Hi everybody, I am back and I need your advice. I’ve been feeling extremely tired and having really bad headaches and crying a lot for no reason and just certain things , sharp pains for the past couple weeks. My psychiatrist told me today, stop the BuSpar for two days and I will see her again Thursday and we will go from there. My question is what the heck is two days going to do. I’ve been on it for like two months or more now, 5 mg three times a day. I don’t think it’ll be out of my system that fast would it? A few weeks ago I stopped it for 4 to 5 days and thought worse so I got back on it. She told me I could feel worse while stopping at but right now we just wanted to see if any of the physical symptoms subside in the next couple days? It just seems really weird to me.
But I’m no doctor
I have also seen two different primary doctors in the last several months and asked my primary doctor to refer me to the in person psychiatrist which of course she’s not doing or answering about and it’s super frustrating because I feel like all of the medical professionals are kind of just not doing it for me. But maybe that’s me being dramatic and I just wanted advice on what you guys thought. 
I’ve also asked multiple times for a gene site test, and nobody seems to be up with the order one 🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️ 
When you already feel crazy and like you’re at the end of your rope, it’s really hard when your psychiatrist saying maybe it’s the weather or hormones ( which I had checked) or maybe it’s migraines like OK maybe it is but I don’t think that would put a dread in my soul, I can’t even be alone .. lol 😂 like yes my physical symptoms are making me crazy but there are some things I was dealing with that are definitely anxiety and possibly depression, but could she keeps saying I don’t have depression it’s just my anxiety causing depression 
Even though my therapist says I’ve had depression since I’ve seen her seven years ago So I feel really lost. 
I understand read it is not the place to come for this but also, I know you guys would understand. I’ve tried so many SSRIs if he was like OK like three but still I don’t know what to do from here. I feel like I need to be my own advocate, but I am more lost then they are probably.