For a long time now, my life has become very driven by my boyfriend. A lot of my friends had have hurt me in the past, so I dropped them and put all of my positive feelings into my boyfriend. Now the relationship is very difficult because of the dependency I've developed towards him. I sit at home doing nothing and feeling sad because he's not constantly interacting with me and feel angry and sad because I have no motivation to do anything without him. I tried to make plans for myself so I would still do things even without him, but I feel so unmotivated to do anything. I also get anxious when he talks to anyone else/hangs out with friends. I know this is weird, and I feel really stupid for being this way. Tired of my mind working like it does. I promised I'd never be the crazy one in a relationship after my emotionally-dependent ex, but here I am.