my perspective on life is at an all time low. i look at people around me and wonder if they share my same thoughts. how life is just doing the same thing over and over again. how people can go to sleep knowing they did absolutely nothing that day. how everyday is exactly the same. how do older people keep going after they’re done raising their kids when my life is this unfulfilling when i’m 18. i don’t even know if this makes sense. i try so hard to write what i feel but i can’t even do that