Hi,, I'm Dan and even tho I'm only 19 I've been through hell and back. My twin brother died of cancer at 7 years old, I suffered domestic abuse my whole life up until a year ago ( I left), I've been raped hundreds of times by a family member and all this got me where I am rn. I feel like a ghost, I can't stop thinking about my funeral and how people will remember me. I've been good to everyone I've ever met, I've loved with all my heart even the ones that got me fucked up.
I've been trying so hard to stay here and move on.
And even tho I'm not actively suicidal at the moment I cant stop thinking about how hurt will everyone be at my funeral.
I need a hug so bad