Maybe it's just me, but since my first relationship ended, my depression and all my problems seem so much bigger. I can't stand feeling alone any more, I hate every second that in awake twice as much. I can't sleep without wishing someone could hold me. I wish I had someone I could talk to.

All my friends are older than I am, I don't get along with people my age. My ex was 9 years older than me. My youngest friend is nearly 7 years older. I'm 22 years old, and I feel like I'm alone in the universe.