Talking to people, texting them, snapping, messenger, being anonymous on Tumblr or Twitter. Discord online friends, family, everything.

I can't deal with it anymore. I've not spoken to my mother for months because I'm too tired. I don't miss anyone because I'm better off not going out. I'll be exhausted as soon as I try,  and uni is already taxing enough. I can't afford to talk to mom if I'm going to graduate. I just can't. I want to be left alone, I do not wish to be perceived, and I wish that people would stop messaging me — because I will forget to answer and feel bad about it.

It sucks, but it's only gotten worse since 2 yrs back. Time moves so fast when choking on stress. Soon, I won't have anyone left.