I feel like in general I have always been a lazy person, but since my diagnosis and going onto meds everyday things seem so difficult to me. Getting out of bed to go to work is almost impossible, let alone coming home to do any cooking or cleaning, or even taking care of myself. I have to talk myself into taking a shower and brushing my teeth. I don’t have any feelings of sadness so I’m not sure if this is depression or if this is just what it feels like to be on these numbing medications.