Does anyone have like a side fp? Like someone who briefly becomes your fp when you're splitting on your real fp? And like all you talk about to the side peice is just shit talk about your fp? For me, it's been the same person for years. They always get my phone calls complaining about whoever my fp was at the time. And I sometimes feel bad because they have always been there for me and I've always been too busy trying to do everything with the fps I had. Lately I've kinda feel like I was just using them. And I kinda going through a rough time with my fp rn and I don't even want to call my friend, because I feel guilty. I mean I've invited her out with me, but our work schedules are completely different.

Well I tried to make this comedic, but totally managed to trigger a mood swing while typing this, and started writing my thoughts. Cried about it, reread it, realized I over dramatized it, and decided why not show yall how my bpd manifests