I have no family. I either had to cut them off because if abuse or because of homophobic/transphobic reasons. I’m 28 and still can’t drive and live paycheck to paycheck at a dead end job of working in a corporate pharmacy. I have a few friends but they all have their own lives living happy. I can’t do this anymore. I have an associates in graphic communications but that doesn’t do jack shit in my area. Moving costs money and I have no car. 

I’m stuck and I just want to be dead. I don’t what to do. Therapy isn’t working nor are meds.