We don’t see eye to eye about something that we both feel strongly about and I don’t want to talk about it because I hate debating with them over things that I know neither of us will change our opinion on. They’re really upset with me due to my view and went as far as saying they don’t want to come home tonight and they’ll find somewhere else to stay because they really don’t want to be around me.

I told them to please stay and that I won’t bother them and they said if I need them to stay they will. I don’t get off work til 3 am and they said as soon as they get home they’re going straight to sleep.

We usually are great at resolving conflicts but things have been rocky lately and I’m too exhausted to debate with them. I said let’s just agree to disagree but they aren’t satisfied with that I guess. I don’t know how they’re ever going to get over the fact that we don’t see eye to eye on this. It’s not even a big deal but I feel like this will be the reason we break up and I’m scared.

When they’re mad at me I just want to die. I want to self harm so bad but I’m at work and when I get home they will be there.