I'm not diagnosed with BPD. She told me I have C-PTSD. I have always felt different than others even when I was little my emotions were very intense.  My mom displayed all the symptoms of BPD as well and we had a long line of abuse in our family. 

I really felt like I have BPD. I asked her about it and she refused to go down that route and told me she believed I was not borderline. She said people who have BPD are "oftentimes manipulative and do a lot of things for attention" essentially. I tend to isolate myself and I have a fear of people. 

I am honestly so confused. The differences between C-PTSD and borderline are confusing. I associate with many bpd symptoms. Loving someone then devaluing them as well as having a favorite person. I have always felt the black and white thinking. But I also don't know if this is just trauma and I don't have BPD ! Thoughts?