I’m still trying to break connections with my current infatuation for my own sanity, but I was just reminded how they have a big and important event coming up while they’re dealing with some really traumatic experiences. I’m thinking about how I’ve spilled so much to them and talked a lot about myself and my own problems lately... Now I feel guilty, like I should stfu and NEVER talk about myself again, I should stop being so selfish when they have worse problems going on, their experiences do not revolve around me whatsoever, how could I be so inconsiderate of their point of view...
I hate this black-and-white thinking and it’s exactly why I’m trying to tear down bridges. It’s not healthy for anyone involved.