ever since i was a kid i always wanted to get plastic surgery and loved to look beautiful but i knew i cant. i feel ugly and been called that several times and even to the point that a person told me i look like a pedophile. im in a battle everyday with that and the problem is even plastic surgery wont fix what i hate the most which are my eyes... i dont know what to do anymore i wish my problems were easier to fix like lips and nose but why it got to be my fucking dead lifeless eyes....

i feel super down