idk if I even have BPD but alot of the things I have problems with I have in common with people with BPD. So I have liked/ been obsessed with this one person I know for a year. We went to high school together and to the same college and they're just so perfect and I love them. They don't like me back and it just hurts me so. They're dating other people and telling me about it and I just. Its so hard for me to go out there and date. I'm convinced this person is perfect for me : we have so many inside jokes, we love the same things, but they don't like me back. I'm still hurt and for so long I had the hope that they'd change their mind. What I'm the most scared of is that I'm going to only love this person and this is the only person who I will ever love . Another thing I'm scared of is never liking anyone who likes me back. Dating sucks- I hate meeting new people and opening up to them . The fear of rejection is so much