i have struggled with self harm since i was 10, so 5 years now. my parents found out in summer 2021, but at first didnt really do anything about it except taking away my pocketknife (which isnt even what i used lol) and putting it on top of the fridge. anyway, in october 2021, they realized i had not eaten for multiple days, so they took me to the hospital and i was diagnosed with anorexia (and maybe some other things, i got diagnosed with depression and anxiety at some point but im not sure when). after this they locked up everything in the house that could be used for self harm (medications, sharps, etc.). they then sent me to residential treatment. after i was discharged i went to php (partial hospitalization) for a while and ended up going to residential twice more. during my various treatments i learned pretty much every therapy there is (dbt, cbt, rodbt, etc) and none of them really worked. after nearly a year of treatment i finally convinced them to pull me out of it. during the next few months i was hospitalized various times for either self harm or not eating. the last one was self harm, and the doctors said it was life threatening. the only way they would agree to let me stay out of the psych ward was if i was supervised 24/7. this means that i have to sleep in my parents room. they also make me strip down to my underwear to check for cuts. they have taken away all my money and most of my personal belongings. they check my pockets when i get home from school. i know that all this could be considered warranted for my behavior, but its just making wverything worse. i just want them to stop. am i in the wrong?