I am a person who struggles even talking to friends and family, people I have known my entire life. I get really anxious sometimes even when I am around them, so how is it resonable that I have to be able to keep a conversation going during an exam i dont even know how to do that when I am around people I feel kinda safe with. So obviously I dont know how to do it under added pressure from an exam. 

When I am at an exam my voice starts shaking, my hands are shaking, my stomach gets really upset and that is during the part I already have rehearsed 9000 times before hand.

I dont know what the point of this is, I have an exam in about a month and I am just already really nervous and I know I am going to fail because I really bad at everything I do. And I'm really just not in the best place at the moment.