No busses near me to make this work, can’t afford to Uber constantly. I dissociate so badly when driving it’s definitely not safe. Also I’ve been having a crazy amount of intrusive thoughts lately about driving straight into the guardrail or other cars on the highway. I’m at my lowest point in forever and I’m really afraid I might go through with it driving next time I get in my car. I’m supposed to work tomorrow morning and I can’t miss any more shifts. I hate when I get like this.