I cant think straight, Im exhausted all the time, I just eat and stay home alone, all my spark is gone. I dont know who I am anymore. Ive been on abilify for 2 months and it hasnt gotten better. I feel so invalidated by my dad like he doesnt see how im feeling. Theres a difference between a normal lazy hungry teenager and one that cant get out of bed all day or night. Im in a depression and no one cares. Im not allowed to stop taking my meds as Ive been admitted to the hospital twice but my parents dont see that im a sensitive, lively teen girl for the most nooo im “crazy” so lets put her on meds and let her feel numb and depressed.