My fp also happens to be my boyfriend. We have been dating for around 5 months. After we spend time together and have to separate, I am miserable. Every day I wait for him to message me and until he does I am an anxious mess, convincing myself he is going to leave me etc. I usually don't message first because I feel like I am annoying him. However, he also makes me very happy so I want this relationship to work. Does anyone else experience this and know how to stop?