i grew up an autistic, queer kid with adhd. got bullied horribly for all of middle school and most of high school. i was always told it would get better, but that was a lie. if i'd known life was only downhill from there, i would have killed myself way back then. I'm 26 now and i feel like my life has just been a waste. like i was only put here to suffer and be treated like shit. i'm a worthless piece of shit and i honestly hate my parents for even having me.