I never know how to start these of but I been feeling super super lonely, I think the only thing really covering it under the carpet is been gym and I feel like on my rest days it comes back and hunts me. I also been talking to a girl and it’s been going well however I don’t know if I want to express my loneliness to her, I don’t know if she would find it weird or whatever but I can’t talk to my family about it coz non of them care. It’s just, will I ever get out of this, it’s really hard to express my feeling on text but I’ll try my best to later on