 I just dont want to do anything other than lying in bed and being on my laptop.  
I have to force myself to talk to people and meet up, I want to just finish my studies but then I have to start working, its like I just want to do nothing and cannot keep up with life, at the same time I feel like wasting my life, because the idea of losing time usually scares me and people know me for being passionte about life. I am cryying more lately but right now Im not even sad, I just dont want to do nothing. It feels safer to be nn my own in bed and I have this underlying feeling of "ok I can do stuff, but whats the poiint really