I was diagnosed with autism as a kid, but there are several reasons why I think I was actually showing early signs of BPD. 

I'm just wondering if any of you all deliberately tried to make a fool of themselves as a kid as a form of self harm? I knew what I was doing, but I just felt so pissed off at myself and the world to the point that I acted like a moron on purpose. It was sort of like trolling, but in real life.