i don't really know that there's a solution, just really hate being alone with myself in the mornings. between my bipolar waking me at the asscrack of dawn and my partner having an undefined sleep disorder that makes him sleep in, I'm quite used to not having him around in the mornings. but a friend of mine moved from east to west coast and now has a later wakeup time and I've realized i really don't have *anyone* to talk to in the mornings.

i have a lot of friends, i really am lucky for that, but god they all sleep in and then I'm left with myself. and myself sucks. i don't like myself at all lmao. just wanted to rant because I'm lonely and frustrated and nobody is awake.