i’ve just been thinking a lot about my own self destructive tendencies and realized that i’ve never really classes my own personal drug use as such. i regularly smoke weed and do pills, but i don’t really have a problem with either and i don’t do them recklessly. so i’m just looking for others’ input i guess. is all drug use self-destructive? or what makes it self-destructive do you think? and is it different as a borderline than it would be for someone who’s not?