Hey guys i'm a 20M fresh graduate amd struggling to figure out what job is suitable for me. I have diploma in science but after graduating it seems like science isn't for me... Well not because of i have low CGPA but i can't find myself to enjoy the stuff that i learn in university like how i used to do in middle school. It is to complex for me and i'm still surprised how i could get 3.24 with my surface level knowledge from 2 years of studying it. 

I don't have any other talent, i just cant find any passion in me for anything. You could say i'm just a below average person in anything i do. I'm not good at anything. And now i'm struggling to find the job that is right for me to make a living. I've tried coding because i'm bad at interacting with other people but i think there's just too much for me to remember. I don't know if i should start over with a new diploma  or something because i know i can't further my study without any passion for it and i don't think my brain can handle the syllabus anyway...

I'm just tired of being useless. I just wish i'd have more skills especially social skills because all jobs need social skills.  I feel so bad about myself because i dont even talk to my coworkers during my part time job(first time helping at the stall because not enough staff. I work as a delivery boy) earlier today and i just feel like i'm a failure for not talking to them. I just dont know what to say to them... Fuck... Now i'm just venting... Instead of seeking advice... I'm sorry...