Im always so worried about trivial things. I’m so insecure about everything that life starts to feel meaningless and that there’s nothing I can do to escape it. I know these thoughts are toxic and do nothing but hurt me but I can never get rid of them. 

No matter how good life gets it never changes. I’m always held back by my anxiety and It’s too much to deal with sometimes. I just want to be free from this constant inescapable negativity and fear. 

Anyways, I hope y’all are doing better than me tonight. All things considered, life is decent right now but I can’t help but be overtaken by these thoughts. Tomorrow may be better. Im keeping my fingers crossed that it will be.