It's ruining my life. My partner has to pick up the slack. I'm going to lose my new job. I was too afraid to even leave the bathroom. I wish I could just be normal and go to work like normal. I don't know why I'm like his. I'm just letting everyone down. People who believe in me and try to support me. I;m letting them down. I'm so sorry I'm like this. I don't want to be a burden I dont want you to be tired of me.i want to be like how i qwas before.