There are so many people in my life that I talk to and laugh with but I still don’t feel loved, I feel like my presence could vanish and they wouldn’t notice. Parents that I rarely talk with, friends that act like they don’t want me hanging around them and a female friend who played me like a fucking fiddle.

I just want to find someone who actually likes me. I thought that happened a few months ago with my ex but she just left me a depressed ball of stress. I want someone I can share my interests with and they’ll actually listen.

I just want to be loved. I just need a hug. If I’m going to be this alone I don’t think I can go much longer I have no motivation whatsoever