This is my first post, so sorry if it's kind of a mess... I'm in my last year of college and I'm dating an absolutely amazing guy who copes super great with my BPD. I'm kinda feeling overwhelmed this week though, because he decided to go away with his friends (also my friends) Friday and Saturday. I've been super excited for him because he finally gets to go skiing and hes been dying to all year, but I also have a part of me that feels lonely and left behind and like it means he doesn't want me around. I logically know that isn't true, but I can't stop the nagging feeling. I don't want to talk to him about it because I'm afraid he'll only go one day or something because he'll feel bad about me. I want him to live his life and be happy, but why can't I do the same? How do I stop feeling like a day away means he hates me?