21F. I have bad OCD. I recently had a wave of POCD when I remembered this incident when I was 16 of a 12 year old boy pressing against my breast in the bus. I was super worried about it. A few months back I was in the car and my mom was sitting next to me. I tried to recreate the bus incident by pressing my breast against her arm or pressing my arm on her breast to see if it aroused me or to check if that ever happened before. I cant remember the specifics because it was very subtle and we were sitting super close. My mom didn't even notice it. However, I molested her didn't I?