Fuck you, for making me feel so unwanted, fuck you for making me cry, fuck you for making me harm myself, fuck you for making me actually for once think that you were different. I was a fool, because i ignored all the warning signs, because i was stupidly in love with you. I told u everything, every thing that could hurt me, and stupidly you did all those things, all those things just to feel powerfull. I bet you loved seeing my cry. No i know u loved seeing my cry. 
I fuckings did everything for you, i was so fuckings patience with you! I let u treated me like shit for months! I forgave u to many times… you made me so fuckings depressed, you made me worry about everything, you broke me. 
You manipulated me to think u were gonna change, u blamed me for everything. 
I hate you, no one has ever hurt me the way u did, and yet u still said u loved me more than everyone.  No u did not love me! U just loved the way i loved you. So go on hurt me more, thats all you can anyways. 
Scream in my face how much you fuckings hate me.