I'm trying to move on with my life but I can't.  I have a hard time concentrating on my work. When I go out with my friends, I laugh and have fun, but I think about him all the time. He is in everything I do. The things he said to me when he broke up with me really hurt me. He was the one who wanted me to move in with him, but he said he never really wanted to.  He always said that he tried to tolerate my behavior but that he couldn't say anything because he loved me. According to him, I was not someone to communicate with. The funny thing is that when we got back together, what I asked him was to be honest about his wishes. I wanted us to be able to communicate.  How do I know that he's just pretending everything's fine and having other thoughts in his head?  How can I understand that the person who says he is happy with me all the time is uncomfortable with me at the same time? I don't have magic powers. The thing that upsets me the most is that we are still at the same point, despite doing everything I can. I'm the first person he blames when things don't go the way he wants in his life.  In his eyes, I suddenly become a ruthless  person who does not understand him at all.  I took care of him like a baby as he had been preparing for the exam for months. I didn't have time for my own friends. The result of the exam was not as he wanted and he left therapy and drugs. He was unhappy. Then his attitude towards me changed. He broke up with me 1.5 months later. He told me that you don't have friends, you are always with me. He was always unhappy after the exam.  How could I go out and have fun with my friends when the person I love and value most in life is unhappy?  He is not even aware of them.  What I did for him suddenly became insignificant and I turned into a bad person. I feel like I stuck. He said I am the most importan person in his life and wanted to marry with me. But here we are. He left me. I deleted his number. He still keeps mine.  It’s been 3 weeks since break up. I haven’t heard of him. How could he easily forget about me and move on? I love him. And despite all of this I still want him in my life. I don’t know if he comes back. What do you think?