Long story short. 

I made a terrible mistake trying to do cocaine in a club bathroom while in Vegas. Got caught, tried to flush it, it didn’t flush, security saw this and I flushed it again in front of him to get rid of it in panic.

I didn’t even do any of it yet. I apologized and just asked to be kicked out. I asked the security while being escorted out the bathroom if they’re going to contact the police and if I’m going to jail. One was actually friendly and said “no we don’t contact the police for stuff like this”.

I was honest about what happened when they brought me to some other security. They took a pic of my ID and subjected me to trespassing and said if I came back they’d contact police. After that they let me go.

I’m assuming the pic of my ID was to put me on a blacklist record. But I’m still scared shitless about them reporting me to authorities.

I’m scared shitless and never doing anything illegal again. But My anxiety is through the roof about this situation, I’m constantly scared that they may actually report me after I left.

I’ve been having constant high anxiety and panic attacks since. It’s hard to function, I’m scared about being contacted by authorities. 

Ive already asked in Reddit and looked for people in other posts who’ve dealt with similar situations, most say that security in clubs most likely won’t report you to authorities for this because it’s not what they’re interested in.

Even after reading this, it’s hard to turn my brain off. I’ve worked extremely hard to be where I am professionally, if I were to face a felony I’m going to kill myself. Like fuck it’s scary to think I might be feeling this way until enough time has passed where I would be able to assume that I’m safe.

I don’t know what to do guys, any advice would be helpful.