I (28f) was finally getting to a place where I was truly happy. 

It seemed like from the time I turned 16 everything was just against me. I dealt with a life changing illness that caused me to put my life on hold every few months. I failed out of college multiple times. I was in an emotionally abusive relationship for 5 years that ended up with me spiraling out of control so much that I put myself into situations causing me to raped twice. I had put on 100 pounds over 3 years and had lost all self esteem and I had parents who made it perfectly clear about how much of a disappointment I was to them.

Then it changed 3 years ago when I had brain surgery that gave me relief from the disease that had been controlling my life for so long. I moved in with my grandparents which got me out of the pain of living with my parents and I met my boyfriend. He made me feel like I was perfect, for the first time I thought I had a future, I saw a happy ending. Then in march it all fell apart.

My boyfriend and I had to move back in with my parents and the first week there he did something to cause my parents to lose all trust in him and kick him out. I spent the next few weeks making sure he had a place to sleep at night and helping him deal with his depression. Eventually he ended up in the hospital and decided to move 3 hours away to live with his sister.

So that is where I am now, stuck alone living with my parents. My parents have told me my whole life that I am the cause of all their problems. I was smart but I failed out of school, I was beautiful and now I am fat, if I wasnt the way i was maybe my mom would be a happier person. I was told that if and now probably when my parents got divorced it would be my fault. My parents completely resent me for staying with my boyfriend and have told