I go to college out of state and am home for the holidays. I went to urgent care for stomach problems probably from meds and also mentioned my suicidal ideation just to see whether I needed to be hospitalized. The dr said I didn’t but had me make an emergency appointment with my psychiatrist. I’ve been on so many meds and he told me that I shouldn’t go back to college until Im better. I want to go back and my home ain’t exactly the best environment for my mental health. I think he may be right but I’ll see what my psych thinks. If so what do I do? Ask professors for distance work? I don’t want to quit and give up on life and I know I’m strong enough to keep going no matter how painful.