I just feel like I would look disgusting eating something. I'm insecure about my looks, I'm not overweight, just not happy with them. I'm scared my stomach is going to hurt as well because it really often tends to when I eat anything. He's really supportive with anything I'm going through, so he's not the one to blame. I just feel like I'm repulsive in general, and especially while eating. I'm also even more scared of eating out obviously. It's hard and could use some advice or hear some or your own thoughts and experiences.