It's hard for us to leave you on seen no matter how angry, hurt or depressed we be.

It's hard for us to isolate ourselves and be okay with it. Most of the times we do it to see if you'd get back to us.

It's hard for us to control our anger and stop ourselves from saying all the evil things to you. Extremely hard.

It's hard for us to look at you with a person who has flaws and not has some devil.

It's hard for us to act logical even though we are aware of all the logics in our head.

It's hard for us to not feel too much all the time.

BPD is extremely hard.