Yesterday, I found him in bed with a colleague of his. I haven't been able to stop crying since. I've been afraid of her for months but he always assured me he only was friends with her because they worked together. Anytime I saw them together, it made me feel so jealous and hot... Now that I've actually seen my worst nightmare, I just feel ugly and worthless.

 We have sex all the time, he should be satisfied. I guess that means all the sex in the world with just me isnt good enough... she has everything I dont. An hourglass figure, long curly blonde hair, blue eyes, clear skin. I hate my face, it's disgusting. I hate how my body looks like a 12 year old boys. I hate everything about myself, why am I alive?