Ok so this post might not make sense but I’ve just experienced how FUCKED this disease is. Basically yesterday my biggest trigger has been pulled ie. boy leaving me in a polite manner through text out of the blue. I WENT BATSHIT CRAZY SUICIDAL. I was walking crying with a stone cold face and was sure this was the last time yall ever saw me. Basically never been this close to suicide. But then I forced myself to go to sleep and woke up completely fine, sad but fine. This disease is mad insane, there is no consistency whatsoever lol. Just venting. Stability who?