That’s it. I miss my best friend. I have a lot to work through in my personal life and I know I made the choice to do that but distance makes the heart grow fonder and there’s no denying it. I think the hardest thing for me is realizing that I don’t have my future figured out and I don’t have a guarantee that I’ll have my best friend back. The only thing I do have is hope and faith that God will make it happen when it’s the right time for both of us. But goddamn it, if it isn’t difficult.