is anyone else scared to get into a relationship because you know that when it's over you're whole world is going to feel like it's falling apart or you think about the days that you might split on your S/O? I'm scared that I'm going to be a bad partner because of my bpd. I know it's controllable with the right coping skills and therapy but I feel like I still don't know my bpd well enough to get a grasp on the symptoms that have the potential to ruin a relationship and I really don't want seem crazy to them