Stopping citalopram (celexa) UPDATE

Link to last post: https://www.reddit.com/r/depression/comments/r0kv8a/stopping_citalopram_celexa/?utm_source=share&amp;utm_medium=ios_app&amp;utm_name=iossmf

It’s been just over a week since I dropped from 20mg to 10mg straight away and here’s a few things I notice, enjoyment of busting a nut has quite literally doubled, dopamine responses in general have gotten much better. 

Mornings are noticeably more difficult to get through with the lack of serotonin, feeling irritable and nauseous before work. Due to this I don’t think I’m able to stop citalopram for pure chemical reasons, the lack of serotonin my brain produces is not enough to make me suicidal straight away again but I think over time it would get harder to cope with

God, why can’t I be happy AND enjoy busting nuts? 

I know it’s still early days since dropping the dose but I have to work and It makes it ten times for difficult feeling like I’m about to throw up beforehand