I am not happy in life. I know it’s a struggle and shit will get better but I don’t think it’s relatable. I am currently 23 y/o jobless in California and parents wants to kick me out. I can’t work since my work permit expired and have the stress off being homeless soon. Relationships broken and honestly I’m done with life. I want to die by 30 or before 30. I feel like I’ve seen enough and understand how pointless it is to continue on. I don’t have much self love or appreciation for living. I’m just here cause 2 people got horny and make a kid. I’ve tried to learn how to self love myself but end of the day, the person who hates me the most is me. I can’t find a single thing at all to tell myself I’m worth it. I hope to die soon.