My girlfriend and I just broke up. It wasn't messy at all, neither of us were ready for a relationship at all. We agreed to remain friends but now she's not in my life like she was. My chest hurts. My brain is going all day, I have so much anxiety. I was just getting to a really good spot with my mental health, now it's all down the drain. I called into work today because I can't function anymore. I miss her so fucking much. I wish I could have hugged her one last time.