I'm more anxious about my every move. I feel like I have less room to enjoy my life. I long for social interaction that isn't on the job. I feel trapped with money holding me by the balls. I feel like every rude customer I come across makes me feel worse about my tendency to beat myself up. In fact, it kind of encourages me to do so.

On the plus side, I feel like my skin is getting thicker and I'm still getting the professional skills I need for when I get a future job. So there's that. 

Still though, having anxiety and ADHD is a terrible combination when you are in the fast food business.