24 hours ago my partner kicked out. My parents don’t believe in mental health and sexuality exist so they have treated me like crap since I started exhibiting obvious symptoms. I was 12. 6 years after my abuse started. 

Recently my ex and I were having problems. Last night he yelled at me that he understands why my family hates me. I’m too hard to love because I’m nuts. And a whole bunch of very very important things that he hasn’t told me 3 years ago because I was to delicate to receive that I formation Then kicked me out the door.

I have no idea where to start. 24 years after my abuse began and I’m still in survival mode. I’m still in crisis. I have no friends, no family. I’m headed to a homeless shelter tonight. 

Anyone have a healthy relationship???? How do you get those!?!?!