I’ve been on the one antidepressant that seems to work well for me for a few months now. it treats my depression and anxiety pretty well and for the past few months I don’t rmmbr being this positive about life. however, my country’s going on our third pandemic lockdown because vaccine rollouts are so slow and festive season means more infections. I still have to go to work everyday because my job hasn’t implemented wfh yet. I live with my parents who are both of high risk. I leave the house everyday with the fear of bringing the virus home unknowingly

I just had a therapy session last weekend and basically gave myself a gold star because I thought I was finally happy again. but really fucking suddenly I am flooded with immeasurable fear and anxiety that really makes me wanna die

just felt like I needed a place to share this