Since 2021 my life has honestly been one depressing nightmare, I've had several failed suicide attempts in the past due to body dysmorphia, insecurities about my appearance and height. Now for the past 2 months I was actually doing ok, until I realised that my hair is thinning. Now it's all crashing down again, and I'm losing my mind about my physical appearance. I've always felt too ugly, short and dark skinned for love, but now that my hair is thinning I just think I'm genetic garbage again and should just off myself, instead of pretending it's ok. And don't tell me just to shave it off, 90% of Bald men look like ballsacks, and the ones that think they look OK are lying to themselves.