No matter how hard I try and be a good person, I can't ever seem to escape the stigma. I try so hard to just not be a bitch and as soon as anyone hears bpd I'm just an abusive pos apparently.

I'm honestly just suicidal. I feel like i can't post anywhere but here about my issues because elsewhere I'm just told to leave everyone alone and suffer alone.

I feel like I've had enough. Nobody understands and everyone treats me like a monster despite the fact I've never done anything horrible or abused anyone.

I wish i was dead.