Ok I often get these "teenage" crushes on people, I don't know if its a byproduct of bpd needing acceptance and love.
I often manage it by distancing myself from that person.
However during covid times, my sister in law of similar age comes over to work and I am also working from home, my wife works out of the house.
In the day time we are alone with her 1 year old, but we end up having lunch together etc and we've really bonded over the last few months...
Now I find myself having these feelings and shes there 4 out 7 days a week... I cant seem to shake it, its not sexual at all, its just a butterfly in my stomach feeling and thinking about her more often..
What to do??
TL;DR spending alot of time with sister in law in my house as she comes to work here, and having butterflies in my stomach and thinking about her often.. what to do?