I can't really give the specifics of my situation. but it's intensely stressful. what I am struggling with is the intrusive thoughts. that come 3000 times a day. saying I'm going to kill myself. I'm going to kill myself. There is also this residual screeching. Like someone in extreme pain. it's like a banshee screaming in anguish at max volume. for a very long time.   
Has anyone dealt with this?   


I think once my acute stressful situation resolves, the voice will go away. but why is it there, what does it want? it's like a sleep paralysis demon that is constantly with me, throughout the day. I just wish it would shut up. idk. any success stories are appreciated.