I have a lot of difficulty functioning. I am diagnosed with PTSD with psychosis and autism along with anxiety and depression.  I just recently got a psychiatrist and I may already lose my job I just got the insurance from. I've been losing a lot of jobs lately due to very high anxiety and being triggered by lots of normal things. I have a lot of melt downs as a result and find it really hard to keep myself together, I get very violently anxious and paranoid in my mind of everyone, it feels like people are against me or are always mad at me. I get so confused and overwhelmed with my emotions. I don't know how to handle this because I need to keep my job or else I can't pay rent  and then I'll be homeless. I'm trying so hard to find a job i can do but I feel like I fail at every one I try because of my mental state. I don't feel like I can fit in and function, I don't feel l like this world is made for people like me and I'm being pushed to end it , I don't want to give up but I feel like as. I go on and on I learn more things are evil and pitted against us, people aren't out there to help us except the few good people which are rare. It feels like I'm at a point where I've lost all faith in the world because I can't receive the help I need. I tried desperately to get accomodations for my work but they treat their employees horribly and HR doesn't know what I'm even talking about, it's all automated and I feel hopeless. I am so scared of the future,. I don't know if I can ever find a job i can do and I feel so worthless and like I'm not meant to be here.