I'm just done man. I dont enjoy much of anything anymore, its a struggle each day to try to find any amount of joy, my anxiety has gotten so bad I can't even handle leaving the house anymore, my ocd is just so taxing on my brain that I'm just so tired all the time, I've tried therapy, I've tried countless meds, I've tried TMS, I don't even know where to go anymore. It's just been the same shit for the past year. Wish I was dead, get new meds, wait an unbearable amount of time for the meds to take effect, they don't work or do much of anything, wish I was dead, get new meds, repeat. I try every day to find something to pass the time bur everything just feels like a chore. Video games have always been my favorite hobby since I was a kid but they aren't even fun anymore, even my favorites from my childhood. I can't keep doing this man. My teeth are fucked from a few months of neglect even though I stress over making sure they're as clean as can be now because of my ocd. I think I've fallen to such a low point now that there is seriously no way out. There isn't an answer, and whenever I thought I found one it turned out to not work. I'm fucked. I'm beyond fucked. I dont have the energy anymore to deal with this man.