I’ve stayed far away from hookups because I know this disorder and I know myself. But after a messy breakup 4 months ago, I bit the bullet and hooked up with someone twice my age on a whim (mind you this is the only other person I’ve slept with aside from my ex)

The logical side of me feels I am being reckless, but I still want to continue hooking up with this person. I just fear I will get attached. 

I suppose I just looking for some other perspectives of experiences