My depression kicks my butt most days. I've hit some super lows. I started writing notes to my family every few days. Not like good bye notes.. atleast doesn't seem like good bye notes to me. I have a journal and I dedicate certain pages to certain people in my life. Just tell them how much I love them. Or if we go somewhere or have a good memory I write it in my journal and date it so that way if I pass one day. They have these notes to look back on. I explained it to my boyfriend. I told him if I pass one day to make sure he reads this journal and sends the letter to the appropriate people.... he then told me it's not "normal" to do things like this...... maybe it's just normal to me because I've suffered from depression for so Long...... anyone else do stuff like this?