I lost a lot recently, friends, family, job prospects and peace of mind.

DAE go through times of being highly emotive to being completely empty and lost? (few months each)

DAE have a bad day and just eat tons of food/drugs/driving recklessly just to feel alive?

DAE mean to be kind and caring but get told they are acting "BPD"?

DAE wonder what they would be able to accomplish if they didn't have this mental illness. If they were NT?

DAE come on this subreddit to feel a shred of humanity knowing that  you aren't alone?

DAE read the posts on this subreddit and go "wow this is one huge pity party..." but then go ahead and write your own relatable problem and enjoy the collective acceptance from the upvotes?

Sorry dudes it's been a tough day/months and I'm going through an empty phase and needed to vent a little with DAEs