Feels like so often I come here to post because I don’t want anyone I know to know. These two weeks have been brutal again but I believe I manage to hide it from everyone. I really don’t want to be sad and see me in this state anymore. People seem to come and go like I am nothing to them. I spent a lot of time with myself recently and found it more enjoyable. I am happy in some way that I found some part of me again. But I am sad that I am starting to trust less and want to distance the people around me. I just don’t want to be hurt anymore. It seems that wanting someone to stay means they will leave instead.