my mental health issues are really fucking embarrassing.

like ?? i was yelled at too much as a kid and i was forced to have the maturity of an adult, so now im emotionally unstable and gonna be more or less dependent on meds for the rest of my life.

my ex girlfriend only wanted to have sex with me and touched me when i said no, so now i flinch and freeze up anytime someone gets too close to me.

i wasnt really allowed to “be a kid,” so now i sometimes act like a kid in relationships and beg to go along with those i love everywhere they go and it pisses people off.

i got one taste of nicotine, so now im waiting for my 21st so i can go buy my own and stop paying my friends jacked up prices and my ability to have any healthy coping skills seems to have been trashed.

what the fuck.

what the fuck.

what the fuck.

for real ? like ?? youre fucking serious ???