I've noticed my BPD symptoms have been getting worse over the past few weeks and now its threatening to ruin the relationships I've worked so hard to keep together. It's gotten to the point where my SO feels like they are responsible for my mental state and I feel terrible. I care so much about them and want to get help. I'm torn though, I have no idea how to help myself. I can tell they are getting closer to their breaking point. I dont want to lose them and right now our relationship is going through as sort of pause state where were slowing it down and I'm scared it's the precursor to them leaving. Maybe it's more BPD symptoms but I dont want it to end up that way. If anyone has any advice they can give I'd really appreciate it. And if anyone has gone through something like this please relay anything that has helped you. I could really use some hope right now.