I have had a life long battle with depression, poor family life and really no where to consider home as I moved a lot. Today I have a wife and child. My wife and I have been together almost 10 years. My wife is very family oriented and all of her family is near where we currently live. I truly want my wife to be happy but I also want to be happy myself so now I’ve made myself feel trapped and am miserable at all times. Really the only light I feel in my life is son. I have grown to hate my job (Paramedic), withdraw from my friends and second guess every decision. I just have no sense of direction.