Im a very functional BPD and i've been doing great with recovery but sometimes i feel like my world collapses for the silliest reasons and it's very embarrassing to face it after...like the grown up side of me feels so ashamed of what happened.

Today i had an emotional breakdown because my husband brought the groceries and didn't buy my cereal and i was craving it so much (i said during the day that i craved it but I didn't even ask him to buy it for me...so embarrassing). 

Im proud because i worked myself so I didn't manipulate him and was able to realise the nonsense that was behind my feelings and get myself together fast. (Even though my feeling were real, the reason behind them was ridiculous)

Don't know, maybe i've been holding a lot of stuff and it all came out  like this....just venting because this was rare.

Have a good night