Today was my second day at this new job, and the anxiety was out of control - I had an upset stomach and felt so dizzy and faint to the point I kept having to excuse myself to go to the bathroom and lie down. I avoided speaking to anyone unless it was absolutely essential because I felt paralysed and didn’t want to embarrass myself around all these new people. I spent my lunch hour lying on the floor in the bathroom. The physical symptoms are so overwhelming. I nearly gave up this morning, I felt like I was going to have a panic attack all the way there and kept debating just getting up and leaving and never coming back! I feel like this anxiety will always haunt me and don’t know how I’ll manage to be successful in any career.. feeling nervous for it all over again tomorrow