My family loves and accepts me and is always there when I need them. I have an amazing gf. I have a job that can kinda suck at times. But it makes me a lot of money. I have a massive scholarship to a really good college riding on me. I have a lot of really cool friends and coworkers. I’m fit, healthy, good looking, and confident.

But I’m still feeling so unhappy. Why is this happening to me out of all people? People make fun of me whenever I talk about how I be feeling sad, depressed, anxious, let down etc.

I get made fun of a lot by people whenever I say I feel depressed often. Like I have so much, I shouldn’t be depressed.

So many people in this world, who can only dream about having all that I have. So why am I the one feeling this way? I can’t pinpoint why I feel so sad all the time. There’s nothing that can point me to it. I wish I knew. 

I feel like a scumbag for feeling this way. I don’t deserve it.