Hi so uhmmm.. I got diagnosed with BPD a couple of weeks ago and I just.... Don't have any childhood trauma that I can think of? I mean I have had a stable household and caring parents and siblings my whole life. And I just can't stop thinking about it and it is messing me up because I feel like I'm constantly faking it or something.. or what I have is just.. not valid??

 The only significant thing that affected me in childhood is getting bullied or being an outcast in school but I can't think of any severe family problems or childhood trauma. I had my decent share of trauma in adolescence though but.. I don't know.. I just can't stop overthinking.