I really am not one to care how people feel about me, when I go to school people are just unkind and rude you know how it is, but nothing anyone says there matters to me or bothers me in the slightest. 
It's just that anything my parents say means a lot more to me as you'd expect.

My father is a really nice man who brings comfort and joy into my life and makes me feel genuinely good. 

Whereas my mother is the opposite, she completely hates me and insults me all the time, she blames me for being born even if it was her stupid decision. She makes me feel like trash and it really makes me feel terrible, I never smile I never laugh and she genuinely makes me wish I never existed or even makes me want to stop existing. Just today as of right now I have been sat in a dark room for 6hrs without power living on the last 15% of my battery talking to you only because I forgot to do something.