There are conveniently no counceling places that take my insurance anywhere nearby despite the fact that I live in a city. Probably bc I've got the states free insurance for poor people and no place wants that lol

Tried getting conceling though my schools student health services but that didn't work either. I had to wait a month for my 15 minute intake call only to be told I won't actually be talking to anyone for another whole month, then after that probably every 3-4 weeks with a different counselor each time. 

I want to seek help so badly. I need help. Things are not okay right now and haven't been for a while. How the fuck else do I seek help I feel like I've tried everything. I want to give up. Why is it so damn hard to get counceling