So lately, ever since my last crisis I have been having an insensible urge to cut myself but also an extreme amount of guilt and anger at myself for cutting myself. I am very bothered by my arm scars lately because they were just starting to fade and then I fucking added to them and came right back into     "everything hurts everything sucks you're evil and everyone is going to leave you" land.

So I recently had bought these temporary tattoo ink bottles that are like henna but stain blue black. (Inbox tattoos aka jagua henna)

And so last night at midnight I took my therapists advice to super heart and made some art. On myself. Which is gonna last two weeks. I did it on my arm because my arm is my "favorite" place to wreck.

Let's see if I can keep myself together for two weeks. 

"You are here" comes from Carl Sagan's pale blue dot speech which I love.

http://i.imgur.com/7uAyBhQ.jpg
