My therapist told me to allow myself to feel emotion so here I am posting here as I try to articulate it before deleting it later. Does anyone else love the Legend series by Marie Lu? I randomly thought of it for the first time in years and started reminiscing about my childhood where I’d let my self identity rely heavily on books. I loved Legend so so much and I would project my FP onto one of the main characters. Idk I read it during a very vulnerable time of my life and it brought a sense of comfort and safety to me. I want to feel that again even if it’s obsessive or reliant on a fictional series. I can’t find enjoyment in books or anything right now. The things I could rely on to get an emotional reaction to dont work anymore. I just feel numb. I want that feeling of reading a book I love back.