Things that would normally bother me mentally are not right now (specifically focused on weekend plans). It's like I'm numb to the thoughts I would usually have. I feel at peace mentally with things, but physically I am a mess. I'm clammy, shaky, and nauseous. I want to enjoy this peaceful state of mind but it scares me that I'm going to come crashing down and it will just be worse, especially considering how terrible of a state I was in just on Monday. I feel weird accepting my okay state of mind right now. Not sure what I'm looking for by posting this here, thanks for reading.