I’m sitting here waiting for a 6am meeting to start in a group setting where I’m supposed to ask my manager about a promotion. I’m already heavily affected by this job nervousness wise. No matter what I do I cannot get the job off my mind, I’m on the verge of crying each night, and I can tell I’m gritting my teeth horribly at night and I wake up thinking about work. It does not help these are about 10-12 hour shifts doing manual labor. 

I’m really scared and I don’t have anyone to talk to and I’m sitting here rocking back and forth in my car waiting 5 more minutes.