So the past few weeks have been really overwhelming for me. I am disconnected from reality in a sense. I stay at my home all day long and my bran is always anxious if I closed my door properly or not. I try my best to stay productive all day but......not able to to do so. 

I guess talking to someone who can relate to my issues or understand how I feel will make me feel a lot better. I do feel lonely.....all the time tbh. I don't want to see myself like this for my whole life. I want to get better.