It's almost like ....

Someone else is living within me, I am just passing /wading through days almost like a mechanical existence- doing things but with no excitement in the job, in the relationships etc but deep down, there is a feeling that grass is greener on some other side. 

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Waiting, waiting, waiting, does it ever get better? Switched jobs but I start to hate every job from 1st week I join in, went on solo trips "in-between" job switches but that one week or 10 days really didn't do much except give me some nice pictures.

What am I waiting for?

Is the phase shift arriving?

or is this how we become part of oblivion someday? in the "hope" of things getting better "someday"

TLDR: How do you rekindle zest for living and get out of the mechanical rut