Anxiety about flooding. I live in a flood plain and I didn't used to have an issue but my anxiety just keeps getting worse every time it rains.  Can't sleep because the sump pump is directly below the bed room. Drinking for the first time in about 8 years. I don't have a problem just don't like the taste or the feeling. Kinda takes the edge off but isn't really a long term option. I'm not sure what I expect, maybe I'm just hoping that venting will make me feel better. Hoping that immersion in a late night movie will help.