Hello all,
My name is koby (22M)  I’ve been feeling like 
Giving up on life completely. In these past few months everything’s coming so fast at me. In the span of a few months I lost all motivation and quit my job. I don’t have a ged I dropped out of HS , don’t have a drivers license not a cent to my name. My fiancés parents hate me , my family is constantly nagging me telling me I’m a failure and here Just a few days ago my fiancé recently got us a place together she’s a RN and im still currently living with mom and dad , and among the stress of it all one of my best buds is also applying for the same job as I am that is currently only hiring 1-2 people for the spot regardless of him knowing that I’m going to need to thrive to make enough money to live with my lady.It’s awful waking up everyday knowing that I’m held back by so much shit in the past that I can only think negatively about all possible outcomes I’m not looking for pity from anyone just maybe some suggestions on what you would do if you were in my shoes I guess. Feels bad. Also a few years prior I had attempted suicide to the lack of motivation and feelings to care also I had recently lost one of my “first loves” (got dumped) I tried therapy , speaking to doctors and more but nothing seems to help. (If you’ve read this far thank you)