I miss my fp. its been a year in September since me and my fp stopped talking (let's just say this happened because they aren't the greatest person alive) , and im still not over them. i still think about them everyday, i still miss them. i can only describe them as my platonic soul mate. i would do anything for them. there have been times where I really feel like im getting better but then I completely relapse. and i really don't help myself because sometimes my curiosity gets the better of me and I check out their socials which only hurts me more. but i think i do it because it makes me still feel connected to them. sometimes, I feel like life isn't worth living without them. and im truly so so angry at myself for still being stuck, for still missing them even though they did something so shitty. i just want to be over them, i just want to be okay. i want to stop being reminded of them everytime I look at something that SHOULDNT even remind me of them. and I know im suffering for the both of us. it's so awful being forgotten by someone you could never forget. i don't know what to do.