I feel so frustrated. I've been seeing a girl for about 6 months and I can't commit to her because I feel like I'll just ruin it later, but I like her too much to just let her go and I don't enjoy being around others as much as her. She left me a voice mail last night saying she loved me, and I haven't said anything to her at all today. When I saw she stopped sharing her location, I knew it was over and I felt so fucking terrible about stringing her along for so long just because I fucking hate being alone. I'm such a shitty person and I'm going to do everything I can to not hurt anyone like this ever again.