I'm looking for a therapist who I click with more to help me with this but right now I really strongly feel like what I need is self-acceptance and a better relationship with myself. I've spent years in therapy and learned all kinds of tools and gained boat loads of self-awareness. I know why I am the way I am and for the most part what I need to do. I just can't implement it. I'm paralyzed by fear and anxiety that stems from the belief that I'm not good enough, that I'm broken, that I'm not ok, that I'm not safe, I'm not strong enough, I could go on and on. So while I look for a therapist that can help me with that more I'm looking for books, YouTube videos, podcasts, anything that can help me affirm and reinforce that I am enough.