All my friends stopped talking to me. They out grew me, I guess. Now they all act like I'm bothering them when I try to start a conversation. I'm alone. I tried making new friends online, but no one cares about me. I always feel like a burden. I don't see my life getting better any time soon. I'm tired of the loneliness. I want to end it. I'm tired of living in Indiana. I tried learning Thai, I would love to travel there someday, but why bother