Does anybody else just want the people you're interested in to be obsessed with and worship you? I know it's completely unrealistic and unhealthy, but I feel this way all the time. Then I end up paying those i'm interested in way too much attention and pushing them away because I'm a needy creep. I just fall in love at first sight with so many people, why can't people fall in love at first sight with me? My brain is rediculous. Also i become interested in a new person every two weeks on average; it's honestly exhausting. Right now i'm hella into this guy i met at my bff's wedding and am upset because he's not liking everything i post of facebook, but today liked a picture comment my hot friend made on my post. And now i'm jealous of her for reasons that are not even based in reality. She's one of my best friends, i DONT want to feel this way. And ofc i feel this way even when my other friend said she'd spoken to the guy and he said he was interested in getting to know me better. I just want my brain to take a chill pill. Why does every little thing have to unhinge me so? I'm very frustrated right now. Oh also this guy lives in another state so what do i actually think could come of this? My mind weaves fairy tales and is like MAYBE YOU COULD LONG DISTANCE DATE AND THEN END UP IN THE SAME CITY. No, seriously shut the fuck up brain, why do you have to do this to me? 