I’m a nice person, I think. I’ve had 2 people tell me I’m mean and one person say they’re scared of me this month. Simply because I get so anxious and angry and I go off. I feel bad I don’t stop raging til a relationship is ruined. A guy told me he really liked me so I flipped out the next day when he texted me less and called him a liar and a manipulator and all that stuff.. turns out his dad had just got diagnosed with heart disease and I couldn’t give him enough space to not scare him off. I don’t want to be like this. I feel bad I don’t want to make people think I’m crazy or have them be scared or me. Reality is I’d never hurt anyone I just overthink so much that I hurt myself.