I recently went through a lot of shit during university, crying by anything that discomforts me (even writing this), I even went on shopping sprees that I shouldn't have done when I was gonna kill myself with the mentality of "hmm well if I'm heading off, let me just spend and have fun before I go".


I was supposed to graduate this month some accidental shit passed through uni and now it's not possible because of them. I have to wait for next year graduation and I'm just so deppresed and crying every day.



But now my parents are already forcing me to look for jobs when I'm feeling this way, idk what to do besides looking for my plug merchandise to feel better