Just a rant post.

In high school, I got my first job and everything was fine. Until the owner started yelling at me because I couldn't do my job well. And college was starting at the same time so I couldn't handle so much pressure so I quit. 

Then covid came and I stayed home for 1 year and a half.

My second job was good. I stayed there for 6 months until I was accused of something I didn't do. Honestly my manager just had to give a name to HR and decided I was the unlucky one. Since then my relationship with my manager has become akward, I was too tired of being treated unfairly. I was promoted, then he told my coworker to tell me I wasn't, which killed my mood. I quit.

I am currently at my third job (which is now my anxiety is at its worst) and I gave in my 2 weeks noticed on the first day because of the pressure. I am regretting because now I am getting used to my job and want to keep me. But it's too late. 

I just wish I have enough confident to push through the anxiety. I have not been wanting to work because of anxiety. 

Well, that's it. This is just a rant post. I am seeking therapy.