My job is being very flexible with people getting the covid vaccine right now, and if anyone gets side effects they're excusing the missed shift and even paying us to stay home. So why, when I'm having side effects and not feeling great, am I too scared and anxious to call out of my shift tonight? I won't get into trouble, I won't miss out on pay, and I'll be able to rest and not make myself feel worse. I feel guilty calling out, I feel so anxious at the thought of making that call, but why? I wish I could "call" out via email instead, no pressure to answer questions right away, I can collect my thoughts more easily... ugh I hate this! I don't even have to worry about anyone making me feel bad... other than myself.