Life beating me down atm. Wanna do some void shouting. So here I go. I’ve finally started making progress in life. And now that I’m finally moving. Other shit has popped up. My entire life I have had to fight and I’m getting really tired of it. I feel like I just don’t matter. But I wish I did. But I also know I. So matter. But I only matter to my family and I hate them. Their the reason I’m fucked up. I still can’t see value in living. I have some good friends now. But that kinda sucks more. I wish I wasn’t important to people I liked so o can justify ending it. I don’t fear death. But I never want the people I care for blaming themselves. So I gotta keep living for their sake. And for those who read this yes I’m therapy and o have a good therapist. But fuck me life is depressing. Night guys I’m gonna get some sleep. I’m really fucking tired and wanted to my brain to slow down so I can crash. I have to wake up in 3 hours and I cbf haha. Night guys