I’m 18. I’m transgender man with transphobic parents. My disability has become worse and now I need to use a wheelchair when I’m outside the house because of extreme pain. My partner lives in a different state. My mom lives in a different state with her new family. It’s just so exhausting. Things don’t get better, they just change. I just want to stop being a coward and kill myself. I don’t want this life. I don’t want any of this. It’s just too much all the time. I’m tired and just want it all to stop.