I've taken five breaks just weed eating my lawn. I'm so tired. I can't even complete the simplest task. I had to walk away and sit on the floor in my room because it was overwhelming me. I don't want to be like this. I'm not doing good. I am thinking of quitting my job and leaving my partner today. I can resign and not worry about work anymore. I can go live out of my truck. I can leave this city and live out of my truck for as long as I can. I'll sell everything I have to get as much as I can and live far away. I can't do this. I have no one to talk to. I'm thinking it's just better that I disappear forever. I don't want to end my life, I just want to get as far away from this life as I can. I can barely sit here and type this I'm so tired. Something is wrong with me. I have never been like this