Cause that’s how I feel. I feel like I have too much baggage, and anytime I bring up mental illness to another person when dating, I feel obligated to tell them about my problems so they can decide if they want to keep talking to me or if they want to nope right out of there if they can’t handle it. 

I feel like there is nobody out there that wants to spend the rest of their lives with a nutcase like me so I’d rather know sooner than later if a person can tolerate being with someone with BPD and depression and anxiety and ADHD. 

I’m tired of feeling like I’m wasting time with people who don’t want anything to do with a person like me or doesn’t have the time or patience to get to know me and understand what it’s like living with these things.