My ex was my FP the whole time we were together and even after we broke up. I never saw them around or even talked to them after, but the obsessive feelings and splitting were still going on, and still are. But I have been talking to a guy online, and we really have a connection and I am getting too attached. He hasn’t texted me all day and has been more inconsistent than usual. I feel like a loser waiting around all day to hear from him. I haven’t split on him yet even not hearing from
him because I truly just feel he is a great guy with so much love, and the way he appreciates me makes my heart so full. I fear that this will spiral into something bad. I don’t like having a favorite person/people. I don’t like the energy it sucks out of me, and the pain it brings me, and the way it makes me act. Venting but also looking for support and see if anyone else feels the same way. I am afraid my symptoms will worsen.