i get really irritated at people out of no where and end up just filled with hatred for them. making me get excessively angry and mean and starting fights. and when they apologize i get even MORE IRRITATED!!!!! if i catch myself early enough before doing too much damage to the relationship/friendship, i have to turn off my phone or walk away and be alone for a while. i just end up hitting myself and turning my anger towards myself so i don’t fuck anything up cuz ik the regret that’ll hit after will kill me.