I just feel so useless. My parents try to hide there disappointment but they aren't good liars. I'm shit at everything. Even the things I enjoy I always suck at it. Painting? Horrible. Gaming? First to die. I'm just always almost good enough. Almost. I feel like I'm stuck on second place. I'm always just a backup or plan B. I understand why though. I won't ever be good enough. I am worthless