I tend to do this a lot. Like today I was supposed to see someone but now I'm thinking about it and I realize I only wanted the validation it brought me. I wanna back out of it and just be by myself. Things like this just make me feel like I'm incapable of something more genuine. I don't know. These relationships just fill the emptiness, and although it may be great in the moment, at the end of the day I'm alone again. I know if I keep this up I won't ever feel better. Have any of you dealt with this, and/or gotten over it? 