I am not asking to be diagnosed or whatever but I've been flaring with something that I cant put fully into words. If im not distracted with something or not thinking about reality, something like my vision and my mind spikes with thoughts like, what if i died, what happens? or How would my life be like this? My vision is like weird that I for sure cant describe. I feel as if its depression and anxiety that is just wrecking my brain. Does anyone else here have something similar?  


(Im not entirely sure if its the fact that everytime i think about death or space and its possible infininess, that it causes whatever that happens)