Hey guys 
I am feeling really lonely nowadays. FP wanted a break ”to take space for himself”, which I understand since he’s going through some rough patches. 
I just am feeling reall really lonely
I have this chronic feeling of emptiness
I feel really lonely with my friends and with my family. I do not want to be afraid to feel lonely. 
I want to be happy on my own. 
Nevertheless, I do acknowledge the fact that it is not healthy for a person to not tell their secrets or worries to anyone and isolate themselves altogether. I have been doing this since 2013 until about 4 months ago when I found my BF/FP.
I just wish I could not have this chronic feeling of emptiness :( 