Whenever someone really gets to me I came so close to hurting them badly. Most of the time it's my friends, family or me thinking about getting into jail that stops me. I've hurt some people just minor injuries but I regretted it 5 seconds after it happened. I am pretty anti-social person I avoid confrontations with strangers or people who are not much close to me. I doubt my friends think I'm some kind of psychopath but I seriously don't intend to hurt people close to me, Even if I do I regret it for years. Which I believe isn't what makes me a fucking psychopath. I remember once almost removing my friends eye during fight right when I touched, My friends terrified face luckily stopped me. I don't get angry often, Even if anyone is annoying or bullying me most of the time it's just normal anger. But sometimes I lose sympathy, I talk about their flaws to point where they break down. I wanna stop this cause I don't want anyone to kill themselves because of me.