In August I went through a very hard move to Florida with my Mom. She told me the day before, and I was expected to be fine with it. She wanted to move there to be with her boyfriend who I don’t particularly hate, but I hate my mom with him because if I do one wrong thing when he’s near, she will get very scary and mad at me. Before this move, I was normal mentally and cried a normal amount. When I got to Florida, I cried several hours everyday, was having suicidal thoughts, and really had no one to support me. My mom decided that the move wasn’t working out, and we ended up moving back a month later. I haven’t cried since the last day I was in Florida, and it’s scaring me. I used to cry maybe 3 times a month, so this is very unusual for me. In fact, I can’t feel emotions really at all. I can feel happy and mad but that’s it. I’ve had terrible things happen to me in the past couple months but I’m unable to feel it, and all I want to do is feel it and cry. I’ve tried watching sad movies, I’ve been hurt by guys, and I lost a friendship (not because of this issue happening but for an unrelated reason) but nothing seems to trigger emotions inside me. What do I have wrong with me and what can I do?