So. Diagnosed with BPD a couple years ago or so and I can track a strong indication of it through the past decade or so. In this time I've always sorta latched onto people and adjusted my personality and interested in some way to match them. One girl I was talking to a lot many years ago actually noticed that tendency and said I didn't have a personality of my own, just a collage of everyone I spent time around. I think most people are kinda like that but maybe I am to an extreme, who knows.

Anyhow, this is reasonably common behavior with people with BPD and at this point I have definitely have worsening Gender Dysphoria and not sure how much the BPD can be blamed and if that matters. BPD can't be cured but people seem to be able to overcome it for all intents and purposes and I don't know if that would make me feel better about my gender. I can't imagine transitioning as that sounds like something I'm just not strong enough for. I'm barely strong enough to support myself as is. 

I've read a lot about how to know for certain that you're Trans and most of the articles say that if you're asking the question you problem are. That seems dumb as fuck to me. I have read some illuminating stuff though such as https://freethoughtblogs.com/nataliereed/2012/04/17/the-null-hypothecis/ that has more or less convinced me.

With all that said I'm not going to get over my BPD in this lifetime and I've accepted that. Trying to find a way to survive and function with it, but it's not going away. Stands to reason the Gender Dysphoria won't go away either. So how do I figure out if that's a symptom of BPD to be dealt with like the Depression and Paranoia, or if it something more that's leading me to being Trans? I'm 90% certain that I have no desire to transition even if I am completely Trans but where does that leave me? 

I guess I'm posting this because I want to discuss with Trans folk whom have BPD, see what they think of the interaction. If you fit that please drop me a message or comment.