So last week, 11CT, Me (22M), my step dad, and my mom went out to eat. My mom raised me her whole life as a single mother but we aren’t that close, not like super close at least but my step dad was mad that my mom hasn’t been working (which is how it’s been so idk why he got some mad), long story short he pushed his hand to her stomach then smacked her in her mouth, my step dad is way smaller than me so I got up, I was in the living room, and they were in the kitchen), and I punched him once in the mouth and he pushed me back, and I just started pummeling him. My mom was screaming for us to stop and when she said was calling the cops I stopped. Then SHE STARTED YELLING AT ME. Kicked me out of the house, my step dad told me I’m not working for him anymore, and as he left the house, my mom told me to pack my shit and leave. My buddy in Arizona offered me a spot to go, and I thought I had enough gas to get over there. I’ve been stuck about a little over halfway there, gas has just got so expensive and has completely fucked me. My mom completely fucked me more than anyone ever has. My own fucking mom. So I’m just sleeping in this motel and thinking about killing myself in here tonight.