38M my wife just told me she wants me to leave her alone which was a big surprise for me. I’ve been struggling for awhile and thinking about life without my kids and wife makes me so scared. I’ve been having issues for about a year. My wife started treating me different and was displaying different behaviors never shown before after 18 years. I caught her in a lie about 3 months ago and since then I’ve become very insecure with myself and situation I’m in with our relationship and it has taken me to a dark place that I can’t seem to get out of. Now she just wants me to leave. I feel betrayed and honestly just want to disappear and die.