I remember having energy, being outgoing. I remember being someone who wanted to share my life with others. Someone who wants to make people laugh and make them happy. Someone with a lot of love to give.

I'm so empty now. My depression episodes are slowly progressing. I used to get so lonely, desperate for human interaction.

Now I'm jusy empty.

I don't care if no one calls me (they don't anyway). I don't care if I talk to anyone (they barely reply anyway). Being distant isn't going to make them clamour around me either. I'm just going to fade into obscurity 

I am just empty

Nothingness 

I'm just waiting to die at this point