So my boyfriend has been acting off recently. I won’t get into details because I want to keep this short but in the past he has got like this when depressed.

Anyway I went to his yesterday and he seemed fine. Woke up today and he isn’t putting kisses at the end of his texts to me. Something he always does. Obviously as an over thinker this makes me anxious. Recently he has been stressed with work etc and he doesn’t like Christmas so I don’t know if it’s that.

So then he just starts ignoring me completely. So I send him a message asking why he isn’t putting the kisses and he’s ignored it. I’m just at a loss for what to do because I absolutely cannot stand being ignored.

I want to be angry, but these days I’m so scared of abandonment I can’t be and I’m not sure sending more messages will even help. I’m managing to hold it together better than normal but I just don’t know what to. I can’t help feel like it’s something I’ve done, or something personal about me.