My fp is also my boyfriend and he’s never busy so even though we can’t be together physically right now we’re constantly texting and FaceTiming. However today he’s with his grandma and so he’s been busy and hasn’t been able to text much. It’s made me so incredibly lonely and depressed. I don’t have the energy to do anything. I feel like I’m both bored and don’t want to do anything. I feel exhausted but not sleepy. I just feel like shit without him. I miss him so bad it physically hurts. Like, I’ve been having random stomach pains all day, it feels hard to breathe like a weight on my chest, and a lump in my throat. I just wished I wasn’t so clingy and attached to him and that my mood didn’t depend on whether he’s available or not. Not looking for suggestions or help right now please, I just needed to get this off my chest.