It’s been a year since the break up… I’ve had so many friends tell me he was the abusive one… he was manipulative and controlling… but I can’t get it out of my head him calling me abusive. And now I’m hearing he’s calling me crazy to people… a mutual friend of ours is defending me but it just hurts so much. I don’t get why I can’t get over this already. I know after spending 5 years with someone it takes time… but I just can’t seem to find any patience and just want to move on already…

It’s not like he’s coming back anyway…