It's 10pm on the Saturday night of a long weekend. I have been out all day, trying to sort my life out. I have 11 missed messages and 3 missed calls from work. At 2 on Friday someone told me I needed to fix something at work. I couldn't on Friday night. I haven't had time to look at it again. I don't know what to do or say. I am thinking about turning my phone off and hiding forever.