So for me when I get hypomanic I always get the sense that I am able to form and change my mood the way I want.

during the mania its easy to convince myself I am all knowing and omnipotent, It feels like I can force my mind to feel superior and live the way I want to. Also the sense of being able to accomplish anything is strong


Of course this is all delusion/psychosis and is also shorty followed by hopelessness/loneliness.

Can anyone relate?