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  Home Carnations 5 December, 2008 - 2:58am — Splash
  Since I'm almost a whole semester into college, I'm not sure why I'm thinking about that right now. But there are two things I remember about it.
  One is that, although I was never sure who I could have sent a flower to, I always felt bad that I never did. This may be because I never felt I was being quite fair... since the other thing I remember is how much I always wished somebody (anybody; no one in particular) would send me a flower for Valentine's Day. Nobody ever did, of course.
  I guess I'm just a little lonely today. There's two people in my dorm who are clearly in love, and whenever I see them hug it tugs my heartstrings a little because they look like they have exactly what I want most in the world.