I failed my maths exam and my mom is upset because they are paying soo much on my studies meanwhile i'm struggling with my own problems i always wanted to have a bestfriend or a group of friends but i never had one i wanted a simple life like others but in my city i couldn't find anyone of common interests so i stared making friends on Instagram but that was my biggest mistake people on the internet are soo much worse. They just used me when they wanted and ignored me otherwise if i share my problems with anyone they think i just want attention i have no one to share my feelings with and i can't even die i just want someone to heal me it becomes worse when you see people online posting stories enjoying with their friends laughing and all while i don't even have a single person whom i can talk too i just don't wanna exist