What I mean is, for example: I get incredibly anxious at messes. But more specifically the dog hair my dogs shed everywhere and dust. So much so that I’ll avoid opening the blinds because the sunlight just really shows you all that. And I clean/vacuum OFTEN. But to actually do it, it’s a slow build up of anxiety. I guess what I’m trying to say is does anyone else feel anxious about messes in their house yet the thought of actually doing something about it makes you even MORE anxious? Even though I always feel so dang good after doing so and seeing my apartment nice and clean