Trigger warning: Drug abuse


For anyone clean or wanting to get clean, feel free to not read this post. I don't want to trigger anyone. Anyways, i miss the rush of staying up all night doing lines and popping pills. I miss getting fucked up. It made me feel somewhat alive. I feel like in a way I wasn't as depressed and didnt feel as empty either but thats probably just me lying to myself. I only posted this because I have no one else to tell it to and im feeling impulsive. I just need something to bring me to life again.