I pretended to be curious and asked him if it was a girl he likes. He said he didn't want to say that, but it's a girl he knows from a few years ago and recently crossed paths with again. OMG. It hurts so fucking bad. I don't know why. I'm in my bed just crying my eyes out. I feel so pathetic. I love him and I always wanted to be the one he loved too...I knew this day would come. It just fucking sucks that it's happening now. I feel so alone. I can't even talk to him right now. I know I would tell him..i like him...fuck. I don't know. I'm not even sure I like him romantically. But he told me last month that he's never felt the way he does for a girl that he does for me and NOT be in a relationship with them. It totally caught me off guard. It made my heart melt. I never felt so loved in my life and it felt so genuine. He's probably so confused right now. I don't know what the fuck to do. 