Just took my meds after a few weeks of being off them and…jesus. Im never taking this shit again. Everytime i do i get this unquenchable hunger and gain a fuck ton of weight (which i end up obsessung over). I cant think, feel, or respond to situations. And the voices in my head get louder too. Im just gonna stick to weed and exercise like the hippy i am lol. 
Oh yeah my metabolism/digestion has been fucked up since i first started anti psychs a few years ago. I developed what i think is IBS and body dysmorphia from the weight gain. I’d rather be crazy than a lazy, fat, emotionless zombie. Fuck SZA.