Does anyone else have this experience? somewhat recently diagnosed w/ bpd, before was just adhd and other stuff. Not sure if this is bpd or one of the other disorders, but almost my entire life i've been very quick to anger. after getting on meds it was a bit better, but i noticed that it wasn't just anger, it was most other emotional response stuff too. like i feel very strongly or nothing at all, no inbetween.

2 months ago, I had a screaming argument with my mother over a missing drink. I had bought a lemonade earlier that day and intended to have it later that night after work, so i left it in the out-of-the-way garage minifridge that i had bought with my first paycheck and the rest of my family usually does not have access to. when i got home that night, the drink was gone, and instead of being reasonable about it, i started interrogating everyone in the house on the whereabouts of the drink. she stated that i was "being crazy" and i took offense. to me, it wasn't just about a drink, but about having the ability to put something that i purchased in a somewhat secure place and be able to rely on it still being there only a few hours later. i no longer felt that my belongings were safe in my own home.

afterwards, i felt like an idiot or like i was overreacting, but i didn't want to back down on the principle of the whole thing. was i being irrational? was it the bpd?