I have always known but have learned that I have this terrible habit of talking about me and over sharing to those I care about. It’s never my intention to make things all about me, but I guess I feel I don’t really have anyone outside of work I could talk to about certain things.

I know Astrology isn’t it, but Scorpio’s do have a tendency to talk about themselves and I am one lmao. I truly hate it. It’s also just when people vent, I love being there for anyone because I understand struggle.. but I’m so much of an empath that the way I talk, I want others to know they are not alone. But I know not everyone likes to receive things that way.

I’ve learned today that my coworkers have had enough with my talks, and I know some things should stay at home but it’s tough because whenever I do bottle things in, it’s not healthy and then I get into a dark place again. I just had to get this out again. So I’m sorry for those reading. And I’m sorry for those who even relate.

I am working on myself and am trying to break this habit, but mental health is such a bitch that even with my anxiety I sometimes have this state of deep melancholy or lash out on those I love. I hate it.