This year has been absolutely miserable and exhausting. I've lost people important to me, I've lost pets, I'm struggling with finding a job, I'm having trouble with my college classes, and many of my friends have moved away. If that weren't enough, political BS happening is getting to me, and my religious upbringing has me drowning in feelings of guilt. 

I've never handled stress well, so when I get stressed out I pretty much just shut down, so I get really tired and can't focus. 

It's not helped that I've tried (with permission from my psychiatrist) to cut back on my medication since it's been a few years where I've managed my anxiety fairly well. But it's just suddenly gone off the rails and I'm miserable.