I stopped taking my meds without anyone knowing. I just wanted to have another hypomanic episode. I’m taking Abilify and it makes me feel nothing. I haven’t taken my meds for like 3 months. I’ve had a really long depression episode but I just got out of it and I feel great. I started hanging out with my friends again. I’ve actually gotten out of bed and have done all my school work. And I just want to be like this all the time.