I just cut for the first time in 108 days, it wasn't much, but I feel like more is going to happen in the next few days, and I don't even know why I'm typing this, but Im miserable, and I just feel pathetic, I lost all my friends earlier this year, and I feel like I have no one to talk to. I'm sorry for bothering anyone who reads this, I just felt like I needed to get it out