I regret it so much, they called my mom and will tell her about my suicide attempt. What I was thinking, everything in home it's going to get so fucked up, my dad will use it to make himself the victim again and will blame others.
They will be so disappointed, i begged to the school psychologist to not tell to my mom but she did it. Everything it's going to get so fucked up in home, my dad will hit me again and will yell at me.
I really wanna die rn, and i was thinking that everything was going to get better.

Why i was so stupid