Recently I've decided to move in with my best friends little sister. We both need somewhere to live and a trustworthy roommate. Shes a good person, I've got a bunch of people vouching for us as a good combination for roommates. No red flags, we mesh really well, and shes cool with me doing the apartment search and so on to find somewhere that meets our needs since it helps me.

However, today I'm having an episode, and I cant tell if the desire to move with her is a crazy impulse decision or not. We would be in the new place within two months from now, as her current lease is up June 10th. That being said, the only reason I'm hesitating is the time crunch. Theres also my inconsistent work history, and being scared my job wont want me for whatever inconceivable reason that I cant see. (The inconsistent work history is 90% completely out of my control)

I want to move because I want to live in a place I can be myself, and right now I am paying bills to my very conservative mother who regularly denies my sexuality and partners. She restricts me (threatening me with kicking me out if I dont play by her rules)and constantly talks to me like i can just stop being emotional one day, and has absolutely no concept of the fact that the list of disorders I have is very real and disabling. She thinks christianity and eating organic can solve my bpd. Among a list of other things. So it's important for me to get out. 

I'm just scared of leaving too soon and having to jump right back into her nest again because something doesnt work out. 

Should I continue and go forward with the moving process? The only thing stopping me is the time, and some minor financial stuff, to reiterate. 

Thank you for reading all of this, let me know if I should have put it somewhere else