idk what is wrong with me but all i do is hurt people. nothing about me is stable. everyone has taken to ignoring me. nobody even messages me anymore haha. i tried to down my pills last night and no one cared. my gf just left me on read haha. so im done. im just gonna keep trying until i succeed or at least become brain dead and a vegetable cus i just dont care anymore. not like anyone else cares anyways