Hello I’m a 20 M and I have just haven’t been mentally well. I would be so normal around people, laugh and talk normally but here’s the thing my physical health been slipping. I’ve started a new job as a sales rep for a cell phone store and I’m the only POC there besides my co workers. The area makes me feel out of place I feel like I’m being followed when I go there sometimes the suddle racism that older white people would give me. My boss saying did I graduate high school because I’m not good with numbers during my training. Then on top of that I stoped brushing my teeth I stopped doing my hair I stopped showering because In a way I feel dead. I feel alone and I’ve always felt alone in a way but now it’s like those feelings are coming back I don’t feel suicidal or anything just unhappy. I don’t even care about myself in a way idk I just need someone to listen.