For days there’s been crickets living in the wall right next to my bed and they have been so loud, I’ve been tossing and turning and unable to sleep. I’ve talked to my landlord and bought ear plugs to try and drown it out but the other night I just couldn’t take it anymore. 

Even while watching a movie the sound was so loud felt like it was directly in my ear and I just had a breakdown and started banging on the wall trying to get it to shut up and then ended up sobbing uncontrollably for a while…

I felt so insane the next morning for reacting like that. I’m wondering if this is possibly a symptom of my anxiety? I’ve never experienced this before but I can’t really figure out why else I would have reacted that way to a sound. Especially when my partner is so easily able to ignore it and sleep.