Hello. I am an artist online who is slowly trying to build up a following. Things are going well and I am enjoying sharing my art and talking to friends online. But my current fear is that something stupid I have done in the past will resurface and change everyone's opinion on me. They are mostly small things, such as accidentally misgendering someone or doing a bad job at drawing a fat character and them looking too skinny. A lot of these were when I was much younger but there are some things from the past few years that may have been bad too.

These things are probably not too bad individually and I have apologized for as many of them as I can. but I worry that someone could compile every mistake I've made and it could look kind of bad. I do my best to be a good person and friend and don't want people to feel hurt and betrayed.

I am almost tempted to pre-apologize for all these things to show that I am truly sorry and regret them. But that could also look like virtue signalling.

Should I even attempt to do this? Should I just wait until or if someone mentions something? I just really hope I have not hurt anyone with my actions and want to own up to them.