hey guys, i thought life was getting better but its def not. i can’t love myself, people are so hard on each other. even if i put my best in everything i’m never good enough. i just want to end my life. its so hard here. living is so hard for me. living in my body its hard. living and being used its too hard. no one can ever love me. i really wanna give up, but i don’t want to hurt my family.