Hi,
My name is Lucille, im 19 and french. Last Monday i attempted to kill myself and it didn’t work. But now I’m locked in a mental hospital. With my boyfriend (and obviously fp) having a pretty good life, having fun with his friends and maybe going in a nightclub Thursday with his friends which all are girls. And i think you can understand how bad i feel about it and how much i look like a paranoid to him. 
But the point is that im in a mental hospital probably for months and with no one to visit me. Do you guys have some ideas of things to do to stop worrying and rotting in bed all day ? I have a little carnet with my ipad and my phone, and 2 books that i already have half read. I’ll take any advice !

Thanks &lt;3