Sorry this is an impulsive ramble but Jesus Christ... once upon a time I posted what ever I wanted on all the social media platforms. I would take a million selfies, share my stupid thoughts, and comment on anyone’s anything at anytime.

I deleted Facebook a year ago and haven’t been able to feel comfortable posting on anything since. It’s all too over whelming. I used tinder for 30 minutes once and it made me feel so sick and confused. I just downloaded hinge impulsively and have been talking to a fucking stranger  for an hour just trying to scare them away with my lack of ability to come off as anything not crazy. 

I miss being able to post on anything with out a feeling of regret. Anything I feel like I can share with the wide variety of people I. The webakes me anxious. If I wasn’t drunk and manic rn I wouldn’t be posting this.. I’m now even feeling stupid for sharing my thoughts.

Wtf is any of this??