After suffering for years and finally seeking treatment for bpd, I just submitted my mental health withdrawal application and am officially not returning to classes for the rest of the semester. I've been through a lot this semester, it's changed me forever and put me through more than i could handle emotionally. On the verge of a nervous breakdown, i've decided to return home for the rest of the semester while i figure everything out. I know this is a big decision and of course i'm worried about my future, but i think it's time for me to focus on my mental health once and for all.  i'm tearing up  as i type this just thinking about the way my life has been devastated over the past few months (many relationships have been ruined or have ruined me) I'll never be the same, i've lost everything and everyone i worked so hard to love in college but i'm hoping this break gives me the strength to get better and finally live a stable and fulfilling life. I'm only 19 and despite everything i do have hope. I really appreciate and relate to this community, so any words of wisdom or encouragement would mean a lot to me right now. Thanks in advance. 