I am moving in with my partner very soon and I am so nervous. I absolutely love them and I know that this is what I want. But I am so scared of making the next step in our relationship because that means that it will only hurt more if they leave me. My partner is usually pretty good at recognizing and helping me through my bpd episodes. I am just worried that it'll get annoying dealing with me everyday. I really fear that we'll turn into "just roommates" since I have heard that's what happens sometimes when  couples move in together. Don't get me wrong, I want to absolutely share my life with them but I am so scared of the power that I am giving them to hurt me. I trust them but shit happens. I should be ecstatic but instead I am freaking out over this big change.