I’m in my first semester of college and I really want to drop out. I just can’t handle the social aspects of things. My fp decided to hang out with someone else tonight and that triggered a 4 hour meltdown when I self hxrmed for the first time in months. The first “friend” I made here did the same thing and eventually just completely ditched me, and I didn’t go to class for days because I was so upset. I’m so sensitive about rejection and the fact that it keeps happening here is pushing me over the edge and just confirms all my fears about myself. I’ve started to use drugs and alcohol again which I told myself I wouldn’t do. And of course mental health services on campus are a joke and not able to deal with people who have more serious mental health issues. Is anyone else on here in college? How are you managing it?