After GOD released me from that office, I started asking HIM, “What do YOU want me to do? I’ll do anything YOU say.” I got no answer, so I figured HE wanted me to go to church. I figured the biggest was the best; so I went there, and I didn’t find HIM. Then I went to other churches, but HE wasn’t there either.
Nilijua kwamba nitakuwa tayari zaidi ya kuishi, kuteswa na kufa kwa ajili yake na kufanya hivyo kwa uchangamfu na furaha yote.16 Baada ya Mungu kuniondoa kutoka kwenye ofisi ile, nilianza kumwuliza, “Unataka nifanye nini? Nitafanya chochote utakachosema.” Sikupata jibu, hivyo nikaanza kufikiria kuwa alitaka niende kanisani. Nilifikiria kanisa kubwa ndilo bora; hivyo nikaenda huko, lakini sikumpata huko.