 As the winter months approaches, I'm reminded of how lonely I am. I don't have many friends. The ones I do have work different schedules than I do. Lately, I've been like a loser whose unlovable. 
severe depression and anxiety.  I worry that I'll always be alone. Platonically and romantically. I fear that no one will be friend or that one day I'll wake up and I'll have no one in my life
 Which makes me feel like a loser not worth be around or loving.