I don't know how to explain this but, a month ago I made a post about my toxic relationship and some things that happened between us. After I posted that and took time for myself and I made my decision, we broke up that time and it was hard for me but I did what I could for myself. Around Dec 7 I found out I was pregnant, after informing my family I decided to let him know since he is the father and he has the right to know. I asked him if he wants to be out of the picture completely or if he wants to co-parent, he said he wanted to be part of the whole thing. At first I was hesitant because of our history, I didn't wanna expose my child to any of that stuff that happened between us. But then I gave him another chance thinking that it will be different this time. Things were still the same, he didn't change, he's still the same person, I don't know how to cope with this with my pregnancy hormones. I get so frustrated easily, I get panic attacks almost twice a day when we have these fights, And I'm afraid I'd do anything that'll harm my baby.