But not sure if I want it, I know I need it but it might be a waste and I really don't feel like starting the ball rolling again, having to explain everything over and over to different people is shit and it sort of makes me feel disconnected from the story, a bit like a skipping record is going but my mind is elsewhere. I'm in South Australia if anyone can recommend anything, I've tried most places and I guess i can only try again but I don't see the point (stupid depression). Thanks.