i did something that really upset my fp/ boyfriend. we haven't talked about it, he said we'll talk about it later. he needs time when he is angry so I will not text him first to not like make him even more annoyed with me. last night, we had a short chat and he texted ily but I don't completely believe that, he seemed so angry.

I've been checking my messages all day but he isn't texting me. I feel so hopeless. I have cried so many times today. I just want to talk to him, I want to resolve this.

I don't get what is going on. last time when he was really angry at me (for something bigger, at least in my opinion), he like calmed down way quicker and we talked normally again. that he now has been angry for 3 days makes me think he really hates me now and doesn't want to be with me anymore. and that I don't know that also makes me feel anxious and nervous, my body feels weak and my stomach hurts.

I am ashamed I let another person have so much control over me, but I can't stop. This is like one of the worst things I can imagine and I feel like I can only feel pain right now. I know I'm being so dramatic right now but I can't. stop. I hate that I am like this