Hi! I am a boy of 19. And I have been going through a lot recently. I am mentally not stable right now. My girl cheated on me, It was my birthday when she said that 
She wasn't happy with me anymore. She took it even further, on the same day she introduced me to her new boyfriend. And surprisingly the boy was my Classmate. I was broken but had to put up a smile cuz no one was there with me to talk. She didn't even remember my birthday, And she said to my face That I wasted her 2 fucking yr. For that, she is never gonna forgive. I mean I don even know where I went wrong. I asked her to throw some light on where I went wrong, and she was speechless. Then she said I want to break up with u cuz u disgust me. 

It's been a year since I first started using Reddit, Ngl Reddit fucked up my brain. I started losing more and more friends. Now, I am left with 3,4 real-life friends and 2 insta homies. But when I state my mental health infornt of them, they start laughing. After that, I got into smoking and other stuff. Now, I can't even express myself properly, I lost all self-confidence, and I am shit at academics. And I consider myself the only failure of my bloodline. 

This is my last post on Reddit. 
Thank you for reading.