Just a high school student with exams coming up and I don't seem to be comfortable anywhere. I ended up changing schools repeated a year in the process and I'm still not happy at the new school as well even though it actually cares about my health to a great degree ( but its week boarding). I'm exhausted of my life and I think I am a disappointment to everyone in it. I'm exhausted of disappointing my parents. My symptoms are pretty bad in my opinion, shaky hands and legs constant worrying and at times I have no idea what I'm worried about, chest pains, bad gut, frequent trips to the bathroom, unable to sleep most of the time. Somehow the idea of my anxiety giving me a heart related issue and putting me in a hospital for a couple weeks is very comforting and I can't seem to understand why. Even when I am at home i don't feel so great. The hospital seems so peaceful and like a place where I can actually rest at easy and everyone is more understanding of my condition. I'm honestly tired of being me at this point.