This world is just too difficult. I will never reach the standards to defend myself from society. All those people around just want to punnish me for having dreams and wanting to live. I know I can't please everyone, but I can't even find a person in my life that would accept I'm Borderline and that I'm not imaginating things. Everyone thinks they are doing the right thing, but nobody considers I'm taking everything personally and have my reasons to do so. There is so little in this life that doesn't upset me, everything else is just envy, fear, hummilation and resignation.