My best friend isn't talking to me. I think I might be blocked. Things are falling apart at work. Everything feels overwhelming and all I want is to tell them what's happening. Just them telling me "its okay I believe in ya" made every obstacle feel like it disappeared. 

Their support was more than what I could've ever asked for. And all I want, all I have wanted for a while, is just to have them back in my life. Losing them has been the worst thing ever and it sucks every single moment and only seems to get progressively worse. 

I really don't know what to do. I really don't