I know this is going to sound weird  or hard to understand but it’s my life I guess. You see I have social anxiety as well as idiopathic hypersonia. For all who don’t know what the last one is it’s pretty much being sleep deprived all the time regardless of how much sleep you get. So with both of things I’ve been living on almost no energy and it’s hard to really do things . On top of that my birth family has a long history of mental illness that consists of bipolar disorder, schizophrenia ( drug induced ) depression, and anxiety. So with all that it makes you stress out and you don’t know what to do with it. Sorry for all this information but thanks 