I really like this person. I’m in my mid 30s and I’ve very rarely dated due to my intense anxiety and low self-esteem. They’re very nice and I want to do whatever I can to make sure the relationship succeeds, if that’s in the books, but we haven’t even been on our first date and I’m going crazy, worrying that I’ll screw it up by coming on too strong or being too awkward or that I’m just not good enough. I’m really fucking tired of being alone, and I know it’s all because my awful anxiety and low self-esteem/low self worth. I’ve been unfortunate to not have good enough insurance to seek therapy, but my new job’s benefits should allow me to get some. I know that’s my first good step, but I could use a little support and encouragement maybe right now if there’s any here? Thank you all very much for your time!