We all talk about how bad and hard it is with the brain that doesn't like itself but i wanna know what people who live with mentally ill person go through. 

Tw maybe
Backstory - my dad is Schizophrenic,bipolar have major anger issues and list goes on tbh. I've suffered so much since i was kid but everyone discard my feelings saying   " Don't mind him, he's sick".at this point in my life I'm very depressed,anxious have self esteem n confidence issue, constant degrading got me into SH since i was 14 or so and now I'm pretty suicidal. here i don't wish to blame my dad or smthg but he for most part is fine bcz he takes meds, all my life I've seen him glorifying his illness and use it as...... Reason to justify everything he did. Idk maybe I'm looking for self satisfaction that it's really not easy living with someone like him bcz I'm really exhausted of enduring and i swear I'm not lying about everything I'm feeling.