All my life, I've been attracted to men. To this day I remember my childhood and teenage crushes. I've had hundreds of celebrity crushes and fictional crushes, all men. I've been in love around 3 times, all men. I've always been attracted to traditionally masculine features such as facial hair, body hair, large hands, deeper voices, muscular builds, etc
However, I've also suffered from OCD all my life. My intrusive thoughts have plagued me for years, every few months they change to a different topic. Sometimes they're about religion, sometimes about death and in this case they're sexually intrusive thoughts. 


This literally happened overnight. I was watching a female youtuber which I was a regular viewer of. Suddenly I thought how beautiful and attractive and "hot" she was, along with some other things. Of course, she's a pretty girl, but I know those thoughts were my OCD acting up, as they were of a sexual nature and I was not the slightest bit attracted to her. 


The next day, whenever I saw a woman I would get aroused. Not mentally, but physically. Whether it be the "supermodel" type or an average looking woman. My thoughts didn't match my body. When I went on a sketchy looking website and got one of those typical popups e.g "Horny singles in your area" with a picture of a naked woman, I got aroused. Even though I did not find her attractive in my mind at all. 

This has been going on for a couple of days now. I have no desire to date a woman, I have no sexual desire for a woman, I don't fantasise about women, etc...

I looked it up, and it seems as if arousal non accordance? I'm no expert, but I still don't think this is normal. This literally happened overnight. Will this go away by itself or....? What can I do about it?


PS. Apologies for my bad English