Meditation is not meant to be easy. It is meant to be a practice, and for most its a very difficult one that takes months, even years to really master. 

Alot of people also have this idea that meditation means sitting criss crossed, saying "ohmmm" and trying to have your mind be as clear as possible while you?breathe in and that. That's just not true.

Meditation is actually quite the opposite in some ways. Meditation isn't about clearing the mind, so much as it is about bringing the attention repeatedly back when the mind wanders. So an example of meditation is to do deep breathing, and anytime your mind wanders or thoughts start to race, you bring your attention back to the breath and allow the thoughts to come and go. You don't need to clear your mind, if anything its about learning to refocus and not get too wrapped up in your head, while also not pushing thoughts away. 

Have you ever done work and felt anxious, and everytime you started to get all in your head, you brought your attention back to your work? That's meditation.

Have you gone for a hike or a walk in the woods, and brought your attention gently to your surroundings and noticed them? And also redirected your attention to them when anxiety crept in? Thats mindfullness *and* meditation.

Meditation is not easy, at all. It's quite challenging, naturally. It's a process not perfection. But that does not mean its impossible and that you *can't* do it