
I okay guitar, write and enjoy skateboarding. Lately I’ve been convincing myself that I’m losing interest in hobbies and interests that play a big role in my life, because I don’t feel compelled to do them 24/7. 

I usually skate in a parking lot and it’s winter now, and the parking lot is filled with creepy people and it’s kind of depressing vibe there, so lately I’ve been going on walks instead of skating at night. Me doing this, according to my ocd, is because I’m losing interest. And I don’t want to stop skating. I feel like it’s also mainly the parking lot that turns me off. But I feel like I’m gonna lose everything I love and have no control over it. 

Also if I don’t feel like writing anything or playing guitar one day, or if I’m unable to find a crazy amount of joy in it. That means that I’m “losing interest” and I start freaking out and trying to reassure myself.