Covid ruined my life. As lot of people around the world.
In 2019, finally I was getting my shit together. Getting a wh, I was young and full of hope. Now I see my future more darker: I got rejected on a scholarship, my wh travel expired (and don't know until when). I'm doing a very stressing job. This job eating my mental health like a demon. And nothing gets better. This nightmare never ends. I don't want to wait forever. Almost 2 years wasted. This is no life. 
Do you know how many hours I worked for my dreams and now anything means nothing anymore.
I'm near 30yo... such an age where you are considered OLD for new challenges (at least lot of opportunities overseas are like that). I don't see hope anymore guys... sorry for the bad vibes. I just can't take this lifetime anymore.