I have hope that one day I will find an identity that stays, that feels "right" and that i am able to stick to. I hope that one day I will feel like the same person consistently and be able to grow into myself instead of switching in between different forms of "me". I want to have interests and passions that I am able to develop into something bigger than just a hobby. And I want to follow through with the long term plans I make for my life. Once I get into a new hobby or interest I develop plans to make myself a master at it and become an expert in the field, and it never happens. I've repeated this pattern so many times, changed my major so many times, that I am never able to become the person I really want to be.