Hi everyone!

I really need some help. My BPD is absolutely out of control. Im living with abusive family and i am unable to go for in person counseling. I have looked into better help and it is over $75 a week for counseling. I am overwhelming my boyfriend with my meltdowns and i just need someone to talk to so i can stop burdening him and start getting better. Please let me know if you have any suggestions at all.

Thank you so much