I’ve had suspicion that I have bpd for awhile now and it’s ruining my life and destroying all my relationships including at home. My step mom and me do not get along and in two months I’m out. I have a bad relationship with my dad as well… I have no insurance, no way to get help. Work is hell and I’m not sure I can keep going. I have some money saved but no credit to get my own place. Any tips? Advice? Resources?