I can't take this anymore..  
I fail in everything in life now, i disappoint everybody around me   
everything in my life now is just a shame to me, i fail in studying, relationships, hobbies, work,etc..  
nothing works out for me, everything just gets destroyed by time, i just don't want tomorrow to come  
because i know I'll suck in something..  
A part of me wants things to get right, but i can't do anything, my brain takes control of me, i can't feel anything to do anything  
my brain doesn't help me to do anything nowadays, people started to get away from me   
i just wants to end this, i seeked professional help and it didn't help, with medications and stuff..  
why life is like this? what should i do more?!