I’ve had generalized anxiety my entire life and it was always just there running in the background. Unfortunately as of 2022 I seem to have developed severe anxiety and panic disorder which has become completely debilitating to my life. My previous job was in the military - I was comfortable there - but I  was forced to take a separation package due to a medical disability I had going on. This set me up with a nice chunk of change to keep me going for a while, but it’s time for me to get back out there. I don’t know if I can do it. I’m having a panic attack just thinking about walking into the unknown tomorrow. I’ll be working as a gate agent for a major airline at a busy airport. I won’t know anybody. I won’t be familiar with my surroundings. It won’t exactly be easy to just step outside and grab some fresh air. Please give me some motivation so I will actually show up. Otherwise I’ll probably drive there to sit in my car with my intrusive thoughts then go home.