I have no real goals. I just want a happy and stable home and a spouse who will never leave me. I’d have no problem being a stay at home dad, or being an uber driver or working at mcdonald’s or walmart, i don’t fucking care about money or having a good job I just want to be fucking married. Is it fucked up to literally KNOW that codependent relationships are “unhealthy” but to want it anyway? Like, I can’t lie to myself anymore, I absolutely want a relationship where we depend on each other heavily, where we spend almost all of our time together and where we are inseparable, I want a codependent relationship. I am an endless void of needing love and affection. I’m currently with someone who is amazing and lovely but for a variety of (totally valid) reasons, is not particularly affectionate. I love them so so so much but it’s so hard to feel like i’m starved of affection at all times. I don’t know what to do. I just want to be married, I just want to stop worrying about being abandoned