So I’ve been extremely depressed for the last few years and I’ve decided to move to CA from TN. It’s a contract position, so after 3 months I can renew or leave it and come back home. 

I’m terrified. I’ve lived in a bubble my entire life and unfamiliar areas make me feel very, very uneasy. 

I’m doing this to hopefully grow from how uncomfortable I will be. I’m scared that it could do the opposite tho. I haven’t had a panic attack in about a year and I’m scared this will trigger them. 

I’m on Lexapro, Wellbutrin, and Ativan when necessary. I hope I am not making a mistake.