I've had plenty of jobs and even have a college degree. I just started an internship but I'm already thinking about quitting due to anxiety. Everyone says that experience helps and will lessen the anxiety but I have years of experience and my anxiety has only become worse. I am on numerous medications too and nothing has ever helped the anxiety. It all feels so hopeless. I can only see myself working in retail jobs or in homeless shelters but I'm afraid to due to covid and even then I'll probably still want to kill myself. I'm also in debt because of my fucking degree and idiotic decisions. I feel like a failure and that I should just die.