Hi so I’m 16 f and I have horrible anxiety. And I’ve been Having horrible intrusive thoughts. Keep in mind I’ve been questioning my sexuality but I’m in a relationship with a boy who I love very very much. My anxiety recently starting getting bad when I had a really bad pregnancy scare back in July. After constantly convincing myself I was pregnant and taking 16 tests all were negative it stopped. It was like I was almost obsessed but I couldn’t stop. After this I was sitting with my step sister who is like my best friend and I’m very grateful for I had a thought “do I love her?” Which I do but not like that and the thought bothered me so much and thinking about it is making my heart race. Last night her and I took a trip on shrooms and I had an intrusive thought about kissing her. I instantly called my bf and started crying bc of how dirty and messed up that thought was. I still think it’s so weird and I hate it. I cried and cried, he was able to calm me down. And he made me realize how much I love him. How do I stop those thoughts? They bother me so much. And I constantly worry over them. Like why did I think that?