I’m starting to get out of a partial hospitalization program and I’m transitioning back to my school. I’m petrified. I only have to go half a day but I can’t stop thinking of the worst possible scenarios. I’m 18 and I’m a senior and since I was diagnosed with bipolar and various anxiety disorders at 14 my life has been a living hell. I’ve probably only been at my school a total of 6 months due to home bound classes and hospitalizations. I’m afraid I’m going to have a panic attack or I get pseudoseizures also so I’m also shutting my thinking about having one of those at my school. I’m a mess right now and I hate this.