I've always been nervous about 'getting in trouble' - I'm not sure I can even put words to it exactly.  As a kid it made sense, I had super strict parents, but it's followed me into my adult life.  Like at work, I'm always anxious I'm going to get 'in trouble'.  

And when I self talk that it doesn't even make sense - like who gives a fuck?  Losing my job would suck but I've never lost a job and my boss says I'm doing well.  And yet I find myself always looking over my shoulder and feeling guilt and anxiety building if anything is going wrong or if I slack off a bit after getting work done.

I wish I could shake the tendency but I just can't seem to.  Anyone else feel this?