I don't know if anyone recalls my story: the guy with social anxiety and avoidant personality disorder who fell in love with the girl with bi polar disorder and borderline personality disorder. It's been awhile since I posted, since I was off visiting her in Oklahoma. Anyway, things didn't turn out so great...

Everything was great...at first. Until my anxiety interfered with my ability to perform sexually lol. She blamed it on herself, as she always does; and nothing I say works.

Then the last day she ups and dumps me! We get into a fight over it, and I almost don't have a ride to the bus station. I did and did not see this coming. It's odd. She made excuses, like not wanting to pull up stakes and move to NC, even tho she'd never expressed any doubts about that. About how I'm not neat; she knew that when we met a year ago. 

Then when I get home, she calls me and says "I love you," which makes me think she's changed her mind. No! She kept to it. What hurt was when she used these words, "you are friend zoned." WHAT? That's cruel. 

Now I am blocked on Faebook and left with my head swimming over the whole thing.