I am now 23 years old and currently stuck in my university life. Because of covid and political situation in my country, school's been closed for 3 years now. And I had failed my 4th university year twice. I have no interest in what I am learning and I was kind of forced to attend it due to my parents. I can't find what my passion is and what I want to do. Days by days, I feel like my life is becoming nothing. Same morning and same nights. And my parents always ( everyday ) says how they provided me and how I am a disappointment for them. I already told them that I have no absolute interest in what I am attending and yet they kept sending me back there because that degree will make me " win life ". I tried searching new hobbies and interests and yet I can't seem to find one which suits well with me. I am definitely lost. I feel no meaning to live any further.