So a girl I met on tinder spoke to for 2 days and she came to my house and it went terribly, I was just so awkward, uninterested and almost depressed. 
She was cool, kind of pretty but the way she talked she just seemed like another generation or World away from me. She's 23. I'm 26. It just makes me miss that comforting feeling of being with someone you've been with for years. 
Haha. She just text me saying we'll I'm home 😅
All in all I just feel shit, deleted all my dating apps and think I need to take a break and sort myself out.
It's just shit. I'm tired of being lonely but wanting to be alone.