guys, does anyone of you have been diagnosed with both BPD and MADD? I feel like those two things are contradicting inside me and im not so sure how to deal with them. my therapist never mentioned anything about how i should be dealing with it, more like treated me like a parent asking a child about schoolday. ive been goin to a psychiatrist for 4 years or so, but i feel so new in it.

if i were to say, MADD is stronger, i dont really feel like doing anything except lying or sleeping, but several times per week my impulsiveness wakes up and i end up doing lots of things i wouldnt normally do. can i say i have bpd if im not egoistic? can i say i have bpd if i dont really feel like i exist personality-wise? I really got no one else to ask