Hey

What’s up 

I’m fine 
No you’re not 

I wish you would just fucking stop 

So then just drop 
Dead 

I wish I could 
You wish you what 

Oh nothing
 
Yea I’m good
 
How’s your life
 
Perfectly fine 

Then why’d you think twice
 
Shut up 

Why’re you enrolled in therapy
 
So what 

Why’re you constantly scared of me 

So what 

Why’re you screaming so intensely 

So what 

She’s asking how you’re doing with me 
Oh good 

You lied

I know 

Why’re you so afraid of being honest 

I don’t know
 
Why’re you trying your hardest 

I dunno 

Why’re you acting like it matters when you know you could never hold a cake to her or him or them 
Stop! You’re going out on a limb 

Oh am I? 

Yes 

Remember in 1st grade, when you used to imagine leaving this place 

Yes 

Oh and how that escalated 
I know 

You started wanting to sink into pavement 

Until grade 5 when you saw it clearly 
You wanted to die and you started to miss me 
I never missed you

Oh so now you lie to yourself 
You know you like sinking into whatever I do 

Shut up 

I’m too loud to drown out 
Shut up 

I’m the thing you shout 
At 
God just leave me alone 

Oh but you wouldn’t like that because then you’d have no one

Why do you hurt me like this 
I protect you
 
That’s bullshit 

I do 

I stop you from being a fool and a slut 
I stopped you from trying too much 
From committing social suicide 

Oh yea but it’d be totally fine if I died 
No 

Just it’s easier that way 
You want rest don’t you 

You’re rotten
 
Well you’re insane

You caused it 

Hey I’m just a part of your brain