I’m giving up. I gave it a month to hope that medication would help or my life would get better but it’s only getting worse. My friends are pulling away. I got fired from my job. I spent a week inpatient and it only brought more trauma. 

I don’t understand why I’m doing all the things I’m supposed to be doing and nothing helps. I’m just tired of trying when I don’t even want to do it in the first place. I’m scared of death but I think I’m more fed up with living.