Everything I do wrong or the smallest inconvenience will make me want to kill myself. It's like what doesn't make me suicidal at this point. 

I lose in a game? I wanna die. I drop something? I wanna die. Someone comments on something I did? I wanna die. A hole in my sock? I wanna die.

Literally what doesn't wanna make me kms? Just now I tried to make dinner, but it tasted bad and I started crying and wanting to kms