I feel hopeless. It doesn't matter how many friends, loved ones I have; it will never be enough. It will never satisfy my need for people to love me. I feel this way yet again; whenever I make friends, or connect with other souls, I end up so painfully unsatisfied. I'm doomed to feel lonely forever. Why drag others down with me?  I should just leave them all. My heart hurts so bad. I don't want to live this way; how can I? Please help me, I'm dying inside, and I don't know if there's anything that can fix it.