I have been back on drugs for the last couple of months because my anxiety has been out of the roof between hating my job and hating my life and everything on the side…

This week I need to give my notice and yesterday was very stressful because I told my boss and he made it very clear he wouldn’t take it very well if I actually quit…

Between last night and this morning you can immagine how my anxiety has been… but the point is that now I still have to give my notice and I have a lot of very important meetings, but guess what I did?
I fucking forgot my drugs at home and I think I will start crying for how idiotic I am!

I don’t think I can make it to tonight, my body is collapsing and I’m having a mental breakdown, I can’t meet anyone in this state… fuuuuck me