I honestly don’t want to be here any more. There is so much evil in the world that I can’t even type out bc it makes me sick. On top of my own problems, I also think about all the bad things happening in the world and it makes me feel even less motivated to be alive. Like all the evil things you can think of that are happening right now. I know it might seem stupid to worry about things out of my control but those things make me not want to exist in an evil and unfair world like this. There is good but there’s too much bad. Too many evil people are thriving and too many good ones suffer. It feels like justice and hope are fantasies. Not that I’m some pure angel but I really don’t think I’m cut out for this