I don't remember ever feeling this weak--succumbing to a fit of tears at the slightest trigger, feeling the urge to physically lash out when I become angry, etc.
Maybe it's because I've experienced more. Maybe it's from the awareness of the reasons why I am feeling a certain way while also not being able to stop it.
I feel weak. Pathetic. And it only seems to be getting worse as I get older, when I feel like I should be more emotionally mature.
I feel like my teen-aged angst is finally making itself heard, having been repressed at the time. 