My boyfriend has left me for good and I want to die. I only find comfort in him and he is ignoring me as if I never existed or meant anything to him. I have no one else. I can't distract myself for even a second because I can only think about him. I find no comfort in doing anything because I did everything with him. I don't even want to sleep because I'm scared to, I don't want to have a nice dream of him and wake up to realise he's never coming back and I don't want to have a nightmare where he leaves me again. I can't eat, I can't look after myself at all, the only thing I can do is sit in my room and cry. It hurts so fucking much. I just want him to text me saying that it's ok, he's here with me and isn't going anywhere. I hate myself so much. I don't want to live without him. I have no reason to want to live anymore, he was my only reason for staying. I think I might do it