I'm a 28yo male with diagnosed BPD. I'm generally *horrible* with one-on-one conversation/interactions. Horrible.

I don't make eye contact, when I do, i feel like I'm scaring the other person with my disposition/serious expression. 

I don't pick up on ques.

I don't know HOW to end a conversation when it's over.

I managed to fuck up a phone interview a minute ago. i just said the first thing that came to mind; brutal honesty. Fuuuuck me. So nervous, constant *uhh* , *ummm,* FUCK. Shit always goes bad with any 1 on 1. once in a blue moon I'll manage to be smooth and be so excited that I'm **cured**. I just don't know what to say.

TLDR: Can't handle human contact, fucked up the phone interview