Hi there, so long story short I have a 15 month old daughter and I had her during the pandemic and lockdowns. My husband has basically been working from home ever since however now that everything is opening up again he is also going back to work. 

During these last two years I have also developed severe anxiety and the fear or going outside. I am treating my anxiety with Zoloft and therapy which is somewhat working however I now need my husband to be home or with me at all times or my anxiety returns.

The thought of him going back to work and leaving me all day with our toddler is scaring me so much and I fear I will have constant panic attacks. I am trying to work through this in therapy however I was hoping to have some advice on here too as I feel so lost :( I feel like I am the only mum going through this. All my mum friends take care of multiple kids all on their own with some of them being single mums and here I am anxious about being a mum to just one :( 

It seems that due to having my husbands support since she has been born this is all new to me and I worry I won’t be able to do it alone while he works long hours 6 days a week. :(