I wake up and I don't even want to move I don't want to go anywhere, and I don't want to be here anymore I don't want to talk to anyone I don't even want to take a shower or brush my teeth and I hate that about myself I'm probably going to fail out of school because I can't bring myself to do school or even do the bare minimum and every one tells me that i should do better and how I'm not doing anything yet I still sleep all day  and i tell them im doing my best that i can but they all are saying how mi not and i can do way better. I just want to disappear i just want to go to sleep forever but I don't get that choice i tell everyone how i just want to die but they laugh and say "Oh sure you do are you on your ladies' days" i tell them i have no motivation to do school, but they say "so do I but i still do work/school " I don't know what to do anymore i just want to die.