I just had the longest manic episode I’ve have in a while. Put a lot of money on my credit card I’m already in a ton of debt from because I bought more things for myself than anyone when Christmas shopping. Got my nipples pierced. Dyed my beloved blonde hair brown. Was also productive in preparing for these last exams I have coming up (I’m a first semester nursing srudent). I felt good. Then today I wake up and don’t want to do anything. I didn’t want to get out of bed. My friend wants to go out tonight to my favorite bar and I don’t even want to do that. I need to hit the books to study but idk if I can get the energy to do it. And to know I’ll probably be like this, and that it’ll get worse, for at least a few months really sucks.