I feel like, when I have nothing to do, I need to rush or I need to do something RIGHT AWAY. I can't sit and have fun or have time to think of something to do.. No, my head is telling me I need to *do* something. Sometimes it gets so severe that I start to panic and I have no where to go. Sometimes I start to freak out and I feel like running away from everything and start over.

Idk why I'm like this..