I am constantly stressed and crazy anxious at the moment because I broke up with my boyfriend who is now suicidal , terrified each day of something bad happening and I’m not there to help him.
Now getting angry and irritable at everything.. which is very very in like me.
think it’s because I have no one to talk to (because no one I know can relate to my situation) about this horrible stress of worrying about my ex every second but feeling like I can’t help. 
So I feel like I know what’s going on but I can’t change my situation I’m in to feel calmer... Maybe writing it on the internet will help? (Said no one ever)