I want to cry. I want to die. I know I'm wrong. I don't want to be alone, but I deserve it.

I just don't want to be alone in this self inflicted, deserved hurt. I don't know if it's allowed to ask anyone to talk to me, but I feel like I need that.


I don't really have anything else to add. Can anyone relate? How do you make it better? It hurts me but I'm the one at fault. It's strange. I don't know anymore.