My boyfriend came home from his first day at a new job and said everything was great but it got awkward when they asked him "So what does your girlfriend do?". He couldn't come up with a single thing. Which is 100% true. I don't do anything, other than exist. I'll watch TV if its on, I like to eat and sleep. But other than that I don't have any interests. I just kinda shut him out as he went on about how I should find something to do. I wanted to explain that having BPD makes it hard to have an interest in anything. I just don't know what to do. Because I can see that me being the boring, lazy piece of shit that I am is hurting him... I'm worried he's going to realise that he doesn't want to be with me soon... But then again I always feel that way #thanksbpd. 

Anyone else have issues with finding and keeping a hobby? 