I don’t even know what to say anymore. I go to work, seem like I’m ok to those around me and get my job done. Inside I’m screaming and freaking out constantly. I’m giving myself migraines and having panic attacks but passing it off on the outside. I don’t know what to do anymore I’m fucking sick of this. My job is so fucking stressful on my mind and my body that I feel like I’m tearing myself apart in my head but I can’t fucking do anything about it I need this goddamned job but I want to fucking die every time I even thing about that place.