I haven't had friends since High School and I've been single my entire life. People don't seem to care that I exist, at least that's how I feel by the way people treat me. I'm extremely lonely and just want someone to talk to. I'm not comfortable going to speak with a therapist in person. Is Better Help worth it?

I mean, even if the person I'm talking to on there really doesn't give a shit and I'm just paying them to "care", I feel like it'd be nice to pretend.