Even when I go out to bars , I feel safe staying to myself. 

I’m very weird and anyone talking to me for 2 mins will see that so I just don’t talk to people. I like being in social settings, but not engaging with people , I guess I’m a wallflower? However I want to fall in love and find a best friend, but I know most people will reject my oddities and I can’t continuously put myself out there out of fear of being hurt. So I feel stuck being alone , but also safe in my solitude. 

I would love someone in my life , but who would want to join my boring life