Hi! I have had quite bad anxiety my whole life, but I also realize that I have been very fortunate. However, does anyone else also feel very suspicious when something good happens to them? 

This is what I have been dealing with lately, so I will describe my situation as an example. I am a university student and I have been looking really hard over the past few months for work. Last week I was hired to work as part of the vaccine roll out program, it is a casual job which means I will be called into work on an as needed basis. I should be super excited by this because I can finally stop looking for work, and this job is great because I maintain a bit of flexibility too. But I am so anxious that they will fire me, not even because I have done anything wrong, but just because they don’t need me. I am scared to feel excited about this good news because I am scared to have it ripped away from me. 
I think I will feel better once I actually figure the system, and have a couple of shifts. 

I would just like to know if anyone else feels this way, and what you find helps? Thank you so much!!