anxiety runs on my moms side of the family and i’ve felt the pressure of it since middle school. i’ve been on 2 different ssris in the past 2 years and have been in therapy and talking to a psychiatrist who prescribes me meds for about 4 months. i feel like ssris just don’t help me when it comes to panic attacks and anxiety heavy days, i have tried xanax before without a prescription and they me helped immensely. i understand that xanax and those types of meds are commonly abused but i’m willing to take that risk if it means i don’t have to suffer through those days. can i get anything like them without being seen as some kid who’s trying to use them recreationally?