tw for su/cide, just in case

  


today was really horrible. a family member who i was very close to took his own life out of the blue and i already know i'll probably have trouble sleeping. a family member had some clonazepam on hand and gave me half of 0.5 mg tablet. i also have had 30 mg of buspirone total today and then ive taken both of my bupropion doses, 100mg tablets each. is it safe to take this half tablet to help me sleep or should i try without it? im really scared.