I thought that i would do better in live, but i dont. There was a girl that i loved more than anything, so told her how i feel and now im felling like im in this dark place again. The persons that i know allways told me that im "to sesiticve" and maybe i am but still, i feel like im getting back to this point where i have sucidal thoughts and drink alkohol all day. I just allways here "get over it" but i can't, i just can't do it. I don't want to die because i know if i would do it i would never see her again. Im digonsosed with depression for 2 years or so and i really thought that it would get better but since 1 week when she friendzoned me, im not so sure anymore. I know what you think, "its just some girl, let her go you idiot. There are plenty of other girls" but it fuckes me line shit anyways