I lost everything in a span of two months. I wasn't nice to my friends and tried to apologize but wasn't accepted. Before that my ex broke up with me, also because of my behavior, and because I'm trans. He broke off contact too now since even being friends isn't rewarding to him anymore. It's not fair how people that broke off contact just happily continue life, while i have to climb my way up from rock bottom. It's not fair how people get to live life so easily. I have never done anything to deserve any of these events, neither do I deserve to have a disorder.