Update since my last post. 

I have taken alot of time to myself and im receiving an insane amount of support over this past month regarding my mental health, as a result im starting to see a rise in my mentality again and started slowly regaining back my strength too, and im slowly once again pulling back the broken pieces of myself. 

Im not afraid to admit that i still miss “h”, she’s an incredibly important woman to me in my life and she will forever will be, im mostly massively upset that were not even friends anymore and that i cant see her future, or though i will always remember “h” as i go through life i will always love “h” and massively support her future and decisions where ever it takes her.

As said earlier i am now receiving an insane amount of support to now start fighting back at this depression which has held me down since the start of this year and reoccurred again in September, im constantly fighting to not let it win, ever since the start of September when my depression reoccurred i’ve done alot of being out in nature and being beside the ocean in various locations there is something about the ocean air that clears the mind and that gives you peace to your soul, and thats what i am still concentrating on, and at the moment im taking little steps once at a time, that will get me back where i need to be and hopefully i will defeat this depression.

I want to thank anyone who has taken their time to read this post i massively appreciate it. 

I still have a long journey ahead of me, and i will keep updates as i want to share my story with depression to help others in anyway i can. 

i wish you love where ever you are and thank you once again.❤️‍🩹