I look in the mirror, i see nothing
I feel love and warmth towards view people. But not towards myself or anyone else. Sometimes i even think the warmth and love i feel, isnt real. Its just a ghost feeling i wish i felt.
I breath but at the same time, i cant breath.
Everything feels like a god damn mess. Even this text feels like a mess. I feel like a mess. World seems like a mess.
I talk to people about this. They listen, but dont listen.

I dont know do any of you get this text or feel the same way. But i hope you who read this.....arent as mess, confused, disapointed....

I just stop here. Thank you for reading. I hope to hear in comments if you understood or.. Idk even myself. Just something so i dont feel insane.