Was in the city a few hours

Came back

Wish i have stayed.

My mother is more relaxed Sunday's from church. 

But she's to dumb to be alive. Now she's acting like she will become paralized "from so much work" like does she realized how offeding and just wrong that is.


She does it to blame me for not helping around. Guilt trip or something.

Tbh, i used to help but since "i do it wrong" i stopped bothering to even try. 


She believes in god. I guess god will give her what she wishes and overall she just gives me the creeps 

Shes like a judgmental, ugly and kinda robust person. I don't associate 

 it's just bad vibes