I(30,M) have been seeing someone (40,F) for a couple months now. This is the first person I have dated sober. I have tried to be as honest as I can about my situation. My sobriety, some mental health things, previous behaviours and patterns of behaviour in relationships. My feelings are getting stronger and stronger everyday. We met doing a mutual hobby and discovered we share a lot more in common. Very chill overall. However I cam help but see the worst case scenario playing out. Which would be me becoming completely addicted to this person and the rest of my life goes to shit. I was single two years prior to this because the last heartbreak was unbearable, and took a long time to come out of. I literally told my home girl last night that i have commitment issues, i have said it now multiple times, explaining all the suffering and wasted time from my previous relationships. Its almost like im slowly self sabotaging. Should I pump the breaks? Im over 1 year sober, have had this illness contained the past year. I feel like im risking everythinf by proceeding here. Any advice or personal experience would be great.