Hi guys, I'm currently waiting for my gf (possible ex) in front of her house, this week I suspended my anti depressant treatment cause my doctor said so.
I warned her about BPD and shit, i warned her about the treatment and how I was going to be a little bitchy this week, she said no problem and that she took ssri in the past and knows what that means.
In these days she seemed uninterested (99% my paranoia) and I didn't want to bother her, so I was pretty distant, this morning she said to me I was too distant and bitchy and she wants to break up, without even discussing it.
I hope that she doesn't mean any of this, otherwise I will be pretty delusional.
Sorry for the quick story but I need to tell someone.
Have a nice day.