It pertains to my future, to my career, my location and my finances — and I’m an absolute wreck over it. I constantly hover between the two choices: at one point I favor a certain one, and then I quickly raise a myriad of objections to that, then the reverse happens and ON and ON it goes.

I feel like a fly on the wall that’s getting quickly whipped by a fly swatter wherever it settles. I almost feel like my hold on reality is loosening, I don’t know how anyone can agonize this much over a decision. And be THIS indecisive.

 I don’t know what to do. Does anyone else have this weird, obsessive yet unproductive worry over decisions? By the way, I made my choice, finally, but doubt has already crept in and taken ahold of me. And the lack of sleep, I’m sure, isn’t helping either.