Hi everyone hope everyone is doing well im just gonna vent. My relationship of 4 years ended January of this year what a way to start a year am i right. She cheated on me and i still wanted it to work i did a lot of self reflecting i haven’t been the same since. We don’t talk anymore and its mostly cause of me i cant just be friends with her and see her with someone else i still love her to this day and i hate that i cant find anyone else attractive i sometime feel im autistic and feel so different from everyone else. Things so easily i cant do i over think them, i miss her and it sucks i feel like im a dead man walking. I Dont know what im doing with my life im a failure i say im okay but im not im not fucking okay