I recently cut off every single person in my life except my immediate family because I felt like a burden, but it turns out that I'm a burden on my family as well.

I'm currently on a trip with my family and my little brother. I didn't wanna go at first because I wasn't able to leave my bed after a traumatic event a few weeks ago. 

They forced me to go though, so I thought I'd at least make some efforts to not be a total buzzkill.

On our way to our hotel room, we got into a car crash. We're all fine, thankfully, but there was some tow truck and insurance issues, which I had to be involved in because I'm the only one in my family who speaks english. I'm only 16 and everyone spoke to me like I was in charge, which sent me into panic. I almost made the wrong decision and my parents weren't happy.

I've been severely dissociating ever since. I haven't left the hotel room and I'm just kinda sleeping all day. My mom keeps yelling at me because I'm acting too sad and it's ruining the trip for them.

I don't know what to do. I just wanna go home.