I don't trust Reddit anymore after the cops got called to my house after a post to keep me safe and I just got out of inpatient. It didn't help just gave me another crazy bill. I sent it to my dad , my parents are divorced.  I'm trying to keep up with college but I cant even get through a semester of college. Really my life is hell and I dont have a support system . My ex bf is still my friend but he has a new boyfriend so I feel weird and I don't have any close female friends any guy just wants to use me for sex because I'm trans. I basically just feel unloved by myself and others. Or I hate people and just feel like they're using me. I am majorly codependent but I also hella don't trust anyone. Especially after having the cops called to my house. I feel like failure because I can't even get my business degree or sell my art like I want too. I'm 23 but I feel so behind in life rn . I really can't do anything right. Or make any genuine real life friends without my mental health pushing everyone away or people just use me. Idk I just want something in my life to work out.