This is probably my last post on reddit. For the past 2 years, i have been getting constant death threats from my grandmother. I have been struggling with my studies because of my ADHD and my grandmother gets constant calls from my teachers about my failing grades and the possibility of me  getting kicked out from school. She explains that she's dying from embarrasment every time she gets a a call from my teachers and that she is getting humiliated in front of her friends every time they talk about their grandsons/grandaughters achievements while i have been struggling to survive high school. Rather than asking or helping me with my studies, she constantly tells she that she wished I would just die and that's he regretted not forcing my mom to drop me as a baby. I am tired of the death threats and so I am planning to kill myself just as my grandmother hoped. Even though I was not the best of grandsons, I wished this final act of mine would make her happy.