I've just had enough of him, he's so boring, unmotivated and self absorbed. I started dating him because the guy I really liked dumped me after only three weeks and I was angry and hurt and this guy just seemed like an easy option because he wasn't overly into me but he was also keen on being exclusive. Now it's just ridiculous, I literally hate him about 75% of the time and the other times I'm just ok with him, but I'm never actually happy. The problem is, he's the only person I have any real contact with right now since my closest friends moved away and I've finished college and am looking for a job. I don't want to lose that human connection and company but it's gotten to a point where I wake up next to him and feel like hitting him (I never do). It could be better if he just tried a little more to be a little romantic, like take me out on dates or have romantic sex, but he takes me for granted for the most part even though when I do try to leave or tell him I'm unhappy, he comes out with all this rubbish about how he feels insecure with me and that's why he's afraid to be too involved. 

Anyway, I'm looking for a job and I hope if I find one I can meet some people. I don't really need a boyfriend, just some friends to talk to and spend time with. Is it better to break it off and be completely alone or would that possibly be too triggering? I don't want to destablize myself either. 