My entire life is a joke. I was diagnosed with severe asthma and I’m allergic to most housing. Making me homeless. I’m living out of a hotel and give huge amounts of money to them so I’m not homeless. I’m always having asthma and there’s genuinely no joy to life. I feel like I can’t go on or like I’ll never be happy. I keep having the worst panic attacks that put me in the er. I’ve lost my health, my bodybuilding body I had before the asthma, my family cause they don’t believe the diagnosis, and I’ve lost my housing. All within two years. I have nothing left.