I have had depression for about 5 years and have struggled with suicidal thoughts. last year was my breaking point during lockdown and i asked for help and reached out to my gp (doctor) and I didn't realise my parents phone number was still in the system so they called my mom and my mom found out about everything and felt very betrayed that I didn't go to her for help and convinced me that therapy is bad  and ever since I just been forcing myself to believe I don't need help and I don't need therapy when I actually do .... i dont know if my mom believes that depression is just something that goes away if you just believe you are happy... but recently my younger sister has been going through a rough time and my mom has reached out to the gp ( doctor) and wants her to get therapy and help ( which I 100% agree with and support her) but it just hurts I wish my mom had the same reaction with me and treated my mental health seriously i told my mom that i just have thoughts that i want to die but i guees that wasnt concerning enough  I wish someone could just realise im in pain which I know its impossible unless I say it