Does anyone else self harm to kinda clear your head? 

I honestly do it for a bunch of different reasons, some of them worse than others. When I started it was to curb my depression. Then it became a way to control my anger without outbursts. After that I began c*tting because I was bored or felt like it, and then to try and pull myself out of the overwhelming numbness I felt on a constant basis. Finally I started to do it to control ANY strong emotions.