honestly i just need someone to talk to this has been the worst month of my life im holding back tears just typing this because it feels like im getting closer to the end because i never ask for help i was homeless for 3 years with bed bugs now i have a voucher so i live in a place now and im safe i just feel bad complaining abut this because it feels like i dont appreciate it and because ive been by myself my whole life it makes everything so much harder because when things go bad im on my own and im just tired of it i met this girl recently that we both practically fell in love with eachother instantly pale blonde brazillian girl she was super sweet she might be bipolar to because this shit blew up in both our faces within a span of a couple days also earlier this month a meth head tried to take my phone the bitch at the ssi building tried to 5150 me then a dog bit me all in the same day but i was chillin i recovered almost instantly but things like family arguments or the situation with this girl leave me feeling so upset for so long and dont get it im just tired of feeling sad i dont wanna feel like this anymore