It’s what I hear everywhere. “Just love yourself” yeah I wish I fucking knew how to do that. I’m always so goddamn miserable and have been for the past couple years. Everyday I wake up and ask why me. What did I do to deserve such a shitty life. A lot of people will say I’m just being ungrateful and lazy. But I’m not. I just don’t know how to go on. The only time I was happy was when I had a gf last year who was my ray of sunshine in this dark and depressing world. Now she’s gone and I have fucking nothing. I just want to go. I don’t know where but I want out.