Honestly i hardly know wtf is going on with my life rn
It's so fucking hard to process everything around me nowadays
And even my own emotions/feelings idk what I've been feeling lately.
Life seems at autopilot
Things are happening without me wanting them to
I feel like I've been pushed along with the flow without my own will.
I just do stuffs which i really don't want to deep inside i just don't wanna do it, and I'd still so it and then I'd just fucking regret it.
All the chaos that came to life all of a sudden i can hardly find peace and it bugs me so much
I just wanna relapse again n again.
Like i used to live alone and now my parents brought me back cus I'm a disappointment?
And now everything is just so overwhelming that sometimes I just wanna kms
Even tho this might not be a good reason to do it.