No matter what I do, no matter how I act, I never seem to be good enough for anyone. Everyone makes it feel like, if I think someone treated me the wrong way, that I’m the crazy one imagining it. At work I am under more of a watchful eye because I told them I wanted to be promoted but I can’t because I naturally talk loud, have a harsh tone in my voice, and talk to my co workers because that is basically my only source of social activity. I try making friends but no matter how hard I try I am always the black sheep of the situation. It’s just hard to feel enough when no matter what you do it never seems..enough. I don’t want to become a completely different person to please everyone but for once I want to feel like what I do is good. I’m scared to talk at work, try to make friends, and just rant about my feelings.