I had a week that should have been good but it was ruined

Tuesday i was finally adopted but my anxiety ruined the happiness i should have felt

Wednesday i had a breakdown at work and was certain my boss heard it and think im crazy. Nearly had a 2nd one while making up an exam later that day

Thursday i worried so much about finals

Yesterday i had a panic attack, lost control of my breathing so it sounded like i was violently whispering to myself for an hour. My friendship is probablly ruined now ill be luck if he does not report me and I get thrown out of college.

I have so much to worry about because of the past few days and ill have more for sure this next week duing finals.

To wrap this all up ill have a month off to worry and regret all that ive done this week and next. Ive never felt this low before and idk what to do.