I just got done crying for almost 2 hours and I want to give up on life. Honestly I feel better now for letting out all of these repressed feelings I’ve been having for months now. The thought alone that I can put all this misery to an end is comforting. I don’t want to move on with my life and I don’t know if I’ll ever find out the reason as to why I’m so depressed. I want to get a Cat scan because I feel like I have brain damage that is causing my depression.