I’m in my 20’s and work in a mental health setting helping others. This job has given me purpose but lately I feel no joy. The last few weeks I’ve been under extreme stress due to all my money going to bills, over 50% of my monthly income goes to bills. Then I had to unexpectedly get work done on my car which drained my savings. I’m just so overwhelmed and it’s sent me into a depressive episode. I just don’t see the point, I’m miserable with and without money. I don’t have anyone to talk to and nobody cares anyways. My therapist is sick of me because I haven’t cut off my ex even though I need to do I just stopped going. I don’t have parents so the thought of not having him as a life line is scary. Nobody takes me serious but I’ve been having really bad thoughts the last few weeks and the last few days have gotten worse. I just force myself to nap instead of laying there fighting the urge to hurt myself. I don’t know how to get out of this