so i’ve been romantically involved with this guy for almost two months and i’m really scared that i’m not feeling enough. he told me he loves me which is cool but i don’t know how that feels.

in every other relationship my bpd has kicked in and it’s been more of an obsession than love so i don’t know if this is love or if i’m feeling enough. this is the first one that’s healthy and they’ve not been my favorite person in a negative way.

i don’t have the obsession and i don’t really need him. i think he’s really really cool and i care for him a lot. i do wanna hold him tight and kiss him but is that love? is that enough emotion???

i don’t know how to be in a healthy relationship or what it’s supposed to feel right but this feels like i’m feeling way way less. 

is this normal??? do i not like them???