My anxiety has gotten the best of me this past week. I can barely eat and all I want to do is sleep. I feel like they are going to be upset but last week I realized that they may be having second thoughts about hiring me and that I may not be cut out for this type of work because I’m too much of a people person and I want to see people get help. I’ve always wanted to work in probation since college and I feel like I’m letting everyone down, however I feel as if I’m better suited to stay in my current position and help people with getting into treatment for substance use disorders. 

I’m just worried that they are going to be upset with me for withdrawing so far into the process, but the amount of stress and anxiety that I’ve went through this past week has been taking a toll on me. 

Am I making the right decision?