I’ve been with my fp for almost 4 years on and off but every time I feel he’s getting distant I feel a lot of mixed feelings like anger and that makes me treat him so badly and then I feel guilty about it and start panicking about me making him more distant but I don’t know how to get closer again without being pathetic but i am. like i will literally wait like two days to start begging him to talk to me again and then i feel awful with myself for this toxic cycle i am in… does anyone else have experienced this or how do you cope with this kind of emotions?