I am not a regular gambler. Just bought one ticket and obviously lost. Happy for the winner but intensely jealous. I feel depressed because I lost. I know I never stood a chance I mean 1:292 million odds against me. But I wanted it and now I realize I will never be that rich. I am not poor I am middle class but I don't have much. Just got so hopeful and day dreamed a lot but now I realize I will work the rest of my life and that is a long time.