Im 19 and im still a virgin.
I turn 19 tomorrow 

Why?

I saw a post on r/anxiety by some girl who was having sex anxiety with her boyfriend. Usually Id melt down in the comments but I cant do that anymore, its so wrong.

Why?
Why did god make me so disgustingly ugly?
Why did god ensure that id never experience love or kissing or sex
Why?
Why?
Im fucking unworthy of it