For the last month and a half, I haven't had an appetite. Ive lost 15 lbs and it keeps dropping, my blood sugar is constantly low and makes me extremely lightheaded. I throw up when anything remotely stressful happens even if there's nothing in my stomach. even going into school once a week is a huge struggle for me, and I can't hang out with my friends like I used to because im so extremely anxious. my shoulders are constantly tense and sore and I can't stop tensing them at all for some reason. last week I couldn't stop clenching my jaw but that stopped thank god. my doctor doubled my prescription last week (20mg buspirone twice a day), but I can't sleep without waking up to major panic attacks every. single. morning. I feel so defeated by anxiety and im so tired of it controlling every aspect of my life. im so tired of living a life like this I don't know what to do with myself.  please let me know im not the only one who feels like this..