I’m only 20, and I absolutely hate my life. I’m way behind in university and on clinical rotation I’m an utter idiot (I’m a student nurse), I’m over £10,000 in debt, I’m probably going to get fired from my job as I keep canceling shifts, I’m overweight and unattractive and right now I’m being investigated as I feel incredibly unwell (nausea, vomiting, aches etc), half of my family treats me like an idiot and as if they hate me, I can’t do anything right I’m always making some sort of mistake. But my sisters just had a baby and is healing so I can’t complain about anything. Also when I talk about how sick I feel my family 100% of the time says it’s because I’m unhealthy and unfit and fat and eat junk all of the time, so they think I’m basically doing it to myself.