- broken

- can't explain

- not believed

- dead inside

- manic, spending money on shit i'll never touch knowing i'll be yet again fucked at the end of the month

- hating myself for literally everything

- can't function, ever, even the basic shit is a problem for me

- no one to talk to

- gaining weight from meds which is absolutely fantastic for my bulimic tendencies

- exhausted...all.the.fucking.time

- no matter what, my brain keeps whispering that everything indeed sucks

- i don't know who i am

- i really want to clock out already

- unable to enjoy anything

- every positive future plan i make is shut down by that fucking asshole whispering with my own voice

- i want help, yet every option seems unreal to me

- splitting with everyone, even myself

- dissociation truly sucks massive sweaty balls