Some life-changing things happened last week and I went extremely emotional, wanted to do bad things and stuff. Yesterday I woke up feeling nothing. Like. Nothing. At all. It feels like all what I felt wasn’t me or smth. Now I don’t care about things, I’m not interested in anything. No emotions. What the actual … is this. 
It continues today. I just shut down. Am I going to start feeling ANY emotion back ? Cuz it’s kinda scary and also feels like I have never been BPD person lmao