I really felt like things we're finally coming together, I had a full time job and I was making plans on going back to school and staying positive! Idk what happened. I spiraled back into shitty depressed mode and I can't get out of it. I lost my job and I don't see me being able to afford any schooling while unemployed. Can't find any decent jobs around here. My boyfriend doesn't understand why I can't just snap out of it and be an adult. We've been arguing. I feel like I have LOSER written across my forehead! Honestly the worst part tho for me is when I end up just staring at the same wall for hours.  Hours and hours go by and I've done nothing. Blah!