There are many idea's in the world. Many religions and movements that promise freedom, spirituality and safety.

The idea that a unseen being leads us, that it shows the way to live. It seems all just a escapisme, its like watching a movie or playing a game, reading a book or escaping into drugs or alcohol. A way to bring your mind to a other place. A way to escape the way you think to not think about the world or your own problems. A way to blame something else because "its all in the plan of god. So it should be this way" then you fall back into your way of living. So things never change, because why would you? Its all in the plan. A escape from reality. But as we all know, deep inside, things wont change untill we change ourselfs. A thing that is very hard to do. Because change is scary, change is hard, change is work. 

We are all lazy in our own way. We know we need to change but then we need to do the work. And work is hard, its tiresome. So its easy to stay the same and not change. We are all just scared and lazy to change. It may sound hard and unpleasant. But deep down we all know the truth. Scared and lazy.. But if we only knew, that we are capable of change. If we just put the effort into it. Its not easy. Its not fun and its hard work. But to enjoy our life, we have to be true to ourself. What do we enjoy, what is important in our own lifes?

Do what you enjoy, try new things, dance the morning away, play games all night, go to friends and just be who you want to be. If its hard to do. Do small steps. If you like sweets,  eat them and enjoy the taste, try making some yourself. Dont think i wont be able to do it. No just try it. Make them and be proud of yourself for trying. Enjoy clothes? Why not try to make  something yourself? Even if its just a coloured sock. Why not try it? What do you have to lose? Its something you enjoy, its something you want to do.. Do it. 

This was my rambling. This was something i wanted to do. So i did it. And i enjoyed it.