Hello! I was hoping to find some advice or support on here. I've tried seeing a couple of therapists over the years and I wasn't able to find one I felt comfortable with. I also don't have the money right now to see one as well. What's the first step or what step should I take to get better? I don't want to feel like this nor think like this anymore. I've burned so many relationships and friendships and potential friendships because of how unstable I can get emotionally. I'm constantly hurting, my mind and heart feel so chaotic and I really hate it. I've tried talking to loved ones, but they're pretty burnt out and exhausted so I'm trying to figure things out on my own at the moment. Please don't say anything mean... Thank you for reading!!