Hi, sorry if my English is bad, but I need help.
I have a problem and I did not find anything about it across the internet.
I have had anxieties and depressions since the age of 18, today I am 26 years old.
I have anxieties about being independent.
I am very dependent on my parents for everything.
I take psychiatric medications to "balance" myself, but that does not solve my problem.

 Things that trigger my anxiety:
 Make money / find a job.
 Find a relationship.
 Get out of the house and live alone.
 Anything that makes myself an adult.
 That something will happen to my parents.
 To be lonely.

 I experienced many depressions that lasted for many months, and every time I am stressed or anxious, my stomach hurts and I have a strong desire to go to the bathroom.
 I searched for such a problem on the internet and it does not seem that anyone is experiencing a specific problem like mine ...
 Does this anxiety/phobia have a definition?


If you have any question to get the picture more clear, feel free to ask me.
Thank you, I really want to get out of this already!  :/