I wanna kms but I feel like I can’t because I have a 4 yr old brother. My sister she uses people and is now using my dad. Who has yes done some questionable things but she’s messing with his feelings. My mom is a narcissist and she thinks I can’t do much right. I have 2 more little sisters. I hurt so much right now and I really just wanna end it all but I’m to coward. I never thought I’d make it to my 17th birthday (it’s tomorrow) but now that I’m here I’ve never wanted to end it more. I’ve always hurt myself when I felt bad. Ever since I can remember. I don’t cut or anything. I hit myself hard. I scratch myself. I hate myself and think about ending it every day. I dont know what to do...