i have no excuse to feel the way i do i have a great life i have a family who loves me i have people who care i have everything someone could ever need but i feel so empty all the time everytime i think i’m okay i crash again i’m so fed up with feeling like this i don’t want to be sad anymore i don’t want to push people away i don’t want to be alone but i don’t want to bring anyone else into this i’m so scared if i tell my parents or my friends how i feel they’ll just pity me and tired lightly around me i don’t want people to feel bad for me i just want to feel okay again i can’t even remember the last time i was 100% okay i don’t even want to be happy anymore