this is a really really bad habit of mine that i just can’t seem to shake. it’s basically ingrained in me now, after a few relationships and lots of dating. i have an extreme hesitancy to get attached to people out because of this, but like, whenever i do manage to become attached to someone, they naturally become my FP. i’m a lone wolf so don’t expect notifications from many people anyway. in turn, i basically only ever message my FP. so when i see no messages or check my texts and there’s nothing there i get sick almost. i know it’s irrational bc they’re probably just busy but it’s so weird. my way of coping with this is just turning off notifications completely, but that’s lead to me ignoring my FP for hours when they did in fact reply, just cause i was so scared of how i might feel if i open my messages and see they didn’t reply. anyway idk, this is a pretty particular issue so i was just wondering if anyone experiences anything similar