Pfupisa nyaya yacho:  (CNN) Anthony Sideri akawira pasi paakanga akaputirwa negumbeze rakasviba pasi peimba yokugezera yechipatara chejeri muMiddleton, Massachusetts. Akanga ane makore 25, achidedera, achidikitira, achirutsa uye achibvisa heroin yose. Akanga achangobva kupamba bhangi pashure pokushandisa heroin zuva rose. Musi wa22 July 2007, upenyu hwake hwakachinja zvachose. Yakanga iri nguva yokupedzisira yaakashandisa mirimo, nguva yokutanga uye bedzi yaakasungwa, uye nguva yokutanga uye bedzi yokurega chose chose heroin. "Ndaiziva kuti nyika yangu yose yakanga yapera, uye ndaifunga kuti ndaizofa nemhaka yokuti ndakanga ndisati ndamborwara zvakadaro", akadaro Sideri. "Ndakanga ndisina chinhu, uye ndakanga ndisingazivi kana mumwe munhu munyika aizomboziva kuti ndakanga ndiripo". Anodokusvika makore masere gare gare, Sideri anotarira shure pamazuva ake okushandisa mirimo sokunge akanga ari upenyu hwomumwe munhu. Sideri akanga ari mudzidziwo zvake wepachikoro chesekondari aitamba muchikwata chehockey, achimbonwa nokuputa mbanje kusvikira atanga kushandisa zvinodhaka zuva nezuva. Haakwanisi kunyatsotaura kuti zvakatanga rini kana kuti sei kana kuti nei, asi zvakaguma zvaita kuti asvike pakusvuta mbanje asati aenda kuchikoro, panguva yechikoro uye pashure pacho, uye kuedza kushandisa howa neacid. "Chimwe chinhu chipi nechipi chandakaona, ndingadai ndakachiedza", anodaro zvino. Makirasi ake akaderera, akarasikirwa nokubvumirwa kwake kutamba mitambo, asi apo akanga akadhakwa kana kuti akadhakwa, hapana chimwe cheizvozvi chaikosha. "Ndakanga ndisingafaniri kunetseka pamusoro pezvaifungwa nomumwe munhu, ndaigona kuenda kunyika yokufungidzira ndisina kunetseka", akadaro Sideri. Pashure pokupedza chikoro chesekondari muna 2000, Sideri akatanga kushandisa zvisina kufanira Percocet neOxyContin, zvinorapa marwadzo zvine opium. Sezvo kushivirira kwake mapiritsi kwaiwedzera, akavamba kufema mishonga kuti anzwe miuyo nokukurumidza. Ipapo akapfuurira kunuhwa heroin. "Ndakanga ndisisiri kuwana migumisiro yakasimba yeOxyContin, uye ndakanga ndichitonhuwira chimwe chinhu, naizvozvo hazvina kuita sokusvetuka", iye akadaro. "Zvakanga zvisingaiti seheroin yandakakurira ndichiziva nezvayo". Pakazosvika 2005, akanga ave achipinza heroin zuva nezuva kwemakore maviri. Kunyange zvazvo akanga achishandisa zvinodhaka zvakawanda, akanga achiramba kupindwa muropa kwake...
Akakundwa neheroin, Anthony Sideri akapamba bhangi. Aifanira kupedza nguva yokurega doro ari mujeri. Kukunda kupindwa muropa kunobvira, iye anodaro, sezvo ari kuvaka upenyu hutsva somurume wemhuri.