
As the title says. Iv broken up with my ex who thinks I have BPD she thinks I’m a text book example. I have mixed feeling about it because I get along with people quite good but when it came to her it was like there was a switch. She compares it with dating two different people. It’s like there was no control in my emotions. And I’m a really self aware person so it drives me insane after I lose my shit sometimes even suicidal, it got worst the longer the relationship went on. But I also have so many problems in my life. Addictions, impulse control, not knowing how I feel an so much more. Is there a spectrum or any similar mental health conditions? Can relationships trigger it? I have to see a mental health person this week after being admitted to the hospital after some one found out I was going to kill my self. After the break up. But I haven’t really got the abandonment fear? More or so they don’t like me or that they won’t like me? Some times it feels like I lose touch with reality and life dosnt quiet seem real? It’s hard to explain. and on top of that I get mood swings.