I’m having a hard time coping lately. I’m lonely and living with my ex who I get along with mostly pretty well and my roommate which is was a girl I like.  She has a boyfriend and he’s abusive. Before they got back together me and my roommate slept together (before she was even my roommate). I still really like her but she wants to be with her abusive boyfriend and I’m lonely and feeling so overwhelmed. I just want to be okay and honestly am so desperate for a relationship. Oof.