This year's off to a weird start, to say the least. I and most of my family are all going through our own problems and they're gradually getting worse. Naturally, it's a huge mental strain.
I won't get into the details of what my family is going through specifically, but as for myself, there's quite a lot of struggle as of late. For about half a year I've been suffering from identity crises and dysphoria, and for longer I've had the fear of hurting or being of no help to others. The normal amount of self awareness people get at my age hasn't helped the former situation, and the recent loss of a close family member and the grief that follows hasn't helped the latter.