I do not want a lonely future. I tell people I love em and all that, and usually I do mean it. But my desire isn't really powerful love, but more so a functioning relationship with 0 love? Do all the things 2 partners would do, but mutually agreeing you do not give a fuck about each other whatsoever. Having sex, doing whatever, but you wouldn't even care if they died. I'm pinning it to commitment issues, but I'd like anybodys available opinion.