from the outside im that happy bubbly person that everyone what’s to be friends with. im always surrounded by people (friends) and people i know of and everyone seems to enjoy my energy and how i’m always the cheerleader. but deep inside im struggling so much i hate everything and i can’t bare to stand my own reflection in the mirror i’m so disgusted in myself and i don’t want people to know about my depression because i’m afraid they might view me as someone else and there for they might treat me differently. so i just have to fake my persona to everyone else.