well first time i talk about this but really could use a second pair of mind or find somebody who has the same.

i am not going to far in history but

- started in 2012 :
lost my job and after couple day's really stomach pain. had to lie down for several hours and after 7-8 hours i went to the hospital.
nothing medical was found , Doctor said stress related. but still have that stomach feeling every day.

since it happend i changed and don't know why.
- i get anxious when i need to wait somewhere.
- when i go out with wife and kids out of nowhere i have that feeling again and starting to swear, getting warm and dizzy.
- stress related issues i can't handle anymore.

now to august 2020

work at a firm for 4 years, like it there, everything perfect.
out of nowhere , black out, dizzy and mentally a mess. 10000 thought going through my head every second.

since then at home to give myself rest and find a reason why or how but till now no succes.

if anyone would want to talk to me who has the same of similar please let me know. i want to give it a place what it could be.

i am thinking about a psy but i can't explain it what it is that i feel and where to start.