i feel him leave me, i feel him moving on and i hate it. i never want him to leave. i want him to like me, i want him to accept me, i want him to need me too.  

i feel this all day everyday, we were never romantically together but are close friends. it may sound romantic but the feeling of his somewhat abandonment kills me. i feel like punishing myself, i feel like doing bad things. i hate this loud feeling of emptiness.