've been dealing with ptsd -related anxiety for many years already. However, it recently has a hold on me more than it did before. I actually feel exhausted after thinking about what causes my anxieties or from having anxiety attacks. I prefer sleeping than being awake, because i feel like nothing bad would happen to me somehow. I am always napping now and lost motivation to do anything. 

Vent:'ve been dealing with ptsd -related anxiety for many years already. However, it recently has a hold on me more than it did before. I actually feel exhausted after thinking about what causes my anxieties or from having anxiety attacks. I prefer sleeping than being awake, because i feel like nothing bad would happen to me somehow. I am always napping now and lost motivation to do anything. 

've been dealing with ptsd -related anxiety for many years already. However, it recently has a hold on me more than it did before. I actually feel exhausted after thinking about what causes my anxieties or from having anxiety attacks. I prefer sleeping than being awake, because i feel like nothing bad would happen to me somehow. I am always napping now and lost motivation to do anything. 've been dealing with ptsd -related anxiety for many years already. However, it recently has a hold on me more than it did before. I actually feel exhausted after thinking about what causes my anxieties or from having anxiety attacks. I prefer sleeping than being awake, because i feel like nothing bad would happen to me somehow. I am always napping now and lost motivation to do anything. 

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I did tried getting professional help, but it didn't end well and resulted in getting cops called on me. The cops always increased my anxiety lately, despite the event being dealt with days ago. 

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I just wish I can get some comfort and to have someone be with me and say it'll be okay. That's all I want honestly. I never had that in my whole 20 years of living and usually I'm seen as strong and dependable to many. But, I'm tired and do want to have comfort, after all, I'm human.