i was fine like 20 minutes ago. i absolutely hate it when this happens. i’ll be fine for a little bit and the next minute i’m sobbing over absolutely nothing it seems. i feel so lost and confused and alone and i just cannot gather any motivation to do anything or feel anything and i don’t even KNOW what i should be feeling, you know? i genuinely have no fucking idea what to do. i want to ask for help but one of my most toxic traits is thinking i can fix myself. but deep down i know i can’t fix myself but i’m too much of a pussy to go ask for help and admit that there is something up. what if there’s actually nothing wrong with me and they just tell me i’m fine and send me on my way? i just don’t know what to do.