Ever since I was young I adored decorating for the holidays, I would decorate my room specifically for each one. And I'd did this up until this year. In the past two years I've been diagnosed with OCD, and I think the reason I can't decorate my room is because either have extreme anxiety when everything isn't perfect. I want to throw a Halloween party in my basement, but it's causing me major anxiety. I don't want to give up my dream of decorating but.. I just can't anymore. I've already bought a bunch of party and decoration supplies that I can't return, and that is giving me alot of added anxiety on what to do.