 im so tired of life, watching all those movies animes series or whatever it destroys me so freaking much mentally because thats what i want to experience and i dont think love actually exist anymore. i really think that. im only 17 i know i have so many years in front of me but im so tired, like i cant anymore. my whole life i only wanted to feel love and now im here crying over my phone. i havent done something bad to deserve this and im not even asking for much. and this thing is getting even worst, new generations dont really care about love. i dont know why this is happening... am i so freaking hard to love?