I won't bore you all with the specifics, but I'm currently in the middle of applying for disability and it feels like my doctor tried there best to torpedo my chances. They keep implying/demanding that CBT will cure my anxiety and that they don't see why I can't hold a job. (Despite 10 years of trying and failing spectacularly on countless occasions) They refuse to listen to me and keep treating me like a child who simply doesn't "know better". (I'm *30*)

Due to how the process works and how far I am in the process, its too late to get a second doctor.(AFAIK) Not like I could with the lack of them in the area I live. 

I know I'm just venting but, like, I'm just so mentally exhausted and I have no one to talk to about this that even remotely understands.