And feel like it’s impossible for other people to understand what you’re going through? In addition to BPD I have PTSD, ADHD, GAD, MDD, and Bipolar 2. Almost have my own damn alphabet. Unfortunately this means I’m emotionally disregulated more often than not, I’m sensitive and stubborn, I’m lonely but crave space, I’m ambitious but unmotivated. Avoidance is my go to coping strategy. My life feels like I’m trapped on a merry-go-round that’s slowly sinking in quick sand. Add in a lack of friends and a support circle so small it’s a support line and we’re left with: I don’t like this ride, can I get off now?