My dad and I always argue, and I'm getting tired of it. When my dad isn't in our house, I'm more relaxed, but whenever he's in the house I feel tense or I feel pressure. I'm only 15 and I can't do anything about it. I don't wanna die but at the same time I wished I never existed. If I can't handle it anymore, I think commiting suicide is the only way I can escape all this.