My mental issues started as a young child. And my entire life, I haven’t had any help or anyone to talk to. My mom knows how I am and she refuses to believe anything is wrong with me or will blame it on other things. I’m 21. But don’t have money or insurance to pay to get help. I don’t know what to do. And a suicide hotline isnt gonna help me. I wish I had a friend or family member who will just genuinely love me and be there for me but I’m all alone and am gonna be homeless soon. Idk what to do or what’s gonna happen to me. I didn’t ask to be this way..