 

Hi everyone.

30M here. I was diagnosed with Panic Disorder and SAD since 12. Prozac and Benzos made me a whole different person.

I was able to have many friends and girlfriends during the whole time I took my medication. Then I became againts medication and many other things to increase my spiritual energy. I stopped my medication with no issues or withdrawal.

Long story short: I can live without SSRIs, but I would be completely shy, I cannot get out in dates, I would not be able to have a family because of the stress. Now I do not have ANY worries in my life, no debts, no children, nothing. And I still get anxiety for very small things.

Even if I find a SO now, new things would give me stress and I would definitely need Prozac.

I cannot take any other SSRI because they make feel like a Zombie, only Prozac doesn't.

If I take Prozac, my life changes completely. I go from introvert to extrovert. I get too many dates and friends and believe, at least in MY CASE, nothings helps me, no therapy, no tea, nothing.

So, I am trying to decide to have a normal life and date girls again on Prozac, or live a lonely life full of anxiety and fear.

What I do not like is the sexual side effects of Prozac which affects me to some degree but it is not imposible to orgasm.

But what is the point to have orgasms if I have no one to do it with? Only masturbating.

Also, I do not know how long will I live, so if I live only 5 more years or 50 years, would I choose to live it alone with fear and anxiety, or should I live life like a normal person, but taking a pill a day?

I'm struggling with it and decide what to do