I have been dealing with depression from a very young age. It first became prominent around the age of 12-13( ik! Very young) . The deal is i was severely depressed for few years. After a lot of struggle and zero help from my parents, somehow managed to crawl out of the catatonic, no energy, severe isolation phase. I was what u can call a  ' normal' person. I fell back into depression again , got better again. This cycle continues. Mind it i never received any medical assistance even when i begged for it. Now i am 18. In 2019 i plunged into depression again. Tried to take my life again. Also experienced sever anxiety and panic attacks , which is still present. 2020 mid of the year I started feeling Normal again. Now today i felt like what could be called a relapse into depression. I also have a lot of trauma from my childhood. I am finally 18 so i was wondering if i should seek medical help. I am not severely depressed currently. I can function. I am unsure if its enough to run to a doctor for.