Incoming wall of text and vent, sorry! 

Alright, so my last job had a security camera (with sound) that could be tapped into remotely and held videos for up to a week. My ex manager used to check in on them and then passive aggressively drop hints about whatever the staff had been talking about. She wasn't a great boss and we had massive struggles with keeping staff and the way she treated us, so we would chat about it and how we were feeling. All stuff you probably don't want your boss to hear, but this was before we knew the camera was being tapped into at her leisure.

 Ever since this job, I have had huge anxiety about being watched and listened to. My latest job doesn't have cameras (that I can see), but that doesn't stop me from absolutley freaking out that I'm being watched or listened to. When my husband and I moved into a new house, I had him check out room and bathroom for cameras because I was feeling that paranoid about it. Today was a shitty day at work, I got in and the closer for the previous day did a terrible job, so I lost my cookies about it (as you do) and the more stuff I found over the day the shittier I got. Now I'm sitting here terrified the boss heard or was watching and is gonna be disappointed in my attitude towards other staff or just disappointed in me in general.

 Howww do I work with this anxiety about being watched? It's getting out of hand 😣


TL;DR 
Security cameras freak me the fuck out and I always feel like I'm being watched