I have no idea how she found me but I made a new IG a week or two ago and she somehow found my account and blocked me when I was about to block her account. I feel like she’s keeping tabs on me with her blocking me. She’s spread my personal information online and to a lot of people in real life, including strangers, out of malice and hatred for me. She liked making a spectacle out of me and others. I absolutely hate her so much. 

I will never be able to forgive her for being one of the worst experience in my life. She was abusive to me and other people with mental illnesses such as bipolar disorder, depression, anxiety, etc. She would use people like us to prop herself as “the better person” whenever she would parade our issues around other people, showcasing us like if we were freaks or something. It fucking hurt knowing this years later that she betrayed my trust to an extreme. 

She hates me because she wants to always one up me and I have no idea why she has a huge insecurity towards me. She had a narcissistic meltdown when I ended the friendship and I blocked her everywhere. I don’t know what to do. I feel like I can’t breathe now that she can find me in new places. I feel like she’s going to message me on New Years to tell me what a huge piece of shit I am like she’s done before when I cut off contact with her prior. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want my emotions to get too extreme. Please help. What do I do?