I don't know when it started. I have no urge to do anything and because of that I feel lazy and useless to the people around me. I feel like when I talk about my problems in life I think am just trying to push my problems onto other people. And i hate my self for that. I over think everything and feel like I make more problems for other people. I have completely lost sight on who I am and what I want to do. The longer am going through this the more emotionless feel. And even just writing just makes me wanna give up. I hate myself so much I don't even feel like getting up in the morning every day.