Bruh, I'm having paranoid delusions DESPITE being on the highest dose of Abilify. I'm pretty sure I'm in yet ANOTHER fucking mixed episode...at least I think it is. Racing thoughts, hopelessness, impulses to do big things, crying spells, sleeping too much, excessive anger...

I really need my psych, but I don't see her again until the 29th. Ugh!

I guess I'll live. It's just really, really frustrating.