So I'm new here so forgive the dumb question but I've struggled with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and social anxiety since I was 13. Idc how cringe it sounds but I just want to be there for the people around me who need me and being weak at times just eats me up and makes me feel worse. A lot of the close people around me suffer way worse than I do and they come to me for help so it kills me to second guess myself when I'm needed. 

My anxiety took over my school life , I had achieved my dream of becoming a pro player in my favourite game but it became impossible to play with my mental health (and I quit), the absolute smallest things set me off, frequent panic attacks and I find it hard to sleep.

A long time ago I had a psychologist for two months, he was not understanding at all and accused me of being lazy at school which he determined was the reason for my stress. Ever since, I have been against getting help and no one in my immediate family or friends knows I suffer from anxiety. So I just wanna know if its worth getting help for and what type of results have you seen. Hearing it from someone who has gone through something similar might just validate my reason to go get help