Lately, I’ve been thinking about life… people talk about having careers, owning a house, starting a family, etc. Do I need to have a lavish career to be happy? To be successful? 

I’m stuck at a desk job I don’t like because I need money to survive right. But honestly I don’t know what I want out of life. I definitely don’t want a big career?, but I don’t think I could even achieve one… I’m too shy to work corporate jobs and move up in ranks. Interviews alone scare me and give me anxiety. Sometimes I wish I was more outgoing…maybe then I could be someone society appreciates. Everyone always sees me as the shy person.

Why can’t people just accept you for who you are? People always tell me to get out of my comfort zone but that is just not who I am. They don’t know what I deal with mentally. It just gets my anxiety going.