I'm in my teenage ending - adulting starting phase and with my increasing age I am seeing a decline in friends that have a spark in life - friends that really care , people that talk about new things , people that are excited about life etc etc. 

I realised this that adulting is fuckin hard , and its harden when you and your surrounding ppl are also in the same deep shit in which you are. This might seem demaninding but i literally wiah that there were some ppl who were there to check on me , ask me how my day went and just talk to me without demanding for nudes or being assholic flirtatious - beacuse that void is not filled by any of these !!! 

So i'm putting this here and asking all the kind loving people to connect me via dm if you feel the same and in need of the same🎈🎀🧃