I'm just losing any drive fir anything, I don't care about my school since covid even no effort gets As. Don't care about my work, and I have some friends but no one I'm really close with, I have little to no social skills and am insecure beyond belief, I feel as though I've never been anyone's first choice, and I feel like everything I just said is purely an excuse for being lazy and I'm not sure if it us or isn't all I know is that I'm tired of being alone angry sad and exhausted all the time and I'm not sure who or if anyone could help or if I just need to shut up and pick myself up, sorry for the word vomit just in my head and need to get some things out. I used to have some days that I would be down but recently it seems that I just idk how to put it bored, exhausted, and just idk everything is just something I guess