What it says on the title. I entered some very rational, deeply concentrated preparation phase for my suicide, calculating in my head whether it would work or not, how to go at it and so forth.  


I took a break from it, went downstairs to grab some apple juice to drink and it was pretty damned good. Some random pulp-included apple juice that my father buys cause he is in his health nut phase currently. The apple juice was so good it sort of threw me off, so I just went to bed, still depressed, sad and sobbing but sort of at peace.

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Thanks apple juice?