So by no means am I saying I’m like schizophrenic or anything, but the last month I’ve been really really dazed out, kinda depersonalising and nothing that I was doing and was happening was feeling real, it’s a problem I’ve had for a while due to trauma but I’ve…gotten used to I guess, but more recently I’ve felt like my consciousness and inner monologue has started to clash in a way, for example I found myself staring at myself in the mirror in the bathroom for a good half an hour, literally hyping myself up, as if my own thoughts that I heard weren’t my own thoughts, it was my brains though, as if that was a second entity, I’m not sure, I should add I’m stoned…but idk I feel like this is a big moment, but I’m not sure in what way yet, i hope that makes sense