when i was a kid i wanted to do everything. Photography, lawyer, graphic designer, teaacher etc... but realising I have serious dissasociation and derealisation has crippled my ability to hold down a job. it sucks because I would love to be a teacher to help protect these kids since I went through some sort of childhood trauma I can somewhat emphasise. 

Anyway, idk. I just go day by day and just exist? Am i alone in this?