I’m about to go have my third day at my first job, and I’ve been really anxious about it since I woke up yesterday all the way to this moment. I feel so fucking pathetic for having much trouble with working a simple part time job, it makes me feel useless. I keep thinking super far into the future too and all the scenarios that could happen with this job or other jobs and stressing myself out. I hate living right now, I’m so sick of this