I was prescribed Duloxetine about 2 weeks ago after my psychiatrist dropped Wellbutrin since it was ineffective and affected my appetite which led me to lose a lot of weight.

The side effects I'm feeling rn were really started to reel in during the past week and goddammit I wish I was dead.

I was having awful spouts of dizziness and felt faint whenever I stood up, nauseous (even vomited) and drained, lightheaded and headaches. I nearly passed our getting out of bed the other day and I was sent home from school 3 times over the past week. 

Called the pillman, stopped taking the poison bout 2 days ago

Mom took me to my doctor today and we discovered it was causing some wonky shit with my blood pressure and pulse. Pretty sure the word my doctor used was Orthostatis. 

It fucking sucks. I still feel it, I am sitting here, 4 in the morning nauseous and uncomfortable. I feel so anxious and I feel so awful. It was so much worse than what happened with Prozac, I took that for one night and I was in Vertigo hell but I dropped that shit immediately and it wasn't even as bad as this. I'm glad it didn't fuck with my Limicdal, Buspar and Trazodone so that's the only good thing to take away from this. 

Fuck Duloxetine.