Vent: I am 19 years old, and it feels like my life is already over. I can barely leave my house. I'm forever exhausted and lonely. I stay up until very late and cry because of what I've become. I'm stuck watching everyone else progress in life while I just exist. It hurts, a lot. I don't know if it's depression, I have scheduled a psychiatrist appointment in about 2 weeks because I can't take this anymore. I've been like that for 2 years now. I need urgent help.