I am 25 years old collage student. I am studying applied physics in one of the best universities. I ve needed to graduate at 23 but my psychological problems didn't let me to go classes and study. Every person around me is very successfull(cousins,siblings,other relatives..) but I am not and I am still not ready to start a life. I live with my mother and I do what she says because I have no power to say not to her. I feel hopeless about my life and future. I feel worthless. There is even more but I feel too self conscious to talk about.. I hate everything about me and feel like it is too late for me to have my own life..