I was diagnosed late 2019 after many, many years of unknowns and comorbid diagnosis of CPTSD. This being said I have tried the same plethora of medications and treatments most of you have done. Only finding that my bipolar may be rooted into a physiological issues undiagnosed.

Background aside, my most hatred and loved, but mostly hatred is hypersexuality. It is absolute worst, i have destroyed more relationships with this symptom than any other. I have what has been described as an absolute madman behavior when it comes to either trying to initiate or be intimate to seeing blood red after being rejected from my spouse with some always bs excuse.

Last night she blatantly to my face told me I think about sex too much, then she goes into the next room to cam with perverts and get paid to masturbate. See where this could make me see red?

Anyways, just absolutely needed to vent I'm currently in 1.5 mg of Klonopin and it's barely made a dent in this manic episode.