I've been severely depressed in the past before and had a few failed suicide attempts.  Although it took me time to get past it, we'll put it aside.... it's starting to come back again and idk why. I've been fine these past 2 years and of course I still had my ups and downs and I haven't had any major events happen, other than losing weight recently and graduating. Yet the past few weeks I've been crying myself to sleep and have suicidal thoughts....I just thought I put an end to my depression but I guess, it's always right around the corner..