I’m an alcoholic borderline with close to 8 months sober, and one of my best friends and I have been sort of moving towards dating for a while now. We slept together for a few weeks in January, but I ended it because I didn’t feel like it was super healthy for me at the time. I still really like him and he really likes me but I’m absolutely terrified to date him, just because I’m scared I’m gonna blow it all up, and then I’m gonna lose his friendship which is so so important to me. I appreciate him and care about him so much, and I could really just use some advice here. 