A lot of the time when I hear people with BPD talk about their fp, it’s usually in the context of romantic relationships and sometimes friendships. 

I guess I’ve always felt alone in this as my fps have always been authority figures (usually older women). It started off as teachers in school and then good psychologists I saw. The hardest part of this is that there are such rigid boundaries, and they almost always end up leaving.

It’s also so challenging because it’s so much more bizarre having these crazy intense feelings about my psychologist, as opposed to someone I’m romantically involved in. I still feel like I live and breathe for them.

Can anyone else relate or have any thoughts?
For context, I’m 25 f, and have been struggling with BPD for 10 years now.