Long story short, after many years... im finally engaged to my FP. I was happy. My family is happy. His family in the other hand... their reactions were very indifferent. Some half heartedly congratulated us, others changed the subject and others said nothing at all. I’m not stupid. I know what this means.
I really wish I didn’t care, but I do. 
It bothers me more than I would like it to. It makes me question, “what is it about me that they don’t like?” “Why am I not good enough?” , “is it because of how I look?”
I never did anything wrong to them. I don’t know. It’s just making me question whether getting engaged was the right thing. I’ve been avoiding them since and my fiancé gets upset because it’s his family. 
It’s just an argument that I don’t want to continue to have. 
I’m sorry if this post doesn’t make any sense..
I just feel like shit. Like I’m not good enough for these people. Like I can never be happy. 
I want to walk out of this. I don’t want to be the person that comes between my FP and his family.  
