My friends are so fucking far, the only person I love I have near me keep getting mad at me and I really don't know what I'm doing wrong, how to prevent it.
I slowly push them away idk how to stop being annoying. It makes me so happy to see them everyday but all they talk about is how they cant wait to leave this place :(
You know its just hard to be nothing for someone thats everything to you :(
I spend everynight crying myself to sleep over them, they dont even think about me.
Even when I feel fine, everyone looks forward to something, seeing their bf/gf/family, getting that job, traveling to that place or whatever. I dont have anything going on and I know Ill never do the things I dream about.