I know I'm at the point where I need to rebuild my life. I feel like I have hit rock bottom. I have never felt this low. 

Firstly, I moved back home with my parents at the start of the pandemic. I graduated from college halfway through the pandemic, and then was lucky enough to get a job straight away. Trouble is, the job is completely remote (with no chance of that changing in the near future). And, I hate the job. It's very clear to me that it's not what I want to do with my life. For 3 months now I've had nothing to do at work. Literally nothing. My manager has told me things might pick up in the new year, but I'm not sure what that would look like at this point. 

I don't have any friends nearby. I have a few friends (maybe 5 or 6), but they're all over the place, some in cities far away and others abroad. I am close with my family, and I am grateful for that, but they are often busy and out of the house. I feel like a ghost some days. 

I have never had any kind of romantic relationship. I have never been on a date. I have also never been on holiday or travelled with anyone other than my parents. I am a very anxious person, and I find it really hard to trust other people. I was bullied at school, though that was 10 years ago now. 

I feel like a failure. I feel so lost. I can't believe I'm now 27 and this is what my life looks like. I am at the point of giving up completely. I have been seeing a therapist this year, but I don't think it's helping me. I don't know what else to do.