work has been bad for me lately. The supervisors seem not to like me. My friend just tells me to smile and act fake to impress them and i would if i had the energy. I called off Thursday because i woke up sore and the day before i had cut my hand and wasnt eating so. I lied and said i had a tempature and i gave some bs number now i have to find a covid test. The only places in a one hour radius are 2 week waits. I thankfully got a test in 2 days but on top of that my car is messed up. I finally reunited with someone i loved dearly when i was younger and it has been 3 years since i saw them. So i pushed my car to a long drive and now im paying the price for it. Also that person stayed for a few days. It made me realize how much i truly truly missed them.. now that shes gone and i cant see her for 3 weeks it actually feels soul crushing. I may end up losing this job i tried so hard for. Im only 20.. but i feel aged so much. Chronic pains and mentally lol. Idk what to do to help. Im so nervous. Anxious. Stressed. Sad. I feel hit with so much emotion. I wish things were better.