Fully remote job for now (so at least I don’t have to actually see anyone yet), and somehow I thought I made a great early impression during the interview process and in the short time I’ve been here - well, it turns out that I’ve imagined it (maybe?) and that I seemingly angered my boss and boss’s boss by informing them that 1) I’m interested in becoming an expert in their business, but 2) no one has given me comprehensive training or even a road map of how to navigate my company’s bureaucracy, and 3) apparently there’s a 116 page job reference guide that no one had even thought to give me.  This culminated in them taking away the one substantive project I was working on without even seeing any portion of my work on it and now I’m afraid to literally do anything without getting my boss’s explicit approval, and they aren’t responding to my several emails.  I’m absolutely neurotic but I don’t know if I can exist at a company that just can’t seem to get any of its shit together. This is worse than having too much work to do and not enough time to do it (which I managed to navigate at my last job despite constant panic attacks) - I had one today simply because I can’t even get off the ground here.