I always seem to cling to people more when I can feel them moving away from me. Loosing interest. Finding someone more “stable” maybe or just all in all better than me. I find myself clutching to something that doesn’t even exist. Even when said person actually tells me they’re no longer interested I make excuses thinking they’re coming back. They’re not and don’t. It’s stupid hoping but I can’t help it. It feels like I repel people. Sucks but now I’ve found that if I distance myself they’ll leave and it hurts a tiny bit less. Win win