I literally cannot find a therapist to treat me. 

I went to a therapist who, once she decided I have BPD, treated me like I had leprosy and referred me to a clinic she ***knows*** I can't go to (because they're inpatient and only have day hours and she knows I can't do that - why would she refer me there?!)

My psych gives me confusing information and I ended up having a blow out with her because of sheer frustration from all of my confusion. I went to these people for help and now everything's worse than before.

The inpatient place I was referred to referred me to a person with a practice that accepts my insurance and has evening hours. 

She is all booked up because she's a small practice and only has appointments during daily working hours when i'm at work. Does nobody in therapy have a job and bills they have to pay???

She said she'd see if her colleague can see me. So, maybe I'll hear from her.

I went online to my insurance provider and I cannot find one clinician that will treat someone with BPD. 

What. The. Fuck. 