Over the past year or so I have noticed that I’m having more and more days that I just want to be happy. I have thoughts about just wanting my life to be over, how worthless I am, everyone would be happier without me in their lives, Im just a burden on everyone, no one cares what I think or say, I break down and cry, etc. 

It’s hard to explain and I never talk about it with anyone. I don’t lie around all day and I still get all my work done. I workout very regularly and take care of myself. I understand that depression is different for everyone and will show differently. 

Just wanted to hear other peoples experiences. I feel like something is wrong with me and I don’t know what to do.