Tomorrow morning I am headed back down to Los Angeles for the first time since February of last year. The last time I was there I got very very sick to the point where I had to drop out of my college and come back home. I’m so anxious because the last time I was there it was a bad experience but i know I have to do this. I’m fully vaccinated and staying with my cousin and literally doing nothing except for chilling at their house because since this pandemic started I don’t go anywhere because Covid scares the absolute shit outta me. I know I need to go and I REALLY wanna go but these past experiences and feelings are heightening my anxiety and I don’t wanna back out or not go. Anyone else have a similar experience or know any tips and tricks of how to control this type of anxiety?!? Anything is appreciated!