All my problems seem to stack up on each other. I try to figure out how to deal with them but it's like a never ending circle of road blocks. Can't fix one problem without fixing this other problem that I can't fix because of a different problem which can't be fixed without fixing the first problem!!

Nothing makes me want to fling myself into traffic more than this happening. And I know that life just sucks and things happen to everyone and I'm just poor and this is how life just is. But why can't I just take it normally? Why do I have to have a full on breakdown every time something new pops up to fuck me. I'm realistic enough to know that that's just how life is yet every time it happens I go into full breakdown mode and start contemplating giving up on life entirely.