fuck you fuck this I hate all of this. I get it I already know I'm a fucking worthless piece of shit already, I know. no one ever checks up on me just asks me if I'm okay and actually seems willing to hear the truth,  no one ever just listens to me and seems to actually care. I fucking get it!!! I know I know no one cares about me or loves me you make it so fucking obvious! I get it, it's easier to act like I don't exist and like I don't matter. I know because I'm just a stupid, annoying whiney bitch that never amounted to anything and ever will. I guarantee almost no one will reply to this cause no one give a FUCCKKKKKKKKK. it's okay I know I should just kill myself anyway I think about doing it all the time. not like anyone will actually miss me anyway or like my presence is actually of any value. I get it!!!!