Its quite funny because the biggest fear is abandonment yet i just push it to happen more and the more i try to get him back, the more i push him further away. Hes made in quite clear theres no more us and there never will be, he said he wasnt in the mood and wanted to be left alone, so me being me i spammed him, got blocked and made 10 accounts spamming him and kept getting blocked. Does anyone do anything similar to this or am i just really really
fucked up?