Hey everyone. 

I know this isn't healthy, but whenever I have existential doubts that are too personal to discuss with anyone I know irl, I post it on reddit. However, for *some* reason, I get very upset whenever one of my posts gets attacked by trolls *sigh*. I can feel the anger, the self-hatred, the suicidal ideation all come to me. I feel like I deserve it for posting personal shit on a forum online, but then again, I feel so protected by anonymity in a way that I never can with anyone in person. DAE? I feel so weird for basing my self-worth on a fucking anonymous website lmao.