I really want to just end it all I won’t be telling a long paragraph story about my life because Im sure you wouldn’t want to read all of it. My chest is tight from my sadness. I honestly don’t see any hope in my life I always thought of light at the end of the dark tunnel I do not see it. I want to give up. I search up quickest methods online but all just talk about suicide prevention bullshit. I tried everything to keep myself busy or feel better which it just made me end up being more angry and sad in life I really guess I am just a pussy for not ending my life already.