I’ve always had anxiety but I realized I definitely had it in July 2018 now every year since then my anxiety really flares up in these months the summer months and when it gets to fall and October I feel happy in my mind again it’s hard to explain many doctor or therapist I explain it to don’t even understand it’s manageable but it’s very odd that I feel differently during these months of year like unpleasant feeling overall then boom fall is here and I feel great