Im 28 yo man. I got nothing anymore my business is bankrupt now im back living in my parents house. Got nothing to do i have no collage education. Everyday i just looking around internet and do some crypto stuff which now is not reallt great. I used to have a lot of hobby but honestly it doesn't satisfied me anymore now. 
I been so stagnant for past 2 years. My mental health getting worse but im just masking it with some medicine so i feel numb again. 
Looking back i was happier in my early 20s than now and di dont see that thing is gonna happen again.
I want to end it but i dont have courage to do it by myself just hope something bad happen to me and im die