For some back story two years ago I decided to start my own business in marketing and content creations. I really thought it was over after the pandemic and was so anxious. 

I recently I got my dream job for a huge theatre show like Sleep No More. I've been asked to film, edit and direct their new Tik Tok account for this huge production.

 Now I can't stop literally breaking apart if the numbers are not good on videos and if we don't get followers. I LOVE  my content but why am I so sure I'll fail. It makes me sad because I stay up late looking at numbers thinking my work is not good enough. I didn't know getting my dream job would cause more anxiety when I thought it would be the thing to fix it.