Over the past few months all of my feelings have diminished. 

I can't feel anything now. Not love, happiness, joy, sadness, pleasure, interest, or motivation. I can't feel music and watching my favorite tv show is like a chore because it does not make me feel anything. 

In the last few days I have also developed apathy, and it makes everything much harder. I don't feel like a human anymore. 

Can the emotions come back and the apathy go away? 

i don't want to use medication.