I’ve known one bff for 8 years and the other for 5 years, they’ve met but don’t really know each other. Turns out they got on super super well at the festival and left me out of the loop. I keep getting thoughts in my head about them texting each other, meeting up and not inviting me and me basically being replaced. I don’t want to talk to them or see them ever again and I now remember why I don’t like making fucking friends because being abandoned is more painful than being alone.