I hate him so much it makes me sick to my stomach. I just want to see him dead on the floor bleeding......bleeding a lot I want to see his blood. I fantasize about his death a lot and the thoughts make me happy. 
I think the day he dies will be my happiest day !!!

He never was a father to me.
I didn’t even realize how bad he treated my mother, my sister and me because I didn’t know any better ???
Only as I grew up I realized that he is an severe alcoholic, abusive, a pervert!!!!!! who molested a 17 year old 
 and mentally ill I would even say mentally handicapped??? I just can’t believe that a 57 year old man acts like this on purpose??? I just hope there’s something wrong with him 
THE WORST PART IS we have to fuvking live with him because I’m still going to college and my mom is sick therefore she can’t work......I’m always saying to myself day by day that I only have to survive a few more years with that psycho but I am afraid that one day I’m going to kill him or he’s going to kill me 