So basically one minute I'm depressed as shit full on suicidal, next minute I'm absolutely pumped ready to have fun. I don't know if this is just regular mood swings but I've noticed this happens quite a bit, I don't really know what to say I'm quite excitable at the moment. No clue what's going on considering 2 hours ago I was ready to start self harming again, now I'm trying to make plans with my friends to go out and party. Should I bring this up with my councellor, or should I leave it. For all I know this could be something else and not bpd I don't want to start assuming things so that's why I'm writing this. Cheers