I am in a predicament. I take Buspirone HCL. It has worked well for my anxiety. However my doctor will not let me go any higher on the dosage scale. I do not want to change the drugs. I have read the information on it and especially with my size being very tall and fat. I think I can handle the extra dosage as well as the fact that there are academic papers that had test subjects able to safely take grams of the drug.

I am trying to find another doctor that is willing to just kinda let me be like: "this is not working as well anymore. I need to get the dosage raised." and let that be the end of it. 

I am honestly at a loss as far as what to do. Because I can only switch to so many different psychiatrists. I absolutely cannot put myself through the pain and misery of finding another drug for my anxiety. If I have to do that, I am going to have a fucking aneurysm. 

Kind of at a loss. Need some serious guidance because I am kinda scared shitless. I can already feel my medication become less and less effective. I need some help before this gets much much worse.