Nothing really interests me or matters to me anymore. I’m stuck in a job that pays nothing. My girlfriend tries to support me but I just can’t seem to let her help. I bury all my thoughts and feelings because that’s how a “man” should be. Coworkers mock me for having depression and say I should get over it. There are times I just want to curl into a ball and never leave my room. It’s nearly impossible to get up in the morning. I’m close to the end of my rope.