Just wanted to tell this, like, getting it through my chest. I hate myself, i hate my life decisions. I only hurt my beloved ones and i hate myself for doing that. I regret every single decision i made. Im trying to escape from the truth but its just me myself, im the problem. No one can be happy with me, even i cant be happy with myself.
Wish i was brave enough to kill myself. I just cant, i guess im still hoping for the best.