I have always talked to myself. Always. But lately it has gotten out of control. I will talk to myself walking on the street or around people I dont know. I will randomly say swear words or really really terrible things. Recently I will type these words out before I send texts or emails. It's only a matter of time before o acceidently hit send. 

I dont mean the things i say. I get fixated on words or sayings. They get stuck in my head. Then when I'm by myself or by people I dont know I repeat them out loud. It's like a release. Usually they are bad things or bad thoughts I know o should not have of anger against someone who had hurt me or just plain bad shit I dont even agree with like bad words and stuff. 

It's getting out of control and I'm desperate for help