Been a week since my BFF has talked to me. My mom and others online have told me she might be distancing herself from the friendship. I imagined that it’d be gradual and we’d still be there for each other but after a week without returning my calls or texts, I think it is time to move on. So far, I‘m liking our new house and it’d be nice to get involved in something for the time being. Peer coaching hasn’t gotten back to me yet, but I still like going to support groups. One of my other friends seems like a nice person but I want to know her story because I don’t know her very well. I feel like she just wants to imagine me as the solution to all her problems. But other people say good things about her. I don’t really know… right now I don’t have anything going on besides a weekly support group to socialize. I want a few new nice tops/jeans to wear when I start work. I’m feeling like I lack purpose and ambition right now. My BFF used to be there to give me some clues about the spirit world but right now my delusions are improving and most of what I can see in front of me are real life goals.