So, here’s a weird side effect of my depression. I’ve noticed I have bouts of being super productive, a workaholic attitude, showing up to work for weeks at a time and I feel completely fine. Then boom out of nowhere, I physically and mentally feel like I can’t do it. I call out. Sometimes 1 day, sometimes 2. If it’s really bad, 3. I use sick or vacation days when I can so I don’t miss out on money, but it’s still a really toxic habit that I feel like I can’t break. I’ve been on a new antidepressant for about 2-3 months now, safe to say it isn’t working if I’m still experiencing shit like this