So as the title says I just got out of the hospital for attempting suicide among other things (cutting, abusing drugs, abusing my body). I wasn't in the hospital long. Just since Friday. This was my third hospitalization and probably my most positive experience. I never know how doctors and nurses will handle my diagnosis but they handled it with respect and grace (as they should). I'm not 100% sure why I'm posting but I just thought a positive rant would do this Sub some good. I really feel that openness is good and healthy and that's what I'm working towards. Despite being short staffed, the hospital was wonderful. But, this is the only time I was truly happy to be out of the hospital. The other times I was scared of going back to work and school. This time I was relieved and excited - ready. I feel prepared. 

I don't feel "cured".

I just feel like I have a better relationship with my borderline. 