I wanted to live a life of solitude but my parents started a home school so people keep going into my home ever since i was young. I wanted to separate myself from the church but my parents thought no and made the church meet at home every sunday instead. I wanted to not celebrate my birthday but they decided to invite all their coworkers and party. I wanted to avoid such crowd but i was told that i am an ungrateful recluse because i embarrassed them by not meeting and greeting their guests on my birthday which i wanted to not be celebrated. Finally, i just want to spend my time in peace but they took in another child and now i have no choice but to deal with strangers in my own home all the time now. I am just tired of being the ungrateful son when my only wish is to be alone.