Hi so over the past week I suddenly came to the realization that I may have bpd. I relate heavily to the symptoms and experiences of it and I’m honestly freaking out about. Like I’m just thinking have my feelings and emotions all just been a result of bpd? How can I possibly be in a stable relationship knowing I may have this and am who even am I at this point? I think I may also have a favorite person and if I do have bpd what if I can never be with them because of it. These thoughts have just been eating me alive and I think Iput myself into a depression due to that. I don’t know I have an appointment with my therapist in two weeks and we’re going to talk about me getting a diagnosis but yeah I kinda hate life right now.