So as the title says tomorrow it is my birthday and I feel extremely stressed.I don’t like the attention at all and I hate everything about it.I am even considering not going to school. I know it sounds stupid to the majority of people but I for some reason feel awful I don’t know what to do about it. 

Usually am not that anxious but this for some reason triggers me and I don’t know why. I just wanted to get this out off my chest because I don’t think any of my friends will understand the way I feel.