I don’t know how else to start it.

I’m currently going through a divorce that was my choice due to a horrible
Mentally/verbally jealous marriage. 

After my marriage I became involved with a man I shouldn’t have been who was my friend from the start. Now that relationship is not the same.

And a month ago I was sexually assaulted against my will by a different man after and it completely destroyed me. 

It has now been a month since that. The first two weeks I was tough and would work constantly and workout at the gym and eat healthy. But the last two weeks I have completely fallen apart with everything that was happened (especially the assault) and I have maybe eaten 800 calories a day (if that because I don’t feel the need to feed myself, and when I do I instantly feel sick).

I’ve been in therapy for 5 years but nothing has prepared me for this. 

Has anyone else experienced anything close to the same so I don’t feel so alone? I need all the advice I can get.