I feel so bad lately that I need to drink rum or a couple of beers to fall asleep. Otherwise, I wake up right away, my anxiety increases.

I hate my job, every day I get worse. I don't know how I'm going to end up, if I'm fired or how. Every day the anxiety makes me worse and the pills have less effect on me. I can barely concentrate and lately I'm not getting any work done.

I'm sick of everything.