So I’m currently in ED recovery and already struggling a lot. I mostly just want to sleep all the time, but last night in the middle of the night I realized I had bedbugs and had to go down and sleep on the couch which was uncomfortable. I’m obviously really freaked out about it, and now I have to bag up all of my things, when really I just want to sleep. I haven’t eaten, brushed my teeth, brushed my hair, taken my meds, drank water, or anything, I logged into a meeting but other than that I’ve been either looking up bedbugs and freaking myself out more or staring at a wall and wishing I had died several months ago. I need to start bagging up my things but all I want to do is just lay in bed and sleep. Does anyone have any advice for this? I’m tempted to just take some of my sleeping meds and sleep anyways but I don’t live alone so I need to have this stuff bagged up. It’s already a bad situation but my depression makes it so much worse and there’s just a weight on my chest telling me to sleep and not deal with anything ever again, and now all I feel is numb and tired and I don’t care about anything anymore.