And maybe that’s what personality disorders are, I actually don’t know. Like with depression and anxiety, those are things you’re afflicted with, not who you ARE. But with BPD it’s almost not a separate condition but just a description of your personality that society rightfully labels as problematic. It makes me feel really ashamed actually. Like I can’t attribute my jealousy and rage to a mental illness i.e. a health problem because it’s literally just my personality.