Hear me out. The other night I was piss drunk, wacked out on lsd, f\*cked over from the party I threw. F\*ck covid. I'm tryna live a real life dawg. Ain't no fun gonna be stunted by this gay ass virus. Anyway, I was getting so drunk to the point where I felt like I was gonna throw up. To put things into perspective, I NEVER throw up. Even when I was 12 and I walked into my grandmother butt naked in the shower, moaning and pleasuring herself. Not even last year when I saw a fat chick twerk on the wall and splatter her sh\*t everywhere. Especially not when it comes to alcohol. I can drink 10 beers in one night and I'd never throw up. But this time was different, so that's how I knew I was the most f\*cked I've ever been in my life. My friend was filming me grind on 2 b\*tches while making out with another across from me. The thing is, the guy who was filming me along with my other buddies were nagging me to drink more and more and more. So it's not really my fault since I had no control over myself. My girlfriend hasn't broken up with me, she's just been crying for days and I figured she'd shut up soon but I'm starting to feel like a dick. How can we move past this? I don't wanna lose her. I'm depressed now and attempted suicide twice by drinking a gallon of cock milk, no homo.