I can‘t fucking believe it. Today I was at the library and all of a sudden I felt soooo calm. I‘m always so stressed. I can‘t even remember the last time I was this relaxed. I was finally able to take my headphones of and just breathe. I‘m literally crying right now. Last time I was even able to cry was 2 fucking years ago. I mean I don‘t feel like amazing amazing, but I feel ok. I finally feel ok… 


Ight I‘m gonna wash my face now haha