just letting yall know it's possible. 
i recently did 2yrs DBT therapy and overhauled my entire life, i love my family, my job, im now happy.
previously i was depressed form 13-23yrs old including joblessness, drug use, alcoholism, friends suicide, abusive partner, suicide attempts and institutionalization.
message me if you want more info on dbt. it's legit but you need to work your ass off to get better.