I dont want to be sad. I don’t want to think about how I’m going to kill my self. I just want to sleep like just forever. I don’t want to let people down and idk why I don’t just end it now. I just want to be better and not let people down I feel like I’m not good enough and I have really bad anxiety problems. I hate the fact that when I’m talking to people I’m thinking of killing my self I hate life I just want to sleep