My depression is just now being noticed by not only my family and friends but myself as well. While I’m not on meds and have never been on meds, we haven’t even got me to a therapist yet. I don’t know a lot about depression, but I know my anxiety is through the roof and all day i’m just mad at nothing, not excited about anything, won’t do homework, etc. I love my gf to death, but for some reason my anxiety doesn’t let me trust her by causing fake scenarios of the smallest things in my head and then thinking those things are true. I just haven’t been my usual happy and funny self around her, I feel like I’m just a burden to her by continuously having to apologize for me getting mad and being cold to her over text. I’m getting professional help soon, but until then I need something to try and prevent this, I really want this to end.