Im asking you what you were doing up so late because i know im gonna assume something stupid and i dont want to, yet you just deflect the question thinking its just a fucking joke.

Why cant you just joke then reply, why do you have to make me assume you're hiding something, are you hiding something? I know youre not like that but me knowing you arent like that does fucking nothing to my paranoia. 

Im behaving like a piece of shit but you dont help me stop it.