Hi All,

Pretty rough couple days. I've been drinking caffeine again to beat the lulls and try to keep up with work and I forget it usually comes at the cost of heightened emotional sensitivity and anxiety.

Trying to sort out some feelings about a friend/crush/weird kind of evolving thing and have been spinning out playing mental chess through all these things I feel/think/want to say. It's been like 10 hours of on/off looping and I'm so tired of it man. I'm hoping posting this can break the cycle and get me to a closure point where I can sleep.