I’m absolutely tired of getting upset over the smallest things or inconvenience. I told one of my friends that I was back and to let me know when they’re out of their match or whatever on this game I play and they didn’t so ofc ,naturally, I believe they absolutely despise me and don’t want to play with me anymore and can’t stand anything about me. So my mind automatically resorts to wanting to delete everyone out of my contacts deleting social media and blocking everyone everywhere and running off to die somewhere 💀. So now I’m upset and trying to avoid them at all costs. I just wish my brain wasn’t wired this way like.