I'm suffering anxiety and my SSRIs finally started working, I feel normal again and able to keep up with my daily tasks. Except one thing, I really cannot push myself into stuff I love doing. I draw, and I'm also pursuing masters degree at Academy of Fine arts. Drawing is a must for me and also my biggest passion. But ever since my panic disorder and anxiety kicked in, I've been avoiding it to the point I cannot even be in the same room as my working tech (I'm a digital artist). I push myself everyday, but only after couple of minutes drawing something I'd otherwise enjoy, I start getting nauseous and my heart is going crazy. At this point I'm literally doing everything else beside that, I read, clean, and interact with friends and my partner, but cannot get myself to engage with my real passion. Does anyone has thoughs on that? :)