I don’t know why I’m posting here. Last time I posted on the r/suicidewatch and mentioned that I hate being a woman. 
I suddenly get people telling me I’d never last as a man. And then I get these sick private messages suggesting I sell myself since that I’d be better off doing since I’m throwing myself away anyway.

I can’t imagine raising children in this world.
I was considering not existing anymore. Why do people hate me so much?
My life is going to hell. I ask for help, and I get shit on all the time.
I went to a psychiatrist and have a nurse start talking down to me. What did I do wrong?
People I once considered friends turn on me. 
I can’t handle this. What’s the point?