I’ve been fantasizing about killing myself for the past 6 years, I just want to go through with it already. I didn’t think I was going to be here this long and I don’t know what to do. My life isn’t even horrible, Its just that I can’t handle anything like a normal person. I don’t see the point in living, there’s nothing and no one that I would stay for. I hate myself, I can’t do anything. I’m such a burden on everyone around me. I’m a coward tho, probably won’t do shit