So I've been in the army for about 9 months. Ive struggled with depression long before then tho. Basic? Throughout my training experience, i would cycle between highs and lows like normal. Thats to be expected, youre lowkey treated like garbage for those couple months. Well, in December i PCS'd woohoo exciting shit, right? So i left for korea mid December. Got here and had to quarantine, it was relaxing and quite the change of pace to sit there and not do a single damn thing for two weeks. Caught up on some shows i hadnt been able to watch, talked with my roommate, and slept for the most part. Well, after quarantine i get to my actual unit. Ever since I've been here, we've been on lockdown. I PT for one hour a day, and then am told to just stay in my room for the rest of the day. You can still got to the stores on post(which isnt much, think of a mini Walmart) you cant go off post, gym is closed, theater closed. You catch my drift? If its not essential, you cant go/its closed. Ive gone to work maybe twice since ive gotten here. So i try my best to entertain myself, watch tv, scroll aimlessly on my phone, the normal. But this shit is killing me mentally. I go between enjoying, and hating it. Theres just way to much down time, no gym. It really fucking sucks.