I'm in college &amp; even though I've been trying my best at everything, it seems like nothing ever quite goes to plan. I'm on a quarter system so it feels like every week I have some kind of big thing I have to prepare for. It's tough but I've learned to live with it. That being said, I have a midterm coming up on Tuesday for a class that I absolutely despise (for many reasons). There's just so much going on and then adding that has made me so unbelievably anxious the past week. Every time I try to work/study I'm good for about the first 5-10 minutes then I get so anxious I start tearing up. My chest gets really tight and I try to breathe deep but it just doesn't work. I just feel like I'm breaking down.

I really do need to get stuff done but it's just so hard when I feel like my body and mind won't let me. I'm really struggling &amp; I don't know what I can do for myself to move forward. It feels like I've tried everything, but here I am still struggling anyways. 

okay that's all thanks for listening to my rant lol