Like 10 minutes ago I just had this flood of emotions hit me at once that I can't describe, I want to cry and scream and feel a little scared all at once, and I just want someone to hug me if that makes sense. Normally, just one emotion will hit me at a time really hard, and I'll go numb but I've never experienced so many different feelings at once and it almost feels mentally unbearable. Before anyone says it's a panic attack it isnt, I have had plenty, I almost feel slightly dissociative and just really fucking sad and paranoid but no tears will come out.