is anyone else in this same position? i’ll probably regret this and delete it but i got my vaccine a month ago. i logged on at midnight the second it was available for my age group and signed up for the j&amp;j, the only appointment i could find. i was super excited to get a vaccine appointment fast and that it was one dose so i could be fully vaccinated faster. i thought i was doing a good thing, that i was protecting myself and the people around me. but right away a friend started telling me that i shouldn’t have signed up for the j&amp;j, it’s not as effective as the other ones, etc. i had only seen positive news about it and multiple family members got it and were fine and i didn’t know about that. i got the shot anyways, because i just wanted to be vaccinated so badly. now i feel like the stupidest person on earth for getting the j&amp;j. its like, i thought i couldn’t mess this up. i thought i was doing my part by getting the vaccine but i still messed it up. it’s not like i can do anything about it either, it’s not like i can just go back and get a different vaccine. i’m right in the age group for blood clots but honestly i’m not even concerned about that, i’m more concerned that i’m gonna get covid. now my friend who told me not to get the j&amp;j apparently knows someone who got it and then was hospitalized for covid. all year i was super careful to avoid covid and i had finally started to relax. now that it’s been a month i’ve been hanging out with a close group of friends inside after hanging out outside only all year, i went to a restaurant for the first time and i’m supposed to graduate college in person in 2 weeks. plus i’m supposed to go on my first trip since covid in the summer (still playing it pretty safe, just driving one state away and staying in a house near the beach). now i’m scared i’m gonna get covid all over again, i finally have things to look forward to but all i can think about is being exposed to covid and not being able to go. i just thought getting the vaccine would make the anxiety go away.