For Twitter, Facebook, and Instagram, there were studies that just using them can make our mental health worse, but for Youtube, there were positive effects except lack of sleep, so I believed them and posted videos for about a month.

As a result, even Youtube was not good for me. It's not that I encountered any trolls, but what I understood is that the world is not interested to me, and there are not many people in the world who even share common interests with me.

Using Youtube has made me feel even more alone. Perhaps, if I want to alleviate my loneliness, it is better to talk with my parents or my real friends.

I think reddit is better than other social media, but am I the only one who senses an atmosphere from the Internet these days, where content is always rated by the masses and the lesser rated ones are despised?

Contrary to expectations, this may not be the era to seek my place in the Internet.