ugh idk i’m just so fucking tired of waking up every day and before i can even form an opinion of the day, something fucks it up immediately. i’m just tired of having to fix everyones problems. tired of there always having to be a goddamn problem. i’m just so fucking over it. i no longer have the patience or the motivation to deal with anything. i’m so close to just calling it a sick day at work except instead of coming back the next day, i just disappear. i don’t even like being at home anymore. and i don’t even have friends that like me. i don’t have anyone but my fiancé to talk to