I’m 15, and I’m flying 2 states away so I can visit my family for 2 weeks. I have some weird feeling I need to write an autobiography or do everything for the last time, or like I need to think as many thoughts as I can before my brain can no longer produce thoughts. I’m just so so worried and it makes me want to cancel the trip. 

Anxiety disorders run in my family but I haven’t been diagnosed personally and I don’t take any medication. But I started thinking maybe it’s normal for your brain to jump to the idea of tragedy when you plan on going somewhere you aren’t 100% familiar with if that makes sense.