Has anyone else had horrible experiences with alcohol? 

There have been a few times where Ive gotten drunk and as a result of a minor issue or argument become extremely upset,  to the point where I am crying hysterically etc. I basically go into full blown melt down mode, screaming and crying,  and treating my SO as if he has broken my heart and I hate him for it, yet he has never usually done much.

This is not normal behaviour for me... yes when I am upset I will cry but I never talk to my SO like that, this is excessive. It has only happened a couple of times (most of the time when I drink which is a rarity as it is, its completely fine and fun even) but the few times it has happened, the results have nearly ruined my relationship.

Does anyone have any input? Right now I am avoiding alcohol, but I’m curious if anyone knows why this happens..