Hello.....it's me again.I think it's time to take like seriously that thing....From now on I will find a way seriously to do it,no matter hard it is to find a big cliff to jump and to die instantly,no matter the people who loves me.Personally,I believe it's better for everyone to give up on me. Personally I think life is torture.  Personally,I am crying right now because I feel pain and I suffer. If someone knows a easy way to die instantly tell me,I really need to send that Suiside message and to tell the only girl that I loved seriously that I will killmeself because I don't feel ok.