hi, i think there is a lot of posts like this but i still don't know what to do and I'm feeling so horrible. I've completely loose contact with my FP. we were friends but one day he just blocked me on fb (we are internet friends). i think i was too much and our relationship was too overwhelming for him. i feel like a bad and toxic person. i just wanna know what went wrong. i was trying my best doing everything i could, be the best person for him but i think we just didn't have a lot in common.
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I don't know what should i do. i'm feeling so bad and i relapsed into sh. i wanna move on and stop thinking about him but my feelings are so intensive, it feels like dying and i have so intensive suicidal, negative thoughts.

i hope my post wasn't triggering for anyone. do you have some advice? how did you move on with loosing fp? i really don't know what should i do.
ps. I'm so sorry for my english, i hope you understood me.