I’ve been off my meds for about 2-3 weeks (because I can’t afford them atm, I will soon) I’ve been feeling so depressed and super tired during the day, super unmotivated I don’t even want to do small, crucial acts like feeding myself but during the night I go into these manic episodes where I just want to change my whole life (eat better, make money, be famous idk??) and I get no sleep or very little sleep and anything anyone does makes me so annoyed and angry