I’m so beyond touch starved. It just adds to my depression. I wish I had someone to just lay with and feel the warmth next to. Everything feels so cold. I think about people I’ve slept with in the past and how there was no love there or how I was the only one who felt love. I think about having been asked on a date in 2 years and how most men don’t give me the time of day. I want human connection but can’t seem to find any. Everything just feels so bad.