Got broken up with a month ago I think about her literally 24:7 even when I’m dreaming I’m thinking about her the same was as when I’m awake. Missing her so greatly 
I spend 8-12 hours on my screen daily. I’m not working. I look at her social media repeatedly throughout the day. 
All I can obsess about is her being with someone else Im feeling disassociated from reality. 
Everywhere I go on a daily basis we where there. It’s all I can think about. 
I’ve been drinking everyday for about 5 months 
Also coming off TRT 
Severely depressed