i never thought anxiety was capable of all the things its done to me. it made my body run cold, go numb, lose my taste and smell, lose my sense of touch, lose my sense of reality, made me see things, made my vision go blurry, make the world go black and white, gave me tunnel vision, made my heart rate spike, made my heart rate low, made me think i was gonna have a heart attack, made me think i was gonna hurt me/someone/an animal, made me overheat, made me dizzy, made me not think straight, made it hard for me to get sentences out, made my muscles hurt, made my bones hurt, made me throw up, made me where i couldnt breathe, made me think i was going/went crazy, made me suicidal, made me push others away, made me push god away, made me not able to eat or drink, made me not able to bathe, brush my teeth, or get out of bed, made it hard for me to walk, and makes me think ill never get better. one illness should not be capable of all this.