Basically being delusional that someone is in love with you. The feeling being very intense. I seemed to have experienced it during my first manic episode with psychosis and it's so mortifying coming out of the other end.

I sent so many messages and emails to this person (and others). They must think I'm a complete nutjob. That experience and the official diagnosis of bipolar has pretty much squashed any motivation I had at ever finding a partner. What's the point if I just unintentional hurt people?