Welp. I had my appointment yesterday to see a psych. I was waiting for months to receive financial assistance with said appointment. I received three texts telling me to arrive 15 minutes early and that my appt was at 11. Every office in this network doing intake was at least an hour away from where I live. I get there at 10:50 and come to find out that because I was applying for financial assistance, I was supposed to be there two hours earlier for paperwork specific to it. This was apparently said in a single phonecall, which I happened to miss. I cried and had an anxiety attack right there in the office. Someone cancelled their appointment that day, so I was able to go through financial assistance screening and have an appt. at 2:45. I met a therapist (I asked to see a therapist and psych). The entire point of this visit was to get back on paxil, but I didn't see a psych, and therefore no prescription. I limped to the finish line, missing enough work to put my job at risk, and this was supposed to be it. I was supposed to have meds so I wouldn't keep doing this. It could take 4+ weeks to see a psych, unless I manage to see a general physician who can write a quick script. I do have the old script for it, so I'd probably get what I need when I ask. That said, even waiting a day over is killing me. I'm full of dread and anxiety about work, and I will probably flip out there. The reason I'm even getting as much patience as I have from work is that I was going to see someone and get medicated. I feel screwed about everything. I have no idea if I can make it.