Sorry for the bmth lyrics lol but its pretty accurate. 
I don't know how to feel anymore. I just got out of a three year long relationship in which we did get married for various reasons. Im totally okay with this fact other than him not trying to fight for the relationship, makes me feel like he never really cared in the first place. But more importantly, can someone explain to me why I've already moved on from him and are talking to new future fps. Yep I definitely don't get my confidence from outside sources huh..