These weeks i've been spending a lot of time with family and just not in my normal routine, this means that i feel like my life is going completely out of my control and it's driving me crazy.

After a week at my dad's away from my city, i've just been trying to focus on my new 'situationship' and hanging out with my mom. 
Meanwhile my two best friends have been spending every day together (completely fine since i wasn't in town). Yesterday, the first time we had a sleep over since im back, it was amazing and, even though they are now closer than i am, i felt great and distracted by other things. 
HOWEVER, this morning when i left, they planned on going to the beach together and spending the night together (obviously not inviting me). 
Then i told one of them i was thinking of going there and invited her and she told me she was too tired to hang out. Now i found out through their ig stories that they are at the beach together without me. 
Plus i'm super hangover and sensitive so im just crying my eyes out and i CAN'T focus on studying for my test that is on monday.

I feel like everything is going downhill again. I just wonder if they even think about what i feel or about me, they just try to hide these things from me and end up hurting me even more.