I felt very lonely for a while now. No matter what I do or who I meet I feel lonely. Its not that I am completly isolated. I meet friends at least once a week, but even than I feel alone. I try to have meaningful connections, but somehow my friends cant give me that anymore. I just don't see why that is though. 
Even when I meet new people and exchange with them I don't feel satisfied in my need to feel connected to someone. So no matter what I try, I feel empty and lonely. Is there anything I can do about it? I mean I try to socialise and I try to objectively not be alone, but it doesn't change the feeling of loneliness. 
The only person I didn't feel entirely lonely with hasn't spoken to me in months, cause of her own depression. This worsens the situation, but my emotions have been like that even before that break. 
Thank you for reading :)