S’il eût pu lui adresser la parole de près, peut-être alors eût-il obtenu l’aveu de sentiments dont l’incertitude le plongeait souvent dans un profond découragement ; il sentait vivement que la vie, sans l’amour de Clélia, ne pouvait être pour lui qu’une suite de chagrins amers ou d’ennuis insupportables.
If he had been able to speak to her face to face, then perhaps he would have received her avowal of feelings, his uncertainty as to which often plunged him in a profound discouragement; he felt keenly that life without Clelia's love could be for him only a succession of bitter griefs or intolerable tedium.