So Sunday I messed up. I really hurt my partner with words. I was in pain and I wanted him to hurt too but the thing is, I didn’t mean anything I said. I was so upset I ended up breaking us off. I still text him and he still texts me sometimes, but he is conflicted because he wants to be with me but he says I’m unpredictable. Which to be fair I am but I’m working on it in therapy. This is extremely hard. He is my fp and I never meant to hurt him or our relationship. I’ve apologized but I know he’s still hurting and I don’t want to lose him and the relationship. Is there anything I should do or say? I’m at a loss right now and I feel so selfish.