After 2 reject by girls and 1 break up fake friends(all this in one year, 2021) i am totaly difirent person.The things that makes me happy before now didnt make me happy, i dont want to be at home bcs when i am out alone in nature i fell freedom but when i am at home i fell sadnes and nothing good. What i need to do i am 15 years old but a lot of things happens to me in my life