honestly just here to vent but my anxiety and depression hit a low last month and I lowkey wanted to die so I booked a trip to cali because I wanted to be by the ocean and nature but that plus my twice a week therapy bills now I have almost $3000 on my credit card and only $60 in my bank account. I feel so stupid now because I’m even more anxious because it’s going to take me months to pay this off with my minimum wage job which is a whole other source of anxiety. All while more and more bills are pilling up and I feel like I’m drowning. Thank you for reading if you made it this far. Don’t get me wrong, I’m super privileged and blessed, just so tired of being anxious and always worrying about money. I thought it would get better after college but being an adult is so much harder than I thought.