Need help

Ik it’s long but If someone can help I’d appreciate it so much


I’ve had health anxiety as long as I remember but last November and December and still going has been the worst of them all I had few panic attacks start of November Cause of food and obvs where do we all run to dr google so did I and brain tumours brain clots brain cancer MS ALS inner ear problems epilepsy etc all showed up and that caused more panic attacks so fast forward till today I’m suffering from the same symptoms somedays are okay and some are the worst I feel lightheaded , dizziness , brain buzzing neck pain ear ache jaw popping like I’m gonna pass out sometimes ringing in my ears  heart beat getting faster and somehow they all convinced me that I’m dying of a brain Tumor or something deadly I can’t function with life cause of these symptoms I’m so convinced that it’s affecting my daily life I’m scared worried just wanna cry that what’s wrong with me I’ve had ct scan and blood tests everything was normal can anyone relate
After all the tests blood ct of my head I now think I have meningitis 😬 why can’t sleep anxiety is so bad at night have nightmares sleep prylasis now ears clogged and jaw clicking ffs why’s life so hard first it was brain tumor now this weird feeling in head mild pain in my forehead no ear ache tho just when I open my jaw I can hear wind through my ear what is it someone pls help me I’m giving up on life don’t wanna live no more all these aren’t going away I’m getting sick and tired of everything what can be wrong with me I wanna be happy but I can’t cause these symptoms don’t go away like I’m scared