Hi everyone,

thanks for taking the time to read this post. It's gonna be a bit messy, but I'd really like to hear some opinions. English is not my first language, so please bear with me. I was going to a clinical psychologist for about one year back in 2016 due to the extreme emotional stress that I have been experiencing. 

When our sessions were coming close to an end I asked her about what she thinks my diagnosis is and her answer was that she doesn't usually give patients a diagnosis (apparently clinical psychologist don't do that, at least not here in my country?). So I settled for that and at the end of the therapy, she gave me a written result, like a summary of the results that she got when she was doing these 3 tests with me (this was on our very first session, so I kind of got an impression that this was written back then before I even had any real therapy talks with her. One of these tests was a very extensive personality test with lots of multiple-choice questions, one was a test with these pictures/drawings that she would show me and I had to tell her whatever came to my mind when seeing them and the last one I can't really remember). 

At the end of this written result it said down below, as a diagnosis: borderline personality structure. I did ask her if that means I have borderline personality disorder, but as I recall (now my memory isn't that great, ...) she just didn't give me a straight answer, kind of like didn't want to tell me, but something along the lines that this does not mean that I do indeed have the borderline personality disorder, or maybe she even said that I don't have this disorder? Wish I could remember her exact words. So I guess I'm just curious what you think about this? Does it just mean that I have some borderline traits?