I’m in a LDR and I was reading some posts on r/relationship_advice... this girl was the exact same issues as me. People were suggesting she has BPD. That’s the first time I’ve heard about this and I think I have it too. It is shocking to know there are so many people like me. 

Now, I’ve read thru a few posts here that people with BPD most likely won’t recognize they have this issue to begin with, but I do. I have been making too many people suffer all my life. The more I read into it, the more I feel connected and understood. It is relieving and scary at the same time. 

I almost lost my bf, aka “FP”, this week because of my own insecurities and issues. I need to wake up.