it's been about 6 months since I got out of an abusive relationship and had all my friends blame me for it and leave, and since that I've been doing everything right. I work out I eat right I'm in therapy I'm on medication I'm doing DBT I meditate I do yoga and it doesn't fucking matter I feel exactly the same and nothing in my life is changing. I'm still alone, I haven't made any new friends, and I just have to see everyone who hurt me just doing fine. I don't know what to do to make things change I've never had my life being a stagnant. I have moments where it feels better but it's just endorphins and it never lasts. to make things worse one of my old favorite people came back and acted really interested for a week and now is acting like he couldn't give a shit. it's so hard to keep going when I just been getting hurt for years and years and I don't know how it could possibly change in the future if I'm doing everything right now and I just keep feeling worse and worse