I cant take it. I cant stand feeling like this. I don’t even think it’s anxiety. I feel so out of it. for the past 2 months I haven’t felt right. I’m never happy or excited. I’m not really feeling my emotions. I don’t hang out with anyone anymore because it’s just not fun. I feel like something bad is going to happen. It’s almost like i’m waiting for something bad to happen. I feel like i’m dying. when I sleep I toss and turn all night. i’m tired a lot more than I used to be ( i’ve had this from anxiety but it’s like different now). I used to constantly worry about my health and all that but now it’s like I don’t even care anymore. I don’t want to feel like this. It won’t stop. I don’t even feel like me anymore. It’s like my brain has blocked out the last 2 years of my life. My brain feels so empty. I just feel really disconnected from myself. when I have something that I should be excited about my brain keeps telling me i won’t make it till then. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know who I am anymore.