Gotta keep the fucking thoughts out though, right, always get fucking dumped and ghosted and forgotten over and over and over and over again and I’m still supposed to stay sane but how the fuck do you stay sane with that shit how the fuck do you remain sane when you can expect someone to lay at your side caressing your face one day and leaving you the next day, how the fuck do you stay sane with that, that's been my life for 8 fucking months and it’s even worse because I’m a guy so my chances are infinitely slimmer and every single experience has been horrific and soul crushing