Like if I am happy I feel euphoric. I never want that feeling to go away and I’m such a positive patty. But when anything remotely changes for the worst or I get bad news it goes from I feel awesome to I should kill myself, I should hurt myself, why is my brain so fucking abnormal? When I’m mad it’s not frustration, it’s rage. It’s I won’t to tear this person apart. There’s never perspective, never logic. Just feelings to the extreme.