I was just kinda done. Nothing is making me happy anymore. Playing video games, watching anime, reading manga, going to the gym, playing sports, nothing makes me happy anymore. I’m not satisfied with just living anymore. I want something to enjoy but I just can’t seem to enjoy anything. 

I tried to kill myself by overdosing. I took 14 Tylenols hoping that that would do it. At the same time though I was telling my middle school friend that I was overdosing. He called the cops and I went to the hospital.

I don’t know why I told him I was gonna overdose. I think I didn’t really want to die. But living in this world is painful in itself.

I don’t know what to do anymore.