I’ve been depressed for about 6 years now and my life is definitely better then it was 6 years ago, but I don’t feel any better. My life has noticeable changed for the better and I hardly think about suicide or s/h anymore. I just can’t seem to accept it. I’ll always look for something to stress about and look for reasons on why my life isn’t as good as other peoples, instead of just enjoying the moment. It’s making me go back to that dark place in my mind and I feel like I’m letting myself and everyone around me down.