I reply to my SO, I’m more likely to reply to people I’m trying to get to know. I don’t necessarily mean to, I just completely forget. When I’m on my phone I’m usually just on reddit or researching stuff. I think I’ll reply later, then never do. Then I feel awful about it, it causes me to split on them I guess? Or I just don’t even want to reply, I struggle to make genuine connections with people. Sometimes I just never reply, can’t even think about it without beating myself up. Then you’ll never hear from me again I guess? In my mind they are better off without me anyway because *insert self-loathing here* I don’t mean to be selfish I just get so overwhelmed and *can’t*