Man, today’s been rough. 
I had my spring break last week and it was awesome got spend time with my 2 year old. Had my husbands birthday. Only went to work 2 last week. But now it’s back to school.. and it’s frustrating. I am the kind of person that likes consistency. I usually have a routine. But now, today I’m struggling trying to get my projects caught up. Since I was sick for a week. Now I’m back to my routine and I am anxious as fuck. I went to my class that I thought I was getting dropped. And mind you I was at a pool of anxiety trying to figure out if I’m still in the class. It ended up I didn’t get dropped. But the energy I put myself in with my anxiety thinking I got dropped stressed me out. I have really bad social anxiety and I try to put myself in very difficult situations with crowds to help my anxiety. And having that break of not really socializing made me anxious. I got into a stupid argument with my boyfriend and now I feel like an asshole for blowing it out of proportion because I take school too seriously. Now I am at work trying to manage my anxiety and I’m mad at myself cause I feel like I can’t control my emotions.. does anybody deal with the same thing? ☹️