Hi, I’m writing this as a sort of vent/looking for advice post I suppose. 

These last few months have been the best of my life. I’ve moved across country and closed the gap on a long distance relationship, I’ve started college in a field I’m super passionate in, and I’m building great relationships with others that a few years ago I absolutely couldn’t imagine. I was and still am very content.

Then this month hit me like a truck. 
I’m obsessive over small things and I’m worried as all hell over stuff that a few weeks ago would never have been so difficult. I can’t even go to the store at this point. 
On the day of moving into my new place (really nice area, really well priced and absolutely amazing roommates) I had 4 panic attacks in 1 1/2 weeks. I’ve NEVER had them in such succession before. I don’t know if this was a catalyst but since then it’s been impossible. Everything feels like a danger and like I’m about to fall apart. All my thoughts are irrational and attached to nothing based in reality. Just moments of intense inescapable fear.

Within the last 6 months I’ve started therapy and been on Sertraline for a few years. I’ve tried every trick I’ve been taught and while things are getting better and it’s getting easier to calm myself back down it’s still so exhausting. Luckily I have a doctors appointment lined up to hopefully better understand. 
I just want to know if anyone else has ever experienced this kind of harsh plummet while on Sertraline/Zoloft or could offer some advice. Luckily I have an amazing network with my family and friends but even now I’m worried I’m leaning to them too much.
I just want this to be over.

Thanks a lot for reading, I hope your day is going well ❤️