i downloaded bumble and tinder a few months ago because i thought it would be fun and was excited about the idea of having a potential relationship. every first date goes amazingly well and we hit it off and hang out for hours. there's usually a second date where i can tell we really like each other, and then almost without fail countless guys either ghost me or tell me they aren't ready for a relationship. it is genuinely so hurtful and honestly just makes me want to die. i feel so undesirable and i have no hobbies anymore. i know i should delete them but im scared of never finding my person and ending up alone while everyone around me is so happy in a relationship. life just feels meaningless