Does anyone else get reeeaaally stressed out by relationships? Like it's fine as long as it's just for fun but as soon as it gets even just a little serious and they become a little needy it's just to much for me to handle. I have genuine feelings for the people but they get overshadowed by my feelings of stress, which makes me swallow my emotions and seem emotionless and dead inside and make me really just want to die. This makes it really difficult to be happy around them, so if I'm not an emotionless bitch around them, I'm faking it. I would rather just sleep than see them. I've stopped getting myself into relationships on purpose because I used to think a relationship would make me happy. I have an F+ and she's starting to act a bit like I'm her one and only which is making things sour for me. I told her upfront tho that I can't do relationships and she agreed. Idek how many relationships I've ruined and how many people I've hurt because it's alot.