I hate this about anxiety. I hate having something go wrong, not being able to deal with it and making things worse.

For example, I have massive anxiety around money, and today I wanted to purchase some things from vinted for the first time. When I tried to purchase them, my bank stopped the payment, asked me to confirm it was me and to try again. Tired again and it bounced again. Instead of yknow? Contacting the app, I deleted my account and ignored it. 
A few hours later, I done a bit of research and found out it could still take my money and the only information surrounding refunds was to sign in and request that way.  However, once an account is deleted, it cannot be undone. 
So now i’m stuck having to email the company asking what can I do if they take the money? 
If i had kept my account, without freaking out and being embarrassed; this wouldn’t be as big an issue as it is. 

Stuff like this keeps happening and no matter how many times I tell myself “running doesn’t solve anything” I keep making the same mistakes and it is so fucking frustrating.