this is more of a "did anyone ever experienced" post. 

not too long ago i changed a psychiatrist because my previous psychiatrist was busy as hell.

and on our meetings i just felt like i fake every single thing i say, or that i hide some important stuff, or that maybe i don't have anxiety because i don't experience the average symptoms, etc.

this didn't happen with the previous psychiatrist.
 i hate not being able to trust people.
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on a more positive note, yesterday was the first day in months which i haven't really felt anxiety in, so i take that as a victory.