This year I started seeing a new therapist and I would like to thank her for helping me see how far I've come, and everything I have accomplished. I feel like I've finally let go of the last of my guilt I was hanging onto and I'm enjoying the life I've built, and it's a damn fine life. 

She has also helped me learn that it's okay to be happy without focusing on the impending sadness, I can enjoy themood I'm in. I was so focused on my future moods and the destruction and terror they could bring that I never savored the moment. I'm so fucking glad I met this therapist and started working with her, and I'm so excited to see where this takes me. 

So, here's to good therapists everywhere, and to working on yourself! 

Have a wonderful day everyone.