Went on Instagram and all my so called friends were at my friends birthday. I wasn’t invited. I messaged asking why, and got two different answers 
One being ‘they discussed inviting me but wanted to respect my sobriety and decided not to’ and the other was that I’m not on Facebook lol. 

This caused a huge episode screaming and smashing my place up and a lot of hurt... I feel so alone and like an outsider. 

Kids did this to me in primary school , and I’m 23 and still feel like a kid no one wants around 😭 

I blocked them all and hope I never see them again but fuck. Does anyone else feel like they’ve been left out their whole life ?????