I have more mental ocd (more with me repeating stuff in my mind rather than closing the door several times) 

My problem is that if I say something 6 times and reset and then again 6 times and same thing it could end up at 666 and my mind says 6= bad and 7= good. 
I have been repeating and repeating a lot the same stuff over and over asking for forgiveness to my beliefs and even counting with my finger saying things to my beliefs and if I don’t mention it correctly BAM it wants me to do it again or my believes will punish me I will have bad luck, etc.

Once I said something about my believew 666 or 6666 times and it wants me to repeat again to not end at those times or its bad

my doctor told me to NOT respond to the ocd. WTF how am I going to keep living life if ocd wants explanation. what if ocd tells me you’re going to have bad luck because you did this, or that?!? 

sorry :/