I was told that with treatment I would have normal life. 

In this moment I am finding very difficult to see it:

1. Getting fat because of anti-psicothics
2. More than 8 hours of work triggers my depression
3. I'm not being able to execute my brainy job because I'm slow and stupid
4. Blurred vision
5. Head exploting
6. Many other side effects of medicines
7. Someway people know I'm not normal, as I'm excluded of everything