The last time I was this manic was 11 years ago at 10 years old.  I had almost been hospitalized multiple times.  Recently my psychiatrist upped my dose of adderall to 20mg, and while I had been tolerating it very well since 5mg, apparently 20 is enough to induce this terrible mania.  
My meds are keeping me from being absolutely off the wall, I'm not impulse spending and not having delusions/hallucinations like I normally would.  That being said, I have slept 7 hours in two days and have been deep cleaning my house since Wednesday afternoon (posting this on a Friday).  I've also been screaming at everyone and overall I have been very hard to deal with.
I'm just so upset by this.  I actually was able to focus with my adderall up to 20 but now I'm just afraid that my psych is going to take me off of it and I'll go back to being mushy brain.  I can't continue being manic like this though, I've missed work because of this.  I just wish to be normal.