My FP left me after 3 years of dating and 2 years of living with each other last November. We talked/argued/almost got back together for months on end(Until the first week of February) until she finally said she was done for good, she had found someone else and she loved him. That was it. We haven't talked since.

Now a reminder; She currently lives with this boyfriend in a town that is over an hour away, quit her job here and got a new one there, and basically moved everything for this man.

There was some major family drama going on and she called me last night to talk about it(I didn't even have her new number, she changed it once we started no contact). We talked for like 10 minutes and that was it. It was hard but not as hard as I thought it was going to be. That was until she texted me this morning.

She thanked me for talking her through her issues and I said something like "You're welcome, I understand that sometimes you just need a 3rd party to talk." but it quickly turned into her saying she loved me and that she doesn't love her boyfriend and she thinks she is just dating him to fill the "void" that I left. We agreed for her to come over and hang out for a little bit but she ended our conversation on "us" with "I cannot love anyone but you."

She came over for like a half hour and we didn't really talk much about what was said over text. We just hung out for a bit and talked about old times and she left.

That was 4 hours ago. I sent a text asking her if her feelings are still valid or if she just missed the idea of me and I got no response.

I'm trying so hard not to go back to square one. I can't do that again. I loved that woman with everything I had and she threw me away...

I just needed to vent.