Honestly I'm struggling today my mom passed away 5 years ago today a co worker who i thought was my friend called me lazy and freaked out at me when I tried to talk to him to resolve the situation he told he we are done talking I have been holding back the tears all day 💔 I feel so empty and nonexistent today nobody is their for me when I need a shoulder to cry on or even care all they do is treat me like shit.