Hi! i told my doctor i stopped taking Lexapro because of some side effects. But My doctor wants me to keep taking Lexapro till they can talk to a psycologist tomorrow about the medication but i won't have a reply till possibly Friday on what their plan is. 

I've told them twice i don't want to take it but their response is the same. 

I stopped taking it two days ago because i found out it was the reason why i was feeling like a emotionless zombie. I couldn't focus or think at all and I'm already feeling so much better off that stuff. 

I've been taking it for 7 months, i thought i was going insane and never thought the medicine was the problem. Thought it was my ADHD getting worse. 

Since they want me to keep taking it i don't know what to do. It feels horrible and I'm scared to death on that horrible feeling it gives me. I don't want to. 

Would it be safe if i stoped taking it? I take 20MG. Or just any advice i would appreciate. 

(The dang medicine was so strong on its ability to remove my emotions and focus, Adderall had no effect on me. Though it's still doesn't help but I'll still give it more time since it's only been 2 days off the medication)