I hate it so much, but I don’t know how to stop it. I genuinely get sad when I see someone I’ve met once hanging out with their best friend who they’ve known for years and not inviting me   I get sad when I hear that they have in jokes that I don’t understand. I get so jealous when I go through their social media accounts and see them hanging out. Honestly what the actually fuck, why am I like this. It’s like I’m purposefully trying to make myself even more miserable