I lost money the wasn’t even mines and broke the trust the those around me had but not only that I drag them into this I don’t think shit is going back to how it was since people not gonna look at me the same I feel like disappearing after i resolve this cause I I’m not be able to handle the pain and embarrassment. Shit was going good too for me everything was happening so fast but I was staring to enjoy life but then boom this shit happens. 

Anyways sorry for any bad grammar I’m just venting I like going away after this so thank you for listening