The other night, Thursday, I had taken some heavy meds and quietly walked away in the middle of the night. I don't remember a lot. I remember drinking and taking pills at home and then I was on a parking lot, then I was having cpr done to me. I remember a call with 911- we got disconnected, I felt that was a sign. I got released from the hospital because my partner is a nurse and I have a doctor :/ so now I'm just like ....