Hello, so I have anxiety and depression from age of 15 and it's been very bad nowadays, especially during lockdown.

My anxiety makes me feel scared or nervous infront of people or group of people. I get panic attacks, so I always looks down. I was somehow able to manage my 1 year old school life, my teachers and friends regarts me as a wiredo,they don't look much interested when they look at me. For 2 years teachers told I'm very quiet...

I am not an introvert, I was very active in my class and outside like 2 years ago, but I gradually became quiet.

First I thought I was becoming more mature cauz of puberty, but it became so much worse and now I'm even afraid to talk to people,even though I don't want to.

I didn't tell my parents, but I'm planning to tell soon. I am planning to get some antidepressants after seeing a doctor, but will my anxiety reduce? I don't care about depression cauz it's not so serious and I don't have any suicide issue and stuffs...