Starting to feel more and more consumed by my sadness. All things considered my life is grand but I can't help but feel like I'm being sucked into this giant lake of depression. 

Work is fine. I live comfortably. My dog is great. But I feel very lonely, constantly. Even when my friends are around. 

So here I sit with an unloaded gun to my temple just to feel the cold. Idk why I'm posting this tbh. Just sad