Hi
Apparently i have schizophrenia. That is what 3 psychiatrists told me

I feel like my urges and thoughts are weird. Things get into my brain and i do not understand it. 

It’s as if i am in china working in a chinese restaurant and trying to navigate the situation without speaking the language

If i would’ve known this beforehand i would have chosen chinese on duolingo and not german

What should I do about this

I get thoughts into my brain and it activates my body to make a move but when i try i do not know what i should do because it is not understandable to me nor does it make sense and i can’t draw a conclusion

Please tell me why this happens