If this isn’t the right subreddit feel free to remove. I really don’t know where else to post it though.

I (21M) work at a supermarket. I’m incredibly shy and quiet, I barely have any friends. I’m haven’t been depressed in the past but these last few months this situation is all I’ve been thinking about and it’s making me very hopeless and beginning to make me depressed. I have terrible social anxiety and anxiety in general, and it makes me a nervous wreck a lot of the time. There’s a woman (32F) who works with me. Her personality is the polar opposite. She’s very outgoing and social, everyone loves her, and she has no problem talking to people. A lot of the staff find her very pretty and I do too. Looks wise at least.

The way she acts towards me is very strange. She’ll mimic my voice in a patronizing way a lot when she hears me talking on the phone. When she walks by me she’ll tap me on the head or shoulder and when I look she’ll pretend she didn’t. And a few weeks ago after a staff meeting some guy was talking about ropes in reference to a project he’s working on and she whispers to me “you have no idea how badly I want to use ropes on you” then she smiled and walked away. After, when she walked by me in an aisle she goes to me “i know you’re thinking about what I said and seeing you uncomfortable makes me so happy” Then she tapped my nose and left. know Creepy as fuck, but that’s not the worst part. This thing that happened last night is what drove me to post.

Me and her close on Thursday nights. From 9-11PM it’s just me and her in the store. I was in the break room sitting in front of the vending machine while I was on my break. Then she came in and came over to the vending machine, and leaned over me to pay for something and her breasts were directly in my face. Then she pretended her money was stuck or something and didn’t move for like 45 seconds it felt like fucking forever. I had no idea what to do and I was just sitting there having an internal panic attack thinking she would never move. Then she just left with a self satisfied look. It was the most uncomfortable thing I’ve ever experienced.

Today I’ve basically just been laying in bed all day terrified of the next time I work with this lady. This situation has taken over my entire life and I don’t know what to do.

Early on I thought she was like flirting with me and I was kind of excited because like I said I find her attractive, but this has gone beyond that. She doesn’t do this to anyone else and no one’s around when she does so no one would believe me. I don’t know what to do please any advice helps.