I'm hoping to overcome the fear and go on the other side, to get everything that I want. I'm drawing blanks of what I want to say yet again, because that's just how I am. I think a lot of people in this world are extremely unhelpful. Sometimes you have to stay away from your family to have your very own peace of mind. Because people talk too fucking much. I don't understand why I was put into my family. I don't get it. It's like I'm not really supposed to be there.