i feel so so so so alone
i have like 3 friends and i’m pretty sure 2 of them are just using me. i wish i was like the other girls in my grade who are so confident and effortlessly pretty while i’m too afraid to put my hand up in class in fear of being embarrassed
i wish my life was different
im already in therapy for anxiety but i’m too afraid to tell my therapist about how i’ve been feeling recently in fear she will tell my parents and i will disappoint them yet again 
idk how to explain the feeling of loneliness and  sadness i feel everyday and it’s so overwhelming 

sorry for the rant