Going through my first ever heartbreak. I see her almost everyday in the halls and in class and in can feel my mental state is starting to decline. I try my best to cope by playing sports and hanging with friends but non of it works. Sometimes i just sit and cry in my room, log off all social media, ECT. Sometimes i can never tell if im sad or mad. I put on a happy and joyful act infront of family and friends because i don't want them to worry. Im lost in life and don't know ehat to do with myself