Okay. I have depression and Bordeline Personality Disorder, along with anxiety and possible autism. School has always been a really fun place for me! Or at least I love learning! But now school has become twisted into something that i dread every day. I barely go anyways, and it just makes me feel horrible. Should I proritize getting back on my feet for a bit and catching up with high school later, or do I just push through it, risking feeling worse but having a chance to get through school? 

  
Extra info: I have attempted suicide twice in the past, both related to school issues. I am one year younger than the people in my class, so being gone for one year would in theory not set me back. I want to work with science in some way, mostly biology. I, as I said, love learning and the things that bother me about school are more so the pressure to perform and be social. My ups and downs in mood make school hard to handle as well, as when I feel better i tend to do my work, and when I feel worse I don't. I'm really torn, and both alternatives seem like shit options.