First of all, I want to say that I love you and that I care about you very much. I so wish for you to be happy and I honestly wish there was something I could do to make that happen for you.
 
I know that I said it was okay when you came over and it was so nice to hear some of the things you said about me. I really appreciate it.
 
The problem that I have is that today you’ve been on my mind and so the uncertainty and the anxiety is creeping up on me.
 
I don’t want to be anxious and I don’t want to be feeling this way.
 
I thought that perhaps if I let you mull things over that you’d have talked to me or at least said hey today but you didn’t and I understand that.
 
I’ve always hoped that you might even fight for me.
 
The bottom line is that you know exactly how I feel about you and I always want to be there for you. But it’s really hard.
 
I want to be your person. The one you miss and want to speak to.
 
You’ve even said yourself that you don’t think you’ll find someone who cares about you or loves you as much as I do.
 
I’m sorry but I can’t put myself through it. You know how I feel and I know you don’t have any of those feelings towards me.
 
If you do end up feeling that way then let me know but otherwise I have to say goodbye.
 
I don’t want to do this but I don’t have a choice right now. I will always love you but I don’t want to be in pain.
 
I don’t know if you’ll have anything to say and all I want to do is hold you right now and make things okay for you but I can’t because you won’t really let me in.