My bf used to be really understanding and caring when I would have an episode and get angry or upset about little things but we have been dating for almost two years now and he's beginning to get agitated and annoyed by my emotional reactivity. He's my favorite person and i feel like i'm so difficult that i have pushed him away and he's falling out of love with me. I'm just so sad because he was the one person who knew what to say and how to make me calm down but now he doesn't want to deal with it and he gets angry. I've never seen him act this way. The worst part is that he's a human being so of course the honey moon phase is over and he's starting to realize how hard it actually is to be in a relationship with me. I feel like i'm drowning, how can I communicate to him that I need him without coming off too strong?