Hey everyone. So it’s known that a lack of object permanence is a BPD thing. It leads to a lot of problems in relationships because someone with BPD has a fear of abandonment. When I read of object permanence, it mainly talks about how space or separation from someone can trigger their fear of abandonment and past pain. Luckily for me, that rarely happens. For the most part I can handle being away from my closest friends for a while. Anyways the whole point of this is to see if anyone else feels how I feel because I haven’t been able to find any articles describing this. So instead of separation from loved ones making me feel like I’ve been abandoned, the space kinda makes me forget either how they make me feel or that they’re real. I have to look at pictures or something to remind me who they are if that makes sense. I could think of a happy moment that literally happened today and feel nothing from the memory like it didn’t even happen. I could be texting my best friend of 16 years and feel like he doesn’t actually exist bc I can’t see or actually hear him over the phone. I’m sorry if this post is a little all over the place, it’s been a rough night and the energy just isn’t there. Anyways thank you for taking the time and I hope y’all have a good day.