I'm starting to feel numb again and I'm scared...I'm just so tired. Tired of myself. Tired of being alone. Tired of not being good enough. Tired of not having friends. Tired of not being confident in myself. Tired of the stress. Tired of the day to day.

My depression used to feel like I was drowning and although I don't feel that way so much right now, I feel like I'm lost out in sea.

Alone. Helpless. Not sure of what's to come and whether I'll survive it.