This year gave me anxiety and I always was a good kid, but I keep reminding myself of every mistakes I've made in my life, thinking I'm a bad person, thinking there's no future for me, thinking nobody really knows me. Things from when I was 10 years old makes me want to die when I know I was a clueless kid. Tomorrow I have a therapy session I just hope to get better because I don't want to kill myself and leave my family destroyed behind me.