i cry every morning. i try to hold it in/ignore it, but at some point every morning, i cry. i am crying because someone isn’t texting me back, and i’m overthinking their intentions. i’m crying because i don’t have enough money to get me through the week. i’m crying because i’m thinking about my trauma and how much i dislike myself. it won’t stop, and i’m getting so tired of being so upset all of the time. this constant emotional turmoil is not worth it to me anymore. i can’t breathe anymore. it’s like i’m having a panic attack, but i feel like the saddest person in the world at the same time. i don’t know what’s going on in my head, but i really don’t like it. 