I live alone. I have no friends or relatives to rely on, or that come to visit me or even call. I stopped taking my aripiprazole about two or three weeks ago. I have caregivers that come to visit me regularly, and I have a guardian and a contact person. They don't care. They care to the extent of their job and that's it, and I guess I can't ask anyone to care more than that. I feel angry all the time. I spent my last money on cigarettes, which I now regret since I'm hungry. I don't know how long I can continue to do this if I can be honest. I went to the hospital yesterday and they sent me home after waiting for 5 hours.