i’m unsure how to describe this but i’ll try my best. i’m having existential dread. i’ll be trying to have a good day and every 5-10 min I feel this dark feeling wrist ruins my mood. I also do not feel the same. my brain feels like it doesn’t work/process things the same. it’s literally like one day I woke up and my life flipped upside down just from a weed panic attack. &amp; i never knew i could mentally feel this terrible.i don’t know how much longer I can function like this. I know I shouldnt come to reddit but it also comforts me during this really hard time