I’m blessed and truely lucky to have some amazing friends who are there for me much more than they need to be, and much more than they should be considering how I can treat them some times, but it’s not enough for me. 

I’m not the most important person in anyone’s life. I latch onto others so tightly and so quickly. As for romantic feelings, oh boy do I fall ridiculously hard, but always for people where it can’t be reciprocated. I’m just not THE most important thing to anyone.

Every relationship I’ve ever had of any kind has felt one sided because of this. I feel so alone. So cripplingly alone all the time. How am I meant to live like this?