i'm not sure if this is related to bpd but i'm probably the biggest attention wh*re and i get annoyed when i'm not given attention. for example if i post something on social media (picture/tweet etc.) and it doesn't receive the reaction i expected i get annoyed and delete it. when i say something in my group chat and no one responds it annoys me. same thing applies to irl if i'm hanging out with friends and i'm talking and no one acknowledges me it makes me angry i could literally never hang out with a group of 3 bc if i end up third wheeling it would probably make me explode. if i don't get attention i literally shut off lmao.