i have a trip NY - FL planned for 3 days this july. 

i recent got a job 

for one, with my panic disorder i never thought i would be able to work a 9-5 comfortably but now i actually feel like i can do it.

i also would like to go to florida 

i never travel and this trip is causing me anxiety and if i go there, that far from home and have bad panic attacks and might set me back to a mental state where i wont be able to work as reliably, this has happened before in the past but it was when my parents went on a trip and i had horrible panic attacks for a week straight which made it very hard to work for a few months after. alot of things worry me about this trip but if i go and have a good time i feel like it would be a huge step. 

what should i do?