So in addition to having anxiety and depression so bad that every day I wish a meteor would land on me, and the fact that the one parent I have left is about to die, my wife admitted that at least part of the reason she is so depressed is because of me.  Apparently I am such a loser that it makes her unhappy.  It makes me want to tell her to go on ahead and GTFO then but we have two young kids.  I feel like she should go ahead and stand over on the side of all the other people who told me that I was nothing, and a loser.  I probably am not making much sense right now but I am in a very difficult place right now and this was a kick in the nuts.  I am pissed.