does anyone else feel like they’re losing control ... like their body doesnt belong to them, like they’re just.. watching themselves move and they can’t stop anything?? does anyone else like see insects crawling or hear really distinct voices (like different voices, internal but Not onces you’ve heard) and think like .. ‘if i hurt myself, i’m real’ or like ‘if i hurt myself someone will see im real and want to help/want to stay around’