im 16 and dont see my life going past 20. i cant keep up with my school or put myself out there for a job. i dont see the point in living anyway, im just going to die in the end anyway so i dont see a point to any of this. i dont really know how to communicate these feelings verbally. ive been hoping my parents notice how depressed ive been but i dont think they really care that much anyway. i dont have anyone to talk to except a few online friends, and i would just feel like a burden if i said anything. my gf suffers from depression but i still feel like i cant talk to her about it without feeling like a bother.