Does anyone else relate to this? 

So one of my greatest sources of anxiety is making decisions.. When I’m presented with two perfectly fine options, I’m convinced that one of them must be the best or the “right”answer, but don’t want to take on the pressure and responsibility of choosing for fear of getting it wrong. This leads to me bothering my friends and family to basically make a decision for me due to lack of confidence. 

I recently tried to make adecisions on my own, but still asked multiple people for advice. It made me confused, and I honestly only heard what I wanted to hear and basically made up a narrative in my mind. I only just realized that I overthought it and made too many assumptions to the point where the option I chose was not the best fit for me and I regret it. 

I’m more sad than anything because I realize that I just didn’t know or believe in myself enough to pick the option that I thought would be a better fit and basically scared myself out of it. 


TL;DR I got so anxious about making the right or wrong decision and minimizing regret that I allowed anxiety to lead me to a decision I that regret anyways! 
Hindsight allowed me to see that I let fear and anxiety take over. At least I’m learning I guess?