After dealing with on and off depression, anxiety and eating disorders, this winter i finally decided to get help and start taking medication. The health system here is so blocked up, it could be well over a year before i’m able to see a psychologist and be officially diagnosed, but my doctor has a pretty clear view of what’s going on.
I’m on my second antidepressant meds, had to switch off Prozac, but right now it’s worse than it has been. After being 5.5 years clean of self harm, i relapsed today. for a while now, my suicidal and self-harmful thoughts have become more and more frequent after having none for years . I don’t understand what’s happening but i just feel the need to let it out here since i can’t vent to anyone i know. thank you all