I had so many bad things happen to me in life but then so suddenly and unexpectedly, someone came into my life and she became my everything. I loved her with everything in my heart and soul. She gave me something, one thing in this world to be happy about. She gave me something to look forward to in a future with her. I was so happy with her and I did my best for her despite everything I feel. But then she started having some life difficulties and I was there for her as much as I can, like I know I would have never given up on her no matter what happened or how things got difficult. But she just couldn’t do it and she left… like I was gonna through thick and thin with her, for her. I was willing to do anything, give anything, change anything for her. But she just couldn’t stay with me… and just as quickly as the one happy thing in my life came, it left… and now I’m left here hurt, empty and afraid. I still love her and I miss her every day… I wish I was better, I wish I could have done better for her… I feel so lonely… I feel lost In this world. I don’t want anyone else I just wanted her. Im scared that I might be the problem, I’m afraid no one will love me and stay with me no matter what like I do… I just want that so bad. I want her more than anything right now. But she’s not here… and I’m unhappy