In the past two days I had to put my cat down, learned my grandmother might be put into hospice, got pulled over because of an expired registration which I can’t even fix due to money issues around car taxes, and I have nobody to talk about this with.

I don’t bring it up to any of my friends because I do t want to bother them. I feel like people are all just really selfish and don’t care. They’ll hear what you’re saying and they’ll move on. Nothing really gets through to peoples hearts and they will give you advice that’s surface level and move on. Nobody has checked up on me today at all. I dread waking up tomorrow because I’ve lost hope that tomorrow will be better. It’ll be another bad day. 

I know the idea of bothering someone with your troubles is irrational, and at the same time the mind is a terrible master and the heart controls it.