Sometimes I wonder why I moved 71,000 miles away from home. Far away from family and friends. I had my career going, extremely happy and content with my job but I decided to move 3 years ago with my spouse, COVID hit and now I am back to square one with a restaurant job, not using my degree, broke and forever tired living paycheck to paycheck. I'm unsure now if this was the right thing to do. I am trying hard not to regret the decision I made but I hate this feeling and it's so hard to shake.

I have been trying but I feel as though I'm just not good enough for any new job. It's such a hard topic for me to bring up with anyone in my life. I am trying to not give up on myself but my mind just gets all over the place and today is one of those days.