we’ve been talking for months and dating for one. recently i found out that he hooked up with another girl after she messaged me to tell me. i cried and he apologized, i talked to the girl and she told me they only did it once and after that he started to become distant. he didn’t tell her he loved her like he did to me, he didn’t buy her gifts like he did to me, he didn’t go all the way emotionally with her. it was pretty much just sex and for some reason that makes me wanna forgive him. even tho he got a prettier girl and got sleep with her i still feel special bc im the end he preferred me. maybe i’m sick in the head maybe im an idiot but he loves me more than her, he pledged his heart to me after, and i wanna forgive him because even tho he had a skinnier and prettier girl he still chose to come home to ME. am i stupid? maybe. but him choosing me despite cheating makes it almost worth it. he told me he was confused and that he’s still loves me and wants to be with me and i’m taking him back. im in love and in some sick way i feel proud of myself, bc finally somebody picked me. he knows i have issues he still wants to form a life with me and everyone is telling me to leave but i don’t want to. i wanna stay and save what we have.