I’m happy yet I’m life still feels empty. I’ve looked on ever website and platform for help yet none of them help. I wake up everyday and do the same thing and feels meaning less , I thought it was a mood thing but it isn’t. I’ve tried using hobbies to feel something but none of it work. I can only feel pain or sadness. My Happiness feels inauthentic and I still feel the pain. I might be over thinking it but just needed the reassurance. Im sorry this was so poorly written I was panicking.