I (25 m) feel like a burden to everyone. I try my best at everything I do but the way people talk about the things I do make me not wanna try anymore. Cause what's the point when you put everything you like aside to try and do something nice for someone just for them to nitpick at everything you didn't do properly or everything you missed. Then never say thanks or good job. I shoulder 90% of the house work yet I never get a thank you. If I don't keep up with it all though in not time I get snapped at for something not being done. I try my best at all this and it never enough. I have no one to talk to. If I try to talk anyone about what I'm going through they end up flipping the Convo to be about them or they blame me for feeling the way I do and act like I make people treat me mean. I just want to not be yelled at and mistreated for being a normal human that's trying his best to not be depressed. I'm trying to not give up but it's hard because even though I have people close to me that say they love and care about me. Their actions speak otherwise then I just feel betrayed. Losing my will more and more everyday and I'm not sure how much longer I can keep up this charade of being happy. I'm regressing back to a low with my depression and I just want to not feel this pain anymore. I doubt I'll attempt to take my life but I make no promises. I will keep trying to survive but the odds are not in my favor. If you made it this far internet stranger I very much appreciate you reading my rant I needed to get that off my chest. Truly I thank you this is the only place I can talk about this freely without someone yelling at me for trying to clear my head.