The worst thing about being too tired to do anything and especially during finals week, is that I often sleep whenever I get home. I wake up at like, midnight; and can't bother to open the fridge so I opt out for eating junk food or nothing at all. Which means that the salad I've been wanting to finish for 3 days now, ends up going soggy. Fuck bro, literally added cheese to it yesterday and I couldnt have the heart to just eat it; I didn't feel like it. I wish I could just eat or do work without feeling like everything is wrong or out of place. I don't know how to describe it, I struggle to just speak without overthinking ab what I'm saying. I delete every post I make because its not good enough or the fear that someone I know will find it. I think that about everything. Like someone will walk up to me and say I'm faking everything and that I suck and don't deserve anything that happens to me.

I just put this in this subreddit cuz i didnt know where else, im not diagnosed with anything.