Hey guys. I’ve been struggling with suicidal thoughts lately, and although I’ve never made a plan and don’t believe I will, it’s been difficult dealing with constant feelings of not wanting to be here, despite life generally, for me right now at least, being pretty good. I think past traumas have just caught up to me and no matter what I do, I feel low. 

If anyone else has been struggling lately please feel free to share. I don’t want to burden friends or family by telling them I feel this way but it’s become too difficult to keep everything inside. If you read this far thank you.