i’m not diagnosed with bpd but i have like chronic adhd and other things and i was gonna talk to my doctor on how to go down the diagnosis route (i’m a minor still) but like my head hurts so bad i think i hyperfixated on this one person and they’re super cool. like they are so cool. we’ve been taking like basically 24/7 and i’ve only hung out with them and i’ve really only have talked to them besides my family and we haven’t spoken at all today and it’s so bad lol. i feel so bad. i dont know if it’s normal to have like a favorite person to talk to, and when i use the term favorite person idk if it’s like a bpd type or like a adhd hyperfixation type. i don’t really the difference.  i feel like it is so exhausting to even be friends with me, much rather be in a situationship with me but i’m so selfish i don’t wanna stop talking to them. i did so much stuff today so i could ignore us not talking and ugh. literally we hung out yesterday it was so fun i was literally like euphoric it was so fun and today it was just so shit. i don’t wanna be annoying by texting them like 30 times. sob i really just want to stop this attachment i have to them. is there a way to stop feeling this way? or acting this way? any suggestions could help please :) 

LOL sorry if this isn’t like bpd related really it’s kinda just me ranting sorry