i’m not diagnosed with BPD, but i genuinely don’t know who to talk to about this. I want help.
I cant stand when he talks to other people. i get so jealous. last year i found out he talked behind my back and i completely lost it. it’s getting worse. i’m in a group chat with him now, so i can see when he opens things and i can tell when he’s purposely ignoring me. i’ve started to resent my friends that have been getting closer with him. i hate this feeling because i know he deserves love too, and i can’t control him. whenever he compliments me or does the slightest thing that i like, it’s like everything he’s done to me in the past, doesn’t matter anymore. but, when he ignores me, or just does something as simple as playing games with others, i feel like i’m going insane. i’m in a 8 month relationship and whatever is going on with me, is slowly ruining it. please help