She have said this twice and the second time she said ”I think it’s cool that he chose someone like you”. She also wanted to touch my bf muscles before and I said no which lead to her laughing and saying that I need to be less jealous in my relationship. I’ve been having thoughts that he would cheat on me with her and that she would text him behind my back, she gets more attention from guys and is just naturally prettier than me. When she said that he is out of my league I’ve been kind of spiraling when it comes to my looks, I’ve analyzed pictures of me to see what needs to change, got lash extensions, dyed my hair to the point of hair falling out, changed my wardrobe to more revealing and basic clothes and i still don’t feel pretty enough. When he looks a second too long towards another girl i get sad and think that he think that she is prettier and would rather be with her and when he doesnt look at me during s*x i start to cry and think that he is too repulsed to look at me. I don’t know what to do to stop thinking like this it leads to me having suicidal thoughts like if he doesn’t think im pretty there is no point in living