..... hi I'm T I just got diagnosed with this I don't understand it but the mood changes are fucking he'll it feels like in 5 mins I go from happy to paniced to suicidal thought I'm going crazy I feel I feel my girlfriend is gonna leave so I don't like tell her I'm freaking out &lt;what it feels like all the time&gt; it's hard bc she's not here but I feel if she was here I would just push her away like I do everyone else I feel so worthless bc I can't talk or explain why I feel like this.