DAE see a pretty girl and instantly get jealous? I don't even want it it just happens. I compare myself so much to the point I feel like shit because she is so much prettier then me :( I idolize her and think that every guy (even guys that are in contact with me) would prefer her and leave me if they saw a girl like that. then I question the guys that like me because.. why would you want a girl like me ? when you could have a girl like her ? I always feel like other, prettier girls are seen in a different light then me like angelic, beautiful creatures. Because I see them like that. and then I think about how guys look at me and I get anxious. just having a normal conversation with a guy/ or a person in general makes me anxious because I feel like they're gonna judge my appearance and look at my flaws.