So my boyfriend (24) and I (25) moved in with his parents to save and pay off debt that we have. My depression kept getting worse and worse. I tried working but was really struggling and called in a lot. I didnt/dont want to do anything else but lay in bed. Last monday i was hospitalized because of suicidal ideation. I came home and have since scheduled a PHP. I  was told that I had to move in with my mom on Sunday. I was told I had to move and there wasnt anymore conversation. It was pretty much "i cant do this anymore, you have to go live with your mom and if you cant do that you and *ny bf* will have to figure something out" it was such an abrupt conversation. I should also add that; my bf is still living with his parents so being apart from my biggest support is definitely not helping. I also hate to put him in the middle but i just wish he wouldve put up a fight a little for me to stay. 

My mom just doesnt have the space and i would be far more unhappy there. Dont get me wrong we have a great relationship. The household as a whole is too hectic. There are still kids in middle school. Its a full housefold, whereas my in laws have kids that have all moved out. I have my own area and my own room at the in laws. I just feel so betrayed, hurt, angry. I was told they would help me and my boyfriend. Ive been told from my bf my in laws side and their reasoning but honestly i dont care what their reasoning is. Im so angry. Im sorry if it doesnt really make sense. I havent had a clear head since sunday when i was told that. I just want to stop thinking about it. Im tired of crying all day everyday because of the betrayal feeling. Im just done. I dont care to see either of them anytime soon.