Don’t you hate it when your fp calls you a heartless bitch after you lash out and do something to hurt them... and that makes you even angrier because how DARE you hurt ME back?!?? Then you disociate and practically lose all interest in them... then an hour goes by and you start to think of your life without them. What would I do? Who would i talk to? I’ve lost everyone and anyone to my own demons! What would i focus all my energy towards if i can’t love you? It’s selfish but i’d rather stay with someone i love, even knowing i’m doing more harm than good to them rather than be left on my own to deal with my overwhelming insecurities.