This might be weird question to some people but I genuinely want to know. 

I've been in the Mandalorian fandom for the past 6 months or so, and before that I was into Marvel for about 8 months. I've been reading fanfiction of The Mandalorian, and imagining myself as the characters is part of what I do to fall asleep / come down stressful moment. But for the past few weeks I've been less in to it then before, and I'm thinking it's about time for me to head back to the Marvel fandom. Imagining myself as Peter Parker is what I used to do before I was in to The Mandalorian

But the thing is, I am getting a lot of anxiety from thinking about switching between the two fandoms. I spent a large part of today literally shaking with the anxiety at the thought, to the extent that there were moments in which I was genuinely on the verge of tears from the stress of it all. It's all I can think about and I am dreading what it's going to be like when I have to go to sleep in a few hours. I also haven't wanted to eat at all today, the only time I was able to was just a few hours after I had woken up before the anxiety really set in

I got some anxiety when I first switched from Marvel to The Mandalorian, but not to the extent that I am now

I don't even know why I'm anxious. It's not like I can never come back to The Mandalorian. Hell, I'll probably be back in to it in a few months when Book of Boba Fett comes out. I still interacted with the Marvel fandom these past few months even though it's not been my main interest. But for some reason I can't help but feel as if I'm losing these characters

Mayhaps I took all the jokes about fandom being a coping mechanism a bit to seriously