I 25M haven't had any sexual partners in my life, this year I started working out and learning and implementing a lot about seduction, mainly reading books suggested by people at r/seduction.

But I'm having no success/progress and as I approach age 26 I feel so devastated, lost and hopeless. I read stories at r/GoneWildStories and see how easy it is for all those people to get sex and have threesomes, cheating etc and I'm nowhere near being anyone's desire.

WHY NOT ME?

I'm also having hard time gaining weight to get attractive physique. 

no results = more and more depression, I'm losing my 20s, if I'm not destined for that kind of experiences in my life then just leave it out man, let me go, what's the point of living ...

Maybe I never learned how to flirt but I'm not that unattractive to not receive any interest from anyone, this is my second time posting this here and I don't even know what I want to hear.

I don't even get suicide thoughts anymore and my universities free counseling's reviews says it's just a surface level thing so I'm not sure if they will be able to help.

Just need someone to sit next to me and let me talk about this, to get it off my chest.