I’m honestly about at the end of my rope with finding friends. Friendships are 10x more difficult when you’re older and definitely trying to find some online. I don’t feel like I relate with anyone or have similar interests. And the “friends” I do find which is like 1 out of every 5 people I meet, turn out to be fake or ghosts and it’s just exhausting. I put in all the work and get little to nothing back. I try to show that I care, but seems no one else does. I’m always on the end of anyone’s list or the last thought on anyone’s mind when it comes to talking or hanging out or anything. I get tired of seeing other people have good friends or even best friends and I can’t even find one. Idk if I’m the only one. Probably not but it feels like I am. Yeah I’m not perfect, I’m introverted which doesn’t help but jeez finding friends shouldn’t be this hard. Maybe I’m just better off alone and should just accept that. I don’t want anyone to feel sorry for me but this has been on my mind long enough.