I am feeling really horrible. I have diagnosed anxiety, CPTSD, and a bad fear of abandonment. I have a discord friend who recently attempted suicide and i thought they tried again/did. They did the same thing and- I just lost my mind, I was very upset. It was 5 days of no contact (not super weird for most, but really weird for them) and they unfriended me out of the blue. Well, they also have OSDD and it was an alter who didnt know me. They messaged me after I had kind of lost it, today. Like,I had gone into a depressive spiral. I just need someone to say im not a bad person. I feel numb adn stupid adn broken and clingy and just an utterly useless friend.