It's been so hard on me, I love him so fucking much and I just wasn't enough, the time, effort,care I put in was not enough and me nurturing him wasn't enough, I did everything for him and I'm not enough...I would give him the moon and everything else if I could 💔 we were moving in soon and I was going to propose in December and now...it's gone and maybe forever, I hope he sees and understands how much I truly care for him ..right now I'm just giving him space but he's seeing someone else right now, having sex and even calling this person their partner just after a week ...they've had sex with several people in the last month and a half since we broke up and it's murdering my soul 💔 I just want to be there for him and help him and hold him and give him a better life and I can't. I can already build a home if I wanted to, I have land I can build on or we could have taken over my parents payments for their home and stayed there in a really nice middle class part of our town, my dad's the police chief and my mom used to be a realtor ....I'm (23F) and he's (19M) and we could have been set and safe but he told me he's not in love with me and didn't think he ever was ..even tho we dated for over a year and it hurts so bad just thinking about the life we could have had :(