Learning a new jon and feeling EXTREME anxiety like it’s not even healthy. Had this before with 2-3 jobs and I thought it was the job itself which wasn’t for me.

But now I realize it’s my anxiety that is taking control. Everything I learn i forget fast, don’t have focus and i’m like tired if I had a workday of 12 hours while just started 2 hours ago.

In my youth I played professional and had A LOT of pressure from parents and my environment.

It clearly affected me now in new jobs and it’s really making me sad. I have pretty good capabilities and i know don’t have fear with people. But on the job it looks like im scared and dont know how to talk with people which just amazes me…

Any related ones or some tips?

I even thought about seeing a psychologist. Im 23