I was going to college and had a job serving at a great restaurant making pretty good money. Everything was going great until a relationship I was in ended, then everything sincentives has went to shit. I can't keep a steady job, Im having mild episodic panic attacks and at times its like I forget how to swallow. I'm back with my parents and i plan on going back to school in the summer, but money is something I want to be independent about. Every job I've had since the restaurant one pissed me off or I feel as if they've fucked me over and I quit because I feel "I deserve better." Which maybe total bullshit, I don't know man.