I've never felt so badly. Everything feels so empty. They are my everything. I'm safe now please don't report me, the last thing I want is police at my door. Hell, I wouldn't care about that either, if I wasn't staying at my parents'. 

I have abandoned my health, multiple sclerosis, epilepsy and diabetes. I have been living for him for years. I wasn't living for myself at all. There's nothing else I want. Nothing else that interests me, that makes me feel that bond. Just his presence called me down.