Without meaning in your life, the question must be asked, what’s the point?

You deserve a purpose.
You deserve meaning.
You deserve a chance. 
Everyone does.

Be selfish and make a decision to put some purpose in your life, one little thing. 

Buy a candle that calms you.
Write in a journal to express your feelings .
Get a pet for companionship &amp; trust
Read a book on personal growth.
Clean your house to respect your environment. 

Please do something little for yourself. 
You are same as the rest of the world, in a life full of struggle. What you do with a little spark that you’ve been given is completely up to you.