I can’t even articulate the pain. Im a good person. I try so hard to bring happiness to others and in return I am ripped to pieces. My husband cheats but won’t admit it (which is how my depression started). Im going through legal drama. Surrounded by vindictive narcissistic family.  

I feel like I’m not strong enough for this world. I don’t want to be here. I don’t know what to do or say. 

Why do the horrible people win and the good people get ripped to pieces? 

Does karma even exist anymore? It just doesn’t feel like it. I just want peace. A good honest life. I just want to be happy. Why can’t they let me have that?