 

(Any words of reassurance will be extremely appreciated) 

I'm going back to uni after dropping out TWICE next January and I'm genuinely afraid.

Their many things triggering my anxiety besides the idea of going back. First, I have OCD and my uni is located in a city where everything is disgusting to me and makes me want to peel my skin off SO BAD and it affects my mood. Second, I'm overthinking whether I'll be able to find a room there (my uni doesn't have a dorm) and if I find one, will I share it with someone or not, and will that someone be as shity as my previous roommate or not? Third, will I be able to afford to buy all the things that I need? 

Just a lot is going on in my head right now, and no one is taking me seriously. Seeing the date change makes my heart drop every single time I look at my phone cuz it reminds me that day is getting closer