So I’m 15 years old and I’ve been sad for awhile now ... it started out with me being afraid to go to sleep because I was afraid I wouldn’t wake up and that I would leave my family. I would always have to do everything “perfect “ as well ... I thought I was weird because if a cup wasn’t sitting in the right place I would have to move it so it was or if I was walking I had to walk in a certain pattern ... now today I feel like no one cares and that everyone leaves. I’ve told my dad about everything and he’d told me he would get me therapy back in October. He never did anything he said he was going to and now I don’t know what to do ... I can’t pay for therapy myself and I’m also a minor so I wouldn’t be able to get treatment without my mom or dad . Is there anyway to get therapy for free? Or to get therapy without your parents knowing?