I am an introvert who talks to people but wants to be alone. Every time I talk in class, they just laugh at me for no reason. And every time there is a debate, my classmates keep pushing me even when I'm unprepared but I ended up losing the debate and they all point the blame on me. This quarantine, I've been reminising my embarassing moments and I realized that I was bullied indirectly and they hate it when I'm around. I think that's the reason I don't want to socialize with my peers anymore.

I was thinking about confronting this issue but I'm too ashamed to tell.