I‘m 22, suffering from social anxiety since I was 15, and by that I slowly built up severe depression like very bad. 

Makes sense if you think about the social isolation, self worth issues and in general draining restrictions on life and life quality social anxiety brings.

This shit is taking my life away and making me think about not wanting to live anymore. I‘m very fucking tired of this. It‘s suffering all day from beginning in the morning when I open my eyes.

Please let me know about any success you had regarding your social anxiety. Like what was the thing that finally helped you? Talking about medications or even supplements (like SAMe, Bacopa etc) and every other possible treatment.

For info: I already tried about 10 or more different medications as well as 2 depth psychological therapies and 1 behavioral one. Nothing worked. Not even a bit. List of the meds following:

* Escitalopram (+Promethazin)
* Venlafaxin (+Quetiapin/Seroquel)
* Sertralin (Zoloft)
* Opipramol
* Paroxetin
* Duloxetin (Cymbalta)
* Moclobemid (Aurorix)
* Amitriptylin
* Gabapentin
* Mirtazapin

Please help me, give me hope or something. :(