Recently my best friend whom has witnessed my deep depressive episodes and extreme highs was completely disrespectful to me and it hurt. I have had many manic episodes but I never told my Dr or therapist as I thought I was making it up. Turns out I wasn’t, and I had such a scary episode while working 4 nights in a row with no sleep (6 hours total) that wasn’t the first time this year either. Anyways, I took a medical leave from work to recover, best decision ever! I refused to hear the word bipolar, and my dr put me on Abilify (man oh man is that an amazing wonder drug) on my leave I wanted to hang out with her, I called her and wanted to tell her about it, she interrupts me and asked, are you still coming over? I said yes, she said okay you can continue telling me about your thingy thing; this was on ft and I could tell she wasn’t paying attention; I was UPSET! I had not felt this hurt in a long time, needless to say I didn’t hang out with her. 
I have a problem of making irrational decisions then regretting it later :( did I have a right to be upset? Or did I make that all up? I still feel like I’m making up this disorder, alongside ADHD and OCD.