Is it just me or everytime an FP enters into your life and you’re like “oh wow this is so amazing” but then you remember that you shouldn’t let it be like last time. But then you forget and everything ever in the whole world disappears and all you can ever think about doing again is spending every moment with them? Like you lose touch with all your friends after disappearing on them so many times. And like you forget everything you do to cope because you can just fixate on someone else and it’s like they feel so safe. It’s like being around them makes it so you don’t have to think about how much you hate yourself. But then by doing that you push everyone away because you slowly become more of a mess and the moment they try to take time to themselves you just feel so personally rejected and it makes you hate yourself more. Then you throw an emotional fit because of it which makes them realize just how crazy you might be. But then you have no one to turn to because you already sorta lost all your friends. ): idk I feel so lonely right now and I know I’m being irrational thinking that because someone who needs space is leaving me??? If you experience this how do you maintain balance with all of your goals, hobbies, friends when all you want to do is constantly have someone’s attention?