Don’t get me wrong I get extremely emotional often, I am really empathetic, I can sort of sense how someone feels or why they are behaving a specific way but at the same time I’m detached. I’ve been to a funeral few weeks ago. I couldn’t cry at all even if there were people that knew the person (a good person) way less than me crying their eyes off. When my friends are having an hard time I do my best to comfort them but I don’t feel bad, I almost feel like laughing and I hate it because it’s really disrespectful especially after they help me a lot during my highly emotional breakdowns. During which I feel extreme emotional pain, grief, anger and sadness but almost only directed towards me.