This js a stupid one- but hey may aswell talk about it right?

This girl I'm interested in and who's interested in me hasn't talked to me in two days, when she does she seems happy to talk to me..and then I get left on read and not even a hello for 2 days straight and the anxiety 

It ruins my day.. makes me have to hold back tears- hell I even get a little suicidal- like j dont wanna kms but I think about jt 

Maybe I'm just a crazy fuckin idiot 🙃