It's been awhile since I had a "close" relationship. I feel like my mood is constantly unstable when I have close relations with people so I try to keep a distance. That's why I never really had many close friendships or people who consider me to be close to them. My mood is neutral these days and most things that give me angst comes from my OCD. My last romantic relationship was last year March, but it seemed so recent which is strange. Time passes by so fast when you're just working. I still reflect on those relationships but I don't know if they ever think about me or have they moved on so easily..like I never existed.