Over the last two years I've been having more and more trouble at work. 
It started four years ago when my boss lashed out at me at a management meeting and proceeded to ask everyone to agree with her. Thus started a whole year of passive aggressive angst on my part from which I've developed a terrible reputation as a bitch.
One of the assistant managers left (I am one of four at a women
's retailer) left, shaking things up, then a new person came on after I spent a year jerking my boss around about whether I would stay or not.
Now, I feel like they are pushing me out. And as I write this, I guess I can understand where they are coming from. I've even sat down and had a formal write up with the district leader. They even rescinded my review, telling me that despite our store's massive performance inflating my score, my review did not meet standards. Six months after my review they tell me this. So I've been formally told what the problem is. But according to them the problem is I have an 'aura' of unhappiness. WTF am I supposed to do with this? Wear a goddamn gold halo around my head to alter my 'aura'? 
I've sought incessantly to be cool and professional with my coworkers. Knowing they gossip about me behind my back; even my boss complains to the other associates. But my professional, get the job done, attitude is apparently not an improvement.
I really really wanted to make things work at this job. The job itself I really enjoy. It's hard working in a chick den where women jab at each other and judge all the time. After talking to my therapist we both thought I should stay and try to work it out because it's not going to not go away. Looking back at my job history I have a track record of typical borderline behavior. Stealing, leaving while on duty, being bitchy to people and especially customers. I've mastered the 'i'll do what I want until they tell me they can't, and then I'll be bitchy about doing what I have to do' game. Of course that's followed by a massive manic focused period of doing my job amazingly well and excelling at it tremendously accompanied with high standards for myself and others. 
So because my therapist and I determined I should make it work at this place, I decided to stay until I could get a better review. I don't think it's going to happen. It seems like we're consistently communicating on different wavelengths. There's some sort of disconnect. One of the other assistants has a mission to get one of our associates fired; I'm pretty sure he's on a mission to do the same to me despite his admonitions that he is 'on my side.' 
I'm moving in two months and I'm not really sure I'm up to looking for a new job. Please advise, support and help me. I know you guys understand the insanity in my head. Helppppp