The only time I feel is when I’m with my kid. Other than that I feel like im just faking everything and now it’s getting to the point where I completely lose interest when people are conversing with me and I’ll check out into auto pilot or just walk away. I’ve tried explaining it to my wife but she just doesn’t understand how if I have no interest in a conversation i don’t really care to listen. Constantly feel my human connections slipping away to the point of I really don’t have friends anymore and the only thing keeping me grounded is my son.