TW: Suicide
How do you guys keep jobs? I have flip flopped from jobs since my first one when I was 18. I either succumb to the compulsive feelings of being too inadequate for the job at hand even though I’m COMPLETELY capable or I stress myself out so bad I self harm. (Which has led to me being in the hospital 3 times thus being fired) when I’m not working I feel so much better but I can’t shake the feeling that I’m a degenerate to society and that if I’m not working I’m leeching. (Which I don’t rationally believe to be true but hey mental illness is a hell of a thing)
I also suffer from severe anxiety so anyone with anxiety tips is much appreciated. 