I'm angry at it for taking what were supposed to be the "best years of my life" and turning them to shit

I'm angry at it for always being there

I'm angry at it for ruining my relationships

I'm angry at it for being so difficult to fix

I'm angry at it for not letting me find joy in anything anymore

I'm angry at it because even if one day I do feel better, I'm always going to remember this dark cloud that hung over my teens and twenties and I'm going to regret all the things I never did because of it

I'm angry that it's turned me into a person I don't like 

I'm angry about being angry about being depressed