I feel empty, out of control, powerless and angry a lot of the time I have mood swings. I have no real sense of self. I am emotionally driven. Other people are often frustrated and angry towards me but i don't understand why.

I fear abandonment, rejection, betrayal and domination by others. I am needy.

I have a history of unstable or abusive relationships. Sometimes i sell harm or or have suicidal thoughts, l make threats and behave badly. I am impulsive (binge eating reckless driving sex spending, substance misuse) lfeel guilty.

I have brief paranoid ideas or severe dissociative symptoms related to stress, l experience repeated crisis in my life.

Things I might believe about myself as all over the place. Iam bad, I am unlovable, I do not fit in, l am different, I cannot cope alone, I need someone to rely on, I deserve to be punished, nobody understands me.

It may be hard for you to believe, but living with this sickness is far more difficult then the pain it brings to you from my hurtful words. For you- you can escape. You can walk away from me at any moment. I am left there in my mind, left in this confusion I call my life. Introducing Me.