I started university in october this year (something that I had been looking forward to for ages) and it was all going great up until a month ago. I started feeling stressed, unmotivated, I felt out of place and I was feeling extra suicidal. I tried to reach out for support but the wait list was too long and so I just ended up dropping out. This happened nearly 2 weeks ago and I’ve come to realise that I really wasn’t thinking straight at the time and I regret my decision so much. The worst part is that I made some really good friends with my flatmates but then I just unexpectedly left and I will probably never see them again. I’m going to try and talk to the university and see if there’s any way they could take me back in but I doubt they can do that. Just a little rant because I feel like shit currently