sorry i am slightly tipsy. i have been single for a month now. i haven't been in love since ever. today. right now. i am in a bar. i see this woman. bartender. i love her. i am going insane. i want to hug her from behind while she is doing dishes. i want her to be everything for me. and be everything to her. she makes me alive. shit. she is my crush. fuck. i haven't felt this for a long time. she is my existence. i am sorry i wanted to share but there is no place that would gwt.