I think i got out of depression and although i have a very negative view of everything im starting to meet people and socializing with others. i have some happy moments and i wanna give a shout-out to a friend of mine that i met online and supported me during very hard times... Looks like she forgot about me now as she stopped answering my messages im pretty sure i said nothing wrong and i promise you i wasnt a creep or something but i think its just because she's very busy with work lately at least i hope so. she was the only thing that made me laugh during that hard tjme i love hearing her voice it feels like she protects me (shes 24 im 17 haha if it wasn't about this little age difference i would have asked her maybe in another parallel universe this dream could have been reality.) My life is still very hard but im really doing my best and i have plans for the future now.