I've been on a number of different meds in the past (prozac, mirtazapine, citalopram) all of which I essentially found useless. My previous experience of meds have generally deterred me from trying any others.

However, recently my mental health has been deteriorating. I'm struggling to cope and it's affecting my relationship and generally getting in the way of me functioning and living a normal life. 

I'm currently in CBT, which I'm struggling to engage with because my mental state is in such a bad place. I'm not gaining anything from it currently and it's designed to help in the long run which doesn't help when I'm feeling rather desperate now.

Is there a chance meds could help me cope in the now? What types of meds have helped you guys?

I just need a new way to cope. My emotions are too overwhelming and my current way of coping is completely destructive and detrimental.