CW: mention of suicide ideation 

Hi there, I'm seriously considering admitting myself to a psychiatric hospital/clinic.

I've had a look online for ones in Cape Town, South Africa (which is where I'd go), but get vastly different reviews about the same places. 

My psychologist and psychiatrist both think it would be a good move and I'd go for a minimum of 4 weeks. They don't have much info on where to go for more psychiatric reasons than substance abuse. So I'm left to do my own research.

I'm super nervous about choosing a place, based on contrasting reviews, as I don't want to have a bad experience. I'm already on the very edge and admitting myself is the last option for me before commiting suicide. If I get unlucky with shitty nurses or stupid unorganised programs I will lose my shit. I want to be taken care of properly (been greatly disappointed by medical professionals and people so little faith). 

Would appreciate any recommendations or info on any hospitals/clinics in Cape Town ish area for BPD/depression/suicidal/CPTSD. I'm desperate.

TIA