Sometimes there might be the glimmer of a smile, maybe it was a funny video or I got a new game.  
Most of the time, it's just... nothing.

But then, there are those times where I fall over, like if there is a puddle in the street and i fall unconscious face first into it, and the world around me just keeps walking by, maybe they'll throw some homework on my corpse, maybe shout at my body for being lazy.

It just fucking sucks, I wish I could get up and function like everybody around me.  
But I just wasn't born like them I guess? fuck it all...