Does life ever get easier? I have really bad anxiety and depression. It usually starts with a major change in my life. The anxiety starts first. Then once I think I'm feeling a tiny bit better, BAM, the depression hits like a brick wall.

My depression fills my mind with things like this:
Am I enough? Will I ever be enough?
Why do I push everyone away?
I don't deserve to be loved. Why would I?
I'm so worthless.
I wish I had real friends.
I can't think clearly.
Would anyone miss me if I disappeared? 

I'm in therapy now. I just had my first sessions last week. I don't see her again until next week. It feels like forever.

Please tell me this gets better..