I'm feeling really sad. I don't understand why the bulk of articles and anything related to BPD on the net has so much stigma around it. It paints us all out to be some sort of manipulative monsters, it hurts so bad i can't even tell my friends about it in fear that they will look up what BPD is and come across nothing but demonizing and stigmatizing articles that paint me out to be some sort of manipulative monster, when i'm not. I'm just hurt and misunderstood ... it hurts. I don't know what to do anymore, i just feel like crying. 