im on disabilty bc i cant work but fuck sometimes i cant stand it i spend every day sitting here doing fuck all while everyone else has kids or a 9 to 5 and i have nothing every day is the same im so tired of it, i only really go out when im manic but the rest of the time im stuck in the house with crippiling anxiety, i go threw hobbies and tv shows so fast i swear theres nothing left to do, the past few days ive literaly sat here with the tv off just looking at my phone for hours, i swear i feel like im dying of bordom