I've tried so many times invested so much time into people that end up being flaky or assholes or creepy or else they just want to text,  I only do voice calls cause I struggle with texting.  I've spent years trying to find decent platonic friends and I'm here 33 years old with nothing.  I'm feeling like I'm slipping back into my ongoing depression cause that's the one thing I think I really need is friends. It's the only distraction from it that keeps my mental health more level.  I would have thought there would be others out there just like me that are struggling with no connections and that want to have genuine friendships, I guess I was wrong