First of all my father 53y/o was diagnosed with stage three lung cancer a few months ago. He has been on chemo infusion therapy for a few months now. Now he has started radiation treatment to try to shrink the mass in his right lung and has took treatments so far surprisingly good with no major side effects/issues. I just get to thinking about all this and how my mother works all the time and I have been in special Ed my whole school life and can’t focus. I recently went to using delta products to try to mellow myself out but it seems to ramp my anxiety evermore than before.. I just feel lost. I’m 26y/o and still live with my parents and worry about them and I want a girlfriend again. It’s been five years since my last one.. sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever feel in touch again. I hope I’m making sense. Just feeling down