my fp finally decided she had enough of me and left. i'm sitting here, heartbroken and feeling completely lost and unstable. i don't know what to do anymore. i know i'm splitting right now but this always happens to me and i don't know what i'm doing wrong (if i am actually doing anything wrong at all).

i just feel so alone and isolated. i've tried reaching out to people so i can fill the void but it never works. i feel like such a fuck up.