I am a 18f who has be diagnosed with depression and anxiety for about 3 years now, I have gone to therapy multiple times and they actually have done more harm than good, in the past 9 months home hasn't felt like home. When I have a breakdown at home my first instinct is to say I wanna go home, yet I am sitting in my room crying. Please tell me I am not the only one who deals with this, I just wanna feel safe and comfortable. Recently I have been wishing that someone else can have my privileged life and I will take there place of suffering, I am so tired of feeling this way, I have tried reaching out but nothing helps, I never quite can connect to my therapists. What do I do? Please someone tell me how to fix my problems. I have tried it solving them on my own.