Good afternoon,   


I'm writing this to navigate the areas in my head that I don't exactly know where to begin with.   


Since being diagnosed..i've felt that society and the world sees me as some kind of mutant/freak or a rabid animal that if anyone gets to that will unleash and do damage to.   I've tried to find a partner but as soon as I mention anything in regards to my BPD it's " I think it's best we look for other people."   It's upsetting because these are people I want to be with and i'm not going to force someone to like me or date me but at the same time..I don't know how I can be myself without letting that person know what's going on.