About a month ago I tried to kill myself and failed luckily, I’m not suicidal as of right now but I’m still depressed… and on top of that I have friends that aren’t talking to me because I tried to kill myself, they said I was doing it for attention. Which I wasn’t, I genuinely wanted to die, it was the lowest point in my life and I regret trying to kill myself and I’m mad at myself for hurting people. But I’m still upset that certain people aren’t talking to me, I went through this whole thing alone and I think that’s fucked up, people knew I tried to kill myself and they didn’t reach out. That shit hurts…