It's a suffocating amount of work and I have barely any time left to do it and I haven't even finished one assignment and I've literally been crying all morning and I feel like I'm gonna throw up. I'm 100% thinking about just going outside, breaking my leg, and then say that I didn't finish cause I was in surgery.

I'm just such a slow writer and two of the 7 assignments are papers, and another is a big power point project that includes a lot of writing. It would probably take me about 8 hours of non stop writing just to do the two papers, and even if I could somehow do that I wouldn't have the mental energy to do the other 5 assignments.

I essentially devoted the last three days to getting these done, and I got prescribed adderall about a week ago for adhd so I thought I would be able to just start and then I would naturally make progress, but every time I took the adderall and told myself I was gonna do work, I ended up doing pretty much nothing for the next 7 hours. And now it's the last day and im so scared i can barely even bretath becasyue im gonna fail three different classes and that gonna cause  so many issues for everyone else too and i just can't do it