I have severe depression. The type that causes headaches, I don’t eat for days, can’t sleep, etc etc. my symptoms have given me a blood disorder. Yay. But why can’t I just feel happy? All I want is human touch and interaction and I can’t get any. People say oh you’re so smart and pretty but that’s about it. Then you have the people who take advantage of you and pray upon your weakness. Does life ever get any better? Is this what I’m stuck with for the rest of my life?