just a rant btw:)

ive been through two therapist, my first one wasn’t that great and invalidated my feelings a lot and my second therapist gave me a lot of attitude which made me feel rly shitty. 

my second therapist on my last appointment with her also told me that there was a high possibility i had BPD and then she ghosted me after that and never answered my texts about another appointment. 

i really want a proper diagnosis instead of running off what my last therapist said so i can get proper help but after my last two therapists i get so much anxiety thinking about it😔