I hope I tagged this right, I’m still really foggy on the system here so feel free to delete. 

Does anyone else ever feel confused as to who they really are? For so long I didn’t understand my diagnoses and therefore didn’t take them seriously, lots of drug/alcohol abuse at a young age and I kinda bopped around between social circles and adopted a lot of different styles of life. I’ve been in and out of hospitals for years and had lots of therapy, I’ve just seen a lot as I’m sure we all have. These experiences just kind of pile on in me and I feel like I’ve lost any sense of myself. My depression, bipolar, anxiety and borderline all smack me like a ton of bricks every single day and I don’t know how I was ever able to live before, I know I need medication. Maybe a better therapist. But so much is wrong in my life and I don’t really have hope for my future, is this all the rest of my existence is going to be? I’m sorry if this is too depressing, I guess I’m looking for some advice here as to how any of you cope if you’ve ever felt this way. What steps can I take in the future? 
I’m also jobless and don’t have my GED, it’s on my list of things to do but you know...