I have bpd, anxiety, depression, adhd, an ed, also if anyone else thinks I am further a bad person I am a 20 year old woman who is an escort, I also don’t care/know I sleep with a lot of married men. I am just a bad person, I don’t make it easy to like me.  I should just kill myself to make it easier on everyone, I annoy everyone around me, no one likes me, also to prevent further people from interact with I am apparently an asshole according to everyone on Reddit for asking my roommates to clean up a disgusting kitchen, which had mould on the bottom of the skink, who also left period blood smeared all over our bathroom and made me clean it up. I have no sense of self, I am just a monster. I cursed out my fwb/ex, told him how he actually makes me feel, that I know he thinks I am ugly, boring, crazy, and was using me for sex. Also gave him tips, not to lead women on, with his fake niceness. Honestly he made me feel ugly every single time I saw him. I am just a monster, I don’t deserve love or anything.