borderlinepersonalitydisorder.
bpd.
so many things make sense now.
liberation, relief-
to know that i am not lying to myself
to know that this is not all in my head
the knowledge that there is a reason
for the tight wound ball of barriers and emotion
buried deep in my heavy head.
pure fear and desperation-
there is no cure.
no real approved treatment.
“how do we fix this?”
“we don’t. you cope.”
what now?