There are things I like to do, but nothing has made me ACTUALLY feel happy for just one second in what feels like forever. How am I supposed to work my 9-5, look for jobs to apply to (because my current is only temporary), study for my driver's license ALL while trying to take care of mental health? Often I wake up at 6 in the morning and get home and 6 in the evening just for my father to tell me my room is a mess and I haven't done any chores (like doing the dishes etc.) in weeks, leaving it all to him. Yes, I know that I barely get anything done, but so should he know how exhausted every single day makes me feel and that I'm not happy at all with my life right now, even considering quitting and going back to therapy. Man, my depression's hitting me like a damn train today