it's not getting better. i'm so lonely and tired and this way I don't think I'll be able to finish college. even if I do, what's next? summer's coming up and i have no internships. i have no money to buy a car or go to a vacation. i don't want to go back to my parents house. i have a presentation coming up next week and I didn't do anything to prepare. i can't get myself to do anything. i'm so done.