If any of you have seen the series The Boys on Prime you'll know what I am talking about. 
Homelander wasn't born with parents, he has had a traumatic upbringing and childhood. He has a real need for validation and desperately wants and needs to be loved. He has anger issues. He has a god complex and loves himself but he also has an unstable sense of self and is VERY insecure.
He acts on impulse when it comes to using his powers lol I don't think he thinks before he acts.

He's evil and isn't one of the good guys but I can't help but relate to him. Aside from all the evil shit he does, he just wants to be loved. He wasn't given the tools or skills to communicate or behave properly he was raised a guinea pig so I don't blame him for becoming who he is (not justifying it either). I just empathise with him a lot.
He also makes me laugh so much, so it doesn't help that he can be so charming!!!
Does anyone else have views on this?? Lol