Haven't taken medications since November 2015 (prozac) because it made me feel worse and my bf told me he would never want to date a girl who takes pills. Basically humiliated me and shamed me, so of course i was scared to try and get help for so long because i didnt want to be left. 

I suffered for 5 years with anxiety, depression, complex ptsd, bpd and had to suppress it all this time because he didnt believe in meds and illnesses are labels. Until i realized that was bs because i literally FEEL IT. You cant tell someone how they feel. 

And honestly, yes i was in denial about my issues and then i realized, doctors dont pull this sh*t out of their ass. They are doctors. On that same note, yes i feel it is becoming more "mainstream" but what if it hasnt and People are actually coming around and being more open about it? 

He finally realized what he's done. So im back on new meds. Im on ativan and lorazepam now. I dont know what to expect but i hope it helps.

If anyone has taken these, seperate or in combination, what was or how is your experience? 

Im honesty scared of how my fiance feels about me going through with meds as he recently told me he feels i dont need meds but said he will always support me.