I never really had parents. My father was an alcoholic (died a couple years ago) and my mom put me in foster care a couple times and kicked me out when I was 18 (2,5 years ago). The only people I really had where the parents of one of my mothers boyfriends who "adopted" me as their grandchild. The grandpa died last year due to diabetes and 3 days ago the grandma got hit by a train... I've never felt so alone.