Sorry if it doesn't belong here. I'm trying to not be hypocondriac but all my life there was something wrong with my mental health. I always ignored that voice telling me things weren't going right because the public health system in my country is not the best and nobody was taking too much care about me getting a proper diagnose. Recently decided to go to a private psychiatrist who confirmed that my impulsivity, those extreme moods swings and that low tolerance to failure might have a psychiatric component. I have some medical exams that say I might have generalized anxiety disorder, severe depression, recurrent depression, cluster B personality traits and/or bipolar. I've been doing a looot of research on my own and I know that the diagnose is something a doctor has to do, but I wanted to know if there's a particular page/book/film that might shed a little light about what bipolar is really about. 

Thanks in advance...