For reference, I am in my 20s. I know people say all the time money cannot buy you happiness. However right now in my life I am not where I want to be financially, and career-wise and it eats me up. I have changed a lot over the last few years and I know you shouldn’t put a timeline on your life but at my age, I feel like I should be doing more. I want my place and to be making good money. Financial issues create a lot of stress in my life and although I could ask my family if I needed something, I am sometimes met with them throwing it back in my face which makes me go the route of figuring shit out on my own. I’m naturally just a more independent person and I don’t want to burden anyone. I’ve been so focused on finishing school so I can be making good money in the next few years but I am so impatient about the time I wish it was now. I kinda of have tunnel vision and the shit that use to excite me doesn’t do it for me anymore. I honestly feel a sense of depression about where I am in life and I don’t like to feel this way. I know I need to be patient cause it is a process but I just want to be at peace where I know I can provide for myself without anyone else. Despite that, I am still grateful for everything I have and have been through because I am myself because of it but I just want to feel like I’ve succeeded in my goal. does anyone else get these waves of depression about what they are lacking?