i am getting bullied at school because i am fat, i weigh less then almost everyone i know but still get picked on about it, as of recently i have been sucking in my gut to appear less fat. also i made a stupid decision in school now everyone knows and i am also being picked on about that as well, (i would not like to say what i did).

i also feel as if no one is being honest with me, my reasoning of this is because my class has a group chat that i didn't know about, and i would assume that they purposely excluded me in it.

i have also actively heard people mocking and bulling me, although i am fat i have stopped eating a lot  i eat little or nothing at school, i have held back on eating carbohydrates and sugar, also i sometimes make jokes about myself to entertain my friend's and they most of the time take it too far, i don't blame them for it tho because i have made mental changes on myself recently too fast for my friend's to pick it up.

however i am grateful that i am not at a girl and boy school, some might say this is sexist but let me explain, most of the bullying i receive comes from girl's and they would bully me more often then the boys, and in a small way some of the boys in sport support me giving a go but at the same time mock my lack in sport capability.

i don't really know how to handle it, i have been exercising hoping it will help as a way of coping but i am afraid of my dad and brother bullying me for exercising and they have before, one time at my grandma's my dad made a joke about how i am on a diet because i didn't get extra chips after i am done.

my mum is kind and supportive about it tho so that is good, if anyone can relate or help on coping how my dad and my brother bully me please say something.