A few moments ago I was in the kitchen and my mother, her partner and my brother; they were telling me that I am a person who can never do a favor, that this is a bad habit of mine.... My mother said to me: don't you think that is something very ugly? To know that you could not do me a favor?

Background: My brother used to work in my office and he left, he wants me to go get his last payment and give it to him at home; but lately I have had a lot of work and pressures at the office, I haven't felt like I have the opportunity to do it.

From this I started to feel in a spiral of: I am the worst person, I felt alien to everything, it made me do instrospection, but at the same time it is killing me inside.

I know it's something very simple, but it makes me feel bad about myself, you know?