Someone who I thought was my friend today just took a huge shit on my self esteem. He touched my ass in the middle of class right before lunch. I told him that it pissed me off and I’d punch him if he touched me again. Later, he smacked me on the chest (he’s not gay and I’m a guy, so he’s doing just to piss me off). I fulfilled my promise to him from earlier. Then the principal wanted to talk to me because he was right behind us in the hallway. I didn’t end up getting in trouble, but I almost cried because I was so angry at my ex-friend and so scared I’d get suspended and I don’t have anyone to talk to. I have a few good friends but I don’t want them to have to deal with problems that don’t belong to them. The whole experience makes me question what I’m worth. Am I really that disposable? What do people think they can do that to me? Is it because I’m not worth anything to begin with? Fuck highschool