Nearly 3 months ago I started dating my current boyfriend. Recently I was kicked out by my roommates and my relationship with my parents has taken a big hit, so as a result I've been pretty stressed. I don't take medication, my mom really was always against it so I sort of adapted without it along with the help of therapy. But my boyfriend now thinks that I'm overly stressed, and my poor mood is effecting him. He's a Psych major so now he seems to think he knows whats best for me and he's said that "his patience is wearing thin" and if I don't improve in a week that he wants me to start an antidepressant or medication. I know it can be helpful for some people but I really don't feel comfortable starting one now that I live on my own I know that if something goes wrong I'm a huge flight risk and I will hurt myself. He's already made me feel like I cannot come to him about anything, I started SH again and I feel like I can't come to him of even show any emotion around him or I get lectured about how I need to "meditate" and take care of myself and how I'm not "trying". I feel like I'm crumbling and I can't turn anywhere for help, I feel like no one will ever love me and I will never be good enough. I really don't know what to do.