I've noticed I've become hyper focused on my home - the items in it, the cleanliness, everything.

I feel like this anxiety takes up so much of my mind, nonstop. Even on the weekends, where I'd much rather relax and have fun with friends or my SO, my mind is like: "The kitchen is gross, I need to clean it." Or "My closet is chaotic, I want to organize it this weekend."

I feel like my days are passing me by with this stress, where it always feels there's something to be organized, cleaned, decluttered, etc. I also find that I'm more anxious about organizing/decluttering, rather than cleaning. Cleaning (specifically the bathroom and kitchen) has started to gross me out, which reinforces the cycle of me hyper-focusing on it.

I want to achieve a healthier balance of accepting that things don't need to be perfect, and getting things done when I need to, but also allow myself to enjoy myself more and not be anxious about it.

Does anyone else experience this? Do you have any tips or things/mindsets that have helped?  
Thanks in advance if you've read all of this and have anything to share! &lt;3  


TL;DR: I fixate on the state of my home, and want to get better about not stressing over it so much.