I don’t even know if this belongs here, but I don’t even know where to go with this. Growing up, I never really got to have fun because I didn’t really have many friends, so I never really had anyone to hang out with, but at the same time, growing up, I was always really practical and serious. I always thought certain things the kids did was dumb. 

But now that I’m older, I really have the urge to be bad, so thrilling stuff, and get out there and let loose. I’m 17, but like, I’m noticing that most people out there are already out of their fun phase, but I really want to do thrilling stuff. Sometime I really have the urge to do it, and if I had someone to do it with, I probably would. I’m really lonely.

Does anyone else experience this or have experienced it?