I love him. I think? I know I do sometimes at least. It makes my heart feel happy and full and like nothing could ever be wrong.

But other times, even when nothing is wrong at all, I think "maybe we should just break up." He is a good boyfriend and I still have these thoughts. I used to think it was just because I was with the wrong person. But it has happened in every relationship at some point.

It's almost like I'm bored. He's no longer trying to win me into dating him, I'm not his top priority 100% of the time because I'm his girlfriend now, he can step back and relax.


I'm scared I don't even love people at all. I just like how they make me feel when they love me.