For the past 27 years I have been trying to be a "normal" person. But honestly how much I try, it's simply just false promises to myself. I limped throughout my life to get a job, but seeing the people there and seeing myself, I realise a chronically depressed, stressed and addicted person cannot function as a normal human being. Some issues that are normal to a normal person absolutely wrecks me. It's something that no one can understand and most people will just walk over me.