I was at a friend’s party today &amp; I only knew two people there. I tend to absorb other people’s personalities to try to fit in &amp; not be so socially awkward. But when you don’t know the other people you turn into an even more socially awkward lump &amp; it leaves you feeling empty &amp; unable to connect with people. I feel like I don’t actually have a personality of my own &amp; I feel like a shell of a person who doesn’t fit in or belong anywhere or with anyone.