Hey guys 
Just wanna say. Take your meds forgot to take mine past couple of days. And my depression have come back in such a big wave and made me realise how much I hate myself. My family. The world. I’m genuinely happier on them. They arnt a bad thing. But fuck me holy shit not taking them made me realise some stuff about myself. I knew I didn’t like myself. But I realised tonight internally I distain myself. Fuck me dude I hate everything my parents the most and then me. Fuck world.