Yeah basically what the title says. I’m fucking fuming atm. I have a myriad of health problems that are ruining my goddamn life, and the hospital clinic (after writing an extremely rude and unprofessional letter about me PRIOR to any tests) has decided to only focus on one symptom at a time. Okay, fine but not really because now more serious symptoms have worsened and I can barely walk or write or...grasp. But whatever. 

I’m angry as all hell because they lost a urine test. One that involved collecting all of it for 24 hours (meaning I couldn’t leave the house) and a $70 after the fact. A copy of this test was sent to my GP - who told me the results months ago (inconclusive) and who, I’ve confirmed, still has the bloody test. Well apparently the fucking hospital can’t find it and says I’m a liar who didn’t do it. I’ve raised hell with everyone involved - because I can’t afford 24 hours of nothing and $70 - and I thought it was somewhat figured out. Nope. Today I got a snail mail letter, with nothing but the pathology form for another test. No note, just the fucking test.

I’m so fucking angry. The disrespect. I can’t articulate it. I honestly want to kill myself because of how they are treating me. It would cure the health issues anyway