I’ve been off work for 2 years after a traumatic passing of my father. 

Everyday I play video games, order food, go to sleep. I get extreme anxiety when I get in a car or a moving vehicle of any kind so for the last 4 months I’ve stayed home. 

I have no ideas of what I wanna do with my life and everything seems out of reach or too hard. 

I’ve gained a lot of weight and am just kind of....existing. 

Dunno how to be a human again. 
Don’t want to do anything ever. 
Always tired. 
😥