I’ve been stuck in a loop of problems for my entire life, all leading to me making this realization. I am so genuinely fucked that I cannot speak to a single person about my mental state without feeling like I’ll die from fear or pain. I can’t even bring myself to type out the honest words in a goddamn anonymous Reddit post. I will never be able to understand myself and will likely continue to get worse as I have since this all began. I’m so tired. I’m so so tired.