My dad is in the ER and it is serious. I love him and am terrified. I already have bad anxiety but this is just on a whole new level. In the car earlier I was hyperventilating extremely bad and almost blacked out. I thought I was gonna die. I haven't slept in 2 days. How am I supposed to be strong in this moment? I'm extremely broken. Every waking moment feels excruciatingly painful. What is someone supposed to do in such a situation? I legit don't know how I am supposed to handle this.