I'm going to kill myself tonight because I can't help but feel useless when I look in the mirror. I believe there is nothing in this world for me. It seems as if there is nothing in store for me in the future. This time, I really don't want to live. I'd much rather be dead and watch everyone else enjoy their lives. I despise who I am and don't ever want to live again. Whoever reads this, thank you for being in my life. 
Farewell shitty world.