Well I can wave goodbye to Bristol because I fucked up a 30 marker on Paper 1 English Language exam today. I feel so hopeless right now and I can’t stop crying. Everything feels so overwhelming; after all I’ve been through this is all I’ve ever wanted. This is an English Language re-sit because I got a C last year whilst going through a suicide attempt/being in hospital. So I’m trying again with better circumstances now. I have to try and stay positive for paper 2 but honestly feel like the grade boundaries will rise even higher and I’ll end up being rejected from my dream Uni. Trying really hard to control myself but I’m struggling :’(