Basically what the title says. I was on abilify and helped my negative symptoms but I still had some positive symptoms and it made me really restless so I got switched to risperidone a few months ago. Since being on risperidone my negative symptoms are back, I feel so empty, I have no more delusions but I kind of miss that and I've gained a lot of weight which has mad me relapse in my ed. I'm also very worried about developing nasty side effects from the meds. But without the medication I get scared of my own boyfriend and I get into feeling like I'm being stalked or haunted by demons and it's very scary. I don't want it to come back but at the same time I miss being sick. With the weight gain and negative symptoms I really am leaning towards stoping. I don't want to wait to see my psychiatrist in a month. My therapist tells me I just need to keep taking them.