I've been so anxious and frustrated and exhausted. And my PTSD has been getting me very triggered. I just want a break. Someone tested positive for COVID-19 at work and there are at least a couple more people who were exposed so I'm really hoping I'm going to get it since I was frequently in the 2 rooms that got shut down. I guess I didn't have direct exposure though. I currently have chills, headache, muscle aches, and fatigue but I guess that might be from a flu shot so I don't even qualify for testing. I just want to get COVID-19 at this point so I can just quarantine for a while and not have to deal with life.