I feel like I’m an imposter all the time, anytime I have an interaction with someone I always think to myself after “wow I really just mimicked that person…” “why can’t I just be myself” “maybe I’m just not comfortable around them, they don’t fully understand me” literally every. Single. Time. 

I just deleted all my social media impulsively last night (except Reddit Ofcourse). I just wanna disappear, I don’t feel like I’m portraying who I truly am online, I constantly feel like a fraud. I had this 2 week random crazy fling that just ended because I lost that fire inside me that led me into the fling into the first place, she was a great girl but she had no idea how mentally unstable I am. She met the happy/euphoric/mimicking version of me, and now she must know I’m a fraud. 

I don’t even know where I’m going with this post lol I guess I’m trying to see if anyone relates. Have a good day guys