Just got broken up with (by my FP). We were on again off again. But this time he wants zero contact and nothing to do with me. We share two different friend groups and he said that we will have to hang with them at separate times. Very scared to deal with our friends seeing him because I will get so jealous and often be sad alone during these hangouts. He was very cruel when he broke up with me, although I know i fucked up a lot. I’m very scared and don’t know where to go from here, my mom thinks I need to goto the hospital. And honestly I just feel like my entire world crashed. I know “I’ll get over it” but we tend to take longer to get over things. I don’t know how long I can handle feeling like this. If anyone has gone through this please let know what you’ve done, especially if you’ve been suicidal afterwards.