 Long story short found the woman of my life had a meltdown started going to therapy got diagnosed with bpd generalized anxiety ocd she   stuck with me until she couldn't anymore  she broke up with me  yesterday i had a split moment watched myself do things i shouldn't do made her hate me the more she hated me the easier it was for me i don't even know what i am or who i am anymore now im just back to being empty and void dont Even know why im writing this post