I'm tired of everything changing. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of feeling like a burden. I'm tired of being 23 and feeling I have no worth. I'm tired of life. I'm tired of waking up to the same feelings. I'm tired that everyone sees me as useless. I'm tired of being afraid to live. I'm tired of life. I'm tired of people saying it will work out when it hasn't and been years. I'm tired of myself. I'm tired of being rejected. I'm tired of being a fat piece of shit. I'm tired of taking medication and doing therapy. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of drinking. I'm tired of having constant suicidal thoughts. I'm tired of depression and anxiety. I'm tired of being tired.

I'm just so damn tired. Make it go away please or I will make myself go away for ever.