Does anybody else feel like they have a really good positive day or even a couple days and then it’s like BAM 💥 something triggers you like thinking your FP is going to die one day and leave you all alone or your going to die before them and he or she is going to move on and find new love 🤦🏽‍♀️ we just can’t ever  win 🤷🏽‍♀️