
I am in my mid 20s. I was born and raised in south Asia and I moved here in North America in 2019 and I have not been on a date with anyone ever since. Turns out no one really cares about a below average looking brown guy like me haha. I have tried striking up conversations with people both offline and online. No one really cares if you are a nice human being or not. I believe myself to be a very down to earth guy and certainly not someone who gives people creepy vibes. Yet I have been ghosted so many times by people after we exchanged pictures. It is either that or there is this noticable decline of interest on their part which leads me to just not continue with any conversation. There was this lady i met on reddit who agreed to meetup, canceled it the day we were supposed to meet and said maybe we can do it sometime later. I agreed and said its ok. She then ghosted me and that happened exactly to the word. And there have been such instances all along. 



I really envy people who have someome to have a coffee date with, someone to take to ice skating or wine tasting. People who have someone to hold hands and share precious moments. People who have someone to go back to at the end of the day. I really miss these things dearly. I feel like this is something I will never really have here. No one will really know what life is like for socially isolated people like me. No one will also ever care. Yet people like us, we live on with hope and despair at the same time. And I really hope that someday this society finds a way to judge people based on character rather than looks. I dont have any confidence left in me to approach another girl and be looked down upon as if I am a piece of shit cz I know deep inside I am not. I hope someone who is sensible enough might read and think about this. If this turns a few life around I will be happy that I helped. I am just sad and lonely here now and its snowing. I wish this world was a better place for people like me. I might be gone someday without experiencing any of the things I want to do with someone. And apparently no will care. Thats the saddest part really. Anyways, I have taken enough of your precious time. Have a good life everyone. peace ♥️ 