I don't know who I am anymore. My identity has disappeared. All I am is depressed, that is what is left of me after I found out my mom has been cheating on my dad since 2015. And that I never noticed. The fact that I have anger issues, and hurt people unintentionally and feel feel so much self-hatred towards myself. The fact that the only way I can be a good person is if I smoke weed. I hate myself so much and I want to die. Please just let me die.