I’m going through a lot right now... Some family sickness and on top of that I’m going through a breakup. It has totally turned my world upside down. She meant the absolute world to me and now my world is gone. I have tried to handle this breakup rationally but she kind of ghosted me. She won’t tell me why we broke up.. She, along with her friends, have given me a million reasons and I can’t figure out if any of them are true. It just leads to a lot of overthinking that starts off with the relationship but then spreads along to every possible thing i’ve ever done to anyone. It’s overwhelming and I can’t even hide how much I want to die these days. I post about it on social media, tell my friends, etc. I don’t know if I will ever actually go through with it but life is so incredibly hard right now. Everything I’ve once known just isn’t there anymore and it’s making me feel like I’m not even a human being. 