I don't know if this happens with others with BPD which I assume doesn't because I have seen some videos of people with this illness working in a good position or able to carry themselves in life smh. But in my case no matter how hard I try to understand a problem/situation/concept I just can't seem to understand it. Other people seem to do the same thing seemingly easily. I don't know why I am like this. Giving an example of the type of job I didn't understand is a basic sales Job. I went through an interview smh but just couldn't understand how it could work and had to leave in a week's time. This is just one of the examples of the basic stuff i fail to do there are other lists of embarrassing things. So am I having some issue or am I just dumb?