Two weeks ago I stopped taking my medications. It started by not taking it one day so I could stay up late (once I take them I get drowsy and sleepy) and then it was the same the next day and so on and now it has been two weeks. 

I have had sleeping problems ever since I was I kid but I am not sleeping unless I take a sleeping pill, my ego is on top of the world but I also lost a lot of weight and it’s finally showing. 

Honestly I have been feeling incredible but I don’t know if I’m in a manic episode because I check all the marks or if I’m just really enjoying being alive and unmedicated. Maybe I finally learned good coping mechanisms and maybe I will be okay. 

Ir maybe Im loosing my grip on reality.