I just recently left the mental hospital and I felt more normal the I do right now in the "real world."
I am in group therapy that my hospital is providing, but by Oct 29th I am "done," my therapist is worried since I have a huge financial problem and it's causing my anxiety/depression to just go up and down and she's afraid I'll selfharm again and go back into the hospital.
My support group is literally my boyfriend and I feel like a burden when asking for money for help and I can only ask so much.
My parents have been no help. So there isn't really a huge point in asking for help. I had to take money out of my 401k and I "supposedly" got approved for unemployment. 

I don't have much to look forward too. Once therapy is over I gotta go back into finding work and throw myself into a horrible situation that I feel like I'm never getting out of. I think of doing irrational things to make money or to just "get out"
I have my dog and it's the only thing keeping me going, but it's honestly not enough.
Idk what else to do, but try? But I'm tired of trying.