I’m gonna leave it plain and simple. Since there’s not enough air in the world nor words in the dictionary to describe how I feel and what the problems are with this world. But as the title says nothing satisfies me anymore. Not the drugs, no the porn not the food that can barely even stomach anymore and not even water on a scorching hot day. It just doesn’t do anything to me. I’m so numb that I don’t know what to even say. My own brother hates me. No one in my family wants anything to do with me. And I’m looked at constantly either in fear/worry that I’m gonna rob or kill someone or shoot up somewhere or I’m looked down upon as a piece of shit degenerate of society and because of that and multiple other things I can’t work. Like seriously imagaine getting a dwi while your not even fucked up and that dwi is your first charge. Like wtf I’m 20 almost 21 and you literally just ruined my life. And then they say I should be able to quite drugs and be a productive member of society how! If I can’t even get a fucking job. I’m sorry I went on a tangent but I truly believe my life is fucked beyond repair. I’m just waiting on the drugs to take it’s course.