although i self diagnosed myself, it doesnt make it less of a problem. i can talk to my parents about it and i cant go by myself so i just kinda have to deal with it. its getting harder and harder to live with this. im 15 so the only way to get help is to talk with a school counsellor, thing is, i go to a french school and i know french, its just that i cant piece together how i feel and i cant express myself in french. two weeks ago seems like a lifetime ago. it feels like after my spring break ends, my life ends. i dont know what to do, i cant tell my parents because im scared of how theyll react. my mom once said that i was “trying to get anaemia for attention and that my friend with cancer isnt” and that “cancer is worse than your lack of iron” (which btw i never brought that up in the conversation i just showed her a video of my friend recovering from cancer). i feel like im in a dream and its getting to the point to where i cant recognise myself nor my friends/family. it feels like my friends never existed if i dont see/ talk to them in a long time. i forget things that happened 10 seconds ago. i cant think straight and its not that i want to take my life, its like im already dead.