I’ve always known something was “wrong” with me. My boyfriend almost broke up with me because he saw me in a manic episode for the first time and I did some regrettable things I would never do normally. I was almost broken up but I promised him I would “change”. I sought out therapy and was diagnosed with bipolar 1. It’s a relief to know. Fast forward and he realized I need a supportive partner and the last thing I need is a break up. He’s truly amazing and wants to be with me through all the ups and downs regardless of my mania and depression. However, he doesn’t want me to take medication because his brother passed away from an overdose. He’s strongly against medication and I have always been too… I don’t even take advil or birth control. But when it comes to bipolar, I feel like I actually NEED it. I truly turn into a different person when I’m manic! It’s BAD. He told me to do what I want and if I want to take it then take it. I’m conflicted. Does anyone live a normal, happy life with bpd and no medication but therapy?