People ignore me all the time and im not sure why, im never invited to anything and barely anyone reaches out to talk with me, even my own family pretty much ignores my existence unless im right in front of them talking, nobody thinks about me and nobody cares.. and it’s even worse because I love talking and hanging out with people, I am a fairly social person, I think am good with words, and I love talking with anyone who will listen, but every single time I manage to get past being ignored and make a friend I always slowly drift away from them and end up alone again. idk what’s wrong with me, I’m never sure if I did something wrong or something, but I always lose everyone and end up invisible again in a sense... I feel like I’m just spectating everything happening around me, like I’m not even there, I’m so alone it hurts.