
I haven’t eaten in 2 days and I’m so so nervous and scared I don’t feel ready when I’m gonna be 16 in a month that sounds so old to me and I can’t manage my own stuff  and I can’t control money I impulseivly can’t control anything because my adhd is so bad and none of my meds do anything and my parents don’t care even tho I’ve told them.they don’t work they jsut say it’ll work eventually but it’s been like 6 mnonths and nothing has happened and I don’t feel any different mentally from two years ago and I can’t take it in so worried I feel so old like my life is over I can’t think of not being where I am now in life I don’t feel mature as my friends to handle stuff and I need help doing things cuz I’m stupid and can’t focus for longer than two minutes and I need someone to talk to because my friends don’t care about how I feel and Some hate me and I hate Highschool and I jsut want things to go back to how they were in middle school with my friend group and my teachers and school and I am literally so scared for when I hage to manage my meoney because I umplsuulvt can’t control it and sorry for the typos I’m rwrting fast and I don’t think I can drive once I’m allowed like I don’t have that much control or focus and I’m scared I’ll get pressured from my parents or friends to and then like idk I jsut can’t think rn and I rly wanna talk to someone