I can't stop thinking about dying. I can't stop thinking about my death, when I will die, if I will witness everyone else die, if I will be alone. I can't cope with death in my life, i never have. It scares me unbelievably. Tonight is one of those nights where i can't stop thinking about it. I lie here and cry silently,  hyperventilating. I can't bare it, the thought of death. I can't handle it...I know I'm not alone. How do others deal with this bedtime intrusive anxiety thoughts?