Everything is happening all at once. College applications are due and I’m running late. I have isolated myself completely. My friends have all abandoned me. I’m disappointing everyone. I am spending too much money. I can’t stop crying and it feels like I’m falling into a joke that’s getting deeper and deeper..and I have to continue to work from that hole if I want life to get any better. I feel so hopeless, all my effort seems pointless like it will never get me anywhere anyway. I need help. I need someone to look at my life objectively from the outside and help me see some light.