I’ve really thought about this for a while now as my therapist and my sister have both said this to me.. I know I’m strong, I’ve been strong all my life. I got through so much shit *alone* all. my. life. And I don’t wanna be strong anymore. I don’t wanna put on my big girl pants and get up and get going. I wanna scream and cry and yell and fight. I wanna create a goddamn storm. I’m *tired* of being strong *all the damn time*. I’m tired of being a rock in the emotional turmoil that has been my life. Lately I’ve been feeling like I’m holding my shit together by a fucking string and I’m afraid to let the shit go cause I thought letting go was gonna be the end of me but no, I don’t think so anymore. I’m unleashing this fucking storm bro. Also, I’m sooo tired of people calling me fucking dramatic for having intense emotions. Fuck you, you’re so *boring!!!* You have no personality. You live your life like the basic office people in the backgrounds of movies. No real lines, no personality, you do nothing but wake up, work, eat sleep and do it all again the next day. Just a gray character. You’re an *extra* and bitch I’m the main character! 🤷‍♀️