I shouldn't have texted him :&lt; It was sooo inappropriate of me to contact him (because of his profession 🙈😅). I just asked him how was he doing, I didn't say I love him and so on but I promised myself some time ago to block him and forget about him and now I feel guilty. But you know, at least I was excited for a second, who cares if I made a fool of myself once again 🤡🔫