For over a year I've been struggling with anxiety that consumes me 24/7 in everything I do. Right now it's especially bad and I feel like I'm drowning again. I got diagnosed with ocd half a year ago. But I have seen 2 different professionals, one who diagnosed me but told me he didn't prescribe medicine, and one who told me repeatedly he'd get me in touch with a doctor who could prescribe me medicine but never did. 

I really need SOMETHING, I can't keep living like this. I can't handle another massive breakdown and I'm edging on it.