Because that's what I literally did. He's the type of guy who is a little bit awkward whenever he's with me but I don't really care about awkwardness but when it comes to serious stuff, he just have nothing to say, which makes me feel guilty for telling him in the first place. I know that some don't know what to react or say but still switching the subject makes me feel like I shouldn't have said it or something like that and I have no one to talk to other than him.