I don't really have anything else to say other than I've had a few drinks and everything is overwhelming me now and I feel like garbage.
I've never been so stressed in my life as I have recently. I have stuff I should be getting down, stuff with a deadline that is far too much to do last minute. But I'm just not doing it. I can't face it. Not today, tonight, tomorrow or any day coming. I don't want to try anymore. I'm tired. I just want to curl up in bed and sleep all day and I don't feel like I can keep going much longer.
Maybe I'll try therapy again, or meds. But I hated both when I tried in the past and it has never helped me.
I just want to sleep.