I haven’t been formally diagnosed but my psychologist suspected I have BPD. I didn’t think about it until recently after a string of fights with my bf. I would always lash out at the smallest things and hurt him, and only realise what I’ve done after I’ve calmed down. He also always voices how I don’t love him, but I always get confused why he thinks that way because I do think I’m giving it my all.

I always have trouble dealing with my emotions and always act out on them. I told him how hard it is and how I don’t mean it, but he says that if I love him I wouldn’t lash out.

So, I was wondering if I truly do have BPD. If I do, can it ever be fully treated? Because I don’t want to live like this and I don’t want my bf to suffer anymore.