I don't know what to do, where to go. I feel lost. Not even sad, angry or anxious. Just empty and faithless. I have a job, and frankly, it's the only thing I do well and it's the only thing that tells me who I am. I'm happy at work and at the same time it feels fake. I'm safe there from all the demons that haunt me at home. But I am empty now, I have no faith anymore that "it's worth something", nothing left to fight for. I've mailed my therapist for some starting point. Usually he's quick to reply, but now I haven't heard from him, so that doesn't really help. How can I can I get myself going again?