I don't understand why I feel this way, well in a way I do. Alot of it is because of college but even if I do somehow find a new course, apprenticeship or just start working, I know deep down that isn't going to fix any of my problems. Me dropping out isn't going to solve anything. Why do I feel so unhappy and empty all the time? I feel like at times I don't even know myself. Tired of it all and just want a way out of it.