I’m not sure if I’m depressed. I’ve struggled with depression a lot in the past. But this just feels different. I have no love for anything and I feel like my life is pointless. I feel like I’m searching for something to look forward to and I can’t find anything. I’m working and living. I don’t love the work that I do and I don’t care about it but I obviously need it to survive. I don’t feel loved all the way through in any aspect of my life. I know my family cares about me but I just don’t feel important at all. If I died I don’t feel like anything would change in anyone’s life. I’m just here…