      I attempted suicide a few days ago and I ended up very sick, but still alive. These last few days have felt very ‘not real.’ In a sense, I feel like my attempt succeeded and I’m raoming through some eerie purgatory that looks exactly like the world I departed from. But I know, logically, that I am very much alive. Did anyone else experience intense derealization/depersonalization after an attempt? Where do I go from here? No one knows what happened except for my closest friend. Everyone else thinks it was ‘food poisoning.’ I guess I’m just writing about this because I need some kind of hope. The attempt really intensified my depression and I lost interest in everything. Does it get better?

TL;DR! - I tried to kms and now I’m feeling super weird