I'm sorry if I sound pathetic but my life is so harsh on me it's just a never-ending misery now.

I had to quit college because of debt, my only friend betrayed me, and now I'm a unemployed faliure.

I spend hours of my time playing games or watching TV just to distract myself from life, but instead it only makes me feel worse as I see people having the time of their lives.

I look at my classmates, who are all having perfect grades and a happy life and I always wonder how they found their way in life. I'm always wishing to be able to go back to the past and redo my life all over again, but knowing that it won't happen makes me sick.

I really wish someone can tell me where I messed up in life, or can at least understand my unending pain.