Yep, its one of those. I have a history of frequent suicide attempts that have just gotten more frequent and more harsh/desperate as I get older. I have previously had a major attempt or check into a hospital about every month for that past few months and its been a bad cycle but since August this year i havent had any major breakdowns and havent had any suicide attempts! Just wanted to share my small accomplishment with yall, just a little reminder to relish in these small things maybe? Idk, but have a great day!