I (19F) have been diagnosed with BPD about 2 years ago. Recently it has gotten to a point where I blame myself for every bad thing in my life, making myself think that I somehow attracted it in my life. I don’t know if this is something that happens with BPD. I feel guilty for the things that are not my fault. If anyone is going through something similar, I would highly appreciate advice and support.

TL;DR: I blame myself for all bad things that happen to be somehow convincing myself that that I attracted it or asked for it.