yo, so I've been feeling down lately. I don't really wanna get up from bed and do something. I forgot to eat and pretty much everything I do is playing lol or watching anime. It's like I hate my friends and just wanna be alone. It's not like I wanna kill myself, I'm just too lazy and I've got no mood to do something. Even tho I'm not talking w my friends now it's not like someone's even texting me. When I stopped annoying them, no one even cares to invite me somewhere or just call. The question is, what should I do? I'm afraid I'll lose all of my friends if I stop talking to them, but on the other side I don't want to be the only one who starts a convo. It's kinda hard to explain and you probably think I'm weird /\_ \\