I have no idea what I'm gonna do. Everything hurts. I can't believe I let myself form a favorite person again after promising myself I'd never form any sort of relationship with anyone ever again. But I just get lonely sometimes and sometimes I feel like maybe this time it'll be ok and maybe this person won't hurt me like everyone else who's ever been in my life did. But it always ends up the same way. They leave me and I fall to pieces. I really feel like hurting myself right now. What do I do? It hurts so much.