I never thought I had anxiety until I came across a meme on IG that was intended to be funny but really hit home with me. I’ve always been a pretty morbid person and have always obsessed over death. I find myself crying about my own death, death of loved ones and my current partner. Every time he leaves the house I imagine it’s our last goodbye and then when he’s gone I text him just to say hi but it brings me comfort knowing he’s not dead. I seriously hate this feeling. I’ve also have flown A LOT in my life and have never feared planes but this past year I keep thinking my plane will crash and now recently I keep seeing planes crashing and commercials of planes crashing and planed crashing my on IG and I’m literally crying right now afraid of it. I just got engaged and I’m supposed to be happy but I keep thinking my life is so great and something will happen to me and I will die before I’m married and have kids. I have no idea why all of this is happening to me but everyday it gets worse and worse. Please help me I hate these thoughts.