I’ve known since high school I have mental health issues such as anxiety and depression. And I saw a counsellor in high school but they brushed it off as high school just being difficult. And now 3 years later I’m still struggling. I’ve learnt how to calm myself most of the time so it never goes as far as it did in high school. And I know I need help but I don’t think I’m ready to get help I feel so overwhelmed with life at the moment and forcing myself to see someone just seems impossible. 
Is it stupid to wait until I feel ready. Or will I ever even feel ready.