So I had some left over "candy" and decided to eat it today because I had a 3 day weekend to myself. I'm at home and this is they happiest I've been in a long time, I actually have the energy to get things done like a normal person. I've been trying to convince myself that I have ADHD and that is why I can't do anything right, but I am finally able to clean my room and do regular routine things.

I don't have to urge to take candy, but I think I do need to go to a professional. 

What is my next step, I really just want be normal.