So umm I no longer have depression (or at least it's not that severe) but it still impacts my personality negatively. When I was depressed I was so irritated all the time because anger is a great way to cover up sadness and now I'm much calmer. But I feel like I'm not really calm, I'm more numb. So I basically don't care about much things anymore and I find it hard to react to bad news. I don't feel any emotion when someone is crying or when they are upset. It sounds kinda selfish and it's weird too because I always put people before me but at the same time I just don't care about them. And sometimes I do care and that's my true personality. And apparently to one of my friends I look depressed all the time because I'm usually keeping a blank face or my voice sounds sad. Anyways goodnight 👍.