Today I was supposed to start a new job at a warehouse. I woke up easy, got ready for my day, made lunch. Then on the way there, I’m in the car with my mom and I just told her to turn around. I didn’t wanna go. I started getting really anxious and I felt like I wanna gonna start panicking. So she turns around, and I don’t go. This is the fifth job I’ve done this to. The other four jobs I’ve ever had, I went one day and never went back. This one I didn’t even go to. I’m so anxious about going to an unfamiliar place. With people I don’t know, real adults that have their shit together. I’m 18, I’ll be 19 before I know it and I feel like a complete failure. I’ve never held a job and I think I’m not meant for this adult shit. Anxiety is the worst thing I’ve ever experienced.