So Taylor Swift's new album Lover came out a few days ago and I couldn't get over how fitting the lyrics to her song "Afterglow" were to my current situation. It made both me and my partner cry. 

I know she gets a lot of hate in general but I appreciate the way she wears her heart on her sleeve. The Red Pill community will tell you Taylor Swift has BPD as well, so maybe that's why I relate to her so much, I don't know. But here is the song anyways: 

I blew things out of proportion, now you're blue  
Put you in jail for something you didn't do  
I pinned your hands behind your back, oh  
Thought I had reason to attack, but no  
 

Fighting with a true love is boxing with no gloves  
Chemistry 'til it blows up, 'til there's no us  
Why'd I have to break what I love so much?  
It's on your face, and I'm to blame, I need to say  
 

Hey, it's all me, in my head  
I'm the one who burned us down  
But it's not what I meant  
Sorry that I hurt you  
I don't wanna do, I don't wanna do this to you (Ooh)  
I don't wanna lose, I don't wanna lose this with you (Ooh)  
I need to say, hey, it's all me, just don't go  
Meet me in the afterglow  
 

It's so excruciating to see you low  
Just wanna lift you up and not let you go  
This ultraviolet morning light below  
Tells me this love is worth the fight, oh  
 

I lived like an island, punished you with silence  
Went off like sirens, just crying  
Why'd I have to break what I love so much?  
It's on your face, don't walk away, I need to say  
 

Hey, it's all me, in my head  
I'm the one who burned us down  
But it's not what I meant  
I'm sorry that I hurt you  
I don't wanna do, I don't wanna do this to you (Ooh)  
I don't wanna lose, I don't wanna lose this with you (Ooh)  
I need to say, hey, it's all me, just don't go  
Meet me in the afterglow  
 

Tell me that you're still mine  
Tell me that we'll be just fine  
Even when I lose my mind  
I need to say  
Tell me that it's not my fault  
Tell me that I'm all you want  
Even when I break your heart  
I need to say  
 

Hey, it's all me, in my head  
I'm the one who burned us down  
But it's not what I meant  
Sorry that I hurt you  
I don't wanna do, I don't wanna do this to you (Ooh)  
I don't wanna lose, I don't wanna lose this with you (Ooh)  
I need to say, hey, it's all me, just don't go  
Meet me in the afterglow