I'm writing because I don't know what to do. I've been crying a lot for the past month. I'm in my finals month until the beginning of June. After that, hopefully I'll be free of college work and will finish my college degree. But in the meantime I have an essay to deliver tomorrow until 2pm and I feel completely unmotivated to finish it. At the same time I know I need to do it but I can't even write a paragraph without taking breaks every five minutes. I feel completely exhausted and haven't slept properly in like 5 days. Also I had other two assignments this week and I feel they went all terrible. Honestly I just want to quit but I can't because I'm so close to finishing this course. I've never felt this bad and unmotivated about college. I want to talk to my friends or call them but I don't want to be a burden. One of my friends told me he was in a public library and will be there until the morning studying. I feel like I should do the same but idk. I just don't have any motivation.
I tried to call my boyfriend but he is unreachable rn and idk what to do. I just want to sleep and rest and not do the assignment but at the same time I don't want to work in the next month. College is fucking killing me. I spent the whole day in social media wishing I was with my friends or just not studying.

I just wanted to vent because there isn't much I can do. Maybe I could talk to my teacher about it but he already postponed the assignment for a week and I don't want to be this person. Also I still have 3 other assignments to make so I don't want to postpone one more