I can't fucking take it anymore. Every single day some fresh hell is presented to me. I have had migraines since I was a teenager, the last 5 years I haven't been able to get into a Neuro in order to get help. My teeth are rotting in my head causing said migraines to be worse. I've had COVID twice this year, which made my migraines worse and am getting ready to lose my job as a result. I have lost every job I've had due to my migraines. I can't afford insurance due to missing so many hours at work, can't get it via my employer because I'm a contractor. My wife can't add me to her insurance because her employer doesn't cover spouses.  Now I just found out we being sued by a hospital my wife had emergency gallbladder surgery at. We never received any bills from that until we got a civil summons. We absolutely cannot afford this. I am beyond my ability to cope with this. No one can help, we don't qualify for ANY government assistance. We both with full time jobs and take care if our autistic son. That's literally all I do and I have no fight left in me. I'm sitting in the bathroom at work crying, afraid someone is going to hear me. I don't want to do this anymore, things are supposed to get better if you work hard. But the harder I work the worse things get. It's only a matter of time till we're homeless and I can't do it. My family lived in a car for a while as a kid and it was one of the worse experiences of my life, and I'm getting ready to put my family through it even though I've done everything right.