I'm just so mad. 

Over the last while I started to like this new person a bit. We finally get to talking, and the chase is kinda fun, trying to get them to notice me. For days I was at it. Mostly over the phone.

This afternoon I finally get what I want, hours and hours of non stop chatting, over the phone, videos, snapchats etc

And now I can't remember crushing on them.

I've split and they're not funny, cute and a pleasure to talk to any more. They're unattractive, needy and boring. 

What the fuck?? I was really excited that this was going somewhere and now I don't want it to happen at all!! I'm hoping seeing them in person will bring those feelings back but even a few hours ago, looking at a picture of them made me smile and think how cute they are. Looking at the *same picture* now, I think they're unattractive.

What do I do here?? Last night I was excitedly talking to my best friend about when this person would finally ask me out. Today I'm terrified that they *will* - I'll say yes because I DID want it, but what if I don't like them again?? How do I get out of that situation? I'd hurt them, it'd be awkward. I'm scared of going out with them and feeling nothing.

I just want to like them again. That was a nice feeling.

Oh, the emotional permanence comes in because I'm all of a sudden not feeling attraction, so it never existed in the first place obviously. I'm panicking here.