Whenever I'm dating someone, I fall in love so hard that I want to be with them **forever.**  I want our love to be so big that they'll never leave me, that years will pass and we'll stay in love, and we'll get married someday and live together and grow old.

This is like, my biggest dream. 

My boyfriend and I are doing great, we have plans to move in together next year, and we both hope to be together for very long.

But even so, even the smallest suggestion that *he might leave at some point* is enough to upset me very much!! 

I know that it's dumb to be this way, and I should enjoy the moment rather than worrying about the future, but I really can't help it, I love him too much, I don't want it to end. 

Is anyone else like this??