As the title suggests. We were playing and everything was just fine. It was just our first session. Then, we're buying our shit. My DM (who I had been friends with for about a year and a half. Had been.) decided to make the shopkeeper a complete prick who sold our party potions that fucked us up. It pissed me off really bad since it was just the beginning, and already we're fucked up. I failed an intimidation check, the DM had me thrown out, so I got even more pissed off and tried to use a spell on the shopkeeper. That didn't work, and he killed me instantly with 100 points of damage. So he's a prick and a demigod.

Yup, I know it's just a silly game in our imagination. It made me really, really mad. I was really looking forward to it, but they wouldn't just let me have fun and play the game and ruined my whole night and my whole life. I told them all to fuck off, told them horrible insults.

Then I went to other friends hoping they would say something nice, but they were mean to me to and I swore at them and told them horrible things. I've lost about 80% of my friends and I'm just bawling and freaking out. I tried to cope with things by going to my other friends, but only like three of them were nice to me, the rest were mean. The only other thing I have planned to cope is drink a bunch of pop, and then go hook up with some guy I met online, have sex and smoke weed. My life is a fucking trainwreck.