Currently dealing with Winter depression, break up depression, nicotine depression(was addicted and I’m quitting now) and no fap depression. 

Man, I feel so bad. I hate everything and everyone. Nothing gets any sort of enjoyment out of me, i always enjoyed watching tv shows, anime, games etc but none of it matters. 

Only thing that makes me happy is the gym but that’s temporarily and then post gym depression hits.


Fuck, I never felt suicidal in my life before.