The past few months have been awful.. my dog had a major surgery, then directly after my sister (she’s also my room mate). 

I can’t tell what reality is in my relationships. I was doing well, finally. However I’ve been under a lot of stress. But I also have that tendency to go for narcissistic, etc types.. my brain hurts, and I am having a hard time even getting out of bed these days. 

Only to mainly take care of my dog and sister.