Since my ex left me 7 months ago everything in my life has been falling apart, I haven't found a job, I have lost friends, nothing in life makes me feel alive anymore, still miss my ex and can't stop imagining her with another guy. I feel so death inside that no matter how many times my parents and friends tell me that they love me, I feel nothing, that I don't want to be better, because I'm just a bother to anyone that comes into my life. 

I'm also seeing a therapist but I'm not getting better... and she said that she would prepare the papers for a psychiatric center if I don't get better. I just want to dissapear completely.