10 weeks pregnant 
Had to cut all my meds cold turkey for the baby
Hate how the pregnancy makes me feel
Feel sick and hopeless everyday 
Anxiety is 10x worse than normal because there’s so much to worry about while being pregnant 
Feeling extremely guilty that I’m not more grateful and excited 
Having so many doubts about whether I am ready to be a parent 
Scared for the whole process of pregnancy 
Finding it harder and harder to stay sober 
Help :(