I have been feeling extremely tired. Unable to move or clean or socialize. When I hangout with people I just want it to be over and I don't care at all what they are talking about. Nothing interests me anymore, not even hobbies I used to enjoy, I hate looking for new shows and movies because I think they're all boring. Life is just a boring mess. 
I want a job but I cry quite easily when I get into trouble and I'm a clumsy forgetful person. I am also afraid of becoming triggered or having a mood swing during work that I won't be able to control. No one has been hiring me I've been looking for a few months its so hard. 
I no longer have a therapist and I haven't had help in two years because my previous therapist left his practice and we changed our insurance. 
Things are all together not going great for me right now and I'm losing hope, as I'm sure you all understand.