I don't know if this is a BPD thing but I am curious if maybe it is. Does anyone else not take teasing from friends that well? Where I work, me and a few coworkers roast and tease each other but I don't like it. I just tend to mirror people's personalities and mimic my social environments. The things they say hurt and I take them personally, but I don't know if they see it as personal. I can't tell though, like what if I'm being bullied and not receiving just friendly teasing? What if they actually just really hate me? What if they're laughing at me, not with me? It hurts so much and I get paranoid ideation from it. My manager is really supportive and fun but is one of the people who teases and I want to tell him that I don't take it well right now by text or call because the anxiety and depression is too hard to deal with but I also feel like it would be best to wait until I work again to address how I feel instead.  It just hurts so bad. I want to explain to him how I work psychologically and clear up any misunderstandings because I feel like the fake personality I put on to mimic my work environment might create misunderstandings.