As the title suggests, I am feeling really triggered to cut or die right now, and I’m pretty certain I will hurt myself tonight. I’m really thinking about going to the hospital though, I’m really really struggling. If I go to the hospital for this, how long will I be there? What will they do? What will happen with my meds, can I tell them I want to move back home with my parents and can they take legal steps to help me? What will happen? I’m really scared I’ll end up there tonight. How do I admit myself? Do I just call an ambulance? I’m really scared and don’t know what to do.