1 year and a half now i struggle with agoraphobia, panic disorder and depression. I'm 25 F greek and still live with my really poor family. I feel like a burden to them. The last 2 weeks i was interviewed 4 times with a good company my sister works at, with great wage and remote working opportunity. I know i was better than others applying to the job, since 30 applied but only me and another person reached the last stages of the interview. Guess what. They rejected me. I asked for feedback and the tldr is that im not a strong communicator, i was answering slowly at times (interviews were in english and english is not my mother language) and i seemed stressed and overwhelmed. I'm devastated. Anxiety ruins me. I feel useless. I dont know what to do. I feel like a piece of shit and turned out i was indeed akward af and its not just in my head. Any advice would be appreciated