i just, i want to cry. my business that I’m working with has merged with another business and I’m just struggling.. i can’t seem to get used to the change…a lot of new people, a lot of new ways of doing stuff and I’m trying so hard to be open minded but it’s just hard and i don’t know why. i looked up some advice online and it’s for sure helpful and I’m really gonna try and be better. i feel like I’m just useless at the shop.. there are already so many hands and i just feel like a background character. not only that but i struggle with NOT thinking badly. like it’s so fkn hard to just shut my brain up like i feel like certain things happen and then i think ab it and then get upset and then can’t let it go for a damn hour like it’s just so annoying!!!!! i just wanted to come on here and vent and i have no one to go to and im just…tired :(