     i’m not 100% sure,, but beyond reasonable doubt my boyfriend is my FP. I’ve noticed that i get like insanely jealous whenever he talks about other people, particularly girls? like he was telling me a story and in part of it he was laying in a bed with his , LESBIAN COUSIN?? and thinking about that triggered a panic attack for me :( like a full blown “i’m about to die” panic attack.. at first i wasn’t sure why it was happening but i notice every time he talks about another girl, and now even sometimes just his guy friends my heart feels like it does a cartwheel and it’s hard to breath,,,

   i know the reasons i’m upset are so silly but the thought of him liking someone more then me is just so, so upsetting :( I’d also like to mention i have 0 reason to not trust him, we are together 24/7 (we live together) other then occasional outings with friends (not a lot because COVID) and even then we are usually together the whole time. I also know he would give me complete access to his phone if i ever asked and i know that he loves me and only me (or at least i try to know it) 

    i’m just not sure what to do about it, i’ve read so many things about people’s bad experiences being a “fp” and i don’t want to scare him away or overwhelm him, but i also just can’t take the constant feelings of impending doom whenever he talks about a positive memory with someone other then me :(