I got broken up with on Friday night and I was an absolute wreck . When things like this have happened to me before I often bottled my emotions which led to destructive behaviour ( I have attempted suicide over someone abandoning me in the past) but this time I wanted it to be different  so I talked to my parents about it . I often felt like I had no friends to turn to in my life but I reached out to one of my oldest friends that I don’t usually talk to that often and she ended up coming over and we talked and it made me feel so much better and not so alone. A couple years ago I would have never done these things but now I’m realizing that I’m becoming stronger and I can control what I do to make me feel better even with my bpd. I’m quite happy now and feel like there’s so much to look forward to now that I’ve realized I’m out of a very toxic relationship . If anyone is going through abandonment right now there is hope and know that someone else in this world is going through the exact same thing as you...you’re not alone  and you can overcome. 