i thought i was doing better. i thought i could go off my medication. but i was wrong. ive been crying and sobbing the past 4 days straight uncontrollably. i dont want to have to be on antidepressants just to not have no cry and be depressed every day im so scared. why do i have to deal with this. i thought i could be normal and now im scared ill never be able to stop taking them which to  me feels like ill never get better