I just want to know what others have experienced. Has anyone else that experienced sexual trauma of some degree felt an increase in their interest in rough play or bdsm etc? Does anyone here with bpd (with or without sexual trauma) have these sorts of interests? If you have bpd and you have OR have not had any sexual trauma do you have an interest in this stuff or are your sexual interests "normal"/"vanilla" (not trying to insult sexual interests, just don't know of the best descriptor for people not into this stuff at all)? 

I often read this subreddit and feel comforted to know there are others like me when it comes to very specific things, so I wanted to know if other people related to this or not. I recognize this is a delicate topic - the level of detail you wish to delve into is up to you, I am just increasingly curious about it. 

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