Is anyone else superstitious when under stress? 

I’m house sitting at my grandpas house for his three dogs. He wanted me to stay the night while he was gone. I’ve been here all day, totally fine, but then night fell, and it got eerily quiet. To make things worse, my grandma died in the house just a few months ago. All her trinkets were still around, which previously warmed my heart, but now fill me with an emptiness. The house is on a big plot of land, like a small farm, so passed the porch lights it’s complete darkness except for the faint lights from distant houses. And the dogs bark at everything that moves, so after three barking episodes I go to make sure the doors are locked for the 5th time and i see a shadowy figure in the front doors window, like a person was looking inside, but they were foggy like a ghost. I don’t think it’s a ghost immediately, I know it’s not, but a part of me wondered if it was, and maybe ghosts really were real after all and right now I’m going to be one of those people to have a paranormal experience, and it’s going to end badly, or maybe I’m just going insane, or maybe it’s a serial killer prowling around my house trying to scare me before he runs in to kill me! So I panic, call my boyfriend, but the call is immediately declined and I don’t have cell service. So I start panicking more and start crying. I keep thinking I see shadows moving in the corner of my eye. I look at my grandmas figurines and they feel alive but still, something I’d laugh at normally. So anyway yeah I had a panic attack, (but now I’m seemingly fine).