I(23f)see no point in living anymore.I’ve been depressed for almost 8 years.Nothing is gonna get better anymore.Have no life whatsoever,distanced myself from people 3-4 years ago cause couldn’t bare keeping myself together and being present for people.Even if I get social again it wouldn’t matter anymore.Even when I’m social at rare occasions inside I feel extremely miserable.I would never go back to a normal mindset and never be happy being alive and living in this world would never be okay for me.I can’t stand it anymore