I've been going to therapy and for the first time I feel slightly better about myself. Yesterday I set boundaries with someone who was bothering me for the first time and after a moment of feeling proud I start to question if I really wanna get better or not. My personality revolves so much around my depression and anxiety that idk what I will be as a person if I ever recover. I feel like I cannot hide behind this illness anymore if I ever recover and maybe I do suck as a person and not because of what my depression and anxiety caused me like I thought it did