He treats me really well. He loves me and shows it everyday. I love him alot as well. Like I genuinely haven't ever been so smitten. But today was the first day I just felt bored? We had sex and it was lackluster. It's usually mind blowing. He was even really affectionate afterward and though I enjoyed it, I felt empty when he was saying he loved me. Even a resentfulness when he was kissing me but I love when he's like that with me. 

Is it just the perpetual emptiness we all feel? I also am a little nervous bc I have an interview tomorrow.. maybe that has something to do with it. I always feel like I'm trying to decipher how I'm feeling and forget life things have an affect. Idk man just venting.