My fp has started to ignore me as of 2 months ago, he has been reassuring me that its simply a school and family issue, so I of course dont want to bother him but he proves himself wrong everytime on social media, he claims he just quickly checks his phone but never checks his messages (?) while posting himself going out, resharing music, interacting with others, etc. No matter how many times I bring this up to him he just tells me the same thing and I fall for it every single time. But I really dont know if I can do it anymore, I am filled with so much anxiety everyday because of him. I have been on delivered for a week, begging him to respond because I found out he hid me from his Instagram story, meaning he knows what hes doing, he knows hes ignorinh me. This sent me into a crazy panic attack and I really really really just want fo block him and get him out of my life but I just want him to respond to me first. But I am also fearful he will leave me first and physically and mentally I dont think i could handle that. I am not sure what to do I just dont want to feel like this anymore. Urgent advice? :(