I just feel empty and hollow, like there’s not even a person there anymore. Im sitting here in my room listening to my mum give me the same abuse she‘s me for the past 17 years of my life and I have just accepted how worthless I am, I would kill myself and I have thought about it a ton but I honestly just have no idea how to do it and would most likely mess it up. I don’t even know why I’m writing this because it won’t make anything better but I just need to write this down