Hello, I(18) did really bad thing few days ago, dont wanna talk about ut that much, but I hurt someone who is really close to me, i just think about it all day, all night, first night i slept like 2 hours, next day for like 5 hours (i usually sleep 8+ hours when i have free day), i havent eat since wed 5:00 pm, well i had like maybe 500kcal together in 3 days, my body hurts, feel tired all day, i just cant focus, nothing makes sense, i dont even enjoy playing pc games with my friends, do u think that it can be depression? i dont wanna look cool, it is just the worst feeling i felt in my whole life and to be honest idk what to do, thanks for asnwers