i have no close friends at the moment, my best friend hasn't talked to me for 2 months citing mental health reasons. no one has reached out to me for weeks - when my flatmate did and offered to hang out, they asked whether i was gonna be "quiet and weird" and i said i dunno but i was and they never asked to hang out again. they asked if i was ok today and i said no and got seened. i've tried to make more but it just seems like everyone speaks a language i don't. i'm 22 and i've wasted so many of what are meant to be the best years of my life, it's too late