Me and a guy who I went to high school with started talking after he swiped up on my snapchat story, and hit it off. We talked for a few days, then he left me on read for a week until he started talking to me again, citing a "busy week" as the reason. We talked and played games together for a few days, until we started talking about hanging out for the sole purpose of making out and trying out something with no strings attached. I agreed, we made out but I wanted to wait until the next day to do anything further. The next day he talked about how he thought about me all day and missed me already, and said a lot of sweet things to me and sent cute messages. That night, I sent pictures after he hyped me up, and I felt good all night. We made plans to hook up the next day, but around noon that day he told me that it was too hot outside to hook up in his car, which I understood. I then told him it was a good idea to not, because I was worried I was starting my period. After this, he stopped talking to me and after 3 days of him ghosting me and not doing anything he normally would do (swipe up on my story and gas me up) I sent him a message checking up on him, and again he told me he was busy. I can't talk about this to anyone except a close friend, as we live in a small town where word spreads fast and he doesn't want people to know because he is still in high school and i'm about to go to college (only a one year difference between us). I woke up this morning to hear that an old friend who I just reconnected with and him had been talking a lot, and she isn't talking to me as much as she has been the past week. I can't help but obsess over him as I started to catch feelings extremely fast despite us both saying we can't do that. He has helped me stop obsessing over my ex, but now I'm doing the same with him. I don't want to make him think I'm crazy by messaging him a lot, and I told myself he would reach out once it was the weekend, but he hasn't and now I feel like he hates me. I even posted pictures of me at the beach, hoping that he would say something but he didn't and now I feel extremely self conscious and also I feel like I am alone because I can only talk to one person about it and I think she is already tired of hearing about it.