So I'm currently living with my parents. Things went fine while I was doing everything they asked of me, but as soon as I hit another low (which i'm currently still in), they started fighting with me again.

They'll tell me that they can't see me like that, that they're suffering because I don't do anything. Rationally thinking I'm sure they're trying to tell me that they care about me, but it just feels like they're trying to guilt me for feeling the way I do.

I've tried to explain my mental health issues to them hundreds of times, but it always ends up with either of us screaming at the other. It feels like they just don't want to understand it, and that they just want me to function instead of actually being okay.

I really just don't know what to do anymore. I split on them constantly and I'm very aware that it's having a major effect on their mental health as well, but I just can't help it. I can't move out either, since i'm only 17 and I can't even imagine being able to hold a job (if i could even get one, since i didn't even finish school yet). I don't want to go to a mental hospital either since I'm extremely afraid of those due to horrible personal experiences, and therapy is really not at all helpful to me at the moment either.

If any of you have any ideas on how I could make this situation at least a little better, I would appreciate that immensely. Thanks!