I broke up with my boyfriend last month. It was my second relationship but my first long term, just over 11 months. We got into fights toward the end because he would trigger me. He’d text me less often and we’d get into arguments more frequently. I went from idealizing him to devaluing him so quickly. I was manic toward the end bc I was concerned that he was going to leave me because he was always hanging with his friends and it made me really jealous. I ended up cutting off ties with him out of fear that he would break up with me. And now he’s talking to another girl which is making me even more jealous. It’s like I set myself up for failure by dumping him even though looking back he didn’t do anything wrong. I feel horrible and I’m so concerned that he won’t want me anymore. Is it wrong to try to get back with him?