I don’t have BPD, but I do have CPTSD with a lot of similar patterns and behaviors of BPD. My therapist has commented on this, but doesn’t think it’s full blown BPD. I’m awful with relationships, anyone who tries to help me I lash out at. I’ve destroyed several relationships over the last few months. One of them could be reading this post tbh. My dad has been trying to be there for me, we don’t have the best history but he has more than tried to make up for things but I keep blaming him for things that my mom and step dad did to me. I’m always being an asshole to him and I just generally don’t know how to stop. My former friend was trying to help me and telling me the things I was doing weren’t okay but I couldn’t listen, I flipped out on her and invalidated her entire trauma history and just ruined an almost life long friendship. I don’t know what should do. Over the past few years I’ve cut people off and then came back and then done it again. I change my mind over and over again and my identity tends to base itself around the people I’m with. I just don’t know what to do. I can’t get stabilized because I’m in a shitty situation at home and I’m just kind of at a loss. Any advice would be appreciated.