So I (24f) found out that my boyfriend and baby’s father (24m) had been cheating on me again with the same person he cheated on me while I was pregnant with our son and I’m just so upset with myself more then anything because I knew he’d done it once and I chose to forgive him and try to move in from the situation but he just doesn’t seem to care about our son or me since he once again did the same thing I also found out that the baby his side piece miscarried was his and that was his reasoning as to why he kept her in his life because he felt bad that she lost the baby he hasn’t even apologized for any of his actions and I want to leave him but my car is in the shop and my job just cut my hours so I’m financially not able to just leave sometimes I want to just go to sleep and never wake up but then I think about my little and my family so I just suck it up I’m just afraid one day I might actually do something