Like the title says… how do I make new friends? And more importantly, how do I make new friends that actually care about me and are willing to be there no matter what and won’t leave the minute there’s even a small issue? And friends that won’t make me feel self conscious for being myself and shit like that? 

I like have one friend online like this but I want to meet people irl like this… And I’m just sick and tired of being paranoid of my other “friends” and always being rejected and/or abandoned and betrayed. I just want to belong somewhere… And it feels like I’m stuck in my current situation and stuck on the dumb town that I’ve been forced to live in with my family. I’m really starting to believe that this is just my fate. To be a nobody and to always be the outcast who’ll always be alone. And I’m trying to fight against fate, so, for the love of god, how do I meet new people that won’t throw me aside all the time?