The last couple of months I've developed horrible health anxiety that finally went away for a few weeks, but now it's back. This time I'm so so so scared of what could happen in the future, like what if in a few years I have a terminal illness or what if I have one when I have a husband and kids? I'd be so devastated. I know that most people will live long lives but my anxiety always makes me doubt everything so much and think that I'm doomed. I've been having such horrible panic attacks over this. I'm just so scared.