Hello everyone,

My therapist diagnosed me yesterday after a bad weekend of bickering with my boyfriend. I got suicidal and almost got admitted to the hospital for monitoring but managed to talk myself out of it. He no longer wants to be with me and is 'out'. Work is hard and I feel pressure on my own part to get back to work quickly. Also, I am alone in the foreign county I moved for my boyfriend to.

What's next? I'm gonna get some more stabilizers today I'm told and hopefully things get better. I feel like I'm dying.

Can anyone give me some advice on how to soothe and try to move on? Not sure if I should move back home or what.

I hope the rest of you are having a nice day, less take care.

Thank you for reading.