I know it was a violent title. I'm sorry. I'm 13 year old Aspie. I’m crying right now. I don’t even know why. I don't do homework because I’m tired. Not like I don't do it, but I can't. I'm really tired. My room is in third floor, but I hear footsteps, voices, to dishes from first floor. I just get tired, so I lie in bed. I close my eyes. But even when I close my eyes, it's still too bright. I cover my eyes with my hands and I can feel it blinking even when I am closing it. I try to breathe slowly and deeply. But my heart is pounding and I feel it in my whole body from my head to my legs. Then, I’d get flashbacks on trivial things someone said in the past month or two about once or twice a day. They're mostly voices, and even if I hate these voices. Then, I’d have conversation in my head. I simulate how I’m \*supposed\* to reply and act and make facial expressions and it’s exhausting. I say "shut up" in my head but it doesn't stop. Then I get up. The heart pounding doesn’t stop. And I start crying. I don’t know why. I just do. Is this called anxiety? What is this?