Do you feel like your FP is someone who is healthy for you to be around? Does the relationship feel toxic or healthy? Curious what everyone's experience is, I feel like my relationship with my FP isnt super healthy and is kind of toxic. I'm afraid to leave sometimes or end it. I don't want to hurt them or put myself back into the pit of loneliness. Also, sex. I tend to be really risky with sex if I don't have a consistent partner and I'm afraid to put myself back in that position.