i (19F) have been talking to this girl (19F) i net through twitter who goes to the same school as me but lives in california (i’m in nyc). she’s super nice and kind, she’s very introspective, funny, charismatic, blah, blah, blah...

i’m still a baby when it comes to dating so i can never tell when things advance or not. we’ve been talking for a few weeks and our conversations are romantic, platonic, and sexual. it’s a really nice vibe we have going on and we like talking to one another as well as facetiming. 

she says she really likes me, but in the beginning she also told me she’s talking to two other girls. and recently an old flame hit her up and they began talking again, she said they had really good chemistry and things only ended abruptly because of the other party’s personal life. and her telling me that didn’t sit well with me. but this was in the beginning. 

she flirts with me and calls me baby and yadada, and it seems like she genuinely likes me and wants to go on dates when we (hopefully) get back to school. and i really like her too, but i’m afraid i’ve attached myself too quickly and though i’m idealistic, i have this thought in the back of my mind that things aren’t gonna last. but i really want them to. she makes me very happy and she’s one of the best things that has happened to me during quarantine.