For the past month it’s been nothing but one after another. My father went off on me and basically told me he wishes I was aborted &amp; resents me. Said my niece whose on 2, he doesn’t give a fuck about her. My mom basically sided with him &amp; said she supports all he said.

Then I had to deal with the girl who physically assaulted me, lied to police about me on a separate occasion (said her dope pipe in her truck was mine when she got pulled over), &amp; told me she allowed her minor daughter to blackmail men for money… came around my house looking for me to help her. I didn’t answer the door &amp; it caused a fight with my boyfriend because he has been working with the girls boyfriend.

My boyfriend hasn’t been home in a week since he’s remodeling his moms house an hour away &amp; I’m not welcomed there. He talks to me on text sometimes, doesn’t like to answer the phone. 

I got 2 piglets last Saturday &amp; both of them somehow escaped my pen &amp; were killed overnight.. their carcasses were laying in my front yard. 

Two nights ago my truck ran out of gas &amp; battery died before I could start it back when I put a gallon in from the can I had in the truck. It took 4 hours to get help. Literally 60 cars went by me &amp; never offered to help.

So for the past week I’ve been pretty much in bed all day, with my dogs. 8 went 3 days without talking to anyone &amp; nobody tried calling me. I feel like if I just disappeared today, nobody would notice or care. I miss having humans to talk to.. I just want a conversation without having to force someone to answer the phone.