I didn’t know the name for it until now, but combined with dissociation, it’s like when you don’t care about anything. I have disordered eating because I simply don’t care about cooking or eating, I don’t care what clothes I have, what my room looks like, what I do in my day, who I talk to etc. it’s like I have no personality now and have been called boring &amp; serious.

I was more different in high school since I had something to do, but now I moved out and life is just life. Nothing really interesting and even if there is, I get distracted by thinking about all the other life stressors or past trauma. How do I start caring about things? This is a huge problem in my life that affects everyone and everything. I don’t care if I’m homeless and on the street, wherever I am, all I’m here for is to simply exist.