Its just more shit where I'm torn between thinking is it my fault or i can I really just not do it. I haven't been on social media, have no friends to take photos. Tried using a tripod. Tried hiring a photographer. This stuff just doesn't come naturally to me. All the womens profile is just the most generic summary but I have to come up with something great. I hate talking about myself.

So then people are gonna say you're not ready to date. I'm 31. I'm never gonna be any more ready to date. 

Is this really gonna be my fucking life. This legit is shitty im sorry. I'm not a Buddhist monk man. Alone just every day, id say most days being unhappy until I die. Millions of years of evolution for this.