I have always had this issue throughout my life but I have recently graduated highschool and my graduating class was only 30 students so we are all very close to each other and now that everyone is moving away and we wont get to hangout it has made these feelings the strongest that they have ever been and I am on the brink of snapping and I am worried that when I do I will do something I will regret. I am worried that this extreme sadness will also put me in a place that I will not be able to recover from. Out of the 10 people I hangout with mostly, only one of them has noticed me feeling sad or bummed out when we hangout. I don't know what else to say so I guess thats all.