Even worse.. I heard from FP on both days, just not as much as usual. He also didn’t ask me to hang out and was hanging out with another female friend (we aren’t dating or exclusive.)

So, I’m a desperate need for validation, I agreed to go out with my crazy/even crazier than me/verbally abusive ex boyfriend the day before Halloween. 

I’m now getting ready for a 16 hour shift, knee deep in the depression trenches. 

Lol. Why am I like this???