And let me tell y’all, it’s refreshing to not put all my hopes and dreams into one person.

The pressure is off. 

Being single sucks. But now I’m redirecting all my energy towards myself and my friends and family. But with so many people I can’t hyperfixate. 

One day after I’m further along in my healing, maybe I’ll reach out to him. But I’ve hurt him and he’s hurt me too much for either of us to heal and move forward together. 

I see a light. Every day is a lot lately but I know I’m working towards greatness.