I don't know how to explain it, but when i'm in a bad mood I just want to bully someone. After I've made them sad, I feel better. Kinda like when you have a cold if you give it to someone else you lose yours? 

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I know I'm an asshole, but I want to know if this is BPD related or just plain old asshole stuff. I'm still trying to work on myself, and part of it is realizing that I do this. I've been making a conscious effort to stop it.