I’m at the freezing clinic for a certain type of bodily fluid with my partner and my bpd is going crazy right now thinking that they might be thinking about other people or that someone is in the room with them and I’m just starting to feel crazy. I mean my brain is coming up with these crazy scenarios to the point that I feel dread through out my whole body. I mean we’re talking I’m shaking because my partner is masturbating in the next room. This illness is actually crazy because now I’m here worrying about things that are so so irrelevant like WHAT