I feel at peace finally, all the thoughts that normally rummage through my head are gone, and It's so quiet right now. I'm alone, but for once that's alright. In a couple of hours I could be on the floor crying my eyes out, but I do not care because right now I finally feel the feeling I have missed for so long. 


I feel like I'm on the beach on the shoreline, watching the sun slowly set as waves graze my feet. Instead of riding a wave, I'm just admiring the beauty of life. For once I'm happy to be alive, I feel no guilt or anything, I feel so free. I want to sit here forever and feel like this but I know eventually It will end, but that's ok. 



Life gives you waves that you can ride, give you excitement and happiness and joy, but when It's over you are left with sadness, Instead of me finding a new wave to ride, I want to enjoy my loneliness and embrace it. It's so quiet, no more thoughts or guilt, just peace