So i am (27) (F) in a relationship with a boy (23) we’ve been together for 2 years. He broke my trust in the beginning of the relationship by doing cocaine behind my back and did it again multiple times.. he was putting effort in the relationship in the beginning, then he doesn’t do or say anything anymore.. I broke up with him two times but he always told me he was going to change and did an effort and I was happy the first months but still slowly fading. Since January he is gaming online a lot and is not looking at me anymore. I do not get any hugs and if he wants sex he doesn’t even make me horny but just tells me he has a hard dick.. I didn’t want sex anymore last couple weeks. I just don’t care anymore. When I’m sad he ignores me. When I am opening myself daily and telling my feelings he almost has nothing to say but ‘what do you want me to say’. I love him but he just doesn’t make me happy anymore. I want to break up but don’t know how he lives in my house. How can I tell him this without hurting him to much? I want to be alone and work on myself. My mental health is going down because of this