I don’t know why I’m overly anxious lately. It started about a month ago when I went to the er because I was not feeling good for a multitude of reasons. Then they told me I had an ovarian cyst and then I had (general) abdominal pain that really didn’t get much better. I’ve never had this kind of anxiety before. So sensitive, and having crying spells and anxiety attacks at least once a day. Whether it’s my period or not wouldn’t matter, because I have never gotten this anxious on my period before or really anytime. It’s become something I can no longer control. It has never gotten this bad and if it has its only lasted like a day. I can’t handle this much. I wouldn’t be surprised if my abdominal pains have been caused by my anxiety. I don’t know how to relax or feel better. Nothing that helped me before helps me now. I feel so defeated and I don’t want to feel anxious anymore. I wanna eat. I can’t eat because I’m so anxious. Slowly it’s bringing my depression down too and I don’t know what to do. I can’t talk to people, that gives me anxiety plus I got trust issues. I don’t have support in my life where they would understand even the slightest bit. I wanna go to the doctor but I feel like my mom is gonna make some side comment. I’m so stuck and I feel like I can’t do anything for myself anymore. It used to be mostly in my mind, sometimes not but I could control it then and now having a lot of physical symptoms all of a sudden and now I’m worried. I’m sorry I’m repeating myself a lot. I’ve posted so much about my anxiety to different subreddits and typing this all out doesn’t help. I wish it could help. I wish something could help. I appreciate the support people do give but it doesn’t take this feeling away. It’s too strong.