me when i scream into my pillow and sob violleently and am filled with emotional and physical frustration and just want to feel okay in mt relationship but everything hurts and every step needed to feel okay feel uncomfortable i hate thisvi hate this ichate this feeling im so tired and overwhelemd how mcuh crying will it take to stop already jm so sick snd tired i just want us tovboth be okbut whydo i continue to tryvi mnso upset