I went back to take a quick college course in legal office administration to land me a job to help me when I apply to law school. 

So far I haven’t had a good feeling about college since a week before school started. That hasn’t wavered since. 
I find myself not going to class due to anxiety and BPD attacks. I want to be normal. I want to make friends and do good in my classes.
Idk what to do or how to handle it.