My mental health has always been on the rocks, but lately it’s been getting even worse. This is with me on Prozac and being in therapy. I feel like I won’t ever get out of this rut. I want to go inpatient, but im worried about bills while im in there. I want to take a leave of abscence from my job (ironically, im a mental health tech that works inpatient with kids). I’ve gone this long on pure will alone, but im so tired, im hurting and I just want it to end. I want a break, I want some peace. But trying to also be responsible as well as take care of me is a difficult choice. Im worried if I do go inpatient, I’ll Be there awhile. Im scared