ever since i was a teenager, i have struggled with anxiety. my periods of anxiety can differ; as sometimes i can go weeks with feeling just fine, whereas other times (like right now) i feel sick to my stomach for no reason

there are things in my life that do make me anxious in general, but i try to push those feelings aside most of the time. right now it feels like everything should be fine but i’ve been sick to my stomach for weeks just thinking about how anxious i am. i don’t feel like myself and it hurts so much 

the only time i feel like myself is when i’m distracted from life; while i’m in class, at work, with friends, or when my boyfriend gets home from work i feel completely fine. but as soon as he leaves and i’m home alone i feel sick to my stomach. does anyone else go through this? i feel like i just cannot exist by myself or else i just get extremely lonely and anxious