I think the worst feeling I've ever known is being in such indescribable pain and realizing there's nothing i can do to stop it. no matter how loud i play music through my earbuds or how hard i try to supersede the mental pain with physical, it's still so horribly overwhelming and i feel like the longer im conscious trying to bear the weight of such intense emotional agony the less of myself will be left by the time it finally fades away