its more than just feeling like a burden. i feel awful for lying. lying to everyone, especially my partner. they ask how i feel and they made it clear i can talk to them about things but i just lie and say its okay. and then i feel like i have no one to turn to when it gets particularly bad because ive just told them everythings fine? i feel so bad for lying but i dont want to burden them but i have no release and its this vicious cycle. i hate myself.