I notice certain song excerpts trigger what i assume is like a hit of cocaine for other people. I am the type to try and relate the songs lyrics to my own personal experiences. However, I was listening to electric counterpoint 2, slowed this morning. The steep fall from the climax, into the outro of the piece is beautiful beyond comprehension.  The majority of the piece is subtle, and melodious.  The piano keys and the guitar blend well, whenever I listen to the piece, I have a warm and relaxed feeling, until the transition towards the end happens, the acoustic guitar becomes more apparent, the guitar become emphasized and it seems like my body becomes tense. 

The intro of a few songs by ellie goulding, the intro to the song "Breakdown" by Tantric, and the entirety of the song  "St anger" by Metallica; really makes me feel more "awake". For different reasons, though. I don't really enjoy any of the visual arts.  With music, it's like I cam "feel" the emotions in the music.

I wonder if you guys would say that you appreciate art on a deeper level than others; if so, do you believe it's related to your bpd?

I'm gonna put a bit of a disclaimer here.

I haven't slept since yesterday morning, and my brain is kinda whacked out. I might just be spewing bs out my mouth. I should probably keep off social media to I return to baseline.