I am 31 years old and have lost everything, car, girlfriend, education established debt, and have stress, ocd, depression.

I am all alone in my world. I have no one to talk to about it and I think writing this will give me some kind of peace.

at the same time as I try to survive, I also feel guilty about all the war and corona in the world. why is the world going that crazy since the 80s and 90s my childhood was perfect back then

but today I couldn't bring myself to give birth to a child. the pain and suffering is simply too great.

no one talks anymore, plays together in playgrounds, everyone is buried in tablets and smartphones

yes, it just had to come out.