I...jist don't know how my boyfriend feels right now. I broke up with him on Monday, because I didn't want to hurt him with...myself...you know what I mean. I took it back and he doesn't want to break up with me. But I'm genuinely concerned, if I didn't cornered him with it, if I didn't somehow traumatized him and now he'll react according to it...

So...is there anyone, who could answer me this question? Ideally someone without BPD, who experienced this?