Everyday i go to school and im tired it feels the same i don’t mind the homework nothing but it feels like a big loop and i hate it how can i even break this loop? you can say “get a new hobby” but soon this hobby will become apart of the loop even if i enjoy it now that i come to think about it, the only way out is suicide, 2 times this year i hanged out with 2 girls i liked them both and they both told me i was a weirdo and ended up blocking me and i didn’t even do anything weird i was just being myself am i weird? am i the problem? is suicide really the only option? I hate my life