Last time that I tried to get off them, I made it a month and a half without them before I had to start again. Now, I’ve made it a week on a slightly lower dose, and I’m already close to being back at status quo! I feel so sad and angry and powerless that I can’t stop feeling this way.

Don’t get me wrong, I have nothing against taking antidepressants, in fact while I was on them were the happiest months of my life, but I wanted to try getting off so that I wouldn’t have to take them everyday and remember to get refills every month.

I have no idea how I’m going to make it through an entire month until the appointment. I’ve never cut myself until now. Doesn’t help that I have a psych exam in a week that I have to pass.

Thank you if you answer!