It's another one of those, 'felt abandoned by someone who I really liked and trusted and thought I really connected with and then blew up like a nuclear bomb at them and now regret it' situation. We only were close for two weeks but were casual friends for 4 years. I felt so happy being around him. He initiated everything physical. He told me he can't commit to anything right now and wants to 'sort out his life'. He tried to be nice about it on the phone and I tried to take it well. Later I blew up and sent a bunch of angry mean texts to him. The next day I said sorry. I then sent him a card. He told me thanks but doesn't want to be friends or hang out anymore. He was so cold. I want to fix it, I miss him :( He was the first person I really connected to in about 5 months and connected to romantically in about a year. I don't know what to do, I've offered to meet him in person to chat, I've apologised through text and a card, I asked if we can just be friends and told him I really like him as a friend too. It's been about a little over a week since the blow up. I'm trying to move on and put it behind me but I just regret it so much. I don't even need him as a boyfriend, just as a good friend. I think he was my FP and I haven't had a FP since my last best friend basically ditched me for her new boyfriend last June. I miss him :(