So I had a mental breakdown awhile back, my FP left me and it began a long spiral that led to the mental hospital. Before I was admitted I absolutely humiliated myself. Posting all my trauma and business on publicly on social medias sharing all my crazy symptoms just overall making a fool of myself, and oversharing. I gained a total of 1 million views on all my videos and thousands of followers. People from my hometown started following me, and talking about it. I have since deleted the account, but the embarrassment stays. It sometimes keeps me up at night. I’m now in the best mental state I’ve EVER been in, but I’ll be seen as this insane person I made myself out to be. How can I deal with this in a healthy way?