Ive been looking for advice and trying to figure out what im doing wrong for a long time. There is no one can help me other than myself i just gotta prod through life and hope my plan of making money will work at least. I was gonna post another vent about the shit going on in my life when i thought whats the point, i couldnt even think of what to say. I dont know if things will get better but it will be clear when its time to give up. People dont understand suicide they never know the other half and are suprised when someone end it. My dad said the statsitic of how rare it is to be alive and then said "and people think life aint worth living", like seriously only cause our existence is rare doesnt mean life is meanigful. Please god give be the strength the carry on, ive been feeling so weak recently which has led me to be submerged in my addictions