It's not just having that one special person in your life.


It's being unable to start your day until you have heard from them. 


It's mirroring them in every way possible so you have no way of being a disappointment. 


It's constantly questioning whether you are good enough to be in their life because you're so problematic. 


It's checking their last online status to see if they're ignoring you and/or speaking to someone else. 


It's having a meltdown and assuming that they hate you when you haven't heard from them in a certain amount of time. 


It's forcing yourself to like something that they do just so you have something to talk about. 


It's prioritising them above absolutely fucking everyone and anything else. 


It's unhealthy in so many ways that even though they're your Favourite Person, it ends up causing unnecessary amounts of emotional distress. 


I don't want an FP anymore.