I am currently in an extremely bad spot, I am miserable in every aspect of my life, school, family, socially, I'm just done. The only reason I am still here is because of my dog, I don't want him to think I left him, I love him so much. I just can't take it anymore, my dog is the only thing that makes me happy, everything else makes me so depressed and upset. I have a milestone birthday coming up and I have some fun things planned but I don't even care anymore, I don't want to make it to my birthday, I am so miserable.