My ex…who I dated for 4 years…suddenly drifted apart the last 3-4 months for our relationship.

It was both of our fault why it happened however what I cannot forgive her for is that she killed our baby and cheated on me…

She had tested positive for being pregnant. Then we went to go get an official test and she tested positive again. 

2-3 weeks went by and she went to go get an abortion secretly…

I was depressed about it for a long time. But continued our relationship. Then the last month of our tel she cheated, and I broke up with her.

I just can’t believe she killed our baby…I would’ve taken it and cared for it. But she killed him. She took our baby away from me.

I just don’t know how to move on even after therapy. Anyone gone through anything similar?