Alot has happened in the past couple months and its felt like a Rollercoaster. But finally after a long time i feel like i can actually accomplish stuff. Whether its getting my youtube channel started and making videos, which has always been on my mind, to making more plans with friends and wanting to try going out and drinking and partying (i was in a long and abusive friendship with a drunk). I feel like im able to go and get things started, i just hope its not like how i usually am and it fades jn a few days, if theres anything i can ask, is there a way to keep this mindset, like are there ways to do so?