my powers gonna turn off at 2am and no one in my family cares because they’ll be asleep by then but i’m not because i’m an insomniac and none of them care. also i am terrified of the dark, like screaming paranoia crying kinda scared. last time the power went off i hid in the car with the lights on and i had a whole melt down. ALSO my bf vented to me about how it’s getting bad for him and how he felt like he couldn’t talk to me about it because it’d stress me out and usually i post stuff on my social media if i’m scared or sad but if he sees that he’ll think it was his fault and it’s not. also it’s already dark anyway and i’m convinced there’s a girl outside my window and all i can do is sit here and charge my ipad while i watch youtube and i don’t know what to do or who to talk to and i’m FREAKIGN OUT