I tried telling my doctors that I’m so irritable all of a sudden. I got brushed off as being on my period or as it just being a normal manifestation of the depression, even though it hasn’t been an issue for the years I’ve been dealing with it. Everyone and everything annoys me. I hate talking to my family and any conversation will elicit one word, mumbling answers. People annoy me. Life annoys me. Being sick annoys me. I am fucking tired of this. Will it ever get better? Probably not on its own. I will ultimately have to take this into my own hands before it’s all said and done and I’m coming to accept that fact.