I've seen a number of people posting recently and I'm having an extreme reaction (both negative and positive but like majority is positive, because I'm feeling the sad again too) to it. It seems like a lot of people are, maybe not all BPD - but I've let this album carry me for weeks now. I never have "highs" like this.

I'm finally getting back to playing with music production after a lifetime of giving up. Reading about how it's been a common BPD trait, I am feeling so liberated to just enjoy my lifelong fixation, and know now when I should tap out or simply avoid painful songs until I can manage that emotion more..

Anyway. This album speaks to me on practically every song - even dullscythe.