I’m such a head case I rly can’t stand myself anymore…it’s a Fkn remote job from home it’s been 2 days of training and yet my anxiety is horrid, a 10/10…and I’m sitting at a desk in my own Fkn house…that’s how crazy I am…I just sit there for 8 hours doing my best to try and retain all this training shit they’re throwing at us but it’s basically impossible because my mind is just blank and I’m so tense and anxious I can’t sit still…this life is truly like a Fkn bad dream I wish I could just be Fkn relatively normal and sane. I guess one plus is maybe I’ll sleep well since I’m physically Fkn exhausted from the stress of it…I rly thought I could handle a Fkn remote job from my own home but apparently nah, I’m such a nut job even this is overwhelming.