i feel incredibly confused and worried about my growing problem as they only seem to become more convincing and terrifying and i think i might need to talk it through. they only last probably under a minute and are probably months in between but they are truly terrifying and they have gotten progressively worse. 

i know borderline can present psychotic like symptoms but was wanting to know if this sounds similar to any one of yous experiences or sounds like something else. i’m not asking for a diagnosis or anything lol i think i just need to talk it through to try and get a bit more closure 

i’m sorry if this isn’t the right place for this kind of support i just don’t know where to go for the time being. i have my first appointment at a psychiatrist in just over a month before anyone suggests it