Is anyone excited to be done with life eventually? I used to have all these hopes and ambitions as a kid like travelling, experiencing things, building relationships etc.. you know yourself; generic things we all hope and dream about. Now though I just see life as torment, working your days away in a job it is impossible to be motivated for, dealing with shitty people in the world and then standing aside and seeing how fucked up alot of people in this world are too, I just can't relate to 99.9% of people in the world. I just see fake, greed and self interests at the expense of others. I used to really fear death as a kid and now I genuinely see it as an exit from this place and its something I not only don't fear anymore, but welcome the time. I dont know what is after earth, where we go or if we go anywhere at all other than to eternal darkness but that thought of just feeling nothing and ceasing to exist just sounds peaceful to me. Does anyone else feel this hopelessness on earth and just doesn't want to be a part of it anymore?