(mentioned in a previous post) so my anxiety has gotten to a point where it's inhibiting me from living my life. I called my doctor's office and was informed that my doctor will be unavailable until january. The receptionist said the best she could do was email my doctor and I'd *maybe* get a call back in the next 2-3 days. 

I really don't know how much longer i can go on like this. I get so paranoid and stuck in my head. All the intrusive "what if's" that literally never stop screaming in the back of my head. I feel so lost and hopeless. Every time I talk to my doctor about anxiety she just tries to bring the conversation back to my bipolarism and its like she wants me only on my one medication, thinking its a fix all solution when for fecks sake, it really isnt. I dont know what to say to my doctor to get her to take me seriously. Its been 3 years of progressive worsening