Hello,

I've been in therapy for 3 months for my depression. Tooks meds but sometimes it work for real but now, I relapsed again and started to take xanax excessively because I wanna sleep so bad, started alcohol intake and because for some unknown reasons I lost motivation in living again.

I closed all my contacts, I have now no one to talk to as deep as my mental state. A girl also I love told me she was with someone else and left me.

I have isolated myself from my family, I have eating issues too like I eat very slowly, sometimes I eat in excess.

I do wonder is it worth living, when you no longer have reasons to stay?