It's really stressing me out to be honest, because my plants are probably dying. I've been living with my dad again. I just can't take care of myself properly, because I'm so depressed. It makes me feel really bad, because I feel like I'm a disappointment and like I'll never be able to "get over myself" and stand on my own two feet. Whenever I do go there I sink really deep into my depression and I don't eat or go outside. I don't know what's wrong with me anymore, I just can't seem to get a grip.