Probably.   I've made some shit investments. That's not what happened here. First, I got robbed, essentially computer hacked and 10k was stolen.. I got emotional  and got screwed out of another almost 10k the next 48 hours! Frustrating  but ok...OK.... fuck!.... have been pretty distraught for over a month, which caused me to lose more via negligence (but i really don't even care about that, let me be sad). 

I dont even want to get into it. Made a lot of money. Didn't think I'd retire or anything but I thought I'd finally  stop crying at the grocery, or I'd be able to get dental work or a physical. I was SO close to buying a home-my living situation is a huge factor in my depression... I thought it 'made it's, by my standards. I'm now, overnight,  about as poor as I was when I was 19.  everyone in my family is not just successful,  but fu**ing successful.  How did I fall so far from the tree. It's as if the universe is actively against me while trying equally as hard to rub the success of those around me in my face. And then I feel even shittier because deep down it pisses me off. I want to be happy for them but the reality is soandso was abusive as fuck and its fucking up my world view (evil step sister gets prince charming and becomes queen of tje universe while cincerella slowly dies type cr*p) )