Tw for possible self harm?





've made a post previously a few hours ago and so ig an update?  Idk but my mom is gonna make me go to school tomorrow the one that i thought i was gonna get away from because it sucks and so im really debating on if i shoukd hurt myself to avoid it maybe just break my foot so i can stay home for the week but idk i don't want to go to the school i just can't i would much rather go to a new school obviously then be there its embarassing for me to come back to that school a day after it statted where would i go?whats my schedule? School sucks it demotivated me i don't have delression i havent been diagnosed or anything but it made me wish i just never woke up and stayed dreaming and maked jt hard to get out of bed in the morning it really really sucks i dont know what to do i cant go back ive tried telling my mom that the school sucks but she said she will take my dad with her to see how far the school is so maybe we can go but i hate it please help me i dont wanf to go back to the achool it fills me with so much anxiety and suring school i barely speak like i probably spoke like 3 sentences a day during school last school year and probably at least 10 with friends but even so the teachers its scary i hate it