Everybody comes and goes. I hate the effort I put into a friendship is totally not proportional to the reciprocate I got.  And since none of my friends or family members supported me when I was in a downside, I realize friendship IS bullshit and so is family. When I reach out to them, they would just  treat it as nothing or even keep asking something from me. And now, I don't make any new friend because I know, in someday, they'll leave me, disappointed me, or betray me.  
Is anyone who also can't trust people that can relate this?