I know I’m only 16 and life is a gift but everyday I wake up hoping it’s my last, that I sum up the courage to kms, but I never do, I feel worthless. I’m just taking up space, my own “friends” never even talk to me, in the past 5 months I’ve gotten maybe 3 texts from them? 

I even told 2 about my depression and suicidal thoughts, 1 tried to care but was really bad at it and made things worse, the 2nd just said that she understand but then also made it worse. I’ve been told I should kill my self, that I’m worthless, lazy, a failure. I’m tired of it all I just wish I could just get the courage to kms, I know my parents would be heart broken, but that’s really it. I don’t think anyone else would care. It would be for the best anyway, I wanna do it on Valentine’s Day, but I’m useless and weak. I probably won’t, but maybe for once I’ll have some good luck.