i do nothing with my time. i don't have any skills or talents. i'm so fucking boring to talk to. i can't keep a conversation for shit. i ruin every relationship in my life and cry about it. 


i feel so stupid. when i do try to talk to people i just feel bad about myself bc i literally don't know anything. i don't know shit bro. i'm fucking dumb and it shows. 


i want to die so badly. i hate myself more than anything. no one will ever want me. i have nothing to offer. i'm a piece of shit, i'm so selfish, i'm so annoying. i hate everything about me. 


can someone run me over with a car? genuinely. i wish i had the guts to end it myself. i wish i wasn't so scared.