I’ve been working in childcare on/off for 10 years. Well, I got my most recent job 3 months ago working with an infant and it clearly isn’t working out for me. (I have PTSD, Depression, and Fibromyalgia which is a killer combination.)

The thing is, the parents (my bosses) are so kind and wonderful and the job is basically a dream job. I am just too sick to handle it full time. I feel like I’ll be totally blindsiding them by turning in my notice, because we planned for the job to be long-term and I always fake being okay. 

I know I need to quit, I’m just so terrified to. Any advice or encouragement would be appreciated.