I just saw my photos from 2015, a year when BPD was especially strong in my life, also year when I cut my hair almost to zero and used to post kinda cringy photos in social networks. It was a form of self-destructive behaviour, I guess, because I scared 50% of my friends with these photos. 

Today I found them on a computer, and despite all the progress that I've made, I just feel very down because of everything that happened 2 years ago. 

Damn, guys, how are we supposed to cope with this? 