I was feeling great, felt content with how my life was going, and hadn't had any of 'those' types of bad thoughts for the better part of a year and then suddenly I just feel like shit. 

I don't even think there was anything that triggered it, I wasn't feeling bad about valentines day like I sometimes do so it isn't that. I just got a new job and seem to be getting along well with my new coworkers, I just hung out with my friends over the weekend and had a great time, I started exercising again after not doing so over most of the winter, I was all excited to play a new game that comes out tomorrow and then suddenly I just get hit with a wave of apathy and now I don't want to do anything. 

What the hell is wrong with me? I have no good reason to feel like this! I thought for a little while there that I was finally done with this.

Sorry for the rant, I feel like a piece of shit complaining about this because I basically have no real problems to complain about.