So my crb is running out and I'm waiting to hear back from disability. I have to go to work now and I'm freaking terrified. I don't even get why. But my BPD tells me I'm going to fail. My bf is trying to help encourage me to get back into the work place and he means well but I don't think he quite understands how overwhelming it is. So many things are changing in my life. Does anyone else find change hard? I just wish I could be confident and not be so anxious going into work.