My Mum broke,  15 years ago.

You name it, goverment coming to get us, people breaking into the house, alien craft visitation, ive had messages, conversations and emails for all of them.

Ive lived knowing the full love of a Mum to barely knowing her as a person, and her even reconising me as a son because of how she copes with life mentaly and physically.

Many things happened, will shorten.
Dad cheats on mum, me 5, brother 0.
Mum choses independence, not money, leaves dad. 
Live with grandparents until we get goverment funded home.
Mum stuggles with finance/food/work, trys to get diploma. Effort of balance kids, work and education breaks her mentally.

Cared for by mothers parents while mum is ill. (Didnt speak to me or my brother for months, could'nt raise a fork of food to her mouth because of depression).

Now brother and me independant, mum still not well. So much not included, literally years of happwnings because of mothers mental state.

Ive not met anyone I can feel i can share this with, or who would care/relate. Id beg for someone in a similar situation to talk to. 

Much love internet. I don't know where else to go. X