Never posted this often but sighs...the person I'm seeing just said dealing with my symptoms is a waste of her time and she doesn't want this drama in her life so she's considering ending things. she didn say it out but it was implied because she basically said it's not sustainable.

I've gotten so much better over the years but it's still not enough 😢. I'm just defeated and sad and like it's not worth trying anymore. it's so tough. I'm trying so hard but it's not enough.