I'm in high school atm and I can't tell if I'm depressed or just being sad. My friends treat me unfairly and my Family doesn't love me. Every week for a few days I'd just do nothing in my free time and just sit there on my chair or my bed for hours. I have this empty feeling all the time and I always feel bored. I would have lots of games to play but I stop playing a game after 5 mins due to being bored and uninterested. I only play games when someone needs a fill or if they invite me. Overall I just lose interest in lots of things. Sometimes I would have suicidal thoughts like wanting to od or imagining a gun to kms. One of my friends told me I can't be depressed because I play games with them and seem to have fun. I have been like this for atleast 4 years and the last 2 years I have been really noticing it. I remember my doctor asked me if I was depressed but I didnt say anything because my mom was there.