Hi. So I'm just sitting here in my room alone and I feel so bad right now. I hate myself and my life. I even made a second reddid account so that my family won't see this but, it's currently almost three in the morning where I live so i can't talk too anybody in the moment and I guess I just want some nice words from some nice people so I dont have too cry myself too sleep. 
And yes, I know that there are many people that have much bigger problems then me right now but the last view days were pretty challenging for me and I just want to hear something nice.