I'm aware of mad thoughts but my anxiety is starting to corrupt my reality. I don't do drugs but my thoughts are getting worse and worse. People are starting to seem like they're one person playing multiple people and sometimes some people feel like multiple people. I'm sensing patterns and coincidences here and there. I feel like I'm in a dream state all the time. My depression has been INTENSE over the past month but also derealization is starting to appear at times like right now.

I hope this isn't the start of something worse...