Who could've thought haha. Sorry, just venting. 

I now have extreme health anxiety (again! after such a long time of mental peace) and am disappointed in literally everything. A week has passed and my nerves are still tense like strings, even though actually things are finally working out so very good for me. 

I'm visiting my therapist on Friday but I'm very angry at myself bc I knew I shouldn't have abused anything. 

Remember, my dear kin, psychoactive stuff never helps in the long run. Keep away from it.