So often I feel like I just wanna cry for hours and hours. Like right now I haven't felt this down and depressed in a long time. Also it's the first day in a while I haven't smoked any weed. But whether I smoke weed or not, I almost never cry. It fucking sucks cuz I wanna cry so much. The tears just never come. I feel like I'm on the edge all the time. Like I have conversations with myself about why my day is so shitty and I start randomly cursing at no one. I'm so frustrated and idk why it just feels like I'll never be alright it's making me so tired of life