The hammer really hit the nail on this one.... and well, anyone here feel reaalllllyyyyyy hopeless once getting diagnosed? I have really bad issues with my self identity as is, this seems to make it worse. The dualistic self thought has gotten worse. I legit feel like a monster. 

Anyone else the type that has ended up fully self isolating as a protective measure? I’ve cut all of my friends off from my life. Since my 5 year on and off relationship finally ended. I haven’t even attempted to get romantic with anyone. It’s been 2 years since. My rage scares everyone I meet, why not isolate? No I’ve never physically harmed anyone, but emotional abuse? Hell yeah.

I don’t know, my thoughts feel scattered, I don’t know what to think, I really don’t know who I am.