I feel so trapped. I’m in a new city without friends and family because I’m attending a school that gave me a scholarship. I’m grateful for the scholarship but I’m so lonely and depressed. I’m too scared to drop out because I don’t have a backup plan, but I’m also suffering in silence. I have suicidal thoughts to make me feel better but I’m too scared to end my life. I simply feel stuck. I feel like a person screaming in a box and nobody can hear me suffering.