and 2018
book a prize goes to
"THE DISOWN"   ladies and gentlemen big round of
applause for Mr. Kavin Sarthi
 
 
What to say .. Poured the pain from some wound on paper,
it was not known that the wounds would get applause
I would like to thank my readers
for giving me such a wonder full response..so please keep blessing
me but don’t disown thank you…
 
 
 
Yeah Tell me Mr.Jagdish Kaul
what do you want to know regarding this book?
Mr. Sarthi now this book is about to come  in the form of film
Your fabricated characters
now will be seen moving
whenever I started thinking
I get very much excited .. Mr.Sarthi
Is your book fiction or reality?
 
And why have you kept suspense in the climax?
Are you going to reveal this suspense in the next book?
you are a director..
You are right to be thrilled..
The realization of what happened was something else
I have seen my characters
while crying, shattering .....
and while breaking…
you mean
This is not just a story but a truth?
Yesss...
a truth ...
that has no end....
ohhhhhhh
that is why you have kept suspense on climax..
Because in real life there is no climax like films..
in real life It ends with death...
but that also a climax but we do not believe...
I didn't understand Mr.Sarthi ...
can you please make me understand in simple way... if you don't mind ?
When we break the taboo of society
it is the beginning of our end..
and it is not so easy to start life from that end.
 
Every character of my story
had been disowned..
but varshit...
he was different from all..
There is something in his..
It was just a coincidence..
On the same day, a bench of 5 judges of the Supreme Court, given historical judicial a verdict on 377.
and said that according to the "Indian constitution"
All Indians have the right to live equally.
Attraction towards same sex is not a disease.. but It's natural...
It should not be seen with different or inferior feelings.
There was a wave of happiness in the LGBTQ community after 18 years of legal fighting
The question is still the same,
will this part of society be able to make a place in society?
And Varshit' first step was an example of this
 
 
 
 
 
 
Hey
Are you planning to jump inside ?
 
I have tried this..
Nothing is going to happen from here..
Look at my elbow..
I am sitting here...
oh I am sorry..
 
 
 
 
 
Listen..
what's your name ?
stranger. do your work
 
 
 
 
 
Hey?
do you have water?
why?
I want to take bath..
Jump in this river then...
Owuch.. mom..
 
Don't you have a manners?
Thank You..
what is wrong with you? what thank you?
Stupid.
awuchh...
take this
what is this?
take it
what is this?
apply on it..
will you tell me what is this?
 
 
keep this with you
thank you
most welcome
 
hey?
Are you hungry ?
are you kid?
come
have it .. I have Toast
 
Thank you
 
Now I have to leave...
where will you go?
none of your business
hunger animal
ate all my toast
Thank You....
Hey.. Listen..
I don't want your medicine.. take it with you..
both were like small kids and innocent ..
like Just a little empathy, humans melt
 
the wound was different even though
but pain was the same
 
love oneself
you mean to say they became friends.. right ?
because in this book you have written this only..
There was liberty of a writer and what was…
a lot of ego was in both of them..
 
 
 
 
take this your medicine..
 
have you gone mad?
hello.. 
I don't owe anyone
I am not asking my toast in return.. ok?
through it
what?
I said get lost
I have no interest in talking to you..ok?
don't be so cosy
hello Mr... 
Even I have no interest in talking to you
I thought you in trouble
I was just showing you courtesy but you are talking so senseless..
I don't want.. please leave
Really? I don't want your medicine.. take it with you...
 
awuchh.. mom..
ohh god...
awuchh.. mom...
mom...... NO...
I am sorry for what I told you...
I said NO means NO...
Listen don't make me more angry otherwise I will kill you here only.. come
Can't you hold this my bag.. I'm in pain
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
take this water..
seriously you would have killed me ?
Yes.. I am already anxious and you were irritating me...
 
You will not be more anxious than me...
My mom has moved me out of the house
Why?
There are some offenses
let it be..
why are you anxious ?
my family disowned me
why?
you want to know everything now only? come I take you to the doctor.
where will you go then ?
I don't know.. but first I will rid from you...
offencive kid
you also rid from me...
do one thing give me my bag I will hold it..
 
 
I never hold my girl friend this way & see I am holding you now..
don't laugh.. otherwise I will push you..
I can't walk like silently.. I'm getting bored..
so you want me to tell you the story?
I don't mind
seriously you are small kid..
come let me tell you the one story.. mine story..
 
 
tell me one thing..
have you ever fallen in love with someone?
then you will not understand my story..
Daddu.. every book reader is not writer...
 
ok Betu..
I had a lot of affairs during college
but i didn't fall in love with anyone..
but one day
I'm sorry dad and mom
I lost everything.. I am looser..
 
are you mad? have you lost your mind?
I will do anything from my life.. it's none of your business
I will slap you again then you will know me
listen you don't know me
you don't have right to talk to me like this way..
girl-friend cheated on you or you fought with your parents or you lost your job?
 
hmmm. you lost your job..
you are not a real man
for this small reason you are going to suicide .. big looser..
then what should I go?
what should I do?
You tell me ......
have you ever seen someone who dies everyday?
what do you mean?
ask your mom who will die everyday
for living and for you
and you will not realise about death
which you are about to gift your parents
I do want to give them all happiness which they dreamed for me..
how I will face them when they will come to know about my job?
so please let me die...
Life does not pass through death Varshit..
I have seen your name  in your documents
are you educated?
then this Garbage?
when I came out of the house, it was very dirty outside
so I thought why not to start cleaning campaign...
Got lots of hand cleaners
but not any helping hand..
you have cute smile..
flirting with me?
No.. you are not my type girl..
you have hide lots of things behind your this cute smile
it's so strange.. isn't?
we both are stranger but still we are trying to solve each others unsolvable problems..
 
not ours only yours
because I have already solved my unsolvable problems..
I know how to face problem and how deal with it.
now what will you do?
I don't know..
If I give Rs. 1 lakh so I can get job .
but I don't have single penny for poison also
Should I give?
poison?
Nooo....
good to know that..
but should I say something? don't feel bad
you collect garbage
then how can I take it from you
are you showing your self respect or my place?
come .. we will sit..
here? so much dirt here..
for you.. but for me it's valuable...
 
ok fine.. let's sit..
you are educated .. you will get other job..
it's not that much easy.. it's recession time..
 
I'm nothing like this dirt..
for you but not for me..
that's why you were committing suicide?
you won't understand
from my death my educational loan will be  closed.
but you spoiled my plan...
I think I really spoiled...
if you want I can help you for money
No I don't want..
You want to die?
don't you get scared from death?
I get scared from real life.
don't know when it will cheat...
death is  our only.. today or tomorrow will get call from death.. who knows..
do you believe me ?
I can believe you..
wait for me.. I just come..
don't say No.. I just come.. wait..
Daddu? did she come back?
 
there is one big house..
might be will get some help
Daddu.. It's too far
I am there for you Betu.. I will help you ..
come...
ok
 
You?
but in " The Disown" you haven't mentioned your self..
We could tell Autobiography only
other stories truth who knows..
yes. you are right..
Despite being unknown, a relationship was formed in them
those boys
this girl
Who don't even know each other's name
and you?
and for you also they were unknown .. weren't they?
But like your name,
you became the charioteer of those Disown children
and also the creator of  this "The Disown" book..
Whatever happened to those children shook my mind deep inside
Like you, I also had questions
about what happened to those children
Why it happened with these innocent children
and why they were disowned by family...
You are so eager to go even after reading this book
just think about me..
I could only wait for like a silent audience
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
