I have never shared this to anyone and it is ridiculous that I am sharing this to people who I don't even know. I have mentioned that my parents are one of the reasons why I am still here but I have seen and realized things today that I may very much reconsider ending it all. 

My parents-esp my mom thinks she's fucking perfect. She's so in denial of her own shortcomings. To wake her up from this bs, I am planning to kill myself. My suicide will be a lesson to her-to them. 

Today was fucking terrible, you know? I have seen some shit that makes me fucking puke. My cousin scammed me, all he knows is to talk shit and I am a fucking idiot to fall for that. I'm sorry if I'm not making any sense, I am just livid at what had happened today.