I dont feel joy or really anything anymore. All the stuff I used to enjoy, I don't. I dont feel like I belong or am wanted. I dont have any sort of connection to anyone(no significant other, dont really care for my parents). I'm not sure if I want to kms, but I dont really want to keep doing what I'm doing. Everyone says oh just keep going, it'll get better. But I've been trying that and nothing is changing.