idk how to start just kinda wanna say sum things where no one knows me. i’ve been dealing with anxiety and depression from a very young age. i’m bout 20 now and it honestly getting worse. i’ve tried talking to people but it seems no fuckin listens to what i say. or genuinely care about my problems. they just say “you’re strong you’ll beat it” but i’m not. everyday i barley cling to my job and life. my mental state is getting worse and worse every day i don’t really have anyone i got one single friend, but we’re kinda falling out. (just getting older and job) i wanna try to save the relationship but i feel like a shitty friend i ignore a lot bc i’m just too nervous to text or even look at my phone when a notification happens. i wish i could be a better person and i try but fail so hard. idk y i’m posting here ig i’m just desperate for human interaction at this point. as i literally just dwindle my mental health away.