For lack of better words, it's really shitty. The have traits that just fuel the other one until they are out of control. I've lost so many friends over this. It makes me a difficult person to be close to, I still want to be close to people though. I feel like I'm missing out on a part of life because I can't be close with people. It makes me feel unlovable which is the worse feeling ever. There is just something about it that makes me feel so empty inside, like I'm missing a very important part of me that would've made me "normal" lovable. I wish people understood how hard it was for people with personality disorders. I wish they understood even when I'm at my worse all I want is to be loved.