I’m a 30F, my sons 6. I’m single mom, who has 50/50 custody of him. 

In 2019, when he was 3 I tried to kill myself and was hospitalized. Since then he refuses to sleep with his twin when he’s at my house, will only sleep with me. He will not go into any room in my apartment without me. He often asks questions like if I will live forever. He wants to pray a lot to god (we are Christian). 

I stopped taking my Zoloft this spring in hopes of dating and having a relationship but I’ve had no luck and now I been sad and I feel like he’s more attached to me then ever. 

I have a therapy appointment for him on Wednesday. I think he’s anxious. Not depressed. He has so many friends, a birthday party almost every weekend, he’s so popular, more so then his twin. But I feel like he’s not a normal 6 year old boy either. 

Am I doing the right thing for him? For myself I do not want therapy for medication at the moment.