My faimily has a history of it and I have done lsd and shrooms which is said to speed up the coming on symptoms I have a lot of the symptoms like I sometimes hear whispers I get super angry over super small stuff like not being able to find something I haven’t been able to sleep or concentrate and I have been feeling like I have to be super nice because if I don’t now it’ll just disappear I have been feeling like my good emotions are fading and bad emotions are growing and I’m honestly way to scared to go to anyone with this information I’m afraid that if I don’t have it I’ll look like an over dramatic person and I’m scared if I do go to someone and I do have it my life will change I just would love some advice and I was wondering if this would be an ex of an symptom: I dreamt that my brother got his girlfriend pregnant and everyone in my faimily knew but when I woke up I didn’t know it was a dream and when my alarm clock rang I know I didn’t hit the snooze button or anything but the sound just would not stop it only stoped when I went downstairs.   
Some advise would be very helpful 