I'm really splitting on my online friend right now.

He asked me if I was okay and I said no and then I think I said something else and then he stopped replying. So later I texted him again and said he should stop talking to me and ignore me if I text him and he said he can't do that and that he cares about me and I told him not to. Then I said some other stuff but he didn't reply. But I could see that he was talking in a group chat so it's not like he didn't see my message. And he has done this before. He'll just stop talking to me like that. Even when he can tell that I'm not okay. So it's making me really hate him right now. And idk what to do. I thought he cared about me, I thought he was my friend and he says he is but clearly not. I hate him so much for this. But I know that tommorow I'll go back to normal and start caring about him and thinking we're good friends and he cares about me. It's so fucking stupid. I hate this. Idk what to do. I don't wanna lose him. But I keep bothering him with all this shit and he keeps ignoring me. Idk what to do. I hate this.