

I felt really sad knowing that there will be a gun safe at home that I would not have access to. 
And I felt sad and abandoned knowing that he will be participating in a lot of shooting range, hunting related activities that I wont be a part of.


Before being diagnosed with BPD, I almost always thought I was in the right for everything. 

After the disgnosis,  I felt like I have lost my ability to have sound judgements on what's considered reasonable.

The old me would have assessed this situation as him being completely selfish for doing something without me. The new me feel like I am being selfish for not wanting to give him any space.


