I was abused my entire life and when I was growing up, I used to day dream that I would be a famous singer or actress. Now I'm an adult barely making it at a job I went to College for. My pay is shit and I'm in debt. I still day dream of a better life where I can be beautiful and find the perfect man or woman and still become an entertainer. I'm just too ugly and have a family that would exploit me if I were to ever become rich and famous. My life sucks. I know I want better but it is unattainable because I'm just a basic nobody working my ass off to barely afford to live. I gave up my dreams a long time ago.