I feel super heavy and sad today - my heart is definitely sore! But at the same time, I feel a sense of happiness because I feel I’ve stood up for myself for the first time and decided I’m actually worth more than how I’m being treated. And I want to learn how to love myself so I can love others better. A few days ago I was all over the place and things escalated last night to a point where I realised I was in a toxic dynamic... and today I’ve ended it and made a decision to move forward and heal. Usually I’ll keep smashing myself and putting myself out there again and again and again until I’m completely broken... but I’m stopping now and I feel this is a small victory. A baby step forward and I’m so happy about that. I feel proud of myself for deciding to move forward in my own! Love and light to you all and may this be a time we all can find love in ourselves and not settle for something that is hurting us