I feel like I hold some unpopular opinions about my mentally ill friends. Part of it is that I can’t sense their energy/spirit. I think their souls might’ve been operated on. But on the other hand, I feel like many guys with mental illness want me to help them find a partner. I’ve been hit on regularly at support group and it is not amusing for me. I don’t really want to help since I’m bad at dating to begin with and relationships really is not my strength. But I really don’t like it when guys “can’t live” without having a girlfriend and I feel like it’s something guys have to fight for largely on their own. It doesn’t feel like true love if they fall in love with every girl they see. I will not accept another guy’s love for me. I want it to be someone else. One day you will die and only your soul will go to Heaven and at that time you have to accept yourself no matter how disgusting you think you are. Idk, I’m thinking about one of the low functioning mentally ill guys I’ve met through friends. I will help him but I want them to respect a girl if they reject him. I don’t want to turn any guy into a prince because they have a mental illness. That said, I miss my BFF. She keeps going after these insanely perfect girls and gets turned down every time... It’s the first time I felt what rejection is like from the standpoint of someone who likes girls.