I love having this account because I can go back in my own posting history and see just how fast things can change for me.

Like less than a week ago I was back home meeting up new guys but now I moved back in with my bf across the country. Everything is going so well I just feel like, how could things ever go wrong between us? Maybe all my struggles culminated to this, me being peaceful and alright and I’ve been so understanding with him lately.

You know what put me on this path? My old FP got back in touch with me to say how he’s so upset that I used to be so obsessed with him and one day I just stopped. And it made me sad because I still love him but I just don’t wish to spend any time with him. I’ve been forcing myself to talk to him so he feels less abandoned and I hate it. This whole thing has just made me appreciate my current FP more and how I don’t want to spend any time away from him. He’s so cute and perfect and amazing and sexy and funny and fun.

My old FP is so boring, but I remember a time when I thought I could never live without him. It’s just crazy the extent to which things change.