i could handle it once... not anymore. now i’m a worthless being. i’ve been used and discarded and now i’m waiting to expire. i’m so miserable. i’m beyond help. i’m done. depression made my life shit and now it’s been ruined and now i am too scared to enjoy anything so my parents don’t see me enjoying and take it away. i’m not even existing anymore. my heart beats but .... i wanna go back to the cold place