you know what you don't understand is, i'm not laughing at you, i'm making you realise that you have taken a wrong step, so stop it, you still have time. stop homo-sexual activity, & live a normal life, how sad a parent would be, if he knows his child spent a night doing activities, no one could have imagined before 1950! what you trying to prove! you don't get attracted to girls? because you've satisfied the previous night wasting your precious fluid on an excretory point? you can still change! no late.