I always hear people saying you need to love yourself first in order for someone else to love you. And that other people can't make you happy, you need to find happiness within yourself. I just can't understand this concept. My father always used to say he was happy to work hard and be a good man so he can be a good provider and role model in the family. Would that have happened if he didn't have a wife and 2 kids? I honestly doubt it. Maybe he would've been an alcoholic because he couldn't find purpose in the world.  
So yea, I wish I could find someone with whom I can share some intimacy and genuine moments, away from all the bs of the world and all the superficiality. Someone who reciprocates trust and love. I sincerely think it would motivate me to be better. I would love to spend lazy evenings in the bed or the couch watching a movie and laugh at silly scenes and debate the movie afterwards, have dinner dates where we cook together, to go outside for walks in nature and parks then sit on a bench or on the grass and talk about life, travel a bit and generally try new activities which are more enjoyable as a pair. Not to mention the sexual intimacy you can get in such a relationship. It's so depressing to want to offer all this love and to realize no one wants to give you a chance.   
Btw, I'm a 23 year old guy.