I just feel like I have no emotional connections with anyone. But in a weird way. It’s not like I have no emotional feelings or love for my family and friends. I feel compassion and empathy for others.

I just feel like no one knows me and I have no real strong emotional connections with friends or family. I feel like something is missing. I don’t know what’s wrong I feel very alone. I don’t even particularly like being in public or in large groups of people. If I’m with a group of people I end up having that alone feeling anyway so it’s weird. 

I feel like I’m so mentally complicated I can’t explain my thoughts and or feelings because I don’t even understand them myself. 

I have so much I want to explain about myself to someone, but I can’t find the right person.