Im 19 male and a virgin and I don't do much apart from college and work at McDonald's. I don't talk to people at college and I sometimes talk to people at work but don't go out with anyone. Im planning on going to university (I'll be staying at my parents while I study) but I worry that it's the bad decision or a waste of time. I don't drive or am able to look after myself in the sense of cooking or cleaning clothes I can function as a adult tho. I feel pathetic and I feel like my younger brothers are going to have sex before me and are better than me. I feel so empty. Google has ruined my life as well as thinking about past has ruined my life and reading old messages. I just feel like I have no point or purpose. I lost a friend. I don't feel like I connect to people.