 ATTENTION: Long post, there's a TLDR at the end

So hello everyone im an 19 year old male (173cm, 75kg) white caucasian. I have no diagnosed diseases. and theres also na family history of cancer or any autoimmune and cardiovascular things. i dont smoke or do drugs, but ill drink a little bit of alcohol once in a while.

so it all started last july after i got my vaccine with J&amp;J, i just started having intense heart pains and one night i woke up at the middle of the night and i was feeling like dying. my parents slashed me to the ER where i had an ekg,echo and bloodwork done. The results were good except my D-dimers which were a little bit elevated (0.65) so they sent me home. after 2 weeks i caught covid. I couldnt taste or smell anything for about a month and it was hell. also i couldnt breathe properly at all.

one month after that, i went to my dermatologist because ive been dealing with cystic acne for more than 6 years now. we're talking about tons of acne in my face, chest, back, butt literally everywhere. i find it hard sleeping on my back, because the pimples blow and they hurt. i cant wear what T-shirts beacause they will get covered with blood after a while. ive tried everything about acne. clindamycin, benzoyl peroxide, retinoids like tretinoin. and i ofc use sunscreen and face cleanser but my skin is so oily and painful.

so because i was 18, doctor told me it was probably the time to start accutane, said he was the last thing we could do. i said ok but i had to get bloodwork done first. Bloodwork showed an elevated WBC count 10.1 when it should be around 4.5 and 10.0 and an elavated lymphocyte count as well 48 (when normal range is 20-38) my wbc were fine when i went to the ER in july before covid so they said that the virus is most probably the cause. throughout september i was getting intense heart pains for days, like they lasted for 5 minutes but were so so intense. so i booked another cardiology appointment. meanwhile my belly started hurting. the pain is usually at the upper left quadrant, kinda where the spleen is.

i went to the cardiologist and he ran echo and ekg. He said i have a bicuspid aortic valve and some arrythmias and suggested me to wear a 48hour holter monitor, meanwhile he prescribed me magnesium. the holter monitor showed 400 PVC's in 2 days, so 200 per day. they told me that its benign. and that bicuspid aortic valve shouldnt cause any pain in my case. anyway i had a CBC again in order to check my WBC and this time they came higher. they were around 11.0 and i also had an abdominal ultrasound which showed nothing.

They told me to have CBC again in a month so thats what i did. CBC in december showed WBC raised at 12.5 this time and lymphos at 47. my GP suggested that i should visit a hematologist. i was so scared because i thought i had leukemia or something. the oncologist ran some tests and said that i have a reactive lymphocytosis and that i shouldnt worry. i also forgot to mention that since octomber ive developed SEVERE SPASMS/Fasciculations. like my whole body is spasming the whole time. it happens literally everywhere, in my arms,legs,abdomen,chest,neck,eyelids and its so so annoying. i get spasms every 10 minutes or so. i told my gp about that but she didnt have an answer. i get so mad. this is something thats visible with a bear eye, anyone can see it. the worst ones are in my calves and thighs were im literally shaking.

in january i caught covid again, this time things were worse. i had a temperature of 40C for 3 days and i was shivering. from january until today, ive been getting severe SPASMS, HEART AND ABDOMINAL PAIN. i even went to a gastroenterologist for my abdominal pain who told me to get a poop culture but it came back clear. my crp and igg,igm iga levels were fine as well. she said i probably have ibs or something, but i wish i could get a colonoscopy. i have constipation half of the days. like my poop comes back in thin layers and i have to fart all the time. usually the pain is only in my upper left quadrant, so splenic flexure?

the heart pain is also very intense and hasnt stopped since july, i get it almost everyday. sometimes its so painful that i faint. there hasnt been a single day without it. and the spasms, oh my god these are the worst cuz i get them literally every 5 minutes. i feel like i have undiagnosed ALS or something. ive heard of a condition called long covid, but i dont know if thats the case. doctors are dismissing me and saying its all in my head. Ive tried a psychologist and some thing to calm down like valerian root and passiflora but they did nothing. i dont want to get benzodiazepenes or any similiar drugs, but i dont feel anxious at all. nor was i ever hypohondriac. this thing started out of nowhere and it sucks cuz it nobody is believing me.

i have a fear that eventually i will pass out or die from pain in my sleep. the pain is immaculate. i cant stand it, or live like that anymore, ive waited for almost a year and things have only gotten worse. I guess im gonna end up with an autoimmune disease or some tumor/cancer but i really wish i could live. Im only 19 damn it :'( perfectly healthy without doing bad stuff like drugs. why me? idk what to do anymore, im just so tired. i told my gp to get a CT of my heart and abdomen and an electromyography for the spams but she said that my ultrasound came back clear in octomber and that doctors have said my heart is fine. about the electromyography though she said i should start taking magnesium again. ive been taking these supplements for 20 days but my whole body hasnt stopped shaking like crazy. it literally looks like ALS twitches and i could post a video if anyone wants. Please help me find out what should i do next.

TLDR: ive been suffering from intense heart pains and abdominal upper left quadrant pains for almost one year now. Plus i get spasms and twitches all over my body every 10 minutes or so. doctors are dismissing me, and i feel like dying everyday