I've never had any real life relationships. Met a couple women online, its easier and everything. There's always this honeymoon phase where they praise me and bombard me with affection, and it feels great. But then it crashes when they realize how fucked in the head I am. Or when they imply my dick is all they like about me. I get attached so quickly to them whenever to show the slightest interest, and it fucks me up everytime it ends. I feel so in-tune with that person and then it gets taken away from me in the bat of an eye. I really want to love and be loved in real life, have a partner to live with, but I just can't seem to make it happen. Its so cold in here...