You're right, others do have it much worse. I have no reason to be depressed by the childhood trauma I went through. It gave me cptsd &amp; bpd but that's nothing compared to others. The random flashbacks of memories that make me break down from time to time, or me waking up in a cold sweat after reliving nightmares only to immediately get sick is just me wanting attention. 



I know my life means nothing to you, if I died it would likely be used as internet points until there's nothing to gain from it anymore. Then it's back to normal.  It's sad that I can already see the several (please send ME love) videos. Most people would go quiet for a long time on socials &amp; maybe make 1 video explaining the silence, but I know that's not you. You've proven that to me multiple times.




It's still about you....your "success" - your life. Like you didn't get to live at all partying 24/7 &amp; going without a job for 30+ years. It's that easy huh?...


I need a way out...