For the last 6 or so years, the world has been out to get me. I feel watched daily, I can't hold online conversations as they too are in on it, life has become hell in such short time. The world and maybe even you are out to destroy me and manipulate me, I can't be outside too much during the day, since so many people are wearing their clothes with designs and colors to attack me psychologically. Life has become a constant psychological battle, day in and out.