I have a tendency to become obsessed with certain musicians. Mainly due to the fact I can relate to them and a lot of their struggles. Recently I heard of a musician called Lil Peep, who overdosed a week ago on bad Xanax.

 I haven't stopped listening to his music and feeling the urge to mimic him as such. This may not sound bad, but I always seem to relate to drug addicted, troubled artists. Which in turn sends me down a rabbit hole of depression and suicidal thoughts. Does anyone else relate to this kind of behaviour?

It's scary how one minute I think I know who I am. Then all of a sudden just change of sorts. I feel I know me at my core, but "who" I am is still a mystery.

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