going to delete this soon but i foolishly believed all my problems would dissipate once i lived with him because my anxieties (i thought) were caused by the long distance. now i am splitting multiple times a day over the smallest of things except they don’t feel small at all and now i am worried i have got it all wrong the entire time like this isnt right for me and he doesnt actually love me the way i thought he did. i moved across the country for him i cant just give up but idk what to do please help i dont have insurance for therapy or medication anymore