I'm a prisoner in my own mind
It keeps telling me. I'm shit a waste of space fucking up my life
I sit here feeling sorry for myself known for a while that as each day goes by
the last opportunities I have
It's a daily reminder that. I'm running out of time these are the thoughts are [bathed] in my mind
Keep me up at night. Make me realize that no matter how hard I try
I'm not fine
I'm tired
Tired of pretending and live in this lie. I'm not alright
And I haven't been for a while
I'm sick to death of feeling sad walking [round] with a heavy heart, but all of my energy to just be okay
when I'm not
I'm weak
emotional
Fragile
I put up a strong gate before all you need to do is ask me the right questions
And they'll all come pouring up
The dark thoughts anxiety self-doubt that sometimes
I just need to be in a room by myself
To keep the boat in my head down
Could you see I was like everything is still?
everything
in my mind
it is so
fucking loud
I
Feel everything I wanted killing me. I'm losing my mind
tell me
How do I escape
When my demons are only inside, I'm buried alive. It's a constant battle between my life and my mind, I decided  to admit
But I'm losing this fight
I'm slowly watching [up] [abyss] night. has died is taken over and going onto the anxiety side
I just want it to stop
But it won't stop it never stops
It controls you eats you up
Makes you believe that
it´s all your fault
