I called another friend and after some thought I just texted back, “hey! Good to hear from you let’s catch up soon” 

I haven’t heard anything more than that and I feel guilt for being upset with her for just dumping me like a hot potato while simultaneously still feeling guilty about the initial incident bc I do feel 95% responsible for what happened that day. I feel like this is my way about making this situation about me and not her.

After some clarity I kind of understood that my actions caused someone I care about to act out of their character in a negative way. And that in itself is inexcusable behavior. 

Just venting....would love feedback if you have anything to share