Hey everyone! Hope you’re all having a good day so far! 

I need to get this off my chest before I have a really bad breakdown. 

So long story short, I met the love of my life &amp; unfortunately he lived in Canada, I’m from the UK. Got a best friend of nearly 30 years, weird relationship, lost most of my friends because of them. Fast forward to the past 3 weeks. The week I was getting married they told me that they just couldn’t accept it and wouldn’t be happy for me. Haven’t heard from them since. all those years of friendship gone just like that all because they didn’t want me to move countries. I understand them being upset but to throw me away like that? I’m broken. 

I live with pretty severe anxiety and so I honestly feel like I’m not gunna have any friends ever again. I try to fit in with people but I constantly hold myself back because I’m so anxious of letting people in or letting people see the real me. 

I can’t sleep at night wondering if I’m going to be this lonely for the rest of my life. I’m in a different country, only know my husband and the people around him. Unless I get to grips with anxiety I fear that I’m going to live a pretty lonely life. 

Any advice on how to kick anxieties ass and throw myself out there? I don’t toot my own horn but I’m the type of person everyone needs as a friend, fiercely loyal and I’m fun to be around. I just wish I could show the world that. 

Sorry for the rant, I don’t have anyone to talk to.