I have been manic for eight months and tried a lot of different medications. Haldol finally seems to have brought me down.

How do I know if the medication is just masking it or if I'm truly down?

What is your experience? Should I expect to be tired? Embarrassed? Depressed?

How do you remember who you are normally? 

Coming down is all I've wanted, but now that it is here I am scared.