For the past couple months shit has been unbelievably rough on my mental health. GF left me, I lost my job and I've spent all my savings on drugs. I've decided before I disappoint anyone else I'm going to kill myself with heroin/fentanyl.  I think it is the least painful method, but if anyone has a better way please tell me. I'm too much of a pussy to pull the trigger or jump off a building. This is the only way to stop this pain. Just a warm opiate glow, and I will never feel this shit ever again.. I get  a weird dopamine rush thinking about it, like I am nervous and excited at the same time. Idk why I posted this honestly. Just at my breaking point and figured I should tell someone