Whenever I fall into a depressive episode I hate listening to music. It’s the number 1 indicator that I’m in for a true depressive episode rather than just feeling a little down. I will stop listening to music all together for a few weeks to months at a time. I’ll listen to podcasts and YouTube when I want to listen to something. I hate even favorite artists and songs. My boyfriend has to listen to music in his office or I’ll put on noise canceling headphones and listen to something else. My mom is the same way, I remember her hating music for chunks of time when she was in a down swing. Does anyone else experience this?