Hi, it's my first time to write my concerns here, on the internet. I really want someone to listen to my concerns...

I've been feeling very anxious about going back into the job market after a long absence due to mental and physical health. I've been out of work for almost a year after I got hospitalized due to chronic digestive issues. Now, symptoms are under control with some medications, so I am thinking to find a job. But, I know it will not be easy, so I feel very anxious.

Anxiety is killing me so, I am trying to go see a phycologist, but my family, especially my mom, is telling me that they will prescribe me unnecessary medications. She even told me once you get diagnosed with a mental health condition, no one will hire you... My husband is also telling me "be positive" so my depression will go away. I know what they said is not true, but that has been stuck in my head. 

I really don't know what to do. I really want to find a job and be independent as I am in my mid-20s. I don't want to make my family disappointed in me. But, I just feel very sad and depressed every day. Will I be fine?