Idk how to explain it. But I’ve met a few new people in the last few months for work and for school. And Idk but I’ve had a few small interactions with a few people (forced because yk we have to talk at work/school) but then we end up having small talk about private life and they’re so fun. And I just want to be friends so bad. But I am so deathly shy and boring that I can’t even talk to them in a fun way. Then when I get home I go on social media, look them up. And spend a few days/weeks/months. Just checking in on them. Sad I wasn’t able to be friends with them