Hear me out…

Sometimes when my partner tells me about things that happened during our break, it hurts like hell but I almost need it. Kinda like validation for these crazy emotions. Or maybe feeling something is better than feeling the void? Idk but it’s like getting a tattoo or piercing. It hurts but it’s a good hurt. I know I’m fucked up and I hope you guys understand what I’m saying. I obviously don’t want to hear about his sexual encounters but it gives my already existent anger validation.