I don’t really fit into a single box. 

Most of my behaviours are very much QBPD in that I don’t break down in front of other people; I believe that people will only love me if I am happy around them (this is due to how I grew up, this was what my mother enforced on me) I behave more inwardly unless angry, I take my anger out on people. But I generally believe I myself fuck everything up completely alone and it’s all my fault cus I’m the worst, you know?

but I also fit into the destructive (almost completely), 

impulsive (tend to be charismatic and an “entertainer” but avoid real relationships) 

and petulant (everything except I don’t use self harm to “control” people, as it was explained to me, cus I’m always filled with so much shame surrounding cuts and scars- also due to my upbringing- from age 11 when I started, my mother forced me to put makeup on any cuts and scars and wear long-sleeved everything)

Idk - I could go on about this for a while but I don’t wanna bore anyone.