I think they are interested in me again after a period of instability, but won't accomodate me because of my mental health issues, which would be understandable if I didn't think they were sleeping with my other friends behind my back. They think I'm merely infatuated, but it feels like much more than that. When they are being flirtatious I feel like I'm not empathetic or tactful enough to initiate anything, and when they are not it feels like I'm not good enough even to pay attention to. I feel like the worthless emotionally damaged runt of the group, and have think about running away or committing suicide. And that's from a 20 year old male. I can't tell if I'm insane or just pathetically obsessed with someone who couldn't care less. I mean this all does sound pretty pathetic. I'm the ultimate virgin loser.   