so, just giving you some context: in my country we have this test to get into uni (kinda like the SAT but worse), and tomorrow is the day i’ll take the test. the covid cases are increasing here and things are getting much worse (i’m from brasil), i’m going to take a 5 hours long test while using a mask. no ar conditioner nor fans are allowed, it’s gonna be fucking hot and i’m afraid i won’t be able to focus on the test. not just that, but also being afraid of getting covid.

during the week there were some discussions about cancelling or not the exam, the government decided to not cancel it (yeah they want us to fucking die). now i’m overthinking about everything that can happen to me and if i should go or not. 

part of me wants to go cos i’ve studied for a year for this exam but the other part of me thinks i should stay at home and protect myself and my family. sigh...