I’ve struggled with depression for years, but for the last 10 months I have felt generally okay/ happy. Well now, she’s back! I helped my sister set up her classroom today and we were talking with her teacher friends and their voices all sounded so quiet, I couldn’t remember things they had just said, I felt like I was just watching everything, and I was feeling teary. As soon as we left, I started bawling my eyes out knowing that my depression is back. I take medicine, I eat clean, I workout, I go to therapy and depression still came back. I don’t want to live every year or so becoming severely depressed again. I can’t do it.