First of all I'm sorry for my bad grammar. I'm 17F, my best friend is 16F. We live next to each other, so we knew each other for a long time. But only in 2020 September we became friends. We felt instant connection. I always woke up with her goodmorning text and went to sleep with goodnight so it was like very close relationship. Of course in this time we had some conflicts but it was about random, meaningless stuff. So, until this year everything was kind of alright. In April she got a new boyfriend, her classmate. She said she would never date a classmate because she had that experience and it was not worth it. When she told me about her new boyfriend I was mad, because she literally lied to me, and I just felt strange things, idk how to explain. We had a conflict about this later in April, but we talked it out, we decided my reaction was like this because I'm struggling with my romantic relationship, but that's a long story. Then in May she said she's struggling with some things, we had plans to go to a hike (school event) together and she said she doesn't know if she'll go because she feels shitty and has some problems, and I understood that. But the biggest conflict occurred when I asked her again after few days will we go together and she replied that she doesn't know because her other friend, and boyfriend and I want to hike with her. And then I lost my shit, because we had this deal to walk together like few months ago and now she's saying that she doesn't fucking know who will she go with??? We didn't talked for like 10 days, that's like a long time for us. I felt very bad during that time. She always was on the back of my mind. I felt a lot of pain. Then I wrote her an apology (mostly when conflict occured in the end I was the one who apologied). She said that she just needs more space, we shouldn't talk every day and etc. I'm clingy person I need all these things like talking every day and etc. but I agreed with her, because I love her as a friend so much. Things happened, and I got my nose broken in the end of May. I texted her every detail, because for me it's a big thing, there's police involved and there's some much happening. But she doesn't seem to be interested at all. All these times I texted her first. And now she started to ignore me or she replays few words when I text her. I see her having good time with her new friends, her new boyfriend (she changed a lot when she started to see him), I think she doesn't need me. She never asked me how my nose is. I feel like she just doesn't care. I think I care too much about people who doesn't give shit about me. I have to hide all this pain again, it's just so hard, but I love her, I never had a friend like her... she's awesome, but... help me, what should I do