I am a male, 33 y/o former grad student with 235k+ student debt
I am the youngest of 7 siblings.
My personal savings (35k) somehow disappeared.  Had a joint acct with my mom.  Claims I spent my savings.
My family has pretty much abandoned me.
My dad is present but basically absent (disabled / medically handicaped).
Both parents are 70+
My family considers me a bum and lost cause.
One of my brothers died last year from an overdose.  I found him.

My life is so fucked up.  Im basically crying alone trying to find a way out of this hell hole.  Its hard to be hopeful when theres nothing to be passionate about.  My family basically discarded me when I quit school due to mental health issues.  I kind of understand it I guess but didnt expect them to be so cold.  They tell me to man up and call me a sissy when I ask for help.

I lost all my friends years ago.  Its basically impossible to have a social life while in poverty.  Im living on a basic subsistence level (cant apply for disability).