Does anyone else feel like they aren’t worth a friendship? I don’t necessarily think I’m a bad friend, but if they’re going to abandon me, then why waste their time? Usually when I meet a new potential friend, instead  of trying to get closer, I’ll convince myself that I’m annoying/not worth their time/etc. and that I should isolate myself. I have one close friend (that I feel like will eventually get sick of me) but that’s all. It gets quite lonely but I feel like I’m not worth anything better.