Back in 2019, I switched schools because of bad marks. The school i switched to, was right next to the one I went to earlier, sharing the same campus, just different buildings.   


I got severely depressed back in 2019 because, I felt like I have nobody, my old classmates didnt play with me anymore and I didnt make friends in my new class for around 6 months.   


I then had 3 friends in the class, that I played with alot on the computer. I thougt, they were great guys and I loved playing games with them.   


But after the years, after countless discussions and arguments, I found out what they really were like. I hated them, so i got into an depression again.   


Back in these days, I used to cry if stuff like that happens, if i had an argument with one of the guys and Id just cry afterwards because I know the following weeks would be hard without anybody.   


But today, still in the same class, I dont feel sad anymore, just pure anger that im trapped in this class. everyday in class I have the need to punch them, it doesnt matter if theres a teacher there or not. Its hard to resist. They make fun of me because of how i look everyday. I tell them its enough they dont listen. 2 of them wouldnt have  a chance against me if i would fought them. They dont take me seriously, so im thinking about punching them. im sure i will get in trouble for it but i just cant stand it anymore.