All my friends are earning insanely good wages, doing what they love, finishing diplomas left and right, hell, one of them didn't evne recieve his MA diploma yet, and he already had a job interview, where *They* invited *HIM*!

Meanwhile, I struggle to somehow just finish my BA training, and tbh... seeing how behin I am of everyone else... I'm kinda just giving up. I don't care anymore. I'm waaaay below average and I'll never catch up, so why bother? I'll somehow vomit up somethingto give me a diploma, pay back my tuition fee and try not to kill myself from depression.