A few months back, I got accepted into my dream university and since now they're opening, I had to leave my home and family behind and start a new life in a new city.

It's a very crowded and chaotic city, and I don't even have anywhere to stay right now except a very cheap hostel. I just don't know what to do around this many people, and I constantly feel like a worthless piece of fucking shit.

It's been 3 days since I've come here, and I already had 2 panic attacks. I can't stop the sweating of my palms, I can't stop my always racing mind, I can't stop the constant nausea I feel. I'm just super overwhelmed and I don't know if I can do this any longer. I need help. 

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