The past two years after getting a diagnosis it’s been super hard to keep a job. I’ve been on and off short term disability, and I’ve had two really good jobs that pay well with great benefits. I’d be stupid to give them up. However every time I start working, it’s almost like I self-sabotage myself because I tell myself I’m not good enough for the job, or that it won’t work out so I just ruin it for myself.

Then I feel ashamed and guilty about not being able to hold a job, why do I do this!