Tomorrow I start my first day at my new job.  This is big because, while it's not my first job ever, it is the first job that is perfect for me.  I mean it pays well, health insurance is amazing, it's close to home and all the people I've met are super positive!  

But I'm also terrified.  Anxiety has been shaking my nerves worse every day.  I've reviewed the instructional letter dozens of times to make absolutely sure I don't miss any detail for what I need tomorrow.  I spent hours shopping, debating what clothes would look ok on me &amp; be appropriate for the work place (only ever had uniforms before so business casual is a new experience to shop for); now I'm trying to decide which of these outfits I should wear to present a good first impression on who I haven't met yet.  I memorized bus/walking routes to time my arrival so I won't be late or lost.  I mean, every possible scenario has been run through my head a thousand times and I'm obsessing over trying to make sure I don't mess up this wonderful opportunity.

I know it's going to be a lot of training and orientation the first month or so.  I shouldn't expect to be perfect right away.  But anxiety makes me feel like I have to be if I want my new coworkers &amp; bosses to like me and keep me around.  I hate this anxious feeling!  I need a hug.  And maybe some tea.