Tbh I’ve been going through a lot I feel like nobody cares for me tbh my dad and sisters didn’t celebrate my birthday at all for the last 6 years I’ve been buying the same cupcake at the same store for those years it kinda makes me happy…,  when I wake up I feel like shit then again I stay up thinking that I keep losing everything and everyone,
I’m so sad that it’s hard to put in words I just wanna talk to someone I get attached to easily and I hate myself because of that I always feel like people always talk behind my back then when I find out they do it hurts even more. I’ve always been alone I’ve never had anyone I’m such a lost cost my dad always called me worthless I secretly have a drinking problem I’ve never really had a room always was in the garage always in the dark always sad just like now on my own in the dark no bed no family.