Where do I even start..? I was diagnosed adhd and QBPD(?) but recently I met someone online and they very very very quickly have become my FP. I’ve learned so much from this sub and on my own etc but I’m terrified. I actually haven’t had a FP in a long time. I’ve been really controlled and doing so good with coaching and other things I’ve learned to deal with my made up rejections but I’m struggling with communicating on my side and a little bit between us both.. we live in different countries and have a good time gap between us so I’m sleeping when he’s awake etc.. how do I just not ruin this 😭 he’s great and so sweet and has reassured me endlessly but I feel like I’m quickly becoming over bearing or something and he’s just too nice to say something?? But I also tell myself this is just in my head and he’s working and has a life beyond me.. ugh why does my FP have to be so far away from me!?