I made the drive back home. It was about 13 hours total. Had a long conversation with a friend about some of the thoughts I was having. Still having a hard time letting go of the delusions, but I think the longer I'm back on my meds the more it's easing up. I got some sleep and some food in me and I rearranged my bedroom and did some cleaning to try and do some healthy changing environment coping. I might shave my head because that's how I coped in the past, but that is obviously impulsive idea since I have about 20 inches of hair and when I was doing that I kept it short anyways. I'm seeing my psych tomorrow. But I'm home and safe now.