Just spent the past 2 weeks waking up, exercising and then studying for finals/taking finals. And even with studying (with barely any motivation) I didn’t even do well on majority of them. So that felt like a complete waste. And now I’m home just sitting around doing nothing. Sure I’ll get a minimum wage job for the summer but it’s just going to be the same bland and numb feeling. I just wish something could pull me out of this, at this point even my dog doesn’t make me feel better.