One big one. Sex. The longer I go without sex the more irritable and depressed I get.

I have other needs that clash with my boyfriend's that has made this transition to living together hard. Like he needs loud music to calm himself down and loud music gives me severe anxiety. He loves being social and so do I but my limit is a lot smaller and once I hit my social limit I desperately need to be alone with my cat in silence. 

But one big issue is that I have no real vices like he does. He has alcohol and nicotine and my only real coping mechanism is having sex. 

It's pretty clear how much happier I am when I'm regularly having orgasms compared to not. The longer I go the more we bicker and I pick fights and feel bad about myself.

Our biggest problem right now is that his libido combined with how busy we've been has made sex a low priority and it's hitting me hard. Sure I can masturbate but it really just doesn't have the same effect.

I'm struggling hard for so many reasons and this is the one coping mechanism that would drastically help and it's out of reach. I feel like shit. I know that two months from now everything won't be as hard but fuck I can't even sleep through this stage because of anxiety so I feel stuck.

Thanks for listening to my rant