One minute my mum is my best friend I speak to her about everything and the next minute if I say something wrong or critique her she blows up and says “I’m fucking sick of you all” about me and my sisters. She’s always on the attack and you can’t tell her anything because she does nothing wrong in her eye, she won’t even apologise to me for speaking to me like crap and swearing at me.

I think this is the reason I have BPD (quiet BPD) plus my dad was abusive but he don’t live with us anymore.

It’s so draining living with people with mental health issues, I’m always walking on eggshells. I’m not saying I’m perfect because I’m not, but I’m not a nasty person. 

I’m just sad and venting sorry…