I'm 21 male and I'm going onba date with a 37 male. We hanged out and he invited me to see the new Batman movie with him.It wasn't a dat3 but to see if we did want to go in a date.On the car ride home he said I can ask him to go on a date whenever.I asked if he wanted to go bowling and he said yes... 

Thing is I'm afraid I might mess it up

Texting him today I asked "when was his last date", and ehy it didn't work out.And I feel like I'm Texting too much. Sent him about 15 texts today. I'm paranoid 

Some of the voices are telling me to calm down and just be myself while others are telling me in being to pushy and needy. I told him if I'm asking to much qustions to let me know if I'm bothering him.He told me he'll tell me if I overstep.

I had schizophrenia since I was 6.I won't say I like him alot but I vibe with him.

How do I stop over thinking or am I?