I know this seems bad, but I wasted all my savings 3000 £ on an exam I was taking in the UK, which I failed (I’m still crying about it till now), partly because of a crime that happened in the Airbnb I was staying at, which made my already terrible anxiety worse, I kept stuttering in the exam and couldn’t pass even half the stations.
I’m taking this exam to work abroad because I live in a shithole country where I get sexually harassed on a daily basis, so it was essential to my well being. I have no idea how or when I can ever gather this kind of money again to be able to do this exam again.
I tried to ask my Mom for money, but she quickly changed the subject.
My dad left me some inheritance, but it’s a shared property so nobody’s willing to buy my shares only.


It is really sad that my anxiety is keeping me here, while this place is one of the top reasons why I have anxiety.
I’ll keep studying and working on myself maybe someday something will happen.
I’m just really sad about this, gutted even if you will. This was a real shot at happiness for me.