I don't know about anyone else, but I have this strange admiration toward people who seem like they don't need others. I wish I could be one of those people who not only tolerate being alone, but welcome it.

Just being able not to need others seems so...strong, so empowering. It's everything I feel that I am not. 

I have this fantasy to just pack up my belongings and drift around alone and free...not speaking to anyone for days on end. 