I'll try to keep this as consice as possible. I've been struggling with my diagnosis for a few months now due to a lack of therapy (I only see my psych once a month due to being overbooked) in response to this and at the recommendation of my current psychologist,I took a break from my study in Aged care to try and get myself more stable,I dont want to not complete it as I've always been someone to pull it together and get things done,so a break sounded like it would work as I was told by the medical director of the school,I had 12 months to complete my course and I've only been in it maybe three months.
I got a message today from the woman who first enrolled me,stating I only have till December 24th to complete both theory and work placement.
As I'm sure you can imagine,I'm now shit-scared and overthinking,I dont want to lose the opportunity to do something I think I'll enjoy and find purpose in but it also feels like right now is horrible timing to go back into it..even my Psych says I'm too fragile at this point to be around any conflict whatsoever and being in aged care,I'm bound to be exposed to plenty of it.
What do I do here? Advice? I'm so torn up here and the noise in my head is so loud.
I just want to know what to do,I haven't done anything since 2017 and this is a huge opportunity for me to obtain a real career with good pay by doing what I've always wanted to,help people.