this is the last thing i need right now, my boyfriend and i broke up literally tonight. i was being stupid it’s a long story. i didn’t even realize my period was so late, i checked my app tonight for whatever reason i was on the pill at the time. 

i don’t even think i’ll tell him if i am, he’ll probably accuse me of lying and manipulating him and idek how to go about raising a child when it’s parents live in two different countries. if that’s what i decide to do. 

i’m getting ahead of myself but i’ve been pregnant before, what i’ve been feeling for a couple weeks now feels familiar now that i realize i’ve missed a period. ugghhhh