I’m already on a mood stabilizer and antidepressants but Im afraid of having a med dose increase or another med added to my list. I know it doesn’t make me weak but I don’t want more assistance. I want to feel normal. I want to wake up and not feel a panic attack coming on. I want to get through a day where I don’t have to stop and meditate 5-6 times a day because I’m triggered (for sometimes no reason). I want to think clear and feel confidence in myself again. I don’t want most of my day centered around not triggering myself. I want better for myself. I forget this isn’t the norm.