I feel as if every step forward is a step back? I got my first job months ago (which is a step I honestly never thought I'd take) but now my anxiety has near entirely shifted to money. I handle all my essential costs and am on top of the stuff I need for uni (another massive step for me) but I still find myself obsessively checking my bank balance, or feeling like I can't go out with my friends because I feel scared about this. I go into stores to buy things I know I want and can afford but feel overwhelmed and panicked and leave with nothing. A logical part of me knows how ridiculous it is and that's the worst part. I'm 19 so I know that if miraculously do something stupid it might as well be now, right? I know being good with money is a good thing but I'm struggling to cope with laying awake panicking about it.