I don’t know what’s going on but this sounds so silly and now I really can’t stop smiling. I suffer of intrusive thoughts and lately my thoughts have been telling me to smile during the most uncomfortable and serious situations. My face will physically go numb the moment the thought pops up. I don’t actually find these situations funny or anything but now that I’m alone I really want to laugh and my face is still numb. I feel like this means I’m officially going crazy lol I have ocd/panic disorder