I keep so many photos of these people on my phone because I want to be like them. There's so many. I want to be like them so much and I don't know why I'm like this. I've always been obsessed with people since I was younger. I have never been able to bring myself to talk to my therapist about this because it's so creepy and weird. I'm always thinking about how I can be like them too. When i choose out my clothes, I'm trying to think about what they'd wear. I try to act like them and copy almost everything they do. I've never known why I do this. I'm always fantasising about being them or being like them.

 I had a crush on this guy and it completely preoccupied my life to the point where I couldn't even sleep. I don't know if anyone will see this but what should I do about this and is anyone else like this