I’m ngl i used to b down on my ass every single day . U couldn’t tell me working for anything had a point i was miserable pitied n hated myself n had no goals . But every day i work now on shit i love n it’s paying off . 

The one thing dat keeps me goin is the fact that i only got one shot at life . It’s terrifyin but it’s true . If u don’t believe in reincarnation afterlife none of dat u literally have one shot at life . So why spend dat shit doing nothing?? Idc who u is everybody has shit dey care about . U may feel as though nothing pleases u but is that because u genuinely don’t get pleasure in anything or is it because u can’t access what would make u happy? 

Work on what u love in some way n u will have actual meanin to ur life . It may be hard to get used to at first, it was for me, but u only have one shot at life literally and when u on ur deathbed idc how much u don’t care to improve urself now u gon wish u did more then. Work until u literally fuckin can’t i wake up do a 9 hr shift dat i hate and den straight after dat i work on what i truly love no matter how tired or frustrated i am . Bc why in tf would i want to spend my one life doin nothing ? Whether it’s music writing painting math science whatever do something where u can create and be proud of what u did. 

I still deal w depression in some ways but it got way better. If it’s one thing we care about if nothing at all it’s wishing our depression would go away . No matter what it is u can’t let up for a second stay hustlin y’all got it