text: Posted by Cherry Bud at 4:29 PM
  Today I am frustrated because my OPK's, while slowly darkening, are stubbornly refusing to show a positive.
  Today I am jealous because a high school friend got to see her LO's heartbeat
  Today I am remembering the sweet baby I held yesterday, her chubby, jelly filled cheeks, and how much I wished I had been holding my own.
  Today I am refusing to allow the fear of never being a mother overwhelm me
  Today I am ecstatic because of Sunflower Bud's BFP. Congratulations again and again, my dear!
  Today I am heartbroken because of all the lost LO's here on Bloomin' Babies. Magnolia Bud, Golden Bud, Sarcastic Bud, and Blueberry Bud...ladies, I don't even know what to say, but each of your updates absolutely broke my heart for each of you. I wish there was some magic I could work to give each of you your take-home baby. Life is indescribably unfair and you are all in my prayers.
  Labels: Cherry Bud, Thoughts
  Thank you!! I can't wait to see you post yours.
  I gave up on regular OPK's a long time ago. Switched to digitals and my stress levels plummeted. No longer trying to figure out if it was positive was huge.