i want to just end my life. i want to leave everyone behind. i want to start fresh. i’m not in too bad debt i could probably move across the state live in my car and work a part time enough to pay my debt and food and gas. i’d piss of everyone but is at least be alone. why don’t i just kms. :/  that feeling of hopelessness is creeping up on me again. suck a shitty thing for me to be so aware that it’s all in my head and agree to it all.