I have no irl friends, no online friends, no significant other, no close siblings. I talk to my mom and dad sometimes, and that’s literally it. I feel so empty, even my hobbies don’t feel rewarding. I dont have any way to make friends right now, I have social media but nobody seems to want to interact with me even if I reach out first. When I do have a friendship , it isn’t healthy. I feel like I am just a lost cause, sometimes I wish I didn’t even have my parents so that I could just die and not have the guilt of passing how awful I feel on to somebody else