At the moment I’m considered to have DID and ADHD to explain,,,,everything about me. The emotional side is explained as being a side effect of my antidepressants. 

But there’s one person (who admittedly isn’t a professional) who thinks that everything in this mess is actually BPD. 

I see my psychiatrist on Tuesday but this was eating at me, so I googled BPD since I’m not familiar with it. 

Holy. Shit. 

Suddenly everything in my life makes so much more sense??? All of these things that I couldn’t explain before make perfect sense if it’s BPD. 

I’m not saying it is, I’m not doc so I can’t say that. But it would make so much more sense if it is.

How do I bring this up? I’m only 16, my psychiatrist is never gonna listen to me if I just walk in and say I think this bullshit might just be BPD. I can’t even get diagnosed even if I am, because I’m still a minor. 

I don’t know what to do.