Hi, I guess I have a mild borderline syndrom (m, 40) and there is one thing people tell me that is not normal. I had some intense friendships over years, and when they end I don’t feel sad or in grief. Sometimes I am angry when there was a frustration before and some shame having been so stupid to trust these people, but sometimes it is as if the people fall away from me without pain. DAE have this? Some new friends told me they are afraid this could happen to them too and I won’t miss them as if they weren’t important to me. And maybe this is true, I don’t care? But what about my fear to lose them? But when this happens I am not sad. What is this? Can someone relate and explain please?