Hello everyone! I just thought instead of coming on here when I'm feeling shitty, I'd post a more positive post. Today, my dear friends, is a good day. My parents are away so I have the house to myself, which in its self is fantastic. I've had the most productive day in months and it's only half past 1! 
I got up, I fed my little ray of sunshine puppy dog, had a superb cup of coffee, took my dog for a lovely (albeit windy) walk, put a load of washing on, folded and hung up my washing from yesterday, cleaned the kitchen, and FINALLY, after several months, I changed my bed sheets. 
To other people these are every day, mundane activities, but to me, and I'm sure to a lot of us on here, this is achievement. I've been in a pit of dark, horrible, moody, unstable, paranoid and sometimes manic something. It's not been only depression, it's been everything. Uncontrollable. But today, I feel in control and for the first time in weeks, I feel so positive. 
That's what I find with this disorder, when you're feeling like this, you can appreciate it so much more after you've been through hell. 
Sending everyone positive vibes! Give it an hour and I'll probably want to kill myself. So here's to appreciating this moment of contentment! Happy Sunday! 