Yesterday my sister and I got in a fight. She told me I was needy and to leave her alone and to stop talking about my religious stuff.

I told my sister I was leaving but she didn't believe me. She went to have a shower. I went into my room and packed my backpack with clothes and food. Then I left. I felt really good about leaving. I didn't have to deal with her at that moment. Then people started staring at me. I don't know why they were. Someone even asked if I was lost. I was walking with a purpose though. I didn't respond to that. I hate talking.

I walked to a park about 20 minutes away from my house. I fell asleep there. I woke up feeling very out of it. I felt amazing though. Then someone I dont know asked me if I was ok. I said I was. They started asking me more questions and I felt really anxious and I had a shutdown. I couldn't talk or move properly. I had to give them my sisters contact information. I even peed myself. My moods fluctuate a lot. Yesterday  I felt amazing and anxious and upset. My sister is mad at me now because she got in trouble.