I have a psych appointment today. I want to tell them the truth about how I’ve felt suicidal but I don’t want to be put in the psych ward. It doesn’t help me at all, I hate that place so much. I feel like I just need medication and guidance or something… but how much can I tell them about my suicidal thoughts before they have to do something about it? I don’t WANT to kill myself at the moment, I really WANT to get better and make my life better. I don’t have a plan or anything. But pretty much every waking moment I think about how much I hate my life and want to die. Any advice or ideas appreciated. If I go to the psych ward I will 1000000000% feel even worse.