I’ve hardly left my house in months. I go to an online school, since I could hardly show up for public school. I usually only leave my house to smoke weed or get food. I have absolutely no friends anymore. Over the last 4 years it’s been harder and harder to be friends with me when I act like this. 

Anyways, I’ve hit my last straw. Nothing and no one can save me, and no one really knows how bad it’s gotten for me. I’ve pushed everyone away and I live in solitude. There is no one alive who will miss me besides my parents. I’m ready to end my shit and I’m not scared anymore.