Almost this entire year, I suffered and worked on my mental health. I’ve been suffering less now and I’ve become so good at recognizing when I’m about to get into an episode, when this or that happens. I work so hard to manage my emotions and I’ve made so much progress within myself. You could say this is intangible success. But lately I’ve become so insecure with myself because I put so much energy into managing my disorder that I feel when it’s tome to work on the tangible things like school, I never do that great. Just ok. Even with my art, I’ve hit a wall and all of my drawings lately look like a 3rd grader made it. I just want to see with my own eyes something I did/made/completed that could actually be applauded for. Does anyone else feel they’re in the same situation?