i’m bipolar 1 but haven’t had a manic episode since i got put on meds in 2020. but i still get light hypomania a couple times a year. my hypomania is NOT fun, it’s the crawling out of your skin hypomania, restless but feeling like you can’t start anything because your mind is racing with too many thoughts at once. i keep trying to channel it but nothing feels like ENOUGH ya know? i can’t focus on anything. i feel like i’m gonna combust