I read somewhere that the people with BPD are lucky because they feel everything more intensely. 
So if you’re happy, you feel it more intensely than the people you know, similarly if you’re in love, kindness, etc.
Though when you’re sad it can be difficult but I like when I’m happy. I’m just so cheerful and everything feels possible.





P.s. I wasn’t always happy. At 18 I was the most miserable and suicidal. Death seemed like the best possible option. But over the years I’ve learnt to manage my bpd and at 26 I’m at a much better place.
I’m only saying this so anyone who’s struggling knows that it will get better, no matter how cliched this sounds, it will happen.