I will give you backstop leading to my ordeal. I'm 31yr, male, about 140lbs. Army vet, I was in the bomb squad side (stupid idea). After tour in afghan left me with ptsd, tbi, a jacked up back from carrying a 100lb robot all over the mtns of afghan not to mention a bunch of other crap. 

Got out of the army in 2014 but still had a job that worked with explosives and I just didnt have the nerves for that kind of work anymore. Took my top secret clearance and helped my dad I'm construction for 450/week. Huge pay cut. 

Had to us the VA for Healthcare system, couldn't afford anything else. They just filled me up with zoloft until I was a zombie cut off emotionally from the world. This ended a relationship 5 year relationship. 

Finally got a good job with us gov in 2017. Best job I've ever had but as a desk job I'm way out of my comfort zone. Relationship #2 ended after 2 years because my sister and a newborn moved in to my home while she was getting herself fix out. This home was left to me my by great grand parents. 
Fast forward to April this year, I meet the love of my life......a guy. Unfortunately he had a car wreck where he was at fault 2 years before we even met and was almost done with the legal stuff. The wreck had a fatality and it devastated him (he's 28, no drugs, no drinking, no history) just a mistake His lawyer recommended a alford plea vs the guilty my bf wanted. In first week of June the best think to ever have happen to me, was taken away and he was given 2 years in jail. It's killed me doing this but I'm not going anywhere and just want a hug for him so bad.

Therapist wrote script for clonazepam .5mg to help with my anxiety and panic attacks I'm having once to several times a day. Thus on top of Prozac for depression, meloxicam and baclofen. 

Anyone deal with the clonazepam before? I don't notice it doing anything. Still shaking, crying can't get out of bed etc. 

If it wasn't for the love of my life I would or life this world already. But I'm here for him, my question is, anyone ever use clonazepam before? When your having a panic attack what's it supposed to feel like as it kicks in?