How do you deal with being called a little bitch or a pussy? I'm 6'3" 280lb but I feel like a little mouse most of the time. I actively avoid people, friendships, family, confrontation, people, neighbors, conflict, intimacy, did I mention people, etc... I can go into a store usually and speak with the cashier and things similar to that but other than that, I deal but not so well. I'm also an alcoholic, go figure. Double whammy. I hear people talk shit about me all the time but no one ever says shit to my face, maybe cause my build. If they did though I'm not sure what I'd do. If I wasn't drinking I'd prob internalize it. If I was drinking and already stressed immensely, I'm not sure how I'd handle it but snapping is a possibility.