I have just realized that I am the second choice for everyone. I'm always the one comforting everyone, helping out, supporting and I always try to go out of my way to make everyone else happy but I noticed that nobody ever does the same for me. But I really need someone to care for me as much as I care for everyone else. I'm just so damn sad. I have nobody to talk to so I'm just ranting here. I'm just so overwhelmed. I know this might seem selfish but I have been selfless my whole life and I'm just really tired now. Just so drained. Nobody needs to respond I just needed somewhere to share how I'm feeling.