23M. I can't even stand to look at myself in a mirror most of the time. I hate the way I look and who I am. I can only think of myself as overweight and unattractive.





Most of all I hate my personality and how I've turned out in life and as a person. I have no social skills: I'm awkward, quiet, anxious, too nervous to talk to anyone, never know what to say, and just isolate instead. I can't connect to anyone and any time I try they think I'm weird and stay away. 




I'm overweight and hate it but don't have enough self discipline to actually eat right or exercise. 




I used to think I was smart a long time ago but I failed and dropped out of college freshman year, and am now stuck with all that debt and bad credit working a retail job. 





My life feels meaningless and I honestly hate who I am