I won’t lie, I’m not sober in many ways at the moment. I’m only 19. I was in a relationship for 3 years on and off and it completely ended come the new year when I cheated. I realised my mistake and have done everything I can to make myself better but Since then my life has been hell. My ex has made existing a nightmare through insults threats and lies. A couple people at my school who sided with her continue to make my life hell so much so that they seem to have ruined any chances I had with a girl i genuinely liked. I’ve currently just come home from a night out of mostly alcahol but other items too so to speak. Im slowly or we’ll rather rapidly now crumbling and I don’t see myself living much longer. I don’t know what to do.