I’ve had clinical depression since I was 16 (now 28). I genuinely resent most things, especially society 

But around 5 years ago things began to change when I learned to accept the ‘bad thoughts’ and life in general.

Life is fkin tough, near impossible in fact. The things people seem to derive joy and pleasure from pretty much bore the fuck out of me. As such I cannot manage relationships and I have a near impossible task of trying to understand others 

But I have learned over these years THAT IT IS OK!!! I altogether stopped trying to achieve the perpetual state of happiness when I realised it’s not static and doesn’t really exist.

I am not go patronise anyone by saying bs like “you’ll soon feel better” or “just try and see the positives” cos I know how stupid these statements are 

This is probably not what you want to read but I am 1000% sure if you accept your mind, body and life you will progress through this shit 

If it gets out of your control talk to someone 

Lots of love x