I’m in a job where I can book shifts as and when needed, similar to agency without the third party agency. I’m literally working 6-7 days a week sometimes 12.5 hour shifts sometimes 6, so I’m not home alone feeling sorry for myself. 

My family don’t live in this country, my friends are busy or moving away and I have no partner. I’m grieving a loss of a close friendship (not a death) but struggling with feelings for someone I can’t have. I house share with random people who it to really don’t get on with and can’t afford to move out due to the cost of living crisis (I’m on zero hour contract). 

I’ve spent all day crying lol it’s my day off, no one was available to do anything during the day so it’s not 8:20pm and I’ve not seen or spoken to anyone else all day except when I went to the shop to buy a ready meal. Im just so upset and the one person I want to comfort me, can’t.