I don't really *have* any relationships to be unstable atm. Yeah, I lose friends a lot and relationships are unstable but there are a lot of times where... I have nobody to lose. Right now I play video games and hope to god every day that my FP will come back. It's been months.


I'm a guy, and I don't want to sound THAT pathetic, but whenever I hear a woman in a voice chat I just soften the hell up because it's impossible for me to find someone with similar interests to me. Of course it rarely lasts more than ten minutes, but it's all the happiness I get in a day.

I don't think I'm a bad person but... I'm just so unspecial. Nobody wants to be my friend.