I’ve been depressed for a while and for a few years or so I’ve been feeling very weird. I’m 16 btw and my sister has many mental and neurological problems. I’ve never been to a therapist but I’ve heard that teenagers act up so I may just be doing that.Being with my friends is hardly enjoyable anymore. Whenever I’m with them I feel degraded and it feels like they’re mocking me with everything they say. I know this isn’t true because I’ve known them for 10 years and all our parents know each other. I feel like my parents hate me and wish I died sometimes but I know that they love me and care for me. My sister is borderline mentally abusive to us but I’m used to even though it’s puts a lot of stress on me everyday. Peoples eyes always seem to mock me and I feel like I’m the only one who cares for my self. I truly feel like the world hates me and is against me but I’m also very grateful for being born lucky. School sucks and even when I lift and wrestle I’m never really enjoying it no matter how much I say I do. I want to know if this is normal for a teenager because I feel like it is and I’m just overreacting or lying to myself.