i’m too embarrassed to talk about this anywhere so im writing this in a throwaway, but i’m 18 and have been infatuated w a guy i dated on and on from 13-16. he was extremely manipulative but even though i’m in a healthy relationship now, he’s still in the back of my head. like, i wanna check up on him. my therapist doesn’t really believe in favorite persons but i think he might be my fp? im not even romantically attracted to him, but he was there for me when i was going through child abuse as a kid and idk even as an adult its so hard to let go even though i haven’t apoken to him in two years. i genuinely dk what to do