anxiety has only gotten worse the past few years but I used to have friends misuse anxiety medicine and it was just so common where I grew up so it kinda stops me from getting help and potientally getting meds for it because I’m just scared a lot of people ruined it and i feel it would be just hard to get help when it’s really needed. I don’t know, I just am bad about explaining or even talking to people..  hell I’m too anxious about the appointment to even make it ugh. 😫 
It’s just to the point where it effects my heart, and sometimes, well for the first time I almost passed out, my head just got all foggy and I felt claustrophobic and almost fainted! things that should be so simple just give me so much stress and super anxious sometimes for I don’t even know why.. I’m just not looking forward to the appointment to address it as every time they just say I’m depressed , which.. duh but my anxiety is bad and I really want to address that