This disorder is so damn painful. Every day I feel like I'm somehow trying to get through life, but don't know what I'm doing because I wasn't granted a manual to life that all the functional people seem to own. It kind of feels like I fell out of my mother's womb straight into quicksand of some sort. Some days I'm able to stay more afloat than on others, but when I look back, I somehow haven't made any progress at all when it comes to getting out of it. I'm still stuck in the same exact spot and I don't really see a way out.