Working has been nearly impossible for me lately. I've been going through preparations for a trial after 5 years of waiting. I obviously can't speak about it, but it was due to an accident that has caused a lot of issues, including mentally. 

Courts, lawyers, and all that stuff freaks me out and gives me insane anxiety to the point of shaking and flooded mind. It has made it so hard for me to focus on work and doing things right. I keep messing things up, my boss is tired of that, plus he's tired of all the half days off for meeting with my lawyer or therapist. 

I guess I'm looking for advice for others who may have been in a similar situation? How do you work well when there's so much going on? I know everyone has to deal with something, I just don't know how I can work if I'm not right mentally, but I can't afford therapy or anything without working. With all the meetings, sessions, appointments, and everything in going through I have no idea how I can keep this 8-5 job. I can't drop down from 5 days a week either, boss won't allow it.