 I am a 23 year old male. For almost my entire life I have struggled immensely with identity/personality issues. I feel like I see value in virtually any like/dislike or opinion, and cannot determine my personality or how I feel about anything. This has led me to create "identities" that I try to follow until I inevitably mess it up, then I go onto the next one. For example, I randomly stumbled upon something about a lawyer when I was finishing undergrad, and I chose to go to law school to replicate his success, resume, etc. Now as a law student, I do the exact same thing and try to find alumni social media accounts to act like them on my own social media. I do the same thing with my personality. I tend to come across a person on social media or in person and I emulate their identity or persona. Most recently, I met a woman and my new "identity" or "duty" I had to fulfill was to be "the guy who goes out with her" and cater every aspect of my personality toward cultivating a relationship with her. I would say I find myself performing new "identities" or "duties" at least once a day, although some have lasted weeks or months. They do not last long because I am a perfectionist and even one subtle mistake with mannerisms, saying something the person I am emulating would not say, or not achieving some milestone they have achieved will make me give up and go on to something new. This is a horrible way to live and I would love to know wtf is wrong with me. I have never told anyone about this but it's getting to be too much.