So ever since i was a kid i was always insecure about my looks. Whenever someone stares at me i assume they see my flaws and think i’m ugly. I’m a hopeless romantic but i can’t even think about getting in relationship with someone even if i know for sure that they like me cause i feel like there’s multiple things wrong with how i look and until i don’t change that flaws i can’t allow myself to be with anyone cause of the fear that if they notice my flaws they’ll confirm my insecurities to be true. Even online, i can flirt with someone but if they ask to meet me in person i’ll immediately say no cause ill be terrified that they’ll think i’m ugly even tho they told me 100 times that i’m beautiful and hot. I can’t even act naturally in front of new people cause i try to be as neutral as possible so they don’t look at me. Is this body dysmorphia or am i just incredibly insecure and a huge perfectionist?