I had an appointment due with my alcohol counsellor , but I dint want to talk to anyone so I told him I had taken all my meds at once and was in hospital , I guess coz it’s something I’ve done many times before . I had not done this but felt guilty about lying so took every pill I could find and stayed home so it would only be half a lie . I’m honestly at a loss typing this out I can just see how insane it sounds