I know I have some issues expressing my emotions, but talking to people online feels easier. When I am home I am about to express to my wife and things are better. Since I travel 6 months out of the year it's harder to express those things when I'm on a different time than her. I love her dearly, but sometimes I don't want to bother her with my issues. I was off my meds for a few months because I was too anxious to find a new doctor. I am finally back on them but I still feel like I'm bottling them up too much. I'm thankful to those that read this. Have a wonderful day.