She is beautiful, but there are many many more girls, more beautiful than her...
I dont like her and if we were to be a couple, we together will make the worst of couples...
We never were in relation and perhaps it was always me who loved her, she never cared...
I always missed her terribly, she never cared to know...
To get over my infatuation with her, i married someone else and its been 11years... And i never met her again, but still always missed her like ever....
I never wanted to see her again or to get her back in my life as to feel fragile again.... And she again shifted to a place near mine and gradually came as close to me as she ever was....
And then she has left again to place from where she came....
Why is destiny playing games with me...
Why did she come to my life out of nowhere and then when i went away, why she again came to my life from nowhere... Again to get far away....
...we could never have formed a good couple for multifarious reasons..... But why do i still miss her... As much as i ever missed her... When will i get out of this... Will it ever be possible for me in this lifetime to live my life without missing her....
I miss her, and its terrible feeling!!!