This guy has been paying me an inappropriate amount of attention at work and it’s really been making me uncomfortable at work. I was so nervous and conflicted about reporting it. I try to love and be kind to people in the traditional love one another sort of way and I do believe most people have goodness in them and I’m sure this person does too but I can’t help but hate him for this. It’s taken an act of god to get myself back to in person life and I’ve been progressing. But he’s added this extra level of discomfort and anxiety to the already anxiety inducing act of going to work. I hate him for making me have to have an uncomfortable conversation tomorrow with some HR lady I don’t know. I hate him for this. Someday I won’t hate him- once this is in the past and I’m not so anxious but rn I’m filled with anxiety that he has caused and all I can see is that. Please send prayers, good vibes, whatever you believe in for me.