I’ve been in this relationship for 8 months now and it’s absolutely perfect! Still haven’t fought and we love each other dearly. We’re amazing at sitting down and nicely communicating things. But, there’s constantly that voice in the back of my brain saying “break up with him, he’s too good for you. He can’t possibly ACTUALLY like you!!” I try to ignore it but I can’t shut it up. It’s really bad when I’m having an episode. I just want what’s best for him. I literally do not care what happens to me. It’s fine if I’m sad, idgaf. But him?? I care. Idk if this is making much sense. I just know that it would hurt him if I left and I don’t wanna lose him, I love him more than anyone I’ve ever loved. He’s my favorite person (both in the bipolar way and just in general) but that nagging voice is SO LOUD that it’s hard to ignore.