So I am very fortunate that my husband has financially provided for us while I have been going to school and working on my mental health. I have one more year left and had to transfer for his job, and determined that I would get something part time, as well as finish my degree. I applied to a school district job and got called back for an interview! I’m beyond excited and of course, anxious. I’m trying not to pester those around me too much but my mind is reeling with all these thoughts, as well as worries for me going back to work.  Mainly if I’ll be able to keep up to standard for a company, and if I’ll be able to communicate effectively in a professional environment as I have struggled with it in the past (this could also be effected by the fact I’m neurodivegent but I’m not entirely sure).  The interview is Wednesday, I’m going to journal to help get my jitters out and thought I reach out to other anxious individuals who maybe had to deal with a similar transition.  Also I haven’t established a new therapist yet, but that will be taken care of in the next few weeks, so I need to talk about this somewhere.  

TLDR: I’m really moving forward in my life  which is exciting, but feel really anxious about it.