I’m 19 I want to get out of university but don’t know how , my parents will be so ashamed they’ve put so much into me getting here, time money and they’ve just been great to me , I’m in my 2nd year of a 4 year course but I just dont want to continue anymore I barely got through 1st year . I haven’t spoken to anyone about wanting to drop out. Im failing my classes and just feel so lost, I stay up most nights with anxiety of what I will do with my life, I should’ve done more . My girlfriend has no idea she thinks I’m happy studying and believes I will graduate. Im so so lost.