-feeling numb and empty
-bad memory of the past few weeks
-foggy colourless memories and thoughts
-unwilling to socialise
-tired A LOT
-suddenly hate someone who I'm meant to love
-suddenly able to cry at random moments
-can't show affection to people anymore
-feeling bleak and pessimistic about the future
-feeling like my life is over??

are these BPD symptoms or am i just weird thanks