I hate everything about my face. Everyone at school and their mothers have say I look like a man. Even outside of school I get misgendered. My mother suffers from hirsutism and the cause is unknown and as a result, so do I. I have found it hard to make friends because of my ugly fucking face and skeleton-like body that I just want to kill myself. I have a sharp jawline. Naturally darkish purple lips (I think that’s probably due to the anaemia I’m suffering from but I am not sure). Disgusting looking nose, almost looks crooked. Crooked and yellow teeth. Horrible eyebrows. Got subtly rejected by my crush. I really want to kill myself but I can’t bring myself to do it like last time. My mental health has just been downward spiralling and my family is so unbelievably toxic that they just aren’t helping. I didn’t ask to be born into this shitty world I hate it the more I grow and my interests fall apart the more I live. I am probably gonna have a breakdown after I post this and I’m planning my suicide for tomorrow. I have endured enough pain.