[31M] I feel really hopeless right now (not in crisis) my girlfriend of 5 months left me on Tuesday and then my good friends son tragically committed suicide earlier this week. I can't focus and I have a huge onset of anhedonia right now. I was single for 7 years waiting to meet someone that I actually shared hobbies and personality quirks with and have never had a burst of compatibility like I did with that woman. I know that this all fades with time, but between the two events happening at the exact same time I just can't deal right now. I walked 6.5 miles in contemplation today and I'm honestly probably going to go walk another 1.5 miles. I can't sleep, and the world just feels dull and grey.