I really dont know where to go so i thought i'd ask for advice on here.
I struggle with anxiety, ocd, and dissociation..it all started back in January 2020 and it gets better and worse..my ocd is really bad these days tho
However, back in October i had to leave my job due to panic attack happening there everyday, it was a shock for me cause i worked there for 2 years and i loved my job a lot! I was very appreciated and loved..and i was gonna get a raise if i didn't leave
Its been 7 months since i left and i couldn't find a job due to economic crisis in my country.. and i always miss my old job a lot and talk about it
Today the manager asked me if i wanna go back and work with them, i said we will talk about it and im gonna see him tomorrow and idk what to do. Im too obsessed with the idea of having another panic attack there and the place scares me a bit it triggers my dissociation..
But i really want to go back there :(sometimes i wish i never had to leave.. can someone help me or give me any advice? What should i do :(