honestly the past couple of weeks have been tough. I lost friends who were 2 faced to me at the start, i got into a car accident, I have a clothing brand that got 0 sales even though I put my soul into it, my friends who are currently with me now just make fun of me, my girlfriend and i had problems every day and i cant even put into words how i feel anymore, my sister left my home, i am falling behind in school and honestly i have no energy to do anything. I used to be so confident and not afraid of anything, I am usually the guy whos known to always be in a good mood but in this state i dont know how to even be happy anymore. i cant even get out of bed sometimes, i have no motivation to even eat or drink and whenever i do i cant do it for long. i recently got my stutter back too because i have been too afraid to try and make new friends but recently people called me out on it and i dont even feel like speaking on it anymore. i just feel so lonely and nothing is going right at all. i never want to say anything to anyone because i am scared. i dont know what to do in this state because i am going to college soon and if i cant even handle my last 6 weeks of high school i have no clue how ill handle 4 years at a university for computer science. i dont want to post this so that i gain sympathy or attention but i really just needed to get it out somewhere because everyone who i thought i trusted either turned on me or completely just makes me feel dumb whenever i bring any of this up. i dont really know where to go from here