I stopped taking escitalopram a year ago after taking 15/20mg for 2 years. The reason being that I felt really numb and couldn't really feel anything (as deeply as I could before) .  This feeling continued long after I stopped. However the past week I have been crying pretty much constantly. I only realized it would've been a little over a year ago since I stopped taking my medication. My anxiety has been worse since the start of september as well. (many sleepless nights, having panic attacks &amp; heart palpitations right before I fall asleep.) Even now as i'm typing this it's 04:15am. Does anyone have any similar experiences?