So obviously I have bpd, but I'm also autistic and recently, like less then a month ago, also got diagnosed with bipolar disorder. With the number of diagnoses going up, I'm starting to lose my shit a little bit because I literally don't know what symptom is from what disorder, or where they overlap to make a whole new kinda bs. I feel like I'm too much for anyone to deal with and I feel guilty talking to any of my friends about anything that's going on in my brain because it's not fair for me to take them down with me. I don't know what to do at this point, but I feel like I'm a terrible person for messing up friendships because the autism makes it hard for me to understand when I've upset people unless they tell me out right, but when people tell me out right I've upset them the bpd just makes me feel like I'm a terrible person for not realizing that I was doing something wrong, and with the bipolar being such a new diagnosis I have no idea how that plays into things because I've never had to think about it. If this is the wrong subreddit to post this because I'm talking about multiple disorders lmk and I can delete it. I'm just so tired of feeling like this all the time.