So this is my very first job and I’ve been working here for a little over a week. It’s retail for a small pop up store and I messed up a bit with counting the cash register my coworker said it was a few dollars over. And today I closed by myself it’s not the first time I closed by myself I’ve only had a coworker close with me twice the second it was a new person still training. And after locking the doors I used the bathroom and the water from the toilet started to rise from the bottom. I immediately started panicking for twenty minutes. I tried cleaning it but it was too much water. And I still had to close. So an hour goes by and there was still quite a bit of water left. It stopped coming out and I really didn’t know what to do. I texted my manager what had happened and I clocked out. I didn’t want to keep my ride waiting any longer and I kept thinking about how of course I do something like this on a day that went smoothly. When I got home my manager responded saying I should’ve told her right then and there and now that I think about it I don’t know why I didn’t think about texting her right away. And she told me she would’ve had me call maintenance and water issues can’t be left unattended. I felt like such an idiot. And I kept trying to make myself feel better saying first timers make mistakes. But honestly I don’t wanna go back to work. I don’t work the next day but I know she will be there the day I go back  and she probably will tell me I should’ve done better. I’m opening that day and I wasn’t given a code for the safe so the manager will have to do it. I keep telling myself it’s not like I received that much training to begin with I was hired on the spot a day after applying. But I still keep thinking what if I’m fired for it what if I cry at work? Ugh I’m dreading if I break down at work. I’m an emotional person I just hope it’s not too bad. My manager is nice I just don’t want to leave a bad impression of myself. I’m twenty years old and I feel like it looks really bad that I made this kind of mistake. I don’t wanna go back to work😓