I don’t have insurance or a primary care doctor or anything like that, and I’m on a waiting list for a psychiatrist rn, so until then I’m using alpha medical which is basically an online pharmacy. They only offer SSRI’s which my therapist has said can sometimes be successful in bpd. I tried lexapro for awhile and it honestly made me worse, so now they’re having me try zoloft (sertraline) cuz I have ptsd and mild ocd as well, and zoloft can help with those things. I’ve heard a lo of people talk about nausea/vomiting while on zoloft so truthfully I’m scared but maybe it will be worth it?