today, i texted my fp/s.o about how i was suicidal and not feeling really good. they took a long time to respond and were posting on social media instead of texting me back. i know this is probably because they were busy, or out with friends, or something, seeing how they later sent me a longer message about how they’re here for me, and how they care about me and miss me, etc. but when people don’t respond EXACTLY how i think they should, my brain spirals and assumes they don’t care at all.
it’s hard. i always picture how i would respond to them if they told me they were struggling, and it’s completely different. but we’re also different people, i can’t expect everyone to have the same nitpicky standards as me. idk guys:/