Hey y’all 
I never got really diagnosed with depression cause where I live there isn’t much mental awareness..
My parents wouldn’t accept the outcome cause its a proof they’re shitty and that im a wreck i guess..
The thing is, i used to cut 6 years ago for 2 years and managed to then stop, my dad found out..
Today I find myself where i was 6 years ago..
I dont know why I’m writing this, I guess to feel less alone, as the person I care about most is unaware and would freak out if he knew..
Lol, ironic isnt it?