I know that nobody here is an expert or a psychiatrist by any means, however, I've been having intense anxiety attacks recently. I can't seem to calm down easily, I've had multiple intrusive thoughts, intense mood swings &amp; suicidal ideations. It's all kept me awake for the past 2 days &amp; I feel like absolute crap. 

I wanted to know though, is there any anxiety meds that anyone takes, &amp; what they're called? Do they work at all? How effective are they? I'm a quiet borderline &amp; only have traits of the disorder. The intense emotions are what's doing me in &amp; my existence feels futile at this point. Please, any good answers would really help me during my next talk with my psychiatrist. I've never considered medication until now due to how intense &amp; overwhelming these emotions are. I'll be asking the psychiatrist for any recommended meds to help me with this, thanks in advance!