It happened a month ago but I'm still feeling agonizing pain from it. I feel like i planned my entire life around him and being with him and now i don't even know who i am or what my purpose on Earth is. It's been a month and the pain from being broken up with is still so intense. I feel abandoned and like he just wanted to be with someone else. One of the last things he said to me was to stop being so paranoid, and then he did the exact thing that i was paranoid of happening.