basically my boyfriend just told me goodnight last night without telling me he loved me or something to that effect (probs just was tired and not thinking, or maybe figures that i already know this so didn’t feel the need to say) but the more i started thinking i figured well maybe he just doesn’t love me anymore… then had a horrible dream where he said he wants to break up with me bc im fat (i’m literally severely underweight rn) and when i woke up i was so shaken that i purged and almost cut myself. i’m completely splitting on him still and really want to SH rn and literally can’t focus on anything besides this. it feels ridiculous bc he like didn’t do anything and it’s really the dream that has me so triggered but ughhhhh any advice ? it’s like i can’t separate what happened in the dream from reality :(