In a relationship I always feel like I'm not good enough and my SO will leave me. I constantly feel that but my last boyfriend has been so supportive and affectionate I didn't feel so bad. 

We still broke up though. And this time it was because he didn't choose me enough. I know this is a horrible quality but I wanted to be the most important person in his life because we both have been through some tough things in regards to our families that I had imagined this scenario where we become the most important to each other. 

And he did become the most important to me. But he would not be able to choose me over his family even though they have mistreated him all his childhood. I know I am wrong to expect that but is it really impossible to love someone so much? 

I don't know. I still feel like I was never good enough for him...

Anyone else going through something like this?