I got out yesterday, I was trying to commit suicide for hours and hours but just couldnt do it. Towards the end of my stay I actually felt somewhat ready to try to better my life one more time. But now that I'm home I have no will. I don't want to live. I told myself I'd try again but I have no energy to do that. Im just trying to force myself to take my meds and vitamins now. But it's hard to do anything outside that. 

I told my mom about it and she told I should have never gone to the crisis center because "they are all crazy in there and you have no problems". At least my brother and dad are supportive. But I really don't want to try anymore. I wish I just died.