Depressi9n and anxiety are really fucking me up. I never feel hungry, and when I do. I can hardly eat much till my mind thinks again and my stomach drops, then it just. It's not good to say the least, I can tell my body isn't digesting things properly. 

I just want life to be over honestly, but every time I've tried I couldn't do it. 
I can't live like this man, I really can't. I do great for myself other than being unhappy. I go to work, I pay my bills, I make ends meet with little to no effort and problem. I just cannot live unhappy, especially when jt start affect8ng my physical health... i don't know what to do anymore, besides go up to the place that I would much rather be, because logic dictates that it can only be an improvement, I hope I build the courage to let go