Hi im 17F and im about to graduate from highschool in 4 months, i feel really overwhelmed and lost. My dad handed me a few questions to answer in sentences for a scholarship program which will help me apply and get  in the polytechnic/university. when i had a look at them i started crying because i have no idea what to write i feel lost and dont have a goal.

the questions were like, what do you see yourself in 5 years. what are your hobbies and skills and how will they help you in your major. 

I've always avoided such question because i dont see myself anywhere and im scared when i get asked about them i only answer with simple answers like "im getting into IT "information technology", and that's it

I do have a major in mind which is information technology in networking, and im applying for that. the deadline for the program is today and i feel very lost and i dont know what to write down and i have what job i can work for when i get my degree even tho i searched online and their are many things.

im really afraid of the questions and i dont know where to start and where to end. what am i going to be and what am i interested in, what are my skills. i have some thoughts. but im really scared.