When I read the posts in this subreddit I feel like I'm ancient. Every post seems to begin with something to do with 'my parents' or 'my boyfriend' or things that I can't even relate to anymore. Yeah I'm sure these things suck but try being 45 with this stupid bullshit. I have nothing to look forward to , I live by myself and I have my whole life. Not only have I run off all my romantic interests , I've run off all of my friends too, the only thing left is to members of my family and I'm sure they are so tired of hearing about me and my problems that it's not even funny. I have a couple seconds when I wake up before the reality sets in and then I get pissed that I have to live through another day. I just didn't know if there was anybody else out there like me because I certainly do feel alone. Since I never had children my future is in a nursing home, but deep down I know I'll never make it there. I just have to decide whether 50 is going to be the end or 60. I'm not going past 60.