Somewhen here is an anniversary of me being parted with my first FP, after short and intense relations. I feel myself fine. I still remember sense of her skin, of her hairs, I bet you know how it is. I still remember physical symptoms of psychical pressure it caused. but I'm better now. I don't regret and instead I accept and learn. I'm better now, but asking myself if I'm good enough for love again — I can't get an answer.

I would be alone this gloomy sunday. How are you coping with these Big Dates? I can use any suggestion.

Thank you.