Im 21 male living in NYC. Life hit me super hard. A month ago my dad, 46, committed suicide on July 25th. It was 7 in the morning and I found him in bathroom hanged. He had a pulse until the next day. after I arrived to ER he passed away in 10 minutes (at least I got to say bye to him). Fast forward a month has passed and I really miss my dad. I think about suicide everyday feeling like there nothing to look forward to. I have no job, Got a bunch of bills to pay and dropped out of college. Thanks for listening