I’ve been going really well for a while now, no SH no BPD splitting or anything I’ve been stable and good.
But my bf is just being so shitty at me bc I was a bit pissy for a few days and now he’s just been mad at me for the last 2 weeks and it just feels like he hates me and I’m about to go away for the weekend with family and I want to make things better before I go so I do t come home from this holiday and be met with resentment but instead of it being a conversation it was a fight and now I just want to scream and I’m hitting myself and I just feel so overwhelmed I want to cry. Why are relationships so hard sometimes I hate being like this