TW: SUICIDE AND SELF HARM

Hi, so sorry for being inactive for almost a week. I just tried to end my life but I survived, I was at emergency and now I am feeling better. During the time I was healing I thought a lot of stuff and I finally told my parents that I sh. Wich is nice, cause last year I also tried to suicide but I didn't told anyone that I sh after my recovery. I think that was the problem, I didn't told my therapist or friends. Even if my parents reacted pretty bad at the new, especially my step mother, they're not the kind of people who will say "YoU dO iT foR AttEntIOn". I think they're good persons but the three of them have mental problems which they don't know exist and do not work with. That's why they're the way they are ( I know it's not a excuse, I am just trying to understand them and being the entire day at bed makes you think a lot of stuff).

So I think this time I am gonna actually have their support, they got me a therapist because of my first try of suicide, but now they're taking serious my mental illness.

In resume, telling my parents that I sh was the best decision, do it if you can! And remenber that I am here to talk, I send cute symbols and hear anything you got to say without critizing or asking weird/ unnecessary questions.