I believe I repeated the words, “Oh that it had been but one!” a thousand times; and my desires were so moved by it, that when I spoke the words my hands would clinch together, and my fingers would press the palms of my hands, so that if I had had any soft thing in my hand I should have crushed it involuntarily; and the teeth in my head would strike together, and set against one another so strong, that for some time I could not part them again. Let the naturalists explain these things, and the reason and manner of them.
Que les naturalistes expliquent ces choses, leur raison et leur nature; quant à moi, je ne puis que consigner ce fait, qui me parut toujours surprenant et dont je ne pus jamais me rendre compte. C'était sans doute l'effet de la fougue de mon désir et de l'énergie de mes idées me représentant toute la consolation que j'aurais puisée dans la société d'un Chrétien comme moi.