I know about next to nothing about this mental disorder and how it effects life. However over the past 3 years or so i’d say, i’ve dabbled heavenly in drugs and it’s honestly hard to pic a favorite.

Because i’ve abused LSD and mushrooms from such a young age ,14-now, i thought it was HPPD, like 100% definitely what i seems like but i’ve never really thought about it.

After ordering 114 clonazolam bars i lost track of two weeks, i cant remember anything and this isn’t unusual my first experience with “bars” caused this as well and just a blacked out state to which i woke up in.

Now here I am, just have delta 8 THC ,and I understand if i am going through some sort of withdrawal but is it more that or mania? or is it just hppd? 

This past week has been fucking terrible too be honest and i’m a junior in highschool , you can go look at my posts to see who i am , have been, what i am about. I don’t really have a lot of highs i’ve noticed but maybe it’s because i’ve been too down recently. Is it the situation , me, or both? 

what’s the issue here, it is interfering with my life as i’m questioning my sanity. And to be clear no i will not be purchasing more, literally everytime i’m just shooting my self in the foot.

I will admit it did help therapeutically and help me be the most confident person i’ve ever been , and acrually enjoy school, but now that this 2 week period of me being anxiety free is over it’s just all coming down.