I haven’t had an official BPD diagnosis but I have majority of the symptoms. I don’t even know where to start with getting a diagnosis. I have the best boyfriend who helps me as much as he can through my bad periods which last weeks at a time but I feel guilty. I feel horrible for him putting himself through the constant turmoil I call my emotions and I don’t know what else to do. I’m scared he’s gonna find someone better. I’m constantly afraid of losing the only good thing in my life right now. What can I do to ease myself from feeling so scared he’s not going to be interested in me soon?