its gotten way way out of hand, and im mad at myself for not having intervined earlier, i let it get out of hand where theyve started false rumours of me and just generally try to hate on me. for some reason wherever i go, there's conflict and i didnt fight back because i was going through psychotic symptoms. Im scared and feel like theres no one i can turn too.

i sometimes feel like being too empathetic has hurt me and i need to become a psychopath.