I'm 18 and I'm terrible with face to face interviews and answering questions. Whenever someone asks me a question I blank out ... like what he just said goes in one ear to the other and I forget the question because I'm so nervous about so many unessary things. It's so bad that I can't even text someone because I'm afraid that I'll say something stupid or answer something I shouldn't have, so I just avoid it. It's even hard to go shopping or even go to my gym. It makes feel unmotivated and terrible to a point where I just isolate myself from the world and live in my own bubble.
It just feels like I'm drowning in my own guilt living like a shut in while time fly by and my parents are taking care of me

I even hesitant to post this up because of my anxieties and I know that it's probably not going to change anything much.