This semester was so hard because of panic attacks and agoraphobia. Sometimes class went okay and other times I had to skip due to panic attacks. Today is the last day to change my class schedule and I’m so tempted to go all online. I have so much anxiety about it. I’m afraid of getting covid (I’m immunocompromised and vaccines aren’t mandated). I’m afraid of panic attacks. I’m just AFRAID!!! I know it’d be easier to just do online but then i’m afraid it’s just reinforcing my fear and will make transferring to a 4-year (i’m at cc) in the fall extra hard. 

what should i do. i could join clubs if i do all online but thats still not the same as being in a big class. I also am in a program at my school but it’s uncertain whether most events will be online or on zoom. Will doing this class help (exposure therapy) or will it just be unbearable. i have to decide TODAY &amp; i’m freaking out