That's it. I "fell in love" while being manic. But bro...she obviously was this angel god sent me to show me what I am capabale of and how beautiful life is lmao...

But even tho I had a short depressive crash we kept talking and went out together. I got to know her more over time. And guess what....I feel like I might fall in love for real this time. 

While I am super happy and frenzied about it (didn't felt like being in love for years on end prior) I am somewhat scared. Do I really feel this way? Do I really like her? Is me being all frenizeid and pumped just the butterflies in the stomach or am I just getting hypo now? I can't tell. My sleep rythm tells me I am hypo. But I actually WANT to believe those are true feelings...

We already came pretty close and I already talked to her about it. She knows I have bipolar and I already told her that I don't know if I fell for her yet or if it is just my bipolar acting up. She has been pretty chill about it. "Time will tell" was her simple answer and she didn't push me or anything. This obviously made me even more interested. 

How to tell? What should I do ? I feel like I am looking for dating advice lol. But I thought you guys may relate and maybe someone of you has good advice for me :)