Hi you! 

Thanks for considering reading my post. Means a lot to me. 

TL;DR-summary:
- I've been suffering from severe anxiety all my life. Diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder, ADD, High Sensitivity Person, Depression, Personality Disorders Cluster C Avoidant and since DSM-V Autism Spectrum Syndrome. 

- I've had Psychotherapy since the age 9, cognitive behavioral therapy since age 13, exposure in vivo since age 13, various medication and dosages since age 13, unqualified for EMDR (not trauma induced so no therapy), tried Acceptance and Commitment Therapy age 25 and Psycho-Education age 26.

- Since age 28 trying to live more healthy with a diet and exercising (primarily weight lifting two times a week and going for a daily walk).

- Medication: 300mg Venlafaxine, 450mg Wellbutrin, 0,5 Aripiprazol, occasional 1-2mg Lorazepam, 37,5 microgram Levothyroxine (thyroid medication), 20 mg Omeprazol (to help with stomach refluxes caused by the amount of meds), 800 IE Cholecalciferol (Vitamin D) and Fish Oil tablets. (Also experience with Escitalopram, Risperdal, Clonazepin)

- Blood results show too low Vitamin B12, Folic Acid and Testosteron. And low-ish Vitamin D (still), Zinc, Iron. Yet, since a healthy diet and exercising recovering from a Non-Alcoholic Fatty Liver Disease caused by medication.

- Still struggling with life and unable to accept the cards I've been dealt with.
Symptoms: Tiredness, Fatigue, Lack of Concentration, Not being able to give myself the kickstart to do something, Depressed feelings, Hypersexuality (since Venlafaxine), Still unable to do things because of Anxiety (still agoraphobia tendencies, panic attacks, social anxiety), low self-esteem, lot of self hatred.

- Tried B12 shots, but made me feel worse. Tried TRT for the low Testosterone by using Androgel. Blood results showed higher T results, but fell no effect. Endocrinologist told me it's better not to keep using and keep my hormonal glands intact. (Oh, and before testosteron gel use I had an MRI to be sure there's no brain tumor)

- also tried Craniosacral therapy and reiki. 

So... What now? Any therapy suggestion? Anything new to look into? 
Feels like I'm stuck in life. I'm not losing anymore weight and feel stuck at 129kg. While I eat healthy and small portions (I don't like eating), and I can't exercise more because than I don't have any energy left to work. 
Feels like the antidepressants (and especially the venlafaxine) lowered my Testosteron, which might have been low biological, but I need the medication for my anxiety.
IF I decide to tweak it more and reduce the dosage than there's a risk that it won't work anymore, loosing my foundation and protection and that if I reset the dosage it might not work anymore and even need more than I have already. 

This week I got an appointment with a new GP (former one died suddenly) and I'm planning on getting back to my old psychiatrist whom I trust enough to change meds or dosage. 

I've posted on Reddit before, so if you want to know more. But also I don't mind sharing more info or providing more information. Pretty open about it.

I'm just curious about your insight and if there's anything new I can look into. 

Thanks for reading and taking the time.
Many thanks in advance! Cheers!