So I've( 41 f)  had a lot of anxiety and stress the past few years. My husband (42m) had some mental health issues that eventually caused a fracture in his relationship with his daughter ( 19 at the time) and we haven't had much contact with her since. Hubby attempted suicide in April. Discovered my step-son (18) has been abusing percs and Coke. 
It's been a lot of stress. I've definitely been suffering with anxiety for a long time, but it's gotten worse now. I've landed a new job and I can barely control my emotions when I have to work. I'm full of anxiety- feel sick, guts start cramping, sweating and a lot of negative thoughts. 
I don't know what to do. The anxiety makes me want to stay home and avoid anything that makes me feel like this. I don't want to leave my apartment if I can avoid it. I'm on some antidepressants and anti-anxiety medication but whatever I'm feeling the past 2 weeks, is so much stronger then the meds. I'm afraid I'm heading towards a breakdown and I don't know what to do.