One thing I hate the most Is my random freak out. I am fine and okay one minute. Start looking for something and then freak out as soon as I can’t find it. 

Like I tell myself to relax everytime, I try really hard not to snap on my partner but I’m not the best sometimes. I hate that. It makes me feel like they deserve better. 

It’s just been happening a lot more lately and been feeling like a major pos. 

On the other side my partner is EXTREMELY supportive.