I have seen that people on this sub aren't to fond of medication, so I wanted to know, how do you control your mood swings, anger, depressive episodes, etc.? 
The thing that troubles me the most is my relationships with friends, as I will in a moment feel like I have (enough) friends, and the day after that I have no one to talk to, or that if I do talk, I will be bothering them (and this includes this sub).