I have to go to interview and do a job
I always hide from interacting with people
I feel like i am mentally retarded 
Bcoz I can't do anything properly i am lazy 
I cant even able to think all the time
I don't know anything
People laugh at me
See me as a shit
I cant afford therapy
I want to get into development work
For that I need to be atleast good at presenting myself as a normal human being.
Please help me please
Recommend me books or some way in which i know how to behave or think and good at social situations
This is not how a 22 y should look like
I am not matured,not serious nor energetic
Please sir/ma'am help me
I don't want to live all my life like this