Everyday I follow the same schedule which consists of browsing through all social media comparing my lives to successful people,eating junk,talking to no one and neglecting family. I wish I came here to ask for advice but I just felt the need to type this out just to see if there are people who relate.I don't really have any hope left for life I'm kinda just going with the flow until I die,I would've killed myself if I had access like a gun but all the other ways have a chance of survival.The last thing I need is to survive a suicide attempt so that my entire life will get even worse.