Just wanting to know if anyone else has a habit of screwing up their life. Lost my best friend last week because im stupid and like to push people away. Now i dropped out of college. I did apply to a different one but ill probably screw that up too. I had therapy yesterday and it helped but honestly i cant help but self sabotage. I just wanna crawl into bed and pass. Not at all in a good place. Im holding out for my next therapy appointment. I think ima just go look at memes to boost positivity...
Idk how to get out of the hole ive dug