My dad died from a heart attack unexpectedly when I was 15 and that hurt really really bad. He was my best friend and just like that he was gone. A few months after he died I got really heavy into drugs because I just couldn’t cope with his death. Fast forward to now, I’ve been having a really hard time these past few weeks idk why but I’ve been really really depressed. Maybe because Father’s Day is coming up and that was also his birthday. All I do is just think about him. All day 24/7 and it just sucks. I feel like I’m a nobody and I’ll never be anything. Idk what to do. This hurts a lot