I jump from relationship to relationship (they never even really develop that far tbh). Nothing fills that horrendous void in the same way as being with someone else, being loved, adored, held. I’ve just had someone completely blindside me with a breakup, after feeling that we were going steady for over 2 months. I was so happy and then suddenly it’s gone.

I want to stop relying on them so much, I want to be okay alone. It feels like I’m dying inside when I don’t have someone and I’m so quickly back to trying to find that person. My family have told me I need to stop and I know I need to. But it’s so fucking hard.

Help :(