I noticed that I'm really good at keeping calm and keeping a clear head in a lot of stressful situations. When I was 16  a friend of mine had a seizure while we were hiking in France.

I was the only one who didn't freeze, and I knew exactly what to do despite being under extreme stress (we barely spoke any French and didn't know where we were at all).

I've also been pulled over quite a few times when I knew I might test positive for weed. Once I even had shrooms in my car when I was pulled over at a border. I was surprised by how well I could hide my anxiety. Only in hindsight I really realized how much luck I'd had, and I still learned from it even if I got off easy.

If I'm honest, all these situations kinda gave me a kind of kick tho. Of course it wasn't particularly comfortable, but at the same time it was exciting in a weirdly positive way.