I am kind of realizing I did not at all get enough attention from my parents growing up. I know that sounds bad. But I feel like I was always pushed to the side and they focused only on my older sister. Well I am with my mom today and it feels like all her attention is on my sister who isn’t even here. I flew and drove to be with her for Christmas. I am honestly just really struggling with coping and not feeling kinda ignored or beaten down today. What can I do to feel better? This sucks.