Hey guys, so I’m moving in a couple of weeks to the Midwest to start my first job after college, and I’m absolutely panicking. My entire life I’ve struggled with anxiety but was only recently diagnosed with that and depression. I’m going to be living alone for the first time in my life in a city where I don’t know anyone. I’m somewhat excited for this new chapter, but at the same time I’m more so freaking out to the point where my anxiety is honestly keeping me up for most of the night. I’ve tried meditating and exercising, but it’s just not working. I know that this move is ultimately going to be good for me both personally and professionally, but at the same time I just don’t want to do it because I’m so scared? What if something happens and I don’t have anyone? I’m scared of being lonely and having no friends. I’m scared of coming across as awkward and then messing up and then having my peers thinking I’m some weird chick. Does anyone have advice on how I should cope with this? As a side note, I was SUPER thrilled to be moving into college (my anxiety did spike due to other things like academics, general life, and relationships when I was there). How do I calm myself down and keep my anxiety under control. 
Oh also I have a lot of anxiety when I drive to new places, so that definitely plays a part in this. I didn’t drive for like 3 years alone even after getting my license.