I’m so done, this is the lowest I’ve ever been in my entire life. I’m never good enough for anyone to stay. I’m not even good enough to be a thought, for anyone to think, “I wonder how she’s doing, I should check in on her” I’ve always been the one to check in on friends, especially those I know are going through a hard time, but I’m not good enough for that. Not a single person reaches out. If I stopped reaching out to people I’d never hear from them again. I hate myself. I love and care about people too much, why the fuck am I here???? I’m such a waste of space, no one gives a fuck. I could die today and they wouldn’t know, cause they don’t reach out. I wonder how long it would even take them to find out, if ever. Fuck this. Fuck life. Fuck me. Fuck it all.