My best friend, who also has bpd, is more recovered than me. She’s also 6 years older than me, so it makes sense. But lately I’ve been feeling like she doesn’t think I’m trying hard enough. She probably doesn’t think that, but it feels like she does because she wants me to get through this breakdown, but the problem is I just don’t know how. I don’t know how to deal with this, I’m just focused on keeping myself safe and trying to be happy, but I feel like that isn’t enough for her. I’m starting to think that maybe being friends with another person with bpd isn’t a good idea...