Someone commented on the fact pasta has loads of calories in and it’s made me not want to eat any more today. 

Then I text my boyfriend that I miss him, he seen it but didn’t reply and I know logically in my head that he might’ve maybe locked his phone just after I sent it, he was on a 5 minute break and had to go, but my brain is spiralling thinking that he doesn’t love me anymore and doesn’t miss me, because I’m so annoying and hard to deal with. It’s been a week since I’ve seen him and it’s always around about the 5th or 7th day without him I start getting mega paranoid and send myself mad. 

My cousin just left today after staying over last night and we were having so much fun, now that she’s left today I feel so freaking lonely it hurts so badly. I can’t stop crying.

I just want to clarify I’m not diagnosed, I’ve begged for an assessment for ages now and finally getting one soon. I just didn’t know where else to post where someone might be able to relate to this feeling, and won’t tell me I’m overreacting.