This is my first post on here. I feel like I deal with a lot of the same things people on this thread deal with. 
I went to therapy for about 6 months a year ago, but stopped because it got expensive without insurance. Well, of course my mental health just grew worse. I learnt a lot from the therapy I received and I tried to use coping mechanisms, but nethertheless I am back in a dark hole. 
Anyways about 3 weeks ago, I set an appointment up with my old therapist. She gave me a couple date options and I picked one. The day the date came, I had a bunch of school stuff and completely blanked out the fact that I had an appointment until night fell. When night time came, I realized I just didn't go to my appointment. I was so upset because I waited about a week and a half for an opening and I remembered the night before. My brain just got overloaded I guess and I didn't help myself by setting a reminder. I felt awful. 
I texted my therapist that night to explain what happened. I asked if she would be open to letting me schedule another appointment. 
Nothing. 
I was scared she would not respond due to me not showing up, but I did try to text her and explain. It wasn't malicious, wouldn't she understand that people who are having problems with their mood would be more prone to forget things? Like she's literally a mental health professional? 
But I guess she has to look at it from the business side, and she sees me as someone who is not financially secure because I don't have the proper insurance and I'm flakey. 
So now I'm really stuck and looking for a therapist seems like a big hill to climb. I'm also really hurt that she didn't respond at all. I don't know. I know we are all human.