Over the course of the past couple of weeks my BPD has really been acting up. I’ve been really self-destructive and impulsive and putting the brunt of it on one person who didn’t want to deal with it.  Because of this I’ve managed to destroy the friendship to the point where this person won’t even speak to me. He knows I have something wrong with me mentally but I don’t think he really understands the BPD. 

We were at the same event on Saturday and he was actively ignoring me, making an effort to not even look in my direction.  I know I have to give this time, but I want to fix it.  I hate losing people this way.  It’s not the first time I’ve lost friends because I was “acting out”, but this one means something to me.

Help.
