I feel like no matter what I do it's fake. It's not me but who am I if not the person on the pictures that I see? I have no friends, no family. I don't know how to talk to people and have troubles in keeping relationships with them. I don't even know how to get to know people because I will always turn down anyone out of anxiety that they will use or hurt me. I have been suffering from social phobia for a longer period of time and I was getting better but the quarantine brought everything back and I just feel like staying in bed all day. I deleted most of my pictures on my social media platforms because I can't even look at myself anymore. I just can't accept myself and always bring myself down. I have no idea what to do about my life at this point. I just wish I disappeared..