Tomorrow is my birthday and I am NOT happy about it.

My father has asked to come up and visit, even though I don't want him here. I agreed because I'm financially dependent on him and can't afford to anger him. I'm broke and am way behind on bills. I said something I really shouldn't have to a well meaning friend of mine. When I called to apologize, she didn't pick up nor has she responded to my texts.

And now my smoke detectors are going off like the end of the world is coming. My brother and I took out the batteries but they're still going off. He ran to the store to get more batteries but I'm holding down the fort here.

Holy flying FUCK my life is getting worse and worse. I don't know what to do.