I've got bad anxiety about like stuff like a job and socialising. I'm homeschooled and it means I have a lot of spear time so all I do all day is escape reality and nobody understand why I read books all the time and rewatch the same movies but honestly, if I didn't do these things I don't think I'd be here today. I have no friends, no social life, no education. And I'm pretty much ok with it because I can simply escape. I don't know if this is unhealthy but I'm kinda not gonna change but I'm just tryna know if it's bad and if anyone else does this. I'm 15 and I'm kind of worried I'm gonna like die by 30 because apparently people who don't socialise die faster but when I tried socialising it was horrible and I was awkward lol