So today I went out with a few friends and while talking I said something wrong. My friend later told me I shouldn't have that and I profusely apologized and she was cool with it. We had zero problems later and everyone had a lot of fun. 

Upon reaching home I texted her sorry once more and she said oh don't worry about it I'm happy you apologised just be careful from now on. I'm glad she was so chill about it and I know we're close enough to call each other out on their mistakes but now i literally can't stop thinking about it.

I'm usually very careful about not doing/saying the wrong thing but now it's eating me up. I've started thinking about how maybe I should distance myself from people and that these friends might just be temporary and I will start fresh again. I absolutely hate this maybe I should just stop talking so much