Hey all!!
Recently since Christmas I quit smokijg weed lol and ever since I’ve been dealing with some anxiety and I’ve been worried about everything , life, death, how I’ve been feeling. I get nervous and have to check my room before I travel like 4 times to make sure it’s all set up and ready for me when I get back. A lot of things stress me out way more than they used to and idk if it’s just normal or something I can “fix” 
I also have always kinda obsessed over stuff and constantly thought about things like getting a car and buying a house in the future and stuff like that but recently it’s been all worrying and mostly all negative and I’ve focused way too much on my feelings it’s hard to describe. 
I’ve had a few panic attacks I’d say of sobbing crying and scared beyond my control again hard to describe but just intense irrational fear 
My mom wound up giving me a quarter of an Ativan and it calmed me down and I actually felt way way more normal and functional and just not worried or scared of stuff nearly as much and my mind didn’t fixate know the negatives that I can’t control it was just easier to accept. 
Last thing for context is recently in the last like 2 months I’ve tended to wake up really anxious feeling and pretty sad for no reason but as the day goes on I tend to feel great and happy and totally like myself but it depends on the day and stuff too I guess  
Sorry for the rambling but I wanted to give enough info!!