It's such a stupid story that I don't even know where to begin but I essentially misinterpreted a situation and got defensive and said some shit I didn't mean to say and now I'm panic stricken trying to look normal. I apologized and apparently it wasn't that big a deal??? It really feels like it was and now I'm trying not to act like a scared puppy because then it just looks like I'm desperate for pity which is the opposite. I just want to accept that I made a mistake and move on. Idk what I expect from posting this just that this is the only place that feels safe and that maybe someone will understand without coddling me or belittling me.