I miss being in school and having the entire summer off. Or having almost a month off for the holidays in College. Those were always recuperating months for my mental health. 

I now work at a job that is year around and I rarely get two days off in a row. I don’t know how to overcome the feeling that I need a break. Just a few days to actually be able to breath. I’m the manager at a store, so it isn’t as simple as just asking for a few personal days. Even though I’m full time I don’t get any paid sick or vacation days and I need all the money I can get. I’m trying so hard to fill the role I need to in society right now to be able to pay the bills, but I’m so unsatisfied and drained. 

I really need some adventure. Something out of the ordinary. Something to help pull me out of this funk. I had planned to see the new Star Wars tonight but my local theater is sold out. Does anybody have any suggestions on how to push through when you’re working 50 hours a week and are tired of the same routine every time after work? I just need that emptiness to go away. :( 