I've been working at a children's center for a year and a half now. This is my second job (first was at a restaurant which I quit because of anxiety) and overall I enjoy this job much more than my last one. But I think I need to quit. There are some general problems such as a lack of manager communication  but I think I need to quit because of my anxiety again. 

Last week I had a panic attack, my first one in over two years, because I was scared of going to work. This week I had to call in sick because I was panicking so badly the night before a shift. And then my next shift I nearly broke down crying because I was so anxious. And I'm supposed to work again tomorrow and I am getting very anxious again.

 I'm stuck in a cycle where I am constantly anxious about my next shift, I go to work and am anxious throughout, and I go home and worry about the next shift. This has happened the entire time I've been working but it has gotten especially bad this summer. It's hurting me mentally to the point where it's just not worth it. But I love working with the kids, that's what has kept me in for so long.

My anxiety starts with just worrying about work, and then it spirals into worrying about my future, how I'm not going to be able to handle a job and thus I can't make money and can't live and ect. It also doesn't help that whenever I talk to my parents about my work anxiety my mom just gets mad the moment I mention something about quitting and my dad just changes the focus to how I'm effecting others by feeling so anxious. I don't really know where I'm going with this. I just don't want to quit but for the sake of my health I think I need to. Anything would be appreciated.