I have an fp who I’ve been on and off for the past 3 months I’m always the one calling it off then he randomly keeps on coming back. I’ve explained to him the situation many times how I don’t want to feel attached to him or anybody else because I know I won’t feel good plus I don’t even know what I want if I’m being honest because I am such a mess at the moment. He simply always tells me “it’s as simple to not respond to his texts” which he is absolutely correct but I can’t not respond to him. Point is I saw him recently everything was great blabla but now I’m realizing he makes me sick, this situation makes me sick. Point of the story since I know I’ll continue to cut it off because I want to be “alone” and he’ll probably continue coming back I’m debating on if I should just completely change my number and leave this behind. I don’t have social media or anything therefore that is the only way he can contact me and I really don’t know what to do. Any advice?