I've been romanticizing my own death a lot lately. The idea of finally finding peace and the brief moment before I close my eyes for the last time and being happy about being able to rest after all this exhaustion.
Wheter or not there is something after death, I'm gonna find peace.
I don't believe in hell. I'm not religious, im agnostic (which means idc wheter or not there's a god). But I personally either think there is a peaceful life after death, reincarnation or nothing.

And I don't care if I'm getting reincarnated, if I'll live somewhere peaceful in the afterworld, or if there's a big dark nothing. Because I'll be able to rest. I'll be able to find peace. Peace and rest from everything that's happened. And if it's just one second, one millisecond before my end. I want to feel that moment.

I want to die. I'm excited for my death. I'm excited for peace. I want my peace. I want to rest. And I'll find that peace and rest in my own death. It'll make me so happy. Even for a very brief moment. I'll feel that happiness