My bipolar bf(22) and I took a break despite him wanting to break up when he was manic last time. He’s been going through the worse manic phases lately and been really regretting what he’s been saying. I constantly hear how I deserve better or that he doesn’t deserve my love or care. He’s been on a pattern of not liking me whenever I try to help him regulate his substance in take and tells me his new friends help him better then I do. I’m not sure if he even loves me anymore and frankly I’m heartbroken. I am not hopeful that this break will work but I am scared of how suicidal he has been. When I checked on him he’s been telling me how tough it’s been. But finally today I woke up to a text saying that he is suicidal. How do I be there for him? I’m so lost because on one hand I want to respect the break he wanted but on the other hand I’m scared for his life.

Edit: He has stopped therapy as he is unable to afford it and has never been on medication.