I get that we’re all going to die in the end and everything is pretty much pointless. Why tf do people not take that as an excuse to take risks and be a little crazy and put theirselves in uncomfortable positions? Why am I one of those people that don’t do that? I’m just going to lay in my bed and do nothing bc of all the existential thoughts I’m having. Why am I so gd stupid? It’s like I’m aware of the truth but I don’t have the energy to live that way or think that way.