To some people this thought might sound weird, but I get worried about fame. Recently I’ve been making my own music, and everyday I have a repeating thought what if I got famous, like a DJ. It sounds unlikely, but I’m starting to believe there’s a small chance that worries me and I get sleepless in bed at the thoughts.

I’m sure people would start rumours about me, if I was, some people know about my dark past and it’s giving me terrible anxiety. It doesn’t sound realistic but I feel like if I did, the worst thing that could happen is someone spreading bad news about me. Which could ruin my future jobs or career forever.
I think about it all night (it never really leaves my head) I really want it to come to an end. If I could take out my mind I probably would