I’m so tired all the time. I never have any energy when I get home. I try to talk to the people closest to me but I just can’t seem to connect anymore. I feel like I’m just a burden to most of these people. I had my best friend ignore me all night last night but she was obviously on her phone because she was opening our group chat and posting on Facebook. I’m worried that I’m a burden to her and now she is backing off. I’m not even sure what I did but it’s the little things like this that get to me. There is no consistency in my life anymore and it’s just thrown me for a loop. I’m trying to create my own pattern, like going to the gym and doing a hobby at night but it’s like my brain stops me every time and I end up just laying in my bed watching Netflix. Fuck will someone please let me be their burden? I promise I’ll make it up to you by giving you endless amount of attention. I just only ask for that in return. 