I’m feeling a complete rage of emotions right now and obviously they’re getting the best of me. I’m a Flight Attendant and I’m currently on a trip, a long ways from home on a trip.  I want to check myself into a hospital but I’m afraid I might lose my job. I really do not have the mental capacity to go to work tomorrow. I feel like if I do I might have a meltdown which would make things worst. I honestly don’t know what to do.