I just want to be mean and cold and aloof. I want to not care about others and be able to just be alone and not need anybody. I was doing so well and I feel like I’m falling apart. I was doing SO well and I’m so mad at caring too much and more than anyone else and being treated like shit in return. My roommates are assholes and I can’t tell if I’m overreacting or if they’re actually being dicks. I’m so tired of feeling everything.