I've honestly given up on friends or connecting with people even on this sub people are horrible lol. IDK WHY I thought maybe trying to talk to people on here in somewhat simillar situations would help but people are just awful. 

I've tried reaching out to people and shocker I get ignored or some shitty reply. Like is it so hard to pretend to care or seem interested in my life when all you do is blabber on about how I matter to you but your actions say otherwise. People really are living breathing hypocrites. I refuse to put my energy and time into people who won't do the bare minimum for me. I dont even have a fucking best friend whatever tf that is. I LITERALLY vent on the internet to a bunch of strangers who do not give the slightest fuck lol. Life is great some would say.