I wanna preface this with saying I’m not very aware of correct terminology for anything to do with BPD yet so please be forgiving if I use words incorrectly 🥺 
I’m wondering if any pwBPD feel like this and want to share their experience: I frequently develop very intense interests/obsessions, whether it’s a hobby, a musical artist, a show, a style of clothing/makeup, or a person. I become preoccupied with this “thing” 

And then I proceed to suddenly start hating it.  Out of the blue. For example, for weeks I’ll be browsing through tiktok looking at content about a music group I like, and then suddenly the next day, seeing the same stuff makes me extremely irritated and angry! I want nothing to do with this topic that i was so invested in literally the previous day! 

I know about the whole concept of having an FP, but i’m not entirely sure if me having this thing with people fits the description ,  since 1. i have the exact same thing with my hobbies/interests, 2. I switch between “favourite” people so quickly! If this were a FP sort of situation I’d be having a new FP every other week and I’ve never heard anyone else mention a similar experience. From what I heard FP's are often a somewhat more stable presence. 

But for me, It’s like I meet someone I like, whether its a new friend or I develop a crush (its a LOT stronger when its a crush) and EVERYTHING is about them and they seem perfect but as soon as I meet someone else (it feels HORRIBLE to say this because i swear i am not doing this on purpose, nor do i view  people as disposable) but they get replaced!! This can be within a matter of weeks, sometimes days. and the old person i obsessed over suddenly starts to drive me INSANE, i find tiny things about them that make me fully want nothing to do with them ever. Which brings a lot of intense anxiety about having to interact with them, in the same way I start to hate my previous interest or hobbies… 

Would love to hear people’s’ opinions on this! And/or similar experiences 🖤