I can't sleep because I'm anxious. But I stay in my bed for most of the day with my eyes closed or on my phone. I stopped exercising completely but I haven't gained weight because I don't eat often. I haven't gone outside for months and I keep all the curtains closed and lights off. I haven't socialized with anyone in 6 years other than my ex who broke up with me 2 months ago. I don't even enjoy any of the things I used to like. I don't want to be here anymore.