Pretty much what the title says. Sometimes it’s like things just happen to go wrong. Not in a sad, pessimistic way because I often just laugh about it. 

But for example, just now I reached down to the side of my bed to get my iPad charger without looking. I have this thing where I feel like I’m always in a hurry to do things, yet for the smallest second I said to myself, I bet I’ve just grabbed the iPhone charger since the wires feel the same. As it happens, I did. 

I first sighed because it’s always predictable that these small, silly mistakes happen. Like me grabbing a drink in a cup that is full to the brim and I just know it’s going to somehow spill. It always does. I guess it’s me being careless and I actually do not put considerable thought into everything. But that’s not always the case, I do put thought sometimes. Another example is me wearing a white piece of clothing and going for a meal. I know it’s likely to stain somehow, due to some unknown forces but I do the best I can to prevent. And then it happens. 

Writing it out helps come to the realisation that things do just happen I guess. No matter how much I try to prevent it, there’s just some things not preventable. Like how do people wear white and not get one stain on them, I’d love to know. How do people function without problems, I guess? Just had another thought, some people are just better at not drawing attention to it. I want to be like that. I notice these small, insignificant slight annoyances. Maybe I’m aware of the potential of a problem before it happens? Maybe I’m just too aware of my surroundings, is that the problem? 

I don’t know why I started to ramble into something deep, this was just supposed to be a funny little insignificant rant before it crossed my mind. But now it’s led to other mini thoughts within thoughts.