I'm not exactly sure if I have BPD, but I definitely have some symptoms. My bf/FP and I have been together for nearly half a year. We are in a long distance relationship. Recently we've begun to have some problems, and we haven't been talking as much. It's like we are having a hard time connecting. We've both noticed this, and promised to try harder multiple times. But nothing is working. Due to my neediness, it bothers me extremely and I spend every second of every day worrying about it. Yesterday I mentioned it yet again, and he basically said it's fine if we don't talk as much, as long as we still love each other. I naturally saw this as an abandonment, and began splitting. I ghosted him for the rest of the day. It just seemed like he didn't care anymore. Later he said he just wants our relationship to go naturally and not be forced. I responded sarcastically. Now he thinks I'm blaming him for everything, when internally I'm tearing myself to pieces. This is my fault. I can't do anything right. And I'm so scared. If I do have BPD, will I ever have a stable relationship? I honestly don't know what to do or say anymore. I just...can't lose him.