No matter how bad a person is treating me I just can’t stay mad at them! Literally the person that traumatised me the most in my life that I thought I would never ever forgive or see ever again is my friend again now. Even tho I hate them I just can’t stay mad at anyone and I always forgive and take them back into my life and then they use me again. It’s almost like I don’t care about my own worth if I don’t feel the negative emotions that I used to feel when it was happening. Why am I like this? Is it a form of self harm? I used to cut myself but I stopped many years ago. I just wan’t the people that did me wrong to see my worth and love me or feel bad for what they did. I feel a bond to them.