I have bad health anxiety and severe anxiety, depression. I get more depressed cause of my severe anxiety. I feel like I never feel good, every single day it’s something. I’ve been to the Er a few times past year and multiple doc visits even with different doc visits. Multiple blood tests, all heart tests, ct scan of head last October, etc the list goes on. All normal. 

I feel insane. I focus constantly on my body and how I’m feeling at all times basically. I wonder then why do I get these stupid symptoms constantly. Whether it’s heart palpitations sometimes, or feeling random aches random places, fatigue, headaches, stomach issues, itchy skin eyes nose etc, feeling off balance at times, ringing ears, the list goes on. Idk what to do with myself anymore, I feel like I’m going crazy. 

It’s so hard to accept that I’m healthy cause of how I feel daily. Idk how I’m going to work at all in the public everyday again within 2 months cause of how bad my anxiety is and how I never feel well enough almost daily. Any sensation or pain etc I get i instantly get anxious and think the worst. I have thrown myself into panic attacks over stuff. I can go from 0 to 100 real quick. 

My latest worries is ears ringing on/off, fatigue &amp; on/off headaches. I’m not eating well cause I can’t even think about normal stuff cause of how bad my anxiety is and can’t get up off my couch cause too anxious to do anything. I can’t sleep right now cause my ears are ringing a tad and I’m freaking myself out into anxiety. I just wanna scream and cry. I have an appointment tomorrow once again for reassurance basically. 

Anyone else similar like this?