I have since been distancing myself from a friend, because I found myself stressing over their drug and alchohol abuse. I lost over 20 pounds alone worrying if they were ok when on a three day bender and not hearing from them (happened multiple times). I’ve sense been distancing myself, our only communication has been limited to a couple messages over the course of every few days. I have not reached out they always contact me. But I’ve been feeling like I want to reach out, even tho I’m the one who said I needed space. I’ll even find myself seeing if they’ve been active on social media. Idk why I do this, or feel the need to. I know right now hanging out with them is bringing me down mentally, and that I shouldn’t be the one to reach out but I feel like I have to. I just don’t know what to do from here and need advice or support or anything. I’m just so lost right now.