U see i made a mistake when i was 13 in solar years but 14 in my calendar which is a lunar calendar and more accurate as far as i know, anyways im so confused and i can’t really tell if i was innocent, but i do know i had the mentality of a kid about 4 months before i did my mistake when i was with no doubt just an innocent kid before i knew about sex and slurs and stuff which makes me think i understand too much to be innocent. I dunno really and i can’t find an actual solution. Sometimes i say I’m kinda guilty and sometimes i say there’s no way im guilty and it’s been killing me and no I don’t think i can just forgive my self because I myself hate those who did my mistake so i must know if i was a kid or not in order for me to forgive my self. What do yall think am I being too toxic towards my self? Lemme know. Also pls help in anyway u can this mistake has been bugging me for the last year and I can’t do my daily routines cause im stuck in this overthinking i need a solution now.