I start a new job next week and I just want one more drunk night before getting my life back together. I know I won’t relapse again after this because I have no access to alcohol , I can’t even buy it on my own till next year. I just happened to luck up and find my sisters wine she left here.

One more night can’t hurt right ? Im feeling way too manic to be sober today. Yes I’d be breaking a two month streak but it’s feeling so worth it.