i hate myself so much.

i hate myself, i hate myself, i am an ugly, fat sack of shit. i can't tell anyone, because nobody understands. my therapist doesn't care. my boyfriend is bored with it. and i am just feeling 

shittier every day

i want to cut deep in this ugly body of mine and die.

i hate myself so much every day.

i want to be loved but i hate my relationship too. i hate my job, i hate my face, i hate my feelings, i hate how i am less less less than everyone. an ugly sack of miserable ugly shit