I guess there are other people in the world that this has happened to as well but i never met them. I literally have no one I can rely on. My family is very small ,4 people, my grandparents are in another country,  my uncle could care less, and my mom and I don't have a good relationship because we just can't understand each other's personality.  I have no friends, I have a boyfriend but he has his own thing going on and a family and friends so he can't relate to me. 

I'm just so annoyed I can never find someone who understands what it's like. I'm literally completely alone in this country. And everyone I talk to has a mom and dad, siblings,  even people who just have one parent at least have a good relationship with them. I don't even have a good relationship with mine. 

I daydream about meeting someone who has no one too and then we get married and have kids and have each other. I know that's ridiculous like that will never happen but damn I'm really out here all alone