This BPD is ruining my relationships with people. I wanted to go bed early so I messaged my best friend that imma go sleep now but not to worry as I've set an alarm for Rick &amp; Morty (we watch it together.) He responded with a don't worry about the alarm we can watch it tonight or tomorrow. I asked him if three hours is too long and again he said not to bother with alarm we can watch it tomorrow, he even called me babe! He's never called me that. So now I'm laying in bed and I cannot sleep because in my mind that's him not wanting to hang out. I even flipped the situation and I thought how would I respond and I would of more or less said the same thing as him but for some stupid reason I can't let go of feeling rejected. I know I'm my own worst enemy. I want to be free from this BPD thinking.