I’d heard of BPD before (mostly because of Pete Davidson) but had never looked into the symptoms because I figured if it were relevant someone would’ve brought it up to me before. 

I’ve been in tears all afternoon after reading and resonating with the symptoms and reading through this subreddit because I feel so seen. I never had a term to describe the person I fixate on and think about 24/7 and love so much and didn’t realize this was a thing. And quiet borderline? Holy shit! I think that’s me!

Going to talk to my PCP and therapist about this in my next appointments because God if getting treated for this helps my life at all I will be so fucking grateful.