I ran out of Effexor about four or five days ago.  I knew I was running low so I took half doses for five days before totally running out.  As a part of my treatment, all of my treatment comes to me.  Psychiatric Doctor?  Comes to me.  Nurses?  Come to me.  Housing coordinator?  Comes to me.  *Medications?  Come to me.*  I don't have to pay ANYTHING for the medication though.  However, if I transfer my medications to another pharmacy, I void part of my treatment agreement and they will no longer deliver my medication and I will have to pay hefty co-pays.

I had medication dropped off for me Thursday evening and I assumed my Effexor would be in there.  It was multiple bottles.  When I checked after hours on Friday to refill my med planner...  Well...  There was no Effexor.

I really started feeling odd yesterday.  Spacey, lack of interest in anything, a lot of sleeping.  Today has been even weirder.  When I turn my head it's kind of like when you look around when you're really drunk.  I've had insane diarrhea for three or four days.  Like, RUNNING to the bathroom, going 10-20x a day (drinking gatorade for that).  Today I'm constantly dizzy.  I feel light headed.  There's some sensation I feel throughout my body, uncomfortable, that I can't quite explain.  Over the last few hours I'm starting to have some trouble walking.  And now, even if I look around using my eyes only I still get the whooshing, dizzying sensation.

I will be talking to my treatment team about this in the morning.  The only reason I have not contacted them yet is because I'm out of town anyway (with my parents) and it's the weekend.  The specialty pharmacy that my meds come from is closed.  There's a chance that they're waiting for me in the hotel office like my other meds were last week, but I won't know that until I get back in the morning.

i feel overstimulated and a bit out-of-it at the same time.  It's a really weird feeling.  The physical sensations, while not painful, are quite disorienting.