I am planning a birthday trip with a small group of close friends. I’ve selected a list of things I want to do and I picked an Air B&amp;B that’s located in such a way that we’re about equal distance from each different activity. It also has all of the amenities I wanted, with a separate bedroom for each couple, and is in the price range we agreed upon. This means a fair bit of driving each day (1.5-2 hours one way). It’s several months away and I am literally losing sleep over feeling stupid about the way I planned it. I don’t even know why I’m worried about it. Everyone seems engaged and excited when we talk about it. I know that none of them would complain to or in front of me even if they thought any part of it was dumb because they all love me and want me to be happy. But I am absolutely sick over the idea that I’m inconveniencing all of them and they are secretly annoyed with me. And then I get annoyed with myself for worrying so much about it.  

I don’t really know what I’m looking for by posting - maybe just getting it out of my brain so I can sleep and some empathy and understanding from people who get it? I just want to be be able to be excited about things instead of laying in bed at night holding back tears.