I'm sorry for this again, I know I can be annoying, reddit tho makes me feel kinda safe secure.. idk.

I was put on Essential watch a couple days ago, got off a few hours ago. And I'm not sure what to feel, I think I keep hurting my family, or maybe just their image... Miss my friends, miss everyone, but also would rather not see them, would rather they not see me...Idk what to do, I'm sorry for venting I just...don't know...Maybe i am just a stupid little girl


Idk, I'm sorry again, Idk what I'm going. Hope you all are doing okay and had a great day...