Ok so at my school there is this girl who I don't know and never talked, just goes to my school and is really nice. She is really pretty, dress elegant, walk confidence, look and act highly confidence, she also wears the hijab which is the reason why i'm afraid of her and ik that sounds horrible, however, it's because she is so pretty and I admire her beauty and confidence. I'm also kinda jealous of her beauty and her hijab since she is so pretty and I wish I could wear one although i'm not muslim. I am a girl who has lack self-confidence and had in the past other situations like this before. Whenever I see her or walk pass her, my body freezes as well as my mind, my body tumbles/shakes with panic attack. Whenever this girl sees me, she notices my behaviour around her and probably thinks i'm strange. Now I had put myself in her shoes and pretend that I was her and she was me, and that she is human too and that were all equal, that still didn't help and I had worse panic attacks the more I think about her.

It doesn't stop there.

So through insta, I somehow found her account which was public and clicked on it. Now we've all probably done this before of looking through people's insta accounts and that's what I did. Something horrible happened while I was on her profile... I went through some of her highlights and accidently came across one that was on her story, which means she could she I view it. Somehow although she doesn't know me, just that weird girl who is scared of her, she end up blocking me!!!! bc because she thinks i'm a creep bc in her situation that would be so creepy. Right now i'm even more scared of her and I no longer see her anymore.

Right now guys I need a advice on how to stop being afraid of people who are confident and better then I am and obsessing over people. I also need help on psychology analyzing this situation so I can better understand myself.