I have been single for 3 years just because I didn't meet anyone worth it. In my past relationships I used to get so upset when my exes seemed distant, I even remember cutting myself just because my ex didn't send me a message, so my last 3 years have been very peaceful but lonely. I have just met a guy, 13 years older than me, he just seems perfect to me. We work in the same shopping centre and after talking twice he told his colleague that he would marry me straight away if I accepted (his colleague told me, we are quite close) he even told my manager how beautiful he finds me and that I am "someone to marry". Less than a week ago he found my Facebook and messaged me, ended up telling me that he was so happy to have found me on FB etc making it clear that he liked me and we have been talking since. I am trying my best to be interesting and asking questions about himself etc but I can't help but feel incredibly boring as I don't really do much in my life due to my lack of friends. Anyway things were going well but I didn't hear from him all day yesterday so I texted him first (something I never usually do) and we had a good conversation, he said again that he was happy that he met me. Today nothing, it is already 8:30 pm, I don't want to text first again but I feel so shit and I just know it's going to affect my mood for the next few days unless I hear from him. How do I deal with this, I just can't help but feel so upset that he doesn't want to talk to me.