So my fears of abandonment are strong in a relationship to say the least. And working in Business I know pre-nups aren't always bad, in fact could protect you, your partner and kids. 

Despite acknowledging how realistic and practical they are, I CANNOT separate my emotions from it. How am I supposed to pretend everything is fine and share my emotions, trust deeply, share my body and get pregnant, have a baby with someone who thinks I'm a gold digger? I wouldn't even feel happy carrying their child, or would even feel like they'd support me post pregnancy, I'd have to run back to work because I can't depend on their money nor can I put my career on hold. Will they support me if I'm terminally ill? 

I know my first instinct is going to be interpreting it as a lack of trust, commitment and love. Its going to be deeply emotionally damaging and I doubt, even if I do see a couples therapist, I'd ever be completely over the bitterness/resentment that may stem from this. Also the constant fear of just when they'll leave me.

I could NEVER trust my S/O again if they ever asked me to sign one. Yes I'm realising how naive this is, but seriously just the thought of it is so repulsive and I've spent the entirety if today just sobbing over an imaginary Pre-nup. 

What are everybody's thoughts on getting a Pre-nup? How do you deal with it? 
Please be kind x