I had drinking problem and gambled some money away. I had been seeing a psychiatrist for two years. Now my father has taken control of everything in my life, I am 29 yrs old but I depend on scholarship, which now will go to my dad as he has my sim card, my account details and I am confined to a room.

I have chosen suicide by fasting. Let's see how long it ll take. Either that or I am gonna snap and it ll be one of those newspaper stories where a spoiled kid killed his parents. Because I am fucking done. I have 0 money so I can't even run away from home. 

But what I want is to them to see me covered in blood and guts spilled out. A memory these fuckers can never forget.