Hello everyone i'm trying my best to wright decent english here, it's not my first language

So here is my story and i hope someone can give me tips or a point of view because i can't find a way out of it...

Last couple of days i got severe panic attacks to the point of crying.
For some reason i am scared of not breathing and breathing badly .. I got panic attacks 3 years ago and manage to get out of it but now they are back and much much worse to the point my work had to call a taxi to get me home.. I am already on xanax the fast acting one and i cant stop working i got to much responsibilities got 2 houses to pay for and a family. The only "safe" place in my mind is home everywhere else i get these panicattacks

Please someone help me, I cant take it anymore