**\*CW: S/H, Weight**  
my fp hasnt talked to me all day since he's doing stuff for school and he's too busy for me and he promised to call me but its like 8 pm and hes still offline- i just need to know what to do about it because i ended up doing s/h and i cant get out of bed and i dont think im gonna eat until he answers me because he always reminds me to and i just can't if he doesn't ask if i'm taking care of myself. i have a feeling he doesn't wanna talk to me bc of my weight. i dont know why but i think he thinks im ugly or something? i just need him to reassure me because i think hes gonna ditch me.