recently my friend circle from school had to split, because internships started. i was so happy to find out that three of them got an internship 5 minutes away from my hometown, so i asked them to go out there after they're done with work on like a friday or something. this was a week ago and I'm still left on read, by multiple people, lol.

i told my mom today and she said 'wow thats weird behavior', hearing that hurt and made me log in here to write a big rant, because to me it's not weird behavior, exclusion like this is very familiar to me. but i don't want to rant, because i know there are people with the exact same problem, who also feel worthless when this happens to them, they can remember all the times they logged into snapchat or something and saw their friends have a great time without them.

i want to express to people who share this feeling that this does not, despite how it feels, change your worth as a person, you are a great friend and im sure whatever event you got excluded from would have been way better with you around, thank you for reading.