I’m at that point where things have been normal for a while but I can feel the cycle starting again. I slept at 5 pm last night after not eating anything all day and woke up at 3am. After almost 2 hrs of not being able to get up I forced myself to make a salad but now I’m not able to eat it. I don’t know what to do.

Why is life so hard? I’m a working professional and I’m good at my job but I feel like I’ll never be able to enjoy any of it. I feel trapped and alone and I can’t get over the feeling that I’m a failure. Literally feel like an entitled brat when I say this but I’m not able to accomplish true happiness no matter how much I try.

Why is my brain like this? What do I do? Pills haven’t worked for me and therapy can only go so far.