My parents couldn’t give less of a shit about me and the only reason they keep me around is because they expect me to fund their retirement. They’ve made this very clear, as not only are they immigrants, meaning they know nothing about the world they brought me into (which is nothing like the one they grew up in), but have also made no moves to ever help themselves, instead expecting me to take over for them. This is a problem, as I’m at a point where I can’t get myself out of bed and i’m slowly wasting my life away, so I feel fucking trapped. They’ve never once made any attempts to get me any help, even though I have felt this way since I was at least 13. Furthermore, I am neither financially nor mentally stable enough to move out (I’m 18). I’m thinking of purchasing a gun soon.