i can’t remember anymore what it was like. i used to be so full of happiness and energy and now i’m just drained. i’m not happy or sad. not anything at all. i feel like a shell without a snail. i do not think i am living anymore. nothing feels real, it’s all so far away. i don’t know how i can live the rest of my life like this. it’s not as if i have any reason to be this way. i have family and friends who love me, my grades are good. but i don’t even care about any of it anymore. i hate lexapro ☹️