I went from being the smartest person in my class and being really mature at such a young age to missing a lot of school and failing subjects because of anxiety and depression. I don’t understand why it’s ok to miss so many days if your sick but if you have anxiety or depression and u miss days it’s the end of the world. My school is making me go into a programme for kids who are at risk of leaving school early and I feel so stupid and embarrassed because of it. Im scared that my friends will look at me differently and act different around me. I can’t stop thinking about hurting myself and it’s gotten to the point where I wish I would get cancer or some other illness that would kill me casue I’m too pussy to kill myself