I (m16) havent been happy in I dont know how long, I recently started drinking on my own and I realy dont see a real reason to life anymore. Im not getting any fun out of the activities I used to get fun out of. Im constantly overthinking and laying in bed not being able to sleep because thoughts flow through my head. I feel like I cant realy talk to anyone because I would be a burden to  those people.

I just wanted to get this off my chest as I havent realy talked to anyone about it

Sorry for language or formatting, mobile + english is not my first language