And I'm sad and mad and hurt and anxious about it. I have no idea how to act around her. She thinks she lost it while squeezing the ball donating plasma. She thinks it fell off that hand and onto the floor. She called the place and nothing. Someone probably stole and pawned it. We looked all around the house and in the car too. I only just proposed to her on June 6th. I'm so incredibly anxious about where it might be and just the fact that it's not on her finger. We both got so used to it being there. It was so special I really saved up for it. How do I manage this and also be kind and not take it out on her? It was an honest mistake and she already feels like shit about it. I want to express my feelings without hurting hers further.