The thing is, I know what's making me mad but idk how to fix it. My schoolwork's getting really hard and turning into a mountain no matter how hard or how much I work. I'm getting lonely in my house and miss people my own age, but I'n too sad to video chat or call them. My hobbies have become boring (even tho I usually love them), I wish I was asleep all the time and I'm entertaining old suicidal fantasies. I feel like I had a good few weeks where I was SO happy, proud and productive, and now this 🙁

I just feel so mad.

Any advice would be tremendously appreciated x