How do you control substance abuse with BPD? I have been abusing alcohol and drugs for 4 years to the point where it’s ruining my life. The thing is… I don’t want to stop, I love being fucked up.
I’ve been on antidepressants, mood stabilizers, and antipsychotics since I was 15. Because of this, I am an unfeeling zombie. Most of you probably know how this feels. I’m numb 24/7 and substances are the only things that make me feel like a person again.
My addictions are starting to hurt the ones I love and I really need to stop but I hate being sober. I don’t want to stop. How do you handle substance abuse with bpd?