Every day and morning I wake up to my abuser, she yells at me in the crack me of dawn to wake up or she wakes up at 4am to violently slam my verything around to wake me up, when I do she just yells at me about how I’m worthless and she can’t wait for me to die and calls me a shitty parent all while I just literally woke up to her bullshit. I help take care of the kids I clean more than she does and I end up having to do her homework for her school or I run the risk of being verbally abused the moment she walks in. Some mornings I will be hit awake and screamed at, or she will take my phone and find anything to get upset at me for, blow it up to be where I’m “cheating” on her and she proceeds to throw my phone straight to the floor screen first as hard as she can. She states multiple times a day she wants to kill me or hire someone to kill me so everyone can see how “worthless” I am. She will try to turn around on her statements when I start to major psychological breakdowns and she tries to apologize and bring me back to say she doesn’t mean to be like this. I just don’t know what to do, she has me giving her my whole check pretty much now for rent. She chose an expensive place and said I have to pay 50/50 which would normally be fine if I didn’t let her live rent free for a whole year but I digress I suppose. I just don’t know what to do or where to go we have a son together, and the last thing I want is for her to take him away