I’m on mobile so sorry for formatting. I just blew up at my father-in-law and spouse because they kept changing their minds on dinner and when they finally agreed on something, I requested a different syrup because the syrup we have tastes like robitussin. Father in law rolled his eyes at me and I called him out on it. They they started getting heated with me and each other. I got up and came in our room and said y’all pick whatever and make a decision. I’ll eat it. And slammed the door. I’m fucking over it. His father gets on my last nerve and I feel stuck. No emotion is better than all emotion. I don’t want to feel anything anymore...