Hey everyone I'm feeling pretty stupid right now. I just found and stalked my FP's gf for like an hour.  I knew it would upset me to see how great she is and all the sweet things she posts about the two of them but I did it anyway. Not to mention that it's not really a great thing to stalk someone's social media account. 

I now feel unloved because apparently if he loves his girlfriend, let alone another person, he can't possibly care about me. All I want right now is for him to comfort me? But it's not like this is a real problem/I don't want to sound creepy. Why did I do this and how can I make myself feel better? I need to work on not relying on him so much of the time.