33F here. Diagnosed with anxiety and ocd. Meds- klonopin but my doctor probably won’t give me another refill even though I use it sparingly and it’s .5 mg and it actually helps. Anyway... currently working from home, work in healthcare and my manager said I could go ahead and the vaccine for covid if I wanted bc he knows how anxious and scared I am of covid. So I got the first vaccine a little over a week ago, I’ve had no side effects other than a sore arm the next day. I go back in two weeks for the second one and I’m terrified. I see people posting their experiences with side effects, not all bad but some worse than I’d like. I see anti vaxers posting shit that I should look at but do anyway and it scares me. Then I see an article pop up on the news section of my phone stating a guy from California died after the vaccine. I see people saying others have died a short time after the vaccine too like within a couple weeks. I thought getting the vaccine would help ease my anxiety and help me get back to living a normal life but now I have vaccine anxiety. Shit, I just want to live. I probably need a daily med but I’m scared of that shit too like what if it gives me cancer? I hate living like this. If you read this, thank you and take care. Hope your anxiety isn’t as bad as mine bc it’s hell.