So I been a single for two months and really hate it. Firstly because I can’t hack being alone as much I thought to could but two because I recently met somebody and we seem to hit it off. So much in common and now I obsessed. I know rationally this is in insane. We have been one date so why am I so into her and I get the vibe she is not keen. But I am so black and white about it. I am like well she hasn’t text back she must hate me. I was too much too intense. Why can’t I be calm and cool about it? I hate this condition. I hate BPD.