I am in my 2nd week of a new job and my anxiety is OFF THE FUCKING CHARTS. I love the atmosphere and the team... but I cannot shake this feeling of constant fear. Did I do something wrong? are they going to think they made the wrong choice? am I ever going to get the role down? Did u make a bad choice in leaving my last job Lord? Lord love a duck.... hardest transition into a new job I have experienced in my 20 years of working. 

I am 38 and decided to change paths completely... what the eff was I thinking? Lol. 

I mean in the grand scheme of things I KNOW I will get this because I am determined and I never give up... but I truly hope this feeling goes away soon.... before it ruins me.