DAE's symptoms go psycho around your special day of the year.. -\_- i am turning 24 on wednesday and i wana be alone but i don't wana be alone and i'm full of contradictions and can't make up what to do with my friends and i'm just anxious cause i have birthday trauma which gave me the *anniversary effect* around my bdays and i freak out -\_- anyone else? everyone is so sick of my indecisiveness and constant indecision which escalates around my bdays . i want to off myself cause bday feels are so intense