I have DPDR and existential thoughts 24/7.My questions seem so fucking stupid that I am even embarrassed to say them to my therapist.

Everyone views the word from their perspective right?The problem is my perspective is so fucking scary right now.I feel like I am alone in this world.Like everyone else is fake.I don't feel emotions anymore.

Some people feel grounded when they touch things but the problem is touching things and feel makes me scared.Everytime I shower or touch something the same questions comes to my mind "Why?" "Why do I feel this"

I am literally going crazy. I can't exist like this anymore.