Hello. I am going to say my honest feelings. 

I HATE that your so distant. And I HATE that if I want u to stay in my life I have to deal with it. 

Apart of me wants to say “fuck you”. And leave. Is that petty? Is that selfish? Sometimes I feel as though I ultimately get to decide on the types of relationships I want. So, I mean it should be whatever for me to jst dip???? 

But people tell me not too. Why? Because I care about you? Why should that be the deciding factor? 

Am I selfish?