My FP told me yesterday that he met someone else. We were supposed to meet today but he went to see that new person. We said goodbyes yesterday and then he blocked me on everywhere. He knew he was my fp. I was trying to "un fp" him so our relationship would be healthier (we broke up last october but talked about that we might get back together down the line). I know i was a horrible person to him but I was trying so hard to be better. 

I dont know what I can do now. This whole day ive been thinking about how im a mess and he is with this new girl. I want to get rid of these thoughts and this horrible feeling thats eating me alive. I live alone and I dont have a lot of friends to distract me from these thoughts. If u have any tips how to move on and feel better please tell me. Anything helps.