Ive lost count of the amount of times I’ve been told I’m too sensitive or I need to get over myself. It’s “just a joke”. Yeah to you but to me it hurts. I can’t help it. Being called a sensitive bitch sucks but that’s literally me I can’t help it. 

I’m not allowed to get upset or feel hurt when someone clearly tries to insult me but cover it with “it’s just a joke”. It’s not funny to me. It’s insulting and rude. But hey I’m not allowed to be hurt by peoples awful sense of humour that includes picking at my insecurities and telling me I’m not shit. Being this sensitive is so fucking draining it’s actually not fun at all. I wish I could just be cool with peoples crap but I’m not. It affects me in more ways than one. Way more than I’d like to admit. When did feeling shit so intensely become such an annoying trait?