Won't go into too much depth but at the beginning of 2020 my bf got close with a female friend and I didn't handle it well. I've since gotten much better and don't let myself get trapped in those thoughts anymore, but today he told me how he and his school friends are all going to meet up. I didn't think much of it, but I asked him to show me their profiles out of curiosity to who his new friends are.
He immediately got mad at me and basically through last year into my face.
It hurt deeply. He immediately apologized and admitted what he did was wrong but I can't get it out of my head. How am I supposed to move on if those around me don't let me? Idk, it triggered something and I don't really use that word a lot. I've just been feeling vacant ever since.