I think I have always had this feeling while growing up, but after graduating and starting a full time job, I’m not too sure if I will survive past my 30’s. I have so much love and support from my friends but I still feel so alone every night. I just feel so lost and don’t really know what my purpose in life is anymore. It’s not like I want to kill myself right now, but the thought has come where I think I will eventually in many years ahead. I’m not sure what to do with these feelings right now.