
I find it hard that she thinks I am "such an amazing and perfect person" when I definitely am not and I feel very under pressure to try and live up to this expectation.

Whenever anything happens that makes me seem like a not so perfect person it is a huge problem and she becomes very confrontational and intimidating making me seem like a really bad person and I don't know how to react to this. 

I love this girl and want to have a good relationship with her. I want to understand her and support her but it's so hard when she gaslights me into thinking I've done something wrong and makes me feel guilty. 

She is currently really upset because she feels that she shows me more love than I show back to her, which is definitely true as she shows her love so much, but if I were to show it that much I would be so drained of energy.

I just want this relationship to work.