i’ve compiled quite the list of diagnosis throughout the years. First, generalized anxiety and major depressive disorder when I was 15. Inklings of PTSD but was officially diagnosed with CPTSD in 2021 along with Bipolar 2 (which conveniently cancels out depression, lol. two for one!) 
And most recently ADHD, diagnosed late as i’m a 23 year old female.

I feel embarrassed and broken. But i believe in getting the help I need. I don’t know. I understand that trauma and genetics were never in my favor and then compounded due to further traumatic events. I feel like i’m faking it which doesn’t make any sense because I’m alone whenever I’m not at work, so who would I be faking it for?
Just confused on what to do with this list… can anyone else relate?