Just a thought..will my feelings ever get better than how I feel/think now?..over time that is. Does this get better?
I feel alone...i'm afraid to let the people I love know who I am and how I feel. Like I know who I am, but I feel like I have different moods and stuff that switch alot...it's hard to explain my ranting thoughts..I don't know it... unless I question it....but half the time I feel like..how can I question myself...if I'm not sure, if who I think I am is really me?...0.I notice the changes in my mood are different and more frequent. As I live, I feel like I'm constantly on guard not showing my true self. I have never really been honest with people or I think myself. They seem to have gotten worse since I moved back home(my anger is terrible but I really love them, although I am upset I get mad) I'm afraid my friends and family will think I'm crazy and leave me.... I'm wondering if this makes any sense to y'all... I'm trying to explain how I feel but it's hard because I feel alot of different things. My sister is moving out and I'm upset about that to... obviously life is not easy, I wonder how everyone is just...good :/ Falling asleep while writing this...zzz