I’ve been depressed for 8 years now, I’ve had people just be nice to me and it never works.

I need to be yelled at, to take some responsibility. I am an adult who quit their job cause I couldn’t be bothered, dropped uni courses cause I thought it would be ‘too hard’, my room is dirty, I’m unhygienic and isolate myself. 

I need to be disciplined and told to grow the fuck up and not babied, but I’m so co dependent I would probably cry and ask for some sympathy.