Lately I've noticed that I literally never want to do anything with my friends. It's weird because I used to be the most social of my group and always wanted to hang out with people every night. I love my friends and we're all getting along just fine, it's just that I would now much rather stay home than party with them. I'm a 20 year old female by the way and I'll be a senior in college next year. Next week is the fourth of july and I'm considering bailing on the party because I simply don't want to go. I don't know why anything sounds fun to me anymore?? It's not like I'm losing interest in other things. I still like my usual hobbies like hanging with my family, reading, running, lifting weights, going for walks, listening to podcasts, etc. It's just that I don't want to be with my friends anymore. This doesn't seem to be pandemic-related either. We all have been hanging out outside in smaller groups since last summer (socially distanced I swear! All our parents were super strict about it). And during the whole pandemic I always was excited for socially-distanced hangouts with my friends. I'm so confused as to why all of a sudden I'm dreading hanging out with them? Partying with them for the fourth just seems boring to me honestly, but. I know I should just force myself to go and maybe this is just a product of my anxiety? I've always had anxiety around meeting new people and sometimes going to parties at college, but my friend group and I have been close when we were little and I've never felt like this around them. I'm scared and confused.