Alcohol; we all know it makes ANY1 and The world worse.But I need help. I act scary and this and that, But idk if it’s the liquor or just my personality.I am aggressive and rude without or with The alcohol? Idk Anymore.I suffer from INTENSE identity/emotional BPD, does anyone know what I’m saying or am I fucking crazy? I feel like nobody cares about me. I’m alone,  but I have 100 friends…..and no one to talk to. Let me stop straying off topic tho smh. Alcohol…..I’m drunk rn. What the fuck do I do….the only time I can speak my mind is when I’m drunk, I don’t wanna be this belligerent drunk bitch all the time. I’m so tired.