I can't change for the better. I abandoned my friends long ago to isolate myself from people as much as possible. I was just envious of their lives. I'm still living with my parents at 27 and slaving away at work among people who get on my nerves constantly. At least I have a cat I love but I hate this world / people and can't wait for this hell to be over. I'm gonna destroy myself when my parents die, that's for sure.