I won't kill myself , but I'm in constant state of panic, I'm severely depressed also i have chronic anxiety, my heart rate is constantly rushing, it's always high, so i have a chance to see a private professor psychiatrist next week, i have hope that she will help me but my family member advised me to go to hospital instead since I'm in a very bad position, barely can shower or brush teeth, just on bed suffering 24/7, can't sleep, forcing myself to eat, like i rather stay at home and take the meds since I know i won't kill myself so i don't see a reason to stay in mental hospital, what can they do there ?