in the same way it feels impossible to hang out with friends or do chores, i'm just unable to go to school sometimes. last year i didn't attend about 30% of all my classes. this year i was gonna try really hard, but i skipped class yesterday. i'm afraid this has triggered my downfall and that i won't be able to attend any classes this year either. i've basically already given up on passing this year even though it's only been 3 weeks of school.