Should I end my relationship ?? I think and feel that this illness it’s ruining it for real, I always feel bad, all the time all days, he notice that and today tell me that he fell bad because I always look bored and feel he bothers me, should I be alone ? While the process of getting better or kill myself, one of that … I don’t want make his life miserable because of this, I have been doing a lot of things to feel less bad, but right now I am very suicidal and think about that all the time, I’m desperate for so many reasons but this … man, this is killing me . Thank you .