I think I was best friends with narcisitic female twins who shunned me from the friend group. The only way back in was if I submitted to all the horrible lies and slander they said about me and took 100% blame because they could never do any wrong. It sucks because I have BPD, and i was gaslighted and manipulated to the point of questioning my own reality and sanity. That was 2 years ago, we haven't talked for those whole 2 years and it still feels like yesterday and I still can't stop thinking about it. Suggestions or similar experiences?