i’m in a relationship w an incredible man for a little over 3 months, i am getting steadily stronger feelings/fears that i’m going to blow up our relationship at some point for no other reason than i’m in an off mood and feeling angry and insecure. if he even mentions other guys or just someone attractive he sees somewhere (isn’t often and he’s pointing them out to me so i can look too, we’ve talked abt it) but i can’t help but feel awful abt myself and like he could do so much better. i’m not at all his physical “type” and he’s been with much more attractive guys before. i love spending time with him and this feels like the first good, healthy thing to come into my life in a long time. i’m already in intensive (every day) therapy and medicated, how do i stop myself? 

TLDR: i’m jealous/angry/insecure in my relationship bc of my view of myself and idk how to stop. help pls.