I’m pretty certain I’ve been dealing with OCD or something similar for years now but I’ve yet to get it checked out.

There’s always something for me to obsess about. I always believe that whatever it is I’m obsessing about in the moment is the biggest problem ever and I’ll never be able to get over it. Most of the obsessions, other than the few big ones that constantly stick with me, get completely forgotten about after a while.

You’d think with this being the case, I’d be able to convince myself in the moment to stop worrying about the obsession, but it just isn’t possible. Even if I’m not actively thinking of whatever’s bothering me I feel uncomfortable for however long the obsession decides to stick in the back of my head.

I don’t know if therapy is a realistic option for me right now but I’m so tired of dealing with this.