I have autism and ADHD and i just want to fucking die. this world isn’t built for me and noone irl will ever FUCKING understand me. I will always seem like a weirdo to other people. i need more time to do everything but everything is just too fast. i don’t have a job. I dropped out of high school. I don’t have ANY friends. My life is so fucking lonely and miserable . It will forever be. And the thing is it will never be okay. I actually find it very offensive when i tell someone about my hardships and they go “ Everythings gonna be okay” NO?? My brain will forever be chemically fucked up. I will always have autism and i just wanna be normal for one day but its not possible. I will always see the world a different way....

Im tired okay. I just wanna be gone. I hate feeling anything anymore :(  Just need someone to like hug me while i go but obviously noone would do that so sadly i will have to die alone too. Im done