But I have no clue where to even begin. Everything started so slowly, but now I'm in this fucking depression hole for a few years now and have no clue how to climb out of it. I want to feel something again when I do the things I love, but I just can't. What are the starting steps I need to take to get out of this shithole? Is it just finding a therapist and speaking with them? Sounds so simple, but at the same time extremely scary.  
TLDR: I want to start getting help, but have absolutely no clue where to start

M 21

Thanks in advance!