hey guys i need some opinions of people with  some of things that has been going on with me that i think might be anxiety related. im hoping that someone in here may be able to help point me in a direction. im diagnosed with depression and ADHD i intend to go to my appointment on the 26th and maybe see if i can get a second opinion on a diagnosis.  I have been on multiple types of adhd meds none of them really worked to well as a adult so i was changing meds a couple times. I finally gave up on meds due to how expensive they were. But i started going to college in 2015. I was having a bit of trouble focusing so I decided to seek treatment again. Up until this point i was against anything narcotic. To be honest i still was but my doctor wanted me to try adderall. I voiced my concerns. But was reassured that it was okay because this is what she gives to her patients and it works well with them. So reluctantly i tried it. Within a week i began having symptoms sort of like parkinsons. My arms, legs, and head started to shake. Almost like i was seizureing but i was completely conscious. Er doctors didnt know much of what to say until a head doctor came in and said that they have seen patients have this reaction to adderall. And seeing how that was the only change I stopped taking it. Unfortunately the tremors didnt stop. I was off work for two months no pay mind you. I stopped going to the doctor that prescribed me the meds because she did believe me that this was the cause. I finally got the tremors under control with certain meds. They kinda worked i started havnt issues of tremoring when i would feeling paniced mostly in stressful situations. Meds didnt stop the “stress tremoring” best i can call it. Eventually i found my own fix for it in those situations. I started cbd drops when I began tremoring and they would stop. Fast forward to now i no longer take the cbd. But i still go into panic attacks. Mostly get them when im feeling overwhelmed such as kids and adults being loud to much audio stimuli from tv,computer, kids together. Frustrations and aggression when things go wrong from dropping a drink to dropping my keys that kind of thing. I for the sake of my kids and wife began therapy and meds wellbutrin and stratera. The therapist is thinking that my flight or fight response is always heightened all the time and that could be from things in my past and such. Meaning my past trauma with my brother holding his hands around my throat in a locked room. Among other trauma.

Now i was wondering if anyone else had had some similar issues after taking adderall. If you did how did you treat it. Honestly anything will help. When i have these outbursts i feel extremely bad after i come down. I begin to cry and profusely apologize. My wife understands but the kids don’t at this point they are10 and 3

Thank you for atleast reading this if you do