We were in the ward like 2-3 months ago, I clicked with her, no shyness, I spoke my mind without censoring myself, I felt comfortable around her. But once we were out she instantly started ignoring me and I stopped writing her because I don't beg anything to anyone.

She recently started writing me more, I invited her out. I feel weird, she's like 19-20 and I'm 28. But we do have lots of shit in common , I understand her feelings and I understand hers.  I've seen her IG stories, she has a fuckton of friends and is kinda popular. So she decided to go out with me for some hours because she's bored. I'm being used for attention, that's it.

Or I'm paranoid, I don't know. Rejection sucks, this is a very bad idea and I might or might not be drunk right before the date.