Just woke up and I slept in and missed my psych appointment I’ve been waiting on since November. I really needed this appointment. I’m trying not to go into a full breakdown but I can’t do anything right. No matter what it is. The only thing keeping me together is that my boyfriend said it’s not a big deal and these things happen. I’m arguing with myself in my head whether I actually believe that though as I don’t know if I’m ever going to be able to function as an adult and I wish I would die in my sleep.