Lemme tell ya, I've never been beyond anxious in social situations or something that was pretty note-worthy of being actually stressed, throughout my childhood years (I have been diagnosed with Depression/Anxiety/OCD/ADHD/Tourrets/GERD) - Between the span of 5 and 10 years of age. 

Never have I been concerned with my health, nor did I experience panic attacks. I wasn't worried about this, worried about that, not even when the pandemic began. My mindset was just - 'Hey it happens. It happens. Move on along.' - So, to suddenly say that my life is now like a car, that had been thus 'Yeeted' off a cliff and hit everything on the way down, would be an understatement. 

Started just the first month of this year, had what I thought (Was A Death Experience) which turned out to just be a panic attack, that had me feel super off for a few days, but I managed to recover, get bloodwork done, CT, you know, all the works to rule out any other issues. During all of this, I had more and more frequent panic/fluctuation in my anxiety. 

Gotta go take a shower? - Let's have an anxiety attack.
Gotta go get some groceries? - I'll just wait till you get inside the store first.
Feeling off? - Oh, you're definitely dying.

It made me self-evaluate (Health Conscious) Checking eyes, hair, skin, anything and everything to see if something is wrong. Which is mentally taxing, because I feel like I 'Have/Need' to do it, despite another more rational part of my brain telling me "You're fine. Stop fixating" which is easier said then done. 

I was put on Buspar, which didn't last long. Dose was upped, didn't last long, so I was switched to Celexa, which helped clear up my depression, didn't do a thing for my anxiety. So, I was taken off of that. Currently in therapy. 

Meanwhile, my anxiety has gotten to the point where I'm having nearly daily attacks, I am dissociating/depersonalizing, fearful majority of the time, I lose sense of my own emotions to the point I don't feel like myself anymore or that I'm going crazy. Fatigued, foggy, you name it, I've experienced it. 

Just a few days ago, I've had a pretty bad scare (Thought I was having a allergic reaction to an antibiotic, but might have just been my anxiety reaching the limits) which the antibiotic itself, is known to cause 'Floxed' which made me webMD and you know, automatically assume that I've been floxed and think my life is over. Made a trip to ER, explained to them, doctor didn't seem concerned about being floxed and gave me a higher dose of Buspar. Which eased me up a bit, not 100% but it did do something for my anxious/stress state that I was currently in. 

I've been on a round of steroids/Benadryl too (For the reaction scare) which made everything worse for me. I just feel out of it one minute, clear the next, then out of it again. Weak. Worried. Scatter brained. Random aches. Which led to me thinking "Oh, I've been floxed for sure" when really, it's just my anxiety getting the better of me (Getting worse) because go figure, if I'm not thinking about these things, I don't fixate and then I just don't experience these things. Which are worse at night/waking up.

The scare really just made everything worse. I'm not as bad today, but I'm still not 100%. I went ahead and grabbed out my Buspar that I've kept just in case, taking those. I can feel the tension in my jaw/back of my head or certain muscles. I'm depersonalizing. No appetite yet (Though I can eat) morning is the worst for me because my senses are not fully aware yet, which causes me to automatically panic (Think I'm dying) especially when I feel like I'm numb, when I'm really just not fully awake or I'm just anxious as I wake up because I'm looking for problems straight away. 

It sucks. It really does and my anxiety just has setback after setback. When I think I made a breakthrough, I get thrown and crushed. I have doctor's, family (Especially my mom) who remind me (Calm down. It's you're anxiety.)  

But to sum it up, for those who may want to know how I feel/experience at my worst. Here ya go:

Dizzy/lightheaded - Usually when moving around.
No appetite/or super hungry - Either not hungry or very hungry.
Emotional/Moodswing - Depends how stressed I am feeling.
Dissociation/Derealization - Feel like I'm not real or my surroundings.
Tingling/numbness/sensitivity - Worse when waking up/Thinking about it.
Brain fog/hard to concentrate - Usually after an episode or when I'm anxious. Depression don't help.
Tension/Random Aches/Headaches/Heaviness - It depends on how stressed I am. 
Worry/Doom/Obsessive - Especially when I'm at my Lowest. 
Flushing/Hot flashes - When I get very anxious. 
Blurry Vision/Lights/Flashes - Worse when I notice them. 
Trouble swallowing/Globus sensation/Chest tightness - Depends.
Trouble sleeping - Depends. My anxiety is at it's peak at night.
Dull Senses - Touch seems off. Taste. Smell. 
Weakness/Shaky - Legs feel heavy/jello, but I can move around, do general activities just fine. 
Questioning sanity - Think I'm going crazy.
Dry mouth - Especially when I'm talking to someone new, like a doctor/therapist.
Body Feelings - Could just be another form of dissociation. But I can touch my face/look at any parts of my body and just feel like something is off. Like some sort of unique filter. Which sets my anxiety through the roof. 
Picking/Thinning/Can't sit still - I am losing hair, I pick at my scalp, pick the skin on my fingers. 

What are y'alls experiences? I know anxiety can do a lot of things to the body. Make you feel off in ways that are pretty unexplainable. This is just a rundown on my experiences/ongoing.