Im 30yrs old and just quit the job i've been working for the past 10 years due to a combination of many things too long to list. Now im unemployed for the first time in 10 years. Im very nervous about job interviews and starting from scratch and being the new guy on the crew. I almost feel like fainting sometimes and I get shaky hands that makes it difficult for me to write. I used to have anxiety much worse and feel like I have been doing better until now, the feelings are creeping back. This will be a tough year for me to get through. I just had to share with people, im scared.

  
Hopefully I can find a job where im not dealing with many people. like a trucker or something lol  
Any ideas?  


Thankfully I saved alot of money and im good financially for about a decade, but I fear that will just be an excuse for delaying getting a job and I don't want to get sucked down that hole. I know what I need to do, I just need to fight through it.