So I have bpd, major depressive disorder, and acute anxiety and was invited to a party of 8 only knew one person for the last 3 days. I thought I would either get wasted and cry on everyone or everyone was going to ignore me and I'd be on the verge of tears but something happened. Everyone here clicked with me somehow and were so inclusive and kind and fun. I talked and laughed with everyone and got 3 midnight kisses and a whole new set of friends after having none.  The guy I went with even said I was amazing and that he wanted to help me get back on my feet with a job offer! I'm proud of myself for going and socializing with the right people:')