I know I've had some mildly-moderate traumatising experiences growing up but I have never been like... sexually abused, or beaten by my parents (except the occasional spanking from my mom but that wasn't like serious...) the worst I can think of is extreme bullying during school when I first seriously started to plan on committing suicide... also I remember my stepdad getting extremely angry at me on many occasions... but that was like serious yelling, nothing physical...

Anyways, I feel like I have these PTSD-like reactions to certain events. Like my BF just got angry in the other room because he lost money on a stock he bet on... and I started crying like a little girl in the corner in the other room and I cannot for the life of me figure out wtf is going on with me???

I also have some weird reactions to men and sex that normally people have when they've been like raped. I know for certain I have never come close to that as a child. 

I'm wondering if anyone else's BPD produces some extreme reactions that are like... way out there than you would expect?

(Forgive me if I dont make sense.. im like typing this while still freaking out.. but its calming me down so...)