It has been about 3 days since my akathisia symptoms from Vrylar have stopped. God damn that sucked. I started Vrylar after a grippy sock vacay back in August. (in-patient for a week). Where I was screened and diagnosed.

I've been reminiscing about my previous mental states lately trying to understand if it was me in a manic state or if my ADHD medications were wrong. I'm starting to think that it was a combination of both. The ADHD meds work well when I'm at a dopamine lul,  but really fuck stuff up when I'm in a manic episode. Which I'm now starting to understand more about.

With that said, this combination of mental health diagnosis do borderline make me a freaking superhero when I'm in it. I'm a jack of all trades, I'm a badass and I know it, but damn I wish this big organ in my head would take a chill pill and shut the hell up from time to time and also not swing me from one extreme to the next. 

In the mean time I'm taking a hiatus from my ADHD med(doc approved) while I start this medication. 

I keep re-reading this post and makes me feel like I'm starting a manic episode. :shrug:

Oh well, I'll go burn off some steam at the gym, that will help get rid of some of this damn anxiousness. 

Thank you for listening and thanks for all the information lately!