I’m 15 and ftm, I pass well but I’ve been getting a lot of paranoia of being r@ped or SA. I’m getting dreams 3-4 times a week where one of those things happen, daily thoughts about it, thinking and dreaming so vividly of it happening it’s hard to know wether it’s actually happened or not. I’m scared of being near guys in my class, near male teachers, near male relatives, I’m scared to be outside alone. It’s giving me more and more anxiety and I don’t know what to do. I’m almost convinced it’s going to happen and I’m just waiting. I’m so anxious all the time because of it