So ive been having issues getting and holding a job since 2020 (who hasnt?) But its steadily getting harder. I found work near my place at a baco tell and let the store manager know my issues prehire. Also discussed that i need to have breaks to sit because my feet have unreasonable levels of pain when standing for 3+ hrs. We discussed that breaks were not a thing due to staffing issues but they could work with me. Cue the secondary manager sending me home early one day with a parting remark of not paying me to sit on my 9hr shift after she watched me take 6 ibuprofen throughout the shift. (All my pressing work was finished each time i tried to sit for a few minutes and only when there were no customers.) This shift was followed by a nightmare before my next shift of being forced into my own personal hell of having to stand for eternity with that pain. I called into work today due to the panic attacks that started up on waking up and seeing i had to be at work in 45min. I now dont want to face my manager because i feel like a huge disappointment.

Has anyone had any issues with their mental making things worse by latching on to the bad aspects of a job?