I'm just so tired of everything and everyone. It's been this way for five or more years, and I'm tired of staying alive when people could care less if I live or not. However, if I do attempt and end up living I know I will regret it. Not because of my actions, but because I couldn't even succeed at killing myself.

But since I'm not 100% sure about killing myself, I would like to know what would happen if I attempted while attending college? I don't want to survive an attempt and then end up having to leave college aka my only purpose for getting up in the morning.

Tl:dr though highly unlikely, maybe somebody can convince me not to kill myself on Sunday or Monday.