So, I’m not big on posting things, but a tragedy happened today and i feel horrible. My one year old budgie died due to my neighbors tabby. They don’t care for their cat so I usually let her in to feed her, but today she got into my birds cage and grabbed one of them, killing it instantly, and i had a huge breakdown/panic attack. I love my animals more than anything and I’ve never been able to cope with the loss of any of them. All my past animals have grown old or older than their lifespan and we’re spoiled, but my bird turned one year and ended up dying horribly. I kicked the cat out of out house and back across the street, and buried the bird. I checked the cage and I’m assuming the cat grabbed him while he was eating from his feeding area, and i feel like its my fault even though everyone says it isn’t. I’ve kept that cage locked and secure, and never let the tabby get so close, but i was so idiotic to take my eyes of her for a while and now I don’t know what to do with myself. My other Budgie keeps calling out for his friend and its killing me, i just really need support honestly.