I guess in short my severe BPD is getting to me. I've tried all sorts of medication, I've been on a decent one for about a year that doesn't cause too many terrible side effects. I have reached out to professional help in all aspects, none really worked out for me.

Been feeling numb for months, nothing has been helping. I have lost all interest in anything. I've slowly been getting too exhausted to get out of bed, I have no appetite, it`s hit rock bottom to the point of me losing my job and my relationship of 10 years. As any sufferer who knows how bad BPD can get, you most likely know what place I'm in.

I just want to give up, as pathetic as that may seem. After struggling with this for 15 years, it`s finally taking its toll.

If you have read this then thank you for listening.

Any amount of support would be appreciated, or advice, anything, something.
