i’m so tired all the time. i got up today and put on my makeup only to look at myself in the mirror and feel ill. i am a bitter shadow of what once was. i cant try anymore, i cant get let down again. the only emotion i can feel anymore is bitterness, it eats me alive. i dont think i can stay around much longer, im already the equivalent of a comatose corpse. ive stopped going through the motions, why would i bother anymore? who is there too impress.