I had a huge mental breakdown today, thought I'm getting a heart attack because I was hyperventilating like crazy. I kept asking for help, for anybody to just help me, to just make me not feel alone and then I realized that I'm alone with my own shit. 

I grew up religious and later on started believing in another entity and stuff like guardian angels. But there's no god or guardian angels or universe helping. 

When do the religious people get help from their god from, I'm really curious.