i have this one friend who seems to have trouble herself, sometimes she replies in a bad tone or will do stuff that *i* think is on purpose to bother *me* (i know its not)
like stating the obvious as if stupid, laughing too much At me, and just. i dont know, theyre giving me the ick lately and i feel so horrible cause we have been friends for 4-5 years or so and its like i hate her on the inside.
i feel so bad saying it but its the truth, i dont know how to manage all of this. in fact, ive hated all of my friends at a certain point.
i hate everyone sometimes, and i wish it wasn't like that.