I had a failed suicide attempt around a week ago, was taken to the hospital and was given the option to be entered into a psych ward of some type or leave it to my mom to get me into counseling and get anti-depressants.

I finally had some motivation, I’ve been feeling so depressed for years now and I thought this, this is it. I’m finally getting help and I will be okay soon, that this feeling is only temporary. Which is so rare I’ve never had that mindset before, I was promised I would get taken to a psychiatrist and entered into counseling and on medication or whatever needed to help, but it’s been over a week and nothings been done. My family says they care but here I am, it’s 4pm and I’ve basically been in bed all day. I feel worse than before, I feel more depressed and the suicidal thoughts are coming back.

I don’t know how to feel better.