25 year old female. I have been on lithium 300mg as well as trileptal 300mg, hydroxyzine 10mg for anxiety as needed. That is the same medications I have been on since about 20 years old, of course with some dosage changes here. So to say the least, I am pretty anxious about going through the psychiatrist treatment again. 

I am wondering, has anyone had any experience with buspirone? I am very very nervous to take it because I want to still feel like me, and I really don't want any side effects. Also, my anxiety has just been so bad that I feel that is why my medications are not working. My anxiety has been taking over my life more so lately than bipolar has. I feel I have the bipolar under control more than anything. 

I am one of those people that hates to have to take a medication for anxiety everyday, because I always felt it was something that can be controlled more so with lifestyle changes, but I am at the point now that I can't even function so I have to do this. 

I am also changing my lithium from immediate release to extended release. The reason for that is because on regular lithium, at least as of lately after a few years of taking, I just feel so unmotivated, faded, tired, etc. so the doc. suggested I do the extended release. Anyone have experience with Lithium ER? 

I would love to hear any and all experiences with these medications or even if its something similar that may help. I know each and every one of us is different when it comes to how our symptoms of bipolar are and how we react to medications but still would love to know your experiences. 

Thank you so much everyone!