Idk why, but I started thinking about an old childhood friend of mine who was driving go-carts when we were kids and who always wanted to be a professional race car driver like his older brother. 

Well, I remembered seeing on facebook that he literally has a team now and was going to some event in another country, while I'm sitting here on social media doing nothing and having no talents...

I've always had a inferiority complex towards him the entire time I knew him, and tbh I don't get why he stayed friends with me for almost 10 years, we had almost nothing in common. I think he probably couldn't bring himself to ditch me because he knew I barely even talked to anyone else because I was a social outcast when growing up. I enjoyed the time I spend with him, but for some reason my inferiority complex towards him really had to hit like a fucking truck now...