I ended up in outpatient and the psychiatrist they gave me prescribed me antidepressants. I told him my history with epilepsy (haven't had a seizure in several years) and he said they shouldn't interfere with anything. I wanted to be sure so after leaving his office, I looked up the medication and the first thing I found was "do not take if you have a history of seizures". I went back to him to ask and he said there was a possiblility I could start having seizures again and asked if I wanted to get back on my epilepsy medication. With obvious reason, I told him "no" and requested to be released immediately from outpatient. Can't get myself to trust psychiatrists after that.