I am a disabled military veteran (USMC) and am currently experiencing NO SI/SA, but I have been experiencing feelings of isolation, depression so intense it can hinder my daily activities, anxiety so bad my significant other is noticing and is not pleased (they are sad and don't know how to help). I just need someone to talk to, I feel like a mess, a failure, a burden, and I feel like I destroy or mess up everything I touch whether that be relationships or anything else really. I again am NOT experiencing suicidal ideations, have had no attempts, and no intent to do anything with self harm or harm to others or property. I'm sad, alone, scared, feeling relatively helpless. I'm posting this in a few groups in hopes that I'll find support