At the start of the pandemic I was diagnosed with MDD (manifests mainly as anxiety), and took some Klonipin for short-term relief and went on Lexapro for long-term. The meds worked great (and still work) and even though I burn through therapists (a new one every year, it seems, which I know is not ideal), things are pretty good. I quit a job I hated and re-skilled into a new career, and after a pretty trying job search I have a position that provides me with what I need in that department. I also moved in with some family and find that that is much better than living alone. So...now that things are feeling more "stable," and I am for the most part, anxiety-free and feeling OK overall, I am kinda looking for another issue to deal with. Like, I've been preoccupied more lately with my "45 and single" status and want to do something about that, but...can't. I have body image issues and want to get in shape for a lot of good reasons, but...can't. I've always struggled with a low-grade porn addiction, and that is becoming more of a thing, now. Then I start to take on some of the struggles of my friends and family, trying to be empathetic, but kind of inviting more drama into my life. Why can't I just be content with things being OK? I think that if something troubling isn't right in front of me, something like crippling anxiety or overwhelming job stress, taking up my attention, then I end up looking for something else to worry about. Anyone else experience this?