So basically I was in one of my group activity sessions today and apparently there are a few new people that were supposed to join today and one of the leaders said a name that sounded like that of my step sibling and I’m so fucking scared that they are going to come in and just ruin my life again. I was kicked out of home bc my step family lied and said I was being abusive and shit when I never did any of the things they said and they turned people against me then and I’m so scared that they are going to come in and destroy the friendships I’ve made in groups and destroy my progress in therapy and screw up my relationships with my clinicians. I’m just so fucking done with them and I don’t want them in my life anymore and if they are starting to join the groups I go to then I’m not going to be able to be there if they are there too I’m going to have to quit all my groups and my therapy because they will be there and I can’t fucking handle it bc I know that they will just try to act like they never did anything wrong and then when I refuse to engage in conversation they’ll make me feel shit about it and be manipulative and fuck I just can’t handle this