Very ready to be a gamer gril. For the first time I've got my own laptop! It's got 16GB of ram and I'm wanting to try it. I wanna put some headphones on, maybe some blue light glasses, sit back in my chair and just adventure in some other world. Maybe I'll log off for the day and hours will have passed. Time in my day to day feels so slow. My thoughts are so repetitive and they are reallllly getting me down at this point. I want videogames to be what art used to be for me. What reading used to be. What learning used to be. Ya girl needs time to speed up and for my thoughts to quiet. I hope videogames can help me escape. I hate it here. 


What games should I dive into?