The other day I ruined my relationship and I don’t even Remember it. I feel so empty and broken and the pain is crippling , I feel like I am dying . He broke up with me and I just wish I could go back and change it . I made a scene and don’t remember any of it. How can he just think of me as trash after one fuck up. Why would he throw me away like that. What do I do . How do I make this pain stop he was the only thing in my life I have ever done right. I have no family nothing . I need to fix this or I don’t know what will happen to me