my fp broke up with me 7 months ago and i just can’t get over him. i still break down everyday like it was the day he told me we were over. he also heavily emotionally &amp; mentally abused me, so i’m still just,, dealing with that whole thing to. but i have no idea how to heal? advice? we have no way of contact as we have each other blocked on everything, but i frequently find myself staring at his profile. even when i tell myself not to- i still do. he was the oxygen i breathed and now he’s gone &amp; life has felt so pointless. i frequently go between aching &amp; pleading that he’ll come back and murderous rage.