I suffer from parasomnia, Rem sleep disorder, Night terrors. I haven't had them in a month, It's such peace, So reliving, So relaxing. I know it won't be forever, But I'll enjoy it for now. People have called it a gift, Possession, Psychic, etcc... They talked to me like they wanted to experience it. No, Not on my worst enemy, This is terror on a different level, It's not something to admire, I don't like having this "Ability" I'm not religious but all I see is demons, Devils, Grim reaper, And a angel. All of them have no face of no head, I've heard screams, It's so hard to deal with. I feel crazy, But this one time, I saw My grandma, She looked so detailed, Like T.V static, But it was her, Looking right at me, I yelled, I LOVE YOU over and over again, And I never say I love you in night terrors. If I could see her for the rest of my life with Parasomnia, I would suffer.