I've been battling with depression my entire life, but recently, it's been the worst it has ever been. I don't want to wake up, and nothing is fun or appealing to me anymore. I also just lost my long term relationship because they couldn't deal with my depression, PTSD, ADHD &amp; BPD, so I'm back to living with my parents after quitting my office job which nearly killed me from stress and hopelessness.

Does anyone have any suggestions for what I can do/try to get something even remotely interesting/entertaining/fun in my life?