help appreciated!
i am a quiet borderline. there are very few people who have seen me and my life to see these parts of me, but there are people who i do feel close to and do want to understand me, but i dont want to blindside anyone? these people would only know if i tell them, and i could easily omit. i am definitely ashamed and definitely mortified at some of how i acted--i dont need the world to know.
so, how do i tell someone who is invested with me without a-freaking them out b-implicitly implicating them in your happiness/loneliness, etc and c-do you hear bpd and hear suicide? i am, but that is not something i am interested in conveying (and certainly not anyone else having to deal w the knowledge of that!)
(i think also my intention is probably to downplay what lies ahead for me [in part because i havent thought about what this means for me in a real real way], but convey the ways in which ive come to better understand my trajectory and my childhood and my parents in acknowledging this part of me)
thank you!