I don't have an eating disorder just... disordered eating? 


I wish my hunger queues weren't dead. Wish I consistently cared enough to feed my body routinely. I *know* how good routines are good for me and I have the means to create them... But... Here I am. 3:16pm and I haven't not eaten yet. 


Sometimes I feel like I should commit myself into a hospital for like a month just to get the more normal sleep and eating schedule on lock. I'm thin, but I don't think I'm meant to be **this** thin