My existence is a burden to others. I always worry when asking people for help because I feel like I'm too much and I'm being a burden. Sometimes I don't ask questions just so I wouldn't burden them for being so dumb and stupid. I even wanted to cut the word 'burden' on my thighs. Some told me that I'm too exhausting and too overwhelming. I think they would be better off without me. Why should I even live if I'm just a damn burden. I'm not good enough to not become a burden.