I contacted an old friend of mine and planned to hang out with them and my girlfriend doesn’t like them because of what they did to me. But I wanted to close that chapter of my life for the new year and I didn’t tell my girlfriend I was meeting him and when she asked what I was doing I lied about it.

We had a big blowout about it and I felt really bad about lying but instead of cutting myself I dosed myself in cold water and talked it out with myself! This is such a triumph for me!!!!