Life is so hard right now. I’ve dealt with depression my entire life, even as a pre-teen. I finally broke down and saw a psychiatrist 2 months ago and was placed on Wellbutrin and Ativan but neither seem to be doing anything for my depression or anxiety. (I’ve been on multiple depression medications over the years with no results). I binge eat which is killing me slowly, I’m 420lbs with multiple health issues and only 34 years old. I don’t really have anyone to talk to or lean on. I lock myself in my bedroom for months at a time. Just the thought of leaving and going to work every day sends me into a spiral of emotions and anxiety. I’m so tired mentally and physically.