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Hehe I'm still blocked, so I had to reply here )  Jaranda, I just really want you to know that I wasn't stalking you or anything like that... I really wasn't trying to harass you.  It was lack of judgment on my part.  Perhaps I should've backed off... but I still think it was unfair.  I mean after the edit to... well, I can't remember the page, the one after Eric Gagne, I was warned by another user not to do what I was doing (even though I wasn't intentionally).  I went to respond to him, and I saw I was blocked.  I'm not saying that what I was doing was right, but I don't think I should've been blocked if I didn't do anything wrong after I was warned.  If I continued, then of course I would be blocked and I'd agree with that, but the way it was I don't think should've resulted in a block.

As far as becoming a future admin, I've pondered in the past if I'd be willing to go through that at some point in the future... and I'm really not sure if I'd want to.  It would be an honor if I were an admin, but that's a lot of responsibility and I'm not sure that I'm the right person for that.  And with my new philosophy (I explained it in my past post) I'd have to take more responsibility than, at this point of my editing career, I'm willing to take.  Much later in the future, I might change my opinion.  But I've gotten into several disputes in the past and I'm trying to change my entire philosophy to negate all the problems I've caused in the past.  Having been blocked for the first time ever, ironically during the time that my friend  was blocked, adminship isn't something that I'm going to even consider about considering about considering at this time.  But perhaps some mentoring would help me become a better editor, and I wouldn't mind any assistance should you wish to provide some for me, Jaranda.  Thank you very much.  ''''''(talk) "