I've been diagnosed with multiple personality disorders and BPD is one of them. I've searched up about it and I can't seem to relate with many of the symptoms. Does it affect your thought patterns? Or does it affect the way you process things? I'm so confused on what the fuck I'm supposed to do. How can I work with it or around it? I can't seem to think when I want to. Aaaahhhrggg! 

Sorry for the long confusing post, that's the schizoid part. 😒 