I'm sick of climbing a mountain that I can never complete no matter how hard I try. All I want in my life is to be normal, have a 9 to 5, and just live a boring life. But I can't have that, I've pushed myself to be better and better to make others happy. It's the easiest way to get people to leave me alone so I kept going. Now I'm sick of it and I can't just stop without having the past haunting me.

Sometimes I feel like this isn't worth it anymore and I'm better off putting myself 6 ft under. Is there any point going on anymore when you don't want to continue? I don't want to go on with a life with so much going for it