I have no sense of myself (I feel "myself" just because I have had this name since birth and people called me w/ this name for my life).
I have been suicidal for a few days few months ago, never attempted.
I don't recognize the person in the mirror/photos.
Sometimes (Rarely) I am disconnected to my parents (like: who are they?!).
Inside I feel numb and empty. I have "heats???" of happiness for a few seconds/minutes thru the day.
I overshare or i share nothing.
if I get friend with someone, i think i like them romantically?!??? but they are just my friend, or else i am without friends. 
HOW DO I INTRODUCE IT TO MY NEW THERAPIST without saying directly I might have bpd? also i dont do drug/drink/ do dangerous actions.