Has anyone else just completely given up on the idea that they’ll ever have a romantic relationship? I’m trying to permanently shut off my feelings/ wants for one and keep everyone at a distance from me. I don’t really want to ever let anyone into my life or become close to me. Plow feelings are never mutual and I literally cannot handle rejection it makes me go into psycho mode. I think being lonely is way safer and is just an easier way to live and will prevent me from going to prison after someone breaks my heart.