I feel empty inside. I dont know what to do with myself. I tried to be happy. Ive lost the only girl I had feelings for. The girl im dating is on the verge of giving up on me. I let myself believe and hope. Now I changed my wallpapers to sadness and have regressed back into depression. I pulled myself out but now ive been buried back and stabbed the heart. My birthday is Monday and Ive never felt so alone. Now I get to spend my birthday alone and miserable. I need help. I know this isnt the place but any kind of love would be appreciated.