I've come to realise over the last few weeks that I don't have a personality. Like, there's actually nothing there when you strip everything back, I just adapt and change to fit how other people are. I'm shy and awkward with my parents, but better suited with my siblings. Polite when I'm at work and to people in public. I have no friends so there's nothing needed there, and when I'm on my own, I'm either empty minded and numb or just filling the gaps with games or art. Does that make sense? I don't know if anyone else feels like that, I just had the revelation the other week and it's sort of sent me down a spiral.