These past few days have been some of the worst of my life. I had a panic attack that landed me in the hospital and I have been on the edge of another one ever since. Everyone who cares about me is exhausted trying to help me and I feel like a total piece of garbage. If this lasts for another few days I don’t know how I’m going to handle it. I can’t be alone and I just need someone to talk to really badly right now, so if any of you are up to it I would greatly appreciate it.