I had a break up…. Well one more thing to add up to my fucked up life….. she said to me “ALL YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT IS YOU. YOU HAVE THIS. YOU HAVE THAT. YOU HAVE THAT. ITS NEVER BEEN ABOUT ME.” She knew what I was going through and I tried to make her understand that I had depression. I said “ It wasn’t always about me. Who was the one who took u home when ur drunk and when u cried who did u think was there to comfort you. When ur happy who was there to celebrate with you. WHO was it that bought the things you wanted. WHO was it that payed rent for our apartment. WHO was it been there by your side through YOUR hell and back. It was me. I did all that. FOR.YOU. But who is gonna be there for me if one day I might try to kill myself CAUSE GOD KNOWS I’ve done it a million times but never worked. That’s right…… no one….