I tried it for once in my life. I'm so used to keeping everything to myself but these last few months, I decided to try actually opening up to people. And it doesn't help. In fact, I feel shittier, because admitting it to other people means that I have to admit it to myself too. The only thing I can do is self-destruct since I wasn't going to amount to much anyway. I hate that I'm so useless, it makes me so sad :(