Since graduating high school 8 years ago I haven’t made a single friend or meaningful relationship. I spend most of my days when I’m not at work alone in my room playing video games. I’ve been so depressed to the point where I’ve gone days without showering or brushing my teeth causing tooth decay. It’s almost as if I purposely forced my self to keep my mouth closed and not interact with the outside world. I’m truly struggling with my mental state and financial stability.  

I’m not sure if anyone will read this but please keep me in your thoughts.