I have tried CBT, mindfulness, Paxil, lexapro, Caplyta, zyprexa, lamictal, abilify, Effexor…

Nothing is helping and I’m just spiraling further and further. The only thing that remotely worked was zyprexa, but I gained 25 pounds in less than 2 weeks. Good way to feel bad about yourself. 

What has been your story, because I can’t do this much longer.