My girlfriend left me 3 days ago. She said she doesn't feel me anymore and then we broke up. It was about a 4 year old relationship. I am feeling worthless now. I loved her so much, now ending up like this makes me feel so bad.
I am depressed as hell. I am a introvert type guy. I don't have any friend, not a single one to share my feelings with. I am lonely. I masturbated few times. i can't eat. I am so weak now. Lying on bed and typing this post. I want to die. Its hitting too hard to me. 
I want to cry, something is heavy on my chest. Tears wont fall. help me?