TL;DR: How do I handle getting attention from a guy who I consider too hot/handsome to have anything to do me?

24y.o. gay male here. Got matched with a really attractive guy on Tinder, however he had not texted me and so I assumed he’s one of those people just swipe everybody right and ... PROFIT? I guess. Today I was kinda bored at 3am so I reached out to him myself. We ended up having a very nice chat and I really liked him and it seems like he really likes me (well, he said so lol).

I should be happy and excited and it should’ve made me gain some self confidence, however it kinda did the opposite. The thing is, he is hot, well built, very manly, has a well paid job and plays American football which is how I started the conversation with him cause I used to hang out with a football team and knew about the team he plays for (for context I’m from Russia where American football is really rare and unusual). Like he can have anybody else in a second so why is he interested in me? (I don’t even wanna think about him not being that interested cause then I would just spiral down the rabbit hole of feeling like shit)

And I am a bit overweight and have a “girly” voice (both of which he dismissed saying he doesn’t care) and don’t have a face of a model (I mean I don’t consider myself ugly but just not AS HOT as he is). So I feel really confused and insecure about myself. I know that he is sincere in his words but I just can’t get rid of this weird anxiety and unexplainable fear. I think I just feel like once we meet irl in two weeks he will realize that he doesn’t like me that much and that would crash me bad. I had this just happen to me a couple of days ago but thankfully I wasn’t really into the guy so I got over it pretty quick (it still did kinda hurt though). I tried my hardest not to sabotage anything and succeeded but now I just kinda suffer.

I also don’t know if he considers like a relationship or something. And I feel like I’m getting attached AFTER CHATTING FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS the phuck!!! I feel so stupid

Did anybody have similar experience? If so how did you handle it? Sorry for a wall of text guys