So recently I started feeling very bad. Perhaps it is terminal depression (my friend says that I have that), but I just do not feel good. I always wanted to do something with art, but I got rejected from an art school that I was dreaming to go to. Now I am forced by my brother to become a doctor. I do not want to become a doctor. Doctors scare me, they remind me of my bald neighbour (he harrassed me). I do not know what to do with my future, it is not looking bright. Infact it is looking VERY dark, almost as dark as dark chocolate.