my b ball coach and i have a bad history. I  Have disabilities and can be forgetful. he knows he has disabilities too. i've forgotten equipment, tournaments etc. i have never been kicked off the team. If covid gets worse i'm afraid ill be yelled at/  he's been mad at me for years because my dad found out he wanted all of us to write letters to the head coach to kick out assistant coach off the team and told his bosses. i'm still n the team but make so many mistakes.  i fell asleep during a tournament after i was done, forgot balls, forgot a tournament once. i have memory issues and try my hardest not to forgget. i'm afraid if another variant comes out and i dont go he'll be mad