I’ve been thinking about this for a really long time and today i was just sitting here reading posts from people who suffer with not wanting to be here. I can’t do this, I can’t feel this way for YEARS. Working whatever minimum wage job feeling like a failure. I’m 17 and will be graduating in 4 months assuming i can force myself to do any work. After I walk the stage and see my family proud one last time I think I’m gonna end it. I just can’t