This is the first time I'm doing something entirely alone in all of my life. I'm an adult so I'm trying to hype myself up for this. I can't drive so I'm getting an Uber. Which is terrifying in itself, getting in a car for thirty minutes with a complete stranger going to somewhere unknown because I've never been to this place before. It sounds like a recipe for anxiety and disaster, I've already cried twice about it, but this is for my well being and health. I can do this.