I split on my best friend and roommate and I really wish I didn’t. I fuckin love that man, been there for me through everything and I’ve done the same for him but I’m gonna ruin it. Im trying so hard not to act different but my go to response to anything that he says or does is just complete apathy. I know that he can tell something is up but I don’t think he really knows you know? Part of me wants to tell him what’s going on but idk how that would go. Telling a platonic friend they were your FP and that you’re actively splitting on them. This illness is fucking exhausting. Any advice on the situation would be greatly appreciated