So I got diagnosed with BPD yesterday. It was my first appointment with my Psychiatrist. I expressed to him that i have almost every single symptom. We went over my history of binge eating and self harm. I was so anxious during that call that I forgot to mention about how I’m past relationships how I was abandonment and being as people would probably say too much and how I would threaten suicide every time someone would try to leave me in past relationships. so then I got the validation that I needed because I was told that he was diagnosing me with BPD. He said it was mild and im self aware. i asked him what he meant by mild and he said because i dont have  every symptom. but im so confused on that because i have like 7 or 8 of the symptoms. I struggle with a long history of self harm and with binge eating. My relationships have always been intense, i split on people a lot  should’ve got more clarification on that part more than what I had asked him because I’m feeling very very confused. and I agree that I am self aware of I’m assuming he saying of how I am but at the same time I’m aware of it but I can’t control my emotions or my anger. i’m hoping I’ll be able to talk to him tomorrow he is off today. i’m feeling very very very confused and anxious about what this all means for me and I just need some support. i’ve already gotten support so far from my first post about this but I just need more i need you guys 🥺 I just wish that I had told him more I mean I did tell him a lot in order for him to diagnose me but at the same time I feel like I forgot to say a lot of things and I just can’t get the word mild out of my head😭😭 But I was officially diagnosed with BPD by my Psychiatrist Im just So lost on all this I mean in my hand when I hear the word mild it makes me feel like they’re saying I don’t have this disorder but I know he would’ve diagnosed me with it if I didn’t have it I just am feeling very upset and confused