So i have used casual sex in the past as a copping mechanism for loneliness, feelings of emptiness and just cause like everyone i get horny a lot but back then i didn't a lot of noticeable self harm scars but this year i had a couple of rough months and self harmed a lot and now i can't engage in some casual sex even though i really want to cause im afraid they'll see it and judge me, think im crazy or whatever and i just could not handle the embarrassment... am i the only one who goes through this??