so, I was diagnosed with bpd/eupd a few days ago, and i don't know how to deal with it. it makes a lot of sense in my head, so i'm not totally suprised. when i was 15 i was diagnosed with depression and anxiety, and those are still theree, but when i turned 17 new symptoms appeared that i knew wasn't depression. the thing is, im 19, 20 soon, but apparently it's hard to treat until i'm 21, when i've fully developed emotionally. the problem is i'm constantly suicidal and have attempted before, so i don't feel like i can wait that long. anyway, i'm struggling to process my diagnosis ans what it means for me, how did you deal with it?

EDIT: thanks so much for your contributions guys! it's super helpful!!