I had a psychotic breakdown yesterday after finding out my boyfriend wanted a day to himself without me. I know it was a bad thing to do but my emotions really got to me last night and I cut my legs, arms, stomach, and chest. When he found out he grew so upset with me about it the he had to cancel his plans for me which made me feel worse and I swallowed few anti-depressants and he rushed me to the hospital. He was so distant from me the whole time. when I finally got home I pretty much figured he plans on breaking up with me and the idea of it makes me feel sick.
note: I am in therapy right now with the attempts to get my BPD, depression, and anxiety in check.
TL;DR: had a psychotic episode and im pretty sure he's done with my shit.