I recently lost most of my family, mom beat me up and took my siblings and one of my dogs. In the past whole friend groups just leave without really any explanation. I feel worthless, genuinely and completely worthless, I didn’t even eat today because I felt like I didn’t deserve it, and when I go to my FP and say hey you don’t need to talk to me anymore if you don’t want to, she says ok and blocks me. I just need a reason to live, something, anything. I don’t have anyone or anything anymore. 