It's been 7 months since getting my meds right after having tried for 6 months before that. I am a college student, single mom, and now working as a 911 operator. I've been stable for over 6 months. I didnt realize that I was basically always depressed my whole life until I experienced what it's like to have depression lifted. I don't want to jinx anything but I just want you all to know its possible to live a FULL life. Not normal. But definitely full. Hang in there guys. I feel your pain (and your joys) and love you all. Especially those in the pits. Keep going and never give up.