I'm having a really  bad day. It's mothers day which makes me fucking sad (my mum died a few years back and i never dealt with it well). The women I've  been seeing, who i really enjoy spending time with, hasn't texted me back in days and i don't think my medication is working. all in all, I'm having a rough time, i cant even enjoy Elden ring or lifting, and working out and from soft games are like my two favourite things! I'm sorry to anyone reading for rambling, i just need someone to hear me today. I'm feeling more suicidal than i have in years and i dont know wha to do