i dont know what to do , i forgot to do a homework and my parnets are very angry . My mother is kinda soft but if she gets angry, my father takes advantage of that and beats me and gives me punishments for no reason even for like not even reading the newspaper.I literally dont have any freedom.i am a 14 year old but my father forces me to wear the dresses he telsl me to , i cant even

get my own hairstyle , they say i look like a begger.  I am sure there is only some people that hates thier father like this.They are like OH U  HAVE WAY MORE FREEDOM THAN ANY OTHER KIDS IN YOUR CLASS.They are saying oh we buy you foodd and all the things you want . They do buy me food but nothing else.I think im like some kind of slave to my parents when they want love , they love me but when they are angry they show all the hatred on me . My mother does not even want to talk to me and my father gets angry for a small reason

i know what i wrote is confusing , i dont want to do anything now . My mind is full of sucide thoughts.