the only person i know i can be in love with is my ex. i can’t explain how i know this, i just do. i was so in love with her, and i’m still kinda obsessed with her. but she doesn’t care about me. i’m either obsessed or bored and disinterested with people. it’s been several years and i don’t want to be die without experiencing regular relationship experiences- like sex (haven’t lost my virginity). am i wrong for dating again? when i know that everyone else that i date will not be meaningful to me?