I’ve been with my boyfriend since March 2017, and things have been great. He has been so supportive and understanding of me all throughout my diagnosis and I don’t think I could ask for anything more. I will also add  

Recently though, I noticed I have been splitting on him nearly the majority of the time (past couple weeks?). He doesn’t do anything wrong whatsoever, but at the moment everything he does annoys me/irritates me. It’s getting to the point now where I can’t tell the difference between the splitting and my actual emotions. There’s been many a time where I wonder if I even love him anymore... my heart says yes but my head isn’t so sure. 

It’s starting to put a huge strain on our relationship and I understand that the way I am treating him is not fair. He deserves the world and I am not giving it to him.  I’m starting to wonder whether I should be in a relationship at all if this is the way I behave. 






