Where should I start? I feel so tired, desperate and bored, my life it’s just going to school, studying and being with my boyfriend. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, he loves me and is so patient with me. He supports me a lot and I know he’s the kind of men every woman would love to have: patient, has a good job and comes from a good family, I get along really well with his family but I feel like something’s missing. I want to go out, be like I was before. Go wild at parties, meet new people, do stupid stuff. I feel like I’m wasting my youth and I feel like a split a lot on him: I sometimes feel like I could get married to him and sometimes I feel disgusted by him. I don’t know what to do anymore.