So long story short, my FP ghosted me for no apparent reason. Things were going well. Long distance but FaceTiming and text/calling everyday. There was no tension and nothing brewing that could lead to being ghosted or so I thought. He completely cut me off randomly, like went to sleep saying “goodnight I love you” to absolutely no contact. 

After a few weeks of beating myself up about what I could’ve done to ruin such a good thing, I got over it. I told myself if he wants to talk to me he will. 

Now, 3 months later he texts me after I posted an Instagram pic, a really good one I might add. He’s wanting me to jump right back in where we left off but I feel very weary. I do love him and have wanting him in my life for the entirety of the time he’s been gone but I am scared of being attached again. 

I’m feeling overwhelmed with emotion that my FP has come back but I’m terrified to let him in again. Ugh. I just needed to get this out. 