 few years ago, I moved to London to start university.
I also moved to London because I was deeply depressed, big into drugs and partying and I wanted to run away from my problems.
One night, I went out to a club in Mayfair with a friend from halls. There, I met a man who was to become my boyfriend.
What happened after that was a series of unfortunate events.

This man was also big into drugs. He was also big into verbal and physical abuse.

I remained with this man for about two years.

In that time, I was reported missing and had the met police look for me, I attempted to kill myself several times and eventually a court case occurred and my then boyfriend was prosecuted.

Whilst all this was happening, I was struggling with my own shit mental health, addiction and various eating disorders.

I left on the 15th October, 2018.

When I came home, I got sober, got some therapy, and generally got my shit together.
It was then that I wrote music.
‘Take a hit’ describes being in a shit relationship- with a person, with drugs, with yourself- and then leaving that toxic relationship, and the empowerment as a result.

And where am I now? Well. I am doing things that are meaningful and make sense to me. I am sober. I am in an incredibly healthy and honest relationship. I have a far better relationship with my family. I am greatly interested in psychology. I am currently working in the psychiatric sector of the NHS. I am becoming qualified to be a therapist. I model for brands I believe in. I write music, and produce it independently with some incredibly talented people.
I know what it is like to want to die, but now I know what it is like to want to live. And living can be pretty fucking cool.

Do check out ‘Take a hit’. We think it’s a bit of a banger. All about empowerment.

Thanks for taking the time to read this.

https://youtu.be/Ptoj27VKwcs