"I remained like that until February 15th. Those days were a continued inner mortification for me. I wondered if it had been a dream; but I knew it was not: I was certain that it was real! But still I asked myself how Our Lord could have deigned to appear again to me, who had responded so badly to the graces I had received!
"Nilibakia hivyo hadi tarehe 15 Februari. Siku hizo zilikuwa ni za uchungu mkali kwangu. Nilishangaa kama hii ilikuwa labda ni ndoto, lakini nilijua kuwa haikuwa ndoto: Nilikuwa na hakika kuwa ilikuwa ni jambo la kweli! Lakini bado nilijiuliza mwenyewe Bwana Wetu angekuwaje radhi kunitokea tena, mimi niliyepokea vibaya neema nilizopewa!