I just started college a month or two ago and I’ve consistently had insane mood swings. I go from stressing about the future, contemplating my existence, not enjoying any of my hobbies, sometimes even thinking about suicide(although I would probably never do it but the thought is there sometimes) to literally enjoying simply existing. Like I’ll be walking down the street and something comes over me and I just feel so happy and sometimes can’t even stop smiling but within the day I get depressed. On an average day I would probably say I’m sad 1/3 of the time, 1/3 of the time I’m happy, then the rest I’m just busy with schoolwork. The first month everyone I told about this issue just said don’t worry, your just adjusting to a new environment it will go away, but it’s only been getting worse. I can’t take it anymore but I have no clue where to start. Do I go to a therapist? Doctor? Just wait it out?