I work as an Insta cart shopper so I am self-employed and I don’t have a boss to tell me what to do which is usually my main trigger. I can do things when I want at my own pace. but I want to get a second job because I need to pay some things off and just have an extra income. I got hired somewhere today but I got so overstimulated and stressed out that I declined the offer. The thought of somebody telling me what to do and telling me I’m not doing some thing correctly and me feeling extremely angry and annoyed and overheated I cannot handle. another huge trigger of mine is having to wear certain uniforms and I saw how I looked in this uniform that they gave me and that was definitely a deciding factor that I did not want to work here because I just felt disgusted with myself. I really need an extra income but I can’t work these jobs anymore and I’m scared I can’t handle a job ever again, especially not food service