So a few weeks ago my best friend blocked me. It's been devastating and I don't know what to do. I grew attached to her in 8th grade because she saved my life.  It wasn't anything drastic but I was going to end my life and she yelled at me for not doing my art assignments because i was a talented artist. I know it's stupid but that's how it worked. We were so close that people thought we were dating and I'd always tell people I could never date her because if I lost her id be crushed. But she got married a couple years ago and then she got pregnant last fall and I was so happy for her but now I have no contact and am very lost.