I do feel like a load has lightened off my mind but it is not too great to be honest. At first they couldn't believe it and were paranoid but slowly as I told them everything they started to trust it and support me. It was a good feeling, to know that your parents are gonna accept you for who you are and willing to support you. I would recommend others to tell about your depression to your loved ones, friends or someone close to you. As long as you trust that the said person is going to keep it a secret at the very least you should just tell them. Having even one person know about your depression would be helpful. I had told my friend about it long ago. He didn't tell anyone or joked about it just pretended to be normal. Better than pity atleast. Now our bond has deepened a lot and we share a lot of things with each other.

If i talk about what didn't go well during the talk with my parents was their interpretation and restriction of my freedom a little. I can understand their point that they want to make me do things so that I can focus less on depression and be more cheerful but I just feel bitter about the fact that my phone is not going to be with me. My partner that supported me a lot(Along with the laptop I am posting from) is going to be gone. I managed to save my laptop a little but still it will be gone for most of the time. Basically they wanted to take me out of the shut in I have become to a person that is willing to work hard to avoid future depression.

Since hearing about depression would make anyone sad I would recommend you to write a letter or something similar. It might be my last time crying to sleep today but there will be some happiness atleast. Thank you everyone for all the help I got all these years. Today might be the last time I am here depressed and reading other posts to find help but I will certainly help anyone I find depressed as much as possible. Be it real life or online. Please take care everyone and thank you all very much.