M19

My mums boyfriend (of 3 years) 90% sure is a narcissist because he is a control freak, never says he is wrong, gets ANGRY as FRICK if you prove him wrong, and he seems to think he is a KING (seriously) and ever since he got with my mum, I just stay in my room as much as possible because i really don’t like him or the way he behaves. I used to eat dinner with family, play games with family, but now I just sit in my room, eat dinner in room. My mum has gotten worse too, she gets drunk EVERY-night. When I try to confront her and say maybe it’s good to not do it every night, she gets angry and says there’s nothing wrong. The reason I think she is drinking every night is because she is drinking her emotions from having him as a boyfriend. When they argue, he calls her a cunt, bitch, fuckwit, pretty much any name you can think of. But I can’t do anything, she gets mad when I try to defend her. I hate it, I feel so powerless. We all do. We can’t escape, we don’t have enough money to. I feel like I’m a crazy person, everything I have learned in school, life, etc about toxic household and about what is and isn’t ok is happening to me and there’s nothing I can do about it. 

Just wanted to get off my chest, I am so anxious, scared for my family. I’m worried that we’re going to become homeless if he decides he wants that, I’m scared he’ll harm my mum, There’s just lots of thoughts that I’m scared of. thank you.