I will try to get rid of the rabies fear one more time. I'm far more relaxed now and I had moments when I have fully gotten rid of that fear, or it bacame manageable. I deleted the other anxiety posts from the profile. It's pretty hard because I need to get over the fears by myself. If I tell my mom, I'm dead. I actually told my mom and yeah, I had the worst conversation about it ever. She doesn't tolerate ANY sign of neuroticism. Luckily, I have the power to get rid of my fears and restore myself! It isn't a disorder! But I don't know about my mom... she seems like she has lost all the hope about my recovery