I know people have it worse. Someone’s always going to be worse off than me. I hear the same thing if I ever mention the pain I feel. It’s always “you have a roof over your head and food to eat and you’re ~relatively~ healthy”. Shouldn’t there be more to life than that? I want to enjoy things, have something to look forward too, feel loved and wanted. I’m so bitter towards happy people it’s unbelievable. Don’t be the shy nice person you won’t make it anywhere in life. Not sure what I did wrong to have all the shitty things happen so me that did. It’s one thing after another. At this point I’m just working waiting until I die. Anyways im just complaining bc it seems pointless to exist just to be miserable &amp; I can’t say that around anyone who knows me bc they just blame it on me😃 as if a child would have known any better😤 &amp; like I could go back and change things now.