I've had no long term friends my whole life, but around 6 months ago I met a guy at college who introduced me to his friend group. we get along well and its a nice group. But if me and him have am argument he doesn't let me talk to or play videogames with anyone else in the group.
 I know he's had a crush on me for months, no matter how many times I tell him I'm not interested and not ready, he tries to convince me with kind gestures and jokes.

I am so stressed  about the whole thing, I desperately want friends but I don't want a relationship with him, he makes me feel like I owe him it for giving me friends, everytime we argue he makes sure I know they're HIS friends, not mine. It makes me feel like I'm only in the group to be his girlfriend at some point, and if I keep resisting im just going to be kicked out of the group, and I dont have anyone else.

I'm so anxious about it, I don't know what to do