It’s almost like I have this unyielding desire to have a twin flame/platonic relationship with somebody, yet I want to be left alone.

I am annoyed easily. Ideation comes with grave disappointment. I’m honestly so aware of these traits, behaviours and thought patterns.

I feel like I genuinely need a FP but at a healthy distance. There is so much I need to say and tell somebody. I am tired of being in my own head.

My sexuality gets in the way of any good friendship with the opposite sex but I get so much satisfaction from it. Ugh help.