I was looking at some of my pics on my ig feed and suddenly I couldn’t connect the person I was seen with myself. I feel like that’s NOT my face, I don’t know how I look like anymore but the person in my photos is not me. I’m not saying that face is pretty or ugly, I just can’t connect myself with it. It’s just a face, a random face. A blah face. 
Suddenly my limbs feel tingly but I don’t know, is it really my body feeling this? Am I actually feeling this or is it my head? 
I’m listening to some of my favorite bands and it’s just music now. I feel nothing. I don’t know what I am. I’m just lost and detached from everything. 
I took my sleeping meds and the some, I’m hoping to sleep this off and wake up feeling not lime this. 
This is the first time that’s happened to me. I used to pick my flaws and look that my pictures and know there was something off about them but it’s never been like this. 
I cried for about 2 hours straight, my eyes are stinging. It’s almost 2 am, sleeping pills might be kicking in. My eyes are tired. I am tired. 

Sorry if this doesn’t make much sense. I don’t really know exactly what I’m feeling other than a complete detach from myself and my face and body. 
English is not my main language, apologies for any mistakes in grammar and if this does t make any sense. 
I’m going to sleep now. If you read this , thank you. And if you have experienced something similar I would really like to read about it. 
Everything feels off now.