I'm just a casual high school senior, and male, so of course my feelings don't matter. I straight up know almost the entire grade and have a few hundred people on snapchat. However, no one talks to me. It's like I don't even exist. No one has said a single word to me ever since school got out and I don't even get snapchat streaks as worthless as that is. I always hear people talk about how lonely they are without a partner but god I just want someone who I can talk to. I'm super extroverted but with this depression for the past two years and (TW) ever since my suicide attempt (no one knows about it) I was so in my head for so long that I ended up losing everyone. And here I am just venting about it because there is truly nothing I can do. I hate it when people say make new friends because I pretty much am so well known that people believe that I have a bunch of friends and I wouldn't ever want to be near them. I just don't fit in anywhere. Without sounding cocky, people tend to find me attractive and I tend to  hear blah blah blah thinks you're hot all the time during school, but I am yet to even kiss someone. I'm losing my train of thought. My apologies because my mental health is making dissociate and my memory is all over the place. I guess my question is does anyone else feel like this or is in the same boat? And to anyone else what can I do?