I’ve had depression for most of my life and for me it feels like a constant hollowness, and I don’t really feel much besides that. Everything just feels sorta monotone. I struggle a ton with motivation and the only thing I feel capable of doing sometimes is laying in my bed and listening to music. Pretty much everything feels pointless to me. Nothing really appeals to me besides very basic pleasures like eating, watching tv, and listening to music. 

I’m wondering because this is the norm for me, what’s it like not being depressed? Is life actually enjoyable?