i have struggled with bpd for almost 3 years now. its only gotten worse and ive developed an extremely unhealthy bond to someone, and now that they’ve left i feel empty. i feel im dying without them. ive tried therapy many times, inpatient, books, meditation, religion, etc. none of it helps. my family doesn’t believe anything is wrong w me and cps have even been involved in the past but did nothing to help. im only 17 and idk what to do anymore. i just need help but idk how (seeking advice)