I just want to be a fucking normal person. I just want to have friends and hangout with them and have some cool experiences. But instead I have depression, sadness and loneliness. What the fuck have I done to deserve this? Sometimes I just wish someone could give me a hug because that would make me feel so much better. I am trying to be better, I am working out,   I am doing meditation everyday and i trying to be a kind person. All I want for once is for life to just give me break. Why can’t I be happy for once? I want to go out and meet people and have fun. I don’t know how much longer I could take being lonely and depressed.