I've tried different jobs, different locations, and even different hours.

Just hate going to work. Feels like the world is ending and I'd rather just kill myself. Literal stomach pains. The entire time I'm at work I'm looking at the clock waiting to get home. 

And yet I have to work the rest of my life. The knowing that I'll have this actual dread before work for the next 25 years is so saddening.