Tired of having to find a reason to get up in the morning (which currently thanks to Corona and not working is usually in the afternoon anyway). Tired of feeling awful and hating myself. Tired of thinking of things I regret from 10-20 years ago when I'm trying to sleep. Tired of trying to find new things to distract myself with, but being annoyed by almost everything. Tired of fighting the urge to self-harm again, simply because I don't want others to see it. Tired of feeling like none of it matters. Tired of feeling like I'm out of my mind and that my feelings and thoughts aren't in tune with who I am. I'm so fucking tired...

Sorry, just needed to vent, feel free to share/vent your own...