I feel like my life is big circle of fucking up. I have no energy or motivation to eat healthy or work out… so because I don’t eat healthy or workout I have no energy. Plus I can’t sleep well because I don’t exercise enough or do enough during the day. But I can’t do things because I can’t sleep. I wonder if im just lazy but I don’t know how to break the circle. 

My body feels like I’m elderly but I’m only 19. It doesn’t help that I have knee problems and bad ankles and I barely go outside because I live in downtown Chicago and I’m so busy with school.