I don't know what to do anymore. I had an argument with my dad because I was expressing my worries about life and not knowing what to do. I left the conversation feeling frustrated and slammed my door. My dad came and yelled at me for slamming my door, even when I said I was sorry and the reason I'm angry is because I feel lost in life and I want to die every day and he said "do you think I am happy in life? My life isn't good." I feel sad that he said that and I've always tried to give advice to people who think this way because I know what it feels like, but he just ignored my feelings because he was more angry that I was "damaging his property." I feel sad over the thought that it seems he could care less about my depression. I'm actively trying to get better - I'm taking medication and going to therapy, he is not. Now for two days him and my brother have been walking around the house ignoring me. Two mentally healthy people kicking the suicidal person when she's down. Yep, I feel so loved. I wish I had someone more empathetic. I wish my mum was in my life and was actually a good person. I don't see the point in carrying on anymore.