Honestly just finding I'm not very happy, was thinking it was all due to college with the assignments that were due but now I'm finding that I'm still not enjoying life. I've hung out with friends, done things I've enjoyed and even bought myself things I wanted and not one of these things has brought me a bit of happiness. Am I just fucked? I want to enter the void that I enter everytime I sleep for eternity and yet I resist it to which I deem this a massive accomplishment. How fucking sad is that haha.