When people tell me about their life experiences, or what it’s like to be in love etc. It really messes with my brain. I don’t understand how some people can just be so carefree and loving. My mind constantly feels like it’s battling itself whether it be anxiety or depression. It’s a struggle to even get up for me on most days and have a positive attitude. “Be more positive” what a joke. It’s easy when your brain chemistry isn’t all fucked up.