I hate that I'll die alone. I hate DBT. I Hate that I was diagnosed after my ex left. Hate how bad I was in that relationship. I hate being alive. I hate being alone. I hate every job I've ever had. I hate that everyone else is having kids at my age. I hate that killing myself with seroquel didn't work hate my piano and my guitars. I miss my dog and I hate this life. I hate that my welfare check runs out so early. 

I hate being alive. I want to die. I miss my ex.