I have had this feeling for a long time now. I have been suffering with depression and anxiety for a few years. These years have been dark, hard, suffering and just surviving. Im entering a crutial part of my life - where i apply for a uni. I feel as if i have exhausted all my energy to fight and now have very little to fight the upcomming challanges next year - and i know they are going to be many (health, friends, acdemics, relationship and feelings). Its because of all of this that i know i wont be making it far, I just have this feeling and its become constant and a real thing in my head. If not i wont make it too 18. I am so tired of fighting and these days i can feel it. I feel the tierdness.