I don't have a support system, so please don't tell me to lean on others. Or a family. I have one friend and he treats me like crap and absolutely will not help me
I can't go to the hospital because I have pets to take care of and I can't afford to board them and yes I have looked into charity

Therapy makes me feel worse and so does other people saying it sucks just for them to tell their own story

I don't even know why I'm sad or what would make me not sad anymore