I get anxious sometimes, but other times i dont know if im faking to make it or is it depersonalation. Like i almsot pretend to do a customer service voice like oustide of work.  At work i feel like a robot especially like my unform like playing a part in a play. Its jard to explain like im here but im not like like i dont picture myself like this but in the mirror i recognize mysellf. F 26 I am so sorry if this doesn't make sense im not great at english .