Life on it's own is fucking hard. But if you search for reason to life, the main thing you'll find is reproducing.
But as someone who doesn't want to have kids because of reasons... where is the purpose in my life. I am one out of a few billion students and I don't tribute smth to society. I am here consuming stuff that other people need more than me. I only have a few friend's and they wouldn't really miss me if I was gone. My family hates me and I am all alone right now. So why do I still live?
I always felt suicidal but never tried to kill myself because I was to scared and there was always kinda a reason to live but rn I don't see it anymore. I just want to go...