I really hate that I have to be dependent on my parents for money, especially considering I blame them for A LOT of my issues. I also don't feel functional enough to even work part time right now. I feel so fucking directionless and stuck and like I'm going nowhere and absolutely hate it. I'm 25 and feel like I should have my issues at least a bit more sorted out by now, but I really don't. I absolutely hate this feeling though and I feel like my progress is still moving obnoxiously slow despite seeing 2 different therapists once a week. I wish I was at least somewhat financially idependent instead of entirely financially dependent on people I blame for causing many of my issues.

Does anyone have any advice?