This is so hard to explain. Do any of you struggle with this? Any thoughts, feelings, or decisions since my diagnosis. I’m always so scared that maybe a version of myself that makes more sense will come back later and realize that some shit I did, said, or thought was just my being bipolar. I can’t trust myself anymore. What do I do about it? Is there a way to help it?
Hell, even typing this here is fucking me up. I feel like I can’t do anything cause I can’t trust my own head.