I like to think I’m pretty self aware, I try to understand my behaviours and thoughts, and that not all my emotions may be “real” or based in reality. For me, this leads to a lot of self doubt, and insecurity in my thoughts. Because of that I don’t trust any of my emotions may be real, and I ignore what could be very real problems in my relationships under the guise that I’m “just being bpd again.”  I feel like I give way more leeway than I should sometimes, but then double back and wonder if that’s true or if I’m just crazy. 

Does anyone else feel like this? 