Recently I’ve been hanging out with someone I really like and she likes me back and things on paper have been really great, but I can’t get myself to feel like they are. I’m always finding small things to spend my whole time stressing myself sick over instead of taking in the good feelings from really substantial things that are wildly good. Thinking objectively about things, I should be over the moon right now but I’m stuck feeling like shit and I really feel like that’s going to hold me back from having more good things happen. I really don’t get it. I think part of it is really not allowing myself to recognize how good the good things are, like I’m not sure I’ve really fully understood emotionally that she does really like me when it’s pretty clear by her actions that she does. I’m not sure how to tackle all this but I feel like I need to