I dont wanna die i dont think of sucide as much as i used to do before but to live is harder than dying i really want to continue but evreyday is like a war i keep fighting my thoughts my pain my hate for this world i want a moment to breathe but i just can't find it anywhere till the day ends i sleep and wake up to this hard battle i dont know how to keep fighting im tired i cant think of anything to change this aweful feeling am i going to keep living like this for the rest of my life?