i had some questions about what’s going on currently. i feel like every week something new happens. some weeks i’ll hear voices, i’ll hear screams, people saying my name. some other weeks i always keep seeing outlines of people through my windows. or heads peeking through looking at me. some other weeks i’ll be completely fine. i’ll be filled with euphoria and i’ll have the impression that life is great. some other weeks i’ll just feel so down and just rlly moody and have no patience for anyone. some other weeks i’ll have like some god complex, i think i’m above most people on a maturity level and i just get a lot more honest and harsh with people i don’t like. i’m pretty young tho. i don’t really know what this is. my psychiatrist hasn’t called since December so i can’t rly tell her so i’ll just come here and ask questions while i wait. also, why do i feel like emotionally detached from people i care about? of course you don’t have the answer but i don’t either. i’ll also go through like phases of derealization. it rlly fucks my school work and distracts me from anything rlly, i’ll get rlly anxious and i need to pinch myself to the point where i start bleeding and that brings me down a little. see i don’t rlly know what’s been going on like i said it’s new shit every week. just wanted some reassurance from someone that would know maybe better than i would?