Applications and interviews are my biggest fear since I became an young adult.

You know when you start presenting resumés and you're scared you didn't do enough stuff to list on it,  enough research projects or internships?

I'm about to graduate and I plan on applying for a master degree. The application has a lot of phases. One of them is presenting a resumé. I'm scared of not being good enough.

I feel so trapped in fear I start thinking of suicide, but it lacks intention, I don't want to die. I told my therapist and she thinks I might be depressed besides anxious. Not the first time I've heard this. Since 2017 I've been told my anxiety comes along with a slight depression, a comorbity.

I won't have to apply until the end of the year. I don't even have a project idea yet, which they also avaliate as a factor.

Funny thing, I'm a psychology major, trying to become a mental health professional drives me crazy.

I've been crying these days over this. Nothing real happened, I'm just scared.

I tell myself I couldn't be better than I am right now and maybe I wouldn't think I'm enough even if I had done that thing I imagine I was supposed to do.