Suppose I have a free day, a weekend. That day I think what I want to do as a leisure. I start to watch youtube video. And while it plays I start to think whether I enjoy it or not and it makes me anxious. When I decide to read something I start asking myself do I really want to read. And so on.

That's hilarious. I want to know if somebody else have the same problem? 

Essentially I know how to fix it. Just go and do stuff. Let go of fear. I just want to find people with the same problem. If you are that person please tell about your situation.