Like it says on the tin.. I was diagnosed with BPD and co-morbid depression 5 years ago. Since then alot of counselling, a drink &amp; drug free lifestyle and trying my best to keep routines.. My emotional regulation, sense of self and quality of life has improved.
However.. I'm an artist and since I've been working so hard on regulating my mental health I feel creatively bankrupt!
My attention span isn't too good.If I manage to start an interesting creative project I can rarely follow through these days. Ideas.. Are like tumbleweed, they just blow through. At this point I avoid even sitting down to create, I just feel I can't do it anymore. I can blame it on exhaustion and laziness.. But I know its just not that. I feel the depression has a large part to play and am on 30mg if Cymbalta daily for that. 
Anyone else have this issues.. Lack of creative follow through and major creative block?