    I have been experiencing something I can best describe as an eating disorder but with sleep. Despite my bodies pleas to rest my brain calls me lazy and makes me stay up late most of the time I don’t even do useful or important activities. During school it wasn’t so bad. I stayed up usually until 1 and drew or caught up with school work. 
    Now it’s worse. Sometimes I don’t get more than four hours (thankfully not often). But my brain likes to hold me against that. Somehow saying I don’t deserve sleep.
      Maybe it’s a form of self punishment or feeling don’t deserve basic things, it’s super annoying. 
       If anyone has a similar issue, Hi I just want to make sure I’m not alone.
        I know this is a very minor issue compared to other mental illness people have, but I just am tired (lol) of feeling alone