I heard someone say something on a TV show I watched last night and, it resonated with me. Savor and, enjoy every little, precious, moment in your life because, if you don't, they will go away and never come back. Not sure if I agree with this but, maybe that is what is depressing me so much. The little moments, the real precious ones are slipping away &amp; I don't know how to bring them back. Or at the very least, current circumstances are preventing me from doing so. I want them back. That, is what I want, that is what I CRAVE!! One of the circumstances I speak of, has me resenting him. I don't want to feel that way but, I can't help it. Those special moments are fading and, the thought of them never returning is scaring the hell out of me. Thanks for reading my rant. Peace out all.