I’m so tired of being sad. I’m starting to mask my feelings so well that nobody truly knows how depressed I am. In the day, I smile, I laugh, I avoid this void I am feeling. In the night, I’m a mess. I feel like I’m going to lose this fight. I’ve been through some severe depression in my past but I’ve never felt it this strong before. All I hear in the back of my head is how I would be better off not here anymore, maybe if I wasn’t I would stop hurting. I feel like I’m fighting and fighting just to feel something, and I just can’t. I’m so numb. I’m broken, and nothing seems to be getting better.