I’m not suicidal. I just don’t know what’s the point of life anymore. I don’t like what I’m studying (recklessly chose this profession, I’m a PT student BTW). I don’t see a reason to improve every single day. I’m okay with just being this person who doesn’t feel anything. No happiness, no sadness. Please send help. What should I do now? 

P.S. I can’t go to therapy because I cannot afford it.