I was forced to go to school I did not wanted, was really hard for me I lost years on it. After college, I only finished it at 27 years old wasting time and money having no use to my career. Was late. Because of this, I do not feel comfortable being in a relationship anymore. I also do not plan to have kids because I feel nobody would love me this way and even if someone does love me I believe is going to disapear eventually and the person will leave me. This is because I feel unworthy. How to help? In school people would never talk to me and I already tried to work before and people also never spoke to me there being impossible for me to work together with others. All my life people ignored me and I never fit in.  I am working part time as a freelancer right now for foreign company remote work and is going great therefore I intend to make a full time job out of it and start working full time on that freelance job