Went to the college graduation of my old classmates yesterday and it was very confronting. Today I completely broke down again and decided im not ready to continue college yet. Ive been struggling with my bipolar for 2 years and in that time I have made no progression in college. My manic episodes arent too bad but I have really heavy depressions. I had a lot of trial and error with medication and everytime ended up so depressed on the couch I had to quit school and try again next semester because my education doesnt allow you to be absent for more than 3 weeks. I feel like the most useless thing in the world. I honestly dont know how to continue like this. Everyone I know is continuing with their lifes and I se to be stuck.