People in my life, mostly my family, make me feel like I owe them so much. They make me feel like it’s not their job to raise me but since they are doing so, I should be thankful. I’ve once read that you don’t even need to say thank you to family because that’s what they’re supposed to do— help you. I never asked to be born yet everything I need and ask for, there’s always a price. It’s tiring to have to beg for the things you actually need— not just materials things, but in every aspect. 

Sometimes I wonder if I’m just adopted, lol. Idk if this is all just me and my overthinking but I genuinely believe my family despises me.