A lot of things came to a head.

The couple friends I'd been able to keep around for a minute set boundaries with me today and my family is pissed at me again. I can't seem to stop offending people and I don't even know I'm doing it. 

Ive had a difficult time maintaining long relationships my whole life and I'm thinking it might just be me. I'm feeling like working on being content alone would be less work for everyone and more manageable at this point.