An amazing year with an amazing woman and her three kids. Always loving life, adventuring, peace n happiness. Loved passionately.  24/7. All of a sudden it went south, me working night shifts, my soul bleeding. 
I got in a funk, one time i told her I really wasn't in the mood and just wanted to netflix n chill. Kinda zoned out. She took this as a sign of pushing her away. Totally not the case. But she cut off all emotions after this and told me she couldn't figure out why they wouldn't come back. Then it was straight cold vibes, turning me into the bad guy, i didn't want anything to do with her kids, i was a narcissist, we weren't meant to be, the list goes on n on.  Basically shunned me from her life without a second thought, no discussion, blocked. Nothing said about how damn good I was to her and her children.  Needed alone time to heal n be with her kids bc she felt she was losing it. 

And then ran back to her ex husband or "FP" not a week later. Still have not talked since..my heart ripped out, want no other relationship or fill voids. I'm still trying to figure out wtf just happened. To spend over a year and just like that done. 🤯🤯  help me.