I (25f) had a fling with this guy D. Things ended badly because of my abusive ex. I have now because attached to D again but he started talking to me for a little bit and has now ghosted me. I am going made and really don’t know how to deal with what I am dealing with. I just cry all the time and hate myself. 
Turns out he has a new partner and was hiding talking to me so now it’s just awkward so I have blocked him to try to stop messaging him but it feels like a massive part of me is missing. I can’t stop the flash backs popping into my head. I can’t eat, I’m just miserable