I'm really struggling to argue with the psychosis right now.

Friday I was sure and terrified that the pharmacist was under the control of the shadow people,  and they were messing with me by making me not have meds so they can torture me and laugh at me. 

I got through that

Today I find out that a (physical health) clinic has discharged me without telling me.  Leaving me with a splint that I don't know when to remove,  or knowing when to start trying to move it.  So now they're trying to take away the things I like to do (stiffness in this joint will stop me doing these things). 

Really hard to argue against it being the shadow people.  Have I been right all this time? Who else is under their control? Am I alone? 

Im scared