nor do i want to. i don’t want to go to school. i don’t want to work. i know nearly everyone feels that way but my anxiety(particularly social anxiety), unstable moods, absence of any self esteem, extreme impulsivity, (i could go on for hours) truly make it unbearable. I just want to be, just exist. Meet new people, have interesting conversations, fall in love, do mushrooms under the stars, help people in need (especially the homeless population in my area),  go out to breakfast, listen to music, write music, etc. I could finally be at peace. But i was born into a Humans body. It’s not me, i’m just inside of it somewhere. I don’t know how much time i have left i want to enjoy it not be another rat in the race