 I don't get it. I have an entire LIFE with so many different people and things to take care of and yet the one thing that matters is this ONE person. No matter what I do I cannot get them out of my head and I am so sick of it. It's like a song worm, where you cannot stop thinking about a song so you have to listen to it on repeat or it's just going to keep playing on and on in your head. No matter what I do all of my thoughts just end up coming back to HER. Someone on tiktok said it perfectly. It's like this one person is in color and focus and everything else is greyed out and blurred in the background. What the HELL is this sh\*t????? I will do anything to not have to go through this anymore. I just want to focus on MY LIFE AND MYSELF. 😥