I'm going to have to start all over. 
no friends, no boyfriend. 
going to work and get my health in order, live back at home (I'm 22)
it's just my family can be a little too much sometimes and I think I want to be alone alone. but really I need a friend who's like my age that would be adventurous with me and lol do some drugz with 
cuz I'm not taking no street drugs from strangers. haha

I just can't believe I have to start all the way over again. 

raise a glass to ex boyfriends that you thought loved you back. 

I'm so hurt rn.