My honest feelings. I want them to know about my situation. I want them know how much I'm having hard time. I want them know how I feel. I want them know how much they hurt me. I have so much anger. I want them to feel sorry and apologize forever. I know I'm an arrogant childish narcissistic victim queen. I know everyone hates me like this. I know it's karma. I blame myself too. What can I do about these feelings?