a couple days ago i had plans to meet a guy, long story short things got hot and heavy but then my emotions changed and i said the magic word ✨no✨ and it got ignored many times. it was _____ it was so bad. and i don’t have much support but im pressing charges and filed a police report. but the tests etc were so painful. the trauma is too much. i need some encouragement to keep pushing because I have never felt more alone.