To be honest, I've been doing nothing for months. I feel empty, even when I'm doing stuff. The only things that make me feel something are unhealthy (won't go into detail since it's probably triggering.),  accomplishing things sort of makes me happy for a small amount of time, but i rarely accomplish anything. 

Skating feels like nothing, only when I fall down and hurt myself. Painting feels like nothing unless I mess up and get angry, or make a good piece and am proud for a while. I watch anime but it feels like im staring into the void. 

Does anyone else feel the same way? And if so, how do you cope with it? Or does anyone have any fun hobby ideas? Please, I'm so sick of not feeling anything.