im turning 18 on june 20th.  my whole life i have gotten no help from anyone to figure my life out when im a legal adult.  i dont have a job yet but im looking, i have no money and even if i did no one would rent to me because i dont have income, i dont even have my permit because my family wont give me my social security card.  im going to start getting 1200 a month from death benefits until i turn 19 in one year.  my grandma says shes going to take half of it every month as rent and my sister doesnt even pay rent.  shes a 20 year old slob that drives around all time with my 14 year old sister smoking weed and coming home at 4am just to ask for gas money the next day so she can do it again.  AND SHE GETS GAS MONEY FROM MY GRANDPARENTS. i have severe anxiety and depression and have tried to commit suicide on multiple occasions. nobody seems to care what happens to me.  i asked my grandpap to help me find an apartment when i turn 18 and he laughed at me so i said "wow thanks for the help" and he in the most smug tone went "youre welcome". im so scared of whats going to happen to me when i turn 18 guys. i have nothing.  they will probably cancel my phone plan and turn the internet off so im even more screwed. i dont know what to do guys please help me