I alr have pretty bad anxiety / I dissociate like crazy n I’ve had this for abt a year n a half n it’s no where as bad as it was I can actually go out n do normal things now but earlier this year my cousin got schizophrenic and my axnitey keeps telling me it’s gonna happen to me and I trick my self into thinking things are gonna happen to me the way It happened to her and I know it’s not but it’s just so hard I’m thinking about starting new meds but I’m scared of taking stuff that makes me feel different lol