But does anyone else feel lonlier and lonlier the more people you are around?  Like whenever I'm alone sure I'm lonely but whenever I'm around a bunch of people I feel even lonlier because I watch everyone socialize in a way that makes me wish I could. I'm starting to think that I can never be normal enough to be in social situations and that I'm out of place and stuck  watching from the outside in. I hate this feeling. 