Tbh idk where to start everything’s aorund is ok but why am I not happy yeah things happen here and there but 4 years and I still feel the same nothing has changed still and where I was 4 years ago maybe I’m not balling my eyes out anymore but I just wanna genuinely smile feel that excitement again i thought maybe I need girl, I see couples all the time but it wasn’t that it’s there happiness that I want I just wanna smile like them weather it’s with somebody or eating ice cream or looking at a new place but I just wanna feel something everyone is just so boring all these beautiful girls around me but they seem to bore me they smile some even wanna go on date but I don’t wanna hang with them cause it’s a waste of my time ik what I’m looking for I just can’t find it I’m 22 and everyone around is making moves and I’m still here what am I doing wrong I’m tired really tired we’re slaves to this world I wonder if there’s someone out there who thinks like me in this shitty world were people like me get stepped and we have to do is keep going and take it and it gets better ? People like us they don’t care about us they never did and they never will idk even know what I’m saying anymore I’m just tired I’m really tired why am I so weak