Does anyone who has PTSD/CPTSD feel this? I was fine, happy, kind and totally on top of things before all the abuse, neglect, abandonment and traumatic experiences. I resent the fact that I can't overcome it by just leaving it behind like I thought I would. I'm stuck with this and feel like every day it's the trauma winning against me. It's not fair...it's not me who should feel wrong, it's them. It's hard to be labeled with a disorder when it's not you that caused it, it's all you went through.