I didn’t always think this way and I’m sure it’s probably all loser talk to most of you but so be it. I am a loser but I deserve to find whatever ways makes my sad life more manageable. I’m likely never going to become wealthy, be married, or have many friends but this doesn’t have to be a bad thing. I believe a miserable life ends the same way a happy one does. Alone in a casket buried six feet underground. Nothing neither positive or negative in life will matter to a dead person if they’ll have no recollection of any of it. When I go doesn’t matter either. 

I’m still going to try to find some enjoyment in life, even if this happiness is only temporary. Thinking this way only makes dealing with any pain a little more tolerable.