I’m just a retarded freak (Asperger’s and ADHD) that can’t do anything right. My computer doesn’t work with my stupid software assignments nothing works everything is just too much its just constant assignments piling up. I don’t CARE about the future. I don’t even want a future or career I want to bury myself in a hole and DIE. I want to smash my skull into the ground until my blood and brains pour out. The only thing keeping me alive is my friends and pets. I want to just give up. I wish I didn’t exist half the time.