i've been trying to find the words of describing who i am as an individual on this cruel world to random strangers on this platform, seeking guidance for my misery after it's been unloaded. thing is, i feel immune to this emotional pain that i can't cry, i want to scream but figure, what's the point? I'm 18, considered a grown ass adult although i have no vehicle, no license, no bitches (don't need a woman rn, saying for the meme) i don't even know man, one thing is for sure is that i don't wanna live long enough. not saying i want to die right now, sounds nice though but i don't want to live passing my 20s. this world is cruel enough as it already is &amp; have had enough of the bs. not saying i can control the politics, crimes, etc but i wouldn't want a child to experience this tomfoolery of humanity.