sooo I’m a lesbian with fucking terrible anxiety lol. I’ve gone to therapy and gotten on meds, and I feel like it’s helped me with generalized anxiety, but not with situation anxiety. I don’t have much experience, I’ve only had a couple serious gfs and we were mostly long distance, so I’ve barely kissed honestly and when I had the chance to go further my stomach freaked out from anxiety. 

I’ve been wanting to get more experience to hopefully be able to get over this a little and see that it’s not so bad, but I’m not sure if I’ll even be able to handle it. Me and a girl from a dating app are setting up a hookup for this weekend, and even though I want to, literally just texting her about it gave me physical anxiety. I feel like it’s inevitable that I’ll end up stuck in the bathroom feeling sick which is just embarrassing when ur with someone.

Can anybody relate to anxiety being this bad and offer any advice???