Hi all,

I graduated and got 2 master degrees, which did not feel as an accomplishment honestly. Nevertheless, started working for a company where I had to do cold calling. Felt like I never got organized and got a feeling of constantly being overwhelmed and stressed out, which results in feeling blocked. Resigned and looked for another job in sales.

This job was at a global well-known company and the first months went quite well, but then I felt bored. Started organizing all my stuff but couldn't get the feeling that I was 'on top of it'. Started to ask myself why for god sake I was visiting supermarkets to sell promotions (even though there was a great outlook in the longer term). Got fired because results weren't achieved.

Got a management job at a large company again, but didn't feel and know what was expected in my job. In fact, I feel like I don't know what is expected, but in reality I don't feel any drive or motivation to succeed or achieve something, it's a sort of apathy towards work and bosses in general. 2 years later contract stopped and they let me go.

I got contacted for an assignment at another large corporation which was nice, but again I got overwhelmed and couldn't define steps to take in order to get control over the (work) situation. After 1 year the assignment was over and they didn't have another assignment (was working for a consulting company who provided people for temporary support), consulting company offered me a cold calling job again, which I'm doing up till now. I feel I am good at it, but I feel 'blocked' throughout the week because 'I don't know what to do , 'don't know why I am doing it'... Want to look for another job but I have no energy or motivation to do so.

Does someone recognize or has recommendations?