I just…. He once said “one day I want to be the rest of my life with you.” Now he doesn’t even say “i love you too” when I say “I love you.” It just hurts. So much. I’m in so much pain. Its ok. Its ok. Maybe he just loves my body, who knows. It doesn’t matter. Its ok. I love him. 


I said “I love you, I really do” and like… he said “you are tired, go to sleep” and like…. It jsut…. I promised him to never say I love him  again. I’m probably making him uncomfortable. It just hurts. I hope he doesn’t see this. He knows my reddit but promised not to look. 

I just, like idk what to say. It just hurts ti know that it’s not “out love” it’s “my love.” It’s one sided love. I know he likes me and probably even loves me, but not like…. That. You know? Maybe I’m the problem