I've been dealing with depression and anxiety for 8 years now. Its flaring up. I recently moved to a new city with my partner. We had a rough start, lots of fighting because of the stress of moving. Now I've started a new job I like, and enrolled into a university. My classes start in 2 weeks but I'm just struggling right now. Everyday I want to binge drink alcohol and caffeine and I haven't been eating. It's just like it was 8 years ago, and I guess I just need to vent a bit. Everything in my life is going great, my relationship is back to normal, I'm excited about classes, I love the city I've moved to, but it feels like a reality that's going to crash down around me. Does anyone have any advice for me? 
Also quick p.s., does anyone else cope with self harm impulses by making a tattoo appointment? Knowing I have an appointment coming up let's me hold on to my sanity a bit.