I’ve never posted here but I feel as if im at my lowest low, I’ve never felt so lonely and I can’t even bring myself to cry it’s very frustrating, all I want is to be loved by a single woman, I don’t have the confidence or the courage to go and meet woman and I’ve never even done anything with a woman, I’m just really sick of myself and life I don’t know what to do and I know that no matter what anyone comments I’ll still just feel the same, life is really just starting to feel like one big joke/prank, I hope I done something horrible in a past life to deserve this