I have a class with this boy- I met him on the second day of school and since that day (it’s been about a month) I’ve been so incredibly in love with him. I think about him he’s all I wrote about in my diary I’ve never felt this way before. I do everything I can for his attention every time I see him which isn’t often since we have alternating days at my school. Today, Him and I had a project together with this girl who mentioned how she had COVID earlier this year and how she still hadn’t gotten her taste back and I said that I didn’t know what id do if I couldn’t eat he laughed and almost made a joke about me being fat and that eating wasn’t good for me anyways and he stopped himself but I knew what he meant. This set me off because I had already borderline lost my mind earlier that day in my literature class and I just shut up. Obviously he’s an a**hole but I wanted to write about this because after thinking about it all I realize I don’t love him or want him any less- if anything I wanna change to make him like me more. Has anyone ever felt this way before? I’m sorry if this is hard to read I’ve never made a Reddit post before- just read them.