I can’t stop freaking out thinking about it. I know it’s silly because she’s been to the doctor recently and is okay. She had a health problem last year that has healed since and no other major problems. I lost my dad to pancreatic cancer 12 years ago and I just can’t stop thinking about how we found out he had cancer then was just gone. 😭😭😭😭. I know it’s all anxiety because she has no symptoms of anything but the unknown is so scary. I wanna celebrate her birthday but I feel as though I might break down in tears. :(