I’ve honestly been so depressed that I honestly haven’t mind being depressed. I just got so use to this hopelessness that it’s just normal. However, I just listened to “Pursuit of Happiness” by Kid Cudi and that just triggered me. I forgot what true happiness feels like. I miss the feeling of waking up in the morning with a smile my face ready to take on the day. I miss not being able to sleep because I was so excited to wake up in the morning. The only sense of happiness I have is abusing drugs. It’s not even like I’m happy whenever I use drugs, it just makes not feeling feel a little better. I just want to be happy again. Does anyone have any advice of how to get out of this funk. I truly want to pull myself out of this mess.