How do I move on my ex broke up with me because of my self harm and breaking promises to not self harm. We are friends but I can't stop thinking that we'll end up together again. I still think about him I still miss him and I still have feelings for him.  it's like I'm giving myself false hope knowing we're not getting back together. I still want to be friends it's just we talk almost everyday and I kinda want to keep the contact to a minimum so I can get over the break up.
  I didn't reply to him for a day and he didn't know why. I still have feelings for him and it's still hard for me to get over everything. just texting him acting like everything is ok that I'm still not hurt over him leaving me hurts. and I've been going through a lot lately I'd always go to him and spend time with him and I can't even do that. I wish he never broke up with me. I wanted my future with him I wanted to build my life with him a family with him. That's what we wanted together.