I finaly agreed to try a new med.  I'm scared , the first one I tried fucked me up. It feels like a Russian roulette. 
I'm not sure to survive to another poisoning ,with side effects, brainfog etc.. 
But my therapist thinks it's a necessity, that we have to try again with another product. I kind of trust her. 
Does anyone feels good with their meds ? 
Is there any chance that I won't just lose time , energy and health trying a new medication ? 
Thank you for your time