My moms in town, and the rest of my family lives in the area. Went to my uncles house today, and as I made my way around the house, I had to repeat myself over 5 times, being asked the same exact fucking questions by each family member. “So, tell me what’s going on? How’s your job, where are you living, what have you been doing?” Etc. Now if I was in a better state of mind, this wouldn’t bother me as much- But having to act fake, and answer like I was in a job interview while I’m like just trying to focus on making it through the next hr, the next day demoralizing. 

I was so relieved once I could just get in my car, drive away with some Indie music on , and just be by myself. Some people say, you shouldn’t isolate yourself when you’re feeling depressed- But honestly, I need to be alone when I’m depressed to process what I’m feeling so I can move on from it, and just to feel better in general.