I'm not sure if this is related to having BPD. I'm diagnosed with it as well as dependent personality, and I have been noticing more and more that I have a much more vivid autobiographical memory compared to most of my peers. I used to think my memory is fairly normal, but after sharing my thoughts with my peers, it seems like I lack the ability to sort out memories and get rid of the unnecessary ones. My earliest memory is when I was being breast fed, but my memory is still spotty from when I was young. When someone asks me about a time we did _____, I think about the day of the week, what else I did that day, what I was wearing, where I was, in what room, in what seat, etc. It hurts me quite a bit when I bring up memories from long ago, like the second grade or time spent in a relationship with people in my life, and they don't remember. I was just curious if anyone else experiences this. I also like to play memories of the past in my head, and I'm not sure if this is healthy (people say I should stop living the past and try to focus on the now), but I find it somewhat therapeutic, almost like an escape. 