i have been together with this person for over 4 years. this whole time i have been so wrapped up in my wrongness as a human that i wasn't able to see his wrongness as a partner. i just thought it was all part of the punishment i deserved in this life, and ultimately he wanted me well. [https://imgur.com/a/1x0fzvw](https://imgur.com/a/1x0fzvw)

this was a therapy exercise. seeing it all together made me immedietely heartbroken. this person deserves dignity and given this instead.

then i realized that person was me.  

tw: 18 pictures of free writing containing a written draft of heavy verbal abuse language, alluding to sex/sa, physical assault and drug use.