  

hello my name is not important,

I would appreciate it if anyone could help me out on this one!

to give all of you some background information before you get into this CRAZY EMOTINAL ROLLERCOASTER!

1, This is a very very long distance relation ship and our times together are on PlayStation most spend! 

2, We both want to marry each other.

3, we are 20 and 23.

4, I've told her many times if someone sends you hearts kisses and all other stuff just ignore it because they are hitting on you and you're feeding into it by making them feel special and wanted by you!!!!!!!

5, she is Muslim so nobody can now about us except my side of the family, friends and online people.

(I asked her why she never immediately tells people that she has a boyfriend, her reaction on this was when you meet them you can tell them, personally I think she likes the attention and simping people give her. 

6, She gives the special needs that you give to fiancé to other people that she meets online,

making them feel special for HER like you're my protector, I love playing with you, blush emoticons after they send hearts and kisses, meeting in real life.

now this is just a small quick short list of what text where exchanged over maybe a 40 guys that where way to obvious that they where Hella horny.

   
 

7, before I confronted this to her I lied to her I told her hey babe I'm overthinking about you and those guys you where trying to get into their clan I asked her this.

do you flirt with them to get their attention to get into the clan? (answer no I don't OFC!)

do they flirt with you or you guys JUST talk about game stuff (answer: 'no they don't flirt with me)

   
 

I already read the messages she didn't know this, and saw all the hearts kisses and special relationship moment's

She immediately went to her PlayStation app and deleted ALL the conversations, so I would not notice it.

( LATER SHE TOLD ME I DID THIS SO THIS WOUDNT BECOME A FIGHT AGAIN )

when I told her hey I already read them I saw them sending you hearts and kisses and you saying al the stuff you said about meeting each other in real life soon

she told me it was just talk she was tryna be nice and flip it on me violating her privacy AGAIN.

   
 

I love her and it wasn't that she actually met the guy in real life but how was I ever supposed to know that if I didn't check up on her messages. (crying my eyes out right now)

7,I asked her why she hands out her Instagram to everyone that askes even the guys are sending her hearts. (she just wants to see if she is not talking and playing with a creep)

   
 

   
 

**this was our latest fight** 

( now i just want to make sure that its not me being crazy but she just doesn't know what flirting means and the feeling and distrust she gives me with it and then flipping it and telling me i violated her privacy)

   
 

my fiancée has a PlayStation she text's a lot of guys and one thing Muslim's are known for is their kindness, Now me as a standard guy who doesn't believe in anything (I will convert in the future).

I checked her text messages and saw that she was extremely flirty with every single guy. 

all these 'guys' took it as if she was tryna get into a relation ship with them, a lot of guys start sending her hearts and kisses now you would think why do they start sending heart and kisses and more sexual text? this is because the way she responds to their text is with: 'ahhhhh you're my protector thank you so much (blush emoticon)' later on in the conversations she says hey where are you from, they exchange where they are from. later on the guy asks for my fiancée Instagram and they also exchange that. now my fiancée says you're country is really pretty I would like to visit it so you can show me around! they wish each other sweet dream's the guy with a heart and a kiss and my fiancée with a blush emoticon.