I have never experienced anxiety like this in my entire life and I don't know why it's happening now. For the past two months it has been getting worse and worse.  My appetite is decreasing, my sleep quality and quantity is getting worse and worse. I feel like all day long, I have that feeling in my stomach like your going down really fast on a rollercoaster. 

I was attributing this to my relationship at first, as we don't see each other as much as we used to because of our work schedules. It doesn't make much sense though because this has been a thing since like January and I wasn't feeling this way until maybe late April early May.  I worry alot about my partner, if she still loves me if she's getting sick of me etc.  I have literally no reason to think that, as she has been nothing but supportive and kind for the most part. I have no reason at all to think she's unfaithful or anything like that. I have had anxiety about relationships in the past but there was reasons for that. I keep thinking it's my brain recognizing behavior patterns that I had noticed in my past relationships when things were getting bad, but part of me thinks too that none of these fears are real in this situation.

I also worry alot about my job and the stresses of that, my kids, money, and recently I get anxious as hell when I'm around other people. Even coworkers I have known for years. 

I hate feeling this way. I don't feel like me anymore. I'm scared and on edge all the time.