Hi. I'm a male of 27 years. Currently pursuing a masters in history from a university. Lately, things have gone haywire for me since last two weeks. Problems started after the field trip, when someone commented on me regarding what I am or how am I with the female classmates. Since then, my already tormented mental condition deteriorated. I'm contemplating a plan to end all this suffering once and for all. I'm tired already and I look for a final respite.