today is my birthday and only one of my close friends wished me a happy birthday. i have a fairly large circle of super close friends from college, and we became even closer since quarantine. pretty much all of their birthdays were over the summer (except for mine), and i was there to celebrate with all of them, and go all out with all of them. i threw the best party for my best friend/roommate. she hasn’t wished me a happy birthday yet today. i feel like i’m anticipating the worst reacting to nothing and it’s only mid afternoon, but my feelings are still hurt because i always feel so forgotten. i feel especially lonely because i was just recently hospitalized for the first time and diagnosed with bpd and all my friends know this. and plus there’s facebook reminding people of birthdays, so i just feel like there’s no excuse to forget or not say anything...