"'F33.2 – major depressive disorder,' my old friend. A medical condition. “My depression” never was and never will be my fault.
By some miracle, it finally sank in. This wasn’t ever going to be something I could just “get over.” I must treat it with the same diligence as any physical condition I was born with – because they are no different.

"My depression is in absolutely no way, shape, or form of my own doing.
It wasn’t a lack of “willpower.” It wasn’t “weakness” or “laziness.” It was a medical condition requiring medical assistance. Period."

https://themighty.com/2021/01/depression-missed-medication-feeling-well/