I don't care to participate in anything, ever. I do what I need to do to survive - work a shitty mediocre job.  I don't date - I don't have or want kids - I literally loathe this entire experience and can't wait for it to be over. When I think about the future, or growing old, I don't want either.

&amp;#x200B;

I am wondering if there are others like me? People who just don't see a way to escape the dread they see all around, constantly. The hate - the rat race - the rich suppressing the poor - and the feeling that there is nothing we can do to stop any of it.