I'm 24 and after a loooong isolation I met this guy, he lives 2 hours away. He works and has his place so I Always drove here and stay some days  

He's serious about me and it scares me obviously. 
The chemistry is out of this world... I never felt that way and I feel so free. I'm so attracted to him


Buuuut I'm a problem apparently because yeah I'm too jealous 

We are not a couple. I don't know what we are because most of the time I just want to disappear since we are so far away. 


He can find someone easily I know that. He follows a lot of casual girls on Instagram. I noticed the Number he follows Is always the same but the girls are different. I don't know if you understand what I mean but yeah I go in his follow list to see.

He knows I'm not really normal but I feel ashamed that he has to do this things. 


Maybe I should just  end things because he's too much for me