Just want some outside perspective on what I should do with my life seeing as I don’t got many friends at the moment.

I’m a 20 year old male living in eastern Canada. was diagnosed with social anxiety and depression when I was 13 (right after my parents divorced) and kinda just skimmed my way through school with no real interests or hobbies other then skateboarding and smoking weed.

I planned on going to community college after finishing high school, but I didn’t get accepted for my preferred courses so I decided I’d take a year off and just work for a while.

Around my 19th birthday I got kicked out of my dads house for being late on rent and for arguing with his girlfriend. So I got myself an apartment, Moved in on March 1, 2021, and just kinda fell into a depressive slump again…

Spent the last 2 years of my life living paycheque to paycheque because I’m just too lost to know what to do with myself, until last week when I lost my job due to poor attendance.  

Now I’m living on EI, sitting in my apartment wondering what to do with my life. I’ve taken every SSRI under the sun, tried countless expensive therapists, found love, and yet still I generally feel like shit most of the time.

:Thanks for reading, I appreciate any and all feedback!