How do you guys get through the day? 

I feel so tired and honestly life just doesn’t seem worth it. I’ve tried to talk to people about it but nobody understands. They tell me about how privileged I am or say that I’m just a spoilt but I wish they could feel how I feel. 

I wake up everyday purposeless and having to go through the motions. 

“Practice gratitude” “Appreciate the little pleasures” these are things I keep hearing but the negativity seems to outweigh all these “little pleasures” they keep talking about. 

“You’re just lazy. You don’t want to work. You’re spoilt” I hear these things too. But what am I even working for? Working so I have money to live? I get that. Money is important but what’s the point when I’m working towards nothing? I have nothing to look forward to.

I feel so lost and empty. I don’t feel lonely though because I think I’m happiest when I’m alone.