So i am going to new york for one month in a couple days to hang out with my sister. This vacation is meant to be completely relaxing because i’ve had a very stressful 2 years filled with fear and anxiety. However, I’ve also applied for exchange for september-december. I’ve been needing a lot of help with this application because it’s extremely confusing but the customer service on the exchange university’s side has been unbelievably lacking. Now all I am worried about is wondering if I’ll be accepted and how much I will need to prepare if I do get accepted. Thinking about having to do all this during my vacation is devastating to me. I want to go on this exchange but if I don’t go then I also have to think of a backup which is also very difficult for me to even grasp right now. 
I don’t know, i’m having a really hard time thinking about how i’m not gonna be thinking about this exchange while i’m trying to relax. I know I can’t worry about the things I can’t control but I can’t help it. Everything is worrying me. Please help with any advice. I’m desperate.