When I’m happy, I become careless. I don’t care about the facts, I don’t care about anyone else, I feel like I’m superior to everyone and I hate that.
It’s come to a point where I hate feeling happy. I don’t listen when I’m happy, I try to compete against people when I’m happy to gain superiority, I’m apathetic to people when I’m happy, I brush of negative thoughts when I’m happy.
How do I stop this? How do I think through and grab myself towards reality again?