By this I mean I watch stuff like cold cases being solved, internet mysteries, and stories about murders. The reason I mention this is because sometimes after watching these I get severe anxiety. I hate it, as I absolutely love and am intrigued by these. Yet I continue to watch them, and get anxiety. Not all the time though, and it only happens after I watched them. I feel nothing during, but after is when it starts.

I got out the the shower and my heart was racing and I felt as though I was being watched. There is a window in the bathroom, I hate it but thankfully it has blinds. And I kept seeing figures in the dark, either directly in front of me or in the corner of my eyes. Also I feel like I’m going to die. This happened after I watched some of the videos mentioned above. I feel stupid and edgy just typing it out.

It doesn’t matter if I watch it in the morning or late at night, the feeling is there, only the time I feel it changes. I’ve felt this before but sometimes it just comes back, for reasons like the one I mentioned. If you take time to read this thank you. I usually post these before I got to sleep so I’m sorry if I don’t reply to any comments, and I may delete it in the morning if I feel stupid enough.