i hate it, i think i want to break up because i don’t think i love him anymore whenever he’s not with me physically, and then when i hang out with him i can’t get enough of him.. is this a bpd thing? i almost always cancel hanging out because i think i don’t like him anymore and i don’t want to see him but i just try to not tell him and let him come over anyways and i never want to let him go home..