For the last couple of days, I’ve been having strange voices in my head trying to sabotage my relationship with my gf because I have nothing going, I need the drama and heartbreak and suffering because i believe it’ll make things interesting in my life especially right now. 
I’m trying to get convinced although they’re getting to me to a point that I question my love for my gf but I can still give and feel the love for my gf when there’s no voices or intrusive thoughts. Can anyone relate ???