So, I’ve been sleepy for years; like, five naps a day since I was 6 kind of sleepy. I can barely function, and doctors have always chalked it up to depression from childhood trauma. I’m inclined to trust this, yet after years of antidepressants, the only thing that has ever helped was wake-promoting prescription pills I managed to buy from a place that I won’t mention. Should I tell my doctor about these, or keep it to myself? I’m worried they’ll think I’m some kind of addict and prevent me from being prescribed them in the future; they’re really the only thing that helps me feel alive and awake enough to live a semi-productive life.