does anyone else here have low expectations for their treatment plan. ive just started therapy last month and already know i am being misdiagnosed. ive essentially told her that im entirley distatched from my physical being, have no regard for myself, see myself distorted in the mirror on a regular basis, have dreams of my family members murdering me, and she has just put me on treatment for depression. i have been struggling for over 2 years, and have done lots of thinking, and know what i experience is absolutely not depression lol. i am already dulled down enough, i dont want to become fully lifeless when she puts me on medication. i am young, less than 18. everyone has told me that they did not get a proper diagnosis until 18 but i dont have the funds or patience for that, hell, ill be dead before then wtf. dont really know what to do lol if you can relate or help me navigate that would be great