I feel like now that uni is over i will have to live a life of servitude for the rest of my life, and that i will have to trade 8 hrs a day working for something that i dont care about or am especially good at. I feel like my friends are all hanging out without me somewhere and they all hate me and just want me out of the picutre. my parents have this life planned out for me and i dont want to end up living that but ig i will have to because that seems to be the direction i am moving in and i feel trapped. i am home alone right now and i am really trying not to do anything too harsh but i feel like i should.