She sent me these messages out of the blue this morning completely unprovoked. These are exactly the words I have feared to hear from anyone my entire life and now that theyv been said, Ive truly been beside myself. Nothing she said is true, I never self diagnosed or made anything up and no matter what she says about my trauma not being real, trust me its definitely real to me otherwise I wouldn’t be in therapy. The worst part about all of this is that I just started to work on cultivating more self compassion and therapy through emdr, and like i just allowed myself to open the door a bit to let it in, and this post has honestly just ruined all of that and slammed it shut. Any affirming words are welcome as Ive been feeling the lowest I ever felt in in years.[The Conversation that Ended our friendship](https://imgur.com/gallery/gw6jqGt)

Also upset about r/bpdloveones kicking me out despite them initially being sympathetic to my posts. What a bunch of fake ass wishy washy shallow “sympathizers” if you can even call them that