tbh I've been depressed since I was 12 (I'm 18 now) when I was younger I expected to be someone fantastic who just was great at what I wanted to be (which is a technologist, physicist and engineer) overtime I never learned any of them nor as I pushed despite how much I wanted to be them yet I never was able to due it due to my disability and my lack of ambitious and guidance, I wish I was pushed harder to be able to achieve it, now I don't do anything and I have no clue what I'll do in my life, but I feel sad, everytime I wanted to do something I don't know how and I can't figure it out, I want advice from others who have had a similar issue to me