23 , broke , not even a dollar to my name, bank account -175$ and other one has 0.48 cents , lost my mother , lost my sister , been kicked out of my dad's when I was 15 cuz he wanted a new life , lost my freedome , my house , haven't ate a decent meal in days, it just killing me slowly , the feeling of being hungry and can't even afford anything , the feeling of being a no one that went thru so much got traumitized since young age , I want to die so bad but at the same time I don't want to die it's just like I wanna be wiped off existence but still be here if that makes any sense , it's just so hard being by urself with no one that helps you or even gives u a penny to help u out because I litterally would put everyone before me and care for them more than they ever cared for me, it's just I'm really good person with a bad luck , what's the point of living anymore to be honest