I’ve been handed a good hand in life but I don’t deserve it and I just want to die. I have a great home, mostly good parents, although my mom can be way too much in my life giving me no privacy and kinda ruining my relationship with my ex. I have semi decent friends, we play games and laugh and all that stuff but I never get invited out anywhere with them so that’s always disheartening. I go to a good collage but I’m a lazy piece of shit and barely do any of the work and I don’t have a job either because again, I’m a lazy piece of shit. I hate everything about me and everything would be better if I was gone.