Hey! This is my (22F) first time posting on Reddit as I’ve been a long time lurker but finally decided to make an account and make a post. I just had the biggest mental break about 20 minutes ago, it’s currently almost 1:30am and I’ve never had a breakdown this bizarre and bad. I’ve had some pretty traumatic stuff happen in my life within the last year or so and I think everything just started to pile up on top of me all at once and I just broke. I’ve never had this feeling before, I’m still just sitting in my car crying but things just feel weird. I went for a night time drive and when I got home I just looked outside, cried, screamed and just freaked out. I should add I’m supposed to be getting married soon and the stress of the move has been on my shoulders, my best friend almost killed herself, my family is just on my back constantly about my upcoming marriage (in a good way but to the point to where it’s stressing me out) and I’m not sure what’s going on but I’ve been feeling so alone for the last month or so.. This is more of a rant but I guess getting it off my chest helps a ton. 

TL;DR had first big mental breakdown in my car, life getting me down with too much weighing on my shoulders. Just needing to vent.