Not really looking for any answers here, just looking to vent. I am kinda working on it (as much as I can in my situation). Been having anxiety attacks every day for months on end, usually right when I wake up and before bed. I’ve learned to just simply power through it. Been struggling with depression as well.

I dealt with this while drinking with my other military buddies (wrong way, I know). I eventually decided to try and get health, they just asked how much I was drinking and they just decided to put me in a military rehab kind of program.

Now, I just can’t drink and have to be told I’m an alcoholic everyday. Alcoholism runs in my family, so they kinda ran with that. Now it’s just adding to my anxiety when they are telling me I will never be able to drink in moderation, I am an alcoholic and will struggle with it the rest of my life.

It is a very uncomfortable situation, just needed to get it off my chest.