I knew I had anxiety but this is insane! I’m actually feeling like I’m doing a good job but the anxiety of keeping up and dealing the pressure and demands on me is making me have this overwhelming stress response. It’s a physical feeling of pressure, I see why they call it feeling under pressure. Part of it is that my new boss resigned two weeks in and now at 4 weeks I’m the only one who is in a very important role. The role itself isn’t inherently horrible but it’s stressful enough for me. So walking away today would cripple them, but loosing another 10 pounds this week might literally cripple me. Is there a happy medium? I think I’ll be riddled with the anxiety from guilt if I leave them so quickly, so what’s the point?! What do I do?!