I got into the school i wanted!!!

'you still need to get a job. you need a job. get a job. apply everywhere. just convince them that you want it. a job is what you need' 

thanks mom. 

thank you for constantly making me feel like im never enough ~~and for not believing that i have severe fucking mental issues.~~ 

am i alone in this? im just curious, its just such small comments but they're constantly there and they have such a huge impact.. once in a while would be okay i guess, but always? like if i did one thing, why didnt i do it like *this* or do *that* as well?

maybe im not really wondering, just venting?? idk im still drunk i think. 