And I feel nothing. Nothing at all. I almost flunked out of college twice, and here I am with straight a's last quarter, and I'm slated for a similar GPA this quarter, and yet I don't feel a thing about it. Everyone is telling me how proud I should be, I went from a high school slacker, to the one looking into med school, to the family fuck up, and now the one doing ok, all within a few years, fuck, I should be proud. And yet, I literally do not give a shit. All I feel is apathy. I'm just, so fucking tired, I feel like I'm just going through the motion

Not sure what I'm looking for with this post. I just had to tell someone that I lack the capacity to care. My parents and partner were so happy when I told them the grade, I don't have the heart to tell them I don't really feel anything about it. Does anyone else just not care about achievements anymore? It'd feel nice to know I'm not the only one