I’m not in any crisis rn but I kind of just miss it. But even if I had to go, I can’t bc I’m working. Im saving up for a motorcycle and I’m in the process of changing my legal name. Might also begin the process of having top surgery. There’s a lot I have to do idk. 
I had an attempt on May 23. I went to the medical hospital for a week, went to a mental one right after, did a php program and recently got out of it. Idk what to do. Maybe I am in a crisis. I relapsed a few days ago.. idk