I am nervous as hell to start. 

It’s just a simple supermarket job. I’m a bit insecure to wear a polo and pants, as it isn’t my style. And I am scared of it going wrong. 

But over all, I am excited to make some money, and hopefully make it last so I can get some independence. 

I haven’t had a job in over a year, as I have been fighting to finally get done with the high school equivalent of my country. It took me 5 years, but I made it with a really high GPA and I’m hella proud. 

I had to take a sick exam because I broke my wrist a week before my written Spanish exam. I was supposed to start law school tomorrow, but couldn’t be accepted due to my missing diploma. I have spend the past 2-3 months shooting myself down for being set back yet another year. And this time for something that was 100% out of my control. It was a car accident, and I wasn’t driving, my boyfriend was. (also it wasn’t my boyfriends fault, someone else hit our car). 

I’m excited to see where life might take 21 year old bipolar self. Wish me luck, and thank you for reading :))