Guy I like ghosted me again. I went over budget this month. Today I spent $150 at the mall. Got a new cardigan, skirt and tank top. Also spent about $200 on vs pink undergarments earlier this month. Wondering how much of it I can return… maybe 4 sets of lace bralettes is too much. Tbh I already wore them but the tag is still on, idk… Feeling miserable. Want to go to Tibet with the guy I like one day. So our prayers may be heard. I only get ssi and am way over budget… It’d be nice if more people found soul mates but that is not easy to accomplish and you have to know when to stop looking if it is really the one.