Was very depressed, not even that depressed right now. I just feel like I’d rather kill myself than continue living this way. Fucking nothing is even slightly enjoyable unless I’ve had weed in my system within the last few days. 

I can’t even interact with people and I just cause fights and get pissed off. I hate myself and everything, I just need weed. I don.mr know how to get it and in the city I’m in looking for that type of thing will probably end in you getting mugged or attacked my a psychotic homeless person.