So I've been offered a place on a college course and, it's something I've loved doing for ages and kept me sane throughout the pandemic, now I've been offered a place to study this for the next 4 years, yet I'm panicking and freaking out over going cause I'm 28 and 4 years is a long time, plus it's an industry that you don't really need a degree in yet I do want to learn more. I'm so scared about going back and failing and wasting more of my life on somthing that may not help at all, it's confusing me so much, on top of all of this I've been off work since January as my traits started to flair up all over again and I've also been offered a new job and I'm just terrified about being around people incase I overreact and become impulsive. Any help would be greatly appreciated!