Deadass like 4 hrs ago I just got into a accident that totaled my car. I got rear ended and sandwiched in front of another car. I screamed idk wtf had just happened, but a part of me wished I died there and not deal with such a shit life and now stress over this accident. I’m over it mannn, I don’t know what to do. I’m tired. And then we get to the hospital and I find out my blood pressure is high and the nurse asks me if I have thoughts of hurting myself.  It took all my power not to break down in front of them. I’m just tired