I've struggled trying to understand my diagnosis because it doesn't really fit. Some things on here I totally relate, others, especially around FP I just do not relate at all. I got diagnosed 5 years ago as per my medical notes but didn't find out until end of last year when I was reading my notes.

In the last year they've really struggled knowing what to refer me to, I've done several rounds of CBT now going to DBT. I got referred to a mental health personality disorder team too. In the assessment she says that she doesn't feel I fit the criteria for a personality disorder and says that I don't have any diagnosis on her notes from the last year. She also said though that I definitely experience some symptoms that the team would help me with so I'm going to be treated by them. I'm just so confused now. I was so hung up on getting formally diagnosed so I could get proper treatment and now there is treatment but now I don't have the diagnosis. I don't understand why I'm so hung up on this. If it helps it helps doesn't matter what it is. Aggghhh why can't I just accept things and have to battle with myself.