extremely disorganized behavior, listening to music is the only way i've been coping right now... saying i'm going to get therapy but it all seems too much effort bcasue i feel like i have so many problems and anxieties from never getting treated. i'm 19 and don't really have a passion for life anymore. going to work is tiring. i don't know how to drive and i don't really have a motivation to drive out of anxiety so i spend atleast 20$ a day on my work days. and sometimes i vent but things never change. and sometime's i think i don't have depression but is very clear from the state of my room and my inability to remember to stay focused