i'm about to graduate high school. covid has taken away any normal high school experience i could've had. i've lost the people who i thought were my closest friends in the last few months. i cant listen to music i used to love, i can't do anything. i feel so useless, i don't feel like doing anything anymore. im pretty sure my gpa has went down significantly. i was recently forced to quit my job by my parents. they've taken my car. i'm constantly being referred to as the 'lazy daughter'. my parents immigrated to the usa for their children to thrive, and i feel like im a complete disappointment. my mental state is constantly being overlooked because im a 'just a hormonal teen'. i relapsed recently. i cant sleep due to anxiety. nobody cares &amp; i don't know what to do anymore.