I've been in my same job for 5 years, and I'm pretty burnt out. I tendered my resignation for this very thing.

The problem I have is that my anxiety and depression problems have gotten worse. For me it has become a chronic problem and I am addicted to tranquilizers, like orfidal and alprazolam. The doctor wants me to start taking antidepressants but I have refused.

The reason why I have decided to get my job back is because I am so sick that I have decided to go to therapy, and I need to have a salary to pay for it.

I don't see myself with the strength right now to change my job with the malaise and depression that I have. It's been years that even when I go to sleep I wish I didn't wake up.

My current job, as disgusted as I am of it, I know it, and in this period, I feel more confident to face it while starting therapy than something totally new.

The truth is that I don't know if I'm doing it right or not. But I know that since I submitted my resignation I don't feel better, I just thought about how I was going to be without working...

I know there is some cowardice in backing out of this decision, but I also felt that I made it to flee from a place that I couldn't stand, rather than to seek a better situation.