I've been dealing with depression for a long time. I'm only 20 so its took up most of my teen years. This has caused me to lose a lot of friends along the way. Mainly because I find it really hard to explain my feelings and shut off. So yeah I guess this is the first step to trying not to shut off the world so much. 

If anyone wants a chat, for someone to listen to them or just about anything, feel free to give me a dm. The world is a lonely place.

Have a good life