I'm new to this bipolar thing and am currently up at a point that it feels like I've taken Adderall for the past several days. I'm jittery, sociable, focused, euphoric and in a good bubble inside my mind. But I am having moments where I'm starting to feel tired and having trouble keeping a thought. Even as I type this I had to stop several times to figure out what I'm trying to type next.

This is also my first most intense feeling I've ever had (have had depression, just came out 3 weeks ago) so I still am trying to find a doctor to talk to and figure things out. But I am terrified of what comes next, and falling back into that depression. How do you guys deal with this and is there a way to soften the fall?

I know this is a bad idea but is there a way I can keep this going for just a little while longer?