

I never imagined that id hit 25 and still never had a girlfriend, never held hands, never had a kiss, and still a fuuucking virgin in every way possible!

I don't think it's healthy to go this long without it. People tell me it's not all that but I quite literally feel so lonely and ugly I wanna like my shit XD

I've shot my shot a good number of times too thru out my whole life. rejected ofc but no one owes me anything. But as a result I'm so insecure and afraid of rejection It feels hopeless to try.  I'm so envious of people. Smh