he dumped me. he lead me in for a bit after to try and make me happy but he's done now. he's moving out. and sometimes it's okay because we can still be friends. he just doesn't love me romantically anymore. but I love him. I love him so much it's hard to think. I have never been in this much pain in my entire life and I can't stand it. I almost fainted yesterday because I haven't been able to eat. I was nauseous so I got up to try and get some food and I just fell. hurt the shit out of my knee but my ex helped me up and got me a bandaid and some food. what am I going to do without him? it feels like my world is crumbling and I can't go on. 