Hello fellow BPD-ers. I was diagnosed in my late teen years. I had childhood friends but I moved states freshmen year of high school. To say I struggled is the understatement of the decade. I had a couple friends over the years but the friendships have dissolved. Honestly, having friends is exhausting. I have no idea if I'm being socially acceptable or normal. Am I being too obsessive or clingy? Am I over sharing? Are my jokes too inappropriate? I find that I get really attached REALLY easily and when the person I get attached to starts showing interest in another person, I get consumed with jealousy. And I'm talking platonically, it's like I expect them to only be interested in my friendship. I love making people laugh, that's like my fuel. But when someone else takes that attention off of me, I get so personally upset at them. I'm in my 20s but I think my future is going to be pretty lonely. Being around other people is so emotionally tiring, I feel like I don't even know how to act like a socially acceptable human being. Does anyone else struggle with this?