I got a supporting family, a girlfriend who loves me more than anything else, I've got friends, I've got a job, I've got hobbies, I was born wealthy and had a very good education, I've tried meds for a long time, psychologists and psychiatrists, been to wards but im still just as sad now as i ever was. what am I meant to do? what's left? I still feel like shit all the time and don't have any reason to