Hey fellow polar-bears, I love you all….I am a 35f and I’ve managed to uh…..kind of ‘keep it together’ up until this point but….I don’t know if I’m at a breakdown?….I also have a mild agoraphobia so leaving my house can be challenging but is often just undesirable; lately, today, *NOW* specifically I feel the intense compulsion to run out into the street barefoot and just…keep running, until my feet are bleeding and full of glass….I want someone to put me in bed and give me grippy socks and to force me to share in group therapy and validate me….is this hospital stuff?