I need a new inspection sticker for my car, the time has come to renew my driver's license, I need to do my bi weekly wash of my car, I need to order contact lenses I'm almost out, gotta go cut my grandma's grass, my room is getting messy need to clean my room, I need to get more cat food, oh my cat chewed through my USB charging cable I need to buy a new cable asap, I need to write out and send out the checks for water and electric, I need to put together a budget so I can start tracking my finances....oh it's been 90 days since I logged into by bank so I actually have to call the bank and speak to a representative to access my online banking, I'm way past due seeing a dentist, also need to see a doctor because of a weird lump that hasn't gone away, I ran out of juice for my vape I need to make a trip to the vape shop, my dad needs me to come over to help him because he can't get his Internet to work

All on top of a mentally and spiritually crushing 40 hour work week that leaves me with only a few hours of personal time to and energy to get this tasks done, a job that barely pays enough to get by that sucks the souls out of me

An endless wave after wave crashing into me, just to sustain basic human life and fulfill my obligations in society

I'm fucking tired, I don't enjoy this, I didn't ask for this...when can I simply sit down and relax or god forbid enjoy something in life... surely I'm not the only one that feels this way?

I am ready for the void