Okay so call me weird but when I was a kid I thought they locked the teachers up at the end of the day and then let them back out in the morning. My little kid brain didn’t grasp that they were people with their own lives and I realized I have the same thought process about my therapist. 
Obviously I don’t think they lock them up I just never put much thought into my therapist existing outside of our sessions each week. I don’t really think of him when I’m not in session but then… Like they’re a whole ass people doin’ their thing probably needing their own therapist from all this stuff that gets thrown their way. 

Also I swear all the time, mostly when I’m passionate or frustrated with something but it’s so funny to me when my therapists mirrors my language. 
It sounds so awkward coming out of his mouth that I always laugh a little bit. 

Also x2 I was today years old when I found out my therapist uses Reddit? So now I’m low key a little worried but also curious about what he does on here. 

Also x3 I really wish I had a cat. I’ve been seeing a lot of cat videos on tik tok and it makes me sad that I don’t have a little cat sidekick. I want to get one but I also need to be “responsible” or whatever. 

Also x4 i just remember that I ordered my meds two days ago and never went to pick them up. Oops lol. I’m not out yet though. 

Final also, I’ve been off work for a while because of the mania and I went back for two days and now I’m off again because I realized that I am not okay lolol. Feelin real guilty about that one. Might lose my job. Idk yet. 

Ps, if no one reads that it’s cool just pet your cats for me okay thank you tell them I said pspspspsps