Hey there other people of the interweb. I really need help and I'm trying to find resources to help me so I can receive help, but having a hard time since my head's a mess I can barely focus on trying to get help or even function, but I really need it. I need to go back on meds again and find a psychiatrist or counsellor again. The really hard part is I can't afford the extra costs and my benefits from work don't cover it at all. I live in BC Canada if anyone has helpful resources or links I should look into so I can receive the help I need again that would be so appreciated. I'll keep hunting online for now. Even if I can just get counselling for free for now it would help me be able to get back to working full time enough so I could pay for meds because that part is potentially covered by my work. Only reason I stopped was I turned 17 and wanted to feel "normal" and be able to party but that was just a phase and I've really come to notice how much easier it was to function when staying on my meds, lesson learnt. Just really trying to move forward with my dreams and go back into school, but counselling is where I need to start. Literally questioning my existence, sexuality, religious beliefs and my work. I really hope someone has a way that I can get actual counselling from someone who can help, not just a help line, I'm also not suicidal right now either, I'm hoping I can get help before that parts show back up again. (For reference, I tried hanging myself in my closet when I was 6) before I was diagnosed originally and went onto Meds, I was fine for a long time while on the meds. I'm 23 now and Im just wondering if anyone can help with any resources or info, sorry for being repetitive too, heads literally the equivalent of a yarn ball all knotted up.