i (M 20) feel like i’m so behind in life and have no clue what to do next. ig i just feel like a failure bc i don’t have a car and i dropped out of community college. (well i’m taking the semester off) but now i’m doubting that decision bc i feel like i’m gonna become even less productive w out a structured schedule. and i see my friends or other kids my age moving into apartments and having this new found freedom it seems like, whereas i still live in the basement w my parents. plus it’s fucking hard to save money and actually make those big purchases such as a car or renting a place all on top of literally being debt bc of school😭. i’m too scared to take out a loan bc uhm hello i don’t wanna have to owe anyone else money. life just feels so stacked against me and i just wanna stay in the house forever and not ever have stress abt the things that i’m stressing abt. it’s also hard to talk abt this stuff w other ppl bc for some reason bc i feel a bit embarrassed that i don’t have it figured it out like my friends, so i just bottle it all in.