So everything in my life is becoming into shambles I'm 25 with no education I'm fucking stupid, I'm from NYC if ya was wondering. I grew up really fucked up dropped out of school at a young age to support myself and also I was a ex-blood member I'm not going to say the set name, I dropped that shit trying to fix my life and ever since it became to shit. I live with my moms which she is schizophrenic, And I live in shitty terrible living conditions. I have nothing accomplished from my life I try nothing works, I suck at everything I'll do like what's the point of living, they kick me off unemployment for no apparent reason and I have no source of income to even feed myself, And now my PlayStation 4 broke like I rather be mad at a game than in life now my life is fucked up as it is, I'm really debating if I should just shoot myself already. I don't have no family really them niggas don't like me away, So I will not have no funeral I would just be a memory that's it...