Title says it all. Started feeling creeping sadness a year ago, slipped into depression without realizing and lost everything. Girlfriend, life savings, friends, sense of self, happiness. Can't move somewhere and start a new life or even buy a few things to improve it bc no money. Lost thousands years ago and lost ~8k these past few months just trying to make it back. I'm a former alcoholic but recently traded that addiction for another and would just like off this ride. I think I'm going to run out and buy a gun at the store down the highway after lunch.