2020 is when the world started to shut down and die. I live in Colorado, where there is currently a massive wildfire. In DECEMBER. FUCKING DECEMBER. 

The pandemic is getting worse. I live in the second highest COVID county in the country. The tensions between big nations are too. There are more and more climate disasters. There are more humanitarian crises. There are more protests and violent riots. Governments are getting more authoritarian. My family is having internal issues. 

I’m anxious. This is it. I’m sitting here crying in my room hugging my childhood teddy bear. This isn’t normal. I’m terrified. What’s next? Wildfires here where I live in the mountains? Deadly blizzards? More avalanches like we had a few years back? The big ass Yellowstone volcano?

Jesus sure ain’t coming because there are only demons left.