i’m a free lance model in my city and have started getting more and more attention which i’m really thankful for. i recently was messaged by a girl on instagram i’d never seen asking to shoot with me (as in her being in the photos as well and we’d find a photographer) 

i thought nothing of it honestly, she’s beautiful and i wanted more exposure so i said why not. we had originally planned on doing a bondage shoot and the photographer she picked (without telling me) was a guy i’d been previously involved with for a short time a couple months back. i show up to the house we’re shooting at and walk in the door and see him and get anxious immediately. we’re still cordial it was just a shock. 

me n her get into our lingerie and start picking spots in his house we like. we do a couple shots and SHE begins to come off very aggressive in every sense of the word. between shots she would pounce on him and like playfully wrestle but it was very visible they were into each other. couple more shots later, she starts kissing me for pictures and biting all over my body, i asked her to let up a little bc i was anxious. as time went on, it got worse. he would leave the room every so often to get a prop etc and the first time he leaves, she asks “can i eat you?” i say no and tell her about my boyfriend and how abrasive she’s being. she visibly takes it lightly and laughs and says “your boyfriend treats you right?” which is apparently always the response when someone hits on me and gets shut down. she moves past it, he comes back upstairs, we start shooting again, and she begins to get very inappropriate. i was wearing a little dress and underwear, she lifts up my dress and starts licking my vagina with my underwear still on, i ask her to stop and she doesn’t and says it’s just for the pictures and i proceeded to tell her i didn’t want pictures like that involved with me. 

she doesn’t stop and i freeze and get too anxious to stop her again. i’ve been beating myself up for it everyday but i know it wasn’t my fault. i have bruises all over my legs/stomach, and arms from her being rough and trying to give me hickies. i didn’t know where else to seek help. i’m completely broken and haven’t been able to leave my house.