Triggered and sad so short rant. I hate how somehow the world is evolving and slowly becoming more accepting of mental illnesses and yet no one cares about schizophrenia still. People don’t care about to educate themselves or be educated that we aren’t all crazy violent types who will murder them like the media portrays us. Sure, we have a difficulty with reality but everyone make it sound like we’re these hopeless people who will forever stay “insane” and needs to be locked up in an asylum. I know there are good people out there who doesn’t think this about schizophrenics but I find it that it’s rare. maybe I;m just unlucky with people but it feels horrible. For the record, no one knows I have schizophrenia so sometimes people make jokes about schizophrenic people and then I’d get triggered and defend it but no one ever cares. I know it sounds bad to get triggered by that but sometimes I can’t help it because it sucks. I feel like I wanna hide forever sometimes because of this. even when I’m starting to progress, I feel shame sometimes. But I know better and I know I shouldn’t let such things get to me. idk.