okay, here we go. i’m gonna provide some background information about myself, because i really need some advice. I have major depression disorder, and I sometimes suffer panic attacks. In fall of 2020, i started college, and my mental health plummeted. A  relative of mine died from COVID, I was being treated pretty badly at home, money stress. I could barely get out of bed most days, couldn’t go to class, couldn’t do assignments. I ended up having to drop out at the end of that school year. Then, i get kicked out of my house. Start having awful panic attacks. Can’t drive because my panic attacks are so bad. Couch surf for a couple months, have an awful time. I’m able to move back home in fall 2021. I start a job at a warehouse, start going back to community college. Thats where I’m at right now. 

i don’t know wtf i’m doing. i just feel really lost and alone and like i’m behind in everything. i can barely pay for school, i’m being pressured to move out, i don’t know wtf i want to study, i have minimal work experience. I honestly am interested in going into the medical field, like nursing or sonography, but it just all seems so far away