I feel like I’m stuck on repeat and destined to make the same mistakes. Second job in 2 years, feel myself gravitating towards a potentially toxic co-worker, starting to feel uncomfortable eating in front of others, now I’m going for drives at lunchtime to hide what I’m eating or not eating. Did the exact same thing in my old job and ended up leaving suddenly coz of toxic co-worker. Really don’t want to Fck this up. Feel totally outta control 😩 I just want a normal life ok.