I’m not good at anything. Everyone else is better at everything. My friends all really hate me, they don’t really care. I’ve asked for help from so many different people, but they all just write me off. I feel like the universe is asking me to do things I do want to do, and like I can’t escape that, which is terrifying. I’m fat, and every time I try and eat someone yells at me. I am a disgusting shell of a person and even though it’s 3am I’m kept awake with crying at how I hate myself. I don’t know what to do with myself right now.