Hi,

I have been diagnosed with borderline a few weeks ago. Also some psychotic stuff that I've been having to deal with.

I know I have people here with me but I just feel so alone. It's as if nothing I do does what I want it to.. if I try to help people I'm doing it wrong. If I don't I'm doing it wrong too..

I feel so alone.. it feels like no one gets me.. I'm trying to do the best I can but everything always just fucks me over again..

I need someone to talk to.. I don't care if you have BPD or any other disorder yourself.. I just want to know I'm not alone.

So please, if you've had experience with BPD and whatnot.. please, just please talk to me because the way I'm right now is just miserable. I've always pushed everyone aside, but right now I just need someone, anyone.