You know what sucks? Always feeling like you don’t belong anywhere. My parents abandoned my siblings and I when I was 11 and we were placed in foster care ( my siblings and I). I am the oldest so I took car of them the best I could. After that There was always a void about belonging somewhere. Never quite fit in with my foster family, never quite fit in in school, has some friends here and there but couldn’t really connect cuz I was depressed. Years later I talked to my parents again but they didn’t feel like family anymore… and to top it all off I think I’m developing a psychotic disorder. If there’s a god he fucking hates me for whatever reason 🤷🏻‍♂️  I battled a binge eating disorder and I was able to beat that, anxiety and depression are my worst enemies though, doctor says I’m the bipolar spectrum as well.. idk how much more I can take