Almost got BaWoke up getting bitched at by my boyfriend oh how i wish I could disappear from this toxic relationship. Locked me out with no shoes or phone so i had to scream and bang for him to open. I never asked for this abuse. My jaw is out of place from him smacking me around.  Police took me home. Bruised up on my back from my bf throwing me on metal dumbbells. Under my chin is black from who knows what. Nose bridge cut up and swollen from bashing my head through a broken door. I hate myself. I would have loved if the nice officer lady took me to the hospital to get my brain checked out if i didnt need fucking parental consent. I need fucking help i want a way out i hate this world i hate this city i hate my life i want to leave this fucking body forever