Have my final medical school exams in a few weeks, i feel so underprepared. I have covid right now so i cant even study properly because my head hurts so bad. Im miles away from my parents. My friends arent speaking to me right now. I live by myself. I have this feeling that if I fail that nobody will love me anymore. I have nobody to speak to because literally nobody understands/ i feel like im annoying people. I can genuinely feel my mind slipping into complete hopelessness. Idk anymore.