Hi. Update two. I definitely go through a lot of mood swings throughout my days. Sometimes I feel pretty good but sometimes I feel very lonely and isolated. It doesn’t help that I’m extremely insecure about my appearance right now and I don’t even want to go out to social situations because I stress about how terrible I look. I just want to look good. I’ve been trying very hard. I’ve been keeping to a strict skin care regimen, I nearly cut carbs out of my diet in hopes it’ll help my acne, and I eat like 2000 calories a day so I can be shredded. It’s a little rough honestly, I’m a 6’4 male so that’s not a lot of calories to work with. I guess at least it gets me cooking because I can’t afford to waste any calories. I’ve gone from about 193 to about 183 in like a month though. I workout almost every day and I go very hard for over an hour. Non stop exercises. I feel lonely a lot, I want to talk to girls very badly but I don’t have the confidence in my appearance to bother. I know I’m ugly so it’s not like I’ll be able to go anywhere with them. Im trying to change it though. I just wish I had clear skin. Honestly, that would erase 75% of my problems. Anyways. I’m doing okay I guess. Not really satisfied with my life or all that happy but my thoughts have stayed away from certain subjects for a few days now. I guess I’d call that an improvement. Peace out, much love and good luck to everyone.