Seriously I’m so fed up. It’s making me suicidal. They trick me into thinking they just wanna he friends &amp; then they just put so much pressure on you &amp; push you into having sex. If I say no they just fucking guilt trip me, try to manipulate me, play mind games. Punish me. I am so paranoid that I’m literally losing my mind. I feel like I might as well just give into them. We’re already abused people right, it’s like they can sense this in us without even having to tell them. They can sense we are vulnerable &amp; easy to manipulate, so they take advantage. I’m already a broken person anyway. What difference will it make to let them break me even more.