I complained a lot on here. I used Reddit exclusively for ranting and talking about my issues because the people in my life got tired of listening to me. No one cares. I thought that I could, at least, find people on here to vent to but in the past few months most of my Reddit posts have gone unnoticed. Yes, I realize how much of a narcissistic, negative person I am, but I still never realized everyone would eventually hate me, Reddit included. Whenever I got feedback it was either sarcasm or mean comments so I have formed a habit that makes me delete every post that doesn't get attention (because it makes me look like I'm talking to myself) and the ones that get negative feedback.

But I did it to myself. People don't like me because I'm a negative, pessimistic, gloomy, stuck up, narcissistic asshole. No one will ever like me. Not even sure why I'm writing this since it's just fueling my ranting habit and I know that it won't help me at all but I have nowhere to go. I don't even know what I'm expecting from this. Attention? Maybe. But I'm just so damn lonely and I feel like I'm going to explode if I go on like this.