I see posts like, "my kids/wife/pet is why I'm still here"

I have all those things.

I feel like I'm not being the parent I should be, not happy with my marriage, and I would take the dog with me. 

Literally every person who knows me would be better off without having me around. 

I have a good job, make decent money, but here in FL rent is so insane that I'm stuck because I can't come up with 6k to move in somewhere else. Currently paying 2200 for a 3/2 apt (about 1100 sqft). 

I've got bills piling up because my depression says they aren't important, until they are *really* important. Then they all become *really* important and I'm outta money because they're late. 

I had great credit in 2020, almost bought a house, then I didn't and now all I hear is home equity this, home equity that. I even helped my brother buy a house because his credit was shit.

I have a buddy who knows my situation, and is in a very similar state of mind. His answer is always, yeah but couldn't walk away from my kids. The difference for me, is that I could, because they'd probably benefit from not having a suicidal, depressed dad around all the time to drag everyone else down with him.