I'm gonna be honest, I'm pretty drunk. But does anyone else ever feel like everyone you know would be better off without you?

Not as in if you died, but if they just never even met you?

Sometimes you just think, if I could turn back the clock to the moment this person met me and made it so that we never crossed paths, this person would be better off?

Does anyone else feel that? The desire to change it so that you never met him/her/them? 

Gag, I shouldn't post when I'm drunk. But does anyone else feel that way?