literally taking a shower is a struggle for me now. I can’t do anything to take care of myself, even fun stuff I just don’t have the energy to do anymore. I can’t eat right either. like I either eat too little or wayyyy too much there’s no in between and I can’t bring myself to workout at all even though i’m an athlete and know I should be getting ready for season this fall and I know that it’s gonna affect my performance this season and that’s gonna discourage me even more. it’s just sad yk cause ive loved playing this sport since I was in second grade and now i’m in college and thinking about quitting it bc I have no energy. yet another thing depression is stealing from me 🙃