For the longest time, I’ve been in the deepest sadness that I’ve ever experienced. Today I just simply stopped feeling the sadness. Going from feeling constant gut wrenching pain, to nothing is unsettling. This isn’t the first time I’ve felt numb, but this is the first time in a while that I have. I had almost forgot the feeling of nothingness. The sadness is so comforting because it lets me know I still care, that I’m still living, but it’s also so deeply damaging. Now that the numbness is back, I don’t know what to feel. Should I be worried that I’m giving up or relieved that I won’t be drowning in emotion. I just feel so lost and confused. Where has this experience led you mentally?