hi guys. i’m an 18 year old female and have noticed that when any idea of like a relationship or anything like that comes to my attention in my life, i freak the fuck out and feel so sick to my stomach and feel like i can’t move. it’s hard to breathe and my stomach feels like awful. is this anxiety? or normal. let me know. never been in a relationship because of this, every times the ball is in my court i freak out so badly and don’t say yes even if the guy is valid because my stomach literally stays irritated and my head hurts so much.