For context, I’m in the bakery industry and am a student right now. I used to work at a bakery for a month before they fired me for being “too slow”. 

This time I’m at an internship. I’ve been working for 4 weeks now, but starting last week I’ve been getting mental breakdowns and just crying. Today was the third time in two weeks, and two of those times my boss saw me.

I was really considering asking them to hire me after, but this time I think my boss might have had enough and that he’s not going to hire me.
I feel like an utter failure because I don’t feel like a good baker at all; I’m told that I’m too slow and no matter what I do I’m not fast enough.

I’m terrified that I won’t be able to hold a baking job, and in a perfect world I wouldn’t even be a baker; I would’ve been an artist. But my parents said that artists don’t pay rent so...here I am.

Please don’t give me advice on changing careers...I just. I just need help because I’m burned out. I feel helpless. Please help me I’m scared