I graduated college a month ago and have nothing to show for it. I’m some loser 20 something still living at home with student debt. I work a small job at a fucking mall! I have nothing but anxiety and I just get sad all the time. 

I really am nothing. Everyone who’s left me or stopped talking to me did the right thing. What do I even have to offer? Nothing! I’m quiet, standoffish, I just lead to disappointment no matter what I do. 

I am fucking trash and I hate myself! I just wish everyone all at once would just give up on me already!