I hate this...

"go to the gym" man I am sleeping for like 14hours a day. I even nap when sitting in front of my pc. I lack motivation and energy. I will not hit the gym no matter how often you tell me too...

"socialice" yikes. Bad social life is one of my roots of depression. I hate doing it because I hate people. I hate their values and behaviour. And I am not like this since depression hit. I've been this since fucking 10 years old due to trauma..I won't.

"do stuff you love" I gave up on doing stuff I used to love. I simply don#t feel anything towards things I used to enjoy. There was a time where I have been sad about not being able to enjoy my stuff. Now I don't even bother anymore. I am done. Playing those keys on the piano doesn't give me anything and I am bored after like 5 minutes.

"eat healthy" 1) money 2) I have no appetite in anything + no motivation/energy anyways

The problem with depression is that it takes away your ability to do stuff you should do in order to ebat depression. Yeah..You can force yourself to do stuff even when depressed. But only if your depression starts to lift anyway. If you are in a severe phase there is NO WAY you can do all this stuff.