Only 3 more days till my BFF moves to Vegas. I feel like there are things I don’t know like why she has to leave and maybe has to put up with because they were recommended by her healthcare team. It might be hard for her to adjust. She doesn’t drive, she will lose her monetary benefits, have to start life over in a new place. It feels like there is a dark side to mental illness. Maybe they affect the entire world. It is my BFF’s wish that I invite two of our friends to a upscale lunch for my birthday this year. They both rarely talk to me and I don’t want the storyline “I believe I have a good heart and so do you so we have to like each other.” From her posts, it sounds like she wants someone to save her. It’s too bad my BFF won’t be able to celebrate my bday because she’s moved away. The rain today is nice. I’m looking forward to starting part time work at some point in the next two weeks. My BFF is giving me the impression she will be gone in person but she will stay connected with Hawaii friends.