Where I'm from its kind of common for people to go missing especially women. I'm constantly in fear that something terrible might happen to my girlfriend because something bad has almost happened twice already and its hard for me to cope with everything after that I feel like everytime she travels to leave her home something bad may happen I try my best to atleast travel with her at night but its so much I can do atm because I cant afford a car yet even when she's at home its a rough neighborhood and its hard for me to think she's always safe home its hard I'm always on edge I'm always worrying and I cant seem to stop no matter how hard I try even when I try to smoke away my pain I cant seem to stop worry its hard I feel like the only thing that will solve my problem is if she gets her own car but until then I'm stuck just creating all sorts of scenarios all the time in my head. I worry so much till I feel tired. I hate worrying so much