My thoughts are so convoluted and my anxiety so high that I can't figure out what has been corrupted by my disease, and what is me working frkm wise mind and trying to make good decisions. How do I figure it out? Thinking about certain subjects puts me STRAIGHT in emotion mind so I don't know how to sort through and figure out what is actually me trying to make better decisions, and what is my anxiety screaming to cut things off for no reason. Follow uo questions welcome. I can't think straight.