hello :) long story short, i had a baby six months ago, total accident, my boyfriend and i had met in a psych ward, started talking, and i got pregnant a month later lol. i have been having some serious lows and suicidal thoughts these past few months. i am terrified that i am going to do something impulsive and leave my son without a mother. i feel like it’s inevitable but i don’t want to give up on myself completely. he deserves better. i was wondering if anyone who maybe has kids could tell me how they cope with these constant fears?