I am just 20 , but the burden on me is enormous . I just graduated from college &amp; everybody expects me to step up &amp; earn . I am still figuring out life &amp; what to do next , which course to further study etc but i have no mental support . I am constantly being ridiculed or criticised at every point by everyone . I mean i may make mistakes i am still learning but I can’t handle the loneliness anymore . 
Ps : i am a single child , no friends or siblings