I know I have plenty of friends who love and care for me and are here for me but when I switch (like rn) I just feel *so* alone. :( like I don’t want to reach out because I don’t want to be annoying or ruin their night but I’m really really suffering. Even if I reached out they’d just assure me that I’m loved but it doesn’t matter because I never truly know. I never will be able to *feel* that love. I’m always going to be crying like I am now because one of them accidentally didn’t text me back and I think they hate me.