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Hey, I'm going to a therapist and I'm pretty sure they're gonna diagnose me with something along the lines of bpd, aspd, schizotypal, ocd, paranoid. I live in a third world country but I wanna immigrate and I'd like to know if jobs can find those records and if having this diagnosis could affect my chances of getting internships/ jobs for good companies. Should I avoid talking to my therapist about stuff like illegal, morbid things, desires for self-harm, suicide, things in my head in general, so even if I go only for bpd, will that affect me in any way? Would it make a difference if I would get the diagnosis from a state therapist (free with insurance) or to a paid one?