I have been incredibly angry for the past few weeks. It definitely isn’t getting better either. A lot of things that would normally make a person angry have happened to me. A married guy lied to me about being widowed and I only found out after fucking him, I’ve been having issues with school, I keep learning terrible things about people I trusted.

It feels like I’m surrounded by liars and assholes, and I can’t stomach it. I am fighting the urge to punch or smash things literally all day, and I want to scream so badly. I feel like I’m the only person in the whole world that doesn’t want to lie or cheat and it hurts so bad. It feels like I wasn’t made to be alive.