This is just one thing I can never understand. Like it legitimately gives me depression. 

I (26M), wouldn’t say that I have been an easy going person for others throughout my life. I’ve done some very very stupid things especially in my teens but I kinda always respected the emotions of other people around me in a way that I didn’t try to please them but I didn’t break them either. Fast forward today, I would consider myself as depressive but deep down knowing that better days are coming. I feel so lonely tho sometimes. I feel like I can’t connect with the majority of people. Most of them don’t think rationally and act irresponsibly. I’ve been hurt by the closest people I have ever had in my life (guess who, my ex gf) but these things happen.

They all come into an end. One thing I am proud of, is that my closest friends, my mom and my brother love me and respect me a lot because of my actions towards them. Keeping my word, showing up and supporting towards bad times are standard things I have done for them. But this is not enough. Sometimes I feel that they don’t understand me.

Guess that I’m the problem and I’ll end up single forever 😄