I'm extremely suicidal but I don't really wanna die. I just need help, proper help, real help, DBT/long term/inpatient help; not the sort that will just keep me stable for a while and let me go back into the world of my issues which haven't been dealt with.

And yet, what are my options here? I could call a friend, and there's nothing they could do and all I'd be doing is making them feel low. I could called a suicide hotline and talk about my issues for a while and then go. I could go to A&amp;E wait 4 hours on suicide watch for the crisis team to talk to me and then discharge me. I could go for a walk but I think I'm too much of a risk to go out rn. 

I'm serious here, what are my options, what can I do?

As much as I don't wanna die, it seems like my only option from a logical POV...