I am a 18(f). I live on my own, go to college full time, and support myself completely financially. I also have no relationship with my parents. I do everything alone. I have amazing friends though. I am a lot happier since I got out of the toxic environment but my depression has not gone away. I’m lucky if I shower once a week. I feel like I am just going through the motions. Sometimes I don’t know how I keep up with school, work and bills. But outside my “professional” life I am disorganized and cluttered. Laundry piles up for a month. I go to bed early and 10hrs of sleep still doesn’t feel like enough. Leaving my bed is the hardest task unless I actually have to go somewhere. 

I guess what I’m asking is how do I keep my personal life together? How do I get in the shower every single night when I’m exhausted?