But he would not yet confess this to himself; he was tortured when he thought of the miseries of defeat, and the heavy responsibility of suffering which would weigh upon him.
Mais il ne se l'avouait pas encore, une angoisse le torturait, lorsqu'il songeait aux miseres de la défaite, a toute cette lourde responsabilité de souffrance qui peserait sur lui.