I'm at a loss as to what to do, everything is going to shit. My marriage is a shambles we are just two strangers living in the same house, I'm signed off work sick and have been since diagnosis in October, iv become fat, lazy and unmotivated to do anything. My kids are the only thing stopping me from driving away somewhere anywhere and not coming back. I don't know what the point of this post is it just feels better writing it. That's all.