So I just freaked out over an argument we had which basically turned into us yelling about how our futures do not align and him saying he can’t see himself marrying me anyway. 

So I’m infuriated and hurt and he’s trying to leave and I want him to stay and talk bc I’m freaking out now and then on his way out I threw our recycling bin at him. 

He threatened to call the cops on me then left. 

For like three weeks I was doing so well with relationships and I was totally agreeable and I convinced myself I was misdiagnosed with BPD and I’m totally fine, and then the smallest thing turns into this and I don’t know if he’s ever going to speak to me again. 

Please help. 