University, homophobic extremely strict parents, no friends, bad thoughts towards my partner.
I feel like everything is out to get me emotionally...
I don’t know why but I get so out of energy lately when doing anything wether it’s doing my assignments or indulging in my hobbies or even going out with my partner. The worst thing ever is the anxiety that leaves me so numb after when I convince my parents that I’m straight.
But what’s worse is that when I think of being in a nice and calming place it makes me feel bored so there’s no in between ever