i have tried quitting smoking and come closer to it w every attempt . my parents always want to kniw why i leave the house , so when i tell them , they go "i do not wanna  hear about it until you have quit for x amount of time."

they act like it is heroin ... like they never said that any time i have quit drugs (6mos sober). hmmm is that not funny ? 

for the record , i cannot keep out lf their sight . to lie would only be trouble . but i have 2 procedures coming up , one is serious , so granted i decided today it is best to just wait til they are both over with

but fuck ! they make my skin crawl !!!