Okay, I need to get this off my chest, to help with the anxiety. 

There is a university in the UK that I applied to and should be hearing back from soon. This University has offered me positions in the past couple of times that I applied. Recently, I applied again, and for the first time I can fund my education, living expenses, and travel from the US on my own, and still have money left over. 

My anxiety is off the charts the past few days because I am going to be hearing back soon, and I am terrified that the University won't let me in. I feel anxious every time I look at my email, worrying I'll see an email that says, "We are sorry to inform you". I have even prayed to hope I get in again. 

Logically I think I shouldn't have anything to worry about. I have gotten accepted before, so getting in again with my more recent experience should be a cinch. But I feel so worried that something is going to be different this time. I keep telling myself to remain calm, and that I need to stop worrying. In the past, venting on reddit has helped me, so I hope that it helped again this time.