I have no one to talk to so here I am….I’ve struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts my whole life. I can’t get out of my head. I’m my worst enemy. My peers are succeeding in life. Having Romantic relationships, fun memories with friends, pursuing higher education at top institutions (Law School), becoming famous actresses in multi million dollar movies, becoming VPs of organizations, Chief of Staffs….I feel like a waste. Every so often I get a tad of confidence that maybe I am something and can be someone one day, but then Im reminded that I don’t have what it takes to be successful and enjoy life. I’ve never had a boyfriend before and I have no close friends. I still live at home and I’m 25. Im getting older and am terrified to see people surpass me and accomplish their goals while I feel stuck in life and insignificant….I question why I should continue on….im not special and I feel like im unable to reach my full potential. I feel like I don’t deserve whatever my full potential is because I can’t get over my enemy (my inner me).