I just found out I'm pregnant a few weeks ago. Since then, I have had an extreme amount of irrational fear/intrusive thoughts of death during labor. 

Thoughts of like what if I dont come home from the hospital? 
What if I don't get to see my baby grow up? 
What if my husband has to raise our child alone because I die? 

My OB put me on Zoloft. Ive taken it for about 5 days now, but it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I want to enjoy my pregnancy but it feels near impossible.