I used to be extremely depressed, like as in I hated every moment I was alive but I got over that by just doing the stuff I wanted to improve my life and not caring what other people thought. But now I just hate being alive, I don’t know if I’m just bored of feeling depressed or I genuinely hate life but I feel the same everyday. I get home and just lie in bed, getting the urge to start cutting again or do drugs. I’ve already tried overdosing and if it wouldn’t make me broke I would always be high but all I do is wait for the moment I can fall asleep. I’ve stopped caring about meeting deadlines for school, I don’t know what to do with my life.