Nothing I think or feel is very distinguished. It is all very confusing and I'm constantly speculating what I'm feeling and weeding through endless information to find answers that don't seem to exist. Sometimes I think I find something concrete but then it changes within hours. I speak very vaguely "I think" "maybe" "potentially" "not so super great" because I really don't know anything for fact. I could always fail and be completely wrong. I am envious of people who have very strong opinions and things they are super passionate about because that means they know who they are. I hate ambiguity but I also need it and I love concrete facts but facts don't seem real. Does anyone else experience this? I feel so alone and boring. 