If I had seen Marguerite unhappy, if, in revenging myself upon her, I could have come to her aid, I should perhaps have forgiven her, and certainly I should have never dreamt of doing her an injury. But I found her apparently happy, some one else had restored to her the luxury which I could not give her; her breaking with me seemed to assume a character of the basest self-interest; I was lowered in my own esteem as well as in my love. I resolved that she should pay for what I had suffered.
Si j'avais retrouvé Marguerite malheureuse, si, pour me venger d'elle, j'avais pu venir à son secours, je lui aurais peut-être pardonné, et n'aurais certainement pas songé à lui faire du mal; mais je la retrouvais heureuse, en apparence du moins; un autre lui avait rendu le luxe que je n'avais pu lui continuer; notre rupture, venue d'elle, prenait par conséquent le caractère du plus bas intérêt; j'étais humilié dans mon amour-propre comme dans mon amour, il fallait nécessairement qu'elle payât ce que j'avais souffert.