my anxiety has been so bad recently and I’m developing new fears and irrational thoughts. I work in healthcare and have seen nasty things like people aspirating, choking on vomit and patients dead with throw up all over them. I ate something off today and had to throw up. I literally had to call my boyfriend. I live alone and had the irrational fear I was going to choke on my vomit or pass out later and nobody would find me until he came to see me this weekend. I am honestly really embarrassed he saw me like that. Does anyone else get health anxiety?