I always, everyday ask him about myself and that pissed him off. I feel him, it its annoying, I regret doing that though, although I'd still have done it if I got the chance.

However, it's been since friday, he didn't talk to me. I apologized to him two days after, but clearly it's not even read. He did block me on whatsapp but kept me on instagram and steam (software for video games community), and still watches my stories and all that. 

I am confused, and in panic. He told me to give him a rest of my drama, because it has been a month of that drama that I made. I am so scared that he'll never get back. He's being so gray for me, I don't like it. He's not bad and doesn't hate me (which is why he didn't block me at all?) and he doesn't want to talk to me. I want to settle it up, either live happy and know that I have a promising life or I don't know what my reaction will be if he never talks to me.

Can you read that? What's the most rational thing to do, because my mind is being so irrational right now, and I am in pain.