my boyfriend and i used to fight all the time, and i would go into these rages where i screamed and cried and heavily SH, banging my head into walls, throwing myself into doors, breaking things. i would even get suicidal. and lately we’ve been doing a lot better but recently, he’s been getting upset with me for small things. tonight i wasnt talking a lot just bc we usually dont if we’re on call. he’s told me in the past that he hates it but then said he didnt mind it and then he switched up on me again and got upset with me for not talking and he said he felt like i was bored of him. and i got SO frustrated with him. i explained that for me, i just dont know what to talk about and i always try to come up with stuff, but for me i often just enjoyed each others presence even if we arent talking as much. i explained that its not bc im bored at all and i kept my composure but rn im fuming on the inside and instead of asking to talk or letting me try to fix it, he hops on fortnite with his friends and hes still upset with me. i want to scream and cry rn what do i do??