Look. This weekend I (20F) went out three days in a row with different groups of friends. Because I thought I had my anxiety and moral hangovers under control. But I didn’t.

On friday, I went out with a group of people i know from college for the first time, and we got really drunk. Long story short, I made out with a guy in front of everyone. 

Which should be fine. It’s fine, right? We’re young and we were having fun and it shouldn’t be a big deal. I didn’t freak out about it until monday, when I got my period and PMS made my anxiety peak. 

Now I keep reminiscing about what happened, feeling weird and disgusting about it. Yesterday when I saw everyone at class and we sat down together (including the guy) I felt weird weird vibes coming my way. And that made my anxiety worse. Like, was everyone acting weird towards me? Did I do something wrong? Or was it just my mind playing tricks? Ugh.

And I can’t stop ruminating that situation. It’s making me physically sick for some reason. Has anyone been through something similar?