I don’t even feel human, or relate to anyone especially my family. I attempted hanging out with friends today after shutting them out for 3 weeks and I don’t even like them anymore. My dad and mom have been budging me to get a job but there is literally no jobs in my town. I want to go back to school, but I can’t afford it at all. To make it worse my parents are starting to treat me like a burden, and my dad always reinforces the idea that I’m useless and a failure. I don’t feel connected to the world at all, I just want all this pain to be over.