I started seeing a therapist and after 1 session, he told me it sounds like I have BPD and should instead see someone for DBT. So I started looking for other therapists and I just had a 30 min call with a new one whom I'd really like to work with. She explained that she wouldn't diagnose someone so quickly, and that a lot of therapists might shy away from treating someone who could have BPD, like first therapist did. 

Anyway I really felt we would be a good fit -- I wouldn't look further for a therapist. Only problem is that she's out-of-network and my insurance doesn't have OoN benefits. My mother would prefer in-network because my insurance covers full cost of in-network therapist. She doesn't really wanna pay if we don't gotta. Now I'm 16 and I don't have much money, all I really got is a $1000 internship stipend, to afford 10 sessions. I could get a part-time which would consume so much of my time, and either way I would be tight on money affording this therapist. 

Should I go for it, even if I can only afford 10 sessions and see what happens? Or should I simply keep looking for an in-network therapist, which might be a little tough especially after I had one that discontinued sessions.