Lately, I am feeling anxious a lot because of my work. It's been more than 3 years. And I have never gotten any good recognition at the place I work. However, I used to get things done but not greatly. I always feel anxious because people around me used to think that I am too slow and dumb. I avoided so many convos with people just because they might ask something to which I won't be having a great answer and they would think i am too dumb. I feel like giving up and quitting this. I always wait for the weekend because those are the only two days in my week I won't be feeling anxious about anything. Not whole weekend.. from Sunday afternoon my anxiety starts kicking in. I never say no to anything at my office and always want to prove myself that I am a hardworker and smart as everyone else. But that didn't happen till now. I won't even sleep if I have any presentation the next day. This is becoming really worse. Sometimes I even start crying randomly because of the stress and the deadlines I might not meet in the future. To avoid this stress I will starting using social media as my escape in return.. which will give make me more anxious. I don't know how to deal with this. I don't have anyone to share these things because they might think I am a looser.