I had, God knows, more sincerity than knowledge in all the methods I took for this poor creature’s instruction, and must acknowledge, what I believe all that act upon the same principle will find, that in laying things open to him, I really informed and instructed myself in many things that either I did not know or had not fully considered before, but which occurred naturally to my mind upon searching into them, for the information of this poor savage; and I had more affection in my inquiry after things upon this occasion than ever I felt before: so that, whether this poor wild wretch was better for me or no, I had great reason to be thankful that ever he came to me; my grief sat lighter, upon me; my habitation grew comfortable to me beyond measure: and when I reflected that in this solitary life which I have been confined to, I had not only been moved to look up to heaven myself, and to seek the Hand that had brought me here, but was now to be made an instrument, under Providence, to save the life, and, for aught I knew, the soul of a poor savage, and bring him to the true knowledge of religion and of the Christian doctrine, that he might know Christ Jesus, in whom is life eternal; I say, when I reflected upon all these things, a secret joy ran through every part of My soul, and I frequently rejoiced that ever I was brought to this place, which I had so often thought the most dreadful of all afflictions that could possibly have befallen me.
Si bien que j'aie réussi ou non avec cet infortuné, je n'en avais pas moins de fortes raisons pour remercier le Ciel de me l'avoir envoyé. Le chagrin glissait plus légèrement sur moi; mon habitation devenait excessivement confortable; et quand je réfléchissais que, dans cette vie solitaire à laquelle j'avais été condamné, je n'avais pas été seulement conduit à tourner mes regards vers le Ciel et à chercher le bras qui m'avait exilé, mais que j'étais devenu un instrument de la Providence pour sauver la vie et sans doute l'âme d'un pauvre Sauvage, et pour l'amener à la vraie science de la religion et de la doctrine chrétiennes, afin qu'il pût connaître le Christ Jésus, afin qu'il pût connaître celui qui est la vie éternelle; quand, dis-je, je réfléchissais sur toutes ces choses, une joie secrète s'épanouissait dans mon âme, et souvent même je me félicitais d'avoir été amené en ce lieu, ce que j'avais tant de fois regardé comme la plus terrible de toutes les afflictions qui eussent pu m'advenir.