I'm extremely emotional, and most people know that. I've got a lot of good qualities too. Except for the fact if someone makes me upset I am extremely good with words and expressing my frustration...but I'm too good. I cannot help telling people exactly why I'm angry at them/never want to hear from them again. This has left me with family members removing me from their lives, and me wishing I had just kept my mouth shut. 
It bothers me that those I care about have disowned me over one harsh text or phone-call. I can't even maintain friendships because I'm scared I'll push those friends away. Fiancé said I need to compose myself better now that we are taking the next step. I don't think I can change and I'm scared of it. 

Tl;Dr Became overly emotional this week over a good cause and now half my family probably won't talk to me again.