My boyfriend has a porn addiction and it completely ruined my self esteem. I make nsfw vids for him and he never watches them yet he’s constantly downloading pics and vids of other girls. I hate having sex with him the whole time I’m anxious feeling not good enough. And then he almost always stops and has to cum to porn. It fucking sucks I constantly feel second place to every bitch he simps over. I’m so tired of not feeling good enough. I feel like he’s never gonna stop. I used to feel good about myself I used to have a high sex drive. Now I hate sex and I’m never in the mood all I can think is how ugly I am. It’s all I can think about all the time.