I can't help it and I don't blame her.

She tries to go to theraphy but she gets short and can't afford it. Instead she's has prescribed meds to take. And She's diagnosed with PTSD and presumably BPD.

ATM she tries to sleep in our place to rest from work. 

She came this morning to sleep, then we ate, did our normal routine. Then she told me she tried to OD and tried to made it funny by saying it just made her high during work. I asked her why she tried it (this is not her 1st attempt) , she told me her mood just dropped. 

When this happens I really don't know what to say or do. But I asked her if she and her girlfriend are ok (this usually happens when they are not.) She then told me they were.

I read her tweets later stating, she feels as if she's always in the wrong (hinting that maybe they had an argument again?) and also tweeted the way she OD'd. 

I always feel obligated to make things lighter whenever this happens. I just listen and just stay with her. I don't make advise or anything but every time I feel drained and powerless. I care for my friends really hard. 

I always try my best to listen but, I also am fragile, I also get depressed. My point is that I get easily affected by her depressive state. 

Like I feel like I can't do anything to cheer her up. I always remind myself I'm her friend that there's a limit on what i can do for her. 

This happened like a couple of times already and it's starting to affect me. I don't want this to affect our friendship but I just hope she gets her therapy next month and  has an improvement regarding this. 

I also hope that I can tell this to her because I reaaly like having healthy relationships with my friends.