sometimes i feel like i don’t know how to feel emotions , does that make sense? i feel like there’s just this numbness/boredom inside of me and it’s just so insatiable. i feel like there’s just so many emotions i feel at once that they just all cancel out or sometimes i feel sadness or anger or happiness more than i do but it doesn’t even last long. it makes me feel sad and jealous that people are happy and im not.