This is not venting! I want advice. Diagnosed at 21 and I'm 26 now. This guy who's younger than me is really sweet and nice to me. I knew as soon I saw him that I would have a problem. I've kept my feelings to myself for a year now which I'm proud of, but I think I want to tell him I have a crush on him. 

He's also depressed? Bipolar? Said he was on anti-depressants and I didn't ask further because it felt weird. I do not want to explain favorite people to him mostly because I think I'm going to be rejected since he was too busy when I asked if he wanted to go to a concert with me. 

I'm hoping I'll have enough courage when I see him next to tell him. I'm worried even after the rejection that I'll still be hung up and wanting to harm myself. Any thoughts???