
How do I help him? What do I say to him when he texts me in the middle of the night about wanting to kill himself? And all I can seem to do is stare in awe because he literally can’t be happy, and he’s heard it all before, and he’s just so low, and I know I could lose him. 

Despite the last sentence, I’m quite alright with the ordeal. And I’m very grateful he’s talking to me about it. But I mean I’m utterly useless so I need your best therapist quality advice. 

***For clarification he has a disorder and lacks the ability to make a specific protein that is needed to construct both chemicals. He has attempted multiple times. He’s had professional help, he’s on medication(he will probably be on for the rest of his life), and I’m like very far away(online friend).***