Walked into town to try and get a haircut for the first time in months now. 
Thought I’d be okay cos I’ve been gone back to employment after some time off due to my mental health; woke up in a half decent mood and the sun was out…

*I WAS NOT OKAY*

Got to to the centre of town and there was hundreds of people about,shopping/eating etc… this is a Wednesday afternoon.Why was it so busy??!! 

Had a massive panic attack when I got to the door and saw a big queue so I bailed + walked back home defeated….

Remembered why I’ve cut my own hair for 2 years now lmao 

Why can I be half okay at work for a week then can’t go for a damn haircut??! I hate my brain

Anyone else or am just an anxious wreck?