I dont know why i am like this but basically, no matter what i say i just get labled as the "weird kid" "autistic kid" (which i am not) or get put into a role of "lovable little weak brother", when i do anything it is either funny or annoying, it started to piss me off like crazy that everyone feels fine shoving me around despite anything i do, is this what happens if i am generally kind to people, they all of a sudden take me for weak, start to come at me thinking i wont do anything then be like "bro stop being weird and annoying" when i do something, it is not just 1 friend group, it is almost all of them from everyone and i need a mental break from it, but i cant i have a severe lack of physicall strength to do anything physical, and nobody can see mental power. This is really getting to me now and i just cant do anything about it.