I’m turning 21 soon and the older I get, the more I’m hating my life. I feel like all of my problems are getting worse and they just keep piling up and I already barely had the will to live but now it’s not even there. And im only 20, life literally only gets harder from here. I feel like I grew up rlly sheltered and now that im entering the real world, I feel emotionally stunted. I don’t know how to function in life. Shit keeps coming up and I can never catch a break. My parents are in a horrible and toxic marriage, I could write a whole trilogy on that topic alone. I’m not independent and I don’t know how to be. I just listen to everything my parents say bc I hate fighting and I want peace. Both ways would give me a shitty outcome. I’m just so over everything, but I don’t want to die either. Life seems like a prison to me. I know there are good parts and good things happen to me too but the bad things messing with me hard