I hyper-focus it into positivity. I can be a good person. I can be nice and great, but the impulsiveness is still there. I stopped exploding with anger a long time ago, but I explode with love.

And I still scare the really great people away.

The thing is, these feelings of love (little-l) pop in my head and the impulse to speak them is still there. I feel like I have to communicate them.

And I scare people away.