For quite some time now, I have been really exhausted and bored with my life. I have been worrying in case I have some illness that is slowly progressing, but so far, I have been healthy at least according to the blood tests I have had. This, however, is hard to believe when even my legs feel really heavy with every step I take and I am always aching here and there. I also eat too much, I have gained weight and supposedly I am all well. I wake up every night about three o’clock and can not get back to sleep.
Tena mambo yalitokea kama yalitokea na tulipoteza kila kitu. Kwa miaka tuliishi bila vitu kabla ya kufika Finland. Nilikuwa lakini bwana wa familia, nilfanya shuhuli zote za familiana nilichunga kwamba kila kitu kilikuwa sawa. Baadaya yakufika huku nimekuwa mtu moja kama mkimbizi ambayo anakimbia kutoka ofisi moja kuenda ofisi nyingine. Kazi sijapata hata kama nimetafuta kutoka sehemu mbali mbali. Mke wangu alipata kazi lakini na sasa ameanza kazi kama msaidizi. Inaonekana kwamba mke wangu anajitaidi haraka kuliko mimi. Amejifunza kazi pia kwa upesi na sasa anaongea vizuri zaidi kuliko mimi.