I take classes at school and am about to graduate, I have a decent paying job working full-time hours, I make time for working out everyday…. Despite looking productive on paper, I always have low self esteem and feel like a loser. I keep trying to maximize my looks, maximize my financial situation, and any incremental improvement that I have over time doesn’t actually fix the way that I feel inside. I’m never present or in the moment with friends because I feel like I have to keep working on improving.


How do I end this insecurity? It drives me but also torments me