I was diagnosed with BPD by my psychiatrist a year ago. I have a new therapist and she told me that I don’t seem like I have BPD. I seem like a normal person on the outside. Which is very true. I feel like I mask a lot of what I’m feeling and can hide it very well. She said that most people with BPD don’t seek out therapy. Does this mean that I might not have BPD? Could it be something different? I feel like people with real BPD have a harder time trying to hide their symptoms. 

Have you ever thought these thoughts before or had doubts like these?