During hypomania I find myself very easily sent into extreme anger over minor things and covering insecurities (from childhood I assume) with a overwhelming sense of ego and grandiosity. I distance from my friends/family to hopefully reduce the damage I do. I am on medication as well. With the ego thing I run into issues with ruining a lot of close relationships/friendships by having these delusional thoughts that I am greater than these people and they “deserve to be hurt” I know how wrong that sounds and I just came on here to see if anybody can relate? I feel very alone and I don’t know how to overcome this
(I am not trying to justify my behaviour at all I know that it is destructive and unfair to those around me, I’m actively trying to fix this)