Due to some trauma and a promise to lock me up for good in hell (psych ward), I went from Acting Out to Acting In, and it's been my personal prison ever since. 

Things are NOT good. I am NOT okay. 
My thoughts are literally screaming inside my head, which makes me physically sick. 

I'm stuck here. Inside. Unable to process or show this rave of emotions eating me up like I'm being tube-fed battery acid. 

This shit sucks.