well... i don’t want to get into much detail, but its obvious that he doesnt care about my feelings at all. when i’m depressed, he gets angry at me. when i feel suicidal, he gets angry. the only time he doesnt get angry is when im “happy”. he’s the only person i have in my life right now. i don’t really have any close friends or family members. i just rely on him for everything. i’m constantly suicidal and its very tiring having to hide my feelings all the time in fear of getting him mad and having a fight. i don’t know how to leave. help please