Idk why I did but I just stop taking them and I feel very fucking depressed. It also doesn't help I relapsed on sh and feel tarrible about that. I want to feel better but for some reason I don't want to take my meds. It's a process to take them. I have to go upstairs, talk to my parents to open the locked medication box, find my medication, open the medication, go get water, then take the pill. It may seem stupid saying it's a process to take them but It is and it doesn't help Im depressed and don't want to do anything.