This is just me venting ig but for some reason I’ve recently had anxiety over aging despite the fact that I’m only 21. I fear how I’ll change physically which is dumb I know because I can’t really control it. But I’m confident in my body right now. It’s the only thing I’m confident in. Knowing that my body will change terrifies me. I’ve never had a problem with it, I’ve always been thin, petite, and slightly underweight. I know it seems so dumb to worry about, but when it’s the only thing I’m really confident in I guess of course I’d be terrified to lose it. 

I’ve never smoked, partied, and I don’t really drink or anything that usually has an effect on aging, but I can’t say my diet is very healthy and I don’t exercise. So I definitely want to start with that. But I do worry that I’ll just end up looking bad anyway because of childbirth, menopause, etc. 

Idk why I can’t get rid of this anxiety because it really is dumb to worry about when I won’t have to worry about it for a while and everyone’s body changes. There’s no rational reason to fear it and yet I do.