I’m moving back into college today for my sophomore spring semester and i’m petrified. 

I transferred to this school in the fall which I knew would be no easy task. I knew absolutely nobody coming in here and I tried my best to do things to meet people. I just don’t understand, how do normal people… find other people? Like yeah I went to clubs but I never felt like I clicked with anyone. And that was the one place I was told to look so… what now? 

I’m mainly terrified to go back because I didn’t make a single acquaintance let alone friend this last semester. By mid October, my day to day turned into me waking up, going to class, eating once a day, finishing work, and sleeping. There were some days that passed where I believe I didn’t even speak. I’m not ready to do that again, but as more time passes on this campus I feel like friendships are even stronger established and no one my age is seeking new friends anymore. 

I just feel at a loss, my high school friends are making new friends and it makes it feel like I lost my life. My only friends now are my parents and siblings and I can’t even get them to respond all the time. I’m just not prepared for four more months of being entirely alone