I really don’t know what happened to me I just since later middle school stopped being so confident, I literally cannot fucking speak to my own friends I am horrible at holding conversations shit I can’t even keep one up half the time even if they start it, and to top it off I’m also in band And I love it but I just think I am disgustingly bad compared to my higher part friends overall just Have 0 confidence and no longer know if i’ll ever be able to regain self love.