I can't seem to get along the "live with precaution" train. I have been out countless times since 2020, with masks and everything, also have had guests over. But I end up spending each night panicking and monitoring my symptoms. A little cough sends me down the panick mode. I have severe health anxiety and I don't know how me and my family managed to avoid infection (Thank God!) But I just can't seem to get into the new normal thing. At this I don't want to get any disease because I just won't be able to handle it. I'm legit monitoring my temperature every few hours, drinking hot fluids to comfort my throat. Any sort of reassurance would do. Every night it's the same difficulty and panicking.