The situation is complicated and just abnormal but I think there’s a good chance of us getting back together one day. I mean I really believe they’re my soulmate. But in the meantime I really need to focus on myself. It’s so difficult when I get consumed by a void of emptiness and thinking about them constantly. I can’t stop thinking about all of our amazing memories and wanting to go back into those moments. It’s so indescribably painful. It’s been over a month since the breakup and I don’t feel any better. I think I feel worse. What are things I can do to make myself feel better? Or just mindsets to have to help me. I’m a spiritual person which is helping me a lot. But I also really struggle with black and white thinking and sometimes can’t think properly about my spirituality. I feel so lost rn