Hi everyone, this is my first post here. It’s been about a year since I was diagnosed. I’ve since gotten sober and have been going to therapy almost every week. I guess I just need to vent because lately I’ve felt like my actions to become healthier are pointless. I’ve been single for two years and I’ve been isolating myself from my friends and roommates because I don’t feel good enough to be seen. I feel simultaneously like hiding from the world and also angry that no one is noticing me or the hard work I’m doing. When I interact with others I can feel myself dissociate and slip into this people-pleasing mask self. But I’m also sick of my own isolated company- my brain is so mean and my body image is horrible right now. I guess I’m wondering if anyone else has felt these things because I feel really alone in it.