i just wish i had friends.. like one of those quirky sitcom type of friend groups? idk. i just feel so lonely sometimes man. i see people posting photos of social media when they’re with their best friends and i get so jealous sometimes. like in happy for them but it sucks i don’t know how it feels. 

i know there is nothing wrong with being a bit of a loner, but, lately i don’t wanna be so alone 😞 

i’m 23 years old and have already graduated  college, two years went wasted bc pandemic.  and to make matters worse i live at home with my parents. i work a part time job remotely. i barely go out, unless i’m with my boyfriend, and that’s about it. :( 

i’ve kinda given up on the idea of a friend group because i guess it’s not the in the cards for me. i don’t know how i can make friends when everyone else around me has already made their own friends and groups. 

i just feel really sad sometimes that there is a whole level of intimacy in friendships that i will never really get to experience. so jealous of the ones who find their “people.”