I have a loving family, I have perfect grades, I more or less eat healthy (no ED), I sleep well, I look good, my family is not poor at all, I have a bright future waiting for me, I have caring friends (I think), I've been 3 weeks clean from SH (my scars are in places you can't see), I go to therapy, I'm on meds (antipsychotics)...

Why tf I have social anxiety and depression? What is tf wrong with my mind? Is it because I can't seem to find love? Is it because I stutter? Why tf I feel so lonely all the time? What tf do I have to do to be happy?

I am so afraid of disappointing people, my parents, and my classmates. I am so afraid of people knowing I'm not ok.

Impostor syndrome feels like it's not real. It is possible to have impostor syndrome over impostor syndrome?