I’ve been sad before but I’ve never had this feeling. Lately it’s been so bad and I’ve felt so alone that the warmth will physically leave my body and I get chills to the point where I have to put on a jacket indoors and pull up three blankets over me. And sometimes that’s not even enough. It’s such a miserable feeling, I want to get therapy but just can not afford it. I can barely afford to feed myself and pay the bills right now. It’s just where I’m at right now and I hate it but I’m trying to power through it in hopes of better days.