So that was something, a very anxious week but at least it’s supposed to be easier from now on. (Sometimes I feel like this school is gonna end me lol) 

No buddies yet but I’m hanging in there, like everyone tells me it’s not worth being self destructive or negative just because life’s being a bitch, so I’m still kinda positive.

Maybe people are scared away by my anti social methods of existing, (I often look way to much at my phone, this helps because I’m always on the verge of an anxiety attack) but I’m gonna think not to keep on going lmao

Hope the first week for a lot of people here has gone somewhat or really smoothly, keep on going guys &lt;3