Every time I mention how shit the world is, everyone tells me to be grateful for what I have, a good life, good friends, good family. Safe place, good education. They tell me to stop looking at all this shit going on in the world, the countless horrific deaths of innocent people, people who've lost loved ones because of some dumb accident, people getting killed over beliefs. 

I don't understand how someone can say that. Oh sure, yeah, I'll go through life and ignore the girls getting raped and murdered in the middle east simply because they're girls, I'll ignore all the kids killed every time there's a school shooting and fuck all is done to stop them happening again, I'll ignore every murder that ever happens, I'll ignore the blatant racism present in society, I'll ignore everyone and focus only on myself because that's what everyone else does. 

No fucking wonder this world is fucked when everyone fucking ignores the problems and refuses to do a fucking thing to change them. It pisses me off. What's ironic, is it pisses me off so much it makes me imagine killing the people who do these things to others, making me just as bad as them. I can't stand it, this world is unfixable, life is pointless, humans are doomed, people will always suffer, people will always defend suffering for the sake of their own lives and ease of living. 

I just needed to rant about this, it's been driving me insane and will do for the rest of my life, however long that may be, because I fucking refuse to ignore it, I won't become part of the problem, even if all I do and realistically can do is rant about it, at least it's more than the people who ignore it altogether.