

I feel like everyone outside of my family hates me. I try to convince myself that I’m just being irrational but I can’t shake the feeling that nobody actually likes me and I have had actual experiences of people straight up  ignoring me, even though I know they heard me.All my friendships feel one sided and nobody makes an effort to talk to me or anything. I try to reach out but it never works. It always ends up with me being left on read and feeling too embarrassed to try and initiate any other conversations