fuck yeah, go me!
[ok so this happened,](http://i.imgur.com/bLyMcnj.png) /
[followed by this!](http://i.imgur.com/dsZ6SbF.png) /
[and finally this](http://i.imgur.com/bmaiG1r.png)

light blue text is me, btw.

I really dont wanna explain what happened too much, but. I thought he was ignoring me. he thought i was sleeping. he left to go out. i sat and moped and got angry for. 5 hours i think. i moped around on a train basically. we had a big chat. i verbally attacked him, he got defensive. eventually we solved it (he made alot of puns) and made up but i. still cant shake the feeling that i nearly ruined everything. I mean, usually he manages to stay pretty calm though my episodes but. man. i almost fucked up bad.
i consider myself lucky.
i also feel really bad for him, i mean, i do something like this every fucking week. He really deserves better, heh.