About two years ago, I had my first job at the age of 18. It was just a simple job at McDonalds. Things didn't go so well. I had a mental breakdown. They started cutting my hours until I had none, so I quit, and gave them what they wanted.

My psychiatrist doesn't think I'm in the proper mental head space to have a job. what the fuck does that even mean? I feel pathetic.       I feel worthless.                  I feel like a loser. I've been trying to get on SSI for the past year or so, under my psychiatrist's recommendation. I keep getting turned down. I have no money. I have nothing. I don't know what to do with myself. I've never been able to feel good about this. I don't know how to not be upset about this. 

Anyone else?

Edit: Thank you all for your kind words.