When I use a drive up atm, I have to half hang out of my car to reach the atm. Without fail, I instantly think of that unsolved murder from the 90's where the guy got shot in the head at the atm. Don't know why. Gives me a hell of anxiety attack. 

I have other weird triggers like that. Rain used to be one. Windows; not as bad as when I was a kid but I'm still wary. School buses. Actually most buses. I know that they make no sense. I know they are illogical and unlikely. But apparently only part of me knows it. I hate my anxiety and how it messes with me like this. 

Please tell me I'm not alone!