Do you take responsibility for getting schizophrenia, and if so, what did you do to cause it?

I'd play with ideas that I could cure schizophrenia by the power of suggestion, that just having a determined will to cure my schizophrnenia, I could do it. Like I could manifest it away through the power of suggestion, part of this I explored the notion that I was responsible for it. Like I caused my schizophrenia through lustful and or depressed thoughts. Any thoughts on this approach?