
People always say working is repeating days and days of boring work and I look back to what I am doing everyday , I don’t see slightest joy in what I am doing everyday at all.
Heck, maybe worse because putting effort in work gets paid even if you sucked(as long as not getting fired) but if u aren’t good enough in college ,it’s all in vain.
Looking back my hs is no big difference  , work my ass off only to fail miserably while watching others succeed.