For the past 8 years of my life I’ve been thinking about killing my self if I’m being honest I have no purpose I’m always sad I have no friends and I feel like I’m just that annoying dude from the family but the only reason why I haven’t killed my self in all of those years it’s because if i do so I’ll never have the chance to meet that one girl that will change everything but tbh I’m kinda giving up I feel like that day will never come, every day that passes it just makes me feel bad idk what to do