Now it’s almost like an endless nightmare sometimes, like a nightmare I can’t wake up from.

I love my boyfriend so much, but he has the same struggles as me. It all feels so overwhelming sometimes. Besides him I have very little support system, I’m estranged from my family.

I can’t keep a job and im always tired. I don’t know how we’re going to pay rent in a week.

I used to be the smartest kid in school, now I can’t even hold down a minimum wage job. I’m serious. 31 years old. It’s so embarrassing.

What hurts me the most is thinking about the planet and its animals suffering.