When I'm asleep, I don't bother anyone. I don't have anxiety, I don't have depression. I just rest. I open my eyes to the life of depression, anxiety, tranquilizers, psychologists, family members who don't want to know anything about my problems, family members for whom I care enough not to kill myself and hurt them. Waking up to a life without friends and with a job that I hate and that I'm very bad at.

I don't want to wake up tomorrow or ever again.