I know this isn’t really about depression but I really consider this subreddit like a mental health subreddit… I was recently diagnosed with Bipolar disorder, and I have always been a big shopper, but when I have a manic attack it gets way worse… the problem is that I love getting manic because it makes me happy like a drug, and I do not think about the consequences for example spending money I don’t have or saying something stupid in public. Not to mention the crash at the end! And I kind of use an attack as an excuse to buy things, and hat the fact that I love it. It is all just so hard and confusing! What do I do