TW:mention of sexism
So I(20F) have struggled with OCD, GAD and self image issues  for a long time. I am doing therapy and I take an antidepressant and that has helped me a lot in the last year. I have my bad days but they are not as frequent as they used to be. Today I had started feeling kinda down and I connected to a group call with some friends for company and some cheering up. Instead they insulted my intelligence multiple times, made me feel bad for liking my appearance for once, told the usual sexist jokes(which honestly are so minimizing) and pressed me to answer uncomfortable questions as part of a game. I am honestly so exhausted right now, some intrusive thoughts are popping up and I want to delete every picture of my face that I have shared on social media. Thank you for anyone who read this.. please stay safe and remember you are not alone.