I am 21m. I started getting depressed during my first year of college. I was dealing with bad roommate issues, COVID, and I felt alone. These feelings went unaddressed for about a year. In that time I was struggling with major friend issues that really wore on me. It sucked these issues brought me down mentally and really affected my school work and I got very behind. I would spend hours at night in the library trying to grind out the work. Being alone in the library was so sad and depressing. I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. I dread going to library because of all those terrible and traumatic nights. I keep continuing to have intrusive thoughts about things that are making me sad. I have been through it this week and really wish I could be happy, but no one understands what is going on.