Ok. Thank you robot for telling me my post about how much I hate myself was "low effort". Robot needs five hundred characters of self hatred? Ok 


I am. A huge piece of garbage. 

Some parts of my life I'm an ok person. I think I may be an ok mom. I may be an ok employee. 

But I am nowhere close to being an ok partner. 

All I want is to be loved by one person. I want to be married. I want a forever. It's all I've ever wanted. 

But it will never happen. Because I'm such a huge piece of shit. 

I'm, truly, unloveable.  

I want to die but I cannot. 

I don't want to feel anymore. Please. 

I don't want to feel.

Please. Please. 

Please. 

I don't want to feel anything. Fucking. Please.