Everything is going to shit again. I have no motivation for school and I have no hope for the future. I’m too stupid for school and I won’t get anywhere in life. I’m too awkward and weird to make any friends and the friends I do have don’t care about me at all and leave me out of everything. I mean who would wanna hang with someone like me? It makes me feel even more alone. Nobody checks up on me and when I talk to someone about it they blow it off like it’s nothing, even my own family. I don’t do anything meaningful other than sitting in my room all day and think about why I’m even on this planet. The only thing that helps is weed but even then I feel like shit. I just don’t want to wake up everyday feeling like I’m a burden to everyone. I don’t do anything right and I’m just better off dead