a couple weeks ago my fp left me and was crushed, but I was anticipating it and could've seen the signs coming, from a general lack of interest and effort. it hurt so bad and I mourned the loss of his presence but ultimately I was getting better. 

he came back a few days ago fully ready to show me love and attention and I was so happy he wanted to show me all the effort and attention he was previously lacking, telling me everything I wanted to hear about how much he loves me and missed me, but I was cautious, knowing I might need to take a step back if he stops putting in the effort again. we had a really long and intense convo last night and then suddenly this morning he deleted his social media account or blocked me. i don't know what happened and I hate myself for letting my guard down so easily. i know I shouldn't be looking for an answer but why would he do this? :(