I was thinking I could start day treatment in July after my bff leaves and my family is settled at the new house. Can’t believe my BFF is going through such a big change and I’m just here thinking about where things are headed for me after she leaves. We are going to a birthday party this Saturday. My mom says we can go to the outlet mall to get her a gift… for Christmas my cousin got me a Kate spade cardholder for example. My BFF says she’ll probably leave for Vegas end of June/beginning of July. She is turning down offers to hang out more or visit other friends which is unlike her since she usually would want to use this time to tell me something or give me some indication for the future. I don’t know if I can commit to day treatment. It’s only 3 hours a day and it’s currently online so I don’t even need to get a ride, but my concentration and energy are so low that it might be a challenge. For now, I’d like to use my free time to help my mom get some chores done. I don’t have much money left in my bank and my mom says we can do some shopping tomorrow. I really want to avoid day treatment but idk... feel like I have no choice and I really want to do the right thing.