every single day i wake up and it's exactly the same thing i swear. i wake up, go to school, go home and then lay in bed for hours and either cry or go on social media for hours at a time. im off my medication for bipolar because all the meds ive tried have just made me numb and unable to feel anything at all. im so sick n tired of losing friends and relationships cus of this but im just dependent on multiple substances and its the only thing keeping me going. 

fun innit