Basically since I was 13 to now that I'm almost 19 the only thing I did is studying , I never hanged out with friends, the only few times I gone outside was with my family and it was a max 1 time every 1 or two months. 

In 2020 due to pandemic that year I think I gone outside like 4 times that year, I had a little vacation but I still felt like I was lockdown.

In 2021 due to school I didn't had time to go out but now that I finished school and I'm not working I'm supossed to be free to go outside. 

I already have 2 shots of the vaccine and I always use face mask so besides covid there's no other reason to be unable to go outside. My parents are worried because I don't go out but when I try to go outside by myself I feel like theres always and excuse so I don't go out.

I'm tired of being in the same place for all this years, it's like a prison.