I realised the day before yesterday that some people complete their education and who have lived in this earth way beyond my years don't understand that life is about being happy and living inthe moment.The professor goes on to say that everyone in my batch is better than me in some way or the other and that I am arrogant in my ways.

1.)That ,in retrospect,showed me how he thinks about life ,that he himself compares himself to other people around him to feel better or worse because comparison is such a prize for a life lived according to other people I reckon.


He probably didn't realise that my 22 year old self had realised that life is about living.Why shall one compare themselves to anyone?For what?Age doesn't give them common sense of living life for oneself and not get bugged by other people.Never letting anyone live rent free in your head.This is not arrogance or anything,it is living for oneself and not comparing yourself with others is a good criteria to get along with life.

2.)When I was in 1st yr of college,my so called "friends" would record conversations and then a very specific incident happened that either happened because of space constraints in the dh or it was something that could be called something very specific according to forensics.I hated those few people since 2020 and henceforth,I came to terms with the fact that I don't need "friends" ,I just needed acquaintances who could answer my queries regarding college activities and I would be ok.Post the 2020 covid lockdown,I would remain alone but "many things about all of the things that happened earlier stayed rent free in my head".

3.)Arrogance,my 2nd point.


If my spine is straight and I walk looking ahead straight,does my normal human walking means that I am arrogant.Only fools are arrogant,I am not.


I love myself ,so,neither do I ever compare myself nor would I ever care to.


I am 22,younger than many in my batch but I am wise enough in this aspect and I love myself enough to not care to compare myself.
I don't have friends so I stay quiet in class .I have acquaintance who are I conclude raised well,so they behave well with everyone and I get the help I need.