I have been thinking about things that I need and want to do in the future and so far all I get is me being anxious and pressured. I dont even know what college i want to go to; if I name one college it'll be expensive and will have to choose another achool. I can tell that my family didn't like me going to culinary school (which I have the passion for food and cooking) which they said that It wont take me anywhere and that I can learn through the internet. In the end I chose a school strand I hate. Dont know what job I want to take and just the thought of having one and the things I need to pay for pressures me. I envy those people who have planned things out for themselves and what careers path they want. Everytime I think of the expectations others set for me makes me pressured and I cry.

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