people are so unreliable and flakey. people lie and betray me as if it’s second nature to them. people cancel plans or just don’t seem to care that i exist. i feel that i’m of no importance to anyone and that my existence isn’t a big deal, and that if i went without saying anything nobody would notice i was gone. i want people to listen but nobody is. it feels like everyone else has it better than me and im so tired of trying. im so tired of making the effort and reaching out