As I’m writing this, I’m having the worst panic attack I’ve had in a few months.
I’m worried I’m gonna get fired.

For the last six weeks I’ve been in an action plan, to get better metrics. I like my job so I got bummed out when I got that plan because I’m not even good at what I like, I’ve been trying to get better metrics, I’ve been doing overtime to help.

Today is my last day on the plan and if I don’t pass, I get fired

One of my supervisors wanted an explanation about an assessment I did, it took me more than what I’m supposed to because I wanted it to be perfect, when I submitted it I saw that it had more annotations than supposed and I panicked, but it was too late because I had already finished.

I screwed up real bad, this week I’ve been trying to do everything perfectly, but no matter how many times I try I seem to fuck everything up.

I’m meeting with my supervisor in an hour and I’m a fucking train wreck; I’ve been crying non stop for over an hour now and I’m really really anxious