I want to go skydiving, it’s been a thought for oh a week now, I told my mom I’d like to do it for my birthday but she said you can but I’m not going with you not watching you do it. I talked to a family friends of ours and he said he’d do it with me. He’s pretty chill and is honestly a great guy ands been there a lot for me this past year. 

I know for a fact I’d have anxiety, I’ve done roller coasters before and big ones at that but have never gone sky diving. I tend to be a fairly anxious person and have only flown once when I was a kid. 

But my logic behind this is how will I ever overcome anxiety to do anything with my life if I can’t do something ass cool as sky diving. My other reasoning is how am I going to be a firefighter and have the courage to run into a burning building or climb a ladder if I haven’t even sky dived? 

It’s more for progress and proving to myself that it’s just anxiety and nothing else. I’ve been doing this “1…2 GO!” Thing when it comes to stuff like that. I’m not saying I won’t be scared or have anxiety because I know I will be. It’s about proving to myself that I can do something I want to do and not let my anxiety control it…