I lost in here a lot and it’s super embarrassing. I’m having horrifying rabies health anxiety (I hope).
A month ago I noticed two small dots on my hand. Rinsed them with alcohol and that’s when the freak out began. The past month I’ve been having a tingling in my hand which I know could be explained by anxiety. Everyone in my life thinks I’m insane. I have fully convinced myself I got bit by a bat in my sleep and it got out of my house (well, basement. I live in a basement) before I noticed.
For the past week I’ve had a headache. Never any fever. No loss of appetite. No vomiting. Really, I’ve felt fine aside from the headache. Tonight it went away, and here I am at 4 am unable to sleep. I can’t help but wonder if this is the end. I don’t know what to do, my entire body feels like it’s on fire and I’m absolutely losing my mind. I feel like I need to reiterate, I never once saw or heard a bat in my home. I’ve never even seen a bat around my home. The closest I ever saw one was  over a mile away off campus. Someone please help.