

I hate this feeling so much. To me nothing feels like it matters anymore. No achievement I make irl or online matters when you have no one to share your success / luck with.

Video games make me feel nothing anymore cause I'm always playing them alone. Seeing everyone in a party or laughing in voice chat while I'm left out makes me feel sick to my stomach. I try to hold conversations with strangers but it makes me so anxious and I second guess everything I say before I speak. I stutter and mess up my words and just give up

It's ruining my perception of life. Everything seems boring and pointless because I'm going to be doing it by myself like I have for the last 24 years. I feel envious of everyone I see with a bf/gf or a clique and just wish I could experience what they have even for a little

I'm really just tired of being alone for so long. Being single and touch starved your whole life at 24 starts to take a toll on your mental health. It wouldn't be so bad if I had peers around me I could laugh and play games with but I don't have that either. I feel out of place no matter where I go. Like I don't belong