I’m soooo nervous. I have been seeing this guy for over a month. He wants to see me just about every day !! He is very sweet, affectionate, respectful, silly, weird in the same way I am; we mesh very well. We are not official yet, he said that it takes him a long time to make things official with a girl, he also has a lot going on in his life, medically + family-wise, etc. He has had three girlfriends in his life and 2 of them weren’t really serious. 

Last night he was over and asked “when are we hangin’ out again?” And I said “tomorrow I work til 1, then I’m going to my moms for dinner..she invited you by the way”. We’ve already discussed that our families know about each other/we told our families about each other. He smiled and said “it’s a maybe for right now”. He said he would text me today with an answer. 

I’m so scared, I hope I didn’t weird him out. He seemed a little off but I think he was just high and tired, I had asked him this question right before he left. He knows I get anxiety (clearly) and is very understanding and helpful and can tell when I’m anxious. Anyways, I’m just venting. Is it weird that I asked him that? Is the timing weird? I think I phrased it pretty well, not like “oh meet my family pls pls ahhhh” ya know. I was at my aunts birthday the other day and I saw him later in the day and I said “i would’ve invited you but my whole family was there, i didn’t wanna overwhelm you” and he said “nah i would’ve come, i don’t get weird about that, but i was hanging out with my family at that time”. 

I’ll let you guys know what the update is if you’re interested 😅