I’m 19F and lately I’ve been struggling bad with my anxiety. It feels like as time goes by and as I age, it gets worse. Something’s not right with me. Growing up I just thought it was the whole part of growing up, but here I am, 19years old with no friends or job and thinking maybe my life on this earth shouldn’t be long. I’m tired of overthinking and stressing and I can’t have a normal life without worrying about everything. Im hoping that going to a professional could help me but I’m so scared. The thought of making myself look stupid makes me want to combust. Im not good at explaining myself or talking to people so I’m scared I won’t properly show what’s wrong with me. I don’t know. Would appreciate hearing y’all’s experiences and advice about going to a doctor so I won’t feel so scared, thanks 😅