For a long time I've felt like I wasn't supposed to be in a human body. I have no clue what I should've been instead, but nearly everything that's human just feels... wrong.

I'm trying to figure out just what it is I'm feeling, because I will need to talk about it at therapy soon. This feeling is getting so strong this summer specifically, because of where my community, my country, and tbh just modern humans are at. The chaos I'm seeing feels so alien and not helping my mental health at all.