as title says, i was fired from my job on October 7th. i went straight home after they fired me and applied for a bunch of jobs online. a few days later i get a phone call requesting an zoom interview with me (and i LOATHE zoom with a passion cuz body dysmorphia issues). Although i did accept. i did the interview, but i honestly didn't do that great with the questions. but they ended up calling me back anyways and offering me the job. i started on the 26th. 

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and i'm just really proud of myself. instead of spiraling i got right back out there. that's huge for me. I'm dealing with CPTSD and a lot of anxiety right now along with what i think is PMDD on top of BPD. so like...fuck i'm just going through it. 

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but i have this job and now i really need to focus on how to KEEP this job. that's the real work. thankfully i am back in therapy now so i have somebody to help me with that. cuz lord knows my BPD ass is always getting fired or i just walk out on the job/whatever.