I made an entry on my blog where I kinda vented out what I'm not going through. I'm not sure if it makes any sense but I just wanted to let it out to the world. I've been diagnosed as someone suffering from BPD during my late teens and most times I just feel really alone because people around me can't understand the intensity of what I feel. Right now, I've been feeling really low... empty, lost, hollow and the only way I've been trying to remedy this is by isolating myself which I know makes it worse. 

I really don't know how to cope like a normal person and I don't even know how to be functional these days. I'm just trying to keep myself afloat. Therapy and meds are too expensive, I don't have family and I don't want to be a burden for others.

I just want to understand what's wrong with me and if there's a light at the end of that tunnel.

If you wanna check out my post, here it is: [http://blog.theyang.one/things-im-afraid-to-tell-you/](http://blog.theyang.one/things-im-afraid-to-tell-you/)