For context, I'm (15m) Canadian and have only been on summer break for about a week and a bit now. I've done nothing but lay in my bed, seeing as none of my friends want to hangout, and have made that extensively clear, and my house is in a more remote location (meaning it takes a lot of energy/money on bus fare to get anywhere worthwhile).

My mom won't leave me alone about it. She keeps calling me lazy and useless, and telling me everytime she comes in my room, she sees I'm miserable and can't get out of bed. I keep trying to tell her its because I'm not feeling well mentally, and everytime, I get hit with the "do I need to ground you/take away xyz just so you'll stop being so lazy?" and its so fucking unfair. Not that grounding me would do much difference seeing as I'm not really going anywhere anyways.

I've tried to at least maintain 3 meals a day, but whenever I sleep in and miss one, that I usually make up by having a bigger lunch, she gets on my ass about how I'm just being lazy and how I needed to get up off my ass and do stuff, and stop being so obsessed with my laptop/video games. I try to shower at the least every other day, and when I don't she gets on my ass. I try to spend time with my family only to be hit with the "wow can't believe you could tear yourself away from xyz long enough to come out of your room!". Basically everything I do gets put down, or made fun of, then she gets on my ass for not doing it.

I'm just sick, and tired, and don't know what to do. I have lists of things I can do to at least feel productive/happy with my life, but I already know this summer is going to be one I regret.