my relationship with my gf is literally the strongest it has *ever* been. we're three months away from our 7 year anniversary. we're looking into buying a house. i have literally no reason to be anxious about the state of our relationship.

so why the FUCK, then, am i so anxious i feel like i'm going to puke because my gf told me to dress nicely because she made reservations for a nice restaurant &amp; that she has a surprise after? why the FUCK, instead of being excited because this is something out of the ordinary and a really sweet gesture, am i panicking irrationally and thinking *oh my god oh my god she's going to break up with me in public so i don't make a scene oh god oh fuck* and crying?

LIKE...just ONE (1) moment of peace please, brain. i am begging you. i am so tired. i am too cute to be dealing with this.

anyway if anyone can pls reassure me that i am being irrational and give me a pep talk, that would be great.