I feel like I've either acted horribly, treated them wrong, or pushed away permanently every person I've ever met. Friends, family members, coworkers, acquaintances, potential new friends, colleagues, the list goes on. And the one friend I do have I feel like is just as sad a case as I am. I could have connections I think, I just literally screw everything up.

Does anyone else feel like the shittiest person in the world sometimes? Is it real? I feel like this is something I am just now realizing and it's such a terrible epiphany. How to cope :( 