Birthday today, 26, still the same place in life I was at when I was 19. Just with a little more pain in some places.

I had my best friend, who I loved, but I pushed her away and I think she did the same. Shit still sucks, still barely managing not to break down every other night. But still surviving. If you read this on the off chance, your the best thing that’s happened to me and I’m sorry.

If it’s anyone else’s birthday today, best of luck too you, it never seems to get easier and the memories of happy times are bitter sweet. But it is what it is.

Hope everyone’s doing alright, Or surviving at the very least