I had my first hypomanic episode in April that lasted months and I’ve been thinking about everything I did. I dyed my hair a vibrant color. Got my nose pierced. Bought 10 books. Bought 5 pieces of art. Bought a ton of clothes. Spent 4k. Transferred colleges. Broke up with a guy about 5 times. Sent so many nudes. I got pulled over for the first time. Yelled at my step mom in front of my whole family. Ran 5 miles everyday for a month straight. Switched jobs. Made major future plans. I was extremely paranoid. I texted a bunch of old friends. I posted a lot on social media. I was diagnosed with bipolar on Thursday. I’m not fully stable yet but I’m getting ok mood stabilizers soon. This has been awful.