TL; DR bf of 2 years broke up with me just now and I don’t know how to cope or live without him 

My bf has been going through depression on and off for awhile and today he had a huge falling out with his older brother which resulted in my bf throwing things violently and then he stormed out of the house without his phone so I wasn’t able to find him for a good 4 hours until I drove and found him walking back towards home. We’ve never fought or had any major arguments but when we got home and I asked him what was wrong and what not he lost it and full blown yelled at me (I’ve never seen him this angry at all in our relationship so I was so scared and taken aback) I leave the room in tears and then he said he’s moving out of his brothers house and broke up with me. I wanna be there for him so bad I love him so much I’ve never loved anyone as much/hard as him so I’m taking this breakup super hard I feel like committing suicide so bad literally so much bad shit has happened to me in the past that I just don’t care anymore.