Just listened to my mum rant for an hour about my NPD father, and as soon as I made a comment about how I am doing badly she said to me how dare you, you’ve had a great life, don’t be so ungrateful. I’m supposed to cope with extreme emotional distress at home with constant conflict, fighting and abuse, and I’m not allowed to have any mental health problems because that would imply that they have failed as parents,  but they can’t have because they’ve done so much for me.  Well they have failed. I have a fucking horrific disorder that makes me want to kill myself on a daily basis. And now I’m being made to feel guilty for having it? 

My question is what the fuck? 

I am just sick of everything