Can’t remember pw to my acc so had to make new one:(
Chubby toxic desperate str8 virgin incel pos with severe depression anxiety and suicidal ideation. Wish I could just cut a hole in my stomach and siphon out all the fucking lard. I can’t get out of my bed to exercise nonetheless do anything else like eat or shower.
Even if that was addressed I couldn’t attract a female. I have hatred for females and think they’re fake and much more blessed than males (at least the pretty ones). Idc if u agree with me or not I bring this up just to show u I could never be in a healthy relationship.
And even if that was solved I can’t even do platonic relationships with other m or f. All I wanna do is take and not give. It honestly makes me angry when others around me r happy. I’m jealous of everyone. And hate everyone.
I’ll be a virgin for life. I’m so attracted to females (physically) (not in a real sense, or emotional, or meaningful sense) I just wanna rail an actually attractive female-I see them everywhere but have 0 meaningful interaction-then kill myself. Mission accomplished, end this miserable existence. 
I know if I’m ever to get my hands on some vj I’m gonna have to pretend to like them and compliment their ass off till they feel like “blessing” me with all it is I rly want. I don’t have the ability to do that and will be a virgin forever.
Ik this post is gonna get deleted for some bs like hatred against women, but these r my real feelings, my real emotions, my real experiences. There’s no other place for me to talk about this. Idk how to use fourchan. Yah I have a therapist, doing plenty of shit.
Don’t preach to me. Ur not gonna change my mind. I just want this to fucking end. This sexual component is actually a big part of my depression. Not just sexual, but emotional. I want someone not only to bang me but to like me, spoil me, like me for who I am. Same as what every girl wants. Never gonna get it tho so 🤯🔫🔫