I’m struggling to love or even like myself. To see any self worth at all. I don’t feel like I deserve anything nice. Maybe I was abused for most of my life because I deserved it. It’s never going to stop, people will always use me and hurt me. My husband cheated and lied to the point I told him he can talk to anyone I don’t care. I just wish I was enough to make someone happy but I don’t think I ever will be.