So, my old laptop doesn’t work properly (bad battery) and now I’m debating buying a new laptop via a pay monthly scheme. Because it’s an old model, Apple won’t fix it and might have to go to 3rd party places to get it fixed. I don’t have the upfront costs but still need a laptop.

I’m wanting the laptop so I can start doing some online courses to get back into education at my own pace, as well as video editing for YouTube.

I’m on disability because right now I can’t work for multiple reasons, including my BPD.

Managed to put off buying something straight away, been doing research but I somehow still feel like it’s me being impulsive? Also that because I’m on disability, that I’m a bad person for wanting to get a laptop.