Is it near to the feeling of being stressful? Dunno, I'm trying to understand if I have it or not, but I could relate with the sentences from some people with anxiety a bit. I feel stressful every second for every responsibility I need to take of, I feel stressful instead of feeling satisfied and free, I feel stressful every second if I can't distract myself in a way. In nights, before trying to sleep, I suddenly feel increasingly scared out of nowhere and I can't sleep if I can't manage to distract myself. I don't know, today's Sunday and I feel like every action I'm taking is time waste and it stresses me.