I hate math. It provokes me anxiety, stress, it makes me sad. 
When I was in middle school I had a math teacher that told us we're stupid. She only worked with the smart kids and ofc I wasn't one of them. She told my mom I'm stupid cuz I didn't understand basic math. In highschool I had a teacher that helped me understand math as much as I could, after two years she changed schools so in 11th grade we had a new teacher. She had a lot of personal issues so she didn't come to class all time, the way she taught was chaotic, the whole class almost failed. Now we're in the 12th grade and the final exam and the most important one is coming and we're getting a new teacher again and I'm so stressed and afraid cuz our "current" teacher said we won't pass and I don't know what to do and I had so many breakdowns I got tired. Please help.