I’m in a relationship with Violet. I’m completely obsessed with her. My mood is entirely based on whether or not she is online. Violet is my favorite person on steroids. I can’t stop thinking about her. I feel like I can’t explain just how much of a hold this relationship/person has over me. I want her all to myself and its caused problems. I have my life planned out with her and anything that disrupts it leads to a downward spiral.

When she is busy with friends and family I get slightly jealous and my mood drops significantly. For example today I woke up and she was playing LoL with her brother and I got super suicidal and lonely.

How do I let go of my obsession with her and have a "nomal" relationship?