I'm enrolled in a uni in SE Asia.

I struggle with logistical things like "bidding" for my courses, planning out my academic pathway and what to do for each semester, that I feel like I'm just going along with whatever is conveniently in front of me and might regret this later down the road. People are snatching up opportunities and internships and I'm just... existing.

I know I have to put in the effort to make my time in uni fulfilling, but I just want to run away and hide. The feelings of dread and anxiety are so overwhelming.