
So, I’ve always been super sexual. Not even with numbers (it’s actually quite low) but I’d let guys do what they wanted to me. I’d do webcams when I was around 12 and barely hit puberty and no boobs. I’d also dry hump my teddy when I was around 6. So, I’ve been really sexual from a young age. I relapsed and self harmed a few days ago. Today, idk why, I posted my nudes all over a nude, forum, thing on Reddit. It just makes me feel shitty because I needed that validation in that moment. I didn’t just send my boobs or bum, it was my vagina too. I know it’s wrong and sooo unhealthy and could really damage me but I feel I need that validation. I’ve also been watching a lot more rape porn too, which is absolutely awful. I’ve always been into rough sex but, I keep having weird fantasies and watching more and more incest videos. 

Please don’t judge.