Recently I came across old screenshots from a situation that affected me terribly a few years ago. 
I found every single of my ex friend (possibly fp?) and every terrible thing she’s said to me. I’ve been wallowing and sulking as I think about these past events every day, thinking I was the awful toxic person and I deserve to die. And now I realize that I had every right to be angry after what they did to me. All of my friends turned my back on me. They sat there and told me I was the problem. They just wanted to hurt me, 

