I'm so tired of telling everyone every little stress and problem. I'm so tired of always telling people I feel bad.

It doesn't fix anything. All it does is make everyone and everything around me worse off. They can't fix it. Telling them about it doesn't fix it.

I always say whatever is on my mind. I have no filter.

I'm tired of it.

People ask why I'm so quiet lately and just...what fucking reason is there to talk? Why should I tell anyone what goes on in my head when it's all either a ramble, a rant, or pathetic whining about the miseries in my mind that won't go away.

I wish I would learn to shut the fuck up.