I don't even mean it in an impostor syndrome kind of way. Like I actually AM am impostor. I act like a reader and think of myself as a reader but truly I haven't actually read in agesss. I think of myself as a healthy person that goes to the gym and act like I "workout" but really it's been a long time since I went to the gym consistently. 

I feel like I have a lot of things like this that I want to make a part of who I am but it's absolute bullshit. And I go between "jesus I haven't read in ages I'm a failure" but if someone asks me, I am definitely a ✨ reader ✨. 

 And if these bits of my "identity" are threatened feel threatened I get SO insecure. Like, I NEED to be the friend who reads or whatever. Does anyone else feel like that? 😭😭😭