Hi, me again. I am just so tired of being unable to focus on anything for more than 5 minutes. Also I get obsessed with different dog and cat breeds, as if I am about to buy one. There is no way I am gonna be able to take care of it, I can't even take proper care of myself. I need to think very seriously about my priorities in life and make a list of to do things and I also need someone to sit beside me 24/7 and if I do something spontaneously I would get punished for that. I wish I could stick to my daily routine. I would be so proud of myself, damn.