I’ve always worried about war, ever since i was younger. I remember having panic attacks on a daily basis back in 2017 and barely being able to eat or sleep. I’m mostly worried about death. The fact that after you die it’s probably nothing scares the shit out of me. Someone once compared it to the same feeling as before you were born, and I just can’t even process that. It’s absolutely terrifying. Plus, I’m only 16. I don’t want to die before I get to have a real job, or graduate, or have kids. I’ve been freaking myself out about this for weeks now. My appetite is completely gone, my lips are scarred and bruised from biting, my nails are bit down to the nail bed, and I can’t even go five minutes without refreshing twitter because I’m scared world war 3 is gonna start. I can’t talk to any of my friends because I can’t focus on anything other than this. I’m so scared right now I don’t even know what to do.