I just feel so overwhelmed all of a sudden and started sobbing. Just with everything going on, the covoid bullshit, being unemployed for the last 9 months, everything and everything! I'm sitting here and literally feeling so defeated? I hate going out now because im either being called a sheep or something else because there is always somebody unhappy. My drinking has leveled up and is an on going concern and I feel like I cant get a grip these days. I do try though, but as of right now im not good.