I’m scared 
of the side effects
scared it’ll affect my libido
scared it’ll make me gain weight
scared of worsening depression
scared of how it’ll affect a baby if I get pregnant (which I really want)

I’m a little hopeful
hopeful it might give me more energy
hopeful it might help me stop crying everyday 
hopeful it might help me focus and have a better attitude

i took it this morning and it made me sleepy so I’m gonna switch to taking it at night. being on meds makes me feel broken.