u see life has all treated us rough and I feel like I'm just dragging everyone around down into the hole I dug. I tried living just to please my parents but burdened them instead even tho my life is pretty shit as I was a crybaby in primary school and a bit of high school my dad would hit me for crying, gave me a scar on my thigh for not being able to answer 11 times 11 correctly when I was year 4. my mum tried her best to support me so I tried to be brave for her and hid my true feelings in high school as life went on I felt like a piece of shit looking back my younger self leeching off others. I attempted to use gaming to distract myself from my troubles, foolish I know. So I'm just asking for advice as I'm in a hole dug with my depression.