I’m 18. I don’t really have any friends or anyone I’m close to besides my FP. We’re really close and love each other a lot but our relationship doesn’t work at all rn bc of our mental health. He’s done some bad stuff to me that has made me extremely insecure. Something happened yesterday that I’m not sure how to explain. But I feel like he doesn’t care about me at all. I know he does but I’m so hurt. I feel like I’m nothing. I feel so weak and empty that it’s hard for me to move. I feel lifeless. I don’t want to celebrate my birthday. I don’t want to be me.