I struggle immensely with being alone. I hate to be left with my thoughts. I try to cram each day as full as possible to avoid myself. 

I also hate being alone as I hold the belief that other people are all out there having fun together with their friend groups, and no one invited me. That I have no friends to do that with. So I try to fill my time completely to avoid these thoughts.

So that said: what do you do when you are alone? What do you do for fun or enjoyment or pleasure? How do you have make time alone valuable?