hi i’m just gonna make this short and sweet.

i’ve had anxiety / depression and recently i’ve been convinced that i have undiagnosed adhd. i’m trying to find a good therapist with no success.

i have three managers at my food service job. one awesome GM, one cool AGM (but hes leaving), and one shitty other one. so lately the shitty manager has been working all of my shifts.

last night she made me feel so god damn stupid, “fixing” all my “mistakes,” like i haven’t been working there for two years and am promoted and stuff.

i went to the bathroom to cry at work for the first time in forever because she broke me. she kept telling me “i love what you did but we dont do it that way” making me feel like i can’t do anything right ever.

like. okay cool thanks for your input. fuck off. the other two managers love it too and allow me to be creative with my food. 

and my boyfriend didnt even want to see me that night either. i guess it was a miscommunication.

i just had a really rough night and i had no one to talk to about it. thank you for letting me vent.

will find therapist soon. hopefully.