I was close friends with this girl for over 2 years and most of my life revolved around her. I'd spend hours talking to her everyday and it was kinda mutual until a while ago I started to focus on other things too and she started causing arguments because I don't give her enough attention. I was her only friend and FP too. It was so bad that if we ended the day on a bad note or she was in a bad mood I felt depressed and unfulfilled. When she'd get petty and in an argument with me and put me down I couldn't focus on anything else.

But I've been gradually trying to distance myself from her and move on to healthier friendships. I hung out with a friend today and her friend for hours and genuinely had a good time. This is the first time I hang out with someone for longer that isn't my now ex FP. It may not seem like much to someone but I'm proud of myself and feel like I'm gonna be okay without her and her toxicity.