Heres some back story,
A few months ago, I had these friends, and i mentioned to them that i think i had bpd, or a lesser form of bpd. And they told me id know if i had it, long ago, (im 17). And they told me to stop looking for a diagnosis and just get better. Since then, they have unfriended me and partially was for that.

Now that we aren't friends ive gotten the feeling to get better. Im sure my psych is suspected of the bpd diagnosis, but before i could say anything my mom wanted me to get tested for add. I have another appt. in a week and im scared to get diagnosed because im scared my ex-friends will tell people that i lied to my psych. Any opinions?