Got off zoloft two months ago stopped taking it due to fatigue. Ever since I did I've been working almost everyday and I'm also in recovery. I was using heroin fent and meth for like 3 years. Overdosed 14 times family didn't want me. I quit and have sober for about 6 months. Life is so boring now there is no thrill in anything. I work I sleep I go back to work. I try to hit the aa meetings in the area but can never find a ride or I go and it feels like a waste of time. I miss the old days sometimes, but this new way of life is so much better. I don't know why I just never really feel happy anymore. I'm making good progress but I feel like I'm getting closer to going back out again. I want a car so badly and I'm getting there have 4700 so far. I sometimes just feel like a robot doing masters bidding at work I get no enjoyment from it in the slightest. I'll keep pushing but I just wanted to vent a little anyone here deal with substance abuse disorder and cravings?