I feel like that most of fhe times, I just want to cry and I do that. I don't want to eat, walk, go outside or nothing. I just want to stay in bed or sitted down. I can't stand up, I just feel too tired. School is hell, I cry all day even during lessons but everytime someone asks me if I want to go out or go home I just say no because I don't know what to say and we have 60 hours for four months to stay at home. Almost everyone at school ignores me, even my only real friend in class, who prefers to stay with another classmate and started to exclude me. I'm not saying that they should be just with me, but today they talked to me just because they saw me crying and I just felt so bad that I could speak. My other friend is in another class and we can see just 15 mins in a day or less, when we're at school. Teachers asked me why I sit alone in class and I just felt more bad, I wanted to cry. I feel nobody likes me at all, and even if I already take pills for my depression the fact that I'm still so sad even if my doctor prescribed me more just a few months ago makes me feel shitty. I see my psychologist just an hour at month or less and she one day told me that if people leave me alone maybe it's because I'm the problem. That made me feel worse. I talked with my mom serval times about that but she won't listen because I'm autistic and my psychologist is the only one who takes my autism seriously. That's the only thing that she treats, tho... and not always. Today I told my mom that I'm sad and she just asked "why? what happened at school?" but it's not just the school. It's me. I don't know what to do.