I’m living with my uncle and all the families including my dads family (haven’t seen or talked to much for over 4 years) are coming to visit and Im not looking forward to it. I rather just lay in bed. What’s the point. I only feel bad if I rub off my negative emotions on my family. I literally couldn’t care less to interact with anyone just because it’s Christmas time. Idk what to do thinking of maybe to going to a hotel or something. Is that bad? I haven’t felt connected to anyone and I feel like a shitty person for this I don’t think they really care about me though idk. It would feel like I’m trying to talk to strangers. Idk what to do