I'm fucking scared, I'm not doing too well, I'm hungry everyday, I have very little money, I'm completely unstable... I can't even afford treatment. I'm thinking about ending my life at this point because all of my hopes and dreams are destroyed. All I have left is my girlfriend, but she's moving away in August for college. I'm going to be all alone now, my parents don't talk to me, I'm a broken guy. I don't know what to do anymore, I'm very, very interested in ending my life however I know I'll be too much of a baby to deal with the pain, maybe I'll just get drunk before I do it.