My mental health has been bad lately and I got a lot of things on my mind right now that have been bothering me like school and my girlfriend and how lonely and anxious I feel, I’m writing this in the morning and my parents are just randomly arguing right before I have a game today about an hour away. My coach is hard on me and I’m always making mistakes in the game and he aggressively talks to me when I do something wrong, I’m not the best player on my team and I joined cause I wanted to get better and then at the same moment my mental health started to get bad.

Should I keep continuing to play even though the thought my parents are going to get mad at me for spending 800 dollars on the fee to play? It’s un refundable, and I just want to lift the weight of going to practice while sad off my shoulders and focus on school and my mental health, but I want to keep playing and get better.