I was recently ghosted by my (kinda toxic) best friends and it was very hard to bear so I had to cut them off. I've been improving myself, not sleeping around, not doing tons of drugs, not drinking every day. Working on myself and my future. Lately they often blamed me for changing, being a different person, not being fun anymore. I get it now. Some people hated me for being a borderline, but apparently some people loved me for it. And now the borderline me is slowly dissappearing, they have to go too. It was fun being their friend. Spent good times and made a lot of good memories. Just letting it out, have a nice day everyone