I 21f have been diagnosed with depression, aniexty and adhd since I was fifteen I never felt good on any medicine I tried Zoloft , lexapro Wellbutrin etc .For the last year I have been completely numb I have no empathy for other people and actually been sticking up for myself more . I’ve been dating my 23m boyfriend for three years he has Npd it has come to the point where we live together but I absolutely resent him I hate him I can’t be around him but I also like want him here but I don’t . I’m starting to hate and resent all my friends because it feels like they only care about themselves. I’ve been completely self isolating myself but all I do is dissociate all day long and I can’t remember anything or even put how I actually feel into words .Has anyone else experienced this and what helped them get out of it ?