I have this thing for tattooed Goth girls and women who have the sort of BPD like look based on their image changes, whenever i see them my heart races to like 120 bpm, and i get so anxious, i get erotomanic fantasies of how i will be her lover and how she is waiting to be loved by me and how we are a match made in heaven, i get so infatuated over people with a certain ''look'', this post also brings out my own feelings of inferiority and would you feel a ''FP'' connection just by looking at my face, but that's probably my Compulsion seeking OCD, but why do we get so attached to random people and have these grand fantasies of how they are the angel and you wanna bury yourself into them, when i get these moods over someone i have a high heart rate, i listen to Emo/rock music, i fantasize a scenario where me and her are together, only to later get a completely different message of her not being interested completely contrary to what my fantasy believed.