my boyfriend who i loved with all my heart left me. i guess he was going to meet up with someone one of my best friends is friends with. we’ve been on and off for 3 years now and every time he leaves me it feels the same, like im going to die. no one understands how this is torturing me. i feel like I’m dying inside. ive gone through this before and I don’t think I can go through it again. i seriously can’t. the pain im feeling is indescribable i don’t know how im ever going to move on from this ): when he broke up with me he made it seem like it was my fault we were breaking up. because i don’t respect him. i have hurt him in the past but it was truly never my intention to. he’s hurt me so badly over and over for years now. i cannot stand this pain anymore.