The trend I notice with my romantic life is that I'll have so much fun at the start. And then, it'll turn out that they weren't looking for more due to such and such reason. Heck, most of the time it's said to be out of my control. That it's some past trauma or future concern.

But I just have these doubts that there's something wrong with me, that I'm not connecting correctly or perhaps I'm just incapable of it. Like maybe, just maybe, there's some approach I'm missing.

Of course, it just boils down to fear of abandonment because it's happened so many times.