anyone else feel absolutely nothing? i mean besides emotions related to splitting, i dont feel anything at all. like my first priority in life is attention and feeling loved, everything else doesn't matter to me. i want to care about things like school and my future but i simply don't. there isn't any place in life where i don't feel totally stressed out or nothing at all. nothing creative is satisfying, physical activity is boring. the only thing that provides me any sort of relief are things like sex, food and self harm. i've lost any true interest in improving on any skills or hobbies. it all seems just. not even pointless?? but i don't care enough to try.