That's just about it, I'm just too tired of myself. I wish I was strong like a lot of you are but I'm just too weak to keep going. After some thinking I think I'm finally going towards my end, but I don't feel scared, actually I feel some peace. I'm not gonna do it today there's some things I need to settle first, but I think that's my last month in this place. Good luck everyone I hope the best for you all.