I'm so tired of how much work it is to have this disorder. I just want to be like other people who don't have to struggle this much. I'm tired of trying to manage it and I'm tired of all the work I have to put in to stay in a semi-normal/stable state. The thought that this will never go away is crushing and that I will never be able to stop working hard to get by  is exhausting. I always feel like I need to hide my diagnosis and hide when I'm struggling because of the stigma around Bipolar. Even when things are okay I know it's only temporary and that just looms over me all the time. I feel like I have no control and I'm just so tired. Does anyone else feel this way? How do you make these feelings go away or cope with this?