It feels like I'm doing the same shit over and over again. Even if I try something new I can't find any joy in it. Not even video games. Dreams are filled with blood and gory nightmares. Everyone expects me to help them and it's just too much. I'm not diagnosed with depression or any mental illnesses but it all just feels pointless. It's like I'm experiencing a burnout but just for life. I tend to over analyze people and things. My spark is gone and my love for anything has vanished. I feel like I'm a npc in a society where nothing makes sense. All we do is eat, sleep,fuck repeat. Doing everything over and over again in a similar way. It might just be that I'm trying to find myself but it's really hard to when you don't even know who and what you are. Does anyone feel the same. I want to go into further detail but I'm afraid it might be 10 000 words+.