
I feel like I am being communicated with, maybe by God. I am a genius and I am on a path to greatness.
I am smarter than everyone else and I'm on my way to be perfect. 
This is such a great feeling but something is saying I am delusional. 

I am considering the possibility that I may be schizophrenic and I dont know what to do with this idea. 
I feel like I am gaining very important knowledge. Everything has significance to me lately. 
If I see a doctor I think they will take my genius magic away. This is just too good to give up. 

I always feel like there is someone with me when there is not.  When I take showers I cover my body from myself in the mirror because I think someone will see. They can see through my eyes.  If something is embarrassing, I always look away. 
I dont like to have sex anymore or anything because of this. I am disgusted by most things now. 

I feel like my thoughts are so hard to put to words but they make perfect sense to me. I feel like I need to create my own language to keep up with my own mind. This idea of making my own language is tied to my genius. I feel like this is something I need to do to prove my perfectness. 

At work, I make food for people. When someone orders something. That I think is weird I get so nervous and paranoid, thinking it's my friend in someone else's body playing a trick on me or something. They're ordering something weird on purpose to try to get something out of me. 

Anyways, I just feel like I am going crazy. I don't know what to do. I dont want the doctors to change Me. 
I guess I am looking for insight.  Any comment would be nice.  I don't know what to make of this. Thank you