I just cant. I sit in my room, go to work, then when I get home, I just do the same shit. I feel like I’m pissing my life, I try to socialize, but nobody reaches out or responds to my texts. Im reaching my breaking point. My life is spiraling, and people always tell me its “in my control”, but the current world situation tells me otherwise. I don’t know, maybe I should just disappear. Im done. I cant deal with these circumstances.