Hi you all, 

I don't usually write much. More like a lurker here and appreciate you guys a lot, but anyway lately I think I've developed some hypomanic and depressed symptoms, what do they call it, Mixed Episode? I previously got diagnosed with depression but later with bipolar 2 after being induced with Zoloft.

The reasons I think I might be hypomanic are because recently I think about sex a lot, hypersexual. Spending money more than I should have. A little bit more lively. However, I'm still depressed and feel worthless most of the times. Fear of being exposed as someone incompetent. A thought of the world being a better place if I kill myself. Think about harming myself. Difficulty in concentrating.

Is that what you call it a mixed episode or am I losing my mind? 

If anything, I take Lamictal 200mg and Abilify 10mg.