I’ve had hallucinations and delusions since a very very young age. My first one was when I was about 9 or 10 and heard a voice in my head telling me to k!ll myself so I snuck out of the house and tried to get run over. Luckily I lived in England at the time and in an area where driving wasn’t really needed. I keep seeing things that aren’t there, hearing things that aren’t there, blacking out when it comes to memory, having mood swings, feeling disattached from myself, completely blanking out where I shut off the world for a few minutes (once in 7th grade it caused me to sharpen my finger with a pencil. Luckily the pain immediately brought me back to reality before anything bad happened) It sounds like I’m using from some of the symptoms but I swear I’m not. The worst I’ve done is smoke a cigarette and then immediately put it because of my asthma couldn’t take it and also have a few sips of my moms wine with her permission