Made a little song about having episodes where you feel numb, useless, depressed and explosive inside. Maybe some can relate to it, I’m not the biggest songwriter:

Verse 1:
      Gather up, tin soldiers,
get ready for what’s to come,
      Fire burning inside,
left endlessly numb.
      An enemy you can’t see,
ripping and tearing,
      Sucking out your soul,
left screaming and swearing.

Pre-chorus:
      Empty your guts
into the void,
      Silent screams ever so helpless,
will there ever, just once,
      be light at the end of the tunnel?

Chorus:
      Stand down, get up,
step aside, shut it down,
      It’s just another episode…

      Stand down, get up,
Why can’t I quit it…
      Why can’t I let it go?

      Stand down, get up,
step aside, shut it down,
      It’s just another episode…

      Stand down, get up,
Why can’t I quit it…
      Why can’t I let it go?

Verse 2:
      Don’t bother,
it’s just another episode,
      No light you will find,
what you see will erode.
      Hidden behind a smile,
a ruse of eternal judgment,
      is this a product of my mind,
or am I really left behind?

Pre-chorus:
      Empty your guts
into the void,
      Silent screams ever so helpless,
will there ever, just once,
      be light at the end of the tunnel?

Chorus:
      Stand down, get up,
step aside, shut it down,
      It’s just another episode…

      Stand down, get up,
Why can’t I quit it…
      Why can’t I let it go?

      Stand down, get up,
step aside, shut it down,
      It’s just another episode…

      Stand down, get up,
Why can’t I quit it…
      Why can’t I let it go?

Bridge:
      I cry one last time,
I scream till my tongue bleeds,
      No matter how much I plead, 
It falls into deaf ears.
      Empty your guts
into the void,
      Silent screams ever so helpless,
will there ever, just once,
      be light at the end of the tunnel?

Last Chorus:
      Stand down, get up,
step aside, shut it down,
      It’s just another episode…

      Stand down, get up,
Why can’t I quit it…
      Why can’t I let go?

      Stand down, get up,
step aside, shut it down,
      It’s just another episode…

      Stand down, get up,
Why can’t you
      just let me go?