hi guys, i (18f) was diagnosed with bpd in august. my bpd was then in control of my life and caused me to ruin friendships, and resulted in my fp leaving me and cutting off all contact. im still heartbroken, and had to take a break from everything in my life (sports, friends) to devote time to dbt and healing. i cut off a handful of friends that would bring me strong emotions, but im returning to those places and these people in just about 2 weeks. im so scared. how do i ask for things to go back to the way they were before my bpd got out of control. how do i deal with seeing my fp again and what if they still dont want to talk to me. how do i approach them