i’ve received some unfortunate news lately that i’ve only shared with my brothers, I’m also stuck cleaning up someone else’s job while stressing about retaking my finals, I’m so tired, crying makes me tired…


i barely eat, everyone can see that i’m not myself lately, i look paler than usual, i can barely smile, i can’t even fake anything anymore, i often think about killing my self but i refrain from it cause i’ll probably traumatize my younger siblings 

i know that i’m still young but i don’t want to do this anymore, i’m not strong enough to handle this.