I was just taking a shower and thinking... Imagine your coworkers find out at the beginning of their shift that you will not be there because you have taken your life. Who will cry? Who will leave work? Who will try to call you and think it's not real. Imagine your mom getting a call while she's shopping for groceries to make dinner, that her daughter was found unresponsive. How she would react. How it would kill part of her. What would she do first? Who will attend my funeral? What would I be wearing? Would my boyfriend quit his job? When will he find my "replacement", when will he get over it? What about my pets? Will they understand? What about my favorite bartender at the pub I go to once a week, will he miss me? What about my high school teachers? 

See, in terms of suicide... I rarely think of the act, but I make up scenarios of how people would react. I think very detailed. Does anyone else do this?