I (50M) have bouts of depression for most of my adult life and currently going through one now. I’ve taken various medications for the past 20 or so years to help with it. A few years ago I became suicidal and checked myself into a psychiatric hospital where I was diagnosed with BP2 and put on the appropriate medications including a mood stabilizer, antidepressant and antipsychotic. The trouble is I never really had any symptoms of mania that I can think of so I’m not sure why I was diagnosed that way.   I just took three online BP diagnostic tests and all three were negative. The only thing I can point to is that I recently weened myself off of the antipsychotic and have had trouble getting to sleep or staying asleep. Wondering if that could that be evidence of hypomania? Or was it the fact I felt suicidal?