Hey guys, 
I’m just writing about my ex girlfriend. We dated for 6 months and then she broke up with me. I was so damn depressed and with my bpd it was a nightmare. But recently I just thought about something cause I’m high. This girl really did teach me what love is, all my other relationships were toxic and really abusive. She knew how to help me even in my darkest days, I always used to apologize if I was having a really bad day or if I let my anxiety make her upset in any way and not once has she ever called me a burden. She had her own demons and that’s why she ended it with me, she told me she has to fight this on her own and that it isn’t fair to me cause she didn’t know how I could help, she assured me it wasn’t my fault and dealt with the breakup really maturing. Honestly I know what love is because of her and it sucks that it had to end but one day I hope we end up together but even if we don’t I hope she finds someone who loves her the way she deserves to be loved. 
Sorry for the wrong post and being cringe.