
In a few hours I’ll turn 21. I wish I could feel happiness but I am too aware of the facts- I haven’t changed. I promised myself this year I’d commit to healthier habits. I tried new ventures, moved to a new location, but the story stays the same. Destruct destruct destruct. So many wasted opportunities. 

I am sitting here trying to feel proud of myself. I don’t want to spend tomorrow miserable, but now I feel like it’s impossible to shift my thoughts. 

Any advice/ tips would be wonderful