I've grown kind of distant from my friends recently. I don't feel like I have a special connection to any of them anymore. My ex-FP was nice sometimes but he ignored me a lot and was undeniably unstable-- probably what you'd call 'toxic'. I don't really get him. We're still friends, of course, but his mood swings were too much even for someone like me. I don't want to give myself to someone who doesn't feel the same way. I used to have a lot of attachments to real people and fictional characters but now I don't think about anyone. Maybe it's because I'm sick and quarantined right now. Loneliness can get to you.