She has quiet bpd. She's easy to upset and two days ago she didn't like what I said, told me she couldn't talk and deleted me on skype and whatsapp and that same day didn't answer her phone. She's done this before and every time the next day she'll readd me and apologize saying she doesn't know what happened, that she overreacted etc but so far, two days and silence.

I wrote her a long apology the day it happened despite it not being serious and so far she's read it but hasn't responded. I don't want to send more messages or call her if she needs space. I noticed her on skype and whatsapp but no messages from her. This is the first time it went two days.

I don't think I was a terrible boyfriend, not great I know but I really tried to be the best I could be but maybe that wasn't enough. I was always there for her when she was upset about anything, I constantly gave her meaningful gifts to show her how much she meant to me and she actually reciprocated that despite me telling her she didn't have to. She said I was the most incredible boyfriend, that she was so lucky so I don't understand why silence for two days. I'm really hurt. I love her to pieces and I thought she felt the same but now I'm wondering if she just ghosted me like I was nothing to her.

 It's really scary, we were together several years and had great experiences but she did tend to dwell on negatives in times she was upset and bring up the rare moments we would argue but we didn't even argue that much, our relationship was far from toxic. That part always confused me. When things were amazing most of the time, why bring up our silly arguments that she always referred to as fights?


I'm scared. This is the love of my life and the woman I adore more than anyone. She's my best friend. I don't know what happened. If anyone can help me understand, I'd appreciate that. Thank you