So I have been trying to get confortable socially. Like I try to participate in class which still make me totally red and make me feel like I'm going to suffocate. I try to talk to my classmates outside of school and I thought it was going well ahah.. except I posted a chat asking who would be down to go to an event with me this Saturday and guess what ? Everybody have seen my message. And nobody responded (8 ppl). I feel so shameful, why is it so hard to exist sometimes. I can't bear that type of humiliation and I don't think I'll be able to ask again.