I wake up, go to work, come home, and lay in my bed until I fall asleep to the next day. The cycle repeats itself. I don't have friends or family that wants to go out and do something. It hurts to see acquaintances having the times of their lives on social media traveling out of country, going to parties, spending time with friends, dating, etc. I hate my life. I know it's all from within to change it but I don't know where to start. It's depressing not having friends or a significant other to go do things with. My mind tends to play tricks on me where when I'm motivated to do something by myself, I'll get bored quickly and not want to do it if that makes sense. I'm at a point in my life where I don't even care to die because this life that I'm living isn't life but rather an automated cycle to get me through the days. I could really use some advice please.