i posted about a toxic thing i did to share with a community who understands what it’s like to engage in bad behaviors and i got a negative comment telling me what i did was fucked up and i need to stop. yes, i know. i know. i am painfully aware of how fucked up i am and the things i have done. i in no way am ok with them. i beat myself up about the way i am every moment of the day. the last thing i need is people in a community where i should feel uplifted by tearing me down. i tear myself down enough. obviously we shouldn’t be validating toxic behaviors but don’t make me feel worse than i already do. a bunch of people were liking the comment too. i get it you guys, i’m fucked up. but i thought this was supposed to be a supportive place