So long story short, i immigrated to another country 5 years ago and now i feel completely alone. I haven't made any friends, haven't been in a relationship since i left my home country, never went to a club, barely went to any social events and if i did - i went alone since i don't know anyone here.

I have an introverted personality, not anti social as i had quite a few good friends and they would always "take" me somewhere, so i never felt alone and never had any trouble with women.

I tried dating apps, but they are horrible and i'm not a hook up type of person although i did have a few. But there's a catch - english is not my first language and even though i can find women through apps and meet them, i am immediately hit with anxietal thoughts of "what if she thinks my english is not good enough? Will she think i am weird because sometimes i cannot fully express myself in words ?". This was always the main cause of anxiety for me when it comes to making new friends or entering the relationship with someone..

Has anyone been in this situation before ? Not going to lie, i am getting a bit desperate. When i was 21, it didn't really matter to me that much, but when you are nearing your 30's and still haven't made a single friend or gotten into a relationship it just hits you, hard.