I talked with my therapist he said im in depression i know that already i just dont have willingness to continue to do something i have to push myself everyday i feel like im failing im gonna be big failure and cannot get out of this country like all others and if i cant get out ik gonna work montly just for 200$ which is slavery all these people are slave of this country its so sad situation but i havento save myself or not i dont want to live this life awfully