I got this sudden interest in learning about disorders and lately I've been feeling like I'm "copying" symptoms and characteristics from some mental disorders I read about. The more I learn, the more I feel like I'm pretending to have something I don't. 

I'm not deliberately faking, like some people on the internet, but it feels like I'm unconsciously copying the symptoms. 
I'm too young to go to a psychiatrist by myself, but I'm scared to ask my parents and to be told I don't have anything wrong, that'll just prove that I'm faking a mental illness.
I don't feel like I'm normal, but I also feel I'm not ill enough to be diagnosed, if that makes sense.

It's like I'm trying to find something to justify the things that aren't normal in my family and friends. 

Am I just lying to get attention? Am I just trying to find an excuse to my behavior? Do I have an actual problem?