I've lost 70lbs (around a third of my body weight) since the 4th of July. I have obvious undiagnosed, untreated, now chronic, hypovolemia, early signs of multiple organ failure and dysfunction, and active bleeding. My medical issues have been objectively measured and documented, yet this persists as the rule, not the exception, as it has for years. I have no words to describe how I feel... Maybe "profoundly disillusioned and hopeless and existentially, righteously furious."

Thanks for listening to my rant.