It feels like I cannot live without her and she’s cut off all contact with me because I told her she was abusing me when she really wasn’t. All I can do now is manifest her and hope she comes back in my life. She already has another guy so maybe she’ll be happier with him but I’m positive she’s the one. I need her and I pushed her away again. All I can do is manifest and hope she comes back to me and loves me again.