This is therapist numero dos and I'm ready drop therapy altogether, it's not a choice now. I went back in to my old therapist in the middle of the summer to deal with the trauma of a limerent obsession I had developed for a coworker while manic as hell. I still haven't gotten over the guilt and shame from simping so hard for that lady but I failed at properly explaining the situation to either therapist as they thought it was just a simple crush. The first therapist figured that my reaction to these events screamed autism and I couldn't properly read social ques. The second must have thought I was just an incel because she treated it like I got rejected. My second therapist didn't show up the last time I went to her office and today she didn't even text or send a reminder so I didn't bother. Guess that's the end of my therapy saga. 

While I'm here has anyone ever dealt with limerence while manic before? Scary stuff. I felt like a real creep being so infatuated with another person, felt even guiltier because said person was engaged. Took me a while to process everything on my own but not before spending 100's on psychic readings and other stupid shit to confirm my delusional bias. Honestly wish I could just apologize to my limerent object for being so stupid toward her.