I don’t know how to explain it but I’m embarrassed of my existence. I’m a failure and a loser. I’m behind everyone else my age. I have no friends. Been lonely for 3+ years. Never dated. I’m so stupid I don’t know if I’ll ever graduate and I’m already 22. I’m ugly so I’ve never had a gf. Not good enough for anyone anyway. I feel invisible. Everyday is the same. All I do is daydream to pass the hours. I have no hope of getting better. Will likely kill myself in December.