I'm only 24, yet I feel like I'm never going to find my forever s/o because of this stupid illness. I've had 2 long term relationships and a few casual things in between, but I feel like i ruin every sort of relationship i get into because i get so attached to the other person, so needy, etc really fast, and then they get overwhelmed because I'm "too much" and then that's the end of it. I look at myself and wonder who would ever want to be with someone like me... my brain is so fucked up and I don't think i actually look good either. Why would anyone want to be with someone like me?

The shitty thing is, i have such a hard time controlling my emotions and it ruins everything. Idk what to do anymore. I'm just sick of feeling unlovable.