Someone I was pretty obsessed with texted me out of the blue and I got pretty excited. We kind of caught up and I opened up to her a little (because she asked) - Then she just didn’t reply... 

instantly felt like garbage and obsessively checked her socials to see if she was still active - she was. I was REALLY fighting the urge to just block her. Then she messages me somewhere else and I get excited again... till she does the EXACT SAME THING?!

I really really tried to not dwell on it but I can’t. I’m angry, depressed I feel useless and disrespected. I tried to give it time but I just blocked her but that didn’t help. I just wish people wouldn’t do that cause now I’m spiralling