One of the biggest issues for me is an utter lack of identity. or a very crummy version of it. I am prone to just leap at anything and everything that will give me a chance to reinvent myself. Just to find it lacking. I am more aware of it now than I was when I was younger, but it still is a major issue. Does anybody know of healthy ways to work on this? I really can't keep doing this. It's not just harmless stuff like dyeing my hair 5 times a week or spending money on an expensive hobby, it's also emotionally devestating stuff like being convinced I am trans for years, just to find that, naw, was just another identity glitch. I cannot go on like this, not knowing who I am, what I want, just dragging this carcass of a body along.