Okay so I know this is weird but I really need to know 
I’ve been feeling so anxious over this
Is it weird that I find some family members attractive?
Like it’s never like
Immediate family
It’s more people like
My aunt or cousin 
And another thing I really need to clarify with this is
The attraction isn’t anything more than
Thinking they are attractive 
I’d never do anything to act on it
And I never want to either
It’s just kind of a “they are hot”
And that’s it
Like if I think about doing anything sexual with them or anything 
I feel really disgusted 
It’s just like
There’s that sense of attraction 
But none of the stuff to go with it
Like no want to do anything 
The thought of acting on it is awful to me and makes me feel sick
Is this normal?