I just found out today that I have to have a (very) small procedure done in just a few days! I'm absolutely freaking out.

For one, it's with a doctor that I've never met. Secondly, I'm going to have to be sedated, which scares me. A few years ago I had to have my wisdom teeth taken out, and I went to a very sketchy place in retrospect. I did not react well to the anaesthesia and they couldn't do the surgery.

Then I went to a better place, and they said my bad reaction was due to anxiety. They gave me Xanax for the day of, and it worked perfectly! I don't even remember the day.

I asked for Xanax for this procedure, but I'm still waiting to hear back. They're closed on the weekend, so I'm just dreading everything.

I'm not scared for the procedure or even being under, it's just those few seconds of being fully aware to being put under that scares me. I know after the fact I'll be fine; I had a similar procedure a year ago, and I remember liking the feeling of the anaesthesia! I'm just scared.