I’ve been suffering from depression for years now and I also suffer from the occasional panic attack. I’m also an over thinker. 
I’m depressed because I’m struggling to find a job, I depend on my family financially I feel like a loser. It seems like my best isn’t good enough I feel like I’m stuck in the same spot just stagnant. 
Because I’m depressed I’m always in bed and alone. 
It seems impossible to reach the goals that I want to reach and live the life that I want to live. I’m trying so hard but it seems like I’m not getting anywhere. I’m just existing not living