We’re struggling over here. I’m trying to be strong but man it’s hard. I was on Viibryd for a month and it gave me 4 weeks of absolute debilitating anxiety and constant diarrhea. Now, anxiety gives me bad stomach issues and I have a fear of puking so it gets worse when I’m anxious because my stomach hurts and the cycle continues. It’s such a stupid thing to be afraid of. But it’s keeping me locked in my room and just constant crying because I want it to go away. Is it anxiety? Is it medication? Is there something more seriously going on? And those questions I cannot answer and I’m terrified of the doctor because on top of fear of puking I have a fear of needles. I’ve almost passed out so many times from needles and I don’t want anything to do with them. The doctors seem like they don’t care when I’m in their office bawling my eyes out and the seem like they could care less. I just want to be a normal human being again, I want to laugh with my family again, I want to go out and about and not worry about needing use the bathroom in a snap. I’m scared, guys, i don’t know what to do. I have an appointment on Friday for a checkup from stopping Viibryd and I guess we’ll see what he says.