Ever since I was a kid I've felt disposable.  I never really had many friends and the ones that I did make never stuck around long.  When I was old enough to date it was the same story.  No one gave me the time of day except for very few.  When I went away to college I actually did manage to find a small group of people, but then over the summer they threw me away, and when I didn't show up the next year they didn't even seem to be concerned.

I'm so sick of it, I dont know how to meet people anymore and I don't know how to keep them around.  Its been so long since I've felt I belong somewhere and I'm just so tired.

Clearly there's something wrong with me.  I'm the only common denominator, but I can never figure out what.