i honestly dont know what’s right or what’s wrong anymore. im really worried that ive done something so awful in the past and the fact i can’t do anything about it just terrifies me.

when i was about 10, there was this guy, aged 15 and a woman, aged 24,, they both told me that i should engage in inappropriate behaviour like sexting.. the guy kept telling me that what i was doing was normal and that if i didnt do it hed try to something with me that i wouldn’t have liked. so, as a last option, i gave in. the woman kept teaching me nasty stuff i shouldn’t have learnt at that age, she would always tell me to have sex with her ‘online’, and she would call me odd stuff like mommy, baby, hot. keep in mind we were friends and i really thought she was someone that wanted me to be safe and protected, so i gave in. i thought they would both hate me if i stopped doing what i did.

i feel awful and i just want to know, was all of this normal?? was i at fault?? please tell me what you think, thank you for your time &lt;3