One personality is me, it's very infantile and underdeveloped, very weak, but I like her, she's a very nice, kind person, childish and naive but harmless and so kind. And then there's the mold of my molester's self - it's calculating, cold, angry, aggressive, deceitful; very intelligent but bordering on dangerous; it likes to pretend to be the 'real' me, the infantile, naive, harmless and kind type but it's just an act and it is capable of being very insidious but only towards the 'real' me, because it knows that it can't be conniving toward others and get away with it - it is very weak, while the 'real' me is strong.

At night, in the dark, I am my real me, during the day with other people it's the imposed mean personality that pretends to be the real me (because it knows no one likes a meanie), and then sometimes when no one is looking and it knows it can be as bad as it wants, the imposed personality is just what it is - angry calculating egocentric who hates other people.