I'm doing better tonight but I'm still anxious about the weeks ahead. I just get anxious whenever I think of going in to a public place and it just feels like even mentioning the current virus going on will cause an argument with anyone looking to argue. I hate arguments that go nowhere. I just say okay, uh huh, you're right, yup, until they are done making their entirely incorrect point. I especially hate arguments that escalate or when people know how to push me over the edge. I've had to learn to change the topic on the spot to avoid arguments, shift my position away from the person so they get an idea I want to be done arguing, but even I loose my co sometimes. End result of what I hope to accomplish within 4 months, moving out of my parents house. (Both of my parents taught me the way they were taught, and let's just say it wasn't healthy).

TLDR: Doing better, get anxious about arguments, need to move out of my parents house.