I was born to a shitty life, parents broke all the time, moving to shelters every other year because my parents can't  pay the rent, leaving all of my friends, can't get a girl for shit, shit I don't talk to anyone at school and work fucking sucks. There is nothing good about my fucking life. Why would I want to live through 60 more years of this shit. I feel like yelling and breaking shit. I'm a Fat obese Poor fuck. I wanna drift in the ocean like a log and hope for something to drag me under. I have to put on a fake smile and endure this shit. What did I do in my past life to deserve this shit. I feel like I'm right on the edge and someone will push me and I will go falling and I won't ever get back up