About 4 months ago, I tried to go to get helium to, well, make a "death bag". I failed, as I stupidly detailed my plans on a suicide note and bought it all at Wal-Mart. A cop pulled up, and I went to a hospital and then a "correction facility". This 3 week absence from school fucked me royally for that semester. This is why I'm buying everything slowly, and tomorrow I'll have the last thing I need. I just have no clue where to die because I don't want to scar my family for life, aside from when I die they'll eventually find out. Would a park be a good idea? Like, deep in the woods so no kid could see me? Also, I'm not calling some dumb ass hot line, I'm not depressed either, I made the decision with a clear head, as I am 16 and am going to be useless to society, so I don't want to live like that. Also, school is crushing and work will most likely be worse, so I'm giving up. Life was okay-ish.