How do I not sabotage this relationship I’m in? I feel like I’m easily irritated for absolutely no reason. Mind you, 6 months ago I managed to get out of a 2 year really narcissistic abusive relationship and I’m still not healed. My high school sweetheart came back into my life and I feel like I’m doing almost everything in my power to sabotage it even though I know it’s not what I truly want. He also suffers from his own things, ADHD being one of them so out disorders almost clash in a sense and I just really need some clarity or some way to help me not destroy something that doesn’t need to be destroyed..