I had something happen to me that caused me to loose most my friends. Now I'm on medication that caused me to gain a shit ton of weight and my endurance feels like trash. I'm basically only living just to get back to where I was hopefully. The meds make me feel this shit all the time and I'm gonna have to worm hell hard to loose that 15-20 pounds I gained on it. I also can compete in my sport either because there is weight classes and I'm super overweight rn so that's sucks as well