This is a bad night, you guys. I'm over thinking things like I usually do yet I feel like I'm right about something.

I really hate bringing new people into my life because I get too attached. Yet, I still try to make friends cause I crave attention and some kind of close bond.   Maybe I'm too clingy and that's why I'm losing friends. Maybe they hate my personality. Maybe I've shown my true colors too soon. I don't know but I do know the problem is me. It has always been that way. Now I'm laying in bed at midnight, trying to not cry my eyes out.

I'm gonna keep losing friends if I don't change myself. This really fuckin' sucks.