I’ve had a lot of unhealthy behaviors that kinda correlate with those that people experience when they have BPD. I’ve had tons of favorite/fixated people throughout my life that really goes back longer than I can remember. I’ve gotten worse and worse at regulating any type of relationship with people, since my rejection sensitivity gets really bad sometimes. I’ve got instability, insecurity, and impaired relationships, not to mention pretty intense feelings, and it’s just a lot to deal with until you kinda come to the realization that a lot of these are symptomatic of something like BPD. I’m hoping to make some friends here maybe, it would be really nice to find some people who relate with me, because I’ve tried a lot on many Online platforms where the experiences have been very negative, because I’m not really saying we’re the victims, but there’s definitely a lot of people who treat us as the villains when just a little bit of understanding goes a long way. Anyways, with that being said, I hope this message finds anyone who sees this doing well, and I would love to talk with some people, the Anonymous thing is just an aesthetic, I’m Male/18 looking for anyone who wants to talk, the small triumph is me joining this Subreddit and hopefully making some friends, by the way, and kinda coming to terms with the fact that I might have BPD, hopefully that’s not a misuse of the flair, and if it is, hopefully it can be excused.