I read (against explicit instructions not to) a psych report to my gp. "No longer meets the criteria for BPD". Does this mean that I am considered cured? In remission? Never had it, was misdiagnosed ? Will BPD stay on the list forever? How 'borderliney' is it to admit that I read it, and to ask my pdoc about it? 


Basically I don't want to have a diagnosis of BPD and have never been told outright that I have it.
 I am paranoid it will be used against me.


My Pdoc had recently said that I have made a lot of progress over the last 2 years, especially depression, mood swings and paranoia and can move on to a psychologist, she will provide my file. 


