I guess I can say my sadness is unexplainable however sometimes it starts from a little thing that happened and then my mind spirals and then I cry and get all sad. I don’t have any friends or anyone in my family to trust. I’ve been in survival mode for a long time and I’m in a relationship but don’t fully trust him either due to previous problems. On my way to work today I didn’t drive with any music and then started crying. Idk why I’m just sad. Christmas isn’t the same. My family is all over the place and I just really have no one.