One of the first experiences with my other self was during an episode in my teenage years. I would sometimes have an imaginative ego I would suppress but when im manic it comes to life quite destructive, selfish, prideful. It strangely feels foreign but the energy comes from within. I had many nicknames and sometimes i feel i lost myself trying to fit these names people gave me or I accepted. Now I look feel those parts of my personality come to life when im manic. From the way I talk, walk, thought process etc. When im in the mirror sometimes i dont know the person im looking at lol. Very strange to describe, any experiences?