I feel as if I am living life as a soulless drone. Walking through life in an endless cycle that just goes around in circles and when I finally see some light at the end of the tunnel; I just get set back another 1000 steps and after each step I take I feel weaker and weaker, and I just don’t know how much longer I can go until I’m too weak to walk anymore. I don’t want to die, I just don’t want live this life anymore. I just don’t know what to do.