whenever my fp upsets me in some way i cant handle it, i feel powerless against my emotions im wondering if i should just part ways with her?? i know it'll hurt like shit but eventually ill get over it right? 
it mostly happens when other people are involved, i just cant regulate my emotions and calm myself down without her and of course she can't always be there to help me so im seriously considering parting ways just apart of me feels like i wont be able to handle that either. i love her so much it hurts SO badly but i just want the pain to stop more than anything