I wake up and it's the same shit. People tell me at least i have good looks but what does that do? Want everyone to fuck me ? Woopty do . That's hardly a compliment.  
It's downright insulting. I stay my ass in bed cause i have absolutely no motivation. None. I get to watch my little sister live her life go out with her many friends and have fun meanwhile i rot in bed. I don't like my own friends and i don't have anyone to hang out with.  Anyone who offers just wants to use me. I'm lonely as fuck and if i killed myself tomorrow , people would be sad sure but i don't think they'd be surprised .