I had a nasty break up a few months ago,It didn’t really hit me until a week ago how heartbreaking this is. I guess I was in shock, and the feelings were delayed. When I work, I am fine. When I am at the gym I am fine. But when I am just by myself, I just feel so off. I am just so angry at myself, I just feel like I don’t belong here. I feel like i’m stuck in a grey area. One push in one direction could lead me to suicide, but another push in another direction can lead me to happiness. I am trying to achieve this happiness but Its an uphill battle. Any tips?