Idk, getting attached to anyone who shows me attention/kindness sounds a little bit better than not being able to get attached to hardly anyone.

I kinda wish I could get feelings for any sub par looking man who tells me I’m pretty or asks me on a date. Instead I just ignore everyone so I can sit here by myself and stare at the walls.

I wish I could feel that “THIS IS TOTALLY THE ONE WHOS GOING TO WORK OUT” feeling over and over again. Next month i’ll have been single for 6 months, haven’t “talked” to, gone on a date with, or hooked up with anyone new in that time. I wonder why this bpd trait skipped over me.

I mean yeah, my last relationship traumatized the hell out of me, but I wish I could forget that just because some rando said I’m beautiful.