I am so jealous of my friend

He does everything better than me....
Even in school I was always competing against him
He was top in our class and I came close second.
He has a great job and is great at it.

Meanwhile I have jobs that I hate.
His family is super supportive of him, they're so close
Meanwhile my family is so distant
I never see my mom...and my dad is always working


It feels like everytime something good happens in my life
Something better happens in his.....and I get so jealous.