I try to cope with whenever any fp leaves me on read by working out or going to work/school. But sometimes, the pain is soooo intense i get into a downward spiral of depression and my mood plummets into the abyss. I don’t want to tho k she hates me or thinks I’m weird... maybe she just has nothing to say? Maybe she’s busy? Maybe she really does think I’m weird? Uhhh I hate this feeling  