

I have lost all feeling of what to do with my life. About a month ago I decided I will get my dream car &amp; now all I want is any car that can go 200+ just so I can feel the adrenaline. You can only go so far with self love and I’m tired of it. I have no hobbies. My friends say they need bitches to fuck but I just want a girl I find attractive that I can talk to about anything. N do things that make me want to live. It’s either that or buckle my shit up n just keep moving forward. Focus on my businesses and school.everyday doing the same thing, the days blend together if you know what that feels like. I act like my friends too, trying to be everyone exept myself it might be borderline personality disorder, I don’t know how to move forward.