i’m so scared my fp will leave me once he finds a girlfriend. i find myself trying to change my personality daily so he likes me more. i hate it!! i don’t wanna be like this anymore. i need reassurance from him daily and often it spends me spiraling, bawling my eyes out because i fear so badly that he will betray me and never speak to me again. it’s not healthy to depend on someone this much. i try to keep it cool and he is never afraid of giving me reassurance but i have so little friends and we talk everyday. i just wanna ghost him at this point :(