I had a huge fight with my narcissistic abusive mother who I have yo thank for all my trauma and bpd (she also has it) basically I don't even know what exactly started it but she dragged me, my life choices and personality (even though she tells everyone I'm an angel) for the millionth time. Now I have to cut her hair because if I don't it'll only get worse and I'll go through the whole ordeal again. I hate her so much.