Recently my girlfriend has been hounding me about "not making her suffer" and "to do something for once." I've been trying to look into all this complicated coding for months FOR HER. This coding stuff is so hard and it's making me very depressed. Not to mention she keeps saying I don't care about her if I don't look into this coding stuff for a single day. I just feel like she wants to use me for money so she can "live happily" while I slave away. She got me away from my parents that wanted to use me as a money slave for the rest of my life but now...I feel like I'm kinda back in that situation. Just thinking about it like that makes me wish I never get up everyday and wish I could just stay asleep forever and never wake up. And now she says I "owe her everything"...Does she really care? Am I being played for a fool? ...Was the love she gave me real or was she just saying she loved me so she could get what she wants?