i don't know what to do for myself anymore. nothing, i mean NOTHING, interests me. i am literally the definition of bland. i have no talents or abilities. i'm not even kinda good at anything!! and when i try to get good at something, i just give up bc im not instantly perfect at it. 


this is literally so exhausting, i hate it. i wish i could actually be useful, but i'm just worthless lmfao.