Just  the same fucking thing every fucking day.... make dad's breakfast, late  af, sleep until noon, get bitched out, be a waste of space cause your  depression that your mom swears isn't a thing kicks your ass daily  because you never truly can invest in your self care because you can't  get any proper alone time and when you do you game because you can  somewhat relax so you self medicate with bullshit weed and been  considering harder shit to numb the pain.... and repeat.

"get a job" When you live with your abuser you kind of end up losing the  motivation to do anything.... and I sear half of you don't understand.

Don't worry, It'll all be over soon.