I recently fell out of another short-lived relationship because this became too much for them to bare. They cut me off completely. I’m aware of my traits and tendencies and I’ve been trying to show them remorse. They know I struggled with suicidal thoughts in the past (even before I met them). They told me I was selfish and bitter and they can’t help me. This person used to be very supportive of me until recently when it became too much for them and it’s as if they’ve given up on me. 

I’ve had several relationships end because of this but this is the first one that’s been so brutal to me about it. I’m hurting and I don’t know where to go from there. I keep falling back ten steps and asking them to give me another chance when I am being better treated and healthy again.