So basically yesterday I went to my friends party, now I have bad anxiety like many of you, everything from what I remember started off fine but I wasn't talking much. 

Ok so I brought sum weed with, like 2grams or so I think. This was probably the thing I thought would make me talk more and obviously the alcohol. Someone rolled up and we started smoking, it hit me good at first but probably kept in for too long, took my last puff n I jus started going quite and everything got slow. The weed seemed to amplify my social anxiety (I smoked the most n it showed). 

Essentially I was frozen still for the rest of the night without talking, I thought it was all a bad dream but I saw the text from my friend which jus.....well I'm embarrassed and yea. Ig sometimes even weed can't help social anxiety