I’m m26 and I live in the uk. I’ve never seen any doctors regarding to how I feel but recently my condition got worse to the point where I think of taking my life on daily basis. I wanna finally get help but I’m scared of going to gp and talking to them about it all and I’m also worried about the pills they could prescribe me that they would mess with my head even more, can anyone give me advice what I should do or how it looks with gp what happens once I tell them about my mental state? Thanks