When I check the facts I know I am doing well. I was diagnosed 5-6 years ago. I’ve done dbt. I’m still in therapy. I’ve been through a divorce. I’m in a healthy relationship. I’m almost done school to begin my career. But I still feel like such a failure. I feel like at ant turn or any minute I’m going to fuck it all up. And rightfully so. I don’t deserve all the good in my life. I expect it but fear the failure. I’m terrified.