So ive recently moved to a new town and in our new neighbourhood theres this 10 year old girl, I thought she was 13-14 at first and so did my parents and grandparents she just looks and talks like shes older, anyway the day we move to the new house she comes up and knocks to give us a halloween party invitation. At this point i thought of her as a ghost kind of like I didnt really acknolage her because I didnt know her very well. At the party we get to talking and turns out shes interesting and fun to talk to. For the past 4-5 months ive been going to her house at least twice a week since she has a little brother that likes to play with my 2 little brothers and Im in charge of watching them. Ive noticed I think about her more everyday and on the days when I dont see her I get depression that lasts until the next time I see her, the days I see her I feel fine and enjoy life. Also I need to add I never think about her sexually as I just cant shes beautiful but not in that way I love her looks and personality but I dont get turned on or anything. Also I tend to get high when I dont see her but that just makes me think about her more so idk what to do. Im 15.