I was always told it will get better.. that it will take time. I ask myself when will that time come? I’ve waited the time, 10 years.. is that enough time? I’m still waiting to get better, to be happy, to feel fulfilled. All this hoping got me I’m sick of waiting. Feelings are becoming dreadful and unbearable. Im left hanging on with a small insight of happiness coming but i always manage to come back to a dead end.