I’m all over the place nowadays i hate this so much. I was on a high for three days approximately, then i lost the high and i was in a weird mood, i didn’t recognize myself and it’s like i had to recalibrate who i was. and today as well, i felt fine some hours ago and now i can’t do anything i’m interested in, i have no focus or concentration. i hate being like this, i have a life to live goddammit and my own body is the traitor!