It's 1 a.m. and I literally feel so terrible. And it's mostly the feelings of being a complete failure, that has me messed up every single day. 
I was trying to connect with people today so that I could network for my career but even talking to people makes me want to throw up.
I haven't answer a very important LinkedIn message since this morning because I physically couldn't make myself type out a message.
I tried to tell my mum about it and she really didn't seem to care which made me more anxious.
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