Anger never let me go . Fear loves me. Loneliness overcomes even i am in love.

"wow i am 100% cured" phases make just heights and momentum to crash into bottom.

Too much stability and promises made in that phase. my burdens are just getting heavier and heavier all because of my deed. 

I Decreased amount of meds drastically for
 'Stay awake for work, because i will make some money and get married amd happily ever after' shits


Need some rest, like forever. 
