text: 11:14 a.m. + 2003-08-21 = undesciptive, bland.
  not a thing was done on my to-do list yesterday. this leaves today incredibly problematic. and i finally saw "Uptown Girls" last night. and they were right, that little girl performs my childhood remarkably well, although i'd never disinfect the rim of a freshly-opened bottle of water; that is simply TOO much.
  the cold front didn't move in... i mean it's cooler here, but i still have to contend with the humidity for another day. I think i'm dehydrated. i blame my mum for not having any bottled water in the house; i simply cannot trust saint peter's "cancer"water.
  i'm a little sad today as well, riina'll be here tomorrow and sadness will flee instantly. and i should be alright tonight as well. it's just this damn afternoon. the humidity. the phone not ringing (or when it does, it being a telemarketer/creditor.) the mess of a room that hasn't been cleaned since the breakdown... 10 bucks says i find a bottle of whiskey and/or wine that i didn't know i had and also those missing painkillers. for someone as freakishly clean/organised as i am, my room would make it seem that my ocd-tendencies have been nothing but lies.