i don’t want to go to sleep because i don’t want to wake up and go through another pointless day of the same shit. every day is the same but it keeps getting worse. sometimes it’s less bad but i can’t even get back to 0. no passion anymore, no happiness. i almost just wanna kms so people realize and take me seriously, so people give a shit. but i don’t wanna just end up that guy whose dead now and people mention it once to their friends and my name is in the school newsletter or something. i don’t just wanna be some mental health psa. i don’t wanna have to die for people to get it but it feels like that more and more