I'm single but I'm basically already dating someone but neither of us are acting on it. We act like a couple but just keep avoiding the topic. Anyway. I've asked a lot of relationship questions to learn more and ask stuff I was confused on. In all those I've said "my partner" when talking about them. We aren't officially dating yet. But if or when we ever do.. What if they see all these asks,most of which have been deleted or posted on throw away accounts,and think I was seeing someone while being close with them? I sometimes would say "my bf" or "my gf" or whatever just as a way to ask a relationship question. I feel like I've done the worst thing ever. What if all these questions are still there even AFTER being deleted? Or what if even though they're on anon,someone traces back to me? I have very bad ocd and I can't stop worrying about this.