Hi everyone! So I’m not doing good right now. I’m going in too a dark hole (i have been here before). I just quit my job. It’s job number three I quit this year.

 I have gone from being a project manager in IT to working in assembly (with my asked pay) then a security guard (which still pay good we’re i live) to unemployed. I can get a new job in a week if I wanted to but I just can’t anymore. 

I can’t wake up every morning, eat, go to work, go home, eat and then sleep to repeat again tomorrow! I fucking hate it! I hate the money (even if a need them), I hate the ”you have to” that society tells me, I hate that people think that the people/company are doing you a fucking favor to LET you work for them. It’s the opposite for fuck sake you are doing them a favor!

I do understand that I never can change the way we built society so yeah you have to work. My problem is I can’t fucking take it anymore… I got adhd probably they are doing a investigation right now and they say I am depressed, but I can’t se even if I got ”cured” from this it would change. What can i do? Pleasa fucking help I can’t do this no more!

Please dont say get a job you love just fucking dont .