I can't seperate emotions from my episodes 

Flat as I can make it: sister threatened to stab me in the face when I brought up she owes me $4.50 for her Spotify account 😀😀😀😀 verbatim her words "You really make me want to stab you in your face" 

With my mother to back me up cuz I was on video call with my mother speaking to my sister about it. 

When I asked her to repeat what she said I asked her to repeat it while recording and my mom told me that we don't throw family under the bus.

So straight up asked my mom if she'd cover up my murder too if she ever murdered me. Mom hung up on me.

But I'm over-reacting because of my "BPD"