It bothers me day and night 
That he’s going to meet a girl
Who he isn’t going to treat 
Like a piece of shit 
He isn’t going to treat her like how he treated me
He’s going to meet a girl that’s not me
And is going to treat her the way I deserved to be treated
What was so wrong with me
He’s going to meet a girl he doesn’t constantly abuse
Why did I deserve that 
Why doesn’t she deserve that 
Is she better than me? Am I so insignificant?
He’s going to meet a girl he’ll miss when she’s gone
He’s going to wonder to wonder what she’s doing
He’s going to love her in a way I need to be loved 
And I’m going to be stuck in the same place 
Wondering why I’m not that special
And it’s going to break my heart until I don’t have one left 

I just want this pain to go away