I’ve been having awful death anxiety since august. I cant leave me house or go out I get awful physical symptoms. all I think about is life and death in a very negative way. I feel like I have no motivation to do anything. I cant imagine myself in the future. I’m never happy or excited. my emotions feel numb. I feel like nothing is real. it’s like it’s not me in my body. but at the same time I feel trapped in my body. I am just thinking about everything so negatively but I can’t stop. I am so embarrassed I can’t do anything anymore. I feel like no one understands. everyone is telling me i’m being dramatic or to just get over it. It’s affecting my life greatly. i’m young, 18. I want to live. I’m tired of constantly living in fear and never enjoying anything.