I’m almost 30, and for the past 6 or 7 years I have done very, very little with my life. I have a good job that pays pretty well, but not much else. 100% of my free time is spent in bed. Watching movies, watching porn, watching YouTube.

This isn’t life. I can feel how purposeless and miserable I am. And yet, I can’t imagine what else there is to do. I try to go places but feel bored, listless, uninterested.

I try to talk to people at work but can’t connect.

I wish I had a girlfriend but deep down I know I have absolutely nothing to offer a relationship.

I really feel like I’m fucked past the point of no return.