Trying to focus on the good things. 
I'm back on my meds and am going to start looking for a new therapist. 
My summer semester is almost over. 
My fiancé has been in Florida for the last few days and I'm actually handling it ok. Only had one panic moment because of a misinterpreted joke. 
If I want to get the most out of my life, I gotta be in control of my BPD, not the other way around. 
But damn it's hard some days. 