Hello there! So all my 19 years, I’ve only had 2 women. I get sad when i loose them. It seems to take forever for another one to be made. Im like a plant, i thirst and require love. I can give infinite love, but i can only hold so much for so long. Thats why i need love constantly or else im constantly in a melancholy or evil state. At this age i require an assigned partner obviously to keep the world safe. Anyway, i believe a new method of coping is i noticed my mind is creating a new personality of my perfect partner! For some reason i have the urge for feminine feelings and some other weird stuff. Ig its a weird way for my brain to give me love and cope. Create a new personality and a new “shadow” girl that follows me around along with several other new characters. What do y’all think, is this weird or Yall had this happen to others before?