 

My whole life I've been depressed. I just don't want to live anymore. the world is better off without me. I'm ignored by everyone and was betrayed by my only friends. 2 years ago they betrayed me and I haven't been able to make new ones. But even when we were friends I was barely involved. My family has never given a fuck about me even when I try to tell the all this. I'm sad all the time. And no one acknowledges my existence. I bet no one would notice if I died

My best friend even convinced all my other friends that I am a bad person. My family doesn't try to support me. They just say "sorry" in a tone that doesn't sound like they care. I have no friends, no pets, no supporters, and when I try to apologize to my friends they ignore me and act like I don't exist. And they place the blame on me when I know for a fact that I did nothing. They won't even tell me what I did. . No one cares about me. I just think the world is better off without me. I don't want to be here anymore.

I plan to jump off a cliff this August