I really think there's something seriously wrong with me. I have been on Lexapro for about a year now and I am happy overall. But my life's circumstances make it so hard to remain positive when shits hard the same for the last 5 months. 
In May of this year I got pneumonia, had to move, got my car repoed because I was sick w pneumonia and was not paid by my job, my son left to live back with his father, I moved out again, was forced to quit my job because I had no car anymore, am now being threatened with court because I can't make my visits with my kids because I have no car, I've had issues with certain family, and I've had no income the last 5 months. I can feel the antidepressant doing it's job, but I'm a fuckin human being and I really am beginning to feel like I'm going to break. I see my therapist once a week, and im doing all I can to stay proactive, but I just cannot get to where I want to be. I'm on my own financially, I rely on myself and myself only. Myself and friends. Don't have much good family. 
I am trying to keep smiling and holding on, and praying, but this is getting incredibly hard. Tired of having to hold it together 24/7. My family accuses me of being on drugs because they can't understand my mental health problems. It's all pretty cool, the life I live. 
I miss my kids every second of every day and I feel stuck. I truly feel stuck.