Seriously. I feel like I have all the mental illnesses. I am constantly overthinking, observing, worrying, freaking out about thinga I need to do. I'm alone and I suck at making friends or getting girls because my social anxiety is so bad. I'm barely keeping it together with a place and my remote job, without a car. I'm 28 and am barely keeping it up. This hardly feels like a life worth living. My moods swing minute to minute.