My anxiety and depression is so bad and I'm really falling apart. My husband suggested that maybe I should consider an inpatient facility. We can afford it but I can't handle the thought of being away from him and my kids for 7 weeks. What if it doesn't work? What if I spend all that time away for nothing? I feel like I would be so worried about what's happening at home. I'm the one who handles everything with the kids. They are not little they will be 14 and 17 this year and I also don't want them to feel scared that their mom has to leave them but I also don't feel like I'm able to be a good mom right now anyway. 
Has anyone voluntarily gone to a treatment program??? I'm so conflicted. I am going to think about it for a couple weeks. I don't want to go before my sons birthday which is in a couple weeks. 
I just feel like I can't handle anything anymore, everything is so overwhelming :,(