I was already having an anxiety attack about school and my parents yelling at me and now I got fucking scammed!!! I sold my (expensive) camera online and they came to pick it up today, but the problem is that I agreed on them paying me after they receive the camera because I'm so fucking stupiddd! I got fake payment proof and I am so fucking scared that my parents are going to find out how stupid I am. I HATE MYSELF. Why the fuck would I think that was ok? Now I'm going to have to think about what I could of done instead to prevent this for the rest of my fucking life. KILL ME NOW. I cannot take it anymore I am shaking way too much and can't breathe I feel like I'm drowning. I am not even that concerned about the fact that my camera is gone, but more concerned about the fact that my parents will find out and be disappointed in me and tell everyone about this shitty mistake I made. How do I fix this I just want to hide somewhere where no one can find me and cry. There is way too much shit going on irl and in my head I feel like I'm going to explode.

thanks for reading I'm going to go scream into my pillow and cry because I am so fucked rn I wan't to just disappear.

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update: they found out and my dad tried to hit me fml