Frfkmqnskkanakaonqnekdkajbqksbwnqlkajsnwkksjxnsnsnkaiqjdnsjwmnwlakqna. Fuck. I hate this. Sorry. Just venting. I’ve had a hard time getting a refill of meds, so now I’m going like, 3 days without (after tapering down bc I was running low and getting refills is a shit show). I hate how sensitive I am without them. I can’t even watch tv with my boyfriend without having a fucking meltdown (I didn’t like the show we were watching after I said we could watch whatever he wants, and I said I didn’t like it but wanted to watch it anyway). Now I feel like such a fucking dick and am crying? This small interaction has made me feel completely worthless. I think that’s the worst part of this. Like, the smallest thing can take away all sense of self-value.