Ever since I was 8 I was going through emotional shit. I always punched myself in the head and threatened to kill myself. I actually almost did. But while this was happening I also had a mom and a dad who never listened to me and of course this made it worse. I actually think about it now, I think the punching made my memory worse…anyways, that slowly turned me into a hateful kid who never took care of him self and always avoided any social interactions. And thinking back about it now, most people say they’re happy they didn’t kill themselves but I’m not.