For roughly the past 8 1/2 years I’ve been feeling very numb and empty frequently having breakdowns and then last halloween I met my ex and we lasted up until 2 weeks ago and he really helped me through everything I was going through and I still love him and he loves me but we broke up for personal reasons, but I don’t know what’s wrong I’m just upset, I have the person I love, I have friends, I have money, I do well with my studies but I don’t know what it is or how I’m going to get through it and many people have told me time and time again to go and see a psychiatrist but I’m too scared if I go my family will find out, even though I’ve been wanting to go for years, I don’t like to trouble people with my problems and how I’m feeling I prefer to get through it alone but without feeling alone, I just need advice of how I can feel better or fix my problems if anyone can offer any please