I'm (33m) from the UK and 4 months ago I got my first ever job working in a supermarket after being unemployed on disability for 12 years. During those 12 years I learned to be lazy but now that laziness is coming round to bite me.

As I said I've been working here for 4 months now and it's really starting to weigh me down, I don't hate my job but I also don't love it either. The problem isn't really with the job itself, it's with working, I'm so used to not working...

Anyway I'm finding it very tough at the minute to continue going knowing full well I still have at least 20 years of work ahead of me before I can even think of retiring. So how do you manage to pick yourself up and continue the fight when you feel like you can't go another day?