everything i do just make me feel numb i don't feel like eating ever i don't enjoy sleeping anymore but once I go to sleep I don't want to get up but I force myself to get up and do what I normally do but every single second of the day I just feel sad and numb but I guess I'm doing a good job it hiding it because nobody notices and I don't have anyone to talk to so my sadness just keeps piling up does anyone know what to do?