Sorry if I’m boring or bothering anyone.  I just feel like everyone’s life would’ve been better if I just wasn’t there.  I just feel like I’m a burden to everyone and that no one cares.  It’s kinda funny because everyone says that people forgot about them playing hide and seek as a joke but that happens to me when I play it haha, I think that’s a funny story.  I try to make be friends with people and I try to not be a burden to them but I always end up annoying them and just pushing them away.  I think sometimes I should just put my noose tying skills to the test again and this time making sure the pole is sturdy.  But then I’d be even more useless by devaluing the house.  I just think that it’d be better if I just walked away and never came back and just be out of everyone’s life forever.  I’m just a fraud and a failure who can’t do anything. I’m sorry if I’m bothering anyone