Finally gave in and went to a psychiatrist to get meds. Started on celexa at 2.5mg b/c I’m super sensitive to medications. Today after 2 weeks I am breaking into the 10mg finally 🙌🏼

Side effects have been: dry mouth for two days it’s gone now, upset stomach for a few days but gone, nausea still here with me 🥴 

I have Xanax 0.25mg too as needed. Trying to limit Xanax to one every other day but it gets tough some days.

Man o man it’s a been a roller coaster. Anxiety up and down, thank god for the Xanax, appetite up and down. Suddenly out of no where I become so hungry I feel like I’m passing out 😅 start shaking until I eat. But I get better sleep. And my crying incidences are decreasing. 

Anyways, wanted to say if you have just started your SSRI journey and it’s been tough, I’m right here with you. Take the Xanax and chill until it starts working 😬