WHY does the internet have nothing but fear mongering on these drugs if they are prescribed to help people? What the fuck am I supposed to do? I am prescribed .50mg three times a day but sometimes "abuse" them because my anxiety, dissociation, and or depression become unbearable.

These internet articles I read act like taking fucking 2mg a day is going to kill me. How is it going to kill me? If I abruptly stop? These shit ass pills aren't even working. I'm about to have a mental breakdown.

I'm sick of my fucking life I'm sick of feeling constant mental anguish but fuck me for trying to numb my pain with this shit. Im too much of a coward to kill my dumb ass self. I'm stuck in a nightmare limbo. Fuck my life.