What ever is out there making me live through this existence is screwed up I've tried to end it but didn't even do it right don't have any family left tried to play games but get slang messages my way saying rude stuff  have friends that say they will help me through but never even reply to their messages when I text them been like this for at least 3 years never found anything to help if someone can at least talk it would make me feel a little better I also play on Playstation thx guys 27f