I make mistakes everyday when I drive and if it weren't for luck I probably would've gotten into an accident by now. I'm a new driver and it has taken me years to get to where I am. I felt accompolished when I got my license. I even bought my own car. But now the biggest hurdle for me is being a safe and smart driver. Something just isn't clicking and I end up making impulsive decisions. I'm still having trouble on the highway but at this point it's 50/50 on how well I change lanes or merge. It's scary. I make stupid decisions when I'm nervous and now I hate myself and I don't wanna drive but it's a necessity to drive. I know I'm not a good driver and I think it's all getting to me