mom please forgive me for all that i am just tell me i did well and that u loved me despite all my flaws i couldn’t have asked for a better person to love me like you have 
i am so sorry i am like this im so sorry i am sorry i cant be a better daughter to you please forgive me please someone forgive me i cant tell her how sorry i am cant get out of bed, i cant move, i cant stop feeling like this,it all hurts so much
please forgive me