Few years ago my dad took his own life and ever since I just don’t feel the same. I’m not social anymore, I try to be sociable but I physically can’t. People think I’m being weird when Im quiet etc. but sometimes I like my own peace idk. I’ve tried to kms twice after my dad died I’m okay now I wouldn’t do it now but I think about it if u get what I mean. I’ve a bright future like I’m going to uni etc but I feel so alone it’s so awful I just hate this I don’t know what to do I can’t tell anyone anything hence why I’m telling this to a Reddit blog that no one will read. Idk has anyone else felt this. I have support but I feel like I cant go to anyone like if I tried I physically couldn’t.