Does this overwhelm anybody else? I'm 24 years old and literally feel like I blinked and got here. With COVID it doesn't even feel like the last few years even happened, basically just lost time.. I find myself crying, and not just one to two little tears, but bawling over how fast time is going by and how my loved ones are aging just as fast I am. I can't bring myself to look at old videos of my nephew because it feels like just last week I was holding him as a baby and now he's four years old and is going to preschool. When I look at old pictures of me in high school, when I felt genuine happiness, I become such an emotional wreck. Also, thinking about my parents (the two people that love me unconditionally) and them getting older sends me into a complete spiral. I recently moved out and feel so incredibly guilty for leaving them.. I know I should be appreciating the present but I just can't when in the back of my mind I'm always thinking about how quickly life is speeding by me.