I’m so tired of myself being constantly desperate about romance. I’ve been single for 3 years and most of the days I feel so profoundly lonely and empty. It is during those times that I have strongest suicidal ideations and depression. I just wanna be loved and I feel like I have so much love to give to others and yet no one seems be able to take that much of intensity. I’m just so sick of it. Are we rly the ones who are inept at connecting at a deeper and functional level? Or is it that those normies are actually incapable of maintaining a reciprocal relationship that probably just needs some passion and more intense love?