I’m 22. I want to have a life or at the very least not spend every day doing nothing but laying in bed and crying, but I have no idea what to do or where to start. I can’t even get, or keep when I do get them, a part time retail/fast food (which is the only thing I’m qualified to do) let alone get an actual career (which I can’t do because I have no skills or talents or even interests, and also I failed/dropped out of high school so I don’t have a diploma) or go to school (which I can’t do because 1. I don’t have a high school diploma and 2. I have to find a job so I can pay rent). 

But I can’t fix the depression and anxiety and stuff causing those problems, because I don’t even have a general/family doctor and I’m both too socially anxious and too much of a liar to get one and tell them what’s up, I’ve tried, so I can’t get any sort of government funded help, not that I think there’s any government funded therapy in Ontario anyways. I can’t afford a therapist, because I don’t have a job. And I’m apparently too weak to kill myself and I can’t find a way to access any of the easier, quicker methods, so that’s not even an option (not yet at least). 

tl;dr I don't know what to do and I don't know how to find out what to do. Does anyone have any advice at all? Is it even possible to get out of a slump like this when you're basically an empty husk of a person who's completely useless at everything and has no chance of having a future of any kind?