so i have been suffering from almost every physical symptom from aches and pains to visual symptoms such as visual snow black dots and sparks in vision ect.  it has gotten to a point now that i am afraid to look at anything as i keep seeing all these little dots and specks and whatever. I am afraid of being awake due to this and im afraid of going to sleep for other reasons so i am stuck in some sort of hell right now.  i am going to stay as a inpatient in a couple weeks but i don't know if i can make it that long. please any help or tips would be greatly appreciated i just dont no what to do anymore.