As the flair suggests, just venting right now. Feeling frustrated and emotionally spent from having passive-aggressive guilt trips directed at me. Getting real sick of it real quick. It's draining having to deal with it all the damn time. Tbh I hate guilt trips, that's a big pet peeve for me and makes me what to just explode on the person, although I do know that it would just make the situation worse. But I also can't just tell them without coming off as condescending or without the worry they'll flip their shit over it. So I have to bite my tongue and hold in my anger. 

Sometimes I wish I could just disappear. And forget having a good mental health, how the hell am I supposed to get over my issues and move on when one guilt trip makes me immediately shut down and sends my intrusive thoughts into hyper drive? :/