I know how it sounds.
I cant go anywhere public without people staring at me, literally. People literally stop what they're doing and just fucking stare at me as if they were looking at an idiot. I mean, I am one, but them staring in silence just makes me uncomfortable and anxious. One girl at least tried to hide it with her hand. Why are they doing this? I feel anxious everytime and that I did something wrong. They never say anything, they just stare at me, I dont have the confidence to ask why and its making me paranoid. Im almost crying everytime because of it. And why are they even doing this? Why do I have to be the only one they stare at? Is it my oversized hoodie and "baggy" pants? Is it my face that looks beaten up all the time? WHY DO THEY KEEP STARING WHY CANT I JUST BE TREATED LIKE A NORMAL PERSON FOR ONCE

IM PATHETIC TO THE POINT WHERE PEOPLE LITERALLY MAKE ME CRY AT NIGHT BY JUST STARING AT ME ALL THE TIME WHEN I JUST WANT TO BE TREATED LIKE A NORMAL PERSON FOR THE LOVE OF GOD PLEASE SOMEONE FUCKING HELP ME I CANT TAKE THIS SHIT ANYMORE IM PARANOID BECAUSE OF THEM ALL THE TIME AND THEY NEVER FUCKING TELL ME WHY THEY'RE STARING AT ME