If I sit still and think, just a little, I can easily wig myself out into a panic attack. I think about my parents dying. I think about me dying, then I think about me and who I am and how everyone has to die then my heart picks up and it's hard to breathe and I'm kind of near the verge of crying. My pharmacy fumbled my clonazapam perscription so I wasn't able to have it tonight. Does anyone else experience something like this? How do you deal with it?