I'm a 24F and Today I had my diagnosis. I don't know how to feel, now I understand some things and feelings but it also makes me feel bad and tired. I'm very afraid of taking pills because I don't know how they work, I'm afraid that they could intervene in my daily life for the simple fact that I now have a job. I also don't know how to explain it to people close to me, now it's a new tag that I should add when I meet people? But to what extent does this mean that I justify my actions. 
I know that I should not "marry" my diagnosis and that with the right help I can move forward. I found this community and I hope I can find support. 
Still, now I feel like this was just a dream lol