I’m so exhausted. I just want to be done. I want to clock out and leave. I don’t want to die, but I want to disappear. I just don’t want to be here. I like being alive but I hate living. I hate that I can’t enjoy 10 minutes of my life without feeling this pit in my stomach and this ache in my heart. I’m so done. I just want to sleep. I can’t live like this anymore. I’ve lost everything that makes me, me. I’ve lost my spark and everything I’ve enjoyed about my self. I’ve lost who I am. I’m living inside my head while the rest of me lives on auto pilot. I just can’t take this anymore. I just need to make this feeling of a blackhole in my stomach to go away.