My bullshit doesnt really come out until im in a committed relationship and my girlfriend and I have been together for over a year, by far my longest relationship and she's had to deal with a lot of my issues. Lately though I've been a little more on the sad side but primarily indifferent to everything and I'm not sure if its cuz im just feeling more neurotypical or cuz I'm in a flat state or maybe I'm splitting, or maybe its sneaky sneaky depression. To be honest I really don't know but it's got me a bit fucked up. Y'all ever get like this?