This is a rant about my situation. 
I can’t talk to the people in my life outside my bf about my trauma or what I’m going through. Apparently to my dad and step mom I’m trying to be a victim and I’m all these names and they got a lot to say about my relationship. They won’t even say it to me, they text my mom talking shit about me. And they get mad at her for telling HER DAUGHTER that they’re saying these things. YET WANT ME TO COME OVER ON THE WEEKENDS FROM COLLEGE LOL fuck that they can kiss my ass. If I’m so horrible they can have my step siblings who never go home come home. I think because they know about my BPD, they feel like they can chalk it up to me being crazy or whatever. Yeah, because all the trauma and stressful situations I’ve been in and am in currently just don’t matter because it’s me. But everyone else there is allowed to be depressed or what the fuck ever.