I'm lost in this for so long, the lows get lower I don't have times when I feel happy. No laughing no joy. 

Is this it? Has life gone into a pit and that's it, just accept it.

I never feel like I have any reason to live anymore, I'm without a job, I have no partner, I've lost my friends because of isolating, my family just skirt around it and do their own thing. I'm not involved in life and I don't know how to keep going when there's no point to anything.