I used to smoke copious amounts of weed. Ended up getting medical card for it a few years ago. I found at first that it really helped with my symptoms of BPD and made me not as angry and I didn’t have as many outbursts. But once it became an addiction, it changed me in the worst way possible. I have been ‘clean’ off of it for over a year, and have only dabbled in it a couple times since (taking an edible maybe once every 6 months or so just to see what it was like again, but will never go back now). I find that I don’t have as many breakdowns, and I’m not as angry anymore. I still have my moments but it’s not as bad anymore.

Do you smoke weed? Do you think it helps your BPD or hinders it? Have you quit? What is your experience with weed and BPD?