I’m constantly anxious when my partner isn’t around like not that he’s doing anything wrong. Or cheating or anything like that but 

I’m just always afraid I’ve either made him so bored he just doesn’t feel interested in keeping a conversation with me or that he’s not doing well emotionally 

I’ve tried talking to him. But I hate feeling like a burden because he’s such an amazing person and he’s always helping others I just don’t want him to have to deal with my stuff 

And I feel horrible for not telling him how anxious I always am or how I’ve been so depressed and numb lately I’ve pretty much cried myself to sleep every night 

I can’t do this without him I’m afraid I’ll drive him away with all my problems