It feels like nobody takes me seriously. I try so hard to be this patient and understanding person, so much so that I end up compromising my own comfort for others' comfort. and yet everytime I ask someone to do something, they don't see the urgency or importance to do it. when I communicate how I feel, I end up having to apologise for it. People find it real easy to hide things from me and that always makes me feel like I'm this evil monster that nobody truly feels safe around. I guess I'm just tired, tired of giving people 200 second chances, tired of feeling like this, tired of speaking...