I feel so fucking lonely. All my friends are either in relationships or married. They're my chosen family, sure, but it's not the same, you know? I'm lucky enough to have a best friend but they are also married and i just am that one Single Friend in the group.


Let me clear this up: i don't really care for being in a relationship. Never did. But these days, my lows are quite rampant which led me to think how worthless i am just cause I don't have a romantic partner. 


I've tried dating apps and all but sometimes i think i'm just good for sex instead of love which frustrates me so much. The people that i've been with always tells me that i have sexual appeal and although that strokes my ego, it also makes me so scared of going on dates with people cause they will only think i'm good for sex but not enough to commit to in a relationship. Sluts need love too, yall.


Also: damn relationships are SO FUCKING TOUGH