man this is really personal and i’m glad that it’s something I can say without knowing anyone. I’ve been diagnosed with severe anxiety and it has taken an entire toll on my life. I can’t even work.. like how can I be that pathetic? I have no money, no motivation, and this intense ass anxiety. I dissociate a lot too. I just want to be normal. i’m just a piece of shit low life. why should I even be here? I’ve tried many medications and nothing seems to help. people tell me to apply for disability but i’m embarrassed to know that my anxiety is so severe that it’s considered a disability. I really hate myself.