I hate the fact that i am born, i don't want to live, this is pointless i just suffer for nothing. I think evrything in universe is useless and ilogical. If i died it would be better i maybe dosen't know what is waiting for me there but i am sure it's better than being alive...i am just too scared to die because i fear literally evrything ans mostly nothing, but if i wasn't scared i would have done years ago.

I don't know what to do...i am in a room without exit, am i trapped here forever ? I won't be able to die, i won't be able to live ? I am so tired of this...it's like it's allways been here i can't remeber a periode were i was happy. Maybe because i didn't had one ?

Better go to sleep to forget all of this-
Even if it's just for a moment.