Okay, basically I just found out that I am going to alone on my own birthday later this month, people are working, but I am expected to see them and celebrate theirs? My boyfriend forgot to book the time off, even though his birthday is only 6 days before mine, and we've been dating for almost two years? It's just really hurt me tbh, like I had this experience with an ex a few years back who went to work on my birthday because they got called in (of which they didn't have to go) and I was left alone for hours. So I already know the feeling, even the thought of it sounds super miserable, honestly to the point where I am getting suicidal feelings. It's just awful how hard you work for some people and there are always double standards.