Hey, I have bipolar 1 rapid cycling and borderline tendencies. My psych told me that because I have a few long term relationships with friends and family, I don't officially qualify, but I have many of the qualities needed for a bpd diagnosis. 

Anyway. I have a terrible history with weight. I was bullied at school, made fun of by family, and had an eating disorder
In high school. I'm married, and my husband is usually very supporting when weight becomes triggering for me. Yesterday he told me that my weight was unattractive and that he had been lying to me earlier. I can't talk to him anymore and have been having a lot of black and white thinking about him. I want things to get back to where they were but I don't know how that's going to happen. My gut is telling me to leave. But I know that's an overreaction . I really don't know what to do. I have been heavily restricting my eating (800 cal in 3 days) 