I won't be surprised if I end up homeless or end up in a group home. I have no motivation to do anything anymore. I just spend my days laying in bed, wishing that every time I went to sleep that I wouldn't wake up. I don't really care about anything anymore either. I don't even really care for the only hobby that I have anymore. I don't care to have a family of my own one day, I don't care for furthering my education, I just do not care what happens to me.