I hate where I am, I hate who I surround myself with and I hate who I act like here and with said people but I am so scared of being alone, so scared. So I just keep morphing into whatever is around me. If I just act how I feel I’d be where I’d want to be in life but I don’t so I’m stuck pretending. Pretending I’m happy with this city, these people and everything abs of I don’t snap out of it I’ll be stuck here forever.