This is what I did that pulled me out of the darkest depression - Just give it a chance and be patient and kind to yourself!!

“The Song” 
find an amazing song that you emotionally connect with, one that makes you cry every-time you hear it. One you can relate to at the deepest level, that seems like it’s literally speaking to you. Then, learn the chords of the song on the guitar, just try it. Try to play it, use that emotion in your playing, and in your singing. You’ll get better and better. You’ll be able to release that emotion that’s trapped inside of you. And I promise you’ll feel much better afterwards. And after you realize how amazing and therapeutic it really is, it will actually become a true passion that you fall in love with. Keep an open mind, and just put a little, a tiny bit of effort into it. And you will be amazed. I promise you. Albeit I’m still depressed, but implementing this little bit of change has pulled me out of the darkest times. I’m not even as close to as depressed I used to be. And years later, when you’re a highly skilled instrumentalist, you’ll look back at “the song”, and you’ll be so thankful and amazed at how much you’ve grown because of that.