Hi y’all just need to get this off my chest. I was diagnosed nearly a year ago and have slowly come to realizations once I’ve tried to figure out the root of my problems. I can’t speak to anyone in a meaningful manner unless I’ve altered my mind state until the point I’m either drunk/high beyond recognition. I’ve gotten better at sharing myself with others once I came to this realization, but I’m curious how other have broken out of this dangerous cycle.