Not even my crush likes me and I cry thinking about that every day. I am not good enough for anyone and keep disappointing/driving people away then get angry when they don't want to be near me. When I am having a mental breakdown I get dragged and sent mean messages of people making fun of me which make me even more upset.

I don't think there is someone out there for me who genuinely likes me the way I am and wants to be with me, and I'm just a teenager. I've never felt genuinely accepted in my life before and I never will.