I am empty inside. 

My favorite person dumped me. To be honest it was the first time I truly felt something. That I truly wasn't...bored. I was satisfied. I was happy.  I was WHOLE. I was motivated and full. I was so full of progress. I was at a point in my life where I'd never been healthier and consistent and now... 

It's gone. I feel so empty again. I don't know if I'll ever feel it again. It doesn't matter how many people I fuck. It doesn't feel good. They just fill the void temporarily. I just.. I'm tired. I feel like I'm lost and wandering again.