yeah very corny to say but i legit feel so empty without a relationship, or the physical contact that comes with being in a relationship. i can’t just stay alone, because i hate every second of it. i’m not stable enough to be in a relationship and absolutely fuck the shit out of them, but i still want it. hell, i moved from one state to another for a damn boyfriend just to find out i’m going to be alone in the end. the shit i would do to just not be alone.