I’ve never experienced this and I didn’t even think it was possible.

This night I dreamed about jumping off my building by my own will.

Nothing special you may say, and it is true, if you don’t know that in my dream I impacted on the ground, and I was able to feel the impact with great detail (I didn’t know this was possible, I’ve always assumed people just wake up mid-fall). Then I just started running away, that’s all that I remember.

I know it’s because I want to kill myself, and that the fact that I survived the fall could mean that I think so low of myself that I wouldn’t even be capable of committing suicide.

I just wanted to know from you if this can be something to worry, if it happened to you, or if it’s just a dream like the others, for someone in my situation.
Thank you so much