i lost everything i had in the last 4 months. i got in an argument with a friend who was really disrespectful, all my friends dropped me afterwards. i could never really identify with them but it still hurts. my girlfriend, who was the only person who ever took me the way i am, left also two months ago. the situation with my friends kind of calmed down a bit but i just heard that they re still talking about me... i know i am not an easy person but i never thought things were so bad. i just feel that so many people are frustrated by me an reduce their agression on me. why is that? i dont even know what im doing wrong, it just fucking hurts so bad. i feel so damn out of place and lonley. i lose control over everything.