It is tough to explain. My brain alternates and switches around for everything all the time. Loves, hates, morals, interests etc etc etc. Nothing is solid so I've accepted there is no true reality. 

I don't have a personal answer on who my FP is. But it seems to bounce around. I spend a week straight text bombing someone all kinds of things, then another person. Then one day I kinda just notice I have not spoken to them in a week or so. Then the cycle resumes. 

Almost like I keep coming and going. Nothing consistent. But these people understand I think. Anyone else experience this?