I just recently realised that it's been 7 years since they've diagnosed me with BPD and the other things... I can't believe how long that is...

I can see that the disorder itself has changed quite a bit since I got older and even the symptoms have changed a bit. It's still shit, don't get me wrong, but I find it easier to live and cope with it. I made my peace with being 'diffefent' and 'weird' and I never realised how much it would help to just accept the fact that my mind works slightly differently.

After 7 years, even after the worst moments, guys, I'm still here! I did not give up yet and I feel like I can go on a little longer.

I just felt like sharing this thought with you that even though the shit's tough, there will be moments of happiness and peace within your mind. I can say that even though they may not be the longest periods - they will be worth it and they will help you in the worse ones.