1. my relationship with my boyfriend has gotten healthier, our communication isn't perfect but it's way better than how it was months ago, and him + my cat are the only things keeping me from going absolutely ape shit and burning my life apart 

2. my roommates, not including my bf, are stressing me out. they're starting to be extremely petty about things, leaving me out of the loop, and generally excluding me and talking about me behind my back yet acting buddy buddy to my face. ive even outright asked if im pissing them off or doing anything wrong and they say nope everything's good. but i can't stand this stupid toxic energy between us when I'm literally fulfilling all of my duties + made it clear im moving out in 3-4 months and i don't know why all of the sudden they have constant issues with me apparently but they won't say it to me. like now they're writing their initials on MILK because i used to put my name on my food considering they would go into my good and i wouldn't ever touch theirs because i eat very little (ED) and have very little money to afford sharing with 3 other people. i never ate their food.

ugh