Man I been thru the riggers these  past eight years, been cheated on spit on lied to,but for some reason I keep trying as if I just  forgot how life just handed me another asss whooping. I SUFFER alot , not to say more than anything but just enough ,and beyond  the point of giving up, even submitted  few cult classics,  like I wanna die and no one believes in me, in this very forum, but I'm at my bottom  and I refuse  to give up. Don't know  if I'm actually gone make something shake or if this just  another depression high, but I hope it makes a difference somewhere.