Hi folks ,

So here's what happened, i got invited to two social events both of which were pretty cool .

I went to the first one , it was awesome , but the next day was informed of a person testing positive for covid who was also there 

So I decided not to go to the second much bigger event , some of the people at the first party are also at this second one.

I pulled out cos my mum is very high risk , but this party is a big deal for me 

Anxiety is screwing up my ability to make a better effort to explain things ...but I think I made the right choice , then I regret it .over and over 

I feel so stupid