I have major anxiety about going outside and a major fear of people messing with me. My whole life I've been a target for people, even complete strangers i don't know. Everytime im walking around outside for more then 20 minutes someone tries to fuck with me in some way. My entire life this has been the case and i really don't want to deal with it anymore, im done. Im so sick of being a target for people's harassment. I'm sick of the fact that strangers feel the need to bully me. Im so done with it. What should i do? Im at my wits end and i feel like most people and definitely the universe despises me.