I know what a dissociative episode is, and I know what mine feel like. It's like you're watching your life but it's a tv show, at least for me. In the past, when this has happened, it's like my emotions would shut off. 

Lately though, it's more like my body and consciousness detach from the emotions, so instead of watching a tv show, I'm still experiencing all my emotions in a very detached way. It's really hard to explain, so sorry if I ramble. It's almost like I, myself, don't exist, only my emotions do. My body still kind of follows suit, but it's so detached that it feels analytical (like I realize I have the urge to throw a plate at the wall without provocation, because I just get the urge to smash it) instead of being uncontrollable. 

Almost like being really drunk and emotional and doing something and then going "why did I do that?"

Does anyone else experience this?