Today is hard. Idk what is so different about today compared to any other day, but damn I feel the weight of my loneliness creeping in and taking over.

I feel it physically, like a burden that has crawled inside me and refuses to leave, taking up space, pressing down on my heart. Crushing my existence with its own.

I feel it in my very being. I Just want to be held. I want someone to tell me it will all be ok. I want someone to tell me they care. I just want to be in the physical presence of another human.