So I don't know where to start. I feel so alone and feeling myself in dark. I just want to talk with people so if anyone reading this please lets talk. For a min I feel like I will be leaving this world and i am scared but the other moment is I want that person back, ny best feiend, the only person who loved me and cared for me. I miss them so much and i treat them so bad :( . I wish I can go back to past and stop myself from doing and telling all the things I told to them. Please help me and talk with me as I feel so lonely and i dont wish to leave as I love myself and everyone and i am always so kind. Please send a hi and lets start a conversation guys, you all are beautiful souls out there and you all deserve love :)