I’ve always been quite a happy person, but I’m really struggling.


I feel like I’m at the lowest point in my life. So far anyway. I’m 21, was recently let go from my job, I barely socialise with anyone as I stay up so late and sleep the day away, suffer with PoTs (probably for the rest of my life) along with a few other health issues, live at home with my mother, who is thankfully getting help but still currently battling her own issues (addiction, etc.) 


It just sucks. I’m tired of telling myself it’ll get better. Tired of carrying on. I’m tired. I know this sounds pathetic, but I just needed to rant, I guess.