Sometimes I think about someone from my past (old fp) and I will start to desperately miss him, romanticizing everything, having a whole mental breakdown about it, crying, re-reading old texts, feeling embarrassed and eventually planning the ‘’apology’’ text I want to send him for re connecting. and then I’ll suddenly remember ‘’wait. but I don’t even want this person back in my life.’’ and after this realization I’ll move on with my day till it happen again. wtf