my fp today told me i was being manipulative. i wasn’t trying to be at all and i hated that i hurt her, me and her have been on and off arguing for a week and i’m exhausted. i’m so terrified to lose her that i’ve been very upfront about my emotions a lot recently and wording things in a way that came across as manipulative. 

i love her so much and she means absolutely everything to me. is there anyway that i might be able to fix this? or be able to explain my emotions better?