My friend talks to her therapist about me a lot. Her therapist said I sound like I have BPD, and that I should go get a diagnosis. 

It all suddenly made sense: I’m reckless and impulsive, I go insane when someone tries to leave, I’ve attempted to take my own life in the past. 

I’ve been to a bunch of therapists, but none of them gave me this diagnosis. It was always depression and anxiety. The idea that I might have BPD is new and terrifyingly accurate. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to go to a therapist and get a diagnosis because I’m really scared. I don’t want to add a new label to all the things that are wrong with me.