I hope this doesn’t trigger anyone. 

I feel so burnt out. I keep having
 breakdowns randomly and I don’t know why. All I feel is numb and I lose the ability to smile in these episodes and it takes me a while to get out of it. I feel like I deserve nothing and deserve to have a missable life. I can’t control my emotions like I normally can.  I just think everything is my fault. I also have extreme OCD and anxiety. So I always want to do the right thing and when I do something wrong I beat myself up about it and it effects my ocd. I hope everyone is doing okay and try and stay as strong as you can.  ❤️