Hubby sometimes says things that really hurt and it always puts me in a dark place. I assume it's from where my first husband was emotionally and verbally abusive. 

So it's going to be one of those days for me. If I didn't have to go out today, I'd stay in bed. I've already been crying. I just feel like giving up. No one understands and I'm sick of trying to explain. It's like no one cares. When I'm like this, it's just a terrible day.

BTW, I'm diagnosed as MDD and PTSD. On 3 different mood meds, hoping they will work today. I still stay so depressed, not always crying though, just sad.

I'm 41, severely overweight, so many health problems that are major ones. I just literally don't want to be here anymore. I"m so done with my life right now. My cats always gave me comfort but now they just get on my nerves so badly. I have nothing to be happy for and no reason to be here.