So the thing is, when someone hurts me, its makes them turn into my enemy in my head. And all the love, mercy, friendship i felt towards them turns into revenge and menace and pure hatred. Like i wish the person died. Like i just want to claw their face off and let them live on with an unrecognizable face. Thats how evil amd revengeful i am. 

Right now there is an asshole colleague who ruined my work schedule because every month she takes 12 days off for any and every flu. And she is a toxic bitch. And i never talked to her because i know what would happen when i get angry and also bc she is very selfish and toxic. But she ruined my schedule and i let the other shit slide until now. But now ill take revenge for EVERYRHING she has done to me. And shes done a lot, believe me. I just stayed away to make it a teamwork but she is impossible to bear and handle. Entitled fat bitch.(no offense i myself am chubby)

Is any of you have the same feelings when angry?