Hello,
I've suffered from health anxiety ever since I was 14 (20 now). It's the usual stuff - a sudden pain or feeling in my body and I enter overdrive mode. I'm a bit overweight and I'm frankly scared of covid and the vaccine.

The vaccine is available for me in my country, and while it's not mandatory, I still feel pressured to take it by my friends. On one hand, I want to avoid getting or possibly spreading covid to someone who has a weaker immune system but on the other, I feel really unsure about how fast these vaccines were made, specially the mRNA ones.

My family isn't vaccinated although we barely leave our house and follow procedures everywhere we go (masks, distancing, etc).
I'm not an anti-vaxxer (reddit has a habit of calling people who are afraid anti-vaxxers), I'm just worried that, if I get the vaccine, I could develop some side effect and make my anxiety worse. 

I've thought of just waiting it out for months until I feel ok but I'm not sure if it's the best course of action. I feel so scared.