My biggest source of anxiety comes from work. I've had a range of different types of jobs but every single one has brought me anxiety. I don't know how I'm going to live like this. Every day my chest hurts and I'm nauseous and I don't sleep because that makes the next day come faster. I'm zoning out all the time and can't put anything into words.

I feel like a failure. I want to do something I love and I couldn't even come close to knowing what that would be.

Fuck the "real world", I'm so sad every day, I'm exhausted from simply being alive.