I have this question that I’m not sure anyone can really answer but I was wondering why certain symptoms aren’t really the same with animals as people. 

My apathy is one of my biggest symptoms. I don’t have any friends really and my boyfriend is the only person I spend time with, not even family. So I was wondering how people I see every single day I can feel little emotion towards, yet when I see dogs I lose my mind with excitement! I loooove dogs and love my dog more than myself obviously but I love her more than anyone besides my boyfriend. 

I know loving dogs is a very common thing for “normal” people but I was just curious as to why I don’t feel apathy with dogs as well as people. 

I still feel other symptoms like intense rage and splitting on her (she is a rescue and very aggressive so it can be very overwhelming when she has a bad day and tries to attack something/someone) where I just feel like I need a break so I just go in another room and calm down. But then once I am done splitting I am back to loving her almost as a FP. 

Does anyone know why this is? 

It’s not only her too I loooove all dogs so much