So I am not claiming I have BPD but I’m questioning it. And I want to ask if my symptoms sound like they would require a diagnosis of this disorder. 


So to start off with my childhood was painful, my parents divorced when I was nine. Ever since I had panic attacks all the time, and I felt like no one cared about me etc. 

I suffer with this 

-if someone’s mood is off I assume its aimed at me and if it is I start bawling my eyes out. I can sense someone’s mood is off RIGHT away

-paranoid: I often think someone broke in or I see a shadow etc I wake up in the middle of the night panicking 

-I get suicidal over minor things and I’ll be fine within the hour .

-self-harm by scratching myself or cutting 

-thinking I’m either a good or a bad person no in between.

-chronic empty feeling (could also be depression I haven’t left the house in a year) .

Anyways let me know what you think I don’t wanna invalidate anyone.