I'm 25 years old. I have a good job, a girlfriend, and family. Until recently I've been doing okay considering my history of mental health problems. Last week it all started to fall apart. My girlfriend asked for a break because she doesn't know if she wants to be with a man. My job accidentally shared sensitive information about my mental health via screen share during a meeting. My car started acting funny so I took it to the shop and it's $700 I cant pay. I went from being happy last week to being at one of my lowest I've ever been right now. It feels like every aspect of my life decided to fuck up all at once. They say that when it rains it pours; I feel like I'm drowning. It feels like everything I do to try and make it better backfires and I end up in a worse position. I can't take much more. Last night I had a panic attack, I've had others but this one was different. I could barely breathe, I felt physically paralyzed. I could think but couldn't speak. I was so confused. I had no idea where I was. I slept for 14 hours after that and now I'm just laying here without the will to even get up. Why did everything have to happen at once?