I got confused some people are born with a golden spoon in their mouth and some are not, I wonder why it's unfair when you are born?? It's like only the chosen people will be born with a good life but some not lucky will bear into a poor life

Life is so unfair,
Life is unequal

Why did we have to be born if we will going to suffer until the end

I got to see some FB photos some of my friends are already travelling and having a real and good life
While me studying and got stuck in my room

I don't have a life 

I got envied and scared at the same time

I got scared if I can work or get a job after I finish my colleges

I'm scared of life 
I'm scared of reality that I know I can't run away from it

I'm so terrified of what lies ahead in my future 

I'm so scared, I want to run away and hide from the world

But I can't, I have the responsibility of taking care of my sister after I graduate

I'm scared of life!!

I just want to be happy but why is it so hard to grasp 

Why is it so hard to get?? Why life is so unfair that I have to be like this

It tearing my mind and heart, it's hard to breathe I feel like some heavy burden on my back that I don't know if I can't carry...

I'm so scared of LIFE

Please Just let me die