I have this constant turmoil of thinking “no one else is like me” which is true to some extent but also thinking “there’s always going to be someone better than me”. Also very true and I can’t help always feeling like in all aspects of my life I can be replaced with something/someone better. I don’t think it’s an irrational thought as it is quite accurate for most people. We are replaceable, as much as we want to believe we are “special” there will **always** be someone “better”. I feel like I’m always held back by such thoughts in many aspects of my life including my career. It sucks especially because I’ve seen it first hand done to those around me and to myself by others. I’ve been replaced by better numerous times, I think it’s just life. We think things are a perfect fit and then something better comes along. But I feel this is the main reason I’m reluctant to allow anything new into my life as stupid as it sounds. If I can be without I will try my best. We’re replaceable 🤷🏻‍♀️