I am overwhelmed at times with the loneliness.   It's becomes a phsycal pain I can barely tolerate.   I've cut so many people out of my life as I can't stand their personal bullshit.   It's simply exhausting.  People are exhausting.  Chasing appointments for doctors for both my depression, new diagnosis of bpd and a number of chronic autoimmune diseases....I just feel like I can't manage it. 
And I have no one to talk about it with.  I almost never talk about my depression -I'm high functioning most of the time.   So sharing bpd....so unlikely but I am barely keeping it together.
I just had to get it out.  Wondering if other people feel just as alone? 