From March 2022-September 2022 i was in and out of inpatient 6 times for bipolar, anxiety, self harm, etc. I FINALLY got a decent job and started going back to school. I'm living in my car but atleast I still have my parents insurance for my meds and doctor visits. I got the new job 2 weeks ago and a new psychiatrist and I have been feeling so much better and excited to have some money again and feel somewhat normal. Flash forward to today and I wake up and check my bank account to see if my check had gone through because i need to fix my headlights and buy food, but my account was closed. I hadn't used it in months due to being unemployed (did some yard work on the side to get by here and there) and apparently it was $-1.57 in the account and they closed it. I called and they said due to the type of account they can't reopen it. I was supposed to get paid today and now it looks like i'll be waiting til late next week to get my money because the direct deposit had been sent and is now being sent back as a paper check. I just don't know what to do. I don't have the credit for any loan and feel like complete shit. Everything was getting better and now it's back to shit. I barely have gas to get to work tomorrow, so this check was very important and something I needed to keep surviving... and no i don't have any friends or family to spot me until next week. I am alone on this i guess. thanks