I feel like I am constantly relying on my boyfriend for happiness or at least to keep me busy. Maybe it’s just the pandemic or maybe I’m going through something but when ever he declines my call (because he’s on the phone with one of his friends) or when he’s hanging out with his friends I feel like I have nothing to do or that I’m lonely and depressed. I don’t want to rely on him anymore as one of the only things that make me happy but I feel lonely and sad when he’s not there. This has never happened to me before that I felt like I heavily relied on someone else and I’m scared that if he leaves I’m gonna fall apart. If anyone has advice on what I could do or something to help that would be great.