I am so tired of trying my best. People just don't care. They disappoint you when you need them most. I did all I could. I was there. I was present. I provided for them. I bent over backwards because that's what I do. I'm tired of caring. I'm tired of not getting the same care back. I never expected a lot. Just wanted to know they care. It's clear they don't. I could be dead right now and the only person who should care is my ex-wife, because then who watches our daughter 95% of the time? Fuck it all. I'm done with friends. I'm done with dating. I'm just going to worry about myself and my daughter.