I used to be very outgoing and always looked forward to hangout with my friends. As I’m getting older, I feel that I have caved in. I’m not as social anymore, I’m not silly like how I used to be. I can’t keep a conversation going. I’m always thinking the other person is judging me about my looks and how lame I am. I used to not care how I looked but in todays society it feels very crucial to make friends. I think the chemicals in my brain are just off. Whenever I drink alcohol it brings comfort but it’s not the best coping mechanism. I don’t feel like myself anymore. I’ve tried anxiety medication but I had to stop because of an allergic reaction to it. My circle is very small. I usually just stay in my room after i clock out from work. I’ve also been told by my ex that I don’t talk in complete sentences and that cut me very deep. Everyone has different ways of talking but maybe he’s right and that’s why it’s so hard for me to just do anything around another human being. Idk. Any advice would be appreciated.