I’m so tired of feeling sad, anxious and suicidal. I didn’t do anything to deserve the life I have full of suffering and loneliness. My family is shit, I have no future and hope. I just feel anger. I feel so much rage that I want to break things and I want to make my anger be known. I want to get revenge. I could honestly kill with how much hate I have right now. I am so pissed off at people putting me down in my family and I am still pissed off at people in my past who did me wrong. I want them to feel sorry and I want them to feel regret.