I'm falling apart honestly. It's been three days and I've never worked 9 hour shifts before and it is a HUGE difference. I've also never worked in a warehouse and it's killing me. I'm doing picking and packing but we're expected to make no errors and I can't stop worrying about making errors.. which kinda makes me more prone to making errors. They told me not to worry about it, especially since it's my first week, and i'm actually under average for errors which is good! So that's kind of already settling itself. But I sort of needed to rant about it. 

What it really boils down to is I don't have time to decompress. I go in at 6am, meaning I have to leave at 5:20 am and I have to get up at 4:50 am in the morning to get ready. I don't get home till 4-4:30 pm and I have to get my stuff ready for the next day plus chores, litter box because cats, feeding them, and other crap and by the time I get done it's 7-8 and I only have 2-3 hours before I have to go to sleep. I don't have enough time to relax. I barely have enough time to even really spend time with my boyfriend, and I live with him. It's really killing me and i'm already not sure if i'm going to keep it up. 

How do I handle this? Does anyone have any advice? I had a panic attack and an anxiety attack within a few hours of each other my second day in the damn parking lot. I keep crying and it's only making things worse because I feel like a baby. 

I want to mention I'm also 20. This is my first job like this, since before this i've been doing fast food and dog boarding. Idk. I guess I just need tips to try and get used to it and lower my anxiety regarding it, or where to go from here.