For context, I'm from the UK, I have a Japanese mother and a British father, and I feel like I have no home. We moved from London to Australia, and I've been here for about 11 years, but it feels like I'll never be welcome, or happy here. Ever since I moved, I lost the ability to just be happy, or talk to people, and worst still, I lost my Japanese passport because I had to get an Australian citizenship to study without paying a stupid amount of money each semester so I can have a future. I just feel hopeless, and my dependency on alcohol has only grown to the point that I'm writing this. I'm sick of feeing isolated, but I know it won't get any better, and that my heart will never sit right knowing that my birth-right has been taken from me, and that my birth-home will never feel right again.  


I just want to feel welcome again.