I feel like a fucking failure in every aspect that you could think of. 26 year old male still stuck in university, never worked in my life before, but the worst of it is I feel so empty and alone. I feel like you could flip your fingers and vanish me from this world and nobody outside mom or dad would even bother to look out for me or wonder where I went. don't you believe me? yesterday was my birthday and not even one wished me happy birthday. I'm pretty certain nobody will  come to my funeral and I'll die alone like these forgotten people in the nurseries that no one has cared about for months or years and my dad sometimes tells me about.