So I’m trying to put my life in order to make it easier on my family to deal with things. People think I’m making changes so that I can better my life. But the truth is that I am doing this to soften the blow of what I’m about to do.  I’m selling my apartment and moving my “money” (what a joke) to a central location… placing my things in storage, putting together all my papers, etc. I hope everything I do will make things easier on my family to deal with what’s left of my life.  Once I finish all that, I will end my life and the burden that is me. It sounds sad but I’m at peace with it.