my favorite person is somewhat sociopathic and he recently moved back to my city. ever since i heard i was jumping up and down like a child and i get butterflies whenever i see his name. i asked him if he wanted to hang out tomorrow and he didn’t respond and it feels like a gut punch. i don’t have any friends and am honestly so so lonely. i don’t have any genuine support, so i’m relying on this probably false perception of him to save the day and i know it’s doing so much damage