So, it's been awhile since this has happened, but I'm still processing it.

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I'm pretty sure I went through a mental break a bit ago due to a few traumatic/dramatic events that have happened in my life recently. I did not process correctly and just shoved everything down/ignored my emotions, pretending that I was okay.

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What ensued was SEVERE anxiety and depression for a long time that took complete control. I couldn't get out of bed for weeks and felt as though I was not in my own body at times. As somebody who is usually very level headed, I was not okay.

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Prior to this I had struck up a friendship about half a year ago at the time and really liked this person. They knew about a majority of what had happened and expressed empathy. Unfortunately, my anxiety caused me to develop a neediness towards them that while wasn't as bad as I have seen from others, it was extremely out of character and probably blindsided this person, causing them to ignore me and therefore making my anxiety worse.

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When I started to come out of it, I realized what had happened and tried my best to apologize. They accepted the apology then completely cut off contact, blocking my number before I could respond and making it so there is no further discussion.

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While I'm completely aware that this person does not owe me anything, it hurts that somebody who said they considered me a friend could drop me so abruptly. I'm humiliated and hurt at the situation and it's taking up so much room in my head I don't know what to do.