i just can’t keep living like this. i’ve tried medicine after medicine and have hated all of them. i take 0.25 alprazolam but i cant be on that forever nor do i want to rely on it as much as i already somewhat do. i’m 18 and have been on this dosage for 4 years. it’s 2:30 am i can’t breathe i’m shaking my stomach hurts i wanna stay still but i keep moving my heart is racing. i’m tired but i cant sleep i’m hungry but i don’t want to eat. i really don’t know how much longer i can keep living this way. i’m too young for this constant pain and suffering