Since this past week or so I’ve been getting I’ve been getting horrible anxiety about what I’m searching on the internet especially about school. I turned 18 a few months ago and since then I’ve been in fear of doing illegal things because I have a huge fear of getting any kind of criminal record, and going to jail. So in my philosophy class, there was an article we read about this guy who had a abusive childhood and killed two young boys later on in his life. The point was how our past determines who we are and the decisions we make. I have ADD and hate reading so instead of reading the three pages of the article I search up the first question on the internet. “Was so and so morally responsible for what he did” something like that. This article was from forty years ago and Midwest is probably long gone. In my head the next hour hour I had a sudden anxiety attack inside because I was connected to our schools Wi-Fi when I searched it. I don’t want to get suspended, placed on some warning list or anything like that. I don’t know if the school is gonna see this or not and I’m very worried.