It hurts knowing that I'll never meet many of the milestones of the average person, or that I won't be financially independent and hold down a job. At the same time, I know that I am worth more than my social status or occupation. I can do something to contribute to society in a meaningful way even if it's not going to college, pursuing a career, or settling down with someone to have a family.

It's okay if I don't have friends or a partner, as I'm fine with just having my own company. I don't need real life conversations or companionship to feel a sense of belonging: just talking to people over the internet is enough to keep me satisfied. No longer do I see the need to gain others' approval or validation: I am learning to be at peace with who I am.

While I find it irksome that people treat me like I'm incompetent due to my mental illness, I try not to let it get to me. I understand that I am not inferior because of my differences, nor do I perceive myself as being better than others. I just have a different perspective on the world that may seem odd to others, and I'm okay with that.