I was recently diagnosed after a long time of therapy and psychiatric visits. Honestly I don't know what to do. I use to say that if I found out I was going to be this way forever I didn't want to live. Am I gonna feel this way forever? Will it always be this hard? I don't know who to talk to. sometimes I feel like being depressed is easier than feeling happy or comfortable. It's the only feeling that's been constant my whole life. Sorry for the who rant. I just don't know who to talk to.