we havent talked in a couple of weeks. i feel terrible and like its eating me alive and i really really do not know how to cope right now. i’m already dealing with some pretty bad issues rn (stuff with my dad, gender dysphoria, body image stuff) and i was pretty drunk one time and rambled about how she obviously hates me and doesn’t want to be friends with me which is when it started. i haven’t been with any of my friends in ages, and my bestfriend completely ignoring me really does not help. i just feel so alone and terrible all the time. does anyone have any advice or anything? my mental health is at an all time low