Cognitively I want to be alone but feel so connected to this social group and my impression, moved in, next to "with" a couple of months ago,incessant thoughts, my actions feel so out of my control, pretty lost, I know their not 'bad" people, but reacted fairly strongly to judgement I felt was unfair and feeling constantly perceived, descended to the point of a fairly hostile atmosphere I have been a bit erratic, quite bad adhd, really want drop this fixation and get on with my life but can't let it go, I'm at at the point where I'm being "hostile" to everyone I meet, not sure where to go (m)