I'm a 24 male with PTSD, no degree and no friends who still lives with his parents, doesn't earn enough income to pay a single apartment's worth of rent, and for my entire life has been jealous of everyone whose nonetheless managed to pull better hustles despite coming from more abject circumstances.

I'm a skill-less, shiftless, incurious, bitter, constantly terrified shut-in and practically talk myself out of ending it all every month. Someone please respond.