It's been a year since I'm making more than enough to support myself and the family including my parents and older sister ( yes I'm the youngest ). I have been paying for everything like rent and other expenses like bills, food and stuff. But my mom always makes faces when she asks for something extra and I say no. It's not like they have given me anything I wanted when I was younger. I remember asking for a new laptop and they kept postponing it for another 6 months until I was making enough to not need them anymore.

Life has been so stressful. Even though I'm 21 and I have a pretty good income for my age, I feel like I got lucky and it won't last long enough so I'm trying to save as much as possible but all they do is call me cheap for not giving them a luxurious life they wished to have all their life. 

At this point I've been thinking about ending my life for almost 2 years now. Whenever I think that this is just temporary and at the end of the day they are my parents and I should be loosening up a little they give me another reason to cut them off my life.