So I have BPD and I absolutely adore weed. Without it I dont function very well at all. A lot of the time my brain feels like this tensed, tangled ball of yarn but when I smoke it just feels like the smoke is washing away all the clutter, all the mess in my head. It just feels like such a huge wave of relief. I cant count how many times I've been in a really bad, upset place and weed almost instantly just made my world a little brighter. It actually makes me so happy and it's so fun to experiment with too, seeing what works and what doesnt. 

I love it so much in fact that I kind of get a little upset when I see people trashing it. Of course they wouldn't just say weed is bad, that's too boomer. They say "Weed is addictive and smoking is bad for your lungs :c". Weed can be addictive just like literally everything else and no shit smoking anything is bad for your lungs but it's much better than the alternative. 

If I look at my life with weed, versus without, I dont see much of a reason to ever stop ingesting cannabis through one way or another. I dont get what makes people so upset about it. Very low potential for addictions, a myriad of means for ingestion depending on what you want to put in your body, and vast array of mental health benefits, at least for me. 

And when I see people being so against something I adore, something that has changed my life in such a positive way, I get a little upset. It just means so much to me, I love it, even just the pretty little hairs on the bud, the twinkle of the trichomes under the light, it's so beautiful. 

I've been making YouTube videos about weed lately and this is a topic I want to look at specifically. I always feel like theres no space for me anywhere though, that what I want to say has probably been said a million times before but I just wanna go out there so much. 

What is your guys' experience with weed? Does it help or hurt and are there any strains you'd recommend. 

Thanks for reading my ramble, I hope someone can relate.