My mother passed away in November last year and it was such a blow to me, beings a mama's boy all my life, I was told the same week she would pass any day and me and my younger brother sat next to her for 3 days before she passed. I had to tell my two older brother's in prison the news and had to take the responsibility of raising two of my nephews. My younger brother since then has been abusing heroin and taking money from me little by little. He just recently totalled our only car, I'm the only one that works in the household. I don't know how to go on in life anymore and everyday I feel like taking my life, but I don't want to do that to the rest of my family as it is beyond selfish.