I have a fp I have known most of my life but it always seems like she likes everyone a little more than me. Most times she flat out ignores me or short answers me in person she talks when she wants. But she also hangs out with me on her own free will so I have no clue. I tried hard to be mad because I texted her yo talk some work gossip and she (shortly) answered then when I told her  my bf got into a fight and the coworker threatened to kill us she never answered, never asked about it in person, it's like she never got it. I tried to ignore her at work but was immediately freaking stoked to see her and high pitched squeaked hello and couldn't shut up shitting on our new workers she said nothing as usual nodding . I usually bum a ride from her and followed suit. I didn't know her car was new and was smoking on the way to the car and got it smokey. She said nothing the whole ride and I actually ran in the house full speed.I feel like she hates me I always look stupid,immature, and inconsiderate in front of her. I don't have friends so when we don't talk (whitch is often) I just chill with my child and his dad I have truely nobody and think this is why I'm utterly insufferable. I even annoy my kid he doesn't want me to touch him and he is only 2. This sucks.