I feel so tired emotionally, man it's like there's really nothing left there. I'm just numb most of the time and sudden bursts of emotional pain here and there. 

I feel so burnt out in life, I want to experience what it's like to be normal. I feel so pathetic opening up online all the time because I know that in real life nobody cares. 

I don't know what I want anymore, I'm really down bad and I wish that help is easy.

Man, I am so miserable.