In a fit of extreme lonliness I sent and email to my ex gf who was also my fp, with whom i had a relationship for 10 years. Im pretty sure she is also BPD but undiagnosed because she denies it.

Anyway she blocked me and I havent sppken to her in 6 months. During the 6 months I went into therapy and got diagnosed.

Now In a fit of loneliness I emailed her asking if she could unblock me because I wanted to share something.

I wanted to tell her about my diagnosis i got last week.  But now I think its a horrible idea. She has ignored me for the last half year and in 6 months got a new bf, bought a house with him and is getting married with him. I think she is also pregnant.

Im starting to think it is a real bad idea contacting her. I think telling her will not do me any good and it will not give me the reaction im hoping for. 

