Constantly I feel lonely and isolated. The typical weekend for me is wake up, play on my video games by myself, eat and sleep. I never go out on the weekend because i don’t really have anyone to do so. My friends which I truly believe that they don’t like me just makes excuses to not go somewhere with me. I’m perfectly fine with that if they don’t want to hang out. These supposed friends of mine are from school and I feel like I really just hang around with them so I don’t look alone I guess. I always feel down or low when people say they have had a good weekend and they enjoyed it. It’s even worse when it’s the holidays. It’s literally just 6 weeks of nothingness. Well I suppose I’m used to being alone and just locking myself up in my room.