My boyfriend (M 25) and I (F 19) have been together for almost 8 months and we have been long distance for the past 2.5 while I am back home for the summer. The past few weeks have been tough and we have had a small fight or two a week. 
Tonight I told him that when he threatens to ignore me it really hurts me and makes me feel guilty and anxious. And then he said “I’m not sure how much longer I can do this”. He said he feels like he upsets me or hurts me a lot and that makes him feel remorseful and that I deserve better.
I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to lose him. I’m feeling really suicidal and I just don’t know what to do.