I can’t stop having a massive breakdown everyday to the point where I have slurred speech blurred vision and wobbly legs, I get physically sick. 

Last night my bf had to cancel plans and it made me so mad I had a full rage I blacked out im bipolar 1 btw, I’m fully unmedicated rn,I got prescribed seroquel from the hospital when I was there but I have such a bad fear of taking it, I’m truly lost