I honestly don't know what is what, Feeling frustrated for like 3 years and it getting worse everyday. Left uni for the 2nd time, got rejected 4 times in 2 months, have no money for shit, Feeling like a lab rat all the time, someone is conducting this experiment and keeps on testing me to see how much I can endure this shit. I'm not even sure why I'm writing this, Nothing helped me so far.

Fuck this I'm watching spongebob.