I'm 19, I'm on full academic scholarship. I get great grades, I head a research team, I volunteer at the hospital 5 hours a week, I work with autistic kids as my job. I plan on applying to medical school next year. I have my dream gf and an amazing supportive family. I'm in great shape and go to the gym 6 times a week. Yet why do I feel awful. Everyday I can barely get out of bed, I can't focus, I never seem to feel good enough no matter what. Yet everything in my life is great? Why is this happening.