I really wish I was just able to be present more often. It feels like most of my time when I'm awake is taken up by worrying about things I don't even need to be worrying about. It's worse because I know that I shouldn't be anxious, but I still am lol. Normally things have been in control, but I've for some reason been getting stressed about work more often. See, I do YouTube full-time, and I'm constantly looking at my analytics and views expecting results that take time to show. I guess it's a patience thing too. 

Oh well, just wanted to vent, but if anyone has advice on inner turmoil like this, I'm all ears!