Today I broke up with my boyfriend of 9 months who is also my FP. He can't talk to me much due to school and work as well as us being long-distance. I understand that he can't tend to me and give me attention all of the time, but he only talked to me 4 or 5 times a week for maybe a half-hour to an hour and it's been like this for about 6 weeks. I had a breakdown this morning and broke up with him. In the heat of the moment both of our anger issues came out and we said some heated things. I've never felt so broken down in my life, out of my many partners in life he's always been there for me, loved me and did everything he could to make me smile even if he was having a bad day. I can't take back what I said now but I don't know what to do now. Everything revolved around him now I can barely eat or get out of bed without everything feeling wrong and sad.