I started getting ready to go with my family and I couldn't find anything to wear and I started to feel so ugly. I saw how my body looked and I just felt terrible in everything I put on. I had to hurry and rush to get in the car but I almost started crying because I told them I didn't want to go anymore. I didn’t even feel like myself I just couldn’t put on a happy/positive face I just felt angry. I kept telling myself to just be happy but nothing was working. Now I'm crying in my room because I just feel so disgusting and they were kind of being rude about me not wanting to go. Does anyone else experience moments like this?