I have no friends (I'm an introvert and don't know how to talk to new people. When I try I come off too strong and annoy people so I stopped trying.) I think my boyfriend is only staying with me out of pity that I don't have anyone else. I live with my dad and stepmom, they're cool people but I don't really talk to them; they mostly do their own thing and I feel like a burden when I try to tell them anything about my personal life. 

I work retail for just over minimum wage. I owe over $1k in credit card debt but have $500 in my bank account. My car's gas tank is almost empty and I don't have money to refill it. I've been skipping meals lately because my parents mostly go out to eat so there's often not food in the house...I literally can't afford to buy myself food right now. 

I'm supposed to be an incoming freshman at the top business college in my state, they're about to drop my classes because I can't afford the minimum payment required to claim classes for fall semester. My parents are not paying anything for my college.

The only thing I have left that brings me some happiness is my job...but management at the store is changing and there's been a lot of coworker drama/toxicity going on lately. Honestly work isn't that enjoyable anymore.

I'm seriously thinking of just ending things. There's honestly no point to my life...I sleep in till noon, work 1-9, talk to no one except my customers, go to bed and repeat. I'm just done living. The only thing that's stopped me from trying is fear of surviving and owing medical bills. I attempted when I was a freshman in high school. I survived, every day wish I hadn't. It was a horrible experience, spent multiple days in the ICU, weeks on the psych floor and came out owing thousands of dollars of medical bills. I'm scared that if I fail again nothing will have changed except I'll be deeper into debt. Idk anymore