M16 Is anyone willing to message? I’ve been exhausted for a long time and just can’t let myself sleep. It’s been happening for months, I don’t know what to do. I think something terrible will happen if I’m unconscious, and I barely even have reason to believe that.  Health anxiety mostly, I obsess over benign things and can’t even live my life because of it. I don’t trust when my own family tells me I’m okay, I think they’re all lying for some reason. I wouldn’t even believe a doctor if he told me I was fine. I can’t afford to continue without sleep, school is starting a week from now. I feel terrible.