I feel like I don't have a lot of time left and really wanted to know, did things ever get better for you?

was it worth sticking through? 

did it get worse?

how do you cope knowing that you're destroying your life and those around you, how do you cope with the never-ending pain?

Sorry, I just want to know. It's the end of the school year for me and I'm not sure if I'm strong enough to come back next year. 

Thanks.