and not the “wow i need to burp” kind. i’m talking running to the bathroom because i’m trying not the shit myself and it’s so fucking embarrassing. feel free to laugh

i was recently listening to something with john green (i think the dear handle and john pod?) and he mentioned how before a lot of their shows he’d feel the overwhelming need to throw nip and actually do it many times because he just got so anxious

and it’s not like i’ve never heard of this symptom of anxiety before, but that was particularly validating listen for me being a indigestion symptom-haver of the shitting variety

it’s like i give a whole new meaning to the “shitting and crying and throwing up” meme like wtf

and most times i don’t even go! just feel the pressure build up, sit on the toilet, and maybe cry a little if i have the time. yay funn /s

i honestly just find it funny at this point like ??? just why

if anyone has advice for this go ahead and tell me pls. and if anyone relates i hope this made you feel like you’re not alone. and if you don’t relate, lucky bastard