The entire time I kind of just am like "yeah. You have borderline or bipolar or some mental illness. stop asking." But after a while I was like. Yeah.  This is me. 

https://youtu.be/prDfQp0PMbU


Lyrics:

You say it’s too much
That you need some space
I’m not even surprised
Cause it’s not the first time someone’s
Told me I need to change
My highs are too high
Lost count of my lows
Cause I laugh till I cry and I
Cry all the time I’m a mess

Tell me why
Why am I so damn emotional?
Afraid of myself
Cause I’m lovin and hatin with no control
So I say
Take it, take it, take it easy
Trying not to be so hard on myself
But tell me why, why, why
Why am I so damn emotional?
 
What can I do
It’s just who I am
Sometimes I love so hard
That it pulls things apart and I
I don’t really understand
So many thoughts in my head
I should think before I talk instead
And I can’t help but be
Always ahead of myself

So I keep asking and asking
Oh tell me, please tell me why
Why am I so damn emotional?
Afraid of myself
Cause I’m lovin and hatin with no control

..etc, etc