I often times find myself struggling with never knowing who I am at any gevin moment. I mean how are you supposed to conduct yourself in a social situation, when you don't even quite know who you are, and how you're going to react to things. it's always a guessing game with me. who am I right this moment? Am I my confident, in control self? or is this my playful nympho, who's feeling extra good about themselves today, and therefore just feels confidant? Cause I would really like to know now, before I go hang out with my attractive male friend. Then the next thing I know I'm being 9 types of handsy, when I was expecting to be sipping coffee, chatting about beer, bacon and some form of physical exorcise which utilizes a ball.

NOT MAKING AN AWKWARD PASS AT HIM!


Ugh... And all other forms of discontented noises...


Crazy thing is I'm straight... Haha yeah go figure.

Now I'm just my empty, self hating ghost.