I've had this reputation in my life of being unreliable. Since I'm medicated, things are great. Before, I had this stupid pattern of being manic and then getting sick and having to bail on everything... Especially work. 

It made me unreliable to my employers and really kept me from being taken seriously or respected. 

Since I'm medicated, it had not happened. Except, these past weeks I was hypomanic. I was so stupid I had group sex with strangers and went to a strip club, paid myself dances, etc. Today, I'm pretty sure I have strep. I'm in such pain. I also went to get myself tested for covid. 

I was so proud that I wasn't getting sick often anymore, but I told my employer I couldn't come in and she didn't respond to me, she just saw my messages.

Anyways, I just feel like shit. That's a rant. I'll get my med increased.