I get so fucking impulsive and do stupid things and waking up the next morning, hungover with your life once again in fucking shambles is just too much. This past week has just been day after day of regrets. I start to feel buzzing in the evening and then even though I know I’m gunna get drunk and do something stupid I cannot stop myself. I’ve fucked up so many relationships these past few days and idk how to fix it. I can also sense a deep depression coming so that’s fun just what the fuck is wrong with me???