I was 11-12 years old when i first got sick, it was also the first time i cut myself, i dont know to this day how i did what i did with no instructions or influences from the outside. My parents discovered the knife and took it away from me, i didn’t cut myself again until i was 14, and it was at that age things began spiraling out of control, i wasn’t able to get out of bed or do anything..not even school. When i got older i had to relearn everything from personal hygiene, to getting out of the bed in the mornings.  I have been in bed more than out of it. 

Just wondering if any others can relate to this.