My fp stopped talking to me about 7 months ago and I don’t know what to do. It’s been a long time and I’m sure she doesn’t even think about me anymore but talking to her was like a fuel source for me and I still lack the ability to go through out life normally because even now I just feel empty without her. I fucked up big time and I get why she doesn’t want to talk to me so making an attempt to reconnect isn’t an option but I’m struggling to do daily tasks and can barely go an hour without thinking about her. It’s seriously distressing and it makes it worse that it was my fault I hate myself and I feel like I’ll never be able to move on.