Is that if we can somehow track which sperm will be the next great doctors,scientists,presidents... Our parents would have absolutely tried to stop another sperm process to let them win. The reason why they still love us even tho we're depressed is because they dont know which sperm won, and as they slowly realized the truth, there's nothing they can do about it so they just try to love us as to cope with their mistake. I hate myself, why did i win that goddamn race.