I no longer have any strength. I want nothing. I can not do anything else. I'm just tired.

I have spent a lot of time trying to overcome the day to day. And every day it has cost me and I have gotten worse.

I was struggling to try not to be afraid of everything. Now I'm afraid to go outside. I am afraid to talk to people. I'm afraid a colleague from work will call me.

I struggled to overcome my problems. Now I have more problems and I don't feel like fighting.

I fought to be better. Now I don't even want to wake up in the morning. I speak out loud at night, asking not to wake up the next day.

I want nothing. I don't want to see the rest of the world be happy while I am sinking deeper every day. I'm tired. I feel a weight on my chest and back that doesn't let me breathe or walk.

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I want to leave everything. I want the permission to be able to leave everything. I want to get into a hole and not come out.

I want the last thing I hear to be the sound of rain and for everything to fade away and for there to be nothing again.