about my BPD. I told him on one occasion before in a really nonchalant manner "ya I think I have BPD". But it never went farther than that. Obviously it's been affecting both of us for a long time now but its always just swept under the rug. Tonight he finally went in on me saying my behavior is inconsistent and makes no sense. I had to finally talk about it. It felt really good to finally get it off my chest, but I'm still terrified to see his response. 