I need help. I have bad health and fear that I will put myself in an early grave. Every time I go to the doctor, they tell me that I'm fine and nothing major is going on. However, I have convinced myself that I have a brain tumor, cancer, and a heart condition. I have never had proper heart exams just the regular check ups at the doctor but I'm always feeling uptight and sometimes I get random chest pain. I get headaches so I persuaded my doctor to give me an MRI. I feel tired all the time so I'm convinced I must have something.

Let me tell you guys that I know excessive worry is terrible for my health and I know I must sound crazy. Living in constant worry like this is debilitating and I'm missing so much work because of all my appointments and my managers probably think I'm unstable. 

I need help and support I don't want to continue living like this.