So im pretty damn healthy for a 20 year old with diabetes, high blood pressure/hypertension. Ive been battling GAD mainly about health since late August. Ive come a damn long way but my newest "obsession" is with going to sleep and losing conciseness. I take a subclinical dose of atenolol 12 mg every 12 hours and im afraid that my fucking heart will stop in my sleep. Mind you ive been taking this also for 6 months and have gotten used to it. Last night i dreamed that my body locked up and i fell to the floor and everything went black. Then i woke up irl in my bed. No physical symptoms after the dream but ive psyched myself out thinking something happened while i was sleeping. Yes ive been to the doctor within the past 2 months. Yes lab work came back normal. Im just so pissed. Like i dont want to fucking obsess about this but here we all.