I’m currently on 200mg of lamotrigine everyday and I want to stop taking it because I feel like they never actually helped and also I don’t want to have prescription drugs in my bloodstream 24/7 because it freaks me out. I am afraid they actually are helping me and I won’t admit it to myself and that when I stop taking them things will be bad and everyone will tell me to go back on meds but I really don’t want to. 

I recently got interested in herbal medicine and wanted to know if anyone here has experimented with plant medicine to help with BPD symptoms, mood swings, depression, anxiety, etc.

Also if anyone has experience stopping mood stabilizers or other mood related meds please give me some advice. Thank you.