first: sorry for bad english

second: please nothing like "go away from home" etc if i wanted that i would have done it already

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They don't take care about it.... like they're shouting at me, because of any reason, and when I go then on my computer to speak with someone to escape those thoughts, instead of doing my homework, they again shout at me that I shouldn't play my depression up.... And they are always saying to anything that makes me depressed, that if such a little thing can make me depressed I need to be hospitalized..... And they're always telling that they would take care about it and would try to help me and I should have some more respect for that and change something myself... BUT THEY ONLY MAKE IT WORSE AND I FUCKING CAN'T CHANGE SOMETHING BY MYSELF...................... why can't they understand that shouting at me and telling me to change something myself IS NOT HELPING ME???

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They always say that I am the one who is misbehaving and i have to change it and they try to help me already... i can't hear that anymore... i just want to die rn.....