I'm desperate to engage in some sort of intensive therapy, because I feel like I'm dying here. My life is seriously out of control. I've found, though, that I don't feel safe with someone unless I'm in some sort of physical contact with them. The closer the contact, the safer I feel. I know this is a long shot, but...does this sort of service exist? Therapists who treat personality disorders and are willing to make physical contact with their clients? This isn't about sex or romance for me. It's about emotional security. Or am I a shitty person for even wanting this?