Hello everyone :) Ive never posted before so I don't really know how to do this but I feel putting it here I can get more feedback and opinions from those in the same boat .

A little about me : I'm 24 years old and have been dealing with anxiety "issues" situations idk what to call them. Tbh not until a couple days ago did I even connect it could be anxiety. I have adjustment disorder and dissociative identity disorder.  I searched up my symptoms and got the usual google health shotgun answers ( being anywhere from nervous to the highest levels of panic disorders). Having already experience with mental health I took a screening test which gave me results that coincided with severe levels of anxiety. So I plan to meet with a therapist and a psychologist. 

I learned I was going to be a dad a couple days ago and to be completely honest , I feel as though my mind and soul are so excited and happy but my body has fallen into this state where I can't even eat soup without throwing it up. I've been glued to my fiances side or when she is busy I'm stuck to the bed trying not to feel this pain in my stomach or not shake uncontrollably and be covered in sweat . I feel as though my body is failing me. 

I've spent the last couple of days trying to look for ways to cope and overcome , wether that be listening to 58hz music or trying different breathing exercises which do help a tad, I do smoke the devils lettuce and besides being right next to my fiance its the only "long-ish" relief I have at the moment. I need to I want to support my fiance and future kid I hope these upcoming therapy give me what I need. I know I'm not the only one in this boat, Thank you all for listening ! I will overcome this.