This year started with my partner dying, bout a month after my dog died. My dog was young and had no reason to die other then another persons negligence. I have desperately tried to get back to anything close to normal and I can’t. I’ve now been pushed out of my house because I’m “to negative to be around” even tho my roommate is the reason my dog is dead. I’m just not sure where to go or what to do at this point and it feels like I’m fading into that deep dark pit very fast and I’m kind of scared of what’s at the bottom waiting for me…. How do you let go? How do you move forward without the ones you hold the closest…