Guys I've had it.
I just dont know what to do.
With anything.
I dont understand life as an adult or how to live it properly.
I don't understand life at all anymore.

Nothing makes sense and everything just stings or hurts like hell.

I just had a mental breakdown over a fricking game.
I think that's the lowest I've ever been.

I'm putting this here because none of you will care.
That means I have at least some level of anonymity and I need to put this somewhere.

I dont know what I'm gonna do but I have to do something  because whatever I'm doing is only making things worse.

Hope this is okay to post here.