As the title suggests, is anyone struggling to start medication? I’ve been trying everything I can to find something that makes a difference to me before I try medication, but I can’t seem to bring myself to take it.

I’m terrified of the side effects, sorry potential side effects, with part of my anxiety being a phobia of vomiting. 

I’ve had anxiety in differing intensities throughout my life from the age of 6 to now 26 and manages with CBT therapy, but the last 4 months have been hell for me - health anxiety, generalised anxiety, panic disorder and minor depression (likely due to be frustrated and feel like I’m never going to get better).