Tuesday afternoon I watched a really weird kind of freaky movie called “Run” about a girl who’s mother gave her weird medication all her life to make her disabled so she could live with her forever. It was really messed up and after watching it, I was super uncomfortable and anxious. I just woke up in the middle of the night from a dream that kind of had to do with this. I don’t remember anything from this dream except my mom was there and I was screaming and crying and she was gaslighting me in front of someone else that I had mental issues when SHE was the one who was making me so upset. But I don’t know why I was upset, I don’t remember. All I do know, is that when I woke up my throat was soar and my eyes were wet and tired as if I’d been screaming and crying. I don’t remember anything from what happened while I was asleep and it reminds me a lot of something that almost happened in the film so I can’t help but feel paranoid right now and I can’t go back to sleep without feeling worse.