I went to the beach
on my own.
It was a warm
and lovely day.
There was
another girl there.
She'd paddled over
from another island
because our beach
was sunnier and more secluded.
We lay there sunbathing beside
one another, completely naked,
dozing now and then,
putting suntan lotion on.
We had those cheap
straw hats on, you know?
I had a blue ribbon
around mine.
I lay there peeping out
from under my hat
at the landscape
and the sea and the sun.
It was kind of funny.
Suddenly I saw two figures leaping
about on the rocks above us.
They would hide
and then peek out.
“There's a couple boys
looking at us,” I told the girl.
Her name was Katarina.
“Let them look,” she said,
and turned over on her back.
It was a strange feeling.
I wanted to jump up
and put on my robe,
but I just lay there
on my stomach
with my bottom in the air,
not at all embarrassed,
completely calm.
Katarina lay there
next to me the whole time,
with her breasts
and thick thighs.
She just lay there
sort of giggling to herself.
I noticed that the boys
had come closer.
They just stood there
looking at us.
I noticed
they were terribly young.
Then one of them -
the more daring of the two -
came up and squatted down
next to Katarina.
He pretended to be busy
picking at his toes.
I felt so strange.
Suddenly
I heard Katarina say,
“Hey, why don't you
come over here?”
She took him by the hand
and helped him off
with his jeans and shirt.
Then suddenly
he was on top of her.
She guided him in
with her hands on his behind.
The other boy just sat
on the slope and watched.
I heard Katarina whisper
in the boy's ear and laugh.
His face was
right next to mine.
It was red and swollen.
Suddenly
I turned over and said,
“Aren't you coming
over to me too?”
And Katarina said,
“Go to her now.”
He pulled out of her
and fell on top of me,
completely hard.
He grabbed my breast.
It hurt so bad!
I was ready somehow
and came almost at once.
Can you believe it?
I was about to say,
“Careful you don't get me pregnant”
when he suddenly came.
I felt it like
never before in my life,
the way he sprayed
his seed into me.
He gripped my shoulders
and arched backward.
I came over and over.
Katarina lay on her side
and watched
and held him from behind.
After he came,
she took him in her arms
and used his hand
to make herself come.
When she came,
she screamed
like a banshee.
Then all three of us
started laughing.
We called to the other boy,
who was sitting on the slope.
His name was Peter.
He came down,
looking all confused
and shivering
despite the sunshine.
Katarina unbuttoned his pants
and started to play with him.
And when he came,
she took him in her mouth.
He bent down
and kissed her back.
She turned around,
took his head in both hands,
and gave him her breast.
The other boy got so excited
that he and I started all over again.
It was just as good
as before.
Then we went for a swim
and parted ways.
When I got home, Karl-Henrik
was already back from town.
We ate dinner and drank
some red wine he'd brought.
Then we had sex.
It's never been as good,
before or since.
Can you understand that?
