I'm sick of this. I'm sick of being a 'gifted' child who has amounted to less than a hundredth of his potential. I'm sick of still being told I'm smart when I know I am not. I am sick of noticing everything that's wrong with the world and that is holding me back.

I know this post might come off as a r/iamverysmart type deal but I don't care. I'm sick of being aware enough of everything that's wrong. I just want to become stupid enough to live happily in my own ignorance, I want to live simply as a simple man. Is there any way to reduce my own intelligence to that of a child for example? I've thought of giving myself a severe head injury but unsure how to get it just right. Is there any drug or other method that can rot my brain enough?