I feel like I could convince anyone that I have some disorder so I feel like some sort of fraud after being diagnosed with adhd. I have considered the idea of having bpd, bipolar disorder, body dysmorphia, and ocd along with adhd. I’ve even thought that maybe I’m a hsp. Along with adhd I have been diagnosed with anxiety and depression but those are adhd comorbidities. I feel like looking into disorders and worrying about if I have them is a problem in and of itself. It feels like some sort of health anxiety. I’m ready to see if I can go get diagnosed with bpd because I heavily relate to people who have it and I have literally all the symptoms. It’s not even like I want these problems, I just wanna know what the fuck is wrong with me and fix myself. Am I just hyper aware of all my problems and other people just ignore theirs? How is it that there are people walking around perfectly healthy? The idea of me being a perfectly healthy person is absolutely insane to me. I’ve never felt normal and I think others can tell I’m not either. I don’t even mean that in a quirky haha I’m different way, I just never felt like I fit in. It sucks to feel left out and looked at like you’re from another planet.