For those of you who’ve done that, how do you decide to go and what to go for when you’re depressed and/or have an unstable identity and goals/likes? 

(kind of venting ahead, feel free to ignore and just answer the initial question.) I have a list of things I might be interested in, but my entire identity and likes and dislikes changes about once or twice a year, so something I’m completely obsessed with right now I could literally hate in a few months from now. That combined with the whole suicidal depression thing, I feel like it would be a huge waste since I’d end up thousands of dollars in debt and/or homeless since I doubt I’d be able to pay rent, and it would all be for nothing since I’ll either be too depressed and anxious to do anything after (if I could even make it through school) or I’d just end up dead during or right after, especially since I literally can’t handle any amount of stress or failure. 