I went to my doctor today, and she stated that because of my age that I can't be diagnosed with anything yet. 

I don't have depression. If I did my meds would work, but they don't. 

I wouldn't be this way if I wasn't disordered. I can't stand this garbage. I'm feeling this way, how DARE you tell me to just change or just calm down?

I can't do that. 

They all take this sentence as me giving up when I'm simply stating that I can't do something. If I know I can't do it, then why make me do it? That means I've tried to already and it didn't work.

All I feel is pure rage. My emotions are all over the place, and didn't even have enough time in there to explain my words. 

I don't get beaten at home...nothing happens at home other than I just can't speak to him without getting severely pissed off. He can't speak to me properly, so why should I speak to him? 

I'm done with being brushed off. I've done all I've fucking could do on my own and I just can't keep going.

I listed basically every symptom of bpd and she sat over there and told me I couldn't be diagnosed. I'm just stuck with no fucking answer and no way of getting help because I have no damn answer. 

I'm tired of being ignored and pushed aside when I've done nothing wrong. I don't deserve to be yelled at. I've done nothing wrong.