Everything looked normal, i looked at trees, the street, i was able to smell the fresh air for the first time after years of suffering with chronic anxiety daily, i was able to taste the food that i was eating, i was able to smile and laugh , i was able to talk to a person without my voice shaken, i was able to do stuff without my hands shaken, unbelievable, i guess this is what my normal self without anxiety is.

So this medication is addicting as everyone says and i shouldn't be on it long term, i guess i really need an antidepressant, i now realize my mental health is f*cked up and i need medications.