I was in a relationship for about a year and after we broke up we tried to make the relationship work still. There is no hope. He believes that I am manipulative and selfish. He has said that I do not deserve him. I cannot blame him, I have said awful things time and time again and he is too young to put up with it. I do not want to burden him and it’s not his job to put up with me. I thought that he loved me but his actions say otherwise. I feel like he has some underlying issues that he refuses to work through. He is not the same boy I fell in live with. Anyways, today I decided to call a quits for good this time. Our endless conversations of getting back together go nowhere. He doesn’t ever reach out to me, I’m always making the first move. He has stopped caring about me because of my seagull personality. I do not know hot to proceed. I do not want to talk to him because I’m sure he hates hearing from me. In order to keep him from leaving, I forced him to go. It doesn’t make sense.