She swears up and down that she loves me and that she doesn't know what she'd do without me, but she butt dialed me tonight and I got to listen to her referring to me as a whiny brat, talk about how she was sick of me and how she doesn't care about my problems bc they aren't hers. She uses my illness against me constantly, whether she's doing it knowingly or not. I miss when she cared about me and took up for me when I wasn't around. She's got her own issues for sure, but I am also a mother and would never speak/think about my child the way she does about me. I'm honestly incredibly hurt and I don't know how to cope with this or where to go from here.