I recently lost a scarf that is one of my most favorite things in this world. It's old black with tassles and has holes but is so soft and drappy. I don't even remember where I got it. Does anyone els have a favorite inanimate object that feels they will truly morn when gone? I just found it after lossing it before and I think I left it in a public space this time where someone took it and I have looked everywhere. I'm Devastated. I went into a spiral the last time it was lost, but It may be truly lost this time and I am spiraling even harder over this. I don't have much and I don't have friends or anyone I'm very close to so I guess this is why I'm so heartbroken. I have done this with other items but also not alot of items very few, I am not a hoarder. It's not the main reason I want to not be here anymore but it's the tiping point. I even started SH again over this. Why am I so sensitive? Why do i feel so broken after loosing a scarf? Why does this consume me? I know this is insignificant but I have no one els to talk too or that would understand how upset I am. Mabey someone out there will understand? Sorry for any mispellings or inconsistencies I tryd to make sure my mistakes were corrected I am currently drowning my sorrows at the moment trying to cope and feel like i'm turning into my mentally unwell mother at the same time. I hope I haven't upset anyone if I have pls let me know and I will delete this and not post again like this. I'm just trying to survive this harsh world and I'm so lonely. I am trying not to break right now.