I’m waiting in emergency for the second time because I want to die. My best friend/FP/ex boyfriend won’t answer any texts even though he was online and I stated the severity of the situation. I won’t lie about killing myself. Feeling even more devastated since he lives next to the hospital. I’m in a safe space, I’ll be ok,  but am I wrong being upset that he isn’t there for me? I’m all alone at the hospital and I’m upset.