Years and years later, finally diagnosed Borderline Personality Disorder. I don't know what to feel. Happiness, sadness, it's all so mixed it feels surreal. I'm finally getting the help I've needed for years. Thank you to all of those that encourage us to push through and get the help needed. My medication will take weeks to work but the feeling alone of knowing that this is real and that I did the right thing in seeking help is honestly hope-inducing.