  This has been happening a lot. It puts stipulations on everything. Like if this is true, this must be true. Calls me a stupid bitch if I don’t agree with it. If I dare look at things with an analytical lens, my stomach starts hurting or I get hives. I feel like my brain is gaslighting me. And if I try to fight it, it just abuses me. It doesn’t ever stop. It’s a nightmare.