At the beginning of the pandemic, I weighed 159 pounds. Then I got down to my lowest which was 133 pounds because I started eating smaller portions and healthier. Now I feel myself starting to fall back into my previous habits of overeating. I don’t even know what defines overeating anymore because of my very unhealthy relationship with food. I weigh 136 pounds now and I’m so anxious about going to 140. I have this small addiction to food and I was able to control it for so long. And in my family, we gain weight VERY easily. I’m not looking for advice — I’ve heard it all. Just needed a place to rant to relieve what I’m feeling.