Depressed at 26 decided to turn my life around. Studied 3 years depressed to get my bachelors, spend one year searching for a job, get one that gives me upper middle class salary, still depressed. Gave up on dating since I don't feel anything for the women I date. Bought an appartment 14days ago, can't feel happy or anything really sitting on my new appartment. Antidepressants just numb everything and make my body hurt instead of my mind. What's the point..