I recovered from panic disorder. Im stuck with just temporary anxiety attacks that are not really a big deal. I lost my best and only friend today for a bs reason out of my control. She is also in depression and depression driven her desicion. Im left with nobody that can understand me my family shows support but not so much they just say im fine and i can beat this and change the subject. I think they are only good with me becouse i give 80% of my paycheck to them and i make more than everyone in the household. Ive learned not so see things negatively and im exited about this experiance that im all alone to fight in this burnin ring of fire. I expect to leave this battle with alot stronger me and scars to remember that i can be on ground 0 and still make it out alive. Anxiety. Hold my bear im coming for you next. I will beat everything life throws at me and i will have no mercy on my enemys freedome is near i choice to trive. I don't need pills i don't need a shield I will not back down i will not yield. Prepare yourself too depression i will brake you more than you broke me for the last 2 years. Death before yield!