My therapist says she believes I have BPD tendencies but not BPD itself. I don’t know what to do because I feel like I won’t get the proper treatment if I’m not diagnosed. My bf that I’ve only been dating for a month is threatening to break up with me and all I can imagine is me slitting my wrists and laying out in our living room until he finds me. I’m not even actively suicidal right now and I’ve never self harmed, I just need him to care.