
Im not asking for any diagnosis, i probably don’t have bipolar but my mum does (very sever until she was diagnosed 2years ago but i’m still dealing with the emotional trauma) . 

One minute i feel like my life is falling apart, I want to isolate myself, give up, even SH and then later i’ll feel like i’m on top of the world and life is okay (feeling ranges from okay to wow i could do anything).  like last night/this whole day at school i felt so depressed, i genuinely just wanted to give up on everything and suddenly now i feel great but i know in a few hours i’ll go back to feeling anxious and depressed. i hate this cycle, i wish my emotions were consistent (or atleast have the bad emotions come up when triggered not just in an endless cycle)