I would love to say that I can live without a man by my side, even though I have never had a boyfriend or anything like that. 
I  try to convince myself that I am good with  living  on my own for the rest of my life, so nothing  or no one can hurt me anymore. I want a partner to share my life with, however, I too, wanna be left alone most of the time when I'm around  loved ones.
I can barely hold myself together when it comes to constructing a healthy relationship with boys. I either get too attached, or I don't pay attention to them, even if they're interested in me.
Am I the only one that struggles with situations like this one?