So I need a friend, not a FP, as that's my husband but just a friend I can go bottomless brunch with, spa days, coffee dates. 
I am so lonely. I'm 34 and female. Married with two kids. I work. 
For some reason I seem to attract fair weather friends, I am desperate for someone who won't abandoned me and can see through the BPD episodes and realise once the trust is built up I won't go anywhere. 
I keep trying to make friends but within the last year, i have been severely hurt by two separate women and its just made me so scared of putting myself out there again. 
But I am so lonely