I’m 21, and haven’t had any “friends” or romantic relationships since high school. My social circle is limited to me, and I suddenly have someone in my life and it’s freaking me out. One minute they’re the most perfect person and I want nothing more than to make them happy, and the next I’m an emotionless robot who tries to end the relationship. I’ve also been frequently getting frustrated and angry and I’m trying so hard not to let it out on this person or anyone else, but rather than speaking to them about it, I ignore them. I don’t know how to communicate effectively and I’m not sure what to do. I don’t think I can have relationships and I should let him go for his own good, but I also don’t want to give up just yet.