Does anyone elses low self esteem and anxiety seem to fuel each other?

Here are some examples

"Oh that person took x amount of time to reply? Well they obviously hate you and like others more. Thats because you're annoying as hell and have no social skills you pathetic f==K"

\*Teachers says in university you need to read multiple books in a short amount of time\* "wow you are never gonna be able to do that, you barely have any motivation as it is. You are stupid as hell and cant do anything right you are never gonna amount to anything"

"Oh you want to try this? You are stupid and pathetic and are just gonna fail and look dumb."

"literally everyone hates you and is staring at you and judging"

Im so tired I just want to be happy