I’ve started saving up for a gastric sleeve because I’m just tired of years trying to lose weight and each year reaching a new highest weight. I know I’m in an emotional place but I also think maybe it’s a good idea.  The gp tried me on medication but it’s not worked for me and I feel like I’m running out of options but honestly I’m scared as well. My emotion regulation has been getting better, would this set me back? It’s just this one thing I keep constantly failing at and it sends me into so many depressions. I don’t think I’m ugly and I mostly wear what I want nowadays but I still don’t enjoy being fat idk.