Hi everyone. I don't really know where else to turn to right now. I need help. My suicidal ideation has been very bad. I'm up most of the night these days literally just trying to stay alive and I feel at war in my mind. Therapy isn't helping, nothing is helping. I've been comparing myself to other people's lives all night and all the mistakes I've made and I'm just like what's the fucking point. I could really use some encouragement or words of advice.