Please tell me your experiences, happy or sad. 
I'd like to see how many of you have been successful in love.

I'm having issues in my relationship after a pretty bad episode, I always wear the guys I'm with completely out and they walk in the end because they can't hack it anymore. Most of my relationships last 1-2 years and I always get multiple chances from them but in the end I ruin it and lose them completely.
I'm terrified my OH isn't coming back this time and it's put me in a really dark place, hoping some of you can give me some hope.