Hi, I just started a relationship with my girlfriend (FP) and I'm trying my best to not be toxic and give her, her own space but it feels horrible and I feel so sad when I don't get enough attention but I feel guilty about it. It really hurts to be a positive person who doesn't demand all her attention. I hate that I get really sad about it but I feel like if I tell her she'll hate me. I'm scared I don't want to seem needy and controlling. It's a new relationship so I'm scared to mess up.