I feel sad because I'm tired of being poorly, I feel sad because of my fertility, I feel sad because I'm not enjoying my job, I feel anxious I will loose my partner, I lack confidence because I feel fat, I feel worried because of money, I feel so many things and its all just too much. I feel guilty for taking time off, I feel guilty for letting people down, I feel guilty for not being happy when I have so much other people would want. I feel guilty for those trying around me and still feeling sad. I feel like a burden to people. I feel guilty for having things to look forward too and feeling nothing. I feel fucking shit. I feel like I cannot shake these feelings off and it's swallowing me up. I feel like I did when I was 16-18 again. I feel like crying everyday and feel guilty for not having a good enough reason as to why.