My life has been shit. Right from childhood, from getting molested as a child by uncles and having parents that never believed me to fleeing from home as a teenager because my father won’t stop physically assaulting me for refusing to put on the hijab. Now as a 26 year old, I am tired of trying and hoping things would get better because it never does. I’m about to be homeless with a toddler and I’m mentally ready to check out because the voice in my head has never been this loud until now, but at the same time I feel sorry for my little daughter and what’s going to become of her when I’m no longer here.