From conversing with my roomate a week ago, I acknowledged that I am pretentious and arrogant most of the time. This hit me at the point that I considered my own identity wrong. The thing is, I do feel like if I do not have interest in others, OH! I do, be, being interest in what love they can give me. This feel so out of place and wrong tho..... ):

I WANT TO BE INTERESTED IN OTHERS!!! So what im asking from all your experiences, did you ever pass thru that phase of mine or if you have anything made you get more interest towards others. English aint my native, o im saying like if its possible to be more interest in what life offers, in that way if that make more sense, im not saying i want to be interested, im saying i want interested in people, gosh, im writing my best rn ahha (:

Thank you for any answers! Love to Yalls &lt;3