So I met this guy two weeks ago and before meeting yesterday we had Netflix partied together and talked over discord. I was really nervous about him coming over but everything went great. 

I told myself from the very beginning that I did not want to date this guy at all, period. I was not interested. We sat on my bed together watching a movie and we were comfortable with each other. I was kinda sitting in my side and he was positioned behind me to where my butt was touching his lower thigh. He eventually moved his leg to where his leg was bent and resting partially on top of my thigh. 

Mentally I could not handle this in the sense of me loving physical touch. He could have easily moved back. I mentioned that my cheeks were soft and without asking he touched one side (I had no problem with it). 

So presently I’m obsessing over this all.