I get almost no pleasure from doing things that “benefit” me. Sometimes it’s even hard for my to physically move. Like to even just get up. I feel crippling existential apathy. 

For ex: I need to take care of my health. No motivation for that. I need to clean my room. None. I need to find a job. Zilch. Brush my teeth. Nope. 

Ok you get it.There is barely an iota of drive in my being. I don’t have anything I aspire to. And no will to endure anything. What sick version of hell is this and how the fuck do I get out.

Please help