I'm 30. 

I've always been terrified of driving and then I met my husband when i was 24, who was understanding about it at first. Now we want to start a family but he doesn't want to until I get my driver's license. I went for my test back in November and it was terrible. Every time I get behind a wheel I'm panicking, my heart races, I want to cry because I keep thinking that I going to do something wrong and get hurt or worse, hurt someone else. Even in the passenger seat I panic sometimes. We'll drive past somewhere where I've driven before and made a mistake and have to physically stop myself from hyperventilating. 

My husband just says, "just calm down" and doesn't understand anymore that I just CAN'T. I want to.. but can't. I try to think positively and try to be more determined but my fear is greater and takes over so quickly. I just, don't want to drive.. but afraid that it will affect my marriage. 

When I lived in Boston, I took the T and public transportation everywhere, but now we live in a state that doesn't really have public transportation and driving is kinda essential..

I'm so lost...