I've been taking Klonopin for years now. I've been prone to anxiety my whole life. I remember first taking a benzo after college and recall feeling so relaxed. Fast forward to right now. I've been on Klonopin for years and am going through the worst feelings.

What's interesting is that I basically go through withdrawal every 2 weeks. I'm only prescribed 2 weeks at a time because I don't trust myself. I have an awful relationship with the drug. It's the only thing that makes me feel calm and normal.

I take an extra here and there resulting in finishing my prescription days early. This particular go round has been extremely difficult. I haven't eaten in 2 days. My head has been pounding since the last time I've taken several pills. My stomach has been a wreck. Zero appetite.

I've been laying in bed all day. I have been experiencing most of the major symptoms and it's scary and extremely uncomfortable. I'm not even sure what to do anymore. I feel like I could seize up at any moment. 

I needed a space to vent but also curious if others deal with benzo withdrawal. Does anybody have any tips to make this shit slightly more bearable. I would never hurt myself but I don't want to feel like this anymore.