it’s been six months since she cut ties with me for good and all this time I’ve been doing quite well, I got a job and been getting to know new people and I actually have kind of a date next week but I just found out that my ex fp started dating someone and I feel like my soul has been crushed. 
I thought I was over it. I just want to cry and I don’t feel like meeting this person next week, I’m suddenly not in the mood. 
The thing is that I’ve tried to stalk my ex fp on social media but she had all her accounts on private for these six months and a few days ago she put one of them off private and obviously I had to read all the updates about her life. How she apparently met ”the love of her life”. 
I thought that was supposed to be me. 

WHY did I have to read these things and WHY she had to put that account off private... I officially hate everything. 