I wish I could just go back and fix what I did wrong. The worst in all this is that I live with her, we sleep in the same bed. 

The good part I guess is that we still have sex but then again this just reminds me that I lost her. I feel like shit day after day. I wish I could just get her back.

My jealousy and intense emotions bursting out is what made me lose her. Be careful if you have a supportive SO in your life, don't lose them over some bullshit your mind made up.

I needed to vent. Cheers everyone.