As I get older, I accumulate more self-hatred for myself as a reflection of my past mistakes and not having lived up to how I think I should be. This applies to all aspects of my life: appearance, clithes, weight, relationships with friends and family, work, school. Is there anyway to calm this feeling down? It's getting to the point where I'm deleting old photos of myself because I just cant stand who I am and who I've been. It's really depressing because I remember a point where I liked myself about 5 years ago... I just miss the simpler times. But perhaps I was delusional then.