So, I made a TikTok (which I am still fairly new too, being "old" and all, lol) and one, I wanted to share with y'all mainly to see if you relate/do the same thing...
But also, for some reason I am now having major anxiety (which I know is common with adhd) after posting it and not sure why. I mean I was just having fun making it and posting it and only have a very tiny amount of random followers/people that are going to see it, so why am I stressing so much?
I started re-watching it and focusing on random "barely there" flaws like, if I sounded stupid, not liking my voice, noticing that my bottom tooth is more crooked than I thought, ect. And I'm not sure if it is me over analyzing it or if it is because the way society is so obsessed with the way we look and the amount of "likes" or comments you get, like it defines you.
I keep telling myself that I honestly don't give a sh*t, I am just having fun with it. But do I? Does everyone?
Sorry for getting all philosophical and sh*t, lol. I took a deep dive into the internet, while drinking a good amount of whiskey, haha. BUT, I do really want to hear everyone's thoughts on the subject (that being the video itself AND/OR what I mentioned above).
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRyBdakR/