I work at a uni and for the 1st time everyone is going back to in person and I am literally not ready at all. Like however sick I am of zoom, zoom was fine and it was safe. I’ve been trying to calm myself down and rationalize that it will be ok but in the back of my mind I’m like “hello 4th wave and especially hello anxiety”. 

I’m trying not to panic about it. But in 2 weeks once I start work who knows what my anxiety will do. Plus I will have to interact with actual humans and take transit everyday. (I googled the walking distance it’s an hour maybe I can do it?) 

I think the only way I will survive is by asking my boss for a detailed guideline of all the safety procedures and who to call and what happens in case I get sick etc. Is that a crazy thing to ask her? Otherwise my anxiety will screw me over.