Lately I find myself waking up at 7 AM, and not leaving bed until nearly noon. Everytime I try, I just end up being filled with so much anxiety and crawl back into bed. Then in bed I disassociate to avoid the feeling of emptiness and loneliness. This illness sucks ass, thankfully I still workout everyday to help lessen those feelings for a small amount of time. I just found this subreddit and scrolling through and reading how similar our experiences are has also helped a little bit.