I have been staying up really late recently. Today/ last night i I stayed up all night. I don’t think this is manic but I am not sure. The way I have been feeling feels like I’m getting ready to fuck up my life. I am not scared. I feel ready and I not tired. I am tired tho! Everything will be fine and I will not fuck up my life I will just be manic (if I am) in silence. If that’s even possible. 

P.S. Anyone know how to get rid of bags? New job don’t wanna scare anyone.