This is gonna be a bit long and english isn’t my first language so please bear with me. 

Anyways, I have been in this wonderful relationship for the past two years. I have recieved nothing but love and compassion from him. We had our fights like every normal couple out there but nothing out of the ordinary. Except, about 6 months ago, things started to change. I became more clingy, very sensitive, and would lash out on things I wouldn’t normally lash out on. 

I love him to death and will always do but the relationship is beginning to interfere with my mental health. I will go crazy if I sense something is wrong with him and I actually have been hospitalized a few times in the past because my body tends to do these weird stuff when things don’t feel right. 

I once broke down because he didn’t use any emojis when texting me so my brain immediately analyzed that into him hating me.. 

Here’s the thing, he’s great, like everything you would dream of, but he sometimes does things that make me go crazy so I feel like i’m slowly loosing trust. 

I know that my behavior is primarily my fault and that I shouldn’t let a relationship affect me this much but I can’t help it. I don’t have anyone else to talk to other than him so breaking it off would cause more harm than good to me. 

So, to keep things short, am I the problem here or is he the problem? Should a relationship affect someone as much as it is affecting me right now or am I simply obsessive?