I had a bad breakup in a toxic relationship.
She was horrible to me but having someone there was enough. She's moved on so fast within days she was speaking to the guys she told me not to worry about. It's been about a month and I have gotten therapy and counseling. I've had depression before the relationship but never acted on it. I even got to the point where I declined medicine that they wanted to give me. But when pointed out to me by a mutual things she was doing it put me back into my depressive mode. I haven't gotten out of bed, eaten or drank. Im so hurt and debilitated rn I woke up at a time where my sources to confide in are unavailable and it's too late in the night to go out safely. I wanted to rant and vent but if anyone out there sees this and feels as if they have something to offer me or an ear to listen im begging with tears in my eyes please help me.... I don't want to feel this anymore.... I been through breakups but none like this. I'm affecting my friends and family by my behavior and I just need to get better