I go to sleep overthinking about what i'm going to do with my life. I wake up with a knot in the pit of my stomach because I have to re-do the day all over again. Palms always sweaty, always fidgeting because I can't sit still. 

This will never go away, in school I thought it was social anxiety but now that I'm out in the real world it's just gotten worse. Maybe this will always be my life, and I just have to accept that. But it makes me sad