I have been depressed for a very long time now, per trauma and my mood disorders.

Today is my birthday and I lost the one person who actually brought me any source of happiness.

I don't want to live anymore. I don't feel like life is worth going through anymore. I just don't know what to do. I don't know how to move on. I don't believe I will find anyone else like them. 2 years down the drain. I don't feel like I can do this anymore.