A few friends invited me to go out tonight, and even if I didn't want to I went.

We talked a lot and then went to a night club, something that I really don't like but I thought it could be something different to keep me in a good mood.

At the end of the night, I was dancing in this crowded room and this girl grabbed my neck and accused me of grabbing her ass. This was more than enough to destroy my self-esteem, make me feel like the worst person in the world and barely be able to get home. I walked around the city thinking of laying down in front of cars or just leaving all my life behind and sleep on the streets, so I sat on a bench and tried to fall asleep before finding the strength to get home.

I was so proud to be smiling again and dancing, now I just want to cry and disappear. 

\*\*\*(I am afraid to post this and have people saying that I am a horrible person, that I deserve this and not believe that I did not do touch anyone.)