school is so exhausting when you only give a fuck about tomorrow, not what comes next. relationships are so exhausting when you only give a fuck about the person, not the relationship. next is so draining when you know your habits and that they will not change (they never fucking change and it’s already tomorrow. holy shit). so much was on the line, but i can’t tie anything back onto it. i will figure it out like i always do, but fuck, i just want to go to sleep. i can not go to sleep.