I enjoy reading manga (romance) time to time and ill get on these binges where ill read all the chapters until current, then and afterward I just feel like my life has no worth. I'm not really outgoing and I struggle to keep conversations. I always feel as people ignore me or pretend I'm not there. Sometime all I ever wish is for the people around me to ask me if I'm ok, but that's never the case. But I just put on my usually façade and pretend that everything is ok and keep going on.