I do not know what to do.

I found a job I thought I was going to love (the interview went amazing and I loved the office), so I moved across the country to start this past week.

It hasn’t been long, but i hateeeeeee this job. But I signed a lease with a new apartment, and need income. Every second I think about going to work, and every second I’m there, I’m miserable. They made so many promises to me, told me how great it was to work there, and it was all lies. I do so much work after I leave the office, and they ended up giving me a terrible shift.

I haven’t eaten since Tuesday (besides some leftovers, bc they’re easy to reheat), and can barely sleep. I feel like I can’t cope with this.

I left everything I know and was comfortable with, took this risk, and I wish I never did. I feel so unstable and isolated. I applied to a few new jobs, an won’t even add this current one to my resume, but for some reason I feel STUCK and dependent.