Like  I'm try the of person that ig should go to therapy. Lots of child hood trauma and mental illness. But its just impossible for me to like open up. Ive been going for two years and im on my 4th therapist. I just went to my 60th session with her the other day and I still haven't been able to like open up. 

I rly need to figure out how to like open up to my therapist/doctors idk.