I'm a 25-year-old boy.

After being dumped by my girlfriend (after 5 years in a relationship), the same year my aunt and grandmother died, I developed homosexual obsessive compulsive disorder.

Today, two years later, I'm with a dream girl who doesn't weigh me down and helps me a lot with my problem and I've gone through a very long and intense journey with a psychotherapist.

But I have, I think, developed an addiction to online pornography.  I spend hours and hours looking at exciting material and touching myself, without cumming; the moment I cum, I get a terrible sense of disgust.  How can I get out of this vice?  I would like to find my own mental balance.