I’m so insecure about myself when my boyfriend of 6 years sister is around. I live with her and it stinks. I’m questioning though if it’s jealously or what. She is literally perfect in every way. She has it with looks, she always looks amazing, she has it with personality, she can strike up a conversation with anyone and can make friends with anyone. However, I feel so awkward around her. I’ve tried to get to know her, but it’s awkward and uncomfortable. I feel like I don’t match her perfect lifestyle, but I don’t know if that’s stemming from being insecure. Also we don’t click personality wise. It’s soo bad to the point of when I’m home and she’s home I avoid her like the plague. I’m fine around her when my boyfriends around, but that’s it. I’m trying to figure out if I’m insecure around or because I’m jealous of her or what it is? I’ve always been someone insecure about my looks so I just feel super uncomfortable being around girls who get all dolled up. Either way I just don’t want to feel this way around her I mean she is my boyfriends sister.