I was looking closely in the mirror and the strangest thing happened. It’s like I stopped being me and the person looking back at me in the mirror became real. Almost as if i could stand up straight and the reflection wouldn’t move with me. 

I could see my apartment in the back, from a different perspective. I could see it from outsiders or friends who have been over or something. It’s a cute place! I appreciate my decor even more now lol.

But for a moment, i felt my heart drop when the person stared back at me. For a moment, It’s like i forgot it was just my reflection. It felt real. Like a horror film and she (my reflection) was waiting to jump out and attack me or something. My pupils felt huge. I was curious after reading some pupils enlarge during manic episodes which is why I was looking in the mirror initially haha.

It was weird to be able to leave my body like that. Don’t worry, i know it wasn’t real but for a split moment, it was. Am i making sense?