I have an 8 month old now. I am a pretty severe active self harmer with  CPTSD, BPD, Paranoid PD, major depression, GAD, and a couple other things. 
When I had my son he ended up in nicu for withdrawl from my depression medication. Child services was called because of that plus thc in his system. *important* the state I was in was fine with the use of marijuana and was told by child services that the main issue was my mental state. We had one meeting and they dropped the case as me and my husband were obviously not a worry.
Ok well, currently I went to the hospital for stitches on dec 20 amd got my medicationa bavk for the month. I have been off of them aince my son was born. I was recomended to mental health place in town and im very interested and have been trying to get back to a doctor anyways. 
Well im mainly worried ill have child services called on me. WILL they call child services simply because im a self harmer seeking therapy and medication again? Im not suicidal never been homicidal and my son is very healthy and obviously cared for. My husband and I are scared theyll  call them "just to be safe". 
Please, help. I want to get bavk to therapy. My medications work very well and therapy does wonders. I dont want to avoid getting better for fear of my son getting taken or us being heavily monitored as parents 