I've been feeling so lonely and empty. My depression is just making things worse. it's been a few months but I just keep thinking about how my ex dumped me. I want a new relationship, I crave intimacy but nobody even wants to talk to me. All this and I'm dealing with exam stress. I was seeing a therapist but I did some weird panic thing and suddenly told her I didn't want to see her anymore because thinking about my trauma made me uncomfortable and I felt like talking about stuff didn't help. Sorry about the word vomit