I hate how my mood changes I hate how I have no one to tell things I hate how I’m not comfortable with anyone even my family it makes me want to gag just feeling this alone. It made me so insecure I just now think I need to follow these impossible beauty standers to even have friends if not no one will like me and this though is just fucking with my mind. I wish i had a friend who I could talk when I’m happy,sad,mad,bored,and alone there’s a deep sinking feeling that gets me when I realize that I’m alone.