Everytime I go to any restaurant, I look at my friends,people think I look at them and they gripe about it. I DON'T CARE WHO YOU ARE I AM NOT LOOKING AT YOU. I am trying my level best to focus on the people I am with and I am failing miserably. I get so anxious. I just want to be left alone. If this continues I won't be able to get sustain a job. I'll stay at home and become agoraphobic. I try to not care. I try my best but goddammit it's never enough. I don't know what to do. Please stop saying that he's looking at me. JUST. LET. ME. BE... I can't take it anymore.