I thought I was finally ready after YEARS of wanting my septum pierced, but I got way too anxious at the thought of passing out, throwing up or bleeding a lot. So I cancelled it an hour before hand. It was meant to be my birthday present from my mum. I’m so so upset I can’t stop crying but I really couldn’t have done it, I don’t think it would have been safe to do it with me in such a state. I just want to feel normal. Normal nerves, not nerves that make my stomach hurt so bad I can’t walk, or make me not be able to speak incase I throw up. I would do anything to feel normal.