Please take note, I used to go out every night like it was the weekend until anxoety ruined that for me. Every night, I come home from school, and think about my conversations that day, and just begin to self loathe... which of course spirals into major depression over my past and other subjects. I just feel like I have my foot in my mouth all of the time. I bite my tongue, and try to make myself stay introverted and shut up. I tell myself "JUST DON'T SAY ANYTHING DON'T TALK TO ANYONE", but I socialize anyways. My social skills are bad and I always stumble over my words and make bad jokes. I say ridiculously stupid things because I get this dumb sense of confidence when I open my mouth and as soon as I close it, I feel stupid and realize what I said could have been worded with much better eloquency. Because of this, I've majorly disconnected from my social circle, I never go out anymore. And I can't seem to fit in at school even though its only been a couple weeks there so far. I'm only 18 almost 19, and the real world is obliterating me. I've started developing numerous health problems that are stress and anxiety related, it needs to stop.