I need some advices. So, I try to avoid being close with someone, like close friends for example. Sadly I failed and I became close with someone - and now that person is my FP. I get so angry when she doesn’t respond to me and she’s active, when she leaves me on seen, when her fucking tone changes slightly, when she SAYS OK INSTEAD OF OKIE CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW IRRATIONAL THIS IS????????
I get so angry I wanna just call her a bitch and start a big fight with her but I know that will affect our friendship. I CAN’T STAND IT LITERALLY- it’s driving me insane, the idea of they leaving me or finding someone better it makes me wanna eliminate anyone who gets in the way, but I know it’s not gonna make things good. Please help.