It’s so crazy that I never noticed the number of guys I’d idolized and then subsequently pushed away was so much that my current fp is scared I’d do the same to him😭. I just find it so funny that I only left all those people because I thought they were going to leave me and now it’s almost weirdly reassuring to know that we kind of have the same fear ??
We both don’t want to lose each other and it feels a lot better to know I’m not the only one on edge all the time, is that horrible of me to feel that way ?