I love the background chatter, the creepy direct voices give me chills, spook me out I love it. The odd sounds like bells ringing from the corner of my room, wtf??
The shadows coming alive at night cats dogs rats, I do.t wanna scare them away, they full physical looking humans like the witch and some odd man in room,  excuse me sir  why be you here?
The mirror people I speak with.

I'm gifted but damn they have gotten me Into odd situations, hospitalized a few times. I only take meds cuz I have to,  but do drugs hoping to combat the poison that is anti psychotic

Maybe I'm just an addict, but I'm always feeling accompanied though I fail hard socially and intellectually, can't hold a job

O. Side note, I think I will kill myself OD in a few months, kinda excited should just be sleeping in calmly, no more slicing my wrist open so much red flesh, feels odd to have seen my wrist bones move up and down.


Life's absolute hell, but I'm having a great time, fuck me, right.

I'm dying. Fuckt. I'm on my way home.