My emotions and feelings are always too much and sometimes it suffocates me to feel so much, my friends are everything to me and im the kind of friend that would walk through fire for them, even if some of them wouldn't do the same for me, i try to balance and control my feelings so i don't get disappointed or get hurt even tho i know it's my fault for feeling too much, its tiring to always be alert about what you feel and how much you feel