So I’ve been dating for 3 months someone I’ve developed strong feelings for, she wants to take things slow like super slow we’ve never even held hands. I’ve spent thousands of dollars on her and am planning a trip to Hawaii with her. she knows I have bipolar 2 but I don’t think she knows the toll it’s taking on me. Therapist is no help and psychiatrist is even less of a help. I feel I really do love her which I’ve expressed and she tells me everything will fall in place. I don’t know how much longer I can manage these feelings. Should I end things? Should I be patient? Idk what to do but I know it’s taking a huge toll on me.