I am diagnosed with MDD and was told to drink anti-depressants because according to the doctor, I need it. But I don't want it. I've read so many side effects come from taking it.  I want to get better by not using this medicine. I told the doctor I prefer to have therapy but she said, I need to take anti depressants so therapy will be more effective. I want to take a second opinion from another doctor but I can't afford it. The price of anti-depressants itself is already a burden to me. 

Do you know where I can get a second opinion for free? Can you share your personal experience when it comes to drinking anti depressants. Thank you! 

P.S.
I was diagnosed by a psychiatrist. Does it make any difference if I was diagnosed by a psychologist instead of a psychiatrist?