For years I’ve had the idea that I’ve related to BPD like a 100%, but never diagnosed. I went to the psychiatrist today for the first time and told him almost ‘everything’ I could think of. Very detailed things and also dark things about myself. At the end of the session he told me theres a mix of 3 things: autism/aspergers, concentration issues and depression/borderline. But he wanted to look further into autism so I kind feel very misunderstood right now. :( I feel super insecure and as if I have the feeling that I’m faking this disorder. He said that bpd symptoms can often be autism too. I’m having a hard time wrapping my head around this. The autism research will be very expensive too. I’ve also havent had the feeling that that part was the most bothering thing in my life, but the bpd parts were.