The thought of being this way all the way up into old age is the most depressing shit ever...it's fucked lol, that's just torture. So YUP 20.....shit I'm so old now Jesus a couple years ago 25 was my cut off. But hmm 28 it is. That's the one...I keep bumping the numbers up..NO we're not gonna die old lol. Pls god, send death... something quick and painless tho...it has to be me. Just boom and we're out of here..fuck if I survive tho. Yeah just pull the plug.."puuull the pluuggg!"... sorry ik but seriously send me on my way