What the fuck do I do? I applied for this thinking I wouldn’t be contacted and I was. I had a panic attack for the first time ever today over this stupid interview. How do normal people do this? I don’t know how to be capable for this. A year of therapy and medication has not prepared me in the slightest and I don’t know what to do other than cry. I don’t understand why I feel this way. I desperately want to be able to go to this interview but I don’t even know how. I’m beyond terrified and worried I might not ever be able to function.