Hi everyone. First post here. 
My last depressive episode was diagnosed in late 2018, and I have been in therapy and medication since. 
My therapist and psychiatrist consider I’m no longer depressed per se, and I definitely don’t feel as bad as before. 
However, deep down I feel that the depressive mindset and some symptoms never really go away. They might come and go, and some days are better than others but all in all, waking up every morning and go to sleep every night is a struggle, I don’t have energy for anything and I have to force myself to enjoy most things in my life. 

Is there anyone that feels somewhat like this?

Best to all of you from Chile.