Long story short, I feel invalidated. I got in a fight with my dad about how no one understands that my depression causes me to be unable to do things, mentally 1, and physically 2. I'm just sitting here holding back tears in my eyes smiling while grinding my teeth because I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of feeling emotions. I'd rather just turn it all off when I want to. Anyway he was like "look at johns brother across the street how he's handicapable and still does things in the house. So there's no excuse for why things aren't done or taken care of" basically saying hey you're depression, your BPD, isn't an excuse for why you can't do this or that.. I swear. I just really, really, really hate myself right now because my dogs eye is getting bad shes got like some fog on the top of it (shes young not old) and my best friend blocked me out of nowhere and its been a week since we've spoken and i still don't know why, my scoliosis has been making me miserable, its just a lot of things happening, piling on top of one another making feel extremely overwhelmed.