So today is my birthday and ever since I was 3 I've had to share my birthday with my little brother who was born next month. I don't grow up poor we always had enough money to buy him new clothes and new toys while I got goodwill and thrift shops. So needless to say now when my birthday comes in dread it. I'm 19 now and married turned 19 today but I still feel like my birthday is just a thing not a celebration or anything like that. I hate in fact feel like it puts me on the spot to much and I hate hearing happy birthday or that fucking song. I just want it to be over with.