I wish I acted right from the start. My FPis literally the first guy I’ve been infatuated with who’s not only nice, but perfect for me. He’s a homebody that’s not overly into video games, sports, fishing, shooting, etc. but dabbles in it all. He’s a genuinely sweet sex whiz, intelligent, in touch with his emotions…

I’m so glad I never exposed my creepy “in limerence” side to him. I’m so glad he’ll never know how much I miss him. I made the mistake of saying I was in love with a former FP who was a genuinely evil and dangerous man, but I can at least behave more normally now…