I have been dating someone for 2 years... Our first year was really rocky but the last few months have been amazing we moved in together its made me so happy. He has kinda figured out how to be supportive to me and everyday it feels like he is more and more understanding and loving. I feel completely out of control in love, I know its not normal it feels so intense consistently I have to try to calm down constantly and he continuously is kind to me and it just gets "worse".... My problem is this sounds ridiculous and whiney I apologize.... I feel like my mind is splitting on myself, the more and more I feel in love the more and more I feel like I know I don't deserve it and find myself constantly analyzing why I am terrible, urges to self harm are way more often and more intense.... this out of control emotional dichotomy feels like its just getting bigger and bigger and I don't know how to stop it... How do you guys try to accept love in a healthy way?