 I'm 22M, I don't have much going for me, I worked straight out of high school, and went to community college, I had friends and stuff but I had severe anxiety and went in and out of depression during this time. I couldn't stay interested in school, dropped out and worked a bunch of different jobs. After I quit my first job my anxiety and feelings got worse. During this time the only thing I had going for me was jiujitsu and fighting/martial arts. I started therapy in March 2019 and again recently after trying a few therapists. I was put on medication about a year ago, stopped about 6 months in and started taking again. Right now I am confused. I quit my last job 5 months ago because of stress and I've been doing nothing since. I am pretty aimless and while my medication helps manage my anxiety, I don't really feel any motivation, I'm not sure if its because the medication or because of me. I don't know what to do.