I ran out of meds and refills when I caught covid, then I had covid for 2 weeks and didn’t take any medication for those 2 weeks because nobody would/could deliver them to me. Now I’m finally covid free and back on meds,but the depression and anxiety are hitting me like a ton of bricks I can’t feel or do anything but exist. I have a full time job and I hate myself for missing work. Im bed ridden and can’t find a reason to live again. I don’t know, just wanted to get this off my chest. Can’t talk to my mom or sister about it.