Am I the only one that hates to date while having BPD? Like I feel I’ve become resentful cause I’m like 95% I’ll never find anyone for me. In real life, no one approaches me, then on dating apps people are just looking for books up. So that makes it difficult, then add the BPD and it’s a completely impossible. I honestly just wanna love someone and be loved instead of people looking at me like a total freak... 😞