We were a new couple when the pandemic hit and I thought we would be okay. Or so I thought… I failed to notice that my anxiety/anxious thoughts were making a comeback. And slowly I became increasingly doubtful, worried and most importantly I started to have a hard time vocalizing my wants and needs, and being honest and open. Fast forward to the present, they lost feelings and we gave each other space. I reflected on my past emotions and my current thoughts and realized that the anxiousness slowly and silently came back. And had affected everything from the start of the pandemic to today. I am working on managing it again and I’m working on building myself up again. Unfortunately, I have no idea where to start.