I was recently diagnosed with BPD and i feel better that i now know what is wrong with me, but i am still a torrent of emotions and i need someone to talk to. My wife says maybe i should go to the hospital for psychotherapy, all that makes me feel is that she wants me gone. i know she does not want me gone but i cant shake these feelings. I am scared of what the future holds for us, and even me. How do all of you handle the overwhelming thoughts of being abandoned. How do you reel in the overactive imagination after it has run so far your seeing things that can never happen. I dont want to hurt anymore, most importantly i dont wanna hurt my wife anymore.