I just started yesterday my training as a call center agent. It's not much, and the salary is low, but I haven't been able to hold a job for more than a couple of months and I'm really trying this time. Even if I'm in a semi-state of panic all the time because I HATE talking over the phone (and in general, tbh, since I suffer from severe social anxiety), but they were the only ones who answered out of all the applications I sent. I had another job offer last month but I couldn't even make it through the first day because I panicked the day before and ingested a super high dose of my antipsychotic meds, which paradoxically made me have a psychotic episode. Anyway, I'm trying not to hold on to any expectations because I could have a mood swing or crisis at any moment and I might lose this, but the fact that I've been able to stay for these couple of days AND I don't want to hurt myself makes me feel a little hopeful.