Doing some morning journaling and as usual can’t tell if something is a personality/ life trait or part of this damn disease. Journaling has really helped me keep track of my emotions and I see that every six months to a year I have these periods of being just so pissed off. 

Everything my coworkers or partners say makes me want to rage. For example, they used the bathroom last and didnt refill the toilet paper this morning and I had to take a shower just to reset. My coworkers need the link to a doc that I sent a million times and I had to ignore it for a half hour bc I didn’t trust myself to answer politely. 

I’ve also been gaining a lot of weight for no apparent reason (no diet or exercise change) recently. I scheduled to get my lithium levels tested next week but this predates lithium. Any ideas? Anyone else like this?