everyday is so miserable everything people say upsets me everything even my friends do without realizing i probably developed an FP which is mt boyfriend and hes nice and all but this relationship is ruining my life because everything hedoes affecrs my mood and now we'll have to go to school physically again and im so scared of catching covid and im so tired and depressed and anxious all the time im so tired i cant do this anymore i wish i was never born this illness is fucking miserable its ruining my life and i can't wait for the day that I can die so i can finally have some peace of fucking mind for once in my life i really cant do this anymore i cant get therapy i cant do anything ive given up so long ago but im still forced to keep going and going every fucking day and i cant do it anymore for the love of god i want my misery to end i really cant anymore i dont want to live anymore