This has been bothering me for a long time. I’m not jealous of other people’s lives or what they have however I find myself envious of people that can set goals and accomplish them.   
I graduated from college by the skin of my teeth. I wasn’t medicated and didn’t know I had adhd at the time. It was literally 4 of the most stressful and intense years of my life but I made it through.   
It seems all of my friends that I’ve graduated with have made plans and followed through with those plans. They set goals for the type of jobs they wanted, which states they wanted to live in and how much they wanted to make and they’ve accomplished them all. I set similar goals and have been extremely stagnant.   
I move from job to job. My current job is the longest job I’ve held. It involves working with people which I enjoy and it also gives me room to clean up my adhd mistakes before any one catches on. However the pay is extremely mediocre and higher pay would really help me but I’m scared to leave because of my experiences with previous jobs.   
I know I should be grateful but when I see someone set goals for themselves  and they follow through despite adversity, it makes me feel down.   
Don’t know if you guys had similar feelings before but just needed to vent and get that out lol