I am 14 and was diagnosed with major depressive about a year ago. I've struggled to be happy, and it made unmotivated to the point I'm not even doing homework or listing in class. The only way I feel happy is with Ritalin because when I drink, or smoke weed or take Xanax I still get sad. I just want to know how to be happy I hate feeling like a dumb pos I have no social life I don't eat much anymore I don't want to give up on life yet. I dot even have a reason to be depressed I live in a nice neighborhood, and I have both of my parents.