Im a 2nd year college student, I hate myself, my body, my face, my hair. I lost thousands of dollars gambling, I have no motivation in school. I have no idea where I’m going with it. I’ve been getting so frustrated and angry with little things recently. I have friends, just none I can talk to about this. I don’t know what I’m going to do in the future. I’ve always been the person trying to help other people, keep other people happy and give other people support. I just feel done with everything right now. Every little bump sets me off, I don’t want to lash out at people I really care about but I’m just pissed at myself. Fuck. I’ve obviously got problems with my self esteem, I’ve got a problem with gambling, I have so many issues and I feel like I’ve just dug a pit and can’t crawl back up the walls.