I’m on medication Latuda, Prozac and Wellbutrin for a year and I’ve been stable. Time to time, I don’t know how to describe, I feel sad(?). 

It’s confusing. I’m not depressed like before. I want to cry but I’m not sad enough to cry. I’m not suicidal like before but I just want to disappear. I have no interest in anything except shower and binge eating. I’m functioning at work but have no creativity or a new ideas (I’m a graphic designer). 

I haven’t had a manic episode for sure. But am I still depressed? Or is it a healing process? I can’t get rid of this sadness feeling.