I have adapted to seeing in the dark as I lay here in silent. My mind racing while I feel so numb to the world. I am no longer a habitant to my own body and I am in limbo. I am lost, alone to cope with all the pain I have managed to sheltered. I just want a day that is full of happiness and no regrets. But instead, I am haunted by this disorder as it tortures my every being. Volatile emotions, impulsivity, intrusive thoughts, anger, just a few of the things beyond my control. Should I just give up and let it completely take over until it’s final destruction or fight for a life I don’t know or recognize anymore…