I’m currently enrolled as a fashion design student and moved to another country. I was sick for a month and missed 2 submissions. My anxiety for the subject kept on getting worse and now I can’t enrol into another semester since I haven’t completed my subject. My family doesn’t know this. Today my aunts called me and grilled me about how I need to know better and need to do better and to focus on my studies and manage everything. I know they are just trying to help and worry about me but I feel like a big disappointment to everyone. My aunt keeps on reminding me about how expensive the course is and how my dad is doing so much for me. I’m very thankful to him and I want to pay him back but I am so clueless I don’t know what to do. I feel like disappearing and just quitting everything. I want to fall asleep forever and never wake up again. I don’t know what to do, who to talk to. I’m in a new country with no friends and no support.