So this guy is my best friends roommate and I've known him since she moved in like 18mos ago. I purposely try to avoid him because one time he was nice to me at a party and I knew if I didn't stay away what has now happened would happen....so I had only interacted with him a few times. But now we are doing this volunteer thing together until May and I'll admit the only reason I agreed is because my manipulative friend told me he "really" wanted me to do it (as if he even remembered my name at this point but this bitch knows how my brain works) and on Saturday he started talking to me, being nice again and asking me just general questions to get to know me because he is....nice and was trying to make conversation. so now my thoughts are absorbed by him and I'm fantasizing about our wedding. And since I know obviously that's never going to happen (I've literally never even been kissed lol let alone been in any sort of relationship) I just kind of really want to die now and dont see how I can continue with my life. Fun. Dont know if this has happened to anyone else. 