I feel empty inside. Alone and lonely. I feel mistreated and abused. Torn down and only good for sex. I love him so much but this cycle is killing me. I went a good minute without self harming but now my leg is cut up again. It's not helping. I still feel all this hurt inside. I still feel worthless. I'm dead to him keeps repeating in my head. I want to stop hurting. I rang to feel alive again. I want to feel his warm love again. I don't by feel real anymore.