In the past few years I got diagnosed with epilepsy and had a few incidences. I got prescribed depakote a while back for my seizures and it gave my hyperammonemia, put me in a coma for several days and nearly killed me. I have horrible health anxiety now. Anytime I feel slightly weird I think I'm going to die. Smell something weird? I'm gonna have a seizure. Pressure feeling in my head or a burning sensation in my head? I'm about to have a stroke/aneuryism/seizures. Sometimes I get shakey and cold feeling and I just assume I'm dying from something and lay in bed and wait it out. There have been many times I have visited a doctor and it ends up being nothing but also many times where it was something. I can't afford to go to doctors, owe way too much medical debt. It's so annoying and intrudes on my life so much. I can't go a few hours without thinking something crazy is going to happen to me now.