When I was in primary school, I was harassed and assaulted, and I haven't told anyone in the family until now.  I've been suffering from depression since middle school and now I'm in university and I always pretend I'm fine.  I don't have many friends and most of the time I am alone.  My father does not spend on the house or on his children!  He always loves himself more than anyone.  Always violent towards my mother and my brothers and He always sees me as a failure and does not deserve anything good and now i don't have confidence in myself or anyone