Was late going in because the receptionist hadn't told her that I had arrived so the whole thing felt pretty rushed. Was only in there about 30 minutes. We talked about my daily mood swings (between anxious, depressed, anger), relationship troubles, general chronic boredom. She said I definitely had "borderline traits" but wouldn't really say it's a "full blown disorder" as I'm "high-functioning". She's given me Quetiapine (25mg twice a day) as she thinks it will help me "calm down" (generally anxiety was a big thing we mentioned". I mentioned that I'd heard DBT can help with BPD symptoms and she said it does but the "threshold" to get in to that kind of treatment is pretty high and that she'd seen someone worse than me a few weeks ago and they still said that she wasn't bad enough.  
  
So I don't really know where to go from here. I mentioned that I'd been on 2 different anti-depressants and done CBT and neither of them had helped, she says this new tablet should "calm me" but might make me more sleepy. I told her that I already have chronic tiredness no matter how much sleep I get but she still said to give it a try. I have a follow up appointment in 2 weeks. I'm disappointed that I don't have a diagnosis but can't say I'm surprised. I know a diagnosis isn't everything but for me, I find it really important... it's something I can show work and be like "YO! This is why I still need support"...