For me it sucks, I'm so stuck right now. I was struggling to get my degree(Under graduate) and ive to travel 6 hours a day to attend face to face classes(they don't have any other option). My result for the last semester came out yesterday and i was failed for 1 or 2 subjects. I'm trying 3 times harder than anyone just to keep up the works (excluding exam preparation which is impossible in my schedule). My parents can't know about this, I'm going to struggle more and fail more subjects and this going to multiply. All this when I'm in the worst phase of my depression and my life. My fear for death is gone, if someone points a gun at me now, I'd ask them for a straight head shot. I don't think i have anything left, lost my all, except my health which is done halfway and going down everyday.

I'm not really looking for any advices, i just thought getting to know your conditions could make me feel I'm not the only one stuck in a bad situation