Idk what to do. 

I’m literally paranoid at my lack of paranoia. Everything has been going a bit smoothly for the past week. No fights with anyone. No splitting. 

Ppl are talking to me more again. And it’s making me so fucking paranoid. I wanna split on someone and start a fight. Simply Becuz there is nothing “wrong” rn. 

But my brain is screaming that this isn’t right. Ig I’m used to things being fucked up???? 

Any helpful tips :( I wanna enjoy it cux I know it’s gonna end and I’ll be in misery again. I jst wanna b happy and enjoy my happiness but I feel like I can’t