Hia,

This is one of those things - I know everyone is struggling. I know there's a lot of you out there that have so much pain and suffereng. I wish I could help you guys, I wish none of you had to hurt. 

Idk why im here or what im expecting. I went to therapy after a lifetime of depression. 
and after 3 sessions, the person I was seeing is now leaving. I have 1 friend, he's across the country and unfortunately doesnt have a ton of time to talk. 

My other friends gave up on me. 
I lost the most important person in my life, I dont have a home anymore. 

I dont know what the point of this life is, I want my heart to give out on me so I dont have to be here anymore. 

this pain is unbearable