I’d love to do the first trimester drug free but I have type 1 bipolar and I can’t seem to tolerate taking less olanzapine (I’m prescribed 10mg) but I don’t want my prolactin levels too high. I take lamotrigine but I’ve read it can cause cleft palates and I also take lithium which can cause serious heart defects. It’s rare, but I don’t wanna take the risk. I’m going to talk to my psychiatrist about it of course, but I’d love to hear first hand experiences from bipolar mums. I don’t have any kids yet but I want them sssssooooooo bad. I’m 26 so I have youth on my side, I just wanna do this the best way I possible can. I’m super frustrated that I’m like this.