I’m constantly telling myself it’ll be better when I’m older, when I was in high school I thought college would make it better, in college I thought being in my 20s would make it better, now in my my mid 20s telling myself it’ll be better in my 30s. When I have more freedom, when I have the career, when I have the house, etc. but it never fucking gets better. I constantly feel not good enough, sad, lonely, like no one understands or can relate. I feel like I’m not meant to be here.