My FP doesn’t care about me anymore and it’s making me hopeless and suicidal. He used to be the type to fight for me through everything. I was his everything and he was mine. Now, he doesn’t care. He unadded me on Snapchat without hesitation, deleted all the pictures he had of me and doesn’t even care that I’m suicidal (I didn’t tell him why I’m suicidal, just mentioned that I was and he left me on READ)

He told me a while ago that his biggest fear was me losing interest in him. He would get super emotional about it. I told him today that I was losing interest (he’s been acting distant, doesn’t care and takes forever to respond) and he said “Surprisingly, I’m not sad” and I lost it.

I hate him so much but love him at the same time. I hate being emotionally dependent on someone, especially someone this awful. 

I blocked him on everything besides his phone number and deleted my Instagram and Facebook. I’m so done with this shit