I have a loving girlfriend of 2 years, i feels so stupid for even questioning her love for me. Due to trauma and ptsd I feel like even the slightest things make me shut down especially in certain moments. She told me she was mad at me for something small but now it feels like she never loved me at all. (Which I know for certain isn't true) if I know she loves me why do I feel like she hates me. How do I differentiate between a mentally ill feeling and a fact.. or do I just wait for a manic episode?