I went to the psych ward back in may for one day suddenly hating my boyfriend, but not really.. I was aware how much I loved him but I couldn’t stop myself from feeling as if I hated him... I was trapped. It lasted for a while, random waves of freedom but never really. I was put on a lot of medication, and it helped. I was good for a while, but then took on 🍃 and it started happening again but less often. Whenever he did something that slightly bothered me I’d shut down for hours, and feel as if he hated me and was trying to get to me. I’d believe we needed to end the relationship over any minor issue, or that things were ruined at any little inconvenience. 

I’ve been diagnosed with bipolar 2, panic disorder, major depression, and anxiety. 
I don’t think I’m bipolar, I think it may be BPD.
Thoughts?