Just ended on and off things with this guy and I can’t help but wonder why do people let go of me so easily... like does no one wants to fight to have me in their lives? 
Friends, family members, guys.. I don’t feel abandoned atm, maybe it’ll hit me later but seriously wtf? Do people just let go so easy or they just do it to me? 
I wonder how good do people who are fought for feel... cause I feel lame lol