I havent cut myself in 1 month im so happy rn ive fazed it out my life entirly i dont even think about it. i feel like i out grew it. I started during the holiday i cant even remember why now id turned 13 not that long ago and it made me so happy but now i realise i was a fucking idiot. The thing that makes me happiest now is my friend's (i know it seems dumb but here me out) they seem to always be happy it was almost impossible to be sad. My advice for anyone going what i was going through is to smile everything is what you make out of it smile more trust me on that. "fake it till you make it" doesnt just work for confidence im not promising you will get better but i did.

This is probs my last post i dont need to vent its a chapter of my life im leaving closed.
Cya 😁😁😁