It feels like such an uphill battle battle. I have bipolar 1, predominantly depressive, a circadian rhythm disorder that essentially makes me naturally a night owl and makes it very difficult to wake up on time for work. Issues with social anxiety. Im 41 and live with my parents. I have a graduate degree and work in healthcare but feel overwhelmed working full time and an currently working per diem. 
Im so upset with myself, disappointed, and feel like a failure. I wonder if I may need to go on disability due to not being able to work full time. As my mom describes- I get frazzled and have a melt down when overwhelmed. Everyday at work is a struggle b/c they give me more patients than I can see. I feel like a failure not being able to but I feel so overwhelmed. I have trouble with focusing and procrastination too. Sometimes I think I should look into different jobs.  Any general advice?