I was called ugly all my life, been made fun of in middle school, my friends called me ugly on a daily basis. 

I finally started to feel a little better because since I started highschool people started complimenting me more I was actually hit on by both man and women. I made out with 3 people and kissed 2 other. Yesterday I made out with a random girl in the middle of the street that called me beautiful and now she is flirting with me, my friend that has a crush on me curently kissed me on the lips, my beautiful crush also liked me physically (didn't work out though). Also an ex crush offered to get me off in the school bathroom. And my self esteem was kinda high so I wanted people to rate me and they all rated me 5.5, 6 and 6.5 💀💀 And also said I look quirky?? 

Fuck my life, I don't deserve anything. I hope the russians gonna bomb my city and I will die.