Now I’m just emotionally withdrawn today and yesterday and can’t even feel anything at all if I’m being honest. He apologized and said he didn’t know what was going on with him etc or why he gets so angry at little things and idk tbh. He doesn’t have an appointment until the end of the month, he was never diagnosed with bpd but that’s really what it feels like, people are either good or bad for him, they either love or hate him, I’m either a goddess when he’s good mood or the worst when he gets mad at me. I don’t know how to help tbh I really don’t. I love him more than anything and don’t want to leave but we need to do something about this but I don’t know what. I have ptsd and something’s he does when he’s mad at me really triggers it like last night. And when he’s upset he goes silent and ignores me and I can’t stand it. Please advice.