i have no will to live at all. i see no point in the things i used to enjoy. i feel as though my emotions are numbing. im scared soon they will be completely gone. i find no enjoyment im things anymore. i dont feel loved or cared about aside from my mom and one of my friends. i feel that even my girlfriend hates me. ive been suffering for so long and its gotten so bad i dont know what to do anymore. im going to lose the battle. i just want to die.