She did not renounce all she had learnt, but realized that she had deceived herself when thinking that she could be what she wished to be. It was as if she had recovered consciousness; she felt the difficulty of remaining without hypocrisy or boastfulness on the level to which she had wished to rise.
Nem szakított ugyan mindavval, a mit megtudott, de rájött, hogy csak maga-magát csalta, a mikor azt hitte, hogy csakugyan olyanná lehet, a milyenné szeretett volna lenni.