Was in a bad way mentally. Real bad. Got really upset because I felt like nobody cared. So I split on everyone and resolved to not talk to them. But 2 days go by and I'm so lonely and sad that I reach out like I've never been upset or felt abandoned at all. And now I just want to split again because nobody is reliable.  I have been doing well overall with the symptomology. But once I enter an extreme mood episode (bipolar I) all fucking bets are off. Hate it.