I've had a crazy up and down day. I got up early, didn't get enough sleep. Started the day off doing a BPD workbook exercise. The first one in the book. It asked me about childhood events that may have contributed to negative beliefs about myself. I wrote about stuff I've never spoken about really. I was proud of myself for doing that. I think it will be beneficial but it was a weird way to start the day.

 From there I finally handed in my thesis. Its completely frigging done. I'm proud of my work. I gotta keep validating myself. I caught myself minimizing what I accomplished today. Glad I was able to catch it.

From there I had to finish cleaning and moving my stuff out of my old apartment. It ended up with me calling the cops on my landlord for refusing to give me back my damage deposit. 
I managed to get it back.

Today I feel like I accomplished a lot, but what I really really want is to relax tomorrow. Its hard for me to do, I have a strong sense that my identity is completely dependent on what I accomplish on a given day. That's gonna be something I really work on.