I’m25m, i flunked out of college 3 years ago and struggled throughout highschool from my aspergers and adhd. I thought to myaelf at the time that if I was gonna do something I’ll just do it even without a degree. So I went for it and started my own business. Then covid hit and I lost it all. I now basically rely on scrapes of money and living with my parents and unsure how I can get out of this. The state of covid in my country hit me really hard mentally and I became a very angry and anti-social person after 2 years of actively trying to improve my social skills, all of it was torn away in an instant. My anxiety came back stronger than ever and my country can’t handle it for the past 3 years having waves after waves until recently where they just stopped giving a fuck and declared it an endemic. I have nothing, no job, no career… i quit cigrettes before hand which was one accomplishment but i spent that time working out as much as I can and got to the point where I work myself until i can barely walk just to escape my own thoughts. Now that it all started opening up, i’m very ancious about how my future will play out and how I am going to deal with my mental hurdles which hinders my everyday life and all the distractions and shorter attention span which had accumilated from this period. But on top of all that I’ll find a way, I have to otherwise I will end up hurting myself again.