
So my psychiatrist recommended I do a partial hospitalization program due depression, anxiety, suicidal 
Ideation. I have done this program before a few times, with the last time being around February. During that time in February, I had a suicide attempt, had to go inpatient for a few days, and they “kicked” me out due to the attempt. When my psychiatrist suggested this, I told my him I was worried that they actually wouldn’t want me to try again. He said he would look into it. 

Well I was right because I got a call from the psych office and they said the program thought I would be more appropriate to do a DBT group one time per week. I told them I can’t really just do a group one time per week due to work. With the PHP, I could be on short term disability and have no worries. They called and said fine to come do the PHP, but I’m so worried. I don’t want to be anywhere I’m not wanted. 

Is it possible the PHP therapists could have felt pressured to do it and they really don’t want me there?   I feel physically sick thinking about being where I’m not wanted.