I'm still pretty high the morning after I ate some weed chocolate and I find I'm much more able to connect with my emotions when high.

I started to do some introspection and realized my world view and beliefs are anxiety inducing.

I still see the world as one big competition that's rigged and difficult to get by in.

I fear living in a body that aches and hurts and that will only continue to break down as I get older (I'm only 27!)

I fear social humiliation, prolonged unemployment, causing pain to my family from my potential failures.

I wrestle with these fears all day and my anxiety causes me difficulty with life tasks and makes me feel like I am going to fail.

I have been in therapy since October and am now speaking to my doctor about it since I think I need help.