I(21 F) lost my dad(52 M) to cancer two months ago.
I have been suffering from depression for 8 years but this has been the hardest blow yet. I cannot get up from the bed on most days. All I want to do is sleep. I've been sleeping an insane amount. My mom helps me take a shower because I can't manage it myself on most days. I barely have the strength to write this. My final uni exams are coming up in 3 weeks and I don't know how to pick myself up and do this. I've been having suicidal thoughts a lot lately. I cannot stop them. I have no one to talk to who will understand me. Please someone provide a solution because I can't go on like this.