Tw: mention of gun 

So I experience a lot of paranoia about getting injured, mainly about getting shot, sometimes I cant even sleep in my bed bc i worry someone’s going to shoot me from my window, and I get nightmares about it a lot. Unfortunately today I was walking home from class and some guy drove by pointing his gun at me and a group of people and pretended to shoot us with it. So now I’m too scared to go to class and I’m just really freaked out in general. I am so thankful no one was hurt and I called the police right away but I’m just so scared now. And I feel like a loser for having such a strong reaction to something like I cried talking to the police and I just feel like an idiot because everyone else in the group was pretty calm about what happened……if anyone has advice or just wants to share stories or some love i would appreciate it greatly❤️