I’m going to try to make it less draining in my post. For as long as I can remember I’ve been depressed and anxious come recently and found out I have both depression and anxiety mixed together with ADHD. Before I was diagnosed I remember being very young and crying for no reason. There was a certain event that happened when I was young and I remember being left out and crying til the teacher had to call my parents to take me home. I later moved in to a different school and this is where everything fell apart for me. I was bullied to no end, I was banded on, had rumors spread about me and made everyone hate me, I was isolated and even at times I was verbally abused while the teachers watched and did nothing. I went through this torture everyday for 4 years. I read a study that the emotional abuse a person experiences equals to the same pain you’d have when you have physical pain from physical attacks. Sad to say that I’m a fucked up person, I can’t afford therapy because the insurance doesn’t cover it at all. I’m just messed up and to make matters worse is I’m stuck in life. I feel really horrible about my self and no one understands me.