y cousin gave birth yesterday as I found out on facebook. Apparently 2 days ago they started trying to induce labour eventually leading to an emergency csection (baby and mother doing well). Also found out the name over Facebook which just so happened to be the male version of a girls name I've loved since I was young and always said I wanted to name my daughter. Anyway as family just felt odd that no one had told me any of this which kinda sent me on a hurt spiral of hating everyone in my life and wanting to just block everyone because people are just awful and not worth it. I'm still not amazing at dealing with emotions so of course I ranted a bit in the group chat about how I want to just disappear and isolate myself from everyone then just left. Of course instantly regretted it and felt awkward. Just my first thought when I get overwhelmed with emotion is just to block everyone. I really don't know why I left just brain being stupid and I never know how to act when I rejoin. Crazy brain just took control now stable brain is back and is like well done really helped the situation there.