Im sorry if this should be posted on a different subreddit, I just dont know where else to post it.

So I have a problem. I am 14 years old, and my parents dont seem to care about my mental health. 
First of all: I have bad relationship with my parents. They were at work my whole life, my sister basically raised me. I always needed at least a little bit of attention from my parents like a normal kid but they were never home. Because of that I have felt depressed since I was like 8/9 or something near that. 
Now: I have therapy for more than a year I think, and at the beginning it was actually helping me. The thing is that Im feeling like that bc of my parents, so if they will treat me like they were treating me before, than obviously Im not going to be magically okay, so I started to feel worse and worse.
But here is the real problem. Im always doing things to make others feel better even if I would be hurt by that, I cant control it. And bc of this, every time my therapist asked how I am, I lied that everything is ok bc I didnt want her to be upset that Im getting worse than I was before.
The problem is why I even got worse. My therapist did talk to my parents what they should do (like spend some time with me, be less harsh to me etc) but they didnt even try to do anything that she told them to do. The thing that made me the most stressed about is that she told them to find a child’s psychiatrist for me, so they could tell if I need antidepressants or not. MY MOM GOOGLED CHILDREN PSYCHIATRIST, SAID SHE DIDNT FIND ANYTHING AND JUST STOPED LOOKING. I get it that there aren’t many, but there needs to be at least one, since we live in the capital city of the country. I know I could have look for someone but Im really sensitive when it comes to depression and it would be just too hard for me to do.
I still didnt go to psychiatrist, and I was supposed to see one more than half a year ago. 
They act like “You’re going to the psychologist, so we dont have to do anything” kind of way.
It got a lot worse, and now everything in my life is getting really bad. I dont know what to do, and the thought that my parents are not changing anything even after a therapist told them everything just makes more and more depressed, and makes me think that im going to feel like that for the rest of my life. For like a month now, I kind of dont feel any feelings anymore which really scares me, and I just try to find more help than just going to my psychologist. This friday I went to the schools psychologist, and now Im writing this post. I dont know what else I could do. Both my therapist and the schools psychologist say that they cant do anything else than just talk to my parents, which didnt help all this time. Please give me some advice on what to do.