I am at a real low point, a real low point. the context, ill keep it short; I fucked up my relationships with my two most important people on this planet and I feel as though I'm making all the right moves just a few months too late, I don't see any reason to continue trying &amp; I want to go back to old behaviours and self destruct. I want to so desperately have them both tell me everything is ok and that they love me, but how do I live right now knowing that I might have to go on without either one of them in my corner? any advice, quotes, phrases of courage, anything I will take anything right now so please if you have a thought share it do not overthink let me hear it all, thank you reddit