I'm 18, and I want to go to my dream school next year. But I live in London, and my dream school is in Leicester, which means I'm going to have to move there. Me and my FP see each other every Sunday, and even with that I'm always terrified of abandonment. If I move to Leicester I'm not going to have the money to come to London every weekend and back (roughly £120 overall, going and coming back). And I'm so terrified that if I move I'll instantly be replaced and I'm just so terrified. I've also got plans to leave home once I get a full time job, because my home contributes massively to my mental health. So I'm already going to be super tight on money since I'm going to be in education full time and am going to have to work a job at the same time so that I can afford an accommodation in Leicester, and I won't be able to rely on my family for any financial help because they're going to be cut off soon, and wouldn't have supported me either way. I also don't know where I'd even stay when I do come back to London on the weekends and holidays since at that point I would have left home. I just don't know what to do and I'm just so conflicted about what to do and how I could even do it. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. If you stuck around to read this whole thing, thank you for hearing me out.