Hi guys,

So I'm bipolar II with little to no hypomania and mostly have straight depression episodes. This year however it feels like when I am in the episodes all emotions are drained out of me and I am just a robot moving along. I have to be careful cause I cannot feel fear or danger in these episodes since I crashed my car and i was not fazed. Should have died but made it out with a black eye. I'm kinda desperate to get this fixed since I don't want to make another dumb mistake due to being spacey or feeling like a invincible robot. My pain tolerance also drastically increases in these and I am sick of trying different pills every few months for the past 7 or 8 years. I have heard ketamine and ECT are good at fighting depression and am looking for personal experiences. Bright light treatment and the magnetic ect thing is also a option. I'm trying a accredited more experimental mental health clinic so fingers cross. Please leave some experiences on whether ECT, ketamine, bright light treatment, or magnetic ect worked for you or not with bipolar depression? Was there any lasting negative effects from them?