So I was hanging out at a friends’ place (kat) and while just taking, the concept of naps came up. Trying to contribute somewhat to the conversation, I say that I don’t take naps (most of my friends were saying they take naps, so my stance was unique). In response to this, kat says “well i guess you’re not depressed then”, and the conversation continues on to something else. I just stare blankly in shock, reflecting on the times Ive been up at 2am trying to bleed myself to death. 

This is the second time kat has made a comment towards me assuming im not depressed. 

I don’t know what I expect to gain by sharing this. I just need to. None of my friends know that im not mentally sound. I’m sure kat is depressed too, she makes a fair amount of depression/suicide jokes. Idk. 

Thanks if you read, thanks if you didn’t.