I’ve been offered a full-time bakery position that starts next week. I’m really nervous and excited at the same time. 

What helps you stay on track? I’ve noticed that having too tight of a routine can be detrimental to me; when all my days start to feel the same I get depressed. Does this happen to anyone else? How do you keep things feeling fresh/prevent this? 

It doesn’t matter how I feel about it anyways, at this point I can’t afford to turn this position down as what I’ve been doing doesn’t pay the bills and I’m going further and further into the negatives each month I stay (working 2-3 jobs at a time, which is also extremely emotionally and physically taxing). 

It all just feels too good to be true and I always fuck these things up. I’m on meds and seeing a therapist for the first time in years so maybe that’ll help. Idk. Any advice/stories/suggestions welcome :)