I feel empty and hollow and despair. The only things keeping me alive are my kids and my pets and plants that need me to care for them. 

I’m too depressed to cook, clean, play with my kids, or do anything. I have no one to help me. 

I can’t stop crying. 

I started 300mg Wellbutrin last week with Lamictal and my other antipsychotics. I hope it helps. I don’t know how much longer I can take this darkness.

Sorry, just had to let it out.