I feel all alone, and the only person I used to talk to was my ex girlfriend (she was also the only person I have ever been able to talk to), I cant open up to anyone and I feel like I am collapsing, its been a month since I really talked to her and last time I messaged to let her know I was doing ok hoping to get some happy response back it was short, bland, unenthusiastic and it made me kind of lose hope. But since then I have just gotten worse, but I am so scared of asking her to talk as I feel like she doesnt want anything to do with me, please help..

(I have no family to turn to and I am just lost and sad..)