I isolated myself for a whole month to work on things, and the moment the things to work on stopped my mind basically degraded to a stupidly insane amount. It took me just 3 weeks after the work stopped before I went and broke down to a friend on call. I can't take the loneliness, why am I such a clingy, needy, and dependent piece of shit? How the fuck are normal people able to be completely happy alone? I got isolated for a whole month and I'm a fucking mess.