im auctually just alone i have barley any real friends i have one person who cares who also has his own life i really dont want to ruin his mood/day i just realised im so fucking alone i have noone to talk to, idk what im looking for now, im bad at achedemics, sports, gk, everything im really questioning about my own future or if i am ready for it, i want to go for tutions but me, who hasn't written a genuine exam in the past 3 years or touched a book is so clueless and im scared im just scared of math i dont know how im able to pass my exams peobably lucky and my friends help me cheat, and anyways even if any of my friends read this ill probably get clowned as my mental health is a joke.