I'm struggling. I was feeling positive but I'm now all of the sudden not.
I've decided to at least attempt to cut out people who aren't helping me in life.
There's one friend who I won't cut out because although she doesn't help. She also does if that makes sense?

No one understands the pain I've been through because of my ex and being without him. I'd honestly rather not be here than be without him.

But 4 suicide attempts on, no way of attempting it again I've got to try at least.

I'm scared of being alone so I'm not 100% sure how I will get on cutting them out but let's see how it goes.