I’m 19 years old and I’ve worked a couple of jobs now. Mostly retail and security. At all of the jobs I’ve worked, for the short time that I work there I have a really difficult time taking care of my health. I get really intense feelings of dread that make me stay in bed for most of the day before work and not eat or barely drink anything. And up until I end up quitting the job after a couple of months from being stressed out I don’t shower as often as I should, and my room becomes extremely unkempt and messy.

This has been a repeating pattern with jobs for me for the past 2-3 yrs. Most of these jobs I’ve only been working 20-30 hrs a week as well. I’m still living at home with my parents so I’m blessed in that regard, but this is really fucking my life up.

I am on medication for anxiety/depression: Zoloft 100mg.