So I started work at a cool little restaurant today. I had, 8n the past, worked as a line cook for 9-ish years, so its not new to me at all. However, I took a step back from restaurant work because the long hours and stress were really getting to me.

Fast forward to today. Good job, great money, owner and everyone else is super happy to have me, and we're even talking about potentially having me take on management if I'm interested. They're all super friendly, they're letting me do basically whatever I want, and I can decide my own schedule and they're cool with it. Honestly it's the most relaxed kitchen I've ever been in, and by all accounts it should be a good fit for me.

...then I go to my car to drive home, and I lost my shit. Full meltdown, crying so hard I choked myself. I've been continuing to cry and panic ever since, and I'm not exactly sure why. I just know that I feel an incredible, unfathomable sadness right now. Like there's a looming sense of dread, and I'll never be happy in life at all. 

I really do not know what is wrong or what to do.