I’m going through one of the toughest times in my life. Everything is wrong or falling apart. I was trying to buy a house but the deal fell apart. My rental I was in decided to sell during that time so my lease ended, I’m on probation for losing my shit in 2020 with my ex husband and got charged with assault for throwing his phone, My mid level manager has it out for me and is desperately picking me apart and looking for a reason to let me go. He thinks I have too many problems. I work from home, but I have to drop the kiddo off everyday (single mom). He pushed back, so I asked mom and she doesn’t want to ask her bf to use the car in the mornings. I offered mine but she complained about not being comfortable driving it. I have no friends to depend on for emotional support and my family is too consumed with their personal situations to notice mine (understandable, but still sucks). I’m trying to keep it together for my one and only child (the reason I try) but if I could, I would slit my wrist and end my suffering. I’m trying so hard to do what’s right and stay out of trouble but problems just keep coming. I have no support. I’m so angry and frustrated and sad. I texted everyone I knew tonight because I just needed someone to talk to and nothing…I’m drowning. Help me…. I’m drowning…