I’m a final year university student. For all the other years I’ve not attended most of my classes. I’ve managed to get by, just not with the grades I want or could achieve. I have to wake up early for my only class of the week tomorrow and I’m just not bothered to because of how low I am. I’ve tried to attend more classes this year and have been successful with some, less successful with others. I just feel bad that I’m wasting a perfectly good scholarship because of my mental health, I want to get better marks, but my drive is too low. 

Plus, I have no friends as a result of my social problems and not being present at university or attending groups. I’m lonely and it all sucks.