She was suddenly ripped away from us on 12/12. I held her while she took her last breath and I can’t even describe the pain and loss. We were each others FP but it was in a healthy and comforting way. We were the same person and always pushed each other to accomplish our dreams. I don’t know how to walk around in this reality that she isn’t in with a gaping hole in my chest that is physically painful. God I want her back, I miss her more than I can even put into words. I don’t know what to do. What do I do?