Long story short, I gave another friend of mine kittens I've been fostering, but it didnt work out and I had to pick them back up. My FP wanted to come with so we headed to go get them. When we got there and started walking towards the door, my other friends pitbull ran out and just attacked my FP without any reason. I knew this friend had an aggressive dog who was trained to be an attack dog, and when we got there, I was supposed to message my friend to tell her so they could put the dog up, but I forgot about him. I did everything i could to get the dog off my FP, and i got attacked in the process, but when the dog was handled and my FP was being cleaned up, everyone told me they were absolutely pissed at me for not saying anything, and it was my fault the dog attacked her. I had no idea the dog would do something like that unprovoked, but this dog has attacked other people worse before and they still kept him, so I'm confused as to how its entirely my fault. Yes, I shouldve sent a message saying I was there, but that dog attacking my FP was not all my fault. Watching my FP scream for help and what I was doing wasnt enough just broke something inside of me and I cant help but feel like it is actually all my fault. Afterwards, my FP said I needed to be more careful and I've been acting too impulsive lately and not thinking my decisions through clearly enough. My other friend told me I was an idiot for letting this happen and some of her family said they hope I learned my lesson. Idk, this whole thing just made me feel a way I've never felt before and I dont have anyone to talk about it with since this happened because of me.