I just had to ask my girlfriend to go home because i was having a bad panic attack and needed some space. She’s so understanding, and is now driving an hour and 30 minutes back home after driving here a few hours ago. all because i was freaking out. I can not continue to do this to her, she does so much for me, and i can’t show her proper love/care because i’m always in a state of panic. I can’t imagine living with her while im like this. Idk what to do