I’ve been stressing this whole damn pandemic trying to stay safe and keep my family safe. This pandemic is literally how i started having anxiety. I made it so far being careful but last week I tested positive. Today I just found out my dad caught it. He’s been a huge reason on why I’ve been so careful. He’s in his late 50s and diabetic. I literally want to throw tf up and I’m shaking from anxiety. I had 2 loses from covid. One being a childhood friends dad and covid attacked and killed him so damn fast. This virus is so unpredictable. I’m having a panic attack and I can’t calm down