I was born January 19, 1990...my mom died after her 2nd battle with cancer on January 15, 2019. The last conversation I had with her ended with me promising I'd wait until 2022 to finally kill myself. I've dealt with such mental issues that have had multiple therapists and psychiatrists ask me "How are you still alive?" since I was a child. Now.....now I can finally die. I've talked to multiple priests and all have agreed that God will forgive me for committing suicide because I have suffered from unimaginable pain from the age of 7 to 32 (1990-2022). 

I've made sure none of my family know how much I've suffered and everything I had recorded is either deleted or burned. They won't know how long I've wanted to die or how even my psychiatrist prayed for my release. 

Good bye.