I've always known something was "off" with me, I just never knew what. I finally saw a therapist this morning and told her everything about myself, my issues, and my relationships. She diagnosed me with severe BPD. 

We will be continuing therapy as she is trained in the specific BPD therapy and I'll be going weekly to get a grip on things then go from there.

What do I do now? I'm devastated. I feel like I'm branded as "crazy" now. I broke down and cried when I heard the words because I had a suspicion I had BPD after reading about it on this sub but to actually hear it from a professional crushed me.