It happens when he’s stressed and his dementor changes towards me. I always take it personally even though I know he loves me because we just got a puppy together and we live together. I just have so many bad thoughts about “what if” no matter what I try to do to stop them. He just gets quite when he’s stressed about other things in his life and I start thinking he doesn’t like me anymore, he’s hiding from me or lying to me about something. Sometimes I’ll even think he’s probably talking to another girl behind my back. It’s so hurtful that I’m hurting myself when he’s such an amazing man. I feel so bad, I just want it to stop.