I am sick of everyone else's shit behavior.  I am sickened further as society continues to turn into worse shit constantly.  I try to focus on the positives but I am constantly distracted by pessimistic thoughts.  The ego of those who downplay or don't understand my issues is disgusting, frightening and fascinating (always acting like they can explain away or fix my issues easily when they are just trying to write me off).  Everyone else gets excuses I need to fight nail and teeth for every explanation.  I do not understand humanity and never will.