I’ve been crying about dying and everyone dying. I feel so lonely in this world I’ve been crying doing anything to stop thinking about being alone and dying. nothing helps me to stop crying nonstop while doing any task I cry while doing any tasks it’s 24/7 until I wake up then go bed. I don’t want to die alone in a building in a useless body. When I start to get into thinking I start to cry my legs feel like jelly my heart feels cold I have no friends I don’t want to make my family like me crying 24/7 so I’m alone crying a lot. This turned into a confession but does crying about not being able to hold my mother make me cry again from the top of the hill if I go out I see someone I think about them dying then I start crying it’s hard to hold back feelings (sorry if this doesn’t make sense I’ve even been crying typing though tears) what do I do or do I change my thinking can I have advice I am getting therapy in the future but all I’m doing is crying until I can afford it therapy