My anxiety has been really bad for a long time now. It's so bad it makes physically ill. 
The only people I vent to is my boyfriend and mostly my mom. She texted me today and told me she had made an appointment for me to see a psychologist tomorrow. That came as a shock and I immediately got super anxious. I feel that if I open up to someone about my problems all the way from the beginning I'll just feel worse and honeslty I'm tired of talking about what's bothering me. I'm trying to put it all behind me.
At this point I keep telling myself that I should just leave it to time that everything will resolve itself on its own. I say that and then I have a panic attack later.
I'm scared to see the psychologist but I'm also scared that I can't handle this on my own and I should give it a try.
Should I wait until I'm ready or force myself to go?