Duba wurin da ke ƙasa sannan ka amsa tambayar daga baya a cikin harshe ɗaya kamar yadda wurin yake:  Labari: Sa'ad da Russell yake matashi, yana jin kaɗaici sosai, kuma sau da yawa yana tunanin kashe kansa. Ya lura a cikin tarihin rayuwarsa cewa mafi yawan sha'awarsa sun kasance a cikin addini da lissafi, kuma kawai burinsa na sanin ƙarin lissafi ya hana shi kashe kansa. An koyar da shi a gida ta hanyar jerin masu koyarwa. Lokacin da Russell ke da shekaru goma sha ɗaya, ɗan'uwansa Frank ya gabatar da shi ga aikin Euclid, wanda ya bayyana a cikin tarihin rayuwarsa a matsayin "ɗaya daga cikin manyan abubuwan da suka faru a rayuwata, kamar yadda yake da ban sha'awa kamar soyayya ta farko. "A cikin waɗannan shekarun da ya samu, ya kuma gano ayyukan Percy Bysshe Shelley. Russell ya rubuta: "Na yi amfani da dukan lokacin da ba na aiki ina karanta littafin Shelley, kuma na haddace shi, domin ban san wanda zan gaya masa abin da nake tunani ko kuma yadda nake ji ba, ina tunanin yadda zai kasance da kyau in san Shelley, kuma ina mamaki ko zan taɓa haɗuwa da wani ɗan Adam da zan ji tausayinsa sosai". Russell ya ce tun yana ɗan shekara 15, ya yi tunani sosai game da gaskiyar koyarwar Kirista, amma bai gamsu da abin da ya koya ba. A wannan shekarun, ya zo ga ƙarshe cewa babu 'yancin zaɓe kuma, bayan shekara biyu, cewa babu rai bayan mutuwa. A ƙarshe, yana da shekaru 18, bayan karanta Littafin Tarihin Rayuwa na Mill, ya yi watsi da hujjar "Abubuwa na Farko" kuma ya zama mara yarda da wanzuwar Allah. Ya yi tafiya zuwa nahiyar a 1890 tare da wani aboki na Amurka, Edward FitzGerald, kuma tare da dangin FitzGerald ya ziyarci Nunin Paris na 1889 kuma ya sami damar hawa Hasumiyar Eiffel ba da daɗewa ba bayan an kammala shi.  Tambaya: A ina ya yi karatu?
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