I'm sorry... I've been an ass hole to people on Reddit... About 4 months ago, I made a post in this subreddit about hating my own country and wishing I was dead because I live here. Nobody's replied to that post, so I doubt anybody would reply to this one. But I've been so selfish and immature and I've gone ahead to make fun of my own country or those who like my country on Reddit but I keep coming off as the ass hole that I am and I keep making myself out to be an idiot. I wish I could be better, but I'd be better off dead. At least other people will be happier. It may seem like it's as easy as "Just stop doing that", but I keep telling myself that and it's not working. I really want to be better, but I'm not sure what to do.