I hate always thinking I have some kind of terrible mental illness and making myself depressed and anxious. I had 2 panic attacks from weed experiences and then onset sever anxiety for a few weeks even after 5 weeks of quitting, the anxiety has gotten a lot better but I still have DPDR and visual snow now from this. These give me the fear that I'm developing some kind of mental issue, I believe I have a deep fear of losing it and fear that I'll get delusional. I guess I'm some kind of hypochondriac and I don't want to feel this way anymore. I want to be normal again. any tips or help would be nice, I am in therapy and am going to an eye doctor just incase for potential underlying eye issues.