I have a flight scheduled next week to visit my long distance boyfriend. I’ve been looking forward to this for a month but I have so much anxiety because of it as well. It’s not so much the traveling that makes me anxious, but it’s just my fear of something going wrong and getting in the way of it even though it’s literally just a week away now. 

I’ve had chest pains and shortness of breath on and off for two weeks now and it sucks. I’m sure it’s because of the anxiety and I wouldn’t be surprised if they went away the minute I land and start my trip. It’s just so annoying because I want to be excited but instead I feel like shit and want the day to arrive so I can relax a bit