From January of 2022 I’ve been experiencing so much negative things, loss of a close friend, Covid, job loss, breakup, complications from Covid loss of motivation, loss of appetite, you name it. I’ve been contemplating suicide but I don’t have the strength to do it, everyday I stay in my room thinking about how I hate life, I used to think things couldn’t possibly get worse and everyday a new situation that’s much worse happens. I had a therapist through my university who I recently booked, she waited until the end of the session to let me know she no longer is working as a therapist anymore. I feel so stuck and don’t know what to do anymore I hate living