I’m super clumsy and ruin everything. I’ve broken at least 10 things since my mom and I moved into our new apartment and tonight I got something on our REALLY nice wooden table and fucking ruined the finish. I just want to crawl into a hole and die every time this happens. I don’t know how to stop being so goddamn clumsy but until I figure it out I just cry and hate myself. I don’t know what to do. I never want to leave my room.