My mental health has not been great. I’ve taken a few medical leaves from my job due to my physical and mental health. They’re all unpaid because I do not qualify for FMLA yet.

When I get in these positions I get behind on bills, my credit card payment which is making my once good credit score go down so many points. Can’t feed myself either. Watching the score go down makes me want to just give up.

I know I need to be more responsible and I know that I’m at fault. But being so anxious to leave the house, to work in public, to make money to survive, it’s getting to the point where I want to just… give. Up