I’ve been really struggling with trying to trust my boyfriend. I keep getting jealous when he hangs out with other guys or gets close to them physically. When he told me he was going to stay over at a hotel with three of his male friends, I kinda lost it internally. I got so irrationally upset because I’m so clingy and possessive that I cannot stand that he wants to do friend things with his friends. 

I keep expecting him to dedicate all his time to me because I do that. I keep forgetting that he has friends and family and basically a life outside of me. He reassures me all the time and disproves my fear but I don’t know. I’m just bad at letting him go. 