Not sure what the point in continuing is. I’m always feeling sick since I barely take care of my health. I’m tired all the time since I’m afraid to go to bed since I’ll just have to deal with the next day. I don’t go to school often because I’d rather stay home because I feel like my life won’t go anywhere anyways. I just play video games even then half the time I just sit in the menu to lazy to actually play it hating myself for not doing anything worth while. Every time I’m invited out with friends I’m to tired or miserable to join them. I’m so lonely yet this loneliness is my own doing. At this rate I’m gonna end up a dropout and alone for the rest of my life, drinking myself to sleep since it’s the only time I forget for just a little bit.