He said he wants to be with someone normal and that he doesn't even find me attractive anymore. The same thing happened with my ex before him.

I started antidepressants a week ago because I wanted to get better and be a better girlfriend and save us.

I wish I was never born and I don't want to exist, I wish I could just go back in time and make my mom abort me

Nobody will ever love me, and I don't deserve to be loved anyway