But now, when, as I have said, I began to be weary of the fruitless excursion which I had made so long and so far every morning in vain, so my opinion of the action itself began to alter; and I began, with cooler and calmer thoughts, to consider what I was going to engage in; what authority or call I had to pretend to be judge and executioner upon these men as criminals, whom Heaven had thought fit for so many ages to suffer unpunished to go on, and to be as it were the executioners of His judgments one upon another; how far these people were offenders against me, and what right I had to engage in the quarrel of that blood which they shed promiscuously upon one another.
Ed ora che, come dissi, cominciava ad annoiarmi di queste inutili corse ch’io aveva fatte sì lungamente,e spinte sì innanzi per tante mattine, anche il mio modo di vedere su l’azione da me divisata cominciò a cangiarsi. Mi diedi allora con mente più fredda e tranquilla a considerare qual fosse l’impresa cui stava io per accignermi; quale autorità o chiamata avessi io per eleggermi in giudice e punitore di tanti uomini, quantunque colpevoli, poichè il cielo aveva giudicato di tollerarli per tanti secoli e lasciarli impuniti, o, com’era più probabile, farli gli uni contro agli altri gli esecutori degl’imperscrutabili suoi giudizi?