Okay so I’m talking to this guy from ct and his profile said something about New Jersey idk if his family’s from there. Anyways we’ve recently been talking and we want to plan on meeting up soon. That’s nerve wracking itself to me since this would be my first real relationship. So the thing is I thought about if my family were to him and when I was maybe 11 on vacation with them we drove through Jersey and I think my uncle complained about the highway or one of the roads or something but I said something along the lines of “then if a state were to flood why not New Jersey” but joking around. Idk if we were talking about floods too at the time but I’m imagining what if my family tells him about me joking around as a kid being a dick and I feel bad about it and it’s making me anxious.