Me and my fp talk on the phone every night and fall asleep and hang out every chance i get. Whenever they don’t text me back or can’t hang it destroys me. Recently my intense emotional outbursts have been making them angry and annoyed with me, it sucks because they have every right to be upset when I react so intense and crazy the way I do but it’s like i’m not even in control i just watch myself do these things and destroy everything when my emotions are too intense. Today on the phone i was very sad and saying negative things and they suggested we don’t sleep on the phone tonight (we have done so every night for the past few months) and although they’re right and i’m probably just bringing them down it destroyed me, I’m having the worst separation anxiety and just want their attention and I don’t know how to make it not hurt.