How can you be helped by those you hate ? Everyone. Humans. A therapist doesnt have my answers. I know what the answers actually are but when sober i cant even get out of bed and cant care to implement them- the true core of self harm- shitting on yourself, When im fucked up i dont do anything but what i need to do and avoid all humanity possible. I had a rich dating life all my life and i just quit as the world has gotten wayyyyy worse and when you start meeting people far off worse then you are? what incentive is there to even bother? They are there for strictly sociopathic reasons. Even people YES objectively BELOW YOU are trying to "hurt you" or "use you" Its harsh- but im not looking for sympathy or pity. You can rarely even post anywhere even anonymously without being attacked by insecure people as well.