"They said 'Difficult to treat' and she said 'How do you disentangle the roots of a tree?'" - Coral More

Just a vent but advice and discussion is welcome~

I'm very tired and losing more and more hope by the day.
I'm taking all the right steps, I've been on meds and in therapy for 3 years. My therapist says I. His most consistent and dedicated patient and "treatable" case.
I do all the homework, and I'm super self aware which honestly feels worse.
I know I've gotten better with controlling emotions and not splitting completely.
Basically I've learned how to suppress my self for the benefit of others which has only heightened my emotional pain levels.
My anger in particular has gotten worse towards other people.
Im starting to see everyone besides a few people I'm close to as monsters. Evil, selfish, I'll intentioned monsters.
I've isolated myself. 
I have an FP which is another aspect I cannot for the life of me break.

And the worst part of all is even with all the progress I've made, not one person will praise me or acknowledge any improvements
But they're so fucking quick to point out when I slip up a little and rip me a new one for it.

I'm trying man, I really am.