All I do is hurt people and drive them away. Everyone either runs away or the few that try and stay and support me, I shove away. I'm such a terrible person and a lost cause. I've ruined every relationship and friendship I've ever had. My family and friends don't want to be around me or even talk to me. And my mind is already starting to drive me to push away my last and best friend. My thoughts have become so intrusive that they no longer feel like my own. I feel like I'm trapped inside my own head. I'm just so tired of this.