Whenever you’ve had falling outs with people, REGARDLESS OF WHO IS AT FAULT (bc I am strongly of the opinion that in this specific circumstance we were both coming from places of extreme hurt), is it worth it to apologize? She hasn’t reached out to me but I’m sure she’d never apologize first. Is it worth looking like a fool and chancing others talk about me? I dreamt we made up last night, we were friends for 10 years. Sometimes it just feels like she was so in her own emotions she wouldn’t even begin to consider mine, but I can see why what I did was hurtful. But at the same time she hurt me too. 

Should I let go? What should I do? It was almost 8 months ago.