
Like today i was exposed to a birthday of a 5 year old child, niece of my SO. I was pretty positive going there but the way her parents, especially her father cared about her, it was something that i will never have in this lifetime. I had to go to the bathroom and cry like a moron. Then come back and smile for all the photos. Then go and cry some more because I'm a moron who cries at children's birthday parties. It was frustrating