I wonder if others will relate to this. For me I am pretty much in a constant state of mental agony just purely as a result of anxiety. It’s hard to even describe because it’s pretty much what I think of as normal but if I look at how other people act and perceive the world, it seems that they aren’t generally experiencing a constant wave of pressure through their central nervous system. That’s pretty much how I live every day of my life and a good experience for me just means that the constant pressure in my brain is slightly less noticeable or dulled but it never goes away. I’m just reflecting on this and curious if others can relate. In combination with the anxiety I am an empath so I literally feel pain when I see someone injured even if it’s just on TV. Again, it’s so normal to me that I don’t really think much of it when it happens but reflecting back on it I see how detrimental it is on my overall well-being.

TLDR: sadboi hurts a lot