Well, I’ll be sleeping in my car tonight as I’ve been locked out of my sisters apartment. This happens to me with everyone I live with- first my mom (7x), grandma, cousin and now my sister. 

I am not a bad person like you’re thinking “how can no one bare to be around this person?” It’s just they just don’t know how to handle my mental illnesses. For years and years I’ve been an up and down roller coaster of emotions. I’m sure that my outbursts have traumatized everyone in my family to the point they can’t deal with me anymore. I understand. 

So I think this will be my last post for a while. I’m going to check into a mental health facility. 

See you later.