hey everyone,
i kinda have dating issues &amp; don‘t know if I should pursue further.
I know this guy for a long time &amp; two years ago we got closer but I ended it bc I got scared.
(I got bpd &amp; avpd)
Now we‘re hanging out more &amp; from his side there are special feelings involved.
My problem is that when I‘m without him I miss him &amp; want to be together with him, etc but when I‘m with him I switch between wanting him &amp; not being interested. 
On one hand I‘m super happy &amp; never want to leave &amp; the next second I want to go home &amp; never see him anymore.
Any tips on what I should do? I like him but I‘m still not sure. Bc sometimes the feelings are really strong &amp; then they vanish completely