So i kind of overslept today, i think for 13 hrs (4am-5pm). I woke up from time to time but then I thought, I have nothing to do today like literally nothing just gonna be at home all day, It’s just gonna be another shitty day in my head so I opted to keep sleeping. I kinda felt better bcs i dreamed a lot today and felt like i escaped reality for a while then i woke up now its 5pm. First thing i felt, i feel like crying. This sounds very cliche but i cant really find a reason to be awake today, my days are very repetitive too so idk what to do really.

thats all i just needed to vent, idk whats up with me i never felt super down like this, i really dont know what to do rn. I dont have my friends that i can talk to, if there are any they’re busy as always. Guess im required to get through this day again