I work from home and have a break at 14.00 the food is never ready then and I wouldnt have a problem with that but it is not ready then because my mom wants it to be ready when my dad comes from work so I miss food on my break and then eat when I finish work at 18.00. The last days we had foods I hate and I'm okay with that I still can eat them but when I ask for something I like my parents make it a very big deal that I don't appreciate anything and my dad says that I know that he doesnt like this cuisine . But my dad isn't the one who's cookings and my mother likes this cuisine. But when I don't like a cuisine it doesn't matter my mum still makes it . For example I hate dill but I don't mind if it is in a food because that's what were having but If I make something with Cumin my dad acts like he is a 5 year old and asks "why cant we eat something normal " . My mom agrees with me that he acts like a 5 year old but still she goes out of her way to cook something he likes . It's very unfair because he doesn't do anything at home and me and my mother we both work and do household work too . Today I heard her cooking and I asked her if she could make the food according to an idea I had because I was working and I couldnt make it myselr and she started shouting at me that she doesn't want to cook at all and I said that's okay but don't shout at me . Then I went to ask her why she shouted at me. If I did something wrong and she said that she didn't shouted at me and that not everything revolves around me and that she feels pressured. I said that's ok but I'm not your punching bag and she said no you treat me like a punching bag and changes the story completeky from what happened. I'm crying in my room ever since. I really don't feel wanted here , nobody from my family ever cared how I feel . I feel so alone and angry. I'm tired of trying to be pleasant and putting my happy face on . I'm gonna act how I feel till they fix their act ik not gonna take it anymore . I'll put a lot of negative energy when I'm with them . I'll ruin their days too .