I(16f) have been having very unstable mood swings lately. One moment I'm normal and the next second I go into this depressing state of mind where I just can't think of what to do. It all depends on what my day goes like with my friend. I have been told before that I get obsessed with people and I can also agree that I do have a favourite person. I only have one friend and have never been able to maintain a relationship with anyone for more than a year(both romantic and platonic relationships included). I always tend to sabotage them in a way that a borderline does. I found this post on Reddit which is linked down and I can relate to every single word of it and a lot of my habits say that it's BPD but I don't wanna make assumptions. Also, being suicidal is a symptom of BPD which I am absolutely not. I really wanna see a therapist not just because I think I may have BPD, but because I really can't handle my emotions on my own. IDK how to tell this to my parents because they're only gonna say that I'm absolutely fine and I don't need any sort of therapy and I'm too young to be feeling all this and if anything is bothering me then I should talk to them but I'm not comfortable doing that. how do I put this all out to my parents and if I have BPD, how do I tell them all this because they don't know much about me other than what I show them?

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