I have no energy to brush my teeth or take a bath, but only for going to the gym and sometimes walking with my dogs. I don't even indulge in my passions anymore, I'm constantly missing school so I don't have to bear with the fact of how lonely and miserable I am. I wish the few hours of happiness and forgetfulness I get while training lasted the whole day.

I've been crying everyday now, and my parents are there for me, but I feel so worthless and alone I don't think this feeling will go away any time soon.