Ok, so made this throwaway just to try and possibly get some different perspectives on this situation.

This may be some stream of consciousness.  I don't really know.  So, here goes.

I'm 27, will be 28 in a few months.  I currently live in my parents house still.  They pay for my life almost entirely other than a gym membership and a streaming service.  They pay everything else.   
 Ev...ery...thing.  My mom still does my laundry.  They still buy all household groceries (aside from myself buying a couple things here and there that I might want).  Etcetera Etcetera.

I currently work out 7 days a week (used to be a beast at working out, nowadays it's just muscle memory, so I'm not doing anything too crazy, but it's still habitual).  I am over 6 ft, decent-looking guy, used to be an athlete, and have average intelligence with an above average education.  Private grade school, high school, and college.  I have a bachelor's degree in business admin with a focus in finance.  

I am getting a little off track though.  I don't want to give you my whole life story.

I am currently unemployed and have been for about a year.  Did not use the college degree whatsoever.  I am selling my dad's coin collection because he's been wanting to get rid of it, but it takes some work so he said I could keep any profits from the coins I sell because he does not want to do it anymore.  He says I'm "doing him a huge favor" but I think he's just trying to help me do something.  ANYTHING with my time.

I also read a chapter or two every day or other day just as another little thing to do.

I also am about to apply to grad school for social work.  I am just waiting on a couple letters of recommendation.

I also help around the house with any chores or projects my parents ask of me, so that pulls my weight a little I guess, but it's not nearly enough.

I was delivery driving for a while making decent money, but I was drinking very heavily for about 4 years and "got caught" pretty much and went to rehab.  I've been unemployed since then, and currently I've been sober for about 8 and 1/2 months.  My parents are grateful for this.

No girlfriend (nor do I want one, could I get one, or actually maintain a relationship).  Only 1 friend.  No other friends for a variety of reasons.  But basically pushed many away because I wanted to focus on myself and also made friends during my drinking days that I don't think I would've made if I was sober me and don't want to be around them anymore.

I also go to a therapist weekly and am taking/trying different medications that may help.

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I am completely lost in life.  I don't know what to say.  There is obviously always more to the story, but most people that would look at my situation would think poorly of me.  Which honestly doesn't matter too much, but the unsustainability of my lifestyle and mindset are messed up.  Confidence is shot.  Motivation is non-existent.  Interests and hobbies also non-existent.  Everything feels fucked.  Mom and dad should not be caring for me, but I feel like a I can't care for myself.  If they weren't alive right now, I'd probably drink myself into homelessness, jail, and death.  I have younger sister still in undergrad and I just want her to be happy and independent, which so far, so good.  But I'm just lost.  I honestly am looking less for advice or relatable-ness and looking maybe even more for a roast.  Lol.  I need people to confirm how much of a piece of shit I am because looking at my situation, it just looks and feels bad.

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Side note:  If I get into grad school, I really feel like this is just another thing I am doing for my parents among most things I do.  My parents are very good people and deserve better.  Any way, I'm just taking things day-by-day.  Again, a lot of this is stream of consciousness, so I am sorry if it is discombobulated.

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Anyone that reads or responds to this, I'm extremely thankful.  So thank you.