Today is different. Today I see a psychiatrist for the second time. I usually dont get to the point where there a follow up. I find something that's like nah late find another one..so that's kinda..nervewracking. it was suppose to be sooner but I'm not at the state to want to be in the room alone with her so my appointment allows my boyfriend to be there so I'm purposely making it slower becsydr I want to work around his schedule. I suck.  I dont know ha. Anyways yeah that's it. Not asking for anything just venting I guess 