I can’t get myself to eat. Or do anything. Dealing with depression is hard enough, but the stress and anxiety I’m currently dealing with is too much to handle. 

I live with 3 people, and one of my roommates is so hostile and rude. And she’s packed her things and is ready to move out... but hasn’t told any of us she’s moving. At all. The only reason I know she’s moving is because we share a hallway and her items are now packed and in the hallway. Additionally, she has a whiteboard schedule she (used to) have hanging in the hallway, and it said “MOVE!” in big letters on it the other day, before she packed it away.

We don’t know if someone is subleasing. If so... who’s moving in? When are the moving in? *Who* are they? 

Or is she just leaving? She’s still gonna have to pay rent. Is she really gonna pour thousands of dollars into a place over the next few months while also paying for another place? I mean... she can’t not pay rent. Is she gonna be difficult about it? 

Also, why the fuck hasn’t she told any of us she’s moving out? Who does that?

I’m just super anxious. I’m glad she’s leaving because she’s really mean to me, but I have so many questions. Additionally, if someone is moving in, I’ll share a bathroom and wall with them... so I’d like to know. 

She’s not home but one of my roommates is planning on asking her later. We’re all a little awkward and this whole situation is odd and uncomfortable. I have so many questions and I’m struggling to eat because I feel like I’m gonna throw up.