i want to have significance to someone, i want someone to be there simply because they want to be, not because they need to or have to be. 

this is just a vent ,but this feeling of wanting someone to want you, what do you even do about it? its just not a possibility. no one is going to want me they’ll just enter my life for something they need and leave once they’ve got it. i’m incapable of valuing myself anymore than the people in my life which means i don’t value myself very much ,if at all… and it sucks because i’d absolutely die for these people if they said the words. i’m just so tired   i just want them to want me