Hi all, i have a chronic depression and figured out in the last years how to function properly. Last couple of years i'm back in a more depressive phase, still functioning, but not always sure for how long. So i asked for help. I had to wait 6 months before there would be a spot. I called with the therapist 2 times before my intake last friday. I saw a guy at the gp office to deal with the time. 

The last time the therapist called me was in August and she talked to me about her plans of starting up this group for therapy. I was not sure about it, explained why. So her proposal was to plan the intake with this other therapist she wants to do the group with. I could do my story and had time to think about it i wanted to do the group of the individual therapy. I already made her clear i'm really unsure about this group thing. 

Last friday was the intake. I don't like the attached therapist because she was mainly telling me how hard the things i had the deal with, and i'm not into the sad/pity way of talking. I already was thinking about moving but didn't tell them because i already waited 6 months. So i told them that i'm afraid i have to move in not to long, because of my main struggle atm which is my very confusing relationship. The group takes until June so i would have to travel and commit to the group and i already wasn't convinced about the group at the first place. Also they were only focused on this group so i brought up that i never said i wanted to do the group and that i had the place to choose. The therapist said that individual is also possible but only in januari. 

So multiple things. I need the therapy a lot atm. I really don't feel doing the group thing as i told them from the start (it felt like they were convincing me instead of explaining the options and let me choose)  i'm very annoyed, slightly pissed, that she never told me before that for individual i had to wait longer and that if i get 'rid' of this one i have to wait at least another 6 months which not will do me well. 

She apologised, even called me later the same day to do it again. So that makes me feel even more that i really wasn't the one that understood our agreement wrong. I'm not sure if i feel like going to her anymore but don't know what else to do. Go to a different person, wait 6 months again and go back to the guy at the gp?