I am finally getting help from a psychiatrist and I'm all drugged up, and its helped so much. But still when I have a negative thought I want to put my fist through the wall. I am extremely jealous (which has gotten better with the drugs) and everytime my boyfriend interacts with a female in any way I get negative thoughts (less extreme than they were before) but for a few moments I still want to do something extremely irrational to get the feelings to go away. 