I feel overwhelmed and sad. I’ve been working in social services for 18 years. I just want a career change so bad. I do like being able to help others but it has truly taken its toll on me. Problem is.. this is all I know. When I look at other jobs, I just won’t make enough to cover my bills. I barely am able to cover them now (took a huge pay cut to work at a nonprofit who’s mission I highly support). 

In addition to having others’ issues on my heart, I have a history of trauma and abuse. I’m depressed but I try to always be upbeat. 

I just can’t do it. I need sleep. I need a break. Not a week.. I mean a real break from life. I’m worried if I don’t do something soon then I will completely crash. I have a 5yo that makes life worth living but I’m so close to just crashing and I have got to be stable for her and her future. I want her to always feel loved and know I will always be here for her.