I can't handle this. I'm in crisis mode. I am so hyperempathetic I can't stop shaking from knowing how many people are suffering right now. I know it will pass but I can't deal with this. I lost my job too and that's also bad. But I can't stop the feeling of impending doom. I'm scared my meds are gonna run out and they are the only things that keep me alive. I can't live without my meds. I know my crisis mode impacts my immune system and I'm trying but I'm scared to take my meds for running out.