I see you’re happy. I see your smile. And deep down, i’m so happy for you. But i’m broken. I’m shattering with every breath. My heart longs for your and my soul cries out. I have to go around pretending that nothing’s wrong. Yet, everything is wrong. I fear a strong gust of wind with blow me away. I don’t know where my broken pieces have fallen to. I can’t find them. A part of me doesn’t want to find them. Because they were never mine. They were yours to keep. I don’t know how to heal from this or if i ever will heal. I just wish you’d come home. Make everything better. 

But I don’t want your smile to fade. I don’t want the joy you’ve found to leave your eyes. I want you to be happy. I just wish you’d be happy with me again. I love you. I’ll never stop. As long as there’s a breath in my body, my heart, soul and being belong to you.