I’ve been feeling strongly about my FP for a long time, over a year now. However, from what I know, everyone feels like that about their FP. Everyone feels like the world revolves around them, like they couldn’t live without them, or so I assume. 

I wouldn’t mind spending the rest of my entire life with them. Whenever they talk about other men I get irrationally jealous (though I try to use the “I’m asexual and I’m uncomfortable” excuse so they don’t feel bad around me.) But is that also just a symptom of BPD? 

They’re just so wonderful and nice and in my eyes they are absolutely perfect, and whenever they say they love me or get me a gift my heart just explodes. I would love to know what this means. 

Thank you for reading this.