Hey yall. Hope youre having a nice day. 
Let me start by saying my anxiety, mania, &amp; depression symptoms are all in remission. 

I take latuda 40mg, lexapro 15 mg, buspar 10mg, Strattera 60mg, and Wellbutrin 150mg. 

But after all this my feelings and emotions are more on the negative side. I constantly zone out and wonder about morbid stuff like if all things are pointless. Im finding it hard to say yes ive recovered from bipolar because i still feel like crap mentally. 

What gives?