It is sad that when you had yourself too...

I am a very sensitive person. I think a lot what other people talk to me, so I don't like to talk with people. I'm afraid , afraid of talking something they don't like, afraid of making there upset or angry, afraid of hearing something bad about me. I always want to be alone, rather out going out with them. I hate school , I hate tuition and even spending time with them,Is it hate? I don't know, maybe Just few awkward and uncomfortable when I am with them. Except her, who is my best friend, I know that she will never hate me no matter how many time we fight. Maybe, for her, I'm not her best friend, but at least she is for me.  

I also hate myself for being a coward and emo person at the same time.I get angry easily, but no one noticed that.I reckon that I am too good in pretending myself.  I still can smile to anyone no matter how angry I am .I would just turn them into a silent scream in my heart . And sometime, I will broke something to express, but it is such a bad habit, so I have no way....

I hate myself very much.....

I have no way to love myself

" Self- love " other people told me. But, how? It is always easy to sa