I'm turning 20 in a month. I'm turning 20 and only have like two days of work experience! I'm doing college classes which I'm really proud of myself for but not working just makes me feel like a waste of space in this house. Just everything surrounding work sends me into an anxious spiral all while I deal with the routine of thoughts every day to just get to and do my classes. I'm incredibly grateful my mom is understanding to an extent. She still brings up potential jobs I could get around here EVERYDAY. I understand, she has every right to try and get me to work. It's just every time I hear about it there I go down the spiral again, and again, and again. I'm so tired.