I've just been perusing the Reddit, giving out advice and comforting words like candy, and I meant every one of them.

But I just checked my bank balance and my dumbass, uncontrollable, impulsive spending means I have £19 to last me a MONTH (at least).

See, I recently had to use loads of vacation leave to take care of sick parents, and have no left my job to do it permanently. My job deducted hundreds for using too much vacation time (as if I was lying on a damn beach) and now I am fucked.

Now I have to turn to my parents to borrow money I can't pay back.

I need to eat my own words and stay positive here. Money or lack of it is the BIGGEST trigger for me, because it's been a monkey on my back my whole life.

I will stay positive.
I will not go into a funk.
... shit.