I used to care so much about everything, but now I find myself not caring at all. I need to take action before consequences become irreversible, but every time I make an attempt, I just go back to the way I was. I'm stuck in my room all the time, and I've noticed it's become a lot messier too. I don't eat, exercise, or do anything productively healthy. I've found myself not caring about my school assignments or my job. I get distracted so easily and it's frustrating. It doesn't help that I'm a useless idiot who feels like I won't amount to anything. I have no passion or interest for anything nor hopes or dreams I wish to accomplish. People say baby steps, but how do I make a *first* step and keep going? I do want to get better, but it feels like it'd be better to just give up.