Does anyone here feel like their anxiety makes them a narcissist or selfish person? I get accused of this and want to crowdsource thoughts. I heard it in Rick and north once and have been told this as well by others who are close to me. 

I.e. anxiety is so consuming and makes me do dumb things that I don’t think through and then negatively affects others constantly. 

I don’t fully understand my own problems here and am working through a lot of it. Makes me feel really badly and would like to know if you’ve ever gotten this feedback before and what you do about it. I feel like I will never beat it and get beyond my fear, uncertainty and self doubt. I’m considering meds but also really afraid of them… is that another selfish anxiety moment? I feel so lost.