I left my job about a month ago as I wasn't so motivated and thus couldn't give my 100% and I started looking for another job. But when I received a couple of rejections, I don't know why but I couldn't apply for any jobs and when I told this to my therapist, she said I am not taking it seriously 😒. 

Its not like I don't want a new job, but I struggle so much to put in that effort, the tasks seems overwhelming. I know that I am very ambitious and knowledgeable and if applied at right place, I would do good. But I am always running away from hard work to get there.