A few weeks ago I decided my bed was taking up too much space in my room since i have a very small room. so i see if i can buy a twin bed.

i get very excited about it, but then try to back out when my mom asks about it

the next day i decided to buy and she gets it.

it came in the mail last week and i was excited. but yesterday i regretted it and didnt want to change beds

today my mom surprised me by putting it (the twin bed) in my room. i was so happy and thankful and said i loved it, which was true at the time

now i feel like i made the biggest mistake of my life and i regret it so much. ive been crying for like an hour lol its 3am hehehe

i am so tired of the constant indecisiveness and stress over things that arent even important or significant