This is the weirdest thought I have ever posted on here so be nice please! 

But seriously, I don’t want to go to her class anymore because I feel like I want all the acceptance from her that I can’t get from my actual mom. But of  course, she’s just my professor. 

I can imagine growing up with her as a mom and actually turning out normal and happy. She is fun and has a sense of humor and admits when she is  depressed and is smart. She isn’t overly attentive and yet absent. How do I stop this feeling of needing a parent?