First off let me say I do not have plans to end my life, but I do inevitably have thoughts of doing so pretty much every day. A few people know that I struggle with this; my mom, my brother, and my ex girlfriend. My mom and brother only know because one day the police had caught me on my way to follow through with my plan (ignorantly let my manager know I wasn't showing up to work that day because of this, he called the police to find me) and brought me to the ER. Anyway, I just want to know if there is anybody out there who doesn't try to shame people who have suicidal thoughts and/or are considering doing it. I know I'm not a bad person, but this is my life and I'm free to do with it as I please as long as I'm not harming anyone else or preventing them from living theirs. I didn't ask to be here, why should I be told at every turn that I'm wrong for not wanting to live this life of misery? I see no hope for the world, I hate societal norms, I hate the way people treat eachother, I hate the promiscuous nature of dating and discarding people like an old wardrobe, It's all bad. I would find some comfort in just hearing that It's okay to feel this way. After all, life goes on even when mine ends.