I went to pick up some relatives from a gathering and headed to my place. I had to take a left turn at this busy NYC intersection so i got in the left most lane. I consider myself a pretty experienced driver so left turns on intersections, especially busy ones aren’t ever a challenge. I pull my car into the middle of the instersection where there was a car on the opposite side of me also waiting to make a left turn. I watch out for oncoming traffic which was pretty busy but i finally see a gap where i can turn. I quickly make my turn only to see a father with his toddler in the middle of the adjacent crosswalk. The father jumps in front of his son as i slam my breaks. I let him cross and i continued  my trip home but it has been two days since this happened and i still cant get the scene out of my head. I almost killed a toddler and i cant get the damage that wouldve done to the family out of my head. Ive been feeling really sad and guilty and felt that this would be a good place to vent about it on.