Recently I've just been wondering if I am really depressed. Like I have no trouble with eating and bathing myself yet I find myself utterly lacking any form of motivation whatsoever to work or to even play games. I just lie on my bed and sleep or read reddit. Like I don't know if I'm just lazy or what. Like sometimes I get destructive thoughts but otherwise its just a null, like days just pass and I accomplish absolutely nothing and I feel nothing and there is nothing to look forward to.