I did a video visit with a doctor last night, and wow...thank goodness I did.  
In the past I have been on prozac until 2019, but i switched to Lexapro in 2020. Around December I started having more trouble keeping up with my anxiety. Part of me also is curious if I have ADD/ADHD. btw this was all via Kaiser. 

So in December I spoke with my PCP and she wanted me to go up on my lexapro, to 20mg. I guess her intention was for me to just be taking two of my 10mg tablets.   
So when January came, and I reordered my prescription, what I apparently had instead ordered was the prozac again. 20mg of it too. Last night I had a video call with a different doctor, and when I held my medication up to the camera, thats how I found out I'd ordered myself the wrong medication apparently. I don't think anyone is to blame. I dont know why 20mg of prozac was there for me to order instead of the lexapro....but its nice to know why the last couple of months have felt so awful lol