For most of my life I have struggled with almost every symptom that comes with BPD, and almost a year ago I learned about the disorder, and spent a lot of time studying it. With the exception of over endulging in food/ substances/ gambling catagory, everything lines up with my behavior. I am 17, and am not sure where to go from here. I'm scared of bringing it up to my parents or family, and I don't know who I can talk to outside of that circle. I need help finding out the best way to move forward from here, and if it's better to keep this to myself, or bring it up with anyone else. I've been having issues in relationships and any way to begin working on myself, no matter how small, would mean the world to me.