 There are some people in this world with no solid substance. They're hard to understand, but easy to fall for. They seem so surreal because THEIR reality is not constant, not permanent, it's ever changing element that keeps them in uncertainty. Its not like they can't have strong values and integrity, they MIGHT have these things. It's more something fundamental that, for the rest of us, is like a ground that our roots can hold onto. For them it's not the ground, it's more like an ocean, that during the storm can sway them far away from the place they have been just a while before. For those of them that can build consistent, resilient and honest foundation on the top of that, I have immense respect. But that's not the case for most. Most can only build a temporary sheltered wreck, from which they're always ready to destroy any perceived danger, and along this journey, hurt many innocent people. It's something like a self preservation for them but it's heartbreaking. Some of us try to take on the task to be that ground for them, but nobody, even the strongest among us, is built to hold that burden. Letting them go is one of the hardest things, when we love them, but it's their battle with themselves. Standing in the middle will result in a war between the two of us.