In 2023 my country is allowing assisted suicide for mental illness. I have been wanting this for a really really long time. 

I don’t know what to do in the meantime, I’m not happy, I want to die right now. 
I’m in therapy but I plan on dropping that along with my medication. 

But what the fuck do I do right now? I have pretty much slept through the last 2 weeks, and right now it’s looking like that’s what I’ll being doing until 2023. 

If you have any suggestions of what I should do until then please let me know, because right now I’m contemplating just ending it all, why wait.