my best friend is pretty much my only friend she’s the only person i hang out w and she slept over a new friends house last night and we were supposed to hang out today but she ended up staying all day and it’s late now so i didn’t get to see her and i just feel so awful. i feel so lame for having no friends and awful bc she apologized and said she wanted to see me but i can’t help but feel so upset and i feel bad for even feeling upset bc she was talking to me about how happy she is and how much fun she had. i get upset thinking that us hanging out isn’t as important to her as it is to me and get worried she’s gonna start hanging out w this new friend of hers more and she won’t need me anymore. it’s like my whole mood is dependent on her my whole day yesterday was ruined bc i knew i wouldn’t see her for the evening and then all day today i was waiting for her to tell me she’s coming home so i can see her and now it’s late and i can’t and i just feel upset and mad at myself for feeling like this