I Struggle to reach out directly to friends, but at the same time i struggle to "sadpost" on accounts where my friends will see it. How do i overcome this? Is this something other people do? 

Its like if i ask for help its not going to be real help, like im only getting the help because i asked them for it, not because they want to help. 


The times when i have sadposted it gets ignored. I've tried being more direct and commenting on certain friends posts asking for help it gets ignored. I show other signs that im not good, generally withdrawing or only giving small responses in conversation, the past week I've talked about how i haven't been Able To getout of bed before 3 and, nothing.