Has anyone else been told they are negative energy and unlikeable because they are depressed? For me I’ve been told by different people that I’m just negative energy and that nobody wants to be around me because of the way I exist. I said exist because I am not doing anything wrong. I am awkward and I am usually moping around without realizing too. For years I’ve been told I look depressed or sad. I just can’t hide it anymore. I refuse to admit it’s my fault too. I am exhausted and I am hopeless. Nobody likes me because I am depressed and somehow this is my fault. Sometimes I don’t speak either because I am just terribly sad and I noticed others take this as a sign of negativity. I speak when spoken to but usually I am just too drained to engage in conversation. My aunt just finished ranting to me about how if she knew that I was depressed before hand then she never would’ve invited me to go on vacation with her because she only likes good vibes. I’m not sure how I feel right now but I can’t help to wonder how everyone would react if I took my life. I mean all I do is spread negativity right so why should I live to see another day just to spread more negativity? I try to hide it but I feel so much pain I just can’t hide it. So I never talk about it but everyone knows. One time I went to see my boyfriend drunk and when I drink I am happy so afterwards he said “wow I really like this new you”. Literally nobody likes the real me because I am suffering from depression.