Im a 24 year old female, and I've finally been correctly diagnosed. for years I have been on and off medications for depression, anxiety, and bi-polar. 

And the end of my interview, I was told I met 9 out of 9 criteria, and that the initial prognosis for improvement isn't great. Ive been having breakdowns everyday, I can't be around people anymore because now im so panicked that im going to mess something up. Im so scared im going to end up a bpd suicide statistic. 

I just want to know if it gets better. And what have you guys found to help with coping? He put me on Trintellix, and I have another meeting with him in two months. 

I don't want to end up alone, but thats all I ever am. 