Traveled home with my partner. I have horrific anxiety politics are going to come up. Im terrified by the reveal of how bad my family is. My partner knows fully well about this. I’ve told her a million times, she knows my parents and extended family’s political views. This morning she tried to show my sister a SNL video overtly mocking Republicans, right in front of my parents. I panicked and grabbed the phone before she could show her the video. My partner then got made at me. It sent me into an Anxiety attack. And we aren’t even at the relatives house who are the fully trumpers yet