I’M FUCKING DONE WITH LIFE. I CANT DEAL WITH THIS SHIT ANYMORE. HOW FUCKED UP CAN LIFE BE. BEEN HOMELESS HALF MY LIFE, LOST MY KIDS, RUINED MY MARRIAGE HUMILIATED BY THE ONLY PERSON I TRUSTED TO BE THAT CLOSE, CANT SLEEP, I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING IN LIFE AT ALL, IM STUCK, MY IMPULSIVE ACTIONS ARENT HELPING ME, I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT MY SEXUAL ORIENTATION. I AM THE LAUGHING STOCK OF THE WORLD, MY FAMILY DOESNT WANT ME CLOSE TO THEM, I ERASED THE ONLY PICS OF MY CHILDREN IN AN STUPID IMPULSIVE DECISION. IDK IF I CAN OPEN UP TO MY THERAPIST. I JUST WANT THE PAIN TO END. I SUFFERED LONG ENOUGH HOW CAN GOD PUT ME THROUGH THIS AFTER ALL IVE SUFFERED ALREADY. WHY DIDNT PPL LOVE ME ENOUGH TO GET ME HELP. WHY DIDNT I NOTICE MYSELF,