Just a rant, i have no one to talk to .. 

After struggling with depression for more than 4 years and unemployed mostly for the time, i'm able to get a job as retail sales in april. Make new friend, able to get permanent customer by giving them mu contact. 

Then in August i got offer from a company as customer service with decent pay, in my country capital. I decide to accept it and quit my position last month and travel to the city. Today i went for the job as 'customer service' which ended as a sham. It was literally a scam and i'm devastated. 

My parent was so happy after my psychiatric told them i'm no longer diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorders (MDD) and now it back to square one. I'm to embarrassed to talk to my friend. I don't have that much saving as well to stay longer in the city. I don't know what i should said to them. Why i always made a decision that will fuck me up. Why? :'(