I am on a good path towards progressing in my career and fitness goals but I seem to have hit a brick wall from feeling unbearably lethargic. I have dealt with this my whole life whenever I go through difficult periods with my depression. I eat very healthy and am very active, have been checked by multiple doctors, but the only thing is that I am very sad. The amount of effort to just do basic tasks is enormous. I am not lazy because I WANT to work and exercise but it is so difficult, even just walking up the stairs makes me wanna collapse. 

It is so infuriating that people call executive disfunction from depression just laziness. No amount of willpower can get me through this.