"Have a positive attitude, be positive, look at the bright side, have a positive mindset, good things only happens to people who have a positive attitude, stop being negative, be optimistic" etc etc etc 

These are some of the terms i have been told for a long time and honestly they are not working for me. I tried, didn't work tried again, same results 

Now whenever anyone is saying these kind of words the only thing that run in my mind as they are saying it is this is just some bull shit,doesn't work, crap, does this person even knows what they are talking about or what I am going through, ah, shit here we go again. And then I feel sad and miserable again and then there is this constant feeling that everyone hates me they may not show it but deep down i know they hate and honestly I don't even know if they genuinely hate me or not

Does this happens with you as well or am i suffering from some different varient of depression xD. Any advice, suggestions, help.

Thanks