I've always been what people wanted to see. If i met someone and they had a certain hobby I also got into this thing. When somebody liked a certain thing I liked it either . When everybody was laughing I also was even tho I didn't feel like it. When someone expected me to act a certain way I did it.

When I saw somebody acting some kind of amusing/admired way I acted exactly as them.

When I acted the way that made somebody amused I did it.

I was the funniest guy, I was the smartest guy, I was the most stupid guy, I was the cutest guy, I was the meanest guy, I was the bravest guy, I was the most sociable guy, I was the most shy guy

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Once I got away from other people I felt nothing bout emptiness and numbness