 

Tonight I accidentally had sex with a trans.. It was just a random hookup from Facebook. I had seen this person on my account for some time now had never seen anything about them being trans or even any hints. Anyways I messaged them today and they wanted to hangout immediately and I was down as well. This person looked exactly like a female had large breasts a big butt and a very feminine voice. We had started having sex in a dark room when I arrived and immediately I noticed my penis would not go super deep. Its like I was hitting a wall. I was kind of confused and just assumed every girl is different. Then, I went to rub the clit. When I touched it, it felt very strange and off not like any clit I've felt before. This is when things started running through my head. I started to realize what was going on and kind of slowed down for a second. I had no idea what to say or how to say it and the person just pulled me back in and I just continued..I have no idea why I did I think at that point I was just frozen and I was zoned out completely.. I started feeling very sick too my stomach as the realization set in and so I stopped and said I needed to go too the bathroom. Once I got out of the bathroom I told them I needed to go home and put on my clothes and left. When I got out to my car I messaged them and asked if they were trans.. I'm a very non confrontational person so that's why I didn't ask in person. I was also disgusted and in shock. They replied " Yes love, I thought you knew that?" and I just opened it and sat there for so long reevaluating my life.. They got upset and blocked me because I didn't respond while leaving them on open. I feel so sick and horrible about this I'm not homophobic or transphobic at all but I definitely am not into what I had just experienced.. I'm way too embarrassed too tell anyone I know so im posting it here.. I have no idea how to handle the emotions I'm feeling right now its so much disgust and regret..