I don’t know what being successful means but on paper there is nothing wrong with me. With how my life has turned out I should be very happy. I’ve received a good education, have a stable and well paid job, but I am so so unhappy. I feel so alone and empty, everyday is the same. I’ve tried everything but nothing works. No one knows how I feel and to be honest the truth is no one would care. I’ve tried speaking to some people and they’ve just told me that I need a hobby and that I feel like this because I don’t have a hobby. 

I used to have hobbies, lots of them. I just don’t find anything interesting, even watching TV feels like a chore. My go to activity is to lay in bed and do nothing.