I've felt like shit for years now but recently it's only gotten worse. The worst part is is that I have every reason to be happy. I live with a group of friends I've known most my life, I recently got a good job that I actually look forward to working, I have two nieces that mean the world to me, and I have a been trying to lead a better lifestyle over the last few months, working out, eating well, and what not. But none of it has done a damn thing to help. Every bit of happiness I feel is fleeting and before I know it I'm back to thinking about all the shitty parts again. It's been bad enough for long enough that the idea of putting it all to rest has been scratching at the back of my mind. I just don't know what to do.