I have related to both personality disorders. I have thoughts of grandeur; then immediately have contradictory thoug8hts of worthlessness.I never feel stable within my own self-evaluation. I'm constantly searching guessing compliments and I feel vulnerable and clearly exposed of my inferiority. I attention-seek for the immediate rush of ego-inflation, yet when I attain this acknowledgment, I feel inadequate; yet want the praise to feel valid. It's difficult to explain my conflicting thoughts and I'm wondering if anyone can relate? 