After years of tests and random therapy or medicine since the age of 14, I finally for once have an answer. My therapist originally suggested I talk to my psychiatrist about BPD, as he thought I had it a little after he first met me. My psychiatrist looking over notes from the past years and from my therapist and agreed. I was diagnosed with BPD. I finally have an answer with what's wrong with me. Ive always had at least some idea but god I wasn't sure if I was right or not. I tried countless meds, therapy types and programs, and am starting a DBT program very soon. It feels like a weight has been taken off of my shoulders. My friends now know, my parents know, my school knows. It's great to feel supported and not terrified of fucking up and not having an explanation for what or why it happened. Even if they don't understand everything, most of them are trying and it means the world to me. I hope you're all able to have at least some support as well