I’m so anxious every morning going in. I want to say this is an isolated experience but it’s not. This is my 3rd job of the year. My first I lasted 4 months, second 2 months, and this one has only been a month. 

I keep having issues with coworkers and management. Mostly issues with coworkers because management isn’t around or management doesn’t actually manage.

I NEED to be managed. I NEED rules, structure. Without it I just fucking can’t. I feel like my coworkers are always trying to walk all over me and at this point I can’t tell if it’s for real or if I am pulling something out of nothing.

I’m exhausted and I have to walk into work right now and I’m so anxious because my coworker on these days (no manager) gives me suggestions disguised as commands and gets annoyed when I don’t do it because it’s a suggestion. I’m just gonna have to do whatever she wants I guess. Fuck.