I lose contact with friends easily and it’s honestly because I feel like I have nothing positive to say. When asked “how are you” the answer is honestly “not good, it’s been rough” at best. And it’s always been that way. I feel like such a downer but really all I do is just survive through each day and get to the next one. Im stressed and sad and unfulfilled and I feel trapped so no, im not going out dating, or going on fun trips, or doing exciting things. At best im just busy trying to keep the house together. At worst im not even managing that.