Having a freakout thinking that all my personality traits, my quirks, my intensity, my emotionality is all just BPD. My hobbies change every few months, I never finish projects I start. I feel like I'm constantly new iterations of myself, over and over. Even this meltdown, struggling with my sense of self isn't even me, it's a symptom of the BPD! I have no idea who I am or what I like or even what music I like. I find things I like but still hold onto the fear that I'm just going to drop it in a week, a month, two months. Am I also going to drop the people in my life? I don't want to lose them but I'm afraid I'll push them away and split from them.