Basically my body tends to be in a state of flexion.. my elbows wrists hips and knees since childhood that the bones of the limbs are slightly and visibly bent due to the increased tone in those flexors? .even my trunk i feel better when it's flexed ( like a foetus )
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Basically i feel like bringing my limbs and head towards the trunk.. i noticed that i am used to looking downwards most of the time that my neck muscles require a couple of stretches to be able to look forwards without feeling uncomfortable and having to look down again
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Could these be signs of autism? ( I am terrible socially/couldn't but now can maintain eye contact)
But i am battling both depression and severe anxiety/adhd/anhedonia 
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I really want to be able to expand my chest and just be more driven to face the world/people instead of folding into myself