i cant do this. im so tired. what really fucking hurts is for the past few weeks ive been happy, genuinely. i thought i had got my life together. i had done all my work and i was actually getting back into some old hobbies, hell i even completely reorganized my room but for some reason i've just completely crashed. i feel like im in a black hole i cant get out of and everything is slowly getting sucked out of me. overdue assignments, tests and friends, everything is getting too much and im getting dangerously close to just shutting everyone out. i dont think i can hold on for much longer. i hurt everyone even when i try my hardest to be nice, im just an asshole. i cant wait another week and a half for school to finish, and even if i do ill just end up being even more isolated and suicidal. fuck i hate it here.