I don’t know if this is a BPD thing or what. But throughout my whole life, I’ve been constantly switching what I’m interesting in/passionate about. I’ve switched college majors about 4 times now, and have to just stick it out at this point to graduate, but I don’t want to do anything related to my undergraduate degree and completely change courses for grad school.

Even growing up- I went from being intensely interested in one sport/activity to another, but never sticking with any of them. I was super passionate about musical theater for 2 years or so and ended up starting University as a music major, but now I literally want nothing to do with music anymore. 

Wtf is wrong with me