Background- my relationship with my parents hasn’t been good for about 6 years. But that’s also when ai was diagnosed with my chronic illness. Every day I’m dizzy. I can barely get out of bed. There’s no cure and doctors can’t figure out the cause. It’s completely taken my life from me. My career. My social life. Everything. I even had to move back in with my parents so they can help me do simple every day tasks. Well the other night I was incredibly dizzy just trying to watch a movie to ignore it. My mom was talking to me about my sister and I just couldn’t focus on it. I told her i was too dizzy and we can talk tomorrow. That started the fight. Saying I’m selfish. There’s no way it’s a daily occurance. It’s just anxiety. All in my head etc. we got into a screaming match and as i went upstairs to my room, my mother yelled at me to “drop dead”. I couldn’t believe it. She knows how depressed i am from this illness. She knows how i wish sometimes i wish this illness could kill me so I’m put out of my misery but unfortunately it’s not fatal. She’s apologized numerous times since but I can’t even stand to look at her now. The one person I thought supported and loved me the most showed she doesn’t.