(Sry for the bad english :/)
Since i am.a child if been the leat favorite child my sis can choose everything and i have to accept it, my bro can be lazy and game all day( not bad i know but he litteraly never goes outside ) so did i a while ago and i got told to gp outside all the time  now i go outside and suxh and theyre still not okay with that i can do nothing right my siblings can bully me just take my stuff get on my nervs all the time and such but if i even just tell my youmger sis that she should do that cus it helps her in the future i get shoutet at by her and then she just goes nuts on me by screamming and slamming the door but i am the trouble kid because i have ADHS( i think its ADHD in english) so yeah.... they dont like anything i do concerts no events no partys no nothing they hate that i spend my own money cus i should be saving it all up for   no reason  i drink just to turn off "myself/ my thinking" no thouhhts no worries  and yup they found oit they hate it i take meds and if my siblings for example slamm my pc and i yell at them all i get to her is " take ypur meds NOW" . Am also the disapointment of my family and my whole extended family and thats just the family part..... idk if i can say depression cus i am always hyperactive and on the oiside happy so my friends dont treat mw diffrent or such...... its not like i dont want help but am afraid of getting bullied and such   but luckily they have not  umcovered my problems