When I say issues with going in I mean having sudden anxiety attacks and thoughts of killing yourself because you'd rather do that than go into work so you just don't go in? I've been struggling with this for a while and it makes it difficult to hold a job because I fear of being fired because no one seems to understand. I'm seeing a therapist but don't see my psychiatrist for a while. I'm just stuck and don't know what to do. I don't want to go to a psych ward either because they scare the shit out of me after seeing my fiance deal with it.