So, I'm not diagnosed, and I don't wanna self-diagnose, but I've been suffering from severe emotional instability for 14 years (26 m), I hate people one moment and then love them the other, people confuse the shit out of me because I have several alcoholics and mentally ill ppl on my family, I'm misanthropic because my experiences made me hate and mistrust ppl yet trust people who treat me even slightly good way too much... I dont have time to elaborate rn but I wanna ask about a very bad trait I have and if some ppl with BPD have it:

**Total intolerance of people with different opinions on things I care about.**

When someone states an opinion opposing mine on a thing I care about, it's like they stop being human to me. I get this boiling blood feeling when I rage and think about seriously hurting the person and their family. It's like a fascistic impulse **this person is a cognitive danger to me and everything I hold dear**. I'm not some ace weilding psycho, I just grit teeth,but it makes civil conversation about issues, especially online, very difficult, especially on Reddit where the contrarian and snarky and "not to rain on your parade, but..." style is so common.

Does anyone here feel this way? Is it a symptom of BPD? Note I don't **want** to consciousky be this way, it's just that opinions too different to mine on things I care about make me almost physically sick and upset and while I intellectually know its crazy, emotionally I can't stop myself.