Today i realized i screwed up one of the questions in a job interview on Thursday. Sent the interviewer an email saying thanks and saying the answer I gave was inaccurate, explained why and tried to fix it. ☹ I know I won't get the job though, because I'm a fucking failure. Can't do anything right. Had to quit my last job at a group home for ppl w developmental disabilities cuz a client hated me and started hitting me and they wouldn't transfer me to a new house. I just can't see myself getting a job anytime soon. I'm socially awkward and suck at interviews. I've been thinking of killing myself if I can't get one by a certain point, so I won't be a financial burden on my family I could drive for doordash, but I hate driving. And eventually in a couple years I'd turn 26 and need insurance. I just feel stuck. I wouldn't qualify for disability, probably too high functioning. I feel screwed