I got ghosted by a girl I loved basically my whole life again ! We have be on and off dating since high school, I know toxic.  But this time around it felt different we were talking about a future together. There was no warning signs this  time she just disappeared. Im wondering how to deal with this? My heart wants to accept her back in my life when she inevitably comes back(she has done this 3-4 times over the 8 years we have know each other) , and to have patience because she has had alot of trauma but the other part of me feels hurt and abandoned by her. My phone number has been blocked after I called twice, then I called on my house phone twice to no prevail. Im not sure how much time I should give before trying to reaching out again. Its been two weeks. She may also have BPD ( and no not because we’re not on good terms, she has had serious childhood trauma)and I Am looking for advice from people that have any experience doing this or experiencing it. Its quite a conflict within me, I really miss her but am frustrated she would do this to me.