I always get over the bad bits so easily and forget them as soon as things are happy again but more and more recently i’m being spoken to like shit and gaslit, just because he’s in a bad mood i’m the problem and i get spoken to like shit, and then afterwards once his mood is fine and i’m still upset from the argument, being gaslit into thinking he didn’t say certain things/ i caused certain things by doing something when i havent. he’s my favourite person and i get so much from him when i’m happy it’s so nourishing, but the pattern of me being spoken to like i’m nothing is starting to stick in my head, i don’t want to break up because i love him so much but everyone around me is advising that i do, i’ve ignored this advice so far bc as soon as things are good again the bad is wiped from my mind- please help, idk whether my feelings are even valid because i’ve got so much love for him