I used to have ragging mood swings throughout my adolescent years until now, I simply feel low and unmotivated to do anything, I can't even get out of bed. I barely have anyone to talk to and isolate myself from people when I'm stressed which always ends up in someone being mad with me. I am a burden to people I like.

I constantly compare my lives to others' lives.

The hobbies I have don't bring me joy anymore.

I do nothing everyday and all I'm waiting for is for Summer to end so I can go back to school and feel like I'm part of something.

I just really wish I can simply be gone and not deal with any emotions anymore.