He was never capable of love. Only cheating. Only lying. He doesn’t have it in him to love. Not me. Not anyone. And that’s okay. Because I deserved better. Settling made me so sad and unhappy. 13 days with him in my past has made my life so much better. I’m joining the Metro Walk in my city on October 30 and taking my daughter with me to raise money and awareness for the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention. I’m very excited to be apart of it and I could never have done these things when he was in my life. I’m getting healthier gaining weight Finally meeting lots of new people and making new friends joining new activities. I’m so happy to have that toxic 3.5 year chapter behind me. No more bad/sad days for this girl.