I’m tired of everything. If feels like I’m sinking to the bottom of the ocean, I’m barely able to breath, struggling to fight and move forward.

I’m tired of everything. I feel less everyday, everyday is a struggle. I feel nothing, I feel hollow. I don’t know how much longer I can keep going.

I feel disconnected from reality, always in my head. I would rather stay shut away in my fake reality the go out.

I’m tired, I don’t feel fun, I’m not happy, I can’t feel love, I feel ugly, worthless, shameful, embarrassment whenever I go outside. 

Ps: I just wanted to get this off my chest, sorry everyone.