I need to find an apartment.

But I feel too depressed to apply, because I feel like I don't have a chance anyway.

Most apartments look really bad, a lot of them actually are garbage. But there are also a lot of normal apartments, which might be nice. But often pictures are not nice and I feel like this might be another trap (my current apartment was a "trap", which is basically garbage but looked real nice on first sight).

I don't apply for apartments, but I need to. I always hesitate until I close the browser. I have too much anxiety to apply, if you think about it. How to move forward?