So I finally garnered the confidence to destroy my hair roots and go for some turquoise highlights in my hair. I was really happy when I came out of the salon. But the next day I started overthinking whether I shouldve dyed it more blueish instead because I knew the next colour my current turquoise would fade into is green. Currently it’s already starting to fade into a slightly greener shade after a few washes and idk why but I’m so anxious about it. I keep thinking that this way, I’m wasting my money because green isn’t the exact colour I want even though I actually don’t mind it and genuinely think I can style it to fit me. I also have OCD so maybe it’s kinda related to having some sort of obsession with the ‘perfect colour’ but idk. I know I’m killing joy for myself by overthinking so much, but I just can’t stop thinking of all the ‘what if’s’ - eg. ‘what if I dyed it more blue?’ or ‘what if I’m wasting money?’ Any advice on how to have that sort of yolo mindset and just idk go with the flow? I think my lack of that mindset is always what makes me overthink so much.