Sorry if this turns out long I’ll try keep it short. Me and this friend have been mates for like 15 years. We were pretty close and met up a lot, then she went to uni 2 years ago and we’ve been growing apart. She stopped messaging as much (fair enough she’s busy and got new mates) but whenever I message she reads it and rarely replies now, which I don’t understand because when I meet up with her she’s constantly Snapchatting her uni mates and I have to keep telling her that I’m there in person lol (I don’t have social media apart from this and stay off my phone when I meet with friends because I wanna see them). She’s said before that my anxiety and ocd is kinda annoying, and the other day I opened up to her about my binge eating disorder and she literally said “lol weight loss is a bitch” ! She says she’s always there for me if I need to talk yet she says stuff like that or just ignores my messages. I got so angry I blocked her so we couldn’t contact eachother, and I’ve actually been far more stable since doing that, I’m wondering if it’s time to end the friendship? The few times we have met up recently (distanced because of covid) she just went on her phone or spoke over the top of me. When I try to tell someone a story ive already told her she takes over and tells it for me, never lets me get a word in edgeways! She knows about my severe misophonia too and she eats loudly slapping her lips I have to keep reminding her it triggers my anxiety and she gets pissed off, so I avoid food with her. Ahh sorry for the big rant but all this has been growing in my mind I needed to tell someone that might actually understand. Cuz I want to end the friendship but at the same time my head tells me I’m being so unfair and horrible but I’ve tried being nice and supportive and always messaging to ask how she is and messaging first. But I don’t get the same treatment back. Please someone tell me I’m not crazy lol