When someone pisses me off I always get the urge to hurt the person. I visualize shooting them, stabbing them, beating them with a baseball bat etc. I feel like its something I can't control but its too taboo to tell anyone , for that reason I feel alone in the feeling. Some years back some people were pissing me off constantly, in a situation I couldn't control. If not for my mother calling the police on me I would have committed a triple murder that day. Thats how bad my anger gets