I feel so bad asking my bf for the bare minimum because he’s going through so much. If I’m hungry but he’s too depressed or anxious to go anywhere, I’ll keep my mouth shut until he wants something. If I want to do something like go for a drive with him or try a new restaurant, he’ll say no because he doesn’t want to be in public and I’ll immediately shut down. Recently we’ve decided to move to Colorado which will mean leaving his home and friends and he said he did it for my well-being because the house we are in is a really toxic environment and I just want to rip my skin off because I feel so bad. I know I’m not actually manipulating him but it feels like I somehow did it maliciously when in reality I stopped bringing up moving out altogether because of how upset it made him.