Today, I have decided to FINALLY work on myself. I am so done crying and feeling so pathetic all my life. I have wasted a lot of years being miserable, depressed, and not confident on my own. I am so sick of feeling not enough and letting people make me feel that way.

I am not doing this because my ex dumped me. Hell, I am never gonna waste another second having a breakdown because of that guy— one month and 2 weeks are enough.

I am using this opportunity to focus on my healing, growth, and transformation. I will take advantage of this breakup. Instead of crying and feeding my mind with lies that he'll come back one day—I will workout; I will take care of myself; I will study harder; I will make time for my hobbies, etc. Indeed, breakups are blessing in disguise. You just have to change your perspective.

Today, I deactivated all my socials where we used to interact because I am aware that seeing his stories and updates will not help me. If disappearing for a while will make me stronger when I come back, then why not? 

I am my own person and no one will help me but myself. So, I got to do the work. I have to help me. I have to protect me. I dont want to suffer anymore. Life is too precious to waste on things that will not benefit my growth.

Think of this breakup as a blessing. Use this time to focus on yourself, give more love to yourself, and make the spark turn into a fire. I got this. You got this. We all got this.

"A year from now, you would have wished you started TODAY."