Im sick of being told “it’s okay you can’t do everything everyone else can because you’re struggling”. I hate struggling I want to be “normal” and happy and honestly functioning. It’s so tiring feeling like a failure all the time because I am.  Because I can’t function, I can’t just go through my day and do my work and succeed in things. One thing goes wrong and I shut down and just set myself further and further back. I’m so sick of it. I want to be okay, i want to be happy. It seems so easy for so many people but I’m just here failing. I hate being told “you need to take time for yourself and take care of your mental health” and I know it’s coming from a good place, I know, I just wish I didn’t even have to do that, I just want to be okay.  I’m sorry if this comes off as rambling I’m just fed up with being “not okay”.