Did anyone else feel "dirty" after their session? My therapist asked me if I self harm or if I think about suicide and just saying it like it is, is such a weird feeling.

I got diagnosed with depression and social anxiety, and have been dealing with this shit since I'm 15. I'm 25 now. 

Kind of a scary  but good feeling to maybe somewhat live a normal life soon. Depression has been a part of my life for a long time.

Sounds stupid but I'm used to feeling like shit, it's like letting a part of me go.