I feel like I’m holding on by just a string and I can’t take it anymore. My chest hurts constantly and I tell myself over and over everyday that he doesn’t care about me. Because he doesn’t. He left me and his life is just fine without me. He doesn’t care what I’m doing or how I’m doing, he just doesn’t care. And this painful empty feeling isn’t getting better at all. I want this pain to stop and I’ve started having suicidal thoughts, it feels like it’s the only way out of this pain. I don’t want to live the rest of my life feeling like this. This is not a way to live.