So I’ve been going through a particularly rough patch after being diagnosed with BPD around February. The past couple months I’ve been in and out of the hospital because of my BPD. And I feel like I can’t function in my day to day life because of my BPD. But the wait for DBT in my area is at least one year. Like it’s to the point where I don’t have an education (I’m assuming) because of my BPD (I kept quitting and had no idea why I just couldn’t deal with school), and I’m having a lot of trouble going to work because I’m being bullied and don’t know how to deal with it, as well because I just always feel like I need to quit and start over (and for some reason I just feel like I can’t get myself to go to work some days). I just feel like I need to move away and start over. I have absolutely no support from anyone I know besides my therapist (who I can’t afford). Not to mention the issues I’m having in my relationship. But I can’t do anything about it I just have to sit around for over a year and wait. I just want help but it seems like wherever I turn to get it (even the hospital) it just blows up in my face. Sorry if this post is a bit all over the place as I said in the title, I am just unsure of what to do and it’s really making me upset so I’m just a little all over the place.