Hey everyone I’m not having a good day and I need support. My fiancée gave me the ring back today because I didnt want her to take a shower first and then she ignored me and as everyone with BPD knows being ignored is being rejected so I yelled for her to talk to me just repeating her name and I just told her to take me home I can’t work today. And my emotions were so intense I told her that I wanted to talk to her and I told her let me out so I can walk home and she wouldn’t stop the car so I opened the door ready to jump, literally on the edge of the car and she stopped the car in time.