I don’t feel real. Nothing feels real. I feel like bipolar isn’t real. It’s all made up. It feels like a ploy to take our money and make us pay for appointments and medication that doesn’t work. Can’t shake it. I feel like Starbucks poisoned me because I didn’t start to feel this way until I tried a new drink a few days ago. Been messed up ever since. 

Part of me knows how ridiculous this sounds but I can’t shake it. Anyone else?