I feel like that all the time. Sometimes I just want to have a heart to heart but even though I have all these "friends" I feel like I don't really have anyone. I have my friends from back home, but I won't usually reach out to them unless they reach out to me first. I've been trying to work on that for a while, but it's a slow process. I also have my SO but I don't know, I've messed up so many relationships in the past and I really don't want to mess this up too by speaking my mind. But I really miss just sitting for hours talking about life with people, it feels like an eternity since I've done that with anyone. 

These are just some thoughts I guess. 