Hi, so I’m almost 22, I have been in long term relationships since I was about 15. I’d say I’ve had about 5 boyfriends in total that have been quite serious &amp; long term. At first with all the relationships I was head over heels for them, high sex drive for them, but after 6 months of being in a relationship, the sexual attraction to them just disappears and the thought of them hugging me or even kissing me makes me want to vomit. I love them and care for them (in a friendship) way, but I don’t find them sexually or romantically attractive whatsoever anymore. In one of the relationships I tried to force myself to put up with it to see if the issue would go away and my attraction would come back, but it never did, it got worse. Now, the memories of even being in them relationships make me feel ill and the thought of being in them relationships makes me feel uneasy. 4/5 of them were healthy normal relationships. This happens everytime I fall for someone. I am madly in love with them and then my emotions are almost switched off. All relationships ended with me not even feeling upset or affected. It’s so confusing, I don’t know what to do anymore. Should I just avoid relationships all together?