i don’t know if anyone else is feeling like this currently because of covid but i genuinely don’t  know how to function anymore. i have stopped caring about things entirely. nothing in particular is happening to me but i find everyday so emotionally and mentally draining. i stopped trying in school and i’ve distanced myself from friends in hopes of taking a “break” from feeling.  it’s been a few months since i have stopped letting people in and i just feel so dissociated from real life, i don’t feel things living no longer excites me and i can’t seem to snap out of it. i also have this newfound fear of opening up to people bc i feel as if it will entirely push me over the edge if one more person fails to convince me that they love me. i feel so lonely and small i don’t know how to help myself