Does anyone else feel like everyoneeee around them is annoyed just by your presence. At this point I try not to talk to anyone or bother but, even then I’m still too much for everyone. I’m in Florida &amp; I had my pcp call about 6 different to see any psychiatrist has an open spot. Every place said they are booked out past 7 months. I’ve been on Zoloft, lexapo, &amp; fluoxetine 🤷🏽‍♀️nothing helped so my pcp told me to stop taking anything. That nothing else can be subscribed to me until I speak with a psychiatrist. I’d like to not wake up feeling like shit, and then being treated shitty by everyone. my parents are the most condescending. Mental illness is almost taboo to them. I asked my doctor for a mmj card referral, I know to some degree there’s a psychiatrist there, and I feel like it’s a lot safer that buying off the street. They did nothing but bash me saying that I don’t need to smoke blah blah. I talk about not wanting to be alive because of how hectic I can be and my mom’s response was “ well what I know is, if someone wants to kill themselves then they will, nothing anyone says can stop them, so if you’re going to do it then do it, whatever idc”.....I’m convinced no matter what at this point if I didn’t hve my daughter I’d just rather not BE.