i feel so empty. like the world has taken everything from me and i have nothing left. i feel so weary and tired all of the time, like the life has been sucked out of me through years of pain, abuse, and exploitation. i feel i have nothing left to offer. all i can to do is lie down and rot. i’ll never graduate or get a job or have a relationship because there is nothing left of me. i’m a shell. i feel like the only thing i can do is kill myself. everyone around me would be happy because they wouldn’t have to deal with my explosive rages, abuse, insults, depression, anxiety, and general instability. my life has been terrible, it’s the worlds fault im mean. it’s the only way i don’t feel small is to knock down others. and I DESERVE TO FEEL POWERFUL.