I'm getting so tired of taking my shitty medicine every day, but if i don't take them, i'll just suffer those horrible fucking withdrawal shit

 My social anxiety made me a loner and a social reject, and i just want to kill myself so fucking badly. Already tried to overdose on my antidepressants and literally took a whole bottle, but I'm still here

 I'd give fucking everything to lose the ability to think. Just wanna get out of my head for once. FUCK those voices. It's all in my fucking head