Its my first time talking about depression on reddit and i feel like should have done jt a lot sooner, i am 22m turning 23 in like 2 months, haven’t finished my uni cant do it at all try my best to do but end up giving up on it as soon as i start, 
i have been an utter disappointment to my family, keep wasting their money for fees, have tried therapy but couldn’t commit to it just like everything else in life, i feel alone and just want to cry my eyes out but you have to be a man just like the society expects you to be
i don’t know what will i do but, i don’t have a proper job or a degree or a partner just surviving like a lifeless corpse who logs in to work at 9 and logs out as soon as it hits 5