I’m tired of explaining this over and over, but my life feels devoid of everything positive, I end up feeling jealous of others seeing them be happy while I rot away by myself.

It’s starting to put strains on my relationships, seeing friends make other friends so easily and always go for them over me, seeing them fall in love and bond with each other. It’s such an irrational feeling.

I want to meet new people, to live my life, to experience new things. I want someone I like, I want a relationship, and it’s so awkward, because I don’t have a shortage of people interested in me, I’ve become too good at faking happiness but in the end no one makes me feel anything.

Is there anything I can do?