I have so many personalities. Yes, duh, obviously. But when I'm with my parents I act chipper and happy and I smile and in the moment I feel happy. As soon as I leave the room of they do, I'm dull and numb. When I'm at work I'm hypermanic because I NEED my customers and my coworkers to like me. When I'm with my boyfriend I'm happy, when I'm texting him I'm depressed. I have no identity. I feel dissociated like 99% of the time. I hate myself but I also think I'm awesome. Fdisjwkzubsodusbj why