My anxiety continuously asking "what if?" and trying to make me believe I’ll be one of those with a very bad reaction like in those videos is leading me to panic attacks whenever I think of me getting the vaccine (which I want to do). I’m pro science, and I do (in a right state of mind) believe the vaccine is safe and the benefits outweigh the risks. When anxiety doesn’t hit, I’m not scared to take it. However, I still live with my mom at the moment who is anti vax and whenever I hear her blasts her conspiracy theories or I come across those videos it sends me through a spiral I hate going through. And even though I’m pro vax, at the same time I’m also not discounting that those people possibly did suffer that from the vaccine, and it’s this risk factor (although very rare and strangely only heard of in the US) that stresses me out extremely. Anyone can be that 1% or odd case you know?  But I want to get back to my good side which knows the vaccine is safe. I don’t want to be scared anymore of something good for me.  Help me :(