I can't even ask for help or share my feelings, not even here on Reddit idk, I'm just so blocked from it, maybe due to antidepressants or just because how bad my depression has become. I feel like I'm becoming less and less of a human, or maybe less alive. I don't even care to fullfil my desires, like talking or sharing how I feel or feeling loved, and I don't know why I lost that. I feel fucking braindead in a way. Unexplainable feeling