My boyfriend and I are fighting. He's drinking and I don't wanna deal with him. I'm starving. But I can't make myself get up and go eat. I hate going places alone. I could just go ask for him to go with me but I don't wanna speak to him. Why is this such an issue??

And it's more than just now. It's all the time, everywhere. Store? Nope. Events? Nope. I can only go to work and (before graduating) school alone. And I hated it. I wouldn't even go eat at the school cafeteria without someone else. I might go through a drive through or just not eat. 

Does anyone else feel like this?