you know the drill, constantly feeling like crap, constant brain fog, awful intrusive thoughts, feeling nauseous at the slightest thing, crying over nostalgic memories day in day out… but i woke up today as normal, went to work and on my way back i realised i felt totally fine today? zero intrusive thoughts at work, still major brain fog but i actually feel good and just FINE today and it’s so weird??? good weird, but it has me questioning “what happened for me to feel so good?” “why do i feel so good” “how long will it last” etc, the only thing that dropped my mood was speaking to my FP briefly (ironically lmao) but i shook it off almost immediately. 
this is a complete 180 from what i’m normally like and my routine didn’t change at all but hey, i’ll enjoy the peace while it lasts.