all my friends are progressing through college and I still haven’t finished a years worth of classes. i was working hard in a city that my gf lived in and life was so depressing and hard for both of us. i moved back to my hometown and felt just like a Fucking loser. i visited my gf this weekend and I realized I made the wrong decision. she seems so much happier and has friends now and I wish I was here to enjoy this with her but I’m back home. living with my dad. I feel like everyone seems me as a loser. I look at the decisions I’ve made in the last years and I feel Like I just fucked my college years. I regret it so bad and Fucking hate myself. my confidence in high school was so high and now I’m just so far down. had I applied to more colleges maybe things would’ve been different. had I stayed for a few more months things would’ve been different