im not sure if this is common in bpd or if i’m just a shitty person. 

i flip, so often like atleast 2 times a week on my boyfriend, on my friends, on my family literally everyone who i talk to on a daily basis.. its the worst with my boyfriend one day i’m so in love and 2 days later i’m crying to myself trying to figure out how to break up with him.

my last relationship was the same way.. me and him were on and off never lasting more then 3 months bc i would flip and couldn’t stand to be around him and would break up with him for any reason i could find and a few months later id flip back and beg him to forgive me and we would date again until i flipped. again.  


is this common with you guys too? what do you all think?