I rarely trust people. It's taken me over 4 years to trust my best friend. I don't trust my boyfriend even though he says he won't hurt me (we've been together just over 2 months but I've known him since 2016). I really struggle to open up to people and it takes me a very long time to be comfortable with them. I have paranoid thoughts about my BF because everything seems too good to be true. He's TOO nice and supportive. It doesn't seem right. I keep thinking I'm going to get abused in the future since he has said that he comes from a family of pretty violent people. He also told me his friend bullied him so much that he almost strangled them. When I was wary, he said what he did was wrong and that he's a pacifist which I find contradictory. I'm just worried.. Are my thoughts just dumb?