TW: binge eating, mention of trauma, sexual a*****t,
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Does anyone feel like disconnected to your body. I’ve endured so much trauma basically since I came out of the womb. From my childhood trauma to my sexual assault in college. My body feels heavy, and I have some health problems that are somewhat unexplainable (mainly GI issues). My back aches and my body feels like I’m not in control of it anymore. All I think about is food (I have an ED) and I can’t even get restful sleep. Almost every night I dream the same dream just different things happen. And I cry and I sob. My partner woke me out of my sleep because I was whimpering in my sleep (I was sobbing in my dream). Idk i just feel like I can’t get any relief. Not from my ED, not from my trauma (which I’m actively working through), not from my adhd. I feel like I’m suffocating a little and I don’t know what to do. I’m tired. Really really tired.