I've been sick for two years and the handful of cheap tests my insurance approved say I'm fine. I'm not. I even know what's wrong with me and have the medical history to prove I'm right. 

But I have a GAD label from 8 years ago and it's totally screwed me. It doesn't matter what doctors I see, once they see that in my history, I am no longer able to express myself truthfully. 

I can't express sadness when I describe my physical symptoms because the answer to my physical symptoms becomes anti depressants. I can't be frantic and show my legitimate worry and distress because my physical symptoms will be dubbed anxiety caused and I'm told to take anti anxiety pills. I can't remain calm and deliver my list of symptoms or I am told that I don't appear to be in distress. I feel gaslit and these are suppose to be the people I go to for help.