I've known for a long time that I've been at a higher risk to schizophrenia because of my dad who was of the paranoid type before it changed to a spectrum disorder in '13, but I think it's finally starting to manifest.

I've had minor episodes before, but they're starting to last longer and longer. I've also never had visual hallucinations until tonight. I can't tell if I'm in an episode or not, it's like a blend between the episodes and reality. My head is pounding. I know I'll be fine, but it's terrifying. It feels like the world is watching me, but nothing is here. 

I feel like I'm losing control, my left arm refuses to move, my legs joining it. Just my hand is good unless it stops for too long. I don't have the power to move it. I feel bugs crawling over me. 

Auditory hallucinations are starting, but they're just noises; falling chip, clicks, walking. Just random sounds. Sometimes music plays, from band. Heard a piccolo trill that didn't appear in this song. "Led Zepplin On Tour" near the end, after measure 177 I think. The song after Stairway to Heaven. 

There's a bug on my neck, but I can't smack it away, it's not there. Now Star Wars is playing, the guy that sang an entire theme by himself. Got my legs to move, arm is still out. I'm hearing a man knock on a table lightly and ask, "Hey?" Like he needs something and is trying to get my attention. He got angry and I made him go away. Something about three crimes in the distance.