Want to know what tragedy caused me to do all this? my boyfriend didn’t go to school. that’s literally it. That’s fucking it. I feel so fucking pathetic . I’ve been losing my mind for literally 5 hours because my boyfriend didn’t show up to school. that’s fucking it. why am i so fucking dependent. I cant even IMAGINE explaining this to him. I feel so guilty and stupid why am i like this why can’t i be fucking normal and behave normally. I hate myself so much