I’m just tired of it all, waking up, going to a job I hate, and going home, and repeating the same thing every single day. The last 6 months have been a blur and I feel like I’ve lost myself. I just want to get away from it all, work, home, my phone, everything. Suicide sadly isn’t an option becasue I couldn’t leave my freinds and family like that. I just want to disappear and break free from this life I live i don’t even know why I’m posting this I think I just needed to get my feelings out somewhere