Today I woke up around 8 am, early for a weekend. It took me a while to get out of bed, a couple of hours I think. But eventually I had to pee and I was getting so hungry I was nauseous so I had no choice. I drank a protein shake, made a coffee, then got dressed and left. I drove an hour into the city and went to the park. It was a little chilly but I walked for half an hour. Then I sat in my car for another half an hour reading the manual for my car I got early last month. Yes I'm a dork and I'm doing that. I'm trying to read the whole thing I'll be done with it soon. Then I went to Best Buy. Traffic was really bad so it took me a long time to get up there but I eventually did. I bought a USB-C to HDMI adapter so I can mirror my Macbook to my monitor (works great, using it now) and then I went to get food. I got a McChicken from McDonald's, not healthy but it's cheap and it's the weekend, it's not like I do this most of the time. Then I went to Target. I went looking for some new masks, but they didn't have the brand that I wanted so I left without buying anything. Then I went to the record store. I'd already spent money today and had been driving around for a long time so I feel guilty about spending even more but they had the limited edition of an album that came out yesterday from my favorite band (Beach House) so I went ahead and got it. Then I came home. I still don't feel good. I still feel empty. I'm still alone. I don't feel like anything I did today improved me in any way. I don't know what the point of this post is, I just don't know what else to talk about or who else to talk to. Thank you for reading.