I feel like its getting worse and it makes me sad. I was admitted a few weeks ago and since then I'm not allowed to take my meds. I cant be trusted with them so someone else gives them to me, but they're confused on which ones I need and which ones I dont. They said I have to talk to my doctor about which ones I need to take and how often, but i wont talk with her until monday. Since then everythings been coming back and I feel so scared and trapped. Its hard to talk or eat or do anything at all. I cant feel any emotions. I havent showered in a week and i feel like in walking in sand everytime i take a step. Its hard for me to function at all and no one has noticed. They keep pushing me to drive or to do things I dont think I'm able to do. I feel like I'm slipping and I cant catch any foot holds. I dont know what to do. I feel so scared. that's the only thing I've been feeling now for a while.