I found out I was being used for sex and I tried to curse him. After the emotions faded away I realized what I had done and I felt insane. I genuinely did an entire ritual using my own blood and his name and everything. Lately i’ve been feeling a bit unstable and I think this is the worst impulse action i’ve taken thus far. I really don’t know what to do with myself and my mental state has gotten worse. Is this the start of something bad?