Was talking with a friend of mine today and they mentioned self harm, and I had to stop and think and do a double take. It has been over 10 years since I last cut myself. I mean yeah I'm self destructive in other ways, but that's something at least! I don't know I'm drunk and strangely proud of that fact. Survived a Trump presidency, a global pandemic, and the death of my partner without cutting is a big deal to me.