Hello, 2 months ago I took an antidepressant for nerve pain. Since then my brain has broke maybe it's from the prolonged stress, I've completely destroyed my mental state. I was happy and excitable, motivated before, really confident too. And I loved myself when I wasn't in pain. I also had someone I loved and friends too. I don't know what I've done ever since I took that tablet I was stressed beyond compare, not slept in a long time, bad emotions. I lost all my feelings. I'll never be with the person I love and I can't even feel love towards them anymore. I'm always feeling bad. I will never get a job. I'm a horrible person who can't provide comfort to anyone anymore. I will never feel motivation or excitement or love. I want to hurt myself and kill myself every day.