So my doctor diagnosed me with depressive schizoaffective psychosis. I can't really do anything because of it. I'm getting way to fast nervous and if im getting nervous like in every social situation my brain releases shit ton of dopamine and i starting to sweat. Even watching movies or playing video games is impossible because it feels very bad. 

My doctor prescribed me seroquel an antipsychotic. I also tried many other meds but it worked the best for me. So I'm 1 year on it and it didn't get any better, it feels like my brain try to upregulate the dopamine if i'm raise the dose. I do sports, try to eat as healthy as possible but nothing helps. 

Becasue of the high amount of dopamine my receptors get, my cognitive function is impaired and it gets worse.  I feel very sad because I hate that my  brain won't function properly and that I have no control over it. It feels like my brain just trys to kill itself.

I don't want to end mentally crippled.