I take medication, I work on my college classes, I try to meet friends at least once a week, I try to be positive and resist the darkness that's always pulling at my feet. But I'm still so miserable every day of my life. I wake up so sad, and go to sleep even worse. I'm 21, I'm supposed to be building my future, but the bare minimum leaves me exhausted. I feel like I'm broken, like there's something so wrong with my brain that no ammount of effort or healing is ever gonna help. Anyone else feel like they're doing everything by the book, but it's still never enough?