Basically, I havent had a job (besides a gardening job for 2 weeks) since May. From then up until a week ago ive been homeless, getting high, and in multiple rehabs and sober livings. Today at work for the first 2 hours I stayed to myself but I could tell that it was a bummer for those around me. Then I decided to wear a persona. It definitely uped the vibe but afterwards I was nearly choking on how fake I was and I swear to god I will never wear a persona like that again.