I feel like I have accepted that no matter how much a person can show me they truly love me… I cannot connect to that… I can’t image it. Yes I make myself get up and dress up and put makeup to feel pretty at times and I feel great but I still don’t feel the need to sit down and be like wow! I love myself!! One thing I do not believe is when someone tells me you can’t love someone if you don’t love yourself! I believe we can! Because I do it all the time! I literally take my time to show someone I truly love them and they feel it all the time and I can see the way I change them more of a positive person if that person is insecure about themselves and seeing that makes me happy! Makes my life have a purpose! I guess I give so much to others because I feel like no one else can do it to me… maybe no one will understand but this is me!