idk it never really sounded like me at all. i never get too attached to anyone really. in fact i would go as far as to say i don’t care about them near to the intensity they care about me (but i care about them more than anyone else.) every relationship in my life is shallow as hell. that’s honestly how i prefer it because i can’t do commitment at all.

i don’t avoid abandonment. in fact i usually hope for it in most cases, or initiate it myself. i’ve never had a favorite person either.

the hospital and ward that slapped a diagnosis on me within 10 minutes in which i did not open up to them much at all about what even went down were incompetent as hell. i think they got me wrong.