It's been 3 weeks since I've stepped out of my house, and it's really driving me insane. I've fucked up my life at this point. I'm pretty much convinced that I have no real friends (maybe I'm paranoid). Stopped talking to almost everyone except my parents just because I don't want to let them know what I'm going through (I'm doing a pretty good job at that). I don't know how long I can go through this anymore. Fuck this.