I am going to Carowinds this weekend with friends. 

I've always been scared of roller coasters but have enjoyed them when I've gone on. 

I have severe panic attacks and sometimes my anxiety and panic overwhelm me and I nope out of the roller coasters at the last second. 

I am committing to myself that I will go on the Fury 325 this weekend. It's 325 feet tall, the second-tallest of its kind in the US, and goes over 90 mph. 

I feel a little nauseous just thinking about it but I know that the satisfaction I will feel if I accomplish this will be worth it. 

So I am committing to you strangers. I will send a pic of myself on the ride by EOD this coming Sunday (7/4).