Ever since my FP (ex bf, bestfriend, legit the only true friend i ever had) broke up with me, I noticed that my BPD symtomps do not appear as much as before (especially outburst of anger) is it normal for this to happen? Or maybe I just don't notice because I no longer have someone to "split" to? Instead, I started to feel depressed. I'm really confused and afraid that I do not have BPD at all, that I'm just a horrible person who "snapped out of it" after a breakup. 

Here are my depression symtomps
-change in sleeping cycle
- change in appetite
- inability to concentrate

I do notice that my BPD symtomps still appear but theyre nor as intense as before.

Is this normal? I'm so confused. Sorry if this post isn't so understandable, I have difficulty putting my thoughts into words right now.

