Hey, I could use some support here, I am turning 40 (male) soon and I just got scared realising that my life passes by so fast. I'm single, have no kids, don't have friends, I live alone and I feel rather socially isolated. 

I never had a mission in life, things just happened, and I tend to think as it will get better one day, my life will change by some miracle I just have to be patient. But now I realised this never had happened and now I feel like my life is just floating by faster and faster.

I have an average paying meaningless job, can't really afford long-term therapy, travelling or other expensive hobbies that could cheer me up. I force myself to do sports like running and hiking to keep up my sanity and I refrain from drinking/drugs.

I need some momentum to get going again, so any thoughtful comments are welcome :)