I kind of feel like my life is a blur right now. I’m so close to graduating and I’m so close to the future but the more I think about the future the more I freak out and sabotage my future because I’m afraid to move on and start adult life. I barely want to get out of bed anymore and all I just feel numb to everything and my head is screaming move but my body won’t work. I’m constantly psyching myself out and I’m kind of at the point where I think everyone just thinks I’m a failure. I know it’s bad and I know I just need to take one step and everything will be back on track, but why is it so hard to take that one step?