It has been a horrible up and down of my mood for the past 2weeks, I feel like I’ve been having the longest episode and it keeps accelerating and subsiding on and off rapidly that I’m so exhausted. My boyfriend probably is tired of me because I keep getting overly upset and then all of a sudden overly happy at every little thing he does and now I just found out I failed a professional exam and I just can’t seem to get where everything went wrong😩 
This semester had started out with me having my shit together and now everything is crumbling apart and I’m constantly hating and getting angry at myself everyday then I’d try to reach out to people or “harmlessly flirt” which leads to me feeling embarrassed that I even need people to make me feel good about myself or just getting bored of them when the feeling passes.
I’m so tired and I just need a break from this