I just want a way to mimic being hugged or some way to make myself feel comfortable. I always feel like I'm forgetting something and I can't remember the last time I didn't feel this way.

Would wrapping myself in a fluffy blanket help. I'm contemplating getting a body pillow, but I'm trying to avoid buying anything because through a thousand dollars down the drain in two weeks trying to make myself feel better. But I'm a college student and I'm frantically trying to earn it all back by selling some stuff.

Would drinking something warm help? How do y'all make yourself feel safe? I just need help right now. I'm tired of pretending I'm okay when I'm not.