im feeling rlly bad for the last 2 months and idk how to ask for help or a single good word bcs it seems everyone has only bad things to say about me.And they only see the dark part,always wondering why im sad all the time but don t even at least try to fix smth.

I rlly believe there is NOTHING wrong with me but I feel rllt weak and desperate about a single drop of attention and everybody seems to leave me for the others.All my friends and bestfriends did that and so my parents bcs they have relationships now.And it s my last year of highscool everyone expects the best from me but i sincerly can t even get off bed sometimes,the pain feels so deep in my whole body its just too much..im writing this maybe i ll feel better bcs ik if i want smth to change,i have to do something too,not just expect for the best.Also excuse my English but im writing this through tears and also it s not my first language tysm!