I’ve been on medications for a year now, and in therapy for over three months. 

A lot of my anxiety issues stem from my childhood and lack of interest from my parents. I developed anxious attachment style and I go through a lot of stress even thinking about dating. 

I have a couple of close best friends, one of them is female. All of them are or have been in a relationship, only I (24m) have never been. I tried dating 3/4 times but I fucked up all of it due to anxiety.

I am able to hold conversations with strangers but the fear of rejection and the anxiety makes me act like not my true self. I also get attached too easily, and the fear of abandonment makes my unable to function properly.

I had to get it off my chest as I have been laying in bed and thinking about it for two days now, I can’t stop...