I mean, the title says it all. For as long as I can remember I've hated being physically touching someone who isn't a romantic or sexual partner. I hate hugging, sleeping next to, or even brushing up against. Even when it comes to family. I don't understand how people can want to do that, whenever I do it feels deeply uncomfortable and wrong. 

I also have issues with keeping up socially (I really can't, it just feels like a massive chore) with someone who's not an FP. And my FP's tend to be romantic /sexual partners, although my best friend was one at a certain point, now I can't imagine it. I still had the touch thing back then, but to a lesser degree. 

It just feels like all touch should be sexual/romantic in nature and so having that with a strictly platonic person just feels gross. Like I don't actually think it should be and I wish I could feel like I could hug/touch/be near friends or family without feeling grossed out. 