I can't get over my fear of driving, even though I've taken lessons.  I can't keep taking it because it's expensive in Europe.  I decided to learn with my mother, and even if I don't have an accident I'm afraid because she doesn't have the pedals to intervene if I roll too badly.  I prur to make an accident and to kill my mother whereas I have a small sister who needs my mother to live.  Life is roughing me up because I meet my neighbor who is very young but who is already learning to drive.  My mother shouts at me, mad with rage because I must not be less good than her.  She puts pressure on me, I'm even more afraid.  I'm also afraid that the driving school will call me to get some news because I could have driven.  I'm depressed and my life seems unbearable as long as I don't have a license except that I'm too afraid to drive.