And so, it's was so quickly in like 10 minutes, and all after we arguing she might have bdp.
We together for 3 years. She still messaging me, tell how she never ever will start any relationships with anyone, what she hates me. Then she can be nice to me, all my tries to get back are nothing, but I've send her bouquet and first she wants to trash it, but somehow take it and likes it. 
Two days ago, after we talk about my feels and what oath I gave her on the beginning "I'll love only you for all my life", I've hook up with friend and there was one girl I'm not interested in, she get knows it and shutout to me what I'm find replacement for her and liar. So she have feelings for me, later we talk and she says what she wanna save me from her an and she is psycho. But still pushes me. Today she will take last clothes what still at my placement, wanna try to talk directly for her. But is there any changes? Maybe she need time to take her minds and just a little breathe. But also she get into alcohol trip for about 11 days...
Help me with anything, I'll be glad