I thought things have felt weird between us recently and kept asking her and trying to talk about it and she kept insisting nothing was wrong. 
Today was my birthday and I received NOTHING from her, not even a text but she was active on social media and out to dinner. 
I guess I got my honest answer. I worked so hard on trying to build this relationship for 3 or 4 years. Ugh. Makes me feel like what the fuck did I do where did I go wrong.