I'm so freaking miserable all the time. I have disability and don't work and I understand how privileged that is, but it sucks too. I'm sad and frustrated 24/7, I'm bored and panicked all day and night I feel so trapped. I have no idea what to do I have no motivation to do anything, I can't get through a video game or even a movie. I can't accomplish anything. We have a new baby and my wife does everything, for her and our house. I know how frustrated she is with me not doing anything. I'm just a zombie. I don't know how long I can keep this up.