I don't feel like anything will be okay ever again. Ever. I feel so dead. Like I've already died on the inside.

I'm just waiting for my body to follow suit.

Didn't eat for 4 days. Still wouldn't be eating if someone hadn't made me breakfast.

Been trying to get help and it's too little too late.

I don't want to commit suicide but I also can't do anything like feed or clothe or shower.

So here I am. Just slowly dying from the inside out and I don't think anything can turn that around.

This is how it ends. Involuntary death due to complete apathy.