How does one maintain happiness? Like is everyone else just happy all the damn time? Is it something I’m doing wrong or not doing? Idk how people just wake up happy and remain happy all day. 

But then I feel like I’m complaining about the life I have. Shouldn’t I be happy? What I’m I even upset/sad/frustrated/annoyed/irritated at? Probably absolutely nothing. But I don’t want to just be and live in this misery either and complain about a good life I have. 

CHRIST this shit is hard to maneuver. It’s really fucking hard to just be a human and figure this life thing out. Living this human experience is difficult.