Hi I've recently been diagnosed with bpd/eupd and it makes a lot of sense I guess just I dont think it's actually helped in fact it's made it worse cause know  I've been sabotaging my own life lately and I'm am so close to the edge of giving up everything I've worked for and forgetting everyone I know and just going off one one and ruin my life  if that makes any sense to anyone  I really dont want to do this or go down this road but I cant help but keep sabotaging things and relationships around me does any body have any advice to help cause I'm really scared of my self right now