I feel so low to the point I'm scared of myself. But no matter how hard I try, I just can't succeed in letting other people know. Not friends, not family and not even my therapist. It's like I put on a mask I don't even want and no one takes me seriously because of it. When I write down how I feel or try to explain they dismiss it or don't believe me because they've never 'seen' me that bad.

I'm sad and frustrated. Just need to let it out somewhere. I kust wish someone would see it.