For me..everything seems so difficult and depressing sometimes pointless. I keep feeling like a failure. At this point I only pass the classes it doesn’t matter what my grades are since I fucked up already. I get tired easily for every single tiny fucking task. I never finish what I start. It feels like my entire college journey was like this. It passed to too quickly while I’m drowning in my head. It’s too much for me to handle. I keep thinking..things aren’t supposed to be like this..things aren’t supposed to be like this.