I've always struggled to act rationally in friendships/intimate relationships, to the point where I continuously overanalyze everything done and said as if they're somehow against me yet hiding it from me. It ruins my mood to the point where I struggle to function, and so I've learned to distance myself from friends before this can happen. I know it's not right but I've done it to protect myself, even if it means I feel guilty a lot. And it means I'm often lonely. Does anyone else feel this?