I’d been depressed for so long I had actually forgotten how it felt to be happy. Three months ago, after eight years of depression including two of therapy, I got prescribed Cymbalta, an antidepressant, and it started working after a month. These last two months have been the happiest I’ve ever had. Then two weeks ago I started feeling the old me again. Now it’s gotten to the point that I only feel utter hopelessness and the soul crushing feeling of void. I am scared I will go back to being the angry suicidal depressed useless person I’ve been for the last eight years