I need to go to my best friends wedding. I am a maid of honour and promised I would come. But I am terrified of flying because of the pandemic. We are all vaccinated and legally there is no reason not to go.

I haven't slept in a week almost and ly stomach had been terrible. I'll spare you the details. The wedding is still three weeks away but I just can't get myself together.

What can I do? I'm afraid I'll never forgive myself if I do t go, she's like a sister to me, but at this point I can barely function.

I know it's an irrational fear but the anxiety is ruling my life right now.