Hi, I’m a highschool senior and as most seniors probably do, I got a case of fomo. It’s my last year and I just want to do everything, cheer at football games and pep rally’s, play powderpuff, go to homecoming and prom, freely be myself around my crush. It’s hard, I’ve been going through with it but it’s so taxing, and isn’t even fun. It doesn’t seem worth it, in the end I’m just relieved nothing embarrassing happened or that I wasn’t socially outcasted. Those fears don’t even make sense either because I’m well liked at school; I just can’t seem to chill and get comfortable, especially when it comes to big crowds full of people I see on a daily basis. It’s weird because I’m great when it comes to being in a crowd of strangers or just strangers in general but in school just knowing they know me freaks me out. Like last week for example we had our first home game and it was cool I guess, I was quiet though and I couldn’t have fun, all because I was around my classmates and I wanted to joke around with my crush so badly like we did in the summer but there are too many eyes now, it really sucks. I’m scared my anxiety will get the best of me and scare me into not going out and just overall prevent me from having a fun senior year. Of course, I’ll try to overcome the fears and I got a pretty good reason to, but I have a breaking point and I don’t know how long I can keep picking myself up to keep going