Basically I spent the whole day of 31st dec thinking about how if I think of a bad thing on 00:00 I’m finns start the year shit and have a shitty fucking year. I CAN’T afford to have another shit year, Tbh 2022 or 2023 may be the last year for me on this planet. I cba anymore. Guess what? As soon as the clock hit 00.00 I thought about a bad thing. Starting the year off in a shit way.