What is life?

does it has any meaning?

i can't feel the joy but random extreme anger.

I'm worthless. I cannot complete anything.

i can't reach any of my "planned-to-be-joyful' futures


All i see in this world is Worthless, Mean People, Happy Slaves.

the world is broken and i wish i never noticed that.

i can't do anything and everything is not feeling important to me.

I'm living because my GF needs me. that't why i'm still living. otherwise she'll be shocked and commit another one and i don't want her to suffer anymore(she has depression)

and go to the hell with holding hands is just fairytale.

i'm trapped in this world. i'm trapped.

i'm trapped
