Why is it so hard to make myself do simple, easy paperwork tasks? I've spent a month avoiding signing and returning a document and letting it play on my mind daily. Tax spreadsheets? Months will pass avoiding an hour of "homework". When I sit down to do these tasks I'm pushing through an exhausting mountain of stress for something trivial. I feel physically anxious sitting here ticking boxes on some billing/invoices I have to send in.

In other areas I'm totally fine. All my patient documentation stays up to date with no issues, but unscheduled paperwork/homework just kills me. I go from super stressed and wanting to run away to being ready to fall asleep on my table as I drag myself through. It's so uncomfortable that I put off doing it at all. This makes no sense.