Lately I’ve been really obsessed with my weight and I always feel guilty if I eat something bad. So to help ease the guilt, I purged today. I had the rest of some cake and immediately regretted it, and made myself vomit to back up and I had a feeling like I could get used to doing this. I need someone to talk me down and tell me it’s not a good idea. I don’t wanna start purging even though it makes me feel better.