In an interview, Turan Dursun discussed his first instance of doubting god, after having a dream about his friend, Safi, and her disabled sister, Sabo.
Turan Dursun (1934  4 September 1990) was a Turkish author and atheist who was a critic of Islam. In an interview with Sule Perincek, Dursun recounted one of the first instances, where he began doubting the existence of God. During a time when he was in love at the age of 11, Sabo, the older sister of the girl he loved, called Safi, was disabled. Dursun felt sorry for Sabo and one night during his sleep he saw God in his dream. 
