As the title says…
I’ve been relatively stable for a while as I’ve struggled with some medical issues. Unfortunately splitting is back with a vengeance. 
I’m a nasty, manipulative and hot and cold person. I can literally see people’s judgement in their eyes and it’s deserving. 
I can’t stop crying and wishing I could move to another country and start all over again. Oh wait, I’ve done that already…
‘Where ever you go, there you are’