i hate this fucking illness i am so over it i am miserable everyday i’m tired of having emotions so strong but then again not even feeling like a fucking person. i hate that i make so many people leave because of this fucking illness i’m always too much never know when to stop and bother people and now my fp is gone too bc i’m annoying as fuck. sorry just need to say the BIGGEST fuck you to bpd and trauma for making me this way.