My BPD is only getting worse and I don't know how to stop it. It's getting out of control and I might lose my relationship because of it. 

I go to therapy regularly but it's not helping at all. I'm really considering quitting. I also am suicidal on the daily now.

I'm getting so discouraged because I'm getting worse when I'm trying my best. I don't know what else to do. I feel like I won't ever be able to fix myself.