I keep getting angry at the smallest things and now at this point my anger explodes immediately and every time it does i get so violent my right hand gets alot of sharp pains when i try to hold something. i have a perfectly fine family with loving parents and a brother except that my parents work alot and i had bad influences in my life for a while but now im all alone. exam season and i took my national exams and found out i fucked up. i tried to reach out for help but no one gives a shit. i feel so alone. sometimes i get the feeling of total hopelessness and my parents are getting sick and tired of me. my brother isnt close to me. i feel so alone in this world. i think im going to kill myself soon. i need help but i have no one. ive been in so much pain and anguish since kindergarten, i want to get better but i really cant hang on any longer. if you have time can someone give me some advice. ive been feeling suicidal every second f my life and i quit smoking and drinking i just cant do this anymore