Or rather, how the hell do you consistently have your rent/bills paid with all this internal chaos?  

It’s always the same. I have no trouble finding work in the service industry, it’s staying. I absolutely love it all in the beginning, model employee despite always being nervous. Then I end up emotionally exhausted from interacting with others all day and then splitting on my coworkers internally and wanting to quit three months in exactly. I’ve worked at my fathers company on and off for years to try to be helpful (at their insistence) but I CANNOT take it anymore. I just can’t, it’s not a good environment for me so I end up drained even worse than when in the service industry. 

Hoping for inspiration, ideas about potential careers from your experiences. 

Did anyone start over with little education/skills or resources? 

Thank you 