I feel myself getting bad again. My boyfriend moved out after living together for over a year. I see him on the weekends, but he was my biggest help with my anxiety. I felt so safe with him. 
I live away from my parents for college, and I’ve been here for over a year and still haven’t made any friends. I don’t know how to. I feel so lonely and I have no one to talk to. I turn to Reddit threads to maybe have some interactions with people. I miss my mom and my dad and I want to move back home but it’s not an option right now. I’m broke and I’ve been trying to find a job which is just adding on to the stress. I had a job here previously but my anxiety got so bad everytime I would have to go to work, and it was a toxic environment so I left. 
I live with my brother who just goes to work comes home and sleeps. I’m tired of living this same constant loop. I cry at night because I feel so lonely. It’s crazy how I live in such a big city but still haven’t made a friend. I don’t know how much longer I can do this. I can’t move home because I have classes to go to, but I know I would feel much happier back home. I can feel my boyfriend getting more tired of me each day because all I do is cry and I can’t control it. I’m anxious all of the time and I just don’t know what to do. I feel so lonely.