I had anxiety over my looks. Followed by anxiety over missing out on meeting women. Followed by anxiety over money. Followed by anxiety over career. Followed by anxiety over not having a technical degree.

Seems like when I find to relax my mind just wanders off and finds something else to obsess over and get anxiety.

Its lead me to making choices such as not going back to university for my second degree because I wanted to work and get a social life back, working 2 jobs at once to save money and eventually quitting 2 jobs over an anxiety attack which lead to a career change. And also not commiting to women at all in my 20s.

I have no idea how I have managed to get 1 degree, 1 graduate cert and hold down full time work for 6 years and save 90K without therapy and meds. If it wasnt for my family I would have ended up on the streets or in prison.


I got told by numerous people I worry too much about money, future etc.

For as long as I can rememeber I hate school for its 5 day a week regimen. And I hate full time work for that purpose.

Is my anxiety just out of control?