I'm currently struggling with this. A friend hasn't been chatting to me as much as she used to and I sent a text today, which she hasn't responded to.

My mind has been going crazy since, thinking she probably doesn't want to speak to me again (a good possibility in my opinion) and I'm feeling quite rejected and abandoned.

I want to not be affected by whether people leave. I want to just be normal. It's so bad that I'm even feeling suicidal over it. How does one cope with this?