i’m on 2 antipsychotics and used to be on ativan and i could not stop purposely overdosing like every week. to the point that i’ve been hospitalized 3 times in the span of a month. even the advil cause i’d mix them with half a bottle of vodka. my mom has my meds and the pain meds locked in a literal safe now and i’m still on my bullshit pretending to take them and then stashing them away for later. like i have no idea how to deal with my impulse control. thank god for agoraphobia preventing my use of street drugs, but like damn i’m even considering a wellbutrin OD now lmao