I feel like a lifeless corpse when people try to comfort me I get confused why they're doing it, I clean, eat, sleep.

I never seem interested in love either there was this girl who confessed to me I didn't know what to say, I'm afraid of myself the memories of my childhood the memory of my dad hurting my mom I couldn't do anything... I couldn't protect my mom...

 I wanna forget them all.. The hatred, the sadness I've been keeping locked for years I don't know how to free them I can barely feel my emotions now I think it's better to restart and start all over again, as a baby.