lately i’ve been sleeping all day (literally 12pm-9pm) because of quarantine. i haven’t been looking in the mirror or taking care of myself at all besides the occasional deodorant and shower.. but today i looked in the mirror up close accidentally because i needed to fix my hair because my bun was falling out and i forgot i was alive. i’ve just been distracting myself and doing little to nothing for the last few weeks so i kinda just felt like a mass of emotions and insecurities. but i kinda feel present now? idk if any of this made sense but feeling like a person is nice