My dad has a shopping list of mental health issues, the biggest two being BPD and PTSD. He has struggled to keep himself sane enough to live with for years, and it came to a breaking point about a month and one week ago tomorrow. He attacked my mom and I was forced to call 911. They are now in the process of a divorce. I will stand by the fact that for me that was one of the scariest events of my life. Ever since he's only made life harder for himself and I'm afraid that he views this whole situation as a war. I've seen my home slowly emptied so that it now is only a shell of the warmth it provided. This whole situation has his side of the family pitted against my mother and her side of the family. I am stuck in the middle of this mess that is greater than me. I just don't know what to do anymore. My mom is falling deeper into her depression and I've been diagnosed with PTSD from the situation and have nightmares from it without medication. All I want is for us all to be happy but that looks like that isn't going to happen. We've been trying to make him happy for years by walking on eggshells and tiptoeing around but that didn't work, removing ourselves whenever he got bad didn't help and it's all just coming to a head. I'm only 15 and my entire life has been flipped upside down because of him. I just want a happy life. Is that too much to ask for?