Okay so I had a crush on this guy for 6 months. A bunch of people would randomly point out our connection, like so many people. We naturally get along really well. I eventually asked him if maybe he would be intersted in anything more than friendship. He said he was just interested in friendship so I accepted that answer. He still made jokes that were slightly sexual, but so did I. I know he has a lot of anxities around relationships and seems to think he messes them up with little things. 

Anyway, he's been a really good friend. So I went out drinking with him and some friends. At the end of the night he kind of went to hold my hand breifly (I don't know if he thought I was his friend). Made a comment about crashing at my house. So now I'm a little confused. He also messaged me the next day (which he knows once you get me talking I wont stop).

I invited him on a weekend trip later this year with my friends, but sleeping arrangements got changed which means we now have to share a bed, which he weirdly said he was okay with. Now I'm just here like... how do you share a bed with someone you've had a crush on? And still find attractive. I don't know how I've ended up in this situation. HELP.