Even when I don't do anything wrong. I'm 78 days sober, not acting like a jackass, mindful and calm, and they STILL don't fucking stay. Even when guys say they're so into me. I'm no one's priority and I never feel good enough. Why do I keep trying? Sitting in bed sobbing, once again. Please, just want me and stay.

I feel like I have to *scream* "stop being so mean to me".