So I stopped taking my antidepressants for a few days, because I wanted a little ✨spice✨ in my life from my usual numbness. I swear they make it impossible for me to feel anything. I can't even cry anymore when I'm hurting. Everytime I'm upset it's basically just a big empty void. And honestly I feel like nothing is real around me, it's such a horrible feeling. And im so afraid to say anything to anyone else in fear of being ridiculed for being over dramatic or cringey. I don't feel like myself anymore.