I went to dinner last night with a group of friends.  We went to a nice restaurant, everyones eating all the great food and drinking everything and right now im going through bad anxiety so I'm the one just drinking water and not ordering any of the good food because I'm afraid it will make me sick.  What if the lettuce on the salad wasn't washed?  What if the lemon in the water was left out and there's bacteria floating in my water?  Everyone else is laughing and eating and doing great.  Then I drive home hungry.  Hahahah

Anyone else like this?  I go through waves.  I've had times where I can be normal too.  Just not right now