idk if this is BPD but does anyone else like want their FP around when they’re not there and crave their touch and want to be with them but as soon as youre with them you feel annoyed and want to be alone ?? is this a part of splitting?! like i’m texting my bf right now and i’m looking forward to seeing him and the idea of cuddling sounds wonderful but i feel like as soon as we’re together i’ll be annoyed and wanna be alone