It’s not a complaint; I’m actually impressed. Some of y’all get on here admitting you’re manic and describe in vivid detail exactly what you’re feeling and what shenanigans you’ve been up to. I literally have no awareness I am manic, and certainly wouldn’t think to post on Reddit. The only thing I am aware of is that I often scare/worry people while manic, but never seem to connect the dots that I’m in an episode. I just chalk it up to being intense/extroverted. This is a strange phenomena to me. When these episodes happen, I know what I am feeling is not normal, but I don’t actually know I’m manic? It’s a wild ride.