One of my best friends overdosed 2 years ago. He was trying to reach out to me before he went. I was busy with life and responsibilities.. I wasnt there for him. I just woke up in tears after having a dream where he called me. He said, "Where were you bro"? "I needed a friend". What do I even say to that. How can I even feel right now. I've never blamed myself for what happened to you so why? Why now? I'm so sorry man. I've got alot in life eating me up inside. I wish this didnt have to add onto it. I'll never be able to take back the times I blew you off and left you alone in that house surrounded by bad choices. I'm feeling as hopeless as you did back then. Life is spiralling and I'm sick of living with these emotions.