 I’m sad. So sad that it’s so heavy. I can fell the weight sitting on my body. I fan feel it pushing me in a dark hole. I can’t do this anymore. I just wanna disappear. Never be seen again. Just leave all this pain behind. I can’t take it anymore.   All I wanted was to be loved. Give my love away and receive a little love back for it. What I got was pain and I her got my heart back.    I swear if someone would stab me right now that would feel nice compared to the pain I’m feeling. There’s nothing to live for me anymore.