Hung out, went good. He was playful and so hot like I remember only thing is...I think I'm doing the thing where I self sabotage a good thing in my life again. Have been talking for about a week now and I already did that typical shit where I try to ask like what he wants this to be between us. Im way too fucking guarded, I know, for sure..Is it too early to tell him I have bpd? When did you guys tell your partners? What if they don't accept me? He literally acts like he's so tough on the outside but I went nc all day bc I assumed he was already exclusive w me bc even he said him and his friends ever wonder what happened to me bc I went ghost...he was posting about me hurting his feelings..I'm scared af to tell him bc I think he's just gonna ghost me after lol. I've already split on him a bunch and I feel like complete shit. Pls be kind with answers 😭