I may sound dramatic, my bad, but I’m still worried for my life, almost literally.
School will start soon and going back there is like being the prey walking into the predator’s lair.
It’s where my anxiety has it’s fun.
I have a decent life, education is good, family is good, I have so much and yet I can barely focus on it with this burden of anxiety piling on top of me.
I want to be grateful but I can’t when this is in the way.
Does anyone know how to persuade yourself the worst isn’t going to happen because being in school ruined me once and I don’t want to deal with it all over again. 
I guess I just want to enjoy my life like a normal healthy person and not have to worry about my anxiety coming back and hitting me with panic attacks as soon as I’m back.
Someone please help?
Thank you! :)