I'm very low since yesterday. I slept thinking I'll feel better in the morning but I'm even more sad today. I struggled to get out of bed. I just laid there for 2 hours doing nothing but staring at the ceiling, trying to figure out what's wrong with my mind. I don't know why I'm feeling this way. I can't think of a reason. All I know is that I'm sad. Super lonely. And I have absolutely no one to talk to. 
I wish life would end. 

P.s. I know this is a boring post to feel free to ignore. I don't think there's even a proper response to this post.