I lost a friend a couple days ago. It all started when I texted them and told them that what they said during lunch was uncalled for and mean. I also asked if they were angry at me. They said they were telling a joke and for me to take a joke. I was hurt and told them that it’s hard for me to see the difference between a joke vs. serious because to me, they seemed angry. They said I look into their words so much and it stresses them out and they feel like they can’t breath. I ended up keeping my cool and just telling them I was sorry and I can give them space. They just got madder and blocked me on everything. However they didn’t block me on tumblr first and I was able to see them post “how do the craziest mf’s always make there way into my life LEAVE ME ALONE” 

I feel like barfing. They were such a close friend to me. It hurts to know they would rather do that instead of try to fix our friendship. I’ve been crying everyday. I hope they realize they hurt me and apologize to me. (And no, I am not apologizing to them. I need reassurance but that doesn’t mean I get to be treated like shit.) 

My need for constant reassurance isn’t a burden 👏 I may be sensitive but that doesn’t fucking mean you get to call me names 👏 I am not a hard person to be friends with! 👏