At the end of August early September my ex girlfriend ended it with me. She cut off all contact with me. 


I found out she has a new guy she’s seeing or whatever you wanna call it. 


I was heartbroken. This was over a month ago. I’ll be honest with you guys. Am I still upset about it? Yes I am. Do I want revenge? A little bit. 


But as I sit here in my church and how my Pastor is talking about how you need to let go of the past. You need to forgive. 


I use to not want to feel what hurt me but now I let myself feel it. But as I sit here wondering how to get better and how to let go of this pain that I keep stored in me I realized that I just need to let go. Not necessarily forget about it but just forgive that person for what they have put me through. 


So as I write this I just wanted to share that I’m starting to forgive. I’m starting to let go. I’m starting to realize what was done and that it’s done. There’s nothing I can do to change it. So might as well move on and let it go. 


It’s not easy but I’ll let it go. It’s been a slow process but I’m getting there and I really don’t want revenge anymore or payback. I just want to be happy. 


Stay strong my friends! Remember to let go. To forgive.