This is kind of a part 2 of my last reddit post. 

[When you do such a good job at cutting people out](https://www.reddit.com/r/BPD/comments/im4zdj/when_you_do_such_a_good_job_at_cutting_people_out/?utm_medium=android_app&amp;utm_source=share)

Anytime I find someone who wants to be friends with me its either impossible to find time to hang out (ESPECIALLY NOW) then whenever I do seem to get along with someone, and we add each other on snap all of a sudden "I suck at replying" but I even feel like that's an excuse because im definitely always on my phone. I wonder if im afraid of making friends or just am not used to putting in the work because i havent had a real friend since high school and I'm 22 now. 

I definitely have the opportunity to reach out to some people I get along with at work or from my old job. I've tried doing that but I feel like i have to actively work on being a friend. DAE feel that way?