4 months to be exact.

Today was the first time I heard myself speak (5:30 PM), for one stupid reason: I needed to recite a poem for my school project.

I was diagnosed with psychosis a long time ago.

I've always wanted to hear myself talk, I've been longing to hear what I sound like. But my delusion's creeping up on me, and now I think people are watching me and I don't want to say a single word out of my mouth, even by whispering.

I've heard what I sounded like in public, but I haven't heard my true self, and today I just heard it.

To be honest it sounds, strange. Like I sound more, weird I guess, even though I don't feel that way about myself.