I've been depressed for as long as I can remember. I'm told I was a happy child, but I don't remember it that way. I've seen therapists since early teens. Been on and off medications. Nothing works. I'm nearly 30 now. I'm not hysterical or freaking out, I just have this flat, ominous, destroying feeling that all the people who told me it would get better or when I was older I'd get better at dealing with it were wrong. Does it ever go away? I'm just so tired of it. Tired is the only word I can think of to explain it. I've done everything they wanted me to, I've done therapy, I'm on meds, have tried plenty over the years. What else is there now?