The title says it all.. I’m falling apart And  nobody knows it but me.. I’m bombarded by depression and anxiety I’m losing my mind. I fear my loved ones will leave if they find out just how far down this rabbit hole I am and even if they didn’t I can’t afford to take the time off work to go to a hospital again anyway.. I’m losing my grip and I fear this time it’s going to be the end of me..and what scares me the most is I’m not as concerned about that anymore being over would just be a relief.