I am happily married, have no interest in this person, and I know I don’t care to be their friend. They are my boss though and I’m freaking out. I become unbelievably flustered around them and I feel drawn to them. They’ve even started laughing at me and I know other people are probably laughing as well. I am hyper aware of myself around them and it sends me into a panic. Ive started having symptoms i haven’t had in a while again and I’m having dark thoughts. I want to quit my job but I cant, i don’t know what to do. I cant avoid them and have to interact with them every time Im at work. It’s so embarrassing and I feel ashamed because I feel like I’m cheating on my husband. How do I stop this?