Hi all, I’m not addicted to weed at all because this is the effect it’s always hd on me. I noticed it almost feels like I’m able to “see” my emotions for the first time and understand the purpose of emotion and what it’s telling me, and why everything will be ok. But I only gain this affect from weed and it scares me alot because I feel that I could see my potential but it’s so hard to see these insights without it. I always have to reflect on my life for a long time when I smoke bc my emotions that I see during makes my heart rate increase like crazy. Is this just emotional numbness that I’m experiencing? When high, I can see that I’m capable of feeling joy while accepting all the other emotions that usually block my view of happiness