hello! i (20, f) was on ssris for about 5 months, specifically fluoxetine for my DPDR that developed because of a bad edible experience. i started off on 10mg, then 20mg. then i felt like nothing was working so they pumped it up to 50mg. i took that dosage for about a month or more. i didnt experience anxiety or anything, just extreme numbness. i couldn’t laugh or find enjoyment in anything and that made me extremely depressed. i was already dealing with DPDR so that made me feel disconnected from the world and the anhedonia the medication was giving me made everything worse. so, i decided to get out of the medication. it had been almost a month since and i still don’t feel anything anymore, is this normal???? i don’t experience DPDR as intensely but i just feel so numb and i hate it because i used to feel so strongly.