To Stop drinking. 

Like you have no idea how long I've tried to quit, i even tried to do moderation but i was doing it badly lol.
When i thought hard what i wass doing couldn't believe how much impacted me this far after i stopped. 

Mainly because of my fitness journey, i like to feel strong everyday,  gain and invest in my health. Never felt this positive about myself, felt tad stupid that i didnt quit drinking sooner because i wasnt hitting my goal, but better than never right? 

Also doing more better in my environment, working more on my artwork, family, friends and bf realitionship too. 
Before I wasn't doing any of that for awhile because i use to start drinking at noon almost every weekend  and sometimes during weekdays  couldn't focus on my own daily things, my BPD worsens that time and felt really guilty throwing my emotions at my bf. 

Alcohol isn't for everyone especially with BPD

Sorry for a blab and little misleading title, but thats how i like to see it.