no matter how much reassurance i get i cannot escape the thought that everyone hates me. if someone looks at me slightly differently, they don’t reply as fast as they usually do, even if i don’t talk to someone for one day i just assume something has happened that’s made them suddenly hate me. it’s exhausting. it’s one of my biggest problems, i obsess over it constantly. but i can’t keep asking my friends if they hate me all the time because that makes me feel unbearably annoying. i can’t win.