Hey everyone :) I know that no one is my psychiatrist or doctor but I have been wondering if anyone’s had some good or bad experiences with medication combinations or anything I can gain some help with.

So I’ve been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety for about 10 years - mostly treated with escitalopram (lexapro) for the majority of that time.
My BPD and C ptsd was diagnosed just over 3 years ago and I was put on quetiapine, starting at 25mg and at my worst 500mg.
In November last year I had a massive medication review with a psychiatrist and tapered off lexapro, and swapped to mirtazapine 15mg. Also cutting down to 200mg quetiapine and 2mg melatonin at night. 

Throughout all of this I’ve had extensive CBT and DBT as well as trauma therapy.

Now, I have broken my leg &amp; had major surgery (that they screwed up) back in November and so I can’t manage my symptoms with exercise or cleaning which were my main (only) coping skills.

I am feeling more unwell than I’ve felt in years, similar to before I was diagnosed. My bpd is out of control, I’ve had multiple attempts on my life. 

I just want some advice about anyone’s experiences with these medications or others that have worked for them. 

Anything would be so helpful at this point, thank you!!!