It’s so unfair of me to feel like I have a right to be upset by this when it doesn’t have any impact on me. I feel so guilty, crying about it makes me feel like I’m making it about myself when that’s not my intention at all. It’s all just making me feel really overwhelmed and I don’t know what to do. 

I didn’t know where else to post this, I thought at least someone here might understand the way I’m feeling. That feeling like someone is putting so much pressure on your chest you think your going to burst.