Never thought I would ever be able to do an interview, just the thought of doing one almost gives me a panic attack. BUT I got through my first interview last month even though I was an absolute nervous mess. Didn't get the job but I was so happy that I was able to finish the interview. It made me feel like, "yea interviews are scary but maybe they're something I can do now!" Since then I've had 2 more interviews and I received an offer for one!!!

 I honestly can't believe I've made it this far. When my anxiety was at it's peak in the past I had no hope for the future but now it feels like I'm slowly getting back my life. It took a while and now I'm so anxious for this position but I'm gonna try take it with baby steps, one day at a time!