It's partly my fault, a voice in my head said not to leave a comment on this video and I usually listen, but this time I didn't. I've suffered from depression, suicidal thoughts, due to how shit my life is. I'm not living, I just exists and I wish I had never been born! I've been weak my entire life and no matter how hard I try, I just keep failing...



It was a controversial topic in the video and I'm not even comfortable saying what it was, because knowing my luck, assholes who roam the internet looking for people to shit on will find this post! And what's so stupid is I said I could understand both sides of the argument. Basically, I feel worthless after seeing their replies...



I hate how fucking horrible people can be. They don't think how what they say and do affects other people. And even when I feel strongly about something, I'm very careful with my words because I know what it feels like and I don't wish to cause other people emotional/mental harm! There are better ways to word things even when someone disagrees or maybe right. I'm probably being a bit dramatic, but I just feel like I got cornered by bullies and beaten to a pulp...



Because of this kind of crap I've had to deal with most of my life, it has closed me off from everyone. I can't trust anymore. I can't open up or be honest because I'm either shit on or made fun of. So, thanks, to all the assholes in the fucking world, you've beaten me down once again...