My boyfriend recently got a job.. there was a long span where he didn’t have one so we got to spend a lot of time together. We are LDR but talk all the time (video and voice) and watch movies or play games together. 
But since he got his job it’s obviously been less. I also have a child so I’m pretty busy until they go to bed around 8 (but I don’t work) here recently I have felt like we are drifting…mainly Bc the decrease in time just made it feel that way. 
So ofc I start to panic and feelings of being forgotten/unneeded have kicked up for me.
I’ve communicated that with him a couple days ago and was saying how I really want us to spend more time together like designated time together so these thoughts in my head chill out. The same 2 days this week he had off I would not have my kids so it was perfect and I mentioned how we should spend time together.
But instead he chose to play video games with his brother and then he went out to some stores with the family and is now playing board games With them and apparently has plans to go out with them tomorrow too.
He did ask if this was all ok and I said yes Bc I don’t want to be shitty or seen like a kill joy or even controlling by mentioning that I thought we were gonna spend time together so I just said ofc have fun! So now I’m just left stewing in my thoughts telling me I must not be good enough or I’m not fun/I’m boring and wondering why he forgot how crummy I was feeling a few days ago so easily. 
I want to make it clear I don’t care that he hangs out with friends or family I really really don’t. I just thought that since we had a talk about how I was feeling and sort of made plans that he would want to spend a day off with me. All I’ve done is wait on him all day because he is my favorite person but here it is 11 and they’re just now playing board games so I’ll probably not get any real time with him today and I don’t know if I will tomorrow really either. And I want to cry because I wonder if maybe I’m just not fun to be around anymore. Sorry for the vent post I just feel so crappy. And sorry for format I’m on mobile. I just feel so ridiculous I guess.