My wife has said she wants a trial separation. We had many arguments over the past few months, maybe longer. I know it's not easy to live with me. I am emotional and codependent, but this isn't any different to have I've always been. Infact I am getting better. I'm trying to so hard. I feel like I'm actually handling things very well. She has been more distant then ever before. We have only been married aside August. She got her friends and family involved and they are sure to tell me how unacceptable my behavior is. Her father told me to "do better". I'm constantly being told about "what I've put her through". Like I said at beginning I know it's hard to live with me. It's not easy being me either. Everything seems to be being blamed on me. Luckily my mum and I are getting on better than before. I have support from my mum and my sister, but I am feeling like I don't know how to get through this. I know I have to, but it's hard. Before my wife I had no self worth at all.  It's possibly why I didn't stick up for myself for so long. I was terrified about losing her. It's like I might anyway.