Cool, I'll sit on the phone with people for hours and drop everything to help my friends and then as soon as I struggle they can't bother. Friendships aren't a one way thing. My friend group is realiable and I don't expect them to drop everything for me, they have lives too. They get busy I would at least hope they could spare 5 minutes to talk. Am I asking for too much? 

I'm autistic as well as having EUPD and it's really confusing because I doubt myself and wonder if I haven't made myself clear enough.
I'm pretty sure saying the words, "I'm really struggling today" is clear enough, aspie or not.

People are so confusing.