Context: I've been on Latuda again since like February due to psychosis. This psychosis is yet to be labeled, though I have a list of extant diagnoses, none account for it (one is schizotypal personality, why I'm posting here, that's not supposed to have full psychosis). I went up to 80 mg, each time the first few weeks helping, some things go away but some come back and new ones keep emerging. I've had month long psychoses before since 2018 but never 7+ long before this. So when I had symptoms after 80 mg, since I couldn't handle any more nausea than that dose gave, she added abilify at my request since that combo worked well for me last year. 5 mg. Then last month the Abilify 400 mg shot replaced that, but keeping the Latuda. Yet again... more entity bullshit came back, I try to talk to them but I think I need to make an icon to channel the main one, my shapeshifting evil double.I never stopped having brief visual hallucinations of customers, which only started a little over a month ago (less than a week before the shot). So:
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Bro I've been her patient since November or December of last year. Today I had my usual monthly virtual appointment and after I told her I was still having visual hallucinations of customers at work and that the entities were bothering me worse again, and that I felt low motivation and boredom, after this discussion she asked me with no transition whatsoever what my aspirations/plans for the future were, not in a small talk way she's not really the small talk type. It sounded vaguely concerned in tone. Like damn dude. What the fuck is the implication about my prognosis here.