Every single fucking time I feel like things are falling apart, I was right. I mean I guess how could I not be right when I'm single. Would be kind of hard to be wrong with that in mind.

But seriously. It happens so soon. I get anxious that they're acting differently and then they lay it on me. I try to "check the facts" by really seeing what they're doing. It just turns out that my shiny, fun personality runs out and they see me for the sad sack that I really am, I guess.

Maybe I should just break things off early. I didn't want to be that type of gal but I always know that it could save me so much pain.