So... I love my bf. I really love him. But yesterday we had a fight and my brain just went "ok, if he leaves us, we can find another one" (that's not true. He's the best man I've ever met. Not idealizing, he truly is) so one guy we know tried to make me feel good because I was going through a rough time with myself and my partner. He just wrote 2 messages to me. Just 2. And then my brain couldn't stop thinking about him.

Now I feel like... I don't know. When I love my bf I feel like connections in my brain when we talk and interact. I don't feel that today.

This happened with my ex too. We were dating for 6 months and I just stopped feeling that connections and started to get attracted to others. Sometimes I felt the connections and sometimes i didnt.

I don't want that to happen with my bf. I really love him, and I hate this empty love brain now. I just don't feel anything. I don't know if it's because I was distant with him today because of the fight or if my brain is going to start doing that thing where I just don't feel. I'm scared.