I had an awful anxiety attack last night, because I felt (feel) my situation is truly hopeless. I craved something like my mother’s hug, that would make me feel like everything’s okay. I actually live with her so that could be done, but then I felt worse because I knew that wouldn’t be enough. We even talked on the phone, but I know the reassurance she could give to me doesn’t translate to the real world.

It was devastating to know nothing will ever be enough to make me feel better when I suffer.

Do you think that comfort exists in real life? Have you found anything like it?