So I’m pretty nervous…haven’t tried dating or anything since my fiancé and I broke up so now I’m rushing to clean up my depression nest (house) to make it presentable. 

It’s not the date I’m worried about…it’s more worry that she’ll judge me for how bad I let things get before I decided to take my head out of my ass. It looks like a bachelor pad and I just haven’t given a shit about anything until I started talking to her.