I always say things that are so “me”-centric, things that assume that i am the centre of the universe and that people must have been paying attention to me and so naturally understand the context of? i regret it every time. im always thinking about me me me. and i only ever switch from people pleasing and making myself invisible to prioritise others, to thinking i’m worth all the attention and deserve it. its so frustrating. i hate that my first instinct is to answer in some super personal way that only is relevant to me and that no one else gives a shit about despite pretending to to be polite. 

i can’t get out of my own head and it’s definitely not helping my already suffering relationships.