I have severe anxiety and panic disorder here's where my story begins,

4 years ago I got up in the morning and went to work my 2nd shift job at a factory, i worked that paint line and unloaded parts and loaded parts all day, a friend i had made wanted to sell me some vape juice and it was snowing so I didn't want to go to the vape shop and get some. He had told me that he had switched it from one bottle to another, I didn't think nothing of that at first, i was on my way home and decided to try the vape and as soon as I hit it my mind started racing, my heart dropped and all I could think was this was laced and I was dying. My whole body was tingling, my heart was racing, I couldn't see straight and my vision was twitching. I turned my car around and drove over 100mph to the ER and almost hit several cars. As soon as I got in the ER I just fell on the floor inside the door and crawled up on the chair and told the lady "I feel like I'm dying!'' She said "Sir please have a seat" I was so out of my head at that point I told her what was going on and tried to sign my name and she told me it would be awhile and I need to go sit down. I could not sit down, for 1 hour I raced around the waiting room screaming that I need a doctor so they had to call security to sit me down. Finally the doctor came and got me and checked me out, they ran blood test, urine test, lung scans and EKG. The doctor came back in and told me I had a panic attack and they gave me meds that called me down. I had never felt like this before and for the next week I felt off and had several more panic attacks to the point I quit my job. I went to so many doctor appointments with no answers, I always felt like something was wrong and worried so much I developed IBS and had to have colonoscopy and Endoscopy and nothing was ever found but I would have random pains in different places everyday that would throw me into another panic attack. I would always search my symptoms on google and think I have cancer or a brain tumor. I still live with this everyday and I am still in a dark place in my life. I am writing this to tell everyone that's its okay to talk about these things even if that person does not understand, all you need is for someone to listen. I will be posting how I feel each week and update anyone who wants to listen or answering anyone with questions.