I'm bipolar I'm up and down I have my good moments and my bad moments. It brings my girlfriend down she gets pissed at me and it stresses her idk what's wrong with me or how to fix it. Everytime I feel like I irritated her I get extremely depressed and I start drinking I don't sleep and I mentally abuse myself. Wtf what's wrong with me why can't I have something to right why can't there be something right with me