When I watch movies and see people communicating, I think to myself “oh what a great reply, that’s how I should reply if someone asked me a certain question”
Or 
Oh that’s how you reply If someone says this. That’s how you reply if someone says that. But in the other movie this is how they reply, so how should I reply? 
I have a hard time understanding my identity and I try to look for the black and white of life. And when things black and all of a sudden they’re white, I get confused. For example , you should be nice to your parents. But if they do something, my mind automatically dislikes them and I ask myself why I liked them and was nice to them in the first place.