my meds are a nightmare but i am feeling so desperate and wanting something to help the anxiety. i think i can't wait for a switch from snri to an ssri to take effect. i have tried basically every other antipsychotic and either had bad side-effects or it didn't work. i am lying in bed all day and thinking about killing myself.

what's better at this point for daily relief: benzos (clonazepam) or 2.5mg zyprexa? i know both are awful to come off of, but wonder which would be worse. i know zyprexa has worse side-effects, so part of me is leaning towards the clonazepam.