I'm freaking out so much rn because I made my friend mad and she replied with a "lol" which she only EVER does when she's mad and I'm literally just panicking rn, and I'm getting mad at her but I don't want her to hate me and I'm kind of scaring myself because I'm kind of having an identity crisis rn and I really, really can't figure out who the real me is because every fucking part of me is just mashing tgt and i don't even think anything i wrote made sense but I just needed to get it out