My younger sister has this and I think I might too. I've noticed I have this really odd bad habit of buying things and then eventually sooner or later I trash them or I donate them. I have history of drug abuse, sexual abuse physical abuse/assault, self harm, rage, mental emotional verbal abuse. Diagnosed social + general anxiety disorder, major depressive disorder, ptsd some other stuff. I feel mentally like I have this thing in my head. Its like a disease for sure. It doesn't allow me to see myself as I am and I don't always know who the fuck I am or I don't like who the fuck I am and so I have to resort to throwing shit out. Obsessive ocd tendencies. Getting into repetitive phases. I feel like I am constantly searching for myself.