So I’m seeing this guy and he’s on his phone watching Facebook videos SO much when we are together. It’s driving me insane because today has been the worst. He’s been on it for an hour nonstop now. I just realized I’m splitting on him but not letting him know. 

He also says how sexy some girls are on tv which I have ptsd from cheating as well so that shit triggers me but I don’t say anything because I know it’s comes off as insecure. I’ve never had a guy use his phone so much around me lol maybe this is normal? Like geez I thought I used my phone too much haha nope. 

We’ve also known each other for years but haven’t seen each other in a long time. Maybe he’s just that comfortable? Or testing me? Maybe he’s testing me. That makes sense right? As you can tell I overthink everything LOL

Gold star for you if you read this lol thanks