The thought of going back to working in retail makes me feel paralyzed. I’ve been out of work for some time now and I’m really struggling to find a medication that works for me, and I have a lot of guilt due to not being able to just go out and get a fucking job. I don’t know how people just go out into the world and not feel sick to their stomach and go to bed feeling dread about having to wake up the next morning. 

However, I really do want to try. I’m hoping to finally get my license. It’ll open up my work options and I’m considering maybe giving a janitorial job, probably at a hospital, a try. I don’t mind cleaning and I’ve heard it can be quiet work. Do you guys think it could be a good option for someone with anxiety?