Context: We only dated for a month but he quickly became my favorite person. Id tell him everything in my day, from the sad to happy things. We broke up, ended on bad terms sort of. 

Now I’m in a fwb being used completely for my body and yet I don’t feel bad about it. It’s the most content and least anxiety inducing relationship ever. I hate the sex, he sucks at it, terrible at foreplay. But when I’m with him he makes me feel like I can do anything and he won’t judge me for it. I never thought I would be in a relationship like this ever but I’m starting to realize that because there’s no strings attached, you can’t get attached. You don’t know what they do besides what they give you at the surface. Ugh why am I like this 🙃

This was a vent but I could use advice:)