My parents are still fighting because my mom is a lying forever cheating whore and my dad is an abusive sociopath. So those are in home problems.
My best friend doesn’t wanna be friends with me anymore and ignores me like the plague. I fell in love with him and despite him politely telling me to stop telling him that I for whatever reason annoyed him to the point he had enough. It’s entirely my fault and I’m suffering the consequences. 
My imaginary nazi step dad is disappointed in me too and because I’ve been under so much stress he’s around constantly. I have a hard time concentrating at the easiest job in the world. I can’t go to sleep because of him.
I’m emotionally, mentally and physically in constant pain. My head always hurts and I feel pain in my chest for days from the guilt I feel. 
My paycheck is days away. I will finally get back on meds. Anti-psychotics and anti-depressives make me completely numb and emotionless so maybe that’s just what I need.