Just venting. I'm probably just an attention seeker but I don't fucking care.

I still feel suicidal. I got sent in a ward and got taken away. And now I live with a lady and her daugther.

It feels weird. Shit sucks. But I have no other choice than to stay alive. For others.

I have no reasons to stay alive, I don't want to either. But I have to stay because people will be sad abd effect.

I live for others. To protect them, but I've already hurt them when I was alive.

I'm just existing at this point. Trying to be normal and happy.

I'm going to try my best to just be more positive and happy. I guess.