Well, it's been a little bit since my last update. Things went great..

Until someone I had never met liked all my instagram pictures and I get accused of cheating on my girlfriend. I spent 36 hours defending myself from what felt like a witch hunt. Well that was a few days ago and yesterday she seemed like everything was fixed and fine. It may come as a surprise me having bpd and all but I really would never think of cheating.

And the past day couldnt have been more perfect. Mere hours ago I asked her if she was happy with me and she said absolutely. Just when I get home from work (lifeguarding) and get ready to call her she just says no when I say let me know when. 

Out of the blue, after everything was great minutes earlier, she says she's done. And she won't even explain why. Even after being cryptic, and then saying she would. 

I suppose what was perfect became a toxic mess but for once it's not even my fault...

Tldr: read the whole thing, not in the mood for lazy people, sorry

Ill edit this within minutes to put old post links.