I am excited and hopeful my life will start to get better now with treatment. I was prescribed with a mood stabilizer and other stuff, so i hope those will help a bit. I am also going to dbt therapy. 

I attempted two weeks ago suicide by hanging. I was stopped right in the middle and i am glad i did not get any damage from it.
 I was going thru an ”episode” and  i felt hopeless, because i knew i wasn’t just depressed and i felt like the help i got for my ”depression” was not helping me. Now i know what i have (bpd) and that there is hope.