I have this weird thing that I’m constantly paranoid and the only way to fix it is by looking into my reflection until I see just my eyes and the silhouette of a person, then I think of who I want to be and then I hear a low buzzing/whirring noise and feel like a different person, I love that I can change who I am but I hate that I don’t know what it is. I know I should be seeking help but I don’t want to do that to my mom