New provider taking over for my previous one has refused all refill requests. I requested my lithium 3 times in the past 2 weeks knowing I needed a new script.

I've been without lithium for 4 fucking days.
I've been on it for about 8 years.

You don't fucking cut someone off when it comes to meds that affect the brain, especially when they've been on the same meds for years.

I have to go to urgent care in a bit ( after I get home) just to fucking get a refill.

I have an appt in a few days but I can't wait. I know me and I know the medication.  I'm gonna fucking go up if I don't get my med.

Oh and I work in a pharmacy and see this shit all the time and I always offer an emergency supply.

Also same new provider only gave me 2 weeks of my oxcarbamazapine. Only one of the strengths too, I had a back up of my oxcarbamazapine 600mg so I wasn't fucked on that.


My brain isn't working right and it's messing with my job.  I'm crying about it right now on the bus home from work. Fuck.