 I wanted to share this story and maybe get some feedback to anyone who has remotely come across the same thing or if there are even any psych DRs in here or someone who studies mental health.  A little bit of back story. When I turned 25 or 26 I started not feeling myself. It felt i was in a weird "Stoned" state and it was driving me crazy. I was scared, had trouble sleeping, and did not feel myself. It's so hard to explain the feeling but, it felt like a permanent cloudy bad marijuana high is the best way i can describe it. I did smoke weed prior for a couple of years. I still don't feel 100% but, I am now 32. I am taking Sertraline 100mg a day and I have been on this for awhile. I notice my energy has been very low and I have been having a hard time not taking a nap in the middle of the day and losing interests in wanting to do things. I definitely feel MUCH better now than before I was on meds, but still not all the way and I have tried other medications that just didn't work. Prozac and Sertraline seemed to be good for me but, Prozac had me gaining a lot of weight. I also take Clonazepam. Anywhere from 1-2mg a day. Was taking 3mg but, my doctor wanted to lower it as he thought it was too high. This drug really helps when I have a cloudy feeling and it being hard for me to concentrate. But, with it being a benzo, i know its robbing me of my gamma? I think my doctor said or something like that. I have been on clonazepam for along time now and I hate to say it, but even staying at the same dose for so long, it helps when I take it. I don't know if this is a placebo effect, but it does calm me, make me feel better and help with cloudiness. That be said, I heard its bad to even say on benzos past a few months and its been a couple years and I'm nervous but I'm doing it under a doctors care. Where I am getting with this is, he recently added bupropion and I feel weird on it. But, I literally have only taken it for like two days and I feel my anxiety kind of spikes when I take it and it makes me pop a clonazepam and I have read that it can help anxiety as well. I have no idea if I am depressed or if its more on the anxiety side, but I don't have any crazy side effects like dizziness etc. But, I don't know if I should keep on trying. The dosage I am taking is 100mg SR, 1 in the morning and 1 after lunch. I know I have a psych I can talk to, but its hard to cough up money every single time and I know my mental health is more important than money, but its manageable at least for right now. I want to wait it out because I have heard amazing things. Someone I talked to said, "Zoloft saved my life, but Wellbutrin let's me live my life" and that stuck with me hard, so I am very conflicted. I have a 2 and half year old son, a beautiful wife and she has been my rock and so supportive, but I want to be the strong one for her and I want to be the role model my amazing son deserves. I went on a crazy long rant. I apologize. Wanted to share my story and any advice is appreciated.