I've been depressed lately and nothing and I mean NOTHING makes me happy. I don't feel sad anymore just 😐 24h/24. I would do anything to change that and my psychologist suggested medication but I really don't know if that's a good idea. Because I feel like it's only hiding the problem and I've read so much horror stories about medication. 
Also every story that I've read about people that were happy about their medication they only took it for like ~1 week/2/3 months and they're saying that it helps but I never see a story about someone who isn't in the beginning of taking if. Maybe it's a coincidence. 

At the same time I'm so tired of feeling always so empty and I miss when I used to enjoy things. I'm diagnosed with bpd normally so thats why I'm asking here :(