I (22F) have depression and anxiety and as of these past few weeks they’ve been at an all time high. I am feeling stretched thin right now between work, college, family, and my significant other. I am constantly venting to my boyfriend and I know he’s had enough of my being miserable all of the time. I just feel like this year has been trash, I don’t have anything to look forward to . School is frustrating me and I won’t be done for another year because I fell behind. It’s going to be my birthday in a few days and I’ve honestly achieved nothing and feel like complete shit constantly. I don’t have friends that I can talk to, so my boyfriend takes on a huge load and it makes me feel awful. Should I go to a psychiatrist ? I stopped medication this year but maybe I need to try and find something that actually works for me ? What are some methods to become a better , happier person to be around ? I just want to be tolerable again. Depression has made me such a dark person. I want to be the fun and happy girl he fell in love with.