Over the last month or so, I've had a complete nervous breakdown. Not eating, suicidal, potentially dropping out of university, hair falling out from stress (?), probably quitting my job, moving back to my parents house.

 I'm not functional at all and can't find joy in anything. I'm around my family and I can see how much they care about me and want to get better, but it just feels like I'm hitting a brick wall every time I try and convince myself I can recover. I don't know how to get well again but I badly need to, it's very hard to do most things I'd normally do. 

I'm alienating my friends as I struggle to keep up a normal conversation. Moving back home would also mean I'd lose a pretty big support bubble, but I'm at a stage where I can't look after myself. 

I might be asking for a magic cure here, but how do I feel better? I've started taking meds but it's only been two weeks.