My girlfriend and I have been together for quite a while. We love each other. But I can clearly tell her anxiety and depression is taking a toll on her. She's had depression for a long time, but I can tell it's getting worse day by day.

I saw she had a cut on herself which I 100% know was self inflicted. 5 years ago I told her to never cut herself, and she immediately stopped at my command. Well apparently she's in such a bad state she can't help it.

She has told me numerous times how if I weren't here for her, she might not still be alive. She's told me all she feels is numbness and thinks about death/suicide almost every day.


We have tried getting professional help, however that made it worse cause she could never find the right person to talk to, which stressed her.
We have tried getting pills, but for some forsaken reason the doctors insist that she doesn't need them. I am her i only emotional support and I am fully ready to take on the role to help her get better. But I need to know how.


Please help me, because I fear that I'll lose her any day now while I'm at work or with my friends.