I’m a 22m. I’ve been on Zoloft and mirtazipine for the last year, and I felt like stuff was getting better. Recently my family has made the decision to move away. My girlfriend has also left to go to college, and I’m feeling isolated. I’ve been thinking about ending it more and more. I don’t think there’s any meaning in life. I only live because killing myself would hurt those I love. I feel like if my girlfriend breaks up with me I’m just going to end it. I don’t want to hurt the people I love. I can’t talk about my girlfriend is supposed to be enjoying her time, and I don’t want to smother her. I can’t talk about this with anyone. If anybody has advice I would really appreciate. I just feel so so empty right now.