I'm currently in early college (where you take college in high school) and things are pretty rough. Since I got into this program it's safe to say I'm pretty smart but these college classes are killing my GPA. I'm motivated to do the work and love being productive but my feelings keep getting in the way. I need to study and complete some homework without staying up super late because I have midterms tomorrow. But I had a mix swing and got depressed and started crying and I don't know what to do. 

To make matters worse I tried to tell my bf about it and he said it was weird I'm upset for no reason and said there wasn't anything he could do about it. Which really kinda hurt. And now I'm laying in bed and crying and scrolling on Reddit because I'm just taking cover until this hurricane of emotions passes. 

But yeah, I basically need help or advice you can offer for getting through the necessary things in life. I have to maintain my 95% average or else I'll get in big trouble with my parents and will be grounded or something. I'm already secretly failing math because I get to emotional to study consistently. I don't have many friends or classmates' contacts so I'm kind of stuck. Any word of encouragement or comfort is also appreciated, I'm anticipating a emotional breakdown tonight.