So, i’ve had a lot of different feelings that one wouldn’t consider normal. Can you maybe try to recognize some of them and point me somewhere because, right now i’m just lost.

-When i was young, i always felt like i was being watched by camera’s that everyone in the world was looking it and that i was some grand experiment. I don’t feel like this anymore

-Feelings of Gender Dysphoria and Transvestic Disorder (These sometimes come together). Don’t worry, i’m working on this one and you probably can’t tell me something i don’t already know

-Feelings of restlessness, irritability and problems with concentration. These have only started when i was 12.

-Feelings of Depression. This is ,i think caused by my Gender Dysphoria.

-When i was young, i had a lot of fake worlds i created and had all kinds of different story’s in them. I still do this but not as much any more. I think like way to big of things that other people don’t care about it. It’s like i attach a lot of meaning to unimportant things. I still don’t know what the hell this is about, and nobody has ever told me about THEIR fake created world where they’re a cool female assassin. 

-I’m AMAB and i don’t like watching normal porn. Normal porn is boring, even the porn i like i don’t like because i think i don’t like my dick(?). It may be fetishistic disorder or gender dysphoria, we don’t know. What i do know is that i have only finished once in my entire life.

-A lot of my behavior and humor is just abnormal, to a point where it’s not funny but just weird.