So does anybody else suffer from extremely intrusive thoughts? I saw a post here about it some time ago but it didn't have many comments so I thought I'd give it another shot.

The older I get, the weirder thoughts I get. And it's not the regular "I could jump off this bridge, but I won't" or "I could drop this baby but I won't", because that's pretty normal stuff to think, apparently our brain produce these thoughts to "check" our conscience from time to time. But I have just straight up weird stuff going through my mind. 

It's not some kind of suicidal ideation either; more like "I could break up with my boyfriend just to hurt him", I could snap my kitten's neck", "I want to humiliate this person so bad", etc.

It mainly seems to be about people I really like though, like my friends or boyfriend or cat. It's rarely ever about someone I do actually dislike in reality. Also I really don't want to do any of the things I think about but the more I am creeped out by my mind the more I obsess over my thoughts etc and I am actually afraid that at some point in the future I will actually do these things just to stop my brain from obsessing about them.