if i say something that could be taken the wrong way i think he's going to leave. if he doesn't text me fast enough i think he's going to leave. if he can hang out with me but can't crash at my place i think he's going to leave. i'm literally driving myself crazy and i keep telling myself that it's all in my head and i never vocalize this to him because he knows nothing about my mental health but i can't take it anymore. i'm literally sitting here in tears right now because i'm hysterically thinking that he's just gonna slowly fade away until one day he just leaves because he's going to leave me and i don't know what to do about it