Ever since mid March I’ve been for the most part stable on 100 mg of seroquel, I even had something traumatic happen to me in April and didn’t spiral when in the past I would’ve…. But my brain has felt very off the past few weeks. Especially at work I’ve been very very high energy and loud to the point people think I’m on drugs (I don’t do anything I’m not surprised/almost a year sober) Today on my drive home I started getting really freaked over how the sky looked completely fake to me and the world isn’t real and that finally made me realize I am hypomanic. I want to feel defeated that I’m having an episode on my meds but then remember my unmedicated episodes of full blown mania and am proud of myself for not getting out of control. I just had to ramble to people that know what this feels like. 

TLDR; first hypomanic episode since being stable on my medication, proud of the progress I’ve made