I’ll fall in love with a girl and even through all her flaws I will never give up on “us” but in the back of my head there’s the voice that says “cmon man. How many times do you have to do this realize your asking for a dream. She’s not that person” 

This voice also happens when I think of impossible goals or lifestyles, like being a rockstar or being really successful, or being happy. 

What sucks is that the voice is almost always right, and I struggle to accept that. I’ll always tell myself “there’s always a chance” and I always let myself down with that false hope.