So I have a job at a hospital and the pay is eh (15.50 40 hours a week). Benefits. They even gave us a work phone (iPhone) and supposed to give us laptops. Basically, I’ll be doing light office work and scheduling patients. My coworkers seem decent so far. But I’ve been so scared and anxious. My trainer wants to watch me make a call to a patient for the first time. I’ve been so scared . I always have that tight feeling in my chest and stomach. And I’ll have to call around 25 patients a day. A lot of times I’ll be leaving voicemails which I prefer actually. So I had a panic attack today at work and went to my boss and lied and said that my granddad was sick (I know it’s bad, but he’s not that great of a person anyway) and I went home early. I’ve been debating about whether or not to stay at this job. I need to move out this year because I live in a toxic environment. And I went through so much to get this job. I’ll be 25 next year and that within itself scares me because I know I need to be more independent