Hi, 

My girlfriend suffers from BPD and it’s getting significantly worse. She has had 2 attempted suicide attempts and one tonight. I don’t know how to cope and support her and believe she wants to be with me. All I want is to be with her and help her but it’s killing me. She’s said things to be that are the most low things that make me feel terrible and I never leave her alone and I always try and support her and stay regardless of what she says but it just happens and happens and I’m starting to feel myself wanting to run away and just hide and I don’t know what to do and how to help her or myself and my own mental health. I suffer from bad anxiety and am on medication for said anxiety and her BPD has significantly made it worse but I’m still trying to stay with her and help her but I don’t know what else to do so please help me. Anything will be appreciated. What scares me the most is it feels like she’s doing it for ‘attention’ or trying to make me feel bad because of stuff she’s said or the way she’s acted and not gone through with stuff, and I know people will perceive actions in that way but I want to know she can’t help it and I want to believe it and help her. It’s all I want :(