My friends and family know all the shit that I’ve been through, still because I put a strong face when I detail how I’m feeling it doesn’t seem to click for them how hollow and hopeless I feel. I’m not a fun friend, no one asks me to hang out anymore and no one truly cared how I’m doing. I’m done. I’m 19 and love alone and I just stay alone al day everyday and work on my music. My friends my friends might be here but they don’t truly give a shit. If I was friends with someone I knew had tried to commit suicide on multiple occasions I would check on them. No one cares. I’m tired, I’m weak I’m out of options. I’m done. It truly won’t make a difference, except for my mom. That’s the only thing that concerns me