I have an appointment regarding meds upcoming due to severe anxiety recently but I’m scared of going on anxiety medication because of people saying it makes them stop caring about everything and kind of emotionless and numb. While that would obviously help with my severe panic attacks and overall anxiety from certain situations, usually triggered by me caring, being caring is such a big part of my personality and I don’t want to lose myself to medication. People always praise me for being caring and kind and passionate and for being genuine with my emotions. I’m scared of becoming a cold person and it affecting my support towards my friends in a way where I’m not able to provide support anymore. I’ve only had single use temporary anxiety medication but nothing long- term. I just want to stay true to myself and remain the kind hearted person I am.