Borderline 

In my time I've come to find...
I don't quite have a normal sane mind... E'ry day a roller coaster ride...
Wavering constantly between love and suicide... I didn't ask anyone for this diagnosis... but I've lived most my life with this piece of psychosis...
My emotions run deep my moods often swing... several times a day I'm crying at the silliest things...
Sometimes my anger can be as loud as my voice... I've grown used to apologizing for this unavoidable choice...
My friendships run deep but they're probably brief... I often lose touch over any percieved grief...
And then probably my least favorite piece of this affliction... is sometimes I take risks that often look like addiction...
It all boils down to shit from my youth...darkness and harshness that has shaped all my truths...
Struggling so long to try and understand... why sometimes my life has gotten so out of hand... 
The good news is now I know this beasts name... and my attitude towards it will never be the same...
I took the first step of a healing path... I'll work hard to avoid it's lingering wrath...
Thank you for listening to my rants my friends dear... if it wasn't for you I possibly wouldn't be here... 

I love you 
