I welcome you all with my love and respects!
For next few days till 22nd. I'll speak on Kailash. I'll start with
What has happened in me
because of this Kailash Yatra.
First thing I want all of you guys to know
Kailash is not a place. It is a statement.
It is a statement by the cosmos.
First thing happened in me
because of this Kailash Yatra
my shyness to talk
express mystical things has disappeared.
I always used to have a certain shyness.
Say about logical things I will speak very freely.
Do this yoga this will happen to you; do this meditation that will happen; have neem juice your stomach will be healed.
These are all logical things.
I always be very ease, comfortable in talking about logical things.
Unclutch from your thoughts you will be out of depression.
Do little yoga you will not have back pain. These are all logical.
I never used to feel shy to talk about logical things, but I always used to have a certain kind of a shyness
to talk about mystical (things).
Before talking about the mystical things I look around whether all the people are the people who are feeling connected with me.
Will they respect what I am uttering? I'll see all this usually before I start talking about mystical.
My shyness
to express mystical things has disappeared.
Even when people levitate, when I make people levitate, when I awaken their Kundalini, when I materialize, I look around and
and see whether at least majority are
people who are feeling connected.
Even the other few may not understand will not at least criticise. I'll ensure.
I always feel shy to express this mystical
things.
After seeing Kailash I thought: "Oh, God!
What a wonder, mysterious wonder is being
expressed so physically,
plainly!
What a statement delivered by the cosmos - in stone!"
Kailash is a live telecast
in high resolution of the ultimate mystery in stone!
Here is Mahadeva.
Telecasting is mysterious glory live
in stone!
That is why I am telling you Kailash is not a place. It is a statement by Mahadeva!
It is a statement by Mahadeva! When you see Kailash, Shiva is telling: "Hey!
Understand the extraordinary mystical glory of a guy who is residing in it?
It's a statement!
It's not just a place.
I will sincerely recommend
anybody who has a eye to see,
even if you don't have legs, hands,
you have only eyes nothing else is working, don't miss seeing Kailash!
I never thought in my life, I'll be forced to believe there is something more glorious than Arunachala!
But I have to tell you I have to accept the truth.
Because Arunachala is placed
geographically inside the country India, I chose Arunachala to take birth.
Because politically conduce you atmosphere, religious ambience,
non-interference of the political system into religion.
And here let me take this chance to greet all of you and convey my best wishes on
64th Indian Independent's Day.
Today is
the day India had independence from British.
But I wanted all of you to know
still we have to go long way as a country.
We have done so many wonderful things, but still we need to do many more things.
Politically Arunachala is in India,
which is more conducive place.
And people do live here.
Transmission of knowledge is much easy. That's a reason I chose Arunachala.
If politically
Kailash was inside India,
the ambience was
conducive,
no doubt I would have chosen Kailash.
As I said it is a statement! It is not just a place!
God...
It just penetrates you and fills you!
I'll really tell you,
If you have only eyes, nothing else, even then don't miss don't miss!
See Kailash!
Somehow go there have Darshan of Kailash. I tell you
from my experience.
There was a time even I felt, I may leave the body, my body may not be able to handle it!
But I will not come back from Kailash,
from my yatra. I decided I'll write a... I'll make a will.
There is a video recorded will, my will.
I only dictated my will.
But I have decided I will only have darshan then I'll come back, not before that.
I was ready to
put my life, and
this huge Sangha,
which is a
consolidated
energy of thousands of lives and
future for millions of lives if not billions.
I was ready to put even at this even this at stake just for the Darshan of Kailash.
Even now if I get 10 more days, I will feel like going once more.
Really!
The moment I came back first thing I told our
administration team is: "Ej,
work, try to have some place
in Kailash."
Because now the China government is
open, and it has allowed the place for
two Hindu gurus already.
So we have decided,
of course Mahadeva has decided,
he has ordered his
blessings.
We are going to have a Pandya style [The Pandyan dynasty was an ancient Tamil dynasty of South India, one of the three Tamil dynasties. Meenakshi Temple in Madurai, was from Pandya time].
Kailashnath temple in Kailash.
The stone deities are in Pandya type.
There was a beautiful temple few thousand years ago in Kailash and
some great Saints and a king who went from Kanchipuram to Kailash,
to have Darshan of Kailashnatha. They saw the temple.
