IMO, my father, mother and brother are all narcissists... and I'm the only normal one...  but I feel like that would be impossible, so I don't know. 


Everyone in my family is always fighting, doing drugs, going to jail, cheating, threatening to commit suicide, running away, throwing tantrums, getting black out drunk, playing mind games... except for me.

I seriously feel like I'm surrounded by crazy people. I can get depressed and socially anxious sometimes, but I don't feel like I'm crazy. I've gone and gotten psychological evaluations and I always am told I'm normal and am sent off with a prescription for zoloft, haha. My father and brother, on the other hand, they have both been determined bi-polar, borderline personality, sex addicts, etc.... and I feel like my mom might be a bit nuts too. This morning I told her a personal problem of mine, which disappointed her (she has these crazy christian values... towards me, not herself, haha). She then started howling/crying and saying she was going to kill herself because her kids were such disappointments. I just walked upstairs and ignored her. It makes me feel like there might be something wrong with me, because I'm pretty callous towards them all (had no emotion when my brother just got a 2 year jail sentence for armed robbery... I just said to everyone I thought he deserved it and didnt care)... I really just think I'm sick of these people and am over their drama. Last night my father accused me of stealing his painkillers (i didn't!) and started yelling at me right before I was about to go on a first date with a really nice guy... he knew where I was going, it was as if he wanted me to be in tears when I got into the guys car. 


Idk, is it possible to be normal in a family of dramatic, sociopathic, narcissistic, crazy people? Or could I be totally distorting reality?

I just moved home 2 weeks ago after a being away for 4 years (im 22), btw. I was very depressed so I came home to recover, but fuck, this is such a nightmare! What should I do?



