When I even know what it is I want anyway. I feel like I've spent so much time suppressing my wants and needs that I'm very out of touch with them. 

Sometimes its so bad I lose motivation to do anything cos I've discounted all the things I'd actually be interested in doing as things that just aren't feasible. Like tonight I wanted to go around to my friend's place, see what they're up to and maybe have a drink with them. Instead I just told myself to drive home cos if they're not feeling like it I'll get bored and tired and have wished I'd just gone home so I could have my own bed to sleep in.

Guess I just needed to vent and feel a bit of support. Don't know if anyone here experiences the same thing?