I feel so shitty I wanna cry. What’s the fucking point. “Exercising will release endorphins &amp; boost your mood !!!” Nope not for me. I feel angry. Hopeless. Sad. I don’t even have an appetite anymore. I wanna die so bad. All I wanna do is lay down and waste my days sleeping or scrolling through Reddit. Anything to distract me from how lonely I truly am. Guess it’s good I feel like I can take a shower for the first time in days since I’m all sweaty &amp; smelly. Too lazy &amp; pathetic to wash my hair after nearly 2 months or brush my teeth….guess who most likely has fucking gum disease 🙃🙃 but who GIVES A FUCK !!!’ IM LEAVING THIS WORLD SOON ANYWAYS!!!