Yesterday was my first day of in-person school in 4 years. Within those years i got severe anxiety and depression due to staying inside and no socializing one bit. 

My first day back wasn’t the worst but i don’t want to go back, i think going back to school would help my mental health but all its doing right now is making me too sick to eat, constant worrying and anxiety. Im just not happy so why continue going? 

I know it was just the first day and maybe im being dramatic but i dont know i just feel so sad and anxious. Life just seems so hard lately and i don’t know what to do. I don’t wanna let people down but its so hard.