The one thing I live for is you


You and the boys, that makes two


I’m over these meds


My emotions are dead


If it weren’t for you, I’d be too


I wake up and tell you I’m fine


I lie about it all the time


I wish I could care


But these thoughts I can’t share


I guess it’s just part of my mind


The future for me looks so bleak


No plans to look forward next week


I just sit and I drink


’Cause I don’t wanna think


Most people would call me a freak


I struggle to go on every day


I want them to just go away


But the voices are there


And they make me not care


I’m tired of fighting to stay