I am diagnosed with bipolar, but i feel like i am faking it. I feel like i’m not. I know i’m not. But then my friends call me out for showing symptoms and then I don’t know what’s real and i don’t want to accept it. I am on lamotrigine and I don’t feel different. am i just putting medicine in my body cuz i’m an attention seeker? but at the same time no one sees my episodes sometimes.. but my mom and my grandma were bipolar.. idk anymore.