So I'm new here and I just wanted to give a brief (ish) insight as to my situation, so here it is. I genuinely don't know how to feel about my life anymore... everything feels tedious and unnecessary even if it's something like bills or going to get gas in my car or making food for myself. My relationship with my girlfriend feels like it's falling apart and like it's all my fault, I struggle to find just a microscopic ounce of motivation to do literally anything and sometimes I just feel as if it'd be better if I just wasn't around anymore. I've gone to therapy but that doesn't seem to help me and I've even taken some antidepressants and that doesn't even help...I'm honestly at my wits end and I just wanna lay down and just either away....idk wat to do anymore...