So I’m a teenager and my parents have become angry towards me. Today I sat in the car and my mother is just toxic we have arguments every single day and she stays silent with me for most of the day. She says I never smile at her and that I’m being rude, so we had an argument .. her attitude really sucks. She makes me sit in the car while she drives 10 hours a week to visit family. I used to really like her until recently I hate her. . 

She acts happy like nothing no arguments ever happened 10 mins ago. She just dances oblivious to it and It really drags me down. It’s like she runs on bad energy and drama. She says we’re friends and sorry etc, then she’ll go and do the same thing again and it’s messing with my heart and breaking it. I don’t really have anyone to turn to. How could I tell someone about this if I have nobody? Last night I was struggling and really felt I wanted to just die. 😞