I've been debating with myself as to why should I ask if this is a problem. I try to be rational about my anxiety and depression, I take my medicines otherwise I get low energy and my head feels heavy and cloudy. That's all good, because I realise that my body needs this help to function more efficiently, however, I realised that no amount of medicine will make me feel different concerning the way I relate to other people and the way I see myself. 
I've gotten to a point where physical symptoms don't scare me as they used to because I've acknowledged them and I decided to work with what I've got (rather than wish to be different) and to be fair I don't really mind the feeling of boredom or anger that fills my thoughts so often. I guess that is why I was and am so reluctant to disclose it anymore with anyone really. 
I write this because I wanted to ask anyone with more experience or who has been through psychotherapy or any other kind of treatment, if this disorder is actually my personality, can I change it? Did anyone ever repair theirs? 