I lashed out at friends just now over something miniscule and I think this is my time to start really considering death because I can't take the pressure of life anymore. I have a lot of anger and frustration I have that is turning into major depression. My life is falling apart by the second and I think people would be happy when I'm dead. Obviously some family would be sad, but they can get over me. The majority of people who probably would think "oh good I don't have to interact with him anymore" I want to die