So I frequent the unsent project to look at posts under my name, it's honestly bordering on an obsession at this point. (The unsent project is a website designed for people to put anonymous messages out there intended for their past lovers/friends/family etc. some of the messages can get really nasty and mean, though.) I don't know why I do this. I guess I just like having concrete evidence that I can see that clearly illustrates that there are people who do not like me and are saying terrible things about me. I saw a message on there the other day that I cannot get out of my head. I feel incredibly strongly that my roommate wrote it. I know that she doesn't like me, so it makes sense that she would do that. You obviously can't see who makes the posts, but my gut feeling is telling me it's her. It's making me really nervous and upset that she would be say something so mean. I hate that I'm fueling myself to feel so distrustful of someone who is outwardly nice to me (she doesn't say anything bad to me to my face.) I literally cannot stop, though. This is unhealthy, but I don't know how to stop this cycle. Sorry about the rant. I'm just not feeling to good about the situation.