So I was doing well. Like really really well. My relationships with friends and family have been good, great even, and I thought it was better. So I met this guy online and we started talking and I though, you know what? I'm ready to date again. I feel good, stable, and all that nonsense. 

So we decided to go for coffee this morning, and I went. He didn't show up. No text, no warning, nothing. I sat there for an HOUR by myself waiting to see if he'd come in. But he didn't.

This is why I don't date and this is why I don't open up like that because people just always leave me. I feel myself slipping back into the anger and paranoid thoughts about my relationships with people. All it took was that one thing. How do I stop it? 