for the life of me, even if it’s a useful information i feel like i already know everything everyone ever gonna say so it’s just so boring to me when people, even psychiatrists and therapist, give advice. am i too ok with who i am? am i too close to the case so that i can’t see what’s actually wrong with me? been in this journey for 1 year now and got BPD diagnosed a week ago. i need some time to process probably but i’m also suicidal. i wanna scream at the world that i have something wrong with me and i wasn’t making it up! i live for the attention and when that flare dies so does every single emotion i’ve been mimicking…. welp that’s not where i thought i was headed but i guess hi yall (22F)