Hi everyone here 
I live with social phobia from I was child. At that time, I don't know why I am so shy girl. Each day with me is difficult. My parent are good but they are always yell when they teach their child, if I tell my secret with them, they will tell with other and laugh and a lot of thing make me sick. And my brother, in my childhood, he teach me, he yell and hit me when me not understand. Now all thing I remember about him not the thing he good with me, when I think about him I just feel sad, hurt even if now he good with me. That why when I become adult, I never can share my thinking, my emotion with them. I know social phobia caused of a lot reason like: brain, hoocmon, gen, environment ... But I was had childhood like that. I love my parent, but I see I hurt more inside.
Now I am 22 year old. I just graduated University. 
I remember, when internship semester in company, I was very sad because I can't join to communicate. I don't want lose, so now I am trying to learn everyday, I will learn master of my major in abroad. I don't think to much about negative, I do excercise every morning.
Thats share about my life for all you. I very happy if someone share about their life to me.