Every relationship I made so far in my life always end up in people hating me because I ruin things and I create drama everywhere I go. I just don’t know how to avoid it, It mostly happens because I am a people pleaser and I don’t know how to communicate my feelings properly. I also don’t know how to make friends and I probably will never have friends and I just need to accept that. I am an awful person and I should just take my life because everyone will be better off that way.