Long story short but I had to go back to high dosages of my antidepressants after a year long attempt at tapering (followed by docs and all) that ultimately led to ideations and other bad shit.
I am a little bit tired out by depression and I know I have been isolating myself to the extreme. Actually, It would be better to say that I am absolutely exhausted.
On one hand, I am glad I managed to swallow my pride and ask for help when I saw I was struggling but on the other hand I was really glad about the idea of being finally free of meds.
I am a bit tired why is depression so hard haha, I wanted to ask did anyone have these experiences? It’s not the first time I have to go on meds again but for some reason it it harder and I don’t really have ayone I can talk to about this