i apologize for summarizing it in the title but i hope it’s still understandable. i am just tired of explaining and replaying it in my mind over and over again. it’s been a depressing couple of weeks and i don’t know who to talk to. this disorder of mine is eating me away, let alone having to deal with a narcissist when i know nothing much of narcissism and hardly understand it except for the basics. i need some advice.