Anyone attracted to toxic people and find healthy/ nurturing relationships boring? 
I’m kinda struggling because I’m in a rather healthy relationship and I recently met a friend and we talked about those toxic behaviors we did in the past… I talked about that with my therapist but she asked if i have “romantic attraction” to them and then I realized I don’t really “connect” with romance? So I think I don’t have s*xual or romantic attraction or anything to them but just a really weird and strong attraction. I decant picture having intimacy with them or “commit” to them. But it still makes me split on my current healthy relationship. I know I won’t cheat or develop any sort of relationship beyond friendship but it bothers me so much.