Creating my own euthanasia because my family won't allow me to start the euthanasia process. 
I want a humane death, not by hanging,cutting ect.

I'm ordering supplies for injection,  and via the dark web I'm gonna order morphine or heroin. 

First I have practice with injecting,  also my veins are not easy.
In hospital's sometimes I would get an iv in my foot.
So... have to practice. 
And then I will give myself an overdose.