
I feel like I miss out on life because I don’t have friends to go do things with and I don’t have family due to abuse I feel like I don’t get to have things 

When I bring this up to therapists etc I get told that I should love myself, not out my worth into others hands and that I can go do things by myself 

I’ve been to gigs etc myself before and I’ve enjoyed myself I won’t lie but isn’t sharing that moment with friends what its all about? 

When I’m happy no-ones there 

When I’m sad no-ones there 

I’m almost 35 now