i can’t fucking take it. i wake up in the middle of the night, stressing over it and i can’t go back to sleep for hours. i feel so trapped. i cannot move forward if i’m stuck at this school. i’m online right now and thank god for that otherwise i don’t know what i’d do.

i just want to go to a new school so badly. i need a fresh start where i don’t know anybody. 

on top of me hating the school itself and wanting to move, im not doing well academically. and of course that is also causing me stress. im so unmotivated and i don’t give a shit ahout it whatsoever… i just need help. and i won’t get better if i’m still trapped at this school. i’m just always stressed about other things as well which is why i don’t care about how i’m performing in school, i don’t care about the future because i always think “meh if worse comes to worse i’ll just kms”