I am broke and feel broken. I don’t know how to express to anyone that I’m not okay when I’m just seen as someone who isn’t that in happy when inside I feel like I am sinking with a weight. I feel I need to hide the biggest fight I’m going through from everyone around me. If I do show it I get told to take a multivitamin, or that I’m not depressed. I feel I can’t even talk to a therapist about all of what I’m feeling and going through for fear of being told I’m a fake or someone saying I’m just being dramatic. I brought in the new year with a break down and that’s how this whole month has been for me. I’m surrounded by people who think I’m happy and jolly. But inside I just want to sleep and or die.