The thing I hate the most about the lack of feeling is how enticing doing nothing sounds. I’m in college and have so many projects, engagements, and opportunities that are coming at me every day, and yet I feel no motivation to do any of them. I just finished two projects and the whole time I was just rushing through them so I could get done, sit back, and watch a show. I used to love doing projects. I got passionate about this stuff. Now I just feel irritated and tired when I have stuff to do because I’d rather just be doing nothing.