I have been diagnosed with BPD recently. I am trying to sign up for insurance by (12/15) through the marketplace as I've been told private insurers do not cover mental health/pre-diagnosed conditions. I have to sacrifice my whole life to be able to treat this.

I need to get into treatment (highly prefer inpatient) and I know DBT therapy can help or even cure this horrible disease. I need recommendations for treatment, advise if anyone is medicated for this, and just support. Anything will help. I have done a lot of research and tried time and time again to control this.

But, I am unable to control my emotions anymore and need treatment. This is very painful for me as I have no where to go right now and being pressured to leave the place I live. I am far away from home and have no place to go back home either (my parents house is not an option as it's extremely toxic and dysfunctional.)

If uninsured how does one beat this. Are there charities that cover or help this? Is there a university or research center that can help cure me in exchange for public research on me? I would be willing to help if they helped me get my life back.

I am a beautiful 28 year old woman. I am creative, compassionate, I love music, cooking, art, and making happy memories. I list these things because I have a happy healthy 4 year old dog, I have a wonderful partner who is frightened, and I have so many lovable qualities that are worth saving.

Anything helps and I am on a quest to save my life. I am scared, imprisoned, and trapped. "Got a blank space where my mind should be."