Hi 
This is a short version of my previous post coz I realise it can be overwhelming. 

I’m just so confused all the time. It seems I meet a lot of the criteria for emotional detachment - being unable to have strong, meaningful or emotional connections with people, ambivalence towards others, avoiding situations (although that’s more my social anxiety), difficulty empathising which sucks as usually I’m a natural empath and always have been, losing interest in people, losing touch with people not caring if I don’t talk to people again, struggling to feel positive emotions, feel as though my feelings don’t belong to me, and general disconnect from everyone. My brains always on autopilot. 

I have a new boyfriend and I went from my typical fear of abandonment and not wanting to lose him to feeling this sense of nothingness. There was never really a ‘spark’ because I just don’t feel anything that intensely anymore unless it’s sadness lol… this emptiness is making me suicidal…

Does anyone else experience this and find that it makes you unable to feel love? That it affects your feelings towards significant others or other loved ones? Any tips on how to manage this as I’m waiting for therapy and it’s with the NHS so they only offer minimum support lol