Hey guys. Imagine barely sleeping, not having a family, living alone, it’s miserable. My parents are narcissistic they will never emphasize my feelings or my existence. It’s very sad I’m dealing with hearing loss and tinnitus it is taking OVER my life. I lost all my friends, I lost myself, I’m loosing my brain, I’m literally loosing my life. I’m scared I will end up brain dead I’m only 20 years old and this is not normal. Please guys help me what should I do I wish I had some friends I can kick it with, like normal people. 

I’m miserable ALL the time I’m literally so miserable I’m unable to relax for even a minute. My life is turning into living human torture, I really feel like it is. I need some help 🙃 I feel like dying I feel like jumping off a bridge I feel like ending it all