 I'm thinking I need to admit myself into a mental hospital, but I don't know if that's a good idea because of quarantine. I don't think I'm at complete risk to myself, but I also don't know how much longer I can push these thoughts away. I haven't been able to do my school work for almost 3 weeks because of my ADHD. I can't do anything because I'm just focusing on surviving. I also want to get medicated quickly because I feel out of control and I don't think I can wait to get diagnosed and go to a regular doctor.