I’m 18 and my parents are going through a divorce. I’ve felt like it’s just ripping my whole life as i knew it apart. it was a abrupt ending to my whole life before adult hood.For the last year through my senior year of high school i’ve acted like i didn’t care at all. This has been the worst year of my life by far. I just got into a argument with my mother just about everything and i started getting emotional. This continued with her just trying to make me feel like a horrible person and saying i make he want to kill herself.Then my 21 year old sister joined in and they both wouldn’t let me talk or try to say how i felt . I eventually kinda snapped and threw a chair at the ground and kicked my vacuum in half and proceeded to yell “i fucking hate this house”. I don’t know what to do i’m so lost and just numb inside.