I'm feeling depressed for so long, I really don't know what to do. I start to feel that there is nothing to do, it's just my personality and there's nothing I can do to change that.
Every bad thing that happens in my life, even small things immediately gets me down for the rest of the day, until I get back to the safety of my room.
I take antidepressant pills (effexor 300 MG) which does absolutely nothing. I mean, if strong pills like effexor does nothing to me, there's no hope. My destiny is to live a life full of suffering until I finally gets brave and hang myself.
You don't have to answer this post, I just needed a place to express my feelings cause I really can't deal with it alone any more.