They feel nothing. They straight up told me they no longer love me. I'm in so much fucking pain.

I miss them so much. We still talk, just not the same as before, not even close. There's no affection, they're very hurtful now. I think everyone here knows how painful it is when a fp says mean things. They also ignore me more often now. 

I promised them before that I wouldn't leave. I'm trying my best to support them, I've read about supporting people who are apathetic, and I'm implementing everything I can to help make them feel better.

I try to involve them into conversations with other people, I try to get them to make friends. I try to play with them, keep reminding them that I'm there for them, try to involve them in activities n stuff.

They are genuinely the first fp that I actually loved. The others I had before I just obsessed over. I've always tried keep them from making friends and isolating them? Wasn't really love, just obsession/possessiveness. But this one? I genuinely love them, I've never split on them (unlike past FPs) and I try to get them to make friends, even though my instincts scream at me to not do so. I do it because I want what's best for them. I truly care about them in every way. 

I've just sobbed for about 30 minutes so I'm a bit exhausted lol God I really hope they feel better, and don't abandon me I'm so afraid