Today I managed to open to my best friend. We spent yesterday together and I didn't manage to say it out hold.
I have a very hard time opening up to people and generally struggle with giving any praise or sharing how I feel about then ( this doesn't really apply to work and school related stuff, only with more emotional things) but the day was great and I found out that she collects and really likes mugs.


So i woke up early, went around town seeing if I would find something nice and I did. I gave it to her and since I couldn't open up the last time, I decided to just leave a letter in the mug saying that she is my best friend, the first person that made me lower my walls a bit and that she is one of be person's i have ever met.

This all got me a bit tired but I think it was completely worth it, even thoe It will still take some work to be able to say stuff out loud, I think i am finally moving forward.

So a tip i guess: If you can't tell someone something, try to write it and give it to them.