it seems like i've lost the ability to make any kind of normal conversation (as in speech - texting is ok). i am muted. and have literally said this on several occasions, as well. i often deeply hate every word that i utter. like these words don't belong to "me", they are fake. sometimes it's tolerable, but sometimes it gets so painful that i actually stop mid-sentence because the hatred towards my own nonsensical words is unbearable. can anyone relate? this has been going on for months with varying intensity.