So firstly I called my city's bereavement centre a 6 weeks ago. They told me all about their services and what they could do with me. Then they asked how my dad died, when, his death and birth date, etc. Then when they asked if I had secondary care I said "I have a psychiatrist. I see her twice a year for medication reviews". She goes silent and I hear her tell someone what I just said. Someone else picks the phone up and goes "sorry, against our policy to provide services for somebody under secondary care" then they hung up with a quick bye.

I called the victim support line. They told me they'd get in touch with me within the next two weeks. Its been 6 weeks. I've called once since then.

It's almost funny that I'm trying to reach out to places and this is what I get.