Sorry I’m on here a lot, just this is the only support I get on the regular besides from my friend in real life. I’ve realized I internalize almost every symptom I have until it’s so bad it all comes out. It’s made my mom wonder what the actual hell is wrong with me and that she doesn’t know what else she can do. I just know if I show every symptom I’ll lose my job, lose friends most likely, family will become even more distant. How do any of you truly deal with everything in a healthy way? I’m going to work on this I’m therapy but would like suggestions from people that actually deal with it.