No matter how hard I try to keep going I don't think I can make it anymore. I try to reach out to parents and they do nothing about it. My dad thinks my medication is useless, my mom doesn't understand how bad it truly feels. I love them and don't want to hurt my family,friends,pets etc. Iv lost interest in everything I used to love, my self harm has become even worse with me doing it eve day now. I feel like nobody will ever be interested in me and I'll end up dying alone or just with someone who only wants me for my body.