I'm (drunk but also) binge watching a YouTuber I like after going through some shit getting attached to someone too early. And this creator I'm bingeing does a decent amount of videos on The Bachelor/Bachelorette. And I personally just thought it would be so funny to see an episode where the Bachelorette or bachelor has BPD. Not in like a demeaning way because...obviously I'm borderline. But he jokes about the premise of it being a fake reality TV show that presents this narrative that it's love at first sight and totally "real love" with all this totally "real drama". And like omg dude...if the producers really want drama? Fucking cast a motherfucker with bpd as the bachelor or Bachelorette. We can fuckin give you a real ass show about falling in love too fast and creating drama. 

Idk, I guess it kinda sounds insensitive but that's how I'm coping with my issues right now. I may be shit at real relationships, but I would make a perfect cast member for love/drama based reality TV shows, change my mind.