I don’t know how this happened but I feel normal. I feel healthy and motivated and just normal. It’s not the happy and healthy that goes away in a few hours. I’m just over all content. I see a future with my SO and I can even shoot down irrational thoughts.  The only thing that’s changed is that I’m pregnant with my first child. My therapist told me that I shouldnt get my hopes up because she said it’s probably my hormones regulating during the pregnancy. I’m worried but i try to just hope that its not true and that my recover is a miracle of some sort. I’ve always been so desperate to feel normal and content with my life and I finally have it. I can finally get out of bed and cook and clean and even do laundry! I just feel like life is so enjoyable and I don’t want that to go away ever. It’s like being in a wonderful dream and not wanting it to end. Do you guys think she’s right or is there actually a chance that my hormones will stay balanced for good?