went through a breakup recently and thought i was over it but for some reason ive been checking up on him even more during past week (he even has me blocked but i sign out of my acct to look at his account). if im not “getting over” someone i will do this with the last person i had feelings for. i want to see what they are talking about, who they are seeing, what they’re liking. it’s so fucking pathetic but it seriously feels like a compulsion to me. i need to find someone new who makes me feel good so we can mutually obsess over each other (lol) but i’m soo exhausted of going thru this cycle.