do you ever feel guilty for feeling lonely or alone even though you have a whole loving family, and caring friends? like i know this and i am grateful i have such nice people who care about me, but i cant help but feel like this isnt sufficient enough for me to actually feel loved. and i feel as if every person that care for me and i care for back, never really understands me. leading me to think that i dont really feel like i belong anywhere and that im actually just alone the whole time, with the delusion of being surrounded by the warmth of such people. i dont know man, i feel as if i can never actually be myself with anyone. atleast just yet? but who knows, maybe im just really hungry and greedy for more love.  
i hope i worded my feelings right for you to understand.

anyone else feeling like this?