i hope no one ik sees this bc this is embarrassing but i dont really have anyone else to talk to about this problem that would understand so this is my last resort. my dad left a long time ago and my mom just proved to me yet again that she doesnt care about me or my well being. i told her how i feel and she just ignored what i said and dismissed it as “me getting worked up for no reason”. it’s come to the point where i dont consider either of them as parents anymore, which fucking sucks. it makes me feel so fucking alone and drives me to want to just stop existing ig. im too scared to do anything that would kill me so im not worried about that. idk what to do to make this feeling go away. i hope at least someone can help. ik this is rly long and ranty so thanks to anyone who even just read this bc it helps to know that someone listened.