i wish i could be a little kid. growing up i didn’t understand serious shit... or i did but just didn’t react to it. when i was little my parents were constantly fighting, my mom was in and out of jail, my moms bf was a crackhead and treated her awfully, etc etc. it doesn’t sound that bad, ik ppl have it worse, but looking back my life seems fine. so why is it that i feel like shit now??? if any of that happened to me now i probably would kms. i feel like i’m putting this all on myself but i don’t know how to fix it. i never feel anything. i’m never happy. but yet there isn’t much going on negatively in my life.