I (23F), once again, pushed away a person who I really cared for and who genuinely liked me back. We were never officially a couple, but we'd been talking for a few months and things certainly seemed to be heading that way. Neither of us were talking to anyone else and both of us felt really good about things. 

That is, until these past two weeks where my brain convinced myself I wasn't good enough for them. I started getting *incessantly* needy, splitting on them daily, and just overall being a completely obnoxious, annoying, and exhausting person. I could feel their energy completely shift from being genuinely interested in me to extremely put-off and overwhelmed.

Last night, they gave me the whole, "I really like you but I'm not ready to date anyone right now," which was the EXACT excuse my last FP gave me when they rejected me. After my last FP, I *promised* myself I'd never again push anyone away through self-sabotage.

Well, looks like I couldn't keep that promise. And because it's been a few months of being so vulnerable with this person, it's going to be really, really difficult moving on from them. I don't have any IRL friends so I'm just going to be alone with my thoughts. Any tips on how to move on faster would be appreciated. :(