My mother was always whiny and bitchy when it comes to expensive products. So she always has to supervise me whenever I'm buying anything online (especially my school supplies). Last week was no exception. My mother told me to buy the cheapest textbook for one of my classes. So I bought a digital copy, which was $39.99. Almost a week later, there were no reminders or links on my school email. Then I realized I put in a fake email for an account (my mom required me to have an email for Outlook since she already had one, which was also fake). Last night, we had an argument whether we should buy the physical copy of the same textbook. And from the moment we were about to, mom started screaming at me "no! I'm not doing this anymore!  You will check that email no matter how many times of the day you do it and you will find it!"

The next day, we finally decided to order the physical copy, but not without my mother screaming at me. Just like yesterday, we had an argument about why I didn't buy the physical copy. I told her she wanted me to buy the cheapest. Mom was screaming at me so much that I started crying. While I was ordering the textbook, I came across the "how to pay" segment. I selected "add another card" and accidentally typed down my name. When an error occurred, mom screamed at me to do it in her name, then adding "all these years you had an email and yet you didn't know?! WHY DO YOU EVEN ORDER IN THAT STUPID COMPUTER?!!!!!!!!!". I screamed back "BECAUSE YOUR STUPID PHONE DOESN'T WORK!!!!!!!!!". She gave a dirty look and said "if you scream at me one more time, girl- This child is making me sick!" (the latter part was her talking to herself). She threw my computer at me and said "get your name off that card now! I want to see it removed!". I couldn't do anything to get my card removed so I typed down my mother's name. The moment we finally got the textbook ordered, mom screamed at me "GET OUT!!!!!!!!! I DO ALL THIS STUFF FOR YOU AND YET YOU CAN'T EVEN TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!! GET ALL YOUR STUFF AND GET OUT OF MY FACE!!!!!!!!".

I cried my way to my room and closed the door. I called my dad on my phone, still crying. I heard mom screaming at me from the other side of the house "YOU BETTER NOT BE ON THAT PHONE!!!!!!!!!". I screamed at her to leave me alone. Despite having to scream at her the same thing a bunch of times, she still kept screaming at me. "IF YOU DON'T STOP THAT SCREAMING AND CRYING, I WILL COME OVER HERE AND I WILL WEAR YOU OUT!!!!!!!!!!". It happens every time we order things online. Mom would always whine about how wasteful I am. I dread them the more I do it. She would always say she gets tired of me taking all her money off her credit card when it's the only option. Sometimes I feel she's right about me. If I have to deal with her one more time, I will go apeshit!