Just as I said in the title. I thought I finally found good Friends. But at the start of this week I Just stopped feeling any connection with Them. I don't know why But I Just suddenly don't care about Them anymore.

This has happend before in the past. 

I thought I finally found peace and a place with people who I care about and the other way around. Like what is this is shit why can't I Just find a real home.

I feel like deleting all my Social media and Just cutting contact with everyone. Than getting a plane ticket and Just dissapearing. Not as in suicide but really running away.

Is this a common thing with borderline? If so how would you call this.

Just to be clear
I am not (yet) diagnosed with borderline But my therapist suspects it.