Death anxiety for me personally comes and goes. Some days I will feel fine and at peace with it, but other dies I hyper focus and worry about myself dying and my family dying. I don't necessarily believe in life after death or reincarnation. For me, sometimes even the conventional heaven doesn't seem like something I'd want. I feel anxious about 'nothing' forever, anxious about 'living' in heaven forever, anxious about forever. I worry about dying young. I sometimes feel fine but lately it's just been anxiety about it. Even writing this I feel awful. I hate thinking about funerals and graveyards make me feel sick more often than not. I know death is peaceful, free from all pain and such but lately I've just been feeling so much anxiety relating to it and about it. I want to talk to my therapist about it but even bringing it up makes me feel awful and scared. I really want to get help with my therapist from it but I just get scared. I don't know if this makes sense, and I'm sorry for the long rant. If anyone has any advice or tips, I would really appreciate it.