Hey guys, so I've had clinical depression since I was a child and over the last two years or so it's progressively gotten worse and worse. So much so that I feel like I'm at the point where it can't get worse. Every day I wake up, do my job, finish, sit around my apartment for 8 hours doing absolutely nothing, sleep. That's it. I literally have no inclination do anything nor can I afford to care about anything, other than keeping food in mine and my cat's bellies, the lights on, and a roof over our head. Other than that, nothing. No interest to talk to people, play games, read, watch movies or shows, hike, play a sport, travel. Literally nothing at all interests me anymore. Which is why I think I've reached the pinnacle of depression. I've been so sad for so long that I can't even get sad anymore and it's just evolved into sheer apathy. I can't emote at all anymore.. shit sucks. No I'm not planning on hurting myself or anything. 

I just wanted to get stuff off my chest and see if anyone is in the same boat as me. Love you guys, you're all great people.