Hi friends. Title sums everything up, but I’ll elaborate. 

For as long as I can remember, I’ve always had a crush on someone or am dating someone. There has never been a time where I’m alone without daydreaming about someone for like 50% of the day. As soon as I end up not having a crush on one person, I end up meeting another person to have a crush on. I rarely act on it, but these crushes are on my mind constantly. Even if nothing has happened between us and I barely know them, I think of them all day, yearning for them and making up scenarios in my head of us being together. I’m finally out of college and living on my own for the first time as an “adult”. I’m starting to feel more ashamed of myself for having these crushes because I need to be able to focus on other things that are actually REALS. I feel like I should be mature enough to not be obsessing over made-up scenarios.

Do any of you have advice for taking your mind off of things like that? I feel like I’m being consumed by my constant, lovey feelings. I feel like a kid and like i’m manic when it comes to romance.