This friend knows how introverted I am,and just overall,that I always had a low desire to do anything with this life. Since I was like 13,I started questioning everything,I wanted to break out from the matrix. I never had an imagination of what I want to work,"having a career",its so lame when the first thing people ask each other is what they do. I hate this system and never wanted to be a part of it. 

With this friend,I didnt meet for 2 years,Im ashamed to meet with him,cuz I feel miserable. 

And he keeps asking these through text,and what am I supposed to say or what does he expect? "OH bro Im a different person now I own a mansion and a Bugatti,also got married". What does he want to know from my miserable life? Im doing enough to survive in this shithole,bruh,just leave me alone.

Theres the 2nd friend,and he is always silent about these things,he is more cheerful,extroverted,and he never brings up these questions,ignores that I have problems. I love being with him,Im not ashamed in front of him,we can talk all day without runing out of topics,also we text everyday,meanwhile with the first friend,the only thing keeps us together is memes