Hi, I've been taking medication (fluoxetine) since last year for anxiety. It worked really well except I had no energy or motivation to do any work. My doc got me started on Ritalin and it brought my motivation back.

Starting December, I started having bouts of depressive moods. I don't understand it: I know that I have no reason to be depressed, yet I feel it. It's like there's a disconnect between my logic and emotions. And it's getting worse.

This is where I'm at today, I wouldn't mind dying but I'm not actively suicidal.