My jealousy is killing me. My FP is one of my friends. He is more extroverted and social than i am, so he usually hangs out with his friends. And he is sweet and caring with all of his friends. He just posted a picture of his friend holding hands together and i can not stand seeing another girl like that with him. I can not stop crying. I feel like shit, we were together two nights ago, kissed and made out. Romantic and intimate shit happened but Now i feel empty as fuck and i feel like i dont mean shit to him ik its not true and ridiculous and i dont want him to know about my immature side i dont want to push him away i wanna die