There's this person, we met two weeks ago. She seemed interested but not *super* into me. You know, normal stuff. But here's the deal. We are texting, and I always do this weird shit:

She texts me, then I respond to her and then I turn off my notifications so I won't see if she ghosts me. Then, a day later, I'll check our chat again and (usually) see that she responded. Then I'll take like 6 to 8 more hours to think of a response. Then I'll answer her text and the cycle starts again. My brain just goes "she can't ghost me if I'm the one ghosting, y'know?"

This is peak anxiety, it's ridiculous. How do I even break this.