I wake up mainly take care of business ..afternoon I’m home....usually play some video games, text my family, then take 60mg of Prozac and 100 mg of Trazadone to sleep...then I go in the bathroom and butcher my shoulder/ arm with a razor till blood is running down my arm...I tape it up so it doesn’t bleed on the bed. I have an evaluation on July 13th....my self harm is getting more intense everyday...more cuts random slashes, deeper, more erratic.  I over eat too much candy every night. I just venting.thanks Reddit.