I’m on a new antidepressant and I’m starting to wonder if this is derealization or the psychosis listed as a very unlikely side effect. I feel like I’m in a dream and everything I do doesn’t matter because I’ll wake up later. I also feel very awake and confused. I keep trying to think if this is derealization by doing a bunch of tests to see how aware of it I am and I can’t get any clear results. I’ve been in these meds two days and been fine so far. I feel very awake like I know a lot and can’t convey it properly. Anytime I close my eyes I can hear music or detailed imagery or some sort of pattern. This seems like psychosis but for some reason I can’t accept that. It can’t be psychosis.