I’m 15. We’ve loved each other for 16 months now and I don’t know how long anyway can last in this kind of relationship. She’s one of the few people who don’t treat me like a freak but she puts me in a lot of hard sitatuations but it’s okay becasue shes in a bad spot. I don’t want to keep living like this. I’m a freak at school and I’m alone at home. My “best freind” only texts me when he wants shit. I’m an off brand freind, people only choose me when the better one isn’t available or they want to do something they woulndt mind ruining me with.

I’m thinking of just jumping soon. Why should I suffer to be someone else’s background character.