This disease has ridden me for 5 years now, with medicine, therapy, etc.

Nothing has worked, and the only thing that drives me to not take my life is knowing the pain my mom and dad would go through if I left early. I feel like 21 years with them out the window would hurt them so I can’t leave this earth..

I hate this disease and I don’t really know where to go from here. Ive lost my self-identity and touch of reality. What do I need to get over this?