I don’t care about anything really , I have no interest in anything.  I’m not suicidal .  I’m not a violent person , I just simply don’t give a fuck about half the shit anyone says . I’m so numb,that I have no energy to fake laugh,and small talk with co workers anymore… music sucks now … I hate eating . I hate looking in the mirror.  I just want to sleep away everyday like a koala on a tree .. fuck this rat race , fuck work , every fucking day is the same shit.  This world was designed for happy married couples , this world is not fun unless you’re rich.  All these laws , and all of these leaders make me sick.  I don’t know what life is anymore . I kinda miss life before all the social media , but then again here I am venting on Reddit.   I think everyone is fake on YouTube , Facebook, instagram. I see people eating dog shit for validation. What a fuckin time to be alive .  What do I do now?