i split on someone over the dumbest thing and picked a fight. i made them feel bad about themself, and it wasn’t until they voiced that that i had realized i split. i feel like a bad person. i feel like a monster. this is why i’ll never had a good relationship with anyone. even after they apologized and told me it wasn’t meant to be personal, i couldn’t stop being mean. i’ve apologized to them, but now i’ve been ignored since last night. i don’t think they’ll talk to me ever, and i don’t want to overwhelm them by messaging again. i just can’t help but to think with every hour that passes by i’m being abandoned.