My life is over really. Literally in the span of my teen years I did dumb shit, and stuff I just wasn't too informed on. People hate me. I'm seeing the things that I like and I just can't help but get that small sense of dread linked on it. Like I haven seen stuff that I used to love and I've just kind of felt almost not attracted to it as I was before. I'm depressed, and just hoping for reincarnation. I want to be someone else. I want to be a kid again.