My relationship of 12 + years ended for good this time. We were off and on about 5 times during our span together. Idk what to do with myself anymore. I just turned 26 and I’m not getting any younger. He went back to an ex that lasted 7 months before wanting to get back with me. He told me he wanted to work it out with me and it’s always been me. Turns out I guess it’s not true since he’s back with the ex. I just lost my dad due to COVID last year, my brother and mom moved to Mexico, my sister has a life of her own with husband and son, and the one person I thought I was gonna be with forever is now gone from me too. I genuinely don’t have anybody. No friends, no family that I can see all the time, it’s just me. Idk if it’s worth to keep going…