so i bought flights to madrid and amsterdam when i was manic 2 months ago for june with no return flight. i’ve tried refunding them but they’re non refundable. should i buy a return flight and just go? i only have like $3k saved and just graduated college with no real job security. idk if i can realistically afford it but it just seems like such a waste to not go on the flights. does anyone have experience with this? should i just accept the loss? the tickets were like $500 :/