I am really on the edge. I had TC cancer this year and chemotherapy. Changing jobs soon because I have to. 

I'm on the edge. I'm constantly depressed feels like I'm just mimicking having fun when around people but thanks to the pandemic and chemo and refused to meet anyone but doctors.

I start to enjoy less and less thing that used to cheer me up. If I'm abusing Ambien I somewhat feel content or happy (idk why)but that's it.


I am currently taking Cymbalta (duloxetine 90mg) and I know changing this med is hard. 


**My question is what helped You? ** 


I'm curious about people with similar thoughts like me and what helped them changing things or thoughts or feelings.