   When I say why I dont have friends like I used too, why I distanced myself..  

  It was some imagined slight. It was real slights.

 I think its important to understand, not every choice we make is bad, and even if we are impulsive, that doesn't mean what we feeling isn't true.        

I cut people off because they lied
Or try to covet things of mines and steal it....like ex friends and my ex men...

    People will really try to make it seem like, we can't be logical....

I think my bpd is more so me with my intense emotions and not wanting to be abandon.

Even when I split, to me. Whether in split mode or normal mode, I always split because of REAL hurt done to me.  

 Im starting to think me in these groups and really internalizing these things about bpd is not all that good.  

 I really thought, why I cut my friends off in the past:

 Every time was valid.    They lied to me.  They tried to sleep with my man. They stole money from me.  They acted sweet, then talked behind my back.  

All valid reasons to cut people off.