I'm in a tough spot right now. I just broke up for good with my boyfriend, and it was not over some overreaction on my part. It was after constant lies and omissions on his part since the beginning of the relationship, as well as a complete lack of consideration towards me. I have had enough.

As I'm sure some of you can relate, my entire future revolved around him. I did everything thinking about him, but now I just don't know what to do anymore. Before him I was purposeless and now I'm back to square one.

I have had two other relationships in my life and I didn't deal with the breakups in a healthy way. My go-to used to be downloading Tinder for meaningless sex and getting drunk as often as possible. I become reckless and impulsive and that's not the way I want to go about it now. 

To make matters worse, I'm completely broke. I quit my previous job a while ago because I was being verbally and physically harassed, and both my ex and I didn't think it was a good idea for me to continue there. And then I didn't work for 2 months and burned through all of my savings. 

I recently started a new job, but I literally don't even have enough money to get to work until my first paycheck (12 bucks a day just for transportation). I don't even have enough to buy food aside from what I have in my house.

I am desperate and I don't know what to do. I feel like just giving up and ending it. 

Please help.