My life has consisted of looking for someone who can be a figure for me and everyone rejected me. I was dumped and told to die in one week and a second person friend zoned me. Let me tell you that is the worst thing to happen to a person. But I got thinking and thought.... maybe death will work. So I did what anyone in my situation would do I jumped in front of a car. I only broke my arm by doing that. I am considered suicidal and everyone hates me worse for that. People make fun of me for that and it does not help. My life has not given me anything for 15 years straight. Life not worth living.