I just got home from being fired. AGAIN. I woke up late and called as soon as I woke up. It doesn’t matter. I had been 10-15 minutes late a dozen other times. My boss asked me last week what was going on and I disclosed my mental health issues with her but it didn’t matter. I was late again, so that was that. I hate myself. I hate that I can’t be normal and be better at being on time or showing up at all. I hate myself for my lack of self control and not being able to ever be on time for anything. I try so fucking hard but my brain literally does not care or want to cooperate. When they fired me I asked for a second chance, I started tearing up, but it didn’t matter. I fucking hate myself.