Basically this is how I’m feeling right now. I’m not suicidal, actually quite the opposite. I’m terrified of death and constantly think about how short life actually is. I’m 15 and it feels like time just flied, in another 15 years I’ll be 30. That scares me, I don’t want to get old and die. I feel like I’ll be forgotten, I’ll make no difference in the world. Sometimes I get little moments of hyper awareness that make me realize how fragile we actually are and that we could die at any moment. Does anyone else feel this way?