I'm going insane I haven't stopped crying today. I can't find anything that makes me happy. I've had si many relationships and jobs and friends and none of it works. I even got another cat to make me happy but also so my other cat could have a friend and that made me happy for like a day.

I don't know where to look anymore. I'm too scared to die but I don't even see the point
I feel so hopeless I don't get other people. How they get a job they wanted or get married and their happy. It's never worked like that for me. And I'm only 21. I can't live till 70 hating life forever I'm so tired I sleep and I still feel tired after.