TW/// sui*****\\\\\\ I’m reaching a point where I don’t recognize myself. I keep having thoughts about how I can go. I saw something I shouldn’t have and I keep obsessing over how I can too. It’s too painful to live always sad and split like a light switch. I’m so tired of myself. I don’t know how others tolerate me. Mash potatoes. I drag people with me that love me and it’s so painful. i want to stop being this way