Hello. I got diagnosed two years ago and all my soul seeking, mind bending introspection stuff didn't do much to help me. My fam is starting to hate me. I can't keep my job even tho my boss likes me and I'd get payed a lot to continue to do it. Anyyway... Can I ride it out? I read somewhere that simptoms subside with age. Is that so? Why is there an over 30 flair?  Would you have a book sugestion, maybe? It's full of people but I'm lonely in my head.