Things have just felt awful lately and I fucked up everything with my boyfriend. I'm constantly stressed, probably under-medicated, over-worked, and unhappy. I saw my psych yesterday less than 15 mins online - she's honestly useless and sided with my dad over something he was blatantly in the wrong about. I see my therapist tomorrow but that feels pretty useless too. I'm sick of working, feeling tired and lazy all the time, and being me. I want a permanent break from everything and to just start over. It's not fair I've been battling this over half my life yet and still feel like this, after all of the effort and resources I've invested into treatment. I just want someone to tell me everything's okay and not make things harder and more stressful. Honestly over everything.