Hello! I am a student and school is incredibly stressful I am the youngest of 6 and all of my siblings have gone through the same school system so my teachers know me and my siblings so even though they probably aren’t I feel like I am getting constantly compared to my siblings (my family is very smart) and I feel like my teachers are going to be annoyed with me if I can’t accomplish what they could. On top of that I scored in the 98th percentile for my grade in math and science on the ACT aspire last year and am now stressed that they are expecting me to be able to continue to hit the higher scoring and I am super stressed that I won’t be able to and we have testing coming up again and I can’t handle my stress on it. I also haven’t been to school in person for 3 weeks (2 weeks was winter break 1 week was because I had to stay home for Covid) and I am so stressed about tomorrow (Monday for me) because I hate my life of waking up at 6:30 and coming home at 4:30 doing chores and watching something then going to bed and I hate that cycle so much. I loved doing virtual school but I can’t decide to do virtual school forever now I missed the deadline by about 19 weeks I just didn’t know I liked it so I decided not to do it but now I feel like I made the wrong decision. I also keep hyperventilating every time I think about going back on Monday. Also tests and grades in general are very stressful for me and I never want to go back to them. I am also on buspirone and it doesn’t seem to be helping. Thank you for reading my rant have a great day!