26 YO woman. Married with one child. I got diagnosed with anxiety at 19. For the past six months, I don’t recognize myself. I don’t remember the last day I was happy. I have emotional outbursts weekly (usually anger). I cry multiple times a week. I can’t fall asleep because my mind is racing. My to do list is never ending and when the time comes to do it, I can’t. I’m so physically and mentally exhausted. Everything triggers me. My kid crying triggers me. I feel like i’m losing my mind.

I am on 50 mg of Zoloft &amp; feel no relief. I was on 20 mg of Lexapro and asked my doctor for something else 6 months ago when my anxiety went through the roof and it hasn’t let up since. 

Is this what anxiety is for most people? I’ve never felt this bad before. I keep thinking it can’t just be anxiety, can it? Is this how debilitating it can be?