So this may seem a little odd. 
I’m diving in to this sub right now (old account but never really used it much, recently back on R) and I’m reading so many voices and I find so many pieces of myself everywhere. It’s great.

I realized I started getting uncomfortable at reading about stuff like self-harm, suicide attempts and so on because for me is something from the past: when I was younger I was much more fiery. But I don’t know the age of the other OP so I’m left wandering if that violent phase might come back, or what. 
On the other hand I relate completely to many other posts about relationships, feelings and so on so 
 
All to say, sometimes I feel like I need a “Timeline” of bdp (which I’m still new to) to understand where I am now and what to expect?

Sorry if nothing of this make sense, I’m feeling a little blue, writing from mobile and English as second language so apologies ah