I(F24) have PCOS and a pituitary tumor. I'm literally gaining weight even by drinking water. My hair is falling out like crazy(maybe bcz of the meds) and now I have hirsutism too. These imbalances are making my life hell. I don't find the energy to do anything that I used to love before. There are some days I can't even get up from bed. I can't even look at myself in the mirror. I feel hideous. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I'm not living my life. And the people around me don't understand how hard it is for me to live this way. I told my doctor in my last visit. He literally brushed it off as if it's nothing. I don't know the last time I have had a good sleep. At this point, all I can think is about killing myself. And how peaceful it would be.