I come off REAAALLY weird in interviews and even though Im qualified on paper, I never get the job. 

This has happened greater than ten times in three years. I cant make it past the gate due to BPD. Im just a very nervous unconfident person and the identity issues make it hard for me to answer interview questions.

I also have a natural frown shaped mouth and a slight lazy eye so I probably look like a lunatic despite my best efforts.

Bpd also lead me to job hop so my resume is a hot mess.