I’m not even sure where to start with this post.

Everything in my life just leads to more and more anxiety, and I don’t know what to do. I’m fine with a bit and can usually just take it in stride, seeing as I’ve dealt with anxiety for years. However, everything in my life has just started to cause stress for me and it’s gotten to the point where I can barely go a day without getting close to an anxiety attack, if not actually having one. I don’t have anyone to confide in, which is why I’m posting here. My boyfriend is starting to realize that something’s off, and I have a strong feeling it’s causing him anxiety as well. I don’t know what to do and feel like I’d be burdening people by reaching out. I know everyone has their own problems and I really don’t want to add to anyone elses. I’m not gonna do anything stupid, I’m just sick of rotting in my bed waiting for life to magically get better I guess.

I just feel stuck. I don’t know what to do anymore. I just want to make everyone happy, and feel like an absolute failure. I know I need help for myself at some point, but that honestly feels like the least of my issues at the moment. If anyone has any advice about any of this, please feel free to comment. 

I’m sorry if this post seems a bit all over the place, I just feel somewhat scattered and distracted right now.