When you’re single, unhappy with your current life trajectory, and generally depressed the holidays suck asshole. I feel so pessimistic about life in general I don’t have a GF and I’m just living life everyday with my head down cause nothings happening. 

From my experience it feels like you meet more people that waste your time then are worth it. The last woman I dated was/is someone I work with and it didn’t end great, she makes it uncomfortable at work to say the least now. I just wish I’d meet a woman that could be my lady. I wanna be able to travel and go places get dinner…do something.  

Idk what to do with my life right now I feel lost. I did the dating app thing for awhile and it always ends the same where I don’t like the person, it’s just too inorganic meeting people like that and there’s no taking it slow. I’ve done MeetMe as well to get friends but there’s too many DL guys on there that are literally looking to meet up for sex. This is my future…