I've been feeling this way ever since I graduated from high school back when Covid started. I had depression before this, but it's only since Covid began is when it started to hit, and know, it had nothing to do with Covid itself

Life basically didn't change for me with Covid, I went to work, did what I had to do, then went home, and spent the rest of the day in my room. Can't go anywhere cuz I don't have my license, though I'm working on that now. I have no friends I can go see in person, I don't go on social media cuz I don't have anything to post about. No girlfriend, no activities I really enjoy doing besides gaming and watching videos. I

I don't even know why I'm writing this. I could go on and on about how I feel but it wouldn't matter, I guess I just wanna friend, or some kinda meaning in life. I don't like this world, I don't like reality, it's cruel, lonely and unfulfilling. I'm sitting watching life go on around me with so many people being so happy, I wish I could just be like other people