I always struggle to answer this question. Sometimes it feels like I’m always consumed with sadness and thoughts of suicide. I don’t have some tragic trauma that happened to me as a child. I just don’t want to be here and overall not happy. But people are always probing asking “did something happen when you were little?” Or “what is making you depressed” and I never can give a good answer. Sometimes I just end up making up reasons that sound “good”. Anyone else have this problem? It’s like I’m just depressed without any explanation and I don’t have a tragic back story.