1. I don't have insurance right now, so I'd have to see the psych out of pocket.

2. I don't even know if I could get into my psych, because I was upset last time I had an appointment, and just skipped it, and I think I've done that too many times so I don't know if they want me anymore.

3. I could go to a doc-in-the-box, pay out of pocket for the appointment, just tell them I'm having a hard time, and see if they'll give me something...I did that once before, went in and told them I've taken Lexapro before and they wrote me a RX for it...

4. No matter what I get, I'll have to pay out of pocket for that, too...

5. I hate Lexapro because even though it makes me feel a lot better, it takes away my orgasms, and every time I've quit Lexapro it's specifically for that reason.

6. I hate Welbutrin because it made me psychotic, in spite of letting me keep my orgasms...

7. I feel like I'm going to fall apart and I need help.