Things with me and my boyfriend aren't doing great. I hate my job and I dont know what to do with my life.   
  
I'm 24 and I keep saying I'll go to Australia later but my lease is up in September so I figure I'd may as well go now.  
  
My only concern is that my boyfriend (or whatever boyfriend I have at the time) has always been my security blanket and I dont want to have a huge breakdown and have no one to turn to.   
  
I dont know if I'm actually strong enough to be on my own or if I would fail miserably. 