I decided to treat myself for Black Friday, I’ve been good with my saving all year and haven’t really bought myself anything so I bought myself a Nintendo switch, and then bought air pods..and then bought beats headphones… and clothes and Christmas presents for my 10 family members it made me feel good but now I feel stupid and sad and the novelty has worn off..

I don’t really regret the Christmas presents cause it’s for my family but my family specifically said no gifts this year and I went ahead and bought a kurieg, 2 echo dots, a fire stick etc… I saved $400 all together but I’m sure I spent over $1,000 so that really defeats the purpose. I’m also picking up less shifts at work so I just feel stupid but also feel like I can’t stop and I’ve sorta dug myself into a hole. I feel horrible