My fp left me yesterday. He said we should keep a distance but we will keep in touch. He thinks I’m toxic and i hurt him and i bring him pain all of this happened after i told him i have bpd!  I can’t do it. Yesterday i was shocked like i didn’t realize it i was crying and crying. When i woke up i’ve been dreaming about him and couldn’t stop thinking about him. He posted a story of a song saying i love you. But i’m in pain i cant… plz tell me what to do or just tell me good words i don’t know but i just can’t I’m tired.