I saw a post recently where someone was fantasizing about those ‘ride or die’ kinda friendships you had back in highschool. Where you would just hang out no matter what even if its just sitting there in a basement listening to old records or walking around town all day, just no expectations or plans or schedules. 

I really miss that kind of connection myself. I just want to live my life like theres no tomorrow, but for some reason Im so stuck on the preconceived notion of what society thinks I should be doing, and kick myself for being no where close to that. To the point that Im not doing jack shit, this entire summer. 

I just want to hit the road with a good friend, or partner, and go out and live life firsthand. I just want to LIVE my life. Not watch it continue to pass me by, damnit. And no ones stopping me, but myself.