My family ended up giving me ptsd because of their severe abuse. It was to a point where I was so psychologically torture that I didn't even know how to socialize. I don't want therapy, I've been in therapy and hospitalized over and over again and no one seems to understand or care. I'm 18 and homeless because it was either d*e or try to have some happiness before it all went black. Luckily I'm in a DV shelter, but I am unable to get a job because my family is stalking me so much. But I also don't want to have to get a protection order against 30+ people. I have the ability due to the shelter to go to another state but it seems like everywhere is abusive and not helpful, or theirs absolutely no housing rescorces, and housing is expensive. I don't know where to go or what to do and I'm depressed because I am all alone and scared if where to go or what will happen next.