I made a post this morning about being diagnosed w BPD traits (don't meet the full diagnostic) and i keep obsessing that I over exaggerated to have this condition because it's so "edgy" and according to what my mind is telling me, I want this condition. I feel like crying tbh. It doesn't feel real like I keep obsessing that I don't have this now and that I'm a faker. Fml. I was also diagnosed with OCPD traits cause I have bad ROCD and stuff so ya, now I'm obsessing about my diagnoses and it's consuming me rn. 

Anyone have tips for me? I feel like a fraud or something. Or like I'm trying to purposely stand out.