I wanna start by saying I feel like I have nothing left. I'm 23 and I have no money, broken car, bad job, abusive /toxic friends. I'm so mentally broken I can't hold onto companionships. I need attention 24/7 from the people I love and I go crazy mentally when I'm alone. I've finally reached the point where I can't think straight anymore. I let my friend who I deeply loved and thought was close with me take advantage of me and massively hurt me to a point where I'm getting trauma because of the situation. I got attached online to a bunch of people who wanted to care about me and told me that they "loved me" only for me to send selfies and their entire mood change. I feel like a monster. I'm so filled with rage and bitterness and sadness. The things I take enjoyment in make me mad. I constantly check my one friends status every 15 min and see her happy with others and rage just shoots over me. The things they did to me affected me so much mentally and it's making me insane. I can't cope anymore. I need someone new. I need this pain to lessen before I go crazy. What do I do. Please someone tell me