My ex couldnt understand my zero libido I had on antidepressants. I went off of them as my doctor suggested after a year. I ended up better psychically but overall worse because I had no partner. My depression came back after only half a year, and now its either my mental health or having a new relationship. I know I will probably be on drugs for the rest of my life, but I cannot be lonely all this time. I cannot not have sex for the rest of my life.