prime time for these kinds of posts on this sub but i've been really struggling for the last few days. i didn't have my lexapro for a week and a few days and also had covid at the same time; i haven't had panic attacks since starting lexapro but i had 2 within those 4 days after the withdrawal started. after that i was finally able to get my prescription and soon after my covid cleared up. i haven't been having panic attacks anymore, but i still feel so on edge. i feel like all of my friends and family hate me and they have the right to. will this ever stop? i had these feelings often before lex but never this consistently throughout the days. im worried that they will turn into suicidal ideations like they did when i was off my meds. it sucks because i know these thoughts are not rational, but even knowing that won't calm my anxiety. i feel very alone like everyone is against me with no real reason to even feel this way.