I got fired from my job bc my boss moved and I still don't have a car. Most jobs aren't within radius of me and I have no transportation except walking little will to work no will to be alive. I am way too tired to keep my old ways up walking, biking and grinding to tears. I just sit around rotting hidden away I want to have more in life truly but it seems so distant and not worth it even impossible. 

Idk what the point in complaining is I should accept my fate and swallow these tears bc many others have and many others will. I'm stuck and have nowhere to run or hide only to sit here on the verge of implosion.