I've already been stressed, fighting my insurance for my medication that I've been taking for months, my job, health, issued at home, etc.

So I had a bpd episode and autistic meltdown right after each other. My partner get mad at me for not telling them what was wrong, then for telling them what was happening and going on. 

I was honest, I was and still am self harmy and suicidal. They told me to stop feeling sorry for myself and get over it, that I have things to do and have to push through regardless of how I feel. 

I split, I'm feeling worse and I'm getting close to relapsing now that they're asleep.