I am the combination of 3 people, a seemingly unholy trinity within.  The me who was born, named and raised is dead.  That person no longer exists, I prefer them to stay six feet deep in the metaphorical grave the world put them in.

*I* am in control now.  *I* hold the two others at bay, utilizing them for my own purposes.  They both have pros and cons, but I favor one over the other.  

*I am Three, I am Trinity*