My GP had a month long vacation and is supposed to be back now. I called him 6 times yesterday during his opening hours, to no avail. No one from his office even bothered to call back. I finally want to get help for my depression but it's taking so long and IDK where to go, who to contact etc. There's a clinic in my city and I thought I could email them and explain my situation but I'm scared that someone I know will end up reading it or that something else bad will happen because usually it's the GP that does the signing up. I feel really alone and ignored. Any suggestions?