I have friends that love me and a girlfriend that cares about me so much but I’m still so sad. I go the whole day putting on a fake smile and at times it’s real but the second that I’m alone I just want to cry. I just want to be happy but I’m so scared to tell people how I truly feel. Every person I’ve talked to about this has just brushed me away as if I’ll get over it but I can’t. No matter how many people love me, that doesn’t change the fact that I don’t love myself or the position I’m at in life.