I’m in Sydney and currently we’re in the middle of a pretty hardcore lockdown that doesn’t seem to be ending anytime soon. This is the most extreme it’s gotten here so far, and I’m at my whits end. 

Before now most of the heavy restrictions and lockdowns lasted a few weeks so they were manageable, but this one has really hit me hard. I can barely get out of bed. 

My day is basically just watching Netflix, playing a game or 2 on board game arena, getting drunk, and maybe doing a bit of my miniatures if I feel up to it. I still have my psychologist appointment (via zoom) once a week so that’s something at least. 

I’m really really struggling and have so far been resisting the intense urge to SH or shave my head (again) or something just so I can feel anything. 

If anyone has any tips or advice on how to cope I’d really appreciate it because I’m at a loss right now. 

Sorry for the rambling/long post