I won't use the world addicted because I don't know the criteria for that. But all my life, ive been obsessed with one thing or another. People, daydreams, eating behaviours, s*lf harm, etc. I don't know what it means to live a fulfilling life without one core thing being at the centre. What is it supposed to be like?

This is a hopeful question. I have come very far on my mental health journey and I am proud of myself. I just need a few more things sorted out. 

Hope you had a good Christmas, and if you didn't, i hope you have a nice year ahead