I feel anxious/triggered by almost anything that I should enjoy. For example, I get super anxious before special time with my husband and then obviously blow up at him for thinking he doesn’t like me; dread before healthy hobby activity; dread before socializing and then hyper vigilant even with super kind and stable friends; dread before work; feeling invisible and in turn deciding to become invisible by avoiding interaction; feeling triggered by shows of affection or interest from close friends/family; feeling like my husband is going to leave me if I REST, or share my feelings which is necessary for me to like him. Ugh. I feel like I could go on. I feel like it’s an uphill battle. Can anyone relate?