Trying not to me too graphic. Is this part of the disorder unique to the individual? I see many post describing what its like for some and I can relate in many ways. For me I'm 32m when it hits its like I become almost insatiable. Kinda like I'd imagine what viagra does for some (no real off switch, like I'll c** but I stay ready). Reason for the post is I've been like this off an on since I hit puberty, no real change other than I'm starting to understand its not normal. Does this go away while medicated or as I get older? I'm tired of not being able to help it and my partner has no idea how I'm the way I am ( complains and says I'm a freak) I kinda took that as a compliment at 1st, now it seems she actually feels like she's unable to satisfy me and I hate that she's feels that.