I've got exams and I'm dreading it. Everyday at school I viscously shake and feel sick just sitting in class, let alone a 3hr exam where it's stick conditions, I threw up last time in the mocks, in December, I've had this for years. I'm so tired of it, I haven't been able to reach any doctor, they've always put me on hold, feel worthless sometimes, I can never get an appointment and can't speak about it to firends or family, it's not that kind of relationships unfortunately, making me feel very alone. 

I assume people make posts for help, and I don't doubt that, it's what I'm doing now. 

But deep down I thinks it to not feel alone, each comment feels nice, if I get any. 

Thanks