I’m tired. Exhausted even. Just when things may seem to be better they just get worse. Am I not enough? Does anyone even care? I’m tired of not feeling wanted. The darkness just continues to take over. I am no ones first choice. No one seems to care enough. I can’t breathe, I’m suffocating in this darkness that presses down on me &amp; I can’t help it. It’s just taking over. I want out. I’m not selfish but what am I enduring all this for. I can’t just close my eyes &amp; sleep because it’s a different tired. I can’t just wake up &amp; things be okay. Im tired &amp; want to disappear into an abyss to get away. It’s dark in here. There is no light at the end of the tunnel just more disappointment &amp; failed hope to be better. I want out.