I need to do the things which I don't say exactly what is . And I hate it . I don't need it I don't want it I hope that things goes burned dawn in to fire and nobody remember about it . 
Life , planning , management , that is important things I know  many of people's trying to something don't actually wanted to do , for future . But my things is seems like , absolutely bu'l sh't . Its pain . At earliest time , it was my choice and I enjoyed that but now , I can't feel my reality of the days and days .