Yesterday was the 2 year anniversary of me stoping antidepressants. I was so proud. But as I’m waiting to see my therapist right now, I know that I need to take antidepressants again, because I have long episodes of depression and have a hard time with therapy only. But I’m scared of the meds, scared to how I will adapt to them and scared of the effects (weight gain/loss of libido, such things). Do you have any tips how to adapt to new medication ? 
Thanks you xx