You know, I want the white picket fence, loving 9 to 5 husband, two kids, happy life. I have the fiancé that will turn into the loving husband. I can't have the kids til I make 40k a year but how can I do that when I cant pick a degree in college? How can I do that when Im stuck at a minimum wage job that makes me want to kill myself? How can I do that when there are so many stupid and/or evil people? Why even bother? College debts, bitchy bosses, politicians, war, religion, why even bother? I'm a white female that came from a middle class family, so I'm privileged. I just dont use my advantages, apparently? WHAT ADVANTAGES, PRAY TELL? 

Cant get anything I want and when I need something Im "selfish" and "privileged" and shouldnt "throw my life away" bc it would hurt the people that dont give me what I want in the first place...won't ever be happy but cant kms and not have my problems anymore

If god is out there hes a sadistic prick who loves torturing people