Life has been extremely hard on me lately could really use a friend. I have a great job almost 3k a week but I know I'm going to fuck it up if I don't stop stressing and using. This all stemmed from being in a physically and mental abusive relationship for 7 years. My ex and me have a 4 year old daughter together that I haven't seen since Father's Day. I'm slowly going down a downward spiral I've never felt depressed or had thoughts like I've had recently. I can't get over my kids mother no matter how hard I try it sucks. Idk what to do I feel worthless and helpless