I have family, they care. I had friends, they didn’t care, they wouldn’t really hang out with me, they don’t at all now. I graduated high school, I have nothing. There is no one in my life. Everyone judges me, they all turn out to be disingenuous. 

Even the ones that seemed to stick by me seem like they’ve ditched me now too. They no longer care. So many of the people I know are just hypocritical self absorbed pricks. I wish I had some friends, other then that I wish I could just recede into a safe illusion by smoking weed until I teleport to my first semester of college.