Some NSFW.


So day 4 of these new tablets and all I've done is sleep, sorted my insomnia to the point I have sleepapnia how lovely.

My libido is present but weird... I can get an erection but not able to ejaculate leaving my pens flaccid yet swollen to twice it's size, upon erection I feel blood drain from other areas to my penis.

Anxiety had disappeared until the desire and frustration to ejaculate arose.

Depression still ever present and suicidal thoughts come and go, though too tired to act on them.

I'm pushing my worry for my health assessment at the end of the month out my head cause I dunno if I'll get the help and support I need or the whole process restarts itself yet again.

Headache is constant I think my amygdala has grown putting pressure on my frontal lobe causing the numb headache.

What fun.