I’m so scared. I’m almost 28 and I have nothing. My bf takes care of me but I feel like it’s just a matter of time before he gets sick of me. Everyone gives me advice on how to make my life better and their advice is right but I’m so mentally compromised I can’t even take the advice. I feel like a worthless piece of shit who should’ve been aborted instead of my brother. I feel like the pain will NEVER end. I think everyone would be better off without me I might take my $2000 stim check I’ve saved and just run away somewhere and start a new life where no one has to deal with me anymore.