Hello everyone, 

Recently I've got the receipt for medical marijuana for anxiety / panic attacks. 

My experience with marijuana in the past was mostly hit and miss. Either it worked and I was relaxed, happy or it made me massively anxious -  often panic was a result. 

Now that I have medical marijuana all my thoughts about being anxious about it should be gone - it is certified, from the known source, given by the doctor for ANXIETY, right? Well, actually no. 

I still feel TERRIFIED when I want to vape it (using the vaporizer). What I've noticed is that I am mostly afraid about the heart beat which goes crazy after inhalation. 

To be honest Ive tried it twice - with the great fear about a panic attack it might give me - but to my surprise it was great, both times. Strain is a heavy indica, it gave me strong relaxation, there was no anxiety or fear inside me during that time. Yet, even though Ive tried it twice with good results I am still anxious about it. 

Do you have any experience with such situations, any advices how to overcome it?

I am sure that the only thing that scares me is the elevated heart rate which occurs almost always when using THC. 

Thanks in advance,