I am in this cycle of trying to purposely restrict but often give in by reminding myself I need to try and recover. Then I eat a normal amount of food or at normal intervals, freak out and plan restricting. then sometimes I restrict a few days then it spirals into a lapse until I can (hopefully) pull myself out of it. Then I will eat normally for like a month and the cycle repeats itself. Is this just considered a relapse? Its happened like 3x since beginning recovery from anorexia, with the 1st time being the most severe. I should also mention that these dont really feel like binges, its just eating like a normal person I guess.