I don't think I have depression or anything like that, but since I was bullied in high school, I've never been the same. Before that, I was a social kid, got along with everyone, got good grades in school, didn't care about shit that only made a guy sad, and I was truly happy. But after being a victim of bullying, I was never the same. I can't socialize with anyone, I feel the obligation to look good (something that just wastes my time and doesn't let me be myself) and the worst thing is that I went to a university far from home where I don't know anyone, I don't have friends and I feel like I'm going to fail, disappointing my family who helped me so much before getting here. As I said at the beginning, I don't feel like I have depression, I just feel sad and desperate for what the future awaits. So I just wanted to know if you (if you're going to read all this) have any recommendations on how to get back the feelings I had before the situation in high school..