Legit. I've never had these up roars of mania/hypomania until I started on meds. Just frustrated with being a manic asshole more often than I ever have before starting meds. I feel way too over the top and feeling like I can fuck any girl out there regardless of her relationship statis/own personal relationship statis. 

Has any of yall had a severe mental breakdown that led to a diagnosis of bipolar and have struggled to get back to the before time? 

I'm mid 40s and have too many people relying on me for a paycheck/life stability to be not 100% 

Still struggling to get back to atleast 60% so I can run my shit. 

Help pleased