first and foremost, i would just like to say that i’m not self-diagnosing myself with anything!! i just need some advice/insight to what i’m going through. let me just mention that i am diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder. i have been experiencing symptoms of these things for years, maybe since 11 years old? i think i have had social anxiety since early childhood tho, but was labelled as really shy. i never came clean about these illnesses though, but a year ago (age 15) i didnt lie on the tests at the docs office and i got diagnosed. i sort of wish i never said anything tho, bc now everyones trying to force me into therapy n shit. however, ive been on maybe 5 medications within a year and none have helped at all. i’m not trying to be pessimistic, but its true. my mom thinks i may have something else like ADD, bipolar 2, or OCD since none of the meds help. i show a few symptoms of OCD, but i show a lot of symptoms of ADD. I’m not really sure if I show symptoms of bipolar or not though. like i don’t really experience extreme mania, but i do feel good sometimes, but not EXTREMELY GOOD. like i’ll go through depressive episodes but will wake up one day and decide to do a few workouts, work on my online business (which i sometimes forget abt for weeks), do some makeup, and actually take care of myself. it’s like i range from depression to normal emotions. sometimes it can be quick too like i’ll feel depressed for a few hours but then get a random spark of energy. i think this is a symptom of ADD? but idrk. also i get terribly agitated sometimes. like i’ll feel like i have a few “periods” a month. obviously i get really irritable on my period, but sometimes i’ll get like that for a few days when i’m no where near my period. literally EVERYTHING will annoy me. the way someone’s voice sounds, the background music in a song, a water bottle popping, someone sniffling or chewing or even breathing, etc. i sometimes can’t fall asleep for hours because the way my pants im wearing are folded under me (idk if this makes sense, but basically my own clothes bother me even if theyre soft) i see that it gets worse sometimes. i’m not rlly sure if it is a symptom of bipolar 2 tho? maybe OCD? i mean idrk since im not a doctor. but does anyone have a clue what’s wrong with me?? my mood swings are really affecting my relationships with people. also, ive never really drank or taken drugs which would have caused me to act like this. oh and also sometimes i feel a decreased need for sleep, like the last few nights for example