I'm about to have our first kid. He told me he's been having mild chest pain for a couple of weeks. I came across a comment thread talking about aortic aneurysms by chance, nearly all of the anecdotes were about healthy people his age. My partner is fit and doesn't smoke, eats decent, barely drinks and only 30. Now it's all I can think about. What if he's got a ticking time bomb in his chest. He is trying to get scheduled to see a doctor, but hasn't been to one in like a decade. I'm paranoid. I didn't sleep at all tonight. This is exactly why he didn't tell me about it. I refuse to exist of this earth if something happens to him, and here I am about to pop with his child. 

Sidenote- I hate America and our fucked up healthcare system that's made him paranoid to even address this because of the fucking potential cost. We are broke as fuck but we should be allowed to live. 

I have to get ready for work now, despite getting zero sleep at 35 weeks pregnant, because we need all the money we can get.