I feel like I'm losing my best friend. They are spending less time with me and their talking with me less. They said they wanted to be able to spend some time out of the house together last week but then made them self unavailable the rest of the week and this week too. When I asked about doing something next week they dodged the question. I'm starting to feel also that they don't like having me around. I keep trying to tell my self that it's just my BPD giving me dysfunctional thoughts but it's hard to keep convincing my self when things keep pointing towards that conclusion.

I don't know what I'm going to do. Their the most important person in my life. I literally have no one else that's even remotely close to their level of importance to me. I don't want to lose my friend.