i 18f my boyfriend 28m i have lived with him for a year now, but i'm not allowed out without him and i'm not allowed to go to college nor work, he's amazing though he takes care of all my needs does everything for me etc but i'm really struggling being left alone for hours on end whilst he's working so i really want to go back to college but he's saying a straight no. What do i even do in this situation ?

i cant live without this man and no one will ever ever come close to being nearly as good as this man i'm just struggling being away from him so i wanna distract myself with college ! also i'd really like to do hair n beauty !