So out of respect for my boyfriend and our relationship I deactivated my facebook account several months back. It was not good for our mental health and insecurities were flying high that surrounded facebook usage. So we ( boyfriend and I) mutually decided to get rid of the drama. 

Father's Day comes and my boyfriend cannot get a hold of his dad so he pops on facebook and sends his father a message. Cool alright no worries bro. Hours pass and account still not closed down and into the next day..? He freaked when I went on facebook after one of our long fights but he acts like it isn't a big deal now... Why because it involves him and his needs/wants? 

IDK but it sucks that I want to talk to him about it but then again I don't. I want the whole "you do you and I do me" thing without fights and worries. I'm not stressing that he isn't loyal to me and our relationship or anything. Just don't know what the hell to think.

 I'm just sitting here like Fucking A really.. This shit is bonkers. I can't say shit or don't know how to without sounding like a controling freak of a girlfriend. I just want him to uphold the same expectation (if that's the right word) for him that he has for me. Screw facebook and the drama that follows.