I'm always either too late or too early for the people in my life. No matter what I do, no matter how hard I struggle, I'm never enough. I'll never be enough. Why can't I have just one good thing. Just one fucking good thing is all I ask for. I have no expectations, at all! Just one good thing would keep me afloat for atleast a few more days. It hurts. The pain hurts too much now. I'm either getting weaker or life is just getting harder. Why am I always too late or too early?