Why things never work out for me? It’s like everything in my life works out, I finally found stability and peace with myself, everything works well, except in the relationships field. It starts to feel like it’s me, something about me. I don’t know what it is that I do wrong, that everything I do goes wrong. Met this amazing guy and he was so into me and in less than two weeks he’s not so much anymore. It’s like, every time I start to like someone then it stops. As almost as if, like a game, people only like the chase. When I start liking someone I become super sweet, maybe I’m too much over the place, maybe once I’m taken for granted then the person sees they don’t want to be with me anymore. The people I liked it never worked out, always felt like they didn’t really want to be with me. Those I didn’t love, they chased me and I completely crushed them down. I just want for once for be able to fall in love without the fear of what I do might be wrong or not. I wonder how it feels when you meet someone with whom it does work then? I don’t want to play games, or worry if what I do is wrong. Love shouldn’t be about playing games. I also really like this person and I’m just sad things are going this way. I used to be borderline, now I can only tell sometimes I still act very borderline when I fall in love. I feel like pushing people away all the time, it takes time for me to build trust. It makes me want to decide to be alone and just stop trying. I feel like giving up on love. 