I have struggled with really bad anxiety all throughout my adult life (I'm 30 now) and I have never really had a proper job. Over the past year I have lost over 90 lbs/40kg. Before I lost weight, I could barely even stand for an hour or walk very far. I am now trying to get a job but it's so hard because I'm really worried that I won't do a good job. I have a hard time talking to people, especially without getting self conscious and messing up my words. Tomorrow I have a job trial at an art store. It is a quiet store from what I can tell, but I will be required to answer the phone and put orders into the system. I have bad phone anxiety too and I'm absolutely dreading it to the point that I suddenly woke up at 3am last night and couldn't stop thinking about it. I'm also terrified at the thought of me being the only worker in the store. I like being with other workers and having directions so the thought of me being left alone and in charge of everything by myself makes me feel sick. Last week I had a trial at the same place, but it was helping with a kid's art class. I did better than I expected and really pushed myself to interact with all of the kids but I was absolutely mentally exhausted at the end. I guess my point of this post is... Can you please give me some advice on how I can get through this? I know it won't be as bad as I think it will be but I really need some words of encouragement or something right now.  I'm also actually worried because I have not had a proper job and I am constantly doubting myself. I almost don't want to do it but I know I should...Thank you for reading...🥺