So far the two people I told about my bpd was both of my brothers and they literally shrugged it off like and where like “no, you don’t have that”. I should have pointed out that they probably/almost definitely don’t  know what bpd is. I should have pressured them but all I said to both of them was “don’t look it up because everything you get is terrifying.”

I just wish I had someone who believed me because saying a therapist diagnosed me and this is really what I makes since for me to have isn’t enough.