i've been getting worse and worse lately the only thing that helps is smoking weed. i don't know if smoking weed is causing my depression or helping me with it i know its probably the former but wanted a second opinion. some information on my situation I'm a 16yo dropout and have nothing to do all day everyday. things have gotten a bit better i have an appointment with a psychiatrist but you know how long the waits are. i hate that i feel like this because i know a lot of people have it worse than i do. i have people i can talk to but can never bring myself to talk to them.