I'm not sure if this goes against the rules? Kind of a gray area? Anyways. I'm looking for a subreddit for parenting with BPD. Or maybe even support from this group. 

My daughter is 6 and I'm a single parent. I have BPD and I just got out of a 2 year abusive relationship so I'm still working on my trauma. Therapy is very hard to find in my area so I've been self soothing while I wait for my phone call. On top of all this my daughter's father is in and out if her life, very much like my own which is where I think my BPD originated. I'm worried she's going to be like me and I don't want her to be. Atleast I don't want her to have my negative traits or feel the way I do during a spiral. 

Any help with coping and helping her cope or somewhere this question is more appropriate would be amazing. Thank you♥️

I hope this makes sense. I'm currently in a minor episode and ranting a bit.