I’ve pretty much been a punching bag to my for 12 years and then I go into work or public and I’m nice to people. I don’t want to run around being bitter and sour and I like to make other people happy. Im not so much of a pushover but just a positive person. I’ve been getting really discouraged with society lately and I don’t want to change. Sometimes people think I’m fake so I just shut down. Anyway, just a rant.