I’ve been told that I’m very smart and can probably do well if I went to college and got a degree in some kind of science. They always put me in AP type classes and urged me to go to college.

But I hate all of that. I don’t want to go to college. I don’t want to sit behind a desk my whole life.

My real passion is singing. I’ve been going at it for months and months, but I’m always messing up. I constantly go off key and no matter how closely I follow guides from my teacher and the Internet I get sore at the end.

Why must I be cursed like this? Honestly I’d rather just be bad at everything.