I don't know if it's right to post here. If not allowed, please delete.
Recently, something happened and I don't know what it's called. Trying to keep it short: I was chilling with my boyfriend on the couch. He kissed me and all of a sudden, he didn't look like himself. He looked like my abusive ex boyfriend. I flattered my eyes but it wouldn't stop until I pushed him away and took a second to breathe. In that very moment I panicked! It was just too real and I had this happen a few times by now. I just would like to know what this is called. Any suggestions appreciated. Thank you!