Feeling so insecure lately. Seeing all these younger people who have better jobs, more good-looking, fashionable, and more smarter than me gives me anxiety. I feel like a failure. My future is not guaranteed even though I’m in college. All I have for my pride is my music and even on that I’m still mediocre. I just want to move to another country just so I can avoid these people. I want to travel and be a musician or/and content creator but being surrounded with people who thinks traditional path is the best path is so hard. I’m in my early 20s but I feel like I’ll never find love or friends that I actually enjoy hanging out with without feeling emotionally drained.