I feel like no one understands me. The things that everyone else wants...like status, marriage, kids, career, vehicles, weekend drinks...I just dont care for. I was offered a job for near 100k recently but it's 7 days on 12 hour shifts then 7 days off. I cant mentally handle doing this when I am so incompetent in that field and I dont care for it. Doing something I dont enjoy physically pains me. I cant handle it. Call me weak...yes, I am. 

I just want to do something that makes me happy. Some sort of art...like photography, video editing, music, streaming/YouTube...etc. Yet there's nothing special about me &amp; everyone wants to do these things. I'm turning 29 soon. Feels like my opportunities are ending. I never wanted any of this. I cant just "suck it up".