Hello. Just what it says. 

I am Asperger’s with dysthymia and my best friend of 25 years just dumped me. Not romantically. She just stopped talking to me. Then I came on Reddit and basically got treated like a psycho with no boundaries for personal space. So as a last resort I’m coming here for maybe one kind word. Just one. Please.

My husband kind of understands. I have to smile around my toddler. She’s the only light in this dark world anymore. I hate forcing a smile but she deserves more than the pain and darkness.

I’m sorry this post is so sad. I’m sorry I’m so sad.
I’m just sorry.
I’m always sorry.
My husband tells me to stop saying sorry all the time. 
But I hate rude people.
And I’m sorry.

I want to live. It’s not that. I just don’t want to feel this pain anymore. Every day feels harder, and darker, and sadder, and this. This is just not what I needed right now. To lose the one person I thought I wouldn’t lose.

But I’m always saying you shouldn’t put all your burdens on someone else. That isn’t fair. I don’t even want to post this. It will probably be met with more negativity and more hatred. More complaints about how much I should back off or seek help. I know I should. I’ve just never met anyone who actually can help.

If you read this far, thank you. If you didn’t read this far, thank you, too.
And I’m sorry.

TL;DR: I’m sad, my best friend dumped my, and I’m sorry.