Rly just need to vent, and gather my thoughts. 

I did all I could. My suicidal friend has blocked me everywhere now, because I called emergency services for them for the second time. 

After sending me msgs with a possible plan, a goodbye and a sry you know me. Followed by radio silence to any attempts to contact them. I once again called emergency service for them. 

Before today, they have refused to seek or accept any help. Both medical help for their suicidal ideation, and any help for their Homelessness. For the past month their suicidal ideation has steadily increased, culminating to pretty much literally matching all risk signs. 

Any ever so small suggestions to seek medical care was instantly shut down. It couldn't be more clear that medical care was not something they would even consider. I tried, I didn't stop, even if it got shut down.

Any help offered for their homelessness was treated the same. Despite living in a social state with pretty good help for homeless individuals, any and all ideas were ignored or shut down. They didn't want any help, be it state, or charitable organizations, and sadly I don't have the means to help them, other than try and connect them with state and charity. 

And then I tried being the best friend I can be. I tried my best to be empathetic, to be understanding, to be acknowledging. I tried making plans with them so they would have obligations to live for. I tried my best to have fun with them. I tried my best to not let them isolate themselves more. 

I have never been more certain that someone will attempt suicide, I mean I already thought they would attempt twice. 

And the saddest thing is that I don't see any chance for things getting better on their own, in a few weeks they will be out of their hotel and on the street, they have isolated themselves nearly completely, and are nearly out of money for food and necessities. 

I think the only way they will get the help they need is if they fail their attempt. Otherwise I don't see a way they won't die either to suicide, or to a consequence of being homeless.

Well, hoping is all I can do now. Maybe it's not as bleak as I think it is.