It says "I can't do it, I feel too weak", "I need go to sleep, although I woke up not long ago", "Sorry, but I feel very sick and bland now" "Do you need to go to sleep now? Did you feel very tired and sleepy all day long? I'm sorry, but now you won't fall asleep, when you lay down in a bed, god know why, let's stay awake for 2 hours straight", "Would you like to read something? I won't make you concentrate, so you'll end up rereading one page for XX times and it will make you feel so frustrated eventually, you will resign and end up having no fun"

How can I help my body....
I see a therapist once a week. I find some courage to change my life, but my body 24/7 feels exhausted and I can't help my eyelids keep opened, even though I sleep enough for sure. I see a psychiatrist and I take a combination of some medications, they makes my anxiety more bearable, but I feel so stupid on them. 

Can it be caused by wrong choice of medications? Should they change the way my body deals with the insane exhaustion and weakness? I feel I can't change shit in my life, if this didn't change.