I guess I'm splitting hard right now. But I really hate my ex-girlfriend right now. We're still in contact, and at one point I asked if I was bothering her. She rudely brushed me off. Even though when we were dating she promised she'd reassure me whenever I needed it. It's driving me mad, and I don't know what to do. I hate her so much that it's consuming my mind. I know eventually I'll stop splitting and calm down and feel horrified by my feelings but right now I'm just completely filled with hatred and I want to break something.