While dating my SO, they were still friends with their ex ever since I found out, my bpd has been sky high. I've obsessively been worrying that they might cheat on me. It's so bad I hate being in public with them because if we just simply walk past any women, I cant help but think they've checked her out. The emotions are so deep, I explode and accuse my SO almost every other day. I need help, I cant handle this mental torment anymore