So I’m not sure if this is a BPD related thing, but does anyone else feel like they do not have a personality/core self? Like when I’m with people I will mask &amp; be exactly what they want me to be, make the jokes that I know will make them laugh, etc. I know it’s weird, but i feel so empty when I think about it hard enough because I always feel like someone is navigating my body to make sure these people in my life won’t leave.