So I’m just looking for some advice or anything at this point because on the outside I come off as completely fine but on the inside I am constantly berating everything I do and say and it’s hard for me to talk to people unless I mirror them and I hate it about myself all I want is to have my own personality and make friends as myself but I mentally cannot do it no matter how hard I try I just end up super noticeably quiet and anxious or someone I’m not. Like I know who I want to be sort of but I’m not sure how to act like it. If I have to talk to a stranger as myself I will just end up being short with them like I want to be an outgoing person so bad but I freeze up any time anyone new comes into play my mind just goes blank. SOS