I try to not check because I wanna that post stories on Instagram for myself, not anybody else.

Before the pandemic, I got movies, theaters, abroad travels and I posted them on Instagram Story. I didn't try to show my life as amazing. Just I wanted to share them and I did.

In this situation, Not checking is easy but there is an exception that hurts and causes anxiety.

When I love or care very much about somebody, I check that she looks or not. If not, I ask why. Especially, she posts a story on Instagram after me and does not look my stroy, I ask why double times and As I have said when everything is normal, not checking is easy. But, otherwise is annoying.

In the past, I checked every time when I had posted it but I understood It was bullshit. Because This is my life but nobody's.

Since the end of September, I've posted, and unfortunately, I sometimes checked that My crush looked or not. I know it doesn't matter but...

Anyway, Hope I do not check anymore.

How about, Do you check that who looks at them?