i am so dependent on my (2) friends at that point where i cry when i see that they are having fun without me and i am like this with my bf 2 and i dont know what to do:/ how do i stop this?:/ when i see my friends   without me i feel like they dont want to be friends with me anymore and then i tell myself its because i m annoying, boring or unfunny or i feel like the stab back me://// I know it's just in my head and its just my fear of abandonment and the unresolved trauma but it still fucking hurts://////