I get a big pit in my stomach any time i need to contact my landlord.  Honestly, he is a pretty chill guy. any time i have asked him fix something like a broken shower, cracked paint, etc, he has fixed it with no issue.

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However, I still get very anxious when I need to contact him. I get the same feeling as when I had to request something from my abusive father when i was a kid. As if I will get yelled at and blamed for requesting assistance.

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My bathroom shower vent just stopped working tonight. I texted my landlord, telling him the situation, requesting when he will be able to come over.

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I have a nervous pit in my stomach.

My mind filled with anxieties.

"What if he kicks me out? What if he never responds?" etc etc