Rn I'm in the hospital because I tried to kill myself I don't want to die just the pain to end 5hours ago I took about 9 pills of some type of drugs then my parents came in just had my stomach pump out or something but now I lie here in the hospital about 20 stitches in my arm and on some sort of breathing machine I don't know what to do I think I'm just gonna go jump of a dam near my house flat on the ground bam no more pain because I feel like there is no other cure than death