My neurologist prescribed lamotrigine to me. I am afraid of any "head" medicaments. My grandmother was ruined by communist psychiatrists. My brain takes hard drugs as safer than medications because of it, even if rationally I know it's total bullshit.

I would be glad, if I could chat with someone, who had experience with lamotrigine, or medications overally. I was convinced that I wont ever take medicaments, but if it was prescribed by my neurologist, who know what BPD is and treats lots of people like me, I just have to.