I've had anxiety issues ever since i turned 16 and I never knew why. I've noticed i started caring more about what people think about me. I get nausea whenever im anxious and it got to the point where i cant go to school continuously for 2 weeks. 

I'm 18 now and tried some medication which helped with day to day anxiety but never helped me in moments where i'm really nervous/anxious. Whenever i go outside with a girl i'm crushing on or going to a party full of unknown people i get nausea to the point where i can't even hide it and need to back away.

 I'm being ridiculed by my friends for being a pussy/ scared of people. I'm being ridiculed and insulted by my mother for being incompetent when it comes to attendance in school. It's been 2 years and I still dont know why exactly im anxious. I thought i had beaten it because i didn't have any nausea for multiple weeks but then i went outside with a girl and same story on repeat. 

This day to day nausea also makes me lose appetite for the rest of the day. I've had weeks where i would eat 1 meal a day. Losing 5 kg in a week and so on.

I just feel so bad for not being able to use my young days to the fullest. And even when im missing out/not going outside, I can't even bring myself to study for school. 

And on top of it all, I don't even have anyone to talk to this about. I've shared this with some of my friends but they all just make fun of it or whatever.

I'm curious to hear about your stories of when you realized these anxiety issues are affecting your daily lives.