So me and my family have been basically homeless these two past months and it looks likes it’s gonna be another one. My mental illness has been bad lately and I’m not on any medication because my mom refuses  to give me any because she’s a spiritualist and doesn’t believe in “man-made” products and I can’t get any therapy at the moment because of covid. I’m just really sad and all I can do is overthink and think about past traumas and create scenarios that make me suicidal. My OCD is going off the rails I keep doing rituals where I check my ears for bugs and I’m never satisfied and I keep on doing it and doing it until I become stressed and tired. My menstrual cycle is coming soon and I have terrible cycles (heavy bleeding and breathing problems) so I know more stress is to come...I just don’t know what I’m going to do.