Anyone else feel like anxiety has made them lose their personality??

I’ve always struggled with anxiety to a certain extent but it’s never been like this before. For the past few months there’s not been an hour where I haven’t worried about every aspect of my life, relationships, college, career and who I am as a person. Don’t get me wrong I know this is quite normal for everyone, but it’s got to a point I’ve lost my personality completely - I have a friend and a boyfriend who have been in my life for a long time but I just don’t know how to interact with anyone anymore.. even my boyfriend who I only see about once a month due to long distance, I run out of things to say within an hour of being with him because I’m so focused on what he thinks of me and how I’m portraying myself! I know that he loves me, I really do, but it doesn’t change anything. CONSTANTLY comparing myself to everyone around me and questioning why my friend and boyfriend want me around when I’m just shit, anyone would be better.

I rarely actually laugh anymore, I don’t find joy out of anything and I’m not excited for anything. Someone reassure me that it gets better?:( I try to focus on having a positive impact on other people’s lives so that I feel better about myself, but it’s hard to do so when I’m basically a mute most the time.