Ok so i have extreme anxiety problems to the point i am extremely uncomfortable even at home. I have a lot of issues in my life and I am an ex alcoholic . I used to drink in excess of 400 units of booze a week and have been through some serious withdrawals sometimes in hospital. I stopped drinking because i found Pregabalin. But now it’s at the point i am doing a full strip (15 x 300mg) a day . That’s like 4500mg so obviously i am addicted. I can’t stop sweating and have started opening the capsules and sniffing them all. Me and my girlfriend broke up the other day as we had an argument over pregabalin (she is also addicted) and it got out of hand. The other day i couldn’t acquire any pregabs so i resorted to using heroin. I smoked some DMT whilst high on smack and had the most horrific experience. I don’t want to stop pregabs coz my anxiety is so severe but my body and my mind is totally wrecked. It used to feel like a warm hug but now i just feel totally messed up. I haven’t ate properly for about a week and i’m scared to go outside because i look like im on drugs. I am only 24yo and i never thought my life would end up this way. Has anyone dealt with an addiction this heavy? if so i’m looking for advice on how to deal with this.