Hey guys, hope you're good. I've been depressed for a long time now, and these months I've never been that suicidal before. 

Life is hell right now and I don't have the bravour to end it so fuck it, I'll quit my shitty job, and go back to school, to study something I want to do for a living.

I want to be a teacher, a language one. I will apply at the beginning of 2022, hope I will go through. I always been really kind to people, but I never succeed to do it with myself. 

Will give myself a chance, if I fail, I doubt I will have the strength again to restart my life. 

Some of you saved themselves by changing everything around them ? Can be inspirational to hear about