Self-doubting is making everything worse. I just realize this today. That, I think I would be a bit better if I wasn’t doubting myself all the time. I guess deep inside I believe that I’ll never be anything in life. ——This really triggers bad thoughts for me. I don’t know what to do in a house full of people I still feel so very alone.  I thought I was fine that it was getting better, but not its all crashing down.