Hi there.

I'm a 27yo man which is suffering a form of depression due to general loneliness, low social interactions, low self esteem and lack of any romantic relationship in my life.

It's been a LONG time since I've started dealing with this problem, and to this day, I still cannot solve it. I'm generally unhappy on how my life turned out.

In another attempt to solve the situation,'ve been hearing a psychologist for the past year, + a short hop to the psychiatrist, which has given me anti-depressants that I'm taking every day.

Initially I was thinking that going to the psychologist might have been a good idea, but the months passed, and... I feel like I'm making no progress whatsoever.

She says that I actually managed to make progress, but she also essentialy claims I tend to talk myself down too much, and that's why I'm seeing no improvements according to her. I for the life of me can't see it, I still feel like crap. I'm not happy and I don't see any light at the end of the tunnel.

I'm also trying other stuff that has been suggested by brainstorming with her, such as hitting the gym, or partecipating in group theathre, but none of this looks like is mattering to me in the long run.

I'm worried I'm wasting my money with a problem that cannot be solved. A part of me says to stop doing this stuff, accept the fact that I'm a loner and that I'll be forever alone and move on. It may sound catastrophistic, but after 27 years of this is nearly impossible to think there is a way out of this. I stopped believing in it.

It's a very negative thought process, and that's why I'm still hesitant in dropping the psychologist. I'm losing lots of money to follow this therapy, and it's looking completly useless to me, but after I'm done with her, the only thing I can do is accepting the fact that I cannot solve my problems, because if even talking to an expert doesn't help me, there is nothing else that can.

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I don't know what to do anymore. My life sucks. I'm fearing that I'm not thinking logically anymore.

I wanted to hear some suggestions, because I'm in a roadblock, I'm leaning more towards dropping the therapy, but there is some a drip of uncertainity in me.