Before anyone hits me with the "good and bad don't truly exist" I know that. But I can still try to be better. I can still try to do good actions and be defined by that. But I don't know what those are. I don't know how to benefit others. I don't actually care what others think of me it's weird, I only care if I feel like I'm being a good person. Maybe that is my problem. I don't care what other people think. I want to help people, but nobody ever taught me how to be a good friend and give good advice. Nobody taught me how to be a help to others. I can't figure it out for myself, I'm not smart. Maybe I do care what others think since I'm asking you all this but I just want to know how I can become a good person.