My alarm went off at 10 o’clock to take my medicine and usually I just wake up then but I couldn’t today and I forced myself to sleep until about 10 minutes ago (2:10pm) So I didn’t have to be a part of the world. Now that I’m up I just feel nothing the more empty than usual. Anybody else force themselves to sleep so they don’t have to be ‘alive’ like in the world. Idk I just feel nothing right now.