I am so tired of it being a beautiful blue day but being sad at nothing
I am so tired of waking up and immediately crying
I am so tired of knowing no one understands how hard I have to fight every day
I am so tired of food being my escape and causing me to be even more unhappy
I am so tired of going to therapy and nothing seeming to change
I am so tired of being alone because I am unhappy and unhappy because I am alone
I am so tired of feeling like a black hole and wishing I could curl up to the tiniest point possible
I am so tired of finding something funny only to cry from too much emotional outburst

I.  am. so. tired.