CW: Suicide 




My sister died by suicide last year after suffering with both bpd and schizo effective. My other sister and I also both suffer with bpd. I also suffer with CPTSD and bipolar and have been in and out of public inpatient facilities 4 times in the past year. Self stigmatising snowballs so viciously for me in depressive episodes and I’m sure I am doomed like my sister. I get so out of touch that when I notice myself performing the slightest within the traits I believe I will be here forever. I’ve done DBT twice and this stinky diagnosis - I’ll never kick it with health professionals. I would really like to hear from people who have been in this odd and annoying place. 
Please pardon my chunky sentence writing.