the change of a week, i was knocking on deaths door not even long ago from an OD. but deadass i flipped out around, honestly the gym is rlly keeping me grounded. i love it, it’s making me feel in control for once. i’m losing weight which is rlly making me happy and i’m going to pride next weekend which is also motivating me even more. i’m just trying my hardest to reduce future episodes which will throw me back into that dark place. i feel like keeping the gym is the key for keeping my mind in a good place.