So long story short I broke up with my boyfriend after he admitted to gaslighting and lying to me when I repeatedly told him that due to my anxiety honesty is vital for me. 

We have been broken up for  a week now and I am just so worried I will never find someone who says the things he used to say to me. He used to say I was the most beautiful person he's ever seen and that he never looks at other women in sexual ways and doesnt objectify them along with many other things.

 He made me feel good about my body and made me feel beautiful but I felt betrayed due to the gaslighting so I had to leave. I'm so scared I will never find anyone else that says the nice things he said to me. I cannot stop thinking of ALL the positives and it's making me question why I even broke up with him. Should I take him back?