I just recently found a meme about BPD and related to it a bit too hard so I dug around a bit, looked at some more memes and did a bunch of research and oh boy if I have BPD it would explain so much. It's like a revelation seeing there's other people that feel the same way I do, but at the same time I don't have a diagnosis and it feels like I shouldn't tell anyone or try to be part of the community or learn more. I wanted to tell my partner about what I learned but I'm worried about self diagnosing or them thinking less of me or something because of it. They're a very understanding person and we always try to communicate well, but I sometimes hide things like this out of fear they won't want to deal with me. Should I talk to them? What else can I do now that I know about this? I don't currently have a therapist or anyone professional to talk to, although I know I need one.