For about an entire week I felt like absolute crap. When the realization hit me that im a 23 year old virgin all because I assume a girl will laugh at my 4.5inch dick, I have been highly mistaken. Someone literally told me girls are insecure about their own bodies as well (the good ones who are shy) and I shouldnt stress it too much. Anyway for an entire week Ive had intense anxiety and I ended up going from 182lb to 175lb this morning after pooping. This occurred in literally just one week. This is good as losing weight will cut down my fatpad and add .5 inches of length to my penis. Anxiety causes me to eat very less and not be in the mood to eat. However I feel great as of right now, I started taking a lot of vitamins and I have 2 healthy meals 1 for breakfast and 1 for dinner. The anxiety of being insecure about size is so bad because all these years i’ve avoided talking to girls even though Im not a bad looking guy. Its all in your head and honestly I should’ve just realized I’m not the only insecure one out there as girls too are insecure about their bodies. Hopefully I lose my virginity soon by working hard towards finding a girlfriend and getting the job done once and for all. Sex will be a whole new chapter in my life and maybe ill learn to stop being such a prick sometimes especially to girls. To conclude, anxiety has its pros and cons, mostly cons but it can be worked around.