my boyfriend is going on a trip in a couple weeks. he just graduated so him and his 3 friends are going. two of them invited their girlfriends and one random chick. no invite for me. i saw the groupchat about it and saw that Rebecca (fake name for her!) was going too. 

im just hurt no one invited me when i am his girlfriend and there’s other girls going. i’ve told him over and over to just tell me details about big events he does or goes to just bc he is my FP and it’ll keep me from getting jealous, harming myself, being hurtful to him, etc etc, and it’s just a respect thing. (i get jealous even over his friends and they’re all guys and straight fuck feeling like this) i dont know how to bring this up to him that i even know about the other 3 girls and i really am trying to refrain from letting my emotions take control again, its happened twice with him and i don’t want to do anything or say anything hurtful or stupid bc i truly do love him and want a future with him more than just the idealis of him:(