In these past six years after I graduated high school I tried to get a job I kept applying everywhere 3 months and still noe would hire me all these years, I worked on my interview skills and practiced my answers to the questions and still no one hires me. I tired to make friends but it never works out. I tried to have a dating but how can I even get to my dates in a small town when I don't drive. I never learned how to drive because of my anxiety. I tried to figure out what career I want that I would enjoy and all these years I don't know. I don't have a job, I don't have a social life, no friends no dating life, no sex I'm still a virgin, haven't gone to college or university, don't know what career I want, I don't drive. These past six years of my life have been wasted doing nothing, no accomplishments, no achievements. Everybody else is living there lives to the fullest achieving things and doing all this stuff. Everybody has already done this stuff. I should already have all this stuff, I want to have all this stuff right now that's how it should be. Instead the past six years have been crap. I tried and tried and it didn't work. It's not my fault my life turned out crap for six years. I haven't been happy for a long time. I'm at the point where I can't take it anymore. I want everything to be better tight now I want all this stuff in my life right now. I don't know what else to do. I try to put in hard work and effort which I've already done in the past many times but didn't work so my life is crap. Not my fault though.  I've been trying put the hard work I'm effort now to try to accomplish these things but I can't bring myself to put in any hard work. I feel to depressed and unmotivated to do it. I'm too broken. I can't take it anymore I want all of this stuff now not later I want it now I want everything better now. I can't take it anymore the way things are. In the past I tried and tried and it never works.