I've been struggling with severe depression for most of my life. It was severe enough to cause derealization that I've been living with for 2.5 to 3 years. I've had suicidal thoughts for years. I dont think I want to pass that on. My family has bad depression on my one side and was part of the reason my brother and uncle became alcoholics. I dont think I want to pass that on. I have 4 nephew/neice and I'm really good with them but I don't think I want my line to continue. Would I adopt in the future if my future partner (being hopeful) wanted to. Probably but I don't think I would want one of my own genetics. Making someone who would probably suffer like I would seams cruel. What do you guys think?