They say "Love yourself", well I used to. I was a class topper, aced an important exam, multitalented.  
Now I just spend most of my time on my phone or computer, listening to music. I don't go out, don't engage in activities, barely have friends and stuff. I failed several subjects and have 1 year worth of unfinished homework. I'm no longer that creative anymore either.

My other friends are way ahead of me, living their best lives and I wish I can join in. Unfortunately I'm most probably a nobody in their eyes. I always say how much I hate myself, and seem to always present myself as inferior. And no one cares, and they always talk about their achievements, while I'm glad for them they seem to never acknowledge me. This is the best way I can describe it i guess