Every year when summer approaches I start to get some anxious feelings. I hate the first weeks of vacation bc its when most close people go spend time away in trips, family time etc. (which puts our friendship to test, with most of them we won't meet in a couple of months) I don't have my weekly routine of hobbies and study/work and everything its very uncertain. I know after a few days into july I already feel less anxious but this time one month away I am already struggling with these feelings cause I know it will hurt.