i think for the most part, my depression isnt as bad as it was before but life still feels pretty……empty

dont get me wrong, i still love my video games and shows and stuff but some days i just…..lay in bed and just stare and wonder what im missing in life? i think i feel content but at the same time, is this all there is? where am i gonna be after graduation or years from now?

i have a best friend, truly believe she is my platonic soulmate and i love her to death and dont know where i would be without her, and i have my own interest and routine but i still feel like im…..missing something 

ive gone to religious schools and tried spiritual stuff and didn’t feel anything at all (agnostic at most) and have slowly discovered who i am and what i like and dislike and feel more comfortable with who i am

i attempted dating but truly believe my mental health is not good enough to be dating anyone right now (also believe im on the asexuality/aromantic spectrum)

tho some days, i still feel lonely and just wish i could find that other thing im missing maybe?

idk……..it just feels empty…….

i sleep, game, love baking, school, talk to friends, rinse and repeat and think i should be ok but not sure anymore