I don’t know how else to describe it. I’m currently in a musical theater production and I’m having so much fun. I’m also pregnant and the cast just threw this surprise baby shower and I’m so overwhelmed with love and contentment. But with it comes this suuuuper weird feeling. Like I find myself making rounds to each cast mate to spend time with them and cherish every moment, and I feel anxious if I feel like I haven’t “soaked up” enough of the current moment. I sooo want to remember it all and feel as much as I can. It feels like this hunger or greed— it eats me up. It almost feels obsessive compulsive. This has happened in other happy occasions recently. Maybe it’s because I’m pregnant and feel sad that I won’t have these experiences for a while? I don’t know. Could someone help explain? Or relate?