I sound like some dumb joke, a sixteen, almost seventeen year old joke. I have struggled with a whole bunch of stuff for a whole while and I'm not really seein the point in struggling anymore. I have tried to commit suicide 3 times now, if I survive this last attempt I think I'm gonna have to either buy some spandex or give my faith to a higher power. Have tried therapy 3 times and I don't understand why it just isn't working.