I really just need to know if anyone else has ever experienced something like this. 

I’m terrified of moving houses or moving away from my home. New environments that I know I have to stay at for a long period of time scare me so badly. I literally cannot function and just go completely hysterical and dissociate. Hotels don’t affect me, but renting houses, dorms, etc. just send me spiraling. I’ve spoken to a few therapists and doctor and they just wave it off as anxiety. But it feels like something deeper than anxiety. I never get any panic attacks either. I just feel so alone in this and like no one (not even myself) knows what’s wrong with me. If you’ve ever experienced anything like this i would appreciate it if you let me know, I don’t know what else to do and it’s at the point where I can barely function anymore.