I dont want to bother my parents with this, and I cant talk to anyone about this, and I know there are people who have real problems.

I almost always feel like a burden like I shouldnt have been born, like I was a mistake, I feel useless, I don't think I have a future. I know Im dumb and lazy, I dont know what makes me feel like this. I always feel like my parents are annoyed by me being around.

I dont feel well right now, and my head hurts, im afraid I cant describe my feelings any better rightnow. I would like to talk to someone, but I dont feel like I can, im sleepy right now.