i dropped out of high school at 14 so i have no GCSE's and i failed most of the exams that i did. i never even tried in  school because my mentaility was that i would kill myself before i was 16 (im 17 now &amp; i had an overdose attempt a few years back where i took 15 paracetmaol but thats the closest ive got - and im too much of a coward to kill myself) 
but now i have no plans for my life. im not going to be able to get a job because of i have no qualificarions or skills and i dont know anything. im getting dumber everyday i feel like i cant even do basic baths anymore.