Ok for starters I dont know if this is the right place if it's not then please tell me where to go. Anyway for some reason I always feel like I need and absolutely NEED to get something done when it quite literally is something I do in my freetime then I have zero enthusiasm but want to do it so bad maybe it's a bit vague but I really don't know what to do I've searched  about it but I couldn't find anything helpful at least.