Long time lurker, first time poster....I was at a meeting and all the women there were so put together, spoke well....I got nervous, and when my anxiety increases, I talk ..a lot, like ramble. I told everyone how I want to grow and have people work for me... Then if I replied to someone's question I would circle it back to me, even if it made no sense. My back was killing me the whole time to! Next meeting is next month and I really want to show up chill. Bought some herbal supplements she calm chocolate, see if that can help since I'm weird with medication.