I’ve been depressed for years now. There was a year or 2 when I loved life so much and things were going well for me. But these past few years have been the hardest for me.  Tonight is the night that I FINALLY admit it. That I really am depressed.

Life just sucks for me and it has been for quite some time. I honestly just want to stay alive for my mom and my dog. I really don’t see things looking up for me rn. I just feel so numb and want to cry. I’m just slowly slipping.. I’m tired of trying to see the food in things and to always try to be happy. I have my happy moments but they go away. When does it get better ):