I love my fp. He’s been my fp for about a year and I told him a month ago. He’s blocked me a couple times in the past because I was “annoying”. I constantly want to talk to him because he’s the only person or thing that makes me happy. He doesn’t want to talk to me, he’ll talk to his other friends plenty of times but if I ever ask to see him or talk to him he doesn’t feel like it. I’ve said it doesn’t feel fair and he told me that he doesn’t owe me his time but we’re supposed to be friends so surely he should want to talk to me. I don’t know what to do. I’ve told him so many times that I need to talk to him but he won’t let me which makes me sadder so I’m just constantly sad because he doesn’t like me. Should I try and get over him or not. He’s my only source of happiness so I’d be sad forever if I stopped talking to him but he doesn’t like me so I don’t know.