Today my aunt found out that i cut and now she won't even let me go to my best friends house thinking that she is making me cut,  she wants to fucking take me out of the damn school because thinking it makes me cut.  no she makes me cut my brother always hitting me and telling me to kill myself and saying hurtful things make me cut not school actually school is the only place where i'm happy at.  i have my bf at school which i secretly date because i'm not even allowed to date and i have my friends and my sister at school and my favorite teachers.  like what the fuck she can't just take me out of school because of what she thinks makes me cut.  this is bullshit.  School does not make me cut, my best friends do not make me cut.  what kind of fucking parent takes there kid out of school because there cutting.  My family makes me cut.  school is the only place where i'm truly happy in where i can be myself without being scared where i can actually not hide my feelings or anything to my best friends.  i don't know why she would take me out of school because i need to be in school and have my best friend in my life and go to her house away from my family.  but no i cant go over there because she thinks that she makes me cut.  dammit no one makes me cut i choose to because it helps my fucking anger dammit can't anyone get it.  I want to die and no one can even see it.  My aunt doesn't even understand depression so why bother telling her that i have depression.  i hate my life and all i want is for someone for once to understand me in my life.  i think i should talk to my teacher and bf but idk.  read last post it explains it in there.