I have very little money saved and it’s holding me back in a lot of ways. I’m realizing that blowing all my money is my go-to self sabatoge. 

When I get so worked up emotionally just the thought of going to the store, being distracted &amp; buying something new literally gives me butterflies and a tiny thrill. 

can anyone relate and help? i feel hopeless i just want to move on with my life but i can’t do that without money 