I (23f) love my boyfriend (23m). We’ve been together for 4 years now. I’ve been going through a lot over the last year, I lost three family members in January and spiraled into a deep depression. I’ve also been dealing with bullying in my department at work, and a management team that is only interested in their own lives. I used to think I could turn to my boyfriend for anything, but lately I’ve been questioning it. It seems like every time I try to go to my boyfriend, he can’t give two shits about me or how I’m doing. He knows how much I hate my job but continues to get mad at me whenever I tell him I’m thinking about leaving it. I try to talk to him about how I’m doing mentally and he only ignores me or just says “I’m sorry”. Tonight was a really bad night. I told him I needed a hug, but he’s hanging out with his friends (he sees them twice a week), and I asked him if he could just once please come home and spend some time with me and listen to what’s going on rather than shutting me out, but he said “I’ll be home later”. So now I’m laying on my bathroom floor bawling because I’m just so alone. I haven’t eaten all day, I can’t sleep. I just need the one person I should be able to turn to to actually give a single goddamn shit about me. 

I’m sorry. I just needed to vent and hopefully get some support from someone who has maybe been through this before?