I don’t want my anger to run rampant, but sometimes I just feel like living in Washington state a person with BPD is unbearable, and I wonder if I’d be better off elsewhere. This state wears the crown of passive aggression and NEVER being direct. You’re basically looked at as aggressive anytime you’re being simply assertive.

It’s like not only am I trying to keep my rage at bay all the time, but I can’t even remotely tell it like it is without coming off too confrontational and it just makes the rage worse. Sometimes I wonder if I’d even be diagnosed Borderline if I didn’t live here (then I reminder my childhood trauma and family history lmao).

I know I always want to blame my suffering on other things so that might be all this is, but I’m curious how others who have moved around the country feel about this. Perhaps living somewhere more aggressive would just make my ass hole side get way out of control.