I moved back to my parents a while back, and I finally (after months) have gotten to see the people I consider family. Only to have one of the people I had romantic and platonic feelings for tell me they're going to Thailand for three months. But hearing how their describing it and what they want to do with their life, there's a really good chance they may never come back.

I already grieved everyone when I had to move back to my parents, and now I'm grieving again because I still have to go back to my parents tonight... And now it's possible that I may never see one of them ever again. And I'm having a panic attack, because I want to be supportive, but I also really *really* want to beg them to stay.

I guess I'm not really looking for any advice on how to handle it, but just support of knowing I'm not alone because I feel really possessive over them and they were never even mine to begin with.