I feel like everything that I do is wrong. Like the things I like to do or music I like to listen to, is wrong for me. I keep getting told by my family that I should pursue the things I like but I still feel that it wrong for me to do that because I'm doing it.

I have questioned my existence so much to the point where I believe my birth was a mistake. I'm told I am smart and I don't believe it. I'm told I am talented but I don't believe it. I don't have any friends anymore, but I know it's my fault.

I just want my existence, a mistake, to end.