I’m one of the most peppy, happy people there is, but this is the second time in my life I’ve gotten so low, that I feel like I need to reach out to someone. Not anyone I know because I deep down feel like no one gives a fuck about me or what I’m going through, at least when I’m in a depressive state. I don’t get close to people easily and only have a select few people I’m close with. Anyone have advice for the ones who put a smile on for the world but defeat their demons all alone, I’m currently drowning in my sorrow and I’m scared it will overcome my self control. This deep pain within is killing me right now and idk what to do. Help please.