 I’ve been depressed for the last 2 years (24m) but lately I’ve been filling a lot happier.
Thing is it almost feels like part of my memories got blocked out...not completely but I can’t remember details very much. I got disowned by narcissistic parents, rejected by long term crush, crashed my car a few days after my insurance expired, thought I was going bald even though I wasn’t and started having alcohol abuse problems. All in the span of a year. Even had a few schizophrenic episodes (which I never had b4) where I saw things that weren’t there and kept hearing the name of my crush from ppl who didn’t say it. 

I’m mostly over all of that now. But It seems like my subconscious reverted back to when I was 18-22ish. 
My taste in music changed back, I draw more (I stopped,  it now I draw again), my sense of humor is getting more immature, my thoughts and interests in general have a weird sense of deja Vu to them. 


It’s like my personality regressed to being 80% the way it was b4 except with small vague memories/adjustments. 

Anyone ever experience this?
I’m grateful that I’m happy again and no more episodes, but it’s kinda bizarre