My ex who also has BPD recently reached out to me and we met up and they opened the door to a fwb situation. I don't really like them, and I didn't like the relationship we had. But I'm very very lonely, so I vaguely accepted. Basically I just feel like every relationship I am in is out of severe loneliness and not actual attraction or interest. Which sucks. Sorry I just don't have therapy until tuesday and needed to tell someone. 