I’ve never been good enough, anything I try to do I fail, I really wanna jus be good at something, have some talent, have something to look forward to, but I’m not, and I don’t have the energy to gain skill, and it’s probably really selfish to say stuff like this but damn man, I wanna be good at something even if it’s minor, I wanna be able to answer when someone asks if I have any hobby’s that I’m good at, I want to feel like I’m doing good.