I’m spiralling. I feel like they don’t even care. 

He’s changed his profile picture, its like he’s trying to pull new girls already and it hasn’t even been 2 hours. I hate him so much but at the same time I love him. He’s my first love. We tried to figure things out, I thought we did. But he decided to let me go for my own health. He was hurting me but now I feel even more hurt.