Hi y'all, I guess I should probably give some context for what happened. I honestly have no idea what to do and I can't tell if I'm being too emotional/anxious or if I genuinely need to feel this worried and guilty.

My boyfriend texted me at 9:30 this morning talking about how he had went to a friend's house to crash on his couch (he is currently homeless) and that basically it did not pan out. He thinks he was set up because his friend kicked him out of the house without his backpack and he believes that they were gonna steal everything he had. He told me he walked back to the city he he usually stays/works in but he was going to figure out how to go back and get his stuff. He tried to call me several times but I was asleep, which I am kicking myself for now.

I have tried to text and call him to check if he was okay and if I needed to pick him up, but I believe his phone is dead and that his charger is in the backpack he left at his friend's house. I have tried to contact his friends, including one who is his manager at work, and they haven't heard from him either. He hasn't shown up for his shift. I've checked the jails because he has had run-ins with the law before but he isn't in any of them. It's cold and snowing outside and the longer I wait the more nauseous I feel and I can barely keep myself from crying because I want to know he's safe and I hate myself for not waking up to his calls.

Am I freaking out too much?? Is there really nothing I can do but sit on my hands here? I feel so powerless right now. I keep trying to tell myself that he's okay and that he's been through worse I can't stop thinking something terrible happened to him.