What I mean by this is like, I find myself trying to translate a certain character’s actions/lifestyle (change) in a movie or film when I watch it. Like for example I’ll be “damn, that’s a pretty bad ass lifestyle change, I’m gonna start doing that” and actually do it, but then kinda like, stop? And it’s like a cycle with a different “personality” each time.

Why? I wanna say it’s part of our unclear self-identity, but I feel like it goes further than this.

Anyone else feel this way and have ideas as to why?