From the song Vomit The Soul by Cannibal Corpse

Grotesque, crippled, carved up carcass
Evil controlling my mind, 
the fear of dying 
expired of life, to vomit the soul
I am dead within my self

I walk among mortal beings, but I have died


It really feels like I'm a dead body in a sea of life. I feel invisible with nothing going on inside or outside of me