I'll start off by saying this isn't really a fearful or scary post. I'm not all that concerned about this if I'm being honest. I'm just curious if anyone else has this same feeling at times. I have dealt with anxiety for over 13 years now. It's come in all shapes and sizes, from general anxiety to health anxiety and so on. My life have been full of ups and downs like a yoyo. Most of the time I tend to be worrying or feeling uneasy about something. Sometimes big, sometimes small. But in general I am just so used to it now that it doesn't phase me nearly at the levels it did when it first started.

But every so often it's like I have exhausted all avenues of worry for a little bit and everything just seems fine. I just feel like everything is clear and stable. Problem is rather than accepting and enjoying that, I begin to get this uneasy feeling about the fact that I don't feel anxious. Like my mind is thinking nah this is too good to be true. Eventually some new worry or concern pops in and I'm back to the 'normal' anxious feelings again.