Yes, I have my drivers license. Still not sure how in the hell I was able to even pass the test a year ago but god, I hate driving. 

I don't drive often since I don't have much freedom (I mainly drive my parents to places but I'll soon be driving to uni in a few months) but lord, when I do get behind the wheel, it's soo frustrating. My heart rate goes up, I have to worry about every single thing. Don't crash into this person, don't speed, don't drive too slow, go into this lane, go into that lane, avoid the potholes....

Then I have to worry about not driving too slow because I know MANY PEOPLE HATE slow drivers and I don't want to be honked at (someone honked at me today but for a different reason) and that may lead to me driving a bit too fast (as my parent says) which could cause an accident. I'm not sure if it's my parent that also induces the anxiety (if I make a wrong turn or do anything wrong due to some misinterpretation, they'd shout at me or say something that hurts) but driving overall is just soo stressful. I hate it and I'm not even sure how I'll manage once I have to drive to work or school BY MYSELF)

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And what bugs me is when they ask "are you nervous?", if I do something wrong/hesitate or tense up.

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Well FUCKING OBVIOUSLY I am? But even if I tell you that, you're just going to tell me there's no reason to be nervous/stop being nervous, so what's the point.

Every time I come home from driving, I'm either exhausted, miserable or angry. I don't know how some people can say they enjoy driving

I wish I didn't have to drive. The only reason I am is because I need my own freedom to travel to places and public transport is NOT safe where I live. If public transport were safe and reliable, I'd most certainly use it instead of driving. I always get scared that I might accidentally crash into someone or just scrape someone's car and then I have to pay a hefty fee.