I'm 23 and I don't have my license. I've been trying but I keep failing because I get really anxious when taking tests. My cousin who is 18 just got his license and it made me feel like absolute shit. I feel pathetic that I can't feel happy for him because I'm too busy moaning at my disappointment. I'm scared that this is where my life has gotten me. I'm so fragile mentally. It just brought a whole lot of insecurities forward and now I'm just sad. I don't feel like doing anything. I feel like I'm going to spiral and start thinking about negative things again. Lately I've been failing at literally everything. So like what's the point?