I 21F have been diagnosed with bpd for about two years now. These behaviours were going on long before then. I have been told I “always have something going on” and it’s like the sparkle in anyones eyes has been stripped by my recurring mental health issues and constant venting. I feel like i am depressing everyone around m which makes me more upset. No one even has anything else to say or can support me. I feel im on the urge of another breakdown but hide it because theres nothing anyone can do. Any thoughts?