I tried to rub one out yesterday but I felt disgusted the whole way there, especially looking at porn, or just naked women, it's disgusting how they act! I just went and did it imagining "generic tits", that did it, not that hard... but the orgasm, the orgasm, dude... it was soooo underwhelming. It felt like not checkmarks had been met, you know? I finished but there never was the WOAH thing that you usually get. Not worth it! I suspect Jesus is teaching me abstinence.