I just need to share this with someone. I did it again. I just am completely incompetent and so insecure. It is the fourth time this happened to me and I am just done trying. People always say that I just need to stay at a job and with time it will get better. But in my case that is just not true, it always gets worth. Friends just always tell me to see a therapist, but therapy never changed anything for me. What I need is a workplace that gives me time and accepts me as I am. But that just doesn’t exist.