Almost 2 years diagnosed (22F) , 2/3rds of the way through an intensive 18 month MBT therapy. So now it’s time to start planning life in the real world. 

I managed to graduate university before I started therapy. So I have a law degree under my belt but no idea what to do with it. 

My fluctuating motivation levels prevent any progress. The days I’m elated and pumped I want to do everything and I start planning everything, researching jobs work experience etc. Then I’ll crash and everything I’ve done is wiped away. I can’t maintain motivation long enough to complete the task of getting a job or a career. 

I’ve very little idea what I want to do with my life and when I start thinking about it I end up feeling hopeless and suicidal. I want to do things and I want to live &amp; have a worthwhile enjoyable career but it feels like an impossible task. 

Any advice? Stories?
How do you guys cope with your career world, what do you do? Is it difficult to do with the switches in mood and motivation levels? 