
I have ocd I’m getting help for it but what I also need help with is my schizophrenia. I know I have it but both of my therapists won’t diagnose me with it because and I quote “you’re not psychotic”. He doesn’t want to diagnose me with schizophrenia bc he doesn’t want me to be. So he blames it on my ocd when it has nothing to do with what’s going on. I don’t need help with my ocd if it means I can get actual help with the other thing. I’m fine with being schizo. But I cant get help if they blame my ocd. 
Me seeing/hearing horrid shit does not connect with the strong urge to click a button multiple times a few hours later. I know they can connect with eachother but this isn’t it. If I didn’t mention my ocd they would’ve still tried to say it was just anxiety. I’m not getting taken seriously.