crippling depression and adhd keeping me from getting or keeping a job, losing hope

I'm running desperately low on money, might not even make rent this month who knows anymore, every job I see just feels like a laundry list of "can't do this, unqualified for this, etc." I managed to get a job but what do you know I couldn't even make it at a grocery store, I feel so hopeless. And fuck me the cost of living, I want to live I really truly do but assuming I got a full time job at $15 an hour (yeah fucking right) I'm still losing like half of that to rent my shitty little basement closet. How am I supposed to support myself?


I'm a failure and honestly it's getting harder and harder to imagine what stability looks like, every step forward feels like it's not far enough, not fast enough, not frequent enough for me to outrun death or homelessness. I'm 24 and I can't function enough to do the dishes, but hey let me spend all day on my PC. Why do I even bother crawling out of bed every day. 


If anyone has similar experience I'd love to hear from you, maybe at least I'll feel less alone