Before, i really knew what was going on with me. I use to lash out and end things with the people i was dating.  Sometimes it was just bad behavior, but nothing too much.  Othertimes it was fairly crazy behavior.

I am embarrassed that I acted that way. I have a ton of shame.

I am scared shitless, that everyone will find out about that and ill be labeled a psycho.  It happened maybe 8-10 times in a large city(Atlanta)