Basically, lately i feel like im going insane. I’m not sure how to explain it exactly but it’s like a feeling. I’ve been struggling with anorexia, MDD, DMDD and anxiety for years now. I recently lost someone important to me and everytime i see them my heart aches. Like my jaw, heart and head starts hurting and my eyes start to water. Why? I see no purpose in living or a point in living. I’m not exactly sure what i’m trying to say here but what can i do about this?