I’ve been depressed and I’m reaching a point where I’m not seeing the purpose of being here. My wife and kids hate me, I work a dead end job, and I’m dealing with unexplained medical issues. My wife and I haven’t had sex in 9 months. Before that there was a 6 month gap. She doesn't love me. I’ve contemplated divorcing but I can’t afford the divorce or child support. I’m sick of feeling sorry for myself. Everyone hates me. My kids mock me. I struggle with social skills. I’m just tired of being alone. I’m just done. I’m not suicidal though. I just don’t see the necessity of being here. I don’t know where to go from here. I told my wife how I felt and she berates me and just says I want people to kiss my ass. Any recommendations on what I should do?