Hi, I finally decided to post here about some thoughts I have had ever since I was a small human, and spent the last hour writing something, correcting mistakes, rephrasing and when I went to post it, I pressed the back button by accident and lost it all.

I don't feel like writing it again right now, but if you are interested, I can post again tomorrow. It's mostly about different situations where I've had negative thoughts whenever I feel happy, like : "Oh you're happy? Are you sure you should be? I think something bad is definetly coming." And I just wanted to discuss it here and maybe have others relate to these situations.