It feels like I'm the living embodiment of those images that people draw where there's an outline of a person that's just filled with black scribbles

It's like the muscles in my face don't work, almost like smiling just isn't an option

I'm basically just a human shell for the feeling of emptiness that slowly bubbles till my brain is overwhelmed with the sense of unbearable sadness that the only way to get rid of it is to cry forever

I feel so invisible and cold all the time and like I have a barrier around me that stops anything comforting or nice getting through to ensure I stay feeling worthless and alone

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Bit of a depressing post I'm sorry but I just wanted to write how I'm feeling and put it somewhere to feel the slightest ounce of being heard