I’m such a shit, I spend all my days on my phone, in my bed, just being so exhausted and so bored. I don’t want to do anything because I don’t like anything, it all seems too hard. I hate my body, my face, and working for it looks way too hard and impossible for me, and I’m pretty sure that even if I eventually get the body I want, I’ll still hate myself for whatever reasons. I just don’t like life, I really want to find something interesting and do something, but all I can do right now is lay in bed spending 12h on my phone being so bored, and just feeling bad about myself and not being able to do anything about it. I have no passion, no true close friends, I don’t talk with my family, I feel lonely, I don’t know what to do with my life