I think I'm entering a depressive episode. I've been stable for so many months and I'm so disappointed. I know what's going on in my life is contributing. 

I had to leave my dream job to go to eating disorder treatment, put off graduating with my master's for another year, I owe my university $1400, I got dumped by my boyfriend the day I found out I have a (minor) but lifelong cancer which could cause strokes/blood clots. 

I am so fucking depressed. I just keep wishing I could sleep all the time but I can't because of my ADHD meds. It's miserable. My doc switched me to Latuda 60mg from 40mg but I don't think it's helping at all. I really don't want to go back to being depressed for months at a time.