I’m 27 years old. I’ve been working for a long time. My last job I absolutely hated but it was easy and my boss left me alone. She had a ton of little rules I hated though, and tracked us through the call center software. She can tell how many breaks were taking and she can push us back into the queue to take calls if we’re not taking calls. 

So I got a new job. We had training for two weeks (this is all remote) and it’s a totally different role (it’s AR)x I’ve done insurance before but not AR. The program we were learning during training was so foreign to me. The trainer was super nice and said she started from ground 0 and had a panic attack the day before work bc she didn’t know this system either , obviously she learned it very well because she’s a trainer . 
And now we’re being released to our teams on Tuesday. We’re gonna be shadowing our team leads. Honestly my manager hasn’t been too communicative or forth coming. 

I told her I don’t feel confident I’ve never done AR and I’m not sure how I feel about this. She wrote a whole paragraph explaining how I have all the resources and she and the rest of the team will be there blah blah blah. 

And I’m just feeling soooooooopo uncomfortable. Like I’m meeting a whole team remotely which I’ve never done and then I don’t feel confident with this new system. 

I’m really hoping Tuesday is not as awkward as I think it will be. I just feel so bad about it.