I don't know why the past few days have been so miserable. I have been having disturbing lucid dreams and intrusive thoughts. Yesterday I was extremely angry and anxious and had to isolate myself away. By the end of the day I was crying and today I can't even get out of bed. I just hate everything and everyone.

My doctor has me on lamictal 100 and it gets me by day to day. But I feel so confused because I'm not depressed for months straight or hypo/manic. Something isn't working.....