Couple days ago my mom said she wished I was a regular person, -someone with no anxiety. 
It really hurt hearing that and I just want to share just incase someone has dealt with something similar. You’re not alone and even if our anxiety is crippling and debilitating, we deserve to be loved and supported. Don’t feel guilty for something you can’t control. I wish my mom understood what I really go through, but it’s fine. Hope everyone is doing okay. :)