I split on all of my friends about a month ago and just came out of my episode to... nothing.

I split initially because I felt like I was the only one putting effort into the friendships, but this is an insecurity I've always had, and figured I'd be alright after a few days to myself. Well, a few days turned into a few weeks and no one called or texted. Which is really shocking because I felt like we were all doing really well before this. I was communicating for once and their support helped keep me fairly stable for a while. And it just makes it worse to still see their posts about what new person they're out with every night. Even my supposed "best friend" forgot I existed until it was time to beg me to organize her birthday plans. It hurts knowing I was right, I guess.

To top it off, I'm moving in with one of these people soon. I don't know how I'm supposed to live with someone who refuses to be near me.