I'm going through a really tumultuous time in my life and I feel like every day I'm questioning not just what I want in my life or where I want to go but also having daily gender and personal identity crises. And then I end every day like "No, I was just being dramatic." and then I wake up the next day and I start all over? I already don't associate anything that's happening with 'me' because I don't know who I am.