I'm so scared of doing anything, just incase I will embarrass myself. I try to talk to my parents but they often just ridicule me, and I don't really feel safe around them; I have lost all my friends because of the covid outbreak. I used to be a somewhat popular and social student, but I have lost all of my social skills and I can't even start a conversation. I feel robbed of happiness, as one of my friends started rumours of me and I honestly have severe trust issues.

I just want someone to talk to, and to not be alone. I want my confidence back :(