I cannot control my emotions and impulsive thoughts, it destroys me, my body and my mind. The worst thing is it's affecting my family, friends and partner. I can see how I'm destroying them. I want to cut them off to protect them but on the other hand I cannot live without them. My mind swing between loving and hating them. They are good for me and they would give me a whole world but when they do even a little thing against me, my mind demonize them and my rage starting. I cannot control it, I don't want to be like this and giving them an emotional rollercoaster. I have therapy but it doesn't work, please tell me any ideas or tips how to change this to just control it