I daydream a lot. My feelings are so intense when i daydream. I have trust issues with my therapist. She is great, idk why i find it very hard to trust her. I usually write her an emails for things i can't say to her. It's easier for mr that way.


But at home, i would imagining myself talking to her. Talk about every bits of my problems. It feels real and intense. I forget about everything around me. 


So i easily split. Two days ago i adored her very much to the point where i thought i was attracted to her. Yesterday something happened on facebook. I thought she doesn't care about me anymore (and i make a hole hollywood drama about it).


Is this normal? I also daydream about other things, but my therapist is what i mostly daydream about (inside or outside therapy. I never met her outside therapy).