So I've been diagnosed for about a month.  I've been working on DBT.   I went to psych ward for a few days.   Looking back I really think I got overwhelmed tbh.    I'm in a ldr and I have a bit of physical health issues.   I'm recently diagnosed with epilepsy for example.   I basically just kinda got overwhelmed with life and I really wanted to be validated by literally everyone in the world.   I needed everyone outside my own relationship to say how awesome it was that I stopped working on it.   I gave up on living, I gave up on myself.  Which ultimately did not lead to good things.   I wasn't treating myself well and yeah.  So my bf decided he wanted space but he's also wanted to be there for me etc.  He said he doesn't want to date anyone.  He did say while I was gone he missed me.   We've texted everyday, often.  He texts me like nothing has happened asking how my day is etc looking at my FB stories etc .   We've not broken up.   He just needed a breather.   He was afraid that something bad would happen.   I've had to not talk to people about things though because I find it gets in my head.   Is this a BDP thing or am I just weird? Lol