I genuinely feel that most people I meet are really nice and are visually appealing. I see people with my personality( or parts) and my facial/bodily features and I think they are beautiful. The only people I feel are really truly ugly are the people I’ve seen to mistreat others for literally no reason. Why, when I see myself, can’t I feel like I am pretty or a good person? I saw cellulite on another woman and I was like “who gives one?” But when I saw it on myself I thought “well you’re lazy so you deserve it”. Why can’t I love myself the way I love literal strangers? Is it because I internally know im  a bad person? Or it’s just different when it’s myself?