I've been having anger issues. I hate everyone, everything annoys me. I resent my friends because they seem to enjoy me when I'm happy but when I'm down or upset, they don't seem to really care about that. Whereas, if one if them is upset, I take the time to listen and help. It's not that hard to do that. It just isn't, period. I feel like they don't listen to or understand me. Even though they claim to care about me.

Maybe I'm just an asshole. I don't know. But I deleted my Facebook and I don't want to talk to them. I want to see who misses me, I want to see who cares that I'm gone. I also think I really need time to figure out how valuable these friendships even are to me.

Can anyone relate?