I helped her and her boyfriend get into a relationship together, and to be completely honest, I thought it wouldn't last long or be as serious as it's gotten. This said boyfriend and I are also close, we're "bros". He texts he everyday usually to talk about her.

My best friend has been acting really differently recently. It's just, there's something weird going on, she's so different. For example, she would also gush to me about him as well, but now, she never tells me any updates. In fact, she never talks to me anymore. No calls, no invite to hangouts, she's always with him. Recently, she's been ignoring my texts for hours, purposely I believe. Is this just a simple case that she doesn't want me or doesn't need me anymore?

I got over a rough break up with my boyfriend, but in a way, this is even worse for me. She knows I have bpd, I don't know what the fuck she think she's doing to me. Does she think I'm some kind of toy? 

Honestly hearing her boyfriend everyday, talking about her, things she's said to him, things they've done makes me feel something I've never felt before. It's not just rage, jealousy, sadness. I'm so confused.

At the same time, I feel intense feelings of love and hatred towards her. At times, I just want to get her out of my life, and then suddenly, I'll want to beg for her not to leave me.

Has anyone had a similar experience to this?