I am a college freshman and I have 0 friends here. I have never had too many friends ever in my life but currently I do not have any near me. I genuinely believe I have never had a girl interested in me since second grade. I am ugly so girls never talk to me. Then again neither does anyone. I have social anxiety and have no confidence because of all of the experiences I had in my life. I am seeing a therapist to help with social anxiety. I do not really think what we are doing is going to help me and even if it does I am still ugly and fat. I really have no idea what I need to do better I'm just so desperate at this point. It's not an exaggeration to say that every guy I've ever met has dated or at least had the opportunity to, and I seriously just haven't had any type of chance. Since I have no friends or date all I do is go to class. Even after one week people were meeting people already. A month and a half later I have no one, it was the same story at highschool and the job I worked at over the summer. I don't know what I am doing wrong besides being ugly and having social anxiety but I know people like that have friends and gfs/bfs. Every time I post this people always assume I've missed signs from girls or that I don't shower and stuff like that. But the truth is that I almost never interact with anyone at all. I have been posting on reddit for years with different accounts after months of nothing happening. If anything it's getting worse. I am just a complete loser and I can't stand my life.