I don't know how else to describe this and no one understands when I say it. My emotions when I feel the pain are heavy and physically painful. Like I feel physical pain they are so suffocating and intense. It's not always one understandable emotion but a heavy cloud of pain and panic, usually in the afternoon/evening. So severe there is no option but to try and make it stop, like knocking out a migraine or toothache with painkillers. I haven't found a way to explain this to anyone I know...does anyone know what I'm talking about?