Like one moment I wan't something more than ever. Eg We're going to a concert, but my friend has a cold and says they can't go and it's last minute and everyone else i know are busy. So i complain and complain that they should ignore the cold and go anyway. And they're like "It's really hard, I don't wan't to" and then I get really pissed at them and make a scene over text. However when they change their mind I feel really guilty and am like "It's okay maybe I could find someone else to go with after all" and the concert is not the most important thing in the world anymore. 

Maybe it's just because I'm so easily persuaded and don't really know what I wan' idk.

Can anyone relate? Btw the situation applies more to pre-shutdown mode.