My parents never abandoned me. They threatened to several times, but that’s it. They’d tell me that they’d give me away if I didn’t act normal (normal meant not being an introvert). At school, since I was so introverted, my friends left me for more popular people. 

The reason why I think I have it is because the first guy that ever liked me back abandoned me. He had good reasons. I know he still likes me and I know he feels bad. But I feel like I can’t forgive him even if he’s begging on his knees apologizing