I don’t know, it seems like yesterday when everything went down. It’s weird to think it’s been a year because both parts have been so close go me and there’s so much I’ve just moved past on and forgotten. 

She’s dated a couple other guys since me and I’ve just done my own thing. I’ve changed so much this past year and I’m really proud of that. But so much has changed since then with friend dynamics and whatnot that it almost scares me. A lot of people are different now and a lot of people have just moved on. Especially with being a young adult getting ready to leave college and be on my own, it’s scary stuff. I went through a lot besides some breakup and it’s really left a scar on me, with all I’ve been through.

I just left a party early because I just got way too claustrophobic and couldn’t enjoy myself. I feel like I still have to force myself to be happy nowadays and id much rather be alone or drunk out of my mind. 

I’d just like some comfort right now, my friends.