this personality trait definitely has lost me online friendships &amp; has gotten me kicked out of Facebook support groups for certain things, i find that my behavior is often histrionic &amp; intense drama seeking, and a false sense of self which masks feelings of low self worth and self esteem, i can't help it but i love seeing the negativity in things and it makes me feel like a non conformist realist person and i flirt in inappropriate situations sometimes, also to be clear i have ''BPD Traits'' but will get a 2nd opinion in a few weeks, i have OCD however