Hi,
I had my last (and third) baby almost three months ago. I've had severe anxiety, especially about my health. I do have a couple of chronic illnesses so there's that. One of my illness deals with my digestive system, which anxiety and stress feeds upon. It's a never ending cycle. 

I have severe health anxiety for myself and my baby. He is my rainbow baby-- I had him after two back to back miscarriages.  It was a tough pregnancy: I got pregnant two months after having an in home hospice for my mother in law. We watched her die from an aggressive form of uterine cancer. I did not realize the toll it took on me until after I gave birth. Im not sure why giving birth was the trigger but im obsessed with thinking im going to die and leave my three children behind. Im afraid that something is going to happen because why wouldn't it -- I lost two babies already. I also developed a blood clot in my leg during pregnancy and the ER sent me home without any medication telling me that I would be fine. I could have died. That was traumatic.

I don't know how to stop these feelings and anxiety. I just want to be in the moment and enjoy my two daughters, husband, and my beautiful Healthy baby boy. 😭😭