(DISCLAIMER: the grammar in this isn’t good idc I’m frantic rn)

Any time I’m met with the slightest confrontation whatsoever with ANYONE! a teacher, my manger, my friends, just my peers; my heart feels like it’s going to fall out of my chest. I feel like I just dry swallowed a big pill. I get nauseous. I hate it. I’m a complete people pleaser because of it and it basically ruins my life. I feel like such a pussy. The only exception is my sister and my husband both being people who I feel love me unconditionally. I guess this whole thing is kinda rooted my fear of abandonment. Huh. Weird.

Also a big bug flew on my neck while writing this &gt;:(