My mental health has not been in the best state, like many others these days I’m sure. Lately I’ve been having panic attacks full blown freak outs about the fact I am a human and I have to live a life and be a human and exist. It’s been hard to shake these feelings of dread. I usually have hope but I don’t right now and that IS SCARY. I’m telling Reddit this because I feel alone. I usually find some peace in my loneliest but it’s been hard lately. I’ve noticed I have a troubling time making lasting connections.  I just don’t know how to fit into other peoples lives especially when my own life doesn’t even feel real. Wtf is going on lol