Hi dear community,

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I have anxiety for a long time, but I am diagnosed officially with GAD and Emet\* since a good year. Traveling was never easy for me, as I don't like to be away for a long amount of time from my home and area. My girlfriend and I are going to South East Asia from Europe. We booked for two weeks. However, in retrospective, I feel 2 weeks is too long for my anxiety. I also have to take Benzos\* to ease the anxiety while there. I proposed to my GF that we change our booking to maybe 9 to 10 days instead of 14 it would be a lot easier. But she doesn't want to, and I should stay, she said. She thinks I should stick it out. Her family will also be there, so if I would leave earlier, she wouldn't be alone. Do you guys think, for my own sanity, I should leave earlier even if my GF doesn't approve this decision and risk some relationship problems? I'm also thinking if it's hurting my comfort zone, I should do what I think would be best.   


I like to also have some days at home before I have to work again, since I will start a new job two weeks after vacations and still have a lot of work to do in my current job. Btw, the flight is tomorrow, so I would tell here that I leave while we're there.

TL;DR: Traveling to South East Asia from Europe tomorrow, and I feel with my anxiety I can't handle two weeks and want to change booking to 9 days to go home earlier. GF would be there with family, but she doesn't want to go home and insist that I stay two weeks. 

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Thanks