I have a lot to process. My partner has done some bad things to me and treated me badly. I have suffered a loss of a family member. And the loss of a hobby that I enjoyed. I want to ask my partner who has BPD to give us a 2 weeks break so I can think and process all that has happened…afraid she will think I’m cheating or just break up with me since she likes to do that anyways. She can turn off and on like a light switch. I need to think and when I’m with her she needs so much attention I can’t hear my own thoughts.