I (19F) recently moved away for college and i started living alone. I am struggling with anxiety and depression, but being away from my family really made me feel lonely, and i started to skip meals and hole up in my room. So i decided to adopt a cat to help with my loneliness. I adopted a 3 month old kitten from a rescue center, and i haven’t really been able to rest since. It is my first cat and he really has been hard to deal with, he has been destroying stuff all day and causing a ruckus. I know he is a kitten and thats what kittens do but he has really overwhelmed me and i have been crying nonstop for days because he makes me feel like this is too much for me. Now that i have him , i want to be a good owner and give him a good life but i have been struggling with this feelings and i feel guilty for expecting him to help me when i was supposed to help him. What should i do?