Im a 33 year old straight guy and I have very bad social anxiety. It really is due to some experiences in late youth. I get nervous around people, not because I'm attracted to them, but just nervous. Men and Women. However this comes out to people as if I'm attracted to them, and looks creepy. When in reality I have almost no libido due to other heath issues. Most people think I'm gay, while others just see awkwardness and creepiness.

I remember In the early stages as a 17-18 year old, while being screened before my admission to hospital, a doctor after hearing my side, asked "where you sexual abused", to which I just smiled and said "No". Smiled due to my social anxiety, I was just trying to avoid the question. Then after a while he said, "You know its ok to be...", while referring to me being gay. Then I told him I was just in the other room with a female doctor and she probably thought I'm creeping her out. Upon which this female doctor who likely was listening to what was being said in the room, entered the room and nodded yes. 

Anyway now I'm 33 and things are getting worse. The World thinks Mostly Gay, but at the same time Creepy. But Even Gay people are not attracted to Each and Every person they meet or see. Which is the vibe I give out to people. While in reality I am just feeling uncomfortable and terror in any social situation in my mind.

Social Anxiety is a the worst. Am I the only one to have this situation?