She was the only thing that mattered in my life. She was the only person who cared about me and knew my mental issues and the depth of my abandonment issues. It’s been two weeks since she decided to be abandon me and didn’t even tell me goodbye, she randomly cut me out of her life and things were never the same. 

I can’t sleep at night because I have so many emotions running through me. Anger, depression, betrayal. I legitimately don’t get up to do anything besides f***ing BS school which I hate because I have to see her there all happy without me and get reminded how much she hurt me and doesn’t even feel remorse for it. I haven’t done anything besides lay down and watch YouTube all week. Seriously done.