So I have issues with my mom. She doesn’t know it tho because she’s just so oblivious. I had an ed for two years and she only found out because she went through my phone. I’ve been depressed with severe anxiety for two years and she doesn’t realize. She keeps telling me how I was such an energetic child and fearless and now I’m calmer. While the reality is, I’m depressed, I’m so scared of her it’s not even funny anymore and she’s so insensitive and selfish that she can’t realize her own daughter TW tried to kill herself twice and has been sh for four years. I can’t even talk to her because she won’t believe me. I told her last year I wanted to see a therapist and she asked me why and I said some random things like oh my thoughts and anxiety and she had the audacity to say I’m a naturally anxious person so you know that’s normal right. ( she’s an enneagram coach if anyone is familiar with that and I’m supposedly a 6 which is a very anxious type and she thinks that that explains me when I actually get severe chest pain from my anxiety ). I just don’t know what to do at this point. I’m having negative thoughts again and I don’t know what to do.