I just can’t take this much longer I literally just rot in bed day and it’s killing me like holy fuck why does she hate?! Why does everyone hate me??????????????? I don’t fucking understand anymore this shit is killing jsut end it alll I can’t with this life anymore Nobody even wants to talk to me anymore this shit is going to be the end of me nobody loves me I wan t to see her once more but I can’t and it’s my fault I feel like I’m going to passs out e