16yo Male  
Im probably crying over stupid thing im just a young kid who never worked but idc   
I might just want attention whatever I never had my mother in my life tho i see her sometimes (once every like 3 month) all of this is probably stupid but still wanted to talk bout my life.  


Why do I keep suffering 

I have no goal in life

nothing else I like other than video games at which im pretty average

bad at school its just numbers but still 

somedays i just don't want to wake up so i start to have problems with school

had a burn out last year so i had to do it again (France system whatever) mother probably don't know about it and thinks im doing great at school cuz im dad has been lying to her I think

older sister got kicked out of the house at 17 every older sibling things got down to me the little blessed middle child that never done nothing

feeling useless in this world 

my best friend is probably depressive too im pretty scared about that too cuz we don't talk about it with "the boys" if hes killing himself im doing it too. 

Comment whatever you think ill probably read it because I have nothing else to do ill respond if I find an answer. thx. sry for the english.