I don't know why but I absolutely fucking hate the idea of people worrying about me and not telling me or telling me unwarranted advice like they know what's best for me. For one moment, I just need people to shut up and let ***me*** think for ***myself***. Half the time, I don't even know how I'm feeling because everyone keeps telling me things or trying to pressure me into things that I doubt everything.

I appreciate their concern and their caring, I really do, but I need them to back away or I'm going to lose it. Don't tell me I'm not eating enough when I already told you that I'm on a new medication that suppresses my appetite. I'm eating when I want and I'm eating enough. Don't groan when I tell you that I'm on a new medication because you don't think I need one or "I don't like how your psychiatrist just keeps giving you things." No shit, it's a trial and error process and I really think my psych listens to me. He's never prescribed any medications without asking me, and I never feel pressured to say yes. So stop fucking thinking that you know better than a medically trained profession.

I just need people to leave me alone emotionally if not a full-stop. It's too overwhelming and frustrating.