i feel so unsupported by my significant other right now, ive just vented to them about a very private and disgusting side of me, and how i needed help, she said she’d help but i dont feel better after showing that side of me, i wasnt looking for apologies or sympathies, i was looking for support to help me from doing it again and she just doesnt do it.

i feel so unwelcome everywhere i go, my friends post about eachother and im never included in the photos, people just ignore me and i never have a solid connection besides my gf, but whats the point when she doesnt support me. i feel like im meant to be like this, un belonging to any clique or place no matter how hard i try to be.