I've always had really bad problems with procrastination. Not just school - anything. Well, anything that makes me anxious I guess. It's my automatic response. Usually I've at least been able to do my tasks last minute but that's not working anymore. Idk how long already but I've started ignoring deadlines. I guess I keep doing it because I don't exactly have any consequences (other than feeling incredibly anxious, utterly hating myself, u know, the usual.....) Now I've come to the point where I just cannot make myself do ANY work AT ALL. I have so much work. Everyone in my class all my friends, my family all they see is me being lazy. But the one person who hates me the most for this is well.....me. I know that's not helping but I don't know how to stop. Yes, I know I should get therapy but I have to do the work NOW. Besides I haven't been able to reach out for help because I'm avoiding that too. I feel so stuck. I don't know what I'm asking for... maybe there's someone out there in the same situation or someone who knows how to help. Please. I'm desperate.