i don’t know what to do or where to go and i have nobody to talk to.



she was the most stability i ever had, she was always there no matter what and now she’s gone. in seconds she’s just gone. 




i feel like my heart is going to explode. i can’t breathe and my chest is tight. my head hurts and i’m freezing. i’m so fucking sad i can’t stand it. i feel like i’m dying i don’t know how to cope with this. 




please does anybody know what to do to make this just better enough to not lose my mind