I should be happy, but I just can’t be happy. I just moved to a nice place, I have two or three friends and I got away from my abusive father, there’s everything set up for me. My mom cares, her partner cares, I have medicine, I have a therapist. Yet I still can’t manage to feel happy for more then 10 minutes. I’m miserable, tired, blank, I don’t even know anymore. I don’t know if I have the guts to kill myself, I don’t know if I even want to. All I ever do is bring everyone’s mood down and waste peoples time.

 I won’t be responding to replies but if anyone sees this I just want to let you know, you deserve more then I do. Bye Reddit.