I'm getting to the point where I'm just sick. I used to be okay, but everything is the same. I feel like a dick because In getting tired of my friends, who are so inconsistent but consistent at the same time. I don't have any passion in life and honestly, I'm not sure I can have one. I don't know if I should be on anti depressants because I've been depressed for more than 5 years. It's driving me nuts.