my dad told me that this morning.. i haven’t been leaving the house at all, barely even my room. the past few months have been going by so fast because of how repetitive the days are. i’m so stuck in this cycle, it’s been this way for so long but it’s been getting worse recently..

i know i just “have to do things” but it’s so hard. i know that i can just stay at home because i’m a kid and it’s summer, so i just,, don’t do anything at all ever.

i don’t want my mom to worry about me but i don’t know even know how to help myself