Covid has taken a toll on my family.  The house is absolutely fucked to the point where it’s driving me insane.  On top of all this, my parents are unhygienic.  My dad rarely takes showers and when he does they aren’t long enough.  My mom scratches her hair until dandruff fills her fingers then wipes it on her pants.  I’m not going to lie, I was having hygiene issues for a while.  It was hard for me to shower and do laundry sometimes.  While I still struggle, I’ve gotten significantly better.  I’m at the point in my life where I’m working on bettering my hygiene.  I literally sit on YouTube all night and watch hygiene videos.  Routine is just an issue however I don’t stink.  Back to my parents, my mom will speak to me before she’s brushed her teeth and I can smell her breath throughout the room as if it was sprayed as an air freshener.  She is just foul.  She will pick at the back of her teeth at the diner table.  Everything she does makes me sick, I don’t feel comfortable with her remotely close to me.  I don’t know how much more I can take.  As for my dad, he doesn’t really stink but he does dirty shit.  The car will have bugs and used masks in it which always makes me sick.  He gets mad when I throw them away.  Once one of my friends was in the car with me and there was a bug.  Embarrassing to say the least.  As for the house, we are under construction and there’s crumbs everywhere.  My mom will wipe the crumbs from the counter straight to the floor with no intention of sweeping.  The way my parents represent me makes me sick and embarrassed to think about.  My mom will go outside and return with crust on her face.  As in she never washed her face or brushed her teeth.   I’m embarrassed that someone will see my parents and think of me.  My hygiene wasn’t the best in high school but over time I fixed it, but It’s never been as good as now.  The thought of people remembering my poor hygiene scares me to death.  Back to the house.  The stove has shiet all over it.  There was pee on the bathroom floor.  It seems like this is being done on purpose.  We are all grown.  My parents also do shit like not wash their hands after they use the bathroom.  All of this is making me go insane.  My last straw was when my mom brought home a cake that was molded.  Not sure if anyone but me noticed as there was a slice missing.  I’m so tired of this shiet.  It makes so so uncomfortable.  I don’t want to touch anything and everything has to be washed again before I use it.  Not sure what I should do.  I was looking to sweep however no brooms were in the house. For my sake I’m thinking of cleaning really well one time. Then just maintaining my own space.  At this point, I’m at my wits end, I don’t know what to do or say.