Actually meeting other lunatics IRL?
I was thinking about going but is scared shitless. What can I expect? Are we just going to sit there and talk about how cool it is to be bipolar or how much it sucks, or pretend we have something in common because we share a disease? What can I expect? Is it even a sane thing to do? Can bipolar people be dangerous and stalkers? I am bipolar but definitely don't trust others to know what to do with all this negative energy and the psychotic projections and what not. I should add that I tend towards the paranoid part of the spectrum. Possibly I have PTSD and perceive odd people as potential threats. I have a part of me who just wants to do this but I suspect I will be disappointed. I will probably just sit in a corner not saying anything. It will be awkward. Am I being silly?