I know I’m not alone here when I say when I feel like I have control over my life I do my absolute best to be nice and kid to everyone I meet. I make friends, I’m helpful and I reach out as much as I can (though I’m fairly shy anyway) but people usually like me. I think because they see I’m actually putting in effort into being kind. 

But then my mood shifts and idgaf about anyone and I make terrible decisions that I know will hurt people or upset people and I just don’t care and it’s like ????

I’m the opposite of a sour patch kid. First I’m sweet then I’m sour... then I’m sweet again until I’m sour again? 

Anyway. Am I alone here?