Right now, I'm dealing with daily migraines, and undiagnosed chronic pain and fatigue.

On top of this, I'm starting new migraine meds which is making me tired.

My sister until yesterday was very touch and go in ICU, in a induced coma.

And my grandma told me a lot of things about my childhood, including that when I was in hospital as a 2 month old, my mother completely refused to go up to the hospital.

I am always there for my friends, but I am really not coping with this stuff. And I just keep getting message after message. From paragraphs to paragraphs about how stressed they are from work to people being suicidal.

I just can't deal with it.  I have let them know how bad I feel, and yet they continue to dump shit on me. And right now I want to lose it at them.


And I'm not sure I want that, but if I don't react soon, I'll just let this slide with them, BC I struggle to hold people accountable. But I'm sick of it