Hello im 21 . Im hypersensitive and depressed af , when i was young i was really sociable and had really good friends and in my family it was pretty okay exept no love from parents. But once when i was 14 my 2 best friends left me for other group that was more cool than me who just play videogames, 2 years later my parents broke up. It ends up that everyone in the family is now depressed and mybrother and my sister are in their own bubble like me . So basically in like 4 years all my relations got destroyed. Since this Time im alone and im so nostalgic about thie time in my life when i received some kind of love/attention . Its now 7 years since last time i was happy . Also i have a litlle sister in the same situation as me but i cant give any love to anyone, im frozen i would Die 100 Time for her but i cant even hug her . It destroys me inside. Also i lost hope having a gf how can i show some love when i didnt receive any in my life. Now when i wake up i always feel happier in my dreams and its always a pain in the add to wake up . Sorry for my bad english.