i dont find fun in much anymore. ive tried for a long time to change that but it just doesnt seem to be working out. people always say it gets better, well im not sure if im willing to wait around and see, my parents are addicts and im worried ill follow after them, they never use to be like this, but one thing led to another. they're also really mean ever since i told them i was into girls and i just wish they'd accept me (stupid wish ik) honestly i just dont really want to be here anymore.