I'm also a mentally/emotionally unstable recluse. I keep to myself most of the time because of the low self esteem/shame I feel over my outbursts and other embarrassing or strange behavior.

Now I feel like everyone is going to think of me as the person who might shoot up the place....

I'd never hurt anyone. :/ I'm usually in here reading 4chan or Wikipedia or doing something else unbelievably boring.

sigh