I'm tired of being me. I'm just tired. I don't want to exist like this. I am just feeling so numb to everything right now. My life. My relationship with my husband. My kids. I just feel.. Numb. Does anyone else ever get like this? I want to go out. Enjoy myself. But I have no one to go with. I just want to be free of crap. I don't want my mind to think. I just want to feel love and support and cared and considered. I want to come first to someone, namely my husband.