The anxiety is too much, I can’t take it. I need help but my GP don’t have an appointment until next Monday. I can’t find a therapist near me that isn’t fully booked. When I have found someone they charge more than I can afford to pay.
I’m so tired, I feel exhausted and my brain won’t stop. I want it to stop. It feels like I’m just drowning and I don’t know if I want to fight anymore.
I won’t do anything because it will hurt my parents too much but I don’t want to live this life anymore. I can’t. 
I don’t know what to do. My usual coping mechanisms like grounding, mindfulness and journaling aren’t working.
I’m just a bit lost