Tips on dealing with loss? 
It’s not even my family but I am such a empathy I feel the pain. I feel the loss of the soul, like my soul and my body want to cling to thought of being sad. I enjoy being sad what seems like? I always find a reason to disassociate and place my mind somewhere else other than here. It’s quite sad actually.. I find peace here and I find it safe. I don’t want to be this way. I want to be strong and level headed, I want to show my son what true strength and positive look like. But hey we gotta allow ourself to feel our pain and there ain’t no shame in it. Just gotta pull rhe ladder down and get myself out this pit, gotta get back up and remind myself how far I’ve come. Pat yourself on the back too, you deserve it. Cheers to another beautiful day of life and cheers to feeling the warm sun and being reminded of the little things in life :]