I got hit on by a woman at the club last night  (I'm also a woman) She didn't know I had a bf, and thought I was there alone because he was in the restroom,  but later on she saw us in passing and grabbed us both for a hug.  She was clearly trying to hook up with both of us. I was appalled later on to find out bf would have been up for a threesome.  I didn't think he was the type to go for that.  Well, he didn't get the reaction he probably hoped for from me.  I cried and got angry because I was so jealous that he would want anyone else and also mad that he wasn't too jealous to share me with someone like I was with him.  Like I'm not as important to him as he is to me. I know he thought it turned me on,  but in reality the thought of watching him screw another woman fills me with a bitter and jealous rage. I don't care if both of them are showering me with attention at the same time,  I'm not fucking sharing.  Is anyone else this crazy jealous and possessive? Why couldn't I have just politely declined instead of acting like a brat about it? Why do I have to be like this??? Now I just feel gross and like I'm not enough for him because he suggested bringing someone else home with us,  even though I know in my logical brain that isn't the case.  My emotional and irrational side tells me nah,  you're disgusting and he's wanting something else. I don't know if the feelings of jealousy go along with the fear of abandonment,  or what. I fucking hate myself for the way I am. 