I feel like this happens every single time. That I'll have horrible episodes like the week before and a shitton to say and explain and then perhaps the 2 days before the appointment I feel perfectly fine, it makes me feel like I'm lying or making stuff up. Since I'm usually detached from emotions like from my memories the fact that the episodes happened feel unnecessary to mention and like If I were to talk about them I'd look like I'm just looking for attention. It's really invalidating, does anyone else struggle with this?