hello i have been struggling mentally for years and i finally started falling apart this year. i have had horrible mental breakdowns and panic attacks. my mom got me a therapist around january and from the beginning i have not liked her. i feel like she didn’t understand my issues. like i don’t know why i feel depressed 24/7. i have felt like she has made my issues worse and i feel like i can’t trust her bc if i do i feel like she will send me to a physc ward. i have tried and tried to like her but she’s just so annoying and i just can’t stand her. my mom is going to call her tmr and tell her that i don’t want to go to therapy anymore. how do i not feel so horrible about leaving her?