I'm going to try my best to explain this, I've never actually told anyone about this because I am embarrassed that I think like this. But does anyone else experience "signs"? For example going through my day thinking of a person and a song comes on that I associate with them, I start thinking that, it's meant to be, etc. And I literally obsess over it to the point where I start having dreams of them or seeing more signs that I associate to them.