I’ve been given Ativan, blood tests being run, I’m feeling so small and insignificant. But tonight, while in this psych room in the ER, I promise myself to take control of my life. Anxiety is not my master. Anxiety is no longer in the driver seat of my life. I’m going to live my life out until my lights out. No more being paralyzed by fear to enjoy my life. It’s so fucking short how did I let this go on for so long?? 

There’s only me to blame. But I have the ability to take control again. Anxiety is only a feeling. It is not my personality, who i am, nor who i want to be. Tonight is the last night I will lose a battle to anxiety. From this day on, I will win. I will live my life, anxiety will no longer live it for me.

I apologize if this sounds cringe. But as fellow anxiety sufferers, I hope you share the sentiment.

I sincerely care for you all. My DMs are always open.