Last few days have been - well, no words for it. I have been laid off of work for over a month, have 3 adult kids at home with anxiety / depression of their own and one has autism.

My BPD (mixed type) often surfaces though I'm finally getting therapy (when I can afford it). Even though (when employed) I made good income with my profession.

Last couple of days, anxiety was barely touched by 20mg of Diazepam and .5mg of Ativan. Don't know what to do. I've had anxiety  minor and extreme throughout my life, but this is new.

Anyone experience something like this?