I’ve been diagnosed with bpd a year ago but i’ve had symptoms for 3 years. every relationship that i’ve been in it’s always felt like obsession until i got with my current boyfriend. at first all i felt was obsession but then as time went by i developed different feelings and im 99.9% sure it’s love. i’ve never felt like this before and it’s consuming me. im not sure what to do because the feeling is overwhelming but it’s definitely not the same as obsession, i can control it, it’s not like when i have an fp and can’t control my actions. i feel like i could spend the rest of my life with him and im so thankful for him. in a lot of my past relationships i’ve been abused but this one is so different. he takes care of me through my episode, cooks for me, etc. he’s held me through such a long episode where i just cried and cried and begged for my disorder to go away. i know that he genuinely loves me so much and i think i found a life partner. im not really sure what i want to get out of this post but i don’t really have anyone to tell.