My mom had a pretty invasive biopsy today because it has a strong chance of being precancerous or cancerous. Idk who to talk to, I don’t want to text someone bad but I feel myself spiraling and literally have no one else to talk to. She’s already so worried about early dementia or Alzheimer’s. And our last family horse may have to be put down and my grandmother died this Christmas due to covid and I can’t. This is too much death. My mind can’t handle this. No no no no no