like ok I wasn’t a planned pregnancy at all so in that sense of course I don’t feel like it but just in general I feel like a mistake of a human, like I was never meant to exist? i don’t know how to explain it good but it’s like the universe knows I’m not supposed to be here so it does all these things to try to make me leave. im depressed, have like 3 friends, don’t think anyone actually likes me, am broke, ugly, etc etc and it all makes me want to die... I shouldn’t be here, I’m wasting space