I know this is weird but does anybody find it painful to see movies? Whenever I see or more so try to see some romance or coming of age movie I can barely even get through it because my anxiety gets so bad and all i feel is pain.also with music or wss something I absolutely loved but now it's become almost unbearable to listen to.i hate it and I don't know what to call it.i think it's because they make me face the fact that I've royally screwed myself up and I can undo it.ive never got yo have my 'high school experience' because I was too busy sitting at home from my severe depression,it makes me miss who I used to be and grieve the person i will never become .I want to be able to watch movies and listen to music again in peace but those are things that are just unavoidable.its exhausting sometimes.i don't know what to do.