I just feel like every time I work somewhere, at first I am having quite good relationships with colleagues, but as time goes, they start to feel that "weird something" in me and withdraw (even avoid me). It progresses to them making fun of me.
I don't have any obvious conflicts, I do not gossip, I do the work I am given. I have quiet BPD so I am quite meek and quiet, but that's not really a reason to act this way towards me right? I know I can't get along with everyone, but it happens every time I work somewhere.

My psychiatrist said that most of his patients with BPD say that they never feel like they fit in at work. I am not quite comfortable with my job occupation so I am planning to quit in max year, but I am not sure if it will be different somewhere else. I don't want to give myself false hope.

Did you ever manage to fit it at your workplace? How did you do it? Was it thanks to long term effort, or did you just clicked with your coworkers? 

Details: I work at school (teacher's aid) Most of my colleagues are 10 + years older. I have BPD, anxiety, depression, social phobia, eating disorder and PTSD. It truly feels like I will never be able to even pretend that I am normal.