it sucks having a favorite person and living a life where you have no one and feel so unloved. i wish i had family and parents. it sucks feeling like maybe i’m just meant to be alone and that i’ll always end up that way in the end. what sucks the most is feeling like when you have a favorite person they have a stable life with a life outside of you, they have friends and family who love them, so that you know if they leave you they’ll be okay, but you don’t have anyone and if they leave you you’ll have to be the one to deal with it alone. you’ll have to be the one who’s not okay..