I feel like im losing at life. Im a 24 year old male who has been in chronic back pain due to a herniated disc for over 10 years. Every since graduating college last year Ive had a hard time getting up every morning because I have nowhere to go, no routine, no job, no friends, no girl, nothing. The only reason im alive is cause im very passionate about becoming a music producer but that involves a lot of sitting at home all day. How can I make friends/meet people if I cant work most jobs cause my back and my music passion keeps me at home most days. I recently moved to LA not knowing anyone and ive tried reaching out to other musicians in LA but no one wants to meet up with a random stranger who hit them up on IG. Ive also tried going to local music events but haven't had any luck finding people I vibe with. Ive seen almost 100 doctors/therapists the past 10 years nothing has helped physically and mentally.