I recently moved in with my boyfriend about a month ago, we have been together for 11 months. I have always had anxiety with relationships due to my bpd and I thought moving in together would ease it, which it has, but it’s still there. I worry all the time that he will dump me, and now I’m worried that he will move out or kick me out. I always worry that he is distancing himself or he is annoyed at me or mad at me or will dump me. He has told me before that he won’t and I have stopped asking him because I don’t want to be clingy and annoying and asking him all the time or bringing up my anxiety constantly is going to have adverse effects. But the anxiety is still there. I make shit up in my head. He could be really quiet after work while eating dinner and watching tv because he’s had a long day but I take it personally. Again, I don’t really bring it up and I try to just ignore it because I know it’s my anxiety and it’s probably not real. Which is another thing: sometimes I rationally know it’s my anxiety and I just can’t get rid of it, other times my anxiety is so bad that I can’t tell if it’s me overrreacting and overthinking or if he’s actually being distant. Anyways, it’s exhausting. I don’t know if it’s a vent or if I’m asking for ways to help cope with this (if you have any that worked for you, feel free to share). I just want to be happy and stop worrying but I’m afraid he will dump me.