The feeling that you are anxious but at the same time excited. I don't understand because I feel like this is starting of my manic episode. I don't know what to do. I am excited to see my friends , i  am excited to go to school (I have class on 1pm this day) and I am excited at everything and I feel like this is kinda mania. Idk if this is. but I kinda like the feeling because I have been feeling sad before but now I am not. Like yk the feeling of the release of happy hormones in your body. this feeling is familiar, it is either I'll be manic for few months or I'll be sad again for next week. I just don't know. but i'll just enjoy the moment. ugh I am sure I'll be talkative again in school .