What do you do when you don’t feel safe anymore? I’m either trapped inside my own thoughts are trapped inside my literal living hell… I’m stuck in a really toxic relationship with the father of my child and I’m stuck living here due to financial situation… So honestly does it ever get any better? How do you escape the pain? Because all I feel creeping up on me are the sweet thoughts of suicide to end all of my pain.. I’m in a city with no family or friends and I have no way out really… my sister lives over an hour away and I have no car or anything. So I guess I’m just typing this all out to let it out since I have zero tangible solutions… I just wish things would get better, I wish I had a way to get out and just be me and my kid and dog and peace… abuse is all ive ever known and I just want to escape it all