 i forget about them for the most part, but not because i didn’t care about them ofc ugh
 it’s just the false sense of security that comes with leaving someone before they leave you and avoiding the abandonment completely ahhhh 
it’s a behavior that i’m not proud of and that i thought i had managed but i guess i need a bit more work. idkkkk. if it’s a fp and they leave me first thennnnn part of me dies :D lol lol lol that rhymes a little tho so that’s cool. the other way around is just safer, better. this time around i know it’s not a big deal because i’m much better off without this person, i know they were using me. but it got me thinking and typically when i cut ppl off i don’t seem to miss them much afterwards. i chose the flair up there ^^^^ for this post because my solution is usually to withdraw but my emotions are always more on theeeee intense side before