i’ve been talking to this dude for 6 months and even though we aren’t exclusive, i started really having feelings for him. he’s into me too but not as much as he used to be and he called me drunk as fuck and mentioned how he started talking to another girl on instagram, and this really messed me up and i wanna get over him but the escapism i get from focusing on him instead of my shitty life at home is getting ripped from underneath me and now i’m sitting in my bedroom drinking a bottle of wine listening to depressing music debating if i should text him or not 
i just wanna stop having feelings for him WTF