I am so done with this pain and sadness.
I'm tired and scared and mad.
I've done my DBT exercises and everything still hurts.
I am lucky that I am refraining on crazy messaging my partners but it is taking everything that I have.
I hate being such a burden, I hate being sad all the time.
I know I post this same thing all the time on this subreddit but I have no where else to vent and my support system is tired.