Hi I’m new here and just really need to vent. I’m in a huge financial situation that’s making me just want to end my life honestly… if I didn’t have my baby I would’ve already, not gonna lie. My family is struggling, my fiancé is the only one working because we can’t find a reliable/responsible sitter. Plus everyone is asking for more than we can afford anyways. I’ve applied to several work from home jobs but no luck so far… I’ve resulted to trying to trying to sell certain content and asking for what I can from people that’ll give what they can ( not expecting help, I was just stating what I’ve resulted to) how embarrassing. I just feel like the worst mom/spouse ever because I can’t help provide financially and it’s hurting us. My baby deserves better than this. I constantly think about just overdosing and ending it all honestly…