Okay so I kinda have an obsession with lana del Rey.
I have been listening to her music since I was 15 (now 21) and and completely obsessed and in love with her.
She ubfortantly doesn't tour the much in the US but everyone shes been anywhere close I've gone and seen her while waiting hours and hours all day before the show even starts.

My room is covered with posters and albums of Lana, I listen to her almost daily. I talk about her all the time to my boyfriend and friends.

This morning I heard one of lana's new songs she was working on got released early and ahe was very upset about it. This broke my heart and I've been crying for her all day( also that time of the month for me so I'm a little over emotional this morning). But I'm just really upset by this.

I'm starting to get worried if my obsession is a little unhealthy and if this is a common thing with bpd. Maybe there's nothing wrong and I just have a strong attachment to her but I was just curious if anyone else does this. 