This could be great but I make myself miserable second guessing does he *actually* like me, am I *never going to hear from him again* when he doesn't text back immediately.


I've been mindful and have been able to rationalize my way out of a couple emotional spirals triggered by non-issues but it's *hard* and it *hurts*. 


And what is it for? I do not know how normal dating works and I'm anxious af speculating about his thoughts/feelings and I have no idea how to start that conversation without coming across clingy or crazy.


No one has every treated me this well and I really want this to work and I feel like *it would* if I could be patient. I just wish I didn't need so much reassurance.