i have so much energy but im practically locked inside during the day (allergies and shit) and none of my friends are in town and i don't have access to my credit card there is nothing to do. i have the urge to fuck with my psych meds and i feel like jumping off a building just because i feel llike id survive. i feel like i can't die. so how do i spend my energy?? ive been painting and reading but i can't focus anymore i get distracted easily. all i can do is sit here and feel like i wanna crawl oht of my skin.