Okay it’s enough. I’m always depending on my partner. I’m always letting his emotions get to me. He’s ignoring me and I’m paranoid thinking he has another person or he’s bored of me or I don’t know but I just get insecure about the relationship. 

I’m also tired of having to suffer in silence all the time. I feel I’m not good enough and that things can suddenly end and I don’t want that, it’s been years together now and I feel like he can’t even forget past arguments. 

So tell me, how do I stop worrying about this and start investing my time in something useful?