19 F here, I'm so depressed. I don't have any friends. I'm alone all the time. I feel like my life is going no where. I don't have a job, no high school education, I lay around drinking and using drugs all day, I've had the same therapist for about 4 years now and I feel like there's no progress. She says it's cuz I don't take my meds but I feel like she doesn't really tell me what I need to be doing. I'll just tell her the shit I do and then she goes "oh ok" or "that's unhealthy.. what are your going to do about it" and it's like Idkkk what I'm going to do about anything!! Outside of bipolar I also have a eating disorder that's been kicking my ass and I'm just so over life, I just want to be a normal person. Like I want a normal happy life. Is that to much to ask forrr.