As every one of you left you took something from me. You subtracted from nothing. You stole from the dark. 

Nothing gives me joy. Nothing fills the void. All relationships are doomed to end the same for me. With my complete and utter humiliation. I still remember the look of disgust on each of your faces. 

The breath and adoration from an incredible woman was all that could sustain any sense of my humanity.

All I have left is my contempt for life. A burning blackened disdain. I want them all to look back and remember the days that they left me in the dust to die.