Idk I have definitely issues with anxiety, and depression because my future brings me anxiety.  
I'm working towards a degree and it made me feel good short term until I realized that my teachers are absolutely terrible, and the bachelors program itself is disorganized with not a lot of support.

It was suppose to feel like a second chance at 25, but I just feel stagnant.  
I don't have as many meaningful experiences as other people do, and even though I save a lot. Its all towards a "worse-case scenario" like my mom not being able to afford rent (she's in poverty because she can't get a decent job/has mental health issues and I live with her so she doesn't end up homeless.)  


For me, I feel like I have no one. I have friends but they have their own friends that they do things with. My boyfriend is basically my best friend, and I can't tell if he's healthy for me (because he does make me happy and stable at times) While other times, I'm doubting our relationship because he never posts me (doesn't post romantic relationships online) even though we've been dating for almost a year.  


Idk the friend thing is more of my fault because I keep everyone at a distance, but I struggle because my priority is on school/work/self care.