After HS, I graduated with a good GPA. Enrolled in college directly after &amp; just finished my first semester. My GPA is a 2.5 &amp; I feel so miserable. I took 12 credit hours making two Cs and 2 Bs. I’m going to talk to an advisor about changing my major because I really do not like what i’m doing right now.My mom cut off contact with me right after I left for college because she found out I was transgender, which really messed up my motivation. I was constantly unable to get out of bed. I really feel alone right now and like i’ll never recover from this semester. Maybe I will and i’m just overthinking but I feel completely ruined by mental illness. I just want the next semester to start so I can just try again and do better. It feels like the end of the world. I’m 19 and I know it’s too early to give up on college or feel like i ruined it all, but I still feel that way. Watching all my friends at my university succeed and be happy with their grades just reminds me of all I did wrong