I hate birthdays tbh. I don't want to be celebrating myself. Today I turned 23. I didn't think I'd make it this far. I don't feel proud that I did...
My partner who is also my FP turned down my offer to hang out with some friends tonight.
Said friends offered to cook us dinner for my birthday because I didn't really make any plans.  
He said "I don't wanna go, but you can go." I feel like he just doesn't want to spend the day with me?
Idk this post is just word vomit I feel like.