tw: lotta cursing

i posted a vent earlier. i’m still struggling. i currently feel everything and nothing at the same time and i am so fucking angry and people are not making it any better and how the hell do i bring myself down it’s been such a bad day holy shit. i have sat in bed all day (got up at 6 pm to get dressed and brush my teeth but i’m back now) and i am having such an episode. i’m not even officially fucking diagnosed but we all know i have it, it’s just that my therapist is new so we’re “working on it”. i have snapped on so many ppl trying to help me today because they say one thing that pisses me off like “well everyone feels that way” i am SO SICK of being brushed off. 

i have been so angry i feel like i’m going to vomit, i took anti-nausea medicine. men are being jackasses which hasn’t helped, but i’m more angry that i’m dealing with this and i’m just so sick of it. 

go ahead and bitch me out for a “self diagnosis” if you want. i’ve heard it all before i really couldn’t care less anymore.