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Having a really rough time with accepting that my Dad is really gone. He should be here with me. Sitting by a fire, sharing laughs and telling stories.

...but he's gone..

I don't know how to handle this. I'm trying to manage, but with my health issues, compounded with my mental state, it's just getting worse.

I'm trying to find a therapist and get back on meds, but it's taking too long. I haven't had a drink in a week or so due to my health, and it's driving me insane to be sober and face all of this.

I miss him. He isn't coming back...