I’ve recently found out I’m pregnant. I’m happy about it, but also afraid of what it will do to my body. I know it sounds selfish, but I’m dreading the growth of my abdomen and the aftermath of birth. I’m not fat, but there’s been comments made about my body that made me despise it. I have major confidence and self esteem issues that are due to infidelity on my partner’s behalf. I’m so scared of ending up alone with a baby. I feel like once I start to show, he’ll cheat on me again. I don’t have many friends and I’m so lonely. At this point, I don’t know what to do about my depression. I’ve tried medication and weed. I stopped smoking as soon as I found out I was pregnant. It helped me eat and sleep. The only person I can really talk to, gets upset whenever I bring up the cheating. Is there anyone out there experiencing the same feelings? I’d like to know how you feel.