I'm completely lost. I have a decent job, ect ect there's no reason I should be lost. A part of me just wants to bail and wander around with my small dog until I feel happy and find a purpose. I'm depressed af, not suicidal at all at this point anyway. I want to live. Way more than I'm living now. Same shit day after day, month after month, year after year. So bored of it. It's already Dec. Fuck. Another year wasted.