Basically my boyfriend got mad at me for existing and went to bed and won’t talk about it. Probably my fault. But I can’t help but think it has something to do with me being on EI right now and not making a real income. And I haven’t been out of the house since august. And it’s fucking hard. And I just feel like a piece of shit cause I try, I clean the house and I take care of the animals but nothing is enough.