Hi all,

At the risk of going around in circles and not explaining myself I will below quite succinctly what problems Im having :

I really struggle to recall words in conversation when I am trying to explain something, wether that be something complex or even simple.

I read and read but my vocabulary still does not improve, albeit sometimes I can't comprehend what I read. I miss the smaller details in what I read, which makes me jump to conclusions only to realise that's what I was missing.

I keep forgetting what I have learn after a while, even things I have done over and over again can slip my mind and it becomes embarrassing. I constantly doubt my abilities and don't feel accomplished if it is not something super complex or amazing I have done.

I struggle to be fun and creative in conversations specifically in small tal situations. I do have anxiety (diagnosed), and am very self conscious, but it's getting really frustrating. I love to network and get to know people but this holds me back.

I keep researching my symptoms on the internet and keep getting diagnoses such as dyslexia, dyspraxia, cluttering , ADHD etc and all of these things scare me. I speak to my mum about it who supports people with learning difficulties and she says in looking too much into it.

As you can see there is a lot going on, and apologies if I haven't explained myself well, but I hope some of it makes sense. I just want to shake what ever this and be able to articulate myself and be the funny, smart and creative person I know I am.

Thanks again :)