I am just a terrible person. I don't do anything, don't interact with anyone beside my family. I know my parents see me as a failure. No job, friends, relationships. I didn't want to become like this. Everyday that goes by, I feel myself falling deeper and deeper. Why am I so weak? Other people can go to college and get a good job. They can meet new people and form bonds with them. Why can't I? I just can't see myself being this way. The future terrifies me. I am alone and will continue to be alone. I want to change, but it feels impossible. I don't even know where to begin. How can a person as awful as I am possibly change? It would be better if I could just stop existing.