Every time I talk to my friend, who I suspect at this point is my fp, I start to feel off… It’s like an anxious feeling and I just want to lash out at my friend even though they haven’t done anything wrong! It gets worse when I have to remind myself to not say something to them because it’ll make them worried/they’re not my therapist. 
I have diagnosed BPD and I’m wondering if this is a unique symptom? Do other people feel this way?
I just feel freaked out and then I start to get mean and nasty towards my friend. Please help, what should I do?