I don’t have BPD but I share some of the common traits. This is the first time in years that I really have no favorite person. I’m curious to see what other people’s experiences with this are. Personally, I find myself searching for a new favorite person all the time and wishing one would come. Which feels kinda caging. I wish I could just let myself be happy that I don’t have anyone I want to obsess over, but it’s like I need one. Also feels kinda boring.