I downloaded reddit and I don't really know why. I feel like shit and I guess I wanted an outlet.

I've been dealing with mental illness since I was young and things still haven't gotten better. I think I lost hope. I have an okay life, friends and even a partner but nothing inside my head feels remotely better. Everyday is a task and I do not like life anymore. I don't think I like people anymore either. I am very close to dropping everything. I don't think it gets better. How do any of you keep on? I really need some help from other people who understand this situation. Thank you for listening to my rambling.