So I keep having intrusive thoughts, coming up with scenarios about bad experiences happening to me (any time in my future) -- drug addiction is most frequent (with added imagination of feeling humiliated and the fear of losing control without even realizing it) -- alongside homelessness, imprisonment, getting into vehicle accidents, or some combination of the above. I've sort of gotten used to them; it's like I don't know if I want to get rid of them, or if I should (since anxiety protects against perceived threats). However, I don't have a history of encountering any of these situations, and it is tiring going through these thoughts nearly daily.