is all psychiatrists solution to sedate their patients or is that just me and bad luck?
like they assume what you’re feeling or going through but don’t really care to ask questions and when you try to explain they jump to the easiest explanation... 

My first (and only) 5150/5250 was because an MD put me on Lithium, Latuda, Zyprexa, Gabapentin and more all at once then stopped all of them no taper down. I was then started on high doses of Fluoxetine then Paxil. This all in under a year. the radical detox from Paxil took tolls on my body and mind and landed me in the psych hospital.
Flash forward to the present after a bad experience now I have PTSD too. I dissociate 10 times more than I used to and way harder than I did before and I used to have anxiety but now I have panic attacks. My BPD symptoms are all through the roof even new ones are surfacing I didn’t exhibit before. My psychiatrist wants to put me on Prazosin for night terrors and sure okay but she’s pushing I start Serroquel and that’s an antipsychotic like lithium and latuda but plus it has major sedative effects. I think she’s convinced i’m psychotic but won’t say they diagnosis for the medication (which... haha is that legal?). I’m telling her it’s just dissociation plus the fear of that feeling on top of it causing I panic... and she’s treating me like i’m a kid and won’t listen to me telling me to take the drugs anyways and see how I feel. I don’t wanna go down that scary road of antipsychotics again where I can’t even function but I feel like she’s shoving it down my throat and not giving me another option like i’ll just have to suffer through all my heightened BPD symptoms plus now PTSD. 
by the way I’m not bipolar or schizo-effective so I don’t know why they’re trying to prescribe antipsychotics... 
also isn’t BPD mainly treated by DBT not drugs anyways? ugh what is she doin’?
these are HEAVY meds they shouldn’t be prescribed so carelessly... and that’s coming from a licensed nurse (aka me)
Please just do your research into what you’re taking they don’t always know what’s best.