i had a uh, fun situation today.
basically, some stuff happened and i had to sacrifice my own feelings and well being for my FP. (he also has bpd and the fear of him splitting on me and leaving me is really really big, especially today) 
it sucks and i hate doing it. makes me feel like i'm less of my own person than i thought (which wasn't a lot in the first place)
how do you deal with this.