I remember crying a lot when I was a teen but now that I'm forced 2 take antipsychotics 4 somethin' I rly regret (150g of Haldol) I feel almost nothin' and I need psychedelics 2 feel emotion I'm fed up of being like this and I consider goin' 2 the next dimension 2 just be myself again I mean emotions are a rly important part of me and I can control my impulses now and even if I don't it's better 2 feel alive plus I'm transfeminine and emotions are something women tend 2 feel more than men I mean it's partly hormonal has any of u recovered ur strong emotions?