I recently found this sub and have been looking through the top posts. I've been having a very very tough time this past year, on top of a lifetime of instability, and some of the stories really felt like I was reading my own thoughts. I've never been to a therapist, I might not *have* anything. I could just be an unstable person.

But for y'all personally, when was the moment when you realized something wasn't right? I think I'm going through that right now. Like when I got glasses as a kid, put them on for the first time and thought "holy crap this is what it's supposed to be like". Except I dont know what ot would feel like to be a stable person, in control of their own emotions. 

What is your story?