I need some help and feel so alone. I am tired of fighting. I’m 37 and have been struggling for so long with BPD.  My teenage kids have a crazy mom and they’ve put up with so much. I’m sober from drugs and alcohol. But I’m desperate inside. My dr and I changed my medicine and my condition has deteriorated a lot. I just want a friend to sit here with me. No family and my mother accidentally called me today which hurts. My kids are with their dad. I need some support and can’t afford therapy right now. Does anyone know of any resources? I’m willing, I’m sad, I have lost a lot of faith