I haven’t brushed my teeth or hair in days, it’s even a struggle to get out of bed some days. When its time for me to go to work I get dressed up and put on a smile and everyone comments on how I’m always in a good mood but once I clock out I just go home and cry.  I don’t find joy in things like I use to but I don’t want to burden anyone so when they ask me how I’m doing I just tell them the same thing of I’m doing good or I’m just tired but deep down I’m barely hanging on. Some days are better than others but once the sun goes down and the moon comes out I just lay in bed and my mind races and I try to drown it out with music and sometimes that works but recently it’s not helping as much as it did. Making this post at Midnight as I struggle to fall asleep again.