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'ingredients caused turmoil', 'ingredients caused glory', 'living whispered warning roman generals ear', 'glory fleeting', 'verb active verb fleeting', 'live reside moment', 'ive dedicated idiom dont know', 'im love frantic chaos limitless universe', 'ive faced', 'second last time tried didnt go', 'found overlooking nd street', 'like exactly floors', 'right across street chrysler building', 'unbelievable', 'last time tried', 'stood atop marriott marquis hotel', 'thinking gloriously evaded', 'anticruise fire exit signals', 'suddenly surrounded', 'two fire departments people', 'head security', 'lecture reprimand', 'barely got alive', 'ive never seen key though', 'seems potential turning', 'dont know', 'closedcaptioned captions inc los angeles', 'subtitle ripped processed contaminator', 'originally published']