I don't have any idea about what I'm to do, about my hobbies, passions and so on. I feel like I'm losing my passion and love for things... I found a new therapist (my third) but now she said she can't help me. All this changes with new therapists is not helpful at all. I feel like they leave me, like in my original trauma history where people left. All my life I've always experienced being left by others.

So I found recently a therapist that does emdr and I'm going there... But I feel lost like every year bc everything keeps repeating and repeating.

I don't know if it's laziness, I just have a lot of ideas in my mind abt things I could do but I can't reach them.

Any suggestions?