somehow Jennifer Lawrence and Bradley
Cooper managed to dance depression away
i think i'll try twerkin cause the meds aren't working, i'll ask my doctor if that's okay
my therapist is nice i never take her advice I think that's wrong beyond repair
she says i'm getting better, who are we kidding megan? somethings can't be solved by self care
lol
i've forgotten how to write it keeps me up at night, how am i supposed to make it big?
i can't be just a wannabe i'll join scientology or pimp myself out like nick cage did
the future's pretty scary, i'll need a job in january. the world better watch out for my wrath
cause i'm certified crazy and desperately waiting for a chance to prove i'm more than just that...
my family's worried, they can't believe that i'm doin fine...
but i'm down for the journey, of losing my mind... ;)
here's to loving any lying and feeling bitter
to oversharing to friends and on twitter
to scaring my roommates and feeling bored, for asking for help and getting ignored
to crying in showers and manic ramblings to hiding in bed and finally standing
and mistakes my mind has been replaying...here's to crazy
i hate to cry in public so please don't judge this, while i sob in chai tea at this coffee shop
i should take the bus home spend some time alone, rewatch paul blart f*cking mall cop
i wish i lived without shame like kevin james and could accept the fact that i'm destroying my life
if i give it sometime, i think i'll be fine, being a mess might feel alright.
my family's worried, they can't believe that i'm doin fine but i'm down for the journey of losing my mind
here's to heartache and laughter and carrie fisher to messing up by mixing meds with liquor
to relationships that were doomed to fail, for laughing it off and feeling frail
to prozac, lamictal and lithium, to lexapro and valium and all the pills that were supposed to save me
here's to 273-8255, to rehab referals and staying alive and all the friends who tried to change me...
here's to crazy!!!!
here's to dudes that i ghosted and never called. for wanting romance and being scared to get involved
for panic attacks in the middle of class. for feeling happy and knowing it never lasts
to rolling my blunts for anxiety, to the ones that i hurt and the ones who hurt me
and all the times i thought that this might break me...
here's to crazy
thank you! i love you all :)
