well after getting depression i never could focus on something. even watching a show or movie and doing something thats supposed to be entertaining too. my max time of focusing is literally 5 mintues now. and today i’ve tried studying for the first time in two months. legit i focused for like 10 seconds logging in to my school account and that was it. i used to be pretty academic and lowkey enjoyed studying but now i lost my sense in my academy completely. i feel so hopeless again lol i used to study to get into stem major in college and now im supposed to be in college by my age but i just can’t focus anymore and literally failing in my everyday life too.
i hope i die as soon as possible😍