this year has been a total shitshow

my dad and mom don't care if I pass at this point and said they're putting me in homeschool next year anyways which I'm happy about

There's no point for me to keep going and yet I'm forced to because of fucking truancy law bullshit. Why the fuck does it matter so fucking much if I don't attend school. 

I don't want to go back to that hellhole for another week tomorrow. Fuck that shit. School's the main reason for my depression I hate it there so much. I have barely any friends, I'm always so fucking tired, I hate a lot of the teachers, and at school your basic human rights are basically swept fucking away. I'm sick and tired of it. One of these days I'm going to pass out at school and get in trouble for "sleeping during class". 

I even tried to make myself puke one morning so I didn't have to go. 

I just don't know if I can handle being there for a few more months...