My friend and I used to work together, we met at work and have hung out a few times outside of work until she quit then we became kinda distant. I have bad time perception so I don’t realize when I’ve talked to someone last and I just realized she left me on delivered 6 days ago. I realize she has her own life and whatnot but that’s not really like her? I’m really sad bc I haven’t had a real life friend before her in over a year and it took me a lot to trust her and really be her friend bc of my trust issues. Last time we hung out we were with her best friend and honestly i felt really out of place and we have barely spoken since. Now I feel like the one friend I could hang out with in person doesn’t like me anymore and i’m just not good at making or keeping friends. Just sad and venting about it.