I probably noticed I got this feeling around age 15. I’m not sure if every teen experiences this feeling but for me I noticed it since I was a teen and the feeling comes and goes. It usually happens during the summer season. Basically, typically this feeling occurs on summer nights, typically the weekends. I’ll have this intense feeling that I’m missing out on something but I just can’t put my finger on it. But all I know is that I get this intense feeling of optimism, of wanderlust, of deep adventure, like this feeling that I need to suddenly and drastically drive out of town and drive to another city I’ve never been to before, alone, and rediscover myself. This feeling of living in another city with my old self left behind and feeling like I’ll find my people one day, because for majority of my life I felt like I was left out. I see myself as a funny good person and yet never had any friends. So this feeling of creating a new personality thats more charming and out there seems interesting. If I had the money and I was really bored and had the courage to, I would probably go to another city and just meet people in the bars and then find my lover and I start my life there and leave the current one behind. It’s like a fantasy. I just can’t see myself living in the same city i was born in, get a degree and a job and work. I feel like i need to be constantly changing jobs cities friends and identities to give me a sense of happiness. I just get so bored with my own identity i want to be other people i want to be mysterious i want to experience the wonders of the world in the most impulsive way but i know its the the best thing to do