I have dissociative amnesia about some of my past. I sort of know it happened but I feel disconnected from it. Like its a story about someone else that I heard a long time ago. Some of the detail I have learned from other people who saw me at the time but there are massive gaps. I've been referred to a psychotherapist but I'm scared of what they will drag up. Surely my brain buried this stuff for a reason. What if all the suppressed emotion is too much for me to handle?