I looked into the eyes of a person who's tired, who's been through too much, who's experienced too much shit at his age (16), who wishes he was dead, those eyes belong to me. As I watch the suicide squad (good film BTW) here in my mess of a room, I see how much shit I've endured throughout these past months and I wonder how can I keep going on like this? I've already missed school since the beginning of the year since I don't feel comfortable there, I've ruined my chances with the one person I genuinely liked and they liked me back, my family doesn't seem to wanna help, my friends don't give a shit at this point and my only choice seems to be suicide (I know I'm watching a movie called the suicide squad while contemplating suicide oooooooo). I can't take this anymore, everyone hates me, I hate myself, Im just tired and I want to end it so badly.