Popped in here before but never posted. Things have gotten worse for me, though, so here I am. I’m in my early 30s and have been struggling with depression since grade school. The only things that have consistently worked is medication, but it feels like it’s not doing enough or I’m too depressed for it lately. 

To cut a long story short, I had a depressive episode last week and got fired on Friday. Amongst other problems. I feel worthless, that I wasted my best years and opportunities, and that I can’t improve my situation. I also feel alone, resent the things I used to do for fun, and am having issues with my partner. I constantly think about how it’s be better if I just ended things now.

That’s about it. Thanks for listening, sorry for bitching.