got fat shamed last night by an anonymous school account that only posts pictures of ME that other people take and send in. 

they make fun of me and my body/how i dress

i dont think i’m fat? i’m pretty average…but i’ve always had horrible self-esteem and this just made me feel awful. 

told my mom why i was upset/acting weird and she basically sided with the people who were doing it and said i needed to stop being so dramatic about everything. 

it doesnt help that i recently left a job (long story short my boss singled me out all the time even though i was doing 99% of the work for the other staff including the shift supervisor blah blah whatever)

idk. i just keep feeling worse and worse about everything i do. i feel like i cannot do a single thing right and if i get upset, i’m just taking things too personally or i’m being dramatic. 

i think my reactions to these events have been pretty reasonable, at least until my mom and ex went and said something to me. 

now i just feel like i’m looking for attention or excuses to be lazy 🤷🏼‍♀️