It’s like a heavy weight that I keep trying to get rid of but it keeps latching to me. My brain is so loud with self hate.  The only accomplishments I can make are feeding myself, taking care of my cats, and that’s it. Going to work is becoming a major pain in my butt. I know I need money, and that’s not even much of a motive, sadly.

I have so many other things I need to do, but I can’t find the motivation.