Hi guys. So a few weeks ago I posted about my lovely habit of dissociating. Things have gotten better as I have leaned more and more about how to cope with it. But yesterday was a very, very weird day. I am sort of seeing someone and as with relationships and BPD, there have been ups and downs but we seem to be getting there. Yesterday however, turned out so strange. I remember some bits but not everything. We could be talking and suddenly I switched off and I know we carried on talking but its like I turned into someone else entirely. Apparently I became confident. Apparently I was more forward and initiated cuddles and kisses. Then I mentioned that I would be in trouble later... I know it sounds weird but I don't remember what the heck I did. When I was back to being me, I was standing in the bathroom staring into the mirror. I definitely saw myself as someone else for a split second and then I was back to seeing my own face. I told my partner what I experienced and that I was confused. They were very understanding but I think it freaked them out a bit. Anyone else experience something similar? This is a new one and its kind of freaking me out. Also why? Things were going so freaking well. Why did I have to spaz out like that?