Hello, I need someone to write all of this down and get it off of my mind. I have always been someone so anxious about my future ever since I was a child. I have GAD, ADHD, and OCD all diagnosed before I was 16. To say my life has been easy mentally is a complete understatement. I am now 22 years old and 1-2 years away from my engineering degree. I am extremely proud of myself for holding on and pushing forward no matter how down and worthless I have felt. I have a beautiful, understanding, and loving fiancé who loves me to pieces. Our future together is going to be so comfortable but regardless I am so afraid that I will ruin it. I have no ADHD accommodations at my school as the process is extremely hard. I do take ADHD medication, Anti-depressants, and have been in therapy for years. I am afraid of failure and constantly stress out to the point of feeling dizzy and nauseous. How do any of you manage stress in regards to school and your future? I am a first generation college student and I have no one in my family to look to for advice.

Thank you for reading, I am sorry if this is all over the place.