so I got diagnosed with anxiety somewhere near this summer it sucked so bad, I had to take pills that did not work which made me so anxious to the point where I was feeling so dizzy the tightness never goes away and ugh anyway I started to recover from the past that caused my anxiety and some nights I’d have panic attacks which I hope nobody goes through 😔 and now it’s like okay I’m good I know how to cope with my anxiety better now but like now that I’m doing better life always has to ruin it for me i was doing just fine and now I get this random chest pain that last for months and like I don’t know wtf is going on like omg it’s like life really freaking hates me and like it’s like it feels so tiring it’s always there it feels so tight and pressured and it does feel worse when I think about the past and then my thoughts just start thinking about the past like wtf just stop and like I don’t want to die but like google says it’s a heart attack LIKE WHATA HELL WHY DOES LIFE PUT ME THROUGH SO MUCH I CANT HANDLE THIS ANYMORE I JUST CANT IT FREAKING HURTS IT FEELS LIKE THERES SOMETHING IN MY CHEST THATS SO UNCOMFORTABLE like it feels like if it wants to be removed like ughh wtf when im happy life always wants to put me through something RIGHT ALWAYS SOMETHING CANT HANDLE THIS F LIFE ANYMORE