For years, I try exploring positive sounding subs like casual conversation, telling myself to avoid BPD subs and content, but deep down inside, I tell myself that I really know I belong in something else, like this sub itself. 

Whether we choose to come back because we want to verify that our feelings are normal, that our behavior or reaction to certain things are normal, we just want to search for understanding and feel like our feelings are validated and justified. Right? At least those are my reasons for coming back. 

I know that life's too short to be negative or all about coping with BPD, but honestly? I know I can't be the only one. 