I was so happy in 2019. I was about to start nursing school. I went on 2 vacations. I was seeing someone. And then 2020 hit. I couldn’t keep up with school because it was now all online. And then this year I ended up in an abusive relationship. After the relationship ended I ended up in the psych ward because she messed with my head so much. I dropped out of nursing school after that, and was forced to move back into my abusive home and I currently have no way to move out. Now when my dad yells at me I have a meltdown. I’m getting infections all the time, probably from stress. I was a completely different person back in 2019 and I just want that version of me back.