so earlier today i texted my boyfriend (of 6 months) to ask him what he was up to and if he wanted to go walk around and grab a coffee. he did answer or open my message but i knew he was on his phone because he was sending me tiktoks. an hour later, he answered saying he'd be telling me soon. 20 minutes later i hadn't gotten an answer yet, so i told him to forget about it. i was already feeling upset to have waited that long after him i felt like it wasn't worth it to see him if i was upset/mad at him. right away he asked me what i was doing to which i answered « nothing much ». 10 minutes later he texted me he was just feeling lazy today. i told him he could've told me that earlier (instead of making me wait around for an hour and a half) and i wished him to have a good day. he then asked if i was feeling okay and said sorry if he had upset me. 

i don't know what to do now. since he's already apologized but i'm still upset. idk if i should ask him if he's feeling lazy and wants to be alone or see him or stay alone. any ideas? advice? i have very quiet bpd i've been crying alone for an hour.