The love of my life abandoned me and my life fell apart. Before she left I was in a better spot than I am now, besides expressing some hopeless feelings of life goals that weren't achieved.

Now she's laid out some goals that she wants me to achieve before she speaks to me again. Goals that I've always strived for and achieved in the past when she was in my life. Problem is, if she's not there I can't achieve. So I'm suck in between finding new love and completely forgetting her or running towards a goal that keeps running away from me.