I’ve been on bezos for ptsd/depression/anxiety for about 6 years so they pretty much do nothing now. New doctor finally got me off Xanax and almost tapered off Klonopin . My anxiety is though the roof and I’m assuming it isn’t going to just go away when I’m off them. I smoke a ton of weed just to stay calm. I can’t go out and socialize without hitting the booze. It’s literally impossible for me I get extremely uncomfortable and can’t even look people in the eyes.

When I drink I’m the complete opposite and people actually like to be around me

Is there any hope for me or am I just stuck with popping antidepressants (which I don’t even want to take)