It’s so exhausting. Waking up every morning instantly with a wave of sadness and discontent. Then the whole day is filled with me trying to keep my mind off of my own thoughts and trying to chase little happiness. I’m tired of this. Why can’t i just wake up happy and in a good mood like everyone else. I’m so exhausted and tired of living like this. nothing helps and nothing sustains it. I try to workout but that doesn’t help. I’m at a loss of things to do about it. This isn’t how i want to live life and it’s exhausting and more of a burden.