Everything is boring. I've had absolutely no enjoyment at all out of my day except for eating. I have a jar of brownies, I must've eaten a dozen of them. I get a few seconds of pleasure when eating one before the taste fades away. I just want to eat all of it but its the only sweet thing I have and I won't have any for the rest of the week if I eat them all now. I'm so bored right now I'd seriously shoot my head off with no hesitation if I had a gun. Doesn't help that I don't have any income or friends to talk to...