Me (22f) and my bf (28M) are in a long distance relationship. We hadn't seen each other for 5 months due to the virus and it was very rocky and difficult. 

A week ago, my bf came here to work in my studio so that we can be close. He's staying for two months. I don't have a job (also due to covid) but I go out to help my parents with their big move during the day. I also work on applying for university and I see my friends regularly. 
But... now that we're finally near each other, it's still rocky... I'm dealing with major mood swings during the day. I often wake up not feeling like interacting with my bf and everything he does will annoy me. I feel extremely guilty about this, as I should see his presence as a gift but my moods just won't let me. 

We've tried everything to get me to feel better. Meditation, yoga, a schedule... It's just not working and I will end up wanting my own space but I can't since he's here all the time. I will have to go to my parents, but that's not ideal either. 

Therapy starts in a month, but I just don't know how to be an alright partner for him in the meantime. I just want to feel okay and give him a good time but I feel so depressed and snappy so often. What to do?