I really really like someone. When he’s nice to me he’s wonderful and we have so much in common. I feel a special chemistry with him. But sometimes he’s so rude to me. He leaves my texts unanswered for days or doesn’t respond, has flaked on me for plans, ghosted me, ignored me. It hurts. But I can’t let him go because I like him so much. I just want his attention. I want to be with him so bad and he has told me he isn’t looking for anything romantic right now. I know he’s attracted to me but just doesn’t care to be in a relationship with anyone right now and his actions prove it. He’s so on and off with me and it hurts me so bad. If he doesn’t answer my text I get severe depression and anxiety. I just don’t want to let him go and no matter how many people tell me I should just move on I can’t. I want him so bad and I don’t know why.