I’d say I’m a pretty average guy, I don’t do drugs or drink alcohol, I’m not ugly, I keep clean, I’m not out of shape, I’m pretty smart, I get good grades, I have a job, I have hobbies, I’m funny, I stay out of trouble and I’m pretty nice to everyone even if I don’t like them. I do everything right and yet still somehow fail. No-one calls me, no-one messages me no-one even cares. even when I preform nearly perfectly there’s always someone better, some who’s smarter, someone who’s more important than me. Why do I even try as hard as I do if in the end I fall just short of my goals. Why when things start to look up they all go to shit and leave me worse than ever. What the hell did I do wrong? What the hell is wrong with me?