I've (16f) been performing for as long as I can remember. My parents are performers, it's in my blood.

My dad (52m) is a professional actor. I followed in his footsteps to an extent because now I'm the president of my schools drama club.

My mom (53f) auditioned for Chorus Districts when she was my age, and now it's my turn. She didn't make all state. My mom is such a talented woman, and if she couldn't make it I don't have a chance.

My friend who graduated last year made all state and he's a wonderful performer. He and I got paired up all the time, but something in my mind tells me that it was just to make him look better in his senior productions.

The thought of not even auditioning has crossed my mind. Can't disappoint if you don't try, right? But in a way, I still want to because of the what ifs. The anxiety is making daily life, especially chorus class where we work on the piece, difficult.

Any advice as to how to combat the feelings? Cuz I don't like feeling this way and I'd love for it to stop.