I wont go into detail about my problems since this is a grateful post.  I have episodes that last about 2 weeks then go away. I always feel like they are going to be permanent. I'm in one right now 

I'm grateful that it has always been just an episode and I feel genuinely happy/content with my life 90% of the time. 

I'm so grateful for my fiance, especially during my episodes. She doesn't judge me and is completely understanding and she pushes me towards God in times like these. She makes me feel a little better when she is around

I'm grateful for my family and best friend who always answer my calls when I'm like this and don't get annoyed with me and talk to me because they know it makes me feel a little better.