I'm so in shocked I just feel like I'm constantly disassociating. I can't seem to figure out what I did wrong? Was I too clingy? Was I playing too hard to get? Was it too demanding? I just can't understand and I haven't been able to think about anything else.

I want to move on with my life, but I've realized that I centered my life around this person for almost 6 months now, I have no idea what to do without them.

I want to see a therapist but therapy is so expensive :( Please drop any advice I literally did everything I possibly could to be the most perfect girl I simply just don't get it :((