Sorry for the long post but please read it:

Well I had always been good at life especially academics. My teachers always considered me a child prodigy and honestly i also felt like i was pretty smart. I was made to beleive that success was inevitable for me but then things started to change. At the end of highschool i began to lose interest in studies but was still good than other students. I had some medical problems before but it was good until what happened next. I was preparing for college ( entrance exam) when i woke up one day i had some problem when i visited the doctor he said that the said problem had returned and it will require surgery. I had two surgeries in the next month ( one major surgery), the post op was very difficult and painful. I had to sit ,sleep and eat in a certain position for 1 month. After I almost 40 days when i started to feel better something again happened and now i required even a more complicated surgery performed by multiple surgeons, one of the surgeons had to come from a different state. This was a very painful procedure with the post-op care very difficult. I had to be in the same position for 2 months( sleeping, eating and even toilet). Lots of sleepless nights and due to being in a certain stature my other body parts started to get affecting. 
Now after one month covid arrived. In this surgery something was placed inside of me that needed to be removed but due to covid my 4th surgery kept delaying. One day i felt stabbing pain in my body so much that i screamed on top of my lungs and then crumpled on the floor, was rushed to the hospital, they ran tests but nothing it was all right, pain subsided and i went home. Now i stared feeling this pain ( lower intensity and  in a different body part) few weeks passed by and once again a pain of such intensity that was worse than getting kicked down there , rushed to the hospital but this time the tests reveled some problems. The medication I had been taking in my post-op recovery had grave side-effects and had caused problems in some internal organs. Oral diet was completely suspended and i had to rely on drips for days and then very light liquid diet. I got better after almost 2 months but doctor said that i had to undergo a surgery for this otherwise it would cause serious damage to me. But, remember that thing was still inside me, yes, it was getting late and had to be taken out. We went to a different state to get this surgery done (4th) but because it was delayed so much the thing inside me had caused some problems and long story short i lost 70% function of that body part . 
After this surgery and extensive post op recovery similar to the first 3 surgeries i came back home. Now something i realised this time, all the people i had been friends with some of them for more than 10 years, none of them came to visit me or checked upon me. I am the type of friend who comes to help you even at the middle of night, i can take a bullet for my friends without a second thought. I had changed schools and fought with my parents because of these friends. I trusted them more than my life but not a single one checked upon me. It is then i realised all these years it was me who was holding on to them and had actually never made any effort for me. As soon as i went off grid i was forgotten like i didn't exist.  Actually they never even used to call me either, all i was to them was just timepass. Even my parents whom i fought for my friends once said to me that what happened to those buddies of yours, why aren't they with you??. I was speechless.( Also i had missed my college entrance for which i was taunted too.)

Coming back to story the post op medications had aggrevated the damage to my internal organs and once again i fell ill, no oral diet for weeks , multiple injections in a day, multiple drips and after 2 months i started to feel ok. I had lost 70 lbs almost. Now after things got better i had to undergo another surgery for this and some part of the internal organs removed.Post op was a bit better cause it was a different surgery and i could actually move a bit and it lasted for 3 months. I was able to eat for the first time in nearly two years. After that i feel my mental health degraded some what. I was very kind and compassionate and trusting and calm but i feel i am a different person now.
As of today why am i telling this to random people on internet, honestly i don't know. I (22 year old) have lost most of the function in the body part that had four surgeries. One body part removed , one artificially replaced. All of my ex friends/classmates have almost completed college and i can't figure out what to do with my life. I have no direction, I am feeling pretty low, no one to talk to, no friends nothing and no one except me knows what happened to  me in the past few years. I wanted someone to know what happened to me. I can't remember the last time i talked to someone. Honestly it has been years someone hugged me. I Just , i don't know