So I don’t know what to do guys. I had a falling out with a BPD bff a couple months ago And I’ve been avoiding her request to break the silence for several months basically because of my own fear and anxiety. I tried reaching out and some but usually my attempts  were followed up by some not so great behavior. Not sure that we can be friends but Really would like peace after months of back and forth . It also really hurts me to know that I’ve hurt or damage somebody that was once an important part of my life. So I agreed to do that and now they are kind of splitting me again. I’m really not sure what to do. All I really wanted was for  things to be OK closure .. and am really confused now ?