So maintaining a relationship is extremely difficult for me.. obviously. I’m also diagnosed with bipolar type 2 and I’m going through a mixed episode. I don’t know which is the more predominant problem right now- the bpd or bp2 but I am obsessively upset with my s/o over feeling like he does not care. I have no idea what the truth is and I would do anything to get through the day without obsessively checking my phone for a text from him, and then still being unhappy when I do hear from him. It’s never enough and I’m never convinced. I feel totally confused and unhappy and I know I need to take some space and create some distance, but when I do he takes it personally and it’s always bad for us. I need help.. I can not stop thinking about it and getting worked up.