When I am around people, even people i'm close to, I have high anxiety. I am hyper-vigilant and just generally agitated, especially if i'm already feeling low energy. but when i'm not in their presence, I feel empty immediately and have racing thoughts and need to distract myself during the time that I am away. The only way I seem to feel "normal" is when I am not in their direct presence but they are still around like nearby or downstairs. but when i'm feeling anti-social and they are even up/downstairs I am unnerved! what gives? this disorder makes me feel so crazy, i don't understand such rampant flips in feeling :(