I am going through a really, really tough time right now.  My friend randomly video called me for my birthday, and I was hesitant to answer as I was recently crying.  Against better judgement, he answered.  He was sitting next to his happy girlfriend, smiling ear to ear and immediately looked uncomfortable and taken aback by my appearance.  I really wanted to vent to him, and I prefaced that in the text before the call but you can tell he was uncomfortable.

Then I went into TMI crying mode, and told him I was really depressed and a bunch of stuff.  We ended the call.  It was very awkward.  I texted back apologizing, but he never responded.  I feel so humiliated right now.  I am just not able to interact with anyone normally now.   He has never even seen me cry, and I am just feeling so bad right now.