today i moved back into college a little over halfway across the country. i’m so happy to be back with my friends, but i feel so crushed. i left my job, my coworkers (who ended up being a huge support system for me), my boyfriend, my comfortable living space... everything. my dining hall isn’t accommodating dietary needs (hellooooo vegetarians???) so i haven’t gotten to eat today, i don’t have access to non-bathroom sink water, i don’t know. i’m so uncomfortable and i hate changes in routine more than anything. i’m not even looking forward to the school year starting because i miss the comfort of home, despite how much i dislike living with my parents. it’s 3:15am (feels like 4:15 since i came from EST) and i can’t settle in and sleep yet since i haven’t started to unpack and i’m living in a 10x10 box that’s full of all my shit. i don’t know how to feel :(