I don't know how this works. . I just needed somewhere to vent. I feel like I'm spinning out of control. I can't sleep, Insomnia is working full force alongside the anxiety. The intrusive thoughts are consuming my mind. Nothing I do distracts me from the constant thoughts and images in my head of just the most random things. I feel like I'm losing grip and I can't seem to grasp it. I feel like no matter where I turn, there's always a roadblock. Looking for a psychiatrist has been impossible. I went to my PCP for the anxiety and insomnia, but she just gave me one thing that wasn't even specifically for those issues and just kind of wished me luck. . There's been absolutely no luck and every day gets worse. There's more to the issues I'm having but even sharing this bit of information is out of my comfort zone. I don't know what happens after you post this. Maybe no one will see, or even understand. I just needed some way I could distract myself. .