So I had to open up a few early Christmas presents from relatives today and every time I do get gifts I always fake being excited even if I really wanted what I got. Like I’ll be happy but I just always have to fake it on the outside for people. 
Another time is like a few funerals I’ve been to last year for people that meant a lot to me and I literally felt nothing at the ceremony like I missed them but didn’t really feel anything.
The other weird thing is when I start talking excitedly about something I’m interested in like cars or dogs I’ll my eyes start to water like crazy like I’m crying but I’m still completely fine and able to talk normally still and idk why.

Anyone know what’s up with me or is this fairly normal?