After months of built up anger on my ex. He finally said something and i broke. Today in one of my classes i started screaming and crying at my ex boyfriend. Because he was getting on my nerves and i had a lot of built up anger towards him. He sexually harassed me and then tried to rape the girl that came after me. So I finally had it and i screamed at him. And i was crying and i was a mess. And when i was done everyone just laughed in my fucking face. Nobody in that room will ever think of me the same way because they actually saw me have a mental breakdown. I was so close to beating the shit out of everyone. I am so beyond embarrassed and ashamed of myself for that. And the fact that he just laughed in my goddamn face!? Im so done with everybody. Ive been lashing out on everyone lately. I hate myself for that. Its so fucking embarrassing. And now they’re all talking shit about me and what happened. I cant take it.