So i know that i’m just a stranger on reddit but i feel like it’s a good place to get at least something out.

I (15F) am hated by everyone. My family, my friends. It feels like they are with me because it’s convenient. I don’t get invited places. Nobody wants to be around me. and I can’t wrap my mind around what it is that makes me so detestable. I work my ass off and i do what i can to help those around me. at least that’s what i feel like. Maybe i’m annoying or just a bitch. but there is nothing keeping me here. Yeah people would care, but only if i were dead. why can’t people care when i’m alive. all i want to do is go and jump into moving traffic. it feels like my whole life is just me fighting for my place. i’m so tired