Hey everyone, I am 22 a full time student and youth worker. I have had BPD all my life and recently I’ve organically formed a relationship with two men. We all are equal and love one another very much you can feel our love if you were ever around us. Lately I’ve been having such a hard time with my explosive episodes and usually my partners would fuck off for a bit and just let me go at it which works all the time and they know to do that. But I’ve been having more than one episode lately like once a week and I got told that it’s been hard to deal with my disorder lately by both partners. One of my partners is very forgiving and doesn’t see it as a problem since he leaves but my other partner he gets more emotionally upset which is fair because my episodes are horrid. I just want some advice on things I can do for them if it gets hard for me to keep my cool or them fucking off doesn’t work anymore.