ive been depressed for 2 years and im 15 now so i want to try therapy or anti-depressants which is what one of my friends take but idk how to get wither of those things.

whenever my family ask me how im doing I say im ok because I never have the courage to tell them anything and whenever ive tried to say something about how im feeling to either one of my parents when i finally gather up the courage to try and tell them something they dont believe my and think im just seeking attention even when i was self harmimg (which im no longer doing). Idk what to do or who to go to. I dont have any real friends who i can go to and talk about these things with and as I said earlier my parents pretty much dont care. Basically im just asking if anybody knows any way that I can get help or talk about how I feel.