I’m not a very angry person so I tend not to have many angry outbursts but right now I’m angry. My ex(28m) is still best friends with this abusive, manipulative man(23m) who triggered my BPD episodes. He got extremely jealous and paranoid when we told him we were seeing each other as more than friends. He had an episode where he made suicidal statements and locked himself in my ex’s bathroom when I was home alone. He alluded to cutting my break lines. He copied everything about my ex and was way too obsessive for a friend (I suspect he probably has untreated BPD tbh.) I actually met my ex through him and at the time I was under the impression they were boyfriends in a poly relationship. That was a lie, him and his roommate agreed to let the dude squat over the summer. A mutual friend actually told me recently he talked about killing me multiple times after my ex went NC because the obsessiveness was scaring me. It flung me into a full blown paranoid episode. That’s when the episodes started and they haven’t stopped. It would have happened anyways, but it was way too overwhelming and quite frankly put me in an extremely paranoid state for a while that’s when the disassociation started. He’s terrifying and literally my biggest trigger. I fucking hate them right now.