Before I say what I have to say, I’m 100% aware that I’m unreasonable and there is something wrong with me. 

Idk why but it bothers me to my core when guys that I’m interested in have had a crush on their female friend. I just get absolutely repulsed. I think it’s because I believe it’s weird/gross when guys don’t know how to have a platonic friendship or become friends with a girl just because they find them attractive and convince themselves that they want a “friend”, but at the same time I just have a lot of issues so idk. I’m not looking for validation with this post tho because I understand that having a crush on a friend is a common occurrence.