man idk i don’t even have wnything fkn meaningful to put here i just wnt some support 😭 this is my 3rd time being hospitalized this year ,all for psychotic episodes/drug abuse  but hey at least this one’s voluntary ?? i’ve just been having the worst time lately, maybe some of u saw my post where my psychiatrist fired me. after that things kept getting worse and today i lost my fp of like 3 years who was the only person i felt like i could talk to about what i’m going thru. the only other person i trust rn is the girl i like and i don’t want to bother her or scare her off bc it’s still relatively new. lately i’ve been feeling really manic and just paranoid and  idk!!! i feel like a slug when u pour salt on it 😭😭 i just would really appreciate some comforting words rn, i’m going thru a lot nd like i said i don’t rly have any support and i feel like my entire world just got shattered :/