Does anyone have their space where they feel safe, that even with anxiety they will be okay!! I have that space, its my room that I get to be a super introvert in and I can honestly fight Ghidorah in there but the moment I leave that space all my anxiety comes rushing back, all that panic, paranoia, I get jumpy, even sick at times. 

The worse part is I have now left that space behind, long long way behind. I am back to where I was born, my native country for 3 weeks and I know for a fact that I will be missing it the whole time, I miss it now. The worse part is no on here understands anxiety and I am left to experience it all myself. Missing my flight and waiting 11 hours for the next one defiantly added to all that anxiety and now I feel stuck! I'll get back to it in 3 weeks but I know these 3 weeks will suck, even if this place was home to me at one point in time!!