Hello, fellow redditors. I was quite not sure how to name this topic. I've been long time lurker on reddit and only not long ago decided to register here and give something useful back to reddit users. During my lurking years I've been able to find and read lots and lots and lots of useful information an various topics that have helped my to improve myself and get in better shape. 

However I am not perfect and have my  own flaws, issues and problems. But I am working on them! I am still not too old to change things around.

During the last few years a  lot of things happened to my - I got engaged, became an uncle (which is fkin awesome), lost my father to cancer, got a stable job, finally cemented a close circle of friends and family to keep in touch! In general I've been trying to get my life in a right path. I don't earn hills of gold but I manage to do just fine. I even have some money invested in crypto. 


Not that long ago I finally reached one of my childhood dreams - got a driving license and bought an old Honda motorcycle from 80's. I still don't understand each step of how engine works but I enjoy cruising with my Sabre on country roads!

On one hand - I am trying to be the best that I can.

But...

I'm still a weak person that has problems with: alcohol, eating, keeping relationships, sometimes weed, unstable emotions and various other problems like anxiety.

But my biggest problem was that I was raised in a way that I always kept my inner problems to myself, I never let it out loud. Never seeked another person to help me. I know it's wrong. Little step by step I try to fight this nonsense in my own way.

I always like the feels bar meme on 9gag. Each time it was posted - there were dozens of  honest and real comments with real people sharing real problems! 

All of the people have problems. But not all of them can share them in real life and feels bar meme is one of the way to reach out and speak up! 

I was fascinated by the idea to being able always to share your experience and even respond to other people situations. 


On october I got tested positive for Covid19 and had so much time on my own (more than 2 weeks) so I decided to do something. 

1st thing I did. I brew my own beer. It was Roasted Irish stout which turned out to be okay.

2nd thing I did. I decided  to develop my own Feels.Bar . I had zero experience with wordpress, design, plugins and in general - website creation. But I have been able to put some things together and create Feels.Bar 

If you redditors are like my - please take a look at  [Feels.Bar](http://www.feels.bar:) it might help you.