Weed used to make me feel like depression doesn’t exist, it made me feel not anxious and I wouldn’t overthink. It made me feel normal but now it doesn’t affect me the same and yes I stopped smoking for months because I thought it would make a difference but when I smoke I feel like a panic attack is gunna start. Maybe I’m thinking so much about getting one it actually starts to feel like it? I’m usually numb recently a lot has changed in my life and I think feelings are coming back but I don’t want that I want to be numbed again. I miss being numb.