so finally after months of saying nothing, i sent her a super nice email just saying i appreciate the help but i’ll take it from here and let her know if i need help in the future. 

she said no problem and that was 5 hours ago. but here i am still having palpitations, a sore chest, and shaky legs. i’m having a borderline heart attack over here, meanwhile, this girl doesn’t think twice about being kind on any given day. 

WHY IS ANXIETY LIKE THIS. i would kill for 1/1000th of the “zero fucks” attitude that some people have.