Seems like my depression is evolving once again i feel completely empty, like im not real, just floating in an abyss if you have seen my other posts you know thay music is what i depend on and if that slips away from me i will be a shell of a human.

Music is already slipping from me, lil peep, juice wrld and X are the main people i listen to but juice is my favourite i listen to him everyday, in the morning when i get up to before i go to sleep and it just makes my suffering a extremely tiny bit bearable.

Sooner im gone the better really i cant stand this, i want to die, i would sell my soul if it meant i could die, and btw voices are real, its just my voice in my head but the real me the ones that the demons love the cunt who has sabotaged my whole life and you know what im happy he did happiness is just a lie, love is make believe and life isnt real its just a living, burning hell, lucky im already dead.