I am pretty sure I have BPD (not going to name what symptoms I have). I went to student health at my university a few weeks ago for anxiety and depression, and got put on Prozac. It hasn't helped so far and she upped my dosage. 

I feel worse each day obsessing over whether or not I have this and if this can at least explain my bizarre behavior and self damaging ways. I was like this back in April but every psychologist I called had a wait list. It's like an impulsive need to talk to and be seen by someone right now. I called and made an appointment for this Friday. They asked what it was for I said anxiety and depression because I didn't want to say I think I have BPD. What if the person I talk to doesn't even look for the signs of bpd or ignores them because I said I have anxiety and depression. What if I can't bring up all of the other things giving me issues in life. It's very hard for me to talk about things, I like to act like I have everything together and make things seem as though they're not that bad, I'm afraid if she doesn't ask the right questions then I won't talk about all of my symptoms. I also don't want to outright tell her I think I have BPD. I'm so afraid that no one believes me and that I'm making this up and I will have to suffer forever.