28M im simply lost atm, i have no purpose to live my world is so dark, all i see is everyone in the world are happy except me and my problems dont even have answers. Im unemployed for years now, i did a degree in construction and im not good at it so i cant get a salary also i hate that job to my core that i simplcry before go to work. Also im single, at age 25 26 27 i came across many girls through social media and had their numbers and texted met them and tried to date, but most didnt went past the 2nd date, and i met a one woman who was in a relationship and cheated on it and started a relationship with me, but she went back to her and a year later she came back after finishing everything with her guy to date me, but I rejected her and im regretting it now, that was the only thing i got close to a marriage, i never had awesome vacations or hotel nights or abroad tours or anything similar to fun in my life. My whole life has been this dark lonely and broke hell. And last week my ex got married and it hurts me like hell. I dont have a job a single penny or a social life or gf and not even hope and my ex got married in an awesome wedding. I hate my life but i dont kbow how to change it either.  I guess we all are destined when we are born and my fate is this. Idk how people meet partners that they love for years, idk how people earn so much money, i always wonder why im so skilless and unlucky. I have nothing to do in life rather than sitting in my room crying in the dark while scrolling all my friends and peers social media. It feels so heavy when am i gonna find a job and a gf and when im gonna be happy like others?