I just don’t understand the point of living, and this isn’t coming from a negative perspective its just that why is it so deep if you dont wanna be alive, yes you can wait for better days and im not encouraging anyone to you know but happiness is just an emotion like any other and the system we built up just makes it seem unnecessary to be alive in my head at least. Why is it that i have to reach an old age and all of that, living just isn’t as enjoyable as its marketed to be. If you have money or genuine aspirations then I totally understand but I don’t im simply alive cause I haven’t put a stop to it. The fact that living is almost like torture, idk maybe it’s just me but I wish i could talk to someone about this without it seeming insane