So long story short, I have BPD, obviously. 

I'm trying to get therapy appointments atm but everyone is booked out far around me. 

The only jobs around me hiring full time are customer service jobs and I feel like if I try to work one of those again I will end it with no hesitation 

But I need to leave because my house situation has gotten unbeatable. Everyone is annoying and pissing me off and the rules suck ass. If you want detail feel free to ask but if I start I might go on a rant.

Anyway, I need therapy to help my BPD, but I don't think I can wait that long so I want to get a job to move out for now but because of my BPD I can't handle a customer service job anymore without seriously risking my mental health.

I also don't have any skills that I can use for online businesses to make money that way.

I feel stuck and not sure what to do.

Help ?