Hey I just wanna see if someone can relate to me.
second year student 
during the first semester I was going to uni but never studied then stopped goin towards the end I did the exams got a 7/20 
Then second semester came I went for the first 3-4 weeks then never went back my final exams are takin place rn and I didn’t go to any I’ll score 0 everywhere I don’t even have anything to study with I don’t know anyone here.
My dad is gone, and my mom left me 4 years ago. Even if they were here it would be the same tho cause I am at a point where nothing matters anymore. Nothing matters I don’t care. I am not scared of consequences. I stay in my room all day my average screen time is 16 hours a day. The only good thing about me is I go 4 times a week to the gym and eat very healthy ( no added sugar/salt nothing fried no sweets/chocolate). But now this week I ate less than the usual and didn’t go to the gym I feel worse. 
I literally don’t talk with anyone on my phone or irl. 

I feel like I am the human representation of filler episodes in animes.

Is someone here on the same boat as mine?