Lately, I have just been finding it hard to get up in the morning and even take care of myself. I still do it anyway but I really just don't look forward to each new day. Like there just don't seem to be enough good things to live for. If I had more money I would probably be much happier but it's just so hard and stressful to make money in this world to support your existence. I have never made more than $15/hr as a college student and feel like a loser overall because I am still dependent on my parents financially. I also have really bad anxiety and this makes me question if my existence is really worth it. I just have this feeling all the time that I won't make it or end up with a low income for the rest of my life.