I recently moved to a new state. Between that and my current psychiatrist being more for children and college students, I don’t have a choice about finding a new doctor. 

First off, no one takes insurance. I have to self pay for everything, and I can’t really afford that. I’m having to ask my parents to help me.

Secondly, no one is taking new patients. Even if they are, they can’t see me for another 4-6 months. I cannot wait that long. I’ll run out of meds. 

I’m frustrated. I’m going to be destabilized over this. I can’t function without my meds. I’ve had to go without before, and I end up trying to kill myself every time.