On paper my life is pretty good, just finished school and got into a good college (im doing a computers major degree) but im just sad all the time... i just feel disconnected from reality like i have no real purpose. cant seem to focus on anything except mindlessly browsing youtube and social media even when i know i have work. and my grades have been suffering. even though ive gotten good grades my whole life im actually failing a course. that wouldve made me freak out like 6 months back but now its just like okay... guess ill fail. i dont know whats wrong with me why am i doing this to myself