I used to have this when I was younger, but eventually started taking nortriptyline and it went away for years.

Now, years later, it isn't working anymore. Went through a couple of months of trying different drugs- Zoloft, Remeron, Lexapro. The Zoloft didn't do anything for me say all except fuck with my libido. The remeron took a lot of anxiety away, but made me simultaneously constantly tired and unable to sleep. The Lexapro made me violently ill every morning and I had to stop taking it after only a few days. Now I'm back on Nortriptyline, but the nausea remains.

I wake up and feel fine for maybe a few minutes, then I get the overwhelming urge to puke. I take some Xanax, maybe along with some metoclopramide, and it goes away. That is until I have to go somewhere or interact with people outside of my home. Then I have to take even more shit to handle that. I'll even take a thermos of chicken bouillon with me because the saltiness remedies the oncoming gagging feeling temporarily. It's a weird thing to do, and I feel like a weirdo for doing it.

Here's the thing. I'm not anxious about anything. Well, not about anything but this. It's like a cycle. I get anxious that I'm gonna get anxious and sick.

Anyone else have this issue? Any ideas?