I have always experienced depression and a few other mental health disorders but this year a different symptom has appeared. Lately I have been depressed, and my brain has been convincing me that I don’t care if nobody likes me. Typically when I’m depressed I feel like nobody likes me and I get anxious about it, but now it’s like my brain is telling me “yeah nobody likes you anymore“ and then my brain is simultaneously saying “and you don’t care.” I know this isn’t true because I love people and when I’m feeling better and not isolating, I genuinely care. I genuinely care now too, but my body and brain refuse to respond as such. Wondering if anyone else experienced these conflicting feelings. Or any advice or kind words? I think it’s my childhood rejection sensitivity showing itself in a new way but I don’t know.