I have been suffering with Depression for a number of years now, and when I finally sought out help I lied my way through my sessions. 

This has in turn made me feel worse about myself and I have emailed my therapist to try and get an appointment as soon as possible. I am a serial liar and tend to tell people what they want to hear, when actually what they want is to hear me be honest and open. This has caused major issues with my relationship and close friends and I just want to get better.