Hello there, I'm clearly new to the sub and I'm looking for some advice I guess. 

I was just diagnosed with Cyclothymia and I don't really know how to feel. I'm somewhere in the middle of super happy because I'm getting help but also super down and depressed, feeling like I'm a liar and things just got too real. I don't really know. I'm just really lost about it all. I understand but at the same time I don't. I'm very confused.