I started a second full time job on Monday because i’m moving for school in the fall and it’s extra money. it is making me so stressed i feel like i can’t remember anything. i’m also so slow at it compared to everyone else and i feel so out of place and like an annoyance. i barely know what i’m doing and when i get home i just wanna complain about my day. but when i do my parents get mad and just tell me to quit or that i won’t get far in life or i should just give up everything and work at at my first job for the rest of my life (gas station)  (i took 2 years off of school and they hated that so i guess they don’t believe i have potential when i go back this year idk). like i just want to complain about the shit day i had because it makes me feel better but them saying that just makes it worse. But i feel like i can’t quit even if i’m miserable because i feel guilty about everything and i need money. I’m not being dramatic when i say i have no friends, i literally don’t. I had a boyfriend for 2 years and he was my best friend and we talked about getting married then one day he was done and blocked me. this was 7 months ago. absolutely broke me. After that i rekindled my friendship with my guy best friend and a few months later he blocked me too (not because of a girlfriend, i honestly don’t know why) so i have no friends to talk to or boyfriend and i just feel so lonely and alone and my own parents don’t even have my back. is something wrong with me, why don’t people like me. i’m not a rude person, i’m kind and caring etc. I’m on different meds and i don’t think they’re working anymore and i’m just tired of everything.