im not an idiot or lazy because im not showing up to all my classes, im horribly fucking depressed and anxious and dealing with my fathers death. teachers are all "if you need any support always come talk to me!" until you need support or a 24 hour extension. sorry i didnt plan my fathers death in accordance with your teaching schedule! sorry i chose a bad time to want to kill myself, my bad! jesus fucking christ im just so sick of everyone and everything. Im trying so goddamn hard, i wouldnt have had a 3.9 last year if i wasnt trying. i show up on time everyday that im there, sometimes, i just CANT FUCKING GET OUT OF BED. fuck you all, fuck everyone. fuck it, man.