paranoia has been so terrible lately. i feel like there’s cameras in my house/room and “safe” places i’m staying at. im convinced my friends put a screen monitoring bug on my phone to try and get blackmail on me. and my mom put a bug in my throat so she can hear everything i say.

i keep seeing like human shaped shadow figures in the corner of my vision and i keep hearing random alarms and laughter. it’s scaring me and i don’t like it. 

 it’s driving me insane. i want to be sure of something. nobody i know can support me im so tired.