Im literally always scared and paranoid that an fp might abandon me no matter how loving or caring they are but when an fp actually does start showing  signs that he may not want to be with me like stop saying I love you or texting back quick. My feelings completely change from paranoid to panic and I start doing everything in my power to try to make them change my mind while I still can, like being overly sweet and overcompensating with gifts and not showing any signs of bad moods or derogatory emotions to them just so I can appear more attractive to them JUST So that they might consider and change their mind about possibly abandoning me
Its so fucked up now that I think of it, I gave my ex fp money and presents everyday for a week hoping he might change his mind about breaking up with me 