It is sometimes like I choke my own throat,

Feeling on edge while hands tremor,

The presentation itself only heightens it…

A cannibalistic game that involves sweat,

Mind spins faster than Katrina,

Gasping with heart with a broken cylinder,

Sometimes it sneaks on me like it is sinister,

How to explain my traumatizing inconvenience,

Feel judged and foolish with traits of a sinner,

Wishing I handful of benzos and oxygen,

Guess this record will always be on repeat.