One sexual encounter and I'm very attached to this new guy. Maybe he's very busy. I dont want to come off desperate. I want to talk to him. He said "I love you during sex," even offered to cuddle. Saying all these promising things, hesitant but I eventually took the bait. 

I just, I feel useless. I feel just troublesome, maybe even annoying. I don't know how to show my appreciation towards them without looking crazy. I just wait. 

I hate this about myself. This has already happened 3 times and I've been rejected because..well they're hookups (or involved with other people). He seems different, though.