Can't sleep. Life's keeping me up. Basically, everyone throughout my life has been calling me a faggot. I had selective mutism in highschool. I couldn't talk. My dad growing up would make copious amounts of fun of me. That's the root cause of everything. I didn't learn to speak my parents language properly. My cousin's hate me. I didn't get to have fun in life. Life's come to a dead end. University won't get me employed. My neighbour, I still remember, said "fuck you" "loner ass bitch" and tried shooting me. I got made fun of on the bus. Fuck even is my life. Fucks even the point of this bullshit. Fuck my cousins. Fuck India. And fuck this midget of a rapist fuckass neighbour. Idek I'm such a disgrace I don't even feel like leaving my house and now I finally understand it all. The shit I should've been taught when I was younger but wasn't because I have a loser ass fucking family.