I have been struggling for the past school year with just so much shit. Everybody at school sees me as just "that kid" and even when I did sit with my current/former friends, I just feel like I'm in the background and barely even noticed there. I know they aren't ALL trying to be rude it still makes me just feel fucking useless. Then when I finally found somebody I cared for they left me because I was too clingy when I hadn't had anybody all my life and I didn't know what to do. After that I fell down worse then before and started SH-ing and even having thoughts at times. through all of that I still can't fucking cry anymore. All I want to do is just let it all out and just cry, for once. And I don't know what to do anymore. Can someone help? I really need some advice right now.