I'm a female in my early twenties and I've given up. Been in front of different professionals on and off over the years since I was 12. 

To summarise my last bad experience:
The last woman I went to see put me on 50mg Zoloft, which got increased to 100mg for about a year and now I'm back on the 50. I've waited two years for it to "kick in" and neither dose seems much help. The CBT and workbook was a waste of time. She suspiciously discharged me something like three appointments after I brought up BPD as a minor possibility. This was all in 2018-19 and I finally decided I was done after that. 

It's as if I'm getting worse as I get older. I'm thinking of cramming everything deeper inside myself while I wait to die. It might all unleash one day, but hey - its worked pretty well for the last two decades!