Well, lets start with whats wrong.


I feel like no one wants me around.

I hardly get invited anywhere.

I have a hard time talkimg to people.

It Seems like no one wants to talk to me.

People say im attractive but i dont believe them. 

I feel like people are always messing with me.

I feel like people only bring me along to make fun of me.

People will look at me and then not look again.

It feels like People avoid me.

I get upset for no reason.

My emotions are easily swayed.

I get really worried of what people think of me.

It takes a while before im comfortable around someone.

I feel very awkward.

I get an idea and get really into it but it does not take much to discourage me.


So..
When im comfortable around some one I am a very happy talkative person but I still have trouble keeping conversation. Normally i cant help but smile with people im comfortable with, but i get easily attached. Maybe because i feel like any relationship is rare for me? 


Anything you have to say about whats up with me or what i can do would be greatly appreciated.