its constant now it wasnt too bad at first, i used to smoke weed but one night it got really loud my thoughts were so loud and i couldn't deal with it, told my mum what was happening and she told to sleep it off and i replied i cant until my head shuts up and she shouted at me because it never happened to her, whenever i smoked with my mates i wasnt there anymore i was completely numb... i havent smoked in a few weeks now, but its there at the back of my head just screaming im not good enough two days in a row now ive broke down and i dont think i can make it to 18 which is just a month away