So I was laying in bed today and I just remember a moment like 5 years ago.  the time I was like 15 and my 4 years younger than me sister wanted to sleep in my bed with me. I remember this moment: we were laying down without the covers and I saw her underwear and the first second I had an intrusive thought of “imagine if I touch there how wrong that is” and here we are 5 years later it just came in my mind again now I keep thinking I wanted for someone reason do that and for even thinking it I’m a predator and need to tell everybody because I have a confession compulsion.