I’m just tired of getting to know someone and then days or weeks down the line, they ghost me because it always feels like the end of the world when it isn’t. I’m not purposely trying to get attached to anyone but when we start texting and get to know each other and then BAM you’re gone, it sucks. And it makes my head explode because then for the next few days I think about every single thing I could’ve done wrong and every bad relationship i’ve ever been in and my flaws within those relationships. I was getting to know this girl and haven’t heard from her all day yet she’s posting on snapchat and I mean… we aren’t a thing… we haven’t even met yet so who am I to even be upset? She had every right to just start to ignore me but it still kind of hurts and I hate myself for feeling like this. Like, everything already feels so intense and so obviously this will too but it makes me sad. I delete and re-download this app so much because sometimes I feel good and this happens and then I begin to feel kinda worthless again.