I feel like every conversation I have with people around me is saying something that my mind thinks and awkward laughing not knowing if what I felt is being pick up by those around me lol 

Dying inside Hehehe 

Ahhahahah


See something stupid like that makes me laugh because it’s true but I feel like I don’t have any way out so I just try to laugh instead I guess unconsciously my personality is very weird but in a good way ask my friends told me lol so maybe just a silly thing I do to cope