So I live my life according to the theory of determinism. Where I truly belive that every single thing that every happens is a result of laws of physics. Every thought I have is a result of physical processes causing very specific chemical reactions. It is my belief that no matter what happens I will die when the equations line up with me dying and there is nothing I can do to change that. 

Have any of you also struggled with this nihilistic view point and what have you guys done to accept it. I am trying to practice daoism but it is a bit to mystical for my tastes