I get jealous when I see my fp with another girl flirting it sets me into an episode it makes me so depressed I am so in pain because my fp is the only person that never hurt me but somehow he’s a trigger please I’m so tired I wanna ghost him I don’t want him anymore he just brings me pain by not being with me and living in the same town as me he’s just online yet he can control my emotions please I want to feel independent and happy I wanna be alone I hate it I hate bpd so much I’m so alone and I’m crying because this pain kills do you feel it guys too ??  Am I seen ? Am I not only girl that suffers here ? My heart is aching I hate my loneliness