i have never really related to the dissociative symptoms with my bpd, and i still don’t. however, there are times where i kind of like zone out and everything seems almost like fuzzy, and that everything is like closing in almost? it’s really mild, and doesn’t happen often. it happened today when my nurse practitioner was talking about starting antidepressants for the first time. it never lasts long at all. i don’t know if that would be considered dissociation or what considering it only happens for like a few minutes. anyways, very often, i will be driving, and i will wind up home, but i CANNOT remember the drive for the life of me. there are significant curves that i never remember driving. tonight, i was in the bathroom and noticed my anklet that i have worn in my ankle for 5 years was in the bathroom floor. it doesn’t just slip off. you have to take it off with force, and i do not remember at all ever taking it off or anyone else taking it off. i feel like i am going crazy and that my symptoms are just getting worse and worse