I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like I’m going crazy. I know it’s my anxiety acting up but it’s been going on for soo long and I never experienced this before. I’m starting school in a month after like over a year not being in school and I don’t think I could do it but I don’t want to wait. That’s not even why I’m here lol that’s not even my problem. I feel like my brain is attacking me. I asked my friends a few like a couple of months back if their anxiety makes em twitch because I started to experience that where ever I feel uncomfortable or when I think an intrusive thought I twitch or something. I didn’t know what it was but it wasn’t serious. Now it’s gotten worse my anxiety has gotten worse now Everytime I get anxious or anxious or intrusive thought I twitch but I started saying things. It’s weird it’s thing I don’t want to say. I feel like I could control it but also I cant. I don’t feel real everything I’m going through I’ve been diagnosed with anxiety and depression but I don’t feel like it’s real. I don’t feel real I make mistakes when I write when my anxiety is really bad. I don’t even try to remember things now or make sense of what I say because I forget what I’m talking about mid sentence or I just forget what I do in a day. I’ve been feeling very impulsive ( I don’t want to say it but if u know what I mean yeah). I’ve given into it because I feel like it’s the only thing that I could control the only thign that makes me feel real and something. I’ve been emotional but also emotionless. I’m scared I’m going crazy. I’m sorry if this made absolutely no sense I just needed to rant I’m so tired.