The past 2 years all I've wanted to do is go back to when i was happy. When things were simplier. When I could go home and play videogames all day with no worries.

This isn't even nostalgia anymore. I can't wake up in the morning without thinking about how simple and happy I was. I just wake up and go through my day try to be happy and get that same feeling I had all those years ago. Why can't it just go away? How can I make it go away? It's been tearing me apart all the time I just can't handle it anymore. I just want to feel the same as I did all those years ago