There, I said it. I'm not okay. I don't think I ever will be. I'm at my limit and there's nothing I can do about it except continue breathing. I'm done trying to get help. I'm done. I'm so, so very tired. It won't take a whole lot more to push me over the edge. I've been trying for so damn long and at this point, I just want to sleep for a very, very long time. I'm so tired. I can't be helped. I'm sorry.