Hi, so I'm just going to get to the point. So I am the game master in a Dungeons&amp;Dragons group with my friends and my boyfriend. It is super frustrating to find times when everyone can play. Last time we played in late May and my boyfriend couldn't come so I told him I'd do a solo session with him (which we haven't done yet because I sometimes feel like I'm annoying him with my love for D&amp;D). 

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Yesterday, I asked in our WhatsApp group who could make it on Thursday. Two people responded yes. A half hour later I texted the other four separately (one of which was my bf). Some odd minutes later I had four yesses, 1 probably, and then when we talked on the phone my bf said he had to work every day next week. Since it's been so long and me and the others really wanted to play I decided to play anyway.

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Today, out of the blue (at least for me) I get multiple texts from my bf telling me that he's thinking about quitting the group because he doesn't want to fall behind the others' characters and that he's the one who always misses out on playing (granted, out of 3 sessions including the next, he couldn't make 2) and that we could've played last week or the week after when he's free but I never ask him beforehand and just decide something (again, I asked in the group with everyone if Thursday would work). Also, we had a similar argument before the very 1st session because then he was also the last person to respond and the last person who couldn't make and he said I didn't care about him playing with us and in the end we changed the date.

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We talked on the phone a short while ago and I told him that I'm really trying to make everyone happy but organising a group of seven people is really hard. I suggested he manage our play times but he didn't want to. I got annoyed and said that I am tired of being the bitch that doesn't care about her boyfriend. My mood had already been pretty negatively influenced by all this but he basically blew up then and used his usual "well, how do you think it makes ME feel that you apparently don't care about me". I felt like shit and immediately apologised but whenever I tried to explain myself or find a better solution he would just say "you won't have to deal with me complaining anymore when I've left the group so whatever". I told that from now on I would always ask him first if he got time for D&amp;D but I only said it half seriously. By that point I was feeling like total shit and I could feel myself splitting on him and now I'm in that mood again where I think our whole relationship is doomed to fail. And I really want to hurt myself but I can't because then my bf will be angry with me again and make me feel even more like shit (deservedly).

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Help.