I’m feeling really nervous about this, but I feel like I have an underlying illness. I want to see a therapist/psychologist, but I have a few worries. First, I’m afraid they won’t take me seriously, or will claim it’s teen angst. Two, I’m afraid to tell them about my abusive childhood, and them causing problems since I’m only 17. 

I’m even afraid to bring this up to my parents because I’m afraid of them judging me. They’re narcissists. On top of this all, I have Asperger’s. I don’t know what to do