I'm really losing it right now
Everything feels hopeless and out of control
It feels like no one cares
And even if they couldn't do anything to help
No one can
What is the fucking point
I'm crying and fucking breaking down right now and somehow also just feel fucking bored and tired
I've been here so many times before
I don't know how many other times I can do it
Nothing makes me happy
I don't care about food
I can't keep me shit together for the life of me
I feel like I'm always an inch away from drowning in all areas of my life
Please, just give me hope