I was undergoing clinical depression on and off from last two years and the death of my father and a temporary break up in my current relationship aggrevated it.I developed deep dark circles (which weren't there before) and under eye hollows which are making me 5 years older.(had insomnia and crying)Tried topicals , met dermats.They said too much of crying and insomnia can cause fat loss from eyes as it gets strained.This has destroyed my aesthetics and the only solution to this is fillers.I am absolutely devastated by this and is making me more depressed. I can look at the mirror and feel good about myself.I can't forgive myself for letting my emotions ride me and for destroying my vanity.I am unable to build my life constructively around this.How do I cope up? Do I just do fillers and try to be happy(it is expensive and kind of an annual thing)..but deep down I feel that I will be fake and I can't be comfortable in my own skin like before..