I don't know where I should begin. I'm mid 30's, I was at a friends yearly party yesterday and his girlfriend embarrassed me. I have a big group of core friends who get together shoot the shit and have fun. Sometimes because I'm one of the only single guys, my love life becomes a topic. I'm mostly an open book so I'll share things about a woman here and there.(won't ever again) Some close friends know more but most do not. Anyway, my friends girl who I've only known a few years and haven't seen in 3 months gets drunk and says loudly to me that she thinks all the girls I talk about are fake and that her and her bf say I have a fake girlfriend and laugh about it. I was shocked. She said it because I never bring any girls to hang out at these gatherings we do every few months. Only ones I've talked about are just dating site women and of course that's a 50/50 shot. 

I just froze, a few others said no I know some of these other girls (not dating site) But this girl who's VERY aggressive and opinionated was like no I don't believe you. I just couldn't put into words at the time that the reason she never met them and I never brought them around is because they never liked me or stuck around long enough to even meet my friends.

It makes me feel pathetic that someone would think I'm lying about that and although I kept my cool, all I've thought about today is how much people must think I'm a loser now. Anxiety and Insecurity are getting the best of me and I've been crying off and on all day and it hurts man. I just had a bad few years of luck with women and I try and was actually feeling positive about things but it's like now I'm some fucking fake girlfriend kid. Any girl I ever mention here on out will be " fake " until I actually bring one. It's depressing and I know I shouldn't care but I do. Guess I just needed to vent.