It’s been a while since the last time I’ve been genuinely depressed. I’ve started to live healthy and do what needs to be done and finally felt like I escaped. Lately that’s been becoming harder and harder, I feel drained nothing feels exciting or worth doing again even though I’m gaining in life. All I want to do is sleep I feel like I’m a worthless person and there’s nowhere to go. I know what this is and I know what to do to fight it but damn man I thought I conquered this shit already. There’s a feeling associated with falling back down like I know what’s happening and there’s nothing I can do about it. It’s tough but at least I have a template for getting out this time.