Hi, one of the things I struggle with most about BPD is having no sense of identity. When I look at other people I have a good sense of what they look like and who they are. But I can’t do it with myself. 

When I think about myself I see myself as a blank canvas that I can do literally anything to. I change my hair colour and length almost every month, I’ve dyed my hair almost every colour, had about 15 different piercings, some I’d taken out and got redone in the same place 3 different times??? I got visiable tattoos as soon as I turned 18 because I was soo certain that I loved tattoos and it was the only thing I was passionate about, and now 1 year later I’m getting them lasered off because I don’t like tattoos anymore. 
I’m so tired of it because I can’t even trust myself because I feel like a new person every month and my interests change completely.