It’s like I cannot dissociate at all...I cannot lose myself in a book or movie, can’t get that highway hypnosis when driving, can’t daydream ever which rly sucks...I feel inhuman because of this...it causes such severe stress it’s unreal I feel horrible all the time and have forever. I feel this way even in my own home in my own room laying in bed...Its like I’m hyper aware of everything my own thoughts, surroundings everything seems way too in my face if that makes sense...I’m not sure what to do to remedy this or ease it at all as I’ve been stuck this way forever it seems for years at least.