I went to my psychiatrist yesterday and she said that I was doing so well, and that if I wanted to I didn't have to come back and see her. I suppose a normal reaction would be to feel super happy / accomplished but I just feel weird. She said I could see a gp if I felt the need (I've never been to a gp without wanting to cry afterwards lol)  What if I get sick again? What if I'm not creative anymore? Did I just make the whole thing up? Was I fine this whole time?
I said I would come back for one last session (I'm such a cling on omg) why. Any advice? I'm sorry if this comes across as humble brag it really isn't. It's like I was so comfortable with being sick, like after five years I've come around to the idea and then all of a sudden I'm okay again.