Happens every fucking time. I get too attached and they leave. I don't' know what to do. It's a terrible cycle that doesn't end. I can't FUCKING LIVE LIKE THIS!!!!! I hate these fucking pills I have to take I hate the fucking therapy. I just feel like a failure to my parents because I can't hold down a job and as far as anyone else is concerned I'm just a mentally ill transvestite. Fuck this.