Hello, im a 19M and im really struggling. I got a promotion at my job to be a manager and you’d think that this would be so exciting, but I am so deeply anxious about it. I have cried multiple nights in a row over a fear of the unknown. I do not know how to cope with it or manage the idea of me in this new role.

I have struggled my whole life with seeing what others see in me. I do not believe in myself, and suicidal thoughts have been in my mind for a little while now.

I do not now if this is me just being dramatic or what not, I just need someone to talk to for once.

I feel so alone.