I've finished all my schooling. I work a dead end job. I have no friends. I have a repulsive personality. My parents look down on me. When I look at what I want, it's for it to be over. The future has no benefit to me. I don't want to bring children into this world. A day can go by and not a single person will have spoken to me outside my job. Everything I've done has been for nothing. Looking at the bigger picture there isn't anything that I'll ever do that will make a difference. My existence overall, is a net loss. I don't know if I'll kill myself, but before I do I'm paying back my parents all the money they've given me. Then I'm done.