I lost the love of my life and I'm heartbroken and anxious. My work has been suffering because I spend all day crying. I procrastinate sleep and when I do fall asleep, it's difficult to get more than a few hours at a time and when I wake up, I basically just exist until I fall asleep again. 

I have a million things to do and I want to be able to accomplish them all but I just can't do it without breaking down. I'm weak and hopeless and I don't want to be anymore.