I haven't ever been in a normal relationship and right now I'm at the start of one and I am so stressed because I just can't grasp the concept of not having to be ready for sex 24/7. As in - I am used to never being asked if *I* wanted the sex and having to do it whenever the other person felt like it and now I am stressed because my body, my mind expect this to be such a stressful situation all over again but in fact it's not like that and I can say no and I can have sex only when I want to and if I want to. I don't know how to deal with this stress though (it's to the point where I feel physically sick and my body tries to trick me into thinking I'm too sick to be in a relationship right now). The stress makes me wanna run the other way and never look back although I really like this person.