I feel like I can become anyone I want but none of them are really me. I have this confidence telling me that I can be who ever I want and live the way I want but most of the time it doesn't actually motivate me to live and enjoy life. I still don't see life as worth living, even if Im successful and happy. I feel so easily manipulated by myself, I can make myself be who ever I want but I don't wanna be any of those versions and at the end of the day I always feel guilt for being someone I'm not. I don't know who I actually am, there's so much possiblity to who I can be, I just end up stealing other people's traits and it's so confusing. What makes me, me and why can't I find anything to identify with? It's so frustrating.