It’s confirmed in my friend’s family. I know they’re all healthy (other than the virus of course) and it’s just a cold for them, but I just don’t want to hear anout it anymore ... it really triggers my mental illness, this whole situation triggers me ... (basically the confinement is starting to feel like a very mild version of the psych ward and I don’t like it; I wouldn’t mind it that much if people stopped talking about it as if those two experiences could be compared when they can’t, we can still choose in what room to be and when to eat and all that, but I just can’t with this it’s too much).

I don’t know, I don’t even know why I’m ranting about this on reddit, I just feel so guilty for not wanting to talk about the whole thing to my friend and for avoiding the discussion. We normally don’t text and I don’t wanna be like “so now you have it too, what’s it like”, but do I have to? Probably. But I mean, it’s just a cough and a bit of fever and 70% of us will have it anyways (at least these are the statistics in my country), I probably have it because people in the club I was dancing tested positive, so technically what’s the big deal? I don’t know. This is just all too much.