I feel like I can't take it anymore. I'm insane for caring this much. But I feel like I can't not care. Like I'm gonna die if I don't study and show up unprepared.

Each night I go to sleep dreading the fact that I'm gonna wake up and study again. I can't have a peaceful moment or if I have it then I'm gonna panic because I've been wasting time.

It's been like this since online exams for some reason. I had panic attacks every day thinking there's no way out.
I'm a vet student in the 3rd year if it matters.