I just need to tell someone/gt this out. Basically I was feeling empty and on the verge of tear for most of the day so I watched some Youtube videos about soldiers coming home to their family because they will make me cry and I often need to just get it out so I feel more stable again. But I cried a lot so I put on a face mask to hide it from my roommate because I don't want him to see I cried because I hate the pity and also I can't explain to normies why I cried for no reason. The facemask is nice though so #selfcare