

I really hope this is a rough patch, but idk I feel like I’m struggling with everything right now.... every single thing in life. I’m not being hard on myself! Even teachers have been telling me I’ve been regressing. I’ve lost almost all my skill at what I used to be skilled at, people are overtaking me in things I used to be the best at, and I keep finding myself in embarrassing situations where I often embarrass myself or just suck to the point I’m quite sure other people feel sorry for me. I used to be such a star and a hard worker.... and a LOT more confident. I don’t know what’s gotten into me. I feel my life going downhill and I’m just so scared for the future if I continue like this. 


Gosh the way I used to not even care about shit before I had this existential crisis is mad. It all just hit me at once today. I feel worthless and like a loser. I don’t know if it’s because I’ve been quarantined for so long or.... I want all of it to stop. Help....