Man I'm so irreparable broken I know no one can help me anymore but the view I have on life is so ugly. But I feel like it's the truth. When I search comfort in other ppl reality it last some hours and then I see another person's reality and I get panics. Every human is living in their own reality and there is no real one. Everything is so cursed and gives so much questions. I really really don't understand how ya all keep living. It's disgusting it's ugly it's cold.