Last Monday I finally seen the psychiatrist after a 3 month wait to get in. He diagnosed me with bpd and ptsd. I seen my psychologist on Wednesday, she told me she hates labels and doesn't think I have bpd, she just thinks I've been overly traumatized. She is the one who kept pushing me to see him and wait the three months, yet now she says he is full of shit. Although after reading up on bpd, everything fits, it makes so much sense with my life and situation. But I don't know what to do now.