To start i feel empty i feel like im repeating the same day over and over. I don't feel like i have a purpose or meaning in this life im just here i feel like a weird type of pressure behind my head. I do sometimes see like objects not straight and more tip over not by much tho.  Im just exhausted of feeling like this i want a solution but i have VSS (VISUAL SNOW SYNDROME) And im scared taking antidepressants will worsen my vss so i avoid it all together. I have no effort to do anything i just get up watch tv and go back to bed when im outside i feel the same just wanna go back home. Idk man just wanna to let out how i feel 😐