Actually I'm not asking for help but I don't have anybody to talk. I feel that nothing matters so, why do I have to move?

But is getting worse and I know it doesn't improve anything. Don't want to move, eat, shower, read o even watch some TV shows. 

I'm kinda hopeless, but somehow I feel a little peace on not do anything most than watch YouTube videos.  I don't know, could talk thousands of things... But still, empty as fuck.