I’ve spoken to some amazing people here and it’s been a great support network.

However I’ve realised that I’ve gotten everything I could get out of this experience and now it’s become overwhelming.

My brain wants to soak up all of the information but is drawn to negativity.

I need to leave to try and bring myself back to reality. The world isn’t as bad as my brain wants me to think.

Big surgery coming up which has really been playing on my mind. Suicidal thoughts have been hitting me hard. I need to ground myself.

I’m going to take some time off work and try to focus on more productive activities instead of social media which are a drain on me.

I would like to thank all of you. I wish you all the best in life. Anxiety disorders truly are hell to deal with.

This is my last day on Reddit then I’m signing off. 

I might revisit this in a few years time. I hope I make it out with a better life.

Much love,

Rhys