I just recieved a phonecall out of nowhere from my mother. She wanted to plan something for some weekend thing. Nothing special but... It just ruined my evening. I'm broken, i suddenly can't think. I feel hollow and frustrated, but why? The initial ringing of the phone scared the shit out of me. I don't know... All my motivation to do anything is now gone.

A phonecall...

A fucking phonecall was enough to make me unbelievably anxious, scared and depressed out of nowhere.