Life is being too much right now. I am 29 (f). Married with a wonderful husband I know would do anything to see me happy. And I am ceramist. Lately I just can't deal with life anymore. It is too much. I feel deadlines piling up, I feel debt suffocating me, I feel like there is no way out. 
I should feel very lucky, my family loves me, my husband loves me, I am alive. But I really feel life suffocating me too much and nowhere to bent.
I had ADD, have dealt with anxiety and depression for a long time and almost lost my life last year because an exploded gallbladder. 
I've had 4 surgeries since last September (which my insurance decided last minute to not cover, so there's that gigantic debt + my student loan), I don't sleep because my anxiety is through the roof. Late in all my deadlines but feel like I can't even work. I can't tell anyone because I know my husband will try to make everything better but I am tired of being a burden. 
I realized today that I've been on survival mode for the past 3 months and I don't know. Right know I can't even sleep because my anxiety is so hard I feel like I can't even start to think because I don't know how to start. It is just too much.
How people deal with life?