I have made a good friend this year. She is lots of fun, really open and friendly and invites me to do things with her a couple of times a week.
But I keep being paranoid about the whole thing collapsing and that she doesn’t really like me, I read a lot into facial expressions and tone of voice in voice notes etc. She’s super patient with me discussing these anxieties but if I keep going she’ll get sick of it for sure, I’m going to get clingy. 

Need advice on stopping feeling this way, I don’t want to destroy this relationship. I sort of just need someone to listen to her voice note and tell me she’s actually being nice and not just pretending lol

I’m a guy and only really have a few close friends and she is particularly close. Before you ask we have had that chat and it’s staying platonic. I’ve had close platonic female friends before and one in particular from university days ended up ghosting  me off and on which really hurt and last year she killed herself. This could have something to do with it I don’t know.