I tend to overthink most things and this could just be one of them but I literally dread hanging out with my friends recently. I feel so out of place and uncomfortable and I feel like I'm just not being myself at all. I tend to say things I don't actually mean or tone down what I want to say to avoid a negative reaction and I just feel like I'm people pleasing. The thing is sometimes I feel like my friends don't like me that much or don't care about me the same way I care about them and that's probably not true but idk. Truth is this is probably just me being super insecure and unconfident with myself and yeah not really sure where this is going lol but I just wanted to get it off my chest. Thanks for reading