I’m so fucking tired of going through each day being a husk of a person, a waste of space I just want to fucking die i hurt the only person I’ve ever cared about it’s been 9 months since then and they’ve been on my mind every fucking second. I miss her so fucking much and I threw my happiness away and I’ll never get it back, my whole life I didn’t feel worthy enough to live and she gave me purpose and my life meaning and now she’s gone and I’m back to wishing I was dead but being too much of a pussy to actually kill myself i just wish I could flick a switch and end my life instantly just like a light.