He constantly cancels appointments and is extremely inconsistent. And given that one of the primary traits of BPD is a fear of abandonment, I can't be dealing with that. I almost stopped seeing him during the summer when he canceled 3 times in a row and I'd already driven almost an hour to see him before seeing the text. I told him if he didn't have another opening the same day then I was just going to see someone else and he did so I stayed with him. But now I'm just done with it. It ends up doing more harm than the therapy mends so it's beneficial for me to see someone that's more consistent. It just sucks because I've been seeing this same person for years and he was there through a lot of the abusive shit I went through a while back. Oh well. Such is life I suppose. 