I find myself making new accounts/changing usernames on everything every couple of months or so. I can't commit to a name because I feel like I tainted it with how messed up I am. Every time I change it I think, "Ok, a clean slate..." and I just go and be my usual self and then think I've ruined it again and now my name is linked to all the dumb stuff I say and post.

  
I play video games and every couple months everyone gets really confused because they don't know it's me and I just changed my name AGAIN.

Why do I feel the need to keep doing this? It's really annoying to start over on all the websites that don't allow username changes. Am I the only one doing this?