First, I went too far down the rabbit hole of reading about all the horrible things going on in the world. Always good to be concerned, but I kinda overwhelmed myself with too much info at once.o many things wrong and I feel so powerless to fix them. 

The second and biggest thing is that my life is going through some big changes. I’m gonna be moving out to college soon. My OCD is going crazy with all the coming changes (even though I’m just gonna be moving to he other side of town). But I’m also kinda guilting myself over taking so long. I’m 23 years old. I should have been doing this 4-5 years ago. I almost feel like it’s too late for me. But then when I think all those things I feel like I’m not appreciating all the things my parents do for me. And then I start thinking about how they’re not always gonna be around.