I’ve had... eight? Eight of my coworkers ask about me in the last two days. My boss is asking me if I’m ok, what’s wrong, if everything is alright. I’ve been zoning out, constantly. Someone asked me if everything was ok at home, someone else asked if I slept last night. ‘You look tired.’ ‘Why does ____ look so sad’ ‘you okay  mami?’ ‘Why are you so out of it today?’ ‘you don’t look okay,’ I just... I don’t know. I don’t think anybody actually believes me when I say ‘yeah [im ok]’ ‘it’s nothing’ ‘I’m fine,’ but they don’t press any further for the most part. I don’t know what’s happening to me. I came home and turned off all the lights, shut the door, just laid there, and next thing I know it’s four hours later. I’ve been in some kind of sensory overload all day, my ability to socialize seems to begin and end with my short conversations with customers. My coworkers are asking me if I’m ok, asking my boss what’s wrong with me. I can feel concern when they talk to me, even when they look at me. My boss and one of my coworkers saw me stare off into space and when I came back they both looked at me like... I don’t know how to describe it. They’re all worried. I know a lot of people wish someone, let alone a number of people, would be concerned about them this way but it makes me so... so something? My heart has been racing all day. I keep telling everyone I’m fine, I’ve only admitted anything was wrong to someone who asked me a number of times, I told them I was probably just tired. I am tired. I just don’t know what to do.