Hello Reddit

Looking for advice on whether I should stick with my psychiatrist or if it is better to move on. I am Autistic, and I struggle with the anxiety that masking brings. I also have a circadian rhythm disorder, for which I am being treated by a sleep doc. Back in November I decided to see a Psychiatrist because the stress of work ramped my GAD score from it's consistent 6 to somewhere around the high teens. I am hyper responsive to anything with an anticholinergic footprint, and SSRIs due to how they affect my gut. I addressed this in our first session, also stating that I wasn't anticipating any drug recommendations until at least our fifth session. I requested this both so she could better understanding my symptoms and redlines on side effects in the limited time we had, and to alleviate concerns that me not wanting anticholinergics or SSRIs isn't code for me wanted her to suggest Benzodiazapines or Opiates. 

Our fifth session was today, and it was right at a time where my anxiety is at its highest. My mask of neurotypicality is slipping. On top of that, my brother died last week.There is a ton of family drama. And with that drama, more stress and anxiety. 

She listened intently, and then made her recommendation: Zoloft. Zoloft isn't a bad drug, and I understand it has helped a lot of people...but I won't be one of them. Every SSRI or SNRI that I have tried in the past has left me with the same side effects, so I feel giving Zoloft a shot would be the definition of insanity. I explained this to her, she listened intently, and then said I wouldn't know if I would have the side effects until I tried them, so it is worth a shot. I do not agree with this sentiment. She scheduled a follow up three weeks from now for me to decide if I want to try it. 

I am looking for advice on whether I should bother with that follow up, or if I am better off cancelling. I do not have a great deal of experience with the mental health community, so I don't know if this is a standard response. I understand she is my psychiatrist and not my therapist, so me going there to say I feel undervalued or unheard isnt going to benefit either of us. There isn't a particular drug I am looking to try( and I  not on here to solicit suggestions), but I can't shake the fact that we've identified a drug class I can't take and then I am offered a drug from that class. It feels a bit dismissive, and I'm not sure how much of a value add she is as my psychiatrist.