Howdy,

Growing up I've always loved big name celebrities (Tom Hiddleston, Chris Hemsworth, etc), however during these period of fangirling, I had noticed that band members never came across my radar. This never really made sense, because I love music and I've even tried getting into band culture. 

My SO, also diagnosed BPD, never had an obsessive music phase. Both of us have even tried to ingrain ourselves into the culture, but to no avail. 

So I am curious, have any of y'all been able to immerse yourselves into band culture? I wonder, because of the FP thing, if it's something subconsious that won't let me become attached due to the fact that I've never met them in person. I'm curious to see y'all's thoughts. 

Thanks!