i have had such a bad week. I finally had a conversation with the guy who I love more than anything in the whole world. I told him that i can’t continue to keep having sex with him without a label. we’ve been doing this for 3.5 years and it needs to be more than what we’re doing now. He told me doesn’t see me as anything more than a friend and then he told me he is moving to Texas at the end of May. I am struggling so badly with this. I have been dealing with depression through out the course of the time that i’ve known him and over the last year, i’ve had a relapse with my anorexia that’s gotten pretty extreme. Due my depression over my relationship with this guy, i’ve lost 45 pounds due to anorexia and it’s really affecting me mentally and physically. I am at a loss of what to do. Without him in my life, i have nothing.