I basically had a really really bad panic attack that lead to psychotic like symptoms, they locked me in the hospital under the mental health act then I had bpd episodes over and over and over again for hours. It was ugly. And now I feel horrible, I really do. And since Im fine now, my stay is really short which just makes me feel like a drama queen. My mom said Im faking everythinggg even though im diagnosed with bpd and anxiety but she really doesnt understand how much I feel, how things get out of control sometimes. I still feel bad tho.