I work full-time at Amazon and get paid more than my parents, hourly and bi-weekly. I have bipolar disorder type one, generalized anxiety disorder and PTSD. I don’t work 5 or 6 days a week, only 3-4 days for 11 hours a day. But I find my job so repetitive and boring. I’ve been full-time for a month and almost every week I have a panic attack or breakdown and cry. 
I didn’t like my job even when I was part-time so I applied for Carvana and got the job when at the exact same time Amazon said I was now full-time. I really wanted something different and really wanted Carvana. I probably should’ve mentioned that I’m 25 years old, I don’t have a car and I still live with my parents. My father convinced me to stay with Amazon but after two weeks, I began to resent my job even more. I don’t care that I work long hours but I hate being there. Last week, I missed work on purpose and reapplied for Carvana and told my father, which he gave me the silent treatment and took his anger out on my family. When Carvana offered different hours, I decided to stay with Amazon despite me being completely unhappy there. 
My mom accepts and is supportive of my mental illness and wants me to do what makes me happy. While my father is in denial and doesn’t support that I’m mentally ill and says I should stay at Amazon for the money. 
I don’t care about the money, I care about my mental health. 
In case you’re wondering, I take medication for my illness. Abilify and Lexapro 25 mg for both.