Ive came to realize noone will love me or ever want me around i got one divorce an now my 2nd marriage is ending my life has been so hard an painful im 40 yrs old both my wives were cherished an spoilt an i gave all my love wth makes everyone leave its not just my ex wives never had friends was bullied an alone my entire life when  i did fight back retire from the army  still noone stayed or loved me for me anyone else relate