I am a male freshman in high school, and damn I already hate it. I have OCD and High-functioning autism. Although my first trimester went pretty well with straight A’s, even in being in 2 honors classes, but it fucking sucks here.   


I only had 2 friends, my best friend moved away, and my other friend fell for a girl and started hanging out with the wrong people, and he barely knows I exist anymore. I don’t talk to anybody, and I am what you would call a loner. To avoid contact with other people in the hallways, I put in my earbuds and listen to music. People try to make me feel weird by saying the stupidist weirdest, and sexual things directly towards me, and it makes me feel like a target just because I’m a quiet kid. 

I try my best at my work, and even when I try my parents make me feel like a dumbass for not knowing something on my work, etc.   


We had to do a online test called “you science” when you answer questions and it gives you a good idea about what you are good at. It started asking questions about your high school experience, asking about how social you are, how much you like high school, etc. And on these types of things I am always honest, so I can get an accurate result, but the next day my parents got a letter home about how I was at “very high risk”. I thought this was very stupid, and I don’t know why some stupid website is expecting me to think high school is all fairies and rainbows.   
Im tired of all of the gangs, drugs, sex, fights, and drama. I wish I could be in a place where you could just get an education. I tell my parents it is hell here, but they deny it and just saying I’m having an attitude when it is really the reality. I really wish I could attend an online academy, but that is never going to happen. The weekends are the only times I am non depressed. Anyways I’m just saying high school is nothing that you see on television and books.