Hey all, this is my first Reddit post but I really need some help here.

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I have recently been experiencing a shift in my emotional side of things and now all of a sudden, nothing is fun anymore, I'm sad and emotionless all the time. Playing video games now no longer interests me, nothing feels the same anymore. it started back up again on the 14th of Jan and the last time I felt like this it was my major depression period where it hit hard and consistent (Year 2-Year 9) and I was heavily depressed.

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At the moment, I have it all (everything a 16-17yo could want). I've got a PS5, 2 loving parents (divorced and step-dad is awesome), education is going good, getting a car in march, have a job, making money. I have it all, but I feel so flat, emotionless, helpless, basically feeling....... dead. 

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I've been through 8 years of therapy for my problems (started therapy in Year 2 due to severe bullying) I finished therapy thinking I was happy and healthy last year in December but clearly not. I'm trying so many things to stop it but it's just eating me and I'm trying to fight going back into my hermit stage where I don't leave my room unless absolutely necessary.

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I also understand that there are people that have shit way worse off than me but I need help to shake it and wondered if anyone has any ideas. Thanks in advance.