i got so upset today at my fp for thinking she was going to leave me and now i think she hates me. she never said goodnight to me when i said it to her and has just been distant all day, i feel absolutely terrible, i wish i just never said anything about it because now i think she hates me.

sometimes i think of what my life would be without this disorder because i hate being clingy and getting sk attached to people and then believing im hated when its not that in the slightest.