I literally have anxiety after hanging out with friends for like a solid month feeling like I fucked up. It was my birthday and I drank 2 beers so I think I over shared way too much to the point of making some edgy dark humor that I think they didn’t feel comfortable with. I feel so damn stupid and I’m afraid of texting them again. I feel so paranoid that they are constantly talking about how I made a fool of myself. It was last month and I still think about it