Why can't I just have something for once? All the people around me seem to have at least one good thing about themselves. I get that I shouldn't compare myself to others, but I can't help but think about just how fucking miserable I am. Everyone around me is either rich, good-looking, funny, smart, talented, or all of the above. And I am none of those. They either have loving parents or parents that give them everything they want, or both. And I have none of those. I'm a messy, anxious wreck that can never seem to do anything right. Yes, nobody is perfect, but I would be lying if I said that my life isn't a lot worse than theirs. I know that I'm not entitled to anything, but I can't help but be fucking angry at the world. I'm sorry, but I'm just so sick and tired of people telling me to be grateful. It's hard when you basically don't have anything to be grateful for. I'm tired of having to work so hard just to live the life everyone around me was already born with. It's exhausting.

I'm highly convinced that my life is just one big joke. I just want this all to end soon.

This was pretty much a messy rant. I just wanted to let these feelings out there.