I am extremely nervous and worried about what may happen because I also have social anxiety.

This is probably going to be a long post, cause I should give some backstory.

So it's 2006 and I just graduate from high school, my parents really want me to go to college and get a degree to become a doctor. Fast forward to late August I ended up finding a university and start my first semester.

Pretty quickly on I was struggling badly and was not understanding most of what was being taught. So after the fall semester ended I ended up just dropping out.

Don't take this lightly-my parents were furious. They half shunned me for it and hey refused to allow me to come back and live with them but they still spoke to me, I ended up living in the streets. That is until my cousin heard what happened and told me I can live with him. I am forever grateful that he was so kind to let me live with him. We was completely shunned by most of the family because he is gay.

I ended up living in his apartment unemployed for many months until he told me that if I didn't stop sitting on my ass all day and didn't get a job then he would have to kick me out.

So I went out to find a job. And my 19 year old self saw a hiring sign at a strip club for hetero male stripper wanted. Of course in my mind at the time this sounded like the best opportunity ever. I get to make money and dance on chicks. So I ended up applying and got the job a little over a week later.

Alright now on to the chase. I was a stripper for over 2 years with no one in my family knowing except for my cousin. That is until one night my sister was driving somewhere with her bf and saw me walking into the strip club.

She must have come in and saw me go into the back area where the workers go. So basically she ended up finding out and guess what she did? She told every damn family member she could about it. My parents completely cut contact with me, many other family members did as well (most of which I didn't know well because they live out of country) I should note that the only family who still speaks to me is my sister, brother, sister-in-law, nephew, and the cousin mentioned.

So yeah, my sister is getting married in a week and my parents and other family members who I haven't seen in forever are going to be there and I have no clue what to do, I have really bad social anxiety so I think I might not be able to come. But at the same time this might be my only chance to make amends with them.

TLDR, my parents who shunned me years ago for becoming stripper are going to be at my parents wedding and I have no clue what I should do or say to them.