Today was a shit day something happened (I won’t say what bc I don’t feel like saying it) and my mind started going fucking crazy it literally felt like the end of the world. I was panicking and crying and I really felt like committing suicide and didn’t want to go home because I knew I would feel 100 times worse. But thankfully I went to my friends house after. I will never be strong I’ll always be weak I can’t handle anything bad happening everything needs to be perfect I cannot get that emotionally hurt whether it’s big or small. I’m still wondering if I should go ahead with my suicide. I’m tired of everything