Ive always had anxiety. My mom has even said as a baby I was very tense. But ive always been able to push though it and go to boxing matches with friends in an entirely different state or visit a childhood friend who lives across the country by myself. Lately though its just been so unbearable. When i try to push through it, nothing works. A lot of time i wont even be thinking about anything scary and ill suddenly get so dizzy ill feel like fainting or my chest will get that dropping feeling. Im so tired of this, its only been 4 months. I cant imagine going through this for y e a r s.