I dont know if its because i had a bad life and im a really unstable and vunrable person.
I got beat up a lot at school and hit by my dad a few times.
It usually goes like this. I either do something or say something thats unhinged then somebody calls me out on it. I take it further or i tell them to go fuck themselves then i find myself on the floor with a bloodie nose. I hate it. 

Hell the pain doesnt even bother me anymore. It just makes me sad that so many people seem to hate me :(