I am stuck on my ex fp. She was my best friend and I thought she was perfect and the most amazing person, I wanted to be just like her.
Long story short homegirl fucked me over and now I feel the pain of it every day. I hate her, genuinely, because she really fucked things up for me. But also I can’t stop obsessing over the whole situation. Obsessing over wether she is posting about me or not. 
I don’t miss her, I hate her. But I don’t know why I’m so so stuck on her. I have her blocked yet somehow I still obsess over this. I think about it every day. 

If anyone can relate and has any idea on how to distance yourself from this obsessive feeling when it feels so out of control, I would appreciate the advice. 
It’s a very unhealthy habit and it just makes me feel so much worse all the time and I want to break this