Hi, I’m flairing this as venting but if anyone has any coping advice I’d really appreciate it

My boyfriend and I have been together for almost five years, and he’s originally from about eight hours away (we met in college). We had our own place together for the first time this past year in the city we went to college (where I’m originally from), but corona caused us to both lose our jobs, which means when our lease ended at the end of this month, we were basically screwed. I had to move back in with my parents and he just moved back home (8 hours away) today.

My best friend was going through something similar about a week ago, her new boyfriend had to move back home even further and she’s struggling through it. I made sure to reach out because I know long distance sucks and just wanted to say I was there if she needed me. She did reach out and we talked through what she was dealing with, she thanked me and said she knew I’d be dealing with something similar and would be there for me.

So I reached out to her today as I’m really struggling with dealing with my boyfriend moving home and I don’t really have anyone else as I don’t get along with my family and don’t have other people I’m close with. My friend dismissed what I was feeling and said I’d get over it once I got into a routine. I said I wasn’t sure, as corona has pretty much screwed up any routine I previously had and because I’ve dealt with being long distance before and struggled the entire time even when I did have a routine. She replied “cool, then it won’t get better.”

I just feel really frustrated. She was saying basically the same things last week as I’m saying today, and I didn’t dismiss her that way. I made sure she knew her feelings were valid and that I’d be there for her, and she brushed me off completely.

So now at this point I’m raging and want to completely cut her out of my life. I bend over backwards to help her throughout our friendship (and I know that’s my own problem and I’m not owed anything) and she can’t even be bothered to not act rude to me. 

I’m sorry for rambling and I’m not sure what I hoped to gain for this. I’m just so mentally drained and feel totally alone