My mother has had a rough year and a half. Her boyfriend of 25 years died and shes in a bad situation financially that Ive struggled to help with given my own failures. The only person left in her life is me. She has no friends or family otherwise and works as a stocker at a grocery store. She told me today I was a disapointment she wants to kill herself so that I would know what it was like to be left alone with no one to see my accomplishments.