So I’ve struggled with anxiety for a long time and I am absolutely terrified to get any treatment so I just live in this eternal nightmare. Recently my confidence has taken a huge hit and I can’t seem to get out of this hole. I graduated college recently and everyone I know seems to have gotten great jobs and are really improving in their careers. On the other hand I’m terrified to even try to get a good job. I constantly think about how well others are doing and become extremely anxious and jealous when I see my peers doing well. Even tho I have multiple qualifications that could land me a good job I just think so low of myself. I chose to get a job scrubbing toilets cause it feels like the only job I deserve to have. Anyone else ever feel this way?