i’ve been going through a hard time lately (being unemployed, almost unaliveing, getting diagnosed, living in a stressful environment) and i’ve been finding it hard to be present in my own life let alone my friends’ lives. sometimes it takes me a couple of days to get back to them and there have been times i wasn’t able to offer my friends support with their situations and issues. now most of my friends feel like they’ve been offering me more support than i’ve been giving them and they’re upset with me and i’m finding it really hard to not feel like a burden and to not hate myself. i can’t help but feel like everyone is going to leave me and idk how i will manage if that were to happen.