I was just informed today that I will have to pay my copay for my surgery following the car accident I was in last year, even though the case is in litigation. Why? I chose to use my insurance to get the surgery done faster rather than waiting on the funding company, because the surgery might exceed the policy limits. I've been in excruciating pain for a year now. 

NO ONE warned me, not my lawyer, not the doctor's office, not a fucking SOUL, that I would be responsible for the copays from here on out. I thought they would be billed to my lawyer, like every other visit until now has been. 

So I can't pay. I also can't work, because I can barely even get off of my bed without pain, let alone drive to work, and then work for 10 hours, an incredibly physically demanding job, and then drive home.

Her insurance won't settle until my medical treatment is complete. I can't complete my medical treatment because i can't work. 

I'm completely helpless, useless, and over it. Just let me die already. My surgery is scheduled for Tuesday. I hope I'm dead before then.