The man who s*******y a***ulted me was my ex, previously. When we were together, he usually woke up before me, and would listen to a twitch streamer until I woke up. 
Sometimes he’d fall asleep listening too. It was always quiet, but I would be able to recognize the voice. 
My roommate was excited about a big stream of his tonight, I wanted to talk so I said set it up in here. I knew it was that streamer but I didn’t think twice. 
It felt like a ton of bricks on my chest when I heard him again. It was like hearing my ex. 
I kept quiet about it, it wasn’t horrible but it made me kinda want to retreat into isolation. 
I can’t sleep now. I have to be up for work in two hours. Ugh.