anyone else always feel like they are always gonna die? it's probably just me. you know you hear so many of these stories of people who died and it really starts to control you. 

i stopped everything in my life because i felt like it was my time to die but once i stopped living in fear, my life took a more positive turn. when you feel depressed and worn out, just remember you aren't dead yet so you might as well make the most of it now.