I was officially diagnosed back in December after a breakdown. Since then I've started seeing a psychiatrist and he put me on lamictal. I even started therapy, and things were looking up. Unfortunately the therapist is no longer covered by my insurance and she is $140 each visit. I don't have that kind of money :( she suggested I try to find some self help books till I can find someone new. But she didn't give specific recs so here I am. They don't necessarily have to be bpd or therapy related just any books that you found helpful. 

Thanks guys and gals  :)