

You know what, thats maybe controversial...

But depression is a funny feeling, folks. It leaves you ressentful. Sometjnes, ressentiment is your only truw friend. Thats hella teenage, inst It? Well, fuck it, who cares.

Death is just another day.

I'll pickup my life. I was always the Guy alwqys there for everyone, like, the " ultimate Nice Guy ", right? Now, im fucked.

Had this girl I liked, but im so much in a conyndrum... I dont blame her. And im grateful for the life I had. I dont aprove my own approach here. But its kinda like a shadow work.

I'll pickup ALL my peaces. I have nothing to lose, already shout out like a teeanager in social media.

Now I've got nothing to lose... I Will Join this niilistic society game. I Will won. And, one day, I'll write a book with the name of e eryone i love.

Sorry for bad spelling. Only needed to vent. Feels good to be Alive, today. Death is just another day.

Plus, Reading philosphy, despite the edgy material ( because, younknow, i dont want my words to the world to be about hate, Its Just shadow work, as I mentioned ) helps you have some tranquility.