My boyfriend and I had been long distance for seven months. We were not officially together we went long distance at first, but shortly after we put a title on it after I asked what it was. He was living with family 7 hours away because of financial issues. He was supposed to be back here a lot sooner but he didn’t manage to get himself a car and ended up needing help from his mom who also lives here. He can only stay with her for short periods, she wouldn’t allow long term. He’s 22 and I’m 19. Anyways, he’s back now. He’s been here 4 days and hasn’t seen me. I had a cold when he first got back so he’d rather wait to see me because it would upset his mom. He’s walked to where he used to work to see his friends twice. I asked if I could see him today, my colds cleared up, and he said yes but if we could hangout at the store he worked at again. I said no because I want to see him and obviously because there is tension and it would be uncomfortable. His one close male friend makes me uncomfortable. 


He hasn’t responded to my message from a couple of hours ago and I just feel like I’m losing it. My phone has barely left my hands. I feel stuck. I don’t wanna end the relationship until I’ve actually seen him, after waiting such a long time. Before he got back he was saying stuff about our wishes coming true, and how he feels things will work out once we’re together. But it’s like he doesn’t want to be with me and at all and I just don’t know how to drop it. I feel so pathetic.