my guy bestfriend &amp; i were wrestling &amp; he kissed me &amp; ig things got heated &amp; he admitted his feelings for me me, i told him i’m not stable enough for a relationship &amp; that he should move on but he insists that i’m worth it to him but with my bpd i feel like he doesn’t know what he’s getting himself into /: my last relationship i was so consumed by my fp, and he ended up passing away which did a big number on my mental health because he was my first true love and i’m just not over it, which i’ve also explained. (it’s almost been a year in a couple of more weeks) i don’t know what i should do.. i told him i don’t want him to like me but if he can’t just let it go and continue being only my friend idk what i’ll do. i told him we can’t kiss or any of that anymore, but it’s up to him if he can’t be just my friend we have to separate. i just want him to find someone whole, not someone broken. what do i do? i want to save him from me.