I feel this sense of hopelessness. I have nothing to look forward to. I work hard and yet for what? Besides working to sustain the lifestyle that I want, but even with all this money, I don't feel content. I wish I have a close group of friends or things to do. Having something to look forward to makes work much more tolerable. I have work anxiety and I'm self-conscious at work because I'm not the most outgoing person, so I feel the pressure to talk to people so I don't come off as weird or as a loner. When I see people at work getting along well, I feel left out, uncomfortable and self-conscious. I want to get to know them and be a part of their group but I don't really know how to do it. I tried to be nice and friendly, striking up small talks and they reciprocate, but nothing more.  I feel like the odd one out at work and the uncomfortable feeling make work very hard and miserable. I'm jealous of people who can get along with everyone, making new friends with anyone they meet. Any advice on this?