You sometimes think you've made out the dark Abyss. 

You've worked so hard just to slightly improve only to end up in the same place where you started. Feeling so exhausted knowing you are placing all your strength, but slowly lossing the fight. It'll catch up again eventually. 

It always return. It always comes back.

I'll keep fighting, but eventually it'll submerge me. 

At least I'll be able to say I put up a fight.