I told myself, I just really needed to vote for this woman and my country, the Philippines, would have then a chance for a better government and a future. After that, I'm done. I'm tired of everything and I just wanted it to end.

Then, results came out. It sparked a rage and also a passion in me. It reignited a passion once in me to do something for even a small community. I would be happy, if I could just contribute something good for this world. How could we let those kinds of people run and be in control of this world? I thought to myself, if other people are still fighting for something, maybe I could too. Maybe, I could still fight a little bit more.

It feels weird though, I don't know if it's a good thing that she didn't win, but I get to continue living. I would still prefer if she won though.