Hi, everyone. I’m having a bit of a crisis and I’m hanging by a thread. I have lost all of my self confidence and will to live and I have nobody in my life that understands or knows how to help. I’m very suicidal right now and it’s not that it’s what I want, but my brain tells me that I should do it. I feel like nobody likes me anymore. I used to have so many friends, but I never hear from any of them anymore and when I reach out, they seem dismissive or dodgy. I miss and care about so many people and I feel like nobody gives a shit about me. So why should I continue if I have nobody on my side. I feel worthless and thrown away and I don’t want this anymore. I don’t know what to do