Feeling like everyone is out to get me, feeling like people are going to get tired of me and think I'm dead weight, can't learn things soon enough. I end up abandoning jobs which is highly irresponsible and scary. Burning so many bridges.. less references to claim on my resume.. I never feel like I'll climb the salary ladder to make enough to move out of my moms house. Social anxiety and BPD make it so hard to focus and prosper in the workplace. My mind plays tricks on me. I'm scared.