Since 2 days, my anxiety is killing me. I didn't sleep well last night. Uncertainity about my future is making me suffer so much. I don't know what's going to happen.

I don't want to feel this way anymore. I even tried to reach out to my online psychologist, but she's not available right now. I'm so tired. I want to fucking crying a shit ton, but even tears are not coming out.

Sometimes I'm happy, sometimes I'm sad, but overall I'm not contented with my life... How do I put stop to this. Breathing techniques only work temporarily. I even tried affirmations, but they also didn't work.

Why I'm even born if I don't deserve to be happy like others. I hate it here. I wish I could disappear peacefully