I have no idea who I am. Logically, I know this is a common feeling and symptom among sufferers of BPD. Still, I feel so isolated. I feel like no one in the entire world could ever understand how I actually *feel*. 


Personal rant type thing: I go from uni to home to work to friends houses and each place I go to, every person I talk to, I'm completely different. I am no one; I am nothing. I have nothing to identify myself. One of the questions I hate most is "What are your hobbies?". Hobbies? What hobbies? I don't do anything, I am nothing. My entire being is based off the person I am attached to/obsessed with at the time. If I don't have anyone (which is rare) then I'm so *empty*. Sometimes I want to throw up just to feel something. I don't know if this is worth it at all? Maybe it isn't. My life is such a mess. I feel so lost.

Please, someone tell me I'm not alone. I can't be the only one who feels like they don't have a personality. 