so i took that train i mentioned in the previous post, but i missed my stop (i got a little high to calm my anxiety but it backfired) and i ended up going way further than expected, to a city 2 hours away by car and out of state! i had multiple panic attacks but i managed to figure out how to get home, and i’m back now. 

it was much harder and scarier than expected, but i learned more than i expected too, i learned what to do if i miss my stop! still glad i went 💕