I literally have no friends. I've burned all my bridges and I'm so fucking lonely it's miserable. I end up matching with people on Tinder and Bumble and sometimes it progresses to me adding them on social media and talking on there. But everybody hates my negativity. I'm trying to change it, but it's a process, and I would really like my friends back. I've said and done shitty things online and irl, so i feel as though my reputation where I live is shit too and makes making friends even harder. I'm not close with my family either, so I'm not sure what to do.