Or maintaining relationships. Or dealing with a job. Or dealing with bills. Or wading through stupid fights with an S/O. Had another one with my spouse tonight (they don't handle stress well), we both reacted immaturely, and now our night is ruined. And, depression brain is telling me that I'm an absolute garbage failure of a person and I can't do anything right.

It really is relieving that one day, I'll never have to worry about that shit again. I don't want to kill myself, but the thought of everything being over one day makes life that much more bearable.