i cant even leave my bed most days because of how bad my anxiety is. i cant get ready anymore, i cant do makeup anymore, cant shower anymore.. there are so many things that i just simply cant do anymore because of how bad my anxiety has gotten. i almost feel useless, like whats the point of being a human if all i do is lay in bed all day and cry? i feel so worthless. i feel like i lost myself. when i look back at the way i used to be, i still had anxiety but at least i could get up and do things. now i just.. cant. i feel so lost and i feel like i don’t know myself. it’s like being in a dark hole everyday of your life. i really had to vent about this because i just can’t handle this shit anymore. everyday it just gets worse and worse :(