This mental health service treated children and teenagers, and they fucked up big time. They mistreated and misdiagnosed over 1000 kids and teens, including myself. There has been mild, moderate and extreme cases. There's around 46 extreme cases, and I'm one of them.

After being with them for almost 4 years (ages 14-18), I never received a diagnosis. I have been given mood stabilizers, antidepressants, antipsychotics and addictive medications, with NO DIAGNOSIS. They fucked my life up. My brain is a mess now. I experience obsessive thoughts and behaviours, I'm constantly living through brain fog, I have severe mood swings and paranoia, I can't think straight, I trip over my words all the time and I have a speech dysfluency, and I feel mentally drained constantly.

It's so hard to live like this. Everyday I'm reminded that I'm not me anymore, and I'm barely able to function normally as a human being. My family and friends have been so supportive, but there's only so much they can do. 

There's so much more to this rant, but I didn't want to make it too long and honestly, I have no energy to discuss everything.