My fp is abusive. It’s an ldr but it’s seriously the most toxic situation I’ve ever been in. He constantly calls me fat, calls me an object, tells me he’s the only person that will ever love me, pressures me into sending nudes and sexting when I don’t want to, and says that it’s just fulfilling his needs as a man. I’m scared for myself. I was just starting to get better and I’ve been contemplating su*cide again.