i don’t know what sub to write this in but whatevs. i’m 16 and ever since i can remember i have been living my life like someone is watching me and controlling me. it started with feeling like there were cameras everywhere i went. i would be in my kitchen and i would be acting like there was a camera somewhere like something was there, watching me. also, i cant wear certain clothes while doing certain things because i fear what it would think about me. these things still happen to this day and it is 24/7
another thing is my room. i cant do things in my room because i fear what my posters and what my walls think about me. i cant say things out loud because if i say whatever it is, the things in my room would be mad at me because of what i said and then something bad would happen to me or around me. i feel like i’m living in a place with someone messing around with joysticks and buttons while controlling the things i do and think on the daily. 
and this is probably just my inner voice, but i do have a very active voice inside my head that is always telling me how to approach things and how to do things throughout the day. 
it’s honestly scary sometimes because i never feel like i’m really alone. but yeah, that’s what’s going on and i want an answer or something to tell me what’s happening.