Then only I understood I didn't lost my pureness and what sex and virginity are (even i dono that word earlier) and that hole is for dick to go in (at that time I thought it was gross, not now) To be honest, I feel bad not just because of that asshole who touched me (now I’m n early twenties and i moved on from that), but because of the nights I cried by touching my stomach thinking that a baby will come .. I laugh about this sometimes but feel bad when ever I think about that 4 hell months ., It’s horrifying and I never shared with people thinking that they will laugh about my horrible 4months,.
I laugh kuhusu hili wakati mwingine lakini kujisikia vibaya wakati milele nadhani kuhusu kwamba miezi 4 kuzimu., Ni horrifying na mimi kamwe pamoja na watu kufikiri kwamba wao watacheka kuhusu 4months yangu kutisha,.