Maybe it’s my black-and-white thinking... but after two psychiatrists, two clinical psychologists and one counsellor over 6 years... only one would tell me concretely I have BPD. The others are either “I don’t want to label anyone” or “Even if you have it it’s not serious.” I mean I understand them not wanting me to feel hopeless and think BPD is all I am if I get a concrete diagnosis... but Idk... I feel that I just want some uncertainty.

Also I have OCD for sure. Hence Idk if this is one of my obsessions. 🤦🏻‍♀️😭