My favourite person told me he’s fallen out of love with me yesterday. I am still hopelessly in love with him, and can’t speak to him without having the urge to beg him to tell me what I can do so he can take me back. My life’s been a living hell because of my living conditions (a minor living with abusive parents and no friends at school) and it spread onto him, that’s why he left. I feel completely unlovable because of it. My BPD drove him away. I don’t know how to cope with this because I thought he was the one I was going to marry. He promised he’d never leave me for it and he did. My abandonment issues have flared up and I can’t speak to him let alone look at him. I need help please. How can I power through this?