So my doctor and I are still working out my medication. So far, I am on Lamictal, and it has helped stabilize my mood. However, last month I had a conversation with my psych, and he pointed out a few things to me: though my mood feels stable, there could be a few minor things that are still considered hypomanic symptoms. One thing mentioned was focus. 

I struggle with my focus while working, and it is hard to stay on task. I appear to be doing well; I’ve spoken with my boss about my performance, and he said he thinks I’m doing good. However, I see that I procrastinate and struggle to stay focused and productive. It’s like I’ve mastered the art of masking, appearing to do well, but in reality, I am not performing to my best. 

About a month ago, my doc and I adjusted my Lamictal from 200mg to 300mg. I had one minor anxiety/paranoia episode earlier this year, so we’re trying to see if this will help eliminate the episodes. I am supposed to give the new dose some time to see if it works. I have a follow-up appointment in October. However I’m heavily considering going in sooner to ask about adding an additional medication. 

Also, it’s worth mentioning that my doc and I are pretty sure I’m dyslexic as well. I have
not been formally tested for it due to cost factors, but after I spoke to my psych about my experiences, he believes I have it. So I’m not sure if my lack of focus could also be attributed to that. 

My question to you all is, if you had issues with focusing or having a short attention span, did your meds help? Or did they do the opposite? I’ve read online that being easily distracted is a sign of mania, but I’ve also heard that some medications make it harder to concentrate. What are your thoughts and experiences?