I’ve had MDD since I was teenager. I’ve tried all the medicines and I’m doing the counseling, and for the most part, I can cope. But life has just been a shit show since the new year. My job is making me miserable and I finally made my mind up at 9am exactly three weeks ago that I was going to leave. At 10am that same day I received notice from my landlord that they were not renewing the lease and I had to be out by March 31st. 
I have not been able to find a place to live because the rental market is horrible here, I definitely can’t leave my job now, my long-term relationship is ending, and it’s looking more like I have to move in with some family in my hometown where there isn’t even internet access in most places. On top of working full-time, I also take online college classes full-time. This means I’ll have to do homework in a McDonalds parking lot most days. 
Trying to cope with all of this while having MDD is bleak. Medicines have never worked well for me and counseling can only help so much when I’m facing this much stuff in a short amount of time. Today I hit a brick wall with how much hope I have left.