Seen my GP today. Been on 100mgs sertraline for two weeks. Worked up from 50mgs over the course of the last two months.

My weights been dropping and my libido has spiked. I used to use weed for anxiety and stress- the sertraline aas suppose to replace weed- but i have found it hard to stop the weed use. The past few weeks i dont sleep well, and the weight loss is getting faster :T i both eat and dont eat. Somedays its easier than others. 

I dont feel anxious really.. i feel restless and sad. Very quick to anger. 

I feel so wrong. Everything feels wrong. Under my skin and in my head. Im not sucidal- just reckless af. 

I keep going back to frantically looking for things to numb or distract. Including some very inadvisable/dangerous sex with strangers. 

Ive been prescribed attivan for panic attacks (but have not experienced them since starting sertraline)  and i have been too scared to take any. Considering it so i stay home tonight. 


If others have felt this/are feeling this please hmu.  I feel like im losing it.


Seen a social worker about a week ago that told me to ask my gp for a psych referral (for meds). He didnt give me a referral. Just tweaked my meds. Im to reduce to 50 asap.