Like if you end up shouting and calling them a disgrace, saying it's bullsh*t, saying how can they sleep at night etc after they triggered your trauma multiple times causing you hellish emotional flashbacks that felt like torture? So bad it caused nose bleeds and feeling like shellshock with extremely loud tinnitus and head tension.

Then they take zero responsibility whatsoever and you're made to feel 100% responsible for everything due to your reaction, which makes you doubt your perception of events/reality, triggering you even more and causing emotional flashbacks and dissociation.

Have yous ever been in a similar position to this and how did you get over the feeling of intense shame and guilt, and doubting your sanity and perception.

Can someone give advice to this situation please? Thanks.