I'm on the waiting list for a psych eval at my therapist's office. Right now it's looking like I won't be able to get the evaluation until at least August or later. The issues I'm struggling with seem to be escalating and I feel that I need to be diagnosed or at least have an evaluation asap before things get worse. I also want to understand what's wrong with me so I can start fixing it and going at it with more knowledge. I also want to know that I'm not just making this shit up. One last reason, I'm concerned that I have some sort of disorder that might need medication. I don't want medication, however with the way things are going I might need to consider that and if whatever is wrong with me is that serious, I rather start a mediation now before things get worse. 

**If anyone has any ideas of what I can do or ask to get a referral to some place with a shorter waiting list, or if there are other options out there all together, I would really appreciate that. Thanks**