Hi there,

I'm currently at a luxury residential facility. I've been here for over a month and had a meeting today in which I expected them to suggest extending my stay. HOWEVER, they actually want to move me to a LONGer term facility (three to five months). I'm freaking out but don't have time to get into that. The two they've mentioned so far are Clearview , New Roads, and Bridges to Recovery.  Clearview and New Roads are not to my liking.

Info:

19 year old girl

Bipolar, BPD, crippling OCD, ADHD, panic disorder, body dysmorphia, disordered eating, anxiety, PTSD. I've done ECT and ketamine infusions. You can get more info by doing a quick look at my page.

**The place needs to be co-ed, very small in terms of amount of patients. There are 10-16 patients where I'm at. The facility is kind of like a nice lodge (my friend here calls it the ski lodge in heaven) where we all live together but with our own bedrooms and bathrooms. I really want that same community/family feeling. Preferably young-adult specific, but not necessary (the place I'm at is 18+). They need to have a good OCD and BPD program and preferably include RO DBT.**

I'm just terrified because I never thought I'd find a treatment center as amazing as this; I don't want to leave.

**Anyway, does anyone have some long-term facilities that they'd recommend?** It can be anywhere in the US.