we didn‘t break up or anything, we‘re together and very happy. but i have to look after my friends cats for 2 weeks and he couldn‘t come with me. it‘s only been a day and he says he‘ll visit on tuesday, but i feel like i can‘t make it until then. i try to distract myself, but i‘m also on my period and generally even more emotional because of that. but i have to study and do things for university. but i just want to lay down like a baby and wait for tuesday, even though i have to work and study and do a presentation on tuesday. i can only sit and sob quietly if i try standing up i start crying so bad i have to sit down again. don‘t know how to keep going. this may seem really stupid and i feel pathetic but i can‘t make these feelings go away