Does anyone else stay with someone that cheats on them cyclically? My boyfriend of 3 years has consistently cheated on me every 6 months and I keep staying. I live with him 1600 miles from my home. I don’t have any friends besides him. I don’t work, just stay home with our 6 month old. He cheated a few times while I was pregnant and though I have full on breakdowns every time, I just stay. I don’t know why. I honestly can’t stand to even look at him, especially during sex. Looking at his face makes me immediately uncomfortable and not in to it. I feel so gross about myself for staying but I just do it anyway. When he’s not cheating he throws stuff, yells, tears down doors and is all over kind of a piece. Am o addicted to feeling like shit? Is that why I stay?