I got diagnosed with BPD and OCD at 19 I am now 21. 
Ever since I was 18 I’ve always struggled with substance abuse. Since I was younger I have 0 self confidence, self worth and had multiple anxiety attacks in social situations. Taking drugs have always helped. But I’m tired of drugs, I’m tired of relying on substances to enjoy life. It’s ruined my health and it’s destroyed friendships and relationships. But I can’t stop. Cocaine and alcohol is the biggest issue for me. Is their anyone out their who’s been through the same? If so, what made you quit. I really need help cutting coke out my life. My dad is a coke addict and my mum is on heroin so I can’t go to them.