My boyfriend is debating on leaving me for good this illness is the reason I am not good enough but I am he said he would help me but not be in a relationship I would never want to talk to him again.... I feel so lost I’m trying to keep it all in right now. I haven’t been feeln good all day, even tho I was out with my friends all day I still feel a part of me should go to crisis tonight because I’m not sure how tonight will go but I also work super super early tomorrow and I will feel so guilty if I can not make it because of this