panic attacks, major depression, anxiety, insomnia, borderline... How can I feel good when I have these diseases? My soul is suffering. If suicide is not the solution, then what is the solution? Except for expensive therapies. I can't cope. 7 pills every day. 17 years. I'm 30 years old. I do not do anything. I can not. I do not want to do. I don't want to feel this bad feeling. I don't think I will ever get better. but i want to be healed... i'm suffocating.