It makes me anxious. Thinking so much of things I wanna say but probably shouldn’t. 
If you see my post history you’d know. 
I want to tell the girl I built such a strong connection with, emotionally, sexually etc how much I miss her and the intimacy.. how I miss massaging her feet when she’s stressed.
I’d hate to say it and it doesn’t go well but I’d hope to god it did.
She was so amazing to me and opened up to me things she never told anyone..
I just lay In bed picturing it and how much I miss it.. how we both built connection before anything there why it sucks. Does she miss me too? She says we will hang in person soon so now I wait.