I know it’s horrible, but I just can’t help wish that my ex fp is the one. I haven’t talked to him in almost a year and thought I was completely over him. Sometimes I think about how much we were alike and wonder if we were soulmates who didn’t just cross at the right times. Maybe we were too immature and we will meet again in a few years and everything will be right then. Our lives are so different since the last we were friendly and I think it might be too far gone, but I still think about it all the time. I wish I could go back to a year ago and tell myself not to let him go.