I struggle with social anxiety. When I’m outside running errands or ordering food, people and even employees laugh at me. They call me a child. I can’t stop shaking and being anxious. I just want to be ignored. Some people think I’m a joke. They make fun of me. Or tell me to toughen up. But when it feels like everyone laughing at you everyday, it hurts. I’m not comfortable in my own skin. I get so anxious I can barely talk or make eye contact. My anxiety has taken over me like auto pilot. I’m not okay.