In august I am going to a concert and what if something happens and I won't be able to go. I have ticket since november and I don't want to allow myself to look forward to it because what if something happens. It is my favourite band and I have never seen them live. Since I bought a ticket last year I don't listen to them much because then I get all happy that I will see them in august and then I get afraid what if I won't be there.