Think this is more of a vent than anything else but advice also welcomed. I was diagnosed in 2019… Fast forward a year &amp; I wound up pregnant with my boyfriend (unplanned &amp; we had been broken up at the time). During my pregnancy I acted batshit insane, ending up in jail for a night, &amp; a host of other things I’m embarrassed to include. I was hoping to chalk it up to the increase in hormones, but ever since my baby was born I haven’t gotten any better 😞 to where I am continuously ruining relationships &amp; causing turmoil around me… my boyfriend’s parents have also now taken a large portion of my emotional abuse &amp; been forgiving &amp; understanding but I think it’s at a point past repair, &amp; my relationship is now at the same place, where ending it is the most healthy choice for both of us. I have been through DBT once &amp; still go to therapy which is kind of a blend of talking &amp; then applying DBT skills. I tried Lamotrigine for a month (made me seriously irritable &amp; overall emotionally blunt which I didn’t mind) &amp; now prescribed Prozac (scared to try it still). Anyone else been through something similar during &amp; after pregnancy? My mom has BPD &amp; to this day I haven’t forgiven her or truly healed from how I grew up… I am terrified that my child will grow up feeling the same way about me &amp; reading some of the posts on Reddit has not helped the obsession festering in my dumb broken brain. I feel like I’m basically just doomed to be Mommy Dearest &amp; continue the same cycle I’m trying to end.