not because you're unlikable or unlovable, or because you dislike or hate yourself, but simply because there's nothing *in* you to love, or hate, or dislike, or feel anything about? you're just the outside, a face and a body and maybe a few things that you do, but if anyone ever got the chance to look past that outside, they'd see that "you" is nothing but a void, and that there's literally nothing beyond that exterior? that you're just a partial person, and just about everyone else is "more human" than you are? and worrying that maybe, other people can sense your emptiness, even if they can't really explain what it is that they feel is off about you?