I’m so touch starved especially after experiencing three weeks of cuddling and getting ghosted that I want to cut/ burn parts of my body for being so pathetic. I literally feel like I deserve to be punished for even thinking for a second that I’m good enough. I have so much self hatred that I legit only stay alive for my mother and grandma. I literally don’t care about anyone else on this planet since every person I ever meet is a letdown anyway.