I usually have no problem with sleep but for thr past 3 days it's been really hard to fall asleep. like one day I sleep 15 hours but 5 hours the next. yesterday I was up until 4 despite trying my best to just rest and sleep. ended up doing sh bc I thought the pain would make me tired.

not like I particularly wanna do anything,,,, actually I want to sleep. but I just can't actually *fall* asleep. I hope this is temporary. school will start again soon and if i don't get enough sleep I'm completely fucked. stress + no sleep is gonna be a disaster

ig I'll whine some more. I'm kinda depressed,, not diagnosed but I have many of the symptoms,,,,,, I'm just tired of being alive. I hate having to do things. every day I think "i can't wait to be unconscious so I dont feel sad/stressed"