Currently having a mixed episode, just got out of the hospital a week ago for a really bad depressive episode. Been on lithium 900mg for a week. I also take lyrica, serax and trazodone.

Went out drinking Friday, and ever since been having a rough time. I’m depressed but also hyperactive. But I’ve started hallucinating again but it’s different this time. 

When I was depressed I would see the shadow people. Now I’m just seeing these vivid patterns randomly and it’s annoying me.

Is this normal? What can I do to stop these? I can’t take antipsychotics as I’ve tried nearly every single one and have had adverse reactions.