I'm not sure what was going through my mind but yesterday night I ended up taking all the paracetamol i had (12-13 approx.) I honestly just just didn't want to wake up anymore. I wanted a break from everything, temporary or permanent. But I woke up and was feeling really nauseous. I ended up puking some 20 times in total. The doctor asked what did u eat and stuff but it didn't make sense as to why I was puking so much. I couldn't tell them that I tried to overdose myself coz if they knew, my mom would also come to know and it might hurt her a lot. And I might end up in a mental hospital. Honestly, I don't mind going to mental hospital, atleast I'll get a break from everything for while, as long as my mom wouldn't know about it. I love my mom but I just can't anymore.