I’ve been diagnosed with BPD but before I was properly diagnosed my GP had me on anti depressants, and I’m not dissing them, but anti depressants have just took away the depression part where I’m almost non-empathic, but I’ll feel euphoria and rage as my two main emotions.. But when I stop taking the anti depressants for a few days I feel proper sadness over things, I’m overly sensitive again and obviously the suicidal thoughts creep back in.. I don’t know if I should be on a mood stabilizer instead, but I’m scared to go on them because I don’t know the side effects or how I will manage if I’m just chilled and not bursting with energy.. has anyone had a similar situation to this? Or is anyone out there on both?? i know some people completely disagree with meds but I would be severe with BPD, I have a healthy diet and I exercise and I work. I’m 24 and only started the “journey of medication” recently but I know the antidepressants are taking away the sensitive side of me and I love that side too..