I’m currently back at my local psychiatric ward and my condition leaves me a vegetable 99% of the days with extreme physical fatigue, numbed out from reality, hibernated digestive system, stuck thoughts, anxiety, inability to sleep and other strange physical symptoms. It’s so frustrating and upsetting to be told by healthcare nurses and my parents to just get out of bed and get better. I can’t get out of bed in the morning because of this. It’s giving me bad conscience about my situation. I missed breakfast yesterday and today because of this. I wish I rather had psychosis so there’d be a better external understanding of my situation. It’s just as frustrating and upsetting to take physical tests and not have them come up with any medical cause. It’s crazy what the brain can do to your body and emotional life.