I’m moving out from my home country, this is what I wanted, this is what I have been working hard for the past one year for. Sometimes I can’t Believe this is real. But it’s really happening. 

I was doing all fine up until now, there’s only 3 days for my flight. At 10.30pm a wave of anxiety just entered my mind and won’t leave still. I’m having second thoughts and worrying a lot. I’m lying on the same position unable to move and think about anything else. I tried talking to my brother and a friend about the things running in my mind and how its bothering me. I’m unable to find peace.
Maybe tomorrow will be different but man, getting through tonight sure is difficult.