I started working as an engineer at this new job in November. The company is building so it’s not officially a company yet- HR isn’t standard HR, and there is only one person in command- my boss (S). 

S started off really nice to me, we got along well, had the same intellectual goals etc. I also try to give my all and it was nice that a company was finally appreciating it. Then the signs started. It was simple things at first, he moved into my office when everyone else before me knew he hated sharing a space, going out of his way to talk to me and show me the company works, etc. The passive aggressiveness started when I made my fiancé (bf at the time) known. He’d ignore anything I said about him, when I was sick and my bf came to get me, he ignored him until my bf spoke to him first. Then the proposal happened and everything changed for the worst. He permanently moved out of my office, started texting more passive aggressively, and stopped taking me on the field. He also posted a picture of himself and a girl calling her his love, but when I mentioned it to the people in office, only I could see it, which I’m guessing was meant for me. 

I’m just gotten so depressed in this environment. I’m afraid to post pictures of my boyfriend. I brought up an issue today and I was called over sensitive and now he asked to have a meeting to discuss it. At this point, I don’t mind being let go. Because although the salary is great, my mental health has been shit. 

And then my fiancé and I have been having issues because he’s so stressed with work, and busy with his extra side hustles that our relationship is falling through the cracks. We both want to fix it and are working on it, but it’s just so hard. I feel like I can’t catch a break. For this entire month I lost my appetite, my zeal, and I just feel tired. I just want to sleep and erase everything. I wish things to go back to normal. I just don’t know how.