I just wanted to say - stay strong, it's okay to not be okay. Don't let anyone make you feel like you aren't worth it because you are. BPD is an absolute stinker of a mental health condition and we are all trying to deal with it and this situation as best we can. I myself am struggling to keep my head above water. 

It's also okay to not dive deep into a new hobby, learn a language, bake and all that other BS i've been seeing all the Neurotypicals posting about online. It's okay to just survive and take this day by day. 

Be kind to yourselves. &lt;3