I don't fit in with women, don't fit in with men 
Don't fit in with atheists, Muslims, Jews, Hindus
Don't fit in with people my age don't fit in with people older 
Don't have energy to work and can't see anyone marrying me 
I'm so tired of always being alone 
Wherever I am after a while I feel like people avoid me or leave me behind 
I attract controlling crazy men and lose control of myself 
I'm so tired and I want to end it so. Bad. 