I’m 17, a senior in high school. I have no motivation or talents. Preparing for college is making me realized i’m not fit for it. I also found i’m not fit to work. My mental health plummets and it takes all my energy to go. If i can’t work or go to college i have nothing in the future and even if i wanted to go to college i don’t think my grades will let me. I’m not in any extra activities and i have zero social skill so i also have no friends. I feel like a background character and i just don’t see the purpose. If i somehow was able to go to college i’d still have to work after that and i have no idea what i want to do. I feel like no matter what i do i’ll feel hopeless and want to die anyway so what’s the point. I keep getting bad grades in school and i don’t know what to do. Getting good grades was easy last year but i’m really struggling this year. If i don’t graduate i’ll kill myself. This fucking sucks so much man, no friends no future. I feel bad for my family they tried so hard for me but i’ll still end up useless.