this sounds so pathetic but i met this guy at a club who i really liked in a friend way and we hung out for maybe 12 hours and we were really vibing but once we said our goodbyes thats when it all started crumbling.

basically i texted him on insta and tried to keep that friendship alive but he didnt seem invested anymore... it was very one sided and it got to the point where i just started getting scared and started asking if he doesnt like me anymore or if i am annoying and i am pretty sure thats what annoyed him because he said i shouldnt care that much about what he thinks of me... but like i couldnt help it because the whole conversation just seemed different and i am scared that i lost this friendship... how did i get attached to someone that fast? i dont have many friends so if i feel like i am having a good time with someone i get so happy and attached but it always never ends well and now i am just so depressed because i just want to have a friendship that lasts :(

i really want to be friends with people who want to be friends with me as much as i do with them, is that so much to ask for?

how can i move past these situations and not just stop socialising or being scared of people for a while after someone doesnt wanna be friends with me