Useless. 
I feel useless. 
Even when things are out of my control, I still feel worthless. I had two “friends” for the last 7 months, they’re co-workers. We were always together but they both individually hurt me as a person. 
By embarrassing me in public, making me cry, throwing my name under the bus for minor things, betraying me for people who mistreated me, and never apologizing for these things. The moment, I said something’s that’s very true about one of them. I had gotten condemned by them and they’re telling the world what I did wrong. But, I’m guessing they’ll never tell the world, why I turned the tables? It hurts a lot, they meant a lot to me as “friends”. I permitted them to walk all over me until this situation. Why do I feel so worthless after this situation? I keep blaming myself, I feel as if everyone I work with hates me. It makes me feel very bad about myself. I just keep feeling so useless.... so, so useless. :( 