me and him have been wildly on and off for the past two years. He is constantly calling me and the majority of the world weak. After 2 years I've lost my sense of normalcy and don't know what to do. Part of me sees this as something insane. I'm 18 years old. Imagine telling my family this guy I see so often is constantly belittling me? He has never deliberately caused me pain. I don't know what to make of this.

Have I lost my head through being around him or is this something beyond my comprehension?