I got prescribed an antipsychotic today for the first time. So…apparently I’m psychotic now lol? My appointment was kind of terrible honestly and it just left me feeling alone. It caused a breakdown and I texted the crisis text line, which also just left me feeling alone. 

I’ve been manic for just over a week now, and trapped in a different dimension. It was an amazing and euphoric place to be at first but it’s quickly turning into a nightmare. I’m scared that I will be stuck here or fall into an even deeper dimension away from the normal one. I just want to return to the every day reality. I feel homesick almost. Has anyone else experienced this? Like you were literally in a different reality all together where time was like an endless lightning bolt? Please tell me yes. Very similar to those horror movies where someone gets trapped in a room for infinity. Or like a good acid trip turned bad and lasting a whole damn week. I want to believe that it’s just a manic brain and not because I literally have been launched into another fucking world. If anyone feels like it, I could really use someone to talk to, or just confirmation that I’m not going to get stuck in this place.