thought i was confident enough to use tinder and found out how fucking wrong i was. started crying cause i felt so fucking worthless and unlovable. It’s not even that i felt ugly (i do), but that i’m so *WEIRD*. I’m totally pathological, anxious, and insecure. I’m strange and i don’t have my shit together and i just completely hate myself. Half the time i think i deserve to die. so how the *fuck* do i think i’m good enough for anybody else?? It was just an eye-opening experience to be on Tinder and realize what a disgusting reject I am. I just want to curl up in a ball in my room and hide from the entire world.