this summarizes my sexual characteristics, a male who:

* has no qualms pleasuring a man orally
* finds the overall bodies of women not really attractive when caressing them (but definitely at looking at them), and the male figure even less so aesthetically and not at all motivated to touch male bodies
* has a desire and fantasizes about for sex with women, and occasionally with men, but can't usually get it up when it happens in real life.
* watches straight porn
* Has never brought anyone to orgasm, has only brought once to orgasm (by a woman blowing him), and has only been in about 6 or 7 sexual situations in 27 years, despite going through college, being average to attractive, and living in college towns with available young men and women
* does not want to date men, but definitely women
* wants to be intimate (relationship-wise) to the point of marriage with a woman, but only attracted to her spirit, scent, mind, warmth but not so much her body in sexual terms.

