I just want this pain and suffering to stop. I cant give anymore. She keeps saying i need you to give more. I cant give anymore. Im at my end. My blank stare says everything. How much i am a failure and loser as a guy. How i try so hard only for everyone to get upset at me. Im always the odd one wherever i go. Im scared of committing but theres no way out. I just want to be normal lik everyone else. Keep going through this hell or give up. Im so fucking confused.