It’s like nobody understands me. It’s like they don’t care. Why do I even try anymore, when my life is a nightmare? They all say I’m toxic, they all say I’m wrong. But I can’t be bothered to be hurt by it anymore, because it’s all the same song.

One day I’m happy, and the other I’m sad. I can’t help but get mad when I feel like my brain has gone bad. 

Feel free to point and laugh. I’m just a clown, a pawn for your entertainment. Maybe if I died you would realize how much I feel like failure. Haha! Just kidding! I can’t pull it off. I’d fail that too. 

They all lied. The doctors said I was fine. Pushed me away, laughed in my face. Called me insane. Said I was too young to know that my mind is to blame. 

And yet they put me through years of incorrect medication and flawed mental evaluations.