(I kinda see this in my head as me doing some weird standup hense the title) So, im my thoughts, depressed, having that depressing music going, ect (get you the moon by kina featuring snøw if your interested) and i get a message, so pretty much ive been over to see my cousin and my... room mate I guess messaged me, can I ask a favour, so my first thought was he was asking me to come back, which he messaged asking when i was coming back yesterday, so i put ? As you do, and he asks me to pick up some cheese and doritos, its funny right? I expect something magical to happen, im sitting depressed and i get a message, come home, which makes me jump up and go, because i probably would, but its something as mundane as that, funny in an ironic, unfunny, FUCK YOU way right, I dont know it seemed ironic enough for me to do this, and now it just feels stupid, and i want to delete this, but i won't, someone might see the humour, im that guy tho, the one that can tell from a single message somethings wrong, and I recently read something about it being due to growing up in a toxic household and learning to sense changes in parents, which blew my mind a bit lol, idk im waffling the stand up ended after the phrase its funny right. I guess, thats me, quitting half way through