I am 20 years old still living at my parents after fucking up my life and getting a felony on my record at 18. I was working on getting my college degree and failed both of my classes for this semester and was put on academic probation. I worked so fucking hard to pass those classes and didn’t even come close. I won’t be able to, my dream job isn’t obtainable. I don’t know where to go from here. I work a shitty job, I can’t afford to move out or pay bills. I can’t afford to keep failing college classes. Everyone around me expects me to do great things and all I do is disappoint them over and over. I feel like I’m drowning. I have a whole life ahead of me but all I can see is a dead end job barely making enough to survive. I want to make something of myself and make people proud. What do I do