i’m too weak. i’m too pathetic. i can’t take waking up everyday as the person i don’t want to be. all i ever do i make every thing worse. i’m a bad person. i have no excuse and no justification. i’m just a curse. why am i even alive. i don’t want to keep making the same mistakes over and over. i’ll never be worthy. i’m not worthy of love and i’m not worthy of living for. i can’t take the guilt. i’m spineless. i want to die