Excuse my nerd talk but from somebody that plays to many video games for my their good a thought came into my head. That sometimes this world feels like a videogame and most people are functioning correctly with no mental illness. They are able to enjoy their lives and have hobbies relationships and confidence. It's like I was never QA tested and spawned into this world wrong where my mind keeps glitching out and I can't break free I just keep on walking into a corner of a wall while most of everybody is walking in and out of the door as life goes by I'm stuck in never ending cycle of getting nowhere until I damage myself so much I just end up dead on floor while people pass me by.