Hello I’m new to reddit but have seen videos on this website. 
I’m a teenage boy from the United States living in a very white Christian town. I have had a very normal life other than having divorced parents since the age of 11. I do not think that my parents divorce have had negative impact on my mental heath. I would consider my self a devoted follower of Christ. But like many teens and boys in general I have problems with peer pressure and lust ect. But to the problem... 
Over the past 2 years (my first 2 years in high school) I’ve noticed my self feeling no emotion. Playing out things in my life that could happen that I just see not affecting me. Things that would effect any other person. Ex a death in the family a parent disowning ect. Problems that are not very present in my life. I have had deaths in the family when I was in 7th grade but felt very unaffected by them. A grandparent and a uncle passed away. Although that was about 4 years ago I can trace back to that time and see that my emotions weren’t present either. I find my self often thinking I am smarter that many of my peers/family. Although I do think I am above the average intelligence of some of my peers/my siblings and mother. I do not find my self thinking I’m smarter that everyone I do have respect for many people. Recently I was requested to be followed on Instagram by a account that had very graphic content to the normal person. Dead bodies people dying ect. I was unaffected by this. I was able to scroll through ~20 posts of people being hit by cars dying and just over all grousing videos/images to a normal person. I realized this was unhealthy to be looking at these videos so I stopped in fear of someone finding out. I’m finding my self in situations like this very often. Not that exactly but things that should make me feel emotion. Also I find my self want attention. Not from my family but in general. I feel that this is normal for a high school teen. I have never told anyone of this because I fear that it will impact my life in a way that I can’t control. My mother and sister (well sister that thinks she’s a boy) have suffered from mental illness. Mother is a recovering alcoholic and my sister has gender dysphoria and other illnesses that I do not know but I know that they are present. I fear that I will end up like my sister who is a very smart person and was screwed by the mental heath system and didn’t fulfill to her full potential. I would like to remain Anonymous in reddit and would like to know if anyone has experienced this or is. I do not know if this is a serious problem or something that will go away with time and it simply a hormonal imbalance.