DAE experience severe disassociation after stopping Abilify or Citalopram? And, given the Pandemic, isolation in dreary Maine isn’t the most conducive to our diagnosis. I’m non-Essential (hah, can you imagine in future YA novels they’ll call it “E or n-E marked your ID chip...these were scanned by Trump-Ettes, the guards.”) so I’ve been laid off work. My roomie isn’t the most supportive or understanding, due to no fault of his own, he’s just a little on the Spectrum and doesn’t feel comfortable around “emotional things”. 
In conclusion, I don’t have a huge support system, I’m off my meds, and I’m actually vastly terrified what I might do in these recurring and longer lasting dissasociative episodes.