Over the years, my parents have borrowed the banks a lot of money, and last year because of covid they are spending all their savings to pay the loan, but recently its drain up and I have to give them all my life savings. But it is still not enough so they are selling the house. Next year my sister is going to college and the burden is shifting to me. Recently, I feel depressed and overwhelmed. I am unable to finish my jobs and develop an urge to kill myself. How can I get out of this mindset? Please give me some advice.