Tbh I can't do this anymore being lonely everyday hurts so much knowing that so many people hate me and Probably want me dead hurts living hurts holding in my feelings at school hurts everything hurts I'm so over tired of it I fucking hate it everyday is a daily struggle I hurt I can't take it knowing that I have people here who love and wanna help me keeps me going a bit but I still hurt and tbh I don't know how much more of life's shit I can take I'm so close to just breaking and wanting to end it all I know I can anytime and It helps me feel better but Ik if I do everything will get worse I'm lost and idk what too do anymore