I wish i could just be happy about finding a job. But my anxiety, which is something i developed issues with ever since i started studying, was really bad 2 years ago. Then i gradually got better at dealing with it from a mix of mindfulness, meditation and good support from a friend who knows what im going through. But now it seems to have gotten worse, and upon accepting the job, i got an anxiety attack and broke down in tears. I just dont know why, why im so scared. Scared of messing up, scared of not being able to do it etc.   


Idk, i think im in trouble here.. If any of you have officially been diagnosed with anxiety disorder, im curious as to how you get diagnosed in the first place, like how does it work. Guess thats my only question, mostly venting. Ty.