I am a hypochondriac. I am fully convinced every little thing wrong with me is some killer illness that doctors aren’t seeing and that I am going to die. My brain has convinced myself that I should just kill myself before this underlying deadly illness that I’m convinced I have kills me first. I can’t see a therapist right now but I am working on it. I just wonder if any of you are hypochondriacs and it could relate to my bpd or if that’s just a whole separate uncorrelated mental illness