i have a week full of exams coming up in two days and i am not in the right mental state to study. or even care. this school year has been the worst one ive had by all means (friendships, teachers, the authorities, my exams, you name it) but i dont care like i used to. im just tried of failure. i've been trying to suppress the urge to sh which caused me to binge eat and that just makes everything worse. also this is my first ever post on reddit lmao