Just as the title says, I used to get into relationships while I had manic episodes in the past, and then break up with my partners when I was at my depression episodes.

This shit stopped me to ever get involved with people bcs my feelings towards them changes in different episodes.
Has anyone else felt this?

After many years of isolating myself, I finally am interested in someone and they asked me to go on dates and stuff and I'm scared that I will mess everything up again by my mood swings.