For the last few days I've been panicking, worried, sleep deprived, starving myself, depressed and frankly a bit suicidal worrying about this. 

My current counsellor is great but for some reason my parents insist on me seeing a new counsellor, coincidentally the same one a friend of mine went to see and they only ended up worse.

Any advice on how to convince my parents not to make me go would be very much appreciated.