I made an attempt on June 24th at like midnight. I was so close to dying, it was touch and go for a while in the hospital but eventually I made it. I woke up in the ICU and eventually spent time at a psyche clinic for a week. That sucked and was hell, but im finally getting medication and therapy to potentially help with all this shit, so maybe I can make it out after all. I wish the best for all of you, but im done with reddit, it's just not good for my mental health and I truly believe it's not good for any of you guys' mental health either. Goodbye