I feel like I'm a lost cause, like there's no fixing me anymore and it's really hard feeling this way because I want to get better like I really really want to get better... But I don't have enough resources (issues with my therapist and my psychiatrist) and it doesn't seem like many of my friends want to help anymore. It makes me wonder why I'm still even trying to get better.. and maybe there is no getting better idk I just want to feel not alone in this feeling