I’m selfish- I like spending a lot of time with myself instead of texting friends almost every single day yet I get nervous wondering if I’m gonna be left out as they’ve got other friends and they don’t want me anymore. I don’t feel like a good friend.

There are days where I just don’t want to talk to anyone at school (friends, classmates etc) and after school’s ended, I’m back at home and am feeling empty- as if life’s going sour. I feel like I’ve done nothing with my life. I need to sort out my life, but I’m lost. I’m pushing people away just to have more time to myself.

Rant over