Last year i had gotten my ex-girlfriend pregnant. Initially I didn’t want it, but after a while we both decided to keep it and raise it as best as we can. 22 weeks in, we found out it would’ve been a girl. On Christmas though, she had a seizure and we lost our daughter.  I haven’t handled the grief well and I dont know what to do. Im not upset with her but I feel like somehow it’s all my fault. I know it’s not but i don’t know what to do. I just want my Amethyst back.