Words can’t really describe how much pain I’m in rn. There’s this hot sensation in my head, and it feels like my brain is swollen and being squeezed really hard, and this also prevents me from thinking clearly and staying truly relaxed. The words don’t flow out of my mouth naturally anymore, it just feels forced. This has been occurring 24/7 for a couple months and I want to fucking die already. I keep falling into these episodes way too often so what’s the point of going after the life? I don’t fucking care anymore.