Im just realizing how much i latch onto people to give me any source of guidance. For years any friend or family me never i have i follow whatever they say until i can’t handle being around them anymore. the only person that i remain attached to is my mother though, i look to her for guidance in little and simple things. But since i’m now going to college she said she’s going to let me do my own thing and make my own mistakes and choices, i literally cannot do that, i will end up following people and doing things without a second thought. I realize i do this for approval and praise but that’s another story. My mom is the only one who matches my mood swings, the only one who’s stayed ( probs cause she ain’t have a choice) but when i dropped people or people dropped me and i couldn’t keep a friend for the death of me she was there. How do i find guidance in someone that’s not her, and won’t get me arrested or kicked out lol, cause knowing me i’ll attempt to make friends with anyone who gives me the time of day