Hello. I'm not diagnosed with BPD (I don't know how to bring it up to my psychiatrist) but I've been previously diagnosed with bipolar 2. Point is I relate more to BPD symptoms than those of bipolar and the more I learn about bpd the more I question how I actually interract with people, my emotions, and everything else.

I've always believed I'm just an easily obsessed person. I can be obsessed over a TV show or a game for years and years after its over. Point is sometimes I'm like that with people too. Not everyone though and that's why I'm wondering if it's possible that I do have a few [no more than 3 or 4] FPs.

If they don't reply to me or give me attention I literally feel so anxious and sad. I feel like I'm nothing to them and my mood is ruined forever.

I even have a person that I was not allowed to talk to bc of my current ex. And now that I can [after 4 years] it feels like a drug. I genuinely feel high whenever they reply and stuff. Its weird like very weird bc I don't have a crush on these people or love them anything more than just friends.

So I don't know...?