It's been months since I've ever been genuinely happy and driven in life. My friends and I no longer communicate and I find it difficult to really catch up. Life's become really stagnant for me, I no longer enjoy the things I once been passionate at, have a hard time reaching out to my friends and family (I don't know what happened to me) also failing at school by purposely missing classes because i zone out most of the time feeling dumb. Life has been spiraling down since last year and I tried what I can but i got tired of trying. Yea, I know my situation's not bad compared to others but I totally lost all the motivation to live and I guess having someone new to talk to regularly (which I find it hard as well) would help ease the pain

Ps. Sorry for my bad English :(( Like what I said, I cannot communicate properly and speak my mind