So I think I know why I’ve feared all these things. My parents always looked down on the things I’m about to mention (as they should with some). But I’ve fear being schizophrenic in fear people would see me differently. I feared being gay in fear people would abandon me. I feared being a psychopath in fear of ruining my life and others. And right now I fear being a pedophile for the same reason as the psychopath. Is this all due to my true fear of being rejected by my loved ones? If that is true then that’s the root cause of my OCD. So now what do I do with this information?