i was 13 when i first realized i had no will to live. i decided to dedicate life to nature and care about it. fast forward a decade later i love nature still id say one of the biggest reasons im alive. im just wondering if anyone else made a pact with themselves to dedicate their existence to something and how is that going for you now still? depression is something ive dealt with most my life and i forced nature to try to be as big apart of my life as my mental health has been. its been an annoyingly hard road but im glad i made that pact with myself so long ago. 
please share your stories too! &lt;333