We have pretty codependent dynamics and I honestly can't handle being around her for too long because it's emotionally draining. 

Yesterday she texted me saying she felt like I was having trouble with my relationship with her and that I should be in contact with her more often and stuff, she did try to guilt trip me saying I wasn't appreciative of all her hard work (she was a single mom). 

I replied back to her today that I don't think we have the same idea of what being in touch means and then I outlined what I felt that meant. I went further and said that I didn't want to feel obligated to see her every time she was in town and that I would stop asking her to borrow money. 

She replied saying "Obligation? no Love? yes God bless you son!"

Not sure what this means but I think the guilt trip is kind of working, but a really big part of me wishes she would just disown me so I don't have to keep doing work around my relationship with her. My sponsor (I'm in recovery) says I caused her harm so I may end up making an amends. 

Anyways thanks for letting me vent.