I'm not sure what it is. Somehow the sense of temperatures getting warmer and hearing the birds chirping is making me nervous. This doesn't really make any sense to me, though. 

One hypothesis I have is that I've had, overall, a pretty good winter. I think I'm afraid that with spring comes change. Maybe when the weather is nicer outside the friends who I've grown close to over the colder months will abandon me. Rationally I know this makes no sense, but there's a small voice chirping inside me that people tolerated me or hung out with me when it was easy to do so when it's 0 degrees outside, but now that the weather is getting nice they'll be free to do whatever they want and I'll be shafted to the bottom of the priorities list. 

It could also be because last summer was kind of crummy overall, and I've grown to associate weather patterns with where I was the last time the temperature was that way. 

Definitely going to talk to my therapist about this, but does anyone have any thoughts?