Sorry, english is not my first language.

Last year on christmas I went to a friends and we celebrated.

I had done amphetamine countless times before and on that night I think i overdid it for myself a little bit.

I drove home in the morning and suddenly my vision starts going black( like when you stand up too fast)

Then my left arm went completely numb and I felt my heart stop for a few seconds. During the time it was stopped I felt like I breathed for nothing? My heart then started beating again.

I managed to drive myself home and then called my mother, who later took me to a hospital.

The doctors hooked me up to an ecg and all other kinds of machines. I was told later that it was too much drugs and everything seems okay. I was sent home the same day.

Now Im constantly worried about suddenly having a heart attack. I have chest pain and sometimes extreme shortness of breath( I think its from panic).

Im constantly anxious and on the brink of panic.

I feel like my nervous system has gone haywire from constant stress and anxiety and im having muscle jerks and ticks all the time, insomnia etc.

Havent taken any drugs since.

Sorry for the long text but I had to share all my thoughts here. Thank you for taking the time to read this.