Okay, so I’ve been stable for a couple of months now (stably depressed, that is) and when they upped my antidepressants I could feel a fresh breath of wind. Right now I am really feeling myself, I want to meet new people and I want to dance, drink etc. I also really want to leave my boyfriend of 10 years because he’s a pain in the ass. Somewhere I know this is not what I should be doing, but I just have felt so incredibly bad the past few months and this new feeling is a huge relief. What to do?