For about 5 months now,my brain has been going on and off about how I feel about my boyfriend. Like logically and feelings wise I know i love him very much in every single way. But I keep getting these irrational thoughts that 'I don't actually love him' or that 'I think I love him' and it just ruins my mood. When I'm with him, it can come up a few time but it's mostly when i don't see him that these thoughts are prominent and they are very convincing but I know it isn't true.
Does this make sense at all? 
And does anyone else go through this?