I don't know if it's because I'm afraid to be alone with my thoughts, but I do feel empty on the daily basis, it just creeps up on me and I feel helpless, it may just be a distraction. Audiobooks, music, podcasts, all day, everyday. I always have an earbud in my one of my ears and it irritates the hell out of my husband, but no one else really notices or seems to care. I was just wondering if anyone here relates?