I just can’t work anymore, I can’t take any of it anymore. I know one day I’ll kill my self, but right now I don’t have the courage. So I’m just gonna go live in my car. I don’t think anyone believed me when I say I want to die, because I say it so much but I never do anything. In fact the worst part is I don’t even believe it, I mean if I want to die so badly wouldn’t I just do it already? This is the closest thing I can think of to do, just disappear and live off-grid. Maybe kill my self when I run out of money or something. Any advice about living in a car would be appreciated