DOE get very emotional and upset around their birthday? 
My mom set a bbq for me legit the time I work.
My dad got me a gift $800 more than what i wanted that ill hardly ever use. 
My boyfriend has covid then right away is going out of town, and told me to get my own gift after dropping his card pn my lap.
Why do I feel like nobody conciders me? Is it right im having a melt down and crying into my cat? 
Big meh every year.