I want to be understood desperately but I won’t tell anyone else. Idk what’s holding me back. I know I won’t tell many people because I don’t want to seem like I’m looking for sympathy because of my mental illness but it’s something else where I just don’t want them to know. 


I want people to know that I act the way I do because of my disorder so that they understand better. I don’t seem normal either way but telling them won’t help...