In roughly the last two years my life has turned upside down. I almost failed out of college, I lost the girl I thought was my endgame almost a year ago and it still hurts so fucking much, I moved across the country for a job and ended up crushing my hand on my first day and losing 25% function in it, I saved up for my dream vehicle and promptly crashed it, I lost most of my friends for various reasons and now I’ve developed multiple addictions. 

I just feel absolutely lost, it feels like every decision I make is the wrong one. I can’t see a future for myself and that is so terrifying. I just don’t know what to do, I could use some help or even just some nice words