tw // suicidal thoughts and attempt

it’s been 2 months and 8 days since my SA and even with everything that’s still going on like my cousin and his wife getting a divorce, leading us to move out in october, i’m actually doing okay. work stresses me out at times and i’m just so ready to leave this house but i’m looking forward to things, i’m making plans for traveling and i just have a bit of a purpose now. i’ve decided that even though people here have done wrong and still do wrong, that i no longer want to live in a hostile place and i’ve voiced that. i haven’t had those thoughts, it’s always there but it’s not surrounding me like it did before, it used to be the only thing i thought about…it almost suffocated me but i feel like i can stop and breathe now