I'm a 21 years male, I'm studying computer science, I'm not doing well in college, my mental health is really bad (I have depression, anxiety, and thinking about suicide all the time, paranoia.....), I don't have any friends and I have never really had any friends, I have never had a girlfriend, I have a terrible family and i have a really bad relationship with them, nobody cares about me ir wants to help me, everybody treats me unfairly, i really need a friend or someone to talk to really soon.