I want this to end . Anxiety is killing me . Literally small things triggers my anxiety which reminds me of the events which broke up . Everyone misunderstood me , broke connections with me , blamed me . I even apologized, tried to fix it even though half of it wasn't my mistake. It was all misunderstandings. But at the end I lost my self confidence and i doubt myself all the time. There's no way I can fix all those things now but all these blames and misunderstandings give me anxiety, almost everyday and it's been months