I dont think I'm depressed I have friends, I have family, I have roof over my head, I have warm food. But still when I am with friends I am laughing and joking, but suddenly something hits me and I feel like I am not there kinda empty. After school I go to gym, mostly I dont say a single word to anyone there . When I wake up or go to sleep I Just stare into the bathroom mirror thats all I do for like a minute maybe more. It might not seem like it but I am scared to talk. Of course there was a breakup but I got over it I was just keeping it to myself I was always fine. Sorry for my english its not my native language