Like the title says I think my best friend just threw away a five-year friendship before some pussy. After graduation we both moved to Colorado together to try to start new lives by living with his cousin that insisted he could get us jobs. Instead it turns out that his cousin and a couple friends were robbing grow houses and using us as basically getaway drivers back to our home state. While we were up there we made friends with a few local college students and after being ditched by his cousin we decided that we would try to go back to Colorado and live with the students that we had met because at the time we were under the impression that they were just good people (they were not but this is mostly unrelated). While we were living there one of his friends managed to move to a different part of the state and apparently got his shit together  for the most part by shipping  we'd back to our home state.  he had convinced us to find him customers and we happily obliged assuming that we would be paid or reimbursed with weed. It turns out that he had not then actually shipping anything and was basically robbing people via PayPal (we did not know this till much later). One of the people we sent to him was a girl we had both gone to high school with who was know for selling so we figured they could do some good business and we'd be praised for the hook up. He never sent anything. Flash forward a few months and his mom insisted he come back so she paid for a plane ticket and he left. Things went bad very fast after this my relationship with the people I was living with quickly deteriorated into me being taken advantage of and stolen from near-daily (again not necessarily the point of this). The guy who was supposed to be sending stuff basically blamed everything on me I'm finding out and moved back to our state and started dating the girl know for selling, he eventually robbed her and everyone else he knew and has since disappeared and I eventually moved back home as well. Fast forward to a couple months ago and my friend starts casually seeing this girl who now sells mushrooms. Today is my birthday and I decided to hit him up to see if he could hook me up just for a casual trip and he replied with " Idk man *girl* is still really pissed at you for stealing from her while you were in Colorado"  she apparently thinks I stole from her (obviously) and my friend who was there and knows exactly what happened is refusing to stick up for me or even tell her he was there too. I hate stealing and lying more that literally anything and the person who I've been best friends with for years would rather not cause problems with their relationship (which they aren't even actually committed to each other) than even try to tell her that we (I) didn't know anything about it. I haven't been this hurt by someone I care about in years and am completely crushed by how he's treating this and insisting to her that I'm still at fault. He's my only close friend in any regard and we've been through so much together and it's just over like that. Fuck I can hardly even process that this has happened. This is also the first time in years that something has gone wrong that didn't make me go into rage but directly into a lost and depressed state.  Fuck this and fuck him too I guess.