I have had a horrible 24 hrs mentally. I used to get horrid intrusive thoughts but i got over them for months until yesterday night. This is heavy stuff but back in november a student was hit by a car and killed pretty much right outside my campus dorm. I was not there at the time and didnt see anything but it really shook me. The fear and trauma got to me a little and for whatever reason I got really disrespectful intrusive thoughts about the student. I really dont evem want to type them out but I felt awful and that the universe would get me for not having respect for the dead. The thoughts eventually went away i had peace with her passing but for some reason they came back to me last night when I was about to fall asleep. I didnt know the girl but what happened to her was horrible and I feel awful about my disrespectful thoughts but the more I worry about them the worse they get. How do I make amends and find peace? I feel so guilty.