I feel uneasy when alone. And I notice that having others around when I'm fully engaged in my own world (music, laptop, etc) is the best I've ever felt. Like a mutual unacknowledgment. So I'm talking small coffee shops with people in pairs engaged in each other talking low on a slow day, etc. I don't want people to look at me, be too loud, or talk to me or acknowledge me an any way. I just want them there while I enjoy my own world.