it's been a month since i showed any symptoms and while i have the "quite" type of BPD.  i still wonder am i faking it? was it possibly that i was just going through a rough period of time and that i don't actually have bpd? i don't wanna jinx it because after i say this i always end up back in my bpd bubble. but for the past month i have been feeling happy and balanced to the point where i'm questioning wether or not my bpd was fake all along. (i know it isn't but a girl can dream)