I have problem with remembering stuff. Small big doesnt matter i literally have to write down on my phone soo i dont forget. Started to work  this week. I work in a metal refine industry firm. I work on all places where they put me. I literally lost 2 ID papers for the job(gate) In 3 days and i lost a key for a padlock . And i have no idea where. At this point i have no idea what to do. Im starting to think im just mentally disabled at this point. Depression is hitting hard for a while. But i just dont show it. I been depressed since 2011 when my mom died during my first day at highschool. I dont date because i dont feel love. I see it only as a chore. I had 2 jobs prior to this one. I got kicked because (,They said i didnt work enough) They were construction firms. I dont take drugs im mostly at home i worked today from 3pm till 12 midnight. And im here still awake i just cant sleep. I dont have problem with this job i work with 0 issues. Bu the worst part is just cant remember stuff. I cant remember names. I cant remember the names of 5 people that i work with. For fuck sake i dont even remember the name of the supervisor at work. I just do what they say and i go home...  Im just mentally ffed and that it.