Idk if this relates with other people who may do this. But sometimes I overachieve things to make me feel good, like if I don’t know how to do something then I learn it and win stuff in that thing I’m learning in a short amount of time. I do things like this then after I become depressed, I try to overachieve something relatively quickly and then have a good feeling, then that feeling crashes down fast into depression. After a while I became addicted to doing this and now I’m just not bothered to learn new things anymore. Does anyone have similar situations and can shed some advice? I wanna be happy and not overachieve to fill my emptiness