I'm woman in the mid twenties, single and searching for a long lasting partner in crime. I'm attractive and such but I have a big issue that makes me a difficult partner. I've been diagnosed with BD, have anxiety and panic disorder. I'm a lot to deal with. I'm currently still searching for a treatment and a doctor ( third psychiatrist, third time is the charm right?). So... I'm kinda scared to start something with someone just to get rejected because I'm still on my way of finding a treatment that works, let alone heal if possible. Right now I'm ok most of time, but when I'm not it's severe. I really want to find love. I want to find someone to build my future with but I'm afraid I will have to wait until I get better. I don't know how to approach the dating life with my condition. The last guy told me that it wasn't a big  issue for him because he thought I would heal and get better soon (like probably very soon). Well that might not be the case... And this scares me because where am I gonna find someone that is willing to deal with that? 
I really need some advice on this. How do you find love when you are problematic?