He's my university teacher and I guess is 50 or something... Between 40 and 50 so it's super creepy. And I'm in my twenties. I always fantasize about me meeting him or cuddling etc nothing really sexual. I always fall for older teachers xD he knows me a bit because last year he helped me bc I was struggling with my mental health. I hugged him also xD its a long story... I like his whole personality he's so different than other teachers! 

Now I'll see him again this autumn. But he will treat me as a student that's it. My fantasies will never become true. So I'm in pain and sad because of this. I want to think about him as a teacher, not a friend or a lover or a "parent"! How??