Long Post: Please take the time to read and understand where I'm coming from. I'm not posting for reassurance I'm posting to explain whats happening and how I'm suffering and at the same time rationally scared I would think to say.

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So I posted here my first post about my fear to see if anyone struggled like me and a lot of people were very helpful and very kind about everything. Now this is were things get really bad. Tuesday morning had no power due to the winter storm and we live in Texas. Now we live in a city where our plants get treated daily, our water doesn't come from wells or anything rather normal sources and heavily treated. My parents are both Muslim people and usually perform a ritual to wash themselves before prayer and one of the the parts of washing yourselves is that you kind of put water at the entrance of your nose and sniff it out hard and they have been doing this there whole lives. Now Tuesday we didn't get a notification about the boil water notice we got it Wednesday morning. Tuesday my parents or specifically my father said he didn't put water in his nose at all because the pressure was too low and the water was freezing in the pipes and barely any water was coming through. Now Wednesday when we found out we had the boil water notice in the morning of course we boiled water due to natural gas we were blessed and managed to understand and not use the water to shower or clean ourselves with it unless we understood not to use it to drink with or put up our nose. So we boiled everything and had normal drinking water and they performed there ritual without putting water in there nose. They showered all expect for me but made sure to be very careful not to have water around there face and they were blowing there nose to double check when I would ask them too. Friday which just passed a few hours ago I found out my mom has been putting water in her nose and blowing it out even though we were still on boil water notice. Now Thursday and Friday the water came back fully and it would become really hot and we had normal pressure, but we still had to be very careful since the notice was still up.

I have been to an extreme point I have not showered at all for the past 4 days or washed my face or even brushed my teeth due to my fear. I'm very scared for my mom especially now that I found out today and my Dad also even though he hasn't been doing it and also neither has my little sister since I informed them and always trying to nag to them about it. I'm shaking in fear and my anxiety is through the roof, the brain eating amoeba is a fear for my parents and my sister from me I can't sleep or eat right because everyday I think its there last even though my dad has been following the rules to a T, my mom not so much. She would blow out the water after she sniffs it in her nose like she is rinsing, but still that is a massive risk and on top of that my dad might have done it on Tuesday when we had no notice, but yet the water pressure was low and freezing even though he said he didn't use it. 

My brain has to many fears going through it and I can't stop thinking I will lose my family and I'm just in fear 24/7. Again we don't get our water from wells and stuff but treatment had stopped due to plants not able to process properly and we had to all boil our water. Again we live in a city and our water originally while getting treated did not come from wells. 

But the reason There is so much fear is because god rest there souls we have had people from other areas in texas die from this thing being very rare due to well water and not being treated properly.

I'm scared and can't seem to control my self or breathing I don't know what to do or say.