🎊🎆Happy New Year! 🎆🎊 this morning as usual I won’t up with dread, I’m grateful, however this feeling I wake up with every single day of my life. This morning I figured it out, didn’t know what this feeling was, the Word that came to me immediately when I questioned it was dread. I googled it, found out it’s my anxiety. I can feel it as I swype this, all in my arms; first thing I think of I’m dreading is not living my life as a writer and write, read and write some more, which makes me depressed. 

Anyone else experience this? If so what was the solution that worked for you to alleviate this and become productive? I’m thinking I may need medication, I hate it tho, but I can’t continue like this. 

Thank you.