Maybe I have  Body dysmorphia I don’t know but I’m so obsessed with doing my hair and makeup perfectly and looking perfect in my pictures and it is see even one flaw I will delete it and get extremely sad. If I see someone who is attractive I also get extremely sad because I will never look like them or compare to them.  It gets so bad that I constantly need reassurance that I’m “pretty” There are times I think I look good though. I don’t know if this is just a “me” thing or a BPD thing, maybe something else but it’s making me insane. 