At the beginning my bf was so obsessed with me. I wasn’t open to accepting him in so he fought for my love in the most wonderful and loving ways. Whenever I split, he wrote 10 page letters confessing his love to me.
But then I opened up to him and made him my life, I kept splitting and… eventually it got too much and he left. 
We’re back together now and nothing is the same. I get nothing from him, I know I should start to love myself first again and stop being dependent on all the love he once gave me. But it’s difficult, it’s so difficult when you once have felt like you were someone’s world and now you mean nothing to them.
I’m in pain every day and feel so insecure.