I have been working my ass into the ground through school and work trying to be successful. In addition to that, I have had alot of hard times this year and I don't even want to live, but that's besides the point. 21 credits last semester and two summer classes now on top of an internship.

Over the weekend, I missed homework, which may result in me not reaching the required grade in the course. I missed is because my rental home flooded and I spent an entire day finding a hotel, packing everything myself(two car loads), and relocating to the hotel to settle in at 30 minutes before midnight.

I very politely asked my professor for an extension. days later, not even a response. A person who gets paid to run a class(barely, it's all through a software that she probably just had to login for,) does not have the decency to respond to a student whos home flooded. Another professor also refused to bump a grade last semester by .5% to avoid throwing my academic career into chaos. 

I made a list and I genuinely want these people dead. Painfully dead

And the entire country is a joke. People have billions while how many people don't have a home or somewhere to eat. I see advertisements everywhere I go because everyone lives to serve millionares and billionares who are sitting on top of their money while people are starving. And don't even tell me they worked for it, it takes tremendous luck. Someone who has felt my pain should get something more than an email

I don't know what to do anymore. If I didn't have a family and a couple of people that care about me I would probably give everything I have to those people who need it and end my life. 

Sorry this was lengthy I needed to vent. Thanks for reading