I feel like a bag of shit for missing work twice on the first week. I WANT to work but curveballs are thrown at me left and right and it's bringing me down. Im trying to get things done. Im trying to get through them but the fact im even writing this makes me feel petty as fuck. I just want to leave this job and grab another that isnt going to break me so easily mentally. It's an awful job...if im fired im fired but my health matters more than boxes being stacked. at this point fast food seems more appealing than where i am...that says something hopefully.