I feel like I try so so so hard to change my ways. I do DBT, CBT, couples therapy, yoga, natural medicine (Western meds don’t work for me), stopping drinking, Art, journaling, exercise etc…. I check off all boxes when it comes to taking care of your mental health. My partner who is also my fp, has been begging me to work on the splitting, (I used to have trouble with lying but not anymore). I hope and pray and try and put in the work so hard, but I feel like I make no progress. This person is the love of my life, I will do anything for them. And they will do anything for me. But I feel like my BPD has me destined to be alone for ever. Can I have some encouragement that I will get through this?