I crave it all_x000D_
All or nothing type of person_x000D_
I don't want to have to give it up_x000D_
But if I keep at it, I'm not sure how far I'll get _x000D_
Also, If I don't keep at it, I may lose my head_x000D_
What's worse? _x000D_
I almost want to lose my body before I do my mind_x000D_
It's all too much but also not enough at the same time, a recipe for disaster when combined_x000D_
If it wasn't for this "all" what would I have? _x000D_
How would I wash away the lonely, the pain?_x000D_
Would I ever find the sunshine after the rain?_x000D_
How does one cope with the memories, regrets, _x000D_
the what if's, didn't do's, the heartache that never let's?_x000D_
Is there really a happy place, a home people speak of here on earth? _x000D_
Do we all have one or is it dependant on our worth?_x000D_
I'm filled with sorrow and compassion and time is flying by faster than I could have imagined_x000D_
They tell you to go find the diamond in the rough_x000D_
I guess I'm too off the handle, not passionate enough_x000D_
Maybe one day I'll wake up and the fog will clear_x000D_
I just hope it's sooner than later cause I'm not sure how much longer I'll be here