I feel like I’ve spent the majority of my life in varying degrees of depression. The past few years, it’s been at its worst. Depression took the last few years of my 20s away. Part of this was part of the pandemic, but some of it was definitely depression. I am just existing, waiting for the days to pass by. I’ve been in talk therapy for over a year and it’s not helping. I haven’t been able to try that many antidepressants yet because I’ve been trying to narrow down migraines medications first. To be honest, I don’t want to be on medication. I just am tired of feeling down and hopeless. I’m just overall so tired.