I finally accepted that I need to learn how to be alone and to be okay with myself. This is the only way I'll ever get any better. I think a big part of this will be figuring out who I really am, so I have a solid foundation to build on. For pretty much my entire life, I think I've always just tried to be what I think people want. At this point, I don't even really feel like a person. I'm just a mismatch of other people's beliefs, hobbies, style, etc. How do I figure out who I really am?