I wake up, go to work, get home and then lay in bed doing nothing, waiting for it to be 10pm so I can sleep. I have no desire to be awake. The only reason I don't go to bed sooner is because I'll wake up at like 4am.

It's such a horrible feeling knowing you only live to sleep. I just want to die in my sleep. I've overdosed and failed. Maybe it's time to overdose again and see if I succeed.