Doesn't matter how hard I try to be a good person, do the right thing. No matter how hard I have tried to pull myself up and get out of this Homeless hell I got trapped In. I'm going to Die here. Nobody I have chatted online with seems to be real, say that their going to help but when it's time they, ghost me. The drug addicts using me as a scape goat giving me trouble when they are having hard times and I can't or won't help them now I'm a target. But seems like nobody gives a damn a me.  I really don't want to do anymore and I am thinking what's the point of fighting a loosing battle anymore. Nobody cares just let them win. I give up.