So ive joined this group, because after reading the posts on it I relate to almost every one.
The episodes where im a super human and can accomplish anything and within a blink i cant even will myself to tie my shoe even if i knew tying my shoe would keep me out of jail.
Ive been misdiagnosed for the last 3.5 years the ADHD meds dont work the antidepressants dont work. I’ve destroyed every relationship i encounter,  even “siri” wont even talk to me anymore. People call me irresponsible, they say im selfish, they’re tired of my shit, im a leach on everything. I feel like im to far gone to even try to fix, just lock me up and throw away the key.