I was excited to start clozapine hoping that it will help me but after taking it, everyone began to act differently around me like they were really mad at me or something. I don’t feel that my problems got better and I didn’t feel the med was helping so I went back to Olanzapine. The Olanzapine works but I have some mild/moderate breakthrough symptoms. I have delusions that real life isn’t the same as the  reality I’m experiencing but I feel like it’s not right to just let it get out of hand because my life will only get worse if I stop caring about it. It seems life is no better whichever med I choose to take but I will monitor Olanzapine until I next talk to my psychiatrist. I am excited for a drawing I ordered online to be delivered, but besides that the month passed by somewhat quickly and I didn’t do any unnecessary shopping. All February I felt like shopping for some reason…