I cant help but hear her voice. My exes voice. When she would tell me i was worth nothing. She said no one would ever love me, not even my family. She would say i was crazy when i showed her proof that i knew she was cheating. She would beat me every day. I never hated myself more than now. My current gf has been with me for 2 years. She cheated for 1 year and a half of that. I told her what ive been through. She did the same. I keep thinking why im not worth it.