I irritated someone I care about and possibly made them angry. I probably won’t get a message from anyone for the rest of the day in part because of that. Now I feel guilty for practicing self care and taking a shower. Yet I don’t want to go to my friends house this evening for a bbq all smelly.  I know I’m gonna feel lonely once I get back as there’s going be no one around. Well at least I got invited somewhere for once , though part of me doesn’t even want to go