Do you ever feel like walking out of your life and shedding it like a snake skin? I don't want any of my material things. I just want to leave all this heavy weight behind. I've found that no matter what my mood is, I just don't want this life anymore. I'm very content with the person I've become, but everyone around me hates that they don't control me anymore. Is this a BPD thing where we always want to just change, or have I simply outgrown this life?