I was raised by a woman who had me way too early. She used to be doing well academically but then dropped out because she got pregnant (me). 
She’s the kinda woman who hits you and demands an apology from you for first of all giving her reason to be hit and secondly for being in the proximity of her hand. 
She would play mind and manipulation games. 
Since shes been doing so well academically from the very kindergarten id be forced to fill in her shoes, academically speaking. 
We would study daily and do homework daily and for every error, mistake and wrong answer I’d get hit. Id get emotionally abused for bringing home a B minus. She has always been a very angry woman who from the day one taught me that people are not to be trusted, nobody really is your friend and you can only ever count on yourself. She would be the kinda woman who needs to be rescued from every situation particularly when it comes to her fragile romantic life. She didnt even allow me to do a different academic course from what i wanted. She loves playing the victim. Last night i was in the intense care unit due to overdose after a phone fight with her and somehow she is the victim there. The crime that i committed is remembering every shitty thing shes done to me. 
Have any of you any idea what disorder she might have? I myself have BPD. But i dont think we are alike at all in our behaviour.