Flirting without intent for attention is by far the shittiest thing i do. Yesterday i felt like i wasnt getting enough attention from my fp and it made me spiral, she has a gf and i just found out unfortunately,  so i got really upset. I decided to try and find romantic attention from someone else to get my mind off it so i told someone i used to be talking with we'd be so good together. Now he is saying he loves me and stuff and i just woke up to realize how fucked i might be. I feel bad for doing this to him and it literally pains me. I just hope maybe he can get attention on someone else again as he is not loyal at all which originally made me not interested. But i just love the attention he gives me so much, i really fucking hate myself for this but i really dont know what to do. Relationships are gonna get me killed or something man.