To start off, I've always been clinically depressed. I struggle day to day to even look at myself, nor the motivation to do simple things. I recently lost my job and now, I'm about to lose my vehicle. I'm not asking for money, nor sympathy. Rather just the fact that I cant take this anymore and I have nobody that cares for me. No family, friends, nothing. I recently sold my only escape ( a game system ) to pay the utilities. I'm tired of this always happening. I don't want to be alive. I wish I succeeded in 2016. I'd never feel pain ever again..