I don’t just mean the normal BPD ‘I hate them/they suck’ Black &amp; White Stuff I mean like..you start to feel un attracted and uninterested in your SO for absolutely no reason and everything they do seems to disgust you/you feel sick of their face ? ..it’s very hurtful to feel this way and confusing.. I want to know if I’m not the only one..if this in fact IS  a BPD thing..? I also start to feel as if I’m ‘losing feeling’ when I know in my heart I don’t feel this way but for some reason I get these weird phases where my partner is ‘gross’ to me  and I feel kind of numb.. things are going so well and I SHOULD be happy with everything but these feelings are in the way!     
:( please help me is this a BPD thing? Normally I don’t feel this way at all!