If you've seen any of my other posts you'll know I've been cycling pretty heavily in my manic episodes. First it is depression and mania, then full blown mania and brief psychosis, then hypomania and now I seem to be doing somewhat better. 

What amazes me is I seem to be able to hide my symptoms from most people. Like I've gotten so good at managing the symptoms most people looking in from the outside wouldn't notice anything was wrong. The only real issues were appetite, a hallucination, occasional forgetfulness in hygiene, may have spent a bit more than I should have (I spontaneously loaned an ex $100) and (NSFW) I masturbated compulsively every night to get to sleep. 

Nothing extreme and nothing requiring immediate hospitalization. I've just been riding it out and actually have been meeting with my local mental health provider,  volunteering at local animal shelter, driving all without incident or alerting anyone to the fact that I've been off my rocker. 

Anyone else able to manage and hide their crazy?