ive been struggling with mental health for years now but never gotten any help for it. it’s not like i haven’t told anyone about what’s going on, it’s just no one realizes how seriously it affects me. 

i know something is wrong with me. sometimes i’ll think it’s all in my head or i’m faking it but then i think to myself, /no mentally healthy person would be like this/. ive looked online and stuff and i fit a lot of the symptoms for a few different mental illnesses but then again the internet is nothing like a licensed psychiatrist. i just wish i knew what was wrong, cause i feel like once i know what it is i’ll be able to process it and deal with it. but can’t