My words what are yours?

My heart beating outside of my chest and the urge to crawl into a ball. Cold sweats and drowsiness. Gasping for air in all the directions you can get it from but you can never get enough. I want to go to bed where I  am safe but I'm so dizzy I can't even sit up straight and hold my head up because my body is wobbling so much never mind stand up or walking. Thinking 'this isn't right' &amp; something is wrong' 'i might actually have to get emergency medical help' and then all while that is happening trying to drown out all the noises and if anyone speaks my head shakes at them begging them repeating my words without meaning too 3 or 4 times every time weakly. "Please, please, please. No, no, no. Stop, stop stop" and still not even being able to hold up my head and my hands shaking trying to protect myself.