I went through sexual trauma that made me start watching porn when I was 10. now, being a teenager i am still very addicted, but every time I watch I feel like I am reliving the trauma of being exposed to that at a young age and the previous trauma but I can’t stop because whenever i need dopamine I watch it. And it’s an endless cycle. Of telling myself not to watch it and then feeling retraumatized. Is this common ????? I feel so uncomfortable with sex I cant even talk about it with my friends or my therapist so this is taking a lot to ask on this sub