It never ends. It's like nobody really cares unless I'm dating them and it hasn't been more than 2 months. I'm a guy, so guy friends don't bother, which is fine because I function better around women. Lady friends have boyfriends and other, better friends to talk to. So I'm here alone and when I freak out I have nobody but myself... and talking to myself tends to escalate things. 

Currently trying to drown myself in new video games when I'm off work because that's the only way I can stand myself like this.