And if so, how do I change that? 

Some context: I went through a rough patch with my SO recently a few days ago. They had told me my problems were too much for them and it’s just…frustrating for me since I always ask people if anything I’m dealing with is too much for them. I’m tired of people lying to my face with a smile saying that they’re not overwhelmed when they in fact, are. It makes ME feel overwhelmed because I don’t know what exactly about me that’s overwhelming. It’s like when I interact with people and socialize, I’m overwhelming, then when I try to isolate to spare people from that, it’s worrisome for those people. 

I’m tired of people walking on eggshells around me. I’m tired of people lying to my face. Now, I’m unsure if I can even depend on my closest friends since, well, everyone thinks I’m overwhelming. I’d rather go off the grid at this point. It makes me not want to engage in any interaction anymore.