I’ve been considering it with someone I love very dearly, but I know myself well enough to know that the jealousy would make me feel awful. I do also know that I turn to sex for validation, so it would be easier to have an open relationship in that regard. I am afraid to lose this relationship, and my anxiety has been building up the more we lean towards ending things. I’ve been through every emotion the past two weeks and I find myself on both ends of the spectrum, of wanting this and not wanting it. I don’t know if I’m capable of being in a relationship with someone so far away and not feeling like ripping my skin off from feeling my emotions towards them so strongly. I know this is something I need to figure out on my own, but I was hoping someone could share some experiences! Thank you in advance, and I’m sending you love!