I ate half a tab and it's lovely enough to clean my damn room at night, which is NEW.
That feeling of not wanting to fetal position inved down some YouTube routine ... That's not here right now
That's for later
But now it's 
Clean the room.
It's distracting enough from the fucked up grief &amp; imposter syndrome that I can contentedly attempt to smash this trash out the fuckin way.

I'm writing this obvs in a lucid moment, but thought of this sub and just wanted to mark it a bit with my brain wees while riding this moment.

Just a bit. A dribble.
Even if it provided a stupid chuckle moment distraction
Then my work is done
Much love n guts n stuff