Basically the title. Like if you judge me by how I live my life and see the world, it fits depression. I have no motivation and everything in my life is a mess. And how can anyone have a good view of the world nowadays? 

However, I usually feel content or happy at any given moment. I kinda just ignore the bad stuff and vibe. It's not often that I'm crying or actively sad. I still keep getting diagnosed with depression, and other stuff. 

I see very little about being happy while depressed. I do see a lot about either feeling nothing or being overwhelmingly sad. I just started meds, but I have a hard time imagining I'd feel differently. 

Does anyone else feel similarly?