My whole life, whether I'm just talking about work or especially when I try to share how I really feel and what I'm going through, it all falls on deaf ears. Therapists, teachers, coworkers, supposed family and supposed friends. Every time I feel this hope that I'm heard I suddenly come to realize I'm talking to a brick wall. No one really cares. I'm just talking to myself. I found myself saying less and less. Now I just don't bother to say anything at all. I just keep my head down and go through another day, hopeless but comfortable. I just don't care anymore.