
i hate myself and my life. i dont what i want to do for my future. i dont want to slave for warehouses all my life thats not life at all. i rap and make music, but i cant depend on that, and i doubt i will  be successful in that area

then on top of that im still a virgin, that only had one relationship but it was in 7th-8th grade but i dont count that because we was young and it long time ago. i dont know what to talk about with women, and dont know what to say. i have no flirting skills no nothing. i hate on other couples, even my friends relationship. i hate when they bring up their girlfriends and tell me stories. i hate myself and dont want to be me.

every girl i always approach say they always have a boyfriend. and mind you i wasnt going for “10s”. i approach 3 girls i thought was cute ans they say they all had boyfriends. it might be over for me.. while my friends have no trouble getting girls or a relationship. soon they outta one they back in another like the next week. while i got no girls in years.