Every day I want to cry, or scream, and then you're expected to have composure all the time. How do people live like this? Feeling so much and being forced to think and act in-congruently? "It's to give you structure" No!! It doesn't give me structure, it's to keep me distracted from what really matters!! I can't anymore! I wont anymore! Fuck therapy, fuck medication, fuck boundaries, fuck routine, fuck regulation, fuck everything. I am. Deal with it.