In school Im nothing. An invisible noise that has zero personality. I see my classmates chat everyday, making fun and enjoying their teen lives. But Im just waiting for end. 
I see couples, people with good grades, normal people and Im so jealous. I think school is stupid and Im just waiting for it to end. I dont have any friends so i got used to be alone. In middle school i just went home and went to sleep. I feel alergic to people with good grades who are saying how depressed they are😭😭 they got b from test. And Im just listening to it and seeing my ds and fs from tests. 
I feel horrible. Im so quiet and when i say something its fake. My smile is fake. I dont have nothing to say because my life is unbelievabe boring. All I do in week is going to school, sleep, school, sleep. Neverending cycle. Im so angry that i have to finish it.
My parents stoped caring about my grades because they see me how depressed Im from it. I dont care either. I just wanna graduate already.