howdy, ya'll! lookin for a cheap and easy way to take a permanap! advice on how to get my things in order would also be appreciated.

PLEASE DONT DERAIL! this is not the place for guilt trips and disrespect

additional info:

* i live in canada and im to poor to fly anywhere euthanasia is legal 
*  i have neither a car nor a garage so carbon monoxide poisoning is out of the question
* ive never tried sleeping pills so i dont know how i react to them
* i tried to kill myself once before through starvation. did not go well!
* im not totally opposed to slitting my wrists or something like that but im pretty squeamish sooo if you could suggest some others id be grateful!  

&lt;3