

I wan't to run away from home because i do nothing with my life. I (M15) have loving parents, siblings, other family and friends who im very close to but im tired of this life. All i do is to go to school, study and play video games, sure i do hang with my friends sometimes but i don't feel like we would catch a bullet for eachother. I want to see the world and meet different kinds of people and maybe even friends that i will keep for life. After 9th grade i dont think me and my friends will keep contact so i see no point in living here in this dead city.

I know its dangerous but its either that or some type of music school. I have been planing this out for some time now so i know that i will survive with different strategies like helping people to get money. Charge my phone at resturants or café's.

The only thing keeping me from doing this is guilt and how my parents would feel. There has been a lot of problems with my older sister (F30). I am their only "normal" child.

I dont know if i ever will do it but what are your thoughts  on this?