Normally i wouldnt do this but i need to say something and this is the only place i could find i have had the worse childhood i came out as transgender my mom and the school are transphobic towards me wanting to be a girl and there forcing my friends to dead name me i cant transition and my friends betrayed me and are said horrible things to me and i feel betrayed and empty i have no one to trust and nowhere to go and no way to numb the pain i am depressed and have no way to get rid of it