Except for my FP to whom I'm tenuously and insecurely attached. And I can't make any new friends because any close friend will eventually turn into an FP. And if they're not a close friend, then I have to pretend I'm okay all the time and not the near-psychotic maladapt that I actually am. But nobody will get close to me unless they believe I'm not crazy anyway, so this is all one massive existential catch-22. Even after *months* of DBT, I can't function on my own at all, and I have no support system (except, again, the aforementioned FP who's probably going to get fed up soon and trigger some fucking desertion trauma so I should get rid of her first, right? but then I'll *really* have no friends). Someone please tell me what to do. Look at my post history if you need more details. My therapist doesn't seem to understand how poorly I'm doing and I don't seem to be able to get it across. 