This might sound strange but does anyone have problems with their FPs being fictional characters? 
I'm struggling with the same unhealthy cycle I deal with when dealing with real people. 
Say I end up seeing this character really upset or I know that something bad relating to my character is coming, I become rather ill from it, mentally and physically.
I play video games for fun and to escape reality, but things like this make gaming so much darker than it should be. 
Any advice?