I live alone and work from home. I used to have a really great partner but we broke up because he doesn't love me anymore, and I don't think I'll ever forgive myself for losing him. I don't have very many close friends. The one person I know who seems to actually care lives 8 hours away.  My family members don't really 'get' me and they're on the other side of the continent anyway. 

Normally, I do get out and exercise, and I try to eat well and sleep on a regular cycle, but I haven't been going outside for walks or bike rides much lately because the weather has been really gross in my city for the last few weeks and I guess that's really getting to me. Yesterday I tried to get outside and get some fresh air and exercise but it didn't really work out and seeing all the other people out smiling with their loved ones while I was all alone made me feel even worse.

I'm not friends with any of my co workers and I'm too depressed to try and make new friends. I'm starting to feel like life isn't worth living. 

I feel worthless and hopeless. There is no love in my life, not even from friends or family.  I don't see anything positive happening in my future and I'm deeply depressed and just heartbroken, I guess. I'm thinking often about ending my life. Deep down I know that I don't want that, but I'm so lonely and unhappy that it's starting to feel like the only way to escape my grief and isolation.