I struggle with anxiety, depression, negative self talk and attachment issues. I am very anxiously attached to this friend (I see her as a sisterly figure that I never had since she is the kindest person I know). 

We recently reconnected after losing contact for years due to her depression. We spoke a few times and I told her how much I cared about her and that she can always count on me. She was also very supportive and offered her help when I told her about my issues. 

Recently, after she took days to respond to my texts, she apologized, said she was very busy, and that she would contact me later that day. She never got back to me.

It's been more than 2 weeks, I sent her some greetings twice already and never got a reply back. She reacts to my posts on social media, just never replies back to my messages. So I am panicking going back and forth with different scenarios. :(

• Is she relapsing? Is she going to dissapear again?

• Did I say something wrong in our last chats? (I'm pretty sure I didn't)

• Is she mad at me for reasons I don't know?

• Or maybe she just doesn't care.

• Or she might just still be busy. 

I want to think it's the latter, but my anxious mind always assumes the worst. I am currently in an anxiety/ depressive spiral for weeks already thinking that noone cares about me and I am all alone. Maybe triggered by this? But in any case it just makes the panicking worse. 

I don't want to send another message. Don't want to seem needy or annoying. Do you guys also experience this sometimes? How do you handle it?