I feel completely broken. My anxiety has gotten so bad to the point where I am unable to hang out with friends who I have known for 9 years because I get so anxious about having a panic attack when I hang out with them. I recently had a panic attack when hanging out with them which caused me to throw up, so now whenever I think about hanging out with them, my mind goes to panic attack and throwing up. I just want to completely isolate myself. This disorder completely runs my life.