Idk since a year I've been thinking that I've got anxiety, I'm a 17 year old so I can't talk to it about my parents who would either tell me there's nothing wrong with me and blame the phones or talk to me about life in an unhelpful way...they're great parents but they don't talk things openly. So I keep thinking and thinking but can't stop anything. Mentally I'm stuck at 2019, I can't comprehend where the years went by...I was at 11th grade back then and now Im a college fresher, cause of covid but others around me aren't as bad as I am. I try to ignore the world either music or series...and porn its a habit I'm trying to stop but I keep doing it again. Sometimes I can't do anything and just have 0 energy...In a few weeks I got semester and I've not performed well in my model exams even tho I try to put in effort. I can't write without getting freaked out, I lose my cool in the examination hall. Idk what I'm doing or what I'm gonna do. Am I suffering from anxiety or normal...If I do how can I focus on getting better again? Im exhausted in my mind so consider this venting too.