I’ve had clinical depression since infancy after my twin died. A series of traumas and a childhood in poverty did not improve things. I’ve been told since I was a teenager that I shouldn’t date until I am financially stable and happy on my own. I’m almost 30 and I’ve never had a long-term relationship and it feels like it’s still not an option. My depression is still pretty bad and I don’t have a lot in savings (much less than the recommended $50k for my age). 
I live alone and I often wish I had some sort of companionship. My friends have told me I should stay single since it wouldn’t be fair to share my depression and I don’t have enough money to really benefit anyone. Anybody in a similar boat? Is it unusual to practice celibacy for these sorts of reasons?