So, I'm in highschool, almoust 18 years old. I have one very good friend, bff may i say. But, lately, she don't hang out with as much as she used to. Even though she said she don't like this guy that she's been talking to, she always go out in the hallway to chat, usualy because he ask her (he is a littel bit manipulativ, from my perspectiv). If she is not with him, she is in the hallway with some of our friends. Every time I go with her, she just make comments how the class of the boy she is talking to keep staring at us, even though they don't. I think she likes the atention, and I can't really understand that, given the fact that I have an moderate anxiety disorder and I'm quite the introvert. But, everybody like attention. Is this a thing that is supposed to come with growing up? Likeing the attention, talking to basiclly strangers just because. Am I supposed to do that? I am willing to, I love my friend to much, and I fear I might be to overwhelming for her, to attached. How am I supposed to do this? To grow up, I mean. Because of my disorder I think I am a littel behinde on social things. So, reddit, what am I supposed to do? Do I need to get a partener, to talk to peopel that I don't know, to be more sociale active even though I don't like, until it gets easyer?
Sorry for my grammer, btw, english is not my firts language, have marcy on me for that.