again ive realised that i have nobody and it hurts so badly knowing that nobody i’m surrounded by in the workplace or at home will ever be close to me or understand me. i feel so alone and it hurts so bad i just want someone to give me a hug and tell me they live me. i just told this random acquaintance that i see nobody outside of work and my whole sob story of constant rejection and he literally couldn’t think of a way to help me other than tell my mother. i just want be belong somewhere i feel so rejected and i wish i didn’t break up with my boyfriend because i have no one else now