I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday. He hurt me too many times and didn’t care enough to change his actions. 

While he did many things to hurt me, I still loved him so much. We still had amazing times together and all I wanted was to grow with him and be there to support him. I didn’t want to break up but I knew he’d never change. 

He was my best friend for 4 years before we started dating. We were a part of the same friend group that I met while I was in high school. He was closer to that group and so I’m not a part of it anymore. The friends that I still have have no time to hang out with me and we’re not all that close anymore. I just feel so alone. I can’t help but try to check up on what my ex is doing through snap maps and I see that he’s hanging out with all of his friends (my old friends). It’s as if he doesn’t care much that our relationship is over and I feel so depressed and unbearably distraught right now. How do I get through this