i think i am in a toxic relationship but i can't break up. I feel like I'm the most worthless human being ever and i can't stop selfharming. I don't know what to do anymore.   
The main issue in the relationship is that he's not talking about the problems in the relationship he has or i have. Everytime I try to talk to him about the problems he's ignoring it or he bluffs it out... so that it makes me feel like I'm not worth any change and as soon as he doesn't like the realtionship anymore he will leave. Nothing ever changes and I'm dying. 