 I'm absolutely terrified of fireworks and I'm seriously panicking about this weekend already. I have so much anxiety leading up to the 4th and I just don't know how to handle it this year. My neighbors had a terrible tragedy a few years ago because some other neighbors were messing with huge illegal fireworks and since then I've just been over the top terrified my home will burn down too, so I also am more anxious when I am home when fireworks are going off. I've gone over it with my therapist, I have medication from my psychiatrist, but I honestly don't know what to do... it's all going to happen no matter what. 
Sorry, I just had to get this off my chest somewhere. I'm really uncomfortable today.