I hate when someone uses your mental illness as a term of abuse to make you feel ashamed. And usually, in my experience, it’s always the same people who preach about mental wellbeing. I did not choose to be mentally ill. Who would? I don’t enjoy being like this. I don’t enjoy wanting to end my life when I’m barely in my 20s. I don’t enjoy hating myself. I just wish people could be more understanding towards it instead of using it against you.