I'm so scared guys I really am can't stop shaking. Recently got diagnosed with optic neuropathy and 5 years ago with type 2 diabetes I hate my life im scared that I'm trembling all the time. 

So yeah got diagnosed with optic neuropathy don't know the cause of it. But I dont have multiple sclerosis got a mri with contrast and showed no lesion so that's a plus but I read on the internet that optic neuropathy causes blindness I'm so hopeless guys I just need a hug and cry it all out my mom tries to comfort me but we both end up crying I wanna see my niece grow wanna see this beautiful world not darkness I don't know what to do I'm so frightening I ask them am I going blind and they say no I don't think soo. I'm going to see my neuro ophthalmologist  on Thursday but idk what to expect I'm so scared I can't even think straight anymore haven't eaten anything in 5 days on the fear of it affecting my eyes. It's affecting my left eye more than my right I wanna see my mother grow old dude not a image In my brain of her 😞 I wanna provide my family with wealth not to be a burden. I'm 19 BTW thanks for letting me vent here.