My feelings are kind of everywhere right now. I have been applying for jobs pertaining to my degree in graphic design and I have had a few employers that were interested in me. They would leave emails and voicemails, and I would either have a panic attack or just delete the notice on immediate impulse...

Today I received a voicemail from another employer and as much as it terrified me, I listened to the transcript, and then I worked myself up to return the call. They didn’t answer immediately, but when they did call back I was so startled. She asked for me to tell her about myself and I kind of butchered it- almost? I stuttered and said “Uh” a lot, but I did tell her I was really nervous. (It is my first ever job interview straight out of school.) 

She offered for me to come in for an interview tomorrow at 9am. I am so terrified,  but I am also...confident? I dont know how to put how I feel in words but I do feel tears welling up in my eyes.