It only lasted for 2-3 days, but everything made perfect sense, I finally managed to get out of my head and see things as they really are, which took a huge load off my chest, gave me hope and made me incredibly happy, understanding and most importantly, gave me a stable self-image (if only for a few days) which literally made EVERYONE at work treat me differently.

I felt... normal. 

I’m not recommending drugs here, but I found it very interesting how this certain substance managed to temporarily completely recover my mind and gave me insight into everything after I have struggled for so long with, and made me so forgiving towards myself and subsequently, others. 

I feel as if I could have laughed less and learned more from the experience, but I’m glad it happened anyway. 
Next time I will be journaling as soon as they wear off, to get a grasp on all the incredible thoughts that made me finally feel stable and whole.