ever since last week, my anxiety has been so severe it has made me extremely depressed. it’s over something personal and it feels like this never ending hell. i can’t eat, i can’t sleep, i can’t breathe. im suffering and it feels like im all alone. there are moments though where i have 5-10 seconds of immense euphoria/happiness and it goes back to the depression and anxiety. i talk to family, but they never really understand how it feels. i cry every day because i wake up with bad anxiety attacks and im scared to go on anxiety meds because i fear they’ll make me suicidal or more depressed. my life was SO perfect two months ago and now it’s a complete 360. i don’t find joy in doing things anymore.