When I was 13, I had a boyfriend (15) who was always trying to be sexual with me, even though I never wanted to be and I’d just try to ignore his advances. 

One day in the cinema he put his hands under my skirt and WOULD NOT move them, I remember shaking because I was putting that much strength into trying to pull his hand away but he just wouldn’t stop. 

I don’t know why I’ve only just thought about this and remembered it, but I think this has affected me a lot subconsciously.. I think I may need to talk to someone about it. 