Ive been in an on off relationship for a few years. At the beginning i do believe we had miscommunication, i can also see where i was inexperienced in relationships,  especially living together, also with past relationships not being faithful, made me clingy. Its been a few years and i do believe i have grown. But now that we are starting to take things more seriously, i can see myself pushing either me or him away, hard. I think im scared of being too clingy but im also scared of pushing him away. What do i do?! 😭 also how do you hang with their friends and not just think of everything your s/o has told their friends. I dont even care about that, its the judgement i create in my head. Why.