Hey guys!

After an especially bad day yday I decided to start mirtazapine 15mg. I've had the script for a week but just wasn't sure. I have tried sertraline and fluoxetine and they left me with suicidal and scary thoughts. I have been off anything for a long time. I have ptsd, anxiety and depression after a traumatic event.

So I took it at around 11pm last night and bejesus I feel like I've been hit by a train. I'm EXHAUSTED and feel like I want to just cry. Probably not good for me to sit and read other people's stuff which is why I'm emotional?

Has anyone had any major effects on day 1? Surely that can't kick in so quickly.

Trying to decide if I keep going with this. I really don't want to put on any more weight so I'm terrified and can't get a call with the doc.

I JUST WANT TO FEEL NORMAL! 🥺

Cheers!