Hi, I don't know if this is the right sub for this. I have a girlfriend, well I hope I still have. She has  bipolar affective disorder. She broke up with me yesterday. It was paceful. It was because I harmed her very much a few years ago. We broke up because of that already 2 months ago. This teached me that I didn't care for her. I asked if she wanted to come back and she agreed. From then I cared for her as much as I could, she is everything to me. I started reading a book on how to help people with bipolar. I really was hoping that with what i learned we could be together, love eachother and that we, together, can fight it. Until yesterday. She told me that she forgived me those mistakes but she's afraid that I'll do them again. Right now we are on a trip with our two friends wich we planned before we broke up. We are supposed to go home the day after tomorrow. I think I'll try to talk to her and ask her not to break up. I wouldn't be able to harm her again like this, I really learned a lot, we've been 3 years together. She just has to trust me that I will not f\*ck up again but  I don't know how to prove it to her. Sorry for my english, it's not my main language. I really love that girl, she loves me too, she told me that. If not the mistakes I made we'd be together now. Sorry if this is gibberish but I don't knon what to do.