Are not the same for all of us. I am alone, and I usually am on holidays as I don’t have a family to be with. It’s especially hard when you’re going through a downward spiral. I miss them so much today. My heart feels like it’s been stepped on dad too many times and I have some seriously harsh and dark thoughts clouding my brain. I’m not even eating today it’s just too much.. or not enough? I’m tired of being heartbroken and I carry these terrible memories with me for a long time. Another year without my new family, without a new tradition, without love…