i used to have very strong and shitty anxiety and  i have pipolar too these together were a night mare everyday i wished i was dead i just couldn't control it or cope with it i was thinking about everything and when i was around people i used to have panic attacks i tried to commit suicide once i just didn't have hope and started to think that i should just accept the life that i am living then i started taken meds and after a year it just went away with time so please guys don't hurt yourself and stay strong and have hope it gets better. love you all ❤️