I’m on medication again (took about a year off of it and was doing pretty ok until early this summer) and it’s not helping. Popped a klonopin (0.5mg) and waiting for it to kick in …. Waiting and waiting and waiting… and I feel so hungry for air. I hate this feeling. Like my throat is tight, like I’m not able to get a real breath in, like I need to hold onto something or I’ll float away (I don’t know how to explain that part.) it’s every day and night time is the worst. I’m constantly body / symptom checking. Constantly checking my o2 levels, blood pressure, heart rate, and ecgs on my Apple Watch to confirm they’re “normal.” But ugh. This weight on my chest is so heavy. I’ve been to ER too many times to count the past couple months and they always send me away with just “anxiety” on the discharge papers…I hate how anxiety symptoms can mimic the worst things. I hate feeling like I’m dying every day . I hate that I can’t even get out of bed most days… I hate anxiety.