I have to go to my dads wake tomorrow. im terrified. I already can't handle social events as it is, and now having hundreds of people there (my dad was widely loved) that are all gonna be hugging me and asking me questions and feeling sorry for me. when someone asks me if im okay, I break down instantly. I don't think Ill be able to handle this tomorrow. im gonna break down, I can feel it. I miss him so much and I wish I hadn't split on him as many times as I did. my fp is gonna be there too. im fucking scared. help



