im a teen, i recently got diagnosed with agoraphobia ,ive been struggling with alot of anxiety and mental illness for several years, my family has been trying to give me advice and help me since my therapist told them about it they say things like how i shouldn't care about what ppl think and that im good and all kinds of reassuring stuff and i understand its all good, its all genuine advice anyone who knows good will tell me but i just don't see it working because its been years i tried i always failed i feel so helpless, i can't even see myself beyond who i am now. i cant make myself believe. im very suicidal i have so many other issues that i can't open my mouth about to them and haven't told the therapist yet i feel guilt and like a big burden and an ungrateful dumbass. i can't see the light for me i just want this nightmare to be over.
mental illness has taken so much of my life i don't want to suffer and drag others with me anymore :(((