Not going to be a long one I swear. I know these guys since I was 9 years old and I'm about 24 now. I left the group chat last night because they had a skype call int he morning that was clearly impossible for me to join with my time zone (and they know this because they've all been in the same state for months at a time). I managed to join them at the very end - at about 11am my time on a Saturday and they all hung up like 30 seconds after I joined.

I just messaged that I feel left out. 13 hours later and nothing. So I left the chat. Clearly no one cared you know? I felt tied because they know how much it hurts and everything and them leaving like that was kind of messed up - especially in the past I've seen them stay longer because someone joined in. I just feel unimportant etc. I've told them my feelings in these exact words a million times and they keep saying oh I'm sorry, I understand etc. You're mental health is important but they never change and I just don't know what to do at this point. I feel like I've just been fazed by all the history that we've had with each other.