I’m almost 15 weeks with my first pregnancy and I’ve stopped partying , drinking  , vaping etc I’m 20 btw. I also worked at a strip club so now I’m making no money Bcs it’s hard to be I that industry. I really feel like I have nobody I travel back and fourth from state to state to be with my mom and boyfriend. I feel like I’m feeling to much and thinking to much and my anxiety has just gotten worse. I feel like I don’t have anyone and I hate even trying to talk to anyone about how I feel Bcs I feel like I’m just to much. My boyfriend doesn’t really know how to “be there “ when I need him most and he never knows what to say to comfort me… sometimes he’ll even say something really mean for no reason after what I say. No I’m not leaving him or thinking about it so plz don’t make that the topic.  I’m struggling, I don’t have a job Bcs my anxiety is toooo bad and I don’t have a constant home either… all my belongings are scattered. I’m not in a good place and I really don’t have anyone I feel like . All I do is (barely eat) , sleep and repeat. I don’t know what to do. This hurts so bad