So, for context. My parents have never had real money issues, but my dad always managed to complain and be anxious about money, and he passed it on to me. My oldest memory of money is them fighting about it, even though they had just bought a new house and a new car.

Well, now that the pandemic hit, they're actually in serious financial issues. Their issues are so much, that I had to pay for my parents insurance (which is 20k per year for both of them), for two years, making me spend almost all of an Inheritance I got from an aunt. My dad hasn't done anything but complain about the situation and stress out, and every time he talks is just about money issues, and it's giving me serious anxiety and depression. I only got 30k left of that inheritance (I'm 25) and it's the only money I have saved up, but he's pretty much telling me if I don't pay up they will die.

Also, my dad just got anemia and he's been in and out of the hospital, so he's been in a pretty awful mood, and my mom is starting to get all of that stress and money anxiety too, so that's all they talk about.

I don't really have any money but what's left, and I haven't been able to find a job due to covid. (I have no previous experience and graduated college during the quarentine), so I'm pretty much stuck living with them.

My depression has gotten so bad that this past few days I've actually thought of killing myself, I get extreme feelings of hopelessness and I haven't been able to enjoy anything nor sleep because all I think about day and night is money, how am I going to pay for my parent's insurance, how am I going to sustain myself, etc...

I don't know how to talk to them about it, since I'm the only vent they have and stress is killing them too. I also think it'd be selfish from me to not give them that money since they have given me everything my whole life.