For the past 3-6 months when someone does something that doesn't make sense in my vicinity it's kind of frustrating for me. I can brush it off, seeing as it has nothing to do with me, but I still reflect on it and my frustration. If this something somehow manages to find itself in my path then I am seething with anger. These moments are very brief. Maybe 3-5 seconds, but enough time to make rash decisions. These moments are exacerbated severely when driving.

When I'm calm and can rationally think of the stem of agitation it almost always ends up being an individual who is either elderly or a woman that causes it. It is almost always caused by indecisiveness/abnormally long pauses happening in real time. I notice almost 30% of my state is elderly according to the census bureau. 

I used to be so patient and loving. The women, children, and elderly should always be strongly respected. This is how I was raised. Though, whenever I am collateral damage whether it's in a grocery store or on the road or wherever, it is almost always exclusively done by them! This is not to say men haven't put me in an enraged state as well it is just MUCH less frequent. I know that in the end the true root of my anger, above all, is myself. I'm observing the very consistent environmental factors that were never even remotely prominent in the past. 

This behavior is making me question myself and my true character. Am I becoming old and bitter? Will I be this way forever? I don't like it, but ironically I have always been a logical person that reacts to illogical stimuli emotionally.