So basically i couple months ago i was pretty much a normal kid , not so good mentally but i was normal everything was fine , Until one day i was in my room one night and i started to have weird thoughts and i clinged to the thought of self sabotage , i could not stop thinking about weird stuff to hurt my self not physically but mentally , i am afraid that i have gone insane . Its like my own my its trying to kill me , over some stupid thoughts . I cant sleep at night because of excessive thoughts , i really just want to be ok again .