I’ve recently decided I’m finally going to get my shit together. I’m not sure if it’s just me being temporarily motivated but I want to try. I can’t keep blowing up like this, I’ve dodged so many bullets but I can’t keep going like this forever. There’s going to be a time where I don’t end up so lucky.

I’m just not sure how to go about getting help.
I’ve had mental health concerns for a long while, but I kind of repressed all that because I didn’t think I had enough problems and I was just being a pussy. 
I’m just not sure where to go or who to talk to or what to do.  Any tips would be appreciated. 