I was procastinating doing something for 4 weeks. I needed to buy a new desk, and it seemed impossible for me to do. I kept thinking about it, over and over again, running it through a thousand times in my brain. I couldn't do anything because that ONE thing i had to get done kept repeating in my head. Today I finally did it, and it only took me 10 mins to pick one.

I'm glad I did it but it depresses me knowing how much my mind controlls me and fights against me. It makes me think, "Am I in control of my own actions?" I don't know, it's a fucky thing. I just wish I didn't have to go through this... it wastes so much time. Can anyone relate?