just recently my girlfriend of 3 years left me we had lived together and grew so much then things got hard and we had to live apart from each other and she then stated to talk to someone else and the some one was the friend i had met of hers and it made me question its be so hard the past bit iv never been one to self harm but well i overthink every thing i get this urge to burn myself and i do it and i feel almost reveled i dont know if its just the depression or if somthing else is wrong with my i can no longer control my emotions i get mad and black out iv gotten so self destructive i guess i just want it all back