

Currently sitting in the ER ( for something unrelated) and I’ve been here all day. It’s packed and I’m ocd about germs. I’ve always had pretty bad agoraphobia which has worsened since the pandemic started.  The last 5 days I have been forced to leave my house multiple times due to lab tests, doctors appointments, which is honestly more than I wanted. It’s more than I have done for about a year now. I’ve been fortunate enough to work from home since Covid-19 started. But damn I didn’t think I could manage sitting 7+ hours in an ER let alone leaving the house 5 days in a row now. I’m not even anxious anymore. Instead I just want to go home and idk how I’ve even managed. 😆