I have a slew of diagnoses, but the one that gets in the way of medication the most is bipolar. I have had a lot of success on lamotrigine and plan to get back on it soon, but I’m interested in adding an antidepressant as well. Obviously I can’t do SSRI’s, but I’m open to other things. I’ve tried Wellbutrin, but it made me to hyper/ messed with my sleep cycle too much. I was on Abilify for a while but I realized that it made me feel numb, even though I thought it was working for me. I want something that won’t make me a zombie, won’t make me gain weight (I’m actively trying to lose weight), won’t impact my sex drive ( I liked that about Wellbutrin but I’m still struggling with the impacts of Abilify) and won’t be too hard to adjust to. My doc has told me in the past that they want to try lithium but I have a lot of medical trauma and I can’t see myself being okay with so many doctors appointments. What has worked for you? Do you have any recommendations as to what to try next? Thanks so much in advance, y’all are amazing.