I feel so hopeless and exhausted from what life has frown at me. I don’t have the energy to continue. 
I have let down my family and I feel a burden to my friends, it will be better if I was gone but I don’t want to die because I know my family,friends and my bf will be crushed. 
Everyday is a struggle to get out of bed and painful to get throw with the day. There are so much to live for and I want to get better but I have no support except from my bf. 

I think I want to talk to someone.