Jeez I just woke up and robs just playing warzone with 2 of our friends and a girl one of them is friends with so great !!!!!! Even though I told him I don’t want him playing with her without me. Even though he TOLD ME that he doesn’t play with her when I’m not there !!! So great great fucking great. 

I’m so upset I wanna cry and yell at him but honestly that’s not gonna change a single thing and it never fucking does. He’ll say sorry then do the same thing again 5 times and I’m just tired of it. Godddd haha. What do I do. I wanna slit my goddamn wrists. 

But there’s nothing I CAN do. No matter how much I tell him it upsets me he won’t give a shit so I might as well just keep it to myself instead of telling him again :)))))))))