i‘m at the mental hospital right now, yesterday i had a panic attack while thinking about hoe alone i feel and how no one will ever love me and hoe much i hate myself. i‘m feeling so lost these past weeks. just because of this guy. i‘m having an identity crisis and losing myself idk what to do. people tell me to do what i like to cheer myself up but i don’t even know what i like and what helps me. the only thing that helps me for the moment is being close to someone in a romantic way. i keep thinking and wishing that someone can save me, i know this is selfish but i can’t help it. it‘s just how i feel. i‘m so desperate for love and attention i feel like i‘m dying when nobody texts me or calls me..