I guess I’m hoping you see this but obviously you never will. I’m still not over it. I can’t believe you did that. I was never bad to you. You made up lies that I abused you and tried to get me in trouble. We both know that’s bullshit. I still have the scars on my arms from when u hit me. I didn’t bother to expose you because I was scared you’d get in trouble. You destroyed my reputation. My friends left me. You told me you were sad and I devoted my life to helping you. I told you I don’t wanna live anymore and you called the police on me. I still haven’t healed. I cry everyday for hours. I find no joy in anything anymore. I can’t even look at women because when I do the memories of that night hits me like a truck. What did I do to deserve all of this? I’ll never get an answer. You left. You left behind scars that will never heal. I hate myself so much. I’ve never cared about anyone till you came along. You treated me like shit. You were so cruel. I can’t get you off my mind. I would’ve done anything to you. Why? Why did you try to ruin my life? Why did you lie about me? Why did you kick me out? Why did you treat me like an animal? I did eveything I could. I’m sorry it wasn’t enough, I really am. But damn, you couldn’t have gone a little easier on me? I’m nothing now.