Writing this at 1:00 AM, whenever it's night I get extremely anxious, I start evaluating everything I've done, my life choices, what brought me here, how people perceive me, have I been rude, are people becoming distant, was I wrong in that argument, will I pass my thesis or not because of punctuation errors, consequences and whether or not I put any effort in learning my stuff to get a job this week, it almost always happens, I don't get sleepy, just very anxious