I have no drive or passion to do anything anymore. I barely get out of bed because there is no point. I'm unemployed, broke, and in debt $15k.

I have no friends, no experience dating. I'm a loser and hate myself. I have no confidence or self esteem. I'm ugly and unattractive. My social skills are a joke. I hardly leave to go out in public.

Nothing interests me, and I literally mean nothing. I have no useful skills. I can barely hold a job because of my work ethic, I just don't care enough.

I'm 23 and very lost and confused. It feels like I don't have a future. I'm constantly hating everything.

Suicidal thoughts and self harm are regular. I just want to shoot myself and be gone so no more problems. I'm selfish so I don't care about the ones I leave behind, I'm adopted anyways.