I weigh 42kg I’m 23 and have a bra size of c 14 I know girls my age have more then me but I was made to feel ashamed of my breast and body apparently I have a whore body which makes me feel dirty I feel dirty after when I shop for new bras for support I got shamed a lot when I was 17 which is weird considering that 18 the same person is a d and cup I always made to feel heavier then I am I’m still a young girl I spent my whole early 20s worrying about my weight because that’s what filled me I never aloud to have a social life because it will make me independent Lol it did never aloud to think for myself never aloud to pick my own clothes until 20 years old I feel fat because I was made to feel fat dispte me weighing 42kg. She would yell at me all the time if I didn’t do things her way. She still wants to control me mentally I want to die I hate my body I always feel ugly because of her she always brings me down saying I can’t do anything before even trying. I feel so lost .