I’m way too drunk, way too quickly but I guess that’s life.  There’s too much in my life that’s shit. I hate life. Everyone at this party is singing along  to an 80s song. I’m here thinking about how easier it would be if I just left. No one would notice.  No one would care. 
I could just leave this world. No one. Not one person would care. More and more people arrive. I could just leave this world. 


Some of these people class themselves as my friends. I would be fine to just disappear.