I can’t keep doing this. I can’t keep going to the doctor because of random little pains or worries that I think could be a serious condition.

It’s just so genuinely terrifying, because what if the one time I don’t go it’s actually something serious?? I hate this so much I don’t know what to do :((

I know it’s not good to ask for reassurance or anything, but I’m just so terrified of getting a bad disease.