I'm already 28 and it's taking a toll on me, expecially since my friends are a lot more engaged with relationships...

Let's say that I'm not the most confident person ever, and that I wanted to find the right person. With years, my opion changed and now I'd oike just to have at least something casual, to feel at least a little loved... I've never even been kissed

I've had some FPs, and started to feel romantic feelings towards them, but when I came out they all iust said that they liked me only as a friend... I know that I'm not the kost awesome person ever, I've been told that I'm smart and mature, but never awesome or beautiful

I'm really depressed since the last one, that went to bed with one of my roommates and became best friend with the other... I talked the them so much in the past but now they can't even see me anymore, becuase I told them that I felt some attraction and also some jealousy after the affair with the roomate. they don't like me romantically, or ever just enough for some affection, and don't feel like being my friend anymore after I told my feelings

The other roomate became best friend with them, while also being my (only) good friend also... But I feel left out

I feel like I don't really matter to anyone, and never will... I'm feeling kinda desperate which doesn't help at all to even find new friends or a new potential relationship

I'm just so ugly that I'm destined to be alone? How should I cope with this? I'm also kinda afraid now, I don't want to put myself out there anymore, nor feel again...