I have schizophrenia and depression:

I currently live in a real shitty situation. My husband and I live with some awful roommates, but we can't afford to move yet and I don't know how much longer I can handle them. Our lease ends in Juky of next year and every day they drive me insane.

For example: One of them is constantly doing things that triggers my schizophrenia and I tell him to stop or knock it off and he goes "No, I'm sorry you *don't like it*" like wtf???? NO! There is a difference of me not liking something and that thing PUTTING ME IN THE HOSPITAL!

My other roommate has issues and she's constantly thinking that me and my husband are out to get her. I do not care for her in any way whatsoever! She means so little me and she is always starting problems. She also steals all of my bags and cloths and never asks for any of them. She doesn't know not to take shit that isn't hers!

Every day with these two, it's starting to make me angry and lock myself in my room. Being locked up/cabin fever is a trigger for my schizophrenia so while I'm locked inside my room all day until my husband gets home from work, I'm hallucinating and the voices get deep into my mind and triggers my depression. It becomes and endless cycle of me getting too depressed to do anything and then being able to do something only for those idiots to make me go back inside.

I also think that they're really out to get me and my husband. Why? These assholes never clean the house. I am the ONLY person who does any real cleaning. They leave their dishes out on the table or whenever they are for DAYS on end and if I leave my dishes in th3 sink for a day because I spent all day cleaning and cooking, they're so quick to jump at me. They complain about the shoes being all over the place when it's ONLY their shoes. I may have a pair or two there and they go off. The girl roommate is always starting issues with my husband because she thinks he doesn't do any work in the house. The boy is constantly giving me issues because he's constantly saying such ignorant things to me. I am an immigrant and a POC and he's constantly undermining racial issues in fromt of me and tries to tell ME how immigration works and that we're just lazy and criminals.

My brain can't take much more of it. I have to leave the house so often so I'm not around them, but I can't handle 6 more months of this. I just can't! They set off the triggers that can send me to the hospital so often and brush it off as nothing and my husband can't do much to help me because we don't have the money. I'm just at a lost and it gets worse on my evedy day... I just don't know what else I can do, but to keep going to my parents to be away from those bastards...