Hi All - So my pdoc finally told me my diagnosis today and its BPD. I googled it etc but mostly what i read is scary of course.
Im currently on a "cocktail" of Lamictal 400mg, zoloft 100mg, klonopin .5mgs twice a day and trazadone 50mgs for sleep. 
has anyone had experience with these medications and have they helped to manage your BPD? 
I guess I'm not sure what this means for me. since i was 15 ive been told i just have anxiety and depression - now seeing a new doctor for about a month and i have a new diagnosis. Now im thinking, have i been treated incorrectly for the past 15 years? Its been really really rough since march of last year. panic attacks, anxiety, constant suicide thoughts, agoraphobia, feeling like a waste of life etc. i thought all of those "symptoms" were just the anxiety but i guess not (?) 
I apologize for the rant. this is just so new and kind of shocking and Im scared. 