i am a 28 year old male.  my girlfriend cheated on me two weeks ago and its eating me up inside, i have social anxiety, depression, low self esteem, feelings of worthlessness and general malase most days. i am only working 3 days a week now and i can barely stay motivated to do that.  its harder and harder just to get out of bed in the morning just to go watch youtube and spend 8 hours on the internet and then go to sleep.  my parents offered for me to move back with them but i feel like thats a huge step backwards. i feel like i've been stuck in a 10 year  doldrum since i graduated high school, seeing people around me become successful while i just do that same old crap over and over.