i made a joke and my friend just responded with "ok" and i can feel myself becoming emotional and angry at him :( i know he probably didn't mean it but it hurt a lot, i just wanted to say something funny and i don't know what i did wrong :/

i hate being self-aware cuz i know when i'm being irrational but i have to watch myself self-destruct and hurt people. i know that how i feel is out of proportion but i feel so out of control of my feelings and actions the best i can do is close discord to avoid screaming in his dms or blocking him