I know I don't deserve human rights or to be treated equally, I want to stop desiring to be special or important for someone. I can't help myself get better and I don't want to hurt anyone. I should just keep myself away from people and convince myself into believing that I don't have emotions or needs. I fucking hate being so inferior I wish I was never born, it's all my parents' fault. They even told me that I wasn't planned
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