I have anxiety, depression, and BPD. I can't handle work or university/college because of it. I dropped out of college a year ago. I'm terrified to live on my own. My quality of life is suffering because I can't be self sufficient.(meaning I'm fully dependent on my parents for everything right now) I'm on medication and getting therapy. And I have been for years. I've gone through many therapists and many antidepressants and I'm only getting worse. I've been researching service dogs for a long while now. But anytime I've asked my GP, psychiatrist, or therapist about it, I feel like the topic has been immediately shut down. I don't know how to bring it up and actually have my perspective listened to. I truly think that a service dog (and continuing meds and therapy) could help me be more independent.

My psychiatrist literally said that it's "giving up before even trying"
I've been on 6 antidepressants at various dosages for ample amount of time. With no improvement. Over the past 3.5 years. I've been in therapy on and off with many different therapists for 5.5 years and no improvement. So yeah.. I don't think I haven't tried to get better. That comment was a slap in the face. 

I don't know what to do. I feel hopeless