I wish that my mom would've taken care of me instead of going to parties and cheating on my dad 

I wish that my dad would understand what I feel so I wouldn't be writing this 

I wish that my friends would stop calling me stupid for not knowing things that they know bc we don't have the same interest

I wish I wasn't so loud and annoying

I wish that everyone would like me and understand that sometimes I can be loud

I wish that people would just stop judging me just because I'm having fun and laughing 

I wish that my step mom would understand not everything's about her

I wish I had the courage to speak against my rapist in court

I wish I wasn't so weak for not talking against him and just putting the fault on me just because i was a female 

I wish I didn't give my trust to people easily

I wish I didn't live 

If I continue like this I don't think ill ever be capable of graduating high school