I cycle a lot between calmness and anxiety and since i have had a very crazy girlfriend and another one that was bipolar and cheated on me i became more anxious.

I have read a lot about npd and bpd while being broken emotionally and anxious and scared

Now with this gf i sometimes feel some strange things and i get so scared. Because sometimes, but not often, she doesn't answer with the flow of the conversation and it's a bit upsetting

But she never had crazy reaction or things like that or maybe I'm blind to it