hey guys. I really appreciate the read, I know it’s long, I’d be thankful for advice. 

so I was hospitalized last year and met this friend, Jade, while in the hospital. Jade and I went to the same high-school but were a year apart, I graduated over 4 years ago. We hung out while we were manic last year and saw each other a couple of times this year since we live in the same neighbourhood. Since then I’ve had therapy and medication (mood stabilizers and anti psychotics) and feel much betters. Jade told me she stopped taking medication, and she recently got hospitalized about a week ago. Last year she was in the ward for over a month. 

Here’s the thing - Jade has always seemed very erratic and she doesn’t seem much different from when we were both manic. but being around her makes me pretty anxious cause she’s very hyper and you can’t tell what she’s gonna do. 

now honestly, I keep our friendship casual and plan to visit her in the hospital however a couple of months ago I posted on my ig story if anyone wanted to go to a concert with me, Jade responded and I bought tickets. this is my favourite artist, and honestly I’m kind of worried. It’s in 2 months. 

she FaceTimed me and told me about how she’s feeling, while in the hospital. And she says she’s completely normal - which I can tell isn’t legit since someone from her family brought her into the hospital. She mentioned extremely sexual things and how she wanted to bleach her hair and dye it hot pink and green. She also brought up how excited she is for the concert. 

I don’t really want to go to the concert with her ??? but I’m also worried about her. i don’t know what her stable looks like, but I don’t know if she’ll be in the right space to go to a concert of 20,000 people. I’m just worried about her behaviour. 

thanks for reading this far, what would you do?