Basically, I need to choose whether to live in student housing or not ASAP (like today), and I'm not sure what to do. I keep switching between choices. Sorry for kind of posting about this situation twice, but it's really stressing me out.

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My friend and I signed up for a double bedroom in a 4-person student apartment, but they decided to go to a different college to save money, so I'll be put with a random person instead of my friend. This freaks me out, and since it's so late, I won't really have much choice in who my roommate is.

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I'm really afraid of being put in a room with an extrovert who hates me or finds me annoying/someone who's messy/someone who invites their friends into our shared room a lot. If I don't end up getting along with this random person who I'll be extremely scared of at first, I'll have no safe place in the apartment. There are so many people in the apartment that I won't know what to do. My germaphobia also makes things complicated because I'm afraid they'll be gross or do things like have sex on my bed when I'm not there (I know that's random, but that's a thing I've heard of before). I also don't go out much because of my anxiety which is embarrassing, and my roommate will definitely notice that something is off about me immediately. I basically shut down around new people.

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I was only really okay with the double bedroom because my roommate was my friend, so I thought it would be easy for me to cancel it, but now the idea of cancelling it is freaking me out just as much. Since it's the middle of June, if I cancel I won't know if I truly got out of my housing contract until July, and by then, I'm not sure how many off-campus housing options will be available. My preferred off-campus option that I probably would have chosen had I not signed up for the student apartment is already taken, so that's not an option anymore. I'm also afraid of off-campus options in general because the apartment I was living in this year had roaches, and the roof ended up failing and pouring dirty water all over my stuff. I prefer an apartment within walking distance to the campus since I'm afraid of going on the bus (I know, I need to fix that), but again, the options I was looking at that fit that description are mostly full. The fact that the apartment I'm signed up for is student housing is comforting to me.

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I wanna get anxiety medication over the summer, so I'm hoping that will at least help me not freak out when I get there. (Anyone have any experience with a similar situation? How long did medication take to help you? I need it cause it's getting hard to do basic stuff like go outside and order food, and I keep getting scared about small situations.)

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Please help lol.