I've been struggling with substance abuse for awhile now. Was in rehab for 3 weeks and felt great, but now that I'm out, reality has hit me hard. I don't have a job, no degree or money to pay for school, no motivation to do anything, bills stacking up. I just feel like leaving this planet somewhere alone so I will never be found. I'm ready to go and everyone tells me things will get better, but how are they going to get better if I can barely get out of bed? I'm terrible at school and feel like I'll be working some dead end job with shit pay for the rest of my life because I can't focus enough to get a degree. Everything is crumbling around me and I'm a failure. I've spent all day crying and I have no more motivation or answers than I had this morning. Please for the love of God someone give me some hope.