idk maybe it’s just me but even though everyone talks shit about people with BPD, no one is better at giving love than us. if you subtract the shitty aspects of it you realize the levels of goodness and effort you put into the relationship are never reciprocated. I think I saw someone post “no one will ever love you how you love them” and that’s really accurate. people can level their accusations about how I’m shitty in relationships but I also know that no one has ever loved me or sacrificed for me in the way that i’ve loved/sacrificed for them. and maybe it’s my fault  for getting fixated on the little things my girlfriend doesn’t do, and I take the absence of those things as an indication of her level of love for me. but sometimes the little things matter. idk, this post is fucking stupid, I hate complaining like a fucking child all the time, just kinda wanted to see if anyone agrees w my conclusion that we (or at least I) often feel that the level of love given to others is never reciprocated.