This is my best friend from high school, he's been there for me through 2 bad long relationships, me being a distant asshole who cut out all her friends, and everything. He's always been there and supportive and loving even when it's been months since he's heard from me. But since I got out of my last relationship and have been actively trying to be a better friend, he's been really cold and blunt? And not concierate of my trauma? Idk what happened, but it kinda hurts because I've never opened up before, and I have been trying to with him and it's just making me feel worse? He's always been so understanding and supportive and comforting. I'm kinda lost right now. My fp/partner just left me a few months ago, and now my life long best friend is leaving too? I can handle it, I just don't know what I did :(
Idk what I'm looking for with this post, I just don't have anyone else to talk to about it. I don't have any close friends anymore, and I can't really talk about my trauma with random tinder dates :/