Not sure how to share my story, since I tend to forget or fixate on certain things whenever I talk about mental illness in the moment. I guess for some context, I was diagnosed with Depression (Forgot which one, I think it was the midlder but longer form). and Generalized Anxiety. I am unemployed

and don't go to school. I have lost most interest in things, I just keep mantaining a constant routine of typical schedule.The medication I received has helped calm my anxiety. However, I still feel the symptons of depression and there are times my anxiety comes back. The depression feels like it has

not improved, perhaps worsen. Wouldn't say I am suicidal or sad, but more disinterested and unmotivated. It feels difficult to do simple tasks, and around this time keeping my schedule feels a tad harder. It feels like my body physical gets tired easily, I had to take some vitamin D at some point, I would probably need to ask for more. However, I kinda isolated myself from the outside world a lot, that doing basic reading or research or anything evokes anxiety or it feels like my body is against that idea. I try to read, but it feels like my eyes are trying to zoom past and race through everything, I can't seem to function basic things. Not sure what to say next, throughout this paragraph, I kinda jumped around. At the start I had a rough idea, what I wanted to say, but now I feel like I am rushing and going more on a rant.

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This was meant for a discord server, but posting this has made me want to post this on reddit. I am not sure if I want help, I am more just trying to understand myself. It feels like my body and mind are not tuned, at times. Not sure, maybe speaking and having people ask me questions can answer my own questions. I have thought about making a small youtube diary thing because it sounds mildly interesting.