So I never really knew what BPD was and now after researching it with my wife it seems more apparent that I might possibly have this disorder. I have been trying to talk to clinicians about it and they all blow me off. They make me feel gaslit at times and it feels like they’re using that “I’m the professional” stance on me. Even after bringing up that I have family on my moms side that have been diagnosed with it. They all just blow me off. What do I do about this? All I want is just one professional to at least look at me and take it seriously and I’m starting to feel as if no one wants to deal with it, did anyone else ever face challenges like this? What’s your guys advice? I just need some help.