Why should i even try to live if everyday is the same? It just keeps on getting worse. I can't live like this any longer. i just wanna leave this terrible fucking world and everyone on it. Life's not worth living. It's a shithole that keeps hitting you over and over again. I don't even know what to do. I've already had depression several times in the past. I went to therapy, nothing fucking happened. I don't know what i have to do.

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But whatever it is, it's not gonna work. Everytime i'm not depressed it just feels temporary. I know depression will always find it's way back to me, so is trying to fight it even worth it? 

I Don't feel safe anywhere anymore. It feels like someone will always be there to tell me what im doing wrong.

If i'd be dead maybe i could finally rest.