I'm currently 15(M) staying with my parents in Asia. Our family has a whole history of mental illnesses (mostly from my mother's side) ranging from bipolar to addiction.

Recently (last year) I started showing signs of scizoprenia, this included loosing my lack of empathy and feeling in general. I lost my view of life, I lost my motivation. I did not wish harm on myself but I don't take care of my body or being. I dont care about myself anyway but the most important thing right now is that my desicion making is being controlled by presences.

I still think from my brain but I feel my brain has adopted a different identity and is forcing me to do and think horrible things. Yesterday during class I felt like the presence was warning me from danger. Driving me away from the device, forcing myself to  break it to keep myself safe. 

I don't feel safe.

I don't want to bother my parents as they almost divorced due to my mom's bipolarism but I don't want to hurt anyone if the presence forces me to.

Should I get help?