I’m 32 m still a virgin never been kissed never been in a relationship I feel like I’ve failed at life all I’ve ever wanted is a family or at least someone to care about. I don’t care about anything else I get that takes time but I’ve never had anyone, idk what happy feels like idk what live is like idk what sex is like I’ve tried dating sites and going out, nothing has worked, sounds pathetic to me but sometimes when I’m alone I break down and cry thinking there’s something wrong with me. I’ve heard all the advise, suicide is beginning to feel like an option since it feels like nobody wants me anyway.