I have tried a lot of things to overcome the loneliness that I feel. I am in a happy marriage yet I still feel alone. I have a great job and I still feel alone. I could be in a crowded room and I still feel alone. I want to find something to be happy about and I'm just not very happy. I have a lot of demons I have fought over the years. 

I guess sometimes they win. I am tired of feeling all alone and like I am everyone else's last priority. Even though it is expected for me to make them mine. 

Life just kicks some people's ass I guess. That probably why I am always feeling alone.