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in college and doing shit at it, been fighting depression and anxiety and trauma and whole bunch of other shit for a decade at this point and I'm fucking tired of it

I've been trying therapy, I've cut off all of the toxic people in my life that were holding me back, I've done jobs, I've met new, supportive people, I've tried getting into old and new hobbies, I've tried fixing my problems and none of it is enough none of it is ever enough
what's the fucking point of trying to do my best if I just suck at everything I do and everyone that I know does better than me with a fraction of the pain and effort that I put in
everyone I know is succeeding with grace and flying through everything like barely anything is wrong
meanwhile I'm still just working non stop and still can't find myself being able to do anything right at all
what's the point of it all if I can't be happy and everyone else can, no point in still going on at this rate
why suffer any longer when it won't get me anywhere and nobody else gives a shit