Fucked up big time. Left group, deleted everybody. I don't have friends within 300 km. I fucked up, just because one friend didn't understand my sentence; I basically said "fuck you all" and left.
I hate myself so much. I have noone to write to anymore and the last days have been miserable.
Just left the psych yard, which I was held in against my will and mistreated at, just to be hit with more and more bs. The urge to kill myself has never been this strong.
I fucked up and no, I can't say sorry.