Like the title says my boyfriend / FP  of 8 almost 9 years is still in love with his ex. I found out through one of his posts on here about a month ago. I'm not okay it seems like I'm healing from everything besides this. I don't know what to do. I just have this overwhelming hurt and pain inside of me. It feels like my heart has been ripped out and stomped on. I know she was his first love but it still hurts so fucking bad. I hate feeling like he would rather be with her.