TW: self harm
I really feel so lost and incredibly alone. I started self harming again because my emotional support animal can’t live with me. This dog is the most amazing being on the planet he has saved my life so so many times. I moved because I got a really good job in the city. BUT I am looking to move to a new place so my dog can live with me but living without my emotional support dog is so freaking hard. I can’t be alone so I rely on my SO for emotional help but really I just need my dog by my side he is staying at my parents who have an amazing yard and lots of fun walks and friends so he’s happy but I really need him and I know he misses me. When I was crying he would lift up my head with his nose and lick my face and do spins to make me laugh. Straight out of a happy movie. I miss him.

I want to cut so bad but I haven’t in a while now I just punch or slap myself. Anyone have an emotional support animal?