I feel like the worst person ever. But the thing is I don’t care anymore. I cant get life and I cant find a purpose to live. The past few months was very stressing. I gained weight because of medications and Now I hate my body even more. I went to my psychiatrist few days ago and she added ( anxiety and unspecified mood disorder ) to the list of my mental illnesses and I don’t know what unspecified mood disorder means and honestly I don’t even care to know.
I feel disconnected from myself and the world around me and. I cry and complain thats the only thing Im good at. Its like Im a child trapped in an adult body.