I don’t think there has ever been a time in my life where I’ve been getting this anxious over the smallest of things. I’m sorry if this sounds stupid or like I’m overreacting, I just really needed to get it off my chest.

I will go down and check the house with my torch 10, 20, 30 times because I’m petrified someone has broken in even though our uni door has a bolt, a chain and two locks.

I can’t get to sleep until the sun comes up until I know somebody hasn’t managed to break in somehow. 

I thought it’d be better once I’d submitted my exams but I’ve found myself panicking about my some of references being a different shade of black, not leaving a gap in one of my references etc. Basically most stupid stuff but I get myself into the most awful states about little things.

I know it’s absolutely insane and ridiculous but coupled with stress from awaiting exam results I can’t seem to shake this anxious and horrific feeling off. Because it’s so stupid as well I feel like I can’t talk to anyone about it. I just feel like I’m going absolutely crazy and I don’t know how to stop it and just calm down.