Before anyone says that I shouldn’t say that hear me out first. I’m 18 and my whole life I’ve felt like I’ve been in prison. I can never go out and hang out with my friends even now. I don’t smoke,drink, date yet my mom treats me like the second I go out I’ll do something bad. My relationship with her is the worst. Constant name calling, i can never talk to her without it starting an argument, and every time I’m around her my mood instantly drops because there’s always something that I’m doing wrong. I still love her in a way cuz she’s my mom she gave me life and whatnot, but I’ve been depressed for so many years and she’s done nothing to help. She’s even told me to “go deeper” (I had cut myself) and that she doesn’t love me. I can never be myself around her, I can’t talk to her. I’m envious of other peoples relationships with their mom’s. It sucks seeing other people laugh and talk and be happy with their moms. I don’t know what to do anymore. Life with her just feels like a constant battle that I’m losing.