Throw away account as I have some people who would act like they care if I posted on my main.

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I intend on ending it all on via pill OD 9/15. I am failing classes already in school. My family has told me repeated time that I am a disappointment and that they'd be better off without me. I go to school and get harassed daily. I have no friends whatsoever. All my "friends" left me because I was the outcast of the school. My gf left me because she doesn't want to be in a relationship. I have no motivation to do anything. I cannot physically leave my bed in the morning but my dad will drag me out legs first, let me hit my head, then scream at me for being pathetic and lazy. I know I am a smart kid but my mental health is killing me and I plan on letting it win at 11:30pm on 9/15 by overdosing on Adderall.