is anyones life very abnormal

i feel like my whole life has been chaos and dysfunction and then when i became college age - straight isolation, save a few friendships online and temporary friendships that didn’t last and most had a falling out or moved away 
never finished college 
no social life
no creative pursuits or passion projects - despite many ideas &amp; a desire to create 
chronic pain from an injury fuels this and makes it harder to make friends or be active or have a social life on top of  mental illnesses