It hurts. It's hard. I'm constantly paranoid, scared, unsure of myself....

I got triggered bc I was talking to my SO about how I've been struggling with my daily routine these days and my SO cut me off to tell me he bought bread 

No one's perfect. I cut people off too in conversation sometimes..but lately I've been feeling really disconnected from my SO and I was attempting to connect by being vulnerable instead of havingy guard up and now I feel like retreating into my shell ...

I just hate being so hypersensitive and fragile. The weaker I feel the harder I have to work to look normal on the outside...