I have a overwhelming fear about being an adult
, an adult with responsibilities. Even though I am smart I can not function the way the the other people do. Like things like paying the bills, forming a rent contract anyhthing about bank affairs.

It seema like I am full of trivia emotion and theoretical knowledge which does not help a single bit in real world. You need a different aspect of mind a charm to be at ease in the real world.

What I am missing why being an adult and not knowing things and how they will unfold makes me anxious.