Just plain and simple why is it me that has to try so hard to reach out to others and make things work why is it always me who has to take blame for others when they do wrong why is it me that has to make excuses for people when they won't just help or be accommodating why do I have to try so hard just to get by and maybe feel and at the same time I don't feel the respect and love.  I try so hard and what for...