I just wanted to get this off my chest and finally tell something that I am proud of. 

I finally graduated. It was… hard I guess. I felt like giving up, I wanted and still want to die. But accomplishing this made me feel so proud of myself. Even if my days still seem so dark and heavy, it still goes on. And in my low moments I remind myself that I’ve at least graduated and the brings my mood up a little bit. 
I hope you all can find something that brightens your mood, even if it’s just a little.