
I recently got put on risperidone, precisely 10 days ago in order to treat my schizoid disorder &amp; anxiety and I'm experiencing the WORST side effects.Im F ,16 yo and weight 59 kg,and despite being on half a pill a day, I'm experiencing fevers reaching 39°,even worse hallucinations than usual,Terrible paranoia despite being off My part time job or ANY source of stress.I feel constantly shortness of breath,my heart is beating way faster than usual,issues concentrating  and this has been going on for 5 days escalating.

Moreover, I'm doing so much worse than Usual because given my physical state I'm eating more than usual but I'm unable to Work out like I've been doing over the past month or go out.I'm mentioning this because I recently quit all my bad habits,smoking,drinking,self harming and being destructive by trying to meditate and staying calm,But the reason why I was able to quit all these in the first place is because after YEARS of battling an eating disorder I slowly got better at loving my body,and therefore  I was also able to heal a bit in other aspects I was vicious about since that was my way of copying as I was giving myself constant restrictions (aka, I'd smoke and get drunk as much as possible)also given that exercising a lot weight gain isn't really something that was scaring me anymore.

This said,I SPECIFICALLY asked 3 fu**ing times my psychiatrist if risperidone would've made me gain weight and the absolute c**t denied absolutely everything,And now that I've noticed I've gained weight,3  kg in  just 7 days &amp; I've never felt worse.As said earlier,As of right now I have no stressing factors in my life.Its August, I'm with my family,no school or part time job to worry about or drama with my so and friends,Yet because My psychiatrist lied to me and didn't tell me the whole story I've re-entered this very suspicious, paranoid state towards anyone but myself. I'm thinking "If someone I thought was understanding me mentally lied to me,everyone is-I can't trust anyone,they all have to get the fu** out" . I'm  being very aggressive verbally with every family member around me and I'm unable to control it,I haven't been in such an awful state since May.

So my questions would be:
-is it normal to have all these symptoms in the first 10 days of taking risperidone?Should I worry
-is there any medication for SPD which is slightly lighter yet doesn't make me gain weight?
-is there any way to avoid gaining weight while on these type of meds?
-can anyone who's also on risperidone tell me the experience you've went through?