i always suspected bpd, but never disclosed my **true** self to my therapist(s) for years because i couldn't accept the label.....

i really do not care at all anymore.. maybe because i have a decent career finally, idk. 

**however -** i still question with my current therapist the **self-harm** requirement. i've never cut so makes no sense, right? 

lol

"You drive down the highway at 120mph because it **feels good** and you **keep yourself up for 3 days because it makes you feel happy.** That is self-harm.."

i just laughed and was like

&amp;#x200B;

&amp;#x200B;

https://preview.redd.it/fueermsnlan41.jpg?width=224&amp;format=pjpg&amp;auto=webp&amp;s=3b9d77f923b5496958007b4cca209664da64e020

the end. i've been up for three days now aaahah