I’m 22F and never had a boyfriend plus I’m still a virgin. Idk what to do life feels meaningless I want a boyfriend so badly. I see happy couples all the time and I want that so badly. But men hate me so much they hate me! I am so desperate for male attention and I have done risky things to try and get it. I have even started drinking a lot cause I’m so depressed and lonely. Why don’t guys want me? My post history tells the whole story tbh