Just venting because idk where else to.
It’s becoming more and more apparent how little I actually mean to people. I know I shouldn’t find validation from others but shit gets lonely man. I want a home base. I wanna feel safe somewhere. I want to feel wanted. Life is full of horse shit with little sparks of light here and there that are becoming less and less fulfilling. Just gotta keep bashing my head against the wall until I’m in a better place I guess.