Hello everyone. Life has become a burden on me at a young age. I am only 18 but I feel like I’ve been a failure in these 18 years. I haven’t achieved anything like anything- people of my age surely are a part of something, have finished first or second in atleast sone competition but me nothing. I have done nothing in these 18 years that I can say I am proud of. I am bad at academics, not part of any sports team, have no talent or skills and even my communication and social skills suck. I just get so sad when I look at my parents and realise that they deserve better- they deserve a son who makes them proud which I haven’t been able to do in these 18 years. I have no friends cause I am weird, I have a bad acne and I am thin so my appearance sucks as well. I just don’t know why I even exist. I have nothing good in me. The people ik try to avoid me, I am always the last picked. It hurts when I see other 18 year olds hanging out with their friends. I want to live a normal teenage life as well. I want to make memories that will last forever as well. But I guess I just exist. Even if I disappear no one would notice. I wish I was better than. I hate myself.