
I had the most perfect, loving husband. He loved me unconditionally for who I was. 

And I took him for granted. I cheated. 

Approaching one year since he found out and asked for a divorce and it’s not getting any easier. I feel so miserable and alone and there isn’t a moment that goes by each day that I don’t think about the pain I caused. I’m overwhelmed with regret. 

I want to rewind time and take it all back. But I know I can’t. The damage is done and I’ll have to live with these mistakes forever. I just want to die but I’m a coward. I can’t do it. Does it ever get easier? Will I ever find peace? Or is this my fate for the rest of my days? I just can’t take it anymore.