i don't have many people in my life and after my ex (previous fp) broke up with me, it's just been me and my boys (2 rats), who are like my kids. they help me through so much but lots of people have said it's silly how much i rely on them to be happy. but they're truly the only "people" who make me 100% happy to be around, i'm very introverted and hate the majority of people so i mostly do rely on them, especially during breakdowns. i think the reason why a real person isn't my fp (besides having little people in my life) is cause all of my previous fp's have left me and i know my boys would never leave me, it's kinda sad thinking about it. i just wanna know if this is stupid or has anyone else had this??