I was cooking dinner with my bf tonight. He was in charge of the meat and I was supposed to do the rice. I got distracted and fucked up the timing and ruined it. Tried really hard to fix it. Didn’t work. Because I spent so much time trying to fix it he had to go take the dog on the walk alone which I usually love doing. And his meat was cold by the time I had finished trying to fix it. I got very angry, sad and self deprecating. This absolutely sinked my mood and like now I feel like every decision I’ve ever made is a failure. I feel so deeply ashamed of myself. I feel like such a burden and like an idiot because I’m a super beginner at cooking and my bf is super good at it. I just don’t know how to get over small things. I feel like I just cling on to them. My anniversaries tomorrow and I feel like I’ve ruined my mood for it now. I definitely think my bf is annoyed with my behaviour and attitude. I’m so like embarrassed to even be posting this. I feel like my life is ruined.