I made a pretty bad mistake earlier, almost caused an accident and the guilt is ripping me to pieces l. I just wish sin and shit like that wasn’t in my head. Knowing that there’s a part of me that is capable of doing such things disturbs me on a deep level. Sometimes I wish I didn’t have free will to commit acts that hurt myself and others. I’m not looking for pity here, I just wanted to ask  how does one live with it?