My anxiety has become crippling. I use to be on klonopin  a few yrs ago and they tried to bump me up to xanax but i declined. Now, I desperately need to be put back on medication but I'm s black man new to a very white part of Colorado and im scared if suggest it, they'll just think im a druggie. Hell, none of the doctors take me seriously as it is anyway. I don't know what to do.