I am venting here because no one is listening: 

At age 41, on 8/22 I had a massive MI thanks to a clotting disorder my insurance won't cover the medication for.  Since then, my apartment has been full of mold thanks to a leak the apartment complex "couldn't find", my GF of a year broke things off with me because "she can't handle being with   
someone who has so many problems" and "to work on herself", I was informed by HR at my job that I can't use my short-term disability, my PTO is exhausted (thanks to covid on 8/1) and I don't qualify for FMLA and I cannot seem to muster the will to do anything about it.  The medication I need to take for the rest of my life to keep my stents open is all together 5k per month and I am beaten down and ready to give up.