I woke up at 345 with my heart racing and couldn't go back to sleep.  My health anxiety is so scary sometimes.  My fear of covid and how scared I am of a new vaccine have been battling it out in my head, but with so many people I know testing positive lately, my fear of covid eventually one and I received my first dose of the vaccine this morning. 

I didn't have any reactions yet besides my arm is slightly sore now, four hours later.  I know most come after the second dose anyway.  But I just feel so strange and weird.  I tried to tell myself I wouldn't look for side effects, but I keep obsessing over how hot I feel (no fever), bathroom issues, and just sometimes feelings of discomfort.  It feels exactly like how an anxious day would feel, and I'd be able to talk myself through it - but today it's just harder.  I keep going back to the vaccine and if this is all from it, but anyone listening would tell me it's not.  I just can't make the connection in my head.