My mom is all I have left, the only person I feel love for, and I know I’m going to lose her very soon. I don’t know what to continue my own life for, it just feels pointless. 

I have no passion in life, nothing that excites me and my day to day really is just going through the motions to make sure my bills are paid. Death feels like the only solution to my situation. 

I know I need help but I really don’t believe anyone can do anything to fix the way I feel. Once my mom is gone I have nothing to live for. 

Is there a way to stop this pain?