I posted here a few days ago and it just seems to have gotten worse. I get up every day crying or miserable. I have never felt the urge to end things more than I do right now. The feeling of not having things to look forward to or work towards has made it easier for me to think about suicide. I've been used as an emotional crutch to many people recently and no one wants to be there for me. I can just go to sleep and make this easier for everyone.