Well, there was this guy. Good looking with a good reputation and shit. Fucked me up really bad. I dropped out of college because i was struggling really bad eith depression and anxiety and kept on making bad decisions. The college time was the most epic time of my life though, i must certainly admit that. And then shit happened and i had to leave. Now I'm in a whole different country. To make it extra worse, now i live with my fam. Not that i hate them or anything. I liked living away from them actually. Maybe because my dad did send a lot of money. Im a spoiled brat. Well, used to be. Things aren't too great now. Im in that place where I've to learn to live a minimal life. Annoying shit. I keep wanting to go back to my ex in a while when I'm horny. Idk if i can call him an ex even lol. Was an asshole but never claimed to love me, in fact, told me he didn't. However, even though boy wasn't interested in my heart or feelings, was reallyyyyyy interested in my body. Kissed me with no emotions or what. Anyway, what does it matter now. I'm moving on from this person. The main issue is me wanting to go to him when I'm horny. Its really difficult to just masturbate it off whenever i feel that way. It gets better after the orgasm though lol. I just gotta push myself there. Blabblaaablaaaaa whateverrrrrr