for reference, im 14. im transgender ftm, pre everything. my diagnosis include: severe depression, severe anxiety, ADD, and one therapist told me i had all of the symptoms of bi-polar, however i am too young to be diagnosed officially. ive been doing research on certain mental illness’s as i feel- i dont know. i dont want to sound like some cringy kid who self diagnosis (because i dont) but i feel like i have things wrong that havent ever been addressed by my therapists/psychiatrists and want a professional opinion. so, the main thing i want to cover is extreme fits if irritability that happen out of no where. often, my reactions to situations when these fits occur are inappropriate and out of context. one example, the other day i lightly hid my head on a fridge (it actually didnt really hurt) and my father was asking me whats wrong but i couldnt seem to get my words out and he kept asking over and over but the words just wouldnt come out of my mouth and he was overwhelming me and- i full on had a ‘fit’ or ‘tantrum’ even- it scared me how childish it was. i was jumping up and down and i screamed “please stop please stop please” as if he was hurting me. my reaction was just as confused as his. other times will be in the car, and he will say something as a joke, and i will react insanely, crying or screaming, and immediately feeling embarrassed after. it doesnt happen too often, but often enough that ive started to notice it- maybe 1-3 times over two weeks kind of thing. any thoughts?