I didn’t know whether I would ever get over my ex-FPs, but I did. I finally met someone nice, after a year of being single.

I started off by devaluing him because I am extremely paranoid and was tryna suss him out (PTSD). But now he’s proven over time, through all his actions and words, that he’s a fantastic person and I’m so deeply in love. I still “switch” on him very regularly, like usually at least once a day I’ll be afraid of him or hate him for a brief period of time, but I’m much better at controlling that now and I feel like it’s happening less and less.

Why do I fall so deeply in love? I literally feel like he is my lifeline and I would do anything for this true, pure love that I don’t wanna lose