For long as I can remember I have always messaged first. However I do remember a few times where he messaged me in the morning. 

I feel like if I didnt message him then he may not message me at all. I have tries to leave it long as I can and today I managed until 12 before I gave in and messaged. 

He never acts any different just normal 

Does this mean he doesn't care enough? 

Does he hate me 

Will he break up with me 

Hes with me for convenience 

I'm a horrible person 

Why doesn't he message first if he says he loves me 

I know I'm over reacting but it cant be helped