So this is something I’m looking into without therapy because I can’t afford the special hypno stuff. 

But I can’t really remember much, and not in a medical long term memory loss kinda way. I can remember things like making a bag with my friends before I moved countries.... but I can’t remember significant details of my childhood. 

And also I’ve been told I’ve seen some pretty horrific car accidents, and a few helicopter crashes. Yet I remember none, I remember the details I’ve been told but I can’t see the picture in my mind. Yet when I hear tires screeching or the sound of car crumpling my heart starts pounding and I go full panic mode. I used to have a recurring car accident nightmare when I was younger and it made me think I had been in some kind of accident. But as far as I know, and my parents, I’ve never been in one. It’s quite confusing.