



I [24M] feel bad for not having a car. I’m worried she’s turned off cuz I don’t have one? She’s in her mid-late 30s...


Well I have an anxiety disorder and I had some moments of calm last night but I was also anxious. Apparently some guys claimed that it shows I’m ‘immature’ and ‘she’s turned off’. One woman said I’m a dick cuz genuine woman sill don’t want to ‘taxi me around’. But other women on here have said I am mature cuz I’m self-aware, kind, and caring. 

I hope those outweigh not having a car? To be fair she said months ago when we started talking it didn’t matter but recently she said:

&amp;gt; You still don’t have a car?

Apparently she used to live ~10 minutes way when she offered to pick me up but now it’s ~15.

And to be blunt I worried cuz I couldn’t tell if she was disappointed cuz she felt bad for me or disappointed cuz she was upset and maybe thought bad of me... *however*, during our interactions and phone calls she seems genuinely happy and invited me over, winked at me, said I’m a good person, I make her laugh, etc...

I thought about apologizing but I wanna call her and clarify I didn’t hang out cuz anxiety and hope she accepts me for me.

I kinda want to cry and I don’t even know why I don’t have a car. For awhile I was worried about getting into an accident and dying or hitting someone with my car or getting pulled over after smoking weed... which I probably wouldn’t do but still.

Don’t even know what to think.

Sorry for the long post. Sorry for making a lot of anxiety posts... 😔