I'm 34 yrs old and I've ruined everything.  I woke up one day and quit my job. And decided to quit trying. I was making 1300 every two weeks. I was living out my car. I had so many bills I went under I currently have a car leased I'm not paying on. Financed stuff I'm not paying on.  About 50,000 in debt. I just can't seem to do anything but watch everything fall apart. And I'm okay with it. I don't know what else to do.