I’m so tired. No one ever understands what I mean and people are always mad at me I don’t get why. I’m an autistic woman and I have no one to lean on. Everyone left and I don’t even know why. I want to leave too but I’ve tried before and it didn’t work so I feel even more stuck. I’m only here at this point for my dog. And I even think my dog would better off with a different owner sometimes. God this sucks. How do you get past this empty ache?