It must be annoying to be my friend, employer, fellow employee, or anyone else who needs to contact me. I am scared to death of receiving bad news (from people bring angry at me, plans not working out, or more responsibility being added to my plate) that I just out right avoid any news all together. Im really scared that the government is going to come after me for incorrect taxes, breaking laws (which I have unbeknownst broken), ect. So i just avoid any and all things that they could contact me through... i dont even like doorbells. This has damaged my GPA because I don't even look at my school website so I miss homework and even tests. 

I guess I'm just paranoid... feels like the end is always drawing near and I'd rather not see it hit me, but it hits me regardless and it's impact is worse because I dint see it coming, but because it hit me it reaffirms that bad news is coming and the cycle continues.