Idk if black out is the right word or if its a product of my anxiety. But whenever i talk to anyone i like completely ‘black out’ and don’t understand the words that i say as im saying them. Is isnt until after there is a break in the conversation that i full proces what i say and totally realize that i shouldnt have said it. The words come out as comprehensive sentences but idk ahhh im bad with words (obviously) but dae have a similar experience