I’m struggling with suicidal thoughts at the moment. I was supposed to see my psychiatrist today but he was out sick so I have to wait until Monday. I’ve been struggling with a lot of extreme stressors including the fact that my husband had cancer but he’s doing well now. I also am supposed to get knee replacement surgery in September and I’m terrified. The suicidal ideation and thoughts get so much worse when I’m this stressed. Just looking for support, a friendly hello or any tips you have for dealing with these thoughts.