..like repeating the same expressions/reactions for most of the things and never have something funny to say or add something to the conversation. Also i feel like i would really die in an early age and whatever i am doing right now doesn't matter, am mostly alone which makes me think how sad it looks from the 3rd person view, yes i have a freind but we have opted different subjects so we rarely meet, also i felt like people avoiding me..not that i blame them i wouldn't talk to myself if i wer in their place ig..or i am just overassesing, is this depression...also sorry for the long text wanted to vent out somewhere