So I’m an 18M with BPD and today is my step sisters’ 18 birthday and us and all of our friends were going out to celebrate but my stupid job that I hate got in the way again. I was supposed to be there at 6:30 AM which worked out perfectly since I was opening I would get to leave early and go hang out with my friends (which is rare since I’m working +40 hours a week) but I didn’t wake up in time since I wasn’t able to go to sleep until like 4 AM bc my mind wouldn’t stop and I had my alarm set for 6. When I woke up at 9 and saw the missed calls and texts from my work I started freaking out. I called them back and he told me it was fine and he was just going to have me come in at 1 and close. So not only do I feel horrible about that but I also feel terrible for canceling on my step sisters since I have to close, I already had to cancel dinner with them last night bc of work. I hate my job so much, I wish I could just quit