Hey everyone.

Today in half an hour I'll be in a call with an online friend I've known for years. She's practically my best friend, but I feel super anxious. I'm shaking a little, I feel nauseous, my hands and feet are cold, it's so annoying. She streams and we're playing together, along with another streamer whom I don't personally know.

I'm not a native English speaker so I have an accent and that makes me feel self-conscious on top of everything. It doesn't help that I'm basically meeting a new person as well.

I wanna do this, cause I know it'll be fun and I care a lot about my friend, so I do want to speak to her... But it's so difficult, I can't shake this anxiety.