Is this weird schizophrenia. Sometimes i think i dont have it. First i got memory problems then some depression because i couldnt do shit in school because my brain was shit. Then i started to google about schizo and developed hard anxiety. I started to hallucinate some geometric shapes. I had weird hallucinations like some traits. I started to think weird but i was aware that is not true idk how. Doc said that is schizophrenia. When i got that diagnose i was depressed for a long time because anywhere i read smth about it it was so bad. I was scared. But when i read other stories mine is weird. I never have full blown psychosis, like i was aware of delusions. But i had cognitive problems, depression, not hard halucinations i halucinate when was tired, stressed but i halucinate long looking in smth, when is sun strong haha idk why but when is sun strong i halucinate. Its all weird to me because its like 6months after diagnose i feel good i dont have any positive symptoms but i still have cognitive and i dont have depression only anxiety.