I’ll go first. When I was 15, my FP was a character from a show that had a scar on his face. I actually got a razor and cut my face so I could be like him.   

Also, I spent my last dollar on another FP and drove him across the country so he could see his dad. He said he was broke beforehand, but I did it anyway because I would’ve taken a bullet for him at the time. He treated me like shit the whole time and I later found out from other people that he was just using me for my car (what a shocker!)

Another time, I was discarded by another FP (he was a diagnosed narcissist,) and I was jealous of my replacement. I knew his new girl already, and she was also friends with my friends so I was around her often. I still hung out with my FP, hoping that he would realize I was better than her, but all he did was use me for free rides and dangle her in front of my face. He talked about how nice her body was, how beautiful she was, how skinny she was etc. He NEVER gave me compliments like that. So basically I tried to become her so he would pick me. I developed an eating disorder and lost 40 pounds in 3 months, started wearing more makeup, dyed my hair, changed my wardrobe to match hers, started sleeping with the men that she had sex with in the past, changed my entire demeanor and personality to match hers, hell.. I even photoshopped my face in my free time to see what it would look like if I had her features, but I was never good enough.