Long story short after a lot of arguing and ups and downs, Ive finally decided to tell my boyfriend (FP) I need a break for a while to detox and try to break the favorite person cycle. The relationship is literally a drug to me. I feel like an addict, and like an addict my dependency is hurting him as well. We both love eachother and want this to work out, and Im hoping this can be a reset button of sorts. Neither of us want to break up, I just want some time to myself. A problem though, we live together. I have my own room where I keep all of my “hobby” stuff, and a makeshift bed on the floor. I blocked his number and told him to not let me come crawling back. I want to be as no contact as possible. It shouldnt be too hard because we work different shifts, but it does hurt still hearing him and his friends in the house having fun when I feel like Im dying in my room. No joke, I literally feel like Im being torn to pieces. Its like my insides could just float away into space at any given second. Any advice for me moving forward? I really want to break this cycle and get myself to a more stable position so we can continue our relationship in a healthy way.