I'm 18M and i have a strong fear of giving people the evil eye.It started out as intrusive thoughts about giving evil eye to people and then compulsively reciting prayer for them.

I thought that they were just thoughts until problems started to happen to those around me.To save them from myself,I stayed inside for a whole year and seldomly went outside.

I want to go outside and be normal but these thoughts make me think i'm going to cause harm to everyone i see.I also got diagnosed with bipolar.

I don't think it can get worse than this.I just want to be okay but deep down I know socializing has been ruined for me by these thoughts.