I recently started my second job as a busser. My friend got me in. I feel like a dead weight and that all the servers feel impatient with me. I do know I'm codependent, I'm just afraid of fucking up and I feel like I have been doing that. They pity me and gave me extra when I know I didn't deserve it on a very slow day. I struggle with socializing and because my friend got me in, I especially feel like I need to do good but I've been so bad. Its getting so bad. I'm feeling scared.
I dont know what to do in this situation.