Nothingness? Empty?
Are those the words you would use to describe it? Im not happy or really content with who or where I am or feeling anything really. But Im not depressed feeling either. Im not angry or anxious. Im not anything. 
Using the word empty feels too....negative. Like Im missing something but Im not missing anything. Im just here. At this time. No emotions. Nothing. 
Does that actually make sense to anyone? After you've been holding in everything that you've felt for two days only to have this day end in nothing. Its bittersweet. 
Normally Im having such a tornado of emotions that Im changing moods one minute to the next but this is my all time favorite. The nothingness. Not being annoyingly bubbly but not being a debbie downer...or being a bundle of rage, sadness, and tears. Just this nothing