I love my boyfriend but I’m acting controlling and I don’t like it, I don’t want to be like that. But every time we’re not spending too much time together or talking like I’d like to I feel like he’s abandoning me… and I would like some tips on how to deal with it. We have a long distance relationship, I have BPD and he has ADHD so it’s a complicated relationship but he is the love of my life ☹️