Been a while since I went off of all social media and I feel a little like I don't exist irl just because I don't have an online presence. I don't feel seen by anyone, anywhere. Its so hard to connect with anyone. I feel like a background character everywhere. I honestly like it that way and don't want attention but it makes me feel unimportant. I have no close friends. I feel so starved for emotional support but there's no one.