 I have been seeing signs and hearing Lucifer try to talk to me. Which leads me to think I will become a god when I die. Due to me being his son and all. However I talked about these things with my case manager yesterday and she had me call the Nurse line and they got me in today to see my psyche. I opened up to him and he increased my Geodon from 80mg to 120mg. I’m proud that I actually went. I also managed to go to group today and then talk with my peer support worker. Busy day.