Ok this is probably such a stupid sounding problem on here and I’m sorry i’m advance for wasting your time with this. 

Im in my senior year of high school, and I have a large fear of abandonment, particularly for my best friend since I was a kid. Im not very social, and he’s the only real friend I have. 

I always just told myself that the fear was just in my head, but it’s starting to come true and I feel so lonely. He is drifting away, we don’t talk much anymore, and he calls this other guy his best friend now and makes plans in front of me, while almost ignoring me asking to join.

I wanna try to step up and save the friendship, but my anxiety is just scaring me into thinking that if I do anything, i’ll just make it worse.

Truth be told, I’m not even sure I like my friend as much anymore, as he’s developed a massive ego. But he’s still my best friend in my eyes, and I want to do whatever I can to keep that friendship form ending. How do I get over this fear?