I will soon be confessing my feelings to my fp. I feel extremely nervous and all sorts of emotions. We’re extremely close and we do all sorts of “couple” things. I don’t know if I am confessing to move on because I have a strong feeling that I will get rejected. He’s noticed that I have severe jealousy issues and abandonment issues. At the same time it wouldn’t make sense at all for him to reject me, he constantly flirts with me and cares for me. Idk, i’m just overthinking so hard. 

I’m not ready to get rejected at all. I will miss his texts and calls when I do get rejected.