It wasn’t huge. My dad woke me up saying that I needed to do this and that immediately, he opened the windows of my bedroom and my door. I woke up stressed by the situation but when I saw them (my dad and his girlfriend) touching, moving my stuff from my other bedroom, I lost it. My mom moved out of this house in august/september and I don’t really like his gf and one of their daughters. I told him I can tolerate one whole day with her (since I feel uncomfortable) and she’s been at my house since FRIDAY!! 4-5 days of being unconfortable in my own house. And monday I had to take my emergency meds to be able to sleep, with Halloween I became really sad because it showed me I didn’t matter and didn’t have any friends. It was a lot of things that contributed to my breakdown. I won’t get in details about my crisis but I self harmed for the first time in months, spent the hole day thinking about dying and I’m afraid I’ll have to take meds regularly again.