I’m a single mom and have had a hard couple of years but I never really became depressed until a few weeks ago after I started and subsequently stopped taking Prozac. The meds should be long out of my system now but I’m still in a deep state of dysfunction. I’m not going to kill myself because I have way too much responsibility but I am too tired to live. I don’t do anything except take care of my kids, I used to love cooking but now the only thing I’ve been preparing is cereal and eggs. I have no energy. I’ve been in therapy for years but I’m planning on quitting because I just can’t access the part of myself that can work her way out of this .  I had three good friends that I was in contact with but they all disappeared from my life around the same time and I think that may be contributing to my shitty emotional state . 
Also my mother who lives nearby keeps asking me if I’m getting addicted to pills and I keep laughing it off to her and I feel terrible for lying to her because she’s the closest person in my life .  I’m not addicted yet but I’m not doing too well in that department.  I can’t muster up enough energy to care enough to stop .My life deteriorated so quickly and I’m not sure how this happened . I want to care again and get back to my mentally healthy self but I don’t hVe any energy. I have no motivators. Thanks for listening .