Posted lately about how stressful work is right now. And it sucks to see people seeming to have more stressful circumstances but are not as fucked up as I am now. I've managed to keep away from this level of anxiety for more than a year now, without Lex but now I feel like I'm gonna need to be on anxiety meds again. And I hate it.

My ultimate wish in life is to not ever feel like this anymore.