
Does anybody with bpd and  other mental disorders/conditions or trauma feel stuck in time? And specially regarding having: A favourite person, feeling abandoned or not been able to let go the same way non mentalay-ill/neurodivergent/non-traumatized people do. I feel stuck in time, in phases, AND never in continuos and harmonizing flow of time. It feels  I'v been stuck un a couple of what I called micro-long-extended phases. And I can't go at the same pace other people, and I end up being so far behind in life, in every sense, developmental specially.  Also, I became hurtfully self aware of all the time I have lost by not knowing my self, and having a lack, or a propper or a sense of identity at all. These huge difference between me and people who developed it (a sense of identity) and in comparison, how deeply have  affected me and not them..And it not only makes me feel even more remorsfull of my past, but envy of them. I don't know I guess I'v been feeling quite alone in these feeling and I wonder if any of you have fealt that way.