Today is the day ! I don't want to live anymore - I don't want to hurt the people around me anymore and I don't want to hurt anymore...
BPD with all the extras is too much and I can't deal with the anger, paranoia, fear, sadness, frustration, irritability anymore. It's ruining my life and the person I love's life. What is the point in continuing.....when sooner or later the uncontrollable outbursts happen the paranoia on everything running in my head all day. The nightmares plaguing me every night l, overthinking everything not trustung anything or anyone - the pain is just too much. !!! 