So basically, I obsessively wonder with whoever I have ever been with if they’re “the one”.  I look up successful, non-toxic relationships constantly to compare it to my own, I make sure we are astrologically compatible over and over again even though I already know the answer, I often question my love for anyone I have been with and if I can love in the first place.. I felt fucking crazy, completely off my rocker. Until I got on Snapchat this morning and saw an article about OCD in relationships, now I don’t have OCD but this describes my behavior to a fucking T ! ! ! I am filled with so much relief and happiness typing this. I am in love. It’s not perfect, it changes and shifts as all relationships do but I am happy. I am so incredibly happy and thankful that I am not alone and what I was experiencing is real and validated. Sometimes I can’t tell whats real, often I spend most of my life in my head but to have it named and to have other people go through this. I am speechless. Maybe some of you can relate, maybe some of you can’t.. but I feel this huge rejuvenation internally knowing I can do something about this.