I woke up in the middle of the night and was having this thing called tachysensia or "fast feeling syndrome. Some people have it as a full-blown "ice fastforwarding" sensation. For me it was just my thoughts that kept glitching and fast forwarding, exactly like a VHS tape. I still feel really strange and am really tired. I have pre-existing mental disorders, really bad anxiety, depression and C-PTSD. Part of me though is scared I am going crazy. I've had this fear crop up before in my late teens. I became obsessively fearful that I was going to get schizophrenia, to the point that I began having pseudo-hallucinations. This was because my uncle had it, but he was the only one in my mom's large family of 11 siblings to have it. The chances aren't that high but the possibility still scares me. One thing this fear seems to be triggered by is reaching a milestone in age. My fear of getting schizophrenia appeared when I was about to turn 20 because I heard the disorder developed in adult life. I'm about to turn 30 this October, so I guess my brain is scared once again that I will get schizophrenia. My uncle was somewhere in his twenties or early 30s when he got sick. I've never asked the exact age. He really suffered and it just scares me to go through that. But I know it isn't impossible to live a good life with schizophrenia, it is just a curveball and requires more diligent treatment. I have a feeling this fast-feeling syndrome is just being brought on by stress. I suffered really awful pure obsessive OCD in my teen years, and it sort of crops up a bit when I'm stressed out.