I'm in the worst point of my life. I'm having anxiety, I'm accelerated, I'm sad, I'm tired of fighting, I'm having rage attacks in which I punch the walls and scratch myself until I bleed. It's something I can't stand. I'm medicated at the point where I'm like living high. Life is really hard for me. My stupid friends say that I don't do anything to get out of my depression but they don't even know how fucking hard it is to struggle with this. I'm tired. I want to die