Does anyone ever feel lonely even after being surrounded my countless people? Recently, one of my best friends lost someone in her life. She was depressed for days, crying, not eating. Through this, I was nothing but supportive towards her. I’ve spent many hours consoling her and trying to take her mind off things. I even attended the funeral of a person whom I wasn’t even close with. But when things take a turn and I am going through a rough time in my life, she always seems to have other things to do and shuts me out especially when I need a friend the most. I have a lot of friends but they all just seem to care when they need me. I struggle with depression and have been for a while now. I feel like I am the friend who always gives in 100% of my heart to those closest to me but it is never returned. Sometimes, I wish I could find a friend like me. Someone who understands me and who I can share my deepest feelings with. Lately, I have been feeling like the only person who is ever there for me is me and this only makes my depression worse. Does anyone else struggle with this?