My parents are religious, but I don't believe in the church anymore. Mid November I attempted scuicide and when they asked me why, I told them that it was the religion thing and that it was eating me up inside

I thought they would understand, and they say they don't care about it, but they still make me go. Before when I would go to church it would just be meh since no one knew. But now I get angry and sad at church. If they don't care about it, why the hell do they make me go!?