I have to go pick up prescriptions anyway so what's one more but the idea of phoning for a doctor's appointment and having to tell the receptionist then probably having to do my appointment over the phone when I live in a house share with thin walls and have no private place to have a private conversation or make the trek down to the doctors office then having to tell them all about it and then maybe get some pills that I'll have to go to the pharmacy to get a different day is just too much

I'm already in therapy that I pay for because I didn't want the hassle of trying to get the NHS to do it and not sure I'd survive the months and months of waiting for an appointment even if it was useful which I doubt it would be

I fucking hate this just give me the pills