So this morning my partner and I got into a deep talk regarding sexual assault and they said that they believe some women who are dumb get themselves in those situations and just to not see those type of people. I am a survivor of multiple assaults and abuse so now even after I explained my side and now he understands a bit better I think? But I did explain how no matter what you should just not assault people that’s it.  BUT NOW even after the talk I am beginning to think of live without him and if I’m happy etc. UGH I just honestly feel so tired and I love him a lot but this is hard