
I know that there’s a lot of stuff wrong with me mentally but something that’s really bugging me rn is I’m always worried that I have something wrong with me that makes me a absolutely horrible person that is unredeemable but with no proof. For a couple years my brain was fixated on The fear that I’m a psychopath or A sociopath or some manipulative horrible person with no emotion, but Theres nothing to prove it, but it slowly turned into worse fear of being a pedophile or a perv, I don’t even wanna look at kids now case I get a sinking feeling in my stomach and think “oh my god what if your a pedophile and you’re gonna abuse those kids or get turned on you’re horrible whats everyone gonna think of you” but kids are gross and I don’t like them but I’m fucking terrified and anxious that I am. I still get the fear that I’m a psychopath a lot and I try to ignore all of it but can’t what the fuck is wrong with me I don’t wanna hurt anyone