i've had no motivation to do whatsoever from work to even just getting out.. most of my time i have left in the day that i could (or should) use to get work done, i would just sit in my bed and sleep. I've been behind a lot of my work and even when my brain fully knows the consequences of not catching up with work/ even wants to do them, it's just like another part of me shuts down and at one point, i just become unbothered by all the consequences ik i do actually care about. 

i just seem incapable of caring about the things that i know i care and matter to me... does that even make sense?  I've just been so drowsy and sluggish in the past weeks to  fully unpack this, but the possibility of mental health issues crossed my mind, and i suddenly feel scared about what i may be getting into. will I be okay? I guess I'm just seeking some comfort and reassurance that I'm not the only one to have felt this sometime in life..