I've never been able to answer this question "Who are you". The more I feel like I've made progress in my life I feel like there's are hings I'm learning that I should've already known. I'm frequently worried about my memory and sometimes I feel like I'm just acting to make people happy. I keep hundreds of pictures saved as reactions- and I'm not sure if I do it because it's easier to imitate something or if I just don't know how to react.

If these seems like incoherent babbling it's because I've rewritten it multiple times and I don't know how to get it out properly. I'm supposed to be a fully functional adult at this point but I don't know how I'm supposed to view life and maybe I'm viewing things wrong.