Hi! I’m just here to talk about my problems because no one else seems to care, or actually talk to me seriously with no mocking, no “same”, no bs.
I’ve been struggling with worries, multiple worries. Everyday.
I know what causes these, but I cant change them.
Its just… something you just cannot do.
Crying is great.
Although people say crying is useless, crying makes me feel so much better.
Around 2 nights ago, I felt lonely.
Very lonely.
Not in the “I need someone to love me way”, I mean the “I need someone to give me a warm hug.” cause I dont want to worry anyone about my problems, but I want someone to know and help me.
Its so hard trusting strangers in the internet to talk to you, do they really care? What do I do if they know me? What if they do this and that?
Very lonely I felt.
I need a breath. A walk. I need peace.
But what can I do?
I cant go outside. I dont work. School, as much as I love learning, has become less of a knowledge empire and more of a… grades empire.
An assignment kingdom.
A deadline sea.
My family pressures me.
My assignment tab pressures me lol.
I just dont wanna use resources to live anymore, since Im a useless living being anyway.

I dont want to live anymore, I just want to be free.

Now the about myself, I guess someone will come accross this.
I hate doing new things but love the concept of learning these new things.

Rather a bookworm rather than an outgoing fella.
But I do have friends I’m okay with.

Im careless and incompetent.
Thank you for reading.