Hoping someone else understands. The only thing that cures the boredom is instant gratification behaviors (spending too much money, drinking, eating, sometimes even SH cures it, etc.) But I’m supposed to not be doing these things. It’s hard to find motivation to do the things that build toward my future, sense of self, and don’t give me instant gratification, but long-term results. I know I need to do them, instead of the problem behaviors, but it’s so hard when I feel bored and they aren’t as stimulating. My hobbies cycle so quickly and I find more pleasure spending a lot of money on them at times than working on them. 

Anyone relate or have advice?