I’ve been in a rut for a few weeks now and I’m starting to feel like a burden to everyone. I just need to get it out
- Skipped multiple exams at school, taken almost 2 weeks in a row off
- It’s my girlfriend’s birthday tomorrow and I’m going to miss her in class because I don’t have any energy to go to school
- I’m forgetting to keep in touch with close friends and they’re starting to ignore me. I continually disappoint them by not being there with them and I become so embarrassed about my depressive episodes that I make up lies and excuses that I’m feeling really ill because I don’t want them to think I’m lazy
I feel so nauseous, exhausted and empty every day and I hate it so much