Last week I found out somebody I grew up with died by suicide. Suicide has been a very big thing in my life. My mom passed away by suicide in 2009. And when I found out that this person passed away, on the same weekend that my mom passed away it hit different. I’ve been struggling this past week with some really bad anxiety and a little bit of depression. I just feel like my walls are crumbling down and I have no stability. It’s like a constant uphill battle and I’m slowing falling back down. I’m so thankful I have a husband that might not understand what I go through but he’s always supportive. He has been so amazing and compassionate. I haven’t had anybody like this in my life until I met him. So if you’re feeling like you don’t have support right now, one day it will get better and somebody will come in your life right when it’s needed. He saved my life. This is a reminder that some of us are going through things internally and we might just need that one person to be there for us.