I can't remember the last time I had any "real" friends. Everyone I meet ends up leaving me, or forgetting about me, or hating me outright. I've never found a community I felt I really fit in with, either. I can't seem to connect with anyone.

I feel greedy for wanting someone to care, or for wanting to be loved. Not even in a romantic way, just as a human being.

It sounds selfish, but I wish people wouldn't abandon me. I wish people wouldn't hate me. I wish people valued me.

I wish I belonged to something.