i don’t know if this is depressed but i’ve been slowly losing interest in my only hobby (gaming) turning on my xbox just to lay and bed and watch it turn off slowly. now i’ve started getting random bursts of depression over a bunch of random things and somethings sad for no reason at all. 
a part of it i’m sure comes from drug abuse but still. i feel miserable how do i get out of this or help it without professional help :(