19(F) bi 2 with ultradian cycling.

 Well I feel like I've really fucked up right now.

My parents/siblings have never been accepting of my diagnosis and just genuinely think I'm a b**ch. My mother on the other hand really wouldn't let it go and kept insisting it was something else. Prior to my doctor's visit I was sick for 4 months straight so my mother asked for a full blood test. What do you know, I have hypothyroidism. 

Naturally I was given pills and was told to continue with my normal bi meds. Smart me eventually just stopped taking the bi meds. "Because it's my thyroid I'm fine."

It's been around 2.5 - 3 months now. I didn't realize how good I was feeling, generally in an excellent mood super productive and nothing could get me down. However, to my family I've been extremely irritable and have just been fighting with literally everyone. Sleeping less. Routine was wack. Lots of fighting with my boyfriend and even asked for a break because "I don't need anyone."

Well two days ago I got into a physical fight with my sister and we cut ties 

Spent the last two hours crying next to boyfriend who is extremely tired because 1 a.m

Wish me luck for the next 3 months while I just try and get life back in order. Anybody else in this situation right now?

Starting with my pills tomorrow morning first thing.