Hey guys so I'm suffering severely with sepration anxiety from my partner, he's saying he doesn't wanna see me because I'm emotional but I'm emotional because he doesn't want to see me.
Day 3

I don't have anyone else to talk to, I'm so scared and I feel so alone.

I've been up since 6am, I've cleaned up sorted my animals out, now I'm laid on my bed crying uncontrollably.

It's not just him no one wants to spend time with me, I try make plans and everyone always cancels, I try see people and get ghosted.

I feel like I'm grieving 

I'm so scared he's trying to replace me and find someone, I'm constantly paranoid (he doesn't help with that) 

I don't understand what's wrong with me and why I'm like this, I'm really struggling.

Everything I do isn't enough, I lost my job and everything.

I feel so worthless, I am on the verge of SH 
Doesn't matter if I do, no one cares, no one sees me, he won't see it either because he doesn't want to see me.

I have this constant need for validation, ressasurace and affection and I don't understand.

I can't take this anymore, I can't take how I feel all the time

Pleaser if you've read this I know it's meaningless to you but it's really effecting me

Mental health services aren't helping me please