So i feel this dull emptiness and ive been feeling it for months. Its like there’s something bothering me and I don’t know what to do. It’s almost like a homesick feeling mixed with extreme guilt and a sense of doom for no reason. I was so much happier last year- I was 14. I remember doing a bunch of dumb things and I just felt so happy. I felt like the world revolves around me almost. I felt like a magnet and so many people talked to me and crushed on me. Colors were so bright and everything felt energetic. I was hyper. Now I feel dull and like I’m an imposter. I feel like I’m the odd one out. I feel like I’m not worth much, like everyone else is in a world where they’re familiar with everyone and I’m alone in another world that no one is in. Last year I was just so damn confident and I don’t know what happened. Lmao I feel like this is getting no where but sometimes my emotions are so confusing that I have to write them down. I’ve never wrote them in a public space so I wonder if anyone can relate.