hey i dont know why i am so attached to my instagram account. i have an art account with 700 followers (only around 110 are active) and I've posted around 80 drawings and 6 of them got deleted :/
When they got reported and deleted, i had a breakdown. i had to skip an important exam because i thought i was going insane. i cried and burnt drawings, i deleted my second account and made my main account private.

im so so so terrified of it getting deleted. i really am. whenever instagram doesnt refresh or if instagram is down, i begin to panic. my heart starts to beat fast and i get sweaty and panicky. because i think my account got deleted. im so scared of this happening and idk what to do about this