Idk... I (21M) can’t believe I let a girl like my ex (23F) slip away. But than again, she left me because I told her I have bpd, and she doesn’t want to support me fighting it. She was my dream girl - grad student, who’s got her shit together, has the same personality as me, and who had the same values as me.I can’t believe shes blocked me off of everything and shuts off all communication. I’ve been living in hell for the past 4 months and I can’t get over her. Is it because I miss the thought of her? Is it because I’ve rarely been in a relationship? 

I try to talk to other girls but no one matches up to her level. I miss her