I made some really good and beautiful relationships in the past few years while I’m at my highest and recently I found out that it’s hard to keep and maintain those relationships. I don’t want to tell everyone I meet that I’m bipolar. The thought of me being repulsive to someone else because of my mental illness makes me even more depressed. I’m only 21 and I don’t have a lot of experience and I’m asking everyone who’s older than me in this subreddit to at least give some kind of hope about if things will get better or some tips. Thank y’all