My girlfriend and I both have our fair share of mental health struggles. We're both going into our junior year of high school, and while we were talking about it, they mentioned how they're going to be home schooled. 

I don't know why, but I can't shake this feeling of envy. Why do they get to give up but I don't? I have pretty bad social anxiety and have panic attacks during school on the regular, and yet I keep going. 

I'm so frustrated with them and I hate it. I love them so much and I don't want this to come between us.