All I do is make my bf miserable. I bitch all day long and ruin his life. He can’t even be himself, I’ve ruined everything. He’s never happy, it’s my fault when he gets mad. All I do is make him mad and turn him into a worse person. I bring all this on myself and can’t stop. I’m so damn worthless and have no hope in life. Will always be in debt because of my stupid decisions. The worst part is that I can’t even leave him due to my own stupid selfish desires. I can’t even kms because I’d inconvenience too many people at work and my family. Don’t want them to have to pay for a fucking funeral. Everything is so expensive and I’m just a princess bitch who always gets what she wants no matter what. I hurt everyone around me, him most of all. Everything he says to me I deserve. I’m a goddamn waste of space and can’t ever do anything right. I’m ruining his life more and more every day. I wish he would just leave me.