We used to be friends this time last year and then he completely blanked me for months . But in december/january idk what happened but we fully rekindled a flame and it was in of the hardest points in my life and he entered it and he fully felt like home to me he was the reason i still held on , i don’t know what’s happened but i swear this has intensified my fear of abandon and i’m losing him . I know others might not get it but this is what i feared the most i don’t know what i’m going to do without him