Title. I hate who I am, where I am, and everything around my system. I dont want to hear anything else.  I have things such as a roof over my head, money in my pocket but its just not getting better.

I'm a 28 year old male with a job but still live with parents, I have enough friends to fit on one hand. I feel like I missed a step in school where we get educated on how to live life, I see on social media people are out doing things and making milestones in their life.

I guess Im just venting, so later on I can socialise with my friend and not show any sign I have these thoughts. Ive tried to finish it before but I'm too much of a coward.