Hi guys. Just to summarize. I’ve been having very severe anxiety &amp; depersonalization &amp; existential crisis. I keep trying to hold on &amp; help myself but every time I try to get better I feel worse. I’ve currently started contemplating suicide. I don’t actually want to die but honestly I don’t want to live like this anymore. I’ve had enough. I’m writing this post on her right now as a cry for help. I really don’t want to kill myself but it’s all I’ve started to think about because honestly the anxiety depersonalization and existential crisis doesn’t seem to be getting better. I’m begging y’all if anybody is willing to help me through this I would be very very very very grateful. I can’t fight this battle on my own anymore. Please somebody help me 💔.