Our weekly session is what gets me through the week. She is the only one I can be a 100% honest with. Just this week I was counting down the days till we could speak again. I know this is her job, and she needs off time too, but 3 weeks seems terribly long for me. I feel like I'm trapped with my I obssessive thoughts and fear, like a nightmare I can't wake up from. Sometimes i loose the line between reality and obsession. I constantly think about not being. What will i do without someone helping me for so long? I feel alone and afraid.