It's 5:30am. I've only been able to sleep 3-4 hours a day for the past 3 weeks. I'm so tired. I don't want to cry anymore. I don't want to feel anymore. I just want to sleep forever. I stopped taking my blood pressure medicine. I don't want to be alive. I try so hard every day. I've changed so much. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to wake up..