Alright so to start things on I’m 15 years old and for the past 2-3 years I’ve had so much difficulty bringing myself to school due to me having extreme social anxiety disorder I just can’t stand going into such a large school I’ve had people to try to help but it really hasn’t worked at all and I’ve stopped talking to all of my old friends cause we haven’t talked in years and all I feel right now is loneliness like a failure and a disappointment that won’t ever do anything with my life I don’t know what I even want anymore I don’t think I’m suicidal I just don’t see the point on living if I can’t amount to anything and I just came here for maybe some advice