I seem to only go a few hours before I'm insecure with myself and really depressed. I feel like having a facebook and Instagram is triggering for me. I don't feel pretty at all. I used to take selfies when I was like 19 and I would actually smile. Now when I take them I feel I look so unattractive and weird. It gives me anxiety to have any pictures of me on social media. I'm so sad that I feel this lost about myself and insecure all of the time. I have no energy for life anymore. I feel like every day is a battle to get through. I don't know if I'll ever find true happiness anymore. It's not fair. I feel so bad right now. I'm so jealous of people that don't have identity or personality issues. I feel cursed.