I get so anxious and I’m not exactly sure why. I guess it’s partly because of tension, and also partly because I’m afraid I’m going to miss something. Like I always have to make sure there aren’t any other distractions, and I can’t look away from the screen. And God forbid I don’t start from the first episode…

I guess it’s not too bad that I don’t watch television, but it kinda sucks because my mom always wants to watch shows with and I wanna spend the time with her but after one episode I just can’t go on.

For whatever reason books don’t stress me out, maybe because I have to be more engaged, I don’t know.