Hey guys, I have a question for you and don‘t seek gor a diagnosis. I had a few talks with my psychologist, but I dont get a diagnosis.

Everything startet with health anxiety when I was around 22 yo. I got it under controll and suddenly, after 5 years I got a panic attack which I got under controll with escitalopram my pcp gave me.

Two weeks ago, I got bad helath anxiety out of nowhere. Strange thing was, I went away after 7 days… But after that, something happened with me, that I cant describe:

I got really anxious about the fact, that my parents will die someday… I looked at them and almost broke down… around two days later, I got thoughts like „we all have to die and we cant do anything against it“. This freaks me out.

Also what i strange: I have times, where the rhoughts go away. But they always come back within hours. I cant control them, what makes me more anxious. What if they wont go away my whole life?

I can live my life an work. But when I am alone, they freak me out. Also I have the feeling of crying, but I cant do it! Maybe I forgot how to cry, because I am a „man“…

What can this be? A combination of OCD and anxiety? Got somebody else this or similar symptoms?

Habe a great day :)