I have these thoughts that other people want me to bless them but I don’t see their strengths or weaknesses. I’m not a good judge of character and was even backstabbed by an ex-BFF. Where the Crawdads Sing was a good movie. I wish people would respect my decision to not bless anyone... let society decide. That said, I want to do the right thing. I personally feel that you will never truly know everything about a person, and people like me who aren’t smart socially know even less. It’d be nice to get advice from my BFF but she stopped talking to me after moving to Vegas. She’s good with people. My birthday party is coming up this Thursday. My mom will be away for work soon. I feel like I need to find something to do outside to avoid making my dad angry. It’s a bit too comfortable in the new house and I don’t want to let that make me lazy/reclusive... I want to be worth something to my parents. Peer coaching hasn’t gotten back to me on a new client and I have nothing going on atm.