Today I failed my driving license test. This doesn't seem like a big deal, but it was for me... Because the license was already expired (I let it expire), I either passed my driving test *today* or had to repeat everything again (classes on driving and road rules test and everything). I failed. So there I go again. It was so important for me to pass... I wouldn't waste time doing what I've already done, I wouldn't have to pay 500€ again to enroll in the driving school... And this is not everything. My love life is a failure, my social life is a failure (I have nothing but a few friends and many of them are far), my academic life is a failure (I don't like the degree I'm in and I can't get nice grades), I tried to get off of antidepressants but the symptoms came back so I'll need to go back to taking medication (so that was a failure too), and the driving license was a failure. What am I doing that is not failing? I don't know. Everywhere I look at I just see failure. I feel like a failure and I don't feel like leaving my room, much less getting on a driver's seat ever again or face adversity with a smile. Does anyone know of anything I could do to cheer up? I need to keep going but I'm getting so, so tired and angry at myself... I'm *tired* of finding the strength to keep my head up... I just wish stuff worked out more often. I don't feel like other people fail nearly as much as I do...