Dude. I'm done for real. (26f) Had this depression for 10+ years for no fucking reason. My life is perfect, got a job, loving family, loving partner, no major sickness. But this depression is just tearing me apart. I'm going insane. It's hurting me physically. I'm suffocating. Nothing to look forward to. Just want this to end I can't take this much longer. My depression is like a virus in my brain and I feel like i will die by depression disease like a tumor or something.