im a mostly straight female in my last years of highschool and i havent had a valentine for any of them. it sucks bc having bpd makes me too emotional and attached and too afraid of abandonment?? so this makes me act like an absolute freak. I just asked a boy to facetime, and then said nvm bc i panicked, but im upset he left me on read, thats not even bpd thats just being stupid. anyways around this time, valentines day, i always act on impulse and do stuff i probably shouldn’t. i just feel unworthy of attention and that just makes me want to work harder for it. sorry this isnt rly that BPD related, but holy shit im so embarrassed. what do fellow single ppl do on valentines?? i mean healthy stuff lmao. is this just me?? 💀