For as long as I can remember I've had an inner monolog, and it's always been a constant thing, literally never silent save for when under the influence of things here or there. When I'm low this inner monolog is even less controllable than normal, and even more intense or loud or whatever. And the subject is more or less focused on negativity or suicidal ideation. What's your monolog like, or whatever you've got going on in there, how does it relate to.your depression?