Hi everyone, I’m feeling so down today and would like to vent a little. I haven’t been consistent with my meds. I’ve noticed that I’m extra moody and detached from my partner lately. I can’t help but ponder on just the negatives between us. I’m so uninterested in everything and just feel sad and lonely: I’ve been crying on and off today because I just feel so unhappy. I haven’t felt this way in a while. Has anyone had a similar experience? My psychiatrist diagnosed me with borderline bipolar. To be honest, at first I disagreed with her diagnosis. I feel like I don’t fit the criteria. Maybe I’m in denial, I really don’t know and it’s been driving me crazy because now I feel like I’m very dependent on my meds and I hate it.