I really tried to suffer through life for so long.

So many things happened that were supposed to turn my life around yet nothings changed.

I'm still where I've always been, and now lower than ever.

I dont want to do this anymore, I'm always on the verge of tears and cry daily because there's nowhere else to go, nothing else to do. 

What I regret the most is dragging other people into my life and destroying them too.

I hope I rot in hell for that because I deserve this

I'm so sorry everyone, you will never know  how sorry I am, I really didn't intend to hurt anyone