I live for meeting strangers. It feels like such a rush and fresh start. However after the initial time of meeting a person where I happen to be very forward and out there with no risks just vibes - they get tired of me. I don’t have that same vibrant energy as when I first met them. They start seeing the real unwell me. Like everything they once pictured me as is a facade. Does this make sense? Anyways, I wish I could just meet people on rotation each day. No pressure to keep up this persona