I want to have a career in game programming, but I’m struggling in my computer science degree journey. I saw that many companies prefer someone with this type of degree, but I keep losing motivation to do anything at this point.

I tried to do a small game by watching a tutorial, but I had no idea what to do when I had to do it on my own. I really want to succeed in life but everything seems so hard when you keep thinking to yourself you’re not good enough. I want to stop thinking this way of myself, however I keep having negative thoughts all the time.