I don't know that I am BPD but I'm something. I believe I am BPD because of what a mess my interpersonal relationships are, but I'm not getting into that right now. 

But I am constantly paranoid. I think everyone knows too much about me. I am nervous constantly that the police are after me despite the fact that I am not doing anything that they'd even give a shit about. I use a fake name (first and last) in my day-to-day life. I have slowly started deleting all of my social media and cutting out all of my friends because they know too much. I believe I have premonitions of the future, and can tell when something bad is going to happen.

I believe people have ulterior motives for being nice to me.That people will manipulate me and play with my feelings just for the sake of it. That people are intending to fuck me over. 

I don't know. I am constantly stressed and scared. 
