finally had the courage to call out and block a person that had used me. Most of the people I thought of as friends have not spoken to me since, or blocked me. I feel so slighted and wronged. I brought a group together of friends and I watch as they leave me behind. Am I not worthy of it? Did I do something so wrong to silently try to separate myself from a bad person? The one person I thought was my closest and best friend has completely ghosted me, and refuses to talk to me. I'm not even sure why. 

He used me. He made me touch him. I thought I was into it. I was at the most vulnerable point in my life and he used me because he hadn't had sex with his gf. 

I feel alone.