\*\*\*Does it make you dumb? Does it stunt your growth? Does it make you look old? Does it shorten life?  
I am a 15 \[F\] yo,1,73cm , and for two years and half I've been having depression. \*\*\*  


At first, there were not really any reasons, but this year I have been really overthinking and crying for some things. I also cannot sleep. And I came to the decision that I must move on as soon as possible and be adequate.  
 I struggle over the fact that depression affects our bodies and brains and I wondered if it had affected me with the things I mentioned above and marked in a bright text. Maybe this sounds naive or inadequate, but if I don't make sure I know, then I will stay with my worries.  


 I started crying from myself back then, but it was surprising, so I tried several times again. This sounds pretty stupid and what person on Earth would try to cry, well I did not know what depression was, and my "ability" to cry turned worse with each year. This does not mean I urge myself anymore. It was a short period of time I did back then. My problem is overthinking