everything piles on top of me, anxiety is difficult, staying positive is difficult and recently i’ve had trouble finding what fun stuff to do. like there’s just nothing i want to do and i’m anxious about going back to college, doing everyday things is difficult. it’s just fucking hard. talking to people is hard too, why do people wanna talk to me like i see a message from someone i don’t always talk to and it just seems so difficult to deal with. sometimes i just don’t know what is going on. sometimes i just wanna be sad but then my mood immediately changes.