I’m to the point that I can’t do anything anymore I don’t have any friends I have no one except my abusive narcissist mom and even her is out of town right now 
I can’t enjoy the things I used to 
I’m always anxious and feel like just sleeping it all off I don’t even feel like eating anymore
I can’t go to a therapist or psychologist or whatever that is because for one I can’t afford it and two there’s none where I live as far as I know 

So is there anything I can do any products or anything you found effective?