I can't tell if im actually depressed or just sad from time to time. I get up go to work and class perfectly fine. I have energy to do things, im not skipping meals, but sometimes I just don't want to do anything. Sometimes I'm with friends though and we're having a good time, but bam out of nowhere I just get upset and have suicidal thoughts. Right now I'm going through that in not sure if im just me being sad though.