*Posted on a throwaway 

I’m struggling a lot. 

I haven’t been able to eat for two days and I think im dehydrated....i’m experiencing awful stomach pains from not being able to eat (anxiety makes me nauseous) and I’ve been sobbing nonstop since yesterday. I can’t stop shaking. 

I think my whole family (that I live with) has covid, except for me, and now I can’t see my boyfriend who is the only person who can calm me down. 

I feel so miserable and I’m so mad at myself for being miserable because I don’t have the right to be miserable. 

I just feel like I can’t do it anymore.