I feel like an alien walking around a bunch of creatures.

I DO have the social skills, I can be charismatic if I really pull myself together, I know I'm not stupid,  I can make friends if I decide to, the problem is that I simply don't have the energy nor the will to do it.

How am I supposed to connect with anyone if I couldn't care less about what they have to say. I try to seem interested and invested in conversations, but in reality I just want them to shut up and let me sit in peace. I don't have anything interesting to add to conversations either because I'm basically a meat-robot at this point, I'm literally transitioning into an NPC!

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I know logically if I do this and that I will be relatively well recognised by the people at work, but I can't find the energy, I want to disappear into a black hole. 

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I've been trying to describe the feeling, but I'm doing a terrible job at it, but I don't know how else to explain it. It just feels like there's off inside me, I wonder if I'm a sociopath, have Aspergers or something else , because I feel so disconnected from everyone I dont know.

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Have you experienced to same thing?