I don’t want to invalidate other’s feelings as I don’t know what truly goes on in peoples lives but it’s so hurtful when people say “I don’t have any friends” as they continue to hang out with people, have friend groups, always texting/so many messages. I wish I had friends. I wish I had someone to confide in when I’m feeling down or someone to call up if I just want to play games or hang out. I dont even know if I want to even have a wedding in the future because I would literally have no one to invite. Even now I have no one to invite on my birthdays or celebrate things with. I used to be extremely extroverted before high school and now I’m an introverted college junior. I keep trying, trust me I have, I’ve joined clubs/attended their meetups, tried talking to people, I have my own social media for cosplaying and have tried making friends through there and nothing seems to work. I feel so empty. What is there for me to look forward to anymore. I’ve worked through my anxiety to try and meet people but it just has never worked.