This is something I worry about during the day too so that would explain the nightmares. It’s so tiring though. I was doing really good for a few weeks, maybe even months, and then I fell back into the paranoia and worry since this whole quarantine shit started. I’m not with her all the time now and she has gotten a new job, meeting new people, she can do whatever she wants basically without me knowing. On top of that she’s been acting weird. 

It’s probably just me worrying though. I’m so tired of the day/night worrying.