I have spent most of my life dealing with struggles, I never felt “normal” whatever that means. I’m turning 30 in a week and have felt displaced my entire life. Like I was constantly chasing something or someone else. My entire family always wrote it off as me being incompetent and irrational. I know this sounds silly, part of me is so sad for younger me, thinking there was something wrong with her. Thinking she had to be better, and not good enough ever. Idk if any of this makes sense as I was just diagnosed and joined this community. Just a vent. Did anyone else experience heavy emotions when diagnosed?