Hi all,

I've depressed for 2 years now, ever since the pandemic started. I've slowly pushed everyone away from me, my friends, my teachers, my online friends, even my family. And I don't know why. I'm becoming more and more isolated every single day. I cry that I'm lonely, but I made myself lonely. No one checks up on me, I'm a walking mess, crying nearly every day. No one seems to notice. 

Anyways, I'm just trying to say that I've pushed nearly everyone away at this point, and it's too late to go back. And I've no idea what to do.