i’m a fan of horror/crime. i’m watching the fall (currently on S3:E2) &amp; it’s my fav i’ve ever seen. i’ve never been so attracted to &amp; emotionally attached to a serial killer. his crimes are disgusting however i do have empathy towards him. i almost feel like i’m being manipulated by him myself (been manipulated in the past). i don’t want it to end but this program has really affected me, just so unsettling &amp; i’m not easily unsettled, my response. alSO, the music. i’m so easily influenced by music n there’s something so melancholic about it, it’s making me feel dark. idk if this is making any sense but i’m posting this in hope that i’m not the only one n that someone can relate n give some insight. i’ve been fighting off redownloading tinder &amp; honestly whenever i’ve watched this it’s triggered it more lmao. i’m lonely &amp; i just want to be loved. this is one hell of a messy post i didn’t even know what to name it n idk what i’m getting at i feel stupid af but some support or smth would be great 🥺 idk how i feel rn