Hello. I was diagnosed at 14 years old(21 now) as a atypical schizophrenic. I had a quite hardcore suicide attempt last month. Spent 25 days at the ward and my new doctor changed my diagnosis to schizoid personality disorder and bipolar disorder. 

I think its a "lighter" diagnosis but fuck its really painful to open up a wiki and see all your aspects of life being described as it is in reality. I don't want to offend anyone but im manic af and sad at the same time.

Im hoping for the best for all of you, have a nice day.