I feel like my own life is turning into a rain wreck lately and people want me to discard my own life to care about humanity, at least in my delusions. But at the same time I’m not in touch with the spirit world and I believe my own personal life still has value to me. I just don’t know how long this episode will last but it feels like life got worse after Biden was elected. I am excited to move to the new house. My friend said she has a belief that I will get better after she moves away and I’m hoping she’s right.