When they came back they built the replica of that temple
in Kanchipuram. So based on that replica, we will build the original temple back in Kailash.
God...
What a place!
What a place!
Now I know,
why,
thousands of seekers taking so much of struggle, suffering, go there.
Of course
fortunately by Divine grace our group did not have any suffering.
They don't even remember
They had even a small discomfort.
And
Mahadeva was always
listening to our prayers. The moment I say open,
the cloud opens, and he gives darshan.
And all I said, it's just for next three days till we go back no cloud and no cloud.
All those things I will describe later on when I described the whole itinerary with video recordings.
What a place, God...
It is a shameless statement,
by Mahadeva about his glory! That's the right word I use.
Shameless mystical statement,
shameless bragging of his pride,
by Mahadeva by Sadashiva.
Otherwise you can't express such a glory in stone!
I want all of you to know the center Kailash hill is a single stone.
It is not the collection of sandstone and all that. No it is a single stone!
Single stone of that size!
Standing. It has to be standing on only on stone. It cannot be standing on sand because it will start sinking.
The whole thing,
is stone means what is seen outside is only 20 percent.
At least 80 percent is there inside as a foundation.
Inside there is a huge city. It's a hollow Hill.
Inside there is a huge city
in the
fourth spectrum level means Turiya level,
where I saw,
Mahadeva in Samadhi,
with more than one lakh (100 thousand)
Jeevan Mukthas (enlightened beings)
sitting in Samadhi around him reflecting him.
Radiating. It is like atomic power station.
Rishis,
Kinnara, Kimburudas, Gandarva, Yakshas
Bhakta Dassas
Siddha Yogis
Vedanta, Sannyasis.
Some of them even from
people who practiced other traditions, Appallumadsaandhar
means from Christianity, Islam, Buddhism,
Jainism,
Judaism. [The following are 8 Guardians of Directions] Kubera (Lord of Wealth),
Indra (Lord of Climate and War)
Agni(Fire God), Yama(Lord of Death), Nirrti(A form of Parvati), Vayu(Wind God), Varuna(Water God),
Ishana(One of the faces of Sadashiva)
Kalabhairava (Lord of Time and Space),
all of them.
Are just in Samadhi,
in the eternal self-effulgence.
Mahadeva, Devi, exactly as I
sculpted as Anandeshwara and Anandeshwari in our temple,
just sitting. The extraordinary
glory, shining.
It is a formless self-effulgence
but
expressing playfully in the form.
The Glory, in my life, I never had
tears of ecstasy in my eyes.
Because Ramakrishna says only
in a small pond if elephant enters it will overflow; in ocean if elephant enters
ocean will not overflow.
I always used to think I am an ocean.
Any amount of ecstasy and emotion enters into me never I never overflow.
Even enlightenment did not make me overflow. I said: "Alright get in.
Next?"
Even realizing I'm an incarnation did not make me overflow. I said: "Okay next?"
This Kailash, first dashan made me overflow...
In Tamil there is a beautiful verse *Tamil words*
*Tamil words*
means in the extraordinary love,
melting and
tears flowing.
I don't know when the ecstasy happens how your body responds? All the time 24 hours I'm in the ecstasy.
But never ever it overflowed in this body!
It was literally like an ocean overflowing. Then what size elephant would have entered into that ocean?!
It's not just one dinosaur.
Maybe 1 billion dinosaurs put together!
Something of that size you imagine!
How in the hollywood movies they show huge animal,
walking on New York,
and the whole New York looks very tiny,
under the knee nails and feet of that animal.
I think something of that size has entered
into my ocean,
of emotion.
My mother says she never remember me crying!
I don't know when I took birth, what I did.
When I saw a Kailash, oh, God!
Even if he is not
having any shyness, even if he is so shameless to express his glory
so visibly physically on the stone, why should I be shy just to shed few tears?
From that moment, I lost all my shyness
to express the
extraordinary mystical glory and expression
of mystical truths and mystical energies.
It is not about the height of the hill size of the hill.
There are few hills immediately just the opposite taller than this hill!
Actually if you see this side of Manasarovar Kailash, this side of Manasarovar
Mandada Hills where Subramanya went and stood because he did not get the mangoes.
It is not actually Palani Hills. It's originally that only.
