The current events have really made my anxiety pretty bad. Life just doesn't feel normal, it feels like I'm in a dream I can't wake up from. I can't help but doomscroll so  frequently to the point where I becom so worried that we'll have a world war, and with war comes so much hell. I wish things could go back to the way they were.

Anxiety overall is tormenting me, I wanna ask for help but I feel like my family doesn't understand, hell I feel like I don't understand sometimes.

Sometimes I question if this is all life is, if I'm just gonna be like this forever. No matter how many times I try to relax I just can't. That feeling of dread that washes over me when I get anxious is just the worst.

Fuck Anxiety and all that comes with it, along with that dictator that has ruined everything!