So, since my bpd journey since this year has started I've had 5 different jobs, 2 of which I've just started.  I was doing housekeeping type work for the majority of the last 6 years but I got tired of it and impulsively quit my job last month. I just got a seasonal position at a bath and body works im excited for but since it's part time I had my first day at a factory today also. The work is boring and repetitive and if it weren't for my car payment I wouldn't go back honestly. Staring at the conveyor belt made me so dizzy I've felt sick all day. I've also been doing doordash but live in a small town. 
Basically I wish I didn't have to work, I wish nobody had to work. At least the jobs I've had make life seem pointless in a way. This is just me venting after a rough day but if anyone has job recs or advice I'll take it!