I've always been an odd child, symptoms that are possibly from minor autism/aspergers. I was perfectly happy with who I  was, and I was rather successful, albeit I never really applied myself in school. I started smoking marijuana and juuling 2 years ago, I am 18 now, and I want to blame my problems on that. Suddenly my personality changed, suddenly I can't think clearly, suddenly I'm a big anxious ball of anxiety. When I drink, I used to feel great, very social. Now, I'll feel dizzy, very anxious, severe pain throughout my body, and a constant disconnect with reality. I can't talk clearly anymore, I can't talk without sounding crazy! I have lost all my friends, and I feel alone and confused.