My life has always been upsetting but it never hit me until recently.
When I was younger I never really had anything because my father left. He left because of my little brother being autistic. He left us without power and heat growing up and I never knew when I was going to eat. But that’s not it. I used to be bullied too all the time in middle and elementary school.
My family would also mentally abuse me for everything I do . Judge me for every little fucking thing
I only really had one friend but now I feel like I fucked up that too. She was the only person I actually could go to but I feel liked she’s mad at me. I tried talking to her about how I’ve felt recently. She’s never been good with helping me out but recently I really needed the help but. Nothing from her 
All I’m saying is idk what to do I haven’t really eaten recently as I usually do 
I’ve been sleeping a lot more too