I never get attention from men. Never. When I installed tinder. I got 90 matches. One guy woooed me. Sent me cute messages. Wow. All my interactions in my entire life are about work.  He was the first guy who called me pretty.  I met once..we had a make out. Then he deleted my number. I looked up his FB it says he got married. Universe really doesn't want me to have something. I tried telling something to a guy he said move on. What it means is get over it.  It's painful. I wish I could have cute flirty message every fucking day. Why did I even allow myself to want it?