Christmas Eve it’s midnight and I work tomorrow at 6am for only 4 hours then I have to rush home get ready and I feel like crap btw because I’m on my period AND I have a UTI at the same time! I feel so ugly and gross because my hormones are WACK right now. 2 days ago the doctor told me my blood pressure is 150/80 and I’m only 21...today my mom made me come over and clean her mess while she was shit face drunk I have to go over there tomorrow and it’s stressing me out then I have to try and enjoy Christmas and realize my dads in a nursing home all alone with no one and had a stroke he can’t talk properly. I saw a ROACH in my kitchen today and I’m freaking out. My emotions are all over the place and I am having trouble breathing...Then I have to do all this on Christmas and be in bed because I have work again the next morning at 6am! WTF I AM SO STRESSED I CANT THINK STRAIGHT I NEED SUPPORT