I feel so insecure whenever he talks about his friends (one girl in particular), and I know it’s ridiculous because she’s attached herself and I literally have a male best friend that has the exact same friendship dynamic (partnered for school stuff).

She’s relatively attractive, and is pretty popular on social media, and I’m just so insecure about myself even though my FP made absolutely no comments on her appearance or liking her etc.

It comes to the point where I feel triggered when I find out she calls him for no reason from time to time, even though I do the exact same thing with my own best friend (to talk shit and whatnot).

Pretty tough being self aware that this is a ridiculous feeling but I’m just not sure how to deal with it.