I am adopted but even my adoptive parents don't care, I never had anyone to look up to as a child and I got validation off grown men grooming me. Self harm, drug abuse, suicide attempts after suicide attempts, all relationships I have ever been in coming to an end and so much more shit. I don't know who I am and everything hurts. I hate the way I am, a worthless bitch who needs constant validation to practically exist. I really wish I was normal.