Not sure how to start talking about things. Former Vet and current overseas security contractor. I’m just over everything. When I go home, there’s no joy to do anything. I’m married with 2 kids. When I’m not overseas, I come home and I’m a truck driver. I like being alone. No sexual drive, no aspirations, no motivation, no joy. Just blah. Don’t know what’s next. Unsure how to attack this… Figured I’d ask a community about it since nobody knows me here. Easier to talk to stranger for some reason…