Is anyone else super obsessive but only in private? I can easily become consumed by a person, especially someone I’m intimately involved with, but I stay very indifferent and detached superficially. This ofc is not how I actually feel - I stalk their socials, turn possessive, easily jealous and hurt by other people they interact with. Honestly, I tend to push people away by how discreet or cryptic I act on the surface, but inside I’m overwhelmed and so engulfed by thoughts of them. It’s evolves into a sick interest to know more about their lives and others in their circle, I know how fucked it is... it’s so scary to me