I've wasted 13 years in school and I'm destined to waste another 8 so that I can get a useless degree and waste the rest of my life in a job that i do not have an ounce of passion for. i go for 8 hours, and come back home, miserable. the real kicker is that i know I'll have to do this forever, until my dying breath. everyone says "college isn't your only option" only because they're in a position of privilege to do so. i HAVE no other option.

i am a trans woman who nobody respects and an artist who nobody will ever want to hear from. 

i am fucking drowning in pressure. i have no aspirations but to die young so I don't spend my life in misery. i have lived poor and i will die poor, and that's just how i feel.