I truly read into absolutely everything, and my borderline has gotten so bad recently, and I constantly think my significant other does not want to be with me. I know deep down they do, indeed, want to be with me, but I just have such a hard time understanding emotional permanence. I don’t know what to do anymore. Part of me just wants to end the relationship with my partner - even though I love them very very very much - I think this is the first person I’ve ever loved. They understand me and my borderline. BUT, it’s all so stressful, and I’m tired of constantly feeling unworthy or that my partner fell out of love with me even though I know it’s not true and just my dumb brain :/