I haven't shown up to class at all this semester. one of my professors emailed me saying that there is a group project I haven't participated in and my attendance grade is an f. im stressed out about it but at the same time I don't care. It feels like college is just making this worse, my parents are narcs and would never let me drop out. I want to go to a hospital but idk if they would even let me in, I just want to die and want to get out of this situation. it feels like im trapped and idk what to do. im failing my classes and my parents have no idea. I just wish I could take a break to work on my mental health but idk where to go or what to do.