I'm depressed extremely and its been years months I don't even know bcz I've felt like this as long as I can remember it's become way worse since the past year and I can tell that I am suffering extremely with anxiety and depression but sometimes i just think that I'm faking it ?? Idk I feel that my feelings aren't true that I can get out of them and I deliberately don't but I know that's not true what I go through everyday is such a struggle but somedays I feel like I'm lying to myself bcz when I think of telling someone I'm depressed the qs they ask is why and I have no answer to that 

I haven't been through some extreme trauma but I don't even know why I'm depressed I'm throhh a tough time with alot of things but idk