I don’t know where to post this, but my dad committed suicide three months ago. Does it ever get better? It seems to only get worse. I’m fucking up so much in my life because of it and I just want it to stop. It’s all such shit. I’m just starting my life now, I just started college, and I’m fucking it all up. I don’t know how to fix it, I do, but I can’t seem to do anything good for myself. For my future. It’s scary to see my life fall apart in front of me, but it’s of my own doing.