Ever since college I've gone through a lot of jobs. I actually worked in my field for a couple years but then got 'let go due to funding.' And then I saw them post my job a week later lol.

Ever since I've hopped from job to job because I can't handle it. I was hired at a couple call centers. They paid well but I would inevitably break down crying every lunch time.

I got a job at a grocery store but left for a different job. Which I had to quit because of the stress.

Now I'm in a well-paying job but it's stressful. I dread every phone call or email, I'm constantly on edge. I want to quit again because I fell on the verge of another breakdown everyday.

So many places are hiring right now, but I'm stuck with low-level jobs that almost all involve customer service. And I just can't deal with people yelling at me or even asking questions. It makes me panic. 

The cruel thing is I know I need medication to curb my anxiety, but I can never keep a job long enough to get insurance. I can't get a job without mental health help, but I can't get help unless I have insurance. I don't know what to do anymore. And I know my mom will be disappointed beyond anything. Last time I quit a job she uninvited me from the family vacation. But I just can't do this much longer.