Every day for the past 5 years of my life has just dragged on. I wake up, go to work, and come home and go to sleep. I have no friends and certainly no girlfriends. All the days blend into each other and my life is just passing me by without any hope. All I feel All day long is severe anxiety and depression. I am completely unable to make any connections with anyone. I feel like I'm cursed to walk this world alone. I wish my life had ended years ago. I've actually had 2 near death experiences in my life and I wish they had just taken me out. I have no hope for ny future