My anxiety gets worse at night for some reason and talking to my friends has helped, however during the past few weeks I’ve been struggling with my college classes and the idea that I might have chosen the wrong major. I dread the future and I’m afraid I won’t be good enough in time. I’ve been working on bettering myself but I’m too lackluster and I procrastinate a lot, I also keep relying on bad habits (binge watching shows and looking at a million forms of social media to keep myself numb) I’ve also resorted to other “things” but I’ve been working on it by exercising and journaling. My physical health feels better but I still have to work on the mental. Sometimes I don’t feel like getting out of bed or eating but I can usually get through that. The thing I dislike the most is the feeling in my chest like I can’t breathe and I don’t know like the world is going to crumble around me or something making me want to just not exist or something. And I want to get better I just don’t know how. But yeah that’s it. Big vent (among us) I m so cringe lol but ye thanks for reading