Okay so I do have a lot of problems that i should talk about with professional’s like about my separation Anxiety, Depression, Suicidal thoughts and so on but i have had bad experience with therapists were they said that they wont tell anyone but ended up telling people and now i just don’t feel like i can talk to people about my problems, ever since that happened i just talk about being sad and stressed but there is more to it…i just don’t have the trust in people to tell them everything, i want to kill myself for so long and was way to close way more often than i like to admit so now im just struggling with that and the stress of school and i never thought i would get to my age with all these problems so i never made plans for my future cause i always had the mindset that i k myself before getting too old… i never actually did it cause im to scared too but anytime i see a car drive by or look down a bridge, my stomach hurts and i imagine thats a bit of the pain i would feel, i always just say its getting better but it never is….anyone got some tips? Maybe how i can trust people again or where i should start?