I know this can’t just be me but I am so not a fan of the medication on off process and how horrible they make you feel. Ive convinced myself to get off every med they’ve put me on except finally agreeing to hydroxyZine and Vyvanse. Now they want to give me an anti anxiety and i just don’t know. I know i can’t live like this, i do my part and see my therapist and work on it, and i am miserable with this anxiety, but i just am more scared to even start the pill. I don’t even want to try it because I’m scared it might make me worse? I guess that’s the anxiety aspect of making everything the worse possible outcome but I just feel like I can do this without meds and my doctors keep telling me I need them. Any advice or acknowledgments or stories that you feel might help would be greatly appreciated. I just want to feel better.