i am extremely insecure to the point where it is extremely toxic for my relationship with my boyfriend. i always seem to have a nervous breakdown every time and overthink to the point of wanting to die. if he mentions that he find another girl (celebrity or not) attractive, i freak out.  if he says he’s watched a movie where there’s any sort of nudity, i freak out and have a breakdown. we always end up having arguments and after a while i end up apologising and swear i won’t do it again. but it keeps happening, my brain goes into overload and i just can’t seem to accept the fact that he’s going to find others attractive anyway and there’s nothing i can do to stop it. i don’t know what to do. can someone please help me. i’m going crazy