i was on olanzapine 15mg, now 10mg. we're tapering it off and it's only the second day and i have weird intrusive thoughts and feel like i'm being controlled. is it possible to have symptoms so fast or is this just my anxiety? cause tbh i am terrified of quitting meds but i have to.

also i have told no one i am quitting my meds. i don't want anyone to watch my behavior. how will i know if i'm acting weird? last time i realized it myself but many times i have not.