I sat by myself at lunch in 9th and 10th  everyday and only 3 people came up to me. I was too shy and insecure and introverted to go up to anyone. Now I’m supposed to be graduating but I’m not because I failed 10th grade and still more credits to be a 12th grader. I have no friends either or gf. I just wanna end it all I don’t enjoy it here.