Bipolar disorder runs in my family, Type 2 &amp; Bipolar Depression, i have signs of bipolar disorder and bpd and have had signs since early teenage years that have slowly gotten worse and harder to control, but i’m scared to go get an actual diagnosis because i have Ocd and i have the tendency of convincing myself that i am sick or have certain diseases so deep down i am scared they will tell me it’s all in my head and that it is just my ocd messing with me😕 even though i doubt that is what will actual happen but it keeps me from wanting to get a diagnosis because they may tell me it is something else or nothing at all.