Hi folks, just needing some support. 

I'm in a long stretch of not cleaning my room (clothes, food, etc.) and it finally backfired in a big way. A few nights ago, I caught a mouse crawling through my window a few days ago and looked around a little more and found poop on the shelves right next to my bed. Then, after a weekend away, I came home to my room being infested with ants in my clothes, socks, bed.

I'm just so discouraged because cleaning is so hard for me and even after finding these things I still don't have the motivation to clean :(. Has this ever happened to anyone? Any encouraging words would be appreciated