I just want to say as a disclaimer I’m not looking for a diagnosis. Also this may be slightly triggering because it talks about stigma a lot. I’m just kind of freaking out as I come to terms with what I probably have. My therapist has said that it is a possibility and I find it really difficult to face. 
I feel like as a diagnosis, bpd has an insane amount of stigma. I’ve seen so much online about how people with bpd can’t love and lack empathy and etcetera or how they lie and their emotions are just to manipulate. I’m very frustrated by this and I don’t feel like it is accurate. My mother is also bpd and it runs in my family somewhat. I think we are more emotionally fragile than we are manipulative. 
I’m very overwhelmed by my emotions though. I identify more with anger in than anger out I guess. 
I just already have a lot of self doubt and self hatred and I feel like a lot of other people with bpd also do. It’s not helpful to have this content demonizing all of us. It’s so hard to see myself objectively already. I’m just very confused and frustrated. Wondering if anyone else has gone through this.