I’ve lived with a roommate before as well as long term partners but this will be my first apartment all by myself without a co-signer. 

I’m excited, and terrified that I’ve made the wrong choice. It’s the only apartment I walked in to and could see myself living there that was also in my budget, so I jumped on it and signed the lease within a couple of days of seeing it.

I keep pacing, and I’ve been shaky/adrenaline rushy. I think I’ll feel better about it once I’m on the other side of moving, but I just feel sick to my stomach. I feel dumb, and small and incompetent but I keep trying to remind myself that isn’t totally true. 

I’m not sure why I’m posting here. I guess just to reach out and ask if anyone else has been in a similar situation/has any advice for moving/first solo apartments that would be great.