So I’m going to start with, I’m not entirely sure if I am Bipolar, my ex therapist suggest an eval because I show many of the symptoms, and my father and his parents are notably Bipolar. 

However, I am having a hard time holding a job due to these symptoms. I start a new job and I love it, happily go into work do my job and leave. After maybe two weeks I get depressed. Every single time. I start calling out on half my shifts. It starts to feel like the job is too high stress, like i’m not being treated fairly, which then makes me miserable until I convince myself to quit. Then i’m back to being happy about my freedom until I get depressed about not having a job again. 

I’m wondering if anyone who experiences this has had any luck finding a job that feels suitable, that you’re able to keep up long term. I am only 20 and also have ADHD, and recently have been dealing with sciatica. A job where I move around and have enough tasks to keep me busy is great for my adhd, but has to be limited now because of sciatica. I feel like there is no way around this. 

I cannot afford an eval, i’m still in the process of finding a new therapist, and just started adhd meds as well. I am a hard worker and a good team player- for the right work /: