I met my FP at my new job location. She is literally amazing and adorable and loving and thoughtful and intelligent and really really really cute (I know I know, typical bpd behavior). We have known each other for only two months but we grew really close and now it's time for us to part. I am moving back to my home state and she is moving back to her. Tomorrow will be our last day together

I literally miss her when she is in the same room as me and we are not next to each other. I miss her when I am in my room and she is not around. I love seeing her every morning and walking to work with her. We sit next to each other all day and I feel really safe and at peace and I feel like I can be myself with her.

Now that we are gonna be going our own separate ways I can’t even imagine what I am gonna do. All I know is I'm gonna miss her A LOT. I'm gonna miss her voice, her cute cute face, and those songs we used to listen to all day long. I have gotten so used to her being around (we are together literally all day every day), it's gonna be so damn hard being so far apart from now on.

For our last day together, I’ve planned a night out trying all kinds of random food, lots and lots of deserts and we will be cafe hopping all over the city. I also got her a gift bag and filled it with her favorite chocolates (she loves KitKat… we both do), lots of scrunchies (she loves putting them on her hand and looks really adorable on her), also got her a book to read on her journey back home and a cute neck pillow so that she gets some sleep at least.

I really want these last couple of days with her to be amazing and lovely and wanna make as many memories as we can.

If you actually read this far thanks a lot