I’m not diagnosed with BPD, but I have the same habit of getting very attached to someone who gives me the attention I want, so like an FP. I honestly wish I could stop myself because I am usually not very close to the people I get attached to, so they don’t contact me or talk to me in person that much. It has really been affecting my life because I get unreasonably moody and upset when they don’t initiate a conversation with me but I feel too insecure to start a convo myself. I’ve started getting impulsive whenever I’m not feeling anxious and I’m scared I’m gonna hurt someone around me or myself during those moments. It’s getting super draining jumping between feeling super anxious during social situations and becoming very impulsive when I’m myself or comfortable in my home. I honestly don’t know what to do with myself and the possible new fp I have :((