i can't stop obsessing over like five guys i hate how desperate i am for love and affection i don't want to be clingy this sucks this sucks this sucks

how can i stop this?

edit: i hate knowing that i love him so much and he doesn't care. i feel him everywhere, but he doesn't even think of me. if he does, i'm sure it's not good thoughts. i'm trying so hard not to force myself into his life again.