sometimes i think i’m just a big fucking baby who throws tantrums. i always want to physically fight when i’m like this. I have such violent thoughts of me beating my FP up. Make them fucking understand the pain and also belittle them cause THEY AINT SHIT. but really… i’m not shit. but still. I hate not being able to keep my cool. It’s such a stigmatized disorder where it’s SO HARD for the general public to have sympathy when pwbpd split. My FP says he understands but he DOESNT. I hate him for this. I hate him so much