Today my FP cut the tip of his thumb off at work and I'm trying really hard to be supportive and everything externally but internally all i can think about is how it will disrupt our plans together. I just feel so crazy and selfish when i catch myself thinking like this -.- I don't think I'm a selfish person generally and I don't act on it, i try not to let people know I'm upset by my own selfishness but i feel really selfish just getting upset about something i shouldn't be upset about