I am looking for reasons to be anxious and mentally blow these thoughts out of proportion. Anyone have any advice or kind words that’ll make me feel better today. 

I am going through a big change. From working a safe and stable 9-5 job to being able to finally run the company I started full time. I’m a real estate broker, it’s been a busy two years but as soon as I put in my two week notice things slowed down due to interest rate increases and the media. Things are still steady just not crazy busy and my mind is fixed on everythings about to crash and burn. I’ve waited my entire life to be self employed and now I am kind of regretting it and want to take my notice back before it’s too late. I’ve taken many years preparing myself for this opportunity and it’s been a carefully calculated risk. I’m just terrified. 

This may sound crazy. The other issue is my mouse phobia. I lived in a home as a child with a mouse problem it’s affected me for years, fast fwd as an adult. I recently found a mouse nest &amp; mouse in my garage &amp; and mother mouse coming and going. We had a pest control company remove the nest and I temporarily sealed up entry points until I can get a professional out to change some stuff. Did not catch anything on two glue mouse traps but I am noticing a lot of burrow holes in my yard (most likely chipmunks) and I’m convincing myself it’s not over and they’re going to take over my house soon and I ltd making my brain spiral out of control. 

I just came back from vacation, so everything feels overwhelming and intensified today.