I don't know if my problems in social relationships are caused by schizophrenia, or by my personality. I think which I don't have friends, and I'm sad about it. I think that I don't show symptoms of schizophrenia anymore, but I feel like people see me like someone who must stay alone. I don't know why, I would like to have many friends, a girlfriend, but I can't do it. It's a big problem because I feel really alone. I don't know how to pass my days, I stay a lot of time at home, sometimes I go outside with my family members or alone, and I walk in the central ways of my city. Days ago I didn't know what to do, and I drunk beer and smoked weed, just because I felt alone. I don't know if people who says which are my friends really think that. For example, I've asked a girl (a friend) to hangout, and she said which she's busy for 2 weeks, that she doesn't feel well, and I think that she said this only because she doesn't want to see me.
I don't know what to do.