I've been on sertraline before and honestly, it was super fucking ultra shit. After that experience, my therapist agreed with me that I don't need any antidepressants, as my symptoms might be same as with depression, but they're actually just "side effects" of all the difficult stuff I have to deal with alongside with my amazing BPD.
Well, after yesterday's assessment he said he thinks he found out a med combo that could help me, wouldn't be me dissociating while he tried to explain, so maybe that's on me, I mean I definitely should've listened (well, can't turn the time can I..).
Called my gp and wow big surprise, I'm somehow back on fucking sertraline, this time the dosage increased 😭
I hate it so much, because last time it drove me to SH and all sorts of very dark thoughts. My boyfriend (don't think I have to mention FP lmao) said I should fight against it,but I feel like if I do that, they'd think I'm refusing any help and I'll end up alone with no professional support etc.
Really dumb vent and all, I was just somehow curious if anyone went through this maybe?
Really no fucking idea what to do now 😐