Life is just terrible for me. Lonely and unstable family. Getting older and no education or skills. I can barely get a 20K a year job that’s practically useless. I don’t have a passion which makes it worse. I hated college and hardly got an AA degree. I’m getting close to 50 and I hate everything about my life. My family are mentally ill and never get along. They think praying is the answer to everything but not living decent is great.