I’m(30F) so sick of waking up every morning feeling utter dread that I’m awake. I’m tired of crying and feeling broken. My relationship is failing and it’s crushing me. I’m letting It control every aspect of my life. I can’t eat, I isolate myself. I feel anxious every second of every day and I’m tired. I’m so tired of never feeling good enough. I’ve dealt with anxiety and depression from a very young age, recently diagnosed with ocd. I want control over things I cannot have control over. I’m suffocating.