Sick of being told by every mental health worker/therapist/charity that I need long term mental health assistance for my disorder in order to function normally but NOBODY CAN EVER OFFER ME IT. The NHS is fucking useless I’ve had 6 different assessments this week alone just to try and get even the smallest possibility of fucking therapy only to be told after being referred by my GP nearly a month ago to a mental health service for further diagnosis (all she gave me was a 30 page document on BPD and carers guide for my parents) that there’s been zero communication with my GP and nobody even knows what’s on my records. I’m so fucking over this system, people trying to talk to you all calm and shit like you’re 5 I JUST NEED HELP. It’s not my fault people are suddenly being diagnosed with BPD and you don’t have a fucking clue what it is and don’t know what to do with me, that’s on you and the system. Find someone who can help me.

Sorry rant over I’m just so done with this entire system treating us like shit, like a game of bloody pass the parcel because I don’t have a more ‘common’ mental illness and they can’t just drug me up straight away.