I've figured out the formula to success, removing all interpersonal relationships from my life.

I can't handle them, my BPD symptoms only flair up when I get close to someone. It takes me away from the areas of my life I need to fix.

I know people push this idea that society is important, but for me, a woman with BPD, I'm better off limiting myself to superficial interactions. I don't have the emotional capacity to deal with anything more and at this point, I don't care. I'm saving myself and the other person a lot of heartache.

I want to be a productive member of society and this is the only way. 