i’ll try my best to describe how i feel because i overthink literally everything. i’m 19 year old college student that has been struggling with depression since sophomore of high school. i know it really hasn’t been that long, but it feels like it’s been forever since it’s turned into an everyday feeling. i overthink every situation and my emotions always get the best of me. 

the feeling that always overpowers the others is feeling lonely. i have no friends or no one to talk to about anything about what happens in my life. it sucks because i feel as if i need someone in order to get better, i just can’t seem to do it for myself. i’ve lost all my closest friends, it just seems like everytime i have someone to talk to they end up leaving me in the worst state possible. i become attached to people quickly and just can’t seem to ever move on. i just feel like giving up on myself and finding friends, and i’ve been feeling of ending it all.