Later on as a remembrance of that place they created this Palani
Bhogar went to China and
saw the whole Kailash and remember this story. Just as a memory of the story he created Palani.
How can small boy just because he did not get a mango come from all the way from there to here.
Somebody asked me maybe on his
flight peacock he came. No!
When he left the...
Shiva
Whatever was gifted by Shiva and Parvati, he left everything except the lion cloth, he left everything. He did not take any of his vehicles
or peacock even by walk.
So by walk he can't cross more than Mandada Hills, small boy. You should be very practical.
So he stood there only.
After Arunachala first time in my life, I fell flat
in front of Kailash.
Exactly the place where I had the first darshan,
immediately I fell.
And I was literally feeling that I may start rolling on the ground, but I did not do fortunately my shoes were too big,
so they were not allowing
my body to roll on the ground.
Otherwise I would have started rolling on the ground.
God, word is too small to describe Kailash!
You have to find some other word. You should go with the master. That's the truth, another one thing,
because we saw in Ashtapad we were sitting for 8 hours.
What we did nobody knows!
We have not done anything just sitting.
These are so many other groups they come, they take photograph, spend five minutes. They get bored even with the God and go back.
I was telling our guys:" Yes, when you don't have a master even with God you will be bored in few minutes."
First thing happened me,
because of Kailash, all my shyness
to express the extraordinary
mystery in words and actions
the great extraordinary truth
to express my shyness has disappeared.
One Lakh!
I am telling you just one lakh as a number. I am not able to
conceive so I am telling one lakh, at least one lakh
Jeevan Mukthas sitting in Samadhi.
I always
thought,
around my Samadhi, Mahamsamadhi, at least 10 thousand Jeevan Mukthas
should be sitting in Samadhi and radiating.
I even planned center my temple around 10 thousand temples,
with the Jeeva Samadhis
of 10 thousand Jeevan Muthas at least.
I even went to a
place near Salem.
Near Salem, they have done a... built a beautiful temple Vinayaka Mission Shivalayam
They have built, center a huge Shiva temple and there and then 1008 Shiva Lingas' temples they have built.
I even went and studied the model,
how it should be. Now, then, I'm coming up with my own model.
Ten thousand temples
With Shiva Lingas in the proper place inside as for the Thirumoolar. Thirumoolar is a great Siddha
who gives a clear science of how and enlightened Masters Samadhi should be made,
Jeevan Muktha Samadhi should be made. The size six feet by...
six feet depth and
it should be four feet by four feet. He gives all the sizes and dimensions and what should be filled and all that.
So with all the gap, hole everything will be ready.
The moment they leave the body remove the Shiva linga, put them inside, pack it and put the Shiva linga, and again put the photograph over.
Like this ten thousand Jeeva Samadhis, means
ten thousand mirrors reflecting the
Cosmic Sun.
I used to think:  "Wow that is the way we should be sitting,
radiating energy so that whoever comes inside experiences an extraordinary
spiritual awakening."
Just
not
psychological transformation,
chemical change!
All chemical change in the brain should happen!
When they enter the
energy field before they go out the alchemical change should happen in the brain.
I saw Mahadeva has done it with at least one lakh Jeevan Mukthas!
And by his grace now, I got the whole
blueprint,
how the whole thing should be done. Now the blueprint is ready.
Actually, I would have built the temple and went and sat. But I need 10 thousand people first and that's why I am out.
First let me create all these 10 thousand Jeevan Mukthas,
and make them all sit one by one one by one so that they don't come out.
Ensure that 10 thousand
Jeevan Mukthas are ready and the reflections are all proper, then I will go and sit.
So
it will take at least 100 more years.
Somebody asked me to sit to put your physical body in the
around the Masters physical body
What will you do? I will say at least my 10 lives I will dedicate for that.
Even if they say only 10 lives you could live around him,
you will have the chance of physical body,
sitting next to his physical body. I'll choose that.
I will live 10 lives and give up my 10 lives
just for that.
Because I saw,
what an extraordinary
living consciousness, they are radiating!
God! The moment I remember, my throat gets choked!
All right, today only teaser.
Tomorrow I'll start.
Let you all achieve, experience,
live,
express, radiate,
and share the eternal bliss.
Nithyananda. Thank you!
