I’m so tired of everything even my “good” days are the average persons worst, I just want to sleep forever. my doctor prescribed me with SSRI’s and one of the side effects is emotional blunting, I’m hoping for it. Everyday is a battle with bpd even when I feel okay I know it’s temporary and I’ll crash again I just don’t want to do it anymore, I don’t even know why I’m writing this I’m sorry