In the past I’ve had some larger manic episodes where I’ve gone all-out batshit. Everything will hit 11 and I’ll go for the booze (I’m sober for one year after things went bad), or I’ll hit the weed extra hard too, and speed a ridiculous amount. This has gotten me in trouble a lot, but I’m one year incident free. Lately though, I feel the mania calling my name. I almost miss that indestructible feeling, drinking and doing whatever I want, but I know it’ll only lead to trouble. How do you guys let go of that temptation? Any advice would be appreciated. Sorry for the rant