I feel like the ones that abandons the borderlines are the one that are the most sick. No empathy, no understanding, no support. Especially if that person is aware of the abandonment issue with borderliners. 

My dad decided to stop talking to me almost a year ago, after i tried to kill myself one more time. He called my own psychiatrist to tell her i was a psychopath and since, he didnt talk to me. Since that happened, my health is getting worse. I have chronic nightmares about stuffs that remind me of my dad, can not sleep properly and cry every single morning when i wake up. It feels like i have PTSD.

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**If anyone abandonned you, how did you react?** **Did that person that abandonned you come back to you after a while?** 

**Should we excuse the people that left ? I think sometime its forgivable, but most of the time i feel like they're forcing the BPDS to face their deepest fear and that is not okay.** That shit hurts.