I feel like people around me are lying when they said they care about me. Over time their action shows they don’t really care at all. I feel like as if, if seize to exist in sudden, nobody will notice it. Most of the time, nobody was there when im at my lowest. Literally nobody. I broke down and cry with tantrum inside my car each time i drive back home from work. I had such thoughts for quite a long time and its the basis for my severe trust issue. I eventually avoid having teamwork and avoid talking to people but it eating me inside. Everytime i want to talk to someone, my trust issue kept reminding me of why i should trust them.