Hello, I’m a 13 year old girl diagnosed with depression, a form of Stockholm syndrome with recurring symptoms of PTSD, and on anti-depressants, I’m not gonna get into details to what happened but today, during class I’ve started eating and chewing parts of my fingers to hurt myself, it’s a thing I do a lot but this time it was worse, it hurt really bad and they were covered in blood. I’ve been thinking about drinking two or three of my meds, I heard it’s not good to do it but Im really tired and think it’s the only solution to help me, i’m also thinking of self harming again, I really enjoy it and hate it at the same time, I have violent recurring thoughts about harming myself and others. Can someone please help me, like giving me coping mechanisms or something, I’m feeling really hopeless today.