I am several projects behind, a lot of quizzes and tests too, my stepmoms pissed about that. Recently learned some bad things about my actual mom, I really don’t have the motivation to do much but I have to. If I don’t I just get punished, but I’m started to be ok with it now. I kinda want to just sleep, and not wake up. Not kill myself, but just peacefully die. I don’t like the idea of suicide. It’d hurt to many people. I just want a way out

Btw I fucking hate you K12