this line is by an artist named Mitski. I feel like a forest fire. I binge eat then I get angry, and then I have intense issues with interpersonal relationships. and as self aware as I can be, sometimes I cannot stop myself from self destructing. to be honest with the world, I rather be dead. but they told me I have to live, live in misery. I just want to feel something. have meaningless sex, spend money that I dont have, drive off a clifff. something. I am a forest fire