I should start this off with that I'm not diagnosed and just speculating. I feel that BPD perfectly describes how I've felt for my whole life now and am looking into getting diagnosed. Also -- am I using the right flair?? I have no idea.

Sorry if this is a stupid question, but I keep getting this overwhelming feeling that everyone who says they love me is lying and actually secretly hate me and are going to abandon me. This can be because of something they said, did, or just from their tone. It's a horrible feeling and it hurts so much. I know they probably don't hate me, but I always have that fear at the back of my head... it really overpowers me sometimes.

I don't know if this is a BPD thing. I thought it was, but I'm starting to realize that it might not be. I just want some kind of label to attach to this. I don't know. Help