I’m going to commit suicide tonight. I once said the same words about two months ago as a reassurance that I wouldn’t have to deal with any of the bad stuff anymore, I assumed it would all go away eventually and I would look back on these as the dark times. My hope is gone. I’m not going to describe what im going through, but it’s awful rest assured. 

I come here not for reassurance and love as I did two months ago, but rather just wondering the easiest way to commit suicide. I’m 16 and live with my parents so i don’t have a gun or anything. I know this sounds like im begging for attention or want people to calm me down but im not. 

Please don’t respond with nice words or telling me im too young or any of that bullshit. How can i kill myself quickly and painlessly with the stuff i have in my home? is there some sort of chemical mixture i can make out of household cleaning supplies? serious responses only please I need to do this soon.