It takes just one thing to set me off. Someone saying a rude comment or being/feeling disinclined like how I was as a child and it all comes back. Every single moment of gaslighting I experienced as a child, neglect, abandonment. It snowballs. I can't handle a little thing. It's like my emotional walls go from being brick to glass in moments. I can't cry for 5 minutes and then be fine (well sometimes) it's crying screaming every painful memory coming back at once x1000 and then the embarrassment 20 minutes later that I just reacted like that from one little thing... Why am I like this