
- mum and dad divorce
- No girlfriend
- Im useless
- world doesnt need me
- im always second to someone 
- Im stupid
- No one will care if im gone
- dreaming is better than reality
- addictions
- im wierd
- people pretend to like me but i know that really they just want to make fun
- everytime anyone has made fun of me i just take it in and remember it
- worried that i wont find a college
- Unmotivated 
- Everytime i get up in the morning its like wading through a swamp
- I dont want the nights to end because i dont have to keep a face of happiness the next day
- Everyone expects highly of me
- i feel like im going to fail
- whenever i want to try something new i get made fun of for being bad at it, so i stop
- everyone elses life seems great compared to mine
- constantly in a positive feedback loop of these things increasing my depression 
- im not doing a very good job at convincing myself i am fine am i
- im constantly bored and i look for anything that might help
- i probably need help
- im scared to talk to anyone
- im bad at talking about feelings because i dont 
- sometimes i just need a hug
- everytime someone says im stinky or ugly i have a mental breakdown inside 
- feel like im a side character 
- im unfit