What if I’m just faking it and I’m just a dysfunctional adult looking for an excuse for why they can’t get their life together? I’ve been told mental health professionals that I have bipolar disorder and adhd but I can’t shake the feeling I’m just using those things as an excuse to be a loser who works a dead end job and is incapable of maintaining romantic relationships. I’ve taken so many pills and have been in and out of therapy for years and I feel like I’ve made no progress, surely if bipolar is my problem I should’ve made some progress by now right? Does anyone else feel this way?