I’m almost 32 and I feel 22. Seem like I never make progress. Too embarrassed about being around people my own age bc I have nothing in common with them, embarrassed to be around younger people bc they have their shit together so much more than me. I don’t belong anywhere and just want to disappear. Do not remember the last time I felt happy. I have a bf but no friends or family and just feel extremely alone, what’s the point to life when barely anyone knows you exist? People say things get better if you just try but I’m too scared to even try bc I know I’ll fail. I just feel cursed.