This is really embarassing to say but when ever i watch/read hentai where the guy just gets cared about idk it makes me kinda feel empty or weird, its hard to describe it kind of feels like jealoussy and its not just bc of the female being like sexy and stuff ofc it takes part but its mostly bc the hentais storyline is so played out im reading it as a manga and I love her personalirt its getting weird I feel like im turning into a kinda creep I find it really weird and am embarassed about this I really dont know what to do about it and its my first ever hentai addiction ever that I've personally asked the creator when a new part is coming out.
I dont know fictional characters have a place in my heart for some reason.

(Im sorry if this is the wrong subreddit)