I don’t know when my depression has gotten so bad, but everything hurts. It hurts to brush my hair, to brush my teeth, even to get out of bed. Just just mentally but physically. I don’t like to do anything, and I just wish I was dead. 

I started my Wellbutrin again today and my Effexor so let’s see if that helps. I’m tired of trying tbh but I have a daughter and a mom who loves me so I don’t really have an alternative.