Years of getting verbally and phisically abused by my parents. And I thought I was in the wrong for all of the time. Maybe I actually am. But I don't care anymore.


I'm filled with anger I could kill a guy and absolutely not be even faced by it. Maybe I'm weird but idrc. I want to kill myself, I don't feel happy anymore and I just want to disappear. I'm angry, I'm absolutely mad. I want to kill myself and there's no other way for me to feel better.



I will try to kill myself one of these days. But I'll fail again because I'm a pussy. I'll just cut myself in the meantime.


I feel apathetic and angry at the same time. I don't see any more hope in this hell of a life. My head is foggy and I'm just so fucking angry. 


I want to die.