I wish someone would love me for real. No lies no betrayal no fake shit. 
I just wish for once someone would reciprocate the feelings I had for them. I just wish I could be loved the way I love them.. 
No matter what I do for my partner he does not love me back the way I want and he does not think our relationship is special.. I don't want it to be special to other people.. But at least it should feel like something special to the person who claims to love me.. 
I am so tired of giving my all to people who don't deserve it. So tired of never getting anything in return.. Not material things.. Just emotions. Not even kindness.. I wish I had someone to love me kindly and sweetly.. I never get that.. It feels like even if I died for them they would not be affected.. My heart is broken.. I don't want to live like this.. I wish it wasn't like this.