Does anyone else quite bipolar disorder have a totally shit memory? Like I can remember my kids being born and getting married. But just parts of it. Like just the big pieces and not the smaller stuff. I went like 6 months and I could hardly recall anything. I was very stressed and having sever mixed episodes. 

I talk with my wife and friends and they all seem to remember the little stuff. Like smells or taste, exact conversation and specific things we did together. I feel like I’m missing out on life, past and present.