At first i was so happy to finally figure out what was wrong with me, but now its like everyone dismisses me even more.

When im upset no one really asks why anymore they just assume I'm having a low episode and don't press it. I've been severely depressed for a week now, having at least one sobbing breakdown a day from the stress, and no one asks anything beyond " you good ?"

And i cant talk to people about it because they dont understand. The thing with personality disorders is people without them don't get it. Their brain doesn't work the same way. And even if they insist and i try i just get generic advice? Like " you need to stop taking it so hard " and told i need to get over things that happened when there was no fucking closure for them for me, just forgotten about by everyone else.

No one new is going to know i have it. I'd rather have someone think I'm a dramatic ass bitch with issues rather than not take me seriously as a human with feelings.