\*dopamine not serotonin, turns out im an idiot 

I'm hopped on sugar, I've got all the music blaring, I'm dressed to the nines and *it's not working*. I just *cannot fucking function and I h a t e it.* I have so much work to do and I just can't pull myself together. i can see why people with adhd have higher rates of substance abuse because hoooolllly shit I would be willing to try a LOT of stuff to get out of this headspace.