Diagnosed with major depression, generalised anxiety disorder a few years back. On regular meds. I'm in medical school, the workload is crushing, and the place is generally toxic. Was going to marry the love of my life, drove him away. He is better off, honestly. Tried almost everything to feel nothing, lost out on so much time. In crushing student debt. I don't want to live anymore. I wish someone would just kill me already, like run me over or something. Nothing I do helps. So I sleep, eat, work, repeat. My grades r shit, I feel like shit. I don't think it ever gets better.