Looking for some advice, so I've created a profile just to do so.

So I'm a guy who have the diagnosis BPD and now i actually have a girlfriend. 
We've been together for 6 months and it's officially my longest relationship ever (she doesn't know that).
The honeymoon phase is almost over for the most part. And I can really feel the BPD starting to ruin it for me again.

I want to explain it to her,  but I'm scared because every "instruction manual" for us with BPD on the Internet I've read basically says I'm going to leave her before she can leave me. I'm going to be hard to deal with etc. Almost only awful things that I'm scared she won't be able to take in correctly. 
Even if I tell her to not treat me differently she is going to read up on this and see me as someone else.



I also want to thank every single one on this sub. All your comments and posts are worth more than gold to me.