I never realized how much of my “sparkle” I had lost when I started taking antipsychotics until it kinda just clicked today. 

I’ve been on antidepressants for a few years and now antipsychotics. Here are some of my symptoms (let me know if you have any of these)

I have the WORST memory. It’s like a goldfish. I feel like it’s so so much worse than it ever was. Like my head honestly is empty all the time. But soooo busy. I forget things and act impulsively and am so inattentive now. I never used to be like this! I also have such empty thoughts that I can never give advice anymore, or provide any insight to anything. I barely have weighted opinions anymore. There literally is nothing going on other than anxiety and random songs.

I feel like these meds have turned me into a zombie! I miss the old me but honestly I don’t know what it would be like without my meds. I guess I’ll just have to live with being empty minded.

Does anyone else feel this way?