I am literally weeping over having a post removed.


It was picking up steam with 1.5k upvotes. It was a nice surprise when I checked and then 5 minutes later they deleted it. The mods of the sub gave me a really dumb excuse when I questioned it, and I immediately started to panic and cry. 


I don't give a shit about karma. I regularly play devil's advocate and end up with downvotes.


WHY AM I SO SAD OVER THIS?!? It's stupid but I can't stop. It could be the BPD mixing with the OCD and I'm subconsciously feeling like a failure. It's just so WTF. I hate my disorders. 