I am about 30 yrs. No friends or anyone who actually understand or listen, or I just dont want to bother other. I even don't know what is there to talk. So suffocating. I feel tired most of the time. I wanted many things in my life, but I don't have energy to pursue my goal, no confidence at all. An unknown fear always haunted me. I completed my education many years ago but I feel that I know nothing, all my years gone in vain. Life become to heavy to carry.So
So, I have all the free time in the world to do nothing, to be alone, to be addicted in bad things. I don't know that I am in depression or not. Life is just so confusing.