Everyone around me seems to be doing so well meanwhile I’m just a dumb useless person. I suck at talking, I’m confused all the time, nobody likes me and I hate myself. No matter how you look at it, if future employer were to look at me and my friends they’ll obviously choose them. I feel like we’re running the same race but my start is way behind theirs and it’s exhausting trying to catch up. I try my best but is still nowhere near them