i dont have any hobbies, no real friends, nothing im good at, too bad socially(maybe SA) to get a job, get bad grades, dont have motivation for anything, and all i do everyday is sit in my room, watching yt on my bad pc. i barely have anything to do and im so fcking bored, my pc cant run anything, and i have suicidal thoughts almost everyday. i want to tell someone but i cant, cuz i dont wanna sound cringy and they probably wouldnt believe me, im so worthless. i want a job, but i dont want to talk to people. i want to jump out of my window, but what if i survive it? at school i get bullied, but the teachers think the bully is my friend so they dont do anything about it. and there are gonna be like 5 tests in 2 weeks, and i havent studied at all, so that doesnt really help. i feel like everyone would have a better life if im just not here.