Obviously I have BPD but I've also had limerence for the same guy for...what for it... 13 years. Yes, you read that right. 

We've been NC for 9. 9 YEARS. I'm also suspicious that this person might be my FP regardless of no contact. 

I know how insane this sounds but please fucking help me. From my last post you can clearly see I'm married but he isnt my FP which I consider a good thing.

Maybe I should just commit myself to a hospital for the rest of my life. 

If there is a God, I pray he helps me. 

P.S. if you dont know what limerence is, google that shit. 

