Since moving to the new house 2 weeks ago, I’ve spent $220 on new stuff… all I have to spend is my ssi. I usually give most of my income to my mom, but now that they are done building the new house, I felt I could spend a bit more than before and dress nicer when I go out. Only problem is it’s becoming a compulsive habit to browse online whenever I have free time, which pretty much is every day. I want to wait a bit before doing any shopping again. My BFF wasn’t at support group today. Looking forward to my bday party this Thursday. I want to do some activity outside the house but it looks like I might have to wait a while due to not hearing back today from peer coaching or volunteering. Support group was a disappointment today as well, not many people showed up and I left early. I brought up taking my client volunteering if I get a client and my boss liked that idea... but since there are no clients yet, I might just get the process started for becoming a homeless shelter volunteer who helps kids with hw. To be honest, my dad is a grouch. My mom often takes me to work/errands with her on weekdays but she will be busy the next three weeks so it might be a good idea to go out on my own on a daily basis. Unfortunately my BFF is gone and I don’t have much to do besides going out for lunch. I’ve been feeling a bit under the weather lately and my mind seems to have cemented in my head to live in reality and ignore thoughts that lack evidence.