I think they are wrong. I don't think I'm bipolar 2. They are wrong. I get depression, I get anxiety. I'm not bipolar. They are wrong. 

Since I've been taking their dang meds, my life has been spiraling down. What do you do? Add more meds. Oh this one might cause anxiety, this one will make you gain weight! This one might make you suicidal but hey, it's for your own good. 
Where the hell is my happiness!? I still get the depression but I don't get happy and full of life anymore! Thank god for those pills right!? 

How come I didn't get those psychosis before? I never convinced myself that creatures were out to get me before, that people around me where monsters in disguise! 

If I lower my dose of anti psychotics, suddenly I dissociate and get depersonalization and derealization! I didn't use to!! 

I'm sure they are doing this to me. I don't know why. The fact that everybody tells me to trust them, it makes me feel extremely lonely. My partner defends them. I'm tired of it. Meds don't even work anyway. I want to stop them. I don't trust them. They just want to use me as a guinea pig! They are gonna kill me with side effects for their own benefit!