I feel like my family is going to be homeless because of me. We need to move and our only option is probably a home in a neighborhood I don’t feel comfortable in. I would worry about their safety. My credit is not good enough for a loan. I have no savings for the required security deposit.

I constantly feel in crisis and like my spouse and children would be better off without me. My insurance money can help take care of them. They can look at my pictures or read things I’ve written to remember me. I don’t want to miss out on their lives but I would gladly give up my life if I knew my family could be better off. I feel like a failure and I don’t deserve to be alive.