I treated her terrible, I couldn’t see and learn from my mistakes. We overcame it and I started therapy. I’m a new person now and she was helping me. Suddenly one day she texted me that it’s time to move on and try to be happy. She met someone ,she’s happy and treated right. I’m such a fucking useless e pics of shit,I lost everything. She was kind beautiful and lovely and killed that love because I felt better that her. I will never forgive myself,I’d like to be dead, disappear,be no more. 

She’s so beautiful and kind. I fucking hate myself and can’t let it go. 
I’m happy for her and I’d like to scream at the same time