I'm not even a horny person. I barely like to talk, let alone talk about sex (so no sexting).

But I like to have a consistent person I see a few times a week to feel less lonely, and plus I like making them feel good sexually, I don't even care about myself cumming. I'm just glad they chose me to make them feel good. 

I love the silence too. I like chilling in silence. 

And then we separate for a few days and repeat it.

It's something I look forward to and idk if I like the person or I like like situation and stable consistent pattern of seeing someone. 

I am trying to get myself to sleep with other people and explore my options, but it's just odd because I'm so used to my FWB and I like what we have. 

I like that we aren't extremely close. We are close at a distance. That's the best I could describe it. I think it's also bc I am young (21F) and I'm still yet to have my glow up and really shine and grow (I plan to make friends in school and get involved with clubs and internships) and I want to keep him there because he was there for me when I was lonely and about to kms (he hit me up right before I was gonna kms) and he made me happy and feel less lonely.