I dont claim to be an incel, or hate women, or want to harm anyone, i just was really curious. Because im 22, depressed, virgin, social anxiety, quiet, etc.. While im never supporting what he did, i definitely felt his pain. of just wanting to die when you've been undesired your whole life. I definitely have felt a lot of anger/mixed feelings over this, but i dont wanna harm anyone and im thankful. It is tough to keep going though. everywhere you go, its literally ALL sex, ALL relationships, its impossible as fuck to avoid. I've even seen worse looking people than me get relationships, the list goes on. A LOT of people tell you how overrated sex/relationships/etc are. I imagine it probably feels heavenly, to cuddle with someone you love, have good sex, enjoy time with your partner, and actually feel desired and worthy instead of some useless ghost. And I did understand 'some' of his points. like.. some women do go for shit men lets be real. The only girl I ever connected with in my life so strongly, would rather date someone who abused tf out of her, got her into a meth addiction, be very controlling, etc.. Women don't see anything in me. I guess depression takes all my good qualities away. Maybe im doomed to be a failure by nature. All that I know is if i was gonna create a hell, this would be a perfect would. I often question if i pissed something off in some other dimension and this is my punishment. Because god damn life is good at torturing