I (18f) am struggling a lot with my mental health. I have depression and I'm bulimic . This has been going on for the past 3 years . I hate the person I have become and I don't think I can change the way my mind works. Despite all of that I appear as the happiest and most positive person. I encourage people to love themselves even though I hate myself. I feel like the biggest liar. Everything about me is fake because I will hide this forever. I think I'll eventually lose everyone.