It’s all dark and gray. Cold nights in the middle of summer because it’s always raining in this damn city. Days are dull. Boring. The music sucks. No friends. No enemies. The only sane person in my family is my mother. Slowly losing my will to live (not suicidal… yet). Crappy job, making nothing crumbs. Decided to go jogging, wound up catching a cold after doing it under the rain. I’m burnt out. I’m lost. Help.