I cant find anything to do at all, Its impossible for me to find something fun and interesting to do long term. I have tried everything, I even click youtube sponsors for at least something to do. I finally do something i have failed so many times and im only happy for about a hour. I sit in a chair for atleast 5 hours. Doing nothing, looking at a screen to try find something to do. I want to be able to do something but I have not been able to stay happy. I find more and more things that are absolutely terrible about the world and I will never be able to do something fun. I agree to do something and when it comes, I hate the mention of it. Will I ever find something to do?