So...   i see my next breakdown comming in about a month.

Why?  Well, i ran into a newly single fucked up emotiinally friend.  She went to jail today (underage drinking, she is twenty) and gets out in a few weeks.

Now, she looks better, a little bit bigger belly (its so fucking cute cuz shes tiny and thin)

Now, we used to be awesome friends when she dated my former bestie (he fucked or tried to fuck everyonei liked, so yeah, aparrantly i am returning the favor by fucking or trying to fuck all his ex's)

I ran into her sister, asked about her, asked if she had a boyfriend, then the next day she comes to where i hang out.  She never goes there.  Was she like "omg!  Is he interested???"  I hope so.

So, im going to date this awesome chick as soon as she gets out.  She desnt know it, but thats the plan.

So, i guess my question is, should i use a razoe or a knife?  Or what drug should i try to overdose on? Ghb was a nice fake attempt, mdma would never work. Coke sucks, painkillers, while sleeping and puking for days is fun, it wont work..

Haha.  Im just lauging at myself.  

I dg this girl, she understand my crazy.  Shes always been a friend again when id throw a fit andbe like "i hate you all!  We arent friends anymore!!"

I really shouldnt try and date anyone rigt now