I wasn’t making a big deal out of this for a long long time but I think it’s severely affecting my life right now. Apart from the huge gaps in my memory induced by trauma, I am now getting increasingly worse at remembering anything that happened. Especially with relationships, I forget most of the things my friends, family, or any other people say to me and I genuinely feel like I am living another life every day. I don’t know many things about the most important people in my life and they have to explain to me that we have been talking about the things -that I forgot about- for months. It’s so sifnificant at this point that I can’t talk about anything that I’m not sure of. And they are numbered. Spmetimes I mix up people’s informations and even remember the things they told me as my memories or as stuff that happened to ME. Is anybody experiencing this? I’m genuinely concerned and I feel like I don’t know what the hell is going on %90 of the time.