Hello everyone :)
I just left home and went back to my room at uni for exams a couple of days ago and already my homesickness is taking a toll on me.
I started studying about a year ago but only was at uni about three times for a week or two because all classes were held online... 
The rest of the time I spent back home with my parents, about 600km (6-7 hrs by train) away. Now I'll have to stay atleast six weeks, which I know doesn’t seem like a long time but there’s just nothing for me to do distract myself from my terrible homesickness.
Covid measures are very strict, everything’s closed down, there’s a curfew in place and your only allowed to meet one person. I'm trying to build a routine (which kinda works now that I have a lot of studying to do but all exams but one are over in 10 days and then I still have a month here).
I wake up every morning with this unexplainable panic and in tears because I feel so alone and really miss home and it’s kind of distracting me from my studies too. I'm also really anxious about the trivial things to do, like doing laundry in the public washing machine in the building, going grocery shopping, which only makes matters worse.
I try to go for lots of walks and when I'm out or go to an in person exam, like yesterday I'm okay because I'm busy but back in my room I always feel like a panic attack is coming and my mind constantly worries about the days ahead.
Like, when I go back home in six weeks, I may only be able to stay for a short time because my uni is thinking about at least offering one class in person which is terrible because then I’d have to spent the rest of the time with all the online clssses in my tiny room...
I guess I just really miss home. Being able to go out into nature, spend time with my dog, feel comfortable in my surroundings (my room at uni is very poorly soundproofed: no music or tv on speaker, my neighbors hearing every word I say on the phone...), and I miss my parents too because I have a close relationship with them and it’s just so nice during lockdown to not be alone.
Well, I'm sorry for this reallyyy long text, but I thought maybe some of you have any experiences/tips/ideas to share? I'm really hanging on by thread here...
Sending much love! x