honestly don’t know what to do anymore i feel like dying is the only way out of this mess, my grades are shit nothings fun or entertaining anymore, and i can’t seem to rid this pain. i’ve let everyone down and i feel like a burden to everyone. i wanna die but i don’t gave the guts to end it, i feel like i’m stuck on a repeating loop. everyone says it gets better but it’s been a few years and it only seems to have gotten worse