My FP has been going through a weird mood change, (he’s been diagnosed bipolar, and I 100% believe he is in a manic state) and he has this whole new state of mind where he says everything he does is right, and everything he does or says he does for a reason, even if it seems like it’s not. 

He’s full of shit. He’s gone off on me 3 times in the past week. Railing into me about the choices I’ve made, a job I lost, my dog, my current job, etc. He’s been awful to me. The last time he went off on me, he apologized (this was the 2nd time) and I told him if it happened again that I wasn’t going to tolerate someone talking to me like that. Well sure as shit he did it again yesterday. 🙄 So I blocked him everywhere. 

I HATE IT. I wanna talk to him about it and work it out, but I know he’s apologized for this twice now, and did it again. It’s obvious that he’s got some kind of superiority complex going on, so I don’t even think he’s capable of apologizing right now.

I’m doing the right thing by myself by standing up for myself and adhering to boundaries (thanks DBT), but if this isn’t occupying every bit of free brain space that I have. WHY IS THIS SO HARD?!?!