Even though I do have friends and supportive family I always feel like the people that surround me are more lucky to even be happy. Everyone else have better social skills and I suffers from anxiety attacks every fucking day. I took a brake with my girlfriend because I couldn’t handle with my and her problems simultaneously and literally a few days later she found someone else. I feel shitty a lot but in the past weeks I feel shittier then ever while everyone is enjoying themselves and for some reason I still feel privileged.