This is like a rant post that I’m making while really desperate so feel free to skip. I was diagnosed with severe depression like 4 years ago, also I’m aspie so my approach to human emotion is broken from the beginning .

Like the for the past three months I have been bargaining with my brain to fully reason with me because it just tells me that the desesperation coming from existence itself it’s winning every time with more intensity.  I just don’t know what to do, and I am tired.