Hi guys, so I’m currently in the biggest rut of my life. Just turned 25, and this is my second biggest depression time frame that I’ve had. I had a rough childhood, however I’ve been healing my trauma, and trying to get back on my feet. Just got a 5 yr toxic, DV relationship and left my toxic job in December due to a stalker that sexual assaulted me and my company did nothing about my report. I’m out of money and have no savings, I’ve been applying to different jobs but I just haven’t had any luck. I don’t even have money for gas tomorrow! I written my suicide letter just last week and that was the most horrible thing I have ever done. I just couldn’t go thru with it because I know I have more to give. I went to my first group on Sunday alone and it was so empowering. I’ve been trying to get thru this but I’ve isolated myself so much that it’s just me vs myself at this point. It’s tough because I feel like even when I do try to get better, my life goes nowhere and I’m still in the same depressing state. Any words of encouragement/advice I would really appreciate it thanks!