When I was 18 I had clonazepam and prozac prescribed but witdrew because my parents coudl not afford it. After that I've been trying to go to therapy but never seems to work, it's hard for me to make friends and to socialize in general, because of this I've lost many jobs, Im 34, lost actually two different jobs in one month, Im about to be kicked out of the apartment I rent with a friend, the thing is that many times I've been suggested that Im just lazy and that I just take the easy way out, I can only describe it as feel a lot of fear but for nothing really. When I read the way people here describe their anxiety I can't relate that much to those experiences specially the breathing, I breathe normally but I just feel the urgency to escape no matter what Im leaving behind. Does anybody experience their anxiety like this?