So I'm going through a pretty shit breakup and I'm trying to figure out who I am and I have like a million diagnoses and it's finals and I'm dealing with a ton of really intense work stuff. I've been sleeping about 5 hours a night and food is not interesting to me right now. I know I'm hypomanic but it just feels worse than other times. I keep trying to anchor myself to the ground but I can't pay attention to what's going on around me. I've been talking to myself and I just had the thought that no other people are real and of course other people are real, I sound crazy, but I can't get it out of my head. It's 1 am and the streets are empty and it feels like I'm living in the twilight zone. I'm freaking out and I can't sleep and I have my biggest final tomorrow. 

I just needed to rant because I lost my partner/best friend and now I have no one but the Internet. Wow. That was a sad sentence.