I quit smoking weed yesterday. (Heavy user) Bdp+ no smoking= anger and suicidal behavior.  
I just don't understand how people live on a day to day. 
I'm 30 with wife and 2 kids. I'm fucking done. I want off.
I sat in the garage trying not to kill myself all night. How the fuck do I quit smoking on top of this shit? I just want to destroy everyone and everything in my path including myself.