I'm tired of thinking about myself. Tired of trying to understand myself as if i was going to find the solution to all of my problems there. I always end up feeling bad.

It seems like other people never really stop to think about why they are the way they are. It seems like they are so happy with themselves. I want to be like that. 

I don't even have depression. I just want get out of my own head and stop reflecting over every little feeling i have and every action i take.