I had been doing quite alright in the past month. I’ve been single for over a month and quite detached from my friends so I didn’t really have a FP. 

A few days ago, I saw my first boyfriend at a party in my friend’s house. We talked a bit, it was super awkward and I didn’t think much of it.

Except, since I got back home, he’s been literally all I can think of. I can’t get him off my mind. I’ve tried everything, I even blocked him number and social media so I don’t end up texting him.

Sometimes, I really really hate my brain.