I don't know how to describe it but i feel kind of nothing or angry most of the time. There's small bursts of other emotions every now and then but they pass quickly and i usualy forget how they feel afterwards. I hardly feel motivated most of the time. I hate it to be honest

I can function alright tho. I shower very often and brush my teeth a lot, i eat healthy and i exercise. While i don't function well when it comes to socializing, memory stuff, and most normal human things, i am doing great with the stuff that people with depression usualy can't do. Wich is why i don't understand why i feel like this. I feel selfish. I could be much worse or be in a much worse enviroment.

It might be just anxiety. Idk