Does life have to be so fucking hard? Why can’t I trust my boyfriend? Why am I such a psycho???? I feel out of my mind right now. He’s active on FB but ignoring my texts (I’m assuming so) and I’m about to go off the deep end. I’m afraid if I start crying I’ll never stop. It’s hard enough to stay sober and this just adds insult to injury. 
 fuck you BPD 💔💔💔💔

I need a hug 😭😭