Alcoholic mother that did nothing to make sure my brothers and I became well adjusted adults, put into all the dumb classes for nearly every subject in school (because it was easier to do than to actually help me succeed.  Blaming teachers and my mother for that).  Now I'm super behind in life and am not making much money per hour, have bad social anxiety and I feel like everything from my past is catching up with me.  It's a horrible feeling.