For six months we've been together, three living together. Today she suggested we go to a bar and get some drinks and meet people. I said no, bars make me anxious. She got frustrated and said I really need to work on my anxiety and she said that sometimes she thinks I'm boring. She said that I'm like a shut in sometimes. We made up and are alright and we forgive each other for what we said, and I know she's right that I need to work on my anxiety, but damn do I not feel like shit right now. I love her more than anyone and want this to work but I just feel so deflated.