I just lie and say im fine. It’s the easy default answer. Im tired. Im miserable and im fucking lonely. I miss my ex and I hate myself for missing a man who probably doesn’t give a fuck about me. Im sick of missing friends who didnt hesitate to dump me. I’m scared of being vulnerable and honest. It always leads to me being hurt and then leaving cos I’m too much. I just want someone who will love and listen to me on the bad days as well as the good days.