I've had the worst day. My eyes are swollen from crying. I keep going to the bathroom to scream in a towel so my kids don't see me struggling. I'm struggling so bad. I need help and feel like there's nowhere to turn.  I've tried medications. I still feel terrible. I hope tomorrow is better. I feel so stupid and crazy.  I wish I didn't have depression. Maybe that's why no one wants to be with me.  I can't help it. 😪😪😪😪😪🤧🤧😭😭😭😭