As with most of you guys here, I’ve had anxiety for as long as I can remember. There have been periods where it was actually pretty good! I was more or less happy, able to talk to others, etc. But…right now it’s the worst it’s been in a long time. I don’t have anyone to go to, neither friends nor a therapist. Heck, I don’t even know how to make friends anymore tbh. I lost my job due to the housing market, I’m having to move, I have no income and don’t know if I’ll get unemployment or when I’ll get a job again. I landed my last one after over 900 applications. I’m plagued by repetitive, compulsive anxious thoughts. I cant escape them. I need to figure out how to manage this.