I haven't been doing well lately. For a while my meds felt like they were keeping it under control and I was functioning better, but that was short lived. I feel exactly how I did before them....except now I have to deal with the side effects of them as well. I'm staying in bed all day. Skipping important classes because I just cannot make myself go. Skipping work. I haven't been eating right or drinking enough water. I feel like I'm sabatoging myself. I've been working so hard to overcome this. Idk if I can. Everyone around me...boss, prof., friends...they all think I'm just lazy and a slacker. It's so hard.