I was watching a TV show the other day (Better Call Saul) with my siblings, when there came a really emotional insanely intense scene and my siblings absolutely lost their shit upon witnessing it. While I was just a tad bit surprised and nothing else, I do love the show because it's relaxing and I can tell it's probably one the the highest quality TV I've ever seen, but even so I didn't feel anything. I checked online reactions to that episode and people were describing all kinds of crazy emotions that they experienced during and after the episode. Which led me to think is my depression depriving me of emotions?

I wasn't always like this. I was a huge fan of Anime/TV shows/Movies. I also used to have crazy reactions, experiences, attachments to them. But now it's all gone, I don't feel like watching anything ever, unless an opportunity presents itself to me through an external source. I don't feel excited about any kinda fiction anymore. Any announcements or releases of upcoming seasons/parts/reveals just make me go "Oh Okay nice", while in the past I would've been absolutely livid. I don't anticipate anything anymore, even outside of fiction, Like sports, a personal upcoming event, such as a vacation. Nothing. 

I remember watching a show that I loved and having ridiculous amounts of goosebumps, crying at every happy and sad moment I saw, becoming depressed for months on months after ending them, just because I missed them and wanted to experience them again for the first time. None of that happens anymore, no matter what I watch.