I'm so excited. Like I'm just for once calm and happy, I feel motivated and wanting to do things and actually doing them. I am having an easier time entertaining my child with different activities. I deep cleaned my house again. I feel good. I feel....proud of myself. The meds have been keeping my emotions under MY control and not out of control. I still feel anger sometimes but I have the ability to focus on it and just completely calm down. Don't get me wrong, I've had a few bumps here and there but very minor things! I just wanted to share this so hopefully someone reads it and feels even the tiniest bit that there IS hope, you just need to find the right things or people.