So im struggling lately with not so much my illness as i really have finally faced it in its entirety it's more how do i go to people who probably hate me and let them know I'm sorry for my behavior in the past but im not that person anymore and id really like a chance to be friends again.

Because i know there are quite a few people who hate me for what ive done and i can't change that and i understand if they cant forgive me but i want to at least try and make an apology at the very least

Just not sure how to go about it.