"I love you 

I love you 

I love you  



Let me show you   


That I love you   


Let me in

Let me give you everything 

You never knew you needed   



Where are you 

Where are you 

Where are you 
  


I love you  


Where are you 

Why aren't you thinking of me 

I'm thinking of you   


Who are you with 

What are you doing 

What have I done wrong?   


I need something 

Just give me something 

Please, give me something   


You're here   


I hate you  
 

Why did you abandon me?   


Can't you just think   


Just think

Just think 

Just think   


About me for one second?   


I need X amount of attention   


I will force you to give me  

 
X amount of attention 

X amount of attention 

X amount of attention   


Until you hate me too  

I love you  
 

How could you hate me?"  




I wrote this tonight after my boyfriend went to the bar with a coworker when he got off work. All I would have wanted  was a heads up. 

I wrote this with the intention to send it to him to describe how I felt after everything, but I'd never show this to him because this literally seems like the ramblings of a crazy person. 

Sigh.