I’m 26 now. I’m trying to reconnect with myself before I started dealing with my mental health issues. I can’t seem to remember what I was like. Is this the right way to go about it? For instance, I think about who I was as a child before my problems started to occur. What did I like? What did I want to be when I grew up? I have a hard time connecting to myself because I have so much doubt about if I really know who I am. Literally… I question everything I do. “Is this me?” Even simply enjoying a tv show or learning to play guitar. It’s gotten obsessive in some instances. I don’t know how to just be. It feels like I’m trying to make it back home to a place that’s out of my reach or perhaps doesn’t even exist. I feel metaphorically lost I guess.