I've never had sleep problems but for the past three months I've basically been sleeping every other day or every two days because of my anxiety. It's like the second I close my eyes I feel my stomach drop and the nausea spreads and my thoughts are an obsessive cycle. I started university this year and had to drop out of my nursing program because my panic attacks were just constant and the idea of living like that for four years made me sick. Now I'm anxious because I'm back at square one with no plan, a bunch of money down the hole...all while watching everyone else enjoying their first year experience. 

I'm just miserable and exhausted all the time which just makes my anxiety worse.

I just hate that everything is overrun by this feeling...not even my body is a safe house for me.  Whoooo decided this disorder needed to have physical implications??? Was the mental distress not enough lmfao