I just don't make sense. I don't understand who the fuck am i, and constantly seem to lose my identity, if i ever had one. My sense of self is blurry and coded. When i look back on my life, my personality so much in a couple of years that it makes me feel blank. I went from a wannabe tough guy school bully when i was ten to being a wannabe scientific geek to a cheeky punk rocker to a broken sad wannabe romantic boy. The stuck up loose nihilistic spiritual, hopeful sarcastic cynical positive thinker. My true self is yet to be found.