I came from my ex boyfriend 3 years ago. I lived 2 years only like i was breathing air and nothing more. No interests, no hobbies, no people. Only my room an PC and games. I went trough some trauma and I thought someone found me as a person. He heard me Everything. But couple days ago he got sick a he turned 180° he does not care, nothing. I dont know what to do, what to think. I am overthinking about the worst thing that he will leave me after all i said to him did to/for him. Everything. I am in really bad condition due to my friend suddenly passed away(depression and threatening a he did not handle it so yes, he took his life). I really miss the person who can i talk, write. I dont know what have i done. I bought perfume for me. I wrote to him he didnt even notice. We were playing together, but now we not. When i asked him what is wrong with me he said nothing, but when he played yesterday and i waited for him he played with his friends. I literally cried the whole evening. I feel i am not enough and i think when he will be fine it wont be like before.