I’m scared of everything. Of studying, not studying, not getting a degree, never fulfilling my dreams, scared of pursuing my dreams, of not achieving anything, scared of working, not working, of failing, of regretting my life, of not living to the fullest, not doing anything, being an adult and having to do adult things, having to pay taxes, manage insurances, manage life, somehow, manage all paperwork, scared of going out, talking to people, meeting new people, meeting old friends, scared of ever being romantically pursued by someone, scared that I will never be romantically pursued by anybody, scared that love doesn’t exist, scared of being in a relationship, of loving someone and losing them, of time passing, of all my loved ones dying, scared I will be this scared forever. I’m scared not to live life and too scared to live and I feel so trapped and anxious and there is no escape from this.