Not entirely sure why I'm bothering, but vomiting my fears onto the internet seems to help a bit. 

I'm 30 and have hypochondria.  A few days ago, I completely blanked on the name of a person I see once a week, every week.  Lasted about 10 seconds or so.  Don't particularly care about them, but I know them. 

Now, I'm borderline convinced that I have early-onset dementia.  I've been watching my step-grandfather deal with it for a year, and the idea is terrifying.  I frankly don't know what to do with myself.  Nothing feels like it matters anymore.  

I brought this up with my doctor, and now I have to make an appointment with her.  Said if it happens again, to go to the ER.  Beyond that, I'm just... waiting. 

Life sure is a goddam blast.