My anxiety was at it's worst in january this year. Everytime that I stepped into the school building I wanted to throw up, experienced chest pain and constant exessive sweating. I thought it was gonna be like this forever but I rarely feel those things anymore. These days it's just extreme tiredness and zoning out. I can't hear a word what the teacher is saying because my mind just wander away and when it don't I end up sleeping. (Could been much worse)

I think the reason why the sudden change is because I used to be scared of being alone in school. It's a whole new school and I don't know anybody or plan to get to know them. My classmates leaves me out of the group and I just feel like if I tried becoming friends they would be fake anyway. But that changed, not the friend situation but I have becomed confident about being a loner. I eat lunch alone in the cafeteria and for some reason I'm not scared of being bullied (I have been it before). I finally gained some confidence to realise and believe in myself. Which probably don't make me look like a victim for a bully.

But also at the same time I'm just a guy who always faced his fears (except spiders I don't mess with mother nature). I have been scared of school for many reasons. So I guess I have just overcomed it and won.