was in the worst depression for about a month. i couldn’t function at all. wouldn’t eat, couldn’t get out of bed, wasn’t doing school, wasn’t doing anything really. cried all day contemplating suicide. and it’s actually crazy to see how i am overcoming that because i genuinely thought i wasn’t going to make it through. someone that i loved that really really hurt me bad told me that they were failing in school and will probably be kicked out. which weirdly enough gave me the motivation to work extremely hard on school and finally talk with my parents about my dream college that’s out of state. my friend and i already having plans for a place together. and i’m going out of my way to take college course in hopes that i get accepted. i never thought i’d be here right now. i’ve made so many new friends. plan on going to concerts with them. and i really enjoy being around a bunch of people that care about me. because i felt like i never had that :’) finally started to talk to new people after getting over a terrible breakup and it feels really good to have so many people interested in me. feels even better knowing he doesn’t. gaining my self confidence back. i feel so pretty and i’ve been working out and i’m happy with how my body looks after hating it for years. finally realizing my worth and how i was way too good for them. i feel really happy. so many plans for the future and i can’t believe i’m saying this, but i’m really looking forward to it. :)