I'm sure everyone goes through that.

When my SO ask me how Im doing, I just don't know what to answer. Do I feel better? Is this an illusion? Am I convincing myself that I'm doing better?

I had a few extreme anxiety attacks and I wonder how "real" are they. It feels like the medication makes me much more sensitive to stress. I know it's one of the side effects of the medication in the first weeks. So when I feel a pain in my chest and can't breath, is it me or the pills that cause it? Is it real pain or just an illusion? 

This "experiment" made me realize how terrifyingly malleable our mind is. Woah 🤯