Not only am I bpd but I have bipolar and add. How does one deal with this? I am 25, in college, work full time, and try to be social. I want kids and a husband one day but im scared to date. I wake up in the morning and I have to bring myself up. Alls I want is to be content. im tired of living my life. its exhausting. are there any success stories that can help me realize it gets better?