I split on my bf and said some super horrible things. I felt like a whole different person in this moment and was so hurt and scared of losing him. Anyways, I never said this to him but to a person who was my best friend and now we are not friends because they have feelings for me and can’t be around me anymore. I’m hoping they don’t share this with my bf since the words I said were so horrible and humiliating to him. It would definitely end the relationship. I feel like the worst person ever ngl like why am I like this…