i miss my best friend so bad. its like withdrawal having to do this, take this break, give all this space. im only one day in and its basically like if they were sleeping while i was awake but the realization of our conversation and circumstances make it hurt so much worse. im trying to distract, i think im going to go to the skatepark just to occupy my time, but god i miss them so bad. they havent even left for real and here i am on and off crying feeling like they left me. i just miss them so so bad