So recently I had an appointment with a psychiatrist because we were going to start treatment again, after like a year of not doing so. She just asked me questions about things but i kept jumbling through my words because i was way too nervous and i feel like i might've lied on accident about how bad my situation is. It just didn't feel right at all and I didn't even want to be there anymore. The embarrassment has just been causing me so much stress for a couple days now because I just can't handle talking to people. She's probably judging me for being some sort of liar and over exaggerating my symptoms.