Basically, I’m in the midst of a mental health crisis. My BPD and CPTSD symptoms are back in full force.

It is near impossible to find a mental health professional that it’ll take a Borderline patient. I was warned about this by my recent psychiatrist, that a lot of therapists will not take a BPD client, that many licensed therapists will not want to work with someone who is stereotypically manipulative and require a lot of dedication. 

Not only this, but its near impossible to find someone who will accept my insurance. That’s a secondary issue, though. 

I called SEVEN mental health practices in the area, to find someone who will take someone with borderline as well as issues related to trauma. A few of them were “Christian counseling centers” which is a yikes, but I’m desperate. 

I am happy to report... that I found a place that’ll accept me! 

And the appointment is in just a few days! I’ll start DBT again quite soon. Hopefully this time the coping skills will stick with me. I’m super dedicated to working on them and getting my life back on track!
