(19) currently on a gap year. Have to go back to uni in 8 months. I’m really worried about it as i’m still trying to find who i am and my first year experience at uni was really bad (partially due to lockdown). I think i’m mainly worried about the social aspect. I’m worried about not making friends and not getting invited to parties, etc (i actually love socialising when not anxious). 
idk how to deal with these feelings