I've been on treatment for 6 years. Meds helped me to Go on with some things like on my job, relationship with my friends and also more energy to exercise.

4 months ago I tryed to kill my self, after a huge anxiety crises, blacked out for 4 days.

Now I'm feeling that I don't have energy enough to this battle that wont seize. The only thing that I can think to stop this feeling is taking ALL the meds again and feel that emptyness and release my self from the pain.

I think I cant do It anymore :(