I don't want to make this too long, but I have had a long history of lacking impulse control. In this case, I find it hard to not just take things that I want. It started out with minor things like taking people's hats as a kid, and escalated to shoplifting. I still have issues with this, but the worst is when it comes to dealing with people I care about. 

I don't take jewelry or anything, but it's more so just small things. If I'm living with roommates it might be there food, if I'm at home it might be using my families cards to maybe buy a small game. It's not intentional, I never really think it through, it just sorta happens if that makes sense. I feel guilty afterwards, but feel like I can't say anything or people will be mad, leave etc. 

Something new came out which I really want, and it being covid I don't have much cash to spend. I am trying very hard to not let myself give in and buy it with my parents money. But it almost hurts to not feed into the impulse. If anyone has experience/knows a way I can cope, please let me know.