I am currently in IOP and had to do extensive psychological and intelligence testing. Apparently I have a lot of symptoms of this disorder. I had never heard of it before today. I kind of felt relieved when I read up on it - I feel like I can really relate to almost all of it besides the delusions and constant feelings of emptiness. I don't know if it's weird for me to feel relief from that. I feel like it explains why I am the way I am a little bit better. I have never been able to decide who I am or what I like. I over-analyze/worry OFTEN. I hate myself 70% of the time. My actions are often irrational although better now since I quit drinking. I am very highly sensitive to people, relationships, places. I have been told that I love "too hard". But when other people love me, I almost feel emotionless towards them. Most of the symptoms, I've got. I don't know if it's going to progress and I'm going to be diagnosed at a later point in life or if I'm just going to be a borderline-borderline. Hmmm. Anyways - happy this sub exists and I can relate to a lot of what I've read so far. Cheers.