Im in a situation where Im fucked up and too far gone that I feel like everything ive done cant be fixed anymore. i dont think anynone in there right mind would sympathise for me, not my family, close friends, or literally anyone who has ever known me. I blame myself for everything, even if i somehow get the urge to open up to them i feel like Im just gonna cry because Im such a pussy. I feel so alone and its nobodys fault but mine