My parents got the divorce I've been wishing for ever since I was younger. I wished because I knew it was for the best, they hate each other, they're not for each other. Sometimes, I wish they were. I remember having dreams of them laughing together, but in the dream I was so puzzled because that wasn't right. I remember when he use to "kiss" her. Was he kissing her with the same lips of the woman he was cheating on her with? When I was younger, I use to worry if they were ever going to make up and then we could finally be a happy family, which never happened. Now I'm just worrying about how the court will handle it, how the custody will be handled. I can't concentrate on anything, I just ball on this and they tell me not worry but I do worry, you know? I just don't have no one to go to, and not even knowing how to handle it.