I miss my childhood so much. When life was so much simpler. When I would go downstairs to play with my friends whatever it may be. I would go downstairs and do lightsaber dueling, bike races, scooter races, nerf wars, binge-watching star wars every day, playing with lego using our imaginations and just about anything with my friends. When I was full of energy always with a smile on my face, not a day did I feel tired, exhausted, depressed, or stressed. I did not worry about anything that was going on in the world, it was like a fantasy almost where everything was perfect. When the simple things made me happy when toys would bring me happiness, when my parents were nicer, bringing me to toy stores and filled with joy. When I would be looking forward to Christmas day with all of my friends gathering downstairs to receive presents and playing Christmas songs   


I'm a high school student as of writing this, now I am sitting here studying endlessly every day having to deal with exams and essays and an overwhelming amount of stress. No more lightsaber dueling, no more bike races, no more scooter races, no more nerf wars, no more binge-watching star wars every day, no more playing with lego using our imaginations, no more full energy, no more smile on my face, tired, exhausted, somewhat depressed and stressed. I go through the photos my mom took and I cry. I have to worry about things now, about my future, the world isn't perfect. I genuinely don't get why people are looking forward to growing up, you have so much bs to deal with and worry about. I miss my childhood. Nothing will make me happier than being a happy child. Period.