I only have two friends. And we’re basically a trio friend group for almost 10 years. One of them I’ve been kind of in rough waters and it seems like today they’re done being my friend. 

A part of me is okay with it because they’ve been pretty mean lately and I’m even scared to mess up around them. But another part is sad because they’ve been a close friend of mine for so long and we have this trio that will cause some sort of problem. 

I’ve just been crying in bed trying to accept that I can’t fix it and I’ll have no friends. Ive been in college for two years and haven’t made a single new friend and honestly I’m scared to make any new friends because I’m so sick and tired of drama and fights.  

Ive been up since 5am thinking nonstop and I can’t get myself to sleep and I know I won’t be able to eat.