So yeah, doing EMDR with a therapist (who has honestly been the best therapist I’ve ever had) and s/he suddenly says I should find another therapist because I’d be better helped by someone else. Right in the middle of going through my life narrative and retelling the worst trauma of my life in EMDR for a few months. This fucking hurts. 

I’ve never trusted anyone this much and never have worked through my trauma like this. Starting all over again would require months of me working with a therapist to build that trust to actually start doing work on my childhood trauma/sexual abuse. 

This has happened to me many times with several therapists. It’s  the constant shuffling of therapists and never getting anywhere because takes me a while to trust again.

I feel so abandoned right now. Please somebody tell me if they identify or if they have more positive therapy experiences because I’m about to give up.