Everyone goes at one point,no one stays forever,I love the people I love so much and I feel like its so pointless because I know they wont stay in my life,I never feel like I ak recieving as much as love from people as I give them,I always feel under appreciated in all ways and no matter how important I make people in my life,I know Ill never be as important to them,so whats the point of keeping love in you,of still loving people when they dont love you back as much and when you know they wont even remember you existed in a few years,I know Ill just slip away and be a distant memory to them,just a stranger now,while Ill be missing them forever until I'm gone,even my family I know they wont stay forever,nothing does,I get attached to stuff to lose it and then hate myself over it,so whats the point of it all,loving seems so pointless because it never gives you what you deserve,in the end you are alone,so why even try to get close to people or love them,when in the end the only person who will be by yourside is only yourself,nothing and no one stays,so why love anything at all?