Despite my illness, I’m managing to survive. I have a decent successful pet sitting business, I’m going to see New Kids on the Block next week. Life doesn’t look all that bad. Except in moments like today when I’m feeling empty and sad and I have no one that I can really talk to about it. I’m not looking for a solution, I just need to vent sometimes that the world feels pointless. I guess I should go back to therapy lol.