my fp hasnt been able to spend time on me due to exams and college which is draining me alot because of my abandonment issues and anxiety but i dont wanna mention it incase it starts getting hard for him to handle him and drain him again. he has limited his usage of apps to 30 minutes and its really depressing to me due to th3 attention i need that hes not able to give me anymore and its hurting me a lot which i don't wanna open up about due to feeling like im going to get judged which has completely ruined me inside because of my issues with straight up communication and knowing the fact i dont want him to do bad in school because of me. ill be glad if he can have a good life even without me  because i deeply care about him, any way of help with this? i can give more details if needed