My depression has gone downhill pretty quickly lately, it was usually somewhat mild and manageable, but now it feels like I was hit by a truck. My energy is down, I feel like crying 80% of the time, I’m just tired; and I honestly worry more about my girlfriend than me, I don’t think it’s easy seeing your loved one like this, and I hate myself for having her go through this with me

She’s assured me multiple times that she’s here for me, but there’s always that little voice inside of my head that keeps making me think otherwise