Bullying has really given me  trauma. I have social anxiety because of it. I was bullied in middle school because I was "ugly" and I went to a prestigious school so lots of rich kids; I'm poor, and I was bullied for my clothes. I only have 2 friends.  I'm starting to hate going to school and  want to become a shut-in. It's so unfair. I used to be so confident and social, and now I'm scared of raising my hand in class to use the restroom. I try to make up natural looks for clothes now but I can't do anything about my stupid ugly face. And I wish I had the courage to vent irl, but I just passively wait for someone to ask first.