Hello, as the title says I'm a 19m, turned 19 last month and all i celebrated was being closer to the end. I've been to therapists, I'm on two medicines, I've tried everything you can think of but nothing ever helps. The only time I've ever felt happy and wasn't slicing myself was when I had someone to love, but people don't seem to want that, they just leave. No amount of medicine or therapy can help me. I don't want to be alive living like this, I'm so unbearable lonely and I just don't know what to do anymore. Wish anyone seeing this the best, but unfortunately not everyone gets that.