I don't know if it's possible to crave something you never experience before but I crave death at least the though of it. I daydream all the time about how euphoric it would feel to be out of my human body and not having to deal with physical health issues it would be a massive burden that's gone. And on top of that is other things like the mental suffering of clinical depression for over 20 years. I could go on and on about all the burdens of life that would be gone forever. It makes feel at peace knowing life will end eventually and hopefully sooner than later.