I just ghosted my now ex. She said some things to me, one in particular being "I'd rather you be miserable with me than happy with someone else." She said it twice. She couldn't bring herself to say I love you instead when I asked if she did.

And now...I want to find someone else to be happy with. To do things with, even if it's superficial and not really a relationship. I just want to be happy. Am I a bad person for wanting this? How do I keep it limited without continuing this cycle. 

So much happened that I could post here, but it feels useless. I look at her twitter, and I see her and it rips me apart.

I want to move on from this FP the pain is too much.