I feel like my boyfriend avoids me or is frustrated with me when I’m feeling depressed. He’s said it’s because he doesn’t know how to be around me when I’m in that state and I just seem so out of it or angry. It hurts because It makes it harder for me to feel okay when the person I live with is really turned off and avoidant of me.He doesn’t seem to want to spend much time with me anymore and I just really feel like a fire sucking all the oxygen out of everything. How do I get over feeling so guilty and paralyzed? What can I ask of him? I don’t know how much I’m even allowed to want from another person. I don’t want to deal with myself and it must be so selfish that I want other people to hang by and make me feel better.