So i've had this for a few months now and i don't know what to do. I have felt depressed for the last 3 years and i have always felt a numb but not like this. I stopped caring about everything and anyone. My best friend has depression and tried to kill herself and i just don't care. And to be honest i don't want to change it. I like it better than before, yes i feel empty but its better than feeling sad and suicidal. I stopped going to school (i'm 16) and i don't care about my future so why go back. I don't know if i should go to someone with this. I don't know want to feel anything or not. I don't remember how it feels to feel something. Should i go to someone with this or not? I don't want to change it but i know it's not healthy.