You have all the other mental health disorders? Are you always questioning and checking you don’t have them? For example. I sometimes think am bipolar because i feel i’m being hostile in my tone of voice. Then i get really anxious and begin questioning and looking for my history of experiences. I look up videos of people with bipolar in youtube. I look up the symptoms to see if i’m having a manic episode. Etc. The same with personality disorders. I sometimes think i’m narcissistic, a pychopathic, a sociopath. The same thing, look up for evidence and facts and compare myself and my actions and my thoughts. Sometimes even worse, i think i have schizofrenia or psychosis if i distract myself, if i misunderstood something someone says. I overthink every sound my body makes. I get scared that my family have mental illnesses as well. I think i have gad, and was diagnosed with anxiety and depression but always think somethings wrong. I always make appointments to go to a psychologist but the fear that i’m a psychopath or something makes me cancel, postpone. Sometimes i get calm thinking i have obviously anxiety, but the overwhelming feeling and thoughts always come back