Over the last two years, I have developed intrusive thoughts. At first they were fine, not too serious and very manageable. However, in the last 6 months they have been near unbearable. I've had thoughts of me being horrible and harming the people I love the most of all. I feel like I'm being bloody tortured with my own mind. I've tried to keep saying to myself this isn't me, but I constantly get frustrated and cry whenever I think these things. I don't trust myself with other peoples belongings because I'm worried that I would destroy them on purpose even though I wouldn't. I'm beginning to recluse to my bedroom and I don't want to interact with anyone anymore except from my very close family. I'm even too scared to go down and say hello to family friends or other relatives because of my anxiety and depression. I know I'm not evil but these thoughts are and I want to get rid of them as soon as I can because they're making life A F\*\*CKING MISERY!!! Anyway, cheers guys have a great day.