posting here again bc therapy is expensive but as the title says I can’t stand anything.  Going to work every single day to make a barely livable wage makes me go nuts.  My job is extremely easy with 4+ hrs of down time every day but even with the downtime I can’t do it.  I get bored and my anxiety starts snowballing.  Even with all the downtime I have I don’t have energy to go to work every single day.  I have it really easy in life right now (other than being poor) but I am always tired.  I feel like I can’t ‘catch up’.  I want to go to school and be a psychologist someday but if I’m drained from sitting around all day, idk how that dream is possible.  I’m always stressed about something and feel like I don’t have the mental energy to do anything.  I make myself function bc ik I have to but my mental is suffering.   Any advice on how to create that peace/ chill tf out would be great :)