Yes i have bpd and i godamn hate how emotionally about everything it gets me 
I cannot think straight anymore, im getting behind all my assignments i get worse at my work due to the fact that i can just not think anymore, nothing brings me joy anymore, im always so done and tired i can not do chores and i live alone and i am just so fucking alone, i moved alone to a different country no knowing the language 5 years ago and i still cant get it right, i can defenetly not go back to my family bc im in this situation bc of them.
I seriously do not see any reason to live for i was awake the whole night trying to sleep and i could just cry my whole bed is wet from tears.
Im sorry yall i can just really not take its anymore therapy does not really helps neither
I want this suffering to end and i want this life ti end so badly