I’m a stupid lonely piece of shit no one is ever gonna love me or want to my friend I’m just going to be forced to watch all my family and friends slowly abandon me when I get to sad and difficult to be around I just want to die I’m so lonely and depressed I just can’t keep going I’m only 18 and I already feel like I’ve completely failed in every aspect of life I’m a virgin and no woman’s ever gonna want me I’m not going to university because I’m stupid brainless worthless talent less un focused  waste of space nothing matters im gonna be poor and lonely for the rest of my miserable life so I should just die now end the pain before it gets even worse no one can convince my life is worth living im short ugly stupid small dicked witless charmless brain dead disgusting perverted desperate ugly waste of skin to ever be born the only thing I do all day is play video games and watch anime because I need to escape reality imagine im a better stronger person in a world where I matter and I have friends and I get to fall in love and get married and raise kids like I could never to do in real life and I just imagine im with these anime girls because they can’t hurt me or leave me there perfect and sweet and beautiful and perfect but in real life no woman could ever possible love me so I’m just gonna die not like anyone will care anyways but I’m to scared and pathetic to do it what makes it even more pathetic is that I’m not poor or homeless or mentally I’ll I’m just spoiled narcissistic piece of shit who wants everything handed to me on a silver platter because I’m to lazy and useless to anything by my self