 I find my self ugly af, and in my 23 years of life no opposite gender shown any interest on me. But thats not my main problem. I am always lack of natural talent at any fucking thing i do. Football, basket ball, tennis any sports i played for a period of time, i am basicly SUCK at it. Video games for example, i played 600 hours of some fighting game with passion but i never be able to get good at it. Than my friend bought the game, played like 150 hours and started to beat the shit out of me. Same goes for other types of video games. Doesnt matter how long i play, i cant progress at all, i'd be stuck at my limit at some point. My reaction time is sucks, my strategies is always sucks, anything i do never ends good. Also my relationships with people are sucks too. I am boring, quiet and introverted. I have no best friend, no friend group, no social life at all. Like fuck me man. Whats the point of living when you cant do shit properly. I basicly have no self esteem because i know i will be suck at anything i do, I FUCKİNG HATE MY SELF AT EVERY ASPECT you can think of