We were in a polyamorous relationship with my husband but the relationship with my husband was rocky and I wanted a future with my FP so we finalized divorce and he left to go home to the UK Monday. So yesterday my FP tells me it's not working out . I'm six years older. Hes focused on school and money and I'm just doing gig work trying to be happy . He tells me all these things bother him and he's not happy when he told me a week ago he was and we were talking about our future together he just keeps saying sorry but we can still be friends. He knew I had BPD. He knew I had abandonment issues but he still did it. I somehow have to work today and pretend like everything's fine. He tells me I deserve someone better when I wanted him to be better. I just give up.