Does it have anything to do with bpd that I sometimes feel dizzy, as if my eyes don't focus properly, the world is moving in a weird way or my surrounding appears to grow and shrink rapidly when I'm angry or overwhelmed? During my childhood the last part happened nearly every night in my dark bedroom and I got panik attacks because of that.. The doctor said it was because I was really smart and my brain had to process the information from during the day differently than other brains. Already then I thought it was bullshit because why would panicking in bed although nothing happened be considered healthy? But somehow nobody can really tell me what this is. Maybe I don't express it properly?

And yes, I will be seeing a psychologist but only in a few months and I am curious whether any of you know what I'm talking about?

Thanks a lot for you guesses. :) 