I have been struggling a lot with becoming more and more emotional less and being empty. I'm use to being emotional less but not feeling empty. I don't know if its becasue I barely have any support system or if my depression is just so bad at night that it makes me feel like I'm just taking up space. I don't really have anyone to talk about this type of stuff. Even my boyfriend seems like he doesn't care or just doesn't want to put the energy into it. Whenever his depression/anxiety picks up I drop everything to help but don't get the same response. I just want to feel normal and not feel like I don't mean anything and people would actually be better off without me. Whoever reads this I hope you're doing well. I do appreciate whoever reads this and hopefully don't feel alone.