does anyone else with bpd have an absolutely detached and worthless sense of direction? it’s almost laughable how bad it is, but now that i live in a big city, it can be frustrating and sometimes scary. even with google maps, i get lost everywhere i go. if i walk into any place, by the time i leave, i typically can’t remember which direction i came from. it causes a lot of anxiety for me, and it has led me to isolate myself and to only go to a few places, only when i absolutely need to. i’m too afraid of getting lost if i try to explore or meet up with someone somewhere i’ve never been. i’m curious to know if this is just an unfortunate trait that i have or if it’s something shared with others who have bpd. 
thanks in advance for reading.