I lost both of my FP in one day. One was a toxic friendship that I can learn to live without. The other is the love of my life and I made a huge mistake that I can’t go back on. I am broken. I am planning the end. Don’t know where to go from here. I had an episode rolling around the floor screaming, hyperventilating, and choking on my own tears. But I made up my mind and it’s my time to end.