I've been single forever and I have crush on literally anyone I find attractive! And it's annoying! Because I think about them all the time, imagine fake cute scenarios with them, but don't have the guts to talk with them! And even if I talk I can't continue the the conversation. Also I get crush on someone's Facebook profile, thinking how perfect it'd be if we were dating, even though I've never seen, let alone interacted with them in real life! So when I send them friend request and they don't respond, I get so sad for the next few days! Saying to myself that you're ugly and lame and stupid, and why not a single soul should ever date me!
This gets worse when I have same mind sets towards friends! If a friend that I've known for a while, starts acting nice with me I'll also start day dreaming having relationship with them! What's even worse is when they act a little distance like not seeing my message for a while or something, I get so angry and then act so toxic towards them afterwards! It's like I have no sense of boundaries or something! I'm always day dreaming and when the dreams don't match with the reality, I get so toxic! And be so jealous of people who are in a relationship!
How do I stop this? How do I...idk act normal and think normal and live in the present?