Does anyone else feel like they can never be a fully functioning member of society?

I don't think I'll ever be able to have a proper job, shower everyday, be a parent etc

I'm not even 22 and I've burned myself out and I'm just about to graduate with a law degree

I'll spend the rest of my life managing my bpd 

I wasn't made to have a full time job, maybe a part time job? Just running a bookshop or something

Having a day off between each day to manage

Spend time reading, baking, knitting etc


Sorry if this doesn't make sense