Just a crush. Just a crush you met a few times in your life. You are so into them. You know there is something wrong. They probably have a boyfriend. They are not replying for 3 hours between 9pm-12am. I've called them. I've called her. 12 already. I'm still calling her. Sent her a message that she should leave me, block and delete my number, and never contact me again case she has no idea how crazy I am. 5 times. I've seen her 5 times. And I've lost my mind. I'm drunk and high now. One more beer. One more joint. You destroyed me without even imagining something this crazy could be happening, could exist. Fuck. I can't fucking believe I'm in this state again. Fucking again. Losing my shit, over a girl. Over a fucking one person I don't even know. Fuck.