I had really bad breakdowns tonight, I spend the night crying while my bf was playing video games, staring at me. When he finally decided to check on me he simply repeated "Just stop crying", "I'm not kidding, I'm serious now, you need to stop", "Just stop making yourself feel bad for no reason, it's not that complicated", then he made me feel guilty because: "I canceled plans with my friends to spend my time with you and you just ruin it because you don't feel good". After yet another "stop crying" I finally responded that his orders are not helping at all and he started crying because it was so hard for him to support me. I left very angry and exhausted, tired of crying, tired of feeling like a burden, tired of not being understood, thinking that I'll never be understood anyway, and tired of my bf who thinks that just yelling at me is going to solve all my problems

I don't understand what happened tonight, he's usually very understanding and comforting even if he doesn't understand how I feel. But I feel like this is a really shitty reaction when you see your partner cry, I don't know I'm still very upset, what do you guys think?