Like most of today wasn’t too bad, but then my bf made a comment about me not getting the job I applied for so then I felt shitty, then I split on him and had a breakdown bc I thought he wanted to leave me and I wanted to kms and SH, then he made me dinner and I felt a bit better after eating, then I suddenly felt really high, I went and bought ice cream, ended up also buying laxatives (yay ED gang), kinda evened out again, now I’m making a million over sharing memes and playing overwatch, and I’m about to go watch the new episode of what if and go to bed.

Edit: now it’s midnight and I’m… vaguely horny? Jfc my brain is really going all out today we gotta tick every possible box from suicidal to manic horny smh…