He still hasnt told me. I cant fucking take it. I need to know. It pains me to not know what its about. Its making me so scared about what it might be. Apparently its a really bad secret according to him. He refuses to tell me unless i permantently leave my online friend group. I just need to know. Ive contemplated leaving. I might just do it. Im so scared what it might be. Does he know something about me?