So this is going to be long but fuck it it's been killing me for a while. In April I felt compelled to send an email to an old high school teacher that was on my mind to thank her for everything she did for me. Sent it out and about a day or two later she responded back to me asking me to come by for a visit, I sent a response back to her in that same email chain but she never responded to it, I thought I had done something wrong or maybe it never got to her, so about a week later I decided to send another email 

Saying I accepted the invitation and would like to come down, she said come by, and I did, and man when we met at the school it was so Interesting to talk to her, hearing her perspective about life, about me and about her worries of the future and etc. I felt that the conversation needed to continue so I asked if I could come by again another time, she said sure I will be here. So I came by the next day but she was busy and I had to go but before I left I brought her a gift as I wanted to give her something that signified my thanks. She was so thankful that you my surprise she actually hugged me.

Now I wanted to email her to see if she liked the gift, and when I could come by again, she gave me a date, around a few days later I emailed saying I was very excited to talk to her and have that conversation, no response obviously, but I came around to them have the other conversation with her, and again she had another meeting and had to send me away but actually we did have 10 minutes where we chatted I think the conversation was so good she got lost in it and was almost late in the meeting.

When I got home idk what came over me, but I decided to say fuck it and wrote her a thousand page email basically dictating everything I wanted to say in the conversation that happened prior but couldn't say, now no response on that email, but in the conversation prior she did tell me to email her about my internship cause she wanted to hear about it. This happened from the course of Late April to about Mid may so a busy time for a high school teacher. But I'm thinking is the reason she didn't respond to such a long email, because I crossed a line, or was it cause she was busy.

Not wanting to email her again to spam her I decided hey, you are going to wait until September, when school starts to email her again about my internship and when I can come down to chat with her and finally stop obsessing about this ridiculous thing in my head.

Now I know and understand how I sound right now, trust me I fucking do but honestly I don't know if there is something wrong with me, well more than the anxiety that is causing me to still think about this months later. And I know that honestly it's more likely that she just missed the email because it happens. But idk, what do you guys think ?