My symptoms every day (25M)

- Panic attack and awful feeling of sadness when I wake up. I sometimes feel nauseous and dry heave

- No appetite unless I’m high. I’ve gone from 180 to 155 (had no weed) back to 172 (had weed)now at 5”11

-Dry heave the whole drive (air puke) when driving to a place like work or somewhere I’ve never been 

- Armpits leaving huge sweat stains as soon as I start driving. When I’m in a store or anywhere else in public they will show BADLY resulting in me wearing black shirts.

-Cry about 3 times a week. Sometimes more when under severe stress.

-When really nervous my bladder won’t stop needing to pee. Like 5 min after I pee I need to go again. This happened every day before work at a job where I was working with mental patients with criminal history.

These are the main ones but my hands also shake a lot when nervous &amp; I also can’t sleep most nights unless I’m stoned or drunk. Sometimes I’ll awake after 1-4 hours and have a panic attack.

I don’t know what to do, I’m broke as fuck with no insurance to help. I moved states and am not working right now. I’ve somewhat always been unhappy.

When I left my job I went broke and moved. I bounce from job to job now as I’ve had bad luck. Had a heat stroke at a job on the 3rd day, another job beat me to death with bruises so I never went back. 

My job as a psych tech I got bit once and threatened many times from criminals on the daily which didn’t help so I left after 3 months.

Idk what to do I’m just ranting I guess. Sorry this was long but just airing it out.