so i’ve been going through it. 

i broke a molar tooth last week to the point where it they couldn’t save it. my dentist chose to make the option to just get rid of it friday morning. the procedure itself was okay. i was awake but i was all numbed up and my disassociation settled in anyways. 

i’m on lexapro which i’ve learned can cause excessive bleeding. me forgetting that, i didn’t think to tell them. so when i got home after everything, i started to form what’s called a liver clot (?). it was basically constantly bleeding because it was bigger than it was supposed to be. meaning i’m swallowing a lot of blood and just have the general taste in my mouth. so i ended up getting sick saturday morning from it. first time i threw up in years, i was sort of shocked/worried. i went in to see them, they removed it. ever since then, i think it’s forming and healing correctly? i’m not really sure. it still hurts like hell when it’s been about 4 days. i do see them today to check up on it. 

the thing that’s really been getting to me though is the weakness. i’m basically stuck to eating apple sauce and mashed potatoes. i have a dairy intolerance so there’s plenty of soft foods i can’t have :( my body has been feeling very weak. i’ve been recovering from eating issues, so this nearly feels like a set back. i was doing so well before this. now i feel like my ill self again and it hurts.