I don’t know what to do anymore I’m so angry at my circumstances (ADHD, very bad long term memory, and mild cerebral palsy) that my brain has intrusive thoughts of hurting myself and others (even though I wouldn’t) when I think about my future due to my disability. I don’t know what’s wrong with my mind. Does anyone have any suggestions of treatment places. I’m currently on depakote, but have not been diagnosed with anything, but MDD and anxiety. I also get very jealous easily and have had  impulsive reactions to my moods ( throwing things and hitting myself sometimes) ever since I was young.