I have both ADHD and BPD and homestly it makes life so hard, constantly my mind is going and emotions shifting, its like having whiplash after whiplash with my thoughts and emotions. I try really hard to self analyze myself, I know sometimes I accidentally hurt people and am not aware of it, but it gets buried i can’t just focus on myself like ever. Or i focus too much on myself but its all the little stuff, im constantly disorientated and have dissociative amnesia from a lot of things, especially through calls, i just cant shut up about myself and dont pay attention to how my friends feel i just wanna make them laugh thats it. They think im self centered and a bully and i wanna improbe oir realtionship, i know its not just me because some of them have admited to treating me wrongfully too so its over all just, unhealthy. Not toxic we dont hate eachother or harbor and ill will just a connection that seems to ne falling apart due to our mental fragility showing, i hope we can improve but rn im just, tired of my brain.