I got my first job that isn't retail in a field I have no experience in what so ever. I can't help but feel so overwhelmed and dreaded with the thought of working 5 days a week 8/9 hours a day my whole life/long term. I enjoy the environment I am in, but the thought of working my whole life is not my ideal way of living. I have bills to pay and things I want to do but wont be able to afford if I don't work. No one told me the sense of dread that awaits for me if I don't find my life purpose and just work to survive.