I'm really struggling right now. Too many things are happening at the same time that are not in my control. My long term girlfriend broke up with me and is using me. And it's eating me from the inside out. Academically I'm doing great but I can feel all of this stress and emotional weight start to snake in. I feel like a failure personally and emotionally, it's hard to get up everyday and go to sleep at night due to this and the constant stress and pressure. I've applied to med school and I get my decision soon, but Idk what I'll do if I do not get it. I don't know how many more Ls I can take and how to get through if this becomes yet another roadblock