I feel too much, or just numb. 

I have no family or friends anymore. I really tried, but I guess the damages have been done or people sniff out that something is wrong with me. 

I have a partner, but people only love me for so long. I do not have my life together at all and my looks are fading. 

I have tried seeking therapy, but have been shot down multiple times when I say I expect I have this. 

I am exhausted.