Might fuck around and just fucking isolate myself from everyone. It's not like anyone fuckinf cares about me, I'll be better off isolated and dealing with shit myself. Like, what's the point? My own fucking boyfriend can't be fucked to message me, nor can my best friend unless it's to talk about her. I don't even see a point in trying to talk to anyone anymore. Only downside in this is that I might start cutting again and bf will break up with me. I feel like I'm splitting, when I typed bf I literally shouted 'I hate you' in my head. Haha fuck! 