
1. The near murderous rage I felt when people rejected me in some way.

2. My extreme obsessions with people I liked.

3. My tendency to shut down when I felt under attack by people. Or feeling resentment at someone for egnoring me.

4. The extreme hatred I'd feel for myself at times.

This is an extremely painful condition, especially along side my disability, but at least knowing I'm not the only one helps me sleep better at knight.