Another day where I would have love my parents use a condom or abort me, 
I’m fucking tired of having to put a fake smile at home at work, having to pay taxes, having to live, having to pretend that I want to be here or be alive. 

Guess I’m just gonna cope that with a huge amount of weed and hash and do nothing because I’m pretty good at that. 

Top of that I’m struggling for finding a house because I own my company and I’m young. 

I don’t cross the line for my 4 little sisters they don’t have to suffer because I can’t deal with it anymore so guess I still have endless shitty days and nights to “live”.