I’ve been depressed all weekend and I feel like I’m going to just disappear into dust. I feel like I’m wasting my life away. I feel like I can’t breathe constantly I wish the anxious thoughts would just shut up. I wish I could be emotionally intelligent but I just feel like a garbage fire. I can feel my depression sitting like a boulder on my chest crushing the life out of me. I can’t scream because the anxiety has shut my throat but who would listen anyway. I just want it all to be over I want to forget about everything that made me think this way I wish my parents had known what they were doing and didn’t make me feel so much like a problem. I feel like no one could possibly understand how this feels and I feel so fucking alone and overwhelmed. I hate this.