I think I subconsciously   feel like I'm going no where in my life rn like 26 no saving for a car but I have my liscense and I'm just not as independent as I would like to be since I'm still living at home n job situation is a mess rn ... Anyways so I think that why I keep having dreams about us fighting or not getting along n hanging out since I'm scared one day we will break up bc of me not having my crap together . Do I just block out the dreams ? My bf knows how I am feeling , but I still feel like maybe I'm not enough ? Iys getting in way of me feelings for him as it been 2 years almost why am I like this