Well, where do I start..
Saturday on the couch..
I hate my life

Fat
Ugly
To lazy to do anything about it
In a relationship with a man child
Getting bullied by my own sister
Work  sucks, hate every day in new team
Broke
Don’t even start me on cost of living- I am already not heating my house..

You will ask, why not  end it?
I cannot do that to my mum
Rest, I don’t care.. but i cannot hurt her like that

She is older
Severely depressed herself
Few more years for her
Then probably 

How do I last those few years?
Fake smile and carry on gets harder by minute