27f don’t know if I have burnout. 

I am currently taking 3 classes (online) that are all pretty demanding and all 3 are upper level courses for BA 

I also work full time from Home.
My husband is in between jobs right now and due to that, we had to move within a week. I had no leave days and could not put my school on hold. We didn’t have movers and my husband didn’t accept help from anyone. Him and I carried every single piece of furniture down the stairs, in the uhaul, out of the uhaul, up the stair, while I was still working and doing my assignments. At some point during packing I head a nervous breakdown. Was then labeled “weak” and “lazy” by husband. 

Now we’re in the new house. I still have my classes and just found out that I won’t be graduating anytime soon (issues with advisor). I accepted a new job thinking I would be done with school soon. New job still from home but bigger work load. More pay. 

I don’t know if it is because I spent too much time with my husband (before, he was gone all day made great money I was home with cats). Now he’s home all day job hunting. No money coming in from his side. Stressful. He is stressed, tries to not show it. 

I cannot control my anger anymore, everything pisses me off. Sounds, smells, people talking. Have medical issues and constant headaches. Seeing psychiatrist once a week but over zoom so feel like I can’t talk about issues with husband. 

2 days ago I realized that I did not change my address before placing a large order that was split up into 3 packages by 3 different carriers. Found out I cannot divert to new address, had to pay per package to hold at facility. Facility is 3h away. Have till Friday to pick up. When I realized I slammed both arms so hard on my desk they’re now black and blue. Was screaming off the top of my lungs at how stupid I am and how I fail at everything. Husband had to physically restrain me to calm me.

Booked 4 day vacation today and regret it because all I can think about is having to drive to the airport and still having to figure out where to park car for 4 days. Husband asked today which Mixing bowl I wanted at Walmart and I couldn’t give a straight answer because the question overwhelmed me 

I could react like that for everything. My brain is scrambled, there are so many things I need to do, and things I think about that I still have to do in the future. I feel like ripping my hair out. Have nothing to look forward to. Only thing in this world that doesn’t get me mad are my cats.

Help please