MAybe if he had it himself he wouldn't be spewing such bullshit. God knows how hard I have been trying for years to stop being this person. To just stop everything. I feel so consumed by it it's like I have no control over my life anymore and someone had the audacity to say this to my face. How fucking ignorant can you be? You went to med school and this is what you are saying? Also, saying that someone "trying" to kill themselves but not actually doing it just for attention?  He WAS a friend and I didn't tell him I was talking about myself. I'm exhausted and sad and tired but my primary emotion is anger.