I logged into my bfs/fps google account to stalk their Google maps to check their location and also their phone activity to check if they were sleeping or ignoring me. i dont really have a way out of this, he has been super unsupportive and careless towards me recently so i dont feel like apologising unless he apologises first...which wont really mean anything to me anyway as he still did the stuff he did, but how the fuck do I get out of this situation so he doesnt call me crazy and leave me. 
he knows why I did it but when I did he texted 'wtf'. and he only does this when he is super pissed off at me. tbh if he breaks up with me the only thing I'm loosing is my reason to live so it's not that bad, right. right?