i dont know what to do anymore, i cant talk about my problems, feelings or thoughts with anyone, i tried with 3 therapists and 2 psychiatrys (one closed and one opened) but nothing works on me, it feels like the help i need dont coming, my medicaments dont work, my therapie dont work.
i ended my therapie for the 3rd time because after every conversations i cant talk about my problems and feel worse.
all this shit destroyed my whole life, i try it so hard to deal with my problem but it doesnt work.
i tried to end it so many times with suicide but im still here and it changes nothing