basically what the title says. i have a lot of friends who all live around the same area in a state that’s halfway across the country from me. it’s physically impossible for me to do things in person with them, but every time i hear about them going out or having a party, i get really sad and envious because i can’y come. 

i know it’s irrational, but i feel like they don’t actually like me or want to spend time with me. does anyone know how to combat this? it’s been going on for a couple years now and it’s tiring.