hi i’m 16 f and yesterday my mom found a lump on her head and she brushed it off but now today she said she’s gonna make an appointment on monday and this is how i know she’s scared. she doesn’t go to the doctor for things she brushes off.

i’m tryna say off google but i’m really scared it’s something bad and i don’t know i don’t wanna lose my mom i’m only 16 i need my mom. she’s 35 this shouldn’t be anything bad right? usually i’ll go to my boyfriend to talk but he’s sleeping right now and not answering so i guess i’m coming to reddit to vent. 

i’m hoping she’s okay for the sake of me and my siblings i’ve always had a fear of losing my mom and now that something like this is happening my anxiety is through the roof. i don’t want her to see my cry or hear me because i don’t wanna scare her but im so scared for her. thanks for listening.