I was born as a Jehovah’s Witness, and I never had a normal life. Never had a normal childhood, never lived a normal teenage life. Hell not even as a young adult. I’m in my mid 20s now and just barely started living my life more free from this cult. Trying to be normal, but when you’ve been indoctrinated since birth, you don’t know how to be normal. Feeling that I lost a lot of opportunities to grow as a person from a young age and get to know what my ambitions are, right now I’m lost, I got no one in my life I feel that trust and connection. My direct family (parents and sister) I don’t have that trust to tell them anything because I know they’ll judge like always. My only good connection I had looks like is lost, and my demons just keep at it, I try and try to keep going but sometimes I just want to give up