recently all the process i made began to fall down to one of mi highest breaking points and i dont think ill be able to leave this shity felling quickly. i dont expect yall to listen about my situation, because: number one, im not capable of mention everything (my own mind blocked all those things so right now i feel bad without knowing why) and number two, i seriously doubt thar anyone cares about myself. 

what i really need right know are excuses i can give to my mom so i dont have to follow the same routine as every fucking thursday. i cant handle a social environment right now, plus in my class there are some people i really hate. so if someone can help me it would be highly appreciated