Let me preface this by stating that I'm a very lonely person as of lately, I've cut off a lot of ties from people who would not support me, but now I dont really have anyone irl. I have this horrible irrational fear that every time I talk to this certain person, I'm petrified that everything I'm saying is obnoxious and or annoying, and that the next day, they'll remove me out of their life. I've asked and been told about 3 times now by them its not the case, but I cant let go that I'm hours from being blocked. Has anyone experienced this or had any success getting over it? Its affecting me in a lot of bad ways.