Just venting.

I had a boyfriend dump me because he noticed scars on my thighs after a fight/him not wanting to see me for days.

This time it's a different guy and we've been together for 2,5 years without him trying to get rid of me which is neat. But we recently had a big fight after which i SHd then took a moderate amount of Xanax and started drinking so i can fall asleep. He seemed so concerned when he noticed the scars and he was especially upset when he realized that i drank after taking a tranquilizer. The look on his face made me feel like this could be the end of things. he told me it was only because he was worried about me, but that will eventually turn into disdain right?...