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It’s been a really tough seven years. It feels like my life is on a  permanent pause button, and I don’t know how to get it going again. My  brain is always running this ‘panic’ engine that I can’t shut off. And  I’ve tried a *lot* to lessen the symptoms. 

I’m  approaching my thirties, but I’m still unemployed and mooching off my  parents. I once vowed I’d never become the person I am now. It’s  humiliating, but also enlightening. 

It’s become clear that I  need a lot of help, if I ever hope to feel comfortable again. Please  spread the word. Spread this comic, spread my story. I want to find more  advice and community and hope. 

Thank you, and if you ever wanna talk, feel free to reach out!