so i had something bad happen with me and my fp and its been a catalyst for all our problems and he wants a break and i know everything hes said reads as i still want to be friends but we need to work out our problems and whats wrong but im so scared hes going to just realize he doesnt love me or care for me anymore or that hes better without me and not want to be friends anymore 

please help im so stressed that im constantly dry heaving and cant eat anything