Is it a thing to not be able to keep friends? I have been good/better since I’ve been out of college but I still don’t have a best friend other than my husband but that doesn’t count lol.

I’m not friends with anyone from childhood. I have a few friends from HS but had a hugeeee manic episode with my core group of HS friends which lead to me getting diagnosed. 

Anyone that was my roomate in college never talked to me again. 

I just feel so shitty because my friends now all have these relationships from childhood and I’m just sitting here.