Like for example, a person who will purposefully split their mind into multiple versions of themselves (not multiple personalities but multiple selves) to deal with extreme panic or emotional pain? Or a person who doesn't have a single inner voice but many.

In my case, I have a very weak sense of self. I split my mind up. It is extremely painful, because some of my traits are forced onto one side. I have to behave in accordance with the traits. 

I also can't connect to a single person. I will never connect to anyone, ever, for my whole life. When I look at someone's face, I just see nothing. It is alienating. I feel like an outcast. I feel terrible.

I just want to connect to humans. I would do anything to feel that belonging again.