So basically 3 years ago when I was I 16 when I left school and since then everything had been going down hill I had alot of freinds but I got more and more distant until I had no contact with any of my freinds anymore.


I really dont know what to do I dont have a job because it is so hard for me to keep one but evain when I have had jobs i can never break the ice with people and I'm usually just the silent one in the room when everyones talking I'm worried I'll never be able to make freinds again and without freinds I have no plans so it will be harder for me to find a girlfriend which is also a worry.

Sorry for this rant its keeping me awake and felt good to get off my chest :)