Im struggling with showing up to some stuff just because I get way too anxious beforehand. For me, I actually enjoy going but I can’t get myself to go. When I go, I enjoy it but beforehand it’s like it’s the worst thing in the world. I’m having an ok day but the second when I realise I have to go, I don’t do shit. I just sit on my ass all day. I hate this man. I can’t even get myself to go to the things I like to go to