I hate it. It feels weird going anywhere because it makes me so uncomfortable. 

Sitting in public places or school doesn't feel right. Sometimes It gets So bad I can't move my head or my legs it feels like stone. 
Why do the others need to look at me like that?. 
When I need to talk to someone I never have talked to, my hands get shivery and my face gets all white. 
When the teacher is looking at me I get cold shivers down my spine, my legs become like jelly.

I remember in the morning going to school, and there were no seats available and a group of girls at a table, I just stood there and waited until the lesson was about to start.
Suddenly the girls beside me at the table started to laugh and get all giggly some even looking at me. I just tried ignoring it but then one of them asked me if I was a pickle. I said no and then they laughed,the other asked my name. And they laughed at it. I just did lime I don't care but deeply it affected me. Seconds later I see back before my eyes and my surroundings get all swollen and blurry. I was sweating and I didn't feel my legs. My heart started to pump very hard and my back got so hot. I kinda took myself and went outside. It was raining. But I atleast could calm down.

I hate school. This is just one of the many things that happened.