I don't know if it's like anger issues or what. First off I wanna die. I've talked about this on other accounts many times. Bottom line, I constantly have suicidal thoughts and i've tried to get help but I can't be convinced otherwise. A large part of it is because of my parents and I don't exactly want to say why. All that has been pretty normal for me but nowadays I feel like I have so much anger built up inside me. It's not sadness or depression anymore it's like pure rage. I genuinely thing I might commit a crime and I think you can guess what I mean. I feel like any second I could just snap and act out of anger and that act would likely lead to the death of someone. I have never had a history or violence or anything like that but I do have anxiety and have been suicidal for a while now. I don't know what's wrong with me.