I post here cause I don't know one single Good darm of you mother Fulkerson out there, so I don't feel embarrassed.   I recently found it helps me get stuff off my chest.  

I'm guilty!!  Not the person I dreamt of becoming.  Made a lot of mistakes that have hurt others around me..  done alone of caca and treated others rudely or worse.  

I can't stop these overwhelming feelings and thoughts that are so bad I don't know what to do.

And these voices in my head never let up.

Like I got a group of angels and devils on each shoulder, always getting me into trouble,, and on my case with guilt and being humble trips.

The meds don't help.

Ganja, THC, MJ, pot, flower, weed, wax, is about the only thing that I know of which helps.

I'm fucken done.

Have a nice day. 🤙