On Saturday I quit my job mid-shift as an Amazon driver. It was out of nowhere bc I was basically bored and believed I could do better. Well… I can’t. I’m realizing it’s gonna be incredibly difficult to find a job that fits my schedule and is full time. I had a perfect schedule… I quit for shits and giggles and drove home all smiley until I hopped in the shower and realized I’ve ruined my own life. My boyfriend is so disappointed in me and so is my whole family. The job was diffficult but it challenged me to try my hardest and I just decided I didn’t want to try anymore. I feel like such a failure. I hate myself so much sometimes for being so up and down. Sometimes I can’t tell what I really want.