i’m lonely as fuck. I feel left out. and I’m having a hard time being around friends right now. I’m not happy, and I literally physically cannot hide it and pretend I am. 

just, what’s the point

on the bright side though, I just reached one year of being clean from self harm, and i’ve never made it that far. i think I will go to the store tomorrow and by myself three stuffed animal dogs, all the same kind. they will be brothers

i need to think of names though for my boys