I’m so tired of being misunderstood for my intentions. I acted upon what was promised by my s/o he said he would make things work between work and the relationship. But just when I express a tiny concern and asked for reassurance it amounted him to think that I don’t support his work at all. He said he’s happy that I told him, but the next day he’d just come around and use that against me. I don’t even know what to say anymore? It’s like I have to constantly be hiding my real thoughts because it cannot be appreciated in a rational level I have to constantly explain that’s not what I meant or that’s just how I feel. And sometimes I’m even wrong for having those feelings, I keep on having to explain it throughly about my feelings. I’m so tired of having to explain my mere emotions and to have to be scared to tell someone.