

So I’m about to go to a mental health hospital for 5 days, it isn’t me staying in the facility but it’s me attending for 4 hours each day and I miss the majority of my classes in uni in those 4 hours. I should’ve told my profesors that I was gonna be staying in this hospital for the majority of their classes but I didn’t because I procrastinated, which I could’ve easily sent an email but I honestly didn’t have the energy. I’m starting to regret even signing the papers for this, my parents weren’t even on board with this saying that these doctors only know how to prescribe weird medicine and stuff and even disagreed that I needed to even go. But at the end they were ok with it since the mental health worker talked to them, even so I’m still sure they think it’s a waste of time. I even told my parents that I was so mentally scarred that I wanted to seek help, even telling my mother in her face that what was I supposed to do myself since I wanted to kill myself. Somehow people minimize my mental health issues since they don’t see anything wrong around me, but the truth is I even get depressed for no reason and have an existencial crisis per se. I just want to know if I did the right thing, I’m scared I’m gonna fail my assignments and such because of this... I need some support 😓