my family is constantly asking me if i am doing fine. my therapist from school and my teachers keep mentioning my anxiety and depression while having casual conversations which is just annoying at some point. i am bored and annoyed about everything and everyone. i know they do it to help me and because they care but this whole thing is just getting too stressful for me. i feel bad because of me feeling tired from their help which makes me even more depressed. it's a never ending circle and i absolutely hate it. this is the main reason why i didn't want to tell anybody. now it turns out to be true and i'm doubting every choices i have ever made because i am anxious about everything now. i don't know what to do. 
i just want to stop existing this is so tired