I’ve been staring at a screen for so many days now. I have no career path and no passion for anything. I’ve got no determination and no will to be better. I’ve been on my own since I was 16 and I’ve been working full time since I graduated high school. My parents are poor and they have no education and I don’t know anyone else in my family. I never had the grades or money for college and I’ve always been on the edge of poverty just trying to make rent. Meanwhile everyone I see has a family to support them, college paid for, able to live with parents and even get financial support from family members. I feel like I’m stuck at the bottom and I have no way out, like my life was bound to be lower class and I have to work every day just to be comfortable which makes me lose any ambition for hobbies. I feel like such a loser that every time I become interested in a girl I convince myself that I provide nothing to them and most guys would be so much better for them. I want to get out but i think my life was meant to be a failure. I just wanted to type this stuff out I guess. Tonight is extra tough. Thank you guys.