i don’t want to leave my family. but if it wasn’t for them i’m sure i would’ve done it by now. i’m too overwhelmed with everything i feel like i just need to get out. i’m stuck in this city and I’m suffocating, especially with school. i fucking hate school and i hate the school I’m at right now and it’s making all my problems 10x worse. 

ugh. i just don’t know what to do anymore i’m so fucking done