I know. Crying gets you nowhere and doesn’t help the situation. I’m struggling with depression and anxiety. I need a wake up call from this . Everyday I’m on the verge of tears even in public . I cry most of the times unable to hold them back and I feel shit after I do and I feel hella guilty and not relieved as I expect to. I’m annoyed with my parents for refusing listening to me in my younger years and I hate them for bringing me into this world. I try to take responsibility but after a few hours or one day my mind just goes back . One step forward and 5 steps backwards