I've been needing coffee so I can stay awake long enough to study for finals and all. Problem? I get so nervous ordering or even being out in public. The worst part is I'm a rational person. I know that nobody is really paying attention and that it's "all in my head." That's the problem. I can't make it shut off. I had been practicing my order for a camaramel macchiato all morning and then I finally go to ask for it. They're out. I actually panicked and ask for mocha. I hate mocha. I just don't get why this is so hard. It's hard to explain it to others when I don't understand it myself.