My memory is very bad I have amnesia or blackouts usually after traumatic events.  I had a trigger for my psychosis come up a few weeks ago and I’m just having flashbacks and more memories unlocked.  Is there enough overlap where my BP diagnosis overshadowed a DID diagnosis?  It seems my personality just resets, I have a blurry sense of self…I’ve been good at many jobs but I couldn’t do them in my current state.  I’ve definitely let personally traits take over to get through a presentation or lecture or ideation.  But is that just tapping into mania?  Like before my involuntary hospitalization I was very creative and artistic.  Now it’s no spark or impulse to create, for 2 years!  Covid/depression/meds (olanzipine) or just loosing a part of myself. I want to feel like myself again.  These memories and triggers started coming back after stopping olanzipine.  I’m now taking clonazipan 1mg day.  My doctor wants to talk about it Monday, my therapist on Wednesday…we are doing EMDR therapy to deal with trauma. I’ve never dealt with it, I just forget and move on. Now I think I’m loosing my marbles.  

TL:DR. Anyone evaluated for DID also?