I'm at a loss right now. Not sure what I'm looking to gain from this post but ugh.

Things got heated between my husband and I last week and reached a point where I called police. He was arrested and taken to jail for DV assault. This forced my 8 month old daughter and I to pack up our entire life in a matter of hours, and rent a car to drive 7+ hours across the state to my family.

I knew things were stressful before all of this, he's a full time student and has been busting his butt in school, trying to deal with my irrational and impulsive behaviors, therefore I was willing to try and work through this for the sake of our family.

However, he saw it differently. He no longer wants to deal with my selfishness and emotional instability and is calling it quits. My daughter and I are out of a home, sleeping on my grandma's couch, no car, no job, recently bankrupt, falling so far behind in my own school work.

To top it off, my daughter just left to spend the next five days with him. I've never been away from her for more than a few hours a couple of times, we sleep together at night, we're best friends and I don't know how I'm going to cope. Especially since there is a no-contact order in place so I can't even call her or video chat with her.