So for some ungodly reason I can’t f not be attached to someone. Whatever environment I may be put in I will get attached. I’m trying my best and doing everything I can to not be attached. I know I’m attached to one person rn, but I’m doing everything I can to not and just leave it. I’m convincing myself I don’t but at the same time I feel like I have separation anxiety from them!! 

I don’t know what the hell to do bc I feel like floating when I think abt them and feel like drowning to them thought of losing them. Jfc can I go one week without leeching on to someone? I’m trying my best to hide it so they don’t think it’s weird or become uncomfortable but like hhhhh.