I made a post about a week or so ago when I was really struggling. I wanted to give you guys a little bit of an update so you know what's going on. First and foremost, I'd like to thank those who reached out to me with advice or otherwise, it truly means a lot to me.

So, basically things are semi back to normal with her and I, but we're working through some of the issues we face in our lives individually and as a couple. After about a week and a half, she decided to lift the 'talk twice a week' thing because it wasn't working for her. I told her that I didn't want to be the reason she couldn't focus on herself and work at getting better with her own diagnosis and self, because I didn't want her to resent me. We had a pretty long talk about everything which was helpful, and I'm glad about it, but I also worry about her and what's going on with her. I've started to map out my own life a little more individually and I'm looking forward to some of the changes I'm making for myself. I wish that things were still a little different, but it's nice to have her here still. That's about it for now, I'll update again at some point for you guys. 