I think maybe this post might not even be relevant here but anyways I've been with my bf for about a year, friends for about 3 years and he doesn't even remember when my birthday is. I tried to act like it didn't bother me but when he mentioned it just now really I just feel my whole world came crashing down. It's so stupid because it's such a trivial matter yet it just nags at me so much, my bf is also my FP and i just feel so disappointed. It just so happens he will be away for work during my birthday but it just sucks that he doesn't even remember it. In fact, he probably doesn't even remember anything else about me like what I like etc. Anyways the point is I'm just spiralling again and it's just disgusts me how much little things like that bother me all the time and I just feel pathetic and small. 