Like, i have a partner and family that I have weird, scattered conversations with, but I know they love me. 
For some reason, I find myself narrating my life in my head like it’s through the eyes of my partner who loves me or how my siblings see me as a strong older sister. I don’t think “I’m going to do this,” it’s “she is going to do this, because she is wonderful and I love her.”

It really helps when I’m feeling extremely depressed and have zero energy for anything. I hope I’m making sense