I am supposed to take lamotrigine 200mg 2x a day and desvenlafaxine 100mg once a day. The lamotrigine I only have 2 left and they won’t be ready until Wednesday bc Monday is a holiday and it’s the weekend and the doctor has to approve the refill. 

I don’t know what to do bc it takes at least 3 weeks to get into my psychiatrist and it’s not a med they have there. Like my rheumatologist had my lupus med on hand back when people were being prescribed the med for Covid in the very beginning, but the psychiatrist doesn’t have that with this med. the pharmacy has been known to give me emergency meteor in for a day or 2 but can’t do it with antidepressants apparently! My question is what would you do? I mean, I might end up getting this question removed for asking. But I will try anyway. 
Would it be best to skip and take a dose every other day or should I take it as directed until I run out? My depression can be pretty bad and when I don’t have it, I get extremely sensitive to everything. I mean, I’m very sensitive anyway but everything seems to upset me, even being told no or not hearing the answer I want. You know people say go in the sun, get fresh air, eat right, etc and it’ll cure you? Well, I literally can’t go out in the sun due to lupus. Plus it’s been hot af out even in the morning. A few days ago, the weather said 73 at 5:15 am when I left for work. I do eat right already too so I feel screwed. 
Please don’t tell me not to ley meds to get so low bc I do know. I haven’t ran into this issue in a very long time, over a year, and that was a different med that wasn’t as necessary on a daily basis. I usually refill as soon as I have about 8 days left, but there were issues with insurance (I turned 26 do I didn’t have any when I got kicked off of my mom’s for being too old) and could t afford it without it. 
Is there anything I can do? I will literally try anything at this point!