I tend to ghost my friends and i’m thankful that they somehow understand or maybe they got used to it. To them, i don’t have to explain why i did not reply, or why it took me so long. I still apologize but they don’t make it a big deal. It’s just I appreciate it because I don’t even have a valid reason why I do that. I am not busy, I can definitely reply to them but I don’t feel like it. There are days/weeks/months that I don’t want to talk to anyone. I just want to lay in bed or watch a movie, I’m so lazy to catch up with anyone. Then after sometime, I message them and we can talk til dawn, I feel relieved to have friends like them. I wish someday, I can tell them how much I appreciate their actions. Right now, i’m having full body stress hives but I remember how my friends treat me, it somehow calms my worrying heart. Sorry for this wall of unsystematic information, i just want to share it here because i can’t tell them.