Oh yeah. The other day i went out with a girl to see a movie in the theaters; I was super excited to go out with her. After about an hour into the movie, she got up and left her seat with her drink and her bag without telling me where she was going to go. She walks down the stairs and out of the theater. At this point, my stupid fear of abandonment symptom kicked in and I was panicking sooo hard. My mind was going a million miles per hour. I literally almost had a panic attack. After about 5 minutes I was convinced that she stood me up but I decide to stay a little bit just in case... but after 5 more minutes, she STILL hasn't come back and I was done. I got my popcorn and left. But to my surprise... as soon as I walked down the hall to get out of the theater, I noticed her walking back to her seat... she just went to refill her drink... she asked me where I was going and I LIED to her saying that I was going to the restroom, but she knew what I was doing. We didn't really talk after that and as soon as we left she immediately orders a Lyft and says "thanks for movie night!" I felt so embarrassed. I couldn't believe I let my BPD get the best of me.  

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