Idk what to do. And it's weird bc there are good things happening in my life right now but I can't get myself out of bed.

I'm doing a show in which I have an awesome role and I'm doing what I love surrounded by awesome people and yet I go to rehearsals and I can't pick up the choreography and my energy is low to where my castmates genuinely think I'm physically sick

I haven't been to school in over a week. I missed two job interviews. I received awesome news the other day, yet upon reading it, I felt numb.

It really became concerning when I missed my weekly tap class. Anyone who knows me in person knows that I literally spend my entire week looking forward to this class, I spend any spare moment practicing stuff we learn in class. And yet that morning, I woke up to my alarm... and then went back to sleep.

I should be happy right now. I have opportunities, a boyfriend, doing what I love. Why am I like this?