So my depression is something I can normally handle and yeah every day is a fight but lately I've been losing this fight, there is so much stress in my life from where I live to trying to be that support even though I cant carry it all anymore. I'm trying to decompress by exercising though I don't want to I try music and gaming and nothing works hell even sleep doesn't make it any better anymore, I'm trying to fight this off but I lost my battle last week when I tried to make my sugars drop(because I'm a type2 diabetic) I'm trying to stay strong for the people I love but idk that it's going to do much good because it feels like it's only a matter of when it will happen just don't know what to do anymore