Thanks to antidepressants, therapy and some gainz I'm feeling more confident and social. Things are clicking more with my coworkers and I'm feeling less general anxiety/agoraphobia, and I'm putting myself out there.

I have historically considered myself to be a r/ForeverAlone type, and haven't much relationship success but I'm starting to get some dates and (without jumping the gun here) I have connected with someone who I have a lot in common with, and it's going well.

But of course it's spiraling out of control in a million different directions in my mind right now. I'm doing my best to resist that. But there are just so many unknowns for me in this world and it's overwhelming me. Also I keep thinking of all these positive things suddenly crashing down.

This is kind of a vent, but also any thoughts are welcomed :)