Mostly with relationships, I often just stay until they get bored and leave. Long distance is a nightmare for me 99% of the time so I just stopped that. I don’t meet any woman in person hardly at all despite working retail, it’s always the awkward “hello.” “How are you doing today.” And so on that really don’t get responses any better than “good.” Or “good you.” So can’t do much on the job it seems. I try tinder, and good god not just that but literally every fucking dating app possible has pay walls it’s horrendous. So find a few women to talk to, seem to either not reply or block me after a day or two with no reason, or what I can only guess is that I’m “too nice”. One was just dry as shit but lived very close to me, so I kept talking eventually started joking here and there. Jokes are a dangerous game these days, that’s all I’m going to say. Meet a different girl on tinder and seem to go well, besides the fact the snap score is well over 150,000. So I asked her out she said yes and I was exited. Of course my dumbass brain was thinking “oh you’ll fuck it up before that.” Well I didn’t. She, on the day of the date was forced to work at a sale that day. Now I was like “okay shit happens” so the next day was agreed upon. Well next day she forgot she has a party to go to, so not then either. Now I’m just sitting in delivered. Yet another not wanting anymore to do with me, just cast out like an old toy a child has tired of. That’s what it always fell like anyway.