In order to live a happy life, things need to change. I just don’t know what… someone please tell me… I just can’t take this…. 
Repeating the same routine over and over because I just don’t know what I should to with the way that I’m feeling… it would be so peaceful if life just stopped. A broken mess, that’s what I am. Things need to change, life needs to change, I need to change.. just… what am I waiting for….?