My father passed away recently and we would always call each other "best friends" because we were both so alike. 


I literally have nightmares of memories. I was 10, I  remember waking up my dad and him choking me. As I was about to pass out I remember him panicking and telling me "why are you so much like me?". The memory/dream ends. I made the correlation..I can't wake him up anymore. This is final. I wish I could wake him up again. 

I hope yall are taking care of yourselves out there. Life is something.