My s/o (or fp but i can’t stand that term. it makes me feel awful.) is going on a short vacation tomorrow and isnt going to be able to call me or really talk to me until tuesday/wednesday, i want him to have fun of course but i’m also terrified he may forget about me or stop loving me? i’m scared he’s going to abandon me on the trip, but is that really rational thinking? i mean we’re okay right now i think i’m just worrying so harshly about it, he won’t be able to sleep on call with me tomorrow night either and i can’t stand not being with him or hearing him. :( i don’t want him to forget about me i’m terrified, but i don’t want to ruin his trip i have no idea what i’m gonna do while he’s gone i can barely function by myself, i couldn’t even bring myself to eat from the mere anxiety when he left before. please don’t forget about me or stop loving me i’m begging i’m so scared

edit: i’m gonna lose my shit i’m so scared what if he dies or something horrible happens to him and i can’t be there to protect him or hug him or anything i’m losing. my mind i’m gonna panic oh my hod