I come from a very traditionalist background which means mental health is often disregarded within that demographic. My grandmother saw my medicine box and commented on how “ridiculous” and “wasteful” it was to take medication for mental heath disorders. She then shouted - calling me selfish. This really got me as Ive traveled more than 4 hours today across the country to be her chaperone when she goes to hospital tomorrow.

They try force feeding my whole life too.This developed negative association with eating has subsequently developed into a chronic eating disorder 👍 
I really wish I could just evaporate and leave this harsh world.