I’m at the point now to where I want to end my life. I try to do the right things and I try not to bother anyone but all I ever get is hate and negativity thrown my way. No matter what I do it’s always the same. People go out of their way to be mean to me and just disrespect me because I won’t do what they want me to do. All people ever want to do is get me to be something I’m not and manipulate me to their needs because they think they can’t and when they can’t they just try to tear me down. I thought I had talents but I get no support. Im just a wasted talent and potential. My life doesn’t make sense. People even tell me I should be the best at this and that or they assume I’m winning at everything but it’s like I lost my touch with everything. Everything in my life has fallen apart and no one cares about me. I get treated like dirt and constantly have people lie on me and make it seem like I’m just crazy everytime I stand up for myself or they think I’m just arrogant so they just hate me for no reason. It’s over for me. I’ve been through too much and I’ve worked too hard and have nothing to show for it. I’ve had to start over way too many times and honestly overall I’m just tired