i hate sex with guys when im feeling stable like i consider myself gay. but when I’m manic I get hyper sexual and i want every guy to fuck me not because I like it but because I just want to be used and treated like shit. anyway I turn 21 in a few months and i think im gonna apply to work at a brothel and run off to Vegas I already have it all planned out and now im going to meet some dudes off Reddit and go have some degrading and possibly dangerous sex because i gotta get some practice in ya know !!!!!! these are the times where it would probably be useful to have a psychiatrist