i'm freaking out. i start a new internship tomorrow and i'm completely in panic mode. i was feeling pretty okay about it all until like 3am this morning when i had a panic attack, and then i couldn't sleep afterward. i woke up feeling overheated and nauseous with my heart racing (i get pretty bad tachycardia with my anxiety). i normally don't get anxious about these kinds of things but recently my anxiety has been so bad. it's a full 8 hour orientation day in a hospital. i feel like i can't do it. there's a zoom option listed on the orientation schedule but i think that's only for extenuating circumstances, i'm definitely supposed to be there in person. i worked so hard for this internship and i was so excited about it until my anxiety flared up about two months ago. i need this internship for my post-master's licensure (i'm in my last year of my master's) and i'm terrified of not being able to do it. i'm so scared of making myself sick from anxiety tomorrow. i'm scared of feeling like crap the entire orientation day. i'm scared of having a panic attack while i'm there. i'm so scared i just want to back out. my anxiety makes me feel so bad physically which makes it hard to be anywhere other than home when i feel like that. 

any advice or words of wisdom? :(