I've had one of the worst weeks of my life. I posted here the other day.
Today was another one to add to the list. I don't function like other people so I don't really recognise what I can and can't say sometimes. I made a joke. Now I understand how it could have been triggering, but they just yelled at me and everyone got really cold and mean to me. Everyone who I thought could stand me has now left.
I don't want to be here anymore and I'm sick of feeling like this. I feel like I have no one. I don't want to end up back in hospital. I need help but I don't have any support anywhere. I've been pushing so hard to have some kind of support, but nothing is happening and no one will listen to me.
I spent an hour at school yesterday in the boys bathroom crying because I got triggered. I can usually cope so much better than this.
I need help. I really need help but there's no one to offer it. I've done everything I can do to try getting help, but nowhere will take me.
Too much is going on in my life and I can't cope.