Anyone have these time were they feel stuck? Like frozen in time? But things do change of course and stuff. But whenever I feel like this I'm not able to do anything. I feel exhausted and I have chronic pain and a tumor as well but atm my depression and anxiety is acting up again.

I am somehow unable to do anything. It feels like I'm trying to run but I'm not moving. I want to cook and clean but instead I'm wasting away. I want to draw and paint and I have to make calls or send emails... But I can't. I'm physically unable to do things.

It's so easy to say "Just do one thing at a time!" or "Make a list!" because for me the smallest task feels like the hardest thing I have ever done. Even if it's just writing an Email. And I'm not anxious about sending emails and I don't care about what the receiver might think, not at all. But I just... Can't to things.

I'm in therapy and on meds.

Recently I started living alone but it doesn't feel like my home. It also feels as if the ghosts of my family (which is still alive) are haunting me, as if they might walk through my door any moment. But they are one country away.

I just feel... Stuck.