Just wanted to let that out I guess. I really liked her, and acted in a way that was really lame... Just sending her long paragraphs and stuff. I wish I hadn't done that, and we could be friends with reasonable boundaries. I really wish I had her now, because our mutual friend is very sick, and I'm worried about her. I wish we could be there for each other, whatever that means. To be honest, I haven't done many of these social normal people things...ever. I've been isolated for years and years. That's all I guess, I just miss her.