I don't have an obnoxious, antisocial personality. It's just my depression visibly seeps through me. Dozens of times I would hang out with people thinking I was just being one of the guys, only to find out later that people have commented how left a dour energy which made them uncomfortable. After this happening dozens of times I decided to do the altruistic thing and not give people the displeasure of interacting with me. I know this will hurt me significantly in the long run, but I had to consider other people's feelings first.