I'm just coming off of a manic episode and just processing some of the ways people reacted. Some of my friends acted negatively towards my revelations (which I interpreted as them wanting to take me down) but on the other end of things were the friends who texted/called me wanting to spend more time with me, to feed off of my electricity, to hear what I had to say, and be near the "amazing" energy. 

I just don't know how to feel about that. it feels a bit icky, like they were just milking me for what they could get from it (self-centered), without recognizing I was feeling real things. but on the other hand, maybe it wasn't that problematic

any thoughts on this?