Hello beautiful people. I wanted to share my story here and ask of any of you feel or can relate to this. I joined this reddit to find understanding and support. My husband has a diagnosis of bipolar type2 with rapid cycling. He doesn't accept it and doesn't want treatment. We have struggled with this for years but finally has the diagnosis. He's dad has bipolar type 1 and bother too. Anyway for a few years he's condition has gotten worse. I had a journal keeping up symptoms and things that happened during episodes ( i was convinced he has this as his family and was trying to have proof to show him). 

Anyway, he was loving and the most beautiful husband ever during the happy manic time :( , then when the depressive cycle would come he would be completely distant and said we should separate.

Since last year things have gotten worse and worse and this year he went from 4 months of loving amazing time to telling me he was going to file for divorce and asked me to move out. Now we're separated because i can't take it anymore and during the time I'm moving out my stuff he goes from why are you moving ? To ,when are you done ? Is really hard.

Therapist told me to not take it personally and know he doesn't want treatment and i can't do anything else. He also assaulted me during an episode so I'm forced to move our for my safety. 

I know the psychiatrist that talked to me said he has a severe case and asked me to help him during this time while he decided to get medicines or not. 

I'm just sharing here but was curious if any of you have felt your feelings changing for a SO during episodes. Sending love to all of you 💕✨🙏