I’ve been craving human contact lately. Something weirdly inappropriate happened and I’ve been thinking about it. I was at a party, doing dishes helping out, I had my hair in my face and my parents friend walks over to me, she pulls my hair away from my face and kisses me on the cheek. Yes I know. Weird AF. And I don’t even wanna talk about it lol. But like wow I needed that. I haven’t even gotten my first kiss yet with a dude (I’m a girl) and I’m in my 20s. Where the heck am I supposed to meet a dude? 
Jesus I just need to be touched and held or some shit. I’m really in my feelings 