Basically got into an enormous argument on facebook. She said I'm so sick of you. So I was laying in bed watching netflix and decided that I'm sick of her shit. Her keeping me at arms length. Not talking to me for 4 or 5 months at a time despite me relentlessly trying and actually telling her that you don't treat me like a friend. We never talk and you're always cold shouldering me.  So well, I'm done. Laid in bed at 4am and delete her number out of my phone, all of her texts, but kept her on facebook. Not sure why. Probably subconsciously too worried that it's so final when you delete the last bit of existence of then from your life. 

The ironic part is that she tells me she loves me.

Oh well. I hope you're all doing good or at the very least okay.  