I just can't stop crying. My mind keeps thinking the worse of my current situation I called my doctor to ask him if I still have the optic neuropathy diagnosis and he said yes and it made me break up in tears. Now he wants to do lab work to see if anything will show up and be the reason for my optic neuropathy I'm so frustrated,worried,mad,sad and scared my vision is still dim scared it may worsen idk what to do I'm lost I fell like I have fail in life. 

  Past post : got mri optic nerves seem healthy and no brain lesion visual acuity is normal oct of eyes is normal blood vessel on the eyes &amp; brain are. 

IM JUST SO SAD I DONT EVEN WANT TO GET UP FROM BED. He tells me I'm not going blind but the dimming of my vision says otherwise.