I was diagnosed and medicated for ADHD and depression somewhere in October and while the SSRIs have improved my mood massively, the ADHD meds have done nothing noticeable and I still feel stuck. I have aspirations and goals and medication helps me not have the crushing feeling that I'll never achieve them but I still feel paralyzed and I'm not progressing. I have rent I need to pay and I don't want to rely on my family forever but even trying to get a job is just something I can't put myself to doing. I feel better but it just feels fake. Like I should feel suicidal as I did before but I'm not just because I take pills. I want motivation to actually work towards the things I want instead of idling around doing whatever gives me a hit of dopamine and sleeping.