In addition to the anxiety of all the things going on in the world, I’m constantly experiencing unbearable stress about my career. I am 24 years old with a bachelors in dramatic literature and still working in retail. I’ve applied for over 30 positions, paid hundreds of dollars to get a professional resume done, and spent countless hours editing, revising cover letters to cater to each position. A lot of my friends went to school and immediately got jobs in their fields but no-I had to choose to be different and want something “more” out of life. I have so much experience in the entertainment industry &amp; thought I’d have the talent to at least get an interview but the only interview I secured was for a retail position. I want to accomplish so much more because I know I have what it takes to get there. So enter the anxiety attack that’s going to keep me up all night when I have to be at the mall for work at 8am to continue to do a job that I settled for. Maybe I’m too passionate about change maybe I’m not passionate enough, maybe I don’t want it enough? If I were to die tomorrow, my 10 year old self would be so disappointed in where I am in life right now. I just want to make that little girl who thought she could do anything she set her mind to, proud.