 Hey guys, so I’ve been diagnosed with bpd since the beginning of the year. Since then I’ve been trying to get my life in order and work on my future. I’ve figured out what I really want in my life but I had this ideal that by the age of 27 I’ll off myself bc I know I couldn’t bare to live after that. I’m 24 and I don’t think like that anymore, or at least I try not to. Now that I’m truly working on what I want I feel that I have purpose but I constantly think about my thoughts of turning 27 and it constantly comes into mind. I don’t want to end my life but these reoccurring thoughts make me believe that I’m not making any progress. I’m scared man. I feel very alone. Please, any advise will help. Thank you very much.