Not so long ago I’ve met a cool guy on Tinder, we have a lot in common, he’s pretty smart, well-educated, has an amazing job and attitude. The things got hotter and it seems like we are about to go on a date and make our feelings to each other clear. Everything would be perfect if I wasn’t avoiding it… i crave intimacy, relationships, interaction, but i can’t imagine open up to someone. I wanna push him away, I wanna destroy it, because I don’t want no one to find out who I am in real life. Disgusted by myself. perhaps i’m better off without it… what’s wrong? is it something wrong with me, am I broken?

P.S. I know this is the next request for a therapy session lol.