I don’t understand what i’m doing wrong. I don’t understand why i’m never good enough, why they never stick around, why i’m not worth it and why they always choose someone else over me. What’s wrong with me? Why am I never good enough for anyone to love? 
I’ll admit it’s usually my fault. I usually self destruct and push people away before they can leave me. But i didn’t even do it this time. I did everything like I was supposed to. Was it my depression getting worse that finally made them leave? Why? Why am I never worth sticking around for? 
If I can do everything perfectly fine and they’ll still leave me, what’s the point of even trying?