Hi so this is weird but I'm gonna be dying my hair in a couple hours, my hair was dyed and bleached a good few times throughout my life in the hairdresser's and once or twice by box dyes. But for the past long while I have been extremely anxious and paranoid of dying my hair at home with box dye because I fear I will have an allergic reaction and die lol
This fear has also bled into trying 'new' foods, cosmetics and medicines. 
I know its stupid but it's so bad it's gotten to the point where I get physical symptoms if I try  to dye my hair or do any of the other things above. Anyways then i end up having to throw the dye away and it's all very embarrassing.... 
I am the type to always try and over come my anxiety even if it's very bad, like I would go in to the hairdresser's before an appointment for a patch test, come out and feel like my throat is closing and think it's real, have a full on panic attack but get through it eventually (without dying hahah)

Just looking for people to weigh in and tell me if I should or shouldn't try dying my hair later like will I be ok I'm so scared 
Thanks in advance