so I recently started a job at a local grocery store and I don’t know how I did it but I went through the whole process and I’m currently on my day off… don’t know if it’s me just dissociating but I still don’t believe it… a year ago I couldn’t even think about it or step in a building alone without getting racing thought and panic attacks. I guess I kinda put this mindset of not caring. although I do feel alone and I don’t really talk to my co workers, but it’s such a shock to me because meeting people and their personalities is so weird since I’m not really a social person. working at this grocery store has made me think that I want to find a passion, maybe go to college and get a good job. I don’t wanna be miserable here for my whole life. really wish I could be myself without being scared tho. just wanted to vent a little.