Do you know why u would feel happy about something when the topic is talked about or u see something that has to do with that topic even though u feel like it has nothing to do with u but like seeing for example ur old friend with their girlfriend kissing makes u so excited inside and smiley and same with seeing ur other friend holding hands with their girlfriend and the fact that ur friend says she likes u makes u smiley and the fact that ur sister may also be like u excites u so much but u feel like ur not a girl who is interested in dating girls. Sometimes I think I’m just straight and idk why I feel these things and what they mean