This is my 3rd day working in retail and my anxiety level is really high right now. After hearing the news about an employee opening fire on colleagues in a Walmart yesterday evening killing 6 people I suddenly felt sick and I don’t want to go in today. I go in work in 2 hours. I’m afraid it will happen in my store. I was a dog Walker for a long time and I decided to get into retail to help build up my social anxiety but now after this my anxiety has been through the roof. I’m afraid to even call out sick because I feel like they’ll fire me since it’s my 3rd day on the job. I’m not on medication right now either. I’m using all the skills right now that I learned this year to relax me. I wish I never got this job because I feel like I’m not ready but at the same time I hate staying home doing nothing which makes my health anxiety worst. What should I do?