So I finally came to a point where I don’t think about ending my life anymore. Now, I realize that it’s not a fix to this problem. And this is coming from someone who’s been in the hospital 7 times over the past 10 years for suicidal attempts or threats. The only way past this issue is through it. I ride out the roller coaster of emotions and know that there will be better times. I hope someone reads this and finds hope. Even if you feel like nothing is going good, just take a step back and reflect. Any change is good, no matter how small you think it is.