I’m so guilty of first being relieved that there is an explanation to my moods and then thinking mania was a pretty cool super power for studying and productivity, my energy is my gift…

Welp, sure AF don’t think so now, after being stable 9 months. Took most of that time to unwind my delusions and realize how out of control our minds can get. 

As a life long learner, had totally worried this would hold me back, rather aced, and I mean aced, last 2 courses, with a quiet and focused mind. 

So how do you feel about giving up your past energy - it’s a blessing or a curse?