Hi there! 

3 months ago I was diagnosed by a psychologist with high functioning autism. 6 months ago I was diagnosed with mild bp2 disorder by a psychiatrist. I'm not looking into a bpd diagnosis here but I wanted to know if anyone could relate to my experiences. It may be ptsd or symptoms of my bipolar disorder, but either way I am genuinely interested in learning about bpd.

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I struggle with becoming obsessed with people, a therapist once pointed out that I have tendencies to idealize and devalue men that im in relationships with

I have full blown rage episodes on men, especially men who ghost or otherwise breakup with me.

I once had this episode that lasted for a full month where I was convinced the police where after me for no logical reason, I wasn't manic.

I have a hard time with self destructive behaviors, I struggle with binge eating, risky sex, and reckless spending. 

In the past iv struggled with suicide ideation and self harm.

I used to struggle hard with mood swings but I don't so much anymore with being on medication

I also have very little sense of identity, I change constantly and others notice  


Can anyone relate to this?