This is obviously about me not having a girlfriend 
I want one. Black girls are my type. Like the instagram models, edited as fck, must have emotional skills to fix my broken spirit. Interested girls please stay away, be smart.

I gotta go to this convention in like 3 hours. Haven't slept a thing. I feel miserable, unlovable and tired of presenting myself as the solution to all problems. Been doing real state marketing for a while now to the point that I can sell myself as the jack of all trades, the fix of all of your problems, broken inside and silently screaming for a love. 

Not thinking of suicide yet. Too proud for that