I'm super stressed, my partner got a job in another state, far away from my family and friends, and I just really don't want to move. I found a beautiful home however while we were house hunting, and I became obsessed. He preferred a different house however. The house will he in his name, and he is the one putting the down payment, so he should really have the most say.

However, after fighting about it, I just sat in the corner and cried for an hour straight. It was just so overwhelming, and I was upset I wasn't going to get the house I want.

Later that day we met the realtor and he told her he wanted to make an offer on the house I wanted. I got my way. And I hate myself for it. I pray we don't get the house. It really wasn't fair to my partner how reacted. Why am I like this.