in every picture i take of myself i feel like another human being. whenever i look in the mirror i think i look different. and then photos others take of me look different. i look different in videos. i feel like pictures of me are almost unrecognizable, like i don’t even think it’s me. and then i have a little breakdown where i don’t feel like i can even perceive myself. is this normal for anyone else? is this related to my bipolar or is this just how it is?