Obviously if weight is a trigger for you, please keep scrolling... And totally distorted weight thoughts so.... anyway. Like many, a year ago I had a complete mental breakdown and have been diagnosed with a general anxiety disorder. I lost about 7lbs from just not being able to eat. I’m a small person so that amount is noticeable, to me anyway. I weighed about 110 at my thinnest, 5’2" height. I’m doing better than I was a year ago... medication, counseling etc. Still struggling but I can get out of bed and parent my child so, an improvement. The thing is, I’m gaining the weight back and it’s making me so anxious. Ugh. I know it’s actually just being healthy but my damn brain says I’m huge. Or that I’ll just keep going weight uncontrollably. It’s so not accurate. I wish this brain would cooperate. I’m not even sure what I’m looking for. A space to just say this? If you’re reading, thanks.