The past week and a half have been a mental torture. You guys know how it is so I’ll skip to the point. 

Work drama, relationship is confusing me, my friends are.. well each is their own story and I’m just manic as hell half the time right now. 

I need to calm the fuck down until I can get into treatment and therapy and get the guidance I need.  But wowweeeee it’s not easy. My head wants to explode. 

Thanks in advance. This means a lot, alll you guys. 