My coworker, he's been giving me rides for months since he lives right up the street from me and today, he slept past his alarm and I know I should've called earlier and I did, but then I hung up because I was scared if I woke him up, he would hate me, but now he's going to hate me because he's going to feel like he's putting in all the effort of what seems like a friendship and I know he's not like others in my past, but holy fuck, he's going to be so pissed and he's going to hate me and I fucked up again and I'm scared.