I finally have a cat trap ready and my cat is here but I’m unable to trap him out of fear and anxiety and worry. I’m also terrified of him being scared and going under anesthesia :(  I keep thinking and feeling the worst. He’s almost 2 years and I know he needs to get neutered but I’m chicken shit that I can’t seem to do it even though I know I should. I also don’t have moral support at home or anyone that can just do it for me and take him to the vet so I don’t have to endure that process. I have crippling anxiety and I fear the worst as I don’t want to lose my cat due to surgery! Also I can only afford low cost neutering for him so idk what to do.. I don’t think I can do this.