I'm 24, and somehow I've managed to get myself in a place where I don't have any friends. 

I moved to my current location two years ago to be closer to my mom. I figured by now, I would've had at least one or two people I could call up to hang with. I've had two boyfriends since I've been here and looking back, I think I used them as a crutch for friendship without realizing it. 

I feel panicky every time I think about my life, knowing I have no one to talk to other than my mom. What 24 year old doesn't have friends or a relationship? I can't imagine growing old and having no partner, friends, or kids. I'm terrified. I don't want to come home to an empty apartment or house every night, like I'm doing now.

I don't want to be alone. I just want one person. Just one. Idk how to do it, because I always get anxious and ruin things.