I’m 16 right now and feel disconnected and alone beyond imagination but I can’t talk to anyone about it because it’s always a joke or “ you don’t have that boy” “too spoiled to understand growing up how I did” stuff like that you know? I’m failing all aspects of school right now because my mentality gets even worse somehow when trying to think. I’m falling so deep and I’m getting kinda scared. I have a job and is really the only time I feel normal. I know that I have it good because I live in america and have a two story house in a gated community but I can’t seem to smile anymore,does it go away?