I just want to disappear from existence. I can’t sleep, I always have pain and I had my hopes up far too much for my new school. Why would I expect them to not hate me like they’ve always done. I’m just an egotistical pretentious awful human being that doesn’t deserve to have a normal life, why else does everybody treat me like shit and doesn’t even respect me as a human being. I’m either just a puppet for them or just some animal they find interesting for a little bit.