Stressed

Hey everyone,
Things haven’t been the greatest for me. 
After losing, mom, grandma and grandpa in the span of a year, I’ve felt broken and lost. No one to turn to either. I’m contemplating between a career in government, policy, social work, teaching or career advising, healthcare. I feel very discouraged to continue with school. I work two jobs at the moment and I find I’m feeling I can’t connect with them. I’m being pressured and I don’t feel good at all. I feel lonely and feel like crying. I just really hate myself to point where I just want to cry. I feel like a failure. I truly do. I got a 60% in one of my assignments and I just wanna give up. I’m in my third year and I have two years left, I feel like the pandemic took away my uni experience. I’m scared if my marks are not enough for grad school either. I’m worried about the future, and if I’m not successful.