Iv always had social anxiety to a degree but as iv aged its gotten worse.

In senior year, people suddenly stopped talking to me and stopped vibing with me, conversation became awkward, and my closest friend at the time became my biggest bully and worsened my self image and anxiety which still has lasting effects.

Recently people at my new job have started to bully and single me out and I have no clue why, even my bf is confused. They don't even call me by my real name anymore either, they all call me a name thats close to mine and it's really starting to bug me.

Iv told them to stop nicely, sternly, and seriously, but they just won't quit. I don't understand what I did wrong or understand why they're doing this, like I just don't understand the concept. It started as light shit talking which I could tolerate and joke with but now it's a constant thorn in my side.

Iv always been alienated and I feel like the only one out of the loop, it's like everyone knows something about me that I don't and it irks me.