I hate everything about me.

I have a friend, who is just better than me in every single way. He's 190cm (almost 6'3), has white skin, a beautiful face, beautiful hair, and everything. While I'm 166cm (barely 5'5), with brown skin, a disgusting face, and no matter how much I try my hair doesn't look as good. He's also more extroverted, smarter, etc. Every fucking time I see him I want to burn my face so no one can see how ugly I am. I hate myself. All I want to do is fucking die. It's not worth it living this way