I am sick of this, I had bad behavior with one of my dearest friend! I love her a lot but I don’t know how to show her without smothering her….Never knew how to thanks her for everything she had done to me. And now she is mad at me…we don’t talk anymore since ten days…I am sure if I try to taking to her she will rejected me because I am a piece of crap! 

She is the reason I feel better about myself, but now she is angry at me and I don’t to live in this world anymore……