all of my friends have left me. 
ive been called every word in the book boiling down to abusive and im starting to believe i might be. i used to have a strong belief these people were the problem but i dont really know anymore. im an incredibly unfiltered and blunt person; and everyone says they feel like i never loved them. 
my therapist is not helpful. i tell her i have obsessive thoughts about my friends; ex friends; that i feel like i cant live without these people and she shrugs it off. i wish she would refer me somewhere else or tell me to my face if she feels like she cant help me. i just want to get better but every relationship i have begun in the past 6 months since my best friends left me has ended abruptly once they got to know me past a degree. 
i dont know what to do other then stop making friends but i cant be alone. i need one friend to be codependent on or i crash and burn.  
does it get better with time? should i look for a new therapist?