I had an argument with my boyfriend yesterday. Felt like he was insulting my intelligence, again. I flipped my shit, said horrible things, tried to hit him. I don't even know what to do. I feel so hurt by what he said. "You're schizophrenic (no). You are crazy. Find yourself another place to live. It was better without you. People warned me about you, I should have listened to them" I just feel like crap. He didn't mean it and told me that because he was angry, but I just feel worthless now. I feel like I am just a mess and won't fucking heal because I can't even spot what is WRONG with me. I just feel like the world would be better without me and I have no point in existing. Idk what to do. I cancelled yesterday my appontement at my psychiatrist because I felt I didn't need it and was feeling ok. But I am definitely not ...