Does anyone else have trouble with this? I won't even be thinking about being nervous in regards to taking a medication.  I took melatonin (which I had taken before even recently) and about thirty minutes later my son was standing next to my bed talking to me and all of a sudden full on set my teeth on edge anxiety.  I wanted to scream and crawl out of my skin at the same time.  Fast forward to yesterday I tried some CBD gummies.  I took literally like 1/8 of a 25 mg gummy and 30 minutes later the same thing.  The only physical manifestation I have with these are GI issues.  No sweating, heart pounding, etc. 

I had a reaction to dexamethasone years ago and since then I just cannot take new meds.  After I went to ER they told me to stop with the dex and that was even worse.  I was in bed and could not move for hours.  After I was over that, I found it extremely hard to even take my normal meds and ibuprofen.  I was later on prescribed an inhaler for lung issues and I sat with the nurse just crying trying to take the medication.  I finally got through it but damn that was rough.  I still never took the (steroid) inhaler as prescribed. 

I really want to get over this.  I do have A fib and am on medication for that so I know that's why I'm scared to take the CBD but shit I gotta do something.  I was given Valium for the above steroid issue and could barely take that.  Like a quarter of a 5 mg tablet at a time.  How does one get over this?? I wish I could just drink or do CBD like a normal person.  Why am I like this??