Im feeling guilty for making my parents spend a ton of money on my education. Now they are struggling. My family was a middle- upper class. Until i got to college and they have to pay my tuition fees. They decided to open a small shop in the middle of nowhere to cover all of our expenses. Everytime i think about them it makes me cry. I always think that how useless i am. 

I need your help. It keeps talking to my ears. Im having a hard time to sleep. Everytime i eat i feel like i wanna throw up.

Sorry for my bad english.