Ok so I have a golden retriever who I absolutely adore. I always take care of her, take her on walks, feed her, and I’m the only one in the family who allows her in my bedroom at night. Problem is, I’m severely depressed and I’ve always been since I got her. And sometimes I wonder if she senses my discomfort because she literally tries to spend as less time as possible with me. Like she’s rather sleep in the cold stairs outside my parents bedroom rather than with me. My parents don’t let her in their living room and yet she stays all day outside their door when she could be with me in my room. When I take her on our walks she tries to escape from the leash in order to stay at home while whenever my parents decide to bring her out instead she’s absolutely joyful 
So I’m wondering if it may be that I generally have idk a bad vibe or if she can sense my sadness and it makes her uncomfortable 
Have any of you had a similar experience ?