I wish someone  told me that waiting a novel, 
Can be very painful...
The story I'm writing is horror, satire, and hell book, is just freaking hard to write, and anexity along pressure to finish this thing is driving me crazy, and then irl stuff and everyone around constantly 😑 wasting my time with their dressping crap making me more and more nervous by the second, and even now I'm having hell time trying get the Hell up and go write my book, but just so drained by other people's crap, that I'm tired....
Like I'm so tired, and i wake up with stress head everyday, because all i want in life is peace and quiet everyone gives me senory problens(side note i have autism) and that just makes my head aches worse
......idk i just felt like expressing myself