I don't know what to do anymore,I'm always exasperated,having a hard times in doing school works.I'm so fcking stressed out.I only finished one to four weeks, but I'm already piled up with lessons, the burden is open and the weight in my heart, it's like my head will explode. I have no choice and I'm doing nothing in vain, even if they make a complaint always prevailing as if they were still right, gaslighting me.I feel like I was good for nothing in a void,thoughts breaking me.I maniacally laugh everytime having a mental breakdown,laughing at my mistakes,feel like a shit.