I have very bad anxiety issues and it gives me lots of depression and everyone knows this but my “friends” don’t help. I lost all of them yesterday because one of them made up a lie about me saying bad things about my other friends. It wasn’t true but they believed him.

They literally believed him with no evidence, no reason for me to even say that, and no thinking about the possibility of me saying that to my friends.

The past few weeks have been hard for me. I attempted suicide 3 times in 2 weeks. I need friends