Help. I went out and bought two kittens (one for me and one for my roommate) and now they’re with me in the dorms. They’re 100% not allowed in here and I’m so terrified of getting caught. idk what to do... I feel awful and useless and annoying. I impulse bought this kitten. A real living breathing animal. I thought I could handle it but idk. I’m sitting here shaking and crying because this innocent kitten deserves more than me and idk what to do with her. I want to bring her back to the shelter but they’ll hate me.. they’ll think I’m some dumb teenager who’s job is to waste their time... I can’t take care of her... I feel worthless and awful and the worst kind of manipulator and idk how to stop. 

What the fuck do I even do? Do I tell the shelter I’m an idiot and I can’t handle having a kitten even though I was so confident about it yesterday? Do I look like a fool in front of these nice people? How the hell can I live with myself like this. I fucked up. I fucked up so hard