I know how hard it can be. You are trying to relax while watching tv, or you are in bed tossing and turning trying to shut your mind off. You tell yourself on a regular basis I have MS, I have cancer, a tumor, my body keeps twitching.” You check your body for new bumps, lumps, moles. You can’t seem to relax ever. When you get the “you’re okay” from the doctor you’re fine for a few days or a week, but you feel that twitch in your head and think “the doc had to be wrong.” Health Anxiety and any type of anxiety isn’t a joke. You aren’t the problem. You also aren’t a freak or a loser. I wish I can take away your anxiety. I wish I can do a lot of things. The only thing I can do is be here and be your friend. I know how hard it is because I’m in the same boat. I may seem like I have it under control but I don’t. I struggle just like you and I hate that you struggle. You deserve to be happy. You deserve to have the life you always wanted and I truly believe you will. I love you and I only want what’s best for you. Keep trying and even if you fail know I’m proud of you because you at least put that effort in to try.