I'm not feeling so well. I want to sleep a lot. I feel like I keep tripping out. I keep feeling like I'm in Alice in Wonderland or something because i feel bigger than i am and I start to feel like stuff is smaller. 

My thoughts are racing. I feel like I cant do anything though. I have all these great ideas and good feelings but I just end up not being productive. 

I never remember if I took my meds or not. I wish I didn't take meds. I feel useless. People talk about me.