I struggle a lot with being truthful.  Generally little "White lies"(as my mom would say), though occasionally big things because I don't want to admit my own short comings.  

For instance I lied to my husband about my sexual past because I didn't want him to look down on me. I have since told him everything.  He keeps asking me questions then swears I am lying because "that just doesn't make sense", well yeah now it seems stupid but I had a good reason at time and he doesn't believe me. It is not just him, when I was a child I lied to make myself look better but when I actually told the truth no one believed me. In retrospect this probably rewarded the bad behavior.  

I am struggling so much with life right now. I have been out of work for 5 weeks and they think it will likely be end of May before they call us back, I am having marital problems, I am depressed and just all around struggling