So as always it has happened with me a lot now,  I catch a feeling for someone and when I realize it and I am about to confess they just openly invite people to be loved and all my sacrifices are just wasted, it has happened to me like 3 times now 

And i have just totally accepted Now that whoever will and has ever come to my life and I loved them with my whole heart and soul I either disappointed them or they left me, I am just really done with my life at this point 

The problem is before being in a relationship I was happy to be single now I have realized that I really need someone 



It's not just about relationships or girls it's about also that my life is just going downhill because of lots of reasons 


I am gonna confess her today wish me luck anyways I will just cry in both cases