I know it’s not healthy to check what my exes lives are like, and i know social media doesn’t tell a full story, but every few weeks/months i have a moment of weakness and see what they’re up to. they seem so happy, and one (out of two exes) are in a happy long term relationship now.


Even though I don’t check their socials that often, i usually think of them at least once a day because i just feel so lonely and missing having a FP. It sucks not having a FP and someone you can see and talk to often and have the affection that comes with it.

Does anyone else struggle with this? sometimes i feel so not normal because i think of them well past the break ups. i am convinced i’ll never find love again for some reason and just really miss having someone. I was doing so well with being single and independent that I was in a good place mentally, and now that i’ve been feeling lonely for so long now, it seems to be doing more harm than good