hi, so i kinda have a problem. i had a situationship/fuckbuddies(we never dated) with two different guys that started in Sept. 2020, and fell in love with them because i’m polygamous and they both became my Favorite Person. Now that they both abandoned me i’m like double heartbroken, but i cant hate them and i cant get over them because they still are my Favorite Person. to add to this i am also an addict. any advice would be appreciated