What about me is so unlikeable, so grating, that makes every friend group I've ever had automatically tease me and look down on me? Fuck, I mean yeah I have my flaws, but I'm a good friend and a relatively cool person. I have a shit ton of interests and I make people laugh. So why am I *always* left out, ignored, dismissed, belittled, the last one chosen even if no one is being outright rude?

I wish I could just hire someone to analyze me, explain my flaws and how to fix them in careful detail, and send me on my way. I'm really sad :(