And I’m so fucking sick of it. I’m attracted to men but they fucking terrify me and I don’t know if I’ll ever get the chance to have any sort of mutual relationship with one. The thought of being vulnerable with a man makes me want to bury myself in the ground. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to trust a man enough to, like, expose myself both physically and emotionally. I do not believe that any man will ever be genuinely interested in me. While I don’t have the same issues with women at all.

I feel so fucking helpless. I see other women who are in (SEEMINGLY healthy) relationships with men and I’m like???? HOW??????

I feel like I’m damaged beyond repair. I don’t hate men but I fucking hate how they make me feel.