I believe I have been misdiagnosed. I am in no way trying to self-diagnose. But with extensive research after an entire year of medication after medication (mood stabilizers, anti-depressants and more) nothing is helping me. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder last year in July. But it never sat right with me. I do not go through periods of mania or depression lasting for days on end. My mood changes depending on what is going on around me. It can turn around at the drop of a hat. I am quit sensitive to family conflict and have no real friendships anymore because I cut them off frequently. After reading into borderline personality disorder, this sounds exactly like me, through and through. I have also experienced trauma through physical abuse. I found out that borderline personality disorder is not treatable with medication. So this also makes sense after me being on so many different medications you think would work. If anyone in this group has experienced anything similar and has any advice I would appreciate it. Mental health resources are extremely limited in my area. I reach out to my family often, but I feel like they honestly don't take me seriously anymore. I feel like my time is limited. I want to die every single day... I'm barely hanging on at this point.