I had to get up and walk around every so often then sit back down, as neither is a good long term proposition for me . I was hurting more with each passing minute . At 11:43, my wife’s surgery was done and she went to recovery . I spoke with the surgeon and then went to wait some more . I got a couple of calls on my cell phone from a recovery room nurse explaining that my wife was slow in being able to move her good leg . They had done a spinal block for the anesthesia rather than a general . After the block, she would have to stay in recovery until she could move legs, ជើង, and sets of toes . I hunted down the cafeteria to get some food . After a long walk, I found it .
ខ្ញុំ មិន ចង់ មិត្ត ភាព ដែល បាន ខូច, but it remains that way to this day . For almost a month, I didn’t know how I would feel should my friend ask for forgiveness . Eventually, the hurt receded . This allowed me to align my feelings with my caring for this person . I am now at the point where I can forgive my friend should they ask for it . I can also continue the friendship; ទោះ ជា យ៉ាង ណា វា នឹង មិន ដូច ជា ជិត ស្និទ្ធ ដូច ជា មុន ពេល ដែល... ខ្ញុំ មិន នៅ ចំណុច មួយ នៅ ក្នុង ជីវិត របស់ ខ្ញុំ ដែល ជា កន្លែង ដែល ខ្ញុំ មាន ឆន្ទៈ ក្នុង ការ ជឿ ទុកចិត្ត ឱ្យ បាន គ្រប់គ្រាន់ កុហក ដើម្បី អនុញ្ញាត ឱ្យ ពួក វា ទៅ ក្នុង រង្វង់ របស់ខ្ញុំ មិត្ត ភក្តិ ជិត ស្និទ្ធ. Perhaps I never will be . The really sad part is that I don't think this person has the first clue that they've done anything to hurt me .