Today is my sister in laws wedding. My husband is in the wedding. Our 5 year old with severe autism is not but he is going to the wedding.

I woke up crying today and vomited because my anxiety was so high. So I'm sitting at home with our cat and watching YouTube. I feel like a complete asshole but even with Ativan there was no way I'd be able to handle the huge social gathering.

My husband was completely cool with it but I feel like I may be upsetting his family.