I made a stupid decision yesterday. I was going to read a book and the charters name was the same as my fp. I didn't even read the book I looked on insta try to find my fp account. I dmed them and no response. I met them php months ago they probably barely remember me, yet I haven't been able to get out of bed today because I feel so crushed that they didn't respond. The worst thing is I was finally starting to feel good now I've gone and screwed everything up. Has this happened to anyone else here. And how should I cope.