I have peaceful life. I live with my mom, I am an only child, I feel loved most of the time. I do not get really upset about money or family issues. I never had strict rules to hold me.
I do not understand myself,what I want,who I am,what I want to do in and with my life. It is normal problems,but it has been so for me to feel this lost. I do not enjoy sports anymore,I have quit. I do not enjoy or get motivation on my art interests,i have quit. I do not get really overworked or stressed on my studies as i used to,i started to not care somehow. Even without care I am a straight A-B student but I know it will not last long. I do not enjoy hanging out with anyone anymore,I enden all friendships. My every day just repeats. Wake up at midday,eat,chores,study,eat,sleep. 
My apartment is so silent. I never watched TV I bought some weeks ago. I do not even talk to myself,only in my mind. Basically, I do not want to do anything. I even started to feel irritated when someone speaks to me,I do all my best to not to talk to anyone. I can not think about my future,myself,my interests,anything without zoning out. Everyone kind of annoy me. I can not find the problem and solve it ,because there is nothing really bad as others have. I do not have addicts to anything,I do not drink,do not smoke , do not have bad family problems and etc.
I can not even normaly form my issue, I am just so lost. I feel like a vegetable.
I think I can only sit and wait for something to happen,to change my life.
Sometimes I think I just do not have enough money and motivation to fulfill desires,but that is not it,I do not know what is this. I have full life ahead of me. I am young. I am unexperienced. I am lost. 
I started losing weight,but I eat well. I cook well, I eat only homemade food, I drink at least 1000 l of water. I only drink water. Everything I do is on auto-pilot, I can not think straight.
This note might be not well orginized, I can not think.
I apologise in advance if something someway wronged you or divalue your issues in my note