Basically, I just feel like I have to have weed. Like it exists so I have to experience it and if I’m not then I’m missing out on something. I will use it beyond normal consumption and it’s weird because when I split, I will be like I’m never consuming it again, go running tryna get it out of my system and detoxing etc then the next day will wake up in full fixation mode again. I don’t wanna come off as knocking its medical usage because they’re definitely there with proper use, but my brain is hardwired for addiction and changing your headspace all the time is not good for your sanity