
I wish I was never even born. I’m a freak and everyone and I know it. I’m 34, autistic and like childish things such as cartoons and theme parks. I’m not a manchild, but I am a freak. 

I don’t deserve to be happy and never will be ever again. Most people my age have already made it and are successful in life. I never ever will be so what’s the point in even trying? 

Everyone will always hate me just for existing period. I’m an awful person just for that. Even doing nothing at all just pisses everyone off. No matter what I do, I will always make people mad at me. 

I will forever be a freak with no life, no job, and will never be successful ever. I deserve to die