My family actually listened to me today and I finally got to talk about the hellish situation I went through with this girl. I. Actually. Feel. Better. About. It. I didn't think it was possible. It happened after I finally just broke down and started sobbing in front of my dad (I've never done this). Kinda reminded me of the end of inside out (which was a fuckin brilliant movie)

I also finally got the motivation to do something about my situation. I think I might actually be able to move on. 