I deserve to be beaten, spit on, and raped. I deserve all of it. I am useless, worthless, trash, ugly, dumb, and stupid. I deserve to have my body dismembered and thrown in the fucking trash because that’s what I am, trash. Everyone hates me. No one will ever love me, ever. I’m not worthy of even the devils “love”. My mom should have aborted me or left me in the fucking sewer with the rats. I am the scum under the devils foot. The lowest of the absolute low. I am NOTHING.