So I posted about a month ago that I was diagnosed with BPD and I was trying to come to grips with it, and I was referred to a DBT group associated with our hospital here. 

I'm just frustrated again because I've been waiting and after finally getting a hold of them, I was able to make an intake appointment for today and they just cancelled on me and pushed me out until the end of October. They tried to push me out even further and I was just ready to give up on trying to get help. I had to go around the therapists receptionist and call the main number again to get another appointment...

I just feel like it shouldn't be this hard to get help. I am actually trying to get help and working hard to not give up again and I just keep running into these walls. It took me a month to actually get in and see someone and then another month to get this appointment, and I have to wait yet another month to actually get in... 
Another worry that I have is that since this is affiliated-ish with a hospital is that they state on their website that they can prescribe medications, and for some reason that is actually one of my biggest fears. 

I don't know, it all just sucks... I don't know if I should try and look at other dbt groups or not? Theres always been something about going to group that's been mildly terrifying and so I've just avoided anything that had to do with group therapy and tried to request not to be in group... Which they ignored, but thats par for the course I guess...

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TLDR: DBT apopintment was pushed out, and I'm frustrated and feeling rejected 
