yesterday's last 2 days were awful. I had to work and was anxious as fuck. I wanted to leave. Almost did. But i stayed. I had no option. And at the end of the day everything was worth it. You need to confront your fear. You need to feel it. You need to bear it. Cause then you, your mind will never understand you weren't in any danger. You need to gather experiences so that your mind get used to it. You need to feel it at the moment. And then do something about it without running from it. Cause at the end pf the day it doesn't matter if everything goes wrong. At the end of the day ee all. are gonna day, so, fuck it. What happens is what it is needed. Anyways, i hope this will set me free. I hope someday i will get the answers. Today i won over anxiety.