I usually get procrastinated by thoughts of how im feeling, which doubles as a coping method for me fsr. But lately, ive been thinking has all this happened because i was just selfish. For months ive felt nothing but irritation, jealousy, and overall a worse person. So if im just being selfish, do i even deserve to feel this way, do i deserve to get validated, or am i just a selfish narcissist that did nothing but hurt others?