Why can’t I just tell real people who actually know me what is going on with me. I feel like I just can’t tell anyone, like no one would understand, or that they really just won’t care. It’s not like all of my life problems are things people want to hear about, but holy shit I wish I could find a way to find anyone to talk to but I know it will never happen. I’m just kinda stuck, infinitely hating myself for ruining my life more and more. Just called out of work for the third day in a row for absolutely no reason other than I just don’t want to anymore.