Recently I’ve found a new job that I really like, I’m no longer having chronic suicidal thoughts, feeling the need to self harm, or beating myself up as much. I’m scared I’m going to take it all for granted like I usually do and will end up spiraling again, but usually that would have happened by now. I’ve been able to communicate and express myself better, which is improving my relationships. Slowly, but surely. I’m trying to take life day by day, while still obtaining a schedule , because I thrive with a schedule. I read this sub every day, and you all help me more than you’ll ever know. Just wanted to share some positivity and growth with you beautiful folks!! 