I just feel like everyone I get close to or show any emotional vulnerability to leaves me and I don’t know why. I try really hard to hide my erratic emotions so I don’t inconvenience other people and everyone still ends up hating me. The longer I live like this, the harder it gets. Am I just supposed to spend the rest of my life by myself? I have to keep everything bottled up because I have no one to talk to. Even my own family doesn’t like me.