Today my girlfriend of nearly 3 years broke up with me and I am honestly just mortified. Our relationship has been rocky for a long while now and I should’ve seen it coming but I didn’t, I feel so stupid. I was convinced I had finally found someone who wasn’t going to abandon me, someone who understands my disorder and I was finally healing and now it just feels like all progress I had has been thrown out the window. I planned to marry this girl, she was my everything and now I’m completely alone again. The relationship was ended because she cant fulfill my needs in the relationship or be in a relationship at all because of her mental health. It hurts so bad because I was always willing to sacrifice so much for her. And this is all right before my birthday coming up too.