Man, life is just, all over the place. I can be happy one second, and be destroyed the next.

I can be saying nice things to myself, then smacking myself in the head.

I can be cheerful, but then shit happens and I feel so vengeful

I can be wise, but then my inner-critic makes me perfectionistic

I can be happy on the outside, but hurting on the inside

I can see the world in a great way, then see it in a shit hopeless way

I try try try and worry too hard, then I take a break and more shit happens

I help other people with sadness, but then I feel like no one gives a shit about my sadness

Things are going great, then BOOM everything has crashed into SHIT

I can be calm, then be pissed off

I wanna cry, but I try and don't even know all the causes and can't release it all

At least I have you guys. :)