I am done with living. Would you even call it it living? Every week it’s a struggle. Waking up at 5AM coming home at 6, with no energy left to do things that I want to do. Struggle to put food on the table for myself. No family, I wouldn’t consider my “friends” really friends. I don’t want to struggle anymore, if you weren’t born into success it’s almost impossible to make something for yourself without luck. Hard work does not pay off. I’ve been working hard my whole life with nothing to show for it. I will just be another nobody. I hope I have it in me to end my life soon.