The silence is a bad guy in Dr. Who ( the newer series). If you haven't watched this is the sum up: In this case of the Silence, their existence is a secret because anyone who sees them immediately forgets about them after looking away, but retains suggestions made to them by the Silence. This allows them to have a pervasive influence across human history while being difficult to locate or resist."


They also have no eyes or mouths and are freakishly pale and sort of look like the 'scream' painting.


I 'compartmentalize' a lot and when I'm around people im different depending on who I'm with. The person I am at home with my boyfriend does not have the same thoughts, realizations or goals as the person on the bus coming home. It feels like it's another person. It feels scary and out of control knowing I don't know 'who' I will be.  

Bpd feels like the silence in the way that when I'm alone I see this horrifying monster. But when i 'turn my back' and am home suddenly I don't remeber it, like it never happened or it wasn't real. To wonder or doubt does not enter that persons mind, they live just to satisfy that 'role' for my boyfriend. Who I am now what I see (the bpd monster) and the ability to react to it is gone...

I resent my boyfriend for it but of course it's not his fault and he won't know anyways because the only girl he knows or sees is the 'other'.


Sorry on iPhone on the bus so there might be errors. :/