I’ve always had anxiety and been self conscious but lately it has gotten to an unbearable level. I can barely make it out of my house without breaking down because I’m scared of how other people perceive me. I get paranoid that people are staring and laughing at me whenever I’m in public. I do get stared at, too, which makes it worse. I feel horribly and irreversibly ugly to the point where I am fully convinced other people view me the same way. If I ask people about it, I am shut down or laughed at. I don’t know how to leave my house without feeling like a freak show or something