I go on holiday abroad extremely rarely, maybe once every 3 years at most. My friend just moved abroad so I went to visit him for the weekend and due to some surprise hidden covid fees and other expenses, I've ended up about £400 down, maybe more. I had about £7700 to my name and now I have about £7300, and £7000 was meant to be savings that I can't touch. I don't get paid again for 20 days and I only work part time at the moment so I make like £1000 a month. My rent is £300 and I also my my partners birthday, and my mums birthday in a couple of days, followed by Christmas.

I feel financially doomed and destroyed. I really didn't want to let it ruin my holiday but I'm travelling home today with immense anxiety and depression, kind of wishing I never went despite having a great time.