I feel like being in quarantine has made my BPD far more severe. I only used to hit myself but now I feel like I’m having more psychosis symptoms as well. I’m convinced that my family is plotting to ruin my engagement and wedding to my fiancée and or hate me and him. I also believe that they’re trying to hold me hostage in this apartment. I accuse them of these grandiose things when I know it isn’t true but I can’t control what’s coming out of my mouth. Just hope someone else experiences this too and it’s not me having schizophrenia forming.