right now i’m in my first year of university. i completely regret my major and feel like there’s so much more for me. but i dont know what i want. i just want to kill my self so i don’t have to think about my future. i’m never happy i feel like i never will be. i’m scared to say i regret my major because my family will be disappointed. what do i do. i’m so lonely i just want to kill myself. sorry this is hectic my thoughts are everywhere right now