Just waiting to die at this point. Nothing in life seems worth it. Everyone around me is miserable but keeps telling me "it gets better" as things just keep getting worse.

"Therapy only works if you want it too" I don't want to be alive so therapy won't work

Medications are useless on me. I'm convinced most of them only work through placebo

Too depressed to work, can barely leave my apartment. Probably going to get evicted before the end of the year. Probably just gonna suicide by cop when they try kick me out