Does daily use of cannabis increase risk of psychotic disorders?

Trigger warning: Mentions harmful self behaviour. 

Hello everyone, I’m looking for advice/help. No negative feedback please. 
Ive been clinically diagnosed with major depressive disorder since I was young. I take 60mg Fluoxetine  and 1mg of Brexpiprazole (Antipsychotic) to help me with my depression. I do not have schizophrenia, I take the Brexpiprazole to help with the fluoxetine. 

So I’ve been smoking marijuana for about a year now, and I’ve never had any problems until now. I’m not sure if marijuana has anything to do with what happened to me but I’m here trying to figure that out. 
The past four times I’ve smoked, I’ve had this overwhelming feeling. I haven’t felt like myself and I didn’t want to blame weed ( because I’ve been a frequent user for quite some time) but was this just a bad trip or is my psychosis out of whack...? 

I’m going to try to describe it the best I can. Sorry if it doesn’t make sense.. so I feel a pressure, like I’m not myself. I’ve had this overwhelming feeling to hurt myself, ( which I’ve never had before ) like something inside me was saying “ hit your head “ or “ hurt yourself, cut yourself “. It’s not like it’s someone else’s voice in my head, it’s mine... but it doesn’t feel like me. It feels like a pressure inside my body saying to do all these awful things and it’s really scared me. I’ve spent the past three days crying, thinking awful thoughts, shaking my head, trying to get this feeling gone. But every time I smoke it seems to be very, very intense. 

At this point I’ve given up weed because I’m terrified of feeling that way. Again I’m not sure if it’s a “ bad trip” or to why I’d feel like this because again I’ve been smoking for a year or so and have never had this feeling. Please help. Thankyou.