This is a repost from a few months ago but I find myself needing more support at this time as I am back active in my addiction after nearly 100 days clean. This shit fucking sucks. 

Can anyone relate?

Hi everyone. Severely struggling borderline here with a co occurring addiction (drug of choice is cocaine). I just wanted to see if anyone else out there struggles with BPD as well as addiction and feels like a lot of their borderline symptoms enable relapses? I am a chronic relapser and really feel like this is a huge reason why. It’s so frustrating and so painful.