yesterday i went out with a guy i met some weeks ago, we were having a good time until he asked me about the marks on my wrist. i didnt know what to say, i kept talking nonsense just to avoid the issue, he then said i act kind of weird and things got uncomfortable for me. now i feel like i screwed everything up, that he had already realized im not "mentally functional" and i feel bad about myself and ashamed of my behavior. i just wish things were different for me