i made a (now deleted) post on here earlier, my mom took my dad to the hospital last night cus he was having bad heart palpitations and anxiety, ive been freaking out the last few hours crying on and off and just overall panicking unable to eat or sleep or concentrate or chill tf out at all. my mom knocked on my door and i was POSITIVE she was gonna say get in the car we have to go to the hospital he got worse/he died but she actually came in with her phone and he was on the other end and i got to say hi to him and when she left the room i just sobbed and sobbed. but hes awake and talking and my mom said he sounds better than before and the doctors dont think he had a stroke/anything serious and all his tests came back normal so i really dont know whats wrong but i think its going to be ok and i just keep hoping thats true because ive already lost my grandma this year and my cat walter almost died too

anyways im sad and i feel weird and im still worried something might happen and im craving social interaction even tho im otp w my bf. so please if youre reading this comment whatever u want tell me about your day or your interests or your goals idc just talk to me (please dont dm it gives me so much anxiety)