First off. I'm happy with the flair its suits me perfectly at the moment. To start my rant. I'm Danny I was diagnosed with BPD/EUPD in June this year, I was a heavy smoker of both tobacco and cannabis. Now down to just a vape for the last 3 months. 

I recently broke up with my partner/ FP. I just walked away from her, not the first time I've left her but this is the first time I don't want to be back with her. Since me and her have broken up I have gone back to my cannabis smoking. I have arranged to collect my things from hers this Saturday, but I've only just been told I'm not allowed to see my son, I have to calm down and settle first, first off that would make me less settled and more angry that she is stopping me, but she has stopped my parents from seeing him now, all cause I can't keep calm apparently. Hopefully I can talk some sense into her to allow visiting with my son if not for me but for my parents at least. 

I'm not looking for advice just wanting somewhere safe from her to rant and vent out. (She doesn't know reddit is around).