I don’t know exactly what it is I feel. I’ve been sad, still am but it’s something more. A void, in my brain or heart or something that’s stopping me from making real connections to the world. People don’t interest me anymore, things don’t either. Drugs help but I don’t get that much where I am. Everything is just so tiring and I’m done. I’ve been done, I’m just trying to use up every drop of energy left. Until finally I have no more purpose and no more fuel.