So i think i have depression for several years now and i recently realize that i really need to seek help from a professional thanks to my gf. The only thing is that im scared that i may not be able to express my feelings and thoughts very well and that i maybe misdiagnosed into something else. I have this constant forgetfulness and cannot communicate properly it wears me out to talk with other people. Cant laugh properly, cant focus on the things that im doing and i cant find joy to things that i used to enjoy. Any tips and advices are open thank you so much in advance.