Is anyone else experiencing difficulties now, or in the past, with trying to actually figure out in which specific ways your narcissist parents made bad parenting choices? I still mostly find myself kind of blind to this, like I’m in a big fog simply unable to see clearly. When ever I see my parents, which is not often, and I build up this sensation that I want to see them and improve our relationship, I always feel extremely uncomfortable in their presence and not attracted to them. And this really sucks because I cannot explain to myself or them why I feel that way in their presence. I wonder if someone else feels this way, and perhaps what are some ways to help remove at least some layers of the fog? Thanks :)