Hi all

I'm at a point where I just feel defeated in all aspects of my life.

I normally write a bloody essay of crap on these post but I feel like I don't have the mental capacity to anymore.
I normally talk to my "best" friend but I haven't in days.
I normally play video games I feel like I don't have the zeal.

I wonder if this if this is how it feels to be dead while my body lives

Who knows?

Thanks R
- "I thought what I'd do was pretend to be one of those deaf-mutes or should I?"