Fear to be judged maybe that's what it called 
Whenever I m asked to do something by my dad and just a little bit of a doubt on myself and then strikes the fear that's in back of my head. I was asked to bring money the guy asked me to go to his friend's office to get the money. But then I thought I might not be able to count this one right eh fk it who care the guy is very close and trustable he won't do anything wrong. But then he asked me to count it and I got all scared about what will happen if I m not able to count its as if like I wasn't even slightly focused on what I m doing but on what is bout to come if I don't do it right. He called my dad on speaker and then again asked me to count and the mistake was so lame I m completely embarrassed and not able to think straight. I should have tried to count it right but my find focused on how the fk do I get out of this situation. He gave a long lesson while there were some other ppl watching then I went on my bike drove it super ducking fast out of nowhere and now my dad Is bout to give a lesson and I m not sure about what the fk to say to him. Hell I m not even sure If I would be able to speak I m that embarrassed FUCKK