I'm 27 and have had debilitating anxiety now for 12 years. This all started when I was back in middle school and had to read aloud to the class. Not quite sure what happened but after that, it has been a downward spiral ever since. 

Nothing, and I mean NOTHING has worked. Exercising physically exhausts me, but my mind is still racing. Never found success with mediating, or just "gutting it out." 

All of these countless job interviews, dates, ice breakers (and more) absolutely ruined due to my anxiety. I've been trying to improve now for years, each time thinking it'd be easier. Nah. Gave probably 50 presentations all throughout college and they never improved. I was always a stuttering mess. All I do is worry, worry and worry.

Wouldn't be surprised if this is tied into my bladder. I am ALWAYS pissing, somehow. I have a very overactive, weak bladder. Whenever I get anxious my bladder goes haywire and I've come close to pissing my pants on a few occasions. 

Anxiety has officially won. With that said, I think it's time to look into medication. I don't know where to begin though, however I'm going to make an appointment with my doctor tomorrow. 

This is going to sound ridiculous, but more than anything else I'm worried about hair loss. That, and suicidal thoughts.