I am assisting to a life ending. This is how a life ends. Yesterday everything was great, I had goals, I started a new drawing, I was excited because I started working seriously on a project, I couldn't wait to go back to school, to start therapy again, to get my new medication, I was even looking forward to Christmas, I was glad I could sleep in, I was excited about cats, even looking forward for a local cat to give birth, I was looking forward to take my driving licence, even though about university, I was worrying above organising things with my friends, I had a lot of projects, I knew life could take a right turn because I was in control of it.

And now it's all gone. I'm dying on Thursday. It's going to be painful. That's it. This is how a life ends. I wish it was Thursday already.