This is just an update. I don’t think anyone cares but i just like posting to this sub for myself, because i rlly look at this sub like a community.

For the past 2 days i’ve felt pretty good, but not overly good. I’ve just felt like myself again i guess. I think it’s the new strain of weed i got. But either way, i made food, i travelled an hour by transit to hang out with my best friend, left and hung out with some more friends. 

I know it wont happen like this because this disorder doesnt just disappear. But i like to think that this disorder is disappearing, even though it’s not. 

I just hope my mood doesn’t do a 160 and everything is ruined. I spent about a week tryna pull myself outta the hole to get myself to feel this content, &amp; nothings gonna ruin it.