Now the actual job is not that bad but I dread clocking in so much to the point that I am nauseous in the morning. I haven’t interacted with that many people since Covid hit and suddenly interacting with others is all I do and it’s rather draining. Not to mention I feel as if my supervisor doesn’t like me that much. 

There was also an incident today regarding a set of missing keys and I am 95% sure that I did not have them on me. When my supervisor texted me if I had seen them, I told her that I did not use them and she never responded. Now I feel as if she doesn’t trust me and I really don’t wanna be known as the girl who lost the keys (we only have 2 sets and even then it’s not enough). It’s barely my third week and ugh
 I am dreading going in for my next shift. I do not want to be blamed for this. I reeeeaally need this job because it’s going towards my fieldwork hours I need to graduate and am scared that she won’t believe me.