I got diagnosed with BPD and sociopathy in the UK. I used to self harm so bad and been in the ICU twice due to overdoses. Been addicted to benzos for years except whilst in prison and alcohol on and off.

Really don't know where it goes from here, I'm 22 and have one kid on the way and a parent under section.

I can't just stay drunk forever, I have to let the shield down at some point. To think I used to be a student at a russell group university. Suicide is so fucking convenient.

Anyone get slapped with sociopathy aswell?