My wife is in the psych ward again. Second time this year. She relapsed on coke about a year ago and it put her into pyschosis and extreme paranoia. A year later and it’s still not better. She thinks I hide pounds of heroin in the basement. Thinks I’m in the mob, that me and the police are going to blow the house up. Shit is insane. On top of that I got arrrwted for fucking her dealer up. His girl called the cops on me, I know he’s just making money and it was her choice to use but I snapped. Now she’s in the hospital again and it seems like the meds really aren’t doing much. This shit sucks. Oh I just got laid off at work. When it rains it pours I guess. For anyone struggling, stay strong. I’m trying my hardest to take my own advice