My FP is basically my FWB right now. It feels as if we could be more than that but he’s so hot and cold with me sometimes. He does and says things to me in person but when we’re not hanging out it’s like I hardly even exist. We text for the most part but I try not to be annoying because I’m at the stage where I just want to talk to him ALL THE TIME. I think about him almost ALL DAY, I struggle to find distractions daily. It’s like so compulsive and it’s extremely annoying to myself at this point. If I haven’t heard from him all day then I’m just in a shit mood all day, but the minute he messages me I’m just like a different person, I’m so elated and it’s like okay wow I still mean something to you. In the beginning and plenty of times he’s told me that he just isn’t the type to be on his phone 247 (probably because he can tell I get irritated when he doesn’t reply right away) , and is often without it and I want to believe him because when we hang out he’s NEVER on his phone but at the same time I just believe that when I’m not around he should just be thinking about me as much as I’m thinking about him. I know logically that not everyone has the same mind as I do but it’s so hard when I want to talk to him and be around him all the time but I don’t want to be annoying or push him away and god this fucking sucks. I have not had an FP in a long fucking time and I forgot how much I hate how it makes me. 
God I know this was such a long fucking rant but hey it’d be cool to know if anyone read all of it and can actually freaking relate.