Ever since my break up I fell into deep depression. I never worked on my mental and physical health. I lost jobs in the past years to social anxiety and depression.

Now I sit here in my dark room terrified of being seen of others. I’m so ashamed to be seen because I have no job, no college/university degree and no money…. Literally.

Just today I thought about self- improvement. But as I see other people at my age (I’m 22, going to be 23 in September) I get demoralized to improve myself. As they’re way ahead of me, on instagram I see the fun experiences and social life they have, as I have none.

Moral of the story is, don’t let a break up destroy your future as it severely damaged mine. I hope everyone is doing well. 


Side Note: I’m from Ontario, Canada by the way, at least weed is legal here haha but I don’t smoke anymore. It made my depression and anxiety worse on the come down.