I hate life, hate living, every day I wake with no energy and no will no to move further in life, it has beatin me down again and again, all I do is work, I have friends but never stop feeling lonely, the one thing that keeps me tethered to this reality is my cat who is currently screaming outside my door, I don't care though, I haven't cared about much in a long time, I think I've had enough of this world, maybe someone reading this will be able to be stronger than me, but I think I've had enough, I just don't know what to do and there only seems to be one compact sized way out, I'm lost