I'm a teen just suffering everyday. People have made my life so difficult and everyday I'm reminded of that by seeing them and just existing. They said they would stay and cared, but left me. Everyday is the same, nothing excites me anymore. No days are happy. One took away some of my friends and my happiness. Another one told me they cared and just left afterwards leaving me with so much extra luggage full of pain and sadness. I don't want to live, but don't want to die. I want to see a therapist, but don't want to ask my parents.