I don't know what to do, because of my depression, bulimia, autoaggression and other things, I have debts in the amount of 17 thousand dollars. My job barely allows me to cover the minimum payments, I can't find a new job or some kind of part-time job, I was even ready for prostitution, but there is no demand for me there either. 
Every second I just want to die already, but I can't leave my elderly mother.