My fear of abandonment obviously works how textbooks and most articles will describe it for bpd. I noticed I get REALLY freaked out and enter panic attack mode when I think about a loved one dying (especially my FP). I think it’s a link to the fear of abandonment because death is like the ultimate leaving me that can’t be undone if that makes sense. I’ve been trying to cope with it, but I’m struggling with working through it except repeating it’ll pass to myself. Any tips would be great