 Im 25, i was an engineering student switched to a cs/graphics major bc hard computer science was too hard, but that was also still super hard for me, I got into engineering only bc of parents, i wanted to do econ and transfer to one of the best public schools in the country and I could have done that easily but no had to do engineering and obvs my gpa took a hit and i had to transfer somewhere less prestigious. I had panic attacks bc of my major many of them included me rippping my hair over tests, failing tests i studied so hard for depsite my dad helping out on projects. Im so angry at my father for telling me computer science gets easier no it fucking doesnt it just gets rougher. Now im currently unemployed for the past one year except that one time in summer i got a accounting clerk position for 3 months(i left bc the abuse at home and health issues and the over disdain i was getting for getting such a low level job was too much for me to handle) there were nights i couldnt fucking sleep due to itching, times my mom would scoff at how low level my job was, times i was called a whore who spends her time texting guys instead of studying during her hours off. im fucking exhausted. What should I do, im so angry at listening to my parents. i should have lied my ass off and took econ, and when i had to transfer they had to let me go to my dream school. I fucking hate myself,