Was on 30mg for a while, stopped working again and dr got me to taper off before starting new med. It was hell. Averaged 1-3 anxiety attacks every day for about a week. So many bouts of crying I lost my voice. Felt like Shelley from the Shining. Lost about 5lbs as I was eating maybe once a day, if that. 

Now on different med and able to do my hobbies again. Feeling normal is a pleasure many take for granted, so grateful to feel so perfectly normal.