I just got my BPD diagnosis this last week.  I had high hopes that now that I knew the issue, it could be fixed! I wanted to know more about this illness. ...The research online... the thing s people say.... I don’t think I want to do this. I don’t think I can do this. 

What if nothing ever helps? What if I always hurt the ones I want to love the most? The anxiety is killing me. 

I could really use some success stories or anything positive right now... 