I (15) have absolutely no energy left in my body. Every day I have to fake that everything is allright, have to bottle up my emotions, have to fight the urge not to have a mental breakdown or run away or kill myself. And then, at night, I cry for hours in my bed and harm myself to deal with everything. I don't know how much longer I can do this. If I even just think about taking to a psychiatrist or my parents about it, I almost have a mental breakdown. This is just one bit of all the things that make life hell for me. I don't know wether I have the strength to continue with this or if I will just set everything to an end. I don't believe that anyone has tips for me, but if you do, or if you want to talk with me, please just tell me. Thanks.