I have have only newly realized I have anxiety. It didn’t take me too long to see my family triggers it, a lot. More specifically my Older brother and my Dad. I could make a whole post about these assholes, but I think that sums it up pretty well. 
My older brother (30) has issues being the forgotten first born after me and my younger brother came along. And my dad (igaf old) didn’t have a dad growing up so whatever baggage comes from that.  I have already established I don’t like my older brother in our family and they understandably don’t say anything about it because we are all frankly sick of him. I never thought I’d have to condemn someone else to those kind of feelings of hate that I have, but recently I’ve begun to realize my dad gives me the same shitty feeling my brother does and I’m sick of it. I’m tired of just taking it because I want to keep the peace. I am never at peace around these people because they can’t help but be assholes. I’ve told him to stop before and he takes it as a joke. Well I’m tired of it. And I’m tired of the peace. I feel like I can’t be around my own house because my heart is racing the whole time so I’m locked in my room for HOURS!