Being ignored is one of my biggest triggers, I was ignored a lot as a child. a member of my family constanly pretended I wasn't there until he wanted to yell about sth or order me to do this/that. I really hate how it feels. I feel like a human mop. Today I tried to join the conversation that my boyfriend was having with a stranger at the bus stop. I said a few sentences in a clear voice, my boyfriend looked at me and agreed, but the guy didn't move. Didn't even look at my face. I even did a little dance while waving my hands in the air, a few  people looked but the guy just kept talking to my boyfriend. I was frustrated and ashamed and didn't know what to do, I just walked around the bus stop awkwardly till the bus arrived, with my face like ???  I really hate that I'm so affected by it. I was down all day because of this. How do I handle it? Does it happen to you and make you feel totally worthless to everyone? Because this happens to me everywhere. I get interrupted, a lot, and I don't wanna make it awkward so say nothing. I rarely get out of my comfort zone socially and when I do this happens. 