Do you find it hard to stay focused? 
Do you have 'normal' job and can't find it in you to be creative in your free time? 

I have a dream, to stay at home, do creative stuff (painting, wire-wrapped pendants, sculptures) a sell it. I don't need to be rich or anything, just to make enough to pay the rent. 

Was anyone able to do it?

Because right now, it seems insane. Impossible. "Stay at work, even though you hate it with every fiber of your being. Be normal. Don't run. Don't think about stupid stuff like dreams because dreams are meant to fucking die.".

No one tells you what to do when you are mentally incapable of being a regular citizen with reagular job. I need some guidance. Answers. Something to hold onto.