So I'm om an anti-depressant. And I feel it works somewhat, I've tried many others that just don't. I'll be ok for a while, just ok, not cured or anything, then ill hit these pits where I can't find joy in anything, not even doing stuff with my kids. Like I just wanna lay in bed all day type of depression, and idk what to do. I do struggle with substance abuse and I know that's a big part in it I just didn't wanna get too into detail about it here. I'm so stuck. I feel like I'm in a funk and just wanna get out. I've struggled with substance abuse for a few years now, which has just worsened my depression honestly.