Hi -- I am looking for a man I met here 3 years ago. He reached out to me after I made a post about wanting to have a BPD penpal. His username was winter monkey or somewhere along those lines. We talked almost every day on here and Discord. He liked playing Dota 2 and was living in Canada at the time. Hopefully he is still a part of this group. Sadly I pushed him out of my life due to a manic episode and deleted every old reddit/discord account so I cannot find him myself.