i'm really tired of assuming everyone is lying to me as soon as they something. it could be something like, "oh, i was at the store, sorry i didn't respond to you sooner" and i can't 100% believe them. it's always: they were probably ignoring me, spending time with people better than me, can't wait to get away from me...etc

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i want to be able to trust people so badly! but i feel like no matter how i look at it there's always this voice of negativity in my head reminding me of all the other times people have lied to me. i can't trust what anyone says to me anymore and it's getting worse. i can confide in people just fine, but i don't trust that they actually care or give a shit about what i'm saying. i just want to believe that i'm worth something to anyone.