For about a year now, I've decided to get into this university which is very hard to get into, but I think I can do it. It has made me very, very ambitious and I've been doing all I can do get in, and in a week or two I'll be submitting my application but I just know that realistically there are still tons of chances I'll be rejected and it would absolutely destroy me, even though I'm trying to stay rational or objective.
However, I really don't think I can be somehow else. Is it a good or a bad thing to be obsessive because of the ambition it provided? Anyone have some advice or can relate?