It’s constant. I have an eating disorder and was taking phenterimine. I weigh 110 lbs and have diagnosed OCD, manic depression, and tourettes. The anxiety really flared up on the meds so I stopped taking it. I do take Effexor and Clonidine and birth control. 

I thought when I stopped taking it it would go away, but it is all consuming. I can’t pinpoint my triggers anymore because they are so random. I’ve started canceling plans because my anxiety is so bad I can’t stand noise. I called out of work the other day because I couldn’t stop having panic attacks. One second I will feel gorgeous then the next I’m paranoid of getting fat. I’m paranoid of annoying my boyfriend. I’m paranoid he’ll dump me if I cancel on him. I’m paranoid of getting stranded. For some reason, I’m paranoid of the shower and water. I took codeine to fall asleep the other night and for the past two nights I e went to sleep at 8 then overslept the next morning. I’ll be okay for a little bit in the morning, then it all hits me again... the intrusive thoughts. I feel like I’m not doing enough. I’ll randomly think about stabbing my self. Over and over. To see if I can feel it. It doesn’t seem that bad. But I know it’s all irrational. 

Please. Help.