Not a day goes by I don't see them in my dreams, not a day goes by I don't hear them screaming in my ears begging for mercy, pleading innocent. Since my heart is made up to be as cold as the barrel of this gun I hold I would pull the trigger anyway" Na katika sehemu ya kiitikio ambayo ni kama Askari akielezea kilichosababisha yote hayo (ambayo ni kama vile hakutaka kuyatenda, anasema) "I was a soldier, following instructions from a man we have known as the general".
Niliisoma na mwanzo nilishangaa nikidhani TUMEANZA KUNYIMANA HABARI, mpaka pale nilipoingia kwenye maoni ambapo Kaka Matiya amekuwa wazi kuwa lengo si kunyimana, bali lilikuwa wazo lililomjia "baada ya kusoma maoni ya mdau mmoja pale kwenye blogu ya jamii," ambaye kwa mujibu wa Kaka Matiya, "alidai kuwa sisi junior bloggers hatuna ujuzi wa IT na hivyo hatuwezi kulinda kazi zetu kama ilivyo kwa blogu ya jamii na hivyo kampongeza mmoliki wa blogu ya jamii kwa kigezo hicho".