Hi everyone  
I've dealt with anxiety for 27 years, depression since my teens, and alcohol abuse in my 20s. I'm fully sober for the first time since I was probably 16 and I'm doing great. I am doing great in my career and have had some new prospects open up, I am moving to a nicer place with my girlfriend and our cat. I have been very productive with my music which has been my dream since I was a kid. I'm feeling energized and pretty proud of myself...

  
Yet I'm convincing myself I'm just having a manic episode, which to my knowledge I've never had. I have never been diagnosed with bi-polar or anything other than anxiety. But I am worried my energized feeling is me starting some sort of episode. I'm worried because I am starting to feel a little bit more in touch with my spirituality that I am some how becoming delusional.  


It doesn't make sense, I am just living like a normal person does but I can't accept that things are going well.