I just feel no matter what,I’m always this sad and empty. I try! I do try! I take the stupid pills! I talk to the ppl I’m supposed to! I have a fiancé/family! I’m still down I’m still a waste of fucking air and space!I can’t just stop. I can’t just not be sad!   I don’t know what else to do! No one needs to write me I just need to say this because apparently I’m invisible and no one believes me.