Bosses, friends, family. I got triggered and am literally on a meltdown. It's like a high speed train and I can't stop it.

I know it's a no-no to self-diagnose but I work in the psych field. Every symptom points to BPD.

And honestly, I've been like this for years since I was a kid. Just didn't understand this was what I was experiencing yet.

I'm kinda venting cause I had new trauma open up and I can't filter right now.