So I work as a journalist and I recently stumbled across what could have been a pretty big story by accident. I was invited to a donor event for a well known politician and was secretly recording a pretty damning conversation when my recording app crashed, losing all my tape. My bosses just asked it from me today and I have nothing to show for my work besides my word. I feel like such a disappointment and failure as this could have been pretty big. On top of all that, the girl I've been seeing hasn't responded to my last text in a few days. I really really like her and worry that she is now ghosting me and don't know why. I'm a wreck right now and feel like puking.