After months and months of toxicity (due to my behaviour) my ex has finally decided he’s had enough of my shit and cut me out for good. I’m so devastated , I can’t calm down I’m so obsessed with him (i know it’s not healthy) and I can’t even bare the thought of a future without him in it. I totally respect his decision because I am a total train wreck and wouldn’t have stuck around for half as long as him... however that doesn’t make it easier to deal with. Does anyone here have any experience or advice to try and move forward through this? I just don’t know what to do. Many thanks in advance . 