I finally started my antipsychotic (haloperidol) a little over a week ago, last weekend (Saturday through Tuesday) I ran out of my mood stabilizer and didn’t pick it up until Tuesday night. Sunday through Wednesday were hell, worst depression ever…I barely made it through work Monday and Tuesday, anxiety, borderline panic attacks, my anxiety meds were the only thing that saved me. Took my meds Tuesday night, called out Wednesday, doubled my anxiety meds (dr orders) and regular dose of meds Wednesday. Thursday finally felt more normal. 

Today, I feel amazing! Best I’ve felt in so so long! I want to paint, I want to clean my house, but I also want to relax because I’m tired from work lol I finally have energy and am in a good mood and want to be social. I don’t know if it’s my meds finally working and I’m on the right combo or if I’m rapid cycling or it’s all in my head but I feel good right now…I hate that I have to second guess it but I feel like that’s the life of being bipolar.