i feel like i'm just annoying people. i constantly burden them with my negativity, my mistakes, my emotions etc. i'm bad at everything and it affects the people around me. it's so hard opening up to others because i'm so scared that i'll just burden them, but if i don't open up i'm scared that they might think i don't trust them. i'm scared of people leaving me again. my thoughts are so annoying. i'm so annoying.