sometimes i just wanted to be left alone, be at home doing nothing. my friends didnt understand why..

then i discovered i had this this thing, severe anxiety and depression, was diagnosed and then started on medication. i told my friends, maybe that was a mistake, dont know, just wanted to tell them..

some of them made fun of me, saying that i was just crazy, exagerating, that i dont have reasons for that, that this thing isnt real its just excuses people make, just stupid things.. i felt down but i believed them, maybe they where right...

then i got married, my wife already knew about my condition, she was very suportive and still is, she is my rock. 

i started to make excuses to not be with them, they soon started roasting me, saying that my wife is the boss, that she controls me, and other things. this is not true and it hurts. so i started to make even more excuses to not be with them, to the point i barely see them.

now they are just like mad at me, weird. i dont know what to say to them...