Not a ton. I had a dental appointment and just had 1mg of Ativan and 45 mg of Codeine (I have sensitive teeth and it really helps) and smoked some weed when I got home. I can't help but wonder if I can ever have this feeling of "wellness" while I'm sober.
Is it even possible for us to ever feel whole and one with the world? Or are we destined to be empty, fleeting, and transient while we use our DBT skills to make it all less shitty? 
