I don’t know where to post this, so I’ve posted it everywhere relevant. I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD, OCD and BPD. Over the course of several years.

I’m getting to a point where I don’t know which are true and which aren’t because there’s so many issues that mesh with all three. I’ll dissociate super hard as I contemplate the fact that I don’t know who I really am like I have BPD, but then I’ve spent too much time dissociating and, “shit I have things to do,” I say as I sit and stare at the TV like I have ADHD. Then because of the way I anxiously picked at my skin while I was watching TV, I have to wash my hands for the 50th time since waking up at 7am, like I have OCD.

And it’s only 9am.

Fuck I hate this shit...