i’m really stressed out about leaving home for a second time in a week. going back to university. i had medical issues so i had to leave this past semester. it seems overwhelming and scary even though i’ve done it before. and even though i know i have some friends, i feel like i’m not GREAT friends w the people back at school because they don’t know me. like at all. they don’t know i’m crazy and have really bad issues that i’m currently working through. 

on top of that, i’ve just recently pieced together w my therapist that i’ve had some sexual abuse by a family member when i was young so there’s that. and i don’t want to go far away from my therapist when i JUST found this out. 

i feel like i’m a mess. any advice on how to get my shit together and act like a healthy, stable adult would be cool! 