I know it was the right thing to do. I wasn't appreciated, or respected in certain ways, and I wasn't treated like I was important. I gave more into the relationship than he ever did, or probably even could. Anytime I brought up anything, he would respond with a high amount of doubt and try to fact check me. I thought I was going crazy. He judged me all of the time. Even when he wasn't, it felt like he was judging me. I would take time to learn and involve myself with things he was interested in, but he wouldn't give my interests a second glance. All my family and friends told me to leave him, but I couldn't. He was like a drug.

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I think overall I'm just in love with being in love. Except his love wasn't the love I need.

To make matters worse, his response when I said I didn't want to date anymore, was "ok".

I can't wait until the day that I stop obsessively checking my snapchat notifications, trying to see if he's online on discord, and desperately hoping he will message me and ask for forgiveness and actually try to change rather than make me do the changing.