You can scream into the void. You can ask for help. You can need help. No one helps! No one gives a shit when you're suffering! Why does no one give a shit?? Sometimes you're just fucked. Sometimes no one is around to care. Climbing out of the rathole that is poverty is a ridiculous impossible feat. Being a fucking human being and coping with who you are is a profoundly difficult thing. I feel so fucking helpless and miserable. If the world wanted me alive it wouldn't be so fucking ruthless.