Alright guys, I first started Citalopram 20mg because I had unbearable panic attacks and constant fear that almost led me to suicide... However, citalopram made my fear increases when the blood level peaked (around 6hours after taking it). So I got switched to Venlafaxine to see if maybe I had a bipolar disorder (SNRI tend to induce mania way more if you're already bipolar) 4 week here and no mania but I get withdrawal symptoms after 10-12hours. Also, on Venlafaxine, I get hungry and if I don't eat often enough (Keep in mind that I am really fit, I went to the  gym all my life, so I am not a binge eater normally), I get symptoms similar to venlafaxine withdrawal which is quite weird. Eating food reduces my withdrawal symptoms from that medication...

So my question here is: what is considered the best and safest alternative for my current condition? I don't mind if we move to another kind of medication. Some people are mentioning CBD (which I can buy legally in Canada here), but I need more alternative to look out with my doctor.