Honestly, I'm so fed up with it. Always being anxious around people. Constantly on the verge of getting a panic attack. But recently I've been getting them quite frequently. And it's always when I arrive at work and during my shift.
Today was a bad fucking day. And for the first time I said to my colleagues that I have a panic attack, "don't mind me", lol. 
I'm so tired, so tired...
But at least I survived today.
Today was my first day since being home for almost a week due to me being sick. Maybe that also contributed to my bad mental health. Because when I don't go to work for more than three days my anxiety starts to show up more.