relationships and this friend kept talking about how she has a list of qualities she wants in a guy and I simply said that I don’t have a list of qualities I search for I personally just meet people I like and then she said no offense but didn’t that lead you into bad situations clearly referring to my ex who SAed me and I said yeah I was SAed and stormed out 

Obviously I didn’t have the best reaction but I can’t help feeling that I can’t trust her anymore and I can’t tell if I’m splitting her or not cause I have a lot of black and white thinking but my brain tells me it’s justified