Going through the whole... Am I Manic or even bipolar phase. 

It's been awhile since I've taken my meds. I'm right awful at remembering them at the best of times, no matter what I do. 

But I feel good. No issues. From what I can recall over the past few weeks with no meds. 

Sometimes I really do wonder if I'm Bipolar 🧐, like .. what if I'm not and taking the meds actually make my emotions worse, I'm rarely a explosive person, but sometimes I feel when I take my meds (Lithium) my emotions are more irrational 🤷🏻‍♀️. 

Tbh idk anymore lol 😅 I'm just thinking "out loud" here.