I feel like no one cares about me(cos no one does XD why do I have hope?). I might just commit suicide at midnight today and I've been waiting for this moment where I can die to finally arrive. I'm chirstian or Catholic (I forgot) and I believED that committing suicide is a big no no but idc actually I don't feel any remorse for what I did. (I didn't do anything bad Im just a kid) I don't think I can make it to adulthood tho or better yet to a teenager. I feel no emotions anymore except sadness. I hoping my suicide plan works, if not then wish me luck.