 i just finished a big argument with my mom. and that argument led to an argument between her and my dad. and now what was supposed to be an alright night as turned into another shitty one all because i couldn’t keep my mouth shut. 

it seems that everytime there’s a good moment with my family where nothings going wrong, I just have to start a problem. or anytime there’s peace an argument starts. and it’s not like i contribute much to my friends either — even if there is, its nothing compared to what others do. it’s so fucking pathetic having to wake up everyday just to leave no positive impact. 

im so tired