I have feeling sensations in my body for a month already and it got worst in the past few days, so I'm convinced that something is really happening to me, since half of my body felt numb, unexplainable chest pains and my head feels like it bump into something but today, i finally got the courage to have myself checked but it turned out that I'm actually healthy. My heart is good and my blood is okay. the fear of dying from heart attack is impossible at this rate said the doctor and it kinda made me feel good inside even I know this weird sensations won't leave me alone since my mind is still convince that something is wrong..

.its just, i'm happy that i found out i'm okay and i think i can finally controll my mind..and not dwell with these negative thoughts every freaking hour.

my anxiety is still here and its part of me forever but i won't let this ruin me everyday. enjoy and celebrate those little things and enjoy this times that i fell at ease.