Hi guys I hope you are well. I just want to get something off my chest. I’m being lazy right now because of covid and having no motivation but seriously this could be my break to become rich or find what I want to do. My wife to be just wants me to provide and understands that in terms of money I may not be able to buy her a car.... YET shes my queen and I need to spoil her I need to buy us a home and cars I need to give the best life to my wife to be and kids. She’s the most amazing thing in the whole wide world. It’s just when someone says to you there’s stuff I won’t be able to give to my wife that she may want it doesn’t feel amazing but it makes me feel motivated when she said that she didn’t mean it in a negative way or anything like that we were just talking about the future and celebrities cars and all she asks for from me is to provide for the kids and stuff like the basic and my love is enough for her. But I want to give more !! I want to be able to take her on holidays and stuff I’m going to treat her like the queen she is !!!  I’m a 19 male and don’t have a job at the minute it’s so hard to find one especially living in the country side. But I NEED a career in the past the longest I stuck at a job was 2-3 months and the least was 2 weeks it’s embarrassing to say and it makes me so angry I don’t know why. I just need some career guidance on what I could do. I’m an extroverted person who doesn’t like doing the same thing I don’t really have many Interests. I do love countries abroad and languages and cultures and meeting new people but I also want to be apart of a company where I can have an input so maybe have a group project and see what works for the company but not doing the same thing everyday does anyone have any idea sorry for this rant