My room isn’t necessarily bad; it’s dusty and there is some clutter. But I’ve definitely been experiencing a bed ridden depression that’s lasted for about 3 weeks now and it’s extremely frustrating. I’ve numbed myself with alcoholism in the past and I feel like sleeping is just another way of trying to escape. I’m medicated but should consider seeing a therapist. I’m just venting and to anyone else going through the same thing as me, you’re not alone. I have a lot of things I should be happy and excited about but I feel nothing and having zero motivation for anything makes it so much worse.