my fp and i always dm memes and messages on instagram. today, immediately after sending a really cute + funny message, i got two back to back notifications that “the message is no longer available bc it was unsent by the sender” 

i was having a relatively good time up until then lmao. 

i can’t help but think it was my fp (since instagram doesn’t specify who it was). and then i started thinking about his coworkers and how they’ve been getting much closer lately. so then i feel out of the loop and unimportant. and i can’t help but wonder what was sent and who it was originally intended for. and blah blah blah this happened nearly nine hours ago and it’s really thrown my whole mood off and i even unfollowed him. and i went nonverbal (again!!) on my fp when i got home and i’m driving myself insane and probably driving him away to the point of no return and i’m constantly considering asking him to break up with me bc of how quickly and drastically i split on him 

okay venting is done i guess but also any advice would be nice 🤗