So I've been talking to this guy, and it wasn't even anything particularly deep. We were flirting, and the idea was that we might hopefully end up in a live-in DDlg relationship. But we weren't romantically attached. 

Last night we were having an \~NSFW\~ conversation and he kept saying how perfect I was and how well we went together. And then this morning, blocked. I don't understand why a neurotypical person would do that. Just go from such strong affection (telling me that we match so well and I'm the kind of kink partner he's been dreaming of forever) to completely blocking me. 

I feel so shit. Like I'm always fucking overanalysing every text message I send in case it's gonna make someone leave me. And I put in so much work reminding myself it's paranoid and stupid. But this is like fucking proof that I should always be worried. Because people can leave me at any second.