Would people be willing to share their experiences with medication? 

I feel like if I want on an anti depressant I would experience a lot less pain on a day to day basis. 

But I’m also really really afraid that I would experience less emotions full stop. And I really enjoy my positive emotions and having a genuine connection with others. I’m worried about becoming emotionally “flat”.

I’m worried about side effects also. I saw my roommate have a seizure from withdrawal from anti depressants and it was extremely upsetting.

I would love your insight on your experiences.