I'm so tired of people!

Everytime I interact with people some kind of automated machine goes on inside of me. I loose my personality, I'm focusing 100% on the outside, my self dissociates. I do what others want. My only concern is portraying a certain image. It's so fucking exhausting. I keep doing things that I don't want to do. I just want to be alone!!!

I just want to update my WhatsApp status to "phone broken" or something. And then just being left alone. Idk. Maybe I will do it.