I'm blessed that we all usually get along really, really well. But when my husband and I are in a rut (like we are right now), I just feel so awkward around them. I've been basically hiding out. I know they love me and I love them. Why do I feel the need to avoid them when I'm feeling anything less than chipper? 

Right now I'm working up the courage to go out to my car for the bag that has my anxiety meds. I probably won't even run into anyone. But my heart rate is increasing in anticipation anyway...ugh!!!