Does anyone else feel like they're an inconvenience or can't really ask for what they want in life in general? I feel like I'm constantly having to beat around the bush with things, sugar coat stuff or immediately apologize basically for existing. If I have a thing or two I need my fiance to do I'm paranoid he's going to be annoyed or pissed off that I'm giving him chores. At work I'll have suggestions and then if I don't get a response I'll say, sorry was that too pushy? I feel like I don't even have a right to have a voice anymore. Idk if this is BPD, anxiety, or what but it sucks. It feels like I'm on constant edge of pissing people off so I either wait until it's too late and I explode with frustration or I never say anything at all and hate myself even more.