Hey guys!
I feel like I'm going to have a mental breakdown and end up back in the damn hospital over this job. I work for an insurance company  in one of their call centers and I've been here for almost a year now and holy shit. I was on leave for 6 months after being admitted into the hospital and being back is putting me in that mindset agaim. I cant seem to calm myself down here...for example today I got reamed out by an angry gentleman who called me stupid, and that I didn't know what I was doing. I can't handle being yelled at...I either break down right away or I get so angry that in the end I break down anyway. And I get this sick feeling when it happens...like I'm stupid and worthless and its hard. I don't know how to deal with this stress anymore. The BPD, depression, panic disorder and a few others mixing is making this literal hell.