Guys, I had the courage to do it after all. Yesterday I went with my boyfriend to get the vaccine ( we scheduled it a week ago) but I couldn’t. I was afraid of anaphylaxis, of passing out and another thousands of different fears. I couldn’t do it and I felt like a failure, and I was disappointed in me. My parents are fully vaccinated, my friends are fully vaccinated and I couldn’t and I was so frustrated. My boyfriend did have his. So i went home yesterday and tried to stop reading all of the bad stuff about the vaccine and fill my head with positive thoughts. I found out about some drive thru vaccination and I went there. I was still scared but there were a lot of doctors there and they really made me trust. I told them I was scared and they said “ no problem, we are here for you” and they injected the vaccine and had no time to say anything anymore haha. I was really scared the 20 minutes after but it really helped having an oximeter with me to see that I’m fine. 
Now i’m laying in bed with a little headache and feeling like I just caught a cold but nothing major. I’m happy I did it and proud of me.
Oh and this week I also had the courage to use the metro and I did not have a panic attack.. I also had 3 presentations in the same day at UNI and I managed it. I’m so happy.. and if I can do it, you can do it too. We are stronger than we think I promise you that