i got diagnosed with bpd recently. i’m starting therapy soon but now that my fp knows i have bpd i feel like i can’t do anything without feeling like he only sees me as someone who’s acting a certain way bc of my diagnosis. does that make any sense. like i feel like i’ll react normally to a situation and he’ll still see me getting upset as smth that’s just bc of my diagnosis. idk if this makes any sense at all  idk . but idk what to do bc it’s upsetting to feel constantly judged by someone who i like adore idfk