I’m starting to push everybody away and get agitated easily. I’m starting to get insomnia continuing this cycle of feeling terrible. Im starting to lose my appetite again. I am starting to experience mood swings and question if I have a mental disorder. I am so scared. I’m scared because I was doing so well, gaining weight in the gym, making friends and having fun, and sleeping well without thoughts running through my head. I’m scared because I don’t know how to get out of it. The sleep will make me more stressed making me lose my appetite making me lose friends from all the buildup of stress and I don’t know why or how this started but I really just want it to stop.