I recently told my mom that I am going to a psychologist and since then my mom has been asking how I’m feeling or that I look sad and if I want to tell her what is wrong(Even though I don’t feel particularly different or anything.) Ann’s I’m having a hard time responding to that. 

It’s just that I literally don’t know what to do with it. She never asked me how I feel or accommodated me in my life when I felt negative emotions. It was always ‘stop faking it’, ‘you aren’t the one who is allowed to cry or feel angry’ or ‘stop crying you are annoying me.’

I know she cares for me but her asking me how I am just makes me feel bad and repulsed and I don’t know what to do with it.