I think I might be mentally ill. Okay so the world is going to end right? Whether or not humans exist by the time the world ends who knows but most likely not. So nothing matters because it will be like it never happened. These thought have been really fucking with me but recently it changed. Nothing feels real and all I can think about is life as a game, nothing is real so play the game yk? So I feel like I'm losing it, but I truly believe I the game theory now and I'm worried. Should I get a therapist or something, I'm 20 and a guy so idk if this is when we lose our mind or something. Posting to here for somewhat of a hearing or just say I'm crazy, my family is all fucked up so just worried.