I'm in general a pretty positive person, if someone has problems in trying to help the best I can and even if someone's acting like an ass I can defuse the situation or talk him out of that state.
However, I lately realized I don't feel the same way about me at all. There are of course people I don't get along with, people I wouldn't wanna speak with even if I get threatened with violence but the only time i feel so much genuine hate inside of me is whenever I'm picturing myself in front of me. It's one of the single strongest feelings I've ever felt and by times even crippling.
Anyone else got that problem and if so does any one of you have advice how to deal with it?