I have been realizing that in relationships (dating and friendships) I either am so focused on the person and completely attached and worrying about pleasing them constantly or I’m just withdrawn and barely want to communicate with them. I am dating someone currently right now and that’s what is currently happening. I felt like I couldn’t live without him just the other week and now I’m just mentally not there it seems like. I wish I could just find a happy middle ground. Relationships are just so exhausting to maintain and I always wonder if I’ll ever get to have a healthy one.