I'll keep this short but sometimes I feel like I want to be in a psychiatric ward for the rest of my life. 

I don't feel like I can be a normal functioning adult. I dont know how to be an adult. I have so many problems and I can't cope with anything. I've been depressed since forever and BPD is just so hard to deal with everything that comes with it. 

I'm stuck between being crazy and not crazy enough.