My depression come in waves, i usually have a really bad week, followed by a good week where everything seems like it is going to be alright. i used to count on these good weeks, the thought of feeling even a little bit happy being the only thing that pushed me through the bad ones. but now i have found that they are doing the opposite. Now when i experience a good week, i feel like there is a chance that i made up the feelings that i felt in the bad one. i get scared that im faking the whole thing and that im not really depressed, im just looking for some attention or something. i know that that isnt true but it still scares me. im not the only one to experience this right? any tips to overcome this?