I'm feeling so depressed, staying home because of covid restrictions feels miserable.

I haven't got a chance to do the favourite things I want whether it's going outdoors with friends, learning in person and being happy when going anywhere

Online learning in particular is awful especially math and science courses because math and science professors are hesitant and don't see any reason to teach them in person. This is terrible because I'm not learning that much and it's completely ruined my postsecondary experience. I loved learning math and science in person. Most postsecondary places are ignorant for the fact that online learning increases the likelihood of technical difficulties and feelings of loneliness. They are probably aware of these issues but just don't care at all about students mental health.

The news about easing restrictions then reintroducing them just feels like repetitive news. Same thing with news regarding high numbers of people in serious condition with this virus. They decline and then trend upward. The cycle just continues to repeat.

This virus is a dream crusher whether it's job opportunities, going to specific places that are the last on the list to reopen, in person learning and delays with vast majority of things requiring me to send a voice message before calling a specific service etc.

Talking to myself in sadness about this isn't healthy for me so I just have to vent to release all this negative energy. I just feel lonely