I’m so confused, how can a person want to live and die at the same time. My new GP doesn’t take me seriously. I’ve been on sertraline for 5.5 years and they aren’t doing the job anymore. I feel like I’ve spent the last year in a weird state, very impulsive like doing coke which I’d never do if I was on my meds. Sorry for ranting but no one else in my life understands.