I keep saying to friends and family on my on-offish partner that I need help. But I feel like no one is really listening. It’s just a “oh yeah same haha life sucks”. No, I need help. I need medical and psychological help. Support me please because I don’t know what’s happening to me or what to do. I’m at breaking point and honestly ready to die. I’m in a high stress environment doing a double degree, both such full on degrees. My relationship is stressing me out. My own emotions and actions are stressing me out I’m ready to be fucking institutionalised. I’m doing dumb and weird shit like dropping courses then reenrolling, not doing my uni work which I am usually on top of. Getting goddamn migraines all the time. I can’t sleep. Sometimes I can’t eat then sometimes all I can do is eat. I feel like I keep telling people hey I need help and love and support but it’s just brushed off. I can’t do this on my own but it seems like no one is here to do it with me. I can’t live like this anymore, it feels like there’s so much going on all the time and I can’t handle it