So ...i am almost 18 .....and i have ed....it's not the kind that only happens during sex....i can't get a proper erection even when i am watching porn and Shit...it's depressing....i don't even wanna exist anymore...i have no skills....i have been extremely bad at studies for the past 2 years .....my life is Falling apart .....so i have given my self 3 months to live and try to improve my life ...if i fail to do so then i will end my life cause there is no point in living one with no confidence...no achievement and with depression....i am posting this because i wanted some warmth for now ..... someone  to comfort me