Very few friends (literally one that I ended up falling for and being burnt, who is getting married in a couple months and moving, the rest I seldom talk to as I left the religion that bound us all together), my family are hardly family, antidepressant weight gain has done what it says, my brain is so bad I’m struggling at work and I feel like I’m not good enough in ANY part of my life. I’m isolated, mentally ill and falling apart. 

I‘m sat here trying to figure out what I can do to make things better. All I can write is ‘I’m so screwed’. 

I have no idea what to do. I think I’m going to die.