Hi, I’m 20M and I’ve suffered from anxiety, depression, self hatred, paranoia, obsessisive, intrusive, and suicidal thoughts for a large portion of my life. Recently I haven’t been able to hold a job. I just quit and walked away from my job today and I was only there for 2 weeks including orientation days. This post is sort of a last ditch effort to find someone who might be experiencing this as well. I’m on the edge and about to give up. I thought once I secured a job, found a girl, and even got a cat my depression would fade away but it hasn’t and I don’t know that it ever will. I don’t see the point in living like this if I’ll never be happy and seem to drain the energy of whatever room I’m in.