So the title says it all. I feel good since yesterday evening. I started the day really fragile yesterday and I almost cried in front of my boss but after an evening working and talking to my SO, I feel... alright ? I've been diagnosed 4 months ago and been a mess since then. Of course, I have my up and down but... I feel crazy. Today I don't feel I need to see my social worker, I don't feel I need to get accommodation from my university... I just want to be normal. It's like a part of me wants to be normal, enjoy simple things and just be able to do my homework, etc. And another part of me doesn't want that at all and is telling it's not right.

Do you ever feel bad about feeling good ? Do you know what I mean by that ? So weird...