I've been having pains in my stomach and someone brought up that it could be anxiety related and I fucking cried. Any time anyone brings up mental health in person it makes me feel alone and I like I wanna cry but I don't ever say shit about my anxiety. I don't even know if I've got a disorder because I've never asked to see a doctor about it and it's not for a lack of wanting to. I think being trans adds to the level of anxiety I have constantly and I'm close to just saying fuck it and getting it over with... I need help. I feel like everyone is against me always including me. It hurts so much.