She makes me feel deep emotional pain on a daily basis. Several times a day actually. Every time she says or does something to me that I have pleaded with her not to do, my body feels like it’s being electrocuted, and I lay on the floor and sob as if I’d just received news a loved one had died in a car accident or something. She witnesses this, and smirks at me. And does it again later on that day. 

She purposely breaks things I buy, throws out my things, lies to me constantly. I find this normal and so I trust nobody in life and instinctively want to hide away in the house.

She is a born-again Christian who is seen as the sweetest, kindest lady to people in the church community. She buys gifts for all, and will make cakes to take to elderly housebound friends. She is Irish, and charms the socks off everyone. 

I just wanted to write this down. For anyone who has been raised by someone who has damaged their brains, but is held accountable for nothing EVER because they are sweet as pie in public.