You can be right sometimes. 

You're not always your symptoms. Your symptoms are there, but the pain you feel, sometimes, is legitimate. People CAN hurt you. They can be in the wrong. This post is not meant to feed the BPD monster, but I wanted to remind everyone that your feelings matter and sometimes, you have the right and reasons to be angry, sad, etc. Other people, mental illness or not, can be in the wrong! I wrote this because I've been brainwashing myself for the past months that everything that is happening to me right now is my fault. That every argument in a relationship is provoked by me. It is sometimes. But sometimes, IT IS NOT. Sometimes people who know you, know your illness, know how you work, can still be assholes. Sorry but it's the truth. Yes, we can be a total pain in the ass. We can be demons, I KNOW that. But others can also. TRUST YOURSELF. Trust in you. Don't let yourself abuse from others... I'm sorry if this post is misleading,  I just want everybody to be reasonable with their-selves. I did hurt a lot of people, but people hurt me before too. I'm not a monster, sometimes, the tears I drop are there for a fucking good reason. Get away from toxic relationships. 