Haven’t had a FP in about 4 years. Now that I have one again it’s like my world is falling apart. Everything that I’ve learned to keep myself grounded has suddenly disappeared! Logically I know it’s just my emotions running wild but gosh darn do I wanna die right now! I guess this is why I know I am better off alone than falling in love even though that’s the only thing I really crave, a true real intimate connection. 