Throwaway, because I dont know whos listening. I know i might sound crazy, but listen to me. I smoked weed and it gave me terrible paranoia. I heard these voices in my head, more like thoughts. Everything I would do, I heard one of my friends, almost like a memory, telling my that i do it, but me not understanding what they meant, thats a different subject, but maybe someone could help. I dont know what kind of mental illness. Now heres to the crazy part. I believe that we are all in a computer program, as AI bots. The universe is a program being programmed. When we sleep, we are giving the editor a chance to change the code. Now heres the wierd part, every “sleep thought” i had, as i was drifting off, the second after each thought, I heard the girl that im in love with, saying edit.  I dont remember the thought but lets pretend its something like this. “What did i eat yesterday” (Edit). “Whats in the fridge”(Edit). “I love the color blue” (Edit). Then i realized what was going on in my mind, woke up, and FREAKED OUT. This not be the right spot to share, but hear me out. For the voices, its been going on for a while, everytine i smoke weed. They feel like memories, but i dont know if its really happened. Lets say while im high, i notice my rooms a mess. I suddenly “Remember” someone talking about how my room is a mess. I also have “memories” about reading on the internet, that everything I do is something someones talked about, on the internet. For example, my leg starts to hurt, I remember, Weed makes my  leg start to hurt” But i check the internet, and i cant find anything that says that. 

THANK YOU FOR READING AND PLEASE HELP