I just found out that I'm losing my job. Its "not my fault", but oh my gosh it is really rough. I got completely blindsided.
 It is hitting me really hard, because I struggled so much with anxiety when I was applying to jobs before I finally got this job, it was a really tough time for me. I was just starting to feel safe at my job, and now I have to go through the whole processes of looking for a new one. I feel crushed and hopeless