I haven’t done anything bad recently but I just have this feeling that everyone fucking hates me and just wants me to disappear. I canceled a hair appointment with my boyfriends mom because I had something come up with school and it’s like the second time I’ve rescheduled and the message was left on read and I think she’s hates me now and my boyfriend hates me and everyone around me secretely hates my guts. I put my phone on airplane mode because I’m so afraid. Why do I feel like this all the time? Everyone tells me I’m weird and emotional so I feel like I’m inherently unlovable and flawed and diseased. Fuck.