Hello, its 3am and i am overthinking and like questioning shit. So for context, i have cyclothymia and severe social anxiety (cant speak up for shit lol)

Right i need help to know other peoples opinions of if what i experienced was hypermania? Or am i crazy

So

I worked at a warehouse. Ups and downs, nothing crazy. Till one day, i was on break, i was extremely idk was it happy? I cant remember its kind of a big blur. (I had been extremely stressed previous to this)

But i suddenly decided with this very sudden burst of pure extreme confidence that i was going to quit. I thought i am SO above this job, i am going to get any job i want and this aint the one. I had this big reoccuring quote of ‘As one door closes, another opens’, and this was my basis for quitting.

So big confident me, who a day before was cryin from nerves, walked into my manger and said ‘RIGHT, this isnt for me. I am walking out and NEVER coming back’, i picked up my stuff and left.

But i was on top of the world at this point, i felt like i was going to conquer everything and anything.

Please note, i seriously loved this job, i road a LLOP everyday. Anyway, a couple days later, cried and got seriously down and regretted it.

Didnt say it all, but that was the main parts, thoughts? Please.