I don't know about the titel..Don't know about flair either. I thought about it yesterday while I laid in bed and it just felt like winter for a few seconds and I just felt so happy. I love the darkness, I love the cozyness! I feel safe during the colder and darker months. 

A week ago I went to a store and they already had christmas stuff for sale which I hated to be honest, so I left the store immediately, but I got a feeling directly afterwards. I want to start baking, wear nice sweaters and go to my boyfriends cottage and start a fire in the old cast iron stove and make more soups! 

Every time around the end of february and beginning of march, when the days get longer, that is when it hits me. I don't know if it is seasonal depression per se, because well... I am always depressed, but I absolutely hate spring. I also hate summer some times, because I usually have to work like crazy while my boyfriend gets to have time off, buts spends that time with his friends on his boat for at least a week. It's also always bright and sunny and people are outside and scream and it's so annoying.