I’m very bad at showing people how I feel so please don’t judge. I have bad mood swings, whenever I’m stressed or anxious I see things move a little from the corner of my eye or people staring at me from the corner of my eye that disappears once I look at it, I could go from being the happiest person on earth to a depressed person which is mostly caused by thinking that everyone hates me, rarely about once a month if it’s not a good one I’m gonna get the feeling that my family and everyone is a bunch of robots and they’re torturing me on purpose, I cut myself before I’m which I forgot why, I always feel like someone is watching me when I’m alone so I need someone to be with me, I get this phase whenever I’m stressed my mind starts racing, and whenever I look at a picture of someone staring at me I get scared,  and I get a ton of violent thoughts whenever my life gets really bad.


Sorry if the grammar is incorrect I'm too lazy to check back on my spelling errors but let me know what you think!