I drive myself crazy when I don’t know what’s going on in a situation. I have to talk my feelings out. I have to figure things out. I don’t like to leave any room for assumptions because when I start assuming, I can’t stop. I make lots of scenarios in my head and it drives me to be angry, sad, etc. I am aware that I am like this and make it known to people but they don’t listen. When they don’t listen, I only get more upset. 

This just goes back to a post I made before about how being alone might just be better. I don’t see why it’s so hard to just sent down and converse. It saves a lot of time and confusion. 

It’s only AFTER I react to someone not doing a simple thing that people want to act like I’m ‘crazy.’ If I ask you to tell me why you feel a certain way, I’m doing it for the both of us. If you shut down, give me a half-ass answer, etc. I won’t know what to do with myself. And I shouldn’t have to know. 

BPD or not, everyone deserves answers. I hate this “no one owes you anything” attitude that everyone has. I get that maybe it’s true... but when you care about someone why would you not do everything you can to give them reassurance and comfort? Especially when you know they’re struggling mentally.