I broke up with my  toxic ex about half a year and have been better without her... But i feel as if i have nobody or anything anymore. I live at my parents again and im going to school to do better. The thing is i feel like i have nobody, i know i have family and online friends but besides that i have nothing. I feel like what im doing right now if pointless and it's only going to get worse. In short i feel purposeless without any true push or reason to keep going. I dont know what to do anymore, friends are barely friends and i feel beyond alone. idk life sucks a lot :(