During theses last few months ive just started to snap at everyone really easy been feeling irritated pissed off then happy sad depressed all in one setting the lithium im taking isnt really helping me only weed helps i feel like im losing my mind like im pushing everyone away i hate these feelings i hate how its getting harder to control my bipolar disorder my mind is screwed i really need someone who can relate to give me advice before i end up back in the mental hospital