About me
I'm dealing with depression since I was around 15 years old. I don't deal with suicial tendencies. At least something good, right? I'm in therapy (psychotherapy and medical therapy) since 2020. 
I'm more the type of person that lacks motivation to do anything and switching between feeling total emptiness and sadness. Not being able to see any purpose or meaning in life.

I'm willing to fight to feel better. I'm doing everything I can, going out, meeting friends, doing some sports, going to therapy, taking meds... But at the end of the day, I feel exhausted. I have no energy. I can't recall what I've been doing all day. I can't see any "results".

I'm at a point in my life where I ask myself: Will it EVER get better? I'm fighting everyday to even wake up. It's getting exhausting. All my efforts seem pointless. I'm not feeling remotely better.


So my question is: Is there a remedy for depression? Do you know any "feel good stories" about people who were able to win the battle against depression?

I want to live. The fight just seems endless with no hope of winning