what the title says. never met anyone more painfully average than myself. i have no talents or skills, not for a lack of trying. no matter how hard i work i get a fraction of the results, so insignificant that i might as well just not fucking try. im done with everyone telling me to take my life into my own hands or whatever the fuck. no matter how hard i try it just ends up how it ends up. whether i try to change fate or not, the result remains the same. i hate feeling so powerless and useless, i hate being so fucking ugly and pathetic and i hate how even if i did LoVe myself nobody else would.