Recently I have been doing really well since I had a very large bout of intense suicidal thoughts around 8 months ago. Had therapy and been on sertraline for 8 months, 100mg, enjoying work since I’ve moved jobs and found someone I really like, however, had 3 drinks last night and today I feel like I’m back to square one. Massive panic attacks and suicidal thoughts. Has anyone else experienced this? Can’t look to the future without feeling sick