I try to limit my posting on here now because I feel like I was overdoing it for myself at one point and I need to immerse myself in real life to feel better. I love being outside and being with nature. it is so healing and helpful, and I used to be one of those people and I would just stay inside all day and I loved the Internet, but now I’m the complete opposite. like I really love tiktok but I love going out and doing things to film to take pictures to have fun. an artistic expression. I can finally feel the warmth of the sunshine on my skin. I am also so glad things didn’t work out with my previous FP/ex. it was like trying to fit a puzzle piece that didn’t fit. he always wanted to stay inside and I just couldn’t understand that I love knowing everywhere with people it’s so fun to feel and see and do things. i’ve met somebody so amazing recently who colors my life in a way ive never experienced. like actual true life love… and everything else in my life has miraculously resolved nicely. like im so at peace now ever since i met this new guy. who knows, they say rainbows come into your life upon meeting your soulmate…