Remaining family has turned their backs on me. I’ve been kicked out of the house with dad gone, I’ve been unjustly arrested and jailed. I’ve been in hotels for weeks with little savings. No friends, no partner, no support. Just the visions of my grandpa dying of cancer and my dad on the ventilator. I cannot take it anymore. I am just one person. I held out as long as I possibly could and with a court date next week I have been pushed to do what I always knew would be my outcome in life. 25 years too many. Goodbye.