im actually scared to post this lol, my life is pretty damn good. i live at home(no rent) make decent money, my fam loves me and i have the best friends i could ask for… but i have a lot of sad thoughts sometimes, and im really antisocial like i wont talk to anyone unless they talk to me. the older im getting im starting to realize that the way i live might be a sign of something going on in my NOGGIN. i really only ever have surface level conversations when i have to talk to people, and then the stuff i dont really wanna talk about like hygine and substances and the magnetic field between my hand and my 🤯, i have such brain fog most of the time and i guess its anxiety but if anyone tries to have any type of serious conversation i feel like im boutta hop on a roller coaster or something. i just feel bad there are people going through actual shit in this world so why do i feel this way when life is relatively smooth sailing? definetely not living life to the fullest