Am I crazy? Ok so I have this issue where I like to see myself bleed. Like blood dripping. I used to cut myself, been doing it off and on since jr high to deal with depression. I now pick scabs. Idk why I pick them. I just like when I pick a scab and it bleeds a lot. I couldn’t get my cuts that deep because I am a wuss and didn’t want to cut that deep and with scabs people don’t think anything of it. I’m afraid to tell a therapist because I’m scared of what they will say.