Two months have passed since spending an amazing time with my FP and now my FP and I barely speak. I just made it worse and worse to the point she couldn’t handle me. She pushed me away hard and I assume doesn’t care or think about me. 

Yet I cannot stop thinking about her…

And even though I need to stop communicating with her it’s hard not to. Then I send a message and getting barely anything in return and I don’t know how to feel. 

I really wish I could move on.