
I (14M) was born in India, and around a year or two after my birth, my family immigrated to the United States Of America, it was there that i grew up until i was at the age of eight and a half which was when my family moved back here, the thing is, i’ve been bullied here in India a lot, many people hate me for simply not being Indian enough to their standards, i do know Hindi but i’m not fully literate in it and not as fluent in it as my English, it is due to a feeling of comfort that i talk to people here only in English and usually don’t respond back to people in Hindi. I’ve been alone with no friends for a long time ever since we moved here however, during this year i have been rather close to a few people and one of them also sits alone for lunch so he actually sits with me now, i don’t know if we could call each other friends but that’s besides the point, the reason i’m sad is because i really miss the USA, i loved it there and would now do anything to go back right now by myself, i had so many friends over there and almost none over here, it makes me really depressed but i put on a jolly attitude while at school in order to fit in. I asked my mom about returning but she only wouldn’t mind if it were after my tenth grade but i would much rather go during this year so i could start living again which i something i don’t feel i’m doing here. I’m convincing her still and it seems that she could eventually agree if she notices how sad i really am. But she doesn’t like it when i’m sad and gets very emotional so i feel like scum when things like that happen. So i just needed to vent all of this stress i’m going through  right now and i hope that i could find some peace within my head.