Ugh it’s been a while since one of these. I even recently went to the cardiologist and got my heart checked out with an event monitor, EKG, and echocardiogram…

Maybe it’s stress I’m unconsciously stressing about, the four hours of sleep I got the night before, or because my OCD has had me on a true crime podcast kick and I’ve been listening to bleak things 

Waking up and within two minutes of coming to I had a rapid heart beat that triggered my flight or flight response. Took two gabapentin and paced the apartment and started to feel better within 15 minutes.

I just hate these ones. In the past they’ve sent me to the hospital multiple times. It’s so hard to think that something serious isn’t happening when these hit 😩 😩 😩/rant