I feel so empty all of the time. If it weren’t for my boyfriend I probably wouldn’t be here. He’s so supportive and everything a person with BPD would want in a partner. We just bought a lovely home. We both make decent amounts of money. When he’s not around I feel nothing, I have no friends. I can’t make friends. I fill the void by drinking and doing cocaine every day. 

It seems like I’ll never be happy, no matter how successful I am. No amount of anything will fill the bottomless void I feel in my heart.