Everything was going well. I am a terrible sleeper. So I lie awake. And it's fine, it's fine, it's fine, until suddenly, like, literally suddenly, it's not. And I am scratching myself and rocking my body like a fucking child and crying for an entire hour. Where did this even come from???






Ironical, because just a few hours back I was thinking how very exhausted and sad I am, dealing with a painful heartbreak, and yet how I find it difficult to cry. Strange for me but tears just don't...come. and lmaoooo all my tears came flooding out of the blue 💀 where was I storing this lol and how did it break out so suddenly with such force.