I had to go to Psych Emerg today, and fuck. I was invalidated and treated like an inconvenience the whole time. Nobody talked to me like I was a person with feelings. Nobody asked me much about my paranoia and the voices I have started to hear. My assigned nurse didn't give two flying fucks that my PTSD was triggered by the aggressive ECG man who thought the best response to me sobbing and shaking was "I didn't make her like this" when my wife told him once again, I needed to be forewarned about the touching. I feel violated. Ignored. I was sent home with no help. I just want to die.