I just had a psychosis/manic episode that landed me in the hospital for 2 weeks, and the psychaitrist at the hospital gave me the diagnosis of "r/o borderline personality disorder' and I am starting to think I do have characteristics of BPD. I think many of the people around me think I have it or at least some attributes of it as well. I haven't been officially diagnosed yet i don't think, but what is it like for you guys. Weird question.  Have you guys lashed out ever physically? Have you guys struggled with trusting people around you? It would be nice to know what it's like for others who more than likely have the disorder or who have been officially diagnosed.