So things aren't OK, I've been suicidal for the past few weeks, no one knew, no one cared. I could die today and no one would notice.
I don't want to feel this way, I've tried a lot of things, but nothing seems to take away the "I want to die" mindset.

As most of you, I wish someone cared, I wish someone loved me enough to care about me. Not fake friends who "like" you when you are useful and forget about you until they need you.
No more relatives that place their expectations in your life.

I'm so tired, I don't want to die, I don't want to, but sometimes, I think that everyone would be better without me.