So just a warning, i get very obsessed with people. I still haven’t fully gotten over one of my FPs from 2 years ago and we never even dated, i really don’t know why i feel it so intensely with him. I met him when i was 16 and he was 19 and i immediately was obsessed with him. I think because i just got out of an abusive relationship (also had an abusive parent) and and i think I was codependent. We basically partied together for a couple weeks, got drunk and went sleeping in the forest with a handmade campfire and no tent and he broke down in front of me a couple times, i met his parents and he asked me if i was his girlfriend but i said i wasn’t sure because it was so early (even though i already loved him after barely any time) and he told me he would want to stay with me for a long time. Basically he made the happiest i’ve ever been in my life and it was all false anyways. The next week i didn’t hear from him much and then i checked facebook and saw he got in a relationship with another girl the day pror. I messeged him asking why snd he just told me he wasn’t thinking straight when he was with me. I ended up overdosing the same night because i couldn’t take all the emotions but i was taken to hospital and was okay. I went a bit crazy afterwards and started copying every interest he has and all the bands he likes and would even copy the girl he got with a lot. I’ve dated 2 other  people since and it’s been a lil over 2 years and i still think about him and he’s still with the same girl.