I can’t sleep like at all it feels and when I don’t sleep well you guys know how that goes. I keep hearing a ringing in my ears (swear I’m not making it up). I’m exhausted, my head hurts so much I want to cry. Oh my anxiety is through the roof, thanks holidays!! Anyway I want to stay in bed but I won’t I can’t let everyone around me down. 
Side note: who takes Buspirone for anxiety?? I swear it’s not working