I guess I'm I conceited

And my brain is overheated

I wanted to tell my story

But they didn't wanna hear it


Am I crazy?

Am I out of line?

I guess I wouldn't know

Since I'm both

All the time


I love you so much

I hate your fucking guts 

I don't really mean that

I'm sorry I'm abrupt


What did you say?

Is that how you feel?

I didn't take it the wrong way

The way you put it was plain


You want me to go away?

Guess what

So do I

Every single time I breathe 

I wanna cry


But I'm "overreacting"


As much as it hurts to hear,

You think I'm acting

I fuckin' wish I was

Lights, camera, action


Every time I pull out

My head pulls me back in 


I want to know love

I want to be happy

But when I see others do it

It just seems so sappy


I guess I'm just jealous

Because they're so average

That's all I want to be

But I was born a savage


I'm sorry I seem heartless

I promise I'm not

The idea of being me

Puts my stomach in knots


I feel everything

One thousand percent-ish

And I promise there's nothing

You could do to prevent this


I'm trying to change

That much, I guarantee

Just please

Please 

Please

Imagine what it's like to be me


There I go again

Going on about myself

I keep making the same mistakes

I know I need help


It's so scary to think

That I'm always on the brink

I don't know how you do it

But I know we'll get through it


Just promise me you'll try

And know that I will

Even if it seems like 

All this shit is uphill 


I know that it's hard

I know that I'm wrong

I'll give it all I'm worth

I love you so much 

It hurts 

