I can’t sit in cafes and people watch, I can’t go to the library, I’m stuck in my small attic room in a house with two strangers. I have no friends, I’m trying so so so hard to just watch documentaries, play games, focus on other things but damn I’m fucking lonely. I don’t even know what the fuck to do until I go to bed tonight. It’s so early in the day. Eating is the only fun thing I can do, I literally exercise everyday and have hobbies but I am losing it.