I feel like my life is in a rapid downward spiral and every time I think I can not feel worse I do. Unfortunately, some medication I recently started taking has made me more anxious, more depressed, and gave me nasty mood swings. I have been having breakdowns for months and I always feel low. I feel like I’ve failed at everything and I am a tragic disappointment who is not living up to their potential. My life feels like a series of traumatic events. 

I feel lost and like everyone hates me. I feel very alone and somehow I am below rock bottom right now.