i’ve never gotten fired from a job because i leave them before i can have an outburst. i’ve had 5 jobs in 4 months and i can’t seem to stay interested after the first few weeks. when i first start the job i am so excited and love everything about it. then one tiny thing goes wrong and i hate everyone and everything associated with that job and i quit immediately. 

i am undergoing therapy (CBT) and am on a cocktail of drugs for bipolar disorder, depression, nightmares, anxiety. i think the thing that keeps getting in the way is my personality disorder. no combination seems to work in decreasing my impulsive tendencies. 

right now, i’m a massage therapist and i feel like it’s the only option for me because i have minimal interaction with coworkers and bosses. i get to work silently in a room with one other person and their judgment doesn’t matter too much. even though this is seemingly the best job ever for me, i CANT stay at one place. 

TLDR; i can’t keep a job and therapy/meds isn’t helping 

does anyone have a job that they feel works well with their personality disorder? 