I understand this is sort of a reassurance post and no one can diagnose me but I’m looking for others that may have these same symptoms and what not

Long story short.   I tried magic mushrooms for a few months , and also smoked a fake CBD pen from a store that was laced with delta 8 thc snd it just ruined me

2 months later (early September) I started having these insane panic attack like episodes where afterwards I would feel completely depersonalized and disassociated for days or weeks. I would feel numb during these and so disconnected and scared like I was truly going to go crazy 

As time is going on I do believe I’m getting better,thanks to starting an SSRI .
However these are my symptoms on a daily basis 

Constantly obsessed and worried I am getting 
Schizophrenia, anxiety almost all day, eating less, trouble sleeping, waking up multiple times a night, ears ringing (worse when anxious),