Hi community that makes me feel less
alone/insane.

Went out tonight with a guys who’s def not that into me (been dating nearly a year but not good enough for him to ask me to be his girlfriend).

Thought we were going on a date, but his friend is also here (and tbf, he seems cool) but he didn’t tell me about this beforehand and is now mostly talking to him and I feel like an fucking edyut with no social skills.

If my best friend was still here (she committed suicide 2 years ago), I’d give her a call right now and she’d tell me to stop being such a twat and to get out of my head and just enjoy shit. 

But alas, it’s just me and my fucked brain crying alone in a toilet.

So sorry for anyone else that’s feeling this alone. It so shit x