I’ve tried to help people, especially those closest, but it never does anything to help, they either end up hating me, stop talking to me, or they get worse. No one says it, but I know I’m not helpful, but I keep trying, under the illusion I’m doing something good for once. But I can tell I’m just being annoying. I’d bet they’d better off without me. They don’t need me, I’d doubt they want me to stay either.