I really struggle to take criticism, today on tiktok somebody told me that my video made them uncomfortable, it was just a thirst trap video, but I’d captioned it “I don’t know if this is 18+ or not,” because it was just a video of my face, I wasn’t naked or anything but the trend had a suggestive context. A minor commented that it made them uncomfortable. Immediately I started panicking, because not only did I feel criticised/judged I also felt immense guilt/shame for having hurt another person. I immediately apologised but I then panicked that the person wouldn’t accept my apology and that my reply might make them feel even more uncomfortable, so I blocked the user and deleted the video along with privating my tiktok account. I feel terrible. I feel like a horrible human being. I know all that happened is I made someone uncomfortable but I feel guilty as though I’ve killed someone. I’ve spent all day crying because of it. Does anyone else with BPD struggle with things like this? I know I’m blowing it out of proportion by feeling this way but I can’t help it- I feel as though I’ve committed the worst act of crime possible. I feel this way any time I do something wrong