So I started a new job on august 20th and so far I’ve missed 3days,today being the 3rd actual day, and a whole week (which I guess doesn’t count because it was a Covid precaution) it’s a hard job, basically a warehouse job where you’re on your feet for 8 hrs a day.
I just am so tired and I’m fucking depressed and I haven’t taken some of medicine in days because I’m out and I think it’s starting to catch up with me and I know everyone’s going to get mad at me for missing and I’m just so over being alive guys. It’s like every single day is a battle, another struggle, just to keep existing. I get so tired of jobs and things so fast and I want to die.