Is there anything worse then depression ?

Feels like I lived life in a bad patch.Numerous errors happened,some of which were critical.  
Like a song you have to listen and pretend you like it just because people around you are happy with it.But you hate with a vengeance.  
Just like a movie that you start viewing and you can tell from the first 10-15mins that it's shit.There's nothing else on,you're stuck looking at that shit.