I’ve seen a few people on here say that if they could get rid of their BPD completely then they would. There have been times where I wished I didn’t go through certain things with my bpd but at the same time if i could REALLY get rid of it instantly.. idk if i would. sometimes it makes me think i’m faking my bpd cause i would be hesitant about getting rid of it. but the reason why is because i’m so used to my bpd. my whole life i’ve only experience bpd. i am nothing without my bpd and social anxiety. i have no idea who i am without it. that’s so scary.