Sooo I had a couple failed attempts in the past few days. Thursday night I took a handful of various acetaminophen pills and drank some vodka. Woke up Friday. Womp womp. 

Then on Sunday, I used Matthew Mindlers (rip) method mixed with vodka.
Woke up again 💪🤡

But now! My lower abdomen is hurting. More so on the right side. I’m not sure but I think my stomach is swollen. Thinking I just fucked up but also this is what I asked for. Didn’t take enough like I did last time because I was afraid I’d throw up again.

So here I am. Dumb as shit.
What should I do???