Y'know how they say that you have the work state of mind and home state of mind? Well lately, my home state of mind switches on to Anxiety. This feels particularly jarring to me because I was a shut-in for 4 years trying to overcome crippling agoraphobia. Home was my safe space. I've been out in the world for the last 5 years and coming home doesn't relax me anymore. I come home and my brain immediately brings up everything that makes me anxious. 

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I just. Want someone to tell me they relate. I'm very unsettled about the thought of all my comforts slipping away leaving me a mess of anxiety with no more hope. It feels like. A death of self. I'm insecure and uncomfortable.