I feel a bit ridiculous when I think about how intense this fear is with me, but every time my FP is sick even just with a cold my fear that they want to abandon me gets really really bad. It’s not a fear of them dying, it’s a fear that they’re going to hate me or realize they don’t like me, even though I am logically so aware that they DON’T. They literally just have a cold but my brain just is terrified of this. 

I just want some reassurance maybe from folks who’ve also felt this way that my FP being sick does NOT mean they want to leave me.

I don’t even know why this makes my fear so intense. I think it partially could be because *I* feel bad when they feel bad either physically or emotionally, and perhaps I also feel guilty because I can’t do anything to fix their problem of being ill because I’m the kind of person who feels like they always have to fix any problem their FP has. 

Couple that with them sometimes not being as responsive to messages because they’re resting or feel crappy and it freaks me out so bad...

Come to think of it, even when they are as responsive as normal to messages, it still just freaks me out because my brain is so convinced that them being sick = them wanting to leave. 

Anyways, some reassurance would be appreciated &lt;3