I was an athletic guy whose mind was so sharp he could control everything. Right now I might I have a job related to my studies but nothing is the same. I am on 3 ap and I have to sleep at least 12 hours everyday so I won't drink 5 cups of coffee. I am still sleepy no matter how much coffee I drink. I had ambitions, a really good body and hopes for my future. Right now I just am in need for relief of my symptoms and for a job in order to make a living. I do nothing that satisfies me, my sex life is dead because of the aps and sometimes I just want to die. I still can't finish my studies and it has taken me 2 years more than normal. I just need a hug.