I can't handle working full-time and dealing with life. I'm working 2 jobs one 20 hours the other almost 30. And I can't handle it. I tried to call my manager but he wouldnt answer. Both of my job threatened to fire me due to absences but I couldn't take it so I did a no show and ended up cutting my wrist . I was going to hang myself but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I'll probably have to go back tommorow. But I can't do it today. I feel so weak and dumb. I wish I was a normal person and could hold down a job .