hey
last weekend I’ve been on vacation with some friends and didn’t get to see my boyfriend during those days. We usually spend every day together so it was kind of scary at first to leave without him and until the last day, I missed him a lot and was literally counting hours until I got to see him again. But since the day that I came back I’ve been feeling really weird about us. It’s not about him, he was very happy to see me and everything’s like always. But he is suddenly feeling like a stranger to me and I am getting so uncomfortable whenever he touches me. Besides, I’ve been doing great on vacation, now I’m constantly annoyed and I feel like it’s because of this situation. I can assure that he didn’t do anything and I know that this is me, but I was thinking about how this sudden loss of feelings might be about my bpd. I am so scared and I feel so sorry because I just can’t show love since I’m not in love at the moment. I feel so bad and I don’t want to talk to him about this because I don’t want him to worry about us.  What is going on??…