Hello everyone,
I'm not diagnosed yet but I'm being followed by shrinks since January who don't really seem to know what's wrong with me. So I'm trying to find out on my own. The diagnoses that seem to fit me the most are: BPD, ADHD, schizophrenia or OCD. I also flirt a lot with depression and anxiety but I think those are secondary consequences of another disorder. 
I identify a lot with BPD because I was once a bit delusional and paranoid with my ex-girlfriend (I was constantly accusing her of cheating on me), with my friends (I thought they didn't like me and were talking behind my back). But I don't really know if this is from BPD or schizophrenia. I am also very impulsive and have been depersonalized all the time for a very long time I think. I wouldn't know how long since I never really realized it until I looked it up on the internet. 
But I'm very introverted, I'm very socially isolated (I broke up with all my friends except for 1), very quiet even with my family. I isolate myself a lot in my room to play video games or do graphic design. I am also apathetic with great difficulties to initiate a task or to take care of myself (shower, tidy my room, etc...). All this makes me think that I might have schizophrenia since I haven't seen this kind of behavior in BPD. I know there is a subtype called "Quiet BPD" but I don't think it is as extreme as I am. 

What are your thoughts on this? I am very obsessed with the question of my diagnosis right now. At first I was pretty anxious about it but I'm not anymore. I'm ready to accept and deal with any diagnosis. I just want to know what is wrong with me. 

Thank you for your help, I am here to answer your questions if you need clarification