He thinks that if he gets mad at me for anything I do that I’ll try kill myself, or hurt myself. How do I not be like this? How do I not seem and feels so manipulative? That’s not the case, he’s obviously allowed to feel mad and be mad, but how do I show him that he’s allowed to have those feelings? I want this relationship to be normal with normal feelings and communication, but because of my bpd and cptsd he feels like he can’t express negative emotions towards me and it hurts