Cw: paranoia 

I don’t really know what happened. It was a regular Sunday, I spend every Sunday with my girlfriend but this time I could feel a shift. Something was wrong I couldn’t explain it, but it didn’t come from her. The entire day I got flashes of “this isn’t real” “time doesn’t exist” “you’ll never be in this moment again” like a crowd of people around me watching but no one’s ever really there, and I could feel myself retreating into the inner corners of my brain’s comfort space. 

She knows what’s wrong with me but I’m horrible at communicating so I stomached it and pretended like everything was fine till she left.