Since my dad has passed, almost 4 weeks ago, my depression has been at an all time low. I went back to work for the first two weeks and it was such a struggle. Now I’m home on a two week summer vacation and I have finding it hard to want to get out of bed, make food, play with my pets and more. I long to be with him so bad but I have my mom who now only has me and needs me because she has MS and an older sister who has a son. I can’t leave her or my sister’s family but I am just so tired. When it comes time that I lose my mom too, I don’t know what is going to be tying me here on Earth anymore.