I (17F) am so fucking disappointed in myself. This shit always happens. One of the other patients, also (17F) is just so lovely and has the most beautiful smile, and I can’t fucking get over her. I’m so embarrassed. I feel like a textbook or stereotype of something and I’m just so upset with myself for getting so attached to someone I’ve know for like three days. My god. I know it’s part of being bpd, I do, but it just embarrasses and upsets me so much. I feel so pathetic. So, so pathetic.