my bf is like the only person in the world who can actually genuinely make me feel anything? he's sleeping rn and im texting my friends and theyre all just so. Boring? Like on paper they are far from boring but literally everything they say no matter how amusing or funny, i just could not care less about. Like i don't care and no one stimulates my brain whatsoever and its just non stop sense of boredom and meaninglessness interactions to me to distract myself until the one person in the world i care about and makes me feel something else entirely wakes up :')