I’m pretty bummed about it but it is what it is. I know it’s common to get denied on your first go but I was hoping that maybe I would luck out &amp; get it the first try. 

I’ll just wait it out &amp; see I guess. Holding down jobs is very difficult for me &amp; it’s my biggest insecurity. I would like to contribute to my home financially. All I am is a stay at home mom &amp; wife. 

Don’t get me wrong, being a wife &amp; mother is rewarding but I can’t help but feel like I need to contribute financially, especially in times like this.