why this matrix will ensure that I die which is why they experimented on me - you are a slave to the double standards - women and girls which are just gay men will get to have cake and eat it too and the people in porn and music will get to live in the fantasy land forever at our expense because they left home early- while I'll be tortured to death, raped, drugged so that they the rich can live in the fantasy land. 

A slave to friendly fascism. A slave to the black race.