I spent a lot of my life ignoring the signs that something was wrong. I think with BPD it’s easy to assume, I just have a bad hold of my emotions before being diagnosed. I just thought I was a super sensitive person who needs validation from others. 

Since becoming more self aware, and desperately wanting to “get better” I’ve come to terms with one thing. We will never find a middle ground if we don’t have a ground to stand on. I’m constantly changing, my mind racing so I never have a solid foundation to stand on. Beliefs, opinions and emotions. I’m just desperately trying to find that solid ground, lock in and stay there. Anyone else?