Right now I am in my third school in the last year and I cannot take it anymore. And the worst part of it is that it is my own fault. AT my last school so the second one, I finally started fitting in, I had friends, teachers knew me, and I was finally getting grades that were excellent. I was actually happy. And then my parents suggested that maybe I should move to India and go to school there and hostel and that is when I made my biggest mistake, I said yes. And to this day I do not know why and think back now I should not have said it. And now I am in a new school yet again, people here do not like me, I can not even talk to the teachers if I have any questions due to my anxiety and can not even try to talk to anyone else because of constant fear of rejection, I am back where I started and don’t know if I can make it out again. I can’t talk to my parents either this time, because I am in a hostel and we are not allowed any form of communication other than on Wednesday. I do not have any motivation or anything to strive for, I am lost.