Hi everyone -

 I was recently diagnosed with anxiety/depression/ and traits of BPD a few months ago. I've had anxiety/depression since I was a teenager but it has recently manifested itself into traits of BPD. My therapist and psych don't want to say I have full BPD but I have traits leaning towards it. 

Last night I had a violent outburst, my second one this year given that I'm taking medication this time. I'm on Wellbutrin as well as Lexapro - is there anyway that these medications will help control my angry outbursts? These meds were working for me until the last couple of days I have been feeling down....I'm only on 150 mg of Wellbutrin and 5 mg Lexapro since Lexapro makes me sleepy if I take a higher dose....

I've been on the medication for a few months and I feel like it's working but it has tapered off. I'm still depressed and I'm empty. I am living in my own prison. I am in CBT therapy but I feel like my medication should be doing more to help...thoughts? 



TLDR; Just started medication over 2 months ago - I feel an improvement in my depression and symptoms of BPD but now I am feeling worse...is this normal with medication? I don't want to keep upping the dosage forever. 