And also ruled out adhd, but said I have a form of OCD related to perfectionism and I have a “minor cognitive deficiency” (drain bamage) related to my epilepsy and falling. 


So that’s 1 psych saying MDD and GAD,

3 psychs saying GAD, Bipolar 1, panic disorder


And now 1 saying OCD, MDD, Panic disorder.


And I was on heavy doses of prescribed benzos for 5 of those psychiatrists. But the newest one did the most testing (genetic testing, turns out I have gene mutations that cause me not to absorb SSRIs lol, and memory/cognitive testing). So it turns out the Prozac I’ve been taking for 5 years has been literally doing nothing except give me the boner side effects. 


Wtf am I? Obviously mentally fucked up but am I bipolar or not? And now I have brain damage?? Wtf! Regardless I’m epileptic and have to take lamictal for it which is a BP med too so I’m basically still being treated for it. Off the benzos though, that detox sucked and that psych got fired. 3.5mg klonopin a day. 


/rant