I was better, my depression was almost behind me.
But it was after I messed everything with her... at first we was friends, but I start to feel strange things about her, I start thinking about her through a different way. I regret how I tell it to her, because I was so lost with my feelings. She misunderstood a lot of things, but it was my fault. Now she will probably stop talking to me, and it makes me bad.
I don't know why I feel that bad. I don't want to be depressed again, I was feeling better, why this can't continue ? I'm scared, I don't wanna fall in depression again... Why this have a such impact on me ? Why she have a such impact on me ?