Just annoyed and tired of feeling like I'm going in circles. I make progress then I fuck it all up again and go off on people and shut the world away. Im tired of feeling empty and broken, like I'll never love anyone properly or have a meaningful life. Im tired of these self destruct passed I go through. Im tired of feeling like I'm inherently broken and no amount of therapy will help. It's at MY CORE. And it's a feeling that won't go away and it hits me like a brick wall. 

Thanks for reading.