I don’t really understand. Lately, my depression has been making me disassociate from reality. I don’t feel real any more, I’m struggling to find emotions, nobody seems to understand what goes on in my head. 

I’m not a danger to my self, I just feel like everyday my mind gets worse. 

I’ve never been medicated before this year, I took Zoloft which was more trauma inducing than anything. 

I’ve somehow managed to destroy nearly all of my relationships with people which has made socializing very difficult and anxiety inducing. 

Simple tasks like chores or walking the dog have been progressively getting more and more difficult to achieve. 

I don’t know what the point of this post is, or if it’s in the right place, I just really want share my thoughts and frustrations. 

I hope everyone has a good day.