I woke up this morning after barely sleeping like always but I told my therapist that I would start to clean my apartment one day at a time. 

The little nat bugs are getting annoying so I really needed to clean the kitchen before it got worst. 

I do feel better after having the kitchen all cleaned up but physically I feel have the stomach pains. 

I need to get my medication raised higher, sadly. 

I don't think I will ever become a mother if I can barly take of myself. It would be unfair to any other human being having to deal with me.