hey, (16m) here, i just want to vent a little, i have struggled with mental health since i was around 5, when i got diagnosed with depression it manageable until the time i was 10 which was when everything went downhill, right after 12th birthday i was hospitalized for the first time after a SA, and since then i have been hospitalized 17 times and in a RTC too, and every time i go i get a different diagnosis and i don’t know what to believe anymore, i write it down in my notes app whenever i get a new diagnosis. i have no idea what kind of therapy i should be receiving, what meds i should be on, what stuff i should really be working on/focusing on, etc. and i’ve been diagnosed with stuff a 16 year old should’ve never been diagnosed with, especially one that overthinks everything. 

Here’s the beautiful list 🥰

Generalized anxiety disorder
Social anxiety disorder 
Panic disorder 
Bipolar I Disorder  
ADHD
ODD
DMDD
Major depressive disorder
PTSD
Tobacco use disorder
Alcohol use disorder 
Unspecified eating disorder 
Schizoaffective disorder 
intermittent explosive disorder
borderline personality disorder