I really hate how anxious I get with small little things that seem so simple to others. I just started college this week and I’ve had a few classes already. I just get so nervous and anxious before/during/after class about being back in person. 

I used to be the extremely skinny kid in class, but over this lockdown I started working out and getting to a healthy weight. Now since I’m so anxious I can barely eat. This stresses me out even more because I don’t want to lose all my progress.

I just wish I was normal and didn’t have a nervous stomach. My nervous stomach has always bothered me and I hate it so much. I just wish I can get back to the way things used to be.