Been going through a lot of interpersonal stuff, as we all tend to do.
I have a crush on someone who’s in a relationship and I love them dearly. I keep trying to not push the topic but my stupid mouth and heart keep trying to bubble that to the surface.

Trying to get over that person, I’ve been attempting to find FWBs and people to be intimate with to fill that niche. 

Physical touch is so so important to me. Someone who will lay naked in the dark and give me a massage and play with my hair and kiss me all over. I want to feel safe and loved and have safe touches.

I’m more than willing to reciprocate but it just seems I keep misaligning the circumstances…texting the wrong people, getting ghosted, idk…

Just gonna lay in bed most of today imagining someone else here, with a gentle hand through my hair and a firm and loving touch on my skin as we make out into oblivion.