I am not very externally reactive to situations. I internalize everything to death and to my complete detriment. I am sure at this point I needn't say more to you all. However, there is one thing that sets me off into a whirlwind of anger, frustration, spitefulness, and irrationality. That thing is someone else's passive aggressiveness towards me. 

I am currently dealing with two women who I completely want to lose my shit on  but realize that in doing so would destroy a professional relationship and a personal one. 

Without getting into too many details, I am more frustrated with myself that I know exactly what these two are doing and why I am reacting to it but it doesn't stop the merry-go-round in my brain from desperately trying to fix my relationship/analyze/obsess over these assholes. 

Sometimes people are just shitty people!! Why can't I just understand that and move on!!??? Ugh..cannot even stand myself right now. 