I'm (m26) not sure where to start but, I just don't know what to do in my life, I'm alone, depressed, and can't find passion for anything anymore. I quit drinking a few years ago and all of my friends left or I had to cut them off. I was drinking till I blacked out  every night and just couldn't keep going down that path. After I quit, my friends just slowly stopped talking to me and said things like I'm no fun or it's just alcohol it can't be that bad. The worst part is the few friends I do have act like they know what I'm talking about but none of them are really able to relate. They always give very generic responses like "it will get better" "you just need to move past it, don't think about sad shit" etc. It seems like if ur under 40 the only thing people want to do is get drunk and high and won't tolerate people who don't. Like I don't care if u drink, I just won't be, doesn't mean I'm judging you or anything, I'm just not drinking. Haven't had any meaningful relationships in years,  they always seem to just fizzle out and die. 
   I just started therapy and am hopeful that it will give me some perspective and help me figure some things out, but honestly if this doesn't work I think it might be the end of my story. I'm just not sure how much longer I can keep going on like this. I'm just so tired of pretending like I'm fine, it's exhausting.