i've been experiencing a lot of negative thoughts regarding the way i look. of course, we all have thoughts like that at some point. but, in my case i feel like its rather more severe. to give you an insight on how severe, these thoughts are a daily thought that can last hours, and it feels rather perpetual. i simply cannot stop thinking about my weight, and i am so insecure to the point of where i panic about it. i am so insecure about my appearance as-well, and i am so strict on what i wear. i am also so strict on what i eat. anything that i consider as "unhealthy" makes me feel terrible for even eating it. i also bodycheck on a daily basis, its like a routine at this point. wake up, bodycheck, before lunch, bodycheck, before dinner, bodycheck, before i shower, BODYCHECK. 

i need comfort :\~(