I met someone around 2 years ago, we have had an on and off relationship since we met. I instantly fell in love with him when we first met, but he ghosted me and changed his number. He reconnected with me a few months ago, we were intimate, hanging out, doing all the usual stuff. He wanted to be in a relationship with me then, I declined because I had a lot going on in my life. We stopped talking, and started talking again recently. I thought things were going so well, I was so happy. I was in love, I am in love. I told him how I felt and he's ghosting me again. It hurts so bad. I want to move on but I'm scared that if I leave, and he changes his mind, it will be too late all over again. I just can't stand the feeling of him posting on social media and liking everyone else's posts but my own, while still watching my stories on Instagram. (I know what a gen Z problem). I deleted my social media off my phone so I don't have to see it, but I know that this is avoidance.