I'm anxious and feel like I'm just gonna sit there and panic. I got drunk with coworkers and was bitchy af. This has never happens before at any place I have worked and I'm freaking out. I apologized to the two people but I'm scared one of them now hate me. I was generally annoyed and discussed politics and science in a very annoying and arrogant way.  I cried most of today and I'm scared that if the guy gives me the stink eye or ignores me I will cry or panic 