I feel stuck in my life, and I have a lot of dreads with myself, but this thought is always stick in my head "I only can talk about my self, not because I'm amazing but I don't have anything else about to talk" my life is going to school, back my house, do homework and spend time on my phone, I have no hobbies and interests, I didn't and don't practice any sports or art but I don't really focus in school. I have several things that I like, for example read books and mangas but I'm not a big fan so I can't properly talk about anything, the only thing I really like is discussing (from a educative point of view, not like arguing or fighting) and learning about any topic/opinion/problem, I'm curious, but I don't have determination nor passion to focus in a topic to investigate. The problem is that when I want to talk with someone, i can't really talk about any sports or arts because I'm not into the world, I can't talk about any discipline/hobby because I don't have any proper one and I can't just debate ideas and concepts with people because I didn't developed the communicative skills required because of the same issue, also I don't have the social skills to make the people feel comfortable with me to talk and at least be a good listener, and if I somehow managed to make a conversation and start a closer relationship than being strangers, more soon than later I'll be ran out of topics and will end up talking about myself whenever I have to put a topic to talk about (for example how hard it have been learning to speak in English from one moment to other) and I feel really narcissist because this people don't share my story and/or don't care about me because they just meet me, and happens the same as with the other topics, I'm not really interesting so I'm always talking about the same three things (two of them are about myself) until people run away from me or I run away from them because I don't want to bother them. I know that the solution is find something that help me to grow as a person and connect with people to finally have a real circle of friends and people to share my life, but my lack of determination, constancy, not having real interest in anything and overthinking everything, always pull me out from trying and staying into a discipline (this is so open ended but I don't know how to explain all the examples of things I have trying or can try, like doing exercise, playing an instrument, reading, acting, etc...) furthermore the quantity of things terrify me. And I feel terrible with myself because I feel alone, useless and I waisting really important time socially, academically, physically,etc... Because this years are supposed to determine how the rest of my life is going to be, so I want to know if someone have going through this thing and know how they face it, or at least be told about what's wrong with me.