I woke up too early because I had to pee. So I went and then after peeing I all of a sudden became too awake. Physically I know there is nothing down there. Like at all but I keep hyper fixating on my vagina. It’s driving me crazy. I feel like mentally there is something there I just want to pull out. It’s making me want to kick my legs or honestly just run away. I know I’m feeling anxious and need to go to the doctors. I need to focus on my health and change something. I want to scream. I hate that I have the urge to do something when it’s the weekend and can’t go in and then tomorrow on Monday I’ll feel fine and I won’t go. I’m so mad at myself. My bf doesn’t even wake up to help me cope. It’s already late almost afternoon and he just stayed up late last night. I wish I hadn’t woke up to pee. Maybe when his dad leaves for work I’ll go in the living room and do yoga today for a bit. I hope it helps I’ve never felt like this before and it doesn’t feel good at all. I hope this isn’t inappropriate. I do apologize I’m just going insane and no one around to talk to so I’m hyper fixating on it and I swear I know it sounds basic but my brain is yelling at me to throw my vagina across the room and the urge doesn’t stop. I know this must sound like I’m a sarcastic asshole but I swear I am not. I am a 26 year old female and I think I’m having a mini panic attack