So I'm gonna kill myself Sunday or at least this week, because I just can't help it anymore, I'm paying the sequence of people actions and it's not my fault, everyone has treated me really bad when I did nothing else to be kind and gentle, I have no self esteem and the people who fucked me up is enjoying their lives while I'm having suicidal thoughts because of that. I always try to pray to God but I'm completely hopeless rn. I would talk more about this but I'm just gonna ask it directly, is it okay if can someone pretend to be my partner? I'm 15 and ugly but I will try do my best.