I have no idea what to do. I won't get into detail, but I deep down do not believe I am delusional or seeing things that aren't there. i mean, thats kind of what delusions are but wtf do i even do with that information? because i will not accept it. its my entire life. i need a therapist soon. ive had a lot of therapists but... this is the first time i think i will talk about hard-to-talk-about things. has anyone else been in my situation? can you give words of encouragement please? im breaking down :(