DAE have trust issues and fears when it comes to sex? I'm extremely passionate and freaky haha but I also have trust issues when my partner tells me I'm the best/biggest/amazing she's ever had because I get fixated on the possibility of it being a lie or just to make me feel good. Then I start imaging her with ex partners and yeah, you can see where that rabbit hole goes, it leaves me feeling pretty shitty. The thing is though, when we have sex all of these things disappear because I can physically feel and see her reactions and how much she loves it, plus I love pleasing her so it's just this intense spark between us of fighting to please the other person more and more. When I'm away from her though I can get paranoid and overcome with doubt and trust issues. This specific post is about sex but I get equal paranoia about general trust too. I was diagnosed BPD last year, I would say I present with the quiet BPD type even though I know that's unofficial label but I'm very introverted and calm exterior. Anyways thanks for reading I'd love some feedback.