I have been, for the past few days, sleeping at least 18 hours a day, absent on my job, eating excessively, unmotivated, and so tempted to slice my wrist with a blade. I'm thinking of the least painful way to go. I only know a few (based on what I've seen on movies). Pills? Could be the best way to go. I just don't know what to do with my life anymore. I don't want to hurt my family. If there is a way that I could just vanish and they could go on happily with life, that would be great. It's the only thing that's keeping me from killing myself. I think I need help. The world could definitely be better off without me but I'd caused more problems if I do off myself.