I began having hallucinations about 6-7 months ago. they happened almost every day. i saw horrifying things. it got to a point where i couldn't tell what was real or not.

I havent had any hallucinations this week and im not on any medication. my delusions and paranoia stay persistent but my hallucinations have gone away entirely for the past few days. I feel like...what if i made this all up? subconsciously??? i feel fake. ive been completely dissociated from the world recently and i dont even really know whats happening in my life. i just feel like what if i made this all up???