Or more accurately, this is my FP....we got in a big fight and she screamed at me, “I wish you were dead! The world would be better off without you!” and I know this is true. I’m in DBT and I’m trying my best to learn healthy coping habits, but I don’t know what to do. It’s been days and the only “apology” I got was that she’s sorry she hasn’t had enough patience with me...but she isn’t sorry that she wishes I was dead. Or, that’s not really correct. She sort of apologized, and maybe I’m too sensitive, but I want some sort of grand gesture to make up for the severity of what she said. Do I deserve it because of the BPD though? Losing my favorite person feels like a white-hot fireplace poker to the chest...