So, I (F32) have this weird thing that happens sometimes. I will have a dream and then forget that I had it. Sometimes I have the dream multiple times but then forget about it every time. What has happened a few times now is that when I *do* remember the dream…I remember it as if it was a memory. Example: I had a dream my mom told me a story from her childhood. I remember her telling me this story so vividly. I went to ask her about the story in question and she was adamant that it never happened. (My mom has the best memory in the house and has never once tried to use my poor memory against me so I trust her when she says it never happened). 

This has happened a few times and has led to me feeling like I can’t trust my own memories. I question my own memories a lot of the time. Does anyone else ever have something like this happen to them? Does this have a name? I’m not sure if this is a BPD thing or not. 

For some background, I have depression, GAD, a panic disorder as well as BPD. I also think I may either have C-PTSD from my very religious upbringing and or be on the autism spectrum (or possibly both?) but I haven’t been tested for ASD yet and have no official diagnosis for CPTSD.