i am honestly really stuggling because i don’t want to but everything in my heart is saying break up with my boyfriend because he deserves better. i’m trying to hard not to. he knows i have bpd and he’s so understanding and patient about everything but i feel like i’m going to ruin him or ruin my relationship like i’ve done in the past. he’s probably the best person i’ve ever met and ever dated but i don’t want to fuck up.