fuck everything I'm so fucking angry. First you want to stick me in a mentally hospital I LEGALLY cannot get out of, charge me 30k for it, and then you tell me I need to pay $400 DOLLARS PER OUTPATIENT THERAPY SESSION? GOD DAMN IT. The lowest cost I could find around here was $300 a visit, and that's even with them taking into account the fact that my parents don't have health insurance. I am literally going to die from this due to how expensive mental healthcare and insurance is. Fuck living in America oh my god. Not to mention I didn't even get help in the mental hospital, it actually made me worse. It's sickening watching an 8 year old mentally challenged boy get slapped and screamed at by a staff member all because he didn't want to say "yes ma'am" to her. Idk, I feel very lost. I can't get over this myself, and doctors have been proven to be worthless so far. I'm convinced I'm going to either overdose or kill myself before I'm able to seek help. This sucks