I had an anger outburst and managed to get fired from the longest job I had (basically 2 years, and in high stress sales at that)- I was previously in remission, but with everything that is going on lately I think that I relapsed. I don’t have insurance as of Jan. 1st, and while I have an interview for another job that I’m almost positive I’m going to get, I’m just worried about not being able to go to therapy and my med appointments and making things worse, as I don’t think they offer insurance right away, and the state insurance where I live is a total joke. I feel so lost and I don’t know what to do. I wish there wasn’t so many ups and downs with mental health. Anyone have any advice on what to do/ ideal jobs for someone with BPD?