Why can’t I find one who has empathy? I told one today how unwanted I feel. My own mother doesn’t seem to care whether she sees me or not. And the therapist just kept saying “oh ok.” 

I just don’t get how their patient could be visibly suffering in front of them and they have nothing to say. And I don’t mean they give me space to process, I mean acting bored and disinterested. 

I told her I was afraid we were going to end the session with the final thought being “you suck, everyone else doesn’t, get your shit together.” She said “uh… Well I Won’t say that but maybe thats what you’ll be thinking.” 

I get that we want to be challenged from time to time but can they display some empathy? Maybe we won’t always feel great leaving therapy but I would at least not like to feel worse about myself.