I'm on the verge on breaking down. I cannot continue. 

I want to call someone but I have no one in my life I can talk to. No close friends. No family. My boyfriend told me last week that my depression was too much on his shoulders and he would break up we me if it continues like that, so I obviously cannot call him either. 

I cannot afford to see my therapist more than once a month. 

What do I do?