So frustrating when you expect to hear from someone and then you don’t. We have regular interactions. Then I don’t hear from them and I slowly unravel as the clock moves forward and no response. I spend the next many hours wondering did I say or do something wrong? Looking back at our last conversation. Am I overthinking? Overreacting? Fuck if I know!! Then I hate them. They are doing it on purpose. (Jesus fucking Christ so ridiculous) Did something happen to them? Have they been injured? Did they die?? Fuck!!!! So sick of this shit!!! Goddamn it. Just losing my mind one minute at a time…