It's a big event (over 100,000 people attend from Friday to Sunday), but I'm still worried about bumping into them. Just the thought gives me horrible anxiety. I know I'd be hyperventilating seeing them. People keep saying, "just ignore them" or "stop worrying" and all, but it doesn't help.. I can't help or control my anxiety and panic attacks.. I'm also so paranoid about the people in the group chat or the admin of a specific group as I no longer talk to him either and word has gotten around about me (bet they didn't mention what they did to me, though). I'm sick of it. My close friend hasn't spoke to me in over a week since it's happened so I think he hates me now even though what happened had nothing to do with him... My former friend also uploaded a long video on Facebook about it trying to play the victim and turn people against me. What can I do? I don't want to avoid going because of these people but I'm seriously considering bailing out.