Im schizoaffective. 
I’m doing so shit right now that words can’t even describe how I am feeling, The people in my head are coming back telling me how worthless I am how I should take a knife to my throat and push it in as hard as I possibly can and slice and slice and slice. I tried taking my life a couple days ago unfortunately it didn’t work went to the hospital and they fixeddd me up woohoo it just fucking sucks why can’t I get out of this world without anyone saying something can’t they just tell I want to leave this earth and just go away. Instead they are keeping me here to suffer and it makes me sound crazy. I sound crazy thought this text right now and that’s not even the surface of how I feel that’s like the little energy wave around your body. Idk I have more to say but I can’t really type right now because of how tired I am.