This will be like the second interview of my life and I’m so anxious I cannot stop thinking about how badly it’s going to go. You know when you’re being asked questions under pressure that are common sense but you’re so anxious that you physically cannot think of a single thing. All I can think about is how I’m going to make myself look stupid or have a panic attack or just straight up not have anything to say :( it’s a 5 hour recruitment process and which includes role playing :(. I keep debating on whether to show up or not, I hate myself so much.