Hear me out.. if a person is sad, it’s a mental illness and they are just good people who are ill. If a person is filled with jealousy and rage, they are a bad person and should be disregarded and treated like shit. When I feel empty and lash out at people, all I’m doing is digging a deeper hole, and I can’t control it. I hate myself and reflect it by inadvertently hurting others and I don’t know how to stop it. What can I do.... I saw that viral video of the dude with BPD punching the monitor and trying to escape the situation. I related so deeply because I’ve been there, confronted and feeling useless, breaking down completely. The guy got recorded and harassed when all he really needed was some kind of understanding and kindness. I wish imbalanced anger was treated the same as imbalanced sadness, instead of being turned into a punchline. I wish I could control myself and avoid looking like a crazy fool every time I have a bad day.