By that I mean when I’ll be driving alone if I suddenly get angry for no reason or even start calm I’ll be speaking to somebody in a theoretical sense as if they are responding and then reply as I would if they were in front of me and can sometimes get so angry I have to pull the car over. I have destroyed a laptop by punching it and stomping it when I tried to help somebody and they got angry because I got into a fake conversation with them and got that mad.