Everyday I just think about how lonely I am. I have no interest in doing anything else. I have lost the will to live. I don't want to learn new things; everything in life just seems meaningless and boring. All I think about is wanting to find someone to talk to. Nothing sates me more than the thrill of knowing someone could potentially be my new friend and we could have an awesome friendship together. But, of course, it dies away as fast as it comes when I realise that person doesn't give me the same amount of attention I give back or the connection isn't there at all. I'm so messed up. Does anyone feel the same way too?