This has been going on for like a year now. I think I have kind of lost the ability to actually, truly, feel happy. Yeah, sometimes I feel joyful about stuff, like I have a nice day with my dog, or I watch a movie I really like, but it's a very short lived feeling. Even if it's Friday evening and I have all my homework done, there's still that lingering thought in the back of my mind that I will have to go back to school on Monday. It's like I can't enjoy anything because I know it will end, I'm constantly worrying. (I'm having trouble explaining this properly, but basically my life feels sort of... pointless?)