Like I said above, it's not an issue where the kitten is too attached to me, I am. I got her when she was about a month and a half and since my town was in lockdown and school was online I stayed at home with her. I have a big German shepherd too, that doesnt know how to play with a tiny kitten so she stays in my room for most of the day. I let her out only under mine or my parents supervision so we watch over her and the dogs behaviour in case. Either way, we did the impossible and a dog that was aggressive to other dogs and cats actually started to ignore the cat unless she starts to run. It's not a big issue but I still think she is too tiny to be alone with him, so she spends majority of her day in my room with me. 

I literally have a mindset of "this is my child" and I constantly entretain her during my day and take close care of her and we sleep together in the same bed. Eventually going into school or doing online became an option but I couldn't leave her alone. I've been having mental problems and she seemed to give me the closure I needed. I talk to her all the time and we have grow very co-dependended, where I take care of her and she distracts me. Eventually I would leave for school and leave her alone with my parents which would let her out to roam around the house and interact with the cat. Might I add when I leave to the bathroom she will meow and call for me until I come back. I will immediately go to her and calm her down and cuddle her and play. Her meowing will always make me go to her and knowing I'm at school or over somewhere else she is probably calling me I get really anxious and upset, I will try to get home as fast or leave social gatherings faster. I feel so guilty about leaving her alone and I constantly think about her. When I come home she runs to me as soon as I open the door and meows, I feel so guilty and apologise. I sound crazy, but this kitten literally helps me with all suicidal thoughts.

When I went to my boyfriends house overnight, I would eventually get really emotional and cry because I felt like a bad person leaving her alone. I want to be able to leave home normally without the worry what is she doing and is she safe or lonely. Is there absolutely anything I can do so that I stop being so anxious being away from her?