I don’t know what I am. I wake up in the morning feeling okay and random thoughts come into my head of just sad things. In the day it’s usually short bursts of sadness but after 9pm i feel so bad it’s the same every night. I have nobody all my “friends” have other friend groups my best friend left school and made new friends. My other best friend backstabbed me for other people and I’m basically left with one person. In school I hang out with people to look less lonely but they don’t care about me. I have a decent enough family. And the only thing keeping me going is my girlfriend but what is love girls cause me to overthink and my overthinking is extremely bad to the point where I think my thoughts are true. And I feel like I’m in an endless cycle of not trusting and over thinking. I feel like I don’t deserve to be unhappy I don’t know anymore