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I didnt know it could exist. Im clearly screwed. What happened is that i stopped sleeping thinking i was gonna die and i heard saw plenty of things. I had the control because my hallucinations were telling the truth while others were lying. After 4 days of trying hard not to sleep. I felt it today. Now i end up with mania but ill try to control myself. I cant take any antipsychotic, they told me they would go away if i do. Ive never felt more stuck in my life.

I do take lithium only