Naturally I’m a loud and hyper person, this is my personality. When I’m happy I tend to go all over the place, making a lot of jokes, jumping around, and be ‘social’. I‘m an extrovert and I would rather be outside than in, since being inside makes my anxiety worse.

I have anxiety about death and losing everything I have, recently I’ve been in a bad spot and I’m getting better, but now when I’m going to my normal self again, anxiety is saying this is not normal. I’m too ‘hyper’ and my mood changes a lot when I have anxiety. One second I’m trying to be happy and the next I’m scared. My anxiety is saying this is not normal and being loud and social even at home is not what people do. I’m scared I have a bipolar disorder or any type of disorder that will make me go psycho. Is anyone else naturally loud and social? Or am I suffering from a mental disorder?