text: Lurking in La Vida Loca: Le Sigh...........It's August! OH NO!!
  OK--As I turned over the calendar to August, I felt my stomach fall to the floor. IN exactly 28 days I will be f.. I will turn f.... Oh crap, I cannot even type it.
  39 plus 1 = f..o.. Nope, still cannot do it.
  Where did it go? I mean, like the past 20 years have FLOWN by--the last 7 years especially--how is it possible that my BABY is 7 and I am f..o..--nope still not gonna do it. Why does time go so fast, just when you finally have realized how to enjoy it a bit?
  Well, that is is, I just will not have a birthday this year--I'll call a do over on 39. Maybe next year I'll be ready...or maybe not.
  OH CRAP--this means it's time for a driver's license renewal too--ugh!! Call the hair dresser, get some new make-up, pile on the wrinkle remover--HELP!!!!!!!!! WHHHHYYYYYY for the love of all that is holy WHHHHHYYYYYY must this happen???
  I guess it could be worse, it could NOT really happen. And after all: F..O..(nope) is the new 30 right?
  WHAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH
  Posted by Lurker Girl at 9:27 AM
  It really wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I do read the obits more than I used to, I've noticed.
  There are good things about turning that number, too. Like you no longer care what people think. You know exactly who you are and what you want out of life, and you're done trying to please everyone else. That's how it's worked out for me, anyway. Don't worry, you'll be just fine!