It was about four years ago that I've lived here. But after a car accident and having to quit my well paying job I was forced to move out. And shortly after I tried to escape myself. Although I am different, and in a better position, being here is bringing  up some past emotions. I don't want to tell my significant other because he's done so much to put us at this better spot. I don't want living here to be bad because of me. The self doubt, the taunting voices telling me I'm no better than I was 4 years ago. The echos of a past enemy telling me to complete what I had started here just lurks... I would never do something like that again. But I can't completely ignore the fact that I am feeling this way. I'm hoping it all just passes. Thanks again for listening guys. Hope yall are still staying safe and staying strong.