Having an fp is tough. Shes my girlfriend, and im completely infatuated with her to the point of almost obsession. I have unspoken ground rules to myself so i dont cross a boundary due to how much i focus on her. when i say id do anything for her, its not an expression. I mean it.
I talk to her every day, and often too. despite that.. when shes busy, when she replies bluntly or slow, i lose it. I’ll never let her see it, but i seriously feel like ive lost all drive to live.  i become so depressed and i catch myself literally waiting around doing nothingfor her replies. Im so sensitive with her too, her word is infinitely more important than anyone elses, so i get disheartened over very minor occurrences. i know im being insane, but i cant help the way i feel. she is everything to me. Does anyone have any tips for being completely blind to everything else but their fp? I dont want this to affect our relationship later on.