For over a year, I feel like I can’t function normally anymore. I can stay in my bed all day, I want to study but my motivation is run out, and what I do all day is scrolling through the internet mindlessly. Why am I so lazy and weak-willed? Why can’t I just pull myself up by my bootstraps and make a difference? I feel so lost, so numb and so hopeless. I wish I could be normal like everyone around me, they have no difficulty doing works and getting things done. Besides, I also have brain fog and it takes me a great deal of time to accomplish tasks throughout the day. In addition, it’s not like help is at hand. Do I have depression? What should I do?