I’m not suicidal and I’m not harming myself. But my depression drove away all the friends and contacts I ever had. Now I only have people that knew me and occasionally write. 

I’m incredibly alone as I feel like I lost the last two friend I had. I see no worth in life anymore. Everything is empty and due to work, introversion and awkwardness I can’t really make new friends. 

I used to have so much fun in reading, writing and rping but I can’t even find people of my likes there anymore. 

Hold close to your friends and family if you love them. Let them know you’re not okay and that you need time and space or even help.