I’m on my period. I am sick and can’t stop coughing and sneezing. My whole body hurts. I feel completely unloved.

I have a friend I haven’t seen in years visiting bc she’s breaking up with her boyfriend. I’ve spent all week over-spending, over-catering to her and I’m full out of gas. She gathers intel on people to get them to like her, retells my jokes, and takes credit for my ideas. I’m sick of the bragging. She kept flirting with my married brother and asking to see him more. 

Last night, we started discussing cheating and she said she would “don’t know, maybe” sleep with someone in a relationship. I told her this was not cool and morally wrong. She seemed to think this meant I was worried that she would try to sleep with my boyfriend. Things got heated and she went outside. 

Then my boyfriend, instead of being supportive, chided me for asking her the question where I already had a right/wrong answer. He asked if I thought this was because I was worried they’d sleep together. Like what?! I feel like I’m going insane. 

I have nothing to be jealous of. She’s inauthentic, has bad taste, and a weird face.

I feel sick. Usually my boyfriend goes to bed around 9. Tonight he’s just hanging out downstairs with my friend instead of being with me. 

I’m being mean. I just have to vent. I just want her to leave.