As the title says I am wondering if there is anyone else that can relate to what I have been dealing with these past ten years. I have severe anxiety in almost every aspect of my life, but the worst is the anxiety I feel in relationships. Now I have dated around a lot in the past decade and in three different states with many different types of guys. The problem is no matter who it is a pattern develops that I cant seem to break. The relationship starts off wonderful! I am so happy and really care about the person I'm with, but then time goes by and its like a switch goes off. Suddenly I cant seem to stand to be around them and I have a bunch of panic attacks and end it. Every one tells me that once I meet "the one," that I will feel so differently, but I am convinced that's not the case. I am tired of going through this cycle and it has made me super pessimistic about my future. I don't trust myself because this has happened whether I am in a relationship for two months or two years, one day I wake up and poof I have this feeling in my chest that I need to run and fast. I have tried to work through this in therapy and I have no trauma that I can attribute this too. I don't want to live life alone, but a part of me really wants to give up due to the massive anxiety and energy I use trying to fix this. It seems easier to live a life alone than to keep trying and hurting others in the process.