I’ve finally been able to set up an appt for getting on meds, and have felt comfortable to do so! 

However, I have had previous issues with doctors in my hometown blowing me off and I have no idea what I’m getting into. 

Can anyone guide me in meds that maybe helped you? I’ve had such a shit time with rage and being seriously unstable sometimes due to it. Like breaking my own bedroom door over my kid getting into the bathroom and finding one of my razors in a matter of minutes, kind of rage. Or I’m triggered by my kids being kids, and I start yelling instead of handling it better. (I removed myself once she was safe and went downstairs and punched my door out of site several times, am patching it and this was my wake up call). 

I just want to know what worked best for y’all when experiencing symptoms like this. Also ask questions I guess?