They went away for a vacation and we haven’t been communicating much. I hope they’re having fun and I know they miss me too but I just… miss them

They should be coming back today or tomorrow but the wait is killing me. A message from them would make my heart skip a beat and I hate that… I hate that I can’t be in the middle. I hate that even tho I know they’ll talk to me again I still have this anxiety. 

Currently sitting at my desk about to get my shit done. Sigh. I miss you. Trying my best to manage myself for the both of us