* Hi strangers, I'm a 14y M with a little bit of English problems since it's not my native language so I hope you'll understand. I have some issues with myself for quite a while and I can't actually speak with my parents about my problems because I think that they'll not understand me. One of the problems I got that's been killing me for a few years is that I can't get over things that happened in the past. I really thought to request some professional help because this kind of things I can't just keep for me and I feel like it's better to talk with someone that knows how to actually help me. A thing that destroys me daily is the fact that I quitted playing football, the feeling of playing a match and getting mad at the referee was something that made me happy at some point of my life. The fact that I gave up so easily just because of the coach gets me very upset and I can't just get over it. I considered to join a new club, but till the summer it will be very hard to do that because of school since I have a exam at the end of the school year which will decide at what highschool I will go. My thought was to start playing again after I will take the exam, but I hope that is not too late just because in summer I turn 15 (I consider myself a little bit talented so I don't want to waste my talent, but I don't know how to tell my parents about this thought-that I want to play again football). 
* I also have some issues of speaking to strangers or new people and the fact that next year I will go to highschool and have to make new friends scares me a little bit, and also makes me sad because I spent 9 years with my current classmates and after 6 months from now I will probably don't see them so much as we do right now. I hope that you guys can give me some advices on what to do.