I used to have goals and a decent social life then I started dating a terrible person I should've known things where not end well but I stayed with the guy in those 3 years I was with him he traumatized me and hurt me in everyway possible. I'm trying to heal from it but it's so hard. I try to move on but he always convinces me to come back and then treats me like shit. At this point his insults have gotten to my head. Everytime he insulted me and told me I'm worthless and everything he said. It's all stuck in my head and I just hate myself now.