She blocked me, after unblock. We spoke entire last night literally from 11 until 6 am.  Beside we are both borders we have a lot in common. But she is not avaible for me , or for any other man at this point. Now I am not obsessing over her, I just feel broke. Finally I met the person I can understand and can understand me, but it's like not working. Like she suffer over another relationship she ended despite they love each other, because finaciar instability of both of them. So knowing this I this point I don't have any hopes or dreams about making out with her. I just feel broken as fuck!