Anybody else have constant anxiety that they’re a bad or “toxic” person? For example my social anxiety makes me obsessed with the way I’m perceived. But is that a narcissistic trait? And when I retreat from friends due to SA, am I trying to manipulate them for sympathy? And am I just a selfish person who cares more about appeasing my anxiety than how my friends feel? Or when I’m depressed - is it because I have a victim mentality and think the world owes me something that I am just too lazy to work for?