I'm in therapy and seeing a psychiatrist. I've been prescribed 25mg of Zoloft and 150mg of Wellbutrin. I think it's helping but it's too early to tell. I do not lack intelligence. I'm a smart person which makes this even worse. Ignorance is bliss, right? Anyway, I don't want to commit suicide, but sometimes when I'm driving I wish a fucking truck would just t-bone me and I'd be done. I'm not searching for it, but I'm passively hoping for it. My relationship with my girlfriend fell into pieces, and she took our dog too. I really don't know what to do. Like I said, I don't want to commit suicide, but I hope sometimes that I passively die in some accident.