We have been talking for a long time and I'm really obsessed with him. Always checking if he is ignoring me and I got a full on panic attack because he was acting a little bit different and didn't answer my snap. I'm 100% sure he hates me now and doesn't want to talk to me any more. The panic attack lasted for hours and I was really depressed and suicidal the day after. Why can't I be like a normal person, why do I have to feel so much? 