Everyday I feel like distancing myself from friends. Whenever I go to school I try my hardest to keep up with them and whenever they text in the group chat I just wanna leave, I don't feel welcomed or like I belong there. I just wish I didn't exist and that I never made any of these relationships because in the end I'm gonna end up hurting them but I don't want that I want the best for them. sorry this is short I'm not good with expressing feelings